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In Search Of Real Friends?
A real friend I feel is someone you love and trust, will tell you all the things you dont want to know about yourself, tells you when you are right and helps you understand when you are wrong, might yell and scream at you, but when you need him/her is there, knows your secrets and hold them in true confidence, never judges, sees your mistakes and steers you in a better direction,and just when you think you are about to break....helps to patch you up and pushes you all over again. I thank those of you who have been these people to me......much love....SUGAR AND SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE!
In Search Of Something Significant
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because
well to start this off this a little bit about what i went thru for 7 yrs. my ex-wife was so insecure and over jealous that it pushed me away after a while i tried to make her feel good about herself everyday but nothing ever worked . after 7 yrs of hell i could not take anymore so i got a divorce.we have joint custody of my son which is the best thing i could ever asked for .i have dated 1 lady since the divorce that didnt last but about 3 months because of the same problems i stopped it before it went any further .so i am back to square 1. but i think i will let the lady find me this time and then only after i see that she is comfortable with herself then we can move on. i have accepted who i am and i am happy with that . no not mr america not even close. but i am a true gentleman and i do treat a lady how she wants to be treated but that has not gotten me anywhere. but anyway thanks for your time if you have read this........
The Insecurity Of The World Is It Spreading?
Why does a beautiful girl go on a website half naked and tell people to rate me, add me, fan me? Are we so insecure, and self centered we need to be told that we are important? I don’t get it cause don’t people realize that when you go online your going to get nothing but fake people? If you’re lucky you can find a person who is on the site for friends. I have found that there are so many people on here who are your best friends until they reach the level they wanted, then your lucky if they say hi once a month. It reminds me of high school? What is people big deal with being accepted, I have been an outcast my whole life and im more successful than half the people in the popular cliques in my high school, there either drunken college jocks, or pregnant ex cheerleaders, with dead end husbands, and no future. So here is my question to all of you. Does being a popular person with lots of adoring fans, really get you further in life than someone without them? My opinion ratings are n
In Search Of A Song
does anyone listen to disturbed and they have a video that they are on a bus and they look all depressed and shit and one of the guys has an ipod and is listening to it???
Insecurity Abounds
What is the point of a woman blocking another woman from her page? I have no interest in your page whatsoever but to rate you. Especially if I have never been to your page...are you that insecure in yourself that you feel the need to block me because I am on a mutual friends page? Or is it you are hiding something that I could probably care less about cause who are you to me? No one...that's who. Fubar is a small world so I'm sorry that we have a mutual friend (who by the way I'm not even on his friends list so I cna't leave him comments anyhow) but what is it with me? Do I intimidate you that much? I am no one and am not a threat so please don't flatter yourself by having to come to my page and block me. I am not coming to your
Insensitive Prick
Porch Monkey 4 Life (Mummers are mean) M, 30 Nitro, WV December 15, 2007 @ 3:17 pm #25 of 38 Bullshit. Don't believe a word of it. She wants attention and probably doesnt even have a kid. this is the comment this ass left about princess punkass's loss of her son
In Search Of...
I'm looking for you. I want to slow dance with you while singing the song softly in your ear. I want to lay in bed all day...and have nothing happen but conversation. I want to hold your hand like it was a part of mine. I want to hold you so long we become one person. I want to stroke your hair, plant sweet kisses on your forehead, and tell you how much I love being near you. I want to kiss you in the warm rain. I want to watch the sunset with you and lay in each other's arms until we watch the sun rise again. I want to sing love songs to you and watch the birth of the sparkle in your eye. I want to feel your warm breath on my neck. I want to stare deeply into your eyes and peer into your soul. I want to wake up next to you and think I'm still dreaming. Where are you?
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According to a recent study, women who play online games have more sex than those that don't. Click the link to see the infographic.   Fact: Women who play online games have more sex by Libe Goad, Posted Nov 18th 2011 10:30AM Yes, it's true, says a new survey by Harris Interactive for GameHouse. Women who play online games are not only a little older, a little happier but they're also making whoopie more often than those who don't play games. Hel-lo Mrs. Robinson. My friend won't talk to me :( The perfect cap to a sucky week ... Hey there, In case I haven't pestered you yet, I'm using my Auto 11 tonight. 6pm Fubar time :) Trying to finally make it to godfather an beyond... Also, in case you haven't heard, I'm in my 1st auction. ♫☆♥rkkennedy84♥☆♫ Fall Auction Please rate the photo at least if you can't bid :)
In Search Of Something
You know they say In every man's life, there comes a time When he get struck by the arrow of Cupid By the love of God or the beauty of a woman And sometimes this love brings thunder into your life And it brings the storm, sing about it There is more to love than this Love is more than just a kiss Will we take it to that next step? Will we do more than just connect? And will you bring the thunder in my life? And the fire in my eyes? Cause then there will be days of pleasure where everything far will be so near I have never felt thunder and lighting like this I have never been struck by a wonder like this There are days where I can stop talking about you There days I can't stop saying your name And I am looking for ways never to part from you, have everything change and you still stay the same I've never seen, and there's never been Anything with the beauty of you I've never met someone so beautiful Struck by the arrow of Cupid, th
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I never put anything in important in here but it's time for a change. I went to Ohio Thursday to see Daniel [DJ♥]. He picked me up w/ his Mom, Brother Nick, and Son Devin. Nick gave me a Balloon that was signed by everyone & it was cute. Once I met his little sister she was the cutest! She told me that she could tell me anything and that she loved me like a sister. His Mom & I got along so well plus his Grand mother wanted me to come back over to her house before I left so she could spend time with me. It was amazing to be there I felt like I was home.. It was so comfortable. I cannot wait to move out there to be with him everyday. Being with DJ was absolutely perfect. I loved it when he looked at me, held me, kissed me. Speaking of Kisses, our first kiss was amazing. I finally understand the term "sparks fly". It couldn't have been anymore perfect. No one has ever made me feel the way he does. I am so glad I found him [well he found me]. We went to the Canal, Park, Ice
In Search Of Me
There is darkness now, where there once was the glow of a shining star. The glow has faded, for I no longer have my guiding light. I know only where I have been, for where I'm going I do not know. I have no destination . . . I wander aimlessly. A shell of my former self . . . My reflection holds no resemblance of who I use to be . . . I must go in search of myself . . . To seek and find the light once again . . .
In Search Of..................
Okay have no idea what Fubar is all about and even forgot I had created an account, but figured why not try ya know. For many years now i have been searching for my very own Bettie Paige type woman. I love a woman in high heels and stockings.........maybe because my first uuummm boy to man mag was a Bettie Paige pictorial I had found in an alley. So there ya have it, my first blog about my own obscene quest.
Insecurities!! Damn It Man!!
In Serch Of Staff
In Search Of Lounge Staff
CLICK ON BOTTOM PIC TO ENTER If you cant hear music please click here to load a external player of your choice. In need of staff who can spend a few hours a day in lounge contact me @ or the owner @
If only there was a way to tell you how I feel, Maybe if you were sleeping id whisper it in your ear, You told me you were insecure maybe I could find the cure, If I could change your insecurities id make them go away, But thats something you need to change inside Baby please dont hide, Ill do my best to tell you each and every day all the things you are, you are beautiful and sweet you are the most caring person I could meet, your eyes are like the stars at night your spirt is that of light, you are wanted and cared for if only i was there to show you more!
Tell me why we find it so hard to forgive? Somebody irritates us and we delete them from our lists. Or we ourselves do something foolish and unacceptable, get caught and then try to get out of it by deleting the person we wronged? I don't know if it's just me or are we all tending to regress and act like children more and more since the advent of internet chat? Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love cats 2. I'm Pagan 3. I'm content with my age 4. I'm a flirt 5. I like raw steak 6. I read too much 7. I can't stand eggplant or malicious gossip 8. I like to drive fast! 9. I cry 10. I detest internet drama and those who cause it Barak Obama me
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Pink Floyd 'Time' Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way. Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town Waiting for someone or something to show you the way. Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain. You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today. And then one day you find ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun. So you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking Racing around to come up behind you again. The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older, Shorter of breath and one day closer to death. Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time. Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way The time is gone, the song is over, Thought I'd something more to say. I'm sitting here listening to music, and I hear some
In Search Of A Real Man
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♥♥♥In fairy tales the prince rescues the princess and they live happily ever after. This is what they never told you when you were a little girl, dreaming of your "prince" or "knight in shining armor" They never said that trust would be an issue.That the Prince and Princess would fight until they couldn't stand eachother going to bed angry.They never shed light on the fact that Love isn't strong enough to escape  death with something as simple as a Kiss. Nor did they talk about divorce or ending up broken hearted.They never wrote in the pages about tears that would be shed. Why didn't they add in as a sidenote that Fairy Tales is all bullshit? Or that the prince could have only one thing on his mind?They led you on to believe that  Love's answers could be just in a few pages, or simple steps. Why didn't they add that a "prince" could become the "princess's" world and when he left, her world did to. They never told us as little girls that jealousy would be an issue.
In Search Of A Good Woman
In Search To Be Free
In Search To Be Free
I seem so lostin my search to be freemaybe i’ve got what i wantright here infront of mewhen your eyes are close shutit’s all too hard to seenever happy with the dayalways searching for some wayto scream what i have to saybut it’s so hard to speakwhen your mouth is always fullso hard to walk with your lipswrapped around my feetalways looking for the last dimechasing so hard that dollar billsuch a waste of timetrying to make it realliving in a dream of worldof my own choosingnot realizing im the only one losingso much life infront of mesurrounds me everywherehere is love,here are friendslaughter just over theregood times,bad times,seldom seenin my search to be freeperhaps i need to seewhat standing in my siteright here staring back at mein my search to be free.
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I recently read something that was so simple but so brilliant. It's about Buddhism but can be applied to any religion or any way of life. It's by a man named Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche who is known as the happiest man on earth (and it's even been scientifically proven! LOL Sounds funny but it's true and I'll tell you why in a minute.) He says that Buddhists don't think of Buddhism as a religion but rather a scientific method of exploring your own experience through techniques that enable you to examine your actions and reactions in such a nonjudgmental way that recognizes, "Oh, this is how my mind works and this is what I need to do to experience happiness; this is what I should avoid to avoid unhappiness." Yongey Mingyur states that "at its heart, Buddhism is very practical. It's about doing things that foster serenity, happiness, and confidence, and avoiding things that provoke anxiety, hopelessness, and fear." He says that the essence of Buddhist practice is not s
Insecure Women
Ok I don't usually write blogs but this shit is starting to get out of hand with women spreading lies about me. This I what I have to say on that subject: GROW UP CHILDREN!! Jealously is unbecoming of anyone, but spreading lies about me ends up only making you look bad. I have had a few different guys come to me and trash me or block me because women tell them I am talking nasty to them or cussing them out in their shoutbox. Now if some stupid bitch tells you this about me, you can be 100% sure they are FULL OF SHIT!!!! If any women tell you this ask for screen shot proof of the conversations and then send them to me and let me know. I don't start drama with anyone on here. I take a lot of shit from a lot of ppl but ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!! I give WAYYYYYYYY more than I receive. I don't do it to try and take your man, or the guy you THINK is your man. I am the kind of girl who spoils her friends. The one who is hear to listen to them bitch about the women who screw them over (which I have a
Insects Recipes
In Shock
In Shock
I am in shock, I was just watching the news and they said that a murder of a 18 year old woman that happened 29 years ago in Columbus Wisconsin had been solved and when they said the name and showed the pic of the guy who they charged I almost fell over!! He is a guy I have been working with for about 10 years, he was always a little strange and always seemed on edge, NOW I know why. Just goes to show you that you never really know a person even when you think you do. just thought I would share this, so ladies be careful!! Thanks
Insight To My Mind
Ok my blogs are usually a way for people to get some insight into this head. well here ya go. I don't have many feelings. and the feelings i do have are hidden by smiles and laughs. I am a fun person BUT... I am sick and tired of these people passing judgements on people before they really get to know them. Now this is y i say that.. people message me all the time say omg ur hot.. then they find out that i have 2 kids. HELLO READ MY FREAKIN PROFILE... I am single for the reason being the person i want i can't have and other than that no man wants a premade family. I am a single mother. my daughters father is in her life she lives with him but my son's father walked out on him after i kicked him out of my life. HELLO MY LIFE I NEVER TRIED STOPPING HIM FROM BEING A FATHER! SO NO THAT ISN'T MY FAULT. I have been through more things in my life then most of u will experience in a lifetime. I am a great person and ask anyone on my family list i bet u $100 they will agree without me even say
Inside My Head
A mother of a friend of mine who was KIA is making a video;however, she is looking for pictures of soldiers, their families, and well pictures of more then just one soldier, unit pictures. If you have any and are willing to let me let her use them please send me a message ASAP! Thank you. Heather Well on Christmas Mike purposed to me...I said yes. We don't have a date yet but there it is. I'm engaged. Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't been on in a long time. I've been busy with school and my free time is spent with Michael. Speaking of which I figured you can get guess from the pictures..but he is my boyfriend. But if any of you want to stay in contact more often let me know. Or email me school is going good. My professor told me there is NO WAY I can fail the class...always a good thing huh? Anyways talk to you later. Thanks
Inside A Lunatic's Mind...
well I know it's been a while. But I been so busy graduating and the likes. Now just trying to get a few things here and there going. Once I do, I can come around here and spend more time getting smoe cherries and the likes. I know sooo naughty to say. But you all have fun and try to stay out of trouble. Ok I am about to make a confession...are you sitting down? Good....just had to say something that's been on my mind for a while and I can't hold it in any long? *breaths* here goes... I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL Well actually I'm in this God annoying class thinking about anything else but this damn place. I am counting down the days...oh baby 30 days left. And I am outta here *does snoopy dance* So now I just have to have all my good loyal friends to contribute to the Cynical Villain Graduation Fund.... Evil Grin!!! Oh well back to class.... my ass can't sleep cause my roomies decide that they want to be up half the night listenin to something stupid on th
Inside Of Me..
You want to live inside of me.You want to be within me every waking moment. Feeling what it is like to be me, inside of me. Mine to play with, to love, to torture. Mine to do what I please. But if you are forever inside of me, how do we play, how do we experience each other from the outside. Can I remove you when I want you, when I need you. Must I use you before I begin to swallow you. Never to feel you hold me again. Never to feel you touch me again, never to feel you make love to me again. As I sit here thinking, what if we were able to make love from within. What if that feeling was always there and never went away. What if I knew that I could feel you all the time. Yes, I could swallow you then.I could take you then and make you mine. No one else could ever have you again, no one else could ever come close to you again. Am I doing this for selfish reasons. Yes..Do I want there to be no one that can ever have you again. Yes...Do you want to feel what it is like to go
Inside The Angel's Mind
I've seen this post quite a few times, usually once a month. Firstly, I find it hard to believe that gas station attendants wouldn't notice someone affixing hypodermic needles to gas station pumps. Secondly, it's a hoax that started out as a terror chain email. When these emails started out originally, it was from a Captain Abraham Sands of the Jacksonville Police Dept in Florida. There is no Jacksonville Police Department. Jacksonville is served by the Jacksonville Sheriff's Office. There is no Captain Abraham Sands employed by the Jacksonville Sheriff's Office. A new version of the Capt. Sands/pump needles email is circulating. It is identical to the original except that someone changed all references to Jacksonville, Florida to Buffalo, New York. Needless to say, there is no Capt. Sands in Buffalo or Jacksonville. Now there are newer versions now stating anybody saying anything but just giving the warning and having the same amount of cases (usually 16 or 17). O
In Side Dixie's Head (look Out Lol)
well I took a Job as a care taker for a older lady who can't walk and a nanny to her lil 2 year old girl that she is trying to get cousty of well was that a big mistake the 2 year old was really mean she didn't wanna listen she fault me when I would punish her and put brusies on me she would tell me no or laugh in my face I haven't ever had a child treat me that way I just got to my ropes end really quick and told em I was done , finished , that was it , it was over no more and I QUITE I tell you what I was a nervus reack no amount of money could make me stay there don't get me rong the lady and her husband are good ppl but that child man I caouldn't handle that no way a 2 year old is running my life and I have to be up her ass 24/7 Then last nite and today I got some really bad news My aunt has cancer i already knew this but it has spread to her lungs her kendneys are starting to fail and she is on oxgeon and marfine for the pain and they don't look for her to make it 2 more we
Inside Fruitys Mind
New to this place and boy am i ever lost. lmfao. I mean the navigation is a little wierd to me, but I have a feeling Imma get addicted to this very quickly. --sigh-- Yet another website to get attached to. w00t w00t. lol Thanks Fiesty! lmfao. its almost 330am and im wide awake and so damn bored. le sigh. i wonder what i can find if i dig thru here? hmmmmmmmm
Just a few thoughts by me, I'm open to feedback as well. After reading Sigmund Freud's Basic Theories, I'm very supporting of the Oedipal Complex, the urge to be the best because of the love, and yes, even sexual desire for the mother figure, personally I grew up without a real one, so this is new to me. But what drives the human brain to this? is this Id? The basic instincts of all humans? I know it isn't the SuperEgo, for thats the creation of society, and Incestial thoughts are frowned upon by society, and as far as the Ego goes, there is no consciousness to these yearnings, therefore that only leaves the Id. Are all humans PROGRAMMED to feel sexual desires towards their mother without knowing it, so as to be a more stable adult further on? What happens when the mother figure is not present? as such is my case, many problems can occur, I've always had trouble fitting in, trouble enjoying myself, medical problems, mental problems, I've been through them all, only to hit a po
Inside My Silly Little Head
bored and yeah! working on some art stuff. it's crap but whatever. i could have gotten laid tonight. but i'm such a damn self righteous prude its ridiculous! damn me and my morals. damn this vagina!!! grrr! what an uneventful day. wow, you'd figure a day off would be exciting. ha! been doing artwork most of the night. designed some stuff for the comic and what not. did my cleaning earlier today. blah. what the hell i have nothing funny to write!?
Inside My Little World...
check out my new pics on myspace.. lol they are hott hott hott!!!!! LOL ps at the b ball game that we cheered at tonight we won!!!! gooo birds!!!! at the game today.. we were throwing skittles and guess what i hit the cop.. yep thats right!! i hit the cop! lol it was funny as and my friend ran.. and than she triped over the bleachers.. lol heheh.. god what a dumb fuck.. wen we went back we found out that my other friend almost got the blam for him.. than the cop saw me and new better.. lol wow cops just love me! lol woohhoo.. cops.. make me giggle! i won the award for hard worker/most improved cheerleader last night.. YEA!!!! woo hoo me!!
The Insight Of Jenn
Ok, so as I write this, I am very drunk. Don't ask me why I'm doing so well but I am. Its taking a while to get all the words right, but I'm going to post this before I sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a very busy day. Matt and I have a lot planned. There are things we need to do and things we really want to do. As for tonight.. we wanted to relax and drink a little vodka. Sadly, vodka always kicks my butt. But its worth it in the end. We always act a fool and forget the stress of the week. In Matt's case, it couldn't have came any sooner. Poor thing has been going through so much lately and there isn't anything I can do about it but try and help him through each day. The weekend never seems to come fast enough. So, He is passed out, by the way, and I'm almost the same so I need to go. ~j I have a few links to some really unusual sites that sell just about anything you are looking for.. ModernArtisans My favorites here are the.. "Jazz Collection" Cast Stone Garden P
Inside The Jenjen's Mind
oh baby oh baby this life i call mine its full of soap opera grade a+ stuff! exs who made my life a living hell! a crazy family who makes living with a party! wacky ass friends who never make my days lame! weird love affairs that will make ur mind spin! a dog who thinks she is the queen of the house! leo my man dog thinks no one should yell or he will have nevers break down and a cat who thinks its funny to hide in small place even thoe he is fat can't make my mind about what color and what length its going to be dreams of rocking it out and marrying a musician which will never happen dating guys who like other girls so sucks but is all i get lol relising my life is made of mostly of the internet work music and movies the most fun i have in my day is stripping my clothing food in my bedroom late at night to my music and then dressing myself up thinking i am a model from frace how is skinny and beaitful now that funny so yah jenjen isn't my real n
Inside Workings Of My Mind
This evening while I was cleaning up to go home a really nice elderly fellow stopped me. He had questions about a watch band. I answered them like I would any other customer questions and he basically proceeded to blow my head up like a gigantic balloon. He said to me, "You have one of the prettiest smiles I've seen in a long time" This is where I probably turned fifty shades of red. Thanked him and attempted to move along. That wasn't so easily done. He rent on to say that I have a strong character poise and that he was confident that I'd be an excellent character actress. Again, I thanked him and took a couple steps at which time he proceeded to tell me that he thinks I'd be excellent on a sitcom. My personality and character would just flow so well on a stage etc. I told the kind fellow that I was in theater for about six years and he insisted that I shouldn't have ever left it. That I should make a skit or something and a resume to send to agents because it's probably wha
Inside An Abused Mind
Heaven on Earth...that is something I don't believe in. For if there were a Heaven on Earth, what would we aspire to reach in the afterlife? Why would we need to be steadfast or true? Why would we need to be honest or good? What would it matter if we were murderers or molesters? If we could find Heaven on Earth, we wouldn't need our morals or values. I can't imagine a world where those things don't matter. I don't WANT to imagine a world where those things don't matter. I've been told before that being with me is like being in Heaven on Earth. Well, Heaven on Earth to me is like being in a world of corrupt chaos. So therefore, in my mind, with me is not where anyone would want to be. Just because it sounds like a nice thought, the reality of it is it's a horrible thought. And being compared to such a horrible thought is not how I want to be known. Something to consider the next time you use the phrase "Heaven on Earth" never know what that might mean to someone else. Trust
Inside Of Me
My Missing Parts   Why were they taken, Way before their time? You must have be mistaken, Maybe the wrong place or time?   Their love I do still feel, Even though you've stolen them, Is there a time I'll fully heal? My mind races with memories of them.   Their hearts were huge, Their smiles so bright, I've lost my refuge, Ihope what you've done is right.   Never whole will my heart ever be, Thanks to what you've done, Can't you see, You've done've won.   Right here and now, I break out a cry, Wondering how,
Inside Out
... the fact that when I see a pussy, I know exactly what the gal feels like when she's having it touched, licked, fucked... When I see a picture or a movie of a pussy, my pussy tingles as if what's being done to that gal is being done to me. I can feel every touch, every lick, every stroke. It drives me wild. Not to mention the fact that there's just something so erotic about a pussy.. In the evening after a nice hot bath or shower, right before bed, is my favorite time to explore my pussy. It's nice and clean, fresh, and warm... not to mention a little pinker than normal, so I don't have any problems exporing the full depths of it. Just the thought of what I'm about to do makes little electric-like tingles course through my pussy. My nipples become erect in anticipation. In my bedroom, I have a clost with a full sized mirror on it. There's plenty of room in front of it, so that's where I like to be, so that I can get a good view of everything. I place blankets on the floor in f
Inside My Mind
Ok so I was talking to one of my best friends the other day and some how the subject got turned to oral sex and he mentioned that he wasn't a big fan of recieving a blowjob. I'll repeat that, in case you missed it. HE DOESN'T LIKE BLOWJOBS!!!! I was shocked I just had to ask him why the hell he didnt enjoy them and he replied with it is great at first but he never seems to be able to get off and then went into more detail: It starts out like whoa she's sucking me off, cool, this feels great, but after a few minutes he gets bored, like he is just laying there and she is out of reach and he has nothing to entertain himself with during this time. I was in awe really. I was wondering who in the hell has he let go down on him? Was she really that bad that he was able to think about not being "entertained"? Just from personal experiance I can recall many times where my "parts" were in positions that would allow a guy to entertain himself. Examples: on the bed, beside him on y
Inside Of My Mind
Inside My Mind
Inside Dolorian's Perverted Mind.
Inside Me
Inside Me All joking aside, I am a girl worth knowing. As many times as I’ve been teased, I don’t finish with bowing. If anybody can’t see the real me, then they need to get a clue. This girl isn’t waiting around for people to give her what’s due. As I walk along, I sometimes don’t know what life will deal me. I feel lost, alone, and no one can see. I feel scared and wish for someone to take look. But how can someone be there when they don’t choose to put their noses into this book? My face must not show the struggle deep within. For I know most don’t know what goes on beneath the thin layer of skin. I have never let this intertwine. Most I can’t tell what goes on inside this heart of mine. The strain to be what is expected is sometimes too much. I wish to not be the one who must endure such. But I know those I can count on. Those friends of mine that have a shoulder I can lean upon. But when will the one for me make an appearance? How hard can it be for h
Insight On Me!!
