Wtf???????????
i'm leaving here this cherrytap turning into another myspace is a bunch of shit so in the next couple of days i'll be completely gone from here and the ones thats on my friends list now, if u want to stay in touch just send me something in the next couple of days and i'll give u my yahoo name and we can chat there anytime without someone monitoring who or what i'm looking at i'm a grown man i can make my decisions without somebody that don't even know me telling me what i can see and not see so i hope that my friends will give me a holler and want my yahoo name to chat with me, its been fun but it ain't been real damn fun.. ok whats the deal u can look at peoples photos but they won't show the pics? u open up the folder there r pics in there but it will not show them whats the deal? i'm not at work and still can't see them it use to be where u could see them as long as they give u permission or just say private ask user for permission but now u can't even see them when they give it to

Working My Way Up...
The Brick Read this today and don't delete it, even if you are too busy!! You'll see. THE BRICK A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down When he thought he saw something As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver Then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against A parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face an

My Political Views And Bs...dont Read If U Wana Bitch... These Are Just My Thoughts!!!!
a slight biblical refernce, but only because its a wise thought...a man named J. once said to 'remove the rafter from your eye before you try to remove the straw from your brother's eye...'...so basically, lets make our COUNTRY the BEST IT CAN BE, and THEN WE CAN BE WORLD LEADERS, and spreaders of freedom and democracy...over $350billion on the war? Imagine what that would do here... but lets keep in mind, we cant JUST blame Dubya...yes, he is not as intelligent as one might hope for a leader, but there are lots of other forces at work in the governmental system that needs to change...WE THE PEOPLE...funny how our whole country sometimes seems to forget that old piece of paper known as THE CONSTITUTION...can we work to change it? I hope so...thats one of the rights our Forefathers planned and gave to us when this I was forced to watch the speech, lol, and thought I should anyway just so I would know what all the discussions and controversy would be for the next few months. WHat did yo

For Submissives
1. I need to feel safe. Before I can begin to open my submissive nature to You I need to feel safe and have reason to trust You. To let down my walls and give You control of my will may take time and testing before I feel safe enough to permit either of us to go beyond the initial stages of our relationship. Even after I've given myself to You fully, I need to be reminded I am safe with You. I may like to feel the thrill and excitement of fear and the unknown, but I need to be sure no matter how You stimulate those emotions during an intense scene or situation, I will remain safe in Your care. 2. I need to know You accept me for all I am. I will be many things to You as our relationship grows and I need to know You accept me as a person during each transition along the way. I need to know You accept me as a friend, lover, companion, and Your submissive but also accept me as parent, child, employee, community member or other roles I fill in my obligations to family or so

My Poems & My Favorite Poems
In darkness she waits... with so much time and patience. For she lives a life which is led by loneliness and doubt. A soul divided - indecision now blocking her path. A journey which she has never strayed from in the past. A burden that weighs heavy on this woman's fragile heart. A choice, a decision that cuts through her like a knife...apart. Past experiences that add to her life, and yet are painful reminders. She feels as if she's nothing... the shell of her former self, a tormented soul. Ashamed... she knows the many things she's done for love, for acceptance - fearing rejection, loneliness and despair. Tied to a past where there's no hope of going back, no hope for repair. In darkness she waits... realizing how love can be the best thing that happens. But knowing it's also the worst thing at the same time. So feeling alone, fearful and discarted - she will sit and wait in darkness. Can I love you the way you should be loved? Whe

Just Funnies
A man woke up one morning to find his wife in a skimpy negligee,standing by the bed with a velvet rope in her hand. She purrrred at him,"tie me up and you can do anything you like." So he did.Then he went fishing. A man stepped onto the bus with both of his front pockets full of golf balls and sat down next to a beautiful blonde.The puzzled blonde kept looking at him and his bulging pockets.Finally,after noticing her many glances,he said,"it's golf balls." "Oh,"she said."Does it hurt as much as tennis elbow?" An elderly couple was attending church services.About halfway through the minister's sermon,the old lady leaned over and said,I just let out a silent fart .What do you think i should do?" Her husband replied,"Put a new battery in your hearing aid."

Song Lyrics (songs I Like For Many Diff Reasons)
My Music In Your Head My Pictures Make You Wet I Am Your Wildest Dream Yes You Are So Obscene You Are So Kinky And Obscene You Are My Special Breed You Are My Demonseed Exactly What I Need Cause You Are So Obscene You Are So Kinky And Obscene [Chorus] My Name Burned In Your Skin I Am Your Nasty Sin The Beast That Lives Within Cause You Are So Obscene You Are So Kinky And Obscene You See Me On TV In Glossy Magazines On Your Computer Screen Yes You Are So Obscene You Are So Kinky And Obscene Chorus: Gimme Gimme What I Need Gimme Gimme What I Feel Gimme Gimme What I Want 6 Nights Full Of Love Bizarre Gimme Gimme What I Need Gimme Gimme What I Feel Gimme Gimme What I Want 6 Nights Full Of Love Bizarre You say you wake up In the morning Feeling used Like a fallen angel Tired and bruised It's got you feeling So insane More dead than alive Love's got you stained On the inside Oh is it love, love, love, oh is

Dreams
Dream 3 is quite a strange one.... Ok, so in this one I'm with my pal Abe, who for the purposes of the dream is a super genius medical research dude. We are in a hospital storage room, except it's white and clean, and there's a body on a table in front of us. The body is Abe's Dad (sorry Abe), who, in my dream, had been dead for a few years. Abe had been working on a serum to bring his dad back from the dead. Everytime he injected the serum into his dad's body though, there was an explosion of water and we got soaked.... Then we were outside my friends house, and Abe was throwing pennies and bouncing them off the wall, and he was mad..... Really shouting at me because apparently it was my fault the serum hadn't worked, and I had ruined years of medical research..... That's all I remember.... Oh, I should point out that in reality Abe's Dad is alive and well.... Right, onto the second dream.... Ok, so I'm at my house looking into my garden, except my garden gate is really really

Confederate Bommers Family
ty all that helped me level i entered the tatt contest so plz if would leave comment it would be nice ps thank you all thank you all for the love you showed me glad i could become part of the family thank you all

Question
does the idea of the boy or girl you are having sex with is married or in a relationship turn you on..mmmmm do you still respect your date male or female if they want sex on the first date does the idea that the girl or boy you are having sex with is married or in a relationship turn you on....mmmmmmm

Poems
Broken He brakes her heart, And she blames herself. He uses her, But yet she loves him. He tells her that he doesn't feel the same, But she holds on. He calls her to talk about his new love, And she listens. He doesn't see that he is hurting her, Or does he not care? Through all the pain and tears, She remains loyal and faithful to him. But yet she wants to Move on with her life. He has a spell on her So that she won't move on. Will he ever set her free From this eternal hell? Heather J McVey Copyright ©2008 Heather J McVey Its so lonely when you try to hide yourself , Just so you won't get hurt. but it turns out you'll be by yourself, when youe feelings you try to desert. The world id full of problems, thats easy for anyone to see. you can't even begin to fix them, if alone you want to be. I've learned this the hard way, that everyone needs friends. and now I suffer day by day, I guess this is where my story ends. But you yourself should

Night All
Too Bored Tonight! Gonna crash early and I just want to say everyone have a great night..:) imikimi - Customize Your World If they get the rates up please remember me! LOVE YOU ALL Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA I have felt like doo doo all day due to a toothache for one, and I can hardly keep my eyes open now, so i just wanted to say goodnight to all my sexy friends..May you have pleasant dreams..:) Profile Graphics - hitupmyspot.com Just want to say I have to go for the night to defrag m

Child Killers And Molestr
i was so damn mad this morning when i heard about the little girls body being found in a trunk. after being thrown in the river. what is wrong with this society we live in . how can a person hurt an innocent child. and then you have these stupid people saying that the injection they give these killers are inhumane. what the hell about our children that are being sexually abused and murdered .i say hang the bastards that are doing this to our kids .i wonder if it was one of there kids that was brutally rape and murdered if they would feel the same way .no they would want justice just like everyone else i say kill the bastards WHY IS IT THAT SOME MEN COME ON HERE AND THINK THEY CAN TALK TO WOMEN ANY WAY THEY WANT . I DONT APPERICATE IT .MAYBE IM A LITTLE PRUDEISH BUT I THINK THEY SHOULD ATLEAST SAY HI IM WHOM EVER .BEFORE THEY START TO ASK YOU IF YOU WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM .I THOUGHT THIS WAS A PLACE WERE YOU CAN MEET NEW FRIENDS . IVE BEEN LUCKY THAT MY FRIENDS DONT DO THAT.ITS

Color Charts
SVG Color Code ChartNote: Since you can also use the Color name in your code, the ones with the Astrix(*) can be used with either spelling of the color name. The Hexadecimal and the RGB will be the same.If you have any questions feel free to mail me by clicking the text or leave a comment in this blog.ColorColor NameHexadecimalRGB *********aliceblue#f0f8ff240,248,255antiquewhite#faebd7250,235,215aqua#00ffff0,255,255 aquamarine#7fffd4127,255,212azure#f0ffff240,255,255

Abunza Mlm
Do you want to QUIT your job and make real money? Abunza MLM takes the physical products out of the mix so that you can sell digital information such as an e-book or vacation package to someone in another part of the world. Abunza is multi-national with an English AND Spanish site that offers hundreds of millions Spanish-speakers a ground-breaking opportunity unlike any they have ever seen. Abunza will do the closing for you, so that you can focus on telling your story online to millions of people and enjoying life anyway you want. Abunza is one of the only companies that can offer true 100% commissions! Plus, their products literally sell themselves (such as how to market online, or a discounted 5-star resort vacation in Fiji)! The true opportunity with Abunza is not its products, its becoming a member and generating tremendous wealth and abundance. Abunza MLM Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secret

Please Read Shadow Levelers
I just want too ask for all of your help. WHen you are visiting your friends profile and you see someone close too leveling that you want too help. PLease leave there profile link on the homepage. This is too make finding level ups easier. Sometimes I go and look and I dont see anyone and you all wanna level someone. This way we all can meet new friends and help alot more. If you dont know how we level please look on BooBoos Blog on How we operate too find the amounts we level on. Im asking one more favor please on the homepage please dont leave profile comments this page is for those needing leveled. I will be deleting all those today only so we can keep track of who needs leveled. Thanks for taking the time too read this and for all your help in leveling Fubars. I also want too let you know im keepiong this page too levelers so i wont be excepting friend request unless its a levelers.. Have a great day

Lol
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Is This Bad?
I'm bored off my ass and thinking of watching a video. But, I don't know what to watch. So throw something at me an if I have it maybe I'll watch it. I'm thinking action/ drama. I don't even have any of those crybaby chick flix so don't bother listing them.  > Read this question, come up with an answer, and then scroll down to the > bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. > > No one I know has been right. > > A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a guy whom she did > not know. She thought this guy was amazing. She believed him to be her > dream guy so much, that she fell in love with him right there, but never > asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed > her sister. > > Question: What is her motive for killing her sister? > > [Give this some thought before you answer, see answer below ) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Answer: > > She was hoping the guy would appear at the fu

Stuff
MY MFKN FRIEND NEEDS YOUR MFKN HELP!!!!!! PLEASE HIT HER UP AND RATE THIS PIC.... Rate this pic! http://www.f ubar.com/photo.php?u=2375618&albumid=1848026&i=3315289108&idx=8 LET ME KNOW IF YOU RATE IT!!! ALRIGHT EVERYONE I AM UP FOR AUCTION!!! IT ENDS ON 6/12/09 AT NOON... BID BID BID!!! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS READ MY PROFILE AND IT HAS THE LINK TO TAKE YOU STRAIGHT TO IT! EVEN IF YOU CANT AFFORD ME HEHE YOU CAN ALWAYS RATE THE PIC PLEASE!!! LUV YOU ALL AND ENJOY THE FU!! HUGS AND KISSES *CANDI*   OK EVERYONE I GUESS I BETTER WHORE MYSELF OUT LOL IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO MOVE UP IN THIS PLACE ANYMORE... IF SOMEONE CAN PLEASE GIVE ME A VIP OR BLING PACK I WILL GLADLY RATE EVERY PIC AND I MEAN EVERY PIC AND BLOG AND STASH YOU HAVE!!! HIT ME UP AND WE CAN MAKE A DEAL!!! PM ME!! LOTS OF LOVE P.S. MY FU-FIANCE WILL DO THE SAME!!! HEY A TWO FOR ONE DEAL! CANDI....

Confessions Of A Junkie
I’m stuck in my head and tired of worrying over people who never worry about me.. Crying over assholes that never cry over me.. Things I wish I could say but never will. 1- I’ve hurt you I can see that but why do you keep trying to rip my heart out? You should know after all these years you wont find it. Have fun digging around my rib cage.. If you ever find it let me know 2- Broken fingers, ribs, and nose I think we finally done. The violence between us will never fade but the love sure as fuck has. 3- I wont be here to build you back up. I’m through with watching her break you down and you running back to me. You are perfect for one another.. Let her dominate your sorry ass for a while 4-  I wish I knew what you were hiding. I'm not stupid or naive, I can feel the distance and differences adding up. I don’t even have the strength to put the pieces together. 5-  I bet it sucks to think I know all of your secrets. Does it burn to know I will never forgive y

The Year Is 1947
The year is 1947Some of you will recall that on July 8, 1947, a little over 60 years Ago, witnesses claim that an unidentified flying object (UFO) with five Aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and mule ranch just outside Roswell New Mexico . This is a well known incident that many say has long been Covered up by the U.S. Air Force and other federal agencies and Organizations.However, what you may NOT know is that in the month of April 1948, nine Months after that historic day, the following people were born:Albert A. Gore, Jr..Hillary RodhamJohn F. KerryWilliam J. ClintonHoward DeanNancy PelosiDianne FeinsteinCharles E. SchumerBarbara BoxerSee what happens when aliens breed with sheep and jackasses?I certainly hope this bit of information clears up a lot of things for you. It did for me. No wonder they support the bill to help illegal aliens! Now You Know...THINK ABOUT IT.. CREEPY, HUH?

3 Year Fuversary
>   >   My how Time flies! I will be belatedly celebrating my 3 yr. Fuversary on Wed. Dec. 9, 2009.  I’ll be running autos from 3pm Futime Wed. 2009 INTO Thursday, Dec. 10, 2009. I also have a Happy Hour @4pm Futime on the 9th.  Random blinging for heavy raters (more than 500 pics).  All who rate at least 250 pics and Fumail me by 1 pm Futime on Thurs. will also be bombed (time to compile the bombing list is needed). So come on over to help me celebrate my Fuversay and help yourselves at the same time!!! My link is below.    Manly - "110th Saint Levelus" - fuowned by Insane Melody!      

Freestyle Battle With This Guy From Ny
it is your attitude at the beginning of a task that determines succes or failure so lemme say this to all them peeps out there if u have a negative attitude your always gonna be a failure in life that sounds harsh but its the truth hurts but if u have a positive attitude u can accomplished so many things in ur life and get stuff u never imagined of having... so ppl take my advised always have a positive attitude no matter wats goin on in your life if u do u will succeed. u starded this shit devon u made the post now i made the war your rhymes are just a big snore, i almost fell asleep cuz your rhymes aren't deep by the time i finished them i found they were meek you need more time to develope your rhymes cuz most of your rap was the same old lines, be original like me u dumass fuck..its my turn.. I know U really dont want to fight Cause I come at ur house at nite and end ur f*ckin' life See I have a gun and u have a knife While u screamin' Please dont do it Badguy! See I

Connected Misconnection
I do not mindwhen you placeall the blame on mebut can't you find another make believeenemysomeone who doesn't hurt youeitherthen take me off the hook forgive me forthe sinsI did not commitfree me from the place inside your headwhere I standunconvictedbut stillsentencedas deadcan you pleasecreate anotherfoeand get backto plain oldyou and meI'll still takethe blamebut you can't act the sameI am not your nemesisYes, I canlove youlike thisbut you aremaking forevershorterit will nottakemuch ofa pushfor meto crossit's border     From RevJoe i had nothing to do with the writein of this poem but the words touch me to the soul thank you Rev for being you..lovez ya

Poetry
Where has my love gone?Has she forgotten my heart?Does she feel my hungerReaching out for her?My lustful appetite begging,Yearning, slavering over thoughtsOf her embrace enveloping me?Her gaze burning a hole through meAnd piercing my very soulSetting me ablaze.She is too much to bear and yetNever enough to satisfy me.Only time will tellIf she feels the same. A single smile,A simple kiss,Can lead you on to love's true bliss.A single lieUpon your pateIs all it takes to make one hate.Promise meYou are mine aloneAnd I will place you on my heart's throne.But lie to me...Prove me a fool...Then I shall be anger's tool.

Bernanke Helps Defuse "default"
Our federal government is currently $14.1 trillion in debt. The vast majority of the American people believe this number is far too high and on track to go far higher. Fortunately, Congress created a mechanism to force itself to reexamine its spending habits when budget deficits got out of control: the debt ceiling. Once total outstanding federal debt reaches the limit, the Treasury Department is no longer authorized to issue new debt. Like the states and family budgets, the federal government would then be forced to make do with tax receipts. The current debt limit is $14.294 trillion. The Treasury Department predicts that we will reach that limit sometime this spring. Somewhere between 62 percent and 71 percent of the American people oppose raising it. Will Washington listen to the American people? Or will they heed the Obama Administration and just continue their reckless spending ways?In defense of never-ending reckless spending, Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner has been trying

My Laptop Backpack - Mobile Business
I travel extensively with my laptop computer, often storing it in a car trunk loaded with gear. The Ebox Laptop Carrying Case, which is strong enough to stand on, provides peace of mind that my computer won’t be smashed. Indeed, the case is waterproof, crush-proof, pressure sensitive, and lockable. For use in the field—say you’re an archeologist recording data at a dig—the Ebox Laptop Carrying Case is an alternative to something like the Panasonic Toughbook CF-30, which is a laptop made for the outdoors that can cost more than $3,000. A the case essentially converts a workaday laptop computer into a “Ebox” model for use in the outdoors.

Usa Triumph
Let's be clear on this: OBAMA did NOT kill Bin Laden. An American soldier, who Obama just a few weeks ago was debating on whether or not to PAY, did. Obama just happened to be the one in office when our soldiers finally found OBL and took him out. This is NOT an Obama victory, but an AMERICAN victory!! REPOST IF YOU AGREE!**GOD BLESS ALL OF OUR SERVICE MEN AND WOMEN!! GOD BLESS THE USA**

Bitch Please
Bitch Please   So you got your insecurities, Bitch, I got my own. You cross that line again, and you'll be going home. Not in a car, but in a body bag, like the dried up skank you are, you fuckin hag. You thought you were clever, with your "real" talk. Bitch Please, your just horny and looking for some cock. You don't see shit,

Hmm Idk On The Name
this is something i worte...I am 20 years old so my views on relationships may be different than that of someone who is older and who has expericened much more in life than i have. So please keep in mind that these are the views and they are that of a 20 year old women. Thank you i hope you enjoy.   The what if's   If i tell you i love you will you listen to reason, If i tell you, you are my soul will you see reason. If i could tell you these things life would be the way its ment to be. If i told you, you carry my heart with you where ever you may go would you understand?   If i told you that no matter what happen in life i will always be there even if you don't see me, even if you don't care.   If i told you, you were special in my eyes and that nothing could have changed that, would you have noticed your own strength?   If i told you i could have lived by our conversations, the late nights, would you have been able to have comprehended that.   If i had told you any of

Poems
I can’t forget I can’t forget that night The rev of the engine The look in his eyes Starring devishly over at the other driver Tries burn out on both sides Flying down 502 as they sailed to the finish Nothing can stop them now It’s just too late The headlights flash as a driver comes head on Nothing could change what was happening now Screeching tires haunt me in my head The sounds of the crash are still fresh in my mind The burst of flames Screams from the car Trapped inside they are now All trying to help but nothing works Burning alive inside that car Frantically trying to save them Nothing is helping That night they died young Written in memory of Leo Callahan and Toni Beckage forever together 4/26/05 ~fallen angel~ TO TOM i feel like an ass i feel like a jerk and everything eles rolled into one..... i knew this was to good to be true im broken and brused but now im down for the count..... down for the count but not dead yet my he

~lilroc420©~'s
The Dark Carnival preaches to everyone in many different ways. Me and Shaggy are just one of it's ways to reach people. For example, even an old lady that plays Bingo every weekend will eventually hear the words of the Dark Carnival only it will be through a different outlet. Something that interests her will give her the message. Weather or not she acts upon it is up to her. What ever this force is, it reaches us all, whether you heed its warnings or not is your own choice. This is what will happen to those that received the Dark Carnival's messages threw us. After death, your soul will stand up out of your body. You will all the sudden see The Dark Carnival's parade of wagons rolling towards you. Lead by the 6 Joker's Card faces on giant flags and an entire parade of ghost and wagons following them. You'll know right when you see them that there not with God and not with the Devil... These wagons are about to take you to one of them though. You're about to face judgment. I think T

From My Head...
Hey ladies how about this CRAZY IDEA... women say they want friendships first. then when a guy becomes a great friend they say...i dont want to ruin our friendship. girls say that want men to be gentleman and pay for things and open doors - then complain because they are independent. Women say that want someone to shower them with affection and love - then when we do..we are too clingy. women say they want a guy that actually listens - and when we do... even though we listened some how we didnt hear you. ok yeah so how about this one...in general...PICK ONE SIDE OF THE FENCE AND STAY THERE... yes guys know what women want (generally) but for the specifics...um we cant read minds...SO TELL US WHAT YOU WANT! then leave it up to us to give it to you. If we dont...MOVE ON...if we do..STICK AROUND. Actually its quite simple. And another thing...LADIES...GUYS FIX THINGS...so if you have a problem and you tell us about it, we are going to try and fix it...if you dont want us to give

My Thoughts
The night creeps in and brings the loneliness. I feel a chill and look up with a start. This house, this home I know so well, Suddenly seems so surreal. Alone. Parents are tucking children in bed. Lovers snuggle down under the covers Anticipating much needed rest and the sweetest of dreams. So alone I sit here all alone, I dare not sleep. For If I do the darkness may engulf me and draw me deeper into its folds. Always alone I'll stay up and keep watch on the dark. The night is so still and I anxiously await the light. When once again life will hustle and bustle outside my door. Yet I will still be alone, so alone, always alone. Forever alone I crave The very thought of you Pressing against me Your hands touching and teasing I crave The sweet taste of you Warm and wet upon my lips Your flavor upon my tongue I crave The musky scent of you Sweeping through my head Filling my mind and body with lust I crave The rich sound of your voic

Shortliners!
In reference to my recent blog, "Perfect Sky", the answer is no, Larry :D I’ve decided my next book will be based on the part of the world I call home, which is called the Shortline - a group of small villages along about a 30 mile stretch of road in north central West Virginia. It’s a small community with only a “A” high school, a few gas stations and grocery stores, and a couple thousand people. The tightness of the community can be seen every time we do our cheer. Wherever there are a group of us gathered, whether it be a bar, a football game, party, or several times each year at the Alumni Dance, a lone person will yell, “Shortliners!” and the rest will respond back in unison, “Eat your honey!” It’s unjustifiably shocking to some and amusing to non-Shortliners the first time they hear it. The tradition was born shortly after a beer joint (hardly a bar) called The Shortline Inn opened back in the 70’s. The owner also kept bees and sold the honey. When the bumper sticker craze st

Cats
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Just Read
Watch your thoughts; they become your words. Watch your words; they become your actions. Watch your actions; they become your habits. Watch your habits; they become your character. Watch your character for it will become your destiny. “Your Future Is Nothing Else Than The Reincarnation Of Your Thoughts” People can be disappointing, even more when you can’t express yourself well with words. I either keep quiet or I get angry. Then it hurts. Mostly when things don’t get sorted out the way I want. Curious, I didn’t even expect anyone to read my posts here. I was just experimenting. I modified the posts because it’s true that they did read a bit tremendous. Also, I think, from what I gather in conversations that many people hurt but they tend to be smarter than me and forget that it hurts. I like to complain in writing because it helps me to forget. If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwitt

Sixtyfoureast
Hosted By: SixtyFourEast When: Friday May 11, 2007 at 10:00 PM Where: Breakers 217 N Main Street Princeton, IN 47670 United States Description: SixtyFourEast stop by the official site and sign up for our newsletter and sign our guestbook... www.sixtyfoureast.com SFE We are playing at Brewskys friday and sat nights...come on out, drink some Jager with us, and just plain have fun!!!

Thoughts, Poems
Ten Thoughts to Ponder for 2008 Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die . Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the Internet and they won’t bother you for weeks . Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky ... Not really good for anything, but you still can’t help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60’s, people took acid to make the world weird Now the world is Weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. A

Memoires Of A Stoner
WELL ITS TIME AGAIN FOR ME TO SHARE MY THC CLOUDED THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES...AND HAPPY FUCKIN 4-20 TO EVERYONE! JOINTS, BLUNTS, PIPES, HOOKAS AND VAPORISERS....I DONT CARE HOW YOU CHOOSE TO SMOKE AS LONG AS YOU SMOKE...LOL...ALSO I WOULD LOVE PICS OF ALL MY FRIENDS GETTIN BLAZED ON THIS WONDERFUL DAY.... I MYSELF AM PLANNING ON ROLLING A 15 GRAM BLUNT....THATS A TOTAL OF 4 WRAPS BEING USED....2 WIDE AND 2 TALL....OVER A HALF OZ OF KENTUCKY KRONIK IS GOIN IN...WISH ME LUCK ALL. OK TODAYS STORY... THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES...I WAS HAVING AN INCREDIBLY SHITTY DAY AND WAS OUTTA MY SMOKE ....WELL MY DEALER AT THE TIME WOULDNT SEEL ANYTHING LESS THEN A QUARTER...WHICH WAS 5O BUCKS...I HAD 10 TO MY NAME....WELL I DECIDED TO SEE IF I PAYED HIM 10 BUCKS IF HED SMOK E ABLUNT WITH ME TO JUST GET THE EDGE OFF....WELL AFTER HEARING ABOUT MY DAY HE AGREED TO DO JUST THAT...AND PROCEEDDED TO ROLL A 7 GRAM BLUNT...HELL YES! I WAS SO FRIED OFF IT THAT WHEN I LEFT TO GO BACK TO MY STEPDADS HOUSE

My Writings
one of these days, happiness will find me, One of these days, my true love will walk in that door, One of these days, I wont have to argue anymore, One of these days, my life will be my own, One of these days, I wont feel loneliness anymore, One of these days, I will actually start to care, One of these days, I wont feel like a total failure, One of these days, my heart will rejoice, One of these days, heartache and pain will disappear, One of these days, I will be able to say I am the luckiest person in the world, One Of These Days, All Of My Dreams Will Come True I once thought life was something to cherrish, something that you always wanted to spend wth that special someone, but what happens when you just dont have someone to spend it with, what happens, when you just become indifferent about life and love, what happens when you just stop caring all together, what happens when as far as you are concerned nothing else matters? Life is the one infectio

In Pieces
OK I'M POSTING THIS IN A BLOG AND NOT A MUM CAUSE I LOST MY MUMMS :( ANYWHO MY CD PLAYER IN MY CAR WONT WORK......THE CLOCK ON IT WONT EVEN WORK THE SCREEN IS JUST DARK! IS THERE LIKE A FUZE OR SOMETHING THAT I BLEW AND IF SO HOW DO I CHECK IT? THIS IS WHY I NEED A MAN AROUND THE HOUSE... THANKS I just wanted everyone to know that I OFFICALLY GIVE THE FRICK UP!! I'm done with men cause all they do is lie!! I'm done with the internet cause you think you've met someone great and then they lie to you and break your heart! And then when you actually do meet someone great that wont lie and break your heart they are out of reach!!! There's two websites i'm on! Here and bookofmatches I'm deleting my bookofmatches account I'm keeping this one open cause i've made really good friends on here! But that's all i'm around for anymore is friends! Yes I know that's why my profile says anyways! But I'm single again if you couldn't already tell. And I plan on staying that way for a l

Come Check Us Out!
The Great Escape is hiring! We are looking for DJ's, Greeters, and Promoters if interested, click the banner and apply within! Come join one of the best lounges on Fubar! Come on in and get Dazed and Confused DJ TAGS

Demon Crew Family
Please rate, fan and friend everyone on the list. I know its alot to ask, but if we keep each other leveled we can do so much more to help each other MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~SkOoTeRz GoThIc GoDeSs@ fubar Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~@ fubar ~_~Ashley ~_~ Crew Leader Of The Demon Crew ~_~@ fubar *~£ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* ♥ Demon Crew Recruiter♥ Slap Happy Bombers Newbie Support@ fubar Brown Eyed Beauty~Demon Crew~@ fubar ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *Demon Crew* & *B.O.T*.@ fubar Gwen aka Untamed Anjel**Demon Crew**@ fubar

"..am I Too Lost To Be Saved?"
how does an "open marriage" work? hubbie and i didnt really discuss the boundries or guidelines...he had sex with one of his girlfriends....it shook me to my core, i got jealous, mad, hurt....cant even thin to let him touch me now....all i see is her with him. yes this is my issue, yes i probably need to get over myself. he got mad back, said in his mind "open marriage" means everything is open....dating, sex everything. i just didnt think hed really have sex...thought he would say "no, sorry i love my wife, and i care too much for her, i cant go this far with you" guess i was wrong ..... so i need educated here....what are rules and guidelines of an "open marriage" ? what are couples in one allowed to do? help me understand, so we dont fight and argue....that is what we agreed to an "open marriage" to in the first place so the fighting would stop...... ok....i know i can be stupid, but this takes the cake...since sean told me he was done waiting for me to make up

Life
All Alone I sit here all alone, in the darkness of the night. Wondering what I can do, to make everything all right. I question what went wrong, with all the things we used to do. Unsure of where or when, things began to come unglued. The sound of your voice, was sweet music to my soul. Now everything is gone, so bleak and so cold. I sit here all alone, in the darkness of the night. So damn afraid, I can't make things right. Written By Raven 2007 So i recently broke up with the one person i "thought" was the One. We seemed to match on every level and everything appeared great. Sadly i was mistaken. To say that his temper is out of hand would be putting it mildly. Anyways i have realized that moving on is much easier when i have the great friends that i do in my life. They know who they are. They have stood by me through everything. Even when i've called at two in the morning. Love you beth. So in stating that i decided to just cut ties with my sudo family up

Hey there This is my second auction. You want come fu-own me for 1 month with all the goodies that I have to offer? Plz click my pic and come and check me out. Please make sure rate the photo b/c I also get a prize if I have to the most rates! Come out and bid on me!!! I'M IN ANOTHER AUCTION. SO, COME ON PPL I KNOW YOU WANT TO OWN ME FOR A 1 MONTH. YOU SHOULD COME CHECK ME OUT, STARTING BID IS 50K. IF YOU OFFER BLAST OR HH I WILL GIVE A NSFW SALUTE. BUT IF YOU DON'T OFFER ME THAT PLZ COME BY AND SEE WHAT I WILL OFFER FOR FUBUCKS. SO CLICK ON MY PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THE AUCTION MUAHHHHHHHH Hey who wants to fu own me for a 1 month? If you are the highest bidder you get to own me for a month and all the other stuff I have to offer. It runs until March 28. Here is my link!

