CursedCowboy's blog: "Poems"

There's a hundred years of history and a hundred before that All gathered in the thinkin' Goin' on beneath this hat. The cold flame burns within him 'Til his skin's as cold as ice And the dues he paid to get here Are worth every sacrifice. All the miles spend sleepy drivin' All the money down the drain, All the 'if I's' and 'nearly's,' All the bandages and pain, All the female tears left dryin', All the fever and the fight Are just a small down payment On the ride he makes tonight. It's guts and love and glory, One mortal's chance at fame. His legacy is rodeo And cowboy is his name. ©Baxter Black

Love Is But A Curse By Cursed Cowboy These tears I cry is my life story, Of pain and missery which I hold tight. My life is full of torment which I can not defeat. I can not stand anymore this pain is too great, My body achs from life of sorrow. My heart can take it no longer, I pray for it to just stop beating. Death is around the corner waiting for me, Holding out its arms in joyful missery. I wish for death to end this pain, Selfish and greedy but I do not care. Walk in the shoes of a man in sorrow, Who pain is too great to go much further. My eyes are blurry from these tears I shed, My knees hurt from all this praying. God does not hear my prayer, It falls on deaf ears. Fire grows inside my heart, I damn the one who did this to me! I curse your name to the ends of the world! I have become what I fear and hate, Everything is wrong and can not be fixed. I am too far gone to be saved, No one can end this pain I feel. I walk alone forever to live in torment, I am but a cursed cowboy.

This Lonely Heart By Cursed Cowboy The days get longer as the nights get colder, Pain and sadness is all I feel. I walk these streets alone hoping to find my way, Lost with no hope of ever being happy. Why do I feel this way inside? Why do i feel so alone some times? I wait for death to end this pain, End this sadness within my heart. I search for away but am lost in guilt. Life is short with pain as a guide that walks with us, It keeps me company so I am not alone. Pain is my friend and sadness is my family. I am alone in a crowd of people who look and stare, Why do they look and not talk to me? Why do they laugh at me but not see my pain? I walk this world alone with my lonely heart.

Time Stands Still By Cursed Cowboy When I look in your eyes time stands still, Like and endless moon lite night. Your touch is soft and warm, Like a summer breeze. I hold you tight so you never forget, Memorize come and go but love is never forgotten. Even the most beautiful rose falls short compared to you. Your smile is filled with love that make the angels sing, Songs fill the heavens for the love I have found. My hands shake when I touch you, The thought makes my heart skip a beat. Time stands still because it doesn't want to leave, It know love when it see it, and you are loved.

Wrap this barbwire around my heart, Pull it tighter everytime you let me fall apart. Don't worry about the bloody mess, I'll clean it up when my world meets its end.

My sad eyes My sad eyes blurred by tears heart broken by the world they now see My sad eyes now look down afraid to look upon all thats black My sad eyes full of aqua blue the whitest of white so wonderess yet so pained My sad eyes the all seeing the all feeling the all knowing My sad eyes one tear holds a hundred diffrent reasons for there saddness My sad eyes please someone wipe away the hurt vincent armone

A Lonely Tear A lonely tear falls down A smile turns to frown Trickles down the cheek Does not make you weak A lonely tear escapes A lifetime of mistakes A sad and lonely heart Others broke apart A lonely tear is dried So many nights it cried A friend reached out their hand And tried to understand The lonely tear is gone Life will carry on With love from a friend The lonely tears will end By, Megan Dugan

The Lonely Soul The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak He does his duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life He meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders anto thermadam

Lonely am I Lonely are the nights Lonely are the days Lonely am I, in so many ways Lonely are the seasons Lonely are the years So lonely am I, that it brings tears. Lonely is this place Lonely is my life Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife Lonely is this court room Lonely is my sentence So lonely am I that I ask for repentance. jim foulk

Life Must Go On.... By Cursed Cowboy Life can be cold and mean, Hurt and pain are your only friends. Tears run down my face Wishing you were here, Holding me tight and never let me go. But I know this cant be, We must part for now. Not forever you will see, A new day comes and a new sun rises. I will be there waiting, hoping,wishing, Soon you will see. Life is hard and people come and go, But true friends last forever. Just remember through good and bad, Happy and sad I will be there.