Angels are beautful like the morning bluming of a bright red rose with dripping dew soaking up its petals... Angels are sweeter than the honey that a bumblebee has just made fresh and it makes your mouth tingle every time you have a taste... Angels are like the sunset seen from atop Everest- its the most stunning thing you'll ever see but it only comes once in a life time on a rare occasion.. These are the types of things you have to grasp on to and hold forever... So wat is an angel??? Maybe you.......... I am looking to make some friends, maybe it'd end up being more. I'm NOT into PLAYING GAMES.I am a little I guess you could say "picky" about what I want in life (but that's a good thing) I like to take my time getting to know someone before rushing into anything.How many of us rush into something because of looks and then find out we don't even like the person that we are now with cause we didn't take the time to find out what they were like in the first place? We
Inside Of Me
at the blacklight in seattle... Fabulous Fetish Friday hosted and produced by General Bec.... last act - me and 3 other sexy ladies had a food fight on stage... in heels, took each others clothes off, 9 cans of whipped cream and chocolate sauce, me and a girl writhing on the floor, licking the sweetness off eachother... where were you? 1st act - super sexy goth girl in a corset gets a massive flogging. yes, a real flogging. 2nd act - pvc, gas mask, big knives, miltary bitches fighting with the spy girls, military girls beating on the spy man... me in pvc and gas mask, topless, drenched in water, hot knife play and hair pulling. the other spy lost her pvc dress and got quite a nasty spanking, then they made her work the pole... the pole that was occupied by the pole dancers in between shows. 3rd act - sexy girl covered in hot wax and burning candles... where were you? NEXT FRIDAY @ Blacklight Vixen's Playpen Produced by General Bec and Georgia Myles Next Fabulous
Inside My Head
I thought I knew you But now I know I didn't You said you loved me Did you say it while you fucked him You led me on again Just like time after time You fucked with my heart And screwed up my mind For the pain thats inside It takes time to heal But what it is that I know Is your the cause for how I feel I can't take no more Or the bullshit you bring You hurt me again Its you to blame I tried not to react I tried to not feel the pain But its you that I feel Deep inside my veins The torment I suffer What will become I won't fall for you I fell for it once
She stripped down to her tank top and leather pants. She pulled her long red hair out of the pony tail and let it fall on to her shoulders. She had the come hither look to her eyes she knew the type of women this guy goes for. She had the innocent look that he liked in a woman. The sweat dripping down it was so hot for it being night there. Her skin glistened in the light of the atmosphere. She finally approached him. Slid her hands across his back to get his attention, He jolted back at her he was caught off guard. He looked her up and down he really liked what he saw. As he escorted her out of the bar, she knew this would be the ample time to take him down. She wasn’t expecting his guards to go with. She should have counted on this but forgot with all her desires, wants, and needs. In the confusion of what was going on she regained her composer. Nawar had the upper hand. McKayla couldn’t admit he did as she felt his grip get tighter around her arm. She was at a loss she wasn’
Inside The Mind Of Yours Truly
The Dream, good job, nice house,car, husband/wife, kids, general prosperity. Everybody wants it, a good handful achieve it. The American dream; instilled in our minds early on in life. Other countries model themselves for it, while others want to destroy it. How did this idea become so highly regarded that some people are willing to do anything to have it? No matter what the cost, some of us try so hard to get to that "American Dream" that they can almost taste it, while in the same breath envy those with it already. So how can a person be upset with another who has that "Dream" or are really close to obtaining it? Envious of where they are and where they are headed. To that question I answer, everybody has a choice no matter how difficult it is, to find a path to thier "American Dream". To be envious of another person's ladder climb to that "Dream" seems in my opinion a little shameful and unfair because you have the choice to get to where you want to be. If you really want somethin
you ask me why i say these things i tell you that you'll never understand you think that i'm just lying but i'm telling the truth deeper than you'll ever know my tears you'll never see nor taste my fears you'll never get to know i'm not your amusement, your doll to enjoy i'm human and i have a heart you want to tear me apart but i laugh i want to fall to the ground but i stand my sheild is made of iron, your weapons but of glass i fear you not, i never have you fear me now, you always will (c)malice in wonderland, 2007
Inside My Mind
In the event of my demise, left with much to say/ Got me wearin' these disguises, even 'til my last days/ Dear Mama all I ever wanted was to hear your praise/ Knowin' that I desperately tried to change/ But maybe I've been cursed since my birth/ Been consumed by puttin' dollar signs behind my worth/ Livin' even worse, 'cause bein' who I am repeatedly hurts/ As I'm movin' from last to first/ Hopefully you'll forgive me, but enemies leave me reasons/ To remain the last one breathin', forever schemin'/ No longer dreamin', seein' them eternally sleepin'/ Continuously at battle with my inner demons/ Comtemplating whether or not to brandish my guns/ Wishin' to change the past, but what's done is done/ Guessin' that I'm destined to to be the Lord's prodigal son/ So I write this letter, to be read by my Loved Ones. Hook: 'Cause this is my Ghetto Mindstate/ kept my mind on pace while I ran these streets/ MY LIFE 'Cause this is my Ghetto Mindstate/ kept myself out of place as I try to live
Inside This Crazy Mind!!
Well as most of you should know that I just got 2 reverse madisons to add to the original one that i had ... but what most people dont know is why i get pierced .... I had someone ask me ... Nicole ... Why do you enjoy getting piercings and do you think you will take them out any time soon ... I sat there for a minute and thought of why I like getting pierced ... and had come to the conclusion of this... I have gotten pierced for many many many different reasons ... first and foremost ... I had the normal little girl ear piercings that most people had ...Then I wanted to be part of a trend... my first non-traditional piercing was of course the navel ... EVERYONE started to get them not just the people who enjoyed being pierced but nearly every girl i knew that was a little older then me was getting had or seriously wanted their navel pierced ... so with the convincing of my mom when I was 15 I went down to Nothing Shocking in Fullerton on April 28 2000 and got pierced ... I completely
Inside My Head
I just had a baby two months ago so I'm not at my best right now. If you don't wanna see that, don't click but PLEASE don't comment rude stuff. =/ Love you guys! I'm curious here if I'm a total bitch. There was a huge fat chick in lingerie with "MILF" as her display name on MySpace. I got in some kind of mood and sent her a nasty message about throwing up and deleting her so I didn't have to subject myself to it. Most of my friends laughed hysterically, other people said that I'm no one to judge what people post because I'm not perfect. I know I'm not perfect but I don't weigh like 400 pounds. What do you think, do you want to see big fat chicks as equally naked as me? Not many new NSFWs, sorry. I'll take some soon, though. I had my baby and now have a lot of home and bored time so I might be here a lot. Drop by and comment my pictures if ya feel like. =)
im gonna love you till the day that i die till the last star falls from the sky. ill be behind you every step of the way even if i drop dead today. i see your face and hear your voice in my sleep wake up with tears on my sheets. im gonna love you till the end of time till i turn to ashe's in the warm sunshine ive been so streesed out lately its not even funny i havent been able to eat or sleep i have been having anxiety attacks everyday multiple times not being able to find work isnt helping and not working drives me crazy theres so much that needs to be done in life and there isnt a whole lot of time to do it in every one falls on hard times and every time i do i get back up only to be pushed back down and every time i get pushed back down i fall farther until its so hard to get back up that i just wanna let go i just wanna say fuck it i just wanna dissapear sucide is not a solution in my mind nor is it a thought it doesnt make sense but i just feel like dissapearing into another fram
Inside Kelley's Mind
Just checking out this cherry thing. Hope I can figure it out, I am burnt..LOL I burnt my ass, tits and stomach in the tanning bed. I know my fault but felt like telling people. Now I'll go back today and start getting darker now that the burn has set in. So what the hell is everyone up to??!! Thats what I heard earlier. Shattering glass. I was backing up out of my great aunt's driveway. I wasn't even going fast. I was going slow. Her driveway is curvy. I misjudged. Down came the glass! In millions of tiny ass pieces. All over the curb, driveway and in the van itsself. I got out and looked and just bawled. There is a HUGE dent in my dad's hatch for his van and the back window.. well its in tiny ass pieces. I called my mom, called the police.. its covered right now with plastic.. good thing I'm a ghetto girl.. LOL So now I drive this nice van with a plastic back window.. yay me! NOT..
Insightful Life Commentary.....
I couldn't stop laughing.....enjoy!
hi to everyone who reads this. it been a long time since i've een on or posted anything. well since march i fished up my first year at college and i'm starting my second year in a couple of weeks. i've gotten a jobit might not be the greatest job but i'm helping out the family. so yea. i'm still looking for that special someone, he's out there somewhere just haven't found him yet. so yea hit me up i'll be putting up some new pics soon. I found this on my hoverspot thingy and i thought everyone should read it. its sad. A Rape Story Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me dont you" a smile; his Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; grip is s
In Sickness And In Health
***This blog was taken from my other site join up if youre a parent and add me to your friends list!*** Well our house is full of germs at the moment... Weve been in and out of doctors surgeries that much that Im starting to wonder if I could just pitch a tent in their waiting room and pay for rent with my medicare card. Harley has a middle ear infection, they all have a cough, nathen's is so bad that he has been coughing for over an hour non stop and i had to move him out to the loungeroom. the dr said that if it doesnt clear up with this lot of antibiotics were gonna have him tested for asthma as his sperm donor is asthmatic. great! anyway hes finally fallen asleep, so im gonna go get some shut eye before work tomorrow. uh... today. gnite all!
INSIDE Kiss like a demon's flame. Intimate as an angel's compassion. Eyes that go on for eternity, and I find myself standing at the end. A moment to learn your skin is all I need to find you. And then I let go in you. Inside. Flesh becoming flush, as the blood begins to flow. Hot breath twisting betwixt us. How could I have known that I am fulfilled when I consume you. Looking into you. Moving inside you becomes an art. Fingers carress details. No attention is spared. A language that need not be spoken comes into play. I become whole again. Inside. By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.
Inside My Head
well i guess since ive never posted a blog on here before i will write one and tell my feelings and frustrations out right now. and maybe it will help to get things out of my head, lol. so its funny how you think you know and can trust and respect someone then you find out one little thing and your perspective on that person totally changes. well that has happened to me last night but not just by one person, but by 2 or 3. namely my roomates. but anyways the story behind this is that last night i found out about my roomates that have been talking shit about me behind my back and i guess its been happeneing all year long. and its all crap too, something about how i never take showers when they all are around becuase i think its easier when i am alone instead. so they think i am a gross person and never take showers, i mean what the hell is that about? and they have been blaming everything on me. i just dont get it. then the other one that i liked the most, or at least thought i did,
Inside My Loud Head
"¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ¢¾ ¢¾ I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. ¢¾ I never thought about immunizations. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Pooped on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Chewed on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Peed on. ¢¾ ¢¾ I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ¢¾ ¢¾ I slept all night. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ¢¾ ¢¾ Or give shots. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never knew that I could love someone so much. ¢¾ ¢¾ I n
Inside A Mind Of It's Own..
Now shall I travel my path while weak, Not knowing for what it is that I seek. So shall a light shine through, For my knowing what I am to do... Give my strength to send out, Clearing my mind of any doubt. So shall I now kneel down to fate, Allow me lift that lowered gate. Grasp my hand in giving to me, For what I shall see. Touch within that sacrifice of which is endless, Let it be a gift of a 'wanting'then a 'needing'at rest... Then look back to 'why' our path's did cross, These two cross-path's do not stand for loss... {within the desire comes the faith and within the faith stands the ability} 3-26-07 Flowing as gentle as the wind in calm Is how you fall to where you belong The 'knowing'and believing in how you feel Does keep one's eye's open to what is real....
Inside The World Of Snakecharmer
The costumes, the music, the people, and We had the time of our lives! It's 3:30 in morning now and I am finally getting the chance to update and post photos. The weekend started out in typical fashion. We start out with the best of intentions of planning outfits and making sure we have them done way before we need them. Friday night found us furiously sewing into the wee hours of the morning to finish up. Finally got on the road at 1pm saturday afternoon, which was a rather nice day compared to drive home in the driving wind and rain. Got to the hotel at about 4pm. For the last few years this event has been held at the Washington DC/Silver Spring Hilton. Our room was rather small but very nice. It was decided months ago that we would be getting a room, since the last thing we wanted to do was have a good time into the wee hours of the morning then have to get back into the car for the 2 hour trip back. Secondary decision being that driving in a fully boned corset is next to imp
Inside The Mind Of A Goddess
The Inside Of Me
play with me in the snow? Fear of loving how beautiful how graceful. Loving you maybe the best thing. How dose one imaging kissing you every moment of every day. General turns gracefully into glides closing ones eyes as the blind leading the way with every touch my soul every touch of god given a gift in which one would only receive with joy with so freedom with such happiness only bring ever ones soul to sing. in loving you for ,he, has found made my match in heaven it rains so near only lovers of leap bring closed doors a key to heavens gate uplifting in song singing miracle day over day thank god himself for presiding this rule Fear if love so beautiful making song birds cry their jobs are no longer of use for it was stricken my hearts leaping over lovers glance. Complex thoughts of algebraic equations truing like ramped fires somehow burn with the lingers thought of staring helpless in to your eyes glancing back , love of untold love not being told love of freely falling. Ana
Inside The Mind Of Rae
Close your eyes, come on close them, now take a deep breathe, hold it there for 30 seconds. Don't open your eyes yet. Smell the air? Soak up the aromas around you. Do you smell the fresh day ahead of you? Do you smell the newness of it all? Now let your mind let go of those old, stale thoughts of yesterday, the last few hours, the last few minutes and let in the the new, fresh thoughts of NOW. Don't go back to what was, let it go and move ahead w/a freshness of starting this very second NOW. Hold onto it, don't let it go. Take the bad w/the good, use it to grow within yourself. Take what you need to nourish the growth of yourself internally, but discard what is not nourishing you. Throw out the trash thoughts, talk, motives, and actions. Each day gives us an opportunity to start over and let go of the dirt, rubble and burnt ashes left on our souls, hearts and minds. Dust yourself off and go again for the gusto. Do not give up or let others discourage you. Hold
"inside Or Out"
“INSIDE OR OUT” As the alarm rings out, There’s a sound of a distant shout. In the dark sky there’s a glow, As the fire and flames start to grow. Fear is the feeling in the air, As everyone is starting to care. Where was that shout? Was it from the inside or out? The intensity of the fire grows, And then nobody knows. Where was the shout? Was it inside or out? As the smoke grows thick, And we started to feel sick. The result of the shout, Thank God it was on the out. By: Dale Barker 2006
Inside My Mind
my pressure sore is open again so i cant sit in my chair therefore i wont be on fubar or my pc .if you dont see me you know why could be 2 weeks could be long i dont know,but i cant afford for it to get worse and infected. im not the most polished person in the fuckin world .i dont wear suits ties and i curse alot so fuckin what.i have the time and visit peoples pages and they dont have the time or energy to say anything i suppose thats means "FUCK OFF".i may not like some or hate there page music ect,least i have the balls to send a remark or message wonder i fuckin hate people .. i hate em
Inside Of Me
Inside The Mind Of Tasha!
My boyfriend and I have been going through alot lately. When we first started dating, there were so many things going on and he had a crazy ex girlfriend living with him at his mom's, that we moved in with each other soon after we got together. This isn't a bad thing... but he feels that it's like he is already married. He says that's not a bad thing, because he know's he wabnts to marry me, but that it create's alot of un-needed stress soemtimes. I completely understand where he's comming from and it's not like I never feel that way, it just has been cause some problems as of late. I think we finally have everything figured out. Please keep your fingers crossed for me guys! Thanks to all!
Inside The Horrible Mind Of Erik Dagger...
i think its dirty all the things you do I cant believe it but i know its true i feel the pain of the night in bloody rain i gain my sight in turn it speaks through my skin it kills the pain from the hell im in return each night and see my scars to everyone's delight its gone too far i dont think the world will be the same i remember feeling only shame ive watch the sky lose its blue i deal with pain of loving you i know its in me i can feel it there i cant control it and i dont care ill bet ill make it another day but if i dont itll be ok cuz either way im dead and gone i dont care about right or wrong ill see it again as blood spills a red moon can only bring you chills and i know that things wont be the same cuz i still can feel the shame ive watched the sky lose its blue no more pain of loving you ive got a violent twitch and all i can see is red i think im carvin my niche with the things in my head you know ive wasted my twen
Inside Your Heart
When I shall have to leave this life, And you are left behind. I will never be that far away, I'm still inside your mind. Look not just in the sunny days But also in the rain. Think of love and laughter And I'll be back again. My darling this is not goodbye, Don't weep that we're apart. To find that I'm still loving you, Just look inside your heart.
Inside The Mind Of One Crazy Bitch
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Inside The Mind Of Daneee
An Insight Into Michelle~
**I am crazy**I'm loud**I'm myself no mater what**If you don't like me I probably don't like you either**I don't always fallow the rules**sometimes forget special occasions**I may not always be nice...**I try to be truthful but sometimes I lie**My heart has been broken**don't try to be the first**I like to do crazy things**if you can't keep up don't try**Fun is the name of my game!**I have a lot of ex's**I'm no slut.**Consider yourself lucky if you get in these pants**Don't try to play games with me**I've been played by all of them**and played them myself**believe me I WON**Im BLUNT**TRUTH HURTS**Im mean**i sometimes gossip**I hate men**most of the time** Im a jealous person**so if i like him DONT look at him**unless you want it to be the last thing you ever see**i like to fight**workingout is MY life**i love driving**i like to experiment with hair colors** I don't give a fuck if people don't like me for who I am.... This is me and I am not gonna change. I love to party and have
Inside The Yummy
Gotta go and do and be manifest hopes and dreams and ideas into a whole new reality Gotta give and breathe life into the words I say and find a way to be better tomorrow than I am today. Each moment... each thought... each choice... holds the possibility of a new beginning With determination and perseverance... it will be this I that gives birth to a Me without ending. ... No. As in... No you may not. And No I won't. And No you can't have Me. No No No No No.... Yes... I like that word very much. lol I want to skip and play... while telling everyone No. Like a little girl twirl in a white sundress against the blue blue sky make me dizzy make me fall down in the green green grass where I lay looking up at You inviting me... Oh No Sir, Sorry! Today I must decline as the word is No. ... And you may dirty my dress ... lol I like that idea so maybe tomorrow the word
..inside My Head...
If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? When man discovered milk came from cows, what did he THINK he was doing? Who puts those "Thin Ice" signs out there? How old are you before it can be said you died of old age? If someone owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way to the center of the earth? Do penguins have knees? Does a two-humped camel store more water than a one-humped camel? If you fart and burp at the same time, would it make a vacuum in your tummy? Can you cry underwater? You know the signs on restaurant doors? No Shirt, No Shoes, No Service? what if someone goes in with No Pants? Would the restaurant still have to serve them? If a doctor suddenly died while doing surgery, would the other doctors work on the doctor or the patient? Why do we say we're head over heels when we're happy? Isn't that the way we normally are? Why do sleeping pills have warning labels that state :'Caution: May Cause Drowsiness? How can Da
Inside My Mind
i went out to the midnight showing of Harry Potter with my best friend that has been in england for the past 6 months. And just like i thought she wants to move there. i knew she would. I know how she is with english blokes.. i'm the same way. after i go to NY i'm gonna open a savings account and start saving my money so i can go to England and visit her. I miss her so much. Plus i'v always wanted to go to England and that would be my perfect chance to. she was all for it. So plans are going for now... She says English blokes are crazy for american girls... I'm like alright!! lets go!! lol I love english blokes... the accents i drool... its entrancing I love it so much... its so memorizing... i get weak at the knees over it.. so she said that she can introduce me to alot of hot english blokes.. including her boyfriend's friends in the navy... i'm like ohhhhhh not only enlish but a man in uniform as well... whats not to love... I have a feeling that what happened to her will
Inside The Mind Of A Lunatic
Every time i see a gorgeous, beautiful woman on this site, im adding her to this list. She has to be hot and gorgeous though, and its someone i pick, so dont ask to be added to this list. If you think you are that hot, email me and ill be the judge. Just dont get offended if i dont added you. This list might make me look shallow, but that's not im intention. If you want to look at that persons profile, just click their name (If you see a verified logo, it means person has salute photo on their profile and u can click the logo to go to their salute photo). Here we go: 1-Lindsay 2-Suzi 3-Erin 4-Chelle 5-Louise AKA Aussie Goddess 6-Angel 7-Jamie
Inside My Twisted Mind.
Inside Of Me
Inside of Me There is a black hole inside of me. Unsatisfied with me. It yearns for what I cannot provide. Cries out my cursed name. My feet cannot stand below me. My legs grow weak with the void. I do not see the light around me. It takes all that I have from me. Leaving a hole inside me. A hole that grows with time. Time that slips away from me. I cannot feel myself anymore. I ache for a warm hand. The void cannot be filled. There is a black hole inside of me.
Inside My World
I am tall, I am short. I am thin, I am fat. Who am I? I have short hair, long hair, in between hair. My hair is blonde, black, and brunette. I wear glasses, I wear contacts, I have no need for either. Who am I? You see me every day. You look me in the eyes and don't even know it. I see everything everyone sees all at the same time. I am round, I am square. I am framed, I am plain. Who am I? I am the mirror on the wall. Hello there. Wherev'e you been? I miss you a lot. Won't you come back? Hello there. It's been a while. Some things have changed. I'm not the same. Hello there. You're looking great. Life's been good to you? I'm doing fine. Hello there. How's the wife? Did you get that new job? Are you moving away? Hello there. I heard the news. He was a good man. I'll be there soon. Hello there. Just wanted to talk. I'm going away now. I can't come back. Good bye. I'm getting one of those headaches agian, probly from getting beat. I hurt so bad
Inside My World - Poems
I am tall, I am short. I am thin, I am fat. Who am I? I have short hair, long hair, inbetween hair. My hair is blonde, blsck, brunette. I wear glasses, I wear contacts, I have no need for either. Who am I? You see me every day. You look me in the eye and don't even know it. I see everything everyone sees all at the same time. I am round, I am square. I am framed, I am plain. Who am I? I am the mirror on the wall.
In Silent Wonder
Every Dream That Has Been Stolen, Every Heart That Has Been Broken, Looking Up At The Sky,Only Brings Sorrow. When Raindrops Fall From Fearful Eyes, Screaming Inside,To Let This Pain And Hurt Out, But No One Can See My Pain. Hurting So Much,No One Can Help Now, A Lost Cause Some Say,Thinking About Every Fault Made. Amazingly,In Silent Wonder,I Can Look Back On What Could Have Been,But My Eyes Kno The Answer.
Inside My Head...
In Flames Studio Diary - Episode 1Add to My Profile | More Videos In Flames Studio Diary - Episode TwoAdd to My Profile | More Videos I made this promo video for PiaPale of Compulsory Skin. I love Compulsory Skin! She is so amazing. She writes, sings mixes, does everything herself! My brother and I think she sounds/is in a way like a female Trent Reznor... Even more amazing is she has been making her own music since she was like 11. You can also see other video's I have made on youtube. Current Mood: Hurt, Sad, & Gloomy. My confession: Because I'm diluted, perfectly flawed. I shall live by passion & not by law. And I'm insecure I need aggression to feed the spiders of perception. and I'm supposed to be strong & have all the answers. A cannibal in the new church of cancer. But I'm nothing special I'm not unique. I have many secrets & I eat the weak. And I'm at an end. I'm at an
Inside Of Myself
Inside My Mind
Because I am the kind of person that has & always will care about what others think of me, I wanted to explain why I might not be as talkative these days as I used to. I have been dealing with some really serious depression. Too long of a story & probably too boring. I have come to a point in my life where I seriously need to "shit or get off the pot". I either need to work on making me better or.....Anyway, I can't handle feeling the way I am feeling anymore. I am not looking for sympathy or anything really. I just wanted to explain a little of this so that if you email me, comment me or IM me & I don't reply right away, it's nothing personal. Hugs & love to all. PS. I am not going to do anything stupid. I could never hurt the ones I love like that.
