Fubar Blogs 2

Isthis Guy For Real?
Who does Obama think he is to go to another continent and speak on my behalf telling the Europeans that, "We do not consider ourselves a Christian nation"? And then on top of that he breaks proper etiquette by grabbing the Queen of Englands hand with two hands. But she buckles and does not mind; all this because he is America's first black president. He has promised the world he is going to be some sort of savior for the entire planet. Then he walks around all high and mighty, with some sort of self important look on his face. The man denounces his own country. He talks trash about all the former administrations before him; like only a blak man knows how to run a country. This asshole bows to the Muslim leaders of the Mid-East countries, but has absolutely no respect for the people that inhabit the country who elected his pompous ass. Now comes the chatter about the fact that he has not chosen a church yet. Forget it; the man is not going to go to a Christian church. He has alrea

Is The Mind And Heart The Same?
please excuse my spelling and grammer.i believe there is such a thing as evolution actually. though i am religious and i have my own opinion .do you think humans really came from moneys or apes.i know this blog is not about apes and monkeys but if you beleive so much in evolution you must beleive that humans came from apes and that earth is billions of years old.you know how the moon moves closer to the our planet or im not which it might move further each year well every second.if earth was bilions of years old then that would mean that the moon would be flat on the earth just lieing on top of usor if its moving away a lot more further then it is now.i believe that the earth is only around 6000 years old base on the bible and that would explain the distance between the earth and the moon.im not a scientist so i dont know much its just an opinion that should be put in consideration.scientist expalins that gas takes millions or billion of years if i recall my earth science class i took

Is This Really True, I Got This Info Off My Fren's Profile On Hi5, I Need An Input From Men And Women.
AN INTELLECTUAL OBSERVATION OF THE DIFFERENT TYPES OF COCKS MISERABLE DICK- When the guy is extremely handsome. He says the right things,does the right things. When it comes to sex, he is lacking in this department. He sucks your tits too hard, kisses your mouth too long, stays around your neck forever, fingers you like a GYN Doctor, licks your pussy like he was in a track meet and has a very small dick. You try to give him some head and only find that you are actually sucking a pacifier. This is so miserable. You think, "how can a guy so fine, so polite have weak game?" To top everything off ladies, how about just when in your mind your going to try to get the best out of this even if you have to make yourself cum and he beats you to the punch. DAMN, I cannot believe he came in 3 minutes!!! TOLERABLE DICK- This is funny dick. He eats major pussy. He eats it so good, your knees feel a little weak. It was good enough to make you shed a tear. Then he puts his dick in, for you to realize

Is The Right Married Woman Looking For The Same As I Am
I have been to a few sites that have married women looking to have some external fun. I hope that those of you looking for a married man will look here and see if things work out. I am in the Fort Lauderdale area.

Is This Govt. Now Socialist?
a theory or system of social organization that advocates the vesting of the ownership and control of the means of production and distribution, of capital, land, etc., in the community as a whole. hence the stimulas package, borrow, but if you default, it belongs to the government.. food for thought, give me youre opinion..

Is This Hell?
Asylum I giggle as I lay, The meds are taking effect. But as your sitting with me, I’m not far gone yet. You wanna hear a story, While your sitting in the corner? About my good friend Dan, And how he met the coroner? Well I’m not sure how to start it, I don’t know where to begin. I hope your not religious, This tale is full of sin. You see I’d sit up straight, But I’m strapped on to the bed. They bound all of my limbs, And even bound my head. I guess that have a right to, After what I’ve done. But I’ll never say I’m sorry, Just because I won. You see Dan wasn’t smart, He went after my life. My lover and my master, He stabbed him with a knife. A dirty trick it was, It wasn’t fair you see. But as I sat there crying, Something snapped in me. Oh look at me rambling, You look kinda scared. Don’t worry I won’t hurt you, But then again who cares? I remember how blood sprays, The first time that you slice. And how it slows

Is There Such A Thing As Fu Love?
Once upon a time, I was a fu-tycoon. Almost oracle level and owned more than a dozen people. Had millions in the fu-bank to give away. Blinged everyone in sight, could level someone twice in one day, and often did. I know i moved a couple of people over a dozen levels in one or two turns. i was spending almost $1000 a month "loving" my friends. I know there were some who became friends through the process and never expected anything from me. But there were others that I have learned, who are just here for the game. How do I know this? Well, this time around, I came to fu land with one thing in mind......not spending a dime on anything or anyone. I came back for my friends. Nothing more. I just wanted to see who my friends were. So as I did, I began to see my old acquaintances online and reconnect with them. And as I did, I learned that I'm not quite as popular as before, LOL. As a matter of fact, I rarely have anyone even talk to me now. So, I am going to be content w

Is There Anyone Out There For Me Lol Guess Not Sick Of Being Hurt
it seems like there is just no love any where for me i try and push my harest for the ones that i am with but i it just always seems to end up the same hurt or cheated on or i dont know whatever just talking out my ass theres no point any ways just sick of theses woman treating me like shit or acting like there someone else and then they do a 360 in like no time at all or just cheat no won has any respect for anyone any more

Is This Our President?
http://us.mg4.mail.yahoo.com/ya/download?mid=1%5f18939%5fAOsNw0MAAAXCSwrEtwsrfkMCQF8&pid=2.2&fid=Inbox&inline=1 Refuses to honor our flag, again...obviously not his flag The Crotch Salute Returns At Ft Hood Memorial Service this week.

Is This Weird Or What?
my best friend of 14 or so years and i have always agreed and talk about being each others best man when we got married. even talked about getting married simultaneously! he got engaged, cool. to the best friend of one of my exs, also cool, no big deal to me. her maid of honor happens to be that ex, totally cool with that too, sooooo what right? his soon to be wife decided and convinced my hm that it would be awkward and not ok for me to be the best man because of this... >_> uh why do i get kicked? ive been here longer.... honestly broke my heart but i brushed off, but i still dont think its ok... last week i asked if i was still getting to at least stand up there..... nope... why? because she thinks ive been rude to her and very disrespectful... >_> if barely talking to you and answering your questions is rude then you bet. they had asked me to draw and paint out a leafless tree so they could use thumb prints

Is The Benefits Of Nature Cleanse True?
I have read about these following benefits of Nature Cleanse. Is it true that such miracles happened with this cleanse. Benefits of Nature Cleanse :* It gives you health & wellness.* You can easily lose weight without making changes in your lifestyle as such.* Unlike other cleansers it gently effects your body.* It never produces the radical bowel movement that would result in embarrassing situations.* It removes the toxins from the internal system.* It enhances the absorptive & the digestive capabilities of your body.* Nature Cleanse boosts the energy levels that results in overall health & good looks.* It makes the immune system function better.* Nature Cleanse is a complete & natural solution to all your colon problems.* This nourishes the digestive system & liver.* It helps in getting the maximum nutritional value from the food that you eat.* It contains chromium that regulates the body blood sugar.* It also boosts your stamina & concentration. Nature Cleanse

Is This A Social Network?
I have been a member of fubar for about one year now and it is a site with a lot of activity. But the main reason I joined is because I like meeting new people. I enjoy good conversation with people from different parts of the World. I have met some nice people here but for the most part it seems everyone is too busy to talk they are usually multitasking as is a popular phrase that I have been hearing. I am aware that fubar is a game but the object of the game is for people to interact. It seems many members are obsessed with the game and miss the point of what the game is all about. I do believe that good conversation is a lost art and people aren't interested in communicating like they use to. We have all this modern technology today but I believe people communicated better before. This a site to kick back and just have some fun but it seems many members are caught up in this frantic race to get to the highest level of a game. Don't we stress ourselves enough in the every

Is This A Meeting Place?
I wonder as I set here online watch the Fubar World go by, I see many aspects of this site has changed over the years. It appears that many people do not want chat or even respond to a normal conversation from someone. It's almost as if, 'if I answer this simple Hello, it is going expand into something more than I want to deal with.' It's almost as if it's only a game and not a social media site that was far strong back in the day before FB. People chatted and responded to a a private message, they were not worried about there buzz level of where their next level was going to come from, if it came it came because of the friends we had met can cultivated online. They wanted us to be successful just like someone else had made them. So really, does anyone want to chat?

I Still Love You!!
I Still Love You~ The night that I saw you, I`ll never forget. It was at a friends house, when our eyes first met. When you left me, It caused my heart to die. It was hard for me to say the word goodbye. I think of you always, I need you by my side. You don't know how much I suffered, how much I cried. The tenderness we once had That love that we have shared, Have long since disappeared.... At times I sit & wonder if the feelings were ever there. Knowing that I`ve lost you and having to be wrong, My feelings have not changed it will always remain strong. I know you are out there, somewhere looking into the moon. I hope you will come back to me, Sometime, someday soon. What went wrong, terrified to think" I sit here, alone - with thoughts of you. Sometimes confused - of what to do. My mind has worries - I can't deny. So, I lay alone - alone wondering why. I look back and see - all the things you've done for me. I don't know what to

I Still Miss You
I Still Miss You This yearning in my heart This confusion in my mind The words left unspoken Haunts me all the time Everyday I watch pass by With an emptiness in my life And a hole in my heart Where only you belong There are nights I wake up crying And wishing you were here To hold me in your arms And kiss away my tears

I Still Miss You!!
I Still Miss You This yearning in my heart This confusion in my mind The words left unspoken Haunts me all the time Everyday I watch pass by With an emptiness in my life And a hole in my heart Where only you belong There are nights I wake up crying And wishing you were here To hold me in your arms And kiss away my tears There is something that keeps me holding on - What I'll never know But one day things will go my way And I'll have you in my arms

I Still Love My Family
ADD ME FAN ME RATE ME ILL DO THE SAME SOON IM STILL TRYING TO GET EVERYONE ACCOUNTED FOR OK I CLEARED OUT MY FAMILY I STILL LOVE YALL ITS NOT THAT I DONT WANT TO TALK WITH YALL BUT I JOINED A FAMILY SO IF YALL STILL WANT TO TALK WITH ME THATS GOOD IF U MAD AT ME FOR REMOVING U FROM MY FAMILY I UNDERSTAND HOPEFULLY ILL STILL HEAR FROM YALL NIGHT LATER AND I OVE YALL

I Still Hurt
Today marks 1 week and 1 day since I lost someone I truly loved. We never could quite see eye to eye, compromise was never something that the two of us were willing to try. I feel I lost my best friend. It was a short relationship yes, but in the short time we knew each other, I spent my every waking second out side of work talking to her. Theres a song called a letter to me, and in that song a verse stands out to me so powerful. He talks about himself being hurt after breaking up, and he says "A pain like that is fast and its rare. She wasn't right for you yet you still feel theres a knife sticking out your back". That is so true. I question myself all the time. Many times a day I ask, could you have tried to understand Bradley, could you not just accept what you were being told? It's hard to accept what I'm told, actions speak so much louder than words. Why should I have to accept what I'm told? Why couldn't I have been satisfied, with that special someone seeing things were b

I Still Love You
It is sad when people you know, become people you knew... And when you can walk right past someone that at one part in your life was a big part of your life... And how you used to be able to talk to them for hours about the little nothings in life... and now you can barely look at them... ...and all your left with is that aching feeling in your soul... Its funny how many people have posted this. Guess we're all in the same boat, missing someone.. be honest.. if you really miss someone, a friend, a love, or a family member right now... & cant get them off your mind... then repost this titled as " I still love you...". Within 1 minute whoever you are missing will surprise you. If you break this you will have the worst love life starting in 1 hour.

I Still Believe In Fairytales
It's amazing that the heart can break, over & over again but yet even more amazing that the heart can find away, to forgive and love again, while the mind fivates on the pain vowing to never allow love back in, angly at the out come o fgiving it's self and infruriated with the weekness, it has shower it yells to the heart. "fairytales don't come true"!! The mind tells the heart angerely "stop looking for Prince charming he's not real he doesn't exist"!!The mind screams," and Romeo is dead he was just the part of someone imagaination to begin with"!! but the heart doesn't listen it weeps in silence awaiting the day that it will love again secretly waiting and looking for Prince charming it's your Romeo. but both Prince charming & Romeo are dead"!!

I Still Remember
I still remember the worldFrom the eyes of a childSlowly those feelingsWere clouded by what I know nowWhere has my heart goneAn uneven trade for the real worldOh I... I want to go back toBelieving in everything Yet knowing nothing at allI still remember the sunAlways warm on my backSomehow it seems colder now

I Stopped Touching The Butt
wat up..i finally bit the cravings and stopped touching the butt..cigarette butts...its been 4 days..of will power...i hope i feel beeter at the end of the road...u know its hard when their in ur face and all u can think of is ...how bad i dont need it..im trying to get as close to the day before i ever touched a cig or a drug or alcohol...i want all my freedom and soon i will have it..my body doesnt like the fact that i quit pills...alcohol..pot...cigarettes...but hey i would like to live as long as i can i dont need my health to b in jeopardy anymore...much love to all u that read this....wish me luck...ttyl

I Stole This Blog, And It Was Oh-so-worth It!
After a 13 minute Google search, lol, I decided this blog was the most informative about Friday the 13th, capturing the majority of the common issues about this less than hallowed day. Personally for me, being of a witchier persuasion than most, I think Friday the 13th is lucky. My black cat and I are going to enjoy it. =) * * * * * * * * * * * Friday the 13th myth makers By JENNI DILLON Watch out for black cats, avoid mirrors and ladders and, by all means, don't spill the salt. As most people probably already realize, today is Friday the 13th, a date commonly associated with bad luck. For the next several hours, millions of superstitious individuals across the country will hold their breath anticipating misfortune. Others will avoid leaving the house altogether, refusing to drive, shop or work on the ill-fated day. But whether you're a true triskaidekaphobe (a person with an irrational fear of Friday the 13th, also ca

I Stole This From Suga Who Stole It From Beauty.
1. Are you ready for 100 questions? What the hell else am I gonna do 2. Do you watch college football? Yes, go GAMECOCKS 3. Who will fill this survey out after you? Vampire Hearts maybe 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message? :( no one, I have no cell phone 5. Do you love anyone? yep 6. Are you happy? when medicated I am 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Wal-Mart (you mean there are other places to shop?) 8. How do you feel about your hair? It needs colored and cut BAD 9. Where do you work? nada 10. Last thing you ate/drank? White rice and a hamburger patty/Pepsi 11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now? OMG YES 12. Do you have any pet peeves? Stupid people, bad drivers, people who smack their food 13. Do you have any expensive jewelry? I have a necklace from Brazil that was a gift. 14. AIM or Yahoo? Yahoo, AIM, MSN, but I use Yahoo more 15. Do you like math? HATE IT 16. How many hours on a

I Stole The Sexy From Crystal
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== I stole this from Crystal.....It will make for interesting reading......... What is it that you absolutely need sexually? Hot sex on a platter What is something you have always wanted to try? I ve tried everything....I could go for a 3some with 2 mumerwimmen....that would be HOT!!!! What is something you have never done in bed before? I think ive covered it all What time of day do you like to have sex? Is any a time? What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? I love a chick who will wear fishnets......Its totally 70's, but i dig it....... How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? depends how good she kisses... If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you

I Stole The Stars For You
I stole the stars, all for youTore them from the sky.Close your eyes, my lovePut out your hand, trust meDon't question me why.I've given you my all.The only light I ever had,I've just spared for you,Now in the palm of your hand,Darkness might not be so bad.Lead me into foreverWherever that may be.Stay with me, my love,Hold my hand, never let goWithout you, it's too dark to see.I stole the stars, all for youTore them from the sky.Trusting you to guide my way,Staying always by my side,Please never pass me by. Written for the Magic in the Sky!

Is Tomorrow Real?
I never told anyone how I truely felt about losing my one true friend. I feel lost cold alone. To lose someone so close is like losing a peice of yourself. This guy Matt was everything to me. He was even more of brother than my own. But he's gone never will love, live, speak, drink, smoke, laugh, cry again. At times I can't stand to still be in Virginia since his death. Hell at times I feel like ending it my damn self. Not very many people knows the hardships that I've endured since his death. Losing my father, my great uncle, my ex, my grandmother, and my life. I feel like three inches tall most of the time because I've beared this pain. That's the German blood that courses through my veins. It's the West German belief that We are to bear the weight of our ancestors sins. I do everyday. Call me crazy.. cause I am.. I shall carry these burdens for the rest of my life.. even if it kills me. Is tomorrow too late. We never live but only die in search for the purpose to live. Some have que

Is True U Know
i'm an aries wat r u Message: Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet.

Is True Love Really Out There?
is true love really out there? does real devotion and comitment really exist? does it mean? that a relationship begins with 2 people becoming the best of friends and build there relationship into a very strong loving relationship full of trust, and they are very devoted to eachother, they hold eachothers hands when there out and about,call 1 another all day when at work, neither 1 cant wait to hear eachothers voices.always making time to see eachother, holding her in his arms when he can nomatter where they are. when his friends see the 2 of you together he tells his friends very proudly who you are before they can ask.he always tells you how beautiful you are everyday,and how much you really mean to him.does she tell you how important you are to her? when 2 people fall in love with eachother they seem to put eachother first ahead of everything & everyone else just think about it.

Is Tupac Really Dead?
Many rumours have told that Tupac is alive and was faking his own death for his security. Here are a couple of theories why rapper and entertainer Tupac Amaru Shakur isn`t dead. 1. 2pac died on Friday the 13th... 2. Las Vegas is a payoff City...meaning all sorts of folks have been known to be on the take...that means doctors, press, lawyers etc. 3. The car that the assailants were using during the drive-by shooting a white cadillac was never found for some strange reason...How could this be when Las Vegas is in the middle of a desert? 4. There is a small Black community on the North side of town...This strip is only about 8 blocks long...The attackers were black...Where did they go ? Where did they hide ? 5. The white cadillac containing the gunmen passes a entourage of 2pacs boys...many of them body guards...No one gives chase...and there are no witness...There were no witness on the street...How come? Why not? 6. 2pac has changed his artist name to Makaveli...

I Suck Even In My Dreams
Last night I had a dream where I was at a bachelor party at my friends house. There where 4 strippers who just happened to be Jenna Haze, Auroro Snow, and 2 other fine chicks one of them kind of looked like Tawny Roberts but wasn't and the other was some cute brunette (all porn stars for those of you who don't know). After they got there they just start dyking out and eating each others pussies, and flirting with everybody. For some reason my friends grandma was home at the time and she was not very happy about the whole scene and called the cops. So everyone was leaving and Jenna told me that her and the other girls didn't have anywhere to go around here and asked if it was ok if they came over to my house and got high. Then instead of the dream turning into some kind of crazy sex orgy with me and 4 hot freaky as hell girls, I actually said that it wasn't a good idea because it was morning and I had to go to work soon. So I know what your thinking and upon awakening this mo

I Suck!
I just returned and allll my mail and comments have been deleted...guess, I was gone 2 long! So plz write again... Now that I have ur attention ...lol! I am sorry to any and everyone who has sent me gifts and messages! I promise...tonight I will be online...been soooooooo busy!!!! I will be getting back to all my friends... Frankie

I Suck At Every Think
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own

I Suck
Wrote this, and did the "art" awhile ago. Be all my sins remembered When they should long be forgot In every day and every dream, And every thing they're not Be all my sins remembered, When no other things remain No photograph, no scrap of text No going home again Long forgotten memories of love that would not die Long gone smoke from fires which darkened half the sky Letters, yellowing, bundled on a dusty attic floor Be all my sins remembered when these are no more Time trudges ever onward And halts for no one's plan And what was common knowledge When all of this began Is now the faintest ghost Left from the uncertain past But be all my sins remembered When no other things would last ~amf "But those mine enemies, which would not that I should reign over them, bring hither, and slay them before me." – Luke 19.27 * If yes, can I use "The Popes Pear" on you? I'd love to beable to use it on some preggo chick right about now. The Pope's

I Suck At This But Here Is My Blog!
I met this guy, on here he so amazing he is one of the sweetest people in the world! I had a ton more to say here but I just cant tink right now my head hurts my back hurts my chest hurts I think I am catching a cold :(

I Suck At Life And Im A Horrible Person.
i dont have many. lots of aquaintences. not many friends. especially ones like my pal last night. i went to see iggy and stooges with my pal and his old lady. they drove. i forgot my wallet. they drove all the way back home. then back to the city. after the show we went to this bar/eatery which was expensive (for this guy who is broke and sucks at life and such) and my pal paid the tab. period. entree. like 4 fucking appetizers. drinks. 'no man, its your belated birthday.' jesus christ. and i got another pal who also has been extremely nice to me lately as well. not too mention my 4 old roommates who i went to see for my birthday, who TRIED to take care of everything, but im a sneaky bastard. or my one super-pal on here who is always 'i miss you' 'where the fuck are you?' 'hang out more' 'hey red queer where the fuck have you been?!' all the time. anygays. its weird. im not a good person. im not a good friend. i try. but i fail miserably. im absent minded. its nothing personal, honest.

