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In Memoriam
Stuart Arotsky May 1959 - March 2009 Yesterday was the funeral of a good friend, Stuart Arotsky. Stu was a great guy: intelligent, funny, caring and dedicated. He spent the last several years of his life caring for his father, who passed less than six months ago. He had finally me the woman for whom he had waited for all his life, but instead of a wedding, I found myself attending a funeral. Stuart was a schoolteacher, a city councilman, had a keen interest in space and science fiction and was a writer. He was one of the genuinely good people in this world and it will be a poorer world without him . Rest In Peace, My Friend
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In Memory Of ~
  take a man put him all aloneput him 12000 miles from homeempty his heart of all but bloodmake him live in the sand and mudthis is the life I have to livethis is the soul to god I giveyou have your parties and drink your beerwhile our men are dying over heredo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your headdo you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the streetone less hero silent from our eyesdo you care if a soldier diesplant your signs on the white house lawnsaying 'Get out of Iraq', were goneuse your signs and have your funthen refuse to pick up a gunthere's nothing else for you to doand I'm supposed to die for youthere is one thing you should knowand thats where I think you should dodo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the stree
In Memory Of My Brother
My Great  Great Grandfather entered this country at the beginning of the first world war. He Left Germany and Married a Cherokee woman. In arkansas ,and then moved into Texas.He raised a great family. Those Children of his did the same in thier turn. My great grandfather Joseph lived in a time of peace until The second world war. He sent three of his sons to duty when the call was sounded. My Grandfather survived so that his father had one son return home to carry on his name after that. He in 45 he went to work for the high way department. he had three daughters. One died in a car wreck the other two married ,and watched thier men answer the call once agian! Uncle Melvin ,and my Dad came back from Vietnam. They had been Changed from thier experience. Uncle Melvin had horrrible nightmares, that later gave way to violence in sleep.He spent alot of time in The V.A. Hospital He has to this day never spoken of his experiences in Vietnam. what must he have seen to have made him become wh
In Memory Of
i just lost 2 very important pple in my life first was my grandma wallace, and second was my sis in law roxy both died of a form of cancer, my grandma had brain cancer and roxy had hodgkins limphoma , both died on the same day, june 16 2009,  im sad to say goodbye, but i know their no longer in pain,  its hard but i will live, i guess your never prepared for the things i had seen, but their suffering is over now, roxy had fought hodgkins 3 times b4 she gave up and was too waek to fight it anymore, both were strong wemen, and had put up one hell of a fight b4 they left us, so in their memory, ive created a scrapbook, the only thing i can do is share it with the family. which i will b sending out by the end of the month, i will b busy till then,
In Memory Of Heart Of Gold
To all of mine and Heart Of Golds friends if you would please take a moment of silence and pay your respects to Heart.She passed away during the early morning hours on Fathers Day (6-21-09) in her sleep.We were supposed to have been fu married on 6-28-09.Thank you all that read this.
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In Memory
"I remember Dom...he was a friend...please accept my condolences and prayers. On more than a few occasions he did speak about how proud he was of you. Sorry for your loss."   Just got this as a comment from a man i never knew. Telling me how my father was proud of me. I'm happy and wanting to cry at the same time. It's been eight long months, and i think of him everyday. I'll never love any man as much as i could my father. The only man who could tell me I'm beautiful and i won't doubt for a second that he didn't mean it. It's true when they say " no man can love a girl like her daddy".  R.I.P. Dominick Rocco Locantore II 9.24.67 ~ 4.11.09
In Memory
In Memory Of 9/11 Let Us Not Forget
I prayed today Today, I prayed for the lives lost in 9/11 knowing that their lives were lost in vein, taken prematurely from their family's, knowing that I still have mine. I cried today because I know we lost so many soldiers because of this event, and knowing some of those who were KIA will forever touch my heart in a way that no other can. I smiled today because I know those who lost their lives are still walking the streets with their brothers who are still serving in Iraq and Afghanistan. I ask God to bless my son who is currently in Iraq and may he return safely. God Bless you all!  
In Memory Of Miranda (roxxy)
This is a page for Roxxy, the people who knew her here respected her alot. As some of you may know what has happend in the last 4-6 months, she has been through to hell and back. Not long ago she had twins a boy and a girl, not long ago she lost her precious daughter, who was very ill, now it was roxxy's turn, she was sick with diabete's and needed a kidney transplant, wich we could not find a donor for her, suddenly her last kidney also failed, wich made her incapable of doing anything. Later to find out the doctor's said she had turned for the worst. An infection started and spread to her heart quickly (endocarditis). Later that evening the doctor's took a MRI and realized the infection spread to her brain, then she was put on life support for a very shot period of time. She was pronounced dead this morning at around 7:18 am. I will be posting from other's that may have there last words for her, and some pictures. may you rest in peace with little girl... I'll see you soon angel's.
In Memoriam By Proud American ~rip Jacob I Will Always Love You!~
when you we to say goodbye, we always think of the past, these memories we soon cherish because time seems to go by so fast. I hope I left you with good memories, filled with laughter and love, I'll take these memories with me, as I go to heaven above. Though I must leave you, tears please do not shed, remember the good times we shared, filled with laughter and love instead. Before I leave you, I just want you to know, Ididnt want to say "Goodbye", It was just my time to go.   RIP jacob 4-11-80 - 10-25-09
In Memory Of...
September 11th 2001 was a sad day indeed. On the anniversary of this tragic day, my thoughts are not with the American troops currently serving in hostile territory overseas...even though my oldest nephew is among the U.S. Marines currently in Afghanistan. My thoughts go to the people who lost their lives. My thoughts are with the families left behind. My thoughts are with those who risked, and in many cases gave, their lives that day so that someone else may live. I don't view 9/11 as a day America suffered. I view it as a day that all of humanity suffered a great loss. It wasn't just Americans who died that day. It wasn't just American children who lost a mother and/or father. Most anyone with a heart felt the pain as we watched the footage of that tragic day. Most of us felt the loss as more broken and lifeless bodies were pulled from the rubble. So, instead of talk of making 9/11 a national holiday, let's make it a day we thank those who selflessly give of themselves eve
In Memory Of My Dear Uncle
My dearest uncle, may you fly to Heaven as show white dove full of glory,wrapped in God's love. The Father has taken away all your pain, a new life with Jesus is what you have gained. All your worries and all of your woes they are now just bad memories, what you endured only God knows.  He sent down His Angels to meet in the sky, to bring you to Heaven, your home upon high. Although we will miss you every day, we will sense your Angelic prescens not only at times when we pray. We will feel you always, we will know you are there.  Please stay by us always, let us feel you are here, if we know you are with us, then all these lonely nights and days we can bear. Whisper you love us and wipe all our tears, if you stand by us always then we all have no fears. Please take care of your family, guide them with all your love. You are now their Angel, you are now their Dove, forever and always in Heaven above.   I will always miss you and love you uncle Per....Memories stay with me
In Memory Of 911
September 11th 2001 I Remember September 11th 2001 Like It Was Yesturday. I was in 9th grade just sitting in Math Class. My teacher got a call in the class room telling her to turn on the TV. Everyone was goofing off like stupid teenagers do before class starts. Until we heard a big explosion over the television and then everyone stopped. We all sat there not understanding really what was going on, Until our teacher started crying  We sat there in dead silence, paying close attention, only thing you could hear was the desks shaking from all the terrified students sitting there afraid of what was happening. Next minute class was cancelled, kids walked out of the classroom just to see everyone running around crying and afraid, while parents barged into the school to get their children safe at home with them. Getting home and turning on the television just to see another plane crash, just put more fear into our hearts not understanding why this is happening, what for? Days we
In Memory Of A Friend
    I sit around and wonder,and I'll watch the days go by.I look at all the pictures,and ask, why did you have to die?You've always been there for me,because you were my best friend,and I was always there for youuntil the very end.But now it's time to let you go,your spirit now is free.Even though you won't really be gone,because you'll live inside of me.So when we have to leave youat your resting place,I will always rememberyour smiling and handsome face.This is hardly a goodbye,so I won't weep anymore,because now you're in better placethen you ever were before.Even though that I will miss you,and I'll think about you everydayyou'll always be my best friend,and that's all I have to say. ~Diane~I love and miss you Toby the ultimate 80's Kissman!!
In Memory Of A Fallen Brother
   For those who knew my brother in law for who he was on his journey through life, they knew he had only one woman who was the true love of his life, unfortunately  for him he was chasing rainbows.  In the latter days of his time here he had made his attempts to reconnect and tryed once again to  have his hearts desire by his side yet the cruel twist of fate would not let him  have her as he so longed.  Going through his meager posessions in an attempt to set a proper memorial service up for Steven, his sister had come across his poem book.  Yes a former Green Beret who was injured in Honduras and lost the majority of his leg, has a book of poetry he had been writing passages in through the years and there were a few that stood out in his siter's eyes.    The love of his life who had wanted nothing more of him than to know he was alive in the final year or so of his life, demanded the spotlight and all attention directed towards her as she showed her concern for the fallen man in hi
In Michigan Now
Hey guys i spent three weeks in tennessee and now im in Michigan, woohoo!! I love it here, people are so friendly and welcoming. And after four days of being here im finally getting settled in. Expecting snow tomorrow, cant wait to see that:)
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In Momery Of The Nine Firefighter Line Of Duty Deaths
CHARLESTON, S.C. - To many of his fellow firefighters, Capt. Billy Hutchinson was more than just a veteran fire captain with three decades of service under his belt ...he was also their barber. When he wasn't on duty or playing golf, Hutchinson, 48, worked a side job trimming hair at a barber shop in the Charleston area, Fire Chief Rusty Thomas said. He would even set up a chair at the fire station to give haircuts to co-workers dropping by during their shifts. Hutchinson was known for working at a slow, deliberate pace that earned him the nickname "Lightning." But Thomas said Hutchinson tackled his assignments head-on, from making sure his firefighters were trained to raising money for children's charities. Despite his soft-spoken demeanor, Capt. Mike Benke had a quiet confidence and leadership abilities that were never questioned by Charleston firefighters. With nearly three decades at the department, Benke, 49, would fill in for battalion chiefs when they took vacation.
In Mourning
1 In 8 Motorsports
Throughout my racing career, I've always tried to help other organizations that can benefit from my racing. 1 in 8 Motorsports, the greatest foundation I've seen yet, supports the National Breast Cancer Foundation. Their efforts stretch to a large audience around the world. Over the last year, 1 in 8 has successfully auctioned off a few choppers, built by different builders around the US. The bikes were a huge success and raised a lot of money for awareness. I support all of 1 in 8's efforts at all of my races, and attend events they hold as a guest speaker. They are currently looking for new builders to build a bike for their auction. This event gives HUGE PR to the builders, as well as a big write off! Give me a shout if you're interested or check them out! 1 in 8 Motorsports. Best Wishes, Amanda Hennessy Hennessy Racing Inc.
In Mumm Style
okay, mein freunds...this is what I am doing.....I created 12 folders, one for each zodiac sign and I am organizing as many friends as possible into the folder for whatever their zodiac sign is.  So, what I want, is either permission from you to RIP any SFW pic I want so you can be added to it OR, if you have a special pic you want me to use, send me the link to it so I can RIP it from your page.  The reason for the RIP is so I have the link to your profile on your pic and can find you easily.  I am also putting your fubar name on it as well as your dob, year is optional and up to you but if you dont tell me not to use it,  it will be included until you ask me to remove it and I am also adding a pic comment to each PIC.  So......send me a private message with permission to rip any pic I want or the link to the pic you want me to use and let the fun begin.......thanks always, my friends,   Johnny, aka 2thick    and make sure your RIPS are unblocked so I can take your pic!!!! Yes, I am
In My Own Words
The plan, walk clockwise around her holding a candle which burns like it has life, the moment draws nearer when my loneliness will be at an end and I'll be a husband paired to my wife With she as my bride & me as her groom, The time drawn near when we shall jump the broom. From history's own admission I've taken this slave honored tradition It was time & distance which kept us apart, The feelings born for her have always resided here in my heart. I Love, Miss, & Need her dearly these are facts I need for her to see clearly I hope she knows and is aware I promise to be the best friend & Husband I can be, Beyond compare I promise to remain in her heart & by her side and provide passion that refuses to subside Like anxious children on Christmas Eve, we can hardly wait, Until it's our Love, our Marriage, our Union that we consummate. Will we be patient or under stress as we take the time to undress, Will we be drawn into the flames of passion as we caress ??? We kis
In My Own Words
here is my myspace blog link go there and read some of it.
In My Head
christopher -- [noun]:A new position involving a machete 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at ha that's great when did this happen? man now I'm one step closer to deleting my myspace
In My Dreams
To My Dearest One, As I lay here tonight I wonder where you could be. I hope you are doing well Wherever you might be. As where to you are, It is not here with me. I lay here and wonder Who you are and where you have been. I wonder at when I may be able to see you again. I know it will be soon For as I lay here to sleep, I know that you will be there There as always in My Dreams
In My Lifetime...
so yeah, here I am laying in bed in the er. its now about 15 past midnight and I have been here 23 hours. thank god I brought my psp, and my sister was kind enough to bring my cell charger. good thing my cell phone is a mini computer (ppc-6700 don't be too jealous). so, like the bulletin said I thought I had food poisoning until the pain became unbearable. at which time my sister took me to the er. I got to the hospital around 1am. I filled out some paperwork around 3am, and I believe I got my bed around 4:30am. around 5am this lil ol lady of a nurse comes in and starts talking to me. she was a sweetheart. especially since she got me an iv with a mophine drip. that was lovely. made family guy even funnier(i have it on umd for my psp). so after watching family guy for a couple hours while drinking contrast(some gross shit you need to get a catscan). oh I needed the catscan to see if I have appendicitis. the catscan come back normal, and one of the doctors said he wasn't convinced that
In My Head (don't Read This Crap! You Will Get Offended!)
For you girls out there, here is a little guide to help you understand men by the comments they make. Category 1: Men that say you are hot or sexy. Not the type that read profiles. Always jumps into the most nude pic you got and dump a "Hot" before jerking off. Would you ever sleep with this guy you can be sure he will come before he gets his pants off. Category 2: Men that say you are amazing, awesome, stunning, or wow. A nice but slightly retarded guy. Someone that will follow your every step and do whatever you tell him... if he gets it. However, you might need to tell him to close the mouth once in a while unless you want people to stare. Having sex means you do the work. Category 3: Men that say your are georgeous or beautiful. This is the a fishing type that throw around generous comments to see what surface. Sometimes use foreign language to sound more interesting. Not very picky. Could easily do with miss Godzilla as long as the lights are turned off in the be
In My Own Words
In My Life
Tomorrow is the one year anniversary since my heart surgery. In the last year I don't think I've done much to really improve my health like I wanted, which is very disappointing. Although I did move to Kingston, so I'm very happy about that. I need to stop being such a lazy ass and do some cardio and other exercises. I was bike riding on a regular basis during the summer, but I need to do something else with winter now here. Otherwise I'm going to put on some weight and I really don't want that to happen. Meh.. I hope tomorrow goes well. I know on Nov 1st I wasn't having a good day since that was the anniversary of my first, not as severe, surgery and that was when I went into cardiac arrest. That still freaks me out, but at least I'm still here. I HATE BEING SICK!! Stupid cold. :( I've had so many blogs and only use one, which is private. Should I even bother opening a public blog or will it just go to waste like the others?
In My Own Opinion
Well it has happened again my salute photo was rejected and now the idiots at CT is telling me they are going to remove my page!!! Well I say this is a bunch of bullshit and I think is gender and certainly age discrimination!! I am no young nice looking man that all the women go wild over and I am no good looking woman with TITS and ASS hanging out for all to see!! I started on CT 09/12/06 and have met a lot of nice people on this site and maybe I haven't been as active as a lot of people on here but I have tried to communicate with people I consider friends and yes also "family" on a regular basis if not daily! But so be it the CT "bouncers" again mostly young and good looking have made their decision so be it!! Go by my photos and see the latest rejection!!! It is to bad there isn't a site for us ole cowboys to go and have some fun in but alas I guess we are becoming what we looked at 30 years ago as dinosaurs. I wish to say to all my "family": Southern Gal,Just Me, The Dark Que
In My Head
im sorry but what is the point to all those people that use to talk to me i still get on here like i use to and tho i dont send coments like i use to cause i got tired of sendin them out and not gettin any back so what is the piont so if u cared to read this feel free to reply if not oh well it will just be like any other time that no one seems to fucken care about me dont really know what this is going to say but hear gose i have been doin some thinkin lately i know i am gettin depressed again and i know y to im gettin depressed because i think that i need someone to tell me im beautiful and that im not worthless (wich is what i have been told all my life by my dad that i was worthless) i know i sould have better selfesteam but i dont know how to boost my confidince i do have friends on here and myspace that tell me good things about myself and i feel as tho i let them down when i get in my ruts and tell them all the reasons y i feel like this i have been workin way to much lat
In My Mind
Hey right now i feel very happy why my baby make all this funny things here on cherry with the tests and stuff i like that and enjoy the times we spend here and i will enjoy the future with here i am sure she was for a long time just in my dreams and the i really saw her on camfrog ...hehe i did smile so much as i realized it thats the girl i sendet a e-mail before 2 years on yahoo but she didnt response at this time and i ever dreamed from her and then... boah it made me saying OMG hahaha i am so happy that i found you Tawnya i really are you are my sunshine and my heart beat i never will miss you you are my soulmate Rudi, I want you to be able to read this when I lose my internet. I want you to remember that I will be thinking about you every second of the day. I love you and will miss you lots during this time. Yet, I have to look at it in a positive way, a way that I am able to get things done over here before I come over there. You are my Angel, my Knight in Shining Ar
In My Head
commodity (def.) - Something useful that can be turned to commercial or other advantage: Left-handed, power-hitting third basemen are a rare commodity in the big leagues (Steve Guiremand). 1.An article of trade or commerce, especially an agricultural or mining product that can be processed and resold. 2.Advantage; benefit. 3.Obsolete. A quantity of goods. Forgive me if I don't understand how life can be lived where people, places and things are commodities. Chips for barter and trade for the benefit of where you may or may not be or what you may or may not need. No regard for how your flippant actions affect the emotional stability, a naturally human condition. And in those respects, even your children have become a major pawn, Just another sacrifice. And yes, on the surface you are surely the victim because the price paid is never worth whats given. But the solitude you feel at the end of the day will continue to be your ghost while y
In My Mind It All Makes Sense Anyway
Ok, I am getting married in 5 weeks. I bought my dress 5 weeks ago. When the day arrives I will be 5 months pregnant. So the ? is...will the damn thing fit?? LMAO. I am stressed like crazy. I have 4 weeks of school left until break so if I want to maintain my 4.0 I still have to stay focussed on school. But then I have a 2 year old who always wants to "help mommy with her homework!!" lol. I am tired all the time from this pregnancy, Mel and I only see each other on weekends. He gets off work just in time for me to leave for class. And as all this goes on, I plan a wedding that takes place 180 miles away from where I live 2 days before Christmas!!! I feel like I am losin' my friggin mind. Then, when I think I can not take anymore and I'm ready to cry...I walk in to school one rainy afternoon last week. I stop to talk to someone who was waiting for the elevator. Just as we concluded our conversation this girl who is real uptight and kind of snotty comes bursting through the door out of t
In My Heart And Always Remembered
On May 6th Around Midnight My Good Friend Jumped Out Of A Car Going 45 mph On Old Spanish Trail... (He and his girl were arguing (he had been drinking as usual) I guess he couldn't take it no more the fall snapped his neck. They turned off life support at 12:00 Midnight Sunday Night... Brian not for the crazy shit we've done but for all the pain you me and Bill (other Brother) endured to get to where we are now. Fly With The Angels Bro... Once a soldier that survived a nazi death march and carried his wounded commanding officer barefoot in his boxers about 500 miles to the allied lines. On November 26th 2006 the man responsible for raising me from 3-13 joined my Grandma in the next life. I feel alone without them but somehow I know there in a better place. This holiday is unlike any other Ive ever known. the whole world feels like its left me. Im cold and alone In the future I will think of you and smile instead of shed a tear For you taught me to be tough a
In My Words
Hey guys a little info about me.. I am 20 years young, love to party hang out and just laugh.. im very outgoing and love to get into a little trouble every now and then >) A little devilish. i am a very hard worker, at STIHL great place.. and love the beach!! want to know more?.. you know what to do.. muah***
In My Mind
Why are they called creampies? when our vagina is a clam wouldnt it be clam chowder?
In My First Contest
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In My Dreams....
