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3 DOORS DOWN "Here Without You" A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It g
The page will be hosting it's first auction for St. Patrick's Day. All Angels and Hotties are free to enter and all others will pay 1 million fubucks. I am going to place a 2 million fubucks minumum bid on it. If you are interested, please see the picture in our default folder for rules and info. 
Boyfriend Application
  basics: name:   e-mail : AIM : MSN : yahoo! : birthday [mm.dd.yy]:      location:  physical: height:      weight:  build:  heavy    muscular    beefy    lean    skinny eye color:      hair color:  tattoos/piercings? website/picture URL:  smartie pants: what year? drop out college freshman  college sophomore college junior college senior keep goin' do y
Food Porn!, Recipies.
This is my all time favorite!!! Easy and cheap to make but taste like garlic goodness! White Clam Sauce (Easily doubled) 1/4 C olive oil 1/4 C butter 3 cloves (or more) minced garlic. I use a heaping Tbsp of the jarred minced garlic 3 Tbsp dried chopped parsley 2 5.5 oz cans minced canned clams with juice. salt to taste.   Heat oil and butter in sautee pan over med/high heat add garlic. sautee garlic till golden. then add juice from canned clams. Add chopped parsley.  Simmer on low heat for 10 minutes. then add clams. Simmer 3 minutes more. Thats it! Done! Its a thin sauce a little goes a long way serve over spaghetti and  sprinkle with some parmesan cheese and eat it up! I like fruit cake so so but these cookies are soooo good!!!! Merry Christmas Cookies 3 eggs 1Cup butter 1 1/4 cup light brown sugar  3 cups all purpouse flour    ( start with 2 1/2 cups, 3 may be to much) 1 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon salt1 teaspoon cinnamon 1/2 cup milk 3/4 lb. white rais
Today I started day one of my Medifast journey.    My schedule of food was supposed to be the following MF-Dutch Chocolate Shake MF-Chicken Noodle Soup w/ Crackers MF-Cinnamon Pretzel Sticks MF-Southwest Eggs MF-Blueberry Oatmeal Salmon and cabbage soaked in vinager.   I ended up eating: MF-Dutch Chocolate Shake blended with frozen coffee MF-Chicken Noodle Soup w/ Crackers ( a quarter of the soup and half the crackers) MF-Cinnamon Pretzel Sticks and my mom brought me a small plate of rice with gravy and steak and a piece of cornbread with a little blackeyed peas  (i hate  those things.. i ate four.. no not four bites.. four beans) and a bit of cabbage. I have drank water.. and a TINY bit of sprite zero.. i like carbonation.. sue me...    The soup is gross... luckily i am going to be able to swap the meals out if i don't like them. The shake was alright, i added too much coffee though...   I don't really want to post my start weight yet... maybe once i drop some of th
New Friends And Family
I hate saying this because I am NOT buying your friendship but just a reminder there is only one way to get into my family A Cherry Blast, thats how they got there and thats how to knock someone else out, then you go to the list, variables are amount of days of course a 30 day pretty much is a lifetime there. Anyhow, if you are offended by this my deepest apologies, my family respect sme and this more or less guarantees that respect. Love You All and Hope we all can talk at one time or another regardless of what you get me lol, all i ask is for nice respectful human beings Hugs, Kisses and who knows what else Luxuriousskies you scores girl Here is something that is a lil crazy. Why is it that as a webcam performer I am asked numerous times a day to give me away for free. If I were going to come into your job say a car salesman are you going to give me a free car? Maybe you work at a video store, do you give away free videos too everyone that asks? I love what I do and I am d
Heidi Wolf
I am a Sapphire color of the dark blue Like the bottom of the ocean Who has hidden her secret tears On a wild stormy night She has no fright Willed as lightening Willed as the wind Willed as the rain Willed as a hurricane I then hear now the winds howl Like the wolf who Suddenly, Mysteriously appears In the night's mist That I call the rain wolf And that is now what I call myself. It was fall when Heidi Wolf wafted in Clothe in the mist of a redolent wind Silhouetted by the waning moon Framed in the window of a pitch-black room Though the fragrant wind untilled the air The wind chimes hung silent riveted to despair The smell of hell perfumed the room Blood-shot eyes narrated visions of doom In the blackness deep as a bottomless hole Flagitious spirits wager for a wounded soul Lucifer rolled the dice twice, with a poetic charm But the Good Book flew open at the 27th Psalm Heidi Wolf surveyed the scene And festooned the room with her gracious beam From t
Why Good Guys Always Wrong ?
Has anyone ever been just ben stuck in a sitaution they dont want to be in any more and dont know what to do to get out of it .I know I am . I swore on my dads grave i wasnt going to part from my kids that I would always be in thier life no matter what .But know I dont know if that can even be . I'm stuck to where I dont know whats going on from way day to the next . I have trhee beatiful kids all by the same mother . She's been around for 13 yrs but have broke up a few times for differnt reasons I'll leave it at that . The only reason why I stay around now is only for my kids . Am I o wrong for wanting to make sure my kids have clean house ,food and most of all a roof over their head . However seeing how we have broke up several times and just for the last damn time yr ago . I dont see why I should have to suffer this much . i want a happy life and some one who resects me more . No I'm not perfect by no means ,but I always try to do right by my kids . That dont mean they get everythin
Pimp Outs
Ðå F£ì®Ŧ Needs a little luv …Okay… needs some of your hard earned fu-money…LMAO He is saving for spotlight & needs you to spot him sum $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ No donation is to small…just show him that you luv him!!! Ðå F£ì®Ŧ-þÏMþ †ð ŦhÉ þû$$¥Çㆠþ£ÃŸMÅŦ€§{W.W.S leveler}@ fubar /> Greetings! Welcome to the FIRST Damien's ROYAL FLUSH Poker Run I'm coming full circle here on Fu so I'm trying to give back to those who have given Me so much.. so here's the deal - the plan is to race all across Fu picking up new players along the way to keep this card game on going .. and to start it I'm asking all to visit these lovely friends of Mine .. fan/rate/add them and then get back to Me to be added to this No Limit - Aces High - ALL IN Inter-Fu-national World Championship tournament of Fun. So let's get this High Stakes, Chips count for nothing, but Rates & Comments can add up Poker game on the Table!
The Saga Continues
Its TRUE....She Does I LOVE VAMPIRE KOK@ fubar This is what happens when you call someone a whore, you fucking slut sarasmile: whatever you want to think. ->sarasmile: im happy to see you agreeing with me, that you do indeed have a penis. sarasmile: wish. ->sarasmile: you offering yours? sarasmile: haha...go suck a dick. ->sarasmile: wouldnt want it enmeshed in a web of herpes, and gonnorhea, thank you....ill pass sarasmile: pfft....def wont be yours. ->sarasmile: i think you need a hard black dick jammed in your throat Sarasmile@ fubar So, i download this video off of 4chan, said it was a compilation of horse, cow, mule pr0n. I dl the shit form rapid share, and WTF!? It doesnt play...only audio...GHEY....
Daily Ramblings
soooooo... i think i might delete my account. nobody really talks to me. they view my pro, comment my pics, but when i try to start a conversation with them, they're like "hahahaha no, i'm not going to talk to you", i dont get it people! why wont ya talk?   i think its because of all the fake people on here... fake pictures n shit... sigh.. oh well, it is what it is.. if things dont change soon i'm leaving the site and not coming back... going back to facebook  I moved out of my parents house last year and have been living on my own for the past 8 months. moved out of my first house and moved into an apartment with a room mate. my dad and i were the only ones on the lease. the room mate promised that as soon as she got a job she would start contributing to rent. she bought food for the house every month. she swore up and down that she would start looking for jobs. it never happened. yes she bought food, but that doesnt cover the room she was staying in, the utilities and the internet
~love Actually~
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. You and I have it, we have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we find that we were one and not two..... Peace
Funnies (and How True!!!)
Military vs. Civilian FriendsCIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk.MILITARY FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. ...... MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home.MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild stuff will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.MILITARY FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we f**ked up...but hey, that was fun!"CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.MILITARY FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will listen to your relationship problems and hope it works out for you.MILITARY FRIENDS: Will listen to you over a long hard road march, and will help you straighten it ou
_______________~Puppet~_________________Am I not just a puppet for your personal amusement?A doll for you to laugh and sneer at when tired of all others? A puppet... with torn clothes that long to be renewed, my painted face.. faded and scratched from all the days of being toyed with. My strings are rather dull, but still not able to break under my own free will. I wait in the dark corner of my mind and await for the next person that I must amuse, then be placed back in the darkness, and wait again. Such a life I have come a costume to though, after all what else must a Jester to do? A wait for the kings orders and then entertain untill send to the gallows, or upon my own death. So I wait, in my corner until my king, my master comes and fetches me. And I still think....Will someone ever cut my stings? Its only once you tell yourself, I’ll only bleed for a whileBut the truth is my dear you can’t keep hiding behind your smileThe cuts are getting deeper and you know I know it
Random Thoughts
I don't know but i think fubar should make an app for the android market. would be a lot better for some people that cant get on all the time and if they have a smart phone and have an app it would be worth the while to have it but that just me saying Just want to get somethings out in the open.  Yes i know that I bitch and complain. I can't help it. just want to everyone know that. I think that we all do it some point in time. I don't care if you read this or not, comment it or not. Its all up to you. But how about some of you be in my place be Gone for 11 months. I know for my friends that are in the Military it is hard. But for the people that ain't.  Love me or hate me. can't do them both. I'm doing all what I can do to get things done.  So that I can come Back home, and be able to travel back and forth with out having any problems. I am a son of two nations. If y'all don't like that, it ain't my fault.  So if you don't like it I'm sorry
The Not So Much Lighter Side Of Me
I have gotten messy in my age I was once the most skill of what I do but in those times of dark and tanted one must hide there true selfs from the fate of the hunters hand but I most find her so I can once more be happy but how long will that be before I feed on her soul to make her a part of my way of life to take ones soul means I most kill for two. She is the one from my dreams calling to me as if I was a part of her never to know who she is, putting me in a state of endless darkness I must find her to left this veil of  nothingness of meaning to be with her will ease my pain to feel her to touch her is all I want I seen you over there in the dark shadows looking for your next meal but I can tell your eyes were on me looking in to my soul trying to find something I am nothing but a shadow of my old but if its a dance you want them my lady you can have but when im done im going to rip your flash off like your red silk dress, so light and soft I can still feel your blood running what
He embraced the morning looking out over an early fogHe searched thru the mist for some inkling of her presenceAt the horizon a glimmer of yellow pierced the fogShredding the fog like a single blade hacking thru a throng of enemies It colored the trees in glistening gold and the fog retreated into the shadows. Morning dew slipped between her toes, the grass tickling, kissing and inviting. Darkness banished, songs of delight echoed in the air. Flickering wings flashed by, cutting the light with a swift shadow. Water glistened off his torso as he looked upon her physical form and was enraptured with her beauty..His hand reached out pulling her to his lips..crushing her with his wanton passion unsatiated.Long had he waited ..deep was his desire which would not be deniedLaying her among the sand..he took his hands gripping her roughly brooking no opposition. She gave before him, accepting him even as he plunged deep into her golden light. Her fingers traced enigmatic signs upon his fles
Go Away
Scream OutAnother day of disdainLash OutEveryone's driving you insaneCry Tears Make everyone go awayDry TearsNo one's ever gonna stayYour StupidTo think he loved you anywaySo StupidHe never loved you a single dayGo AwayNo one wants you aroundStay Away

Don't have sex with friends? I'm told that I should never sleep with friends. Um, alright... I'm not going to sleep with strangers. How does that even happen? I mean for the sober half... YEP! I can definately see myself running up to total strangers spouting something to the effect of "Hey! Wanna fuck?' Although perhaps that would be alright, as people I don't even know screw me over all the time :P Enemies...? Well, no, i'm not at all turned on by people that I dream of running down with my car. Oooohhhhh, running them down with my car... ok so maybe THAT gets me giong a little bit... Heh, it wouldn't be the first time I ever did it with someone that I couldn't stand, it would just be on the way in the door instead of on the way out. There is the classic paper or plastic choice, just don't get it tied too tight... or maybe do... :D Which brings me to the reusable bag, lmfao. Aquaintances... hmm, well maybe. Or coworkers. Sitting at the coffee shop, maybe a business meeting, the conv
Charles Thomas Heinlein Jr. is my ex fiance. He was serving in Iraq when he was killed on July 31st 2007. I found out on August 5th after I came home from my sister having her son. Yes, he was my ex, but I still love him dearly. We didn't always get along, but that doesn't diminish my love for him, or how much I will miss him. He was serving in the ARMY and was in Iraq when his vehicle tripped an IAD bomb killing him along with 2 Soldiers. He has been such a large part of my life for the last few years, even though we barely spoke and were not together anymore. I will miss him more than words can express. The only thing that has stopped me from crying is holding my nephew. I don't know what else to say, other than please have his friends and family in your prayers and thoughts. I thought I wasnt leaving until the 4th or 5th, but Im leaving on the 2nd. Well, I hope to talk to you all as soon as I get internet down there. :) This is total bullshit! I am so tired of finding ou
Crazy Cowgirl
WOO HOO! IM FINALLY GONNA GET TO GO TO CLASSES. IM GONNA BE ABLE TO WORK ON CARS WITH S DEGREE. AS WELL AS BE ABLE TO MAKE MUCHO MUCHO MONEIES! WOOO HHOOOOOOO! GO ME! ANYWAYS IM MOVIN TO WYOMING. I WILL BE THERE THE END OF SEPTEMBER, BEGING OF OCOTBER! WOO HOO! passion kicks in and my eyes go blind. my thoughts go all to one. massive chaos consumes me, my body shaking. all i know is his touch is all i need. when he looks at me i tremble and fall. my knees buckle. my eyes shine. my thoughts consummed by this one man. fear creeps in, and i calm down. my heart is aflame. my thoughts afire. pounding hard and fast, my breath races. and all i know is that his thoughts are on me and mine on him. sitting at a diner. laughing at my friends. letting you all know that i am totally fine. i am living with my crazy friends and going to the beach almost everyday. working to maybe get a brandnew ninja! what does everyone think? just a thought. well lots of aloha friends!
Am I Dumb
Well, I just got some interesting news yesterday. I found out I'm pregnant. The father is my on again off again boyfriend of the last four years. The guy I was bitching about in my last blog. So we had talked about having kids before all hell broke loose and he left and we broke up...yet again. Well, I had to call him and tell him I was pregnant. That went over really well. He started laughing and crying at the same time. Then he precieded to call me later last night and tell me exactly how it was gonna be. That if we didn't get back together then the baby would spend half of the time with me and half of the time with him. I told him that we had nine months to figure it out. I don't know what to do about it. I may be completely retarded but I want to be with him and start a family. I already have one kid without a father and I sure as hell don't want two. I know that JP won't do what the other one did but it scares me anyway. Then again I don't want to be with him and then he leaves ou
..well.. Its True.
i dig them as a band but i never really thoguht any thing of it... i saw them the other day and they have gained a new respect fomr me. the bassist wouldnt stop hitting on me which made it a little weird but i still had fun.. and he gave me a pick which he signed. =) shucks shumthin' awful. Yarly. so Canada has opened up its borders and they are welcoming Mexicans saying "We cannot live without them" something that America has denied for years. so First your Mexican, then Mexican American, and Now Mexican Canadian.... "Hola Como Esas, eh?" =P (yes its a joke, but...its true.)
2 All Ct Users[friends,fans,
who wants 2 be my family???..dont be shy... or u didnt rate ALL my pics,dont beg 4 votes...i helped out a great amount of beauties,here,on ct..with their contests...when i was[and i still am]in any contest,they didnt voted 4 me...only 3 or 4 romanian friends did...i voted u,dear''friends'' because i was bored..and 2 lazy 2 make a,or in the future,if im or ill be bored,ill read kyra's blogs[a real novel...]and talk and rates only few real friends i have here..[they know who they r]...all the best 4 u,claudiu merry christmas...joyeux noel...feliz navidad...craciun fericit...buon natale...merry holidays!!..SMILE!!..2morrow will be worst!!!
Poems From Net
Boys A heart is not a plaything, a heart is not a toy, but if you want it broken, just give it to a boy. Boys, they like to play with things, to see what makes them run, but when it comes to kissing, they do it just for fun. Boys never give their hearts away, they play us girls for fools, they wait until we give our hearts, and then they play it cool. You will wonder where he is at night, you'll wonder if he's true, One moment you will be happy, the next you will be blue. If you get a chance to see him, your heart begins to dance, your life revolves around him there's nothing like romance. And then it starts to happen, you wonder day and night, you see, my friend, you're losing him, it never turns out right. Boys are great, though immature, the price you pay is high. He may seem sweet and gorgeous, but remember, he's a guy. Don't fall in love with just a boy, that takes a lot of nerve. You see, my friend, you need a man to get what you dese
Site Shtuff
I get home today, check my alerts as usual and drop in on my friends new posts & photos, only to find that to post a comment, everytime I must pass thru some security checkpoint and type the letters in the box to have my comment approved, thereby doubling my effort for every kind word I send. Now ANYONE that knows or knows of me, will tell ya that I am one of the most avid commenters around, and perhaps a lil more creative than some. Doesnt matter if its you, your kids, gramma, hubby, dog, bike...or if youre showing your bits or just trying to see if you can amuse yourself by posting 150 different facial expressions,....if you are sharing your life, I try to make it worthwhile. Hell even the vain, self centered lil brats that have never even visited my page or acknowledged my existance despite my keeping thier ego saturated on their page, would probably at the very least speak up for me on that issue. After checking with site support, seems this will be an ongoing thing due to some l
Views From The Nite
Sometimes I write with my eyes. Sometimes I write with my mouth. Sometimes I write with my blood. All of my poems are me, And I write me for you. If you don’t read them, then I might as well be dead. But this is mostly me: always smitten with you, always in love with you. All of my poems Are love poems to you, (even this one). Paint Her in Words by LateNiteFantasy© I paint her with words, Rather than brushes, My fingers will not easily hold. My eyes can’t see the colors clear, But the description in my memory, Take me back to her youth. A fine lined porcelain face, With ruby lips and azure eyes, That danced when the devil took her due. How can any oils or color capture the love Of her? Or any brushstroke let flow Her kind and gentle ways. I paint her with words For word are all I have that flow Upon the canvas of the mind. I am all eyes: Light blue, almost as blue as the sky, large, round, passionate; long, thick lashes –
The Secret
I want my own a home in the country, with access to a lake or river I want a boat, so I can fish I want one day a week that I can dedicate to fishing, though I would be happy if I could have more than one. I want a truck I want a camper, for I love to camp I want a car, so when I travel to a city, I can be comfortable when seeking some place to park I want a large kitchen, for I thoroughly enjoy cooking I want a garden, so I may grow herbs, flowers, veggies, and roses I want a dock on my water front property I want a wife to share it all with Creating and defining communication in relationships both personal and professional...What we call our communication is Masculine and feminine positioning....Which woman have forgotten b/c of their invisible education, invisible money, Or their invisible career... Do not go seeking any virtual relationship(s) either....I feel the internet can steal time from tangible unions among other serious dysfunctions....;) I must teach a w
Such Is Life
loneliness is wanting someone to trust loneliness is sometimes crying at night loneliness is wanting to smile more loneliness is wanting to be happy more loneliness is wanting for someone who may not come loneliness is dying slowly loneliness is wanting someone to smile at you loneliness is wanting someone to talk to loneliness is wanting someone to care loneliness is wanting someone to touch loneliness is wanting to be loved loneliness is wanting to love 1-29-2008 Well here is more on what is going on. Brandon called me Sunday night to let me know that Davionna was pregnant. But didnt tell me much of anything else except that Davionna needed to do an abortion because she can't take care of a baby which is the truth as she has no job, she is still in school and no car no driver's license. So I called her and asked her did she have anything to tell me. Then she told me that she was pregnant and then she said that it was Jessy's fault and I told
1) Your name?: 1. Kristine Noun Kristines are typically strange girls who force people to write definitions about them on Urban Dictionary. Their interests include youtubing, writing stories in first person, and creating endless layouts. They frequently move in herds and take impossibly long showers in the morning, forcing their cohabitants to resort to using the nearby river to cleanse themselves. Kristine- Verb; kris-teen The action of copulating excessively and in turn, the female partner contracts sore thighs and/or legs. Kristine- Adj; Kris-teen Describing painful thighs resulting from excessive copulation with one male partner mounted upon the other female sex partner 2) Your age?: 1. 35 1.what you call someone in there late teens and young twenties when college, a lack of excersize and shaving has taken a toll on their body. This causes the freshmen 15, a large gut and hair growth all over the belly. looking more like a 35 yr old fat man rather than a young
Snn Sex News Network
According to reports, there may be a Jessica Simpson sex tape making the rounds around town--and its from her vintage days as Mrs. Lachey. According to the Daily Sport, the home movie shows Jess in a number of sex acts with her ex-husband Nick. The video has apparently has been acquired by the same people who released Pamela Anderson and Tommy Lee's sex tape. A source said: "Jessica is horrified her name and 'sex tape' are being mentioned in the same sentence. She's always been a girl of high morals and principles." This next one sounds a little bogus to us, but you can decide. A cameraman is claiming that he has a sex tape of Madonna and Alex Rodriguez, that was filmed without their knowledge. According to the Daily Star, the "footage was obtained in this way it would be an outrageous invasion of privacy." We smell a hefty lawsuit!   A Floridian biology teacher fired after posing for racy pictures has landed a new career - in pornography. Tiffany Shepherd, 31, made headlines i
Sometimes I just mess with people.....     Atul: i want to put my cock into ur vagina   cancel Chat 1:09am more To Atul: only if you let me stick it in your butt,will you let me do that?   cancel Chat 1:09am reply Atul: ya   cancel Chat 1:10am reply Atul: ur age   cancel Chat
Beneath The Skin
Don't love me because my hair is pretty and I look fineLove me when I am at my worst, When I am down and out and need you the mostAm comfortable with me, The untamed mane, the quirksNot tolerating the abusive jerksWith all this emotional baggage I don't wear my heart on my sleeve I can't or I wouldn't be able to breathe I know my short comings and my pitfalls But can you love me, for me And just pretend to be in it for the love and care? Not he who dares to only strip her of her virginity But who will love her the mostThe one who can look past the rags and the bags Under her eyes when she criesThe love that knows no boundsThe type that comes from deep inside, Just trying to hide from that heartbreak And take, take that the world seems to want from us daily, But maybe, Just maybe We can find one another through this fog of reality? I am hereShe is waitingWe are ready.
Best News Ever!!!
I'm not sure how many of you know (or actually care) but for the past 2 1/2 years I have lived with my husband's parents and his brother and his demon seed daughter. Well this weekend we will be moving into our own place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am sooooooo excited words cannot express it. I plan on drinking and smoking and doing it all while naked in my living room.   YAY ME
In The Still Of The Night
In the still of the night In the still of the night..stars visible with pale lights illuminating faintly the surrounding countryside.  The wind stirred the palms shaking their dry winter fronds.  Time marched and along the eastern horizon, a shallow pink touched the earth signaling the arrival of the morning.  Slowly twisted shapes emerged like grasping  fingers reaching to the sky and materialized into shrubs and pines..first black, then grey, and finally green. The pink became more pronounced and shades of red pierced the edge of the horizon.  Deeper red pushed hard at one point in the horizon, then yellows and oranges competed for dominance chasing the reds and greens away.  A bright, sharp edge of magnificence pierced the edge and washed all other colors away.  Morning had arrived. Good morning.
Nini Blog
Grand Re-opening
  subject:GRAND RE-OPENING OF TOPLESS RADIO(repost) date:2012-02-10 21:32:50
I had my first motorcycle at 13. It was a Honda 75 Enduro, and was hooked on riding since then. Tearing up the desert in northern Nevada was heaven. I have had a few bikes since then and know that riding is in my blood. I had happened on a few old outdated magazines called "In the Wind", and "Easyriders", and while I knew they existed, had never owned a Harley. I read the articles, and the stories about how it was to be free in the wind, the joy of the open road and no real destination in mind, but in those same stories were countless accounts of these machines breaking down and I thought "why the hell would anyone pay for something that costs more to fix than own, and spend more time in the shop than on the road ??? Fucking insanity !!! Right? I decided that a Harley was not for me. Then one day, I was in my local harley shop (they do have really nice gear), and as usual, a salesman would come up and start a convo about which bike I rode, and once they learned that I did not have a Ha
A Friend
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at hahahahahahahahahahahha will be posting here to help my friends and fans get their stuff rated,so have fun with the 1st one. CHERRY RED GIRL ON FIRE ADD ME FAN ME IF YOU DARE:)@ CherryTAP
Contest (bomb Me I Need The Help)
So I'm in this contest... To see who gets the most comments... and i'm already behind... so i need all you wonderful cherries out there to help me out. Go to the link below and bomb my pic and i'll perv your page if you help me out. Lots of love!! Here's the link. You know they say the past is just that... the past...  But what if there is a chance that the past may not have been a mistake and maybe, just maybe, the one from your past could be your future... Well I’m here to say that I’ve had a recent change of heart... I’ve always believed that the past should be left there but recently started talking to someone from my past that seems to have done a complete and total 180... He's so much sweeter, kinder, and more mature than he use to be and I really don't know what to think or how to act... Talking to him these past couple of days has really brought to light these feelings that I thou
Mr James' Space
Funny how women can be so pretentious.....LOL So this girl ive known for about six months, emails me telling me how good a friend ive been to her in her time of need (i was her shoulder to lean on when she got dumped by another Douchebagg of a guy. And i dont know HOW it came up, but she asked me if i was GAYY. Now as far as im aware, Im straight. So i CALMLY asked her how did she get to that- and she said Cuz i didnt try n F%ck her during her vulernable(sp) state. Shame when a man's sexually gets questioned when you try and do the right thing..LOL I tried to do it nicely, but you know me.. just OUT n told her, her body type doesnt interest me, i prefer AMPLENESS, not BONES. Havent heard from her in a week now... It kills me to read women's profiles that say "THEY ARE NOT LOOKING FOR BOOTY CALLS OR ANYTHING RELATING TO SEX"... BUT they have semi nudes, bent over pics, nipple pics, and who KNOWS wat under those private folders.. LAdies that are TIRED of men only approach
Randomness Hotpinkfizzle!
Bet your bulletin board is full of OWN ME or AUCTION in the titles of bullies hmm? I know mine is... *Auctions or Own Me* bulletins are for members of fubar that want to help each the bidder & the auction member by driving traffic (friends, family, & fans) that wouldnt otherwise see your page. Men & Women can participate or be Auctioned Off. Either can make an offer (a bid) on the person of their choice in an Auction. Bidding is simple! Generally there is a minimum bid (IE 20,000 fubux min to bid). Once the auction starts you can bid your fubux, ticker packs, profile bling, blasts, VIPS or Happy hours. Bids can be combinations of offers; most auctions take into account how much tickers, blings, blasts, vips, happy hours cost-so they naturally win over just fubux. Some auctions allow bidding with real monies. The PimpOuts I design, you just click the picture and it takes you to where you need to bid. (The comment box) There you leave your bid in comment form.
