Blue Eyed Princess's blog: "My Poetry !"

As I sit here all alone, there are only thoughts of you on my mind. Wanting to see that sparkle in your eyes, feeling the warmth of your skin next to mine, feeling your breath on my neck, feeling the touch of your hand caress my body, smelling your smell that lingers in the air, seeing you smile and knowing that you care, feeling the strength and compassion of your loving embrace. When you are here I feel so calm and secure, I can feel the beating of your heart and know there is promise in tomorrow, that we may never part, and feeling the strength and passion of your tender kiss. I can remember the day you came into my life and I dream of the day that I will be your Wife. Until tonight when you left I never thought I could feel so alone, for You are my Other Half and without you I am not whole. You are the Love of My Life and The Eternal Flame that burns in my Soul. I Love You more then I could ever say, I know I will have you again in 4 days, but for a Love as strong as ours it can feel like a lifetime. You are my Heart and My Soul And every breath that I take everyday. I Will Love You Till I Can't Love You Anymore. Be Well My Love Till We Are Together Once Again.

Letting go of a Love you thought was true, but finally realizing it was only one sided. Remembering all the times We Smiled, Laughed, and Wrestled around, how you thought the other person didn't feel the same and it was all just a big game to play with the other persons Heart the way they did and make them beleive everything they said to be the truth, but it wasn't, none of it. But like always life does go on as it always has and you learn from your mistakes and hope not to make the same ones again or fall for anyone else's empty promises that can't be full filled.

This is for the only man I have ever or will ever Truly Love, there are many men out there in this world, but in my eyes you are the only one I will ever want or need, you are the one who owns my heart and soul. I don't ever want to lose you ever, but as the days come closer to you being here with me the farther away you feel, I feel you getting farther and farther out of my grasp, there is times I think you are here and then I wake up to see it was only in my Dream. I feel so empty and hollow inside when I feel your not mine anymore. Please God don't let him leave help me to make him understand he is the only one I need, I do things without thinking or worring about how it will hurt him, but help him to understand he is my other half, and that I am the person with his missing rib. You are my Soulmate you are the one that makes me Complete, you fill the void in my life with everything you have done for me.

There is times I feel so alone and then the phone rings and on the other end is my Heart & Soul, everything just seems to disappear, & he seems to make life worth living, and without him I don't think I could survive, although i know I only have him for a short time, & the love I have for him will stay the same, even after he rises above to watch over me. I won't want him to go, but i will, and i will Thank God everyday for bringing him to me, even though I may only have him for a very short time, he is my everything from now until it is my time. Everything about him makes me feel good inside and out, I long to have him lying next to me, whispering everything i want to hear, kissing me , caressing my breast, and making romanticly passionate love to me. Take my hand & lead the way, tell me all you want to say. You bring out passions deep within. Pull me close & hold me near, take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the One. Give me the wings so i can fly, for I can soar when you're nearby. You have entered my heart, and broke down the walls, it's time for me to watch them fall. I've released my soul held deep within, I'm ready now, let love begin. I'm yours until the end of time, and even after that, my soul is yours and I belong to you. Hold me tight & never let me go, I will always hold you near as to never let another close to you, you are mine forever more. You have Saved from never knowing or feeling TRUE LOVE like we share for One Another.

