nokeone's blog: "Noah's Blogs"

Dream Girl It was a hot summer day and i had just finished playing basketball at meder street park up the block from my mom's house on western drive. My friends were heading home and i decided i would just walk back to my place cause it's pretty close. i thought it would be a little quicker to go through the back way which meant going by way of the trees into a couple yards but i figured what the hell, “who's gonna care anyway?” So i'm making my way along a path which runs behind the houses along western drive and it's no real problem. As i go along i start to think that i am going to have to cut over soon or else i'm going to walk too far and pass my house as well so i try to find a house with a small enough fence to climb. i succeed in locating one that has a simple wooden fence that is only about 4 feet high. i jump it and as soon as i do i realize they have dogs in their yard which start barking and running at me. i freak out and basically throw myself back over the fence and land pretty hard scraping my right arm on some rocks. it starts to bleed a bit and i figure i need to get home and wash it up as soon as i can. i proceed to the next house and this time peer over the fence first. the coast is clear so i go ahead and climb over. i drop down and all is well. i notice this is a pretty sweet house with a pool and a hot tub in their yard. i also notice a garden hose on one side of the house and figure i might as well try to wash some of the dirt off my hands and the blood off my arm. i go over and turn the hose on and start to wash up and take a small drink when suddenly someone opens the sliding glass door of the house and starts to walk into the back yard. my heart skips a couple beats as i wrack my brain for an excuse as to why i am in their yard when i notice that it is a beautiful girl of maybe 18 years in her bathing suit going to lay out by the pool. i duck behind the side of the house and peek out to watch what she does. she walks up to a lounge chair and sits down and i notice for the first time a bottle of sun tan oil in her hand. she proceeds to rub some on her stomach and shoulders until she is glistening. then she looks around and almost spots me but i duck behind the wall just in time. not seeing anyone she seems to decide it's cool to take her top off. it's the most amazing thing when she does. it's almost as if it were her breasts holding up her top. they don't sag whatsoever and they are nice...oh man...they must be at least 34 C. i would guess this girl is about 5'6'' with a size 1 or 2 waist and the cutest ass you have ever seen. she seriously took my breath away. anyway back to the story; she proceeds to rub oil over her tits until they shine. well needless to say i have a rock hard dick by this time and my flimsy basketball shorts and boxers underneath are doing nothing to hide it. i try to push it down but to no avail. in my flustered state i fail to notice that one of the bricks i am standing on is loose and as i go to peek around the wall again is gives way and i slip completely into view. the girl screams in surprise and yells that she is going to call the police. so what could i do? i stand up and walk towards her begging her not to while trying to tell her the reason i am in her yard. she covers up her beautiful tits with her arms and tells me she doesn't care and that i was just trying to spy on her. well i totally forgot about my raging hard on and as i am trying to explain myself i notice her eyes begin to look me up and down. i see a small smirk form on her face when she gets to my crotch area. oh shit, i think, and try to cover up but she just starts to laugh. she slowly allows her arms to lower exposing once again her perfect pert breasts and asks me if i like what i see. i stammer of course and tell her that i really wasn't trying to spy on her and had no idea anyone was even home. she puts a finger to her lips telling me to be quiet and i notice that her nipples are starting to harden as she walks towards me. she takes me by the hand and notices the cut on my arm. she asks if it hurts and i play it cool and say nah with a wince. she asks if i think a kiss would make it feel any better. i say yeah that might help and raise my arm a little. she lowers it and kisses me instead full on the lips. she has the softest most supple lips i have ever felt. the kind that feel like they are melting into yours when they touch. she moves her body into mine and pushes her chest against me. i take her in my arms and kiss her deeply. i caress the soft smooth skin of her back with my hands as she slowly lifts my shirt over my head. she kisses my lips and then my chin and then works her way to my neck and down to my chest. i begin to tingle all over and her