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My Life According To My Foot
Well lets see the other night i broke my foot and it hurts like pain i have never felt before. Its a bitch trying to get around and now i have to go back to campus, this should be fun to watch, to bad i am the star of the show. In high school it would of been fun because i would have had friends there to help me if i needed it but my roommates are all self absorbed and that should explain it all. Sorry if this doens't make sense its the pain killers talking and i really should give in to them and go to sleep but i have been sleeping all day. LOL I will post pics of my foot later. tell me what you think and i will keep you updated on everything!!!

My Life
new pics, check them out A guy is hiking up a mountain when he sees a girl standing at the edge of a cliff, crying. "Hey," he says, "if you're going to jump, how about giving me a blow job before you do it?" "My life's been nothing but crap," says the girl. "So I might as well." After the girl's done, the guy says, "Wow, that was great! Why are you so depressed, anyway?" The girl replies, "My family disowned me for dressing like a woman." "Just some guy" you see me as just some guy, walking down the street, maybe i look familiar to you, though im certain you and i will never be. i have a blank, empty heart, that you could never understand, filled with raining floods of tears, bruised, broken, torn and ripped apart. if you could help me please, to remember those little things, that made me a fantastic soul, to be a man with you completely whole. lost and confused, wandering down my lonely street, i never saw you coming, though finally we meet. for a moment you see

My Lil Angel
Well lil Miss Nemi Rae Kennedy made her apperince in this world on October 19th at 9:50am. she weighed 3lbs 15.5oz, was 17.3inches long, and her head was 11.4inches.... She is beautiful, and doing well, she is in the NICU for a few weeks while she gains weight, learns how to eat, and learns how to maintain her body temp. They hope that she will be out in 2-6wks... She is doing better then some thought, she is off all breathing machines, she is sucking on a pacifier already. Hopefully all goes well and she can come home soon... I will be going home probably tomorow but will come up and see her as often as possible, the social worker that she has is gettin me a parking pass for the lot so i dont have to pay for parking yeahhh a big burden off my shoulders... Love you all,,, go look at my pics and see my beautiful lil angel!!!!!!! WEll its midnite on Oct 18th... I'm 33wks pregnant with my 1st daughter, and yesterday at 4:20am my water broke, so now im on a med to keep the contractions

My Life
Hey eferyone my name is Jamie........I am a 30yr.old female.I am the mother of two wonderful little girls ages 9 yrs. and 2 yrs.old.They are my whole world!!!!!!!I am an at hime mom for now (looking for work).I was married for 11 yrs. till my husband passed away almost s year ago(oh so sad).Now im just try n to meet new people and start a new life for us(me and the girls).I like to hang out with my friends and party (when I can).If all this sounds good to you well then hit me back!!!!!!!You can also find me on myspace....http://myspace.com/jamiejonsonkcmo( im slavegurl there also)....or on tagworld...badgurl4u2 there hope to chat .........

My Little Cherry Rant
Four NASCAR fans wanted to show their drivers that they're each the biggest fans in the world, so they decide to climb the biggest mountain they can find. The first one to the top is a Dale Jr fan, and he says, "I'm the biggest fan in the world! This is for you Dale!" and he jumps off. The second one to the top is a Jimmie Johnson fan and he says, "I love you more than anything Jimmie, this is for You!" and he jumps off. The last 2 people who get to the top get there at the same time. One is a Tony Stewart fan and one is a Jeff Gordon fan. When they're both standing at the top together, the Tony Stewart fan says, "This one is for all the NASCAR fans everywhere!" He then pushes the Gordon fan off. Today I was informed I am NOT my best friends daughter Godmother! When I was told I was! I get informed when the child is almost 2 months old and 2 days before the baptism! I have known my bf for now almost 7 years and she stood @ my wedding!! And bothers to tell me someone

My Life & Friends...
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I found a place!!!! Buying a 14x80 3 br 2 bath trailer... Really nice with a big yard, very well taken care of.... It's in Bloomfield... Man this made my day... I'll be moving around the 7th, 8th and 9th... My internet will be down for a few days until i can get the phone turned on over there... Atleast now i'll have alot more room and its bigger... Hope everyone is having a wonderful day, like mine has been... Well we found out last nite that he was brain dead, he pasted away about 10pm last nite, he was a very good man, great father and a true friend... He will be missed dearly.... Iv'e worked with him for the past few weeks and have known his family for a very long time now. He made the days good by in a fun way, He would always joke around with others and would be there for anyone... I talked to one of his sons last nite and the family is doing ok, there trying to get through this, He had a DREAM and his sons are going to make that dre

My Life.
Today on November, 4th, 2006 at 12:55 to 1pm Bear, Erin and I was in terrible accident... Our first terrible one in our life. Erin was a driver, I was a passanger, and Bear was sitting in back behind Erin... Two of us wore seatbelt, Bear didn`t. Anyways, we was sorta in hurry to be at the appointmet for Bear's Tattoo at 1pm in Aurora mall which is about 20-30 minutes drive. So then, Erin was getting off the highway toward the curve toward Denver, Erin did slowed down a bit but speeding still since we were in hurry. All suddenly, Erin lost the control of the car and drove off the highway then turned to other side of highway and then we crossed the highway curve and went dow the hill. Erin still tried her best to stop but she couldn`t, and then the car turned a bit to the my side and suddenly we flipped on my side and the roof hit down onto my head, we rolled down the hill three times. Bear crawled out of the back door window (since it was broken) and took Erin out quickly since

My Life
today i feel as if ct is starting to turn into a public school where everyone had special clics and dont give a rats ass about anyone else. i ahve posted shit and no one reposts them its a bunch of crock cause i have to repost them myself. i am depressed tattoo had to start his new job sooner then planned, my grandpa has to have surgury this move as well as my grams they are going down hill quickly. It worries me and yet again this is another xmas that is missing some family members. my birthday comes up on thursday and i dont think anyone is gonna do anything for me. what they is happening im gonna be 20 but i dont feel it, cause for crying out loud im not graduated yet for many reasons. i need a drink so damn bad right now but i wont cause i am the only one here with my son. i need to escape to where i dont know. and no one give me a smartass comment about that. well im gonna go before i bore you to death hey everybody im bored as all hell i need to my level up so get everyone to add

My Life
I have like 6000 points to go and new pics to upload. So i'd love it if you guys could help me get onto the next level Thanks in advance. -Mal. Add my bestest friend Erica. Please and thank you. Tell your friends to add her too! I almost said I love you@ CherryTAP some times i wish i could pack my bags & take a train to new york i could rent an apartment where the heat doesn't work the stars dont shine and the hoes stay up late partyin i could bar tend at the run down bar around the corner dance on the tables like coyete ugly & earn tips & at the end of the night i'll know i'll be ok because even though im not living a dream im far away from everything that has harmed me everyone who has brought me down & i wont be afraid to be myself i know that if i save enough money meet the right people & wait for the time to come i can get out of this hell hole & start living my life i can start over a new page & maybe just maybe that empty feelin deep inside won

My Life As A Dominatrix :)
http://cherrytap.com/user/384253 Feel free to check my little sissy slut out....make her feel at home..but BE NICE. She loves being called a little whore and her pix are in the Marissa folder in my pix. But no gay bashing or hate please...I like this place because it seems to be open minded..Im starting to seriously wonder about that. I've noticed that most guys on here don't take me seriously when I talk about my occupation. But when I say the only ones who see me nude are my paying clients I'm seriously not joking. My work website is www.niteflirt.com/JessieKatt is anyone is ever nosy enough to need to check it out. I'm also going to start displaying galleries of a few of my sissy bitches (per their request) so you can see exactly what goes on in a days work around here. The first is one of my favorites, Marissa. She is a sissy faggot from PA and anyone in the PA area looking for a girl like her can let me know. Be warned in advance, I DO NOT put my slaves at risk to if you are some

My Life According To...well...me
i look outside into the falling snow almost a peaceful sadness as it touches ground i look up in the sky and there are no clouds in sight only white flakes floating around in the night sky i take a deep breath and let the cold air hit my face as i run out in the cold and dance in the falling snow i feel like a child running free in a field as the snow falls around me i forget all my fears i forget all the hurt and the pain thats inside as i dance away the worries and lift my head back up to the sky the flakes are caught up in my hair as i dance i spin and i spin until i feel almost dizzy i lie down in the white blanket of snow as it hugs me as i watch the neverending wave of white flakes all around me no feeling of cold or of time as it passes just me and the childish ways and my laughter so im almost ready to pop with my daughter..i have about 4 weeks left. yay. but theres a downside..things arent the greatest and mom has decided that march 1st i am moving back to NJ with h

My Life - Day By Day
Gynecomastia Or Man Boobs - How Do I Cure Having Moobs By Christian Hough A few days ago I watched a programme on the television about men suffering from "female like" boobs. It made me a bit curious. I have rather larger boobs than normal. But the question remains. Is my boobs because of me being overweight, or is it because I suffer from this thing that all men dread, and some even have surgery for, known as Gynaeplasty, to get rid of? I had to go and find out more about this condition, not just because I had to reassure myself, but also just learn more about the condition. What is Gynaeplasty? The term comes from the Greek words gyne meaning "woman" and mastos meaning "breast." In practical terms, this means abnormally large breasts on men. There are several potential causes: • puberty • steroid abuse (b**** tits) • obesity • marijuana use (this is in question) • tumors • genetic disorders • chronic liver disease • side effects of many medic

My Life Since High School And The Life Ahead.
Thinking about how much I've grown since High School I wasn't too sure what I wanted to do when I was out. I believe that moving into Edmonton was probrably the best thing that I could have done. Having to leave people that you have lived with and loved sure is a life changer. Was it worth the losses of friends and close ties with family, Definetly. At the age of 20 I have a lot of life ahead of me but I think a good start on a good career is sending me in the right direction. In the past 3 years I have loved, lost, loved again, lost, but have suceeded in many other things. It was around this time last year that I had to start letting go of a dear loved one, though I was in pretty rough shape at the beginning I have finally come to realize that I am better off now then I would have been on the path that I had chosen. This past year I was finally able to come up with a very good and reasonable plan for the next 10-15 years. A plan that will be another sucess in life as long as I go in t

My Lifesucks
being single suck being single sucks so bad because i don't have no one to hangout with got to the clubs with or to the movies with helpppppppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u cry i cry. u hurt i hurt, u fight i fight. u jump off a bridge i get a paddleboat and save ur retarded ass....send this to those who matter the most..... lol

My Life As It Stands
what is this aching i feel deep in my soul as i wake up at night to the nightmares in which i cant scream. life is hell in which the fires burn into my brain. love is whimsical in most aspects do people really think a internet bf is a true bf? why does anger lead to guilt/ these are my ramblings and thoughts

My Life~~as It Happens
I'm so sorry that I haven't written in a while, i have been so busy with thanksgiving and now trying to get all my christmas stuff done. So when I left off I was just starting business school and i had just met Dan. Dan was very sexy, tall blonde hair blue eyes and the sweetest talking guy you could ever meet. I could never figure out why he chose to be with me. I met him while I was working at a carvel ice cream store. the first 6 months of our relationship was wonderful, we hardly ever faught or argued, but then maybe again I was just so in love with the idea of being in love that I didn't see the warning signs. then he moved into one of my parents apratments to be closer to me, and I ended up "unofficially" moving in too, meaning I wasn't there to help pay the bills, but I stayed there ever night and and cleaned up for him blah blah blah. After we were dating for about a year and half, things started getting worse, to the point where I knew something was wrong and

My Life
Well things have been going good for me over all, as if you would know since this is my first blog on here. Lately I've had some rotten luck, first of all, my car broke down, then my fiancee got sick and I missed work for a few days to stay home and take care of the kids, then I was sick. But back to the car, thinking it was the starter I replaced that, well no luck there. Thinking I might have gotten a bad starter I took it back off and sure enough it was cracked. So went back to the auto parts store got a new one, put it on and guess what....still wouldnt start. So I switched batteries with the van we have but have no plates on so we cant drive it, and that didnt work, but I did get the van started with the battery from the car. Let that run for about 30 min or so, make sure it was charged. Then, but the battery back in the car and it started finally....but, the belt was squealling like crazy...turns out that the alternator is locked up, so now I have to replace that, which I have no

My Life
So today was a different kind of day. But it didnt start off today it started off a while back but goes to last night. Well last night my x boyfriend kyle's friend Danny calls me up tells me to go to this party they were at. So i was like alright me n my friend Alyssa went and i couldnt stay long. Well At The party i met up with them met a few more of there friends.. yano we just chillen. so kyle(x) decides to go play beer pong ehh w/e yano let him do his thing. well i was talking to his friend danny which is a good friend of mine since we all started to chill w/e yano.. so im there hanging out w/e having fun laughin jokin well danny tells me hes cocked.. so i put my elbow on his shoulder n he goes n puts his arms around me n pulls me closer to him. which was weird for me but i was like yo w/e yano hes cockd i wouldnt let anything happen.. well then i was talkin to him more jokin around n he wouldnt tell me something so i kinda pushed his face to look at me to get him to tell m

My Life Gets Worse And Worse
It seems to get worse and worse..no wonder I hate so many things and fucking people annoy the fuck outta me. I have dealt with death before just 2 weeks ago my grandmother passed away,but to see my father crying killed me inside..I wish I could hug him to take all the pain away he's going thru right now...losing his mother even tho there was a falling out with all of us and her,I know he is hurting still by that and now his wife seeing her ...when I seen her I lost it,fuck when the Dr came into the waiting room and told him there is not a good chance of survival meaning tonite or tomorrow..the look on my fathers face crushed me I had to walk out of the room.All I can do is wait and see and keep her in my thoughts and prayers and hope she makes it thru the night..if she does thats a good sign hopefully. Thanks for everyone who sent me well wishes..it means alot. All my father wants is to have her home for thanksgiving. All I want is her to pull thru and live the life she deserves too

My Life.......
Well as I noted on my last blog, I do suffer from nerve damage around my spinal cord. Unfortunately when a piece of my spine moved out of place it was actually pinching my spinal cord almost in half & this was not detected for over a year. I do live in constant severe pain all day everyday! I'm on several medications for the pain, the damaged nerves, & the not sleeping. I'm not able to work due to my medical condition. I am a single mother of 2 boys. It has been told to me that in a few years I could end up in a wheel chair. I do my best to handle one day at a time. I try to make the best out of my life. I do everything I can for my kids whether the pain is severe or not at the time. My kids come first!!!!! I would like to level up. I've been on this level for quite some now.

