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My Hell
I just recently had an epiphany. I held onto so much garbage and baggage that needs to be let go of totally. I was a self loathing person who doubted everyone and everything, no matter if it was good or bad. It jaded me, made me bitter, made me throw love away like trash. In turn this made me hate myself even more. I hereby release Martin Wanat of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all the bad things you said and did to me while we were together. I forgive you and I'll try to forget the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Rashawn Reese of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all you did to me, how you acted, and how I was treated by you. I forgive you and I'll try to forget all the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Nicole Bateau, Nikki Vega, and Mike Piper as well. All of you are forgiven for all the bad things you said, did, and how you acted towards me when I finally found happiness. I forgive you and I'll try to forge

My Heart's Wish
the light of my soul shining for the world to see to show my life is still going to givehope to the ones i love i hope i find my soulmate in you hopeing you can love me the way i love you my hole heart is yours to hold close to keep safe to look after for all times my hearts yours untill i die my soul goes to heaven or hell my love will forever be yours

My Heart Is Breaking..
I once thought I knew what love was because I was young and foolish. I've stayed with him because of my kids. They look up to me and I love them so much but it's killing me to stay in this relationship. He makes me feel like a prisoner and a child. He won't let me make any decisions on my own. And now there is someone else in my life. I love him and very much want to be with him. I feel like I never have before, but how do I tell my husband? I've never been more scared but I've never been more sure of anything either. Is anything in life ever easy? I've been known to be suicidal and I'm afraid to go down that road again but I know I will if I stay here. I just can't go on like this anymore..

My Heart.....
Bear Thong SongAdd to My Profile | More Videos The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? The unicorn was driving, drunk tells policeLOS ANGELES (AFP) - A man accused of drunk-driving and crashing his

~*my Heart*~
My heart is his my love is his my family is his my joy that he brings me all that he can give me then some....he keeps me strong he keep me here on this wonderfull place i call my cloud nine with ever motion that is called love with keeping me safe from the people that walk in our path and try to hurt us and all i do for him is the same...HIs heart is mine ...His love is all mine his life is with me.. we carrie each moment together and love every minute of it ...All thats well is a wonderful life i cant wait till things that get to a better place withy smiles hugs kisses and wonderfull nights side by side each other ~*Mandie*~

My Heart
Are there guys out there who really want a woman for a relationship other than a sexual one. I know there are, its just hard to find them. I have talked to maybe 2 lately. What is it with people in general I suppose just using the internet specifically for their own selfish reasons, either by using others for their own personal gain. I have heard so much crap and have had stuff happen to me. A Man uses a sweet kind woman and lies to her just to get money. Others just want to get on cam and ask " Can I see you r pussy"!! I am so tired of it all. I would love to find a good decent man. I am still considering the fact that I may not find one from here. I have met many men from here. I can honestly say that maybe 1 or 2 have even been worth my time. I truely believe that there is someone out there for everyone and we all should be happy. I am going to stay optimistic. Good luck to all and please be honest with all you come into contact with. It also makes me so mad when guys, women too, p

My Heart
My heart by Erik When you talk to me good, my heart feels like a cord of firewood. when you talk to me mean, my heart feels like it left the scene. when you sing a lovely song, my hearts racing more than 500 laps long. when you sing a loatheful rhyme, my heart feels like it ran out of time. whether you talk to me good or you talk to me mean, my heart feels like an out of control machine. whether you sing a lovely song or a loatheful rhyme, my heart feels like it's reached its prime. baby when you're here right by my side, my heart feels like a roller coaster ride. now the end is coming and i know it's near, i hope it never happens cuz that's what i fear.

My Heart
Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves, without any insistence that they satisfy you. -Dr. Wayne Dyer It is a spiritual axiom(truth) that every time we are disturbed(angry), no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with us. If somebody hurts us and we are sore, we are in the wrong also. 12&12 pg. 90 "There is a principle which is a bar against all information, which is proof against all arguments and which cannot fail to keep a man in everlasting ignorance--that principle is contempt prior to investigation." -Herbert Spencer

My Heart Goes Out To
well we found out that my daughter miscarried her baby.it was gonna be my first grandbaby ...i have the ultrasound of it in a frame .my heart goes out to everyone women and couple that has ever had a miscarriage......i dont kno what its like but i do kno i care bout that baby as if it was already here.it was the worst feelin i ever felt.and in way i guess i should be happy too cause my s on and his wife is gonna have a baby so im told.but its just isnt in me to be happy cause i kno i wont get to see this baby.my son lefted his wife and lives with his dad where the fool of a dad is pushin him to be with his g/f daughter! i want to make it clear i do not uphold for my son i think its the lowest thing he ever done .his wife does not deserve to be treated way my son doin her.i was told by my daughter law that she wasnt gonna be round me cause her parents wont let her.its sad cause i done nothin but uphold for my daughetr law ...and didnt turn my back on her when her own parents did when sh

My Heart Wants To Know
"My Heart Wants To Know" I would like to know what is on your mind the last five minutes before you fall asleep. and which words you overuse when you're pissed. i want to know what your voice sounds like when you stutter.. and how your face crinkles up when you cry i wanna know what made you lose trust. and why you're trusting me** what your favorite shirt looks like and who sings your favorite song how many houses have you lived in growing up and who was your favorite uncle? what's your deepest secret.. and what makes your skin crawl. do you believe in "happy-ever-afters" and if so..what's your's? is there anything that makes you elated? and how many words will it take? do you prefer your mother or your father (mother??) and what will you name your children? are you afraid of heights.. and what's your biggest dream? how many colors are your favorites? and can you speak another language? do you believe in FATE? and are you honest all the t

My Heart
I gave my heart to one i know, or at least i thought i knew. He left for a while, but I kept him in my heart. He returned to me just to leave me. My heart hurt, but odly enough not a whole lot. For I knew I was not alone, I still had others who loved me. I went to a friend fo find comfort. I found it, plus more. He has mended my heart and in return gained it and my trust. With him I am happy for it is impossible for me to stay sad around him. He makes me laugh to much. He.... is the real, *~Jett Darknight~*

My Hell
The Hell from which I was saved from I have been unwillingly returned to. I hate it here, I've been here for almost my entire life that has come to pass. But I cannot leave, the rest of my life depends on my suffering. Even though it was unbearable before it is excruciatingly worse now. This is because in the past I have had a time where I would have most of my friends with me, this is not the case anymore. I still have the time, but I don't have any of my friends. I think about the future and realize that I'm stuck in this Hill of mine for over a year. This is because next year everyone is leaving me. All of last years seniors have left. Which means half of my friends, my boyfriend, and many other people who I get along with and have known for many years. I only have a few actual friends with me next year. Even then, I don't have any of them in any of my classes. So I'll be completely alone, all day. For those of you who have no idea about what thi

My Heart Cannot Take Anymore
I've known for awhile that my husband was gonna go out with my friend Andrea's boyfriend Drew. I was ok with that. Hell I'm ok with him going out with just about anyone as long as he is upfront,and honest with me. If you have nothing to hide then why be shady and lie about bs right?? Well,first Chad tried telling me he was going out with his brother,then it changed to he was going to this bar alone,and that he'd meet people there to talk to,then finally when I point blanked asked him if he was going out with his secretary from work (Carolina) he said to me "why would you think that?" I told him dont pull some bullshit on me and he finally fessed up that yeah he was. I was not angry in the least about him going out with her, just the fact he felt the need to lie about it. It didnt make sense that if everything was on the up and up he would need to be shady. So I went there and confronted him about the lies. I was so upset I punched him and told him I dont appreciate the fu

My Heart Is Back In Tack
Well I want to say to those of you who felt my frustration and loniliness through this long weekend without my little Taylor girl home ~ SHE IS HOME NOW with mommie. I am all smiles and just oozing happiness and warmth. I wanted to say Thanks sooooo much for your encouraging words and concern. You have helped me out more than you will ever know. I am heading to bed with a huge bowl of popcorn to watch a movie with my bestest little friend in the world, my daughter Taylor. Good Nite Cherrytap and good night to my friends. I will be calling on you again in a couple of weeks unless by the grace of God we can manage to get the court order in place to prohibit the visitation to her fathers. Please pray for us this happens. One day at a time So I will share with you all the end to a a ton of heart ache, trials and tests and miracles that my daughter Taylor and I have been through for the last several months. It all started with my ex attempting to prove me unfit ... this

My Health
Wheelchair Bound 12/2/2007 Ok, so I have a bulging disc in my low back tailbone area & a bad case of arthritis. I’m not able to stand on my feet more than 5 min, or walk w/o being in a great deal of pain & feeling the need to sit. I have to rely on my husband and children to do the daily house chores, cooking, etc. It’s bad enough that I have many other health problems. But not being able to stand or walk, and not being able to do things I need or want to do, just pisses me off. I hate that I have to rely on someone else for stuff when I rather do it myself, then I know it’s done & done right (or at least to my satisfaction). I also get angry because I feel I’ve lost my independence and freedom. The fucking saddest part of all is that I can’t enjoy things w/ my kids like I used to. I miss walking w/ them on trick or treat night, going to any & all school functions, or riding a bike w/ them around the block, etc. Because of missing out w/ my

My Heart Of Everything!!!
Nor the pain and the sorrow caused by my mistakes Won´t repent to a mortal whom is all to blame Now I know I won´t make it There will be a time we´ll get back our freedom They can´t break what´s inside I´ll face it cause it´s the heart of everything Open up your eyes Save yourself from fading away now, don´t let it go Open up your eyes See what you´ve become, don´t sacrifice It´s truly the heart of everything Stay with me now I´m facing my last solemn hour Very soon I´ll embrace you on the other side Hear the crowd in the distance, screaming out my faith Now their voices are fading, I can feel no more pain I´ll face it cause it´s the heart of everything Open up your eyes Save yourself from fading away now, don´t let it go Open up your eyes See what you´ve become, don´t sacrifice It´s truly the heart of everything Open up your eyes Open up your eyes Open up your eyes Save yourself from fading away now, don´t let it go Open up yo

My Health
What is a friend? For that fact what dose it mean to be a best friend? I'm not one to burden others with my problem but life really sucks and over the last twenty years or so it just keeps dealing me one bad hand after another, each one worse than the one before. They say that God don't give us things we can't handle but dam if my cup don't runnith over already! I guess my bad luck started about three years ago when I took in a bimbo bitch. In less than six months she made me get rid of my roommate and not long after that she had me arrested for domestic dispute. When I got out of the county jail two and a half months later coz the state drop the charges for lack of evidence she was gone…so was my apartment, my car, twenty thousand dollars of PA gear which I used to make a living with as a sound tech, my pass ports and everything else I owned in the world. It has not been easy to bounce back; heaven knows I always have before. A very short time after the above fiasco I was diag

My Hero
My all time favorite Fleetwood Mac song. It has a very special meaning to me. I use to sing it back in highschool at events and stuff :P The video... Live on the Dance tour... She was just a wish... I absolutely love Stevie Nicks. She's my hero! Don't hide behind your hair that way.

My Heart Is Empty And Blue
I feel so empty inside My heart is broken You did that to me You used it as your token For what I once felt Was love for you Now all you do is be mad Yell, cuss, and argue That is all you ever do anymore You are always pissed What happened to you? The guy I first kissed I feel my heart is made of glass You took it and it shattered You kept stomping it more and more Now you act as if I never mattered Now I feel so empty inside I feel so blue My heart is ripped apart Did I ever really matter to you? Yes, this question I really must ask For I don’t really know You treat me so badly But say you love me so If this is your LOVE for me I wouldn’t want to see HATE You treat me like this And then say you are my soul mate? Why do you say and do these things to me? You must love to see my cry You say things so angry and hateful Are you trying to make my heart die? It is still in many pieces on the floor You put it there by yelling at me I can

My Health
Some of u may know i have been ill for over a week now with a lot of pain and discomfort on my right side from my back around to my side and stomach. my family thinks it is Appendicitis or a cyst on my ovaries. I I will be going in the the ER tom. Just wanted you all to be aware in case i am not here for awhile. So i just ask for you to have me in your thoughts and your prayers. thank you XOXO ~S~

My Health 2
So u all know I have not been feeling well. So last night I went to the ER oh fun! I have a UTI,A Cyst on my overy, sinus infection and a inflamed,infected bowl. so ya so icky . anyways thats whats what is wrong with me. So i am taking meds now to help with all that ! woot woot!Ugh and i had an IV hooked up to me some nice meds in that! I also had x-rays and a CT Scan with the burning dye stuff.... OUCH!!!! ty all for ur prayers and thoughts!Keep them coming! :) XOXO ~S~

My Heart
I have been thinking and have come to the conclusion I need to take a break from my online social sites for now until my health and family issues clear up a bit. As most of you know I have a terminal heart disease and have been in heart failure for almost a month and a half now. I opted to stay out of the hospital until after the holidays and since having 3 family deaths in the last few weeks I know I must take better care of myself which leaves me with little to no time online. I do not have a laptop yet so I cannot make it online while on bedrest, so anyway I wanted to tell you not to worry about me I am okay unless you hear otherwise from my husband aka BeautysBeast (you can add him for updates or just for friendship if you want I am sure he will need alot of support as well) My last Update is my uncle Randy whom broke his neck passed away on Dec. 18th at 421 am, My uncle Bill whom had a heart attack while in the hospital with kidney failure is still hanging in there. My husbands 34

My Health
hello all I went to the Dr today and the counts came up again which is a good thing it came up 26 thousands more which is up to 86 thousands but the total that has came up is so far is 77 thousands it has came up they are hoping that in a couple more weeks that we can start taking me off the med's but I'm not holding my breathe I feel like the Michelin tire guy( the big white guy) or the marshmallow guy from ghostbuster I have gain a total 13 lbs in 4 weeks and I found out it all fluid and will hope goes away once I'm off the med's but the next appointment is 01/07/2008 and there keeping and eye on the sugar to because it could get high sugar with this but cross your fingers this doesn't this has been a real wake -up call for me and I'm doing the best I can with it I get really snappy at the kids and everyone but this will go away thank you !!!! I don't know how much more I can take but I will write again and let you know what comes from the next appointment happy new years all be sa

My Heart And Soul
so we talk and we laugh we dream and we cry we live and we learn we yearn and we die ive come to terms that not everything in live is fair every time i hear her voice something deep inside me awakens i feel a lump in my throught a loss of words a shortness of breath ive finally found true love and ive always wondered what true love was and now i know no one else matters to me in the world but her she is my other half my completion i know one day i will lose her as much as i pray it never comes i know it is inevitable its just how life is we are hundreds of miles apart and yet i feel soo close to her i asked her to marry me she said yes i asked if she loved me she said yes i asked her to move here with me once again she said yes so why is it that she has broken my heart and left me to be by my self i know ive done some wrong things in life and ive hurt a few ppl but nothign i have ever done deserves this much torture this much heartache im always alone and

My Heart
“WHO CAN HAVE MY HEART” ONLY THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE CAN HAVE MY HEART AS LONG AS HE IS WILLING TO TAKE MY SOUL TOO AS MY HEART AND SOUL WILL BECOME ONE WITH HIS WHEN HE COMES ALONG THERE WILL BE EXPECATIONS THO, SUCH AS HE HAS TO HAVE TRUST, COMMUNICATION, RESPECT, COMPASSION, AND MOST OF ALL EACH OTHER HE HAS TO BE SPONTANIOUS, VERY ADVENTUREOUS, CARING, ROMANTIC, AND HAVE A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR HE HAS TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME AS WELL AS I DO HIM SUCH AS OUR DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS MOST OF ALL WE HAVE TO BECOME ONE WITH EACH OTHER NO MATTER WHAT IS HAPPENING IN OUR LIVES WEHTER IT BE SADNESS OR HAPPINESS AMD BE WILLING TO OPEN UP AT ALL TIMES FOR EXAMPLE IF SOMETHING IS BOTHERING US WE HAVE TO TELL IT INSTEAD OF KEEPING IT HIDDEN BECAUSE HIDING IT WITHIN OURSELVES WILL ONLY MAKE THINGS WORSE AND THAT ‘S WHERE TRUST AND COMMUNICATION COMES INTO PLAY AND WITH THAT SAID THE ONLY TRUE P

My Heart Is Truely Broken.......
As some of you know my brother Brian made a really bad choice and killed himself on Dec. 26th. He found a real perminent solution to some temporary problems and hurt alot of people who knew and loved him including his 9 yr old daughter.Telling her what happened last night almost sent me over the edge and i cant even begin to describe the pain in her cries and how much they to this moment haunt my consciousness. Last night alot of our friends came to my place to support me and console me and even friends here on fubar have been helping me through what is with out a doubt the hardest fukking thing i've ever had to deal with. I cant even begin to explain how horribly damn empty i feel inside and wish so bad i could just wake up and find that this was all just a bad fukking dream. Brian was one of the most energetic and happy people ive ever known and i admired his ability to bring others around him up when times were hard. I'll never understand why he did it and no-one including me saw i

My Heart
FOLLOWING MY HEART As we all know the human heart is just merely a pump which Is composed of muscle and pumps your blood throughout our bodies at 72 beats per minute. Well let me tell you mine has been working quad droop able overtime lately. Oh I know why, but not sure that I should say it now or wait till I know for sure that what I am feeling is the right thing after all these years. I’m am known to get ahead of my emotions, and I have tired really, really hard not to show them too often. I just can’t seem to control them now since I have been chatting with this very handsome and much respected gentleman. I never ever thought in a million years that I could feel like this again. Just goes to show you that never say never out loud for others to hear or even to yourself as for GOD to hear. When I think of him my heart starts to race out of control, and when I don’t speak to him for hours I feel lost inside. Then again when I just sit and think of him my eyes ligh

My Heart Skips A Beat When I Think Of You, But In A Bad Way
cut cut my wrist today, i'm in a sad and sorry state. this isn't how i wanna be. fall fall falling from grace, back and forth in this room i pace. i tried so hard to be what you wanted me to till the pressure built and i blew. ruined everything that meant something to me and now i'm left with nothing. you took it away from me, away from me, away from me. there's no looking back now our pages have been wrote down in this book of our history. i won't be looking back now, i'll stop thinking how i could have made you love me. when i'm still the same person you used to dream about. i won't change for anyone.