tongue slides over my nipples and her lips press against me. just when i think she is coming back up she goes lower. she passes over my stomach and takes my shorts in her hands. she pulls them and my boxers come with. free from its confines my dick springs straight ahead as rock hard as it has ever been in my life. my head is swimming and i can't believe what is happening. this has got to be fake. she is going to stop and tell me to get out any second. how could a girl this hot, the girl of my dreams, be really doing this? i'm snapped back to reality by the warm sensation of her mouth enveloping me inch by inch. her tongue is working on the underside of my shaft as she sucks forward and back taking a bit more into her mouth each time. i look down to see if this is for real and am greeted by the most striking green eyes staring back at me and welcoming me into her mouth. just when i think it can't get any better she takes one of her hands and begins to massage and caress my balls. the sensations are unreal. as i feel the cum begin to rise in me she pulls me out of her mouth and comes up to kiss me full on the mouth. the slightly salty taste is strangely erotic and turns me on even more. now it's my turn, i whisper in her ear. i take her in my arms and lay her down on the lounge chair. i notice the oil left on the ground next to it and begin to rub it over her entire body. starting at her shoulders and working my way down paying special attention to her neck and breasts. her nipples are like little bullets between my fingers as the oil softens and smooths everything. her stomach, with the trace of toned muscles showing, invites my lips to kiss and lick as my hands roam all over not missing an inch. i begin to kiss the front of her bathing suit bottom as she begins to squirm under me in anticipation. i slowly pull her bottoms down and thrown them aside to reveal a completely shaved pussy already moist with her own juices. my tongue finds its way down her slit as i lick her up and down. after i am sure i have not missed anything i focus in on her clit. i put one finger inside her as i lick and suck her clit as she pushes it harder and harder against my mouth. as the second finger finds its way inside her she begins to moan with pleasure. her clit is now swelling as the blood rushes to the area. she grabs the back of my head and thrusts her hips against me as i sense the first wave of her orgasm passing through her body. her body twitches slightly as her grip relaxes on my head. i look up at her and smile. i slide up her oil coated body to return the favor of kissing her and mingling her own juices with the remnants of mine. as our tongues find each other my hard cock finds its way into her inviting pussy. as she feels the head of my dick enter her she throws her head back and lets out the most wonderful gasp of ecstasy. with each thrust more and more of me enters her until i am buried to the hilt inside her tight hole. she lifts her legs up and uses them as leverage against my back to pull me into her and meet my every stroke...her nails are scratching deep into my back as she bites my lip just hard enough to make me feel that right amount of pain. you know, the kind that is just so pleasurable. she then whispers in my ear that she wants to be on top. i have no problem with it and roll her over. i can feel her squeezing me inside her and i never come out as we change positions. i look up at her and am again taken aback by her beauty. her perfect tits are now easily played with and sucked on while she slides up and down on my dick. i take my thumb and begin to massage her clit and she grinds down onto me. this is too much for her and sends her into a second orgasm. this one much more powerful then the first. as i feel the wave of wetness engulf by dick i know i can't hold out any longer and pull her down onto me as i shoot my cum deep into her. our climaxes finish at the same time and we collapse into each other’s arms. after a couple minutes she sits up and kisses me passionately. she pushes the hair out of her face and smiles the most beautiful smile i have ever seen. she then thanks me and slides herself off. she gathers up her things, bends down to kiss me once more, and makes her way back towards the house. she looks over her shoulder just before going inside and says that she's sure i can find my way back out. she blows me a kiss and slides the door closed. in awe i put my clothes back on and make my way to the front of the house and to the street. i go home and shower thinking that i must be the luckiest guy on earth and that i can't wait to see her again. well she moved three days later and i never even got her name. but i'll never forget her for the rest of my life. she'll always be my dream girl...

