Fubar Blogs 3

Who Want To See Me
thank back to the time you get your cherry takeing and who it was You know some of you may thyink that the people that use this site have no feels but I am going to tell you that I do have feels. and I know that no one is go to say nothing about this but I just want to tell all you can kiss my ass I want all to know that I like ladys

Rede's, Charges And Chants
The Charge of the Dark God Heed my voice which will come to you as the thunder on the wind for I am thy Lord of Darkness, The Dark God, the Stag Lord, Whisper my name: Cernunnos. I am the sleeping dawn, the twilight, the dark of night that covers the Heavens above you and beckons the Star Goddess to shine. I am the final end that comes so that life may flourish, Behold, I am Immortality; The living die and the Dead are soon reborn. I can see your inner darkness; the dark side of the soul; The hearts desperate yearning. Step into the Empire of Darkness, and Come to me boldly and without fear; For I am he that protects and leads you; I am the echo of the forest; I am the evening sky and the autumn storm; I am the passion within you. I am the hunter and the seeker of Enlightenment. I stand in Light's Darkness and am called Shadow, I am He whom you have named Death. I call forth to thee and bid you step forward. Come with me into the darkness; Fear me not. Feel my love

~poems~
Our friendship is special, for you and I share a deep understanding that's precious and rare. We accept one another as loving friends should, overlooking mistakes, always seeing the good. We're there for each other in so many ways--- encouraging, caring and brightening days. Our friendship will always be special to me, for you're my best friend and you always will be. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school e

Do You Pay Attention?
Given a Hickey? i am appalled by this question... who does that!?!? ::giggles:: i am a hooooovah. Had a one night stand? more than once... not that i am happy about them... Made someone cry? everyday! Opened your Christmas presents early? i hate christmas... but yes. Been online for more than 10 hours in a row? i'm a junkie. Pretended to be someone you weren't online? faux shaux. Eaten food that fell on the floor? tons of times. but then again... i have eaten tons of bugs and other things as well. i have a five hour rule. lol Been caught cheating? no... but i faked it once. don't ask. Been caught naked? yup. i prefer to be at least a little bit naked. Flashed someone? tons of times... i got beads on st. pattys day and everything. Gone out without underwear on? in the summer... i pretty much live in underwear and a tshirt. i once went to a car dealership in nothing but boyshorts and a little boys aeropostale hoody. the dude looked at me like i was nuts. o..

My Poetry
April Snow! Nature has a funny way of turning all our heads As spring comes near and thoughts are filled with planting flower beds. And so this April evening, as raindrops hit the wall I fell into a slumber; a deep sleep I recall. And then within my dream there danced such wondrous signs of spring The flowers bloom, a bouncing ball, an insects gentle sting. But then I woke to shoveling and the scraping of the plow. I stopped, I screeched, I ran to look. What’s nature doing now? The squirrels throwing snowballs down as whiteness starts to melt, Across the great horizon lay a beauteous snow white belt. The warmth and coolness in the air confusing all the birds I stood there shivering in the snow my mind devoid of words. While driving down a wooded road, the beauty that I see Surely makes me realize it all makes sense to me. Nature took this one last chance to whitewash all the earth And remind us of the innocence God gave us all at birth. And so, in life, when

About Me
I LOVE TO HUNT,FISH,CAMP, 4 WHEELER RIDE,MY KIDS,I LOCE COUNTRY MUSIC ,AND IF THERE IS ANYTHING U WANNA KNOW JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE .I LOVE TALKIN TO PEOPLE AND MEETIN NEW PEOPLE ALSO I LIVE IN LOUISIANA HAVE BEEN HERE FOR 35 YEARS ,IM 35/FEMALE/LOUISIANA /REDDISH BROWN HAIR HAZEL EYES 5'1 AND 160 .THATS ABOUT IT IM JUST A SIMPLE COUNTRYGIRL

Timm's Poems
I am not a knight in armour all shining I am closer to a frog than Prince Charming I am more like Clark Kent than a super hero On a scale from one to ten I am a zero But no one can love you better than I can No where will you find any better a man I would drive across the desert just for you You are like everyone of my dreams come true I love the sound of your laughter and your voice They hypnotize me and leave me with no choice It seems like you are an angel Heaven sent I would gladly follow where ever you went You are a masterpiece, my Mona Lisa I feel taller than the Tower of Pisa You are my sunshine on any cloudy day You are my beacon when I have lost my way You are my anchor, keep me safe in a storm On the coldest day you make me feel so warm I love your pretty eyes,I love your cute smile I love your hair it does not matter what style I want to kiss you on your sweet luscious lips I want to dance with you, my hands

Mummage//shoutage
Sometimes I get things that just make absolutely no sense to me. erosss: look. u can know me but I offended u erosss: you know byess thanks for chat ->erosss: But I choose not to right now. erosss: u could know ->erosss: Never said you were. Just don't know you. erosss: ok you know.but %u0131m not an bad human ->erosss: And I don't give out my messangers. erosss: what what? I want your msn only. ->erosss: Wait... what? erosss: I liked u erosss: u r angry ->erosss: No sir. erosss: thanks do u give your msn or yahoo ->erosss: I'm well, and thank you. How are you erosss: how r u note:u r very pretty ->erosss: Hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllo erosss: hiiiiiiiiiiiiii ->CARNIVAL O...: Oh because I won't go, OMG COME HIT ON ME BECAUSE IM A DESPERATE SLUT!!11!!ONEONE!!11 No. I've got better things to do then have pathetic pieces of shit like you hit on me. I go after real men, not trash like yourself, so back your scrubby ass up. And hun, I haven't been sing

Jessica's Ramblings
So it is official.. i have moved out into my own house. the move went well, though emotional and difficult. After closing, my family and I painted for about 9 hours. Ok, so it was slightly ambitious of me to think you could paint a whole house in one day...but we almost did it. By 9:00 we were high on paint fumes and speaking only in movie-quotes and laughter. "Can't see the line can you Russ?" Another 2 hours of touch up work in the morning and it was all done...and i only leaned against the wall twice, coating myself with paint... and at one point had paint on my eyelid. Thanks to my family and friends and my friends' husbands the actual moving took only 3 hours and 2 trips. Now the real fun begins as i unpack everything and get settled. Stop by and see the new place.. well after my furniture gets delivered. Pictures to be posted soon. :) It’s 10pm and ascending the stairs- I watch you. It’s an ever-so-slow movement Step-by-step The way your hand cradles the raili

I Suck
Wrote this, and did the "art" awhile ago. Be all my sins remembered When they should long be forgot In every day and every dream, And every thing they're not Be all my sins remembered, When no other things remain No photograph, no scrap of text No going home again Long forgotten memories of love that would not die Long gone smoke from fires which darkened half the sky Letters, yellowing, bundled on a dusty attic floor Be all my sins remembered when these are no more Time trudges ever onward And halts for no one's plan And what was common knowledge When all of this began Is now the faintest ghost Left from the uncertain past But be all my sins remembered When no other things would last ~amf "But those mine enemies, which would not that I should reign over them, bring hither, and slay them before me." – Luke 19.27 * If yes, can I use "The Popes Pear" on you? I'd love to beable to use it on some preggo chick right about now. The Pope's

Yakapin Mo Ako.....
Minsan pa, yakapin mo ako Nang mahigpit, 'tong huling sandali Kailanman, ang nasa isip ko'y Ang labi mo'y mahalikang muli REFRAIN Ngayon unawain, puso ko'y umaamin Na ika'y hahanapin irog ko Kailangan sabihin masakit sa damdamin Mawala ka sa buhay ko Minsan pa, yakapin mo ako Masdan ang puso kong lumuluha Tandaan, mapalayo ka man Kahit saan, mamahalin kita Yakapin Mo Ako (Put Your Hands Around Me) - Joey Albert

Spotlight Auctions!
Some of Da Sweet Irish Princess sexy friends is having a Salute Auction to help her get the spotlight. It will be fubucks only and if you like to auction off a salute to help just shout at me or pm with your pic you would like to use. :) Here are the entry's so far that is helping out and they are ready for bids so come on by and make a bid on them. Click the pic below to get to the salute's

Johnny Riggs
Train friends, I need your help to Spank the Master Master Riggs is a very dear friend of mine. He needs less than 320K to level to Henchman. He will be away the rest of this week. I would like to surprise him by having him level while he is gone... The Master needs a good spanking!!!! LOL Rate/Fan/Added/Comment him... He will return all profile rates, fans, and adds when he returns... Special Offer for Train Lovers If you will hit Master Riggs' folder below... Wallpaper Folder (54) In return, I will... Hit your page with 60 rates on pics or stash and make you a thank you tag. Please leave me a blog comment when you have finished rating his folder... Leave your the name you want on your tag as well... *************************************** This is a link to other offers for rating Master Riggs page... Would gladly accept any of these offers as well... Master Riggs Blog *************************************** This notice is brough

Notes To Self
The HornivoreRandom Brutal Sex Master (RBSM) Don’t ever marry, you’re The Hornivore. Roaming, sexual, subhuman. The Hornivores (you) are some of the most screwed up and naughty beings in the Universe. And their numbers are growing, mostly due to skipped or misused contraception. You care not. There’s one thing you want, one sole need. Half manly, half bestial, you act on instinct, and animal charisma smoothes the way. It’s unlikely you’re driven by much other than your own selfish, orgasmic requirements. Your appearance and personality have evolved for the hunt. Ass beckons, you oblige. For the record, you can happily bang all personality types, however your match percentages might be low with the kinder, more sensible people of the world, purely because they all wish to avoid you. Good luck to them. “One day, the villagers came with torches to the house. In the smoldering ashes, stray dogs looked for cooked flesh.’ Not completely un

World War 3 Timeline
The Admiralty Court Exists Becausethe U.S. is Under Martial lawThis Awareness* wishes briefly to remind entities that the admiralty court is the court in which the gold braid goes around the American Flag which indicates the court is under martial law, or under admiralty law, from the martial law since Abraham's Lincoln's executive order putting it under martial law, and in order to continue staying under martial law, the country has to have some kind of war every two years. Thus, the war on drugs, the war on poverty, et cetera, and the admiralty laws are used in the courts in such a way that they are not necessarily tied to the Constitution, although the Constitution is said to be the law of the land.Did you know the U.S. has a Military and a Civil Flag?This Awareness indicates that when Lincoln was assassinated, no one thought to put an end to this declaration of martial law because of the Civil War and because the martial law has continued up to this time, from the time of the Civil

What's Up In My Life
whats up with my lice? really? fucking android. FML so a bunch of people have been asking what's going on so I figured I'd post a blog post and fill you in. My daughter had my grandbaby a month ago. Eva is a beautiful baby but was born with some birth defects. She had her first of 2 surgeries Monday and althought the poor thing has 9 staples in her back, it was successful and she's recovering nicely. Her birth defects are very serious and so scary. Monday, the day of my grandbaby's surgery, my daughter had a horrible migrane. After bitching at her for 3 days... 5 days later she went to the er. They found a growth deep in her brain by the veins that control the blood flow to her brain. The mass is swelling and causing retention of fluids in her brain which was causing the migranes. Fast forward 10 hours, she's at University Hospital in cleveland in Neuro ICU and is going to have major brain surgery next week. I keep reminding myself to be strong. That these things are not happe

The Journey I Have Gone Through To Become A Mum
This blog has taken me a whille to do as it means in this one not only will you learn about my daughter but you will also learn some more about me.Before i had my daughter i uesd to be a fairly private person but through her i have had to open up alot.As you carry on reading this you will learn something about me. So now by the end off her second week doctors felt she was stable enough to be transferred back home.The staff every day called my local hospital and three others in our county and eventually a bed came up at my local hospital for us.We were in a sense at last going home.My mum and her partner came to pick me up on the day that we were going back home to our local hospital.Iwas able to see her go in the amberlance but there wasnt any room for me.Off course we coulndt keep up with the amberlance so i prayed she would get back and nothing would happen to her. Well nothing did happen to her and we arrived back to our local hospital she was placed in an ioslation room just to h

Foolishness
Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level of Sanity Body: on a serious note, there are two on this list that i do on a regular basis one of them you can guess just by reading this note, any of my blogs or previous notes/comments to you the next one on this list that i reglarly do is the one immediately following the one you can probably guess blessings & keep smiling & sharing the smiles! :-D thanks, Debbie Date: Apr 15, 2007 7:42 PM 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish

My Thoughts
SHould I be a bad ass or a nice guy? Here is my answer, and my resolve.... Women like the bad ass as a distraction until they meet prince charming. That at the end of the day, nice guys may finsh last, but they finish. It sounds like a cheesy line, but i told one girl i truly loved that I dont care if im not her first. I just want to be her last. AWWWWWWWW Well it doesnt work. shes not with me.... But what ive learned boils down to this: The bad ass will eat your pussy, but the Prince will get you a towel afterwards! And in the end this is all she wants..a towel. She wants to be loved, by one she can love equally. She wants to be appreciated. She wants to be secure. But not till she is ready. So the bad ass wins while he's young and dumb, he will use her, fuck her, steal from her and then leave high fiving his buddies when he tells them the tale, but the nice guy is someone you can depend on to hold your hair back when youre sick, feed you soup as he rubs your fe

For You
They will say that they loved me, they don't Cannot live with the fact that they betrayed me That there is no truth in what i thought was real Trick or betrayed my faith ends and i feel like i was played its too late I undo unity For it is for fools In this bull shit I don't need Trick or betrayed I think you should know They know it's true That it is a hoax i now see through the lie it was a scheme and it ruined my trust and i now despise! Trick or betrayed Why insist on thinking they loved the love never was They assume that i was there To be gone will change their minds When you see what you feel is not real Disappointment is revealed Cannot live with the fact that they're wrong There is no such thing as love!!or trust anything when those who you are closest to never believe in you Trick or betrayed my faith ends and i feel like i was played its too late I undo unity For it is for fools In this bull shit I don't need Trick or betrayed I think you should

Kathy
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime. Send this to every friend that you have on-line, including the person who sent it to you. If you get: 0 Replies - you may need to work on your "people skills" 2 Replies - you are nice but probably need to be more outgoing 4 Replies - you have picked your friends well 6 Replies - you are downright popular 8 Replies or More - you are totally awesome (and that's probably why you're on MY list The Big Wazowski Burger King Ad: Snake

Random
It aint all about the looks... the beautiful face ...or... the bomb body... so why? impress looks... when its the person inside that will love you unconditionally... why? try to be a playa just to impress the homies... when theres a girl at home loving your smile, laughing at the funny things you say, cryin tears when you're in pain... why? yell at your lady... when your mad at something else... treating her like shit... when all she does is give your ass the love she has for you and everything she can do to make you happy... treating her like shit aint gonna make you feel or look any better... so why? cheat on the only person that lets you cry on their shoulder and loves you to death... why trade the best thing you have... for some ass that everyone else had?... you dont know what you had until its gone!!! ~ Appreciate tha special people in your life.. dont take them for granted.. Always tell them how much they mean to you, show them you care. You can lose them at any moment

Joke
A blind man was describing his favorite sport, parachuting. When asked how this was accomplished, he said that things were all done for him: "I am placed in the door with my seeing eye dog and told when to jump. My hand is placed on my release ring for me and out I go with the dog." "But how do you know when you are going to land?" he was asked. "I have a very keen sense of smell, and I can smell the trees and grass when I am 300 feet from the ground" he answered. "But how do you know when to lift your legs for the final arrival on the ground?" he was again asked. He quickly answered: "Oh, the dog's leash goes slack." man goes to a bar with his dog. He goes up to the bar and asks for a drink. The bartender says "You can't bring that dog in here!" The guy, without missing a beat, says "This is my seeing-eye dog." "Oh man, " the bartender says, "I'm sorry, here, the first one's on me." The man takes his drink and goes to a table near the door. Another guy walks in the bar

Why Is This Happening?
Hello everyone...I need to ask a huge favor! I have a paper due in a month and I have to interview someone in the criminal justice system: I can choose from: a Judge, Criminal defense attorney, Procecutor, Probation officer, parole officer, fraud investigator, correction officer, correction counselor, juvenile justic counselor, federal law enforcement officer, police officer, correction officer. please please let me know! I want to hand this thing in early and get a good grade!!!!! I will love you forever! lol. apparently I'm not good enough to be loved till the day that I die. I'm not loved enough to want to be committed to. apparently 2.5 years of a 3 yr relationship with me is just pure hell, gotta warn all you guys out there now, I guess I'm just not worth it! just pissed off...and really disappointed. so I lost my right front tooth last wednesday and spent the majority of that night in the hospital because they thought I had multiple head injuries...but no, just my

My Writings
He awoke in a dark chamber, lying on a cold stone floor. It was night time. He could tell by the crack that ran halfway up the domed ceiling high above. What had brought him here, Clyde wondered. He tried to sit up, but was recieved by a deep, throbbing, and excrutiating physical pain that swept from his legs and arms, chilling his entire body as he tried to scream out. His voice caught in his throat as his body refused to allow his lungs so much as an exhale. He lolled his head to the side on the stone floor where he lay. The pain slowly passed and receded into a constant, excrutiating throb. Memories flooded his mind, vividly reminding him of the torture he had endured over the past few days. It was only three days ago when he got a phone call from his girlfriend, telling him she was leaving him for another man. To, Clyde, it was as if he had stepped out of his own body as she spoke the words. She told him how he had no future, that his goals in life were to si

Your Goddess Speaks
Now I know I'm really showing my age, because I remember ALL of these!!! DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? Wh

Help Me Out, Please
Please help me out in this contest for a VIP. I will return the love!!!! Nice Girl and she is in a contest... Show some love, she would do the same for you! ALWAYSNICE: (repost of original by 'DJ.KëvDög {LaUrEn♥'s CT Hubby & BF}«Head DJ-INFERNO Radio»~The SALSA King~I.M.S.' on '2007-07-17 10:06:25')

Abortion~~~~ Look At The Truth
Its a Baby not a choice. If youre gonna act like an adult by having sex, then be prepared to handle the consequences Think before you act In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself very pro-choice,she didnt think this assignment would be a problem She was wrong This is what Nurse Shafer saw: I stood at the doctors side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The babys heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the babys body and arms, everything but his little head. The babys body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them into the back of the babys head, and the babys arms jerked out in a flinch, a startle reaction, like a baby does when he thinks that he might

Fallen Angel Love
fallen angel love Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry [Verse 1] If I could, take a trip, to outer space She would be the one, I will see When I get, to heavens gate She would welcome me with her arms, open wide, and a smile Will shadow me brighter than the sun She hasn't had a fair chance, so I'll give her one Let me tell you who she is, yeah [Chorus] She's a fallen angel, sent from heaven up above She's a fallen angel, waitin for me to love her, yeah (Know that she's) She's a fallen angel, take your judgment off her I know, that she's a fallen angel [Verse 2] You know, I should Help her mend, her broken wings So she can fly again But I don't, wanna lose everything that I've gained Turnin me a selfish man (oh) Cause without em my heart just don't go, no more (no more) I couldn't take the pain, from watchin her fly away So say that you'll stay She's mine [Chorus] She's a fallen angel, (ooh) sent from heaven u

Corporate Citizenship
Police Told Which Political Beliefs to Consider “Dangerous” Lancaster, PA: A secret police report targets millions of Americans as potential “domestic terrorists” if they support the Constitution, oppose unlawful taxation, supported 2008 presidential candidates Republican Ron Paul, Libertarian Bob Barr or Constitution Party candidate Chuck Baldwin (Seen here on Lou Dobbs program ), or if they are opposed to abortion, are against unconstitutional gun control, if they display pro-Constitution bumper stickers or own copies of certain books and documentaries. The report is part of an ongoing attempt by a number of organizations (http://www.splcenter.org/intel/intelreport/intrep.jsp) and movements to characterize law-abiding citizens as “white supremacists”, members of “hate groups” or, more recently as “terrorists”. The report was generated by the Missouri Information Analysis Center The Center is described as “the mechanism to collect incident repo

A View From The Shadows...
In a world of extremes that we live in, there are things that balance out one another. Happiness and Sadness,Pleasure and Pain, Light and Dark. The thing is, with the average person's morbid capacity to be predatory in pursuits, therein lives the Painbringers. Painbringers use depair and misery (most of the times, their creation) as their food and drink. Their drug of choice is the total breakdown of a person's self-image and worth. As with all parasitic creatures, people don't notice them until the damage is done, and they have moved onto other victims. If you believe beyond the status quo, the Painbringers see it as a challenge to grind up and spit out. They might seem untouchable and invulnerable but nothing can be farther from the truth. The secret to a Painbringer's demise is in actuality its way of feedimg off of its victim's belief. If a person believes the venom a Painbringer exudes, they become food on the table and, in a few, seeds start to grow of more Painbringers. The th

Mark
The game is so magic, you will tastes more exciting scenes, in games, you can add different role, you will feel different humor, in society, you sawed many different things, not also you can add more blood, but also you can get more and more equips. Although I am a slow coach person, I still remain my idea, insist on my dream. You can add friends, play with your friend. That is funny! Did you heard Age of Conan Power Leveling in games? That is so interesting. You can invite your friends walk,play,read and so on.when you have something,you can go to other places,you can get more knowledge,how time flies!when we fight again,you will feel very happy!The dirty,the world,how to make a clean environment,it depends more people to made. When you have AoC Power Leveling, you can go there killing monsters, in so called complicated at the same time, you are able to feel peoples anger and discontent, it is just because that existence , society having these are changeable so called extremely. Ar

Short Stories
I'm going to add more to this later and edit it, but i have to baby sit and the kids will be here soon, so this is what i've gotten so far anyways.. ..Outside of a gas station window cars fill the parking lot and every pump contains a customer in want of fuel. Ice and a hardened remenence of the previous days snow fall remain as a frozen reminder of the bitter cold. Tauntingly the sun peaks over the hills giving a false sense of warmth. It is December and the world has become a newly bitter place. Lines of customers bombard the cashier with purchases all in a hurry to get back in there cars and warm there frozen hands. An abnoxious beeping sound constantly splits the air to notify the cashier of yet another gasoline purchase he must authorize. Money comes and goes leaving a hundred hands. Ladies and teenagers, boys and girls all want something and he is the only one to provide. As a bus pulls into the parking lot dozens of hockey players pour through the doors to add to the a

Quizzes
You areWhat Rejected Crayon Are You? jarred Location of Death: Seymour, IN Date of Death: 11/23/2038 1:14:56 AM Last Person Called: Weldon Last Number Dialed: (203) 463-175* Autoposy Performed: Yes Date of Autoposy: 11/23/2038 5:14:56 AM Cause of Death: Heart Attack See your own death.

About Me
On my journey home, I have laughed and cried a lot on the way. I look down at the river I formed and in the water's reflection, I see the reflection in my heart. I see my friends, my family, my angels, all who have stood by me my whole life. No longer do I cry tears of sadness. No longer does the black-winged demon live in me. My tears, which were once painful, are now droplets of light that illuminate the path I walk in life. The river glows golden with the warmth in my heart.

To Earthward
- The aging process could be slowed down if it had to work its way through Congress. - You're getting old when you're sitting in a rocker and you can't get it started. - You're getting old when you wake up with that morning-after feeling, and you didn't do anything the night before. - The cardiologist's diet: if it tastes good, spit it out. - Doctor to patient: I have good news and bad news: the good news is that you are not a hypochondriac. - It's hard to be nostalgic when you can't remember anything. - You know you're getting old when you stop buying green bananas. - Last Will and Testament: Being of sound mind, I spent all my money. - When you lean over to pick something up off the floor, you ask yourself if there is anything else you need to do while you are down there. - You find yourself in the middle of the stairway, and you can't remember if you were downstairs going up or upstairs going down. Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net At a compu

About Me
I just celebrated my 57th on Feb. 25th and still feel like I'm 25...lol. I live in Los Angeles Co., CA but grew up at the beach cities area of So. Calif. I'm retired and enjoy playing poker online, creating unique pix with various software and chatting with friends on Yahoo! Messenger. I have two beautiful and loving cats (see their pix in my photos). I have a (male) significant other for the past 12 years and am very happy with my life. Look forward to meeting new people here at Cherry Tap. God Bless!

Life Shit
As some of you know, and those of you who dont yety I am sorry it has been hectic, I was in a very bad car accident on 10/31/2007. I am very lucky to be alive and now that I have had time to mentally deal with it I posted an album in my photos if interested. I posted them as a reminder how fragile we are and how precious life can be and how quickly it can be taken away. I was very lucky...all I suffered was road rash and a broken arm. What could have happened was there would now be a cross with my name on it on the scene of the accident. At one point while I was waiting to be rescued I seriously thought I would not see any of you ever again, thankfully I can say I can. Thank you all who have kept in touch and checking up on me, I appreciate it, you dont know how much it means to me. Visit my Advice Column Yeah this is a real bulletin, and im askin you to do something for me, by visiting my advice coloumn webbie, its gone stale for a while and I would like to get it back up and goi

Moving
Hey Everyone I was just letting you know that im moving into my own apartment and im totally excited! So I wont be on the computer as much tell I get my own computer! Anyways I might shut this account done! And If I do im on myspace.com so you could add me there because im keeping that account know matter what! Its www.myspace.com/iloveblc Talk to you all later! xoxo

Ralph Marston
Whatever space you're in, seek to fill it with positive energy and light. Whatever task you're doing, approach it as if it is the most important and fulfilling job you've ever done. Treat each person with whom you interact as the most highly respected person in the world. Look upon every experience as the most valuable experience you've ever had. Those who find the most meaning and fulfillment in life are those who give the most to each moment, to each person and each activity. The world in which you live is the world that your choices create. The most valuable opportunities are those to which you give the best of your attention, effort and commitment. The luckiest people are those who choose to create their own good luck. Every situation is a situation to which you can add value. Every moment is a moment to which you can offer love, beauty and positive purpose. Do you wish to get the most out of life? Then choose to be the most positively alive. There is enormous power

Come On In And Learn Something
So I went camping this weekend with my dad and stepbrother. My dad knows some guy from work that goes about 4 1/2 hours away to a real great place to camp and fish every spring. We went two years ago and there were 5 of us - me, dad, bro, dad's friend, and some other guy (Ray). This year there were 14 the 5 from before and 9 all new redneck boys from WV. Oh my goodness. These boys were real down-home Mayberry good ol' boys toting pistols and chewing tobacco. They are nice folks, but WOW. Anyway, I came into work today (even though I am sore head to toe) and was telling my boss about our dinner on Saturday evening when we were eating like kings beef roast, pork roast, salmon, trout, baked potatoes, corn) and his comment was "oh, healthy huh?" So I continue to tell him about how it started raining around 8:30 that evening and he said "I would have been hiking back to the car after about 1/2 hour." The hike is 2 miles with about 40 pounds of gear on your back. Here comes the jok

My Friends Friends
come see my new pics...have a nice night! My friend is in a contest...only comments count and drop some comments id sure appreciate it alot hugs annd kisses xxoo Hello guys... Any chance i could get you to do me a very small favor?My friend is trying to get a happy hour,by getting people to fan rate and add this wonderful lady...She always returns all the love as well,shes very sweet...If he gets enough people to do this,He'll get a happy hour ,so id appreciate it very very much...Be sure to say in the friend request that MetalRon sent you so we get credit...Thank you so much!!!Have a great day! Heres a link to her...click/rate/fan/add(dont forget to say MetalRon sent you...xxxooo Very Sexy Comments & GraphicsYou Rock! Thank you!

My Goal...
thanks to everyone who gave me fuBucks! i finally got the spotlight! i cant believe it! much luv to 2 of my gurls that helped me the most! ArmyWifey@ fubar MJ@ fubar my goal is to win the spotlight on my birthday (6 nov 07)... i have almost 2,000,000 fuBucks, but lately its been 3 million or more... if u all have sum spare fuBucks laying around that ur not using, i would greatly appreciate em! much thanks and luv to the few that have already gave me sum... :) well the bid for tomorrow's spotlight is already over 4 million and i dont think i can come up with any more fuBucks... all morning i have had people say "well wat u gonna do for me?" type shit... y do they hafta start that today????? no1 else has asked me for anything in return! i tell them i will fan them like i did for everyone else that sent me some, but that's not good enuff i guess... oh, if i send a pic of my feet, one guy would send me some... yeah right! my feet????? ummmmmmmm, wats the word i

Music Videos
Words like violence Break the silence Come crashing in Into my little world Painful to me Pierce right through me Can’t you understand Oh my little girl All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Vows are spoken To be broken Feelings are intense Words are trivial Pleasures remain So does the pain Words are meaningless And forgettable All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Enjoy the silence PRISON GATEZ WONT OPEN UP 4 ME ON THEES HANZ AN KNEEZ IM CRAWLIN OH, I REACH 4 U WELL IM TERRIFID OV THEES 4 WALLS THEES IRON BARS CANT HOLD MAH SOUL IN ALL NEEDZ IZ U COME PLZ IM CALLIN AN OH I SCREAM 4 U HURREH IM FALLIN, IM FALLIN CHORUS: SHOW ME WUT IZ LIEK 2 BE TEH LAST WAN STANDIN AN TEACH ME WRONG FRUM RITE AN ILL SHOW U WUT I CAN BE SAY IT 4 ME SAY IT 2 ME AN ILL LEEF DIS LIFE BEHIND ME SAY IT IF IZ WORTH SA

Awesome People You Should Meet
This awesome guy won me in the Naughty Auction... hosted by Club Naughty and Nice. Go check him out and show him lots of love ~~DJpogobob~~Bomber at Large~@ fubar The Auction was Hosted by: Click the link below to come to Club Naughty N Nice!! Naughty Auction Winners! All winners were fu-mailed the results.. But if you missed it I am postin it all here! FknCrazy is now the proud owner of these great people.. *Nicole* ~fuowned by fkncrazy~ Widow's playgirl/morning manager@ Club Naughty N Nice@ fubar DJ BEETLE JUICE~~~GREETER~~~PROMOTER~~~FOR CLUB NAUGHTY & NICE@ fubar ~(((...Mullet Hunter...)))~FuOwned by FknCrazy~After Hours Greeter~Club F.A.R.~Leveling Lovers~@ fubar ********************************************* JenJen is the proud owner of this great guy.... BIGPAPPA™ ~~OWNER Wicked Sex Dreams R Rated NSFW~~ JENJEN"S HUBBY~~Head Spanker~~@ fubar **************

Like It Matters
I am oblivious at times to some certan things. I'd like some jello w/some whipped cream atop of it. It's so simple of a thing to make and yet i rarely ever buy the stuff. It just takes one to ruin it for everybody else. Good one, you idiot. I kick you in the shins. This may hurt like hell. I hear if one rips it off really fast, it doesn't hurt as much. I'm gonna give it a go.