I Support Angel Dean
Angel Dean has been battling liver cancer since 1998. She recently learned that she needs a transplant as soon as possible to survive. Please, atleast read her story Also go to her best friends page, Andrea, and read her blogs for even more information. Thank you, and please, repost this and keep it going.... for Angel's sake. Show your support for Angel by adding this banner to you profile or website. Thank you

I Support Our Troops
MILITARY FAMILY MEMBERS FATHER>ARMY NATIONAL GUARD ('63-'69) HUSBAND>NAVY ('80-'89) UNCLE>ARMY ('68-'69) SON-IN-LAW>ARMY ('06- ) NEVER FORGOTTEN PFC ALTON "LEE" ELLIS COMPANY B 2ND BATTALION 5TH CALVARY 1ST CAVARLY DIVISION AIRMOBILE KILLED IN COMBAT 1968 TAYNINH,SOUTH VIETNAM

I Surrendeer...
Yo hands, yo touch, yo kiss oh so tender. Yo love, yo body, yo heart & soul something I will not render! I surrender to yo love! I'm devoted because you are mine! For miscellaneous reasons I want to take my time. Wait for me & stay true to me. Show the love, that makes yo heart so true. The sky is the limit, but time don't last forever. If you was my girl I'll give you the world, only if you treat me right. Let yo feelings go try to submit to me. I surrender to yo love, here's my heart & only you hold the key unlock it & I'm urz! A good man is hard to find, but I ain't hard to keep! I'll cater to yo needs, massage you from yo head to yo feet. At night I'll serve you dinner under a candle light. Just relax, I'm romancing you tonight surrender to yo destiny. I did cause I think you are the one for me, I surrender! Invest in me, I'm yo destiny. I'm that man in yo fantasies, relax with me in a realm of ecstasy. Can you see me, can you feel me, can't you see there's no other quite like me!

I Swallowed Love
I swallowed love and almost died. I swallowed anger until I cried. I’ve ignored my jealousy, I’ve crushed my pride And I’ve come to wonder, How I’m still alive? I cloaked insecurities with lies, And I lied to myself a thousand times. I’ve pushed my limits. I’ve tried to fly, But my feet feel heavier Every time I try. At last I ask myself – what for? To not lose face? To feel no more? What’s the point of keeping score? Emotions break down any door. There’s a price we pay For what’s locked inside. I swallowed love and almost died. I swallowed anger until I cried. But these same emotions, Make me alive.

I Swear
I just don't get why guys drink. My husband drink and i don't like it but there is nothing can do about. anyways he has been drinking all day. and he took two goody powered and just as soon as he took them he threw up all over himself. I just sat there and laugh my ass off b.c i ain't cleaning it up. he did and he is going to clean it up. I just thought it was damn funny.

I Swear If 1 More Girl I Have Sex With
im tellin ya women these days need to learn how to fuc* properly im tellin ya women these days need to learn how to fuc* properly im a hairstylist and i like both i think shorter cuts have more style but when it come down to it in the bedroom long hair is (curly)what do you think

I Swear It Sucks
Friday, July 06, 2007 Who needs men if they are all liers Current mood: irate Category: Romance and Relationships Let's a Big Breath Out...Where do I start. My chest tightens just at the thought of writting this. First of all I know people are getting mad at me because I am not commenting or paying enough attention to them, I wish I had all the time in the world to do so. I can say I'm just about as sick as I was in January when I went in the hospital. How is a single parent suspose to get help when they have no one to watch their child. I didn't mean to start this blog so harshly but its true. Everything is falling apart and I can't keep it together....people are just making it worse. Friends want me to go places with them, I really need to be at home resting and cleaning house. I get online and I get bombarded with IM's Sarah..sarah...are you there hello Hello...If I wanted to talk to you I would say HELLO. I really didn't mean this to be so harsh. I love al

I Swear I'll Be There Soon
I will force feed you lies, That you first fed to me. Oh I believed. Payback's a bitch darlin, You'll learn that lesson hard. I'll give you glass shards, Like a gift, Embedded in your arms. Love is worthless. Carve your name in my heart. Memories fade in time... like the scars. I hope we cant see the same Twinkle twinkle little stars. The place for me? Hollywood. Dissapear in the crowd like I always wished I could. Hate yourself like you know you should. I'll write my goodbye letter with your blood. Soil your name, write it in mud. I'm ripping out my hair, I'll send it to your mother. She liked me best, loved me like no other. More then she loved you... You know it's true. Yeah, shes a classy lady, I will destroy her. I've been slipping away since days before birth. Mother used to paint my nails red. I would wisper "Mummy I wish I was dead" I Killed her inside everyday. She never heard me, she doesn't hear me to this day. I suppose I should be giving that g

I Swear
I swear by the the moon And the stars in the sky And I swear like the Shadow thats by your side I see the questions in your eyes I know whats waiting on your mind You can be sure I know my part cause I stand beside you through the years Youll only cry those happy tears And though I make mistakes Ill never break your heart And I swear by the moon And the stars in the sky Ill be there I swear like the shadow thats by your side Ill be there for better or worse Till death do us part Ill love you with every beat of my heart And I swear Ill give you every thing I can Ill build your dreams with these two hands Well hang some memories on the wall And when (and when) just the two of us are there You wont have to ask if I still care cause as the time changes the page My love wont ever age at all And I swear (I swear) by the moon And the stars in the sky Ill be there (Ill be there) I swear (and I swear) like the shadow thats by your side Ill be there (Ill be there)

I Swear I Didn't
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I drink a lot of coffee and I am a coffee snob! 2. I feel like I am 28, unfortunately I am 38. 3. I was married by an Elvis impersonator in Vegas. (divorced now) 4. I was Goth before it was called Goth.. 5. I will never let you see me cry. 6. I am a ProChoice fiscal Republican. 7. My career background is Finance related. 8. I love useless information, ya never know when it will come in handy while drinking with friends. 9. I wish I were a Vampire or Witch! (i do like the taste of blood and would love to apparate) 10. I am who I am, and don't try to impress people with fakeness! I am tagging the

I Swear Its How I Feel
so yea right now i feel like cryin and im not sure why, i just dont know if i can handle everything right now, i have family problems out the ass, grandmas in bad shape and everyones fighting, got friends comin to me with their problems so im helping them even tho i cant even help myself i feel like shit i seriously feel like hiding in a corner and crying call me whatever you want i just cant take all of this, then i have guy trouble on top of everything else, if its not dealin with pervs its dealin with shallow guys, to tell everyone IM FAT you dont like it fuckin move on with yourself like i can take another guy likin me until he finds that out then books it, heres the deal ppl im five foot three and i weigh 320 pounds no joke im short im fat if you dont like it delete me now, quit talkin to me do whatever cuz im seriously goin to stop caring its not like i dont have enough to worry about with world war III goin on in my house like everyday and worrying if my grandma is goin to die

Is Your Subconcious Your Soul Or Vice Versa
I was in a the waiting room of a doctors office waiting for my appointment. As most know there are several magazines to peruse to break the monotony of your wait. I picked up a magazine simply because of the words on the cover. I cannot remember the title now but do remember the contents and "gist" of the authors point. I read enough to realize the author was trying to align a person soul to a direct line to our deepest subconcious and it is our (deep)subconcious minds that govern our thoughts and actions and not a soul. Upon reading more into the article the more I realized that the author was trying to state that are deep subconcious is attributed to preconditioned thoughts and ideas we were raised on. I had to stop and look at how thankful I was for not being raised in an enviroment where I could have been raised to be an axe murderer or worse yet a politician. Seriously though I had to think that how ridiculous this article was basically comparing an apple to an orange and then say

Is Your Bag Heavy Or Light Or Empty ?
One of my teachers had each one of us bring a clear plastic bag and a sack of potatoes. For every person we'd refuse to forgive in our life experience, we were told to choose a potato, write on it the name and date, and put it in the plastic bag. Some of our bags, as you can imagine, were quite heavy. We were then told to carry this bag with us everywhere for one week, putting it beside our bed at night, on the car seat when driving, next to our desk at work. The hassle of lugging this around with us made it clear what a weight we were carrying spiritually, and how we had to pay attention to it all the time to not forget, and keep leaving it in embarrassing places. Naturally, the condition of the potatoes deteriorated to a nasty slime. This was a great metaphor for the price we pay for keeping our pain and heavy negativity! Too often we think of forgiveness as a gift to the other person, and it clearly is for ourselves!! So the next time you decide you can't forgive som

Is Your Computer Protected.?
Do you believe you computer is infected? Are you runnning antivirus and still think your infected?In some cases you may be. Just because you have a valid antivirus and it comes back with zero results doesn't mean that your computer has not been infected. You also need protection against malware.A common thing to find on machines besides viruses is MALWARE. What is malware? Malware is maliciouis software that is designed to affect your machine in various ways to cause problems. Some common symptoms maybe that your web browsers may not work, some of your programs will not start, you have problems installing new software, your antivirus won't update. In most cases you can remove malware with additional software programs made specifically for this type of problems. In the worst case you will have to reload the operating system back on you computer. Remember, just because you need to reload your machine it doesn's mean you have to loose all your data. There are ways to backup your data.!!!W

It?
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktail parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know.....it's never happened) And my personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart......check yourself!!!

I Tagged You
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Hip 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? Deceased 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? laughter 7. Your dream last night? Romance 8. Your favorite drink? Dr Pepper 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Love 14. Where were you last night? Bedroom 15. What you're not? painfree 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Love 18. Where you grew up? Odessa 19. The last thing you did? fubar 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? Explorer 24. Your life? Boreing 25. Your mood? Gre

Italian Stile
...io parlo italiano. Sono italiano e vivo in Italia. Ho 29 anni e mi occupo di impianti di riscaldamento e condizionamento. Questo è il mio blog ed ho deciso che scriverò in italiano. Intanto ti saluto. Chiunqhe tu sia. Spero che tu capisca l'italiano almeno quanto io capisco l'inglese. Ciaoooo p.s. not use difficult words...I do not understand your language well.

It All Comes From Within...
You scored as You have the Gift of Wisdom. You have had the gift of Wisdom bestoyed upon you. You know how things work, and usually don't know where your knowledge comes from. The same applies to other things that you "just know". People come to you for advice because you are almost always right. Have patience with yourself and don't over do everything.You have the Gift of Wisdom94%You have the Gift of Discernment88%You have the Gift of Empathy75%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision50%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet44%You have the Gift of a Seer44%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com Your Power Level is: 67% You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.

It A Lazy Day..
Sunday for the most part are lazy days.. I wish I had a couple sundays in a row.. I work one full time job and 2 odd jobs all week long.. and Sunday is football day and my home team Cleveland Browns are having a pretty good year.. Kids are outside playing and I'm enjoying updating my new site... I think I'm going to enjoy Cherrytaps.. Sweetshorty

Italians
FRIENDS VS. ITALIAN FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food ITALIAN FRIENDS: bring food whenever they come over. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long you forget it was yours then borrow itback. FRIENDS: know a few things about you. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Could write a book about you. (but wouldn't) FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' ass that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door ITALIAN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "Yo, I! 'm here !" FRIENDS: Are for a while. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Are for life. FRIENDS: Will ignore this. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will share this.

Italian Arrogance
Mi attanaglia un leggero fastidio per l'allontanarsi del progetto che mi avrebbe condotto a NewYork. Il piano Iniziale avrebbe previsto la partenza questo novembre. Abortito immediatamente il piano ho spostato il tutto a febbraio questo che si appresta ad arrivare tra 3 mesi. Ma credo che presto sfumerà anche questa scadenza. Cosa mi impedisce di consegnare alla polizia il modulo del passaporto e prenotare i biglietti? I Soldi sono quelli che sono ma avendo l'obiettivo chiaro dinnanzi a me sono pronto al sacrificio. Per la mia ragazza il Freddo di Novembre come quello di Febbraio sembrano essere dei buoni motivi per posticipare questo mio volto transoceanico. Non lo so alla fine mi sembra quasi che partendo farei un torto a qualcuno...se non si buttasse in faccia ogni tanto un viaggio di novembre il fastidio sarebbe forse leggermente più leggero... Ma ora più di ieri mi sembrano inibite tante di quelle possibilità...quasi come se ogni decisione della mia vita dovesse essere presa

Italian Artist Guido Daniele
Here's one for you... When Italian artist Guido Daniele was hired by an advertising agency to create body painting of animals, he loved the idea. "I researched each animal in depth to see how I could transfer it to a hand, and then set about bringing it to life." The hardest part of his job is watching his creations disappear down the drain after they're photographed. "I'm getting used to it," Daniele shrugs. "At least I get to start each day with a fresh canvas." Guido Daniele lives and works in Milan. (Here is him and some of his hand art.. simply amazing) ENJOY!

Italian Math
An Italian man wants a job, but the foreman won't hire him until he Passes a little math test. "Here's your first question," the foreman Said. "Without using numbers, represent the number 9." "Without numbers?" the Italian says, "Datsa easy." and he proceeds to Draw three trees. "What's this?" the boss asks. "Ave you got no brain? Tree and tree and tree makea nine," says the Italian. "Fair enough," says the boss. "Here's your second question. Use the Same rules, but this time the number is 99." The Italian stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture That he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree. "Ere a you go." The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to Represent 99 ?" "Each of DA trees isa dirty now. So, it's dirty tree, and dirty tree, And dirty tree. Dat is 99." The boss is getting worried that he's going to actually have to h

It All Started With Men Of Course!
Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now... I never looked at it this way before: MENtal illness MENstrual cramps MENtal breakdown MENopause GUYnecologist AND .. When we have REAL trouble, it's a HISterectomy. Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?

It All In Fun
IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you

Italian Kids Vs American Kids
Italian kids vs American kids American kids: Move out when they're 18 with the full sup port of their parents. Italian kids: Move out when they're 28, having saved enough money for a house, and are two weeks away from getting married....unless there's room in the basement for the newlyweds. American kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings a Bundt cake, and you sip coffee and chat. Italian kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings 3 days worth of food, begins to tidy up, dust, do the laundry, and rearrange the furniture. American kids: Their dads always call before they come over to visit them, and it's usually only on special occasions. Italian kids: Are not at all fazed when their dads show up, unannounced, on a Saturday morning at 8:00 , and starts pruning the fruit trees. If there are no fruit trees, he'll plant some. American kids: Always pay retail, and look in the Yellow Pages when they need to have something done. Italian kids: Call their dad or u

Italian Sex!!!!
THE JEWISH MAN SAID,LAST WEEK,MY WIFE AND I HAD GREAT SEX.I RUBBED HER BODY ALL OVER WITH SCHMALTZ(CHICKEN FAT),WE MADE PASSIONATE LOVE,AND SHE SCREAMED FOR FIVE FULL MINUTES AT THE END. THE FRENCHMAN BOASTED,LAST WEEK WHEN MY WIFE AND I HAD SEX,I RUBBED HER BODY ALL OVER WITH BUTTER.WE MADE LOVE AND SHE SCREAMED FOR FIFTEEN MINUTES! THE ITALIAN MAN SAID,WELL,LAST WEEK MY WIFE AND I ALSO HAD SEX.I RUBBED HER BODY ALL OVER WITH OLIVE OIL.WE MADE LOVE AND SHE SCREAMED FOR OVER SIX HOURS! THE OTHER TWO WERE STUNNED.THE AMAZED FRENCHMAN ASKED,WHAT COULD YOU HAVE DONE TO MAKE YOUR WIFE SCREAM FOR SIX HOURS? THE ITALIAN MAN SAID,"I WIPED MY HANDS ON THE BEDSPREAD.'

The Italian Campaign
The Italian Campaign 1) Sicily Campaign, July 9 - August 1943. The 5th US and 8th British Armies landed on Sicily on July 9, 1943. General Patton was selected to lead the secondary attack on the left flank, around General Montgomery. Patton beat the British to Messina. On 25 July, the King Emanuele overthrew Mussolini. The monarchy tried to make an armistice with the Allies. The Germans rescued Mussolini from prison and set him up as a puppet leader over a new Republic. (2) Invasion of Italy, September 3 & 9. On 3rd, Montgomery landed at the toe of Italy after an extensive artillery bombardment. Just before the 5th US Army landed at Salerno, below Naples on the 9th, the Italian government had surrendered and ordered Italians not to resist. Soon, both armies had captured the lower part of Italy, including the Foggia airfield and the valuable port of Naples. By December, the Germans had retreated to the natural fortresses along the Liri Valley just south of Rome. The

It All Happens When We Learn To Love,
Learn to love challenge, and you'll fill your life with accomplishment. Learn to love effort, and your skills will grow more valuable with each passing day. * Learn to love making a difference, and doors will quickly open for you wherever you go. Learn to love giving freely of yourself, and you'll receive more fulfillment than you ever could imagine. * Learn to love being the authentic person you are, and everything you do will be infused with integrity. Learn to love whatever work you're doing, and that work will bring abundant rewards. * Learn to love beauty for beauty's sake, and you'll discover a wealth of it in places no one else would even think to look. Learn to love unconditionally, and there will be no limit to what your love can accomplish. * Learn to love life just because it is, and each day will be a grand new adventure. Learn to love the moment you're in, and you'll find richness in every direction. * Learn to love the possibilities, and you'll make

Italiandragonfire
Someone has eresased my profile. How can someone do that Any Clues!!!! Well i have theses so called friends, that when i really needed them, are never there go figure!!! But when they want to talk or want something they expect you to be right there and pay attention...And they expect you to forgive them over and over, damn people need to grow the f--- up..I could of been dead by now, they never would have cared.. Hum friends or not...... Well after being in a 2 year relationship, i am free,,,,, I thank god i got out with my sanity.... He took alot of things but my friends and family he did not.... Lost my truck he has, But i gained my life back... There are angels in this world.... NOW ITS ABOUT ME FOR ONCE!!!