Inside The Mind Of The Hurley
why do people give such a rats ass about what random ass fools on a website think about eachother sure rates are cool but really seriously do you guys need to cause drama over a rate yeah there are people that just want to push buttons and rate people 1ns or downrate important pics do you know these people are you ever gonna see them face to face the answer im sure for more than most of you is gonna be no so WHY LET SOMEONES OPINION OF YOU THAT YOU ARE NEVER GONNA MEET AND DOESNT KNOW YOU BOTHER YOU live be happy smile and enjoy this website for what it is if someone is a "point whore" who gives a crap yeah im sure it would be super totaly awesome to be the #1 cherry on fubar but in reality and i understand some of you wonderful people in cyber space has lost the meaning of the word and i am also guilty of that so cheers but back to what i was saying it doesnt matter if people want to lie bitch moan whatever say mean things about you oh well it doesnt matter and are you really gonna le
Inside The Bat Cave
This blog as stated before, is more for me to vent out my frustrations of my personal being rather then those that are directed to others. This is a vent to the anger I put on myself, for everything going wrong. I was talking on yahoo the other day to a friend, and they asked me a question as to why am I a different person each day? Simple question, hard answer. Most see me more as the laid back person, when in fact the laid back person is like that because I am always at constant battle with myself. I grew up a lone wolf, and it's harder for me to let people in to my life. (This is the reason this blog was created, I can let people into my life at a little time, with no true dire consequences.) Well back to the story, I raised myself, paid household bills since I was 14, everyone I did let into my life hurt me beyond belief: examples of which include; father claiming mother left me, year later he started working double/triple shifts so I thought the same about him (these are age
Inside The Head Of A Pro Wrestler...
Greetings one and all...I guess this is the part where I try to say a little something about myself and in the process...try to not bore everyone half to death out there. It'll be hard, but here goes... I'm a pro wrestler, whose been in the busines somewhere in the neighborhood of 7½ years. It feels like I've been in it a hell of a lot longer. I've been all across this country, back and forth more times than I care to count. Currently, you'll find me lost and wondering somewhere in the Paducah, Kentucky, area. Granted that could change at ANY minute, but for now, that's where I'm at. If you have any questions, comments, anything like that...feel free to drop them. I promise, I won't bite...too hard, well...unless you want me to, then we'll talk. Some interests of mine...I listen to about any and all types of music. Just depends on what I feel like listening to at the time. Same thing with movies, although my favorite movie of all time is "Shawshank Redemption." Love wat
Inside St@rstruck
Burning in the shallows of your swollen heart,You set me a flame with one stolen glance.Tuck me deep inside, let the blackest stars shine in my eyes.Now you want an ending to our fairy tale.She brings in the smell of one thousand decayed hearts,One thousand times a sinner.Love was once safe, kept in a secret midnight.Now you bring a tragic veil to cover my eyes.Drowning in your oiled tears,I can see throughout all time in your arms.Taken so far down I could never taste the moon again.But bleeding from the eyes,  I will try.I will not be destroyed by love,I scorn Venus and shun the arrows of crimson.Bring you down softly to lay in my bed.Laid down with only your bruised romances.And when you awaken you will be alone.Be alone. I used to believe the goal of life was to get through it and get ahead with the least amount of pain and adversity now I look at things differently and keep a quote by Henry Miller "Life has no other principle to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept l
Inside My Dark Mind
Mood: depressed, sick, itchy and tired Location: Aunt Sharon's In pawtucket Listening to: My mom, aunt sharon, and wally play cribbage Status: clothed, scrubs from work on bottom, and grey T-shirt Title: events of the weekend + more... ;) Dear Journal, I miss belial, my tygg leketey! its norwegian for something. Figure it out! lol Weekend was interesting. -Thursday: Worked from 630 am to 230 pm. then took bus to mandy and heather's. Kittie was there. :) took 1/2 naked porno like pics for fun lol Kittie was director and producer, as well as photographer. As well as Noel. -Friday: Talked to belial for the 1st time since he went to iraq.
thus the river din is passage for the swimmers but do we release them unto torture once again i say this harken my followers do unto me follow the river lined with bones theriver din lessen the swim free the blood entrenched swimmers burdened down from sin do unto me follow me home the inside of the mind the eye that pierces me it hoooked me dragged me down pulled me under with it the inside is why i hide from myself if you think of the level the dementia that reigns the struggle between 2 seperate entitys to achieve 1 point intwined behind let slide intwined thus step out redemption is half spent on ill intent the river din lessen the swim intwine me take me in
Inside The Mind Of A Lunatic
I got a new baby yesterday. Her name is Ruby, short for Rubella. Shes a tan and white fancy rat. and shes TINY. My older rat BeBe doesnt like her very much yet and they are super jealous of eachother, anytime i try to take one out the other wants to come out too. they are cute tho. hopefully they'll start getting along. Right now BeBe picks on Ruby and jumps outta the hammock and body slams her. not ok!! Other than that, i drink far too often, and and pretty bored. I'm looking forward to next semester, although taking 19 credit hours is going to suck. blah Tomorrow Adams coming to see me, YAY thats all I'm so sick of people bugging me to get on cam. or to talk on the phone. 90% of people who bug me only want to talk/see me so they can get off. I'm NOT PLAYIN ON CAM FOR YOU. these people are NOT interested in getting to know me. how do i know this? the second i tell them i'm not gettin on cam they call me "fat, ugly nasty" ect. thanks, then why the hell did you want to see
Inside The Magic Mirror
get pissed. throw a fit. I don't care. I'm tired of having to be fucking happy all the damn time! fuck the dumb shit. just fuck it. "So many children are without warm bedtime clothing and education, so we developed a creative Program to provide some of both" - Genevieve Piturro Founder and Executive Director "The Pajama Program is a non-profit organization that provides new pajamas and books to children in need within the United States, and around the world, many who are waiting and hoping to be adopted. These are youngsters who may not know the comforts of a mother or father to tuck them into a cozy bed and read them a bedtime story." Genevieve Piturro, in her 30s, started to volunteer at shelters and group homes. She would read to the children. After working with these shelters, she began to notice that these children did not have pajamas. They went to bed in their regular clothes. Soon after seeing the children's routine, she had an epihany. Why not help these children
bottled up inside are the words i never said, the feelings that i hide, the lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes read it on my face. Trapped inside are lies, of the past i cant replace. With memories that linger.... wont seem to go away. Why cant i be happier? todays a brand-new day. Yesterdays are over, even though the hurting's not. Nothing lasts forever, i must cherish what i've got. Dont take my love for granted. For soon it will be gone. All you ever wanted, of the love you thought you'd won. The hurt i'm feeling now wont disappear overnight But someway, somehow everything will turn out alright. No more wishing for the past. it wasn't meant to be it didn't seem to last so i have to set him free.
Inside Me
Each day to pass, I see your smile, to warm my heart, all the while. For many others, see your beauty and grace, yet I see the tender soft, angelic face. Each time I look, and our eyes do meet, I see your heart, so soft and sweet. I feel your pain, of promises made, to be left alone, in the cold night's shade. I know only, if I may say to dare, that truth of your beauty, is beyond compare. Which comes not from the flesh, as others may see, but from within, your angelic beauty. For quite some time, I have been drawn to you, yet frightened to speak, my heart's secret truth. I would hold you close, if you would let me near, I would make you safe, from all doubt and fear, I would dry your tears, if you should but weep, I would pray my heart, you would truly keep. First and foremost, I would be your friend, I am of true heart, 'til my dying end. Yet 'tis only a dream, which I do share, for there is my angel, for which I care. As our lips meet, to but silently pray, I
Inside Stories
INSIDE STORIES BY:Karen Sue i remember...when we first met, how you looked at me, i won’t forget all my sorrows were wiped away by every word you say your kisses took away my breath little did i know,that i should have kept and i just can not do this , your anger is just to much... your filled with hate, all you do is hurt, in you.. there is no love you’re a soulless person, with a heart thats broke and cold, i got in there’s no way out, my soul will soon be sold i’ m trapped inside your head. there’s no use , should i give up? i can barely breathe... have i been left for dead? i remember... when we first met, how you looked at me ,i wont forget all my sorrows we’re wiped away by every little word you’d say all your kisses took away my breath little did i know ,that i should have kept you’re a killer, a killer in love the one and only thing i wouldn’t give up but you’re also a thief cause you stole my heart and killed it.....
Inside Kat's Brain
well i want to start my blog off on what people want to know about me! anything you would like know just ask! it is as easy as that! i want people to know me! you want to know my fears, my thoughts on life, advice, love/hate and many other things...JUST ASK! well i'm off for now! ^_^ love, kat my throat hurts so bad! and i have cold chills! i don't want to be sick :(
Insight Into The Sic Twisted Thinking Of Da Punkbrat
Its gettin ta be dat time of yr again !!! Are you prepared fer all the snow doom and gloom of da winters months??? If not todays ur lucky day :).. Im selling good sled and sled dog team fer cheap,,,sleds in excellent condition,,has less dan mile and half use on it,,team consist of 1 rot , a partial bald st bearnard, 2 terriors, a pug and a donated hot dog :) All dogs are named mush :):: please note:: the pug is missing a leg....For all you first time sled owners sled comes with owners manual of operation " Sled Mush 101 "... Please contact fer mer details,,,hurry before the dogs run away er owners find dem !!!! ,,,peace and love PuNkY Punky was sad,,,punky no had blog,,, :)So PuNkYs happy now wooohoooooo doin da snoopy dance :) But like all good tings they must come to an end :( its really a sad sad day in da punkys neighborhood :( Punkys next door neighbor lady :( real nice lil lady prob 55-60 is having her leg amputated today below da knee :( Dats jus not good ting:( all from smoki
Inside Us All
When I'm all alone And no ones else is there Waiting by the phone To remind me I'm still here When the shadows paint the scenes Where spotlights used to fall And I'm left wondering Is it really worth it all? There's a peace inside us all Let it be your friend It will help you carry on in the end There's a peace inside us all Life can hold you down When you're not looking up Can't you hear the sound? Hearts beating out loud Although the names change Inside we're all the same Why can't we tear down these walls? To show the scars we're covering There's a peace There's a peace inside us all Let it be Oh, can't it be your friend?
Inside Of A Dream
"Catch My Heart" Tonight, the starlight flows into my window I'm watching the wheels turning round Tomorrow sleeps in the same old lonely places Just an empty dream filled with yesterday's faces Can you tell me, where are my memories ? I was a dream on fire I was a dream on fire, burning for you I wanna dream on forever with you boy, But I feel so blue. Catch my heart ! Catch my heart ! Don't you leave me here, so alone Catch my heart ! Never, never, never, never, never Catch my heart ! Oh, I can feel it falling down to the ground Catch my heart. Too long, too strong I'd trade all this madness For your company When fortune and fame meet, They ask their price and you pay Success is the name of the game But where are my memories ? "Hellbound" Starlight Now it's the time Now I will try To realise my desire To strike back Tonight I'm prepared for this time To kill demons of crime I will fight Fight for my right For many years
Inside Us All
Where does innocence go We all start out innocent Then somewhere along the way Our innocence is lost In it's place mistrust and doubt So where does it go This innocence we lost Why di we lose this Is there some unwritten law That innocence may only be for the children To be lost on Our journey t9 audlthood If so who wrote this law Why does this person or being have this right in Our lives making Us lose faith in One another Not seeing the beauty around Us Cause this would mean slowing down Taking time to open Our eyes to Nature Understanding how pretty a rose cn be if left to bloom Or taking pleasure in watching a child grow Learning new things How the little things mean the most in life Without them we have absolutely nothing The most expensive gifts cost nothing Cause time love and smiles are worth nothing at all Till theyare
Bottled up inside Are the words I never said. The feelings that I hide, The lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes, Read it on my face: Trapped inside are lies Of the past I can't replace. With memories that linger, Won't seem to go away Why can't I be happier? Today's a brand new day. Yesterday's are over, Even though the hurting's not. Nothing lasts forever, I must cherish what I've got. Don't take my love for granted, For soon it will be gone, All you ever wanted Of the love you thought you'd won. The hurt I'm feeling now Won't disappear overnight. But someway, somehow Everything will turn out all right. No more wishing for the past, It wasn't meant to be. It didn't seem to last, So I have to set him free.
Inside And Out Of Me
I only need 250,000 to go to Insider and really would love to level before my birthday which is the 13th of this month. So please leave me some love. Thanks so much. Big pimping gifts to all who help the most :) Lucy
Zeitgeist: A German term meaning "spirit of the time." It refers to the moral and intellectual trends of a given era. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 --------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 --------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on sha
Now... I am whispering in your ear, slowly pressing my face against yours, Telling you how much I missed you today, You began to stand up, But , I stop you, Saying please stay, You saying baby ,I'm not going anywhere, A smile came upon my face, All you wanted to do was embrace me in your arms, Me melting into your arms, Your warm embrace,is what I've longed for all day, Being away from you, All I could think of, Was your tender kiss, Your strong arms, In which I've missed, Your eyes gazing into mine, your fingertips,gliding across my soft skin, again, whispering in your ear, w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n.....
Inside Mandyyy =)
so, this coming new year will be a huge step in my life... I'll be getting married in May!! I still can't believe it to be honest but he's a great fella =) my new years resolution this coming year will be to continue to lose weight, be happy, find a better paying job, be a good wife, and simply live life to the fullest. meet new friends and love life! what about you?!
Inside The Mind Of A Blood Orc
This is the final goodbye email i sent my was time to move on. We had a long and bumpy 7 months but i learned that love truely does suck. ------------------------------ Don't worry, you wont have to worry about me calling you. I think we both know that this relationship has passed the point of no return and that neither one of us wants to hurt the other anymore then we have already hurt one another. Calling you would be as equally as hurtful to me as me emailing you back, so you wont have to worry about me calling you anymore. You might as well just go ahead and delete my number from your cellphone because you have already placed the dagger in my heart when you told me you were looking for someone else. I have a feeling you have already moved on and found someone else. That's ok, i really wish you like i said happyness and everything you deserve and want, and nothing but the best in your life. Im not going to try to make you feel guilty about it. My entire concern when it
Insight Is Mine
I wrote the rain You weathered the storm Early that morn Your lawn still wet So I ran through your grass And picked at your daisy’s While you slept Broke your slumber As I entered your Garden of Eden Pulled from your tree of life Fruit that was ripe for the eaten Your harmonious moans Echo through the garden The morning sun has risen Feel the warmth from its rays As it creeps the length of your body That eastern wind that breeze past your ear Carries the whispers of My fantasies Talk to me And reveal the real you I want to know you On multiple levels So we talk of moments Under the shade Of a beautiful oak tree I love the fact With you I can be me Tyrrie, Last night I held her so close to me This was one of those hugs You would call an embrace One of those hugs where you massage her back Yea that one Can you feel the love in that I know Just hearing about it You can feel the love in the words It vibrates freq
Insight Into Me
After a nice chat in someone's blog, I felt the need to explain my reason for disliking the whole idea of legal marriage.   First things first, my parents divorced 7 or so years ago.   Back story, my dad was a waste of space. Pretty much never worked, was an alcoholic, always in trouble with the police. We only managed because my mom worked full time.   Now, the point of this blog. When the divorce went through, he was awarded three hundred thousand pound, or something stupid like that, even though he deserved fuck all.   That, is my gripe with the whole ideal with marriage.     As some of you may remember, my brother pissed me off when I got back from stateside, and I'm still not talking to him. Need to refresh your memory? Anyways, I texted him a few weeks ago because I lent him my guitar hero game and I wanted it back. Instead of replying to me he phones my mum up and says I aint getting shit until I apologise to him. No
An Insider's Perspective
So maybe the last one was a bit too political to wet the appetites of your average person. I understand, I also sometimes find it hard to be able to separate normal conversation from what I'm used to here. So here's a look into living conditions here.... First and foremost there are rules governing everything, EVERYTHING! No alcohol, no porn, no gambling, no sex, no "war trophies" (which covers just about any trinket you may want to bring home), wear eye pro at all time (sunglasses), no running with a battle buddy, and the list goes on. I live in an area about 10x4 and in that area I have all my clothes, all my entertainment, my work area, my gear (bulletproof vest, ammo, weapon, night vision gear, 240B (machine gun), and misc other issued gear), and my bed. Cramped huh? My area is considered roomy. If you thought your college dorm was bad imagine sharing a normal sized room with three other guys. One of which is an Iraqi (which equates to unpleasant and exotic smells) who wor
Insights And Observations
Socrates said "know thyself" Let us add: "Be thyself" which is much more difficult to do because we often are what others want us to be The dictionary says that "progress" means "steady improvement." But is it an improvement that everything goes faster today? To me, real progress would be healthy, well-fed children and adults worldwide, living and loving in peace. The way to impress people is not by telling them how wonderful you are If you want to impress people you need to listen to how wonderful they are
Inside My Heart
Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write. Memories roll in; of the things you once did and who you had shared them with. Is somebody thinking of you? Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips? A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything. But words don't come with ease. They're forever my hurt. Would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands? Your focus secure and the loves you left; well smiles staged in photographs here until... You, you left the light on. There's a chance I might have tripped, girl You were there to hold on. [Chorus:] Ignoring the words of your obnoxious little brother; kill or be killed spilled the words from your mother. I'll lay awake for a while. I'll leave the light on a while. But you couldn't last a lifetime. Caught between here and the days of it; carving her name across your arm with every wish. It's hit or miss... her. I told you
Inside This Head And Heart Of Mine
So, ladies, what is that makes you do some of the things you do? Why do you find the perfect guy, the one who is delivering everything you could want in a relationship, and is everything you could want asa partner, start signing love letters with his last name instead of yours, then bail a week later, claiming no need to be in a relationship at all? I get ever so tired of pouring out all of who i am into a relationship, get to the point where things are comfortable, functional and healthy, only to have my partner get freaked out that its GOING RIGHT, and bail. Why do you have to do that to guys? Why cant you just stay with it when its good, and not have to start feeling like "theres better out there, I just know it, cause my tarot deck told me so!" Fuck the tarot, what does you heart, mind and soul have to say? And, if departure causes you so much pain, why cant you own up to it, and say "i was wrong, We are good together, and regardless of what my tarot deck says, im staying pu
"inside Your Heaven " By Carrie Underwood
I've been down Now I'm blessed I felt a revelation coming around I guess its right, it's so amazing Everytime I see you I'm alive You're all I've got You lift me up The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way I wanna be earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathin' in A soothin' wind I wanna be inside your heaven When we touch, when we love The stars light up The wrong becomes undone Naturally, my soul surrenders The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes And I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way And I wanna be the earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathing in A soothing wind I wanna be inside your heaven When minutes turn to days and years When mountains fall, I'll still be here Holdin you until the day I die And I wanna be inside your heaven Take
Inside The Mind Of Hotdoggnboi
Inside Of Me
Inside Of Me If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here
Insignificant One
I keep finding myself in the vast emptiness of the same room. Sitting in the corner holding my knees to my chest, rocking back and forth, shaking with fear. My body is bruised by the worlds continuous punches. There is nothing left for me to do than sit here a stare.. stare into the nothingness. Dwell on all Ive done wrong and what I should have done better. Nothing is ever enough. Im broken. Insignificant. Hopeless. No longer trying to stand and leave. How could I? This room holds all the sanity I have left to offer. But so many people are counting on me. If I stay here.. what happens to them? Do I care? ... Of course I do. They're my friends, my family, all I have. They EXPECT me to be strong for them. If I break they will.. a never ending cycle that is relying on me. Its to much. I still dont move. Pondering the meaning of my existance I still sit trembeling in my corner.. one day I'll leave.. one day..but not today Emptiness fills the void inside my soul that anger has not
Insight To Me
My ex, who broke up with me on christmas, calls me tonight to ask advise about his new girlfriend. This is the man I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with. 18 months, he just dumps me. So he wants my advise because evry last thing he ever did to me is being done to him and now he knows how I felt. Never seeing him, him not returnig calls, never going out. Is Karma a bitch? Or is it that justice does indeed come around? Ok so I'm going to be as nice as I can, because I really like this website. Lately I've been getting a few nasty people who think that just because they're on FUBAR I automaticly have to rate them a 10. I know that the point of Fubar is to make friends. I also know that not EVRY1 will be my friend and I'm fine with that. If I rate your picture lower than a 10 it's not because I'm a bitch or want to offend you, it's because that what I felt you deserved based on the picture that came up in the ratings game. Dont be offended, evry1 has different ideas of what attracti
Inside Mayokos Mind.....bahahaha!!!! :)
Heya guys!I just wanted to see if anyone would actually want to own here goes! 1.Rate all my pictures and my profile(10's ofcourse lol) 2.Fan me 3.Add me 4.Leave me profile comments everyday until bidding ends. 5.Bidding starts at 5,000 fubucks 6.Bid for me in this blog 7.Rate this blog :) *You MUST private message me to let me know you have done 1 and 2 so I can keep tabs on who does what. *You can be a guy or a girl *winks* *The winner must be able to buy me a 7 day blast or 1 Happy Hour. *11's are always better than 10's :) *Bidding starts right now and will end next Friday at 6p.m. GOOD LUCK!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Inside The Heart Of The Vampire
You know so many people look and laugh at others because of our differences and thats what makes a unique family. But when you start pulling that family apart and tearing it down to little peices its takes its toll on everyone, You have back stabbers, and two-faced bitches. Liars and i hate to use this word but CUNTS. Everyone in this "industry" is a fucking back stabber no matter what the situation. No one can keep their words straight, and they think that they are better than others. and to be honest Im sick of it Im sick of being told what to do when to do it and who and whom not i can associate with. Its not fun, I fight for the right to do what i want within the limits of UCMJ so I will be damned if anyone will tell me different, all this crap is petty and un called for... I dont agree with any of it. how a once family can be turned into "enemies" is harsh and cruel. Its beyond what i would want to call "family" you never can get rid of family, and thats what we use to be
Inside My Head
Ok so I have been in a world of caos for the last few months trying to figure out what it is in life I really want and why it seems that no matter how hard I try..I always seem to end up in this emotional darkness where nothing seems to go right and I become unappreciative. It's a sick little cycle that I've gone through my whole 20's and it's gotten me no where. Just when I feel things are normal and I have made all the right choices...something comes along and fucks it all up. It's pissing me off quite frankly. Really killing my natural southern charm. haha So last night..this vision (not sure what else to call it) comes to me and I get excited about the future..I figured out that the things I've been trying to avoid are the things that will help my soul. I know Im rambling so let me elaberate...I hate my job, I hate what I do and honestly no amount of money will make it better. Im almost 30 and for 10 years I have put off my true passion for what I thought would satisfy me. Don't ge
Inside Of Me
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted
Inside My Mind
Well here's a quick breif and I'll bring you right into the present. So I've had a lot of bad shit happen lately. Start back in '08 my friend died after an accident on his Harely. He had severe brain damage and wasn't going to make it, he died 10-20-08, the day after his accident. I got the call when I was in my night classes for college. Then as I believe I have posted my dogs death already on here. She was a great dog and she was pretty much my world, she got hit by a car and passed 10-22-08, just two days after my friend Jeremy passed. July 2009 came around my grandmother had cancer was getting treatment and she ended up not making it either, she passed just a couple weeks before my 20th bday. My grandpa told me at the funeral not to cry because I needed to be strong for the cousin's so I've to this day never cried. If it wasn't for her cosigning for my loans I wouldn't have been able to go to college. She had a big heart she helped me. I seen her almost every single day for two ye
Inside This Tortured Soul
I've come to realize that no matter how much I fight this or try to fucking make this all go away it never will. So all I can do is come to terms with as much of it as I can and then either move on til the end alone or not move forward so there'll never be a past. Too much darkness in my past as it is and it'll only get darker. I'm only getting darker. I'm caring less and less about it all and just want to either fully disappear or for everything to just go the fuck away. I'm growing colder inside from all of this. And you all think it's Ashley and you're wrong. She's the biggest thing right now yes, but it's my life in general that's my problem. I've NEVER been really happy. I mean I've spent most of my life with either hardly any friends or none at all and had to rely on myself for company. So I've become anti-social because of it and prefer my own company over friends. Hell, I've NEVER had it easy making friends even when I was a kid. I was always an outcast and shit. Yo
Well, well, well .... Only 77k to go till i get Insider ... OOPS Till SHE gets TO Insider !! Let's get her DONE. She had a VERY rough Monday and deserves all of our Fu-Love. Catch her here ..... ~Steph~@ fubar Look at those eyes ..... Woo Hoo !! OCOC Tell her Tappinit sent ya XOXO: Tappinit~Salami, Salami, Bologna....Ewwww.... Try the tuna, It's fresh !@ fubar Brickhouse - Rick James (repost of original by 'Tappinit~Salami, Salami, Bologna....Ewwww.... Try the tuna, It's fresh !' on '2008-06-03 16:40:06')
I know just how you feel, the pain and emptiness is related to all aspects of your life. Having your heart broke assures us that we did indeed love. Trying to put things back together is very difficult it’s like putting together a puzzle with out having all of the pieces. The ones missing are the hardest to define, was it yourself, your missing or the combination of the two of you. Is it that the soul is bruised or just died a little more this time? While feeling that you may never recover or you don’t want to because you don’t want to loose what little of them you have left. I was scared of the emptiness and thought I would be alone if I did this, but it only made room for me to love me again. Only when you find yourself and love yourself can you begin to truly love others in your life with the passion you may only remember. Surround yourself with friends and family that will let you be your natural self and let you heal in your own time. I as always will be here for you as a fri
Inside My Insanity
I wanted to let everyone know, That it will be a couple weeks before i'm online again.I am in the process of moving and won't have the internet for a couple weeks.