Friends
Without going into too much detail...my best friend Pink needs some help. She and her daughter are staying somewhere that is no longer a healthy environment for them to be in and she is going to come and live with my kiddos and I. I am more than happy to have them but we have to figure out how to get her here. She can't go Greyhound as they have a tiny chihuahua they just cannot part with. So, they need to fly. It has gotten extremely bad and she needs to get here ASAP! She'll be able to work here as will her daughter and it will help me out greatly to have some help. So....instead of buying me Happy Hours, Blasts or Bling Packs....PLEASE contribute what you would to help Pink and I! Don't Private Jet me. Contribute $20 to help get their tickets here. It would mean so much more! You don't have to have a paypal account to contribute. Just follow the directions for using your card. I went to bed early last night as I didn't feel well and woke up to this

Fu Related
So My R/L Best Friend Joined not to long ago! I know shes still new and doesn't have a salute yet But I promise shes real :) so Go show her some fu luv!! Shes a sweet heart and you won't regret it! Thanks everyone :D ♥ heat4686@ fubar I have Both!!! So you should sign My guest book and leave me a Snapvine Message!! I'll do yours in return as soon as I get a chance, But for now I'm sad that I only have 5 snapvine messages :( Please lol see I was polite even lol oh and yes I'm bored :P Well Friends, I won't be on much anymore, Life changes and things happen. I'll Be checking My stuff when I can so Don't forget about Me. I ♥ all my friends especially the People I talk to all the time Thanks for being such great friends. Really don't forget about me k? lol I'll be In and Out when I can ♥ Luvs you guys :D

Damn Cancer
Okay I know this is going to be hard for some to understand, but as of recent I have found out that the cancer has came back yet again. Well this time I refuse to fight it anymore. I have decided that if this damn shit is going to take me down,. let it take me down with dignity and grace.. I want to be forever remembered as someone who not only vibrant, but full of life and was living life to the fullest and doing the things that she loves, ie: driving that 18 wheeler, delivering that gas to the stores, and modeling and spending time with her family and friends.. If I want to go for a walk in the park, or along the beach, I want to be able to do it and not worry about hurting, or if I have taken the meds, or if I have the strength to get out of bed. That is how I want to be rememberede not as someone who was laid in a bed sick and fighting for that last breath.. So as I enjoy life and even simple things as a walk, you can bet on it that there will be pictures taken. Some of the picture

Leveling
HEY YALL COME SHOW VIOLET SOME LOVE SHE HAS AUTO 11S ON ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED SHE IS TRYING TO LEVEL TO DISCIPLE AND NEEDS ALL THE LOVE HE CAN GET SO ADD/RATE/FAN/BLING HER TO DISCIPLE Violet20 Member Of Americas Brave&Proud Leveling Crew3,267,378 TO PROPHET

My Other Links
http://www.myspace.com/gargoyle_reve  http://www.facebook.com/BrandonAlbrecht1981#!/ yim id gargoyle_reve https://fetlife.com/users/1285072 so hit me up on either one im always looking for new friends what is it with all of these web places to gather i swore up and down id never get on myspace what happend i was talked into it now im getting harrassed by my friends and family yet again to join face book i mean wtf you got me on myspace isnt that good enough i mean come on now give me a break. so what do you all think suck it up and try to remember another password or just ignore them on this one feed back would be appreciated

The Year 2008
WELL AS I SIT HERE THINKING ALOT HAS HAPPEN IN MY LIFE IN 2008.WHEN IT STARTED I WAS SINGLE AND ALONE.EXCEPT FOR THE TWO ANGLES IN MY LIFE MY KIDS.LETS SEE IN THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR I HAD IT ROUGH AND I LOST ALOT OF WEIGHT AND I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL....YES I STOPED EATING AND TRYED TI TAKE MY LIFE.BEING SAID NO I WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN. I MOVED TO OHIO AND IT WAS COLD AS A WITCHS TIT THERE SNOW TO MY ASS..AND I AM NOT A SNOW PERSON ,IM FROM TEXAS WE DONT GET ALOT OF SNOW.AFTER 2 MONTHS THERE I HAD TO MOVE AND I WENT TO VIRGINA TO BE WITH MY SISTER FOR A WHILE AND I HELPED HER WITH HER PAYROLL AND SHIT.GOT TIRED OF THAT AND MOVED TO KANSAS AND HOT DAMN THE SNOW THERE, MY KIDS GOT SICK AND MISSED ALOT OF SCHOOL AND THEY TRYED TO TAKE MY KIDS FROM ME SINCE THEY MISSED SCHOOL.I FOUGHT THEM AND WON. NOONE WILL EVER GET MY KIDS FROM ME.SO ANYWAY THAT WAS BAD SO I MOVED TO LOUISIANA TO HELP SOME FRIENDS THERE..THEY WHERE IS DI STRUT OVER THEY HAD NO MONEY AND NO WAY TO PAY BILLS AND HAD NO

Ghostwings
I just saw on the news that a ugly broad could sing like a angle. Think about this..she is unemployed and not really good looking, But her voice..  It's a shame that we and me judge people at all.. Did you ever notice in those old war movies. They have had no supplies for like ..who knows how long...but the Zippo lighter always works> lol Ok, I'm a old guy. But it kind of disturbes me that people try and sell pics for a bling. a bomb or whatever. Like I really want to see you naked? Give it a rest! If you have a photo on this site, you should be proud to show it, Dont mark a photo as nsfw or whatever and then call it private. The people that do this are wannabes who have something you will never get just to get more points? Like I don't know what a naked lady looks like! You put you ass on a a page like this,,,then show it to all and stand proud!

Mindless Nonsense...
*(jburton)*: thank u..  ->*(jburton)*: well, seeing as how you're a guy I can't say i'd be to into it.. but good luck on your search   *(jburton)*: lmao..nevermind..i'll just move on 2 som1 who like 2 play along wit me.. ->*(jburton)*: well, unless you're a doctor i'm not sure there is much you could do..  *(jburton)*: ummm....just wht kind would u like..   ->*(jburton)*: out of curiousity, what help are you offering? ->*(jburton)*: Okay... *(jburton)*: oaky..u know where 2 find me..lol.. ->*(jburton)*: i'm fine, thanks..   *(jburton)*: u need help wit ur wounds..just askin..   Aside from Dyss trying to show me his penis I havn't had men try this.. I don't like it and don't know how you women can put up with it.. Thank god i have a penis.. Due to the recent crackdowns I have lost friends on my list.. I don't have many to begin with so a loss of 1 is noticable.. I want to post a MuMM but not sure the risk is worth the reward...   Oh, and Fuck the Juggalos...

My Fucking Band
Please become fans of my band on Facebook.   www.facebook.com/pages/Strokadellic/208648510122   PS:  I love SEX! Check out my new shit....   http://www.reverbnation.com/strokadellic We just put up a cover version of the song "One" by U2.  Sorry fucking Bono, it's better than your version.  Eat a dick if you don't like it.  You can even download the shit for free (if you can figure it out...as we haven't yet).   http://www.myspace.com/strokadellicspace

In Case You Were Wondering...
Other WorldThey are so rare. So strange. We know so little about them. The faces, the faces. They have a dangerous quality, as if attached to a pagan soul, a sprite who can talk to trees, and the trees talk back. The redhead's skin is beyond milky pale. It is so translucent you can often see blue veins. Freckles are a constant, from a smattering across a pert nose to a full-body speckle made up of reds and brown. Comforting mothers call them "angel kisses." Even with high-SPF sunblock, tanning is an issue. The eyes are often a smoky brown. Or the color of the ocean, from slate to marble, depending on the light and mood. The blue-eyed white-skinned redheads are like walking flags. The green-eyed redheads shake you to your soul; you are helpless in their grip. No wonder they have so often been seen as gods or demons. Or aliens, mutants, wizards or threats. Redheads are definitely genetic outliers. Less than 1 percent of the human race may be redheads -- at most, 2. Between 2 and 6 p

Just Don't Need The Rudeness Anymore
I'm just really tired of trying so hard to be nice to everyone on here....and being treated by many like i'm a nothing because my name isn't in red, or i don't have nude pics or i can't afford to bling people.  I came here to make friends.  And i have made several.  I also met the man i love on here and i'm thankful for that.   But when i do things like pimp someone out for nothing that isn't even a friend...just to be nice...and they can't even say ty or give me a rate...hell i'd rather em say fuck you than nothing.   Nobody on this site so fucking special that it gives them the right to be rude to others...to look down on other people.  Maybe they are lacking something in their real life that only Fubar can fill because people can't really know the true person.   I just know i'm tired of being shit on.  So i am staying long enough to say a few goodbyes and then i will leave.  Doubt i'll be missed by many....but that's ok...karma really is a bitch...and some bitches on here will

The Man I Love Deeply!
The day that I met Leon I knew in my heart that he was the one for me.... Not a day goes by that we are not on the phone talking, texting, or on skype for 12- 14 hrs a day together. My sister absolutely loves him and he has a place in her heart. He also holds my family close to him as well. I laugh, am free, and loved by him you can tell by all the pictures he takes of me daily and uploads. I will be in his arms in his arms soon. December as a matter of fact. Everyday a little bit more of me appears and everyday more and more of me falls in love with him. I hate to close my eyes because I am afraid of losing him but I know this is not true. He has shocked me so many times over the pat few months and I love it. His entire family knows all about me and a first I was a little scared wanted to dig a hole and crawl in but today I know I don't have to do that anymore. I wake up to some beautiful txts during the night since he is working while i am sleeping. Leon I love you now and forever. L

My Rie Rie
Rie Rie,     Everyday that I see your smiling face I cant believe how lucky one man can be. I had no intention on falling in love with you. I had no desire to get into a relationship with anyone. I guess what they say is true, when you are not looking for love that it when it will find YOU. We started out as friends, listening to each other, consoling each other, laughing and joking and it grew each day. Each day I saw more and more of who Rie is and more and more Rie came out of her shell and let me see her true self. You have blossomed like a rare flower and your beauty increases everyday. You have touched my heart, my soul and have stimulated my intellect more than any woman has. Now only are you sexy and beautiful, but the intelligence that you exude floors me every time I talk to you. This is not the forum for me to say some things, but how you are treated by others, namely FB sickens me. You will always have my respect, love and admiration for the rest of your life my love. I hea

Kids
OK, First and formost I have something to say........                                  I understand that yes breast cancer is there and we need to find a cure. But Someone explain to me how the hell it is more important then the kids with cancer and other disease's. I mean come on we raise money for the boobs and hell even have a month just for them. But, to be honset  I'm sick of it. I know a little boy who fights everyday to make his days happy. Where is the month for them and the money or even  a ribbion. OK, yes they have Saint Jude's But is it really enough. I think not. Maybe it's time to make some change's. And if you don't think so then you most not have kids. Or are just a heartless peice of shit.

Poems
Love is what I seebut he dont see meNow that we are apart I love no one elseIt doesnt failI sit here and thinkhe told me nothing deepI wish he could see the love i feel for himHe cant seeWhen he said he loved me he didnt mean it I see love in my eyes I see love in the skysI see love nothing morebut im still here than beforeYou still dont love meI see love I see nothing before than I saw beforeI see love it doesnt matter as it seemsI see love in my dreamsI didnt see love in your eyes when we said our goodbyesI see love no more..... heart wrenching sobs  hurtful sighs  wanting you between my thighs regretful thoughts  your warmth i sought wanting more than just a game hurting me its your shame leaving me alone to dwell  why did i ever let you in my shell showing my tears my worst fears what more can my heart take take the pain away for you put it there it seems its not my heart you want to share thanks for letting me know you care!   marilyn bird 

Ummmm
BE CREATIVE!!!!YOU RE THEE ARTIST HEREYOU RE THE ONE WHO CAN BRUSH THE CLOUDS AWAYANNND MAK THE SUUUUN SHIIIIIINEPAINT YOUR OWN PICTURE....CHOOOOOOOOOSE YOUR OWN COLORSANNNNND FOOOOORGEEEEET THAT BUSINESS ABOUT HAVING TO STAAAAY WITHIN THE LINESEXPRESSING YOUR CREATIVITY IS DOOOOOONE MOOOOOOOOORE BY THE WAAAAY YOU ARE LIVINGTHAAAN BY ANNNNY OTHER GESTURE I love you. It's not a weight you must carry around. I love you. It's not a box that holds you in. I love you. It's not a standard you have to bear. I love you. It's not a sacrifice I make. I love you. It's not a pedestal you are frozen upon. I love you. It's not an expectation of perfection. I love you. It's not my life's whole purpose (or your's). I love you. It's not to make you change. I love you. It's not even to make you love me. I love you. It's as pure and simple as that!!!

Good Friend To Have.
Redqueenbbw@ LostCherry mumita@ CherryTAP Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. CAPRICORN: The passionate Lover Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser.gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO: The Conceited Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7

My Rantings
Seriously, what is wrong with people? I am f-ing sick of getting IM's and shit saying "I'd fuck your brains out" or "holy fuck you have nice tits, wanna try anal?" SERIOUSLY GUYS, how many girls actually get EXCITED that you say that... who you DONT have to pay off?! Lets get this straight: I am NOT a whore I am NOT here for sex Infact, fuck i dont WANT sex untill i find the right guy. I am tierd of the guys i DO have sex with, dumping me for some stupid chick. I am not a sex toy. I value and respect my body, and if you dont thats your own damn problem. Another thing, i am 19!! I KNOW i am legal now, but that dosent mean i am looking for some 40+ desperate man!!!! Believe it or not, i am actually looking for someone SWEET...and when i first signed up on here it wasent like an adult pub. the pub thing was like its second phase or whatever. lostcherry was it at first. Needless to say i have meet SOME decent people on here. I am just fed UP with these assholes trying to

My Kinky Turn On
for any interested.....for a few hrs....private pics have been open to friends....happy thanksgiving to all....hugs, becky p.s. if ya peek would ya please rate/comment.... to all the friends who helped me level up....private album is open for the next couple of hours....make me blush....leave a comment or two.... xoxo, bec You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs67%Bondage58%Whips58%Blood17%Blind Folds17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Dodging Bullets
Last Wednsday,8 November, I experienced a 3rd episode of my heart racing. This time it wouldn't stop, so I drove myself to the ER around midnight. Oconee couldn't do anything for me, meds weren't working,which they said was unusual, but, they could tell me what it was. Ventricular Tachycardia. What is ventricular tachycardia? Ventricular tachycardia is a fast heart rhythm that starts in the lower part of the heart (ventricles). If left untreated, some forms of ventricular tachycardia may worsen and lead to ventricular fibrillation, which can be life-threatening. Oconee Regional put me in an ambulance and took me to the Macon Medical Center. My days are kind of whacky, so I'll just tell you what happened as I remember. They put a stint in my leg, clearing an artery. After 4 hours of having to keep my leg still, they finally let me move around. About 30 minutes after that, I suddenly coded. I could not breathe and I couldn't get the nurses to understand that. I only have one

The Phoenix Chronicles
This Friday, Dec. 8th, Rev. Fred Phelps and his merry gang of hateful, maggot-munching, Anti-Gay, Anti-Soldiers will be in Baltimore to protest a speech given by Matthew Shepard's mother. This is a quote from Phelp's page, www.godhatesfags.com: "Baltimore School for the Arts 712 Cathedral St. This is for the Laramie Project, a film made by fags for fags about fags in support of the homosexual agenda. These fags have made Matthew Shepard their poster boy for an alleged hate crime when he was killed by two men that wanted drug money from Matt. He was not the victim of a hate crime but a fool who smoked pot and didn't pay for it. Matt's mother, Judy, has made it her business to promote the fag agenda for the small price of $10,000 per gig, to speak to fags and teenagers about becoming practicing fags. She sent Matt to Hell, and makes money off his death, thus pimping him. See www.signmovies.net videos on "Fag Pimp Judy" and "Matt in Hell." For an update on how many days Matt has

It's Me
Today is a very sucky day It seems i can't do anything right, And the bad weather is killing my back i don't like this cold ... The kids didn't have school again. my head is pounding and it feels like someone beat me with a ball bat Just another bad day Hope everyone else is haveing a better day than i did so far ........ You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) send answers to my messages REPOST THIS WITH DEAR ______ (YOUR NAME) AND HAVE PEOPLE MESSAGE YOU FILLING IN THE BLANK Why is it people act like there your friends but come to find out there back stabbers and users ..... I don't like PEOPLE that dose that when I try to help th

Nsfw
Ok here is the deal if you want to see my NSFW pics..... 1. If you are a GUY Rate / Fan / + ME first, then you can either Bling Me, or get me 10 bling credits. Do not beg to see them without doing the above once the above is done PM me and they will be open to you. 2. If you are a couple I have no problem showing them to you. I ask that you also Rate / Fan / + Me and send 25,000 FuBucks then please PM me and open your photos to me as well. 3. I am bisexual so if you are a woman who would like to see them I ask that you send me a Fu hug with the note nsfw and u will be accepted. I ask in return that I may see yours if you have any. THANKS AND ENJOY THE PICS -- new ones added often I did not write this, but I totally agree that these are 40 things guys should NOT do. Take notes guys! 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials.

Kiss
vote for me, most kissable lips. vote for my friend best tatt! thanks all hugs and kisses lily

Sexy W/o A Shirt Contest
i need yor help friends , need votes , and bombs . please help clk pic in red box and go . thank so much FOR HELPING VOTE FOR ME PLZ AND BOMB ME, CLK PIC IN RED BOX FOR SEXIEST GUY W/O A SHIRT CONTEST, THEN GO SEE MY NUDES ON MY PAGE I NEED HELP AND VOTES , BOMBS . CLK PIC IN RED BOX AND GO ! PLEASE ITS FOR SEXIEST W/O A SHIRT CONTEST . will u help me please.

Im Just Me
(1) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when thay are right and you need to shut up. (2) FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been givin five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that end bigin with "Nothing" usually end in "Fine". (4) GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) LOUD SIGH: This isn't actually a word, but a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will

About Me...
Just jumped online for a second to check mail & clean up the friend's list because I was getting like 4-10 emails from CT because someone wanted to show me some blog post.... Hell if I know..... Anyway if you wanna catch me online? Your best bet is Yahoo Messanger: hukastar I'm rarely ever on CT anymore.....got tooo much real life drama to be dealing with internet drama too.... xoxox - Shana/Dahlia My entire life has been thrown upside down in one weekend..... I tend to keep my personal life off the internet but since this has to do with the internet ina round about way then "what the hell"... I've spent the better part of the last 4 & 1/2 building a person up & waiting for said person to grow up & be the man I need him to be only to end up spinning my heels in a hell of my own making.... And just when I give up hope & accept my fate to be stuck in this situation for the rest of whatever & that my heart will never heal.....along comes a man that could change everything

Veteran's Issues And Rights
How the U.S. Is Failing Its War Veterans By Dan Ephron and Sarah Childress Newsweek March 5, 2007 issue - After returning from Iraq in late 2005, Jonathan Schulze spent every day struggling not to fall apart. When a Department of Veterans Affairs clinic turned him away last month, he lost the battle. The 25-year-old Marine from Stewart, Minn., had told his parents that 16 men in his unit had died in two days of battle in Ramadi. At home, he was drinking hard to stave off the nightmares. Though he managed to get a job as a roofer, he was suffering flashbacks and panic attacks so intense that he couldn't concentrate on his work. Sometimes, he heard in his mind the haunting chants of the muezzin—the Muslim call to prayer that he'd heard many times in Iraq. Again and again, he'd relive the moments he was in a Humvee, manning the machine gun, but helpless to save his fellow Marines. "He'd be seeing them in his own mind, standing in front of him," says his stepmother, Marianne. Schulz

My Katrina Stories...
Came from a pile of rubble in what used to be a family home... From an 8 year old boy who wanted to thank me for "helping" them. He has no idea how much he helped me. He has no idea that he gave me the greatest gift. If it is truly greater to give..than to receive...Then I was given the gift of being able to help and to give at a time of some of the greatest need this nation has ever seen in our own country. It is one of my treasured possessions... Many of you know that an ERV is an Emergency Response Vehicle... That is what the Red Cross also calls their vehicles that are modified ambulances used to distribute food and water to disaster areas. That was my job in Biloxi, MS for one month post Katrina. While I was there...I saw some horrific things...And images that are hard to explain. It is impossible to portray the devastation in a tiny picture. Pictures just don't seem to capture the enormity of seeing devastation as far as the eye

Men Facts
Ok guys up for bidding Tesha our very own head Pimpette :D she will fan rate add u, rate all pics and stash crush u for 24 hous put fu owned by whom ever a salute to u sfw 1 hour cam on yahoo added to family for 24 hours! Bidding starts at 8am till 9pm bids can be place in fubucks, vips, big pimping gifts, and or blasts anything well be accepted for bids! Winnings will be paid to Tesha and she is not urs until u have paid her! any questions plz ask and guys bid away who wouldnt want this sexi lady!!! so let the fun began :D Do you ever wonder how you can meet someone so far away, but feel as if they are right beside you. Or get the feeling you've known them your whole life, almost as if you were ment to meet this person. A stange spark drew you together and it only grew into something bigger. I don't know what exactly drew me to him maybe it was just the way he is. Speaks his mind and just tells it how it is. Funny and smarter than any male i've met.. EVER. The way he just kno

I Need Help In A Giveaway
I am participating in a giveaway in which i need just over 45000 comments in 51 days to win myself a happy hour All help is appreciated Thanks Mick I just started participating in a giveaway in which i need 50000 comments in 8 weeks to win myself a happy hour All help is appreciated Thanks Mick

Funny Crap
To Those of You Born 1920 - 1983 TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED THE 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-base paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, locks on doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had baseball caps not helmets on our heads. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, no booster seats, no seat belts, no air bags, bald tires and sometimes no brakes. Riding in the back of a pick- up truck on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and not from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four frien

My Contest
Hi Guys (and gals) REMEMBER that our very own LORD GARFIELD is hosting the HAPPY HOUR of 8pm CENTRAL...and 9pm EASTERN.. That's the FIRST HOUR of the BOMBFEST, so let's get in there early, bomb fast and furious, and take an early lead. We are on a roll this week....we are almost back to bombing strength...so let's all WORK TOGETHER, HAVE FUN, and KICK SOME A$$ !!! We will once again have a 2 hour bombfest this Thursday evening from 8p - 10p central time or 9-11p Eastern time. THAT'S TONIGHT. Lets all try to SAVE OUR COMMENTS Thursday and show up for this thing. We don't want to get beat again. I expect every1 who can to show up for this please. It is a way to VIP one of our members in a 2 hour time period. And if we bomb hard and make it worth Earl's while he may do it more often for us. :-) Anybody else interested in doing that as well let me know and we can arrange it. It will cost you the 20 bucks to VIP someone and you would need to get other entrants besides us to make it worth

Insane Say I
Creeping like seeping sewage through my brain, I am in danger of the fall into the shadow call that has left reticulated scars of my sin etched for all to see upon my skin. Never the victor, never to win. Yet I must refrain from the distain of my insane self and I sit in feign acceptence again and again through the passage of the days. Bewildering bracers of bronze being brandished by a bellowing, brash barbarian Let them not see, the me, not the 'I', that would cry at a child's pain. Let them not know, the flow, of rot spoiled mind, driven insane. "Can't we just be friends?" damned words into my heart rends. Chuckle and smile, in denial, of the true hand that lacerates the jugular grand, for the beauteous river of red. And she, she frolicks in the fields of infedelity, ripping my soul, taking away all that was free, within me, leaving me to stand allone, in the land, makings circles in the sand, that the foundations of my sanity, are built on. To

Life And Its Ups N Downs
I'm not one to complain about ANYTHING on FU because it is just that, Fubar, but there have been some things brought to my attention lately that I think have sunk in tonight. I know once you start racking up "friends and fans" its hard to keep. Believe me, I KNOW! But there are only a few I hold close to me and I would do ANYTHING for them just to make their day a little better or to even make them feel special. I may not get to you guys as much as I want but I do get to you. And when I have the means to do so, I spoil the hell outta my close friends. But my rant its, I do and do and do over and again for some people and I dont feel like its appreciated. I wont call out names, because that isnt my style but I'm to the point, I just wont do anything anymore for anyone. No more blinging, no more photo edits, nothing. I am not asking for anything major but appreciation I think isnt much to ask. AGAIN, this isnt for everyone, just a certain few I feel have taken advantage. For th

Dreamer
I need to do this.. if only to prove to myself that im not worthless... to have something to show for myself...i need to keep pushing for it.... I want to be able to show that if i put my mind to it im worth while... I know that i can be good company.. I just dont give myself the chance to anymore Something just has to give...has to change...the oppertuneities******(htf do u spell it) that pass by because i feel like i couldnt measure up and have nothing to bring to the table besides myself and empty pockets.. i think the empty pockets are what get me the most... because if i had money of my own i wouldnt mind doing things with others because i wouldnt feel like they felt i was relying on them for something that involved money dont get me wrong i think that i have much to offer in myself and if nobody likes what i got to give then thats there loss..i jsut feel like i can offer more or it would give me an advantage to have a career and the things i can show for it

Life Is Short
Last night someone near and dear to my heart was robbed at gun point. He was working night shift at a gas station. The gunman took his wallet with his drivers license (home address) and money as well as whatever he got from the store. As scary as it is that this person now has lil D's home address and could strike him personally again.... I realize that this situation could have been a whole lot worse. I could be telling y'all about a death right now. The point of this is to take a minute to remind y'all that life is short. It can change in the blink of an eye. Don't hold grudges. Forgive and forget. Hold those you love close to you, and take every minute you can to let them know that they are loved, and to you- they MATTER. To my friends: I want to thank you for taking the time to read this, and thank you for the love and support you've given me over this past year with school and my divorce and all that. As f*cked up as my life feels sometimes- I truly am bles

Help!!!
hey anyone who reads this...i need help. how does this site work??? someone please show me the ropes???

Phrase Of The Day
The past is like a road sign on the path of one's life. It guides you on your journey, but doesn't determine where you'll end up. IF BEAUTY COMES FROM WITHIN THEN FLIP ME INSIDE OUT FOR THEN I WILL APPEAR SVELTE  AND NO LONGER STOUT Always thought outside of that shape could never stay in the lines I colored off the page Always ready to take a risk Could never play it safe

Witty
perfect breakfast: I'm gonna go with the classic. an omelet, with lots of cheese,  orange juice, thick slightly burned bacon, and crispy hashbrowns.   perfect date: Dinner and drinks, followed by a show (preferably a good one), more drinks, a walk on the pier, followed by rough sex that happens without planning. perfect kiss: nice and hard on the lips, followed by a bite on the neck   perfect argument: something about rediculous pop culture.  I'll pretend to be right even when I realize I'm wrong. perfect man/woman: Smart is number one. I like women I think are smarter than me.  beautiful, funny (Witty is really whats important), someone I can argue about stupid things with, and then make up.  Someone who is as spontanious as I am. The best times arent planned   perfect shoe: I have two. beach mocosins (spelling?), I wear them everywhere, and buy a new pair every couple of months. they wear out quick. and adidas sambas. they take like six months to wear in, but once you do, the

Auction...
I am gonna auction myself off.. here is what I got to offer:   11s on your pics.. twice in the month u own me pimpout daily when I am on here... a salute.. a nsfw salute if given a bling pack comments your name with mine on my page you on my page.. and just me.. showin u some love :D

Points
I will be selling my points often. If you are interested the following are what I charge. If you want them let me know the day you wish to be alturized.   1 auto & 1 boomerang          or 10 mil fubucks and 2 boomerangs If you buy me a 65 credit bling pack..I will use that to buy auto If you throw in a bomb along with any of these I will bomb during that time as well. Also looking for a hh in which you will get points as well. Sb me and we can discuss any deals you want to make.

Spew!
A - Joseph rating my pics and hitting on me?   or     B - Seeing fubars regular pervert - "Bob the Love Doctor" going across the top of the page under the new name "Sexy Texan"?   I seem to scare females off....   is it because i'm too sarcastic? kinky fucker? Dosen't want a full on relationship? has Mel Gibson moments? stalks bitchy types of females? too outspoken and immature? Hmmm.....nah!...must be something else hey? I mean really..... should i delete the lot of you for a reality check? you don't need those boomerangs, 11's etc to be someone in a world that is non existent. shame!....

A Master's Creed
I am sure some of you have seen this a million times over. Read it again.   A Master's Creed ~ The Dominants Creed ~* Above all else a Dom cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the giftthe submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all. * A Dom is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knowshow to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift.* A Dom is in control of Themself first and foremost, so that They may control others.* As a stern and demanding Dom, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears.* As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character.* In times of trouble, a Dom will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, neverforgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals.* A Dom is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality.* A Dom would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or f

What Is A Firefighter
What is a Fireman? He's the guy next door - a mans man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotten over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He's a guy like you and me with warts and worries and unfulfilled dreams. Yet he stands taller than most of us. He's a fireman. He puts it all on the line when the bell rings. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of men. He's a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He's a gentle man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He's responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He's a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life hot coffee, held in numb, unbending fingers a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling the camaraderie of brave men the divine peace and selfless service of a job well done in the name of all men. He doe

The_voice
Scattered thoughts lost in a haze,Dazed and confused im stuck in this maze,Freedom or death we'll set your plans ablaze,Cause we see you comin and its not what we hoped for change,You've re-constructed your outer shell to appear like us,Cant fool me, with x-ray vision i see through all the dust ,You kicked up as you blazed your trail,But see i know your success was designed for you to fail,The new world order will never relinquish their power,Until we the people take to the streets and destroy all their followers,..Myself i cant believe we let it get this far,Where we have no clue what we believe or who we really are,We allow our government to ravish and murder innocent ones,Then tell me for my safety it had to be done,Some believe this lie but not I,I choose a higher path to fly,where with my hands i control the wheel of time,Normalcy can return through reason and rhyme,One mind, One decision to love mankind,And poof, next thing ya know,We awaken in a world full of hope,I know its mor

In The Still Of The Night
In the still of the night In the still of the night..stars visible with pale lights illuminating faintly the surrounding countryside.  The wind stirred the palms shaking their dry winter fronds.  Time marched and along the eastern horizon, a shallow pink touched the earth signaling the arrival of the morning.  Slowly twisted shapes emerged like grasping  fingers reaching to the sky and materialized into shrubs and pines..first black, then grey, and finally green. The pink became more pronounced and shades of red pierced the edge of the horizon.  Deeper red pushed hard at one point in the horizon, then yellows and oranges competed for dominance chasing the reds and greens away.  A bright, sharp edge of magnificence pierced the edge and washed all other colors away.  Morning had arrived. Good morning.

Not Breathing
She will not hold her breath, which is as well,For he'd not suffocate her with his need;Her eyes wide-open, as she sucks the seedFrom deep within him; she can almost tellWhen she will sense him coming: let him tenseAnd find his heart-beat surging, see she's wrappedHer tongue around the eagerness she's mappedWith her lips and her mind - a recompense;Is this the reward sought by both of them?The taste that washes round - an afterthought,An afterworld, beyond that little death,To which he will succumb, when she won't stemThe flow of his excitement, for he's taughtThat it's as well, she will not hold her breath.

Unedited Me :)
Pretty much anything anyone of my so called "Fubar" friends knows about me is information I have allowed myself to share. This might not be a big deal to some people but I do have trust issues and only allow certain people to know any "good dirt" on me, something that can later be used against me! This is the unedited version of me: ~ I swear and take the Lord's name in vain often ~ I drink to pass out ~ I take drugs to escape my reality ~ I love a tall brunette, 36 C's, nice firm ass, a few tattoos and a few piercings. ~ I love tall men with dark eyes and hair. ~ A sexy guitar player could cause me to sin 7 ways from Sunday ~ I'll end up back in a mental hospital before next year. ~ I could very easily close my eyes and sleep forever ~ The smile on my lips doesn't mean I'm happy.....my eyes hold all my pain inside them.