Italian Files
Sunday Dinner for Italians Italians have a $40,000 kitchen, but use the $259 stove from Sears in the basement to cook. There is some sort of religious statue in the hallway, living room, bedroom, front porch and backyard. The living room is filled with old wedding favors with poofy net bows and stale almonds (they are too pretty to open). A portrait of the Pope and Frank Sinatra hang in the dining room. God forbid if anyone EVER attempted to eat Chef Boy-are-dee, Franco American, Ragu, Prego or anything else in a jar or can (tomato paste is the exception). Meatballs are made with Pork, Veal and Beef. We are Italians ; we don't care about cholesterol. Turkey is served on Thanksgiving, AFTER the manicotti, gnocchi, lasagna and soup. If anyone EVER says ES-CAROLE, slap 'em in the face -- it's SHCAROLE. If they ever say ITALIAN WEDDING SOUP, let the idiot know that there is no wedding, nor is there an Italian in the soup. Also, the tiny meatballs must be made by hand. No

Italian Kitchen
2 Small Eggplants; unpeeled cut into 1/4−inch rounds 2 Eggs; lightly beaten 1−1/2 Cup Bread crumbs 1/2 Teaspoon Salt 1/8 Teaspoon Pepper 1 Garlic cloves peeled and halved 3/4 Cup Olive oil 20 Ounce Tomatoes, canned 1/3 Cup Tomato paste 2 Tablespoon Minced basil 1 Teaspoon Salt 1/8 Teaspoon Pepper 1 Cup Grated Parmesan cheese 1/2 Pound Mozzarella cheese; thinly sliced Dip eggplant slices in eggs, then in bread crumbs seasoned with salt and pepper. Refrigerate 20 minutes. In a large saucepan, saute garlic in 2 tablespoons oil for 1−2 minutes. Remove garlic and add tomatoes, tomato paste, basil, salt and pepper. Cover and simmer 30 minutes. Preheat oven to 350F. Brown eggplant in 1/4−inch oil in a large skillet. Drain on paper towels. Put a thin layer of tomato sauce into a baking dish and layer eggplant, sauce, Parmesan and mozzarella, alternately. End with mozzarella on top. Bake, uncovered, for 30 minutes. 2 tablespoons unsalted butter

Italianmami
Well figured i'd blog since i got sum shit on my mind... 1st off.. im just tired of being sick! lol ok yea 2nd.. i have to say which he already knows.. i signed up for fubar in jan08.. signed up.. really had no clue what i was doing, and never really came back till recently.. and startin checkin out a friend of mind and got interested in him.. now we text on a regular which is really good and im liking him alot. comin back to fu i really didnt think i was gonna connect with sum1. but i did and i like it n him alot. he's made my 2009. Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Hooked on SEX works for me!! Cant help it..I just love sex, and make it rough cuz i go crazy for that

It All Makes Sense
T'was the night before Christmas, and he lived in a crowded, 40 man tent, with warriors so loud. I had come into the tent with presents to give, and to see just who in this rack did live. I looked all about, and a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stockings were hung, just boots close at hand, on the locker hung pictures of far distant lands. He...had medals and ...badges, awards of all kind, and a sobering thought came into my mind. For this place was different, it was so dark and dreary, I had found the home of a Soldier, this I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent and alone, curled up in his rack, dreaming of home. The face was so gentle, the barracks in such good order, but not how I pictured a United States Soldier. Was this the hero whom I saw on TV? Defending his country so we all could be free? I realized the families that I've seen this night, owed their lives to these Soldiers who were willing to fight. Soon round the world, t

It All Falls Down At Once
you would think i would learn eventually. you would think that somewhere something would have to give and i would be once again centered. but you're wrong i never learn. i do the same shit all the time and then am completely perplexed when i don't get different results. that, ladies and gentlemen, is the definition of insanity. things have been particularily bad lately in my head. nothing seems to make sense anymore and i can't even communicate with my fiance, Kenny properly. i can't tell him what's wrong no matter how much he begs for answers because i, myself, don't know what my problem is. it's all very frustrating. i'm sure it's just as mind numbingly irritating to him as it is to me. and the kicker is i have no idea how to fix it because i don't know what "it" is.. impossible. right now i'm just wishing i could get high. unfortunately, i don't have any money until my check comes on the 1st. which, realistically, means i won't be able to get high again until the 2nd when my m

It All
"Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing I know about physics. You are all stardust. You couldn’t be here if stars hadn’t exploded. Because the elements, the carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, iron, all the things that matter for evolution weren’t created at the beginning of time. They were created in the nuclear furnaces of stars. And the only way they could get into your body is if the stars were kind enough to explode. So forget Jesus. The stars died so you could be here today." bored and banned from mums still ¬¬ so i'm bloggingg. so this new fucker cat from downstairs bit my hand, the fleshy bit under my thumb. cant even fap properly cause of it. but anyway, i was trying to stop this psycho cat from getting my cat so i stupidly put my hand in its face and it bites me. two teeth went in and its sore as fuck and swollen n red. havent

Italians Are The Best!!!
You know you're Italian when you...1. Were raised with Nutella and Panettone for breakfast2. Have thick gold rings, bracelets, and gold chains with a cross3. Have a pissed off look on your face all the time4. Have a least two Cadillac's in the famiglia5. Only eat quality food…if pasta is not al dente you yell, "che schifo!"6. Still get a Perugina egg for Easter7. Talk with your hands naturally…ooooo…eeeyyy…"ma che fai?"8. Know the corner piece of lasagna and the end piece of bread is the best part9. Know that tiramisu is made with mascarpone not cream cheese 10. Know that if you're gonna do something, do it the Italian way11. Have a cross in your room above the bed12. Have a Maria, a Salvatore, a Tony, and a Vito in the family13. Love Madonna's old school music14. Do the Chicken Dance and the Tarantella at weddings even if you can't dance15. Eat a panino with prosciutto once a week 16. Find yourself cursing out people who aren't Italian, in Italian 1

It Amuses Me...
Its time to make amends with the past. Even though there is no longer any grudges lingering. Even though people say that you must let the past stay in its place. I feel as though its time to send out a long awaited email. An apology...even though we are both at fault and my stubbornness has held me in place for so long. I'm staring blankly at this blinking cursor, wondering how to write this email two years to late. I swear people should sue Disney. As a child we are fed these movies that talk about "happily ever after" and Prince Charming rescuing the fair maiden. These movies holding very little truth about the reality of the world around us. The fact that life is cruel, lonely, and most people are cold, self-absorbed assholes. In Disney movies the fair maiden has her fairy-tale wedding and lives for all of eternity in a castle with her prince. In reality its surprising how some men view marriage. For example: A manager at my work that is planning on askin

It Amazes Me!!!
I have a question, I have never and will never post NSFW pics of myself, however I posted a mumm that got deletes and now I am blocked from mumming because someone found it offensive....The mumm was regarding the behavior of ppl that trash talk and are down right mena to others that post mumms about serious problems, I was not even talking about my mumm....I was just wondering why this offended someone and if FUBAR support even read the mumms that they delete or if they just delete and repremande you if Joe Blow or who ever reports it as NSFW??? I do not know about you but I have opened some pretty raunchy mumms and they are enough to make me sick...I just go on about my business and not vote?? Please explain this to me as I do not understand it! I have met a ton of people on here and actually reunited with some old friends...just wanted to tell you all that I appreciate yall and really enjoy your company!! Hugs!!

It Amazes Me How People Do Change
ITS SO SAD THAT I HAVE BEEN HERE A YEAR , AND I CREATED A LOUNGE FOR ALL OUR SERVICE MEN AND WOMEN . IM A NAVY MOM , LIVED THROUGH VIETMAN WHICH MY LOUNGE IS FOR THEM TOO . WELL, OUT OF 136 MEMBERS I HAD ITS CALLED CHICKEN SHIT NOT TO SAY SORRY BUT IM NOT INTERESTED , BUT YET JUST SAY NOTHING IS ABOUT AS RUDE AS YOU S CAN GET . SO , GUESS WHAT IF IM NOT SO FRIENDLY , MAYBE ITS BECAUSE THE WHOLE FUBAR IS OUT FOR FAN ME RATE ME ADD ME BOMB ME . " YOUS ALL NEED TO READ MY PROFILE " IT STATES FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON MY LIST . MY LOUNGE DON'T THROW UP IN MY BOX TO JOIN ITS STATES JOIN MINE OUT OF RESPECT I WILL JOIN YOURS , I HAVE A LIFE AND GOIN WITH A GUY FROM HERE SO , I'M WITH HIM . AND JUST GO TO THE OTHER LOUNGES , BECAUSE IM " NOT COMPETEING WITH THE OTHERS ". This lounge is open to everyone. You do not have to be in the military to be part of our family. If you are a spouse, gf/bf , parent, brother, sister, son, daughter or friend of someone who is or was in the service come

It Been Crazy Lately
sorry i haven posted anything in a month but it been super crazy around here latley cuz of the fire i moved out of my sisters where i was staying n back to gardiner. are landlord wanted us to do all the painting in the apt due to the fire had to buy a new carpet that was are rent money there for the month finally brought my cats home . but had to give rosie up my great dane pup up cuz she waz to much to handle. the women that i dislike moved out but is causing alot of trouble for my roommate. he has to deal with court . my boyfriend has court tonite for something in new jersey. i have a drs appt in a hour to c if im preg or not. it seems like so much is going on at once . i guess it one of those times where you get everything thrown at you at once and see how much you can handle.

It Begins
It BeginsLost within spent momentsWhen happpiness seamedSo close HelloGoodbyeIn the blink of an eye Our love fellTo the championTime Tear streaked lonlinessImplodingPieces of mind Shallow meanings of loveSlayThe sacred shrine Narcotic memoriesSmoke signalsLeft behind resonance Through the swelter and the stormClouds drift pastThe moments we had Since the time I was bornDistant voice pointingTo destined futures Traces of loveResidual differencesShadows of what once was Not good enough to beTouched againSo It begins+Brown Recluse+-2009-

It Burns When I Pee
Writing the world's five thousandth piece about slutty Halloween costumes, Stephanie Rosenbloom shrugs her shoulders and offers up an acknowledgment that should pretty much accompany every Styles article: The trend is so pervasive it has been written about by college students in campus newspapers, and Carlos Mencia, the comedian, jokes that Halloween should now be called Dress-Like-a-Whore Day. IN her thigh-highs and ruby miniskirt, Little Red Riding Hood does not appear to be en route to her grandmother's house. And Goldilocks, in a snug bodice and platform heels, gives the impression she has been sleeping in everyone's bed. Many women's costumes, with their frilly baby-doll dresses and high-heeled Mary Janes, also evoke male Lolita fantasies and reinforce the larger cultural message that younger is hotter. "It's not a good long-term strategy for women," Dr. Tolman said. Now Cruising For Sex - the self-explanatory website - has launched the "Don't Stroke. Vote!" campaign

It Came In White Light...
Rows of houses all bearing down on me I can feel their blue hands touching me All these things into position All these things we'll one day swallow whole And fade out again and fade out This machine will not communicate These thoughts and the strain I am under Be a world child, form a circle Before we all go under And fade out again and fade out again Cracked eggs, dead birds Scream as they fight for life I can feel death, can see it's beady eyes All these things into position All these things we'll one day swallow whole And fade out again and fade out again Immerse your soul in love Immerse your soul in love. I am digging through the bored, over-stimulated, numbness that we bring ourselves into, to find the subtlety of experience.

It Can Never Be Too Crowded, Come On, We Still Pickin' Up Some More
I am going out of my mind... things that are just within my grasp yet, so very far away. Goals that should be reachable seem to never be accomplished. People that are there in the good times yet nowhere to be found when you are lost. It is like I have everything... but it is all damaged or defective... car... house... school... job... friends (not all of them so the 2 that I know on here... not you.) .. men... I am good at everything and nothing... computers... school... working... motherhood... It is weird how one day you are content in life and the next day you realize how little you have to be happy for... I know... I know... I have people that love me and a beautiful son... that is great... and true... I do, but look at where I live... where I am making my son live... Now I look back (really always have but it is stronger today) and wish I was back at Jester's... though I don't know why... I used to miss it because of all of my friends... I think it was the guys...

It Can Happen:)
We all go thru life searching for that someone who makes our heart race, our palms sweat, or bellies flutter. We meet this one, that one, and if at least one sign is there, we try. The truth is, we spend our lives searching for the one that makes us smile with a thought, who loves us because we aren't perfect, who loves us in front of his best friend and his mother.Who doesn't care if we have make-up on or just got out of bed. Who loves us on our off days, just as much as those days when we are on top of the world.I've dated, had a child, but never met the one i knew I couldbe happy with. Never thought I would, but you know what...I did. He doesn't want to change me, make me act a certain way or look a certain way. I am the woman he dreams of, the woman who holds his heart. We have never touched, never kissed, but we will. I know this with all that I have inside. He didn't win me with money or gold, he won me with 3 words............you are mine:) Ok guys, this may sound stupi

It Can Work
when it comes to having a relationships even if they are long distance if the 2 people like each other then they can make it work it dont matter how far they may live as long as they do plan on meeting atlest this way is kind of good but it also sucks the good parts are give you time to get to know them give you some time to think give you time to talk on the phone and it does give you time to know he might be the right one if he keeps in contact with you in some way weather it made me im or cell or even on a social network now we come to the bad things that does suck ass you wont be able to have sex with them however i think that is good my self since after all iam tire of only being good enough for a fuck Buddie you wont be able to hold them you wont be able to go out and do things with them unless you use your webcam lol but you no what anything that is worth it in this world you should be able

It Came Out Of His Eyes
So today i went to my friends house and was walkin around in his basement waiting for him to come downstairs and i stepped on something and i was like "fuck, i got a piece of bubble gum on my fuckin brand new shoes!!!!!" so i picked up my foot and there it was! A baby mouse i squished it so bad its brains came out of its eyes! LMAO!! I fuckin laughed until i was crying! Sorry thats just my sense of humor it was fuckin hilarious!!

Itchy
I'm beginning to think that Hooters has nothing to do with owls at all. I suspect that they might be making some sort of breast reference. I'm on to you Hooters people. hehe. I almost said "I'm on hooters" Sometimes you accidentally see someone nekkid and think, "Wow. That's nice." and other times you accidentally see someone nekkid and it scars you for life. Thanks, Aunt Tammy. I still have that scar. The problem with stupid people is that they aren't aware that they are stupid. Which means.... I might be stupid. Crap.

13itching
i swear to god there is a fucking iq test to be in customer service and if you exceed the expectation they wont hire you .... are they all retarded? my entire issue was that i could not sign into messenger ... "can you now sign into messenger for me?" yeah lemme get right fucking on that! omg if i could smack a bitch through the computer screen ..... "i dont understand how i can see the link but you cant" so i explain exactly what i see ... "oh well i think i know why now, you installed messenger 9" how the FUCK does installing a program automatically change a website that is a general send an email to us page? *SCREAMS* i swear people are retarded ....

Itchy
Finally the insanity will be able to slow a bit, school is kicking my ass and now its time to work on the rest of my sleeve. Driving up to Austin to visit my bro and have a friend put up some finishing touches. Guess this means no beach for me this year, oh well. Family, friends a nice drink out finishing my chi hell what else do I need? Faith can be slavery, because you are basing your perception of reality on what some one else said and not what you know. Back from house sitting for my brother. Another week off before going back to school. Grueling is how to describe it. Intense no life other than school , so I am glad I had my quiet time to sit back and just not have to think about a single thing. Plus the completion of my tattoos, but really is it ever enough?

It Commentary
In a market of any kind, there is a happy balance of supply and demand. As supply rises, demand goes down and thus the prices do as well. As supply lowers, demand rises and prices do as well. However, let us say that chocolate kiss candies are in demand, but Hershey's is not producing as much of their Kiss candies anymore. This means the overflow of demand will go to other companies making similar products to achieve the same end. Following me, so far? Good. So here's the deal with the IT industry these days: The number of IT jobs open has risen substancially in the last few years, and continues to do so, however, the number of people going to get their computer related degrees has dropped almost half. What does this mean? Demand has risen, and supply has fallen. Well, in a an industry such as IT, where things HAVE to be done, you need people to do those things. Thus, people who might not be fully qualified for said position, will be seriously considered. What's my point? Be

*77~it Could Save Your Life
Information below about calling *77 on a cell phone. A MUST KNOW, *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten mi

It Comes In 3's
hold me i shiver not when you're near while your touch gives me goose bumps in your arms i have no fear i came to you not ready for whats in-stored feeling your warmth and vibrations i do adore soft spoken words a deep breath, now and then curled up on your chest you hold me skin on skin your soft gentle beats a rhythm we share calling me beautiful while rubbing my hair you've loved your whole life without knowing a name your first and my only we're one in the same SHATTERED DREAMS NIGHTMARES AWAKE I'VE GIVEN MY HEART AND BURNED AT THE STAKE JOAN I NOW KNOW MY FATE WE SEE WHAT WE SEE WHILE WE'RE STILL OPAQUE A TREAT FOR THOSE WHO FORESAKE OR SOULS WHILE WE REACH FOR THE GODS ON OUR ASHES THEY LAY A ROSE THEY SAY A MAN CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD TO BE LAYED TO REST WITH THORNS ON HIS HEAD ITS NOT OUR FATE ALTHOUGH ITS BEEN SAID I'LL TAKE DEATH OVER LIFE OVER A FIRE LAKE BED

It Cuts..poem
When I can't see your eyes looking back at mine, it cuts... when I long to hear you and cannot, it cuts... When my life falls to pieces at your hand, it cuts... When I cry silent tears, it cuts... When you don't blieve in me, it cuts... When you use my thoughts and pain, it cuts... When you don't see me, it cuts... I shiver in the rain for you, it cuts... I beg and plead for you, it cuts... When I do not wish to face another day, it cuts... When love that knows no bounds, it cuts... When forever is but a word, it cuts... When pain is freely given, it cuts....

It 'cums' In Different Ways...this Is One!
*****PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG, THANK YOU!! My comments on this: First of all, I will just say I don't agree with all of it completely...I made comments on a few things below. Every woman is different...Oral is not a major factor for some women in getting them to ejaculate, for some it is... This guy claims some women pass out...I've yet to see that or do that. However, I've heard of cases of severe dehydration after, so perhaps it's something like that....Now getting very weak, yes that's very possible and likely...shaky, quivery...that all is likely. Personally, I get shaky, but I tend to just want more and more g spot stimulation... I do agree that every woman (*probably, it isn't something that has been researched enough to be really fully proven) has a g-spot, but they are less prominent in some women and vary in size. He says there will be a lot of liquid...that isn't always the case, some days you are simply less hydrated than others. The distance also varies gr

It'd Be Nice....
wouldnt it be nice /if my nights weren't the lunatic type ? cause im a brainiac hype /that tends to rock the mic right i'm aggitated after almost a million civillian casualties, whos families never learn the nature of these tragidies superior testamony once sacred exposed phony, all the while the media still condones cloning. just to name a few of the atrocities, in this land of hipocrisy,the land of who you thought was free. the home of the brave and one hell of enraged emcee, that aint afraid to empty a gauge at the police or any approaching infantry that wants beef delibrately. a desire for devine bigotry/ the kind i kill instantly willingly anytime i stalk sudden and skillfully on a surprise killing spree/untill the radio fans feel me/ no i mean feel me, /

It Depends On What Occurs On The Way.
THINKING ABOUT THINGS TO COME, A SIGN OF THE TIMES FOR FUTURE REFERENCE. None of this is copywrited and it has not, to the best of my knowledge, been plagiarised or copied. Well, it was just an afterthought. A chilling and curdling thought about Cold Comfort. One trying day, Gofer it before ADS runs rings around circles. Waiting for a Gift from the Gods, well Ikea at least. Pray that there is an unsub button to get me off the Clash hook. You can vouch for that. It will never win the day. Goodie Two Chew. Too Neurotic to be Conversant. Tales of a close shave and a Virgin's first head encounter. ======+++ It is no good harking for the past when you are in the future or trying to change the future when you are in the past. It is all mapped out so stick to the straight and narrow and not the bowed and arrowed.++++ Existence starts at the beginning but you can exists without living. Life begins when you let it and not a minute before.++++ The Diminishing Repu

It Didn't Solve Anything
you did what was best for you, i think you had no clue, as to how it would effect me, then again whats new i lived and breathed that life, you ripped it all away, i was the one who had the breakdown, sorry is all you can say my emotions were all over, my heart turned to dust, because of you, there is no one that i trust

It Doesn't Matter
okay guys, you alllll know we got women figured out. of course most of you are thinking, wait whats he mean we got em figured out, and the women reading this are thinking, got us figured out wtf is he talking about, ok just to paint a little picture for ya all... you all know this, that you knwo you make a girl cum i mean reallly hard, it doesn't matter how bad you mess up, i mean you could almost be caught cheating on her, it doesn't matter, the minute you say im sorry. they listen, they may not act like they are, but they do, before that they will scream and cry and be all upset, but when you say im sorry and accualy mean it, they listen, this is what i am talking about, yes we got them figured out, of course the dumb guys still dont get this.. but when you say im sorry they do listen to what you have to say, it doesn't matter if she caught you with ur stick in another girls cherry, its happened to me once, and many other people i know, lol, but alll you say is im sorry and acc