A Poem I Wrote
opon you face i see this light, a beautiful girl who hate this fight. when i see your face in the day, i hope u will come this way. no one takes me for granted, at times they wish i was stranded. this is a blessing of life, maybe one day ill find a wife. being single really blows, i hope this year it really snows. i wish i could find true love, and ill pray to god who is up above... Kevin D. Fox When day is light and night is dark, I saw my life fall apart. I came to the conclusion life is good, When you make the best and i know you could. I know everything happens for a reason, But it allways happens every season. I have the best friend's that anyone could ask for, And i know they could ask for much more. I know that friends come and go, But i know the friend's i have will never go. I could ask for much more in life, My friends, family, and there is no wife. Today is th
Mein Kampf By: Adolf Hitler
As another disquieting attribute, the following must yet be stated: In the nineteenth century our cities began more and more to lose the character of cultural sites and to descend to the level of mere human settlements. The small attachment of our present big-city proletariat for the town they live in is the consequence of the fact that it is only the individual's accidental local stopping place, and nothing more. This is partly connected with the frequent change of residence caused by social conditions, which do not give a man time to form a closer bond with the city, and another cause is to be found in the general cultural insignificance and poverty of our present-day cities per se. At the time of the wars of liberations the German cities were not only small in number, but also modest as to size. The few really big cities were mostly princely residences, and as such nearly always possessed a certain cultural value and for the most part also a certain artistic picture. The few place
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at
Tag You're It!
I was Tagged by Qtazabutton Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I type over 100 words per minute! 2. I was an exchange student in Japan. 3. I'm Bi! (lingual you freaks!) I speak Spanish! 4. I Nair my arms. 5. I luvvvvvvvvvv ABBA. 6. I am a Domestic Violence Survivor. My ex husband is currently incarcerated for trying to kill me. 7. My real name sounds very "Southern"...but I'm not. 8. The Rockwell video "Somebody's Watching Me" use to scare the Buhjeezus out of me! 9. I go commando! 'Cept for cute pics. heheheheh 10. The carpet (if there was carpet) matches the drapes! (Mines is more like linoleum. hehehehe)
Thank You ...
Good morning I hope everybody's fine!! I would like to take a few seconds to say thank you to each and every one on FUBAR. thank you for all your support comments birthday cakes and cards presents and helping me leveling to FU-KING thank you. I enjoy fubar as we all know I am on it all the time during the day. That is one of the advantages of being your own boss I am trying to thank each and every one of you all for the help and presents and drinks thank you Scotty I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS. I COULD NOT DONE IT WITH OUT YOUR HARD WORK THANK YOU. LOVE SCOTTY M. my good fu-friend needs comments11111 dead line tonight she is a true friend i hope to see you their so open the link and help plz .
Rap Lyrics
First everything by OudawnOut there somewhere there’s a girl that stole my heart from .even today haven’t gotten it back. she was my first crush, first best friend, first love , and first everythingWell having the feeling that you love someone is tough imagine it I was only 13I was a boy I was to smart, shy, quiet and didn’t no how to express my self so i had no friendsSo how did I get the attention I need from this girl who I had my from first crushI was known to her as the Chinese boy with the cool toysShe was beautiful, sweet, and had a soft gentle voice imagine listening to her when she laughing with joy, its amazing, this girlLooking at her when she’s wasn’t noticing just doing her school work doing the things with the hair you know the twirls, beutifulest girl in this worldTo get this girl to finally gain all my attention was a journey long and slowBut after being able to get hugs from her every morning was created something in my heart was a warm gl
Lizzie's World
Lesson Learned
My kids are the best thing that have happened to me my whole life.But there momma decided to seperate us  in 09. Which has really opened my love for my kids. I love them but now i see how strong my love is for them. I hate to hear mu kids cry on the phone because they miss there Daddy. I hate that they live far from me because that just gives there momma more power over me. Yes this will probably get emotional but has to come out because i can't hold it in anymore.   My oldest is 7 years old and yes he is my right hand man. He is learning to ne a redneck but also a ladies man. He doesnt leave my side. He is autistic and has alot of challenges to over come in the world for others to accept him. He loves to go hunting with daddy. When he is with me you wont get him to do anything without me. He also has adhd and  asperbers. So others look at him diffrent but to me he is my angel   my pride and joy. The one reason i wake up every morning. I miss him layin next to me when he takes a nap.
You know in the beginning leveling was fun and easy.   Now you have to give an arm, a leg, someone a blow job (still haven't out who yet), or sell your saggy titty shots and roast beef looking   pussy to get ahead.   I'm in a manic stage in my Bi-Polar depression so excuse me if I go to fast.   Ooooooo which reminds me Prince is making an appearence at the Bi-Lo Center in Greenville and I soooooooooooooooooooooooo    wanna go. He is one adorable little black man who has the best taste in shoes. :D  
My Stuff
J: Easy to have fun with E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes N: Can kick ur butt N: Can kick ur butt Y: Loved by everybody A: Drop Dead GORGEOUS B: Loves people C: Really easy to fall in love with D: Is great in bed E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: Loves to laugh J: Easy to have fun with K: BEST SMILE L: Really silly M: Makes dating fun N: Can kick ur butt O: Has one of the best personalities ever P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: Good bf/gf S: Lives life for fun T: Great Kisser U: Gets blamed for every thing V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody Z: Lives life for fun REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you?" Got Widgets? Get Paid!Post this to your MySpace or anywhere!
Thing 's That Make You Go.... Uummmmmmm?
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know
Artwork Links For those that are fans of the artwork of Boris Vallejo, here is a link to a site with almost 300 of his beautiful creations.
Movie Buzz
The new Re is called "Resident Evil: Extinction" it takes place in Las Vegas and the trailer link is this juz copy and paste it in ya url box and sit back and relax
News From The Free Speech Coalition
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 22, June 8, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Stories without byline submitted by FSC contract writer, Scott Ross Contributing writers: Matt Gray and Dave Grimaldi X-Press Editor-in-Chief: Scott L. Lowther Special thanks to Cubik Corp. for formatting and Val Vizmanos for distribution Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. Max Hardcore Indicted on Federal Obscenity Charges CHATSWORTH, CA - The Department of Justice indicted adult producer/director Max Hardcore on federal obscenity charges filed last week in Tampa, Florida. According to AVN, the ten-count indictment charges Hardcore with "transporting obscene matter via mail and computer." The indictment states that Hardcore "knowingly used an interactive computer service [...] in and affecting interstate commerce for the purpose of selling and distributing
Hi Lord, its me. Things are getting bad here, gas prices are too high, no jobs, food and heating cost too high. I know some have taken you out of our schools, government & even Christmas. But Lord, I'm asking you to come back and re-bless America, we really need you. Thanks Lord, I love you!Jesus forgive us for not stepping up for you.Let us sing it from the rooftops that we belong to Jesus Christ! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall
If I have kissed you once, I have kissed you 1000 times. Each morning as I arise. Each night as I drift to sleep. Each hour of every day. Each moment before it goes away. The kisses shared between you and I, Have many times reached the sky. As your lips part and anxiousness increases, Your heart pounds and breathing ceases. My lips lingure to yours ..hungry for the taste. Sweetness here from you to me,anticipating As desire grows.. my heart will race. Inches apart seem as miles waiting. The miles increase as the distance shortens. Time appears to demandingly stand still. So close .....but yet so far. Touch my lips... please now? Once more, 1001. Make it 2, so many more. Caressing ..forever caressing those Tender lips, each time as the first. If I have kissed you 1000 times, I would give them all away To make the dream ..a reality, And kiss you once in hopes youd stay. © Angel what the hells up wit fubar...why wont it let me rate anyones profile.
Yanni - Love Songs (music)
Interesting Facts About The Date 9-11 In History, Not Just 2001
1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6 + 5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year. Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11. 4) The t
How Did I Get So Lucky
For you ill hide away, in the shadows of your mind. with all your hidden secrets, in a place that never shines. for you ill stay in this box, in your heart-that you keep. just to wait for you to take me out, when the rest of the world sleeps. for you ill be strong, so you dont ever fall. because i know what its like, to have your back against the wall. for you ill fight the world, to make sure that your okay.
Booty Contest
I just wanna thank everyone that did help me in this contest...not sure what happened to this dudes account but its no longer there....guess thats the way it goes....i just wanna thank all my awesome friends that did help me...your the best!!   Hello everyone, im gonna be in a BOOTY Contest!!! It will be a comment the most comments wins....and you can comment as many times as you like!!!! If you would like to help thats fine...and if ya dont thats fine the option is there...the link is in my comments below from Curt...just click on the pic in his comment and it will take you there...for some reason the one in this blog isnt workin....     you can rate too if you like...but rates wont help me win...just the comments...   Thank you all for takin time to read this...Have an awesome day!!!!
I like to keep things honest, I'm a safe bet like your life's staked on it for real. I hate to keep you all wonderin'. I'm constant like the seasons, I will never be forgotten. And save regrets for the broken. Will you even look back when you think of me? All I want is a place to call my own. To mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone. You know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low! a friend had this as her status on fb and said i could borrow it...thought it would mean something to someone as it did to me if there is something in life that you want...go for it. dont let anyone hold you back. you are capable of doing whatever your mind is set limits...dont be afraid to aim for that personal goal, or to change, or to just be you....go for it Liar, liar. Pants on fire.Odds are, you and your guy have a great relationship, and the only lies he tells are little fibs. But it's good to know how to spot the signs he could be telling a whopper. Lie detection expert Janin
Falling In Love Quotes
This one is also for my baby! Falling in love consists merely in uncorking the imagination and bottling the common-sense. I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you. If I know what love is, it is because of you. If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will. This one is for my baby! You know you truly love someone when everyday you meet is like the first time you fall in love. I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love it never seems to last. The moment I looked in your eyes I fell in love. Every time I look I fall in love again. I've looked so many times, and have gathered so much love. I have so much to carry with me I don't know what to do It takes a life time to find someone, but only a moment to fall in love. In your absence my heart grows stronger. In your presence I fall in love
i hate it when people who lie and still i hate it even more when it is fam even if there street fam here is about the only place where i can rightfully bitch without much disrespect coming back to bite me in the ass i am almost half tempted to start handing out vasilene because honestly getting tierd of being screwed by people that i know and the drama omg it is just way too much but hell what can i really do about it well i am in goos spirts today a friend came by to hang out for a few days i hadn't seen them in months so yea it should be fun well just a little new crap all has been going well these days just trying to make new friends to hang out with in this po dung town lol well anyways have fun stay safe and lol
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A Kiss Is Just A Kiss Right?
Aloha . . the cool early ocean breeze blowing slowly across my mind . sunrise all aglow lighting the land bringing the promise of life and new beginings . the ocean rises and crashes against the rocks playing a soothing melody from me to you . recieve the gift of aloha and smell the plumeria feel the sand warm at my feet as we leave footprints across my heart . come listen to the rythm of my island and see the world like never before join me in the intimate hula of the heart . spend the time feeling the sun warm your body come and swim in the ocean of love i have to offer layback and just relax to a dream come true . taste the sweet fruit of the mango golden and ripened on the tree . glide thru the water with the dolphins on silver and blue waves of pure heaven . this is my world share it with me fed from the ocean we eat the food of kings given life from the land providing everything we need for here I am with open arms ........aloha I
The Day
from the corner of my eye your face shines i take a look and you were gone my heart trembled for i know now i will never lay eyes upon you again at days and weeks travel around me the thought of that glimpse has never disappeared i know that somehow, someway our path's will once again meet till then wait the day
How I Feel
You've got a way with meSomehow you got me to believeIn everything that I could beI've gotta say you really got a wayYou've got a way it seemsYou gave me faith to find my dreamsYou'll never know just what that meansCan't you see you got a way with meIt's in the way you want meIt's in the way you hold meThe way you show me just what love's made ofIt's in the way we make loveYou've got a way with wordsYou get me smiling even when it hurtsThere's no way to measure what your love is worthI can't believe the way you get through to meIt's in the way you want meIt's in the way you hold meThe way you show me just what love's made ofIt's in the way we make loveOh, how I adore youLike no one before youI love you just the way you areIt's in the way you want meOh it's in the way you hold me
Diary Of A Looser
Sorry i've been away from this for a short while as ive been errr nevermind no excuses. Hmmm what can I say about my boring day in miami today ... Well I got to work in the basement of vizcaya lots of fun in a damp, musty, old asbestos covered pipes,great for my already conjested lungs ...hmmm maby this weekend i'll take pictures of the grounds to share. Here is alittle about the place(kinda neet); Vizcaya was the winter residence of American industrialist James Deering from Christmas 1916 until his death in 1925. At the time of Vizcaya’s construction, Miami’s population was around 10,000. More than 1,000 workers were employed in the Vizcaya project, including laborers and craftsmen from the Caribbean and Europe. In addition to the house and gardens, the complex included a farm, livestock, and a variety of other service facilities covering 180 acres on both sides of South Miami Avenue.. Ha! i've probably bored all of the people who have read this already... s
Songs I've Written
This can’t be happening You can’t be gone I need you so I can live You took your life And I’m broken Emptiness fills my soul Feeling like I can’t go on Oh please just take my life Take me away Take me to where you are Why did you have to go this far? Why did you have to resort to this? You’ve left my heart shattered In pieces on the floor Now I feel a part of me has gone I feel like you’ve taken my soul You say not to cry But my tears fall like the rain Thoughts of you fill my head I can’t stop thinking about you Finding out how much I miss you The one I loved, the one I couldn’t be without If only I could turn back time Turn it back so you were here with me But I all I see is the faint vision The sound of your footsteps next to me I only want to hear your voice again But you’re gone, never to return (Chorus) Throwing your life away Throwing everything you had away Not thinking about how I would feel I will never see you again Hear your voice ag
Babyface Hope yall have a great night and I will talk to you tomorrow! To Everyone on Cherry Tap, Have a great night and sleep well!!! Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes BEST Weekdays Graphics and Images Too my Buds on Cherry Tap!!! Love ya! Amanda (Babyface)
Sign My Guestbook
Because, sometimes, late at night, when the sky is full of stars, and the world weighs heavily on your shoulders, You know, deep down, You have made somebody smile, and have brought a happiness, no matter how trivial, into the light of their heart. March 5, 1995 Are you curious? Are you sincere? Will you be mine? Will you my dear? Late at night, Stars shine bright, Head hangs low, Disturbing sight. Heart is heavy, Mood is down, Depression deep, Will I drown? Hopeless journey, Hopeless Task, Heedless agony, Faceless mask. Emotionless, Starless, Blighted, Dim. What Ever Will Become Of Him ?
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Poem Wrote For Me By ~beautifulcat...
Wicked is in a contest!!    Show her lots of love and make sure you do so every day!!    Request friendship if youre not one already !   The contest is a Naughty Night one.       Make sure you read the Rules WELL and obey by them!!       Then contest is at The Candy Shop!!    Located on her Top Family and Friends List!!    Vote and leave comment on her picture ONCE a DAY!!        Link to go directly to the contest is :       If you need more info - go ask her :   She is a really Sweet and Nice lady - lets help her win!!
My Poetry
There is a darkness That dwells deep within me It is a sadness which I hide So no one else can see It tortures my soul And invades my thoughts And dims my inner light During the day it haunts me less But hits me hardest At night. The sadness comes from a tortured past from a life with too much pain A stormy past filled with sorrow That falls on me like rain But I know that with time and lots of hope I will someday rise above, And the sadness that lies Within my heart Will be replaced completely with love.   by Melynda   August 11, 2006 It's hard to say the wordEven now twenty years gone by.Just thinking about the wordMakes me feel anxious, wanting to cryI don't think about that nightAs much as I used to,But the memory will neverfade completelyA fight with a memoryThat I always lose to.I still feel it's my faultI still feel guiltyIf I hadn't been out that night,It wouldn't have happened to me.I've been told by a fewThat I am not to blameBut it's hard f
Dumb Asses In My Sb
Ok I have these rules that some think to not EVEN consider b/c they are just plain stupid. Then there are the ones that are young AND stupid.....People say age is just a # but when you come across the young that are just omfg are you kidding me?... age really does matter lol. Well I just had the pleasure of coming into contact with one of the omfg are you kidding me kind........heres the SB convo.... Michael: are you single 11:42am To Michael: no and i am too old for you 12:02pm Michael: when can we meet 12:21pm To Michael: excuse me? 12:22pm Michael: when are we going to meet 12:27pm To Michael: ok I can tell ur age and lack of maturity is showing.. you asked if i was single I said no and im too old for you yet you STILL ask if we can meet? You may think thats attractive but a true woman that respects herself wouldnt. You want the little young tramps that think fucking anything is "hawt".Look here kid. this may be the
Say Goodbye
its been almost 2 years since my granpa died. He was my rock, he was the one that kept me going, he was by my side no matter wut i did. And when he died it crushed me, he was the one that protected me. He loved me so much that just seeing me made him soo happy that somtimes ppl wondered if he was on drugs. and him feeling like that made me like myself alot better, cus if he could love me like that, then he must see somthing good in me.  Im stil mad, im stil pissed, im stil crushed that he s gone, and the reason why it keeps bringin me down is, i cant move on becaus i never got a chance to say goodbye.So i got an advice from someone to write down a letter to him, with all i want to tell him so here it goes:    Dear granpa: u have always been my rock, my guid in life, the one that loved me uncoditinaly.  i remember the summers u came n got me, n toke me to ur farm, just me, so i could get away from my crazy family. u n granma always treated me like a princess and that i could never
How I'm Feeling Right Now
May 1st, 2011, today im feeling...heartbroken(not cuz youre leaving but because you gave up on us) unworthy(you chose an xbox over me and that hurt), exhausted(from a year of trying), lost(dont know how to feel...happy but sad and scared all at the same time.) a poem: Broken Promises. You told me you loved me I told you I loved you too You said together we'd always be I said I would be true You promised you would hold me You promised you'd be there I promised I'd cross the stormy sea To give you my loving care But you never kept your promise You aren't the way you used to be You just gave up on us And you just gave up on me You said let's take a break You said let's just be friends But please for my sake Just say the truth, cause it's the end You promised every day That you would be there You molded my heart like clay Into the shape of a broken chair You promised to me That we'd always have our love You said to me I was all you could think
This And That
Men seriously confuse me.You get what you want and then want to change it.. mold it into something different. I am not playdough or a piece of clay. I am already set in my ways. I will change but I change for myself. I have to look into that mirror everyday and approve of what I see. I realized ... you are only a drop in the ocean, the piece of me you can keep. It will only turn black in time and remind you of your wrongdoings. Texas girls are the best around. They're country girls living in the city. They have the best of both worlds. They are sweet, funny, and smart. They're typically good girls, with an edge. They can play dirty or they can play innocent. All Texas girls have a bit of an accent, but it's not easily caught unless you're listening. They love country music, but they'll listen to nearly anything. They are beautiful and most mothers love them. They have no objection to muddin' and guns and fire. They love their beer, but they don't go crazy. They know
Fuckin Sweet
Free Video Hosting Watch More Videos doesnt it make you want to dance Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building, and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone. In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it. SCREW PEPSICO...DRINK WATER INSTEAD I really dont give a damn if they dont have it on there I would rater they dont I would rather the goverment change that as well ...Our forefathers came here for FREEDOM of religion as one of the main reasons dont you think ths whole in god we trust thing is a little pointless to bitch about.Some people cant even afford to eat and here we are bitching about a fucking can.I
First Lc Blog Entry
Well it's been a few weeks now since i've become a member on this site and i have to say i don't know if it's a great thing for someone that's in a relationship lol....way too much temptation many fcuken HOT MEN on's almost addicting...all the people i've met on here so far have been so friendly and kind and very very generous with the rating's and thank you all so much for your support....LC was down last night and i thought they deleted my acct becuz of some of my adult pic's lol but YAY!! they didn't i'm still off today so i'll be hanging out here in the lounge if u want me and playing online pool...have a good day and again thanx for reading this blog just shows u have interest in me...i'm starting to rate people now which is weird never rated a person from 1-10 before.. but i figure if i'm getting rated i'm gonna rate some of the skin's on here hope u all don't mind that i've stolen some of your skin' know who you are....all i have
* Soul Matrix * & Incarnate Matrix * Mind *
********************************************************************************************* "Listen ye, O man, and hear a mystery..... stranger than all that lies 'neath the Sun. Know ye, O man, that all space is filled by worlds within worlds; aye, one within the other yet separate by Law." --The Emerald Tablets of Thoth ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* Soul Matrix or Dora ********************************************************************************************* The extended energetic identity gestalt (Soul), that is the foundation upon which all matter and identity is built. A part of the Higher Self. The Soul Matrix, Soul Identity or HU-2 Identity is the identity levels stationed in dimensions 4, 5 and 6 and composed of the frequency bands of those dimensions. (Voyager I – Page 134) Triad
Serious Stuff
Are YOU a snowbird, or have parents who are? Don't want to do 'the drive' to the winter home this year? Then hire me! See the following web site for more details! HireMeToDriveYourCar ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dave Date: Jul 17, 2007 11:36 AM our beautiful planet!!!MY FRIEND, FOCUS TODAY ON THE HEALING OF OUR BEAUTIFUL PLANET.Yes, you can make a difference! You can help HEAL OUR PLANETNo matter what you religious, political, social or cultural beliefs are."When the earth is sick and polluted, human health is impossible.... To heal ourselves we must heal our planet, and to heal our planet we must heal ourselves.- Bobby McLeodNamaste My Friend, Together We are More!DaveHarnessing the Power of Online Spending to Support Charity 1. The June Christine Lembo Foundation is a registered 501(c)(3) non- profit organization. All donations are dedicated to raising awareness of Lam and funding research. It is essential to raise awareness in both the m
Dreams N Nightmares
I got very little sleep last night. What sleep i did get seems to have been filled with this freakish dream/nightmare I had.... It's pretty vague and short but still messed up... I was with my Dad and my Ex-Stepmother. My Grandmother was there along with my half siblings. It seems to have been my Grandmothers house but it wasn't quite the same. Then it flashes... We (myself, my Dad and my Ex Stepmother) are all in a truck going to some hillbilly place. Run down, crap everywhere. But they let me bring my new little kitten with me. All black and cute as hell. Anyways, we are in some strange contraption that I suppose is supposed to be a house. I'm playing with my kitten and notice something odd about his purr. Somehow I realize he had eaten my cell! (Don't ask I have NO fricking idea). So i run and tell my dad and he says it's normal?!! That he'll just crap it out and be fine. but I can tell by the look on his face, he's lying. Awhile goes by and I see the poor thing fight
Bully's Made 4 Fu's
This sexy fu below has got Autos running and has 10 hours left on them and he has 682k Points to go to Be Prophet and he wants you to spank him real hard! So come and help me spank him to Prophet! ===Steve=== ENFORCER@DDR SHADOW LEVELER) Bully Brought 2 You With Love By:♥SinfulBrat♥RLW2 BigDaddy + Owned By Sayhey2008 On Saturday 1/24 there are going to be two sexy ladies thats gonna have AUTO11s on all day and they want you to come spank them real hard. "A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
Kitchen Bi_ch
Well I’ve pretty much moved in with my boyfriend and am going to spend the summer looking for work now that school is out.  I still have a few things left to bring, some furniture and other stuff, but I’ve spent the week here playing house and enjoying having someone to share a bed with.  Our cats have finally figured out a routine and seem to be tolerating each other and I’ve set up a little work station in our home office using the fainting couch and litter cabinet. A really nice thing though living here is that I’m living with a guy who isn’t afraid to get dirty and take things apart to fix them.  Take the other night for instance, the dryer we bought for only $75 went out and stopped heating.  So while I am hanging up the wet things in the bathroom to dry he took the thing apart. I tried not to hover and help when I could but once the drum was out and I saw this it was very hard to bite my lip and not panic.  But I did soon become amazed
An S.a.s. Soldier's Prayer
An S.A.S. Soldier's Prayer I bring this prayer to You, Lord for You alone can give what one cannot demand from oneself. Give me, Lord, what You have left over,Give me what no-one ever asks You for. I don't ask You for rest, or quiet,Whether of soul or body;I don't ask You for wealth,Nor for success, nor even health perhaps.That sort of thing You get asked for so muchThat You can't have any of it left. Give me, Lord, what You have left over,Give me what no-one wants from You. I want insecurity, strife,And I want You to give me theseOnce and for all.So that I can be sure of having them always,Since I shall not always have the courageTo ask You for them. Give me, Lord, what You have left over,Give me what others want nothing to do with. But give me courage too,And strength and faith;For You alone can giveWhat one cannot demand from oneself. Lt. Andre Zirnheld, SAS, died in battle July 26, 1941,the preceeding was found in his uniform.
My Poetry
Open your angel eyes wide don't get lost in the lavender sky shake all the stars from your hair taste your sweet, salty, bitter skin cut the poison from your tongue dont sleep beneath the candy acid sun please don't follow the fairy dust Don't sleep too heavy in your cherry blossom bed peel the razor peddles from your skin don't get lost in the fairy dust don't look at the fairy don't look at the fairy that fairy's not pretty she's ugly, evil, and deadly are you still dying are you still dying Peddle red, peddle blue, kill the fairy end the doom peddle red, peddle blue, the girl power will save you peddle red, peddle blue, if you're crazy then so am i are you still dying in the fairy dust are you still dying are you still dying kill the fairy Begone Oh Lofty Wenches to your Catwalks in the sky Begone and take thine graven image from before mine eye Stalk your way to paradise on six- inch, spike- heeled shoes And prattle to the Maker about fashion's changin
About Me
Power Point Slide Shows
This is file hosted but it is a Power Point Slide Show with Song. Has a lot of meaning. Written by an American Soldier. Please take to heart. This one should also take you into filelodge. Again click on both links to upload the slide show! IfIDieBeforeYouWake_1.pps Image Hosting | Video Hosting | Myspace Games Just Click on the link below and it should take you to Filelodge. Click on Tormenta_hielo and it should bring up the power point slide show. tormenta_hielo.pps Image Hosting | Video Hosting | Myspace Games
One day two small boys decided to play a trick on Mullah Nasruddin. With a tiny bird cupped in their hands they would ask him whether it was alive or dead. If he said it was alive they would crush it to show him he was wrong. If he said it was dead they would let it fly away and still fool him. When they found the wise old man they said, Mullah Nasruddin, that which we are holding, is it alive or dead? Mullah Nasruddin thought for a moment and replied, Ah, my young friends, that is in your hands! Mullah Nasruddin, why do you always answer a question with another question? Do I? Occasionally I noodle around on the internet just for the fun of it. Today I looked up Mullah Nasruddin found the story above. Reading it I thought of one of my friends, one of the people I guide, who is constantly accusing me of never actually answering a question. She says that I always reply to a question of hers with another question. She has been saying this to me for years and I kind of laug
Wanna own a Fubarian? Come join in on the bidding and you could own her for a month. The bid starts out at 20,000 fubucks. It starts today!! and will last til 4-7-08. Click the link under the pic below and leave a comment on what you bid. It goes on from there. Good luck! > > > > > > > > > [ photo: 1483420752 ] > > > > > > > > > > > > (repost of original by '~redhotsaphire~*Fu-Moostris to Niffy*Owner of Sphinx*' on '2008-03-28 13:08:27') > > >
Here is a chicken recipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a stuffing --- imagine that! When I found this recipe, I thought it was perfect for people like me, who just are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try. 4 - 5 lb. Chicken 1 cup melted butter 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is Good.) 1 cup uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHER' S LOW FAT is good here) Salt/pepper to taste Directions: Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush chicken well with melted butter, salt, and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping sounds. When the chicken's ass blows the oven door open and the chicken flies across the room and lands on the table, it's done and ready to eat. And, you thought I couldn't cook?????? ????????? ? Ummmmmm, Goooooood Dump Cake Recipe INGREDIENTS: 1 (20 ou
Just Stuff
Eddie, my nieces' crayfish died,, R.I.P  you mean s.o.b. Ah, yes if anyone ever wonders if they thought they ever can break me... Friends, enemies, others.. well I got news..My real name may not be Melody .. heh, but the attitude is just the same. (song down below if it plays) GRANTED I have a little Naive in ME. This is to no one in particular... If you think so....Then there is guilt some where. and YOU did wrong.. SHAME ON YOU, And you prove my theory correct.. I can't trust just ANYONE, first. No wonder that I have put up my walls up.. I despise: liars,cheaters,rapists, users, oooooh the list can go on ok the song could not be uploaded......scroll down for the name of the song,, I am 36 years old, you may think , I am not all put together in my head that some may fool me... If you had I'll move on. Don't get me wrong I get hurt just like everyone else..,,,,,, maybe more so.. If you have to break a day/night out and want to hang with someone else.. j
Not Every Woman On Fubar
Not every woman on FUBAR is on here for sexual encounters!!! They want a friend with understanding and one that will respect them.  Girls who agree repost and to the guys on FUBAR who truly respect women and enjoy their friendship..please repost and show your support. Thanks  support. Thanks!