Sunshine Dreams Candy coated promises feel nice when they go down But the sweetness only lasts for so long The feeling in my stomach reminds me of butterflies But the sensation quickly fades into oblivion Now it’s nausea, now it’s pain, now I hurt all over What happened to the pleasant warmth Where did the joy, the happiness, the love go When did the blanket I used to sleep with cover my eyes Blinding me to the truth I wander the streets in search of that which I lost With nothing but my newly discovered emptiness To keep me company on my journey into the unknown The strangers I meet along the way look at me With a pity and disdain I thought was saved For those much more worthless than myself I sit alone on a bench and throw breadcrumbs to the birds Wishing I could go back to the good days, the pleasant days When you were mine and I was yours and we wanted for nothing And then, there you are, like an angel in the waning sunlight Walking the path towards me, smiling to yourself That same wonderful smile which could light up a dark room And I feel the butterflies have returned to their home inside me Taking my hand in yours as you sit beside me not saying a word I know when I fall asleep tonight my sunshine dreams await

Thuggin’ in Heaven I’ve been thuggin’ since the day I was born And now that I’m gone I don’t want you to mourn I’ll be lookin down on you from above Cause you know I’m thuggin in heaven, love A real bad boy from the streets of SC No one ever wanted to mess with me And my street cred has gone up 10 fold Now that God is on my side offerin his hand to hold And I need you to know that I’m doing just fine Sippin on Grey Goose and toastin with the best wine Cause I’m thuggin in heaven, don’t you see Kickin it for eternity with my real OGs Now to all those that I left behine Who think about me from time to time Imagine me, free from all the pain and strife Livin it up, drinkin it up, havin the life So pour out a 40 for me on the street And know that when again me meet And the thugs are reunited at last We’ll have stories to share and it’ll be a blast Cause while you’re keeping it real And thuggin on earth with mass appeal I’m thuggin in heaven with Jesus our lord And the finest angels never let me get bored Thuggin in heaven, the place to be Stay hard and soon you’ll be thuggin with me Thuggin in heaven for the rest of our days Thuggin is heaven will be the new craze Thuggin in heaven, yeah G it’s for real Thuggin in heaven with mass appeal Thuggin in heaven, yeah G it’s for real Thuggin in heaven with mass appeal

Sweet Smelling Swamp I don’t wanna live forever I don’t even need to live very long All I need is you beside me And your sweet love will keep me strong We’ll have a house down by the water Where our kids can run and play Watching the sun go down on another sweet smelling day Cause the sweet smelling swamp is near to us Yeah the sweet smelling swamp is dear to us It brings pleasure and joy and happiness Through it’s scent which is nothing but bliss Cause the sweet smelling swamp is near to us Yeah the sweet smelling swamp is dear to us And I’ll live on its shores till the end of my days Or go out in a fiery blaze Yeah, I’ll go out in a fiery blaze The aromas rise from the swamp with a swirl As a young boy kisses a beautiful girl The lilies float while the fat frogs croak Upon the water so flat and smooth Some say heaven is a place in the sky But I know the truth and this aint no lie It’s as clear as a jay bird’s song Though its surface stretches green and long Cause the sweet smelling swamp is near to us Yeah the sweet smelling swamp is dear to us It brings pleasure and joy and happiness Through it’s scent which is nothing but bliss Cause the sweet smelling swamp is near to us Yeah the sweet smelling swamp is dear to us And I’ll live on its shores till the end of my days Or go out in a fiery blaze Yeah, I’ll go out in a fiery blaze

the thought of you lingers in my mind to be in your arms is all I desire I spoke to your earlier but I cannot recall what I said was I a fool was I rambling maybe a mixture of both maybe I should try to be myself maybe you are the one the one girl I could possibly be myself with what a strange notion what a foreign feeling but yet I feel it but yet I know it I know the truth the truth is frightening god I’m scared you scare me but yet you are me I am you I am yours ________________________________________________ play Shagi!!! play DJ Quick!!! what do they know nothing what do they think worthless thoughts I am hindered by their noise it clouds my mind ruins my ideas they say goodbye so do I they mean it I don’t call me o.k. --- sure it’s endless it really is I have a headache I’m going to bed

