You make my heart race
You make it flutter
And right now you have
My mind in the gutter ;)
I don’t know what you did
Or how you did it
You make me feel happy even though
The time we share is just a lil bit
We are miles apart
And forever it may seem
I want to know you better
And I want to trust myself
But I feel as if I have been lied to
So much in the past it is hard to trust
So are you playing with me?
And stringing me along
What I hear you say
It often makes me wonder
Is this guy for real?
To wonder all this
Is all truth?
Or is it lies?
I don’t know
I am so confused
From hearing what you say
Is it true or false?
Or half-way between
Some lies and some truth
Or is your heart coming clean?
I am so confused
The lil voice in my head
Keeps saying go with your heart
Then I keep thinking about lies
That I have been told
Over and over and over
Is my heart ready to be bold?
I want to make this jump
More like a giant leap
I want to feel my heart thump
With every beat
That is what I feel now
When I am talking to you
I look back and say “WOW!
He’s really into you!”
Is this really real?
Or is it fake?
Yes, it’s a big deal
Heartbreak I cannot take!
Because when I fall
I fall really fast
And right now I am falling
And I want to know if it will last!
The age doesn’t make a difference
For in my eyes you see
It is what I feel in my heart
To follow my destiny
As you said age is just a number
And as you get older
It doesn’t really matter
As long as what you say
Isn’t just chatter
If you speak your heart
Mine tells the truth
For I know what I feel
And what I think
Yes it is a big deal
I don’t want my heart to sink
Because I am falling
And falling extremely fast
I know what I want
And I would want it to last
Most relationships on here are just a game
It makes me think
Am I being played with too?
By you?
Now after reading this
You probably think I’m crazy
After telling you all this
I am also wondering maybe.
It is usually not easy
For me to speak my true feelings
But what you make me feel
I am hoping it’s for real!
Do you say one thing to me
And really mean another?
For what I feel is more than you know
And now that I have said all this
You probably think I’m a fool
For we have never met in person
And I have all these feelings for you
If you don’t feel the same
Just please tell me and say,
“Kim, I really like you
But, I really don’t feel this way.”
For I have poured out my heart
And though I hope you stay
I am falling for you in this kind of way.
I may be heartbroken again
But it would heal
It has before
And these are my true feelings – REVEALED!
Kimberly Lynn - Sunny
October 3, 2007
