CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Love of My Life!"

Walk With Me by Felony Sinn Walk with me down winding roads Tree lined paths and trails unknown Walk with me and hold my hand Walk with me in sea soaked sand Hear my whisper in your ear A hushed breath, a gentle tear Hear the song of mourning doves Hear my cries of whispered love Tell me of your wildest dreams All the things you’ve never seen Tell me of our life to come Tell me of our unborn son Name the things you hold most dear The wants, desires that you hold near Name a place you want to go Name to me your deepest woe Write to me of love so sweet From your heart – dig down deep Write to me a song I know Write to me in sweetest prose Hold me close and don’t let go Your love is what I want to know Hold my heart within yours dear Hold me now, pull me near Feel me now our bodies twined Two become one, a single mind Feel my body, taste my soul Feel the love that makes us whole

It occurred to me a little while ago that I met my boyfriend online a year ago tomorrow. I was sitting in a camfrog chat room and they were playing this song. ITS PERFECT! I do love that man with all my heart and soul. I may vent sometimes but there is nothing more that I want then to grow old with him... Read the lyrics Artist: WestLife Song: I want to grow old with you Another day without your smile Another day just passes by But now i know how much it means For you to stay right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurts so bad i can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight remains so strong It makes our risk right all along The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad i can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you Things can come and go I know but Baby I believe Something's burning strong between us Makes it clear to me I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you

I Believe... I believe that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe that you can keep going long after you can't. I believe that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take it's place. I believe that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I believe that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I believe that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I believe that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up. I believe that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I believe that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I believe that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I believe that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. I believe that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief. I believe that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I believe that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever. I believe that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I believe that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you. I believe that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you you will find the strength to help. I believe that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being. I believe that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon. ================================= Only 13 more days till I am flying back to Germany to be with the man I hold so dear to my heart!

Dear Love of My Life, You know I never realized what true love was until I met you. I never knew the sun could shine on the darkest days until I met you. I never knew that a relationship could be equal until I met you. The moment I laid my eyes on you, I knew what true love was all about. Now I can't stop thinking about you. I can't stop rolling your name off my lips, just because it makes me smile so much to say your name. I can't stop thinking about a future together, because for once in my life I know I want to spend it with you. You have opened my eyes to so much, yet I still feel that I have so much to learn, but once again, I want to do it with you. For once in my life I believe in Angels, because in you, I truly found one. You are my Soul Mate, You are my Heartbeat, You are the One! I love you with all my heart and soul! Yours Forever, T.