Acrisia's blog: "My Heart!!!"

I often wonder does it matter

to others when they hear my heart shatter?

Is there anybody who really cares

and keeps me in their daily prayers?

 

Is even worth the strain

when I know that this path always leads to pain?

Is it truely better to lose the ones we love

than it is to be the ones they get tired of?

 

Is there a point where you give up hope

and realize that you can no longer cope?

Will I become so very jaded

that all people I see are immediately hated?

 

I want to have faith that one day I will find

somebody who will love me and always be kind.

But fear is prevailing of getting too close

I'm afraid I can't handle any more blows.

 

Should I risk it and give it one last chance

with the hope that I'll find that lifelong romance?

Do I go with my heart and shut out my mind

in hopes that that true love I soon will find?

 

They say it’s the strongest muscle Yet it seems so easy to hustle. I tend to start opening it up from the start Knowing that in the end it will be torn apart. I see things that are not there Most don’t even pretend to care. I hand it over wrapped up so neat When quickly it gets trampled by running feet. Some have promised to handle with care They’ll treat it like gold they always swear. Then over time they begin to get bored And soon I begin to feel quite ignored. I know all relationships take constant work But all to often one person begins to lurk. When that happens I feel like a waif As I realize that I’m no longer quite so safe. I pick it up so bruised and battered And try to remember why I was so flattered. I am once again quite resolved To never again let my heart get involved.