My Health
For the past month and a 1/2 i have not been my self health wise... i have been working way to many hours and my body is telling me it is time to slow down with everything.. so i am not on as much as i used to be.. so i hope everyone is not missing me to much, but when i am on every now and then i will try and rate at least 100 pics for everyone or catch up on stashes.. so please keep me in your prayers and thoughts and i will do the same as much as i can.. METAL RON you are one sweet friend i want to thank you for the rates i did the best i could today i am sorry it was not much.. i will try and rate your pics more in the next few days stay sweet and again thank you

My Heart
Did you sleep well? Did you feel warmth wrap around you in the middle of the night? Did a smile grace your face while deep in dreams? Did you wake up refreshed and ready for the new day? (something not common…LOL) I have a feeling you did. Why? Well, I was told a secret by my Heart when I awoke. Last evening when my conscience finally gave into my subconscious and you moved from my thoughts into my dreams, after my Heart knew I was happy because I was holding you closely, my Heart went to visit you. My Heart arrived to see you sleeping. My Heart made sure you were safe and sound. But my Heart was not happy with just that. My Heart wrapped itself around you, to hold you tight and let you know you are cared for. My Heart kissed your soul. My Heart talked to yours. Your Heart let mine know it is cared for. Your Heart reminded my Heart it is desired as much as mine desires yours. This morning when I rose from my slumber I was at peace. I woke with a smile…not a common morni

My Heart , My Life ,my Gunner
> > > > > Once upon a time in a land Far far away IN FULAND, a fair Maiden,named Penny was approached by a handsome Prince,Gunner.He saw that she was alone and miserable in her dungeon like environment and Reached out to her in friendship. The maiden who lived with her small son,Jake was so delighted to have met this nice prince. They're 2 kingdoms were very far away and even the distance between them could not Keep their love from blossoming. > > The maiden and her son Traveled to his kindom , and he visited theirs, then one day the prince decided to stay with her in their kingdom , until the evil villain(her sons father, who was a bad bad man) tried everything in his power to keep the maiden from being happy with her and Prince Gunner.Prince Gunner not wanting to cause any further pain to penny and Jake traveled back to his Kingdom to try prepare his kingdom for Penny and Jake .The evil villain realized his plan had been foiled and there was no keeping everyone apart as a

My Help Me Spot
I am asking for the help of my friends to help me win my first contest. So PLEASE help me... :D Click on the pickture below to rate and comment the hell out of me.... Here's an insentive for helping me, for every 1,000 comments you will get a Fubling... Thank you all for help and all you have to do is ask and I will return the favor...

My Heart
a,As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a king, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along.

My Heart
The nights are so long without you beside me.. As I lay here in this bed all alone, I dream of the nights we laid cuddled together touching feeling kissing… My heart cries out to yours wanting to hold you near. I can feel your skin, I smell your hair. I can still taste your lips. The feel of your hand as it caresses my face. The tingle of my body as you run your fingers up and down my spine. I cherish each moment we have together… Never wanting them to end. Each time I have to leave you, my heart breaks a little more. Each time gets harder for me to go. I cry inside, and this time the tears fall they are real… my heart is tearing in two. I leave part of it with you for the day I return to your side. My Heart, My Soul, My Love

My Heart
My heart is on fire for it feels everything My heart is on fire because its full of pain and sorrow My heart is on fire because it wants to cry My heart is on fire for it wants to fight My heart is on fire and there is no way out My heart is on fire for it wants to run My heart is on fire, My heart is on fire and I want the fire out

My Heart Hurts
Over the past two years... one man has completley broken me into the woman I have never wanted to be and made me weak, scared, but most of all the happiest I have ever been in my entire life. I have found love... I think I know... I think I have conquered what some never have in their lifetime- and that is to completley, 200% love another person with every bit of your heart. mind, and soul. Now he is leaving me. Here is what I have felt and what I think love is... Love grows stronger every single day. You find beauty in every little imperfection about them... the way their eyes light up when the Sabres win a hockey game, the way his voice gets even more northern when he is mad, and the most beautiful smile in the world he gets when you do something nice for him. You miss him when he is lying right beside you. You dream of him every night. You would do anything in this world to make them smile. You hate yourself more than anything when you make them mad or sad and it's always your

My Heart 4 Granted??
Sometimes i feel as though you take my heart for granted...I be in deep thought all the time wondering if i'm making the right choice or not having someone like you in my life, someone i truely care deeply for and got so much love for...Being with you makes me happy but then there are pain when i think about what people say and how some of your actions are proving that they may be right..I really hope that you arent taking this sweet,caring,heart of mine for granted......

My Heaven
My Heaven I look deep in your eyes. I see there what I feel inside. We share something between us, Neither one of us can hide. I feel your lips touch mine, I loose all my control, All it took was a look and a kiss, To know you were part of my soul. I see your hands on my skin, I want and need you to do more, The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store. I look deep in your eyes, And I see heaven there inside, You make me feel so beautiful, What I feel for you I cannot hide.

My Heart Go's Out To His Family N Friends
To all my family and friends, i want to thank you all for helping me level. i apprecaite those of you who stood by me me.... At this time i do not want any of you sending me blings i have a request to plz send what you would send to me , to 1 of my family memebers of your choice Ty xoxo muah love bearhugs!!!!bwahahahahahahaha

My Heart
This is a poem i wrote years ago..and just fouind it..ihope you can appreciate thetiem i took toshare it with everyone.. I sit up at night with tears in my eyes.. My head throbs in pain from thinking of you I never wanted to lose you though it is too late now I cant believe you are gone, out of my life,return is uncertain You were my life, my soul, my one and only You said you believed in me, and taught me to be strong You made me love you then broke my heart You left me scared and alone That night I realized it was over Love is like an illusion both of the mind and heart At first it is beautiful and proper The next thing you know, it has become completely unbearable I close my eyes and see you before me with arms wide open, smiling I try to reach out to you, to feel you once more As I extend my hand, you seem to dissappear, never to return In my dreams I hear you call my name I try calling back but silence fills my room Al

My Heart...
Mistakes I mistakenly thought I was loved…. Why would I let myself feel that way? I guess I was mistaken… I mistakenly thought I came first.. I mistakenly thought I was your one and only.. I mistakenly thought that you could be faithful.. I mistakenly thought I could trust you not to break my already broken heart…. Now my stitched up heart oozes blood once more… All mistakes I wish…. I Attempted to erase the memory, but it only cuts worse…. I hoped and prayed that I could erase the pain from the memories if I could forget them like a foolish child.. So now I sit here hoping, praying, and begging for you to come back to me. I only want it to be that way it was before… Why cant it go back to that? I wish I could turn back time and stop the incident from happening…. I wish I wasn’t the only one in this relationship who cared. I wish this was more than a one sided love… I wish… I wish.. I wish that I didn’t wonder who it was you actually love the

My Heart
My heart is in the palm of your hands Fragile and tender ready to break I love you with all that I am I love you with everything I will be So far apart in distance So close to falling in too deep. My heart aches for you to be near As does my body, and my soul Tell what you are feeling And whats going through your head. My heart yearns for the promises that comes from the good man you are To Hold me, love me, and cherish me For the rest of our lives. I love you my dear love Now, always and forever My heart is yours Treat it with care.

My Heart....
Your Heart Craves Love You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

My Hero
My Hero My hero is probably the most common hero out there. She is someone I know inside and out. Also, she is someone I deeply respect. Without her, I would not be the person I am today. Of course, my hero is my mother – who else? There are so many reasons for this. I will point out three of them. She is very strong, caring, and generous. So much comes from just three words, as I will soon explain. I will explain the first reason; my mother is the strongest person I know. When I was younger, my dad had alcohol problems and did not help out as a father figure in the family. This made my mom’s job twice as hard. A lot of stress came with the years we lived with him. My mom had never been alone so she was afraid to leave. But she knew that it was not the right life for my brother, sister and I. So she finally decided to leave my dad despite of the troubles that followed. My second reason for picking my mother as my hero is that she is caring. The reason for th

My Heart, His Land
The night eyes, are but like yours, and weird how much the heart asks about them without you what will I and this life worth you , a sun the earth roves forever around where the wings of passion, have found a ground in which my greetings with & on forever land.. for the dearest person, the special name.. whom if about I willed to talk ,life would pass by and my words yet would never end as the sun sets, no one flies to my mind but you and the night gently dies tiring my questions only you on my mind,no matter how long the nights are with songs of passion singing alone with you being far how I desire to see the face of my life ,where you stand. with yours coming through time to hold my hands I have nothing but my love , passion and feelings with some wounds that your love is healing.. a heart whose beats counting the seconds though distance been hurting the breathe I inhale despite the pain that history brought, but now is pale ..we will be there to return

My Heart
My heart and body belong to her.... I feel like a vampire with not heart beat cold to the touch.. my body and mind screem for it to be filled with the love she can only give me..... Yet the more I try the more I push her away, ans more I destroy myself, and our love.... I feel hopeless as anything I do or say not enough and that I rath crawl into a whole and die then be without her... I will not long or want the touch of another woman.. only her... the kiss of an angel the body of a goddess....

My Heart
They tell me not to show my feelings so much, they tell me to be tough. Not to let them see my real hurt. Why I ask am I not a woman? Am I not a human being? So I not deserve to be loved as her? I know one day that person will come, that's going to love me for me. And won't be ashamed to show it! He won't lie to me and say he was feeling me. So until that day comes, I'll hope and pray you don't get burned the way I did. Cause you should know how it feels.

My Heart Skips A Beat
My Heart Skips a Beat My heart skips a beat when I think of youMy heart skips a beat when I get a message from youMy heart skips a beat when when the phone rings hoping it is youMy heart skips a beat when I hear your voice in my earMy heart skips a beat when my eyes gaze apon youMy heart skips a beat when when my fingers touch yours My heart skips a beat when I hold you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I stroke your beautiful hairMy heart skips a beat when I touch your beautiful faceMy heart skips a beat when my lips touch your lipsMy heart skips a beat when my hands caress your bodyMy heart skips a beat when I lay down next to youMy heart skips a beat when I make sweet love to youMy heart skips a beat when I fall a sleep with you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I wake up next to youMy heart skips a beat when I watch you walk awayMy heart skips a beat when I think of you

My Hell
Just heard on the news that the state of Florida could be sunned-in for the next several days. Residents have been urged to hunker down at your nearest beach and/or tiki bar and wait for further instructions. Use extreme caution when braving this blizzard of sunshine, preferably SPF30. We are asking our friends and relatives to the north to please keep us in their thoughts as we deal with 2 feet buried in the sand

My Hearts Desire
pleasing You is what i posess giving all to You with no recess my heart is full of unbounding ties my body cries from deep inside to please You Sir is what i crave for all my life was such sharades cause no one wanted my parades paridise is what i seek or am i being so very meek Soulmate i have not found but then again You weren't around to find each other would be profound when all we would do is turn around bound by others we are now but true love will prevail i pray that my search will soon be over like finding a four leaf clover bowing down at Your feet just now wondering when why and how i have lived my life thus far knowing You and i have been apart makes my passion even stronger don't make me wait any longer i long for You to be pleased by me to open You up to be made complete .

My Herbalist Testamony
Hi my name is Mary; I have been doing the Herbalife program since Feb. 8, 2011. I know the date well, because the day before I flipped my Van coming home from work. My back, ribs, and arm were hurt in the accident. I was in pain and scared. My mother brought me into the Nutrition Center in Dade City. At 1st I did not like the way the Aloe, tea, and Shake tasted. As I kept going I have learned to enjoy the flavors. I also used to have headaches every other day. I felt groggy and tired. I was stressed and always angry. I would eat unhealthy, and not care how I looked. On Herbalife I don’t get stressed and angry as often. Not to mention the weight and inches I have lost. I am down nearly 20 lbs, and 8 inches. I am committed to keep going. Now that I am doing it, I don’t get headaches like I used to, and I am not tired all the time. My back, ribs, and arm felt better within 2 weeks of being on Herbalife. I also like the support you get when you go there. Everyone is

My Heart
I want my nature in you right now Watching as it slowly raises to the occasion In the process playing with yourself From my excitement You miss my tongue and the way it vibrates I want to take my tongue on a tour In your valley’s flow While you guide my head in the direction ashore Where your body shines for my attention Then I come up and slide in. Slowly stroking your deep tissues Moans in my ear, whispers of how much I miss you To tease I pull back you can’t fight the urge To finger yourself deep Wishing it was me back deep inside Then you feel my warm dick entering in slowly Wanting me to grind on top of you While kissing you deeply Gripping your ass and you squeeze my dick While holding on ready for this ride Nothing else matters right at this moment As thought of me consume your inside You asked for every inch, I give you every inch I glide all of me in then grind your tissues end Then slowly pulling back as you squeeze And I jam back in you fulfilling your inner ne

My Heaven
Heavens going with me Straight through the mouth of hell Rock and roll is louder Than the noise inside my head Determination and failure Both go hand and hand Demon possessed angels Welcome to my land With all my heart and soul Alive for rock and roll Nowhere I would rather go Than to hell with rock and roll Because that is my heaven

My Heart Is Breaking
I feel like I will be in a war for the rest of my son's life. He is only 9! His father refuses to listen to reason. He loves ripping my son out of my arms as my poor son screams & cries for me. He enjoys not letting me talk to my son when he is visiting him. I am still in yet ANOTHER court battle to modify custody. He now wants 4 days & give me 3. The accusations are all unfounded, but he does it anyway. My son does not want this! He likes the way things are. He cries all the time because he has no choice or say so in the matter.

My Heart
In order for growth sometimes you have to leave your comfort zone. I watched many gifted and brilliant minds die in the hood because they were afraid to venture out of their habitat. If you never leave the hood that’s all you will know. You haven’t given yourself an opportunity to experience new things, see different sights, dream new dreams, or reach new heights. When YAHWEH put it in my heart to leave Pittsburgh PA I had to leave everything behind, family and friends included and I have reached new heights that I didn’t think I was capable of. It was a tough decision but I had faith in my Creator and wanted to know the truth so bad I was willing to sacrifice it all! It was the best thing to ever happen to me. My friends and old pals are still dying in the hood because they haven’t given themselves a chance to live. What is life? Who created you? What is His purpose for you? How many more caskets will you carry before someone is carrying yours? Seek the truth!

My Health
I try not to be a sob story for everyone to feel sorry for me, that's not what I want at all... However, with those who really do care about me, I'm writing this for you!! I do have some life threatening disorders, but I'm a fighter, and I'm determined to battle them all!!! Superior Mesenteric Artery Syndrome (SMA syndrome) http://rarediseases.info.nih.gov/gard/7712/superior-mesenteric-artery-syndrome/resources/1 To sum up how this effects me daily... Basically, I struggle to eat and maintain weight. I have a very low appetite, and a very high pain level when I do eat. I also stay very swollen a lot of the time, which makes me uncomfotable with my looks (it appears in my eyes that I look 3-4 months pregnant at a whole 100-105 lbs that I can hold onto at a time!) Heart related issues I have micro heart attacks daily... short of breath, can be disorienting, but most of all just burning of the chest. Most recently, I had a severe episode of a minor heart attack. Because I don't alway

My Hell
I open my eyes only to want to.close them again. I need to run sumwhere far but my feet are in quicksand ! Slowly taking every part of me can you imagine wat it feels like to wake up with demons rt beside you saying" you aint good enuf!It isnt gonna get better!" Each time telling myself babysteps ,babysteps feel like a war that you know your no way ready for ! You scream where are alllll you people that care as my lungs collapse from no AIR! YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE HELL THE FIRE BURNING AND ERUPTING MY SOUL! Take it make it gooooo away you Can have it I Dont want it noooo moreeee all right reserved to Lisa Lewis deep i kno

My Hh.
I want to thank everyone who rated or fan me or pic rate or comment and added me. I will get to all to return the love. I love all my friends. I hope you like the HH too. Your friend Sweet Girl. a href="http://www.imagechef.com/" target="_blank"> I just wanted all my friends and family know that I am back. I have been gone for a long time. I was hit by a drunk driver and it all most killed me. If you look at me I look the same I just had to get back to myself. I am not going to say everything about it. I have a long time for the court to do what they are going to do to him. I will keep everyone updated on what is going on. I just hope that my friends are still around and I hope to make some new ones. Love ya all Sweet girl.

My Hh
HELP ME MAKE PROPHET !! 2 HAPPY HOURS COMING SOON !! I have 2 happy hours coming up.. The first one will be Tuesday night Oct 21 @ 8 pm fu-time and the next one will be Friday night Oct 24th @ 9 pm fu-time I will have auto 11s active both days.. Your rates all count as 11s for the day.. double points for real 11s Help me make it to prophet Come show this bodacious woman some big luvin.. I always return it.. Fan Me.. Rate Me.. Add Me.. Bling Me.. Luv Me.. Spoil Me !! ~Redqueenbbw~ Never Been Owned Want 2 Be the First Contact Me~Fu-Owner of ItålîRî¢åñ ßìt¢h~ THIS BULLETIN PIMPED BY NONE OTHER THAN... ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™...Fu Owned by FU M@M@big pimpin (repost of original

My Hidden Talent...
you all should take this quiz, i did and it was pretty cool Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My High School Alumni
Now I lay me down to sleep I pray this world my soul to keep for if I die before I wake may my body be left for this world to take.. Tom DeLonge -- Vocalist and guitarist of the punk-rock bands blink-182, Boxcar Racer and Angels and Airwaves Jud Buechler -- Former NBA Player with several teams (most notably for the Chicago Bulls championship teams with Michael Jordan) Phil Plantier -- Former Major League Baseball player Stephanie Seymour -- Victoria's Secret model Marvel Wynne II -- soccer defender, who currently plays for Red Bull New York of Major League Soccer. Wynne played two years of college soccer at UCLA, where he was named first team All-American in 2005, and was part of the Under-20 team at the 2005 World Youth Championship. Travis Barker -- Drummer of many bands: The Aquabats, Blink-182, The Transplants, Boxcar Racer, +44 Tug McGraw -- Former Major League Baseball relief pitcher Drew Wahlroos -- Linebacker for the St. Louis Rams Joseph Vogel -- Prominen

My History
Special thanks to these people for being there and chatting with me so very much. Your support and lent ear will never be forgotten. So for all you who are real and love to talk hit these ones up cause they got it in them. Their the ones that count more then gold in the fading years. If you be friend them and don't let time take them you'll have something trully special. Thanks again! I love you all! Maggie@ CherryTAP OceanLove - (Please Sign My Guest Book)@ CherryTAP ~*SHORT*N*SASSY*~@ CherryTAP cowgirl1988@ CherryTAP

My Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Hidden Self
Smiles plastered on my face but I've got a scowl behind them just in case twinkles stuck onto my eyes so you'll never see the lies she's so tired of being hidded away the girl inside, the girl who could be the girl who wants nothing more than to be free

My Hidden Enemy
A Letter To: Normals Having FMS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident , most people do not understand even a little about FMS/MSP and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually mis-informed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. -Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy" .When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but Ive been sick for years. I cant be miserable all th

My House.
This is my house, in Asfordby. It has been owened by 5 people. There was this famouse captin, that went to war. The first world war, Daglish was his name. anyway his grand farther had this house built along with stables, all a long the street. that was nearlly 345 years ago. then when his grandad died, he left this house to his son, Captin dagleish the 1st. Captin dagleish used this house untill, he had a house built on a field, now called dagleish way. they named the street after him because, his house was the first one there. at the time he built his house he gave this house to the squier of Asfordby. His name was Fredrick Alistair Bell, he resided her with his wife & one son. Allso called Fredrick Alistair Bell, Alistair's dad died, his mum moved to where Alistair (his son) resided, next door to this house. And I moved in 1981-2.

My Hobbie And Life.
How this Maddness started, I had a cheap necklace i was wearing, Black and white beads, i wore the necklace to much, and it broke, i like neclaces like that are different, I started to look around and Much to my Dismay i couldn't find any that were 1. a mans type of necklace. Or they didn't have any. So after looking around for a month or more and not finding what i liked, I walk into this shop and start buying stuff to make a new necklace this was last week, I sat down and started to play around with this, I bought 12 center pieces, and the pics i have up, there the ones i have made so far. I'm doing this as a hobbie, NONE of these are for sell!! I'm not trying to sell them!!!! I'm looking for info, people who won't bs them and be real with them. As far as how they look and ways to inprove on the next ones i make. Thanks.

My Hot Shit
I be alone in my room...see my self staring at the wall....telling my self i need a girl that's sweet as a dove....but fuck that my name Kikito an u know I'm a thug...is not my fault u drunk of love, so i suggest u get over it...plz ma cry me a river build a bridge an get over it....they say a G don't give a bitch no keys or security codes...That's right...but my lady ain't no bitch...she gets what ever i own...so when u see her, understand that's me nigga, understand I'm still the same O.G nigga.....I know the difference's between a BITCH an B....Nigga...!