It Doesn't Take Much
It Doesn't Take Much By Anthony Hunt My hand longs to touch a warm cheek that ain't there I dearly miss the scent of vanilla in your hair My ears want to hear the sweetest voice in the world My eyes tear up knowin' they'll never again see that girl Cause it doesn't take much Just a wink or a stare To remind me again Of how much I care No I'll never have enough As I bitterly laugh The only way to see you Is in a photograph But what I can't figure out Is what does it mean? When I wanna be with you But I know it ain't meant to be? It may be a little strained Every time that I call But I'd rather know you as a stranger Than not know you at all Cause it doesn't take much Just a wink or a stare To remind me again Of how much I care No I'll never have enough As I bitterly laugh The only way to see you Is in a photograph Why can't you just take my hand So we can be friends? And why can't I understand That this is the end? The answer's harder to f

It Does Not Interest Me...
"It doesn't interest me what you do for living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventures of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals, or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, if you can dance with the wildness and let ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; If you can bear the accusation of

It Doesnt Matter...
....how virtuous you lead yourself into thinking you are. The wanting, the yearning, the lying, the cheating, the stealing of time that isnt yours to steal...looking at this little warm glow of love in front of your face..... Doesnt. Make. It. Real. No matter how much you want it to be.......its not. ..and how unfair is it to someone who loves you and cant hold you? Cant look you in the eye at the end of the day, give you a hug and say welcome home baby, how was your day? Cant take you to bed and show you how much they love you? That they cant share in your frustration of the same thing if anything, because of how far away they are? How fair is it really? No worries though.....because you'll do it day in and day out. Its clockwork, its habit, its hope. Hope that you havent completely fucked your life away and that there still may be some time to salvage a little happiness with someone you actually relate to and not the stranger no more than 30 feet from you in the next

It Don't Matter Too The Sun.
IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER 1. rock out with my cock out hang out with my wang out. 2.here's to on'er when you get honor stay on'er if you can't cum in 'er cum on'er! 3.what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger! 4.party like a rockstar kick a little ass! 5.I AM A MASTERDIBATOR!!! 6.We are all just figments of our own imaginations. 7. if God had a voice it would be the voice of johnny cash. 8. IT'S ALL FUN & GAMES TILL SOMEONE GETS AN EYE POKED OUT THEN IT'S JUST FUN WITH ONLY ONE EYE!(THANKS ALOT DIMEBAG FOR THAT ONE R.I.P.)) 9. SEX DRUGS & ROCK N ROLL.... TAKE OUT THE DRUGS AND THATS JUST MORE TIME TOO BUST A NUT(THANKS STEVEN TYLER FOR THAT ONE!) 10.YOU WANT SYMPATHY LOOK IN THE DICTIONARY BETWEEN SHIT AND SYPHALLIS (Thanks alot for that one MAJOR PAYNE). 11.Procrastination is alot like masturbation it may seem like a good idea at the time but in the end you're really just fucking yourself! Well you say you got the blues, Got holes in both of your shoes, Feelin

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Items And Things
Happiness is laughter monkeys picking their noses in front of children screaming CHOCOLATE MUSIC not being a warm gun nature shining moon sneezing fresh sheets snap dragons family bare toes in mud thunderstorms getting rid of colds hammocks radiance Perpetual frowns Boring people When people don't use their indicators Broken toes Someone taking the last of my chocolate Hateful people People that take advantage of kindness Lateness PEOPLE THAT SUCK, BUT ARE TOO LAME TO KNOW IT. Anyone that hurts an animal (Thusly earning the right to be thrown in to a pit of hungry hogs, hog tied) People talking to me while I'm already on the phone Anyone that can not see the rhythm in life, and appreciate the harmony

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Item Of The Month
I have a business mellys corner. Ive been on for over a year now. I havent gotten a single order. Im wondering if theres some way to make it more interesting where people want to buy stuff. sorry guys i need help but im not at the level needed to do a mum. Ive been datting this amazing wonderful man for 9 months. Yes just like every couple weve had our troubles. I just say what couple doesnt have trouble every now and then. But a few of my friends say with the trouble weve been having its time to let go. But i keep saying I love him so much i cant let go. Tonight hes really said somethings that really hurt. I thought things was about to get better to. But for the first time hes hit below the belt and said some really hurtful things. Yet, i just want to prove to him how whos right and whos right isnt important just put it away and not let it break us up because we love each other so much its not worth. Are my friends right? Is it really time to let go and try my best to move on? Or shou

Items For Sale
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It is a nice day, the sun looks effulgence seems like everything will be ok. I go to school as usual and take the bus with a good mood. When I am thinking my Aion Power Leveling, the bus suddenly stopped, I am shocked and see outside to ensure what has happened. But when I look outside, I do not see anything, I think it must be someone nearly to be bump to the bus, so it goes quickly. several minutes later, I look here and there on the bus, when I move my eyes to the behind of a seat, I see something is there, but no one sit there, I guess someone has lost its things and did not recognize it. I walk there and pick it up, to my surprise, it is the Aion CD Key, and I just now have thought that, now I can catch it in my hand. I think it is the god wants to give me, so it let me see it. When the school is over, I go with some of my friends to the internet bar to play the game; they all need to buy Aion PowerLeveling except me. I feel chesty that time and go directly to find a comput

Iternet Joke Lmao Lol
Sign of the times? A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers: "Well son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said:

The "it Factor"
I was reading something online about people who have the "IT Factor". In your opinion, what does having the "IT Factor" mean and what does it take to have it? I can't answer that cause I really don't have a clue.

It Feels So Right
k i s s i n g~yeah baby its gonna be soon~promise of a lover~your gonna be wonderin is it the glitter on her chest or the hikies you placed on my breast the gloss on my lips or the toss of my hips. Get it right I keep it tight but I'm no heart breaker make you laugh make you smile want specialized freak shows. You got me here like a fien since you rolled out now get your fun on with me and my girls and we can roll out. I'll be your dancer then your freak and touch my knees to my elbows gonna like it when we smoked out choked out. Lover boy come on and take me come on and make me I'll cum every time take me for a ride where ever we go its delivered in time be the one who is uplifting to me and take me away. Rescue Me. Your all I need and your touch can get me high like a taste of extacy. I don't want another pretender to play with my mind lets belong dream lover. Caress my whole body all I need is you to be my lover. Lover boy come on and take me all I need is you to adore. What I see i

It Feels Good To Be In Contact Again :)
Wow! I thought I had lost someone who I have been thinking of since we had first meet. This person had not been known to me untill that very first day when she found me here on line. I was caught on the blind side (by surprise). We talked for about Four (4) to Six (6)hours every night until the wee hours of the morning. We spent a Good, Fun week toghter in my apt. While We spent the week toghter I had to unfortiently work while She was there. It was good to return home everyday after work. She would greet me with a Hug, a Smile, and then We would start up a conversation of just about anything. I still remember the day she had to return to Her Family. I did not know what to think. I have thought about Her on may times since that day. Sometimes for no explantion at all, there She was in the front of my mind with thought, seemingly to scream from within telling me "Don't forget about Me". I really thought I had lost all, in the short time We shared together, what I found is special

It Figures
Yes i have started to play world of warcraft on my puter i bought the game two weeks ago . i got the subscription last week and have played 3 days total. It is a very addictive game i dont know about the widow part but for now she dont care if i play alot ,so game on as wayne and garth say happy hunting .

It Finally Happend
The Other day i signed up to work from home heres the link http://www.themomteam.com/cgi-bin/mom.cgi?id=da529238&action=show I love it i already am making money i nkow it sounds like a scam but if it were iwould not have joined the company i only spent 14.50 to join so far we have great healthy products that are non- toxic di you know that leading baby shampoo has FORMALDAHYDE in it yes its found in baby shampoo now see my company sell bath products for babies-children and salon preformance shampoo we also sell yummy bath products for him or her ohh Do you love Candles we got em too Are you a person who loves to take vitamins or wants too well we sell them to can you believe it we also have cleaning products that the little wont have to be rushed into emergency for see every thing is made from TEA Tree Oil so like i said NON TOXIC so if you would like more info please feel free to email me at dawnroxit@hotmail.com or contact me through here i have appointments opening up all time if

It Goes A Little Like This
wasn't i supposed to be guilt spiraling by now? i guess i just felt like being spiteful. three and a half months till my wedding. i own a house. i have a job... i love my life. so there. hope you're doing just as well. ::grin:: so, i still can't seem to think of a single thing to really... "write" about. my life is still on a fast track to amazing. i've got friends visiting from boston, a sister who is now living with me and getting a little better at this whole being a brat thing, and the most amazing fiance there ever was or could be. we own a house... things are a little tight, but i'm not letting it bring me down. i've got everything i need. i'm not begging for a thing. video games, cable, food in my stomach, a job, people i love who love me in return, a house, heat and water, a place to shower... you really need to cheer up though. it's not so bad, you've got all the same. i'm sick of hearing it. can't you ever be happy? my life i

I Thank You
just a quick thanks to all of you that had made me feel welcome here. I have met some awesome people here. Thank you all for the comments all of them in good taste. Just because of my name it doesnt mean i am lookin for the sex thing friendship is good. Keep the compliments coming rate me add me and well talk THE CANADIAN MILF

It Had To Be Done...
sometimes in life to do the right thing means to hurt yourself and sometimes others, even if you don't want too. so, that is what i did with a very special girl in my life. its funny though when i think about it. so many times i tried to spare her from me, just to realize i really never meant it. well...not completely. however, we want to stay friends. but right now, that is a little to hard for me due to our situation. that and that she has a new comitment with another man. so i guess i got what i had comin to me...right?! it had to be done though, cuz now she is happier than i ever made her. new man, new daughter, new home.....new life. i just hope we can be friends like we said we would in time. it just hurts that she belongs to another.....

I Thank You
I thank you You stood near me when things Were tough, and I’m grateful You shared with me the happy and sad times, You gave me memories that i Don’t have to dream about You also gave me love and joy That is truly hard to find And I thank you for giving it to me You’re one of a kind

It Has To Be Said
Hiya gang, Many of you may know that I'm an avid cyclist, and you also may know that I've spent the last 15 years associated with the New England Classic- A bicycle tour to benefit the American Diabetes Assn. http://www.newenglandclassic.org The economy has out the ADA in a tough spot- Increase income, or cut costs... Tough to do with 10% unemployment... So, the only option we can come up with is, to get more riders... Do you know someone that rides a bicycle for exercise? For fun? For charity events? If so, PLEASE forward them the link above... There's a lot of kids at "Camp Carefree" that need a hero- I can't imagine letting the kids go without the education they learn about living with type 1 or 2 diabetes and saying "Sorry, the economy was bad..." PLEASE, if you know somene that rides, send them that link... It'll only take a second... Thanks in advance!Gearman I have a dream this afternoon... That the brotherhood of Man will become a reality... and this hope- that this

It Had To Happen :/
One fine day I got tagged to play this game... forced to write a blog as well then :P Aight, this is how it goes! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Simply eh? Aight the list! 1. I love Souvlaki! You dunno what that is? Check my photos :) 2. I am a caffeine and nicotine addict. 3. My classmates used to call me Wardrobe or Bear... 4. I am a geek. I played wow like a maniac. Finished the content so now I am relaxing :) 5. I drive a VolksWagen Passat 2005. Love it! 6. I don't have a clue about coding, yet I managed to make bulletins and a nice looking lounge (that worked for nobody else but me... lol) 7. I love animals. Some times more than people... lol 8.

It Happens When You Least Expect It
I look at you and think: I cannot live Without you; you're the person of my dreams. Of course I know I can, but I must give My heart room to tell it as it seems. Romance must have a language fit for feeling More than fits between the earth and sky. For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling: My love goes down too deep and flies too high. So when I say I cannot live without you, Know I can't imagine so much pain; And when I claim to always dream about you, Well, know the moon is happy once again. The sun reveals cold truths for all to see, But I must light my love with poetry. Larry

It Happens
As we grow up, we learn that even the person that wasn't ever supposed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Never say I love you if you really don't care. Never talk about feelings if they really aren't there. Never hold my hand if your gonna break my heart. Never say you are going to if you don't plan to start. Never look in my eyes if all you're going to do is lie. Never say hi if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever then say you will try. Never say forever, because forever makes me cry.... Love hurts

It Happennnns
I find myself yet again, to be in one of those "moments". You know what I'm talking about. It's when you’re lucky and vulnerable enough to get to see your life from an outsider's perspective. Usually, in my case, it’s brought about by unexpected, unplanned, and unwilling circumstance. Most of the time when this happens, I’ll just shake my head and tell myself to “Skye, get it together”. I swear my life seems like its just an overly dramatic, syndicated, TV show where all you can do is sit, watch, wait, and deal. However, I think this time, I’d like to call it a learning experience, or more bluntly a reality check, more than anything else. And if I were my best friend, I’d do the best friend role and bitchslap me, probably more than once. Well, I’d hit my best friends anyways. I’m always quick to hand out much needed "favors” that I see fit. But, like Britney says, there really are only 2 types of people in the world. Those who

It Happens Again.... What Is Wrong With People???
www.wptv.com/content/news/indianriver/verobeach/story/Baby-left-in-hot-car-dies-in-Vero-Beach/Mr3SVqEHo0m440_Kizm_ig.cspx This sickens me to the core of my soul. Many will sympathize. Many will disagree. But I believe there is NO excuse or reason to forget your child for that many hours ANYWHERE, let alone in the backseat of a car on a blistering hot day. How do you do that? Anyone who thinks that death by heatstroke is a pleasant way to go needs to go sit in a hot car for just 20 minutes. Parents who do this should suffer the same fate. I have no room for forgiveness when it comes to this kind of neglect.

I ♥ The 80s [train]
I L♥ve The 80s As with every other train out there - drama will NOT be tolerated! 1. Fan each person below. 2. Rate their profile. (If you have rated their profile recently - rate one of their pictures) 3. Leave them a comment telling them you are riding this train. **You DO NOT need to add each person as a friend** When you have rated everyone message aGEM4life to be added to the list and for your tag to be made. Rate this folder of pics to receive your personal tag. Start with this one (and continue until the end of folder)... 1. ♊aGEM4life♊ ☆SinnersFamily☆SBG☆ FUOwnedBy Willie ~Wife of Ike™~ 2.Willie 3. HersheyK 4. ♥ T.R.O.U.B.L.E ♥FU-OWNED

I, The Penis...
I, the Penis, request a pay raise due to the following reasons:1. I do physical labor.2. I work at great depths.3. I plunge head first into everything I do.4. I work weekends and holidays.5. I work in a damp enviroment.6. I work in dark areas with poor ventilation.7. I work in high temperatures.8. My work exposes me to disease.Dear Penis, Your request has been denied for the following reasons: 1. You don't work 8 hours straight. 2. You work in short spurts and fall asleep after each brief work period. 3. You don't stay in your designated area and are frequently found in other locations. 4. You don't take initiative and must be stimulated to start working.5. You leave your work place messy at the end of your shifts.6. You are unable to work overtime or double shifts.7. You sometimes leave your designated area before completing the assigned task.8. You have constantly been seen entering and exiting the work place with 2 suspicious bags. Sincerly,

I Think Sometimes
I think sometimes you just gotta play to her heart I think sometimes you just gotta play to her soul I think sometimes you just gotta play your part I think sometimes you just gotta be whole Even though you might only feel like half And feel a deep emptiness inside All you can do is laugh And let your lips spread wide I think sometimes you just gotta smile I think sometimes you just gotta be glad Even when your life is on every trial For she might just be deeply sad Dont fall into the drudge Of dragging feet through sludge I think sometimes you just gotta be there I think sometimes she needs you I think sometimes she expects you to see her tear I think sometimes you must stick by her side like glue

I Think Of You
I Think Of You When the house is quite When the boys have gone to school When the baby's in the bassinet asleep That is when I try it-- I try not to think of you-- But thats's a goal I hardly ever keep So many things surround me That call to mind your generous life Thngs you've done for us in this home we share If you hadn't found me-- and let me be your wife-- That's the only way I'd never care. Am I too romantic Thinking of you all day long? Maybe I am lovesick in my way, But when the house is quite, Love thoughts fill it like a song and drive my thoughts of lonliness away

I Think, Therefore I Am
Ten Ways to Worry Less and Accomplish More By Author Unknown 1. Don't think of problems as difficulties. Think of them as opportunities for action. 2. After you've done your best to deal with a situation, avoid speculating about the outcome. Forget it and go onto the next thing. 3. Keep busy. Keep the 24 hours of your day filled with these three ingredients: work, recreation, and sleep. Don't allow yourself time for abstract thinking. 4. Don't concern yourself with things you can't do anything about. Armchair generals don't win battles, but they do have nervous breakdowns. 5. For the time being anyway, eliminate daydreaming completely. Stop building air castles. 6. Don't procrastinate. Putting off an unpleasant task until tomorrow simply gives you more time for your imagination to make a mountain out a possible molehill. More time for anxiety to sap your self-confidence. Do it now, brother, do it now. 7. Don't pour woes and anxieties to other people. You d

I Think Everyone Should Read This..makes Some Good Points
~b4 you start reading this...I just wanted to let everyone know that i stole this from someones blog bc i thought it made a really good point and i wanted to share this with you all Love. Its when you c.a.r.e so much about one person that youd give up your happiness to make them happy. Its when youd literally DIE for them. Romeo and Juliet the love they had for one another was so great that they couldnt possibly exist if the other one was alive. Thats what im looking for. Maturity..../. you cant possibly love someone until youve matured enough to love yourself. Part of growing up and loving is realizing that you might just have to stop being a lazy teenager- get your ass of the couch get a job and make some money. Yes you might ONLY be in high school and you live in a world full of tomorrows but you dont think about the future. THERE IS A LIFE AFTER HIGH SCHOOL LIVING OFF YOUR PARENTS Grow the fuck up and realize this WHO YOU ARE TODAY REFLEX WHO YOUR GOING TO BE WHEN YOU

I Think Of You
WHEN I OPEN MY EYES EVERYMORNING I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING WITH YOU. WHEN I GO IN TO TAKE A SHOWER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO WASH YOUR BACK FOR YOU. WHEN I GET DRESSED TO START THE DAY I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO HAVE MY CLOTHES TAKEN BACK OFF BY YOU. WHEN I DRIVE DOWN THE STREET IN MY CAR I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO GET A CALL SAYING TO MEET YOU. WHEN I SIT LISTENING TO MUSIC I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO BE IN YOUR ARMS... DANCING WITH YOU. WHEN I FIX SUPPER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO BE MAKING IT FOR YOU. WHEN I TAKE MY NIGHTLY SHOWER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL COMING IN THE BEDROOM READY FOR YOU. WHEN I LAY DOWN EACH NIGHT TO SLEEP I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL HAVING THE WARMTH AND COMFOR

I Think I Found "mr.. Right'
i have dated different kinds of guys now. i have dated a guy that claim that he was "bi" but found later that he was gay, i have dated a guy that was head over heels for me and didn't know what that true meaning of love but want to get to married to me, i have dated a guy that want to open his soul to people because he didn't want to get hurt, and guy that was a control freak. i think i have dated every kind of guy out there but the sweet, romatic, loving kind. i think i found him. i think i found "Mr. Right" i never beleive that was a true thing i until meant him.i put my classifed online and had a whole bundle of guy reply it bu this one just open his heart to me. it was wonderful to loved again.he know how to show his love for his ladies. i was always tol there is always one true love out there for you out there you just have to find them. so when they show up don't let go. it hard to find them. you can doing it my way the hard way experiance with other people or the easy way which

I Think Umm Idk Its Just A Blog!
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I�ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To? Maddie will go to jail for ... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com You are 100% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Think I'm Falling.... 8th World Wonder
"8th World Wonder" by Kimberly Locke Woke up early this morning, made my coffee like I always do. Then it hit me from nowhere, everything I feel about me and you. The way you kiss me crazy, baby you're so amazing. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known. But the way that I'm feeling, makes me realize that it can't be wrong. You're love's like a summer rain, washing my doubts away. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. It's only been a week, but it's coming over me. It's making me believe that you're the one for me. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.

