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Ok.. To give the background of what sent me to the hospital today... During Mardi Gras week last year, I spent some time in the Lower 9th ward helping with the revitalization and renewal of an area totally decimated by floods and donating the proceeds of my last movie to the Common Ground Collective to support their continuing work in New Orleans. While I was there, I was exposed to black mold, and black mold spores. When I returned home, it was found the mold had done some damage to my lungs. It took over a month before I was able to completely breath clearly again. Now on to what happened today.... I have been working on the continuing rebuild of my house from damages sustained in a hurricane almost 4 years ago, and finally came to the point of sanding drywall in my bedroom... Note.. Drywall dust will mess with your breathing!... Well, after 2 days of sanding, my lungs closed back up as they had from the mold exposure. I woke up this morning, after numerous coughi
Dubbed and voted as the Norwegian construction of the century, this five-mile stretch along highway Rv64 between Molde and Kristiansund. The road is anything but even and riding above some real rough waves is a thrill like none other. The road itself surges up and falls down much like the tides at different places, making it a perfectly safe, yet totally exciting ride. Located on the coast of Oregon, the ride is famous for its proximity to a beautiful coast on one side and lush green forests on the other side of the road. The long ride can eventually take you to the Cape Kiwanda drive, which is both beautiful and unique as you put your set of wheels through waves- quite literally! Guoliang Tunnel located high up Taihang Mountains in China. The road is like a little cavern on the side of a mountain with holes of various shapes and sizes acting as windows. The road will offer you a journey and a view like none other in the world as you feel transported to an ancient and mysti
A Grindfuck's Ramblings
Smashed Heart Busted broken gagging on the mire Running but not moving The slow motion of my legs Ripping through the air (chorus) Smashed heart Broken bones Here I am All alone I coulda been the “suffice to say” But I became the “wish I was” And now I'm sick of it all and never turning back (chorus) Its a collapse A defeat Minced meat made of me Such a treat To kill To stab The pain away And not return (chorus) I died...that night And your heart...lived again I'm a Grindfuck Grindfuck on the streets Grindfuck smashing heads to the beat Grindfuck AT & AnB Grindfuck is the life for me (chorus) I'm a grindfuck whoa A grindfuck whoa a motherfucking grindfuck whoa Yesh a grind FUCK! I'm a grindfuck yes this is me I'm a grindfuck black coffee not tea I'm a grindfuck its all about rear and ream I'm a grindfuck to your bondage scene (chorus) Not a punk, emo,crustie, skanker, hipper, jock, thug or metalhead I'M A GRINDFUCK
Straight Edge
Straight Edge: Not Just Another TrendFor a clean lifestyle movement born in the "Just Say No" era of the 1980s, Straight Edge has received little attention since its origination. Commercial exposure for Straight Edge bands, however, has recently brought the movement a little closer to mainstream attention. This, combined with differentiating beliefs from among the ranks within the Straight Edge movement, has some of its members fearing that their life's philosophy might be lost to a trend. The message of substance-free living may be overshadowed by the fashion and music styles spawned from the movement, therefore cheapening the basic ideals of Straight Edge. The general premise behind Straight Edge is "to abstain from self-destructive behaviour." What exactly constitutes "self-destructive behaviour" is constantly debated.Being true to one's beliefs is at the heart of what divides Straight Edgers from other people and also what divides them amongst themselves. While the original Straigh
Inside St@rstruck
Burning in the shallows of your swollen heart,You set me a flame with one stolen glance.Tuck me deep inside, let the blackest stars shine in my eyes.Now you want an ending to our fairy tale.She brings in the smell of one thousand decayed hearts,One thousand times a sinner.Love was once safe, kept in a secret midnight.Now you bring a tragic veil to cover my eyes.Drowning in your oiled tears,I can see throughout all time in your arms.Taken so far down I could never taste the moon again.But bleeding from the eyes,  I will try.I will not be destroyed by love,I scorn Venus and shun the arrows of crimson.Bring you down softly to lay in my bed.Laid down with only your bruised romances.And when you awaken you will be alone.Be alone. I used to believe the goal of life was to get through it and get ahead with the least amount of pain and adversity now I look at things differently and keep a quote by Henry Miller "Life has no other principle to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept l
Good News
My neice had her baby yesterday.. Olivia Marie Rose.. and she is precious.. hope to have pics soon for my friends.. :D
Ramble On...
this world is cracked broken and blue I see everyday the pain within you I cannot express this feeling inside it tears at my heart I could almost cry still sitting..wondering why There is nothing wrong with this world I say that can't be helped with what is right, roll up your sleeves its going to be a hell of a fight One day I know you will see within the things you you think where sin its all for reason, ryhme or scheme yes its possible, not just a dream you will see ... one day soon me standing infront of you with arms streched out its a crazy life ...thats no doubt two can be three with minds set free, its in my heart I hold the key another day has come and gone I've been walked on again yet I'm still strong I move forward refuse to sit still turn the other cheek that of witch most would kill I hear a voice in my mind it gives me strength even a sign It says that you can do it these crosses are yours in the day of days I will recieve my
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin. You're kissable and cuddly; You're lovable and sweet; You thrill me every minute, And sweep me off my feet. You're charming and disarming, Desirable and true. You inspire and impress me, And that's why I love you! A chance encounter of the
changes begun and i cannot turn them around your voice in my ear dont give up on what weve found i want to quit to run away promises i made i must stay how can love be so cruel to let me be your one but only for a few still ill try be what you say i am is harder now that your not my man im letting you go they same way you caught me slowly painlessly gently be easy dragon your girl is ok she just wishes it was still yesterday running wild free always in danger from hunters cougars and man caught penned corraled a cowboy standing at the gate holding oats can smell there sweetness hear his gentle words know i can still run but with him only not free and i cannot resist so i keep walking slowly closer noises behind other mustangs being broken harshly broken without the knowlede paitance the cowboy has or his love months of coddeling and firm patience owned at last riding the wind with him on my back can see hear the wild ones still can whinny to them the cowboys hand gentl
Ratings Folder
Come rate all the pics in my ratings folder during Happy Hours only. Make 10,000 fubucks for 100 10's, or 25,000 for 11's.. Must rate all the photos and message me when done.. Thanks.. Alicia
U can only be nice for so long, as one becomes ugly and mean.... should one stay nice or become as ugly and mean as the other one.... or should one stay nice and walk away.... think before one thinks as one step could be the wrong one... open one door and shut the other..... ignore the easy and remember the hard... be u and not another!!!!!
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Foodgasm Recipes
I love tamales! You love tamales! We all love tamales! I will give you a detailed How-To for the meat, the masa, the prepared tapas (cornhusks), the fillings and cooking. If you have any questions, just let me know.  Puerco en Chile Colorado (Red Chile Pork) Ingredients This recipe makes enough meat filling for 90-120 tamales. Leftovers can be frozen and eaten later in tortas, tacos or burritos. Pork This is best made the night before. 10 lbs. Pork picnic shoulder (with bone and fatty skin still on it)  4 lbs. Pork neckbones (espinazo de puerco) 2 tbs. Ground cumin[/li][li]2 tbs. Minced garlic 2 cups La Lechonera Naranja Agria or 1 beer of choice or 1 cup of vinegar 8 medium-sized tomatoes, sliced[/li][li]2 large-sized yellow onions, sliced 2 tbs. salt 1 tbs. pepper Water Dutch oven pot, or any heavy large stew pot When ordering the pork at the meat counter, make sure to have them cut the pork shoulder in medium-sized pieces. The pork neckbones already come in man
Up For Auction,,own Precious
shit is hitting the fan, and its hard not getting it on you! enjoy your ride to the gas pumps, because soon you will not be able to pay for the gas to get there!, i ask the sons what do we need for food this coming week, i cry, where am i going to get the money to pay? five items cost what 50 use to cost and looking at the forclose signs, on the way to the store makes you wonder, what is happening to my safe little haven? got home from the store broke and checked the mail and there from the irs was a note, did you make any money in 2007? if so send it in! i got to get inside were its safe, so i get on the computerdesk and first turn the tv, there bashing each other was obama trying to head off the lynching mob, and Bill in drag trying to run for his third time! (you don't really belive she will actually be pres? why would anyone want to vote this time? i guess the only reward is it can't be any worst than bush! i need to go potty! and i tried to shit, but only farted!!! some are bored,
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him, 'I don't understand,' he said, His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will,'   Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say, The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry,     Finally he put in a call to God, When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special, I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort,
i dont want to beg everyone but i really want to win this contest so if you have a spare min here and there pleez bomb the hell out of this pic just click on it im miss milf so i should win the milf contest right ? lol thanks to my family friends and fans love you all God can you see me? The world keeps going around... and it keeps bringing me down... it's not the same thing, different day... but a new problem in a bad way... I don't know what to do... today... tomorrow... or any other day. I think I'm getting out... but instead I'm falling in... when will my bad luck begin to end? They say God only gives you what your strong enough to handle... and I'm sorry to say...I don't know him well... as he must not know me... because you see I'm so close to breaking... so why can't he see... so he can stop this downward spiral from totally breaking me...? Heather Ann Taylor Copyright ©2006 Heather Ann Taylor
The Norse Realm
FA The Rune of the original fire, Rune of the cosmos, of the universe. Symbol of fire that acts creatively in love. will that spares manifestation down to the material levels. FA rules the Salamanders. Symbol of change, symbol of the Phoenix, Spiritual creation, FAS (fatum or fate), Divine Law, Mobility wealth, FREYR, Connection to the Rune KA (#6). Some uses of the Rune FA: To attract and to absorb Solar and Lunar energies, planetary energies, and energies of the fixed stars. Strengthens persona) magnetism and (on the etheric plane) the electric fluid, Strengthens spiritual powers, Useful at the beginning of psychic healings. Rune to transfer energies. Unfolding the original fire. Time of the year: December 22 through January 12 Number: I Tarot correlate: The Magician, Activum, willpower. The first card. Mantras: ffffffffff (visualize fire, or flaming FA symbol.) fffffaaaaa. UR Symbol of original cause of cosmic and planetary events and trends. Original time, original
Things That Make Me Smile
I need new jeans. That is all. Since Sherry won't do a proper rick roll.... Well the boys left last night after about 24 hours here at my house. 24 hours may not be much but it's enough when you don't get to see your kids very often. I had my poi talking to me which made the happy from having my boys even better! And after they left she called me and made the sad from them leaving go away. We played a lot of guitar hero. Multiplayer versus type. I got beaten a couple of times by the boys and a couple of times by the ex but for the most part I did all the beating. Nobody even came close to beating me on Raining Blood! We all had a lot of fun and fortunately there wasn't any real awkwardness with them being in the house they used to live in. That had me a little worried. I was thinking that being in the old house would bake it weird on everyone and nobody would w
Medical Stuff...
Ok, I’ve been really bad about keeping this up to date. Since I last wrote, I’ve had a lot happen. In September, I went on a 4 mile walk around a wildlife refuge and apparently messed up my foot, as later that night, I noticed my big toe on my right foot was kinda numb. You know, like the feeling you get after getting a shot from the dentist and it starts wearing off… its fuzzy feeling. I ended up going to the podiatrist, and found out that I have a bone spur in my foot, in a really odd spot… it’s mostly about the top of my foot (above the arch) but just to the inside of the foot. The SAME place the nerve from the leg to the big toe runs. So when I went on the walk, the bone spur got inflamed and damaged the nerve. It’s better now, but could happen again at any time. I also was sent to see a rheumatologist, because I’ve started hurting pretty bad in my hips and knees again; mostly my knees. This is making it difficult to sit for long and definitely hard to walk (especially u
Ok just got settled almost and haven't gotten my propane tank recharged yet. The wood burning stove has been working very well though on heating most of the house and have an electric heater in my downstairs bedroom. So one can well imagine my surprise at being woken this morning due to smoke and what turned out to be a chimney fire. So while I wanted to post pix of my lovely new home I am posting pix of the fire damge. Never fear everyone was allright and the damge relatively minor. So look in the photo album I'm posting one tonight many more to follow in the next few days. OK just finished moving this weekend I am in my new place now and got the cable and subsequently internet hooked back up this afternoon. I survived YAY! OK so oppertunity knocked and instead of renting I am buying my own house. Only found out about this on the 5th and I am finishing moving in to my house tonight as such I may be down from internet access for a week. So please comment the hell out of me and
Freaky Fu Weekend
You have now entered into a strange new place. Odd things are happening and unexplainable things will occur. Bidding will be held in here. Here is what ya get. 300 11s on your page Friday-Sunday Sticky Pimpout Control Over My Name Slot Friday-Sunday Control Over My Default Pic Friday-Sunday Age, Location and Sex Will Be Changed To Yours Who Wouldnt Want The Braggin Rights Of #30 Prophet Let's Have Fun With This!! Chuckii won my page for three days with a bid of: 7 day blast 2 million fubucks bling pack 1 ticker okay people chuckii is chuckii wonder woman is chuckii superman is wonder woman hopigalerin is superman forest is hopigalerin Lauren is Forest lol yes we are a bunch of mixed up fu's You have now entered into a strange new place. Odd things are happening and unexplainable things will occur.
Stupid Questions And Such
Do you have any pets? I sure do. What color shirt are you wearing? I'm not wearing one. I'm in a towel. Name three things that are physically close to you: Lighter, soda, crackers. What is the last book you read? I'm currently reading the last Twilight book, Breaking Dawn. Are you or were you a good student? When I applied myself I was. What's your favorite sport? To play? Softball or baseball To watch? Nascar Do you enjoy sleeping late? I love sleeping. It makes sad times go faster. What's the weather like right now? It's fucking freezing! Who tells the best jokes? Idk. What was the last thing you dreamed about? I'm not sure. It was weird and my ex's were in it. Yeah, weird. Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Not legally and no. Do you believe in karma? Kinda. Do you believe in luck? Not really Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? Depends on my mood. I really like poached but I
Self Reflection
..i'm asked often what i do for fun. lol. i dont have much fun anymore. im no longer the free spirit i once was. before my veda came along, sunny days were for eating mushrooms and running thru green fields..  nights were for cold beer and dancing beneath the stars.. following the allman brothers all summer long.. veda has changed my life in every way. i was telling a beautiful man yesterday that i havent read a book in a yr. i havent closed my eyes in the bathtub in a yr. i havent watched an entire movie or listened to an entire album. i havent napped in the middle of the day. i have so little time for myself. that said, im in love with veda. ive never known another human being whom im so completely at home with. no one makes me laugh like she does. no one makes my heart melt like she does. no one makes me happier, more proud, more afraid; no one challenges me like she does. she's my favorite thing in the world. watching her run after a golf disc or wiggle her toes in the grass or
New Moon Movie News
Official New Moon Poster: Here it Is! May 19, 2009 · View commentsComments in Poster Alice Cullen’s Yellow Porsche for New Moon Discovered! May 20, 2009 · View comments198 Comments in Italy Set The yellow Porsche that Alice will drive in New Moon has been discovered in Montepulciano, Italy! Ale at TwilightersItalia sends in this report– The big man you can see in some pictures is one of the stuntmen. He had an Alice wig, a bandana, a couple of elbow high red gloves, and seemingly from far he actually looked like our loved little vampire/pixie. Mauro secretly told us that there are two yellow porsche in Montepulciano, placed in different places of the town. As they were not exactly identical, one had yellow brake pad cover and another had them red, Production was willing to spend to the incredible amount of €5800 PER PIECE to have them all red!!!
1st Blog Goes To My Jelly
Just Stuff
the departed was fucking awesome, if you havent seen it go!i havent seen a movie this good since fucking casino. the cast omg i cant believe they got all those people into one cast Martin Sheen, Leonardo DiCaprio, Matt Damon,Jack Nicholson, Mark Wahlberg, Alec Baldwin,Robert Wahlberg, just to name a few great acting and its quite a difficult thing to keep me guessing whats next til the end but it shocked me, some things ere obvious but the ending wow that was something go watch it you wont be sorry Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 92% FlirtyTake the Flirting Quiz at You've Changed 56% in 10 Years You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you. How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?
My Favorite Quotes
You know that you truely love someone When you want them to be happy Even if your not included their happiness. Absence is to love ~ what wind is to fire ~ it extinguishes the small ~ it enkindles the great! Love is like a butterfly, hold it to tightly ~ it crushes, hold it to loose ~ it fly away.
Bling Bling Bling
I Can't Call It...
          You know I've never really been considered a handsome man. Neither have I been considered 'built', nor do I have an overabundance of money. I guess, when it comes down to having all the things that women find 'desireable', I come up wanting. However, I do know how to love and I have been blessed to have loved some very Beautiful women. I'm saying that to say this... When someone Loves you, I mean truly Loves you, all that outward bullshit becomes irrelevant. The Beauty that's inside is all that matters. You don't have to show me your ass or tits on Fubar for me to love you. As a matter of fact, I prefer you didn't. The real Beauty of who you are will shine through. That glow that shines from behind your eyes, is far more enticing to me than any nsfw that you can post. I might not be the most handsome, the richest, or even the smartest, but I can tell all of you Beautiful, Beautiful, women, and one very, very, special young woman one thing, as enticing as though nsfw pics may
Bills Bolg Or Or Log
And All That Jazz....
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday  

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Miscellaneous Stuff
Dear Abby, I am a crack dealer in Bryant, Texas who has recently been diagnosed as a carrier of HIV virus. My parents live in Fort Worth. One of my sisters, who lives in Pflugerville, is married to a transvestite. My father and mother have recently been arrested for growing and selling marijuana. They are financially dependent on my other two sisters, who are prostitutes in Dallas. I have two brothers, one is currently serving a non-parole life sentence at Huntsville for the murder of a teenage boy in 1994. My other brother is currently jailed in College Station, charged with sexual misconduct with three underage girls.I have recently become engaged to marry a prostitute who lives in Austin. All things considered, my problem is this. I love my fiance and look forward to bringing her into the family. I certainly want to be totally open and honest with her. Should I tell her about my cousin who supports Hillary Clinton for President? Signed, Worried About My Reputation
Sign My Guest Book
I think of you often and I miss you. You taught me… To give, with no expectation of anything in return How to treat friends and neighbors to build things to help those that need help to swing an axe the value of the world to cook that a penny saved is a penny earned that making others happy is the best thing you can do to fix things that everyone and everything is important to respect nature that there is noting greater than love the value of a hard days work what a great person really was I will never forget… Building Lenny’s log home with you Asking for and getting a sip of your drink starting at age 2-3 The house you built for us The way you hugged people when we went to visit and the joy they got from it “Helping” you fix the old Mill The first and only time I heard you say fuck Playing Scrabble with you after dinner while mom was sleeping on the couch The story of when you were working on a ladder buil
Men Suck
Hey, I keep telling myself you'll realize that you're not going to be happy where you're at either. I also sit here and wonder how you can sleep with HER when you say you still love me, but we've had that discussion already. I also don't know how much she knows. Does she know you say you still love me? Or have you neglected to tell her that? I'm not asking these things to get answers, I want you to think about them. I want you to think about how you're using her, and the mixed signals you send me. You have talked about how you'd like to be able to try again, yet you're with someone else. You can't get your feet underneath you to support yourself much less have a healthy relationship with someone else. I want us to be friends, but I have a lot of anger at what you chose to do to me. You've also made it very difficult for me to go do anything, every where I go I run into someone or see something that reminds me of us. The girls want us to go out, but I'm not ready to face her. While I
Behind Blue Eyes
I took a step today... and it got me thinking... and I may just be on to something... I may be on the path to finding myself again...   Today I signed up for a dance class. It was a class I have been thinking about taking for the last 2 or 3 years. I'm not sure why I never signed up for it. I think it was anxiety and fear... the very things that have been holding me back from doing anything that I enjoy the last few years. As I was thinking about this class, feeling the excitement looking forward to it... I started to think about how much I loved to dance when I was younger. I always wanted to be a dancer. I took a couple of dance classes when my father could afford it. But I'm not sure at what point I gave up on it. (I did try out for dance team in high school, however I was cut in the last round because the routine I choreographed was considered "too sexy." lol) Then that led me to think about the fact that I had other loves when I was younger that got lost along the way. I loved
Phantom Friday Night Theater
Welcome to Phantom Friday Theater Gerard Butler and Emmy Rossum Phantom of the Opera Christine: In sleep he sang to me In dreams he came That voice which calls to me And speaks my name And do I dream again? For now I find The phantom of the opera is there, Inside my mind Phantom: Sing once again with me Our strange duet My power over you Grows stronger yet And though you turn from me to glance behind The phantom of the opera is there Inside your mind Christine: Those who have seen your face Draw back in fear I am the mask you wear Phantom: It's me they hear Both: My/Your spirit and my/your voice In one combined The phantom of the opera is there inside my/your mind Chorus: Is that the phantom of the opera? Beware the phantom of the opera Welcome to Phantom Friday Theater PHANTOM'S VOICE Bravi, bravi, bravissimi . . . (CHRISTINE is bewildered by the voice. MEG, following,
ok who has a sprint phone they are screwing me big time ..they jsut took 55 out of my account and today they wanan do another 53 im on social security and im on a tight budget..when i left them last time they cancel taking it out of my acount they said they would the 3th of every month so not only will this cost the 55 bucks but 32 for over charge so what do u about to call all the news station in st .louis what would u do ty ok my niece gave up this traioor in dec so she could live with her mom..while she was going threw the divorce and they couldnt keep the pad rent up etc..cause they didnt work now they just got a jopb..moved out of moms and think they can mov in here between the 2 of them since dec they might of work a whole 2 months... well they came fri.. to stay ..i let them cause of the 2 kids and it was 10 pm at night..the next day i said u have to go.. they left but then at 10 pm sun..they broke in and took there stuff.. so i am getting a restraining order n
Sometimes Things Happen In Life
So many things to say and no words to say them. Today we held the memorial service for my dad. Memorial service because his wish was to be cremated so there was no body or casket. Anyway, the service went really well. It was full of stories from different family members, friends, and church members...some inspired tears while others created a rumble of laughter throughout the church. It was really very nice to hear all those things and the feelings different people had about my dad. I knew he was special to me, but then daddies always are to their only daughters. After listening today tho, I realized he was special to a lot of people. I know that he is in a much better place and is no longer having any pain like he experience with the lung cancer that had spread to his bones. It just all went so fast that I haven't really had a chance to stop being nurse and just be daughter and grieve the loss of my daddy. It will come in time I know, and I know that I have wonderful friends
Alone I sit on the top of a hill Thinking of how my unlife has been Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen In the eyes of my victims before they lay still. Though a hunter in darkness I must be The feelings of guilt always come back When I sink my teeth in another man's neck My conscience is the only light left in me. All I want is to leave the shadows behind And truly this time I will For I no longer desire to kill Thoughts of light are now on my mind. I'm waiting for the sunrise today On the lonely hill where I sit And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it Before the wind blows my ashes away. For those that never know the light, The darkness is a sullen thing; And they, the Children of the Night, Seem lost in Fortune's winnowing. But some are strong and some are weak, -- And there's the story. House and home Are shut from countless hearts that seek World-refuge that will never come. And if there be no other life, And if there be no other chance
I Write Too. :-p
“Poor wanderer,” said the leaden sky, “How you go on, by and by. For you do not know which way to go. My, how you travel on so.” For I replied to the leaden sky, “You are correct, I cannot lie. I do not know which way to go If I go the wrong way, please tell me so.” “My child, lie down and look up at me, For I am dark and heavy, can’t you see? Come, child, lie down, at any rate, It is now time for you to accept your fate.” So I did as I was told to do, And lay down beneath that leaden sky. I accept my fate, for this is true, And I now I must bid this world good-bye. [to those who have asked, this is NOT based on a true story. it's just something i made up for a class]. We were way past the first date. The first kiss. The first “I love you.” We already made future plans. Instead of buying Christmas and birthday presents You were buying a ring. And I was buying a dress. But you had to go that bar. And consume one too many drinks. You had to get in
General Venting........(some Of This Is Gonna Be Funny, Y'all! Lol)
at the bottom of my last blog (boyfriends), i plainly stated....."MOST MEN". i believe i also said "NOT ALL MEN ARE LIKE THAT". now, is there some reason why no one saw that except for Nebulosis? i know she saw it because she commented on the part where i said only the guys that are attracted to me are like that. i'm sorry....there was one other person who saw that part but, at the moment, his name escapes me. anyway....i just thought i would clear that up before anyone else got their dander up over what i said. i might have been wrong about who was going to start the family uprising but, damn it, i was right about being accused of male bashing, wasn't i? y'all have a nice day and always remember....... I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST MEN. I THINK EVERY WOMAN SHOULD OWN ONE! :) why is it that other people are entitled to their opinions but i'm not? I don't mind telling you that my last blog got me into some hot water with one of my "good friends". This i couldn't understand. No
A Day In The Life Of Phreddie!
Have you ever been so mad you didn't know how to react? I'm not going into details, but the last few days I've wanted to kill people. I know most of my anger has been misdirected in the first place, I am ready to go home, and have a week left, and it is frustrating as hell. I feel like I am not a part of my family anymore, don't get me wrong, I know I am, but being away from them for so long hurts bad. Before I took this job I was working twelve to thirteen hour nights, so I barely saw my family at all. I saw my oldest two pretty much on the weekends only, I got home from work and went to bed before they were awake for school, and I left for work before they got home. I saw my youngest two for about an hour maybe two everyday, and the same with my wife. I took this new job, which I love by the way, but one and a half weeks after I started, I was sent to Japan for five weeks. And when I go home, I will be home for four days, then I go to Texas for eight more days, then I am home for a w
Ok I've been thinking on something. Why is it everyone has there guard set so high? Yeah I know we've all been hurt and don't want to go through it again. I can understand that. Then again what if you find someone who you can talk to. You enjoy their company and so far they have been honest with you, why do we always run away? Or back off. Why not take that chance of just hanging out? Talking and just see what happens? If anything you'll have a good friend out of the deal. Something great could happen. You could find that your friend is also the one you love. I believe that's the way two people should be together. You should be best friends, lovers and protectors of each other. To hold each other up and face everything together. To do the little things that mean so much... like place your hand on their leg when sitting close to each other. Curl up on the couch and watch tv. For the guy pick her up and take her out in the rain and play. Girls who cares if your hair gets wet it will dry.
Dead Mans Thoughts
Cell phone vs . Bible Ever wonder what would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat Our cell phone? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we flipped through it several time a day? What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it? What if we used it to receive messages from the text? What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it? What if we gave it to kids as gifts? What if we used it when we traveled? What if we used it in case of emergency? This is something to make you go....hmm...where is my Bible? Oh, and one more thing. Unlike our cell phone, we don't have to worry about our Bible being Disconnected because Jesus already paid the bill. Makes you stop and think 'where are my priorities? And no dropped calls! P.S. DO WHAT YOU THINK GOD WOULD WANT YOU TO DO WITH THIS EMAIL Trust in the Lord and *ASAP (Always Say A Prayer) Have a bless
the person i wrote this for KNOWZ who they are... I knew you'd leave, as the others have before. You'd give up on me and love me no more. I knew the wait went on to long. So now I have delayed and you're long gone. I knew I'd cause you pain... not ever meaning to do so. I never meant to hurt you.. I never wanted you to go. I though I knew your love for my heart has new scars. I'll remember your love that I lost every time I see the moon and stars. I knew I'd never love anyone enough to keep them with me. I still dream of your love...that's so hard to see. I knew you'd hate me..for that I don't blame you. I tried to show you my love... I really thought you knew. But even worse now... I guess I thought I knew you... ~To Jeff~ From inside a heart that was broken And in what was once a darkend soul... You have filled my life with joy & love You've made me complete; made my world whole. The love that we share... So pure, so true... My soulmate, partner,
Why do you lie... I have done nothing wrong all I want is the truth and you tell me one thing and shit goes the other way. I am done of the lies... Tried of trying to hold your hand and you wanted nothing to do with it am I that bad I guess I am. Why go on.... I have nothing to give I gave it my all just to find out I am fuckface. Now i know how much you loved me or didnt. Love you will be gone soon. What a day if it could go wrong it did went from one bad thing to another do I just have no luck? Can I just get a break and have a good day with out something going to shit? My respone... NO you are fucked. Why because I was a good guy who did what i had too just to get screwed over in the long run. Oh well live with it i cant change it. Need help why cant people be honest. I have been going through some shit and I think it might work out then you get that call and the other person tells you what you dont want to hear. Hey i was faithfull took care of my family didnt cheat she did and st
Funny Things :)
There is nothing wrong with rating what you want...not everybody is a 10....and if you don't feel they are, then give them what you want...or don't rate at all :) Now here is my you think it is fair for someone to purposely go through your pics and downrate them?? For example...say you have a couple pics of your children or pets...I just think its kind of odd that people would go look at all your pics and give decent ratings or not rate any except maybe pics of your children, pets, house, or whatever....and then rate them with like a 2 or 3... I know accidents downrating while a page is loading...but I know that I correct this when the page is loaded....its just weird to see ratings come up in my alert box, a 7, 5 and 4....and then I see which pics got the low rating and I can't believe someone would be so petty as to rate low on my children... Any opinions on this one?? Joke of the Day! There once was a farmer who was raising three daughters on his
My Character On Fiesta
My Beautiful Gf Poem To Me Love Nos So Much
Beautiful sexy pink Bunnies: i love you more than any words can say i want to be around you always and forevers because you are my heart, no one makes me feel inside like you do, no one brings out my love like you do, and nothing could ever take you from me because our love is forevers Sagittarius will match each other’s intensity and wild side. Both love to play with fire and neither will mind using flattery to get sex. They get along great as friends and lovers and there will be a strong attraction that leads to a long-term love. Children and animals will be involved in this relationship. Finally, both have found someone that matches their stamina, in and out of the bedroom. Sex could be explosive and will be a reason to keep coming back to one another. They will be a powerful combination and friends will maintain that each have met the right person. There is such a thing called love. You will both find luck through marriage. Don’t let boredom creep in or problems will arise.