My Home Girl
PLEASE GO AND SHOW MY DAUGHTER ,WHO IS A TRUE HERO.I LOVE HER AND AM SO PROUD OF HER AND THANKS TO ALL OF YOU HAVE RATED AND COMMENTED ON HER , MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO YA:) JUST CLICK ON THE PIC:) I WANT YA ALL TO KNOW AND MEET MY DAUGHTER ALLY SHE IS IN THE HOTTEST GIRL ON CHERRY TAP PLEASE FEEL FREE TO GO AND RATE HER AND COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YA LIKE SHE IS BEHIND A 1000 COMMENTS SHE NEEDS THIS AND DESERVES IT PLEASE IF YA ARE A FRIEND OF MINE REPOST OR VOTE OR COMMENT ON HER SHE IS A ANGEL AND I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.. CHECK OUT HER PROFILE AND FRIEND HER FAN HER AND COMMENT HER//SHE IS MY BABY AND I LOVE HER AND SHE IS A BLESSING IN MY LIFE... GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY GOD BLESS HER AND MY GRANDDAUGHTER BRYNDOLYNN DESIREE.. THANK YOU MY FRIENDS AND FANS AND FAMILY..PEACE N LOVE SHASH:) ?u=124155&i=4066454401" target=_blank>

My Homie
SEXXXIEST THICKEST WHT GIRL/CINNAMON GIRL CONTEST TO THE MEN AND WOMEN OUT THERE ADD MY HOMIE AND GET UP ON THIS CONTEST...........HE NEEDS MEN AND WOMEN FRIENDS TOO SO ADD HIM HES COOL AS HELL theblackpapi@ CherryTAP ADD MY HOMIE TO YA FRIEND LIST LADIES CHECK OUT THE CONTEST THAT OPENED TODAY STILL HAVE TIME TO ENTER..........SEND HIM PM WITH YOUR PICS!!!!!!!! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED AND VOTING FOR YOURSELF.........MOST COMMENTS WINS!!!!!!! PIMP GIFT I THINK........ SHOW HIM SOME LUV

My Horse
Even though it has been a month ago I still cant get him out of my head. A horse. I remember when the barn got him they named him "Dragon" for the dragon wings on his sides. He was about 15 i think. 5 yrs ago before i think. He wasnt in great shape endurance wise but he would give his best we just had to take things slow. Not a mean bone in his body. In the d it said "He needs a man hes man's horse." lol. He had some trust issues but we got him over it. After awhile he could do drill team easily . and seemed to enjoy it. Any way we had a mother and daughter they had one horse that the mother never took care of the horse the daughter did. The mother got married to some guy who looked like Domer.after a year She wanted to get a horse for her husband, but the barn manager said she couldnt have another horse there was no room. So then after Francis and Jeane the owner of the barn's pool patio came off. The Mother and the husband fixed the patio for her. Not knowing they had a plan. Once

My Home My City
i used to fuck that bitch on the regular / had her blowing up my pager and cellular / if i felt like it i'd call her back / i mean i had it like that / a true player mac / so one day she got smart i guess / started taking advice from a bitch as friend / you should fine some else / abo he's a dog / now she's lost / somewhere in the fog / pussy's gone and that shit was the balm / back stabbin me was just dead wrong / captian save a ho used to be my boy / fuck you and her and all that noise / you cheated / you lied / said the pussy was mine / so i went on thinking everything was fine / meanwhile your fucking mr so and so / your just a bitch slut tramp aho / silly of me i didnt know / but now i see clearly you gotz to go / get your shit and your funk ass out the door / your just a bitch slut tramp aho / now back to the subject at hand / she used to love to suck dick / and stroke with her hand / this bitch was a pro with a phd / penis hand diploma / oh shit is that a real degree / i dont

My Horoscope How Scary It's True!
Daily Horoscope: Libra For June 23,2007 Know your limits. The problem is you're so endlessly gracious and welcoming that sometimes people think you're always available, like a 24-hour supermarket. Disabuse them (nicely) of that notion.

My Horrorscope
The nearer your destination, the less sure you are that you actually want to arrive. Hey, that's normal. Sometimes the fear of success is a lot stronger than the fear of failure. The goal will be worth it eventually. It's tough to let go of the way we want things to be and learn to accept how they really are. But once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place to stand -- and that it's not such a bad place after all. Did that idea really come out of your brain? And what's more, are you seriously promoting it as the answer to the crisis in question? Well, as they say in a lot of bad movies, 'It's so crazy it just might work!'

My Horoscope
Sometimes I just get a kick out of these things, but todays horoscope made we wonder....hmmmmmmm Someone loves you more than you know. They may not necessarily be great at expressing their feelings now for fear that you don't reciprocate. If you feel the same, give 'em a hint. If not, be kind, firm and clear about that.

My Horoscope
Something that seems to be an impassable barrier is actually just slowing you down a bit -- as long as you're willing to keep trying. Your perseverance should pay off in a big way in the long run. Something that seems small to you is a big deal to the world at large -- and your reputation is climbing steadily as a result! You don't need to set anyone straight, because you can tell that it's all relative. Something has been bugging you lately, and the answer won't come to you on its own. It's time to hit the library or go online to get to the bottom of it -- expect a bit more complexity in the final result.

My Hot Surveys....yes I Want You To Comment, And Post Them Public.... Unless Your Afraid!
75 Dirty Little SecretsHave you ever...Glued your fingers together?: yesKissed a friend?: yesKissed a brother/sister's friend?: yesCheated on a test?: yesCheated on your homework?: yesCheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend/spouse?: noBack-stabbed a friend?: noTold people someone's deep, dark secret?: yes (not someone I cared about hough)Looked up something on the Internet you shouldn't have?: yesLied to your parents/a boss?: yes (most kids do)Lied to a friend?: not reallyLied to a boyfriend/girlfriend/spouse?: noLied to get money?: noLied to get out of doing something?: yesLied to make yourself sound better?: noSpread gossip?: .....i plead the 5thMade up a false rumor to get back at someone?: noStolen money?: noStolen anything else?: yes- when i was 5Talked about a "friend" behind their back?: .....yesTalked about a family member behind their back?: yesTalked about an enemy behind their back?: yesGotten in a big fight for no real reason?: yesGotten in a big fight for a real reason?: yesTrie

My Horoscope
Something has been bugging you lately, and the answer won't come to you on its own. It's time to hit the library or go online to get to the bottom of it -- expect a bit more complexity in the final result. You've got more power than you may realize and now is the best time to exert it. Try not to step on too many toes -- you may need the people they're attached to at some later date! Your brain is a big help. Something that seems to be an impassable barrier is actually just slowing you down a bit -- as long as you're willing to keep trying. Your perseverance should pay off in a big way in the long run.

My Honey
I love my honeycakes even though sometimes she doesn't like me or we don't see eye to eye. Soon we will have a 360 back and we can kill some locust. GoW is an alright game I guess. I love playing it with her. Hope she loves me back.

My Honesty
My Honesty is something that i have always showen whom i am and what i am made of well part of what i am made of.... Just over the past few months i have been more blunt about it all thanks to a good friend "Thanks Jay". All my friends will tell you im there for them no matter what even to opening my home to them and being there for them as much as im able to be there for them as. Life isnt all that complicated if you think about it i have friends that have had a worse family life than me or the same as me. But we all lead life differntly each and every day. Its a matter of looking to the next day and getting over what ever has happen. I know its easier said then done, by all means i know that for sure. But with each day i want all my friends to know im here for you no matter what. weather its a shoulder to lean on, someone to just let out pain thats dug deep inside our tainted souls. We all have happy ending some day either alking it over or pushing more and more each day. We all have

My Homeland
OMG they have really messed up a two thousnad yaer old poem with this movie they shold have just went ahead and found and desroyed the original writings what a complet was of time and money if you are going to make a movie about a legdand at laest do it right and go by the damn story i can belive they done that grrrrr what the hell is it with saying what you really maen and being truthful why the hell cant people handle it when you tell them the truth why do they have to tear you to shreads? why is it that most Americans can even tell who the founding fathers of this country are and what has happend to the schools who are supposed to teach them where they came from if we keep forgetting the past and where we came from we will not have a future this country will fall flat on is face and we will be spaeking a diffrent tune

My Horse "waltari"
I just got the news from the Vet today that my horse has Founder, it could also be Cushings diaese. I will have to wait for the test results to come back, I hope it is not Cushings as Founder is bad enough. He will never be ridden again and that saddens my heart. I just hope a pray that we can save his feet for a while longer. He has been my life and my sanity for 25 years and I honeslty don't know how I will live if anything happens to him. Please say a prayer for him and me. I may not be on much, I will be spending a lot of time at the barn taking care of him. Well, yesterday I had to have my baby put down. He could no longer stand up and for a horse that is very bad. He would have been 30 in May. He is now with my baby girl Springtime at the Rainbow Bridge and I know that they will be waiting for me.

My Hospital Stay
Well what can I say, I had what I thaought was heart attack Monday evening and was rush to the ER and had some test run, but they showed I was not having a heart attack, it turns out I was having seizures on his brain. which don't do much for my mental state at this time, still getting used to the idea about all the meds I already have to take, now I have more added to that nad now I can't drive for 6 mos to a year, please give me a break for now, ohh well all is good though I still have a life to live and be with my family at home and all my online family here on fubar and other places. for everybody here, if you heard about what happened and said prayers thanks =, and also thanks for being friends. God Bless you all. Bill

My Hobby
a week or so ago i finished a 32 ford hi-boy project. i done it as a rat rod type ride. its got a 429 and pro street type tires in the rear. i wish i could have done it better but i think it came out okay. i was hoping to bring some models to the southwest washington fair but i was a day late. hopefully i can add some more models to my page in the near future. building model cars is something i have been doing since high school. it was part of a class project to build a model car. i think the first one i did was a 1966 ford fairlane. and from then on i was hooked.

My Home Decorating Site
I'm a web master, I own and maintain the following blog and sites: Useful Home Design tips Home Decorating Ideas Living Room Ideas Great Bathroom Decorating Ideas Bedroom Decorating tips Bedroom Interior Design Exciting Luxury Bathroom Design Office Decorating Ideas Bathroom Tile Ideas Bathroom Faucet Reviews Bathroom Vanity Ideas

My Horse Is Amazing!
and i was standin off to the side this guy comes up to me and says "sir your gonna have to move, your blocking the fire exit" as if there was a fire, i wasnt gonna run if you are flammable and have legs, you are never blocking a fire exit but then i figured out, thats dangerous because what if the person you wave to doesnt have hands? theyll think your bein cocky like hey look at these mother fucker these things are useful i think im gonna go pick somethin up look at my horse, my horse is amazing. give it a lick. mmm it tastes just like raisins. by the stroke of its mane it turns into a plane, then it turns back again when you tug on its winkie. ooh thats dirty. doo ya think so, well i better not show you where the lemonade is made, sweet lemonade yeah sweet lemonade. sweet lemonade mmm sweet lemonade. get on my horse ill take you round the universe and all the other places too. i think youll find that the universe pretty much covers everything. shut up woman get on my horse h

My Hotties Boobie
TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS FAN AND FANS OF THAT HAVE ME IN THERE YM CONTACTS I NO LONGER HAVE YAHOO MESSANGER DO TO A VIRUS IN THE YM IF YOU GOT A LINK FROM ME DO NOT OPEN IT I NEVER SENT A LINK TO ANYBODY. SO PLEASE SEND ME YOUR CONTACT INFO IN PRIVATE MESAGE TO ME AND I WILL ADD YOU TO MY GOOGLE ACCOUNT. IM SO SORRRY IF THE VIRUS HAS GOT TO YOU. I STILL HAVE YAHOO MAIL SO SORRY FOR THE TROUBLE I HAVE CAUSED YOU

My Html
Why did they come? Who are we to end it all, yet how do we not care?, You have waged war with us, why did you even dare! Now family's are separated, they have suffered a great loss, Pain has crippled our nations, For Allah you have burned our Cross! We will not stop, and neither will you, why have you started we had to fight too! This is Gods war, why can't you see? Life would be beautiful, if we all lived to be free! Please stop the killing, you have killed our daughters and sons, does more blood have to be shed in a war that cannot be won? I pray one day soon, the world will once again see peace, Gods will be done. Lord help us, Why did they come? Many oceans so vast in size, The sharks will always feed. The sun will always rise, The moon will always breed. Your deser

My Husband
I was sittin in the yard today with my kids and watchin my lil boy walk through the yard and play with his sisters and it made me realize how much of my life I missed out on having a child so young and getting married. I love my life dont get me wrong its just amazing how quick things pass you by before you even know that they have. My lil boy it seems as if just yesterday he was born now he's walking and talking. My middle daughter is such a grown lil lady now that I hate the fact that before I know it and blink my eyes I will be sending her and her sister off to highschool. I hate that they have to grow up so fast. My lil man turned one on saturday and man he is truckin in the house so fast now and dont stay out of nothing. I cant believe that it feels just like yesterday when he was born. Dude since I came onto this site I have been honest with every guy I talk to that I'm married and its gonna stay that way I have no desire to leave my husband and I hardly talk to guys if

My Hubby Is Finally Home!!
So my hubby came home back in November and I couldn't be even happier. We go home for christmas and we really start talking about having another kid. My daughter just turned 4 in April. She has been wanting someone to play with. I had a miscarriage back in June of 2005 so thats why we waited so long for this one. Things just don't always work out the way you want it to all the time. So anywho back in Dec we really talked and decided we would try for another baby. So we did and of course didn't take us very long. I am now pregnant with our second daughter and very happy. I may not seem to be happy I guess bec its another girl but I think everything will work out for the best. So basically I just wanted to put that up bec it has been on my mind for a while. Just always remember things don't always work out the way you want them too but in the end patience is a vurtue!! Much love!!! Well my baby got home on Monday for being gone a whole year. It was the most exciting thing I ever expe

My Husband
on this day 2 years ago i was married to love of my life...I cannot begin to describe how happy Joe makes me....He makes me feel things i never thought i would feel...I feel loved,cared about,wanted,seXy(wich has been something NOBODY has ever been able to make me feel about myself) HAPPY ANNIVERSARY baby Baby i love you with all my heart & soul.... EVERY morning for the last 2weeks i've been woke up by my husband kissing on my neck & whispering in my ear "You are sooo damn SeXy" & "i can't help but touch you* then he proceeds to bite & kiss my neck while he slips one hand between my legs & starts to gently rub my clit .....Mans got majic hands i tell ya lol.......Then i ask "What brought this on?" he says "how i can i lay here next to you with you naked & being sooo damn hot & not wanna touch you & make you cum" i hope this continues ;)

My Husband
I wish my husband would treat me like he did before we separated and got back together. I wish he would appreciate me more for what I do. I wish he would say "thank you" at least once a day. Thats really all I want from my husband. I love him so much and we are doing fine its just...I dont know. Kevin is the most wonderful man in the world! He and I have been through hell together and still managed to keep things going. We were separated for awhile but then we got back together and it will be 2 years April 10th since we were married. My husband is kind, caring, loving, smart, funny,GREAT in bed, and not to mention hott as hell! He is everything I ever wanted and everything I need. He is everything to me and I love him more than anything in the world.

My Husband
I Thank God for my husband John. On June 6th of this year I was diagnosed with bone cancer, soon I will be starting treatments, and I know it's gonna be a rough road ahead. I"m so glad to have him by myside, he has been my Rock through this whole ordeal, I've been truly blessed with such a wonderful man. I Love You Baby!!!!

My Husband
First I would like to say that Neither myself or my husband owe anyone an explination for the choices we make. I will however lay this to rest now. My husband has always wanted to join the military. This was his lifes dream. I however could not accept this and persistantly prevented him from doing so. After ten years he has finally come up with the winning argument. We went for a long ride as thats how we "talk" out our issues. Yes i know its fucked up that we have to trap ourselves in a vehicle together to get things really worked out. Anyways on this ride he said to me that every day he wakes up there is a 50/50 chance that he will die. We never really know. He said that if he were to die tommorow it would have been without honor or pride. That he would have died having never fulfilled his dreams. That he felt as if he had wasted 10 years doing "other" things. He said that he didnt like the idea of something happening to him and leaving his family behind for nothing. My husband

My Husband...
I have gotten to where I can stand the way my husband is. He won't do anything to help me out with my bills or rven decent transportation. Lately things have really been getting worse between us. So bad I've thought about leaving, but I say why should I allow him to runme off from my home.

My Husband !!
This was me and my husbands favorite song,,we were also married to this song...I walked out our front door early one morning only to find my world had crashed down around me....At the young age of 33 there laid my husband dead....It still hurts today to listen to this song,,but it also is very soothing,,Because i know he loved me for the Rest Of Mine...I love you Larry { Batman } and i miss you with every breath i take.....Until we are together again my love....R.I.P. yOUR WIFE IN LIFE AND DEATH RHONDA { BUNNY } Glitter Graphics Carrie UnderwoodJust A Dream Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com This song spent many sleepless nights with me and probably always will..

My Hubby Bigdaddy
Look Who's Up For Auction This is his first one so lets make it good for him and spoil and spank him hard with bids, who is it you say... It's my real life sexy hubby Come on by and make a bid on him.

My Humorous Side...
I was walking down the street when I met a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked me for a couple of dollars for dinner.. I took out my wallet, got out ten dollars and asked, 'If I give you this money, will you buy wine with it? 'No, I had to stop drinking years ago', the homeless woman told me.'Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food.'No, I don't waste time shopping,' the homeless woman said. 'I need to spend all my time trying to stay ! alive.''Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?' I asked.'Are you NUTS!' replied the homeless woman. I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!''Well, I said, 'I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my husband and me tonight.'The homeless Woman was shocked. 'Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting.'