I Think I Screwed Up
Well I went to the cabin she was sharing with the deck hand and knocked on the door. She answered it with just a towel wrapped around her and I could see him in the bed with a sheet over his cock. I asked her if we could talk and she said sure and went back and grabbed some clothes and squeezed his cock and said she would be back. I had a hard time looking at her after that and we went to the feont of the boat. I asked her what she was doing and why and she said she was excerising her freedom and she was enjoying herself. She than asked me what gave me the right to question her affairs when I fucking grabbed any woman we met and would try to bed them. I had no answer for her and I began to cry. I told her I loved her and I was sorry if I hurt her. She said that that wasn't thepoint. I told her I never denied her anything she wanted and again she said that wasn't the point. I asked her what was the point and then she let me have it. She said that she did fall in love with me and was wil

I Think I Found Mr. Right
yeah i bet , how many time u done said that everytime u meet some one and u fall in love and u think your his ; body , mind and soul. and that he feels the same way. it's so hard sometimes when that person has u like that , everytime he touches your soft body and put sweet kisses from the tip of your nose , down to inner parts of your tigh feelin your wettness with his fingers. and all u can think of is how much u want him and how this body belong to him. u so wrap up in your own passion especially when he is about to take u and u feel his hard dick inside u at that moment he just don't take your body but your mind as well . now that he his u , u feel like this is it i found him mr right .but it only last but a min cuz the things he put into your mind and the way he makes your body feel in bed isn't really enough to make u feel completely his . not unitll he has your heart . and only the things he can do to make that happen . is to trap your heart and so right by u. then u can re

I Think Your The Father Of One Of My Kids
MyHotComments I THINK YOU'RE THE FATHER OF ONE OF MY KIDS... > > A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an > attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. > > He's rather taken aback because he can't place where > he knows her from. So he says, > > "Do you know me?" To which she replies, > > "I think you're the father of one of my kids." > > Now his mind travels back to the only time he has > ever > been unfaithful to his wife and says, > > "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party > that I made love to > on the pool table with all my buddies watching while > your partner whipped > my butt with wet celery?" > > She looks into his eyes and says calmly, > > "No, I'm your son's teacher." brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance:- "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE!" There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you

I Think I Will Quit Bitching About Gas Prices...
THEY COME with metronomic regularity, these media stories about "soaring" gasoline prices and the causes thereof, news stories which always identify the same two culprits, supply and demand. The stories always give various reasons why supplies are tight -- more often, why prices include a risk premium based on fears that supplies might become tight -- or why demand is higher than it "should" be, given supposedly high prices. Today, as the price of a gallon of regular ($2.70 nationally on Monday) "soars" almost to where it was (measured in constant dollars) in 1982, the "news" is: "Drivers Offer a Collective Ho-Hum as Gasoline Prices Soar" (The New York Times, last Friday). People are not changing their behavior because the real, inflation-adjusted cost of that behavior has not changed significantly, and neither has the cost of the commodity in question, relative to disposable income. The next wave of stories about "soaring" gas prices will predictably trigger some politicians' in

I Think About You
I oughta be workin - but I cant concentrate I oughta be sleepin - steada stayin up late When I oughta be doing all the things I should do I think about you I oughta be writin - but I cant find the song Just sittin here driftin - driftin along Theres only one thing that I wanna do And thats think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you I could go cruisin - but Ive had enough I could go drinkin - but I cant stand the stuff It just dont do me like it used ta do Id rather think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you

I Think I've Just Had A Stroke...
Okay, either I've just had a stroke and am lying on my office floor drooling, or I really did just tune in to the 2007 Rock Paper Scissors Championships on ESPN. Is it a slow sports day? It's being held in Las Vegas and they're talking about adaptive strategies and laying odds based on wrist cramps and if the "athlete" is right or left handed. I'm not even sure where I was going with this, I'm just stunned.

I Think I'm Leaving Ct...
I haven't been able to be on here as much, if at all. Alot of you seem to be taking this personally, when I've explained in more than one bulletin, that my life outside of CT is very busy. Before CT, I'm a wife, mother, bestfriend, teacher...etc. I'm not totally sure I'm going to delete my entire profile yet, or just leave it like it is. However, I've deleted all of my pics with the exception of a few. I may just pop in here now and then like I have been. If I completely leave, I'll let everyone know. If you guys would like to send me your Yahoo's and email addy's that would be cool. Still feel free to email/CT Mail, and so on. :) I ♥ you all....ok, MOST of you. :P ♥ April Marie ♥

I Think Ur The Father...
*Dear Wife:* *I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw.* *Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. whatever the case, I'm gone.* *Your EX-Husband* *P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!* *Dear Ex-Husband -* *Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for se

I Think I Am A Fuckwit
Sorry, forgot to mark the 1st one NSFW. I hate people in general I think ... (from bottom to top) All cause he said his mumms were stupid and I basically agreed, in a sarcastic way as always. ->~DJ Philbu...: i'm not giving up ... you are boring and not worth it ~DJ Philbu...: you are the weekiest link you are giveing up....hahahahahaha ->~DJ Philbu...: i'm not giving up ... you are boring and not worth it ~DJ Philbu...: you are the weekiest link you are giveing up....hahahahahaha ->Sphere Fre...: well okay then ... you are now boring and the waekest link ... goodbye ~DJ Philbu...: mouth....i do not block i am not scared ~DJ Philbu...: so do i till ppl like you run your moth ->Sphere Fre...: come on and block me fucktard ... you know you want to ->Sphere Fre...: me dj philburg, me no talk like adult ~DJ Philbu...: i just got done it your class time ->Sphere Fre...: cause I'm sarcastic and joking 99% of the time ... yea, you're right ... isn't it time for recess? ~DJ

I Think I Am Going Insane
I am so happy that my car is running again. A week is too long to go without transportation! Last week was the worse week of my life. Friday night I went to a concert and got whiplash from people being thrown on my head. Sunday I got stung by a yellow jacket on the cheekbone and my eye swelled up, looked like someone beat the shit out of me Monday I woke up sick as a dog Thursday they turned my gas off because of some stupid bank mistake I made and it cost me 125.00 + the 59.00 bill I owed to get it back on Thursday night I went to 378 and my car started acting up. Friday went to pay the gas bill and get it turned back on (never had utilities turned off in my life!) And my car completely died! Had to call someone to come tow me. Friday afternoon after my car broke down (I guess the last straw) I started shaking and hyperventelating. Thought I was going to have to go to the ER or something. I just stayed in bed all day, took 2 hydrocodones (made me better)

I Think My Delet This Profile
I know just seems so boring a round here am happly in love spend most my time loving her. Being with her really don't care about this place any more. When love takes over your heart you really don't care about chat rooms you only care about the person your in love with. haven't decide what am going do yet..Wanted give everyone heads up.

I Thing The Same..
"ONE THING, AS SOON AS YOU ASK ME IF I HAVE A CAM OR MESSENGER, I'M GOING TO FIGURE OUT WHATS ON YOUR MIND, SO PLEASE DON'T WASTE MY TIME AND I WON'T WASTE YOUR TIME..IF YOU WANT TO CHAT THAN WE CAN DO IT ON FUBAR, IF I ADD YOU TO YAHOO ITS BECAUSE I'VE SHOWN AN INTEREST IN YOU OR I LIKE YOU AS A FRIEND. YES I HAVE A CAM, NO YOU CANNOT SEE IT UNLESS I ASK YOU. I'M NOT ON HERE FOR CAM SEX OR ANY OTHER KIND OF SEXUAL STUFF, ITS DISGUSTING TO SEE THE LENGTHS SOME WOMEN WILL GO ON HERE FOR 'ATTENTION'....GET A LIFE THEN GET CHECKED!! I'M AS REAL AS THEY GET, I'LL SPEAK MY MIND, YOU DON'T LIKE IT SHOVE IT. YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME, THAN DO IT. I'M A BITCH, I HOLD THE TITLE PROUDLY. YOU COME TO MY DOMAIN, RESPECT ME, IF YOU CAN'T GET THE FUCK OUT! " just like i dont speak a lot of english i copied this from another profile...couse i think in the same way. And don forget..i can be sexy but i`m not easy..thats soooo wrong

I Think ...
I sit under a sky of blue All I can think about is me and you I sit here gazing at the sky Thinking of you as days go by Wishing we can be together Me and you, always and forever Hoping we will never part You will always remain in my heart.

I Thinking
Whats up sexy? I was about to send you the sexiest thing you have ever seen in your life....but then the mailman told me i couldnt climb in the mailbox......aint that some shit...lol... Send this to 10 of the sexiest people you know. If you get it back, then that means you really are sexy TAG YOU'RE IT!! SEXY... YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET ; ) (((HuGs))) xoxoxo me ; )* FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!!

I Think Your The Father Of One Of My Kids
A guy goes to a supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She say hello. He's rather taken aback because he cant place where he knows her from. So he says,Do you know me?"To which she replies, I thnk you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says."My God,are you the stripper from my bachelor party that i made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery??? She looks into his eyes and says calmly,No I'm your son's teacher A single rose f love A single rose of devotion A single rose of wish upon my lips A single rose of thought of you A single rose of desire to be granted A single rose of moment of careless bliss A single rose of love never to be broken A single rose for one last kiss

I Think They Are Trying To Kill Me
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? gone 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? dead 5. Your father? Florida 6. Your favorite thing? laughter 7. Your dream last night? disturbing 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? survival 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? yes 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? interested 16. Muffins? sometimes 17. One of your wish list items? freedom 18. Where you grew up? florida 19. The last thing you did? cleaned 20. What are you wearing? clothing 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? boxer 23. Your computer? operational 24. Your life? survival 25.

I Think My Bf Is Cheating On Me
I think my bf is cheating on me, bc he dosent really wanna hang out with me on our days off. he fuckes up the plans, and i found another woman thats from salina that i think hes cheating with , he cheated on me once i think hes cheatting on me again with this sarah Roe woman thats 25 years old from here salina ks. but if he is , its over between him and i, and i found a better man to date and he wants to get with me and be serious with me. jess

I Think I Met My Best Friend And My Way Home
Maybe it's intuition But some things you just don't question Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant And there it goes I think I've found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life There's just no rhyme or reason Only this sense of completion And in your eyes I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I've found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life (add the whos here) A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I've found you (and the whos here) I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting al

I Think Of This Someone
The Feel Good Drag lyrics "I'm here for you" she said and we can stay for awhile, my boyfriend's gone, we can just pretend. Lips that need no introduction Now who's the greater sin, Your drab eyes seem to invite (tell me darling) Where do we begin. Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Everyone in this town is seeing somebody else Everybody's tired of someone our eyes wander for help Prayers that need no answer now I'm tired of who I am You were my greatest mistake I fell in love with your sin Your littlest sin Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Failure is your disease You want my outline drawn You

I Think Im Bi
drunk blooging last night. good thing i didnt post it..but made a new catogory last night as u can tell *points 2da side* how it started: my friend asks me to go out drinkin, i said yes..free drinks lol. than he asks if i can help him get this chick he likes jelouse..who happens2waitress at a strip club. so i went to my 1st strip club last night. got drunk, made her jelouse, & got 2 lap dances..which were pretty intresting lol da stripper kept grabbing my tits & i got my 1st girl kiss...alot of firsts last night..lol hey im not complaining.

I Think Im Goin Put Myself Up For Auction
Im goin up for auction what my owner will get top spot in my family rated 11s every day 100 !1s mins 2 x a week a cam show once a week NSF salutes and safe salute gifts daily big pimpin gift at least 1 week kept full of bjs and sex on beach tee hee so let the biddin begin puttin in an incentive tee hee Im so dying for a divorce lol bling packs added and Ill add cam show daily yahoo permanent and if divorced paid for with join fan club as vip in yahoo

I Think
I THINK I WILL LET GO THEN YOU COME I HOLD ON I THINK I FLY AWAY THEN YOU LAND ME IN YOU HEART I THINK I RUN AWAYTHEN YOU MAKE ME SLOW DOWN I THINK IT WAS TOO LATETHEN YOU SHOW ME IT WAS EARLY I THINK I WAS LOSTTHEN YOU FOUND ME I THINK I DIETHEN YOU GIVE ME LIFE I THINK I LOOSETHEN YOU MAKE ME WIN I THINK AM IN LOVE WITH YOUI KNOW AM IN LOVE

~i Think I Know What I Have To Do~
Looking back at my life I don't ever remember being 'good enough' As a child if I had been good enough, my real father would have wanted to stay & be a part of my life, If I was 'good enough' he wouldn't have left me (which I now know isn't true, but that's a child's reasoning for ya) So, as a result of that logic Ive never felt like I could be myself in relationships with men. If I could be what they wanted, then they wouldnt see how inadequate I really was, & then they would want me, need me, maybe even love that fake me. Because of that Ive put up with a lot of grief in many of my so-called 'relationships' but I put up with it because my need to be wanted and loved out weighted the pain of being alone, and facing myself and my issues. Its always easier to pretend then to face reality! Ive clung to people who I didn't really need in my life, Ive played immature mind games to make myself feel better. I used to feel that if I could take a guy away from another girl, that I was b

I Thought Myspace N Yahoo360 Was Bad For This Shit Sometimes Here Is Even Worse
hey i dont care if u all wanna show ur tits puss dick n balls but damn put in a private album so i aint gotta see it first thing i see when im scoping out profiles i got boob pics myself but in a bra and dont post it anywhere i wanna send them i can i dont i dont have too and not everyone can see em who I dont want too i know people take this place as another online hook up place but have some dignity about it not everyone is interested in seeing ur anatomy first time they look at ur profile or ever for that matter i come here, cuz there are actually some cool people on here and hell where else can i have as many pics to share nowhere this cool as of yet i wanna see dick ill head up to the bar and ask someone in person to take a look at theirs same with if i wanted to see women on here, guess i never understood how people could just put theirselves out there( like a two bit whore on the corner its just another form of prositution but ur asses aint getting paid!!!!) for all to s

I Thought He Loved Me
well my life has really went downhill now. well i texted justin on Thrusday night and i'm not suppose to talk to him cuz of the order of protection but i missed him and i knew my parents would never find out so i did.and well my parents did find out cuz justin told his attorney that i called him and his attroney told my parnets so i just found out that he didnt love me or he wouldnt of told anyone.then if that wasnt enough my parents didnt want to tell me but since this happen they decided to i guess when they went to court on october 5 and justin did too cuz of the order of protection i guess he brought a girl with him and they were holding hands the whole time and hugging each other and i guess they kissed to.and my parents wouldnt lie bout that cuz they knew i wasnt doing good at all and they knew that would make me feel worse but they decided to tell me.and we were supposed to still be together cuz he said we were and that he was waiting for me cuz i was waiting for him but i guess

I Thought I Had Friends On Here
You know I help alot of you people out and I get nothing in return I have ask you all to help me out well you know what I'm done helping others out with there Cherry points.You know sometimes it's just not about the points. It's more about people wanting friends and there are people on here that say the only way you can be friends is to add them. Redneck Logic Two rednecks decided that they weren't going anywhere in life and thought they should go to college to get ahead. The first went in to see the counselor, who told him to take math, history, and logic. "What's logic?" the first redneck asked. The professor answered, "Let me give you an example. Do you own a weed eater?" "I sure do." "Then I can assume, using logic, that you have a yard," replied the professor. "That's real good!" said the redneck. The professor continued, "Logic will also tell me that since you have a yard, you also own a house." Impressed, the redneck said, "Amazing!" "And since you o

I Thought Of Giving Up
I thought I must give up on life And turn into a stone; The desert wind quite suited me: No heart, no mind--just bone. I thought it would be dumb to try To want something again; Wanting turns to need, and then Transmogrifies to pain. I laughed at people still in love Who trusted someone's word; To make my happiness depend On faith seemed quite absurd. I lay alone and wonder-struck, Sleepless in my bed, Still numb, still dumb, still ice, ice cold, Not knowing I was dead. And then you came and shone upon My meadow full of snow, And saw the flowers only love Could recognize and grow; And made me feel so beautiful I shed my cold, cold skin, And opened up my heart to you, And, fearful, let you in. And now, my dear, I am in love, With all that I've been through. I know the worst of all the world, And I believe in you

I Thought
i would like for all my friends..fans and ct family to know that i own a radio station Rebel Radio it is an internet radio station and i run it from the chat program i talk in as well Halsoft the station does take request and dedications from anyone and everyone We also advertise CT very well on the station most of my DJ's use Cherry Tap as well . we are also currently looking for DJ's so if anyone is interested can send me a private message and i will of course get back with you on it We play all types of music and enjoy and love all who listen to us ..the addys below can tune you in to listen thanks and have a blessed day to all my family...fans and friends love you all http://members.vpchat.com/sinfulbytch/RebelRadioNPaints.html or to use in winamp http://sc8.spacialnet.com:17194/listen.pls again thank you all love sinful bytch You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special

I Thought !!!
I thought of ways to tell you , all the love I have for you, I thought of words and jewels, perhaps a rose or two, I thought of all the ways to tell you... Then it dawned on me, the best way to tell you that I LOVE YOU, was to show you everyday, so I'll show you that I LOVE YOU, by standing right by your side, through all the daily trials...

I Thought This Was Worth Saving
The Words Of A True Biker -- I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those t

I Thought I Was Done With Highschool
ok, man period time again. lately i have noticed that random people have been rating my page. which has been cool, i like some unexpected exposer, lol. but now an then ill get a 9, or 6, or a 1. hell, i bet some of those fuckers would rate a zero if they could. it seems im not the only one getting down rated here. however, my argument remains the same. why do we have them if we arnt supposed to use them? it all boils down to this, i dont give a shit. i remember in high school, getting called stupid. was i stupid? no. did being called stupid make me stupid? no. so, why do people here make a big deal about it. it seams like all the petitions going around to put a stop to it, only feed it. go about your daily lives like nothing happens, soon they will get bored and find some other way to make their tiny penis hard again. im not a 10 anyway. ok, man period over. toodles.

~* I Thought *~
I thought i was just loveing you till today when i sat back in the chair and got to thinking that its more than ever....Im in love with you for all u are and all u can be right down to ur charming smile that makes me melt every time i even thinking about it. Im not just loveing you i can sit here and say that im in love with u for all that you have done for me and that you do for me every day that we a blessed with each other. I thought that i was dreaming till the dayi set forth and set my eyes on u. you walked up to me with the look of here i am and there u are and im never looking back. That is something i can we both have never done and thats look back and say what if. I was told to take a chance and see what would become of it and i did and im very happy each and every day about it all. I love you for who you are. I love you for what you do for me. I love you for the respect you give me. I love you for you being the one of a kind man that you are. I love you more a

I Thought I Was Happy!
I thought I was happy I smile right? I’m laughing all the time But every time I get a second To sit down and think I’m sad unhappy It’s like I’m not the same me I start to think Of all that’s happen Between me and my ex Between you and me The feeling I feel for you The feeling I think you feel for me Just tell me you like Just ask me out Give me a reason to smile inside and out!

I Thought We Lost...duh
Favre Ties Marino In Packers' 31-24 Victory Brett Favre's 420th career touchdown pass meant more than just drawing even with Dan Marino. The 57-yard completion pass to Greg Jennings, with just over two minutes remaining, tied Marino's all-time NFL record for career TD passes and rallied the Packers past the San Diego Chargers on their way to a 31-24 victory!!! PACKERS-31 CHARGERS-24

I Thought Of You Today
Not that I have one, but to my future... To my love I thought of you today, but thats nothing new. I thought of you yesterday, and the day before that too. For every day, no matter where, In my heart you will be there.... Today, tomorrow, my whole life through, I will never stop loving you! A kiss is just a kiss till you find the one you love. A hug is just a hug till its with the one you're thinking of. A dream is just a dream till you make it come true. Love is just a word until it's proven to you....

