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All The Days
i remember that day you said i do till death do us part the lies, the cheating has left me empty trusting a soul to deliver happiness is a failed cause love is a broken watch like time doesnt pass by, love doesnt exist for so many things i wish i could change the day i met you is the only thing that remains what i would do and what i would have said sure would have lead me another way i dont know how i will ever trust again i know now im meant to be alone all the days

Stare Into Glory
As I stare now into glory I seek to conquer all. I’m sick. I know I’m not well because to look into my heart is to take a journey into hell. I’ve done things that I’ll never tell. I have been broken battered and defeated. The blood may no longer run like a river but the pain is here to tell me that I’m still alive. I’ve been guilty of judging to quickly and I have paid the price. I’ve been addicted to substance and punishment and they got me no where but trapped within my own empathy. Now I must face my bruised reflection daily. Just because I am bruised does not mean that I will bow down and I will give in…..I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again…the pain is here to show me that I’m still alive…Every drop of blood and sweat has it’s own meaning. I live for the pain I do not care what you think what you say…I don’t give a fuck that people stare at me every day. My blood shall flow and it will stain the land for I am one who is to be judged….when tha

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Poetry
It took a while for the sun to rise today I'm wondering if it will be the day That I will see you again You never used to disappear like you have now had the courage to always speak your mind something changed along the way Walked a path where flowers become windswept tried to remember your face in a memory To only see you once again It would be the best gift to man to finally know where I went wrong here only questions, never an answer The night turns to day and seasons change along the way but your face remains the same I want to forget I want to go on but somehow i'm left with a face that burns in my heart These are my confessions I hope they serve you well and reach your ears wherever you truly are i'd sing them forever and always If I thought that they would make you return I wonder though, would it make a difference? to have the answers now. The night turns to day and seasons change along the way but your face remains the same I want to fo

Poems, Writings, Thoughts
Well things have changed abit, I guess everyone sending good thoughts and pryers, is doing some good. thank you the way. angie managed to get us a 2 week extintion, on our move. We still have to move, but this gives us time to get thing together. today is the first day in a week that i am out of pain, ribs, teeth, and back feeling good, so Iwill be going out and moveing heavy things again. and hope to not throw anything out again. lol. We are still not sure where we are going, but at least we have the 2 weeks it helps. now if only I can find others to come and help move. Keep up the good thought, they are really helping. Our landlady came by today, and let us know that the bank will be takeing over the house we are renting in 3 days, from today, we can save it by takeing over paymants, and paying $3,620, something we do not have. and then 700 a month after. then house would become ours. this I regret will not happen, so we are now scrambling to pack and get ready to move. Yes m

My Poems
You keep saying what have you done to me, but neither of us can figure out what. Your on my mind all through the day, and even at night, you invade my dreams. True love has hit us so very bad, that being apart is driving us mad. I wrote this poem after being hit by a car back in Janruary. Crosswalks People who walk, use crosswalks alot. But when people who drive, don't watch who's inside, a person can get hurt, or even die. So when you are making, a left or right turn, please pay attention and then make your turn. Fat Cat I've got a cat who's fat, a fat cat that sat. A belly so round, he can't get around, a fat cat at that.

When One's A Hammer Everything Looks Like A Nail
Petrol price hit the clounds once again. But we still depend on it to have our cars running and our lights shinning. We still wait for alternative energy and renewable source of energy. I guess our politician will make us wait until they run out of the damn black gold before they let us use them. Sins are forbidden. That's not news. News are that half of them are forbidden by religion. The other half is forbidden by money :) Always try to do your best. Even to those who you thinks they don't deserve it. There are several good reasons to keep from them: 1. you don't like they eat your blood 2. they tend to be promiscuos. 3. once they got you never know how to get rid of them. fleas, on the other hand, are tiny bugs which leave bites all over your body. :)

My Blog
1.What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? A Scotch Sour 2. Do you follow college football? Pretty much, THE Ohio State University 3. How many miles does your car have on it about 15,000 on my TrailBlazer My Honda Prelude is a Frankenstein of Parts, the body is dented and has like 190,000 miles on it, though the engine, transmission, and entire drive train are brand new….so about 20,000 miles, maybe. 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what was it about? Ashley, private bueiness, can’t talk about it, nun-ya-business. 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? At Dave’s party in Pennsylvania I think… 6. Are you happy? Yes I think I am. 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Micro Center…computer store…looking at the new Dual-Processor G5 MAC with a 30” Cinema Screen…freaking sexy ass setup, and it’s under $5000…which isn’t actually bad. 8. How do you feel about your hair? It’s short and super. 9

Wiccan Wonders
Hey all! I know this doesn't pertain to everyone....as not everyone is Wiccan. I have had a few requests from friends about wicca...and between my kids, hubby, home, work, and rotten computer I feel as if I am letting you guys down. I promised to send you messages with info on good reading materials and/or net sites where you can garner as much info as possible...So, I am posting a blog instead. I think this way anyone with questions or concerns can help themselves to the info at their leisure without having to worry about saving it somewhere....lol First are some books. Remember that most books written are done so by the authors personal desires and what truly works for them. Keep in mind the most of the basics regarding wicca and the ceremonies are pretty constant. The laws, the rules, etc. Everything else is personal fluff by the contributing author. Also, by NO means am I saying run out and purchase everyone of these! Goddess knows I could NOT afford that! Pick on

Hydaway Reposts
TO REPOST Doc's BULLY COPY N PASTE HEY IF YOUR BORED OUT OF YOUR SKULL OR STUFFED OR JUST WANTING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS. WELL THEN JUST CLICK A PICTURE AND AND COME HANG OUT WITH ME AND MY FRIENDS.. CLICK THIS PIC AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS... TO REPOST Dj SexiBoi BULLY COPY N PASTE Come Check out Dj Sexi Boi Hey whats up Were calling all Looney's and if your a member then your Arse's back In HydawayRadio Dont forget your Straight Jacket.. Cuz your about to enter The Asylum TO REPOST Jesters BULLY COPY N PASTE Hey.F@kin Jester Is On air

Poetry..
Patience, cooperation, devotion.. they preach… Violence, deceit, repression.. they teach… Saturate us with hidden messages Poison us, with evil entrails hiding our potential to excel Holding the keys to our eternal hell, Watching us grow into their machines Blind to the fire that furies unseen.. Through every beaten tree.. Behind every forgotten scene.. So close to something real.. Unafraid to show how we feel.. Make them think twice – learn to deal With the absence they create Distance, torment, their mistake.. The vision, their created prison Until…………….. The light blinks on, our words burning strong.. In their dream we don’t belong Transparent to them.. A beat all our own…………….. Light explodes surrounding everything.. Consumed burning to life –nothing left.. Shattering to ashes in the breeze.. Hopeless now.. subject to your disease… Scattering in the landscape.. Knowing there's no turning back.. Whisp

Kick Ass Pantera Lyrics
Floods A dead issue, don't wrestle with it, deaf ears are sleeping A guilty bliss, so inviting (let me in), nailed to the cross I feel you, relate to you, accuse you Wash away us all, take us with the floods Then throughout the night, they were raped and executed Cold hearted world Your language unheard of, the vast sound of tuning out The rash of negativity is seen one-sidedly, burn away the day The nervous, the drifting, the heaving Wash away us all, take us with the floods Then throughout the day mankind played with grenades Cold hearted world And at night they might bait the pentagram Extinguishing the sun Wash away man, take him with the floods Hollow What's left inside him? Don't he remember us? Can't he believe me? We seemed like bothers Talked for hours last month About what we wanna be I sit now with his hand in mine But I know he can't feel... No one knows What's done is done It's as if he were dead I'm close with his mother

~{wicked Butterfly's}~ Poetry
Ok I am not happy with CT right now so I am going to be in myspace if you wish to contact me go there. and search for ~{Wicked Butterfly}~ Later. The scent of jasmine still clings tight to your shirt. I know that you weren't at work. The red around your eyes, Tells stories... Lies. You stumble forth to the couch. The beer scent spewing from your mouth. I could look away in dismay. Or love you for you come home each day. Why do you look to the whore with adoration? Why is it we share no communications? I stand up and guide you to our room. Letting the us become in the darkness; consumed. Four little words I just want to say. Do you love me? But Just whisper your name. "I love you my dear" Is all you shall hear. I cannot give in to my angry thoughts. Though most women would say I ought. I cover you with the blanket and watch you close your eyes. I touch your hair and quietly say good-night. Walking from the room, I know we are doomed. The alco

Jokes
A horse and a chicken are playing in a meadow. The horse falls into a mud hole and is sinking. He calls to the chicken to go and get the farmer to help pull him out to safety. The chicken runs to the farm but the farmer can't be found. So he drives the farmer’s Mercedes back to the mud hole and ties some rope around the bumper. He then throws the other end of the rope to his friend, the horse, and drives the car forward saving him from sinking! A few days later, the chicken and horse were playing in the meadow again and the chicken fell into the mud hole. The chicken yelled to the horse to go and get some help from the farmer. The horse said, “I think I can stand over the hole!” So he stretched over the width of the hole and said, “Grab for my ‘thingy’ and pull yourself up.” And the chicken did and pulled himself to safety. The moral of the story: If you are hung like a horse, you don’t need a Mercedes to pick up chicks. A precious little girl walks i

Friends
STEP ONE: Spell your name with bands. M - Metallica I - Iron Maiden K - Korn E - Everlast STEP TWO: -- Name: Mike -- Birthday: June 13th -- Nickname -- Lemy, Lemon, Lemonade & HARD -- Eye Color:-- Brown -- Hair Color:--Black -- Zodiac Sign:-- Gemini STEP THREE: -- The shoes you wore today: My Steel Toe -- Your weaknesses: To Fucking Nice. -- Your fear(s): Being In A Crowed Place -- Your perfect pizza: Spicy -- Goal you'd like to achieve: Be With My Tina STEP FOUR: -- Your best physical feature: Eyes...I Think -- Your bedtime? When I See My Baby Sleepy -- Most missed memory? Being Alone With My Angel STEP FIVE: This Or That... -- Pepsi or Coke? Coke -- McDonald's or Burger King: Krusty Burger aka. Burger King -- Adidas or Nike: A.D.I.D.A.S -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea -- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate -- Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee STEP SIX: Do You... -- Smoke: Yes --Curse: When I Do Something Stupid -- Dance: Hell No --Do you t

Poetry
Escape me? Never— Beloved! While I am I, and you are you, So long as the world contains us both, Me the loving and you the loth, While the one eludes, must the other pursue. My life is a fault at last, I fear: It seems too much like a fate, indeed! Though I do my best I shall scarce succeed. But what if I fail of my purpose here? It is but to keep the nerves at strain, To dry one's eyes and laugh at a fall, And baffled, get up to begin again,— So the chase takes up one's life, that's all. While, look but once from your farthest bound, At me so deep in the dust and dark, No sooner the old hope drops to ground Than a new one, straight to the selfsame mark, I shape me— Ever Removed! everyone rate my new pics please. I ne'er was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away, And when she look

Darkness
What is rain but the tears shed from Mother Earth herself so that she may replenish what has been lost. You leave me alone with tearful words ringing in my ears. You are deaf to these words that come from your lips, but I am not. I scream in hatered as you drive away but you are lost in your world and can not hear a thing. Tearful words hurt more then you can see. For one of these days I will be gone like the wind and you will be to blame not me. Life is full of mysteries and unknowns ~Research these as they come across your path and discover a whole new world and a whole new you.

Faded...
Im such a child sometimes, its really frustrating to step back and look at myself. I always seem to take a step back and look at my views on life and love after reading a particular anime series that I read. I dont want to mention the title because I would feel like I was revealing too much of myself. And right now I feel exposed enough, even though I'm keeping everything to myself. I know how I would like my life to be, and how I think love should be; but the reality of it all is that its not what I would like. Perhaps thats why I always want to run. Thats what the main character in the series does when faced with a situation she cant handle. Holds everything back, keeps it locked away inside; until she cant take it anymore and runs. It amazes me how much we have in common, and as a reader I have an outside view and I'm screaming at her, trying to tell her what she should be doing instead of what she is doing. I wish I had someone like that, to be a little voice in my hea

Words To My Favorite Songs
After the smoke clears When it's down to you and I When the sun appears And there's nothing left but goodbyes We'll just turn and walk away How could we let it end like this Just turn and walk away Should we seal it with a kiss It's too late Now you're out and on the run It's too late Held up in love without a gun Silent night We hold up our candle light Silent night The night our love died No words to say And we're both too tired to fight just hold me close... And don't let go It was all so simple when You were to be queen and I'd be king I guess those dreams got lost Cause baby you're still you And I'm still me Now letting go It's always the hardest part to fight When we both know We're just two more victims of the night It's too late Too late to wonder why Much too late To save a love that's died Silent night We hold up our candle light Silent night The night our love died No words to say Now we're both too tired to fight Just hold me close a

Life
Sometimes in life, the person you want to be with the most is the person you are better off without. There are some walls you can walk through and some walls you can not. Recently, I have been catching myself walking through walls I can not walk through. Sometimes to live a better life, you have to unpack your wants and needs (including people) and only pack who and what you really need in your life to survive and to be happy. And the hardest is to leave the rest be hide.

Booty Call Application..
Would you fuck me? 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u lick me? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull ur hair while I fucked u? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would u fuck me? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star? 16. Are u gonna re-post this to see if and how i want to fuck u? SPIN THE B0TTLE The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1. A KISS ON THE CHEEK 2. JUST A PECK ON THE LIPS 3. A L0T OF POPPING KISSING 4. I WOU

Happy!
*GOTCHA* My Christmas wish for you, my friend Is not a simple one For I wish you hope and joy and peace Days filled with warmth and sun I wish you love and friendship too Throughout the coming year Lots of laughter and happiness To fill your world with cheer May you count your blessings, one by one And when totaled by the lot May you find all you've been given To be more than what you sought May your journeys be short, your burdens light May your spirit never grow old May all your clouds have silver linings And your rainbows pots of gold I wish this all and so much more May all your dreams come true May you have a Merry Christmas friend And a happy New Year, too ..

Do You Think
I had to have my dog put to sleep He was best best friend my companion my boy I will miss him so much a gentler soul you could not find go in peace my friend till we meet again Please remember i love you I'm sorry i havent been in contact lately but ive not been feeling well at all and Friday was not a good day either Ive just had some more blood tests the results came in on Friday my doc rings me up and says i need to see you asap as your thyroid is showing to be very wonky her words not mine I have an appointment on Monday. The last time I got a call like this i had canser as you can guess i am scared to death and not very happy. I wish all of you the best of health and i will let you all know the results as soon as i have them. Please keep your fingers crossed for me My results Category: Life My results were better than i expected i dont have cancer thank fuck excuse the french lol but i do have an under active thyroid which can be kept under control

Shans Bits...
So alone Deep inside myself I'm crying I'm screaming and no one can hear But who would listen if they could anyway? Sometimes I feel I'm breaking Sometimes I'm not sure I'm whole Sometimes I realise I'm cold But who's gonna warm me now I'm too broken to be fixed So take a deep breath Catch your breath before it slips away Hold onto it, treasure it People will take it from you if they can The worlds cruel It'll destroy you if you fall So you're walking with your head down What is it your thinking? That if you get far away enough You'll leave everything else behind But it follows you A haunting shadow You can't leave the past Not if you're scared of the future Are you scared? To be alone? To feel? To hurt? Aren't we all dying a little inside? The rain starts falling Now no one can see you cry Not that they looked before It's starting to hurt inside The broken pieces scar your skin So drown in all your sorrow Let it wash the pain away There i

General Stuff!
With all the auto11's flying around Fubar these days and sooooo many 11's being given in place of the lesser rates, what if?? What if auto11's were stopped one day? What if all those rates you gave your sweetheart and friends turned back to the original value? What if you rated everyone's pictures a "1"? What if the points were recalculated and everyone that leveled up once, twice, ???? were to go back down again? See the dominoe effect this could have? FUBAR CRASH!!!! Just like Wall Street! Is George W. going to bail out Fubar???? ROTFLMAO Here's something that I was given permission to copy. Thank you GRÊÊÑÊ¥ÊÐ TÊXÁ§ GuR£~ FUWife of CHRIS~SWEETCHEEKS BITCH! This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School , Kingston , Tennessee, by school Principal, Jody McLeod "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to h

People Who Suck, And A Pic Or Address
Ok this person goes to every pic and remarks how he/she wants to fuck every part of ur body i think he even mentioned my elbow. So we will dub him a desperate perv. This one is a downrater and personally I think she has a problem with Daddy issues. Whatever here is the gutterslut. Also fake pic as her default (big shock)

Jokes
Two buddies, Bob and Larry, are getting very drunk at a bar when suddenly > > ?Larry throws up all over himself. > > ? > > ?"Oh, no...? Now my wife will kill me!" > > ? > > ?Bob says, "Don't worry, pal. Just tuck a twenty in your breast pocket and > > ?tell your wife that someone threw up on you and gave you twenty dollars > > ?for the dry cleaning bill." > > ? > > ?So they stay for another couple of hours and get even drunker. > > ? > > ?Eventually Larry stumbles home and his wife starts to give him a bad time. > > ?"You reek of alcohol and you've puked all over yourself! My God, you're > > ?disgusting!" > > ? > > ?Speaking very carefully so as not to slur his words, Larry says, > > "Nowainaminit, I can? e'splain everythin. Itsh snot wha jew think. I only > > had a cupla? drrrinks. But thiss other guy got ssick on me...he had one too > > many! and? he juss koudin hold hizz liquor He said hes was verrry sorry an' > > gave me? twennie bucks for the

Short Stories
A Morning Like This by LateNiteFantasy© Right now, before lunch and the hospital, she went for a walk around the pretty lake. Despite the chill in her mind, the quiet of the day grew on her. She soon stopped hugging her arms around her body and stretched out, balancing over the pebbles of a little woodland stream, trickling beneath her feet. There was no one there to tug her close and wrapped an arm around her waist. There was no one there to give her an affectionate or almost possessive squeeze as she drew close to the lakeside. Even so, she liked it here, under the fringes of the woodland canopy, where the green leaves gave way to the sunny June skies. Even alone it felt quiet and almost romantic, walking along, her mind wrapped in dreams. The sound of the water interrupted her thoughts and the feel of the distant sea breeze made her lift up her face to smile at the hidden sun. If only it could always be like this then every day of her life would be filled with sweetnes

The Daily News
Well Last Wednesday I approved the sig cover design for my first poetry book and it is now in the printing department!!! I am starting to get a little ecited about it now!!! I sure hope that everyone who gets a copy really enjoys the poems and I have to admit I hope that it is a big hugh hit!! The title is: "Measure The Heart" The ISBN Number is: 1-4241-4860-X More updates to come!!! A man hanging on a cross giving everything to save the lost. A scence so unreal a man noone could recongize yet I have heard tell that some are offended at the movie called the passion. Have they not read the word of God for that movie only touched a tip of what Jesus really went through and I am sure there was a lot more blood then any movie could reveal. The crisp cool air flowing through the land waking up our senses letting us know Fall has come in full bloom.

Just For Fun
subject: 70 Quirks About Me post date: 2006-12-19 05:51:18 views: 1 comments: 0 ratings: 0 70 QUIRKS ABOUT ME - 01. Initials: SSL 02. Name someone with the same birthday as you: ex sis inlaw 03. Last thing you ate: cereal 04. For or against same sex marriage: whatever feel right for ya im not bothered either way 05. I say Shotgun! You say?: hunting 06. Last person you hugged?: grandson 07. Do you believe in God?: yes 08. How many U.S states have you been to?: 25 09. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 4 10. Ever lived outside of the US: no 11. Name something you like physically about yourself: i really like my eyes 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: not sure 13. Who is your best friend?: Mike and Patty 14. Why are you up?: night owl 15. Who made you angry today? nobody yet lol 16. Favorite type of Food?: mexican 17. Favorite holiday: easter 18. Do you download music: yes 19. What illegal things have you done?:

My Page
this is a follow on from this blog http://fubar.com/blog/247034 i was hoping to make godfather before this VIP ran out, it finishes today and i'm still over 700k from godfather :(. oh well maybe in the new year. awww thank you all for the wonderful birthday gifts and messages. now i have a challenge i have 1,509,153 to godfather. a very sweet person got my a VIP for my birthday so i'm wondering if you can godfather me before it runs out in 1 month!!!! are you up for it? right i'm not adding anyone right now,i had some pix flagged NSFW about 7 in one day so i changed all but 2 of my albums to friends only. Well i added some new people today and one of my pix got flagged,i have asked a very nice bouncer to look at it for me and are waiting to see what they think. So thats it no more adding people to my list for now anyway !!!!