In my dreams, I don't envision rivers and streams, For the devil is deep within, Burning his impressions upon my skin, Look into my cold, steel blueeyes, To see all my hurt, deception, anger, and lies, A sensitive, caring, beauty is what everyone sees, With such conviction, compassion, and eager to please, No one sees my dark inner soul, Burning with the flames of repentance filling a lonely putrid hole, Sometimes I wonder why i exist, The answer is amiss, A girl so young and naive, Having such thoughts that wont leave, Who is this person I see? A mirrored reflection of me.
In My Head
HOBO WARS!!! like an online game, community seriously i just joined but its fun and very funny... i also get rewards.. hit it up! thanks, ]V[assacre Cupid's Chokehold Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) T
In My Mind
In My Heaven
In My Heaven
In My Next Life
IN MY NEXT LIFE... I want to live my next life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; then go collect your pension. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcoho, you party, you're generally promiscuous, then you get ready for High School. You go to Primary School, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxurious spa-like conditions with central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day, and then ... you finish off as an orgasm! Suthen-isms: ____ Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't HAVE them, you PITCH them. _____ Only a Souther
In My Boxs
I look at you today smiel with you tommow and love you yester day I tell you i hate you yet do not know how to love I bring you close to me and always push you away Im sorry for all these things and the way they make you fill tonight ill stay with you then tommow ill go away sinserly Blue so many of them so y is it so hard to git what you want you evan got dum ones some one anser without a conscious please i try to hide from those i love becuse i know i will always hurt them in the end i wont to be stong yet im so weak were is my shadow in the days i am scaed of life and my self Make your Comments HEARD using
In My Mind
If my week hasn't been fucked up enough from bullshit liars to working my ass off to just being down right lonely today has topped it off for me. Ok so i went out to dinner with my family. We were there eating and something told me to look up and low and behold i do and i see Samanthas sperm donor walk in. And to top it off he was with his wife who he was seperated from when i got pregnant and was the reason he has never wanted anything to do with her cause he didnt want the wife to know that while they were seperated he knocked a girl up.. Well After a YEAR A FUCKING YEAR HE SEE'S HIS DAUGHTER FROM A DISTANCE. He had my duaghters half brother and sister whom she will never know cause of him with him too. It really hit me hard cause i didnt realize till tonight how much my duaghter actually looks like this man. It breaks my heart no not cause i want to be with him but because she has siblings she will never know. He kept looking over at my daughter everytime his wife would leave th
In My Heart
Have you ever felt so alone...Driven to the darkness of a lonely heart...The ache of having love and passion to give but no one willing to except it...The hurt and heart break...Trusting only to have it thrown away with a laugh...Hurt that has no end...Hurt that grows as time move into the abiss.... I guess this journey started almost 18 years ago. Your mother and I knew we were going to have a little girl. I had no idea what to do or what kind of father I was going to be. The only thing I did know, that no matter what I did or didn't do, I would raise my little girl to be an independent, intelligent woman. That she would not have anyone sway her thinking, her beliefs and her values. That she would choose her friends for who they are, not for what they could do for her. You have matured into more then I could have ever wished. Through all that you have been put thru over the years, you have always handledthe situations put in front of you. As time has moved on, I find mys
In My Mind, In My Thoughts, In My World
In my mind, In my thoughts, In my world A world where all is black A world where all is cold A world where evil thoughts strike A mean thunderstorm Where the trees lay dead and leaves grow black Where light can't find its way Where houses are built of broken hearts A place I tend to stay Where streams flow of salty tears and water falls of blood The screaming sound of wounded souls fills my ears Where nothings left and all is gone Where nothing matters anymore Where the million broken pieces of me build a dark shattered wall A world without him Without love In my mind In my thoughts In my world....
In My So Called Life
Have you ever had someone that was your reason for getting up in the morning? The one who the sun rose and set for? The one you rushed home from work or school for? The one reason for existence? The one that you always couldnt wait to hold tight at night? I used to. I thought I was prepared for her to move out. I was wrong. I sit here and dazedly stare around a house devoid of her possessions. At the mirror she used to sit at while she brushed her hair and applied her makeup, the same mirror that she would look through at me with those loving eyes as I gazed upon her with awe, that this ravaging beauty, getting more amazing every moment, could ever love a beast like me. I was, no... am, so in love with her. When she pleaded with me to let her go, I performed the one act of kindness I could, and set her free. Now I feel as if I have crushed my own heart and sold my soul. The tears stream down my face, tears that just won't stop. I am so alone. Ive never felt quite thi
In My Words:
So, my friend's wife called me today. Turns out I knew here BEFORE I knew she was married to my friend, back when she was whoring herself out during their six year relationship AND the first few months of their marriage. Please forgive me if in this next bit I sound racist, but I am not and it's just her... Estupida jota had the nerve to call me up and accuse me of sleeping with her man! I said: "Well, he and I haven't seen each other save when he is working, and I have been in GA for the past year. He hasn't been cheating on you, certainly not with me, though I can't say the same about you-" "Que? What are you talking about? You don't know me! "(Though Gods new the rest of my neighborhood did... she was a bicycle! Er... is!)"I don't look like you, girl, so don't judge me!" "Then don't judge me beyond the fact that I am a friend of your husband's. No more, no less." If she had shut up for five minutes I probably could have gotten her to admit that she was indeed cheati
In My Room
In my room, there are no doors Just emptiness and loneliness within Escape is pointless in my mind For the outside is worse than my prison In my room, there are no windows No sunlight or images streaming in People and entities roam the earth I find it safer in the corner of my room In my room, there is no light Blackness envelopes all like mist My face remains hidden like my mind In a forgotten place of forgotten souls In my room, there is no sound I love the silence, finally at peace My thoughts deafen me in chorus As I hide from a world full of pain In my room, my mind is unlocked Unleashed with certainty, my insanity Fearing the world outside my walls I start to create another layer In my room, chastised for my ideals Tradition and morals, mocked and torn My room was inevitable after first love lost In the mists of time, but a distant past In my room, belittled for caring Affection, love, unappreciated outside Ridicule, heartache, pain and miser
In My Dreams
I lay in bed at night and wonder what you're dreaming of, is it me or someone else? Do you still think of me from time to time or do I even cross your mind? Is it just me, cause I do think of you and you do cross mind mind. I think of you all the time. Not a day goes by when I don't remember the good days. Hell even the bad days make me smile now. You have captured my dreams at night and my thoughts durning the day. Will these thoughts ever go away, I ask myself.
In My World!
Ok. I guess alot of people cant read profiles. Yes i am in the bdsm lifestyle and i take it very seriously. I am n ot here to be looking for a new man or sex or cyber or anything like that. I am happy with my master and wouldnt trade him for anything. I am only here to meet new friends in and out of the lifestyle. If there are any Doms out there please dont contact me. I dont need that drama in my life right now. If you cant deal with the fact then please dont bother contacting me. But if you have questions about the lifestyle i will be more then happy to answer them the best i can. for those who want to come to me with stupid ass questions. here is some info...research before you ask stupid and petty questions.
In My Words
I dedicate this Whole page to my best friend. The Cute baby In my pictures.. he is My son.. & he is all im about.. For without him.. there Is no me.. there for... the song "somebody's Me By Enrique Iglesias Is also dedicated to this lovely angel... If you knew this baby boy.. my little prince.. you too would agree.. He is My hero.. my best friend & my son.. & HE is the greatest GUY in my life.. none can top him.. i love you Joey.. Always & forever.. My Life was empty, & I needed a guide, I needed an angel to sit by my side. Then i found you. You looked Up at me & gave me your smile.. Your eyes Were so Blue, You Gave me Hope, that the world Could Have Joy... all because I found you. Now.. as I sit here & hold You in my arms.. I know that i must keep you safe & warm. I know that heaven shined Down from the Sky So blue............ Because In that Instant ... Joey..... I found you.
In My Dreams
IN MY DREAMS In my dreams Reality shapes itself From the flowing contours Of my mind. In my dreams, Kaleidoscope people shift with Every turn. In my dreams, Longings are fulfilled I wasn't Aware of; How cruel, then, To awake.
In My Dreams
In My Darkest Hour...
In My World
Democracy is not what our country is founded on! OUR Country was founded as a constitutional republic! Search these documents and you will not find a single use of the word "DEMOCRACY" Links from the "LIBRARY OF CONGRESS" Declaration of Independence U.S. Constitution The Bill of Rights Most americans are brainwashed to believe this ! "Democracy is two wolves and a lamb voting on what to have for lunch. Liberty is a well armed lamb contesting the vote." Benjamin Franklin, 1759 The reason we have a constitutional republic and not an actual Democracy is to prevent what the founding fathers called "tyranny of the masses". We must remember not to let the majority abuse the rights of the minority. What is RFID chip watch the video below to find out! When the governme
In My Heart To Stay
In My Heart to Stay I wake up each morning To the light of a brand new day, And tilt my eyes toward Heaven, Thanking God in every way. I thank him for waking me up, So I can look into your eyes. Because I don't know where I'd be Without you by my side. You make my life complete, I now have a reason to live. You make all of this possible With the love that you give I don't know what I'd do If you ever went away, Because without you by my side, I couldn't live another day. My whole-hearted promise to you, Is to love you each and every day. There is a special place in my heart That you will always stay. Robin Capps Copyright ©2007 Robin Capps Yes I did write this.
In My Arms...
In My Arms by Nancy In my arms you are safe, From even the worst storm. I'll forever be your shelter, And always keep you warm. In my arms you're so loved, You'll feel it has I hold you. So very close to me darling, To show you my love is true. In my arms you'll be happy, When you feel all the love. That I have for only you, It will be like heaven above. In my arms is where you belong, So I can hold you so very tight. To never ever let you go darling, As you lay here beside me tonight.
In My Mind
1. Chuck Norris’ tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. 2. Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits. 3. Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs. 4. The chief export of Chuck Norris is pain. 5. Chuck Norris defines love as the reluctance to murder. If you’re still alive, it’s because Chuck Norris loves you. 6. Chuck Norris isn’t hung like a horse. Horses are hung like Chuck Norris. 7. If you can see Chuck Norris, he can see you. If you can’t see Chuck Norris you may be only seconds away from death. 8. Rather than being birthed like a normal child, Chuck Norris instead decided to punch his way out of his mother’s womb. 9. There are no disabled people. Only people who have met Chuck Norris. 10. Chuck Norris can win a game of Monopoly without owning any property. 11. There is no theory of evolution, just a list of creatures Chuck Norris allows to live. Chuck Norris 12. In fine print on the last page of
In My Heart
Lonliness its all around me. Nights cried to sleep, days alone, months without knowing. Knowing if the problems lay within my self or in the stupidity of others. Is there something wrong with me? Am i ugly, is there something others see that i don't? Someone please let me know. I'm begging to be loved , for someones approval. Waiting to see if my lonliness is the actions of someones cruel game. Lonliness why me? I had dreams for me and dreams for you. They were suppost to be dreams we reached together. New cars, a home,a trip to Rome. Diamonds and gold, but most of all a love that was to never grow old. Now my heart is broken and my dreams shattered, and it only seems to me that to you it doesn't matter. You left me cold and in the dark and the only thing there seems do, is make a brand new start. A life without you now is hard, but maybe someday, I will see that some dreams aren't meant to be. Just because you said you loved me. I think back on all my past re
In My Words
I am just a guy iam no one special i live and love the life i have tho isit behind a monitor and type words in the tiny box, u can criticize me or critque me it doesnt matter to me, for iam just me. i may not be the handsomest person in here, but my heart is pure gold, i love the ones who love me my family and my friends, on and or offline, im just me. so when u see me come on just say hi how ya doin, chat with me all you like but iam no one special who holds themselves high. hey im just me :) all day i have had low thoughts, i mean all i could think of was how iwas feeling, i looked around me and stuff and thought wow, almost like a comfortable solitary confinement here lol.'I know am not alone on here....lots mre like me here who share what my feelins are right now and is appreciated deeply. Bur right now to feel the thing am feelin right now would tear yer heart out lol seriously, im feelin low, i should feel happy that iam alive and bein honest, iam happy that am
In My Life
well it's come down to bare tacks and barbed words with me....everyone wants me to keep calm about my doctor bills cuz of my blood pressure and my heart and its that is what is causin it. Ever since i had the angioplasty ive gotten nothing but bills since august when i got out of the hoispital, iv e signed up for Secure care and all they did was help me fill out paperwork for the state t o sit there and refuse again becaue i make too much money from the government (SSA). thats why icant get state backing to pay the co payments of my doctor bills. my biggest i know isnt that big, but the two hundred and some odd amount is not what i have, after paying rent, food, phone, utilities,cable, my net, and other payments im only left with $20 in my of right now i sent that to the billing dept of the cardiac study office...they paid 52 of the bill but now more is coming in...i just wanna die right now, depression is setting in, and am hating this year very much. This Christmas is g
In My Head
The thoughts are here in my head What they mean is left to be said They come on out simple and true How do I tell if they’re for me or for you Here they are and it’s part of me Something for the people to see They come like a flash out of nowhere But feeling they have and thoughts that care Went I am happy the stories are good When I am sad they say what they should When I am angry I try not to write But when I’m lonely it only seems right Nothing but thoughts trapped inside of me With no-one to share but the paper you see So I will write for no-one to see My life, my feelings and the soul in me The rest you’ll now if you’re here to see What’s going on inside of me The thoughts are mine and I will share Must get them out to make room in there Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 09/04/07
In My Thoughts And Prayers
In My Heart
When the world is cruel And it's too hard to live Just look at the angels on earth And the strength that they give Your little angel Is always in your heart They're holding your hand And will never part Just keep up hope And all will be okay For they will walk to you And love you again someday Every angel have a setback That just makes them stronger Yours is going through one now That will just make her stronger Just never give up And never give in She has a long life ahead And a battle to win This was the thoughts that ran through my head about a special little angel that's going through a struggle right now. Everyone that reads this, pray for Allyssa and her family. They all mean the world to me and I love them all very very much
In My Head
A great vortex in my head Pain ripping thru my veins Fire, reaching from my soul A pleasure to feel loves desire Dream of beauty in the fields of fantasia The dark warrior Finds his shining light But the wind in my ear speaks to me of and endless fear that has now forever sealed my fate I lived for love and all it brought was pain and now my love I shall die in vain. I live my life day by day In agony, for the suffering to end And in my heart I fight for my life For my three little souls, to do whats right Fire in my blood A monster, afraid to become My dragon spirit, calming my rage Back into the shadow, my personal cage. And in my heart where the shadow springs life now suffers a drought as my energy absorbs into the fight Bless on to me the power of the people free the wiccan magick I need of thee Help me find the love I pray to the stars above Let all you kind people hear me Support and guidance, I need of thee Blessed be my tear
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In My Heart
The Kisses of distance His smile is as gentle as the clouds sky, his lips are softer then a baby’s bottom. His eyes have a glow that makes his heart a warmth tender soul, the love for his women he shows is unconditional and his passion for her is as strong as the hearts beating point. Her gentle skin and beautiful smile makes his heart beat with minutes of love and tenderness. Her eyes are as hazel as the flowers soul. Being far away makes the heart feel lonelier and the mind sink in despair, A solider has his moments when he wants his women to make love to him but the kisses of distance makes it harder on the mind, body, and soul. All he has is pictures of her beautiful body and instant messages to look forward to everyday. With her man far away all she has is his pictures and his instant messages, when he says “I love you” her eyes light up with a sparkle and her mind wonders what he’s doing and how he’s sleeping, more or less she always wonders what’s on his mind all the time.
In My Sad Life
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In My Heart
I had closed the door upon my heart and wouldn't let anyone in I had trusted and loved only to be hurt but that would never happen again I locked the door and tossed the key as hard and as far as I could My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life and made me change my mind just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find that is when you held out your hand and proved me wrong inside your palm was the Key to My Heart You had it all along How can I feel the warmth of your body as I think about you night after lonely night? The sweetness of your kisses from lips I have never felt? Why does my body fill up with butterflies as I wait patiently to hear you voice? How can I love you so much, someone I may never have... with such a passion that my heart skips a beat each time I think of you? When I close my eyes, you are here... the love I have for you embedded deeply. And I think I will keep you here, deep within my heart. Today...t
In My Head Right Now
I have never been so happy in my life, other than the birth of my 2 children but this woman that walked into my life has completely turned my world around! She is everything and so much more to me, she completes me in so many ways that I could not bare the thought of her not being in my life for one second! Baby, you are the greatest and I love you so much! Here is the love of my life, please extend to her a little love by rating her folders, a little something as a favor to me and you know I will appreciate everything you can possibly do! CLICK HERE TO SHOW HER SOME LOVE Baby, you are so special to me and I thank God for every moment we can share together! I look forward to a lifetime of great memories and love! Baby, I love you for being you! Muah! I am tired of being reported for NSFW Content!! Someone on my friends list is a BIG TIME ass-muncher and should do me a favor, by deleting themselves from my friends list! I could care less and you surely won't be mis
In My Own Words !
LIFE THERE ARE MOMENTS IN YOUR LIFE THAT MAKE YOU AND SET THE COURSE OF WHO YOU ARE GOING TO BE..... SOMETIMES THEY ARE LITTLE SUBLTE MOMENTS AND SOMETIMES THEY ARE BIG MOMENTS YOU NEVER SAW COMING... NO ONE ASKS FOR THEIR LIFE TO CHANGE, BUT IT DOES. ITS WHAT YOU DO AFTERWARDS THAT COUNTS.. I Will Never Accept To Take Someone's Mistake On Me ,,, If You Been Hurt By Some One Blame them Not Me PLEASE ... If a Man Beats a Woman Then He Is Not a Man ,, He Is a Chicken Dont Make Anyone Priority In your Life If You Are Just An Option In Their Life We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in Women Should be treated like glass and diamonds ... easy to break and a value to have Trust is big treasure if you find it in some one then be sure you are rich person Smile is the key for every one's heart... with it y
In My Head
FOR MyHalozChokinMe!!!!!!♥♥♥ So glad to see you well Overcome and completely silent now With Heaven's help You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead With your halo slipping down Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down (repeated) Your halo slipping down to choke you now Here ids one I just saw today that I really liked: "Around here, However, we don't look Backwards very long." "We keep
In My Dreams
When I close my eyes I see your face When I close my eyes I feel your touch When I close my eyes I feel you lips When I close my eyes I feel you arms around me When I close my eyes I feel your body When I close my eyes I see you next to me When I close my eyes I feel what I want When I close my eyes I see what want When I open my eyes it all goes away I never want to open my I want close my eyes forever.
In My Thoughts
I had no reason to send you a card, no great news to reveal. But I wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and in my heart as well. And I am sending you a wish for a wonderful day. I hope lots of sunshine comes your way!
In My Room Again
Here I am again. Hiding in my room. Alone and feeling down. Nothing here to do. To think of ways to get out. Thats my only plan. Asking friends to help out. None do lend a hand. In front of a computer, is how I spend my days. Fighting jealousness of a love, I cant let fade away. At nights I often fantasize about what I had lost. Just to be back with her Id take any risk, no matter of the cost. When I do snap out of it. I sit back and sigh. Back within my room again. Trying not to cry.
In My Eyes
Many years ago a family was broken by sickness, for weeks she watched her dad draw ragged breathes as he lies slowly dying from this wretched disease, days in the hospital slowly go by, she felt as though this nightmare would never end; yet hope is what she clung to. Pain filled tears falling, her eyes watching the sorrowless suffering,bending her head to his she said: Daddy your my angel, and I wish you won't go and leave me here feeling so alone, I never want to loose you , please stay here with me , please don't go. Days go by as doctors work to save his life, yet sadly they say theres no more we can do, your fathers not gonna pull through. Her heart screamed, as she cried, for at the moment her world collapsed. As pain tore at her upon the final day, she knew the time had come to say goodbye, tears came to her eyes as she bent to him and said: Daddy your my angel, please take your last breathe and leave this place, I was you little girl and I forever will be, i
In My Head...
In My 1st Auction
My 1st Auction and here is what im offering Thank You in Advance (1) Fu owned by in my title for 30 days (2) Daily comments for 30 days (3) Rate all pictures 11's and stash up to 500 (4) Added to Family (5) Personal salute from DD Babe (6) Pimp you out on my page for 30 days (7) If bid is high enough all Terms Negotiable
In My Thoughts ...
In My Darkness
To all my friends I just wanted to leave this note letting you all know i have not forgot you guys just on vacation and will be back to leaving you all comments when i get back much love to you all and blessed be DARK_ANGEL I forsee no hope of light for happiness i will forever be in this dark place, no sign of life anywhere close to being what other call happiness, what is this thing they all speak of? is it that wonderful? will i ever see the light or am i searching for something that does not exist? i will forever be in my dark place
In My World...