New
This is a list of all my current flow raters I hope this makes it easier for everyone :P Tippy162008 TîÞÞý16²008~Fu-Owned by Passionman71~Owner of FLOW RATERS@ fubar Proud Mommy of 2 ~proud~MOMMY~of 2~**CLUB FAR**~@ fubar DJ Smokie Smokie Owner Of Smokies Saloon/Co-Owner@Hillbilly Lounge/Enforcer@Dark Side Of The Moon/Git R Done Rebels Family/Member Of Flow Raters@ fubar Jesha Jesha*R/L GF 2 KenDoll*S4L* CO-OWNER@DGAF*@ fubar Lord DarkTree lord darktree (co owner GOTHIC VAMPIRES* CLUB F.A.R * *RATE SPANKERS* FUBAR WORLD CRUISE )@ fubar Alwayspinknblack *alwayspinknblack*@ fubar TJ @@@Tj aka Ghettoluva26~ ~Owner of Ghetto lounge@@@/member of the rate spankers club@@@@ fubar DJ CHIEF DJ CHIEF OWNER OF HILLBILLY LOUNGE/GIT R DONE REBEL FAMILY/MEMBER OF FLOW RATERS@ fubar VIOLET VIOLET20 HEAD PROMOTOR@HILLBILLY LOUNGE&SMOKIES SALOON/GIT R DONE REBEL FAMILY/MEMBER OF FLOW RATERS@ fubar TINK tink07 Member Of Flow Raters

Prayer Requests
A dear friend of ours is having a rough time. Her mother, Agnes,is in ICU and they have family coming in. Please pray for Agnes and her family. May they all have safe travel and may Agnes get better, all in God's Will. Angels Playground Please pray for Mare's dad, John Terry. He is not doing well at all, and the family needs as many prayers as can be said for them. AP Pray for the family of Mare's daughters niece-in-law who had turned up missing earllier and was found dead in the field. She was 14. Pray for all who knew her in this time of their grief. AP

Breath
Being a mom is wonderful..it becomes heart breaking when your child cannot be as active as they wish due to asthma :( My daughter (4) has asthma, everynight breathing treatments and everyday the inhaler..all she wants to do is run, dance and play. Then I have to tell her to stop and rest, because of her breathing ...My son (7) I wish would be active and move..but he doesn't..not for health reasons..for laziness. It is so frustrating having 2 kids wishing one would be more active and competitive and having to prevent the other from those very acts.. Just a random blog..cuz that is what I am thinking about I am failing as a mother! My son angers me at every turn, I cannot seem to get him to do his work and when he does it is sloppy and illegible. I lost it tonight, I am ready to fucking break! 3hrs he sits at the dining room table working on his math homework, or supposedly does. I go to check it and he has done 1 fucking page! 1 fucking page! He is incredibly fucking smart..t

Zhen1989
Sergeant First Class Paul Adkins invoked his right against self-incrimination as he began answering questions at a proceeding to determine whether there was sufficient evidence to court-martial the 24-year-old Manning on charges including aiding the enemy, which carries life imprisonment.Manning is charged with downloading massive data files from the military's classified network when he was a U.S. Army intelligence analyst in Iraq, and providing them to anti-secrecy website WikiLeaks. The defense has portrayed Adkins, at the time a master sergeant in charge of security at the facility where Manning worked, as someone who should have recognized the private's troubled emotional state and acted to revoke the security clearance that gave him access to classified U.S. documents.Manning's attorney, mulberry bagsDavid Coombs, argued that Adkins should not be excused because he was not under criminal investigation in the case, but the prosecution declined to grant him immunity to testify and

Me
Hey everyone I got the job ... I start in the morning... I am sooo happy!!!!!! The job is the TA in Cottondale, AL . LOL I am going to working around the big trucks don't that figure! So all my trucker friends on here... if you break down in Tuscaloosa and have to have your truck fixed at the TA ... please don't holler at the girl behind the counter! Whoo.. hoo! OK I am pissed.... so if you are having a good day dont read this!! I lost another friend today.. ripped him a new one. Turns out all I am to him was a game. And the funny part was he didn't even win it. I am so sick of this shit this is why I don't talk to men. Every one of them eventually wants down my pants. I can't freaking win.. I can't have male friends cause they want down my pants. Cant have female friends cause their men want down my pants!!And I don't care who the man is they all do it to me... One of these fits 99 % of men: 1) Honest - Check my email perfect stranger say hi nice pic wanna f8c

Words From The Mouth Of A Sinner.
I'll ask again before I get out my belt... Make me happy...leave me some voice comments :-P I made a CherryTap screensaver for all my friends ( and anyone else who wants it ) Just go to http://darktymes.clearwire.net/freescreen.html ...and download It's compatible with windows Vista, but you'll need the at least flash player 8 from www.adobe.com - the download is 2 MB. Enjoy! Direct quote from Vixen@ LostCherry "OK so yesterday I was feeling like a cat in heat, I just couldn't take it anymore. I called PJ and asked him to come over and he did :D We drank what was left of the wine. Let me tell you something, we had the best romp I have EVER had..... EVER! and remember we've been at it for 4 years. It was wild, crazy, dirty, freaky, upside down, monkey sex. I have never been that bad and felt so gooooooooood. It was like two anmials feeding on eachother. I'm get excited just thinking about it. I lost count of how many times I came, like at least 10 OMGOMGOMGOMG

Friends Of The Day
Heather@ CherryTAP Check out her profile and show some love. If you want to be my friend of the day, msg me and tell me why you are my friend of the day. First person to give me a gift on here. ~~SIMPLY ME~~@ CherryTAP Check out her profile and show some love. If you want to be my friend of the day, msg me and tell me why you are my friend of the day. Cricket ~ Wiccan Family@ CherryTAP Check out her profile and show her some love. Want to be my friend of the day , then msg me and tell me why.

Surveys And Quizes
Psychoanalyze Yourself; Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means at the end. (No cheating! ) 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you? My kids 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? rabbit 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? He hops up to me and I pet him and he licks me. 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house. How big is it? Big, but not huge, about 2600 square foot log cabin. 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? yes, a small one 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it? chairs around the table filled with family, a hutch in the corner, a really pretty table cloth, and a bouquet of fresh cut carnations on the table. 7. You exit the house and a cup is

Sportymami's Stuff
I NEED PEACE IN MY LIFE, I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE? I NEED MORE LOVE IN MY LIFE, CAN I GIVE SOMEONE SUM? IN REAL FRIENDS, TO PUT THEIR ARMS AROUND ME AND NEVER LET GO.IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE THAT UNDERSTAND ME, HOLLA BACK AT ME. I WON'T LAUGH IF YOU WON'T LAUGH. CHECK THIS FLICK OUT, YOU WOULD THINK HE HAD MORE SENCE TO NOT UPSET NO ONE ELSE..... Crave Online: Funny Videos, Sexy Videos, Music Videos, Movie Trailers, and More! One sunny hot bay in Daytona Beach. FL, there was a 30 year old female who's name was Viola. She was sitting outside in her back yard, laid back sunbathing nude. Next to her was her sparkling, refreshing and mouth watering pool.Her eyes was closed, so she could not see who was peeking at her over her privicy fence. On the other side was a tall dark and handsome 32 year old male. His name was Dion, his nationality was African-Peurto Rican. His facial features was very strong. His eye color was light hazle. When you look

Military
ok.. this has been waying on my mind.. and i gotta get it out.. it was set off by a bulletin that i read.. it was the red shirt bulletin and i was happy to see it.. if you are reading this than you know i am proudly military, but it gets awful hard to go to work when i keep seeing and hearing the things i have heard in my short career. I have had friends called baby killers.. i have seen people carrying signs that read thank god for dead soldiers, heard people blame the ware on us.. we did not start this war i still get pissed when i see any 9-11 pictures.. have people forgotten the reason that we all do what we do for a reason.. we allow those dumb asses to wish we were dead and to protest military funerals.. we live... and some of us die to protect everyone.. no i am not a fighter.. i am a mechanic, but i am proud of what i do cause everytime i see my jets take off i know that when we do deploy those men and women on the ground are protected now... but it is hard to crawl out of bed

Therapy
Last week at this time I was thinking I had a curse on me. Going through divorce, recently fired from my job due to my health...which sucked this last year. Everything was going wrong. Then one day I get a call to start a new job. Walking in there, I never thought I'd love the place but also, and most important, find the woman of my dreams. Literaly, karma was giving me a long overdue dose of compensation that day. I couldn't have created a more perfect woman. Perfect in every detail! She makes me smile, feel silly and comfortable being myself around her. We have so much in common, and not the easy stuff. It's bizarre stuff like not liking horror movies and...well, i'll tell the whole story... Last night she and I went out to dinner and a movie (I know, I'm lame on the whole romantic date thing). We went to G.W. Hunters in Post falls and were having a great conversation when the waitress came to the table. She asked us what we wanted and she ordered her steak exactl

Life
I was just gettin out of the shower and my phone rang, i didnt recognize the number an area code i never heard of, so i had went to open my phone and answer it but my phone had already sent the person to voicemail, well after like 3 minutes i figured nobody left a message, but as i was puttin my hair up my voicemail thing popped up, so i checked my voicemail, and i hear this voice and it says "i dont kno if u remember who this is, but if you do would u plz call me bac" and i couldnt believe it, it was my ex boyfriend that i hadnt spoken to in like 6 months, one day we jus stopped talkin and all of a sudden out of the blue hes calling me, and he must have been thinkin of me because he had a new number and everything and he called me, when we was together we was good together and i was so inlove with him, so get this right, hes peurtorican and he stays in new york, and im in ohio, and he says he still loves me he misses me and wants me bac and im so confused i dont kno what to do,i had m

Poety
Looking for love in all the wrong places His face filled up all the warm places His laugh his smile they did me in His voice filled with just the right amount of sin He said all the right things to make me feel fine Made me believe at some point he just might be mine Now it’s all over and he didn’t even say goodbye I say screw him with a lonely sigh He let me discover he had another Couldn’t even take the time to bother To let me know this from him Just posted their picture I’m sure not on a whim Well our friendship is done and we will part I’ve torn my love for him from my heart Never will he hurt me again no pain to impart Yes I’ve torn him from my heart God's Light's within me, deep in my heart And from me he will never part And should I seen I need to fear For He'll still love me and He'll be near So I'll love my brothers as if they were me I'll let God's light out for all to see I will always try to do what's right Keeping God's vision within my si

Wtf?!
Have you ever noticed that the only people who wear jogging suits are well over 200 pounds and obviously never jog…unless a buffet is in sight? How come whenever a movie killer chases you in the woods, you always take a quick glance behind you…you inevitably stumble and fall…and as you look up — there’s the psycho standing right in front of you? Guys like Jason and Michael Myers know you’re going to look back and fall — that’s why you never see them run after anyone. They just saunter after their victims, wait for them to take a spill, and then splat! The moral of the story: never look back What good is Wonder Woman’s invisible plane, when her body is visible when she flies inside it? The best feature of the plane is that anyone on the ground looking up will get an awesome view. Bonus question: How does she find the plane later on?

Private Pics
Ok Maybe some dont know how to read.....the album that I keep private...will stay private untill I open them up which I do at times....please stop sending me msgs asking me to open them up......Can you not Read? If you added me just for that album that sad for you...Im an awesome person u should try to get to know...Im so much more than pics......anyway have a nice day....

How To Own The Sldc!!!
WANNA OWN YOUR VERY OWN JUGGALO/ JUGGALETTE??? THEN YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE! I AM STARTING MY VERY FIRST AUCTION!!! THE AUCION IS NOW OPEN FOR BIDDING!!!! PLEASE REPOST THIS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE!!! MMFWCL TO ALL!!!!! Brought to you by... Dj_Lette™~DLS DJ~Juggalo Mafia~FU-Owned By Montana Cowgirl F/A/R/C!!!@ fubar HERE ARE THE PEOPLE YOU COULD OWN. THE SEXY LITTLE DEAD CHICK ~TRU~ HOT & FLUFFY HOLLYWOOD JUGGALETTE DJ JugGaLo Da GiGaLo DJVVJUGGALETTE86 SWEETZ DETROIT

Lol
Last night I was lying in my hotel room, naked. I heard a noise that sounded very much like a raccoon near the foot of my bed. I couldn't decide if it was actually a raccoon or my stomach making noises (it does that). It is the strangest feeling in the world trying to decide how to fend off an angry raccoon naked. I surveyed the area and determined that in the event of a surprise raccoon attack my availible weapons were: The Blanket: Could potentially function as a net, but then what? I'm still naked and holding down a now very pissed off raccoon. The Pillow: Has potential depending on the size of the animal in question, it may just piss him or her off. My Tripod: Just out of reach but with a tuck and roll style maneuver it could be the most effective, but I'm not exactly in the best position to pull this off. So I execute the tuck and roll to the best of my ability, It was a little sloppy but I didn't get any parts chomped off. Holding the tripod in the direction

Are Your Friends In There??they Need You
Some giveaways that really need to get worked on I am missing blinging everyone, if anyone has a few minutes to leave a few comments i would really appreciate it,it's a comment bombing giveaway.. THANX to all!!!! ~Bratt~=) ~BRATT~ ~CHAOTIC PRINCESS~

Stuff To Think About.
After your order has been placed, please (via private message) contact SLDC or myself with your real name and order number. That's the only way we (Purgatory Dance Party) will get credit for helping with the sale. Imagine a puddle waking up one morning and thinking, “This is an interesting world I find myself in, an interesting hole I find myself in, fits me rather neatly, doesn’t it? In fact it fits me staggeringly well, must have been made to have me in it!” This is such a powerful idea that as the sun rises in the sky and the air heats up and as, gradually, the puddle gets smaller and smaller, it’s still frantically hanging on to the notion that everything’s going to be alright, because this world was meant to have him in it, was built to have him in it; so the moment he disappears catches him rather by surprise. I think this may be something we need to be on the watch out for. (Douglas Adams)

~gorean Things~
"I turned her head, from side to side. How exciting were the earrings, penetrating the soft flesh of her ear lobes. I looked at the tiny wires vanishing in the minute punctures and then emerging, looping the ears, as though in a slave bond, making them the mounting places from which, thus fastened upon her, by my will, dangled two golden rings, barbaric ornaments enhancing the beauty of the slave. I smiled to myself. On Earth I had thought little of earrings. Yet now, in the Gorean setting, how exquisite and exciting they suddenly seemed. Perhaps then, for the first time, I truly began to sense how the Gorean views such things. Surely these things are symbolic as well as beautiful. The girl's lovely ears have been literally pierced; the penetrability of her sweet flesh is thus brazenly advertised upon her very body, a proclamation of her ready vulnerability, in incitement to male rapine. And when she wears the earrings, he can see the metal disappearing in the softness of her ear, lite

Motherfuckers
I apologise for not being online for majority of this week as my comp has become infected with a virus. It's now being fixed, and in the mean time I'm using a laptop, I will endeavour to return everyone's comments, however I can't view anyone elses pics untill I get my computer back, which hopefully should be by Friday. Also, I will be removing anyone that asks to see me 'Private album' as I DECIDE who gets to view, and who doesn't. but thanks to all those who have a brain and can actually hold a conversation with me. Regards, Nate. I'm removing everyone from my family list, which means NO-one but me can view the private album. And will you people stop being so god damn shy and come talk to me. I'm nt gunna bite your freaking arm off or something. yes I have nudes in my private album. but i'm not going to show them to everyone. Especially not people that won't even have a conversation with me. /rant.

she cries to go home with her mommy so does baby brother soso sad only to know you cant stop the heart ache of there pain because someone falsely lied and took that right away them sad little tears and missing there sweet face and smile so much you cry everyday and it hurets so bad inside and to think of the pain they are going through only to not beable to fix it in time is all you can say only able to wipe there tears away and hope theyll be ok as they walk out the door til the next 1 and only time in a week you have a hour with them feeling so lost and so mad and all you can do is whats best for them so they can come back and to hold them just one more tijme as they sleep and to go fun outtings a such as we do it is so so hard thyats why this is so heart breaking because i cant fix it right now and it is so hard when you lose somethin that matters the most and when its ripped from you and part of your heart is ripped out and all you feel is numbness and pain cherish your kids an

Ok Now Deal Wit Me
My Angels Here I am again to pour my heart out and try to, in my way, to deal with things in my mind and heart that I may never fully come to terms with. I've always been told in therapy I should keep a diary so I can put everything on paper. I think this is better because maybe along the way someone may understand why I am the way I am. I hope that everyone will see that my family is very important to me. Ok now it's coming out so everyone can read. My family has always been I guess you could say very disfuntional, that's putting it mildly. I am the only child between my Mom and Dad. There are 3 that are older than me but I have no clue who or where they are, my Dad always got around. I have to say he was a ladies man. Very good looking man. Unfortunately he wasn't really that big of a part of my life, but I did spend some time with him. After my parents split when I was 2 they both had other children, my Mom had 2 more and my Dad had 8 more. ( I always joked with him he should have

Sarah
i am so mad i just logged on and found that one of my pics was marked nsfw today its fuckin bull shit the dam pic said alchol was invented so ugly people could get laid too...come on where in the hell is the nsfw at in that there was no pic it was a fuckin button i mean ughhhh im mad and to top it off if you look at my pics the folder it was in said....FUNNY SHIT NSFW I GUESS. UMMMMMM HI WELCOME BACK TO LIFE I ALREADY WORNED YOU UGHHH DUMB FUCKS..I AM REALLY STARTING TO HATE THIS SITE IM REALLY THINKING OF LEAVING IT THIS IS BULL SHIT..ITS AN ADULT SITE FOR CHRIST SAKES...OH WELL BASTERDS...TEY WANT NSFW I SHOULD UNLOCK MY DIRTY PICKS LOL BASTERDS OK IM DONE BITCHING...SO HOW IS EVERYONE DOING DO YOU EVEN RAD THESE THINGS???..OHHHH GREAT NEWS I FOUND OUT TODAY THAT MY SISTER IS PREGNANT SO IM GONNA BE AN AUNT AGAIN W00T W00T... OK THATS ALL FOR NOW BYE BYE hey im in a contes and i need help comment bombing is allowed...please help thanks and kisses to all ~sarah~http://cherrytap.com/

Life Sucks
The Big Lie All of your life, you've been lied to. You've been told what life is supposed to be about. Grow up, do well in school, make friends, get a girlfriend or boyfriend, get a good job, get married, get a nice house and have kids. Watch tv, go to church, vote, find some hobbies to entertain you. Donate money to charity. Go on vacation. Get old, retire, spend time with the grandkids. Look back on your life with nostalgia, look forward to the afterlife of your choosing. This is what you're supposed to do, this is what normal people do. This is what everyone else is doing. Oh sure, there are a few aberrations here and there, sometimes some people slip off this track, but you can get back on at any time. Of course, when you actually look at the world around you, you may see something entirely different. See that young married couple living next door, with the wife gardening in the front yard while the kids play out back? She's snowed under with Xanax all the

Bealzes Historical Entries - May 2006
(Originally Posted on June 1, 2006)Well, Blue Security (as you know) has bitten the dust. People are trying to come up with a new service called Black Frog, which will use a distributed network as opposed to a single set of servers.Until then, though, I am using KnujOn, found here. They say they have already shut down some spam sites. I figure I can try it for now.tag: internet, blue frog, blue security, spam, tools, email, distributed computing (Originally Posted on May 1, 2006)I am having trouble emotionally accepting what logically I can accept about the existence of the xtian version of Satan and the like. However, at the website of the First Church of Satan, I found this page.In it, a Satanic person was talking to a person who wanted to be a Satanist but was having trouble emotionally coping with the decision. So the Satanist (John Allee (aka Lord Egan)) wrote out a "I sell my soul for X" letter, which he had the other person sign. This helped signal the subconscious

Whatever
Jabberwocky by Lewis Carroll 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch!" He took his vorpal sword in hand; Long time the manxome foe he sought-- So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought. And, as in uffish thought he stood, The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came! One, two! One, two! And through and through The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back. "And hast thou slain the Jabberwock? Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!" He chortled in his joy. 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and g

Fubar
Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology." MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Honey Mustard yummmy Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A.Arbys or KFC lickin chicken Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A.Black Angus or and red lobster Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A: 20% or if she is really friendly more =) Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? A: steak and pasta Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. Pepperoni and black olives Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A: butter sometimes jelly TECHNOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A: military theme with an eagle Q. How many televisions are in your house? A: 2 and one is on an old broken one lol BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. Right Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? A.

Hero Levers
HERO LEVELERS ARE THE NEWEST LEVELING FAMILY ON FUBAR! WANT TO BE PART OF A FAMILY WHO HONOR OUR MILITARY AS WE HELP THOSE IN NEED TO BE LEVELED. WELL IF YOU ARE YOU FOUND THE LEVELING FAMILY RIGHT HERE IN OUR FAMILY. PLEASE STOP BY AND APPLY WITHIN AND WE WILL GET BACK TO YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. Need help leveling? Want to be part of a leveling family/crew? Stop on by for info. Hero Levelers@ fubar

My Blabber
all the blogs are new, dont just look at the first one ya buncha lazy-asses lol Why these demons tongue-kiss and ballroom dance in my soul, I will never know. Why this addict blood pumps through my veins, only my father will know. Good times doing bad things— I'll never show my hand and this is no bluff. Bones burst through walk-in closets, packed to capacity and then some. Egotism his downfall, drudgery her burden, the acceptance of hard truths is hope. I'll never have a midlife crisis. Take note. A mid-life crisis is a buildup, it doesn't happen overnight. I take my crisis a little at a time in small increments: Midyear crisis. Midmonth crisis. Midweek crisis. Midday crisis. Mid-hour crisis. Mid-minute crisis. Mid-second crisis. Live in the middle of the moment. You can put your pen down now, But I'll leave you with this: if you take this life in stride, breathe every day, b

Leo's Scope Of The Day!
Tuesday, Mar 9th, 2010 -- You may have already decided that some things are best left unsaid. You know better, but it's just too tempting to say what's on your mind today, especially if your words are able to even the score. It's not that you are holding a grudge; it's just that you could have a bit of unexpressed anger that needs clearing as Mars prepares to turn direct in your sign tomorrow. Just remember to be kind in your delivery.

Jokes
Top 17 Country Songs 17. I Hate Every Bone In Her Body But Mine 16. It's Hard To Kiss the Lips At Night That Chewed My Ass Out All Day 15. If I Can't Be Number One In Your Life, Then Number Two On You 14. If The Phone Don't Ring,You'll Know It's Me 13. How Can I Miss You If You Won't Go Away? 12. I Liked You Better Before I Got To Know You So Well 11. I Still Miss You Baby, But My Aim's Getting Better 10. I Wouldn't Take Her To A Dogfight 'Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win 9. I'll Marry You Tomorrow, But Let's Honeymoon Tonight 8. I'm So Miserable Without You It's Like You're Still Here 7. If I Had Shot You When I First Wanted To, I'd Be Out Of Prison Now 6. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend, and I Sure Do Miss Him 5. She Got The Ring and I Got the Finger 4. You're The Reason Our Kids Are So Ugly 3. Her Teeth Was Stained But Her Heart Were Pure 2. She's Looking Better After Every Beer And the Number One Country Song --- 1. I Ain't Never

Stuff I Like
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Whips83%Bondage83%Blind Folds83%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Ecclectic Pagan. A veritable blend of all the pantheons and perhaps a dash of a few other religions as well, you're the versitile Ecclectic Pagan. You have no problem wearing an ankh while setting an offering to Herne on your alter just below your image of Hera. You don't believe in coloring within the lines, and are a bright free-thinker. While you respect the views of your fellow pagans, as far as you're concerned, religion is the sky, and there's no one about to clip your wings with lines and limitations. Roman Pantheonic Pagan

Just Thinking
after reading a friends blog i had to sit and think and look over at my three childred sleeping, how could god or who ever or what ever you beleive in take the life of a child, they are so innocent to the world around them that it doesnt seem to be fair when we have ppl out there killing others and using others to get farther in life or just for sshear pleaure in themselfs. i myself went threw a life lesson 6 years ago when my son was born premie and they wernt sure if he was going to make it, it makes you stop and relixe what you have and what you stand to loose, im not sure if i caould live life with out my kids and i know i wouldnt want to, children are gods way of letting you know life will go on, they say anyways so how can a child be taken away from this earth , and life go on,, its not something you sit and think about every day and maybe it should be something you think about to relixe life is a gift and it can be taken away at any time from disease or from just getting out of

This Be Where It's At!
I do not wish to do anymore laundry. The End A touch so light A kiss so small A look so innocent You are my all. Take me in Don’t be afraid Caress my body Don’t be ashamed. Hold me tightly Whisper my name Tremble inside me This isn’t a game. Find your relief It is in me Give into it Set yourself free. Claw at my skin Hold your breath Let yourself go Enjoy the rest. Whisper again Into my ear Tell me you love me I’m happy you’re here. Solution & General Misconduct Entertainment Thursday, December 14, 2006 - 9:00pm to ? Century Sam - live hip hop [Soul For Hire | Money Won't Stop Music | GME] Corrupted Nostalgia w/guests - live hip hop [Soul For Hire studios | GME] Minds Long Lost - live hip hop/beatboxing [GME | Nod Off Beat | Soul For Hire studios] Rex Manning aka Unabomber & Mike Conradi - rockstar beats [Terror Inc | Nightmare | 2thebeat.com | Embedded] Darkside Flow b2b Locked - drum'n'bass battle [West-End | Realism | GME

My Name Actually Has A Meaning...lol
You scored as Maximus. After his family was murdered by the evil emperor Commodus, the great Roman general Maximus went into hiding to avoid Commodus's assassins. He became a gladiator, hoping to dominate the colosseum in order to one day get the chance of killing Commodus. Maximus is valiant, courageous, and dedicated. He wants nothing more than the chance to avenge his family, but his temper often gets the better of him. Maximus71%Captain Jack Sparrow67%James Bond, Agent 00763%The Amazing Spider-Man58%The Terminator54%Indiana Jones54%William Wallace54%Batman, the Dark Knight54%Lara Croft46%El Zorro42%

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both seductive and intimidating. Other women are especially put off by your womanly powers. And men either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both. No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Relationships
I REGRET BRINGING YOU INTO THIS WORLD. ALL WE DO IS KILL. OR DO SOMETHING TO HURT YOU. YOU HAVE TO FIGHT YOUR WAY THROW LIFE. ITS JUST NOT RIGHT. YOU CANT EVEN GO OUT AT NIGHT. WHAT HAVE ARE CHILDREN DONE. THEY HAVE NO TIME FOR FUN. THEY HAVE TO WATCH FOR THE DRUGS AND GUNS. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THE DAY WILL COME. YOUR CHILD MIGHT NOT EVER COME HOME. YOU MIGHT BE THE ONE THATS HAVING TO SAY GOODBY INSTEAD OF GOODNIGHT. AND NOTHING CAN BE DONE. WHY CAN WE CHANGE. BEFORE ITS TO LATE. YOU MIGHT NOT WAKE UP TO SEE TOMORROWS DATE. THE PAIN OF LIFE. ITS A HARD ONE. THE THINGS WE GO THROW. THE THINGS WE HAVE DONE. THE PAIN WE LEAVE ARE LOVE ONES. THE WOUNDES THAT HEAL. THE WOUNDESTHAT BLEED. THE RAZER BLADE OF LIFE WILL ALWAYS PEIRCE THE SOUL. ITS UP TO YOU IF THEY HEAL. OR IF YOUR SOUL WILL SLOWLY DRAIN FROM YOUR BODY. THIS WILL TELL YOU IF YOU TURN COLD OR STAY WARM.IM A LOVING PERSON BUT MY WOUNDS HAVE SLOWLY DRAINED MY SOUL.LEAVING ME SO COLD. I HAVE NO LIFE RIGHT

My Poety
I can smell your fear as your blood courses through your veins; I draw nearer so as to breathe it all in, your heart now beating faster in your chest. I reach out and touch your face and run my fingers down your neck. The touch of my could hand sends chills dawn your spine but you are powerless to move. I could drink you dry but no, I am not just looking for a meal tonight. I am looking for my prince, my eternal companion. I can feel you shudder as I sink my teeth into your neck. As I drink you in you bring me new life, new hope. I will never be alone again. Crawling away from the carnage that has become my life. Weekend from fighting battles for passionless people. Loathing the presence of mankind I walk in to the dead of the moonless night, Longing to just fade away. Only force of will keeps me from leaving behind all I hold dear. I will not give them the satisfaction of beating me. Week, putrid, passionless people that sock the life out of the strong. I will be here when you are

L.u.v. Club
If you are a member of L.U.V. Club, please add everyone below. Pete - President pokiepete ~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB FOUNDER~HONORABLE SOCIETY OF WOLVES~*T.L.O.F. CLUB*@ fubar Theresa – Administrator Theresa ~H.S.W.~*T.L.O.F.*~Cursed Rebel LDC~ L.U.V. Club~FAR~**JLB's Yummy**@ fubar Hollie - Vice President H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R.}{Club FAR & LUV}@ fubar Laurie - Master Morpher, Adviser ~blakpnthr68~Honorable Society of Wolves~Official L.U.V. Club~Advisor~@ fubar Cheryle - Adviser Assistant ~Demon of Gypsies of LDC family~ '†Txtigerldy41™†' ~Official L.U.V. Club Co-Founder~@ fubar Brigitte - Official Accommodator }i{MisssButterfly}i{~~L.U.V. Club Accomodator~~ArchAngel Family ~~Underground Den of Desires~~@ fubar Cal - Puter Expert cal07@ fubar Wendy - Big Sister god angel-OFFICIAL L.U.V.CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar Crissy –

People On Fubar...
Hello everyone in Fubar Land....I just wanted to say a quick sorry to all my friends on here....Everyone has been so nice to me over the past few years and ive just kinda been here...in the background....Not all of you know what has been going on with me...but to say the least I had a really tough few years...This saturday something happened that changed my life forever...and im actually thinking clearly because of it..I care about alot of you on here and im going to start showing it alot more......Hugs and kisses to all -Keri Im gettin ready to go to bed, but i needed to vent a little...I hate how some people add you to there list just to have alot of people on there....Then you go and ask them something and there too good to respond to you...Im cleaning up my list...gettin rid of everyone I dont talk too...cause unlike some people...this isnt too show everyone how popular I am....ok im going to bed...peace This should be i

Food For Thought
purrrrrr I have spent so much time and energy on my submissive side that I had forgotten how much I enjoy feeding the Dominant side. I am, after all, as much a sadist as I am a masochist. I attended a party last night allowing my inner "steve" out. (big smile) I enjoyed needle play as the piercer for a change. I had the pleasure of introducing it to a few curious bottoms. More than that, I enjoyed a surprisingly aggressive scene with a heavy bottom. At the suggestion of a friend we negotiated some play and I must say was tons of fun! To my surprise this lovely TV bottom took one hell of beating. After over an hour of flogging, clamps, CBT, paddles, crops, bare handed spanking, biting and body blows we both relaxed in the afterglow sub/top space. Counting games, begging, the panting whispers and encouraged cries of "More please, Ma'am".....Ma'am, it had been a while since I heard such sweet words (with the exception of precious who still calls me Mistress). "I" will alway

Funny Funny Funny
Today is International Disturbed People's Day Please send an encouraging message to a disturbed friend...just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, take the special bus or occasionally pee on yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're special. A 3-year-old tells all from his mother's restroom stall. By Shannon Popkin My little guy, Cade, is quite a talker. He loves to communicate and does it quite well. He talks to people constantly, whether we're in the library, the grocery store or at a drive-thru window. People often comment on how clearly he speaks for a just-turned-3-year-old. And you never have to ask him to turn up the volume. It's always fully cranked. There've been several embarrassing times that I've wished the meaning of his words would have been masked by a ! not-so- audible voice, but never have I wished this more than last week at Costco. Halfway, through our shopping trip, nature called, so I took Cade; with me into the restroom.