Something About You
Whatever happen to the love we had, the days you would tell me i love you, Whatever happen to the goodnights and goodbye's Whatever happen to the lovemaking that we would have all night and to know that the next morning me and you were still in eachother's side, Side by side OH WHAT! You forgot? You must of cause the only love im getting here is none. All this love and all this happieness i gave you,and all this talk made me believe that you were the one.the nights i spend thinking of you,the nights you were by my side.taking things for granted like it was a game then you went and walk away like it was nothing.Tell me just tell me whatever happen to all we had.All this madness that is running thru my mind day in and day out.If this love was good then why did you decide to be so cruel.It would of but you let it go.Wasting all this time with you not even knowing what i did to you.Broken dreams,Broken hearts and i got was the best of both worlds.Not being able to tell you

For All My Haters
lord , som ppl seriously blows my mind. last couple off days i been named called, cus of a game. lol like imma sit in a corner n cry cus somone callin me names. wont happen. i dont give a shit, if me helpin my friends, n doin somthin gd for somone makes me a bad person, then hell, then im hella bad. get it straight i dont give a shit, call me wut ever u wanna call me, but seriously grow up, its like bein back in high school, sheesh , those who know me, knows who i am, they know i am a nice person, dont do drama, just cus i dont sink down to theire level dosent mean im weak n dont know how to fight back, just lazy at times, lmao but seriously keep the shit comin, n il show ya how big off bitch i can be, n il do that with a smile on my face :) *gets up n dances, n sings* keep on hatin keep on hatin ur makin me famouse :D:D:D peac out *claps my hands* Good job to those that woke up today feeling bad about them self

Cooking With Fire
1 package ground beef (2.25lbs) 1/2 red onion chopped 1 package McCormick's chili seasoning (mild or hot) 1 package kraft mexican style four cheese blend 1 can bush's chili beans mild (27oz can) 1 package large burrito shells (mission)

Insaneblog's
Omfg, wow. I feel amazing, i have been walking on a cloud, I have found my love, she is a goddess, Her and I have everything in common, I feel so in love, I am even gonna ct marry her :), but wow, I haven't felt so good in a long time, and omfg she is hot. I am in love and it feels great. her name is Tricia, or u may know her as Baby T, she is a sweetheart, and she stole my heart. Hi ppl I need lots of rankings and comments, i want to buy a dimond ring for tricia, for our ct weding, and i need help, i figure if everyone votes 10 on my pics and leaves comments please help me, I will help u2 I do not know this feeling, i am walking on a cloud My head feels like it's floating my heart it beats so loud My eyes form a tear, a tear of so much bliss My lips start to wet, as i think about your kiss You make me feel peace, my love for you is strong your voice is enchanting, my heart craves your soulful song I know for sure now what i want to do I want I need something in my life, and th

Lounges
CUM IN AND ENJOY THE SOUNDS OF CLASSIC ROCK, METAL, POP, WITH ALL REQUEST MAGNUM RADIO Please upgrade your Media player Dont u think if they let us make lounges, u should be able to have all the advantages that come along with it, like showing how many people are in the lounge, how come some lounges have this and others dont... i know we all pay good money and promote our asses off to have this, how come nothing is being done about it?????/ alls i hear is "we are working on it" well how long and who is working on it cuz its not being done!!!!! I know i pay for blasts, i pay for my vic, i pay for other things that sponser this site, who is not paying the guy thats supposed to be fixing the lounges... YOU WANT THE BEST DJ'S AROUND, U WONT A RADIO STATION THAT IS GOING PLACES THEN CHECK OUT MAGNUM RADIO... click any photo to enter

Im Trying
TO ANYONE WHO READS OR CARES, I HAVE NOT BEEN ONLINE THAT MUCH AT ALL LATELY, I LEFT MY HUSBAND AND I DONT HAVE A COMPUTER ,SO IF YOU LEAVE ME MESSSAGE AND I DON'T RETURN IT IM SORRY I GET ON AS MUCH AS I CAN.IT'S ALMOST BEEN 2 WEEKS NOW THAT I LEFT, AND I'M TRYING HARD NOT TO GIVE IN AND COME BACK JUST BECAUSE THATS THE EASY THING TO DO!!!I WANTA THANK ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE FOR THE LOVE AND KINDNESS THEY SHOW ME! KISSES EVERYONE, CARRIE..AKA..CAREBEAR

Top Friends
Now I am seriously looking for some in put here as to what I should have done and what she was looking for in the middle of the night. If are interested in answering my questions via 1 e-mail send me one and I will e-mail youhe questions at hand. Not really looking for any BS answers... ºÖº.¸¸. ♥ Sweet Package ♥ .¸¸. ºÖº REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 1

Auction!
UP FOR SALE!!! JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO BID!!! OR JUST RATE THE PIC FOR ME? ADDITIONAL OFFERS! IF 65-BLING PACK IS WINNING BID WILL SEND YOU AN AUTO-11 OR CHERRY BOMB BLING (if auto, will rate your pics during the auto) IF 3-MONTH VIP IS WINNING BID ownership will be for 3 months ALL pics rated 11 during each of the 3 months IF LARGER THAN 65-BLING PACK IS WINNING BID, OR COMBO OR ANY VIP AND 65-BLING PACK ALL OF THE ABOVE AND MORE ASK ME, WE CAN DEAL!!! CLICK ON PIC TO MAKE YOUR BID! THANKS! Time for Auction #11!! Starting As Soon As I have At Least 5 entries!! Auction #11 ~ How To Enter: If you would like to Enter yourself in the Auction: Entry Fee = 10k or Salute Made For Me Private mail me your information including what you will offer the winner & a pic (no animations please). I will be making the graphics for the auction, unless you send me one! The Rules.... 1) Must have

Dream Lover
I feel you near me when I close my eyes.Your touch upon me when I close my eyes.Who are you? Where are you?The way your hand brushes my cheek.And still I wonder and I seek.Who are you? Where are you?Your lips press to mine, so warm and sweet.But still to find you’s an amazing feat.Who are you? Where are you?Are you a dream I long to see?Or is it your voice saying “Wait for me.”Who are you? Where are you?Will this feeling fade with time?Or is this love real and divine.Who are you? Where are you?Are you imagined or are you real?Could I imagine this feeling I feel?Who are you? Where are you?So often have I dreamed of you.Could all those dreams just not come true?Who are you? Where are you?Would I get over you if I could?Would I want to? I know I should.Who are you? Where are you?I stand here thinking “Should I wait or should I go”And though I wonder I still don’t knowWho you are. Or if you’ll come

My Thoughts???!!!!
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com No Wrong Response Experiences Shape Your Reactions Our view of the universe is largely determined by our experiences. It is when we are caught off guard by the spontaneity of existence that we are most apt to respond authentically, even when our feelings do not correspond with those of the multitude. Events that arouse strong emotions with us or are surprising in nature can be disquieting, for it often is in their aftermath that we discover how profoundly our histories have shaped us. The differences that divide us from our peers are highlighted in our reactions when these diverge from the mainstream, and this can be highly upsetting because it forces us to confront the uniqueness of our

Love Is Patient With A Life
How do I remove a crush I am told the trash can above the crush however I don't see one :( Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com One of my waitresses Shannon Buck age 19 wrote this article I am so proud of what she has and is about to accomplish in her life She is a strong vibrant couragious Girl who no matter what smiles and treats the customers Like family like our Slogan says HillTop Dining where Your treated like family Please read the article it is awesome Posted in the Daily Gleaner Here's the link also http://www.canadaeast.com/ce2/docroot/article.php?articleID=2946 Agent Orange the ultimate victor in the end Print this ArticleEmail this ArticleMagnify TextBookmark this ArticleShare on FacebookDigg this ArticleBookmark with del.icio.usLive BookmarkAdd to TechnoratiTOOL HELPBy SHANNON BUCK For the Daily Gleaner Published Friday June 1st, 2007 Appeared on page B7 Your mission to destroy the forests of New Brunswick has become a greater success t

Just Because ........
A young lady got into a terrible car accident. Her face was burned terribly. The doctors couldn't use any skin on her body to graft onto her face for reconstructive surgery. As a result, her husband offered the skin off his butt for the surgery. She had the surgery and was as beautiful after as she was before the surgery. One night she and her husband were watching TV when she broke down crying. "What's the matter?" her husband asked. She said "I can't believe you did this for me." Her husband hugged her and replied, "Don't worry about it, I love you, and I'd do anything for you." But how will I ever repay you?" she asked. With which he replied, "You don't need to repay me, you wouldn't believe the satisfaction I get every time I see your mom kiss you on the cheek." Jack and his friends were playing golf one Saturday. As they are getting ready to tee off, a guy walks up and asks if he can join them. The friends look at each other, look at the guy and say, "

In The Mind Of Insanity
Bathe in this pit of crystal tears. Feel on demand, like sharp glass tacs. Pouring.. Steaming... Adrenaline forrests. Phobia pickets the simpleton. Yet is this such simpleton really the loone? Fools dance on fire and truth burns the same. How can one speak as to judge one a string, to another thin theory of loss. Decompose generations of jokes and flags. My comrade now worn to the bone. Blood of the blue.. tainted thirst for the words.. Second guessing is never correct. Are we all just bored to be born again? Or will someday the apology breathe? All artificial in marching stampedes... Go forth and choose what you see without eyes. -Anna The cold dragon of emtiness slides and slithers thru my bones. In and out of all my hopes and devours all my want. Slaps me with its tail to awaken me and all a sudden its a picture perfect memory. Stale and unwanted like death. It stalks me and will until then. A boiling lak

Love Poems
I love you for you, you make my skies so blue, wiped the tears from my eyes, with never a sigh. You make me fly so very high. I love you, for loving me. letting me be, who i was meant to be. I love you, for sharing, always caring. Walking hand in hand, we listen to the band, walk in the sand. I love you, for being you, making my skies so blue. Good times and bad times, I feel so fine. With every mountain we climb, we can always find the rhyme. With every dream, we are always a team. With every smile, I know my love it was all worthwhile. Through every mile, and evry trial. I love you. I know you are mine, and in time. I will love you even more, behind these doors, i will pour, all my love on you. I love you. I love you for being you, making my skies blue. Like every rose, I watch our love grow. With every blooming flower, you give me the power. I love you. With every heart beat, With every tear, with every broken dream, With every brok

My Life
Hi everyone.I hope all has been good since I haven't been on much lately.I doubt I was missed that much.Since I have been here,I have only made one request for myself and with that request comes the rest of it.I requested that no one expect a relationship with me at all on here.It has went un-heard several times as if I don't exist.In two more weeks my treatments will come to an end and I will learn where I am at in my life.Through the most of it in many ways I have felt bad thinking maybe I did something wrong or that I have hurt someone in some ways and then they are gone(meaning I took them off my list).I have been honest and straight forward over this situation from the beginning,so why do I feel bad?Who I choose to be with is my business if I choose at all.I have become so aggravated over all of this that when I am done with treatment I am seriosuly thinking about not coming back to fubar.I have had to watch what I say,what I do or what I put in my status and or blogs.I have state

Phoenix Nest
Alright people Have been asking what I want already, and for a few weeks before this one. since like a month and a couple days , any way. here's a list of things that I want! Not what I might get... but here's what i want!!(some I can't spell so...whatever) Loves Labors Lost( Kenneth Brenough) More D&D Books( Dragon Magick) Capt. Morgans Tattoo Baronjager Chambored Tarot Deck( whatever as long as they're new(ish) ( would prefer the Thoth, and Cat People) Pagan Books( Karma Sutra( the old book not the nudie pics), Drum Healing) A car (hehe yea i know) To hang with friends before rehersal at 7.( yea fat chance) To see something cool at PPAC( Rent, Spamalot...) A Steady Job( yea i know, last time i promise) Weapons HYpnotic New Note book for writing or BOS Candles Lion King The Musical(CD) Music a nice shirt sneakers, or boots (8 1/2-9) a whip silk rope (wait wrong list...but...) a steak dinner ice cream( mint chocotale cookie ) a massage time...talking, hangin

About My Self
My kids are the world to me. On 5/29/2007 my son brushed death by less then the thickness of paper. He was playing in the back yard while I was helping my sister clean up all the old junk. My son decided to sit on an old window pane that we had not thrown away yet. In an instant he fell through it and cut his throte and puntured his stomac. You are never ready for an injury like this I have about 9 years of medical and most of my friends and family are CNA's or RN's. But thanks to quick reaction of all of us and the EMT's my son survived the accident and he is home today recovering. We all take for granit that are kids will grow up and live some what normal lives. But what we don't realize is in just a second they can be gone. I thank God for being their for my son and guideing every one through this. I pay heavy attention to every detail now knowing how quick things can go wrong. So please think about the time you spend with your kids and try to double it. Because today could be th

Chris Benoit
Chris Benoit, family found dead Written: June 25, 2007 STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayetteville County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the Benoit family and loved ones in this time of tragedy. (repost of original by '♥ R.I.P CHRIS BENOIT ♥ Ðaves ßaby

Golf
Golf can best be defined as an endless series of tragedies obscured by the occasional miracle, followed by a good bottle of beer. Golf! You hit down to make the ball go up. You swing left and the ball goes right. The lowest score wins. And on top of that, the winner buys the drinks. Golf is harder than baseball. In golf, you have to play your foul balls. If you find you do not mind playing golf in the rain, the snow, even during a hurricane, here's a valuable tip: your life is in trouble. Golfers who try to make everything perfect before taking the shot rarely make a perfect shot. The term "mulligan" is really a contraction of the phrase "maul it again." A "gimme" can best be defined as an agreement between two golfers ...neither of whom can putt very well. An interesting thing about golf is that no matter how badly you play; it is always possible to get worse. Golf's a hard game to figure. One day you'

Friends
The cool night breeze Rustles through my hair As up at the cloudy night sky I sit and stare The only thing on my mind Are visions of you And I wonder what your doing If your thinking of me too I'm sitting here so lonely Feeling cold without you here Wishing I could lay in your arms And whisper in your ear So I could tell you how I feel The things I want desperately to say But fear of rejection Seems to always get in my way Id do anything to be with you Id catch a falling star Id give away everything I hold dear to me Just to be right where you are Id dye my hair Pink! The color I hate so much But id do it for you If I could only feel you touch Id stand out on the street In the pouring rain So you wouldn't have to feel One single ounce of pain Id embarrass myself in public Just to bring a smile to your face The memory of you Is one that cannot be erased Id take a hundred hits And id die a thousand different ways If it meant that you woul

Overwhelmed
Someone made a claim to social security that they contributed 188$ towards my living costs in June 2004 meaning that they overpaid me and I now have to pay that back to them plus interest. How can you walk away so quicklyHow can you move on so fastI would do anything for you What will it take for you to figure that outMy heart cant take this nomoreYou are my world you are everything to meYou used to say I was the same to youPeople say move on But love dont go awayplease pull me from this bed of roses the thorns are too much.. Love is an illusionA lie wrapped in dreamsA heart shattered like glassNothing is leftWhy wont it lastDesperation filling our mindsCrying out uknowing what we will findNolonger caringSitting staringDreams become nightmaresSleep becomes lostWhy do we bother

First Day
200. My name is: Nadia Marie 199. I was born on: October 2, 1986198. I am a: Female197. My hair color is: Dark/light brown, sometimes with highlights... 196. My eye color is: Light brown, but change colors to, hazel, yellow, green, violet, dark brown, violen brown...195. My shoe size is: 7.5194. My ring size is: 6 193. My pant size is: 9192. My height is: 5' 6"191. I am allergic to: everything...pennicillin, amoxicillin, everything that

F/x Blogs
Another lunchroom discussion at work awhile ago. A few co-workers and I were talking about first. First dates, first kisses and first time sex with people we've dated. Me I havn't been on too many dates recently, jus nites out with friends and co-workers having drinks playing pool, bowling or whatever. 1) FIRST DATES Who asks first? Usually its the man right, but sometimes it may be the woman who ask the men out nowadays. U kno lets get together n do somethinking, like have drinks, go to a movie, Whats a good place to go on a first date? Drinks, dinner, a movie out to play something like pool, bowling or over a friends house to play cards or dominos. Is that good or not for a first date? Maybe someplace for jus the two of you to talk and get to know eachother better. 2. Or) OK FIRST KISS Who goes for it first, The Female or the Male? Should they try at the start or the date, so U aren't thinking about it all through the date.Or should U wailt till the end when U are dropping her

Short Story Of The Day
Witches should be aware of their roots; aware of how and why the persecutions came about, for instance, and where and when the re-emergence took place. There is a great deal to be learned from the past. It's true that much of history can seem dry and boring to many of us, but that is far from so with the history of Witchcraft. It is very much alive and filled with excitement. Twenty-five thousand years ago Palaeolithic Wo/Man depended upon hunting to survive. Only by success in the hunt could there be food to eat, skins for warmth and shelter, bones to fashion into tools and weapons. In those days Wo/Man believed in a multitude of gods. Nature was overwhelming. Out of awe and respect for the gusting wind, the violent lightning, the rushing stream, Wo/Man ascribed to each a spirit; made each a deity... a God. This is what we call Animism. A god controlled that wind. A god controlled the all-important hunt.... a God of Hunting. Most of the animals hunted were honored so Wo/Man pict

Attention Mummers.
A I posted earlier. One of my MUMMs was flagged NSFW then deleted. Followed by a week of banishment from the MUMM until I frakin beg Scrapper for my privileges back which I totally think is BS. Especially because some non-saluted hater can slam my shit and screw me for a week when I'm a paying VIC. OH, well on to new news. This bulletin passed my way yesterday...... How they killed the Mumms. Just saw this. Yes, good idea. Yes, they are killing this place. I might comment more, but will hold for now. With Scrapper's new rules about banning people for marking their own Mumms as NSFW to avoid them being reported by the assholes that are just marking certain peoples mumms for no reason we need to teach Scrapper and company that its bad business to piss off the customers. So this is what I propose of all mummers.... 1. Do not post mumms. 2. Do not comment mumms. 3. Mark any and all mumms as NSFW that aren't already marked. If those of us that bash and have witty comments f

B's Blogin' Again
There is nothing a man loves more then when a woman/women tell him he is a good friend or such a nice guy. If your a man and you hear something like that from a woman that you have been trying to date or whatever it's like having you dick cut off.There you are trying to spend time with her, doing things you think she may like, putting your self out there showing her how you feel and she says, "you a really nice guy" or "you such a good friend to me" now there you are in the friend zone, one step above the gay guy that does her nails. Thats why you can't really do nice things for women. I feel like they want you to treat them like shit, I have a friend that slaps the shit out of his girlfriend every few week and she keeps talking about how much she loves him and how she hopes he never leaves her, it's not like she is ugly and couldn't better then him, shes hot and they have been together for 3 years. But i take a woman out to some place nice to eat maybe a movie then a bar or for coffee

The Blob
i want to fuckin party. but i have to wake up early and go to work. sucks major cock. why does it have to be this way? lol. im all whining about bull shit. but damnit, when the weekend comes, its like people vanish..when ihave time to get my party on. 53% GeekJustSayHi - A Free Dating Website53% Geek JustSayHi - A Free Dating Website I Scored a 80%! JustSayHi - Free Personals holy crap..is that bad o.O 54%Free Online Dating from JustSayHi just great... >.<

Krypt Radio
ok you know what Im gonna get on a soap box here ok you know I am tryin my best to make my louge grow but how the hell can you grow a lounge when people come and leave because Im the only one there come on people spend some time there spread the word a bit you know dont just come and leave because I m the only one there You know somehting occured to me today as I was sitting here in fubar trying like hell to promote my new lounge to no avail. That several of the people have commeneted to the effect of oh its a new lounge it isnt that big yet. How did all the lounges here start out just like mine brand new with no members. Yet people forget we all started somewhere. All I am saying here is dont just say oh o not another new lounge go and check it out you never know you might actually like it. There is an old saying Dont knock it til you try it come on men and ladies give the mew lounges a chance just as someone gave the established ones a chance too. I am DJ Raven owner of KRYPT Radio

Wedding Blog
Please No NSFW comments, and if you can attend, please let me know by saying so in a comment...if you are unable to attend, please leave you condolences here..also in the from of a comment.' Wedding is Friday the 26th in CK2 Lounge..at 9pm EST all are welcome... Thank you and we both hope to see you at the Wedding. You Are Cordially Invited to Attend the Eternal Uniting of: ____PIMP™©____Fu-Fiance to Chelle Belle and ChelleBelle** KandyKiss Girl for ck2 & PIMPS fu-fiancee Ceremony to take place in CK2 Lounge on Friday September 26th at 9:00 PM EST. You're attendance would mean so much to Fubars newest bride and groom to be. There will also be lots of drinks at the wedding so please make sure to appear. Any donations would be greatly and appreciatively accepted. And in addition I PIMP am going to be Flying out to be with my Wife the day after (if not soon after) to celebrate our Honeymoon. We look forward to seeing you there and Pl

Dark Thoughts
This sickness is consuming and terrifying to my soul. I try to breath but only choke on the oily slick putrid foulness of it. Words are empty without a promise to back. I am at a stalemate without a completion of my circle. I feel like a puppet on a string of fiery chains. Sharpened hooks dig deep into my heart to rip away the flesh. Not sure of love in this darkest hour that holds no real truth. Is the dream I wanted so far away and just out of my reach? I hear not your words of encouragement in my soul anymore. The threads of sanity start to shred with the absence of need and comfort within. Time starts to bend , twist and contort into something sick and demented. Happy thoughts no longer hold me in joyous sway as my world starts to slowly crumble and faulter all around me. I know I am loved and special to some but most of them never speak those words to me. I feel like a prisoner in my own home when the repetitiveness starts to overtake me everyday. I want to whisper in his ear care

Writings
Sandcastle I stand upon a moonlit beachWith the Atlantic ending at my feetNorth east wind whips at my backFor penance and grace I sorely lackI stand with sadness across my facePlaced on Earth this lonely placeThe tide calls deep as it pulls the sandFrom under my feet where I standI'm in its trance but I won't goBut stand my ground with all I knowWhat life throws me I won't denyMakes me flicker wane laugh and cryBut one day soon my sands of timeWill drag me out with evening tideTill all I am is a memoryAn epitath that stands for all to readBut my heart has caught every grain that fallsThru my hourglass yes, I will catch them allAnd transform this life to infinity

Celestes Charms
Hey ya'll! Hope everyone had a great weekend! I know I did. I got a package from a member. He sent me a pair of white lace shoulder legnth gloves and a pair of white lace pantyhose! They are so damn sexy! I had to put them on right away! I can't even begin to tell you how good they felt. I was wet immediately! Anyway, about halfway through the photo shoot, I had to stuff my kitty with my gloved fingers!!! If you want to check it out, go to, www.southern-charms3.com/celeste I even update with a new video of me and one of my girlfriends! It's just us getting hot an dnasty with each and a BIG toy! Check it out at, http://videos.southern-charms.com/frontend.php?sc_volume=3&model=celeste Let me know what you think. Leave me a message here or at, celestessoutherncharms@hotmail.com Hope to hear from you soon. Licks and Slurps, Celeste What's going on ya'll! I just wanted to let everyone know, I have a new video up an my wesite, www.southern-charms3.com/celeste It's me and

Joke Of The Day
So, Farrah Fawcet dies and goes to heaven. God grants her one wish so. she tells God that she wants all of the children on earth to be SAFE.............so God killed Michael Jackson. Blonde using secret deodorant reads directions, remove top and push up bottom. Blonde says " well, im topless and it hurts to walk but, my farts smell AMAZING"! A blonde asks her friend what idk means, I Dont Know, replies her friend. Shit!! nobody knows! replies the blonde

Angsty Lil Thing
Your result for The Zombie Apocalypse Personality Test...The Accomplice You are the Accomplice. While preferring to let others lead, your aggressive outlook means that any Zombie crossing your path is going to have a very bad day. While people with more passive roles will only have mixed luck looking to you for guidance, you make a perfect complement to Slayers, Assassins, and Strategists.Take The Zombie Apocalypse Personality Test at HelloQuizzy At least I'm not Z-fodder."You'll want me around when the Zombies come." My score on The What Math Function You Are? Test: y=e^x (You scored 52 Complexity, 38 Periodicity, 70 Positive slope, and 42 Negative slope!) You're an exponential function! Link: The What Math Function You Are? Test View My Profile: oholyone (OkCupid Free Online Dating) That stupid java photo uploader is really pissing me off. Why the hell did I click yes on it? :((

Random Writings
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, In May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss Just a day he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, boys, So cradle y

Father's Day
Father's Day is coming up and I would like your input to help me make up my mind about what really makes a great day for a dad.. I see traditional gifts, like clothing, outdoor gadgets like grilles, lounge chairs, etc... or would you rather be taken out to have a great meal at one of your favorite restaurants, and just enjoy taking it easy the rest of the afternoon? Thanks everyone!