When I get to your opened the door and pulled me inside...kissing me so took my breath away ( I so love kissing with you ) kicked the door shut and walked us backwards to the bed...still kissing & undressing as we walked... We lay on the bed touching...kissing... almost in a frenzy...because it has been so long since we have been able to be together...You start to move down on my body and I stop you...telling you it's your turn for pleasure...I tell you to lay on your back as I get my wrists restraints and put them on you...arms outstretched...I take a pillow and ask you to lift your butt up and I put it under you...raising your ass...just enough for better access...I lay on top of your body, rubbing my mound against your hard cock...I kiss your tender lips putting my tongue inside your mouth...our tongues dance to the rhythm of our passion... I sit up still rubbing my mound on your cock...feeling my juices flowing out onto your hard shaft...
In My Shell Too Long
i realized something about my self this week... i shut my emotions off for years and crawled in to a shell... now i cant even connect any more w ppl i care for my closest friend sees this, and now a man i THOUGHT would be able to help me break out of this pattern... i even managed to run him off now... why even let myself hope when all i ever do any more is cry??? it would just b easier if i watched him fukn stab me through the heart instead of letting myself hope as i had.. i really thought he was different , guess not. i am sry...i wish things would have worked out differently, but i honestly believed when u said u wanted something different in your life... said if its worth haveing it needs to be worked at and its not easy... well i tried and guess what i still sit here crying...go figure
In My First Auction
I am in my FIRST Auction. So check me out Vote on me please. And maybe you can own me for a month Thanks Love Ya! ~acg~
In My Mind
In My Mind
unstoppable thoughts enter my head of some over girl sprawled out on your bed, the screams so loud blood drips from the vein draining my life going insane rip my face only to hide the fear not even able to shed a single tear although my trust is still there my past creeps up always to scare.
In My Next Life - Lol
In My Life
My sophomore year carried me through to 1975, many things going on all around. Last year dad got transferred to MEDCOM, his secondary MOS Military Occupational Specialty) is in English, so he joins the newspaper, the Medical Examiner. He is now the Adjutant for the American Legion Department of France and has joined the 40/8. We traveled to different place such as Belgium, Luxembourg, Italy, France and all over Germany. One of my favorite memories is that of my girlfriend TJ. We used to love mixing German Dark Beer, Heineken or Lowenbrau and mixing it with root beer, mmmm great! This is also the first and last time I ever bet a female on anything. All this year I had been doing great in the football pool, but when I bet TJ on the Los Angeles/Washington play off game, the bet being the other would be the slave) have to do their chores etc.) I lost. The first and only playoff bet I had lost in Germany the whole 4 years I was there. One of my chores was to carry her across the pa
In My Dreams....
You call to me...I hear your voice I close my eyes to shut out this world Upon my mind I see your face You are near I can feel your spirit in me Yet so far from me I cannot reach I cannot hold you...I cannot find you Please,oh pleasee let this night be The night my love shall come to me My eyes search upon the midnight sky I long to see your shadow cross the moon To come for me,to end my longing soon Consummate my destiny Set my passion free In my dreams,pleasures we share Sentiments are truly rare As close to profound as we can dare In my dreams,we share each day Facing obstacles thrown our way Together,forever comes what may In my dreams,our love is true Eternally binding me with you Something found by very few In my dreams....I am always with u.... DO U BELIEVE DREAMS CAN COME TRUE?
In My Head
Dark side of me. I see Her, an I am not afraid. She wants to cause pain and anguish, to cut, slash, burn, to make them bleed. Them that a horried and cruel, uncooth, the bain to others, She judges with no mercy and no forgiveness, for Her heart is cold stone. In the darkness of me, She stands. To embrace Her, know that She is there, and yet I keep Her in check. For if I should let Her loss again, She shall consum me. Do not be fooled by Her beauty. Be warned, She carries a sword unlike any other. It cares not of innocence, an cuts all It touches. She holds this blade like a Lover. Guards my very soul, as a mother does a new born. Be forwarned. It comes to us all. Makes no difference of our skin. Weather we're female or male. Good health or bad. Some pass with easy. Some do in the extreme. For the one left behide. Healing feels like a crime. To move on with daily life. When life has left them. Where do we go, does it just end. The pain is so
In My Mind
(all work edited then posted on a different site enjoy the typos) Some days the poison works faster. somedays the cuts run deeper. some days im just useless intill the passing of the events. somedays im honest, others im not strong enough to tell a decient lie. somedays i get like this, i get so underrated and irrational from it. oneday ill prove it all to myself. someday ill fly without triping over my own feet. someday ill walk on water without floating into space. someday ill read minds and forget my own. someday ill see though things and go blind. oneday ill be a hero to who i want to be a hero to. sometimes im a good man sometimes im a good regret sometimes im a good love sometimes im a good friend in time ill try to be constant sometime till im old sometime till i get the point sometime till i let it go sometime till i forget names in time till it all works somedays i want to die someday i will sometimes i wish it was now sometime ill
In My Dreams
I've yearned to feel your touch, That I've felt a thousand times in my dreams, Your face is always a blur, But yet I see your eyes gaze upon me, Your words whisper softly to me, Yet I don't understand a word, Come from my dreams, And stand before me, I want to feel your touch for real, I want to see your face, Just to caress it with my fingertips, To feel your gaze upon me, Will be a dream come true, I stand before you, Always with open arms, Just so I can wrap you within my embrace, You are tall, dark and handsome, You are all I've ever wanted, Only if I could pull you from my dreams, I would keep you forever.
In My Head
Well, Cowboy Dan's a major player in the cowboy scene He goes to the reservation drinks and gets mean He's gonna start a war He hops in his pickup puts the pedal to the floor And says "I got mine but I want more" Because, Cowboy Dan's a major player in the cowboy scene He goes to the reservation drinks and gets mean He goes to the desert, fires his rifle in the sky And says, "God if I have to die you will have to die" Because, Cowboy Dan's a major player in the cowboy scene I didn't move to the city, the city moved to me And I want out desperately Can't do it, not even if sober Can't get that engine turned over Can't do it, not even if sober Can't get that engine turned over No, no, not even if sober Can't get that engine turned over Standing in the tall grass Thinking nothing You know we need oxygen to breathe, oxygen to breathe Everytime you think you're walking you're just moving the ground Everytime you think you're talking you're just moving your mouth Every
In My Mind
Isnt it funny how we always persue the ones we cant have. And yet we know we cant have them but we still hold hoping maybe someday we can be with them.And most of the time the ones we are waiting for dont even really know we is it that I always fall for the one that i cant possibly ever be with. i want to just stop myself from ever falling in love again, then i would save myself from the hurt and pain that always comes with fallin in love. cuz I dont think I will ever find a man that will ever see me for who i am, and love me for that same reason. maybe I am just destined for loneliness. they say that we are all put on this earth for a reason, and I wonder what possible reason i could have for being here. Secret Love when I look into your soft blue eyes, my heart lets out a light sigh, From the first day I looked at you, I felt there was something special in you. And as time went by, and day to night, I knew this feeling was so right. You told me that we were friends, But i kn
In My First Auction!
In My Mind
never want to see your face again This has got to end You said you'd love me forever This will be never I'm not a stepping stone Nor your dog who needs a bone You played with my heart Till you ripped it apart I'm to skinny you say well others seem to like me this way I'm sorry I'm not fat And certainly not a tramp I know who I am And I certainly don't want you as my MAN c@ Michelle L. Wagner 2-18-09 I'm in the middle of a dark tunnel No way out Don't know which way to go The darkness eats away my mind Someone shine a light towards my way Feel as if froze in time Wanting to relinquish the pain Insurpassible desires Nothing to gain Respect is earned Children disrespect ~ Always getting burned~ Some wonder where things come from This I will tell you I write what I see How I feel and what I believe in They say a mind is beautiful thing to waste I try not to waste mine Many things have
In My Sleep
In My Most Nihilistic Moments
The concept of value is completely confounding. Are we expected to be altruistic for the sake of social matters? Do values exist or is morality just a social occurrence? Maybe values are dependent on each situation one finds themselves in. We like to think morality comes from God, Jesus, Allah, Mythra, Thor, whatever. Consider one that believes in a completly different manner, and yet is civil, rational, and good willed. People that get their values from a deity have no real values. Their moral code is totally dependent on the existence of some higher power. It scares me to think of how fragile most peoples values really are.
In My First Auction!!!
In My Bed
In My World
In my world there is no place to hide. In my world it is dark and cold. In my world there is hatred and rage, then love. In my world I am hurt and scared. In my world I wish I had the key. If I had the key, I could lock the doors and keep out the dark, cold, hatred and rage out. Then maybe in my world i would be scared or hurt. Then maybe in my world everything will be bright and warm; Filled with love and happiness; Then there would be no need to hide. In my world everything is starting to fall into place. In my world there is love and peace. In my world I am happy and brave. In my world it's bright and warm. In my world I have no need to hide. In my world I hold the key for now I am strong.
In My Minds Eye
Given within seven depths of time, Listen to me now by using your mind. Give me the attention your eyes can't find, Let go of the weight burying you alive. Grasp ahold of the one thing you can't deny, And face the fears you keep lying inside. ~BJC
In My Head Today
In My Head
My friends all dead and goneBest look aheadlife goes onI'm stuck here againYes all is wellbest rest your weary headLife goes onbest look aheadfamily feels so far safea continent awaya child shot in the headnot theirs, so too badyes all is wellrest your weary headlife goes onbest look aheadLife has been so swellclimb in a kerosene bathlight a matchthen no turning back
In My Head
Running through the chambers in my mind, slamming the doors to the ones with words I cannot find. The frustration and confusion is debilitating, a dark void leaves me struggling. I try to remember to breathe as it consumes me.   Your the straw to my line, euphoria blowing my mind. Your the lighter to my pipe, I know its wrong it feels so right. Your the candy filled needle to my vain, the withdrawl brings me pain. Your my addiction, my affliction, my heaven, my hell. Keeping you in my heart doesn't do me well. Battling Demons Do it! Do it! What good are you anyway?  "No,  stop! Tomorrow can be a better day." Do it! Do it! Haha! Your fucking weak! "Shut the fuck up! I will not settle with defeat." Do it! Do it! Seek out the blade. "I feel relief after, but cringe at the scars I have made." Do it! Do it! What are  you waiting for? "My life, I want it. I hunger for more" Do it! Do it! Releif now, what more could you ask for? "Control of my thoughts. Control of my mind. Give
In My Heart
Mind froze in confusion Each breath toxic to my soul Tears flowing from glass eyes As life drains from the very core ...... Of my heart ...... Let me sleep, the peaceful sleep Take the very breath I breathe If love was meant to hurt this way I shall never love nor hold another ...... In My Heart ...... Please God send me back Where I can find a new beginning Erase the words that cut and bruise Strip me of the pain of betrayal, that aches ...... Within my heart ..... Let me sleep, the peaceful sleep Take the very breath I breathe If love was meant to hurt this way I shall never love nor hold another ...... In My Heart ...... Frozen in this tomb of unhappiness Unable to break the shackles that bind My mind twists and turns, never fully resting Images dance with a smirk, again and again ...... Tearing at my heart ..... Please let me sleep, the peaceful sleep Please take the very breath I breathe If love was meant to hurt this way I shall ne
In My Head
Destroyer of my soul Binder of my heart I will take it allpain.. misery.. darkness..light.. hope.. love..Everything sent my wayDemolish me I will still standI will hold your shadows when they wear me downI will still standAlways here Never letting goBound are weDrift slowly awayBut you will seeForever the light Showing you the way Back to that placeYou hold it allI will not break When all seems shatteredLook again Still here the sparkFor you ... I see the spark maybe its muted to some but in my head and my heart its shines incandesent lost in the tribulations dysphoria lost but not gone hidden well disguised to all select few allowed behind the facade but i see i see illumination vehemence benevolence fervor inumerable things to behold veiled to most but i see.........  the radiance    
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In My Own Words
In My Head
I'm reaching out without a sound My pride falls to the floor again Inside my mind I search to find A place just to call my own Deep inside your eyes I am blinded by your love Still I run so far just to find that I'm alone again In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing left for me When I fall you always follow me deep inside Deep inside Deep inside of my head I just can't last as these feelings pass Once again I hide the pain inside The smile wears thin and the lies begin To bring me down again Deep Inside your eyes I am blinded by your love Still I run so far just to find that I'm alone again In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing left for me When I fall you always follow me deep inside my head When I run I run so far away from you I hide the pain and all the lies deep inside again And all my faith I put in you This time you take it all away In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing
In My Mind
Being your slave, what should I do but tendUpon the hours and times of your desire?I have no precious time at all to spendNor services to do, till you require:Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hourWhilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,Nor think the bitterness of absence sourWhen you have bid your servant once adieu:Nor dare I question with my jealous thoughtWhere you may be, or your affairs suppose,But like a sad slave, stay and think of noughtSave, where you are, how happy you make those;—So true a fool is love, that in your willThough you do anything, he thinks no ill.~William Shakespear~ 1,2,3,4 slaming fingers in the door watching you cry out in pain seeing the color from your face drain 5,6,7,8 watching the pain I can slowly create cutting you deep and watching you bleed on the floor your tears and blood conjugate 9,10 your only hoping that all pretend but the truth must be told your eyes forever open your skin forever cold it will never be fi
In My Stars
ConstellationsScream aboveBelow themTwo hearts live for loveTouch me onceTo take my breathTo save me fromThis living deathInside your eyes so blue, there hidesSilent wavesAnd setting tidesI wish to floatAway with youAnd never wakeTo what we knewIf once, your lipsCould steal a kissThere'd never beA thing we'd missOur flesh would burnWith passion's flameA pyre of loveTo prove the claimImmortalizedTwo lovers lieHere foreverYou and I 
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In My Dayz
tomorrow starts my diet / non-diet LMAO. yeah whatever. i am going to start eating better and am committed to do ten minutes of exercise every day...... until i do more than ten minutes hahahaha. well you have to start somewhere. i am on sparkpeople using tools there to keep me motivated. it should be interesting. i am bikini bound for summer 2012. just putting it out there to keep me accountable. i'm loving fubar and all the cool sweet peeps here. i'm so lucky how nice everyone has been to me. i know i am not a knockout, but it feels good when people make nice comments to me. and i love, love, love seeing how creative everyone is on here with their pages and comments. luvin' it up, yessirreeeeee. I'm trying to think of what I am going to write for Nanowrimo. This will be my first year of participating even though I have known about this for years. I've signed up before and then forgot about it by the time November 1st rolled around. But this year I'm getting all serious with myself
In My Own Dream
In my own dream I see her beside the stars In my own dream I wish I can touch that smile In my own dream She enter my heart She Put hope in my life She makes me dream every night About the kiss from those lips And the touch from her fingertips In my own dream I woke up a thousand times What I will do if she will be in my arms How I will breath What I will say In my own dreams All those things are in my mind In my own dream She is always around Every night every dream In my own dream Am still searching for her in my life In my own dream I wish she will be one day in my arm I wish she will be around To make this heart beat again To make this life a live again In my own dream I love you even if you are just a dream In my own dream Those the words inside my mind I say it and I hope it will be true one day
In My Head
Joke time!A man traveling by plane and in urgent need to use the mens room is nervously tapping his foot on the floor of the aircraft. Each time he tried the mensroom door, it was "OCCUPIED". The stewardess, aware of his predicament suggested that he go ahead and use the ladies room, but cautioned him against using any of the buttons inside. The buttons were marked "WW, WA, PP and ATR". Making the mistake that so many men make in disregarding the importance of what a woman says, the man let his curiosity get the best of him and decided to try the buttons anyway. He carefully pressed the first button marked "WW" and immedately warm water sprayed all over his entire bottom. He thought, "WOW, the women really have it made!". Still curious, he pressed the button marked "WA" and a gentle breeze of warm air quickly dried his hind quarters. He thought that was out of this world! The button marked "PP" yielded a large powder puff which delicately applied a soft talc to his rear. Well, naturall
In My Mind
Dance life to the end; So many have muttered, live life to the fullest. So much to see, so much to do, so many not free. No time to count wilted flowers, in a garden that will produce more. Every breath till the last, is more precious than of ones desires. A shame of shallow material things, some wrap their being around. How long you live will be to short, regardless of the days in age. There is no guarantee of tomorrow. Memories will be left behind, for those that remain. Smiles in the shedding of frowns. I say, no tissues, no tears, dance with metill the end. Remember me for now, i say for those. You should have known me. You can get a copy of my book In My Mind here:
In My Mind
Today when I woke at 8:A.M. I thought I was in a different home than my apartment. I thought for the first few minutes that I was in a home I lived in when I was a child. I was relieved when I reliazed I was in my apartment. The home I refer to was a dangerous house for me for that is where I was sexually, psychically, and mentally abused has a child by my brother and a next door nieghbor. Nightmares haunt me to this very day.                                                                            RED As I sit here at 4:15 A.M. I am thinking of many things. About sleep, what I have to do today, my very state of mind. Who ever said being insane is not fun diffentily lied there ass off. It's great I get to get away with more shit then I can count. I get away with more stuff cause I can and I study people and I like to schock the hell out of them and laugh at their responce to it. For here is an example: Me " Whats up Josh?": Josh" Not much but my dick": Me "I want to bend you over
Innate Ramblings Of A Senseless Mind
Well, here we are again. December 31 and most people are getting ready or have already started their partying. Some are making their last minute purchases and some have other obligations, such as work, family, etc. And some stay at home alone. Count me among these. This year, unlike many others however, it is by choice. At this time last year, I was in a deep depression, feeling very sorry for myself and all that. Hell, I felt that way 6 months ago. But then I decided to go where I'd always been warned not to. First it was MySpace. That didn't matter because I was just using that to keep an eye on my kids. Amazing what they don't want you to know once you separate fact from fiction. Then I joined up with a few amateur cam ladies. Then a couple of online communities. Then here. So while most of you are doing your thing, I'll be a moderator in one of the online community chat rooms. I'll spend time in here sending wishes, maybe a chat or two, and an IM or two wit
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The Inner Working Of A Created Character
When you take the time to look at my pictures, who do you see? I am so many things some really some not so real I wonder what comes out though the photos...Or I am simple another cherry point to you, do you look at me at wow this sounds wow more than what I wanted it to sound i was talking to someone on yahoo who does not really know me and yet based on a couple of times online and some picture exhanges he claims that he does, so it got me to think about what do you really see when you look at my profile, no matter where on the net is posted, or do you even see me, I am instead just a character in your cyber world? mmmmm food for thought until next time... slurps or licks KREAM
Inner Sanctum
Waiting to be FoundI fell into the shadowsI got lost within the painStraying from the light(And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove meLeave meWaiting to be foundAlone in the darknessReaching towards the lightConcealed by the shadows(And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind me Love meLeave meWaiting to be foundWith an empty stare I waitFear locks me in this placeI am left within my thoughts (And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove me Leave meWaiting to be foundMoonlight through the windowPassing through my veil of tearsIlluminate my tattered soul(Still waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove meLeave meWaiting to be foundStill waiting to be found…. And now I am back after being away for over a week. I am so glad to be back at work...yes I said it glad to be back at work. It drove me freakin crazy sitting around hooked up to an IV for 9 days. I feel like I've been released from prison.