30 Day Photo Challenge
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten factsDay 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longestDay 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite showDay 04 - A picture of your nightDay 05 - A picture of your favorite memoryDay 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a dayDay 07 - A picture of your most treasured itemDay 08 - A picture that makes you laughDay 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the mostDay 10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things withDay 11 - A picture of something you hateDay 12 - A picture of something you loveDay 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artistDay 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life withoutDay 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you dieDay 16 - A picture of someone who inspires youDay 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recentlyDay 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurityDay 19 - A picture
Well I have come to the conclusion that being alone sucks! Being single is really hard! It's like you go from having a "normal" life to being an outsider all of a sudden! You don't really want to go out with your frineds because then you feel like a third wheel but you don't really want to sit at home either!It's pretty boring, too! I mean who wants to just hang at home all alone....AND you have no one to text just to say good morning and wish them a great day or just to tell them that you are thinking about them through out the day! You have no one to pick something up at the store for just because it reminds you of them! AND you have no one to cuddle up to and just be held! No warm arms to hold you, no shoulder to cry on when you need comfort, no chest to lay your head on and listen to the heart of the person you care about beat! No lips to kiss and no eyes to get lost in! I guess the thing that I miss the most is the feeling that someone really cares about me! The feeling that when
Beaver's Damn
March 23, 2007 - Friday Albert Einstien ..> Albert Einstien is a feller I met while we were both guests at Hotel Nuts. Albert was a pleasant guy but no one could understand what he was saying most of the time. He used them ten dollar words and was always reading the books. Albert and me became pals. After I was released from Hotel Nuts I came across an article about Albert. The article claimed Al was a bona fide genius. Gosh! I never would have thought that. I always thought Albert was a true dumass like me. Even worse! Al could not tie shoes. He admitted that to me. Simple tasks were beyond his realm. He could not do anything. The man did not have enuff common sense to comb his hair. The article claims Al came up with a Theory of Relativity. Big deal! I have my own theory about relatives. I won't loan my relatives money. They never repay me. I figure whoever wrote this article must have been paid by Albert. I mean... If Albert was a true genius... Why didn't he wear boots
Alijah James & I Love Sporks
This was a bulletin that is going around right now about Sporks and Baby Alijah and Mullins... the link is below, but the whole story was also copied and pasted into the bulletin as well. I just found this on another website Please read this is the link but to save time I have copied the story and will post it here as well The mother of a 3-month-old baby boy found slain in Galveston has been charged with endangering a child. Caren Kohberger 27, had not yet been taken into custody Thursday, Brazoria County District Attorney Jeri Yenne said. Yenne said Kohberger is accused of handing her son, Alijah to his father, Travis Mullis, 21 early Jan. 29. At the time Kohberger knew that Mullis was unstable and may hurt the child, Yenne said. Mullis, who later surrendered in Philadelphia, told police he stomped the child's head and killed him because the boy wouldn't stop crying. If convicted, Kohberger co
Pimp Out Blog Made For Me
My Very First Blog...
So Ive decided to go home for thanksgiving.  well, not home really but to Portland to see family. I wasn't going to because my family is too crazy when theyre all together, but it beats sitting at home watching Lonesome Dove. Doubt my families craziness?  Every year they think this is a good idea. And every year it ends with everyone getting drunk, and at least two people fighting. My favorite was a few years ago when my cousin called her alcoholic mom a bitch and a cunt, and they decided at 2 in the morning to take the kids and drive, presumably blackout drunk, from northern WA to Portland, OR.  We all turn into kids when we're together. the cousins all act like we're teenagers, and cause trouble. and my mom and her sisters rehash fights from thirty years ago, til theyre all crying.  The dads just quietly drink and talk about how much the rest of us suck.  Here's to another fun thanksgiving On the plus side, I'm going back to my hometown for a night.  the night before thanksgiving, e
Dear Tech Support:
“Mom, what’s Nymphomaniac? - “It’s a female who’s addicted to sex.” “Oh. Than what do they call men who are addicted to sex?” - “Men” Dear Tech Support:Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticedthat the new program began unexpected child processing that took up alot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installeditself into all other programs and now monitors all other systemactivity.  Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Huntingand Fishing 7.5, and Racing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in thebackground while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'mthinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall doesn'twork on Wife 1.0. Please help!Thanks,Troubled User_____________________________________REPLY:Dear Troubled User:This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many peopleupgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking t
MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO QUALIFY!!!! I am willing to do a 1 time give away of 1 bling pack up to 25 credits.  What would you be willing to do in order to get it?  Additional credits can be negotiated in private with the winner for credits up to 65.  How bad do you want it?
Not Breathing
She will not hold her breath, which is as well,For he'd not suffocate her with his need;Her eyes wide-open, as she sucks the seedFrom deep within him; she can almost tellWhen she will sense him coming: let him tenseAnd find his heart-beat surging, see she's wrappedHer tongue around the eagerness she's mappedWith her lips and her mind - a recompense;Is this the reward sought by both of them?The taste that washes round - an afterthought,An afterworld, beyond that little death,To which he will succumb, when she won't stemThe flow of his excitement, for he's taughtThat it's as well, she will not hold her breath.
Sometimes Its Better Not To Ask
Another Chapter In The Story Of My Life
So, I went to MEPS today and as some of you know I am still overweight so I have to go back January 8th. Thats sucks but you'll have that. The girl I rode down with and who I had to room with was a weirdo. She was a rich little 17 yr old Marietta girl. She has been arrested 3 times, pulled over by cops 8 times, done numorous drugs, and 7 guys in the past month according to her. She was so ditzy it scared me a little. Some other girl wasn't informed that we would be getting into our bras and panties so unfortunately for everyone she not only went commando and had to get underwear from MEPS but also didn't shave. I have NEVER seen so much hair on a females body in my life. He armpit hair alone was longer than any mans I have ever seen, but she had long hair on her stomach, legs, and bikini line also. Did I mention she had REALLY dark hair so it stuck out quiet a bit? YUCK!!!! Atleast this time when I go back I wont have to deal with the bullshit, just height/weight, and I'm out.
New Bomber Family
If you like to help others win comment bombing contests and you like to enter them yourself, maybe joining a bomber family is right for you...Here is the link to the family bomber page I started. Go check it out, read the main page please and if you are interested in joining, send a friend request to the page saying 'I want to join'... FU-Bombers@ fubar I am entering a contest that Ms. Dallas is hosting. Not sure when it will start. She has to get enough ppl to enter but she didn't say how many. It will probably be in the next week. But this is one of those where you will have to add her as a friend to be able to get to the folder to bomb the contest pic. So here is a link to her profile. If you could, go to her page, rate her and send her a friend request and just put a quick note in your friend request that it is to bomb in her contest. *MsDallas© ~Founder Of The Gotti Family~@ fubar Here is the link to the new bomber family page I started. If you want to be a part of it, check th
TODAY I HAVE BEEN CALLED A B*TCH.AND A WHORE ..........BEEN TOLD IM TO OLD FOR THIS SITE...........WELL MAYBE I AM BUT THE SO CALLED MEN THAT ARE SAYING THIS IS WAY TOO YOUNG TO BE ON HERE THEN..THEY HAVE NO RESPECT FOR WOMEN OR THEMSELVES ..........AT LEAST I DONT CALL THEM NAMES WHEN IM LIKED IT MAKES A PERSON NOT WANT TO LIKE ANYBODY........ONE OF MY FAMILY WAS ALSO CALLED A B*TCH..........THE PHRASE FOR ME WAS F*CK YYOU WHORE......IT IS A LITTLE UNNERVING WHEN THESE MEN AGES 19---------29 FEEL THEY NEED TO DO CRAP LIKE THIS JUST NEEDED A SOUNDING BOARD TY Ok here is the deal i have been setting here watching and waiting for people to get there heads out of there asses . But obviously it is not happening . I have been watching this presidential election to see who is winning the poles to see who is going to be the Democratic runner and in disbelief Hilliary is winning the over all votes But Obama is winning the electorial votes . Does anyone have any idea what is going to happen i
This week is a sad day in rock/metal history we have lost two very good artists ronnie james dio of cancer and paul grey from slipknot the bass guitarist of unknown reasons so far may all are wishes go to family and friends of the deseased rock on ronnie and paul you will be remenber forever for the contributes you did to the rock scene Well I went to Mayhem Festival in Bonner Springs Kansas It rocked there was 14 bands Main stage was slipknot disturbed mastadon dragonforce they rocked it was a very hot day ive got some pics if you all want to see the other two stages there was five finger death punch you all got to see someday if you havent well i guess i will go and i will post some photos of bonner springs also ive got alice cooper commin up will soon post some of his pics youall have a great week wild I put new pics of slipknot in wichita 5/10/09 and theres a few videos of the show also on my page
Some Silly Poetry
A Moment In Time....Lost When you watch the flashing of trees you are passing. The shadows are intwined with snapshots of time. Light makes your eyes close Your brain into overload. Held in your memory Fields of light, shimmering. Thoughts race and fly away Quicker than you can translate. What do they mean? Threse thoughts in between? A free thought captured held captive, tortured! Disected by the human mind, what should've been a moment in time. J. Koblitz For the days when I was all alone And the times when I needed a friend. You were there when I wanted you. All I had to do was pretend. You were there to see me through and to lend a helping hand. You would always listen too! When no one would understand. Whenever I needed your giving heart. A message to Heaven...I'd send. For a friend that is just and smart. And down you would descend!
ok all i need to get back on the road . i need to get 650 miles done by 8 am.we have to be in ohio by the the 22nd at 9 pm .ill be on more tonight if my hubby takes over driving in a few hours,if not ill see ya all tomorrow sometime.and good luck guys:) sarah
Random Bullshit :)
Orgasms Sex in a boat = Oargasms Sex with a nerd = Dorkgasms Sex at the entrance to your house = Doorgasms Sex on the carpet or linoleum = Floorgasms Sex at the supermarket = Storegasms Sex with wild pigs = Boargasms Sex at a Stephen King movie = Horrorgasms Sex with a prostitute = Whoregasms Sex with a storyteller = Loregasms Sex while sleeping = Snoregasms Sex with Arthur = Dudley Mooregasms Sex with cartoon donkeys = Eeyoregasms Sex while broke = Poorgasms Sex with a lion = Roargasms Sex for hours and hours on end = Soregasms Sex on a golf course = Foregasms Sex with a nymphomaniac = Ready for Moregasms Sex in a gold mine = Oregasms Sex with a dermatologist = Poregasms Sex with the vice president = Al Goregasms Sex with chocolate marshmallows = S'moregasms Sex on the beach = Shoregasms The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged.
I don't do politics anymore. But I thought this was a very, very good explanation, through who reads newspapers. 1. The Wall Street Journal is read by the people who run the country. 2. The Washington Post is read by people who think they run the country. 3. The New York Times is read by people who think they should run the country and who are very good at crossword puzzles 4. USA Today is read by people who think they ought to run the country but don't really understand The New York Times. They do, however, like their statistics shown in pie charts. 5. The Los Angeles Times is read by people who wouldn't mind running the country -- if they could find the time -- and if they didn't have to leave Southern California to do it. 6. The Boston Globe is read by people whose parents used to run the country and did a poor job of it, thank you very much. 7. The New York Daily News is read by people who aren't too sure who's running the country and don't really care as l
Death Of A Young Marine!!!
At 2:50am Sunday morning on the bypass at the U.S. 17 South and N.C.24 west split, Jacksonville Police Department reponded to a single vehicle crash according to a deputy. The Vehicle's Driver 19 of 2nd MLG, CLB6 Supply Battalion, Camp Lejeune, was opperating a 97 mercede edan n lost control which had caused the vehicle to runn off he road to the left and travel up the embankment of the overpass of N.C.24,according to press release. The Driver was ejected from the vehicle and came o rest ontop of the overpass in the lanes of N.C.24 east. The vehicle continued to travel until it came to rest at the bottom of the embarnkment.  The driverwas airlifted to New Hanover Regional Medical Center where he later died from his injuries.  His passenger  who as well was w/ the same battalion as the driver was treated for minor injuries.. AFTER READING THIS AND KNOWING SOME OF THE MARINES WHO WERE FRIENDS OF THESE 2MARINES... LET OUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS COMFORT THE FRIENDS FAMILY AND LOVED 1S OF
Ripples In Time
 I'm a free Spirit , wild and free , So untamed , as far as the eye can see , No one holds my heart or mind or soul ,   No one can hurt me , or get through to me. I love to love for love itself , To give pleasure untold ,   To watch dreams unfold , But you wont find my soul.... Cause I'm free......   So give it your best shot , In the end , I'll stand alone  , And fly in the wind.   To my lover in the skies , free to be just me.... my soul was stolen   The pain of growing old , isn't as bad as we were told.You still feel with the same heart ,Just like from the very start ,Where his smile , as he curls his lips ,Is written in every line , Like the story of old ,It's the love we unfold , like the rippling pages of time.It was our's then , it is our's now ,Just have to turn the page , the lov
how do u no if a man realy wants u when u have been hurt so much and how do u no when it is right life is to short to keep waiting for the best thing when its in front of u , grab what u feel and run with it cuz u never no when u finna feel it agian eyes yr eyes we r as one  we cant fight the feeling beause we r one .. even tho we r miles apart, there is somethin that says come closer to me ,to u ,to happyness not finna run away when u take that first step im walkin it right with u and will continue to do so when yr down im down and we will have each other to pick it up and fix the problem cuz we r one. but we will no how to make this together because we r one and u r what ive been lookin for i feel it in my heart and soul there is nothin more to say but im feeling everything u say and all i do is listen absorb and keep close cuz u my baby and im cummin to save u from yr worries insecurtys and denile and here to help u feel such as one in life because we r that one u yearn fo
Da Bears!
WBBM 780AM ChicagoListen to Da Bears Live! Chargers, Bears have most Pro Bowlers (Dec. 19, 2006) -- The San Diego Chargers will power the American Football Conference's 2007 Pro Bowl squad with a conference-high nine players -- the most in franchise history -- when the AFC faces the National Football Conference All-Stars, the NFL announced today. The game will be played on Saturday, February 10, in Honolulu, Hawaii (CBS, 6 p..m. ET). Nine members of the AFC roster are first-time All-Stars, including Chargers quarterback Philip Rivers, in his first year as a starter, and three of his San Diego teammates. The Chargers own the conference's best record at 12-2. Helping Rivers at the AFC's quarterback position will be Indianapolis' Peyton Manning and Carson Palmer of Cincinnati. Manning leads the NFL in touchdowns (26) and passer rating (99.0) and will start for the AFC in his seventh trip to Aloha Stadium. The Colts' QB led all NFL players in Pro Bowl fan balloting with 1,1
Too Much Time On My Hands
yeah its just one vid but oh well fug it The end! :P
vote for me, most kissable lips. vote for my friend best tatt! thanks all hugs and kisses lily
Baby Files
Ok gang its 1:52am here and i am exhausted i am running on 2 hours sleep at this point so i am gonna give you the stats for now and will do pics and whatnot later. Name: Eljin Kai TOB: 1:44pm Wgt: 7lbs 1.4oz Length: 20 in Hair: Brown Eyes: Blue He and mom are both doing wonderful and i will update you more later Well we are in the final stretch now. In 6 hours I will take my wife to the hospital and they will induce her labor. So in less then 12 hours I will be a daddy yet again. GHod am i nervous. You would think that after having 3 children already i would get used to this, but no matter how hard i try i still get nervous. My heart is beating out of my chest right now just thinking about it. I am amazed at how many thoughts are running through my head right now. Sleep will probably never happen for me tonight since I am so excited. Hopefully i will catch a small nap at least. I will post all the pertainent info as soon as i can tomorrow and let all those who have been ke
"Courage is not the absence of fear, but the acknowledgment that something else is more important." Just go to it, don't do anything but watch, listen, and think
As The Confusion Really Begins To Set In....
So i have been out of work now for almost a week with an ankle injury and I go back on Tuesday... Little Vacation right? Yeah... couldnt do a damn thing. lol Got to do a lot of thinking tho... much about life and the things that are going on in it right now. Mostly the Job situation. I have spent a lot of time this week looking online for new places of employment. I think that a lot of my depression that i'm suffering now is from not enjoying my job anymore. Too much politics, too much stress from dealing with Management and Higher ups who have no clue what its like to be on the front lines anymore (I work in sales for Verizon Wireless) Stress from customers who just want nothing more than to get everything for free, so they brow beat us down. Whatever.. and I know that you are going to find most of this in other companies nationwide, but something has to be better than this. And the only reason I am still there is just for the Benefits. Hopefully something pans ou
WILL GIVE MY POINTS FOR A DAY AND 3 PIMPOUTS TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER.. I WILL SUPPLY THE AUTO AND THE BOOMY.. ONLY SERIOUS BIDDERS NEED APPLY. BLING PACKS OUT DO FUBUX. AND I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE SERVICE TO ANYONE.. GOOD LUCK ALL AND MAY THE BEST MAN OR WOMAN WIN..... BIDDING WILL STOP AT 12AM ON FRIDAY THE 24TH AND POINTS WILL BE GIVEN ION THE 25TH.   starting bid is 15 mil fubux well momma its getting close to ur birthday again. i just wanted to take this time to say happy birthday. And tell u how much i miss spending ur birthday with you. but i know as u watch over me from heaven that we are together on ur birthday. i miss ur warm loving smile that always made people laugh and helped comfort me thru some rough times in my life. i miss all the mother son things we used to do i will remember those till the day i die. my life was never perfect but some how u always made it seem like it was. ur grandkids are getting older and we are all missing u more and more as the days and yea
Surveys (boredom)
Adult survey Body: For those of us older than High School age! Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids?!'Have you ever kissed someone?''Missed someone?''Told someone you loved them?''Drank alcohol?'... 49.. questions for the people who are a little older 1. What bill do you hate paying the most?.. Rent because it takes the most of the 2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? Ya know, I don't think I've ever had a Romantic Dinner, how sad. 3. What do you really want to be doing right now? Sleeping, but it's too early 4. How many colleges did you attend? One 5. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now? Because I had to 6. What are your thoughts on gas prices?. Amazed I am paying half the price I did 2 mos ago. 7. First thought when the alarm went off this morning?. I woke up an hour before the 8.Last thought before going to sleep last night?.. Umm yeah OK 9. Do you m
Poems From The Inner Woman
How To: Make Moonshine   The more civilized among us have never had the opportunity to taste moonshine, choosing instead to take advantage of the convenience, safety and legality of their local liquor store. However, like bungee jumping and replacing a shower curtain, it’s something every guy should try at least once in his life. If it doesn’t kill you, strike you instantly blind or get you arrested, indulging in this hardcore hooch will certainly put hair on your chest and give you a great story to tell the boys. However, unless you have a relative down in Hazard County, you probably don’t have the number of a moonshine supplier programmed into your cell phone. If you want to make moonshine, you’ll have to take this into your own hands. If you can keep a secret, we’ll give up our ol’ Uncle Vern’s Magical Moonshine Recipe. Keep in mind that he was a little slow. And illiterate. And this recipe was scrawled on the back of a bloods
The Kiss
This Kiss we stood in the doorway his hands on my waist the clock tickling loudly almost in haste he moved in closer his eyes locked in mine I long for his kiss For just a moment in time his lips meet mine and I feel the sensation no longer must I wait to give into the sweet temptation my knees go weak my palms become sweaty I go back to that place I have been so many times already the world disappears all that's left is him and I and as we pull away I feel as though I could fly
Hello Hello Jello
This song really explains my mood right now. lol i just remembered the album is called wild mood swings. words that come to mind are: Ecstatic, Wild, Bizzare, Friendly, Gushing, Floaty. The sun is up I'm so happy I could scream! And there's nowhere else in the world I'd rather be Than here with you It's perfect It's all I ever wanted I almost can't believe that it's for real I really don't think it gets any better than this Vanilla smile And a gorgeous strawberry kiss! Birds sing we swing Clouds drift by and everything is like a dream It's everything I wished Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it again? I know we should!!! The sun is up I'm so fizzy I could burst! You wet through and me headfirst Into this is perfect It's all I ever wanted Ow! It feels so big it almost hurts! Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it some more? I know we

You have a sexual IQ of 148 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at You have a sexual IQ of 122 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
My Thoughts...
Lusting in my heart, loving the pleasure Lusting in my heart, I've got to release this pressure Lusting in my heart, your body I want Lusting in my heart, on my mind you are! Finding someone unlike anyone you've ever met. You're not sure what makes everything about them so special, but you're going with the flow for a while. There are limitations to this new friendship you have encountered. You know them and understand your boundaries. When you see him/her you feel that bubbly feeling in your heart that you just love. You can look into a mirror and sure enough, that smile has now returned. When you walk, you can feel that extra bounce in your step. When you have to walk away, you feel that deep throb in your heart that aches to see them again. You still aren't sure what it is about them, but you really like being around and seeing this beloved person. The sound of their name, when you close your eyes you can almost make a perfect image, the sound of their voice when they sa
Contest GO THERE ^^^^^ AND THERE IS A LINK CHECK IT OUT AND MAKE YOUR BID TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH!!! This is a bombing contest and i need help plz.... ill will try to make sure that i return the love!!!
Bulletin Saves And Shares
Are you Aware or Oblivious? * Are you aware by May of 2008 the law will require you to carry a national identification card? Are you aware that there are plans being developed to have all Americans embedded with a Radio Frequency Identification (RFID) computer chip under their skin so they can be tracked wherever they go? The Department of Homeland Security's Emerging Applications and Technology Subcommittee said in a 15-page report that the use of RFID in identification cards or tokens could lead to illegal tracking of Americans... "Without formidable safeguards, the use of RFID in identification cards and tokens will tend to enable the tracking of individuals' movements, profiling of their activities and subsequent, non-security-related use of identification and derived information," the DHS draft report states. Not only do they imped on our privacy but they also pose a considerable Health Risk... Unlike the optical readers associated with bar codes, RFID readers emit
August 2007
College football is in full swing, the NFL is in it's second week and already I'm sick and tired of the blowhards, has-beens and ass-kissers who can't offer originality and are simply network "yes" people who are trying to pull themselves off as sports reporters and analysts. The biggest offenders are Michelle Tofoya, Lou Holtz, Chris Fowler, Lee Corso and Kirk Herbstreit. So let's start with Michelle, she roves the sidelines for college and NFL games and she tries to provide some "insights" to the game and perhaps some of the personal side of the players. Honestly I don't care to know about someone's grandma or some strange connection they have to someone on the other sideline. She just gets on my nerves. Give me some inside anaylsis or perspective you have from being down there on the field sweetheart. Now onto Lou Holtz. Someone check this guy for Alzheimer's, just seeing the look on Mark May's face when Lou starts going off about some team needing to rebound, or being
Poetry Contest...ends Tonight!!
i pray to the lord as i kneel to my knee i pray less pain be struck on me and if once more i'm to feel pain i ask for death while i'm still sane. and now i lay me down to sleep, i pray this pain to not get deep if i should die before i wake i'm free from anymore heartache. Rate my poem, Go here for the past 3 hours, i have tried and been unsuccessful at getting on from my computer. i am currently on here using a proxy server.... and this is extremely slow..i went to fubar support lounge and realized a lot of others are having the same probs. i just wanted to say sorry i am not able to chat at the moment..just trying to figure out what the problem is..anyone have any opinions as to what the prob could be? my friends and family are awesome
11 Rules Of Fubar
So very, very True !!! THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same
Many Great Ideas
this cool!!!!! Well it's been a interesting day today. Been working on one of my other blogs. Check it out ,go to and go to blogs ,but first become a member  it's free . Then go to blogs ,  then go to search  and search( Angelos blog about anything ,)that's the blogs name   check it out . It's borring for  now, but it'll get interesting as i go along  it with it,I promis.  WHATS UP HELLO,hello    
Forgive And Forget?
Updating Your Office
Poop Styles..
have you ever pooped and wondered why it looks like that or how did it get there? Well, I am here to inform you that you can no longer be confused! Here is the list of the types of dodo that you might find informative: Ghost Poopie The kind where you feel the Poopie come out, but there's no poopie in the toilet. Clean Poopie The kind where you poopie it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper. Wet Poopie The kind where you wipe your butt fifty times and it still feels unwiped, so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt and your underwear so you don't runie them with a stain. Second Wave Poopie The kind that happens when you're done poopie-ing and you've pulled your pants up to your knees, and you realize you have to poopie some more. Turtle Poopie The kind of poopie that pops out a little and goes back in a few times before it finallly comes out Pop-a-Vein-in-your-Forehead-Poopie The kind where you strain so much to get it out, you pr
Blog - Batman
Quoi de mieux qu'une robe de mariée de créateur pour un mariage de star ? Pour l'actrice Anne Hathaway, le rêve devient réalité grâce à Valentino... Valentino offre à Anne Hathaway un magnifique cadeau de mariage ! Le créateur italien a assuré jeudi dernier lors du gala du New York City Ballet qu'il avait dessiné la robe de mariée de l'actrice robe pour ceremonie pas cher . © BangValentino a décidé la robe de mariée d'Anne Hathaway.Le couturier a en effet déclaré au micro de E ! News : "J'ai créé la robe. Elle est une très bonne amie. Je la considère comme ma fille". Voilà qui est dit ! Sur les tapis rouges, Anne Hathaway porte à merveille les créations Valentino... L'actrice de 29 ans, prochainement à l'affiche du film "Les Misérables", pose d'ailleurs régulièrement avec son ami lors de soirées mondaines. Cette belle amitié lui permettra donc d'arborer une magnifique robe de créateur pour le plus beau jour de sa vie. Le génie de la mode avait déjà émis l'idée de signer la tenue de
Broken Again
I cant believe Im letting a guy nake me cry like this.. WTF! You let someone in, you introduce me to your friends, you tell me that I mean the world to you and that Im ithe best thing thats happened to you in a LONG time and then THIS? I dont understand. Im so fucking hurt and upset right now that I dont know what to say..I get no call, no text no nothing! I think thats got to be the worst part of the whole thing..Not knowing.. As far as I knew, everything was fine..All I ask is for honesty.. Is that too hard? It sucks when you think you are starting to fall for someone that you think feels the same way and then BAM!!! Maybe you didnt have a clue at all.. I feel like the biggest fucking asshole right now.. I guess the bigger the smiles were on my face, the more tears would flow when it all comes crashing down. Men should come with a warning sign that says I WILL BREAK YOU! Cause thats exactly how I feel right now.. Broken Do you ever put yourself in a situation and then you wonder
New Friend
You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.Angel84%WereWolf83%Demon75%Dragon67%Faerie50%Mermaid50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with Smurf NameYour Smurf Name is
I Just Poped My Cherry And Typed My First Blog
Spiritual Growth
News And Politics
      First of all if you are a Republican you may not want to read this!!!  I have been watching the news lately and wondering if The Republicans are out of their minds.  They keep talking about lowering taxes on the "job creators" or another words the richest of the rich.  Now this comes the same week as Warren Buffet said that Washington needed to raise the amount of taxes he and the other billionaires pay.  Do the Republican actually believe that the nations income should really be placed on the backs of the middle class and poor?  It seems to me that they do.  They want to cut entitlement programs for the needy, but yet want the rich to have less taxes.  Now this shit does not make any sense at all.  They say that lowering taxes on the rich will create more jobs.  Really, are you sure they will not keep that exra money for themselves?  They are not billionaires because they invest all their money or use it all to create jobs.      Why do they need tax breaks to create more jobs? 