Rest In Peace Ashley
as some of you may know melody fell and passed out stopped breathing wed night. she was taken by 911 to local hospital where she was treated and released thursday night only to pass out again early this morning.shes still in icu could maybe be sent to a room or her own sat afternoon .on top of the two tumors she has had they have found a large mass on her right lung they can got control her blood presseras of yet and they are thinking part of this is due to pulmonary heart disies,tests are pending should be in early sat morning please keep her in your thoughts and prayers  thank you i went to hospital last night via 911 4/13/10!well im home, but going back in for at least a 2 weeks stay friday my tumors are growing rapidly and all the stress im under is making me wores.ill be takeing my lappy, and my cell feel free to call or text me if you have the number if have it, if you need it leave a messgae here or yim, ill be under sadation, so im not sure how much time ill spend on here but i
Bomb Folder
I do things with a purpose...I want to create a Legs Bomb Folder featuring 250 of our Fu ladies...I do not like my other bomb folders that are just thrown together.  I am determined to create this folder and asking the ladies if they would help. It can be just your legs or a whole body shot as long as it shows legs...I have 5 now which I have communicated with these ladies for quite sometime and it was left to me to choose a photo...which I could do with your permission of course.  I ask that the folder be used as a bomb folder or take your time in rating and commenting...remember I will delete any and all crude comments...this is just to be a nice fun folder where the ladies are sharing one of their many great assets.  So ladies if u please help me create this folder made by all 250 of us :) Never do these blog thingys, usually not interested in them.  But I have to say something about people because they are the most interesting species that walks gods green earth.  And in my time he
Mr. President, You Do Not Speak For Me!
Since 20 January, 2008, I have watched as our President, supposedly the leader of our great country and a representative of Americans everywhere, bow and scrape before the leaders of other countries as he apologized for one transgression after another. I found the pictures (photo ops?) of the president bowing to the Saudis and others offensive. True, they should be treated with respect, but gravel? Never! Surely, he has someone on his staff who knows something of ettiquette, someone who knows the proper way and the meanings of the ways to bow to the Japanese Emperor, for instance. So, either he did the bowing and apologizing by mistake, or he did it intentionally, believing America has a lot for which to apologize. Mr. President, you do not speak for ME! I am an American! I will not apologize for being an American! Yesterday, he made a speech laying out his vision of the Middle East, calling for Israel to go back to the pre-1967 borders which would provide little or no security for th
Our Writtings
I search the net and plunder, From the lass and land-lubber. I download me lost treasure, And share some for good measure. Give me movies rated Aarrggh, And mp3's of rock stars. I'll take all and pay no fee, It's a pirate's life for me! Screams echo throughout my lair, While smells of death fill the air, Bodies lie dying on the floor, Victims of acts I should deplore, But God help me, I feel no remorse, Inside me is a driving force, The voices are the manic source. When I look into your eyes I see everything true. When I hold you, I feel all of you, When I kiss you everything goes right, When I hold your hand, I have to hold on tight. When we first met I didn't know what to do, When we met I didn't see the true you. We have been friend and the best of friends, Now we are together I hope our friendship never ends. We are together now, and I feel we shall never part, But baby remember always and forever I love you with all of my heart. You and me forever You're i
Bird And White Rose
BIRD and WHITE ROSE Once upon a time a bird fell in love with a white rose. One day he (Bird) proposed to her (White Rose), but White Rose refused. White Rose said "I don't love you". Bird came daily and proposed to her. Finally, White Rose told Bird "When I turn red, I will love you". One day Bird came to White Rose and cut his wings, spreading his blood upon her, turning her red. White Rose then realized how much Bird loved her, but it was too late, Bird was dead.... Respect the love and feelings of the people who love you....
First off…I won’t be naming any names in this posting.  All the people I will talk about know exactly who they are. Ok…the last seven months have been interesting…to say the least.  I tried my hand at a relationship.  This was a relationship with a woman (let’s call her Indy) who I met on Fubar.  I put myself in a situation that, if I had the chance to do all over again, I would have stepped away from. I first started talking to Indy in October when I first arrived in Indiana.  We went on one date.  I took her to Red Lobster and then to my apartment for a movie.  She disappeared off the face of the earth after that.  I may have heard from her a few times during November and December.  I thought that she didn’t like me so I decided to move on.  I started chatting and talking to another woman on Fubar.  I was very close to having a face-to-face meeting with this woman.  I called it off at the last minute because I had gotten back in touch with Ind
Permission Form
Please copy this form if you'd like your picture in one of my books. Private message me for the address in which to send. Thank you !! Permission Release Letter _______________________ is granting permission to (name of artist) _______________________ to use my artwork to be published in (name of author) ___________________________. (name of book) Please check the box that this release applies to: ƒx Artwork/photo for inside book ƒx Artwork/photo for cover ƒx Author photo(s) I verify that all imagery is copyright free or original artwork. I understand that PublishAmerica retains the right to use the material for publication of this book. PublishAmerica must and will at their discretion make adjustments or even complete changes. They also have the right to use the material for promotion and advertising purposes. Signature: _________________________________________________ Please Mail to: PublishAmerica Attn: Pre-Prod
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Daily Meditation
Keep in mind the goal you are striving for, the good life you are trying to attain. Do not let little things divert you from the path. Do not be overcome by the small trials and vexations of each day. Try to see the purpose and plan to which all is leading. If, when climbing a mountain, you keep your eyes on each stony or difficult place, how weary is your climb. But if you think of each step as leading to the summit of achievement from which a glorious landscape will open out before you, then your climb will be endurable and you will achieve your goal. You were born with a spark of the Divine within you. It had been all but smothered by the life you were living. That celestial fire has to be tended and fed so that it will grow eventually into a real desire to live the right way. By trying to do the will of God, you grow more and more in the new way of life. By thinking of God, by praying to Him, and having communion with Him, you gradually grow more like Him. The way of your transform
Ever get the Feeling That is you Do not die In public No one Would even Notice That you Were gone That you try To follow The right path But everything Just turns out Wrong All your Pall bearers Would cop out Citing something Better To do I guess we All Have days Like this When the dark Embraces you It gets hard To find A way Through
My Cherry Blog
Hey everyone I am done with my finals and I need a break. But i only have until April 2nd. I will not be on regularly til then. so everyone have a great couple of weeks and God bless. hugs to all!! Missy Your Kissing Technique Is: Passionate but Aggressive Hey, slow it down a little! Yes, you've got some killer kissing moves... But that doesn't mean you need to show off ten minutes worth of technique in ten seconds. Take your time. A little passion goes a long way.Are You a Good Kisser? Are You a Good Kisser? I liked the old paths, when Moms were at home. Dads were at work. Brothers went into the army, and sisters got married. Crime did not pay, hard work did and people knew the difference. Moms could cook, Dads would work, children would behave. Husbands were loving, Wives were supportive and children were polite. Women wore the jewelry, and Men wore the pants. Women looked like ladies, Men looked like gentlemen
Alas Poor Yorick...
My birthday is slowly winding down and as far as b-days go it was definately one of the quieter ones... Being somewhat of a realist, I dont enjoy the prospect of growing old but its a necessary thing in the evolution of a person... Oh well...Life goes on and so do I...About all I can do at this point... PS: Being single on your b-day sucks rocks! about getting back into the music scene, tho Ive been out of it for some time.... I miss playing my Sax and Ive been told Im good singer...Tho that was back when I was younger going to church and singing to Iron Maiden and Judas Priest on church bus I was a hellion)... I should get back into music to show these NO talent hacks how its done "Old school" that are out there now... What do you think???
Club F.a.r.
TODAY Is THIS AMAZING Lady's BIRTHDAY!!!!! & Her HAPPY HOUR Is TODAY at 6pm Fu-Time! She's Always Showing Love To You Fu's Now It's Time To Return The Favor!! Her HAPPY HOUR Is TODAY at 6pm Fu-Time! Don't Ask Her How Old She Is Because BEAUTY NEVER AGES !! Her HAPPY HOUR Is TODAY at 6pm Fu-Time! Please Make Her Feel Priceless On This Special Day Of Hers!! Her HAPPY HOUR Is TODAY at 6pm Fu-Time! Her HAPPY HOUR Is TODAY at 6pm Fu-Time! So Please Show Her All The Birthday Love She Deserves!!! & Bling/Gift/Fan/Add/Rate: Ms. Mona Doll HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONA!! Click Any Of Her Pictures TO SHOW HER LOVE!!!! Her HAPPY HOUR Is TOD
So I love fubar and rating and playing games on here It has been my addiction to gaming. And theres things in here that I do that I get criticized for..ripping pics(because I wont get full points) I enjoy giving credit to those who deserve it. I mumm (some of the mummers omg really you guys are so bad, so much anger in a person should really be focused to some kind of therapy and some of them the biggest whinners damn). The loungers  (drama thats it ppl that like drama! ) Bloggers are cool and the ones just on here to chat in SB some of you are cool too. Recently this NSFW has caused an uproar in the Fubar society. Online is a place where I can be myself and release energy because society has forced me to conform to obtain employment. What does that mean that means I have to dress covered up and be professional because I am what I am I work for the state and I attending a University to obtain my Masters (read profile). It sucks because society has a hard time focusing on my brains bec
Just Whatever
It feels so good having the power to make u look at this blog for no fucking reason. Who's my bitch? Damn rite YOU ARE! Now close it I'm done! 12 SIGNS THAT YOUR IN LOVE       TWELVE:You walk really slow when you're with them.   ELEVEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.   TEN:You smile when you hear their voice.   NINE:When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.   SEVEN:They're all you think about.   SIX:You realize you're always smiling when you'relooking at them.   FIVE:You would do anything just to see them.   FOUR:While reading this, there was one person on yourmind this whole time.   THREE:You just smiled because it's tr
i have a job interview today at 1 pm...possibly going back into the salon !!!!! JL French Automotive Castings Inc. announced Monday it will lay off 300 employees in Sheboygan and cut one local manufacturing shift “due to the unforeseen rapid decline of orders.” The cuts were announced in a press release that hinted more job cuts may be on the way. Tim Kellner, vice president of human resources, said most of the 300 workers had been on an extended holiday shutdown, but they have now been informed the layoff is permanent. He did not say when employees were informed. “The speed with which our customers have been reducing their own production expectations has been surprising,” Kellner said in the release. “We can’t bring people back to work like we had planned, and we have to change our manufacturing structure.” Kellner said JL French — which manufactures die-cast automotive parts — will cut operations from three shifts two at both Sheboygan plants, 3101 S. Taylor Drive and
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You caught my eye You stole my heart I overlooked your flaws For as you were was what I liked You changed and I loved you still.   You were all the man I could ever want All the man I would ever need You were you and now you're not Just a shadow of a human Fake and drama king   There was a time Your head held High You were a man of integrity then life happened you lost your way   One day you can be a man of truth again, but you have to want to be the man you can be potientially You just have to want to change. Looking at you, my heart on my sleve, My heart pounds with need To feel your touch, to see your smile. Inside, I slowly die.   You have others on your mind. They are what you crave. It is written on your face. No matter what, your eyes don't lie.   I try to capture your attention, Yet again, you pull away, Pushing me further As you settle deeper within. Caught in a world all your own,
My Poems
Blind Faith?? Even though we stumble,or even though we fall,God is there to lift us up and offer his hand so that we can rise. Our spirit goes through a battle every day of our lifes. They say the human spirit is unrelentless and Independant. So is that why we try to pull out of things on our own? Why is it, that we do this,then yell at God,for not succeding in our"prideful" ways and not letting God take our hand, when he so graciously held it out for us? Why is it that our mind is capable of so many things, yet when we fall on our face, after we didn't grab that hand that he held out for us, we blame the one thing, that if we had layed down our pride, could of helped us before we even fell? This Baffles me you guys. Just imagine this story. "Oh God" the girl cried again. The girls love of her life had just went into the hospital. She was depressed for many days. She asked everyone around her to pray, yet she was so obsessed with the fact that her love was in the hospital, that
Things About Me Dear Fubar Friends and Family: Wanted to share some joyous news with all of you. Not many of you know this yet but I am pregnant and expecting my first child along with my boyfriend Mark so pretty soon we will be the proud parents of a bouncing baby boy whom we are planning to name Zachary Mark. We are very happy about this and I am glad to report that both baby and myself are doing very well so far. Had some rough patches at the beginning with morning sickness and ended up in the hospital for fourty days back in August/September because some well meaning but misinformed psychologist decided to panic and pull me off of my meds cold turkey so I decompensated until they figured out the best and least harmful medication to give me but I am doing very well now and feeling better every day. I am six months along now in my pregnancy and little Zachary is due on March 11th, 2008 or thereabouts. The little trooper is kicking away inside of me now. My little karate ki
My Thoughts Rate It If You Like It... Thanks
As I look out to a ne morning, I see the fog rising to relieve the earth. The chill in the air, birds singing and the day begins. Hoping you are seeing the same , keeps me going and keeping me sane. The light of day clears the plains, as it makes its way to me. It begins to get closer and closer, until it stops right before my feet. The birds have stopped and the breeze has stilled. Feeling like it has been forever I drift into sorrow. My sorrow lasts for days it seems, until finaly you are back for a moment. A moment in time recharges me for days. So my light until we meet again, I will long for you, ache for your words to brighten my day again. For you are my light to every dark day. Thank you for being my light. *KISS* Cold By Natalie Limardo Where had the heat gone? I am so cold inside and out. It is so dark and cold. My light has gone. Leaving me in the dark cold and alone. There is so much anger and fear. My life has changed because of you.
Why Is Dating So Hard?
Okay. I seem to be really attractive to married men. Or is it that they just think my self esteem sucks so I'll be an easy target? Or, is it just that there are so many married men who want to cheat on their wives these days that it's inevitable that I encounter a few? Now, if I was just wanting to have fun and no commitment, a married man is the way to go. But, would that in some way stand in the way of me meeting "the man for me?" Would HE look badly upon me for having been with a married man? I'd like to hear some thoughts from guys on this subject. Does it tend to not sway you one way or the other to know that a woman has been with a married guy? Or do you end up thinking of her as someone who is untrustworthy, lacking something, or just a ho? I'm curious..... So here I am...a year later. I don't think I've written in quite awhile. Why? Because I've been busy. Not busy GOOD but busy necessary. Unfortunately with busy comes "lack of fun". The good news is that my d
Rate/comment Plz
Hey all me and my girl are in a contest please come help us out to win leave comment so i know u were there but its for most rates so go here [ photo: 735046679 ] and rate us and have ur friends rate us too so we can win this plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ok all i got a new blackberry phone but its the same number as b4 507 318 0469, however i lost the address book in the transfer so plz txt me with ur number and who u r so i can re-add u to my phone. thanx go here and rate and present and frnd and fan my buddy please ladies he is still pretty new on here and need some love :)
Ancient Technology
One of the most enigmatic places on Earth is Easter Island. Situated in the middle of the Pacific Ocean, 1,400 miles from its nearest neighbour, it produced a now extinct civilisation which should not have been able to socially evolve, who built mysterious stone statues that stared out to sea. Why their hundreds of statues were built, no one knows. But so fascinating are they that most people fail to realise that this is not the greatest mystery of the island. ANCIENT SCRIPTS Rather, the Easter Islanders seemed to have the most peculiar writing. Known as Rongo Rongo, it has been found on numerous wooden carvings; and despite decades of research by our cleverest cryptologists, no one has yet decyphered what the writing means. Many thousands of miles away, on the banks of the lower Indus River in Pakistan, stand the ruins of the city of Mohenjo Daro. Built during the enigmatic Harappan civilisation, the entire culture seems to have died out in the early 2nd millennium BC. Hence,
Shout Box Idiocy
Okay so I closed the shout box and forgot to copy and paste what all dude had really wasn't that interesting but I'll try and summarize. Basically what happened was I am sitting here and I'm bored so I clicked on the BORED tab wondering what happens when you do that. Well apparantly peoples pics pop up for you to rate them. Well you can't get to the next pic without rating the picture of the one that is in front of you right, right. Keep that in mind. Anyway, dude gets all up in my s/b quoting the caption from my picture "this is me 3hrs before I was completely fucked up and cum coverd and passed out on the floor. Unfortunatly Wolfie couldn't find my camera LOL" he says "Interesting, you should try porn" I say well we got the porn covered but I was too fucked up to film it and I laugh about it but then I realize something and say "Oh I ge it you are being a smartass about me being open about my sexuality" and then I proceed to tell him the only reason I rated his dum
This Is Where I Beg You To Love My Friends!
MY CLOSE FRIEND, CHRISTINA'S BDAY IS THE 21ST AND I PROMISED I WOULD PIMP HER OUT! SO HERE IT IS.. HER BDAY IS ON THE 21ST.. SHE IS ACCEPTING BLING PACKS/BLING/TICKERS/FUBUCKS/HH/BLAST/ANYTHINGGGG! IF U CANT DO ANY OF THAT THEN AT LEAST RATE HER SHYT! ♥ J's Sinful CNA! ♥ Promoter @ Excito Diabolus!!@ fubar THANKS!!!!! -LACE cutterbum (my #1) has autos on. He needs loving... I need help from YOU. Go to his page and let him know I sent you and rate his pictures like crazy!! When you're finished or even before you do... MESSAGE (do not shout because it gets cluttered in my shout box) me and let me know and I will return the favor somehow. Let me know what you want (reasonable please) and it will be done. I do not have money right now for bling packs and such... but anything else will be done. I will even make it easy for you... cutterbum aka "The Bachelor"@ fubar What are you waiting for?? I think I have some pretty awesome friends so don't prove me wr
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My Thoughts For My Wife
Our Anniversary Is our time together. To express our love, To fly freely Like a dove. Our time together Is so precious to me. A few years ago It almost would not be. When i found you I found the promised land. To not have you Would not be grand. That's why I say, "I love our time together." I love you very much and always will!!! My Wife Of all my dreams and memories, You are the best! With you, I don't care about the rest. I love you with all of my heart and soul, Together forever is my goal. I've told you,"You're beautiful to me!" Why wouldn't you be? I'd walk many a mile, Just to see you smile. You stayed by my side, Even when I could have died. I promise to hold you tight, Laying beside you at night. With you forever! Apart...Never!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!! Our love Is like a dove It fits Like a glove. It has a free will Yet, it stays with us The relationship we have No one else does. Our love Is strong So I know We d
Pleiades Part 1
Thanks for posting ms Karina :] i love such confirmations.people do you think you know the source; the creator? ___________ read and watch ____________12 months12 houses 12 apostles the BIBLE is based on the Zodiac and is Astro Theology [worship of gods heaven]john 14:2 In my fathers house are many mansions; (incorrectly translated in king james version)john14:2 In my fathers abode are many dwelling places; (in my fathers heavens are many houses; 12 houses of the zodiac) Book of Job: (oldest book in the bible) 38:31 Knowest thou the ordinances of heavan? 38:31 Canst thou bind the sweet influences of the Plei - a - des, or loose the bands of O-ri-on? 38:32 Canst thou bring forth Mazz-a-roth in his season? or canst thou guide Arc-tu-rus with his sons?Mazzaroth defined in king james as: the twelve houses of the zodiac.Just the facts ma'am.-Nanna Is Sin_________________________________________________=== '* karina *' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-16 1
The mask a mask is something we use to hide behind. It can be physical like the ones we see at a parade or on Halloween. A mask can be emotional the kind we wear everyday ones of pride. We wear a smile to hide our tears or our hurts. We wear them so no one can see what we feel inside is It wrong to wear a mask? Why must we wear them? Dose a mask show strength or weakness? These questions I can not answer only you can I know for me emotion is not a weakness but pride dose not let me drop the mask I hide behind. Love Is love just a four letter word? People say love means nothing some say it means everything some say it is a verb some say it has no value. But to me love means caring, and kindness and always being there to lean on a shoulder to cry on, a helping hand, a smile when the sky of life are gray. People lie and cheat and say love as it means nothing to them. But it is something love is a verb you can say it but if you don’t show it it means nothing IN MY ROOM In my
Tonight as I struggle to sleepAll I can do is think of youWanting to hold you in my armsAnd make sweet love to you.Tears slowly cloud my worldAs I hold my pillow tightWishing you were beside meTo make things right.I cry myself to sleepHaving dreams of youYou lying beside meAnd cuddling me too.We looked into each other's eyesAnd that's all it tookA night of passionate loveWe could have wrote a book.I've never felt more lovedThan I did this one nightIt was just perfectAnd things felt so right.Then I felt my pillow dampThe tears had fell like rainI realized you weren't thereThen I felt the pain.Once again, Only a dreamThat had seemed so realThe tears now unbearableWill my Heart ever heal? Upon the passion of crimson red quickly igniting my flaming desire glowing brightly in orange with red fanning this growing Sensual Fire. Casting both our loving shadows all through this romantic night we have lost all our inhibitions up until the early mornings light. Soft kisses warm our eager
My Art
On a dark desert highway Cool wind in my hair Warm smell of colitas Rising up through the air Up ahead in the distance I saw a shimmering light My head grew heavy, and my sight grew dim I had to stop for the night There she stood in the doorway I heard the mission bell And I was thinking to myself This could be Heaven or this could be Hell Then she lit up a candle And she showed me the way There were voices down the corridor I thought I heard them say Welcome to the Hotel California Such a lovely place Such a lovely face Plenty of room at the Hotel California Any time of year You can find it here You can find it here Her mind is Tiffany twisted She's got the Mercedes bends She's got a lot of pretty, pretty boys That she calls friends How they dance in the courtyard Sweet summer sweat Some dance to remember Some dance to forget So I called up the Captain Please bring me my wine He said We haven't had that spirit here since 1969 And still those voic
I wanted you to know that everything in me said I love you. You were my soul, my entire being. The glowing star on my shoe that promised a better tomorrow. I breathe on the pane of glass waiting for you to appear on the other side. I know your there for your my other half. I wanted to see the sparkle in your eyes as we we're deja vu'd into each other. When I wake up in the morning I stare into the mirror. Endless gazing, I know that I am everything with you by my side. I couldnt stand with out you holding me up. All the nights I just wanted to give in, Fall to the floor I heard a soft whisper and felt a faint kiss and for that moment my life was complete bliss. Life would never be small with you around, the darkest days became lighter because you shared each moment with me. Someone to hold my hand and reassure me that today will be okay. Mindless daze as you're reflection comes into focus. I sigh for not another day will pass where I'm not
A MAN'S GUIDE TO WHAT A WOMAN IS REALLY SAYING: I JUST NEED SOME SPACE. .... without you in it. DO I LOOK FAT IN THIS DRESS? We haven't had a fight in a while. NO, PIZZA'S FINE. .... you cheap slob! I JUST DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW. I just don't want you as a boyfriend now. I DON'T KNOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? I can't believe you have nothing planned. COME HERE. My puppy does this, too. I LIKE YOU, BUT... I don't like you. YOU NEVER LISTEN. You never listen. I'LL BE READY IN A MINUTE. I'm ready, but I'm going to make you wait because I know you will. OH, NO, I'LL PAY FOR MYSELF. I'm just being nice; there's no way I'm going dutch. OH YES!!! RIGHT THERE!! Well, near there; I just want to get this over with. I'M JUST GOING OUT WITH THE GIRLS. We're gonna make fun of you and your friends. These translations are for all of you wonderful women out there, so that you will know what we really mean when we say... "IT'S A GUY
My Life - Welcome To The Boredom!
I just resurrected my yahoo. I'm looking for people to add to it as I brutally culled the names on it. Didn't even know who half the people were, lol. If you use yahoo fairly regularly and want to add me, let me know in private message or a shout. I'm not in the habit of using it anymore, so I'd also be looking for someone to remind me to use it - if you see me on the FU, but not on yahoo tell me to log in :P Voice and cam chatting is optional. I don't show my junk on cam, but hey - if you're hawt and wanna share, who am I to deny you happiness? :P Donkey fact: Donkeys were first domesticated around the year 4000bc. I got a new digi cam corder. I'm still figuring out how to work the motherfucker. I made this though while fucking about with it's uber cool night vision function. Up is down, down is up, look at me, do I give a fuck? Black is white, white is black, fuck me, a manic attack! There's the demon, approaching with stealth fucking up my mental health. The lights a
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Added A Guestbook
I added a guestbook to my profile so plz sign my guestbook below or on my page and show me mad love....thanx Sexy n Wild Angeleyes.
About Me
hello Fubar friends and family Hmmmm a little bit about me lets see... friends tell me i am a great and sexy friend. i try to be i guess i love my friends and family but sometimes i dont feel apprieciated. i guess thats why i am on my computer alot i live in a fantasy world so i dont get hurt or i try to not get hurrt but it dont always seem to work that way. I do know one thing if i could i quit my job and become a phone sex operator or maybe on the video cam we shall see. right now i just want to loose some weight and feel better about myself.
My Journey With Cancer
I have to choose a font and I am not going to be using the 'terminal' font thats for sure  lol I was diagnosed with cervical cancer on October 3, 2011.  Needless to say, my world has been turned upside downa down and it will  probably never straighten out again. What do you do when life throws such a curve at you ? I am not the first, and unfortuantly , I will not be the last .   But I am still here. Still standing. I find myself tossed between the storms of tears, anger, denial, terror. Terror being the most prominant of these. Occaisionally I find myself in a time of peace, where the wind itself stands silent and nothing moves around me. Those are the times I can breathe. In those times, I think not about the future so much, but about the past. How I have lived my life so far. What I have done, and what I have failed to do. The things that are important in life seem to stand up in front of you , in bright neon colours, brash and unforgivng, so that you cannot miss
Oh Lordy
You know, I don't particularily care whether some unknown person online rates my pictures a 1 or a 10. We all have our own tastes as to what we find visually appealing. I know I do. But What I would like to understand is what does it accomplish to rate someone else's picture a 1? If that person has fairly low self esteem, it has the capability of truly hurting their feelings and dampening any growth for them. Rating someone a 1 is nothing short of cruel and trying to make yourself feel better, prettier, sexier, etc.. than someone else and what that does in essence is make you essentially uglier. I guess this means that LC is offically MySpace on crack! Does anyone else around here find the amount of contests and what the contests are for to be a bit ridiculous? I mean, come on... I feel as if I'm back in highschool with everyone trying to be the "cutest" "sexiest" "sweetest", etc... I have no intention of EVER joining one of these. I don't need to make myself feel b
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i am on the auction block.... wanna bid on me ...?????? copy and paste this into your browser and leave a comment with your bid under the picture for me :D xoxooxxo much love to all!!!!!!!! I am a mother of 3 beautiful children who are my reason for staying alive.. I am literally a single mother... I am here for friends and to chill in my favorite lounge.. Music Lovers Hideaway Lounge feel free to meet me there anytime... On that note i am very opinionated.. and very honest... so ask anything i will either tell ya the answer or will tell ya to get fugged!! If you want nsfw darlins please find someone else to get it from i am not a wh**e for your pleasure.... otherwise i will continue to put tasteful tease pix up and if you want more than that go look up a wh**e not i!!!!! xoxoxox much love to my friends!!!!! Some people on here assume just because some are on here to whore around s
If you want to see my NSFW pics, SEND ME A 25 BLING PACK and I'll automatically open it. If you'd rather send fubucks, then send me a Private Message and I might make a deal. =] (Offer in the millions) Also a 7day blast will do. (YOU DONT HAVE TO MESSAGE ME FIRST, IF YOU JUST BUY IT YOU'LL IMMEDIATELY BE LET INTO MY FAMILY TO SEE THE PICTURES) For those of you that don't know how to get me a Bling Pack: Go to my page, click "bling me", then at the bottom right it says "Give someone Bling Credits" click that, then click my name in the list of people and send me a 25credit one.   Also offering personalized NSFW salutes for a 25 credit blingpack. **This is seperate from the nsfw pics** Send me a blingpack with your email address and what you want the nsfw salute to look like/where you want me to write your name or anything like that, and I'll email it to you within a day or so.