My Little World
You're all alone now because you don't have me. You don't know what you're missing, I'm better then any friend can be. You sit there and say things, and expect me not to know. I need my space away from you, because you bring me pain. **ONE.** Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.* **TWO.** Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.* **THREE.** Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. * **FOUR.** When you say, "I love you," mean it.* **FIVE.** When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.* **SIX.** Be engaged at least six months before you get married.* **SEVEN.** Believe in love at first sight.* **EIGHT.** Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. * **NINE.** Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.* **TEN.** In disagreements, fight f

My Life For You To Know
Over that last few months ive noticed some subtle changes in my body. Four weeks ago i weighed 228 lbs. I was a little chunky around the mid section but nothing excessive. Weighed myself today. I weigh 178 lbs. I find myself weak. Things i use to be able to do no problem now require me to use alot of energy. And i feel sore after wards. My vision is getting worse. Im not at the 20/70 in both eyes. Those of you who dont know what the numbers mean if you have perfect vision, how blurry things are for you at 70 feet away. thats how blurry it is for me 20 feet away. I have pains in my chest and get muscle cramps daily. I drink over a gallon of water a day. And today was the worst thing that scared me. I sat on my couch to watch a movie. Half hour into it i wanted some ice water. I stood up took two steps and instantly had my body fall asleep. Like when your leg or arm does but it was all over. I slammed my face into the floor and busted my nose. The part that scared me wa

My Life
This about one of the people i like best. I really need to get this off of my chest. Sitting so compfy in his mobile nest. So here goes, and this is the rest... He's steven hawkin, never walkin, uses his laptop to do all his talkin, pension stalkin, ideas drawin, (wreckon he ever does any cripple porkin? sshh!!) Never has a man ever been so smart, he's the kinda man that must have a real heart, watch him glide along and the crowds will part for the chair he relise on and can never depart. Given he has to have someone mop round his chin, but when they have finished you see his child like grin, what the hell could be going on in, his head he's so brainy that this belongs in the bin! What does Blog even mean(?) At this point in time, what am i even thinking No idea, me niether, BLOG (? Knife edge ideas or just scabby dribble? Everything surely has a double meaning(?) Really(?) who sa

My Life
SORRY EVERYONE MY LIFE IS VERY SHITTY RIGHT NOW , MY FATHER PASSED AWAY BACK IN 2001 AND MY MOTHER JUST HAD A STROKE AND LOST THE USE OF HER LEFT HAND , MY OLDER SISTER IS GOING TO COLLEGE AND HAS 4 CHILDREN OF HER OWN AND HER HUSBAND IS WORKING A SHITTY JOB THEY ARE SO BROKE THEY DON'T NO WHAT THEY ARE GONNA DO FOR CHRISTMAS , MY YOUNGER SISTER LOST HER CHILDREN IN THE BEGGING OF THE SUMMER AND CAN'T GET THEM BACK , MY GRANDMOTHER THE LAST OF MY GRAND PARENTS IS IN THE HOSPITAL 3 OPERATIONS IN 2 WEEKS AND THEY CAN'T DO ANYTHING MORE FOR HER , HER LUNGS ARE FILLING UP WITH FLUID AND HER BODY IS SHUTTING DOWN AT THE AGE OF 76 , WELL IF I DON'T SEE YA FOR AWHILE YOU WILL KNOW WHY ... OK SORRY I HAD TO GET THAT OUT Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete

My Life....i Love It!
I received a dozen of the most beautiful flowers the other day. The card never said who they were from. I eventually found out who they were from. I did ask a few people..lol. I appreciate the person who sent them. It was funny because after I asked a few people because I was not sure who sent the roses at first. It was funny because by the end of the day I had three dozen roses. My reason for writing a blog about this is why is it when someone does something nice for another person for no reason, others have to try and show that person up? I was mean I guess because I gave the two dozen rozes to a friend of mine to gie to his wife and I kept the original dozen roses because they ment so much to me. Thank you Jeff you know if you ever come to California you have a place. ;) 18 months ago I had four siblings, a wonderful hudsband, two great kids, a full time job, PTA president, a car and a nice house. 18 months ago my sister was killed by a drunk driver and my life changed.

My Life
my life is pretty weird and confusin if u have time to think about it.. its not as bad as some people but its still bad i guess in a way.. i would write it down and explain but what if someone i know is reading this and they dont know any of this stuff.. i could get in trouble ya know? (for some of it any way) but its wut ever... but i can say that 2006 has been a pretty much bad year for me.. well half of it anyway.. one of the major good things thats happened is the dude that i like.. but even thats bad but once again i cant say because i'll get in trouble.. maybe anyway.. but its not my fault fuckers! sorry sometimes i just bust out and fuck or shit is in everyone if my sentences.. its just the way i am so u better get fuckin used to it!

My Lies!
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

My Life Blah Blah Blah...
I wanted to write this before, but I don´t have internet at home... well... right now I work in a sex shop. Maybe next week I´ll take photos of myself inside the shop... I was born in a village from Almeria, at the south east of Spain, and now I´m living in Alicante city.. why?? I needed a new life. I studied English teacher training at the University but all my motivation for studying or for getting a better job has disappeared (by the way, sorry if I have mistakes in English) I don´t have any friend in my village, in the time in which I should have gone out, have parties, etc I was locked in my house on purpose. I went to England for 3 months, when I came back to Spain, I hated everything... I hated my village, I hated studying, and I wanted to live in a city. So, after failing the exams to be an English teacher (as you can read, my English is not perfect), I moved to Almeria city, alone. All my life alone, I never feel that I belong to any group of people. In A

My Life...such As It Is...welcome To It
Well...im still kinda new to this but im learning. I have blogs and such on myspace and yahoo 360, so i should be used to this by now. not much going on in my life...well sorta. work is a bitch...but that's to be expected. if it was easy, it wouldn't be called work. my love life is looking up...finally. i have met a wonderful guy. the only problem is he lives 2 1/2 hours away from me so i dont get to see him as often as i would like, but we do talk on the phone every night. gotta love free nights and weekends on the cell plan...hehe. i was in columbus to visit him last weekend and im going down there again the weekend of new years. we are supposed to go out but i dont know what's going on quite yet. thats about it...nothing special. just my boring existence...oh well. can't all be hearts and flowers all the time. more later when i think of something to write about Things haven't been going so well lately. Work still sucks, but that's to be expected. I have so much on

My Life
Another Poem I Wrote I've been drowning for quite a long while, Bringing out my feelings was never quite my style. When is too much ever enough, Don't tell me to hold on when things get rough. How can you tell me how I feel when you really don't know, The truth you continuously hide and can never show. Block everything out and let my feelings I have go? Or fall into the forsaken water and just flow? Trying to surface something that's already dead, Be careless to anything you've felt or ever said. Tired of being the fool you portray me to be, It will all be too late, the day you decide to see. So..like today i was asked out (to be someone's girlfriend) and i kinda blew him off ;/ but gosh he is not really my type...well i just said ahh i have to think about it :( i didn't wanna hurt his feelings!! im just nice like that A Poem I Wrote Don't tell me you love me or how you feel, Deep down inside I know you're not being real. All the th

My Life
What Makes A Dad A Dad is a person who is loving and kind, And often he knows what you have on your mind. He's someone who listens, suggests, and defends. A dad can be one of your very best friends! He's proud of your triumphs, but when things go wrong, A dad can be patient and helpful and strong In all that you do, a dad's love plays a part. There's always a place for him deep in your heart. And each year that passes, you're even more glad, More grateful and proud just to call him your dad! Thank you, Dad... for listening and caring, for giving and sharing, but, especially, for just being you 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more mo

My Life
Lourena Cox Austin’s lineage (Great-grandmother): My family tree can be traced back through the Emperor Charlemagne back to 400 A.D. 14/16 of the individuals who signed the Magna Carta were ancestors. I am the 24th descendant of King Edward I (documented) Family owned castle in Leicester, England – Odell Castle with the original coat of arms being a blue shield with scattered silver stars with a crescent/scimitar on top. The castle burned some years back and the stones were used to build a manor house. The original coat of arms that was on the castle is on the front of the present manor house. Our family descended from Col. John Alston who fought in the American Revolution. One of the local chapters of the Daughters of the Revolution is named after this gentleman. Grandmother belonged to Daughters of American Revolution and Daughters of the Confederacy (Grandmother was past president of both organizations. Lineage must be documented in order to become a member o

My Life
what a sad thing we calll life.i try to avoid probblems but yet people whom i had probblems with at 17 still hunt me down n wanna know were i live n wanna kick my ass.why cant thy just give up.i moved on why dont thy.

My 10 List
the 14 of feb. i go under the knife to get my skin cancer taken off my face if there is any one out there that has went though this please help me out and let me know how you coped with it in my picks i have two picks of the cancer if there are any of you that need proof.just need some friends out there to help me deal with this thanks for the lov, illbno

My Life
I joined the military on August 14, 1991. I started my career as a watercraft operator. I went to FT Lewis, WA for my basic training and then I went to FT Eustis, VA for my occupational training. Once I completed my training I went to Panama for my first duty station. I met my wife as soon as I got there and after 4 months of dating her we got married. This was in April of 1992. I spent 3 years in Panama with my wife and then we got stationed at FT Eustis. I spent about 2 years there and during those 2 years we had our first 2 children. In 1998, I got orders to go back to Panama for 1 year. After that I was sent back to FT Eustis, where we had our last 2 children. I spent from 1999-2002 there. In 2002 I changed my occupation to a Repair Parts Specialist. I went to school at FT Lee VA, and then I was stationed in Korea for 1 year alone. After that I was stationed at FT Lewis, WA. I spent about a year and a half there and during my stay there, 5 months after signing in to m

My Life
Please sign my guest book under the Video Game section....thanks Sweetness... nobody is signing my damn guest book...that sucks. http://www.girlmadness.com/YXAK8-16X56 new round... please vote... If you want 2 be added to my family. Please send me a email. Thanks. Marcie

My Life
Well to start out, i left my bitch of a girlfriend, and was talking to this sweet girl, named charity. She was there for me when i needed someone to make me laugh n smile. Then we kept talking, everynight, and we would do voice calls, and one night, she was a lil drunk, i left her a sweet comment, and then she said i have to tell u how i feel abt you james, and her friend, duran was there and i could hear them argueing back and forth, she thought it was too strong what she was saying, and i was worried that she was gonna say something like i llike u as a good friend, we are close to each other, but i dont see u as a bf, just friends, then duran said do it damnit it comes from the heart and u mean it.... so when she finally listened to him n her heart....I got the sweetest comment...it basically said...i have really strong feelings for you james, you make me so happy, i am falling for you when i thought i never would....i called her that night, she always wanted to hear mmy voice...she

My Life With My Love
i wish today would have never came,,, my father a lying cheating son of a bitch,, for years i did not know,, he would never come around ,,, then today i fount out that he is a child molester,, when he dies i will be the first to piss on his grave,, if he reads this: I FUCKING HATE YOU ,, STAY OUT OF MY LIFE,, OH WAIT YOU ARE ALREADY OUT MY LIFE,, I AM YOUR ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER,, BESIDES MY STEP SISTER,, AND YOU SHOULDNT BE A PARENT CUZ YOU STILL PLAY ,, YOU AINT NO MAN,,,YOU WILL BECOME A MAN WHEN YOU ARE A FATHER TO YOUR KIDS,,

My Life
This will be short. It looks like my fiancee and I will be out of a place to stay and homeless come November 1st. Her mother is moving out because I lost my job due to the hurricane, like I can help that. I have not been able to get help from FEMA or The Red Cross. As a matter of fact, I have not been able to get help from any local, state, or federal agency. We do not know what we are going to do or how we are going to make it now that I do not have a job and her hours have been cut at her job. Her restaurant cut her hours by 12, as if things were not going bad enough. If we end up being homeless I want to let all my friends know that I will miss you and I hope to message you once we can get back into an apartment.

My Life..
This is about my life my name is Jay Koons im half german and half canadian I was born in California 4/3/1971 my life has been hard and fast I stick to my self now and i have a hard time trusting any one also.. I live here in TX now im single I live alone pretty much at times I do have a rommie but we work alot the both of us . Im a shift manager for arby's I have been single now going on almost 3 years I find it hard to find some one to love and trust.. Im 6'3 with blue eyes and size 13 feet at 200lbs with frekles too. I love to travel and I love to cook too and clean I love to have fun and love all kinds of music too. I love exotic pets I love all women I never judge a book by its cover. I do hope to find some one to love if not its cool also I never push my self on no one .. hope this helps some... There is one other thing I wana add alot of people and women find me ugly its a sad world when every one bases life and love on looks Im sorry im not a model or soo ho

My Life.........
I visited Front Royal with my Aunt and Grandma, being as that is where they are from. We went to the local museum and to Belle Boyds cottage. As we went through the tour of Belles cottage our guide told how Belle was a beautiful woman and used her looks to help her spy. Having a mental image of a really beautiful woman, when we got to a picture or Belle I was surprised. Of course I had to say outloud, "She looks kinda horsey to me!" A short while later, I had a wooden top in my hand from the gift shop, and was holding it tightly. While we stood in the hallway listening to the guide some more, the top shot out of my hand and straight across the room, without my arm ever moving. Calmly,the guide said, "Yes our Belle keeps it interesting around here." My advice is, if you visit Belle Boyds cottage......... Don't insult her!! I have really enjoyed this past year. I have taken off and went sight seeing alot. I'll try to give you all some idea of fun things I have found to do.

My Little Girl!!!!!
THIS IS MY LITTLE GIRL... SHE IS THE YOUNGEST I HAVE AND IS HAVING PROBLEMS WITH US BEING APART ... I PUT MY FAVORITE PIC OF HER IN THIS CONTEST.... PLEASE HELP ME VOTE AS MUCH AS YOU LIKE.....

My Life...such As It Is...
Alight ppl its offical, TODAY IS A GREAT DAY!! My brother arrived safe and sound and we have been having a blast! We havent actually been doing anything but its great to be together again! Anyway I'm going to get back to the family stuff and I'll catch up with everyone as soon as I can. much love brightest blessings TO all my dear friends: I'm sorry I have been absent the last couple days, and will be for at least a couple more. Okay I'm not really sorry, you see for the first time in 15 monthes my baby brother is coming for a visit!!!! (alright I cant really call him a baby...hes 6'6" and 25 yrs old, but anyone with a 'baby' brother knows what I mean) He gets in tomorrow afternoon and I have a million things I want to get done before he gets here. He's coming out to give me guardianship (sp?) of his daughter so that he can go into the army. I obviously have mixed feelings about this...on one hand I am so proud of him for serving our country and doing somethi

My Life
I been thinking about my life for the several years. I thought I was getting into a good relationship, but I guess I am not sure. My first marriage was really bad...I thought I was in love and life was grand. Until after getting married & pregnant, life got fuzzy. He was controlling, always treated me like dirt, beat me if I did not have dinner ready when he walked into the door, beat me if the house was not clean to his standards. When our son was 2 we went camping with his family, biggest mistake I ever made. Someone said something, he snapped and pulled my hair and drug me threw the camp. I thought we were going to die, kept said if ranger come after , I will drive off the cliff.I was scared to death. After 2 years went by, he calmed down and I felt I could live again. Then we started to plan on having another child. Then it started all over again. Yelling, beating....One day he just really did the unforgettable, He tried putting my face in hot grease, that was the last time he w

My Life...
Ok so I know people in high places which is great for me...I am going to La to hang with my boy for a bit while he endorses some shit he was offered..plans came thru last night so La here I come then off to get new ink in Feb then March to Fla for Bike week then bc of my famous friends I am going to see 30 Seconds To Mars vip baby I will be right there with Jared Leto....Ever get a phone call and you're all rude and shit well that was me and low and behold guess who was on the other end with my boy the one and only Jordan Catalano (My So Called Life) A.K.A. Jared Leto (singer for 30 S2M)...when my great friend who didnt warn me b4hand that Mr Leto was on the tele I wanted to strangle him thru the line..I almost shit myself hahaha..so we shot the shit for a bit and he asked if I was going to see him play I said no so not only am I going when hes in NJ 3-24-07 I am going to see him in Miami 3-9-07..his special guest..ohh I might not be comming back hahahaha..now my friend is all worried

My Life
My life is taking care of my 3 beautiful children my wonderful daughter catlin and my 2 very handsom sons james and bryan.They are my world and one that I would never want to change.I also have a wonderful husband named james who is also known as bigjimbo720 on here.He is my everything and i hope I never lose him. Layout Codes Myspace Resources Top Comment Graphics

My Life!!!
Well my name is Ashley. Im 18 and a single mother to a little boy. I live in North Carolina and hate it. I want to get away from this place and want to get away from everyone around here. There's no need to be here so why not go?? I Like to hang out with friends, listen to music,watch movies,meet new people and best of all spend time with my son. Right now I'm attending night classes to get my GED and then afterwards I thought about going for a CNA. I quit school in the 8th grade, thought I was grown and could do it since I was 16. But come to find I wish I would have stayed in school and finished. Cause If I would have I wouldn't be where I'm at today. No job No money and can't do the things I want. I have 3 sisters. Savannah she's 10 Melissa shes 10 and Kimberly she would have been 21 but she didnt make it at birth. Me and Melissa have the same dad but different moms, me and Savannah have the same mom but different dads. I don't talk to my dad and dont care to. He showed me how much

My Life Used To Be Perfect
On November 27, my husband told me he had been having an affair with a c0-worker for 5 years. I trusted him with all that I am we have been married for 24 years this June. I never had a reason not to trust him, yes he "worked alot" but he always had a pay stub to prove all the time spent away was working,by writing in his own time. I feel like an idiot, for not knowing. To make matters worse she is pregnant. My husband is 41 and she is 43. I am trying to hold the marriage together but , he still does all her driving for her, and they work side by side everyday. I can say this much it hurts worse than anything i have ever felt in my entire life. No idea why i felt the need to post this here but oh well... why not ?