Inner Peace
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago from an astrologist predictions. Read your sign. Then ,forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, Try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humour. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a k
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In Need Of Mental Rennovations - 2007
I know not all mothers are like my ex, but right now I just gotta ask why some mothers can feel they can screw Fathers over anytime they want? April 14th is my sons birthday. he will be 12. And it is my weekend with him. We live 75 miles apart so its not like it is easy to spend the day with both. he was actually to have a soccer game that day so I was going to set aside time after the game for his Mother to join us on his birthday. But now there is no game. BUT.. my wonderful ex has a sleep over with his friends planned for him on Friday.. and Chucky Cheese on Saturday. Has she asked? Nope. She did try to get me to switch last weekend and this weekend... but I said no because I wanted him for his birthday. Not a word to me about the party. So she has it planned and kids invited. On MY weekend. She knows how David thinks, so she told him he could come Easter weekend and be with me Thursday night through Monday night. Shouldn't she ask ME first? All he sees is that
The Inner Circle Of Black Magic
Inner Thoughts
This ont is called "The Dirty Glass" By Dropkick Murphys. Enjoy. Murphy, Murphy, darling dear I long for you now night and day Your pain was my pleasure, your sorrow my joy I feel now I've lost you to health and good cheer Darcy, when I met you I was five years too young A boy beyond his age, or so I'd tell someone Anyone who'd listen and a few who couldn't care Still I welcomed you with open arms, my love I did share [Chorus] Darcy, Darcy darling dear, You left me dying, crying there In whiskey, gin, and pints of beer I fell for you my darling dear You shut me off and you showed me the door But you always came crawling back begging me for more I showed you kindness, a stool, and a tab Then you poured me my pain in a dirty glass (Yeah, you left him bloody, battered, penniless, and poor) You know, I often stopped and wondered how you made it through my door With my brother's new non-duplicate registry ID Well you bit off more than you could chew the first
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The Inner Journey
Along the way of the 'spiritual path' that has developed in the thousands of years after the alteration, we have forgotten that it is the level of consciousness we awaken to in the experience of Self-Realization and Oneness that was Itself captured and bound onto the Wheel of Rebirth. Infinite Being Itself was hi-jacked and redirected into a 'false reality'. This is why experiencing Self-Realization, or the awakened kundalini etc still do not lead to actual Spiritual Liberation. You will be back, in a cycle of reincarnation that was never part of the Original Eternal Design. Override Mission presents an ancient knowledge that answers anomalies of 'accepted' information, in a way that is not available anywhere else on this planet. It provides the one major missing key. The greater picture which alters the context in which all other channeled, or surviving records are currently understood. Since the time of 'Atlantis', even when you die and leave the body, the tunnel-portal that co
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Inner Beauty
Inner beauty is something so glamorous It's mere presence is seen Not //all// see this presence Outside can be very decieving Inside never lies I saw you today You are truly beautiful But like I often do You were worrying about outside things I wanted to shout at you Instead I looked I thought You must feel the same way when I worry About outside You think I'm beatuiful As I view you And I sigh I know how you feel I comfort Because I want to make the pain of outside go away I know how it feels
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The Inner Me
The Inner Being
Inner Thoughts
You scored as Panda.. You Are The Panda. Feeling fat cause you're big you can't help but keep eating. Since you cannot chase prey you eat bamboo all day. Until there isn't room for more you get lazy. You're so cute and cuddley but you don't feel that way all the time. Keep up the work of eating less!Wolf88%Panda.88%Bat!81%Kitty Cat!81%Tiger.75%Koala75%Monkey!63%Alligator!56%Horse.38%Snake.25%Polar Bear.
Inner Peace From Dr Phil (lol)
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started and never finished." So I looked around my house to find all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before I left the house this morning I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel!!!!
The Inner Workings Of My Brain
I will always love you, and I will always remember everything you have done for me. The person I have become, I owe that in part to you. I will carry you with me always, and I will never forget that you were the one who finally made me realize that I needed to change, and although it was too late for us, someday someone will be happy because of me, because of you. Say good-bye to not knowing when The truth in my whole life began Say good-bye to not knowing how to cry You taught me that And I'll remember the love that you gave me Now that I'm standing on my own I'll remember the way that you changed me I'll remember Inside I was a child That could not mend a broken wing Outside I looked for a way To teach my heart to sing I learned to let go of the illusion that we can possess I learned to let go, I travel in stillness And I'll remember happiness I'll remember [I'll remember] No I've never been afraid to cry Now I finally have a reason why I'll remember [I'l
In Need
I am in need of TLC. It seems all I do is break my back at work and come home, listen to my roommate and go to sleep. I would love to have someone to cook for (beside my roommate), cuddle and watch a movie, go out to a movie. So far all I've done in the past eight months since I moved down here is work and come home. I'm not asking for much, just someone to hold and spend time with.
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In Need Of Some Luv!!
hey everyone i really could use some rates and starting to feel unluved hehe...i have some new photes so please rate and comment....I will do my best about returning the luv...Thanks everyone!!!!
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i Need help. I'm having really bad luck right now. I am losing the place that I am staying in. I need to find a place within the next couple days or I will be on the streets. Can anyone help me?
Inner Demon
Okay to whoever used my reflections photo and claimed themselves to be her, your f**kin pathetic. grow up get a life if you cant deal witht he fact your either A) not popular or B) a fat cow that is so hideous youd burn the nose hairs off a dead nun or C)both, then know what you truly are pathetic. I cant stand people taking someone elses phtoo and claiming it to be them especially since the shit has happened to me someone went around the net claiming to be me i had to spend a week going on fucking cam to show everyone hey yeah i am who i say i effin am and now someones doing it to a person i know thats pretty d@mn lame. i hope she finds out who you are because im pretty sure she will want to take your @ss to court over this and trust me, she can Lastngiht went back to firebreathing. went for about an hour or two..cant remember how long it took for me to use up all the fuel i had for it. no incidents like i said i learn frmo my mistakes but im expecting something to happen again. i
Inner Thoughts....
A girl friend on this site said that men are shallow..and that in one day I leveled up to level 3 while she had to work at it.... Also she has interest in a male friend but like the other men in her past he isn't interested....She's a great woman. Funny,pretty and wonderful. Yet she's single. I don't understand it either.... I feel bad for her...*shakes head*...
Inner Demons
Drowning, wallowing and fading fast...I am cold, scared and confused. I want the answers. I want to be in control. Stop the spinning. Stop the voices. Stop the world I wanna get off. Yet here I am, still hanging on. Why??? Now that is the ultimate question!!! Will I ever find the answers. So many people tell me no. But in my past I do find answers. Are they the right answers? Who knows???!!! I sure as hell don't. But I continue searching, hoping for some clarity in the swirling abyss of my mind and emotions. Am I really letting fear control my life? Maybe, maybe not. I ask for time, time to sort through the layers of crap my life has built up. Well I asked for it and I got it!!! But is it what I really wanted...only time will tell...I do know one thing for certain, this emotional rollercoaster I am on is killing me, and puking up blood is not a good sign. And on that note I am running to the nearest bathroom... Well as I embark on yet another Friday night with my girls, I ask myself
Inner Peace
Inner Peace By following the advice I heard on the Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started and never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kailua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of my valiums, some Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. my first blog..... author anymous
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Inner Beauty
i search for the inner beauty, even though you might be a cutey, i seek what cant be seen, something that hides in between, its in everyone, finding it is so much fun, a love that cant be undone, loyalty and trust, thats a real must, respect and truth, shouldnt feel like pulling a tooth, love and carring, thats what we shall be sharing, honesty and love, as it was writen above, when i find the one who has them all, my heart she will call, undivided attention, my total affection, she will know what true love is, for i have a one of a kind heart, thats the begining and the start, im like no other, well except my brother, to know me is to love me, because my heart always flows free, one day some lucky lady will see, what so many others have missed in me, to all that read this poem, i wish you all happiness and joy, dont let anyone use you as their toy, for you all are so very dear, and the one you choose should really care, if you just need a friend to tal
Inner Ranting
by Jo 2/07 Passions burning from deep within nothing can stop it's flame. Hoping that one day someone will share this because the loss of such desire would be ashame. Does someone feel this same existance this feeling of helplessness waiting for love to come alive. Yes for I am not alone in this quest there are many out there who stand the test. The wanting to be touched ~ held ~ kissed or even just a warm soft body by your side that is missed. I feel as though I'm bleeding from within my very essence wearing thin. In time it would be nice before the clock ticks that final tick and there is nothing left but what I missed. For that chance to come where two hearts feel the same sincere fire in more than just words. To be touched in a way that makes your whole world shiver with desire's delight causing you to quiver. It exists in my mind, but I need something more. For there are lovers everywhere who must have what I want. The waiting causes bad choices to be made
Inner Beauty
i search for the inner beauty, you are truely a cutey, i seek what cant be seen, it hides in between, its in everyone, finding it is so much fun, a love that cant be undone, loyalty and trust thats a real must, respect and truth, shouldnt feel like pulling a tooth, love and carring, thats what we shall be sharing, honesty and love, as it was writen above, find the one who has them all, my heart she will call, undivided attention, my total affection, she will know what true love is, for i have a one of a kind heart, thats the begining and the start, im like no other, well except my brother, to know me is to love me, because my heart always flows free, one day some lucky lady will see, what so many others have missed in me, i wish you all happiness and joy, dont let anyone use you as their toy, for you all are so very dear, and the one you choose should really care, if you just need a friend, to talk to i will be here to the end, have a wonder
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Inner Desires
She looked deep into his eyes, trying to decipher his thoughts, his intent. But all she knew was he had the upper hand. It did not matter his intent, because, he would get his desires with her, most likely with out trying. What was it that he had that brought that out in her. "Must maintain control!" It's the only thought she could muster. He speaks and she could feel it, the ocean. It was swelling. The river of passion was begining to flow and she knew she would be unable to stop it. she removes her eyes from his, perhaps that would help. "Look at the floor" She does and her eyes are drawn back up... "Look away" Again her eyes are drawn towards his... "Look over his shoulder" "Just, don't look in his eyes" "Gasp!!!" Again, she is locked into his eyes He knows... He has to know. How can he not. He enjoys it. I pull away and I think I have accomplished something. How foolish. The river is strong now. It looks calm, but underneath the water is rush
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In Need Of Some Love
In Need Of A Winch
the tires of my life are spinning, the tread clutching at a surface too slippery to provide purchase.....the turbulant tide of life is coming in, edging closer and closer to my precarious position, threatening to usurp my fragile grip...... I'm uncertain which direction to turn my wheel, praying for a sense, a hint, the proverbial beam of light to guide my sense of determination and independence insist i keep searching, and sheer pride prevents me from taking the offer of a winch, even as it stands ready, offering support, a line of salvation to steadier ground..... Will my own stubborness and desperate hope be enough to fuel my recovery to normalcy, or will it act as a trip line instead, crippling my efforts and ending my struggle in futility? I am lost, I am weary....I wish I had some of the answers instead of only tired cliches....keep your chin up...never give in....look to the future.... i am so weary of the disappointing monotony of life...I buckle down, put all my
In Need Of Fu$$$
The Inner Thoughts 0f Little O
Written Wednesday, January 07, 2009 It's sad when you meet some people that honestly don't know their worth. People so great and amazing to be around that you are constantly smiling and just enjoying the "now." The people that you miss the second they are gone because without them you just don't feel whole. These people are most genuine not just in relationships but in the friendships and mutual bonds they form between others. A friendship with this type of person is above all, sacred. Though they extend their heart to few, you are among the ones they trust. This is important. I will treasure you forever. *you know who you are* ©LittleO™ .•¤Dedicated¤•. Thank You For Everything You Have Done For Me Dedicated and written Monday, January 5, 2009 Knowing he's taken transcends anticipation. The lust is morphed into boiling guilt. To stay away would be wise but to come near would be sweet. A tug-of-war between heart and mind; consequences only realized when they've bee
In Need
Inner Universe
Ok, so during lent I'm going to have to go completely vegetarian, almost vegan. The Orthodox lent is more strict than eating for Passover. Thankfully I have vegetarian friends that can help me out with all of this before lent begins. The cool thing is I have my handy dandy Ecclesiastical Calendar to keep track of this stuff now. I thought Ben's eyes were going to pop out of his head last night when he heard I was going to follow lent. Hehehehehe. He doesn't eat anything except meat and a bit of bread or pasta here and there. He'd starve. I am meeting with my priest today to go over the vast array of books I've been through over the years. spiritually/religiously speaking. This should be really interesting. Paralyzer by Finger Eleven hold on so nervously To me and my drink I wish it was cooling me But so far, has not been good It's been shitty And I feel awkward, as I should This club has got to be The most pretentious thing Since I thought you and me Well I a
In Need Of Sum Love
i am a single man looking for someone to grow old with, is there any one interested?
In Need Of Fun Help Me Out
help me out here i have 7 tats as it is and i drew most of them but i want a few more drop me a line with ideas od drawlings
In Need!
Hey everyone, as most of you know I have been under the waeather lately due to surgery ad a mishap. I am behind on my giveaway for my fu-bombers family contest. My VIP expires tommorrow and I really need to keep one because I love to make things for my friends and I can't upload them without it, and smiles for you needs her comments. If everyone could please help me out, I would reall appreciate it!...Love you all!! ps: I have a blast running my good friend June bought it to help cheer me up, I'd really like to see it if anyone could get a screen shot of it I'd love it. thanks again to you all!! link to giveaway;
In Need Of Some Me Out
Inner Thoughts
They say, the way to your soul is through your eyes. Well, what if you could see through people’s eyes. If they were say, glass? Well well welll, now wouldnt that be interesting? To know what people are really thinking of you. To know what they really think of how you look. How you sound. The things you say. Every movement you do, what their thought or opinion is on it. I think i would rather choose not to be able to see or hear what you say or think. Because you know what? I say i do not care. But do i really not care? I think i do. I actually think everyone does. Now, im sure you are thinking wow, i dont want to hear all the negative things they will say about me. There it is. Right there. Why do our minds immediately go to the negative? What if they were saying nice things? Of course they arent though. Maybe some nice, but there is always negatives. But listen to me all of you who have been judged or been stabbed in the back with words that were used to hurt you. Who are they to jud
Inner Demons
May 9th~Inner Demons Live @ Doozer’s Pub located at 7636 North Main Street Jacksonville, Florida 32208. Formerly known as the Kountry Tavern. great
In Need Of A Mothers Day Bling
In Need Of My Friends
well here we go, i will not b on here like usual, cause after i got hit on child support i cant afford anything, so im losin every thing, my place an all, but i will b on time to time, i just would like support from my friends, so one to under stand, someone to listen, so if any one wants to b there 4 me, not looking for help , but here an there would b nice , but just need friends right now, anyone can call or text me if they like, 706 889 2053, hope it gets better soon, hope to here from all my friends soon, thanks alot everyone here is special an like my family......~Mr. Tazzz~ Plzzzz repost Thank u
Inner Midget
Inner Ramblings
To wake up and be here, means one more year I've been longing for that road And if it means that road be marked with what i fear, then i say "bring on the suffering" But surely i'll be walking, and i sure as hell can't drive unless you Come along for the ride Leave it all behind, leave it all ruins For all I care, for all we care Don't look back just keep driving Don't stop now just keep striving Don't say, that we've seen better days Cause we haven't seen a thing (we haven't seen a thing) And at the break of day, in our case noon We'll scale that open road Cause here the hopeless strive, and all our dreams are shot out of the sky But they won't die, if we Don't look back just keep driving Don't stop now just keep striving Don't say, that we've seen better days Cause we haven't seen a thing Someday when we're just a myth in town, I want you to know I want you to remember That friends do last forever, last forever So don't you ever change, no Don't loo
Inner Peace
Inner peace i am passing this on to you because it has definitely worked for me. By the following the simple advice I read in an article, I have finally found inner peace, The article read: "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started". So I looked around the house to see all the things i started and hadn't finished.....and before leaving the house this morning I finished off a bottle of red wine, a bottle of white wine,the Bailey's, Kahlua and Wild Turkey, The Prozac, some Valium, some cheesecake and a box of chocolates.You have no idea how freakin' good I feel, You may pass this on to those you feel are in need of Inner Peace. You ever had a day like that? lol
In Need Of Justice!
Proud To Be White How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. .....And then there are just - Americans. Some pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. They Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,' .....And that's OK. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? They have the United Negro College Fund. They have Hispanic History Month. They have Martin Luther King Day. They have Asian History Month. They have Black History Month. They have Cesar Chavez Day. They have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. They have Yom Hashoah. They have K awanza. They have the NAACP. And BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .....We'd be racists. If we had a White
In Need Of Help,no Joke
In Need
I just need someone to help me get my mind off of someone that I been apart from. The relationship is long over but I am still needing someone to help me fill that gap. And someone that has a insatiable taste for sex too.... I may never find it here but its just worth getting out of my system.
Inner Spirit
What's your inner spirit?WolfYou are faithful and cautious. You tend to run with a group of others and like to have others around you. You are brave and also gentle.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
In Need Of Prayers
My neighber found out three days ago that she has leukaemia she is in her early 40s and she has two young girls i have known my neighber since her oldest child was 1yr and now her oldest is in 8th grade i wish there was some thing i could do for her i feel helpless she is in a hosp two hours away and the doctors said she is going to be there for one month i know there is nothing anyone on fubar can do about it but if you all would please keep her and her family in your prayers that would be great
Inner Peace :-)þ
In Need Of Angels
Inner Piece
CALMNESS IN OUR LIVES I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace . Dr Phil proclaimed, 'The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished. So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now. Pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace.
Inner Thoughts Of An Angel...
An ex friend of mine told me once "Your body is here, but your heart and soul are somewhere else".  At first, I was confused, and didn't really understand what they meant.  Until recently...  As most of you know, I have moved from my home in Maryland... to Georgia (lived with said ex friend).. to Wisconsin (stayed with a female friend of mine)... and Now I'm in Washington.  And now, it makes total sense.  That ex friend of mine, was right this whole time.  And I wanted to actually write this, in hopes that he reads this... because I do, in fact, want to thank him.  Because of him, and his constant complaining, it made me realize, that I was in the wrong place.  I should have made other decisions a long time ago.  But now that I have, and it's finally my reality, I do want to thank him for being there, and making me see this.  I found the love of my life.... on fubar... of all places.  Odd, huh?  But ya, know, I haven't even been here for 12 hours, and he's great. :)  And this ex-friend
In Need Of Help???
1972 In Need Of Driver
The Inner Me
Inner Workings Of Me.
What has the world come to? How can someone sit by and allow another person who is reaching out with all they've got to kill themselves? They didn't lift a finger to help, they didn't call the police, or a hotline. They didn't try anything. I understand that it wouldn't have benefited them because the person that I am talking about is a leech to society and humanity. Life is unfair, it seems that the good ones get taken away leaving the vile unspeakable human beings to rot in their own mutilated and collective stews. I know that I should never wish someone dead to take the place of someone that passes, but in this instance I cannot bring myself to form that calloused view of wanting the living to stay that way. This woman sat by and allowed a friend to die. Someone that she professed to love she basically handed a loaded gun, helped him hold it up and pull the trigger. This woman is supposedly someone that helps people every day, saves their life when needed, but she failed to help Jes
Inner Thoughts Of An Outer World
Let me start off by saying that I have nothing but appreciation and admiration for those who serve and their families, who also make a great sacrifice. I also think chat rooms are a good way for those over seas to keep in touch with the world and kill some boredom on their off time. Which I'm sure we all couldn't even imagine without being their ourselves. With that being said, I'd like to voice an opinion on a related matter. In my honest opinion I find it I find it damn shameful that anyone would pretend to be in the service and serving in a dangerous area for attention or sympathy in a chat room. I personally don't agree with actual service members constantly whining about being deployed to a crappy location like Iraq, but if they did the time then I guess they deserve it. People that are or were close to me who served, never complained about Iraq over and over , maybe a word once or twice but other than that... they simply stated that "Wars arent fought on
In Need Of A Super Angel Pimp?
Wanta Make A Super Deal? Here is the deal I am offering: My Offer: 1 Angel pimp and 1 Wonder Woman Salute Your Offer: Six Credit Bling Pack If your interested leave a comment in this blog. Thank you (h) WW
In Need Of Help
I have a want that is slowly turning into a need and when it reaches that point the next step is not care if I get it or not.  I want to be wanted, I want to be important to someone but I am not and I know I also know I am in love with someone I am not important to
Inner Feelings~
Inner Whore~
She loved the way the air moved over her skin -- all of her skin -- every time she took a step. She was dressed, but the whole of her outfit was lace. All of her skin was breathing. A good thing as she was almost in a sweat due to her nerves and her arousal.She had dressed as instructed. She had awoken to find her clothes laid out for her in fact. When she'd arrived at his house yesterday after so many months of correspondence and telephone conversations, her nerves had been frayed to almost nothing. Together, they had enjoyed a leisurely dinner. They'd set together in front of his roaring fireplace, which took up the whole of one massive stone wall, sipping sweet wine and talking late into the night. She knew that this polite evening was constructed only for her benefit. After so much time spent getting to know one another, exchanging photographs and revealing secret fantasies and desires, she'd assumed that by the time they met there would be no reason to be nervous. Perhaps no reaso
Inner Demons
I just barely got over a major blow to my health, only to recieve bad news about a realative.   So, basically I'm still recovering physically and now must deal with recovering emotionally.   I'm not gonna be in contact with people for a while. This is what I do. I close myself up to others when I need to focus on getting myself better. Sorry, but that is just who I am.   I don't really know what I'm gonna do, but odds are I'm gonna spend this week in Arizona. Don't know when I'll be back, or what I'm gonna do about work.
The Inner Mind
In Need Of A Few Referrals
I would like to work a deal out....for each referral you send my way, I would be more than happy to bomb you the next time I run a bomb. Please send me a private message to receive credit for your referral. Thanks !!