Inside The Mind Of Leelee
A survey to help the boredomDo you know anyone who has a homosexual parent?:Yes What kind of color eyes do you like best?:Blue :) What's the taste in your mouth?:Chicken Do you dream in color or black and white?:Color What is the last thing to enter your mouth?:Water When was the last time you went out to eat?:20 mins ago Where did you go?:Wendys Do you like feet?:No, I think they are nasty. What is your current myspace song?:One Step At a Time What are you doing tonight?:Nothing... as usual Have you ever painted your nails?:Yah Do you fake and bake or get a tan naturally?:I don't tan... I burn!!! Have you ever moved? If so, how many times?:Yes, 4 What do you hear right now?:The AC in my office Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?:None of the above Do hate it when people are hypocritical?:Yes! Who was your last IM from?:Kim Do you find it cute when dogs burp?:No Can you do a backwards london bridges?:Never tried What type of music could this world live without?:Rap Would you rathe
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Insider Thank You Blog
Once again you all took me by surprise. Seems to be the way you all I want to thank everyone that helped me level to Insider tonight. I was at work but took a break just in time to see what you all were up to. You always know how to make me speechless. Not an easy thing to do...just ask anyone who knows me. Show these awesome people lots of love and respect. They give so much to others without ever asking or expecting anything in return. THEY ARE COMPLETE AWESOMENESS!!! (In no particular order) Kat1114" Owner of Farscapecat & ♥Bebe♥ & Co Owner of AMANDA.@ fubar ~Shadow Leveler~Proudly Owned by Kat and Sarcastk1; fu-owner of BooBoo & Gary (again!)@ fubar Anna~Shadow Leveler~Fu Engaged to Teddy Bear Beer Hunter~@ fubar ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Scarlett~@ fubar Tennisgirl1987 - Club F.A.R. Member, Shadow Leveler, Fu-Single@ fubar Vanessa { Shadow Leveler }@ fubar G®êê
Inside Of My Mind
Why is it that when someone has a problem with their girlfriends or boyfriends they come to me for advice? Its like I have a solution that will help them. Well I don't because whatever I'm telling may not work. I mean I'm just tellin you what I would do in that situation (But like I will ever be in that situation cause I can't keep a relationship or have anyone interested to save my life) (figure of speech) Its up to the person to do what they want to do. If you are in a relationship where there is lying I will be blunt and I will tell you its not worth stayin in it because he/she is lying its not worth the effort and it always goes bad in the end. If the guy hits you or beats the crap out of you GET RID OF HIS ASS!! You don't need that. If your getting tired of how they are acting, let them know, and if you are fed up with it and want to end things even if you still love them do it, don't just say you are goin to do it, you have to take act
Inside My World.....
My life will not be the same without you. I will never forget you. You were more of a father to me than a grandfather. I cherish every memory I have of you. You were the best man I have ever known. We will take care of Gramma, don't worry. I love you so much. alt="Photobucket" /> Orval XXXX, 71, of Middleton, an Idaho native, went home to be with his Heavenly Father, July 27, 2008. He died peacefully at his home with his wife and daughters at his bedside following years of fighting an unhealthy heart and lungs. Orval was born Jan. 28, 1937, in Twin Falls. He served three years in the US Army during the Korean War and worked in tire shops and excavation prior to retirement. He is survived by his loving wife of 51 years, Kay XXXX, his daughters, Kimberly XXXX of Susanville, CA, Sandra XXXX of Nampa, Jacki XXXX of Red Bluff, CA and Lori XXXX of Nampa; also 11 grandchildren and 11 great-grandchildren, all of whom he loved very much. Special thanks to Cortney and Shara for all the
Insirational Stories
Inside The Mind Of Mindcrime Miller
Hello everyone =) My name is Sasha, i'm 19, and i'm from Mechanicsburg, PA. I currently live w/ one of my older brothers, and my mother. Plus our 4 cats (oldest to youngest) Mitzi, Mimi, Punky, and the newest of the bunch, my little kitten Smokers. I love to have a good time indoors and out. I love sports (football, hockey, baseball, rugby, anything that is a "contact" sport) I've been playing MGSA softball for 14years now as a 3rd base-girl. I love animals (especially the Wolf) and I enjoy every minute i have with my pets (or "family" as i call them) I am currently working towards becoming a carpenter (or if someone wants to hire me as their secretary that works as well!) I have 5 tattoos (left thigh, back, wrists and chest), and nine piercings (ears, eyebrow, tongue, nips) If you have any questions, feel free to ask!
Inside The Mind Of A Madman
I sit here comparing notes on "what I want to be when I grow up" from when I was a kid, and find myself notching yet another one from the list. Life's been an interesting ride so far, with so much accomplished, it'll be a fun challenge moving on to the other things on my list. Checking em off as I go: Comedian/Actor/Stuntman- back from 95-97, I was in CUTV's "Fright Night Friday," playing the leader of a psychotic, but extremely stupid biker gang. Most have no idea how much forethought goes into making stupid believable, and being amateurs playing with pyrotechnic effects had it's own rush. The cult following the show had gave me a taste of what fame is like, and it's fun. Vocalist/Bassist- notched this one off with several projects I was part of after my first go at college. Played live at a party when I was with the "International Department of Population Control," stirring up a decent mosh pit that destroyed quite a few "parent's belongings." Glad I wasn't the one to explain w
Inside The Mind Of Wykkedsyn
This morning I cleaned out my friends list. Too many people wanted me to accept them and after I did they don't talk to me, so I cleaned house. I'm not bullshitting when I say that if your gonna send me a friend request, you better be DAMN sure you're gonna at least talk to me. Point whores are pathetic attention-seeking losers who only want online popularity. So as of right now.. I'm monitoring who adds me as their friend. Call me a bitch, I don't care. I refuse to be just a number on someone's friends list so they can be popular. I left in August 2007 due to drama and bullshit. I met one guy offline from this site who, to this day became one of my closest friends. The other guy I met, is a total douchebag who played me and told me lies. I was sick and tired of the point whores and the stalkers. So I canceled my VIP and left. The reason I came back is because... despite all the BS and the point whores looking for online popularity, it was a pretty decent site. Back then I w
They say that everything happens for a reason right? Have you thought about what you have been through in life? Have you tried to turn the negative into a positive? Most people who know me, don't really know ME for me...they don't understand me. They think I may have issues or that I'm crazy, when in all honesty it's the opposite. I mean everyone gets down at times about life. Shit, I've lost a child and a brother to death way too soon on top of being used for sex all my life. BUT...I don't let that get me down. I'm older now and I have children I need to raise into great men. I think about what I've been through adn I alter my lifestyle and life in general to turn everything I do into a positive thing. I smile more, I laugh more, I allow a few more close people into my life and I love more. I am a helper by nature. I help others when I see them in need and I think my only flaw at times is I tend to forget myself and my needs at that time until when I'm done helping others, I'm still a
2009 - Insightful Musings
By the time we reach adulthood, many of us have had the good fortune to have at least one best friend. If we have moved around or changed our life situation repeatedly, we may be lucky enough to have had several. The best friend relationship is often our earliest intimate peer relationship, and it can be a source of great warmth and connection throughout our lives. The details of best friendship change as we grow up and grow older, but the heart of it remains the same. Our best friends are a warm refuge in which we feel free to be fully ourselves, to share our deepest secrets, to rest when we are tired, to celebrate when we are happy—a place in which we feel utterly welcome to give and receive that most precious of all gifts, love. Most intimate relationships hit bumps from time to time, and one of the hallmarks of an enduring best friendship is its ability to ride out the turbulence and remain intact even as it faces changes. Our best friends are those who manage to love us th
Insider Or Bust
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Inside This
You make me not give up dont want to see you cry and if you ask I will never lie. I see your pictures in my mind cause thats all I got right now but I wanna hold your hand, wanna kiss your cheek, and I want to hold you when your dreams make you scream. To my daughters. The enemy tries to attack but I wont let him take my life. Sometimes I fall but I get back up-not eatin dust- standing up is a must. People criticize they choose to see with judgement in their eyes, not knowing the real me, not knowing on somethings we agree. Those who say "just move on" who are they? Pain is differant for everyone for some it kills them while the live on.
Inside The Looking Glass
I have always supported Pit Bulls and have always known that it is the owners who make them monsters not the dogs being born monsters, but now that we have a bully pit (Pit bull crossed with an American bulldog) I am all the more anti b.s.l (breed specific legislation). The more I research the breed and the more I come to know our little guy Bowser the more I realize how truly great these dogs are. They are depicted as natural born killers, monsters that are bread to be nothing more than vicious fighting/killing machines. And like most everything else the media is shedding the wrong light on these sweet, loving creatures. American Pit Bull Terriers are a wonderful breed, they are very intelligent, loyal, sweet, family dogs who have a very high eagerness and will to please their owners. And it is when that eagerness and determination to please is placed into the wrong hands that they become the fighting, aggressive dogs that most people have come to believe they are. It is not them but
Inside This
Inside The Mind Of An Imbecile
Curiosity also fucked the cat, different kinda cat granted but fucked it was just the same. Does a cat know it has 9 lives? and is it more careful on the last one? how about if a cat only has 1 life and it thinks it has 9 is it more reckless? Why is it that when we don't really know how to describe what something taste like automatically it taste like chicken? You ever wish, even if just briefly, that our ancestors didn't wipe out the buffalo so you could taste one? probably taste like chicken. I think blind folks should have seeing eye parrots, but only if it talks. Dislexic folks see love as evol. People who work for the waste management office talk trash for a living. If you work for a hospital, Can you call in sick? and if you do, do they make you bring in an excuse from a doctor? Who in their right mind thought some one would eat something called shit on a shingle? what kind of marketing is that? What organ in the body puts corn back together? I r
The words pour out but not from my lips for the are spoken from my heart and spoken form my soul Many years I wandered lost all thanks to you I have finally been found and now walk with a completed soul You are all I want and all that I need when I am near you Love is all I feel Why must my heart be shrouded in fear afraid to hear the words I long to say unable to muster the courage to speak so I shall hold my tongue let things be Unknowing of the truth of feelings shared forbidden happiness, loss of what is the risk is great, loss greater to fail is to lose, alone to keep silent the same Truth in the eyes and words never spoken knowing what is what could be fear holding back the words heart afraid to feel happiness and sadness loneliness becomes me. As I look into those eyes, I see the purest of souls. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but as I set my eyes upon your sweet face I see true beauty in its purest form defined. When you smile it
Inside My Head
"If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad; I thought of all that we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yester
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Inside My Head
Hey there,I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.Where you are and how you feel.With these lights off as these wheelskeep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)Slow things down or speed them up.Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)How are you when I'm gone?[Chorus:]And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.You never stop until my final breath is gone.Spare me just three last words."I love you" is all she heard.I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.[x2][Chorus:]And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.You know you do, you kill
Just Friends by Diane Blue We enjoy each others companybut for the most part, we avoid it.We pretend there is nothing there.We're just friends.Every time we meet, it's awkward at first.We check our guard and put up the walls.We're just friends that's all.We call each other on the phone,and always have a good excuse for doing so.Do friends need an excuse?You remind me that "We must be careful","We can't go there", you say.The rules have been set,and we live by them.We sit and talk for hours,two sets of blue eyes interlockedand neither turns away.I hang on your every word.Your simple presence in a room,gives my life a purpose.Add your voice and a smile,and I melt away.The thought of you touching memakes my body scream out with yearning.But we're just friends, right?Why do I feel it's more?Are we in self-inflicted denial?Our past hurts have made us so afraid,We'd rather be lonely than to take that chance again.I wish I could tell you how I really feel inside.That I'd be willin
The Inside Story
while cruising the news sites while her boss was busy, my mother stumbled across an article on KSDK about a pair of songwriters, one from Indiana (a real Hoosier) and the other from Saskatchewan (that's Canada for those of you that don't know Canada). they moved here and have since written a song about the bizarre quirks St Louis is known for. here are the lyrics and their video. i may be from here, but i'm not *OF* here. dig ?-----------Symmetry - I'm Not From Here(video link here -- )i just wanted some direction to a place i'd never beenas i listened intently for the street namesinstead he rattled landmarks and places long torn down"Go past the old Arena and the Famous Barr downtown,""turn left at the big Amoco" and right at the "Old Sears"I don't know what he's talkin' 'bout cuz, hey, I'm not from hereI'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I can't your find your dusty buildingsI don't drink your k
Inside Bludgeon
My Mom and Dad jst left a few minutes ago heading for the hospital, she'll be having her surgery at 1:00pm. She left her phone with me in case mine gets turned off(Im kinda running late on the bill and it can get turned off at anytime) and in case anyone calls for her while she's in the hospital.   I love my mommy and I cant wait to talk to her after she gets out of surgery. Now Im just gonna wait for my brother-inlaw to pick me up in a few hours and give me a ride to work. Its payday today but today that doesnt seem so important.   *huggles everyone* You folks should go rate/fan/add this person NOW DAMMIT!!   Russian Phoenix">@ fubar Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask the
Where The Cycle End It seems there is a great deal of discussion on the idea of Drama and how people should interact about it and with it. There does seem to be a cycle that can be simply put as offender-offendee, but it is not that simple. In a dynamic and interconnected world, such as the current media-saturated culture and especially the overly connected world of the Internet, any agitation between two people will have propagating consequences that make ripples in a pond seem like "child's play". The biggest question is exactly how do we react to all these frictions. The main focus here is when someone is slighted and needs to find solace and comfort in others. It should not be difficult to see that the degree of trauma created by the slight will increase the amount and need for comfort. A simple verbal bashing may only require a few comments of support for the "victim" and maybe even a verbal retort to the "perpetrator". Yet, it is the second action that causes all t
In Sickness And In Hell
It's funny... I will be completely honest and say there have been a few times over the course of my life where I considered the extinction of my existence; but what teenager hasn't, right? One way or another, I am still here regardless so all that is water under the bridge.What stopped me from giving in to that abyss of frustrated angst? Well, simply put: I kind of enjoy life, even if i don't do much with it. I take some measure of enjoyment from simply going through the daily motions of "being" and many things which encompass that. I love music, I love books and video games, I appreciate what few friends I have -- death always seemed like a really boring way out of life's troubles, more or less.Also, It just seems pretty asshole-ish of a thing to do. Even now, just being sick as shit, I hate that people worry over me, my mother especially. That was always the other thing that kept me around: not wanting to put the few people who care about me through that bullshit. I don't think I'm t
Inside The Twisted World Of A Forgotten Princess
Dear Mother,Once I ran to youTo wipe away my tearsAnd to Silence my fears.Dear Mother, Once I ran to youDear Mother,Now i run from youFrom the painFrom the tears that pour like the rainDear Mother,Now I run from youDear Mother,What has gone wrong?Nothing seems to be strongDear Mother,When does the yelling calm?Your not the woman i use to knowYour not my momDear Mother,When does the yelling calm?Dear Mother,Once I ran to youNow I run from youDear Mother.
you are wise to gather opinions, Intelligent insights will be of interest, but its your talks with silly people that will delight you or at least give you fodder for a rambling fantasy
Inside The Inner Mind Of The †drummer From Hell†©
Well, appanrently, I'm a "horrible person" to some. Well, those who actually took the time to get to know me, know damn well, that I'm one to care, ALOT about the one's that deserve it. Well, one seems to think that after pushing me away, I didn't care, and when I tried to care, they didn't want it, THEN, made me out to be a cold-hearted, piece of shit stalker.I AM NOT A STALKER!! I do not stalk, I care not to stalk. I deserve to know why I'm getting treated wrong, for someone else's wrong doings. NEWS FLASH! When someone tells you one thing, then does the complete opposite, your credibilty, is pretty much FUCKED! But, lying about me, portraying me to be something I'm not, and then accusing me of things, is not the way to go about it. If you really wanna sit there, and make yourself out to be a victim of an abusive person, when someone else that actually is like that, your chances at sympathy, are slim. YOU made the choices you made. YOU chose to go down that road. YOU were fully aware
Inside The Vagina
Inside My Head :/
This story begins when Lotta 10 is on the way home after playing at a friends house ..Lotta discovers that dad is not home so she goes to the playground and sit down to wait for her daddy to come home ..After a while, uncle Stig comes by to gonna visit dad, sees Lotta in the playground and begins to talk to her ..Since Lotta had been waiting quite awhile she is starting to get really hungry, uncle Stig says they can go home to him and eat, - we leave a note to dad so he knows where you are ..So Lotta who have known Uncle Stig all her life trusted him and followed him to the car ..The sound of the engine made Lotta fall asleep as it does with almost every child ..Lotta wakes up in a very strange place and sees uncle Stig looking real strange ..- Why does he looks so strange? she asks herself .. She notices he has taken off his clothes ..She gets scared when he start to slowly walk towards her with a tie ..He puts the tie around her neck, and tighten it until she faints ...She wakes up w
Inside Again
Brooding again with blue devilswho know me all too well as they always find what they leave behindThey welcome with tailscoiling around meslippery with anxiousnessThey whisper as theyplant seeds of doubtfertilize with liesthat endlessly multiplie Jettison this junkfrom my head to clear away moody logic Yes, although I love youorgasms don't fix everythinggive me time to eat my own heart outTomorrow I'll slip awaythen everything will be all right
Inside Out
Insights Of The Blind
Simply Put: Maybe I was wrong in thinking that this website was intended for a mature audience, of the 18+ variety, and while I understand that not everything should be publicly displayed because the work ethic of many countries has gone to shit over the last few years, and you have to keep some things out of the work place to prevent 'Sexual Harassment' and all that.. What the fuck is NSFW. And furthermore, who decides this shit? There's sex on Cartoons, a 10 year old can manage to get hardcore porn from simple search engines (that is if they don't already know half a million streaming video sites), hell public television is smothered with debauchery, infidelity, promiscuousness; you can find an article in Maxim about how to 'Lie better to your GF' and what not. So because I like being naked/semi-nude in a artsy setting in front of a professional photographer I deserve to be slanderized for wearing "revealing clothing"..? What happened to that age-old principle if
Insight Into My Soul
Even though I am 1crazyfcker I was given a name a long time ago and that name is Will. I'm a 38 yr. old full time daddy and it has been just David and I since he was 6 months old (he is 7 yrs old now). My entire world has revolved around David and it forever will, and I made a promise to myself when I became a full time single daddy that I would remain single and not allow a bunch of different women to come in and out of David's life causing him further unnecessary hurt and confusion. I have even stayed out of any sexual relationships so as not to break that promise and until fairly recently had done so 110%. David is a special little boy and has needed and demanded so much of me that I have been unable to have any social life at all so I decided to join FUBAR when a buddy told me about it just for the social interaction and outlet. I wasn't looking for a "hook-up", or relationship or anything intimate with ANYBODY. Then one day I went into this lounge (as music is one of my biggest pa
An Insite
The Color Code Definitely Blue Congratulations, April, you are a BLUE personality. The Core Motivation that drives you through life is "Intimacy". It is important to note that this does not mean sexual intimacy. BLUES need connection - the sharing of rich, deep emotions that bind people together. As a BLUE, you will often sacrifice a great deal of time, effort, and/or personal convenience to develop and maintain meaningful relationships throughout your life. BLUES seek opportunities to genuinely connect with others, and need to be understood and appreciated, especially by their partner. Everything you do as a BLUE has to be quality-based, or you won't do it at all. You are incredibly loyal to friends, employers, employees, and above all to your significant other. Whatever or whomever you commit to is your sole (and soul) focus. As a BLUE, you love to serve and will give freely of yourself in order to nurture the lives of others. BLUES have distinct preferences and are the most co
Fate   Our meeting was more than fate. Godness knew you were my soul mate. Your timming is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continue to grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show.   My arms ache to hold you near but my mind remembers all the miles between. My lips feel that you aren't here to kiss but my heart can't reach that far. How can you be so far away and yet so close? How can I need you so much and yet have to realize you are out of my grasp? How can love be so possible if love-making is not? Why us? Why now? Why like this? Why the pain? When will it stop? We both want. We both need, and yet neither of us gets or gives because we can't. "If only..." "I wish..." we say, but the miles remain long and as cold as the lonely nights. for you my love
Inside Of Me
I don't know where it'll end up.But i send you my love and trust that it will reach you. Even my heart, even this town, changes its shape.But i have one wish that won'tend. That we won't give upon what we swore to each other that day. As we dreamed different dreams but looked at the same sky!! The day that i was first scolded i was speechless. I just hung my head in shame.  You turned your back and lefted the room. And made the  same wounds in my heart. That's what we were like. They meet again somewhere today, those two people who understand each other. A tale of lost love is repeated again!! By Devilina Demoness Princess Of Darkness For  century's she has walked with her Dark Vampire Prince. Time and time again she was in **Love** But now she walk's alone in this century. She bleeds  over and over again giving her heart and soul to humans and her own kind but she gets ripped apart over and over again. Now she sits alone waiting  and bleeding for her one  and only true  Lov
I'm a killerCold and wrathfulSilent sleeperI've been inside your bedroomI've murdered half the townLeft you love notes on their headstonesI'll fill the graveyardsUntil I have youMoonlight walkingI smell your softnessCarnivorous and lustingTo track you down among the pinesI want you stuffed into my mouthHold you down and tear you openLive inside youOh, love I'd never hurt youBut I'll grind against your bonesUntil our marrows mixI will eat you slowlyOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much blood pulled through my veinsOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much bloodI wake in terrorBlackbirds screamingDark cathedrals spillingMidnight on their altersI'm your servant My immortalPale and perfect Such unholy heavingThe statues close their eyesThe room is changingBreak my skinAnd drain meAncient languageSpeak through fingersThe awful edgesWhere you end and I beginInside your mouthI cannot seeThere's catastrophe In everything I'm touchingAs I sweat and crush youAnd I hold your beating chambersU
Inside Me
I know, I know, go ahead and make's a bit amateurish, but I put my fingers to the keyboard, and this is what spewed forth.   What's this pain and aching in my chest? Please, someone, help me rest. I once felt close, but now it seems to far...its not a distance that can be fixed by car. You wrapped your arms around me, and everything felt right...I wanted to beg you to never let go, always hold tight.  For once in my life, I felt safe, I could sleep at night. The dreams I've dreamt since your arms released, are horrible and full of dispair and grief.  The scent of you lingers in my nose..OH god, I'll never forget the day you brought me a single rose. The memories flood in upon me, I'm drowning in a sea of good...please let me stay in this place forever, I finally know how it feels to love.
Inside My Own Head
It drags you down, to the center of the earth. As you scream, fight, gripping the dirt. You get a good handful, but the force is too strong. It's power outweighs, your own. You hear them scream out, the souls of the damned. Yet the one pulling you, is neither beast nor man. It is none other, than your own heart. Playing out the regret, that you've ripped apart. To allow yourself to sink, would be accepting defeat. So, you struggle and fight, to get back to your feet. Even you can rip yourself, to shreds. I don't fear the boogie man, the monster under my bed. I fear my own mind, what's inside my own head.