My Hubbies Ship
MANAMA, Bahrain – Two U.S. Navy vessels — a nuclear-powered submarine and an amphibious ship — collided during the early morning hours Friday in the Strait of Hormuz between Iran and the Arabian peninsula, the U.S. Navy's 5th Fleet reported. There was no damage to the sub's nuclear propulsion system, said Lt. Nate Christensen, a 5th Fleet spokesman. The military said in a statement that the incident occurred around 1:00 a.m. local time on Friday (5 p.m. EDT, Thursday), when the USS Hartford, a submarine, and the USS New Orleans, an amphibious ship, collided. According to the Bahrain-based 5th Fleet, 15 sailors aboard the Hartford were slightly injured but able to return to duty. No injuries were reported aboard the New Orleans. Both ships were heading to port and were going in the same direction when the incident occurred in the narrow strait, said 5th Fleet spokesman, Lt. Nate Christensen. He said the incident occurred at night and the submarine was submerged at the

My Husband
There is a space where my husband’s voice once lived,a big empty hole that sits in the center of my hours,my days.It mocks me by following me wherever I go,And it feeds off of it’s own nothingness,Sipping on the hollow void,A cruel silence where there used to be sound. It follows me everywhere,But it is most cruel whenever I try to be my creative self.I can write something,Perform something,Shape something,And in that creative process,I still look into the air, thin as a wafer,And ask my husband,“How does this sound?”,Or“What do you think of this, Handsome man?”There is a pause that lasts ten thousand years,And then nothing. Where he used to help me write,And add his humor to my thoughts,There is nothing. Where he used to sit in the crowd,And clap loudly,His big and wonderful laugh,Being heard above all the others,There is nothing. Where he met me after work,Outside or the kitchen,Sometimes with gifts or cards in his hand,Wearing his pride for me

My Ideas On Pleasing My Partner
Lets see, I think I would begin by trying to set the right atmosphere. Light some candles and put on some slow, soft, romantic music. Both of us would then begin to slow dance together. Feeling our bodies swaying to the music. Maybe some wine would be in order to loosen us up a little. Then some more slow dancing. We slowly dance, holding each other close. I look up and see the candlelight dancing in your eyes. I then begin to softly kiss your shoulder, working my way up to your neck. I can hear you breaathing deeply as you enjoy the moment. We look at each other and you move closer to me as our lips meet and we get lost in a very passionate kiss. We slowly undress each other, until we are only in our undergarments. We then continue to dance and sip wine. As we dance, we hold each other close enough that I can feel your heart beating. You begin to take long deep breaths as you get more into the moment. You then turn your back to me and we continue to dance with me holding you from beh

My Ideas And Thoughts
Destiny…. What is destiny?, People often ask For they believe someone Is destined to be with someone else Whom they will be loved And being taken cared for the rest of their lives Destiny, the fate for somebody Who is longing for a another love Love that would be lovelier The second time as it could be Someone given by the Almighty God above For He knows what the heart is yearning for… Love that is to be treasured and cherished As it is faithfully promised… Love that is destined to a heart That knows how to feel the love.. A heart that will embrace everything Even it will take some sorrows and pain Pains that will guarantee the love within Because true love is never ending flight For the two people destined to be With each other’s arm, endlessly… Across the street they see each other and their eyes meet and true love forms A dinner, A movie, A glass of wine, and true love forms A cuddle, A hug, A kiss, and true love forms The

My Ideas
Let’s see, what could I tell you about myself? Well, that you might find interesting enough to actually read about. I am a hardcore Simpsons freak, especially the older ones. Other than that, I don’t watch anything that isn’t on the history channel, discovery channel or a pool match on ESPN2. I am a wealth of useless information. I don’t know why, but for some reason, I can remember absolutely anything that I don’t really need to know. Just get to know me, and I can guarantee that I will prove it to you in probably very short order. For example, did you know that when you watch TV, your brain will operate at the same level as when you are asleep, scary huh? Just how much time are you spending in front of the almighty “boob tube”? Oh yeah, and just incase this is too much of a stretch for your mind to come to, if your mind is operating at a level of sleep, then your metabolism drastically slows down. Are you making that connection between all those hours spent in

My Ideal Vacation Spot
My ideal Vacation spot...... One day as I was driving into a small town called Ponoka I noticed signs for a psychiatric hospital.... my head start spinning and thoughts started rolling and i thought to myself that would be the ideal vacation spot.. Follow along with me on my ride. First not only do you get pills to wake up and be happy but you get pills to go to sleep. You can pee in your bed and someone will clean that up for you You don't really have to get out of bed to eat they will bring your food to you You get to discuss your feelings all day if you want Your get to do arts and crafts YOu can look into paint splotches and decide what you see.. You can people watch and there will be entertainment in it... These are just a small portion of why i think i should check myself in...

My Ignorant Poetry...
Forever alone in my silence, I feel myself swimming in fear. Consumed by the thought of rejection.. Restless, I do adhere. Cards delt from the wrong deck of decision, I hold my hand high as I cry. Truth be known, This fault is of my own. Life carries no sympathy to buy. Open up and let me in. Let me bleed your soul. SHow me the true you- No more hidden messages. Let me know your fears - Bring me into your world. I'm not hear to judge - just observe... learn, possibly linger. Dwindle your nerves with my little finger. I wanna taste your un-canny ways, Wanna gain your trust. Wanna dip inside of you- Just to feel your lust. Every night and every morning; Some to misery are born. For the crown of our life as it closes…. Is darkness, the fruit there of dust? No! Thorns go as deep as the rose’s. And love is more cruel than lust. Solitude is restitution for a heart made of glass. Is it heaven, a prison, or an escape at last? As I sit, I smile

My Illness
After two long years and a recent months stay in the hospital I have finally been diagnosed with the disease that is slowly killing me. The disease is called Amyloidosis here is a short description of the disease. Amyloidosis is a rare and potentially fatal disease that occurs when substances called amyloid proteins build up in your organs. Amyloid is an abnormal protein usually produced by cells in your bone marrow that can be deposited in any tissue or organ. Amyloidosis can affect different organs in different people, and there are many types of amyloid. Amyloidosis frequently affects the heart, kidneys, liver, spleen, nervous system and gastrointestinal tract. The exact cause of amyloidosis is unknown, and there's no cure for amyloidosis. However, therapies are available to help you manage your symptoms and limit the production of amyloid protein. I am currently undergoing a steroid treatment until I am strong enough to start stem cell treatment

My I'm Feeling Sorry For Myself Blog
Ok folks I am having one of those bad life days. It started off good. I woke up late but hey I got to sleep in so it was good. Things started to go down when my bro in law called to say my mother in law is not expected to live past the weekend. We are not able to go down to see her financially but we are gonna find a way cuz my man is not gonna miss seeing his momma and letting her say goodbye. I missed saying to my mom I love her due to family BS and I will be darned if he is gonna live with the regret I do. Then,my car has a bad tire and I need to find a way to replace it before we trek 8 hours to Charleston. Easier said then done since I have no job and my hubby doesn't get a paycheck til November 15th. Wait..it gets worse. To give you a quick backstory we went to South Carolina in September due to his mom getting sick and we ended up getting ourselves in a huge mess financially which in turn ruined our anniversary plan which was to go see ICP at the Norva. Now we can't go. Our anni

My Imaginatively Titled Blog.
I've posted a link to a site that's trying (with others) to raise public awareness on the plight of former service personnel down in Ashtead (UK). Like many on CherryTap/Fubar, I am a former soldier. Unlike many, I was lucky to go through my tours, leaving with my bits and pieces intact and very few head problems (apart from I already had). There is a rehabilitation centre in the South of England called Headley Court, it is often the first port of call for servicemen and women returning home after being wounded in Iraq or Afghanistan. It is the only one the British have, (thanks to government cutbacks). Soldiers who may have lost limbs or suffered severe trauma spend months rebuilding their lives at the centre. An Armed Forces charity decided to buy a £ 1.7million six-bedroom house nearby so visiting relatives would have somewhere to stay, the well-heeled neighbours in Ashtead, Surrey, launched their own offensive. Basically telling these soldiers and their families, that the

My Improved Dirty Prayers
The following are a list of my new an improved ...dirty prayers: Please curse the wicked and bless the righteous not to be confused with the self righteous...hell just curse the wicked. We thank you for what we have and what we will have, and we will thank you even more after we have had a few kettle ones and a midol. Oh heavenly father please cure the confusion in this world and while you are at it please have Jenna Jameson or Kim Chambers get lost for the night so they have to show up at my place, and the "squirters" not too. Oh please deliver us from evil and finally relieve us from the shit that is known as "Men who keep lying badly". I do not ask for much oh lord… but I will ask for divine intervention to help me meet a man who doesn't make me sleep in the wet spot, doesn't lie, and doesn't have "internet stank" on him. All I ask for dear lord is for the person ahead of me in traffic to be scalded with hot water so I get home in time for Scrubs. Please cure th

My Immortal~ Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

My Immortal
"My Immortal" I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erease When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

My Imagination
once there was a fair maiden in a kingdom by the sea she was of rare beauty and her hand was sought by many but what one did not know was that if upon capture of her hand the capturer would have to embark upon a mystical journey that would take him far from her side and thru perilous lands full of danger and dark magic. at the end of said journey if he proved his worth he would inherit her heart body and soul and forever live in peaceful bliss............ do you wish to hear more?

My Insane Mind
ok, i have to get off of this right now.. *lol* i'm at work and must get back to work.. *sigh* SOOO, i'll do more on this dohicky later! :D HELLO EVERYONE! i don't know what else to say... another online blog? i think YES! :P

My Insane Rants
well well well i'm back at it again, go figure that one.......so much to say and so little time to say it. now some might read this and think " this fool is ignant ( ignorant)" and yes i can spell but i choose not to always spell everything correctly i guess huk'd own fonix dint werk. and some may read and get offended, you'll be aight what i say shouldnt matter that much to you anyway. and some may read and have a good laugh, now i like YOU because what i say i'm serious to some degree but is also meant to be a little humorous so if this tickles your funny bone then good and if not then go read somethin else i didnt beg you to come here and read this, they're just my thoughts. anyway on with the show. this is a blog about thick vs fat.................believe it or not THERE IS A DIFFERENCE. and i'm also gonna make this comment while i'm at it "BBW" stands for BIG BUEAUTIFUL WOMAN just because you are big doesnt make you beautiful and just because you are female doesnt m

My Insanity.
Don't mind me. I'm an idiot. Don't worry about me. I'm a fool. Don't feel sorry for me. I'm digging this hole on my own. But don't hurt me. Cause I'll bury myself too. I never thought it would come down to this, What happened to our love? Our "true" bliss? Was it an illusion after all? We could forget about the promises, The lies and the truth, And the secrets that you kept, That I'll always dismiss. I know what happen wasn't meant to be, Everything that happened, Was it worth the loss? Or is this only making it hard for me to live? Will I find someone else? Is there anyone else? Once again the fear of me being hurt Consumes me from the inside out. Was she worth it? Worth your loss? It was supposed to be us forever... I'll survive. I'm in a state of pain, What did you gain? I think I'm going insane, What did you gain? Will this fear turn me away from life fore

My Inevitable Most Beautifull Heartbreak...
i know i haven't written to you a few days...i was away and i'm putting my words down as soon as i can... still haunted by that photograph with a soul...so many unspoken words...unreciprocated feelings... i wish i was the one to dry your tears...take away all your sadness... i'll make you a hammock out of a rainbow...weave your dreams with wishing stars...write you poetries on the sandy beach...so the sea can carry them to you wherever you may be...remember my angel...somehow...somewhere...i'm always here...thinking of you... time to say goodnight again... i'll wait for you in your dreams... yours... rain hi angel... i've missed you...missed your voice...missed your smile...your eyes... this heart..if only you could see...maybe you're too blind to see or maybe you chose not to...either way...it doesn't matter...what i feel is unconditional... i kept asking myself...if i've come to the last page of the last chapter...what's next?? maybe you're right...maybe we'll ne

My Interesting Life
my very interesting life IM BEING SARCASTIC STUPID !! Current mood: blah Category: Life MY VERY INTERESTING LIFE ! HA .... OK WELL AS YOU CAN READ IM VERY BORED AND I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO WRITE IM JUST TRYING TO MAKE THIS PAGE LOOKS LESS LAME THAN IT DID TEN MINUTES AGO WELL I HAVE NO LIFE I HAVE 2 BEAUTIFUL KIDS ALEX HES 2 AND A HALF AND NATHAN HE JUST TURNED ONE IN SEPT.AND I TAKE CARE OF MY COOL ASS NIECE SAMANTHA SHES GONNA BE 2 IN JULY...WELL WHEN I GET A CHANCE TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE I GO BABYSIT FOR MY SISTER LALLY WHCICH I LOVE AND LOVE HER BEAUTIFUL KIDS AS WELL I ACTUALLY LIKE TAKING CARE OF KIDS EVEN THOUGH I GET AGGRAVATED AT TIMES I STILL LOVE IT ALTHOUGH I WOULDNT MIND HAVING A REAL JOB IM JUST HELPING MY SISTER WHILE SHE GOES TO SCHOOL .... IM RECENTLY SEPERATED SINCE JUNE BUT I AM STILL MARRIED TO THE FATHER OF MY KIDS ALEX UMMM.... WHAT ELSE DO I TELL YOU NOSY PEOPLE....UMMMMM WELL ANYTHING ELSE I GUESS JUST ASK.... -APPLE

My Interests
For my job I travel all over Fl, and I've been to Buffalo and New Orleans, to do what I do. What I do is drive and operate bucket trucks, grapple trucks, and bobcats... but my real job is to climb trees, and clear powerlines. I'm class 3 climbing certified and line clearance certified. Anyways I get to travel and see alot of places, I've beet to Buffalo... did you know that it is the safest town in America? I've also been to New Orleans for Storm Katrina. I spent my New Years at Bourbone St. where they have the origanal Mardi Gras, my friend and I walked down the street with a bottle of whisky in our hands. So about my job I love it, I love to travel and see new things and places, especialy meet new people. I'm only 22 yrs. old and I make more money than most 30 yr. olds. I love the constant change in work environment and physical challenges that each job brings... I always say "Variety is the spice of life!!!" Besides it keeps me in prety good shape too. Come check me ou

My Info
GUYS IF YOU NEED TO GET MESSAGES ACROSS TO ME AND I AM NOT ON CHERRYTAP PLEASE LEAVE THEM AT YAHOO MESSENGER ,MY HANDLE IS GINATRUGFE@YAHOO.COM I HAVE BEEN HAVING ISSUES WITH HARDWARE ON MY MACHINE ,BUT HAVE ACESS TO ANOTHER, I WANT YOU GUYS TO KNOW THAT IF THERE IS A PROBLEM YOU CAN LET ME KNOW AND I WILL FIX, ALSO PLEASE TELL ME OR REDKANDY WHAT CONTESTS EVERYONE IN GROUP IS IN IF ANY AND WE NEED FOLLOWING DETAILS: PRIZES WHEN DOES IT START/END AND WHAT GROUP MEMBER OR OUTSIDE OF GROUP MEMBER DOES IT INVOLVE. IT WOULD MAKE THINGS ALOT EASIER , ALSO IF YUR HAVING PROBLEMS WITH ANOTHER MEMBER OF THE GROUP , TELL ME ! HOW CAN I FIX PROBLEMS IF I DONT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE. HAVE A GOOD NIGHT I WILL BE FLOATING AROUND MYSELF AND CHECKING CONTESTS OUT.

My Inner Thoughts
Temptation ... the ultimate counter part to a satisfying relationship.. the lust the burning the feeling of desire.. perhaps the chance of being caught or maybe the sexual satisfaction .. that u can get your own and not tied to one person anymore freaky shit that u could never include your mate with .. things that only rivit deep inside of u like a boiling amount of magma under the ground. Waiting for the exact moment its going to escape and your going to be over come with your animalistic feelings of wanting the cage to be gone and the fresh amount of air as u walk onto free soil... Torture comes with everystep u stumble along on before u reach the fork in the road where u must choose your destiny.. you should be able to make that choice easily correct??? ya most say sure its easiest to go with how u feel.. but what if u are caught into something u cant really see yourself releasing into its own lil dome of happiness and continuing the search for your own wi

My Informative Blogs
World's Number 1 drug dealer arrested..... What will u do with this 205 million dollars, 200 million euro and 157 million peso have been withdrawn from the mexican drug-dealer during arrest. Look At This GIF File....How Alphabets Changed Time By Time Ofcourse Hummer

My Insanity Is My Sanity!
underneath you Underneath you, the world is diverse. The night sky glitters with millions of tiny stars that make light above us. I overlook any doubts and let myself go. Our naked bodies glide together and you enter me gently. I gasp and moan. I want you deep in me, sliding in and out furiously. I need you to quench this fire that I have been carrying. I look into your eyes filled with lust and passion. I hold you and touch you Wanting to remember everything about you. This moment will not be forever, but I want to remember your expressions and every sound that escapes your mouth. My pleasure intensifies and I feel my body go numb. You explode deep inside of me giving me the joy of feeling Your warmth flow inside of me. You lift your body taking your weight off me, freeing me from your wonderful confinement. I capture you nicely and secretly want to beg you to stay inside of me. ok so um like i bloggin for no real reason...

My Info Foreveryone
I WORK AT 7-11 3RD SHIFT, SO IM DOING THIS SO EVERYONE WILL KNOW WHEN I AM AVAIABLE. TONIGHT-10P TO 6A FRIDAY-10P TO 6A SAT-9P TO 5A SUN-2P TO 10p MON- 8P TO 5A TUE-OFF WED-OFF THUR-OFF I WILL BE DOING THIS TILL WHENEVER, SO THIS MEANS I WILL BE UP FOR AWHILE AFTER I GET HOME FROM WORK , SO I DO HAVE TIME TO DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO HERE BEFORE I LAY DOWN. JUST WANTED TO PUT THIS OUT THERE, ALSO MY YAHOO HANDLE IS GINATRUGFE I WANT EVERYONE TO PUT IT ON THEIR COMPUTERS SO IF YOU NEED TO REACH ME YOU CAN,I HAVE AN OPEN DOOR POLICY ANYTHING AND I MEAN ANYTHING !PLEASE COME SEE ME I WILL NEVER EVER STEER YOU GUYS WRONG

My Interests
Added some new pics... They are of the computer case mods that I have done... The first one is my personal machine... Simple color scheme, windows, organized cabling, added lighting, etc... On that one I paid a lot of attention to details... Notice the interior is colored... Yes I stripped the case down and painted the inside.. Also one of the coolest mods is an added blue LED light inside the DVD-Rom drive (a pioneer slot load not tray load)... So when you insert or eject the disc the disc shines a beam of light into the room (way cool effect)... The next one is a mod of an HP case... I cut a spiderweb into the side door for a window then placed a spiderweb fan grill in the center with a lit fan behind it... The owner wanted a purple and green color scheme so that's why it's black-light lighting with uv green cabling... I like to think both cases turned out well.. Learned a lot from both jobs... I haven't seen the HP since I gave it back but mine is still in mint condition.

My Infertility, Pcos
Hello. My name is Lori and I have PCOS. For those of you who don’t know what PCOS is, here is details about it. My story with my infertility is in my other blog. PCOS is a condition in which a woman’s ovaries and, in some cases the adrenal glands, produce more androgens (a type of hormone) than normal. High levels of these hormones interfere with the development and release of eggs as part of ovulation. As a result, fluid-filled sacs or cysts can develop on the ovaries. Because women with PCOS do not release eggs during ovulation, PCOS is the most common cause of female infertility. A woman's ovaries have follicles, which are tiny, fluid-filled sacs that hold the eggs. When an egg is mature, the follicle breaks open to release the egg so it can travel to the uterus for fertilization. In women with PCOS, immature follicles bunch together to form large cysts or lumps. The eggs mature within the bunched follicles, but the follicles don't break open to release them. A

My Introduction...
If I Cry,Will You Be There To Comfort Me,If I'm Hurting,Will You Be There,To Take Away The Pain.When I Need You,Can I Count On You Being Here... Did I Hurt You In Any Way? "If So",Please Accept My Apology.At Times,When I Couldn't Be There For You,Juz Know That,In Life,We All Make Some Good Choices,As Well As Bad,And I Feel Like,Missing The Chance To Know More Of You,Is The Biggest Regret,I've Eva Experienced,Of Having In My Life,So Through This Learning Experience,I've Humble Myself More,And Appreciate,The Beauty Of Life,Even More Than Eva.I Thank You,"Love" For Entering Into My Life,And,Accepting And Loving EVERY Inch Of Me,From My Private Laid Back Side,To My Business Travels,All The Way Up,In Loving Me Even More,As,You Were Blessed With,Receiving That Naughty,Erotic,And Very Creative,Sexy Side Of Me,That,Only A Few Have Gotten To Taste.My King,My King,Your Queen Awaits You... Love is a fire that reigns in the heart... Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has coole

My Interests
Marshall Klarfeld’s groundbreaking new book, “ADAM, THE MISSING LINK,” blows the lid off a closely-held package of historical and scientific facts proving that the human race was created by genetic engineering technology nearly a quarter of a million years ago. “This is the biggest news story of the century,” says Klarfeld, an engineer-turned-investigative researcher. “Once the public has seen the facts they can’t help but accept our history as descendants of extraterrestrial visitors. The evidence is overwhelming and irrefutable.” “ADAM, THE MISSING LINK” tells of mankind’s creation by an extraordinary species that occupied planet Earth 450,000 years ago. The book is complete with 145 photographs of the symbols and accomplishments of this highly advanced civilization, that makes Klarfeld’s new book a spellbinding and ultimately convincing account of non-fiction. “The artifacts left on earth are convincing evidence of this enormously intelligent species

My Inner Most Thoughts
if i have the money oneday my cousin and i might go to fon du lac and see eugene. if you hear someone screaming from the plane...thats me Im getting married next year june 13th atleast i think i am. Do not really know If I am anymore have to deal with crap with the guy im with. Do not know If he really wants to get married, he says he does but everyday talk he asks like he dont want to meet me. And his sister takes over his life and he has to ask her if he can come down and be with me, i think thats very wrong. And she keeps telling him no. So I guess marriage wont happen. I just want to cry sometimes, I wanted a good life a husband, kids a job. But with this guy I dont know If it is for real or not. well my was fiance, read my blog and now he told me he cant be with me, that we live to far and i dont understand him. so i told him i took off the ring and i will send it to him. so now im going on my bed to cry.