In Need Of Your Vote
Inner Thoughts
Today I get to work early. By a half hour at least. And then just start to work, usually I wait until it is time for me to start, today I felt like starting early for some reason. Then an hour goes by, everything is cool. Thats when one of my coworkers asks me how my new years was, I say it was fine in a "I'm kind of busy here" tone. Afterall I had a knife in my hand and was trying to pay attention to what i was doing. Thats when they make the comment, "Oh I see your going to have an attitude today." No far from it, I was intent on having a nice day doing my job. Then me and my boss get into a conversation about how I should start saving up money. Thats when I tell him I have been trying to save up money, but since the snowstorm and the two days i had off due to holidays I have been unable to save money. He tells me abotu how I should work the extra hours when I have the chance, and how I should save this taht and the other. I tell him I would much rather not talk about it right now. T
The Inner Me ... The Love Hate Machine
To be a man and not like conflict is a rarity now adays. How does one fix it? Does he dig deep into his soul and brings forth a monstrousity that has been hidden since the dawn of time. Or does he just continues on pondering of a better existiance? These are the questions that ravage my mind. Raping it to the point of no return. And yet I have control I have thought.. and will. I try so hard to hide the illness that lurks within my veins slowly killing me. But I cannot run from it any longer. I cannot hide from it no longer. For that death seeks us all from the moment we are created in the womb. Oh glorious death how sweet thy lips and how bitter tis your bite. The true question isn't not how one can defeat death. But is it how we as humans can coexist, accept the fact and move on. James O'barr once wrote "Its not death if you don't accept it". I find that its true. But the true question is do you?
In Need Of Our Support
Keep Dallas Angel in your prayers, having a lot of serious medical problems right now, could really use some supportjust found out she has 3 types of cancer cervicalovarian lungshe also has to have her gall bladder removed and has two compressed disc she needs everyones prayers to help her through this she is only 36 years old and still has a long life to live for thanks for all your support pass this on Punisher her real life husband (Fred)
The Inner Workings Of The Socially Fucked Up.
There once was a child made out of glue. Fathered by an evil man, bred by a fool.With the head of girl and the body of a leech,black writhered through her veins,Her skin reeking of bleach.She knew not of her misfortune.She knew not of her pain.Locked away in her glass jar,She only knew of hate.With a heart of pure acidand a smile full of bile;she was a hopeless wonder.She was a forgotten child.Her jar grew old and fragile.Her face grew sad and blue.She wore the skin of transparentcy.She wore skin of the moon.The wind seeped into her chamber.Slowly drying her up.Whispering songs to liven her; she fell in love with his touch. Sealed away at the bottom, one day she smiled at a foolish thought.His possession ov
In Need Of Fu Hubby
Ok so I have a fu hubby but i'm feeling tossed aside like trash lately.. So i'm going to look for a new one.. You don't have to buy me everything under the sun.. I just want someone who is going to be around and make me smile say nice things.. Not disown me, discard me like a piece of trash.. so if anyone is interested please let me know.
Inner Workings Of A Conversation With Children
Sitting at the table amongst the kids as they had their afternoon tea, the toddlers were set free from their yard and a adorable boy all of 2 who i talk to regularly and who makes me laugh at times came over said hello to me had a cuddle so cos his so cute and all i ended up giving him a biscuit he says to me  "tacos?" "yeah we had tacos for lunch today already" "i have tacos at my home" "do you?" "yeah! i love tacos" One hot sunny afternoon, out in the yard we had set up some water play, i had perched myself on a rock and was watching the kids as they played happily in the water splashing laughing generally doing what kids do the most, one little boy sitting in the clam shell pool full of water looks up at me and says "shell im going to fill my hat with water"... "ok sure" i respond so he proceeds to do so dunking his hat in the water he then lifts it up and puts it on his head he turns to me again and says "shell i got water in here did you know?" as he points to the hat on his
In Need Of Some Help Here Please!
The Inner Me
things weren't good the last time we spent time together,nothing but fright's every night. The thing's you said killed me,(I deserver every bad thing you ever did to me) tears rolled out my eyes as I cried all night. I never ask for any of  this the pain,you made up your mind and did what u did in are bed.nothing change I still feel that same, the hurt from you still waits for your touch  for your comfort. Maybe that day will never find its way but u sure did, walking around acting like everything is fine and you did no crime. Things happen too soon with you,every night I think to my self is he sleeping by him self or with some one el's? But I guess we all know were you go,straight to the other side.its like how they say(WELL AM AWAY HE WILL PLAY) it seems so far away when I use to be your only lady,now its no longer me that you see.(the grass is always greener in somebody else eyes)both side some things we didn't mean cant go back into time,just have to try to make things right. i nev
Inner Thoughts
A friend has this in her profile.Time is like a river...You cannot touch the same water twicebecause the flow that has passed will never pass againI beleive LOVE can overcome all obsticales, If I didn't then what is the point of LOVELove is not a word.. its the essence of 2 people, and if an obstacle comes in the way, Love isequalizer.Love is forever, Love is the answer to life. Love is.Love is imeasurable , its bigger than the universe, yet can fit inside your heart.Love is unstopable, it can overcome any obstacleLove is always willing to forgive, no matter the circumstanceLove is tirelessLove is the essence of 2 people.Love is one, love is all, love is not singularLove is a gift from God. God gave me the gift of your love. I cherish that gift, I cannot think of life without that gift. Thirty days have gone and pastmy heart weighs heavy,my love still lasts you hurt me deep into the coreyou said our love ,is never more each day my thoughts do not grow lessmy love for you, has failed
The Inner Workings
Mood..slightly annoyed, Ok,MORE then slightly annoyed.   I am here to talk to people and make new friends and post my poetry/short stories.What i am NOT here for is anything sexual. No,i wont be cybering with anyone,nor will i write you dirty emails or post nsfw pics. Yes i guess that makes me boring by FUBAR standards but tough shit. Im keeping it real. If you are a person who enjoys anything sexual and thats the deal breaker when choosing online "friends"  then by all means gravitate towards those who will serve your needs because clearly i wont. I have nothing against those who post naughty pics..this is do what you want to do with yourself here..but its not my cup of tea.  I say on my profile VERY clearly i am NOT here for sexual anything. Please,before you friend me take note of that. I have already had guys message me this morning with horny messages and i had to remind them of that fact.  No im not rude nor am i a bitch. Being straightforward is not a bad thing
You killed my mind and ravaged my soul Never thought twice of what you stole How could you take what was not yours And leave me with no open doors Laying awake tortured at night A restlessness I can not fight My life is now a tragic mess Because I said no and you heard yes
she looks at me and with her eyes says shes is innocent i dont belive broken hearts have filled the days of our lives the only thing that has kept us together is a ring what does a ring mean bonding till death parts us if your souls are empty the ring is broke in half we made the choice as innocent children not realizing the bonds we were about to make i hope im innocent i hope i can be forgiven i hope your innocence reenters our lives your ring is frail and so it shall stay until the days of innocence roll back our way
In North Carolina!!
Hey everyone in Michigan..I hope your having fun while I'm down in the South!!
Innocent Contest Ideas Lmao
Hey All, I know you Tappers are all going to be honest here. Aren't you? The new contest to see who can have the most innocent looking photo begins Monday. Now if anyone has any suggestions on what exactly they would like to see for innocence I would really like for you to share those. This is a twist to the world of tapping but, we all know that innocence is not all white and lace. So sling me some post back on this before I get to innocent and end up in a wedding gown of the proverbial virginal white. Thank Ya All and Your All Just So Sweet and Kind. XxOo Blessings Be TT
Innocent Delight
You are 81% Gold Digger You're the biggest gold digger. You love the thrill and excitement of seducing someone to get what you want – MONEY. You will go to any lengths to get what you want. Take this quiz at I love these. I had so much fun meeting new people the last time I did a shout. I did it for a week again and totally recommend it to EVERYONE. I have met some really fun and creative people. Give yourself a shout. When am I going to learn? Well, at least now I can get back to NiteFlirt and take calls form my litte submissives and take my aggressions out on them.
Innocent Princess Needs Our Help
Please stop by and leave a rate for 2 blogs that are here SOLELY for the support of others who might need it. My blog is to support and tell the stories of people who have been touched by pregnancy and infant loss as well as infertility. and my friend PoeticAngel has dedicated her blog to domestic violence awareness and survivors as well as the memory of her friend that died at the hands of her abuser. Please stop by and show us some love! let us know that there are people out here touched by these issues and that support what we are doing here. Poetic's blog contains a cell number for support if you would like it and you can write to me in a direct email at: Feel free to come to us looking for support or advice. Angie~~innocentprncss
The Innocent
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, > > > >He says its my fault > > > >He suffers a
Innocence Is Overrated
If you go to the following link and scroll down a bit - you'll find my dirty wow wow! It's not something naughty - I promise! [LINK] Would I ever show something like that where my family could find it?  I think not! My dirty wow wow is in a contest this week. If you don't want to bother scrolling on that page to see my dirty wow wow - I'll show you here. Are you ready? Are you sure? Are you really really sure? Ok!  Here she is! That is a photo of my almost 30-year old, very loved, no-necked HuggyBear aka "Huggy No-Neck". She was given to me the day I was born by myfather. She came to the hospital with me when both of my children wereborn. She has been through several "surgeries" - patched holes, nosere-attachment, head-in-body removal (thanks to a cousin of mine). Thereis little to no stuffing left in her head - which makes it flop over -which is how she got her nickname. We have baby guinea pigs!! Our new one gave birth some time over the last two
Innocent Outlaw
Let me sing you a song, of love and joy To pass through the ages, one that time cant destroy A song to speak of a lost child who became a man The lyrics will speak of our lives, through out this land A song of how we came together, and will never part A story of how your love saved this wounded heart Your song will speak of a battle fought and won To tell the people for generations to come But this song is even more special still, Because its story will tell of two hearts fulfilled When you leave, lay my heart to rest I love only you, all else would be but a guest I had your life, but only for a short while In just a few short months the spirits will take your smile Leaving me with memories to hold for life They must have another plan for you on the other side I promised you id go on living, I promised to succeed He is waiting to care for and love only me "Im leaving you in good hands", is what you say But my love will follow
In N Out Like Sex!!
An Innocent Life
STOP CHILD ABUSE (repost of original by 'Mountain Lady{rate me fan me before sending request}' on '2007-08-20 18:48:07') (repost of original by 'Everyones Angel '{ IF YOUR GONNA CHECK ME OUT RATE MY PROFILE}' on '2007-08-20 18:57:42') (repost of original by 'stefan58 . IN MEMORIE OF DJ. ISIS' on '2007-08-20 19:08:17') (repost of original by 'Mountain Lady{rate me fan me before sending request}' on '2007-08-20 19:16:55') (repost of original by 'johnniesgrl_34' on '2007-08-20 20:12:28') (repost of original by '~Schele Belle ~Naughty and Nice Crew~~C&T Stash Club~~(Must fan me and have a salute pic to be added' on '2007-08-20 20:33:06') (repost of original by 'Everyones Angel '{ IF YOUR GONNA CHECK ME OUT RATE MY PROFILE}' on '2007-08-20 20:35:29') (repost of original by '*~* Sharon *~*PROUD MEMBER OF SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB Plz sign the guestbook' on '2007-08-20 22:10:45') (repost of original by '~Lill~(Promo Biatch for' on '2007-08-20 22:3
Innovative Health Tips
In relation to baking, we all have another way of going over it. Some individuals follow a recipe exactly while others take a recipe and make it their own. As long as the end result turns out incredibly tasty, what does it matter? Experimenting and finding new ingredients and ways of baking is all part of people having their very own preferences and creativity. Plus, it is the way that new recipes are put into publication. There's one thing which is, in my opinion, incredibly hard to screw up - a chocolate cake recipe. There is not a chocolate cake recipe around the world that has not turned into something which I've considered to be terrible. Sure, many of them could use some enhancement, but chocolate is my weakness. So long as it turns out fluffy and moist, I'm in heaven.It doesn't matter what cookbook you read, you will find a chocolate cake recipe, or several, which will tempt you beyond belief. You will see different toppings, ingredients or icings that will be proposed. It is po
Innocence Lost
I have so much to say... and yet I cannot speak Come and do my bidding now, for I have grown too weak I stood where no man goes.. And conquered demon foes But with glory and passion No longer in fashion The hero broke his blade
The Innocent Girl.......
I am twenty yrs old,living in philippines right now... going through school for computer secretarial. My ultimate dream is to work with third world orphans that have incurrible diseases.If you would like to know more about me just feel free to ask. I will do something with my life, make something of myself and leave this world with something good behind. I want to work with the world..trying to make it a better place because lets face it, much improvement is needed...I have a huge heart and would do just about anything for anyone, my ultimate life would be to work in third world countries for a bit, than return buy a little farm and get a couple horses haha sounds too easy doesnt it...simple...simplicity is huge! for me at least. Have faith in yourself, love who you are and never let the world tare u down...society can be a nasty and horrible place but as long as u stand up, raise your voice and have a and everyone else will live a better, happier life. I am hereon here to
A Innocent Man
Juan Rivera learned his conviction for a notorious 1992 murder had been overturned on appeal when cheering inmates woke him early Saturday in his cell at the Stateville Correctional Center. The Illinois Appellate Court ruling tossed out his third conviction for the rape and fatal stabbing of 11-year-old Holly Staker and also barred Lake County prosecutors from retrying him for the Waukegan girl’s death. “He has been waiting for almost 20 years to hear these words,” said attorney Larry Marshall, a member of Rivera’s defense team who met with him Saturday at the prison near Joliet. But Rivera, now 39, already had learned his appeal had succeeded — inmates passed the word to him based on earlier news reports. “They woke him up with all kinds of cheering,” Marshall said. The ruling released late Friday means Rivera — who has been jailed for more than 19 years — could be freed from the prison within weeks, his attorneys said Saturda
Innocently Tainted
Innocently tainted In the eye of our fathers We are young and free In the hearts of our mothers We can do no wrong We the sons and the daughters We do not yet see Nor do we listen to nature’s song We are young this is true Not yet knowing the right to the wrong Mistaking kindness to weakness Mistakenly fighting, hating and adoring between me and you. We falter our race, as if there were a difference We call upon the color of our face in belligerence We see not the nature of our human soul But the end of our humanity So that our fate Is now a calamity. We call upon our gender for equality But still view gender as anomaly. We hide behind religion As justification for our deeds But faith has yet to meet all our needs Tainted by our own minds, without our knowledge We stumble through time Not knowing our foliage Marveling in this picture we have painted Forever unknowing and Innocently tainted Written by:
Innocent On Death Row In Iran To Be Executed In Days
Juvenile offender faces imminent execution in Iran   Delara Darabi, an Iranian woman convicted of murdering a relative when she was 17, is reported to be facing execution in the next few days. Her lawyer, Abdolsamad Khorramshahi, received a phone call from Delara Darabi on 21 March in which she said that she had heard rumours in Rasht Prison that she would be executed in the coming days. Delara Darabi has been detained at Rasht Prison in northern Iran since her arrest in 2003. According to information received by Amnesty International, Delara Darabi is facing execution between 18 and 20 April. Amnesty International has urged the Iranian authorities to commute her death sentence. Iran is a state party to the International Covenant on Civil and Political Rights and the Convention on the Rights of the Child, which prohibit the use of the death penalty against juvenile offenders - people convicted of crimes committed when they were under 18. The Iranian authorities have executed at l
Innocent Executed
Stop Child Executions sadly regrets to confirm that the Iranian female juvenile Delara Darabi was executed early morning today in the prison yard of the northern city of Rasht, Iran.Delara Darabi was convicted of a alleged murder when she was 17 years old.In violation of Iran's own laws, neither of Delara's attorney were informed of the execution. Delara was hanged only 11 days after Iran's judiciary had officially stated that Delara's execution was postponed for 2 months ( was the most well known Iranian minor on the death row. She was also an artist and continued her art work in prison.In his blog Iranian attorney, Mohammad Mostafaei who represents many Iranian juveniles on the death row wrote this morning: "She was not a murderer. I swear she was not" ( International's Deputy Director of the Middle East and North Africa Programme, Hassiba Hadj Sahraoui stated that ""Amnesty International is outraged
Media is one of the greatest and most talented artist in the world. It can paint a picture with out using a paint brush. It could convince you of something that isn’t real. Media can make one believe there points to be true. Media is the greatest con-artist in the world. It has convinced white society that all African American society consist of is gang-bangers, drug addicts, jail-birds, poverty , school drop outs, single parent homes, no good fathers and death. Which causes a Caucasian woman to clinch tight her purse when ever approached by a black man. Media-The greatest illusionist ever known.-Ivory Smith     Rage against injustice, Rage against abortion, Rage over child porn producers. Rage about a rapist, Rage against Racism, Rage against bias media who performs public contortion. To rage against someone’s driving, over someone who cuts in front of you, who gives you the magic finger, and throws his fist at you. To give rage for rage is strange and deranged that caus
Innocent Sexy
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“Don't care what people sayJust follow your own wayDon't give up and use the chanceTo return to innocence.That's not the beginning of the endThat's the return to yourselfThe return to innocence.” “I know we're not saints or virgins or lunatics; we know all the lust and lavatory jokes, and most of the dirty people; we can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences. But our innocence goes awfully deep, and our discreditable secret is that we don't know anything at all, and our horrid inner secret is that we don't care that we don't.” 
In N.y.c.
Well as some of you know I have been going through some major health problems lately. I have gone through so many test and minor opperations over the past few months only yo find out that I have partial kidney failure do to the fact that I was born with a birth defect where I was born with 2 uriters going from each kidney to my bladder (the normal kidney only has 1 from each) and the one extra uriter got blocked and backed up and just shut down. So now here on Monday October 22, 2007 I am to have surgery to remove it. I'm worried about it and afraid a little bit. The opperation will last for about 3 hours and will be at Cleveland Clinic. So if I'm not here you know where I will be I would love to chat with everyone while I'm on the way to recovery so if you want I can give you my cell and my yahoo IM so I can still chat with you all. Can't wait to come back will only have access to the internet for 2 more days after today. I wish you all the best, Chris Hi all I'll be in New Yor
In Ones Heart!
I've mentioned to a few that I have dabbled in poetry and have had a few publised! I wan't to share a few of them over time with my friends here! Feel free to express your feelings. "Our Lord,His Way!" The Lord gave us life, To do as we will. Yet our lives have not changed, And may never still. Our minds were given to think and to plan. To live out our lives as woman and man. We may not be good, and seldom seem strong! But will live out our lives, by what's right or what's wrong. As Christians we'll live as intended by GOD, To be relished with love or punished with rod! Tomarrow he'll come, We pray this each day, Those who love him will go Those who don't, they must stay! This is our fate in a world filled with pain! This is our fate in the Devils domain! How does one express they're feelings to those he has never met face to face, but feels so many different feelings for? I have been on Fubar for 2 months and have found more love and g
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In One Of My Moods I Guess.
There Is So Much About Me That Nobody Knows. And Sometimes, I Feel That, That Is How I Like It. Like The Sides Of A Dice, You Rarely Have A Chance To See All The Sides At One. My Friends, Family And Loves Have All Seen Different Sides Of Me. But, No One Knows Everything About Me, No One Gets To See The Complete Picture. It Might Seem Lonely, And It Might Seem Like I Am Too Guarded. But, I Have Had A Lot Of Disasters And Betrayal In My Life To Just Tell Everyone Everything. If Everyone I Know, Had Gotten Together, It Would Be The Closest To Them Knowing All Of Me. It's Not Like I Am Keep All Aspects Of My Life A Secret. It's Just Certain People Know Some Aspects, And Others Know Different Aspects. I Limit What Parts Of My Psyche To Expose By What I Feel They Are Willing To Accept. Few Times I Have Gone Out Of My Boundaries And I Have Been Proven To Stay Guarded. It May Sound Confusing To Some, But There Is A Lot I Do Wish To Share, And Very Few Have The Privilege Of Knowing It
Would I be cherished? If my faulty heart's beat were given freely Would you craddle it within your arms Smile upon its bruises Its blemishes Would you protect my love? Could I be supported? On those cold nights Where once I laid alone Sleepless Would you hold onto me While I shivered with nightmare While I tossed and I turned Would you follow me? Would you let me have pride? Hold my head up Even when I know I've done wrong Could you forgive my tresspass? If I were to be too bold Would you guide me back To where my feet could stand On solid ground? Could you take the bottle from my hand? While I replace memories with drink Help me face the demons I drown Would you take my hand Hold it to your heart And let me partake of you Instead of another pull from a glass? Would you let me cherish you? With my faulty heart Could you let me love you? See past the things You hide in the dark Would you trust me with your love? Could you let me support you?
In Or Out
In Order To See
I have tried to live a life, where people can see me. See me as a man. The kind that people dream about. The kind that puts himself aside. That does the right thing. But mind and heart dont fit so neatly into decisions. My heart is hurt, my mind is confused. My path is mislead. I smile with my pain. And I have hurt many people. I probably am not as good a frield as I thought LYING CHEAT@ fubar
I Noticed Something..