Internets: Serious Business
Q: wtf what did they delete you for this time? A: who the fuck knows, petty fag fucker cock face dick bag shit mother cunts i bent my thumb back really bad and its turning black. isnt that awesome? I think i'm heartbroken.

Vote For Sum Of None For Cpr Fest
Wassup everyone...my band is in a contest for the Big Star Search for CPR Fest,to play the openin spot at,this years CPR Fest,the local radio station summer concert,here on the Coast,all you have to do is vote for Sum of None,then 18 bands will be picked to play a battle of the bands,then the two winners go on to the pic it-or-flick it,the winner of that will play the openin at,this years CPR Fest,this is the link to go vote on,and its on the left hand side of the page www.979cprrocks.com we thank everyone for their support.

Fantasy Report
I somehow missed a week, so it must have been bad. But this week, when by all rights and means I should have lost, I actually won. And let me tell you, it was butt pckeringly tight. I had a decent lead going into monday night, and his one player did good, and my player, the kicker for Denver, got no opportunities because Denver decided to keep giving the ball to the Patriots. But a win is a win, and the Rams won for real, and my Nascar team won for the second week in a row...so a great week. Roy Williams was traded to Dallas, so his numbers should go up, ans soon as Dallas figures it out. Kyle Orton is on fire, never thought I'd say that. But I have a few solid players, and picked up a few solid players, so hopefully good things in the future. In Nascar, I just don't want to finish last. I have a game and a half lead over the last place guy, and with a little luck, I think I could finish 8th. I'm not holding my breath though. Go Rams! I got killed this week, lost by 50

Rest In Peace Ashley
as some of you may know melody fell and passed out stopped breathing wed night. she was taken by 911 to local hospital where she was treated and released thursday night only to pass out again early this morning.shes still in icu could maybe be sent to a room or her own sat afternoon .on top of the two tumors she has had they have found a large mass on her right lung they can got control her blood presseras of yet and they are thinking part of this is due to pulmonary heart disies,tests are pending should be in early sat morning please keep her in your thoughts and prayers thank you As i type this i find myself in tears once again in shock this has happened to such a great person ashley was the best friend anyone could ask for she never ask for anything but your friendship she didnt care how you looked ,dressed,or where you lived ,she was real!Even with living with spina bifida from birth and unable to walk since the age of 4 she never let life or anyone get her down. Some or most of y

My Brother Rip
TO SIGN MY HUSBANDS OBITUARIE IF YOU WANT TO SAY GOODBYE OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY TO OUR PRECIOUS MICKEY AKA SR DARK KNIGHT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT GOT TOOKEN WAY TO YOUNG. DEB http://www.funeralplan2.com/lawjones/obits?id=182692 ALSO I KNOW ALOT OF YOU KNEW THE BOTH OF US OR JUST HIM AND WOULD WANT TO PAY YOUR LAST RESPECTS SO THIS IS HERE FOR YOU ALSO, GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU AND BARE WITH ME THREW THIS GUY WRENCHING NIGHTMARE IN MY LIFE AND TRY TO LOVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN, AND YES TRUE LOVE CAN HAPPEN ANYWHERE WE MET ON FUBAR 3 YEARS AGO AND GOT MARRIED IN REAL LIFE AND I WOULD HAVE RATHER LOVED HIM THEN TO HAVE NEVER KNOWN HIM SO THANK YOU FUBAR FOR A WONDERFUL GIFT LETTING ME MEAT MY SOULMATE ON YOUR SITE. LINK TO HIS PROFILE AS WELL RIP SR DARK KNIGHT~R/L HUBBY 2 SINFULLY DELICIOUS PROMO CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES~ LOVED MANY & LOVED RIP SR DARK KNIGHT~R/L HUBBY 2 SINFULLY DELICIOUS BLONDIE ECS~DSC~ LOVED MANY & LOVED@ fubar here is a blog done by a beautiful friend

Another
Why was I such a fool, Falling in love with you. Shouldve known from the start, You would only break my heart. I only have myself to blame, wishing you could feel the same. My heart races with your touch, Why do I love so much. Thinking of you brings me to tears, Holding you calms my fears. Why was I such a fool. To think your love was true. We look into each others eyes just as the sun begins to rise My heart begins to race as u hold me in your loving embrace I knew it from the very start that ud be the one to melt my heart. The way you see into my soul my love for you continues to grow. Hold my hand as i hold yours and together we will open all closed doors Standing here in the rain I just want to hide the pain I should've known it from the start that you would only break my heart You told me that your love was true and yet I'm standing here feeling blue I gave you the best of me yet you found it so easy to let me be Here I am with my heart

You Use To Be Ok What Happened?
Ahhhh...I am screaming in my head today!I don't get the reason why all the sudden you have changed recently. I feel as if the knife you held to my neck is the same knife you are tearing my still beating heart out with. You keep telling me you have all these things on your mind about us.But you still keep them to yourself. As I am running around in my own mind chasing my tail worrying about wtf is going to happen.You walk around with you thumb up you ass.I dont understand the years of you begging me to stay with you and come back to you and all the empty promises you misled me with why you find it so hard to talk me. Why is it I give in? Why do I even bother with this when you find yourself more involved with wow and them. I shouldnt have to compete with them nor should I come second to them. Sometime I just wish you could sit in my head for a meer day just so you can see and feel what you put me through.You tell me you think that my spirit is weak due to all the pain and heartac

Maybe It's Just Me
I don't know why, but sometimes i just get that feeling that I make people a wee bit uncomfy. need it be in real life or on fubar...on scratch that especially on fubar. Now for that peeps that know me it's ok, but sometimes it's that feeling...like they're holding a cross to me hoping I'll run away and leave them be. Craziness. I wonder if people read my blogs?? Anyway, so being on here had made me realize that there really are some guys that have all the luck in life. The good looking types that turn out to be d-bags and the the guys that just have women fawn over them. Not really trying to have an emo moment, but it's one of those WHAT THA FUCK!! moments in life that people never figure out. There is more I cold say about it, but meh I figure it'll be something for another blog.

Hi Hunnies
It went ok and stuff at the dr. I am still broken..imagine that lol still waiting on appt dates..imagine that he gave me pills for insomnia and is concerned :) lawdefawkingdaw.... I am in lots of pain,but it will be okies and stuffs my peyton turns 10 saturday and I turn old monday.... that boy is the best birthday present in the world lots of love and all

My Life
today was fuking awesome i got into a huge fight with this chick i wanted to fight for awhile now and i kicked her ass!!!! i might be a lil person but i sure can fight lol on this day i found that my long time friend Mike (i use to live by him when i went up to canada) commited suicide i will miss him if you get the chance pray for him and his family ~fallen angel~ heres the deal life suck no matter what so just get on with the good stuff and forget the bad if this was true in real life there would be alot less drama and bull shit like that so just get on with your life and dont worry about any thing you only live once ~fallen angel~

Shellys Blogs
Hey everyone just thought i would add a video on here. You've ever slept on the concrete under a wing. You never go anywhere without your red and black pencils and your line badge,including church. You've ever wished your jet would drop a mk-84 on Saddam Hussein's house. You've ever said "oh yes sir, it's supposed to look like that." You know what a pointy head is. You know what an R&I trailer is. You consider 'moly b' fingerprints on food an 'acquired taste'. You've ever sucked lox to cure a hangover. You know what jet fuel tastes like. You've ever used a grease pencil to fix an You have a better benchstock in the pockets of your coveralls than the squadron can supply you. You've ever used a piece of safety wire as a tooth pick. You've ever had to say "my boots are still black!" Someone has tackled you right before you cuss the squadron commander out over the radio. You refer to a pilot as a "control stick actuator." Yo

Sammi's Poems
Heartbroken beautiful pieces of the past shattered torn broken on the floor try to move on but the heavy chains hold strong chains that were once your warm embrace they imprison me now to soak in my misery and loneliness in the dark dungeon of the lost cold damp lonely it swallows me whole swirling in my memories of you and me those soft lips endearing eyes sweet smile all turning slowly to sobs glares and frowns What was so alive what had such warmth is now but a cold dead corpse rotting slowly in my mind The love and joy i used to know the laughs we shared the love we made all vaporized within one pathetic moment and the love that took so long to build all destroyed burned crushed in a lightning flash Pat, i will always love you even if you don't love me. I am heartbroken. Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn Wh

Things I Wrote
A new friend told me I might not like him once I see his pic's. This is a part of the reply I left for him. I liked it so much, I figured I'd write it down and share it with those who care to read it. ENJOY! I've been treated really horrible by men, abuse wise. I'll try to write a quote to explain how I feel. "The most handsome man in the world can hit just as hard as a not so handsome man. However, the man with the kind heart and handsome inside, no matter what his looks may be on the outside, wouldn't hit a woman in the first place". November 15, 2006 EL'LYNN ROSE I liked that so much i decided to quote it, I'm gonna put it into a blog. I write sometime and the name I use to write under is EL'LYNN ROSE The EL coming from my real first name which is Laurie, I'm spelling the L as EL, the LYNN comes from my middle name. The rose comes from my favorite flower :) ♥ Cherry (that's my nick name, has been sense I was 14 lol) If you ever look at yourself & feel that

Operation: Hooah!
Here are some quotes and whatnot that I have found to be particularly inspiring and motivational. "I thought: If I was lucky enough to live, I'd change, myself-I realized I could have a new life-new energy, new endurance, and feel better about myself." Larry King (After his 1987 heart attack) "Success is easy to find. It's 'down the street' from Discipline and 'around the corner' from Consistency." "If you will discipline yourself to make your mind self-sufficient you will thereby be least vulnerable to injury from the outside." Critias of Athen People create their own success by learning what they need to learn and then by practicing it until they become proficient at it. Brian Tracy "Nothing of importance is ever achieved without discipline. I feel myself sometimes not wholly in sympathy with some modern educational theorists, because I think that they underestimate the part that discipline plays. But the discipline you have in your life should be one determined

Hockeychick
Thinking of you More often each day My feelings are true And I just want to say I know thing have been tense But in time they'll get better We'er not tolally different But not birds of a feather You like to dance I like to shoot pool When it comes to romance Ifeel like a fool What I think is right Is not always so What i think you'd like Is for me to show A bit more respect Alittle more trust It won't make things perfect But i think it's a must The night we first met And i looked in your eye's I started to sweat And to my surprise As time went on And the closer we grew With feelings so strong Someday I'll say I LOVE YOU Now with that in mind And your love in retrun We're two of kind Where love is concerned Christina I believe in angels that they'er always hovering near, Whispering encouragement whenever clouds appear, Protecting us from danger and showi

Tattoo's And Piercings
OK MY LOVELY FRIENDS YES I AM IN YET ANOTHER TATTOO CONTEST SO PLZ PLZ PLZ CAN YOU COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF ME....WITH EVERYONES HELP I CAME IN 3RD PLACE IN THE LAST ONE SO AGIN THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT. HERE IS THE LINK FOR THIS NEW ONE... THANX AGAIN SCOOTER 1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? My Daughter 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? Passed out...lol 3. What do you want? A good woman who loves me for me 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? my cat 5. Do you talk to yourself? yes...at times 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? lactose intolerant 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? my daughter 8. How long is your hair? short 9. Do you like Batman? he's ok 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? my daughter 12. Do you swear at your parents? no,I like my teeth 13.Do you like anyone? I like a lot of people 14. When wa

Misc Crap
Those who know me... know that I've lost two friends to cancer... my mother and I have both had it... It's reached out it's ugly claws once again to touch my family... I found out two days ago that my aunt has breast cancer... today I found out the stage... It's stage 3... For those that don't know cancer stages it's 1-4... 1 being the best... 4 being dire... I'm grateful that I've found out this week as I head 'home' to help my mother clean out my grandfathers estate on Fri... I'll be able to see my aunt... to hold her, hug on her, and tell her I love her... I blog this... 1) For your thoughts and prayers... not just for my aunt, but for everyone who suffers from this debilitating disease... until theres a cure... and 2) To remind you, if you're a woman, or if you're married- to have your spouse... get annual mammograms... They're a pain in the a*& but they CAN save lives. God bless my aunt and god bless everyone touched by cancer in their lives. Let me

Show Some Love
shes normally there rating & commenting for others now shes the one who needs some help in a contest shes entered . could u please spare a few comments just entered into a 25000 comment competition for a 3 month vip all help appreciated please just click on the pic help wont go unnoticed kyle goes in this morn to have his tonsils/adnoids out & grommits in(had 3 sets b4). been told that with the tonsils & adnoids out his speech could improve ,that would be great if it does fingers crossed there . 2 weeks of keeping him home & juggling shifts are ahead of us . i wont be on much today should be back tomorrow

Reflections
Today was one of my hardest days in a long time. Today, I buried a co-worker, a good friend, and one of the nicest men that ever lived. Taken from this life too soon.. he had so many lives yet to touch. But those who knew him were touched by him each and every day. His wonderful personality, quirky sense of humor and overall genuine caring of people. When he asked you how you were, he truly wanted to know. As I sat in the pew listening to the music, looking at him laying there so peaceful, I looked down at his memorial card they handed out at the door, and I noticed the dash between his birthdate and the date of his death. ( You should check out my stash called the dash if you haven't yet), and I couldn't help but think about all that was in between those dates. He was a husband, father, a brother, an uncle, co-worker and a wonderful friend to so many people. This is a part of life I know, but no matter how you try to put it in perspective, it still hurts. His son spoke the sweetest

Straight Edge
Straight Edge: Not Just Another TrendFor a clean lifestyle movement born in the "Just Say No" era of the 1980s, Straight Edge has received little attention since its origination. Commercial exposure for Straight Edge bands, however, has recently brought the movement a little closer to mainstream attention. This, combined with differentiating beliefs from among the ranks within the Straight Edge movement, has some of its members fearing that their life's philosophy might be lost to a trend. The message of substance-free living may be overshadowed by the fashion and music styles spawned from the movement, therefore cheapening the basic ideals of Straight Edge. The general premise behind Straight Edge is "to abstain from self-destructive behaviour." What exactly constitutes "self-destructive behaviour" is constantly debated.Being true to one's beliefs is at the heart of what divides Straight Edgers from other people and also what divides them amongst themselves. While the original Straigh

Funny Ass Shit!!!
Play well U read. "Is God a man with two arms and legs like me? Does He have eyes, a head? Does He have bowels? Well I do, and that makes me more wonderful than He is!" Kellogg's Cornflakes, the bland breakfast flakes that go almost instantly limp in milk were originally invented to bore you into such a deep coma that you would fall face down in the milk drenched flakes, drown, and thereby be spared the temptation and sin known as masturbation. Like many Christian conservatives before and since, Dr. John Harvey Kellogg believed that masturbation, and in fact all sexual excess, was sinful -- "sexual excess" here defined as "sex for anything beyond reproduction". For instance: after marrying, Kellogg chose to spend his honeymoon sequestered from his wife, valiantly striving to complete his his influential book Plain Facts for Old and Young: Embracing the Natural History and Hygiene of Organic Life (1892). Talk about your dull, soggy flakes. Kellogg himself s

Vampire's Din
An instinct ravished before my to pursue, The smell of rotting flesh, And the smell of something new. A short walk down the alley way, And the picture began to appear. A young woman lying at my feet, Bleeding, but still alive, I swear I almost felt a tear. Another stepped from the shadows, And took the girl by her hair. We exchanged glances, And he took away his prey, As I continued onward. I then spotted a strain of blood, And followed it along, And came upon an abandoned building, I knew that dinner was on. My eyes grew fierce, My fangs dripping with thirst, As I entered the feeding house, I thought I would burst. Bodies lied everywhere, Others still being fed from. The smell of the dead, The flies buzzing from leftovers. The picture has been placed before me, The sight and smell of blood intoxicating like ecstasy. I licked my lips and stared, For I was home, And no place could ever compare. Everyday is full of more wishing, and hoping For someone to li

Old Blogs From Myspace
I am so out of here Current mood: angry I am getting out of this country... it has been decided... I can no longer watch the news and see only bad things... I can no longer take the constant worry over what will happen if I get sick... or need medical attention for one reason or another... I already have a 3 month trip to japan planned out for next year and its looking more and more like I will not come back after that... I am thinking of either france or the UK. but who knows where I will be.. hell with the way the rest of the world thinks of america I am not sure who I will be... because if it comes to it I am more than willing to change my name and assume a false Identity just to get out of this hell hole... so good bye Edward ands hello Rusty Shackleford lol... oh and on a side note... everyone make sure to check out the new micheal moore film sicko.... It will make you sad angry and sick all at the same time...and its a great flick.. I was only able to watch the first half or

Animal Food
Animal Rescue Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals..It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com Click HERE for website!

A Walk In The Garden Of My Mind
okay well today sucked so bad i mean my husbands unit hates my guts, and quite frankly i hate them too but this deployment is killing me and all we keep doing is fighting, sometimes i think about cameron diaz and how she said that marriage is a dying institution. i feel like no matter what i do its just going to be talked about as another fuck up on my part. My husband refuses to stand up for me, he refuses to stand up to anyone with rank on their chest and i hate playing these games of politics. the best way to describe the army is like your college years with all the cliques and soroities, yeah just like that only about a thousand times worse. i am trying to hang in there I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of

10 Years Street Team
Dope - New Music - More Music Videos SPECIAL FORCES // DOPE HTTP://SPECIALFORCES.FANCORPS.COM May 20 2010 8:00P Eagles Ballroom w/ Seether, Hellyeah, Drowning Pool, and Lacuna Coil Milwaukee, Wisconsin , US May 23 2010 3:00P Rock On The Range Columbus, Ohio , US Jun 12 2010 2:30P Download UK, UK Find Tickets Jul 10 2010 8:00P Hyundai Pavilion at Glen Helen/ Mayhem Festival San Bernardino, California, US Jul 11 2010 8:00P Shorline Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Mountain View, California, US Jul 13 2010 8:00P White River Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Southeast Auburn, Washington, US Jul 14 2010 8:00P Idaho Center Amphitheatre Boise, Idaho , US Jul 16 2010 8:00P Cricket Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Phoenix, Arizona , US Jul 17 2010 8:00P Journal Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Albuquerque, New Mexico, US Jul 18 2010 8:00P Coors Amphitheatre/ Mayhem Festival Englewood, Colorado , US Jul 20 2010 8:00P Verizon Wireless Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival

Quote Of The Day.
"There are no stupid questions, just stupid people." "Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway." “While the rest of the species is descended from apes, redheads are descended from cats.” -Mark Twain Thanks DJ Lord Dragon @ Devilish-Angel-Radio ♡~Fu-hubby 2 ♥Juicey334♥~♡. I never knew this was a quote... until you posted your comment. Thus making me want to do quote of the day.

Oldschool
LIVING FAST AND LOVING IT TELLING LIES AND BELIEVING THEM WELCOMING THE DARKNESS AS IF TO HIDE CHANGING AND REARRANGING CHOOSING SIDES BE BLACK OR BE WHITE NEITHER ONE APPLIES FOOLISH WITHOUT A CARE BUT GOD WAS ALWAYS THERE. CURSING AND SCREAMING IN ANGER AS IF GOD WAS THE STRANGER PUSHING AND PULLING TRYING TO FIND MY WAY GOD BLESSED ME WITH ANOTHER DAY. AND WHEN I CRIED AFTER ALL THOSE WHO DIED GOD WAS BY MY SIDE. AS I AGE I NEVER FORGET TO PRAY AND ASK GOD FOR A NEW DAY. PASSING PARKING LOTS FILLED WITH POOR POVERTY STRICKEN POETS POUTING AND POKING THE EYES OF PRETEND PROPHETS PREACHING THE POWER OF THE POMPOUS PREGNANT PROJECT LIVING PRETTY POTENT SOULS POSING POLITELY AS PASSING PORCHES PROCEED TO DRIVE PARALLEL TO THE PINK PIZZA PARLOR PROUDLY PRONOUNCING THE PUNK LINGO THAT SO PROFOUNDLY SENDS THEM INTO THEIR POOLS OF PISS FILLED TEARS PRESIDENTIAL PORK EATING, PERFECTLY CRISP WHITE SHEET WEARING

Memoirs Of A Painted Lady
i finally get to log on here again & get a message from the lc bodyguards or whatever the fuck theyre called saying that one of my default photos was deemed adult...and come to find out it was my bondage bettie page animation. wtf?! this is the same kind of big brother shit that is driving me away from myspace.errrrrrghhh You are Bettie Page Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people like you are cultish about it What Famous Pinup Are You? the smell of my clove cigarettes and the dribble of some alt-emo band wafting out my windows in a spiralling silver fog it melds with the sound of traffic here, in my slice of the ghetto where i find myself in the darkness all alone

~ In Memory ~
William Alan Matthews April 7, 1967 ~ February 16, 2006 Click the photo to see the memorial page I created for him. Bil, you were a very special person to me, and will always have a special place in my heart. I can only hope that where ever you may be, is better than what you had here on earth. What you did was selfish, but you will always hold that small space in my heart and memories reserved just for you. The bike we took MANY rides on. Rock On Daytona! Bil's "son" Little Boo. A poem written for Bil by my good friend Derrick. Pain and heartache, no control anymore. You told me it was coming, And i just shut the door. I wonder what, i could have done. but my dumbass, didnt say anything to anyone. you were a great friend, comedy was you. and now we are all lost, and we dont know what to do. I see your picture, And memories come back. and that feeling of loss, none of us lack. life was cruel, and you had enough. and w

Shizznit
You scored as Whips. Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough.Whips92%Biting83%Bondage83%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blind Folds58%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com Female Bodybuilder Poses

Grandma
I am going to be a Grandma at the age of 26 yrs old on May 12,2007 cuz my 23 yrs old step daughter going to have a baby don't know what it is yet. Name:___________________ Number:_________________ Service:________________ Text messaging: ( )yes ( )no Picture messaging: ( )yes ( )no Can I text you?: ( )yes ( )no Can I picture message you?: ( )yes ( )no Can I call you?: ( )yes ( )no Best time to call:___________________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get

Aquarious
Aquarius In Love The analytical Aquarian approaches the game of love slowly, methodically and deliberately. Playing the game of love is fun in and of itself and should not be rushed. While falling in love, the Water Bearer can fill myriad roles for a lover, thanks to their keen mental energy and boundless commitment to a good cause. Conversely, a lover who won't play along will meet an immovable object in righteous Aquarius. The greatest challenge in love for the Water Bearer is intimacy, the emotional and empathetic aspect of love. Without it, love is incomplete, so those born under this sign must find that space where they can feel and trust. If that is achieved, love with Aquarius can soar to the stratosphere. HowManyOfMe.comThere are:0people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name?

*~halo's Poems,haikus,short Stories,and Miscellaneous Writings~*
Fire Reborn You. You. Rain. Yearning. Transformed Me. Love denied us both. Written By: Mahala Anne Campbell I was nobody....no, no....I was A nobody. In this dark government , among the faces I was just a face. I thought I was nothing special...nothing out of place. You proved me wrong, how totally wrong, I was. How swiftly you moved...into my life you came boldly! You saved my life that night...saved me from becoming a statistic. You must have been moved by my beautiful visage. Or it might have been my vulnerability crying for justice... Or you might have glimpsed the hidden strength in my soul... Strength I didn't even know I had. How was I to know that reflected in your face...no...your mask was my destiny? Even as you forced me to grow...painfully...my heart was slowly overtaken. By you...by the Man behind the Mask. But you never let me see, touch, embrace you fully. As if you were afraid of love...as if you were not worthy.

Today
Cum Party With The Dirty Bitches Of Fubar In The Haunted Lounge Where Its Down And Dirty 24/7/365! CLICK HERE TO CUM GET DIRTY OK ALL MY FRIENDS, DB'S, STAFF, AND ANYONE ELSE THAT WANTS TO , YOU KNOW WHO U ARE… I AM IN MY FIRST BOMBING AND RATING CONTEST AND I NEED YOUR HELP TO WIN AND BOMB THE SHIT OUTTA ME....IF YOU LOVE ME YOU'LL HELP.....LMAO.. JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW AND BOMB AWAY...COULD YOU ALSO PLZ REPOST THIS BULLY.. THANKS AND LOVE YOU ALL RIGHT NOW I REALLY REALLY NEED RATES BUT COMMENTS WILL BE AWESOME TOO.... PS SHE IS WILLING OT GIVE 1000 FU BUCKS TO EVERY PERSON WHO RATES AND 10 COMMENTS THEN GO TO HER AND LET HER KNOW AND POOF THERES YOU 1,000 FUBUCKS FOR HARDLY NOTHING!! THANKS AND LOVE YOU ALL

Hottie
You're the PEANUT to my BUTTER , You're the STAR to my BURST, You're the M to my M, You're the POP to my TART, You're the MILKY to my WAY, You're the FRUIT to my LOOP, You're the MILK to my DUDS, You're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, You're the ICE to my CREAM, You're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... You're the BEST to my FRIEND Music Video:SEXYBACK (by Justin Timberlake)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Cherrytap Happenings
Supposedly I got a strong enough response out of Angel Baby I had some negative things posted about me. I will take responsibility for posting that she was a cheater. I will fish out the Screenshot I have that proves it. We also know Fornicates does this shit, common knowledge on the site. What I was told, from Scrapper, it was a pretty nasty bulletin. He removed hers, and unstuck mine, because it was inciting some very bad words to fly. Violating the TOS. I'm totally for that. I'm just trying to find out what was said about me, and if my email really was posted there. Useless finances I dont need to be spending. Cherry Tap is rolling in retarded Happy Hour cash, they don't need my 28 bucks every month. I'd rather that go to the last of my bills before school this summer. I'll let you guys know when it's gone. Jaha This is to support my homeboys over at FakeBusters. Suzy decided to be a b*tch and harass me, delete me, then sub sequentially block me from contacti

Good Morning
I remember your laugh,I remember your smile, And all the things you'd say and do to me. How could I ever forget,when all I have to do to remember is close my eyes and there you are. You are in my heart and forever on my mind. I miss you so much,but I will never give up, The way you make me feel is worth fighting for. I love you more now than I did then, each day my love for you grows truer and stronger. I remember your laugh,I remember your smile, And all the things you'd say and do to me. I can't imagine ever loving someone else, My heart beats for you and you alone. With a smile you make my day brighter and my heart lighter, You are the most loving man I have ever known. Loving you is easy for me because I remember. I just wanted to wish everyone a blessed day with lots of sunshine and laughter. Zangy Comment Graphics Good Morning everyone....I jinxed myself last night I guess because I got very little sleep,I feel like this poor creature looks this morning so

Take nothing for granted: watch water flow, the corn grow, the leaves blow, your neighbors mow. Set your own pace. When someone is pushing you, it is okay to tell them they're pushing. Remember a happy, peaceful time in your past. Rest there. Each moment has a richness that takes a lifetime to savor. Taste your food. God gave it to delight as well as to nourish. Notice the sun and the moon as they rise and set. They are remarkable for their steady pattern of movement, not their speed. Talk and play with children. It will bring out the unhurried little person inside you. When you walk with someone, don't think about what you'll say next. Thoughts will spring up naturally if you let them. Quit planning how you are going to use what you know, learn or possess. God's gifts just are; be grateful and their purpose will be clear. Allow yourself time to be lazy and unproductive. Rest isn't a luxury, it's a necessity. Lis

Cyber
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner... it smells funny Sweetheart: I want you. Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning softly. Wellhung: I'm ta

Help Me!
time after time i'm made to fight... i'm NOt saying you're not worth it.. i'm saying give me time make things right over here! let me get things ready so when u get out here it'll be good... ever heard of JOB hunting, or apartment HUNTING... SHEEESH.. call me if you want.. I've TRYED calling you.. but you never seem to answer.. you F'ing know i love you... ACT LIKE IT Looks like I dont know how to pay proper attention... for that I'm sorry.. and I'll miss u just curious... thats all...