My Internal Fight
Some days I'm full of happiness, others I'm so down I know not what to do. I know Not what to do about the situation that haunts me most. I'm haunted because I'm afraid of the truth that I wish to know. The truth is what I want the most. To me this is all a vicious circle of lies in which has become known to me. I was betrayed, lied to and mislead by the one I continue to call my Love. The Love i refuse to let go because of my emotions. Some emotions tell me to let go, most of them tell me to continue to hold on, because i refuse to give up on a challenge, that has crossed my path. I refuse to back down from any challenge i know i can get through. This is by far the most vicious challenge of my life. My days are long and feel like eternity. Nights even longer without your warmth by my side. It's hard to concentrate on anything. Without you, it's hard to do anything, so i sit and daydream. Daydreams of having you by my side during the day. Dreams at night are of you

My Insanity
too many things, too many voices, too much shit, too many choices. where is the light, i can barely see... and who will be the one at the end, waiting for me? i have one that i love, too many love me. for reasons unknown, and it keeps haunting me. i just want to cry, scream out in the night. i wish for the silence, a quiet mind. bit it never comes, the voices get worse, and come early morning i just want to curse, the light and my life that i cant recognize, as the tears flow freely from my eyes. who am i, what am i, do i even exist? am i even alive, or just a mist, of the remnent of love, when will it end? please someone come save me, at least just to lend, an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry, a heart to love me to never ask why... save me from all these voices, chaos in my mind. are u the one to save me??? we will see in time.....

My Internet
I am haveing alot of trouble w/my internet signal. Ill be off/on until it gets fixed. It may show that im online but most of the time I get booted before I can log out. Dunno how long it will be. Not long I hope. I will returnn all luv.

My Interests
i'm looking for a female to hook up with my husband and i when he gets home from leave from afghanistan. if anyone is interested please contact me!! We are a really sweet couple and would give you an incredible time. we are 23 and 24 years old. Adam, my husband, is very shy, but amazingly endearing. his nervousness makes him all that more cute in bed, believe me!! hehe. he's very gentleman like and will not treat you poorly, but like a queen! So if you are interested in an incredible evening of fun, alcohol, good food and great sex, please let me know! :-)

My Iner Thouts
The Neoprene Dreamscape Peg arose just after dark. She seldom got up in the day. She hated the sun, and the poisonous burning light that emitted from it. Still encased in the shiny black neoprene outware that she had worn from the previous outing, she moved slowly, cautiously across the smallish vestibule. Soon she would need to shower; one of several that she was allotted each week. Although it rained nearly every day, the burning, black sheets of chemical residue falling outside could only be purified at a limited rate in order to meet the needs of the filthy populace. Electro-chemical deodorants and ultrasonic detergents became the alternative but less preferable method of cleansing. On this day Peg would be allowed two minutes of pure pleasure. She removed the elaborate outware that enclosed her naked human form. She stepped carefully into the foldout modular shower, and pressed the start button. Nothing happened. She pressed again. Again no response. She hated manual contro

My Inner Freak
Woke up in the middle of the night, sweaty cause i was dreaming of you. Its 1pm the time you always called. I'm perfectly dressed, no bra and your favorite red thong. All shaved, smooth and soft. I'm ready for my last night snack. I remember the feeling of your hands, the manly grab while you kiss on the neck. Turning me around and for a moment you look into my eyes. I could feel the heat coming from your chest, while you slide your hands from my tights, around my breast, then slowly to my neck. You lean towards me and bite my lips , push me on the bed. Doggy-style Yes, with one finger you pull aside my thong, then my cherry lips I know you felt that, she is talking to you. Sticky, shiny am starting to get wet. You smack one cheek, then the next OMG, his tongue. He's licking my ass but once in a while he dips into my hole. He wants the full view, now he's fingering my pussy and playing with my clit Just until he hears me say papi i want dick.

My Intellivision
You were my love, and my friend.I thought the game would never end.You tore out my heart without anestesia.Behaviour that's hard to defend. How could you put me in this position?I really miss my Intellivision.And now I'm bleeding from this inscision.I really want my Intellivision. I miss your control, and demands.Nothing to do with my hands.I won't leave my house, I'm in hibernation.A lonlieness I understand. And so I sit here without ambition.I really need my Intellivision.I cannot stand it, this indecision.Somebody, find my Intellivision.I...want...I want my...Intellivision. And so I swear by my own volition.I'm going to find my Intellivision.I'm on a quest now, I'm on a mission.I have to have my Intellivision. I miss the touch of your keypad, the curve of your disc.Firing your missiles, launching your ships.Battling robots, flying a plane.I want my Intellivision, again.My mother sold mine in a garage sale...pity.

My Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Iq
http://cherrytap.com/mr_scary1 IS HAVING A BBW CONTEST PLEASE CONTACT HIM IF INTERESTED THANKS Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com jennifer -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

My Iq!
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com HA HA..i've gotten smarter!! You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My I.q.
Mary's sexual nickname: "Love muffins" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 127 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Issue With...
Today I sat and watched the news for hours as a hostage standoff went on in Colorado yet again. There is a fight between muslims and christians.... and everyone asks for a maricle. How can we sit and say that we are fighting a war on terror when we can't even protect our own children. I was sitting down with my family the other night having a discussion about the reasons that we are over in Iraq. It is funny that I see things in a completely different light, then my family. Maybe it is because I am one of the ones that stands behind the weapon, that I serve my country. Listen this is for all those that have never served their country. We, The Soldiers, are doing what it is that we are trained to do. We signed a contract to serve, even unto death, this country, its freedoms, and yes even our President. I know that many do not agree with decisions made by our government, but think about the position that the President, Congress, Senate, even the Leaders of our Armed Services are in.

My Issue!!
i have a big problem!! and it is that i have one guy that i know he wants me, but he is not ready to settle down quite yet!but he wants me to follow my heart and see where it takes me!! the second guy that i know he is wanting me to leave someone that i am closed to and to leave with him!! but i am thinking about the kids and what they will act and think "who is he where is my daddy" and other things. the third guy is someone i committed my life to back in '05. but he is starting to act like the man i dont know he doesnt talk to me, spend time with me or the kids,and he is always at the pool hall every monday,wednsday, thursday, friday ,saturday, and sunday!! i am tired of getting hurt in the morning by waking him up i cry every morning cuz i cant play these games any more!! so i dont know who to choose i half tempted to go into hidding with the ids so nobody will know where i am!!! damnit the fucking hell i hate my fucking life i just want to fucking screaam so loud tha

My Jagged Route To Happiness
I haven't really had too too much time to completely figure out and understand cherrytap but from what I can see it seems as though it's a popularity contest. But really, who cares? Everyone adding me and asking me to rate them and become a fan. What am I becoming a fan of? I don't even know you. And even if I did, it means that we have alot of similiar interests, likes and dislikes. Also, what is a VIC? and why does it cost 15.00 dollars per month? WOW doesn't even charge that much per month. I thought this site was free? What's up with everyone adding you and wanting you to become a fan? Wouldn't it be better and more sincere if I chose to add you as a fan instead of being prompted? If I interpreted cherrytap incorrectly, then please let me know because I would like to appreciate it for it's true value and potential. First Post. I didn't really know anything about cherrytap. Just saw a link, it said free and I clicked it. I signed up and here I am. I am browsing around and fil

My Jailhouse Poems
Your Love- Your love has been my rock even when I couldn't see it. Your love for me is unconditional, so strong that it now consumes me. If only I had seen your love before ending up in here, was blinded by so many things. I lost sight of your love. Your love for me is so amazing, your heart pours it out. One day I hope to show you the same love. I have abused your love in so many ways, the only thing I can say is "sorry". I know that you forgive my mistakes but, know I have so much to fix. Gotta start with your broken hearts. Your love is so amazing,

My Journal
hi everyone been awhile sence i wrote but want all my friends to think about my husband in their prayors they think he might have cancer again instead the throat its in the small intestines in the stomach if it is he may have to take kemo so pray for him love you all hugs!!! hello everyone dont have much to say this early just wanted to say good morning*hugs* hello everyone hope you had a wonderful thanksgiving!well i had to work 7am to 2pm came home all excited because i was gona see my new neice and nephew.well came home finish cooking dinner ate a bite,called my mom told her im coming over soon,well we get to moms,and my sister got my neice up from a nap and was getting her ready to leave i thought after they got mad because ive never saw her there getting ready to leave when i walk in the door!well if that wasnt bad i get knocked down again i went over where mom was sitting and was gona check out my baby nephew find out i wasnt allow to hold him because noone thought to tell me he

My Job Corps Journal
Well, my flight takes off at noon today whisk me away to a new life in Oklahoma. When I land I'll be in Oklahoma City where I'll meet up with other Job Corp Enrollees where we'll be transported to the GJCC (Guthrie Job Corps Campus) where I could spend any ware from 2month to 2years in preparation for the rest of my life...since I've already completed high school, it should take allot shorter time the most. I will only have to complete my trade in Business Tech and acquire my driver's license of which I'll assume that will only take me abt 6mnts time at the least.... We to all my friends and loved ones keep in touch because I'll be returning to TX periodically for seasonal vacations and holidays...I'll miss you all till then Keep it real and Have a good one! W/Much Love =Zenas S. Ansari=

My Job.....
Remember when you would go to visit a friend, and his mom answered the door in her towel. Her hair still with suds in it. She would tell you to hurry in so she could finish rinceing. She would dash back to the bathroom but never fast enought that you didnt get an eyeful of her hot round ass. You can still remember the fantasy you had in the shower yourself later that night thinking about it! "Ah... to be 18 again! If only you had the nerve then you would have shown her what a ripe ole 18 year old could have done for her sex life!" you think to yourself, with a small laugh! Well sexy, fantasize no more, her I am! I'm that mother dashing back to the shower. But what you dont know is that she knew you would be coming and she wanted to tease you. She ran back to the shower and slowly rubbed her...... Want to know more, call Lacey and find out! Im waiting...... WIll role play anything! Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

My Job
Ive been asked...."What is NPT?" Well NPT stands for "Nasty Past Times". That is where I work. I am a phone fantasy girl, a phone sex operator in other words. Our site is called NastyPastTimes. WWW.nastypasttimes.com Is the address to the main site if anyones interested in calling or are interested in joining the team. We are always looking for new people who enjoy earning $1.00 a minute for talking on the phone. Its an easy job if your into roll playing or nasty talk... Check it out sometime! My name is Elaine and I work as a receptionest in an office downtown. I have always loved to wear fancy under things to work because it always made me feel so sexy. I just love the feel of those silky panties under my business suit. One slow day, I went into the storage room and I hicked my leg up on a box.I reached under and started to slowly stroke my wet box. I must have been very into it because I never heard the door open behind me. I was just about to reach my orgasime when i felt a

My Journal
Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u out? I told u I love you? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lie to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]Hug me.. [ ]Date me.. [ ]Kill me.. [ ]Love me.. [ ]Hate me.. [ ]Hold me.. [ ]Lie to me.. [ ]Hurt me.. [ ]Dance with me.. [ ]Cuddle with me.. [ ]Let me make a move on you.. [ ]Make a

My Job
Just wanted to let you all know that I am going to be focusing a lot more on developing my business. Because of that I may not be coming to see the stashes, photo's, blogs etc. as often. Got to start getting a little more $$$$ rolling in. I hope you all can understand. Much love! I have a new photo album that is titled "Before and After" those are some of my Mary Kay customers that are in my model portfolio. Feel free to comment on them if you wish. I never realized how much of a difference the make-up really makes until I looked at the before and after photos. I've always liked makeup and I've always known it is great for enhancing your best features and hiding your not so desirable features. I just never really saw the difference it can make until I saw the photos. With each and every one of my models they are all beautiful women inside and out but it was amazing how much more beautiful they all looked with the makeovers. Hello! For all of you that don

My Job
All of you out there that think that your job is hard and stressfull try mine for one weekend and you will be glad that you have something different.... I am the manager of all females that dance/strip at a local club here in Ashtabula.... yeah it sounds easy... make schedules hire fire make rules or just listen to them bitch and complain about the stupidest things on this earth ..... and then you got your special ones who like to make up stories so they can go home early... like i have a headache maybe i should get a catscan and see whats really wrong with me..... HA .....the only thing thats really wrong is your RA MEEEEE DIAL.... DID YA GET THAT... sorry people i know its my first day on here but i just needed to rant real quick and get it off my chest...

My Journey Through Life!
My Journey......in this world. Ok folks, I will address this predominately to the women out there because I am one. But if there are any men who can relate or might have some growth experience from this then that is great! The more the merrier and welcome! I know that there are probably a great deal of women out there who know what it feels like to be left alone and abandoned. I also know there are a lot of women out there that could never imagine what that could possibly feel like. Well, I can tell you it aint pretty! My mother divorced my dad when I was around four years old..... my mother still wont give me a specific date on their divorce. I realize I can do the research on my own, but I ask, 'do I really care?' The answer is no. Not now anyway. Maybe my mom and dad not being together played a very important role in the choices I have made? Hmmmm! Maybe once upon a time I might have blamed them but, Not any more! I have been married twice. My first 'X; was a ma

My Job And My Online Time!
Today @ work I was called to the office yikes! I was told and shown some screen shots of me having fun while not on the clock. I am a school counselor @ a public school. Apparently a kid so they say came into a particular lounge that I fequent when I get off work. I was in my oppion just having fun. In their's I was showing a distasteful side of myself. Also that actions maybe taken against me. Who can be judge and jury here of my time away from the school. Is this right? I do not know how this will affect me in my favorite room or if I will even let it affect me. This is my time noone elses.

My Journal
July 7. Arrive in Alaska July 8. Go to Fairbanks and the Arctic Circle July 9. Above the Arctic Circle July 10. Head back from the Arctic Circle July 11. Fairbanks July 12. Denali Park July 13. Denali Park July 14. Denali Park July 15. Ride the train from Denali to Anchorage Leave lots of love while I'm gone!!! My sister, Adele, and I took mom to the emergency room Tuesday evening. Took her an hour to use the bathroom at home; she was having trouble catching her breath. Upon arrival, her oxygen level was 60 and it should be over 90. After many tests, they concluded she has pneumonia coupled with congestive heart failure, but the CHF wasn't really a real issue as opposed to the pneumonia. They gave her oxygen using a mask but also did it using the nose piece. She couldn't maintain oxygen level over 90 with the nose piece so she was admitted to ICU using the mask. They said she may just be in ICU for 12 ho

My Job
I love my new job but it sucks cuz i have 2 work almost all tha holidays...Ive only got 6 days off from work since last month. So tha ppl i work wit decided 2 call in....so they put me on tha schedule 2 work 2day and 2morrow. I jus hope i dont have 2 work new yrs

My Journey To Entertainment Domination
Last year at work I guess it's nothing new to most of you but this is a first for me. Our company put a cap on our salaries. That really hurt. 39 yrs old and stuck at 16.51 an hr. I will 40 in a couple of months and of course I didn't want to stay in this job forever. Last October I was finally free from bankruptcy. Has to be the longest 10 years of my life. DO NOT I repeat DO NOT ever file for bankruptcy. No matter what happens in your life don't do it. Months go by and I get passed up for the lead operator at work. This was the last straw for me. I put up with a lot of crap at work and let a lot slide by. I took a look at myself and said "Dude, you're 40 years old, diabetes is killing you, you are not married and have no kids. Let's do it. We have nothing to lose. If we failed, hey at least we gave it a try. We put it off this long. Let's go" Well I made the call to Full Sail a school in Florida and to setup my tour. January 13th was the day I took my first steps to entertai

My Job
so i have been working for this company for almost 3 yrs. jhire date is 12/12/05. and i have onkly goten one raise! i recently asked my boss via email since she is hard to track down; if i could get a raise. i didnt ask for much, just a dollar raise. i want to be making 12.29 an hour until my next appraisal in april of next year. she sent an email after my second email to her because i had not heard anything after a week and a half. she told me she had not yet had a chance to ask her boss. So what i wnna know is how long should i wait? i mean, with all my duties, and i have alot, i recently found out i am the lowedt paid stasff member at this job site. so should i keepon being persistant until she finally cracks? or should i wait silently? impatiently waiting.....

My Job
My profession as a cosmetologist, is a fun, fast pace ever changing career. I am in the fashion and beauty industry, some may say I rip people off on their insecurities. But I say with my knowledge, I can make the most insecure person confident, the most depressed, happy. I am a caregiver, I know all my clients problems before anyone else does even though i can not give advice i am a theorpist. and bound to my ethics what they tell me is put in another part of brain and soon forgoten. If I were to say that I love every client that sits in my chair, I would be lying, I get people who think they know more than I do. Or the one that is and never will be happy. But I enjoy them as much as I enjoy the ones I can talk to easily and have an easier connection with. But I am not the stereotype, gum chewing, big haired ditzy blonde, that has all the town gossip. I can't say my fashion sense isn't over the top or that I am not excentric and bubbly cuz that is me has a person. I see the funn

My Job
No matter what documents need to be served, the dependable, diligent, and seasoned staff at Boisseau & Associates delivers. We are proud of our consistently high level of client satisfaction, stemming from our strong success rate and our professional demeanor. From bankruptcy summons to subpoenas in criminal proceedings, from federal to civil cases, we put the right papers in the right hands. With Boisseau & Associates, you can rest assured that the job will be done correctly and on time, without incident. We do not shy away from situations that could be considered difficult or delicate. At Boisseau & Associates, our reputation speaks for itself, but we also provide status reports and proofs of service for proper procedure, record-keeping, and peace of mind. We are opened 24 hours a day, 6 days a week. Please call us at anytime for free estimates, and let us know how we can be of the greatest assistance to you. Boisseau & Associates provides process service for every kind

My Journey Through Oz The Fetish Version
Is this OZ? I ask that because it seems like a dream. If I was in OZ I guess my quest would be for a submissive. I would be facing many challenges, in Munchingland I would find the Cocksucking Girls, now that would be hard to leave knowing they want to suck me forever, but I must press on. As a good sucking would be great I want more.