I Thought Of You Today
I thought of you today I couldn’t help it I opened up my mind and there you were You and your stupid hat I hate that hat You and your multitude of lies I never believed them You and your ignorant cons I knew it all along You and your tattooed flames I hate those flames You and the monkey on your back I want to kill that monkey You and your attitude I loved that attitude You and your evil smile I miss that smile You and your twisted outlook on the world It always amazed me You and your take it or leave it personality I took it long enough You and all the memories you left me with The good, the bad, the horrible, the amazing I thought of you today I opened up my mind and there you were And then I shut my heart before you could get back in

I Thought You Were A Loss...
"This was the year he fell to pieces & ironicly this was the year when more people then he even knew existed scrambled to put him back together again and as they tried they didn't notice that he was smiling .. smiling his ass off .. no pun intended oh what have we become? oh what have you become not allowed to kick the feet up and sleep until its done ground control ground control to major tom we found a hole in your theory and named it Thoren & when the leaves fall then land looks more human its got me questioning the essence of my farm boy blues hence I never wore the fashions of the know what I'm doin but their won't be no alarm when we sound up the movement a river runs through it & till I'm made outa fluids my fathers name is Dan & my names pride & while my destines reading the recipe for confusion I'm out at night writing SO*MT*N*SIDE as the panelings comes un-glued I'm averaging a camel every hour for as a substitute for food out standing in this field waiting for

I Thought This Was Funny So Thought I Would Share!
I destroy homes, I tear families apart, I take your children and thats just a start. I am more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, the sorrow is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember i am easily found. I live all around you-in schools and in town. I live with the rich. I live with the poor. I live down the street and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, i can also be made right under you sink, in your childs closet, even in the woods. If that scares you to death, "well it certainly should!" I have many names, but there is one you should know best, I'm sure you have heard of me my name is "Crystal Meth!" My power is awsome, try me you'll see, but if you do you might never break free. Just try me once and i might let you go, but try me twice and i will own your soul. When I possess you, you will steal, and you'll lie, you'll do whatever you have to just to get "high." The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms will be worth the pleas

I Though I Was Gonna Die Last Night (no Joke)
Last night was a very scary experience for me. When I woke up 3:00 am, I was feeling something building up inside of me like I was getting more and more nauseated like my eyes wanted to roll to the back of me head, and all of a sudden I had trouble breathing. I think it was from the medication I was taking. So I just hopped out of the bed real quick to try to walk it off, but it was getting worse and worse. So I got on my knees and pray to God to help me in my situation and to let me live, because I was really scared to death. I was in and out of bed, because I was scared of going back to sleep because if I did, I wouldn't wake up. So I went to the kitchen to make myself something to eat and get some water, and when I was walking down the hallway, I felt like I was about to collapse on the floor because I felt really nauseated and I was panicing really bad. After I ate, I felt a little better, but still pretty bad. So I got on the computer and I saw that my friend, Melissa was

I Thought Of You Today. (for My Best Friend You Know Who You Are.)
She knows when I am sad She knows how to make me smile She knows what Bothers me She knows how to keep me laughing No one comes close to her and NO ONE can compare to her and yet thier simply unaware. She's their when I need A hug or just a driendly smile. She purrrrs just like a kitty cat and makes the guys go wild. (smiles**). She has a caring way to get me through each day And all the things she does to show me just how much she cares just gives me more confidence to face a new day with a smile just to know that she'll be there. So in return I wrote this blog to let know that she is my closest friend and my love will forever show. Thanks to Mystical for always being there to talk to when I just needed a friend you are my closest friend. And I am very thankful that you chose to be my friend. much Love and respect to you my dark angel for you will always be my closest friend. I thought of you today and the tears started falling, I thought of you today and I wondered wh

I Thought This Was Beautiful.
Melissa Etheridge- I RUN FOR LIFE! It's been years since they told her about it The darkness her body possessed And the scars are still there in the mirror Everyday that she gets herself dressed Though the pain is miles and miles behind her And the fear is now a docile beast If you ask her why she is still running She'll tell you it makes her complete [Chorus:] I run for hope I run to feel I run for the truth For all that is real I run for your mother, your sister, your wife I run for you and me, my friend I run for life It's a blur since they told me about it How the darkness had taken its toll And they cut into my skin and they cut into my body But they will never get a piece of my soul And now I'm still learning the lesson To awake when I hear the call And if you ask me why I am still running I'll tell you I run for us all [Chorus:] I run for hope I run to feel I run for the truth For all that is real I run for your mother your sister your wife I run for you and me my friend I r

It Hurts So Bad
It hurts being away from the one I love. Im so affraid that hes going to find another girl. He proposed to me after I left but I cant smile cuz hes not here with me to do it in person. I wanna spend time with my dad especially now that hes back in my life. But I also wanna be with my fiance. If I have him convenced to move to where I am it wont be till June or July that I get see him, because of getting a car, job, and maybe starting college. I love this man alot, and im trying make it without him by my side but tonight i just couldnt hold back the tears. Its almost 7 pm and he still isnt home from work which is weird cuz he normally gets home by 5. So if anyone can give me some advice or just someone to talk to i would appreciate it greatly.

It Hurts
have you ever wondered who you really are???? i mean i have been hiding from myslef for a long time now and i never could figure out why??? o wait yes i could b/c of stupid ass people who have to jude you before they know you for example a pretty girl walks up to you but you can only see her from the said . oo dam you say what a fine pice of ass that is but the the girl turns and she has the smallest birthmark on her cheek and you make fun of her what the hell is wrong with people like there so stupid... sorry just ranting anywho i learnd this morning infact to be myself and there are people out there who care and wont judge you dont hide be yourself ok

It Hurts
it hurts my head hurts when i think of you....its like a drug that never ends.....just when i think its gone i see you again....the pain inside just keeps going...its like you just dont care about anyone.....who can you sit there and say that you do....when you give nothing but mixed feels and emotions to....you say that you want me to stay...you say that you will never let me be.....all i see is nothing that you've said to me.....you say your not ready....you say that your not over her....you say those 3 words to me....like they dont mean anything....so if you didnt want to be with me....you shouldnt of started....you played with my heart....you may have me fucked up and confused....so this is what i have to say to you....im not or bitch to be doing this to....so i have no choice be to retaliate on you....

It Hurts
I just found out that my brother died ON my SON'S BIRTHDAY! Which really sucks ass. I AM NOT READY FOR THIS AT ALL! I love my brother very much. I just found out that he was my lil brother about 3 years ago. Ever since then when he would see me he would always give me a big hug and tell me he loved me. He is the only one on that side of the family that even talks to me. My OWN f*ckin dad wouldn't even call me and tell me my brother died. I didn't find out til a few days later when other ppl around me already knew about it but didn't f*ckin tell me. :( I don't know why no one else would of told me. IF I would of known I would of let ppl know I knew. DUH. But I have a few things of my own to figure out from this whole thing. I know for a fact he did die of an overdose, I am not making my brother to be saint that he is not, BUT there are some bad batches of sh*t going around and if these ppl knew that and gave him that sh*t anyways, those ppl are going to be hurting.

It Hurts
I'm not the type of person to just say I love someone, usually when I say it, I really mean it. I've been with my fiance for almost 3 years now. We live together and we've grown up together. It's been hard this past year because we really had to grow up fast. He's still in high school getting ready to graduate, and well, I'm going to college next year...I've already graduated. Sometimes it's hard to remember what it feels like when we didn't fight so much. I know we've both been stressed out...I love him, I do...... with all my heart...i guess I'm posting this for a breather..cuz on here unlike myspace... i can say things without people reading it..and freaking out. xoxoxo lil v

It Hurts
And so it came to be this isolation that I am I can only look to me to find the way it all began - this confusion, constant hunger for something more than this I strive to find this being that I envision, yet seem to miss. Could it be that I am empty- or maybe a little lost? Could it be that I am lonely, or seek happiness at any cost? This never-ending Something that I am living deep inside, depicts the illusion of myself and all I have to hide. Thinking. Can't stop thinking. Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day. That dream was mine. A utopian dream. Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree. Pointy, like a star, you shone. So bright, yet not shining as a star would, But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard. You would not show off like a star. Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively - you were a star in my eyes. But like all stars, you died. That gas was gone. No pull between us. The atmosphere was dry and I

It Hurts So Bad
ok i love sid to death but i have a problem with meth. he doesnt wanna be with me if i use. im trying to stay clean, its so hard when u love it. i need sum help he is trying to help me but he isnt an addict so he doesnt know the pain. i have to do this to keep him. if any one has been an addict can u please give me sum advice on how to stay clean i need all i can get. LOVE ME love me cause im the only one that beautiful fulfillment of sensual concealment .......... you give me butterflye FUCK ME fuck me like u fucked her that exotic release of absolute bliss ............you're secretive eyes HUG ME hug me 'cause i'll never see you again that painful sensation of my obliterlation ..............you'll be my demise HATE ME hate me like you've never hated before that sesitive exposure of not having closure ......... you say you're final go

It Hurts =[
right now im sittin here crying coz i dont know what i need to do to make my relationship ok.. =[[ i mean right now im pretty much dead coz it doesnt feel like he loves me nemore and i cant take this nemore. im tryin to be everything he wants.. and it just seems like he just wants "her" and im not her.. never have been her.. and i dont even feel good enough to be called her.. i just wish i knew what to do :((

It Hurts To Love Someone
I am in love with my husband but I am afraid that if I give our life another chance it wont work and then again I don't know if he would want me back to start with. The reason for this blog is that my husband gets out of prison tomorrow and I don't know if I am ready for this. I know I am the one going to pick him up. I guess we will see what happens tomorrow. I thought he had another year and I was going to get a divorce but I get a call today and guess what? He is out and needs a ride home. It has been an abusive relationship and I don't know if the abuse will change. In my heart I know it wont get any better but I want it to.

It Hurts
Hi there everyone. I hope everyone is doing great. I wish i could asay the same. I just have surgery on the 13 of august. and it is really starting to suck. I can't get a decent amount of sleep. I have been up every 3 hours. that is why i'm on right now. And the pain killers they prescribed me are not really working. The take the edge off but it still really hurts, so, i have to call my doctor when they open up and see if they can do anything. It really hurts to move. On top of it i am the only one here. Oh well. i'll manage. Hopefully it gets better soon. I have to go back to work tuesday and my kids come home Saturday. And i start school on the 20th. I can't wait.

I Tired All Along
you rejected me. you said you didnt want me. but all along your heart was bursting. it wanted to make a bridge over to mine. even though love has to take its time, i knew all along, that you were the one for me, and i for you. you want to come to me, but now its tolate, you never appreciate something untill its gone.

It Is Blog Time..
so flussy... so fake... so wrong.. a mistake when you spoke when you wrote.. from those pills that you take.. from the meanings they partake/// you are but a speck let me demonstrate that in this time... you wont be in history books your face won't get second looks and you can't take what you carry with you./ so fake, so phony.. But I realize you're just lonely IN A BIG BAD THEATRE WHERE I CAN PRETEND TO BE A ROCKSTAR! i am gonna get extreme wasted tonight..anyone care to join?? A Warning To All Men!! Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, partygoers and unsuspecting pub regulars to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. A date rape-drug on the market called "Beer" is used by many females to target unsuspecting men. The drug is generally found in liquid form and is now available almost anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, from taps and in large "kegs". "Beer" is used by female sexual predators at parties and b

It Is All True
IT IS ALL TRUE THAT THE LC IS BETTER THAN MYSPACE THOUGH THEY BOTH HAVE THEIR FAULTS OF BEING SLOW AT TIMES. IT IS ALL TRUE THAT THE OPTIONS ON LC IS WAY BETTER THAN MYSPACE. SENDING IM'S, WHISTLES, BUYING FRIENDS GIFTS WITH CHERRY BUCKS ( GREAT IDEA ), ALLOWING MEMBERS TO BE FAMILY AND TO PICK WHO WILL VIEW YOUR SPECIAL PICS. IT IS ALL TRUE THAT WE ARE ALL LOOKING TO EITHER MEET A FRIEND, A MATE, OR JUST A STRAIGHT UP FREAK FOR THE FLESH. RATHER YOU ADMIT IT OR NOT WE ARE ALL PEOPLE WITH NEEDS THAT HAVE YET TO BE MET. WE AS A PEOPLE SEARCH ALL PLACES IN LIFE TO MEET THESE NEEDS. RATHER IT BE THE NET, A BAR, YOUR FAVORITE CLUB, OR EVEN THE CHURCH FOR SOME. WE HAVE NEEDS AND THEY WILL BE MET OR DIE TRYING. IT IS ALSO TRUE THAT I AM THE TRUTH FOR MANY REASONS AND IT IS REASONS THAT OTHERS FEEL FOR I DID NOT GIVE MYSELF THE NAME. SO TO ALL MY LC PEOPLES. KEEP IT REAL AND LET THE TRUTH BE KNOWN. HOLLA AT YA BOY. THETRUTH A.K.A. BIGSWOLL

It Is What It Is
Man on time I blogged so hard I had to wipe my keyboard down. Sometimes you just gotta blog all over that girls face...because she asked you to that's why. Sometimes I play with "Lincoln BLogs". Sometimes the blog is so thick I gotta turn on the high beams just to sort through the madness of it all. I think sometimes a top eight fux up peoples lives. I mean if you don't put certain people on there they get all "Butt hurt" and they're all sceptical and paranoid and say shit like "How come I"m not on your top 8?...man that's fucked up. I see how it is." But then I'm all like "Look!...you didn't do that thing with the paper bag and the goat, so no spotlight for ye!" There's nothin like takin a good blog. Help stop blogging companies from blogging down rainforrests...didn't you see Furngully? I wonder if there's a poison dart blog?..prolly so. I hate it when my cereal get's all bloggy...then I gotta all pick out the typo's and the emoticons n shit. Pfffffffft...wha

It Is
It's, It Is It's.... ....beautiful if it makes you feel good inside. ....honest if it has nothing to hide. ....worthless if you don't need it anymore. ....better if it's more than you expected before. ....true if it's what you choose to believe. ....important if that's how you feel when you bleed. ....special if only you see it that way. ....sacred if no one else can take it away. ....painful if you cannot get out of bed. ....lifeless if all emotion is dead. ....boring if you are prone to distraction. ....exciting if your heart is alive with affection. ....love if you least expect it to happen. ....real if it's not based on manipulation and reaction. ....over if they try to control who you are. ....freedom if you can heal from the scars. ....sad if you feel too numb to cry. ....pointless if you have to ask why. ....meaningless if it must be explained. ....useless if words are spoken in vain. ....passion if it overwhelms the soul. ....obse

It Is What It Is
If you don't see things The way I do That's okay I accept it Why won't U? I need to have answers I need to know why So I can move on And let things lie I'm not a little girl anymore I've been taught well I've learned a few things Why can't they tell Today it's okay? Tomorrow it's not? My thoughts just won't stop! I want to get away I can't I have to stay Some days I'm not bothered On others I'm pissed off I have no choice I have to deal with this loss I want to laugh I want to scream I want to cry I want to know why I'm confused I guess that's normal They act like I'm wrong Am I ever right? They should look at my point of view So they will understand why I do what I do When will I be allowed to be me To handle myself freely I know what to decide Give me the control But stay by my side I can be different I can change I'll be fine Just not the same I know where to draw the line I'm not selfish all the time Life is good This is not a b

It Is What It Is...
The porno of Lane's life will be called ... "Victory on Mount Venus" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com Jacob, Clay, Noah, and Lucas. Y'all are my true boys cuz y'all are my brothers Noah, u from a different mother, Clay and Lucas, y'all got different fathers That don't mean I look at y'all any differently, to me, y'all still my fuckin family All y'all, you all my boys I've been knowin y'all since y'all played with Tonka Toys And it's bullshit how we live so far away Y'all my fuckin brothers I should see y'all everyday. But somehow I still see y'all, and watch y'all grow Best believe I'ma tell y'all u better watch that ho If someone hurts y'all I'll knock down their door And won't stop shootin till all their blood is on their floor And no I'm not a gangsta or an O.G. whatever you please But I'll show em what they get when they fuck wit White's family. That goes for everybody, Grandparents and all All they ne

It Is A Shame
WELL... WHAT CAN I SAY? JUST... READ THE LETTER AND THINK ABOUT IT... REALLY...IT'S A PITY... I TRANSLATE THE LETTER TOO... There is a place where there is no the Sun, Just pain Without goes behind, not direction You have to fight. Not, they have not grown and already they have value They have not lived and die for mistake And his game it destroys the fire, they are children. Who put in your hands hatred of gift, Who with so many ire hurts you Since the innocence could turn in destrucion. Who will have stolen the world from you in a shot Who put price to your life, How the conscience lives with so much pain, Say me who since and why, soldier of paper Of lead they are not, His skin is real Thousand and one caeran Not, does not import the age They will suffer It is one more bullet. Not, they have not grown and already they have value They have not lived and die for mistake And his game it destroys the fire, They are children of the fear.

It Is What It Is
you come for a world with nothing...you strive and struggle to get somewhere only to find that there are others in this world only trying to beat you down....your kindness they pray apon....your willingness to help.....your need and desire for love...they look for the weekness.... kill and destroy that is the aim the goal....why.....why try to bring someone else unhappiness...is it because your so jealous of what others have...think about this for awhile...look within and a time when you tried to hurt someone either with words or actions...think what made you do it....pressure from others....plain old jealous.... wanting what others have....or just plain stupid....not thinking of how that might hurt another...we do this all the time...all of us...today if someone told me that i would be where i am now i would laugh at them....im alone...very much so...its mostly by choice....i have friends....but not anyone close that i share my true inner feeling and wishes with....i have many....but

It Is Monday!
Oh joy of joys it is another Valentines Day. This holiday gets on my nerves. I absoulutly hate the jewlery tv ads for VD. I mean honestly if my husband can only show me one time a year how much her loves me then we (me and him) need to have a serious one on one. Dont get me wrong I like jewelery the bling bling is nice. But in my line of work I really can not wear it. Personally the way to my goodies is through my stomach. Take me out to eat at a killer steak resturant and omg I am golden. HMMMMMM.......Meat......yummy and a couple of cold beers. Oh yea, he does that for me and yepper when we get home it is game on. Any ways Happy Valentines Day to y'all!! AHHHH another monday in the dental clinic. Now dont get me wrong I love where I work and I truely do enjoy what I do. Let me explain I work the a free dental clinic that offers services to those whom can not afford dental care, and as you all are aware of dental treatment is very expensive and there is nothing worse than

It Isant Real
LOVE is a series of test of trust so when u find real love u will reconize it and respect it.My point is ,a broken heart is your bet chance of finding a real love,so dont give up just remember the good times as an ancentive to find a real love. P.S. trust is only 1 letter away from a 4 letter word shit and 1 letter less than the word lie. So dont forget love isnt everything but yourself and your family is.