The NON FAMILY FRIENDS I have also had the pleasure of meeting is very cool too So I'm on my page, and I'm looking here and there at blogs.. and I'm noticing all the FU-BOMBER friends I've made and I wanted to say THANK YOU to all my new friends, this is more fun than a little bit.. And, My Dear Sweet new Friend, sleazyrider420 is unavailable, and I miss him. :P Also, I can definitely see why HALLOWEEN is one of the BEST HOLIDAYS of the YEAR! Lovin ALL the Jack-0-Lanterns!
I Noticed........
I noticed there are about a gazillion (thats a number right?) pictures of people on Fubar drinking alcohol. Sadly most people make damn well sure to leave captions boasting of their alcohol consumption abilities, or worse yet, they make sure to raise their drink in hand towards the camera, as if the drink is another person worthy of the camera's attention. Boasting of alcohol tolerance prowess does NOT make you a better human being. Drinking alcohol is fine. No big deal. Moderate yourself. I do it. HOWEVER.....if you RELY on alcohol to "have fun" you are a fucking loser. End of story. No gray area on that one. Don't be my twin. I have one of those. Don't be my sin. We're better than a decadent pose. Just be my can opener, Untapping flavorful contents before they expire. You see I deserve a better fate than Cher's Oscar red carpet showgirl attire. Don't be my mother. I have one of those. Don't be my lover. I'm not ready for intimate woes. Make me feel needed
In Our Dreams
Dreams are always in a rainbow, But never quite what they seem. Won't it be a dream come true, if we could live our lives in our dreams? No shattered hearts, nor broken lives, nor painful memories filled with cries. For in our dreams we shine and glow, Shapely bodies and Minds that grow. The purest love and deepest feelings, Romantic nights and candlelit evenings. For if we could live in our dreams, then life would be a living breeze. But as we embark in our dreams, the fire of reality burns through the seams. And as the raging fire dies, we find our dreams the ashes of our life...
In Our Eyes
My words come form the heart.. Sometimes lost, Not knowing were to start. Speaking a language that is broken.. Only through my eyes my true words are spoken..
In Our Dreams
I'm three thousand miles from home tonight But I can still hear your voice. I think you know I'd never leave your side If only I had the choice. This job is my personal ball and chain; Against it love seems to lose. In spite of it all, there's still one more Thing we can decide to use. In our dreams, We lie next to each other. In our dreams, Tonight I am your lover. In our dreams, I can see your smile, In our dreams, We'll stay here for a while. In our dreams, We can share the laughter In our dreams, It's happily ever after. In our dreams, To you I give my heart. In our dreams, We'll never be apart. I know how hard it is to be my girl, When my job seems to come first. This army career's like an awful dream, I can't wait for you to burst. But through all the hardships and all he tears I'll always stand by your side. But if there's a time that you miss me too much, Fall into your dreams and hide. In our dreams, We lie next to each other. In our dr
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In Our Hearts
In Our Hearts We thought of you with love today. But that is nothing new. We thought about you yesterday. And the days before that too. We think of you in silence. We often speak your name. Now all we have are memories. And your picture in a frame. Your memory is our keepsake. With which we'll never part. God has you in his keeping. We have you in our hearts.
In Our Time!
In our time Saturday, September 08 2007 @ 02:23 PM MST Contributed by: Greg Views: 94 The spell The spell was cast I knew it was there I didn't respond How can I explain the way I felt then the way I feel now If I had said something we may have had our time in our time Still captured by the spell lost & alone I take a breath my head spins my hands shake I think I could tell you the way felt then the way I feel now If you had said something if we didn't drift apart If we had more time we may have had our time In our time
I Now Have My Answers
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Inperational Qutoes
Do it trembling if you must, but do it ! Your talent is God's gift to you. What you do with it is your gift back to God. All men who have achieved great things have been great dreamers.
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In Pieces
OK I'M POSTING THIS IN A BLOG AND NOT A MUM CAUSE I LOST MY MUMMS :( ANYWHO MY CD PLAYER IN MY CAR WONT WORK......THE CLOCK ON IT WONT EVEN WORK THE SCREEN IS JUST DARK! IS THERE LIKE A FUZE OR SOMETHING THAT I BLEW AND IF SO HOW DO I CHECK IT? THIS IS WHY I NEED A MAN AROUND THE HOUSE... THANKS I just wanted everyone to know that I OFFICALLY GIVE THE FRICK UP!! I'm done with men cause all they do is lie!! I'm done with the internet cause you think you've met someone great and then they lie to you and break your heart! And then when you actually do meet someone great that wont lie and break your heart they are out of reach!!! There's two websites i'm on! Here and bookofmatches I'm deleting my bookofmatches account I'm keeping this one open cause i've made really good friends on here! But that's all i'm around for anymore is friends! Yes I know that's why my profile says anyways! But I'm single again if you couldn't already tell. And I plan on staying that way for a l
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Inportant Everyone Read This
well I love helping people out and stuff. and lastnight I was laying in bed and I thought to myself maybe I should make another cherry tap account but have it be for giving people advice cus well Im not getting anything on Yahoo LOL and I get alot on here. and I know theres people out there who want advice from someone who understands and someone whos been threw it all like me. I was also think to see if I can add a chatroom to my page dont know if it will work but I can try LOL. who think this would be a good idea ??????? My Aol.. doesnt seem to be able to work as fast with this site as it does with other sites so If I dont leave you any comments please dont take it personal it has nothing to do with you. Its my stupid AOL. LOL If we are talking on the shoutbox thing lol and I disappear its mainly cus my aol stopped responding and I either had to reboot aol or my whole computer. well thats all for now... Peace.
In Ponyboys Auction
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In Praise Of Some Things
In Purple
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and Im lying like a child in your arms Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fal
In Purity
A Long Lost Talewritten by Phil HernandezIt has been several thousand years now since I last laid eyes upon my true soul mate Keira and our dearest daughter Aurora. Both meant more to me than anything in this world or any other. I myself was brought into this world by the great Babylonian dragon Tiamat. My mother has taught me everything I know about the old ways. The true meanings of respect, trust and love. Three of the most important things within any relationship that seem to no longer exist. After several years of wandering alone in this world, I had finally found a place to call home. A cave deep in the mountains of what is now Scotland.  I had spent years in solitude before I heard the cries of a fallen creature. I creature unlike any I had ever seen before. A beautiful blue green dragon with brilliant iridescent shades of purple that can only be seen under the bright sun. a beautiful little female dragon who was lost and tired of running from those who were hunting down our kin
Inquiring Minds!
One morning as I was getting off work and heading home I had to pull over the truck and look to my left in complete amazement as the cloud formations were rolling in such symphonic structure and rhythm. Fortunately, I have been raised to where I generally travel with my camera.... Check out the series of 4 new photos I have added to my photo gallery and let me know what you think.... More soon. K In accordance with the news this morning, Madrid has made restrictions on the models that they must be, at minimum, a certain weight. Some of the other modelling agencies are following this trend and getting a more "American" type of gal versus some anorexic thing, "which is sending the wrong message to teenagers". What are your thoughts on the matter???? Just curious...
Inquiring Minds
Concordia University is actually re-locating to the old Schlumberger facility just down the road from me, quite literally! This is what they had to say on the first page of their webpage announcing this change: "The Board of Regents of Concordia University took a visionary step of faith on May 13, 2005, deciding to relocate its main campus. The new site was selected the following year and put under contract in July 2006. Closing on the property will take place in early 2007. Formerly owned by Schlumberger, an oil services company, the property was developed in 1987 as a research facility. The company closed the site several years ago and moved most of its research activities to Cambridge, England. The original Schlumberger site consists of approximately 440 acres of land divided into four lots. Nearly 250 acres of Lot 2 comprise a protected nature preserve. In addition, six buildings are located on Lot 2 consisting of 195,000 square feet of usable space. Most of Concordia
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In Question
Having a wonderful intelligent conversation this morning got me to thinking. WHAT IF a woman were to become president? I know this is not too far off in the future, and it may not be Hillary Clinton, but think about it... A woman thinks with her heart and her brain. In order for there to be a war, she would need a legitimate reason. It would have to make sense, and if it didnt obviously the reasoning wouldnt be there. Women do not "fight" out of ego. It is out of protection of their loved ones. Usually a good thing, and outways the egotistical need to prove "I have better toys". Now on the downside of this, would other country rulers actually take her seriously? Or would it be like a woman walking into a car repair shop and the men taking advantage of the fact she's a woman and assume she knows nothing. Not to mention, altho she was elected into office by the majority, would the country take her serious? Women have been, despite the woman's movement and our achiev
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This has been an interesting year with the economic whirlwind with people trying to hang into their jobs and keep their finances afloat. I had the enduring task of many physical therapy sessions resulting from a car hitting me last Thanksgiving while yielding to oncoming emerging emergency vehicles off Loop 360. Was in the physical and water therapy until October and will begin again as soon as the months warm up to get into the pool again. Hopefully, it will warm up soon. While I it was a challenge to do during the day and work on the overnight shifts at night, I am grateful that my range of arm movement is beginning to slowly come back around (estimation is for another year to be fully recovered).I am so grateful for family and friends who kept encouraging me throughout the year. Some may never realize how much they were encouraging me, but they were; some were giving me so much encouragement throughout the year that I feel that I can do nothing enough to repay them, but I really app
Inquisitive Art
The person who once looked past your actions and decisions...Is leaving you behind, you wasted my time I would try to empathize but in ya eyes it wouldn’t be enough no matter how tough, no longer stressed Over wit this mess it was just a mental test That I’ve overcome and surpassed, part of the working class Enough enduring pain and manipulating tired of the strain You think its so hard to see To see past your transparencies The lies, deceits, I saw It all I will rise above and will not fall You complicated everything Would not even negotiate Just lived to impress Not hard to guess Seeing thru you like ice No more playing nice ha but what’s funny you thought that you knew me trying to guess and figure out what my next move would be not focusing on your own motives I figured out exactly who u was always trying to take advantage if u could manage easier to read u than American sign language You think it was so hard to see To see past your trans
Yup...i've been gone. Not much has changed although they did rearrange a few things on my home page and i did notice i lost somewhere in the vicinity of 30 "friends". My never know if they were deleted or grew weary of my not being on so they did away with me. No tears for me please...i-i-i-i'll manage. :( Not sure how much i'll be on, but i am pretty certain i will no longer live in the mumms when i am now. It just seems a limitless string of whining, bitching and overall assholeness that i can do least for now. Who knows, i might want some assholeness in my life again some day.   I know there were rumors as to where i disappeared to, so let me clear up the false ones. I was NOT captured by a female sasquatch and forced to pleasure her! Yes that would have been fun with all the searching for her cooch through the hair, but it's just not true. I was NOT named as the second gunman in the JFK assassination. I was NOT abducted by aliens and then subsequently included into
Inquiring Minds Want To Know???
Dear Friends,Family,& Fans,       I am speaking for Thunder and I both, as most of you know we quit WFS last week, but was asked to stay, so we did mostly because of our GREAT friends there. Last night, D/T childless, and most ridiculouse reasonings by one of WFS owners, that seeems to think her chit don't stink we were fired, after quitting LOL!!! We luv our dear fu friends and will visit often if allowed. You all can hit our SB or Yim anytime, we will be around just as always. Girls WATCH YOUR BACKS!!!!! Happy Easter To All!!! And HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO BIG DOG KENNY!!!!!!                                             With all our Fu Luv,                                             Dragoness & Thunder P.S. If I heard the song Shes my Little Whiskey girl 1 more time I was going to VOMITT anyway!!!!!!!
Is felatio or cunnilingus by itself half of 69,  that is 34 1/2 ? Why is it that some of the younger women on fubar want to point me to private porn sites? I had to block someone tonight If anyone has anything to inquire  about me, I will answer to the best of my ability
How do you feel and what do you hear when someone says ‘I trust you..’? Trust is a hard thing to grasp at times, especially if you give it to someone to only be let down…time and time again. Trust is something that precious to me, something that someone has to gain from me. Over time even the few I’ve let in to trust have ended up letting me down in the long run. Promises not met, sweet talking that was empty, catching them in avoiding the truth or lying. How do we as women navigate through the men and know who to trust anymore? I hunger to trust someone, to give my life in their hands and know that they will always be there to take care of me. That there is no doubt in my mind I can trust them to be honest and straightforward whether good or bad. I feel so broken with so much distrust in people and men. Perhaps in the long runs it’s because I have no faith or hope to trust in them. How do you know to trust someone…when their actions aren&rsqu
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In Rain And Regret
Life disappears right before our eyes, and in seconds our truths are proved to be lies. We swallow down our pride with clear liquid that kills our insides. Lovers don't wait for the pain to subside, and mothers don't know the way they leave us when they die. Girls don't know the way they stab us with their eyes, and boys don't have enough closets to hide. Brothers don't know their hands that hold our hearts, and fathers don't know how easily they rip us apart. Misery holds us close to her breasts, and in seconds we feel more than any other day, and all is laid to rest. We slice away our confidence with silver blades to our wrists. Wives don't try to be nice anymore, and husbands don't come home before they've seen their whores. Sons don't know left from right, unless they're up late on a school night, and daughters don't know the difference between love and fist fights. Friends don't know their empathy, and enemies show no sympathy. Life comes in quick flashes, like sunligh
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this is a comment I was gonna post on a bulletin from one of my friends ..claiming that LC/CT is corporate owned. I for one enjoy myself and the ppl I really care about can be reached in other way as of now so ..if for some reason things get toooooo weird around here it will be no loss to me .I have other means and am greatful for those I have come in contact with and love all my new friends so whats the big deal if you all have had fun ...then continue to do so until it is time to bail on "THE MAN"..LMAO. AS FOR PICS : I have been here since July and it has always been a rule that NO ADULT (meaning things you'd see in Playboy or things of the like)are allowed in Public areas. They told me that if it would be in such mags as Maxim then its cool..just not in Primary pics and public areas(comments and default): if all those concerned had listened then we wouldnt be having problems now. I for one enjoy most of the pics i.e.: Nudes and all that I have seen on here. There ar
In Recent Adventures In Love!? I Sit Trapped In This Cell, Waiting For The Right Moment. Deserving Your Love I Do, So Insearch Is Where It Leaves Me.
In recent adventures in love!? I Sit trapped in this cell, waiting for the right moment. Deserving your love I Do, so insearch is where it leaves me.
In Regards To The Name Change...
Just to save time, I thought I would put the Bi part in there. I was asked about 400 times ir so. :) Not that i mind...
In Regards To My Life
In Remembrance Of My Uncle
I was very young when an Uncle of mine..age 17, died in a terrible car accident. His car went off a cliff and hit a tree head on. His friend tried to help him out of the car, but couldn't undo his seatbelt, because the car was on fire. My uncle couldn't help, because he was already gone, but his friend didn't know that.The night I heard the news was very devastating, and the next day this article came out in the newspaper..I remember this to this day. I will never forget him. "Please God, I’m only 17" Please God, I’m only 17The day I died was an ordinary school day. How I wish I had taken the bus! But I was too cool for the bus. I remembered how I wheedled the car out of Mom. “Special favor,” I pleaded, “all the kids drive.” When the 2:50 bell rang, I threw all my books in the locker. I was free until 8:40 tomorrow morning! I ran to the parking lot, excited at the thought of driving a car and being my own boss. FREE! It doesn’t matter how the accident happened. I was goofin
In Rememberance
This calls for a dance Or maybe a toast Whatever, it calls for, it must show the utmost Utmost respect for the situation In remembrance of the day I asked for your hand I remember like it was yesterday Centered in the trees of Autumn We were surrounded by these I could see the tears in your eyes At the very touch of my hand I felt your nervous shake As your stared at your man I could see you thoughts As if they where projected Onto your face from you brain And it was funny So not unusually I was thinking the same Madam, will you take my hand and forever to hold As long as you live Will you be my wife My lover The mother of my kids With all that said I ask you this Will you be my wife? This i Wrote to a girl when i was 16, she died in a horrible car wreck caused by an arguement between us. This was going to be said at our wedding, instead i read it at her funeral:(
In Remeberence 2 911'o1
In Rememberence
In Regards To Nsfw
I have a friend on here that was made to remove 6 pics from her profile.Now i understand the nsfw guidelines and well they common sense things,I mean we're all adults right.Now i have gone over the nsfw guidelines and can not see how these pics were nsfw maybe one possibly. All pics were if not tasteful but they were at least pics of her clothed I think some people are gettin a little overzelus about tellin on people with nsfw marks.Live and let live thats what i say so lets all be a bit more mature about markin photos and if you agree with this pass it on to a friend and tell them to pass it on. Stay true and stay real.
In Rememberance* Of September 11
In Rememberance (9-11 Tribute)
What I am saying is I listen to the radio here everyday at work... 1 station woo woo... I am in Naknek Alaska... not much to choose from but at least it is Public Radio... So anyway one of the many topics today (09-11-07) Was this "How long do we remember and take moments of mourning for the 9-11 attack?" OMG! I couldn't believe it... I say how long do we remember July 4, 1776? or December 7, 1942 or the last weekend of May? or January 15 or any other day that commerates when a Nation changes it's view and way it interacts within it's own borders or the world. I will remember the Horror I witnessed On this day 6 years ago... I will remember it until I have no memory, until I die. I will always mourn for the victims and thier families. And I say that is how long "we" as a nation should observe the memory of this day... until "we" The United States of America has no memory for we have all died... Remember until there are no more Americans (present and future) Now I realiz
In Rememberance Of Dj Razor,mataya(dj Strykes Daughter),and My Best Friend Kai
OK EVERYONE GO CHECK IT ITS MY NEW GRAPHICZ SITE THERE WAS ALOT OF PPL WHO LIKED MY GRAPHICZ IN MY ALBUMS SO I STARTED THIS SO I COULD MAKE THEM FOR OTHERS HERE THE LINK BELOW :) CHECK IT AND LEAVE COMMENTS Today Since The Death Of Dj Razor And Of One Of My Closest Friends Dj Strykes 2 Year Old Has Come About And The Passing Of A Dear Friend Of Mine Who Suffered A Similar Fate To The One That Dj Razor Suffered Only Just 4 1/2 Years Ago...I Decided That Because Of This I Would Like To Do A "In Rememberence" Blog For These 3 Beautiful Souls Who Will Be Missed But Never Forgotten... Dj Razor Dj Razor Was A Sweet Kind And Caring Woman Whom Everyone Loved And Adored She Was Often There For Those Who Needed Friendship And A Mother To A Beatufiul Little Girl Jen...She Was A Beautiful Soul And Someone Unjustly Took Her Away From Those Who Loved Her Just By One Pull Of A Trigger To Her Head And Chest By Someone Who Had Already Harmed Her Onc
In Response To The Mumm Posted...
In Reference To The Previous Blog
i find this absolutely hilarious that people have online mommies and daddies dont yall ?? that they report everything to that person despite what sarcasm may lie behind it!!!!! lmao how many people think i would actually tell someone to let me see them naked in public ??? cause you know what i would just to piss em off Re: Re: Re: Re: tits lmfao Hide header Date: Mon, 15 Oct 2007 20:05:24 -0700 From: Size: 6 KB To: Reply-To: nice to know that pagan has a mommy online good looking out for your daughter im proud so that must be the kid you care about right ???? On 10/15/2007, wrote: Wow.. that was a nice attempt, really, but yet not effective. Sorry. and I'm pretty sure that you have to be sexy in order to show off sexy pictures. I could be wrong... but I'm pretty sure that's how it works. On 10/15/2007, wrote: well however we will do this i will fix your girls problem and also i will not arg
In Remembrance
Today,a day of memories, A day where each and everyone of us, Stand together and pray, For the thousands that have died, and for the others who defended for it Today,a day where we all remind ourselves, That each and everyone of us, Have a duty in ourselves, To hold up to justice. To stay firm on the grounds we stand Marked in our hearts, A Nation's strength, Not shaken by what lay ahead of us, Not consumed by the horrors of evil, Today,we marched on, Together we stand, Not as one, but as a country, That no matter what, We will never fall. GOD BLESS AMERICA.
In Regards To...
