Azrael's blog: "My Insanity."

Don't mind me. I'm an idiot. Don't worry about me. I'm a fool. Don't feel sorry for me. I'm digging this hole on my own. But don't hurt me. Cause I'll bury myself too.

Lost, scared, alone No where to go No one there To hold her. Shes hard to find But, yet so easy to get to She has the ability to disappear in a heartbeat Leaving no trace behind. She gives her butterflies With every touch She slowly kills her With every kiss. A connection like no other Unexplainable, unbelievable But, strong all together Unbreakable. Without her everything goes wrong She lives life alone and quiet Incommunicable, desolate She withdraws her self from everything. They live in fear On the edge Every moment together Eternity in a day. Excited, happy, creative Inseparable, insane Drunken fools Wandering, taking life as it comes. Never again Will a love like this Happen, return To this mad world. She will be found Seen again when she Emerges from the shadows of a lonely, restless mind.

I never thought it would come down to this, What happened to our love? Our "true" bliss? Was it an illusion after all? We could forget about the promises, The lies and the truth, And the secrets that you kept, That I'll always dismiss. I know what happen wasn't meant to be, Everything that happened, Was it worth the loss? Or is this only making it hard for me to live? Will I find someone else? Is there anyone else? Once again the fear of me being hurt Consumes me from the inside out. Was she worth it? Worth your loss? It was supposed to be us forever... I'll survive. I'm in a state of pain, What did you gain? I think I'm going insane, What did you gain? Will this fear turn me away from life forever?