IrReLeVaNtLy YoUrS's blog: "some days"

Even if your not Gay or a lesbian.. take a moment out of your day to read the facts.. keep an open mind.. Do i really have the right to keep 2 people from committing to their love? Wednesday, November 5th, 2008 As deeply disappointed as we all are that California voters passed Proposition 8, we must not allow that disappointment to linger. This vote is a temporary defeat in the long march toward equal rights for all citizens in America Please join us for a protest rally tonight at 7 pm on San Vicente Blvd between West Hollywood Park and the Pacific Design Center (647 N. San Vicente Blvd. West Hollywood CA 90069) as we move forward towards restoring equality for all in California. San Vicente Blvd, between Santa Monica Blvd and Melrose Avenue will be closed tonight starting at 6 pm. San Vicente south-bound traffic will be directed to make left or right at Santa Monica Blvd. Signs have already been posted to help divert traffic. --------------------------------------------- "We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, ensure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America. " -------------------------------------------- "No State shall make or enforce any law which shall abridge the privileges or immunities of citizens of the United States; nor shall any State deprive any person of life, liberty, or property, without due process of law; nor deny to any person within its jurisdiction the equal protection of the laws. , ----------- CONGRATS TO BARRACK OBAMA, WE HAVE FAITH YOU'LL DO THE RIGHT THING. !!!! ----- AND SIGN THiS!!! ------- we dont know the results for sure yet due to millions of absentee ballots that are yet to be counted.. but why not start this now? SIGN IT SHARE IT!! EQUALITY BABY!!!, http://www.petitiononline. com/seg5130/petition. html..

how am i doin? nope im not ok.. ya i smile... just so you will go away how am i feelin.. pretty foggy and blue hate waking up fuck i hate sleeping too tired of hoping yup tired of stress tired of wishing tired of this mess tired of laughin when all i want to do is cry im tired of questions fuck im tired of asking why? tired of loving and tired of pain fuck im tired of dreaming just to stay sane tired of watching im tired of you im tired of life i wish it were thru a coward i am thats all as you see cross my fingers for balls so i can end me priority 50 oh wait 51 i been standing in line but another has come peacefully waiting but no patience you say? i been giving and giving.. must have given em all away giving.. i gave you.. i gave all that i could and you took and you took what now im no good? space a you asked for a lil trust and some peace as if i had you captive or on a fuckn leash youdo as you want and go where you please i even left before you asked i put aside me i sat and sat quiet no questions to ask but you took advantage you took it quite fast and now i sit crying and wait where are you? this ex or that one and tonight there is new... im just being mean oh wait you said "dum" im sorry i cant hear you my senses are numb now my turn for questions its my turn to ask do you really give a fuck or was it first reaction to ask? do you care how im doing? have i once crossed your mind? do you care how i feel? wait you just cant find time, notime for the nothing its all for the rest i wear my heart on my sleeve since it was torn from my chest my stupidity stained me its appearant to see cuz at the end of my anger its still you im missing....

a tiny child thats all i was innnocent fuckn innocent and you found lust? just a lil girl.. just learning this life but you took it from me you didnt play nice just a child not even quite one and look what you did it cant be undone pigtails and puppies a diaper and all you sick fuckn bastard i still played with dolls what were you thinking where was your mind was someone your age so hard to find? and what about those those who knew all along i was just a lil baby didnt you know it was wrong? 20 years later i now pay the price because i was a child molested half of my life just a tiny baby full of giggles and coohs you took my life what the fuck was wrong with you!!

today i lost a friend of mine.. someone i grew up with and someone i loved.. what bothers me the most is i never told him how i felt.. i never showed him that he meant something to me.. i cant stop cryin and tho i talked to him just yesterday i miss him already more then i have ever.. i know you cant read this nilly but i want you to know that i love you and that i will take care of katelynn to my fullest ability.. and tho i did not give birth to her she is still my daughter and you will always be my baby daddy :) lol i love you ...

some thoughts are better left alone and sometimes its better on your own in some ways its just a happy home and some days i wish i wasnt known