LADY FROGULA Kermie's blog: "poems"

i'm sorry I'm sorry that i hurt u i know i did even if u are fooling everyone else ur not fooling me i can tell that i hurt u i'm sorry i'm sorry that i left u but u don't know what its like u've never had to choose between ur parents i'm sorry i thought i knew u but i don't u were never home u were always at work u were never there in my life well not my whole life u never wrote u never visited mother was always there when i needed her she still is what happened to u u just stopped its like u stopped careing if i was such a disappointment that u didn't want me y didn't u send me back well anyways i am sorry im sorry for all the damage i've caused i'm sorry

i thought that i knew u i thought that we would be together forever that is where i went wrong i thought too much i thought that i knew u, but i didn't i thought that we would be together forever, but we wouldn't i thought that u loved me but u never did and u never will thats where i went wrong i thought too much i thought, i thought, i thought....

Have u ever felt lonely, misundertood, abandoned. u say u know how i feel, but how can u. u have never felt lonely, misunderstood, abandoned. u say i can talk to u about anything. how can i if u don't know how i feel. u tell me a stranger will know how i feel. My friends don't understand me y would a stranger. To my surprise that stranger changed my life. I don't feel lonely, misunderstood, abandoned anymore.

People say that you only fall in love once. How can that be? Some people only fall in love once. Everybody says that people are all the same. How can that be? Some people are all the same. You tell me that i am afraid to love and be loved like everybody else. How can that be? I say how can that be when i fall in love with you everytime. I agree with you I am like everybody else I am not afraid to love or be loved. I am afraid to get hurt by the one i fell in love with. Which is you

How do you know who you really are? You don't know who you really are. You just think you do. Does anybody really know anything? Or do we just believe we do. Does this life really exist? Or is it just a bad dream. I know who i am. I am a young girl living in a nightmare. I know something. I know about the wars, fighting, and the killing. I know that this life does exist and it is a bad dream. It is a bad dream that everybody is living in. Some live worse than others. Some jsut don't care about because they are rich or famous. I am in the middle. I care about my country. If we stop all the wars, fighting, and killing. Then we might not have to live in a bad dream. HOw do you know these things? All i can say is that you just know.

Every day I sit and I think. I think about ways to stop this pain that I feel in my heart. Is it really worth it. Is he really worth all this aggrivation. He was my first love. But now I am just confused. Does he still love me? Or is there someone else. I lie awake at night thinking. I can't get him off my mind. Why do I love him so much? When all he wants to do is make me feel more pain. Does he get a pleasure from my pain. I ask myself everyday. Why do I still love him? Why can't I just move on with my life? I sit and think, so confused. Do I still love him? Should I move on? Why is this decision so hard? Why is it hard to let someone go? Maybe its because I don't wanna hurt his feelings. Maybe its just too hard for me to do. But its not hard at all. I do love him. There is an old saying that when you love someone let em go if they come back then you know your love is real. That's when you know that he is the one.

People say support our troops. Why not support the world? What does support mean? Some think support is showing appreciation. That is what most think. Support is showing that you care about the world. Not just the troops. Support is helping others when needed. support is being there for the world. People say that the world can't make peace. We don't support each other like we should. If we did then the world could make peace. Support the world not just the troops

Does anybody really know? I don't know what love is? But I can imagine what love is? To me love is a feeling. What is true love? Does anybody really know? I don't know what love is. But I can imagine. TO me true love is a feeling so strong that nobody can break it. But what is love? Do you know? 7:58 PM - 2 Comments

People say that is everything. But is love really everything. Love isn't school or education. Love isn't the world. Love isn't the community. Love isn't your family or friends. If love was everything then, what is the pint of living if you can't really live. Love isn't everything. Everything is what we want love to be.

If you really love someone then let them go. You can't hang on to them if they don't love you back. You can't force someone to love you no matter how much you want to. It is hard to let them go. Life is so unfair. Well life has to be unfair. If life was fair then we wouldn't know the things that we do. Our society would be alot worse than what it is. How would you feel if you fell in love and lost them. What if you never loved again. What would you do if the one you loved died because of something that you had done. Yeah I would feel guilty but you can't let it get you down. If you do then you are just killing yourself slowly. No matter what happened you shouldn't put yourself through that much suffering. Trust me I know from experience. You can love anybody if you let yourself. There is no point in love if your not willing to try.