Inside The Mind Of The Crazy Hyena
You know i have never understood the reasoning behind the head games that some women like to play. But what gets me the most is when a woman bitches about not being able to find a man that would love her for who she is, be loyal and treat her right but at the same time all she dates is trash, men that want nothing to do with being a commited individual unless it's simply long enough to get some tail the bounce.  I've seen this happen time and time again, and it's happened to me a few times. Some women that i have been friends with for some time always do this yet they never take notice of the person that has ALWAYS been there for them when the others treated them like shit. That just goes to show how blind and stupid people can be. I used to feel bad for women like this, now i just laugh and shake my head. Why? Because i am sick and tired of wasting my time to get to know people, be their friend and then getting overlooked when i am the #1 thing their looking for. So it's their own fa
To conceptualize an idea… to even cognize of the subject… all one need to do, is think thereupon it. Thinking is holding the light of the consciousness upon the subject of the thinking. Concentration is the ‘steady holding’ of that light of consciousness upon the subject of the thinking. Some lights of consciousness are brighter than others. And the ability of each individual to hold their attention upon any one subject is as diverse as there are stars in our galaxy. This does not make any one human better or worse than another human, in reference to their relationship to one another as a whole. However, this does cause a mental obstacle within the thought process of the thinking mind, when one seeks to see and/or know what dwells within the peripheral experience of the thought. When man (humankind) looks at something they are projecting the light of consciousness upon what they are looking at; whether that sight is taking place within/from the thought, emotio
Inside My Head
So conflicted. They say the heart has reasons that reason doesn’t understand.  I believe that, because my head and my heart are clearly not on the same page.   I have wasted so many years  in shit relationships and not thinking or believing I was worthy of love or happiness.  I spent a lot of time building up these seemingly impenetrable walls thinking they would protect me.  Walls in place keep you safe right?  Safe means not letting anyone close.  Not letting them in to see what a vulnerable mess you actually are.  Because once you start to let people in and actually give a damn they leave right? Or they take that vulnerability and use it against you.  Each time I got hurt along the way…….another brick added to my emotional fortress.   On the outside I appear to have my shit together.  Inside there is a war raging.  It takes a lot for me to open up to anyone.  To let anyone see that scared little girl inside.  She covers her fear with sarcasm and smartass retor
Insights Of Me
Inside My Own Head
It drags you down , to the center of the earth. As you scream and fight, while griiping the dirt. You get a good handful, but the force is too strong. Its power outweighs, your own. You hear them scream out, the souls of the damned. Yet the one pulling you, is neither beast nor man. It is none other, than your own beating heart. Playing out the regret, that you've torn apart. To allow yourself to sink, would be accepting defeat. So you struggle and fight, to get back to your feet. Even you are capable, of ripping yourself to shreds. I don't fear the boogie man, or the monster under my bed. I fear my own mind, what's inside my own head.
Insomniac De Santa Cruz
ya know...........ya inherit ya family and ya pick ya friends...... that's all this Irishman can say... Happpy phuckin' Turkeyday all....I know I will...
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i hate not being able to sleep
Okay, so its 10pm, Friday night... and i've been up for about 3 days now. I can't sleep. No matter what I try to do, even laying in bed watching stupid cartoons like Dora the Explorer and shit like that doesn't even bore me! LMAO...I don't know what i think i'm gonna miss, but i wish i could at least take a nap. yeah well... so my mom and my sister left for valley forge today to go to the one 9ball tornament i've been looking forward to going to since january, but i cant go because "my licence is suspended" ... stupid reason for me not to be able to enter a 9ball tornament, but my mom was the one paying for it all, so my spoiled little 15 yr. old sister gets to get instead. ...dumb bitch, lmao... oh well. i get to be lazy all weekend and lay in bed and watch tv and snuggle with my puppy and comfy pillows and goose down blanket. :) suites me just fine i guess. lmao, this after noon i went to take a bubble bath in my parents jacoozi, i filled it up, turned on the jets and just re
Insomniac Dreams
Traveler Current mood: pensive Category: Writing and Poetry Tapestries hanging over the Blue Ridge Mountains...these puffy cotton balls spotting the canvas of these wondrous textures of Land and Sky. The Aztec pyramids...the Virgin of Guadalupe...the Zona Romantica in Puerto Vallarta...the rainy season in Cuernavaca...Kissed like no Other in the Zocolo. Vast Mexico City. Desert and Sea. The Ruins in NYC. Rubble and construction. Lady Liberty. The Hudson. Midtown Manhattan in front of Central Park. Times Square buzzing with the Masses. City lights like constellations over the Big Apple from the Empire State Building. The hip Vibe electrifying the Village. Hollywood Boulevard. Reseda. Sand and Surf. Venice tacos and friends from the Midwest. Los Angeles is Plastic. The coast of Maine at Thunder Cove...shattering waves thundering through the Rock like quakes...the tears and laughter of that Apostolic Church when Sister Jeffers preached and sang. May
Insomnia Ranting
listen i have no problem with anyones faith thats your buisness but dont tell me what to beleave if you start preaching to me about how i need a savior and blah blah blah lord this and that im going to tell you to piss off im an athiest if you cant respect that then please save us the trouble and dont talk to me otherwise ill respect you you respect me and we will be good so yeah insomnia sux. if youve seen my page youllnotice im on this site at all sorts of different hours. i try to sleep but i cant ive taken ever damn medicene to sleep some work but i cant get a perscription for them. seriosly though if you suffer from insomnia you know what im talking when i say that people take sleep for granted. people who wake others from much needed sleep are assholes and should be deprived of sleep for a week. i really have no clue why im writeing this readers must be thinking this asshole just wasted so many seconds of my life sorry im just sleep deprived and partially insane at the moment
In Sorry
I can't sleep. There are a million and 1 things going through my mind right now. I am moving in 2 weeks, haven't packed anything, and not sure where I am going to live. I am totally stressed at work, not sure why I deal with all the crap. Though I did have an epiphany today. I have a very important job and I am counted on very much, which in turn adds to my stress and fears. I am at a point where I am questioning every decision I have made in the past 2 years of my life. I need this move, I want this move...Why am I so scared? For the first time in my life I am putting on my "big girl panties"...God I miss the days of underroos. I have gone through many changes in the past year...marriage, cancer, depression, the threat of divorce, counseling and now a new job in a new place where I will have no friends, no family and a husband who will be gone all the time. Am I crazy? Have I completely gone over the edge & lost my mind? Scarlett O'Hara used to say, 'I'll think about it tomorro
Sometimes I feel like all the thoughts running through my head will never make sense. Just when I think I've got things figured out my mind fills up again, spending so many sleepless nights thoughts racing eachother ready to fight.A puzzel I'll never complete all these thoughts seem to compete.. first one starts in slow and just when I think I might drift off these damn thoughts seem to grow. And now as its 4 am, I spend another night awake and waiting for my mind to break and the thoughts to come again.. it's coming soon I know it is.. chaotically broken.. thats all it is.
I now have red paint all over myself, but the shelf looks pretty. I've been busy all day, and my brenda is sitting in my lap.all is well. I had a dream of you last night darling. It was wonderful. I miss you so much. PLease visit again. I love you xoxoxoxoxo forever yours, Stacie I'm sorry If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry... my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" you. I'm sorry.. If I'm not white enough for you. I'm sorry.. If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. If I'm too short for you. I'm sorry.. If i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. If my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't a
Insomnia 2
so, i go the "Dr." about my sleeplessness...just what i need another f*ckin the last 44 years haven't been full of nothing but disorder. my one solace is he says and i quote"it's're fixable" HA i almost peed myself. i like him. so, while i am at the pharmacy waiting anxiously for my DRUGS hehehe...I see this book by Dr. Gregg Jacobs. I have been in therapy for insomnia and anxiety and panic attacks for like a year(once a month...hmmm) and was seeing no real improvement. Luckily, I decided to take some action and got this book. I thought it sounded like it could help me. My sleeping still needs improvement, but I have broken through the intense anxiety and depression that was engulfing my life. I feel so different but,I only get sleep when IT comes to me. I am hoping that with this new medication and at least getting some sleep here and there will be a big improvement...we'll see
What would u do if u had alot a time on ur hands? Edward norton, started fight club..but do i wanna end up with my personal army, a girl & collapsed economy?? some of u r sayin' "yeah" but guys let me remind u that unfortunatly this isn't a movie, this is real. u wake up at 7 u go to work at 9 u finish 5-6 n u have like 30-48 hrs to kill before u passout. in between the 48 hours u still go to work n ur prayin' to get exausted enough to hit the sack!.... yeah it sucks! ok spending time doing a hobby or readin' or sitting on ur ass half naked watchn' tv, thinking ur master of the universe 'n eatin junk food would help ..sure that's a time killer, spending it with ur buddies in a local bar picking up women helps too, hell u might even find that long lost poetry book ur g.friend gave u once apon a time! gettin' wasted/stoned would do the trick, but if u wake up n find out that u've been OUT for a weak sleepin in a dumpster 'n kissing a dog.. don't blame me! I'd SHUTUP n take a pil
Insomni-psych: Going insane from needing to sleep and being unable too. Well hey, at least there's a plus. I was bored and checked out fubar. Now, I haven't quite gotten the hang of it, but bear with me as I start out. We'll see how it goes.
Winter finally came in the north east.Snow mixed w/rain,...Its a skating rink outside woooohoooo,finally. no partying and no sleep how lame is that??!!!!!no work Hey its starting to SNOW!!!!!!!
I’ve suffered from insomnia since before I knew there was such a thing. I used to get in trouble as a child because I wasn’t asleep when my parents checked in on me before they went to bed. I learned to play possum. Problem solved. Lately, I’ve been sleeping relatively well. I have a pill that I take and that helps. There have been times when I stayed awake even after taking it, but it helped me relax, so it was something. People, who have never suffered from this, don’t understand it. They don’t get why I can’t just go to sleep. I don’t understand it either, but I don’t really fucking care. I just want to sleep. I’ve had friends in the past few years, who have never had problems sleeping, suddenly have issues with their sleep. They have apologized to me (which I found odd). Tonight I found myself sleepy rather early. It was wonderful to crawl into bed at 8:30 and I must have been asleep by 9. But I fucked up. I didn’t turn my phone ringer off. I heard the phon
well all.. it is 6:45am and i am sitting here surfing thru the ever popular fubar.... i must say i have enjoyed look thru some of the pics and profiles on here.... i also sit here thinking about the conversation i had tonight with a great friend. i must say that before i knew about fubar i had had some interesting encounters with internet stuff... i had placed a profile on man was that a bust!!!! imet a few cool people on there that swore they were lookin for a long term relationship and stuff like that.... well that didnt pan out the way i had planned... then there's always myspace.... yeah um they never work out.... so then a friend recommended me to fubar... yeah u gotta love SEABEE.... he is the shit!!! well, ne ways so i get on fubar........... then i have like no way to get offline... i have become addicted to this site.. i find myself looking forward to getting more points and leveling up... and seeing who checks me i have become a craay girl
voices resonate out into the darkness earth in all it's vastness which is our lives we center upon ourselves uncertain one by one racing toward divination faster looking for that one perfect thing that is certain which is nothing with are needs and greeds most of us still searching for some semblance of life's meaning our daily struggles and repetative routines our voices resonate out into the darkness at days end hoping for reaching for one true moment of clarity The night endless you toss and turn hoping for the sandman to creep upon you like a hunter upon it's prey sounds of silence deafening except for your thoughts which you try and subdue sirens screech a lovers cry out into this restless night how long will this last will dawn break as i lie here still rumpled sheets entangle me my kitty purrs the first sign of light peeks through my curtains nothing on television except those damn infomercials
The Insomniac's Lunar Delights
Insomniac And Can't Sleep
I am warm and cold at the same time. What should I do? I feel like throwing up and my body is sore. I am also very tired. I have a huge headache and do not know what to do. Please help me if you read this. Give me some advice. thanks. What am I doing wrong that I wanna stay up all night? How can I just sleep? I am always tired, but for some reason my body does not wanna let me sleep. I try to watch tv and listen to music for this, but it does not always work. i am very confused right now as to how I am supposed to go about treating this. I realized I was an insomniac when I started college. I started to stay up a long time every night after about a few months of being here. What do you do if you think you are an insomniac?
Insombnia Blows
boring sex survey... 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? …hell no, I don't know where they've been and im not exactly 100% sure where ive been…btw can you look at this rash for me? 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Wake up to a bj and blow just as you get that first morning stretch in…oh my god… 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? the open side, so if Dracula ever comes through the window I can tangle the girl in the blankets and RUN 4. Which do you prefer...Pork, beef, or chicken??? …is this some sorta sneaky way of telln what kind of girl you like to go down on? Cause if a girl tastes like any of those you might have a problem. 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Nah, I like to tag the side of my buddy's car. 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? yes…but we wont speak of this any further 7. Shower or bath? Shower, too hard to screw takn a ba
Insomniac Files
i lie awake contemplating my day and days to come sleep deprived the world is a haze i cant quite get a grip on reality or slip into the dream realm my mind is turned to mush unable to think or comprehend what is going on around me the silence is deafening creaks and ticks snap me back as i slowly start to drift away i would give anything for sleep at this moment i wold sell my soul just for a dream of whatever my mind is pondering hopefully soon it will end and i will be able to drift into the realm of the unknown until then i will try to wrap my brains around the happenings of the world around me
Insomniacs Dream
My fiance has done posted pics of our son up which leaves me relatively short of "new" material for the time being. I'll probably post some of those pics of my son, and other of her and I, but right now I am spending more time tinkering with Recording musick! I'd also like to post a music player up here soon, hopefully show anyone who views this that I have a diverse taste for music. I get hooked by melodies. Even the songs I write have to have a catchy melody somewhere or I scrap it. So I guess I'm just saying that much more is coming. I'd like to give my profile a makeover but I'm not sure how to do that here. If anyone can help me out with that. It would be mucho appreciated! I wish the music player would just play from an uploaded playlist from my PC that would be easier. Who knows one daay my player may have my songs if I build the courage. Well see ya for now.
Insom Wants A Wifey
Insomniac Poetry
The contest will run from May 20th till May 31st and all prizes will be given out June 1st. Each comment is worth 1 point.  Each rate is worth 10 points. 1st Prize will be a Cherry Bomb AND Auto 11 2nd Place will be a 25 credit bling pack 3rd Place wil be a 3 day blast There is also an extra bonus... The person who leaves the funniest/wittiest/most original comment will win a 5 credit bling.  Both the person leaving the comment and the contestant win one! click the pic below to rate n comment i appreciate it so much       this is my girl Kimmie Kinnzz make sure u show her mad love she is too awesome     ~*~Kimmie*Kinz~*~ @ fubar Read Alone..... Especially the Poem I believe whatever is in store for us will be for us. The poem is very true, unfortunately. Make sure you read the poem! CASE 1: Kelly Sedey had one wish, for her boyfriend of three years, David Marsden, to propose to her. Then one day when she was out to lunch David proposed! She accepted, but th
here it is 530 am and i am wide awake longing to be touched by u. i toss and turn seeking some type of relief and the only thing in my grasp is a pillow. i took the pillow and pressed it between my legs in hopes for some comfort but it didnt work. i finally place my hands on my inner thigh and caressed it gently only to find that this felt really good and it was causing my juices to begin to flow but i remembered what i said, "i was gonna save it for u" so i moved my hand away. as i lay here i couldnt control that strong erge to touch myself it just got stronger and stronger so i did. i placed my hand between my legs only to find that i was soaking wet, nice and slippery. it felt especially sensitive since i had shaved. i couldnt stop playing in my juices and tasting it mmmmmmmmmmmm i taste good. i slowly rubbed my finger over my clit causing it to swell with pleasure. all i could think about while i was doing this was u licking my pussy. u do that soooo well. i cant get enough of u. i
Insomniac Radio
I've counted sheep with no sucess, Tossed and turned, but had no rest. Fling side to side, front to back, The dance of the INSOMNIAC. Sleeping pills make me feel lousy, and warm milk doesn't make me drowsy. Late night strolls just aren't for me, and nothing good is in T.V. So I'll concede the useless fight, and once again stay up all night. My plight though, won't drive me berserk, tomorrow, I'll just sleep at work.
Insomnia Is Such A Whore
I'm sure at some point in my life I'm going to get used to the idea that I can't sleep when I want to. I have to spend the great majority of my time wearing myself out in hopes that exhaustion will put me to bed. Could I be more productive? Possibly but then I need a more structured regimen of sleep. Honestly can someone help me get organized because I'm obviously doing a horrible job of keeping myself busy and it actually amounting to anything. I need to make a list of things that I need to get done and make sure that I actually get them done. I think on my list I need to add finding some sort of drug or activity that will allow me to sleep comfortably. Drinking to the point of passing out may put me out for the night but the mornings are not very pleasant. There is far too much crap going on in my life to let me sleep without worrying about it. I'm not even sure what to think about anymore. What makes it even worse is that I'm starting to have nightmares again. Not the kind of nightm
Inspiration And News
Somebody Is... Somebody is thinking of you. Somebody is caring about you. Somebody misses you. Somebody wants to talk to you. Somebody is very proud of you. Somebody wishes you were here. Somebody needs you to have faith in them. Somebody trusts you. Somebody hears a song that reminds them of you. Somebody hopes everything turns out great for you. Somebody wants you to know they are there for you. Somebody can't wait to see you. Somebody loves you for who you are. Somebody wants you to be happy. Somebody sends you a smile! Somebody is glad to have you for a friend! And that somebody is ME! Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check
MY Name is . . . . Shake zoola the mike rula the old schola you wanna trip ill bring it to ya Frylock and Im on top rock you like a cop meatwad you're up next with your knock knock Meatwad get the moneys see Meatwad get the honeys G Drivin in my car livin like a star ice on my fingers and my toes and im a taurus check check it . . . yeah Cause we are the aquateen make the homies say ho and the girles wanna scream Cause we are the aquateen make the homies say hoe and the girlies wanna scream DO you still feel that you are Rhianna's "murderer" that you are someday going to be the "reason why"? What will you do if i ask for a break Might need a time to reflect see things in a retrospect Does why keep peeking out to remind you to ask do you fear that there might be a dreaded task my heart i have given you to keep and you will have it always it is a part of you now if you need to make a choice i will continue to never let you feel down I starts with a feeling like
The smell in the air was fresh and He was on my mind Memories of the past where all he left behind I let it not get to me the sound of his goodbye But his voice was trapped within me and it darked up the sky A Feeling of entrapment was also present too My heart began to break but the sky was getting blue The suddenly the phone rang and he was on the line I asked him why he left me but he didn't reply. I thought the past when we laught and cried the time we spent together I knew had suddenly died. Author: Sharon Walz Chattanooga, Tn It's summer time and I am at peace down where the wild thistle grow The breeze playfully tugging at my hair while I cast my rod into the swirling water down by thecreek where the wild thistle grow Lazily watching the clouds go by, while the kids play in the measow chasin the ducks, screams of laughter echoing in the place where the wild thistle grow It's times like these I am at my most happy Just the
Alright yeah I'm ranting, if you dont wanna read it leave now!!! I'm sick to death of trying to make everyone around me happy. Trying to say just the right thing so no one gets their feelings hurt... You know what FUCK YOU!!! There are only 2 people in this world I need to make happy & those people would be my son & myself. Recently a friend of mine encouraged me to stand up for myself, & you know what he was right... I do need to stand up for myself & quit letting people walk all over me. I'm no longer the fuckin doormat. If I hurt your feelings sorry about your luck, get over it, its not the end of the world. I promise life will go on... if you're lucky. Ok & now I'm done... Thank you come again You: you came so quickly into my life and turned everything upside down for once i felt i was alive not like any moment i could drown you made everything feel so right your words always true my days were full and bright as abruptly as you came you are now gone
Another Song with a New Twist. Enjoy....and take to heart. A dear friend of mine has an uncle that had surgery today to remove two tumors. Please ask a special prayer for him and his family. Stop by his profile and wish him the best. Lets see what the power of Love can really do. I AM A PROUD FATHER! Taste of Heaven@ LostCherry This one is of the Uncle who needs the prayers for strength also. GeminiTwin1@ LostCherry I sure hope this works.....I really wanted to share this with my friends and family. Enjoy!' )Just copy and paste link into Address line.....should bring it up.)
Inspirational Poems
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense.Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how oldhe was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowingwhen to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm andthat life isn't always fair.   Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge).His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned butoverbearing regulations were set in place.   Reports of a six-year-oldboy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate;   teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch;   and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to admin
this was just posted by this woman!!! we can all learn from this!!! go by her page & show sum luv!!! mcl Dear friends, The message I bring today is one of love and positivity and I would like to share some of my favourite quotes and philosophies that I endeavour to live by. :) "Be the change you want to see in the world" - Gandhi "When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace." - Jimi Hendrix "People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do
....... A Friend.... (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality Quality Vs. Quantity We live in an age of quantity. The media shapes us with the notion that larger, faster, and more are often synonymous with better. We are told that we need to find more time, more possessions, and more love to be truly happy. A smaller quantity
Relief, Peace, well-being, joy and better relations with others will be possible if we practice mindfulness in our everyday life. I am convinced that everybody can practice mindfulness, even politicians, political parties, even the Congress. This is a body that holds the responsibility for knowing the nation's situation well, and knowledge of this kind requires the practice of looking deeply. If our elected officials are not calm enough, do not have enough concentration, how can they see things deeply? To meditate does not mean to fight with a problem. To meditate means to observe. Your smile proves it. It proves that you are being gentle with yourself, that the sun of awareness is shining in you, that you have control of your situation. You are yourself, and you have acquired some peace. We really have to understand the person we want to love. If our love is only a will to possess, it is not love. If we only think of ourselves, if we know only our own needs and ignore the need
Inspirational Quotes
Inspiration and genius--one and the same. Victor Hugo Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings. Ralph Blum To find what you seek in the road of life, the best proverb of all is that which says: "Leave no stone unturned." Edward Bulwer Lytton Every artist was first an amateur. Ralph Waldo Emerson No great man ever compains of want of opportunities. Ralph Waldo Emerson Men do less than they ought, unless they do all they can. Thomas Carlyle Let thy words be few. Ecclesiastes 5:2 from Words of Wisdom Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true. Leon J. Suenes The power of imagination makes us infinite. John Muir First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do. Epictetus Never let the fear of striking out get in your way. George Herman "Babe" Ruth
Tell me and I'll forget; show me and I may remember; involve me and I'll understand. ~ Chinese Proverb Sometimes it is more important to discover what one cannot do than wht one cn do.  ~ Lin Yulang The spiritual life does not remove us from the world, but leads us deeper into it. ~ Henri J.M. Nouwen The greatest good you can do for another is not just to shar your riches but to reveal to him his own. ~ Benjamin Disraeli Love is the gret miracle cure. Loving ourselves works miracles in our lives. ~ Louise Hay Living and dreaming are two different things-but you can't do one without out the other. ~ Malcolm Forbes The weak can never forgive.  Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.  ~ Mahatma Ghandi People who succeed speak well of themselves to themselves. ~ Laurie Beth Jones Those who are free of resentful thoughts surely find peace. ~ Buddha Waste no tears over griefs of yesterday. ~ Euripides Wisdom is always an overmatch for strength. ~ Phil Jackson The defin
What inspires you the most in life? Who inspires you the most?
Inspirational Christmas Story.....get Your Kleenex
Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah , who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but," the old woman beg
So...What do i write about eh ? Do i spin a great yarn, to keep you entertained ? Tell a story about some exotic, far away place, and wow you with tales of imortal beings and dragons, both grand and grotesque ? Fantasy is a great escape. I mean who can blame someone for wanting to escape this place ? No. No, i believe that for this first story. I'll spin a yarn about something deeply imbedded in reality. I'll tell a tale of Hope. I'll tell you a story of someone i only wish i could have met before. I'll tell you the tale, of Ross McGinnis. Or atleast, what i know of him. Ross was a 19 year old American male, serving his country in the war on terror in Iraq. He was a young man from Knoxx, a small town in western Pennsylvania. As i sat in my comfortable home last evening, whatching the world news. I heard Ross's name for the first time. He was the latest local soldier to die in this war, so far away. The news anchor explained what had happened that day, as Ross'
After that night You should have left it at that Not drag me along Just for your fun Putting me through this Over completly nothing. I knew it was less then anything But I still went along Trying to believe in you Trying to believe in something Grasping for hope For anything more But I just dropped down into reality The truth taking a hold of me Like realization of death Knowing it is there Not wanting to see. Sitting here Going over All the lessions I have learned All the people that have tought them And with all the teachers I have gone through Yet every time There's someone new I learn it all again Every bit of pain All the knowlege to regain Suddenly forgotten Just to remember To feel all over One more time Just as before Nothing more An Argument for Peace One that shall never seace People against people Fighting for the same thing But for a different world. However diferent the minds How much the same of ideas Though both sides may not see
Inspired By Procrastination
I can no longer tolerate The same old thing It is like watching A repeat That never seems To end Changes have to Be made In my life In my brain I cannot continue Hoping without Hope Dreaming without Dreams Ideas are created Every single day They are born Then gather dust Because I get in Their way The time has come For something New This is my 1st step We shall see What else I can do
Inspiring Articles...
