hello friends and all people i recently became single from a relationship that lasted 7.5 yrs until one day it all came crashing down and hit me like a ton of bricks i was devestated and shocked that someone can say they love u and then with out seeing it coming swoop down and rip out ur fucking heart and make u feel like gum or shit on the bottom of there shoe that is how my life was now i am getting up after being knocked down and almost out now i am finally able to feel better about myself because i have people like all u to talk too u make me realize hay you gotta put mistakes and misfortunes behind u and help urself and start caring about u first and everyone else secondarily so now i have lots of friends who are beautiful people and are non judgemental who indeed are friends and not putdowners or critisizers and like a person for who they and trust will be given back again once life is easier to swallow ty all again and to all a pleasant and safe night big hugs phil if anyone ever wants to chat or whatever here are both of my numbers house number is 732 928 5109 available after 9pm est and here is my cell 908 839 0920 call me if u wanna chat vent cry or laugh anyways i am always willing to make someone laugh or brighten there spirits again bed is calling sometimes u just gotta go gn everybody big hugs phil