It Is Over
what is this numbers in your pocket? I remember when you used to throw those things away why do you want to keep in touch now who gave you a reason to act so shady baby you know you can call me anytime anything you needed I would give it to you oow thats how much I care for you wanna act now never call me back now turning off your cell phone girl you know that ain't cool I dont understand baby baby its a shame we gotta go through this we cant even talk girl we don't even kiss I never would´ve thought we'de be breaking up like this but its over now its over now you think that I dont know whats going on cause your always home alone and I'm always out of town you need to stop trying to play me cause you cant even face me I know you're messin around baby you know you can call me anytime anything you needed I would give it to you oow thats how much I care for you wanna act now never call me back now turning off your cell phone girl you know that aint cool I

It Is Time To Impeach Bush
Join Over One Hundred Million People In The Boycott Of Chinese Products Join Us Today in the boycotting of all Chinese products. Look for products made in countries other than China first, because you can find them for the same prices even in the Dollar Stories. There are even plenty of American made products that are out there if you take the time to look. Please repost this message and bring up the topic of the poisoned Chinese Goods everywhere. 1) China poisons millions of people worldwide with it's contaminated products. 2) China uses Slave and Child Labor 3) Chima has some of the worst employee saftey records in the eintire world. 4) China has one of the worst environmental records on the planet. 5) China supplies weapons to our enemies all over the world. 6) China has cost US tens of millions of decent paying jobs. 7) Chinese quality control is abominable 8) China dumps it's poisoned and shoddily made products all over the planet Please join o

It Is Love
It is Love that gives us purpose Keep Our Souls Nourished, Grow & learn. It is Love that Guides us on the Right path and Helps us choose Each Turn. It is Love that gives us Courage to stand against our Fears; to open up our Hearts , to let us see each other's Tears. It is Love that gives us Trust and hope when little things go Wrong. When distance stands between us, it is Love that keeps us Strong. It Is Love Which makes Our Lives Bloom By Taking Away Our Gloom It is Love that offers Harmony and a friendship that is True. How wonderful that I can share a Friendship like this with You! Big friendships to u

It Is What It Is...
May 17th, 2007 Thursday 11:30am Good Morning... It's another typical day in NY, weather sucks, grey and gloomy. When I got here I started looking around a bit more closely. Though without a doubt CherryTAP is a ton of fun, it's really a bit sad too. We work so hard at being #1 or having the highest CherryTAP level that we forget one thing. HOW TO BE REAL Everyone says oh it's just the internet you can be anyone you want who cares. I disagree... whether anyone wants to admitt it or not. The person on the other end of a conversation is not just a computer. They are a human being and sometimes one with true feelings. Not everyone is here to be fake or play headgames. Some of us really enjoy meeting friends and special people and want them to stay that way. I know you are asking... "What's your point?" My point is I want to be me and not like those who have lost site of reality. So with that said I am letting you know this. If I have fanned you or friended you and we ha

It Is Not The Age It Is The Attitude!!
A 92-year-old, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coiffed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. 'I love it,' he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. 'Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait.' 'That doesn't have anything to do with it,' he replied. 'Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it.' It's

It Is Good To Be Queen!
Alright look, it's like this. If I check out your profile and don't rate you or whatever DO NOT shout me and say Hey why didn't you rate me or whatever. I will rate who I want to rate when I feel like rating you. I will add who i choose when I choose to do so. And If I don't, then get over it. There r plenty of people out there who only care about their cherry points. I actually LOOK at the people I rate and I try to be honest. If checked u out but didn't rate... there's either a good reason or something goofy happened to my puter and I'll get back 2 u as soon as I can! SO LAY OFF!!! If you don't like the score I gave u. sorry truth hurts sometimes. People rate me 1 and 5 and 2 all day long. I don't cuss them or get angry. I let it ride and get on with my life because no stupid number from a complete and total stranger will ever determine my self worth or value. I know who and what I am inside and out. I don't think I'm super sexy but i'm far from bow wow. Your world isn't gonna fal

It Is What It Is
I sway to the melodic beat of the madness. It never leaves me. It is who I have become. I reach out to touch it, but it slips through my fingers. They come to me at night. I pray for the strength to make it 'til morning, for my release. I am caught in this nightmare, this never ending pain. I can hear them crying, wanting me to come to them. I run all over searching. I scream out their names. They cannot be found, but I hear them crying. I rock myself in the darkness of the night, praying they will find me. They never do. I do not know who is lost, them or me. This is my hell on earth. My children are crying, they need me, but their deaths have stopped me from finding them. I hear them crying! Please...I cannot find them! I hear my children and I am helpless. I smile as I slide the blade through my already bleeding flesh. Do I look insane to you? Fuck you. Let me enjoy this moment. This is my one luxury. I crave this pain. I w

It Is Fucked Up
it is really fucked up when all you do is care,love and give someone your heart.you do what ever you can to be there for them you buy them little things to make them feel special.but they tend to pay attention to everything else you try to be romantic and they dont realize it then they drop you like a bad habit and think everything is fine

It Is About Time
An Oregon woman who says she was wrongly accused of music piracy filed a federal lawsuit against the Recording Industry Association of America, claiming the trade group used abusive tactics in its effort to collect thousands of dollars. http://www.oregonlive.com/newsflash/regional/index.ssf?/base/news-20/1182933258180730.xml&storylist=orlocal It is about time!!!! Poeple, the biggest source of pirated music, videos, and software, is not you, me, or your buddies, but the People's Republic of China (PRC), with it's State Run Factories. 8% of the PRC's GDP comes from piracy/counterfeiting.

It Is What It Is
it seems that you just gotta accept the fact that some people dont even realize how offensive their personalities are walk around oblivious to the fact that everyone around them cant wait for them to step outside and get hit by a bus

It Is True Love?
Its beter to lost your pride to someone you love than to lost your love coz of your pride be a friendly of thousand be a lover of one... Give your smile to everyone but give your heart to only one!!! TAKE CARE always!!!

It Is A Lot
Why not force a deleting of the account! Yea! There we go...I will be back with the nastiest pics..LMAO Its easyto losetrack sometimes, and I guess that I have. I just want to say thank you for those that are true...I wish I could be everything for everyone, but I can't. Its a hard thing to want to be everyhting to everyone, and if you ever have to deal with that, then you will know what I am talknig about. It s hard enough to be all that... for yourself alone. You can't...Love you...LOL

It Is So True!
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know - it never happened) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)

It Is Official
It has finally happened. I feel like I am running off all of the people who care about me after they find out how I am. I am trying to be me, and sometimes, I can't be me cause I am scared of running people off. Everyone that I talk to says that they can handle me the way I am, but as soon as they find out, I am right back to being alone and shuned for being me. I should just get use to it and maybe then it would not hurt so bad. I know that I am just venting, but this is how I really do feel sometimes. There are times that I wonder, why bother. I bother cause I hate to be alone, and maybe that is my problem. I try too hard. I guess that I should just go on with life and quit wondering if I will be alone. I am just destined to walk down the path of life bymyself without friendship. To all of you that are my friends, I thank you. Maybe you have seen how I am and realize that I am what I am.

It Is......
It is the voice in the back of your mind that whispers all the things that seem too cruel to say. It is all that is locked up tight. Never to see the light of day It is not a husband.... It is pain. It is not a father.... It is failure. It is not a son.... It is hate. It lies drowning in a pool polluted with frustration and self loathing. It is all my hatred pressed down to the head of a pin. It's heart is black...Beating in time with mine. It is not a leader.... It is useless. It is not wanted.... It is black. It is not needed.... It is worthless. It is everything and nothing, all at once. All it has is darkness. It needs to feel. It needs to hate. Keep it locked up inside of me, so only I can feel the pain.

-it Is What It Is
"Almost" [Verse 1] Can you tell me How can one miss what she's never had How could I reminisce when there is no past How could I have memories of being happy with you boy Could someone tell me how can this be How could my mind pull up incidents Recall dates and times that never happened How could we celebrate a love that's to late And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say [Chorus] I missed the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss At least in my dreams Just let me take my time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had What happened to us we were almost there Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you [Verse 2] I cannot believe I let you go Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go I should've went out with you I should've made you my boo boy Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules I should've went on a

It Is Official
I had to block my first fubarian today. It would really be nice to come across a man who isn't coming at me d*ck first. Maybe just maybe if there were more genuine men, there would be less woman that felt the only thing they had to offer a man was tits and ass. Make them work for it, they aren't gonna take you home for more than anything than a bootilicous good time. Now don't get me wrong, I am far from being a prude, but I don't dig simple minded men, the ones that can't think passed the 1st level in Maslow's heirarchy. I love men, just not the crass kind. Soooooooooo if you are reading this and were thinking about shouting at me to talk sexy to you on the computer, move forward. Thank you.

It Is Time That Appreciation Is Shown
As being a part of the male population, I feel it is high time that all you ladies be recognized for you being you. It doesn't matter whether your a domestic Goddess, Corporate Goddess, Submissive Goddess or any other term you wish to apply to yourself. The truth being for a long time I feel you have been under appreciated, that is sad in my eyes. I imagine I will get feedback, and really it matters naught. I first want to apologize for the crass, brass, the egotistical, vain, the down right dirty, and sexist behavior you have had to endure. Just for a chance at being a friend. Truth be told without ladies there really would be no men. We come home at nite and lay our trust in you, you are our peace and love and comfort. And yet does the man notice or acknowledge? Probably not. You go about your day work hard at what you do, and still at night have the time to share and be the love to someone. Be the arms that holds them, and there to build the other back up to face the next

It Is What It Is!!
Ok I'm thinking it's all good in the beginning cause i was a challenge to you. You had to convince me that you really liked me.. and that you weren't like other guys ect... then.. after you knew you had me.. the thrill was gone.. and you lost interest.. Ok with that being said.. My question is.. How do you let a guy know you really like him, and that he can trust you, without letting him know he has you where he wants you ? I guess it is a game even if i don't want it to be.. and i know nothing but to be honest .. so someone teach me how to play .. i'm tired of losing.. I'm not sure I'll ever get it ...lol Yes I am 39 years old .. and I still can't tell when a guy is being sincere.. I try to give anyone a chance just because I know there are some good people out there.. It just really pisses me off when a guy leads you on .. acts like he really likes you .. spends time talking to you .. Talks about coming to see you .. and what he's going to do with your kids while he's there.. and

It Is What It Is
Well here I am again in brokesville. Depending on the state to get something right. Oh yeah right. The last time I got child support was on the 13th. Im supposed to get it every week. I looked on the website..and they havent even RECIEVED it from Jacks work. So, If they get it tomorrow... cut a check on wed.. mail it out from Tallahassee..I wont get it until Friday or saturday. The good news is that I will have two childsupport checks back to back. Bad news..I have 10 bucks to my name, no diapers and little food. This came at a really bad time.. 4 day weekend with my kids. Today is the last day, I have appeased them with chicken nuggets.. cool aid and rice krispy treats. Ive existed on cereal with no milk and peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. The ex told me he would write my alimony check early..so I could buy diapers and food.. but he called me this morning telling me that he only had enough for his car payment. You know, if I had to choose between food for my kids and

It Is All A Lie.
I would never in my entire life make fun of someones child, let alone someone's child who is autistic. I teach a drama class for 10 autistic children and they are the lights of my life. They are absolutly amazing kids and to be accused of making fun of an autistic child makes me sick to my stomach. Everyone can think what they like, but the bulletin that was posted about me (that was now deleted by it's poster) is a total and complete lie. I do not have fake accounts and I would not ever downrate and make fun of anyone's children. That is cruel and wrong and saddens me that someone would ever accuse me of doing it. Thank you to my awesome Snake Eyes Family for backing me up while the bully was up. I love you all lots. &hearts kitty kat

It Is What It Is!!
READ THIS PEOPLE AND TAKE IT IN!!! Looks may be deceiving, but your heart may carry beauty and love. Being the most beautiful person is not all dreamy, unless they have a heart that shines like a star above. Most people think that if they have someone that is beautiful, it's their looks. But beautiful is a person who carries a heart with more beauty that you can imagine I decided to place what was on my "About Me" portion on here instead. I didn't like it on my main page. To tell you about my actual personality almost seems silly. Kind of like I am trying to sell myself on this dang place. I wish I could have my friends write about me on here instead! I started looking into Fubar when my baby sister had a men just about stalking her, so I was very skeptical at first. It has turned out to be more like a high school reunion for me. I keep in touch with friends and family. I have even gotten to know a couple of new people, which I thought would never happen. I don't normal

It Isn't You
(He told me last night to sleep with the angels, then to come back to earth and sleep with my devil who would gladly burn in hell for one night in my arms..yeah, I'm beyond confused right now. That is not what I need, that is not what I want. So, if this poem confuses you don't feel bad. I'm there myself.) There's something about the way you said it, That I knew you were telling the truth, But I wasn't quite ready to believe you, I didn't want to believe you loved me, too. I wanted to love you with all of my heart, But I didn't want you to love me at all, I wanted you to beat me, and not care, I wanted you to say you would, but never be there. I know all of this sounds insane to you, It doesn't even make all that much sense to me, But things in my past make me who I am now, I wanted to let you love me, I just didn't know how. There's something about being abused by a male, That makes future relationships seem impossible, I don't know if you'll wait for me to

It Is Finally Spring !!! I Am So Happy The Flowers Are Blooming And So Am I !!!
Hello all it has been a very long time! I have missed you all but I do have new pics to show I hope you all like them! I had no idea the Cherry Tap changed to fubar. So for all of you that have sent me messages I am sorry that I deleted them. Next time tell me that we have a change so I know!! HUGS and KISSES And I hope you all are enjoying the warm weather and the beautiful flowers that are in bloom and the trees coming back to life!!

It Is What It Is!
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WOMEN'S REVENGE 'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. 'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked. 'No,' she replied, 'but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.' -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- UN

It Is You
It Is You A symbol of respect, pride, and strength, not to be ruffled, wadded, or soiled, to be folded, unfurled, raised for all to see, as in going into battle resounding victory. Not to be tattered, torn, or burned in effigy, rather a symbol of hope to those in bondage, of hate for those who seek to enslave, of patriotism to those who guard fiercely, enshrined with those who died for liberty, entrusted to each generation to decide its fate, to be the most loved or most hated, to be seen in every city, state, and on foreign soil wherever seen America is found. No other symbol rises above or would be allowed, representing freedom, recognized the world round, a powerful adversary to an enemy, a gentle giant to those who are represented. A symbol of red and white, with fifty shining stars on a field of blue, call it a flag, in reality it is you.

It Is What It Is
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have

It Is What It Is...
Getting my phone tomorrow. La de da. No more minute phone bullshit. I feel like an amazing person today. I have been helping so many people lately. And being thanked because you made some one's day that much easier. Is an overwhelmingly happy feeling. When they say, "Trisha I need you, I've had the most fucked up day." And I talk to them, give them my advice. Then at the end of the conversation, they say," I feel so much better, thank you." Because I tell them like it is, I tell them things even if they don't want to hear them. It's like I'm the only person who does that in their lives. I even call them out on their faults. And then they can take it in, reflect on it. And self heal. All I know is at the end of the day... .. I helped bring someone's smile back. *But let me get, to the point. Let's roll another joint. Turn the radio loud. I'm too alone to be proud. You don't know how it feels, to be me...* Mmmk, that song has been stuck in my head for 3 days straight, t

It Is What It Is
check this out if you want to get to know me ask if you want to see me look at the pic and if you want to talk to me drop a line for all the playas out there who think your the shit delete me for the real genuine peeps out there sweet hit me up I am tired of the game and desperation in peeps I am looking for friends for now may be a lil fun later I am tired of the mind games I want some one real and that is actully inteligent in my life and some peeps are and some peeps arent what can I say truth hurts get over your self if you think you can talk to me drop a line if not that is cool your lost not mine

It Is Totally Free To Do!!
Hello Something incredible has arrived! I just became a shareholder in me2everyone and I never had to pay a single penny for the shares! It can only be described as the gold-rush for 2009. This company is going to be huge and shares will soar in value over the coming months! You can register for free and it never has to cost you a single penny! me2everyone is going to be a cool new virtual world where you can meet friends, chat, shop, play, watch videos, create an art gallery, open a virtual newspaper, play the free inworld lottery and make money from your own online store! You and everyone you know make the decisions, shape the world, create real incomes and share in the profits. It’s a new place where you meet new people or invite your friends. Learn new skills or expand your business. Find the love of your life or help the planet. Membership is free and every member automatically becomes a shareholder in me2everyone Limited. Personally I have 1000 shares in the venture I

It Is What It Is
You....! Name Lillian Lux Ethnicity Latina Height 5'5 Hair Color Currently.. Red & Black.. subject to change Eye Color Dark Brown Your opinions please? Abortion It depends on the situation Capital Punishment Same as above Immigration I don't really honestly care War Is not for me America I live in it.. Gay Marriage I support it! The Economy Sucks Ball Sacks right now What??? Political Party are you Democrat *shrugs* Extrovert or Introvert Extrovert Favorite sport Don't really have one .. but I like watching Hockey occasionally Favorite person from that sport *shrugs* Favorite person I don't have a favorite person Bothers you Apperantly a lot of things like people randomly exercising in my living room & garlic breath. Are you passionate about Reading Do you really think about yourself I'm pretty cute but really messed up in the head. Mas! Favorite

It Is What It Is
this cute, beauty, is depressed, and is unhappy! i know it's hard to believe a hottie like myself being depressed! Life isn't always what they seem to be, there are lies all around us. but when the mask comes off, would everything still be the same?/ or would life change as we know it? i'm on the verge to go fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, i'm done!

It Is With Danica Not Woman In Racing.
It is easy to think that when talk negitive or semi negitive about Danica Patrick that i have to be agaisnt woman in NASCAR. Im not i encorage woman in nascar. The prob is this with danica as it was when she strarted out in IRL. You don't hype up a driver that is yet to prove themselves. You don't give the sprint cup to someone who has not earned it. You dont place someone in the limelight for nothing. That is my prob. so much is made up for someone who had done little it is not funny. She is a good driver do not get me wrong but well does she diserve 60% of the covrage she got in the last 2 nationwide races, no. Did they have to pan to her car when it finished 31'st 3 laaps down? no. Kyle Bush a driver said it best when he said that drivers that have earned their way on loe budget teams diserved the media atention they were cheeted out of because of the danica circus i saw comming whe Jr motorsports, a driver that did not need to do anything more then focus on his own driving in the 8

It Is What It Is
The smile you see is all for show. The words you hear no longer have meaning. I am here because there is nothing else left to do. I sit back and sigh and know its all over. Time to rebuild. Time to move on. There are no tears. Mistakes and life's lessons is what we carry on for memories. Times remembered remain in the shadows. Its harder to Live than it is to die. There will be no next time around. There are no more answers I can give. It has simply become the walking nightmare I knew it would be. Finally walking away and learning to survive. Becoming the person wanted can not be done. The things Ive done and become are the way I shall be forever. Feeling have no more meaning. Emptiness is inside. Don't cry over me. Don't hurt for me. Its not needed. I need no more comfort. I will have my fears. My heart can never be broken when I no longer carry one. This is what it is. This is the end

It Is What It Is...
If you're a girl..1) Get something small if it's your first time, like a lip gloss container. Make sure it's got a rounded tip.2) Put a little water on it. 3) Get yourself on the ground or your bed. Make sure you're comfortable.4) Put your feet up on something. Make sure they are higher than your head. Spread your legs.5) For the ultimate experience, relax first. Just lay there. Think about nothing. And DON'T BE NERVOUS.6) Slowly begin to touch your breasts. Feel them (have your eyes closed or open but if they are open make sure you're not focusing on anything)7) Keep one hand on your breast and slowly move the other one down to your thigh. Move your hand up and down your thigh while massaging your breast.8) With your breast hand, slowly take the lip gloss container or your object of choice. Your clit might start to get a weird feeling like you really want to touch it. DON'T.9) Tease yourself with the object by gently rubbing the spot between your poophole and vagina. This will drive y

It Iz What It Iz
The past and the present are present in the future,and the future iz containedin the past,therefor ALL time iz unredemable.Things that should of happened are all an illusion,cuz the only thing that could of happened iz what did.There iz no changin what happens cuz it's all ready writen>We cant change ant thing from happning cuz We Are Forever Doomed By Destiny...... And Fucked By Fate.......