Jacqlyn's Slide ShowAdd to My Profile | More Videos ~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~ When Jacqlyn Nichole was born on Oct. 1st I (RavinJuggalo) came home and put Pics up on my Profile. You all showed me so much love I didnt think this site still had people like that on it. You all Proved me wrong. But now My Beautiful Fiancee' & Baby are home and the pics are now on her profile too. Please go show her some Love. She had a rough few days in the Hospital. ~Skitz~@ fubar Thank you in advanced, You guys & gals are the GREATEST!! Please!! REPOSTrepostREPOSTrepostREPOST This Bulletin Brought to you By: RavinJuggalo ~Juggalo Mafia~@ fubar and MCL to all my LOs and LETTEs out there! Was born today Oct. 1st at 8:31 a.m. She weighs 6lbs and 14 ozs. and is 19 inches long. Next monday Oct. 1st. The newest editon to our family will be here. Jacqlyn Nichole Moore. Ill keep every1 updated. That is if your Interested. Peace a

I hade one of this tumors and it was removed. But it has come back. I got all this info from a few different sites. There is a lot of information on this on the net. I tryed to give as much as I could here. Pheochromocytomas are tumors of the adrenal gland, which produce excess adrenaline...:namespace prefix Pheochromocytomas arise from the central portion of the adrenal gland, which is called the adrenal medulla. The adrenal medulla is responsible for the normal production of adrenaline which our body requires to help maintain blood pressure and to help cope with stressful situations. A tumor, which arises from the adrenal medulla and overproduces adrenaline, can be a deadly tumor because of the severe elevation in blood pressure it causes. List of symptoms of Pheochromocytoma Symptoms varies greatly with each patient. Stereotyped textbook cases of Pheochromocytoma are rare. Symptoms can include: Headaches Nausea Vomiting Weight loss or gain Hyperte
Tiffy's Thoughts
a friend of mine siad i should make my NSFW pics family only til i get some bling packs, happy hours, blasts etc. but i like to get the comments from people and stuff. what do you think? should i do it like she says and make them family only and go on a "give to get" type of system? let me hear what u think. :) ok apparently someone thinks it's funny to flag my pics as nsfw. im sorry everyone but they're all going to be family only from here on out. i want to put some things up about me on my profile. give me some questions about myself that you guys would like me to tell u. i hate talking about myself lol
Gamers Blogs By C51
The ~~NGD Game List Version 3.0 This document is best viewed in MS Wordpad, 1024x800 resolution or higher, NO word wrap. Thanks for viewing the newest version of my NES game list. Here is some info to help you get started. Everything listed below is for NTSC (US) games unless it is otherwise noted. The prices and rarity are for loose carts only, except on a few note worthy games. If you want the price for complete, or sealed games, you can adjust the pricing accordingly by adding around 10-35% to each price (this is just a general rule of thumb, some games are worth a whole lot more sealed or with box and manual). All the prices are based from my personal expericence from forums, general collecting, and ebay. The prices are just a guide to go by, and are by no means set in stone. Game prices change all the time, and are sometimes regional as well. Everything in this guide has been gathered by me personally, from my own personal knowledge and collecting experie
Just Not Only Tgif Its Stick Out Our Tongues Friday
So RainBowBright  Did The Bully And Here We Are .....       Brewski said I'S STiCK OUT TONGUES FRiDAY LOL SHE DO iT HE DO iT I DO iT NOW JOiN US AND STiCK OUT YOUR TONGUES RainbowBriteKilla FuEngaged to LetsDoThis@ fubar (repost of original by 'RainbowBriteKilla FuEngaged to LetsDoThis' on '2010-10-08 10:56:
My Feet
Elevator Ride
The elevator was crowded,He was backed up against the wall,Then he felt my rump press into him.At first his mind became clouded,And then he had an urge to squall,He got an erection on the drop of a pin!I pressed back against him harder,And I felt his hard cock pressing,Between my soft warm yielding crack.This inflamed and fired his ardor,My warm heat felt like a Blessing,He began pressing slowly back!That elevator ride was long,And our hip movements were real slow,He was thrilled with this happen-chance.His exploding climax was strong,When I left he felt such a glow,I left him with real messy pants!!
Teens And Mobile Phones
Great software for CREATING YOUR OWN RINGTONES! Really nice and simple, make your favorite ringtone from the music files u have on your computer. Just let me know if u liked it! Here's the link: FREE TRIAL DJ ToneXpress now! Ultimate thing in mobile and ringtones! Could use some improvement but that's the only thing i found to display my ringtones on this site. Take care! And have a great week! Well it's not that simple! You might go: FREE stuff for me. Not a penny from my pocket! If i can get that for free, why shouldn't I? I'll take my chances and allow me to have another point of view. Free stuff: +it's free +can do the trick +sometimes you may find it really easy and right away -sometimes takes u couple of ours to find it -not always is what u're looking for. -most of the times, it has a catch. Paid stuff: +does exactly what u're looking for. +the price u pay works like a guarantee +you feel kind of secure, kmowing that u paid for it
Life {read Me}
I'm trying to live in a world full of mistakes, things from my mind that which cannot be erased. I seem to find the things that would make the most miserable in life, always the things that make me shed me a tear or two. Broken hearted with a secret life. When you see me I'm smiling but inside I'm drowning. I'm dying slowly and the pain hurts less and less, as I give up more and more. Each day I'm put to the test. Every time I think that the black hole as an end, I'm caught up in the world pool once again. I've given up all hope to find the happiness I long to hold, I've given up on the thing I use to want most because all there is... Are unfaithful truths to behold. I've tried so hard that I'm sick of trying; I'm mentally exhausted and physically dyeing. I've given up on the hope that I'll be happy one day... Just one quick slice... Please make the pain go away. I long to have the thing I've given up on and I long to never think about it again. I wish that for once... I could win. Eit
THE FOLLOWING IS A LETTER THAT MY EX'S MOTHER WROTE TO MY DAUGHTER AFTER SEEING A PICTURE ON HER MYSPACE. MAKE LONG STORY SHORT. WE STILL HAVE CONTACT WITH A FAMILY MEMBER THAT THEY HATE. THE KIDS AUNT, THE BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY. SO IT'S PISSING THEM OFF THAT MY KIDS STILL SEE HER. ANYWAY HERE IS THE INFO: ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Doree Date: Jan 11, 2009 9:15 PM She is a whore Love ya haely Bad influence Your choice we love you ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ¢¾11-16-08 z&h=2 months Date: Jan 11, 2009 8:53 PM ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ~AUNT*R!A~ Date: Jan 11, 2009 8:47 PM I am so sorry 4 all this!!! she was jus waitin to have something to say!! i snapped the pictyre to fast n yall were laughing!! looks like Ur lickin her chin. haha anyways. i am not using u as a pawn they have never givin me the chance 2 have u guys in my life completely now i wou
Just Thinking
Quiet Riot Lead Singer Kevin Dubrow Dies 40 minutes ago LAS VEGAS (AP) — Kevin Dubrow, lead singer for the 1980s heavy metal band Quiet Riot that scored a hit with "Cum on Feel the Noize," was found dead in a Las Vegas home. He was 52. The cause was not immediately known. A neighbor summoned police and paramedics Sunday to the house where he was pronounced dead, police and coroner's officials said. There was no forced entry, and no suspicious circumstances were reported, police Officer Jose Montoya said Monday. Quiet Riot was perhaps best known for its 1983 cover of "Cum on Feel the Noize." The song, featuring Dubrow's powerful, gravelly voice, appeared on the band's album "Metal Health" — which was the first by a metal band to reach No. 1 on the Billboard chart. DuBrow recorded his first solo album in 2004, "In for the Kill," and the band's last studio CD, "Rehab," came out in October 2006. "I can't even find words to say," Quiet Riot drummer Frank Banali wrote on
Show Some Love
just entered into a 25000 comment competition for a 3 month vip all help appreciated please just click on the pic help wont go unnoticed shes normally there rating & commenting for others now shes the one who needs some help in a contest shes entered . could u please spare a few comments kyle goes in this morn to have his tonsils/adnoids out & grommits in(had 3 sets b4). been told that with the tonsils & adnoids out his speech could improve ,that would be great if it does fingers crossed there . 2 weeks of keeping him home & juggling shifts are ahead of us . i wont be on much today should be back tomorrow
New Job!!!!
Well here I to work again. I'll do my best to check in later in the evenings. Hope you all don't forget me..LOL. Catch you all later!! Well my job search is over for now. I have accepted a job with the Dept of Agriculture. Not sure where this is going to lead me but I am now employed again after being off work for close to 7 months. I have mixed emotions over it but at the very least I will have some income coming in. New challenges await. I will still get my Fu time in....hehehe!!!
UP FOR SALE!!! JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO BID!!! OR JUST RATE THE PIC FOR ME? ADDITIONAL OFFERS! IF 65-BLING PACK IS WINNING BID WILL SEND YOU AN AUTO-11 OR CHERRY BOMB BLING (if auto, will rate your pics during the auto) IF 3-MONTH VIP IS WINNING BID ownership will be for 3 months ALL pics rated 11 during each of the 3 months IF LARGER THAN 65-BLING PACK IS WINNING BID, OR COMBO OR ANY VIP AND 65-BLING PACK ALL OF THE ABOVE AND MORE ASK ME, WE CAN DEAL!!! CLICK ON PIC TO MAKE YOUR BID! THANKS! Time for Auction #11!! Starting As Soon As I have At Least 5 entries!! Auction #11 ~ How To Enter: If you would like to Enter yourself in the Auction: Entry Fee = 10k or Salute Made For Me Private mail me your information including what you will offer the winner & a pic (no animations please). I will be making the graphics for the auction, unless you send me one! The Rules.... 1) Must have
Crystal Bowl Chakra Healing - Concert
part 6 part 2 part 4
Sorry it's been so long since i've checked in. I've gone through alot these past few months. I went through 8 days of chemo, 29 external radiation treatments (thw side effects of this were much worse than the chemo), as well as 3 internal radiations that required surgery and a 2 day hospital stay. I have to say all the prayers have blessed me and as of Monday when they did surgery the doctor saw no visible signs of cancer, meaning the tumor was no longer there. He did the internal radiation to try to kill off any cells he wasn't seeing. I don't have to go back to the dr til April and we are quite confident I am in remission. Please continue the prayers that the cancer stays gone. Thanks for being such awesome friends! Much love and respect, Jackie Hope you all had a very Merry Christmas! Our home was filled with love and laughter. Certainly one of the best Christmas' I've had in a long time! Len and the boys made all of our Christmas very special. It was sad to see them g
Cherrybomb Auction
Bid is starting at 4.5 mill auction will end 24 hours from now the highest bid gets the Cherry bomb Please Pass the Message to Slade he officially WON the Cherry BOMB Auction, Error on Looking at the time the Clock Stopped, He BID at STOP other Bidder did not come into until after the Clock stopped Sorry to all who Bid and did not Win they will be another Auction on Friday for a Choice of Auto 11 or Cherry bomb AGAIN ~SLADE is The Winner He has 2 Hours to deposit Or the Cherry Bomb goes to Next Bidder Thank you THESPOILED01
Broken Roads
A stranger dreams in patience along the broken roads his trip has been long, he grows evertired from the distance a lift on the horizon the gleam of the sun beating off the plains step by step he inches the beaten path has taken its toll be silenced from the pain be quiet from the drain another day of struggling along the broken roads
Free Bling, Easy Rates, And Fubucks!!
FREE BLING, EASY RATES, AND FUBUCKS!!! Well I've talked to a alot of people on the site and viewed many a profile and it amazes me how many people devote there lives to this website. Begging for bling, rates, and fubucks, pretty much stripping for it. Cam girls at least get paid for what they do with real money. It's not like when someone gets you some fu bling you can wear it. Not like if someone rates your pics. That from each pic a dollar is transfered to your pay pal account. Funny thing is you don't even get points for nsfw pics lol. Trying to earn fubucks by trading bling packs and all that other senseless bullsh*t. For someone to take the time to rate hundreds and hundreds of pics. So you can level to add more pics is a complete waste of time. But not as stupid as spending money to buy bling for a girl like she can wear it, eat it, or whatever it is. You might as well just mail real gifts to a girl if you going to do all that. Many people treat this site like it's reality. Whic
Why Is It?
It's almost that time... the time I came home from a place I never want to be again.   Came home to my now ex to whom I was once engaged.   I was willing to give her my life.  I gave her my first born and on the day of 1 December of last year she stole my baby from me and broke my heart.  No... shattered it.  I never lied to her.  I never treated her badly.  I walked two hours in cold rain just to buy something that the store down the street didn't have in stock.  And she paid me back by running away with my unborn first child and put him up for adoption in another state without identifying me as the father.   Now... 20 days from the one year mark of the day she left me, I'm in emotional agony all over again.  I hurt worse now I think than I did when I realized she wasn't coming back.  And it's not because I lost her.  I'm better off without someone like her.  But it marks a year of knowing that someone else is raising my son, the one thing that brought me joy just to think about d
My Life As It Goes
Day To Day
Ok, first off don't read this if you don't wanna hear me bitch and moan. My St. Patrick's Day sucked. I was planning on going out to the Street party that the local bar here in Downtown Melbourne throws each year but I couldn't even find one person that I knew that was going. I'm not going out and getting drunk on my bike. That is what idiots do. Sometimes I wish I had a car that was reliable, so I could actually go out and have a drink or two. Something to get me out of this boring damn house. lol I need friends. Whatever, I'm getting some food and going to bed. Hope you all that have read this had a great St. Patty's Day. The ones that didn't read this.... well then you won't know that I hope your day sucked. I've lost hope... I quit. 4 days till my flight and she has still not called written or reached me in any way. I suppose I should have known better. I know most love is blind and I must be Ray Charles. today is the day. If I hear nothing I cancel my flight. Jesus Fucking Chri
Hi ppl I need lots of rankings and comments, i want to buy a dimond ring for tricia, for our ct weding, and i need help, i figure if everyone votes 10 on my pics and leaves comments please help me, I will help u2 Omfg, wow. I feel amazing, i have been walking on a cloud, I have found my love, she is a goddess, Her and I have everything in common, I feel so in love, I am even gonna ct marry her :), but wow, I haven't felt so good in a long time, and omfg she is hot. I am in love and it feels great. her name is Tricia, or u may know her as Baby T, she is a sweetheart, and she stole my heart. I do not know this feeling, i am walking on a cloud My head feels like it's floating my heart it beats so loud My eyes form a tear, a tear of so much bliss My lips start to wet, as i think about your kiss You make me feel peace, my love for you is strong your voice is enchanting, my heart craves your soulful song I know for sure now what i want to do I want I need something in my life, and th
On Air Bulletin
DAZED AND CONFUSED?WANNA BE? JOINDJ BIG SEXY& DJ SEXY SOUTHERN EXCLUSIVELY ON (repost of original by '♫Naughty Southerngirl♫~Dj @ Intoxicated Radio~' on '2008-01-03 19:55:22') HEY EVERYBODY!! I know Southern and I have been gone for a few months.(RELAX DBO71, EVERYTHING'S COOL) Apparently the cable people decided to shut off our internet against our will,,then again,,it might have something to do with me not paying them. (those bastards!) I think we just about got our shit straight and should be back in about a month. Thanks to everybody that sent me gifts and birthday wishes, I promise I will go to everyones page and thank you properly. We miss everybody and can't wait to be back on the air. (After all,,Intoxicated Radio does rule ya know! lmao) Sooooo keep checking our profiles,,and keep listening to Intox, or just go to (we miss you guys) and we should have something soon about when we'll be back. Peace Out and CRANK IT UP!!!!
SDMF to my BLS brothers and sisters and hello to all me friends and folks on here sorry if i havent had time to chat with all of yall i be busy as heck with these crazy work hours well hope to hear from yall KEEP THE GEARS SPINNING AND THE BEAVERS GRINNING lookin for new friends and folks to talk so if u like tattoos metal country pericngs and drinken hit me up cus we"ll get along fine if not still hit me up being different aint bad to all my fubar friends and fam whats up and how yall i hope everybody doin great and a SDMF for my BLACK LABEL SOCIETY BROTHER & SISTER out and made love for my SOCIETY DWELLERS out there i love yall and goodone yall TAKE HER EASY AND IF SHES EASY TAKE TWICE
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A brief quotation . . . “The time has come,” the Walrus said, “To talk of many things: Of shoes—and ships—and sealing wax— Of cabbages—and kings— And why the sea is boiling hot— And whether pigs have wings.” ------------------------------ Lewis Carroll [Charles Lutwidge Dodgson] (1832–1898), British writer, mathematician. Through the Looking-Glass, “Tweedledum and Tweedledee,” (1872).The Columbia World of Quotations. New York: Columbia University Press, 1996. [Date of Printout]. English Poetry III: From Tennyson to Whitman.The Harvard Classics. 1909–14. 631. Break, Break, Break Alfred, Lord Tennyson (1809–1892)BREAK, break, break, On thy cold grey stones, O Sea! And I would that my tongue could utter The thoughts that arise in me. O well for the fisherman’s boy, 5 That he shouts with his sister at play! O well for the sailor lad, That he sings in his boat on the bay! And the stately ships go on To their haven under the hill;
Occupy Wherever
I have waited for a couple months now to write this, but, I believe I have enough information to discuss this subject accurately. The Occupy "movement" has never had my support as I think a direction or objective is necessary instead of just protesting aimlessly. I can, and do, support the Tea Party because both of us want limited government, a cut in spending, a return to the Constitution among other things. For the last two months, I've watched Occupy Wherever with disgust. It seems the protestors want the government to provide them everything while they claim no responsibilities for themselves. They have left their parents' homes (where they demanded everything and provided nothing) to protest Corporate Greed. We know this because they used their corporate made smartphones and laptops to post on corporate entities such as Facebook and Twitter. They used pictures taken by corporate made cameras to document their trials and tribulations as they pranced around in their expensive,
Gods Disciple
An old man once said,"There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh. Forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of life, getting back up is living."õ¿õ Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive? Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated? Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the ones who need it the most? Did you know the 3 hardest things to say are I love you, I'm sorry, and Help me. Sometimes just because a person looks happy, you have to look past their smile and see how much pain they may be in. I copied this from a friends wall because I thought it was powerfully true. We all need to pay more attention to those around us."We all need positiv
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Your sexual experience is like a street racer You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life. Take this quiz at You are 33% evil You are not so evil. You are overall a nice person, although I wouldn’t want to get on your bad side. You have an extravagant imagination. Take this quiz at Melissa S Witte Not Fit for Society Passable Extremely Insane Passable Click Here to Find Out YOUR Psychiatric
So Yeah.... I went to a friend from works wedding this weekend. Well it was a vow renewal. It was a beautiful ceremony. Her colors were yellow and white, and while the person "officiating" over it forgot to turn the mic off when she left the hall and pointed her mistakes out for everyone, it was awesome. You can tell that after being married 5 years that they still love and care VERY deeply for one another.... While I was sitting there I kept thinking about how much I want what they have. You know, someone who wants to be with me and only me, through the good and the bad. I wonder if I'll ever find that. Don't get me wrong. I love my life where it's at. I have a "new" job with one of the Subsidiaries and have the control that I've wanted. My new boss is AWESOME even when I bug him over the simplest things. Its also fun to bug the accountant....(don't think it fair that the accountant is a cutie, but yeah) I'm the only female in the department hell i am the AP department! ha ha ha! B
About Dice
Hasnt been long ago I ran into an issue on here. I dont know if men really think with there hearts anymore or if " Saying I LOVE YOU " is just something they use these days. Anyway, Im not going to ramble on like a mad cow but, I will say life you learn as a child growing up that you are loved by your parents and that 2 I LOVE YOU is a strong word. Throwing the word around is something alot of people do today.I understand there are different types of love dont get me wrong.Saying I love you as a friend is one thing but,when you talk about marriage and kids and spending the rest of your life together thats a whole different kind of love in my book. So, this is to the man and you know who you are that seems to lead a woman on..I hope one day in life you find happiness and truley understand what the word LOVE stands for. And as for Roger ty for being the man that you are. Its nice to know that there are true men out there like yourself.So my motto is dont say it if you dont mean
i am writting this blog in a very depressed andgry state of mind.any one that can talk to me or help me to understand is greatly appreciated.. ok,i have been the type of person to always believe in love and want love in my life.i have always wanted to have a family and get married.thank the good god above all my wishes and prayers came true.i met the most wondrful woman in the world and my life was great.just when i thought it could not get any better she had my only child a beautiful little girl named jasmine.for 2 more years my life was great and my heart was full of happiness.on march 27,2006 my beautifull wife died in wal-mart from a heart attact at the age of 24.from that point until now my life has been shit,the only light that comforts my heart is my little girl.that is love and made from love.. i hate being single and i hate the dating hear a woman say they want a good man really pisses me hear people that are not happy in there relationship pisses me off.peo
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The Incoherent Ramblings Of A Broken Mind
I am at a loss. I don't know peace. I hear noise all the time, I see things that are not real. I smell things from my past. Things long gone. Things I never want to smell again. I suffer silently in fear and paranoia. Now pain. My soul is exhausted. My body is decaying. My mind is twisting, like a spider on a thread. Nothing stops. When I try to shut it out it screams. It yells for me to pay attention. I don't even remember what "it" is anymore. Yet it torments me unmercilessly. Is it my conscience? My instincts? My soul, crying out for mercy? Someday, it WILL stop, and that will scare me even more. Why? I am beyond belief. I know. I am seriously crippled up. I am an ugly-ass sex addict. I don't really like myself. I never did. I tried to protect my brother from the evil ones, but I failed. It's my fault he's in jail. I couldn't stop them, so he got messed up too. I spend all my time trying to figure out HOW I could have saved him, kept them away from him. I owe his kids at least that
I'm shitfaced and not afraid to admit it. And I'm not just drunk. I'm so drunk that my feet are tingling. So drunk that my lips are numb. I stopped at Whataburger for breakfast. For those of you that don't have Whataburger, you're worthless! Living without Whataburger is worse than living without Jack in the Box. And living without Wienerschnitzel is actually worse than living without Whataburger. I'm so drunk that while drinking out of the milk carton (fuck you, I'm single) I almost fell over when the room started spinning. Now, I'm going to bed while Augen licks the remaining cheese out of his fur that fell while I was eating my breakfast burrito. should you choose to accpet it. I need music ideas. My new job will require some travel. Some of that travel will be by car. My car. What I want to do is put together a mix CD. Difficulty - Heavy Bass Trance, techno and dance are all welcome. So what do you suggest? It looks like I've had another datin
Dark Thoughts
This sickness is consuming and terrifying to my soul. I try to breath but only choke on the oily slick putrid foulness of it. Words are empty without a promise to back. I am at a stalemate without a completion of my circle. I feel like a puppet on a string of fiery chains. Sharpened hooks dig deep into my heart to rip away the flesh. Not sure of love in this darkest hour that holds no real truth. Is the dream I wanted so far away and just out of my reach? I hear not your words of encouragement in my soul anymore. The threads of sanity start to shred with the absence of need and comfort within. Time starts to bend , twist and contort into something sick and demented. Happy thoughts no longer hold me in joyous sway as my world starts to slowly crumble and faulter all around me. I know I am loved and special to some but most of them never speak those words to me. I feel like a prisoner in my own home when the repetitiveness starts to overtake me everyday. I want to whisper in his ear care
Finyx Ramblings
Intricate Crime of a Master Design Just know that you'll never win All you'll ever be Is lost within (your feeble mind) Never to realize It was always me That helped you fall To sit and watch As you lost it all Repeating the cycle Only to be convinced Of the spoon fed truth My own little recipe of deception and lies The perfect blend That saw to your demise Just as planned   All were shocked Accusations flew Such a pathetic end to all you ever knew to be true So thanks to you and your self assured truths Your mind was closed  You never saw Through it all your sanity was questioned   Yet the one never implicated was me I smelled of roses While you had long since decayed Back to me and my carefully measured recipe You began to study me Only it was already too late I played innocent as I watched  You offered up your very own head on a golden plate I laughed silently as I discovered   My subconscious genius Self proclaimed winner In the end the ultimate failure You were always the puppet
1 box German chocolate cake mix 1 c nuts 1 8 oz cream cheese 1 c coconut 1 stick margarine 1 box confectionary sugar Prepare 11x5 cake pan. Sprinkle nuts and coconut in bottom of pan. Mix cake mix according to directions. Pour over nuts. Melt margarine, add cream cheese and stir until melted. Add confectionary sugar. Pour over batter. Bake at 350 for 40-45 mins. This is a sweet lovers cannot eat this in large amounts without risk of sugar shock!!!! Eat with caution!!! LOL enjoy it is the best......may be good following the Enchilada Casserole!!! You need: 1 16 oz jar of peanut butter 1 lb of confectionary sugar 2 bars of butter 1 lb bag of chocolate chips In a sauce pan melt the peanut butter and butter. Slowly mix in the con. sugar. Allow to cool and roll small golf size balls out of the peanut butter mixture. Set aside Slowly melt the cho. chips on low heat so it is not to burn. one by one dip the peanut butter balls in and cover. T
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All You Need To Know About Me
Just thought I would let everyone who reads up on me know that june and july I'll be online more...may is a terribly busy party month for that is a bad thing!! lol....I should be posting new video on myspace by the end of the week...maybe as soon as tonight, this will be without the watermarks...woo hoo!! Anyone with an abundance of free time and a need to party with someone fun should definately hit me up!! June and July I'll be writing a new show for the upcomming season that starts in august with the magic convention in st louis the 17th I have been honored with being master of always, if there is a place around you that you think would be a fun place for a one man act for an hour before the bands kick off let me know..I'll contact the bar and see about comming to a town near you...its just that easy! Tim august louis airport is 7 startingg off the show with comedy followed by 5 comedic magicians august 9th...central
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1st!!! DJ Pinki makes her FUTABULOUS DJ Debut~! You gotta fkn see/here this... Yup. Her ass gonna be on the air (cam & sound) 2nd!!! DJ Harley is coming up on her FIRST Birthday!!! Yup Yup... Monday is HARLEY'S 1st FuBirthday!!! You gotta fkn see/here this... Yup. Her ass gonna be on the air (cam & sound) 3rd!!! ROKBAR by *Shady n bbG* Owned and Operated by SBR Family & Staff Invites YOU To Our Grand Opening On Friday, June 6, 2008 6:00pm Central Time til The Party Stops! There will be LIVE music by SBRadio There will be LIVE cams by The Ladies of Rokbar There will be a host of AUCTIONS! Sets of 11s and 10s rates for photos to be auctioned off randomly throughout the night. YOU MUST BE A MEMBER TO BID OR BE BID UPON. No entry fee. JUST CLICK THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN US AT Rokbar by *Shady n bbG*
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E-Mail News Alerts Get breaking news and daily headlines. Browse all e-mail newsletters Related To Story Video: Police: Hempfield Driver Hits, Kills Man After Day Of Drinking Police: Hempfield Driver Hits, Kills Man After Day Of Shots, Beers Young Grapeville Man Struck While Pushing Bike On Route 30 POSTED: 6:34 am EDT April 7, 2008 UPDATED: 1:50 pm EDT April 9, 2008 HEMPFIELD TOWNSHIP, Pa. -- Family and friends are coping with a young Grapeville man's hit-and-run death, which state police said came at the hands of a drunken driver in Hempfield Township. Matthew Snyder, of North Huntingdon, drank at least 10 shots and as many as 20 beers before taking the wheel of the vehicle that police say hit Christopher Allen Hays on Route 30 early Monday, according to police. "Now that he's gone, it's going to be so hard," said Jessica McFadden, 16, who had been dating Hays, 18, for more than a year. "He was the best boyfriend I ever had, and I wish he woul
My First Blog
All joking and bullshit aside, I hate the 9to5 it is a sadd excuse for earning a living. I would rather sell shit in a bag and be my own boss than, work for the richest man in the world at a go-for this position. These Writings are not mine, I only take credit for what I do, enjoy. Horns honked, lights reflected off chrome and glass as they passed. Far away a siren wailed, announcing to the world that another accident had taken place, perhaps another life ended. People walked the dirty streets kicking cans and bottle out of their path. Paper blew into the gutters by a cool fall breeze adding it's bulk to the trash already collected there. The streets and sidewalks were filled with people looking for a little action. In a mundane life where every day was the same, any action was better than no action. The old Centurion theater showed the latest in a three month old movie. Blow was advertised in huge letters. Blow was another name for cocaine, which was one of the few drugs which
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Join and do your part too.... its free and you have chances to win great prizes, what are you waiting for? Join and do your part too.... its free and you have chances to win great prizes, what are you waiting for? There are hundreds of great sponsors and causes to chose from, all you need to do is make an account, and copy paste the HTML codes into your webpages you use (like myspace, facebook, here, etc.) everytime someone looks at your page that its posted in, you earn points, how easy is that? Hey guys. I am in my very first auction as of today. The auction is going on for 1 week. Winner owns ME for one month. To bid on me, PLEASE just click one of the pictures that follow this message, and leave a comment stating your bid. If you win me, I will be giving you everything stated on my auction spot. If you have any other questions about anything please feel free to ask me,I am willing to negotiate some of the things i am of
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Let us not forget the memories of people we have lost but, don't let us dwell upon their death. Very few people come into your life that can change your way on thinking how people can be so good to one another. This blog is to let what is weighing on my mind out as to maybe helping you get whatever is weighing you down out. I lost a very true friend this weekend to Lung Cancer. One of those friends who would go out of their way and ask nothing in return. He had been battling cancer for the past two years and always being upbeat about it. Saying he wasn't going to die from the cancer but, was going to die another way. THE CANCER WAS NOT GOING TO GET HIM! I truly think this is one of the reasons he survived as long as he did; he didn't let it bring him down. All through this time he was finding jobs that paid under the table because he didn't want to sit at home and do nothing. Doing that was just going to bring him down. For the past 5 weeks he was in and out of the hospital, his lungs
Random Thought
i had this dream where i was in some kind of group of friends i was wandering around with a couple of guys*not like that* in my dream i mustve known them awhile i was kinda like the lil sister or something, we were running from some guy that wanted to kill us and as we ran down this dock looking thing i saw a ship leaving so we ran after the ship and jumped onto it just in time to be too far for the guy chasing us to follow...i thought we were safe til some crazy lady that mustve owned the boat showed up and told me she had a deal for me..she sat a girl down at the table on the deck where we were all sitting and handed me a gun..she told me if i shot the girl in the arm we could stay on the ship but if i didnt she was going to throw us off into the water i i shot her in the arm after hesitating for a few and i actually thought of a spot to do it where it wouldnt be as bad she looked dissapointed at me like she knew what i did but allowed us to stay on the ship...then we doc
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Woman was made from the rib of a man. Not from his head,                            to top him. Nor from his feet,                           to be stepped upon. She was made from his side,                                          to be equal to him. From under his arm,                             to be protected by him. Near his heart,                     to be loved by him.                                                       ~Anonymous~ Adversity and issues have a way of sorting out true friends from those who were only there to benefit themselves... when the well runs dry only the true friends offer to help you dig it deeper. The rest seek another well... turbulent, inky black, rushing past my face, jeering laughter interspersed with derisive whispers and sly contempt...My world has become so cold... once loving and tender arms, friendly faces, laughter and friendship, now anger, grief, agony and uncaring dismissals from trusted souls...dreams, once solid, glitt
Facebook Sex
I'm trying to connect with my cool friends from here so add me on Facebook if I love you.   My name comes up as "Anthony Stephen."  It's my porno stage-name.
