985509's blog: "Poems"

Icy winds release the day I hope that I can find a way My frozen desire locked inside Sometimes I just wish that I could die But courage fades and there's nothing left So I sit alone with my frozen wish Spring brings hope, I look on in disgust I know it's just a matter of time before I mess up. Withering flowers in my vase Just one more thing I have to face As life ends, I close shut my eyes Where are you taking me this time? Warm breezes blowing outside All I want is to run and hide My life seems so far away I don't want to lose what I have today But all that I want is taken from me That's the way its been for so long I know nothing else, no other way Please just leave me to my sorrow. Withering flowers in my vase Just one more thing I have to face As life ends, I close shut my eyes Where are you taking me this time? I can not find my way through What more do you want for me to do? Standing alone amidst so many flowers My mind slips away as the leaves fall from the trees The flowers ed so long ago with you No more, I want nothing more to do with you why can't you just let me be My torment is mine, yet you try and take it from me! Withering flowers in my vase Just one more thing I have to face As life ends, I close shut my eyes Where are you taking me this time? Rain taps a tune upon my roof I've heard this before, it's the naked truth I told you to leave when I wanted you to stay I walk through the house this lonely eve The vase stands upon your table Brown withered stems are all that remain I walk to my bath, nothing more to say Thunder crashes overhead, the world grows cold and still. Withering flowers in my vase Just one more thing I have to face As life ends, I close shut my eyes Where are you going without me?

Onward Christian Soldiers marching. People puzzled keep on watching But I have guessed the purpose of their files in hand Flies to create their own Promised Land.

I stand alone And watch my life go by Everything slips away I can't get it back The world will not Stop turning me around I reach out to grasp my life But it always seems just out of reach My mind slips away The world will not Stop turning me around It just keeps spinning Farther out of control If you know how To stop it Please let me know The world will not Stop turning me around I feel like I'm going To be sick Let me off this ride!

So, this is the end. And we have come a long way. So, good bye my friend.

Dark brown eyes searching The room is silent and still. A beautiful child.

Can you feel the pounding of my heart Even through these bloody sheets Letting the light fade out of your Eyes, now they can not see Ready to put on my sane face that I wore Yesterday with you.

I am the prisoner, Who was never found guilty. I am the prey, Who was overlooked by the predator. I am the unlucky, Who walks at luck's side. I am the slave, Who has no master. I am shackeled By life.

I want to write A song to sing For my heart is lonely I want to write Of love tonight For the night is cold I want to write To him tonight 'Cause he is on my mind The one I want I think need The one who inspires Me to sing The one I want I think I need Is you whom I am holding I want to see That boy again For he has left me I wnt to see Flowers in Spring Just because they warm me I want to see To see again With eyes as fresh as his The one I want I think I need The one who inspired Me to sing The one I want I think I need Is you whom I am mourning I want to know He is well Better than he was here I want to know To see him there So I can Hold and Breathe him I want to know To put my heart at ease It keeps me awake at night The one I want I think I need The one I hear singing The one I want I think I need The one who Holds me to him I want to wake To feel again The pain of losing him I want to wake The child grows I do not want to hurt him I want to wake To have my heart Beat again, still within My sullen, aching chest The one I wanted I thought I needed The one who inspired Me to sing Hasn't left, no, not yet His child lives inside me.

To all those gathered In the Spring May happiness and joy you bring Every heart raised in song So all will know to come along Go to the places long gone by Over the mountains misty sigh Never looking back to see Everyone who follows thee By sunrise of a new found day Your "times gone by" forever stay.

So cold, the mornings frosty air Make way for a fresh new day In the cold dewy air Line up each new fresh bud Everything is new and beautiful The days grow longer Hours of the nights grow short Everything is new and beautiful Daylight slips away to dusk And the nights grow long Yet everything is new and beautiful Into the warmth of the midday sun So finding that everything is new and beautiful Days grow long, days grow short Over and over, it never stops Nights are the same, yet opposite Everything is new and beautiful.