Choosing Not To Choose
Life reaches out, and changes us all. We were all born innocent, helpless and small. I wasn't born this way, it's how I survive. The bitch you see before you, is the reason I'm alive. Always questioning, always doubting, full of pain and fear. Running away from love, drowning in tears. But I wipe them away, with my own two hands. I will never again dry them, on the shoulders of a man. For, there is more to fall, each time I try. Never again, my eyes are dry. Life has taught me, to be bitter and strong. Choosing not to choose, means I can't get it wrong.
My Words, My Life
The yawning chasm Of my bleeding heart Is filled with a flood of raging emotion The pain vanishes in that flood And I breathe a sigh of relief I experience sweet release As I fall into the abyss I lose myself in that depthless void And I let the tidal wave of sensation Wash over me As I drift along I let go of the pain and anger I draw peace and joy into myself And I feel them deep in my core As I emerge from the trackless depths I feel my heart begin to heal And I leave the pain and anger behind ~Phoenixx (written Jan.21, 2007) Cold I feel trapped I've put my dreams on hold The fire is gone My world grows cold I think of you, My fantasies take wing But still, Reality takes hold And I stay firmly planted on this earth No escape No reprieve This same cold existance Greets me when I rise Dreams of immortal life Haunt my mind each night Dreams of warmth and passion Dreams of you Dreams that will never be Dreams gone cold This song is silenced No
Dementia Praecox
Have you ever forgotten what the sky looked like? How the sun felt on your skin? The way grass moved in the wind? I did. I was ten years old when I was released to a place called Childrens Home of Detroit. It was a village inside a city so to speak. That was the first time I had been let outside in five years. Released into a campus type gated community for the damned children of the state. My companions we're a shade lighter then what I was accustomed to. Children who set thier house on fire with thier family inside 'just because' and such. Thugs, wannabe thugs and just plain 'odd' kiddies. I guess the state thought I would fit right in there. I did, for the first hour. I put two kids in the hospital after being shown my living space, which was one of the many cots in the house. I remember that day pretty vivid, as I broke one kids nose and lodged a lincoln log into anothers kidney. I was transferred to another mental hospital immediatly. My bittersweet taste of freedom motivat
You Are 97% New Jersey! Wow, you're totally Jersey. There's no doubt about it. Congratulations, and always be proud to be Jersey--it's a great thing to be!How New Jersey Are You?Make Your Own Quiz How will you die a horrible horrible death? Fall out of a burning plane Take this quiz at Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at
thank you all for the rates the fans adds the gifts during my happy hour much apreshaited You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at come chat to some real nice people and chat and relax
Song Lyrics
C-I-A-R-A Come on Pull up your pants (Just like him) Take out the trash (Just like him) Getting your cash like him, fast like him Girl, you wanna act like he did I'm talking 'bout Security codes on everything On vibrate so your phone don't ever ring A foreign account And another one he don't know about Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that Tell you I love you, but when you call, I never get back Would you ask them questions like me, like, "Where you be at?" 'Cause I'm out four in the morning On the corner rolling, doing my own thing What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry Would the rules change up or would they still apply If I played you like a toy? Sometimes, I wish I did act like a boy Can't be getting mad, but you mad can't handle that Can't be getting mad, but you mad can't handle that Girl go ahead and be (Just like him) Go run the streets (Just like him) Go home missin sleep like 'em, creep like
Life Is Short
Hey y'all. Just wanted to let ya know if you didn't already that I graduate college tomorrow. I'm also moving sometime next week and will not have internet for a while..... Last night someone near and dear to my heart was robbed at gun point. He was working night shift at a gas station. The gunman took his wallet with his drivers license (home address) and money as well as whatever he got from the store. As scary as it is that this person now has lil D's home address and could strike him personally again.... I realize that this situation could have been a whole lot worse. I could be telling y'all about a death right now. The point of this is to take a minute to remind y'all that life is short. It can change in the blink of an eye. Don't hold grudges. Forgive and forget. Hold those you love close to you, and take every minute you can to let them know that they are loved, and to you- they MATTER. To my friends: I want to thank you for taking the time to read
Ashlyn Rynae Holmes N. CHARLESTON - Friends and family of Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, "Baby Camp", are invited to attend her funeral service today, Monday, December 21, 2009 at 5:00 pm. Burial will be private. Ashlyn's family will be receiving guests at the funeral home from 4:00 pm until the time of service at 5:00 pm. Ashlyn Rynae Holmes N. CHARLESTON - Miss Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, affectionately known as 'Baby Camp', daughter of Darrell and Christina Camp Holmes, passed away Saturday morning, December 19, 2009, at the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit at MUSC. Friends and family of Ashlyn Rynae Holmes are invited to attend her funeral service on Monday evening, December 21, 2009, at 5:00 p.m. Burial will be private. Ashlyn's family will be receiving guests at the funeral home, from 4:00 p.m. until the time of service at 5:00 p.m. Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, known as 'Baby Camp' was born on April 8, 2009, at MUSC in Charleston to Darrell and Christina Holmes. She touched the hearts of many staff members
Just Some Thoughts...
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”   To be able to breathe out ones unhappiness to breathe out deeply so that
Nsfw Folders And Pics
ok just feel like putting this out there.... Yes I do have Nsfw pics.... No you do not have to look at them... i do have 100's of other pics that are funny beautiful and worth lookin at. IF you do not want to see Nsfw pics then you have two options on Fubar.. you can either turn off "show NSFW content" or DO WHAT NORMAL PEOPLE DO AND JUST DNT LOOK! WOW that was easy.... dont add me and act like my friend and then take it upon your self to look in my nsfw folder and then block me.... i mean thats really childish... just because ppl have nsfw pics on here does not make them bad ppl... and before I jump off my soap box... IF YOU CAN READ THIS IS AN ADULT SITE SO YOU SHOULD EXPECT PEOPLE TO HAVE THOSE FOLDERS ON HERE AND IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT THEN GO BACK TO FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE !!!!!!    thank you for your time please have a great day!!!!   
Men Vs Women
Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas,Texas is a famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after 3. Jack Ruby-who killed Lee Harvey Oswald, died there a few years later. On the flip side, Parkland is also home to the second busiest maternity ward in the country with almost 16,000 new babies arriving each year. (That's almost 44 per day---every day) A recent patient survey indicated that 70 percent of the women who gave birth at Parkland in the first three months of 2006 were illegal immigrants. Crikey!, that's 11,200 anchor babies born every year just in Dallas . According to the article, the hospital spent $70.7 million delivering 15,938 babies in 2004 but managed to end up with almost $8 million dollars in surplus funding. Medicaid kicked in $34.5 million, Dallas County taxpayers kicked in $31.3 million and the feds tossed in another $9.5 million. The average patient in Parklan
Another Time...another Face so seriously just like i do in real life im gonna warn you people on here... im so sick of you retards who think your fucking family sedans are race cars fucking shit up for people who do things the right way. there are race tracks for people who want to race where u pay a small fucking piece of change to run ur car all day in a safe enviorment. so here my warning, im gonna start carrying my 45 under my front seat and whenever i see anyone racing which might lead up to what happend in the link i posted im going to take out ur back tires. hopefully i dont hit ur gas tank but if i do atleast i did the world a favor of ridding it of one more dumbass. this shit is out of hand and im sick of people i know dying because of it. One thing is for sure... all of these crapy half ass thrown together "custom" pictures people are making for other users..... they suck... and they suck BAD. A few are cool here and there but these people with hundreds of edited picture
Please Read
dlurch@ fubar I know just how you feel, the pain and emptiness is related to all aspects of your life. Having your heart broke assures us that we did indeed love. Trying to put things back together is very difficult it's like putting together a puzzle with out having all of the pieces. The ones missing are the hardest to define, was it yourself, your missing or the combination of the two of you. Is it that the soul is bruised or just died a little more this time? While feeling that you may never recover or you don't want to because you don't want to loose what little of them you have left. I was scared of the emptiness and thought I would be alone if I did this, but it only made room for me to love me again. Only when you find yourself and love yourself can you begin to truly love others in your life with the passion you may only remember. Surround yourself with friends and family that will let you be your natural self and let you heal in your own time. I as always will be
Feb 4th Surgery
well the last 5 months i been in and out of surgery and got the best care from my doctors here is the link to one of my test those that have acid reflux should check into this
Beaten, torn, battered, and bruised,her heart has become.Heart numb as can be she,has no idea what she's waiting for.Thinking of him she can't sleep,everything reminds her of him,no matter where she turns there is,small reminders of him.Her heart, mind, and soul tortured with,his sweet memory.Aching for his touch again,to take in his smell,remembering every detail of him.How could she go on living,without him?Remembering the times they had shared.  Everywhere i look i hope to see,your face.Every touch i feel makes,me long for your embrace.I am yours heart and,soul.Wishing every day that you,where here.holding you close and,never letting always touch my soul.we may be miles apart i hold tight,the promise weve made. She sits and stares out the window,as she waits and wonders when,her warrior will return to her. Longing for his sent,his touch,his kiss. Dreaming of the day when she,will be in his arms forever. 
As TSN heads into the 100th Grey Cup Playoffs and towards the 100th Grey Cup, the network welcomes a new member to its CFL ON TSN broadcast team with the addition of former CFL head coach Paul LaPolice as a guest analyst. Alex Boone Jersey . LaPolice, who was the head coach of the Winnipeg Blue Bombers for two seasons, will work alongside CFL ON TSN host Dave Randorf and analysts Chris Schultz, Matt Dunigan, Jock Climie, and Milt Stegall for the remainder for the CFL season. He makes his television debut this week and will be featured on the CFL on TSN panel and in a new Coaches Playbook segment breaking down plays. LaPolice will also break down the action from a coachs perspective on SportsCentre throughout the 100th Grey Cup Playoffs and the 100th Grey Cup. "Pauls intimate knowledge of the CFL makes him an intriguing and entertaining addition to the CFL ON TSN as the league heads into the post-season," said Mark Milliere, Senior Vice-President, Production, TSN. "Having been on the
Cen Group
CEN Group tuyển Lễ tân - Hành chính CEN Group là một Tập đoàn kinh doanh dịch vụ Bất động sản chuyên nghiệp, bao gồm 08 Công ty thành viên và sáu sàn giao dịch và trung tâm kinh doanh BĐS đặt tại các TP lớn như Hà Nội, TP HCM.Do nhu cầu phát triển và mở rộng hoạt động, chúng tôi cần tuyển vị trí lễ tân nữ làm việc tại Hà Nội với các điều kiện sau:  1. Yêu cầu công việcLàm full time hoặc part-time (ca sáng từ 8h00 -13h00, ca chiều từ 13h00 – 18h00) , là sinh viên các trường đại học, cao đẳng tại Hà Nội.Trực điện thoại tổng đàiHỗ trợ các công việc hành chính khác2. Các yêu cầu khácNhanh nhẹn, chu 
Mickie James
I have copied a friend of mines blog, Sandy - please read and sign the petition - will only take a moment to do. Thank you Sandy's Blog Today I have just seen the horror of Stallion Fights that are held in the Phillippins for entertainment! The pictures in the paper are so shocking I felt like crying, horses are gentle creatures, when there are two males after a female they may fight over her but the stronger one will win and the weaker one will go away. They never fight to the death! Although the 3 day fight festival a year was banned 10 years ago it seems it still goes on. They get tortured, tied up, beaten so that when they go out into the ring they are so in a frenzy they fight to the death, the rings they fight in are so small that they can only do one thing and that is to fight or face being beaten by their trainers who train them to fight. The pictures are too horrific to put on here, but I hope you take the time to read the article Here is the link for the a
Dark Comedy - Videos [nsfw]
Ok so this is some old stuff, I am workin on some new stuff, I finally have some inspiration but I thought I'd start off with showing you some off the old first. Hope you enjoy. Yeah kinda depressing but hey what ya gonna do? lol In An Instant   Sometimes as I lay at night,I see a vision in the light.I see the way things used to be,Dim and unclear with uncertainty.I see the the way he he held her tight,Not knowing i was there that night.Looking at him,As he turned her loose,I thought to myself,There's just no use.I walked down the road.The music was blarring.With tears in my eyes, I couldn't help starring.His eyes met mine,With a look of surprize.I Knew In an InstantLove had Died.
Creativity Plus
Buff Quest - Annals of: Beaky Buzzard is my image of myself in the lap lane at the pool, compared to everybody else that seems to use the lap lane. I don't care. Slowly and methodically I plow through the water for an hour every day, and that is what I do to worship my temple. Today I suddenly had about ten very athletic bodies standing at the end of the lanes. One of them looked at me, looked at his watch, looked at the lane, looked at me. I blithely continued plowing through the water. Four of the Adonis look a likes got IN to the water in my lane. I plowed past them, forcing them to scrunch together so I could touch the end of the lane wall. I turned and carried on. The lifeguard met me at the other end of the lane and explained that the TRIATHLON TRAINING was from 5:30 to 7:30 and I would have to leave the lane. I'm proud that I didn't bow to peer pressure and leave the lane before the lifeguard asked me to - that gritty determination is all that's going to get me through my self-i
I Need Help
i just wanted to say im sry to everyone i wont be on cherry tap anymore after the 7th im moving i love you all and im going to miss you so much........... Damn the pain it is everywhere i go no one can see it but me pain in my heart pain in my mind pain in my soul pain every breath and every word i see pain in others eyes pain is everywhere to me i dont know what to do to get rid of the pain it stucks inside me like a soul trying to get out of a body in my mind racing like a mouse looking for cheese in my heart burning like the eternal flames of hell i need to get rid of my pain How do you tell someone that you have feelings for them even though you just met them How do you tell someone u just met that you think u love them How do you tell someone that u never felt this way before How do you do that...... How...
Hacker litters official Web site Category: Odd News | OTTAWA (Reuters) - Red-faced officials at Canada’s nuclear safety watchdog on Thursday said they were probing how a hacker had managed to litter its official Web site with dozens of colour photographs of a nuclear explosion. The Ottawa Citizen newspaper said every media release on the Canadian Nuclear Safety Commission’s Web site had been labelled as a security breach on Wednesday. When opened, each document had a headline reading “For immediate release” and underneath was a large photo of an exploding atomic bomb. “We are in discussions with the (Internet service) provider. When we were informed the Web site had been tampered with, we immediately disabled the media module,” said commission spokesman Aurel Gervais, dismissing the suggestion that the hacker had been able to access secret information. “The external Web site was the only Web site that was tampered with. There was no internal information that w
Mindless Insanity
I’m so sick of fake ass people.  We all know these people.  We all tolerate these people to a certain degree in our lives.  But everyone knows someone that can never shut up, won’t let you answer their own question, always has to tell a better story then you.  These are the people that wonder the streets continuously speaking gibberish loud enough for everyone to hear.  Aimlessly going through life thinking everything they do or say carries such great importantance and will change your life.   These people are the ones filling the streets causing most accidents and the same dumb fucking retards that have to stop and look at every damn accident to see every detail.  These are same people that listen, call and believe every single stupid dumb thing they hear on talk radio.  The dumb fuck I speak of is someone I work with.  He was on the front lines of the war as a gunner.  I enjoy teasing him saying the dumb ones are the first ones.  The smart ones are in the back telling you
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Listen With Your Heart
Your Luck Quotient: 61% You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that. Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way. How Lucky Are You? You Can Make 69% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end. Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You? Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style?
You know, I am getting sick of the idiot who is flagging my photos. This is the latest photo that has been flagged NSFW. Now I see women in their profile pics with their boobs hanging out and those are fine but this one isn't? I am about sick of the double standard shit on this site and the cowards that have nothing better to do then go around flagging photos. Screw this crap. This was in a bulletin and it is true...For some reason we can't repost the bulletins or post new ones. PLEASE if you have PRIVATE FOLDERS with nudes or kids pictures DELETE them NOW fubar FUCKED UP anyone can see ALL your photo's DON'T BELIEVE me ask me to view a private folder and SEE for yourself REPOST PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go to your folders turn off the NSFW and then click ok. ignore the error message. then go back and turn it back on and then set it to friends or family only and click ok and its back to how it was LOCKED!!!!! Just wanted to say a quick hello to everyo
on pictures let me know what you would like to see and ill let u know if i can do it or not Rate and Comment this blog Thanks, Vanity Charm im really scared ive been waiting for this day for a long time but fuck lol i thought my corset hurt!! my nipples are gunna burn haha! Then its real simple Dont talk to Me like im some whore bc of my pics And rate more then my NSFW pics it gives me no points im not a point whore but why would u even waste ur rates on pics u cant even get points for it makes no since dont get me wrong i dont care u rate them but rate some of my reg. pics i like points even if u dont if i have to keep telling u guys this i will just block you And when i see someone rate my reg. pics they get 11's from me But if u dont then u get shit from me and thats it i dont care if i seem like a bitch its my page its my rules thank you
Nickelback Far Away
Defending Ryan Bergner
My uncle Ryan Bergner was murdered by his girlfriend in november of 2007. I have looked around online and seen nothing but bashing untrue comments about ryan and i feel as if i need to take it upon myself if no one else will to DEFEND RYAN! There are TWO SIDES to every story and the media has only reported one. Why only one? Because Ryan is not here to defend what may or may not have happened that night. the only person who is here is the murderer who has been let off on ALL CHARGES. People have made youtube vidoes about my uncle dying..i think it is sick and disturbing and i want to put an end to it. I need everyones support to help me do this. The 911 tape can only hear this side of the story..but as heard she went out and got a gun that day...the day she happened to murder my uncle. I will no longer sit here with my hands behind my back...I am going to defend him since he cannot. I will take the good comments with the bad and keep going! I will be making a myspace page for the peopl
The morning bears witness to the sweet breath I watch you take in to sustain the happy slumber you have attained within my grasp. The disdain I feel for the ineptness you have had to wallow through slowly recedes as I glimpse a smile cross your soft lips. It is brought forth by your wakening to see me watching over you as you rested making sure you were safe from harm. A glitter of hope slides into the corner of my eye as you stretch and let me into your waking world of endearment. As I see you coming to full awareness I wonder if you will send me packing to carry on my life as is, alone and desolate. To presume that I am worthy of your attentions would be a grave mistake on my part, who am I to warrant such a thing. I think back to what we have shared and speak upon a whisper to you,  have I proven myself worthy.  I seek the answer within your eyes that pull my innermost emotions from their pooling well kept cavern. To do so lightly is a common practice from a common man as th
Some Poetry.. Dont Copy!
im preying for  rain im praying for im preying for title waves im preying for mayhem i am preying for chaos i am preying for a change in me to happen and no more breaking hearts at the heart break hotel when i die i am sure i am going to hell with out fail i can almoast garantee this some say ignorance is bliss but i say fail miss your lips i wanna kiss soft like silky velvet they are and i miss u rather your near or far cus girl u are my shining star sexy your eyes are they look through my soul u spark a fire in my heart for it is cole and your passion is the fire you love are my only one burning desire .   poem by joey sun october 30 2011 my sweet death my sweet release take me by my hand and lead me to the rivers of red take me in take in my blood as i lick my lips in excitement to your sweet touch o how i long  for it o how i long for my sweet release let me go to the other side let me go to my spot in hell were i am destined to be  o how i long for thee o how i dream of the m
Lonely Little by little, you stop loving on me the mad wind of banners passed through my mind my love, my own in heart stop feeding of your love with out leaving mine seeking the new blossoms. No one wonders, is no one there No one will come on my life Lonely the days Lonely the times Lonely am I On my ways my lost soul wanders Alone in the life I FINALLY WENT TO MY FIRST CONCERT!!!! HANK WILLIAMS JR AND GRETCHEN WILSON IN ROANOKE RAPIDS NC...MY TOWN.....IT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME....I HAD A TOTAL BLAST.....I NEVER KNEW HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVED HANK AND GRETCHEN!!!!!I WILL BE HORSE IN THE MORNIN BUT IT WAS WORTH IT ALL THE WAY!!!!!THANKS FOR READING DONT BE AFRIAD TO LEAVE SOME COMMENTS!!!!LOVES YOU GUYS well tonight i was approved as a SEXYBEAST21~RIDER~...Just want to say thanks to all the RIDERS who accepted me...i loves you all
Once settled in for a evening of sinful pleasure the dim red lights seem to mock the dancing shadows. Running my fingers up and down her sweet curvy lines I leave my lips to some exploring. Feeding like a starved vampire on her raw sexual energy I take to her as a man with no inhibitions. At first I felt slight guilt at devouring her sweet tender soul with monstrous like intentions, only to see in her face a wicked grin peering in-between the moments of pleasure and seconds of bliss ripe with pain. Her eyes stare into mine as almost a dare to push further and bend the boundary’s of what could be. I held her firmly and she dug her nails into my body an screamed into me. All of the sweetest word except the word of the evening which was martini. She was a rare kind of woman, who sought power by submission, took every thing I had to give and smiled with a whisper she said that tonight nothing is forbidden and she hasn’t had yet to have her sprit broken. I then ravaged her in the most
It isnt working! Sorry! So all of you who are emailing me your irritation, please stop! lol! well, added the pics that were requsted the most! overwhelming boobs! ok! lots of requests for.....racier pics. well,i just got here, so i would like to get to know folks a little better first. but i will take a littel poll... what kind of pics would you like to see? let me know and keep checking back...
To My Friends & Fans
Hello Guys I was just wanting to let yall know that I am looking for a FuHubbie!! lol!!! but for real I want one. If you are interested send me a private message & let me know about you & what you have to offer such a sweet & sexy woman. Hello ya'll. i'm so sorry that i havent been online much... i miss everyone!!! expecially my N.A.P Family... i have been having sum major health problems. i will be back on my feet & back online asap. please yall keep me in ya prayers. i will hopefully be back online n about 1 week... hope yall is doing good. & love ya N.A.P Family!!!!! **huggz** HEllo yall jus a lil note to let everyone know that i'm finally back on fubar.. I had to leave for a lil while to get my health under control so I have got a handle on things & now i'm back so please come & show me sum love ... **huggz**
You were the first to make me blush at the thought of your gaze on the back of my neck Tried not to turn, did my best at that sassy I don't know you're looking game You were the first who made me forget what to do with my hands They moved of their own accord, twisting and turning in loss and in need You were the first to kiss me We fell over that chair and I wondered if I was doing it right Took another long gulp from the bottle You were the first I traveled to find And the first to make me grovel The first time we took it further than the kiss you'd already found tired Has colored the firsts with all others after You were first a great friend, then a first lover Soon to be the first to leave me for another You were the first friend made lover, lover made friend The first in that line of full circles A list of firsts to pull my memories behind You are the first piece of news I hear of today Your death caught in my throat and sits there still This the
Good Friend
I was coming home the other night from work. And got a phone call that would change my life from a friend of mine, who had some bad news. I, being in shock from what they just told me, proceeded to them that they was crazy. That the person they was talking about was at my house right now . So when I turn the corner to my house, his truck was not in the drive way as usual. So I got worried about it and I went in to see if he had at least come by , when I enter the house there was no sign that he had been there at all. I then walked in to the kitchen and my phone rang again it was the person that called me earlier. They confirmed that it was true. I turn around and seen a bottle of rum on the bar I took it into my hand and riped the top off of it. When I turn up the bottle before I knew it half of it was gone,
Art Listings On Ebay
They are everywhere here!!!  I think I'm the only female without boob shots or nekkidness in my photos.  If you wanna see my boobies, just see me drunk at a bar somewhere...ask my boyfriend.  Maybe I will post boob pictures the next time I am shitfaced on fubar...'cause my boobs come out at the bar when I am shitfaced there.    (really, I am kidding...about the fubar thing, anyway...)   PS - This is not an eBay listing...LOL! Hello, Everyone!   I have a new drawing set for a 10 day auction, and starting at $9.99. This is something a little new, the first in an edition of 9 ACEOs that all go together to form an entire new picture. I am very excited about this project, as this is the first time I have ever tried anything like it. I hope you enjoy her!   "Daughters of the Greenman" #1 2.5""x3.5" ACEO/ATC Colored Pencil Drawing Hello, folks! I have something a little different up for auction today. These are all l
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Classiccandi's Blog
There is so much out there and I am guilty of joining most of them..I do not like dating websites even though my friends pressure me to join ..its worse than Facebook,Bebo,Netlog,Yahoo,Msn,MySpace,Twitter,Flixsterand I probably left something out..out I tried joining those stupid dating sites and found them so dumb man...those little things like even on the other sites on soical networks They block you for not good reason or limit you on there profile like they all important or just trying to say l like you but not that much...OMG,i do this too.....not understanding what they just put on thier status..acwkward. Or if you do not talk to them for while then they decide to post an event to get rid of you in certain amount of they invite you!? Oh and the fun part is when guys just one thing and if you don't respond in thier time or lame pick up lines ..get mad at you,delete you AND block you?! Was there something I MISSED?LOL who died and made you the only guy in th
Brainfarts, Rants, And Misunderstandings...
Got past the spamfilter in my mp3 blog. For some reason, the thought of "My Vagina" telling me to buy paxil amuses me. Some of you other drivers need to learn how to use them. Meh.