It Iz What It Iz Pt 2
Watching the ripples of water caress the beach, A resounding peace has filled my soul, In a dream like reality surrounded by soothing sounds, This is a place I always know, Entranced by the reflections of the setting sun, Hearing the soft crashes of wave after wave on the sand, Seeing the seagulls fly about in their search for todays meal, Embraced in all its beauty, I sit back and feel the wind carry my hands, Sitting on this peer, is my serenity, Where I go to get away from life, To think, To exist, and just breathe, To get through any type of strife, The water is my soul, Free flowing yet focused all at once, The beauty of easing my mind can be found here, Gets me away from societies brunt, Seeing so many lost souls everyday, It tends to break my heart and lift them up, But once again i sink into my thoughts of my peer, And realize i'll never give up, My success, my fortune, my love, Is all the souls ive embraced and helped through what i know with no

It Just Proves There Are All Kinds Of People Out There.
It just proves there are all kinds of people out there. Stella Awards Time once again to review the winners of the Annual "Stella Awards." The Stella Awards are named after 81 year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued McDonald's (in NM). That case inspired the Stella Awards for the most frivolous, ridiculous, successful lawsuits in the United States. Here are this year's winners: 5th Place (tie): Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas, was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The owners of the store were understandably surprised at the verdict, considering the misbehaving little toddler was Ms. Robertson's son. 5th Place (tie): 19-year-old Carl Truman of Los Angeles won $74,000 and medical expenses when his neighbor ran over his hand with a Honda Accord. Mr.Truman apparently didn't notice there was

It Just F****** Figures
i gave you my heart and told you to keep it but you handing it back and now its in pieces what will i do to mend it again i swore i was never gonna let this happen again what am i really supposed to do now maybe this super glue will hold it for now i think you forgot to give me back a piece or two this feeling inside god i hate this feeling inside how could you let this happen Fuck how could I let this happen i feel like such a fool all i wanted was to give you the world i wanted to make you smile i wanted you to find that place you could call home well, i guess now you have it i hope it makes you smile i hope that everyday when you wake up you give thanks for your life and it is truly what you want i just wish i had a chance fuck i never had a chance in the world i see that now why did you make me love you why did you ever say those words you fucking said them first god i wish i could hate you but i can't i still fucking love you fuck it my

It Just Not Worth It!
You know just when you think you found someone good and maybe just maybe they are not gonna be like all the rest they prove you wrong! I, like an asshole fell for another chick and she like all the rest turned out to be a fake! It's annoying and frustrating but thats not the point of this blog! The point of this blog is this, Who cares about love when love sucks! A guy like me can get any girl I want so im done wasting my time on one girl! If I can have it imma get it and nothing will hold me back and down the line as the years go by and their all old and washed up I'll be fine living in my giant house with sleeping with models!!! Have a great life!!

It Just Keeps Getting Better......
b/f and i are planning or trying to have a baby! I can't wait to be a mom....I love kids to death. We already have names picked out. Boy- Connor Daniel Girl- Zayra Faye.... We have been together for 3 yrs and I wouldn't trade him for anything. We have had our ups and downs but who doesn't. We put up w/eachothers shit. He means everything to me. He's most important in my life. I love you baby more than you ever know! "We will never part"

It Just Bugs Me.
you know i find it funny how society now a days looks at a BBW and says to themselves ~look at her she cant take care of herself~ or if we are walkin around with a good lookin man we always get the ~he can do so much better then that thing~ i mean seriously ppl, BBW we are great women, we love and understand just as much as anybody else, the only difference is HELL YEAH we have a little more coushin for the pushin, but who wouldnt mind some cushion over a bone stickin you every now and then. and no i am not judging people who are thinner then i or in better shape i am just stating that BBW are just as good as anyone else. and another thing, we dont have to be thin to be pretty as long as we have confidence i am sure we can catch a good mans eye. and have u ever noticed that almost all the time BBW always end up with a man who is loyal and honest, and shit in some cases handsome as hell, all for the simple reason we put our foot down, literally. i think its cause a man notices the quali

It Kills Me That
you know as i look around CT, there are some beautiful women here. i look through and read some comments on here left by others. do some of you guys really think just b/c you leave a "i think your sexy" or what ever that these girls are gonna come to you. maybe my perception is wrong. i've left your gorgeous comments on here, but with no intentions of tryin to get with someone. i put i'm married on here b/c i don't want no secrets or hidden agenda. would i hook up with someone if given the chance? yeah probably, but that chance really isn't coming. just felt like getting something off my chest.

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It'll Never Be The Same
How did that get there? great, got a bruise on my knee. Never been graceful at all, tripping over my own feet. Slammed my own hand, in my damn car door in-fact. Is this even possible? Who the Hell does that? My daughter is following in my footsteps, it seems. Never pays attention, always falling over things. Goodness, I'm a menace, and she shares my name. Two of me in this world. It'll never be the same.

It Looks Like Rain
"Looks Like Rain" Words by John Perry Barlow Barlow has posted his lyrics Performed by The Grateful Dead I woke today... And felt your side of bed The covers were still warm where you'd been layin'. You were gone... My heart was filled with dread. You might not be sleepin' here again [Chorus:] It's alright, 'cause I love you. And that's not gonna change. Run me round, make me hurt again and again. But I'll still sing you love songs Written in the letters of your name. And brave the storm to come, For it surely looks like rain. Did you ever waken to the sound Of street cats makin' love And guess from their cries You were listenin' to a fight? Well, you know... Hate's just the last thing they're thinkin' of. They're only trying to make it through the night. [Chorus:] I only want to hold you. I don't want to tie you down. Or fence you in the lines

It Makes Me So Sad. :(
Nobody ever reads profiles do they :( Cuz I have had this leave a voice message thing on my page and I have only gotten 10 messages and 1 of them is from myself lol (cuz iw as seeing how it works, but yes im a dork too), So why arent u guys leaving me messages, its really not that hard...i would have thought outta my 800 friends i would get atleast a couple more...well i dont wanna be sad about it anymore so after this blog and I dont get any ill just take it off....Thanks to those who did! BYE for now.... Hope to hear from you!!

It Makes No Sense
I got a call yesterday from a very close friend of mine that I served with in NUMEROUS places doing NUMEROUS things. A small group of us served together and did alot of crazy shit when deployed. We survived, as have many others, and made it home fairly intact physically and mentally. So anyway, Anthony calls me and says, "Mike....." "Danny's dead". What the fuck?!?!?!?!?!?! "How?!?!?!" "Car wreck" "What?!?!?!?!" "Yeah dude". "When?" "Last night" "Fuck" "I'll call you tommorw when I find out the details for the service" ".......alright" Now here's the deal.....we were special forces. we made it through alot that we shouldn't have. We did our part and managed to make it home and after all was said and done, our duty served, this is what happens? How that fuck do you justify that? Sleeping anywhere and everywhere, taking our horse pills, staying up for days at a time, leaving home at a moments notice, gone for an unknown period....to come home, go out with your wife for drinks

It Means Something
Desperate and alone… again, Blinding beams of hatred and resentment, All positioned in one direction. Waiting, wanting, needing, So much more, Everything happens for a reason. Solitary confinement, In a scope occupied with wanderers, Gazing back to an instant where time stood still. But was it satisfying? Has it ever been agreeable? Did the heart soften, the fear subside? Take a breath. Find reality… For only while you are sleeping, Do the fairy tales come true… }|{ When I close my eyes… My heart seeks radiance, My mind desires reflection, My body craves a unity, And then I think of you… When I close my eyes… The ocean breeze caresses my face, The waves collide with the shore, The white caps break in the wind, And then I feel your hand in mine… When I close my eyes… You’re here with me, Holding me, Kissing me, Whispering to me. And then…. I hear your heart beat… As I lay, Sound asleep, Coiled on your chest, Th

It Might Be!!
Daily Horoscope: Gemini For June 23,2007 The bond between you and this special someone will grow even stronger, especially if you learn to deal with outsized expectations. Neither of you is perfect, but you might be perfect together, given some time and effort The more alcohol I consume the more I'm starting to believe that this is about me and Angelina Jolie!! I wonder if she's thinking the same thing?? Oh well, time will tell!!! :D

It Most Be Tough To Leave A Comment.
I have noticed that I get people checking out my site which is cool, thats what it is here for. But damn, leave a comment! Nice page, your page sucks, your are an ass, anything. We all win, you get cherry points, I get cherry points, we are all happy! OK, thats all I wanted to say. I am going to go back and dive down Rina's pants, or LatinaHeat as I like to call her. Dessert is served!

It Never Ends
Lost waivering no direction confused. Wait because of you darkness fades. Hope is not lost my salvation has arrived. Alive again because of you. You say you love me but how can that be true? Your words they hurt me The pain you inflict… How can you mean it when you say you love me? You say its true but it never ends. The cycle continues over and over again. It's not just the words you say that cause all of this pain. Knowing it once was different knowing what it could have been is what hurts the most. You say its true but it never ends. The cycle continues over and over again. Why do I continue on? Why do I stay? Wouldn't it be easier to let it go to just let it fade away? But you say again that you love me. Yet it never ends the cycle continues over and over again.

It Needs To Be Said
This is not an endorsement more like a PSA from the cheap seats, so read all the way. This site far more interactive than the other three I am on. I have liked it here so much that I have my CT link on all three home pages. The non- need to refresh the pages to see whats going on and everything on one page are two of the biggies for me. What will kill this site is the inability of leadership to pull their heads out of their asses and listen to the people. The site is different every time you log on and no bulletins to clue us in on the changes. (ie. blue names or paying for "special" accounts) For months they have dictated to us, belittled us and told us tough shit it is mine and I will do what I want. When we had problems or concerns we can send emails to every bouncer, CT support, and any name in yellow or orange and hope to get one response. I have talked to many people and this not isolated to just a few people. The most common answer, when I did get them, was that Mike cr

It Needs To Stop !!
I will continue to send this on everytime I receive it until the right people GET IT!!! Can't Blame White People by Bill Cosby Bill & Camille Cosby They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. And then I heard the father talk Everybody knows it's important to speak English... except these knuckleheads. Mushmouth is what they speak!? You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleheads throwing that all away.? The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal. These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneaker

It Never Fricking Ends....
OK, I’m not sure how this works but I’ve been given instructions to leave a message to everyone here. My name is Kevin Wolfe and I’ve been pretty much ordered to say that I’m Ross’s best friend. I’ve known Ross since junior school which would make it about 20 years now. We’ve grown up together and I’ve been with him through everything. I’ve known him from the very first den we made in the woods behind our houses through school, through college and through our adult lives and I can honestly say, I’ve never known anyone like him. He’s supported me through out my darkest times and he’s been my partner in crime in many a alcohol fuelled night out. Ross passed away on 14th March 2008. I spent the day with him on the 12th in hospital and he passed me a sheet of paper with a very long list of instructions. He asked me to go to this website and say goodbye to everyone. The following is a word for word copy of what he wrote - he wanted me to type this out exactly as he said it

It Never Ends, Does It?
omg, i don't think i will make it through the remainder of this day, which is not long, without totally unleashing all my fury onto somebody or something... i have been dating around here and there with someone i met off fubar, thought we were really good friends... i logged onto my myspace to check my mail there and accept some friend requests and low and behold there was a message from some girl i didn't know saying on the subject line "there is something you should know" omg, of course i had to check it out, even though it was probably a 'myspace virus', i just gotta know (sorry mom)(no it wasn't a virus) the email stated that this person (who shall remain nameless at this time seeing he is on fubar) has a 2 month old son, and pushed her and the baby out of his apartment... saying that he is trying to sign over his rights, blah blah blah so i confronted him about it, just thought for some insane reason that this shit was untrue... yeah right, lmao he said it was a

It Never Fails
Everything is going fine today, i woke up in a great mood. Im heading to work at 80 mphs on HWY 225 and bam. My wifes car does a nose dive and parts are flying everywhere. I get the car over to the shoulder. Mind u its rush hour in houston, not good. I see cars behind me swerving behind me, thank God knowone was hit by debree. I get out of my car and see that my tire blow out through my wheelwell and through the fender, taking with it my headlights and wires. My car wont even start...when i see this all i can do is say FUCKKKKK and kick the car. The night is only beginning. The car is still on the side of the highway probally getting broken into. I have a wrecker on the way to pick it up

It Never Fails....
"Sometimes letting go is hard but its better than holding on to something that isn't there"..true story..every story has an end but in life every end is a new beginning...©RT Though time and distance has kept us apart, I knew you were the one right from the start. Our phone calls and text have kept the fire alive, A feeling thats made me want to strive. Strive to be better then I am, You make me feel younger with hopes of new plans. Memories of a time when I was young and had no cares, You've ignited that passion with just a flare. So know that even though i may not see u everyday, These words that i send you is what im trying to say. I've missed you more then i thought i would, So make this possible, and say we could. Cause as the days pass by you always pop into my mind, It makes me eager to see what my heart will find. Lets take this chance and bring our love to the light, Cause im willing and able to put up a fight. to all my fubar friends, i would like

It Never Fails
I swear, I can't catch a break. Everything seems to go well, school was good, my son was great, I was happy, then everything fell apart. I don't know what happened, I don't know why...maybe i'm jinxed?? Then things go wrong or fights or whatever and they all come run to me, is it not already enough that I have my own miserable life to deal with. The only "happy" thing in my life is my son. He is my everything and always will be. And because of that, the fact that he is happy and 98% healthy, active and keeps me on my toes then WHY is it that I'm not happy? Why can't I find some happiness. I know that life isn't fair, I've had my deal of heartache and enough to know that life is not fair...but everyone deserves a little piece of happiness. I'm not asking for much am I? I know I know...you have to make yourself happy, find something that makes you happy....BUT it's hard to keep doing that time and time again, when it turns to shit, and/or just slips through you fingers and

It Never Ends
So tonite has been a long, very sad night, one of which I never want to be forced to repeat. I attempted to run away from this freakin night by goin to sleep...Sleep is often my method of escape..However tonight it didn't work so well for my escape... **As she closed her eyes she drifted into a land that always welcomes her with open arms. A world where anything is possible, and all can come true. As reality slipped away she found herself alone, in a dark room. She fumbled around trying to find a light, but to no avail. So she slowly eased her way around the room using her hands as her eyes. Nothing was familiar, this place was new to her. Confused she continued to walk, carefully, until she found a door handle. Easily she wrapped her hand around it and turned slowly. The light poured into the room as she pulled the door open. As she stepped outside the room she realized she was in a house, a large house. She was on what appeared to be the second floor, and she could

I Told You........
Every morning for over a year now I have been stopping into the little deli that is on my way to work, for a cup of coffee and a little friendly conversation. Behind the counter, works the lady who owns the store, she always has a friendly smile and loves to talk about most popular subjects. After a couple of minutes of conversation with her you soon find out that she is well informed about many worldly things, and more often than not you come away with a little more knowledge than you entered the store with. At first we talked about the weather and than government and then the towns people. After a while our conversation would often include a little sexual comment, and more and more our communication turned erotic. At first we went through the usual uncertainty of, how much can I say, will I get her mad or upset or even worse, loose the new friendship we had found. The human species is a funny animal, many times afraid to say what really is on their mind. The reasons for this strange

I Told You
itold you so i told you that you were ganna miss me an i told you that we were meant to be itold you so i told you things that id never tell another an that we were right where we needed to be i told you id make my mark an its hard to say that i was wrong when i know it was so much more i told you so just why couldnt you see see that we were better together i told you so going in all the right directions now i see just what all you did to me but lookin back now i can tell you i told you so an i can see it in your face that you need me like the ground needs the rain yet in the end i can now so i told you so and turn and walk away

It Only Hurts When It Beats
I gather the pieces of whats left of my heart I wonder, as i do, will i hear it's beat start? Do i lock it away, and prey it will mend? Then i ask myself, can i free it again? I opened it once, and gave it away. For the feeling of love, i would again today. My heart trembles from the hurt that i feel. Then i ask myself, how can all this be real? I know in my heart, it will not know defeat. Because, after all, it only hurts when it beats.

It Only Takes......
The Little ThingsIt only takes a minute or two for you to make a little progress. And a little progress can put you solidly on the road to a lot more.It only takes a small effort to give a little kindness. And a little kindness can easily multiply itself again and again until it starts to make a big difference.It only takes a simple adjustment of your attitude to build a little enthusiasm. And with a little enthusiasm you can attract the support of many others.Small positive changes are easy to make. In between all the things you're already doing, there are numerous opportunities to fill in the spaces with extra treasures.And the small positive changes do something much more powerful than making a difference in the world. They make a difference in you.Get in the habit of making small positive changes, and soon you'll be experiencing big, valuable accomplishments. Let the little things put your spirit in a positive place, and that can change your life in magnificent, profound ways.-- Ra

It Only Took 20 Years
Can you believe Kansas finally won a championship! WoooooHooooo Kansas fans are happy and partying in Lawrence right now. I believe and feel free to correct me if I am wrong but isn't the last time KU won 20 years ago? That would have been 1988 The same year I graduated. I'm not much into college sports in fact I don't ever watch them but even I had to watch the last 5 min of the game in overtime all the while keeping my fingers crossed for the Jayhawks. Lord knows Kansas needed to bring home a championship as the Chiefs and Royals aren't capable. GO KU #1 ~~~~~2008~~~~~

I Took Your Place
> CLEANING HOUSE FOR 2007 > > Last Week I threw out Worrying, it was getting old and in the way. > > It kept me from being me; I couldn't do things God's way. > > I threw out a book on MY PAST > (Didn't have time to read it anyway). > > Replaced it with NEW GOALS, started reading it today. > > I threw out hate and bad memories, > (Remember how I treasured them so)? > > Got me a NEW PHILOSOPHY too, threw out the one from long ago. > > Brought in some new books too, called I CAN, I WILL, AND I MUST. > > Threw out I might, I think and I ought. > WOW, you should've seen the dust. > > I ran across an OLD FRIEND, I hadn't talked to in a while. > > His name is GOD the Father, and I really like His style. > > He helped me to do some cleaning and added some things Himself. > > Like PRAYER, HOPE, FAITH and LOVE, > Yes I placed them right on the shelf. > > I picked up this special thing and placed it at the front door. > > I FOUND IT- its called PEA

I Took The Test! See How I Did!
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I Took My Dad To The Mall
I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life? " Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

I Took A Look At Myself And Came To Grips With What I Found
So I went and looked at my past entries in here although it was only two it was amazing how much I've changed. I am now enegaged to a wonderful man and amazingly happy. He is everything I've ever needed and so much more. My heart is overjoyed to have him in my life. I am more mature now. With all that has happened and all I've learned from I am a better person today than I ever was. I just had surgery this past wednesday. So I'm not really gonna write much more cause i'm feeling my pain meds. Sooo with that I'll write more at a later time probably...if not oh well ^_^ I was having a conversation with a close friend of mine last night...and we were talking about how we have been treated in past relationships...and so I've come to realize lately every guy I have had a serious relationship with has fucked me over. Be it cheating or be it just treating me like shit they fuck me over one way or another. I've been cheated too many times. So the question arises is there something wro

I Toss And Turn
I toss and I turn.. for that sensual taste of your lips, endearing touch of your fingertips, I yearn aching... dreaming... wanting... nothing but you lying next to me here in my bed massive thoughts of you dancing through my head yes, you are on my mind all the time I ask you, one last time... Allow me to take your hand, make you mine. I need you.. I want you.. to hold you.. and love you... Precious sweet heart of mine.. so divine and sanctified hear me calling out to you I feel you wanting... desiring.. craving.. me.....as I do you.

I Touch Myself
I love myself I want you to love me When I'm feelin' down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me Chorus: I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no You're the one who makes me happy honey You're the sun who makes me shine When you're around I'm always laughing I want to make you mine I close my eyes And see you before me Think I would die If you were to ignore me A fool could see Just how much I adore you I get down on my knees I'd do anything for you Chorus I love myself I want you to love me When I'm feelin' down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me Chorus I want you I don't want anybody else And when I think about you I touch myself Ooh, oooh, oooooh, aaaaaah Chorus

It,pennywise Train
IT'S ALIVE!! PENNYWISE IS LOOKING FOR YOU!! 1.Please rate Rebelicious DixieAngel's,Pennywise folder. Leave a comment on the last picture. Start with this one. 2.Now fan/rate/add everyone on the list. If you are already friends with someone..check to see if you can re-rate them and send them a comment..."Pennywise is looking for you!" or something like that! 3.When new people join the train DO NOT just accept the friend request. You MUST fan/add/rate/comment back. 4.No Cheating!If you do not do as you are asked,you will be removed from the train. Private message TexasAngel after you have rated the folder and added everyone on the train. I will add you and make you this Thank you tag! Who's hiding from Pennywise? The lady that brought Pennywise to you! 1.~Rebelicious DixieAngel~ Greeter @ Good Ol' Boys and Gals~ Head Enforcer @ Lucious Desire@ fubar The Hostess 2.~TexasAngel~Rating Revolution Crew Member~Fu Angel~@ fubar One's on the run!