love life lost A broken down vibrating bed A blood speckled mirrored ceiling A floor strewn with bodies dead Love is looked upon but nothing said As sun shines warm but with no feeling A broken down vibrating bed It wasn’t so long ago that we were wed Upon a bluff, ocean waves rolling, gazing A floor strewn with bodies dead Sweet grass tickles my legs crossed under her head Snap back only to hear silence crying A broken down vibrating bed The question: the answer: bullets, lead Somewhere, somehow, someone yelling A floor strewn with bodies dead I rise to leave without a tear having shed Cold metal on my temple, nothing but numbing A broken down vibrating bed A floor strewn with bodies dead

here i sit I sit here wondering when will it end Whose hand will it be What way does she come to lend Will I be free of these feelings i cannot comprehend Days fall, nights pass, suns rise To whom do i owe the insight some would call wise A rough wind blows and comfort comes when it dies On the mountaintop i am at last Quiet crawls along I lay down my head, heavy with past deeds done wrong Lights flash, dying, she has come too fast

It all started on a cold California afternoon...the international terminal at SFO was bustling with people trying to get to their destinations...a silver Toyota Camry pulls up the curb along side a sign that says British Airways...out steps a strikingly good looking young man...his sandy blond hair is hastily styled with a wind blown sort of look...he has a light in his eyes alluding to the energy that lies beneath...he carries himself with a confidence and air of one who has been adored all his life...he walks to the trunk of the car and removes two matching suitcases and a garment bag...with a smile that is more of a smirk he says goodbye to the kind gentleman who gave him a ride to the airport...he looks over at the individual to his left...his father...and asks if he's ready to go...with a silent nod they proceed through the automatic doors and fade into the distance... Exiting the revolving doors at Heathrow airport in London the young man extends a hand and with an effortless wave calls a cab to the curb...the bags are stowed in the trunk and the journey into the city begins...the two individuals in the back seat chit chat idly about the flight and the food and the appearance of sunshine on what was expected to be a foggy London day... The cab pulls up to the entrance of a hotel in Kensington Park...the “Garden Court Hotel” reads a sign above the pillared stairway to the front door...the cab driver is paid and tipped generously in return for his silence if ever asked who the two were in his cab...he wont talk...he knows better...the look in the young man's eyes told him so... The Spanish receptionist, named Lola, at the main desk smiles and looks up questioningly...reservation for Kerrigan says the older man...yes I have it right here says Lola...unable to take her eyes off the younger...keys are given, with a smile brighter then most customers get, and the two make their way up the stairs to their room on the 3rd floor... The room is quaint...a bit on the small size but more then usable...bags are set down and it looks like they may take a break as the older man, Peter, sits down...aren’t you going to take a load off Noah?...in a minute is the reply...he then begins to look over the room...checking behind doors and under beds...unscrewing the phone and checking for anything out of the ordinary...15 minutes later the room is deemed "clean" and Noah sits down on the bed, lays back and stretches...nice to be on vacation... Kensington Park is a nice area of town...there is a beautiful park down the block from the hotel...a duck pond in the middle is shadowed by Kensington Palace...it's a grand mansion once inhabited by Earls and Lords and Dukes and Duchesses...now it is more a tourist attraction then anything else... We find our two characters on fold out chairs looking across the pond at nothing and everything all at the same time...sun is finding it's way through the clouds and warming the faces in it's path...30 minutes later the two know they should head back to the hotel room...it has been 27 hours since they last slept...to avoid it much longer would be dangerous...sleep is a weapon...something one must never forget...and they have stayed awake long enough that there will be no jet lag the next morning when they wake up... 9:15am comes early for them the following day...but it is a necessary nuisance they get up if they are to catch the morning breakfast, which stops being served at 9:30am...