Everything is long gone
Trying to stay strong
Nothing seems to stay today
Everything was here then it all went away
The pain that lurks inside
Running out of room to hide
Take the things that comfort the soul
Soon those things will make me lose control
The walls are closing in
To recover and to go on, where to begin?
Living in a pool of lies
Putting on a daily disguise
Creating the power and the speed
For more and more the obsession is becoming a need
Adrenaline is the fire in this blaze
Actions and a different way of thinking proves this is not a phase
The future seems a world away
Every second and minute is the length of a day
Memories often attacking like a disease
Tears and sad thoughts make people freeze
The heart is cold as ice, no use to roll the dice
Retired from seeing other people is the best advice
Raise up the walls and close those doors
Invisible again to the world and many stores
Just like ground hog day one day I will be out
Once again maybe feeling strong and having no doubt
Hit booze what is there to loose?
Fight the demons inside cant be done, it will just come down to another substance to abuse
Wishful thinking for things to go away
Sadness and depression appear always to stay
Let the show begin, no matter what is done
Events in the past cannot change the fact I have lost someone