Poetry By Angel Eyes
I Realize... Feeling your bare body next to mine, Listening to the beating of your heart, As I slowly drift off into my sleep, I realize how much I love you. Feeling your arms wrapped around me, Hearing your rhythmic breathing, As I slowly start to wake, I realize how much I need you. Feeling your lips on mine, Listening to a love song in my head, As I slowly start to move, I realize how much I want you. Feeling your sweat on my body, Hearing the squeaking of our bed, As I slowly let out a moan, I realize how much I cant live without you. Feeling your bare body next to mine, Listening to the beating of your heart, As I slowly drift off into my sleep, I realize how much I love you. Sitting on the front porch, watching the clouds roll by, thinking 'bout you. and hoping to see you tonight. The radio playing my favorite song, enjoying the day, just a singin' along. Seeing your truck, headed down the road, windows rolled down,
Hinder - Lips Of A Angel
Other Places I Like To Hang Out At
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Fallen Angel Love
fallen angel love Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry [Verse 1] If I could, take a trip, to outer space She would be the one, I will see When I get, to heavens gate She would welcome me with her arms, open wide, and a smile Will shadow me brighter than the sun She hasn't had a fair chance, so I'll give her one Let me tell you who she is, yeah [Chorus] She's a fallen angel, sent from heaven up above She's a fallen angel, waitin for me to love her, yeah (Know that she's) She's a fallen angel, take your judgment off her I know, that she's a fallen angel [Verse 2] You know, I should Help her mend, her broken wings So she can fly again But I don't, wanna lose everything that I've gained Turnin me a selfish man (oh) Cause without em my heart just don't go, no more (no more) I couldn't take the pain, from watchin her fly away So say that you'll stay She's mine [Chorus] She's a fallen angel, (ooh) sent from heaven u
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Chulez Thecanter
Memberi Background Pada Toolbar. Secara default background pada tollbar jendela windows explorer kita pada windows XP adalah seperti gambar di bawah ini   Tetapi saya punya New Trik Tips Komputer yang mungkin berguna bagi anda untuk memberi background pada toolbar windows explore anda agar tambah semakin menarik. Yang Pertama harus anda lakukan adalah menyediakan gambar yang akan anda pasang sebagai background. Gambar tersebut haruslah berformat bitmap(.bmp) untuk itu anda harus mengubah format gambar yang akan anda gunakan sebagai background ke format .bmp OK, langsung saja kita praktekan cara Memberi Background Pada Toolbar : Masuk ke registry editor dengan cara klik start → run dan ketiklah regedit Carilah keys berikut ini HKEY_CURRENT_USER → software → Microsoft → internet explorer → toolbar Buatlah sebuat string baru dengan mengklik menu edit → new → string value Beri nama string value tersebut dengan nama backbitmap Klik
Joke Of The Day
This guy needs a job and decides to apply at the zoo. As it happened, their star attraction, a gorilla, had passed away the night before and they had carefully preserved his hide. They tell this guy that they'll pay him well if he would dress up in the gorillas skin and pretend to be the gorilla so people will keep coming to the zoo. Well, the guy has his doubts, but Hey! He needs the money, so he puts on the skin and goes out into the cage. The people all cheer to see him. He plays up to the audience and they just eat it up. This isn't so bad, he thinks, and he starts really putting on a show, jumping around, beating his chest and roaring, swinging around. During one acrobatic attempt, though, he loses his balance and crashes through some safety netting, landing square in the middle of the lion cage! As he lies there stunned, the lion roars. He's terrified and starts screaming, "Help, Help, Help!" The lion races over to him, places his paws on his chest and hisses, "Shut up or we'll B
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Dealing With My
Who am i? I am no one I sit looking at you..gazing from afar You do not know me..But i know who you are why is it you want to be what you are not Reading lifes script while losing the plot Where did I go wrong where did I fall? Would You notice me if i was someone else? what would i have to do to make you see me? nothing of course it just wasn't to be The blade licks my skin, kissing slowly sinking in, My blood flows out like water on dirt Trying to cope without feeling the hurt Surrounded by all feeling all alone My Mind is my shelter my only home I hate my thoughts I hate myself Stuck with me and no one else Why do I think you would care? I talk to myself and even I am not there tears run down as they break free Who Am i? I Am Nobody Thanks to all who check out my page and send me notes or comments on my writing I appreciate it...LOL I am needy.. Plus it is nice to know people read that stuff... To any who care I am pleased to let everyone know Another one o
A Safe Place To Fall When Reality Feels To Real
My world - Sick puppiesUploaded by Lili-bellule I searched for you , Upon every hill. My unmasked passion, Weaker still, I reached for you , with maimed hands , They streached and reached , To distant lands, My soul weeped , In river beds , And wilted forests, With the pain they shed , I altered the Hinge of every question , As wild amazement fastened on , And as the gentel summer beckoned , In wonderment I crept alone, I transformed the earth , And branchs grew, Vivd colors spilling , Onto every painters hue, Sent out my hearing , If only to hear , That you were close by , But none was near, I wept for days , Flooding lands , Constant sorrow , As my eyes scanned, I uprooted trees , As harsh winds blew , My fury screaming , Yet still.... I could not find you . I surpassed the sun , And captured the moon , It was a gift to give to you , If only I could find you soon , The mountian tops I brou
Bad Girl
Paradise has been a bad girl Please go spank her and leave some comments. She needs all the comments she can get If you leave her 100 comments let me know and I will give you 5,000 Fubucks
This pie is absolutely fantastic The flavor is out of control gooey, cinnamony and just overall out of this world. Coat a deep-dish pie plate with nonstick cooking spray and line it with parchment paper. Coat the paper with cooking spray also. Now, I used a deep-dish pie plate, the Emile Henry brand from Williams-Sonoma and it is a little deep for refrigerated dough (there is not a lot of hangover for sealing the two crusts together). I think a regular pie plate would be fine.In a small bowl combine 4 Tablespoons of melted butter, brown sugar and pecans. Mix well and spread evenly over the bottom of the pie plate, on top of the parchment. Place one of the crusts in the pie plate, pressing it firmly against the nut mixture and up the sides of the plate. Set aside.In a large bowl, combine granulated sugar, flour, cinnamon and the remaining 2 Tablespoons of melted butter. Mix well. Add the apples in and toss gently to coat. Spoon into the pie crust.Place the second crust over the apple mi
SO now that I know how to post blogs, I get to start my ramblings......and today being "Good Friday", I figured I would start with a Lent related topic.   I grew up Christian, more specifically Lutheran.  See when you are a Christian, apparently you have to then specify your denomination to help legitimize your status.  I find it quite amazing that so many people read from the same book, the same words, yet they turn them and twist them into such differences.    One of the areas that sticks out is Lent.  Many Catholics give up something for Lent and they dont eat meat on Fridays.  This practice is widely accepted and is the reason there are Friday night "fish frys" and pepper and egg sandwiches as well as the double fillet o fish sandwich at Mc Donalds.  The funny thing about this widely accepted practice is, there's no commandment from God, Jesus, the apostles, or anyone else to do this.  This was a rule made up by the Catholic Church in one of their "Canons" which is their rules
Did You Know
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Surveys And Shit Like That
According to experts, I am : 80% SexyTake the Sexy Quiz at JokesUnlimited.comAccording to experts, I am : 76% KinkyTake the Kinky Quiz at JokesUnlimited.comAccording to experts, I am : 58% NaughtyTake the Naughty Quiz at If you where a ninja, what would be your weapon? Ninja StarsYour Weapon's of choice are the Ninja Stars!!! Ninja stars are one of the coolest ninja weapons. These can
Bleeding Heart
Baby everytime i wake up next to you my heart bleeds to been closer to you and everytime we touch my body just sinks in to your arms and i know that i am here with you but sometimes i feel like i am a thousands miles from you....Baby my heart bleeds for you touch and for your love and yes i do get both of them and i know that i always will but when my heart bleeds for you i have to hold you and make it stop...Baby you are my whole world i dont know what i would do if i lost you again....Baby when you are next to me i am the happiest person in the whole world and you are the one thing that means everything to me....BABY I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY MY BLEEDING HEART
The Asylum
OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interested in being a DJ please contact me for more information. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* ~*PLEASE REPOST AND COME TO THE LOUNGE, GIVING GIFTS OUT TO ALL THAT COME IN AND JOIN*~ OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interstedin being a DJ please contact me for more information. Also i need DJ skin, and Kaijaw to message me. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interested in being a DJ please contact me for more information. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* ~*PLEASE REPOST AND CO
The Meaning Of The Blue Rose
Blue roses will blossom in the snow, before I ever let you go, Blue roses will grow up to the sky, before I ever make you cry Blue rose given to a woman, Considered sacred from a heart of silent souls, Words spoken, silence was a bond created; Her boldness spurred from a single blue rose; Sacred blue rose hidden, Burns emotions once stirred, Rose blurred by a insecure woman, Lured by his love, now held for him ,from his words of his poems; Silent bond of love fell upon her, Words retrieved from his poem, Fond of what was told; Close to her heart she held what was inside, untold, A token of all she felt, For a man that gave a blue rose and a poem; Tokens of love now broken, Love once spoken with true meaning for a rose, Lost was the closeness so tenderly rendered, driven by a blue rose once given, No memory of what he molded from his heart and soul, Love that slurred emotions of desires within, Love that came from what holds to a blue rose, Hi
Make your own custom glitter graphic! Come bid on me in this auction. If you can't do it for me do it for my boobs..lmao. You have 30 minutes to decide. Want to own me? Come to the Diamond Vault and bid at 8 pm central. Here's the link...
Faces Of The Fallen
Ramdom Thoughts
TO ALL MY SO CALLED FRIENDS BUT NEVER REALLY SAY ANYTHING TO ME I WILL DELETE U OUT OF MY LIST .... TO THOSE ONE WHO STILL WANT TO BE MY FRIEND SAY SOME IN HERE AND I WILL LET U STAY IF NOT OH WELL U WILL FIND OUT WHEN I DONT SEND A COMMENT OR SAY HELLO ANYMORE LOL a real friend is someone who helps each other no matter what but i see the most on here dont give a damn so i will be just like yall ..... my list will be very less after i am done deleting the most who cant help me to rate my pics and stashes cause i always return the favor or do it to help yall so if u wont see me on ur list anymore means ur ass is gone of my list :-) Buried at
For Some One Special
What I LOVE ABOUT YOU i love the way you look at me your eyes so bright and blue i love the way you kiss me your lips so soft and smooth i love the way you make me so happy and the way you show you care i love the way you say i love you and the way your always there i love that you are with me and glad that you are with me A geltle word like a spark of light illuminates my soul and as each sound goes deeper its you that make me whole there is no corner no dark place your love cannot fill and if the world starts causing waves its your devotion that makes them still and yes you always speak to me in sweet honesty and truth your caring keart keeps out the rain your love the ultimate roof so thank you my love for being there for supporting me my life ill do the same for you you know my beautiful darling baby and soo my darling wife I LOVE YOU since you came into my life ive looked forward to each sunrise the early moring wit
My Thoughts
Why do women complain there are not enough good men to go around, yet the bullshit the good ones? Bad men aren't made, no, bad women make them bad. Men who were once on top of the world were brought down by a bad woman. It's not to say all women are bad. There are some good ones still left, but where are they? They're rare. Posted new salute.Waiting to be verified. Salute Accepted. I'm offical.
Other Favorite Song Lyrics
"Tears" All of the seasons and all of the days All of the reasons why I've felt this way So long... So long Then lost in that feeling I looked in your eyes I noticed emotion and that you had cried For me I can see What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why? A lifetime of questions, tears on your cheek I tasted the answers and my body was weak For you The truth What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why? Before The Dawn Before the dawn, I hear you whisper In your sleep "Don't let the morning take him" Outside the birds begin to call As if to summon up my leaving It's been a lifetime since I found someone Since I found someone who would stay I've waited too long, and now you're leaving Oh please don't take it all away It's been a lifetime since I fo
My Reflections And Musings
Caged Reflection . . . Daddy's precious little Angel The apple of his eye She could do no wrong He was always on her side. . .   Mother's fragile porcelain doll Fashioned by her hand The docile and obedient daughter Always at her command . . .   The ever delicate sister To be shielded from the world She was never to speak her mind For she was merely a girl . . .   Taught to be demure and shy Always to be subservient and meek Never to have her own opinion Not raise her voice or even speak . . .   Her hand given in a loveless marriage To a stranger to her heart and mind She fulfills her duty obediently While happiness she never finds. . .   Her husband takes her body But he will never possess her heart She shields the sadness from her eyes But it is tearing her apart. . .   The finest silks adorn her body This palace is naught but her cage Put on display to be admired and honored The demure smile belies her rage . . .   Her reflection is n
My Online Radio Stns
godshandsampler - AMB
I sit on cherry tap all day, Wondering who im gonna rate, Is it a 5 or is it a ten, hit on rate then messeage send. Waiting for the dreaded score, i hope its 1 or more, Ohhh god, my stomach churns like hell, its a ten, whey hey i yell someone like me or is it them, just being nice, ill rate a ten, Ohh well so wat if its a 1 its only just a bit of fun so if u read this lil poem, then rate it 10 or ill b moaning, only joking, dont really care, although a 5 it just aint fair lollolololollol Goodbye Category: Writing and Poetry Ill never be empty without you, And ill never want anything more, Ill be with you till the end of time, It is you that ill always adore. The way that you kiss im in heaven, And the way that u touch im in love, But i never thoight that u would break my heart, And this pain is just way to much. I always thought that u loved me, And i always though tat u cared, I wish u had told me before you broke,
10 Days And Counting
Today is March 8th, I cant believe that in 10 days it will be a year since I lost my dad. There are times I know I would have never gotten through all this with out the help of my amazing friends on here. People outside the internet world can understand how I can call people I never met and may never meet my friends. I remember the day my dad died I texted on of my friends here to tell him and by the time I got home from my moms I had so many messages and comments I was overwhelmed. I found out how many friends I really did have on here. Around the holidays I started that support group and met so many of you who have also lost parents and many of you told me the 1st year is the hardest but it will get easier and I hope you are right because I am living with the same heartache now I had a year ago as I watched my father die. I do know that this all has made me a stronger person I never really knew how strong til I stood next to my dads casket reading the eulogy that I wrote
Tick Tock. Tick Tock. Its Saturday. All I hear is the random squeals of a 4 year old doing what she knows she shouldnt, the obnoxiously loud noises coming from Jason, and some Disney movie playing its "im so happy to be alive music'. I continue to just sit and stare at this screen. Trying to push out any thought I may have thought today, I stumble online, surfing my random accounts and half assin my way thru random messages and bull shittin my replies back. Of course things are fine. Just wonderful. In fact, at this moment I am not sure there is really anything that could be better for me. This ever tightenin knot curls around my insides and starts to literally squeeze the air out of me. My only reasoning thought of why it is what it is...The only real solid explanation... LOVE. Its stupidly annoying when all you can think of is that other person and there are days when you really wish you could be selfish. Yet, love pulls you into this ackward position. All you do is totally for that
A Dream Come True
Hi everyone, Just a quick note to let u know I will be leave very early Fri morning for Atlanta to see my brother. There will be a nice long layover in Dallas to see my friends shortly there =) After spending time with my brother & niece in Atlanta, I will be going up to TN for a week to spend with my gf. I will be back to spend Mothers Day in Las Vegas with my daughter. So if u are wondering why u dont see my anywhere on CT, this is why. I will see u all when I get back. To all the mom's reading this, happy Mother's Day! Hugs, Karen Today Feb 8th is Dodgers Birthday, his 1st! I dont know how we will be celebrating yet. I did have a chat with him tonight about girl dogs since he is getting older & may be taking an interest (hasnt been fixed yet) lol. I think it was one of those blah blah blah moments because he wagged his tail & kissed me ;) Dodger is in the cutest pet pic contest (if u hadnt heard already). If you would like to place a comment vote for him, the link is below.
About Someone...
Ok LOL below Is the lyrics to a song from the 80's... and it somewhat tells how I Feel About someone.. Sheriff When I'm with you I never needed love, like I need you and I never live for nobody, but I live for you oooh babe, lost in love is what I feel when I'm with you Maybe it's the way you touch me I feel warmth of the sun maybe it's the way you smile I come all undone oooh babe, lost in love is what I feel when I'm with you baby, I get chills when I'm with you oh baby, my world stands still when I'm with you when I'm with you... I never cared for nobody like I cared for you and I never wanted to share the things I wanna share with you oooh babe, lost in love is what I feel when I'm with you Baby, I get chills when I'm with you oh baby, my world stands still when I'm with you baby, I get chills when I'm with you baby, my world stands still when I'm with you when I'm with you when I'm with yooooooouuuu
Usa Today
B-52's 'Love Shack' re-opens It's been 15 years since the New Wave quintet has put out an album, but the wait is almost over. The B-52's, who've holed up in Athens, Ga., for two months to record the still-untitled album, have put together 11 new tracks. The band plans on an early 2008 release. "There's more electronica on it," singer Fred Schneider said in an interview from his Long Island home. "It's up-tempo and a bit sexed-up. It's sexier than ever." Will the B-52's revamped sound resurrect their careers? Will they revamp their look too, or will Cindy Wilson and Kate Pierson threaten Amy Winehouse's title as queen of the beehive? Afternoon news roundup Here are a few nuggets to shake you out of your midday slump: - It seems like Amy Winehouse is swimming in newlywed bliss. The singer, who married Blake Fielder-Civil in a small Miami wedding in May, says she'd happily hang up her career to be a mother. Have u ever stopped and actually thought about the way the wo
Understanding Chakra Meditation And Healing
another throat shakra video here is a video to help one meditate on the root chakra here is a video to help with the Third eye chakra meditation
Aim Stalker Torture
About The Teamsters
About the Teamsters The Teamsters Union is one of America’s largest and most diverse unions. Founded in 1903, the Teamsters Union represents 1.4 million members in virtually every occupation imaginable, both professional and non-professional, private sector and public sector, from airline pilots to zookeepers. Teamsters stand ready to organize workers who want to bargain collectively. We stand for strong contracts that guarantee decent wages, fair promotion, health insurance, job security, paid time-off and retirement income. Wages and benefits under Teamster contracts are markedly better than those of non-union employees in similar jobs. We stand together. In our communities and in the halls of government, Teamsters work tirelessly for social justice - from living wages and universal health care to fair trade agreements that protect American jobs and civil rights.
Insanity Of Man And Woman
Im sorry that I forget I am sorry that I cant read your mind I am sorry that I dont live up to your expectations I am sorry that I dont live up to your standards I am sorry that I cant seem to do things right Okay, admittedly I am not a morning person, hell there are days I am not a morning, afternoon or evening person... But, let me point out a few basic facts about mornings: Natural Disasters: The majority of natural disasters occur in the mornings, the tunguska blast at 7:40 AM on June 30, 1908, Krakatoa on August 27, the volcano entered the final cataclysmic stage of its eruption. Four enormous explosions took place at 5:30 a.m., 6:42 a.m., 8:20 a.m., and 10:02 a.m., the last of which was worst and loudest. Each was accompanied by very large tsunamis believed to have been over 30 meters (100 ft) high in places. The christmas tsunami of 2004, the San Francisco earthquake at 5:12 AM - April 18, 1906 The New Madrid earthquakes of 1811 and 1812.... Not to mention
Weekend Excitement...
This weekend started off a little rough I had a sinus cold with the body chills.. I was forced to cancel my plans to leave the city to go meet Jeff's newest niece and only nice.. that was Friday i laid in a hot tub 3 times and broke my fever... I went to sleep at 7:30 and woke up at 6 in the morning.... Its Saturday morning its 6 am nobody is up what to do... Oh i know take on organizing the Rubbermaid's that have been sitting in the shed and basement since i moved into this house 4 years ago... my theory why take crap to Jeff's house ive never used.. So im searching my Rubbermaid's and the first one i open is my wedding crap... lovely! This is a hard decision what i should do with it.. in the end i keep the picture albums and the rests gets tossed at the dump.. Next Rubbermaid I find my old CD holder for the car in which stalkers have made me cds... I find one that says Sappy songs. I remember this stalker, he handed me this cd and thought it was appropriate to draw sperms on it an
Smexy Land
I didn't know we could make blogs on here...AMAZING! Now y'alls can keep up with me whenever something comes up. Awesomeness!!! And please...go to my page and leave me a voice comment! :D You all ROCK! ♥ SMEXY I don't know what happened. First, I was sad, I thought I'd never be able to get over all the shit in my life. is so simple. Wake up, get ready, go to school, come back home, eat, do homework, sleep. I even have a job on campus. And I got my bank account. I finally feel independent, my own person. It's a damn good feeling. I love life now. I never realized how much I missed out. I have my amazing friends, my uber awesome family and my somewhat good health. What else could I ask for? A boyfriend maybe? Well, we won't go there. Anyway, if you got this far, thanks for reading. :] You are amazing, all of you. Free Online Games | Fly Girl
Whispers From My Soul
It’s a new day. Most people are up and getting ready for work, depending on your time zone. Me, I haven’t been to sleep yet. Not from lack of trying, I assure you.  I have so many thoughts running through my head.  I’m a firm believer in the power of 3.  Good and bad things seem to happen in 3’s.  June 29th I had my stroke, July 29th my Grandma had her stroke.  1 month to the day after mine.  Now I’m just waiting to see who the next person will be. I know a lot of you may be saying to yourselves, well if she’s set on it happening then it will.  Not so…..It’s from experience that I say this. All my life things good and bad have happened in 3’s. Even things that are not connected to me.  Case in point, Amy Winehouse is found dead,  I think it’s been about a month give or take and now the ex lead singer from Warrant Jani Lane was found dead in his motel room last night.  I know there will be a 3rd.  I’ve never seen it ha
Cherry Inferno Info
Lots of people struggling on lvl 50 trying to get the Cherry Inferno.  It can be done, but it is tough!!  Here is a blog that is supposed to be everything you need to know in order to get it - so check it out!! I have a few friends that have achieved it as well, so if you wanna talk to me or them about it after you read the blog, let me know!!  I'm always happy to help!!     To sum up the essentials! I rebooted my computer and cleared my cashe in my browser and only opened the browser with Fubar in it to make sure my computer didn't begin to drag Turn off your SB, Skins, HTML content - all of which can drag fu down or distract you! Bomb from the top members list, not friends friends and family!!  You want to make sure they have all been bombed in the past 24 hours!  You can do the lifetime on the left or the recent on the right but pick the right or the left so you don't end up with duplicates!! I
You Are 28% Pure You've either done it, thought about it, or at least heard about it. Luckily, there's a few things left for you to try! How Pure Are You? Your Boobies' Names Are... Wonder Woman and Batgirl Boobie Name Generator Your Eyes Should Be Brown Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart What Color Should Your Eyes Be?
About Me
I need a roommate NOW!! I have a M.A. in English Composition from UAkron ('95) and am an adjunct professor at a local community college. I began teaching undergrad writing (English 1301, 1302, sometimes 2311) in 1993 (ABD in Technical Communication & Rhetoric from Texas Tech), but since the taxpayers don't think the education of young adults is worth paying their adjunct professors a livable wage, it doesn't allow much free time or financial security. As a result of this and other recent upheavals in my life (yet another divorce), I am making some changes, including writing, modeling, acting (see, and network marketing (see Check me out at I am a fairly gentle soul with a black belt in Aikido. In no particular order, I've worked as a substance abuse counselor, restaurant manager, movie theater cleaner, grocery store bagger, landscaper (construction
The Menu
So I'm having some company over today and I'm preparing a small feast for all of us.. BBQ Ribs with a Apple Cider dipping sauce Salsa Burgers with a picante sauce, cheddar cheese, and fresh cilantro Hot dogs (no need to get fancy with em) Corn on the cob with herb butter Roasted Potatoes with peppers, onions, and fresh rosemary Beer, beer, whiskey, and more beer.   It's gonna be a good day So, I thought I'd start something new in my blog. Every night, I'm gonna post the dinner specials from work, ya know, just to make you guys hungry and whatnot. I'm open to suggestions too. If you have a favorite dish, let me know and I'll consider running it as a special one night :) Gnocchi Gorgonzola A generous portion of homemade potato dumplings stuffed with Gorgonzola cheese, and served in a creamy basil-pesto sauce. (Yes, I make these myself. Yes, they are a pain in the ass to prep. But we sell the shit out of em, so I'm stuck making them.) Chicken Francese Two egg-batter
Out Of Place
So here's a small list of them and what they do to me. Feel free to reply to add your own, it's always good to know what other people are into.   -Thongs. O M G I don't even know why, but thongs just drive me crazy. G strings not so much, but a black or red thong just gets my mind going, it makes me fantasize about ripping it off with my teeth, spanks, bites, rough sex, I just can't control myself when I lower a pair of pants and surprise surprise! A thong! Other colors do it of course, but red and black are my favorite ones so it's a dream come true.   -Glasses. I love the way women with glasses look. Sure, not 100% of them, but most of them. It gives them a sort of sweet and innocent look, so of course this only gets hotter when I know the girl is not sweet and innocent, the clash of image versus reality makes this quite hot. I love it when a woman wears glasses during sex as well, or when they bite their glasses in a cheeky innocent-ease manner.   -Tattoos. Nothing
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My darling Daughter, I am so very sorry that you have had to grow up so fast.  Its not fair and I wish mommy could take all the pain away.  I wish I had known sooner that something was so wrong.  I promise you that Mommy will never let anyone hurt you again. You are my first born and so much like me that it's uncanny sometimes.  If I could rewind time and make this have never happened, I wouldn't hesitate to give up anything to do that for you.  I hope you know how much mommy loves you and that I will do everything in my power to make sure they pay for what they have done. Things never work out the way you want them to.  Take recent events for example, I got a divorce from one psycho and found someone that I thought I could be with forever.  I agree to marry him and he goes psycho!  So its back to being a single mom again.  That shit is hard, especially on a Wal-Mart paycheck.  I don't regret my decision in the least, but I do wish that more people would be supportive of it.  It reall
Blogs are awesome even tho I don't ever really know what to put in them...LOL... Well, I was thinking the other day on my trip down I-20...And I was thinking about the time Lee Ann posted her "ER Rules." And I have been trying to think of something for me to post for a while. Then recently I was on the ambulance and we made a call, and I heard a lady tell the person she was on the phone with "OKAY I AM GOING NOW, THE AMBULANCE DRIVERS ARE HERE." STOP. For those of you who work in EMS or have anything to do with EMS, you are going to appreciate this. For those of you who call "EMT's and Paramedics" "AMBULANCE DRIVERS" please read this carefully and completely. Now I was hoping this was going to be short and sweet, then as I was driving, I kept thinking more and more what to put. So if you have to read this in parts, but I want you to, if you have made it this far, to completely read this post. Please do not notice my grammar erros, as I can assure you, there will be many. The whol
My Life
today was fuking awesome i got into a huge fight with this chick i wanted to fight for awhile now and i kicked her ass!!!! i might be a lil person but i sure can fight lol heres the deal life suck no matter what so just get on with the good stuff and forget the bad if this was true in real life there would be alot less drama and bull shit like that so just get on with your life and dont worry about any thing you only live once ~fallen angel~ on this day i found that my long time friend Mike (i use to live by him when i went up to canada) commited suicide i will miss him if you get the chance pray for him and his family ~fallen angel~
More Poetry
The Vet Vietnam Veteran stands on the corner, a sign in his hand, "will work for food." Empty bottles litter the ground around him, holding him down while he broods. His chest is adorned with medals of valor, he wears battle scarred jacket with pride. Yet there he stands lost in the squalor, amongst the filth and garbage he hides. He feeds at the soup kitchens on the street, moving from one shelter to another. Salvation of soul the price he must meet, to share this repast with miseries brother. What happened that brought him to this state, just a shadow of the man he used to be. Was it "the war" or was it a matter of fate, please tell me, it could have been me. Kevin F. Dustin Too Late She walks alone amongst the crowds, afraid she might be seen. Dodging conversation made, while walking in her dream. * * * * * But someday soon she might awaken, to be taken by a stranger. She'll fall in love, sure to be stricken, for she hasn't learne
Never Say Never
A stoner finds a poor person on the street and helps him up. The poor person says, "Son, I'm a genie. And since you helped me I'll give you three wishes."  The stoner says, "I want a six inch joint!" The genie says, "Okay!" POOF! They stuff a six inch joint and smoke it between the two of them. "What's the second wish?" asks the genie. "I want a twelve inch joint," says the stoner. "Okay," says the genie. POOOF! And they stuff it and smoke it between the two of them. "And the third wish?" "I want a twenty inch joint!!" POOOOF!! So, they stuff it and smoke it between the two of them. Finally, the genie gets up and says, "Okay, it's time for me to go." The genie takes a couple steps, pauses, turns around and says, "Okay, just one more wish." Alone in her Birmingham, England home, a woman stirs a half teaspoon of cannabis into her hot tea. By seeking relief from pain and spasms caused by multiple sclerosis in this way she is, in the eyes of the law, a criminal.She doesn’t take this
A Little About Me...
Inspired by a true story... To be or not makes no matter In this life of smear and spatter a name by any other would sound the same To some it's serious to others a game No one knows the truth you see except for the liar and of course for me Should they win My name shall die and my family will be left asking the why They'll not win to this I vow My name I shall keep I don't care how It was good till now and will continue so The liar will fall this much I know So in this world of love and hate I the give and He the take Will champion my cause and win this war and clear my name as it was before To those who have lost their dream, Ice blue skies with cold falling rain or white meadows where once grew grain A frozen pond where kids go to skate the clear crisp air on a night dark and late The hearth aglow with warmth from the fire and you drift of to sounds of an angelic choir Morning dawns and the sun is bright removing the last of a cold winters
Good Stuff
Ok I know I haven't been on here hardly at all lately. And finally it's for a good reason. My wife and I have been back together for a month now and I've been busy with my family. I want to thank all of you that were there for me during my rough stretch. I truly do appreciate everything my friends have done for me over the last few months. I haven't forgotten any of you but I had to make my marriage my top priority. Let me specify my last blog. I will design the tattoos. I am not able to actually tattoo people. lol I don't know how many of my "friends" will read this. I am in serious need of extra money and am offering to do custom tattoo designs. If anybody is interested please let me know.
Sicilian Barbie
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Your subconscious mind is driven most by sexuality. What this means is that when your unconscious mind sees an opportunity to remind you of your sexual desires, it takes full advantage of it. Because of this, things that have very little sexual content or that seem neutral to others, may register as sexually charged to you, at least on an unconscious level. Your unconscious mind recognizes the value of sexuality. The reason it may do so, is because of a deep-rooted fear of the opposite living a life that is numb to sexual desire or is turned cold by it. You unconscious mind may be trying to avoid this sexual dullness, and so it reacts by swinging to the opposite extreme, strong sexual desire. By sending you these sexual messages on a regular basis, your unconscious makes sure you don't forget about sex. Demure who can resist your seductive charm? You have mastered the art of flirting so well that all you have to do is sit there and look pretty and they come to you. See Mor
Another Thing I Wrote.