Masterlee And His Written Doodles
as u may know i have always been a big fan of returning all gifts im sent. but right now ive been way to busy to do what i want on this issue. so to save myself time i will only be returnming gifts that r not reg. booze drinks. i will continue to send rounds to all newbies, fans, and friends daily. still, i think u will find its worth it still, for i will send only vip gifts in return for as long as im a vip. so if u have ur eye on a vip big pimping gift heres ur chance p.s. i may send a gift for reg booze 2 if u write something interesting along with the gift A conversation that took place after Tenacious D performed their greatest hit Tribute at a concert.A guy pulls the band away to a secluded area and wants to know more about this incitent. He asks JB to describe this demon. JB fills him in, and the guy says..."Hmm. Intereasting. It seems to me you must have been mistaken. This was not the devil. This could only have been Ron White, and it sounds to me was totally d

Myglitterz
OKAY SO I GUESS I AM LATE ABOUT THE NAME CHANGING TO CHERRY TAP! WE WILL CHANGING OUR GRAPHICS TO REFLECT THE NEW NAME CHANGE! WE CURRENLTY ARE MAKING MAJOR CHANGES TO THE WEBSITE! WE HAVE ADDED THANKSGIVING GRAPHICS SO COME AND CHECK THEM OUT! WE WOULD LIKE TO GET MORE INVOLVED WITH CHERRYTAP SO PLEASE IF YOU HAVE AND COMMENTS OR REQUESTS LET US KNOW! THANKS!! WE ADDED A FEW NEW LOST CHERRY GRAPHICS TODAY! COME CHECK THEM OUT WE HAVE ALL NFL TEAMS. COME AND VISIT MYGLITTERZ.COM OUR NFL TEAMS ARE UNDER THE COMMENTS SECTION OR CLICK HERE TO GO RIGHT TO OUR NFL GLITTERZ

Is It Real Or Is It Memorex
i see you in the doorway standing so beautifully i never knew what to say i never knew what to do you haunted me eternally hiding every mistake i made making me feel so infernally i could never do right by you you would stare at me with your ice eyes every moment a death would occur never telling me when its my turn to die hiding myself from yoursoulfull gaze what do you want from me what is it i hide what is it that you see that makes you stare so hard all i wish is you would hide from me making it so i could never see the day that i would die for this i wish youd lie hide from me my dear love hide from me your dead gaze hide me away from my future and all those lonely days i feel so alone heartbroken and unknown i sit and wonder as my hearts torn asunder am i worth love? or am i just another dove flying through the world as noticed as a flag unfurled i work to much drink to much smoke to much feel to much i cant watch someone in

Islander Pride
Sep 20, 2006 5:58 PM "Roses are red ISLANDERS are brown thats my race so don't put it down!! My ISLANDER pride I will not hide My ISLANDER race I will not disgrace My ISLANDER blood flows hot & true My ISLANDER peeps I will stand by you thru thick & thin till the day we die Our ISLANDERS flag Always stands high I yell this poem Louder than all the rest. cuz every 1 knows ISLANDERS ARE THE BEST!!! ISLANDERS Pride in my mind ISLANDERS is my kind So step aside and let me through Cuz its all about the ISLANDERS crew Life sucks and then u die but if your an ISLANDER You die with good ass pride!!!! IF YOUR A TRUE ISLANDER U WILL SEND THIS TO 10 ISLANDERS""

Somethin 2 Say
if sumone has sum pics set 2 private plz plz dont ask them if u can c it........trust me When Lilly was a young lady she was envied by all, a father quite wealthy and the belle of each ball. She married, had children, and the family did well, but she outlived them all and now life is hell. Her husband passed on, but the children were there, but to live past their death just doesn't seem fair. Now she sits and rocks on her front porch each day, praying that at least their memories will stay. People walk by her mansion and see her each day, envy her wealth and wish they lived that way. To be able to just sit there with a nurse by her side having no clue that each day she has cried. Lilly has the faith she will be with them once more, prays God for mercy to end lifes hard chore. Still, they walk by her mansion and see her each day envying her wealth and wishing they lived that way ok people check this out.....im new here and stuff so im so fuckin lost write now. ok i

My Blog
HILLBILLY MIRROR After living in the remote wilderness of Kentucky all his life, an old hillbilly decided it was time to visit the big city. In one of the stores he picks up a mirror and looks in it. Not ever having seen one before, he remarked at the image staring back at him, "How about that! Here's a picture of my daddy." He bought the 'picture', but on the way home he remembered his wife Lizzy didn't like his father. So he hung it in the barn and every morning before leaving for the fields, he would go there and look at it. Lizzy began to get suspicious of these many trips to the barn. One day after her husband left, she searched the barn and found the mirror. As she looked into the glass, she fumed, "So that's the ugly bitch he's runnin' around with." A friend of mine wrote this. thought i'd share it with who ever wants to read it. I have recently been presented with a group of individuals who have laid claim to the idea that God can not exist. If He (o

My Ramblings
Do you ever find yourself wishing you could go back in time and get a do over? I do. My sister turns 16 today. I wish I could go back starting at my 16th birthday and get a 2 year do over. I would do so many things different. But then I think of that whole 'butterfly effect' kind of thing happening. I still wish though. But, I would have never had Nicholas. And although it was a tragic thing and it has been hard, I don't regret it. Losing him I think has made me stronger, but still weak to things. Christmas is now three days away. I am getting more and more excited about it as it draws nearer. I'm like a little kid again. I see the presents under the tree and just want to dive in. I also like the fact that its the only time of the year that my family doesn't argue. That's always nice. I'm happy to be excited about something again. But after Christmas, what do I look forward to? A new year with new mistakes? Trying to lose the pounds I've packed on during the holidays? My birthd

Pump Is In The House
Two California Highway Patrol Officers were conducting speeding nforcement on I-15, North of MCAS Miramar. One of the officers was using a hand held radar device to check speeding vehicles approaching near the crest of a hill. The officers were suddenly surprised when the radar gun began reading 300 miles per hour. The officer attempted to reset the radar gun, but it would not reset and turned off. Just then a deafening roar over the treetops revealed that the radar had in fact locked onto a USMC F/A-18 Hornet which was engaged in a low flying exercise near the location. Back at the CHP Headquarters the Patrol Captain fired off a complaint to the USMC Base Commander. Back came a reply in true USMC style: Thank you for the message, which allows us to complete the file on this incident. You may be interested to know that the tactical computer in the Hornet had detected the presence of, and subsequently hostile radar equipment and automatically sent a jamming si

Depression
A miracle too late Why do I strive to be a better man than my father? Because I feel alone to him, because I cannot be my brother.. We can talk and talk and never work things out All he seeks is praise from others, such a shame I want to shout The man that made me is so blind to see I am nothing like him, but I am me! Oh I tried for years just to get along But it always ends in a country sad song Most men would have been so proud of things I've done I'm a man's man, not a wimpy ass clown! Oh I love woman, beer, and yes even Nascar! But I put on a suit to work, Integrity I will go far! Parenting, yes I now a thing or two I've raised 6 not of my own, even purchased their shoes They had no dad, and I was a welcome sign Stood proud in front of them, covering their behinds That is how I go about my day Giving them loving, attention, showing them the right way Yes their are days, my kids aren't good enough for you But the

Gonna Have Some Fun
i gotta say i was on the verge of leaving fubar.....until recently i met a few great people on here and have actually made some good friendships...so i guess things DO have a way of working out....we shall see. Im discovering a lot of very very cool people who are right here under my nose the whole time! And to think we could have been having fun like this for ages! who knew they were right in my backyard???? Its been a long time since Ive been out for a good time. Im going to take the opportunity to remedy that just as soon as I can! Got any ideas?....Let me know! LOL (I can't wait to see these) *winks*

Crap N Stuff
1. How old will you be in 12 months? 32 2, Do you think you'll be married by then? uhm iunno? 3.Where did number 3 go? i ate it 4. Who was the last person you called? Moms 5. Who was the last person to call you? Joe 6. Do you prefer to call or text? text, but it gets expensive 7. Do you have any pets? i have children 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? texting 9. parents separated/divorced/married? separated 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? ysterday 11. What happened at 11:00a.m.? i'm not there yet... 12. How many states have you lived in? 4 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 14 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet 15. Are you a social person? ehh no 16. What was the last thing you ate? cheerios 17.favorite ice cream. rockt road 18. What is your favorite dessert? twinkies 19. What is your favorite TV show? House, Lost, Grey's Anatomy 20. What kind of jelly do

Shattered
My heart breaks like glass shattering to pieces, how foolish I was to think it would last. Rain pours down my face concealing the tears streaming down my face. As the wind howls with my pain knowing now that loving you was in vain and things will never be the same. Wondering in an endless sea of darkness and doubt wondering if or when I'll ever find my way out. Once you were my guiding light showing me the way through the darkest of nights. As my shattered heart turns slowly turns to ice and the night grows cold and dark. I now know I was ment to do this alone to find my way from behind the shadow of your doubts. Knowing now it's you I can live without. JAK (poisonivy)

Bored
I made my very 1st cheese cake...and its EDIBLE... YAY!!!! going away for the weekend.. be back sunday!!! Trying to help my score, please rate, fan etc...

The Illusion
What I want from this life is not money or fame, just to find the right person who won't make this a game. Who cares what you do to waste time in your life, are you looking for something... like a husband or wife? Clock time has no meaning, it's long and just there, a search for your partner could find them ~ your pair. But what does success mean if you spend life alone...with no one to share with, is a house not a home? Are you looking for something to make life complete...or searching for someone that you just cannot meet. Don't count on another to answer your prayers, you must do this yourself, or yours becomes theirs. Attracting your soulmate is a fabulous thing, it should last to forever, not an overnight fling...When you finally meet them, like the waves crashing down, beware of betrayal as the circle comes round. The world as we view it is much like a dance, you can take what is coming and live it by chance...Or seek answers to questions and live

Help!!!
you can help me out with a blast giveaway. bomb this pic if you want something to do, ya know ya love me! cuz i love you! if anyone is bored you can comment bomb this pic! show me ya love me! I need some help with a giveaway i am in. Pleas leave me a comment or two, i help when asked! Where are my elite hotties at? Thanks! here is the link

Articles
One Soda a Day May Boost Risk for Heart Disease Drinking just one soft drink a day — whether diet or regular — may boost your risk of getting heart disease, a new study shows. That is because a soda habit increases the risk of developing a condition called metabolic syndrome, according to the new research, and that in turn boosts the chance of getting both heart disease and diabetes. "Even one soda per day increases your risk of developing metabolic syndrome by about 50 percent," says Ramachandran Vasan, MD, professor of medicine at Boston University School of Medicine and the senior author of the study, published in the July 31 issue of the American Heart Association's journal Circulation. To be diagnosed with metabolic syndrome, three of five criteria must be met: a large waistline, elevated blood pressure, elevated fasting blood sugar, elevated fasting triglycerides, or reduced HDL or "good" cholesterol. "This study adds to the wealth of scientific evidence that sugar

Angel
NEED SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO PUT MUSIC IN A LONGUE AND TEACH ME PLEASE I AM BEGGING 4 HELP.. THANKS ANGEL HELL LONGUE ANGEL Today And Yesterday!! I have loved you all. So Much I've cherished . Every moment , we shared Deep in my heart. But , if I leave . This world tomorrow. Will you know how much. I loved you ALL And how deep I cared? I've tried to be here. To be a friend, And to dry your tears . That would fall. We talked about everything , Big and Small. Sometimes laughed And Sometimes Cried. I can Remember , The First time I met all my friends . And each one That Call's me MOM . The first kiss. From each man in my life . Each touching a part Of my heart . In different Way's. The first time I held one of my Children And I knew , I had a gift from Heaven. Praying I would love them , the way All Children deserve! Please - Forgive me if it wasn't enough. Would you know, That I had, one last Though , of you ALL ? That my pain and

Life
Ok, so I am now entering my first year as an assistant football coach for my sons team and let me tell you all about the experiences I have had. We have NOT even had a practice yet. So when deciding where my son should play football, me,my ex wife and her husband decided to let our son play for a organization formed only one year ago. This is indeed a great organization who are trying to teach the young men football along with many other important lessons to becoming a man. Only problem with that is what they expect the parents and/or the coaches to endure. It all started last December when a football recruiter approached my ex wife at a basketball game at which my son was playing. Yeah I said recruiter. He stated that the program was looking for bright kids with any kind of athletic ability. He passed on his website and told her to give them some serious thought when choosing a team to play for. She shares this experience with me and I was all for it. This was our first step at

So Emotional
That was my day today... Ok there was no actual ass-fucking but I felt like I got raped by the world today! My moment of happiness was short lived. I have no idea why certain people go out of their way to ruin my day and then tell me that they love me... Are all parents like that? And then she has the gall to ask me why I do not visit more often... Then I have issues with someone who has a longer conversation with this very same mother than they do me... I am so mad right now that I cannot even think. No, I am not mad. I am disappointed. I am very disappointed. I try to always be there for whoever in my life needs me yet I do not get the same. If I call you crying, don't tell me that you have to go talk to some guy about something irrelevant. That does nothing to help me get over whatever made me cry. As far as I am concerned everyone at this moment can bite me. I have nothing poetic to pretty up this incoherent rough draft of thoughts. This is me in my raw, unpretty and o

Tell You Something...
If I had no more time No more time to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was I everything that you was looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch And no longer would you be here,I'd be wishing you was here To be everything that ive been looking for for i don't want to forget the present is a gift, and i don't want to take for granted the time you may have here with me cause lord only knows another day here is not really guaranteed So everytime you hold me, hold me like it's the last time Everytime you kiss me, kiss me like you'll never see me again Everytime you touch me, touch me like it's the last time Promise that you'll love me, love me like you'll never see me again How many really know what love is? millions never will, don't know until you lose it That is everything that we've been looking for When i wake up in the morning and your beside me, Im so grateful that ive found, evthing that i have been looking for... Alicia Keys...

Begging For Help
im in another auction...CUM bid on me!!! OK so Dolla, Dom, and I need help with naming our radio station. So we will be taking votes in here for it. Voting will end at 12:00 am Sat May 30th.   Choices are: Sound Wave Radio   midnight Xpress radio   Uproar Radio   Please only 1 vote per person.....   We wanna know what you like!!! If you have any ideas please message any of us.   Thanks! I was just entered into an auction against my will...lol So if you want to bid on me heres the link http://fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=163563&pid=636572#

Me
My long term goal is to have a balanced relationship that is truly a team (in the fullest sense of the word) that will in turn contribute to all other areas of life. But what do I mean by the relationship being a team? It means that both people take full responsibility for themselves and each other, flowing power to each other. They are like a well-oiled machine, whether they are operating in tandem or individually. A constructive and fulfilling relationship with the ideal partner would be one in which both people are supportive of each other. This applies to group goals as well as individual goals and activities. They cover each other's backs, the strengths of one compensating for the weaknesses of the other. Yin and yang. I developed this list after evaluating past relationships and looked at what things were lacking for me. It is pretty certain that if things were lacking for me in the other person, then I also lacked things that they needed or wanted. We are who we are. Some

High Tech Info
Thats right, from what i have seen though its not all stations yet. However there is a nice assortment to pick from. Old and New. Old as in I dream of Jeanie Old. There is this new website, thats free to use, however you must signup to view the movies. They provide full episodes, as well as short clips to be viewed at your leisure. I tried it out and was suprised at how well it worked. However the navigation while simple is almost to simple. If you are like me and work odd hours, but love shows that come on NBC or FOX, and it appears other networks are being added as we speak. I suggest you at least take a test view of this site. Hulu Ya the name sounds funny but its nice to know you can find shows when your bored. Even really old shows from your youth. Be advised there are short commercials where the original commercials once were. So far from what i have seen the commercials come in at less then 10 seconds each. So it is very bearable, much more bearable then watching it on

Native American Recipes
1 cup chopped onion 4 cups cubed potatoes 1 tbs salt 1/8 tbs pepper 5 cups raw fish, cubed, 3/4" 1 qt boiling water 2 cups milk 1 cup half & half 1 sprig parsley or chives for garnish Add potatoes, onions, salt and pepper to water. Cook about 10 minutes, until vegetables are soft, but not completely cooked. Add the fish and cook 10 minutes. Add milk and lhalf & half, stir and heat 15 min longer. Do NOT boil. Serve with parsley or chives. http://ppisces17.ning.com/profile­/2dso0jfli7ve3 I AM INVITING YOU TO COME AND JOIN ME AT MY NATIVE PRIDE NING PAGE I AM THE OWNER OF THIS SITE . ! THE LINK YOU NEED TO JOIN ME THERE IS LISTED ABOVE.THANK U RACHEL! Andrew Vasquez 1 cup cornmeal 1/2 Cup molasses 1/3 Cup flour 1/2 tsp salt 1 cup milk 1 egg 2 tbs lard - melted Mix together the cornmeal, flour, salt. Add milk, egg and lard; beat until smooth. Fill well-greased cornstick pans almost to the top (or pour into a greased 8 in. pan). Bake in a p

My Input
RU4REAL: arent you a little heavy to be taking all those racy pics? what would make you think someone wanted to look at a fat ass so much, STOP TAKING SO MANY PICS OF YOURSELF AND GO ON A DIET!!! My response ->RU4REAL: you do not have to attack me with a fake profile . its sad people like you must hide in the shadows under a mask to take about others. ............................................. I did block this person after , I know its a fake profile . If you must be rude,mean and all please at least be man/woman enough to do it to my face instead of wearing a mask( fake profile) to hide who you are. I really pity this person though . Ive seen so many mumms about the same damn thing so Im going to just write my 2 cents here so I can copy paste and just comment the mumm on this subject without rewriting anything. The MUMM .................. the truth from women created @ 10/7/2008 10:32 am mum expired. [FRIENDS] ok ladies help a guy out please...

Thank You
Words can't even describe the thanks that I am sending out to each and every one of you that helped me on my auto-11. I am in awe and strictly amazed!! You guys blew the roof off of this one! I had many people telling me thanks I leveled because of your pictures, where as I am thinking, thanks you got me a BIG step closer to Oracle. I have some before and after pics to post here, its amazing!! As I started the auto-11, I took a screen-shot. Then I screen-shot right after the auto's had ended! Now notice that, that is 2,978,365 knocked off!! I swear, if I didn't see you or give you some type of thanks, please let me know so I can return some love!!!! Thanks you all so much! Tawnya I totally can NOT even begin to say thank you enough to everyone that helped me Oracle last night with my auto on... Once again, I was the dingle dork that forgot to do a screenshot prior to starting it but I do know I was at roughly 3.339 mill to go to level. You guys blew it out of the

Venting
I guess I'm a glutton for punishment. As if I'm not miserable enough. Anyway, I decided to try on my wedding dress today. So 10 years after the wedding, after 2 kids, it still fits perfectly. I'm thrilled that I once again have my 20 year old body. The memories got to me, though and I bawled like a baby. Oh, well. That's what I get for being a stupid little girl and falling head over heels for a liar. In a few days it will be the anniversary of my first miscarriage in 2008. I am upset anyway because really want another baby, but I was thinking a couple nights ago, for lack of anything else to do. That baby was due Sept. 17. I lost the second one in a few days before Halloween. When I counted back, I noticed that Sept 17 was the day I most likely became pregnant. A little weird, huh? And on top of that, my father in law passed away on Sept 15, 2008. I believe that everything happens for a reason. But for the life of me, I can't figure this one out. http://www.lvrj.com/ne

Blah
i am leaving, i have had enough of the cheating fucking lying filthy whores in this place. one hour starts now, if anybody wants anything out of my pics etc/ now is the time. types of mummers fun people, there for entertainment and friends. angry people looking to blow off steam without really hurting anyone angry people looking to hurt people lonely hearts looking to score some romance serial killers looking for victims cross dressers looking for fashion tips religious zealots looking to show us all the light toothbrush salesmen looking to spread the joy of dental hygiene space cadets looking to.................. nasty fucking tramps looking to take advantage of member of the opposite sex who are in a vulnerable position. ash, in a category of her own bored lonely housewives looking for some virtual cock action mormons fudge packers midgets people who have crossed several species barriers in their genetic makeup obsessive castrati

Funny Things I Like
Ain't Nobody Telling Me What My Baby Allergic To By Amber RichardsonMarch 28, 2007 | ISSUE 43•13So yesterday some bitch nurse at the clinic was wasting my time trying to tell me my baby Liondrae all allergic to penicillin or some shit. I don't know what kind of made-up bullshit that is. She probably, like, said it just to come off all important.Besides, who asked her to tell me what 'Drae allergic to anyway? I only brought him to the clinic 'cause that cut on his arm he got trying to climb the chain-link fence behind our apartment got all nasty and green and shit. They jabbed his arm up with penicillin to clear it up, but next morning, he got all swollen and looked funny, so I had to bring him back in, and that's when the nurse say he must be allergic. Now he have to be given special antibiotics twice a day, like I got time to fuck around with medicine.And then they tried to blame me for the penicillin shit, like I should've known he'd have a bad reaction to it. Well, I ain't a

Watching The World Scroll By...
I recently attended a High School reunion here in Texas.  While I overjoyed to rekindle friendships from my past.....I, after talking to a great many of the alumni realized a startling fact.  The vast majority of the people attending that function were, are now or have been divorced.  Several more than once.  Out of 100 or so couples........not but only 5 had been married for any real time at all.   What does this say about the state of marriage in this country?   I myself are recently divorced after 24 years of marriage.   Statistics be damned.......there is a real problem in this country.  Marriage just is not what it used to be......not at all!  A frightening thought when looking over our history and society in general.   It only proves what many have said.......the decay of society is even more profound that I had ever imagined.    I guess I long for the good old days.........there is no longer any room for an old-fashioned man in todays society and that is a crying shame! How man

Past Life
This brings us to one of the strangest concepts concerning soul relationships, that of "Twin Souls." As we have already seen, a soul possesses both the male and female forces within itself prior to entering the duality of the Earth. As the soul enters the world it usually selects one of its two sexual natures and projects the unique characteristics of this sex while incarnate. As difficult as it may be to understand, the unmanifested sexual part of our soul can actually incarnate at the same time we do. In other words, our soul, which is much more complex than we have imagined, is capable of separating its dual sexual nature into two separate and distinct entities, one male and the other female, and each of these two entities can incarnate into the Ear

About Me...
I cannot change the way I am, I never really try, God made me different and unique, I never ask him why. If I appear peculiar, there's nothing I can do, you must accept me as I am, as I've accepted you. God made a casting of each life, then threw the mold away, each child is different from the rest, unlike as night from day. So often we will criticize, the things that others do, but, do you know, they do not think, the same as me and you. So God in all his wisdom, who knows us all by name, he didn't want us to be bored, that's why we're not the same. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I:1, I committed suicide…2, I said I liked you…3, I kissed you…4, I lived next door to you…5, I started smoking…6, I stole something…7, I was hospitalized…8, I ran away from home…9, I got into a fight and you weren't there…10, I passed away… WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:11, Personality…12, Eyes…13, Hair…14, Family…WOULD

Bling Wish List
God Mode (100)  Auto 11's (30) Famplifier (25) Mega Polisher (20) Hot Pink Ferrari (20) Make It Rain (15) Boomerang (15)

Wedding Garment
As you most likely have begun to realize, Cheap Maternity Wedding Dresses preparing a wedding ceremony is each fascinating and typically additional than just a little nerve-wracking. Preparing for any ceremony as unique being a wedding ceremony is a lot of induce for excitement and anticipation. However,A-Line Wedding Dresses there is so a great deal to hold out and, A-Line Wedding Dressesmost likely, given that you'll want it to all go completely that's a lot of induce for nervousness and stressed nerves. And once you contemplate that it isn't the form of issue we do on the standard basis, nor a thing that people usually have any instruction for, you have to ease up just a little within the quest for perfection and attempt to concentrate within the excitement. Your wedding ceremony gown is probable to get one of the most substantial element from the wedding ceremony ceremony. Everyone's eye balls can be within the bride. what ever design of wedding ceremony you settle on, you'll come

Quotes N Jokes
So, Osama bin Laden is standing before God waiting to hear his punishment, when God gets a tap on the shoulder. Behind him stands 343 firefighters, 72 police officers, one K9 officer, 3,000 American citizens & over 5,000 soldiers. "Don't worry, God, we got this!"

Public Blogs
You ever go through Blockbuster with kids? You walk slowly around looking at the New Releases, while your kids run amock raking videos off the shelves like dominoes. Some bulgy woman who works for the store chasing after them, while trying hail me with "Sir? Sir? Are these your boys?" To which I always say, "No." This allows me time to find a movie that I'll like. Because I know that about 40 videos are coming from 4 little hands that I won't like. Kids don't know how to pick a good movie. They don't read any reviews. They easily believe what they see on TV ads. And, the only "word of mouth" they get is from other kids...who know as much as your kids do about movies. So, as I'm looking at The Last King of Scotland, here comes both boys with some movies for me to approve or deny, based on what I think would be appropriate for them to watch AND what I could stomach watching. Spenser's Choices (he's 9) 1. Leprechaun 2: A midget killing people...Vote: Denied. Why?

Your Tagged..........yessssssir
Hey to all my true friends....I am leavin this week.....if you would like me to hit you up in the mail, message me your address......I will miss you all don't forget me.... Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.) I am truely a the guy you see before you! 2.) When I get stressed I love to cook..... 3.) If someone tells me I'm hot.....its hard to believe, I don't see myself like that! 4.) I love speed, lol lets go faster....... 5.) When I drink, my other side comes out.......you will see.....let get down..... 6.) I am the funny guy!!!!! Yours Truly Smooth69 SO U WANNA FUCK? 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL [

Personal Thoughts
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?No, not for me 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not that far, just kissing 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, taken them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a foursome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others

Marbles...
its been ages since i last checked this out. I guess thats part of the issue when real life gets in the way. But i'm back now, and chatting, posting pics, and catching up with all you sexy people out there ;) Drop by and gimme some love, and it shall be returned

Congratulations, It's A Blog
My opinion on the whole NSFW policy is that it is a great policy. If you don't think that a young child walking through the room should see the pic then mark it as adult. It is not going to block anyone who wants to see it, and it keeps the site classy. I will admit, I have been searching on here for some more women who are classy enough not to WANT to show their privates all over the world, but it is difficult enough either way. The MAIN reason that I agree with the policy is that I have recently had a family with small children move into my home, and I have been unable to use CherryTap while they are here because the children are 5 and 9. I do not want to expose them to the sleasy world that the internet can introduce into the home, and CherryTap was started with the idea of OFFERING the possibility to combine the internet community (Sluts, Prudes, Point Chasers, and hermits alike) to come together and have a place to chat with like minded people (with 500,000 people, everyone

My Little World
**ONE.** Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.* **TWO.** Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.* **THREE.** Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. * **FOUR.** When you say, "I love you," mean it.* **FIVE.** When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.* **SIX.** Be engaged at least six months before you get married.* **SEVEN.** Believe in love at first sight.* **EIGHT.** Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. * **NINE.** Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.* **TEN.** In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.* **ELEVEN.** Don't judge people by their relatives. * **TWELVE.** Talk slowly but think quickly.* **THIRTEEN.** When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you wan

My Vision
Always there to pick up the peices where everyone else fails.. To maintain and support a family or four or is it more.. Sometimes you lose track when the world feels like its falling apart.. trying to make sure things are done and everyone is taken care of.. you look around and wonder why is everyone standing there when its all done.. Why did you not pick up your part or give me a shove or aleast alittle bit of support.. The strong are the ones that survive to strive and maintain all that they can.. the weak give up and expect for someone to pick them up.. Looks around and wonders why do I have to be the strong one.. I woke this morning feel like million bucks but time it was 10 am all those feelings began to drain.. I starting to feel tears in my eyes and pain in my soul once again back to feeling all alone.. I look around and see things around me that make me smile and make me gleam.. but when I look in side I see a pain a feeling of emptiness that just will not pass me by.. I h

The Love Of My Life, Princess
I HAVE BEEN DOING ALOT OF THINKING AND CONTEMPLATING LATELY, WHICH HAS PROVEN IN MY PAST TO BE QUITE PERILOUS TO MY WELL BEING AND ME. I HAVE DECIDED THAT I WILL NO LONGER GIVE IN, AND BE A SLAVE TO MY FEARS ANY LONGER… IM GOING TO STAND UP AND FIGHT. I HAVE A NEWFOUND HOPE.AND ALONGSIDE THAT HOPE, A FAITH; A FAITH I HAD ALWAYS BEEN IGNORANT AND UNAWARE OF ITS PRESENCE SO DEEP INSIDE ME. I CAN NOW TELL MYSELF I WILL NOT BE BROKEN FOREVER… MOREOVER, I ACTUALLY BELIEVE IT WHEN I SAY IT, THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE… I JUST MIGHT BE ABLE TO FACE THIS, AND MAKE IT THROUGH TODAY, SO I THINK IVE TAKEN THE FIRST STEPS TO being OKAY Star Crossed And Sleepless People stroll by me in a daze Unsure of their own destinations Unconvinced of the glory that awaits them in their own long, sought after dreams I can’t help but think it’s a tragedy A beautiful, yet ugly calamity A fall from grace if you will A plunge from such a heigh

Jokes
Who started the first computer club?

Why Trip
I WANT TO KNO HOW U LIKE UR BLOW JOBS. SLOBBY OR NEAT?? DONE FOR ALONG TIME OR JUST ENOUGH TO GET GOING. DON'T BE SHY LET ME KNO!!!!! AIGHT YA'LL LET ME BREAK THIS DOWN I HAVE A MAN!!!! I'M NOT ON HERE TO FIND ONE!!!!! UR BOYFRIENDS, HUSBANDS, WATEVA R SAFE I DON'T WANT EM LIKE THAT!!!!!!! PLEASE DON'T COME ON MY PAGE WIT THAT DRAMA OR BULLSHIT. THAT'S Y I RARELY ACCEPT THOSE WHO HAVE GF BF HUSBANDS AND WIVES. SO BY ALL MEANS IF U SEE ME ON THEIR PAGE THEY ADDED ME WASN'T THE OTHER WAY AROUND I RARELY SEND OUT INVITES. IF U HAVE A QUESTION OR PROBLEM I HAVE A SHOUTOUT BOX AND PRIVATE MESSAGES BY ALL MEANS HIT ME UP. DON'T DISRESPECT MY PAGE I WONT DISRESPECT U. IT'S THE NET DAMN GET A GRIP ON YASELF!!!!!! Tell me wat r ur signs that u've moved past lusting to loving someone.