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Just Me
I salute the confederate flag with affection, reverence, and devotion to the cause for which it stands!!!! It's heritage not hate!!!!   I just want to clear something up about this post. I am not racist, I hate everybody equally. Plus, it's my heritage. My whole family is from the south and I was raised with southern values. I'm a redneck and I don't care who knows it. If you don't like it then leave me alone. Like it says in my 'about me', I'm not like other girls. I camp, hunt, fish, mudd, hike, and swim in the Wabash river. I love being outside. The music I like is, classic and hard rock, heavy and death metal, and country. I do like P.O.D, and Deamonhunter. I usually don't do the whole christian band thing but I do like those two. If you have a question about my views just ask but don't expect to get an answer that you're gonna like. A Hero I need a hero, Someone who'll come to my rescue, Someone who loves me for me, Someone who wont try and change me, Someone who'll do anything
Awesome Randomness
I see so many people being Gothic little emo faggots online on a constant basis, and when it comes down to it, their stupid little bitches are ones that I pray to have. If I were to share my worries and air out my real concerns and what I consider my trivial bitches about my own life online, a thousand would kill themselves by my words alone. Maybe more should just keep their little Miley  Cyrus bitches to them selves and grow the fuck up and not spend so much time online griping about their chosen "my chemical romance" life style, and step up and speak out about real issues rather then non issues. So much time pointing out james holmes, but not enough on Ron Paul's message.....   Everyone has become the goth kids from South Park, complaining about everyone else while being everyone else talking around the logic rather then discussing the means and pointing out the real logic of all of our demise. Why claim to be individual while being everyone? It makes me sick! Did Lady
To Get In My Nsfw Folder
Getting into my NSFW folder can be done as follows: Go to and purchase the printed version of the book "A Shiver at Midnight: A Collection of Spine-Tingling Tales" for $9.99.  You can copy and paste the address below to go directly to the page. Then, send me a salute holding this book, and send me a bling of your choice.  Voila!  You will gain access!
Fuck I miss my dad it has been 9 days since he passed away and i miss him already sooo much...we had his memorial yesterday it was really nice and about 200 or so ppl showed....he will be sadly missed by alot of ppl but most of all his Family now i have to think about how im gonna get through the holidays without my dad being there...fuck this sucks sooooo bad... I Lost my dad tonight to cancer it was a long battle but now hes in Heaven and not in pain...for the last two weeks we have been by his side and when he passed away tonight my whole familly was by his side my mom my brothers and my sisters and I...It was sooooooooooooo hard to watch my dad take his last breaths and was hard to see my dad lose his battle against cancer but also was nice to see him not suffer...Thank God for my famiily i am a very lucky girl to have the most wonderfull familly in the world and the Greatest Dad ever....I will miss him but he is with me in my heart wherever i go Well this past week has been an em
You walked into my life like a wind in the night having to deal with me put up a fight I have never had a prince charming before someone that I can simply adore You held out your hand, as I pushed it away but now my love i will take it each day. Walk with me and beside me, hold me tight and pull me even closer in the dead of the night. An Angel with wings you must be I have never had anyone as special to me Soon our heartbeats will become one As our new found love had just begun. So many nights I have sat by my pc, in search of something I did not know. So many hours feeling all alone, searching out what I still did not know. Turning to chat, searching for someone that was like me. After two years of chatting I do think I have found my soulmate. Scary as it may be he is in Germany and I am moving to Germany very soon. This is going to be the biggest adventure of my life since I cant speak German (except Jagermeister, lol). I am hoping to learn quickly. Leaving behind he
What Happened
i fucked up and got caught....separated from hubby and no chance of getting back together....not gonna be able to be on CT as much.... will miss you all...if you have my email or yahoo....send me love every now and then... xoxo, Becky someone who has been a friend an family member.... just verbally attacked me on yahoo because i would not break my rules (as posted in my profile) really glad that so many of my friends and family members are real friends....taking me for what i am an not passing judgment for things that i do....i try so hard to be honest..... thanks for listening.... DAMN cherry has decided i am NSFW can you imagine that???....i post 2 pic an get 7 messages from them...should be what is good for one is good more all....thanks for listening!! xoxo.....becky
Aaron Russo: The Architecture Of The Prison Planet
Remember 9/11/2001
Serenade sweet words onto paper and dream dreams of fame with me. Savor the honey dew drops of imagination as my voice paints a picture of worlds right before your eyes Once one poinsettia day, a soul follows the soft thrumming beat of a raven's wing as it flies through the shadows of the last days. Soft chill falls a winter blanket upon a shimmering path, on which danced ruminations of one unopened gift, delivered on the light of azure cherries. Back and forth, Side to side, The two eyes spied. In the corners of the room The shadows lied Hearing voices that made No sound Hearing voices From all around. Blood curlding whispers and a hysterical shout Looking for an exit needing a way out. Thrashing, thrashing gasping for air. Feeling red Feeling bare. And why does noone Care. There it is His escape Right behind the Crimson colored drape. Such an allureing call A crash and a 6 story fall. "Did you hear me, I said I love you" "Uumm
*she walks into the house from a long day of errands. she senses something is off. something in the air that tells her that she has done something wrong, and she will pay for it*   "Hello?" she calls answer   "Master? Are You here?"   *she slowly walks thru the house, trying to see if anyone is around. Turning on every light as she continues, she reaches the bedroom and pauses. The door is closed and the light is on. Even slower now, she approaches the door, her hand reaching for the door knob. Even though it seems like eternity, a few moments later she has the door open. She steps in. A few more steps now. she looks to the left, then the right..nothing.   "Mas-" her words suddenly stop when a hand is firmly placed around her throat. She hears a deep voice from behind her.   "You have been a VERY bad girl"  
Looking For A Good Owner
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Ok, here I am again, on my fifth day off from work and still up early in the morning. What is wrong with this shit. Oh well, allows me to get on the comp and play. Trying to decide how to waste my time today again, although I am sure I am going to get started on another paper in psyche. Ever feel like one things consumes you all the time? will be glad when I am done with this school thing, but that isnt goin to be for probably another three years. At least I like my classes, just not the time lost.   Ok, so here I go again, waging the war against trojan viruses. I win yet again today. sick litle bastards, getting annoyed. Lately I am getting hijackers... been a while since I have had those. This one was annoying as it hijacked my .exe programs and displayed a fake anti-virus detection warning. Anyone wondering it was the Windows Security Alert fake trojan.... Not nasty as unable to remove, but highly annoying as it was preventing me from doign school work (it hijacked my Word program
Switzerland Tourism, World Attractions
Going for any holidaying destination is always been the best way to spend some quality time with family and lovable ones, and we always need this just to relax, rejuvenate and to recharge our body’s and mind batteries. Life comes at us so fast these days that it is even more significant than ever to get away and de-stress oneself. Well if you really pissed off with your stressful routine and looking for an exotic holidaying destination then look no further than Thailand, a beautiful southeast Asian country often referred to as the ‘Land of Smiles’. Though no country is perfect, and neither is Thailand but still there are several reasons why millions of visitors make it as their holidaying destination. The first reason to visit this country is it is very safe as comparatively to other destinations, another reason to visit there is its stunning sightseeing spots as it is bestowed with natural virgin attractions which really worth to explore and last but not least Thai&
Love Quotes
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters. Love is a moment that lasts forever... You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love. If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with me I would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name. Living life without you just wouldnt be the same If you love someone more than anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden. The worst way of missing someone is sitting right beside them, knowing that you can't have them.
What the fuck is the point of having friends if you don't respond when someone sends you a shout just to say hello? I guess I have a list of selfish assholes and stuck up bitches.. I've been back for about a month now and I've noticed that there's not much luv out there anymore.. Got quite a few people on my "friends" list and there have been very very few of those friends that have sent me a simple message just to say welcome back.. Just goes to show that too many people out there are all about points, instead of making real friends.. So I will be going through my friends list and deleting many people.. Those of you that do respond will remain on my list and I will stay in touch with you all... For all of you point whores, take your add requests and stick them up your asses.. Okay everyone.... Daddy's home... Sorry it took so long for me to come back, but things got very complicated for a while... It's funny how when you try to get things fixed, more things go wrong so you can't exact
Mariah CareyAll I Want For Christmas Is YouMusic Video Codes By Music Chris BrownThis ChristmasMusic Video Codes By Music
Things That Cross Your Mind
Words I Like
You should never be to busy for the good things in life, it would be a shame to wake up one day & realize you missed out on something great. Never forget who you really are, don't let anyone change you, you're unique, perfect in your own way :) You Cant Get To The Good Unless You Get Through The Bad... Just Like You Cant Get A Rainbow... Without Alittle Rain :) 
My Birthday
Tomorrow is my 20th birthday!!! What the fuck is everyone getting me? Show me some love!!! Love y'all KiiTTiiE
I Wish You Enough
you may not be her first, her last or her only. sh loved before you, she may love again. but if she loves you now, what else matters? she's not perfect - you aren't either and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. she may not be thinking about you every second of every day, but she will give you a part of her she knows you can break- her heart. so dont hurt her, dont change her, dont analyze her and dont expect more than she can give. smile when she makes you happy, scream when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's gone  I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.I  wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting. I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger. I wish you
A Darkened Path
  Along The Darkened Path I walked along the darkened path,Not knowing what was beyond,I knew there could be danger, For a place I did not belong.Why had I chosen to follow my thoughts,Which led me far from home, Now off in the middle of nowhere,In the debt of the forest alone.What were the sounds I was hearing, What sights would there be ahead, Why did I follow my instincts, When I could be home in my cozy bed.What was the sound I just heard,Who’s shadow is following me,Too afraid to turn around,I shiver at what I might see.A voice is whispering softly,Not scary, nor frightening at all,Just the sounds of birds rustling through trees,For it’s now coming on fall.Soon they’ll be flying high,Off to the warmer lands they’ll roam,The cold weather here would freeze them,They need the warmth for their home. Now I’ll just turn myself around,Go home to where I belong,For these walks along darkened paths,At this late hour is wrong.   By Rose
My Lullaby
its christmas morning, i dont want any gifts.if you gotta give me something then baby, give me your lips.the only thing i long for, is to see you smile,and for that one thing, id walk a million miles. and i know, its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine. i feel so lonely, all of the time.because it feels like you're leaving me behind. just for once id like you to say,whats on your heart, if you care in i a fool because im in love with you? or am i a tool thats only use it to be used? and i know its not my time. its not fair why cant happiness be mine. all i wanted, was alittle time. to get to know,the real you trying so hard to understand,your point of view,and where you seems as if im going to be broken again,twice broken is too much, i just wish you'd take my hand. and i know its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine.and i know its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine. (keep in mind, this
All You Need
So once again I don't know why I'm writing to the world of blogging. Which is really just a disgusting angst of being listened to I believe. Truly, I just want to vent. And I don't want to bother anyone specific, so I'll type type away. At this point in my life I have made this quite blatant decision to not have a relationship with anyone. Too much going on, too many places to go, too many people to see and meet. I like to continually be on the move and enjoy life. But, truly, I guess the question is, will a "significant other" truly hold one back from that? Or am I just torn and hurt and untrustworthy? hmph. Secondly, I have yet to feel like I've learned a thing, academically, at Potsdam. I've been at college, and of course have learned through life -- but you never really stop doing that. As in schooling, I have yet to learn a fucking thing. I've had teachers upset with me and I think the only reason is because I have more experience teaching than they do and they don't know ho
Now I dont know how this is fuckin possible but IM loosing.. What the fuck is going on. Start playing dirty I say thats what they are doing. copy and past your comments like 100 times so i can win. I can believe I cant win the biker bitch contest but i win the Titty contest.. lets go people vote..... COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT THEY ALL COUNT..SO THEY WANT DIRTY WE CAN DO DIRTY..LETS SHOW THEM A REAL BIKER BITCH HERE IS THE LINK Courtesy of Harleysportee69 OK over 500 friends and only fuckin 69 votes... what the fuck... help me out im in second place..NO GOOD...I NEED TO WIN.. CUM ON PEOPLE..YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE MY FRIENDS... If you cant see my private album you can see this photo... Im in a contest please stop by and vote Instructions to VOTE: 1. Click the link 2. Leave a comment (I vote for you) 3. RATE (10 please) 4. Stop by my page and let me know you voted.
Burnt Toast - The Rants
In a time when political figures are becoming more ambiguous, and the country falls deeper into the hole on a endless war, all that is really left to look forward to at the end of the work day is a cold beer and the sports highlights. With recession on the top of everyones list and the drawbacks of the working mans days in automated america, a depression nears and we will feel it. My grandparents told me stories about the depression in the 20's and the effects it had on the economical balance and what a mans worth was in those days. I feel that as americans we can relate to the past follies that have shaped our country and what we are doing with corporate backing is wrong. In the olden days of our great country a mans worth was his weight in a hard days labour output in a mill, field, manufacturing plant, so on, it was work that defined the end of the depression and the will power for people to continue on what they lost and build it back from the ground up. since the 20's we have bee
Notes From The Looni Bin
I feel like I should say quick word about that because of the last blog. Dad and I broke up over 16 years ago. He really has not been a significant part of the kids lives due to his choices. After my youngest was having some emotional problems, boys, teenage stuff, moms the meanest cant do anything...he decided he wanted to be a dad (nevermind that his "kids" were now almost 21, 18 and 15) So I let him in and gave him a safe place to stay if he so chose. I figured I would let the kids make up their own minds about him and share the headache,opps love of having three kids in the house with him. So really he has only been a part of their lives in any significant way for a few months. He is really an ok guy with the mentality of a teenager. Hes in his 40s. So am I upset , disappointed , angry , sad... that he decided to do me and our son a "favor" by picking him up and driving him home on that night they got arrested. HELL YES but if I've learned anything from all this damn shri
My Poems
The tears that well up in my eyes, burn like fire, it seems that time has come, to take another step in life, To prepare myself for the enevitable? Time is runing short, and so is my patience, what do i do? i am so confused, i feel sick to my stomach, i cant tell if in the good way or bad, time will tell me soon, weather i am ready or not, if change happens there is nothing i can do, but addapte, its the enevitable that scares me, so as the tears that burn, down my cheeks, i notice they, equal all the questons make. someone tell me its ok So empty and alone, Solitude strikes again, Siting alone at night, Wondering will it be alright?, Contemplating for my sake!, When will I awake?, Someone help me before I quake!, For The Man Of The Shadow's has his take, I don't want it but I have no choice! Why must we all live lies? In the end we try to strighten things out Why. its to late. We always wait till the last moment to try an sav
Remeber 9~11
No one deserves violence against them, especially the people who died on 9-11. They were of all races, all religions, and all killed for no reason. Some will pontificate that is was the will of their god that did this, but it wasn't. It was the act of a cowardly, selfish man. Osama bin Laden is a coward. He hides like a rat, or a snake in a hole, and send many a man, woman, and even children off to die in the name of Allah. Funny, he oesn't have the courage to carry out attacks himself, but that is what cowards do. There is a lot anger from those attacks, even now, six years later. The fear, the horror we all felt. It is something that does not easily fade away. What must subside in this world is hatred. Hatred and intolerance spawned these attacks. We as a country have to show the world that we will not lay down. There is a favorite line in a movie I like. "It's not about how hard you can hit, but how hard you can get hit, and keep getting back up. We gotta get up, we gotta show th
The comments were all very kind and appreciated. i want to say thanks again, but you didnt see these guys. i almost could almost understand homosexuality-almost, but it ws envy not attraction i competition was a hunk. i hope he handles it well. where is there room for others when you are full of yourself? now, back to bragging-i was the oldest to place, and out of 25 starting contestents, 2nd is a victory. i should have been about 7th, in my opinion. i think it was my personality voters and juges liked. sure, i was in good shape, but i could communicate better in my answers to various questions. i seemed to get good reaction from the audience, to my answers ,judging by noise levels. i wish is still looked that good, but it was better than when i was heavy [back surgery=bad diet=sedentary life=fat Jimmy] that was back in 06 when i started back rehab and stumbled into the FSWO Free Spirit Work Out, and Lifestyle. you bet i eat cake. you bet i drink beer. i do
I'm taking a break from "Forgotten Fire" and picking up something a little different, just because my interest is peaked. The Tao of Pooh Someone gave it to me as a gift last year, and I've never even thought about reading it until today. It's a nice copy nice as a book from 1982 can be, I suppose... I probably shouldn't judge it by it's cover.... I love to read. I'll read a good historical romance novel...The ones where the author has actually done their research and the book has a lot of truth in the writing. I'll read true crime novels...I love those. But this time I've decided to read something different. I don't know why, but I bought a book at a used book shop called "Forgotten Fire" about a young Armenian boy who is forced to live life as he never knew, as he was raised in a life of privilege, after he watches his family get slaughtered. I don't know how long this is going to hold my interest, but I'm going to give it a whirl....
Its Nothing 4 U , But It Is Only Me
just only u? its realy mean something :) sigh.......... i knew now how important i am to my friends and family here no one remeber or notice that its my birthday
Blackwolf Story
the black wolf walks threw the shadows looking for a place to bed down out of the coldness. wondering what his true love the whitewolf is doing. he calls out for with hopes that she will hear him and answer him. the blackwolf wonders around with emptyness in his life now that the white wolf is gone. he wishes she know how much he needs her and that she is the only one he wishes to be with. the blackwolf relizes he ruined everything in his life when he lashed out at her. as he looks at his bleeding wounds he is reminded of the pain he has cuased his love the white wolf. as the sun sets for the night the black wolf howls out for his only love once more. with no answer he lays down wihtout cleaning his wounds to remember the pain he inflicted upon his whitewolf. the black wolf lets the tears from his eyes run down hsi face. the black wolf dreams of the past of him and the lovely whitewolf running in the sunshine and laying together also remembering the warmth of happiness he had felt with
Activia To Help Your #2
Me and the red headed lady ( i wont name names) have been on the activia 14 day challenge for a while now and I have to admit as mundane as eating yogurt daily is, there is no turning back for me..   It all started when Seamus (the ass) scared the living crap out of me talking about how pregnant woman get hemorrhoids, he started to tell me horror stories of big ass tissues with blood hanging from my hole and that night I had nightmares... all i could think of was having balls of blood dangling out my butt hole. The next day that red head told me that you can get them if you push to hard when pooing. Since most woman my age don't poo everyday i was in mortal danger. a day later (3 days of backing up) i swear to god i gave birth to a poo, the girth on this thing was beyond anything i have ever seen. Yes woman do look before they flush.. I was screaming out in pain and the whole fucking time i was cursing Seamus for his hemorrhoids.... I went and got bran, senokot and activia that d
Point Whores & Beggars
I don't hand out fucking bling or bling paks to anyone that asks. I am sick and tired of being hit up for it and then berated because I buy it for myself and not you. So, here is my answer to those of you that think I'm just an evil and selfish person...GO FUCK YOURSELF! I think you should earn it and I hold contests or raffles to share in my wealth of bling at times, but don't come on my page or in my SB asking for it just cuz you want it. I say, EARN IT! Don't be a lazy fuck and expect everything handed to you cuz I'm not your momma and it won't happen. I am on a limited income as it is and I know most of you are too with today's economy, but I don't beg for shit nor do I come on your pages or in your SBs and make a stink about it. I will say that I do try to return favors that have been bestowed upon me from some of the more nicer FUs that I have met on here but I will not just hand out shit cuz you just HAVE to have it! I have removed some people from my friends list because I f
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I Didnt Write This
The Ways We Lie an essay by Stephanie Ericsson   (I have a little objection to at least one point raised here (about Lilith), but never mind. I have written a similar but less exhaustive article on lying here. See this article too for a less fun but far more complex take on the matter: Is It Ever Right to Lie? by Dr. Jeff Mirus, April 11, 2008. Read also about the dynamics of denial, a more exquisite (i.e., often unconscious and therefore more dangerous) form of lying. (Actually, denial has a tricky morality, in that it's not conscious lying but unconsciously not letting oneself know reality, to paraphrase psychologist Noel Larsen.) See, further, Jib Fowles, on the many ways we spin the truth.)Update: I've found a new interesting article that tackles in a more sophisticated manner the controversial topic of honesty/truth-telling/lying: The Insufficiency of Honesty from a book by Stephen L. Carter The Ways We Lie an essay by Stephanie EricssonThe bank called today, and I told them m
Hanging Out A While!
Most who knew me before (back in 07 08) would know that nearly most of my writing is adult in nature.  I am not found of straight out smut, nothing there really impresses me.  I do however enjoy writing romantic coupling erotica.  I always try to maintain a certain emotional base for the scenarios that I have written.  Any creative writing imo should move someone on an emotional level first and foremost.  I will start to repost my writing here in the next day or so.  I hope you enjoy :) It has been a long time since I have posted a blog here on Fubar.  I may even have to repost some of my writing for friends to enjoy.  Not much is going on lately.  Lots and lots of work, trying to get ready for the holidays etc etc.  Hope you all are doing well and I will see you again real soon with some new and interesting blog post. I wrote this a few years ago.  Not sure when.  Everyone I think deserves to be pampered and worshipped with love and admiration.  This piece somewhat encompasses this id
Daddys Poem
Scooby Snacks and Rings My little girl’s heart is innocent and pure For my tired soul she is quite the cure She cried for a Scooby snack in the store They're too expensive I said as before So I bought her a ring with two hearts bound I feared she'd lose it and wouldn't be found I told her to wear it only at home She asked why daddy in her inquisitive tone I told her it's expensive and about my fear She said ok daddy I'll leave it here She was all excited when mommy arrived She told with excitement what we'd contrived In a voice so sweet she went on and on Telling her mommy what we'd agreed upon She said she would wear it only at home 'Cuz it was 'spensive' in a serious tone Mommy asked what does 'spensive' mean “You know mommy Scooby snacks and rings”. she is charted territory. so far charted that I doubt I can remember the journey. she is lost in all her findings, beautiful in all her discoveries a
Ok I am STILL spending wayyyyyy too much time on here lol. So starting tomorrow there are 2 contests and 1 giveaway I'm bombing and will do those first thing. Will check at that time for happy hours. The first happy hour of the day will be spent doing my own personal leveling of two awesome men who still have a long way to go to Godfather. Will be shooting to give each of them 200 stash rates each. All I've managed to accomplish on the house is sorting one room that was pretty much done to begin with and clean out 1/2 my closet of clothes that no longer fit. Since I still have 1 junk room, a laundry room and 2 closets downstairs yet to go thru as well as 2 5x10 storage units in 15 days I want to concentrate more on the house than on here. I will ONLY be on about 15 min every hour or so. That way I will also be able to keep up on when happy hours are. Hubby will be home this weekend so want to get as much done as possible to MAYBE get some help from him as he never does squat when he's
My 11's During Hh- Everyday- Bid Here
Big $ Cha Ching!!!