Just for one moment I want to breath you in to feel you to hold you.  To question nothing to know nothing besides that you are mine.  That you want me to be yours. So soft so my everything.  I want to get lost with you feel your being. feeling each others thoughts in this time. One min to know im your dream come true. One hour to let go of all the fears I ever had. Take me with you to the place no one goes. I want to be fine so hold me embrace me without holding back. A day  A week  A month  A year A life time  Doesnt matter to me.  As long as I feel your complete in making me feel the ways I have only dreamed . My pain brings you joy so I hand you the tools to do so. My body is my own  you desire it so I give it to you so you can  be pleased. My heart can break so I give you the pieces so you can put it back together and make it yours. My mind can wonder so I give you my focus and my thoughts so I never stray from you. My essence is free flowing so I give you the
How come it always happens to me how come I always get screwed over how come I can't seem to find someone. Whenever I think I found someone who says that they love me they tell me that they had sex just after they loved me.  I've been single for about a year and a month and I think I found this amazing woman and then tonight she tells me that she had sex.  What the hell I mean I have feelings but they always seem to get stomped on .  I mean I am still greving about my mom and my grandma both died in december both died a day apart.  I don't need these friggen games played right now.  I'm at my most vulnerable right now and it sucks My ex wife fucking let some strange guy that she has been dating for not very long watch my son. and she has only known him for a few days and I call on christmas day to see if my son had a good christmas left a message on her answering machine and this guy calls me back a few seconds later and fucking tells me my son had a great christmas and then has the n
Here is a Recap of the Top Ten Request of 3-06-08 From Dirty Deeds Radio. 1. Seether- Fake It 2. Killswitch Engage - Holy Diver 3. Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff 4. Rehab - Sittin at the Bar 5. Nine Inch Nails - The Perfect Drug 6. Metallica - Whiskey in the Jar 7. Buckcherry - Crazy Bitch 8. Shinedown - 45 9. Alice Cooper - Poison 10. Def Lepard - Poor Some Sugar on Me Remember this is Your Top Ten. If you Disagree then i Suggest you get your asses in Dirty Deeds and Request what you want to hear!! Dirty Deeds Radio is hiring!! Are you looking for a fun place to hang out, meet great people, earn fubucks?? Then look no further! We are looking for ppl for the following positions: Not only would you be working for the best lounge on Fubar, but you get rewarded for doing your job too!! You could earn fubucks, fu-gifts, even cash gifts! So come on over and check us out at Dirty Deeds Radio! If interested contact our General Manager: ~&#
♥kitchen Witchery♥
To bless a new pot and promote a healthy growth of plants therein, light your favorite incense. Draw a pentagram on the inside and outside bottom of the pot with a wooden spoon, saying: Blessings of earth for abundance. Pass the pot through the incense, saying: Blessings of air for fragrance. Turn on the burner of your stove and place the pot on the flame carefully, saying: Blessings of fire for purity in preparation. Stir in a little water, saying: Blessings of water for love. Prepare a favorite food and share it. A bowl of thistles placed in a room brings strength. Keep a frog in or around your home to attract new friends. String whole nutmegs alternating with star anises. Wear as a necklace for clairvoyance. Carry a buckeye (horse chestnut) for VERY good luck. A lucky hand root is said to protect you against all harm that a hand can do. Burn garlic skins for money. (purple skins are best) Hang bittersweet over your doors for
Look Alikes
comon...stunt double, body double,, this is a match!! maybe the closest one yet... Kit's cute!!
Colonoscopy ABOUT THE WRITER Dave Barry is a Pulitzer Prize-winning humor columnist for the Miami Herald. This is from newshound Dave Barry's colonoscopy journal: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I called my friend Andy Sable, a gastroenterologist, to make an appointment for a colonoscopy. A few days later, in his office, Andy showed me a color diagram of the colon, a lengthy organ that appears to go all over the place, at one point passing briefly through Minneapolis . Then Andy explained the colonoscopy procedure to me in a thorough, reassuring and patient manner. I nodded thoughtfully, but I didn't really hear anything he said, because my brain was shrieking, quote, 'HE'S GOING TO STICK A TUBE 17,000 FEET UP YOUR BEHIND!' I left Andy's office with some written instructions, and a prescription for a product called 'MoviPrep,' which comes in a box large enough to hold a microwave oven. I will discuss MoviPrep in
So....this is the deal.... I am about to give u links to 3 programs....They are FREE...and i know that sounds stupid, but i absolutely swear by these programs for keeping my computers safe..Seriously......By 'safe' I mean....all of ur pics, ur music, ur files, important papers, creations of any type, anything u can think of that is on ur PC....ALL of that will b protected by u downloading these 3 programs.... Like I said they r FREE (they do accept donations)...and u r my friends so I feel compelled to tell u this bcuz it will help us all in the long run... .... U can only use the home versions (the FREE ones) for personal usage laptops/desktops, but any business or company would certainly benefit from purchasing the business versions of these 3 programs, as well....They r user friendly and they kick some serious ass.... and I don't say that about just This Is important and I hope all of u really are reading this...and u take my advice...It will take very little t
I'm tired of finding a woman and thinking they like me for me and only to find out they just want me to take care of them. I'm looking for a woman that wants m for me. A woman that is kind, honest, loving, considerate, and faithful. A woman that wont get jealous if i say hi to a friend. I'm a easy going honest loving caring guy who doesn't see women as a sex object but as a woman. I don't base a relationship off of making love. I do base it off of love and understanding. I believe in cuddling and hanging out. I'm not a jealous man by any means i trust who i am with until they give me a reason not to trust them. I'm just wondering if there is a woman out there that's like that and wants to be treated great and not treated like crap or used or abused. I know I'm tired of being used and abused. I just wonder if there is a woman out there for me Have we as human beings become so shallow that  we have lost respect for others? I meen how hard is it to say thank you when we recieve something?
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A True Friend
For those's who have been keeping up with my Status the last few months or on Facebookk or talking to me.. I went back to the Dr. today. I like the news he had given me today. My right shoulder is doing alot better now. He says it will be at least 2 months before i can do some things with that shoulder. I can live that. The other thing is I am done with PT for good. They just need to give me a excrise program to do at home. I know my daughter Terri will be cheering me on and helping me with the excireses that I need to do. Terri is 14 years old and has been my greastest support of getting through all of this and besides from friends who has been there too. I still have some pain here and there I can live with that, I like this pain compare to the pain i had before the surgery. I will be watching what i do with that shoulder as long as I dont hurt it again. I dont want to go through that again. Thanks to the great friends who have been there for me. I couldnt had done this with out you.
Can You Handle My Truth
I will be using this blog for the purpose of self other words...writing my opinion about whatever comes to mind. It can be about things at Lost Cherry, politics, religion, issues around the world, or even something that I feel I have something to say about. I DO NOT expect anyone to agree with is just all MY OPINION. Blogs were meant to be used as outlets to let people express themselves and share what they matter what...the only limit one has is their own imagination. I enjoy the freedom of self expression and creativity...writing is a GREAT way of venting, sharing, and putting out there another opinion for others to read, think about, agree with or not... I hope you will read when I post...NO MATTER WHAT--I will post for myself...not for the pleasing of others..or to play it safe. MAY YOUR SELF EXPRESSION UNLEASH YOUR CREATIVE MIND!!! PEACE
Urban Legends & Ghost Stories
A girl went back to her dorm room late one night to retrieve her books before heading over to her boyfriend's dorm to spend the night. She entered the room but knowing her roommate would be sleeping, she didn't turn on the light. She stumbled around the room in the dark for several minutes gathering what she would need before finally leaving. The next afternoon, she came back to her room to find it surrounded by police. When asked if she lived there, she replied that she did. The police took her into the room where she discovered the mutilated body of her roommate and, written on the wall in blood, the words "Aren't you glad you didn't turn on the light?" Berlin, 1945. The destruction from WWII has been terrible and famine is rampant in the city. A pretty, young female is approached by a blind man holding a cane, whoasks if she would mind delivering a letter for him. Happy to do the poor fellow a good turn, she takes the letter and starts off but happens to turn around, only to see th
You are moving much more quickly than you had thought you would be at this point, but that just means that things are working out a little better than you had anticipated. Life keeps getting better! ~awww this makes me feel much better...yeah i am moving a lil quickly on something, but when you love something you go for it. things are working out alot better than i anticipated and i can see life getting a whole lot better thanks to my new love kyle...i love you baby, thanks for making me so happy, more than i have been in a very very long time... todays horscope Someone is trying to overload you -- or themselves -- with more work or stress than is realistic. Today is perfect for identifying deadwood and clearing it out of your life, so be ruthless about it! ~~~~~I can name a few deadwood things in my life that need clearing out, but it takes strength and will and i have neither~~~~*sad face* here is my horescope for today on fubar...fits just perfect and it t
Watch Out
what your favourite love song please tell me please Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics
to all my fu sistas, this asswipe is very innappropriate. i think he may be a woman hater, you know not breast fed.please if you have any love for yourself do not reply to him. he is very demeaning to women. his poor mother!!!!!
My Mom.
OK So everyone who cares about me or is really a friend knows about my mom and knows that I was getting tested to donate a kidney. Well for reasons I would rather not discuss cause I dont want to get upset I was not able to donate my kidney. Well fortunately for us my mom has some very awesome friends. And the day before her 50th birthday mom was informed that her friend was a match so we now have a kidney. Please keep praying for us.. There is still so much that can go wrong. For example her body could reject the transplant. So dont let that happen. Keep up the prayers and hope that it is a total success I have posted the news article about it in my stash so go read it.. Its pretty cool that my mom is in the news.. And that its a good story about a great miracle of sorts. Wow I sound super religious today but whatever.. Check my stash for the article damn it.. OK so a little backround as to why I am making a blog about my mom.. She is a wonderful woman and has been there through a who
For The Doms
Dominant's Creed Author Unknown Above all else a Dom/me cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all.A Dom/me is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift.A Dom/me is in control of Themselves first and foremost, so that They may control others.As a stern and demanding Dom/me, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears.As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dom/me will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals.A Dom/me is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. A Dom/me would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or family, just to satisfy Their own pleasure.To win a submissive's mind, body
to all my friends/non-friends/friends of friends/ hell thanks to all of you that rated me during my Auto's!!! I will surely return the love & rates! My bartab was whizzing by so... If I miss you please be sure to send me a PM saying so. Thanks again You Guys Rock!!!! I just wanted to say thanks!  Mah friends rock!  & make mah heart swell!!!!!!!  PoStaL...Bunnz...William...JoJo (blue)....MB...and any one else that contributed fu-bux  to help lead me down the point whoring path of the Fu!   LOL PS:   thanks Bunnz & PoStaL for learning me well!   and thanks to Not that Girl for the tip!   ♥    peace baby    & PEACE BLING!!! yah!!!!!!!
Hosting A Auction!
    Dee75Auction!!   The Rules 1. All entries must pay a 100k fee to join payable to me min bid will be 100k 2. you must send me a link to the photo you would like to be used in the auction along with a list of things you would like to offer. 3. I will post all pictures with the list of offering on Monday March 1st and the auction will end 2 weeks later on March 15. 4. All bids must be paid to each member by that day all offerings are good to the high bidder for 30 days. 5. Auctionees have the options to close the auction at anytime if they wish to accept that bid. 6. you are responsible for promoting your auction picture althought I will promote the auctions Please contact me if you have any questions or are interested in joining this auction. I am NOT responsible if the bidder wont pay up!   Brought to you by: Dee75@ fubar >   > > >   Do you guys know Mendi If not then you are missing out on a good person.
Seriously..I have had as much as I can take of it all.  Woke up to a friend deleting me. One i am close to.  Guess someones been sending them little msgs saying that they are nothing to me.  Not sure who it is..but obviously they must know I care about this person.. or why else would they try to get under there skin?  Either way..I am tired of it. Also.. let my dogs out this morning.. to watch them take off after the neighbor lady.  I seen them circle her..and little one jumped on her..but she said that he bit her. When seen the would it looked more like a scrape..from his toe nails. There was no puncture wounds..but she called the dog warden on us.  Then she called zoning people..bitching about the wood shed we put up 3 yrs ago. Its not 8 feet from property line.  So they showed up.  The prblem is.. her mom was our neighbor. she died last tuesday.  We knew once she died that we would have problems with her daughter.  Well she hasnt even waited a whole week without starting s
Der Blood Knopts
in the air in which i breath so much the love in which i need. the love i give is the love i fill a rose a daisey or the lil daffer dill the sun rest above youre brow that your love is eternal and that is how. the waters stir far and slow though it is still your star they only show. i'm trying to realize what thry seem to already know, i guess thats why the journey home has been so long and the tides of posidian has flowwed so strong.but like a mail man nothing can haste my arrival and even though i'm hurting cause its been such a surrival i take care in the thought baby you be there after its halt ready to unleash all passion i have brought me setfan the grand father one day in his wonderings came upon lucious lane the king did not want his reign to end so he feared having kids but he found luscious lane so appealing so his passion over came him. he took her into him and layed with the child though she was still a woman he new she held the knowledge of time the clock work pyramids eev
The Day Before!!!!!!!! Omg!
yes, it's near to end sunday it's already 5pm and yes, i'm still reading again and again my notes for tomorrow... ahh ya, i'm nervous, aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! grrrrr well.... i hope everyone is having a nice weekend :) i'm trying to remember everything before my exam and if all goes well, tomorrow afternoon i'll be an Engineer. many hugs and kisses Maria
Thoughts And Poems...
Hurt no words to heal my pain. If I could I would just go insane. The one I love has been stolen by a dame. Tears of blood flowing from my eyes. You'll never see my true feelings for you 'cause I'm ripping them up and burning them deep inside. Your a hater, love is just bullshit to you. You may talk to me, but I'll never talk to you! Leave me alone my heart needs to heal. You've hurt me real bad this time. Just save your words 'cause your walking a thin line. Copyright ©2007 Nicole Marie Cordick Wacky Rhymes #2 Gasoline prices are soaring and our country is in debt. Paris Hilton is getting richer, on what little bit of money our country has left. Nicole Marie Cordick Copyright ©2006 Nicole Marie Cordick Wacky Rhymes #4 Cheech and Chong went to Hong Kong to smoke on a bong - bong, while they skake their badonkadonks. Nicole Marie Cordick Copyright ©2006 Nicole Marie Cordick
Okay this is the letter I sent to the local walmart manager after yesterdays stressful events!  They are the low price leader as they claim but I find I am spending more for their screw ups than I am saving shopping at their stores, and also the stress is very taxing on my conditions from my accidents... Yesterday I was in so much pain from it i could not leave my bed for three hours.  So here is part of my store have fun reading and its now official I am not shopping ever again at walmart. 4/28/09 Dear Walmart Manager: I am writing you in regards to my last few visits to your store and to inform you of the extremely unsatisfactory customer service I have received at your location that has cause you a customer. First visit I want to inform you of is a two days after the new year, I went to the electronic department inquiring about the Singstar games for the play station 2 game console.  I asked if you carried a certain list of games and all I received from you representative was a
Promise's Made In The Dark
Black Tears A tear fell from my face Making myself a disgrace Not wanting for it to be seen, My weakness from within My eyes are covered with black Hiding the gloom at the back Blurring my visions, Only seeing illusions Nothing in this world is real, As well as what I feel So tired of shedding these tears Along with my heartaches & fears All the pain & sorrow From yesterday ‘till tomorrow Hoping it would all be over Even though it seems forever My hands shake in anticipation. My mind is thousands of miles away at your side. Dark thoughts do i see satanic scenes teasing me. your wicked way has captured me. I feel your gentle hand touch upon my cheek I relax into you. I feel your heart beat next to my bosoms. Your soul cries out to me in the night. You have captured me. My heart sees only you, but the distance that lies between us. My blood flows through your veins and your blood threw mine. The link that has us bound.
Everybody get Dangerous - Weezer When I was younger I used to go and tip cows for fun, yeah Actually I didn't do that 'Cos I didn't want the cow to be sad But some of my friends did They were all just a little bit wicked They'd blow up mail boxes With a baseball bat Go for direct hits I know how to win you can forget it They throw rotten eggs into traffic Toilet paper the fences Throw the tables, chairs, and the benches After practice Sometimes we would break into mad fits Causin' damage (Burnin' amplifiers and mic stands) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous (Boo yah!) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous (Boo yah!) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous (Boo yah!) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous I've got a confession That I will make if you will listen Late in the nighttimes We'd drive around with hairspray and sharp knives Lookin' for road kills Lightin' things on fire for cheap thrills Stab the corpses And lick the knives like we'r
My Life
Growing up...... your best friend becomes your worst enemy.... lollipops turn into cigarettes...the innocent ones turn into sluts... homework goes in the trash... Detention becomes suspension. soda becomes vodka... undies turn into g-strings... kisses turn into sex...remember when gettin high ment swinging on the playground? when protection ment wearin a helment?  when the worst things u could get from boys was cooties?  your worst enemies were ur siblings. race issues were about who ran faster... war was only a card game. the only drug u knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make u a slut..the only things that hurt were skinned knees. and good byes only ment til tomm> and to think we all couldnt wait to grow up.... When Passionate takes in sweet surrenders which hold tightly she embrac him closeKiss him goodnight Embrace soul of lover’s touches tenders surrenders Deceiving soul of lovers reunited once so tenderly embrace last foreverOne faithful love to h
My Life
well my day has went ok i guess past 2 days have been killer busy yesterday i hadda go inta work an help unload a truck for a good few hours then when i came home i hadda help my g-parents with loadin their stuff for MI they r leaving tamorrow morning they was posta leave taday after my g-pa got off work but things didnt go as plained soo yuh hah anyhow taday my mom drug me over hell an half of georgia we went ta i dunno how many dollar trees plus tha one i work at then hadda go ta tha collage then tha bank an then ta go get her hair done she considers us goin an runnin for her new lil family our "spending time tageather" psh she knows im still pissed at her thats why shes tryin ta act all nice an sweet ::mumbles "dang bxtch":: ::coughs:: ANYWAYS while she was gettin her hair done i desided ta get mine done well.. cut really its up ta my shoulders now an i put blonde strikes back it tha front so it looks better thats pretty much all i got done i'll prob take a pic later an put it on he
The Pain..
When you've had so many rough, hard times You've written it all down with songs and rhymes You get tired of being a companion with pen and paper You feel like you're nothing, clear, like water vapor. Wishing someone was there to hold you tight Someone to help you through times, tell you everthing will be alright. You feel like you are a nobody and no one looks your way Someone walks by, you think that maybe today will be the day But that someone walks on to meet up with their girl Oh my gosh, not again, I wish that was me, it makes me wanna hurl Sigh once but it goes back to the way it was Wow Emily, you look like an idiot again, sarcastically everyone applaused This is really how it is, a small town girl, figuring who she wants to be When you see people, it's easy for them, like one,two,and three Why is it so hard for me? I am smart, I should be a catch to someone My problem is I haven't started, not yet begun So I'm going to end this rhyme, leave my pen and paper
Happy Things!
yeah, so....i'm doing karaoke with my roommate. so far i sang: 3 kelly clarkson songs 6 avril lavigne songs 5 songs from chicago the musical 1 madonna song 5 disney songs now thor, my roommate is singing 80's songs. fun stuff! but i basically put on a concert. and i plan on singing more! i think next i will sing great balls of fire. it's pretty much one of the best songs ever. hey i think that song "i ran...i ran so far awaaaay" is about me. auburn hair...and eyes that hypnotize. without sounding stuck up, that is. people just always seem to comment on my yeah... my cat scratched my thigh. i was picking him up to cuddle...and his claw dug into my thigh then pulled across...leaving a track mark. no good. it hurt. it still hurts. and it was bleeding. feel sorry for know you want to :P now the cat is sitting on the coffee table rubbing on thor while he sings. yay! the next song is "don't you forget about me" i love it...
Thank You For Breaking Me And My Heart Into A Million Peices! All Have Been Written For David! ( Comment All You Like But Do Not Copy Without Permissi
The lonely girl…. Standing all alone watching the clouds go rolling by I watch as they unfold to pictures in the sky Sadly every one seems to turn to the same thing A picture of a lonely girl without a song to sing. They almost look familiar - is she someone that I know? What ever happened to this girl That makes her sorrow so? What ever happened to her smile I know she used to wear it every day Cause I saw her walk among the clouds And she didn't seem this way. Maybe she was foolish Got caught up in a dream Only to discover Love isn't what it seems. Maybe she was hopeful And held on a bit too long Still never understanding That sometimes love goes wrong. Maybe she was faithful thought she had something to believe then had her heart broken when she had to watch him leave. Maybe now she's lost Because she knows he's not around Is that a raindrop on my face Or her tears pouring down? How come n
Sexual Iq
IF U KNOW A BIKER" PLEASE" REPOST!!I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hair.But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that ha
Wanna Win Me... Come Place A Bid
woohoo i went from 260k to 300k and now im up to a 30 day blast... yay i feel so loved now! hurry up and get ur bids in darlins, it ends sometime tomorrow! RATTO with the bid of a 30 day blast. poor fubarians gotta see me randomly pop up in that lil box for a month hahaha yes. thank u ratto u rock hun, i couldnt have been won by a better friend! go check him out now and rate if u fulove me ratto@ fubar u know u love me and wanna fu-own me. so why not take a chance and place a bid on me in this new auction being held by DJ FIRE. just click the pic and go place a bid on me, i'll love ya forever. starts march 8th
What My Head Thinks yum lick lick OK so i am moving to Chicago in like a week and a half and i think it is a very right choice but the ppl I'm living with don't want me to leave there are like you cant stay there we want to keep you but the thing is i hate living where I'm living and i want to have the freedom to have my own life without having to worry about who needs what which kid needs to be changed and so on. cant a girl just go out with drinks without having to worry about working in the morning with the kids jeez. living where I'm living now they expect me to be on call 24/7 which a person can not and will not do I'm not to stop my young life to help someone that ain't doing anything for themselves I'm not going to raise your kids I'm sorry you don't want to I'm only here to watch them while you get a job and not when you want to play vid games and sleep off you drunkenness so i am leaving with no remorse and glad to have the chance to be myself with ppl i li
This And That About Me
“sure thing baby ;)” i say to you. you think i have just used “baby” as a term of endearment, but in reality babies are dumb and loud and obnoxious. i have insulted you and you dont even realize it. take that Society my hobbies include having coffee and mental breakdowns i get so confused with sub genres of music there’s like metal, death metal, progressive death metal, polka finnish melodic black metal with fries and a diet coke i give up
Dodging Bullets
Last Wednsday,8 November, I experienced a 3rd episode of my heart racing. This time it wouldn't stop, so I drove myself to the ER around midnight. Oconee couldn't do anything for me, meds weren't working,which they said was unusual, but, they could tell me what it was. Ventricular Tachycardia. What is ventricular tachycardia? Ventricular tachycardia is a fast heart rhythm that starts in the lower part of the heart (ventricles). If left untreated, some forms of ventricular tachycardia may worsen and lead to ventricular fibrillation, which can be life-threatening. Oconee Regional put me in an ambulance and took me to the Macon Medical Center. My days are kind of whacky, so I'll just tell you what happened as I remember. They put a stint in my leg, clearing an artery. After 4 hours of having to keep my leg still, they finally let me move around. About 30 minutes after that, I suddenly coded. I could not breathe and I couldn't get the nurses to understand that. I only have one
Feelings I Hide
These feeling inside I try to hide, but with you it's to no avail. My mind often drifts back to one special night, and childhood fairytales. You saved me with one touch of your hand, and in that moment I began to understand, the nature of the burning that ran so deep inside. The pleasure of the moment, when you first kissed me. Your aftershave still lingers, on my pillow at night. Memories keeping me warm, of when you held me tight. I have never known such passion, never known such bliss. I never knew I could feel the way I felt, with one perfect kiss. My heart beats for you, my mind dreams of you. The woman in me craves your touch, I was born for you as you were born for me. In the space of a heartbeat, I felt you in the deepest part of me. My heart beats faster,pulses leap with excitement, palms get sweaty,butterflys take flight. Your voice moves me in a way nothing ever has, Your touch is like fire on my skin branding me for all time. When you are ne
More 11s For You!
im sick and tired but i wanna rid 83 11s...please respond if you want or need em, im going to be in just a very few....its 12 05 here in indy so leme 11 you up so i dont waste em,...speak up please i thought id give it a shot...a contest that starts @7 fubar time(25 minutes from now)the link is on my page in comments i cant Stephanie Lynns Page so... Here She is... If ya can come help for any length of time...its 2 contests in one...most rates or most comments.... so if ya only have time for a rate will be truely appreciated...Ill be going to bed very shortly after this 2 hour bomb fest but anyone who votes for me will recieve a party time gift from me tomorrow.....Thank you for your help
It's All About Me!!!!
Well I think that it's been a interesting ride here on Fubar, but I think that the ride has come to a stop!  During my time here on Fubar I have dj'd for others and owned my own lounge and I loved it all.  But there comes a time when the fun turns into a "job."  When it does that, it's time to cut the ties and move on.  There are so many people on this site that are two-faced, liars, cheaters, heartbreakers, assholes, bitches but there are those people that have touched me in a way that I can never forget and for that I Thank You.  You know who you all are.  I have been on this site for almost 2 years and I feel that it's just time.  Some of these lounges claim to know their music!  They don't know SHIT.  Like Godsforsaken, omg they claim to be a metal lounge...would you expect to hear Nickelback and boy bands in a metal lounge?  FUCK NO!  People on this site feel that it has to be a popularity contest.  If that is what you feel then YOU AIN'T SHIT!  There is life outside this fuckin b
My Fu-owners
> > > Hey Guys Do you know A guy name Gary he is in the best leveling group called Shadow levelers and He is boo boo's hottie :). I entered a Auction and I was shocked that Gary bidded on me and someone went higher and he higher and he won and Im happy about that. I enjoy rating his pictures it shows in pictures how much he loves his girl boo boo. Gary helps ALOT of people to level up he helped me I rate his pictures because I made that promise and he comes to my profile and rates my pictures. He don't have to do that I didn't win him in a auction.. When he is in auctions I can't afford him everyone luvs him :). If you are NOT one of his friends I suggest you click on his photo and add him to be one of your friends you wont regret it at all . He is a sweetheart ! Gary Thank you for bidding on me and I will do everything I promised :) ~GARY~SHADOWLEVELER~SPANKERS~OWNED BY BOOBOO & SCARLETT~BOOBOO'S FOREVER~@ fubar This bulleton/blog is brought to you by : Dee7
Curiously... Wary.
Hi, this is the wierdest thing that's happened to me. I realize that I have conflicting thoughts about THIS whole thing, and the fact that Oracle invited me, just makes me all the more wierded out. but times have changed, and I should give him at least a chance to prove me wrong before automatically assuming this is just one big set up. But... that's the thing, right? forgiveness. It's way too fucking easy to get riled up about the past, but way too hard to just let it all go justl ike a snap of thefingers. Why this sudden invite? why should I let myself see this as a sign that things are a changin for the better? for those that are lsot, I won't bore you with the details, because there aren't very many. Oracle, for the most part, is a friggin genius. Crazy as hell at times, AT TIMES, but a genius.  now... I'm not sure where to go from here. I've got a troll problem on another site I'm dealing with, dudes got a ten year troll on for AMD and MD, essentially just the same sites with sl
My Thoughts
Thecloudwalker's Thoughts
Holy jumpin’ jelly beans! Here it is, Thursday August twoth, 2007, (yes, I am saying August Tooth. What’s the big deal, we say 4th, 6th, 7th, 8th and 9th don’t we?); geeze, it’s hard to believe that it’s been 214 days since I yelled, “Whoopie”, in celebration of the new year. My how time can go into warp speed when you’re not looking. But on the other hand, on this day in: 1990 Iraq brazenly charged across the Kuwaiti border and started something that we are still in the middle of. In 1923 in a hotel in San Francisco, President Warren G. Harding dies of a stroke at the age of 58. In 1934 with the death of German President Paul von Hindenburg, Chancellor Adolf Hitler becomes absolute dictator of Germany under the title of Fuhrer, or "Leader." In 1776, members of Congress affix their signatures to an enlarged copy of the Declaration of Independence. This fateful day in 1987 witnessed the fastest race in Indy car history to that date, when Michael Andretti won t
As I Lie Here
COME ROCK DJ BOO BOO WITH RATES AND COMMENTS YEP SHE JOINED ANOTHER CONTEST AND NEEDS EVERYBODYS HELP TO MAKE THIS WIN HAPPEN EVEN IF YOU JUST LEAVE A RATE IT HELPS ITS A 7 DAY CONTEST ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE ARE THE RULES TO THE CONTEST ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ -Contest started today MARCH 22 at 7 pm PST and will end MARCH 28TH at 7pm PST. -Contest is open daily from 7am to 7pm PST...or 10am to 10pm EST. If you wanna rate/bomb other than times specified then u must add the host. -Rates count for 10 points and comments 1 point. -In order to vote and participate in the contest, you have to add/fan/rate the host as all folders will be set to friends only. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERES HIS LINK TO ADD HIM. HES AN AMAZING AND AWESOME PERSON. GOOD FRIEND TO HAVE!!! Capt America @ fubar SO COME HELP BOMB AND HAVE SOME FUN KEEP IT DRAMA FREE The lies, The deciet, The false lo
Surpise A
Am I Him
It's the thoughts of us that keep me awake at night. The fear that my thoughts will never be a reality, and the closest we will get are the visions in my head. I try to clear my mind and place my soul at ease to rest my body, but an inadvertent placement of my hand or adjustment of my waist and thoughts are once again of you and I. How perfectly we would fit embraced as the night progressed and morning brought us yet another day together. It is these thoughts that keep me awake and yet, encourage me to fall asleep. For I know that the promise of tomorrow is that it may not end like today, and my thoughts will be a reality. I would hate to be him…… I would hate to be him; the one who had your heart and held it so frivolously. I would hate to be him: he who has held your hand and body, not realizing it was a gift and a privilege. I would hate to be him; to have something as precarious as your love and time, only to take it for granted. I would hate to be him; who has looked i
My Personal Letter To You...