My Life
hiya am 31 yrs old woman with long brown hair and green eyes i live in a town called greenock just outside glasgow i luv 2 have a drink with my pals at the weekend and have a gd laugh at the same time i hope u all have a chance 2 look at my page and maybe rate my pics the profile pic is not me if u want 2 c pics of me they r in my private pics album so go on have a peek luv ya xxx kim xxx well i have a few more pics for every1 2 have a look at so i hope u all like luv ya xxx kim xxx well i have a few more pics for every1 2 have a look at so i hope u all like luv ya xxx kim xxx

My Life
I have never ever lied about my illness - I had this posted once before and I will repost it - Tiger cleared it out when he cleared out all my blogs for me, but here it is again, I will state for the thousandth time - I DO NOT HAVE CANCER - FUCK I WISH I DID - IT HAS A CHANCE OF BEING CURED!!!!!!! I have what they call Scleroderma, only about 150,000 Americans have this disease - arent I lucky? I've always had to be different ;)) its an auto-immune disease of the connective tissue, is characterized by the formation of scar tissue in the skin and organs of the body ( at some point the organs shall need to be replaced but I will worry about that when that time comes) it leads to thickness and firmness of involved areas. It involves symmetric thickening of skin of the extremities, face, trunk (chest, back, abdomen, or flanks) which can rapidly progress to hardening after an early inflammatory phase. Organ disease can occur early on and be serious. Organs affected include the esophag

My Life
well i was busy with work and was recently in basic but im coming back to furbar being active like i used to so hope 2 c yall soon get at me so im the army now i am a infantry soldier station in hawaii and get deployed october. Its finally here this friday is the day i get the fuck out of school so yes its time 2 party like a rock party like a rockstar CLASS OF 07 BABE WE DID it

My Life
some poeple just don't know how to go away and live someone be and just keep to them self and know when someone tell them they don't love no more so when someone tell u they don't love them just go away plz and have a new life ok. Sad love is some that come to u when u think it going to be ok and u put ur hops up high and then they come down like a hammer out of the blue and hit u when u don't want it ot.i I have nowing what it like to have that hammer come down on me is like it can take a long time befor u come off the ground and when u do u see if u can still walk at all.i I like to say to all if u get like that plz do take it easy at first ok.It like riding a bike u may fall off but u get back on one day it may not be that day it maybe the next day but never give up just get on and rid the best u can. if u had been like this befor plz do let me and tell how u got back up on ur feet. kennye eckert. to somepoeple think life is a game and they got to play it to the max a

My Life
Hey people I am getting married in July 19, 2008 to a very wonderful soldier of mine he has been there for me through thick and thin and will always be. I can't stress this enough when you find true love you will know because you won't stop thinking about the person even when you break up and then go back out and then break up and go back out. I didn't think that there was a person that would be my Mr. Right. But I found him and he found me and now we are just right. Happiness comes in all shapes and sizes. It doesn't matter who or what it is. He/she will be there even though you dont' want them too. It is time that people start to love people for who they are and not what they aren't or how you think you can change someone. But the only thing that can't be done. Love them for who they are and how they respect you. I couldn't be happier then what I am now. thanks to him I am writting my vows. I can't understand how people use others. What if the hand was turned and it happe

My Life
New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) New Pledge of Allegiance! Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer. I liked it. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the ru l e For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and d

My Life
Down in Beantown (Boston) for the summer to take care of some stuff and get caught up with some old friends before I go traveling again. This weekend I am out in upstate NY attending my niece's 10th wedding anniversary. She has me doing all of the cooking for about 60 people. This song has some very special meaning to me as I remember that when this song first aired back in 1997 I was living in New Hampshire and at the time this song had hit the airwaves we had just experienced a wave of tragedies when two New Hampshire State Police troopers and a judge were murdered by a lone gunman who later was killed by police in Vermont after a shootout and the following week another police officer was killed in the town of Epsom NH by someone who had just gotten out of prison on parole. The irony with that one was that the young officer in question had just come back from the funeral for the two troopers. Alabama Videos | Movie Clips | Columbus Lofts Hey all out there in blogland. I have

My Life
my whole day waisted. setting in a fucking court room. i asked for a another court date. the DA tells me to wait and talk to the judge 1st. well this was at 9 in the morning. finally around 3:30 the judge tells me yet. i can do that. be back august 28th. what the fuck. could have told me that like. hours ago. i could have been makeing some money. but you know. the judical system sucks. they just wanna waist my time and my money. fuckem all. well today. i woke up and i think i done something wrong. ive had my aunt and uncle here for almost a week. theyve bought no food or help clean. and today i was going thru my parents room where all there shit is looking for some of my music shit. and i found a bunch of pills. well i decided thats some colopgnes and some adivians would be great for a little extra cash. i hope i dont geel guilty. but i know i will cause i dont do shit like that. but you know when you feed someone taht cost extra. they could offer to spend a little money on food and s

My Life
Boy I tell yeah you can't go through one day without something or someone trying to drag you down. It doesn't seem to matter how hard you work in life something always comes along to try to hurt you and make you fail. I have learned though if you go down without a fight then nothing is worth anything to you. You have to fight to survive and get what you want and need.

My Life - Welcome To The Boredom!
I just resurrected my yahoo. I'm looking for people to add to it as I brutally culled the names on it. Didn't even know who half the people were, lol. If you use yahoo fairly regularly and want to add me, let me know in private message or a shout. I'm not in the habit of using it anymore, so I'd also be looking for someone to remind me to use it - if you see me on the FU, but not on yahoo tell me to log in :P Voice and cam chatting is optional. I don't show my junk on cam, but hey - if you're hawt and wanna share, who am I to deny you happiness? :P Donkey fact: Donkeys were first domesticated around the year 4000bc. I got a new digi cam corder. I'm still figuring out how to work the motherfucker. I made this though while fucking about with it's uber cool night vision function. Up is down, down is up, look at me, do I give a fuck? Black is white, white is black, fuck me, a manic attack! There's the demon, approaching with stealth fucking up my mental health. The lights a

My Life
well i am once again pregnant && i jus finally got my own place so im movin out my moms this weekend... it will be hard maybe i guess but i think i can do it the only bill i ever had to really pay was my phone bill so i think i can manage my bills and take care of my responsibilities... i want to thank all of my cherrytap friends for leaving me comments even though i havent been on here && commenting u guys... i really appreciate it, it makes my feel like i really do have people out here that do care && my mom && my fiancee has been my biggest support && i love them dearly... without them i dont think i will be were i am today...thank u guys for reading my blog && taking time out ur day to leave me comments

My Life
I wish I could just say the words that’d make everything better. I am one of the blessed ones (or so I thought) to have parents able and wanting to be there for me when there grandson is born, but this weekend makes me question that. I love my mom and know she will never let me go thru any of this on my own. I love my dad but I question his actions. Knowing that he thinks being five hours away is still close enough to make it in time for a birth (if that should happen this weekend) really makes me question is knowledge of pregnancy; it doesn’t always happen by the book! This is turning into a rant about my dad which I didn’t want it to. There’s things under the surface other then it being Mother’s Day weekend. Lets talk about friends and having a social life. Dad has work/coworkers to talk to and be around; I have my coworkers which I often and very thankful for! My mom has family; not to put my family down but sometimes we need more then family. I am m

My Life
I'm almost 18 years old. I have figured out what i want out of life i know what i want to do with it also I know i'm going to be MYSELF...I'm not going to be like everyone else that i know that don't know what they want out of life. I know what I want: 1. I want a GREAT eduation 2. I want a job that I can support myself and my FUTURE family 3. I want a nice home 4. I want the man *which I already have in my life* that I can spend forever with 5. I want my life to be the best that I CAN MAKE OF IT. 6. I want my life to be the best for my FUTURE family 7. I wanna be able to support myself not only finacially but spiritually. 8. I want to have a GREAT LIFE, which will not be that hard because your life is what you make of it I'm becoming myself, I'm gonna be out on my own soon and I know people think that I can't wait and yea that is true, but I also wanna be around and be there for my family and my friends. I am planning on going to Austin Peay this fall a

My Life
Relationships/Marriages are NOT A PRISON SENTENCE! Your Life should not change when your with someone! When you were/are single you are able to be yourself and happy. That should never change!! When you are single or with someone! You should be that same person. Being happy and yourself!! Being with someone doesn't mean you have to change yourself. The only thing different/chances is!!......that other person that is sharing your life with you should only make you more happier and make live more enjoyable! THAT'S ALL !! You should never have to change your person or your life to make someone else happy. What about yourself? It's your life and your happiest? And that.... you can never really change. You are who you are.. so never try and change for someone you will not be happy deep down inside. The key to happiest is just be yourself. If that means you'll be single OH WELL....You'll be happier!! If you can't be yourself in a relationship then that's not the RIGHT one. A relati

My Life....
Drugs What if any drugs do you do and why? Do you think you are addicted? Why or why not? on a somewhat different course but in the same vein..... I smoke marijuana and I do not believe it is a "street drug" and I feel it should be legalized for the following reasons (partial list).... *Medical cannabis has been clearly demonstrated to be a safe non-toxic medicine, useful in the treatment of some of our most disabling medical conditions including MS, cancer, AIDS, glaucoma, chronic pain, and many more conditions too numerous to list. *Job creation and new tax revenue *Decrease in taxpayer monies to house non-violent offenders convicted of charges relating to the use and sale of marijuana How do you feel about LEGALIZATION of Marijuana? Should it be legalized? join my yahoo group if ya feelin me..... Click Here to Join 420 I am going to start from the beginning (or close to it)..... I am the oldest of four kids....

My Life Of Late
Well got my Ass chewed out today since my Dishes weren't done by noon.There threaten to take the Computer away from me.Told him strait out the computer goes I go.Wanted to no where I'd go.Put my clothes an stuff someplace,an just go I guess.Going up again on my rent for next month he says.Maybe I'll take my check next month an disappear for a week.That will have the ungratefull basturds in check.By right they oart to keep my rent low,since nobody here can do a Damn thing,to pick up after theirselves.They can't even feed there own damn animals.The only one in this house with rules is me.An at almost 50,my additude is changeing.Reality has set in,an death is proberly a few yrs off.Life shouldn't have to be so Damn difficult at 50.An the Icefishing takes a wicked toll on me these days,but better to spend time away .Whenever I get the chance,than to put up with the same shit for 7 days,5 days is enough.Just rambling, Peace I guess my Life sucks,it sucks to be me.This Blog is a spin off for

My Little Tatto Story!!!
SOOOO I figured Id start it off with letting everyone know that yes ME the PIERCING QUEEN got a tattoo .... I know AMAZING right ... haha ... well it all started in Seattle Washington... I was visiting my best friend Brian and Kathleen. I had decided I wanted to do the tourist thing and do the underground tour... and Kathleen was telling me that they had a ghost tour also ... so on the 14th of Oct. I did the underground tour and it Finished about 6. Now you must be asking why am I going into detail? the answer is ... Because I can and if you dont like it well stop reading ... so anyways ... I get done and find Kathleen and basically tell her if I dont eat soon Im going to eat my own arm ... and since I saved her ID credit card and apartment key from the bar the night before I wanted sushi. If you dont know me very well ... let me explain to you that sushi is heaven and its just a step away from an orgasm for me, and Sake OOOOO yes SAAAAAKKKEEE is the best :D ... so yes after explaining

My Life
ive finaly met a person ive known about my whole life and never been able to find. shes everything i expected. no not a girlfriend, but my cousins little girl. she was given up for adoption at 11 months and has been in california for the last 19 years. i spent a lot of time looking for her especially after my cousin passed away, but finaly i met her. i cherish the time we were able to spend together. but then my car sprung a gas leak ive had to fix it twice. but finaly its fixed. today i was fired from my job. sorry my tits are too big and you see me as a threat, get over it. i was there to do a job not make friends. but i start a new job with better pay wednesday which works out. i couldnt go to work without catching some old lady staring at my rack so i was estatic when i got a new job. but yeha thats basically whats been going on i miss everyone MS. STANG ~Plus Size Pinup Girl~@ CherryTAP Cassy Girl~~~ Check out my page for the up and coming Scavenger Hunt.." Link

My Life
theyear of 2007" was the hardest year of my life! everything i use to be and everything i use to like, doesn't even matter to me anymore! In the last year I have been sick over 15 times making it almost impostible to keep a job. I've been in the hospital 3 times, almost died 4 times, been treated for severe depression, have been engaged to the girl who i thought was the love of my life who does't even talk to me anymore. lost most of my friends and gave up on everone else, i just don't care anymore, her family treated me like shit and trust me I won't be dating for a long time! I have no friends, my brother is too busy to be my brother anymore. my best friend is my cousin mike who is like a brother to me. last year sucked, i would say i wouldn't change it for the world but i would be lieing! i wish the day allison walked in the pantry was my day off and at the club i would of let her leave with cindy! it would of saved me alot. I am how i have always been theres no chang

My Life And Me
Since he left my life sorta just been faling apart. I got terribly sick for 4 days and then got fired on valentines day because i didn't get a doctors note for missing one day of work. [thats very dumb/gay/retarded if you ask me]. Went out to breakfast last night with two of my best friends and this 27 year old kept hitting on me.[hes was drunk. very.] but He is nothing compaired to my man. I'm just ready for Feb to be over with. This has been the worst month of teh year so far. March should be better, hopefully have a new job and my brithday is on the 10th and he comes home the same day. theres no where but up from here.