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My 3 Js
What's the three Js? That's not the question. The question is who are my 3 Js. They are 3 women, 3 women I fell for. Why am I putting this on myspace? I just don't know. Those of you who really know me will know who they are. Jay #1: I met her 13 years ago, on Feb. 11, 1994. She is a good girl that i just couldn't trust. I just don't know what to say about her. All I can say is that, I'm not with her today is because I've failed to prove that I'm not the person that I use to be. It's my fault. I put her though hell. I want her to know that I'm sorry, and that I love her and always will. I just rather never deal with her again.(not ready for a relationship but 2 weeks after, you're in one) Jay #2: I met her a little more then 4 years ago in Dec. 2002. She is also a good girl that won't trust me. I messed up on her also. I should have treated her like the queen she is. I took her for granted and lost another good woman. I'm not with her today because I've failed

My Jtv Vent
Being a soldier does not mean we fight for our country alone, we fight for the sake of our family and friends in the hopes that they will never have to. So long as humanity thrives, there will be war, i'm sorry but it's true. War is in our nature as per our primal instinct to be an alpha-male. If you don't agree with the military, respect the soldier who has his reasons to fight. Respect that he sacrifices his dreams and time with his loved ones to keep your asses safe. Let me catch you mocking us and you will be banned, not timed, but banned. We are the sacred few, the strongest, and the heroes of our homes.

My Junk
I loved a man Who did not love me I love a man Who loves me But does not want me I love a man as a friend Who loves me romanticaly I love a man as a father Who loves me as a daughter I am flowing with love With no one to give it to

♥my Junk Haha♥
all about me!!*Basics*name:*Anela birthday:*10.08 zodiac sign:*Libra where were you born:*Oahu [Hawaii] where do you live now:*Big Island height:*5' 7" hair color:*Black eye color:*Brown tattoos:*1 piercings:*2 *Favorites*color:*Green, Black, Blue food:*Hawaiian, Mexican, Spanish candy:*Twix movie:*All comedy and action tv show:*Tyler Perry's House of Payne actor:*Da Rock actress:*Gabrielle Union band or singer:*Too many song:*Apple Bottom Jeans holiday:*None really month:*The months my kids were born lol season:*Winter day of the week:*Wednesday store:*Sears restaurant:*Taco Bell sport:*Volleyball animal:*Doggies flower:*Gardenias & Roses *Have you ever....*danced in the rain:*Yes tripped and had an embarassing fall:*No

My July 12th Concert !!!
Date: July 12 Saturday Time: 9:00 pm till 1:00 am Location: 13100 S. Halsted Riverdale, Illinois Notes: Live outdoor performance of a variety of music & dance by the pier!!! This is a restaurant/bar/marina !!! The quintessential summer in chicago experience !!! from the city (heading south): I-94 south , stay right right and you'll be on I-57, exit 127th st., left to Halsted (1 mile), right (3-4 blocks), just after the bridge, right @ the marquee, and head to the back... from Indiana: I-80 west to I-94 (Bishop Ford)north to 130th st. east, (follow 130th, under the viaduct, right, then a left) to Halsted, left (3-4 blocks), just after the bridge, right @ the marquee, and head to the back... from the south suburbs: just get to halsted & you know how to follow it north !!! After 134th, look on your left for the marquee (if you go over the bridge, you passed it...), turn left & and head to the back... still confused ??? the number is 708-849-2200 or toll free 1-866-4

My Juicy Peach...
I glide my fingers over your velvet soft hairAnd admire the ripeness of your smooth blushed skinGathering you in close I can smell the sweet scent of youThe anticipation of how you must taste making my mouth water I run my tongue along your groove and kiss you deeplySinking my teeth gently into your virgin pink fleshBeads of nectar wet my lipsMaking my hunger for you all the moreI will myself to slow down and delight in your giftTrying to catch your essence as it dripped down my chinI push you harder to my mouthMy tongue deeper into your coreAnd eat you from the inside outDrinking greedily every droplet that flows from youAnd when you have poured all you are into meI will lick up what is left of you on my fingersFor you were made to be savoured Not simply devoured My juicy peach

Mykala's Updates
Mykala is now 13 months old and growing like a weed. She is going to be a fairy for Halloween. I will have pictures up when the time comes. At 8 mons old now she can say mom and dad. She is also trying to crawl but lazy. I do have pictures I will put them up soon, I have just been so busy with classes and every day life it is hard to keep up with everything. Four months old now she is rolling, laughing, playing, and cooing. She just had her shots. This is her first Christmas, she is getting clothes, toys, and other baby things.....don't you wish we all had it this way for us. But it doesn't work out that way for us we have to work at it. It pays off in the long run. I will put up her Christmas pictures her after the New Year. Mykala says buh bye until next time.

My Karma Weekend
It was another weekend, I was planning to go up and visit Hooters of Horn Lake for their annual swimsuit pageant, however that got squashed, the dragon called up and said Alex my youngest had a baseball tournament in Horn Lake and could I help out and watch the kids this weekend. Well the day was not starting out good my both of my parents were sick and could not pick the kids up from the ball field, so I had to leave from work early oh well needed to burn some personal time anyway. I make the two and half hour trek north to Desoto county and to the ball field. I watched Alex’s team win their first game of the tournament. After the game was over and kids were getting their after game talk from their coaches, I spotted a friend from days at my former employer. She was totaled focused on being team mom so I walked up there and said Hey, it is a small world. A hug and we started to talk. She told me that my former employer lost their state contract and they are goi

My '13k' Contest
WOOOHOOOOO I am so excited!!!! My 1st Opportunity to Win Something Here!!!! Thank You Tee!!!!& fellow FuBombers Click on My Pic & Please CUM drop a few bombs on me & help me earn my award!!!! It's not a Mad race to beat someone out.... I just have to get in 13,000 Comments.... Click on My Pic & Please CUM drop a few bombs(Comments) on me & help me earn my award!!!! It's not a Mad race to beat someone out.... I just have to get in 13,000 Comments.... Thank You for your help in advance!!!!! OUR LOVED & GENEROUS HDPetesUltra is in a TATTOO BOMBING & RATE CONTEST...... HE NEVER ASKS US FOR ANYTHING YET HE IS ALWAYS RIGHT THERE TO LEVEL US UP OR DO WHATEVER WE NEED OR JUST TO MAKE US SMILE...... LET'S SHOW HIM SOME LOVE IN RETURN BY RATING HIS PIC & DROPPING SOME COMMENTS!!!!

My Kids
my kids r the greatest thing that has ever happened to me they have grown up too fast tho.. my son has chicken pox so he doesnt wanna be touched but at the same time he still wants to cuddle up with me and his blanket im glad he still needs me.. my daughter has grown up way to fast shes 18 already.. i dont feel old enough to have an 18 yr old daughter but shes great anyway she still needs me in her own way she works hard and is gonna go to school to become a nurse im so proud of her she has come a long way now if she can just get along with her dad she will be doing better anyway im going just wanted to let the world know i have great kids and i love em with everything i have. they come before anyone or anything else anyway good night sleep well

My Kinky Turn On
for any interested.....for a few hrs....private pics have been open to friends....happy thanksgiving to all....hugs, becky p.s. if ya peek would ya please rate/comment.... to all the friends who helped me level up....private album is open for the next couple of hours....make me blush....leave a comment or two.... xoxo, bec You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs67%Bondage58%Whips58%Blood17%Blind Folds17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

My Kids
a href="http://hostdrjack.com/" target="_blank" >www.hostdrjack.com WATCH FOR YOUR HEART.IVE BEEN WITH THIS MAN15 YEARS AN HE WAS SO GOOD TO ME AN MY FAMILY.WE WENT EVERYWHERE. AN HAD A GREAT LIFE TOGETHER UNTILL ONE DAY HE NEVER CAME BACK AN NEVER SAID WHY OR WHAT HAPPENED. SO I FIND OUT HIS SECERT AN I PUT AN END TO THAT. BELIEVE ME ITS HARD WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH SUCH A GREAT GUY I HAD THOUGHT WED BE TO GETHER FOR EVER.LADIES WATCH OUT THERE WHO YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH . BUT IM GETTING STRONGER AN I CAN DO THIS..I HAVE THE SUPPORT OF MY KIDS AN FRIENDS. TO A VERY SPECIAL FRIEND. BEING A GOOD FRIEND IS REALLY AN ART. A WONDERFULL TALENT THAT COMESFROM THE HEART.ITS KNOWING THE KIND THING TO DO OR SAY, LISTENING AN TALKING A PROBLEM AWAY.ITS BEING TOGETHER AN GOOD TIME AN BAD. AN JUST WITH A SMILE MAKING EACH OTHER GLAD. IT CARING FOR SOME ONE,AN SHOWING IT TO, THANK GOOODNESS FOR GOOD FRIENDS-FRIEND JUST LIKE YOU.

My Kids
My two stepsons are the best kids in the world! Kevin Jr. is 10 and Christopher is going to be 9 in April. I wasn't really prepared to become an istant mom at the age of 18 when I married my husband, but it was worth it. Every time they come over my usually boring house comes to life it seems...lol. Yah sure they are little brats, but they are the kind ya just gotta love. I have pics on my page here of them and I will be adding more pics as soon as I can. Ha ha ha! My oldest step-son was in the shower the other night and I was in the other bathroom and I pounded on the wall and the poor kid screamed like a little girl! Lmao! Then when I went in to check on him I knocked on the door and he screamed again lol! Then he said "This house is cursed!" Then I told him it was me all along and he didn't believe me at first! What an April Fools joke lmao!

My Kids
My kids are in this contest please show them some love I DONT ASK FOR MUCH BUT COULD YOU GUYS GO VOTE FOR MY THREE KIDS THEY ARE ALL IN A CONTEST ITS DIFFERENT CONTESTS BUT THEY ARE IN NEED OF VOTES MALACHI CUTEST KID 0-13 MONTHS TORIE CUTEST KID 4-8 YEARS OLD ASPEN 4 TO 8 YEARS OF AGE (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:30:36') (repost of original by 'babysmurf Angel Family' on '2007-04-26 14:35:45') (repost of original by 'raiderridertillidie Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:39:19') (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:43:30') I DONT ASK FOR MUCH BUT COULD YOU GUYS GO VOTE FOR MY THREE KIDS THEY ARE ALL IN A CONTEST ITS DIFFERENT CONTESTS BUT THEY ARE IN NEED OF VOTES MALACHI CUTEST KID 0-13 MONTHS TORIE CUTEST KID 4-8 YEARS OLD ASPEN 4 TO 8 YEARS OF AGE (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property

My King
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown.

My Kid
Last night my kindergarten daughter, just finished her last book in first grade hooked on phonics. She is reading at a first grade level now and it makes me so proud. starting Monday we are starting second grade hooked on phonics. She loves to read and is trying so hard so that she can read on her own. The teachers are all so amazed at how smart she is and says that she is well advanced for her age. She is always trying to learn new things and if she keeps going by the end of elementary school she will be reading well over a sixth grade level. I am talking to the teacher today to see if they can give her a little more difficult books to read since she has mastered all the easy ones. I dont want her to get bored. I am the most proudest mom in the whole world. my kid is starting preschool next week and i am so nervous about it. I wonder how she will do in it, will she make friends, will she do good in school. It seems like yesterday when i held her in my arms as a baby and now she is goi

My Kids
Talking to my kids i haven't seen in over a yr brought tears to my eyes.... Now i know where they r after not knowing for a yr anyone here live in Virgina Beach? I need to get to my Babies somehow and as most of u know imma worthless Bumm right now..... anyone know how to get quick cash besides robbing a crack house.... i hope im making sence i can not stop the tears from pouring....laugh if u want but i love me Babies...yes men do cry..... i have to go for now i will be on lil at a time i need air....LOTS of it.... PS.if anyone can help me out plz write back let me know plz no shouts id never get them..... Thanks......... Tongue.........

My Kissing Spot Is ........!
MY KiSSiNG SPOT iS ........! Libra : Under a tree. Sagittarius : in the bathroom Taurus: On the trampoline. Capricorn :.In the hot tub Aquarius : .In The Elevator Aries : in a poool! Pisces : On The Kitchen Table. Gemini : Under the stars. Virgo : In a car. Leo : On the beach. Scorpio : Everywhere. Cancer : In the rain.

My Kind Of Woman
She is a woman who doesn’t feel the need to prove anything at all. Moves only from a position of inner strength. Is not afraid or ashamed to cry, to admit when She’s right, and does not fall all over herself When she’s wrong. Knows she gets stronger as she extends her light to others in the world. Has no guilt about being born a woman thus has no excuses for settling for what the world has been giving her. Respects her femininity and never uses her body unlovingly. I salute women like Rosa Parks, Fannielu Hamer, my mother and Anna Nzinga. In the same breath, I also praise those countless women in ordinary lives overcoming extraordinary circumstances

My Kids
well i went to court today and i have lost the battle for my kids.i feel like i have let my kids down. the kids live with my ex`s sister and her hubby.i could have hurt my ex when she told the judge she wanted the kids to stay with her sister cause i wont let her see them. she forgot to tell the judge i wont let her see the kids cause of her crack addiction problem.i been fighting 3 years for my kids. ever feel you fight for some thing for so long and you just give up? i just feel it is time for me to give up, is that wrong of me or should i try to be the best father i can? sorry it may sound blunt but i`m still trying to let it all sink in what happened today mike

My Kids
mothers day To all of the beautiful moms I know... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ */MOTHERS and MOMS/* If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, */'It's okay honey, Mommy's here.'/* Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them

My Kids
I guess I just feel like venting to fubar about my kids. I am a proud father of two girls My oldest daughter’s name is Khyanni and my youngest is Jazmine. I’m really happy I have two girls. I look at it as my opportunity to perfect the female race. If I raise them right they will think like a man and at the same time rid themselves of typical female craziness. You can laugh now but I’m serious. Khyanni is 8 years old this year and is my handicapped child. She is autistic and mentally retarded. I figure it’s all my fault because I told God on the day of her delivery that I could not handle a handicapped child. I even ask the nurse to count her fingers and toes twice to make sure they were all there. God had something else instore for me and I am grateful for the hard learned lesson. Khyanni is very smart even though she is diagnosed retarted. She didn’t learn to crawl until she was two, and didn’t learn to walk until she was five. But by the age of six she could program

My Kids
i figured i would write a mumm askin wat i should do be single or look for somone an i gottin some hatefull shit from everyone im not doin this for me im doin this for them they deserve a dad like everyone else an i think them not havin a father figure in there life is makin them think they are more powerful then me i mean my daughter hates that there isnt a male figure in her life for her an they both feel like there the reason they dont have a dad an its not .there dads made the choice to have there own life wit noone in it includin the kids they left them hangin wit me an they hate it i know i tried my damn hardest to make them happy with jus me but thats not good enough for them an they show that to me everyday i know that im lonely but there lonely jus as well an my friends are never there for me an its hard to go out anywere when i have noone to watch the kids i barely make any money for anythin but im tryin my hardest an people dont understand that

My Kids.
Ok well today @ 2:30 i have a doc apt for her.. She is favoring her left side, Her right side is he-man strong.. But like i said shes favoring her left.. for those who dont know, She was born 8lbs 5 oz May 12th of this year, She was 3 weeks early, So, this will be a continuing blog, I'm scared to think she may have muscle problems, But we shall soon find out.. shes going today to get her first series of shots. poor girl, I hate having to drug them afterwards to keep any possible fever down, So, on goes my daily fight with Bane, I snapped last night and said something i totally regret.. "I don't care about illyria" I said this out of my own selfishness,. Anyone who knows me knows That that's a bullshit lie I bend over for my kids, sometimes tying myself in knots to make sure they have everything they could possible need. It doesn't help bane has to fight.. in this world for the love of our other daughter Jadein aka J-bug.. He asked her do you love mommy she said yup! sure

My Kids And The Condoms Continued
Alright,I gave in and bought the condoms,coke and mentos. Yeah,I am that kinda mom. My 10yr old complained so much about it I finally just took him to the gas station and bought them. I am like my mother haha! I thought he was going to die! I walked right up to the lady at the counter and said"give me the cheapest condoms you have,you know the no frills kinda ones. My son needs them" I thought she was gonna drop dead right next to my son! My son is beat red and about to hit the door. I told him "hmmm,get back here! You want these for the coke,mentos and coke trick right?" I think it made the lady feel a little better,but not so much. He refuses to go inside the gas station now. Man,condoms can hold a lot of coke. :)

My Kind Of Luck
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making biker steps next to him, grabs his drink, gulps it down in one swig and then turns to the guy with a menacing stare as if to say, 'What'cha gonna do about it?' The poor little guy starts crying. 'Come on man I was just giving you a hard time,' the biker says. 'I didn't think you'd CRY.' 'I can't stand to see a man crying. Â“This is the worst day of my life,Â” says the little guy between sobs. Â“I can't do anything right.Â” Â“I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me.Â” When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I don't have any insurance. I left my wallet in the cab I took home. I found my wife in bed with the gardener and my dog bit me. So I came to this bar trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life, and then you show up and drink the damn poison.

My Kids
how can i put this for the ones that dont know i have 2 boys and i miss them so much. well on the 31 of oct i got pictures of them in there coustems. well i have not been to happy because i miss them so much so if you guys can put comments on the pictures so that i know people see them i love them and miss them so freckin much and i cry my eyes out every night when i go to sleep if there is anyone that knows somewhat how it feels tll me how you deal with it please!!

My Kind Of Christmas Tree
You Are Milk Your holiday personality is innocent. The holidays make you feel like a kid all over again. You love every part of the holidays, and you anticipate Christmas morning. You enjoy getting presents as much as you did when you were young! What Holiday Drink Are You? Love this one! LOL You Should Have a Pink Christmas Tree For you, the holidays represent a time of friendship and sharing. You're happy as long as you're spending time with the people you care about. You are passionate about the holidays, and that start of the holiday season makes you very excited. You sometimes go a bit overboard in your celebrations. You just can't help it! Passionate, easily excited, sweet, giving, love, friendship, sensitive, caring Your pink tree would look great with: More pink! You should spend Christmas Eve watching: The Muppet Christmas Carol What you should bake for Santa: Rice krispie treats with red and green food coloring What Color C

My Kids
i finaly get a day off in a mounth and 1/2 of working and i want to spend time with my kids but they could care less if im home or not they r all out running around with their friends. i just wish they loved and missed me the way i do them

My Kkg's.. Hottiesss!!!
Meet CK2's Kandy Kiss Girls!!!!! *alwayspinknblack*Greeter @CK2 & KKG***FFM***@ fubar ★TX Best Barbie★ KKG ★ CK2FM ★@ fubar BarbieEK >KandyKissGirl< -CK2Promoter-@ fubar Butterfly KKG and Promoter For C2K@ fubar *~*Candy*~*KKG/Promoter/Greeter @ CK2*~*Best Lounge On Fubar*~*Love To All The CK2 Staff & Members*~@ fubar

My Kodiak
My first contest. Please help me I am behind 400 comments ..get a salute pic :) Has anyone stepped away from the comp. and actually met someone from fubar? Any one dating a fellow fuborian? Anyone engaged? ANyone married? Anyone filing retraining orders against a fuber?? Well.. i know im going to get it for this. But.. IF one doesnt bother to get educated about the your home buying process then too bad. If you cant balance your budget and cant live with in your means... Why should government be involved? Think im too harsh? How do you feel about it?