JDRF WALK  February 27, 2011 Mall of America     Dear Family & Friends,   On February 27, 2011, I’m going on a 1-mile walk at Mall of America. I’m sure most people don’t write you to announce their walking schedule. However, this is an important event for me, for the hundreds of thousands of young people, like my daughter Triniti, who suffer from diabetes. On February 27th the walk to benefit the Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation will take place. I will be there because I want to find a cure for my daughter's disease.   Triniti was diagnosed with Type I diabetes when he was two years old. For the past six years living with diabetes has been a daily struggle. Each day, we test his blood sugar four to four-six times a day. She also receives bolus' through her insulin pump throughout the day. Often times, she doesn't want to check her blood sugar and get bolus' but she understands that she must take the insulin to survive. But insulin is not a “cure&rdqu
The Futard Chronicles
Yet another idiot on FuOwned.  Who among you fails to realize that this site is a social networking GAME and one sub GAME on this site is FuOwned?   It seems as though some people feel they have a real world  claim on other players~ as if you can ever own another human being! Get real...  I don't give a squirrel's furry nut sac if you have get bent because I buy someone from you in FuOwned. I don't do it to be a psycho, I don't do it because I feel I have some claim on any other person, I don't do it to be territorial~ or ay other lame`arsed reason you true nut cases come up with. The ONLY reason I buy people is because it's one of the sub GAMES I like to play. It's part of the GAME. If you can't afford it, find something else or play the game of Fubar more and make more FuBucks. If you can't handle competition, get offline and read a BOOK (can you even read?). If you're a jealous freak, seek a mental health professional for your issues~ daddy issues? abandonment issues? attachment
If you are a dream, then let me sleep and never wake. If you are a mirage, then let me stay in my deliria. If you are a song, then press repeat and never ever end. If you are a game, challenge me more and let me win. If you are light, keep shining and lead me out. If you are a storm, bring in the wind and let the thunder boom and shout. If you are a picture, then hang on my wall and let me look at you forever. If you are color, please be white;pure and clean as the snow. If you are feeling, it must be ecstasy; never give in. If you are a lie, then trick me forever and hide the truth. But if you are pain, then go away and never ever look back. I close my eyes to sleep... I close my eyes to life... I close my heart to love... I close my heart to hurt.... Cuz if I do all this then I cannot Love You.... I cannot Hurt the ones I love...... I often wonder if I went to sleep and never woke up ..... If I'd even be missed at all..... I close my eye to sleep now...... Find a guy who
The difference between me and them is...I DONT SHOW MY SHIT ONLINE...dont ask me to show myshit in a pic or on cam... it wont happen..i personally am shocked at all the chics on Lc and men equally that show there shit online...and asking me to add u to msn or yahoo doesnt warrant me showin my shit online just because i added you...i have alil more respect for myself than that..and if you dont like it well too bad....i dont change for anyone...not to mention the fact im in a relationship and i sure as hell wouldnt want my bf to be showing his shit for the world to see online...even if i was single i still wouldnt show my shit on here lol....if you wanna show your shit on here go ahead do so its your choice and my choice is to NOT show my shit!!!! ya thats what im saying..I DONT SHOW MY SHIT. MySt Women are like apples: The best ones are at the top of the tree. Many men dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just
Something Deeper
As I sit here upon this mountain of broken drems, empty promises, and unfulfilled needs; I watch them all pass into the shadows of my past. Friends, family, and lovers alike. All would-be companions on the journey that is my existance. For the last 6 months or so, I have been dating on and off with a young woman. I told her from the begining there are three things I ask if I am to commit to a relationship; honesty, loyalty, and respect. Long story short, just when I thought she was reaching those expectations, I find she decides to test my patience. She is pregnant, not by me, but by a useless piece of shit. Best part is, I asked her if she had sex with him when I discovered the truth about her hanging out with him. She lied to my face about it. But now that she is pregnant, figured I'd need to know. Best yet, she got angry that I didn't "understand" where she was coming from. I understand, that's what sucks. Problem is, she doesn't realize how it truely looks. From the begining I have
My First Blog
I haven't had a real vacation in a year and a half (a delightful weekend trip to Orlando after a week of 56 hours of overtime doesn't count--that's like, 1 day of hazy staggering around after flying nearly 5,000 miles). I have 4 weeks to use in the next 7 months, so I'll start with this week! I'm going to drive to Fairbanks (it's always much hotter there in the summer) and spend a night here and then I'm going to drive another 60 miles from there to see a place I have never seen before and then I'm returning home to do some housework and laze about and plan how I'll burn off the other three weeks. I can *highly* recommend both Canada and Alaska as nice places to visit in the summertime! I know diddly about HTML, CSS, ASP, PHP and all that stuff. Okay, well next to diddly. I managed to create a track though, after trying unsuccessfully for an hour. I put a version into MP3 and a version into SWF I don't know how
Abby's almost to Level 25!! WOOHOO!!! So she's hosting ONE MORE comment bombing contest to help her get there!! Most comments win! Rates are worth 5 points! Photo theme - your choice! (No nsfw) ~*~ FIRST PRIZE ~*~ 30Day Blast or 3 Month VIP ~*~ SECOND PLACE ~*~ 7Day Blast or 1 Month VIP ***************RULES*************** 1. First Place must receive a minimum of 35,000 points to win. 2. Self-bombing and Bombing Families allowed. 3. Contest starts Wed Oct17 8:00pm CST 4. Contest ends Wed Oct24 8:00pm CST 5. ALL ENTRIES MUST HAVE at least 300 comments by end of first contest day (midnight) to remain in the contest. No Exceptions! If you'd like to enter, send your photo to... Abby ~*~Screw the roses, Give me the thorns~*~@ fubar PLEASE REPOST!!! Those of you on her friends list will receive a fu-gift for reposting. Thank you! "Jump Around" gif courtesy of misterfeet@ fubar Thank you, misterfeet!!
Mass Control Give Away Review
Frank Kern came out of the woodwork this weekend and just started spewing free content out at everyone with Mass Control Give Away. Of course, if you know any of Frank’s stuff, you definitely won’t be one to complain about what he’s doing. What he is doing, is launching the big Mass Control Giveaway. A series of videos chock full of content are being released all week about how you can make more money right now. See, Frank’s not one to hold back in his content, and that includes his free videos. So if you want to make more money, check them out right away. There is no doubt in my mind if you have seen or heard of Frank Kern then he has probably had a positive impact on your marketing. Mass Control Give Away ReviewThere will be more blog posts touching on the Mass Control techniques in more detail, but for now, I will leave you with one relationship building tip.Often we forget that when someone surfs the net, he's in a different
Random Complaints About Life
The tanning salon by my house has proven time and again that the people who work there live in their own land. Its a special place, where things are spelled improperly, and nothing is explained in detail. I wouldn't go, but I my membership expires at the end of this week, so I'm going to tolerate it for the next few days, just to get my money's worth. I digress. Today I went in intending to pay for a bed upgrade. I had used an stand up bed last week, it was and extra $4, but I noticed more tan right away, so I thought it might be nice to do it again this evening. When I went inside the place, the girl at the counter told me that the lay down bed was just as good as the stand up and I could go for 12 minutes in the bed, where as I could only go for 10 in the stand up. I figure she knows what shes talking about, at least as far as tanning goes, and allow her to set me up with the lay down upgrade bed instead. How foolish of me. After the manager cleans the bed for me, t
how mysterious love is , you cant give up only the darkest of angels who know of such supreme  power . i say this to you there is  a rebellion in love. This makes it all so more of in issue. what wonderful news but what if there is confusion and a ambush occurs. there is no goddesses of the moon  in fighting  and you must embrace death , the love disappears and the angels  punish. It is called magical realism there are guardians on earth. what do a group of alleged know about it? nothing. all they know is confusion and  rebelion. the question is how do you make a wish against it? after all i have perished does the fire die?  being pregnant is not a controversial topic nore is paganism  It is ignorant death in you in me is sexy and life comes from it. we are ignorant. that is not even the message that needs to be learned .it is because of our nations leadership that we can not have peace in our lives. the boy who goes "boo" is clearly renounce and believes in the curse of fire as blessi
My Bad Christmas
THE NEWS TOLD A STORY OF 4 BOYS WHO WERE KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL BECAUSE THE TEE SHIRTS THAY HAD ON WERE OF THE AMERICAN FLAG. FIRST OFF, " THE VISE PRINCE ASSHOLE" SAID THE SHIRTS COULD MAKE THE MEXICAN STUDENTS MAD, AFETR ALL IT WAS MAY5TH. WELL I SAY TO FUCKEN BAD!!!!!! IF THE FUCKEN MEXICAN'S WHO BITCHED ABOUT DOSENT LIKE IT GO BACK TO YOUR OWN SHIT HOLE OF A COUNTRY!!!!! ONE STUDENT WHO WAS MEXCAN, SAID IT WAS DISRESPECTFUL TO HER, WELL SORRY YOU DUMB FUCKING MAEIXCAN CUNT, SEE WAS ARE AMERICANS FIRST THEN WERE WE CAME FROM SECOND !!! YOUR NOT MEXICAN-AMERICAN....YOUR AMERICAN -MEXICAN AND THETS JUST THE WAY IT IS !!!!!!!! And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. 9 And lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them; and they were in great fear. 10 And the angel said to them, Fear not: for behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy which shall be to all people. 11 For to you
I have recently gotten hooked on Wordfued on the smartphone. (Damn appse current game I'm playing against my sister-in-law, I tried to play the word FAP last night. Guess's not a real word!!!! WTF?! Where is Prinny? If I find out that PEEN isn't a word I'm gonna freak out! Is this a FU language a
I Suck At Blogs
seriously though i'm bored so damn bored i got it and just wanted to say so...idk
Unholy Stuff
My Guestbook Please Add Yourself
NEED SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO PUT MUSIC IN A LONGUE AND TEACH ME PLEASE I AM BEGGING 4 HELP.. THANKS ANGEL HELL LONGUE ANGEL People Ask" How can you be friends with someone you have never met?" I tell them" You have never been online I bet!". It's something people offline will never understand. You open up your heart to friendship with your typing Hands. It's a world full friendship at your finger tips, there is so much. Online, it only takes a heart to reach people with your touch. First you start out online, surfing all around. Next thing you know a great friend will be found. You will chat a lot and surf cyberspace. Soon it will be your second home, a comforting special place. A Friend to share your dreams and your tears and to help each other wipe away life's fears. You will share life together and help each other along You will make it thru bad weather because friendship is so strong. No matter how far apart you go, your keyboards will keep you together. and in your heart you w
Pieces Of Me..
I wish I could get a shot and fix my damaged mind.... Take out all the insanity that fills it to the brim.... I hate the way it works, how it makes my life so hard... Making every day such a struggle, remembering the simplest of task... Leaving me feeling so worthless and confused, my self esteem so damaged... People make jokes, get frustrated, dont understand how helpless I feel... To them its a learning dissability, to me a disease taking my life piece by piece.. I keep seceret how bad it really is, that my memory worsens by the day.... I want to ask for help yet cant imagine what can make it right again... The anger overwhelms me at times, no control over it, addicted to meds... Write yourself a note, get a planner, too bad I misplace or forget both.... Everyday I try so hard, feeling so stupid, pretending it does not tear me apart... I just want to be normal, think like I should, react as others, not feel like a joke.. I look normal, I do nor
Favorite Artists Of Mine!!!
this video simply effn rawks as my dear queen puts it!!!! enjoy! i abslutly love the flow of this song and the visuals are so amazing and inspiring to me at least, hope u all enjoy one of my favorit classical song... again this group is simply amazing how they breath so much energy into the clessics... if u havnt figured out by now I LOVE violen SON learned how to play the violin from when he was in 5th grade and i and so proud and glad he did...
Spotlight Blog
Put your hands up, this is a stick up! Give me all your fubucks and no one gets hurt! Please?! That's right, I want your fubucks pretty please. I really want to be an uber dork and try to get the spotlight. I am going for my birthday, March 31st. That may seem a long way away, but I'll need all the help I can get during the next three months. So hand 'em over folks! I promise I'll be very grateful and come up with some way to thank everyone that helps me. Just click the pic to go to my page to help or the fupal link to send monies directly to me. Thank you in advance! ♥Amy Amykins ♥@ fubar I'm going to still try to get spotlight. My goal is to have the monies by my birthday, March 31st. Dee told me something I felt stupid for forgetting. The best thing to do is rate the people who are offering fubucks for rating them while they have auto 11s running. So...if you know anyone offering fubucks for rates then please, please let me know. Each day
El Yunque
El Yunque is located in a green belt like most Tropical forest around the Equator, The Equator cover approximately seven percent of the Earths surface. El Yunque National Forest, the only tropical rain forest in the United States National Forest System. The Sierra de Luquillo Mountains which transverse this area receive over 200 inches of rain a year.Located in the east side of Puerto Rico, the forests covers an area of 28,000 acres.El Yunque is big in diversity, There are more species of trees in the Forest that there are in all the other forests of the National Forest System put together. The Taino believed their gods lived in the Sierra de Luquillo.As the home of Yuquiyu, The good God who protected them from all that was evil, gave the cloudy peaks a name which means white or sacred lands. The Spanish explores translated the Taino tern in error to "YunquePetroglyphs are etched in some of the forests rocks as a reminder of the early inhabitants of the area, The Taino Indians for whom
Youtube Autostart
all you have to do is get rid of everything before the first "embed" and after the second "embed" til it looks like this below.  after that you add to the url "&autoplay=1" like below 
Still Looking Around
Im no anit american but it seems like everythign has to mark a day were something bad happen to the united states. Right now there is a war going on and all i hear good for them hope they all die, has this society losts its way? The war is happening cause of a few mens decions when it was not that of the people. I do not supports wars but I wam a very kind hearted person no one stops to think about the innocent people in afghanistan dieing for what some men decided what they wanted to do. I have been trying my best to look forward but so far nothing but trouble has come my way. Here I am world im ready and willing to do what it take to succeed even if it means losing who I am at heart. I dunno what do you think? Hey im doing ok just bored. Sucks when you are injured and can't work. Well it give me time to catch up with things around the house update my profile on here so if ur reading this rate a few pics and I will get back to you asap thanx.
I carry your heart with me (I carry it inmy heart) I am never without it (anywhereI go you go,my dear; and whatever is doneby only me is your doing, my darling)I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)  I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is youHere is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apartI carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)   E. E. Cummings     I won't approach your love cup If its coffee's bitter or plain I won't hold your cup and drink it Unless it is extra sweet I refuse greed in feelings Adore excess I hope your expression of affections is like a cascade I hate neutrality Don't accept being frugal in caring But admit the principle of extravagance
DONT HATE ME HATE ALL THE HATER'S WHO HATE U I WILL TELL ALL THE HATER'S EITHER RESPECT OR WE WILL THROW DOWN RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW AND WHEN I COME I COME HARD SO GET READY TO DEAL WITH IT BECAUSE I AINT DEALING WIT U Heated excitement, melting into each others arms, each other bodies. Breathing heavily, moaning, groaning intensely. Fireworks exploding, again and again. We were both in heaven, in bliss. Moving, writhing against one another. I, straddling him. He, lying over me, position after position. Over and over, nonstop heat, ongoing desire, never-ending pleasure, joy, happiness. Tangled in the bed sheets, tangled in each other limbs, tongues intertwined, tasting, licking, eager, determined. Releasing the tension, the urges, the untamed desire. Releasing the pleasure, I and him. More fireworks, more explosions, more heat, more I, More him, more and more,, and more. Enthusiasm. Anticipation. Stimulation. Exhilaration. And finally, it was over. WHY MUST
Photography Is Damned Serious
So, if anyone is looking to follow my continuation in the photographers world, and I haven't got the means to do so here anymore, I have two other places you can check out. First is: That site may include portraiture, nature, zoo, self-portraits, nudes (tasteful, as I've always done), etc. You can also buy prints from that site, or through me. The other spot to check out is: I've got just about everything here as well, but include more of my event photography, and no nudes at all (obviously, its myspace). I only just created it and still have a lot to add and organize into folders, but just in case you want to be able to find me often and myspace is more your thing anyways. If you add me on either site, let me know who you are with a link to your page here or something. Not that I wont add you, but sometimes I like to know who's who, especially if you don't have a photo of yourself any
Just Sittin Here
This is bulls**t I am waiting here to see if I will have surgery and now AIG is playing fing games with my workers comp check. GD my family is running out of food and they dont give a flying F. Well people I am home for the third day and still havent gotten a decent sleep. I wish they would have left the numbing meds in my back. I can still walk, and finally have a decent BM. Getting up and down is hard. Also I was able to finally take a shower it felt great to get clean. Well people I am back home now. The surgery went as hoped. I can walk without a cane or crutch again. My legs dont go numb or limp. WOOHOO I will be able to return to work in a few months. Right now I am in pain because they had to cut through 7 layers of muscle. The surgery took longer than planned because the L5 and S1 had mushroomed quite a bit and when they shaved them smooth they open a bit of marrow. Also because the disc was not Herniated they had a harder time removing it. I am pumping up my fibe
My Poetry
Snow caps on the mountainsCool breeze in the airThe scent of all the evergreenSo beautiful and fairThe wilderness so freeAnd the wildlife as they roamThis life I live so happilyI love to call my homeThe sight of mother natureAll her beauty is so grandAs the sounds you hear so vividlyWhispers through this landBreathtaking to see the sunriseTo see its morning glory raysTo view it by the oceanI love to see those daysSilent is the twilightAs the stars shine in the skyIt's like magic in the distance When a shooting star soars byThe crashing of the wavesOn the shores create a mist
Team Mother Pt1
I listened outside the motel door with nervous excitement. This could either be the beginning of a very exciting trip, or a complete disaster. Knowing the hormonal appetites of teenaged boys, I was pretty sure I would get away with the various sexually depraved acts I was contemplating.My son’s high school varsity lacrosse team was playing in the state finals, which meant a three night road trip. As one of the ‘Team Mothers,’ I had volunteered to help chaperone the twenty-two boys on the team. Yes, that’s right...twenty-two 17- and 18-year-old, athletic, horny boys. I had gotten myself off several times while conjuring up all manner of wild fantasies about this trip in the months leading up to it, and now I was actually about to attempt to make them real.There was a chill in the night air, but I didn’t even feel it as I waited and hoped no one would spot me. Especially coach McGowan. It was almost one o’clock in the morning and all the lights in the
Balancing The Line Between Sanity And Whatever Else There Is Out There.
In a little less then 2 months will be the one year anniversary trip to Patrick B. Hassis, which some may or may not know is a mental hospital and I spent a week there the first week of August 2010 due to a psychotic episode when I had and was planning on carrying out a suicide plan. I planned to soak my wrist in ice water until the went numb, the to put three vertical slits in my wrists then let them bleed out in wartm water to pull the blood out faster. I was also cutting myself to release the pressure. I know many people don't understand why girls cut but for me it's like letting the air out of a balloon, the bad stuff just goes "woosh" with the air and it really does make me think clearly for a bit.   Iadmit, the past few weeks, I have been thinking about suicide a lot more recently then I had been. This is totally my fault for not keeping my therapist appointments and psychiatrist appointments, but now I'm getting that knot in my throat and trying to relationaze the effect me ta
An Encounter
I drive over to your house. I wonder we will do when I get there.  I feel like I have been on the road for hours but it’s been only minutes.  I come slowly down your road and park the car.  I stare at the house for second, feelings of nervousness run throughout my body.  I step out of the car and walk to the front door.  I knock on the door and you answer.  The look of happiness on your face as you see me puts me at ease.  As I walk into the house you stop me and give me a hug.  Your arms around me, I felt warm and secure.  We go and sit down on the couch and talk for awhile.  We discuss nothing and everything.  The laughter is so easy and the flirting is what we do best.  The tension in the air gets so thick.  Like the humidity in the air right before a down pour.  We constantly stare at each other.  We can’t seem to stare any where else.  We both know what’s going to happen but when are we is the question. Every once and awhile you touch my arm, leg
Patriotic Stuff
A truly powerful song A Soldier Is:Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in battle... in lust... in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack.A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back
My Hell
I just recently had an epiphany. I held onto so much garbage and baggage that needs to be let go of totally. I was a self loathing person who doubted everyone and everything, no matter if it was good or bad. It jaded me, made me bitter, made me throw love away like trash. In turn this made me hate myself even more. I hereby release Martin Wanat of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all the bad things you said and did to me while we were together. I forgive you and I'll try to forget the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Rashawn Reese of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all you did to me, how you acted, and how I was treated by you. I forgive you and I'll try to forget all the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Nicole Bateau, Nikki Vega, and Mike Piper as well. All of you are forgiven for all the bad things you said, did, and how you acted towards me when I finally found happiness. I forgive you and I'll try to forge
My Blog Poems
I AM IN THIS CONTEST FOR REAL MONEY, AND I AM TRYING TO WIN SO I CAN GET MY SON A VIDEO GAME HE WANTS FOR HIS wII UNIT. THE CONTEST IS RUN BY CT DADDY TEXAS GODFATHER. HERE IS THE LINK IF IT WORKS, JUST CLICK THE PIC AND COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN THANK YOU TRUE LOVE Open your eyes that you may see the love that grows deep within me.Open your heart that you may feel this love I have for you thats real.With you in my arms, I shall keep you warm. With me in your arms, our union no one can harm. Our love transcends those who hope for so much, for it is hard to find a love that is such. The dreams we've made, I take to my heart, for no one, not anything, shall ever keep us apart. A Red Rose... Do you know how much I love you? I love you more than the heaven, more than the stars.Your beauty is greater than one thousand red roses.And I want to thank you for bringing the splendor of a garden full of roses to my life. When you're near I forget all my strife...
A Day In A Life Of
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bird gets the worm; ... - Life isn't always fair; - And maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies, don't spend more than you can earn and adults, not children, are in charge. His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves ha
My Poetry.
Come one! Come all! Take a seat and enjoy the end of the world! Sit back and relax as big men with guns murder your family. Grab a drink and throw a toast for the men with bombs. Gaze upon the burning sky with admiring awe. Are you offended yet? Are you disgusted by my words? You shouldn't be. It was you that created them. So let's party on, let's keep taking life for granted. A salute to the Asian whalers. A salute to the men creating war! Give a homeless man some drugs instead of money - save him some time. Prepare the noose for your suicidal friend - save him some time. Put some bullets in your child’s gun - save him some time. Believe in a greedy god - take sweet bribes from Satan. Let's gasp with surprise as two people fall in love. Let's laugh at them when their hearts break. We knew it would happen. We knew we'd want more. Are you offended now? I know you're somewhat disgusted. You should be. Look in the mirror, look at your lover, look at your neighbour. It's all your fault. Ju
Foot Fetishes
im not sure how this works but here it goes anyways LOL why dont like foot fetish guys like mee im funny not bad lookin i work and i have fun all the time but as soon as a girl knows im into feet shes GONE well i hope someone gets back to me on this subject lol
Misc Thoughts
When the words leave your mind and come out on paper ya sometimes find yourself inside. The feelings of hurt, the feelings of pain, and even sometimes the feelings of happiness or love. The funny part about it is sometimes ya read what you've written and love it sometimes not. When it isnt what you want sometimes you rewrite it over and over and over....until it clicks. My thought for the day is paper is expensive, so write thoughtfully, power is expensive so conserve your energy for when you might need it, and feel like, like you've never felt before. So today, I decided to blog again...who knows why. I wanted to start out by asking about something. I called my childs school to find out why my daughter didnt come home to find out she was kept after school and suspended from the bus for tomorrow. The reason why is because a girl pushed her off a seat she was trying to sit in and hurt her so she hit her. Well she hit this girl and girl retaliated by biting her. I told my daughter next
The American Dream Is In Jeopardy
Companies like General Electric and Caterpillar might sound as American as apple pie, but like many other multinational firms, which employ a fifth of all American workers, they're cutting back on their domestic workforces and increasing hiring overseas. That disturbing trend points to a serious problem in the United States: the Land of the Free is not the attractive place to do business that it once was.Big government policies are setting us on a path away from a fundamental freedom we cherish—one the Founders strove to preserve. It's the freedom to pursue the American dream—economic freedom—that, tragically, is in jeopardy. When many folks think about freedom, the first thing that comes to mind is the freedom of speech and religion, the right to bear arms, to vote, or to have a trial by a jury of their peers. Though it isn't enumerated in the Bill of Rights, economic freedom is just as important. In The Heritage Foundation’s "Understanding America" series,
A Hero at a Glance Smoke showing in the distance as the fire engine draws near, You see the firefighter reaching to fasten his gear. And to look at the firefighter after the job, You see this man and think, "My what a slob!" On top of his head is that ugly helment made of leather That protects him fire and the coldest of weather. It's bent and deformed. What shape really is true? It stands as a proud symbol of the hell he's been through. Covered with ashes, and sweat, ceiling plaster and more, You wonder why he went through that smokey front door. His facial expressions seemed to have changed in a split second or two, At least a thousand times as he gave that Red Devil his due. His face showed excitement, determination and fear, Exhaustion and sadness and then even a tear. You might now see him laughing, smiling, and joking, But did you see him when he was coughing, gasping and choking? You squirm as you see the mucus running from his nose, Did you know this man
Ohio Guy Blog
Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
I'm Never Really Lost .. Just On The Edge Of Being Found
across the greatest of divides I stumble for a reach just a breath away sometimes it seems wandering just outside the corners of yours and mine this game we play the treading to and fro here i am and there you be ur shirt says ur waiting for me but you cant see the sign behind says Not quite Yet I pronounced Id wait but was a lie i didnt i cant i wont first chance i get ill snatch and hold close to my chest professing love i can not even fathom only wishing i was capable of something so deep and holding yet bitter still better enjoy while it lasts thats what they say im only gemini born this way got to keep both of me happy working on you would become to easy if you would only admitt most of the time im full of shit Tuesday, January 17, 2006, 9:44:21 AM © 2006 Amanda Knapp (All rights reserved) time oh sweet time if you could hurry up stop being yourself cuz ur burning away at me, night after day, im waiting for it just to be subsid
What I Wrote
Silent Reprise written by Bruce Romanis Silent Reprise are awesome and my friends they made my life have a reprise of it’s own after I got to meet them in person I was going through a personal hell and when they played live I briefly forgot my troubles from the time I was going through my personal hell they’re the nicest and coolest bunch of friends a guy like me could ask for and they rocked my afternoon that day and it’s a day I’ll never forget and their music is totally awesome Sally is a awesome and wonderful bass guitarist I just hope she doesn’t decide to leave the group and Sean and Jamie the Brothers who are totally awesome as well Jamie knows the drums like Matt Sorum from Velvet Revolver and Guns N’ Roses knows the drums I consider him to be that good on the drums Sean is a awesome guitarist as well so is Ari and he does the most coolest solo on the guitar when it calls for the solo I look forward to the day they play gigs at the big day out and other big event
Im Finally Free
Out of nowhere u came into my life and just swept me off my feet!! Everytime i see ur face my heart soars when you talk 2 me my heart melts i have never felt so beautiful and loved... I never imagined i could love someone so much,or feel so loved and happy the feeling u give to me is like nothing i have ever felt befor and i promise 2 always love and cherish u for always  Once i was a prisoner lost inside myself,with the whole world surrounding me, My whole world so black. All i want is to see the light, Free to laugh,Free to soar,Free to shine,Free to give, Free to love,and Free enough to fly. Now you come around you come to me with a casual flow and suddenly my defences start to go. When you talk to me in that sensual tone i start to melt away fall like rain,anytime you come around maybe i could melt away in your arms You totaly stole my heart and made me fall so totaly head over heels in with you,You are by far the best thing that has ever happened to me the way u make me feel,smil
New Recruits
Dan Baines posted a Web page describing (and illustrating with detailed photos) the discovery of what appeared to be the remains of a "real" fairy. Baines claimed that the mummified fairy corpse was recovered along an old Roman road in Derbyshire, England, by a dog-walker who preferred to remain anonymous. The bones of its diminutive, human-like skeleton were hollow, like a bird's, making it "particularly light," an anatomical peculiarity whose contribution to airworthiness was enhanced by the body's extremely leaflike wings. Over the next several days Baines, a magician and prop-maker, received hundreds of messages from credulous and (and in some instances worried) fairy-loving readers. To put their minds at ease, he revealed the hoax. Eventually Baines sold his creation on eBay. Got a new CableTV deal..Where I thought I gotFree HB0..Well, no..It's FREE H0B0!!!