Funny Shit
Cinderella was fired from disneytoday, she was found bouncing on pinnochio's face screaming "lie you little fucker lie"... Read this aloud English Chinese That's not right Sum Ting Wong Are you harboring a fugitive? Hu Yu Hai Ding See me ASAP Kum Hia Nao Stupid Man Dum Fuk Small Horse Tai Ni Po Ni Did you go to the beach? Wai Yu So Tan I bumped into a coffee table Ai Bang Mai Fu Kin Ni I think you need a face lift Chin Tu Fat It's very dark in here Wai So Dim I thought you were on a diet Wai Yu Mun Ching This is a tow away zone No Pah King Our meeting is scheduled for next week Wai Yu Kum Nao Staying out of sight Lei Ying Lo He's cleaning his automobile Wa Shing Ka Your body odor is offensive Yu Stin Ki Pu Great

How I Got My Nic Name
My parents both got transferred to a closer hosp. this past week...There both doing better now..My dad is walking real well with the assistance of a walker. My Mom will be the hosp. for 6-8 weeks has she has a a hairline fracture in her knee. Might have to put my Dad in a nursing home for awhile until she gets out,or I will go stay with him unless I get a job first.... For those of you that dont know whats going on,read my past couple of blogs. Hugssssssssssss Julie I will not be on tap for a few days...My dad fell and broke his hip,has to have emergency surgery yet today...I probably wont be back til Fri or Sat...Just wanted to let ya know..... HUgssssssssssssssss For some of you know my Dad fell Wed. and broke his hip.he's doing good now... Thurs nite after my Mom had been to visit my Dad in the hosp,she was in a bad car accident and is very lucky to be alive.Some guy crossed the centerline,about 4 miles from there house.They had to use the jaws of life to get her out,thank

Who Knows
well today wasnt that bad of a day. went up to annies parents house and had easter diner, then went to my families. first time my family actually got along...cant believe it. got some new pics of bubba up. they are all the same pic but i did some different stuff to them. he looks totally differnt thats for sure. rob came down and spend easter with me and my family then left tonight with the baby. im letting him have her for a week. figured it was only fair to let him have her a lil while. but besides that aint much else going on you turn to leave hugging us first knowing its hard you write a few letters letting us know your okay and you miss us you call when you can thinking its what we need to hear your voice you dont realize that you are hurting us when you dont really pay attention we support you and try to stick by you but you are so different we want the you we used to know - Get Your Own

The Life Of The Jamez Aka The Donkey
Most of you on your friends list know all the things going on. So another moving day comes and nobody to help once again. It's amazing how everyone I know asks me for help when they need my truck, however when the shoes are on the other feet no one is can stick to there commitment. So due to my lack of help I have only moved odds and ends and my desk. So note to self Drink with the people next door so when you find yourself moving something heavy like a desk with a broken ankle they might help. Thanks to "Strings" I don't have a whole lot left. and now I'm off to clean and straighten up my room. ok so many of you know, I am on probation still. I moved now from my own place back to my step moms house. its kinda cool cuz now i can stack cash and pay off what i need to. I will be able to drive next week. im so happy. its been a year and six of suspension time. even though i had it back for all of four months. so on that note blah blah blah shoot me a text

New Pics Uploaded
over 456 people on my friends list 97% are female and i do not understand why or makes me so hot and so sexy and so on and so on as i have been told and whats with my bedroom eye's i keep hearing this i am flaterd really its all very nice compliments you all have givin me but there are so many better looking guys on ct i'm just an average joe on here really i am noting special here but thank you anyway its very nice of you all YOU KNOW THERE IS MORE TO PEOPLE THEN A FUCKING NUMBER THATS ALL IT IS A NUMBER PEOPLE RATE PEOPLE ON THERE LOOKS AND NOT WHAT THEY ARE MADE OF AS A PERSON AND NEW FRIEND AND FEELNGS CAN GET HURT ALONG THE WAY AND MAKE SOMEONE REALLY FEEL LIKE SHIT I DO NOT CARE IF YOUR FAT SKINNY GOOD LOOKING HOT OR BUTT UGLY I RATE EVERYBODY A 10 BECAUSE LOOKS DO NOT MEAN SHIT TO ME AND RATINGS DONT EATHER ITS THE FRENDSHIP THAT COUNTS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm on a high,on a high there's nothing more to it. We are the sea and the sky and the blue that runs throu

Old Coots
Evil ~J~ did this to me Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- My Name is David Rex . 2- I cant sleep without a sound machine on. 3- I wont eat leftovers because Im afraid of food poisoning. 4- I have to rinse out cups before I use them 5- I am afraid of spiders and clowns 6- I am a detective 7- I translate bible verses back into hewbrew and greek as a hobby 8- I always hug people even if they dont like it 9- I hate my hair because it is deserting me 10- I wearglases. I tag Blondie yssuP Robinetta V1rus Punky I tag If life has stolen your sense of wonderment and innocence, You had better go out and chase a butterfly or somet

Wheres Everyone?
STARTIN TO WONDER WHO ARE REAL FRIENDS AND WHO ARE NOT, MANY OF U STOP BY EVERDAY AND SHOUT OR LEAVE LOVE, THEN THERES THE MANY WHO DON'T , I CAME HERE LOOKING FOR FRIENDS NOT PEOPLE WHO ONLY SHOUT AT YOU WHEN THEY NEED RATES, OR A FAVOR, IF YOU NOTICE YOUR NOT ON MY PAGE ANY LONGER , HERES YOUR ANSWER........ EVERYONE SLEEPING? NOT GETTING ANY SHOUTS, JUST LONELY.. LOL I'D LIKE TO KOW , HOW COME EVERYTIME I ASK FOR HELP TO LEVEL , I ONLY GET A CHOICE FEW THAT COME HELP ME OUT, IT ALWAYS SEEM LIKE ITS THE SAME PEOPLE ALL THE TIME. BUT WHEN I'M ASKED TO HELP SOMEONE I AM ALWAYS THERE.. JUST GETTING A BIT UPSET SEEING HOW ONESIDED PEOPLE CAN BE..

Xoxforgivemexox Blog
Fubar www.fubar.com/xoxforgivemexox Myspace www.myspace.com/xoxforgivemexox Facebook http://sunysuffolk.facebook.com/profile.php?id=84105671 Twitter http://twitter.com/xoxforgivemexox Flip-flops are normal, even in January. You know exactly what they mean when they say "Don't change at Jamaica." You know that The Drift Inn and Neptunes are in the same building, but you also know that they are NOTHING alike. Screw the SAT, you know the exact pronuncuation of Islip, Wantagh, Commack, Mattituck, Shinnecock, Quogue, Ronkonkoma, Hauppauge, Mineola, Islandia, Massapequa, and Patchogue. You and your friends are going to the beach, but the word beach never comes up in the conversation. Instead, it sounds something like this..."Well, we could go to Jones, but Robert Moses is closer, the North Shore is too rocky...whatever lets go to the Hamptons." You have no idea what jimmies are, or why someone would want to put them on their ice cream You have never used "wicked

Just For The Fun Of It!!!!!
Delete the other person's first name and repost this with the title "What does your first name say about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen. FUBAR NAME: D: You Are Great in bed J : People Adore you. C : You are really silly. R : Easy to fall in love with. A : You like to drink. Z.: Always remembered Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. M : Best kisser ever. O: Awesome kisser. M : Best kisser ever. REAL NAME: K:your wild and crazy E: Awesome in bed L: You Are Great in bed L: You Are Great in bed Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You Are Great in bed E: Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality and good looks. I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore you. K:your wild and crazy L: You Are Great in bed M : Best kisser ever. N : You like to drink. O: Awesome kisser. P

Random Acts Of Writting
alright...i guess im back to this again... Current mood: discontent pulse starts to slow....ur like "finally" i know.... u've been waiting for it since ur very first breath... here it is just one inhale left....it's almost over, this quest... laying here besieged by cockyness and low self esteem... i didnt think it was possible either, but ur a shirt minus the seams... a fuckin anomoly, wrapped in a riddle, surrounded by a puzzle... like the greatest speech never heard cuz they were wearing a muzzle... infinite possibilities, but life doesnt live in tranquility.... however it does end there, with final thoughts on deaf ears... gone are empty useless thoughts, broken promises, and fears... all thats left is hindsight and a lack of knowledge of what's to come.. ......to be continued..... resentment i resent more than my life, my family or my friends i resent my decisions, my path, my thoughts and my dead ends but i brought these things

Cartoons
Lollipop Lollipop lollipop Oh lolli lolli lolli Lollipop lollipop..... Call my baby lollipop Tell you why His kiss is sweeter than an apple pie And when he does his shaky rockin' dance Man, I haven't got a chance I call him Lollipop lollipop Oh lolli lolli lolli Lollipop lollipop..... Sweeter than candy on a stick Huckleberry, chimry or lime If you had a choice He'd be your pick But lollipop is mine Lollipop lollipop Oh lolli lolli lolli Lollipop lollipop..... Crazy way he thrills me Tell you why Just like a lightning from the sky He loves to kiss me till I can't see straight GEE, MY LOLLIPOP IS GREAT I call him Lollipop lollipop Oh lolli lolli lolli Lollipop lollipop..... Five surgeons from big cities are discussing who makes the best patients to operate on. The first surgeon, from New York , says, "I like to see accountants on my operating table, because when you open them up, everything inside is numbered." The second, from Chicago , re

Mile High
Holy hell, I can't breathe! Why does it seem that some of the most beautiful scenery in our great country is up so high there is almost no air. To make matters worse when it does take your breath away, you had so little to begin with. So many people have tried to describe the Colorado wilderness, and very few have seem to be able to capture their Majesty in words. The crisp air, the whisper of the Aspen trees, and the hidden treasures found among the valleys. You ever have to travel far to find ponds or streams and rivers chalk full or rainbow and brown trout. Wildlife abounds through the mountains. It had taken quite awhile to drive from the city out to the middle of nowhere. Even leaving in the late morning on a Friday, by the time we had arrived and set up camp, we were wiped out for the night. It gets cold in the mountains at night,even in late summer you better have warm clothes. I'd love to tell you all the naughty sexual depravity that went on the first night but

One Flaw In Women
MyHotComments CUTE-O-METER Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. Check all that apply. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Hottie!!!!!!! 11= Me you bed noww 12= let me fuck the shit out of you RIGHT NOW Sex Test post this and see how many people message you back with the answers this will be fun repost it [X] your answer [[ Put a X in the box ]] How old do I look? [ ] 11 [ ] 12 [ ] 13 [ ] 14 [ ] 15 [ ] 16 [ ] 17 [ ] 18 [ ] 19 [ ] 20 [ ] 21 [ ] 22 [ ] 23 [ ] 100 How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 [ ] 100 sexii as hell Would you? [ ] Do me [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or

All About Me And Junk Lol
Well ii got FU married to themann19 yes im very happy w. my FU hubby and ii'm glad that he asked me to FU marry him, it was surprising that he asked me, after ii read the message w. the ring ii got all excited lol, anyways im very happy that we got FU married!! ii love my FU hubby!! =] ii got FU married on 12.12.07 @ 1:10a.m hey check this out its funny and cute.... http://www.elfyourself.com/?id=1168874871 well theres been some DRAMA go'n on which is GAY, but my friend beth been here for a few months now and im glad she's here, theres been alot of shit go'n on here for real....i've been go'n out for 2 weeks streight lol, right about now im sick, we're gett'n a new house hopefully by next week, my dad has been work'n on it for the past week and its look'n good, i can't wait 2 move in, im hope'n we move in by next week or the 20th im soo excited :D.....oh oh and umm someone is come'n 2 visit me for v-day :D im soo happy about that too and i soo can't wait for that either but a

Something
An Australian woman is facing child abduction charges in the US after trying to bring her 17-year-old World of Warcraft boyfriend back to Oz. Tamara Broome, a 31-year-old university student, was arrested on June 26 after she flew from Adelaide to the boy's home in Greenville, North Carolina to pick up her internet beau. Broome allegedly had an online relationship with the boy for more than a year, which began in the online game World of Warcraft. The two had also exchanged copious amounts of email and even discussed marriage. The Azerothian love-affair has sent Broome to Pitt County Detention Centre where she will get a July 11 court date. Police have seized her laptop computer and charged Broome with attempting to abduct a child. If convicted she will face more than two years in a US jail. Broome is currently being held on a $2.35m bond. (WoW equipment could not be seized by authorities, as it is soulbound.) Tamara Broome According to Australian news sources, Broome

The Best Is Yet To Come
You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support. What's Your Celtic Horoscope? On this single bed listen to whats said. And on this double or full lets break every damn rule. Laying down on his king or my queen brings heaven-like realities know what I mean. If its soft you give a drilling touch the harder the better Indian or Dutch. Mexican is the fastest by fact to me still nothing is better than front to back. In late night love making all is had firm feelings thats good not bad. Touch me fine and fair all is right so I'll inhale some air. Then I'll fall to my kn

Gee, Ya Think?
Rule #1: Don't be a heifer. Rule #2: Don't suck. Rule #3: GET THIS KID OUT OF ME! (In observance of my pregnant sister)  Rule #4: If you feel like talking to me, ALWAYS go f*ck yourself instead. Rule #5: I do not want to cam, get over it. Rule #6: If you have bad spelling and grammar, I will correct you. I don't want to "chat wit u." Go get hooked on phonics. Rule #7: If you're a bigger girl, you do not look good posing from the tits up, you look ridiculous and classless. If you want to pose sexy, do some sit-ups.

Green Door Dj Line-up
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Poems
Sometimes Home Is A Cardboard Box Today I feel sad please don't watch me cry My Hobo hat's pulled low to hide my eyes You don't see my tears anyway everything I had's been taken away Even my name has been lost scary how much life costs doesn't matter what's in a name? when nothing about me is the same I've been kicked out of the Wal-Mart parking lot The man there hates the homeless, that's the thanks I got who knows he may be two steps from my spot and sometimes home is a cardboard box. This about says it all Whether Democrat or Republican, I think you'll get a kick out of this! A little boy goes to his dad and asks, 'What is Politics?' Dad says, 'Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class

Daily Life With Adam
I've been here living with Adam for months now come tomorrow...it certainly has its ups and downs but I wouldn't trade a moment of it for anything...I love him so much that I would probably do anything for him, or anything he asked me to

Randomness
Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. It is part of a group of disorders known as autism spectrum disorders (ASD). Today, 1 in 150 individuals is diagnosed with autism, making it more common than pediatric cancer, diabetes, and AIDS combined. It occurs in all racial, ethnic, and social groups and is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person's ability to communicate and relate to others. It is also associated with rigid routines and repetitive behaviors, such as obsessively arranging objects or following very specific routines. Symptoms can range from very mild to quite severe. Autism was first identified in 1943 by Dr. Leo Kanner of Johns Hopkins Hospital. At the same time, a German scientist, Dr. Hans Asperger, described a milder form of the disorder that is now known as Asperger Syndrome (read more). These two disorders are listed in the DSM IV (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental

Miscellaneous
Part 3 of 3. The dawn of day three breaks under a heavy, low hanging cloud. The skies of life are heavy as he confronts the reality that this is their last day together. The joy and glee of the previous two days brighten his spirit, while the reality of the clock, and the looming miles, cast their gloomy shadow. For a brief fleeting moment he wallows in the sorrow of their reality and his heart cries in anguish at the thought of not seeing her tomorrow. Adding to the the reality of the hour, is a lingering doubt about her interest. He is from one circumstance, her from another. She had previously commented on his Southern mannerisms and he cannot help but wonder if that is good thing, or if she has mistaken such manners for passiveness. For if she has, how will she react when he digs his heels in over something important to him? Will she run? Will she fight? Or, will she have the courage to stand up to his challenge without the argument turning into a “personal” assault?

Oral Fixations!
  Petty Officer II (EOD2) Mike Monsoori, a Navy EOD Technician, was awarded the Congressional Medal of Honor posthumously for jumping on a grenade in Iraq, giving his life to save  his fellow Seal.  (Notice: Mike was not a Navy SEAL, he was EOD. He gave his life to save a group of Navy SEALS.)During Mike Monsoori's funeral in San Diego, a his coffin was being moved from the hearse to the grave site at Ft. Rosecrans National Cemetery,  SEAL's were lined up on both sides of  the pallbearers route forming a column of  two's, with the coffin moving up the center. As Mike's coffin passed, each SEAL, having removed his gold Trident from his uniform, slapped it down embedding the Trident in the wooden coffin.

Just A Giggle
In honor of the mother of the octuplets, Denny's is offering a new breakfast meal: "You get fourteen eggs, no sausage, and the guy next to you has to pay the bill!" The election is over. It is time to repair friendships with the other party. Governor Sarah Palin is doing her part to do just that. The rest of the world cannot understand how, after bitter election campaigns, American politicians can kiss and make-up. For instance, Gov. Palin has invited, to her great state of Alaska, the men who defeated her, Barack Obama and Joe Biden. She has set up a moose hunting trip for their enjoyment and hired three prominent experts in their field to assist them. Dick Can you guess which of the following are true and which are false? Answers are below. 1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. 2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button. 3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years. 4. People do

Work
JL French Automotive Castings Inc. announced Monday it will lay off 300 employees in Sheboygan and cut one local manufacturing shift “due to the unforeseen rapid decline of orders.” The cuts were announced in a press release that hinted more job cuts may be on the way. Tim Kellner, vice president of human resources, said most of the 300 workers had been on an extended holiday shutdown, but they have now been informed the layoff is permanent. He did not say when employees were informed. “The speed with which our customers have been reducing their own production expectations has been surprising,” Kellner said in the release. “We can’t bring people back to work like we had planned, and we have to change our manufacturing structure.” Kellner said JL French — which manufactures die-cast automotive parts — will cut operations from three shifts two at both Sheboygan plants, 3101 S. Taylor Drive and 4243 Gateway Drive. The shift change will be complete by mid-February, Kellner s

Aac
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Don't Like It .... Don"t Look ...
.... well it astounds me sumtimes how selfish and self centered people can b but fubar seems to b able to show that side of people regularly... which is sad as hell to me...case in point.. my very best friend just had a birthday and out of the hundreds of people that call him their friend only a few of us did anything for him for his bday... do u have any idea how disgusting that is? this man makes bday salutes buys vips and blasts and bling packs for all his close friends on their bday but they couldnt even do a damn thing for him. i would have done more then i did if he would have let me but of course he wouldnt lol. now mind u im not 1 that buys into all the fubar bullshit anyways because lets face it ur payin money for pictures and points and nuthin thats real but still it would have shown that u cared at least a lil about sumone other then urself ... sumone who's been there for u when ur man hurt u or let u down or u needed sumone to talk to or sumone just to make u smile... he's

Poems
Her eyes, vivid hues of turquoise....Her skin pale and milky as the moons beams. Silk to his touch. His breath slowed with anticipation. Her lips lustirous lustrously pale, her fragant smell of rose pedal oil intoxicated him. He breathed deep in his nostrils once more her scent...He caressed her cheek with the palm of his tumb. She quiver under his gently touch. Ever inching forward they came until their lips locked. Exctasy. I would be the breeze across your cheek to wipe away your tears...I would be the sun on your face, to make you smile when your feeling down...I would be the rain falling over your face, crying with you when your hurt...I would be the grey clouds, a blanket to hide you from the world...I would be the seashore, the music to sooth the soul...I would be the tree under which you nap...I would be the springs flower blossoms, a friend always there to listen...If I could I would be the shadow at your side, so you'd never be alone a friend always there to past the dull mom

Sorry
Ever get the Feeling That is you Do not die In public No one Would even Notice That you Were gone That you try To follow The right path But everything Just turns out Wrong All your Pall bearers Would cop out Citing something Better To do I guess we All Have days Like this When the dark Embraces you It gets hard To find A way Through

After 12 Years....
Well after twelve years my real dad wants to be a part of my life. For the past ten years i had a horrible step dad is now out of my life for good. I am very excited to have my real dad back in my life.

My Rants And Raves!!!
Fuck caring. Fuck all these tears ive cried for you. Fuck the lies. I dont need them. Fuck all the times I tried to make shit right. Fuck the pain. Fuck being the only one who EVER stuck up for your ass! Fuck all the I Love You's! Fuck the fact that I gave my heart to someone who just walked all over it. Fuck all the cheating and lying. Fuck all the backstabbing. Fuck all the betrayal. Fuck all the manipulation. Fuck all the trust. Fuck all the feelings that were hurt. Fuck all the trust. Fuck being there for you. Fuck all the late nights spent talking to you. Fuck all the shit I gave up just to be with you. Fuck all the hate. Fuck being LiL Miss Nice Girl!! Fuck Love! Fuck Trust! Fuck Pain! FUCK YOU!!! I GUESS FROM NOW ON IM GOIN TO BE THE BITCH THE LIAR THE CHEATER THE ONE THAT ALWAYS MAKES YOU MAD!! EVERYTHING YOU ALWAYS SAY I DO ANYWAY EVEN WHEN I DIDNT. NOW I AM GOIN TO BE THAT PERSON. THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE MADE ME BECOME. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW???? Go check this

Just Whatever Lol
http://www.myspace.com/jasonandike HERE IS A BAND FROM HERE THAT ARE REALLY GOOD. IF U HAVE MYSPACE PLZ CHECK THEM OUT OR EVEN IF U DONT U CAN STILL LOOK AT THEIR PAGE. add them if u dont care cause their trying to spread their music all around the world. hey everyone whats up. was wondering if anyone has heard of this following website? if so are you on there and would u like to be friends there as well. if not then you should join it its a really cool site. its kinda like this only instead of cash its peanuts you use for gifts and things like that. so if you want to join COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK BELOW http://xuqa.com/challenge/361028 I WAS WONDERING IF EVERYONE WOULD MAKE A PICTURE SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT YOU LIKING ME, LIKE THE PICTURE IN MY FOLDER PICS FROM FRIENDS WITH THE PICTURE MY FRIEND BRANDI MADE FOR ME. I was wanting to know if everyone on here would make a picture saying something nice about me or saying they like me as their friend or something so i can ad

Today
I just wanted to remind everyone that today I will NOT be around as I am going out of town. I am going to the Toronto airport to pick my mom up. This is the first time I have seen her since September of 2004. I will not be around much tomorrow if any. I have lots of things to get done around my place help my mom get her stuff in order. I will get my comments done as soon as possible. I hope everyone has a great day and I will be back as soon as I can. I don't think I have ever gone a hole day with out being on ct all the time to check my messages and talk to my friends. Don't miss me to much everyone. Well I am off have to drop Tristen off at preschool then a quick run home to pick up my stuff then I am out of here. Have a great day take care all. Happy tapping Stay at home mom Well today is my young son Alexzander's birthday he is turning one. I can't believe how time flies by. He is my last kids I am not having anymore so each birthday he has is the last of that age for me. I guess

Nsfw Vids
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Just Moi
"I love my sex" My lil sis, she's soo funny and you can hear me cracking up! i love her! awwww Cutie Lee Lee Hey guys, I entered my very first contest and I'm asking for your help. Click the picture below and you will be directed to the rating page.. if you haven't voted for me already please do so.. Points are rewarded by comments & ratings, so COMMENT BOMB like crazy..!!! Comment on my picture a million times and I don't care what you say in them. I will love you forever! lol I'm currently losing so =( please help me get my rates back up! Thank you and have a gorgeous night! MUAHZ xoXox

Hey Everyone
Well im woundering if there is really ture happiness? or is it just something we all wish for as we are growing up?? I think there is real happiness.. kisses to all my friends who make me happy everyday of my life.. I love you all Ok im not sure what it means when in My Bar Tab it say name just walked into the bar. I would like it very much if someone could let me know please its making me crazy lol Well I think I have this site some what figured out.. I hope you all enjoy my page. Im sure I will be doing more to it before its all done and over with lol.. But for the time I like it how it is .. lol .. I hope to make many of friends from this site. So far so good..hehe You will see I am just a simple laid back person that likes the simple things in life. Anyway Kisses to you all

Kitty Jokes
You know your cat has learned your Internet password 10. E-Mail flames from some guy named "Fluffy." 9. Traces of kitty litter in your keyboard. 8. You find you've been subscribed to strange newsgroups like alt.recreational.catnip. 7. Your web browser has a new homepage:
http://www.feline.com/
. 6. Your mouse has teeth marks in it ... and a strange aroma of tuna. 5. Hate-mail messages to Apple Computer Corp. about their release of "CyberDog." 4. Your new ergonomic keyboard has a strange territorial scent to it. 3. You keep finding new software around your house like CatinTax and WarCat II. 2. On IRC you're known as the IronMouser. 1. There are little kitty carpal-tunnel braces near the scratching post. Cats are Computers (author unknown) Cats are computers? All this time I thought that "PC" stood for Personal Computer. How wrong I was! SPECIFICATIONS -------------- Standard input: 1)

Jokes
Remember this story the next time someone who knows nothing and cares less tries to make your life miserable with negativity. A woman was at her hairdresser's getting her hair styled for a trip to Rome with her husband. She mentioned the trip to the hairdresser, who responded: "Rome? Why would anyone want to go there? It's crowded and dirty. You're crazy to go to Rome. So, how are you getting there?" We're taking Continental" was the reply. "We got a great rate!" "Continental?" exclaimed the hairdresser. "That's a terrible airline. Their planes are old, their flight attendants are ugly and they're always late. So, where are you staying in Rome?" "We'll be at this exclusive little place over on Rome's Tiber River called Teste." "Don't go any further. I know that place. Everybody thinks its gonna be something special and exclusive, but it's really a dump, the worst hotel in the city! The rooms are small, the service is surly, and they're overpriced. So, whatcha' doing

Role Reversal
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy

Bloggin
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite sexual position: Do you think I'm cute? Would you have sex with me? lights on or off? Would you have to be drunk? Would you take a shower with me? Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Would you leave after or stay the night? Do you like cuddling afterwards? Condom or skin? Have sex on the first date? Would you kiss me during sex? Do you think I would be good in bed? Scale of 1-10? Would you use me as a booty call? Can I use you as a booty call? Can we take pictures of the act? How long would we have sex? Would you tell your friends about me? Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Do you like it rough or sensual?: Both depends on the mood and company Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite only!!!!!!!

Testing
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Top Friends
Now I am seriously looking for some in put here as to what I should have done and what she was looking for in the middle of the night. If are interested in answering my questions via 1 e-mail send me one and I will e-mail youhe questions at hand. Not really looking for any BS answers... ºÖº.¸¸. ♥ Sweet Package ♥ .¸¸. ºÖº Yea it's really spelt Brain Damage but I came to the conclution that this guy at work can't even be close to being Brain Dead. He had to have had a Brain first to die, so I guess he is SOL lol Been just sitting here waiting for some or most of my friends from my other account that I deleted the other day to show up. My other name was Sweet Package! ® ©.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ºÖº.¸¸. ♥♥♥ Wet Lip Licker ♥♥♥ .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ºÖº.¸¸.© ®

Poems
Lost For once, I tried to find. What before, I left behind. Lost in, a snowstorm. The daydreams I have, suddenly became to form. Clouds of gray, block out the light. In these dreams, I have to fight. Death and Death, are all around. coming from the sky, and up from the ground. By myself, I try to flee. But the evil begins, to overtake me. I try to, get away from this place. But every time I try, I fall right on my face. Dear God, I pray to you. Please let me see, the sky's of blue. Let me, get away. Sometime, someday. I want to be there, When you need someone who will care. I want to be there, When you need someone that wants to share. I want to be there, When you need someone to be here. I want to be there, When you need someone to get you a beer. I want to be there, When you need someone to brush your messy hair. I want to be there, When you need someone to share the pain you bare. I want to be there, When you need some

The Way I Feel
I feel as if i am living a lie i dont even feel like im alive ive tried acting like everythings okay but i think its driving me insane i just dont care anymore not much is worth fighting for everyday is almost the same extra bull shit to put me in pain when will this crap be done i threw in the towel kudos you won im sick and tired of this stupid game sitting around and listening to people complain waiting months 2 see a doctor for them to say youll be just fine go on about your way i used to be so very kind but these assholes have made me speak my mind how do we have leaders without any balls why are they so afraid to take the fall what ever happened to being strong what the hell went so terribly wrong they are supposed to be some kind of buffer but say fuck it let the slaves suffer dont give you time to handle your shit but the second they can they split they dont care about anyone else and only look out for them selves i guess ill walk around like everythi

Purple Cloud
hey all, just wanted to say hello to all the ppl who have added me on here and say thanks! i am sorry i don't do comments a lot, i forget to do them, i will send u one if u send me one though. thanks for just being yourselselves. what a lovely emotion jealousy is...it makes us do stupid things like worry we are losing someone we love, we wonder if they want to be with someone else and that makes us crazy and we let our emotions get out of control. we lose what little faith we have in the ppl in our lives and we wonder why we have't got anyone to share life with. we have to learn to trust the ppl we are with and to let them show us they can be part of our life and we won't have any reason to feel jealous and sad too. jealousy is sometimes a wasted emotion and i know i feel it and it makes me feel awful. this is for all my friends on fubar, i am really sorry for the messages i have left on here....my life is in a state of chaos and i am not sure how to deal with it right now...my da

Forbidden Dj Schedule
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My Lame Ass Rants = M.l.a.r
i would so Jam my cock in her mouth and fuck it hard without remorse until she puked or passed out... apparently my flask was made in chnina...   When you get a secret admirer,you dont get giddy.you cant be giddy. Its allways fear.The only thing good is that sigh of relief when its not a hideous beast... BUT THere will always be that Beast... Staring Staring... STARING!!! Christ it makes me wanna fucking puke out my ass and shit out my mouth...Makes ya wanna Take a 2nd bullet in the head after the first... fuck you god!why do you sicken us like this. This is the shit that makes satan himself cry...

My First Blog
Eighteen Days Of Death   Eighteen days of death is how I refer to my eighteen days of being comatose in a hospital in Loma Linda, California, starting on the night of November 27, 1987. They are days and nights that I will always remember, and are hard for me to forget. This is about what caused my being comatose, and about my mental and physical traumas from being comatose. On the night of November 27, 1987, I went to a friends birthday party, where there were a lot of drug and alcohol abuse all around, of which I was a part. While at the party I consumed, an equivalent to, one case of beer out of a keg, and one-fifth of tequila out of a gallon bottle. I also had smoked some marijuana. To say the least, I was well over the legal limit of alcohol consumption. The party had gotten a little too loud and out-of-hand for the apartment where it was held so, we decided that it should be moved to a place in the desert, known by all the partygoers in Ridgecrest, California as Cherry Hill.

Welcome Back !
But To Be 6 Again   . A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, watching his wife, who was looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. 'I'd like to be six again', she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile

Rip Matthew Todd Roberts June 08, 1974-june 06, 2010
Man dies from river accidentFrom Staff ReportsOriginally published: June 07. 2010 3:01AMLast modified: June 06. 2010 11:33PMA 35-year-old Maryville man died Sunday at Blount Memorial Hospital after being rescued from Little River Saturday, officials said.Family members found Matthew Todd Robert, 35, Mistletoe Drive, Maryville, lying face-up in ankle-deep water, a witness from the scene said.Travis Brookshire — who met up at the picnic area with his kids, Robert and his family — said his friend had gone to retrieve a tube that was floating down the river.Public Information Officer for the Blount County Sheriff’s Office Marian O’Briant the incident happened at about 6:30 p.m. Saturday.“Witnesses told deputies that he was attempting to retrieve a rubber tube that his son lost,” she said in a prepared statement. “They said he followed it a short distance from the bank in an attempt to retrieve the float, and he fell into the water.” When witn

Thoughts From A Chauvinist
I'm fucking livid.  I just did dishes that have been sitting in the sink/on the counter since Monday. The primary female is out of town at her family's for July 4th (and other gas wasting activities....like driving to her Mom's on Thursday to pick up her mom only to drive 2 hours west so her mom can consult with one of our friends on selling her gold bars.  And then driving back to Richmond and on to Virginia Beach for the rest of the weekend.  But that's another story.) My "at-home mom" wife left on Thursday, and  left a kitchen FULL of dishes.  The kitchen was starting to smell, and I didn't want to listen to her yell and scream...and possibly break the other working 1/4 of my tv that she didn't break 2 weeks ago. My ass works 40-60 hours a week.  I worked all day last Sunday, I worked all night the Friday before, and I worked the morning of last Saturday as well.  You can almost say I worked all of last weekend.  I bring home a nice paycheck.  She wanted to be an at home mom.  We

Wet Dreams Lounge
Spotlight Will Run From Sunday To Sunday at whatever time Staff Can Switch It Over. Bids Are to Be Sent To RedRum420 To Be Used As Lounge Promotion Funds ONLY! Bids END @ 11:59pm On Saturday Night! You Must Have A Link To The Photo You Want Used Placed With Your Bid. NON NSFW PER MY STANDARDS! NOT FUBARS! Tho Fubars Will Be Used As A Generic Back Bone. MY CALL IS FINAL Invalid Links Will Be Disregarded & Next Highest Bidder Will Win If I Cannot Get In Contact With You B4 It Is Changed. BIDS ARE FUBUCK CURRANCY ONLY!   I Reserve The Right To Refuse Any Bid With Reasonable Cause. Place Bids Here As A  Comment!

