Every day I sit and I think.
I think about ways to stop this pain that I feel in my heart.
Is it really worth it.
Is he really worth all this aggrivation.
He was my first love.
But now I am just confused.
Does he still love me?
Or is there someone else.
I lie awake at night thinking.
I can't get him off my mind.
Why do I love him so much?
When all he wants to do is make me feel more pain.
Does he get a pleasure from my pain.
I ask myself everyday.
Why do I still love him?
Why can't I just move on with my life?
I sit and think, so confused.
Do I still love him? Should I move on?
Why is this decision so hard?
Why is it hard to let someone go?
Maybe its because I don't wanna hurt his feelings.
Maybe its just too hard for me to do.
But its not hard at all.
I do love him.
There is an old saying that when you love someone let em go if they come back then you know your love is real.
That's when you know that he is the one.