So everyone always thinks Angie is always pissed off. That's not always true just some people piss her off... especially the people that hurt me!!! :-)
~in Rememberance~
This calls for a dance Or maybe a toast Whatever, it calls for, it must show the utmost Utmost respect for the situation In remembrance of the day I asked for your hand I remember like it was yesterday Centered in the trees of Autumn We were surrounded by these I could see the tears in your eyes At the very touch of my hand I felt your nervous shake As you stared at your man I could see your thoughts As if they where projected Onto your face from your brain And it was funny So not unusually I was thinking the same Madam, will you take my hand and forever to hold As long as you live Will you be my wife My lover The mother of my kids With all that said I ask you this Will you be my wife? Stay with me for the rest of our lives
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*in Remembrance Of Kim May She Fly With The Angels*
Sad day on Fubar, One of our good friends passed away on May 25th, 2008. A great friend to any who knew her, always full of joy, made our days.Member of the Rogue Bombers and Shadow Levelers she helped all she could when it came to helping people on here level and with contestWhen tomorrow starts without me,and I'm not there to see;If the sun should rise and find your eyes,all filled with tears for me;I wish so much you wouldn't cry,the way you did today,while thinking of the many things,we didn't get to say.I know how much you love me,as much as I love you,and each time that you think of me,I know you'll miss me too;But when tomorrow starts without me,please try to understand,that an Angel came and called my name,and took me by the hand,and said my place was ready,in heaven far above,and that I'd have to leave behind,all those I dearly love.But as I turned to walk away,a tear fell from my eye,for all life, I'd always thought,I didn't want to die.I had so much to live for,so much yet t
In Remembrance
My favorite relative, my uncle Edgel, passed away early this morning. He had melanoma several years ago, which metasticized into his brain. The tumors were inoperable, and although they tried radiation, chemo, gamma knife, and surgery, the cancer spread into his lungs and liver. He has been in a coma for nearly two weeks. He had a "No Heroic Measures" will, and therefore has had no nutrition, nor fluids of any kind. It is just the sheer Harper ruggedness that kept him going this long. There was a song written by an acquaintance of mine and recorded by Pine Mountain Railroad called "Beyond The Rain". He wanted me to sing it at his funeral, and his widow has asked me to do "Amazing Grace" with my guitar as well. It is going to be so difficult, but I will get through it with his help. He will be sorely missed!
In Rememberence Of Andy
Free Comments & Graphics In rememberence of Andy, a great family man and dedicated Police officer...and the best brother in law one could in peace my friend. 1964-2008
In Rememernce Of 9/11 Forever In Our Hearts
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In Life..
Hmmm..what can i say about me...i spend alot of time thinking...sometimes too much..i have wants, needs and desires...and venturing further into a D&s relationship i am learning that my wants come second only to his wants needs and desires..I find myself desiring "His" touch every waking moment, and even in my dreams "He" calls to me..the sound of "His" voice moves me like no some people who may read this you may not understand the complexities of such a deep connection such as mine.. Once again, here am late at night thinking well i did a great job conveying my feeings lol..NOT I've been given   s    p    a    c   e  ,   Although i didnt ask for space i've been given it anyway.. All i asked for was not to feel pressured, i tried to explain and be honest about how i felt and wow it got bad real wanted me to always be real and i was i didnt say i wanted to leave, i asked your advice and you told me that it wasnt your place to tell me what to do-im confused..and i f
In Retort To Gypsy Vampyriss' Blog Poem.....
he reads her blog with adorationas his cock thickens with anticipationshe smiles and feels warmth in her heartas she knows that this is only the starthe is humbled by her beauty and sweetnessand knows that she really is his only weakness!
In Russia Today.......
have been on Cherrytap quite a bit of late, due to my arm injury, and i have noticed that the "sexygirlblond" (i think using girl in her name is pushing it) women has spent maybe $1000 on happy hours on the last week, i admit i did visit her page, and listen to her voice message, and quite a voice message it is to, if you get hot listening to OAP's talking dirty (thinking of you there Rev) drop by and listen. Quite what makes people spend so much money is alien to me, sure the site need it to run or should that be, "the site needs it to return a tidy profit"....... not sure, still this site will never get a penny of my hard earned $$$$$$$, i am far to much of a free loader for that to happen. What makes some granny want to become a Cherrytap god ? what motivates the top cherrys to spend there time and money gaining such lofty heights ? answers on a postcard Doddy PO Box 101 Russia This women CLAIMS she is 33.…….LMFAO, I personally think she getting her age and IQ mixed up
Insanity's Finest
Heaven, the feeling of your lips, lightly pressed against mine. The taste of your warm tongue sliding accross mine. The sound of your voice, creeping out so gently with a soft moan. My fingers parting through your hair and back. Your sweat, dripping from your chest and nipples into my mouth. Your Nails tearing into my sides. Your eyes, the gate way to your desire, your mixed emotion of lust, anger, joy, sadness, comfort and curiosity. Your loving words when you hold me so close, when you kiss me and hug me. Your life itself, that ive become such a great part of. You are me, as i am you, even if just for a slight moment, we are one in the same. Doesnt it feel great? To have had you, to have you, to need you, to want you, to love you, to hate you, to feel you...Its Heaven. So why does such Hell come with such beauty? It makes me rethink my salvation. For just a bit of Heaven, waits a whole buttload of hell! Dont be mad, Its all the same Cruelty in Romance. Its easy to be pulled f
Insanity Is Only Soul Deep...
You think you know me, I don't even know myself A long time ago, put away on some shelf Broken promises and dreams of which I consist Leaving me to wonder if I even exist - RKE You just don't get it No matter how many times I try to explain it We just talk in circles Til there's no beginning, no end Never really getting anywhere Cause you just don't get it No matter how many times I try to explain it We just talk in circles -RKE Life's a one-way ticket To the end of the line There's no going back Except in your mind You're wasting time along the way Dwelling on what's been The past will be your enemy Til you're begging death to be your friend ~RKE
Insamniac's Insanity
The Insane Clown Posse To Wrestle In Philly This Saturday
FROM HTTP://WWW.PWINSIDER.COM FROM THE DESK OF..... TOD GORDON Juggalos? Jiggalos? Deuce Bigalow? What in the world is going on with my new promotion, PWU ? I've got clowns to the left of me and Joker's on my right. This may be one of the most bizarre months I've ever experienced in almost 17 years of promoting professional wrestling events. The key word here is "event ", because when you deal with The Insane Clown Posse, Psychopathic Records, and all of their crazy fans known as " The Juggalos", it's like nothing I have ever experienced before. BOMBSHELL? BOMBSHELL? Annie Social, my executive vice president and I are sitting in my office trying to assemble a card for our great fans of PWU, when we are "told" there is a message waiting for us from Violent J. Simply put .... he's going to drop a bombshell this Saturday night. With Corporal Robinson now pulling double duty as our Hardcore Champ and the JCW's Heavyweight champ, it seemed like a great opportunity to expose our fan
Insane Rambling
Last night I felt so amazingly beautiful. I cannot express how much without sounding completely vain hehe. Everything was perfect last night, the weather, the moon, the sky, the air, me, my friend, everything. I may never see perfection in this way again..... me It's Thanksgiving day not a sound to be heard. My roommates away in her room, so unheard. I sit in my room my whole body aches. My throat is so scrathy and my head pounds away. The turkey's in the oven it smells oh so great, potatoes are boiled and we even have cake! Her friends coming over to eat with us to, and then they will leave and I'll be here so blue.... My Thanksgiving day is spent so alone, my reasons to be thankful are miles from home. I called them today, the volume so loud. They all say hello and I can barely hear, Happy Thanksgiving my dear.... S haha after I re-read this it sounds kinda funny like some Dr Suess shit hehe. I must really be out of my mind today but here we go.....Joey don't rea
Insane Ramblings' And Other Simple Stuff!
Here my ass is moving Doing it all alone which is how I do most things in life not that I mind. I load my Uhaul, my bedroom, kitchen bath rooms and living room all loaded and head to my new place that I am writing this from and what, RAIN, LOTS OF IT! Arrrrrrg! I have a truck to unload, things to unpack. I would like to get settled into here for tonight but NOPE, it is raining, if I unload in it I'll just mess my nice stuff up, oh well. Guess I'll have to have the rental an extra day. Thank you all for your comments in the blog before this one. This is the end of my rant! Frank Here is my empty place But I have my laptop! Yay! 11 March, 2007 I65 North near Shepardsville Kentucy It was a nice sunny Sunday afternoon in North central Kentucy. I was on my regular route to Detroit Michigan like always. Traffic was moving along, in the middle lane was an old chevy. I was getting irritated by it, sitting there along side my 80,000lbs rig thinking If I blow A tire w
Insane Clown Posse
Insanity Of Sex Laws!!!!
Reading Lolita in Tehran I came across one of the laws that said “if a man has sex with a chicken it is unclean to eat for his family and for families next to him, but if a family lives a given number of houses away they can eat the chicken This got me thinking, Iran isn’t the only place where silly sex laws abound. We have enough of them to keep you laughing and cool right here. In Minnesota they love fish…well, some do. However, there are some limits: it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. And in Alexandria, MN no man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions or sardines on his breath. If his wife requests, he must brush his teeth. I don’t think a simple brush will take care of this. This might take some industrial strength mouthwash. Minnesota is not the only place in the Midwest with some strange sex laws. I know we can get excited (am I understating it?) when we have an orgasm. But in Connorsville, Wisconsin,
well my life is going nuts but at least i found a light.......the question is should i move towards it or stay in the shadows? I have came out of the shadows before and i was totally destroyed. So should i keep my distance where i feel safe or should I chance it???? God this is confusing!!! nw things in this would and diffrent things to think about my mind races and its hard to controll it. What should i do? Where should i go????? my god its confusing my life lol For all of you that have read my poetry do you think i should go back and start entering it in contests again?
Insanely Short Prose
Live with me in the country, At least for a little while. We'll pick raspberries Squish them into wine with our feet Get drunk And have sex. * wrote for Lisa in 1999. For those of you who don't know, yes you can make wine with don't need grapes. Lisa was a chick in one of my classes. I thought she was hot. Life Sucks Death Death relieves us from the suckiness of life Reincarnation Damn Blank stare Door shuts
The Insanity Has Erupted
I read this today in the Milwaukee paper... West Bend - Police Capt. Toby Netko looks pretty good for a guy who has just been sentenced to the hellfires of eternal damnation. "They already damned me to hell," noted Netko, in what is really just an aside. He is standing in a parking lot just west of Main St. while eight people who normally inhabit what must be a very unique corner of Kansas picket a military funeral taking place at St. Frances Cabrini here. "I told them not to scream at the cars." Now, for the most part, the itinerant members of Topeka's notorious Westboro Baptist Church are singing at them - albeit quite loudly. Sara Phelps, a 25-year-old woman who holds two signs, one in each arm, unquestionably has the loudest voice. One of her signs says, "Thank God for Dead Soldiers." The other reads, "Semper Fi Semper Fags." Behind her, at the corner of Hawthorne and Main, is a local business, the Lynear Hearing Aid Center, and what is coming out of her
Insanely Magik Manik Pixie
I just want to blow off here. I've had a insanely bad day today. And I woke up and felt reasonably decent and didn't know it was gonna end up like this. Most the time blogging I don't have shit to say, my significant other is driving me batty. I can't take this male pms shit. And then continually turning it all around like its me that has the problem ARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH! It's aggarvating and infuriating. Men blah. Everything I say right now is wrong and dumb. All cause one day he wakes up and the world isn't right. I love this guy with ALL my heart and that's the ONLY reason I put up with this crap. Cause 99% of the time he is a very nice and good guy. But this 1% time really sux. But you can't judge anyone on what they're like that lil. You have to take a lot into consideration. I was chipper, I was reasonable, I was nice. I just need to count to 10 here take a deep breath a face the rest of this HORRIBLE night. Thanks for listening my grand lil blog. If not for blog
Insatiable Curiosity
if I remember to smile as I go to sleep, I will signify that overall Thursday, May 3rd 2007 was a good day to be alive! some times I feel that there is so little connection to good and desirable people that it starts to dry me up inside! Tonight is one of those nights, the world around me seems to make so little sense and seems to be so totally NOT about me that I wonder where the rocket I arrived on was sent from! If you've ever gone through the starkness of savage Friday night loneliness, this blod entry is dedicated to you! I am a fanatic Baseball fan and a fan and a loyal listener to ESPN RADIO's Morning Drive Time Show, Mike and Mike in the Morning! Towards the end of the program, a fascinating discussion came up on the legal problems of Professional Football, Baseball and Basketball! The hosts spent most of the Football portion of their analysis centering upon the Cincinnatti Bengals. 9 Bengals STARTERS are currently contending with legal diffic
Insanity At Cherry
it seems like i am having bad nights more and more. I feel awful. I know its pathetic and really my own fault and i have no idea why i have the urge to post it on here for everybody to see. I dont need anybody out there knowing my problems. Yet here i am. Spilling my guts to you. I know most of you could give a rats ass about me. Most of you are here for the ratings only and could actually give a fuck about actually being friendly. But I am a friendly guy, and not the type of friendly you have to worry about. I have been seperated (divorce is $$$ i dont have right now) for two years. I have been alone that entire time except for my daughters. Any of the people I talk too will vouch, i am flirty but i do not come one to people or make them feel uncomfortable. I believe only a very small fraction of a percentage of people who meet online, make that right connection. So, while i may flirt i have no intentions of trying to be anyones boyfriend on here. I am here for friends. Wow, got a li
Insanity Fair
Insane Clown Posse
what up bitches i just say icp on the white rapper show and bitches they are sexy then every and anyone that is not down with the clown then fuck off and if u think you are but are not then fuck off bitches icp till the day i get barried with my ass in the air so every one can kiss it bitches and that mean u juggahoes now what hahahahaha i am a bitch and there is one person who understands me so fuck off and leave him alone juggahoes ~mmfcl bitches~
Hello friends and fans. I think maybe it's time to say goodbye to CT. Haven't been here long and know VERY few people here personally. But it seems that someone, has decided that sticking thier nose in my personal life is thier #1 priority. I came here because it was refered to me as a fun site. I came here with the only intention of making friends and meeting new people. Certainly don't need the drama. Have enough of my own. But I guess some people feel the need to start problems with people they don't even know, and I'm sure whoever you are know that YES, I'm speaking of you. First, it started a week or so ago with peple bashing my profile pic and other pics and reporting them as NSFW. #! the bikini top pic i had on my profile was certainly no worse, and far better than many profile pics i have seen on here by far. 2nd, i had a real shitty pic of me in a bikini top with a shirt over it in Hemps contest. But wow, it was disqualified because it was concidered inappropriate or NS
There are some point in life where people has been driven to a limited insanity where they can't deal with things anymore. I guess Im one of them but struggling to get through with life and I keep on crying because I know I ain't happy but for once I have moved on with alot of bullshit, and no.. sorry doesn't cut it from those who are apologetic because its too late to hear from them. I lost alot of friendship because of an ex and I hate to say it.. don't fall for the one you love that are controlling and jealous about every little things, because it isn't good for a relationship. I guess I am happy of being single because I can get away from the drama and the bullshit and the fucking fights. I mean I don't really know what goes next in my path but I do know that I am going to see someone great in my life but so forth nothing and I don't give a two shit about it. Ahh I think thats it for now.. so shoo shoo for later.
Hi ppl I need lots of rankings and comments, i want to buy a dimond ring for tricia, for our ct weding, and i need help, i figure if everyone votes 10 on my pics and leaves comments please help me, I will help u2 Omfg, wow. I feel amazing, i have been walking on a cloud, I have found my love, she is a goddess, Her and I have everything in common, I feel so in love, I am even gonna ct marry her :), but wow, I haven't felt so good in a long time, and omfg she is hot. I am in love and it feels great. her name is Tricia, or u may know her as Baby T, she is a sweetheart, and she stole my heart. I do not know this feeling, i am walking on a cloud My head feels like it's floating my heart it beats so loud My eyes form a tear, a tear of so much bliss My lips start to wet, as i think about your kiss You make me feel peace, my love for you is strong your voice is enchanting, my heart craves your soulful song I know for sure now what i want to do I want I need something in my life, and th
Insanity Fair
Express Yourself LIVE Yada yada new job yadayada not enough time yadayada too tired yadayada it sucks... Did you ever notice how important your voice is to communication? I thought about it quite a lot since I use the internet I guess actors do too. Just take one simple sentence “What do you mean?” and imagine in how many different meanings you could say it how many meanings one simple sentence can have, fear, anger, amusement, curiosity, boredom you can sound annoyed or resigning with just one simple sentence. Got it? And now take the internet and think a minute about how many different people from different countries, social environments, cultures and ideas use it every day… some of them might even know meaning for this simple sentences you never thought about… but why is it important? Because you don’t have a voice on the internet and without your voice you can not fully control what you are saying. You might laugh while saying something but you
Insanity Of Man And Woman
Im sorry that I forget I am sorry that I cant read your mind I am sorry that I dont live up to your expectations I am sorry that I dont live up to your standards I am sorry that I cant seem to do things right Okay, admittedly I am not a morning person, hell there are days I am not a morning, afternoon or evening person... But, let me point out a few basic facts about mornings: Natural Disasters: The majority of natural disasters occur in the mornings, the tunguska blast at 7:40 AM on June 30, 1908, Krakatoa on August 27, the volcano entered the final cataclysmic stage of its eruption. Four enormous explosions took place at 5:30 a.m., 6:42 a.m., 8:20 a.m., and 10:02 a.m., the last of which was worst and loudest. Each was accompanied by very large tsunamis believed to have been over 30 meters (100 ft) high in places. The christmas tsunami of 2004, the San Francisco earthquake at 5:12 AM - April 18, 1906 The New Madrid earthquakes of 1811 and 1812.... Not to mention
The Insanity.
I find myself in a world of confusion. Basic common sense is not a valued commodity anymore. People do and say things that make no sense or fall into a constant sick cycle of contradictory statements in which they have no explanation on why they do it (even when the contradictions are placed in view for their complete observation). And people say I have issues. ~Angel~
The Insane Asylum Lounge
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Insane Ramblings(try Not To Pay Them Any Mind. Xd)
So, here I am, just sitting here. Yep. I hate just about everything right now. I havent woken up in three days cause I've yet to acctually sleep. I think I broke something important last night, but I dont remember how, or what I broke. I have consumed entierly too many energy drinks this week for any sane, healthy individual. I might have died a few days ago, but if I did, no one's acctually let me in on it, its just a feeling I have right now. I hate feeling. Because feeling hurts, and I hate that shit. If I could, I would destroy your world, because all its ever brought me is pain. Your world sucks, and I would love to burn it down. Maybe someday I will. If I can somehow figure out how to get this damn ghost to leave me alone long enough to compleate my death beam. Oop's. Forget I mentioned said beam of death, its not copyrighted yet. I really have to get on that. Anyway, I hope something good happens in like the next 24 hours, or I'm going to either stab someone, or myself. For real
Insane Clown Posse
"Bugz On My Nutz" [Shaggy 2 Dope] Well, I don't understand the phenomenom We fucking these hoes that look like spallala Rich boys think that is shitty But I like fucking crackheads with one tit And I do it at the drop of a dime And I get the scabies almost every time So let's talk about my nutsac I don't front, Jack, I got bugs on my ballzac [Violent J] Well I'm Violent J and I ain't no bitch I'm always quick to tell you when my nuts itch Cuz bitch if I'm itching when I come home Drop a brick in a sock swing it on your dome You didn't think nothing of it, just let me stick it Probably should of known cuz I thought I heard crickets In your neden, but I ain't sayin nuttin though I ain't sayin nuttin till I'm done nuttin, ho And know I'm like bitch how can this be Tryin to sleep and my nuts get up and watch TV Then try to walk to the store and get a 40 How'd these bugs get on me [Shaggy 2 Dope] Somebody asked me how I got scabies Probably that homeless fat r
Insane Will Try To Rip This
Insane Stuff
1. Grab some boxes of condoms and put them in other peoples carts when they are not looking. 2. Go the to clock isle, and set all the alarm clocks to go off within 5 minutes of each other. 3. Move the Wet Floor signs to a carpeted area. 4. Hide in the clothes racks, and wait until someone walks by, then wiggle the hangers and say in a strange voice, "Buy me Buy me". 5. Impersonate a Walmart employee and give people directions to the wrong Isle. 6. Go into the changing room and put on a moo moo, then come back out and ask someone if this moo moo makes your ass look to fat. 7. Go into the changing rooms wait for 10 minutes then yell, "WHERES THE TOLIET PAPER?" 9. Bring a bra up to a walmart employee and ask if they have it in a size smaller then an A-Cup. 10. Go into the toy isle, and locate the loudest toys they got, and press as many buttons as you can within a minute and walk away. 20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level of Insanity > 1. At lunchtime, sit in
Insanity Overflowth
You scored as Severus Snape, Servant to the Dark Lord (perhaps), Snape is a cold-hearted jerk. But he's so smarmy and innerly tortured that we love him anyway. Or at least we love to hate him. Severus Snape100% Tonks83% Luna Lovegood83% Fred and George75% Ron75% Sirius Black58% Remus Lupin58% Hagrid33% Draco Malfoy25% Neville Longbottom25% Dumbledore17%
Insanity Overflowth
Insane Clown Posse
Insane Chris
"Through the wind and through the trees my beauty walked with ease. Though the walk was taunting verily she kept on walking. Through the fog and through the rain. She would not stop to wait and see. My beauty would not stop until she reaches me." It's a poem for a crush type thing. What do you think? God, how do I feel like a failure. As you may or may not be aware of, I am a screenwriter who has never sold anything is his pathetic life and most likely never will. Although the scripts are good but Hollywood would rather do crappy remakes of movies that never needed to be remade or destroy classic cartoons like UNDERDOG with staff writers. Crap like HOT ROD gets made but my good movies are ignored. Some unknown is out to make me a failure. I'm almost 40 years old and still living with my parents, I never had a girlfriend, steady or otherwise and I must be insane. For anyone sane that is going on 40, unemployed with no hope of a career or a personal life would have ended their o
Insane Clown Posse
To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity . 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso . 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around
I need to level up dammit! Uhhhhg I feel so alone :(
Insanity Is A Virtue
Ever felt physical pain when you couldn't fuck who you wanted? It fuckin' sux ass, I hate it. All I want is one night to show him how much he's wanted.
