Gone's blog: "Hello Hello Jello"

This song really explains my mood right now. lol i just remembered the album is called wild mood swings. words that come to mind are: Ecstatic, Wild, Bizzare, Friendly, Gushing, Floaty. The sun is up I'm so happy I could scream! And there's nowhere else in the world I'd rather be Than here with you It's perfect It's all I ever wanted I almost can't believe that it's for real I really don't think it gets any better than this Vanilla smile And a gorgeous strawberry kiss! Birds sing we swing Clouds drift by and everything is like a dream It's everything I wished Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it again? I know we should!!! The sun is up I'm so fizzy I could burst! You wet through and me headfirst Into this is perfect It's all I ever wanted Ow! It feels so big it almost hurts! Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it some more? I know we should!!! Say it will always be like this The two of us together It will always be like this Forever and ever and ever... Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it all the time? I know that we should!!!

So.. today we were finishing up Pre-inventory counting. found that the Rc cars were all sold out, the toy robots sold, as well as the dolls, but not a single Kids Science kit sold. i guess science isn't that hip. I'm really disappointed in the kids interest in Education. i mean i used to have a chemistry set when i was a kid, with chemicals that wouldn't meet "safety" standards of todays overprotected youth. with numbers for poison control centers, warnings, and DANGER signs. and i was like, yeah thats cool. and i had tons of fun. the playgrounds they had when i was growing up were so fucking rad. there were a million ways you could get hurt, but the point was, that you can have fun, and learn to avoid injury, and if you did get hurt well. hopefully you won't be so reckless, or keep trying it until you stopped getting beat up so often..... like not climbing up the slide after you come down. POW!!! theres another concussion!! but did we call the ambulance? no.. after i regained my footing i went up and climbed upside down on the monkey bars that were 7 feet off the ground, which was something that consisted of sand, twigs, shards of beer bottles, Capri Sun Straws, Pudding Cups, and old gum. and now what is it? i don't know.. it's not natural... it's another "SAFE" next time you take your adventurous kids to the park, let them climb a tree, instead of a poor excuse for a jungle gym they have now-a-days. i miss my kick-ass playground they had next to my neighborhood. oh well.. <3

woooo! ok i am way excited... this is like my best freinds b-day, Jeanie Beanie. she doesn't have a CT but she is like way awesome. a>

the other day i had a revelation.. everything i have experienced, Getting fired, moving, Death of a loved one, Heartbreak, Lust, Love, pain, psychological torment, Divorce, getting a job, school, Getting high, Car accidents, Injury, Dreams, Drinking, Premonitions, Backstabbing, Deceit, Freindship, Rage. it has followed me this whole way. there is one thing i've desired most. and that is to raise a family, is it because my dad pressures me to find a mate, i don't know. I don't know if it's biological, or if i was trained this way. none of these things i have listed compare to the responseability that comes with bringing a child into the world. i have been to countless parties, met countless people. drank my way into the depths of oblivion. walked along the beaches with a freind sang songs at volumes most would be to embarased to do. all these things and more have taught me much about life. and though i may not be ready, i am prepared to face the challenge of being a father. to learn my life's ultimate lesson. everything is nil in comparrison, but i feel somehow will come into play in the coming years. i have plenty of more life to experience. but i feel i want to take my life to the next level. I hada dream the other night, one might call it very weird, but in this dream i seemed to channel the experience of pregnancy, the mind is a powerful thing. it can show what might and what might not be, in unison. i really can't describe it much further, other than if i were to take you into the realms of my dreams. as that is the only place i have been. i felt over encomapsing joy and bliss. i rarely pour my soul into the void where it may be ravaged and beaten. but this is the way of the world. And i write this with the greatest love and hope and courage. Peace be with you my freinds. <3 Leland

Good morning/evening/noon/afternoon .. whatever your pleasure. i will attempt to elaborate on some things. when i say elaborate, i mean exasperate.. whoa i spelled it right on the first try creative writing isn't really my strong suit, though vocabulary is... it's a matter of information getting to and from my brain into specific areas, i.e. my hands i thought it would be better if i could just blog directly from my brain. of course it would end up being something like Frontier Psychiatrist. only some how every word would hot link to a vaguely related page in Wikipedia. and you would only need to glimpse at it to gain the information stored there. kind of a Electro magnetic form of esp, only you are communicating with a machine. i've been told i had A.D.D. and well yeah. i can never stand still for too long or stay on the same subject for too long. in rare cases i do. but that is neither here nor there. and i really really really have to go to bed now cause i work in the morning. <3 Lee to be continued?

Im looking to buy a Good, not cheap nor super expensive Digital Camera.. anybody have knowledge to help me pick one out and start taking more pics.. i know everyone loves more pictures. and i want to give lots <3 Lee

Im in the mood to go out and dance. and shake shake shake that booty. any takers?

I have been a cherry for mere hours and i love it more than any other similar site, well having it's similarites is one, but there is so much more personal feeling to it, i think. i love everyone right now, and thats not just the margaritas talking. <3 i hope to add more photos soon.

Take one(1) bottle Pre-made Jose Cuervo Golden Margarita. Pour over ice Enjoy XD <3 Lee

Be Gentle. it's my first time blogging on here. <3 Lee