My Life
I will most likely not be here from Tuesday, June 3rd to Thursday, June 5th. My father has a pacemaker and from the results of some tests he received on Friday, it seems that the pacemaker wasn't working properly. He has to go into the hospital Tuesday morning for them to run all of these pre-op tests and then Thursday they are replacing it. I'm not sure if I'll have time to get on here, but if not, I have a copy of the Godfather List in my "fubar" blog, along with the Upper Levels List. But, I'm sure BooBoo will have a handle on that list. I hope you all have a great week. Some of you might have noticed I haven't been here in a few days. Well here is the reason. Saturday morning here in PA we had on and off showers. By late morning it turned into thunderstorms. It seems that lightning hit a house across the road and it fried the phone lines. Since I use Verizon DSL, I was basically put on a long timeout from the internet. Today is Wednesday, many of you

My Little Man Evin
2/17/2007 First off----he is too cute for his own good. Just wants to play "Racy Cars" with Uncle "Jomie". Draws pictures and reads books with Gomma then off to bath time. Introduced him to "Mr Potty Chair. He wore it like a hat, then figured out what it was for. Actually used it like a pro and wouldn't take a bath until he could "make a deposit". Then off to playing "Fort" with Gompa. Thinks he can stand on Gompa Al's belly and not fall off???? Turned on Goodnight Channel and then time to snuggle with Kate.

My Life Series 1
well lets see.... ive been talkin to this guy i met on here... and he seems real nice.... he is moving closer to where i live tomorrow.... and i really hope to get to know him alittle better.... he seems like a guy i could really like.... but who knows maybe we will hook up..... well life is goin pretty good as of the moment... i will be goin back to work here real soon and i cant wait.....and i have been talkin with this guy i like alot..... but then theres this girl christy that has recently gotten interested in me.... and im oh so confused about what i want... it wouldnt be right to mess with them both... so i have a to make a decision on who i want more... man life can be so unfair sometimes... and then i have recently started talkin to the guys soon to be ex... and she seems really nice... she says that she knows about us and she is cool with it since they are gettin divorced...but the think is i like her and would like to be friends with her... but if i end up with him... i dont

My Life
Okay so it's been a while since I have been on fubar. I've missed alot on here, but alot has been happening for me as well. I recently got engaged :) and mine and my fiance's wedding date is April 23, 2011. Very excited! I'm also planning on going to college in January. My mother had neck surgery, alot of deaths has happened with in the past year and I got a new dog. So alot has happened, but I summed it up and it seems alot less then what truley happened. That's an update for ya'll. 2 more days until I get my tattoo. I am so happy! This is what my tattoo is going to be except it is going to be done in blackwork. Their will be picture's and I will put them on here. Promise!

My Life
A Little About Me1) Eye ColourHazel (more green)2) Hair Colourbrownish red with blonde streaks3) Height5\'4\"4) Right or Left Handedright5) Your Weaknesscowboys in wranglers6) Your Fearssomething happening to my girls and grandson7) Your Most Overused PhraseDude!!!! lol8) Thoughts First Waking Upto cold to get out of bed 9) Your Best Physical Featureeyes10) Your Bedtime10 pm 11) Pepsi or Cokepepsi12) McDonalds or Burger Kingneither Sonic 13) Ice Cream or Yogurtboth 14) Pizza or Chinesepizza15) Waffles o

My Life
I do not like the traditional lines, I will do my own and be just fine, I will not promise til death do us part, I will promise that I love you with all my heart, We will see what the future holds, We will have to wait until it unfolds, In tough spots I will never hide, I promise to be at your side, I can't go long without you near, With you around I have nothing to fear, So in short you are my one and only, And I love you and will be with you always, Now I know only doesn't rhyme with always, But you try to rhyme it in just one day, But you get the message, I hope, So pucker up, and kiss this bloke. it was nice to know that you use to care, it is nice to know that you won't always be there, to you i was just something to use, to me you were the one i would choose, but you decided and now it's done, here i am, but now your gone

My Little Tainted Thoughts...
This is a reminder to myself for my next blog topic: The hypocrisy of being oneself in today's world How the neglect and denial of who a child is can ruin their self esteem and their life. § Jessica § Okay, so yeah, this one took me a while to get back to. I am no longer in the class that lets me get on the computers everday, so that is why I am not online as often as I would like to be. So anyway, here we go. The phrase, "Be yourself." What does this mean to you? To act the way you want, no matter what anyone else says? Or does it mena to be yourself, but limit it to whatever degree necessary in order to fit in? Or does it mean foolishness to you? That those that are themselves and not who people want them to be are freaks? To me, it means the first, though those options are only a few of the countless interpretations of that saying. Damn it... class over again. § Jessica § I'm just kind of bored on the school computers and want something to

My Life
Hey yall this is for a friend of mine, plz help her out, and I will repay you some how. Thanks. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=86943&albumid=863736&i=3634305215&idx=5 Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did n

My Life
Hey just wanted to let all of my friends and family know that I will not be on much as I am in the process of moving, so the computer will be at the new house... Well some people might think this boring, but to truely understand me, you need to read all of this... I was born in San Bernardino, California was raised in Fontana,California. I graduated from Fontana High in 1993. I met my hubby in 1989. We dated up until I was 18 and then he moved away. In 1995 on my 21st birthday I get a call from him wanting me to move out to Oklahoma to marry him. Well I move out there get pregnant and me and him move back to Cali. We have been together ever since. We got married on March 1 1999, three years after my daughter was born and 10 mos after my son was born. My hubby is my life and my kids are my future. I have been through alot with him and I will go through a whole lot more for him. I collect dragons. I have 10 tattoos. My life and my love life is an open book.

My Life
Just to let all of my friends here on CT know, I am going through a very rough patch in my life right now, and probably won't be around much over the next couple of weeks, I will try to check in when I can, but I don't know how often I will be able to. I will miss you all though!

My Life
Just thought i would let my friends know that i had my baby on 10/10/08 at 1:44 pm. She was 5 weeks premature but weight 5 lbs and 4 ozs and was 18 inches long She has a hole in her soft palete but is small and they say easily fixed. We will be taking her to Primary Children's Hospital in Salt Lake City Utah.

My Life
6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and sometimes, all you need is 1. I wish I could find my one... or my one could find me. I just wanted to see how this works, and the greek goddess is the BEST. Adam

My Live Webcam
In case you're wondering when I am Live on my webcam, I'll provide you with a schedule of when and where. Here's my current schedule: Sunday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude House Show) Monday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude House Show) Tuesday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude Group Show) 3/27/07 11:30PM EST (Rude House Show) Wednesday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude Group Show) 11:30PM EST (Rude House Show) Thursday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude Group Show) 3/27/07 11:30PM EST (Rude House Show) Friday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude Group Show) 12AM EST (Rude House Show) Saturday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude House Show) ***I may not be Live at exactly 10PM EST, it could be closer to 10:30PM EST. It all depends when my kids go to sleep. There also may be a night, I won't b

My Lindsey
GIRL OF MY DREAMS She is the girl of my dreams Though I have never seen her eyes seeing me I have never seen her smile or her cheeks, yet She is the girl of my dreams She came to me one day in '83 I can't get her out of my head will she ever know what she means to me? She is the girl of my dreams I've never heard her laugh only cry Yet she speaks to me in my mind She is the girl of my dreams We never had one moment at first yet She is the girl of my dreams One day maybe her face I will see, One day maybe it won't be in my dreams Until the day forever ginger Well this is not so good my girl , LIndsey called me last night and informmed me that she will reside in the Dallas Childrens Medical Center for the duration of her pregnancy which is 11 -12 weeks. She has really high blood pressure (it's genetic??(spelling?) ) and boy I wish that there was something I could do about it but no there isnt. Some things are harder in life to

My Life Has Been So Blessed
Last but most certainly not least are my true friends. These ppl are my blessings in disguise. True friends are one of the greatest things u can have in life. Mine are some of the greatest that anyone could ask for. When blessed with great friends they should never be taken for granted and make sure they know what they mean to you cuz 2morrow isnt promised. The 2nd most important blessing to me is my Outlaw. We started as the best of friends, he was there for me when I was going through a really rough relationship. I never realized how great a relationship that the best of friends could have. My world has been made complete with him as a part of it. The things that i have always searched for in a man I have found all of them in him. I love u Outlaw! I have been blessed in so many ways that I have lost count. The most precious blessing I have is my 3 angels, I am so very proud of them (due to this being my playground their pics wont b posted here though) they give me a reason to smile

My Life And Times: The Lost Episodes.
An Angels Kiss By J. S. Monti The daily thoughts of mortal man, Ne’er stray toil till days end. When nights dark cloak a solemn veil. Leads to dreams of failures tale. In this deep and restless night, Nightmares come in wingless flight. A vision seen in black and white. Hovers o’er this head tonight. Flowing robes and open hand, Beckons nearer to her stand. To look into her soul-less eyes, Facing truth? Or countless lies. A swirling sea of smoky mist, Surrounds the earth neath clenching fist. In icy columns chilling blood. Tears I weep in torrent flood. Then burst upon this dreary scene, An Angel sent my soul redeem. In blinding color standing there, Eyes of blue and red of hair. Dressed in flowing gown of white, Stark contrast to this endless night. Eyes of comfort, warmth, and love. Sent to me from God above. And in those lovely eyes so blue, Speaks to me of love so true. Her arms around me safely tight. Gets me through another night.

My Life
I have been very busy since the last time I wrote here...haven't online much either...I went to school and got my CDL...love driving those big trucks...working for a company out of Illinois called Star Transport...nice peterbilts..soon as I can I will post new pics with my truck in my album..see you all on the flip flop i luv outdoors, cuddling, romance, music, traveling - mainly road trips, am affectionate, honest, trusting, loving. Part native and love living life to the fullest...luv all animals but prefer cats of all kinds. Have many interests and activities. Hello, many things have changed in my life over the past few weeks.. I have become re-acquainted with a friend. Will be learning several ceremonies this summer. Am presently working on re-building myspace site....you can find more about me there. myspace.com/runningrain2003

My Life!
What color is your bra? UHH LiKE iM GONNA TELL YOU TAHT!!! THATS FOR MY HUBBY TO KNOW!!! Hair, up or down? UP! Do you straighten your hair? YEAH SOMETiMES! Do you worry about the size of your boobs? NOPE NOT AT ALL! MY HUBBY LOVES THEM SO YEAH!!! What's your favorite girly magazine? SHiT iDK! What's your Favorite mascara? MAYBELiNE! Small or large purse? MEDiUM! In your purse, what are your must haves? CELL PHONE AND MAKE UP!! Jeans or skirts? Jeans! Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable? NO.. LOL! Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? UHH NO!!! What's your favorite color(s)? BLACK AND BABY BLUE!! Do you consider yourself girly? NOT REALLY.. i MEAN SORTA!! Heel or Flats? FLiP FLOPS!! Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? SOMETiMES!! Would you leave the house without makeup on? YEAH! Wal*Mart or Target? WAL MART!! Do you consider making out "unladylike"? NO! On the scale o

My Life
So I was really hoping to get that stimulus check this week since we did have ours direct deposited. We never go it so I went to irs.gov to check things out. Well come to find out if you had your filing fees or whatever else taken out of your refund you will be getting a paper check.. so that means we wont be getting ours till July *sighs* And our vacation was gonna be next month.. we can still try our best to save we have a few ideas but it just bums me the hell out :( Its been a busy and exciting week for me.. mostly in the fact we will be moving to Spokane! I've been wanting to move back there for years. I have my bro and his family there.. hubby has his best friend and his step dad there. And then something happened earlier in the week to make the final decision on going. He found his 20 year old daughter! And she still lives in the Spokane area. We are going there on vacation in a week or so and she says she wants to meet him so we will see how it goes. He found he

My Life
Well my name is Antoinette and I'm 18 years old I have a twin name Angeleque but I'm the oldest by 5 minutes. I from Chicago but I live in Canton, Mississippi. I don't really have friends cause female really hate on me so I hang by myself

My Life
She was so beautiful when I fond her. Goth, bored, and piss. I made her my BBW but keep my feelings locked away. I let my past pain rune something that could of been great. I let my current fuck ups lock it all away. I should of been happy with what I had but I let it pass me by. I should of worked on it, I should of fix my problem. It's to little to late now. I do wish her the best, the very best. Hopefully soon my feelings well pass so as not to get in the way. Sorry sweetheart, sorry I'm me.

My Life
This blog is extremely opinionated so if you can't keep an open mind then don't read anymore than these first 2 lines.... Lately I've realized alot about life and people in this world....I especially learned alot about myself and my own life. I can't point the finger at anyone for the things that have happened. Nor do I intend to. I just want somethings to be said. So anyone and everyone can read them. First...let me discuss the juducial system and my opinions on certain things involving that. Some of you that know me closer...know the details of what happened back in October and why I'm on trial right now for some really serious shit. I've made many bad choices in my life...I know that. But the thing most people dont know is that I really learned from these mistakes and I've cut everyone I know who is associated with drugs out of my life. Well aside from mary jane. Yeah...I still smoke...and I dont see a problem with it. I know its illegal but it shouldnt be. Sure the

My Life Day To Day .
it was a long night last night , i work for angle rescue. We had a call come over the wire last night around 2 am, so we suited up and flew to very dark area to pick up two children, ages 5 and 8 both females. there mother was killed on impact. it took 2 hrs to cut the girls out of the car , when i started to work on the first of the two girl , there was no pulse and started cpr, for about min with no response blood keep pouring from her head and she had lost eye , after 1 hr. she was dead. My partner work with the medics to save the second girl with out any good out come she died well in flite . Well the is so stupid all the mother had to do is stay off her cell phone and pay attion to the road. I'm sorry if this is sad but i do this everyday. Death has become my friend. It stalks me everywhere I go; slowly catching up to me. Death is not morbid, but a beautiful thing. People feel sorrow fo the dead. The feeling of a loss overwhelms them. They always try to blame someone;

My Life
So...what can I tell you about my mind set at the moment? I think my life has come to a crossroads (How very cliched!). I know that I spend too much time wandering the internet and not enough time living in the real world but it's pretty scary out there. I need a new job, new interests, new place to live but not entirely sure how to get any of them really. I'm a kids nurse but well I guess i'm debating on doing teacher training at some point and I guess I should do it really, it might get me out of this rut I've found myself in. I even tried the relationship thing to see if that was what I was missing in my life and realised it wasn't. Wow this is a sombre post isn't it? Anyway Hello to everyone

My Little World
Where to begin.... I made one decesion out of hurt and anger, and simply being tired of bullshit, wich completly changed my life. I broke up with Mike, and called my best friend Ashley, and she came and got me and the kids, and took us to Arkansas where she lives in Springdale. I was there a little over 2 weeks, and needed to get back to Topeka to deal with 1 of two tickets, so I got one sorta delt with, still have more with that one, and my other ticket is due the 25th. So im up here with Mike, and NO, WE ARE NOT BACK TOGATHER! But he is trying to help i think....but he goes through moments where hes rude, mean, and hatefull. I know because hes hurt, and he has alot of stuff going on too, stuff that has nothing to do with me. Not that its a excuse, because their is none. I know with no doubt, that Mike will pay whatever I need paid, and get stuff taken care of that I wouldnt have a chance at if I went back to Arkansas right now. And dont think im taking advantage of him, because he is