Poetry
You make them then break them because you can’t keep them. You make only as a bribe to get something you want. They mean the world to me but nothing to you. They’re just empty words, floating on the wind as you leave just like everyone else. My heart aches and a part of me dies each time a promise to me is broken. The tears I cry are nothing compared to the blood I’ll shed when the final promise, the most important one…to protect my heart and soul… is broken. The pain you cause me is taking a toll on my body. Neither of us can be happy. To make you happy, I have to be unhappy. Stop making promises you can’t keep. Make this one last promise to me. Promise me when I leave you’ll forget about me and move on, not dwell on me and your past. Just leave me alone. Don’t call me, don’t message me, don’t stalk me. I will have long forgot about you. The fire inside Burns the leaves of your soul. An entire forest burned down Because fire was created. The scars everlasting The memories never

The Realm
AngelYou are so precious to meYou give me a reason for livingAnd a sense of hopeAs the dark days approachThoughts of you keep me saneI have drifted through timeI have lost my wayBut the stars always guide me back to youMy love, hold my handUnderstand that I love youAnd I will never let you goWe will live for eternityThrough our children and in the memories of friendsOur love is an unbreakable bondBuilt on sound foundationsAnd forged through centuries of timeThe gods looks over us and protects usIn this ever aging world of oursI think of you and feel comfortedWe once lived in parallel worldsYet destined to meet and be as oneI am a memory in the collection of timeAnd you are all I have leftYou own my heartMy soulForever and always your loveYour GuardianYour Daemon~Dyzan - May 31st, 2011 "If Christ were here there is one thing he would not be--a Christian." ~ Mark Twain "I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ."~Gandhi Being noticed c

Prayers For Fire's R/l Husband Smoke
PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS GO OUT TO FIRE R/L WIFE TO SMOKE OUR TWO MEMBERS OF THE DUCT TAPE CLUB AND OUR LOUNGE . THAT GOD WILL HEAL YOU THROUGH PRAYERS AND OUR LOVE. " MAY GOD'S ANGEL'S WRAP THEIR WING'S AROUND YOU'S AND PROTECT YOU'S ALWAYS" WROTE BY ME ON 3/14/97 BREW aka CHERIE' MARIE

I Have Met Some Good Friends Over The Past 2 Yrs Here
The Classroom A lesson that should be taught in all schools. . and colleges! Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. 'Ms. Cothren, where are our desks?' She replied, 'You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn the right to sit at a desk.' They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' 'No,' she said. 'Maybe it's our behavior.' She told them, 'No, it's not even your behavior..' And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering in Ms. Cothren's cl

Stephanies World
Just sitting here wondering when is the first day of the rest of my life going to start????? The house is quiet minus the tv and the air conditioner running. Everyone is asleep but me and thats because I can't sleep.....but oh well.....so I stay up and check all of my stuff. WHAT STUFF???? Actually I just spend alot of time doing research for when I can go back to school even if that means going back to school online. I am also going to vent frustration...but right now the only frustration I have is not having any cigarettes to smoke or alcohol to drink. LOVE ME! I HAVE NEVER HAD A BLOG BEFORE, BUT THIS IS AS A GOOD OF PLACE AS ANY TO VENT I GUESS.....WELL ITS OFFICIAL, I HAVE DESTROYED MY MARRIAGE......AND SENT MY HUSBAND INTO THE ARMS OF ANOTHER WOMAN......SO THAT I COULD GET MY DAUGHTER BACK IN MY LIFE AND HAVE HER COME AND LIVE WITH ME......I ALSO DESTROYED MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY STEP DAUGHTER AND HER HUSBAND SO THAT MY BIOLOGICAL DAUGHTER WOULD COME AND LIVE WITH ME AGAIN.......B

Soldiers Eyes
To look into a soldier's eyes, the window to their soul. Look out from inside their mind and see horrors never told. You say we are just killers, it's not that plain you see. Take a walk inside my boots and see what I have seen. Many innocent lives taken and soldiers, they were some. Giving their life freely to get the mission done. The last cold stare of death, we see in our buddies eyes. They fought for all your freedom, this is why we die. Some wonder why we fight to protect this nation and maybe lose our life. Ask this question to a soldier, the answers in their eyes. Always will we be here waiting, the call we won't deny. We'll always fight for freedom, never asking why. We'll go away to far off lands , leaving our loved ones behind. Many times we die alone, several times inside. Open windows to our soul, see the tears we hide. Secrets that we cannot keep are in a soldier's eyes. Written by SSG M.Lynn McCulley

The Random Babbelings Of An 18 Year Old Soul
this week = fantastic no other words could describe it. i left FIT on friday afternoon and im returning the monday after that, after one of the greatest weeks of my entire life. i saw all my friends, went to an amazing concert, got back the man of my dreams, ate dinner with the family, stood cuddling with chris and partying it up with lisa on the line outside best buy for black friday, spent SO much time with chris that i thought teh word was going to blow up- we never get to see eachother this much, it was quite a treat seeing him every day for about 9 days

"could U Be"
In Heaven I hope that there will be A special place for Mothers... We'll see... Wake up each day, is there time to pray? Lord, help me get through one more day. Coffee made, breakfast started Already my mind and I have parted. Get them dressed and on their way Dear Lord, convince me that there is a way. Eat your lunch, take your nap. Dear Lord, around me, your arms please wrap. It's practice time, where's your hat? And don't forget your baseball bat. Dinner will be a little late. Mind yourselves, I'll be home at 8. Pick up your mess and take your bath. You really don't want to face Mom's wrath. Say your prayers. PLEASE! Go to sleep! (They don't understand that I'm dead on my feet.) Meals cooked, morning, noon and night Settling every little fight. Making it through the daily grind Trying not to lose my mind. Help each with work from two different schools Teach them about life- how not to be fools. I try each day with all my might Just to make it through 'til n

Motor 4 Toys Charity Event - I Can't Wait!!
http://www.motor4toys.com/ Last Christmas kicked some ass!! To purchase one online go to: http://www.motor4toys.com $15 by PayPal and unfortunate kids will be happy this Holiday Season!!! Get video codes at Bolt. Click the banner below for more info:

My Poem
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Hello Hello Jello
This song really explains my mood right now. lol i just remembered the album is called wild mood swings. words that come to mind are: Ecstatic, Wild, Bizzare, Friendly, Gushing, Floaty. The sun is up I'm so happy I could scream! And there's nowhere else in the world I'd rather be Than here with you It's perfect It's all I ever wanted I almost can't believe that it's for real I really don't think it gets any better than this Vanilla smile And a gorgeous strawberry kiss! Birds sing we swing Clouds drift by and everything is like a dream It's everything I wished Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it again? I know we should!!! The sun is up I'm so fizzy I could burst! You wet through and me headfirst Into this is perfect It's all I ever wanted Ow! It feels so big it almost hurts! Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it some more? I know we

Could It Be Addiction?
Just write your name and "wuz here" after it. you may ask yourself why? Ask me later cause i have no idea haha ~~Timmy~~~ If I ever think about drinking more than 1 btl of liquor again. smack me.. i don't know why alcohol is so great.. urgh hurting so much.. oh well.. have a great weekend ~~Timmy~~~ My Best Friend Hippity Hop Wing Wang Wam He makes some noises inside my pajammies Saying Hello Was never so dirty He might just get up And shoot in a hurry Party going on With just the graze of a hand Oh this poem about my lower gland ~~timmy~~~

Deaths
I found out a few months ago that my ex-boyfriend Jimmy died from a drug overdose. That makes 3 deaths this year. So I just got home from work and found out that my mothers best friend husband/my fathers best friend died last night in his sleep. This has been a very sad week for me. Two deaths within a week apart! Why is this happening? I dont know what all happened but his 17 year old son found him this morning. He is leaving behind a wife, two daughters and a son. I dont know what else to say about this but its a sad sad day/week.... I was just informed that two guys I have known for over half my life committed suicide within 24hours of each other, they were brothers 20 and 24 years old. They have one brother left, hes the oldest. Their mother is a very strong woman but something like this would break her. I feel so bad for her and her family but I can't even think long enough to figure out what to say to them. They were great hockey players and smart boys what would turn them suici

Indifference
Forget the Botox — just spritz away! Makers of a new perfume claim the scent can shave eight years off your apparent age. Hence the name "Ageless" Lmao Outrageous? ah yeaaa Ageless Fantasy by Harvey Prince is being marketed as a new genre of "anti-age" scents. Phewww! Available in upscale beauty shops and online, it will cost you just a fraction of a muscle paralyzer. On the other hand, at $120 for 3.04 fluid oz., it's not as cheap as just lying about your age. Promotional material for Ageless says men in focus groups associated the scent of roses with an "old lady," and that of tropical fruits and grapefruits with "younger women." Consequently, the Ageless concoction contains lots of fruity notes. Overall, it smells super-sweet and, well, rather adolescent. Men in a survey by Ageless reportedly guessed that Ageless wearers were nearly a decade younger than their true ages. That inspired me to conduct my very own wildly unscientific survey. First, wearing no perf

Blah
first let me start by saying i love my kids and im very glad i had them. now i just need to vent so excuse me... i have 2 duaghters 1 age 10 and the other will be 9 in aug, my 10 year old is going through something i just dont understand she is always crying,getting an attitude,telling me i am yelling at her when i dont een say a thing, i dunno its very confusing, esterday i wrote a mum aksing if anyone else wished it was time for the kids to go back to school and everyone made me look like im some sort of bitch, that pissed me off too. geez like right now they are fighting over who sits on what side of the couch i am beng driven crazy i really just dont know what i should do, i dont believe in spanking even know i wish i could knock their blocks off sometime and their dad is at work not like he can just come home not that he does anything about it anyway, he says they take advantage of me, which is probally true i just dont know whatto do, anyne who is a mom pleas help me out g

Lc Ct And Fu Trains..!!
Welcome to a Jessa Train.. This is a list of a few pplz That I love very much.So go Rate Add And Fan Them,.Hell bling em if you Really want Venom Hydaway's General Manager@ fubar Bane Co-Owner of Hydaway@ fubar Bri Bri Head Of Promotions Hydaway@ fubar Kben Head DJ @ Hydaway@ fubar

Hit And Run
So, last month my downstairs neighbors little boy was ran over by a "customer" of one of my neighbors. They are drug dealers and our neighborhood has been sick of them and their "traffic" for quite some time. But, of course no one likes to be a narc...blah, blah! Well .... When their customer ran over the little boy downstairs ENOUGH was ENOUGH! And our whole neighborhood banded together to MAKE the MESA PD do something about these crackheads! There was a verbal confrontation about a week following the accident when the crackhead was outside taking pictures of our children, vehicles and addresses. So, 20 of us confronted her and ran her back into her house. We called the Detective and he came out and took a report. As I always have my camera handy, I have pictures of her taking pictures. lol. WELL, today... The Sheriff came out and delivered 12 restraining orders. She's afraid for her life. lol. WELL SHE SHOULD BE THE PARANOID BITCH! When I get

More Poems
Done trying to care Sick of being hurt Every time I try I get burned Not dealing with it This is the end Been hurt for the last time Its goin to be hard For me trust another Im done being hurt Sick of being used Giving you time to decide Which one of us you really want Knowing she wants you Wishes you guys were still together I feel like its my fault you arent If I wasnt in the picture She would still be the one There was a closeness like no other Between you and her Something I believe still exists Dont want to come between that Nows your chance to turn away Chose the on you truely want You are my all Everything that makes me smile Keeping me happy We may fight Yet we always pull through Hopefully it works this time Its not looking good But I dont want to give up Dont want to think we're not strong enough You've changed me Made me better Everyone can see That something is different with me That something is you babi You are my all

Sexy
FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! LOUD SIGH: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when yo

About Me.
Today I am having a real problem with being so bored and lonely. I just want to leave work and go home and vegitate. I know that this is not a good thing, cause I need to be at work every day in order to pay bills. I think it must be depression or something. Soon, I will be writing more about my entire life...for anyone that is interested in reading it anyway. Bye for now... Darla Will be at River Run Campground! A man was in a bad accident and was injured. But the only permanent damage he suffered was the loss of both ears, which made him very self-conscious. However, he received a large sum of money from his insurance company. It was always his dream to own his own business, so he went out and purchased a small, but expanding computer firm. But he realized that he had no business knowledge at all, so he decided that he would have to hire someone to run the business. He picked out three top candidates, and interviewed each of them. The last question of the interview was always t

Ephemeral
this space is reserved for a great blog. it will bewritten soon !!! (this is just some of it ill write the rest when someone goes to bed) We were walking around in this garden that had this massive trees with pink leaves. and you picked up a leaf and told me to eat it and it tasted like cotton candy. i thought it was funny though and smiled at you and took your hand and we walked to a fountain and took off our shoes and splashed around. it seemed awesome. Think of 15 albums that had such a profound effect on you they changed your life or the way you looked at it. They sucked you in and took you over for days, weeks, months, years. These are the albums that you can use to identify time, places, people, emotions. These are the albums that no matter what they were thought of musically shaped your world. 1. Pantera - Vulgar Display of Power This is the first record I remember owning, my older brother shane was really big into pantera, slayer, iron maiden, etc and thought tha

Misc
Loungin' Levelers welcome you to come join a new and growing family of levelers. We are a hard working family and DRAMA free. If your looking to help others and yourself, look no further. Stop on by the home of the Loungin' Levelers and find yourself a hammock to lounge in!!! LounginLevelers@ fubar

Helpful?
I'm not sure if anyone will ever use this coding, but I figured I'd put it out there, just in case. Remember, you can change the color of the font to any color you want and you can change the background. If you want to do either of those and you don't know how, shout me or send me a private message and I'll tell you how. To use this code, just copy EVERYTHING that is in the box below and paste it into your bulletin/blog. Change and add whatever else you want. Remember, if you have any questions, shout me or send me a private message.Whomever has Auto-11s on!!!Here you can write whatever you want here. Generally it's telling people to go rate the hell out of the person with the Auto-11s.[[Per]]™@ fubar If you want to give someone a link in a private message and have it open in another tab, use this code. Thanks Van. WHATEVER YOU PUT HERE WILL SHOW UP SO PEOPLE CAN CLICK

A Reason
Can you? Just one reason.... I was sitting here watching all the 11s, cherry bombs, boomerangs, blasts, tickers, HHs and it dawned on me how much money really goes through this site and how much good that money could do and how many lives it could save if it was put to better use. Cystic Fibrosis, Autism, MS, MD, Cancer...the list goes on and on....I am not on a soapbox preaching to the masses, but I have made a personal decision.... From this point on I would rather no one bought anything else for me on this site. I, as a grandmother of a child with an incurable disease feel guilty receiving these things which aren't important. I have a Happy Hour coming up on my birthday which has already been bought, but please.....nothing else. Thank you for everything I have received in the past. Now...have a lovely day. :)

Loving....
I used to write alot of poems..... but then i lost my inspiration to write them..... until now..... i have so many words to say..... but what to say and how to say it is where i get stuck...... For so many years I thought I knew what happiness was. I thought I was in love for so many years.... And that she was going to be the one i spend the rest of my life with..... But I sit here and think about the past and all the pain I endured.... Emotionally, physically and mentally.... I thought that was what love was..... That was all I knew as love..... But now I know I was wrong..... How I feel now..... The past will never amount to how I feel now. Because of all the damage and hurt I've gone through I had a wall built up. Was determined to NOT let anyone back in...... Until You...... I can't even explain how you were able to break down my walls. But you did. I'm happy that it was you that did though. I would have never found my words again..... You managed to help me find my hear

Pow/ Mia
You may notice this small table here in a place of honor. It is set for one. This table is our way of symbolizing the act that members of our profession of arms are missing from our midst. The are commonly call P.O.W.'s or M.I.A.'s, we call them brothers. They are unable to be with us this evening and so we remember them. This table set for one is small... it symbolizes the frailty of one prisoner against his oppressors. The table cloth is white... it symbolizes the purity of their intentions to respond to their country's call to arms. The single rose displayed in a vase reminds us of the families and loved ones of our comrades in arms who keep faith awaiting their return. The red ribbon tied so prominently on the vase is reminiscent of the red ribbon worn on the lapel and breasts of thousands who bear witness to their unyielding determination to demand a proper accounting for our missing. A slice of lemon is on the bread plate... to remind us of their bitter fate. There i

Untitled
So here we are, again. It's just another bind I find myself in, unable to look around and say that I'm worth having someone around. Again and again do I see what were my faults. Though it's not who I am now it's what I was that remains. To look and see change after change, it just show how little I cared. Even though that I've been able to become a better person that shadow still follows me. What do you want me to say? After all that has gone wrong and after all the time that has passed, there is this feeling that no form of apology will do. What's worse is that our paths have to cross. Not because we want to, but because we have to. Even if there were a certain level of comfort something tells me that it just wouldn't be enough for either of us. Other than the hi's and bye's that we pass I still choke unable to speak. How will you respond? Do you even care? Is this something that just continues to go unsaid? Or is it that you've gone on with your life? Why do I feel this n

Thoughts
Family hm wut to say, family suppose to be there for each other when its needed family suppose to care unconditionally family is suppose to help whenever they can without expecting any back that's fuckin bullshit! in reality, that aint the case today 2009 its all about yaself n wuts best for u fuckin bullshit, guess im not supose to be in this world cus shit like this aint in my book cant ever be that selfish n i refuse to turn like that shit so just fuckin kill me now n be done with it amazing its amazing how u can smile at mewhen u really just wanna push me off a clip if u couldits amazing how u can whipe my tears, but behind my back ur the one causing it its amazing how u can say the sweetes thing to mebut then turn around n say most hurtfull things u canbut wuts the most amazing wit all off this, is thatu think i dont know*smirks* seriously how stuiped do u think i am?Bitch just fuckin speake up n cut the damn crap,why bother bein fake? i already know why waste ur time bein

Important!!
Since I am a total idiot I have lost all the numbers that were on my old cell.I got my replacement cell today.Please text me with your name,so I can save your number again. My back is about the same,I go to court about it to get new docs next months.Not going to hold my breath on that one. I am still rarely poking my head in this site right now.The fun isn't here for me anymore. Miss tons of you.Please text me the numbers or send them to me via private message on facebook or I will check my messages on here for them. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- update 11/20/09 they posponed my courtdate AGAIN,at least they're sending me to another surgeon for an evaluation.Still just a waiting game. hugsnstuffs Kit My mother has been in the hospital all week.She was moved to ICU this evening. She has several health issues and is septic .Gotta say thanks to the losers doing her dialysis for not using sterile technique. Sorry

Things Found
Do you chance the agony of rejection or scornin hopes of the ecstasy from acceptance born?Will you risk the heartbreak of love gone bad,to find a love so true, like few have ever had?You are caught within their mesmerizing glance,do you bet it all on love and take the chance?Will the fear of making such a huge mistakepersuade you to keep loneliness and it's ache?There is less pain in being alone it is true,but is that the thing that really want to do?The ache of loneliness is constantly there,the sadness that leads the heart to despair;at least in trying to love there is the chanceyou will have a forever of love and romance.In the end the choice is up to none but you,the time is here, so what do you decide to do? I wish I could go back to what I use to not know,Have the trust in love I had so many years ago,But heartache is my prison and I am safe within,Never more to make such a drastic mistake again.I may indeed be able to change it, only time will tell,I seriously doubt it, for I wa

Blah
I have food poisoning. :( I was sitting here all alone for Christmas, I'll be sitting here all alone for New Years and I'll be sitting here all alone Jan. 6th. (My birthday) You can wish me a happy this and that but it won't be happening. At least not until I crawl inside of a bottle. :( I was sitting in the dark while hurricane Katrina's winds and rain were lashing the building that I lived in. Take a moment to remember what happened on that day.

Washington
Just trying to have a little bit of fun.. Went to Canada Yesterday.. took a few pics that are not on my yahoo photo albums.. feel free to roll over that way and check out the photos.. The album is called "Victoria Canada" http://photos.yahoo.com/dgenerate828 Enjoy Monday, April 24, 2006 Two Choices... Current mood: thoughtful I posted this as a bulletin, but I liked it enough to put it as a blog as well. This is exactly how I feel about life. I also added an blog entry from Roxy's Page b/c I liked it as well and was fitting. Hope you enjoy.. Take Care All. -Chris- John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style reall

Just Stuff
I havent forgotten about any of you lol for whatever reason every time i try and get on the page it freezes up on me, it only happens here tho so im not sure whats going on, i can still get every where else with no problems, gonna try and troubleshoot it tho so ill be back soon!!!!(this took me well 4 tries so far lol lets see if it works this time :/) Kym's sexual nickname: "Cherry Pie" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Cant Be Ignored Anymore
The dating laws.... This law is simple. It is something I have put together over the years. Things I have learned from personal experience, watching, talking and listening to others. Although most girls do not agree with this, it has been proven time and time again. Yet, there are very few exceptions. Before I get into the Law itself, let me explain a few things about who the Law affects the most. The nice guys. The nice guy.. Many guys believe they are that typical "nice guy?? but I feel its fair to only allow that title be awarded to those of us who have been through hell and found our own way back.. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. The guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room

Contest
I just need 9994 more comments. Click here and bomb away I need your help. I need comment bombers to help me gain on the leader. I will always help you when you need it. Can you give me a hand this time? For all those who helped me yesterday, thanks a million. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=396690&albumid=180425&i=3877499900 I'm in the sexiest valentine contest and ned your love. Comment bomb me and I'll help you out when you need it. Of course it goes without saying that I would help a friend regardless, but any help you can give me right now would help. thanks clic the pic

Me + You = ...
She needs to fuck every night she needs to suck, she needs to lick, she needs to fight she likes it rough, she likes a tease electric dirty disco, fuck no, thank you please slips on her fishnets with painted toes smears on her lipstick, teases her hair and rips her clothes oh so electric with hair dyed black old jacket faded, complicated, now shes back she's fancy she's high class she's trashy she's celebrity she's hollywood a nice ass a tease, but still its not for free she's got the pills just name the kind she'll press a button erase, play, and rewind a dirty cunt you say maybe its true but shes out fucking him while hes out playing you she's got the blades and the stars approved her bruises go to deep for the past to remove you're so advanced she'll like it too twirl her and bite her lip thats what she likes to do I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top She's got

Smile
Good morning to you! Well.....I woke up this morning and I started to have a s shitty day :(. Then I get on teh computer. I see a message from my friend JIM... we said hi and blah blah, then I told him I was eating cereal, he asked what kind I was eating, my rersponse was; honey bunches of oats lol. His was something about me eating old womans cereal, that made me laugh out loud it honestly did, well now thanks to my friend JIM...I'm no longer feeling shitty, he made me smile and that's all it takes for me to make my day better. Thank you JIM! *yes i'm a dork! I have a new thingy lol for you to call me and leave me a message! I would love to hear from you specialy you( you know who you are) And because Love battles And because love battles not only in its burning agricultures but also in the mouth of men and women, I will finish off by taking the path away to those who between my chest and your fragrance want to interpose their obscure plant.

To Whoever Wants To Listen
Come chat with me, make some new friends! you won't be diapointed! We are in a contest, whoever gets the most comments win! There are 7 of us! I am asking for you to help me and the favor will be returned, BUT I am giving you the link to all of our pics.. Comment on your favortie Beauty! Toya MEEEE (NIKKI) Tiffany Lina Darla Shawna Betsy (Wonder Woman) Its up too YOU.. Choose your beauty and COMMENT AWAY!!! Much Love ALWAYS ~Nikki~ Ok kiddies, I am going to have a contest. Using the picture of your choice, it's all about the comments. The person with the most comments wins. Here are the prizes: 1st place 7 day blast 2nd place 1 day blast 3rd place 100k fubucks 4th place 50k fubucks The rules: 1. the contest will be 7 days (dates unknown yet) 2. NO DRAMA and drama of any kind and I will pull your pic and remove you from the contest 3. The winner of the 7 day blast must have at least 10000 comments in order to win 4. The 2nd pla

Deathsonlyson In Black
greetings. My name is james i just wanted to intro my self to my freinds Well here goes. im engaged to Leila. im 23(duh) Im a huge music person. i live eat and breath music. my favorite band is korn. I dont capitalize my typing much. Why should i? does it mean i have low self esteem, no. im ok with my self. I love nascar my favorite driver is Dale earhardt jr, and im glad hes with a GOOD team in hendrik motor sports. hmm I live in a town called Ashland, wi theres shit to do here so im on alot. everyday. exept when im relaxing during the weekend. i work at walmart as maitenence. yuck! like other people-- I HATE MY JOB um i like dogs, cats horses and ferrets. I have none. grr.. um thats all i can think of for now.. if you have any questions, ask!

Bike Ride
We're going for a bike ride and once I get ready I come out to find you dusting off the bike. You're in a short jean skirt and when you bend over I see you're not wearing panties, I start to get aroused just thinking about having you. I come up behind you and kiss you gently on the neck and reach under your skirt and very lightly trace my fingers from the front of you to the back and when I get around to the back I leave my hand on your ass with my middle finger just touching your ass and turn you around to me and kiss you. As I do I pull you towards me so that my leg slides between yours and you can feel me getting hard. I press you against me a little harder so my leg pushes into you and I pull up gently with the hand that's on your ass. You wrap your arms around my neck and kiss me back with a nice passionate kiss.. We break away from our kiss and I start the bike. We head out and go riding in the country. My passenger pegs are up high so you're straddling me with your knees a

Fu County Fair
Come Visit The Fu County Fair... Who doesn't love the county fair?? Cotton Candy, Carmel Apples, popcorn, rides... having fun with your friends... Visit the Folder Linked Below and rate the pics 10 or better and recieve a pass to the Fu county fair... Message me after you have rated the folder and u will recieve a tag that you attended the fu county fair... Anyone attending the fu county fair will be entered into a drawing to recieve a bling pack. Okie doke here's the train list... It's not in any particular order so please don't be offended... Please A/F/R{add/fan/rate} everybody... make some new friends and have fun… Carnie@ fubar ♡Suga Love Dj @ The Body Shop☆♡@ fubar ~♥~TEXAS TWISTER~FU~SLAVE TO MASTER P♥~SHADOW LEVELER~♥~CLUB UNITED~♥~SJEWSP♥@ fubar ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar ~TexasAngel~Rating Revolution Crew Member~Fu Angel~G-Spot Leveler~@ fubar the girl next door~

If You Read These Comment Please! Political Poetry
Let us start a war, one we can not finish. send thousands more, watch as they deminish, Bleed our status dry, with all those who care. become the worlds suply, of hatred everywhere. Most of us will die, still you without a care. all you do is lie, and tax us a death tare. Our wages you have won, on bended backs you stand, We have no place left to run, crushed by our own hand. Devil cries of war and wins, people left in shame. Hatred spawning horrid sins, as they writhe in pain.

Sicktanick - Chapter One: The Doctrines Of The Damned
I wake up, I'm fuckin' covered in bloodI feel as if my body's burning and my eyes won't stay shutI think I'm dreaming but this feels so realThe last thing that I remember is the four step ritualHow can that be my body's suppose to be deadI gave my soul unto the Devil I'm suppose to have no life leftThere is a pain in my stomach and I'm feelin' so sickI open up my mouth to vomit and I feel like shitI feel drugged and I can't really walkSo I go to the door but the door is lockedAnd I fall to the ground now I hear no soundI think I'm deaf I can't hear there's no one aroundI try to get back up but my legs are paralyzedThat's when I saw the Demon standing right before my eyesI try to get up again but now I can't feel anythingFull paralysis has set in and I can't even screamScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can not, I can notScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can

Altruize, My Points For You
I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) God Mode and 25 credits --OR-- B) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a cherry Bomb --OR-- C) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a Boomerang --OR-- D) Auto 11s (which we will share) a Cherry Bomb and a Boomerang. In the past, I have helped others to earn anywhere between 2.5 million and 17 million points (the higher amounts had Auto 11s and/or bombs+ boomarangs), because I work my a$s off to make it successful for you (chasing bombs, rating, etc.). Send me a private message to schedule a day and time If you wish to add extras or do less we can discuss it Base payment to me for doing the work is 5 credits (weekdays) 10 on weekend I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) God Mode and 25 credits --OR-- B) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a cherry Bomb --OR-- C) Auto 11s (which we will sh

Helpe Me
What the FUCK is wrong with some people they cant do shit by them self they got to invite new people to rate my pics a 1 and leave a nasty comment and they dont even fucking know me maybe thats y i blcked u this person was cool but ya he went bad . and ya i do stand up 4 my real friends that i know in person and i dont invite some 1 to rate peoples pics a 1 just cuz shit happend ya this makes my SO FUCKING MAD i no its points but theres no reson 4 it im here to make friends not anamies this is so childish fuck i gave up after it was over but now starting new shit thats fucked up i sware if they do this again im gone i dont need this shit ill stick to myspace where people r not assholes . but if that happens my real friends on here well see me again but all the people that r friends with the people that r on my lest wont be there u guys bight turn on me bc of them and thats not cool so thats mi ranting 4 right now ~I Wont To SEE You Cry~ ~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this

Erotic Poetry
Lately, I've led a life of loneliness. Not the kind of loneliness that comes with a lack of friends or family but the kind that comes in the inky night, when there is no one next to me that I can press against, feeling his warmth, and be reassured. Instead my bed seems perpetually empty. There is no chest to bury my head in, no arm to be draped across my torso, no warm beating heart to listen to when it is the blackest hour of night and there are no other sounds to comfort me. I am always left longing, left wanting. Wanting stroking and cuddling, kissing and caressing, cavorting and creating love, laughter, limp limbs. I long to lengthen and locate all the places that make you scream. I want to make you scream so loud you outdrown the sirens and car horns, the engines and the sounds of life carrying on outside these four walls. I want to make my neighbors bang on the walls, call the super, make a noise complaint. I want our limbs to merge, limber

While The Reaper Tarries
I hike the hills of Iaqua Where colors steal my breath away A dusty road, a verdant ridge A golden field, a swinging bridge Soft greens of every shade and hue A sky of iridescent blue An unexpected apple tree Where nature gives out snacks for free The apple, round and sweet and firm Try finding one without a worm What caused this giving tree to grow? The seed was planted long ago And tended by a calloused hand An act of faith I understand I learned it on the summer day I hiked the hills of Iaqua Everyone knows what everyone knows You can’t change the world with a kiss and a rose Sometimes a man has to stand up and fight When others are wrong and he knows that he’s right Everyone knows that the peace must be won That change only comes at the point of a gun Everyone knows, and it’s well understood That “they” are all bad and “we” are all good Everyone knows “they” are after our blood That if we don’t fight them, they’ll come like a flood They’ll bur

Music I Like
It's all the same, only the names will change Everyday it seems we're wasting away Another place where the faces are so cold I'd drive all night just to get back home [Chorus:] I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride I'm wanted dead or alive Wanted dead or alive Sometimes I sleep, sometimes it's not for days And the people I meet always go their separate ways Sometimes you tell the day By the bottle that you drink And times when you're all alone all you do is think [Chorus] I walk these streets, a loaded six string on my back I play for keeps, 'cause I might not make it back I been everywhere, still I'm standing tall I've seen a million faces an I've rocked them all I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride I'm wanted dead or alive I'm a cowboy, I got the night on my side I'm wanted dead or alive Wanted dead or alive ...and the road becomes my bride I have stripped of all but pride so in her I do confide and she keeps me satisfied

Jokes
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very

Testing The Waters
I reached my limit for rating pictures for the day! Chasing the past, I stumbled into the future. ~T. Sachs, Omnis Sapientia Salvo Emiolios A restless wind rustles through the leaves at my feet and caresses my hair softly. I am still, silent, lost. Just ahead is a fork in the road. I knew it was coming. But for all my foresight I am not prepared. The wind makes its exit, and forgets to leave me my answer. I contemplate the two choices that lie before me. One is long and winding, twisting and bending in endless circles. It seems to go nowhere and everywhere all at once. Rising and falling in a wild rhythm…the highs touch the sky… Yet the lows seem bottomless. The other path is straight, narrow, and overgrown. It feels familiar, quite like paths I have chosen before. There are no peaks…and there are no valleys. But the ground is uneven. There is no sure footing. Step…stumble…hesitate. I wait for the wind to bri

Save Joe Materek’s Life Fundraiser
Well, Big Joe had his surgery and made it through. So far, so good. Still have our fingers crossed... You never know with the after effects from brain surgery... Thanks to all for all the prayers for Big Joe :) SAVE JOE MATEREK’S LIFE FUNDRAISER Hosted By:: "FRIENDS OF JOE" When: Friday Jan 26, 2007 at 6:00 PM Where:: Zandri's Stillwood Inn 1074 South Colony Road (RT 5) Wallingford, CT 06492 United States SAVE JOE MATEREK’S LIFE FUNDRAISER WILL HOLD A DINNER/DANCE/SILENT AUCTION FRIDAY, JANUARY 26, 2007 Hello. My name is Joe, and in June of 2006, I was diagnosed with a brain tumor. I was devastated, especially after surgeons at UConn and Yale told me they couldn’t help. They did tell me that there is a surgical team that could do the very complicated procedure and that the team is in Los Angeles, California. The insurance company has denied the “out-of-state” procedure, even after numerous letters from the surgeons at Yale, UConn, my ph

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three positions u like: 1._____________________ 2._____________________ 3._____________________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous__ When is the best time to

Fubar Blogs
1. Jack was watching his Mom breast feeding his new baby sister. After a while he asked: "Mom why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?" 2. Melanie asked her Granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Said Melanie, "If you don't remember you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six." 3. Steven hugged and kissed his Mom goodnight. "I love you so much, that when you die I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window." 4. Brittany had an earache and wanted a painkiller. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her Mom explained it was a childproof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked: "How does it know it's me?" 5. Susan was drinking juice when she got the hiccups. "Please don't give me this juice again," she said, "It makes my teeth cough." 6. Danni stepped onto the bathroom scale and asked: "How much do I cost?