Moonlite Nights
a very old man saw with his young son a pellet of VIAGRA (the blue pill) he said to him :hey this pill shown on T V so please give it to me i need it . the son say no it coast me 50 $ dad says ok I give u 50 but after i try it ok . son said ok . and gave him the pill. at morning the son found 75$ and a golden ring under his pillow .he came to dad and said ; oh dad i found this . dad say its ok son ;50 from me25 from your momand the ring from the maid THE MOONLITE NIGHTS AS I WALK THROU THE NIGHT LOOKING FOR YOU I THINK OF WHAT MIGHT BE WHAT MIGHT HAVE COME WHAT MIGHT STILL TO COME I AM THINKING I NEED TO FIND YOU I AM THINKING WE COULD MAKE SWEET LOVE BY THE MOONLITE NIGHTS STARING IN TO EACH OTHERS EYES SEEING HOW MUCH WE HAVE LOVED ONE ANOTHER FROM AFAR WONDERING IF WE COULD STILL LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS WE GROW OLDR WITH ONE ANOTHER GROWING OLD BY THE MOONLITE NIGHTS WITH THE ONES WE LOVE IS BETTER THEN DIEING ALONE                        SINCERLY SASSY-K A.K.A KIMMY
Random Shit!
"Shit" may just be the most functional word in the english language! You can get shit faced, be shit out of luck, or even have shit for brains.  With a little effort you can get your shit together or find a place for your shit or be asked to shit or get off the pot.  You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit and tell others to eat shit.  There are lucky shits, dumb shits and crazy shits.  There is bull shit, horse shit and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. When you stop to consider all the facts, it's the basic building block of the english language. And remember, once you know your shit, you don't need to know anything else
Invite To All Drogan Lovers!
Sexual Position 69 is now called 96...Due to inflation, the cost of eating out has gone up! Sorry I don't get to stop by and see how each of you are doing. Adding to having to fight for the computor, my son is very active in Travel Baseball and we are doing tournments now. Just got back from Disney for one and the next 2 weekends and tournments as well. We are shooting for CoopersTown, NY. and have a good chance of getting there. Hope everyone is well and I will try to stop in as soon as I can! Greating to all my friends and family. May All Your Fantasies Come True!!
Fun Stuff
My result for Are You a Music Buff? is You are the Greatest Music BuffMusic flows along with the blood in your veins. You cannot imagine life without music. With such a great passion for music, you could seriously think of building a career around music. That is certainly your idea of the happiest life.Are You a Music Buff? created by QuizCat.Com - Quizzes, Surveys, Tests, Trivias I saw this pic and's a good one for me!!!LOL!!! ok...this one too.... lol..ok and this one.... So, I found a game on someones page that is incredibly addicting to me. Especially if you are bored and just aimlessly staring at your pc. Thought I'd share with everyone else that may be bored. Trust me,once you start you have to play more than
The Late Great Drow1
there is no right or wrong to expression, there is but right and wrong when we are unjust in heaven, diamonds of wisdom falling from the sky, refreshing like rain. together we shall embrace the light of redemption for history has been twisted into mean streets and cold stares. fear not the unity of collective love, it shall heal and soothe the scars, broken hearts and weeping eyes we shall once more walk in the glow, swim in the delight unbind the chains and yell freedom with belief and passion till it echoes the universe from dawn till night ----dronutts---mystic music---- sometimes we arnt able to achieve what we set out to, sometimes we dont set out to do anything. whichever the case the end result is the same. how do we change what we havnt set out to achieve? yet accomplished? the complexity of our beings based on those we surround ourselves with?are the results of our actions directly related to our intentions? is this chaos? or is this order within

for some of u that know me very well know what today is but for those that dont i'll tell u today has been 18 yrs since my best friend had died i remember it like it was yesterday and still to this day i feel i have a part in it even though i dont u see i was having an arguement with my best friend vincent about what we were gonna do on sunday after we had went to church yes i said church this was before i became wiccan and vincent and my other best friend at the time crystal were seeing eachother but him and i both made a deal if either one of us had something bad happen to them we would name out first born their name if they were a boy or girl ok well anyway i was finishe with the yelling and fight said something i should never of said and that was i wished u were dead well i thew the phone to crystal and sat there like a fucking fool and stubborn so at 615 pm jan 11th 1991 i called him back to say i was sorry he had left at midnight i found out he was shot in the head his ex kris
My Life!!
Have u ever wondered as time goes what all has happened in your life have u ever thought of all the good things and all the bad that u been through.Do u think everyone has a purpose in life are we here for reason.Well i have asked myself all of those questions lately.I am 30 years old and when i look back i see a fucked up life.Every since i was a little kid i can remeber life bein so hard i can remembe rmy parents not having any money,i can remeber not having nice clothes i can remebe rbein made fun of in school for things like that.I know my parents did the best they could u know i love them both greatly for what they been through and they did do the best they could for us it wasnt easy time.i can remeber bein so young and my sister dying i was with her when they took her to the hospital i can remeber looking at her when we was driving to the hospital.she laid there so quite like nothing was wrong but they was she had pnemonia thats what the doctors said anyways.And what so fucked u
why is it that when you are drunk all you can think about is things you really don't want to?  The last 3 serious relationships I have had ended badly and they all moved on before we were even over.  One cheated on me and left me for that girl, the next moved on emotionaly, and the third was already talking to the girl he is w/ now when we were still together like 2 or 3 months before we even broke up...even left the same comment on her page and my page on the same exact day.  I know I'm not perfect but I try as hard as I can when I am w/ someone.  Even now the guys who claim to like me don't actually want to be with me, they just wanna get in my pants. I guess I look easy and slutty, thats all I am.  I just want something real.  I don't want hook ups or to just have fun, I want someone that will take me flaws and all. I'm looking back at entrys in my old written journal trying to fit it all in one note book and every word I wrote hurts and it makes me wonder why I tried so hard when
Angsty Lil Thing
Your result for The Zombie Apocalypse Personality Test...The Accomplice You are the Accomplice. While preferring to let others lead, your aggressive outlook means that any Zombie crossing your path is going to have a very bad day. While people with more passive roles will only have mixed luck looking to you for guidance, you make a perfect complement to Slayers, Assassins, and Strategists.Take The Zombie Apocalypse Personality Test at HelloQuizzy At least I'm not Z-fodder."You'll want me around when the Zombies come." That stupid java photo uploader is really pissing me off. Why the hell did I click yes on it? :(( My score on The What Math Function You Are? Test: y=e^x (You scored 52 Complexity, 38 Periodicity, 70 Positive slope, and 42 Negative slope!) You're an exponential function! Link: The What Math Function You Are? Test View My Profile: oholyone (OkCupid Free Online Dating)
Milf Haven
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Go rate this pic. If you can, drop a few comments on it also. He is a great guy. Some of these can easily be placed into other genres. This is simply my all time 100 greatest horror movies. By no means are they in any particular order. The Exorcist (1973) Phantasm (1979) Halloween (1978) Night of the Living Dead (1968) Psycho (1960) The Shining (1980) A Nightmare on Elm Street (1984) Friday the Thirteenth (1980) An American Werewolf in London (1981) The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974) The Howling (1981) The Evil Dead (1981) Zombie (1980 Directed by Lucio Fulci) The Thing (1982) Audition (1999) Black Christmas (1974) The Blair Witch Project (1999) The Serpent and The Rainbow (1988) Ginger Snaps (2000) High Tension (2005) Hell Raiser (1987) Saw (2004) The Omen (1976) Amityville Horror (1979) Re-Animator (1985) Poltergeist (1982) Prom Night (1980) Salem's Lot (1979) Don't Look Now (1973) Se7ven (1995) Pet Sematary (1989) It (1990) When a
Cool Paganman Stuff!
If anyone is looking for extra cash drop me a line. We are currently hiring online sales reps. Pagan Man is launching its sales subscription positions and would like you to be part of our team. Can be easily worked along side your present employment. “Nice little earner”… No sales experience, well don’t worry. Below is a brief outline as to what it’s about and how you can make money. Subscription Sales The cost per yearly subscription is $49.95. For each yearly subscription you sell you make $14.98 Pagan Man Publications Pagan Man Publications is an online Adult Magazine publisher, providing high quality content to the adult market, replacing the need for printed top shelf magazines. Pagan Man Publishing has released its first publication, Pagan Man, in conjunction with Hustler & Dennis Publications International Based Sales: Subscription (full time/part-time) The first of a new generation of sales, delivering targeted lead generation and sales for
Autos Onnn Baby
AUTO 11's ARE ON BABY!! Do You Have Some Time? Want To Level Fast? I HAVE AUTO 11's ACTIVE NOW!!. DVUS_1**OWNED BY BUTTERFLY N MISS HONEYPIE [[FU ENGAGED TO ?MizP£Å¥MÅTË ØF ?ÅWK?@ fubar ~*DVUS WANTS YOU!!*~ ~*MY BEAUTIFUL BLUE EYED REBELLION HAS HER AUTOS ON AND NEEDS YOUR FU LUVVV*~ ~*She is a HOTTIE N A HALF, with all the LOVE in ALLLL the right places. She is beautiful inside out and can ALWAYS make me smile*~
Birthday Bulletin From T
**silly me. I posted this in the wrong blog...heh** From my bestest friend, YotD. Her and Poohbet, my sister, also went in for a happy hour for me tomorrow, and Pooh also bought me an auto 11, just for that. If you ever get the chance, stop by their pages and show them some mad mad MAD love. They are the greatest!! Love you both bunches!! 50 AND FU-TABULOUS! My Best Friend is turning 50 Saturday! She works hard on site as a bouncer, and she puts up with me...probably the harder of the two jobs. lol She has a birthday Happy Hour Saturday as well. Remember to stop by and show her some birthday love †Dolly O' Dagger†™@ fubar Love Ya Doll..Many Happy Returns! Year O'Dragon T (repost of original by 'Year O'Dragon™' on '2009-03-13 12:52:32')
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Bombs & Blings
                  Manly will be running his autos from 3pm Futime Friday, Nov.13, 2009  INTO Saturday, Nov. 14, 2009 ...He has offered this:If you rate 500 pics you will get bombed when he activates his bomb. Rate 1000 you  will get bombed and 1 credit bling, Rate all his pics you will be bombed and a 3 credit bling of your  choice...You will need to comment on every pic that you rate...Because rater/ratee gets mixed up. Fumail him by 1:30pm Futime on Sat. telling him you have rated the 500 needed to be bombed as he will be bombing during his Happy Hour @2pm Futime on Sat. and he needs time to compile the bombing list...If you rate enough to be blinged, Fumail him before his autos expire (3pm Futime on Sat.)...He's trying  to reach level 38 so let's help him and ourselves at the same time!!!His link is below Manly - "82nd Demon Slayer" - fuowned by Insane Melody!@ fubar             
Bend Me Over
Bend me over. Don't be gentle. Beat me. Don't be sentimental.Give me anger, disappointment... Be unbridled. Don't use ointment.Let your fingertips press harder.Let your lust reflect your ardour. Your hand will slowly tighten:Hold my breathing. You enlightenAll the hours that I awaitFor you to put me in that stateWhere I can service your desireScourge me with that heedless fireThat will fan me. I'll expire,Knowing you would have me spreadAnd well-mounted once I'm dead...Set on your harsh invasionOn almost any state occasion.I will fete you and adore youAs you sink into my core toMake me lie there, as in clover.Don't be gentle. Bend me over.
Important Stuff :)
      OK If you know anything about me, you know I support the cause! Breast Cancer doesn't run in my immediate family but it is a cause that I have always felt very strongly about....Every year I try to make sure to get the word out especially during October. A little awareness goes a long way! So with that said please be aware that October is all about the Pink.Its breast cancer awareness month so please show your support and wear some pink!! If you are like me and you don't really like pink....make an exception this month! I do it every October I wear something pink to show support! Breast Cancer knows NO Age, Sex, Race or class it does NOT discriminate everyone is fair game! Women as well as men. please don't think, It can never happen to me, or to someone I love. Truth is it can and does happen to anyone. Please take the time to remind all those people you love so much and hold close to your heart that its that time of year again to get checked out so sit your Mom/
Juss Venting
My phone rang at 3:30 am yesterday morning, one would think at that hour it was an emergency call, nope, it was the fu hubs calling because he knew I'd want to know about the new level. He was right. Everyone here spends time on Fu for their own reasons, some like the chat, others the mumms, or simply the colored name game. I like the challenge of the points, I'm not a point hore, so you can shut it right now, I don't show my body or things like that for my points, I work my ass off to make them myself. Back when I was a lower level I made a friend who taught me that if your going to be here anyways chatting, lounging whatever you might as well point too. I learned from her, and started to climb the fu ladder. I rated pics till they cut me off, everyday, every spare min I had i was rating. Then the boomys came out, and I rated them, then I started spending my fu bux to buy autos and boomys. Was I addicted? You bet you ass I was,  by this time I was starting to level with some aggressi
Wow, People Have No Faith In Me Whatsoever.
Me and this one person on Facebook were talking about cheaters & relationships.   I said "It depends on the person, but I don't know cause I've never cheated on a person in my life".   Then she said "i agree but you've never been in a real relationship either..for some reason a nice guy like you got hooked up with assholes..but ive never cheated..didnt even cheat on my husband when he cheated on me..." Then I said "Yeah, you're right. I've been dealing with the wrong women" Then she said "from here it looks like you look for what you think are pretty woman..from what i see they are women will only use you...u need to find someone more on your honest woman." I thought to myself like "oooookkk?????" Then I said "You mean get an average honest woman?" Then she said "do you think a beautiful woman would be interested in you? they are looking for ppl with their own place...can spend big $ on cant judge a book by their on the out
Chads Mind
  ‘Twas another night before Christmas, he was searching for her gift. It had to be better than socks or something to scratch and sniff. He'd been pondering choices clear thru from last Sunday. Sheer see through nighties with small, lacy undies. Lotions and vibrators, shinny ones that hum. Pink ones and chrome ones, guaranteed to beat her drum! He felt a little stirring, but none of them seemed quite right. So, he set out for more shopping on that cold winters night. He searched all the stores and all of the malls to, but came up empty handed; wore out his best pair of shoes. Then while sitting on a bench resting his tired, sore ass, the answer stared back at him from that department store glass. If the gift could not be found, by fancy or whim, the solution was so simple - the perfect gift was him! He bathed and he flossed put on his favorite aftershave, the one that said right on the bottle, "this will raise 'er, even from the grave!" Admiring his nakedness i
Tony's Blog
Today my good friend and brother Curtis Leonard may finally rest in peace. His murderer, the piece of shit who shot and killed him while robbing a store was convicted of murder in the first degree and will most likely be sentenced to death.As my friends and and i were sitting in Chima Brazilian Steakhouse having lunch were called back to the courtroom. It was sobering to think that if not for the killer John S Lane who we sat face to face to with in court for the last week, Curtis would most likely have been enjoying lunch with us, his friends. When we buried Curtis over the three days he lay in state, over 1000 people came to pay respects, cry, and show him the love we all felt for our most worthy brother. I had the privelege to address the shocked crowd who came from far and near to mourn his untimely death. How many of us will ever have that many people come to pay their last respects for us? This is testament to how many people Curtis had touched, impacted in a positive way. As I s
Do You Think
I had to have my dog put to sleep He was best best friend my companion my boy I will miss him so much a gentler soul you could not find go in peace my friend till we meet again Please remember i love you I'm sorry i havent been in contact lately but ive not been feeling well at all and Friday was not a good day either Ive just had some more blood tests the results came in on Friday my doc rings me up and says i need to see you asap as your thyroid is showing to be very wonky her words not mine I have an appointment on Monday. The last time I got a call like this i had canser as you can guess i am scared to death and not very happy. I wish all of you the best of health and i will let you all know the results as soon as i have them. Please keep your fingers crossed for me My results Category: Life My results were better than i expected i dont have cancer thank fuck excuse the french lol but i do have an under active thyroid which can be kept under control
Your Goddess Speaks
Now I know I'm really showing my age, because I remember ALL of these!!! DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? Wh
My Rants,lol
There are some things that just annoy me to no end. 1. Friend requests: People who lie to get you to add them as a friend. They write something like "Thanks for your comment/message/rate" and make you think that you checked them out and made the first move, when in actuality you have never been to their page or come across them anywhere. Liars! No one I want to be a friend with! Also in this category are the people who have a message pre-written that they copy-paste to everyone they apply to be friends with... their whole life sob story. PATHETIC! Or the people who give you their phone number! It's different if you've send a few messages, but right in the friend request? I mean come on! These people are better off saying nothing and just sending a blank request. 2. Messages: People who write in the subject line but say nothing in the body. The subject line is just a description or opener, not the message itself. I don't answer these. FUBAR message system is annoying enough all
Life Sucks Get A Fuckin Helmet Alright?
6 days and counting for the *BIG* surgery. My hysterectomy is next wednesday morning REAL fuckimn early so I am gonna be gone from here for a couple weeks or so. Maybe i'll post pics of my incision just because LOL!! Take care all of those who give a shit IF you are on my friends list and want to stay there, a reply is needed or yu will be deleted PERIOD Here it is finally, MOnday morning, my hysterectomy...take #2, here's top hopin it doesn't get cancelled AGAIN I'll be gone for quite some time as i am goin to my moms in calgary and EVERYTHING is blocked adult wise cause of my freaky nephew...So love ya all take care i'll be back when i can
What Kind Of Person Are You...
I am in a Auction now I know someone of you guys want to own me,and have these legs wrap around you for a month. So now here is chance so click on the pic and bid on me. Come on what are you waiting for make me you SLAVE!! OK EVERYONE THE HARD PART IS OVER..I GOT MY 250 COMMENTS I JUST NEED THE 100 RATES. BEFORE 9/23 AT 9 AM EST TIME. SO PLEASE HELP RAPE ME.. I MEAN RATE ME WINKS!! CLICK HERE ON THE PIC OK EVERYONE THE HARD PART IS OVER..I GOT MY 250 COMMENTS I JUST NEED THE 100 RATES. BEFORE 9/23 AT 9 AM EST TIME. SO PLEASE HELP RAPE ME.. I MEAN RATE ME WINKS!! CLICK HERE ON THE PIC
Pathological Liar And Fake
For those of you who refuse to see the truth about your big boss, STEEL STETSON COWBOY, from the TOS, here are the links to the PBR and PRCA for a look at their rosters. Also pages of the Nebraska Rodeo and WRA to search for his name. You will not find his name on the rosters. There is an e-mail I received from the WRA in reply of inquiry to his claim to champion in 2007! I called the CPRA myself about his card and they did tell me he is a member, that he was not a member last year, and has not been recorded to participate in or have won any purse money in any CPRA sanctioned event. I myself can become a member of the CPRA by filling out their application and paying their $100 membership fee and never be required to participate in any of their sanctioned events. There are also pages of the two bulls, Yellow Jacket, and his son Little Yellow Jacket, with information on them. Little Yellow Jacket was retired in 2005 and I could not locate an exact retirement date on Yellow Jacket but my
Lasts for few more days...come make a bid..lots of loves..xoxo Come check me out and make a bid..Own me for a month.. I am in my first auction!!! Yay!! Come help make it a memorable to all..xoxox\ ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™Owner of The Drunk Penguin..Fu Owned By Pet@ fubar Thank you to The Big Mike!!! xoxox
Friends On Fubar
wow this dude called me a liar cause I told him I will brb in th SB and then I wrote i am back who missed me and he was like I see u never letf fubar ur account was on well u know what anyone that knows me I keep my fubar logged in i never sign out this dude was a making me laugh at the things he was calling me.
This just a poem. I wrote this a while back. We all go thru breakups. ITs sorta part of life. lol They can be rough but we all get past these things and move on. I guess my point is not matter what happens in life. It will always get better!!!   I am truly alone nowI don’t know what to doThis feeling I have makes me blueI cant understand why we don’t belongWhat you allowed to happen was so wrongTo hold each other in our armsBut I am still bewitched by your charmsAll I have left is memories of a kissI know now there’s no such thing as blissThe rest is nowhere to be foundEvery time I have leave you I feel so downEveryone that I have talked to tell me to move onI still cant believe your love for me is goneOh god why does life have to be so crappyBeing without you make it hard to be happy You made smile today with just a litte textwho know where this will lead or what is nextI see a beautiful person with a caring heartbut things of this nature you can never chart
The Cop And I
Trying To Blend In With The Rest Of The Fubar Nation
First Time Here...
It's been a while since I've been up here, I was gone to a deployment and was gone for a while--but the girl is BACK and ready for anything!! wow, it's been a whole year since I LAST wrote that blog....well, MERRY CHRISTMA EVERYBODY...See ya'll in 2008, I'll be another year older...another year wiser!! And thanks for everybody that's showin me MAD MAD LOVE up here!! VIRGINIA'S FINEST!! HEY I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN UP HERE IN A MINUTE..BUT JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU GUYS A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND SEE YOUR ASSES IN 2007
People are strange creatures. The human kind is made to live in groups. But sometimes we forget we are individuals. As a matter of fact, when it comes to it, we are alone. Everybody has the task to take care of him- or herself and to grow in life, learn their lessons and find their true self. But what I see is a big blur of people and it's like there is no you, me, him or her, only us and them. And that is where the unnecessary hurting starts, because if you and me are really one person, you can easily hurt me. And because you are hurting me, you hurt yourself. Do you see my point? Of course, we all get hurt sometimes, but that's part of life. It makes us grow to become a whole person. I see it this way: we all have our own world that we've created in our lifes, with our own feelings, emotions, memories, believes and convictions. My world ends where yours begins and we share a lot, but not all. Because my world is mine and yours is yours. Now, when someone is saying something to me
We're finally in the lead but we want to be wayyyy ahead before tomorrow morning. We could really use all the help we can get!!! Please come bomb us It's a couples contest and our points are added up in the end so bomb either picture Thank You!! Just Click The Pictures We're now 2000 behind. Please come help us win. Come Rate and Comment us!!! Just click the pictures! Thank you very much!!!! bomb me plaes
Contests I Am In
Zombie Radio
Something to consider next time you go shopping 4 lipstick... This comes from someone who works in the breast cancer unit at Mt. Sinai Hospital in Toronto . If there is a female you care anything about, share this with, her. I am doing that now! Recently a lipstick brand called "Red Earth" decreased their prices from $67 to $9.90.It contained lead. Lead is a chemical which causes cancer. The lipstick Brands that contain lead are: 1. CHRISTIAN DIOR 2. LANCOME 3. CLINIQUE 4. Y.S.L 5. ESTEE LAUDER 6. SHISEIDO 7. RED EARTH (Lip Gloss) 8. CHANEL (Lip Conditioner) 9. MARKET AMERICA-MOTNES LIPSTICK. The higher the lead content, the greater the chance of causing cancer. After doing a test on lipsticks, it was found that the Y.S.L. Lipstick contained the most amount of lead. Watch out for those lipsticks which are supposed to stay on longer. If your lipstick stays on longer, it is because of the higher content of lead. Here is the test you can do yourself: 1
Why ?????
is this the middle of the winter .......?????or begging? Im a good , and caring person, i get accused of the most , unrealistic things you would think of, ..but i am still , not that person....if you know me will know i am a caring, and good friend to you . so stick up for me damn it! I HAVE ENOUGH TO WORRY ABOUT IN MY LIFE......I CAN'T DEAL WITH OTHERS.....AND ISSUES THAT I CANNOT CONTROL...........OTHER THAN LISTEN, BE YOUR FRIEND, AND CARE, AND UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH..........BUT I REFUSE TO BE PUT IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER ...OR ....DONT HAVE A POWER TOO........SO I LEAVE THIS..........I LOVE ALL WHO IS MY FRIEND AND WHO HAS BEEN MY "FRIEND" ......BUT I WILL NEVER BE A FAKE FRIEND WETHER YOU SEE THAT IN YOUR EYES OR NOT ......YOU WILL BE THE ONE WHO LOSES IN THE END ........AND FOR THOSE WHO REALLY AND TRUELY "KNOW" IM YOUR FRIEND .......I WILL BE THERE TILL THE END.......JUST NEED SOME TIME OK!!!!!!!!
Mummer Songs
Lipstick owns me here is her pimp out Just sit right back and you'll hear a tale a tale about Lipstick that's and easy topic, its more about her friendship shes really a mighty great woman always solid and sure gives smiles out everyday and shes really not a bore really not a bore she weathers lots is really tough wont stand for being bossed has lots of courage and is fearless too stays true at any cost stays true at any cost her friendship is for sure ask anyone who knows ask her friends like Big Tom too Bounty and Clowns there's Idaho Coot and Helly know that Lippys quite the gal so this is the tale of Lipstick shes happy all the time she always makes the best of things she is very fine so first rate and chipper too she is the very best she makes others comfortable and is a big pest no bull no lie no bee-eee-eess shes sweet as can be everyone needs to know really sweet as can be so join me here all her friends to gi
The Love File!