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her c
when the sky is dark the path long your body may be weak let your spirit stay strong.push on through the dark dome and despare when all have left u true friends will be there.when others have fell push on and remember if ur going through hell just keep moving. in life we all have to make choices so easy and clear cut others not so clear there r choices where your heart and mind agree then there r those times when they tell u different things. i an currently facing such a choice for i hold deep and speacil for two different people most of the feeling i have for them r equal but there r feelings that r very different to me and the more i interact with both partys the more i feel my heart being drawn to one more then the other. so my question is how do i choose and how do i deal with the choice i face in my life right now. well it's been awhile but this is a long overdue update things in my life have gone from dark to light wrong to right i met a great girl who i first thought of a friend
Inspirational Stories
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who won't survive the week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 20 million people around the world. If you attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than almost three billion people in the world. If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If your parents are still married and alive, you are very rare, especially in the United States. If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed because the majority can, b
Without Without inspiration there is no fire Without that there is no burning desire Without that which taps the soul Without the drive no work is whole Without a muse there is nothing new Without the feeling there emptiness too Without one who sparks the minds eye Without that one these work fall and die Without someone who that gentle nudge Without that one all things are a drudge Without the fire the spark and flame Without poetry the poet and the name By R. Thomas Dinsmore the heart Rain fall sweet tears of twilight pour I think about and miss you all the more Looking for and missing your sweet smile Knowing you will be back in just awhile But feeling the hole you leave behind And how you linger on in my mind And missing your words and seeing you here I can’t help but know to me your so dear And have become more than a face on a site For I long to see you and have you ignite The fire that is the light in you eyes That guide me to write and
The Concert When the house lights dimmed and the concert was about to begin, the mother returned to her seat and discovered that the child was missing. Suddenly, the curtains parted and spotlights focused on the impressive Steinway on stage. In horror, the mother saw her little boy sitting at the keyboard, innocently picking out "Twinkle,Twinkle Little Star." At that moment, the great piano master made his entrance, quickly moved to the piano, and whispered in the boy's ear, "Don't quit.""Keep playing." Then, leaning over, Paderewski reached down with his left hand and began filling in a bass part. Soon his right arm reached around to the other side of the child, and he added a running obbligato. Together, the old master and the young novice transformed what could have been a frightening situation into a wonderfully creative experience. >The audience was so mesmerized that they couldn't recall what else the great master played. Only the classic, " Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star."
The Insperation
Inspiring Stories And The Like...
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
Inspirational Words And Thoughts To Live By
In any pressure-loaded relationship or situation you must decide your course. The problem will not resolve itself. It will only get worse as time goes on and you by your silence comply. If you intend to change the pressurr and it's power in your life, you must talk about your options and feelings, and state your limits and boundaries to he/she that has the power to change. No one controls you- unless you allow the control. When the pressure is on you, you are not necessarily lost, you just don't know which way to go. But none the less you can not do it alone but one thing is if you are alone humor can help in many ways. Try to think about the good things in life and put the past behind you life is only one time around make the most of it and you should enjoy all the things that life has to offer. On life's busy thoroughfares we meet with angels unawares-so father make us kind and wise so we may always recognize the blessings that are ours to take the friendships that are ours t
Within the petals of a fading rose, inside its dusty, pale and wilted bloom, I find my inspiration to compose a lyric that could seal my fate and doom - your flavor and your scent at once conspire to drive me to the heights of this desire. I do concede that nature draws me in - my ears, my eyes, my hands can do no less - my senses are the portals of my sin, the threshold, and the reason I confess: your flavor and the scent of this red rose contain the essence of this sad repose. If it is true that passion is my death, I give a kiss to you with my last breath. © All rights reserved Scott Adelmann
Inspiration From The Past
Inspirational & Motivational
I say... "Life is being stressed, over worked and believing that it all is for some reason when it isn't. But LIVING is always being happy, enjoying yourself and not letting anything or anyone weigh you down and hold you back!" You can say whatever you want, but thats one of the many things I say
Inspired By Tabatha
I see you walking towards me That initial comment slips my mind I am dazed and confused As if my brain is blind I say the first thing I can think of My lips move, but there is no sound As if my voice has been taken And I am gagged and bound As you glance in my direction I am captivated by your eyes I know you can see right into my soul And my body language can tell you no lies I am mesmerized by your beauty Hoping that I am not dreaming I try to say something clever As you stand in front of me gleaming I finally get out a Hello My voice trembles with dismay I know your out of my league All I can do is hope and pray You smile at me sweetly I feel a big relief You say Hello And I begin to believe
ok i dunno if anyone else would like this 3 min video but it got me thinkin lol
Angels On EARTH
Within the petals of a fading rose, inside its dusty, pale and wilted bloom, I find my inspiration to compose a lyric that could seal my fate and doom - your flavor and your scent at once conspire to drive me to the heights of this desire. I do concede that nature draws me in - my ears, my eyes, my hands can do no less - my senses are the portals of my sin, the threshold, and the reason I confess: your flavor and the scent of this red rose contain the essence of this sad repose. If it is true that passion is my death, I give a kiss to you with my last breath. © All rights reserved
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Thou my days have been hell at times, I still reserve a reason to smile... Thou destiny seemed to test my strength with all those shit, I still manage to keep my faith... ...'coz I know that after every freakin' tear that fall from my eyes, comes a new spark of happiness that is even greater than every suckin' pain I felt... ~ damn! I still believe in happy endings... :-) (",) Never give up when everything falls into pieces... Never even lose hope when everybody turns their back on you... Remember - " LIFE isn't about being FAIR " It's about SURPASSING the UNFAIR reality... (",) _dYaNiKa_ In LIFE you will realize that the people you meet have a PURPOSE... Some were put there to TEST you, Some would USE you, Some would TEACH you, and Some would BRING the best in you... Some may even cause you PAINS and HEARTACHES... But one must LEARN to MOVE ON... ...So LET GO of the people who CAN'T TREAT you RIGHT, and HOLD ON to those WHO CARE FOR YO
Do not wait for your ship to come in, get in your boat and row out Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while. So when you are lonely, remember it's true Somebody somewhere is thinking of you. The past cannot be changed, the future is still in your power.
Inspirational Songs
Speak to me in a language I can hear Humour me before I have to go Deep in thought I forgive everyone As the cluttered streets greet me once again I know I can't be late, supper's waiting on the table Tomorrow's just an excuse away So I pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own The earth laughs beneath my heavy feet At the blasphemy in my old jangly walk Steeple guide me to my heart and home The sun is out and up and down again I know I'll make it, love can last forever Graceful swans of never topple to the earth And you can make it last, forever you You can make it last, forever you And for a moment I lose myself Wrapped up in the pleasures of the world I've journeyed here and there and back again But in the same old haunts I still find my friends Mysteries not ready to reveal Sympathies I'm ready to return I'll make the effort, love can last forever Graceful swans of never topple to the earth Tomorrow's just an excuse And you can make it last, forever you
Inspiration This Morning
This is about my daughter who teaches in special education to emotionally disturbed kids, of whom many have come from broken homes, gangs, etc. Many have been diagnosed as mentally ill such as manic depression, etc. On one of her first jobs she was named the bitch from the block by children of bitter hearts, crushed emotions, damaged souls. At first they hated her because she was frank and honest and told them as it was. But with her broad loving heart my daughter showed each one respect and was careful to never expose their faults in front of the class. One of them asked her if she ever experimented with illegal drugs and my daughter, being honest and assuming that people would treat her as she treated them confirmed his question. The next day he reported her as having bloodshot eyes and being on drugs with the intent of seeing her expelled from the school. Another out of anger threatened to crush her hear with a chair, but being turned away from her kind smile threw it across t
Inspirational Messages
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts Fretting is Futile No one has to remind you of the high cost of anxiety. (But I will anyway.) Worry divides the mind. The biblical word for worry (merimnao) is a compound of two Greek words, merizo (“to divide”) and nous (“the mind”). Anxiety splits our energy between today’s priorities and tomorrow’s problems. Part of our mind is on the now; the rest is on the not yet. The result is half-minded living. That’s not the only result. Worrying is not a disease, but it causes diseases. It has been connected to high blood pressure, heart trouble, blindness, migraine headaches, thyroid malfunctions, and a host of stomach disorders. Anxiety is an expensive habit. Of course, it might be worth the cost if it worked. But it doesn’t. Our frets are futile. Worry has never brightened a day, solved a problem, or cured a disease. -Max Lucado FREE at
DO YOU SMELL THAT? A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery. Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news. That afternoon of March 10, 1991, complications had forced Diana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing. At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces, they already knew she was perilously premature. Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs. "I don't think she's going to make it," he said, as kindly as he could. "There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one." Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as the doctor described the devastating problems Dana would likely f
Inspiring Quotes From Inspiring People
Choose to be inspired Envy is worse than a waste of time. For when you hold on to thoughts of envy, you are actively holding yourself back. Envy builds a wall between you and the abundance that could otherwise be yours. Envy can drain you of your best possibilities.­ ­ Do you ever resent it when someone else has acquired or achieved or experienced some particular thing and you have not? If so, then your envy actually makes your own situation worse. Instead of being envious about the good fortune of others, be genuinely thankful for it. That instantly puts you in a much better position to create similar good fortune in your own life. When you celebrate the achievements of others, you connect yourself in a positive and empowering way to life's abundance. When you choose to be inspired, your eyes will open to many more valuable and positive possibilities.­ ­ Be truly thankful for the success that you see around you. And that success will soon become your own
Authentically you Causing others to lose is not the way to win. The way to win is to create value where there was none before. What you truly desire you cannot take from anyone else. Your effort and your commitment are what will fulfill your dreams. The mere tokens of success are feeble substitutes for success itself. Real success always comes from the inside and spreads outward. Don't waste your time chasing a fleeting, superficial image of fulfillment. Put your energy into creating and living the magnificent substance of your dreams. The moments you'll always treasure are the moments when you allow yourself to be authentically you. Choose to fill your life with those golden moments. Let go of the self-defeating­ desire to take what anyone else may have. What you have and what you can do with it are so very much better.
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S
SAGITTARIUS WOMAN A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily. Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one. She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing a
Inspired By Life
Forever: To see you.... Is to want to meet you.... To meet you ...... Is to want you..... To want you...... Is to need you....... To need you...... Is to love you..... To love you...... Is forever..... Forever is ..... What I offer you...... What I offer you ..... Is to see me....... To see me ..... Is to want to meet me....... To meet me ..... Is to want me....... To want me....... Is to need me.......... To need me....... Is to love me..... To love me......... Is forever............... Forever is ........ To see us....... To see us..... Is to want to meet us....... To meet us...... Is to want to be us.......... To want to be us...... Is to need what we have....... To need what we have..... Is to love what you have..... To love what you have....... Is a love that is forever......... Forever is ........ To have a love untouched by another......... Forever is what we have........ I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up
Inspirational Stories
Christian, the Lion at World's End(another amazing and touching story) Christian was a lion cub, raised by two men who eventually had to release him into the wild. One day they went to visit Christian in his new home... Christian, the Lion at World's End (following commentary excerpted from Hoax-Slayer) Commentary: This message tells the story of a lion cub that was raised by two men in England and then relocated to an African wildlife sanctuary when it grew too big to keep at home. According to the message and accompanying video clip, when the men visited the wildlife sanctuary a year later, the lion recognized them and approached to greet and play with them. The story is true although the events described happened many years ago in the late 60's and early 70's. Two young men, Anthony Bourke and John Rendall bought the lion cub from the Harrods department store, London, in 1969. They called the cub Christian. Christian's parents were zoo lions, so he was born i
Yesterday I was weak, Today I am strong, Tomorrow I can face the future?
Inspirational Words!!!
There is a curve called failure, a loop called confusion, speed bumps called friends, caution lights called family, and you will have flats called jobs. But, if you have a spare called determination, an engine called perseverance, insurance called faith, and a driver called God, you will make it to a place called success!Live for something: Do good, and leave behind you a monument of virtue that the storms of time can never destroy. Write your name in kindness, love, and mercy on the hearts of thousands you come in contact with year by year, and you will never be forgotten. Your name and your good deeds will shine as the stars of heaven. Pearls of Wisdom:Don't love the Heart that hurts you and don't hurt the Heart that loves you. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friend's leave footprints in your heart. True friendship "never" ends. Friends ar
For yesterday is but a dream, and tomorrow is only a vision. But today , well lived , makes every yesterday a dream of happiness and every tomorrow a vision of hope. Look well, therefore, to this day!!!!!
Inspirational Funny Quotes
Nothing interferes with my concentration. You could put an orgy in my office and I wouldn't look up. Well, maybe once. The difference between perseverance and obstinacy is that one often comes from a strong will, and the other from a strong won't. Marriage is a book of which the first chapter is written in poetry and the remaining chapters in prose. Most people would rather die than think; in fact, they do so. Most writers regard truth as their most valuable possession, and therefore are most economical in its use. My life has been filled with terrible misfortune; most of which never happened. My success has allowed me to strike out with a higher class of women. Necessity may be the mother of invention, but play is certainly the father. Never exaggerate your faults.
Inspirational Quote Of The Day
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend. Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one
Inspired By True Love
Five days Five times the world revolves Five dawns, Five dusks Days spent alone I cried out in the dark I made a plea I called to you Keep me from dying inside I waited five days I waited and cried I waited for you To come save me You showed concern You worried about me You wanted to know why It made you feel sad Where was this care Where was the concern Where was my friend When I needed you there? I’m getting stronger Stronger by the day Five times stronger Than I was that day I don’t need your concern I don’t need your care I came through all right Without anyone there Care and concern Are beautiful things When they’re offered When they’re needed Care and concern Can’t wait For a more Convenient time I’m worth more than that I’m too strong to die I’m still going to cry But I’m not gonna die Tauri Athena copyright October 2007 In the darkest days Of a life yet to be fulfilled A brief encounter Brings promise
Inspired By A Non Mumm Lol
She named it Ciggarettes Falling From The Sky... The damn mumm didnt have nothing to do with ciggarettes.. Never Nude left this comment and she was the inspiration for the song I wrote lmao March 22, 2008 @ 8:34 pm #4 of 8 next time you post a mumm with a title like this i better get hit in the eye with a camel turkish silver So I wrote this little song... Turns on the burt Bacharach and sings.. Ciggarettes keep falling from the sky.. And I think that Never Nude just got hit in the eye Smoking is for me ohhhhhhhhhhhh Ciggarettes keep falling from the sky they keep falling.. They're all for me........ All the smoker's and.... Me..... LMFAO So I was watching Goodfellas and i've been singing this song ever sine like last Wednesday... I prefer the verison by Billy Ward and the Dominoes... And now the purple dusk of twilight time Steals across the meadows of my heart High up in the sky the little moon starts to climb Always reminding
Inspired By A Man I Don't Know
A man and his guitar Current mood: adventurous Category: Writing and Poetry I had to be at the subway by five had to couldn’t be late at four forty five I bounced down the stairs an eternity of stairs it felt lowering into a concrete haven people everywhere all going somewhere some begging for change for a meal some late for meetings others on their way home to feed families but one man... stood near the benches strumming his guitar a Calvin Klein advertisement behind him the case of the guitar lay open exposing the red velor interior where money lay inside haphazardly this man had his eyes closed playing each chord from inside his mind feeling the strings with his heart letting the music just be he wasn’t trying to make a dollar he only wanted all these people for just one moment in time to stop and listen to sounds of wood and metal to the sounds of life he gently strummed
All brave men love; for he only is brave who has affections to fight for, whether in the daily battle of life, or in physical contests. Caresses, expressions of one sort or another, are necessary to the life of the affections as leaves are to the life of a tree. If they are wholly restrained, love will die at the roots. Happiness in this world, when it comes, comes incidentally. Make it the object of pursuit, and it leads us a wild-goose chase, and is never attained. Follow some other object, and very possibly we may find that we have caught happiness without dreaming of it. -Nathaniel Hawthorne Everything is beautiful today, knowing that I may not wake to see tomorrow... Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.
Veins Expanding Ankles Exploding Eyes Evolving I'm afraid Insane & I can't seem to let any of this go I never considered time to be my enemy... I see the unenlightened Walking in their oafish circles A sea of humpback whales & slobbering Sloths And I want to attack Push them down & vomit a world of truth & pain in their shivering faces I want to sit and nibble the soft sweet spine and jelly tissue of these unformed Amoeba kings Yes, You single cell! You do not know suffering You do not know pain You do not know release You do not know art, Possession, Surrendering All u know is image & ego & testosterone Oh, be careful children! Choose wisely if u choose to follow... These are not the guardians you seek "The Edge ... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over." -Hunter S. Thompson "I think i
Inspiration And Escalation
Last summer on a hot July evening, I had just finished 18 holes of golf. At our club the ladies take turns cleaning up and closing the clubhouse after our ladies' night. That evening it was my turn. I had just finished mopping up the floor, closing the windows and turning the air conditioning off. The room was immediately stiffling, so I thought I'd take a quick shower before returning home to my husband and children. Since I was alone in the clubhouse I was not at all bashful about using the shower room as my private domain. Within 30 seconds, I was stripped and standing just outside the water stall adjusting the temperature. I caught a glimpse of myself in the full length mirror on the opposite wall, and while briefly admiring myself, I touched my moistness. The solemnity of the circumstances for some reason made me horny. Oddly enough, though the room was hot as Hades, my nipples were becoming erect. During this sexual reverie, a rumbling from the social hall star
Inspector Gadget!!!
I'm young but not dumb People just dont realized that i'm better than Inspector Gadget!!! I know all and and find out by all means!!!!
Wow that woman blew me away last night. To see her with her with whole family and still be able to work that crowd like that. Unbelieveable. I do a ton of Public Speaking and I have a hard time when my kids are there. She was up to Bill Clinton standards as far as Public Speaking goes. And he is in the top 10 of my favorite Public Speakers. I am impressed with the Rebublicans embracing her even with this thing with her daughter. I am also impressed with how she has supported her daughter. However not all girls have that type of support!! The Right for lifers scare me. I am sick of being boxed into Liberal or conservative corners. This Woman is going to win this race for McCain. Shes phenominal...and a natural leader. But I am worried for the rebublicans to win this race. I also do not want Obama :( So I guess having her there is at least HOPE. When she was speaking last night I was proud. Thats how I felt. I felt that could be me....or a whole bunch of o
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Inspired Me
One more Spirit Walking Wide Watching over our Backsides She left the Earth with youth embraced Never to return without a trace. Essence of her pure existance Dances in the souls of all deffenses Leaving behind a powerful legacy Cornered in the shadows of our own imagery. I sent this to the guest book for her..anyoneelse can send their love here (I am not done writing this, but I am inspired by the loss of a beautiful person whom I never knew in person but had the greatest experience of knowing who she was) Please help me finish, if you can give me anything to get more inspiration leave me a meassage. R.I.P. K.I.C
Where is my life going oh Lord ,I'm so scared it will never be the same is it all my fault am I the one to blame? Why do I feel so thrown upon the shores & waves knock me down more & more. I ask why me oh Lord why am I all alone on these shores.The Lord answers: Your life is going as planned ,dont be scared I have a hold of your hand. Though many waves knock you down upon lifes shores I'm allway's there to pick you up eveytime forevermore.Just because you don't see me does not mean I'm not there,you are never alone my child you are all way's in my care. I gaze up at the heavens & wonder what is all this for. I look upon many of Gods beutiful creations he has created from the sea to land & wonder of his master plan. I see all kinds of people In the world & wonder if some wonder also like me. I look within my self & wonder if I'll make it through life's wonder's. Then I look in your eyes deep within your soul, there was no need to wonder I knew your love had kept me whole
Insperational Ii
INSPIRE You say you love my poetry honestly , I write it just for you , You inspire me with all the things you do , With ever word you speak I make a word that rhyhms , And at the end of the day I simply press rewind , You incourage me to be myself and thats rather hard to do , but with everday that passes its some how coming true , I have you to thank for making me see that happiness is something a person really needs , Ever day I talk to you I grow a little happier , except for the other night I thought my world had shattered , I know about the feelings you have cause I have them too , and its really hard to shut them up maybe its something I must do , would that really help you with the things your going though ? The only way to break my heart is to tell me you Love me then say it isnt true , So I beg of you please dont ask me to change these feeling and the things I say
Inspiration For Those Of Us Who Voted Because We Felt Need For Change In This Country.
"Am I the only guy in this country who's fed up with what's happening? Where the hell is our outrage? We should be screaming bloody murder. We've got a gang of clueless bozos steering our ship of state right over a cliff, we've got corporate gangsters stealing us blind, and we can't even clean up after a hurricane much less build a hybrid car. But instead of getting mad, everyone sits around and nods their heads when the politicians say, "Stay the course" Stay the course? You've got to be kidding. This is America , not the damned "Titanic". I'll give you a sound bite: "Throw all the bums out!" You might think I'm getting senile, that I've gone off my rocker, and maybe I have. But someone has to speak up. I hardly recognize this country anymore. The most famous business leaders are not the innovators but the guys in handcuffs. While we're fiddling in Iraq , the Middle East is burning and nobody seems to know what to do. And the press is waving 'pom
Inspirational Stories
Inspirational Stories
Inspirational Stories
Inspirational Stories
They played the oddest game in high school football history last month down in Grapevine, Texas. It was Grapevine Faith vs. Gainesville State School and everything about it was upside down. For instance, when Gainesville came out to take the field, the Faith fans made a 40-yard spirit line for them to run through. Did you hear that? The other team's fans? They even made a banner for players to crash through at the end. It said, "Go Tornadoes!" Which is also weird, because Faith is the Lions. "I WOULDN'T EXPECT ANOTHER PARENT TO TELL SOMEBODY TO HIT THEIR KIDS. BUT THEY WANTED US TO!" It was rivers running uphill and cats petting dogs. More than 200 Faith fans sat on the Gainesville side and kept cheering the Gainesville players on—by name. "I never in my life thought I'd hear people cheering for us to hit their kids," recalls Gainesville's QB and middle linebacker, Isaiah. "I wouldn't expect another parent to tell somebody to hit their kids. But they wanted us to!