My Life
IM IN CT. DADDYS CONTEST AND I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET I HAVE TO HAVE AT LEAST 100 VOTE A DAY AND ITS FOR CASH MONEY OHH GOD HOW I NEED IT.... BAD ...... SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERES THE LINK TO THE CONTEST PAGE LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS U WANT SO THE MORE THE BETTER THANKS SO MUCH......babybekah69s@ CherryTAP i have so many issues im dealing with right now, but i just brush it off like its no big deal. i have been serving a life sentance in the worst place possible, my own mind. my baby's daddy is doing time in jail about to be sent to prision,but my own world has no compaision to that. he do many things wrong to end up there, all ive down was be born and actually care. i live off the moto" life is to short to be fake" and i beleive that to the fullist. my problme is sometimes im too real.to everone else, just not myself. i know what i want out of life, i know what im looking for in a man, but i push back my want and needs only to konw im not with the one i want but i have some uncont

My Little Bite Of Time!
My family grows apart! I am sick of seeing my friends turn away! My life grows every day just knowing I have friends in little places all over this big world! I have takin some time 4 myself! Time to breath! I have a world waitting 4 me and I am ready to fly! My world has come to a cross road! I think its time to fly! In your arms is were I must stay! Thank U 4 giving me My Little Bite Of Time! CT Loves, 'two'

My Life Is Never Dull, Lol
I got a profile comment this morning and it reminded me that I have not been on in some time. I am sorry I have lost touch with you. I had not meant to. I am busy working on a fundraiser for a gal at work. I should be finished late this week or early next week and be able to put it behind me. After that, I'll be here more often. Please do not take my absence as a sign of anything other than what I have stated. I am fine, feeling good as can be expected considering a rediculously lingering issue I deal with daily. Many of you are aware of that already, and those of you who arent, feel free to ask, its nothing horribly serious, Just not something I'd like broadcast here. Feel free to send mail, comments etc and I will respond. Again friends, fans and family, I apologize if it seems as if I have packed up my barstool and gone home. That was not my intention. Love and frienship to all who read this! ~~Leata Okay, bit of history before I start this one. My 2nd husband raised

My Lifestyle
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours..... Daddy Doms A babygirl's view by Kendra I mentioned the

My Life
In May 2006, My husband and I had decided to try for a baby, the beginning of July I found out I was pregnant, In August my doctor had told me that my pregnancy would not be viable so we had to terminate it because it would everntually become a painful miscarriage. So we did that and since then we've been trying to conceive so today May 10, 2007 I took a pregnancy test and it was positive! I am so nervous, I just hope it does not turn out to be another miscarriage. ok well that's all and thanks for reading!

My Life
i make a wish and nuthing happins i pray at night but thangs never happin i try in life and thangs look down what more can go wrong in such a lil town my wishis never come true and my prays dont even matter to who but my life seems to drag i wish this pain i would never have but what more would i live for if i could never feel pain but thats the way it works but mines all in vain but this is it and now is the time me and my life will never rime not any more and never again i had enugh pain its time for it to end but it wont caze im still around hell what more will this bring to this small lil town my head it hurts but nuthings in side i killed it long ago and i try to hide that this is my life nuthing more damn i wish to never been born but i am and i will try to live my life with in time i hope my time comes so really soon but it never comes fast eunuf ant that the truth i with this heart would just say poof but no

My Life Story
Kerry Hoffmann Story 11/19/03 I was born in Seaside, Oregon at 12 p.m. On April 30/1963. Well I had very large family 8 kids in all. Some are haft Brothers Sisters. My Mom was married 3 or 4 times but she was not to happy and loving Wife and Mother to her kids. When I was like 2 years old I moved to Mitchell, South Dakota. Where I lived till I was 18 when I moved out and started hitch hiking all over the places. From South Dakota to Nev. for 2 years and got a job as a dishwasher to make the rent & food till I could find a better paying job. Well that is when I join the carnal (Butler Amusements) they where in the town and I ask them how much they made a week and it was more than I could make there dishwashing. So I left there and got hired as a ride jock in the show. Well it was hard work but fun to we where all over different places in the U.S.A. and I loved it meeting new people and kids and making new friends and more. But that is another story. Then I came home to see my

My Life
men are so.... they start talking to saying babe babyy hun and so forth then they start talking about sex like thats the only thing to talk about. GET A LIFE!!! I dont want to talk about sex all the time. there is more to a girl then her looks or just wanting sex. and if u have kids be a man and stepp up they need u in their lives too. why treat a girl like she is just a piece of meat? it will come all back to u. and dont get on here and pretend to be single when u have some one. it is still cheating. You will have more friends by being honest then u will by lieing because they will find out and never talk to u again. so GROW UP!!! i am so depressed right know i think my husband may be trying to cheat on me when i have been faitful and honest about things. every one knows that i am married. but now for the past year i have not been happily married. i lost my uncle in 98 a friend in 2003 lost my brother in 2004 lost my husbands grandpa and a nother uncle of mine in 2005 now i am about

My Life
I'm in a dilemma here. You see, every so often, the university sends out an email informing us that our password will expire in X amount of days. It's my policy to match my password with the combination to my luggage. So everytime I have to change my password, I have to buy new luggage. This is causing several problems. First, I'm spending a fortune on luggage. Second, there's luggage all over my apartment. Hell, I can barely walk around here. Third, I've spent so much money on luggage, that I can't afford to go anywhere, thus defeating the purpose of having luggage in the first place. Any advice out there in Fubarland on how to solve this problem? As some of may know, my father has not been well over the past few months. Well, he passed away this morning. It was peaceful, and really, it's for the best. He was suffering. Anyway, I have to leave town, probably tomorrow; Tuesday morning at the latest. I'll be online for tonight, but once I head out, I won't be back on here u

My Life
Women are the most intelligent of our species. We men get our strength and our first nourishment and protection and comfort from women. We would not be in this world or would not have life if it were not for women. Yet we sometimes do not give them the respect they deserve. Why is this? I have no idea if I had that answer then I would indeed be on a higher level. I am a man and I'm humbbled by the thought that I really want to please any woman that gives me the honor of making love with her. Although I believe straight up animalistic sex is more enjoyable sometimes a woman wnats a slow hand, a gentle touch, arousal almost to the point of orgasm before she experiences the ecstacy. So my endevour is to bring any woman that I'm with to at least 3 orgasms and then start all over again. In order to do this I need the woman's help. I'll listen to her let her body guide me. Also I would love to talk with women to discuss this topic in order to learn and pass on this information so that I and

My Life In General
Ok, enough with the drama bullshit. I don't want any part of it. If someone has something to say about me, come say it to my face. I'm not 100% sure who is running their mouth about me, but I am starting to get a good idea who it is. I, for the life of me, cannnot figure out how someone can get off on causing problems for others. I gave up on that shit when i got sober. I try to be a good person, but am damn tired of people taking advantage of me. It stops today. This is not a threat it is a promise. And I really hope the person who is the cause of my problem reads this and gets a good dose of consience. I hope this person lies awake all night thinking about how they are screwing over a decent person and costing them important things. I saw this in a bulletin and it really hit home for me. As some of you already know, I am a recovering Meth addict. I have been clean for 35 months. I am very proud of this accomplishment. I hope that by passing this information along, I may

My Life
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My Life
I AM 25 yr old single female i live in illinois i am a mother of 4 lovly kids but they dont live with me because i made some bad chooses when i was younger and i decided to give my kids they life that i couldnt just so everyone knows i make the choose for my kids because i love them with all my heart

My Life
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If yo

My Lil Island, Kwajalein
In Memory of Father Leonard Hacker Father Hacker dedicated 50 years of his life as a Jesuit priest. Hacker 89, died May 31, 2003, while living at Jesuit nursing home at Fordham University, NY. He was a builder, an educator, a translator... and a musician," said Father William Sullivan, S.J. A memorial service is tentatively set at Ebeye's Queen of Peace church, June 30. In 1952 propeller planes brought Hacker to Majuro and cargo boats arriving no sooner than every six months was the rule. Hacker's connection with the Pacific started 11 years before he landed on Majuro when, as a young seminarian, he was assigned to the Philippines. Conditions in the Manila turned ugly when Hacker, along with other Americans, was imprisoned by the Japanese when the U.S. entered World War II. From 1952 to 1978 Father Hacker built schools, church, rectory and convent and the same institutions on Ebeye from 1978 to 1992. Father Hacker idea of keeping the kids off the street was to simply teach t

My Life
In time, cause I know that all I have left in this precious life is time, and it's growing shorter by the minute, but yea, what I want is that I want to eventually have a son to where I can take out fishing and even if it's his first time fishing, I want to teach him how to fish. I know how to fish, but I have never taken a fish off the hook. I'd love to take off my first fish with my son. To experience the same thing he is going through at that exact moment. To share that feeling with him. "Hey, the first fish I ever took off, was with my dad, and it was his first time too." To share that type of experience with him, that's all that matters. To have a special moment with your son... Even if it meant it was a daughter, I don't care. I still want to be able to judge what guy is right for her and to protect her with all my might and to walk her down the aisle, even if it means, I'll ball my eyes out, just something you have to expect, if u ever want to be a father. Just to make sure she

My Life
Well i got me a new little man in my life to love the cutest little thing ever. His father still hasnt seen him and he almost 3 months old. his father has missed out on the first smiles the first laughes and giggle how big he is getting its his fault and if i have it my way the asshole will never see him ever. little man was born march 30th a week early he was 7 pounds 13.5 ounces 19 inches long and SOOOOO cute. HOW could i be so stupid how cuold i love someone so much to try and try and try to make them happy to keep trying to make things right to show him the better way out the way things could be different to try and be the woman he wants to be the love in his life to be the one to take away allthe pain to show him love to show someone on so much how much you really do love them and want them in everyway shape and form to be the world to them emontially mantally and physcally to be left broken hearted in pain in shame in dispair with no one nothing left not even diginity to feel so

My Life!
Hello all my wonderful freinds, I just wanted to let everyone know that I became a proud father once again. Shames Orin B. was born was born @ 8:49p.m. (M.S.T.) on April 2nd He weighs in @ 8lbs 4oz & is health, & doing well. For those of you that know my wife & the health issues she has been dealing with through the last couple mounths, she 2 is doing well exausted & resting quietly. When I asked Shames his thoughts on the days events he I got a blank stare & a garggling noise. If U don't know my wife U can check her profile out & congratulate her @: ✌DJ~SILK~SEXY~✌ ~☠{D.P.C PIT BOSS}☠ ✌{HEAD PLUNDER BUNNY}✌@ fubar Here are a couple pics of my new Boy: P.S.: Yes we do realize his initials are S.O.B. lol. Hello all I just thought I would log on for a second and pass on the happy news to all my freinds. Sophie Elizabeth B. was born at 2:36 a.m. mountain standerd time this morrning, Her weight was 7 lbs. 12 ounces. and is as healthey as a horse

My Life In A Nut Shell!
i had my babies for a week because i am a nice titi(aunt)and i love them soo much this morning they woke up to about $280 worth of presents and i would have got them more but i was told i was doing too much. my girlfriend shannon just got home from tennessee and is spending christmas with her family wishing i was there. i will see her tomorrow or if i am lucky tonight. i am just hanging at home with my best friends vicki janie and there families....its a great day. we have lots of food and drinks..:) having the best christmas with real people! hope everyone has an awesome christmas and dont get too drunk!! lol p.s my dad is doing great and i will see him tonight for christmas my family are running late for christmas....oxox all this is so wrong...pictures marked nsfw...pictures of me kissing my ex girl....not at all nsfw so why do they mark them....i have me kissing a few others and there r more pics out there where people are on top of each other and kissing one another

My Life
So I have 2 kids. Logan and Briawna. They are 9 months and 20 days. Went for their check up this week and everything was good. I love my kids and they are the world to me. It just blows my mind to sit and think how much my life has changed in the last year and a half. Got pregnant, bought a house, had the twins, and now their first birthday is around the corner. It's as if it's not even real. Anyone else know how I feel? Well yeah.. just been thinking about my kids a lot lately... because they are truly the only thing going for me in my life these days. Life can change in a blink of an eye... and I swear lately I feel like I need to stop blinking cause ain't nothing going well. But I can't be too down... I have 2 wonderful, healthy babies. Well I'm gonna go now. Talk to all later.

My Life In Black & White
As some of you know, I watch my 22 month old nephew during the day, Monday thru Friday. It gives me a little extra cash and keeps me close to him. What some of you may not know is that he is a friggin GENIUS. He has had a little trouble developing his vocal skills, but he knows some words and always gets his point across. But he also knows some sign language. He can't say "I love you" or I love you, too" when someone says it to him, so I taught him how to sign it, and now he gets to say it to his mom and dad as they leave for work or when they tuck him in at night, whenever he wants. He has also begun seeing people out. When his parents go to work or i leave for the day, he walks us to the door, stands there and watches us leave, blows us a kiss, yells "Bye!" and signs, I love you. then he closes the door. He makes his own breakfast. If we have waffles, he places them in the toaster and pushes the button down, and then knows not to touch it because it's hot. If we have scrambled eggs,

My Life
I am having these extreme sexual fantasies I want to fulfill. When I was younger I was molested it lead to me being very sexual. I learned to let it feel good. and it would lead to me having orgasms from it. IDK. I guess I am twisted fuck. But It never hurt me to be myself. I could care less if you are affected by this blog. Every man for himself out in this world. I can bet you this cherryspace has lots of sick fantasies worser than mine. But I love all. I like to have sex with men who are not physically attractive just really good humping. As for gils I want the ones who are like me. if you are I will add you. I don't need liberal fucks telling me how to think. my mind is my perogotive. and if you have any sweet nasty raunchy sex stories do tell!! I am all for it. Sexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.comSexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.com Sexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.comSexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.com

My Life
my life is like a puzzle its in a bunch of different pieces which used to be together now some pieces don't fit some are missing and some are damaged beyond repair. This puzzle one day piece by piece will be put back together again for better or for worse the picture might not be the same any more like it shows on the front of the box so heres hopeing for a better picture.