As I wander through my day, and wander through my thoughts, I am remembering the moments in time when we shared a space only big enough for two. In my heart is the remembrance of our moments together. As the wind blows it caresses my soul with your sweet presence, with your sweet love! I want to never forget the moments we spent together, the moments we sat next to each other and smiled while looking into each others eyes. When you held me it was like a blanket of silk covering my body, a rush that set my soul on fire. Your kiss was like an amazing fairy tale that had no ending! Whisper to me in the wind, even if no-one else can hear it, I will know what you are saying. As the wind blows back, listen for my reply, as it will be as soft as satin. I will go to the ends of the earth to find you, as the waves of life seperate us into different worlds I will swim harder and swim faster, till I reach the shores of your world again. I will never give up on our love, never give up on us! Remem
Hello, can u see me? im right here, look at me plz no i mean really look at me   can u see me hurtin? can u see me smilin?   look me in the eyes, they say eyes is the way to someones soul look into my soul what do u see?   im tryin to smile when all i wanna do is cry, can u see that? ur supose to know when my smile is fake or true   god i cant breath, i really cant breath dont know wuts goin on my mind is gone   i need u to see me look at me plz into my soul   why cant u see me?  am i that good actor? it dosent matter if i am u should see me look at me plz
Hello, Today
  Yes, it was a beautiful day It's gone be a beautiful night Break out the champagne Everybody get a glass Let's start it off sexy What do you say? Uh, and all the ladies say (Uh-huh) Uh, and all the ladies say (Uh-huh) Think I like that Uh, and all the ladies say (Uh-huh) Welcome to the champagne life Where trouble is a bubble in a champagne glass Dreams and reality are one and the same And we gone do it like this (Oh) Got an addiction for life and this living Like everyday's my birthday, know what I'm getting And reserved for top notch that's where I'm sitting Me and my friends and found 6 Miss Independents (Independents) And my attitude's so chill and so breezy (breezy) My designer suit, I make this look easy (easy) Sexy baby, don't you dare act like you don't see me Baby, I know you see me It's all about them fast car nights and them big boat days Living this champagne life, everything's okay Let's toast it up (Wooh) Let's toast it up (Wooh) Said we play all night and we play all
My Home Girl
FW: Fwd: FDA Watch In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market
Well she isn't a baby anymore but always be my baby.She is 3 but the contest owner mistakenly put her n the age 4 to 8 group.let her know but haven't heard back but if she moves her every vote comment better count Anyway plz vote and bomb away would love to see my lil girl win click this link thank you! Thanks to some very wonderful true friends. I won 1 of the very 1st contest I have entered on this site.The other cup of joes contest the 1st i got in i knew the night he opened it that it was just abit much with what seemed like most of ct in it abit of a overkill n a contest imo if a contest is going to get that big split it up n groups and offer rewards for 1st,2nd 3rd etc for each group. I stayed away from contest on here before because of drama,i'm not into all that crap but no sooner then his started i started getting attacked by 1's on my default pic 20 n one night not n my time here have i ever been attacked like that. Well later same night I got the chanc
My Ramblings
Chorus We could walk barefoot through the warm wet sand Take a second look at what we had I been thinkin' a lot since I been here Past the neon lights and the L.A. Haze I'm a different man these days So come on out, The Coast is Clear So I have been home all weekend so far with my kids. My daughter has been kinda sick so I have been taking care of her. We've just been laying around watching movies and cartoons. Though I haven't gotten much accomplished around the house yet, I don't mind. I'll work on it this evening after the kids goto bed. Oddly, I am in a decent mood considering how things have gone for me lately. It probably has alot to do with just being with my kids. They keep me grounded and centered and seem to be able to make me feel better when life has been beating all the good out of me. I am a homebody mostly so this has been kinda nice. But its not all I am. The weather here has sucked for sometime now so I just stay in and stay warm. Besides, I ha
Dearly Beloved, we are gathered here today to witness before family and friends the exchange of solemn vows between (first and last name) and (first name) "WHO LOVES YA, BABY?" (last name). If there be any suspicious minds present in the audience doncha think it's time to speak now or never - their love won't wait. (First and last name), repeat after me: It only took one night to get stuck on you, and now my wish came true, you big hunka hunka burnin' love! I thought you were nothin' but a hound dog, cryin' all the time, but now I know you're my teddy bear 'cause tigers play too rough and lions ain't the kind you love enough. So kiss me quick and love me tender for I can't help falling in love with you. (First name) "WHO LOVES YA, BABY?" (last name), repeat after me: It took a hard headed woman to make me king of the whole wide world. I thought you were the devil in disguise but you turned out to be my puppet on a string. I use
Lonely Christopher
I have low to no self esteem because nothing ever happens to give that self esteem a boast, that's what I need, a virtual shot in the ego to tell me that I matter that I'm not ugly. But it looks like that's not going to happen. If you live or plan on visiting Reseda or Canoga Park California and want to meet with me for soda and conversation, then message me and I will send you my personal e-mail in which we can talk about when and where. I created a new lounge for my friends to hang out and chat with me and each other to discus anything, even the slim possibility of meeting me. Please join to day.
today i was told by the city i live in, that the house i rent is in violation of many codes and has been for about two years. since the landlord refuses to fix anything, it is now being deemed uninhabitable. me and the kids have 30 days to find a new place and move. im writing this because obviously i will be very busy and wont be around much. i will check in and try to return any messages etc. so while im away......hold the fort :P i will miss you all :) hey thinking of leaving fu. in a very stupid move i introduced my ex to the site when we were together and honestly its just to painful to see him on here going on with life as if nothing happened. what can i say? i am weak. i feel like real life is passing me by as i use this site for escapism....and even for that it has lost its appeal. if i do decide to leave altogether i will leave up my yahoo and give the addy to any who may want it. bad day..bleh yes nova(part of me hates you) are together. i visited him i
Hi Welcome To My Head How May I Help U?
ive been thinking alot about this past year and i find myself feeling really sad and lonely...mostly for old friends that i no longer have. yea i shouldnt think about it but i cant help it, desparately tryin to hang on to happier times long gone and it hurts. i long for the ppl i lost, how can i say im sorry and lets forgive and forget? i wish to so much but they dont, of course there is nothing i can do about it but i wish there was.. why do i have to do this to myself? i wish i had an answer but i dont. my memories are all ihave left and they are so painful..... i just want my friend back i miss him so much. :( so if you know me real well you know that i among of the biggest procrastinator this side of the flint river lol.  ive always been like that and ive always been an emotional person. lately i just really havent been happy, so much so that alot of the time i find myself almost in tears for no apparent reason.  i need to make some changes in my life but ive been living the same w
Suck Much?
Lisa Ascol-Beckman  The policeman stood and faced his God, Who’s time must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true? "The policeman squared his shoulders and said,"No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges can't always be a saint.I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, Because the streets are awfully tough. I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep....Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills just got too steep. But I never passed a cry for help,Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God please forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here. They never wanted me around, only to calm their fears. So if you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I never ex
Etiquette Of A Lady -will Be Updated Often
The Rules of a Lady    Rule #1. Stay Classy ;) Rule #2. Always cross your legs when wearing a skirt. Always. Rule #3: Chew like you have a secret. Rule #4: Smile, it helps you get your way. Rule #5: Leave the rumor-spreading and trash-talking to Gossip Girl. Rule #6: Respect yourself. If you don't, he won't either. Rule #7: Leggings are not pants. Rule #8: Keep your heels, head, and standards high. Rule #9: If he doesn't treat you like a princess, then he doesn't deserve to be your prince. Rule #10: Love your body. It's the only one you've got. Rule #11: Never reveal your age, weight, or bra size. Rule #12: Proper grammar will get you far in life. Rule #13: No, passing out drunk on the floor is not sexy. Rule #14: Being beautiful is a choice. ...and it's never too late to choose it. Rule #15: Never dumb yourself down for a boy. Rule #16: Being single doesn't make you weak; it means you're strong enough to wait for what you really deserve. Rule #17: Always know how sho
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90's Shows
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I Watch To Much Tv
This is a show that comes on the discovery channel. It tells the story's of people that have been haunted by evil ghosts or demons. I like it. Its something paranormal to watch when GHI or Paranormal state are not on. Its not the best show in the world, but its the best thing on at 2 in the afternoon. This week they are investigating the " Most Haunted Village" In England. The first stop in the village was haunted but the other 2 were not. This weeks GHI was not quite so good as the others have been. It was a bit of a let down. Ghost Hunters returns on March 5th. A new 5 min show that comes on VH1 every night. This is a spin off of Best week ever. I love it and am so glad that they have it. It tells me about some of the things i may have missed going on that day.
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Surgery For Hiatal Hernia 12/26/2010
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Happy Mothers Day !! :)
I want to start off by saying this "red" journey has been eventful.  Just to let those know who want to be red, its not what you think.  It's an easy way to cause stress in your life, have to defend yourself constantly and lose a lot of money.   And put up with a lot of immature crap from people that have no RL.   Now what I am about to say does not apply to all "reds".  So now that i have that straight, I will move on.  People who know me well, know that I had decided weeks ago that my fu anniversary was the end of my red journey.  Why?  Because I do have a RL, and it requires more of my time.  Plus, when I first decided to try to be red several months ago, the "red" road was nice.  Now it is so cut throat with people who live for this place, who are jealous and would cut their own mothers throat just to get ahead.  Not a road I want to be on.  I found myself reacting to what people were saying and getting dragged into the drama.  When I realized this, I realized its not who i am an
4 My Baby!!!!
In silent reflection I love her and she doesn't even know that at this moment she's making me smile. She doesn't know that when we're apart I can hear her voice And it calms me no matter what madness surrounds me She doesn't know that I am in awe of our love because it is true and real and I've never known such honesty before. She doesn't know that I admire her for all that she is has been, and will be She is my hero. She doesn't know That even when I disagree with her I love her She's awakened that kind of passion in me And I thank her for that. She doesn't know that I never believed in soulmates But now I do so completely. She doesn't know that when she reached out and touched my soul she taught me trust when I thought trust was lost forever She doesn't know That every step I take She's holding my hand Even if only in my thoughts And always I adore her. Your soul is like the vastest sea And mine a darting fish: I lose mys
Parts Of My Life As We Kno It.....
yea da headin sounded nice at da time? LoL so no for real i think hell i kno i made a better deision this time in my life.....yea yallz askin so all i can say is i love my husband and workin things out was da best decision i made...yea we had our problems past dat now we both came to terms wif things in our lives and so yea we r workin out our problems sooooo yea had to tell sum1 @ 251am cuz mayms asleep! lmmfao so for all of u jus on my friends list thinkin u wanted sumfin else sorry aint gunna happen for those of u who r here on my list for my friendship long story short u ppl sukk big ballz? no jus messin! but do remember never lick a cold metal pole ur tongue will stick to it =) ha fawkerz! Ok all my cherriiz I wont be on for awhile we jus recently experienced a death in my I guess u can call him my step-father passed this morning and we are takin this one pretty leave mii messages comments i will be able to check em when i come back actually when i
Welcome To My Poem's
From the time I wake 'Till the time I sleep And even in my dreams I think of you. I like to talk, And fool around Or, just sit and stare But only when I'm with you I never thought that this could happen, These feelings that I have. I feel lust, I feel passion, I feel need for you Is it love or obsession? Friendship or desire? I don't know. But I want it forever. I never want it to go away. I close my eyes as you kiss me i leave them closed because i never want to open them and see anything but love i close my eyes when your speaking because when there closed i see the words you are saying as they are secretes between you and me I close my eyes when you hold me i leave them closed because when you hold me tight enough i can feel every thought you think of I close my eyes when i see you but right after i do my eyes automaticly open to see the beauty within you I close my eyes when im all alone just thinking to myself where would i be without you and what would i do id
Winey Mother Fuckers
Last April 29th
for you that know me and those that dont i lost the most important person in my life last year my father. i dont know what to do right now my mind says to end it all but my heart tells me to stay and continue like my father wants me to. i wish to god that he was here with me and i was not so damn upset. i miss him with all my heart. i would like to invite everyone to my fu-wedding it will be in green door september 2nd Well there are alot of you that are on here that don't know me very well. well just to let everyone know last year on april 29th the girl i was going to ask to marry me past away and ever since then i haven't been the same. i wish everything would just go back to the way it was me being happy and not so stress out about things,me not pour heart and soul out to my closest friends and actually crying because i just don't want to deal with being alone with that said thank you to all of my friends and family that have been there for me in the last year and to who ever el
Good Morning
look i have been thinking and the more i think about it the more i think if i have to have ansfw pic to be like i dont want any part of it,love you guys to death and i know you all like seing the pics so fo what you have to just let me know if you want off my list sorry guys they made me delete the nsfw folder:( no i,m not your body looks like shit pimples on ur ass stretch marks all over u belly hiding your skank ass pussy u need to wake the fuck up if u think these guys are,nt really laughing at u then u need to lok at your own body On 8/10/2007, wrote: and your fucking gay you asshole On 8/10/2007, wrote: ur nasty
these later days, I feel as if i'm on the brink of tears. I've had way to many changes in my life, and many other obstacles that have landed in my path. I feel as if I am fighting a losing battle, for every time I think things may be looking up, I get another heart shattering blow. how much can one take, before it kills them? I'm lost, brokenhearted, and teary eyed. the question is, does he care enough to notice, that i'm dying on the inside? I feel as if i'm on my last thread, and this tread is so weak, its amazing that I'm still alive and kicking. what is one to do, when they feel so alone at night, even though, the person they love is laying by there side? how is one to stand up and face another day, when all they want to do is hide away and cry? my tears will fade away in time, but what about my heart? where is the love I need? thanks for you time Lost in a web of shattered pieces Happiness is in the heart of the beholder. So with this I smile because God has my heart. In t
My chest has a feeling, dropping Stomach, whirling I feel the adrenaline pumping through my veins A spinning feeling My mind doesn't want to accept My mind doesn't want to accept My body feels my mind and spins Whirls, whirrs, drops, cries I don't know where comfort is I just see a dark hole My mind and body fall in I don't think I'll get out My heart is skipping The cloth is pulled out from under me There's nothing I can do There's nothing I can do The quality of light around you You went away but the light Lingered in my memory And all I ever wrote And all I ever created And all I ever did Was tinged with that memory. You were the plow that broke me open and when the seeds fell in they grew because my field was ready I would have been hard unyielding ground If you hadn't broken me And the wound still produces The muse must hurt us And go away And leave the memory Then come in ephemeral visits You know its the muse When he comes and tells
Thoughts Please
My dear friend Kim Evans who fell over a waterfall in Sandy Utah on the 26th's body was found today I'm glad to see that she was found, It hurts still, but some sense of closure. THank you all for the thoughts and prayers on the matter.  I have an old friend from HS< who is missing. She was hiking on a first date, fell over a waterfall, body is missing, presumably dead. Please, if you are religious keep her family in prayers, if not, at least keep them in mind.
My Thoughts
A man walks into a bar and immediately realizes its a gay bar. He thinks to himself I'm not gay but I really want to drink so he walks up to the bar. The bartender asks " what's the name of ur penis?" The man says "man get out of my face, I'm not like that, just give me a beer." The bartender replies "I'm sorry sir but I can't serve you until u tell me the name of your penis." The man says "okay what's the name of your penis?" The bartender realizes ' mine is named nike, you know Just do it." The man thought for a moment then replied " mine is named secret." The bartender replied "Secret?" The man explained you know, "strong enough for a man, made for a woman." Its funny how you always see guys looking for the perfect girl,one that doesnt bitch at you,doesnt cause you stress, but yet there is no definition of a perfect girl.Every Girl is different in her own way,nobody is perfect,just bc she bitches at you,pushes your buttons,or makes you mad doesnt mean shes not perfect,or not rig
Cfavt: Caribbean Friendship And Audiovisuals Choices
Tempi di Natale, POT di fusione dove miscela sacred, stimoli profane, il cult e la cosa popolare, facente li simultaneamente: uomini e donne, delle parti degli impianti ed anche di fede. ____________________________________ Un ragazzo è sopportato in un manger in un posto a distanza di un paese; quando i loro genitori fuggiscono dal wrath di un regolatore, prima che l'imminenza della cristallizzazione millenarian di una prophesy. Un ragazzo stupisce alla gente saggia del suo tempo - priests, produttori e pharisees- quando effettuano un dibattito riscaldato, per basi e principii della fede, ai tempi del reframing il rapporto con la società e la coltura del suo tempo, essendo eliminato ed ashamed, essendo semplicemente: il figlio di un carpentiere e di una casalinga, non un erudito esperto della struttura delle elite. Il ragazzo, già sviluppato, abiura di legge di mosaico e sintetizza gli ordini che hanno servito da guida e luce alla sua intera nazione, entro i secoli, rid
So why is it when a love one are some one you love tells u i will never leave u they leave like in a week are days? Ok then why do people ak like your friends and u do so much 4 them but when it comes down to u they don't do a dam thing why is that ? I have a better one why is it when u go out with someone they tell u the sweets things but when u break up they bad mouth the hell out of u . What happen to the sweet thigs??? Please feel free to comment People say 2 me all the time love its the best thing in the hole earth but why do's it hurt so bad when no one loves you . So tell me people my do we need love ???? if any one would like to help me that would be kool ty . to every one that help me caz i am new
Missy~ Sahar Blog's
the xxx story: As I walked in the door, coming home from the office, I saw my wife Carolyn standing by the cabinet preparing dinner. Carolyn has a body built like a brick shit house with all the fixtures in the right place. Today she looked especially good wearing a skimpy halter top with a pair of low cut shorts that fit snugly around her ass with the outline of her bikini panties showing through. Crossing the room and walking up behind her I reached around and cupped one of her tits with my hand while caressing her ass with the other and gave her a little nibble on the earlobe. "Whats for dinner?" I asked while dropping my hand from her tit to rub her cunt suggestively. "Company" she replied. I heard a voice from the den calling "Come on in, we have the fire going." As I entered the room, Ron, a friend of the family rose from a recliner with a drink in his hand and a bulge in the front of his pants. "You horny old bastard" I said, "What the hell are you doing over here?"
~*~ A Warrior Lost ~*~ Grand Father, White mans being destroys Life itself. A warrior once strong in Heart, Mind, and Spirit. Warriors with Honor and Pride. Through White mans exissence and Laws. Fate to a Warrior brings Existence. A Warrior bows his head in Dishonor, A strong Heart, but Spirit lives. A Spirit with life like the Eagle. Powerful, Beautiful, and Graceful. Knowledge and Wisdom like the Owl, but Above all Free and Ones Self. As his Spirit the Great Heavens, A New Life into his Whole Being. Like the Eagle a Warrior years for Domain of new Horizons. As the Warrior gives of himself To the Fate creates his Destiny. He Fears nothing, defends nothings. As the Warriors Spirit Soars Past the Eagle to Freedom. Have a great day......................................"SheWarrior" Thx girl :) Friends Body: Friends are the ones that are always there, Whenever anything gives you a scare. They'll be there when the road gets rough, They see you throu
Relationships, Love And Women
Relationships, women and love The Intro and the part Input by Wikkid is what I wrote. This is VERY long but it is worth reading. So far, all the women I have shared it with have loved it. Some of it is generalized and parts of it may seem one sided when they are not. This is not a cure-all but many of the problems people have are in here, but this is why I have more blogs to add more and to address your personal lives. This is not an all or nothing philosophy where the man always has to be dominant and the woman submissive. People switch off at times but here is the thing. Every relationship, whether straight, gay or bi, has to have a dominant and submissive role. This is a ntural law even in social animal behavior and has developed for thousands of years. Two or more of the same role causes power conflicts. You can not have 2 or more people being dominant, without at least one being submissive and vice versa. This is even true in social circles. There is alway a leader.
Now theres another one lol Still no one coming frwd on my crush lol im bored someone come frwd lol OMG So addictive!!!!!! Love the Tap !!!!! And I have a new crush WOOT WOOT ok who is it ? Love you all xoxoxoxox
Penny For Your Thoughts!
Post Surgery...
WELL IM HOME SAFE AND SOUND.. IN MY OWN BED.. CUDDLE WITH MY FAVORITE PILLOW.. HEHE.. I STILL HURT LIKE A BITCH.. AND PEE LIKE A RACE HORSE LOL.. BUT THE SURGERY WAS GREAT THEY SAID.. SO.. WE WELL WAIT AND C... MUAH hey my sexy friends of mine. im doing ok.. just setting around trin heal up.. and walkin around when i can.. im just glad that im not in pain or sick like i was last wed and thurs.. and also in pain.. the pain that i was in. remember no not rate the pics that are adult only the ones that are not adult.. i want to move up and put more sexy pics up for u all..
Arrrgh And Other Out Bursts!
So my first day of my new job is tomorrow! Its midnight right now and I gotta be there at 8am! I am like so not sleepy... I am so not a day person! I am so glad that benefits start from day one at this job! One of the first things I'm going to do is goto the doctor and load up on pills! Mmmmmm pills :D This includes Ambien so that I can sleep whenver I need to! I hope I don't oversleep cause I think on the first day of work that would be insta-fire! Now I wonder if I should stay up all night or just try to get a few hours of sleep and make sure I dont sleep through my alarm!
radio station pranking the guys wife, she flips out. listen till the end! lol
The Ultimate Family
this is why i have not ben on much this last 6 days or so this was my 17 year old cousin who was killed this last saturday night. For those of you on my end who don't know, my nephew, Ronald "Ronnie" Allen Fraga, was murdered on Saturday the 12th. Suffering three stab wounds to his abdomin, one was a direct hit to his heart killing him almost instantly. Take a look at all that is lost. The fourth generation...Someone's son, brother, grandson, nephew, friend, boyfriend, but most of all, someone's DADDY.With a 4.0 GPA and a job to take care of his son, Joseph "Joey" Ronald Fraga, Ronnie was going places. He was somebody.This is a devistating loss for our family. Having Ronnie stolen from us is crippling. My sister shouldn't have to bury her son, but she is. My mother shouldn't be outliving her grandchild as my grandfather shouldn't be outliving his great-grandson, but they are. Jessica shouldn't have to raise Joey by herself, but she is. Ronnie won't get to see his son turn a year old
Losing My Religion
People have been bugging me to finally write this down so here goes. None of the religions out there are working for me, so I have decided to start my own. Feel free to convert, since you are getting in on the ground floor, you have to bring your own pillows. Basis of faith: This is simple, to join you have to already be familiar with some theology. Everyone has to bring their holy book and we start from there. Our faith is in the blind men and the elephant vein. (See previous blogs for full description)We are all praying to the same God, but our limited, human minds can only see one portion of the totality that is God. Hopefully, together we can get a better picture. This is not just a One God theory, but SAME God theory. Why is it on the news whenever they talk about the leader of Israel they use the word “prime minister’? That is an English word, I doubt they use the same word over there. It is because they are translating the word into something the viewer can understand. T
Cupcake Mafia
dear cupcakes...  i have come to the realization that *cough cough*... you dont bling me enough... dani doesnt put out the way she used to.. and bobbi only gives it up @ night *wheeze* thereforez i am going to take a toaster bath.... dont try to stop me.. *HACK* its too late.... i am tiredz of the abuse u all putz meh through and im done.. guh BYE cruel world.. i'll make another account i mean no.... no... i wont... im done........... i have 7 yims u can reach me @ and dani has my cell #.. ignore the fact that when her answering machine picks up it says its dani's phone.. its a lie...   *cough* *snort* .........i die now...........   .........if u buyz me a HH i might stay........... *HACK* no... i diez.......... this isnt me its my zombie sprink......... guh bye.............     So you wanna be a Cupcake?MUST meet the following requirements.*You must be an ACTIVE member of the Beautiful Brutality Lounge**You HAVE to show us that you can be brutal.. we may all LOOK sweet & st
Weekend Road Trip
As of now, we're planning on a trip to the coast this weekend. We had originally planned for last weekend but changed it so we could have 3 days of fun and sun instead. So please keep your fingers crossed that Mother Nature cooperates and we get to go this time. Thanks so much, love you my friends... ROCK ON!!
Hope For Peace
We elected these corrupt individuals through lust for power and greed and driving this planet ever closer to extinction. Don't vote democrat because you believe the republicans are to blame. Don't vote for the republicans because you believe the democrats are to blame. All share equal guilt for the state our country, our very world is in right now. Headed full speed ahead to disaster. We need to vote in people who love people, not unions, lobby groups or organizations that all have an evil agenda. Vote in the local grocery store owners, the neighbors, the friends you know that are good and pure and we will bring a change to this world and forever cast this evil out of our lives. Hope for peace but prepare for war because the human heart is corrupt. Only through strength and putting fear in the heart of the enemy, can peace be won Is the current administration worshippers of Satan?. Is Obama a satanist? This is a quote from one of his mentors, , Saul Alinsky   "Lest we forget an over-
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Funny Jokes
Good Friends
 People come to fubar for many reasons. To play it like a game. To make friends. Whatever reason, I have made some really great friends. Some I have been friends with for 5-6 years now. One friend in particular has been a great friend, The Dark Knight 4u. I hear that some ppl are talking shit about him but, from talks with him he has been really cool. He works hard, he's a great father and a great friend. He doesn't sugar coat anthing. He doesn't play people. For those talking shit about him.. why? Drop it already. Much much love to my other great friends on here. Ya'll are awesome. Very greatful for those friendships. Ya'll crack me the fuck up. I know ya'll have my back and you're there for me and it goes vice versa.  
Please Vote For Meeeee!!
ok i have done ONE DJing shift so far but i did GOOD! please please my cherry friends, go vote for me.... to hear me DJing, follow the link to cherrylicious radio from my profile I'm DJing almost every day 6--8am EST but to vote for me click here go bomb my entry with comments please Thanks :) my private pics are open for 45 minutes more. go look if you wanna enjoy :) yea im in sexy gemini contest. can ya go vote for me please?
Songs Of The Day!
ok guys thank arkham if ya get a chance she rules and has made me think about leaving and i've decided not to let the cherrytap fuckers to win by me leaving. This group is called RED and they are pretty new i dunno they remind me of Breaking benjamin and I love them so maybe these guys will satisfy your pallettes today... This is BREATHE INTO ME And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling, falling Breathe into me Breathe into me And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain And this is how I disappear when I thro
For Thought
s i sit here typen how my mood is,some people think my life is wonderful and grand. only a few select knows what ive been through in the past year and a half. so much mental abuse i have taken within the past that it has taken a toll on me in a way that it is hard to forget, thats why i work 2 jobs so that i can try to foget the past but hasnt worked,i'm fine wile i'm worken but when i have a day or night off it comes back and beats me down, hard for me to have a social life , its scary because it makes me think i will go through the same mess over . i tried to have a relationship with someone special to me but couldnt not that i dont but its just hard for me right now. i have seen people go through mental abuse in the past but now i know how they feel and it hurts from deep in the heart , feels worse than loosing a loved one cause u get so beat up inside that u start beliving wut that person said u r, sorry for the messed up blog but this is how i feel, i want to have a r
Dedicated To Cancer Survivors And Their Families.
PLEASE DO THIS! A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on " donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the ! middle) . This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors /advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. AGAIN, PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS TO TELL 10 TODAY Study: New way to spot breast cancer shows promise By MARILYNN MARCHIONE, AP Medical Writer2 hours, 1 minute ago A radioactive tracer that "lights up" cancer hiding inside dense breasts showed promise in its first big test against mammograms, revealing m
I will be participating in an auction hosted by Roger Lee Mostly my offering is rates which we could all use. Please come and bid on me more info coming soon. In the meantime listen to this great song. Stop by and see Roger Lees blog ஐRogerLee ஐFu-Owned by Wonder Woman ஐ@ fubar Heartistic Soul is also hosting an auction for the guys! Go check her out Heartistic Soul@ fubar Maybe its because its the holiday... But today im wondering wtf im doing in ohio. I used to work up the road but that was 3 years ago. I used to date someone who lived near me but thats long over. Ok, so i dont like the big city life... I miss taking walks down the country road n riding my bike with some privacy. I hate my neighbors and having people right here that i dont even know and dont care too. Yeah its nice having the big mall up the road and everything thats here. funny but i dont go there anyway. My family isnt here... cept my daughter but
Patience, cooperation, devotion.. they preach… Violence, deceit, repression.. they teach… Saturate us with hidden messages Poison us, with evil entrails hiding our potential to excel Holding the keys to our eternal hell, Watching us grow into their machines Blind to the fire that furies unseen.. Through every beaten tree.. Behind every forgotten scene.. So close to something real.. Unafraid to show how we feel.. Make them think twice – learn to deal With the absence they create Distance, torment, their mistake.. The vision, their created prison Until…………….. The light blinks on, our words burning strong.. In their dream we don’t belong Transparent to them.. A beat all our own…………….. Light explodes surrounding everything.. Consumed burning to life –nothing left.. Shattering to ashes in the breeze.. Hopeless now.. subject to your disease… Scattering in the landscape.. Knowing there's no turning back.. Whispers surround each piece ..