***I had found an old email that I wrote to a dear friend of mine a couple years ago...I re-wrote and decided to share with everyone*** Friends, Even if you don't believe in God or you believe in a higher power these words should bring some comfort knowing that there is something or someone out there thinking of you. I had wrote this to a dear person a few months ago for inspiration and support and have stumbled across the old email and decided to post this so that I may share my wisdom, knowledge, and love for each of you. Yes, this does deal with God and my beliefs, but I want each of you to take something from this...if anything know that I am here if ever needed. There is something spectacular out there, whether you believe or not. I feel comforted knowing that when all humans fail me I have a father who will continue to love me. So please read my words carefully. Don't sit and read in judgement, but keep an open mind and an open heart. Something will speak to
Inspired By Something I Read By Venus Da Goddess.
wow i feel a wave of emotions building as you begin i feel the whirlpool of hurt through undercurrents of hope as it presents a glimpse of light at the surface too deep to fathom with shallow empathy overwhelmed in the end rhythmic tug of war between earth and moon causing tsunamis from memories loving is human mating is just instinct to breed will to survives a norm in all life forms it's done instintively i guess that is the nature of it all what complicates this most of all our hearts like the earth, our mates the sun, our mind's the moon constantly playing tug of war
hey everyone, i was reading an article in a magazine at work today and found it rather good. in the article there is a quote that i would like to share with you guys. it is this quote that made the article and pierced my mind. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American... There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag ... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language ... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is the loyalty to the American people" ~President Theodore Ro
Inspirational For 2009
I AM the New Day. I am an unspoiled page in your book of time. I am your next chance at the art of living. I am your opportunity to practice what you have learned about life during the last twelve months. All that you sought and didn't find is hidden in me, waiting for you to search it out with more determination. All the good that you tried for and didn't achieve is mine to grant when you have fewer conflicting desires. All that you dreamed but didn't dare to do, all that you hoped but did not will, all the faith that you claimed but did not have -- these slumber lightly, waiting to be awakened by the touch of a strong purpose. I am your door to walk through.. We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter begins with this Day. I AM the New Day. -- Author Unknown
If Today Was Your Last Day by Nickelback from the album "Dark Horse" Copyright 2008 My best friend gave me the best advice, He said each day's a gift and not a given right. Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind, And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest ride. Chorus: If today was your last day, And tomorrow was too late, could say goodbye to yesterday? Would you, would you? Would you live each moment like your last? And leave old pictures in the past? Donate every dime you had? Would you, would you? If today was your last day? Against the grain should be your way of life. What’s worth the price is always worth the fight. Every second counts, cuz there’s no second try. So live like you'll never live it twice. Don’t take the free ride in your own life. Chorus Chorus2: Would you call those friends you never see? Reminisce on memories, Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find
GUIDING ANGELS Angels find us, not only when we need them the most, but even when we think we are fine on own &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& STRANGER ON THE STREET Oh, I felt good about myself. I was so pleased with what a nice, kind, thoughtful person i was. I'd just spent hours laboring away at volunteer tasks, giving my time to help others. I'd helped take care of patients in a nursing home, reading letters to them, chatting with them.My head was full of self-congratulations. I was feeling incredibly virtuous, wonderfully delighted with myself, absolutely supior to lesser folks who were too selfish and preoccupied to reach out to rhose in need. Fully absorbed in myself,I scarcely noticed the grubby stranger heading my way. He aimed straight at me as if i was the only personout on the streets that day. when i suddenly noticed him, I braced myself. Uh-oh. I could see his filthy clothes, torn and stained. Clearly
another day has come and gone---soon the sun will rise---a new day to kindle the passion,relight the fire in my eyes---a new day to see the world,ithout deceit and lies---a day to smell the flowers to wathch the new sun rise---a day to forgive transgressors---a day to overcome my past---a day to mold new friendships that time cannot surpass---a day to find the reason my heart forever bleads---a dat to accept the things i choose not to believe---a day to forgive myself for leading me astray---a day i can tell myself tomorrow is a new day BY R.G.aka Mountain man
     I always admired her from across the room, making certain to take in every emotion that danced across her face, studying her hands as they nervously expressed her words, and listening… listening to her soft voice, create the most beautiful tones of fear and pleasure, she sang like a fallen angel cast from the heavens to suffer one more life time. When I could no longer bare watching her face twist with the pain of her song, I would close my eyes and imagine my hand softly stroking her face as she sang through a smile, when my thumb moved to caress her lips she would sing with sounds that sent my body into a heated fit of lust and chilled my very core. I couldn’t breathe, at the very moment I reached the peak if lust she would stop singing.    She looked so deeply into my eyes that I could feel her sole invade mine. My hand gently fell to her slender neck; her skin felt like creamy silk and tingled with warmth I could feel and hear every fast beat of her heart throug
Inspirational Poems
by: William Cullen Bryant (1794-1878) To him who in the love of Nature holds communion with her visible forms, she speaks a various language; For his gayer hours she has a voice of gladness, and a smile and eloquence of beauty, and she glides into his darker musings, with a mild and healing sympathy, that steals away their sharpness, ere he is aware. When thoughts of the last bitter hour come like a blight over thy spirit, and sad images of the stern agony, and shroud, and pall, and breathless darkness, and the narrow house…make thee to shudder and grow sick at heart;-- Go forth, under the open sky, and list to Nature's teachings, while from all around-- earth and her waters, and the depths of air-- comes a still voice-- Yet a few days, and thee the all-beholding sun shall see no more in all his course; nor yet in the cold ground, where thy pale form was laid with many tears, nor in the embrace of ocean, shall exist thy image. Earth, that nourish'd thee, shall clai
Don't let today's disappointments cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams. The past cannot be changed, the future is still in your power.
Inspirational Quotes
Inspiration #1 October gave a party; the leaves by hundreds came- The Chestnuts, Oaks, and Maples, and leaves of every name.The sunshine spread a carpet, and everything was grand, Miss Weather lead the dancing, Professor Wind the band. GEORGE COOPER   Inspiration #2 I love the night. I love to feel the tide of darkness rising slowly and slowly washing, turning over and over, lifting, floating, all that lies strewn upon the dark beach, all that lies hid in rocky hollows. KATHERINE MANSFIELD   Inspiration #3 At the core of who we are is the roots of those that have influenced our lives the most and the impact of what they have exposed us to is always there and when the foundation is laid with love and commitment, our lives at some point will reflect that of which we have been taught. AJA GRAYDON   Inspiration #4 Yesterday I sat in a field of Violets for a long time perfectly still, until I really sank into it- into the rhythm of the place, I mean- then when I got up to go ho
Inspired By My Babydoll
She got eyes that cut you like a knife and lips that taste like sweet red wine And pretty legs go to heaven every time She got a gentle way that puts me at ease When she walks in the room I can hardly breathe Got a devastating smile knock a grown man to his knees She got whatever it is It blows me away She's everything I want to say to a woman but couldn't find the words to say She got whatever it is I don't know what to do Cause every time I try and tell her how I feel it comes out "I love you" You got whatever it is You know I've never been the type that would ever want to stay Bring 'em home at night and they're gone the next day But that all changed when she walked into my life And people askin why it is Tell them I don't know Just something about the woman makes my heart go haywire And she's gonna be my wife She got whatever it is It blows me away She's everything I want to say to a woman but couldn't find the words to say She got whatever it is I don't know what to do Cause every
Inspiration When U Feel Like Your A Nobody
I know I sure feel at times like I have not made any impact in anyones life other than my kids..but after reading this story.. I realize we do make some impact more than what we realize.. and that alot of times we just dwell on the bad stuff. Once upon a time, there was a young woman named Sarah who lived in the village below the Mountain of the Golden Footprints. She was feeling very sad and depressed. Nothing or no one could make her happy. She had been very unhappy and depressed for a long time. "What is the use of going on?" she said. Nothing anyone said seemed to make a difference. Her best friend went to visit Sarah and told her the story of the Mountain of the Golden Footprints. "It is a special place where as the sun sets you can look out over the city and see sparkling golden footprints on the places and people where you have made a difference." "But I haven't made any difference in anyone's life," she said. There won't be any golden footprints for me to see. So why should I
Inspiration And Attitudes
I am but a mere empty vessel floating a drift on the wind and water of life awaiting to either be filled with hope, love, life or to be washed ashore to be left to rot or to be sunk to the deepest reaches of the oceans floor. I carry not only my burden but other's as well in hopes they will find peace, love, and happiness. I cherish not worldy treasures for they tarnish and vanish. My treasures and richness comes from my family and friends. Just a moment ago I read a mumm about love. Interesting ideal behind it but not thought out well in my mind's eye. I think the word love is just said to be said cause its what we think our significant other wants to hear. Is love just a word these days or an actual true bona fide feeling that radiates deep down inside. Personally I sometimes love can be over rated and definitely unappreciated. I think love has been taken for granted for far too long. I challenge you to evaluate how you truly use the word love. Do you truly mean it or just saying it?
Inspirational Quotes
Results will take as long as they take.” It is so easy to give up if you don’t see expected results, immediately. This is especially true with exercise. You drag yourself to the gym and you sweat and burn. The pounds you planned to lose in three weeks remain stubbornly in place. Discouragement sets in and you want to give up. Don’t worry! This is a common experience for everyone. The good news is that you can turn things around. The secret to not giving up is to practice mindful exercise. Instead of counting your chickens before they hatch, enjoy each moment of your workout for its own sake. Experience exercise as an enjoyable healthy escape from the real world. While exercising, your mind may stray from your movements. But, stay mindful each the movement. Exist in the moment and gently remind yourself to focus. As you stay focused, without demanding rewards, the exercise itself becomes its own reward – and you will see the results you expect. Give it your al
When the door of happiness closes, another opens. Often we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one opens for us. We do not inherit the earth from out parents. We borrow it from our children Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there so sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... my love will end ... forever
Sterling Silver jewelry is perfect to wear for any occasions. People really like wearing accessories and the sterling silver jewelry is a good choice. In fact, for many years passing by, this kind of jewelry didn’t fade off. This is always popular for the market and a lot of individuals love to use this fashion jewelry. This jewelry will fit for any outfits to wear so for sure you will like to collect many pieces of jewelry such as sterling silver earring, silver bracelets, anklets and necklaces. You will choose this stuff to purchase as a present to your special someone. This is ideal gift to give in any functions. In addition, a lot of people like this sterling jewelry because the designs and styles are very unique and handcrafted very well by the craftsman. Then, most of the sterling silver jewelry is very affordable so you can purchase many of these pieces. In order to find very affordable and cheap sterling jewelry, the place to find this stuff is through online. There are m
Inspirational Poetry
DELIGHTING YOURSELF IN THE LORD   Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart, to live out his will for your life Taste and see that the Lord is good, blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him, he will be kept from strife Trust in the Lord, and do good; dwell in the land and feed on His faithfulness, and He will lead you in the way Commit your way to the Lord trust in Him and He will bring forth your righteousness as bright as the noonday.   Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength, there is no greater way to delight in Him Love your neighbor as yourself, this is the way we show the world the treasure and light He has placed within Being filled with the Spirit, addressing one another in psalms and hymns, singing, making melody in your heart Rejoicing in the Lord always, being thankful to God for everything at all times praying each day from the start.   Living our lives in total surrender daily, obediently walkin
Inspiring Thoughts / Quotes
A message i woke up to this Christmas morning from a friend of mine thats known me for years who is an absoloute sweetheart -   May today bring you Love, Joy, And many Happy returns my BFF, Happy Holidays to you and your Family. Been cooking since 3am so I'll be in and out Have a great day! I never said I hated you. I just said that if you were on fire, I might considerroasting marshmallows....Big difference ツ Just cause you don't understand what's going ondon't mean it don't make no sense,And just cause you don't like it,don't mean it ain't no good,And let me tell you something,Before you go taking a walk in my worldyou better take a look at the real worldCause this ain't no Mister Roger's Neighborhood!Can you say "feel like shit?"Yea maybe sometimes I do feel like shitI ain't happy 'bout it, but I'd rather feel like shit than be full of shit!And if I offended you, oh I'm sorryBut maybe you need to be offendedBut here's my apology and one more thing...fuck you!Cause you can't
Inspiration You May Need
Life is crazy, and totally unpredictable...It's going to push you over,kick you while you're downand hit you when you try to get back up.Not everything can beat you.Things are going to change you, But you get to choose which ones you let change you.Listen to your heart,Follow your dreams,And let no one tell you what you're capable of.Push the limits,Bend the rules,And enjoy every minute of it.Laugh at everything,Live for as long as you can.Love all,But trust none.Believe in yourself,And never lose faith in othersSettle for nothing but only the best,And give 110% in everything you do.Take risks,Live on the edge,Yet stay safe,And cherish every moment of it.Life is a gift,Appreciate all the rewards,And jump on every opportunity.Not everyone's going to love youBut who needs them anyways.Challenge everything,And fight for what you believe.Back down to nothing,But give in to the little things in life,After all, that is what makes you.Forget the unnecessary, But remember everything,Bring it w
Instuctions On Life
Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. -Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. -Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. -Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. -Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; Responsibility for all your actions. -Remember that the best relationship is one where your love for each other is greater than your need for each other. -When you say, "I love you," mean it. -When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. -Believe in love at first sight. -Never laugh at anyone's dreams. -Don't judge people by their relatives. -Talk slowly but think quickly. -When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" -Call your mom. -When you lose, don't lose the lesson. -Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. -When you realize you've made
Instructions To Life !
1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it.; 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt, but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly, but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Say "bless you" w
Instant Insanity
Another blog.. just what I needed. :) Not a whole lot going on tonight.. look for more grumbles and such tomorrow.
Instead Of Blast
how do i morph photo's on my profile would like som help or if u know someone that can do it for me also please come by and rate my profiile and rate pictures and i will do the same for u when i have the time=) thank you kindly hey to all the great people ive met, to all you lovely ladies, and especially the friends, fans and familys that i have made the times shared so enjoyable. thank you, ive got plenty of room for more of you!!!
Instant Messengers!
You ever go on MSN Messenger, AOL Messenger, or Yahoo Messenger? Fuck theres like a million instant messengers, why? But thats a totally differant bitch post. You have girls/guys on that? Anyway..... Then you'll know where I'm coming from with this. PLEASE STOP CHANGING YOUR FUCKING NAME TO FUCKING SONG LYRICS! I want to know who the fuck is online, not a transcript of my local radio station. Seriously, stop being a 12-year-old girl (who shouldn't be on the Internet anyway) and fuck off with that nickname bullshit. Yeah you heard me, that's nickname, not name every fucking line. If you're going to torture me, at least spell everything properly.
Installing Love- Tech Support
Installing Love Tech Support: Yes, ... How can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running ? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to c
Instant Star News Alexz Johnson may play an American Idol-like singer on television, but in real life the singer-actress has different musical aspirations. "My influences are (artists like) Kate Bush and Peter Gabriel – just very creative pop," the 20-year-old says while visiting New York City to promote the third season Instant Star, which debuts on the N on Friday [FEB. 16] (8:30 p.m. ET). While Johnson says she loves playing rock star Jude Harrison on the show – especially since she gets to collaborate on writing the songs her character sings – she's even more excited about launching her own musical career. Johnson expects to release her debut disc by the year's end. First, though, she sat down to discuss all the American Idol comparisons, what fuels her own songwriting process and, of course, what to expect on this season of Instant Star. You're able to both sing and act in your career – have you always been interested in both? Alexz
Instructions For Microsoft"s Tv Dinner
Instructions for Microsoft\'s TV dinner You must first remove the plastic cover. By doing so you agree to accept and honor Microsoft rights to all TV dinners. You may not give anyone else a bite of your dinner (which would constitute an infringement of Microsoft\'s rights). You may, however, let others smell and look at your dinner and are encouraged to tell them how good it is. If you have a PC microwave oven, insert the dinner into the oven. Set the oven using these keystrokes: mstv.dinn./ /08.5min@ @50%heat/ / Then enter: ms//start.cook_ dindin/yummy |/yum~yum: -)gohot#cookme. If you have a Mac oven, insert the dinner and press start. The oven will set itself and cook the dinner. If you have a Unix oven, insert the dinner, enter the ingredients of the dinner (found on the package label), the weight of the dinner, and the desired level of cooking and press start. The oven will calculate the time and heat and cook the dinner exactly to your specification. Be fore
Instant Messenger
to all those on my friends list that want to add me to their yahoo. here is my address...red_dragon_of_dreams. if you do add me please leave a message in the friends request as to who you are. thank you.
In Stillness
I am found in stillness formed by edges of her and the quiet forever between each word she speaks; and lost again in her retreat, echoed forever, here, where my pulse begins and ends. © All rights reserved
Found this somewhere and it's so true! 95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for the key pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur in between her legs..don't just dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all's easier to make em cum w/their lips u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and
Instead Of Blonde Jokes...
Welcome to Bawstin (Boston) For those of you who have never been to "Bawstin", this is a good guideline. I hope you will consider coming to "Beantown" in the near future. For those who call New England home, this is just plain great! Information on Boston and the surrounding area: There's no school on School Street, no court on Court Street, no dock on Dock Square, no water on Water Street. Back Bay streets are in alphabetical "oddah": Arlington, Berkeley, Clarendon, Dartmouth, etc. So are South Boston streets: A, B, C, D, etc. If the streets are named after trees ( e.g. Walnut, Chestnut, Cedar), you're on Beacon Hill. If they're named after poets, you're in Wellesley. Massachusetts Ave is Mass Ave; Commonwealth Ave is Comm Ave; South Boston is Southie. The South End is the South End. East Boston is Eastie. The North End is east of the former West End. The West End and Scollay Square are no more; a guy named Rappaport got rid of them one night. Roxbury is The Burry, Jamaica Pl
Instant Mesanger
for all my real friends i finaly got an im yahoo whotalen01 please people dont play with me on there i will boot youdont make me be an ass
Instant Ulcer(c) Hot Sauce I received my shipment in of capsaicin today. I tried a drop of capsaicin on my tongue; let's just say I have a new found belief in the Lord. I took out my bottles of instant ulcer that I was saving for this day, dumped them back in the pot, with 4 droppers full of extract and about 10 habanera peppers. I tested it, and it was really good. It was hot enough to make me hiccup uncontrollably. Of course being the nut that I am, I added one more dropper full. Since capsaicin is so high in price, Fraternity Prank© Hot Sauce will be slightly higher in price too, but 5 ounces would last a regular person for over a year, id guess. Fraternity Prank© Hot Sauce has been released into the world!!! Hot Heads unite! I grow, make and bottle hot sauce here in Kentucky on a 12 acre piece of land that my parents own. Instant Ulcer© is addictive, there currently is no cu
Installing Love
Since I am kind of a geek I really loved this when I say it. I am also kinda sapping so it even made it better. Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I\'ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me though the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I\'m not very technical, but I think I\'m ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running? Customer: Let\'s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-esteem
The Instant Message Stalker
A pest Imed me today, He emailed me too, He asked if I were single, and asked, how do you do? He asked all kinds of questions, wanted all the details, of my very private life, demanded that I tell, Age, sex and location, he insisted that I share, along with exact sizes, of my bras and underwear, I politely said no, refused all his requests, I told him very sternly, Stop this, don't be a pest, His Im kept on poppin up, he asked if I were wed, by then I was quite annoyed, by all the things he'd said, I asked him which part of NO, he didn't understand, I told him I was 85, and wore 6 wedding bands, but all my husbands now were gone, and I had all their money, you want to know about, their accidents now, honey? I told him I fart when I walk, the hair's gone from my head, I keep my teeth in a jar, at night I wet the bed, Sometimes I wander nekkid, till somebody brings me home, you wanna get together, so I won't be all alone? Suddenly the
Instant Karma
Instant Karma's gonna get you, Gonna knock you right on the head, You better get yourself together, Pretty soon you're gonna be dead, What in the world you thinking of, Laughing in the face of love, What on earth you tryin' to do, It's up to you, yeah you. Instant Karma's gonna get you, Gonna look you right in the face, Better get yourself together darlin', Join the human race, How in the world you gonna see, Laughin' at fools like me, Who on earth d'you think you are, A super star, Well, right you are. Well we all shine on, Like the moon and the stars and the sun, Well we all shine on, Ev'ryone come on. Instant Karma's gonna get you, Gonna knock you off your feet, Better recognize your brothers, Ev'ryone you meet, Why in the world are we here, Surely not to live in pain and fear, Why on earth are you there, When you're ev'rywhere, Come and get your share. Well we all shine on, Like the moon and the stars and the sun, Yeah we all shine on, C
Install Husband
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- TAKING A WOMAN TO BED What is the difference between girls/woman aged: 8, 18, 28, 38, 48, 58. 68, and 78 ? At 8 -- You take her to bed and tell her a story. At 18 -- You tell her a story and take her to bed. At 28 -- You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed. At 38 -- She tells you a story and takes you to bed. At 48 -- She tells you a story to avoid going to bed. At 58 -- You stay in bed to avoid her story. At 68 -- If you take her to bed, that'll be a story! At 78 -- What story??? What bed??? Who the hell are you??? Your inner sex gender: Male For you, sex is a highly physical act. It's all about how good it makes your body feel. And while sex with someone you care about is great - it's not a requirement. You know that sex wi
Installing Love
Thank you for teaching me to love myself more... it just makes me love you even more ;) ____________________ Installing Love Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love wi
Installing A Husband
INSTALLING A HUSBAND Dear Tech Support , Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend5.0 to Husband 1. 0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0 . In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as: Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, and then installed undesirable programs such as : NBA 5.0, NFL 3.0 and Golf Clubs 4.1 . Also Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2. 6 simply crashes the system. Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate. DEAR DESPERATE , First, keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Please enter command: ithoughtyoulovedme.html and try to download Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If that application works as d
Instant Messengers
03/19/09 What is wrong with this shout box? Over and over i am asked do you have yahoo or msn? yes i do, and if i was log into them i would not have time to play on fubar. Fubar is a whole lot more fun. If you are chatting with me here, that should be enough. If you see pictures of me, then let that do for now. If i decide to post nude picture and you are in my list, you will see that. BTW if i do decide to play, it will not be with a guy that say lets fuck tomorrow....geezzeee don't want any puzzzy talking like is what it is, deal with it or move the fuck on!!! Not that i am trying to be rude or have anything that i am trying to hide, but no IM for me please. All my contact info is on my home page, if you would like to add me to your IM go ahead and do so. I will not add you as a friend until i know who you are, but i will allow you to see when i log in. I rarely logs into either one of the program, so you would have a better chance getting to know me
Instructions For Life
Instructions For Taking A Shower...
This link won't be around for long i'm sure.. So below is the actual comment on craigslist. Don't read if off-taste fetishes bother you (and I didn't go looking for this, someone shared it with me! LOL) - - - v v v I would like to pay a woman for the honor of smelling her butthole. just let me stick my face in your ass and sniff your asshole for a few minutes. i am willing to pay 500 bucks for this. if you are willing to let me smell a fart as well, DEFINIETLY message me because i would be willing to pay even more for that. This really isn't a blog. Just something to make you laugh (I hope!). Instructions for Women: 1. Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to color. Walk to bathroom wearing a long robe. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. 2. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror, make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. 3. Prepare
Instructions For Life - Dali Lama
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson. 3. Follow the three Rs: Respect for self Respect for others and Responsibility for all your actions. 4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. 5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. 6. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. 7. When you realise you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. 8. Spend some time alone every day. 9. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values. 10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. 11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time. 12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. 13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past. 14. Share your knowledge. It's a way to achiev
Instant Karma, Just Add Water
Today has just been that crap dance of one step forward 2 step back.   I need good karma. Lots of it. But since I won't do anything out of my way to get that good karma, I'm stealing a blog that a few peple have done.   If you comment I will say something nice about you. I promise to be sincere.   Hopefully I can bank some of that sweet sweet good karma to use as I please tomorrow.
Instrumental Music
Recently, the 2012 summer hairstyle lawmakers get many fashion lady chase after hold in both hands. So love is still nets salon today channel small make up for bringing the sends out beautiful romantic breath summer has hair, let you have this summer and beautiful romantic charm fashion style. This type of 2012 summer hair style it is unique and has the idea, bang hairstyle and spring type has the curl perfect collocation, give a person visual administrative levels feels, on the vision has a certain impact feeling. One wing of the firm hair hair tied more can show elegant and fashionable breath of the female. This type of summer has hairstyle looks cute sweet, when I first saw the girl when I think of the "Alice in wonderland" inside the heroine Alice, although they two personal style is completely different, but the side has the shape of the dish hair a little bit like a big flower loaves of bread, and in general will send out a cute like Alice breath of nifty. In this year's summe
Instant Insanity
Ok, so we all have that one food that when we eat it we can't get enough. As soon as that food touches your tongue all you want is more and more. This isn't sexually related guys, so lay off that portion. However, the thoguht goes through your mind... fuck if you (food) were a person, I'd fuck the shit out of you, but never marry you because as soon as I'm done with you I don't need any more fucking food! For some of you it's ice cream, pizza, skittles, wtf ever. Mine is cheese... I know fucked up right? But some good chedder is better than ice cream for my tongue any day. As soon as I eat it all I want is more. I know super fucked up, especially since cheese just throws a plug in your ass hole, but hey I like it (not the plug in the ass). Normally cheese is eaten as a condiment. Fuck that I say, I eat cheese by the block. And how fucked up is this... I'm eating cheese as I write this. Maybe that's what sparked this insane blog post. I know funation has a bunch of people with the same
Instagram Followers
Instagram is one of the most fun social networking sites out there. What you do is just whip out your iPhone and capture the images you want. Then by logging in to Instagram you can edit the image to match the type of tint you want it to appear. Bam! You now have a post for your friends to see, better than writing a saying within 120 words right? Of course, if you want to have more Instagram followers there are better ways than just waiting for them to fall in your lap. Why not do the following instead: Let your friends from other social networks know: One of the easiest ways to acquire followers in Instagram is by letting your other friends from other social networks know that you have this account. What you do is just posts about your new Instagram account and then put a link. Pretty soon, many of your friends will check out your page. Use the most talked about hashtags: Hashtags are ways for people to contribute to an on-going discussion on the internet. This was popularised and
Instant Leads And Income System
Let me start off by explaining the biggest benefit of providing your downline members with a viral prospecting system.It boils down to this...When you have a viral prospecting system in place for your team members, your downline has the potential to take on a life of its own and continue to grow effortlessly while you're focusing on more important things such as family and friends.A gentleman I recently discovered managed to accomplish the difficult task of duplication while maintaining his full time job and family life.He mentioned that ever since the beginning of his online ventures he was searching for a system that brought interested prospects in automatically.He didn't have time to do the traditional recruiting methods because they required a lot of time and commitment.What he wanted instead, was a huge downline that duplicated on auto-pilot from his part time efforts."But did such a solution exist?"If it did, he said he couldn't find it...So after many years of struggling to buil
1. I don't know what your problem is, but I bet it's hard to pronounce. 2. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 3. Just because I don't care doesn't mean I don't understand. 4. When I want your opinion, I'll give it to you. 5. My idea of an agreeable person is a person who agrees with me. 6. All things being equal, you lose. 7. If you're feeling good, don't worry. You'll get over it. 8. I can only please one person each day. Today is not your day. Tomorrow isn't looking good either. 9. Smile... Tomorrow will be worse. 10. It's been lovely, but I have to scream now. 11. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me, either. Just leave me alone. 12. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. 13. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 14. Thank you f
So yeah, I understand that I'm not 100 lbs, but that doesnt make me a horrible person and that doesnt make me nasty. So if you dont like me, dont sit there and send me "shouts" with rude and mean and degrading words. if you know casanova, and want to kick his ass for me, I'd totally appreciate that. If you dont like what you see, move on--dont sit there and put me down.
