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Craven's blog: "Poems & Writing"

created on 10/07/2007  |  http://fubar.com/poems-writing/b138745

As the world turns grey

What happens when a part of your soul dies?

Do you ever recover, do you even want to try?

A daily pain in your heart, a wound that never heals

No way to express it, unable to feel

The numbness overides it all, yet you know..

the problems still exist; but you have nothing to show..

The anger, the rage and violence beneath;

it cloulds all your thoughts, this anguish and grief

Do not let this numbness reign over the day

for life slowly drains of color and turns the world to grey

Most need help, or take a shortcut, a crutch

To cope with the days, all the pills, booze & such

For me the booze let the color return back inside.. but for a few short hours,

then that color ran to hide

'Cuz a monster was born from all the cheap beer & liquer

The disgusted looks from my girl and family was the kicker

This was not working, this was not me!

I will not eat green eggs and ham o sam let me be!

ha ha I made a little joke you see,

to lighten the mood, to set me free

So far laughter is the best crutch i've found

genuine laughter, its all around town because

I am still recovering as you can tell

the grey is fading away, and I am coming back out of my shell -=Boyd=-

1st things 1st

I know some of my stuff is corny and out there... deal with it or dont read it... otherwise... you were warned ... lol
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