The Poet's blog: "Poem Time"

We all have a name Different and far from the same To follow laws and rules Created by fools We have a job and we have dreams In many careers and teams Somethings are hard to choose Forced sometimes we win sometimes we lose Tears that we cry Some ideas have to die Times may be rough Our minds must be remain tough So it can be hard to smile Make life, people and things worth while Crushed and fallen hopes are hard to take Many things are at stake The many hours in the night Near a lamp light Thinking of life itself To move on, recover and hide things on a shelf Money, valuables and love Are not easy as playing with a bat and a glove All the emotions to tame Failure and giving up is a shame Thets take things one day at a time Take it slow, think it out thats not a crime Stand together as one Face these events head one into the sun

The white and some times clear Moving things that are so near Temperature changes quickly like so Feels like it can snow In my room Something is telling me a warning of some doom Hair is sticking up from my arms again A ten out of ten It has something to say For now it will stay A ghost or a angel from the sky This presence is here but why? Late in the night Never in broad daylight It does not say a word Will not write on paper, now thats absurd 3 pens to choose No way it can lose Rather linger instead Mess with my eyes and my head I am sure it will vanish or disappear No need to worry or have any fear It will be back sometime again Not sure when?

The reasons we stay on this earth From the day of our death back to our birth Reasons and reasons are there They can be anywhere Suicides from the young and the poor Hard times too hard to handle, every second the death total is one more Depression and rough roads can come from anywhere Life itself sometimes is not very fair Somethings are not fair at all There should be no mountain that is to tall Pray to the heavens that are up beyond the sky Ask and pray for many things, a time everyone is allowed to cry The pain in the heart and the soul Can take the greatest toll Have to fight this head on, cannot rely on things to just take it away Only hiding what may cause further suffering that may comeback one day The drugs and pills cannot take away sorrow One moment and life is forever gone away, no more tommorow Find the energy to go on, reach for the stars Cutting yourself of doing any type of damage will just create more scars Words of the lord and the angels cannot be ignored We all have purpose to be here, no need to fear, loose hope or become bored Goals and dreams can take us miles away from where we are May they save us and take us very far Friends and the loved ones are always by our side Where love and care shall always reside So there is no sense of making a quicker path to heavens gate Dont let yourself prevent a wall to be climbed, it may seal your fate

Silence of the night Is not a delight Things that exist rule the soul with an iron fist Many items that top the list The air is all that shall remain No loss or gain A heart is broken into two What is there to do? The mind wonders freely in such hour Resisting the easy and often questioned answer with all one's power A ticking of a nearby clock No music or anything can lift this heavy rock A few mind numbing products used often as so Only to awaken while with out them as the past will not go This page cannot be turned, not just yet maybe not at all One of the hearts toughest challenges to recall The past remains very well documented in the present Even with all the pain and suffering, this person I still cannot resent Whats going on in her head?, does she feel the same wish of being dead? In soo many ways and reasons as I sit on this very bed A want is not a need so therefore to this monster shall fight the desire to feed So easy to judge of the person who wrote these words many shall read Never judge a book by its cover as the road to acceptance is harder to discover The selections of A to D of why this shall be written it is best to answer with the selction of other

What is this inside? Pain that hurts, lightening bolts to my head It hides and then comes outside Flashes of colors of blue and red Muscles that feel the insanity that is lurking from with in Shaking and moving not under one's power The war that is to come is only about to begin Can happen at any second or hour The brain goes on a magic carpet ride Heart rate is up and down never staying the same It coming no matter what the symptoms are the guide All these things to be hidden and to tame The soul feels the burn of something knocking at its door A unknown distaster that is slowly coming No predictions or ideas of what is to be in store What is the sense of prolonging the doom of something? The many times of agony just for one more day A answer is somewhere in the dust, just waiting for it to clear Sometimes it is hard to find motivation to fight and stay Yet the end seems to be the inevitable with no emotion of fear To let down the one's who need you still Is something to hard to face and take That alone gives enough motivation and will Assist others even when greater things are at stake Things I am doing now are not helping the future or now Only taking away the emotional pain yet increasing the physical war If only the challenge could be easier somehow That is what makes us stronger and why we get out of bed for