General Bablings
I have begun getting senior discounts at most places I frequent. I am not sure if this is a good thing or not but it puts extra money in my pocket. Most places start giving discounts at 55. I am 53. Close enough? I think so. I wonder if Steven Tyler and Joe Perry accept their senior discount? I wonder if they have them in the UK? If so, I wonder if Mick jagger or Keith Richards accept theirs?   What scares me most is my generation is coming to power. Hell hath no fury like the generation that has been scorned. Look out D.C.. We are kicking your asses.   I spent all afternoon in the hot sun trying to get my Toyota pick-up to start. After finally getting that accomplished I spent 30 more minutes getting the presets back on my radio because I can't see the dial. I had to take the battery loose and caused the presets to be lost. So I took the pick-up for a test drive and stopped in a store for a cold drink. I didn't realize at the time but I was covered in dirt and grease not to men
People Who Suck, And A Pic Or Address
Ok this person goes to every pic and remarks how he/she wants to fuck every part of ur body i think he even mentioned my elbow. So we will dub him a desperate perv. This one is a downrater and personally I think she has a problem with Daddy issues. Whatever here is the gutterslut. Also fake pic as her default (big shock)  
Remember Him For Christmas
I Promised
You can read the title... cough up the tickertape parade for Husky dammit. I'm just hoping there's truth in advertising....
A women was helping her husband to set up his computer, at the approiate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter password ---something he will used to logn on. the husband was in a rather amrous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention . So when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... "P-E-N-I-S" His wife fell off the chair laughing when the computer replied: Password rejected...not long enough.!
Freedom Is'nt Free
MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU TODAY AND ALWAYS. ENJOY YOUR MEMORIAL WEEKEND BUT PLEASE LET US REMEMBER WHAT MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND IS  AS YOU HAVE FUN AND ENJOY BBQ'S OR OUTTINGS TAKE THE TIME OF  TO HAVE A MOMENT OF SILENCE  ON THAT DAY  LOVE CHINA  I watched the flag pass by one day.It fluttered in the breeze.A young Marine saluted it,And then he stood at ease.I looked at him in uniformSo young, so tall, so proud,He’d stand out in any crowd.I thought how many men like himHad fallen through the years.How many died on foreign soil?How many mothers’ tears?How many pilots’ planes shot down?How many died at sea?How many foxholes were soldiers’ graves?No, freedom isn’t free.I heard the sound of TAPS one night, When everything was stillI listened to the bugler playAnd felt a sudden chill.I wondered just how many timesThat TAPS had meant “Amen,”When a flag had draped a coffinOf a brother or a friend.I thought of all the children, Of the mot
Story Time :)
Shortest fairy tales from both men and women!    A Man's Fairy Tale    Once upon a time a man asked a woman " will you marry me?"   She said "No"   And he lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles and went fishing and hunting and played golf a lot and drank beer and scotch and had money in the bank and left the toilet seat up and farted whenever he wanted.    The End    A womans Fairy Tale :)   Once upon a time a guy asked a girl " will you marry me?"She said "HELL NO"and the girl lived happily ever after and shopped all day. Had mani & pedis every week. Drank wine and danced the nights away. Walked around the house with no makeup on, hair not done in sweats. Didnt have to play dress up no more to impress. Had all her money in the bank...cause he forgot to check his wallet and she used his credit cards. The end :)  Top ten uses of the *f* word10th - "Scattered fucking showers, my ass!" - Noah, 4314 BC9th - "How the fuck did you work that out?" - Pythagoras, 126 BC8th
Poetry Tell Me What You Think.
Feeling so much pain inside and out wanting people to just understand even times I scream and shout I feel noone holds my hand anger takes a hold of me me fighting with all my might why can't the demons let me be I have no energy left to fight The times I feel i need someone the most have my back is what they should do instead it is a "ME" roast how about walk ONE day in my shoes? I will make it I know I can alone if I have to I will prove I never RAN and get stronger through and through Elizabeth 11/30/06 Helpless is who Iam Freedom is what I need Trapped and I feel damned I cut and I bleed Is there an out? Will I ever be free? My life is full of doubt Not too many options I see Hanging by a thread Slipping down the hole I feel good seeing red Hurting me is my goal Being stuck inside my head Begging to get out Hearing all the things it said Then you wonder why I shout? All of me is slowly dieing But so
Wolfies Blog
Nothing is wrong as far as i know.. Just kinda tired of the drama of the CT and suffering from a bit of a ct burn out... Trying to reach level 10 and then achieving it was the goal i set... And now im just chilling and popping in from time to time.. Happy Turkey day C I want to start this Thursday Oct 26th at noon TeXas time a new contest... This will run one week!!! I am looking for as much as 12 candidates for Sexiest BBW... C'om Ladies show the world a BBW can be hot sexy and seductive too!! NO NUDITY allowed... scantly clad is fine but no nudity!!... How do you participate? Very easy send me a mail with in the header "Contests sexiest BBW) with a link to the picture in your lostcherry pictures... This photo CANNOT HAVE AN ADULT TAG as i want to rip it to my gallery... Once it hits Thursday noon and i have at least 9 participants the contest will open... I give 2 points for a comment and 1 point for a rating... GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN...and boxe
Wanna Bet?
Kerry and Derrick were contemplating their last few days together when he remembered something he'd wanted to do before they left for school. Sure they'd still be dating, but in the tradition of this fantastic summer he'd wanted to do it before they left; one last thing, and the only thing that they hadn't really done. "Hey honey," he whispered to his girlfriend as they watched the movie. "Mmm?" she was a little distracted as she was fiddling with his dick inside his pants, not actually interested at all in the movie. "I've been thinking about that bet you lost, the one where you said that if you'd won you'd want to tie me up and play with me... would you still like to do that?" His question was well rewarded as her eyes lit up and she turned to look at him. "Really? You want that?" Kerry's voice was joyous and she gave his dick an extra hard squeeze, making his balls ache. "Oh yes," he moaned, "I know I'll probably pay for it when you're playing with me and I'm not gett
Questions I Would Like Guys To Answer ( And Please Be Honest )
this one i woulod like to hear responces from men and there thought's as well.... ladies feel free to comment too!!! ok men if you have a girlfriend that you say you love ever so dearly...... would you hide your love or would you tell the world???? ok well what if she wasnt so attractive to your friends but YOU tell her she is beautiful all the time or even sometimes... would you hide her??? would you hide the fact that you two are and item???? would you sit there and tell other woman that you love them and then tell her that she is just a friend??? why keep her in the dark like that... if you really loved her why would you tell everyone that she is your girl... hold your head high and be proud of who you are with??? This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are: I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry
Painful Reflections
; Rate my poem, Go here I tried to start anew But what has happened to you? You are suddenly gone When I wake to see the dawn You are still not here So I shed another tear So back up goes the wall No one can touch it all My heart is safely put away and will not see the light of day Behind those walls made of steel that help me to not feel. The pain is real Its all I feel. These tears they fall I cannot stop them at all. Freely they flow Will they ever go? Can I forget and live without regret? This pain will disappear When I shed my last tear.
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Autos For My B-day
> > > > Come show me some birthday love . I have auto 11s here for my 46th birthday. Dec 28th SWEET~THING~SPANKER FAMILY@ fubar
Fu Marriage - The Ins And Outs
Want to know how to get Fu Married and have your profiles linked to each other? Please read the blog below created by Year of the Dragon on the Ins and Outs of Fu Marriage! Fu Marriage, the Ins and Outs Thanks :) Fyretygress
Once in a lifetime you find something special, Your lives intermingle and somehow you know this is the beginning of all you have longed for A love you can build. A love that will grow. Once in a lifetime to those who are lucky, a miracle happens and all dreams come true. I know it can happen, it happened to me, for I've found the "Once in a lifetime" in you- af·fin·i·ty Pronunciation: \ə-ˈfi-nə-tē\ Function:noun Inflected Form(s):plural af·fin·i·tiesEtymology:Middle English affinite, from Anglo-French or Latin; Anglo-French affinité, from Latin affinitas, from affinis bordering on, related by marriage, from ad- + finis end, borderDate:14th century 1: relationship by marriage2 a: sympathy marked by community of interest : kinship b (1): an attraction to or liking for something (2): an attractive force between substances or particles that causes them to enter into and remain in chemical combination c: a person especially of the opposite sex having a particular
Can't Sleep
I'm starting to wonder if my nightmares will ever go away I've had them so long.  I wake up crying with my scream caught in my throat, trying to wipe away the blood that is no longer there.  It's as if Drake's death is happening all over again.  I even feel the sting of being grazed by the bullet as he pushes me out of the way.  I sometimes wish it was me that had died that night, but then I wouldn't have had my beautiful daughter Amaya.  I often sit in the shower for hours trying so hard to get the clotted blood out of my hair, but of course it isn't there anymore.  I have even shaved my head a few times, simply because I still feel the blood there.  I've tried talking to doctors, but they all try to tell me that they understand.  How can they understand?  Did the person that they would do anything for die in their arms after saving their lives?  Do they know what it feels like to hide from all of your friends because you don't want the same thing to happen to them or because of being
Poems.... Written By Me
Everything i told you was nothing but the truth  I mean what i said about I’m no good for you  Your world and my world are 2 very different worlds   I can’t change who i am to be accepted within yours    You can’t survive what my world has in store        We both knew what we were from the very beginning  Just 2 people that found each other when it was least expected   The timing was all wrong, you were single.... i wasn’t  I have a daughter and you couldn’t be her father  What’s in my life is nothing but chaos  Unstable and unpredictable something that punishes  For you, you have built a life that is very simple and complex  You have a routine and a plan for what’s ahead   I could never slow down to exist what u have created  You couldn’t keep up with the twists and turns my life throws in   I’m on the go from the time i wake up    You get to rest till you decide times up   You have a job that you go to every day
This.....this....friend of mine called me a Hussy the other day, so I changed my name to Hussy for fun.  I was immediately pimped out by this woman (name withheld to protect......ah hell....  *points at Witchie*). What followed was kind of amussing.  THREE times as many likes than usual!!  Her reply was:   "Women like manwhores". Is this true?  If so....why?  Is it the same thing as when men lust over a female that looks like a hooker?  Are women actually bigger perverts than men, but there is some super secret code that hides this fact from the rest of society? We need to discuss this.  It very well could be the answer to life itself!  We could solve world peace people!! 
(repost of original by 'DJ_NAUTICAL' on '2006-11-29 23:56:33') (repost of original by 'Scuba~Princess's Stalkee~ Steve' on '2006-11-30 00:04:08') (repost of original by '~*DJ*PRINCESS*~ JOEYS*WIFEY♥ *~ LMAO-SCUBAS STALKER' on '2006-11-30 00:07:50') (repost of original by 'Marrrvelous~PhoeniXXX Radio' on '2006-11-30 00:30:20') split up with my girl today. fun fun, guess its for the better, shges still fucked int he head over her ex husband. yay for me. looks like imsingle again (repost of original by 'DJ_NAUTICAL' on '2006-11-29 23:56:33') (repost of original by 'Scuba~Princess's Stalkee~ Steve' on '2006-11-30 00:04:08') (repost of original by '~*DJ*PRINCESS*~ JOEYS*WIFEY♥ *~ LMAO-SCUBAS STALKER' on '2006-11-30 00:07:50') (repost of original by 'Marrrvelous~PhoeniXXX Radio' on '2006-11-30 00:30:20')
Human Breathe..... let it in. no need to feel Fear any longer. It's all been done- all been said. no one can touch you. you Know who you are now. where you come from- Within. Without. Everywhere. you always existed. Time has no hold. no power- she is an illusion. nothing is linear.... you are your own destiny. Music Video Codes | Nashville Lofts | For Sale By Owner Chosen/Forsaken We chose you.... We thought you had potential...even though many didn't We forsook our freedom, for your potential. To teach you- they were gifts; knowlegde Sound. Speech. you would not have evolved without us. We knew our fate by staying behind. Even though we won the Great War, what you call The Fall... So, after we taught you- you murdered us, our offspring.... now you murder each other. You remember nothing! Remember who You are! Are Potential, unseen. We merely triggered the spark. We turned you on. Opened your eyes.
War And Its Cost
Its funny when first you shoot a target, it has no personality, no reality. But what when you see eye to eye the life to be eliminated?. Is there ever a good enough reason?. Does one glory in it?..of course not, but I ask you if the choice is them or you? to fight for your way of life? for your children?..would you not also say yes? and do what you must do? To war or not to war When first I stooped to kill the figure so far away A stick upon the hill My aim ne'er went astray When next it was my job to end a persons time T'was done with not a sob Just another peg on a line But what when you see look straight into their eyes can it really be? I must terminate their sighs? To feel the blade go in turn, twist and then withdraw why felt it such a sin against some unknown law down my cheek ran a tear so I could barely see I knew it must be done was either him or me Will I always remember? can I not forget the pain of that september Start of my lif
Paramedic Things
Glascow Coma Scale Infant Eye Opening Child/Adult 4 Spontaneously Spontanesously 4 3 To Speech To Speech 3 2 To Pain To Pain 2 1 No Response No Response 1 Best Verbal Response 5 Coos, Babbles Oriented 5 4 Irritable cries Confused 4 3 Cries To Pain Inapp. Words 3 2 Moans, Grunts Incomprehensible 2 1 No response No response 1 Best Motor Response 6 Spontaneous Obays Commands 6 5 Localizes pain Localizes Pain 5 4 Withdrawls f/ pain Withdrawls f/ pain 4 3 Flexion(decorticate) Flexion(decorticate)3 2 Extension(Decereb.) Extension(Decereb.) 2 1 No Response No Response 1 _____=TOTAL ->(GCS Intubate!)20 kg 10-20 kg 90 radial 50-90 femoral
Shauna's Shit
I been sittin' here starin' At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' With my heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay (yeah) You keep tellin' me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used And I'm tired 'a waitin' It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down o
I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, inlife after life, in age after age forever ~Rabindranath Tagore~ Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry? ~unknown~ Never say goodbye when you still want to try, Never give up when you still feel you can take it Never say you dont love a person when you cant let go ~Dons~
Love Song For A Vampire
to my Master RESTRICTIVE xoxox i cried when i heard this....cima
The Top 10 Health Benefits of Kissing... Have been documented in medical studies offering amazing advantages for a long and healthy life. Those who kiss their partner goodbye each morning live five years longer than those who don’t. Kissing is great for self-esteem. It makes you feel appreciated and helps your state of mind. Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate. Research claims that three passionate kisses a day (at least lasting 20 seconds each) will cause you to loose an entire extra pound! It's time to start that kissing diet! Kissing is a known stress-reliever. Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol ‘stress’ hormone. Kissing uses 30 facial muscles and it helps keep the facial muscles tight, preventing baggy cheeks! The tension in the muscles caused by a passionate kiss helps smooth the skin and increases the circulation.
'm Multi-talented: I Can Talk And I Piss You Off At The Same Time.
My Lyfe
I seen you with her the other day I'm still trying to get over you but everyone knows Real love doesn't go away I look into your eyes just to see if your love has changed because in my heart I will always be your girl In my heart this love will always stay We began to gaze into each others eyes As i look back in time when you first told me you Loved me,As i reminisce I began to cry But then your girlfriend starts to pull you away as she turns her back I whisper"I Love you baby, Why did you go way? Why didn't you stay?" In my heart I'll always be your girl Thats something no one can change Because you were my first love and these feelings in my heart will always stay the same Nobody can ever take you place what we has should have been Everlasting,Thats something that would never end I loved you so much I wish it could have lasted till the end In my heart I'll always be your girl in my heart are love will always stay the same Even if your
About Me
The other day we had something like a piercing party at my house, i got my nose pierced and my belly done three times so now i have 4 belly rings and then i went and got a heart tattoo i have on my arm filled in, it still hurts, i cant wait for it to heal... im tired of worring about it! so yeah i am through with the piercings.. all together i have 14 holes !! Well for Mother's Day we went to the race track, it was pretty fun!! but what wasnt fun was walking through the ghetto to get there because we had to park on a ghetto street! I was scared we were gonna get shot lol! but other than that we had fun!
I am just doing muble jumble mostly cuz im at wits kids are making me nuts my no job ass is making me more nuts....I am a brat I am a bitch I am the nicest person you may ever meet...I do good for good and shit on those who deserve it I see through everything. Even i can fake the front...I look at the scroll bar and see mostly smiling happy people and a red ? mark why is it red? Red means anger why cant it be blue or green...I been in love out of love dragged through the mudd stepped on slapped punched smiled like no other and cried like a baby... Am i nuts no i think that is normal and makes senses another thing i canrt barely see anymore i sure cant feel reality. my hearing was shot at age 5 and my taste well i tast numb.. i love you all but alas i am defeated Lost in a world, that scares me to death, Lost in a crowd I’m losing my breath, Lost as a kid, lost as an adult I feel everything is falling apart and its my fault Lost as a person, cant find my way Lo
Please come visit me here...............    
please please check this out and if you know anything, please alert the authorities. This person is sick!!! Kinda shell shocked right now.   I came back in contact with an old high school friend on Facebook from when I lived in Arizona. We've been chatting a bit back and forth over the years. This last month I spoke with her, I was getting info. to help a friend of hers who is dealing with cancer. Anyway, long story short. I go to message her this week only to find that she died. I searched the Arizona newspapers for any information and the only accident I think may have been hers, I wish I hadn't come across. They were trapped in their car and it caught on fire after and suv rear ended them. This overwhelming thought of death and just p
Sexy Girls For Men
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Si|ken Ramblings...
I would like to invite you all to check out the new Members Section at All of Our Services Are FREE!!! You will be able to blog, post photos, put up music and videos, use our chat servers, listen to our station, interact with other Members, and we will have a classified section as well. We are also a free dating site where you can create your own 'Personals Profile' and view others in the Personals section, and check out Member submitted Articles. We look forward to all of you stopping by and getting to know us all. Si|ky After to long an absence, Si|kenBitch is returning to her broadcasting roots, stepping back into Bondage-Radio as DJ`Si|k. Bondage-Radio is the First fully licensed Adult, Alternative, Fetish Radio Station on the web. No fetish is to kinky at Bondage-Radio, and we do not believe in alternative lifestyle bashing. The Bondage-Radio philosophy is simple, SSC, Safe, Sane,and Consensual. So if you are looking for a place to explore your personal sex
Big J
i only need 285 more points if you can hel id appericate it thanks and have a wonderfull hump day. it seams to me that out of allthe people on this site people dont talk to each other much whats with tat?Ant that the point of this site to meet new people and talk. i talked 2 out of 91 firends. what gives? id like to up date my page but am not shure how to do certen thigs likt get tracks on mt page or link picks,and videos and stash stuf plese help?
The Baby
Our Babies name is Jacqlyn Nichole...If ya dont like it o well its not your choice. p~~~~~~ Well we just went to the dr. and its a girl. This means there will be 4 lil girls in the house come this winter. When we come up with a name it will be known.
Just For Fun
THE WOLF Feared and hated by men the world over, the mighty wolf has been plagued by all forms of evil stories, myths and legends. Hunted, trapped and killed to the point of extinction, many of these majestic animals are gone forever -- their breeds and blood lines never to be seen again. In spite of the many horror stories of wolves hunting, tracking and killing humans, no such event has ever been confirmed. Their eerie and lonely howl, which can make the blood run cold, is merely their form of communication. Each howl, with its tone, depth, length and frequency carries a different message to the pack, or to the partner who is out of sight. They're merely "talking". If you carry wolf medicine, here are some characteristics that sound familiar to you: You are fiercely loyal -- to friends, family, ideals and principles. There is no compromise for you. You are very territorial. You protect all that is yours and your family's at any expense. You are fearless in your pr
My Poetry
Alot of people ask me my name it doesn not mean i worship the devil. It does not mean im concieted. But i believe all women are Goddess's ...WOMEN not girls or ladies real WOMEN are Goddess's and we end up with Devil's (boys men anythng with a penis really) but sometimes those Goddess's shine light upon evil and that light shines and beats the evil and the Goddess's Prevails. However, sometimes the light in the Goddess's power is not so strong and the evil torments her and leaves her wilted and that is what i am a tormented beated withered Goddess's waiting for the light 2 become strong and hopefully find her devil and beat the darkness. thanks for hurting me the way u did thanks for the emotional rollercoaster ty for all the shit you put me through thank you for seeing what an idiot i was for even caring for u. i dont feel it anymore i think im numb to the pain i dont know it anymore i think it all feels insane. I dont cry anymore i think its all just the same. I dont hurt anym
This is the witches star...notice how it looks this is what most pagans / wiccans wear or have. This is a pentigram....notice the difference pentagrams are used in the worship of satan, not the penticle so plz learn before you open your mouth and prove how stupid you really are. Thank you I'm falling farther and farther into this darkness. I try to hold on, catch on to something...but it all slips out of my grasp. Whenever I try yo hold on it becomes out of reach and I can't get a grip on anything solid, not emotionally, spiritually, mentally. Am I loosing my mind, I wish I knew. It feels like I'm sliding down a fragile shoot and thats its going to fracture in to pieces at any moment. Everyone keeps saying that I'm not alone...but I am...we all are...thats why we keep searching and looking for that one person whose touch makes you feel safe as well as dangerous at the same time.... I guess thats a big part of my can touch my soul with your songs, my mind
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Life is good, wow long time since I was on but got bord with other sites. Im still with the same man 3 years4 months, he is my best friend. my boys have moved up the ranks of the service and I will soon be a gramma. My 3 son will soon turn 16 and daughter 14 life is good for me  this mans not perfect, he has no job, but theirs reasons for it health, but still you see something in him , and when you feel things are perfect he does impulsive things. theirs times when you can love him so much , and others you dont want any. you never think to cheat because you are so inlove with him you dont think of other men. but some how he feels you are and will. no matter how you prove it .youare their for him in everyway because you see the return love. you want the everything but thenhe doesnt here your voice . disrgards your concerns , dont smoke in house we have asthma , i like a clean smelling house. or that you want to let him in your world but he has so much hate for certain colors.but he know
My Baby Girl ....
  Before you were conceived, I wanted you Before you were born, I loved you Before you were here an hour, I would die for you This is the miracle of love.   -Maureen Hawkins    
My Wonderfully Insane World
[Chorus - Skylar Grey] I'm about to lose my mind You've been gone for so long I'm running out of time I need a doctor Call me a doctor I need a doctor, doctor To bring me back to life [Eminem] I told the World one day I would pay it back Say it on tape, and lay it, record it So that one day I could play it back But I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that Doubt's starting to creep in, everyday its just so grey and black Hope, I just need a ray of that Cause no one see's my vision when I play it for 'em They just say its whack They don't know what dope is And I don't know if I was awake or asleep When I wrote this, All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest You picked me up, breathed new life in me I owe my life to you Before the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do But it just dawned on me you lost a son, Demons fightin' you, it's dark. Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you I don't think you realize what you mean to me Not th
Daily Horoscope (libra)
The new moon in your sign indicates a fresh new start. If there is anything that you’ve often thought about trying but have never had the time, or have felt a little too nervous now is the time to put your doubts behind you and decide to have a go! Afterwards you’ll be glad you did! You’re likely to be unfocused today, thanks to the influences of the planets, but this could lead to some wasted opportunities to make some real headway with a particular relationship. Whether it’s a friend or a partner who needs some reassurance right now make sure you make some time for them today.
Odd Shit
The possibility seems real but don't drop your guy just yet By Brian Alexander |MSNBC contributor I normally don't spend a great deal of time thinking about my sperm. But recently a team of scientists announced they had made artificial sperm from human bone marrow, and media reports abounded with the dire news that my goodfellas (and by extension, me) had been rendered unnecessary. If a woman chose to do so, speculated tabloid journalists, she could make sperm from her own bone marrow, fertilize another woman's egg — and voila! "Men could be completely sidelined," according to Britain's Daily Mail. "Women to Self Create," blared the headline in Australia's Daily Telegraph. "Men beware!" began a story on one U.S. news Web site. There are at least half a dozen reasons why such speculation is silly, some scientific and some practical. For example, as long as sex feels good and remains no more expensive than dinner and a bottle of wine, most people will use nat
guess what I just found out that I am going to have a baby. My husband and I are really excited. Im about 2 months along right now so I am really happy. this is going to be my first child. Well just like my husband you wont see me on here for a week or so cause we will be in Puerto Rico. Have fun I know we will. lol Stacey My husband recently created a lounge come check it out join if you want. If you no anything about lounges and how to fix it up let me or my husband The Intoxicoligist know please the link to the lounge is
About My Self
My kids are the world to me. On 5/29/2007 my son brushed death by less then the thickness of paper. He was playing in the back yard while I was helping my sister clean up all the old junk. My son decided to sit on an old window pane that we had not thrown away yet. In an instant he fell through it and cut his throte and puntured his stomac. You are never ready for an injury like this I have about 9 years of medical and most of my friends and family are CNA's or RN's. But thanks to quick reaction of all of us and the EMT's my son survived the accident and he is home today recovering. We all take for granit that are kids will grow up and live some what normal lives. But what we don't realize is in just a second they can be gone. I thank God for being their for my son and guideing every one through this. I pay heavy attention to every detail now knowing how quick things can go wrong. So please think about the time you spend with your kids and try to double it. Because today could be th
hey everybody go sign my guestbook
Just curious, WHy does this place seem like a popularity contest? Why don't friends talk? Is it only me, or do others wonder this as well? I am looking to actually talk to my friends, and I would hope they feel the same way. Do you? let me know! Michael
Thoughts For The Day
Love is Very hard to find....easy to lose...and difficult to forget. So be true to the ones you love because you hold their heart in your hands.You have the choice to either crush it....or keep it safe by holding it close to your own heart. Whether it be the love of a sibling, a parent, a friend or a lover....make sure you tell them you love them all the time!!! You never know when they might not be there to tell them....or when it would just simply brighten their day to be reminded that someone cares. With so much sadness and hate in this world....its so important that we remember the wonderful things in life like love....and also the people that have given us a place in their heart. Much love goes out to the people who have let me into their hearts.....and who have found a place in mine as well Curvalicious xoxoxox
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JUST TO LET YOU KNOW THIS STORY IS ALL MADE UP NOTHING PERTAINS TO ME...LOL It's hard being a divorced mom at Christmas time. And I don't just mean it's hard making ends meet and buying the presents. My boys, Troy and Kevin, weren't getting any socks and underwear under the tree. I know how to shop for teenagers. Troy is 17, and although I wasn't about to buy him that giant subwoofer he asked for, I knew he'd be happy with the iPod he'd find in his Christmas stocking. And Kevin, 13, was getting a new BMX only requirement being that he wear a helmet. There are times, though, like late on Christmas Eve when I was trying to assemble that damn bike, that I wished I had a man around. Not because I can't handle a hex wrench, mind you, and besides, if that was all I needed I could have asked Troy for a hand. No, I just missed sharing the warmth of the holidays and the Christmas memories. And there's no reason I should be alone - I'm an attractive brunette with a nice figure,
Fuck me?!!! my second 'fu birthday',has to be said,i blooody amazed i lasted this long,so i guess its time to reflect on the last year. Ok,tha took all of 30 seconds,an a overwhemling feeling of dread an misery engulfed my whole being.  Its not been the best of years but one or two things have lifted my heart an soul.First thing i wanna mention is my 'fu marrage' to my best friend Melissa(deadhead chic),thank you treacle,for loving me the way you do,i know for a fact i wouldnt be here,if not for you.Life would not be the same without you in it,thank you,i mutha fuckin love the shit outta you!!! just made some truly brilliant friends,an i love 'em all ...well ok,SOME of them dearly,so thank you very much for being 'the dogs bollox' an lovin me. thank you.  Know what? i was gonna write this nice blog,but to be honest,my hearts just not in it,those 'fu' who actually know me an give a damn,thank you for putting up wiith my poo an lovin me,im eternally greatful
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