He will be there in 20 minutes, and with that he hangs up. You rush to get ready and before you know it the door is opening. You rush to meet him, and stop and stare for a moment, needing him to come closer to you. He stands almost a foot above you and when he moves closer to you and takes you in his arms you feel tiny. His mouth takes yours and in the doorway you melt into this kiss. That perfect kiss with your lips so soft and sweet. The feel of his frame against yours is intoxicating. How long have you gone with out this kiss and embrace? You take a step back and drink it in, the strength of his jaw, the darkness of his hair against his skin. You smirk, and give a half knowing smile when he gazes on your scantily clad body. He knows this is for him. You move in for another kiss this time you take the time to enjoy the scent of his body, that rich fragrant aroma that only a man can possess. Fully clothed you can still smell him and you become drunk and weak simultaneously. You take him by the hand and introduce him to the bedroom. You both stop in the door way and again you taste him, the sweet kisses and the feel of his lips against yours, the playful game of tongues. He begins to undress you and you run your hands up and down the cuts on his back--those strong muscles, those contoured lines of years of discipline make you shiver. You want to run your fingers through the dark mass of hair on his chest right down the to his abdomen where you are sure to find the treasure trail. You switch gears though first taking the time to enjoy the magnificent legs, those thighs that can crush anything that stands in their way.. You kiss him again and as you make your way down that wonderful trail and to the treasure chest, once there you feel--he feels-- the excitment. He moves you onto the bed and lets you down gently. Your clothes is no protection from his experienced hands. Hands that know your body, and your desires. He looks like a hunting beast ready to strike as he makes his way on top of your body--you stare into the sea of his eyes and find yourself lost in passion. He lifts your leg until it is straight up and he kisses your ankle, the back of your knee until he allows it to rest on his shoulder and moves in for another perfect kiss. Kisses that you moan into and revel in. You wrap your other leg around his body until you have him locked into you. Barely a whisper you tell him you have to have him. With that he asks you to say it again and mean it-- you say it a little louder that you have to have him but before the words completely escape your mouth he enters you and kisses you and every inch of your body welcomes him. How long have you waited for this moment you ask yourself again. How long will you have to wait for this moment again? This is not just a random call-- this is desire, you desire this, you wait for this, and you long for this when you dont have it. He lies on top of you and rolls over and you enjoy the moment of seeing his elongated frame across the bed with the soft glow of candles burning. You move on top and sit astride leaning forward as your bare breast brushes against his warm torso, until you kiss his face and his neck. He lets out the deep moan which only a man can and you melt, you kiss his torso with the kisses of a lover and sit up until you have him completely. This is a pure slice of Heaven. you want to cry, you want to scream, you want to .......... You turn around, with your back facing him and hope that this will last forever... you can't look at him right now you are so so so so..................................................

This Love of Ours is so strong, to never let it go is something I never want to do, I will Love you till the day I take my Last Breath, cause not to far after that we will once again be together. To hear you speak the words I'll Never Let You Go , sends chills all over my body. The Song so suits us as to Never Letting Each Other Go, and always thinking of each other with every waking minute, feeling so Loved and being the Only One for each other, if you stop and listen to it, it is for us, and how we feel about One Another. I'll always be there for you to never leave you Alone. We have our disagreements but we always work through them and Oh My God the sex afterwards is so Passionate, and Sensual, Full body Shakes and Tremors sometimes its hard to beleive we have found each other, God made it happen. I will be your Guardian Angel amd Lil' Motivator as well as you being there for the kids and I. To all the Men and Woman out there whom Read This, know this " We " are very spoken for ,We're linked together, We are Heart2Heart, Soul2Soul, Mind2Mind, Body2Body, as we lay close Our Hearts beat in sync as One. When you think you have lost this strong of a love, all is unbearable you once again feel empty and hollow, knowing you will never feel the way you once did, the pain from that kind of lose is far to great to go on without that person. The Love you once felt is now gone, how can you ever go on without thar special person? Forever is so much closer then you think, cause your life in nonexistant without them in it. I need you as you need me so Forever we will be. I Dream of the day I walk down the isle towards the Man of my Dreams to have him and hold him Forever more, We exchange Our Vows and then Our Rings, We Kiss and then I finally take your name to Forever be mine as well. Then we leave there as we head to Our New Life and Home for you to carry me across the Threshold and never be parted and to live together Forever In Love with My Knight in Shining Armor, My Lover, My SoulMate, My Husband.

We met as merely words upon a screen, It began as all fires do, a spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colourful delight. You held my hand, became my friend, earned my trust and my future once again looked bright. Loneliness turned to hope, emptiness filled up with dreams. Hunger was satisfied, and the darkness lit by love's moonbeams. Disembodied souls who found a mate, Though mind alone, and unsuspected yearning.You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. The lines of age will etch their mark on us and time will take the strength from our bodies. That a hundred lifetimes could not remove their glory. Pure hunger that nor feast nor flesh could state, Two hidden flames fair fed by phrases burning. Most find their way by sight into the heart, Loving first what must most quickly change And only then what will the years endure. We did the opposite, though not by art, Taking steps that we did not arrange, Along a path both passionate and sure. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person.Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it's so easy to feel close to you. I can't tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be wanted until I was wanted by you. Thinking of You is all I can do, wondering what life would be like with you, Worried that someday you might find someone younger, prettier and able to give you more babies, Age is only a number, but one still has to wonder, All these thoughts linger in my head, All these thoughts and feelings swimming through my body, not really sure what to do or how to deal with them, all I know is I can't get you out of Damn head, and then I talk to you and you call me " Baby " and it makes everything feel so good and right.