Fubar Vs Real Life
I'm in a foul mood and needed to vent and what better why to do that is to talk nonsense on the Fu that may or not be read.   A. People don not actually love you on here, hell chances are you're lucky if they tolerate you.   B. If it weren't for the shiny "fake" things you but them, they wouldn't give you the time of day in real life.   C. You couldn't get a chick to show you her tits or vagina for some virtuial piece of "bling" in real life." (Okay, MAYVE some chicks you could)   D. This place is so worse then high school it isn't even funny. The gossip circle goes non stop around here and 9 times outta 10 the people being talked shit about doesn't deserve it.   E. People seriouly are NOT as tough online as they are in real life, I don't give a fuck what they say or try to make you think.   F. Stop letting people have control over you with words, grab your nuts and be just as bitchy and assholish as them.   There are very, very, VERY few people on here I would be willing

Want To Own Me Here Is How
DO YOU WANT TO OWN ME... GO AND BID ON MY PIC. I DID LEAVE SOME STUFF OFF OF IT SO HIT MY SB IF INTERESTED    http://www.fubar.com/contest-folder-rate-and-bid-please/photo-5006935-2297637-391701113   http://www.fubar.com/contest-folder-rate-and-bid-please/photo-5006935-2297637-391701113#thanks-my-dear-friend/photo-5006935-2297637-1645963699 I AM THE 1ST PERSON THAT WILL SPEAK TO SOMEONE THATS GRIEFING OR JUST NEED A FRIEND TO TALK TOO...... I HAVE HAD A DEATH IN MY FAMILY  AND ONLY 4 OUT OF MY FAMILY HAS SHOWN ME THEY ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS... THIS IS SAD I THOUGHT I HAD MORE FRIENDS THAN THAT BUT I GUESS  NO ONE REALLY CARES ABOUT ANYONE ON HERE....

Offers And Stuff
  price reduced, hit me up for details...i will work with ya on this!!! famps start later tonight, get in on this now!!     I have 24 fam spots to sell at 10mil or 10 creds each!!  (YES 10 mill or 10 creds is ALOT for a fam add, I know and I realize this is a lot to read but I want to be thorough so anyone interested knows exactly what theyre paying for and I wont have too many questions to answer lol) So here's whats up...I'm gonna rock the fu blings and others stuff on Friday/Saturday and part of Sunday w/approx 36hrs of famps/gm and a HH with all ability blings running. (PLUS I just had my 30 day Blast activated yesterday and thats making me points and $$...that has nothing to do with the fam add cost...it has everything to do with me being fu-broke lol) so ok....this Saturday coming up, the 25th...i have a HH at 11am. on Friday at 11:45-11:50am i am turning on an auto, then at 4am Saturday i am turning on a boomy and at 6am I am starting a famp(might even start one at midnig

This To Shall Pass.....
Recently i became free of all bullshit. Having put up with it for so long i guess i forgot what clean air smells like. I hate the fact ive let so much pass me by because of this. I guess reality finally hit me right between the eyes. I met some nice people in the past and passed on them because of this so now im fearing that maybe i may have missed out on something good. I guess ill never know maybe thats my punishment for being blind. In the long run somehow a lesson has got to come out of this. I dont know what it will be but i do know that i will have learned from it. And i know i wont waste my time again on something that shouldnt have been. Ive been told that you should always go into everything with an open mind and your eyes wide open.....well sometimes you tend to get blindsided and dont always see things for what they are or see what is right in front of you. I happened to fall into that. Im not apologizing for my closemindedness nor my lack of the obvious but i do know that

U.s.a.f Wife
Blue October: X amount of words I encourage you to check out their tunes they're a great group. I have a couple songs of theirs in tracks check them out. Relapse Prevent trigger intent Now drown High strung Say X amount of words You're solar, bipolar Panic disorder Seems harder and harder and harder Still you try to control it You mold, you mold Yeah you shape to mold Oh you're bold you're bold But your shape is bold You're a symptom superficial To what they call knowing you Minus the speed, Could you imagine the phobia? Your brain is faulty wiring the reason for tiring Keep treating the curse, Imagine the worst Systematic, sympathetic Quite pathetic, apologetic, paramedic Your heart is prosthetic A plate of quite peculiar On a dish of my own A tablespoon of feather tickle me to the bone Give me recipes for happy with the chemicals gone Drinking freedom from a bottle to the tune of belong I'm sick of shaking

Lyrics I Like
I got a little pissed off at work and decided instead of murdering someone I would write a song. Seemed more productive (and less illegal). Now my song is stuck in my head. Hollow Just Stop Don't wanna hear it anymore It's all those things that you say, everyday, go away and never question why I wanna make you bleed I wanna make you hollow I wanna make you scream out in pain everytime you say anything now I wanna make you bleed Just stop I can't take your voice now Bring the negative vibe, now you lie, deep inside, close my eyes and I picture in my mind How I'll make you bleed I wanna make you hollow I wanna make you scream out in pain everytime you say anything now I wanna make you bleed I wanna make you bleed Can't Hear it, can you feel it? Never again Cause I made you bleed Cause I made you hollow And I made you scream out in pain now you'll never say anything more I wanna make you bleed

Yabadabagrababrew Aka Beer Tasting 101
Okay, so where were we, that's right, just had a nice burnt sack ....of christmas presents, poor Santa *snicker*, but alas Santa's in for more WTF goodness as we peruse further into the wares of Ridgeway Brewing..... As I said....It involved one very naughty naughty little helper of Mr. Kringles: The Criminally Bad ElfWell there's actually I believe a trio of these buggers One's just bad the others one's very bad, and this guy here is so bad he's not really sure if he's a wine, a mead or an ale..... CBE for short is a Barleywine - Style Ale, now what's that hmmm....I'll go do more research to explain better later, but needless to say, it means it's got an alchohol content of 10.5% and goes straight to your head.... Definitely not for everyone, sweet to the point of uncertainty, yet still an ale, so your tongue is left wondering what happened as your mind swoons over the bubbly fermented barley.... I'd give it a 3 outta 5 Mainly because even though it's a good knock you

If I haven't rated your photo it's not because I don't want to.I reached my photo rating limit.I didn't know they had one of those.I will get you back later. So here I am on CT again.But did the name change? It looks like a few things have changed since I was last on here. That's what I liked about this site.There is always something new,unlike myspace.Myspace has been the same since I joined.Nothing new.The only thing that keeps me there is my friends and the fact that it's easy to reconnect with people.Anyway...enough myspace bashing.I am a little slow responding but I will get there.I am still checking out the new stuff.Have a good night! Today was one of Eric's therapy days.I wasn't looking forward to it at all.It's now to the point where he has so much anxiety over it,he is passing it to me.He was having a good morning,woke up in time for me to get him fed and dressed.I left out of the house on time.It takes about 15-20 minutes to get there depending on the traffic.We get to th

The Realm Of Panda Joe
Ok in little over a week, I am heading to Savannah for Saint Patricks day it should be a great time. I am just doing a CT check to see who else is going. It's going to be a wild time have a couple of my Navy buddys road tripping from other states to see what it's like to party GA style. Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. :CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what

Missy~ Sahar Blog's
the xxx story: As I walked in the door, coming home from the office, I saw my wife Carolyn standing by the cabinet preparing dinner. Carolyn has a body built like a brick shit house with all the fixtures in the right place. Today she looked especially good wearing a skimpy halter top with a pair of low cut shorts that fit snugly around her ass with the outline of her bikini panties showing through. Crossing the room and walking up behind her I reached around and cupped one of her tits with my hand while caressing her ass with the other and gave her a little nibble on the earlobe. "Whats for dinner?" I asked while dropping my hand from her tit to rub her cunt suggestively. "Company" she replied. I heard a voice from the den calling "Come on in, we have the fire going." As I entered the room, Ron, a friend of the family rose from a recliner with a drink in his hand and a bulge in the front of his pants. "You horny old bastard" I said, "What the hell are you doing over here?"

Wtf!!!!
My Yankees are fucking pathetic, they cant even win in NY!!First time in 13 seasons they definitely will not make the playoffs, i am disgusted!! WTF I cant remember a losing streak like this!!! I know yankees always suck at the beginning of the season then they start playing better..Its just so damn frustrating to watch because they used to be so dominating!!! New york loses again!!! This time in the 9th with their closer Rivera on the mound, its usually lights out when he comes up, I'm am fucking steamed!!!!!!!!!!

Guys Rules
i made the biggest mistake of my life...i let tha water run..i fell in love wit sum1 i jus cant hav and im still in love wit sum1 else i cnt hav either...i tell my self dnt do it but i cnt help it, i made the biggest mistake of my life. i seem so happy on the outside but on the inside...its so different. idk how i would say it idk wen i would but i made the biggest mistake of my life. but its not a mistake i dnt ever regret this i love this but i hate it at tha same time....did i make a mistake? my whole life ive always went out wit losers and i was never treated rite my own family treats me like shit ive always jus wanted sum1 thtll love me and tht i can love back.....i met this guy after i was raped beated and cheated on and jus treated like dirt by all these guys....his name was david.....omg he made me so happy i dnt think any1 else made me as happy as he made me....so we were happy in love we wanted to spend tha rest of our lives together....i wouldve died without him......but no

Q & A
Q & A - Take 1 Q. You asked me what I though about the site, how one comes to be a "top cherry" and if I had any advice for other cherries. (Now I feel like I am in a cherry pageant of sorts.) The answer is… World Peace! A. In all seriousness… I really don’t know why I am a “top cherry”. I am sure there is more than one reason and so it is not a straight forward answer. Plus my rating fluctuates so much that tomorrow I may not be in a top spot and that’s ok too. So instead I will tell you a little bit about me and how I use CT. I rarely send add requests. Only if I am really impressed by a profile, cause or profession and of course the occasional shallow eye candy add (who doesn’t send those?), but I accept pretty much everyone who sends a request. I don’t see a reason not to. I use my family list to keep up with the people I speak to on a regular basis and I fan those I am impressed by. I also take the time to speak to everyone who speaks to me. Sometimes it takes lo

Dedicated To Ct/cf Friends (links)
Hi all just and update on my Tags creations I'm not as good in health at the moment but will try my best to create Images for pic's All Tags are free as long as Members (Rate me Fan Add Me ) Thank You And God Bless and Our Troops! Want To Say Thank you to all my Friends on Fubar most of all the Bouncers that have showed their support for me http://www.stickam.com/profile/bountyhunter53 http://www.geocities.com/armydark/ARMYDARK.html http://www.myspace.com/armydark_creation http://pic5.piczo.com/CreatedByARMYDARK/ http://pic5.piczo.com/CreatedByARMYDARK/?g=37659539&cr=5 http://pic5.piczo.com/CreatedByARMYDARK/?g=35515003&cr=5 *********************************************************

Stories
Waking up to the sound of rain hitting the roof. You stretch, not wanting to be awake yet and find that I'm not in bed with you. You turn to look around the room, your eyes trying to adjust to the darkness. You see my silhouette as lightning flashes outside. You walk slowly over to the chair im sitting in, watching the storm You reach down slowly running your fingertips from my shoulder and down my arm, locking our fingers together. Standing up i put our hands behind your back, slowly caressing your face with the other hand. Placing my finger to your lips, a sly grin across my lips. I lead you out of the bedroom and down stairs. "What are you doing?" you ask. Looking back at you i tell you to just come with me. Walking out the backdoor, onto the patio. The rain so cool on my bare chest, you stand in the open doorway looking at me, laughing. I come to the door and pull you out with me. Pulling you into my arms, kissing you, the rain making your hair wet and heavy, m

Friends
8,272 poits to level up...please help JUST TO LET ALL MY FUBAR FRIENDS KNOW THAT I WILL BE LEAVING TEXAS ON OCTOBER 5TH,GOING HOME TO MISSOURI TO TAKE CARE OF MY BEST FRIEND OF 17 YEARS SHE IS NOR DOING SO GOOD SHE HAS A BRAIN DISEASE CALLED EMPTY CELLA SYNDROME IT IS WHERE FLUID GETS ON YOUR BRAIN AND THERE IS NOTHING THEY CAN DO ABOUT IT SO I WILL BE GOING HOME BUT I WILL BE UP AND RUNNING WHEN I GET THERE I WILL HAVE A COMPUTER WAITING ON ME.SO THIS IS JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW. hey everyone come by and check my pics out that I just uploaded help me out some I need some points so I can upload some more new pics!!!

Blue Angels, Thunderbirds
Blue Angels - Flying Over My Backyard (July, 2006 ) - Funny bloopers are a click away

381 The New Chapter (found On Myspace)
okay. So I was in a relationship and happy. First official boyfriend I've had in almost 2 years at that point. I met him in september and by october we were an official couple. And We were both happy. Giddy giggly like a couple of High schoolers together. Just enjoying being around each other and spending time together playing games and just simple stuff that was fun. Watching movies, playing halo 3. It was cute it was innocent. We were kissy but not overly kissy. We were cuddly but not boffy. We were epic. Then the other shoe drops. he's got feelings about his x who hurt him. So he has trust issues. He loves her family members and they love him. Well christmas came and instead of us spending it together he spent it with her family. I got upset about it and when we celebrated christmas together on the 27th. Then he said talked about how he was hurting me and he doesnt want to hurt me so he then said that it would be better for him to deal with his issues on his own. I told him i wan

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How I Have Felt Or Wanted
Hello you goodbye me I need too get away from this feeling so you take over ill go away. Who would mind anyway. I don’t need to be all I want is to be set freeI’m entrapped in my own body. I fight but I lose maybe this is what I choose. It must be my fault all the bad things that have happenedAll the people who came and went. It has too be me I’m the one to blame I feel so much shame. Its like I disappeared went some where else during those times. I wanted to say no but I couldn’t get out. I felt weak in the knees and wanted to scream this isn’t me. But maybe just maybe I deserve this consist nagging in my mind. My heart has fall and broken so many times. All I want is to not care this I have tried. It seems I trust to much think maybe just maybe if I give them what want they will stay around. But hey not everyone stays mostly they all leave any way I cant keep you your not mine. Even if you were id chase you away after time. You don’t

My Email Address, Yahoo Im, Myspace & Facebook Pages And More...
**I am a VERY SENTIMENTAL person and I was thinking about all of my childhood memories of growing up in Hampton Roads. In addition, I have included a lot of my own personal memories. I hope these bring back good thoughts for you too. If you have more to add to the list, I'd love to hear them**Do you remember when...* Northside Park had a skateboard ramp and a dirt bike trail. Also, I used to love to go swim at Northside Pool. I used to wish it had an outdoor pool instead of an inside one.* When Burger King used to be across the street from Northside Park where the Pollards Chicken is now. Sarah and I walked up there to meet a guy named Jimmy who went to high school with me and then we snuck out the backdoor after he poured salt in my shoe ;-)* When McDonald's used to have outdoor play equipment. I used to love to bounce in the big purple Grimace and climb up inside the Hamburglar.* When Waterside first opened and they didn't have any clubs and bars. They used to give out free fudge sam

University Of Mu
THE MOABITE NATION NAMED WOMAN ZUUDIAKUS, FROM WHICH DERIVED THE NAME ZODIAC, ZOOLOGY, AND BIOLOGY; THE SOURCE OF EVOLUTION UPON THE PHYSICAL, MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL PLANE OF LIFE. THE MOABITE NATION HAD NO MYSTIC GOD DOCTRINE CONTRARY TO ZUUDIAKUS, THE DIVINE LAW OF EVOLUTION. AFTER ZUUDIAKUS (THE MOABITE WOMAN HAD TAUGHT THEIR MALE SON OFFSPRING THE SECRET OF ZUUDIAKUS  THE ZODIAC, ZOOLOGY, BIOLOGY AND THE LAW OF CREATION), IT RESULTED IN THE LOSS OF THEIR POWERS OF CREATION AND CONTROL OF THE WORLD BY UNIVERSAL MIND IN THE YEAR 46,000 A.M. THE ERA OF ATLANTIS AND MU, OF YUCATAN IN THE CARRIBEAN SEA.THE AGE OF MAN-MADE GODS, SINCE THE FALL OF THE MOABITE NATION IN 49,000 A.M., IS ONLY OVER 2,000 YEARS OLD. NOW EVOLUTION OF MAN-MADE GODS SINCE THE FALL OF ZUUDIAKUS BEGAN WITH THE LAST HIGH PRIEST ASTROLOGER, METAPHYSICIAN OF THE MOABITE NATION BY THE NAME OF MUUR-LU-AH-KIN-EL WHO NAMED THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE EL, AND THEN GAVE YAQUB THE NAME ISRA-EL AND THE GOD ELUHIM, TRANSLATED AS

Why Do I Have To Name My Blog??
Baby why you wanna cry? You really oughta know that I Just have to walk away sometimes We’re gonna do what lovers do We’re gonna have a fight or two But I ain’t ever changin’ my mind Crazy girl, don’t you know that I love you? And I wouldn’t dream of goin’ nowhere Silly woman, come here, let me hold you Have I told you lately? I love you like crazy, girl Wouldn’t miss a single day I’d probably just fade away Without you, I’d lose my mind Before you ever came along I was livin’ life all wrong Smartest thing I ever did was make you all mine Crazy girl, don’t you know that I love you? And I wouldn’t dream of goin’ nowhere

Before You Drive
Real men, and other great lovers of The Lazy J, should figure how to drive better. Jesus would have wanted it that way. Oh noes! Instant karma. Just dropped my bagel, cream cheese side down, onto the keyboard. I've been watching "Say Yes to the Dress" for nearly an hour now.   I'm really starting to regret my impulse to destroy my remote control last night.   Can someone please please please come over and flip channels for me?  Please? If you're behind the wheel, FOCUS.     Situational awareness isn't overrated.

Today's Dilemma
Here are a few things I wonder about when waking up at 5 in the morning:   a. how did that bastard convince me to get pregnant? b. how is it possible that the only girls i get along with come from this magical place called fubar? c. will I get everything i need to get done before Ham's arrival? d. why dont woman admit they burp, fart and turn and see what they left in the toilet? e. Why do my evil plans never work out, am I just a softy?   What do you ask yourself at 5 am, when your partner is moving but wont get the fuck up so he tortures you till you get up and ponder?    

Robert Thomas Marketing
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Bomb Plz!!!!
Have i asked you to bomb me?(yes) Did i ask nicely?(yes) Did i rate/fan/add you?(yes) Did i look at your status update?(no) Are you feeling that I'm annoying you? Well just tell me, I will block YOU so i can continue to rate you. Thus no longer bothering you for bombs! Yay! Now that was polite and easy! Thank you for showing me the same respect.

An S.a.s. Soldier's Prayer
An S.A.S. Soldier's Prayer I bring this prayer to You, Lord for You alone can give what one cannot demand from oneself. Give me, Lord, what You have left over,Give me what no-one ever asks You for. I don't ask You for rest, or quiet,Whether of soul or body;I don't ask You for wealth,Nor for success, nor even health perhaps.That sort of thing You get asked for so muchThat You can't have any of it left. Give me, Lord, what You have left over,Give me what no-one wants from You. I want insecurity, strife,And I want You to give me theseOnce and for all.So that I can be sure of having them always,Since I shall not always have the courageTo ask You for them. Give me, Lord, what You have left over,Give me what others want nothing to do with. But give me courage too,And strength and faith;For You alone can giveWhat one cannot demand from oneself. Lt. Andre Zirnheld, SAS, died in battle July 26, 1941,the preceeding was found in his uniform.

Thoughts
" Lot's to think about, Nothing to worry about" Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Failures keep You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going! You are so special! My thoughts are with you tonight although we are miles apart the distance only embeds my love for you deep within my lonely heart To understand this feeling that I can not ask you to do however, please have compassion for me and this love I have for you My sadness is for not being near enough to prove this is real yet a feeling of happiness for knowing that one day I will get to share with you the tenderness I feel As I lay here my body aches for your nearness I long for the sound of your voice and the touch of your skin next to mine Just to see your face and to feel your warm embrace would take away all that time has given and make this life of mine worth living again...

Poem!!!!!!!!!
Well maybe now i should just say goodbye. You used to be my friend but i never felt i really was yours.So maybe this is the end.I'm different from you all of you.Each other we've never understood.I hope that if i do tell you goodbye that it won't be for good.Whenever i'm mad it hurts me so bad and you don't care.I don't know why,but sometimes i wanted to cry.And someday i won't be there.The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm they're only made of pen,but once they are blood that turns brown like mud.They'll be there again and again.If i'm mad at you i'll hurt myself too,But that doesn't really matter.Althought when i hurt,i feel like dirt and my spirits brusied and brattered.I do not know why it has to be so i really wish it did not but the way this has been going it's basically shot.You don't need me and we don't need we.And that is how i think i know why these words are the ones i have to speak-i love you but goodbye ok yea i kno most of my poems r sad and depressing b

The Coupling
Her sexual fire, her dazzling passion, was unlike anything he'd ever known. He slowly slid his hands downward to cup the soft weight of her breasts. Her nipples were hard against his palms and she gave a long moan of pleasure as he rolled them between his fingers. Nuzzling her neck, he explored the softness of the skin at the side of her throat, then found her ear with his tongue. At the same time, sliding one hand downward to explore the wet, hot passage at the core of her body. she cried out as he pushed a single finger deep inside her. Her gasp of pleasure nearly broke his control. He wanted to take it slow and easy, to pleasure her before seeking his own, but the sensation of her buttocks rubbing against his arousal was almost more than he could bear. He entered her again, with two fingers this time, and began a slow rhythmic stroking. He knew she was ready for him, as once again, her juices flowed down his fingers. He slowly turned her toward him without relinquishing hi

More Poetry
The Vet Vietnam Veteran stands on the corner, a sign in his hand, "will work for food." Empty bottles litter the ground around him, holding him down while he broods. His chest is adorned with medals of valor, he wears battle scarred jacket with pride. Yet there he stands lost in the squalor, amongst the filth and garbage he hides. He feeds at the soup kitchens on the street, moving from one shelter to another. Salvation of soul the price he must meet, to share this repast with miseries brother. What happened that brought him to this state, just a shadow of the man he used to be. Was it "the war" or was it a matter of fate, please tell me, it could have been me. Kevin F. Dustin Stolen Moments It seems to me that it is true, our passion is a crime. The moments which I share with you are stolen out of time. The time it takes to hold you dear and tell you "I love you" is never quite enough I fear to pay the devil's due. So cradle me

My Blogs Here
Here starts a new week> Let me tell you about mine last week. Wed. night my cat got out and now has been MIA. She always comes back but hasn't which means someone has taken her in :( . I spent days going around looking for her and putting up fliers to no avail..... Then it gets fucking better.... Saturday while bombing for the squad, I get a ring at my door. It's my drunk ass neighbor "Sorry ma'am, I ain't gonna lie-I just hit your Durango". I get dressed and go wake the hubby and tell him what has happened. I go outside to look and not only did he hit my Durango-my Sentra is hit too!!! Hit hit my Durango so hard that it knocked it into my other car!!! My Durango is tore up and can't be driven. Let more fun begin with his insurance company...I know his ass is having fun today. His military career is totally fucked now. He ain't an E-4 after his commanders get a hold of his ass today.....I am SO NOT a happy camper!!!! I came out and this is what I saw!! My Durango Another pic

Quiz
Get Your Sexy Name You're a Wild Drunk You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again! What Kind of Drunk Are You? Slow and Steady Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. How Do People See You?

Dreams
THE ONLOOKERS WATCHED IN HORROR, AS THE GIANT HAND--HELL BENT ON DEATH AND DESTRUCTION--SNATCHED THE JET PLANE IN MID-AIR!! EVEN A MAN WHO IS PURE AT HEART AND SAYS HIS PRAYERS BY NIGHT, MAY BECOME A WOLF WHEN THE WOLFBANE BLOOMS; AND THE MOON IS FULL AND BRIGHT... ...DOES THIS APPEAL TO ANY LADIES OUT THERE?

Love..or At Least In Theory
I'm the girl who.. will never say the right thing at the right time. will never give you exactly what you expect, but more like the exact opposite. will never take for granted that you'll always be around because I know the value of a friendship, the value of love and how important it is and how very hard it is to find. will probably never be good enough for you, but will strive to be better everyday that you are a part of my life simply because you make me want to be a better someone. will piss you off to no end then beg for your forgiveness because it drives me insane when YOU-not the world- are mad at me. will never know just when to shut up. will never forget how lucky I am to have someone like you in my life. will miss you even if you're right in front of me because thats just how important time with you is. will always be inspired by you, because you are unlike anyone else I know. will never be perfect, but refuse to see you as anything but. Si

Quizes
You scored as Devil Demon. Oh you are the deciple of saintin and I love the fire is it new?!?!Dark Demon80%Devil Demon80%Ugly Demon50%Possesing Demon50%Loving Demon30%What sort of Demon are you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Njord. Njord90%Hel80%Freyr70%Odin60%Bragi

Quizzes
If you went to hell, what role would you play?PunisherYou get the joy of torturing countles people every day for those who wont cooperate or those who try to escape. Your strong and focused.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract unstable people! Congrats, you are an 'insane' magnet, and you probably have no idea why. Something about your mix of styles, how you walk not just 'one' lifestyle, but appear to have a foot in them all. To the insane, you appear to be a beacon of hope and they will flock to you, like it or not. But, they ARE insane. Lucky for you, the insane tend to be the best sexual lovers, just the rest of the package deal may not be for you.You attract rednecks! You attract artsy people! You attract geeks!

Bealzes Historical Entries - July 2006
(Originally Posted on July 25, 2006)I found this in one of my Satanic discussion groups, Dark Sanctum.  The original article can be found here.The Transformation Many of us who choose the path of the occult find down the line that it is not all fun an games, but a process of trial and error as well as growth. It isn't an easy path to take for those who are True Ones, meaning `sincere in their Satanic growth' and are not posers, find it quite challenging to say the least. As True Ones the transformation from the conditioning of this world to the next can be a very hard process. Crossing the abyss, "death" is an evolutionary process and one can achieve it through growing in the ways of the LHP. Once a person crosses the abyss what is obtained is a god like mind set for we become as gods in our own right. Not meaning that we would be rich with worldly goods and own the world, but we become in control of our own destiny and in control of our emotions. Also, one become quite proficient in t

In Rain And Regret
Life disappears right before our eyes, and in seconds our truths are proved to be lies. We swallow down our pride with clear liquid that kills our insides. Lovers don't wait for the pain to subside, and mothers don't know the way they leave us when they die. Girls don't know the way they stab us with their eyes, and boys don't have enough closets to hide. Brothers don't know their hands that hold our hearts, and fathers don't know how easily they rip us apart. Misery holds us close to her breasts, and in seconds we feel more than any other day, and all is laid to rest. We slice away our confidence with silver blades to our wrists. Wives don't try to be nice anymore, and husbands don't come home before they've seen their whores. Sons don't know left from right, unless they're up late on a school night, and daughters don't know the difference between love and fist fights. Friends don't know their empathy, and enemies show no sympathy. Life comes in quick flashes, like sunligh

Ramblings.. Copyrighted
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in Lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner ton

Big Guns
Treat the Earth and all that dwell thereon with respect. Remain close to the Great Spirit. Show great respect for your fellow beings. Work together for the benefit of all Mankind. Give assistance and kindness wherever needed. Do what you know to be right. Look after the well being of mind and body. Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good. Be truthful and honest at all times. Take full responsibility for your actions. Let us greet the dawn of a new day when all can live as one with nature and peace reigns everywhere. Oh Great Spirit, bring to our brothers the wisdom of Nature and the knowledge that if her laws are obeyed this land will again flourish and grasses and trees will grow as before. Guide those that through their councils seek to spread the wisdom of their leaders to all people. Heal the raw wounds of the earth and restore to our soul the richness which strengthens men's bodies and makes them wise in their councils. Bring to all the

My Rants
This is on my profile but I just wanted to put it in my blog as well: I'm definitely not looking to hook-up. If that's what you're looking for, please move on. I'm not on this site to look at naked people. So please don't offer to show me your NSFW pictures as a conversation starter. I'm not interested. And if you have a picture posted of someone who isn't you, but you claim it is, don't get pissed if people call you out on it. You are not Keira Knightley or Orlando Bloom. Don't perpetrate. I only downrate dumbasses who downrate me. So thanks for playing. Before you vote for the president/vice president of the U.S. on November 4th this year, please take the time to actually learn each candidates' stance on issues important to you. If you go to OnTheIssues, you can look at both national and local candidates and what they have to say about topics such as Foreign Policy, Gun Control, Budget & Economy, Education, Homeland Security, Crime, Government Reform, Health Care, War

Despair
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. Edgar Allen Poe Definition of despair (noun) utter hopelessness and despondency Nothing's really wrong; but, then, nothing is right. Perhaps I'm lost and no one is even looking for me... Otsegolation ~ Static-x if we gain by severance we gain most

Help
HEY FUBAR I WAS JUST WONDERING IF WE WERE GOING TO HAVE A HAPPY HOUR TODAY, I WOULD LOVE TO BE ON IT BUT U KNOW HOW IT GOES WHEN U DONT HAVE A CREDIT CARD TO PAY FOR ONE!!!! LOL what do u do if u hit the wrong button on ur messages i was trying to just delete messages and accidently hit block sender please help i need to get it unblocked as soon as possible to all my family friends and fans who helped me level up i thank you and love you allGet More at COMMENTYOU.com

Brett Favre
Green Bay quarterback Brett Favre has now broken the all time career touchdown passes record. The record was formerly held by Dan Marino of the Miama Dolphins. Favre's touchdown pass came at the 4:56 minute mark of the first quarter of the Packers/Vikings game. CONGRADULATIONS BRETT!!!!!!!!!