My Poems On Life
There are strange things done in the midnight sun By the men who moil for gold; The Arctic trails have their secret tales That would make your blood run cold; The Northern Lights have seen queer sights, But the queerest they ever did see Was that night on the marge of Lake Lebarge I cremated Sam McGee. Now Sam McGee was from Tennessee, where the cotton blooms and blows. Why he left his home in the South to roam â€˜round the Pole, God only knows. He was always cold, but the land of gold seemed to hold him like a spell; Though heâ€™d often say in his homely way that â€œheâ€™d sooner live in hell.â€ On a Christmas Day we were mushing our way over the Dawson trail. Talk of your cold! through the parkaâ€™s fold it stabbed like a driven nail. If our eyes weâ€™d close, then the lashes froze till sometimes we couldnâ€™t see; It wasnâ€™t much fun, but the only one to whimper was Sam McGee. And that very night, as we lay packed tight in our robes beneath the s

Lhr's Bs
Your beauty catches my eye, then wonderment, curiosity draws me closer. Wanting more I feel your pedals, soft, silky and making me want more. I draw you near, the fragrance has me closing my eyes and enjoying the sweet aroma and brings a calmness seldom felt. The thorns are many, some bringing pain as I forget that's your only defense against harm. Tho hurting something this beautiful is my last intention. These feelings brought out care not that you're only here for a short period. I step back and look at the whole bush. It's the bearer of this simple blossom, just one of many. That's when I realize it's the plant that has given me so much. Buds will turn to blossoms, those into the beautiful flowers. Many flowers over the spring, summer, and into the fall. Oh but the winter, what has become of my always giving friend? The moments of peace, the pleasures of it's being there when I needed it, it's softness, and mesmerizing scents? They are there, hidden deep

Special
1/19Ok all i want to thank you all for the motivation to help me and all the subjection to help me it has worked alot. I also have been ina work out program and i have been walking like a mile a day everyday. I also have cut out like almost all the the soda and i have been eating smaller portions when i eat at anytime. I weighted my self the other day and i seen that i am down 6 pounds form the last time that i was weighted at the start of our weight loss which we started on 1/12/09. i will keep you all updated and i will post a new pic with my next pic date. Please keep the good comments coming and the motivation to help us keep going. I would like to say a special ty to honey,rain, and simply for doing this and supporting we are all weight loss buddies show them support too ty. 1/27ok i want to say that i am very thankful for having friends and family that have helped me out with this weight loss in the past week i have tones my legs and arms up and i have lost another 2 pounds so

Tiffy's Thoughts
a friend of mine siad i should make my NSFW pics family only til i get some bling packs, happy hours, blasts etc. but i like to get the comments from people and stuff. what do you think? should i do it like she says and make them family only and go on a "give to get" type of system? let me hear what u think. :) ok apparently someone thinks it's funny to flag my pics as nsfw. im sorry everyone but they're all going to be family only from here on out. i want to put some things up about me on my profile. give me some questions about myself that you guys would like me to tell u. i hate talking about myself lol

Nothing Like 20 Fubshop Messenges Thats About Pics Nsfw
Touch the Darkness LMAO IMMATURE JEALOUS WHAT IS YOUR PROMBLEM THIS GOES TO WHOM EVER MARKED MY PICS 20 OF THEM NSFW AND NOT EVEN IN MY DEFAULT LMAO . I CAN PLAY GAMES I CAN BE A BITCH WHEN IN THE HELL ARE GROWN UPS GOING TO BE ADULTS INSTEAD OF 2 AND 4 YR OLDS , HAVE TO LMAO , ENJOYED YOUR CHILDISH BEHAVOR FITS YOU WILL . THANKS TO THOSE THAT RATED MY PICS DURING MY HAPPY HOUR AND BOMBED ME . GUESS CHILDREN WILL BE CHILDREN GO FOR IT , I CAN PLAY EVIL AND BE A BITCH BECAUSE IM A BITCH , I CAN BE A FRIEND OR A ENEMY WHICH EVER . SO, HOPE IT WAS WORTH YOUR TIME MARKIN NSFW DUMBASS . BREW

About Me
Notice to the public. Hello, MY NAME IS ROBERT STORK. I would like to live but at current nothing I do is close to it. There are several things happening to me that previously defy everything I knew to be possible. I Have been provided with information to possible situations which may be occuring. None of them am I completely sure of but have strong theory's about those that make the most sense to me. It all stated comming to light when I noticed things on my computer. From there it got progressivly worse. I would notice certain behaviors that did not seem normal when other online gamers would play. The specific events are impossible to remember but I will describe as much as possible. The first thing I noticed was while playing the game Counter Strike. I had joined a "clan" known as the A-TEAM former website www.ateamdod.tk. As I played I would notice my ability to play could be random at time. For instance if I would kill someone in an "awsome" manner, ne

Strong
SO YOU R AT EZ NOW THINKING OF ME ASKING U DO YOU WANT ME TO TOUCH YOU ALL THE PLACE YOU LOVE TO BE TOUCH YOU ANSWER WITH YES PLEASE! WE LAY THERE IN R UNDERWEARS AS U PUSH YOUR ASS ONTO MY DICK. I TELL U IN YOUR EAR WHAT I'M GO'N TO DO TO DAT FINE BODY. I START TO MOVE MY HANDS SLOWLY OVER YOUR SHOULDERS IN SLOW MOTION AS I FEEL YOU BODY START TO RELAXE IN MY HANDS. YOU GRIND YOUR SEXY ASS ON MY ROCK HARD DIC! I RUN ONE OF MY HANDS DOWN FROM YOUR NECK TO YOUR BREAST WERE I START TO CARESSING THEM AS I RUN MY FINGERS ALL OVER YOUR NIPPLES AS I LIC AND SUC ON THE SIDE OF YOUR NECK MMMM..... I CAN FEEL YOUR NIPPLE START TO GET HARD BETWEEN MY FINGERS AS YOU SLOWLY PLACE YOUR HAND BEHIND YOUR ASS SO THAT YOU CAN PUT YOUR HAND DOWN MY BOXERS SO YOU CAN STROKE MY DIC YOU SAY OOOO, HOW I LOVE HOW HARD IT IS AWWWWW..... I ROLL U OVER ONTO YOUR STOMACH RUN MY HANDS DOWN YOUR BACK INTO I GET TO YOUR THONG WERE I RUN MY FINGER DOWN AND UP THE MIDDLE OF YOUR ASS PULLING THEM TO ONE SIDE SO I CAN

Quizzes
You scored as Shy. You are shy, cute...but shy. There are a lot of people that find you attractive but you just aren't sure what to do.Shy94%Soft81%Sweet69%Wet69%Hot56%Exciting50%Violent31%Awkward13%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Cdnduke
i am really hurting right now cuz ever since i started to talk to this girl she finally just gave up on me and went with your her ex that beat her around and abusing her all the time and i told her that i was here for her but i guess that she doesnt want the help that she needs from me anymore and i hope that everyone that reads it will leave a comment on it if there is any ladies that want to add me on their msn messenger please free to do so cuz i am usually online alot and here is my email addy====Nascar8_3@hotmail.com and please a comment on this blog and please give this a good rating and please be nice to leave a comment after your donwe reading it thanks is there any ladies that would love to add me on their msn messenger and we could be able to chat on there instead of here please leave a comment

Sandimasgirl
I'm computer challenged and don't know how to edit my pic. I have a cam a digital camera and a mic. God bless! Debby I'm really struggling emotionally this year! I lost my first hubby labor day of 1994. This was the first year I put flowers on his grave for valentines day. This site rocks! I want to wish everyone a merry christmas, happy hanukkah (sp), happy new year! Thank you all sooo much for the love shown, for being fans, for the gifts, picture ratings! You guys are awesome! God bless! Debbie P.S. Stop by and say hi! Keep showing the love!

Anything And Everything
Heart n Soul I thought I knew what love was Till I met a man who showed me the light He opened my eyes to new things He opened my mind to new ideas He opened my soul to the light He opened my body to passion And he opened my heart to love like no other Before him all I knew was darkness To me love was always pain But I met him and darkness turned to light And pain turned to passion I curl up to him and I feel safe He looks at me I feel his love He touches me and I feel his passion I see in his eyes that I will always be safe I can't wait to come his wife To live our lives as one All because I finally found what true love is And I have found it in him In his heart In his eyes In his soul In his arms To the end of time I now know what love feels like And to be loved by another He is someone I know that will protect me That will show me the way That will guide me And that will be there for me in one way or another He is the man I truely love with all my he

Mj And Legalization #2
Study: Alcohol, Tobacco Worse Than Drugs LONDON -- New "landmark" research finds that alcohol and tobacco are more dangerous than some illegal drugs like marijuana or Ecstasy and should be classified as such in legal systems, according to a new British study. In research published Friday in The Lancet magazine, Professor David Nutt of Britain's Bristol University and colleagues proposed a new framework for the classification of harmful substances, based on the actual risks posed to society. Their ranking listed alcohol and tobacco among the top 10 most dangerous substances. Nutt and colleagues used three factors to determine the harm associated with any drug: the physical harm to the user, the drug's potential for addiction, and the impact on society of drug use. The researchers asked two groups of experts - psychiatrists specializing in addiction and legal or police officials with scientific or medical expertise - to assign scores to 20 different drugs, including heroin, coc

For Bulletin
Wishing all my friends have a wonderful holiday!! ♥Hugs and Kisses♥ ~Kristina~ Heather Wood will have you ROCKing HARD!!! Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

A Feeling
in case they weed me out u can always grab me on myspace,....i hope this X shit makes a change otherwise this will b one lonely site,... http://www.myspace.com/adeanak grrrrr im so fukkin pissed, dumb ass mutha fukka's workin for tha state dont know how to lick a fukkin envolope,..so now my fukkin license is floatin in tha mail,...ANOTHER 7-10 bizznezz days,...WTF??...these fukkin ppl cant take 3 seconds to like sum fukkin sticky shit on an envolope n seal that bitch,...i am beyond mad,...i have been waitin for this shit for months,..first it was a retard that sent it to my address in Massachusetts,..DUUUHHHHH mutha fukka y wud i transfer it from Massachusetts to Florida if i still lived in MA.???,...r these ppl fukkin stupid??...all i wanna do is go back to fukkin work i miss my shop soooo fukkin much n all i seem to b doin is runnin into problems with these fukktards at stateboard,,...y tha fukk does Florida have assmunchers workin for statboard??...i mean really,...u cant lick

Insaneblog's
Hi ppl I need lots of rankings and comments, i want to buy a dimond ring for tricia, for our ct weding, and i need help, i figure if everyone votes 10 on my pics and leaves comments please help me, I will help u2 Omfg, wow. I feel amazing, i have been walking on a cloud, I have found my love, she is a goddess, Her and I have everything in common, I feel so in love, I am even gonna ct marry her :), but wow, I haven't felt so good in a long time, and omfg she is hot. I am in love and it feels great. her name is Tricia, or u may know her as Baby T, she is a sweetheart, and she stole my heart. If u tell some one to go slow, but they move at lightspeed, and crash is it your fault, if u are not exclusive can u realy be hurt that there are other ppl, well im sick of the shit, im 23, I have a long life ahead of me, im not going to make decisions yet, can u just love me a s a person, huh, not as potential property, why must i be yours, why, I need to step back before my head explodes, AHHHHHHH

Sad
YESTERDAY, AUGUST 1, 2007 WAS THE HARDEST DAY OF MY LIFE, I BURIED MY GRANDMOTHER. BUT AT THE FUNERAL SERVICE I SAID SOMETHING ABOUT MY GRANDMOTHER AND I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH YOU ALL. SOO, HERE YA GO... So, I had a lot of trouble thinking of what to say today. I didnt know how to get the words out or how to say it. I have thought about trying to have a conversation with nan or something, but I felt like I just had to let it flow, soooo….here it goes. I have dreaded this day for a really long time. I didn’t think It would be happening so soon though. This means that the person I love most in this world (besides my mother and father of course) is no longer with us. But, she is finally at peace, looking down on all of us, as she is eating her balsamic chicken over rice from Mother Kelly’s or her seven layer cake from Zomick’s. But, after 35 years of being a widow, she is finally reunited with her one true love, my Papa Normy. My nan was an extraordinary woman. She

Photo Contests & Giveaways
Here is something I've started for FUN!! A FuBaR Gifts Giveaway There is WAY TOO MUCH DRAMA HERE ON FuBAR, time to have some fun, again!! The rules are simple: 1) You must have an APPROVED FuBar Salute Photo (unless I personally Know you) 2) You can Comment of your own picture, even Bomb it if you want too. 3) There is NO TIME LIMIT for this Giveaway! 4) I should have to say this one; but I think I better: Please remember that this is for some FuBar Virtual Gifts, ONLY. 5) All gifts are cumulative! 6) Please give me time to get you the gifts, it might take me a day or two. But you will get everything you earned. 7) NO NSFW PHOTO!!! How to enter: 1) Just send me a Message with your Picture link in it. 2) Please title it GIVEAWAY, so it doesn't get lost with the Military Blogs mail. 3) I'll RIP the Photo, so hopefully some people will fellow the link back to your page. I added more gift levels! So check out the

Devil's Gate
From the land of majestic mountains From plains made of gold and Across the ocean blue. Flying through ancient Europe Over Turkey and Istanbul Into the southern Desert We wait here at hells gate, Waiting to go through. I wrote a book!! It was an experience that I'll never forget. I also found that I enjoyed doing it. It was a great mind excersise and I would suggest that everyone should try it. It really was an experiment. It was something I did in my spare time while I was deployed in Iraq, so I was able to place frustration and feelings in the story that I didn't want to share with any one else at the time. I just thought I'd let everyone know about it. Should anyone be interested, here's the website to look at. https://www.createspace.com/3374208 Have a good one. Devil's Gate For it was without a doubt that we would leave, For time was of all imprtance and home a relief. Now that we're here, we can't wait to go home, Wi

Lord Of Darkness
Standing alone feeling the cold steel of my gun against my head. Knowing that my sacrafice wont heal all damage i did. Knowing I wont cause anymore pain or destruction. i search down deep in my soulless body looking for any signs of any love in me anymore. I get a devilish smirk on my face eyes turn pure red i am the lord of darkness of course i dont fall in love i destroy love. I was born to bring pain destruction and darkness to this world. i look deep into your eyes falling deeper and deeper in love with you. seeing the smile we put on each others face makes my heart melt. i put my forehead agains yours looking deep into your eyes falling deeper and deeper in love with you. i kiss your sweet lips. feeling our hearts beat faster known were both falling deeper and deeper in love. i lock our fingers and whisper in your ear i never want to let you go i want to stay like this forever and ever. just you and me together in love with each other forever finally got some disturbed tickets for

Funnies My Boys Say!
last week my youngest asks his brother.. do you ever have headaches? The oldest says..not much. The youngest says..I do..must be because I have a larger Brain! 2nd story..just done tonight.. we were watchin national lampoons vacation...theres a part in the movie where the boy is in his cousins room..they are looking at playboy magazines.. the cousin says..These magazines come in very handy..i use the alot The boy says.."how" anyways..my oldest who is 12 says.. how do they come in handy? how does he use them? Youngest says.."he reads them..duh!" as for me..other than laughing..I just went along with the youngest..I mean..seriously..how do you explain? LOL. Oldest is getting of age..but still clueless! :D

A Few Ff's About Me
I really do love this site...it's occupied quite a bit of my time. But I'd like to share a few things I would like you to try and avoid when being my friend cause it bums me out when i hafta block people...plus a few extras Don't: 1.Please dont ask me for nudity..I get REALLY irritated.If I wanted to show u I would do so. 2.My fubar broadcast WILL NOT contain any sort of flashing,standing up on command...zero nudity of any kind actually 3.I dont care what you rate me or have to say about me so ur better off not wasting ur time being immature when we disagree. 4.I'm no longer moving my top friends or family upon request...buying me shit on here is fine,ull prolly get family access but i think thats a pretty fair trade. To ask me to rearrange my fubar to best suit u is retarded and so are u if u ask 5.I do in fact enjoy a good convo about sex but when its all u seem to be able to talk about...u kinda bore me and ill prolly discontinue talkin so much 6.Askin me about

Ray@ Lostcherry
Friendly AdviceAdd to My Profile | More Videos BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Seung-Hui brought a gun to school, He told NBC that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to college, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Seung-Hui shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Seung-Hui, Got the gun from a store that sold guns to mental patients. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always w

Hurt
My fiancee has now left me and I lose the trailer I was living in and move back in with my mom.I end up throwing every thing away except about four boxes that has pictures and some other stuff.Everything else is thrown away because of the roaches being so bad and I didnt want any memories anyway.Me and my son have seven pairs of clothes to our names and only one pair of shoes.I cry for three days without talking eating or sleeping.After then I finally talk and tell what has happened.I continue crying for a week.I no longer watch tv or even go out of bedroom because I dont care anymore.I just exist.The second week I come around and start talking online I make the net my world.I make sure my son gets to school I get my other son every other weekend.My life goes on.I meet interesting people on here who without them I might still be very upset.To those of you who helped me get over something very difficult I would like to take the time to personaly thank you.Wes you are over seas and servi

My Videos
Love Make video montages at onetruemedia.com [Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Text*] RATHER THAN MAKE 2 AND 3 POSTS A DAY AND GET FRUSTRATED WHEN DOING SO I DECIDED TO MAKE IT SIMPLER SINCE IT CHANGES SOOO FREQUENTLY...WELL LAST NIGHT WAS A GOOD NIGHT FOR HIM HE ONLY WOKE ONCE COUGHING AND THERES NOOOOOOOOO BLOOD WOO HOO. ANYWAYS HIS DOCTOR SAID THAT IT IS HIS TOP PORTION OF HIS LUNGS THAT ARE WORKING AND THAT IT WOULD BE BAD IF IT WAS THE BOTTOM, SO HE HAS MADE IT THROUGH THE DAY AND HE SOUNDS HOARSE AND TIRED AND WEAK STILL. I WASNT ABLE TO GO AND SEE HIM TODAY :( BUT HE IS DOING WELL. HIS DOCTOR SAID THAT HE LOOKS BETTER TODAY THAN HE HAS AND THATS A START AND HIM RESTING IS GOOD TOO. THEY ARE TAPERING DOWN ON HIS STEROIDS THAT HES BEEN ON FOR MONTHS AND MONTHS PART OF THE SWELLING HE HAS TOO...THEY ARE CHANGING HIM FROM THE CLOTTING MEDICINE AS AN IV TO THE PILLS SINCE ITS WORKING. AND NO OTHER REACTION :) CROSSING FINGERS AND KEEPING THEM THAT WAY. HE HAS TALKED WITH ME 3 DIFFERENT

About My Mom's Cancer
The Very Latest Update, About My Mom's Cancer (please read) The Very Latest Update, About My Mom's Cancer (please read) To all of my dear friends, First of all, please let me apologize, for not being online (lately), as much as I would like to be. I do value all of you, who are on my friends list! Also, please forgive the length of this Bulletin, and please excuse any typos, or puntuation mistakes. I am writing this to let you all know, what is happening with my Mom (and me). For the past couple of months, my family and I, have been going through a lot. As for myself, I feel that I have reached my breaking point! I will now, bring you, up-to-date, about my Mom's condition. My mind is a bit "scattered", so please bear with me. It has been awhile, so I will write a quick re-cap, for you. Back in May of 2006, my Mom's oncologist ordered an "early" bone marrow biopsy, because he was concerned with her blood count, and they had found protein in her urine, a sure sign, that the cancer

Funny Stuff!
The year's "Best Comeback" line If you ever testify in court, you might wish you could have been as sharp as this policeman. He was being cross-examined by a defense attorney during a felony trial. & nbsp;The lawyer was trying to undermine the policeman's credibility.... Q: "Officer -- did you see my client fleeing the scene?" A: "No sir. But I subsequently observed a person matching the description of the offender, running several blocks away." Q: "Officer -- who provided this description?" A: "The officer who responded to the scene." Q: "A fellow officer provided the description of this so-called offender. Do you trust your fellow officers?" A: "Yes, sir. With my life." Q: "With your life? Let me ask you this then officer. Do you have a room where you change your clothes in preparation for your daily duties?" A: "Yes sir, we do!" Q: "And do you have a locker in the room?" A: "Yes sir, I do." Q: "And do you have a lock on your

I'm Grown......
Aiight Ladies & Gentlemen, Whut's the deal??? I know we all have our sexual preferences that we like,but dont put people down because they not up to YOUR standards!! Thats bullshit! Not only that but it makes it harder for guys like me to get a shot of ass cause you done broke some womans heart! Not to sound selfish but i like to fuck as im sure every human on this planet likes to do. I have no preferences in my women im not a big guy, i'm not a millionare, and i damn sure ain't Mr.Perfect. So? Whut do i have to offer women who find me attractive? I'll tell you and this may be the secret to get more women to like you, Wan know whut it is?? TELL THE FUCKIN" TRUTH!!! That's it! Easy huh? It sucks that i waited 28 yrs to start doing it, but better late than never. Anyhoo, yea tell the truth, i do. When i meet women sometimes i tell them flat out i wan fuck. They seemed surprised at first but it's the truth! Why wait 3wks, 3mths before we come to the inevitable?? at least i know im not was

I Don't Even Know What 2 Say About This
ATLANTA (AP) — The Georgia Supreme Court unanimously threw out the state's hate crimes law Monday, calling it over-broad and "unconstitutionally vague." The four-year-old law calls for stiffer criminal penalties for crimes in which a victim was chosen because of "any bias or prejudice." The 7-0 ruling came in the case of a man and woman convicted of an assault on two black men in Atlanta's Little Five Points neighborhood. Angela Pisciotta and Christopher Botts were convicted of beating two black men while screaming racial epithets in 2002. The trial judge sentenced them to six years in prison, plus an additional two years under the hate crimes law. Pisciotta and Botts appealed to the state's highest court in April. Their lawyers argued that the hate crimes statute should be struck down because almost any crime involving prejudice falls under its scope. The court wrote Monday that it "by no means condon(es) appellants savage attack on the victims in this case or any co

Just Stuff On My Mind!!
When people look at me, they think I am a happy-go lucky person.But in reality,I'm not.My heart breaks alittle more each day.I try to paste on a smile to fool people into thinking there is nothing wrong.I just feel like jumping off the highest cliff so everyone would be happy that I am gone.I love my kids and I would do anything for them but they are hurting and there is really nothing I can do for them except to try and be there for them.My daughter is only 2 so she is not sure whats going on but my 2 boys do.I hear it everyday from them that they love their dad but dont understand why he does what he does.13 yrs is a long time to just give up but it's over.I have cried so much that I can probably water a corn field with no problem.What I hate is that I dont have anyone to talk to.I am just at my wits end with everything and everyone.I keep asking myself,who wants a single mother of 3 kids?? Answer,noone!! I think the thing that hurts the most is that I still love him so much.Even aft

Cross Country Trip
Happy Friday and much Luv to my blog readers. I want to let all of you know that I am back home in Florida. All I can say is I had a blast. I will be posting pictures soon. Saying Hello and sending much luv to my blog readers. This will be my last blog entry for a few days. Tomorrow I will be riding with a few of my California friends up into the redwoods. No laptop, cell phone. Hopefully I will have plenty of pictures to post. Tuesday the 12th I begin my trip back to Florida. My drive east from the San Francisco area will take me to Reno, Nevada. From Reno to Salt Lake City, Utah then onto Cheyenne, Wyoming. From Cheyenne to Lincoln, Nebraska then south to Kansas City, Nashville to Atlanta and into Florida. Any of my CherryTap friends on my route? that would be cool to know. A big Hello and much luv to my Blog readers. Yesterday was a good day for a ride. My brother in Law had a place in mind to ride to that he thought I would enjoy. With gas tanks full he and I rode out of

Clan Lupin
Welcome to Clan Lupin this blog is dedicated to the Wolfen Watchdogs of Lestat's Dark Covenant. For many years the Wolfen or werewolves have guarded the family with there lives, now it is once more time to make our clan strong as this wonderful family needs our kind once more, we are the watchdogs and personal body guard¡¯s to the family, members that are dedicated to the family and everything it stands for, High Elder Wolfe Alpha Of the Clan. We are now able to except applications for the clan from outside the family look at rule 9 for more details thank you ^_^ To join one must be loyal to the Clan & the family and faithful to the point that you Could turn away from friends, now I don't say this lightly as if it where some game! The Wolfen must be Watchdogs to the family and as such we are honor bound to the family if you think you have what it takes to be a Wolfen of Clan Lupin then go to ether High Elder Wolfe and £ost ÍnŤheÐark Secound whose links are on this blog.

From Them To Me, To You
THOUGHT THIS MIGHT MAKE YOU LAUGH Three Labrador Retrievers 1. Three Labrador Retrievers were sitting in the waiting room at the vet's when they struck up a conversation. The black Lab turned to the chocolate Lab and said, "So why are you here?" The brown Lab replied, "I'm a pisser. I piss on everything... the sofa, the curtains, the cat, the kids. But the final straw was last night when I pissed in the middle of my owner's bed." The black Lab said, "So what is the vet going to do?" "Gonna cut my nuts off," came the reply from the chocolate Lab. "They reckon it'll calm me down." The black Lab then turned to the yellow lab and asked, "Why are you here?" The yellow Lab said, "I'm a digger. I dig under fences, dig up flowers and trees, I dig just for the Hell of it. When I'm inside, I dig up the carpets but I went over the line last night when I dug a great big hole in my owner's couch." "So what are they going to do to you?" the black Lab inquired. "Looks like I'm lo

Wiccan Rituals And Spells
Prepare area, gather all tools and set up altar Bathe, add Sandalwood, Frankincense and Cinnamon. Add Sea Salt, light candles and concentrate on what is before you. Purify space and open the circle. Face the East, raise your projective hand and point to the sky. Say..."Powers of Air, I do summon, stir and call you now to witness this rite and guard this circle. Powers of Air, be with me as I journey between worlds." Turn to the South, point your hand & say..."Powers of Fire, I do summon, stir and call you now to witness this rite and guard this circle. Powers of Fire, be with me as I journey between worlds." Turn to the West, Point your hand and say..."Powers of Water, I do summon, stir and call you to witness this rite and guard this circle. Powers of Water, be with me as I journey between worlds." Turn to the North, point your hand and say..."Powers of Earth, I do summon, stir and call you to witness this rite and guard this circle. Powers

Empty Inside
So on monday the 5th was the hardest day of my life. I had to say goodbye to my husband for the third time bec he went to Iraq. The first day of him leaving so stressful and didn't think I could get through it. Just looking at my kids especially because they are going to miss him too so now im gonna be mommy and daddy. Been there done that before though. It was really hard for him with our youngest because he is going to miss everything about her. I am so use to this but it doesn't get any easier really. It does get easy sometimes bec like I know what im gonna do without him being here bec I have gone through this before. I know how to handle myself without him here. The hardest part is him missing out on the kids and the cuddling with him. Its ok though because I know I am strong and I can get through this. I have a lot of great friends now up here in NY and his family is only an hour south of us. Its nice to have all these friends and family but there still not him. Without him i

My Blog
well i was bummed earlier tonight - i found out a friend of mine was no friend at all - and i admit i was very sad i had given him time - a shoulder to cry on - all the stuff a friend does - only to be forgotten like yesterdays trash i dunno why i am suprised - i should be use to the losers - but i really thought he was a decent guy i just wanna say - well fuck you buddy - u are an asshole lol well its officially aug 17th now in 1999 - one of my best friends and her four sons (my god sons) were driving home from the mall - in the family mini van - they had been shopping - it was 2 in the afternoon a drunk driver was going 150km in a 50 zone - driving the wrong way down the road in an F350 he hit them head on and killed them all - he came out without a scratch i miss them every single day - i wonder how they would look now - i wonder what they would have loved in school - if the would have sung in the christmas recitals today should have been my oldes

Death Stuff
Only just read this... sad. "Sci-fi screenwriter Dan O'Bannon, whose film credits include Alien and Total Recall, has died aged 63. The Writers Guild of America confirmed he passed away on Thursday in a Californian hospital. He began his career in 1974 with the movie Dark Star, which he co-wrote with director John Carpenter. O'Bannon continued writing sci-fi and horror pictures including Invaders from Mars, Bleeders and The Return Of The Living Dead, which he also directed. " Source :BBC Online "Carry On actor Jack Douglas, who was also known for his theatrical work in plays and pantomimes, has died aged 81. He had been ill in recent years and died on the Isle of Wight, where he lived with his partner, Vivien Howell." Source : BBC Online News "Neal Hefti, composer of the theme from the Batman TV series, has died in Los Angeles at the age of 85. The iconic music, which Hefti described as the "hardest piece I ever wrote", was a Top 40 hit and won a Grammy Award in 1

$5 Milion Fubuck Contest!
That's right.. Click on the pic below to come place your bid on me.. I'm in this auction as well.. so you have 2 chances to own me.. so lets get the bidding started!!! click on this link to place your bid and please dont forget to rate this blog as well.. thanks to all that bid and rate! Please dont forget to a/f/r the Auction host! Ok here's how it is going to go .. Get as many people to you can to come to my page, rate me, add me and mainly FAN me.. once they have done that they need to send me a drink and in the message area have them tell me who sent them (and that they became my fan) to my page.. the person who sends me the most people that become my Fan will win the $5 milion fubucks.. Pretty simple right.. so lets get started.. Contest will start Sept. 6th @ noon futime / 3pm est and will end Sept 13th @ 3pm est / noon futime Im in an auction and so far the bid is just a lil over 200k fubucks.. come bid on me and own me for a month.. click the li

Simple Thoughts
A day goes by and the sun goes down. At the end of the day I am left with my thoughts. Thoughts of where I want to be, who I am, and thoughts concerning my heart. If I take a place in my life and analyze it, I tend to find that at some point during that time, I was happy. People always tell me "Kyle you always have an answer for everything and it gets annoying." I say I always have positive thoughts and look for the good in everything. So which is more true I ask myself. Personally I don't care what people think. I know myself better than anyone but God. When I step back and look at myself over the years, out of all the things I have done, mostly bad but I have done good things as well, I will have to honestly say I am truely happy with myself. I am proud that I am self educated. I am proud my heart is big enough to hold the world and I am proud to have each one of you play a part in my life. Each one of the people in my life (yes this includes you wonderful people of fubar) have a bea

Vids.
Help save the economy. Call this number 973 409 3274 And listen to a 30 second explanation of how legalizing marijauna will help save the economy. Press pound at the end if you agree. 1 million endorsements and the proposal gets sent to Barack Obama. Spread the word! I missed her good videos... the ones that featured actual dancing instead of just the sluttiness. Funny it comes out in this video of her sluttiest song yet. Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how t

Religion And Government
Christians claim God created humanity to worship him with free will but humans became something God did not intend (an arrogant statement implying humans outsmarted God). By disobeying they rendered God's perfect creation to be imperfect. God planned creation, and planned salvation. Let's look at the Scriptural evidence. You can read the story of Adam and Eve and the fall from grace in Genesis chapter 3. God told Adam and Eve to not eat the fruit from the tree of knowledge of good and evil, lest they die, giving them "free choice", instead of exercising his will over them.... (You do not have free will if you are commanded to do something and expected to obey. This is circumstantial will.) The serpent told Eve that God knew they would not die but "...God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, & you will be like God, knowing good & evil." After eating the fruit of knowledge of good & evil, God himself proclaimed to his pantheon of male & female gods (whose image huma

Food For Thought
1.Think back over the last few days, - how many times have you felt appreciation towards another? How many times have you thought about another: 'what a lovely smile', or 'she is so nice', or 'such a kind man', or any of a myriad of other appreciative thoughts. Did you express them? Did you come up to her and say: 'you are so nice'? And why not? Why did you stop divine grace from flowing freely from your heart? Do you want to change the world to the better? This is it, this is how you start. 2. You have to agree that you are less and that someone else is more to feel inferior. If you don't agree, you can not possibly feel inferior. You might know something less, or you might be able to do something less, but you ARE unique and hence simply incomparable. Do not buy into being reduced to an object of comparison. 3.) Holding onto anger and old hurts hardens your heart and hurts only you. Ask for help in letting go of the anger. Ask to see the situation through the eyes of compassi

2011
It's that time of year again and normally I don't make resolutions because to be honest I almost never keep them lol But this year I'm going to make them and I'm going to do my best in keeping them. What's the saying "Don't Quit Quitting"! So here goes in no particular order of importance: 1. It's time to get back to exercising at least 3 times a week and eating healthier. I thought maybe this year I'd like to possibly take up running (won't guarantee this will happen but I might try it at some point). 2. Remove the toxic people from my life and surround myself with more positive, happy, and supportive people. 3. Catch up on all my reading that I've fallen behind on. I have a box full of books that I've been meaning to read and if that means I have to spend less time on the computer, then I'll be MIA around here a little bit more. 4. Spend more time focusing on my photography. I went to school for it, so I might as well do something with it. Hope everyone ha

Why?
BESIDES NONE OF MY FRIENDS READING MY BULLETIN TO GO VOTE FOR ME IN THE CONTEST I AM IN, I ADDED A PIC LASTNIGHT THAT NOBODY HAS VOTED OR COMMENTED ON! SO THE NEXT TIME YOU WANT MY HELP, DON'T GET PISSED OFF WHEN I DON'T! I NEED MORE FANS!!!! Why is it when I add pics...I get only a couple people to vote on a couple of them, not matter how many I add? *SIGH*

Online Tests Etc
Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 86% PureTake the Purity Test at NaughtyQ.com What Kind of Dater Are You? Too Shy to Try!Do you date at all? You're so introverted. Get some confidence! Look in the mirror every once in a while and just say, ''I'm good enough. I'm smart enough. And gosh darn it, people like me.''Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com You Are a Freedom Rocker! You're stuck in the 70s - for better or worse Crazy hair, pot soaked clothes, and tons of groupies Your kind showed the world how to rock Is that freedom rock?... Well turn it up man!