My Kool But Crazy Family Dats Down For Whatever!!!
ive been sitting here on my computer and listening to my family at the same time. i know im crazy but my brother is way worse but its not a insaine crazy but a wild funny goofy-crazy. all of our friends r here to and all i can do is sit here listen to there whacko asses and laugh.well just thought i might share that with yall, just wish u could see it well g2g bye bye my peeps talk back later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Krazy Life.....
I havent blogged in a few days,everything going well,except the fact im realizing Im married and in love with my best friend......enough said !!!!! Ok I am so mad i could scream...here we are having a nice fun conversation on the phone and she freakin calls so im blown off for the threat...i dont even think he wants her...i broke down and asked him today if i was his type and he said yes...see we had this conversation a few months back and he said i wasnt his gf type and so i asked him today if things were different in my life if i was his type and he said yes.....BUT he cut me off to talk to a girl he thinks is blowing off his freakin phone calls....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just dont know anymore.im so so confused,the first thing i told him a year ago is im not looking for a bf or soeone to replace my hubby,then i crossed the line and we became best friends and the attention kept pouring in from him and i knew he was that type and i was chancing hanging with him after his

My Kumquat!
For those of you who know me well, know that one of my best friends on this site has been Hugh.... Hes my Kumquat and I'm his snow pea... hes stuck around for 3 years of my roller coaster life and I'm hoping you guys can help me ... I know Hugh will probably not agree with it.. but I am trying to get him Donations for Spotlight

My Lady's Drunk Buffalo Theory.
so amber says... a buffalo heard can only run as fast as it's slowest runner. as a predator will go after said slowest runner, the heard can only pick up speed. so... like drinking, you kill off the most damaged brain cells. thus making you smarter. ... okay amber. i still love you.

My Last Day
Julie Location of Death: Herndon, VA Date of Death: 5/11/2021 5:42:19 PM Last Person Called: Bo Last Number Dialed: (703) 376-644* Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Suicide See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

My Lady Friend/ My Best Friend
You can never be with her You will never be with her She was always with someone else She will always be with those others She is never treated the way you think she deserves to be treated She has always been hurt, exploited, and even abused Though never respected Never appreciated for the beautiful person she is and has always been Always pretending to be happy Though you know inside she is crying A stoic little foundation for the sake of her children She has managed to be at a distance with her emotions this long Why not Though there has been outbreaks mostly misunderstood as tantrums Though you know - how a person can hold that much in? There has to be a time when it overflows You have seen her control You have seen her potential You have kept faith for her she would overcome, persist and triumph In success and in her dreams to be realized Other then her there is only one other You think that understands you In retur

My Last Cry Was I Fly!...
I fly, and look down from atop the rainbow, they try, to derail what theyve entangled, its my, demise to watch it fail, just my, last cry as im impailed.... its like bein exposed to gamma rays, i get lost for days in the kiss, of this mysteriousness, let the boys go out an play, im just lookin forward to what the day may, bring a thing or two from me to you, to make you say hooray and take yer worries away, its the least i can do, throw in a check 1,2....cuz if it wasnt for you, who knows what i would do?.....

My Latest Poem--needs A Title Tho
I wonder, do I ever cross your mind Do you ever wish you can turn back time Back to when we would laugh and smile Picking up the phone, each others number we would dial I am blessed to still call you friend And I hope that will never end We were as close as two peas in a pod In the end it was my heart that you robbed Do I continue to sit around and wait Because deep in my soul I know its fate Or do I give up and let these feelings go I need you to tell me because alone I don't know We once made a pact with each other That we wouldn't give up on the other But you have moved on and I feel perhaps I should too You'll always be apart of me, just like my rose tattoo Copyright ©2008 Donna H.

My Last Goodbye
Well this is it i guess. Got done doing my last Show on fubar possibly ever but who knows. Turning the net off in a few days. Going to Iraq in 2 weeks. Been active on fubar for almost 2 years. Don't really know if i accomplished much. Sure I did some good shows. Worked for many of great stations and lounges. Made some people laughed, and made some great friends. But I guess its all over now. Nothing more. I'm going to keep my fubar up for a little while in case anyone wants to say hi or goodbye. I knew i was taking this seriously when for the first time in over a year i didn't record my show on air, guess i didn't want to remember that i had a last show. I love all my friends and good bye till an unknown time and date. Jester aka Steve

My Ladies
As in life some go and others come to us in our lives, and others stay. I want to thank all of these ladies for there love. Stop by and show all these lovely ladies a lot of love. The sexiest Canadian (Gonna keep this one) Lacey™ ۞ owned by Jak ۞@ fubar One Bad Milf The Baddest MILF®@ fubar Some sweet Sunshine ~~Sunshine~~ ☆ DREAM GIRLZ ☆ ~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~~@ fubar Sky’s the limit Just* Me* Sky Owned by (JAK~ ۞)why Fu Marriage, can't we just live in FU Sin?**FU Orphan**@ fubar The sexy B ♡ bbG ♡ Owned by Jak~ *and* ☆})i({☆@ fubar Here name says it all ~*~SWEET~*~ Fu-Owned By Jak...@ fubar I like it Pink *Pink0828*Meet My New Owner*'JAK~ ۞ Owned by Lacey ۞ ~Owner of to many to list see b@ fubar

My Lady
Woman of my Dreams by LateNiteFantasy© In those empty moments Thoughts of you fill my days When life allows the time I slowly slip into a daze Every time I close my eyes I see your amazing smile Like a modern day computer Your beauty is on file Hair so silky and smooth Eyes that pierce the soul Luscious and pouty lips Are only parts o’ the whole Your beauty rivals Aphrodite She holds no candle to you Though you have your doubts Your sensuality shines through I see you in my dreams Be it day or night Trying to control my feelings With all my strength and might Our friendship constantly grows Long destined to be more My love will never die In hopes you may open that door You are special and loved I will cherish you forever You’ve captured my heart It is yours forever To Midnight by LateNiteFantasy© 10 to Midnight A Twinkle In your eyes A song in your words... You can’t believe how alive I feel How desperate for my l

My Last
Let me live my life from the viewpoint of my death, since I have been moving toward it from the day I was born, Remind me where I'm headed! In this way, I know I can find new gratitude and delight in each hour of the day. For I can say: "This moment---right now--- may be my last."

My Last Nerve
Ok so I just need a place to vent. This could get long and complicated.... Ok so due to my financial situation I have had to rent out the house I own and rent a house that I can afford. Ok I can handle this, no big deal. Now here's where everything starts going totally wrong. I am renting from my soon to be ex-husband and my mother-in-law. That's really not a bad thing. The bad things is that he didn't listen to me about changing the insurance policy on the house and while it was vacant, the copper pipes were stolen. So he won't put in a claim. Well while they were stealing the pipes, the crushed the duct work. So guess what, I'm living in a house with no ac. And it's been in the 90's all week. Then we have a huge fight because he hadn't removed his girlfriends washer and dryer from the house. He had a month to do this. So I put them outside to get mine in. He was mad because I didn't call him and tell him. Ok they had been in the driveway like 20 minutes!!!! I hadn

My Lawnmower Death
It was a warm fall day and perfect for the last lawn mowing of the season. I was visiting my mother and she asked if I could mow her yard, which happened to be three acres, for her. I hopped onto the riding mower and briskly did abou eghty-five percent of the lawn. The remaining portion of the lawn was an embankment along the edge of a state road, so I got the push mower ready and then decided to take a quick break. In retrospect I am so glad that I did, due to the fact that it would be the last time I would remember seeing my children and my then pregnant girlfriend for the next two or three days. As I walked outside I remember thinking how lucky I was, not knowing how true that statement would become later that evening. I got the lawnmower and began to finish the lawn. Somewhere close to halfway done I guess I decided to take a nap. I remember dreaming about being in a bed when a gentleman decided to come along and wake me up. He proceeded to inform me that I just so ha

My Latest Auction...
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My Last Week Of Freedom
I am sitting at the car dealership, getting my truck service and replacing the 8 coil that went out of the spark plug, figure the odds of that happening with a week before deployment, not mention having a baseball hit you windshield last week.

My Laptop Backpack - Mobile Business
I travel extensively with my laptop computer, often storing it in a car trunk loaded with gear. The Ebox Laptop Carrying Case, which is strong enough to stand on, provides peace of mind that my computer won’t be smashed. Indeed, the case is waterproof, crush-proof, pressure sensitive, and lockable. For use in the field—say you’re an archeologist recording data at a dig—the Ebox Laptop Carrying Case is an alternative to something like the Panasonic Toughbook CF-30, which is a laptop made for the outdoors that can cost more than $3,000. A the case essentially converts a workaday laptop computer into a “Ebox” model for use in the outdoors.

My Last Christmas
This will be my last Christmas on Fubar. It has been 5 years now and I have really enjoyed my time on Fubar and all the wonderful people I have met and the long lasting friendships and bonds I have made. It has nothing to do with Fubar. I have had my disagreements in the past but overall I think Fubar is the best site If I leave Fubar, it is for financial and medical reasons. I will try and give some notice before I leave but always remember I carry the memory of each of my friendships here and they are precious and I will carry them always, even beyond this life.

My Last Words
over the last several years i know my health has gotten bad, but i didn't realize just how bad it has gotten. i'm not asking for sympanthy by any means, so please don't tell me your sorry to hear it. i just want my friends to know whats going on with me. i care about a lot of you, and i've been here since the days of lost cherry, and cherry tap. i was here damn near at the start of it. i met my deceased wife from here, "dallas angel". which past away november 3rd 2019 of cancer. she was the love of my life, she was my world. i've moved on since i lost her, but it looks like at the rate i'm going, i might be joining her soon. over the last 2 months i've found out that i have an unknown blockage in my lungs, high blood pressure 203/104, i'm anemic, my vitamin D should be at 30, and i'm at 20.5, my cholesterol should be below 100, and i'm at 127. my A1C should be between 4.8 and 5.6. diabetic is at 5.9, and i'm at 6.1... i have sleep apnea severely. doctors fear the blockage in my lungs c

My Lc Friends.....my Thoughts
This friend of mine got me and my hunny the win in a cutest couple contest nearly all by her own effort. She wanted me and Mike to have the win so badly that she sat and voted for me for hours literally. She is very devoted and loyal and very sweet. She has been on my side through thick and thin on getting my blog to the top and for that I cant thank her enough. GF you rock! stay sweet! Christine@ CherryTAP I want to write and tell you about this friend of mine because he just a great guy with a sense of humor. He has been cheering me on and helping me along the way while I was trying to move my blog to #1 and helping me spread the word. He has posted numerous blog entries to that end and has helped keep in the know on things that were pertinant to myself. This guy is loyal to friends and loves his hunny more than life itself. You cant be a guy that loves his lady, is loyal and tells it like it is. Stay sweet JT! JT@ CherryTAP This is one person on my list that I cant r

Mylene
dear life It's been a while since i wrote something meaningful, to me. I really didn't feel the need to, not that I feel the need to right now, there are just some things i am not scared to say anymore. When I look back at the past, yes I do see darkness, I see a little girl shivering in her room at night, wondering why she's alive. A little girl who was hiding all her pain behind fake smiles and crazy attitude, telling lies after lies after lies only to hide her own truth. I see her making herself throw up to be thinner, i see her parents fighting and yelling and her being torn between the two. I see her waking up on the floor in her puke after she tried to take her life, I see her at the other side of the country with a guy in bed with her, pleading him to stop, her voice shaking, her heart racing, her eyes filled with fear. I see one of her dearest friend die. I see her driving friends away when they were getting too close to her. I see her being afraid of love, of friendship,

My Letter
I couldn't hold you and take your pain away I now know It's time for you to find your own way I wish for you everything you desire And hope you never lose your passion and fire I'll never regret the time we shared The laughter and love, the burdens we beared You gave me the courage to face the real me The strength I was lacking you made me see A special place in my heart I keep open for you I wish you the best when your journey is through A new life begins with endless possibilities And I pray your journey leads you back to me

My Letter To Santa (past Xmas)
"Dear Santa, I am writing you cause I feel that I should at the very least justify my actions over the course of the year, before you go off and start jumping to conclusions, and fuck up my wish list! Let me start off by saying, that considering the year I've had, I've been a VERY good girl. I don't think that I should be disqualified from the "nice" list based solely on my 'not-so-nice' actions... like the time i tripped my sister in front of the whole church, personally I thought it was hilarious, but I'm guessing that was a strike against me. And the time I spread that horrible, but TRUE, rumor about my ex's new gf.. really if you think about it Big Red, she deserved it!! And it brought JOY to so many people, isn't that what really counts?!?! I could go on and on about the things that would count against me and throw me directly into the SHIT PILE, but Big Red if you could find it in your jolly ol' jelly belly to forgive and (please) forget about all the crap I've done. (

My Letter For You
My heart beats for you alone. Every waking moment, you allure my thoughts with sweet words and deeds. Hearing your voice brings peace, comfort and a smile to my face at the sheer thought of you. When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart. As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning. My heart soars when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Everything about you takes my breath away. Body, Mind, Heart and Soul ~ Melissa Jade

My Leg
Well, I went to a new doctor today. He's the head Dermatologist and after seeing him today, I so wish that I had been able to see him from the start a few months back. First, for the many of you who are not aware of what I'm even talking about regarding my leg, I have had a problem with my leg (originally both legs) since the end of May. Hence, the reason for no leg pics in my albums for many months! :P It started out as Erythema Nodosum (inflammation of the deep tissue of the leg). My left leg cleared up but my right leg got worse and swelled really bad, to the point that I was having to stay off of it with my leg propped up and taking the major pain killers. After about 3 months, my doctor told me that he was referring me to a dermatologist because he had exhausted all he knew on me and didn't want to waste anymore of my time. (He's a great doctor but a family practicioner.) So, I started seeing a new Derm. who began me on new meds (that were very scary!) of which I have been tak

My 3-legged Unicorn
So the other morning I was leaving for work on a seemingly normal day. As I was wheeling my bike out into the usually empty post "people taking their kids to school" street my gaze happened down the street. There was a man...But not just any man...It was the "semi-anti" me. Top to bottom he looked like this.....49ers beanie (WITH frilly ball at top). "Wife Beater" tank top. Denim shorts. FANNY PACK!! A grwon ass man ridng a razor scooter and carrying an empty 5 gallon pail (for what reason I DO NOT want to know). I WISH I had taken a picture of this dude but I COULD NOT stop staring at him..If you've ever seen that movie LEGEND it was EXACTLY like that part where Tom Cruise takes Mia Sara to see that unicorn except it was COMPLETELY different.

Mylee Chaney Blog
As an expatriate living in Jakarta, Indonesia for two years, I have come to appreciate the natural beauty of the archipelago. Living here is just a spectacular merge of modernity and tradition. While in the city, you can experience true urban living while knowing that just a few miles away, you can also experience nature in its highest elements. On my first stay here, however, I have experienced a whirlwind of emotions which I dare not say at first. I have signed up with the Peterson Group since lodging is not included in my contract. I contacted them through the contact information provided in their site. They were quick to adhere to my requests and I was finally settled even before I came in Jakarta. My hell of a journey started when I finally arrived. And I chose to share it with you after reading a lot of conflicting comments about the company: 1.

My Life
well my day has went ok i guess past 2 days have been killer busy yesterday i hadda go inta work an help unload a truck for a good few hours then when i came home i hadda help my g-parents with loadin their stuff for MI they r leaving tamorrow morning they was posta leave taday after my g-pa got off work but things didnt go as plained soo yuh hah anyhow taday my mom drug me over hell an half of georgia we went ta i dunno how many dollar trees plus tha one i work at then hadda go ta tha collage then tha bank an then ta go get her hair done she considers us goin an runnin for her new lil family our "spending time tageather" psh she knows im still pissed at her thats why shes tryin ta act all nice an sweet ::mumbles "dang bxtch":: ::coughs:: ANYWAYS while she was gettin her hair done i desided ta get mine done well.. cut really its up ta my shoulders now an i put blonde strikes back it tha front so it looks better thats pretty much all i got done i'll prob take a pic later an put it on he

My Life
today was fuking awesome i got into a huge fight with this chick i wanted to fight for awhile now and i kicked her ass!!!! i might be a lil person but i sure can fight lol heres the deal life suck no matter what so just get on with the good stuff and forget the bad if this was true in real life there would be alot less drama and bull shit like that so just get on with your life and dont worry about any thing you only live once ~fallen angel~ on this day i found that my long time friend Mike (i use to live by him when i went up to canada) commited suicide i will miss him if you get the chance pray for him and his family ~fallen angel~

My Life-from The Other Side? Wtf
It's cha gurl, L-T I'm OUTTTTTTTT 4 DA NIGHT BLESSINGS!!!!!!!!!!!! Can we say "talent"? Whoa Video - Lil Kim lyricsLil Kim Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts I'm tired.I just got back from helping out with a school orchrestra. Ahh,those little kids need to find CONFIDENCE. For example,there is this one girl who can KILL the cello when playing solo, with a few people around. But today,she was the only cello, so everyone was counting on her to hold on to her part strong, she held the melondy. But she was all scared (I would be too!). Music should be my major. Much love! Me

My Life
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4-year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could haveimagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint Her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 _____ "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 _____ "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 _____ "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 _____ "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 _____ "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving

My Life...get Over It
eh.. ok so im just writin this to write one. ha ha. i got a new job. YAY! i get to leave target finally. no more havin to see those damn guest face to face. im goin to dish network. now i get to hear them yappin in my ears. eh guess its better than havin to look @ them. I ger paid more. thats a plus. lol

My Life
Dark Greetings all, I know I have not been around for a while now but I have a good reason…I have been working my ass off and things are going very well for me…I am no longer a temp for Fresh express I was hired on full time and now I am a crew lead… I am getting ready to move into my own place, and my car is finally all fixed and so far there are no more problems with it… Me and my x got back together and that has been going good, we still have a lot of things to work on but it is no where near as bad as it used to be…. My weight loss fight, I have lost over 40 pounds and I did it the right way no drugs and no starving myself I feel GREAT… I hope everyone is doing great….Blessed be and Rock out with your twins out… If anyone you want to talk to me you can always hit me up on messenger, even if I am not here I can pm you back when I am great thing about off lines… (nassy.bitch) **licks and Bites** I hate you i hate you for the lies you tell i hate

My Life
So yesterday was tons of fun I forgot how much I miss working.. well I guess I cant actually call yesterday working!! I got to hang out with alot of people I work with and a few im going to work with.. well u ask what we were doing if we werent working well we were making a commercial for our company it was awesome they will be making 6 commercials from just one day of shooting!! I cnt wait to see them!!! Urgh Im so fucking tired all I wanna do is SLEEP!!! I worked from 9:30 to 10"30 yesterday and now having to be back at work at 10:00 am today and I just dont wanna do it I just wanna crawl back in bed!! So its like 4:14 and im bored outta my mind and Im STILL in my pajamas cause I have nothing better to do.. I need something to do!!!! I Dont want to go back to work tomorrow, well it wont be so bad if Texas tech beat TCU saturday cause then Madalyn will be in a good mood and I wont have to worry about her taking it out on me : 0 anyways I just thought id let yall know IM BORED

My Life
Hi All, for those of you that enjoy my photos, I entered a photo competition this week and I actually WON "best of show" and out of 5 photos entered I got 2 first place and 2 second place, I will post the winners later for all to see...