I Know U
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Daily Motivation
Monday, July 21, 2008 Value in the doing Behind every fortune is someone who has labored long into the night to make it real. Behind every important discovery is a person who often grew weary searching for it. Behind the magnificent work of art is an artist who spent hour after hour, month after month toiling at tasks that were tedious and seemingly endless. Behind the beautiful, soaring music is a composer who carefully arranged each note, each pause, each crescendo into place. Take heart. Your effort cannot help but pay off. The fact is, your effort is the payoff. The fortune, the discovery, the work of art, and the music, as grand as they are, serve as mere tokens of the achievement. The real achievement is in the achieving, and the real value is in the doing. Sincere, focused effort makes your life rich, even as you do it. Make the effort and the reward is guaranteed. For the biggest reward is in the doing. -- Ralph Marston Monday, June 23, 2008 As

Poems And Rants From Long Ago..ish
i am the beauty of everything you are not...the haterd of the makeup on your fake face...the heel to your fancey expensive lether black boot...i am the mosh to ur envied little pit...the height of ur jump and the sole of your downfall.....the smeared mascara around your eyes..... the baggy shirt sitting in your closet......the triple A batteries in your pocket the camera that remains off....the dream u wish was real...the honest opinion...the little child inside the woman.....the real....the honest...the scared....the tactful....the grown up.....the little black cloud to rain on your parade.....the shoe string the hits the floor when you walk..... that tap in your foot or foot on the seat......the dirty car.....the muddy floor.....the foot prints that i dragged in......i am the love ....that you can not find....the bottom of the heart....the unknown fear that noone else is aware of......the penny at the bottom of the pool.....the blue inside the eye.....the little imperfections that n

Observations
"Brent had a deeply self-destructive streak. He didn't have much supporting him in terms of an intellectual life. I mean, I owe a lot of who I am and what I've been and what I've done to the beatniks from the Fifties and to the poetry and art and music I've come in contact with. I feel like I'm part of a continuous line in American culture, of a root. But Brent was from the East Bay, which is one of those places that is like nonculture. There's nothing there. There's no substance, no background. And Brent wasn't a reader, and he hadn't really been introduced to the world of ideas on any level. So a certain part of him was like a guy in a rat cage, running as fast as he could and not getting anywhere. He didn't have any deeper resources. My life would be miserable if I didn't have those little chunks of Dylan Thomas and T.S. Eliot. I can't even imagine life without that stuff." -Garcia On Mydland's Death This is the "800 Pound gorilla" in most lives these days. Without s

Urban Dictionary! Lol
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Nikki UD: Nikki Probably, and by probably I mean it's highly likely that Nikki is the most badass supah fly baller you'll ever meet. She's also a sex fiend who loves Newports and coffee. Nikki needs no example, she is the example 2) Whats your age? ME: 32 UD: 32 A wanksta flip guy that gets 32% in school 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Daniel UD: Daniel word used for guys who confuse chicks beyond confuzzlement. when a guy is reffered to as a daniel, he has probably confuzzled a chick by saying that he likes her, while he also likes another girl at the same time, and does nohing about the situation. then he might go and post a cute,sweet comment somewhere, such as bebo, for the confuzzled girl. this leaves her even more confuzzled. he never talks to her again and leavs her as a mess for her bestfriend to c

The A Team We Help All 2 Levle
  IF  YOU  NEED  HELP   LEVLEING  UP  IF  YOU CAN FIEND THEM MABY  YOU SHOULD  HIER  THE  A  T EAM            WE  WILL HELP  YOU LEVLE EANY WAY  WE CAN   ?    WHO  WANTS  2  JOIN   THE  A  TEAM  BE  PART  OF  THE  A  TEAM   S B ME IF  YOU  LIKE 2 BE  PART  OF  THE  A  TE AM

I Want Your Opinion
so i just watched a news clip about the burger joint called "the heart attack grill" where there slogan is "a taste worth dying for" and where anyone over 350lbs eats free, and they have burgers named after various bypass surgeries and their spokesman died at the age of 29 standing at 6'8 and weighing 578 lbs...I just wanted to share this with you and im also curious to know your thoughts on this.  Here's the link to the news clip if you wanna review it for yourself.  http://news.yahoo.com/video/us-15749625/the-heart-attack-grill-24471051 OK SO I READ RECENTLY THAT APPLE INC. IS WORKING A DEAL WITH VERIZON, WHO IS THE LEADING CELL PHONE CARRIER, TO SELL THE IPHONE AFTER AT&T HAS BEEN THE MAIN CARRIER FOR THE IPHONE FOR SOMETIME NOW. WHICH IF THE DEAL IS MADE IT MIGHT ONLY WORK ON THE OLD 3G NETWORK OF VERIZON FOR THE IPHONE AND THEY WOULD HAVE TO WAIT A YEAR TO UPGRADE IT TO THE 4G... BUT A RECENT STUDY ALSO ESTABLISHED THAT AT&T IS DEAD LAST ON CUSTOMER SERVICE AND LIMITED DISTRIBUTIO

Shoutout To The Ladies
Sending a shoutout to all of the ladies here on Fubar. I salute you, and keep your head up and don't let anything or anyone bring you down! Continue to stay strong and remember you're beautiful inside and out.  Always keep God first in your heart and accept people for who they are.

Lonely Vistas
there are beautiful views that are shared by many and the masses..these hold little attraction for me i crave those wild places rarely touched by man..seen by few..the road less traveled many desolate locations at first are not so attractive but as i sit a bit i find a bird shooting from the brush or some large fish jumping from the water leaving ripples of its passing it is then i perceive its true beauty..its in my very loneliness that i truly feel connected to nature sometimes this beauty is so great it hurts..this is when you know you have found that special place sometimes beauty cannot really be shared with others..its very ephermal quality..fleeting..never being recreated others can pollute your simple vision or moment unwittingly thus i seek the lonely vistas

Kids Say The Damnedest Things
My youngest who is 11 was at the Mexican restaurant the other night. When the waitress came to take our order she was speaking in Spanish to which my daughter replied "I don't speak Taco Bell". I almost died.   I guess the old saying is true.......the only honest people in the world are dunks and kids

Short Stories...
Sebastian  Regardless that I'm a monster of known violence  this was hardly what I had wanted to ever happen to her, she of all people deserved many things but not this.... I walked over to her still body laying akwardly on the floor and got on my knees to check her pulse. I didn't care about the blood staining my clothes or how pitiful I looked, I was desperate to find life still in her. Her pulse was faint but still there and I could only sigh in relief. If I could cry tears as humans did I would have, she was lucky to be alive. Yet even in the chaos of the blood smeared across her face and the mess she had created she looked so pure and angelic.  Her beautiful white cotton dress was ruined with stains upon stains of her attackers blood as well as in her hair. One shoe was hanging off her left foot crookedly almost as if it was fighting to come off but couldn't and the bow in her hair was halfway undone and threatening to fall out. She  looked like an innocent child caught in the

Contrary To My Nature
12 hour night at work... my schedule completely switched this week was on dayshift so it's a bit of a change... but not too big a deal okay so i get off work... not tired yet so... yeah okay i'll hit up the gym... get there and lookie at this my ipod's battery is red... it's nearly dead... cool i'll just stay until it dies.... long story short.... 2 hours later i really fucking hate my ipod....   *Sigh* the only thing that could possibly make it worse... i'm still not tired :/ *Shows up at party* someone says, " come on in we're all friends here." *enters slowly eyeing everyone really suspiciously* someone asks, "what are you doing?" isn't it obvious? you invited us all over here under the guise of friendship for a traditional thanksgiving feast replied, "yeah... so" well i'm just trying to figure out who the indian is gonna be   bwahhahaha my sense of humour is quite... well... just yeah i had a gift certificate for sams club so i had to go out shopping... i get to the regi

Quote Of The Day
"Love at first sight is easy to understand; it's when two people have been looking at each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle." ~ Amy Bloom "Truth springs from argument amongst friends." David Hume "Those truly linked don't need correspondence. When they meet again after many years apart, Their friendship is as true as ever." Deng Ming-Dao "You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what's a life, anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die. A spider's life can't help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that." E.B White (Charlotte's Web) "A faithful friend is a strong defense: and he that hath found such an one hath found a treasure." Ecclesiasticus 6:14 "Friendship with oneself is all important because without it one can

The Dead Scriptures
Sorry to inform you the people of CherryTap, that I am no longer going to be around from here on in. I have found in recent weeks that my enjoyment with this site is no longer avaliable. I will be taking everything off my site in the next few days. I wish everyone here the best. Enjoy what you have, Life is only what you make it. ~Luc~ I don't know whats happening. I have that weird feeling that I've upset my girlfriend. I was with here earlier tonight but had to go to do some volunteering that I do on a semi-regular basis, when she dropped me off .. something just didn't seem right. I've been kind of weird all night .. not really paying attention to whats going on around me because .. I'm freaked that I might have fucked up. Believe me, I love this girl more than anything on this earth .. and I don't want to lose what I have with her. I wouldn't be the same without her .. she has made me a much better person. I'm so fuckin' confused right now .. Only You *Melissa*

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The Last Letter
I love you... With every breath I take, It becomes even stronger, I no longer can control it, It's only a matter of time. You are far more amazing, Than what I can ever ask for, I don't even deserve you, But still, I have you here The stars are guiding my destiny, And that one special star holds you It shines far brighter than the others, And when I look up, I see your face. I hold that picture in my heart, and I see it when I close my eyes How can time be such a cruel fate, To hold us from one another. Honestly I believe that this world is out to get us, How can they damn this, For It is such a beautiful thing I will wait for you my dearest, For the time will bring one day The product of the seeds that were sown, and are now a part of my heart. One day everything will be okay, and we will be able to hold one another, It will not be a crime, Nor will it be something that one must hate. I love you with the essence of my being, Completely a

Roxas
What kind of seducer are you???? Current mood: devious Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You? The year is coming to a

Updates In The Juggalo Family!!!!
We wish all the lo's & Lette's an others of our family an friends a blessed New Year. An pray you all have a great an safe night. We are gone to the cottage an will not be back for a couple days. MMFWCL Raphael & Melissa Hey all, I AM HOME NOW!!! It was just a minor heart attack due to stress. I am doing fine now an will be back for the attack tomorrow. Need to get a wee bit more rest before I tourcher you all some more. LOVE YA ALL Kinky Hi all,i was away for about 3 weeks visiting my fiancee in Michigan..my appolagies for the delay in sending out comments and rating pics...Melissa's(KinkyScreams) computer is down at the moment.until she gets a new sound card,her puter will be off...She will be visiting me for 3 weeks,next month.as of the 3'd too the 21st or so... so if anyone would like too chat or send Melissa some comments ,np.she will be able too check them out next month,and reply from my computer.. tc and ty.(she and i ) will get back too you...(Raphael/M

Ask Me About Lies And I Will Tell You The Truth..
So here I sit.. Ponder, Wonder{in pain} About nothing And the Same.. You are a lie Bold and printed I seen it on the walls In the abortion clinic With babys breath Spit in my face Shake your fist Yell at the Gods You know it all.. You know, Everything About anything Can't tell you shit And therefore you smile Like a politician in a war See my face See these eyes They do bleed tears So does my mind Can you possibly come down? Off that horse And respect this pain I have endured In a morbid bliss You smile Smile all the while You smell like filth And your color is death Bring me my food Poison and crude Filth Greed You are made of these... Fuckin immature and dumb Blind and numb... Filth Shit You know you're a waste of air.... ~ Reverse the conversation, before I go numb. I always ask questions, only to get answers I know will pierce my heart, but I ask away. *Carve the stone for my grave. You can bring me flow

Reality Compromised
You're a Zeta! Your sexual personality is determined by your sexual persona (Zeta), 4 sexual scales (Emotional/Physical, Look/Touch, Daring/Modest, Verbal/Non-verbal), and your libido score (10). As a Zeta, the high degree of confidence you feel around your sexuality matches your level of experience. Your sexual confidence and awareness are particularly high, but your sex appeal is somewhat lower. Discover Your Sexual Personality Brought to you by Tickle You tell me not to run away, but I must. How do i know you miss me at all, if i don't. I don't believe in PDA anymore, and you say some things should stay private. That's fine I enjoy it that way - just make up your mind. If you really want to know why I run away is because I miss the affection you give me and you don't give is why I must. If I run away from you - I'm sorry - You don't grasp my arm to stay, but I'm sorry to look the sad look on your face. My friends tell me I'll lose you; but I've never had yo

Pics And Stuff
test test hey everyone i was going thought some cds today looking for pics for psp when i came across a disk that had all my pics on it that i thought i lost so come on over to my default and my naughty and my babyboy album and check it out, i also have some pics added in my tags i made for friends album and stuff made for me album so cum on over check it out make sure to leave comments i love reading what you all have to say love ya all lots embyr pls repost this embyr ~Lioness of The Flesh Of Lestats Dark Covenant Family~*~*CT Wifey to onmyown*~*@ CherryTAP http://www.myheritage.com

Spring!
An hour and a half stuck in traffic on I79 due to traffic accidents due to snow. What a nightmare! Sunday was a balmy 80 degrees. Dear God, it's gotta get better! On a great note, my car was fixed in one day (caliper froze up and ground down the brake on that side) My test is over and I'm inching toward summer break.. it's gotta just get better! Happy Easter! So, maybe I jumped the gun a little on Spring..snow is forecast for Sunday, but I am not totally brokenhearted. The robins are back and geese are calling outside, too. I can't say how much seeing the grass does for me. I'm anticipating lazy summer walks by the lake and finally getting outdoors on a regular basis again. (No, I don't go out much in the winter, I just can't get into snow!Imagine that for a Pennsylvania native). I even washed my car yesterday (so, I should really do that a lot more frequently, I admit). I'm holding at bay the temptation to go buy a summer wardrobe, so far, I've behaved quite well, but Spring has

Rantings Of A Roadhammer
With raven hair and eyes of green The brightest smile I've ever seen Her soft voice lyrically sings Carries my heart on gossamer wings Her personality bright and somewhat sly Carries my soul high in the sky A heart that's fractured, a spirit broken A new found hope from gentle words spoken In the distance a new found future A new found love together we nurture ©Mark - Diesel Her skies dark from ravages past Of granite and stone, her spirit is cast. Her eyes covered, her hands bound. A quiet prayer for loves key found. The anger of betrayal still fresh in his mind. A sought after hope of true love can he find. Through clouded darkness her hand he did seek. Warmth and tenderness her voice softly did speak. An outstretched hand to her did reach. Long sought after healing has begun for each. Her skies turn blue, her stone falls away. Hand in hand together they stay. She carries his heart gently yet firmly in hand. His prayers answered

My Puter Crashed
heya all my puters down , so till its up and running again im usen my friend karters. so im only on very very little till mines better. mostly ta just check mail. so if ya wanna chat write me here.. I'll get back in touch with everyone soon.. And im very sorry........but im stuck till its worken.. hugs xoxooxxoxoxo and remember my e-mail addy is stormi25night@yahoo.com hey everyone, first off this library here wont let me read my mail on this site and keeps kicken me off here so e-mail me at stormi25night@yahoo.com so i get my mail. And i just arrived in blacksburg virginia for 30 days with work. So i'm cold ..haha....but its beautifull here... so please e-mail me if ya wanna chat.. hugs xoxooxxoxo

Pippinwolf
09-11-01 was a dark day in american history. Our very freedom and sense of security and safety ruthlessly came under attack that day. Husbands were suddenly left without wives, wives left without husbands, children left without mothers or fathers, and some cases both. It was in my opinion a brutal heartless cowardly attack on innocent men, women and children. Some called it a Holy war, purposely killing unarmed civilans is murder not war. Hence we never forget or drop our gaurd any in the least. If I have offended anyone in any way with this then so be it, I am red, white, and true blue american through and through, and have a right to my opinion just as much as anyone else does.......... John   When a mans says you're pretty, He's looking at your face When a man says you're cute,  He's looking at your smile When a man says you're lovely, He's looking in your eyes When a man says you're sweet, He's looking at your personality When a man syas you're sexy, he's looking at your bo

One Day Someone Special Will Be Gone!!!
Motorcycle Riders For all who Know Motorcycle Riders or see them on the roads everyday. I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves But

Ready To Rock?!?!?
Less than a 1000 to go so I can keep my VIP! If you haven't been to this pic and commente bombed it, please do so..:) Comment bombing=commenting over and over again..Thanks for those that have..Love to you all...:) Click the pic and bomb me baby..LOL Help me out here..:) Click the pic and comment ..:) Lets try this again shall we? Bored? Wanna help me out? Comment the pic over and over and over again...come on you can do it..LOL Love to all..MUAH Click the pic and comment the heck out of it!

What Have We Become
This is an insult and a kick in the butt to all of us... Get mad and pass it on - I don't know how, but maybe some good will come of this travesty. If the immigrant is over 65 they can apply for SSI and Medicaid and get more than my mom gets for Social Security, and she worked from 1944 till 2004, only getting $791 per month because she was born in 1924 and there is a "catch 22. It is interesting that the federal government provides a single refugee with a monthly allowance of $1,890.00 and each can also obtain an additional $580.00 in social assistance for a total of $2, 470.00/month. This compares very well to a single pensioner who after contributing to the growth and development of America for 40 to 50 years can only receive a monthly maximum of $1, 012.00 in old age pension and Guaranteed Income Supplement. Maybe our pensioners should apply as refugees! Consider sending this to all your American friends, so we can all be ticked off and may

Hey Ya Party Alert!
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED My auto 11s will be on 10/29/08 at 10:00am, so you can come party on my page today, and level! The 11's will be activated from 10/22/08 10:00am until 10/30/08 10:00am... I will have auto 11's and a bunch of pics and stash for you to rate... Happy leveling!!! Special Invitation to all fu's! 'Princess Leia' to Oracle JOJO NEEDS YOUR HELP ON HER QUEST TO GODFATHER!!! EVERYONE START YOUR PARTY RATE ENGINES!! HELP THIS WONDERFUL FU WITH HER 2nd HAPPY HOUR TODAY NOV. 3rd at 10:00AM PST. TYVM IN ADVANCE FROM SASSY LAURIE! IF SOMEONE CAN PLEASE STICKY THIS, TY! COME ON AND SHAKE YOUR BOOTY WITH US! JoJo

Christmas Kisses
I was entered into a different kind of contest today. No rates, no fanning, but you buy kisses for the person you want to vote most kissable person on fubar. All you do is go to the addy below send her 500 fubar bucks for every kiss you want to send my way and she will send the kisses on to me. You can send as many as you want. Thank you in advance for any kisses you may send my way as we do not know who sent them unless you tell us. Hugsss and Smoochessss, Crystal Ice the addy is http://www.fubar.com/user/1037258

Anniversary
It's hard to believe it really has been that long, but 18 years ago, this beautiful girl was born into my life. She's always been Daddys Girl, as much as my son was attached to my wife, she was attached to me. I remember how she used to look at me with those big brown eyes smiling, as if she really believed I could do ANYTHING. :) Well she has grown up into a mature responsible kind hearted civic minded young lady, who is almost always willing to play the role of peacemaker, but do not let that soft exterior fool you, once her patience has run out, she can be a bulldog. I love her and I'm so proud of her, a dad couldn't ask for a better daughter. Well today is the 2 year anniversary of the saddest day in my life, the day my son was paralyzed from his chest down in a car accident. What kind of life is that for a 16 year old (now 18), to be confined to a wheelchair! We hope & pray that a cure is found someday soon. Progress in stem cells does seem promising! Make

Domina Of Discipline And Dark Desire
Naughty reader! You thought I was talking about your or your significant other's package didn't you? Try again...this time, it's referring to predicament bondage. Not many people understand the terminology so let me give you what Wikipedia gives as a definition: Predicament bondage is the art of restraining a person by bondage in such a way that there is a limited number of positions in which they can be (usually two). Both of these positions are so uncomfortable or painful that they are forced to shift their weight or position. Upon doing so, they place themselves in the other equally uncomfortable position. The person restrained will try over and over again to find a position that will bring them comfort, but to no avail. For example, someone may be tied so that they are forced to stand on tiptoes. An attempt to stand with feet flat on the ground means that their genitals, which are also tightly bound, will be pulled. Eventually, the foot musc

Im Sorry
1.name 2.age 3.eye color 4.hair color 5.where would u take me on a date? 6.would u kiss me? 7.would u call me alot? 8.woul du come over just to watch a movie with me? 9.would u kiss me out in the rain? 10.do u know me? 11.would u want to hang out with me? 12.do u have a good personaltiy? 13.are u a funny person? 14.what kind of music do u like? 15.what is ur favorite colors? 16.what do u like to do for fun? 17.can u draw good? 18.do u play any instrument? 19.what do u think is more important looks or personality? 20.would u date me? 21.what would u do if i was sick? 22.if i was crying? 23.would u buy me a gift for my birthday? 24.do u think im attractive .> ..> To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To ev

Denver Fubar Night/days Out
What: 11th Annual Williston Brothers Halloween Freak Show: The Day of the Dead Where: Jackson's Hole Sports Grill 1520 20th Street Denver, Colorado 80202-1222 phone: 303.298.7625 When: Friday, October 31, 2008 - 8pm to 1:30am Cost: $10 Drink Specials: $2 Coors Light, $2 Corona, $2 DOA shots. Theme: Dia De Los Muertos (Costumes Mandatory) More Information: denver@trgf.org Saturday night APRIL 26th Electric Cowboy; West Denver's hottest new night time destination located in Westminster is now offering something for everyone. Whether its Country or Dance, socializing or just relaxing it's a good time for all at Electric Cowboy. Enjoy ice cold beer, a few games of pool, or just sit back and watch all of the action on the dancefloor, it's a Boot-Scootin', Toe-Tappin' good time. Electric Cowboy is nestled in Westminster at Hwy. 36 at the Sheridan Rd. exit, next to the Westminster Mall. Harlan & 88th. If interested please give me a shout! If I get enough interest I ca

To Lose And Gain
This is the last of four poems I wrote about Liz and i and our constant battles with our illnesses. This one I wrote the day she told me they said they could no longer help her. The complete set is called Learning to Dance...Someday you will see the other three. The Dance was Lost By:SRJ. ©March 18, 2008 The light began to fade, The dance floor was all scraped. I’d Tangoed my will, I’d found my way. The Dance without Lizzie is never the same. I tried to hold on, The best that I could. Her hand lost my grip, And she was carried away. All at once I saw her sway. She’d joined the last dance, The one that I always fought. I have to help her was my only thought. Try as I might I was meant to lose, The dance I needed to save her groove. Our eyes wept as she danced away, Lost forever, until that final day, When we will all dance our way To a much better place. So, I learned to dance, I’d Tangoed my will and my way. From this last dance, For now, I sorrowfull

Thoughts......
It is quite interesting how I woke up this morning and was off tp wprk as usual at about 420 am and I decided to put in what I thought was a Korn CD that I got from work about a wk ago.  Because it was dark and i really wasn't paying attn to nothing but the case, I put it in and let it commence to play.  Once it got going, this is what I heard:All I Think About Is You I woke up today in London As the plane was touching down All I could think about was monday Maybe I'd be back around If this keeps me away much longer I dont know what I would do You've got to understand it's a hard life That I'm going thru And when the night falls in around me I dont think I'll make it thru I'll use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you But L.A. is getting kind of crazy And New York is getting kind of cold I keep my head from getting lazy I just cant wait to get back home And all these days I spend away I'll make up for this I swear I need your love to hold me up when it's all to mu

Some Of My Writings...plz Dont Steal :)
Anger flowing through my veins Careless laughter  I'm deranged My head spinning Thoughts insane I'll gouge out your eyes And pick out your brains I'm mentally retarded I changed my legal name They call me Mello Yellow The bitch who went insane! Come to this place inside Evil things i try to hide Never knowing whats to come I sit around, twiddle my thumbs Waiting for the day i snap  The day when i can never look back So when you come and talk your shit You better turn around and run You stupid bitch...   I clench my fists Jump to my feet I'll punch you in your fucking teeth Piss me off I'll break your jaw Make you cry, scream, and crawl And when you get up  I'll break your neck Shove you under my fucking deck And when they ask "Where did she go?" I'll turn around, Smile. And say "How the fuck should I know?" You still haunt me in my dreams

Bohemian Bull
When there's lightning - it always bring me down Cause it's free and I see that it's me Who's lost and never found... There's no sign of the morning coming You've been left on your own Like a Rainbow in the Dark Whoever invented karaoke should be tied up and forced to listen to cow farts and fingernails on on chalk boards and shit like that.  This statement has nothing to do with what's on my mind other than I am trying very hard to escape karaoke at the moment.  Long story.  Ask me sometime. The question on nobody's mind but mine is... where are you?  OK, let me elaborate.  Having lived a life of confusion and failure (I'm not like you, I just fuck up... Slipknot) I have returned to the music of my youth, what was then called hard rock but has evolved into a collection of hard rock and heavy metal styles that still have trouble with The Man but are now more direct and outspoken in lyrics and louder and better at eradicating conscious thought.  I love what the music has become.  Bl

Just A Thought....
So i am in class wondering....   why does the truth get scarred more than a lie? is it because the lie feed the need of the people at the time and the truth is just that? the truth brings to light the ugliness of the person that is the accused or the gulity...and the lie is the feel good numbing drug that decieves the masses... maybe its  me...i dont know....just a thought, i will build on this later we speak a whole different slang/ but it amounts to the same thang/ your feelings be hurt and the guns going bang/ you a bitch in real life/ probally some dudes prison wife/ stop acting like a girl/ take off your dress this is the world/ stop acting all feminine/ unless you wanna wear pumps and that dress again/ you making shyt a mess again/ man the fuck up! and thats all i got for this one, maybe when i think of some more i will add to it....lol   So i was thinking, what the hell am i on fu? Like seriously why am i on fu...i have nothing in common with like 99.7% of the people on

The Sentinel
The Sentinel He stood at the prow of a mighty war ship He looked for an omen of the coming battle ..then suddenly His shield was shattered by a bolt of lightning into a thousand shards Each reflecting an image of the moon so that a thousand moons spoke to him as they fell into the ocean Deep splashes of flickering color and sound At first they shimmered in great brilliance like a thousand stars in the heavens..then They grew dimmer as they sank deeper into the seas Dimming and soon extinguished of all light He saw them like the days of his life Fleeting and ephemeral The battle was lost   By me

Laurie Anderson
Laurie Anderson: Women and Money PozLotus | Myspace Video

Helping Out
for a married couple isnt it the husbans duty to take care of his wife?The last 4 nights in a row my room mates mom came up to me and started to chew me out for her son slacking of his duty to take care of his wife.like im am to get her car a tune up and bye her food as long with my own andput her and her husban on a famoliy plan on my cell plan. i was wtf this bitch is crazy.my room mate makes more money than i do. Im a low paying cook at pizza hut that is at rock bottem trying to get back up. does this make me sound like an ass when i say i cant afford to take care of my room mate and his wife and the 2 kids????? i wants was told doing good helping people out was a good thing. like my friend went up to st.louis after we moved down here and left me with his parents we wAS living in a hotel. i worked 3 jobs to feed them , get his dads loans payed off and to to pay for the hotel rooms for us to keep warm from the cold. a year later my friends dad died and they turned around and stabe

New Alex Republic
Why does everyone assume i'm gay because i dress well, and I'm thin? That has to be some form of discrimination, right? My ex of 7 odd years, asked me that. Uh(????), we have a son. That's a pretty thick beard, huh? I guess cuz of the way i dress and act. I 'm not fem, neither is my voice. Am i losing it? I'm Catholic and a Pseudo Republican. That should be some sort of clue as to which way i swing. I've never touched a man in any sort of sexual way. Trust me. And if u'd like, ask any girl I've been with if I do them like i'm gay. But please, please. Anyone who has met me, let me know ur impression. I would really like to know what u think. Leave a comment on my blog though, not in my message or comment box. And if anyone want's to know, I'm super thanks for asking........Don't hate me cuz I look fabulous. What can i say? P.S. would it change ur opinion if i shaved my arms, and had a clear pollish manicure?:)D The United States

My Songs...
Fuck this shit. Two shots to the brain. This fuckin depression is makin me insane. No more is it a game. I aint playin. My lifes fucked up day out and day in. Im done with all the shit that people are sayin. Homocide is the price that yall be payin. It aint my fault that I am who I am. Whatever you think, I could really not give a damn. I am a man. Maybe not to you. But to your ribs will be my size 10 and a half shoe. Dont fuck with me or my feelings cuz the anger inside will be reveiling. Ill straight up hang your body from the ceiling. Take my blade and slice open your neck. Im done with you and your never coming back. All the hurt and pain that you have caused me over the years. There aint enough tissues to wipe away all these tears. So I just chill back and get pissed. I have visions of slittin my wrists. Blood commin out so fast it sprays mist. I got these scars on my fist from punchin brick walls. I always have the urge to break peoples jaws. Its really a shame that your gon

School-related Shit
Well. This semester has been off to a crappy start- honestly. I'm only passing 1 class currently. That's not good at all. If I fail this semester - I'm taking next semester off. I'm so fucking burned out right now that my motivation to finish school is waning. Sorry I haven't been around - I've been trying to hold school together. I miss you all. Take care - and I'll see you around. Hopefully. ♥ UNM will trave to Hartford CT, for Round 1 of the Womens NCAA BBall tournament. They are 8th seeded and going up against UW-Green Bay. They play on Sunday! Lo Gobos! On another note... What's there to do in Hartford? I've never been. Anyone close by? Wanna chill? Let me know soon! But I leave town tomorrow night for Las Vegas, NV. I won't be on a computer while out there. Text me if you need me. 505-610-9166. Rawr.