My Life
Hello everyone tha i know and those i don't i just thought i would drop a few lines to let ya all know i am still alive i am going to school 5 days a week for business and computers so i am not online much anymore so if ya want to holla ya know what to do if not sorry don't know what to tell ya and top my baby I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU:) I KNOW THERE ARE A FEW OF YOU OUT THERE THAT HATE ME CAUSE OF WHAT U WAS TOLD ABOUT ME YES I WAS BANNED FROM WI BY A SERTAN PERSON FOR NO REASON AT ALL ALL I DID WAS ASK A QUESTIONG AND BOOM I GOT BANNED SO THEY GOT WHAT THEY WANTED ITS ALL GOOD CAUSE THEY WILL GET THERE TURN TO ALL THE PEOPLE IN WI IT WAS NICE TO HAVE YA AS FAMILY AND FRIENDS BUT AS IT SEEMS I AM NOT WANTED OR WELCOMED THERE NO MORE SO ITS TIME I MOVED ON WITH MY CT LIFE TO YOU THAT HATE ME ITS ALL GOOD JUST REMBER ALL THE TIMES I WAS THERE FOR YOU AND TALKED TO YOU AND TRYED TO HELP U WITH WHAT EVER THE PROBLEM WAS I TRYED TO HELP WHEN EVER I WAS NEEDED I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU TO LEND A

My Life
Is it so horrible to want to stay single for a while! GRRAWWWRRR! *hits something* One guy just wont leave me alone. He's sweet and he's really cute and everything, but we're too different. Way too different. And I told him to back off. He hasnt. And then...I finally got a good night sleep last night. Nine hours of deep, deep sleep. That's more sleep than I've gotten all week right there. And it was heavenly. I woke up this morning and teh parentals were gone. They took the bike out today. I planned on laying around all day, and they were alright with that. Ten minutes later, my phone rings and I have to find the spare key and take it to them. My father managed to lock his key in his motorcycle. He's fucking brilliant, I tell you! GRAWR! So I had to get out of bed and put some clothes on and drive to a whole nother town to give him a key to get his other one out. This is the second time I've had to rescue him from a key crisis this week. He locked himself out of the house earl

My Life.
Do You Trust Your Top 4? DONT change your Fubar top 4! Fill the people in below! 1. DJ SATIN 2. DJ JUICY 3. TERRIFFIC 69 4. LIL MIZZ PERFECT Where did you meet 2? In a hospital in Florida. Have you ever got drunk with 1? All the time. Has 2 ever been to your house? Yup. Have you ever slept with 3? Yup. Have you ever gone shopping with 4? Yup. Can you tell number 1 anything? I tell him everything. Have you ever met 1s family? Yup, lmao Do you know 3s middle name? Yup its Marie lol wait she isn't gunna see this right. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 4? Yup lots of times. When was the last time you talked to 4 in person? Last night. Is any of the top 4 in your family? Yup. Who makes you laugh the most? #1. Have you ever done something dangerous with 1? Yup. Do you trust number 2? Yup, & oh hell ya. Would number 4 do anything for you? yup. Has number 1 ever helped you out ? Yup. Ever hung

My Life
August 2, 2007 - Thursday M.I.A. Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry ok so this is an old poem,and it will soon be added to my old poetry blog.... Now im not sure when i wrote it but it was only a few years ago or so....... MIA First when the Missing in action Lost heroes Forgotten patriots Powers at be don't allow true happiness Dictatorship, balance of power We never thought we would be with out each other sittin together yet alone Not know in what to say, were do we do we go form here. As we sit on the beach side by side just enjoying each others company. Yes each of us are missing in action. By now you are my lost hero. Cant help but to think am I your forgotten patriot. I wonder are we going to be allowed Each others company in Valhalla. Are we going to be happily ever after? Its best to have loved and lost Than to never have loved at all It makes one think......... Is it really? Broken Curr

My Life Atm
Heya all, it's been a while since I last wrote a blog... There has been some major changes in my so-called life... First, I went to Sweden a few weeks ago, on a survival trip... Kinda fun, but I'm afraid of heights....... Secondly, my communication/IT and english teacher is homeworking the poo outta me and I got almost none spare time and I'm like dead when I come home at 5 in the afternoon... School in general is kinda harsh, but we do party too.. Hehe... I went to my first real party last thursday and almost drank my brains out in Dooley's (some kind of Bailey's, just more caramellish in the taste) Uhmmmm... *EDIT* ok I didn't drink my brains out i got funny to listen to -.- To the people who misunderstood this... Sorry! What to write... Oh, yeah. I'm thinking about starting drawing on my manga about satan's life again ^^ I love the way I draw him sooo cute... God's the evil nerd!!!Haha Those people i showed the first chapter to really likes it... Anyway, that

My Life Right Now
Right now life is alittle stressful.... My health is going down hill faast... We found out last August that I have cancer cells and now I have to go through treatment but cause I have no insurance I ahve to wait... Well the dr told me 2 weeks ago that she thinks its getting worse and I need to get stuff done now...I have a 13 year old is my rock she keeps me sain... My best friend Tanya and her hubby Jake are a big help too they keep me busy and make it so I don't sit around and think about it... I guess I just worrie about it all the time ... I am a tough women and I know I will be ok ( or so I hope).... I know the next few monthes are gonna be hard for me but I have my family and friends to help me out..... I love you all and I am soooooooooo lucky to have u in my life.... Thanks for letting me vent and explain what I am going through.... I will keep yall posted on everything....

My Life As I Know It...
well everyone its official..i am havin his baby..im happy and im scared to death at the same time...this one is already kickin my ass..im feelng more of the nausea that i didnt really feel with my other 3..back to another spring baby..lol..my first 2 were in march and february...my youngest one was in august..this one is gonna be another march one..you all who read this can either be happy or not be happy its doesnt matter to us either way..but we all ask that everyone please be respectful of our decisions and our private lives when we are not online..if we feel like sharing then we will let everyone know ..thnk you to all our well wishers...thank you for all the prayers and thoughts.. i am posting this blog to tell the world and al my friends about what is goin on in my life right now..i am in a seriuos relationship with someone i am in love with.. i have discovered i might be pregnant with his child.. now you can all be happy for us or you can stay mad at me for the rest of your live

My Life As A Funwhoopee Diva
The past few days have been hell. Last week I got T-boned by a man shooting out of a parking lot. I'm ok but I couldn't get my car into a body shop until this past Monday. So I was without a car for almost a week right before school started for all 3 of my girls. It will be 2 weeks or so before I get it back. I am finally starting to think what am I gonna fill my days with? Lunch and margaritas with the girls, shopping, Fubar...so many choices! And then yesterday my littlest fell off the monkey bars and broke her wrist. Second day of kinder. poor baby. Man when it rains it pours....This momma needs a little FUN for a change! So today is Tuesday. I slept in with the little ones today. Nice not having to get up and join the rat race. My "job" is so cool...I had a couple of ladies call me today to see if I could squeeze them in for a party. My girlfriends IMed me all day today wanting to know if I was going to be at Bravos this Wed. for Margaritas. But of course! Man I have

My Life Sucks
I've placed my heart, back on it's shelf. Way up high, keeping it for myself. Having it hurt, is no small matter. But why do I feel, Bruised...and battered? I never ask for anything, never expect it either. This way the disappointment, goes much easier. I will go through life, all by my self. I'll keep my heart safe, up high on that shelf. Written:9-18-07 0135 Written By:Dreamcatcher http://a.pcb1.cherrytap.com/93/47/1077439/tn_136744200.gif Please comment bomb and rate all you can. It's my first contest...help a girl out please!!! I have learned a few things, over the years. There is not enough laughter, and to many tears. I can't see a future for me. When I look ahead, fog is all I see. My daughter is my only light. Today, tomorrow and the rest of my life. I don't have many, that I can truly count on. That's a sad truth to face. It's what I have to embrace. I have loved, I have lived. I have been hurt, yet I still give. I give all of myself,

My Life In Music !!!!
Your Life: The SoundtrackOpening credits: The Last Dance - NightmaresWaking up: Evereve - Fall Into OblivionAverage day: Rob Zombie - Sinners INCFirst date: Xandria - RavenheartFalling in love: Moonspell - VampiriaLove scene: Nightwish - Wish I had an AngelFight scene: Prodigy - smack my bitch upBreaking up: Enigma & Enya - Pure Moods - Return to innocenceGetting back together: Wiccan - Lorena McKennitt - Snow Wiccan PaganSecret love: Inkubus Sukkubus - Vampyre KissLife's okay: A Perfect Circle - 3 LibrasMental breakdown: Children Of Bodom - Taste Of My ScytheDriving: Beborn Beton - Deeper than the usual feelingLearning a lesson: Arch Enemy - We Will RiseDeep thought: Opeth - Black Rose ImmortalFlashback: Sisters Of Mercy - Cry Little SisterPartying: Razed in black - Oh my goth dj rib trance remiHappy dance: VNV Nation - BelovedRegreting: Within Temptation - DestroyedLong night alone: My Dying Bride - For YouDeath scene: Morbid Angel - God of EmptinessClosing credits: Type O Negetive -

My Life
so i am single once again... sadly things didnt work out with me and casey... it was probalay the whole lying thing that got to me but i told him i would stay friends with hime and all that fun stuff.... ya there is an date so you see here i am being all me and stuff. I am miss catherine k... the wicked! Im born in ireland and classified as gothic, but thats not all there is to me. I quiet out going. i mean come on not everyone can work 18 hour days and be fine lol. i love read, write, danceing, music, and taliking!! well if you want to know more jut write me ill write back unless you like 40! so im so in love right now!! turly un beleive head over heels in love with this guy... he has stolen my herat and i wear his around my neck!! He is my everything right now... he nows just how to make me smile... or make me cry... in a good way of course...the crying thing anyways!! lol By the way his name is Casey we meet at my work and have been dating for a little over a month now... i know i h

My Life As I Know It
well today was long and hard. i wnet to my home group and got a new ass hole chewed in my ass by my real friends.. i have about ten ppl on here that i can call my true friends. yall know who u are and i love yall for being there for me when i need yall the most. in the real world i have only a few ppl tat i can call true friends. they are the ones. that will catch me if i fall and they proved it tonight. yes they bitched at me for not calling. but then when all was said and done they gave me the love i need. i come home to find an ass hole wants my woman, well good luck bro is all i have to say to him. im in a good spot today for the first time since friday. i know what i have to do to make my life better. well today im sitting here all fucked up because of a slip i had in my recovery....there are nothing but good things that came from today... i realized that the disease of addiction will be with me for the rest of my life,however it is my choice to do what is nassacary to do

My Life Up Till Now
well here we go.....my name is krystal and i live in green ohio and i go to green high school but i will also be attending the plcc and i will be doing the cosmotology class there and i am so excited to do that. well i think that me and my ex are going back out but i dont no but i hope so cause i really really love him and i just hope that he knows that ...well i am 17 years old and i live with my grandma because me and my mom dont get along to good well i do have a car but i dont drive well i just thought that u wanted to know well i got to go talk to u all later Krystal

My Life
i dont know what to do i am falling into a whole and it seems to be a bottemless one. my mom married a guy when i was 8 years old. it was all good for the first year but when i was 9 almost 10 he started to hit her and me. untill iwas was 13 and i could fight back. from there after we were always seeing who could send each other the the hospital first and in worse shape. until we started using bats, and knifes then i sent him to jail for hitting a little 8 year year old girl cause my mom did not give him his vodka and it is a year later from then and he is now back into the picture cause my mom is a dumb ass. so he told me that i am a disrespectful asshole cause i dont call him dad anymore. i told him he does not diserve to be called dad by me or anyone else cause he does not have the respect for anyone and no one respects him cause he dont diserve it and i turned away from him for a secound and he hits me in the back of the head so i get up turn around to him in my face pointing at m

My Life !!!
oh my goodness not quite sure how to feel tomorrow i go to enroll my daughter in school i think i am more excited than she is, ready to let her go i gave her five awesome years of what i could on my own i am ready to set her off into the world of school kinda scared in a way but i'll know she'll like it she loves to learn my days at home will be different i love all my children but at times the curly blonde was my bestfriend and the person to keep me a float when times got rough for me as a single mom before i met phillip oh my i am crying i am just so proud of her and myself i hope if u read this blog u don't make fun but my life is my children and they are who i live for i am so going to miss her every day she goes but she has gotta grow and i hope she grows to ba a strong wowan inside and out like her mother

My Life
So basically my life iz great at thiz point in time. I am in a great relationship with Steven A. Turnage. And I have a great frind that I can Depend on and that would be Taylor M. Nesse. Withouth these two I don't know where I wuld be in my life. They are what I wake up for each and everyday. They can put a HUGE smile on my face no matter what kind of mood I am in. My life can't get any better at thiz point in time.

My Little Words
W a i t ing for the last day a day to end all days what to do with the t i c k i n g one more dance with the wind falling from the sky? Another kiss upon A child's button nose With such tenderness? Or a rainy day Curled in a bundle With hot drink? Or maybe wild ride Upon a bumping kayak In rushing white water? Wait not for the last Live for the first. The elusive dream of a touch, the memory of a hope of a kiss, the dance of a heart, spiraling. Up into the night sky, upon the notes of a song, the whisper of a wish.

My Life
People for thousands of generations, claim that they have found their True Love. The truth is, not many people find their true loves, very easily. Couples around the globe, stay together for long periods of time. But, just because they can stay with each other for that long, doesn't exactly mean their love is true. Now, that I have your attention. What exactly is tryue love and How do you know, your feeling true love? In my opinion, True Love, is the unconditional love, the love that never falters. The love that you share with that special someone. To me, the feeling of true love doesn't always come from the heart, it comes from the entire body. True love is the overall sensation when your with somone that you really care about. True love should be the way you miss your siginificant other, when their not around. The way they make you feel, when they are around you. The way they hold you at night, while your sleeping. Thats they way I have felt, well.........About a month now.

My Life In 1971
I take my basic training at Fort Dix in New Jersey.Take my A.I.T. at Fort Polk LA. On jan.5,1971 I was send to go VIETNAM as 11B10 infantry went to C 2/12 1st AIR CAVALRY spend three month their the 1st cav went home and i went to C 4TH /21 23D INFANTRY DIVISION I spend rest if my time 4/21 11 months and 11day in vietnam. I was grunt in field my hold time you name i did it walk point had m60 ,m79. I just don't talk about it . I came home and spend rest time at Fort Riley, Kansas I'm going VA for all my medial for my back problem and going because if agent orange ,diabetes few any thing . Plus still dealing with PTSD. This only time I write or talk about . The only resent I'm writing about this for our troops today went you came home talk let people know how you feel get help if you need .

My Life
Well i just woke up, its saturday morning, i am truely bored with nothing to do today, i wish there was something to do but knowing me i will probably just sit here again all day on my computer doing nothing Well its another boring day at work...go figure most days are....but im getting ready to head back over to play in that giant sand box again....and this time for a year to 15 months...hopefully i can still get to fubar over there we will see....but oh well...for anyone reading this my birthday is in 10 days its the only reminder anyone will get...lol

My Life
-Suprisingly little baggage. -Simple name(i.e, Bob Spoon, Jack Johnson). -You found him wandering the streets with a bandage on his head. -Honestly perplexed about the origin of his tattoo. -Doesn't think he's ever loved like this before. Should you break up with him? Are you kidding? He's a clean slate. You can dress him how you like, you choose all the movies, and he has no annoying friends or family. Jackpot! The only downsides are :(1) he could regain his memory, and with it, some control of the relationship; and (2) his family and/or friends may find and relcaim him. But they might not recognize him with the makeover you gave him. Keep him while you can. As I sit here in my room, AllI can think of is you. Your laugh Your Smile Your Touch Your Love I can't help but to think if it is me to blame for the fallout. If I pushed too hard, If I moved too fast, If I pressured you at all, If.... Who knows what happened? Was it you? Was it me? Was it time?

My Life
There have been a lot of people since I came onto Fu Bar who claim they are my friends or say they want to be friends. Some will friend you and never come back to your page. Others friend you and then delete you. I thought I had made some friends or those who would be honest with me. But I found out that honesty goes as far as anyone can truly see you in cyberspace. I found out some of these people went off and blocked me and then got upset that I would remove things that no longer mattered to me since I was blocked. So to all those on my friends list who read this and wish to no longer be my friend I understand please just quietly delete me from your friends list and stop fanning me. Those who wish to remain my friend just drop me a little note once in a while to tell me that we are still friends. I do try to return any love shown to me.