雌犬雌犬雌犬雌犬 {-- Cant Be Sensored There!
I could really use someone right now to explain something to me...... y cant ppl go about their points the hardwork and honest way? y do they feel they need to conform and be like everyone else and join STUPID GAY ASS LEVELING GROUPS?!

Oi
Hawty got a body like she does pilates..swag even uses karate when she gets naughty in the back of an audi...then she confesses when she text this..about showing you what a hotmess is,,driving you crazy in a lexus from new york to texas..she could have chocolate skin or pale to cinnamon swirlzzzzz that ass like its for dividends..a body that could bend for benjamins..might call her friends,get drunk and act like lesbians as they bring out the twins Its like let me in.with those seductive grins like Gwen...........Stefani............try to stuff one calmly while the other rubs stuff on me till I get all ornery,hit them bodies like they're built in the armory.oi oi oi :P

Battys Video Vault
hehehe Phone Call to GodAdd to My Profile | More Videos when i first saw this i was like wtballs is up with this,but honestly its funny haha also kinda genius ..and educational to LOL. roflmfao

The Day My Life Changed
a november 28 2008 my brother kevin and his wife had a baby girl , they named her anna marie november 30 2008 it was sunday ,just like any other day , the kids and i are just cleaning up as always , later on that morning we all went to my parents place to see how they were doing , stayed for a while then went back home . so we went about our day , little did i relize before the night was over my life would change , next thing you know it was supper time , i made supper gave the kids a bath and put them to bed , my daughter had asked me if she could go to a friends place i said okay but be back before 9 30 pm she said okay she will be back, we had planned to watch a movie later on that night , well i was shocked when she got home earlier then i said . so we put the movie on about half way threw the movie i heard a knock on the door christina had hollored come in but they just kept knocking , i looked at her and said go answer it , its most likely for

Lickety's Thoughts
My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something you said? Dont leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be You were everything, everything I ever wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things that you hide from me All the shit that you do You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be You were everything, everything I ever wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all the memor

Poetic Ramblings
Change...shit...it's exciting...yet frightening. And it's a shame how some people, out of fear, seem to cling to this mindset of...embrace the old...screw the new. But as for this lonely poet...I'm ready. Ready to adopt a new philosophy. Ready to change my current direction cuz quite possibly there's nothing for me where it's headed. Ready to take steps along this new road that to my peers...just appears to be dreaded. Ready to pour out my heart and soul creating something better than Keith and if you don't like it...Fuck you...that's right, I said it. I'm ready for my world to revolve around ME. I'm tired of you How do you respond to that? Family is supposed to have your back But no matter how far I back track I can't justify her saying those words to me. From my brother...maybe cuz since he was a baby he's been in my shadow following in my foosteps and when he didn't, it was deemed failure? just cuz he didn't follow in my success? Shit...years down the road an

Poetry
Dearly Beloved, we are gathered here today to witness before family and friends the exchange of solemn vows between (first and last name) and (first name) "WHO LOVES YA, BABY?" (last name). If there be any suspicious minds present in the audience doncha think it's time to speak now or never - their love won't wait. (First and last name), repeat after me: It only took one night to get stuck on you, and now my wish came true, you big hunka hunka burnin' love! I thought you were nothin' but a hound dog, cryin' all the time, but now I know you're my teddy bear 'cause tigers play too rough and lions ain't the kind you love enough. So kiss me quick and love me tender for I can't help falling in love with you. (First name) "WHO LOVES YA, BABY?" (last name), repeat after me: It took a hard headed woman to make me king of the whole wide world. I thought you were the devil in disguise but you turned out to be my puppet on a string. I use

Fester
Damn my rebel heart keeps beating But yet my soul lies here bleeding My destiny broken My fate unknown Left to die with my eyes open Seeing your face every time I wake Living my future in the past Living backwards so your memory will last Your voice alive within my mind Remembering you, time after time And every night I spend hours kneeling Hoping my hell isn't real Praying for you to smile at me Come to me, call to me In vain So e

Life Challenges
Been a long night. One night i dont ever want again in my life!!!!!!!!!!!! Some people like to trigger others buttons and try to ruin there lives. Well Jess.......I love you with all my heart and soul. You are the reason i breathe everyday. I learned

The Terminal Bachelor's Blog
Hi all, it's me again. When I posted yesterday's bulletin/blog entry, I had no reason to think I wasn't gonna be going through one helluva week; but this afternoon I got a vmail from the night shift outfit that they've just laid off a bunch of people. As it happens, I'm now back at my old day job and they've got the overtime I was told I'd be getting at the night shift position, and I get to sleep, so it's not so bad. Anyways, me still here! These, however, still apply: Troy aka The Terminal Bachelor I won't be here for at least the next five days.

Pennsylvania
DJs ARE EXPERT MIND READERS When requesting a song from the DJ, just say "play my song", or "it goes something like this" then hum a few bars! We have a chip implanted in our heads with an unlimited database with the favorite tunes of every patron who ever walked into a bar & all songs ever recorded, so feel free to be vague, we love the challenge. If we do not remember exactly what tune you want, we're only kidding. DJs know every song ever recorded, so keep humming. Hum harder if need be ... it helps jog the memory. If a DJ tells you they do not know a song you want to hear, they either forgot that they know the tune or they are just putting you on. Try singing a few words for the DJ. Any words. It also helps to scream your request from across the room several times per set followed by the phrases, "AW COME ON!" and, "YOU SUCK!" Exaggerated hand gestures expressing disapproval from the dance floor are a big help as well, such as the thumbs down or your middle

Another 4 Years...
I don't understand why people are on here if they won't allow you to rate thier photos, send a shout, send a private message, comment or do anything that would be interactive on thier page. Can anyone explain why? Anyone know a place to get music? THe site CT suggests sucks and has no music I listen too. Well, today I just re-enlisted for another 4 years. Hopefully the next for will be as good as all my other years in the Air Force have been.

My Friends Xwifes Twin Babies Dead... Please Send Love
one of my very good friends called me tonight to tell me his exwifes 2 new twins had been MURDERED! i will copy and paste the story for you here... and also the link to the actual news page.. please say a prayer for the babies and my friends ex wife. he says his kids were not there at the time but it is a big lost for all those concerned. here is the story from baraboo wisconsin: Baraboo: Baraboo Police were called to a home on Lake Street Sunday night. Police say someone had called and asked them to check on the welfare of 45 year old David Yates and his two infant children, 5 week old twins Savannah and Tyler. When police arrived nobody answered the door. "Eventually the officers peered into the home and later gained information that they made the decision to go inside and make sure everybody was ok inside," says Lt. Rob Sinden. Police found David Yates lying in bed. "A subsequent search following contacting Mr. Yates, located the two infants, unfortunately deceased," say

Sometimes....
I am just doing muble jumble mostly cuz im at wits end....my kids are making me nuts my no job ass is making me more nuts....I am a brat I am a bitch I am the nicest person you may ever meet...I do good for good and shit on those who deserve it I see through everything. Even i can fake the front...I look at the scroll bar and see mostly smiling happy people and a red ? mark why is it red? Red means anger why cant it be blue or green...I been in love out of love dragged through the mudd stepped on slapped punched smiled like no other and cried like a baby... Am i nuts no i think that is normal and makes sense...my senses another thing i canrt barely see anymore i sure cant feel reality. my hearing was shot at age 5 and my taste well i tast numb.. i love you all but alas i am defeated Lost in a world, that scares me to death, Lost in a crowd I’m losing my breath, Lost as a kid, lost as an adult I feel everything is falling apart and its my fault Lost as a person, cant find my way

Guest Book "please Sign"
PLEASE SIGN MY GUEST BOOK AND SAY WHAT SITE YOU SIGNED IT FROM I AM PUTTING IT ON ALL SITES I AM ON AND JUST WANT TO SEE WHAT SITES READS ANYTHING I PUT UP ON BULLETINS !!! LMAO THIS IS ONLY A TEST *EVIL GRIN*

My Poetry
You dont deserve this pain that makes you so sad, the people who drive you crazy and make you mad; You dont deserve to suffer at the expense of others, they should treat you with respect like they would their mothers; You dont deserve to hide away from this world and be secluded, you should be appreciated, loved, and included; You dont deserve to be all alone, emtpy and lost, for the love you offer is more than enough to cover the cost; of any friendship that you do deserve and are worthy of, be known that mine is based on true love. L is for the laughter that flows through me when i am with you or even think about you, O is for the orgasmic pleasure you give me when we are together and you touch me too, V is for the vulnerability that ensues me when you gaze into my eyes, E is for for the everla

Any Man Of Mine
My best writing ideas come to me as I'm cleaning. Someone said the increased blood flow sends more oxygen to my pathetic little brain. If so, this is what happens when the song on my playlist and my peak oxygen flow converge in one brilliant, shining moment.

Raves
In New York City, one week out of the year, a little messenger bag store does a beer for bags promotion. They tell you what beer to trade for a bag and then invite you back for a party to drink the beer people brought. My two friends and I, one of my roomies and my birthday bitch, (we have the same birthday but she's a few hours older than me) decided to participate this year. My BB price compared distributors. We found 2 that had good prices for the beer needed. They both got cases of hoegaarden and I got a case of Grolsch. Can you imagine the stares thrown at a white boy and 2 gurls luggin cases of brew thru Harlem? Hilarious. When we got downtown. We didn't feel so awkward as people smiled, knowin where we were goin. The shop was filled to the brim wit beer. Cases were stacked from floor to ceilin. After they take the beer, you get your bag and take a pic. The pic if an invite to a party the last nite where you drink the beer everyone bought. Don't believe me, check out the website

Read Em & Weep
And while I'm at it..I have one other thing to get up off of my chest. Let's start like this. Number 1, I'm not mentioning any names. Cause this isnt about blowing up anyones spot or trying to embarrass anyone. It's just my thoughts on people looking for validation through online popularity. So..where to begin? I think it's best to give an example. I'm looking at pics and I notice someone has a folder which is marked as private. I'm as much of a perv as anyone else. lol I wanna see, ya know...why not? So, I message them...and ask them..."Hey, ya mind if I take a look at your private folder?" This is the response I get "um if u vote a lot for me first...u can!" I read this..and I think to myself.."Is this chick serious?" so, I write her back.... "Well..you're gonna have to forgive me if i pass then. I'm not jumping through hoops for anyone. No disrespect. It's just not my style...You're a pretty chick, dont get me wrong...but I aint into the whole online popu

The Valentines Day Aution Im In
GlitterMaker Heres your chance to own your very own -slave for a month. Have you owned Red Headed Temptress yet? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bi

Fed Up (tired Of It All)
I'm tired of being played. I'm tired of being treated like I'm in last place. I'm tired of being treated like I'm a no name. I'm tired of being lied to, why won't they just tell me the truth? Forget about my feelings, and let me know how you really feel. If you don't want anything to do with me or don't wanna be bothered by me, just tell me. Life goes on, friends come and go. I'm a misfit and an outcast anyway, so it doesn't make a difference. I'm tired of all the games and the fake people that pretend to be a friend. It makes me so sick and makes me wanna go off and go on a rage. It makes me wanna change into a person that's out of my character.

Am I Dumb
Well, I just got some interesting news yesterday. I found out I'm pregnant. The father is my on again off again boyfriend of the last four years. The guy I was bitching about in my last blog. So we had talked about having kids before all hell broke loose and he left and we broke up...yet again. Well, I had to call him and tell him I was pregnant. That went over really well. He started laughing and crying at the same time. Then he precieded to call me later last night and tell me exactly how it was gonna be. That if we didn't get back together then the baby would spend half of the time with me and half of the time with him. I told him that we had nine months to figure it out. I don't know what to do about it. I may be completely retarded but I want to be with him and start a family. I already have one kid without a father and I sure as hell don't want two. I know that JP won't do what the other one did but it scares me anyway. Then again I don't want to be with him and then he leaves ou

Jokes
Once a woman was in labor; she was having a really tough time dealing with the pain. The doctor came to her husband and her and told them of a new experimental drug that allows the woman to transfer 25% of the pain to the father. The husband feels really bad for his wife so he decides they will try it. The wife takes the pill and a few minutes later the husband says, "I don't feel a thing. You women are babies. Take another pill I can handle this." So the wife takes another pill. Same thing happens. Her husband tells her to take another pill. Same thing. By now she has transferred 75% of her pain to her husband. She is feeling a little pain but her husband is still feeling nothing. He is convinced that women are complete wuses. He tells her, "Take another pill. This isn't hurting me at all. Let me take all the pain away." So she does. Now they are both feeling great. A few hours later, the wife gives birth to a beautiful baby boy. The next day they take their newborn son home,

What The Fuck?
fuck you!, neighbors upstairs for your disturbingly loud, obnoxious, and extremely creepy sexual activity. what you do up there is NOT normal and you should seek medical attention immediately. i am sick of waking up to your pathetic exhibition. FUCK OFF you mutant raptors!i hope your guts fall out from all that disgusting sex. fuck you!, piece of shit adulterous cripple next door for making me feel uncomfortable every time i leave my house and come home. i cant even do my laundry for fear that you will appear out of nowhere and ask me "would it be alright if i went down on you?". NO! its not "ALRIGHT!" fuck you! fuck the cripple ass stick that you hobbled in on! i feel sorry for your wife supporting your fat fucking ass. i wonder what you told her. she didnt give me that dirty ass look in the hallway for nothing! you lying ratcuntdouche! fuck you!, all of you little materialistic selfish fucks i go to school with! you think life revolves around you and your look and all that matt

Cool Things
From a Mathematical Viewpoint: What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 101%? What equals 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 1 9 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% but, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% AND, look how far the Love of God will take you L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101% Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that: While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Love of God that will put you over the

Pimp Outs
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To You
Living, Fighting, Obsessing, Just as long as I can share it all with you. Yesterday, today tomorrow, Come rain, come shine. Hell and back, the beginning, inbetween, Till' the end of time. All that shines, turns to rust. All that stands in time, Turns to dust. As above, so below. You ain't no fool and honey I'm damn sure that you know. Yesterday, today tomorrow, Come rain, come shine. Hell and back, the beginning, inbetween, Till' the end of time. All that shines, turns to rust. All that stands in time, Turns to dust. (oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.. ah-ah) (oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.. ah-ah) (oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.. ah-ah) (solo) All that shines, turns to rust. All that stands in time, Turns to dust. All that shines, turns to rust. All that stands in time, Turns to dust Well, Master Joe got the master plan He got a hat full of sugar Folks said, "You a lucky man" One night he just disappeared And all we found was his hat in a

All Me, All The Time
Ive ment to do this for a long time, I put up a playlist on my homepage. Gotta keep the masses entertained. Thats all for the moment, enjoy if you get the chance to drop by. My job search has seemed to fizzle out somewhat. But Friday of last week, was the start of something else. I talked to my boss, and weve had a few good positive conversations about work. For one, she was never mad at me, but was mad at someone else. Were also working on a way to keep my job, and work around a scheduale to allow me to go to school. I dont know what else is going to come of it, or if im going to go any further for now at finding another job. Id say a good half of the reasons I was going to quit are now gone, but the other half is still there. All this, from a few conversations, and at least a few others to come. Kind of amazing to me what can be accomplished. It seemed like a great idea at first. Get a pay raise, and leave all the bad stuff that had been happening at Food Lion. So, talk

Jokes
no this isn't a joke. I got downrated by some profile who's sole purpose was to rate everyone a 1. I'm not caring about points and hell, I think it'd be funny to be the lowest ranking member on fubar. Cause I sure ain't making it to the top with my tits. have fun, Brassman Remember it takes a college degree to fly a plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one; a reassurance to those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, UPS pilots fill out a form, called a 'gripe sheet,' which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by UPS ' pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, UPS is the only major airline that has never, ever, had

Realizations..
It's amazing when you get to a certain age and realization kicks in, I'm 48 and 60 is really not that far away, Over half of my life is over. I would like to say that I'm all excited about the "Future" but I'm not, I mean what do i have to look forward to? Diapers? walkers? Death? I really feel like I wasted my life fuckin around so much of it, Not givin a shit alot of it. I'm not proud of some of the things i have done but I'm not ashamed either. I wish I went to college like I wanted to, joined the air force, became that comicbook artist I always wanted to be, but i was lazy, always puttin off till tomorrow, well tomorrow has came and went.

Weekend Road Trip
As of now, we're planning on a trip to the coast this weekend. We had originally planned for last weekend but changed it so we could have 3 days of fun and sun instead. So please keep your fingers crossed that Mother Nature cooperates and we get to go this time. Thanks so much, love you my friends... ROCK ON!!

New Profile
well here it is. My ex bf wants me back really bad or so i thought. he was lying to me alot when we were together about not wanting other woman. he claims he has changed but doesnt look like it to me bc today he changed his profile. it use to say my daugher and i were the number one thing in his life. now it doesnt say anything. i do want him back but i also cant deal with the lies. Stop telling me you love me and then go fuck other woman and then lie about it. we may not be together but still dont lie. i told him i cant be with him unless he changed and he obviously hasnt. i think im gonna stop talking to him so he knows what he has lost well its the fourth, my kids 8th birthday and im alone as i have been many times before. for once i would love to have someone to cuddle and watch the fireworks with. Adult company that is. im feeling betrayed abandoned and just unhappy with my wholelife. maybe i should have stayed in LC. why do i always get the guys who fall for my friends? makes

Carnage Of Mislead Youth
Her life spills into her lap Making an attempt to expel all her madness Bitter. Nude. Comfortless she waits.. Only wanting to smile, she makes a final plea To detach from this anguish without an apology- Her thoughts all the same Imagination and heartache as lively as ever She looked at more veins she should sever She has sensations from where she has drained Her skin tingled with sharp pain Eyes catching every star an eclipse She smiled as she parted her lips Ashen and weak She could not speak All the things she once desired -have now been thrown into the Fire. I am terrorI am your dark flameEverything you want me to beYou will not be ashamed Entwined in my illusion You're nothing to me anymoreAn unworthy opponent you have becomeSluggish, self abused, bastard, whore Remember the dayThat day when you threw me awayYou told me I was worthlessThat I wouldn't be better than this I now stand at your pitLooking down I start to regretAll the rage I can't forget

Cherokee
Trail of Tears by Roubideaux Amazing grace the sound that killed us all left us w/ nothin waitin for God to call and as we walked in the valley of death we sacraficed life it self for self respect and the man on a horse came by just to check if ne1 else had died and we lived 1 of americas greatest fears as we walked down the Trail of Tears! I'm Not Indian, I Am Cherokee Dark storm clouds come across my eyes, when you address me that way. I will be correcting that problem right now, you will heed the words I say. Once upon a time our tribal nation was strong, back before the white man came. White man told us many lies to gain our trust, then took everything but our name. White man almost killed off all the buffalo, trying to starve us off our land. After many moons we were forced to move, just like your kind had planned. Soon the white man had stolen all of our land, my people left behind a trail of tears. White man killed off my ancestors s

True Love
You're there when the darkness comes turning off the ligh tand I'm all alone and then I see your faceyou're there when I'm to tired to go on my legs crumbling under me and then your arms are around me lifting me upyou're there when the tears won't stop hiding somewhere so they can't see don't want to be a burden

My Blog #1
Soooo I need to grow some balls or something... I want to ask this guy out but I'm nervous! So, I know this isn't supposed to be important, but it's on my mind (again). I'm 20 years old. I have had one boyfriend that amounted to anything, two if you count that, and have been kissed by a whopping 5 people (2 of those I really wasn't anticipating/enjoying), haven't been on a real date ever in my life, and I'm getting sick of it. I happen to be a kick-ass person, people! I mean, I may not be the prettiest button in the jar, but I have enough personality for two people on most days. I've been utterly single for 2 years, with no ENGLISH SPEAKING people that would actually like to get to know me. I promise, I'm not terrible... why do I never get the chance to show that to anybody? I mean, I have a LOT of love to offer somebody... but who? It makes me angry that a person can get hit on to no end online, but then in real life, I can't even get one single date with someone who has a dec

Tony's Blog
Today my good friend and brother Curtis Leonard may finally rest in peace. His murderer, the piece of shit who shot and killed him while robbing a store was convicted of murder in the first degree and will most likely be sentenced to death.As my friends and and i were sitting in Chima Brazilian Steakhouse having lunch were called back to the courtroom. It was sobering to think that if not for the killer John S Lane who we sat face to face to with in court for the last week, Curtis would most likely have been enjoying lunch with us, his friends. When we buried Curtis over the three days he lay in state, over 1000 people came to pay respects, cry, and show him the love we all felt for our most worthy brother. I had the privelege to address the shocked crowd who came from far and near to mourn his untimely death. How many of us will ever have that many people come to pay their last respects for us? This is testament to how many people Curtis had touched, impacted in a positive way. As I s

Poems
Onward Christian Soldiers marching. People puzzled keep on watching But I have guessed the purpose of their files in hand Flies to create their own Promised Land. Icy winds release the day I hope that I can find a way My frozen desire locked inside Sometimes I just wish that I could die But courage fades and there's nothing left So I sit alone with my frozen wish Spring brings hope, I look on in disgust I know it's just a matter of time before I mess up. Withering flowers in my vase Just one more thing I have to face As life ends, I close shut my eyes Where are you taking me this time? Warm breezes blowing outside All I want is to run and hide My life seems so far away I don't want to lose what I have today But all that I want is taken from me That's the way its been for so long I know nothing else, no other way Please just leave me to my sorrow. Withering flowers in my vase Just one more thing I have to face As life ends, I close shut my eyes Where are

Such Is Life
loneliness is wanting someone to trust loneliness is sometimes crying at night loneliness is wanting to smile more loneliness is wanting to be happy more loneliness is wanting for someone who may not come loneliness is dying slowly loneliness is wanting someone to smile at you loneliness is wanting someone to talk to loneliness is wanting someone to care loneliness is wanting someone to touch loneliness is wanting to be loved loneliness is wanting to love 1-29-2008 Well here is more on what is going on. Brandon called me Sunday night to let me know that Davionna was pregnant. But didnt tell me much of anything else except that Davionna needed to do an abortion because she can't take care of a baby which is the truth as she has no job, she is still in school and no car no driver's license. So I called her and asked her did she have anything to tell me. Then she told me that she was pregnant and then she said that it was Jessy's fault and I told

Show Sum Support!!!
I have now lived in the town of Jacksonville, NC now for 5yrs and i must say that this town has truelly became sad come paired to how it was back in 03 where the town showed their support and now n 08 where has that support gone??? You would be amazed to how a simple praise or word of thanks would mean to a young marine, or a soldier. So i am asking each an every1 of you to atleast say thanks to a military person, or even a retired military person and let them know that they aren't forgotten and to say thanks for our freedom, because if it weren't for these men n women who serve for our country, we wouldn't have our freedom today. So take time to say thanks... N God Bless Our Troops!!!!