Ideas That Sound Good At The Time
OK .. so I posted I would pay the first 10 newbies for Drinks First was Griz's Girl Second was this page looks fun glad to be here Alieta Bynum I've entered a contest. I've comment bombed people. I've been comment bombed. I want to see if I can do a contest that gives the winners blasts. 1st place would get a week long blast 2nd place would get a 3 day blast 3rd place would get a 1 day blast I'm thinking 5000 comments and 100 ratings. Most of us have over 100 friends. Other prizes might be offered for other runners up. Any thoughts? 1.) EVER SLEEP WITH A CO-WORKER? yes 2.) EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? yes 3.) EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? yes 4.) EVER CRY DURING SEX? yes 5.) DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? yes 6.) EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? yes 7.) EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? no 8.) DIRTY TALK, OR SHUT THE FUCK UP? talk dirty to me 9.) EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? yes 10.) EVER MASTERBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT O

What Kind Of Angel Was I Before I Came To Earth!!
You scored as Angel of Guidance, You were the Angel of Guidance! Before you were sent down to Earth to be tested and be a human, you used to guide people in the right direction when they faced a problem or a seemingly hopeless situation. You looked out for humans using the stars as your eyes during the night when it was dark. Even today as a human, your friends and family often ask you for advice and always trust you because you know what is right and lead everyone in the right direction. Angel of Guidance100% Guardian Angel96% Angel of Prayer96% Angel of Good Fortune71% Angel of Hope71% Angel of Death7% What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com WEll I think that I have a lot of friends!!I got a lot of valentine comments and thank you to all!!I still didnt have anyone to share the day with and be with but my friends helped me thru it!!I hope that everyone had a wonderful valentines day!!edwin [ fubar.com photo: 154855741 ] i ho

Timmys Bedtime Story (explicit Poetry)
Her urges getting stronger, she was starting to get distraut. She headed out of town, to a place she wouldn't get caught. She went to Warsaw City, to a bar they call Miss kitty. She needed to find a victim, she needed to fill her crave. She looked around the bar, for the next one to send to their grave. In the corner of the bar, A woman with bright blonde hair. Lucious long legs, firm tits what a pair. She walked over to her, "I'm Contessa and you would be?" "It's nice to meet you, my name is Marie." They sat at a table, had a few drinks and a talk. "It's alittle smokey in here, would you like to take a walk?" They walked out of the bar, "Would you like to go to my place?" She sweetly told her yes with a smile on her face. They arrived at Marie's house, sat down at the table. She wondered if she could seduce this girl. She wondered if she was able. She walked over to her decided to make her move. She started kissing her lips, Marie began to get into gr

Stupid People
I'm qualifying myself for this one. Have you ever caught yourself thinking about someone all the time, about all the promises the two of you made and then have them shattered by a dose of reality? I just did. I knew it was too good to be true but for some reason I wanted it to work even though I knew it never would. I'm just a hopeless romantic *sigh* My mother always said that privileges come with age. At 15 I got my permit and started driving places with them in the car, at 16 I got my license and was allowed to drive wherever but I still had a curfew. Well 2 years later she still refuses to let go of me as a little girl. I'm still stuck with a 10 or 11 o'clock curfew because I live at home and have to follow my conservative mothers rules still. It sucks, here I am still having to sneak out as if I was still 14 and wanted to go to a party or out with friends. It's pathetic really, the way she thinks that controlling my main money account which the bank wont switch over to me

Random Thoughts
thought for this a.m. is..... BLAH! blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah and blah fucking blah! so if your reading this BLAH!!!!!! If it looks like a duck, walks like a duck, quacks like a duck... Its a duck I know I'm brilliant :P so life give ya a bunch of lemons what do you do? make lemonade of course :P a friend told me about the skype chat thingy so im bored over there trying to figure it out says there are 10,232,233 people online thats alot of people are any of them you? :P happy tuesday Brats :P

Just Everyday Things
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our ol

Refer A Friend!
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Me On Abc News ...
To All My Family & Top Friends .. I have been struggling with leaving Fu for sometime, as you all know. The draw here obviously is the great people I have met and how much I miss you all when I'm not here. You all have my contact info now though, so the decision to keep in touch is yours. Fu served its purpose for me at a time when I needed it desperately, when Nick was deployed. There are 4 of you that had I not met then, I would not have made it through his deployment .. you know who you are (My Cowboy Ways, Commo Daddy, Kerosene & cavhorseman, written in order of meeting, but all almost on day one of me coming to fu). I thank you with all my heart and you will forever be in it. Love you 4 dearly. Fu has long since passed its purpose for me .. I'm not a game player, I take things too literal and way to much to heart .. just not where I need to be anymore. I hope if you come to my page, you find something there that makes you smile, laugh and remember that someone thinks of you,

Sotm
In celebration of me finding out that Seether is coming to Nashville in 2 1/2 months, I'm posing a Seether song. Seether :: Untitled track [Come with me] Afrikaans lyrics: Kom Saam Met My Ons sal die 'lede agterlaat Kom Saam Met My En ons sal sien wat gebeur Ons is so bly Dit is die einde van die plaat Kom Saam Met My Ons wil dit alles beter maak Jy kan hier bly Sodra jy alles gaan beleef Die plaat's verby En ons soek 'n koue bier Kom drink met my Daar is so veel om oor to praat Kom Saam Met My Ons wil dit alles beter maak Translation: Come with me We'll leave the past behind Come with me And we'll see what happens We are so happy It's the end of the record Come with me We want to make it all better You can stay here As long as you will expereince everything This album's over And we want a cold beer Come drink with me There is so much to talk about Come with me We want to make it all better omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg

Drowning
BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES US CLEAN BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT STRIPS AWAY THE DIRT BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES AWAY OUR SINS BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT FLOODS THIS EARTH AGAIN BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT ONCE CLEANED THIS LAND BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT ALMOST WIPED OUT THE SPECIES OF MAN BLESSED BE THE ONE WHO WALK THROUGH THE RAIN DAMNED IS THE ONE WHO CANT FEAL THE PAIN CANT SEE THE TRUETH CANT SEE THE SLAIN THE WEAK AND POOR DROWNING IN THE RAIN LOST TO ALL WHO DOES NOT SEE THE PLAIN THE GATES ARE OPEN TO YOU WHO CAN SWIM THEY WILL NEVER CLOSE IF YOUR FAITH IS IN HIM BUT MINE IS NOT SO STRONG ANYMORE WAVERING IN ITSELF LOST THE CONNECTION THAT ONCE WAS THE WAY FOR ALL ICAN ASK IS TO HAVE MERCY ON THE INNOCENT AND WEAK FOR OUR FAITH IS TIMID SO BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES US AWAY DROWNING FOREVER IN THIS LAKE THAT BURNS MY SOUL ONE MORE DAY AT THE OFFICE LOL

One Word
DEEP INTO THE DARKEST PLACE, EXISTENCE IS FADING, MULTIFORMITY IS DEAD. ADVERSITY IS BREAKING ME DOWN. TRADGEDY HAS STRUCK US WITH LIES AND SUPPRESSION. THOUGHTS ARE FILLING MY HEAD. MY MIND WANDERS INTO WHERE I DONT KNOW. TIME MOVES FASTER THAN I CAN. PAIN IS SUCH A HORRID TEMPTATION THAT CAUSES US TO SEEK ATTENTION. WE HURT BECAUSE WE REJECT THE ONES OF EXCELLENCE AND FOLLOW THE ONES OF FAILURE. OUR WORDS WORK IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS AND CAN BE SOME OF THE MOST HURTFUL THINGS IN LIFE. OUR BLEEDING SOULS FADE INTO THE DARKNESS AS VIOLENCE FILLS OUR MIND WITH NEGATIVITY. REALITY BECOMES A TRAGIC STORY THAT WE TRY TO FIX WITH PERFECTION AND GLORY. WE SEEK TO FIND TRUTH IN OUR LIVES, BUT BEHIND IT WE'RE FACED WITH HORRID LIES

States I Visited
visited 14 states (28%)Create your own visited map of The United States Cowboy/Biker The Slow, Fast lane By Russell (Thor) Wade Was posed a real question Not too long ago, Was I Cowboy or a Biker At the time I didn’t know A leather vest, a cowboy hat Poised up on my bod, Long hair and cowboy boots Wow, go figure that Does he ride a horse or bike? Was the question on that day? I tell you that’s what I like Much to their dismay. Not much of a horseman ‘On a steel steed I ride Is there a difference Both have a six shooter by their side. The legend of a biker And cowboys are all the same Riding the open spaces Is the name of their game. @

And So It Begins . . .
So I just finished my second month of school. The second wasn't necesarily harder, but it was definitely more time consuming. A lot more projects and presentations, but I managed to still keep my 4.0 with an A+. The school has kind of a hard grading scale.A+ is 95-100% and is a 4.0A is 90-95% and is a 3.5B+ is 85-90% and is a 3.0B is 80-85% and is a 2.5Etc . . . If school tneds to stay more on par with the second class, I might have to cut back to part time at work. Will have to wait and see though. I'm really enjoying school so far, but it's fairly taxing. I just hope I can continue to keep it up. Well, if you are here, I assume that you were hoping to find something insightful about my past, personality, or possibly just my current thoughts and feelings. I would recommend destroying the part of your brain that gave you that god awful idea. In my stay on fubar, however long that has been (I'm too lazy to go look at my join date), I've never bothered with blog. Whether it's here, mysp

Know What I Love?
I know I'll probably get some hate mail on this, but I really don't care. I fucking love Deal or No Deal. So much so, I got three versions installed on my computer and over the weekend, my sick ass went to a Wal-Mart, Target and a K-Mart looking for a DVD version of the game. I did find it at the K-Mart after looking in their messy toy section four or five times. ($23.09 by the way, just 48 cents less than what I would have paid if I bought it online.) Oh, and I got the logo as my background now. So there. What can I say? I'm a game show junkie. Sometimes, I just need a laugh. Two days ago, I was having a really shitty day. I was doing the switchboard thing all day at work, which left me little time to get my actual work done. Then just before I leave work, I call my cell phone only to find out it’s still off, after being told for about a week that my folks were gonna pay my part of the bill to turn it back on. When I get home, I find out that my portion of the bill was used to

Not Really A Blog..
How does it feel, To feel like you do? How does it feel, Do see like you do? How does it feel, Do be dead inside like I do? Wandering thoughts on this cloudy night, Why are the stars our tonight? The time when I need them the most, They are hiding and laughing amongst. No more stars to sleep under, The moon as long since slept, All I see is this bottle and my Old Friend, And I precive a long night ahead.. Good night my friends, And sleep well on this trip, Goodnight my loved ones, Who are long since dead. Dream on, and see the play about to unfold, For I am the joker and this story is mine to be told.. Do you not love poetry on the fly? I just wrote this randomly, let me know what you think. Odd mood, sick, and drunk.. PE@E, -Lupo OK, so I am probally not going to update thing thing, really. I have a site I have been posting blogs on for quite a fewa years. So I don't think I'll be using this one. If you want to rad my blog, then

Vocab
The Picto-Personality TestYou are a person who is very calm and kind. You go out of your way to help people who need your help.When alone, you appreciate being able to do nothing if you want to, and setting your own pace for things.You are intelligent. You use your time to its fullest potential and will go very far in life.In the future you will be happy and live richly.Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com Rissa -- [adjective]:100% kinky 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Thoughs Of The Moment
well its seems we have another bitch boy cum guzzling guter sinpe on here i was in pm with killa moe over some rummers he was wrong on and well here ill let you read:: shdwpendragon: hey biggkm18fn7: hey can u im me later? i am watching a very importent DVD shdwpendragon: no cayse shdwpendragon: we need to talk biggkm18fn7: if u was a bret hart fan u'd understand..for real bro. shdwpendragon: i am but what you said to stag was faluse biggkm18fn7: it was a rumer. i heard it around. biggkm18fn7: so i thought i'd bring it to light shdwpendragon: its falae i know for fact shdwpendragon: well you crossed the line shdwpendragon: you had no proff biggkm18fn7: it was something from a message that one of your members sent shdwpendragon: and for you to do hat shdwpendragon: no it wasnt who i want name biggkm18fn7: god anubis. biggkm18fn7: he sent me some shit i guess callie sent him thru yahoo shdwpendragon: hes not ours biggkm18fn7: i'll send it later. ca

About My Kids
Well let me start at the beginning..... When I was 34 weeks pregnant the doctor did an ultrasound because I wanted to know if she was a boy or a girl. He found something unusual about it and sent us to the hospital for a better ultrasound. They said that there was something wrong with her intestines and sent us to Columbia to a specialist. The specialist (Dr. Floyd) did another ultrasound and a stress test and found that there was something wrong with her. I went once a week to Columbia (a 2 hour drive one way) for a non stress tests and ultra sounds. She was found to have a distended stomach (excess fluid) and I was scheduled to have her by C Section at 39 weeks (December 13, 2004). They also told us that she would go strait to the NICU and have exploratory surgery to fix the problem. She would have to stay between 6-8 weeks. This upset me because I so wanted her home for Christmas!! (Day Before^^)I was sooooo HUGE!!!! The day finally arrived and Faith Isabelle was born at 9:

Little Ole Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I did what you told me... I sent the email to10 people like you said. I'm still waiting for that miracle to happen .. hey im not gonna be on for a while , but i will be back , cause ya know i love this site , cant keep me away, well going through alot right now so you all take care , an love all my friends on cherrytap, love ttweety/teresa Wake-up call There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind.She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would Marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now That you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her and said, "Just take care of my eyes, dear." Only few remember

Lizette's Bullshit
The Journey I can smell the sweetness, the nectar of god-like beings; their sanctuary calling me. Limitless consumption, my body craves the bosom of sedated knowledge. Lost in confusion, my thoughts are adrift within realms of twilight and the lies it tells. I ride the waves to the land beyond, the tide carrying me farther until I can no longer see the edge of reality, its blinding coldness just a memory etched upon my soul. © Lizette Sinclair 2007 What is it, by defining representation, do we deem freedom of expression to be? By all accounts, expression of thoughts, or the exposing of our desires in such a way, as to bestow upon others an enlightened awareness for something that we cherish, is expression. Freedom is something that, (though it lacks dimensional form), it can physically touch upon you a feeling of being able to make decisions, to have the right to choose, if you feel so inclined. Combined, the freedom to express is the ability to choos

Late Nights
do you sometimes want to just have everything from your mind erased and start all over? Did you see that movie with Jim Carrey...Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind? It was so bizarre, yet intriguing. I'm so tired of all the emotion and drama in my life. Like the desire to get a divorce over with, I just want to get all my shit out of the way and have normalcy of some kind. I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever take control of my life. I'm so afraid I'll just keep making the same mistakes over and over again. I feel so wishy washy in my feelings, yet I'm afraid to commit to much of anything except what I know deep down are passions of mine....music, dancing, antiques, greeting cards...helping people. Why are the things I am most passionate about the things that most often elude me? I feel life passes me by when I'm doing repetitive daily chores and shit. There is so much to experience in life. How do I find happiness in doing meager chores? Do I really want to contr

About Me
I just want to tell you a little about me. I love spending time with my friends and family. My friends are my family. Since I live in FL and my mom and sister are in MD. I love to learn new things. Like around the corner you never know what is waiting. We all only have a limited amount of time on this earth, so we should make the best of it. If tomorrow never comes, how do you want people to remember you? Don't fill yourself up with anger and hate. Live, love, and laugh. Laugh as often as you can. I do.

Me
ok who has a sprint phone they are screwing me big time ..they jsut took 55 out of my account and today they wanan do another 53 im on social security and im on a tight budget..when i left them last time they cancel taking it out of my acount they said they would the 3th of every month so not only will this cost the 55 bucks but 32 for over charge so what do u think..im about to call all the news station in st .louis what would u do ty well i finally moved no ac the washer dont work..but that my luck and i have dial up:( so it is very slow wsp on ct..so could u all add me to redhead962@sbcglobal.net and ty all ok so like i dont wlay u..so u push me away wtf is up with that...im about to close this and hell shut the pc off.. so opinions are fine and ty

Boops' Blog
Hi friends, just wanted to say that I hope you all are having a great weekend. Stay safe, have fun and God bless you all. Time for me to go to work. Catch ya'll later. Hello friends, well, I was at the hospital until 3 am. My best friend has cancer, and I got the call at about 8 pm that she wouldn't last much longer. I went and stayed with her last night. I know that she is in a better place now, but I have lost my best friend. I lost my mother to cancer 2 years ago. It seems like yesterday. My best friend helped me get through the loss of my mother. Now 2 years later, I have lost her. As I sat with her last night, everything that was happening was the same things that I watched with my mother. The sight and sounds of someone dying, are something that I wish no one had to see. Not only have I lost my best friend, but it has brought the death of my mother to the forefront. This is like living it all over again. The difference is now I have lost not only my mother, but my best fr

First Blog: Confusion - What To Do And Think?
this past month has been a doosey. its been harder beyond anything i have deal with. working 4 jobs. going to a technical institute studying advanced computer networking systems. haveing family problems. money problems. problems just pertaining to being an 18 ear old sophmore in college. but the most that bothers me is the one girl designated to me as being the love of my life. like any relationship, we have ups and downs. but lately, our downs have been below the surface. in some dark place under the crust of our lives. we've had issues of trust, love, communication, loyalty, truth, and much more. we both talk out our problems with our friends. but in the end we only listen to each other. my main point is. if there is no trust. if you cant so much as leave your fone around, or remain logged in to fubar, or myspace, or facebook, or anything; should that relationship continue? should you continue giving chances to the one you know you love in your heart and you know that they truly love

Bed Time Stories !!!!!!!!
I lit the candles, maid the bed and dimmed the lights as she was taking a shower, unaware of what I just did. As she came out, to her surprise I lay unclothed waiting for the love of my life to come a little closer. Without saying a word I lifted my index finger and motioned for her to come to me. I laid her down on her stomach and rubbed some lotion onto her back while kissing the back of her neck and ears. Having just got out of the shower she she had a few water beads running down her back that I was more the willing to lick away. I proceeded to rub further down her body. She was becoming more and more aroused with every movement of my hands. By now I was at the inner part of her thighs softly running my hands back and forth and at times go back up to her butt with the same soft motion. I brought out her toy and had her lift up while I set it up precisely where she likes it. On the way back, with my finger I began teasing her point of entry until I knew she was ready. I slowly

Bite Me
It's unfortunate the history of pain and suffering that is carved into the sepulchre of Love. There seems to be more tales of heartache and sadness and suicide attached to the thought of Love then there is happiness and success. Perhaps we overlook the obvious, any tale we know of with a happy ending is usually straight from a childrens book, very few reports from life. So why do we keep on trying? Love seems to be like the lottery, we're prolly not gonna win, yet we play anyway, throwing away our money on hopes and dreams. I guess you can't win if you don't play, but the cost of playing Love's Lotto is more than a dollar. It costs more than anyone should have to pay. I know within myself I have paid more than my fair share of pain and failure and I'd like to say I'm done playing, but I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic of sorts. Maybe someday I'll win. It may just kill me, but maybe I'll win. Either way I'll be free of pain. As silent as snow fills the air As permanent as exi

My Favorite Poems
Take this kiss upon the brow!And, in parting from you now,Thus much let me avow-You are not wrong, who deemThat my days have been a dream;Yet, if Hope has flown awayIn a night, or in a day,In a vision, or in none,Is it, therefore, the less gone?All that we see or seemIs but a dream within a dream.I stand amid the roarOf a surf-tormented shore,And I hold within my handGrains of golden sand-How few! yet how they creepThrough my fingers to the deep,While I weep- while I weep!O God! can I not graspThem with a tighter clasp?O God! can I not saveOne from the pitiless wave?Is all that we see or seemBut a dream within a dream? Acquainted With the Night By Robert Frost I have been one acquainted with the night. I have walked out in rain--and back in rain. I have outwalked the furthest city light. I have looked down the saddest city lane. I have passed by the watchman on his beat And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain. I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet Whe

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YAY!!!! sooo im goin to new orleans on aug 15th!!!!! booked our plane tickets today! how fuckin exciting! i cant wait!!!!!!! Why do grown ass ppl feel the need to start drama.... once its over shouldnt it be left at that... I SERIOULSY HATE DUMB BITCHEZ..... their all the same.. their is no difference in ne of em.. they all jus want whats between ur legs... soo sick of it!

My Deepest Poems That I Made
a little girl sits in her chair still like a porcelain doll she's so sweet but what were her childlike thoughts saying for they will remain implicit in fear if she falls pieces of her life will docile she sits still in her tall chair for she knows she's to fragile sip on some tea in a world of fantasy he tips his hat and sits back in his thrown no hope for reality imagination is over grown a rabbit with a hat spoke of how he journeyed the world everyone saw him as a hoodwink as the mischievous cat did not persist and devoured the rabbit with a mouth larger than his fist the little girl sits so still frightened with fear caution but careful not to speak high up in her chair with out a blink scared that they would hear her think the little girl sits in her chair still like a porcelain doll waiting to wake from this awful nightmare then she wakes under a tree to her mothers call feeling safe at last from wonderland cowboys debt There was a de

Elemetery School
I was in the 3rd grade, & in the middle of class I had to pee, so I raised my hand to ask if I could go to the bathroom, The teacher said I had to wait. So I waited like 5 minutes, by this time I really have to go, so I raised my had again to ask, well my teacher tells me I have to wait... OK so I wait, well the 3rd time I really cant wait, so once again I raise my hand to ask & to my surprise my teacher tells me to say my abc's then I may go, So I say abcdefghijklmno.qrstuvwxyz.... The teacher asked me wheres the p I said running down my leg...

Reflection
Although i grew out of Simple Plan years ago. Every once in a while i song touches me. As i listened to the song, i was wondering their purpose for writing it. Most celebs don't go out of their way unless there is a photo-op or something in it for them. At the end of the video you'll know why they wrote it. "Save You" Take a breath I pull myself together Just another step till I reach the door You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you I wish that I could tell you something To take it all away Sometimes I wish I could save you And there're so many things that I want you to know I won't give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to know When I hear your voice Its drowning in a whisper It's just skin and bones There's nothing left to take And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better If only I could find the answer To help me understand Sometimes I wish I could save you And there're so many things that I wan

Welcome To My Twisted Mind
hey ya'll. just wanted all of ya to know i HAVEN'T forgot about ya. I am stuck on dial up for a bit longer, and for some reason when i go to load anything other then my homepage, it freezes, so I haven't been able to do ratings or leave comments like i wanna. But when i get my cable back... Watch out!! lmao.. i am gonna be comment bombin people lol! this song hits home for me...... Godsmack - Hollow One more step and I could fall away If it happened would it matter And I can't tell if I should go or stay. Same old picture feels so hollow. How can anybody know what's best for me Another page I turn in shame. And my decisions brought me to my knees, I needed someone to blame. I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change. Once upon a time in broken dreams. Reflections that I can't face. So hold your breath and make a wish for me. Take me to a better place. Time always seems to

Stupid Bitches
What makes this so funny is he pulled similar shit with witty screen name, but here is some reading fun for you: hotcreamyd...: no bye kunt->hotcreamyd...: You got deleted once already for your stupid ways...don't you think you might want to lay off of fubar for awhile?hotcreamyd...: yes i do->hotcreamyd...: So richard do you kiss your mother with that mouth?hotcreamyd...: id fck urs hard->hotcreamyd...: Drop dead assholehotcreamyd...: show ur cunt->hotcreamyd...: And you will be for the rest of your life...women don't like to be called cunts because some whiny old man doesn't get his wayhotcreamyd...: proud to be->hotcreamyd...: Bullshit...probably why you're still singlehotcreamyd...: yes i am->hotcreamyd...: You're a real winner aren't you dumbass?->hotcreamyd...: No thank you...I am engagedhotcreamyd...: hi honey,lets meet in person im only in clearwater He called me a cunt twice...funny that he approached both me and witty. Here is his profile: http://www.fubar.com/user/3448

Daily Jokes
During their silver anniversary, a wife reminded her husband: Do you remember when you proposed to me, I was so overwhelmed that I didn't talk for an hour?" The hubby replied: "Yes, honey, that was the happiest hour of my life." Q: WHAT'S the difference between outlaws and inlaws A. outlaws are wanted! ------------------------------------------------- Did you hear about the two gay Irishmen? Gerald Fitzpatrick and Patrick Fitzgerald. ------------------------------------------------- Three Bad-Ass Mice Three mice are sitting in a bar. The first one exclaims, "I am one bad-ass mouse! In my hood, we have huge mousetraps. I take the damn cheese out of the traps and move the bar up and down while I eat." The second one chimes in with, "Oh yeah. Well, I'm a bad-ass mouse too. In fact, I'm such a bad-ass mouse, that in my hood, I mix rat poison with my milk and chug it down every night before I go to bed." The third gets up and starts to leave. The other two mice

Tony's Blog
Today my good friend and brother Curtis Leonard may finally rest in peace. His murderer, the piece of shit who shot and killed him while robbing a store was convicted of murder in the first degree and will most likely be sentenced to death.As my friends and and i were sitting in Chima Brazilian Steakhouse having lunch were called back to the courtroom. It was sobering to think that if not for the killer John S Lane who we sat face to face to with in court for the last week, Curtis would most likely have been enjoying lunch with us, his friends. When we buried Curtis over the three days he lay in state, over 1000 people came to pay respects, cry, and show him the love we all felt for our most worthy brother. I had the privelege to address the shocked crowd who came from far and near to mourn his untimely death. How many of us will ever have that many people come to pay their last respects for us? This is testament to how many people Curtis had touched, impacted in a positive way. As I s

Random Mutterings
Women are a never-ending source of amazement to me; the more they cry out for attention, the more they get it from me and then it's like I'm hearing the crickets chirp. Fine...you know what? You don't have the time for me, I don't have the time for you. It doesn't take an Einstein to know when you've been chatting with your buddies and flirting...I may be dumb, but I'm not stupid. There's no need to blow sunshine up my ass and say things you really don't mean. If all you want is an ego-boost, let me know ahead of time...I'll be as pleasantly insincere as I can be just so you can feel better about yourself...cuz it's all about you...right? We always hear "the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us

Come Visit
my parents..... god ........ my siblings ....... my roomates ....... my friends ......... my relatives ...... but need one special person who is that ????? my dog tango,,,my puppy trixie and a special friend nellie who is as sweet as peach cobler pie............!!!! Nickole Benitezhttp://nickole678.bebo.com/ bomb the crap out of my ass ok show me how much u love me,,,,,,,,find him in my fan club ok thanks

This Time
~£ove...~ falling into the abyss... of a love that could be hell... been there so many times... i know the feeling well... do i sound cynical?... how can i not be?... loves usually disaster... or is it only me?... love is like a drug... leaves u cravin more... just when u get really "hooked"... they head for the door... then theres withdrawl... despondency and pain... then you say those famous words... "I'll never love again"...

Come One Come All
CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. Its Turkey time but I would like to sit right down and tell ya that i hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving, Spending time with the family and loved ones around this time of year and all. we try to think of why we give thanks and what we are thankful for. I'm most thankful for my mom, she is my best friend and I know I've put her through hell all those younger years but now that I've been taking care of her, I'm glad she taught me a lesson. I'm also Thankful for my kids. I am one happy father and hope that they grow up strong and know who they are as an individual. The final thankful thing is all my wonderful friends, with out there sarcasm and strength and able to lend out a word of voice I think I

Need 3000 To Level Up
last week my dad shot and killed himself. we dont know why he did it or understand why he did it. he was a kind and loving man. he would help anybody if he could. i miss him alot we had alot of good times together and i just hope he is at peace now and not in anymore pain. can someone make me a fubar online user liscense hey everyone leave me kisses and gifts on my profile page.

