gothicsaddness's blog: "poems"

you crawl your way in to my heart you lie your way in to my bed you crept your way past all my walls in the end i feel the same used and abused and full of shame do not lay a finger on me do not pretend to have loved me do not fake tenderness for my sake be as harsh in everthing that you are with me do not hide the hatred that you feel for yourself and place it on me i am done i do not want to play your games i do not want to play by your rules this is not a game i wish to play i am sorry too could not see the light the came from inside me i am sorry that you could not feel the love the i have traped in here with me i will shut the door now and forever more you wither and moan i will shed no tear i will feel not one shred of greif or regret for you have locked the door of your own fate and i will not open it again to you

love sick puppy dog you see in my eyes love sick is right sick right down in my tummy i ache to be held and love the way i see others i ache to be told how much you love me i ache to be free to love you too fear hides deep inside of me again and again teh ugly lil monster we all hide deep inside i know teh cuse of my fear my fear rest in betrayial betrayal of my trust of my love of my heart lost if safety lost of my shoulder to cry on lost is others need of my shoulder lost is anothers need of me feeling of being wanted not just needed is one thing i still crave