My Life
Ok, I have been playing guitar for a year now. I am for the most part terrible in my eyes. Several people say that I am good though, I can't believe it. A few days ago I was at a friend's house and we were all playing guitar. One of the guys left because he had some stuff he needed to do. When he left everyone else convinced me to to play bass. After a few minutes of getting acquainted with the bass, we started working on the song they wanted to record. I did really well, especially keeping time. *If you knew me you would realize I have no rhthym whatsoevery*. They sent it to Bassist and he hasn't spoke to me since then. I am afraid I hurt his pride a bit, but I don't know what to do. I had a wierd and somewhat scary dream last night. In it, I was running from something and ran over a cliff. Normally I wake up before I hit the bottom but this time I died in my dreams. Is this normal??? Why do people try so hard to find the graves of their anscestors? Why worry about people wh

My Lighthouse
You are my lighthouse when my sea gets too rough. When I can't see the shore, you come to light my night up. Even though you are far away, that light still helps me find my way. Like everyone, I have my ups and downs. It is good to know the downs are few and far between. When my heart is feeling turmoil, you always seem to be there. You are my special angel sent to me from somewhere. One day I want to hold you because your love is pure. You've given me a treasure that is more than any jewel. For it is your heart you have graciously given me. When I get this low again, I'll always know you love me. Maybe someday, maybe somehow but no matter... still you are my lighthouse.

My Life
Today I feel like a bad mom. My son is 5 and it seems like he never listens. Going into other people's houses when he's not suppose too, very spoiled child. All i did today was yell at him and that doesn't help.

My Life...
My mom is working like crazy im worried she is being way too hard on herself friday she worked 2pm-10pm saturday 2pm-6am!!! she worked a double and then came back at 2pm that day and worked till 10 and came home finished watching the nascar california race and went to bed and shes working 2 to 10 tonight then finally gets a day off tomorrow i dont know how that woman does it I have some sad but happy news my moms dog Little Man ( not the dog in my pics) was given a new home saturday night so he is no longer with us my mom decided it was not fair to keep him in the basement all the time and she doesnt have the time to give him the attention he needs and i am happy to report that he is doing quite well with his new family i got up around 11 like i usually do LOL.. what a bum huh? then I ate my lunch which was mac & cheese with no milk in it cuz my brother drank the rest of it this mourning with his breakfast Little Brat!! so needless to say mom had to replace the milk with butter so

My Life Experiences
I was born on September 20th, 1976 . When I was 6 weeks old I suffered from meningitis. I got sick and almost died. I sometimes wonder how my life would have turned out if the meningitis did not occur. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time or have some supernatural powers. Well after seeing the Butterfly effect those kind of ideas can run though my mind. Over the years they did not know what I had and later I was put on Ritalin to calm me down. Later In life I found out I had epilepsy. I would have Petit-mal seizures. It drove me crazy because I could not drive and stuff when i turned 16. I knew after I took care of my seizures my life would get back on track. I played sports and a couple times during the games I would have seizures and blackout. Like on the basketball court or the football field. After high school I had been going to Cleveland for tests where they hooked up wires to my head but each time I went I would not have a seizure when the time i needed to ha

My Life... Please Leave Comments
Well its happening I am moving! No more city life for me. I am gonna be bored I can tell already lol. I am moving to a beatiful home out in the country, Its really not that far from the city area about 10 mins or so, at first I was looking forward to it, but now I am realizing how far I am gonna be from all my friends. I know they will come visit, specially in the summer lol. how long of a drive it will be to go to work, even though I can carpool with a friend, who lives farther than me. And my kids friends will all be out by the old house, I know kids are quick to make new friends but you always miss the old ones. I know we worked out all the pro's and Con's before making up our minds about the move, but I think its all happening so fast I wasnt really prepared for it. Ive been busting butt trying to get things packed, and ready to move. and damn its alot of work. I also work full time plus, and trying to get everything done and moved before Easter. Yeah its gotta be that fas

My Life
The other day I was served child support paperwork on my 16 yo daughter whom I have not seen since her mom and her disappeared on me 13 years ago. Now I have no problem paying the child support. The problem I am having is that I found her mom on MySpace and sent her a message telling her that I wasn't going to fight it and that I would like to get to know my daughter. Her response to me was to block me from contacting her at all. Now I feel like that my money is good enough for her but I am not good enough to know my daughter. Now I live in Iowa and thats where the support order will go through but they live in Florida and to get court ordered visitation I have to either go there or hire a lawyer there and I can't afford to do either one. I currently have 5 of my children living with me. Any comments or advice would be helpful. OK I have been asked several times about them so here it goes. Yes I have 11 kids. Their ages are 18, 15, 14, 12, (10), 8, 7, 4, 3, 1, and 4 months

My Life
What Saysha Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning? "What do yo

My Life Sucks
I have been trying to make friends on here because I am afraid to reach out in the real world. I am in the process of a very hurtful divorce. See I have severe depreesion and it lost me my husband and then my children. I regret the things I have done in my life . I just thought maybe I could find some friends that might understand. Being able to help all of you level up and me leveling up has finally made me feel important to someone again. I need friends so I feel like I still have a purpose in this life. So That is who I am. If you feel the need to make fun of that I guess you can. I am looking for is a place to fit in. Even though I might not be the prettous girl in the world. I have a member on site looking for some help with her son. Please...if you can help, if not, pass the word along or reblog this. Kidney Donor Information for my son If you are or know anyone that would donate to my son the gift of life being a kidney in this case please contact me for questionnaire to

My Living Will
MY LIVING WILL Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room And I said to her, 'I never want to live in a vegetative state, Dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If That ever happens, just pull the plug.' She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

My Little Angel Zachary
I am about to havea son named Zachary, and i am so excited! This is going to be m first kid, and i can't wait to see what he looks like when he is born. I bet he is going to look like a little angel. God bless my child zachary scott

My Link To My Neff U
Stud@ fubar wooohoooo im soooo happy the club will be open on halloween!!!!!! oct 31st its about time! see you there!!!! it will be in fallbrook and will be called The Brook from Fall deman carnival just got its liq. lic. and will be open to the public on oct 31st in upland ca it is located behind DOC AUDIO @ 305 central ave for tickets or vip list mail me at demancarnival@yahoo.com or demancarnival@myspace.com or demancarnival@youtube.com or lol musicbylostdog@yahoo.com or lmao musicbylostdog@myspace.com

My Life
This weekend has had its shares of ups and downs.lets start with friday night...kareoke. It was really fun and upbeat.Eric came and we were having a great time.When I went back to his house for the night he stayed up till three thirty in the effing morning playing halo 2 when i was sitting in the bedroom being bored out of my mind.(dont get me wrong i love playing halo.)i was about to fall asleep and he comes in expecting to get some.In my head i was thinking yeah right,but since i was already there and i wanted some i gave in.after he was done he leaves the room(we all know why) comes back lies down rolls over and falls asleep without saying a word to me.so i go to sleep feeling like shit.Saturday i had a family reunion on sat which was fun/awkward because i didnt know 80% of the people there.and i told my parents i went to my cousins house to spend the night on friday.the problem with that was my uncle and aunt got there before i did and told her i wasnt there.so i had to pull a sto

My Life
I don't know why but I feel the need to tell my story. This isn't for rates, pity or recognition. I just feel like telling a story of a man and what made him what he is today. If you wanna read it. Feel free. I was born in Jacksonville, Fl. in the 70's. We lived in what is considered one of the poorest neighborhoods now. My mom was a Hippie and all I really remember about that time was being left to wander around at random parties that she would go to. I know I was younger than 5 but this was my first introduction to drugs. My dad I barely knew. I did know hey was a biker and a painter. Honestly my only real memory of him was him telling me that all men take cold showers. Stupid as it sounds. He died in a Motorcycle accident when I was three. After that I guess it was hard for Mom because I remember boyfriend after abusive boyfriend. I still shudder when I think about that night we spent in the emergency room after a one cruel bastard broke her arm. At this time in the early Eig

My List Is Getting Too Cluttered Again
ALRIGHTY! HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE EVEN BOTHERED TO "READ" MY PROFILE??? ANYONE??? ANYONE??? NOW! SEEMS THERE ARE SEVERAL OF YOU ON MY LIST THAT JUST SIT THERE DAY AFTER DAY AND SAY NOTHING TO ME. EVEN AFTER I RATE ALL YOUR STUFF FOR YOU. NO, I DON'T EXPECT TO BE BOMBED BACK, BECAUSE I AM DOING IT ON MY OWN ACCORD. HOWEVER, WOULD A SIMPLE COMMENT SAYING "HAVE A NICE DAY" OR "THANKS FOR THE RATES" BE ALL THAT MUCH TO ASK???? OR EVEN A SHOUT WHEN YOU SEE I AM ON???? HERE'S THE DEAL FOLKS! I WILL BE DOING A MASS DELETING ON MONDAY OCTOBER 1ST AT PRECISELY NOON, CST. IF I DO NOT HEAR FROM YOU BY THEN, I WILL ASSUME YOU NO LONGER WISH TO REMAIN ON MY LIST! AND IF YOU HAPPEN TO MISS THIS BULLETIN...JUST GOES TO SHOW ME THAT YOU DON'T CARE ENOUGH TO PAY ATTENTION EITHER! THOSE OF YOU ON MY FAMILY LIST NEED NOT EVER WORRY ABOUT BEING DELETED. THERE IS A SPECIAL REASON WHY YOU ARE THERE! WHY THE F*CK WOULD ANYONE WANT TO ADD SOMEONE TO THEIR LIST WITHOUT READING THEIR PROFILE ANYWAY??

My Life
so a couple of days ago i noticed that my lower back was starting to hurt? figured it was nothing as we drove home from Ob lobster fishing. i come home and go to bed. well the next morning my back is fucking killing me i can barely move!!! i am freaking out as Mark my daughters father drops Alexis off (my kid) i put strait in the crib. well for the rest of the day i just chilled in bed trying not to move to much but thats hard when you have an 8 month old daughter whos teething.....sounds like fun huh??? anyways around 8 my back completely gave out i couldnt move, walk nothing or id get this sharp pain like someone was pulling my spine right out of my back finally i called mark and he came and got alexis and i called 911 and went to Alvarado ER....was there an hour and said fuck it and went home! there was a man there who had a migraine from hell and had been waiting 3 hours. fuck that.....so that was my hell last night but i am feeling a little better today and guess what thursday is

My Lil Song
Someone wrote this for me it cracks me up.... tits out clits drippin punk mofuckins stand there figurin watch ya while kiki smoke that dro the mistakin her for any type of Ho--ney she pop ya ass drop ya to knees... the whole time she steadly puffin on her weed

My Life
fubar is the best site out right know u meet alot of people on here and there kool people too there nice and funny this site is way better than myspace and i well tell more people about it so they can check it out for there selfs and see how they like it well if u like this site comment my blog and rate it ill see how many people like it well ok this week suck everyone knows myspace ok well i have a account on there and some chick add me and so ya i accpetd it well she stole my friends pic and someone hacked in to my account and start to talk to her and other people i barley get on t anymore so i get blamed for it all she says she hates me and does not want to talk to me anymore well fuck her than im not put up with drama i graduated high to get away from it and it just seems to come back to me im sick of on top of it all im sick and it sucks my chest hurt and im sick of that too i just want this weekend to be over and me to fell better well i geuss thats it for knowi fell much better

My Life
There's this guy I like (he knows who he is) and I thought he liked me, but now I'm starting to wonder. I talked to him every day for a long time, usually at 5:30 in the morning while he was getting ready for work. There were certain things he would say or do every time I talked to him that kinda gave me the feeling he wanted to be with me, but last night I sent him an email telling him how I felt and he replied saying he just wanted to be friends. I was completely crushed when I read it, and just wanted to cry. Then I get on here and look at his blog. When I do I find this: i talk to you everyday i talk to you on the phone when im down you bring me up when im sad you make me happy I talk to you every morning and that makes my day go better I think of you all the time THere are times wheni just want to be in your arms or hold you in my arms or just kiss you Sometimes i wander if there is will every be more than friends with us What matters is that you make me happy and i wil

My Life
It has been brought to my attention that I have not put up a blog in some time now. Suggestions have indicated that I should pick up the pace on my story telling! Now, if you're new to the game, don't worry most of my blogs are true and spot on....:) I will begin by quoting the main source of my newly posted piece of art, "What's up? Too busy hanging drapes and shopping at B,B,and B to write it out? I know your life isn't boring so don't play the nothings going on card. I was thinking how interesting it is to have a friend that spends his time partying in limos, chilling in VIP and luxuriating in his bachelor pad. Just hope the high life doesn't change you." And now I will address the previous statement... Okay, I surely don't party in limos enough to really to claim it on my taxes, but there have been some moments inside a limo that I only talk about if you have a valid security clearance and the "need to know!" I have to thank Nigel for making moments such as those possible

My Life
I am 36 never been married, and I live on the road most of my life not known where I am gona get my next meal ect... And I have been in and out of foster care homes till I 16 then went and stayed with my aunt and that is when I found out that I was just a wasted sperm from some trick that my mother had in her younger years.... And alos when I was in the foster homes I was beaten to a bloodly pulp with a leather strip with holes in it and locked up in a small room and feed only bread&water at dinner time... P.S I hope this little infomation about me will give you all more of a understanding about my life style ect... PLEACE GIVE COMMENTS ON THIS!!!!

My Lips Contest!
Would you come help me out in my contest? I always try to return the love. If you dont have time for comment bombing, i understand. BUT, would you rate the pic for me before you go? Thank you, Mandy scsweetie DSC & WTC member

My Life
Ok so get ready for this one, because I'm pissed...actually I don't think pissed even comes close to it. My brother. 8 years in the British Army, one tour in Kosovo, 3 tours in Iraq, shot, bled and almost died for this country. Saved lives, done everything asked of him without question and with 100% dedication. As a result of the obvious trauma that comes from seeing people dying, his friends blown up and getting killed and the things within war that are silenced...he's been suffering seldom but debilitating panic attacks. He has no control over when they come about, and when they do he suffer's such pain and anxiety that he has no control over being able to stop them. Now as an educated and reasonably intelligent woman, I can appreciate how this would have an adverse effect on his job, and especially within active duty. His job involves weapon's training, so I can well appreciate that should he have an attack whilst in the middle of active duty or God forbid whilst firing a weapo

My Life
My life is not bad. I will say this though I have to be the stupidest person on the earth because how is it I can try to be friends with the man who crushed me. We have been split up for 3 months and yet he still knows how to bury that knife deeper in me. I feel like he used me once again its hard to explain. Maybe I am just the rug on the floor that everyone uses to wipe their feet on but not good enough to keep. None of you have to tell me that I am stupid I know this already. I am tired of being everyones rug. So anyone want to tell me how I stop this cycle.