The end of the year is coming again Some say it went by in a flash Others say it felt like ten Did the end year badly or in a splash? All the good that was done Many crimes and sins where made Many lives ended and many also begun Counting the hours until this year will slowly or quickly fade Where goals met and achieved? Did any dreams become reality? People got hurt and deceived Good byes, thank you's and forgiveness where all set free Memories and good times to remember Also the sad and depressing things that made us weak in the knees The final month and final holiday in December Air and the breeze with cold temperatures that may let nature freeze Tears of joy and tears of grief Every laugh and every cry Many hills climbed and the feeling of relief Forever in my mind and heart with peace and also questions of why Resolutions that will be made again To stay in shape or quit a habit Be a better person? or will it just be broken sometime but when? Maybe find love? when it appears everyone has it or wants it

Everything is long gone Trying to stay strong Nothing seems to stay today Everything was here then it all went away The pain that lurks inside Running out of room to hide Take the things that comfort the soul Soon those things will make me lose control The walls are closing in To recover and to go on, where to begin? Living in a pool of lies Putting on a daily disguise Creating the power and the speed For more and more the obsession is becoming a need Adrenaline is the fire in this blaze Actions and a different way of thinking proves this is not a phase The future seems a world away Every second and minute is the length of a day Memories often attacking like a disease Tears and sad thoughts make people freeze The heart is cold as ice, no use to roll the dice Retired from seeing other people is the best advice Raise up the walls and close those doors Invisible again to the world and many stores Just like ground hog day one day I will be out Once again maybe feeling strong and having no doubt Hit booze what is there to loose? Fight the demons inside cant be done, it will just come down to another substance to abuse Wishful thinking for things to go away Sadness and depression appear always to stay Let the show begin, no matter what is done Events in the past cannot change the fact I have lost someone

Got the snack attack tonight Even if its late and the time is not right Cookies and a slice of apple pie Eating everything in sight becuase im that type of guy Good bars and and a oatmeal suprise Take a bite of this could not believe me eyes Round ball looking like a football Seemed heavy and possible caramel or something in it I recall Took a bite, heard a crunch all I seen is an hole Shocked and suprised what I just seen, appears to be now the shape of a bowl It's the season to be jolly, where is all the stuff in this delight? Hoping for something like an egg rich with sugar a feeling oh so tight Food is something that is cool Tricky companies and there wrappers I challenege them to a duel To think chocolate companies are only out to satify This one made me sad and want to cry If they go to court im willing to testify Such a rip off but why? Candy is supposed to have something in it Only if its pure chocolate, thats the only small law or limit The taste that is still in my mind Does not treat me very kind Thank goodness for the other supplies Filling my stomache and soul with real candy not lies

I know I will miss you My good friend until the end If you ever knew the feelings I felt that where so true Would do anything for you and have many emotions to send Cannot work at the same place Sad to hear this had to be All the memories and your beautiful face Always will care and love you if you could only see Times have to change, we have to move on We will be friends no matter what , know this for sure Nothing will be the same when you are gone Just the feeling that will increase about you all the more Everything that makes me like you Honesty, care, humor and friendship beyond compare One of the very special few To feel this way and cannot express it, seems very unfair Your eyes and many faces in my mind Will never go and never leave One of the few people I cannot leave behind Just take a chance and believe All the things to be put a side, all the emotions forced to hide Fear is the driver of this operation What would your reaction be if you found out?, anxiety shall forever reside If only to have these vibes go to a destination

Magic rooster man Has the master plan Indeed a friend of Peter Pan and Captain Crunch Who spied on the taliban and got paid a bunch In many ways The legandary knowledge stays Dreaming of a different day All the cards and lotto tickets to play The bird version of the magic eight ball Never losing a beat last time we recall Predicting weather and crazy things to come Only while having another cup of rum It's christmas time and he and others will have a cup or more of cheer With food, many different types of alcohol and beer Always visiting people we really dont know Trading presents, jokes and memories that should not go Cock a doodle doo Rooster man has some advice for me and you Appreciate what we have and who we know Never knowing when things change and the time people have to go Rooster man knows most of all Recovering from good times and the pressures of his morning wake up call Thets all enjoy ourselves and have a grand holiday As we all including rooster man thank the skies above with prayers to say