Fun Stuff
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aquarius    - I Can Make You Love Me Gemini      - I'm A Lover Not A Hater Cancer      - I'm The Best At Sex!       LEO  - I **** Like No Other! Virgo       - I'm The Wifey/Hubby Type Libra       - I'm Sexy As Hell! Scorpio     - I' m Great In Bed! Sagittarius - Baby I'm freaky Taurus      - I fuck Better Than You Capricorn   - I Can Have Sex All Night Long! Pisces      - When I Put It On You, You'll Be Sprung For Life Aries       - I Love Sex   blue eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will h
You Are An INFJ The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. What's Your Personality Type? You scored as I do, I do believe in fairies!. You are a true believer.I do, I do believe in fairies!100%Anything is possible50%Grow up!!13%Do you believe in Fairies?created with You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw10
What's deserved Always gets served. The circled-A is even more famous than the Black and Red-and-Black flags as an anarchist symbol (probably because it lends itself so well to graffiti). According to Peter Marshall the "circled-A" represents Proudhon's maxim "Anarchy is Order." [Demanding the Impossible p. 558] Peter Peterson also adds that the circle is "a symbol of unity and determination" which "lends support to the off-proclaimed idea of international anarchist solidarity." ["Flag, Torch, and Fist: The Symbols of Anarchism", Freedom, vol. 48, No. 11, pp. 8] However, the origin of the "circled-A" as an anarchist symbol is less clear. Many think that it started in the 1970s punk movement, but it goes back to a much earlier period. According to Peter Marshall, "[i]n 1964 a French group, Jeunesse Libertaire, gave new impetus to Proudhon's slogan 'Anarchy is Order' by creating the circled-A a symbol which quickly proliferated throughout the world." [Op. Cit., p. 445] This is not t
Poems & Such....
Amy, Amy You're such a whore The things you do, man they should be outlawed Mess him up till he's drained to the core makes me wonder what he's staying for   Amy, Amy You're such a bitch If you'd kept your legs closed you wouldn't be in this sitch He gave you his love and you treat him like this All he wanted was for you to have his kids   Honestly, I can't see why he got hooked on you It should be  a crime, you doing the things you do
My Journal
July 7. Arrive in Alaska July 8. Go to Fairbanks and the Arctic Circle July 9. Above the Arctic Circle July 10. Head back from the Arctic Circle July 11. Fairbanks July 12. Denali Park July 13. Denali Park July 14. Denali Park July 15. Ride the train from Denali to Anchorage Leave lots of love while I'm gone!!! My sister, Adele, and I took mom to the emergency room Tuesday evening. Took her an hour to use the bathroom at home; she was having trouble catching her breath. Upon arrival, her oxygen level was 60 and it should be over 90. After many tests, they concluded she has pneumonia coupled with congestive heart failure, but the CHF wasn't really a real issue as opposed to the pneumonia. They gave her oxygen using a mask but also did it using the nose piece. She couldn't maintain oxygen level over 90 with the nose piece so she was admitted to ICU using the mask. They said she may just be in ICU for 12 ho
Busy Me
Sorry not been on much..just feel like it doesnt matter if i am or not.. noone will care. I been busy alot ..with  I also not been feeling well. My allergies..the heat..etc.. just has me totally drained.  I havnt even had the energy to want to go work out.  Anyways.. past day or 2..its been getting a little better.  I hope I start feeling better..where I dont feel this way. Again..sorry to those who care or do miss me.  Just going through alot here. hugs..
Should I Take A Long Fubar Break?
This game is no longer fun...I show daily devotion to family and friends on here. I enjoy sending my daily comments and pictures. I enjoy rating and commenting on pictures. I enjoy the interaction but that is getting harder to come by...Some, out of the blue, rip me a  new for my daily comments and I even had one trying to direct me on which ones they want to receive (I like this one but not that one) Then there are those that come around for one reason and one reason only- like me, bling me, rate me,, help me or my friend level, etc.....I accept this as part of the game but that is the only time I ever hear from them...That brings me to the stupid leveling requirements. Let's face it, this site is all about the money and how they try and squeeze out of us. They want us to spend our hard earned and limited resources without providing any tangiable product or service in return. I have been on this site for over 4 years now and have made friends, played the game and done things the old
England Wants Usa Back! Wtf? The Queen Must Be Smoking Stuff (hilarious)
To read these political satire emails in chronological order (they will make the most sense that way), start with the oldest post "England's letter to take back USA as a colony." [George W. Bush voice] Notis of Revocableation of Your Revocableation: 1) I thought Queen Elizabeth was a boat ... in Long Beach. Hey, do y'all remember that big wooden plane ... what was it ... the Goosed Spruce? Man that thing was the shit! 2) Don't mess with them boys at the Micro Corp. Gates might look like one of those kids I used to beat up in grade school, but man does he carry a grudge. Plus, he's got more money than the UK, so I'd be more inclined to listen to him. 3) I love those crazy Austrians. Hell, with all their "G'days" and "Mates" and "bonzers" there just like the people in my great home state of Tex-as.  [Bush singing voice] The stars at night .... are big and bright (clap, clap, clap) Deep in the haaaaart, of Tex-as!!!!!!! [/Bush singing voice] 4) I hate those liberal commies in Hol
Just Fun Stuff
I am 75% Country!!More Fun Quizzes at How to Shower Like a Woman: 1. Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. 2. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. 3. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups. 4. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loopha, wide loopha, and pumice stone. 5. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. 6. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. 7. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced with natural avocado oil. Leave on hair for 15 minutes. 8. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. 9. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. 10. Rinse conditioner off hair. 11. Shave armpits and legs. 12. Turn off shower. 13. Squeegee off all wet s
Being With Out You!!
The Best Love Quotes
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop. It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness. Love is hard work; and hard work sometimes hurts!. We always believe our first love is our last, and our last love our first. You give me something no one else can, a reason to live. If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you, I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life I wont have to think twice on saying that I waited a lifetime to say I love you... If You Love Me Like You Told Me Please Be Careful With My Heart. You Can Take It Just Don't Break It Or My World Would Fall Apart. To see you is what my eyes long for, to touch you is what my body longs for, but to love you, my heart has done already for a long time If, each time I
I Got Tagged......
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I hate alcohol, can't stand the stuff!!! Erm, no that's not right - I love it 2) I don't suffer fools gladly. If someone asks a silly question, they tend to know it... 3) On my last tag, I had just had my third driving lesson, I have now passed and have been driving for three weeks. 4) I am still a fu addict. 5) I have a small birth mark on my right ankle 6) I'm rubbish at remembering names but rarely forget a face. 7) Squeamish, I hate blood (sorry Emanon lol). 8) I suffer mood swings lol. I'm a usually very up or very down, not really in between. 9) Still not smoking, been given up for 3 year
Vote For Sum Of None For Cpr Fest
Wassup band is in a contest for the Big Star Search for CPR Fest,to play the openin spot at,this years CPR Fest,the local radio station summer concert,here on the Coast,all you have to do is vote for Sum of None,then 18 bands will be picked to play a battle of the bands,then the two winners go on to the pic it-or-flick it,the winner of that will play the openin at,this years CPR Fest,this is the link to go vote on,and its on the left hand side of the page we thank everyone for their support.
Biker Stuff
The Harley Song....        By Bill HoloboffDavid graduated with a master's degreeAnother seven years he's got a PhdHis Ma & pa were grinnin' just as proud as could beThey said 'We wanna get you something, son, so what'll it be?'He closed his eyes so thoughtfullyand said "Yeah, Pop, I think I wanna be freeI wanna ride out in the open sunI wanna get a look from everyoneI wanna show 'em I can have some funI wanna ride a Harley-DavidsonFather Bob had done a good job for thirty some yearsA lotta weddings, lotta funerals, Kinda sick of the tearsDid his preachin' on Sunday, went home for the nightWoke up Monday mornin' in a whole different lightHe said 'Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't careI still love my fellow man, but I just needed some airI wanna ride out in the open sunI wanna get a look from everyoneI wanna show 'em I can have some funI wanna ride a Harley-DavidsonWell, little Tommy and his mommy on Christmas EveWent down to the mall to sit on Santa's kneeSanta said 'Come and t
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Death And Depression
2 weeks ago one mf my wrestlers was shot and killed by his stepbrother. His stepbrother was wearing gloves and kicked the shells under the bed and wouldnt call 911 but claimed itas an accident. The gun was used in a double homicide two weeks prior. I was close to Mikey, And i took it hard. His mom came ot me and hugged me, and told me i was the best that ever came from the high school and it was mikey's dream to be better then me. How do you take a comment like that? Ive certainly been as far as i could go and i cant compete anymore because of head imjuries but that totally tripped me out worse then i thought it would. But this gets worse. You see ive been under soo much stress with school work life many many many bad things going on in my life that i went into a major depression. And honestly i was harboing certain thoughts. You whatt im talking about. Im angry with mike. I feel id be dishonset to him if i did what i had been thinking about. This is constantly in my head and its leavi
For All The Cf's This Is My Ty Among Many More
ok so i have come to relize that i have sooo many friends in the army an i worry about em all all the time.. i was reading the blogs an today it is really bothering me , all this war an so many young people being put in the ground, its devastating. tears come to my eyes everytime i see an read that as is already my mom has it on cnn 24-7 here at her house. well kept informed. but no matter how long this war has been going on nothing good is coming out of it. families are loosing loved any of this ever gonna end? my heart an prayers goes out to every single person that is out ther or has some one fighting weather its canada or the states, for anyone that worries for others out there. god bless u all an safe journey while your there an ty. Ok i would love to do some thing here for all my fellow canadians!!! as well all know there are many canadians on this site!! an i know for a fact we have some CF on here as well so i would love to see some of em pop up an repost this
Friends And Fans
This one is over. My thanks to all who helped. ........................................... HELP NEEDED URGENTLY!!!!!!! I'm in a give away for a one year VIP. Need 60,000 comments. Click image MUST FINISH BY MIDNIGHT TONIGHT!!!!!!! LESS THAN 8,000 COMMENTS TO COMPLETE !!!!! ONLY HAVE UNTIL THE 19th MAY TO COMPLETE. REALLY NEED SOME HELP ON THIS!!!!!! Hmmmmmm. Seems that as soon as a person has something to do with one Family or another the BS starts. Well I've had enough BS. Don't like Drama, don't want Drama. If I want BS I'll go work on a farm, at least there I can shovel it out of my way and it smells better. I'm going back to doing my own thing of being a truly independant bomber. Can't live with that.... take me me off your Family list. Real Easy! Want me to help.... ask. Oh yeah, I have friends in several Families. I don't care about the inter-Family BS. My friends are my friends for who they are and not the Family they run with. LIVE
I Shall Remember You
Living a life of mixed feelings. Going, going.....gone. Where is time? Did I leave it back far away back in the day? Who knows, what a feeling is. I have not been able to grab on to these feelings for so long. Harder to see through the tunnel over there. Friends come and Friends go....not caring about them . I sit here looking around and saying to myself wow......."WHAT A DAY" To someone Special, in my life Thanks for sharing ur story with me. I shall remember you,my love as long as I am here,and life still holds a memory of any yesteryear as long as there is a breath in me and vision in my mind of all we had together once and all we left behind your laughter in the morning when the sun was on the street the gentle silence in the dusk when shadows touched our feet the song that echoed softly in the words of every verse. When we agreed to share our lives for better or for worse. I shall remember you, my love for all the wondrous past. And I shall love you faithfully how ever
Falling From Grace's Poetry
Wide awake in the midnight glow Agony clouds these wondering souls Both pondering of a better life Making amends with brief delight Still, to each, go separte ways Down the forsaken path, comes better days With this comes feelings of pain and happiness, only to endure the long treck again Were sick of these endeavors colliding in great fear Both still thinking of one another, holding each other near Comfort comes from afar that we hold so dear But in the end is heartbreak, and the cycle continues Our Fragil state of mind goes back to where it all vinuse By: Ryan Rostie and Christine McPherson as the sun falls down wind singing a graceful sound hair dances across my face watching blue skys getting taken away the coolness of the air the suns fainting stair waiting for darkness the glowing in the skys misty clouds creep in the moon never lies And the Night begins When you fall in love You go to fantacy land With crule intensions and no back up plan you thin
Save The Planet
my shadow side so amplified keeps coming back dissatisfied elementry son but its so.... my love affair with everywhare was innocent why do you care someone start the car time to go....your the best i know my sunny side has up and died im betting that when we colide the universe will shift into a low the travesties that we have seen are treating me like benzdrine automatic laughter from a pro my what a good day for a walk outside id like to get to know you a little better baby god knows ive realy tried my what a good day for a take out bride id like to say we did it for the better of i saw you there so unaware those hummingbirds all in your hair elementry son but its so the disrepair of norma jean could not compare to your routine balarama beauty going toe to toe my what a good day just to let it slide id like to say we did it for the better of i thought about it and i brought it out im motivated by the lack of doubt im consecrated but im not devout
Seamus Versus Wicked Round 1
It has come to my attention that Seamus does not believe i can not be nice helpful and sentimental for at least 48 hours. I have decided that we should make a bet out of this. I agree that Witchie(stupid spell check) should be the unbiased judge to our bet and will decide in the end who is the winner and who will be the looser. There will be no arguing as to her ruling and she has the power of the veto... If you witness one of us breaking said rules please rat Seamus out immediately.... Here are the rules: 1. Wicked must be nice and helpful threw out Monday and then again on Tuesday 2. Seamus must be genuine and sweet during these days to 3. We may not avoid being on Fubar if found guilty you forfeit and I immediately win the bet. 4. If and When Wicked wins you will pimp her out begging and stealing from everyone you know in order for her to get enough money for the spotlight.. 5. If Seamus wins Wicked will pay for the FU marriage for at least one months time, she will also
The Poems...
I ask my myself nightly, Why Not? Why not just not come tomorrow? Why not just not pay my loans? Why not just kill myself? Is there something I am keeping myself here for? Is there a reason for any of this? Becursed with a foolish heart that still believes in Love. Love. Love. The word upon which our life hinged. Finally unhinged. Finally undone. Final stop. All passengers must disembark. Wakey wakey… Time to die. Hey all. I have to leave now. You have all been so nice. You all treated me far better than I ever deserved. As it seems though, I have not reciprocated anything back. In fact, it seems I took advantage of all. I am not a good friend. I am not even a good human. Perhaps if I give my energy and chemicals back to the universe they can recycle me into something useful. Maybe a nice plant of some sort. I tried my best, but as usual this was not even CLOSE to good enough. Remember, sympathy comes between Shit and Syphilis. That is where I now belo
yeah my last night of summer vacation. i wont be on much tomorrow. im taking English Comp 2 on Tuesday & Thursday night & Report Writingon Monday & Wensday night. im happy to get my last english class out of the way. yeah im starting to like school. if you who dont know im going to Hesser College for Criminal Justice. tomorrow i start my new classes which are intro to CJ & word information processing (which is typing stuff in microsoft word talk about easy A). my last two classes i took were Oral Communication & intro to Psychology. i know i did well in OC & my psychology class i know i didnt do so hot in i think i my have gotton a C or lets say i hope i got a C which is good to me but im a little worried, cuz it was a hard class. me beeing in classes everyday is gunna help push up my grade, she took attendance & she thought it was inportant. i guess i will find out soon on how i did i hope grades soon, i dont wanna worry about it.
A Must Read Before You Friend Or Msg Me!
believe it or not Im a VERY sweet & down to earth kinda girl. Yes I look super high maintenance, but im not completely. Im totally NOT a stuck up bitch. Unless of course you wrong me in some evil way. Im NOT a judgemental person. Im very accepting of people, and I dont think everyone has to look like they just stepped off of a magazine cover. If I were to judge someone in a negative way it would more likely be about wether or not they acted like a good human being. Im not a whore. haahaa, I know that sounds funny for me to say, but its true. GEEZ, dont hold it against me, Im a good human being! And I do work a regular day job! I live a pretty much happy normal day to day life. So kissess and all that junk, heehee. Also let me just say it, in case you didnt already know. I am a TRANSSEXUAL! Most people know what that means, but some of you dont, so heres a very simple explanation. I was born a boy, somethings happened over the course of my life, and now I am the girl yo
No really, these are VERY bad puns.  Don't even attempt to read them if you suffer from any kind of illness as these puns could make you even worse.   You have been warned!   ALL PUNS INTENDED     1. Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent.   2. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything."   3. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted.   4. A dyslexic man walks into a bra.   5. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm, and says: "A beer please, and one for the road."   6. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?"   7. "Doc, I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home." "That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome." "Is it common?" Well, "It's Not Unusual."   8. Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially insem
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I just wanted to thank everyone that has stopped by and dropped some birthday wishes. I think I was able to reply to all, but if I missed you, just let me know. Thank you all again, for making this a very Happy Birthday!!
                                     My Gift Je vis à travers mon existence sombreseulement pour se prélasser dans votre beautévos yeux qui brillent comme des saphirston sourire qui illumine mon existence même tristeJ'envie le vent qui traverse vos cheveuxqui touche vos lèvresIl me tarde de te toucherde te serrer dans mes bras, mais je ne peux paspour votre cœur appartient à un autrealors, je ne peux que vous aimer de loinvotre amitié signifie plus pour moique tout ce monde offremais comme un ange tu as touché mon coeurd'une manière que je n'ai jamais ressenti avantparce que je n'ai jamais connu ce qu'est l'amour jusqu'à ce jourJe sais que nous ne sommes que des amismais mon cœur veut qu'il soit plusje vais donc encore de l'espoir et le rêvequ'un jour, je peux sentir tes lèvres serrées aux miennede te serrer dans mes bras et de dire "Je t'aime" Translation                                                  My Gift   I live through my dark existenceonly to bask in your
11's And Bombs!
> > I will be activating an auto 11 today @2:00pm EDT (11:00am Futime)!!!!! It will run until Saturday, March 15, 2009, 2:00pm EDT (11:00am PDT)!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! P.S., I will also be returning some "bomb" love to peeps, going all the way back to the beginning of March. So, my SB will be off so I can concentrate on hitting as many of them as possible!
Random Thoughts
i just got a call from the cancer society of america, i would love to pledge money to these people to help out cancer research. sence i have been a surviver of cancer for about 15 years or more. but i refuse to donate money over the phone to a group that tells me to pledge 15 dollars minmum donation so they can send me a package in the mail that cost them 3.50 to send. am i stupid they tell m i pledged last year ( no i didn't) wich if they did recive my donation they woulnt call 2 times a year. so for everyone online thats a worker of this please forgive me but.... im not going to give my hard earned money over the phone to a person reading a peice of paper and will not send me info on themselves to me. if you wana repost this go for it im thinking of starting my own fund raiser the Central America Shelterpayment Helpers make chcks out to us use the initals CASH Create your own Friend Quiz here you can have a day rotten as hell pissed and gripeing till the end of ti
My Personal Life Things
wow, i cant beleive how hard this has hit me. I have only been here in texas at ft. sam for 4 days. Im here for more advanced training as i go for my flight paramedic specalist. and wow. I am just thinking now, how much i miss my family. I was all happy to be comming down here, and now i have only been here for 4 days, and already missing my family back home. I have also not been talking to a lot of you here on tap, and im sorry, just i have been very busy with all my training. I did pass my finals for the EMT-B part. Well till next time i post, if i talk to you i talk to you. so if you see me online, send me a shout!!! And just remember that i love ya all, you are all my best of best friends. till next time. Bonnie Thats right im on this fun site as well. come and check it out for yourself.   OK, Here i go again. This time, Well read more and you will see. Ok, first off i never thought in believing in horescopes. i thought they were useless. But well the past few days. Well here th
L.u.v. Club
If you are a member of L.U.V. Club, please add everyone below. Pete - President pokiepete ~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB FOUNDER~HONORABLE SOCIETY OF WOLVES~*T.L.O.F. CLUB*@ fubar Theresa – Administrator Theresa ~H.S.W.~*T.L.O.F.*~Cursed Rebel LDC~ L.U.V. Club~FAR~**JLB's Yummy**@ fubar Hollie - Vice President H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R.}{Club FAR & LUV}@ fubar Laurie - Master Morpher, Adviser ~blakpnthr68~Honorable Society of Wolves~Official L.U.V. Club~Advisor~@ fubar Cheryle - Adviser Assistant ~Demon of Gypsies of LDC family~ '†Txtigerldy41™†' ~Official L.U.V. Club Co-Founder~@ fubar Brigitte - Official Accommodator }i{MisssButterfly}i{~~L.U.V. Club Accomodator~~ArchAngel Family ~~Underground Den of Desires~~@ fubar Cal - Puter Expert cal07@ fubar Wendy - Big Sister god angel-OFFICIAL L.U.V.CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar Crissy –
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B Logs??
sometimes wanting isnt enough... u have to manifest  ur desire and make real what u feel should be
My Angel
An Erotic Story, ... One Chapter At A Time.
Epilogue Dan and Jennifer both graduated with honors, and both received full scholarships to continue their studies at a well-known college in southern California. Jennifer has become a bit of a force in the field of architecture, and is currently awaiting word on her bid to design the new fellatio museum in Paris. Dan just recently opened his third web-site selling European kitchen gadgets and hard-to-find bukake videos. He hopes to take his company public in the next few months and use the money to support Jennifer's habit of buying expensive lingerie and heels. He will do whatever it takes to support her habit. Shannon and Randy broke off their relationship after she discovered that he'd quit his fairly high paying position at a software development firm in order to devote his full time to writing erotic stories for the Web. Since the break-up, no one has seen or heard from him. Shannon is doing quite well as a freelance interior designer and part-time model for Frederick's
Are you a Nudist? Your Result: Nudist in Training You are a nudist at heart and only to yourself. You want to go on and explore all but not sure if your ready. Take some time to gain the courage and strip away the chains. Go out and have fun!Wannabe Nudist Full Time Nudist Textile Are you a Nudist?Quizzes for MySpace If you were to buy me, it would cost you $137,615.38! What are you worth? Find Out Here You are 70% Bittch! I can't believe it! Your almost a full bittch! I know you just sit there and think of ways to be a bittch! How Pathetic is that! You must be awful lonely! Cruelty hurts! Bittch!How much of a B*tch Are you?
Keep In Touch
Its time to delete all these ppl who add me then never wanna chat again or two days later say "do I know you?" Give me a break uggh If you are a prude or easily embarrased, go get a life. Lets have fun on here! Lets not ponder "Oh gee, I should not say that or what will they think..." Say it! Screw it! Piss some people off. If they get pissed off, they will get over it. Omg is it me or that about the dumbest idea you ever heard of? No personal offense to anyone who has done that. LOL I suppose that means we can't have cybersex? ROFL
Access Granted
Hello to all my freinds and fans, I really enjoy this, I just hope to get to meet some of my friends somebody in person, this is really cool, lets keep in touch with each other. And share the love. Take the time out today and hug somebody, it does not have to be a family member it can be a friend just show some love. Hello to all my friends and family members, I wish everybody peace and love for the Holidays and all year. Lets continue to show each other the love we suppose to show.
Loundge Coding
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Old School Saturday
Funny Stuff.