I hope you are genuine about how you feel and not just playin games, I would give up everything, my feelings for you remain the same, and nobody can hold a candle to how I feel for you. As I lay in bed each night dreaming, I hope to see you there, but as the morning nears I've realized I missed you once again, I've missed everything about you, and long to hold you near. To even try to forget you for a second an eternity I will need. Whenever " Hi " flashed on my screen today with your name on it, My heart skips a beat, I forgot to breath, and then my mouth starts to curve to form a huge smile. I've missed everything about you, I miss phone calls. You are so near I can almost feel you, yet you are so far away, We talk, we laugh, we joke around, but the feelings are so real. Real enough to make me cry of Love, The feelings I feel for you, Deep inside, It feels so good, so right, But will it come True? We can talk for hours on end but its never face to face, I'd meet up with you in a second, At any given time or place, Believe me when I tell you this, I care more Deeply for you with every passing day. In every situation that life puts us through, Love will always conquer all. Love could neither kill you or tear your heart apart, But still , love could make you feel better, and mend your broken heart. Once lost, we know value true, but evermore do we seek it again, you left me and I greived, you returned and I wept again, your words have torn me, but your love makes me feel whole once more, though I wept for your return in joy, I would never let me lose you again. You showed me how to feel loved and sexy even though I hadn't felt either in a very long time. I sit here quietly and watch the sun set thinking of someone I've met a few times, I wonder does he think of me, too needless to say I am thinking of you, wanting to hold you, to see your face to take you away to a better place, you feel so right, too good to be true, I just cant stop thinking of you, my friends say that I might regret losing my heart to a man I've only just met, I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you, I Believe you were made special for me, but I wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue, But I always smile when thinking of you. No matter how far or how long, my love will still be yours I will always Love you, For you, I am here whether in spirit, mind, body, Shall you never shed a tear. Your Angel will always be Near. It's so special the way you've touched my heart and filled my world with so much Love. I Love You more and more with each passing day. Your Eyes lose me, your touch melts me, your existence chills me, the things you say shock me, and when you say I Love You, you've got me FOREVER. I want A Walk To Remember Romance and I want it to be with you. Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep other out, but to see who cares enough to tear them down, Days away from never being parted again, this is Our Destiny, and nobody can ever take that from us. I'm Never Letting You Go, Ever.

Your eyes so Mesmerizing, They see things in me I've never seen before, when I look into your eyes I see all things I want to hold dear to me. Your eyes are forever seductive and hypmotizing they make me do things I've never thought of doing before. Your eyes combined with your smile and your voice is all things I Love about you. I'm sure once we are together, I will learn so much more about your eyes, your lips and everything else about you. I look at your picture and I get so mesmerized by them and lost in my thoughts of you. I will give you all of me and all i ask in return is to remain loyal, faithful, honest, romantic, passionate, and always be there when the kids or I need you. To no surprise your eyes do mesmerize, your voice so seductive it soothes me to sleep, your smile is a smile of a million stars. You brighten my day in so many ways , to hear your voice, to hope to see you when I turn my computer on and so many more reasons. Till the next time we talk, take my Love with you and keep it safe next to your heart as you have before. To only talk to you a few minutes each time, is enough to make me long for you more deeply then I could ever long for any man.

You make me feel so very special and complete. Tonight I sit and wonder if this is truly what you want, There will be ups and downs, what roads is there that is traveled that don't have a few bumps, but we will smooth them out just like we have every other time. The day we first met I knew to take hold of you tight and never let you go, that this is our Destiny to Forever Love Someone with All of Youself, and not part. A special world for you and me, A special bond one cannot see, It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake, To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine. What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another, All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time's ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts, A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death is no more? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals, That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life's brief years? So I'll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow, I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see, that love is real, and exists in me. To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share, to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there, through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings, love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you. For you I would climb The highest mountain peak, Swim the deepest ocean, Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide, Walk the hottest desert sand, To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole and complete, You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope, Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live. For the compassion you show, And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete. Each time I see you. My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty. In both body and mind. Your soft, gentle face. More beauty I'll never find. For you are the one God sent from above. The Angel I needed For whom I do love. I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these six words, I pray you hold true to yourself, " I Love You, Forever And Always.