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How Could You
Hello lonely How you doin' today? Hello sweet thing Why don't you walk this way? Hello, you again How could you go and be so cold? She said "Goodbye sad man" Cuz all this pain is getting old So why're you sad? Don't you know that It's you that haunts my dreams and seems to always come back? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this? Hello lonely Now that you're gone I can move on Goodbye sweet thing Just know that I've been here all along So why're you sad? Don't you know that It's you who haunts my dreams and seems to always come back? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again? Again Again All those days you waste on me I just can't let you go So why're you sad?

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Much Ado About Nothing
TAG - YOU'RE IT! So the rules of this little game are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment saying "You've been tagged" in their comments on their page and tell them to read your blog..." ================================================ Well this is my second go at this one, now being tagged by EJ from Loey. But I won't cheat and copy my earlier answers in one of my first blogs. 1. I have a peculiar sense of texture, when it comes to foods; certain food just feels a certain way and mix two of the wrong textures and I won't eat it, would rather starve, mayhaps even. 2. I have fits of Feng-shui madness at random moments, like cleaning a room and putting things in perfect angles with the right colors in the right corners; and yet other days can't seem to figure out how to do laundry.... hmm? 3. I absolutely h

Women
I see I'm gonna have to clean up my friends list again, very few drop me a line to Hi!. I'm not here for the rates or the level just to chat and make friends. My friend "can't say who" under threat of deleation! such a sweetheart!, just had a problem with a Wannabe Hero! "I'm in War Hero" type of guy.... you know the type! I have been there and done that! One thing I learned a Looong time ago is that Women are a precious gift to Man and not to take that for granted! If this Character is REALLY in "HERO", he was taught to respect others! If he has a MOTHER, SHE SHOULD HAVE TAUGHT HIM!!!!!!! I'm sorry if I am Venting! I despise "HEROS" that claim things they aren't! If a "HERO" like that ever came across someone who was "there" he should run... WE KNOW who you are! So "HERO" when you "COME BACK FROM THE SANDBOX" come see me.... we can "CHAT" about your "HEROISM"! WHAT EACH KISS MEANS -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ea

`new News~
1st!!! DJ Pinki makes her FUTABULOUS DJ Debut~! You gotta fkn see/here this... Yup. Her ass gonna be on the air (cam & sound) 2nd!!! DJ Harley is coming up on her FIRST Birthday!!! Yup Yup... Monday is HARLEY'S 1st FuBirthday!!! You gotta fkn see/here this... Yup. Her ass gonna be on the air (cam & sound) 3rd!!! ROKBAR by *Shady n bbG* Owned and Operated by SBR Family & Staff Invites YOU To Our Grand Opening On Friday, June 6, 2008 6:00pm Central Time til The Party Stops! There will be LIVE music by SBRadio There will be LIVE cams by The Ladies of Rokbar There will be a host of AUCTIONS! Sets of 11s and 10s rates for photos to be auctioned off randomly throughout the night. YOU MUST BE A MEMBER TO BID OR BE BID UPON. No entry fee. JUST CLICK THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN US AT Rokbar by *Shady n bbG*

Scribbles Of The Insane!
empty dreams,hollow thoughts,a dark black past,a horrible nightmare,frightening screams of painful torcher,look into my eyes, can you see me or are they empty?call my name, do i answer?in a daze so confused i'm lost.tears of emptiness fall like rain,do you see them or in your eyes are they non-existing?my dreams a nightmare,wake me up, somebody, anybody,can't you hear my silent screams?don't you know how i'm in so much pain?can't anyone see the tears streaming down my face?the sadness in my expression?help i scream,gone, dead.no one hears, no one heard. you want to know more about me well if u didn't like my blogs before this then u might as wells go away, cuz this is me, and i ain't changing anytime soon. i got plenty more of these to post but i think i'll do that later. the scribbles on the wall just get darker everyday, with each and every okay, can't sleep to dream, only dream to sleep. so alone and forgotten, yet so closed in. with those echoes of stillness. the ink on th

Mary Has A Little Lamb
CHECK OUT KENDRA WILKINSON'S NEW GIRL ON GIRL LESBIAN SEX TAPE VIDEO ONLINE OVER HERE! Ask and u shall receive! Just uploaded another video, this one a strip tease! I just got around to fixing my blogger problem, I lost my gmail/blogger pw and no longer had the alternate email they had! It was just faster and easier to create a new blogger! I just started posting on it and will be providing all the links to my pics and videos and yes you can expect the same wild crazy stuff too! Thank you my friends who have waited so patiently for me to get off my lazy ass and fix that issue!

Stalker
So here goes ya'll thot id just fill sum peeps in on my fu tendancies...number one I do like to get on fu sumtimes and strictly return love...not always in the mood to chat. Ive found that when i turn off my sb then everyone sends me pms saying "i tried sbing u and its turned off." Well put two and two together I TURNED IT OFF bcus i dont wanna chat... I am infamous for updating my status and then leaving for awhile..yes i know i know strange bcus when u do that people see ur on and trying talking with u. but the fact of the matter is

Who Knows?
i don't have much time for fubar anymore, cuz i'm working 2 jobs and going to school. which is stressful, but hey, gotta bust your ass to get where you're going! i did, however, make time to get to the lamb of god concert in atlanta last wednesday. it was my first concert, and it was the SHIT. children of bodom kicked ass, too. i'm going to see no doubt/paramore in june, and hopefully, metallica in october. i've got some new tattoos, but no way to get pics up. oh well. can't please everyone. my computer is down for an unspecified bit due to some stupid malware program attaching itself in an unwanted fashion. >:( so that's why i haven't been on, and that's why i probably won't be on too much in the next few days. keep in mind that my birthday is coming up on the 22nd, so be prepared to love me. :) then please keep my two friends in your thoughts for a while. they just lost their 2-year old son wednesday night. i cannot imagine how this feels; i hope i never know. please remember th

Cool--i Can Post My Lyrics As Blogs!--yeah
EDIT# 2 MID-LIFE SUICIDE (STEVE LIEBERMAN) (JUNE 2006) gonna get me a lot of pills i'm gonna drink some whiskey gonna get me a pistol don't wanna do anything risky. THIS IS THE DAY I'M GONNA DIE FROM A MID-LIFE SUICIDE FOR THREE SEASONS DID MY WORLD COLLIDE THIS IS THE END OF THE BLEEDING RIDE gonna get me a big ol' knife gonna cut me 'til i'm depleted. this one-i aint gonna botch: a suicide completed. gonna jump off a building don't need no safety net or dive in a pool without water death without getting wet" STEVE LIEBERMAN MIDLIFE SUICIDE-EDIT #2 MELANCHOLIA FALLING 2006 love ya's all--thank you for everything xox "i hate myself but why do you hate me? i wanna love you but you only berate me i won't die for anybody else when i think about you i cut myself. i hate myself i want you to love me i'll bleed for you but you only shove me. i hate myself you don't even like me i'm so damn sad- i'm gonna strike me" i prayed for you whe

Dawn A Wonderful Women
http://www.tattoojohnny.com/military-tattoo-designs.asp OK I WANT A NEW TAT BUT IM STUCK BETWEEN 2 TATS. THE LINK ABOVE SHOWS BOTH TATS. U WILL SEE 15 PIC ON THE PAGE. GOING LEFT TO RIGHT. ITS BETWEEN THE VERY FIRST PIC AND THE 12TH PIC. LEAVE ME A COMMENT TELLING ME WHICH ONE U LIKE THE MOST. PLEASE AND TY. FIRST TAT--- http://www.tattoojohnny.com/tattoo-design-gallery.asp?sku=axf-00912 2ND TAT---- http://www.tattoojohnny.com/tattoo-design-gallery.asp?sku=chf-00689 HEY!!! THESE ARE ALL SOME SPECIAL WOMEN WHO ARE REAL SWEET HEARTS AND NEED ALOT OF LOVE FOR STANDING BEHIND ME. PLEASE SHOW THEM AS MUCH LOVE AS YOU CAN. THEY ALL WILL SHOW U LOVE BACK JUST DONT MESS WITH THEM OR IM WILL HAVE ME IT DEAL WITH. THIS IS DJ NILLA OWBER OF THE GREATEST RADIO ON FUBAR DDR dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEED$RADIO.COM~ proud 2 b fu-owned by Steve (yay me!!!)@ fubar THIS IS DJ DANI A CARING AND SPECIAL GM TO US ALL ~♥Ðani♥~DJ SMURFETTE~GM @ DiRtY DeEdS RaDiO~*FU-OW

Some Silly Poetry
A Moment In Time....Lost When you watch the flashing of trees you are passing. The shadows are intwined with snapshots of time. Light makes your eyes close Your brain into overload. Held in your memory Fields of light, shimmering. Thoughts race and fly away Quicker than you can translate. What do they mean? Threse thoughts in between? A free thought captured held captive, tortured! Disected by the human mind, what should've been a moment in time. J. Koblitz For the days when I was all alone And the times when I needed a friend. You were there when I wanted you. All I had to do was pretend. You were there to see me through and to lend a helping hand. You would always listen too! When no one would understand. Whenever I needed your giving heart. A message to Heaven...I'd send. For a friend that is just and smart. And down you would descend!

Leveling
Our friend Hunny is only 81,854 Points away from becoming fu-queen, so can we help her out & give her rates & bling. ~**HUNNY~*MEMBER OF W.I.S.E UK FAMILY/RATING REVOLUTION ~**~@ fubar Thank you luv Di aka PiNkLaDy and pAuL xx MY GOOD FRIEND DARKANGEL IS 51K FROM LEVELING. SHE HAS LOTS OF PICS & STASH SO CAN WE SHOW HER SOME FU LUV PLEASE & GET HER TO THE NEXT LEVEL INSIDER Darkangel - Rate 100 pics 10's during HH and get 10,000 fubucks or 100 11's and get 30,000 f@ fubar THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP LUV Di aka PiNkLaDy xx Paul my Fu-Hubby needs 26k to level. Please go show him some fu love paul fu husband to pinklady the orginal@ fubar Thank you Luv Di aka PiNkLaDy xx

The Darkness Never Ending
THE DARKNESS NEVER ENDING By Brandon Hail The darkness never ending creeps on my soul as it kills me I die slowly inside In the darkness I cry then as it creeps to steal my soul like a theif in the night I look up and there is the most beautiful angel ive ever seen and I gasp as the beauty makes me cry The angel reaches out and touches me and kisses away my tears she holds me and carries me out of the darkness into heaven now I am in the light and warmth of a love unknown to me and I fear that it was a dream but now this angel is mine I love you Christy love your husband Brandon

Nascar
I was driving home from work today, and I saw something that made me giggle. The car in front of me was written on. The person took one of those silver markers and wrote "I'm not speeding....I'm qualifying!" on her car. Now I'm not about to write on my car, but that was kind of cool. As most of you know, my favorite driver is Dale Earnhardt Jr. He was in the lead until the very end, when the IDIOT Jimmie Johnson tried to pass him. IT didn't work, and he took them both out. Now, since IDIOT has not done well in the chase so far, you would have thought he would have been happy placing 2nd. Oh, no...as a race car driver, he had to try and win (can't blame him there), but he didn't pass at the right time, and he made that move out of desperation. So - yeah - Im steamed. 1 25 Brian Vickers 2 9 Kasey Kahne 3 2 Kurt Busch 4 17 Matt Kenseth 5 1 Martin Truex Jr. 6 29 Kevin Harvick 7 66 Jeff Green 8 6 Mark Martin 9 99 Carl Edwards 10 43 Bobby Labonte From the Magic M

Lyrics
HIM LYRICS "Wings Of A Butterfly" Heaven ablaze in our eyes We're standing still in time The blood on our hands is the wine We offer as sacrifice [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul This endless mercy mile We're crawling side by side With hell freezing over in our eyes Gods kneel before our crime [Chorus] Come on lets show, them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) For your soul [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2] For your soul H.I.

Just Venting
well this was how he dumped me, kinda pushed it on him i guess in a way. but if i showed u the convo from last nigth u would know y i siad what i said. but i didnt save it but if use him on line and u did tlk to him he did have a gf sins jan 30 08 tell june 10th 08. comment and tell me what u think?? Linda-Ann Chaychuk (6/10/2008 4:00:56 PM): why wher u fighting me yesterday? Linda-Ann Chaychuk (6/10/2008 4:02:49 PM): and if u dont care about me any more y are u stilll with me then i so thout about that was so hurt but u dont care and i no u dont like this but what can i do shadowravenelm (6/10/2008 6:42:43 PM): ok Linda-Ann Chaychuk (6/10/2008 6:43:14 PM): lol ok then shadowravenelm (6/10/2008 6:49:56 PM): naki now Linda-Ann Chaychuk (6/10/2008 6:50:07 PM): hahah im not going on cam shadowravenelm (6/10/2008 6:50:34 PM): i go for ever then Linda-Ann Chaychuk (6/10/2008 6:50:41 PM): oh come on don b an ass shadowravenelm (6/10/2008 6:50:59 PM): to bad Linda-Ann Chaychu

From A Dear Friend
Just wish, I'd taken the time, To trace your smile, With my fingertips, And memorized, The contours of your face... Just wish, I'd taken the time, To listen to the way, Your voice sang, When you spoke. Just wish, I could capture, All the moments, We spent together, In a bottle, And pull them out, When I was beginning, To feel blue... Her passion took me From part of the way, To most of the way, To all the way; From the raging rapids To the waterfall, To calmer waters, To the still beneath. From seeing, To knowing, To feeling, To being Good, Better, Best. From nothing, To something, To everything; Without fear, Without judgment, Without hesitation; With honesty, With hope, With passion. Her passion took me To the place Where words stop short, A place beyond thought. Showing hers

Vacation..
Ok so I have not been on here in month's but now I'm back. I was moving, working, same shit different days. So I'm sorry to my friends that I'm close to and haven't spoke to in awhile, but I really did have alot to do, before I could play online. Hit me up sometime to say hi, or whatever. Julienia Ok well I had a great time in AZ with my dad and my daughter, it was something different seeing my baby and then leaving her there, but she has a great life there with her dad and he is doing a great job of raising her i think. Anyway now that my break from the world is over I guess it's time to back into the swing of things which is'nt easy so far.. I have really missed everyone and cant wait to get back in touch with you, so if you see me on then say hi, and I will love to chat it up with you. love ya all! Julienia ok two days left on my VIP so if anyone wants pics rated let me know, anyway thanks for being friends with me. I love talking to some, most or all of you, from time to t

Men
Please tell me that all men are not like some of the men I have met online. I have had men tell me that they love me and want to be with me one day. Then the next day, they either just disappear or block me. I am sick and tired of getting my heart broken and getting my hopes up. These guys talk all sweet to you to win you over then just disappear. They leave you a shattered mess wondering what you did wrong. I have even had guys talk about wanting to marry me and wanting me to have their babies. I am so sick of the crap. All I want is a man that is going to be there for me and not treat me like total shit. Is that too much to ask? Lately I am starting to think so. I am just tired of the guys who want to play childish games and all the drama. If there is a real man out there, please tell me where. I know that I am overweight but that does not mean that I do not have feelings. There is this guy in my building that I am really interested in. I do not know for sure if he is i

My Poetry !
You make me feel so very special and complete. Tonight I sit and wonder if this is truly what you want, There will be ups and downs, what roads is there that is traveled that don't have a few bumps, but we will smooth them out just like we have every other time. The day we first met I knew to take hold of you tight and never let you go, that this is our Destiny to Forever Love Someone with All of Youself, and not part. A special world for you and me, A special bond one cannot see, It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake, To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you sho

Just Stuff I Wrote
I never would have thought that there'd be a you and me. It wasn't plausible. It wasn't possible. But out of the star-crossed sky fell an opportunity. It was great. It was special. It was magic. It made my life such a blissful state of euphoria. My eyes sparkled. My soul danced. My heart rejoiced. And now that it's gone I wish there was something in its place. I want a new dream. I want a new heart. I want a new chance. But mostly, I'm receiving only loss. I remember the happy times and think there'll be no more. I remember little thoughts of you and sigh 'cause you're gone. I remember my contented heart and sigh because now it's broken. And now that you're gone, I can't help but miss you. For every where you used to smile an empty memory looms of your soulful eyes your shy smile and your beautiful face. Time Clicks as I await The hour ends before my take Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes The day grows old as night passes Wolves cr

Bully's
> > GUMMY EXPRESS TRAIN > > COME RIDE THE GUMMY EXPRESS...THERE'S ONLY A FEW BUT HOPEFULLY WE GROW AND GROW. I'M STARTING THIS TRAIN TO HELP OTHERS WITH ALL DIFFERENT NEEDS. > > WHETHER IT'S A BULLY THAT NEEDS REPOSTING, LEVELING, RATES, FANS, ADDS, ETC. YOU JUST CALL ON > ONE OR ALL OF THE TRAIN AND WE WILL COME RUNNING. > > > > HERE ARE A FEW RULES: > 1. HELP ANOTHER TRAIN MEMBER IN NEED, OR A FRIEND THEY ASK U TO HELP > > 2. YOU ASK FOR HELP WHEN U NEED IT AND OTHER TRAIN MEMBERS AND THEIR FRIENDS WILL HELP YOU. > > 3. HAVE A GREAT TIME GETTING NEW FRIENDS, ETC. > > 4. WHEN U NEED HELP LEVELING DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY POINTS YOU HAVE TO LEVEL EVERY LIL BIT HELPS. DON'T LET A HAPPY HOUR GO TO WASTE!!! > > 5. MUST FAN ADD AND RATE ALL MEMBERS...THEN PM ME THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED.. > > the person below gummy express is the person to Private message to add to the train! lots of hugs and kisses! > fan rate and add me too! >

Contests
Rate/Comment and Comment bombing is welcomed. Please repost! Thank you. Im in a giveaway for a HH! I need 45,000 comments. There is no time limit. I would really appricate if you could come by and help me out! Also feel free to R/A/F me, I will do the same in return. She is trying to win a 3 month VIP, Please stop by and rate/comment her pic. Thank you. PLZ REPOST!

Touch Of Class
This group is about smart, classy women. We know how to be sexxi without letting it all hang out. These days women should not have to brib a man for things and for thier approval. Women should not have to degrade themselves for others approvel. A woman can still be sexxi without have to do all those things. Today's society is based on sexual orientation and how thin a person can be.So I started a group with who I thought is beautiful; not only on the outside but in. This group is amazing and these girls have touched me in their own way. I set out a blog to what ppl thought about it and it went good. So I am now opening it to the public. RULES: yea I know noone likes them.. 1. Must have a approved Fubar salute. 2. Must FAR all members before after you are voted in. 3. No drama or bitching or you will be out of the group. 4. All voted in members will make a touch of class salute to show that they are a member. 5. Repost all touch of class bullies and keep up on blogs. (Myself. and

The Happiness Experiment Pt1
Married to A loser Now a Full fledged Dyke I knew It was a Long shot But there is Just something About her I like Then she Flashed me On her cam Maybe I could Be her Man More pics Of her Breasts Followed by Many views Of her Beaver I am still Not certain But am Becoming a Believer I kept Sending her Poems As I am Her favorite Writer Then she said The magic Words She wants My penis Inside her This one is now my fave love ya Joe

Mistress Flash... Nsfw - Updates
Nice variation of a St Andrews Cross... dubbed a Chris Cross since the builder's name is Chris :-) Very sturdy but portable enough to put in the trunk of a car... awesomeness Nice set of dragon's tongues... matched... hand painted with inliad rose tips on handles - gotta get ready for florentine scene now 2 different little stingy things nt sure they have a true name, lol, handmade and awesome... one is cable wrapped with fur on the other side - very decieving look, the other is a braided plastic a very nice sap

Alone
Just finishing up the last of the Mangos! Mangos! that Michelle and I bought at the LB B of A over New Year's weekend. Mmmmmmmmmman, these things are sticky! Sweet as hell...and now I got a sticky keyboard and I need to floss my teeth! Yummmmm!!! Missing ma girls! XOXOXO Christa Happy Loooooong Weekend! Stay sexy! Christa Myspace Graphics, Glitter Graphics, Layouts PuRrPoWeR@ CherryTAP that's how it always ends up eventually. everyone has things that keep them busy. everyone except me. sure there are options, but why am i so selective? destined for this life...forever? is anyone else really all THAT happy? it might just be a facade.

My Paranoia
The following is a piece of poetry i wrote last year Darkness all around me Theres darkness everywhere No one for miles Why do I bother No one cares Not worth a tear With all my doubts And all my fears All I have is my darkness To keep me company The following is a story i wrote roughly 2 yrs ago. Early Morning Wake Up Call Lifting my head from the pillow i blinked a few times before glancing at the alarm clock. It was just another early morning for me as i lay next to Michelle enjoying the sweet perfume she wore. The alarm showed 4am as i moved a little closer to her and placed several soft and lingering kisses over her ears , even blowing into them. One long slow lick followed by several soft bites were placed along her neckline as my fingers traced downwards over her stomach. I felt her body move involuntarily to almost laying on her back as i moved closer to her. Hearing her heart beat a little faster as her breathing changed i smiled and traced a long li

Lyrics (when I Can't Write For Myself)
Bury Me Softly In This Womb I Give This Part Of Me For You Sand Rains Down And Here I Sit Holding Rare Flowers In A Tomb.....In Bloom Down In A Hole And I Don't Know If I Can Be Saved See My Heart I Decorate It Like A Grave You Don't Understand Who They Thought I Was Supposed To Be Look At Me Now A Man Who Won't Let Himself Be Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Losin' Control I'd Like To Fly But My Wings Have Been So Denied Down In A Hole And They've Put All The Stones In Their Place I've Eaten The Sun So My Tongue Has Been Burned Of The Taste I Have Been Guilty Of Kicking Myself In The Teeth I Will Speak No More Of My Feelings Beneath Oh I Want To Be Inside Of You Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Feelin' So Small Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Out Of Control I'd Like To Fly But My Wings Have Been So Denied I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real Th

Leaving
decided instead of leaving I will take a break for a few wont be on very much for awhile will be completely removed by tomorrow 5-16-07 I will be removing my profile and leaving CT had fun while I was here!!!!!!! Those that got to know me also have my e-mail and yahoo messy !!!! Those that didnt take time to get to know me and would still like to can get me at sweetdaddy_k@yahoo.com or same name under yahoo messy!!!!!!!!! Have fun and enjoy !!!!!!!!!!!!