Modeling Contest
Media Arrow is Holding a Competition for Models, where the winner is going to be based on Audience votes. The Winner of this modeling Competition is going to win $5000 plus a trip to Vegas. 5 Reasons why Bands, Performers, and Models NEED To be on MediaArrow.com 1.) Free Promotions on TV, Radio, Print and Internet! Build a marketing Monster!. 2.) Constant Exposure to Recording Labels, Producers, and Promoters Looking for the next big thing. 3.) Media Arrow will be hosting many competitions with a chance to win up $20,000. 4.) Opportunity to network with Recording Labels, TV Channels, Modeling Agencies and most importantly YOUR FANS! 5.) Work with Media Arrow in Promotions, Shows, and much much more. Media Arrow is firmly Invited you to be a part of their Family, as at Media Arrow everyone will be a winner. And If you think you have talent, then we will be promoting you, we will be investing money in you. We will take you first at a State Level then N

Hey Everyone !
NEIMAN-MARCUS COOKIES (Recipe may be halved) > > > > 2 cups butter > > > > 24 oz. chocolate chips > > > > 4 cups flour > > > > 2 cups brown sugar > > > > 2 tsp. soda > > > > 1 tsp. salt > > > > 2 cups sugar > > > > 1 8 oz. Hershey Bar (grated) > > > > 5 cups blended oatmeal > > > > 4 eggs > > > > 2 tsp . baki ng powder > > > > 2 tsp. vanilla > > > > 3 cups chopped nuts (your choice) > > > > > > > > Measure oatmeal, and blend in a blender to a fine powder. Cream the >butter > > > > and both sugars. Add eggs and vanilla, mix together with flour, oatmeal, > > > > salt, baking powder, and soda. Add chocolate chips, Hershey Bar, and >nuts. > > > > Roll into balls, and place two inches apart on a cookie sheet. > > > > > > > > Bake for 10 minutes at 375 degrees. Makes 112 cookies. > > > > > > > > PLEASE READ THE RECIPE AND SEND IT TO EVERY PERSON YOU KNOW WHO HAS AN > > > > E-MAIL ADDRESS! THIS IS REALLY TERRIFIC!! > > Although you are a f

Life Is Great
I have spent th elast two years courting a relationship that I was being lead to believe would take me to the next level in my pusuit to be a model. As of yesterday I found out that most if not all I was told was nothing but an elaborate hoax. When I sat elaborate in to an extreme that I dont believe Hollywood would even dream of. I am now trying coup with the fact that I let myself be played like that for as long as I did. Trust me when I say that I did do my homework. I researched info that was given to me to confirm it. Even used local contacts that I had made to check on the validity of certians things as well. It wasnt until the last 12 days that things began to fall about for this person and I was able to finally see things that I had been suspect of for sometime. My only true mistake was I believed in myself and my qualifactions to actually make it as a model. The good news in all of this is that I never gave ANY money to this individual. What I am left with no thought is the e

Whats Nexts??
MONTEBELLO HIGH SCHOOL IN CALIFORNIA perhaps as a side note, everyone should also be aware that flying the colors upside down is the signal for distress and help is needed. SD You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the front page of the NY Times or on the lead story of the major news networks. The protestors put up the Mexican flag over the American flag flying upside down at Montebello High School in California. This stunt will be the nail in the coffin of any guest-worker/amnesty plan on the table in Washington . The image of the American flag subsumed to another and turned upside down on American soil is already spreading on Internet forums and via e-mail. Pass this along to every American citizen in your address books and to every representative in the state and federal government. If you choose to remain uninvolved, do not be amazed when you no longer have a nation to call your own nor anything you have worked for left sinc

National Tour Dates Announced!
NEW NATIONAL TOUR DATES ROLLING OUT FOR FALL AND POSSIBLE NEWS OF TEAMING UP WITH ANOTHER NATIONAL HEADLINER. STAY TUNED... And it goes on... Troy Hey Gang… Just want to give everyone the latest and greatest… First of all, if you have not been keeping up with the shows, here is the current schedule. (Although we are still adding shows daily) Oct 12 2007 8:00P JC’s House of Rock Wichita, Kansas Oct 13 2007 8:00P The Toad Tavern Littleton, Colorado Oct 17 2007 8:00P Lake Alice Riverside, California Oct 19 2007 8:00P The Downtown Brew Paso Robles, California Oct 20 2007 8:00P Oreilly’s Grover Beach,, California Oct 24 2007 8:00P Whiskey A Go Go West Hollywood, California Nov 9 2007 8:00P Milwaukee Ale House Milwaukee, Wisconsin Nov 10 2007 8:00P Hiawatha Sturtevant, Wisconsin Nov 15 2007 8:00P The Nick Birmingham, Alabama Nov 16 2007 8:00P The Blue Iguana Prattville, Alabama Nov 17 2007 9:00P The LA Hangout Lutz(Tampa), Florida Nov 21 2007 8:00P

Redneck
Dear Mull, I am rightin' this here letter slow as I know ya cain't read fast. Me and my wife and the kids and 6 dogs went and moved last week. I took the house numbers with us so we don't have to do one of them there address changes. I got me a good job here. I finally got to be a pilot. I work for Daniel's Tree Service. They cut the wood and I pilot. Things here are about the same. We took Grandma to the doctor so she could get Grandpa some of them Viagra pills. She slipped them into his coffee so he wouldn't know. He went crazy. He grabbed her and ripped her clothes off right there in front of all us. He throwed everything off the table and kept taking her over and over again. Grandma said the sex was great but she is upset that the people at McDonalds said we couldn't come back no more. I went whorse back riddin' the other day. I'm lucky to be alive. That whorse took off and I almost fell off. I was hangin' on for my life and screamin' my head off. I don't know what I'd don

R.a.n.d.o.m.r.a.w.r.s
Been listening to DJ kawasaki for quite some time... OHhhhhh yellow fever in my veins. Always in my blood. Goodnight :) Well holy fuck me running right? Who the hell are you? we saw your pic!! and WELL..... HOT. So we were practically Drooling Like we were lesbians..LIKE we were. Get over it. WOO! Aside from the usual...breakthrough calls I get from BunnEH. This time it was Johnny that called. And he was quite upset. Okay, so it wasnt really a call..it was more of an exchange over myspace, and he set out to call em. Pleading that he really needed to talk to me. Johnny and Daniel decided to mutually break up. And For the first fucking time, I sat there with my mouth open, sort of half blatantly trying to take in all his qualms. Half whimpering and dazed, he poured his heart out quite literally, my sheer reaction was to half sob with him abit. I could not take him crying really, and what I did was to listen ever so

Stuff On Fubar ......
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati

Rescue
EMS Tribute want to tell you lies I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside I want to say you'll be OK, I want to tell you lies You left chemicals within his reach and now it's in his eyes I want to say your son will see, not tell you he'll be blind You ask me if he'll be OK, with pleading in your eyes I want to say that yes he will, I want to tell you lies I can see you're crying as your life goes up in smoke If you'd maintained that smoke alarm, your children may have woke Don't grab my arm and ask me if your family is alive Don't make me tell you they're all dead, I want to tell you lies I want

39 Things Women Should Know About Men
1.Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and

Java's Thought For The Day...
Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsAngels are among us although we cannot see, we feel them in our hearts, they forever stay and never leave...Whenever you think of a loved one that resides up in the skies...thats his angel coming to you although you cant see him with your eyes..So take comfort in the memories, they mean more than you could know...the angel is touching you in a bigger way, through your heart and soul....Java 04/14/08 For Shane, in memory of his son Aaron who just recently became an angel. HUGS if i dont already have you on my yahoo messenger, add me ...poeticheart08...include your FUBAR name so i know who you are please..thanks...take care. All my pics will be closed down for a while, gonna see if I can just stay away and leave the page idle first, if i cant (cause ummm Im a freaken chronic) then Ill delete...still want you all on my yahoo though cause i wont be around here regardless...hugs Wanda Forget Rednecks, here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about Canuk

Wanna Own Me?!?!
MY FRIEND JEREMY MAGATO HAS BEEN MISSING SINCE MARCH 29TH 2008. HE IS A FATHER, BROTHER, AND FRIEND. HIS FAMILY HAS HEARD SOME UNSETTLING THINGS ABOUT HIS DISAPPEARANCE. IF YOU HAVE ANY INFORMATION ABOUT WHERE JEREMY IS PLEASE CONTACT THE DARKE COUNTY SHERIFF DEPARTMENT @937-548-2020. ANY THING YOU CAN DO TO HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPERCIATED. YOU CAN FIND PICS OF JEREMY ON MY SITE AND ON MISTP3709 HERE ON FUBAR Only for THE Slut of Fubar, I'm in an auction!!Wanna own me? http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1560957&albumid=931955&i=2457338309&idx=8 Check ut the other hottiest too!!!! Hear lately I am truly getting fed up with people online. I know some of you are gonna read this and get all offended or start sending me messages asking if its about you, well its not if it was about you would have told you. What the fuck is up with the drama and bullshit of online people. I mean damn what the hell is up with the only reason people add you (on any site not just Fubar) is cause they

Written By Friends
> Words form beautifully through your fingertips from the mind> > Men envy the gift you have been given, your words easily entrancing a woman> > Never have I thought I could be swayed by someone so kind> > Your spellbinding poetry quickly spews from your mind and enchants me> > How lucky I am to befriend such a poet as you> > For now I see> > Poets like you are so very few subject: 9-11 Inside outside,written by lesli Johnson My best friend missys daughter post date: 2007-06-27 18:53:10 views: 19 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Inside I cry helplessly,smpathy for the familys who lost ones they love. Inside I feel like I can help,I want to but I can't. Inside is the pain and anger about that september day when everyone felt like the world stopped turning. Outside the staue of liberty weeping a tear. Outside I am thrying to stand strong,I want to cry,but nothing will come out. Outside the towers stand,minutes later innocent people doing thier jobs are dead. She wrote this bac

The Problem And The Truth
WELL!!! today was an interesting day........... kinda weird, so ya know i told ya i changed everything... i didn't do it to be a bitch and hurt him.. i did it so that i could move on with my life and not have that temptation there of trying to IM him or call him.... and i changed it sooo he wouldn't have it either... he said he just wanted to concentrate on his own private life... fine right? so why is it that TODAY i'm sittin in the lounge i work at... happy as can be because all my girls and i are in the same room and life is happy... then SHE walks in... funny.. you know because all these girls that come and try to hurt me for him....lol.. he hates them!! He thinks they're all disgusting and nasty...and yet like third graders they're out there trying to hurt me for him... soo this chick comes in and she purposely hus or emotes me or someone in there so that i can see that he now own her.... was i supposed to be mad? eject her? tell her off? lmao... we broke up! he's all yours!!!! a

Legalize Marijuana: 420 Blogs
OD MADE WEED. Genesis 1 "The Beginning" 3 And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. God saw that the light was good, and he separated the light from the darkness. God called the light "day," and the darkness he called "night." And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day. 11 Then God said, "Let the land produce vegetation: seed-bearing plants and trees on the land that bear fruit with seed in it, according to their various kinds." And it was so. The land produced vegetation: plants bearing seed according to their kinds and trees bearing fruit with seed in it according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good. And there was evening, and there was morning—the third day. 29 Then God said, "I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food. And to all the beasts of the earth and all the birds of the air and all the creatures that move on the ground

Misc What Nots
This year seems to be so tough on most everyone.  The site has gotten so greedy.  People are always begging or just throwing themselves a pity party non stop.  Sometimes it makes me just want to tell them to STFU, that we come to Fu as an escape to reality not to add to it.  I am one that will be the first to say that there comes a time when you have to realize that Fubar is not real life.  Or at least I use to say that.  In the less than 2 years that I have been on the site  I have seen a lot of changes. I have seen a lot of people come and go. As a bouncer I saw way too many people that acted as if Fubar was their only life. I can honestly say that Fubar is part of my real life tho.  As much as I don't care for how it is going now with the selfishness and greediness, I can say that I truely have met some of the best people here.  There are some friends that I have met in person, and had an unforgetable time with.  People that will always be in my heart and if not for Fubar I wou

Thriving
Omg, I need to VENT! I got a raise today. But, I'm not happy about it. I'm completely insulted! 25 fucking cents more per hour. BULLSHIT!!!!!! The last raise I got was for, 25 cents. At that time, I was, grateful. I felt worthy. Now, I'm so fucking ready to tell them to shove their fuckin' meat & their quarters up their greedy, fucking asses. RAWR!! I am so worth more... FUCK! I'm a fulltime mommy/meatpacker, lol. Separated for 2.5 years & raising my kids 2 the best of my ability.  I don't know what more a can achieve in this life, but I'm not finished yet. Why am up everyday @ 3:45 am? B/c if I don't get up & run this mutha-fucker, know one else will.

Friends
you know life is funny, as you grow older you look back at the things you have done in your life, and the ones you have done them with. then you think well dang have the friends i have are no longer around, some have passed away, some have moved, and some even in trouble. we take things for granted , and when you get older you think why was i like that, then you come to grips , your life is geting shorter, and things will never be the same. friends come and go , and life moves on, but true friends will always be there for you , now i know what liveing life to the fullest means, i will always be true to myself, and be the best i can, and to be the friend i need to be. just always be yourself and always remember you are never alone in this world, cause your friend will be here for you, and you for them, so to my friends, remember i have your back, and are here to listen if you need me, and to my friens up in maryland miss you guys and see you soon, and to my friends on fubar, ya'll are

The Meaning Of Frienship To Me!
Listen do you hear the wind? On its wings I will send My love to you today As I do in every way Your love means so much to me Open your eyes and you will see What your love has done Now the metamorphosis has begun I have beautiful wings to fly With them I can soar so high To you, my love, I will send Whispers of love in the wind When you hear the wind whistle by Take flight with me, soar high Close your eyes, picture me with you See, together neither of us can be blue Listen and you will hear I am close, always near In your heart I reside When I am not by your side samara. ¢¾Reach Out Reach out for another's heart Reach out and care It will make your life worthwhile Even though this life's not fair When your heart connects with another In that instant you're not alone It's the beginning of the journey To finding your way home There has been so much confusion There has been so much pain But we can nur

Life Is A Bowl Of Cherries
I look around No one is here I can't move my body Petrafid in fear I've watch the sun Fall and rise And when i dream All i can see our his eyes Wishing i was wiht him Dreamin of that day Where i can be wiht him Forever and in lvoe we'll stay But when a wake And open my eyes I'm trapped in this dundgen What a surpirse If he could read this I feel terrible inside He feel i hate him And that though makes me cry I don't hate you And i don't think i can I want to be with you your the one i want to be my man So if you can read this I know our i'll get out And just run to you Then i'll have no reason to pout!! This day i saw Something i need to see A vison if you would A though of me Falling in love.... i hurt them But not wiht a punch With my words Why should i care They never cared? They never cared? My so called friends, PLas buddies, ass holes So cloes What a fool i was To think i could have friends To think a girl like me

Wykked_cherry
I arrived about 6:00a.m. at the LAX airport. We got a taxi to the renessance hotel and booked a night stay. I woke up about 1:30 pm and got dressed went on a haunted tour of the city. It was really interesting. We visited Hollywood Forever cemetary which is suppose to be haunted by a very old hollywood actor named Cliffton Webb. (No idea who that is lol) Anyways he is suppose to haunt his moseleum. Tomorrow we are going on rodeo drive to do some shopping. I am very tired after leaving so early in the morning and not sleeping. sorry i havent talked to anyone in a loooong time but i had to concentrate on my finals i am done with them so i have time to talk now. Only two semesters left then i am done with college forever unless i decide to go back for a BACH I got a L.A. Style hair do and it f'ing rox. I have my purple and blue out of my hair now its all dark until I get home then will redo it. I am flying home tomorrow for my b-day.

Quizzes
What alcohol are you?? GREY GOOSEFine, fine alcohol! You like to tear up the Goose and be all loose. You know how to get the party started!! Take this test You scored as An eyes woman. You can see the magic in a persons eyes, you can see their soul, you know what they're really thinking, and know if they mean no even if they say yes all from their eyes. Yet they still hold some mystique, and for that means you can look into someone's eyes for a long time.An eyes woman100%A mouth gall100%A butt gall95%personality85%Abs woman85%A crotch person75%A chest chick65%What are you attracted to in a guycreated with QuizFarm.com

Whatever Trevor.
Know Your Knave! The Queen of Hearts, she made some tarts all on a summer's day. The Knave of Hearts, he stole the tarts and took them clean away. The King of Hearts, called for the tarts and beat the Knave full sore. The Knave of Hearts, brought back the tarts and vowed he'd steal no more. So, as we see the most common type of Knave was, and still is, the Thieving Knave. But what other types are there? One of the most comprehensive catalogues of Knavishness was compiled by Mr. William Shakespeare – Playwright and well-known Knave Fancier. Here's just a few varieties from Mr. Shakespeare's many plays. (See how many you recognise from your daily interactions.) a foolish knave a cowardly knave a naughty knave a drunken knave a rude knave a beastly knave a muddy knave a mad knave a scurvy knave a crafty knave a base knave a subtle knave a pragging knave an unthrifty knave a devilish knave a fantastical knave a cuckoldly knave a poor knave

Anything
Get your own Poll! Gemini- I'm a whore? Cancer - i'm a pimp Leo - I can make u love me!! Virgo- i have great lips to kiss!! Libra - I can have sex all night LONG!!!!! Scorpio - i'm sexy as hell Sagittarius - im the best at sex Taurus -i'm great in bed! Capricorn - I fuck like no other! Aquarius - I LOVE SEX! Pisces - i fuck betta than u!!! Aries - Im the wifey/hubby type Since you opened this you'll have bad luck and a bad sex life unless you repost this in less than 10 minutes with the subject of whatever your sign

Stop It!
Well went to the mall today. What a Fucking disgrace. I know that many people have said this before, but Jesus Freaking Christ We are the fattest pieces of shit on this planet!!!!!! And I noticed another thing, BOOTS. Have you seen these things? Heehaw boots are bad enough but these things are awful. They look like boot Moccasins with that fury shit on the top, I am telling you man this is the worst fashion statement since that brown lip outliner shit women used too wear remember that shit made every woman’s lips look like an asshole….. What the Fuck is wrong with us? Someone please explain. Really that’s not a rhetorical question I want some fucking feedback. THAT IS ALL THE STERN So for the last couple of days I have been watching what most Americans call the news. I am at a loss, I now understand why America is no longer considered a lone SUPER POWER. Not only are its people fat, weak, and lazy. They don’t seem to care what the hell is going on outside there boarders. I say t

Cherry Tip
ANOTHER QUESTION THATS BEGGING AN HONEST ANSWER IF I'M COMPLETELY WRONG IN WHAT I SUGGEST BELOW THEN I APOLOGISE IN ADVANCE TO CHERRYTAP, BROCCOLI AWAY, ANY ANYBODY ELSE INVOLVED "CHERRY PROMOTING CONTEST III" Q: HOW CAN SOMEONE MANAGE TO GENERATE 1581 REFERRALS YET SEND OUT 0 INVITES ? Q: HOW DOES SOMEONE DO THIS GARGANTUAN FEAT AFTER ONLY BECOMING A CHERRYTAP MEMBER 35 DAYS AGO ? Q: WHO IS SO CONVINCING A PROMOTER THAT HIS VICTORY WAS ACHIEVED WITHOUT A SINGLE ITEM OF STASH, ONLY 2 BLOG ENTRIES AND 12.5% OF HIS PHOTO SPACE USED ? Q: WHO THE F*** IS "BROCCOLI 'AWAY'" ANYWAY ? Q IS HE ENJOYING HIS BRAND NEW iPOD SHUFFLE WHILST HE IS AWAY ? Q: DOES ALL THIS SMELL LIKE BULLSHIT OR WHAT ? I have a suggestion/request/plea with regards to 'BULLETINS' and 'TOP PHOTOS OVER LAST HOUR' sections of the site. Firstly, the 'TOP PHOTOS' is not a true reflection of whose pictures have been rated/commented on the most times, but just blatent favouritism and nothing  mo

12/2/06
You Are 26% Evil A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. How Evil Are You? Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com I can't believe I'm 30 today THE TORN SOUL by Country-Girl My heart breaks My soul rages and screams How do I fix my soul Life is unbalanced and I’m lost No path to follow my dreams shattered My soul cries but there is no one to hear no one to ease the pain My children bring me happiness beyond belief And my soul cries for the loss and looks for the comfort of loving arms but finds only emptiness And rages into the black void where Love sits alone. The dream of a loving family Of children created of that love Has been yanked away and denied On knees I beg for that love and creation All the goals I set for myself and achieve never fill the emptiness I feel inside The constant feeling that I’m not good enough That something is wrong with me That I’m a fai

Hey You
when you left i thought i whould fall apart but all you took was a littel of my heart now i am heeld my heart is hole after all in the begaining thats what ive been told every thing ends everything burns but in the end you will get youre turn hey you over thair hey you do you care hey you can i say hi last time i did i felt like i died hey you whats youre name and no i not playing a game hey can you see hey you are you in love with me hey you i hope you are hey you i will give you the stars hey you see you in my dreams hey you that is what you mean

Things Of Interest To Me.....
This is a cryptic apology. I will post this in my other blogs as I get time, but I am beginning here. You see, because of a miscommunication, which is kind of understandable because of the wording I suppose, I have done a once good friend a great disservice. Several, actually. You know who you are. While the words alone do nothing to redress the wrong I did, while nothing I can say or do can correct or rectify the fact that I abandoned a friend who later needed me the most, I give my deepest, most heart-felt apologies. I will do everything possible within my power to never allow it to happen again. And, yes, dear reader, you may ask. But I wll NOT tell. Today, in the United States, is known as Veterans' Day. It is a day meant to honor all Veterans of the US military, whether dead or alive. It's kind of funny, actually, that I should be a veteran myself because tomorrow, when Veteran's Day is observed by closing Federal offices and banks, is also my birthday. But to day is wh

Poems
A small, little girl held her daddy's strong hand, As they watched the parade and they waved to the band. She turned four that summer and they went to the beach. She was scared of the waves, so they stayed out of reach. She grew up a little, and they moved far away. The language was different, she learned more every day. The next year, they moved back, she re-met her old friends. Everyone had grown up, no more need for pretend. A tragedy struck, it almost hurt her too. If her daddy's own flight had been of the unfortunate few. Another new house in a very small town. They got lost very often, getting all turned around. Her very best friend, she found at long last. She lived right next door, always had such a blast. A million school dances, her very first love. Thirteen was the year we thought was sent from above. Then our favorite summer, hanging out with the boys. A day at the theme park, and too many ploys. Fourteen, a new school year, new love and

My Crazy Life :p
I lay here dead to the world of lies and truth, For one does not know where lies and tuth begins any more, I fear the lose of all I hold dear only to find out what I hold dear is nothing but truth, Standing up for truth alone is never easy but who knows when you the will bring the lies home, When the world is filled with nothing but lies and colded hareted people I feel that I am out numbered, I begin to even wonder why I have a heart and why I care for the human race, The human race is a twisted web of truth and lies and no one can begain to untangle them, Once the world had structure and there was only truth and no lies but the first lie was told, Then another and another only to have the web start to tangle and now where does truth lye, So now just cut my wrists and black my eye cause you only believe the lies. This is for every hour we have ever spent together: For every kiss, each embrace, and ever tear shed for one another. This is for ever precious moment we have

Blessings
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED . FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PA

The Moonlit Iris
Can I hold your hand till the end of time read you every loving lyrical rhyme whisper sweet nothings till we fell asleep this would be the life I would want to keep to hold you in my arms every single night and wake up in the morning to a heavenly sight to have you near me, and my near you this is the life that would chase away my blues would you could you deal with me that way would you could you love my day by day would you could you hold me tight would you could you every single night ohh I miss your sweet voice and your tears I want to chase away every single fear I have my life in control, just come and see all I am missing now is you next to me so can I hold your hands till the end of time read you every loving lyrical rhyme whispering sweet nothings till we fall asleep your the woman in my life I want to keep So here I wait for you darlin, till you want me too and here I will be, patiently wanting you so when your ready all you really have to do is let me

You're Not Sure
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT'LL GIVE YOU GOOSEBUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*) ) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the li on's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq

Serious...
Youth. The Days when one is like a Superhero, Nothing really serious really happens, Yes there are terrors but when U get older they are really kinda funny what U worried about back then. Ur Invincible, U heal faster, and Noone almost Noone ever dies. And when and If someone does it's an accident and U write it off to bad luck. it's better Not to take much of anything too seriously. You make lifelong friends and they are invincible too. or so you think Then school ends and It's great N Hurts at the sametime, Still invincible Takes a lil longer to get in shape n U have put on a few pounds but U still look good, still a ladykiller. U start havin serious Hangovers Can't party all nite and sleep an hour N feel great anymore. U need a full nites sleep, U keep puttin certain things off because U have sooo much time, But U really don't Friends move away or get married and it's not the same, U work alot n don't seem to find the time for anything. U find that perfect someone and get ma

Pain
Outside she is smiling, but on the inside she is afraid. Her true self is cowering, hiding in the shadows of her own torn heart. She can not break free so she turns and runs down the dark corridors never looking back. She seems so distant and so alone, its because of the this demon so cold burrowing in her soul. She waits in the darkness of her abandoned heart and soul watching another scar form that is stained with the colors of fallen stars and false hopes. The demon now covers the outside making a mask of unleashed tears as misery drips from her lips, believing that she is insane. Her soul is finally breaking as the demon becomes her she becomes truly lost forever. MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Everyone cares or so they say…they all say be strong take it like a man, everything will work its self out no need to have worries or fears….but the final question that comes to mind is do they really know what it is like to have something so precious as a child to be

The Voice Of World Control
I have never, not once, ever lied to a friend on Fubar. Not ONCE. So it hurts, a lot, when a friend calls me a liar and blocks me without barely a word. I have spent a while worrying about them. They just had a medical procedure. Now they are back. And when they asked for my yahoo instant messenger address I gave it to them.. and then got back a message saying that "the name doesn't exist." Then I offer to try from my end and they say that I lied, and no thank you, and dropped me as a friend. So thats what friendship is worth. Hooray. I am going to be honest here. First off, to all you women who have the balls, or lack there of, to post pictures of yourself topless or nude.. THANK YOU. Now that I got THAT out of the way... GUYS! Just cause a chick may seem to be a hornball because of their pics or even what they say about themselves in the profiles it doesn't mean they want to be continually harrased for pics of themselves in compromising positions. If they want to s

Creative Spelling By The Juke
As most of you that know me or pay any attention you know that I am in a Country/Rock band. I set out with my drummer Mark about 5 years ago to put RiverGard together. It went through many different musicians but nothing realy took off. Two years ago we hade two brothers Bill and Bob Pemberton playing in the band and they share the vocals but it really wasn't more than just a basement band with no structure at all. That fell apart and the pursuit of putting the band together kind of slowed down. Mark and I was at RG's just hanging out and we ran into a guy that sings and plays guitar and in a few weeks we were playing small clubs pretty much winging all the songs. They were all old standards so basic stuff. Mark and I wanted more and Troy wasn't into practicing and learning new stuff. He just wants to jam and pick up pussy. About 8 months ago I get an email from Paul and he tells me that he is coming back to the US and would like to put a band together. In a few weeks he's back and has

Good Shit.
so i dont think anyone read about my perdictament on ebay recently with tryin to get concert tickets....but heres whats gone down. the seller guy filed a dispute with me for an unpaid item. long story short, the guy is just tryin to get a reinbursement from ebay, and by doing so needs to fuck me. here is my reply to Ebay about said bullshit... greetings and salutations to whoever it is that reads this... this is regarding item #150242203585 and the complete, douchebag of a seller, first2last27. On May 5th, the above auction for a pair of concert tickets ended around 12:22pm. as soon as said auction ended, i received an email from the seller stating that he could not close the auction due to his car being broken into and the tickets stolen. he then told me if he could get the tickets replaced, he would still sell to me, only he would give them to me for $100 instead of the selling price of $133 and some odd change, plus shipping of course. the problem lies with the fact that toda

Cummm Own Me!!!!
VIRGIN---VIRGIN---VIRGIN It's my FIRST TIME!!! CUM OWN ME To the HIGHEST Bidder......I am OFFERING 1. 50 11's During HH X 4 Days 2. 50 Stash During HH X 4 Days 3. 2 SFW Salutes 4. 2 SFW Phone Calls During the month 5. 2 NSFW Phone Calls During the month--- *Depending on the Bid* 6. Add to my Fubar Family *1 month* 7. Add to my Yahoo *1 month* 8. 2--30min SFW Yahoo CAM sessions *During the month* 9. 1--30min NSFW Yahoo CAM session *Depending on the Bid* CLICK ON THE PIC TO BID ON ME!!!!

Ar M'intinn
much is the sadness of my situation that i might wipe salty tears away and wait, no pray, for a moment of release with my beloved time is the enemy the hands of this damned clock they move with silent, deliberate motion and yet the time does not pass and empty are my arms as empty as the bed which waits behind me and my skin, it remembers the hands that once led me to forget at the very least, i breathe a prayer that he should remember me kindly and that in his own quiet moments he might wipe away a tear or two an ode to my muse Serendipity, that bitch. oh muse you cruel thing task mistress who toys with my mind and emotions and keeps me from sleep make yourself useful! lend me your lighter i've memories to burn and bid me to take care and pull back my hand from this conflagration to avoid being blistered by the heat that once was stand with me while i warm my soul once frozen and afraid near these flames and discover that i am ali

My Page
this is a follow on from this blog http://fubar.com/blog/247034 i was hoping to make godfather before this VIP ran out, it finishes today and i'm still over 700k from godfather :(. oh well maybe in the new year. awww thank you all for the wonderful birthday gifts and messages. now i have a challenge i have 1,509,153 to godfather. a very sweet person got my a VIP for my birthday so i'm wondering if you can godfather me before it runs out in 1 month!!!! are you up for it? right i'm not adding anyone right now,i had some pix flagged NSFW about 7 in one day so i changed all but 2 of my albums to friends only. Well i added some new people today and one of my pix got flagged,i have asked a very nice bouncer to look at it for me and are waiting to see what they think. So thats it no more adding people to my list for now anyway !!!!

Craziness
I am a mother of 3 beautiful children who are my reason for staying alive.. I am literally a single mother... I am here for friends and to chill in my favorite lounge..http://www.fubar.com/lounge/65747 Music Lovers Hideaway Lounge feel free to meet me there anytime... On that note i am very opinionated.. and very honest... so ask anything i will either tell ya the answer or will tell ya to get fugged!! If you want nsfw darlins please find someone else to get it from i am not a wh**e for your pleasure.... otherwise i will continue to put tasteful tease pix up and if you want more than that go look up a wh**e not i!!!!! xoxoxox much love to my friends!!!!! http://2wheeltuesday.com/2009/02/let-the-kids-ride-new-cpsc-act-essentially-outlaws-youth-motocross/ I dont know bout you all but i am signing this.. too many kids ride dirt bikes and now they are making it to where they aren't allowed to??? If you are with me please link yourself to this and sign the petition to see if we c

Auto 11's Activated
LOTS OF PICS & STASH!!! COME ON OVER AND LEVEL YOURSELF ON MY PAGE!! I HAVE 10 BLINGS AND I WILL GIVE THE FIRST 10 PEOPLE WHO RATE ALL MY PICS AND STASH A BLING OF MY CHOICE BUT AS SOON AS YOU ARE DONE YOU MUST LEAVE ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO I WILL KNOW WHO FINISHED FIRST AND IT WON'T GET LOST IN THE SHOUTBOX!!!! SSWEETDESIRE ~ OWNED BY ANDUTCH~ *PLAYMATE@ FORBIDDEN, INC. & FORBIDDEN'S EXOTICS DREAMS@ fubarO THE FIRST 10 PEOPLE TO RATE ALL PICS AND STASH WHO LEAVE ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WILL GET A BLING!!!!!!! GOOD LUCK AND HAVE FUN!!!!! HUGS, TRACI aka SWEETDESIRE *PLAYMATE @ FORBIDDEN, INC. & FORBIDDEN'S EXOTIC DREAMS XOXO PLEASE REPOST OFTEN!!! THANK YOU!!!! LOTS OF PICS & STASH!!! COME ON OVER AND LEVEL YOURSELF ON MY PAGE!! I HAVE 10 BLINGS AND I WILL GIVE THE FIRST 10 PEOPLE WHO RATE ALL MY PICS AND STASH A BLING OF MY CHOICE BUT AS SOON AS YOU ARE DONE YOU MUST LEAVE ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO I WILL KNOW WHO FINISHED FIRST AND IT WON'T GET LOST IN THE SHOUTBOX!!!

Permission Form
I do have the form here,but there my be a problem with it.My e-mail is mtp1111us@yahoo.com.The name of the book is "Beauty around the world pt 2" My name is Michael profant,Its also on my default pic.Please add your screen name if different.Thank You. Please copy this form if you'd like your picture in one of my books. Private message me for the address in which to send. Thank you !! Permission Release Letter _______________________ is granting permission to (name of artist) _______________________ to use my artwork to be published in (name of author) ___________________________. (name of book) Please check the box that this release applies to: ƒx Artwork/photo for inside book ƒx Artwork/photo for cover ƒx Author photo(s) I verify that all imagery is copyright free or original artwork. I understand that PublishAmerica retains the right to use the material for publication of this book. PublishAmerica must and will at their discretion

Hi Welcome To My Head How May I Help U?
so obviously i let things bother me wayyyy to much. so much so that sometimes it consumes my life, i am an extremely emotional person (some can chalk it up as me being nuts or crazy, i assure i am neither). when i get to whining and cryin about something its only cuz i let things bother me sooo much that it will spill out all at once. i just need to vent out my frustrations once i do that...for the most part im fine unless its something serious then i get into one of my states where im freakin out.  the people who know me best..know how to read the signs and are ready to do what they need to do to see me thru, those are really the ones worth having around!!. yesterday of course was one of those days where i had noone to talk to so i put it down on my blog. it helped some but not completely. i guess i just need to grow some thicker skin and just say fuck it! FUCK IT! that felt kinda good lemme say it again FUCK IT!! yea lol that felt good..now if only i could have a more of a fuck it at

Cheep Thrill
you stopped by as if just to flawnt your disappointment in me, you held my hand like you cared again you looked into my eyes like every word was the most important thing I had ever said you told the truth because you remember how the lies felt you did not make me mad you did not break my heart you did not blow my mind you didnot disapoint your vision of what my infected life would be so right that it hurts to say I see it comming the walls I built will crumble the world I love to hide in will vanish and the ashes  for memorries will only sting as the wind blows them away I cant remember when the pain you had givin me felt so good I taste your blood, it southe's the beast for a while as the conversation turned our eye's began to regreat the past our lips came close but the sting of love held us both back the fear that we ment that much should mean something Hurt is the word but pain is't the way to describe it I can't come up with one word.. do we remember what it takes do we have the s

Stories I Write
A different kind of toy   I walk into my room and lock the door. No one saw me carrying this with me. If they had, it would have been embarrasing to tell them what it was for. I know for a fact that they would tease me for this for a while and she will not look at me the same way. Ah her, Her brown eyes, soft brown hair, pale white skin and wonderful smile. Ugh i cant take it! I lift up the cloth and sit on my bed staring at a wall for a min. I then closed my eyes and started to imagine her...I groan and start to undo my pants. As they fall to the floor i sigh in relief at being free. It is so hard to hide this from the others. If only she knew what she does to me...I grab the item and start to imagine her again....Dream:She layed down on my bed after a busy day of school. She slowly takes off her clothes and just lays spread eagle infront of me.'Please dont make me wait! I have waited for this for a long time. See im wet for you! please put it in!' She pants'Oh yes...are you sure? I

Two Brothers
Two brothers sat on the shore They saw that the tide had washed up new shells on the shoreline They could see some were encrusted with pearls There was one shell that appeared empty One brother gathered all of the pearl encrusted shells and began to take his treasure home to protect it from theft The other brother picked up the hollow shell A gentle breeze blew in causing a whistling sound to eminate from the shell He picked up the ordinary shell and held it to his ear He closed his eyes and he could hear all of the mysteries of the ocean He heard trumpets echoing through from a far shore He heard deep cries of ocean birds.. life and death of many from other times and places He smiled as he strolled carelessly down the shore Sometimes I tell a story and no one is there to hear.. smiles walking carelessly away

The Enemy That Is Love
The enemy called love is shapeless, faceless, and it envelops us all in a cloud of jealousy, ignorance, stupidity and outright madness. Most of us take it for granted and are too afraid to face the reality of accepting true love when it looks us dead in the eye. Most people run and hide because they are too afraid of true love, or they blame the world around them, or their own problems, or whatever pathetic excuses they use to mask their ego and their own self hatred. If you love someone, why run away and hide? I always thought true love was not being able to live without someone, yet why do people say they need time, space, closure, whatever? Maybe I am way too cynical, but I do know this. Eventually TRUE love will find me. And that true love will not run away and hide when the chips are down, love will not cheat on me with people I am close with, love will not blame everyone else for how fucked their reality is. When love finds me, even though it has beaten the shit out of me, I will

Thisguyy2003
friend are the ones that come and bail you outa jail.. true friends are sitting beside you saying fuck that was fun when i was young i dreamed of a girl that i would love. when i got older i found her. but she didnt feel the same.. she broke my heart. so for a few years i fellowed her lead, breaking hearts as i went.when i found another i detacated mysalf to her only to be let down again... pay back for the way i acted?? a heart can be true but infected with hate.. break the chain and try always to be true to your self and others because it always come back to you does no one just want to have sex. cant people go hard core and still remain good friends. doesnt sex bring people closer together?? i hope it can be true ;0)

My Thoughts
I just checked my grade for my group powerpoint project for my comp app class and my partner and I got a perfect score 100/100 i am so happy. with all the hard work and praticed we put into it. it was so worth it. i hope my partner is as happy with the score as i am. *Jumping for joy* YATTA!!! i got the demo for the japanese version of Ape Escape (Pipo Ape Racer). this game is yet another cart racer clone. this time you are playing the apes from ape escape. (yes ape escape). i have to say so far this clone is kinda fun. well its no mario cart. the only prob i see is that while you are racing it seams to be going kinda slow. even when you use the speed power ups. i hope they fix this prob when the game fully comes out. this game is a rental. for a quick gaming fix. i was thinking that when life seems at its darkest a little bit of light shines though. today it was quiet so i desided to pratice my guitar. i am just a rookie at it :) then later my nephew came into my room whil

Friendship
To all my friends, fans, and family!