How INSaNe are you? 48% Quirky - You are only insane very rarely and when you do go insane it is hilarious. 'How Insane are You?' at
The Insanity
the fair was awesome had a great time the concert. I am going to the fair tonight. Yeah for Me. I am kind of hoping some friends will show up. and hang out. Get to see the concert and do all the fun stuff.
The Insane Ramblings Of A Mad Canadian
Am I the only one that thinks its so insincere that people sit there ahd hit the "I'M BORED" Button and rate your photo without every looking at who they are rating? I look at profiles, either through looking at the scrolling list at the top, or through the friends and comments of those I talk to on here. I cannot even comprhend rating a photo without looking at the profile first? Maybe I am just not normal. This site is after, about self promotion. For most, its all about the points and the ranks and all that other fun stuff that sucks the life out of what makes these kind of sites fun. Maybe I am just not into Attention Whores that are only interested in seeing how many people they can get to rate/comment/add them? I know when I look at a profile, I take the time to rate it at least, check out the pic they are using for the default pic and rate that, and then fan them if I feel like it. Hell.. I will even add them as friends.. which I guess puts me into the somewhat insinc
In's And Out's
Going camping tomorrow at Lake Glendale. Can't wait! Hope I don't get poison ivy. LMAO
Insane Ramblings
Sooo not wanting to be here today... still hung over from the weekend. Went the wake friday night and then to the funeral sat. It was... well it was a funeral. Depressing, and not in the good I'm dark way. Wife was taking it well though, and it looks like everyone is doing well. So yeah. Got this weekend to look forward to though, gonna have a blast hopefully! Gotta move to the other blog for details on that one though..... Have an online friend that recommended I sign up here and maybe meet some new and cool people. Seemed interesting enough and so far it seems like some really awesome folks!
Insane Clown Posse
PLEACE GIVE COMMENTS ON THIS!!!! NOT down wit the posse if you don't give comments!!!!! Insane Clown Posse (commonly known as ICP) is an American rap duo originally from Wayne, Michigan but formed in the Detroit neighborhood of Delray. ICP consists of Violent J (Joseph Bruce) and Shaggy 2 Dope (Joseph Utsler). The duo was originally part of a larger group known as Inner City Posse, which broke up in 1992. Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope usually appear in full black and white "evil clown" makeup, reminiscent of that worn by the Seventies rock band KISS. The duo has earned one platinum album (technically two, seeing as how the Ringmaster went gold twice on two different labels) and two and a half gold albums[1] They also have starred in their own feature film and formed their own wrestling federation JCW, Juggalo Championship Wrestling. ICP has a dedicated following of fans, known as Juggalos and/or Juggalettes. ICP began in the late 1980s, when a small group of gangsta rappers kno
Insane Beauty( Inspiring You )
I'm very laid back and pretty much like to do anything. I can go for walks, bike riding, dancing, or just sit at home with a drink and a movie curled up on the couch and be just as content. (I really like doing that one) The simple things in life you know... I love a star filled sky; I love the mountains, a rainy day, and the moon, just a very simple low maintenance kind of girl!I'm the type of girl that will devote my life to you if you catch my heart and will always be there for you. One man and one man only and I expect the same. I love to cuddle and kiss, kiss, kiss so anyone interested must like to do the same! I also like a lot of touching; physical contact is very erotic and important to me whether it's in public or behind closed doors. Just a simple brush of your hand across the small of my back while Im walking by to grab something, things like that ya know. Hmmmmm, who id like to meet? Well, he should be fun, love to laugh, easy going, takes care of himsel
Insane I Am
Insane Say I
Creeping like seeping sewage through my brain, I am in danger of the fall into the shadow call that has left reticulated scars of my sin etched for all to see upon my skin. Never the victor, never to win. Yet I must refrain from the distain of my insane self and I sit in feign acceptence again and again through the passage of the days. Here laughing, screaming, yelling, foretelling of troubling times when dancing llamas eat cobalt limes. Ignore the rhymes of the demon spider monkey as he coughs and chokes after numerous tokes from a pipe shaped like a gun. 'Ooo' I say what fun, pull the trigger and run to the embrace of a bosum. Bewildering bracers of bronze being brandished by a bellowing, brash barbarian
The Insanity
First of all just so everyone knows ahead of time and dont need to ask I am not okay. I dont know how to explain it but all i know is it is happening again my mind is racing a million miles a second and i cant stop it long enough to form a thought of my own the only things i seem to capable of doing at the moment is write my story I wonder how i stopped my mind from racing last time I cant seem to remember I guess I just have too much running through my mind again and without sleep please expect me to be very grumpy and not very talkative for awhile i apologize in advance for the things i say and do in the future i just have way to much happening upstairs again and it is giving me a headache from hell. but for now im getting off here and am going to make another attempt to get some sleep g'nite all. I call this insanity. am i wrong?
Insane A Khaotic Mind
Seeing as this is my first blog, i thought i might as well give you an insight in to my mind/life as of now. I love my wife, but she's been treating me like I'm just her play toy, it seems like all I'm here for is for her to get hugs, kisses and sex and if she's not treating me like that she's treating me like a damn 5 year old. I'm tired of it, but even though I've told her that, It doesn't seem to matter to her. It seems that all that matters to her is that i do what she asks and then just sit there compliantly and not say anything but if i do say something she gets pissed at me. I'm tired of it, but like i said, i love her and i love her so much and i don't want to screw up what i do have, because i haven't had a lot growing up, or even since I've started dating, and i don't want to lose what i have now, but I'm getting so fed up with it. I guess thats all for now.
Insane Desires
As I crawl between my cold sheets, my body shivering, not quite aware if its from the rattling of wind or the confusion of the mind, I grasp on to the edge of the sheets as if the overwhelming passion for death is hoovering over me. Scared of the method yet intrigued by the outcome i call it closer... my insane desires
Insane Ramblings
I thought that this was inspirational and sweet. I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too.   The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under their Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma."   The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?'   She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full."   The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and p
Insanity Vents
Insanity In My Shout Box? Noooo Lol
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal- The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair, and now... the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (Y A THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and
Insane Clown Lounge
Insanity In My Brain!
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that won't get down on her knees & open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to
Insanity Anyone?
So like...I was told to come here, that it is fun. I have kids, I am youngest child was born in April 2008...I also have 5 step kids. I live in Florida, I was born and raised in NYC. So I am a yankee with a southern drawl...been down south for 10 years now. Still got some yankee qualities, but I am plain ol country now. I got 5 tattoos, I love sci fi, I read, I write poetry, I love rock and country music....I love my kids, my man, my family... Umm anyway like I was saying, NEW HERE how the heck do you use this place, HOW do you make it fun, which lounge should I even go too? Heck I dont even drink IRL....mainly because I am an ex smoker, so cant really drink. Hmmmmmmmmmm oh yeah and I have a pyscho lab who thinks she is a 10lb lap dog, and a 10 lb pomeranian who thinks he is a 60lb rotti.
Insane Levelers
Insane Levelers
Like helping others? Want to join a leveling Family? we are a no drama family, looking for more friends to join us, so if your intrested just A/F/R everyone in the family. once you have added everyone please send a private message both Summer and Tracy Thank you. you must watch out for our bullys requesting insane levelers help. Anyone requesting help must need the max of 25k to level and have a min of 100 pictures and some stash. (SORRY WE ARE NOT A BOMBING FAMILY) Owner of Insane Levelers Summer~Uk~Leveler~Brit~Bomber~4~Sarge's~Badgirls~ Fu~Owned~By~Tracy@ fubar Owner of Insane Levelers ****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe**@ fubar Levelers ****Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original****Fu Wife & Real Life Girlfriend to Paul****@ fubar ~*~ DixieBaby~*~COME VISIT US @BIKERS &TATTO~THE HIDEOUT LOUNGE~*~@ fubar That_Girl~RL G/F To Kranie0561 ** Memeber Of Unique Individual Group**@ fubar Gypsysoul member
Insane Ramblings....
It's funny to me how time goes by and things in our lives change.  Dramatically sometimes... People come and go, emotions that we believed to be so strong fade into oblivion.  I look back over my life and it just amazes me.  The blog before this one, I've had held invisible for the entire time it's been there.  I was so crushed, so defeated.. Now, I haven't talked to him in so many months I can't help but wonder how he is doing... but yet, the connection that felt so strong then is gone.  Faded away.  Out of sight, out of mind.  And that makes me wonder if any connection is REALLY ever as strong as we think it is.  Can you stay connected with someone you never see?  Can the bonds actually hold?  Or was it just someone I was destined to meet and feel connected to only to have life take them back away?  I guess this is something I need to do more deep thinking on... Who knows.. I know at least for right now, I don't...... Idk how it actually happened, but somehow or another I became atta
Insane Ramblings Of A Blonde Chick  Please check it out.  I'm really trying to give it a go This is a rant, and is not intended to be disrespectful or offensive.  Do you think this new policy might be a little overboard?  I live in the desert and RARELY wear anything that isn't tank-top like.  Do I have to wear an oversized tent in order to get an avatar approved?  My previous avatar showed nothing sexual.  No boob, no nipple.  Some cleavage, shoulder, and HAIR.  Do I need to shave my head for an avatar to be approved? This policy really seems to send a double message.  An adult site, for consenting adults.  I can understand no tits or dick being in an avatar...but seriously?  What about skirts?  Are you going to ban skirts in avatar's too?  Or feet?  Some people get off on feet.  The same goes for lips, there IS a lip fetish.  There is also a hand fetish, an arm hair fetish, an eye fetish.  If you're trying to make this policy to prevent sexual arousal over an avatar, then it has already fa
Insanity Is Knockin
how can i stop the pain ? how do i calm my screaming heart ? it cries every second for a love that's thousands of miles away sometimes so deafening that i can't think or concentrate`i'm a man that's not afraid to say there are nights within the lonely darkness i cry myself to sleep wishing she was laying beside me feeling every breath every heartbeat my arms around her getting to kiss her when i wake before i sleep and all the hours inbetween how can i ease the feeling of failure when she's hurtin stressed tired or sick and i can't be right there to hold her looking deep into her eyes and telling her that i love her and that everything will be ok if somebody out there knows the answer please tell me cause this is driving me crazy the pain is like a million razor blades carveing away at my insides every song i hear makes me hurt even more before too long my tears will be dry and i'll shead ones of blood for the cuts get deeper and deeper every day
Insane Guitar
I've learned so much and even though I'm not all that old I've come to understand so much. There is a few questions that I can't seem to get answered though. For instance, is love really suppose to be so hard and painful? Because if so then that is the worlds biggest load of BS. Seriously, love is suppose to make the pain go away not cause it. God, life is so random, chaotic, insane, unstable, and frankly I don't like it that way. WHY CAN'T IT BE ORGANIZED? Sorry, my yelling moment is over with. Seriously though it's just growing to be old when curve balls keep coming at you and you're worn out from the hits you've taken before. Still though life goes on and we all must continue about it. Just remember, no matter how many times love has hurt you in the past it's not something to give up on.
Insatiable Girls Wanted..apply Within...
Many of you have seen my face before, I am a rabid flirt,I love to meet NEW people always! Today I am thinking of starting my own ALL girl clique on here! I am single and always looking and after being on FUBAR for over 2 years, I have become quite the connasuer of the finer things in life! I thought to myself: I am single, sexy, and just can't possibly be tied down right now! I need some insatiable girls on my team? So if Sarge can have his Bad Girls and Dylon can have his Divas...I am going to have my Insatiable Selection!!!! Sure there are a lot of them girl cliques on here claiming to have the Baddest of the Bad on FUBAR, I wanna have the most absolute, bonafide, HOTTIES on here! I am not looking to make this the Tropicana Beauty Contest, Women come in various shapes, sizes, and flavors. I am looking for you to be apart of my Stable...Details coming soon! Ladies drop me a line...I am looking to start recruiting. Love, *Kisses to you all* Marko Aleksandar
The Ins And Outs
Before my head started spinning. I knowI had a begining. I see sanity melting down the walls of the brain inside my head. Yes I am sick thats what the doctors have said. What happen to the pretty colors in the light prisim that once danced in my dream. Oh wait I think the Gnomes tossed them into a ocean or stream.. You may think I have just lost my mind. Hell I told you fucks it was only a matter of time. What the hell did you think I was superwoman or something. Penguins are stealing my chicken soup as we speak. them assholes they like to sneek. Sometimes the voices tell me Its ok to repeat the things they say to me, but a dumb dead bitch is what I would be. counting everything must be even or my brain has a problem computing. A fear of odd numbers is where that comes from     Ok I'm not really like this I am just bored out of my mind thanks for reading though
Insane Ramblings Of Me
life’s too much to think about sometimestoo much to drink aboutwhen you’re not sure who you areor where you’re going anymorebut it’s just perfect anywaymystery will lead the wayonce again a cocktail of loneliness and madnessand a photo of you to stare atit’s the way I rememberthe better timesthe excitement of it allthe love written on the wallsall around us and somehow we burned it all downwe fucked it all upjust for the thrill of itjust to live through itbut it’s just perfect anywaywe can erase the wastedlight fire to the jaded we really know what it’s likenot too many people can saythat they’ve felt this kind of firedown under up overall over each otherthe excitement of it allthe love written on the walls a cocktail of loneliness and madnessand a photo of you to stare atit’s the way I remember the better times. bird shit blues a bird shit on me today.on my black top.and honestly?i couldnt give to shits.cause if i was
Insane Drivers ....
I got up late today and on top of that i had to work so i got dressed ASAP and was driving my way to work when i realized that i forgot my cell ...... i was like GRR ... you know the feeling lol so i had to go pick up my cell and on my way back to work again ...this f*ing driver in front of me didnt wanna let me pass through on my left turn,  so i had to drive over and he gave me a fucking horn so i just gave him the f*kng BIG finger ..... i was so pissed at him .... but i had no time to fight lol so i just drove away Don't you just hate the bitter starts to a beautiful day cuz of few insensitive ppl ....
Many of my fu-friends that know this crazy bitch, and have heard her deny that she stalks me but this dumb cunt found me on Facebook and asked to be added to my profile and was told to fuck off.  When I wouldnt let her get on as a friend on facebook she located my sister and my son and begun hassling both of them. At first I didnt know it but she had said that my son and sister were so much nicer than I was and that tipped me off immediately that she had already contacted them. As soon as she had said that I asked my son and daughter if she had and they had both said that she did. I told them about her and asked them both to remove the bitch, and my sister did but my son thought that it was funny being a wiseass like his father he laughed at me and said no. I said ok but I will laugh at  you when she starts harassing you and your friends like  she did me. My sister was telling me how the dumbass was "liking" every single comment that she made. She blocked her  soon after. The one thing
Insanity Forgotten
INSANITY FORGOTTENHis view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon's control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished Lucifer's grasp...he's held beneath Exhauste
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The Insane Genius Ramblings
Short inspirational quotes could be the motivation that some desire. Being inspired to reach a goal that seems so far away is the base root of your dreams. Inspirational quotes can sometimes help lift us up when we are feeling let down. For we must never forget that there is always someone there to help us when these dark hours seem to cover us. We must learn to reach inside of our inner soul and search for that beacon of hope. It is there and it does exist, although at times it seems hard to believe and we feel all alone. Sometimes it may take a little short inspirational quote to realize that the beacon of hope is there. Deep within our inner soul it rest, waiting for you, watching over you, and keeping the light within you alive. The greatest human desire that could ever be reached is to know that you have touched the inner soul of another human. For when you achieve this then and only then will you realize that your own soul has been touched by the hand of
Insane Musings..or Is It?
Insanity And Beyond...
Is it right or wrong to live in a world of chaos, mayhem and anarchy, whereby we outstretch the strict boundaries of society or would we be deemed as a misfit, unfit to belong in society, is the question.   Personally I believe if there weren't any chaos, mayhem or anarchy we would be dwelling in a society of "The Stepford Wives" domain and that would be Hell, least to me LOL, considering all were fake and pretenscious, and as we see it, society already has had a gutful of those who are fake, pretenscious, self engrossed and arrogant, why add to it? If there weren't any chaos, mayhem or anarchy, we wouldn't learn right from wrong, that and the fact everyone goes on and on about freedom of speech, freedom of thoughts etc, yet when we try to do just that we get a backlash of b.s.   That is hypocritical to do that, therefore I believe we need Chaos, Mayhem and Anarchy to a degree, without it we are doomed.
An Insert Of A Story I Am Writing.
Cynthia had never done this before. She had second thoughts. Rob was the only man she had been with it. Then she remembered how she felt at lunch. Fuck it. I need some action and Chris is hot. Chris was looking for some action. He spanned the room, when he saw a pair of sexy legs in a skirt. Licking his lips and ordering a drink, Chris walked over to sexy legs. Cynthia turned when she felt a tap on the shoulder. Chris immediately noticed her large breasts. Damn what he could do with that. He noticed her face and smiled. Oh hell yes. It is Cynthia. He has wanted that piece of ass for a long time. Cynthia decided to be aggressive tonight. She asked Chris to dance. They were getting hot and heavy on the dance floor. Their bodies molded together and sweating, Cynthia could feel his cock getting hard. She was grinding against him and turned her ass to him. Rubbing her ass all up on his crotch, she takes his hands and places them on her thighs. He decides to slide his hand under her skir
In Search Of Female Models To Shoot With!
I am looking for some females within the area of Boston that would be interested in doing a shoot with me. First off this is not an opportunity for your boyfriend, husband, or best friend to meet me. This is a one on one shoot only. I like shooting with other web models or web model want to be. You don't have to be a BBW if you like hanging out with the big girls. BBWs and SSBBWs are preferred but not necessary! Oh, if you are a guy reading this I am not giving anything out to you for telling me you might have someone in mind. Also if you are contacting me asking if you can be in the shoot or at the shoot you can just keep dreaming because it isn't going to happen! Thanks! ~Nadya~
In Search Of You!
I need frenz...ole biker whos computer illiterate and lookin for fender bunny. Someone to show me some ropes*wink*..Add me as your Friend,Fan, Family...Lookin forward too our future. And another thing to all you polititions, "Let Those Who Ride Decide!"
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My surgery has now been scheduled March 9th... they are moving the nerve in my elbow so that it runs under my bicep and forearm along the vein people normally have their blood drawn from. While apparently this is typically considered "major surgery" because they are messing with a nerve, the doc has done nothing but re-assure me the risks are minimal. Basically just an hour - hour and a half surgery. so... yeah.. there it is.
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In Search Of...............
Just a quick testament, I am new to this site, so call me virgin or what you will! I love to meet new people and especially women, i am single in search of that right one, not that fake one i will give you a hundred percent if you return the favor so let's get to know each other!
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So I allowed myself to get close to somebody on even though he lives in a different state. We've been flirting back and forth and have even talked on the phone a few times. Lately he's been going through a rough time being off meds (ADHD and depression) and I've been there for him. (I'm Bipolar and have Anxiety.) Well, tonight I had a bad night at work and didn't exactly feel like flirting but expected him to listen to me the way I did but what does he do? He signs off messenger without saying anything and refuses to answer my messages on yearbook. Am I just wasting my time since we both live out of state? Are too crazy nutcases like us supposed to be together anyway? I don't know what to do anymore. I ran out of Cymbalta (antidepressant) a little over a week ago, and yet I've been feeling better without it. I'm on Zoloft, Lithium, and Xanax though, and Zoloft acts as an antidepressant. Now I can't remember why I was placed on Cymbalta in the first place. The Xanax h

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