Club Mystic Update - 2/16/09
imikimi - Customize Your World! FAITH'S ACCOUNT APPEARS TO HAVE BEEN HACKED, THE ONLY THING SHE IS ABLE TO DO FROM HER ACCOUNT IS FU-MAIL... PLZ RATE ALL OF MERLYN'S PICS THIS WEEK, WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO LEVEL HIM! PLZ PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU FINISH RATING HIS PAGE, I WILL LET YOU KNOW THE SITUATION ON FAITH...SHE MAY HAVE TO DELETE HER PAGE! I HAVE MOVED MEMBERS WHO ARE NOT BOMBING TO INACTIVE LIST....THERE ARE A COUPLE MORE THAT I PROBABLY SHOULD PUT THERE, BUT THESE TWO MEMBERS ARE THE FIRST TO RESPOND WHENEVER I ASK FOR HELP! BUT EVERYONE SHOULD TRY TO BOMB AT LEAST A LIL BIT EVERY DAY... I AM TRYING TO GET JOHNNY TO LET US RATE PICS INSTEAD OF BOMBING...WAITING TO HEAR BACK FROM HIM POINT INCREASES ARE FROM 2/10 - 2/16 PLEASE LET ME KNOW AT LEAST 24 HOURS BEFORE YOU PLAN TO ACTIVATE AN AUTO-11 SO THAT I CAN PIMP YOU OUT! PLEASE STAY AWARE OF HP AND MY STATUS MESSAGES, IT WILL HELP US ALL A LOT! THANKS! I AM STILL EXTREMELY ILL, AND NOT ONLINE A LOT, PM IS T

Darke Angelz - Know Us
The Sexcee BisexceeI am an almost divorced, 34 year old mom. I am multi-talented, and have my hands in and on quite a few things.I have been on the Fu for a while, but didnt really get interested in it until I met these realy good and cool group of people. I am an Aquarius, and am very true to how my horoscope reads.I am probably one of the realest females ever, and I am also very sarcastic, but I think Im funny..I luv making new friends and hope that all the eyes that read this, remember me. Luv, Hugz, and Kisz to my Darke luvs and family!!!!! ICEE™@ fubar

Younger Men
That time of the year again. I have purchased the ticket and reserved a room. Plan on being in myrtle beach one week for the spring bike week...Any of my friends wanna meet....give me a holla Been here n texas 3 weeks..same old story. The only guys ever interested are either way too young...19, 22...or way too old...69..72...I have no idea why life is doing this...I know someone up there is lying on the floor rolling in laughter ...saying send her another young one...make sure he lives with his mama....lol I have been pursuing something I don't think exists...I have put rules in my life...to bring order and some sense of purpose to it. I stopped dating younger men and would only go out with guys my age. Well this has not been working. Men my age are tired,have lots of baggage,and are not able to keep up physically. cannot deal with erection problems. I am not jesus, I cannot make the limp strong..lol...NEW AGENDA>>>Stop being so picky..."The most beautiful and wonderful things in this

Personal Salutes
The personal salutes are coming along..I just have a big list..LOL I will get to everyone that wanted one though..eventually..:) Hugs and kisses Hey..i got to thinking...Maybe some of you would do a salute for me? I think that would be way cool! No nsfw though..LMAO come on!! I dare Ya!!! Hugs and kisses I am trying to do some personal salutes, and if you are interested in having one from this hungover woman let me know in a comment here ok? Hugs and kisses P.S. It may be a bit..Takes a bit for me to get the makeup off, and today they are going to be the same pose..LOL

Listen Up
Hrmmmmm I know this a free site and it can be kinda fun but I got to say these people suck. Apparently you cant have multiple people sign in and make an account if they live in the same house hold and you send invites to there email. All my points were wiped out and they say the system tag it as fraud and they cant be restored. Bullshit but anyway. Guess it is back to pushing Myspace and other chat sites. Kisses Get your butts to Dirty Lil Secrets Lounge for my Fu Wedding going on NOW! The wedding was great thank you to Princess RBK for letting us have the wedding in her lounge Dirty Little Secrets and thank you to Rev Eternal for performing the wedding it Rocked Vegas Style. Hello all thanks for viewing my blog. I tend to ramble a lot so keep an eye out you might see something interesting.

Tag Your It
Okay.... since all the cool kids are doing this, I thought I would too...... 10. I love to paint my toenails different colors (something my nieces started) 9. Buckeye Lake in Ohio, yeah Ohio, was my favorite place to see the Dead! 8. I love my brother to pieces, but always wished I had a sister. 7. I ummm... have not had sex in.... oh never mind you don't wanna know...... 6. I miss my Mom so much it hurts....... prolly not a good comment after #7 5. I have alot of toys...... and play with them more than my kids play with their toys. 4. I have a hard time getting rid of good stuff, hence my clutterfucked house. (but I'm somewhat of a neat freak so it's all organized clutter) 3. I walked my 1st 10 miler yesterday & can't wait to do it again!!! 2. Some people I've met on this fu place really make me smile (ya'll know who you are) 1. I say *peace baby* all the time.... as if you didn't know tha

how did i get myself into this postition. when heartache seems to be my only disposition. i try and i try but i can't see past, fast days and wrong ways of a life that won't last. i'm feeling down while falling out and getting up just to fail. the quickest things, the biggest dreams insert the final nail. i'm filling in blanks, blankly staring to fill eyes wide to an underside that fucking makes me ill. a grasp i never had, a heart that wasn't mine. an eternity i could have wasted waiting in line. words escaped my lips and now i just regret. not telling you a hundred times that this was finally it ...I had to write something about this because I'm feeling like an extra large pussy today and it kinda hurt my feelings... Apparently guys gather from my pictures and profile that I'm an idiot, I enjoy cock in every orifice and I most likely can't spell my name. So when they try to talk to me and find I can actually hold a conversation I think they're shocked. An anonymous MALE member o

Funny Stuff
There were three sisters, Molly, Polly and Fanny. They all went clubbing. Only thing was they all had really big feet. This guy started dancing with Polly and said “Wow you have big feet”. So Polly said “If you think my feet are big you should see our fanny’s!” D A M N I T O L Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. E M P T Y N E S T R O G E N Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. ST.M O M M A'S W O R T Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. P E P T O B I M B O Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. D U M B E R O L When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of co

Fu Bad Girl Roster
HEY ALL YOU LOVELY LADIES OUT THERE I AM FORMING A FUBAR GROUP CALLED "FU BAD GIRLS CLUB™©" IF ANY OF YOU LADIES WOULD LIKE TO JOIN. YOU CAN CONTACT ME JUICY. I WILL BE GIVING AWAY A BLAST TO ONE SPECIAL LADY EVERY OTHER WEEK. TELL ALL YOUR LADY FRIENDS. THE MORE THE MERRIER.. WELCOME TO LADIES TO THE FU BAD GIRLS CLUB™© ROSTER. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS RATE/FAN/ADD ALL THE MEMBERS. IF THEY ARE ALL READY ON YOUR FRIEND LIST THEN JUST LET THEM KNOW THAT YOU ARE JOINING THE CLUB. LET ME KNOW YOU ARE DONE BY COMMENTING THIS PAGE. I WILL THEN ADD YOU TO THE LIST. IF YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEMS JUST GIVE ME A SHOUT. MY LINK IS: *JuicyFruit(Bi)69*owner of Fu Bad Girls*Rating Revolution*@ fubar velvet moon - Fu Bad Girl - Rating Revolution@ fubar FknCrazy™~♫♫ Dj @ Dirty Deeds Radio ♫♫~aka HipHop Princess..@ fubar ♦DBrown1004♦Misfit Angels * Owned by Mizotte59, owner of Lonestarstae Co

I Just Found Out...
I just found out that LC has blogs...LMAO! I've been on here for months, and I didn't even know...gee, I'm smart! Anyways...so maybe I'll use it...but more than likely not often! Hope all is going well with whoever took the time to read this pointless thing, just 'coz I wrote it! You guys kick my ass! I love ya! Anyways...Damn...I'm lonely. So lonely...maybe it's time to give someone a chance and not be single anymore. I met this guy from Omaha on the internet and he seems pretty cool! And then there is David. I wish he lived closer than Colorado 'coz he is so awesome. We would get along great, I can tell. Maybe I will move to Colorado someday...maybe. I'm not sure yet, what I am going to do...but I know I want to get out of BFE, Nebraska. And hopefully...I don't get stuck having to come back again...like last time, when I moved to Texas, and my brother came up missing and ever since...I've been stuck here yet again! Oh wells...you guys can love me if you want to reply t

Who Will The Daytona 500 Take A Guess And Who Ever Picks Right Driver Will Win Gift
so what team do you think Lebron James will sign with? Pick the driver who will win the Daytona 500 and if you get the driver right you will get a gift Do you think it will be Randy Orton, Triple H, or John Cena? If you pick the winner I will buy you a gift.....

My Blog
LADIES AND MOTHER FUCKIN' GENTLEMEN! COME ONE, COME ALL AND CHECK THIS SHIT OUT! Tracks from an up and coming band called Freakz of Nature. Take a listen and feel free to add the group to your friends list. AND SHOW SOME MOTHER FUCKING SUPPORT! 1. DR AMA2. Word Of The Scripture3. Rock The Word4. Darkness5. Follow Me6. Wave Your Hands7. Trash Can Man CLICK HERE FOR THE F.O.N. MYSPACE PAGE! CLICK HERE FOR THE F.O.N. STREET TEAM PAGE! CLICK HERE FOR THE SCRUBBY NINJA RECORDS PAGE! CLICK HERE FOR THE SCRUBBY NINJA RECORDS STREET TEAM PAGE! My girlfriend is in a contest and needs help bombing...click the link to go there...any help is appreciated ->THE VANILL...: yeah i give white people a bad name THE VANILL...: ITS WHITE PEOPLE LIKE U THAT GIVE GOOD REAL WHITE PEOPLE BAD NAMES..... ->THE VANILL...: and frankly i'm not scared of some kid called the vanilla gorilla ->THE VANILL...: o

Questions/answers
I had a very strange and surreal experience yesterday! I'm wondering if anyone else has had this happen to them. I know a fair amount about psi vampires. I belong to a Vampire/Occult online community, although I have not logged on there in awhile! Yesterday I treated a new client, an 27 year old army reservist getting ready for deployment to Iraq for the third time. He was fairly knowledgeable on energy and such, so we talked for most of his treatment. Not a bad thing! Towards the end of the treatment, I started to get rather "tranced out", felt a little fuzzy, like being in a dream. Really felt as if I had no control over my actions at all! I've never experienced anything like this before! After he had left, I slowly came back to what is normal for me, lol. Somewhere during our chat during his acupuncture treatment, he told me my energy had called to him - that's why he came in for a treatment. This is edited and censored because I'd rather not talk about the whole interact

Suspend Nasa
Suspend NASA, stop burning holes through our atmosphere. We're not going anywhere! If we were, we'd be on the moon by now. NASA operating budget can be expended to repair and hopefully recover from this carbon footprint we're leaving our children. Replant trees in devastated areas, clean the garbage from the oceans. Stand back, look at all we've done to this planet. We're all more than Americans, Russians and Chinese, we're all Earthlings too. Stop the parasitic ways we treat our Mother Earth!

My Broadcasts
I broadcast my friend and I having fun watching tv and smoking. She will not flash and I do not flash with her in the room. Dont be rude. Say please. We will zone out and I may forget about the cam and laptop althogether. I am sorry but this is just what happens lol.

Levein Up
a yahoo sexbot is on the lose here on fubar. nuttin wrong with that. it started out innocently at first i should of carefully thought it though before adding this bot to my messenger i will remove that person. im posting this to warn anyone on my friend list so no one else gets took by this person. heres the link to her profile andreajoy69@ fubar im not pissed bout this or anything like that just posting this to warn everyone heres the conversation on yahoo larry somers (2/10/2009 3:06:06 AM): hey andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:06:21 AM): hey larry somers (2/10/2009 3:06:38 AM): whats up? andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:07:11 AM): great and chillin andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:07:13 AM): and you larry somers (2/10/2009 3:07:41 AM): im good and surfin the fu andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:08:52 AM): ok andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:08:54 AM): thats good larry somers (2/10/2009 3:09:02 AM): yea it is andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:09:15 AM): yeah larry somers (2/10/2009 3:09:17

More Thoughts
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It almost seemed impossible That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun w

Lair Of The Grey Witch
Jherik suddenly heard the locks to his cell door click open and raised his head to see Grimaldi walk in, flanked by two guardsmen. The look on Grimaldi's face was that of arrogant satisfaction as Jherik stood glaring at the man responsible for his imprisonment. "I trust you find your accomodations...." Grimaldi waved his hand around the room with a flourish,"....acceptable?" Jherik smirked. "The wards are exquisite, Grimaldi- shows how much you really fear me." "Fear?" Grimaldi snorted, eyes turned to stone. "No, foolish child, but contempt? Oh, yes, there is a lot of that. Speaking of children, you should know that your mother should be on her way here- I trust she will be happy to see her only child?" Jherik's expression turned from confusion to fear. "What? Why?" "Oh, did you forget?" Grimaldi sneered, eyes glittering with manic glee. "According to Coven Law, the family of those accused of treason or murder of an official are also brought in for question

Still Figurin' Things Out! *blushes*
First Glance Cinnamon and Steeped coffee.. Distant chatter of others with ragtime interlaced... Knees held together, toes turned inward... Face flushed... MY God, Anticipation! Peering through the reflective glass.. Tall and Handsome.. A smile that melts, At last! a HUG! Love from My Lips feeling you... enduring the longing... lingers in the exhausting breath that escapes my heart the exhale... is the scent of crimson rose to taste it on my tongue, pure pleasure.. exist in my mouth. my heart joins my hand as the sweet song flows from my lips. Embers of Life Letting go of the Fire, the witness to your existence, the pedestal of hope That held you high from Invisibility Grasping for breath, No one will know.. Secretly Loving, the deadly sin Envious Truth of Embers Burn deep smoldering to find one

Kelli's News
After a rather long talk Dante and I are back together. He was just as upset as I was at what had happened. My Ex caused the issues between us and as we talked he confided in me that some of the things my ex said he could tell were lies and blow up to LOOK worse than they really were, but that's my ex, He's a drama king. If there's no drama he ain't happy. I'm soooooooooooooooooo happy that Dante and I are together again, He really completes me, He's my second love, My late husband holds the first love spot. Dante and Kelli forever and always. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo. I got my GED on October 24, 2008 and got alot of jokes that now I am an offical smartass and I have the papers to prove it. I came within 250 points of a perfect score. Go me I rock. Ialso finialized my divorce, I had to go through the "back door" so my ex couldn't forge my papers to stop me and I didn't file in my home state so he can't track that either, but it's final and I'm free. I als

~r.i.p~ Chris
E-Mail News Alerts Get breaking news and daily headlines. Browse all e-mail newsletters Related To Story Video: Police: Hempfield Driver Hits, Kills Man After Day Of Drinking Police: Hempfield Driver Hits, Kills Man After Day Of Shots, Beers Young Grapeville Man Struck While Pushing Bike On Route 30 POSTED: 6:34 am EDT April 7, 2008 UPDATED: 1:50 pm EDT April 9, 2008 HEMPFIELD TOWNSHIP, Pa. -- Family and friends are coping with a young Grapeville man's hit-and-run death, which state police said came at the hands of a drunken driver in Hempfield Township. Matthew Snyder, of North Huntingdon, drank at least 10 shots and as many as 20 beers before taking the wheel of the vehicle that police say hit Christopher Allen Hays on Route 30 early Monday, according to police. "Now that he's gone, it's going to be so hard," said Jessica McFadden, 16, who had been dating Hays, 18, for more than a year. "He was the best boyfriend I ever had, and I wish he woul

Funny Stuff
Entrepreneurs How To Sniff Out A Liar Melanie Lindner, 05.13.09, 4:40 PM ET There are plenty of dangerously skilled liars--and not just the Bernie Madoffs and Jeffrey Skillings of the world. Indeed, under the right (or wrong) circumstances, we're all guilty fibbers. According to an oft-cited 1996 University of Virginia study led by psychologist Bella DePaulo, lying is part of the human condition. Over the course of one week, DePaulo and her colleagues asked 147 participants, aged 18 to 71, to record in a diary all of their social interactions and all of the lies they told during them. On average, each person lied just over 10 times, and only seven participants claimed to have been completely honest To be fair, most of the time we're just trying to be nice. (When your wife asks if you enjoyed the dinner she cooked, most husbands who know what's good for them say, "It was delicious.") Such "false positive" lies are delivered 10 to 20 times more often than spurious denials of culpability,

New Friend
You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.Angel84%WereWolf83%Demon75%Dragon67%Faerie50%Mermaid50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com Smurf NameYour Smurf Name is

Liars
MY COUSINS MY SPACE BLOG!!!!! Well I don't know what to think Matts going back to Iraq. It really sucks actually, I wonder if this thing will ever end. I don't know how these wives deal with living the military life for 20 yrs. Not me I can't stand it for the 3yrs hes been in. It's really scary thinking your husband could be killed at any time. To all of the people hating on the military do you think they enjoy going there. Well I can tell you they don't want to leave there wives and children and go to that god forsaken place either. They go for a bunch of ungrateful people to try to make the world we live in better. If you were in our shoes you would see how hard it actually is. Having to move around all the time and saying goodbye everytime you turn around to not know if you'll see them again at all. All I can say is that all these men and woman are very brave cuz I know I couldn't do it.Please just show respect no matter what your opinion is

Sinister Fairy
I see her all the time. Her flowing dress as she rounds the corner. The glow of a candle. But I hear her footsteps sometimes at night, And her voice singing some sad love song that makes me want to cry. The secret sypmpathy the silver link the silken tie with heart to heart and mind to mind In body and soul can bind. To have my satin butterfly in my arms again To feel her body close to mine to caress her touch her make her mine To touch her in places that no one else has ever touched To stroke her hair to have it fall around us when we make love To look into eyes and see my future To be wanted ~~ by him To be kissed ~~ by him To have an orgasm~~ by him From shadows into sunshine As I promised to take you To the special places in My private and public world But most importantly I want to Show you the absolute power Of love. Just how long can I Continue to ignore these logic- Crushing urges and t

Teamac
xxx This blog not written by me... by http://fubar.com/user/977886... what's it about? Emotional confusion, Living this illusion, My hands are tied, my arms are bleeding, Begging, pleading, wanting, needing. But still I will bend for you, Never want to end for you. The deepness of emotional ending, Wanting more but still pretending. I still want to break for you, For all the shit i've put you through, For all the things you'll never do, I cover the cuts,it still bleeds through. And I'd give it all away for you, I'm begging it to stay for you, For all the things I'll never do, I cover hurt, it still bleeds through. I cover up my battered truth, I'm a waste of life,a waste of youth. Sometimes I feel I am of no use, I'm hanging by my pretty noose, Wanting to be good for you, Wishing that i could for you, I'm doing all you want me to. I cover pain, it still bleeds through. 97 Eskimo Words for Snow tlapa powder snow tlacringit snow that is crusted on th

So I'm A Freak, Get Over It!
I have been contemplating the idea of becoming a pagan nun. To many this seems like a very foreign and scary concept. The misconceptions placed on this role by the catholic church are not what I am referring to when broaching the idea. Whatever limitations anyone decides to put on themselves in regards to the title are choices of their own. To abstain from others and sexual contact is not part of claiming the title. Now those are choices one might make. Wikipedia defines a “Nun” as: “A Nun is a woman who has taken special vows committing her to a religious life.[1] She may be an ascetic who voluntarily chooses to leave mainstream society and live her life in prayer and contemplation in a monastery or convent. The term "nun" is applicable to Roman Catholics, Eastern Christians, Anglicans, Lutherans, Jains, Buddhists, and Taoists, for example. While in common usage the terms nun and sister are often used interchangeably, properly speaking a nun is a female religious who li

Surveys And Stuff
[IMG]http://extimg.quizopolis.com/images/results/angel-name.gif[/IMG] [B]Your Angel Name is[/B] [B][COLOR="Red"]Hamaliel the Angel of Logic[/COLOR][/B] Get Your Angel Name at Quizopolis.com [URL=""][/URL] ROTFLMAO everyone that knows me would have said - Duh! You Are Rudolph Sweet and shy, you tend to be happiest when you're making someone else happy. Why You're Naughty: You sometimes stick that nose where it doesn't belong Why You're Nice: Christmas would be a sad affair without you! Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Poetry
"Those Seeds" Once my grandma told me, a story about her life. How she became a woman, and how she became a wife. She said it wasn't easy, and times weren't always good. She might regret a few things, but she did the best she could. She told me that the best thing, you could give your child, was to teach them independence, so they could go the mile. Now that I'm a mother, I think about what she said. And I never will forget, those seeds planted in my head. A. Pilley © 2005 All Rights Reserved "Glistening Waters" At the edge of the glistening waters, she sits, and gazes at the simple beauty. Each small wave sparkling, as the breeze moves.... each and every glistening rainbow of light. She thinks then, if she were a glimmering, starry eyed, soft undulation of water, would she glisten so bright with brilliance? The radiance of a thousand stars, the wonder of a million souls. Would she, if only for a moment; shine as luminous as thee? A. Pill

Just Fun Quizes I Found.
Your sexual experience is like a street racer You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are 33% evil You are not so evil. You are overall a nice person, although I wouldn’t want to get on your bad side. You have an extravagant imagination. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com Melissa S Witte Not Fit for Society Passable Extremely Insane Passable Click Here to Find Out YOUR Psychiatric EvaluationatQuizGalaxy.com

Into My Mind Goes Thee
it starts out great honest and straight forward is the way you talk so here i think this guy is for real he walks the walk days go by so do the weeks i think things are fine i see little signs but i overlook them thinkin hes all mine things progress i think we're closer believing we'll have more you dirty bastard i caught you it all crumbles to the floor i dont care what you say your words dont matter you broke my trust you thought you were smooth and could have two your actions were unjust so i think stupid me you hid it in plain sight so fuck it she can have you you aint worth a fight so be gone disruption in my life its not worth the strain hope shes happy dealin with your shit cuz now you're outta my brain. Alyana..... This morning I decided to watch the news for the first time in a long time..... Now i wish i wouldnt have....... A news story came on about a 20 year old woman that is being charged for 2nd degree mur

Messed Up... Need Help...
Click here to visit the Restore Justice Project for more info. On April 28th, 2001, I threw a birthday party at my house. I was turning 25, which was a big deal to me, and it had kind of become a tradition for me to throw a birthday party near the end of April. I issued invitations to my friends, and we had an excellent party. Two people showed up that evening without invitation. We’ll call them JTH and CR. One of my invited guests insisted (and practically begged) that I allow them to come in because he said they were “good people” and “no trouble.” They appeared to be under the influence of some intoxicant and they had driven, so I didn’t want them to drive until the influence of the intoxicant had been mitigated. I let them in and they did stay out of trouble and out of the alcohol that was present at the party. Things wound down abut 3:30 in the morning and everyone either left or crashed out for the night. I went to bed, not to awake until 10

Maddie Mccann - Various
Russian questioned over Madeleine Last Updated: Thursday, 17 May 2007, 09:20 GMT 10:20 UK Police investigating the disappearance of Madeleine McCann are questioning a Russian man after removing computer equipment from his house in Portugal. Sergey Malinka, was taken to a police station in Portimao from his Praia da Luz flat. He has denied any involvement and says he is "completely" innocent. Briton Robert Murat, 33, is the only formal suspect in the case of four-year-old Madeleine, from Rothley, Leicestershire, who vanished on 3 May. Mr Murat's cousin says he denies any involvement and that his life has "fallen apart". Mr Malinka is believed to have previously carried out computer work for Mr Murat. He is said to have contacted detectives himself after reading reports police were probing links between Mr Murat and a Russian. Following his release, Mr Malinka said he was interviewed as a witness and not a suspect, and that he did not have a criminal record in any

2 Things
far better is it 2 hav a strout health always and 2 suffer 1's share of evil!than 2 be ever fearing of what may happen!!! what man is a man!that does not change the world?? its been said men only have to things n the hearth!1 is love,and the other hate,,i ask my self sumtimes witch 1 will preveal over the other,,and ive come to the point where i feel like which ever 1 u feed the most,is the 1 tht preveals!!!hmm,i wonder which i has filled mine??!!