A chicken farmer went to a local bar.... Sat next to a woman and ordered a glass of champagne..The woman perks up and says, 'How about that? I just ordered a glass of champagne, too!''What a coincidence' the farmer says. 'This is a special day for me.... I am celebrating''This is a special day for me too, I am also celebrating!' says the woman.'What a coincidence!' says the farmer! As they clinked glasses the man asked, 'What are you celebrating?''My husband and I have been trying to have a child and today my gynaecologist told me that I am pregnant!''What a coincidence,' says the man. 'I'm a chicken farmer and for years all of my hens were infertile, but today they are all laying fertilized eggs.''That's great!' says the woman. 'How did your chickens become fertile?''I used a different cock,' he replied.The woman smiled and said, 'What a coincidence.' A  man was sitting on a blanket at the beach. He had no arms and no  legs.Three women were walking past and felt sorry for the  poor ma
Shorty's Deep Thoughts, Lol
You need something on Fubar?  Like... your life hangs in the balance?!  Maybe you want something, but I seriously doubt that you need anything on Fubar.  Your life will go on if Fubar ends tomorrow.  If you really believe you need something on Fubar, maybe you should reexamine your life and priorities.  Too many people confuse needs with wants.  I need to eat.  Later. I treat everyone with respect and rarely say anything to anyone... I'm a loner.  But I've been watching some of the fighting and crying on here and find it amusing.   If you take pictures of yourself in revealing clothes and suggestive positions solely to get more rates, etc.  You're a piece of meat!  Or at least that's what you're representing yourself as.  So don't be surprised when the dogs come looking for supper.  You can gripe all you want, about the people that send inappropriate messages, but if you are begging for love, you have to take all that comes your way.  Grow some thicker skin and learn to deal ppl... it'
In Side Dixie's Head (look Out Lol)
well I took a Job as a care taker for a older lady who can't walk and a nanny to her lil 2 year old girl that she is trying to get cousty of well was that a big mistake the 2 year old was really mean she didn't wanna listen she fault me when I would punish her and put brusies on me she would tell me no or laugh in my face I haven't ever had a child treat me that way I just got to my ropes end really quick and told em I was done , finished , that was it , it was over no more and I QUITE I tell you what I was a nervus reack no amount of money could make me stay there don't get me rong the lady and her husband are good ppl but that child man I caouldn't handle that no way a 2 year old is running my life and I have to be up her ass 24/7 Then last nite and today I got some really bad news My aunt has cancer i already knew this but it has spread to her lungs her kendneys are starting to fail and she is on oxgeon and marfine for the pain and they don't look for her to make it 2 more we
My Stories And Poems
A weekend away with you up in the mountains....Oh how we need this love...... It only takes you a few minutes to get the fire going. I walk into the living room, carrying a tray of hot cocoa and the minute I see you, I feel an overwhelming need to touch you. I come over to you and wrap my arms around you from behind, sliding my cold hands up under your sweater. "Hey!" …but you stop me from pulling my hands away and turn around in my arms. You smell so good, of fresh air and firewood. I nuzzle my face in your neck, kissing you softly. I can feel your breath in my ear and your lips on my hair. I'm right where I belong. My hands are still under your shirt, warming up on you. I move them around to your front and slide them up to run across your chest. You pull back a bit, just far enough to let me continue my exploring. I look up at your face as you are looking at me. I smile as our eyes meet, knowing that our night promises to be an amazing one. "I made some cocoa…" "It can wait
Musings From The Dungeon
I have heard much condemnation in the past concerning S&M. Seems that there is much education lacking in the general population concerning S&M. Let me give you an example. She: Oh I'm not into pain, I could never do that. He: Oh, well OK. Let me as you then, do you like a little spanking during love making? She: Yes, I do, it heights my senses. OK, in a small way that makes my point. It is all about limits. Since it is all about limits; it has to be about negotiation. "I like this, but I don't like that." Secondly it is about trust. One "usually" doesn't just "jump" into bed with another person. There is something that says, "yes, I can do this with this person." That's trust. How far one goes in receiving painful stimuli is in direct proportion to the ensuing pleasure that it gives. Endorphines turn the pain to pleasure. S&M is not for everyone for sure. But it shouldn't get the bad rap of being a perversion. It is just another way of doing things. You ev
My Feelings
Take my WILL, And my LIFE, Guide me in my RECOVERY And show me how to LIVE. CLEAN. Don't give up, keep going back it works..... 2 years,2 months,and 25 days clean. t's 2008, a time to start anew, and there's so much that you can do to make your new year dreams come true. Every day, focus on your many gifts, and share your love and laughter, to give others a lift. Find something extraordinary about every single day, and don't let disappointment stand in the way. Think of the new year as a time of adventure and learning; don't be afraid to follow your dreams, and success will be your earnings. But don't forget to have some fun along the way, and do something special just for you every single day. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!...... "Intrusion" Why can’t I just be left alone? They knock on the door and call on the phone. They’ll peek in the window, given a chance. You haven’t the resources to make a stance. You leave your home-everyone knows. Everyw
Any1 interested in playing the forum game Mafia? Its not like whats on myspace , its a forum game kinda like role playing. but we are in need of some players desperately. hers a explanation of game play and heres the actual site im the owner of this site and its in jeopardy of not being able to continue. so please if interested register at site and sign p in the sign up thread. ! thnaks! > and will be adding more things that i will do as bid goes up...right now ive added will make my #1 and add u to my name. will make a persnol salute. soooooo u kno wanna own me!! get a bidding!! click on thumbnail pic of me will take u straight there whoever gets the most rates wins! help meeeee
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About Me
Modeling Contests
I'm currently in the running for the Philly's Hottest Underboob:) so please do sign up to be a VIP which cost nothing and vote for your girl Tara Lynn!!! link for my pics: Philly's Hottest Underboob pics home pg: Wmmr Home pg thank you xoxoxoxoxox Hi My Fubar Friends, I am currently in Gentworld’s bikini model contest @( and this will be the 3rd time around running for this contest!! I’m in the running for Miss December. I really would like to win it this time b/c I think this will be my last chance to do so….So I turn to you again in hopes that you will vote me to win this one!! And that you will take the time to register and vote or at least throw a vote my way daily:) IF YOU SIGN UP AND VOTE FOR ME THAT WILL GIVE ME 5 POINTS OTHERWISE I WILL GET 1 POINT FOR YOUR VOTE, PLUS IF YOU REGISTER AND I WIN YOU ALSO HAVE A CHANCE TO WIN A VACATION PACKAGE TOO!!! AND YOU WON’T
Total Randomness
For anyone who ever complains of how nasty their roommates are. Shut the hell up. I PROMISE you that I have you beat. Hands down. They are a married couple. Big hearts and they have done a lot for me and my daughter but they are the absolute foulest, nastiest people I have EVER lived with. The husband and I kid you not, has only showered TWICE in the year I have lived here! Now mind you, the rest of the house doesn't look like this because I make damn sure it doesn't. This is how they LIVE in their bedroom!! **WARNING** You WILL need a puke bag!! Shhhh! He's sleeeeepin :O
- The Angel-
A long and sleepless night in Kansas..... When one person that has so much stuff racing in their head it is hard to focus daily.  You stop and question yourself did you make the right descisions did you do this did you do that right, well I guess I will know in time. Should I worry and panic or become a bitch over something that I can not control?? It is truly amazing how one person mood can be soooo freaking wonderful then next is so stressful and your heart is hurting that you do not know how to put it in words. Well I am a big girl and will shake it off like any other person, I just need a good night sleep and feel better tomorrow. I a single parent to 2 wonderful boys 9 and 12. I like sports and walking and reading and watching movies, I like comedy, action and love stories. I do not like drama but if push to serve I do not bite my tongue to anyone I tell how it is  I am a strong minded person with a big heart, so if you hurt me once shame on you but if it happens twice trust m
About Me
They add five more levels. By the time I get to level 30, if I even want to attempt to get there, some people will be on level 35. The first rule of acquisition states: "Once you have their money, you never give it back." Last night I lost my Internet and phone because the cable wires outside my house needed to be replaced. So today I had to wait around for a few hours so that a tech could come by and fix it. But before all this, I was without the Internet and phone for over twelve hours. If I didn't have a cell phone I would be screwed. All I get is an apology for my inconvenience. This is not the first incident I have had with the cable company for the pass month or so, so I am not a happy customer. It's too bad Verizon doesn't do that great a job in my area, because I would drop these guys in a minute if I could. So it seems that somehow rates are being siphoned off my page and this is not the first time it has happened. One photo only has seven rates and I know for a fact that at i
Cool Song
3 Doors DownIt's Not My Time Music Video Codes By Music KerliWalking On Air Music Video Codes By Music
My Life Experiences
I was born on September 20th, 1976 . When I was 6 weeks old I suffered from meningitis. I got sick and almost died. I sometimes wonder how my life would have turned out if the meningitis did not occur. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time or have some supernatural powers. Well after seeing the Butterfly effect those kind of ideas can run though my mind. Over the years they did not know what I had and later I was put on Ritalin to calm me down. Later In life I found out I had epilepsy. I would have Petit-mal seizures. It drove me crazy because I could not drive and stuff when i turned 16. I knew after I took care of my seizures my life would get back on track. I played sports and a couple times during the games I would have seizures and blackout. Like on the basketball court or the football field. After high school I had been going to Cleveland for tests where they hooked up wires to my head but each time I went I would not have a seizure when the time i needed to ha
Lounge Stuff
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Kristin sits on fu rating. Just another day in her life or so she thought. Her phone rings and on the other end is a familiar voice that she loves hearing. The voice speaks and says "hey beautiful". A smile crosses Kristin's beautiful face. Her Cheeks turn red as she blushes, her beautiful eyes sparkle with the light of stars. Kristin replies "hey sexy". The stranger on the other end of the line smiles with joy and naughty intentions. "I want to see u, I am on my way to get u be dressed" the voice says, then hangs up. Kristin with great excitment jumps to her feet and begins to get ready. She showers thinking about him the whole time getting wet (in more ways than a shower is intended). A car pulls up and it is Kristins mystery caller. She rushes out the door and to the car. As Kristin approaches the car she feels eyes on her watching her every move. Those eyes travel up and down her body enjoying everything they see. The door is opened and as Kristin sits down she feels a hand on her
Music That Is Special To Me!
Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my ownEverybody has their private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you calling me?Are you trying to get through?Are you reaching out for me?I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fucking depressedI just can't seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dumpI took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back upBut I need that spark to get psyched back upAnd in order for me to pick the mic back upI don't know how or why or whenI ended up this position I'm inI'm starting to feel dissin' againSo I decided just to pick this penUp and try to make an attempt to ventBut I just can't admitOr come to grips with the fact that I may be done with rapI need a new outletAnd I know some shit's so hard to swallowBut I can't just sit back and wallowIn my own sorrow but I know one factI'll be one tough act to followOne tough act to followI'll be one tough act to followHere today, gone tomor
Love, Life, And Then Some
When I look in his eyes, I see someone who I'm not sure if anyone else knows exists. When I look in his eyes, I see someone who has a big heart. When I look in his eyes I see someone who I want in my life. When I look in his eyes I feel safe. When I look in his eyes, I know I can trust him with my life. When I look in his eyes, I see someone who is dealing with a lot of pain. When I look in his eyes, I fear that he does not see himself for the amazing person he truly is. When I look in his eyes, I want to fix everything for him and make his life perfect. When I look in his eyes, I see someone who has been hurt so much he is afraid to let anyone else in.  When I lay in his arms, I feel at home. When I lay in his arms, I feel comforted. When I lay in his arms, my past doesn't matter so much. When I lay in his arms, all the pain this world has caused me disappears.
My Mind..
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job they themselves f
Thoughts And Stuff
Thats all.. P x James blunt is an ex-soldier... I watched him play this song live and it was so emotional. The guy was so close to tears as he sang. The song No Bravery was written after Blunt claims he came across Serbian 'soldiers' celebrating over the dead bodies of an Albanian family they had just slaughtered in Kosovo.. This song just about sums war up for me.. Whilst i respect all the troops fighting for our freedom etc, It still saddens me to think about it.. -------------------------------------------------- "No Bravery" There are children standing here, Arms outstretched into the sky, Tears drying on their face. He has been here. Brothers lie in shallow graves. Fathers lost without a trace. A nation blind to their disgrace, Since he's been here. And I see no bravery, No bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness. Houses burnt beyond repair. The smell of death is in the air. A woman weeping in despair says, He has been here. Tracer lighting up the sk
My Quiz Results
You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). You scored as Yippy Ki Yay!. Its good to experiment with kissing. Youve about perfected the art of kissing. Its fun to do! For those of you who didnt know, some studies show the bigger the lips the better the kisser. Just remember gentle kisses on the lips, and some tongue, and altering the speed etc., can feel really good too. Here some helpful tips: 1. be ready 2. no smoking 3. start out slow 4. up intensity *for romantic kissing touch the cheek *touch the neck and go down toward back to heat things up 5. develop a rythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands *holding or other 8. experiment 9. respond to partner 10. repeat!Yippy Ki Yay!75%Romantic Kisser63%Your more of a class act than youre gi
Don`t Ask For Too Much.
TOO TUFF??? VERY INTERESTING~~ (THX MS.U) Body: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no pe
For A Reason
Behind the mask Where feelings are hidden The mask is the side That I turn to you If I am a clown It hide my fear even as a jester Nobody will see my tears But inside my heart Behind the mask There is a boy with tender Emotional feelings That only a few will ever see A heart hurt on so many places Grieve that's only for me If I cry it will be for nobody to see Cold is the world that surround me Fighting day by day Things nobody will really know from me Hidden behind he mask Cudddle up with sweet memories Hope the pain will slowly fad away Now you know that behind the mask of a jester A emotional guy will be hidden The astrological symbol of the Aquarius is the Water Bearer. But don’t be mistaken – the Aquarius’ element, formally called a sign’s triplicity, is air, not water. The air signs of the zodiac are intellectual communicators who let their mind, rather than their emotions, dictate their actions. If you look at this sign’s symbol you’ll see th

Whatever side of the political isle you are on just read this and see if it makes as much sense to you as it does to me. The writer is a conservative. The Top Ten Reasons Conservatives Should Vote For Obama My take by Andrew Sullivan. 10. A body blow to racial identity politics. An end to the era of Jesse Jackson in black America. 9. Less debt. Yes, Obama will raise taxes on those earning over a quarter of a million. And he will spend on healthcare, Iraq, Afghanistan and the environment. But so will McCain. He plans more spending on health, the environment and won't touch defense of entitlements. And his refusal to touch taxes means an extra $4 trillion in debt over the massive increase presided over by Bush. And the CBO estimates that McCain's plans will add more to the debt over four years than Obama's. Fiscal conservatives have a clear choice. 8. A return to realism and prudence in foreign policy. Obama has consistently cited the foreign policy of George H. W. Bush a
Sicktanick - The Lament Configuration
Imagine for a second the affects of a toxinWith widespread panic all around people marchin'In defense of what they serve and protectBut what they serve and protect is full of lies that they disrespectImagine for a second that the people marchin'Were zombies infected with a neurotoxinDeveloped by thoseWho never seemed to opposeThey only seek to have us locked up and treated like animalsThey're hannibals, the political vandalsThe worse kind of people that you have in your scandalsThey're called humans, but I like to call them zombiesLocked inside a world lies their televisions what they watchin'Little do they know the man who stands all up on the buttonIt's just two years as a traitor for our final consumptionWhile the beast is in the sea, he's away in the bayAnd California disappears and we're left in dismayApocalypse year 2012Armageddon approaches because we're all going straight to hellApocalypse year 2012Ain't got no money, that's fine, why, cause you got a soul to sellApocalypse yea
1Good hygiene is a must. Don't just use a bar of soap, but do scrub yourself. Make sure ears have no wax in them and that privates and facial hair are clean and at least trimmed nicely. When applying deodorant or cologne, don't use a lot. Also, make sure you don't use too much hair gel (it's sticky).2Pay attention to how you look. Wear clothes that fit your body well, eliminate flashy clothing and avoid fashion "faux pas" (i.e. baseball hats cocked slightly to the side). A simpler wardrobe will keep the emphasis on you, not your clothes, which will change your outlook. Get regular haircuts.3A true gentleman is polite to everyone, in action and words. Always be aware of how you can help people. Wait an extra few seconds to hold the door for the person behind you. Offer to help an old or pregnant person get their grocery bags to the car. You don't have to be paranoid or risk killing yourself (i.e if you've got a precarious grip on something heavy, don't open the door for so
My Time Off
As you walk the roads at night, I follow always just out of sight. And sometimes you may feel me near, My footsteps in your mind you hear. I see you, tense, stop and stare, I hear you wondering who is there. Deep in the dark of the night you search, But your mortal eyes cannot see my perch. A flash of light within the dark, You feel fear come into your heart. And you flee to the places of human sin, Where footsteps are lost in the crawling din. Encased in the moving crowd, You feel safe and you feel proud. Until you notice them all leer, Their actions encouraged by the smell of your fear. They pull you into the night by your hair, Your clothes they rip and violently tear. Those Strangers ignore your cries of distress, You are surrounded by enemies in the darkness. But this darkness is my home, And through it I do freely roam. Those strangers now scream and try to fight, But they are no match for a true child of the night. Soothing words I whisper like a lover in
Guest Book!!!
A Little Kinky ......
well we will start out with my eyes, then on to the little nibbles on ur ears while i gently caress your sweet face with the tips of my fingers, which path would you like to take next i compliment you on your beautiful smile, i lean in closer notice the sweet smell of your hair, i gently kiss the tip of your nose while slowy, ever so gently, make my way to your supple neck, i rub my lips against it just softly as u can feel my breath... i begin to become extremly aroused while staring into your gaze, as i play with the tips of your fingers i cant help but wonder what you are thinking, i place my other hand over your eyes and while is bring ur hand to my lips and gently start to kiss them i kiss your bottom lip, then your top lip, then the bottom again, my tongue slowly slips between your wet lips and meets yours soft passionate kisses on your neck sends little shivers down your body your legs slightly quiver slowly i kiss my way down you back. my hands all over your body
Full Moon
hello sweetie I wanted to wish you many blessings this full moon.. and i thought to send you this protection spell for you to keep or pass on. I found it online , i'm not sure who wrote it. be safe , Goddess Bless...... Forevrgoddess CHANT OF PROTECTION Goddess, Give me protection from the outside world, Let whatever people say about me not hurt, Let whatever I fear not bother me, Let all the mixed up feelings inside be released without harm, Goddess, you see my pain, I am thy child, I am thy soul, I need a dream to cast away this pain, Something to soothe my soul, Give me protection from the outside world. Comment on this video! More videos at myYearbook Comment on this video! More videos at myYearbook
Up For Auction
Best offer by 6pm Sunday EST gets their choice. If Interested start bidding. I am up for auction in Mz Chaos new auction. Please rate my pic for prizes for most rates and please bid, I'd love a blast, bling or VIP. So please check out what I'm offering ;). Here is the link to my picture and offer. Thank you all. Please come out and show fu luv. Please rate and bid. The higher the bid the more will be added. Auction ends March 28, 2009 at 10pm Futime. So please come rate and bid. Here is the link:
  I’ve always been a daddy’s girl and my Dad has always treated me like a Princess.  I'm the only girl out of 4 and Daddy always said I was his favorite. Daddy said I was special and that’s why he spoiled me.  Daddy never gave any of my brothers a bath but he gave me one anytime Mommy wasn't home and he always took me on special overnight trips but left my brothers at home.  One day my Daddy caught me in my room masturbating.  Oh Daddy I can't help it!  It just feels so good Daddy.  Don’t worry daddy, I won’t let anyone else play with my pussy…only my Daddy.  I made that promise to my daddy when I was 7 and until I turned 18 and moved away to college I kept that promise and my daddy was the only person to fuck suck and lick my pussy for 10 yrs.  My first week of school I was still missing my daddy and spent lots of time in my dorm masturbating,  while the other girls were out getting drunk and fucked by pretty frat boys.  I found myself gravitating
Teresa's Nonesense
The Devil
The Devil Knows My Name… He Knows All My Weaknesses… He Loves Them One And All… He Wraps His Me Around His Finger Once Again And I Can’t Think Of A Place I Would Rather Be. In His Arms Again…         Feeling Whole Again. The Devil Knows My Desires… He Knows The Darkness In Me… He Made A Home In My Heart… I Can’t think Of A Place I’d Rather Him Be. The Devil Knows My Name… He Knows All My Weaknesses… He Loves Them One And All… He Wraps His Me Around His Finger Once Again And I Can’t Think Of A Place I Would Rather Be. In His Arms Again… Feeling Whole Again. The Devil Knows My Desires… He Knows The Darkness In Me… He Made A Home In My Heart… I Can’t think Of A Place I’d Rather Him Be.
Common Sense
Ok, so I have been on Fu for a while now.  I think that I have a pretty good idea of how  the game is played on here.  Well I dont spend money on here, and I wont buy you bling or send you credits or do anything that actually cost real money just to see you naked.  The internet is FULL of totally free porn, and videos, and hell even free hook-up sites to actually have sex lol.  Now that being said, some people that are new on here (green names) need to realize that if think you are sexy enough and have a good enough body to charge for seeing you naked, you need to have more than 13 pics lol.  I just got told by some noob, that I could send her TEN DOLLARS on PAYPAL (not bling or credits, but paypal) to see her 13 NSFW pics.  LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!! now that is funny.  Thats almost a dollar a pic, I can get 10 chicken sandwhiches at mcdonalds for 10 bucks and probably be more satisfied lol.  ok im done ranting, love you all you sexy fu's keep lovin me :)   Mike Ok, I don't pretend to be an o
Unnamed For Now
No this isn't a tribute to Popeye, though I will gladly help a lady to a spanking today that she will still feel on Saturday. (Whimpy reference for the Popeye fans out there) I am indeed what I am, I knew I was kinky before I knew what it actually was. I always enjoyed the sight of lets say a lady in distress, I guess that would make me Snidley Whiplash because it was me that was getting her there. My earliest recollection of this dates back to second grade, when I got in trouble for drawing pictures of women tied to a chair, albeit I"m no Monet in the art sense, but all the bumps were in the right place, if you catch what I'm saying. All through my life I collected bondage related material like my friends all collected playboys and penthouses. No I don't hate my parents, and I do come from a strong family structure. No I do not hate women, in actuality I cherish what ever a submissive lady may give me. I have just come to believe we are all born with certain traits, and it is up to
....... ARMS ....... There's one place where we both can turn when things don't go are way. Or when we're tired from all the cares we face from day to day. A place where we know everything will somehow be okay~ Within the safety of each other's arms.... And that's forever the love we share has deepened, as it's grown, And brought us joy that's so much more than we had ever known~ For together we're much stronger than we each could be alone~ Within the safety of each other's arms..... With all my love..... """""""ROSE OF A LASTING LOVE""""""""" The distance between us, Only makes me realize, more each day. How very important you are, to my life....... I can't put into words, All the special feelings I hold, For you in my heart..... But until I see you again, Please remember that my, Memories and dreams are forever filled, With the beautiful thought of you..
Intriguing Things Start Here
Who was the last male you talked to? my bro Richard Who is someone that can always make you laugh? Richard or Brooke What were you doing at 10am this morning? sleeping What were you doing an hour ago? playing my DS Do you plan on moving within the next year? not to my knowledge but hell who knows lol Are you wearing anything on your feet? nope, need to put some socks on What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months? hopefully successfully changing myself.. Do you remember your dreams? sometimes Where did your last hug take place? probably christmas eve from one of the kiddos Have you been to a baby shower? yes What cell phone company do you use? Net10 What color is your hair brush? silver Do you watch the Super Bowl? nope What about World Cup? nope Do you sleep with a teddy bear? No What is the last movie you watched? Man In The Moon What movie do you think everyone should watch? whatever they want to watch lol
My Poetry (for Anyone Who Cares To Read)
Below is a list of people I am "Stalking". I will visiting their profiles each and everyday and leaving comments/rates, whatever I can. These people have given time and emotional support to me in one way or another. I will be adding more people, just wanted to get started on this post, so if you dont see yur name right away, trust me you will. These names are in no particular order, just grabbing them as I see them. Thanks to all of you. goose1060@ CherryTAP Goose 1060 cameronthecrow@ CherryTAP cameronthecrow Floetic@ CherryTAP Floetic ~*Blair*~@ CherryTAP Blair DoubleNaughtSpy@ CherryTAP DoubleNaughtSpy The Chief@ CherryTAP The Chief longnslow@ CherryTAP longnslow Yellow Rose~Wife of Furey@ CherryTAP Yellow Rose-Wife of Furey furey@ CherryTAP Furey BooBoo.......
Savior's Corner Of Wisdom
I is a whore and as a result this amzing chick got me a HH. TODAY~8PM fu-time. Miss it & die (except Mac). Make sure you show Confidence lots of love, she has a HH after me. ps...I has 5 more to use. You will get tired of me :P pps...Feel free to get me more HHs. I was a whore & I liked it :D TY eveyrone that help me become a point whore! You guys are awesome! Hugs & kisses to all the girls Tongue to you(shhhh) High fives for the guys Thanks again, everyone. Hey handsome would you be a doll and buy me a bling pack? Oh and make it a big one please. Hey sexy would you mind getting me a VIP? I would owe you so much of you could get me a few blasts. Help! I so need a Happy hour. My birthday is coming up and it would mean a lot to me. Seriously…these are some of the stupid SB messages that I get from some females on this site. Some offer their NSFW pics and webcam shows, but there are others than think they are so “special” that I should do it for fuck
♥ Auction Time ♥
My girl ♡¥.U.M.z™♡ is in a Auction!!! So go bid on this little Sweet Heart!! She is one Great Friend! She is always there no matter what I need.... and I want to share her with all of you!!! Click the picture below and place your bids now!!!
Im Back
to all my friends and fans i'm back online and just wanted to say hi
Color Me??????
So what's your fav. color say about you? When I saw this I was a bit skeptical til I read what my Fav. color said about me. Hmmmm.. was pretty acurate! LOL So how acurate is yours??? Comments welcome. :)   Most of us have a favorite color. Maybe you’re drawn to sky blue because it makes your eyes stand out or you find forest green particularly comforting. Whatever the case, your preferred hue can reveal a lot about what makes you tick. And the same holds true for the people you date — you’d probably have a different impression of a date if he or she said, “My favorite color is yellow” versus “My favorite color is black.” That’s because color speaks a powerful, silent language. And I can help you understand it. I’m a success coach and best-selling author of Simple Spells for Love and other books, and I’ve studied color theory. So, look up your favorite color below — then, your date’s best-loved shade &mda
hey everyone im gettin the fuck out of here i cant whait to get back and drink beer and drive my car. but i will be sure not to mix the two. well better get goin i gotta finnish packing laters yeah im fucking boored all the time i need help iv only got a month and a half left and time seems to drag on more and more each day. you can help me by sending me an IM on yahoo sapper101abn someone hit me up please im boored again someone hit me up on yahoo instant messanger my sn is sapper101abn
Laura Stone sat at her desk, her fingers flying over her keyboard. She was hard at work on a very important presentation, perhaps the most important of her career. A group of Japanese businessmen were seeking to invest a large amount of capital into the company for which she worked, and she had been assigned the task of leading the pitch at a high level meeting to take place overseas. The complexity of the project did not hamper her, although it was by far the most thorough, complicated assignment she had faced. She was a hard worker, easily outperforming the rest of her department. She had proven herself indispensable to her boss, who always referred to her as his right hand gal. Completing her duties was simple. The challenge came in balancing her regular workload with the special tasks she was assigned throughout the day. Periodically her email box would alert her to a new message from her Master. She always opened them immediately, anxious to see what new torments he h
The hotel room is dark and your breathing so deep and regular. My heart is still fluttering remembering how you have made love to my body. The touch of your hand brings such pleasure. The feel of your mouth on mine is so real. My lips tingle with the memory. I love that you are curved against my back. The heat of your hand is making my nipple hard. Your fingers and mouth did such a good job keeping them that way. But it was your teeth that brought forth the orgasm. The look of surprise on your face when that happened. If I close my eyes I can see it. The flash of passion made your eyes so dark. I smile as I remember telling you that that would happen... I gently turn in your arms. And as I do, you roll to your back. Your arm is still so protective of me. I feel that way with you. Protected... but now it is my turn to return the favor you have given me. My fingers test your awareness. I slowly run them down your chest. You murmur but don't wake. That pleases me! My fingers con
About Me
I am just me....I don't try to be anything that I am not. What you see is what you get. I don't play mind games and don't like them played on me. I like alot of things and am willing to try almost anything once...maybe more if I like it the first time.
New Pics And Remember To Sign Guestbook
I know most of my closest peeps have already signed my guestbook, but theres about 600 ppl on my list and only about 10 have signed in the week that i've had it up. not bitching or anything but i get to everyones new items fairly quick and would like at least most of you to at least sign my book, even if you dont get to the ratings. also if your past of the dark realm or wnc, if your being harrassed in any way, dont be shy, let me know and i'll take care of that problem!
Frick And Frack
ok it has been a week without frack no low crawling in the bays no war games anymore... its all good because she is gone and moving foward... its cool i am happy for her.... But she is very much missed... the best battle anyone could ask for, WELL THIS WEEKENDS BOMBINGS WHERE SUCCESSFULL HEHEHE... FRACK GOT BOMBED AGIAN AND WAS HELD HOSTAGE, OH WELL BUT WE DID TEACH SOME LESSONS LIKE HOW TO LOW CRAWL.... THE NEWBIES SURE GOT A LAUGH EVENTHOUGH IT WAS AT CHURCH, HEHE.... FRICK SHE HAS GOTTEN BORD SHE NEEDS NEW TOYS... soldier30
Questions go unanswered I think to much they say Feels as if my heart is dead already Like everything was taken away I want to cry But I hold back the tears Cause I never can voice my opinion Even when I do It falls on cold deaf ears I'm the stranger you once fell in love with I'm the stranger that thinks to fucking much A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire. A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between us No promises to be kept
Donkeys And Elephants
I recently asked my neighbors' little girl what she wanted to be when she grows up. She said she wanted to be a President. Both of her parents, liberal Democrats, were standing there, so I asked her, 'If you were President what would be the first thing you would do? ' She replied, 'I'd give food and houses to all the homeless people.' Her parents beamed with pride 'Wow...what a worthy goal.' I told her, 'But you don't have to wait until you're a President to do that! You can come over to my house to mow the lawn, pull weeds, trim my hedge, and I'll pay you $50. Then I'll take you over to where the homeless guy hangs out, and you can give him the $50 to use toward food and a new house.' She thought that over for a few seconds, then she looked me straight in the eye and asked, 'Why doesn't the homeless guy come over and do the work, and you can just pay him the $50? ' I said, 'Welcome to the Republican Party.'    Her parents still aren't speaking to me
It's Me
You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) send answers to my messages REPOST THIS WITH DEAR ______ (YOUR NAME) AND HAVE PEOPLE MESSAGE YOU FILLING IN THE BLANK Why is it people act like there your friends but come to find out there back stabbers and users ..... I don't like PEOPLE that dose that when I try to help them out and thats what i get back LOL No more !!!! I'm not doing it any more no more lil nice girl its going to big bad bitch now Thanks to All of you that has used me a true friend wouldn't do that to you.. I try to help people out and make friends on here and i can't do that without making someone mad . A Real True Fri

1. Admit: "I was in the Army; I have a problem." This is the first step to recovery... 2. Speech: Time should never begin with a zero or end in a hundred, it is not 0430 or 1400; it is 4:30 in the morning (AKA God-awful early). Words like latrine, overhead, fourth point of cantact, bunk, and "PT" will get you weird looks; bathroom, ceiling, and workout... get used to it. "Fuck" cannot be used to -replace whatever word you can't think of right now, try "um". Grunting is not talking. It's a phone, not a radio; do not use words like roger, say again, send it and conversations on a phone do not end in "out" People will not know what you are talking about if you tell them you are coming from Fort Huachuca with the platoon or that you spent a deployment in the OCAC. Likewise people will not understand you when you use expressions like "watch your six." 3. Style: Do not put creases in your jeans. Do not put creases on the front of your dress shirts. A horseshoe cu
To All The Fake Bitches On Here..
invading your nightmares...killas on the murder scene... praise my father of the dark...i'm watching thier lives cease angels burning in the sky...jesus hangin from a rope.. bibles burning as I hear em as he chokes... these victims i precious as thier eyes close... as the blood turns black...all hail thy antichrist.... the whispers in the wind saying these corpses never found.... my demonic children playing in the devils playground.. speak no evil...take thy souls straight hellbound/ alone as I torment in my own personal hell.. from past sins or endless months in jail.. i sit here in a darkened room alone why cant anyone hear my endless cries of a love not shown am i to be forever a demon dancing forever into the halls so black alone i sit from this day fourth until the very last... some deep shit i feel right now... goodbye to out of here for good..

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