Insurance Companies
I need a wisdom tooth pulled bad. The dentist can get me in to have it looked at. But they have to get it authorized to pull it. They said 3-4 weeks!!! So I'm supposed to be in pain and not able to eat for 3-4 weeks????
Insult Generator
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Insulting Myself
In Support Of Our Troops
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle andfilled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided tostart a conversation.'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and thenwe're being deployed to Afghanistan ..'After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sacklunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hoursbefore we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would helppass the time...As I reached for my wallet, I overheard a soldier ask his buddy if heplanned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just asack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks.. I'll wait till weget to base.'His friend agreed.I
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The topic subject who shoots ya is popular news in the face of America pages. Rick Ross shooting is flowing everywhere in the USA entertainment industry because of the star musician in question. The music industry from the American perspective is a big platform that draws poll of money and popularity. With this information in hand, the popular rapper Rick Ross is rumored of experiencing attack some weeks ago, following a birthday celebration he organized to remember the day that he was born. Rick Ross has pulled a lot of fans, made money and lives on top of his music career. What should have been wrong with this rap musician gun attack? Well the secret of the attack will be noticed as you get along with this content. From reliable source dictates that Rick Ross was the main target for the assassin in Fort Lauderdale. William Robert popularly called Rick Ross was driving in his 2011 Rolls Royce when the gun men stood in an attack. Due to this attack, his Rolls Royce car was uncontrolla
Intamacy Free
I. Thou shalt get out before the sun rises II. Thou shouldest never ask "can we see each other from now on?" III. Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as "love making." IV. Thou shalt not request advanced plans. V. Thou shalt kiss anything except my mouth. VI. Thou shalt scream my name often VII. If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town. VIII. Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don't thou knoweth what it looketh like? IX. There shall be no "pillow talk." X. There shall be no cuddling -- ever! Who is more deceiving? A man who fakes a relationship for an orgasm, or a woman that fakes a orgasm for a relationship? 1. Give 100%. 2. Treat your partner as the unique individual that he/she truly is. 3. Stay connected through word and deed. 4. Accept change and support growth in yourself and your partner. 5. Live your love. 6. Share the love, fear, work, and play. 7. Listen to your mate. 8. Honor the subtle wis
Intangible 2/15/10
Here i sit at almost 5 in the morning, nothing more than the sound of the computer running is going through the house. I can't help but think of my life, where i've been, where i'm going, and what happens overall. It seems to me that no matter what plan you have or where you think your life is going nothing ever seems to turn out that way. Maybe you saw yourself graduating college, or married, or working your way up the corporate ladder. Whatever the case may be things change, people change, lives alter their course and you can never be prepared for that.      My life took one of those turns tonight. As it has in the past it cought me off guard mostly. I'm not sure how exactly to deal with this emotionally or even physically for that matter. Thoughts run through my head at tremendous speeds with no set direction or final destination. Everything seems to be mixed up and jumbled and almost unintelligable. I push forward knowing that we're doing the right thing for everyone involved but i
you know there are things i dont understand... one of them is talk to a guy for like what.....months... you even send them lil presents and what not...and they are all sweet and are like you shouldnt have done that babe that was so nice of you..... then weeks go on as your talking more and more... you speak of seeing each other one day.....then..... the next day....... nothing...... no calls.... no email.. no IM.... so you think.... he is just busy right.... then.... the next day the same thing... and the next and so on.... so finally you email them asking them.... no response..... so..... its like this... you dont want anything to do with me.... stay off my fooken page.... there is nothing here for you... just go away.... im tired of being fucking hurt everytime i turn around... and if your readin this... im sorry my life was such and inconvience for you... im sorry if i worked all the time... and i am sorry if i still lived at home... but let me tell you something...what
Interesting To Know About Me !!!
You are 90% kinky You are crazy kinky. Do you ever think of anything other than sex? Take this quiz at Your Lust Quotient: 54% You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild! How Much Lust Do You Have? You have a sexual IQ of 149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
Will you pick me up when i fall down? Or catch me before i can hit the ground? Will you be there when problems arise? Or make troubles disappear by being by my side? Will you wipe away the tears that roll down my cheeks and off my chin? Or take the pain away before they even have a chance to begin? Will you listen to the stories that made me laugh throughout the day? Or be the one, the only one that makes me giggle in that very special way? Will you hear my hopes, my dreams, my goals? Or help me reach them with every ounce of heart and soul? Will you except the compliments i recieve with no hatred or jealousy? Or make them pale in comparison when you express the beauty you see in me? Will you respect my demons, my fears, my past? Or make me safe and secure so they disappear at last? Will you agree just to save us from arguement? Or
Interesting Tidbits
I'm speechless by reading this news from new york.. what on earth??? Groom Fatally Shot by Police Outside Strip Club Gunned Down Hours Before He Was to Wed NEW YORK (Nov. 26) - Sean Bell and his fiancee had already shared a high school romance, then two children. In the early hours of what was to be their wedding day, the reception hall lay waiting, covered in satin and adorned with balloons. But the ceremony never occurred Saturday. Police shot 50 rounds at the groom's car as he drove away from his bachelor party, killing the 23-year-old hours before he was to walk down the aisle. The hail of gunfire at a car full of unarmed men drew an outcry from family members and community leaders. Two passengers, who had been celebrating with the groom at a strip club, were also injured; one was struck by at least 11 bullets. The officers' shots struck the men's car 21 times after it rammed into an undercover officer and hit an unmarked NYPD minivan, police said. Police Commissione
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br/>Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isThe ElephantLying on her side, facing away, the fawn-eyed girl offers him her buttocks and he penetrates the house of loveGet Your Karma Sutra Position at What is your Japanese name? Aki: unisex name meaning "autumn;bright"Take this quiz! Quizilla |
Internet Predators: Watch Out
PRESS RELEASE By Torrey King Friday, September 15, 2006 WINSTON, OR - On the banks of the Umpqua River in Oregon’s Cascade Mountains during weather that will reach a low of 43 degrees tonight, there sleeps in the bed of a yellow 1969 Chevy El Camino a nineteen year old woman who is homeless. She is homeless because she trusted a stranger to "rescue" her. He rescued her, spent her $2,000.00 in savings and now they both sleep in the back of this car, homeless for six weeks with a dog and two cats. She wants to leave him, but has no resources, she wants to take care of her dog and cat, she won’t leave without them. This reporter talked to the young woman’s mother recently. The mother who lives in Philadelphia, PA where the young woman is from, said that this young lady met her "rescuer" on the internet TWO days before he made the several hour trip to "save" her from an abusive boyfriend. That previous relationship lasted for seven months or so. The mother was pleased her child
Interested In Helping?
We're sitting here bored, reading all the great comments left by our wonderful friends, and wondering how many of you have actually used them to get off? Just curious! LOL!! Let us know, don't be shy!! Ok, so we REALLY want to take more new pics, and we will, BUT, we were thinking it'd be nice to have someone else take them for us to get pics of the different angles that we can't get ourselves!!! We wanted to know if anyone (can be a man or a couple) would be willing to take them for us?? Not sure when this would be, as we'd take a mini-vacation and get a hotel room somewhere, but curious who would be willing so we'd have an idea on locations to look at for vaca! We are not looking for anyone to join in (this time), we just want new pics of us. If you need to get off watching us, that's cool, as long as the pics are taken first! LOL!! Let us know!
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Internet Lessons
The first thing Bill saw as he walked in the kitchen door was a spike-heeled shoe in the middle of the stairs to the living room. Dropping his briefcase and keys on the counter, he walked farther into the room and spied the other shoe at the top of the stairs. Wondering why his neat-freak girlfriend had left behind what - for her - could be considered a mess, he ignored his rumbling stomach and started up the stairs. In the living room, he found a red silk blouse hanging off the back of his Laz-E-Boy, and then a pair of sheer black pantyhose trailing down the stairs that led up to the bedroom. Intrigued, he followed the "trail", discovering a black skirt on the landing and a lacy bra hanging off the bedroom doorknob. From the bedroom came the faint scent of patchouli. The shades were drawn, the bed was piled with pillows, and there were several candles lit and scattered about the room. The bathroom door was shut. A bottle of wine and glasses sat on the nightstand. Puzzle
ok so heres how this will work....i will start a story on here and each person that views this can comment with a new addition to the story! i just thought it would be cool to see what everyone thinks of! hope you have fun...come back as much as you want! enjoy!! :)**find where the story picks up on the comments and read up from there!! have fun!! :) --------------------------------------- The Story It was a a dark and foggy night, although she had travelled this road before she could not see anything that looked familiar. As her eyes grew heavy she did not know if it was from the lack of sleep or the glass of wine she had only hours before......just then out of nowhere appeared a man...a drifter, no doubt, from the looks of the clothing he wore. ------------------------------------------------- added to this story was: Big-E@ LostCherry He stumbled from behind the dumpster he had use to disguise that fact he just relieved himself, and asked her if she
Internet And Sites
Ok if you were wondering where i got those one pics on my pro. Foamy and such well here is the name of the site. it is just felt it was proper to point that out. illwillpress is a funny little flash cartoon site that shows random rants, fanmails, and just little animated clips. check them out i love the site. if you want more go into its a game site, porn site, and also a video clip site so just type in illwillpress in the search and you should find some of the older ones. This is just a Animation and Song just posting crap sorry lol Heh thought i would show this i just think its one of the tightest things. i'll look up more in a second for some crazy shit.
Internal Pain
As i am dealing with all the anger, frustration and saddness i come to see that there is more than what is in front of me. I am deling with it and a calm enters my soul. The love i still have within coms back to maintain balance, slowly my heart is healing. The storm and turmoil are winding down and the sunlight is starting to break through. Can't remeber to forget you don't want to I can't hate you Dont want to I can't sleep without thinking of you find myself reaching out hoping I open my eyes to see you I want to caress your face feel your breath on my skin I have lost warmth that i cant get back in everything i see reminds me of you I cant feel hate for you just the things you did do I forgive you and finally dealing with the pain getting things in order Hope we can get through this and walk out of the rain . . . . together The dicisions that you made and actions executed created this knife that you stabbed in my back and left there . . . . . . . .
Intelligent Debris! ( . . . Or Lack, Thereof!)
I've decided to post a list. It's an odd list. It's a list of certain things I absolutely love about women. Now, don't get me wrong, I love women, anyway. But this list is just a compilation of some of the things that women do (or have) that I find cute, sexy, sweet, or just beautiful. ~ The way the tops of a woman's ears will just ever-so-slightly peek out through their hair. I don't know why, but I've always found this oddly pretty. It's almost cute, in a way. When they wear their hair down, long, flat, and all of a sudden, there's a bit of ear. Yes, I'm strange. ~ Women can give a certain look that I've yet to see men be able to reproduce. It seems to be natural with women. When they look at you, but not straight on. Their head is turned just slightly to the side, and they look at you from the corner of their eye. They scan you from bottom to top, top to bottom. And it's not a hidden look. It may seem slightly shy, almost; but it's definitely a look they want you to see. A
Internet Love.. Exists Or Is Nonexistant?
I have always been a curious creature when it comes to this subject.. So can one actually meet online and fall in love before ever actually meeting? I had a friend that did and she told me this.. " you fall in love from the inside outward.. it is totally different then meeting , having a physical attraction and then falling in love" I don't know if that is even possible.. Having feelings I could understand but to say you are out right in love? Hmmm not sure about that. So what do you all think.. Does it happen or not?
In Texas
I have been in texas for a little more than a year now and i love it. but all my cool friends have deployed to iraq. So please pray for them and give them much love. I need to meet new people. If you are in texas around san antonio gimme a shout out. You are always welcome to party with me and my friends.
Barbara Walters was doing a documentary on the customs of >>>> American >>>>Indians. While touring a reservation during the documentary she was >>>>puzzled as to why the difference in the number of feathers in the >>>>headdresses. So she asked a brave who only had one feather in his >>>>headdress, and his reply was: "Only have one woman: one woman, one >>>>feather." >>>> >>>> Feeling the first fellow was only joking, she asked another >>>> brave. >>>>This brave had two feathers in his headdress. And he replied: "Me have >>>>two >>>>women: two women, two feathers." >>>> >>>> Still not convinced the feathers indicated the number of >>>>sexual partners involved, she decided to interview the Chief. Now >>>>the Chief had a headdress full of feathers which, needless to say, >>>>amused Ms. Walters. She >>>>asked the Chief, "Why do you have so many feathers in your headdress?" >>>> >>>> The Chief proudly pounded his chest and said: "Me Chief, me >>
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Internet Privacy
--Marine had Reasonable "Subjective Expectation of Privacy" Regarding eMails Offered as Evidence, Says USCAAF (27 September 2006) The United States Court of Appeals for the Armed Forces has ruled that Lance Corporal Jennifer Long of the US Marine Corps had a reasonable subjective expectation of privacy regarding email stored on her government computer "and that the lower court should not admitting Corporal Long's emails as evidence. The court said the deciding factors in determining reasonable subjective expectation of privacy were the existence of a password known only to Long and a banner that "described access to monitor the computer system, not to engage in law enforcement intrusions by examining the contents of particular emails in a manner unrelated to maintenance of the email system." [Editor's Note (Schultz): This ruling could be precedent setting. In previous court cases the concept
TORONTO, Ontario (AP) -- Doris Moore was shocked when her new couch was delivered to her Toronto home with a label that used a racial slur to describe the dark brown shade of the upholstery. The situation was even more alarming for Moore because it was her 7-year-old daughter who pointed out "nigger brown" on the tag. "My daughter saw the label and she knew the color brown, but didn't know what the other word meant. She asked, 'Mommy, what color is that?' I was stunned. I didn't know what to say. I never thought that's how she'd learn of that word," Moore said. The mother complained to the furniture store, which blamed the supplier, who pointed to a computer problem as the source of the derogatory label Kingsoft Corp., a Chinese software company, acknowledged its translation program was at fault and said it was a regrettable error. "I know this is a very bad word," Huang Luoyi, a product manager for the Beijing-based company's translation software, told The Associated Pr
Intellectual Writing And Poems
AJH Forever more When we are young We don't think How time will pass us by. I never thought Your dad would soon die. I never thought to keep in touch. I never thought you would Miss him so much. When we are young We don't think How fast time will pass by. So I left, never realizing That one day He would be hard to find. And honey, I was Just so blind. I see now that your dreams Were totally left behind. When we are young we go This way, we go that, Thinking life will stand still Imagining our lives always will..... Until........ One day, years later, You realise that one day Was suppose to be yesterday, And yesterday slipped Quietly away. When I was young I didn't think. Little did I see that You needed more. Little did I see that Your dreams would Slip right out that door. Too soon do we forget That our kids will live Tomorrow thinking yesterday Could have brought much Much more. One day in time you Will see your lovely Dad for ever
A- You like to Drink B- You like people. C- You're wild and crazy. E. Your a damn good kisser D- You have one of the best personalities ever. N- You are Beautiful F- People adore you. G- You never let people tell you what to do. H- You have a very good personality and looks I- You have a fine ass. J- Everyone loves you. K- You are really silly. L- You live to have fun. M- Success comes easily to you. N- You are Beautiful O- You are one of the best in bed. P- You are popular with all types of people. Q- You are a hypocrite. R- Fuckin sexy. S- Easy to fall in love with. T- Your loyal to those you love. U- You really like to chill. V- You are not judgmental. W- You are very broad minded. X- You never let people tell you what to do. Y- You are the Bestsest BF My Name... is Jessica soooo it means... J- Everyone loves you E- Your a damn good kisser S- Easy to fall in love with S- Easy to fall in love with I- You have a fine ass C- You're wild and crazy
Interesting Stuff
In Tears...
In tears I forsake my lively hood of that which i know. My beating heart starts beating faster and my palms sweat as I think about all that which i have failed at. All i have to smile for is gone. My tears carry with them all my Hope. Love. Faith. Laughter. As they strewn down my face i feel the heat of my body intensify. Intensify with such anger and sorrow all at once. I shake with anticipation. Almost losing Grip of all that is real And all that can save me. This dark and narrow road i walk in my mind has killed me. I am lost amongst my soul in the darkness.of mirrors. Showing nothing but my true self. The failure of me. I chose a path that lead me to this point. Not wanting to look upon myself thru my eye's into the faithless abiss. My head spins with confusion. My incapability to decipher the demon from the angel. As i look in the mirror i realize i am neither. I am nothing. A shell of flesh and blood. My tears are hollow and empty. I realize I am not gazing BA
Internet Dating
Kinda funny how we view things sometimes, I know for the most part we judge others by their actions and ourselves by our intentions. I try to keep an openmind in that respect and try to understand why someone does something, but I'm not always successful at it. I think for the most part all of us are pretty self-centered and do things with our own benefit in mind even though we try to help our fellows out it is done for the most part at our convenience. Relationships with the opposite sex are at best very challenging or at least to me it is and I have been at it for quite a while. I have found myself very puzzled many times and hurt more than a few. I got into a situation recently where I got more involved with someone than I had initially intended and she was also involved with someone else. It came to a point where she had to make a decision and chose to be with the other guy. Funny part of it is that I am still pretty close to her because we share a lot of common interest
Internal Freak Magnet
Ok, those of you who have chatted with me know that I am a big time flirt, this is no secret to anyone. While at work last week, a customer called to order a job from my company, nothing unusual, we established that he needed to pay by CC because he didn't have an account (still normal procedure) so after he reads me his CC info I jokingly ask what the credit limit was. He chuckled and said it was his bosses card and there was no credit limit .. so I asked if he'd like to take a trip to Venice .. and that's where I should've shut up ... but NOOO .. I had to keep on going ... we'll meet up at the airport ... we'll have to buy new wardrobes ... He then says .. well, we'll have to meet somewhere before the airport so we can get to know each other a little bit before we go on vacation. That's when that inner voice started shouting "whacko .. whacko .. danger Will Robinson .. danger!" I then replied, well, my husband may get upset if I went to Italy without him (figured that may put an
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"internet Obsession"
PITBULL GENOCIDELETS STOP MAN'S BEST FRIEND FROM BECOMING ONE OF MAN'S RECENT MEMORIESThere is currently a bill going through that will ban the dog breed pitbulls from the United states. A breed who has gotten a very bad name, of all dog bites from all breeds of dogs, pitbulls rated number 4 FROM THE BOTTOM. So to eradicate a species based on something that is not the fault of its own, like any animal it learns to adapt to its environment. Any one who owns a pit bull know that he breed is one of loving and caring nature.Breed / Percentage of BitesMixed Breeds - 34%Shepherds - 7%Labs - 7%Rottweilers - 6%Boxers - 4%Chows - 3%Pit Bulls - 2%As you can see, pit bulls are extremely low on the list compared to other breeds which do not have the negative reputation which society has given pit bulls. Approximately 77% of all dogs pass the temperment test, while a whopping 95% of pitbulls pass. As a breed the pitbull does better on the temperment test than retrievers, labs, dalmations, and almo
Internet Bullshyt
Interesting Info For The Sexual Mind
his article will explore the world of threesomes: what kinds of people participate and why, some of the different types of threesomes, and its advantages and disadvantages. Who Wants to be Part of a Threesome? People pursue threesomes for various reasons. First, the most common, are men who are looking to fulfill the fantasy of being with two women at the same time, especially if the women perform bisexual acts during the course of the threesome, otherwise known as “show time”. ? There are also women who want to experience being with two men at the same time (which is not as uncommon as you might think). Furthermore, there are those looking to experiment, usually during college years (otherwise known as the “experimental years”), or those who have recently been divorced after being married for a lot of years, particularly those who married at a very young age. They may have missed out on the experimental years when they were younger, so they look to make up for it later in life.
Interracial Relationship Mumm
Apparently because I am not level 3, I can't post comments or vote on mumms. :-( This is unfortunate since I had something to say on this topic and so I decided to say it here. I think people should be colorblind and open to relationships with people of any race. I can't help it that black women find me attractive, nor can they help that they are so good looking either. :-P I believe interracial relationships are instrumental in bringing the world together and creating a much more peaceful society. That's my two cents worth. Comments welcome! :-D
What's wrong with the world mama? People living like aint got no mamas I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And if you hatin you're bound to get irate Yeah madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates You gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all People killing people dying Children hurtin you hear them crying Can you practice what you preach Would you turn the other cheek? Father Father Father help us Send some guidance from above Cause people got me got me questioning Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x) It j
Internet Bullshit
Why is it when your on the internet .. And you come across a page and see a happy couple .. and all that that most not all females ..Dont respect that.. They still have to come on to your husband. They take a simple compliment like your beautiful or sexy as being a pick up line. First off.. If My man was here to pick UP anyone.. Which he dont need to be because he could easily find it on the street here.. But second. Half these people are fake.. and second.. obv if OUR pics and his profile reads IN a Relationship IT means just that. Hes not leaving me .. Hes not looking .. He loves me .. and Thats the end of the story. RESPECT PEOPLE.. WHERE is it in this World today. And its mostly young 17 and 18 year old females who I cant understand if they are so pretty and all why cant they find a man where they live they have to look in other states Makes you wonder right whats wrong with them or if that is really them at all..All Im saying.. Respect.. Damn..
Interracial Cpls
Glenn -- [noun]:A master of sexual gratification 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at
Interesting Stuff
I haven't blogged in a while but how's this for an interesting topic. What better way to kick off the new year right? I thought of this earlier today at work and it kinda concerned me a little. At work today this fine ass lil' Mexican chick came in asking for service on her car. I tried to keep as professional as I could while helping her out but all the while I was there thinking about all the possibilities with this girl. Only one issue though: She's married and has a kid. Still, the thought of having her was present for the moment. One of the thoughts that crossed my mind was, "He better not fuck up because if he strikes out, I'm on deck like a left fielder on Steroids swinging 3 bats and if I steal home base I'm gon' run off with his girl!" People, Why do we do stuff like that? A long time ago I learned that women outnumber men 3 to 1 meaning there's plenty of women to choose from. With that in mind, why is it that with all the women to choose from, we as men choose to persue w
Interesting People!
wow i have sure met some interesting people on the net. cant believe them though ,i guess i come from a diffrent time or generation rather when people said what they really mean. now days they say stuff just to play with youre head. how sad its all a game to them ! but when it comes down to it people!life is real and sooner or latter u will find that out! hopefully it wont be too late,because life is short and time is so preciouse! when its all said and done u cant go back and do it again! so just remember everyone is human and we all have feelings ,and some of us out there are really seriouse because we are already wise enough to see that.
Internet Etiquit
read this slowly It kinda sums it all up..........Smiles I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - That you can keep going long after you can't. I believe - That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe - That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
The Internet And Insecurities! Lol
WOW, I am a lucky woman here! I am going to be in Michigan with Michael from the 29th of August till Sept. 3rd! We are going to "rough it" and camp... I cannot wait. Talk about getting to know someone with no cable TV, no internet, no luxuries at all... just me, him and the stars for 5 days! I will take pictures, and share them with y'all! I am so happy! I miss him so much already and it's only been 2 weeks since I saw him! Wish me luck and keep an eye out for an update! God, I hope he doesn't knock me up!! HA HA... HE'D LIKE TO!!!!!!! August 10th is a turning point in my life. Me, my cousin Jenn and her friend Katrina are driving to Detroit to meet some men off of here! Woo hoo! I finally get the chance to meet, Michael AKA: "Wolfe"! I am so excited and nervous! I know people always see the things he writes me and how protective he is... and I cannot wait to get these feelings in motion to see how compatible we really are. Being face to face will prove a lot! On he

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