4 Biblical Ways Of Life
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make a

Pimp Out Blog Made For Me
CLICK ON HIS PICTURE BELOW TO SHOW HIM LUV- RATE ADD FAN BLING ETC......... VENGEFUL ANGEL IS THE DIRTY DIAMOND OF THE WEEK WANNA JOIN?,CLICK HERE!! (repost of original by ' Jade_Rose_Forever ~*MNGR OF BETRAYED SOULS LOUNGE*~' on '2009-02-16 18:59:23')

Pammy
Thought i'd try this one more time. Came in 2nd last time... come help me out!!! just click on the pic below, rate, and comment as much as u can!!! Thanx to all that give me a hand...i will always return the favor! THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation 4. Cinnamon THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Specificity 2. Anti-constitutionalistically 3. Passive-aggressive disorder 4. Transubstantiate THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. No thanks, I'm happily married. 2. Nope, no more booze for me! 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Taco Bell? No thanks, I'm not hungry. 5. Good evening, officer. Isn't it a beautiful night? 6. Oh, I couldn't! No one wants to hear me sing karaoke. 7. I'm not interested in fighting you. 8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no coordination. I'd hate to look like a fool! 9. Where is t

Millitary
I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's for a few cold ones. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 16:55. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever -- the heat and humidity at the same level -- both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace .. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed. She had a cane and a sheaf of flowers, about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier... my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day my duty was to assist anyone coming in. Kevin would lock the 'In' gate and if.... I could just hurry the old biddy along

Articals
Bisexual was a term originally used in referance to hermphrodites.It is now a term used for those who are physically,romantically,or sexually attracted to those of the same sex as themselves as well as the opposite sex(I got this info from websters online dictionary,wikipedia and encyclopedia britanica)So technically I could've dropped the curious from my old screen name ...hehehe RENO, Nev. - The widow of a soldier killed in Afghanistan saw a Wiccan symbol placed on a memorial plaque for her husband Saturday, after fighting the federal government for more than a year over the emblem. Roberta Stewart, widow of Sgt. Patrick Stewart, and Wiccan leaders said it was the first government-issued memorial plaque with a Wiccan pentacle — a five-pointed star enclosed in a circle. More than 50 friends and family dedicated the plaque at Northern Nevada Veterans Cemetery, about 30 miles east of Reno. They praised Gov. Kenny Guinn for his role in getting the Nevada Office of Vetera

Comment Bombers Needed Please!!
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!! THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!! THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEH

Site Support From Year Of The Dragon
DIRECT LINK TO HER BLOG...PLZ GO RATE IT? THANKS! http://fubar.com/blog/60737/821834 http://fubar.com/bible.php#midgets What are Midget's? A fubar midget is a mini version of your profile. You can embed it anywhere... your blog, myspace, etc. It's updated in real time, so whoever see's it can find your current fubar status, level, fans, photos, etc,. One of the best things about the midget is that you also receive points everytime someone looks at it! Get yours at the link below. http://fubar.com/mymidget.php Orrrrrrrrr...on your homepage. My Status: Customize Cancel Buzz: 100% -- sh*t faced! fubar User ID: 356874 Level: fubar bouncer (150) [?] 100% Rating: 10.09 (26201) [?] Points: 9,726,679 (#178) [?] fuBucks: 266,450 Gender: F, 43 Location: Canada Referrals: 23 sent, 61 joined Profile Views: 144,454 Tooltip Views: 585 so far today, 926 yesterday. (vip only) Photo Views: 154 so far today, 193 yesterday. (vip only) Midget Views: 1 [?]

I View On How Woman Should Be Treated..
To be honest , Saturday was okay...But Sunday , wow, not too good.... Why can't people (someone in particular)just be happy and stop sweating the small things... Pick and choose your battles in life and you will be a happy (too be sure) better person period.... I hate to say, but some people are

Other Writings From Long Ago
I Wish You Knew Me I wish you knew me in the Summer, When the sun was ripe and hot. I wish you knew me in the Winter, When snow filled the empty lot. I wish you knew me in the Spring, When everything was new. I wish you knew me in Autumn, I wish you knew me, like I know you. Alone Lying all alone wishing You were here Wanting and needing to Feel you near My heart yearns, My body pleads, For tonight to be more Than just dreams If only to hold you close And tight Would be more than Most other nights I miss you, Love And need you, too So now and forever Hold me to you If ever I need you, If ever at all, Would you be there

Good Quote
Body: IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... My results: Opening Credits: It's not over-- Daughtry Waking Up: Animal I have become--Three Days Grace First Day At School: Sugar We're Goin Down--Fallout Boys Falling In Love: Sister Golden Hair--America Fight Song: With A Little Luck--Paul Mcartney and Wings Breaking Up: Creed--Higher Prom: Mother--Danzig Life: Why--Jason Aldean Mental Breakdown:Big Girls Don't Cry--Fergie (haha that was appropriate lol) Driving: A perfect Circle--Puscifier Flashback: New Shoes--Paolo Nutini Getting back together: Push--Matchbox20 Wedding: Thriller--Michael Jackson Birth of Child: I'm A Bitch--Meridi

Daily Hassles
my 'w' and spacebar don't work properly does anybody know what i need to buy to fix it or should i take them out one by one and clean them? halp! As you know i live with my bestie in an apartment and so far things haven't been that bad. We're both messy in our own way so we never really fuss about cleaning. However, lately she's been in a dull mood. She isn't talking much and it's worrying me. I always try to make her smile with my goofyness but nothing. It actually kind of annoys me. Like she doesn't care. =S I don't know what to do. That's why i feel lonely in this house. I like to talk a lot but there's no one here to listen. Also, finals are coming up and piling even more stress on me. It would be nice just for her to come out of this 'me' time. I need a hug. =[ On Sunday I got in a HUGE argument with my father. He is truly the asshole i always denied in seeing. So once i had my stuff packed my mom took me to my roomate's grandma's house. As my mother s

Thoughts ...
The next time you hear a politician use the Word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about Whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money.A billion is a difficult number to comprehend,But one advertising agency did a good job of Putting that figure into some perspective inOne of it's releases. A.A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B.A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C.A billion hours ago our ancestors were Living in the Stone Age. D.A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, At the rate our governmentIs spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain...let's take a look at New Orleans

In Heaven
IM SCARED OF LOOSING YOU AGAIN, IM FEELING THAT MY LIFE IS COMMING TO AN END. FEELING THAT YOU NO LONGER WANT ME AROUND YOU ANYMORE, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE THEN BEFORE. IM SCARED OF YOU SAYING GOODBYE, YOUR FULL OF LOVE AND SUCH A GREAT GUY. I CANT HELP TO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU, THATS WHY IT HURTS ME AND MAKES ME FEEL SO BLUE. IM SCARED OF YOU LOOSING WHAT WE HAVE TOGETHER, BUT IN MY HEART I THOUGHT YOU WOULD LOVE ME FOREVER. PLEASE DONT STOP LOVING ME IT WOULD BREAK MY HEART, I WOULD NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO IF WE FELL APART. IM SCARED OF LOOSING YOUR HEART AGAIN LIKE I DID BEFORE, I WANTED US TOGETHER FOREVER MORE...... MY MOM MY BEST FRIEND 04-08-56 - 12-05-2008 THE TIME HAS COME TO DO THE WORSE THING IVE EVER DONE, TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY BEST FRIEND, MY MOM. YOU WERE MY BACK BONE AND I WAS YOUR ROCK, WE STOOD TOGETHER AND ALWAYS TALKED. I WASNT READY FOR YOU TO LEAVE ME LIKE THIS, YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE AND THATS A BIG PART IM GONNA MISS. NOT HAVING YOU TO

Make Love Not War
this is so weird...and kinda creepy... Acting on impulse right now leaves your deeds wide open for interpretation -- or misinterpretation. Think about what you want the end result to be before you open your mouth and you'll know what step to take next. ok wtf is this crap..im bombing as usual..my girl tx and i get this........now i cant freaking comment ANYTHING.... Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion. try again in 10 minutes. play nicer next time. --babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know. As in I might leave soon ...thinking about it after GF not sure yet ...wait and see game now! Thanks ALL this auto delete program is not right. not at all Just click the x above and rip it to your gallary and set as primary!

Coldness Of Life & Death
Why is it that no matter who it is we trust...Family, friends, our lover....That it seems inevitable that we get hurt, torn, abused, neglected, ignored....It pains me so to even begin to care for someone....Never in my life has it been easy to give someone my heart....Sadly no matter how hard I try to fight caring I give in eventually!!...Slipping into the routine that has been lain by so many before....Me here loving and caring and them there so cold and callous...Well this has got to stop....I beg those who are close to me to forgive the distance I have been putting between us...I am just sick of being the one who seems to get sucked in and pulled down and I don't want that anymore....If you have hurt me then you know more than anyone else I will tell you that I'm hurting...If not then please do not worry....Just give me time to sort out the crazy thoughts and feelings inside.... Touching your photograph; tears falling from my red and swollen eyes. Those words ringing in my

Misc Things
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I really am 43 years old 2. I love chocolate in the middle of the night. 3. I'm a masochist I love some pain THUS the reason i have so many tattoos and piercings 4. Am planning on getting 3 more piercings and another tattoo in July 5. When I get up in the morning I have a cup of coffee and a smoke 6. I love SEX and have a very high libido and generally its the men that can't keep up with me. 7. YES i really do smoke weed. 8. Yes i am married and play around (with permission) 9. I'm a swinger and bi-sexual 10. I'm a grandmother of a 4year old. I AM TAGGING... ANGIE, PARKER20, LORENZO, JOHN, SEXXYBEAST, 20

My day today did not get off to one of my better starts – one voice mail message from one of my football mates George which came through at 6:30 and thought I would listen to it in the car and ring from work – the time intrigued me. An SMS came through from George again – it told me that my friend Keith Birch (aka Birchy in the great aussie tradition) passed away overnight in his sleep. I got in my car and headed off to work and pondered when to call George and waited decided to wait until I got to work rather than get lost in the emotion of it all in peak hour traffic (I was really upset with myself for not seeing him again before he died and was planning to do it soon given he had just moved into the home not far from my father’s house). I got in and gave George a call – his contact at the nursing home had told him that Birchy had passed away in his sleep and finally succumbed to the bout of Emphysema that had taken a grip on him in recent years. I told him once I k

One Year Anniversay..
Today is my one year anniversary of quitting smoking.. I didn't realize how many people I knew actually smoked. Im kind of jealous. I loved smoking, it felt and tasted soooooooooooooo good... For those of you who dont know why i quit ill give you a quick note. My mother was a top model in england before she met my dad..

Food Porn!, Recipies.
This is my all time favorite!!! Easy and cheap to make but taste like garlic goodness! White Clam Sauce (Easily doubled) 1/4 C olive oil 1/4 C butter 3 cloves (or more) minced garlic. I use a heaping Tbsp of the jarred minced garlic 3 Tbsp dried chopped parsley 2 5.5 oz cans minced canned clams with juice. salt to taste.

Hello Hello Jello
This song really explains my mood right now. lol i just remembered the album is called wild mood swings. words that come to mind are: Ecstatic, Wild, Bizzare, Friendly, Gushing, Floaty. The sun is up I'm so happy I could scream! And there's nowhere else in the world I'd rather be Than here with you It's perfect It's all I ever wanted I almost can't believe that it's for real I really don't think it gets any better than this Vanilla smile And a gorgeous strawberry kiss! Birds sing we swing Clouds drift by and everything is like a dream It's everything I wished Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it again? I know we should!!! The sun is up I'm so fizzy I could burst! You wet through and me headfirst Into this is perfect It's all I ever wanted Ow! It feels so big it almost hurts! Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it some more? I know we

* Lessons Of Ma'at & Horus *
SPACE MARKS BANISHING "If this be not aright; if ye confound the space-marks, saying; they are one, or saying they are many; if the ritual be no ever unto me; then expect the direful judgments of Ra-Hoor-Khuit!" -AL.I.52 Nuit N Maat Hadit Babalon W X E Ra-Hoor-Khuit Aiwass Hoor-Paar-kraat S Shaitan This Space-Marks banishing is used by Horus/Maatian Magickians. Soror Andahadna (Nema) developed the Maat/Banishing to 'permit clarity of transmission.' Later, Fr. Aossic Aiwass suggested the above space-marks arrangement for the Banishing. You trace a large 'X' with the sword or knife point at each direction at each of the compass points, beginning at the South and working counter clockwise. What is between the four cardinal points of the compass could very well be a source for reactivating ancient atavisms! - Collected by Nodens IPSOS FEAT

Just Talk
KILLER BISCUITS WANTED FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER (the actual AP headline) Linda Burnett, 23, a resident of San Diego, was visiting her in-laws and while there went to a nearby supermarket to pick up some groceries. Several people noticed her sitting in her car with the windows rolled up and with her eyes closed, with both hands behind the back of her head. One customer who had been at the store for a while became concerned and walked over to the car. He noticed that Linda's eyes were now open, and she looked very strange. He asked her if she was okay, and Linda replied that she'd been shot in the back of the head, and had been holding her brains in for over an hour. The man called the paramedics, who broke into the car because the doors were locked and Linda refused to remove her hands from her head. When they finally got in, they found that Linda had a wad of bread dough on the back of her head. A Pillsbury biscuit canister had exploded from the heat

Help Me Plz
ATTENTION EVERYONE ASIAN CAT THATS RIGHT TO BOMB MY PIC IN THE GIVE AWAY CAT HITLER and his army are hoping we so drop some comments on the asian cat pic links below #1 #2 and we shall succeed and..... thank you all for helping :D well today 12/16/09 i had got some worst news ever since my mom's diagnoses of lung cancer back in june of 2007. now she has bone cancer and is going though 15 radiation treatments and her time left is maybe 3-6 months left to live. i had sat with my mom at the hospital for a good 4 hours and has told me she would like to see me have a 26" lcd tv and a ps3. im not sure if anyone can help my mom and me

How Too Sex?
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Losing My Religion
People have been bugging me to finally write this down so here goes. None of the religions out there are working for me, so I have decided to start my own. Feel free to convert, since you are getting in on the ground floor, you have to bring your own pillows. Basis of faith: This is simple, to join you have to already be familiar with some theology. Everyone has to bring their holy book and we start from there. Our faith is in the blind men and the elephant vein. (See previous blogs for full description)We are all praying to the same God, but our limited, human minds can only see one portion of the totality that is God. Hopefully, together we can get a better picture. This is not just a One God theory, but SAME God theory. Why is it on the news whenever they talk about the leader of Israel they use the word “prime minister’? That is an English word, I doubt they use the same word over there. It is because they are translating the word into something the viewer can understan

I hade one of this tumors and it was removed. But it has come back. I got all this info from a few different sites. There is a lot of information on this on the net. I tryed to give as much as I could here. Pheochromocytomas are tumors of the adrenal gland, which produce excess adrenaline...:namespace prefix Pheochromocytomas arise from the central portion of the adrenal gland, which is called the adrenal medulla. The adrenal medulla is responsible for the normal production of adrenaline which our body requires to help maintain blood pressure and to help cope with stressful situations. A tumor, which arises from the adrenal medulla and overproduces adrenaline, can be a deadly tumor because of the severe elevation in blood pressure it causes. List of symptoms of Pheochromocytoma Symptoms varies greatly with each patient. Stereotyped textbook cases of Pheochromocytoma are rare. Symptoms can include: Headaches Nausea Vomiting Weight loss or gain Hyperte

Poems
To fight aloud is very brave, But gallanter, I know, Who charge within the bosom, The cavalry of woe. Who win, and nations do not see, Who fall, and none observe, Whose dying eyes no country Regards with patriot love. We trust, in plumed prosession, For such the angels go, Rank after rank, with even feet And uniforms of snow. Last night we kissed, you kissed my pain away. You said 'I love you' If I would have known, I'd have said 'Me too'. Now tonight its to late You're gone from me forever. The lord took you away and now my pain is killing me Soon I'll be with you again to say 'Me too' You're suppose to love me, say you're proud of me. But you don't even call to say 'hi how are you?' It's not OK to hate me, I'm part of you like the others and you love them. You're suppose to fight off bad guys, keep me out of trouble. But you won't come around to see me through hard times. I thought fathers were suppose to love their chil

Cancer
Sorry it's been so long since i've checked in. I've gone through alot these past few months. I went through 8 days of chemo, 29 external radiation treatments (thw side effects of this were much worse than the chemo), as well as 3 internal radiations that required surgery and a 2 day hospital stay. I have to say all the prayers have blessed me and as of Monday when they did surgery the doctor saw no visible signs of cancer, meaning the tumor was no longer there. He did the internal radiation to try to kill off any cells he wasn't seeing. I don't have to go back to the dr til April and we are quite confident I am in remission. Please continue the prayers that the cancer stays gone. Thanks for being such awesome friends! Much love and respect, Jackie Hope you all had a very Merry Christmas! Our home was filled with love and laughter. Certainly one of the best Christmas' I've had in a long time! Len and the boys made all of our Christmas very special. It was sad to see them g

A Favourite Poem
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone. Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling in the sky the message He is Dead, Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever, I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now; put out every one, Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun. Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood; For nothing now can ever come to any good. As darkness falls smothering me like a sheet of black satin reaching over my every being,the moonlight flooding in silhouette over the walls, the cold wind howls a lonely moan echoing the pain of so many lost and crying into the night,the rain hitting off

Mcstripes
I need a logo for my band and I'm too lazy to draw one up myself so I'm calling on you to design one for me. The winner gets their design used for my band and credit where credit is due! If/when stickers are made you'll be sure to get a couple. If you need musical inspiration to make this happen go ahead and get yourself a listen here: http://soundcloud.com/writingchecksforicecream By the way, my band's name is Writing Checks For Ice Cream I'm workin at Yogurtouille on Mowry Ave in Fremont. Here's my schedule:

A Day In The Life Of A Saint! Lol
WELL I AM FINALLY ALL FINISHED WITH MOVING ALL MY CRAP! NOW JUST TO GO THRU EVERYTHING AND GET RID OF WHAT I DO NOT NEED TO KEEP. WE HAVE SETTLED INTO THE HOUSE AND REPAINTED ALMOST EVERYTHING. NOW TO GET INTO A RUTINE OF THE DAILY ACTIVITIES SUCH AS WORK, CLEANING, COOKING ETC. I REALLY LOVE IT HERE AND AM GLAD THAT I HAVE MOVED! THE PEOPLE HERE IN KENTUCKY SEEM SO MUCH FRIENDLIER THEN THOSE IN INDIANA. AND THE AREA IS SO MUCH MORE BEAUTIFUL! JUST A QUICK DRIVE DOWN THE ROAD AND YOU ARE IN THE COUNTRYSIDE WITH BEAUTIFUL HILLS AND STREAMS AND CURVY ROADS THAT ARE GREAT ON THE BIKE! THINGS ARE GONNA BE GREAT! THOUGHT I'D JUST JOT DOWN SOME OF MY THOUGHTS. TODAY HAS STARTED OUT TO BE A GOOD DAY! WHEW HOO!! I HAD A NICE EVENING HANGING OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS LAST NIGHT AND GOT UP THIS MORNING, TOOK CARE OF A COUPLE THINGS, THEN CAME ON IN TO WORK. GONNA WORK OVER AND THEN HEAD HOME TO TEND TO THE KIDS AND PACK SOME MORE THINGS TO GET READY FOR THE MOVE AT THE END OF THIS MONTH.