Read Me!!!
~BABYGIRL'S SPORTS BAR & GRILL@ fubar Well I am going away for a while to Boston for an extended vacation. I have had some shit go down in my life and it is time for a little R&R. To all of my friends MUAH and I will miss you oodles. I won't be online much but please come hang in the lounge and I will get to my page when I can to say hi. To those I have yet to meet do the deed the rate fan add thing and when I get around I will hit you up.... Take care to all and the happiest of holiday wishes from me to you and yours.... SEE YA !!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox As you all well know I am a Patriots fan and like many pats fans I get a lot of shit talkers using the Pats cheat argument to back up their losses. Well folks here is the way it is. Early in the season the pats coach WAS caught doing something naughty I won't pretend he didn't.... he did it was crappy and now its over. However, the pats didn't win that game because of cheating and

Uhh I Dont Know
bored right now im hoping somebody calls me soon or gets online on msn or aim i really would like to chat with somebody i wish my friend nelson would like call me again i like talking to him. hes nice =] again and nobody is talking to me im so bored and feeling depressed i feel like nobody wants to chat with me somebody please talk to me before i start to cry again. everybodys like older then me they all could be my father or my grandpa lmfao im so young DONT FLIRT WITH ME SICKOS!!!!! lol

Original Works
Longing for something that never existed Find myself on this road, unpaved and twisted Walkin forever, no destination Dont care where I go, got no expectations Slipping away into a scary dream In my own little world, no one hears me scream Calmin my senses with whiskey and sleepin pills The lack of interest sure does kill the thrill Waitin for someone who was never really there My hand thru the glass, I can no longer stare Piece it together, I forgot who I am Now Im invisible, and I dont give a damn Slippin away into a scary dream In my own little world, no one hears me scream Calmin my senses with whiskey and sleepin pills Your lack of interest sure does kill the thrill Cant fly with broken wings Nor can you lie about everything Deceiver, your head is a war zone Dont know enough to leave well enough alone Deceiver, breeder of hatred Lack of common sense

Att Plz
heres youre chance too own nbk unless youre scared click on pic and bid on me ps more will be added if the price right good luck the fun starts the 24th of feb and ends on march 2nd last chance ladys click on the pic place your bid last chance ok hers your chance too own nbk one more time unless youre scared click on the the below and place youre bid bring youre fu buck and youre other gifts good luck the bidding starts now ps good luck

Songs That Reflect Me
Under your spell again. I can't say no to you. Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly. Now I can't let go of this dream. I can't breathe but I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough for you. Drink up sweet decadence. I can't say no to you, And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't let you conquer me completely. Now I can't let go of this dream. Can't believe that I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough. It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good. And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall. Pour real life down on me. 'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough. Am I good enough for you to love me too? So take care what you ask of me, 'cause I can't say no "Nobody's Home" I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

Want To Own Me?
Have You Had A Chance To Own The Sarge?? Do You Want To?? You Have 2 More Chances Once Again... Twisted & Transparent's Auction ~SARGE~ And The Auction My Own Page One More Chance To Own Me..Fubucks Only Auction http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=723374&albumid=1023472&i=1555280747 So Come Bid On Me ...Let's See Who Will Own The Sarge This Time Have You Had A Chance To Own Me Yet?? Would You Like That Chance? Here Is Your Chance Again MilfSweetie's Auction You Have Yet Another Chance To Own The Sarge..Who Will Be My Owner This Time.. Renee's Auction Yes You Have Another Chance To Own The Sarge.

Bloging
Yesterdays blog and one of it's comments has got me thinking even more on the subject of sex! Maybe I am just a nympho going through withdrawls but none-the-less it weighing on my mind. So lets talk about sex! How much does it really matter in a relationship? Hell just how much does it matter...you don't need a relationship to need sex! We must all have different opinions on this but I would think they all boil down to the same answer. WE NEED IT The people who try to claim that it doesn't matter at all are the ones who can't get it. Thats the only way you can honestly not care about whether or not you get it is if you know you won't. Pity... Sex in general is a good thing...(safe sex of course std's are no good! been clean my whole life and I intend to stay that way!)...it gets rid of stress and all those pent up frustrations. It's brings you closer to your partner. For some reason don't we feel more secure and able to open up to our partner after we have done the

Deep Thought
One Question(7/9/08) One single question is all you get to ask. Asking one person is all u are allowed. Who would the person be? A stranger off the the street, family member, best friend, or even yourself? Would the single question be crazy and mind alternating? Would you ask a personal and deep to heart question? How would the question be phrased or asked? One single question is all you have to ask. Questions about the past, future, or who will the latest sporting event. For me the question and person I would ask is myself. Honestly, I would ask myself the question. I would ask if I would change how my life turned out. What single question would you ask and who? Just Once (11/04) Just once I want to hear I love you for no reason. Just once I want to hear the you are proud of me. Just once I want to be thanked for the small things I do. Just once I want to feel unconditional love. Just once I was to be treated like an equal to you. Just once I want to

Trix N Treats
I bite your shoulder and you scream I feed visciously on this dream emotions swirling whirling all around, heat, passion, pain, flowing down and around like an angry summer rain You clutch me harder to your being grasping, moaning, moving all from me twisting, turning, plunging in, deeper, harder, faster I spin more, more, I cry within a moment you deny leave me aching, begging, needing more suddenly u release and unsatisfaction fills me I was standing there without a care and he whispered here, now, silently I move with him his hand in mine against the tree he pushes me pressing his lips to mine a hand slips beneath my shirt as he finds the plump orb that brings him such delight as he traces my lips with his tongue I open to him seeking moaning softly his kiss leaves me gasping and dragging in air my skirt begins to slide up my thigh his callused hand searching chills race down my spine everytime everywhere its the same

My Writings
I will by Michael Fall for me and in my arms I will catch you Look at me and in my eyes I will touch you Feel for me and in my heart I will find you Trust in me and in my mind I will hold you Believe in me and in my life I will love you Admiration by Michael The hunger lingers for that moment in time Longing for those whispers of gentleness Never to know her to only a dream Anticipation for her words of kindness Trusting her with all your soul Knowing nothing but only her heart Faith in her to catch me when I fall Standing there with a smile of virtue The reverie of her never will I touch Thankful to the knowledge that she shares I am humbled by warmth from her eyes To awake anew to a life full of love You and I by Michael How I miss the softness of your voice Sweetness of you kisses The gentle touch of your hands The evanescent smell of your scent Tender warmth of your skin And how you held me in your eyes Wishing I could have it once again Li

Fleeting Shadow
The soul has its origin in the spiritual worlds of God. It is exalted above matter and the physical world. The individual has his beginning when the soul associates itself with the embryo at the time of conception. But this association is not material; the soul does not enter or leave the body and does not occupy physical space. The soul does not belong to the material world, and its association with the body is similar to that of a light with a mirror which reflects it. The light which appears in the mirror is not inside it; it comes from an external source. Similarly, the soul is not inside the body; there is a special relationship between it and the body, and together they form a human being. There is a special relationship between the soul and the body, which together form a human being. This relationship lasts only the span of a mortal life. When this ceases, each one returns to its origin, the body to the world of dust and the soul to the spiritual worlds of God. Having

My Life
Hi everyone.I hope all has been good since I haven't been on much lately.I doubt I was missed that much.Since I have been here,I have only made one request for myself and with that request comes the rest of it.I requested that no one expect a relationship with me at all on here.It has went un-heard several times as if I don't exist.In two more weeks my treatments will come to an end and I will learn where I am at in my life.Through the most of it in many ways I have felt bad thinking maybe I did something wrong or that I have hurt someone in some ways and then they are gone(meaning I took them off my list).I have been honest and straight forward over this situation from the beginning,so why do I feel bad?Who I choose to be with is my business if I choose at all.I have become so aggravated over all of this that when I am done with treatment I am seriosuly thinking about not coming back to fubar.I have had to watch what I say,what I do or what I put in my status and or blogs.I have state

Company Of Artists
http://company-of-artists.com/home.html So the saying goes Money is the Root of all Evil. If you believe this to be true then give me your money. Same concept the Church uses to take from you but not I. I work hard for my money and though this is a fact. Money can not bring a person happiness no. Happiness comes from the money earned, you see if I go out and work an average job and look at all the millions of people doing the same what is the secret to these million dollar men. Simple productivity and honest integrated thinking as well as selfishness. Yes selfishness because in reality a selfless person will take what they can from another it is impossible to be both selfless and honest. A selfish honest person does not take from other producer's they teach and protect values through their success. If I discovered the next big step in humanities essence of life would I be happy that I am rich or would I be happy of my accomplishments? The money is just an extra added bo

The Deep Pit
The thigns i didn't believe have tourted me for many years who was to think that i could be so blind, to the systematic crash of the darkness in my world the apolypise has begun in my soul..... Black skies hang over my head another moment i could be dead looking through the vail thats cracked i probaly shouldn't think back darknes wraped around a broken soul this world has turned him cold rooted in the a darkness he cannot surivive he won't make it in time DARKNESS IS GRIPPING WRENCHING ITS TWISTING GRASPING HIS HEART BRAKING IT INSIDE AND I CAN'T FIND A REASON WHY NO HOPE FROM EITHER SIDE THE LIGHT BETRAYS THE DARKNESS IS THE ONLY THING THAT STAYS!! NOW HE RUNS AWAY FROM THE PAIN TRYING TO SO HARD TO GET AWAY NO HOPE WILL EVER SAVE HIS LIFE THE END IS COMING ON SIDE! i can't breath i won't see the sun agian arising on the bridge the ending comes i can't see a way nothing will remai the same WHEN DARKNESS GRIPS IT'S HAND AND TWISTS THE L

Tagged
Rough Sex DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE EASILY OFFENDED: Body: Body: DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE GONNA GET OFFENDED: A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens you

Questions, But Of Who?
Allow me to set a stage...or two. First I must note to ALL that I'm the sort of guy who makes few close friends, friends I talk to on anything near constistant (once a month or more, lol). And for the most part, ALL friends fall under the catagory of "Romantic Possibility". Not romantic want, not all of em anyway, lol, but the possibility exists to the point that...if anything starts to happen, I'd in general be game to attempt a relationship. So far so good? I'm no ho, I won't attempt to date/bang/anything MULTIPLE friends (unless they ask me, lmao), and if one showed interest the rest instantly become friends only until such interest is played out. Anyway, thats the set up for the moment. Been hangin out a fair bit with a very good friend of mine who will remain annon for now. I've considered dating her but have gotten signals saying no no. So I keep friendship strong and happily so. I love my friends and never wanna drive em off by attempting for more than what is wanted

Pagan Poetry/songs
Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon I ask Hecate, the Crone To take Her throne. Sleep, sister, sleep Be not alarmed, For the Great Goddess Keeps you from harm. Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon I ask Hecate, the Crone to take Her throne. Sleep, brother sleep, Be not alarmed, For the Great Goddess Holds you in her arms. Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon, We honor Hecate, the Crone Who has taken Her throne. We are of the same Mother, Goddess. We are of the same Father, God. We are of the same Planet, Earth. You are my Brother, You are my Sister, We are all part of the Same. You are my Family. You hold within you a part of me. I hold within me a part of you. Your blood, my blood, they are the same. It is the same within us all. I need not ask why. I already know the answer. You need not ask why. You already know the answer. We are all of the same. Within us we carry a part of each. We are all micro pieces of Spirit. We are Spirit. So I s

Hmmm
PISSED AND CRANKY A LITTLE SKANKY MY THOUGHTS OF YOU AND ALL YOU DO SLEEPING AROUND NOT AN OUNCE OF CLASS ONE DAY YOU'LL BE BACK KISSIN MY ASS BORED AND ALONE SPEAK IF YOU DARE I PROMISE YOU BITCH I REALLY DONT CARE YOU SHOULD BE SAD THE GUILT AND THE PAIN THAT YOUR INNOCENT CHILDREN WILL DEAL WITH THE SHAME JUST A LITTLE WARNING YOU NASTY LITTLE WHORE PRETTY SOON CHILDREN SERVICES WILL BE AT YOUR DOOR... (OH FORGOT...YOU DONT HAVE A DOOR.....SO I GUESS I MEAN YOUR MOMS!!!!!) IF ONLY LIFE WAS SIMPLE SORROW, TEARS AND PAIN TELL ME WHY PLEASE EXPLAIN LOVE IS SO PAINFUL KEEPS ME CONFUSED AT TIMES FEELING CHEAP AT TIMES FEELING USED IF ONLY I HAD THE ANSWERS NOT A SIMPLE ONE ITS TRUE PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO PAYBACKS A BITCH PAYBACKS A BITCH YOU DIRTY WITCH SOMEDAY YOU WILL PAY FOR ALL THAT YOU SAY TIRED OF BEING FUCKED WITH TIME TO FUCK BACK WATCH OVER YOUR SHOULDER I RECCOMEND THAT ALCOHOL AND DRUGS YOU

About Me
My name is April. I am a 30 year old stay at home mom to 4 wonderful boys. I have an awesome boyfriend named Bobby who i love with all of my heart. I am NOT here to find love or anything like that, i am ONLY here to find friends. I love making new friends and meeting new and interesting people. ~April

Can't U See My Pain?
what makes 100%? What does it mean to give More than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 1 5 16 1 7 18 19 20 2 1 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20=103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7=118% So, one can conclude with mathemati

Rock Girl Tia
PLEASE DROP BY CONTEST RATE AND VOTE FOR ME COULD DO WITH SOME HELP THANKS PLEASE DROP BY CONTEST RATE AND VOTE FOR ME COULD DO WITH SOME HELP THANKS ROCKGIRLTIA/TIACINDERS:FOUNDER SERENE BOMBERS tracey 'spudbaby angel of mercy .seren bombers ' 'VampireGirl: Seren Bombers' Richtee. Member of Brits on Tour Seren Bombers Roxanne 'ur2gd2betru1' Seren Bombers Canadian_Hottie..."Seren Bombers"'s

Happy Hour Scavenger Hunt
MY HAPPY HOUR SCAVENGER HUNT!!! Copy and paste into a private message and complete while searching for the answers in a 2nd window. Please be sure while you are looking for answers to rate the things that can be rated. The 1st person to complete it correctly will WIN $100,000 fubucks. The 2nd person to complete it correctly will WIN $50,000 fubucks. The 3rd person to complete it correctly will WIN $25,000 fubucks. Don't give up. Someone may rush through it and send it back incomplete or incorrect! I will post a bulletin when I have received 3 back complete and correct! Don't forget to RATE along the way! If you have found all the answers but didn't bother to rate while looking...you will be disqualified. 1. So, when I took my daughter to Build a Bear I made an official "Fu Mascot". What is his name? 2. On our recent trip to California we went to Disneyland and California Adventure. Only one of these photos has a caption. What is the photo of? 3.

Side Note
The time has come to say goodbye to the Fu. I am going to miss all my friends on here, but I don't want to deal with the bs anymore. Mostly from one person in particular. You know who you are...I'm tired of her blocking me then saying a bunch of shit about me, thinking that I won't find out!!! Take care everyone...for those of you that have my yahoo, stay in touch...if ya don't have it...I will keep this account for maybe a day or two. Leave me a message... Take care, ~ Dungeon Master MustangDos ~ Ok....I need you all to comment on this FUCKTARD's mumms, pics, profile, etc...Get the word out that he is a pathetic looser....He thinks that he is going to steel my wife away....He has become a stalker... Mr. Mafisto@ fubar He deleted the mumm....but here is what it said: Sex - To Share Or Not To Share created @ 2008-02-12 07:59:40 -- expires in: 23 hr [EVERYONE] What do you do... You find yourself in a relationship with someone who was in a relationship

Tags For Train,bus,club,etc...
if your tag isn't here or in my folder (located in photos) PM me now! If your a new member please wait 24 hrs and check back, if it's not here then PM me. please when PMing me make sure you state which tag(s) you don't have --CANDY SHOP GIRLS TAGS-- --DREAMCATCHERS TRAIN PASS--

Returning Home From Ike
Thanks to all of you who have sent well wishes and phone calls to see if I and my family are ok. We did survive the storm.. and came back on Sunday to see mass destruction everywhere. I will be posting photos soon in my photo gallery. Mass destruction is everywhere in my area. Whole neighborhoods are destroyed. 40 Persons known dead at the moment with more search and discovery on going. The area in which I live has suffered total losses of homes, and all belongings. FEMA is starting to come in to help to give us ice, and non perishable foods, as most of us have lost all foods that were in fridges and freezers. Needless to say that the losses of material possessions is devastating, however, I am thankful to God for keeping so many of us safe. I will post more information when I am able, my time is short at the moment as I am working on food, and water and ice for us. I hope that I will be online some more this evening. Thank you to everyone who has given their time

Yummmmm
Last year, while on a regular grocery shopping trip, I found DRAGON FRUIT... now my original reason for buying it was simply the fact that I like dragons, so it sounded interesting. It cost me $2.49 for one. When I got home, I quickly got online, so find out exactly WHAT it was and HOW to eat it. ha ha. Well, it is SO delicious! juicy, and yummy. it contains many little 'seeds' like a kiwi, has a similar taste to a kiwi, though more sweet. The one I got was white flesh but apparently they can range from white to red. I would like to try the others, just to see if there is a difference in taste. For those who do not know what it is check out: http://www.reddragonfruit.com If you ever get the chance to try it, please do. mmmmmmmmmmm, now I want some dragon fruit... wonder if the grocery store would have some now??

Joybug
NSFW http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1865381&albumid=2061410&i=2641660694&idx=27 Warning this pic is NSFW! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1865381&i=2641660694&albumid=2061410 Ok, so it's not nice. But if you're wondering what I like, here's a few ideas: BLING Love Fountain Daisy Dukes Midnight Rose*really like this one* Trinity Heart Ring Crystal teddy Bear Also, a VIP or maybe a 3 day blast, but I won't be greedy....even a simple gold rose would be greatly appreciated. Thanks to all my wonderful friends and family. Joybug I'm cleaning out my friends list...I'm asking my friends, those who actually know a little about me to answer the following questions. Those who answer at least one correctly get to stay on the list....so HAVE FUN and see ya soon! 1. What is my favorite color? 2. How many kids do I have? 3. What is my Home State? 4. Where did I spend my Summer? 5. What is my favorite kind of music?

Musings From Opulent's Ink
Hey! Thanks for stopping by...if you don't mind, please rate my blog, then Fan/Rate/Add me. I'll return the favor! Hope you enjoy my stuff, if not...well, I won't say it here! LOL Remember not everything is black and white, sometimes it's pink! xo's Op

Oh Yea...
so with all the recent point whoring I almost forgot I was wanting to blog about this guy Philemon. He was nice enough to buy me in an auction a while back. He also blinged me straight to Godfather the other day. So I think we should all just take a moment to talk about how much we love/hate/want to make out with him. Go!

Things On My Mind
WHY DO PEOPLE PRETEND TO BE THINGS THEY ARE NOT|? I AM NOT PERFECT. I HAVE 4 KIDS AND AM DIVORCED. I DRINK ON WEEKENDS. I HAVE BAD HABITS. I AM A CHERRY TAP ADDICT. I LOVE TO SIT AND DO GRAPHICS. IM NOT PERFECT. BUT I DO HAVE A HEART AND IT DOES BREAK AND IT CAN LOVE. I HAVE RECENTLY HAD SOMEONE THAT HAS CAME INTO MY LIFE THAT MEANS ALOT TO ME. HES A GREAT PERSON. HE CARES ABOUT MY FEELINGS AND WHAT IM THINKING AND VALUES MY OPINION ON EVERYTHING HE DOES. I APPRECIATE THAT. I DONT THINK HE UNDERSTANDS HOW MUCH I DO APPRECIATE THAT BUT I DO. ANYWAY.... ON WITH MY VENTING. WHY DO I HAVE TO MEET GUYS WHO ONLY WANT A PIECE OF ASS? IS THAT ALL IM GOOD FOR? IT VERY WELL MAY BE. BUT I SIT HERE AT 32 AND WONDER? WILL I EVER HAVE A MAN TO CALL MY SOULMATE. MY BETTER HALF. THE ONE THAT MAKES ME WHOLE AGAIN... BACK IN THE DAY I WAS A DJ AT A NIGHTCLUB. I GOT OUT OF HAND. I WASNT A WHORE BUT I HAD MY SHARE OF ONE NIGHTERS. IT WAS FUN AT THE TIME I THOUGHT. BUT NOW I SIT HERE AND THINK. ALL THE

I Hate Blogs
How can it be how can people be as sick as they are? How can someone hurt an innocent child for no reason at all cept that they're crying? How can it be that the world makes so many bad people? how can it be that parents throw their kids away? In truth they are throwing a little peice of themselves away. Must be all the hate they see inside and they try to hide it by acting like they're right. How can people treat their kids like complete shit and then act like they are the good parent? How can it be that people judge someone on the cloths they wear and pass you off as a bad person? How can the world be so cruel that they have to push their opinions on you? How can a person steal away someones innocence and act like it means nothing at all? It seems like we can fight every day all day long and these people in the end win. They win everytime they turn a good person bad. They win everytime they make a happy person sad. They win everytime they make a honest person lie. T

Married Stories ...
The Wisdom Of Older Women When I had been married for 40 years, I took a look at my wife one day and said, "Honey, 40 years ago, we had a cheap apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed, and watched a 10-inch black and white TV. But I got to sleep every night with a hot 25-year-old blonde." "Now, we have a nice house, nice car, a big king-sized bed, and a plasma screen TV. But I'm sleeping with a 60+ year-old woman. It seems to me that you're not holding up your side of things." My wife is a very reasonable woman. She told me to go out and find a hot 25-year-old blonde, and she would make absolutely sure that I would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a cheap car, sleeping on a sofa bed, and watching a 10-inch black and white TV. Aren't older women great? They really know how to solve your problems in a hurry! Dear Husband: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good woman to you for seve

Ramblings
My world was so dark and unforgiving. I longed for a ray of light to guide me through. I prayed for years that it would be given to me. I gave up hope. Then you came along. Holding a lattern that showed me that the darkness was just an illusion. That the colors had always been there, they were just masked by the dark illusions. I am thankful for that day. I am thankful for you. You have blessed me with so many things. Have walked beside me and reintroduced me to all the colors that life has to offer. I love you. From your sweetest, PolarDove. Going to have my gall bladder removed on Monday, Dec the 10th. Hope it will give me time to catch up with everyone here. PD Okay now i have become addicted to CT! LOL! Thanx guys for inviting me here to join in the addiction. This is way too kewl. Love ya guys!

Work
A NAMBLA logo. The capital M and lowercase b symbolize a man and a boy. I was just thinkin- when that perverted pedophile(republican) Mark Foley sent those pesky salacious e-mails emails to a boy NANCY POLISI FLIPPED OUT YET “U.S. Rep. Nancy Pelosi marched in the 2001 NAMBLA Pride Parade. Hillary Clinton has marched in the annual New York Gay Pride Parade that has a float float carrying members of NAMBLA, the North American Man-Boy Love Association, whose monomania is the elimination of the age of consent for sex between men and boys. So am I to gather it is cool for democratic pedophiles to have sex with boys but republicans cannot? I am confused.. Oh must be like the free speech dilemma we are facing today... 1 man CAN have sex with little children- he is a member of NAMBLA with many politcal bigwigs nodding their heads in approval Another man cannot have sex with children or he is charged with a crime I wonder if she would offer up HER grandsons for se

Song Lyrics
Will you be there beside me If the world falls apart And will all of our moments Remain in your heart Will you be there to guide me All the way through, I wonder will you Walk by my side, And follow my dreams And bear with my pride, As strong as it seems Will you be there tomorrow Will you be there beside me As time goes on by And be there to hold me Whenever I cry Will you be there to guide me All the way through, I wonder will you Walk by my side, And follow my dreams And bear with my pride, As strong as it seems Will you be there Tomorrow With bloodshot eyes, I watch you sleeping the warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading would he hear me, if I called his name would he hold me, if he knew my shame There's always something different going wrong the path I walk is in the wrong direction there's always someone fucking hanging on can anybody help me make things better Your tears don't fall, they crash around me his conscience calls the gu

Poems
Because of you In my room alone. I sit and wander.... What made me fall for you? Like thunder, like lightning You came to me and made me yours So easily. You smiled, you whispered.... Words that made no sense. But all that I could understand, Was that my life would come to an end. I would feel the pain, I would see eternity And it would all have been in vain. It was so quite all around me, My soul was almost lost for good. And then you came, And whispered softly; Remember LOVE...life is a game. I looked around and I saw nothing. Ohhhh......but that cool breeze, Reminded me of something. Reminded me of you my love I smiled and fell asleep With thoughts of happiness. The pain I had was gone for good. Because of you. Written in 2001 by Mara Drotar How can you be so happy and with one word somebody can make you cry....It hurts...I know...I also know that I have done it to somebody that I care about very very much...and i am really sorry...I hope he wi

Yes, I Have A Foot Fetish
to understand the origin of The Footie Monster, you must first understand the origins of misterfeet i was about 21 and out one night when i met this girl named Stacy thru a mutual friend. She and i sorta hit it off and we ended up in my car.... She asked if i wanted to do anything, and being a little drunk and uninhibited, i told her i wanted to kiss and lick her feet. She was like, ok sure. While you do that, I'm going to party." So there we were, in my car, she's partying and i'm having a party of my own with her bare feet. Now, she partied so hard, that she couldn't remember my name. A few weeks later, i was walking down the street and she rode by in a car (passenger) with her bare foot waving at me out the window yelling "hi misterfeet!" Yeah... that definitely got my attention. We saw each other later that day, and i asked why she called me misterfeet. She admitted right away that she couldn't remember my name and thought misterfeet suited me fine. i asked her i

Whos Hot
Hey guys! So here's what's up! First off, I have been trying to level for about 2weeks now! Ive begged and pleaded Ive tried everything! I am only 268k away which is nothing! Sooooo if u bling me ill add u to my family which means yes u can see my not safe for work! I am also in an auction so im up for sale! I would luv a hot ass owner and the more u hook me up the more i will hook u up! The link will be in my status box or u can shout at me and ill send it to u! Thanks guys plese help me out its been awhile since I have asked for anything like this im desperate lol ok guys im barley in first hanging by a thread please stop by and show me luv we are workin hard in there and dont wanna lost first! ok guys we are coming down to the last two days of the contest!! i know we are all wore out and alot of u have been there night and day for me and i luv u guys!! so lets not let the hard work go to waste stop by and show me sum more luv!!

Contest Help!
Thanks to everyone's help, I won the contest!! I couldn't have done it without all of you, so thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!!! I'll be visiting each of you in the coming days, and if you need extra help with anything, just let me know! Lots of big hugs, Stacey I'm in a contest and I need 50,000 pic comments by December 26 at 6 p.m. Pacific Time! Here's the link: Please comment as often as you can! All help is appreciated & will be remembered!! Thank you! Stacey aka "Mystic Butterfly" I'm in a contest and I need 50,000 pic comments by December 24 at 6 p.m. Pacific Time! Here's the link: [ fubar.com photo: 3187390664 ] Please comment as often as you can! All help is appreciated & will be remembered!! Thank you! Stacey aka "Mystic Butterfly"

Forbidden Eyes Fubar
http://www.forbiddeneyespoetry.com/ http://www.forbiddeneyesphotography.com/ My eyes show the state of tiredness , I cover with make-up, he notices. Too much hate generates from my body, I tremble some days. Safety is what I embrace whenever it comes to visit. I absorb the attention from the moon but he has lost interest me. Sleepless moods are exchange between him and I, anger stays up with me though. Most nights it feels all right, but the blood covered butterflies die down, reverting into cocoons to escape the lashing. Still as a statue, I watch, silent, about to pounce. The shine from him glistened upon my teeth, I bite. The red drips all over, bathing me. I lick the staining color off my white fingers, Feeling satisfied. He rotates to me, acknowledging, disappointment shines down, I smile, guilty, and sway away to the final chapter. Deidre Grotbo The clock screams only at night, tick, tick, tick, tick, 1:00 am. Yawn, reach for the light, c

Dumb People
seriously? i once saw a chick asking for money to pay her phone bill....can anyone spot me a $5 i'm almost outa tampons p.s. eat my ass i even got rated a 2!!!! i told her to make sure she eats corn before she can shit in my mouth · bigfootberry rated you a '2'! · bigfootberry just checked you out! he wants my hawt body. And who wants to go with me to see Michael Jackson's last concerts? I'll bring the jesus juice!!!! g'morning ya fookers

Mandingo
Wow what a difference time makes. I was use to be on this site heavy and then i started noticing the change, so i said, maybe it is just me and then i said it can't be. So i broke out for a minute. But me the type of man that don't like to give up on something decided to come back. this time i told myself, make a new profile and just advertise, what can it hurt? Well personally speaking nothing can hurt me, but i can't say the same for everyone. the more i run into people on all these different sites, i find them using more filtering efforts to find sensible people to socialize with, it shocked me. I can't blame them, look what most of the people on here have to offer, stupidity, games, ignorance, no social skills and a lack of home training. This is the same way they apply to socializing on the street. Being on this site makes it easier for them to get away with shit without suffering an ass whipping. People sites like this one has become infected every second that passes by such huma

Random
Yup. :) That's what the pics are for...the wet t shirt contest. I'll be on the evil angel team for the lingerie contest soon - so if you wanna vote for me for the wet t shirt contest, go ahead and rate and or comment. Luv yas. hehe It's NOVEMBER!! Day 1 to vote for your FLAVORITE!! ;) It's November!! Day ONE to vote for your favorite girls for this month!! Go see my new banner. It's on my page, and in my pics. Created by the Darkness. YAY! :) I love presents. *sweet dreams*

Ill Be Gone The Hole Weekend
YOUR DRIVERS LICENSE TELLS IT ALL A mother is driving a little girl to her friend's house for a play date. "Mommy," the little girl asks, "how old are you?" "Honey, you are not supposed to ask a lady her age," the mother replied. "It's not polite." "OK", the little girl says, "How much do you weigh?" "Now really," the mother says, "those are personal questions and are really none of your business." Undaunted, the little girl asks, "Why did you and Daddy get a divorce?" "That is enough questions, young lady, honestly!" The exasperated mother walks away as the two friends begin to play. "My Mom won't tell me anything about her," the little girl says to her friend. "Well," says the friend, "all you need to do is look at her drivers ' license. It is like a report card, it has everything on it." Later that night the little girl says to her mother, "I know how old you are, you are 32." The mother is surprised and asks, "How did you find that out? "I als

Moving
Ok just got settled almost and haven't gotten my propane tank recharged yet. The wood burning stove has been working very well though on heating most of the house and have an electric heater in my downstairs bedroom. So one can well imagine my surprise at being woken this morning due to smoke and what turned out to be a chimney fire. So while I wanted to post pix of my lovely new home I am posting pix of the fire damge. Never fear everyone was allright and the damge relatively minor. So look in the photo album I'm posting one tonight many more to follow in the next few days. OK just finished moving this weekend I am in my new place now and got the cable and subsequently internet hooked back up this afternoon. I survived YAY! OK so oppertunity knocked and instead of renting I am buying my own house. Only found out about this on the 5th and I am finishing moving in to my house tonight as such I may be down from internet access for a week. So please comment the hell out of me and