Poem
Isn't she lovely Isn't she wonderful Isn't she precious Less than one minute old I never thought through love we'd be Making one as lovely as she But isn't she lovely made from love Isn't she pretty Truly the angel's best Boy, I'm so happy We have been heaven blessed I can't believe what God has done Through us he's given life to one But isn't she lovely made from love Isn't she lovely Life and love are the same Life is Aisha The meaning of her name Londie, it could have not been done Without you who conceived the one That's so very lovely made from love When we first met I gave you my heart, Our first night together, you were in my soul. This is not the way it is supposed to be I belong with you and you with me. I lye awake night after night, wondering if you are thinking of me, and if you miss me too. The is a part of me that is gone, untill I am with you again, it will always feel wrong. I love you with everything that I am Heart, Soul, b

Life
The Music Plays...Sensual by Bigg-G The music plays a romantic tune, softly creates the mood, We gaze into each other eyes and smile, all is right, scented candles lights the room it sets a real romantic mood.. Rose petals on the bed, satin red sheets, the feeling of satin caressing our bodies, the room smells sweet, on the table strawberries and a can of cream.. Honey on the other side of the table, makes me realize the passion and the delight she has in mind, Red wine on ice, one long stem rose placed in her hand sealed with a gentle kiss from my lips, a soft caress on my cheek, a sweet smile on her face makes me feel truly unique, I'm weak at the knees.. My passion arises as I look into her eyes the music plays, our favorite song, as she kisses my lips, I seem to want her more and more.. She feeds me, I feed her, strawberries dipped in cream, we sip the wine ~Oh how divinely~ The taste on her lips excites me, as I nibble on her bottom lip as she holds me tight, the mus

Stuff And Stuff And More Stuff In And Around My Life
i came across old photos, shared with me by a friend. that night dreams of him raped me, over and again. his cursed giftedness enveloped me, his hidden secrets spread cross'd my thighs, and just as quick as sunrise, the cold sunlight kissed me, and left me alone again. I am alone...not completely alone. I am with someone who I love, yet I feel all alone. I love him like a father, or brother....i love him as an indentured servant comes to love her master. I care for him, yet my heart...that part of spirit that loves, passions, desires,....is far away, waiting for another, on the windowsill of the home he left. So here am I...all alone...wishing on a dream. What shame it is To long for a touch that might never be felt a gaze which may never be shared breaths that might never mingle from lovers about to kiss what time is wasted on such thoughts wondering what unspoken words were never uttered dreaming about the passionate embraces that could have been but how irresisti

Master - Mistress - Lord -or- Poo-bah...
The following was my reply to an "on-line Mistress'" insistence on her (self-imposed?) title's relevance, and validity: Personally, I like to Whip Ass. I actually went to an Academy, and lived in a Dungeon for four (count 'em (4)) months, learning exactly HOW to Whip Ass. My immediate trainers, I referred to as "Sir" or "Ma'am". And, the woman who ran the whole Academy was (is) addressed as "Mistress". Now, every so often when I'm out in public, at some nightclub, and sometimes on the city streets, small groups or individuals will get down on hands, and knees, kiss my fingertips, or my boots (hell, my docksiders!) and address me as "Master". These good people couldn't give (pardon me) a 'flying goddamn' about my parenting skills, my humanity, or my artistic and creative abilities. They address me as such because I Whip (their) Ass! Now, I could run around demanding that I be addressed as "Grand Arch-Lord Blowhard of Kansas City", or somesuch... But, you will notice I go by (always

Random Ramblings
Yup, that is right! I wanted to go out for my birthday this year since I never get to anymore with Jakob (my 11 month old). However, my aunt (who is 34) wanted to double with me with a guy 12 years her junior. Yeah, no thanks. I already told her I refused to double with her because of some of the other guys I was forced to go and meet with her. You would think she learned her lesson by some of the other guys she has meet online but nope, she is still looking for the 'one'. Anyone who knows me will know exactly what I went through with her in Febuary 2006, and October of 2005. Anyways, my date would've been older then hers. Just seems like it would be pretty awkward so I opted out of that. Then, my sister is going on this retreat with her church. She spent what was supposed to be my birthday money from our parents because she needed things for the trip and had also offered to babysit Jakob so I can go shopping that very weekend. Sweet huh? Oh well, looks like I will be

Blahs Of Life
**An FYI before you read this. There is much more going on than the brain disease. This is lengthy but if you are truly curious, towards the end it will list several of my other health issues.** As a few of you know, I am a rather ill person. I'm asked fairly often what it is that I have. To save time from having to repeatedly type it out, I guess I will just blog about it. The past week has been extremely rough for me. The pain is out of control. Since we've moved, I am nowhere close to any of the 21 specialists that have worked with me the past 7 years. Oh gee, the things I get to go through again while finding new doctors. I'd rather be dead than to go through all the hellish testing that I will have to go through again. I literally mean that. The testing just can't be described. If you can think of it, I have more than likely gone through it and I get to go through it again. Some of the testing is extremely painful, some testing is tolerable and some testing is

Soul Searching Thoughts
So tell me what it is you are thinking, And I will tell you how I feel. Tell me what you are thinking And I’ll show a man that’s real. Tell me what you want, Tell me your desire. Is it ok if I touch your heart? Will you let me find a way to light your fire? How about kisses from head to your toe? I'll run my hands down to special places? Or is that too much from the start? Close your eyes and tell me what it is that you feel. Are the Goosebumps still there? Is it surreal? What about your muscles? Are they tense? Is your sweet and delicious flower contracting? Or is it slowly becoming relaxed as you become warmer on the inside? Mmmmm hmmm.... daaayum.... TO BE CONTINUED:...... A sweet surrender is slowly taking over me. It’s got me tongue tied and down on a knee. I think through the thoughts that appear to be clear, It’s mostly thoughts of you; Wondering when will you be near. I can’t process them through my mouth, For, they are only clear in my mind. Wor

For The Soldiers At Christmas Time
THE STELLA AWARDS Time once again to review the winners of the Annual "Stella Awards." The Stella Awards are named after 81 year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued McDonald's (in NM). That case inspired the Stella Awards for the most frivolous, ridiculous, successful lawsuits in the United States. According to reliable legal analysts, for every idiot who wins a case, thousands of other imbeciles don't make it that far. We can thank our lucky stars for that, because it's you and me who end up paying for these mental midgets awards when companies pass the cost on to the consumers. Here are this year's winners: 5th Place (tie): Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas, was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The owners of the store were understandably surprised at the verdict, considering the misbehaving little toddler was Ms. Rob

~{wicked Butterfly's}~ Poetry
Venomously I scream out in Blasphemy At the god who claims to love Only those good enough. Yet he says in his words so holy. "Everyone will know me" Give me a break! I can take no more. You, my made up "god" Are just a week metaphor. An excuse for other's to act this way or that. To scare children into thinking they'll burn if they're bad. I chose not to believe long ago. That life is nothing but a terribly written show. I see everything the way it is. Some would say I dance with the devil became his mistress. That I am a satanistic bitch The angel's undergarment itch. I don't care for I live in hell. A world full of hate, And "sin" breeds and dwells. Where is "God" I ask you, Where is he? When you are broken down, On bended knee. Does he hear your cries? Does he give a damn? He creates then destroys... What's the point in man? Pollute my ears no more With your lies and make believe. And don't say I don't have faith. For my faith is in me. I liv

Poetry
I Love You I love your eyes. Everytime I look into them, I am lost. I fall deeper and deeper into the spell they cast upon me. I can't help but look. I love you smile. Everytime you smile at me, I feel the warmth of the sun shinning down on me. It warms me more than cuddling in front of a brand new fire. I can't help but smile back. I love your kisses. Everytime your lips touch mine, I feel an endless stream of passion. It sends me on a journey, a journey in which I do no mind taking. I can't help but kiss you. I love your touch. Everytime your skin touches mine, I feel the most enlivening feeling I have ever felt. It is the feeling of a pounding heart and a shivering soul. I can't help but touch you. I love everything about you....... This is a poem dedicated to soeone I love very much but can't be with cause I messed up... When I close my eyes... I can see your face.. My heart calls out, wanting you with me in this special place.. I can feel

I Need Your Help!!!
I need your help please, I have been nominated to appear in this weeks contest for "The Hottest Girl in Porn." I have no idea how this happen but it would be great if I could simply place in the top 3! (lol) So I am asking all my friends if they would cast there vote for little old me! Here is the link to cast your vote: http://www.thehottestgirlinporn.com Thanks again for helping me out and I have a few new videos and pics that will be going up in the group this week so be ready because they are going to be HOT! XOXO Kitty Langdon I just found out that there are a few tickets left for tomorrow nights (Dec 22) BANG BANG XXXmas Party in Los Angeles. If you would like to spend a intimate evening with me being naughty just email me for all the info: MsKitty@MsKittyBangBang.com It is going to be a Christmas to remember!!! XOXO Kitty Langdon

Losing A Friend
this week end has been a blessing 30 kids was not as hard as u would thank to deal with thay just wont to have fun if aneyone has a chance to work a camp do it it is the most rewording thanng andyone could do but im still dinging mud of of my earse lol and jello for between toes lol god has bless me so please take my adivice do it if u can fack ass people i hat the worst they omly come around when thay need somthing...and im not talking about aneyone on here im talking about my soory friends who need to hang out with me when thy omly need somthing thay forget who i am when thay dont need something it is omly when ther back is a gents the wall when thay call or come around but im here fore my frieneds no matter how much it hurt me im still standind and wating to help them out im a idiot u tell me im just so lost i dont understand why im losing friends for....i try to be what evrone wontes me to be why cant everyone thake me as i am....and get to know me and let me be me...im rill

The Art Of Kunnilingus
The Art Of Kunnilingus People have been using their lips and tongues to produce stimulation on each other sexually for about as long as they have existed. How about kissing each other? Men have been kissing women on their necks, ears, breasts, backs, thighs, and anywhere else they can think of that will arouse them sexually ever since they found out that it works. It didn't take long for some enterprising man to find out that kissing a woman's vulva worked, did it ever. The Latin word cunnilingus was coined to describe licking the vulva. But although producing stimulation with your mouth on a woman's vulva is so damn effective, many men refuse to do it. They just don't want to do it. That's why women get so excited when they find a man that likes to get down there. They know he's a pleasure fountain. This is made for those of you guys like me who like to please women and set her pleasure levels up to not-experienced-before levels. This is how to give good oral sex to women. To re

Mine
He was a great person and loved everyone around him with all of his heart, passion and soul. He was loved by everybody that knew him even if just for a few minutes.... Man dies after truck backs over him BY JOSHUA BROWN STAFF WRITER Published: Wednesday, February 4, 2009 4:10 AM EST PRINCE GEORGE — A truck driver died Monday after being hit by a tractor-trailer at the Food Lion Distribution Center in Prince George County, police confirmed Tuesday. Joshua Gilliam, 26, of Knocksville, Tenn., was struck at about 10:30 a.m. Monday at the distribution center on Enterprise Drive, Prince George Lt. Brian Kei said. Gilliam was pronounced dead at the scene. Gilliam, a driver for Land Air Transport, had pulled his truck into the distribution center and was walking in the parking lot when he was hit. Kei said the driver of the tractor-trailer has not been charged. He did not have the driver’s name. .. “(Gilliam) had been inside the building and was on his way bac

This Is Me
Funny how the papers so bright I often wonder if Jim felt the same I live to write I write to live Hold me sweetheart Difficult to find my groove Two weeks six days I fear my self I wanted this I wanted you The pen bleeds I bleed You and my heart in contempt Fuck this is hard tonight I want to fall Most of my writings hold meaning Tonight I feel nothing And yet I write To you Whatever your name is Who ever you are tonight And who am I Where the fuck am I going Don’t love me I can’t Not tonight This is shit Hate me tonight as I do FUCK ME Fuck this life The End Is It??? Jason M. Christilaw 20081021 I hate the way you look at me With Love and so much trust The Demon inside waits for your soul I am the one who takes control You don’t know Love I am Satan The Devil from within I am destined to live alone Love none but my own Days I wish you were real To hold my heart close But your just inside me Alone I am to walk

Gina's Blog
Recently I have been banned from leaving comments on profile pages and on photos. When I wrote Fubar as to why, they just said,"You have violated the terms of service and please refer to them" Soooooo, I read them and I couldn't see anything in there that I violated. I have no nudity on my page or in my photos. My comments I leave on my friends pages are tasteful. (I've seen way worse from others then what I ever put up) I'm drama free. I replied back telling them that. (waiting for a reply) So Fubar,why you going after the little fish instead of the sharks?? Is it a power trip? I have no problem with censorship if it's done to 'ALL' who violate the TOS. And not just a select few. (still don't know what my crime is) Well getting my square peg ass outta this round peg hole site. Gina Since Fubar banned me from making comments, and never told me why, and since I did send alot of Maxine comments, I can only surmise that Fubar is anti Maxine

Music Player Fix
How To Get Music In Certains Lounges Using Internet Explorer and FireFox FOR Internet Explorer: 1.Open Internet Explorer 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Internet Options" and click on it 4.Click on the "Programs Tab" 5.Select the "Window Media Player" add-on to highlight it in the Add-On list 6.Go to the bottom to the "Settings box" 7.Select "Disable" 8.Then click "OK" button 9.Restart Internet Explorer 10. Come back into lounge and you should hear music FOR FireFox: 1.Open FireFox 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Options" and click on it 4.Go to the "File Type" box 5.Click the "Manage" button 6.Scroll until you see mp3 7.Select mp3 - winamp 8.Click the "Change Action" button 9.Click 1st option: "Open with the default application" 10.winamp or windows media player should be in the box 11.Click "OK" 12.Restart FireFox 13.Come back to lounge and you should have music *NOTE: Even if you could

Life
Sometimes in life, the person you want to be with the most is the person you are better off without. People get together everyday. There is no reason I should be alone, but I am beyond doubt sick and tired of the B'S There are some walls you can walk through and some walls you can not. Recently, I have been catching myself walking through walls I can not walk through.

Obama For Pres
Before you make up your mind to put this man in office, you need to read the following: Obama mentioned his church during his appearance with Oprah Winfrey. It's the Trinity Church of Christ. I found this interesting. Barack Husein Obama's church: Please go to HIS church's web site and read what is written there. It is very alarming. Barack Obama is a member of this church and is running for President of the U.S. If you look at the first page of their web site, you will learn that this congregation has a non-negotiable commitment to Africa . No where is AMERICA even mentioned. Notice too, what color your skin is required to be if you should want to join the Trinity Church of Christ. NO EXCEPTIONS! Doesn't look like his choice of religion or place to worship has improved much over his (former?) Muslim upbringing. Strip away his nice looks, the big smile and smooth talk and what do you get? 1.Certainly a racist, as plainly defined by the stated po

Slappys Blog
why do we do the things we do? some days i have no clue wtf I did what I did. why do we want things we can't have? material things and people, people can be worse. Why do we love the people we do? Love is a bitch Why do some days feel worse then the day before? and last..... WHY ME??? I wrote your name in the sky but the wind blow it away. I wrote your name in the sand but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in the sea but the fish took it away. I wrote your name in my heart But there it will forever stay. **note** this was copied, and is for *LDH* went out both friday and saturday nights and had no alcohol....boy whats wrong with me.??? but i had a good time thats all that matters

Auction
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The List (rockstar Thru Insider)
I have created a list for Fubarians who are Rockstar, Fuberlord, Henchman or Insider and would like help leveling. You want to be on the list? Just send me a private message. Please be sure to let me know when you level so that I can keep this list as updated as possible. Thank you. Please Add/Fan/Rate these people. And if you feel like it rate some of their stuff, anything helps on their journey to the next level and all love will be returned. The List has helped 10 Fubarians become Fu-King so far! Insider... ☆DJ•Kak•Tease♣Snake♥Eyes♦Radio♠HeadPromoter•NgC☆@ fubar 224,000 To Fu-King *Pink0828*~*~Owned By ♥jeff_dahl2000 & Bleuskyhere $$$♥~*~Owner of RavinJuggalo~*@ fubar 266,000 To Fu-King CinDragon~Founder of ClubMystic~IBIC~FuAngel~Owned by/Owner of HisSweetObsession@ fubar 276,000 To Fu-King SheBledGlitter@ fubar 359,000 To Fu-King Rated N for Naughty@ fubar 384,000 To Fu-King ~Ash~Manager

I Am Feeling So Blogged Today
So years back, somewhere around the age of 21, I know I was at least 21 because I was wasted. I had been out with some friends by a random college; we had been drinking and having a good time. Well on the walk back to the car, how I managed to stay upright is beyond me, there were some guys hanging out on a porch. Me being me I of course flashed them. Well one of them noticed the tattoo on my right breast and called me over. He had a French accent so of course I went over to investigate him further, and as I had thought he was HOT! He asked me about the tattoo, it's a grateful dead bear and under it, it says "Bonnie". So he asked me the name of my other breast I told him it had no name, so he named it Pomp La Mouse, I guess that means grapefruit in French or at least that's what he told me. So that was pretty much it, my friends wanted to get going so we traded numbers, I never expected to actually hear from this guy. A few days later I get a call from someone wit

Glows' Thoughts
As in always your going to ask what my status means. Honestly it just one on of the things i say i'm gonna do. I wait to be so many things or means so many things to everyone. I can be the Best friends that you call at anytime that will get out of bed to talk or I can be the mommy that makes you think that her girls are lucky to have her. I have been and can be the wonderful Wife or girl friend. I can be the Piece of Ass. I can be the patient one that sits that understands or I can be the the one that just listens while you talk and hangs on every word as if your speaking to my soul. I do believe everything you say to me because i dont not lie to you. I am not always what i can be but i am always keeping track of what i do or say wrong past present future every memory of everything i ever focused on is in my head. Lately I have been the girl thats afraid. I am afraid to be happy i am afraid the love i am afraid to say things all wrong. If you ask me whats wrong i resist telling you an

My Thoughtful Side
So now I'm being told to hurry up with my info to file for divorce because its been six months and its time to get this done. Six? Its September right? He left in May. That's four months. Okay, we had the big confrontation in April...that's five months. I guess he gets to start the timer from when he met his girlfriend, even though I was still clueless that my marriage was over. Gee, that's fair. I hate that one short email can ruin my whole frigging day. Its not enough that I'm here by myself with two kids, no job, no break, and no end in sight. I have to get the psychological crap on a regular basis. I know there is no easy answer to all of this. I just had to vent so hopefully I can salvage the day. Hope yours is better than mine. I had a great day. I had two awesome interviews for a job I think I might get. I bought smaller jeans. So why am I not dancing around in circles? Because, no matter how hard I fight to declare my single-dom, a great day really is nothing w

Life
Ok were having a disscussion in a different blog about not bein able to be with loved ones on christmas. me ill be working both christmas eve and day. i do not get so see my sons face to open up presents. but then i have goin on in my mind. how the hell can i afford christmas when i can just skid by on making rent and bills. and then you have people that are like well christmas is about family and spending time with each other and all that.. i understand this as an adult. but try explaining that to a 5 year old. they want the world, they expect like 432542542 gifts under the christmas tree. and they are getting more and more expensive as the years go on. kids are getting more and more spoiled. lol. why cant it be about family and what not. not the screaming kids that are crying and stompin there feet cuz they didnt get there Wii (or how ever you spell that fucking thing) or there playstation 3's. i dont know where im goin with this but my issue is chrismas sucks. lol.. its been tainted

White Tigers (please Repost)
Focus: Animal Welfare Action Request: Boycott Location: United States The White Tiger; Beautiful, Graceful, Majestic... Fantasy Like Even. But, did you know that the white tiger is not a real species. In fact it is a man made species, a hybrid of a Bengal tiger and a Siberian tiger and they end up a beautiful white color with blue eyes due to inbreeding. And if that wasn't enough to set you off then know that about 80% of white tiger cubs born die either from birth defects or killed by breeders because they are deformed. What zoo would want that in their park, right? Did you ever wonder why you could never see a white tiger out in the wild. Well, besides the fact that they are man made a white tiger would never be able to survive on it's own in the wild. Why you ask? For one, all white tigers are cross eyed due to inbreeding. They can not see very well due to that. I copied and pasted this article about white tiger breeding from a website called bigcatrescue.org. Please read on.

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Bombing List
 OK  SO I AM STARTING A  BOMBING LIST IF U WANT ON IT  LEAVE ME THE LINK TO YOUR BOMBING FOLDER IN THE COMMENTS.  SEE U VERY SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEACE OUT Queen Pixie  http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1274997 stacey http://www.fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=959549 mercy http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1778220&albumid=1382909 Jen  http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1171261&albumid=1713180 zeelot http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1046454&albumid=1720481&idx=0   lovemeorhateme  http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=2109577&albumid=1583798   http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1392677   Geek Rocks http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1893061&albumid=1376512 Stone http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1705779 mav http://fubar.com/images.php?u=2438737&albumid=1693100  Jasmine  http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=727846 Jack http://fubar.com/images.php?u=2263264&albumid=1652378   Kathy  http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1244347&albumid=1570509&idx=0 Dani   http://fubar.co

Tattooing
Ok, you decide to get a tattoo, you know what you want and where you want it. You  pick a tattoo place , it looks very clean even the  people tattooing look very clean. You sit down to get ur  tatt, the tattooist has rubber gloves on and  pulls out 2 desposable needle in a air tight package, you  dont think anything about it  cuz when you go to ur  dr. and they go to draw blood they take the needle out of same type of package. Think about this ur getting a  tatt on ur back u can't see what the tattooist is doing with the needle lets  say  he pricks his fingure and keeps tattooing pr the fresh needle he took out of the package well, no one knows who package them or if that person has anything  and by using that 1 needle BOOM u now  have hep or even worse aids all becuz of the love for a tattoo. Even though u watch your tattooist take the fresh needle out of ir gas enchambered package and everything is going smoothly you dont know who packaged that needle up. If your tatt

Me, Myself, Oh, And My Thoughts..
WHAT'S THE ONE THING YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING? (a question a friend of mine just recently asked all of her friends,my answer follows, you are welcome to write or comment your answer, it is an intrigueing question.) What do I want more than anything? Your happiness, and I use the word "Your" both in reference to you specifically and the rest of the world as well. See I figure if You, and the world could all just find happiness, then perhaps I could find happiness as well... Isn't that really what anybody wants? Happiness? We as a society throw that word around loosely, as if we know what it means wholeheartedly, but can any one of us truly, without a doubt in our minds, say that we have experienced true happiness? Your favorite place is on the back of your horse, but that moment of bliss that you feel while you are there, is it truly the REAL definition of happiness? And, If so... how do we take that brief moment of bliss and learn how to experience it for the rest of our live

Rantings!
So why is it that in a society, where sex, money and drugs take the lead and we as people can purchase anything.  We purchase our basic necessities, along with loads of other crap that we have no use for.  Some even purchase sex, and try to purchase love.  I believe that in this society that we has people have created,  we have corrupted ourselves, and we have corrupted the sanctity of marriage, the all mighty power of true love, and the promise of a long happy life.  In the pursuit of instant gratification, we have lost morals, and values along the way that cannot ever be recovered, restored, or rebuilt.  Our older generation sits back and wonders where they went wrong in raising their children, and so the vicious cycle begins. I mentioned before the power of love, and the sanctity of marriage.  What happened to those two commitments?  When you love someone, you know that for sure down deep in your soul, I believe that our society has confused love with sex and vice versa.  Sex is n

Nepal Trek Info
The best way to experience Nepal’s unbeatable combination of natural beauty and cultural riches is to walk through them. The immense contrasts in altitudes and climates found here support an equally spectacular mix of lifestyles, vegetation types and wildlife. Trekking in the mountains of Nepal is more a cultural experience than a wilderness expedition. You will be passing through picturesque villages inhabited by diverse ethnic groups. You will see Chhetri farmers working in their fields and Tamang herders grazing their animals on the steep slopes. You will meet Gurkha soldiers home on leave and come across Sherpa yak drivers transporting goods over the high mountain passes. And always in the background, the icy pinnacles of the Himalaya loom over the scenery. Trekking in Nepal is an all season activity. It is possible at any time of the year depending on where one wishes to go. However, the most popular season are spring (February - May ) and autumn (September-November). Even d

Song Of Souls...written By Blaze Barrett
Of this world there's a woman...This certain lady carries The candle and key to the darkness In my lonely heart that been locked up....Of this woman, to be bring me light, must first travel The night within my soul...  And heart...For me to be open, I must first melt To the candle light..To knock the rust off the lock.. Its a task I so tried for so long....But finally I gave it thought...I can hear the lady on the other side...Calling my name in the dark, jiggling with the lock... Playing with the candle to see....To light up this rusty padlock on my soul.....I banged at the door to cheer her on...But it came through as a whisper.... A whisper she heard clearly for it said...Please love...Help me with this door...I want you so ever badly... When you heard those words through my lips...Through door...You sat down and cried...Cried and let the tears roll...In each tear...Captures the candle light...In each tear...It sparkled into the night...Each cry make me quiver at the sight....F

A Diamond
Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close to your heart, because you might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond, while you were too busy collecting stones...

Unbreakable
Unbreakable Using my love,  You tear me apart. Unlocking the darkness,  That hides in my heart. The shadows, they creep close,  To bury me in. Till I’m lost in the struggle,  And I can’t find where to begin. You took for granted ,  All the love that I gave. You took from me,  All the hope I’d saved. I should have listened to the voice inside,  That told me your love was just a big lie.

Sang's Rants
Have you ever wondered?   Well now you will know…..   What is torture?   In the Convention Against Torture of 1984, torture is defined as "any act by which severe pain or suffering, whether physical or mental, is intentionally inflicted on a person for such purposes as obtaining from him or a third person information or a confession, punishing him for an act he or a third person has committed or is suspected of having committed, or intimidating or coercing him or a third person for any reason based on discrimination of any kind, when such pain or suffering is inflicted by or at the instigation of or with the consent or acquiescence of a public official or other person acting in an official capacity." In ratifying the Convention Against Torture, the United States Senate clearly stated that anything that would constitute cruel, inhuman, or unusual punishment under the U.S. Constitution is prohibited. The U.S. Senate also defined "mental pain" to include "proced

Bored
well well. it's almost thanksgiving so i guess i should be thankful for something. i really don't know exactly what to be thankful for. i guess my life is blessed beyond comparison, but what exactly does it all mean? is all the material stuff important? i don't have anybody to call my own. hmmm... it hurts me that nobody will be by my side to eat turkey. nobody that truly cares for me the way i need to be cared for. so what do i do? say i'm thankful for being an American? i am thankful for that at least. i wish i had someone, though. tired but still awake... leave me some comments or something.. i am bored. blah... need something to do. i'm pathetic.

Stories About Me
I'm lost in this empty place searching for what once was me hope that I can remove this mask but yet fearing what you might see If I hide away all I once was Will I ever know who I'm not Can I ever feel love for anyone If love I truely sought So, I might not be on here much today. I'm attempting to get someone to take me to the hospital. I'm a dork and kicked my own ass. I tripped a couple of times and fell, ribs first, into a wooden chair that my friend has in her room. Hope I'm not hurt too badly, but I'll keep everyone updated. ***UPDATE*** So, I have a appt. set up for tomorrow to see if I broke anything. Working tonight, which is going to suck because the pain is starting to make me feel sick to my stomach. Send me lots of love to make me feel better. That would rock my socks. ***YET ANOTHER UPDATE*** So, the rib is fractured. It's the 10th or 11th rib on my right side. Tbe fracture is close to the sternum. I have to wear a rib brace and they ha

Blog Popping
Selling domain names anymore? A quick glance on greatdomains shows recent sales of certain domain names going for more than $20000. I was thinking surely these are greatly overpriced. So I decided to go in search of catchy domain names and get some free appraisals. Found one that got the following report. Marketability: excellent Clarity: excellent Memorability: excellent Link Popularity: n/a Extension: excellent Length: very good Word count: excellent Hyphens: not present Numerals: not present Substitutions: not present Abbreviations: not present ESTIMATED VALUE OVER $ 250,000 I know it all depends on the demand and possible future use etc but how can such prices be justified? (yeah I get the most pointless blog award) It all began so many long years ago. In a time when I was most content with my life. But things never stay tranquil forever and something was about to happen that would not only change my life but would also change the world as I

Friends
can anyone here please explain this whole ct marriage thing too me, and how it works, who yu see too get one done any and all info helpfull Hey all, I just wanted too let everyone know as of today im going too start removing people who have never left me a comment or a ratin or even looked at my page so do me a favor if you wanna remain on my list and want the favor returned reply too this so I know you have looked and I have your support or else your gone bye, Will too all the people on my friends list and anyone else rating this, please take some time too drop bye and rate pics regularly and leave comments maybe even become a fan if you do drop me a message and ill be happy too return the favor. As of tommorow im going too start removing people who havent even looked at my page or left any messages or rating or anything. So, if you dont wanna be removed let me know otherwise thanks and catch ya later Will