Lawn Mowing Weather
Saturday morning, I read a bulletin on myspace that said "In Loving Memory of Missi Holderman". FUCK! I dont live in South Florida anymore. I havent since 1996. But I GREW UP there. That is my home, or the place I have always called home because it was where I was born and raised. Missi was a friend of mine. After Hurricane Andrew, she was one of my best. When I first found out the details of her death, I was mad, Then, on the way to work, the sadness hit and I began crying as I drove down the road. My daughter was in the car with me. She said, "Mom, whats wrong?" I replied "Nothing baby." She said, "Why are you crying?" I said, "I'm sorry, baby. Mommy just found out an old friend has died." She said, "So thats not good is it?" I said, "No baby, its not." She said, "Did you love her?" Thats when I lost it. I once found Missi on myspace, about four months ago. I sent her a message to see how she was. She was fine. She isn't anymore. She is gone now. Forever. La

Buckshot
Aftermath: Unanswered questions from 9/11, shown April 21, 2003 at the Herbst Theatre, San Francisco, sponsored by www.deceptiondollar.com Much to the surprise of the event’s sponsors, the 928-seat Herbst Theatre in San Francisco was full, with standing room only, at the showing of the film Aftermath: Unanswered Questions from 9/11. This film is a documentary questioning the official version of the events of September 11, 2001 that has been promulgated by the Bush administration through its willing mouthpieces, the corporate media. It was produced by Guerilla News Network (GNN), a group founded by Steve Marshall and Josh Shore, who first collaborated at MTV to bring more relevant content to television. The documentary asks 11 questions that have gone unasked by not only the media, but also by Congress—questions that remain unanswered by the Bush administration after more than a year and a half. The film is narrated by Hip-Hop performer and political protester Paris, whose music

Sex
I plead the 5th here, I just seen it and thought you might like it. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. Th

Other Authors
A brief quotation . . . “The time has come,” the Walrus said, “To talk of many things: Of shoes—and ships—and sealing wax— Of cabbages—and kings— And why the sea is boiling hot— And whether pigs have wings.” ------------------------------ Lewis Carroll [Charles Lutwidge Dodgson] (1832–1898), British writer, mathematician. Through the Looking-Glass, “Tweedledum and Tweedledee,” (1872).The Columbia World of Quotations. New York: Columbia University Press, 1996. www.bartleby.com/66/. [Date of Printout]. English Poetry III: From Tennyson to Whitman.The Harvard Classics. 1909–14. 631. Break, Break, Break Alfred, Lord Tennyson (1809–1892)BREAK, break, break, On thy cold grey stones, O Sea! And I would that my tongue could utter The thoughts that arise in me. O well for the fisherman’s boy, 5 That he shouts with his sister at play! O well for the sailor lad, That he sings in his boat on the bay! And the stately ships go on

Skinz
Over the next little while i'm going to be making some skinz for fubar. I jumped on here lastnight and wanted to make a few changes to my profile, so i updated my about me and wanted to give my skin a new look. I was sattisfied with the result of the first one so i did up a new one called Pink Gloss and just finished it. The changes i'm going to make on them are as follows: Top Banner Profile Background Left Profile background Main Background Headers on the left Comment Box If you have any requests with the above send me a Message

Flashy Images
If you want a flashy or bright pic something that will catch ppls eye i can make em for ya 3 mil each bring a get a friend to buy one and ill make you one free for each friend u can bring to me that buys one.

Character Bio's For Possible Story
Mayor of the town and a staunch Christian that believes that witchcraft is a sin but currently tolerates the local coven as they do not seem to cause trouble, but he is just looking for an excuse to start up some local witch trials. A good man at heart, just prejudicial when it comes to religions. The Elder of the Coven, she is old fashioned and believes in strict control of the coven and their use of Magik. She doesn't trust other "pagans" and "neo-pagans". She was the one that trained the main villain in his power and then discovered to her regret his selfish and even evil ways and declared him warlock (oathbreaker). Five foot two and one hundred and ninety pounds with long grey hair. Owns a black cat with a white spot on its nose and left front paw. Local bartender and owner of a body shop, he used to be engaged to character four until they both cheated on each other despite having an open relationship. Generally a good guy, but like any guy has his flaws. Five foot seven and

Devilhascried2000
SOUL ASYLUM-JUST LIKE ANYONE She walks into the outhouse The cold night breathes into her face The flies are standing still now The moon it spills through the place And she starts wondering what it's like to be liked by everyone And like everyone be just like anyone And just wants to be so just like anyone She reaches through the darkness Her fingers touch the porcelain seat She spins and pulls her pants down The cold air holds her like a theif She starts wondering what they mean, do they just mean to be mean And thinking about the scene, do they just want to be seen And trying not to seem so just like anyone The door comes screeching open She walks into the evening air She disappears in the darkness All that's left's the faint smell of her hair She's done wondering what it's like to be liked by everyone And like everyone be just like anyone And just wants to be so just like anyone And wondering what they mean, do they just mean to be mean And thinkin

Rates
i watched a movie tonight that i wish everyday one more day with my mom i lost her in 93 and i still miss her i want one more hug to hold her every xmas i wish for it this movie in some ways was me i miss you mom im crushed what do i have to do ive decited to write this im drunk i open up better i was to have date last night but it was canceled i know it might it sucked bad im realy interested in this person ok she called me later that was great she had to work late ok no prob there i told her to have a good night call me later maybe meet up ok i go home i was at my cuz house i get home and i see shes online im like ok i know she told me she needed to see her friend ok so i called just to say hi dident pick up ok she calls back says shes not home i was a little upset hurt i dont know what to think im hurt and dont know what to do :(

Thinking.
Why is it that with certain people we feel comfortable enough to "let down our hair" while with others your always angry around them? specially with divorced parents... your more comfortable around one than the other... I've noticed that I'm very laied back when im with one parent than with the other one... (im not specifying who out of respect for both) but i just dont understand why one treats me like an adult while the other one dont. i mean its almost as if one is happy ive grown up and the other dont ever want me to grow up. of course thats prolly parents for ya. One day i hope to understand why both parents cant be happy about their child... and why one parent disapproves of everything while the other looks at you and tells you "your an adult now... you make your own decisions but i ask you to make wise ones not ones you will regret later on in life". i also hope that one day i can win both parents respects and not be torn between them both because i love both my parents to

Completely Confusing Rambling
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH FUCK GAH DAMNIT SON OF A BITCH IDK HOW THE FUCK TO SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU THE CONSTANT BACK AND FORTH MY HEAD SPINNING FROM IT ALL... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

The Return
hey every one. im try to get people to make mods for me. i had one done and love it. i don have the time are the stuff to make it. if you can please make one fore me. you can be as artistice as you want. like turn me in to something that looks cool. thanks you check out the video on my page. i had more pic on my page be sure to hit me up and leave some love let me know what you think

My Soldier
Well I got to spend some more quality time with my baby! It always seem to go by so fast... I picked him up at midnite on thursday. Then we drove to my house took a nap and spent the rest of the day with Grandma. My parents, my brother, uncle and grandma were all there. It was a great day... no one fought, there was good food. And i got to spend it with the people i love. Well we spent the night there and then had a spaghetti lunch with the fam and headed down to have thanksgiving with his family. All three of his brothers were there which was great and of course his mom and dad. His cousin and his cousins husband. His aunt, uncle and their kids... yeah lots of people! It was nice, we dont have big family gatherings like that much. We also got to spend some time with his friends. Unfortunatly i got some bad news about a good friend of mine being in the hospital... so it wasnt really a great nite you could say.. Then our last nite we stayed up til 3 or 4 and drank with his brothers

My Songs...
Okay... So in California, and probably other parts of our the US, lawmakers wanna ban Pit Bulls. FUCK THAT!!! Pit bulls are just like any other animal, and human for that matter... It's all in how they're brought up. If the dogs owner trains them to be vicious, then it will be vicious. Train it to be gentle and loving, then it will be your best friend in the world. BAN THE DEED... NOT THE BREED!!!

Fucked Up
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! (5) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for you

Contest
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Poems
When times are hard and at their worst When you feel as if you’re going to burst You feel as if things can only get worse You want to lay down and give in You have the desire to quit, let the struggle all end. You feel there is no end to your pain and strife. You want to take the easy way out and end your life. What do you do to win the fight? Between you and yourself, death and life? Nothing, until you decide to win the fight. For if you give up, you lose the fight. You will surely lose your life. So no matter how hard the struggle becomes, Keep up the fight, find the strength to go on. It will get better, somewhere down the road. You’ll find a way to lighten your load. The sun will rise, the sun will set. Don’t give up the struggle just yet. You’ll be a better person for you’ll have defeated the doubt. You’ll live to learn what life is all about. In the end it will all be worthwhile. You don’t believe me now but soon you shall. As

My Life
What you resist, you attract, because you are powerfully focused on it with emotion. To change anything, go within and emit a new signal with your thoughts and feelings. You cannot help the world by focusing on the negative things. As you focus on the world's negative events, you not only add to them, but you also bring more negative things into your own life. Instead of focusing on the world's problems, give your attention and energy to trust, love, abundance, education, and peace. We will never run out of good things because there's more than enough to go around for everyone. Life is meant to be abundant. You have the ability to tap into the unlimited supply through your thoughts and feelings and bring it into your experience. Praise and bless everything God brings into your life. You will disolve negativity and discord and align yourself with the highest frequency- love. Amanda Bear Most of us were taught to put ourselves last, and as a consequence we attracte

Returning Home From Ike
Thanks to all of you who have sent well wishes and phone calls to see if I and my family are ok. We did survive the storm.. and came back on Sunday to see mass destruction everywhere. I will be posting photos soon in my photo gallery. Mass destruction is everywhere in my area. Whole neighborhoods are destroyed. 40 Persons known dead at the moment with more search and discovery on going. The area in which I live has suffered total losses of homes, and all belongings. FEMA is starting to come in to help to give us ice, and non perishable foods, as most of us have lost all foods that were in fridges and freezers. Needless to say that the losses of material possessions is devastating, however, I am thankful to God for keeping so many of us safe. I will post more information when I am able, my time is short at the moment as I am working on food, and water and ice for us. I hope that I will be online some more this evening. Thank you to everyone who has given their time

Wtf?!?
I was just sitting here thinking how uncertain things are. You have something one minute, and you lose it the next. Nothing is permanent and nothing is forever. My friends mean everything to me. I try so hard for them, and I put 115% of myself into helping them. I enjoy helping my friends and I enjoy sticking up for them. I am just baffled at how much people don't see. A lot of their pain and heartache is brought on by themselves. Nobody can MAKE you feel sad. Nobody can MAKE you feel angry. Those are the choices that you made. Now, mind you, I am talking on more of a minor size situation. I am not saying that if someone killed your best friend, that it is your fault that you are mad and hurt. I would be pissed too and wanting to lash out on their killer. But anyways, I am just rambling. It sounds weird, but for once I feel like I am part of a group on here. Like no matter what, there is a purpose for me. I am part of the XXX lounge and it makes me feel good to go in there a

My Lullaby
its christmas morning, i dont want any gifts.if you gotta give me something then baby, give me your lips.the only thing i long for, is to see you smile,and for that one thing, id walk a million miles. and i know, its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine. i feel so lonely, all of the time.because it feels like you're leaving me behind. just for once id like you to say,whats on your heart, if you care in anyway.am i a fool because im in love with you? or am i a tool thats only use it to be used? and i know its not my time. its not fair why cant happiness be mine. all i wanted, was alittle time. to get to know,the real you inside.im trying so hard to understand,your point of view,and where you stand.it seems as if im going to be broken again,twice broken is too much, i just wish you'd take my hand. and i know its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine.and i know its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine. (keep in mind, this

Music
Insane Clown Posse is an American hip hop duo from Detroit, Michigan. The group is composed of Joseph Bruce and Joseph Utsler, who perform under the respective personas of the wicked clowns Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope. Insane Clown Posse performs a style of hardcore hip hop known as horrorcore and is known for its elaborate live performances. The duo has earned two platinum and three gold albums. According to Nielsen SoundScan, the entire catalog of the group has sold 6.5 million units in the United States and Canada as of April 2007.[1] Originally known as Inner City Posse, the group introduced supernatural- and horror-themed lyrics as a means of distinguishing itself stylistically. The duo founded the independent record label Psychopathic Records with Alex Abbiss as manager, and produced and starred in the feature films Big Money Hustlas and Big Money Rustlas. They formed their own professional wrestling federation, Juggalo Championship Wrestling, and later collaborated with many fa

The Battle
They say there is a silver lining to every dark cloud...ok...I hopefully will see it soon... Just wanted to let ya'll know that I will probably not be on for awhile after Wednesday...this saddens me so much, I literally depend on ya'll to get me thru these times and now I can't even do that...the reasons why sadden me even more... This past week really sucked, my ex and I had been at it since the sunday before, on Thursday he left and moved back to Florida...YAY...atleast I thought anyways...wasn't aware untill Saturday that the bank account was also emptied...this really sux, my electric bill is due Wednesday, so I won't be on after that... Don't want sympothy or anything like that, just wanted to share with the ones who care...will see ya'll as soon as I can... If any of you see that silver lining to this cloud that is over me, please let me know, it's been awhile since I've seen one... I hope ya'll have a great week, weekend, maybe even month... huggs, kisses and

Love Passed By..
I wish I could understand why men are all programed to lie. WHY not just tell the truth and let it be that? EVERY man I have ever dated, etc. has lied and most ALL cheated. WHY? It makes me just want to forget about dating. Live the rest of my life alone, raise my kids and not suffer because of being hurt over and over. I am such a loving and giving person that I don't believe I deserve to be lied to. If it reaches the point you no longer want me, say so and go BEFORE you start something with someone else. And they lie about some of the stupidest things. ONCE you lie to me for the first time, I KNOW you will lie to me again. AND MEN, if all you are looking for is to get laid, then you make that straight upfront and don't pretend there is the option of anything more. Believe me, us ladies would much rather know and be given the choice. Thanks. The day started out nice with rain and thunderstorms....which I find calming, peaceful and beautiful. Does that make me strange? I

For Those Thinking Of Committing Fuicide
Considering deleting your account? This is called "Fuicide". ANYONE with a VIP must wait until the VIP expires. If you are above level 21, you MUST do the following: Turn off EVERYTHING but your name and one photo, including all alerts. Make sure all information and photos are deleted. This means that you will just be numbers and there is no personal data on your page. Once that is finished, send a private message to FUBAR SUPPORT. We'd really like you to stay so please take 3 minutes to play this, read along and think about it first. If you'd still like to commit fuicide afterward, and you're level 20 or less, Follow the instructions at the bottom... Through early morning fog I see, visions of the things to be, the pains that are withheld for me, I realize and I can seeeeee... that FUICIDE is painless, It brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I pleeeeease. The game of life is hard to play, I'm gonna lose it anyway, The losing card I'll somed

Poems
i've been living my alone trying to get you out of my life but after all this time i can't help myself but miss you you're once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be untill such time i have no choice but to let you go I FOUND THIS POEM AND THOUGHT IT WAS AWESOME! SO I SHARING IT WITH YA'LL. My nookie days are over, My pilot light is out, What used to be my sex appeal, Is now my water spout! Time was when on its own accord, From my trousers it would spring, But now i have a full time job, To find the fucking thing. It used to be embarrassing, The way it would behave, For every single morning, It would stand and whatch me shave. Now old age approaches, It sure gives me the blues, To see it hang its little head, And watch me tie my shoes! Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly

Char's Poetry
Deadly Accident I woke up this morning with an eerie feeling some one was watching me. Just to open my eyes and look around to see nothing there. I tried to go back to sleep but every time I dozed off I heard some one whisper my name in my ear. Sometimes it was just hot air like the breath of a mad man on the back of my neck. I decided sleep was not going to happen and flung my covers off of me with a bit of anger because I was still sleepy. I felt the bad attitude setting in and the feeling of some one watching me still there. I decide to let some anger out and shouted into the emptiness, “I hope you are happy now I am awake and in a REALLY bad mood!” I find myself laughing at me shouting and made me a little better. I went downstairs to get me some coffee to help me wake up when the gut feeling of an intruder settled in my stomach. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I getting sick or is some one really here? My eyes widen and my ears more keen to the sounds around me

01-11-08
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Moments Passing
did you ever wonder why we had to run for shelter when the promise of a brave new world fell beneath a clear blue sky...... when i was 18 every thing was a f@#$ing blast..nothing but fun it seemed....3yrs later and nothing....isn't there a option between fading out and burning out.....where is all the fun shit? isn't it a shame we don't through our selves into friendships or relationships the way we did before we got hurt!!!!!!! LOnging for what was missing what might be searching for the cause nothing left to see empty words echo ringing in your ear does any one know whats behind the mirror shallow souls shine through smiles all so fake anger starts to stew how much till you break going on their way nothing seem a miss how their minds do stray searching for their bliss Purple clouds do drift about this world seems so odd moments filled with dought a world with out god murder fills the night plunder all the same none of this is right hearts fill up

Sara-isms...
2008... where the fuck did it go? Seems like it was yesterday that it was the end of 2007 and I was just creating my fubar account, getting to know some of the best people I have ever encountered... and here we are, 2009! Whoa!!! :) 2008 brought me lots of things... many good, some bad, but all in all, my year was more than I ever could have wished for!!! I met Jimmie, who is my best friend, soul mate, life partner, he is my everything. Handsome, I love you! ;) I rocked out at too many concerts to count, and loved almost every minute of it! Celebrated birthdays with all my peeps, drank, smoked, drank some more and smoked more than we should have... :) Went to more -itis shows than I can count! I know, I am obsessive, what can I say! I had fun at each and every one of them!!! I met wonderful people that I can't imagine my life with out any more! Jenny, you are the BEST, and I love you! Denny, I fuckin miss you and you need to travel through more often! Jeremy, I miss

Hiring Bullies
Thats right, a brand new lounge Hiring all staff Greeters Bouncers Promoters Graphic Designers Dj's Carnal Cuties (Cam Girls) Some Management Positions This lounge hasn't open yet, it is in need of staff If interested please click the image below! Carnal Desires, A Brand New Lounge, is currently seeking staff for these positions, Do you have what it takes? Well if you think you do then click one of the images above and find out how to apply

It's So Cold In Minnesota......
It's so cold in Minnesota.... -It keeps the riff raff out -The biggest accomplishment of the day is getting your car started. -Radio startions and bars hold contests to see who can best imitate the sound of a cab trying to start -The for fun, we throw cups of hot water out out back doors to watch it crystallize in midair -People move to Alaska because it's warmer -They sometimes have to cancel winter survival classes. -They cancel school and even funerals (the governor may even cancel school in the entire state!) -People migrate south for the winter just like many birds (we even have a name for them- snowbirds) -The #1 greeting is "cold enough for ya?" -The #2 saying is "I can't wait until those darn mosquitoes get here, at least it;ll be warm. - It's so cold in Minnesota..... -when you inhale, your nostriles stick together. -people use two sets of keys so they don't have to turn off the car while shopping. -A 'Conga line' refers to a formation of snow plows, not a latin

Dear Tech Support:
“Mom, what’s Nymphomaniac? - “It’s a female who’s addicted to sex.” “Oh. Than what do they call men who are addicted to sex?” - “Men” Dear Tech Support:Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticedthat the new program began unexpected child processing that took up alot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installeditself into all other programs and now monitors all other systemactivity.

Who Would You Date?
If you could date anyone famous who would it be? and why? A guy went into an antique shop. he found a brass rat.. asked the clerk, how much for the rat? the clerk said $10 for the rat, $200 for the story. he said forget the story, I'll just take the rat. as he was walking down the road he noticed a rat following him, soon that rat was joined by dozens of rats and eventually hundreds and thousands of rats. the guy started to run. he ran to the sea and threw in the brass rat as far as he could throw it. the multitude of rats all jumped into the sea too and drowned. the man returned to the shop. the clerk said, soooo, you want the story now? no said the man, but do you have any brass Democrats?

Misc. Lyrics
Find me here And speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place Where I find peace again You are the strength That keeps me walking You are the hope That keeps me trusting You are the life To my soul You are my purpose You're everything And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this (Ahh Yeahhh) You calm the storms And you give me rest You hold me in your hands You won't let me fall You steal my heart And you take my breath away Would you take me in Would you take me deeper, now And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this Cause you're all I want You're all I need You're everything, everything You're all I want You're all I need You're

Contest
Now I dont know how this is fuckin possible but IM loosing.. What the fuck is going on. Start playing dirty I say thats what they are doing. copy and past your comments like 100 times so i can win. I can believe I cant win the biker bitch contest but i win the Titty contest.. lets go people vote..... COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT THEY ALL COUNT..SO THEY WANT DIRTY WE CAN DO DIRTY..LETS SHOW THEM A REAL BIKER BITCH HERE IS THE LINK Courtesy of MsTags.com Harleysportee69 OK over 500 friends and only fuckin 69 votes... what the fuck... help me out im in second place..NO GOOD...I NEED TO WIN.. CUM ON PEOPLE..YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE MY FRIENDS... If you cant see my private album you can see this photo... Im in a contest please stop by and vote Instructions to VOTE: 1. Click the link 2. Leave a comment (I vote for you) 3. RATE (10 please) 4. Stop by my page and let me know you voted.

Simply Cumm In For The Sake Of World's Bad Girls
The next day, we caught a short island-hopping flight to our next port-of-call. It was the opposite of our little cottage. This time, we were staying at a very posh, high-rise resort hotel. After checking out the view from our room, which overlooked the huge pool, Sondra unpacked, stripped and donned only her bikini bottoms and went out onto the balcony. She stretched, letting the sun warm her skin, and I’m sure more than a few people at the pool had an opportunity to observe that she has a magnificent set of tits. I stepped out on to the balcony with her, just as the man from the next suite did. He introduced himself to us and offered us a beer. His name was Brian and when he returned he couldn’t take his eyes off Sondra’s chest as we talked. After a few minutes, Brian’s wife, Janet, joined us on the balcony. She was wearing a conservative one-piece bathing suit and her mouth literally fell open when she saw Sondra. She regained her composure and emphatically informed us that,

Separated
Does age really even matter now days? some say young people are not mature enough in life, but the way I see it is it depends on the person and how they are in life. You can be 40 years old and act so immature its pittiful. I see some young adults in life thats in their 20's and are responsable and respectful and know how to treat someone, then you have the older group that is disrespectful and has noclue what to do in life.anyways im just blabbin lol.. life is getting so much better after being separated, I am much happier and have come to relize that ppl change and sometimes we cant stay with the ones we have been with for ever. I have been seeing someone for a couple of weeks now and that helps letting go. My best friend is going through some hard times with his marriage I really hope he makes it through this hard time just know it gets better after time.. Tell me how I'm suppose to breathe with no air [oohhhh] [ Jordin S.] If I Should die Before I wake, Its cause

Always There
People change day by day, Hoping someone will show them the way. Some changes are for the best, And that’s when we are put to the test. Test your will to live, And also your will to give. Live like you were dying, And give with out trying. Trust in yourself to make the right choice. Scream loud so the world can hear your voice! Push through the hardships, And work out all broken relationships. Remember all the precious moments, And let go of all the false movements. Never forget the way they made your eyes glisten, And take the time to stop and listen. Hear them when they sit and cry. Hold them close when they are about to die. Tell them everything will be fine, And let them break loose and shine. You were there all along, But it took forever to know that I belong. Your hearts I have broken, And your words I have spoken. You left me to grow, And did I ever put up a show. I left your lives pained and concerned, And had no idea of the bridges I burned.