Drakemore
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

My Poetry
i find myself asking this certain question, is being in love really a blessing? i really hope so cause i'm there, now living life as if it treats me fair, i found you and don't want to let you go, all i can do is learn how to show, you've been hurt a lot this i've heard, i'm not like the rest, you are my bird i'll come to you sober and straight, just hope your loves true, not fake, i'm opening my heart as far as it can be, because when i'm with you i feel free, i'm so addicted to you, i can't get enough, but this being away from you is so tough i'll do what i have to do, just hope in the end i'm with you. you spit out lies like its the air you breath you read from the book of how to mislead your a player and you know it your breaking my heart but i dont show it blush red cheeks and a letter full of 'i love you's' this is just not me.. Before I Go.... Before i go i want you to know tha

Doubt
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go.* A real bitch throws you her keys and say it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it*.A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say bet nobody jump in. A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knock the fuck out.* A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink.*A real bitch tells you we need another shoot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down.* A real bitch goes to the club with you and say lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.* A real bitch pops up at your house, talkin bout I know you aint in the bed, on a clubnight! A simple bitch seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real bitch seeks to take care of all your problems, rather it be a gun,a knife, whate

Loon's Ramblings
Alrighty Mumms are rather bad (with a few exceptions) ;) My SB is dead... Sooo... Ask me any 5 questions you want. Doesn't matter what they are. Hell, make things up I don't care. Be serious or have fun with it :D I never thought I'd participate in ONE let alone two LOL But Bri made the contest and he's my friend, so I entered :) It's for "Hottest Eyes" Starts today 4PM Central (which is now) and ends Sunday, September 16 at Noon Central. The most comments wins (with rates only counting as the tie breaker) Here is my link: Good luck to all! :D I stock up on Chiquita brand and other brand snacks at the store for myself. Chiquita has apples, apples and grapes, carrots, snap peas... Usually I buy the apples and carrots. This time I bought apples and grapes and another brands bag of apples (cause it was a larger bag) This woman was standing behind me and breathing really heavy on the back of my neck. So I ask her "Am I in your way or something? Cause you're

Pimp Outs
Hey everyone, could u please take a moment out of your day and go and rate a friend of mine. Tina is a great person, so please go rate her and show her page some love..Oh and dont forget she could use her very first bling as well. Who ever gets one to her first. let me know thanks NAUGHTYTINKER@ fubar Come and Show this Corona Lovin member some luv, and get to know him...ADD/FAN/RATE him. please. He is a great family guy & New to Fubar, So welcome him with lots of luv psalm23:4@ fubar Thanks This pimpout brought to you by: Aces@ fubar YES THATS RIGHT ITS THE #1 LOUNGE ON FUBAR ABOUT TO HIT 3,000 MEMBERS COME IN AND JOIN US BY SUBSCRIBING TO THE LOUNGE BECOME THE 3,000 MEMBER AND RECIEVE 5,000 FUBUCKS FROM DEVIL WITCH!! Just click the Sudio 54 pic! THIS IS A PIMP OUT FOR STUDIO 54. MADE BY: **Devil Witch**@ fubar

Letters From My Soul
I have decided to be done with the bad, and start with the good so I would like to share some good secrets about myself......to level THAT bad one.... I love Hello Kitty. She makes me happy and if I weren't a blood donor, I would tattoo her somewhere on my body. I am a HUGE animals advocate. I feel that since animals don't have a voice, I should speak for them. My favorite flower: Anything but roses. Never roses. They aren't original enough. If I were to recieve an Orchid or a Daisy from a man that I was seeing...I would just melt. I don't believe in sex on the first date...or the second...or the third. I want you to know the way my heart feels before you feel my body. I believe in love....yet don't act like it. I am afraid to love because I feel that I can be so powerful inside of it....that it would make me burst. I don't know where he is but I can't wait to meet him, and show him things that no one in the world has seen before. If I like someone, I neutralize m

Musings
Secretly I travel to a unknown terrain Where only I can find A beautiful place with rainbow rain Saturating and covering my mind In a canoe through the waters Over the small mountains No scandals or squatters Just magical cliffs and crystal water fountains The clouds shine light upon my face Water cools my legs as I pull the canoe To the barren shore Beautiful shadows and shady leaves Appear as intricate lace He becomes visable and guides Me all the way to Paths of coconut leaves and Mango trees Exotic birds singing unknown lullabyes Kukui nut trees and Orchid petals Glistening lights shine onto us from the sky He picks me up and carries me to our Secret Garden Gently he kisses my sun rosed lips Chains of golden blossoms hang on vines above us His strong arms holding me tight Reaching the Garden I smell Jasmine flower Kissing and watching the fish Jump up and down My body aches for his passion What we share is only ours to know Beauty abounds within our at

Still Figurin' Things Out! *blushes*
First Glance Cinnamon and Steeped coffee.. Distant chatter of others with ragtime interlaced... Knees held together, toes turned inward... Face flushed... MY God, Anticipation! Peering through the reflective glass.. Tall and Handsome.. A smile that melts, At last! a HUG! Embers of Life Letting go of the Fire, the witness to your existence, the pedestal of hope That held you high from Invisibility Grasping for breath, No one will know.. Secretly Loving, the deadly sin Envious Truth of Embers Burn deep smoldering to find ones self is still broken yet sane! Love from My Lips feeling you... enduring the longing... lingers in the exhausting breath that escapes my heart the exhale... is the scent of crimson rose to taste it on my tongue, pure pleasure.. exist in my mouth. my heart joins my hand as th

Other Things!!!
Do you have a great Salute for Valentines Day? Show it to me!! I am hosting a “Best Valentines Day Salute” Contest and giving away Blasts, VIP’s, Tickers, and FuBucks!!! The contest will begin on 2/2 at 11PM EST (8:00 PM FUBAR TIME) and will end on 2/13 at 11PM EST (8:00 PM FUBAR TIME) (. Prizes will be given on Valentines Day!!! Rules of the contest!!! - First and foremost - No bashing or downrating other contestants in the contest! It will NOT be tolerated!!! - No cheating will be tolerated as well - All pics must be SFW -Please add fan and rate the host, as this will be a “Friends Only” Folder -Rates count for 5 points and comments count for 1 point -Self Bombing is allowed and encouraged -Bombing Families are welcome! NOW THAT THE RULES ARE OUT OF THE WAY, LETS GET TO THE GOOD STUFF!!! 1ST PLACE - Your Choice of: 7 day Blast, 1 mth VIP, 4 pack of Tickers, or 50,000 FuBucks 2ND PLACE - 3 day blast or 25,000 FuBucks 3RD PLACE - 10,000 F

Posse Bombs
LESS THAN 10,000 COMMENTS LEFT TO GO 50,000 comments for a Happy Hour All Help appreciated and Paid back Thanks hi my fabulous friends lol i'm in a contest to win an auto 11 bling which i'm hoping to use for my 2nd fu-birthday if i win it. please rate the pic below. if u have time, please leave some comments too, thanks so much. i need lots of help to get back the lead, as i've dropped to 2nd place to nearly 1000 comments behind, i was that much in front before i went to bed. i've been leading nearly all the way through the contest. rates = 3 points, comments = 1 point so if u can't comment bomb, please at least rate my entry, thanks alot. the 1 with the most points wins 1 auto 11. 2nd and 3rd places get fubucks. here my link ... i know i have great friends who can help me lol spank that monkey hard lol ;o) thanks alot in advance and huge thanks to those who've helped so far :o) don't forget to show the hostess (BooBoo) some l

Mood Lyrics
hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappears You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? my sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end You could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way... Wanna love ya Wanna bug ya Wanna squeeze ya Stupid girl Wanna touch ya, Wanna take ya, Wanna shut ya, Stupid girl. I can't take this, Born to break this. She's going away, (She's going away) What's wrong with my lif

Quizzes And Other Junk
The One Word Survey! Answers can only be one word; no explanations! Your self: Dislike Your eyes: Like Your hair: Soft Your smile: Cute Your crush/bf/gf: Dreamy Your prized possession: Love Your bedroom: Messy Your style: Comfortable Your mood: Loved Your outlook: Positive Your favorite movie: Many Your favorite book: Many Your favorite band: None Your favorite weather: Spring Your favorite car: Meh The room you are in right now:LivingRoom The song you are listening to right now: ........Hard The person you are thinking of right now: *winks The task you are putting off right now: Sleep The best word to describe you right now: Calm The last person to talk to you: Lewis The last person to hug you: Brian The last person to tell you a secret: Lewis The last person you told a secret to: Lewis The last physical injury you have recieved: Hip Take This Survey | Search Surveys | MySpace SurveysSurvey found on Bzoink

Friends
Ok what is up with you people? You take the time to look at the pics but you dont rate them if you took the trouble of goin to the pic then why not make one more click and rate it i mean come on its not that hard even an idiot could figure that one out and besides all i hear is help me level up rate my pics but YOU wont do it your self ever hear of scratch my back i will scratch yours? And besides you get points too hmmm can we say duh? you want to level up then rate some pics! And stop asking every one else to do it for you. Any way for those on my list or anyone reading this halloween pics are up go rate!! What is up with people on here? They seem to care more about makin it in the top 10, isnt this site about makin friends. Dont get me wrong it might be nice to be in the top 10 but I dont know about you I am here to make friends. I am soooo sick of people asking for help to level up and say they will return the luv but never do. But they will for their friends who are "hot" or in th

Rants
If U have a kid that's A.D.D then why the FUCK would you give him a cup of sugar to eat? Like it was just food to eat, a fucking cup of sugar?A kid that's running around picking everything it can get it's grimy little dirty hands on and tossing it to a new spot...and you're feeding it sugar?! Which was better than him licking his finger and sticking it in the sugar like he was doing at first! AND (cuz that's just not all of it ever) you're giving me a dirty look when i tell you that the kid has to leave. AND YES I DID TELL THEM THE KID HAD TO GO! He tore up my office. And cuz life is never simple we not only get to clean it up - we get to prepare for an audit set for tomorrow as well. No the office was already clean so we didn't have much cleaning to do, we were working on the files in my office. It's not funny. I don't know who's ass to whip, first and hardest. Oh wait yeah I do...the bitch that fed the A.D.D. kid a fucking cup of SUGAR!!!! It wasn't even her kid! And this nasty ass b

Swinging Johnson Brothers Musings
VOTE!!!!!! Then Copy and post this out please!!!! Help the Swinging Johnson Brothers and Freakshow Entertainment win the spoof contest for the MTV Movie Awards. The Movie is called "SAWdust" It's a mixture of Saw 3 and Disney's Pinocchio. Here's what to do: Sign in to your yahoo.com accountGo to mtvmovieawards.yahoo.com/spoofsWatch SAWdustRate it (the higher the rating, the better the chances of winning)And leave a comment.Thanks for your help! See you on cable! The Swinging Johnson Brothers Watch SAWdust Hello, my fellow proud Americans from across our beautiful and magestic and lovely and breathtaking land.My name is Juanathin Johnson and I gonna be President of the United States! ..>..> ..>..> ...heavy huh? So, here it goes... I would like to be the president of the United States. I know it's a big annoucement and I spoke it over with my imaginary wife that I hope to have someday and she agrees. "It's our duty to run.", she says while sewing an imaginar

Profound Quotes
The Road to Success “Always choose the path that moves in the direction of your dreams. Though your journey may be filled with many winding roads, when you are inspired to follow your dreams, you eventually find success, and discover it is less about the destination and more about the manner in which you traveled.” The Essence of Change “Learn to embrace change, and you’ll begin to recognize that life is in constant motion, and every change happens for a reason. When you see boundaries as opportunities, the world becomes a limitless place, and your life becomes a journey of change that always finds its way.” The Power of Attitude “Our lives are not determined by what happens to us, but how we react to what happens; not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events and outcomes. It is a catalyst… a spark that creates extraordinary results.” The Essence of Destiny “Watch your thoughts

Master/slave
Most readers have never heard of “CP”, “domestic discipline” or “BDSM” or “vanilla” and I think it would be better if posters here did not use these unfamiliar and potentially misleading terms, but they do, so what follows are some quick definitions for readers who are floundering. For a much better understanding of these terms, from those who associate themselves with the terms as opposed to from my outsider's perspective, simply do an internet search for the term and read some of the websites listed. Feel free to link to these definitions. BDSM BDSM (bondage, dominance, submission, sadism, masochism), also called “kinky”; refers to a number of different ways of interacting sexually, and/or relationship styles, from very ritualised, stylised modes of interaction to more subtle, evolving relationships like Taken In Hand ones. Some BDSM relationships involve sexual scenes and role-playing in a particular style (such as master-slave or dominant-submissive) but outside the sexual a

Crazy Thoughts Of A Insane Biker
ladies plz beware this guy is pretending to be a marine or miltary he tells them what they want to here just to get sex then makes up a big sob story frist it was a bomb then it was a 4 wheeler his name is brad jonthan latham or sopoe to be anyway his id is semperfibrad so plz girls dont be a fool the resent blog i posted is for a good friend it was not me he done that too i know and understand how fubar or any other sites work but the least they can do is not pretend they r in love just be honest if u want sex say so if u want love say so if u want friends say so dont go to the point were u affect someones life that is just down right dirty and low lifed it takes a pretty low person to do those things ,thank u for ur time ....harley

True Love
Subject: OBAMA'S CHURCH Obama mentioned his church during his appearance with Oprah. It's the Trinity Church of Christ. I found this interesting. Obama's church: Please read and go to this church's website and read what is written there. It is very alarming. Barack Obama is a member of this church and is running for President of the U.S. If you look at the first page of their website, you will learn that this congregation has a non-negotiable commitment to Africa. No where is AMERICA even mentioned. Notice too, what color you will need to be if you should want to join Obama's church... B-L-A-C-K!!! Doesn't look like his choice of religion has improved much over his (former?) Muslim upbringing. Are you aware that Obama's middle name is Mohammed? Strip away his nice looks, the big smile and s

Poems
My lady's presence makes the roses red, Because to see her lips they blush for shame. The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became, And her white hands in them this envy bred. The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread, Because the sun's and her power is the same. The violet of purple colour came. Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed. In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take; From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed; The living heat which her eyebeams doth make Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed. The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers, Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers Your hazel green eyes Are like woods on a warm spring day When leaves have just unfolded And slender branches thick with sap Bend under the weight of songful birds. I look into your eyes and see A timeless world of sun and breezes, Of shade and dappled love, As I gaze from my sunlit doorway, I see you and in your beautiful eyes i see eternity. I

Drizzles Poems{he Wrote}
“Who Will Cry For The Little Boy” Will you cry for the little man Can you help him to understand Is it possible for his tree to bear fruits If so will it have good roots Will you give him something he can keep Do you kiss him and watch him sleep Does he know everything will be alright Are you there when he wakes at night Is there a life for him to enjoy Who will cry for the little boy Will he always be depressed Did you tell him what it means to be oppressed Tomorrow isn’t promised to him And today is such a big problem It’s a hard knock life I know this Will he ever be someone to miss I can never tell if he’s okay I just tell him there will come a day When he will receive his overdue pay Stay strong little guy and pray Will it be better if I him a toy Maybe but tell me honestly “Who Will Cry For The Little Boy” DEDICATED TO ALL THE ORPHANED LITTLE MEN A.I.R 2/23/04 “Quotes” They always say fake it until you make it But how can you do that when life is

Poems
he says things that tear me apart, but deep inside i still want him. his sins i'm still in love with. his influence i still miss. i only wish i could tell him that im sorry. and have one more chance. im still feeling the pain. i still feel like i have lost, not only my true love, but my best friend. so many things have come, so many things have gone. my feelings are still strong, but his has taken a u-turn. he no longer feels the way he said he did. every one said that we would never last. so i owe all of those people an appology, because you were right. where do i go from here? what choice do i make? i know what i want and yet to actually fight for it, feels like its too much. i still love you, and you know who you are. every time i look at you, it gets harder to forget the past. when i look into his eyes, i only see what we once were. is there ever a chance that we might be together? or is it just a dream that i want to come true. i see people fighting for somethi

Old Auctions And Contests
!!!!ENDS TODAY!!!! The Auction is now OPEN!!!! Stop by and bid on your fellow fubarians :) It will run from now until Feb 22nd at midnight eastern time! Be kind with the bidding :) Do not bid if you dont intend to pay... If anyone has any problems at all feel free to contact me and we'll get them resolved! ~*~The Fallen One~*~ Mistress of Daddy Lo~*~Fuowned by Domking123~*~Member of Az's Angels~*~@ fubar Happy Bidding!!! Here are your fellow fubarians up for auction this time. Click on a picture to bid on the person:

Todays Adventure Lol
I had a great day today. I bought myself movies I got Son in Law I lvoe tat movie way funny buddy lol. I also got Hellboy neva saw it so i had to get it cuz they coming out with hellboy 2. I also went to the mall I bought my daughter a band shirt she wanted one cuz everyone in our family has one but her so she now has Pink Floyd lol. My son Lucas had his first slurpie he loved it lol wouldnt let go of it. Thats all guys and i decided to sign up to zumba its a type of excrise dance class it looked fun neva done this so i thought wat the hell why not try it.

Lisa's Random Thoughts
I know I haven't been here in a while ... sorry about that. There's been so much going on, that I haven't been able to do much of anything for myself. However, the stuff I removed from here was a result of some of things that has happened. I'm not going to get into all of that right now though. I'm fine *see me smile?*. My youngest brother (MC) has moved in with us (per request from my other younger brother JC). JC felt that MC needed some boot-camp-for-a-direction-of-life training. He's got nothing, and is in need of serious guidance. Needless to say, big sister is pulling a "drill sgt" on him (because our own parents won't do it). I'm having to set schedules, hold and control his money (or he blows it on useless junk), and teach him how to be self-disciplined, respectable, and honorable. Sadly, our parents didn't teach us any of these things .. I had to teach myself; and my youngest brother needs to learn them too. This isn't a permanent situation though. It's just going to take s

Poems That I've Written
"A Sleeper Walked Among Us" I saw the destruction of a man today He spoke of an everlasting prodigy I did not know this man he spoke to many Said he would set us free Blinded by power and overwhelming rage He could not free himself from an all-too mortal cage He mended so many broken hearts And he tryed to set the stage He contracted many followers For the wars that he would wage He swore to God that he would cleanse this place And that society would change But then a concience grew inside of him A feeling much too new and strange He had a distinct look on his face One that was racked with pain Scars covered his body As though he was beaten with a chain He was lost in the passing days And was eventually destroyed I saw the destruction of a man today He spoke of an everlasting prodigy I did not know this man This man was... This man was me... "Poetic Death" Death came twice today, It never fails it fi

Custom Animations
I have recently learned how to make animated gif images... you know, the ones you see, with where people have a series of images for the profile pic... If you would like one made for you; check my "Created by Me" album, as well as the albums designated for specific users, to see the ones I have made so far... All I need is a few ideas, and some pictures of you! Now, since I am using my own time to do this; there will be a COST to you... it can be various fu-gifts, some fu-bling, fu-bucks... heck, maybe even REAL bucks... We can discuss it. Send me a private message, if you are interested.

Rants
I was watching this movie waking life and the whole plot of the movie is that your dream state can be munipulated or conjoin with your real life. So if you had died in your real life your brain tranfers all thought all existance of you into the dream state and you continue living within your mind until you die so on and so forth. One of the sayings in the movie came from one of the philosopher "There are two kind of sufferers in this world, those that suffer a lack of life and those whole suffer an overabundance of life." It made me think which one of these sufferes am i and am i living in a suto tonic life? Is this all a dream?????? Rockabilly Rumble When: Friday, May 21, 2010 8:00 PM - 2:00 AM MST Hosted by: L.F.s. Brand. Promoters: Ghoulina Voodoo Swing CD Release PartyPlus making there first appearance in Tucson all the way from Springville Utah Mad Max & The Wild Ones and from Williams AZ The Moonlight Howlers. A girl depressed... Moved Into a wor

Unable To Sleep ~ Thoughts On My Mind ~
Tonight is tough, my son in law who just turned 21 last Wed, has to get back on a plane at 8:30am in the morning/ Sunday/ in order to go back to another 6 months duty in Iraq. I think that it's harder to see him go back this time than when he left in Jan. My daughter and he have had 15 days, and well now of course, she is also in tears. That's hard to see as her Mom.. We'll all be going together in the morning to see him depart and.. So, I ask, that you keep them in your prayers and ask God to watch over him as he serves our country. Thank you my friends, Anna aka Fyretygress

Wil Harry Reid Also Hide In Illinois?
Over the past week the nation witnessed the spectacle of Wisconsin and Indiana Democrat lawmakers fleeing across state-lines into Illinois, Bonnie and Clyde-style, though in this case in hopes that their absence would stave off having to make tough decisions. Back home, their votes were needed to rescue their states from dire fiscal problems, and that is the case in states across the rest of the Midwest and the rest of the nation. Budget deficits are bulging and competition for scarce financial resources is growing more alarming.This Prohibition-era retro replay may indeed spread to the federal government and Washington, as a new Congress grapples with its first tough budget debate. Will liberals duck responsibility again?The federal government has been operating under a Continuing Resolution that will expire on March 4th. The House, led by Republican Speaker John Boehner (R-IL) has already passed a new Continuing Resolution (CR) that cuts approximately $61 billion (too little in my o

Life
I have aske dyou to read this because YOU are now or were at some point a very important part of my life. The past few weeks have been very dificult for me and I have come to the point wheer i have got to say this and try and move on. Last year I went thru a divorce,losing my best friend, and finding out that I am adopted and everything I thought I knew about me has been a lie.The man that i divorced has meet someone new and I am happy for him but I have pretended that I am ok with it to just keep peace in the family well I am not ok with it and from this moment on i am leaving it in the past. I have not spoken to the man I called daddy now for almost three months and that doesnt bother me anymore. I have not forgotten my best friend I worry about her everyday. I have listened to other people and done what they thought was best when dealing with her . To her I am sorry for that. We have all done wrong and no one is perfect especially me. There are two things I know for sure and t

"the World's Hardest Riddle"
Body: "The World's Hardest Riddle" Body: Can you guess the riddle? I turn polar bears white and I will make you cry. I make guys have to pee and girls comb their hair. I make celebrities look stupid and normal people look like celebrities. I turn pancakes brown and make your champane bubble. If you sqeeze me, I'll pop. If you look at me, you'll pop. Can you guess the riddle? 97% of Harvard graduates can not figure this riddle out, but 84% of kindergarten students were able to figure this out in 6 minutes or less. Can you guess the riddle? Just repost this bulletin with the title "The World's Hardest Riddle", "and then check your inbox. You'll get a message with the correct answer

Value Me...
Alone by myself No one to talk to Afraid of my surroundings Alone by myself In pain and fiery I miss the happy days Alone by myself In my own little corner Frightened of what will happen next Alone by myself I think about my life And cry until no tears are left to cry Alone by myself But not really alone Only in my heart forever more Hey all my Cherry friends wanting 2 wish u a great and happy Easter....... My wall I am all alone with in my self. No way to break free and no way out. Need to be held and need to be loved. Can’t you see im with in my self? My sole has taken over me. You can’t get close to me. I have tried to break down this wall of mine. I sit here and scream please let me out. For all I want is to be loved and to love back. But my wall is so high and thick no sole can come in. So for that I am lost with in. Bye Toni Written 4/16/07

Shaved Or Not !
As A young man I would look in to hustler adult mags and thats where I got my first glance at Bald pussy and OMG I thought what a Sexy n hot thing to see. Now every woman I have been with has either shaved or had me shave them I dont know about any one else but i do belive that a woman with a shaved camel toe(pussy) IS about the most sexy thing she can do No I presonaly shave to but hell I have nee doing it for years so men if ya like shaved beaver let us know and ladies if you like a shaved bird let Us know too

Family
** To ALL LDC Members, Founders and Co-Founders !!! ** As of June 9th, 2007 there will be a new Chain of Command put into place within the LDC Family and the Clan Lupin Family. These chains are basically so that nobody goes over anyones head in doing something. How this chain works is simple. You will start with the Number 1 spot if you have a question or a problem. If they arent on, you will go down to the Number 2 spot and so on. This Chain of Command is to be used when dealing with ANY family situations or drama. Use this Chain of Command before posting any bulletins or comments over anything. Clan Lupin is in place to deal with any drama or problems within the family but when dealing with the more serious situations, the Chain of Command needs to be upheld. Should the need arise that a creator steps in on ANY situation, then the decision of that creator over rides any decision previously given. Below you will find the Chain of Command for the LDC Family and below that you will

Prayers
I JUST GOT A MESSAGE FROM MY DRAUGHTER MOM SHE BEEN TRYING TO GET AHOLD OF ME AND TELL ME THAT MY DRAUGHTER AND HER GRANNY WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT THEY GOT T BONE FROM A DRIVER THAT TRY TO BE A RED LIGHT MY EX GRANNY PASSAWAY AT THE SCENE AND MY DRAUGHTER IS IN CCU HOOK ON A MACHINE FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE...THIS HAS REALLY CAUGHT ME ALL BY SUPRISE PLZ GOD HEAR MY PRAYER PLZ DONT TAKE HER FROM ME SHE MINE ONLY CHILD SHE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME I LOVE HER TO DEATH SHE JUST TURN THREE LAST MARCH SHE GOT A WHOLE AHEAD OF HER WHY DO THIS HAS TO HAPPEN TO HER ITS NOT FAIR WHY CANT IT BE ME NOT HER SHE DONT DESERVE THIS AT ALL AND FOR THE SOB TRYING TO BEAT A FUCKING REDLIGHT!!!! GOD REST YOUR SOUL YOU SO NEED IT RIGHT NOW WILL YALL PLZ PRAY FOR MY LIL GIRL SHE REALLY NEEDS IT MORE THAN NE THING OH GOD I WISH WOULD BE THERE FOR HER IM SO LOST AN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO:( ~BabyBoy J~ ========UPDATE======= there turnign offthe machines at 2 not expecting her to make it even a 1/2 hour shes gon

Shans Bits...
So alone Deep inside myself I'm crying I'm screaming and no one can hear But who would listen if they could anyway? Sometimes I feel I'm breaking Sometimes I'm not sure I'm whole Sometimes I realise I'm cold But who's gonna warm me now I'm too broken to be fixed So take a deep breath Catch your breath before it slips away Hold onto it, treasure it People will take it from you if they can The worlds cruel It'll destroy you if you fall So you're walking with your head down What is it your thinking? That if you get far away enough You'll leave everything else behind But it follows you A haunting shadow You can't leave the past Not if you're scared of the future Are you scared? To be alone? To feel? To hurt? Aren't we all dying a little inside? The rain starts falling Now no one can see you cry Not that they looked before It's starting to hurt inside The broken pieces scar your skin So drown in all your sorrow Let it wash the pain away There i

Tag
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?I dont remember[2] You were in the car with? my sister [3] Went to the mall with?havent been[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Dont wanna remember[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?SataraT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?FalseQ: Been searched By Cops?very TrueQ: Been suspended from school?TrueQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?TrueQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?TrueQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?trueQ: Shot a gun?TrueQ: Donated Blood?trueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or

Mine
An old man in Mississippi was sitting on his front porch watching the sun rise. He sees the neighbor's kid walk by carrying something big under his arm. He yells out "Hey boy, whatcha got there?" Boy yells back "Roll of chicken wire." Old man says "What you gonna do with that?" Boy says "Gonna catch some chickens." Old man yells "You damn fool, you can't catch chickens with chicken wire!" Boy just laughs and keeps walking. That evening at sunset the boy comes walking by and to the old man's surprise he is dragging behind him the chicken wire with about 30 chickens caught in it. Same time next morning the old man is out watching the sun rise and he sees the boy walk by carrying something kind of round in his hand. Old man yells out "Hey boy, whatcha got there?" Boy yells back "Roll of duck tape." Old man says "What you gonna do with that?" Boy says back "Gonna catch me some ducks." Old man yells back, "You dang fool, you can't catch ducks with duck tape!" Boy just l

Passionate Silence
She sat in seat 13-A, looking silently out the window at the ground slowly moving by 35,000 feet below her, occasionally interrupted by a soft cloud passing by on the Friday afternoon. Her drink sat half-finished on the tray table dropped down from the seat back in front of her. She knew she wanted this flight; she had to get away, and she knew that what she would encounter at the other end was something she wanted, no, needed for herself—to feel like a woman again. This trip was the end of the slavish life she had left behind, a life that had started out well but had gone sour, corrupted and decayed by infidelity and the loss of trust that had come with it. The reward for that infidelity and breach of vows was her angry silence. In that dark time first she had shied away from everyone in her hurt, choosing silence over words that would hurt those that didn’t deserve it. When that threatened to overwhelm her, she had sought solace for her own needs in the other she wa

Quizez
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Updates
I feel how this site is so aptly named. I african-americaned out last night. First time it's ever happened to me. Drinks at the club are ridiculously pricey so we (my boy's and I) drank before we went. I was drinking Jack Daniels I will venture to say over half the bottle with a 60:40 ratio Jack to coke. Once inside I bought a round of drinks and got a double shot of Jager. Not a wise decision on my part. I vaguely remember dancing and the rest of the tale is what my boy's have told me . I believe them for the most part except the part where they said I fucked some chick and danced with a tranny (i avoided eye contact with that beast at all cost). What happened the 2.5 hours at the club I don't know. I do remember leaving because some drunk bitch told me I was drunk. I nearly fell down the stairs. I thought I was driven straight home but apparently we went to Denny's and I was so fucked up they said I opted to stay in the car. They made attempts to revive me but to no avail. I was als

My Thoughts
I sit here and wonder why I make so many mistakes and then do it again later on. I try to be happy with what I have then everything seems to go wrong, Either because a guy can promise me the world or something sounds so good, while in the long run it was all a crock of shit. The I look around after all the shit has settled and realize that I have hurt a lot of people and myself in the long run. I know I can't change the past and am supposed to learn from it but I don't think I will ever totally grasp that concept. I am very sorry for everyone I have hurt and I know I can't change what happened. I just hope one day that maybe and I don't know if I am grasping at straws or not but I hope that stuff can start to go back to the way it was. I have royally messed up this time and I regret stuff for the second time in my life. I know nobody is perfect but I know there is even limits to what happens. You can only mess up so much before people do give up on you. I know i am at my breaking poin

My Funny Freestyles Lol Kinda
Yo your quick to fail Your to much of a kid to tell All your acne jokes u think are well Apply to him as well And when it comes to rap im the steady king And ur boyfriend prefers u when ur not wearing anything Except his wedding ring But I do the most work U can go first U can keep my girls money and tour the whole earth Looking for a growth spurt I got the sick flavor While this faker Is trying not to get confused for a fifth grader But anyway ur getting wrecked And when he was a kid He wished he was big But instead got the reverse effect Have u even developed into a person yet Or is ur mom still trying to figure out what birth defect But when we spit its airless But I don’t know why anybody would be scared against This piece of asparagus And you see the crazy thing to me is that u reek of such arrogance But secretly u speak to a therapist Like… I CAN’T BE THE AMERICANS!!!