My Life!
Well lets see my life, first I have no dad to look up too. i've been trying to find him for the past 2 years. I have not got no were of getting any info. Anyways i barly have any friends and if i do get one they stab me in the back, 2-face me or tell me i am just a spolid brat. I am alot better, i am more grown up then last year. People can't see it because they don't take me seriously. Thats about it for right now i will keep in touch! ~EM~

My Life
iam 3o years old i have 3 babys my frist son passedway be for he was bron 3 months later my x husben and i did not stay together then i meat my son brandonlee,s dad he walcked out on me be for his son was born a year later my son movie in with his father then 4 years later i meat my baby girls father it did not work with us he left be for she was born so she dont know here dad he dont live in fl any more so she will never get to see him i have not been with any one after her dad left us a year a go iam from allentown pa i been in fl for 11 years now and love being here the only thing i miss his my family up in pa i have some family down here in fl with me but some still live up in pa

My Life Before Lost Cherry
Sunday, September 17, 2006 Great Night at the Cherry Pit Current mood: amused Category: Blogging Loved last night at the Cherry Pit. There was a little bit of drama but I guess I have just lucked out the last several times avoiding that. Brought a new friend into the swing scene and I was glad to see that he fit right in and was having a great time and still was having one when I left. LOL. Got to socialize after the party and just hang out. Havnt done that in a long time. I came home this morning the pouring rain to my loving ferrets. Got woken up a couple of hours later to one of my babies nibbling on my feet and bouncing around on the bed wanting to play. It has been a great 24 hours and I havn't had "great" that many hours in a row in a long time. Thanks Guys, Till next time. 7:26 PM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Wednesday, September 13, 2006 RIP Zorro Current mood: blank Category: Blogging Zorro moved

My Life
What the fuck is wrong with ppl?? 2 years ago when my son was 4 he and Dave went shopping to get me something for mothers day.Dylan told Dave that I needed a garden gnome for my rose bushes.Dave said he looked at all of them at 2 stores till he found me the right one.He was very proud of himself for picking it out and so was Dave and I.I put the gnome on a slab of lime stone between 2 bushes in t he front yard and it just looked great.SOME STUPID MOTHER FUCKER STOLE IT! I took the dogs out and told Dave I think someone stole my gnome.He went outside and said yes it is gone but the one you got last year is still there(Now every year Dylan gets me a gnome for Mothers Day )I cried. I couldn't help it.It was the first gift my son gave me that he thought of,planed out and everything.Dave told me not to cry,that whoever took it wanted to hurt me and not let them get to me but I can't help it.Whoever took the gnome sees it has just a stupid gnome.To me it meant the world cuz it was a gift fr

My Life.......
April 11th, 2008 Are you a Gold Star Lesbian? What do you mean you don’t know what one is? It’s a lesbian who’s never slept with a man, of course. Gold stars for the pure, no stars for the contaminated but repentant, and as for those greedy bisexuals… Well, what about those bisexuals? Those betraying, confused, promiscuous, untrustworthy fence-sitters that crept into the jolly LGBT acronym but will never know how it feels to be truly oppressed. What a joke. Bi folk get it twice of course – as well as straightforward homophobia, they also have to face biphobia from both the straight and gay community. But what, exactly, is biphobia? Cheryl Dobinson from bi zine The Fence describes it simply as “any type of discrimination, oppression or prejudice that is directed at or specifically affects bisexual people.” The ‘hilarious’ Gold Star Lesbian label, for example. And if it’s not prejudice masquerading as humour, it’s prejudice wrapped in ignorance. “There

My Life And Me
well today i slept til 4 pm lmao, something havent done in soo long. but yea it was cool. played some tibia, some halo, watch some tv. relaxed for once. gonna be goin to surgery with my mom next week cuz i know she scard. by the way i hate my life!!!! everything about it. beh why cant i be beautiful like other girls. i hate me.

My Life Number
Your Life Path Number is 5 Your purpose in life is to life freely and collect experiences. You love life - new adventures, new people, new ideas. You are very curious, and you crave novelty in all forms. You tend to make friends easily, and you enjoy the company of all types of people. In love, you are fun and even a bit intoxicating. But you won't stick around for long. You are impulsive and spontaneous - which sometimes leads you to do things you regret. Sometimes you can be overindulgent with food, sex, or drugs. You have many talents, so many that you are often scattered and unfocused. What Is Your Life Path Number?

My Life
When Tthey arrive in the house He stops her just inside....."Take the skirt off now".....she does as she says.....quivering with anticipation.....He turns her and puts the blindfold on......He swats her ass....she stumbles from the swat ........But also because she must stop herself from cumming....she loves it when He does that and she cums instantly when she is in this shape....He grabs her and steadies her....He just laughs and grazes His teeth across her neck.........she shivers......He leads her to the bedroom.....He had already had the candles burning and the music playing....between that and the blindfold her senses started whirling......she always lost things in that situation.......He lay her on the bed gently.....feather kissing her as He did so.....Every once in awhile flicking His tongue over her.....He spreag her legs and arms and firmly tied her..........running His nails and hands over her as He did so.....He decided to take the vibe off and took the butt plug out....He

My Life
Well today we went to St.V's in Toledo and they told us he has 95% blockage so he is going to have to have triple by heart surgery this week just not sure yet what day so I will keep you all informed on whats going on with that. Thank you to who ever is praying for my family and I because right now we need as much prayer as we can get because you all know that we have been through alot this year so thank you very much who has been there for us and who has been praying for us we greatly appreciate it alot. Well all I am going to get off here and do some stuff to try and get my mind off of all this so I will talk to you all later. love u guys. Tonight I have experienced a very sad event not only to my life but to alot of my other friends lifes also. Tonight 2 of my friends got in a car accadent one died and the other is in critical condition. If you have a good heart you will keep the familys in your prayers. Thank you Is it just me or does this happen to everybody? When you are happ

My Life In The Moonlight
Everyone has dual natures, whether it Saccarin sweet and fuzzy, or dark and deadly. Everyone has a personal facade, a mask that they wear. I know I have a splendid array of masks that I wear daily... Sad, Happy, Depressed, Inspired... its all the same. What is different for everyone is the timing. When we choose to wear the masks and how we choose to wear them is what makes us unique. Hell we all know that we aren't going to get out of life alive... the question is... how much fun are we going to have along the way.. Will death really be worth the road trip to get there? Will this life be memorable or miserable enough to be etched into my soul for the next life? A ramble... More to come I suppose... Farewell to Fantasy Yesterday… White patent Mary Jane’s, Shuffle ever so slightly, Closer, to moss covered stones. She clutches a precious penny, Securely, in her little hand, Her eyes squeezed shut… Upon soft, silent lips, A fevered prayer…

My Life
I spent my entire life with horses. They are such amazing creatures. The first horse I ever rode in a show was Nova, a dark bay Quater Horse mare. It was when I was almost two years old. My mom led us around the ring. THe first horse show I ever entered was at King Oak Farms. I entered four classes. I got fourth place in Intermidate Equtation. Then I got first place Intermidate Pleasure. Fifth place in Intermidate Walk, Trot, Canter. Finally I got first place in Intermidate Cross-rail Jumping. In my second show I placed fifth in Intermidate Equtation, second in Intermediate Pleasure, and third in Intermediate Over Fences.Then my most recent show I placed seventh in dressage. My favorite horse, Zandi, has been sold and I nolonger know where he is or anything. He was and still is my favorite horse but I know I shall never seem him again. I love him so much though.

My Life! Lmao
i hurt my back over the weekend. i am going to the doc today. i have't slept well in a few days. just off and on, bout 4 hours a night. boohoo i hate rude people who make crude comments. and i hate it when people request to be friends without even sending a message first. that is totally rude. i don't mind getting comments, but would like them from friends. i think it's rude to try to become friends when you aren't. don't just add me or become my fan. talk to me. if you are just trying to get friends, go to myspace. that place has become a friends competition. well......i am back at work. have been for a few months. i have 19 students this year. they keep me busy as heck. i want a teacher assistant, but i don't get one till i have 20 students. so now i am praying for a transfer. i have also been putting $20 away each paycheck for the end of the year. last year i had to spend over $250 of my own money for school supplies. the district budget wa

My Life
HI MY NAME IS TONI. IM 21 YEARS OLD AND I HAVE A GREAT MAN AND 2 GREAT KIDS. MY KIDS ARE 6 AND 2. I HAVENT HAD THE EASIEST LIFE BUT WHO HAS. I LIVE IN COLUMBUS OHIO. I WANT TO MOVE AND PLAN TO WITHIN THE NEXT FEW YEARS. I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TO BE A NURSE PLAN TO START COLLEGE AT THE BEGINING OF THE NEW YEAR. IM MY OWN PERSON.

My Life And Fun Stuff
I tell u what it seems like no matter how hard i try to stay away from drama it follows me. Some of my friends are a magnet to it and i'm so tired of it. I have a kid and my own life to worry about not everyone elses. It just pisses me off the way some guys can just treat women like a piece of ass. If u say that u dont like someone and cant stand there shit would you still keep sleeping with them? Thats the question i put out there to u. I dont understand it. I mean i know that its there, you've already had it and cant still get more, but wouldnt want to do it with someone you actually liked being around? Well obviously some guys arent like that, that a friend of mine. Instead of moving up in the world (as far as girls go) he dicides that he wants to stay where hes at even though he tells me and my friend that he wants different. I just dont get it. He could have my friend but instead he insists on lying to us like we arent going to find out that hes still sleeping with this girl. I h

My Life
As of June 6, 2007 at 8:27AM.. I became the proud mommy of a little boy. Xavier Joe.. He weighed in at 7lbs 10oz.. and was 21 1/4 inches long.. Currently Im just a stay at home mommy.. Looking for possible some legit at home work! If anyone knows of any!! please let me know... Looking for other mommy's to talk to.. If you wanna chat let me know.. Ok so I haven't been here in a while.. OMG Im sorry.. BUt there has been a lot going on.. I got a new job.. And started colleged.. And then on October 9th found out that Im expecting a baby.. :) Im excited.. I am going to try and get around here more often but a lot of the time Im sleeping.. :) Take Care all! So its been a min since I have been here.. Things are going well.. Im about to be a new mommy come JUNE!! Yea... On other news looking for ladies to model.. So please there is $$$$$ involved and trust me dont' be shy.. We have taken on Tall, short, petite, big boned, different colors.. WE are ALL BEAUTIFUL ladies so

My Life
I JUST GOT LAID OFF EVERYONE.. YA FKING HE HA whast going on with all u cherries im just sitting here i have had the whole week off of work because i torn my shoulder and all the muscles man does it hurt i can finally sit upright with out breaking down in tears with pain.. i think that is all about me la la la la yup that is all that has been going on . **********cherry kisses**************** I JUST GOT LAID OFF EVERYONE.. YA FKING HE HA

My Life
my life is great,i have a great hubby who will and does everything he can for me and i love him more then i could ever imagine.i have a beautiful little girl who at times can be a lil brat,but shes the best and i love her to death.and we have another baby on the way in feb. we are so excited and cant wait for this baby to be here with us.its gonna be great watching our kids grow up together.

My Life
i think im gonna explode soon, i can get mad n what not easy sometimes but i almost always keep my cool, im sick and tired of my fucking bf being an ass and fighting with me when im trying to go to sleep and already in bed..... I think he is nuts, he talks to himself all the time, says everything outloud from schoolwork to work dont matter, i had a co worker here till 5 am and b4 she left he started doin some schoolwork, fine n dandy, when she left i went to bed, the minute i layed down he started bitching, i told him to shut up because i was going to bed and he wouldnt he kept it up for least a fucking hour, he came in there and i got up and came to the other room cause i wasnt gonna lay there n listen to it n he started hitting something dunno what it was but pretty much everything in this place is mine, hes in for a rude awakening pretty soon if he keeps this up, i dont know if i can make it past christmas like i planned, stupid fucking idiots i tell u

My Life Today
been missing yall bunches ...xoxo steph ----- Forwarded Message ---- From: stephanie williams To: ALISON ; ANN ; ANTONIO ; AUNT FAYE ; BOBERT ; BONNIE ; BRAD ; CHRIS ; DEAN ; DON JARVIS ; DORI ; ELENA ; JEREMY ; JIMMI-C ; JOY ; LEO ; MAMA ; MAMA SHERRY ; MARTI ; PAM ; PHOENIX ; ROBERT ; RONNIE ; RONNIE WEXO ; RUDY ; SAJAN ; SASSY ; SASSY ; STACY ADAM ; STAMELOS ; TAWNYA ; TERESA ; WENDY ; WILLIAM Cc: oxygen0088800@yahoo.com Sent: Thursday, October 12, 2006 12:56:53 AM Subject: you never know XOXOX Stephanie ----- Forwarded Message ---- From: missy haynes To: Amanda ; Barry ; Mike ; Trina Baker ; cherry76384@yahoo.com; David Ward ; Dennis ; Diane ; jennifer heath ; Jody Terry ; Linda ; lingnau ; rhondaandsteve@yahoo.com; Sue ; STEPHANIE WILLIAMS Sent: Wednesday, October 11, 2006 9:30:42 AM Subject: Fwd: Fw: An unemployed graduate Note: forwarded message attached. -----------------

My Life
my life Current mood: confused Category: Life This is my life as is each day that goes by i feel alone my heart ands soul hurt with every beat that it make and it not for a person or some one special really i don't know i sit in my little world and i see every one that i know happy my friends with their lover or wives or girlfriends and i see my parents together and it hurts that i can't find some one for me i have once found some one but they left me for some one else and all my ex girlfriends that i loved and i am sorry that i hurt them and the world still goes on when i am sit alone in stillness so please if you feel like this just re-post or leave a comment

My Life Story!!!
my life is an endless circle of false hope and broke dreams, its like im stuck in a deep dark whole and no matter how hard i try i cant get out and with so many people all around i scream so loud but no one will help, or maybe they just don't know im there, i feel like im the only one who knows ... anything .. anything about me, there are many who say they know me but in reality the only thing they really know about me is my name. im just me and me alone and confined within myself. i feel like no one will ever know who i really am, my world is no normal one, i see now what they mean when they say things that are exposed and presented to a child can have a lasting effect but i never understood until now, i remember such small things about my childhood that had such an effect on me, the way i think, act, and my very prospective of life itself .. maybe i dident see it then but i do now ... they say that when your just a child you feel nothing bad can happen, but i guess i was different be

My Life
read this and pretend like you care about my life. kthx! What a busy week! First it was Spunky's (my photogrpaher) birthday so we went out on the weekend to the club and stuff and got hammered. haha We all went back to Spunky's house and for some reason Karen (www.karenloveskate.com) and I started wresting on his living room floor in front of everyone. I really don't remember why we were doing that but it must have looked hillarious! We were so drunk lol. So Karen and I have been shooting all week and we got some REALLY great stuff for our site. I won't tell you what the sets are... but I WILL tell you that I spend $400 at an "adult" store this week lol. HOT. And then on wednesday it was the Canucks first game of the season so Spunky, me, Karen and another friend of mine all went and had a great time! We won of course! Cause we rock :P I just love going to the games, they are so much fun!

My Life
I have met several people on here, and started to talking to them. I have explained my situation to a few, but I feel that all of my friends, even those who could care less, should have the knowledge, if they desire. On the evening of August 16, 1997; me and my best friend were out bowling. It came time to leave, so we loaded our bowling stuff into his car. We ended up sitting in the parking lot a few minutes, so I sat on the trunk of his car. He didn't realize that I was sitting on the trunk of his car, and he pulled off. I made it about 100 yards before I slid off. When I slid off, I landed on the back of my head, causing me to immediately lose consciousness. My friend ran inside the bowling alley and called 911. After that he called my mom and said "Jonathan has been in an accident and won't wakeup." Within a few minutes, my parents arrived, but the Fire Dept and EMS was already there. They transferred me to the hospital. Two CAT scans were take and it looked as if my brain ha

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me and my hybby have been together for 9 months and i have never been happier in my life. he is the LOVE of my life and we r alwas going to be together and nothing will mess that up i promise that to him and to everybody. MIKE I LOVE U ALWAYS AND FOREVER BABY THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN 11 MONTHS IF HE WOULD NOT HAVE MESSED UP THE ONLY LIE YOUR EVER TOLD ME WAS EVERYTHING

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Warning...Gonna vent here. People suck. Well not all people but the ones that have NO hands on the sterring wheel but are driving at 80+ mpr, the ones that BS just to get a freakin free meal..THOSE kind of people suck!! On Thursday after my great first visit with a RH doc (after YEARS of complaining and going downhill someone is listening!! And yeah I have changed docs like 20 times. I have to go to KY (I am in Notre Dame Country) To get an Congo African Grey (CAG) and a Rainbow Lory that are in breeding situations but they need to come out of. So my daughter and I are taking the rodatrip that will include SNOW!! I hurt so bad all over, my joints, head and all. I would ram my head in the wall if I thought it would to any better. Ok there is my rant for now...More tomorrow. Ugh. lol Huggers, Shell

My Life As A Ninja
Check it out... Anther fuckin sampler, I won't even front I'll fuckin tell you all about our shit, simple and blunt And if you take the time to listen as I run this down Maybe you might even dig our shit and understand the wicked clown We forever underground cause up on the surface They've always said we talentless pieces of shit and worthless, Yet,as I'm writing this now, I glance over at the wall and I don't know how But we got two platinum albums and another four gold And we never used MTV, we went up the back road And built a fanbase that's so behind the clown That they'll tear your fuckin city in half to show they down! But see that's just it though, It ain't a fan base It's a family drawn together like we from outer space I mean, we call ourselves juggalos, I guess that explain it We relate cause we been through the same kinds of pain I mean, ICP don't rap about the money we get Because half the juggalos so broke they stealing our shit And they don't wan

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This year has really not been nice to me at all. I am going to make this long story as short as possiable. I was going to get a divorce early part of this yr.He and I got back together to try and work it out,things werent working out after two months and I was going to leave again, he had no idea of my plans.A week before I was planning to leave,he was told by his doctor to get to the hospital because he might have a blood clot in his lungs, so we went to the hospital, he was admitted in June. Not only did he have a blood clot we also found out he had a huge tumor growing on his Right kidney, it took the doctors 2 weeks to figuar out what they planed to do about it.They all decited surgery was best.They removed his right kidney, both his adrenal glands and his spleem. He came through the surgery just great, all seemedto be going well. In August the chemo doctor was suppose to start him on chemo or radation but decited to give it 2 more months,said he had a spot on his 7th rib on h

My Life Sucks
to all that know that my grandmother was sick. i have a update..... it is a very sad update. on dec2.2006 my grandmother past away she was loved by so many people she will be sadly missed she was our back bone. she was born in 8,28,1940 and died 12,2,2006 at 7pm. please everyone keep our family in your prayers for the next couple of days thanks so much. jessica ------------------------------------------------- On Oct 2, 2006 Barbara Nightingale went to heaven to be with her mom and dad James T. and Ethel Beck. She left behind a sister Betty Thum of Memphis TN married to Ronald. Three children Wayne Nightingale of Nashville TN married to Leslie, Tammy Moore of Middleburg FL, Paul Batten of Melbourne, Fl married to Yvonne. Two stepchildren Eugene Millington, Jr. of Folkston, GA. married to Mindy and Elaine Millington of Argyle, FL. 12 grandchildren Jessica Loftus, Anthony Schumacher, Andrew and Kaleb Nightingale, Dustin, Corey, Sean, Travis, and Emma Millington, C