How I Have Felt Or Wanted
Hello you goodbye me I need too get away from this feeling so you take over ill go away. Who would mind anyway. I don’t need to be all I want is to be set freeI’m entrapped in my own body. I fight but I lose maybe this is what I choose. It must be my fault all the bad things that have happenedAll the people who came and went. It has too be me I’m the one to blame I feel so much shame. Its like I disappeared went some where else during those times. I wanted to say no but I couldn’t get out. I felt weak in the knees and wanted to scream this isn’t me. But maybe just maybe I deserve this consist nagging in my mind. My heart has fall and broken so many times. All I want is to not care this I have tried. It seems I trust to much think maybe just maybe if I give them what want they will stay around. But hey not everyone stays mostly they all leave any way I cant keep you your not mine. Even if you were id chase you away after time. You don’t

Just Funny
It is donut day... but secretly its ball kicking day... that in it self should have a national holiday... everyday like 429... well it should be every day at 6 20 which kinda looks like B K D YAYYY Ball kicking Day!!!!! lmmfaoooooooooo! Men... I now know why girls have periods because for a whole month minus a week we have hearts... and we have to be very kind to are men and then when it comes around to our period... BINGO like they throw fireballs at us like: And their HUGE like that and we never see it comming and then their all like omg your such a bitch so we're like whoaaaaaa wait what? So we're like ok... weman are sooo strong mentaly because P Yeah see that guy in the pic he dosent even know whats comming his way!!! MUAHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! And so the Trilogy repeats... And we get in are spider ship and we go back to spendeling mens webs! The End hahahahahahaha I love youuuuu! There are a lot of things that us men do that are just plain awesome. We are withou

Funny Shit
BREAKING NEWS. OAKLAND,CA-Raiders football practice was delayed nearly 2 hours after a player reported finding an unknown white powdery substance on the practice field. Head coach, Jackson, immediately suspended practice & called the police & federal investigators. After a complete analysis, FBI experts determined that the white substance unknown to players was the GOAL LINE. Practice resumed after special agents decided the team was unlikely to encounter the substance again this season. This is why they want the Guns....The Coward Proven strategy is based on the teachings of Saul Alinsky a communist socialist died about 43 years ago, but his writings have influenced the politicians who control our nation today.Hillary Clinton did a college thesis on his writings and Barack Hussein Obama writes about him in his books.Died: June 12, 1972,

The Dreams Of Me & You...
The Dreams of Me & You... Thoughts Come, Thoughts Go Thoughts of you never fade into the distant sun.. Only makin My wants & dreams stronger, As time passes on.. All my wants & dreams sink deeper into my heart, Knowing the feelings I feel.. Knowing I got to do what it takes, To be with you... Thoughts Come, Thoughts Go My ever lasting thoughts of you.. Make My Dreams come true, Knowing I am going to be with you.. Old dreams Reached, never forgotten, New Dreams formed.. I found my dream to be with you, New dreams wanting to be with you now, And til the end of time... To be your Support, Physically.. Mentally.. Emotionally.. To be your Baby Boy, Is first dream come true... To be in your beautiful presence, Is Next dream to come true... To hug you & never let go, Is Best Dream to Soon come true... Kisses to the wonderful thoughts, About our dreams of our Future... The Perfect Thoughts of Me & You, Growing together Lovingly, To be Our Dream

Random Musings...
it kind of disturbs me.. or perhaps i should say more than kind of.. that there are so many people on CT who are insanely concerned about their rank and ratings. it is a cool site and i think the points system is a nice idea, but some people take it too far, and far too seriously. "love me, love me!" while i am on the subject: why oh why must people post such useless pointless blogs vying for attention. i think its more fun if your pictures, words and personality do the work for you. or am i wrong here? people? for some odd reason i dreamt i had to write an essay, describing something.. the taste of something, in immaculate detail. i didnt understand it..and i was out of it even in my dream.. i wasnt up to the essay, telling the teacher who remarkably reminded me of fred savage that i couldnt come up with anything. the page had nothing on it. this test took place in my old childhood apt. i saw an example of the finest essay written for the exam, even though i was alone. the w

Stuff
I slit my wrist and watch it bleed Don’t f*cking care now cause there’s no need I’m half way dead, the deeds half done Congratulations looks like you won You broke my heart, oh you must be proud The guilt the pain must be screaming loud I wish it didn’t have to be this way Now you live without me every f*cking day Click image To ENTER^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ DJ Silent~Whispers is ripping up the Air Waves here at Hell Fire and Brimstone Come See if YOU can Hadle the HEAT !!!! Click image To ENTER^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ DJ Silent~Whispers is ripping up the Air Waves here at the Fire Pit Come See if YOU can Hadle the HEAT !!!!

New Years Message
This message comes to wish you happiness and every good thing too, to make this New Year, a wonderful one for you and then the kind of happiness desired by your heart and family times, filled with peace and joy, right from the start. I hope we become good and long time friends in the coming year. I am always here to help anyone and yes I do mean it. For those who wonder"what is he up to?" Would you believe that its just being friends. This is what is wrong with us in America, we always think someone does something for personal gain. What happened to just being a nice person? I hope its not a lost art. Lets just try our best this year to become closer to one another and I am just not saying it, I mean it. For those who have become good friends and do care, thank you but lets not lose touch. I know people move away, get married, start families, travel or just have computer problems with computers. Please i just ask us, as humans, now that the holidays are over, lets not forget one anothe

Dj Schedule
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Auctions!!
YES!!! I'M IN ANOTHER GREAT AUCTION!! PLEASE COME BID ON ME-YOU WON'T REGRET IT!! AND DON'T FORGET TO SHOW THE HOSTESS *SILVERPIXI* LOTSA LUV TOO...TY ALL IN ADVANCE!!..ROX....JUST CLICK ON THE PIC..TYVM I'M IN ANOTHER AUCTION!! PLEASE GO BID ON ME-YOU WON'T REGRET IT!! JUST CLICK ON THE PIC!! AND PLZ RATE PIC ALSO..THX..ROX p> GO BID ON ME JUST CLICK THE PIC "OWNED BY" IN NAME FOR 30 DAYS ALL PICS RATED ALL STASH RATED 1 BIG PIMPIN' GIFT A WEEK DAILY DRINK DAILY PROFILE COMMENT ADDED TO FAMILY CRUSH FOR THE MONTH ONE SFW SALUTE PIMPED BY *RØX¥*~S (

Killing Time
for some reason i have a thing for writing dark and depressing poems. hmm but oh well heres another one... The sweet innocence of pain running in my veins causing me to weep to every pound it sends to my heart able to feel nothing, having blindness soon to be lost in darkness for life reaching out to find a hand but only to feel the dark coldness of the damned knowing that i have nothing left of the human soul only to turn my back and sleep to forget te unquestioed belief of mankind there is no god or human that could save a lost as i screaming as these demonic terrors clasp me throat laying on my death bed of graves that soon take my flesh and bones I feel like nothing i do will make my future better. its like im going keep making mistakes, and keep living in this darkness i have. it feels like i want to give up, but thats just to easy. but im afraid to keep on living this lie. the lie of happiness, cause i guess in reality im not really happy. i see the li

Blue
For those of you who knew Hawk and I were expecting... those plans have changed. We went to the doc last week and were told we had lost the baby at some point though there was no actual miscarriage. There was no development and we had to induce a miscarriage. Life sucks right now. I though tIw as doin ok until this afternoon. It has really hit me hard for some reason today. So, for now we are going to appreciate our princesses and love them and spend as much tie showing and telling them that. Just thought I would let ya'll know. One day at a time we shall get through this. Life Sucks

Alone...not For Long Pet
I opened my eyes to find myself in a cage. A cage! I moved to stand from my lying postition but something was restraining me... I looked down to see ropes intricately bound around my naked body, the friction was painful on my nipples and pussy lips when I moved even a fraction. My mind raced as I tried to remember how I got into this situation. My last clear memory was my Mistress yelling at me- “Fucking whore, I’ll be back in half an hour, fucking clean that shit up.” I admit I was feeling light-headed after orgasming so hard...maybe I had passed out? Somewhere above me I heard a door opening and the familiar sound of heels tapping on hard floor."So, has the filthy whore woken up yet?" came the wonderful, but chilling voice of my Mistress."Y-yes Mistress," I replied, my voice a little hoarse. "Good, because I'm not going to wait all night- I have a visitor for you," she said coldly. My heart leapt with anticipation but also nerves. Another stranger? Before I had time

Barsoom And Gor ~ A Comparison
John Norman's Gor world was clearly inspired by several sources, including the slave societies of Earth; namely, ancient Greece, ancient Rome, and ancient Egypt.. it is also clear that one major source of inspiration for the Gor series are the John Carter of Mars, or Barsoom, novels. When compared side-by-side, it is clear that John Norman plagiarized a huge amount of Gor from the author of the Barsoom novels, Edgar Rice Burroughs. Burroughs' works have inspired many science fiction and fantasy books; however, the similarities between Burroughs' work and Norman's work are too close to be a coincidence. Edgar Rice Burroughs (1875-1950) is best known as the creator of Tarzan. He wrote 24 novels in the Tarzan series. He was an astoundingly prolific author, and also wrote the Barsoom novels, the Pellucidar novels, The Land That Time Forgot, and numerous other novels. Many of his works were first printed in the "pulp fiction" magazines of his day, and were later published as books. The firs

To Clear Up Any Confusion
You can't hurt me, it's impossible you see. You would have to matter, you don't count, not to me! The walls are so high, i won't lie. You have no chance to get in, once, someone did. He mattered, i let him count. He had my heart, without a doubt. Then, he ripped it out. Tore me apart, shattered my soul, he took his toll. He made me feel, things i though were gone. He destroyed, what i thought was strong. What i had been building, for so long. Now he is gone. i have rebuilt, stronger and higher. No one in, no one out. No more love, but no more pain. It keeps me happy, it keeps me sane! So, before you even try, know that you can't hurt me. Know...that you don't count!

Thing 's That Make You Go.... Uummmmmmm?
“The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women— And What To Do About It...” Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With Women—And How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes... Free Newsletter And Download eBook -By David DeAngelo, Author Of “Double Your Dating” MISTAKE #1: Being Too Much Of A “Nice Guy” Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted "nice" guys? Of course you have. Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU. What's going on here? It's actually very simple... Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them. And guess what? Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION. And being NICE doesn't make a wo

Ct Stuff!!!
HEATHER'S GIVIN OUT WOOD! CLICK ANY PIC TO ENTER THE SEXY AND SCANDALOUS HEATHER WOOD... GUARANTEED TO SHOW YOU A GOOD TIME... ON AIR NOW TILL ??? ONLY ON... SHOW HER SOME LOVE! ¢¾ HeAtHeR ~ Fu*KiN ~ WoOd ¢¾@ CherryTAP IM IN BBW ROUND 2 CONTEST AND I NEED ANY/ALL HELP I CAN GET!!! PLZ RATE AND COMMENT BOMB!!! PLZ LET ME KNOW WHAT I CAN DO TO REPAY YR GENEROSITY!!! I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO MUCH, THANK YOU SO MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!! MUAH!!! XOXOXOXOXOX, KATE :) JUST CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW, THEN RATE AND COMMENT BOMB!!! YEAH SO WE'RE NOT BIG ON THE CT MARRIAGE THING -- GOOD GOD I WOULD NVR THROW A WEDDING IN A LOUNGE AND THO IVE GOT ECHIS' NAME IN MINE I STILL WOULDN'T PUT "ECHIS' CT WIFEY" IN MY FUCKING NAME.... BUT... WE ARE A REAL-LIFE ITEM AND WE WANTED TO INDICATE TO EVERYONE THE DEPTH OF OUR FEELINGS SOOO WE GOT A CPL WITNESSES AND FILLED OUT THE CERTIFICATE... YES FOLKS IT'S OFFICIAL! AND ON OUR WAY TO REALLY BEING OFFICIAL ; ) !

New Xxx Pics There Proly Not That Good Bcause Yea I Aint Too Good With The Camera Hope Ther Kool Tho If You Dont Wanna See My Cack Then Dont Look!!!!
Hey ya'll let me just say to all you haters... "FUCK You !!!" and you can just suck my dick cause yea rating me a five and or three is just fucked up lol i really dont give a shit what you think about me but it is the concept that pisses me off ... if you dont like the pic then dont fucking look at it ! it is really that simple . and if you just happen to click on it maby by accident then you can jsut leave the link anad go ta a different one game and its really bitchmade that you would do it and not tell the person that you did. like you wanna diss some one behind there back and thats the thing that i dislike about cherrytap because i feel that the person has a right to know who is dissin there pics and should know who is being an ass so yea grow da fuck up and get a pair ~Blessed Be~ i puy up some nwe pics but there of my dick so if you dont wanna see it then don't look at them...lol ;P

Quotes
I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, inlife after life, in age after age forever ~Rabindranath Tagore~ Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry? ~unknown~ Never say goodbye when you still want to try, Never give up when you still feel you can take it Never say you dont love a person when you cant let go ~Dons~

A Kiss Is Just A Kiss Right?
Aloha . . the cool early ocean breeze blowing slowly across my mind . sunrise all aglow lighting the land bringing the promise of life and new beginings . the ocean rises and crashes against the rocks playing a soothing melody from me to you . recieve the gift of aloha and smell the plumeria feel the sand warm at my feet as we leave footprints across my heart . come listen to the rythm of my island and see the world like never before join me in the intimate hula of the heart . spend the time feeling the sun warm your body come and swim in the ocean of love i have to offer layback and just relax to a dream come true . taste the sweet fruit of the mango golden and ripened on the tree . glide thru the water with the dolphins on silver and blue waves of pure heaven . this is my world share it with me fed from the ocean we eat the food of kings given life from the land providing everything we need for here I am with open arms ........aloha I

The Man I Love Deeply!
The day that I met Leon I knew in my heart that he was the one for me.... Not a day goes by that we are not on the phone talking, texting, or on skype for 12- 14 hrs a day together. My sister absolutely loves him and he has a place in her heart. He also holds my family close to him as well. I laugh, am free, and loved by him you can tell by all the pictures he takes of me daily and uploads. I will be in his arms in his arms soon. December as a matter of fact. Everyday a little bit more of me appears and everyday more and more of me falls in love with him. I hate to close my eyes because I am afraid of losing him but I know this is not true. He has shocked me so many times over the pat few months and I love it. His entire family knows all about me and a first I was a little scared wanted to dig a hole and crawl in but today I know I don't have to do that anymore. I wake up to some beautiful txts during the night since he is working while i am sleeping. Leon I love you now and forever. L

Alabama Storms
So much has went on this last week and a half. Alabama was devastated by tornados last week and there is so much loss and damage it is heartbreaking. To see it first hand and relive it again stirs up so much emotion. Back in 94 a tornado hit here and I was directly effected by it so I can understand how and what my neighbors are dealing with. My family and I were very lucky this time with no loss of life and just minor damage to our homes. Back in 94 we had several family members lost and most of my direct families lost their homes including me so I can feel and understand what is going on all around. This time just

Love Isn't Evol, It's Just A Lie!
I have a blog page, I dont much write in it anymore, for reasons of my own. That's neither here or there. Im here today to ask the age old question "what is love"? Fuck if I know. I thought at one time I had found it, but no, that wasnt it. I took a chance and looked again many years later, and again, nothing. Just lately I once again thought I had found it. It started out as everything I had heard love could be. It was sweet, romantic, beautiful, and wonderful. I dreamt of her, I thought of her, I wanted nothing more, or needed anything more than her. I lived, breathed, ached and desired her. She was my world, my woman, my heart mind and soul. It wasnt to be. Shit happens.

Being So Bored
That old dog has chained you up alright Give you everything you need To live inside a twisted cage Sleep beside an empty rage I had a dream I was your hero Damn I wish I was your lover I'll rock you till the daylight comes Make sure you are smiling and warm I am everything Tonight I'll be your mother I will Do such things to ease your pain Free your mind and you won't feel ashamed This monkey can't stand to see you black and blu Give you something sweet each time you Come inside my jungle book What is it just too good Don't say you'll stay 'Cause then you go away Damn I wish I was your lover I'll rock you till the daylight comes Make sure you are smiling and warm I am everything Tonight I'll be your mother I will Do such things to ease your pain Free your mind and you won't feel ashamed Shucks for me there is no other You're the only shoe that fits I can't imagine I'll grow out of it Damn I wish I was your lover If I was your girl believe me I'd

Auction
if ya wanna bid on me click on the link and see bulletin for what im offering click to bid this is what im offering 200 11's during hh 3 personal salutes (sfw or nsfw) added to yahoo 2 personal phone calls rate all stash added to family owned by in your name for a month two cam sessions of your choosing

Vip Giveaway
I'm in another one for a 1 mo VIP ... plz plz plz help me win one of them heres the link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1166057&albumid=808918&i=2648897261&idx=0 I would like to win the 3 mo but here is the 1 mo as well.. I need 10000 comments to win this VIP so go on over and bomb the hell outta both pics for both contests. Ty so much in advance Go here and leave a bunch of comments... get me to 16000 comments so I can win a VIP. Go to the link below... ty to all in advance for helping. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=383053&i=1011370164

Twisted
How do these people survive? ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets! ! TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've c

Poetry
Blood in, blood out Left or Right, truth and doubt You’re gonna bleed, No matter which road you take Blood in or out, babycakes Baby baby, do you remember? Coming to me broken in September? Repairing your shoulder and breaking your heart, She left you to me, and I played the part Five years later and I can’t take the game Blood in or out, I can’t even say your name It hurts to stay and it hurts to go It hurts to forget and it hurts to know Blood in, blood out Left or Right, truth and doubt You’re gonna bleed, No matter which road you take Blood in or out, babycakes Whisper into the fire, "What are your fallacies? Clutched now at your breast, your poison realities? I'll touch you with the fire, but do not hesitate to burn, Every hope, every dream, every truth you'd hoped to learn. Experience the destruction of all childhood fantasies, Emblazened in the very orange of lifelong mendacity, Surrender to the torch, to cleanse the poison from your

This One Is Mine
Damn baby Just don't understand what went wrong I gave you my heart I gave you my soul I gave you... As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room Cause, we couldn't be alone See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt Back then we were in school; and that's your favorite excuse Growin' up I was a fool; and I can't lie I'm missing you Listen and don't trip I think i need a bottle with a genie in it Here's my wish list First one, I would create a heart changing love Second one, I'll take yours and fill it up Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you If I had one wish, we would run away Makin' love all day, have us a ba

Surveys To Bore You!
100 Fun Questions Survey from Quizopolis.com Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? - Closed (Monsters)Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? - Sure its kinda like stealing but not :DDo you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? - InHave you ever stolen a street sign before? - Nope but I own one :)Do you like to use post-it notes? - Not as much as some people do.Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? - All the timeWould you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? - Both would suckDo you have freckles? - Yepp you want some?Do you always smile for pictures? - Nope I look best moody :PWhat is your biggest pet peeve? - When people are late.Do you ever count your steps when you walk? - Yepp I got a pedometer and everything.Have you ever peed in the woods? - Who hasn..'t?What about pooped in the woods? - Nope can..'t sy that I have.Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? - Sure all time. Do you chew your pens and pencil

Bear Raids Pot Farm
Garfield County Sheriff Danny Perkins says they got some unexpected help from a large black bear. Perkins says the bear raided an illegal pot farm. Deputies found pipes chewed in half, cans with bear teeth marks and food containers torn apart. Perkins says repeated visits by the bear apparently scared off the pot growers. Deputies found nearly 900 young marijuana plants. Sheriff Perkins jokes he might deputize the bear if he can find it.

My Pre Fight Playlist
1. Through Struggle- As I Lay Dying 2. Unholy Confessions- Avenged Sevenfold 3. Indestrucible- Disturbed 4. White Knuckles- Five Finger Death Punch 5. I Will Be Heard- Hatebreed 6. Raise Hell- (Hed) PE 7. Set to Fail- Lamb of God 8. Eat You Alive- Limp Bizkit 9. Determined- Mudvayne 10. Sun Dosen't Rise- Mushroomhead 11. Miracle- Nonpoint 12. New Noise- Refused

Decadent And Depraved In Oklahoma City
Have you ever delved into yourself to find out what makes you, you? What I’m talkingabout are the little things, those tiny idiosyncrasies that you do all by yourself, or whenyou think no one is watching. I went to the napkin because the receipt was pissing me off.What sadistic bastard would play this song ever ( 15 by Taylor Swift). You know a lot ofpeople would think sitting in a bar by yourself is depressing even sad, this is incorrect,sitting at a bar by yourself warrants a glimpse into your fellow bar patron’s soul. Boozelowers inhibitions, and with these new lowered inhibitions people say things, do things,and act a certain way that’s a glimpse into the true person in which you are observing. Donot be afraid of what you see, just make your decisions the way you choose because withomnipotence comes the ability to plan for everything all at once, you cannot do this, don’ttry. Just remember that a man much wiser than myself once said “to thy self be tru

Were Are We
today is the day the moment of trueth theres no truning back i will make it i will not give in to temptason i will move forwerd in sted of back theres only one way to get there and no comeing back today is the day i quiet smokeing the day of reckaning the day i put my self to the test we will see if god will exseed or will the devil get my soul its to erlay to tell but one thing for sure god is there for me! 6:58 AM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove so i sit here woundering will i ever make it out wiil i ever get there i dont no but i will try liveing to the day i die woundring did i do the right thing thinking was i there anof i will never no but life is here and i will try tell the end of time do you see the light can you here the calling can you see my crys i am lost in this world and i dont no why!! SO LIKE WOULD YOU DO IT