My Life Oh Joy
I had my baby on Dec.11. He was 9lbs and 11oz and 22 inches long. I had to have a C-section cause I never got past 3. My water broke at 1:30 in the morning and I gave birth to him at 8:58 pm. So right now im tring to move my house. Too bad im like almost 8 months pregnant and by my self. Talk about stress. Some of my family have helped but it is my shit so i feel like im not doing anything. I had to call off work off 3 days cause my landlady wouldnt let me stay another week(i ofter to pay $100 for a week) So im running around like crazy and i think im going insane. Hope everyone eles week is better than mine. So i am all moved in. Just have to get mine and the babys stuff all put together. 29 days and counting till I have my baby boy! The doc said he might be 9lbs or more! Now if i can ever get a hold of my ex-land lady. But the time i have is very little and she would be asleep when im up at night. Have to make a ton of calls tomorrow. And I hate work-too many dumb people(yeah Wal-Ma

My Life
well i guess i should clarify why it is so great this guy is stayin in prison. some of my friends that dont know what is going on are reading my blogs which is great just need to let you all know what is going on. on feb 29 of 2004 my 20 month old son was killed by a guy that was watching him. in september of 2006 he was sentenced to 30 years in prison and immediately filed an appeal. so yes the notice the appeal got denied is great news. he killed my son and he needs to suffer for the rest of his life. ihope this lets ppl know more of what is going on. so for those of you that know me well. jim had an appeal open and we have been waiting to hear for awhile the decision. well we got the decision today, his appeal got denied. so til he appeals to the next highest court he is still in there for 29 more years. today couldnt get any better knowing he is stayin in prison. thanks for all your thoughts and prayers they have obviously helped. luv ya all.

My Life
Okay so I am out of high school what the hell is with all the high school bullshit. I feel as though I am right back there. WHy are people so judgmental?? If I am happy why the hell does my life matter to them, I ain't hurting anyone. I don't see why it is neccescary to say that I am cheating on my boyfriend I have made my mistakes but he knows about them, and is it really neccescary to exagerate them and make them worse than they are? Is it neccescary to spread so many rumors about me that I can't get a job? DO you need to tell the whole town I am pregnant(when I am not) If I was pregnant I would be more than proud to tell my friends and family I was. I don't need you doing it for me...I don't need you trying to run my life...I got it on my own, even if you don't think so. Oh yes and can't forget you telling everyone I do drugs...okay maybe if I did I could see you are trying to help me out...but hey news flash I don't use drugs...Yeah I used to...haha you dumbass I used to get

My Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my beer. She's such a bitch ...

My Life
i need to know if anyone of you on my friends list has went on myspace and developed a profile and are harrassing anyone on there. Even if you think you were doing me a favor. I really need to know. My soon to be ex doesn't believe that it is not me so i need help proving it wasn't me. so please come foward no one will be mad if you step up and admit it now. so lets start with i'm in the process of coming off of paxil. So that is becoming more of a bitch than i thought it would, i have read up on the withdrawl symptoms and it some what scares me but I know deep down i can handle it. Then after work today my husband of 7 years says he's not happy. He goes through this once a year or when he thinks i need to change something about myself. Its just this year with me trying to come off of paxil it is really getting to me. i love him but damn he needs to get over this self pity bullshit right now. I know it will be ok or atleast i hope it will but in the mean time it's driving me freakin cr

My Life
Lets see where to begin...all this in a nutshell. As crazy as things are lets go back way back. Way back to a story when I knew this cat called slim and his love life and the story of his relationships of good and bad. as crazy as it seems its all true minus the names and some stuff left out not to bore or over-excite Chapter 1 Once upon a time in a little suburb of Detroit City there was this cat..we will call him, IDK SLIM. Well Slim ended up hooking up with this lady at the time that he thought was a bombshell. We will call this bombshell FER for now. Now there was sort of a problem, he was 20 turning 21 and she was still in school and only 17. but he took a chance even though it could effect his work enviroment. they kept it undercover for a bit, due to other circumstances. Everything seemed to work out though and they were happy. Well they spent alot of time together hard times and good, alot more good then bad. Well Slim decided to propose to this bombshell and spend rest

My Life
My life as a child was swell. As i grew up it wasn't all that swell. My life turned into a living HELL. Then I met you, and my life to being swell again. Without you MY DEAR/FRIENDS my life might as well be HELL. My life right now is turned upside down because its not so swell. This is my life when it was well and gone to HELL. My life will some day again be swell, but for now its HELL. This is my life as well as it is with it being HELL. written Aug. 29 2005

My Life In Music
so you open up whatever type of music player you have and put it on random or shuffle, and go in order... its pretty self explainitory... here is mine!!! Opening Credits: “Gossip Folk” Missy Elliott Waking Up: “Don’t Do Me Like That” Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers First day of School: “Come Sail Away” Styx Falling in Loving: “Somewhere Over The Rainbow” cover by Yellowcard Fight Song: “All The Small Things” Blink 182 Breaking Up: “It’s All Coming Back To Me Now” Celion Dion Prom: “Are You Gonna Be My Girl” Jet Life: “Me So Horny” 2 Live Crew Mental Breakdown: “Get Me Outta Here” Jet Driving: “Bubble” Sean Paul Flashback: “calm Before The Storm” Fallout Boy Wedding: “Basketcase” Greenday Birth Of a Child: “Rain Man” Eminem Final Battle: “So Long Friend” Gym Class Heros Death Scene: “Ways and Means” Snow Patrol Funeral Song: “The Chicken Dance” Ray Castoldi End Credi

My Life...lol
Ok lets see.. I just thought i would write well to write.. Im stressed the hell out and dont know what to do.. Im at the point right now where im about ready to say fuck everything and just run the hell away from it all. I've learned that i cant please everyone and at this point i really dont care who i please.. Theres only a hand full of people that knows all the stress im going through at the moment and to yall thank you for being there for me.. I love yall.. I dont like to bitch or cause drama cause thats not the person i am.. But i cant take all the drama being brought to me right now. Im always willing to help people and shit but damm i can only do so much..SO the way i see it is either ya love me or hate me but at this point i really dont give a flying f**K..Well im out loves yall **kisses**

My Life In Colarado!
hello all i want for christmas is my sister to talk to me and a place to live of my own justin wants toys and stuff like that but if i could have just one wish it would be that my sister talks to me and if i could have jus one thing it would be for my own living space with my own stuff in it thats all i want for christmas this morning was a rough morning i got up to find out i had to rewash all my clothes then i took michael to work and justin to school the teacher came out to talk to me about justin acting up in class so i was all up set so i went to my favorite park City Park and their is this duck that i love to feed their he comes up and eats right out of my hand but skippy dosent have a bottom beak i wish i could take him home the other duck pick on him but today skippy had a friend with him i think she found a boyfriend he is a mallard duck his has a dark blue head after i feeded all the ducks and played with skippy & her friend i watched the tow of them swim away togather th

My Life
Let me tell you a little about my life. I grew up in a house with two parents who thought I was their slave. I did all the cleaning and cooking from the age of 12 on. I got pregnant at the age of 17 then got married at the age of 18 and divorced by the age of 20. After leaving my ex my mother took my two older kids away from me with the help of my ex who lived with her for three months after I left him. I am now remarried to the man of my dreams and have two wonderful children by him. I am currently going to college to become a teacher plus working as a recruiter for an insurance company. My life as changed a lot just in 8 years. My children are 12, 10, 5, and 3. I also have one that is in heaven waiting for me and his daddy to come join him. So now that you kinda know a little more about my life please look at my profile and rate me.

My Life
Right now I'm working a lot of hours I'm kinda seein someone its not really official but he's the one I want to be with right now. Not much new going on in my life I'll post another blog when something new happens

My Life
My name is Jeremy Scot Hernandez, I have cerebral palsy. I was born with my umbrellacord wrapped around my neck and got pinched during labor. I have many surgery in my life, I been in a wheelchair my whole life until the age of 13th I learn how to walk with a walker for few years and the doctors told my mom that I was never support to walk or talk but I prove everyone wrong. My mom is my hero because she saves me from dieing and never giving up on me, also she taught me never gives up at all. I have accomplish many things in my life like for example walking or graduate high school.

My Living Will
Last night my sister and I were sitting in the den and I said to her, 'I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all, If that ever happens, just pull the plug.' So she got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.

My Life
he did leave me cause he has been cheating so i told him to take that car and shove it took me a whole 10 min to relpace him with someone i know that loves me and wants to be with me. Problem is theres 2 and im confused. but i know i will decided and when i do someone will get hurt but things should get better. Well as of Sunday My great grandfather has passed away so things are really hard on all of us right now well im finally going back to a normal life and i have found the love of my life, i would not let him go well unless of course he let me go, then thats ta different story. But hes the one that bought me the car in my pics

My Life And Feelings
I think of you daily, then it drives me crazy. I start to wonder how you feel, then i get the chills. I start thinking about the situation, I'm here and your there. It just huts because we're so far apart, I want you close to me, So i can hold you tightly. I love hearing you voice, when i can't hear it it huts and I get sad:(. I want to feel your body against mine. I want you forever by my side, I can't stop thinking about you, I really care alot, If i'm wasting my time Please let me know... I will just stop trying:( I'm going crazy. I question my sanity??? I can't stop these feelings, I think of you daily, I get butterflys in my stomache, When i see your face. I know the feelings are there and real, I just don't know how to express the feelings I have, When I hear you voice , You take my breathe away. I don't know what to do or say, My head feels like it's gonna burst, So much stuff running through it,when I can't Explain them bc I'm scare you run a

My Life, Outside 'the Box'
I have always naturally been silly, and known to have a stash of 'smart-assed' remarks. And also a bad case of foot-in-mouth disease. hahaha Seeing people smile and hearing them laugh has always brought a bit of joy to a dreary day. Tho there are times when simple laughter could set me into a rage of anger or tears. As life goes on, I have realized this has gotten worse. And is accompanied by memory loss, along with a few other symptoms that raised some flags. So I have taken the steps I needed to, and sought medical help. There are medications to take, and Therapists to see. Along with a Psychiatrist who is really an awesome person. He takes the time to explain things to me in simple terms so that I can fully understand what is going on. I have been seeing him for about a year now and he has helped me to understand alot about my Illnesses. The medications so far dont work very well. I have been on several in the last 5 years, with many different outcomes, each h

My Life
Well My name is Shantel and I'am 20 years old!!! I have a beautiful daughter and I'am expecting my son in April!!! I'am married to a wonderful man with whom I love very much!! I love to chat with friends as well as spend time with my family....!!! So needless to say I'am very family oriented for my age!! SCARY thought if you knew what I was like growing up!! LMAO

My Life
Alright you all. I am on the air right now at http://stinkeyeradio.com or you can find me in the stinkeye radio lounge http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51165 Or hit me up on yahoo at awas46710. I will play your requests, dedications, or what have you.

My Life
How does your personality affect your love life? Given the strong degree of confidence that you have, it’s no surprise that you get along well with most people. Indeed, it’s self-confidence that allows people to feel comfortable interacting with others without feeling insecure and vulnerable. For this reason, you shouldn’t have much difficulty in romance, at least not initially. Your social skills will likely help relieve any anxiety your romantic partners might have on those first few dates. However, over time, the high standards that you have for yourself could potentially frustrate your partner. As someone who enjoys the excitement of a night on the town and is uncertain about the prospects of settling down in a serious romantic relationship, you would probably be most satisfied in a relationship with someone that shares these qualities. For this reason, you would probably be quite content in a romantic relationship with someone who also enjoys going out to parties an

" My Life "
I have a wall you can't see, because it's deep inside of me, it blocks my heart on every side' and it helps emotions there to hide' you can't reach in,and i can't reach out, you wonder what it's all about,the wall i built that you can't see'results from insecurity..... Each time my tender heart was hurt,the scars within grows worse and worse...... so stone by stone i built a wall........... thats now so thick it will not fall....... please understand that its not you...... continue trying to break through....... i want so much to show myself...... and love from you will really

My Life
i am the ups man, i deliver good things, until i am over loaded with drama, people just feel i can give them cheap rates on. sadly 2 say, if the mailman don't deliver hazards material, then u best believe i can't accommodate u either. don't get the facts about ups twisted. ups stands 4 ultimiate problem solver. no i am not a shrink, but do believe if u hand me a plate full of bullshit, i don't need no toliet paper 4 where i am going 2 dump it at. i don't tolerate ignorance, so people, if u refuse 2 deal with the facts of ur personality, i have no problem makin it rain on ur parade. i learned along time of ago, people will fuck u and then fuck wit u. well i have clear my throat many of times and blocked pages, til it look like a telephone book of rejects. i am the boss of my life, not the employee, i won't be fired. i hand out pink slips and it is not because i need 2 downsize. i just destroy negative company and keep on truckin. i don't eat, cook, or hold coversations where

My Life Lately!!
Wow life sure has a way of throwing curve balls @ u! I have been going through a lot lately thought this might help writing it out, getting some feed back for u all , Well I just started to luv who and what i stand for a woman and not just any woman I stand up for the BBW of the world I have been on here for a year and came across some real haters for us bbw's , Well Luv to the haters as well maybe it will rub off on u! I am happy in my life I am a mother of three so that does keep me busy And as most know i am also 19 weeks pregnant, So i have decided that i will make a pregnant folder of me while i am pregnant I will be taking so new ones very soon So fuck the haters! I would luv to understand one thing why the haters take the time to vote on lots of your pictures why take the time,Anyways I have been going through a lot lately My brother just moved back to Toronto yesterday so our hearts are broken the three kids got very attached! , I lost contact with my bother for over 7 years t

My Life Sucks
love is like roses love makes you happy love can make you sad too love hurts love is so amazeing love plays with your mind love has layers when one layer is gone the rest desappears love is full of suprisses you never know what you get yourself into when you fall in love make sure that your loved back bye the girl that your in love with if she dont feel the same as you then leave it at that dont keep hounding the girl because you well pay for it later hope you guys and girls that reads this have fun and meet that right person. my life sucks i feel in love with this one girl that i thought was the one for me but i guess i was wrong i still love her and always will love her wish i was still with her but now i gotta go on with my life but o well just remember this i'll always love you.

My Life
Ok for all my friends, I need your help. This is Kat and she is a dear friend who is in a contest. She needs comments in order to win, so please show her some of that fubar love and help her out. Huggs and kisses to everyone that helps her out. Just wanted to let all of my wonderful friends know that I may not be on here as much for the rest of this month. My family and I are in the process of packing. We are moving the 15th of next month and not sure exactly how long it will be after that before I am back online. So if I dont talk to you anytime soon you will know why. Have a great week and much love to all my friends and fans.

My Life V1
ok for those of you who dont know me... they call me V or Destroyer. if you wish to know why ask anyone who really knows me, its a long story... anyways a week ago today, i became an ordained minister in a non-denominational church...scary... and not much has changed since i did so, i still drink on occasion and i still smoke the grasses too, just like anyone else who likes to party ALOT.. but i got rid of my ex and her friend for good, and i got myself a new chica, shes kinda like me in alot of ways, got with her 2 nights ago after about 2 months of hangin out with her... it was a party for me, a couple friends plus me and her so yeah nice party, lol... i go to church wednesday and sometimes sundays... but i still delve in some dark stuff as a true necrowiccan would... if you'd like more info on me... ask anyone who knows me... i'm the shiznit and laid-back as hell... dueces biotch! i'm out!

My Life
SO WHY THE HELL DOES IT SEEM THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD WE TRY WE CAN NEVER STAY STRESS FREE. TODAY IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE, THIS MORNING I MEANT TO WAKE UP GO GET MY SECOND SERIES OF ANTHRAX VACCINATIONS AND THEN GET SOMETHING PERSONAL CHECKED OUT. INSTEAD I GOT MY ANTHRAX SHOT, THEN BLOOD DRAWN, THEN A PPD DONE ON MY LEFT ARM, AND FINALLY ON THE SAME ARM I GOT THE SMALLPOX VACCINATION. AFTER ALL THAT WAS DONE AND IT ONLY TOOK FIVE HOURS I THOUGHT THE STRESS WAS DONE. NONONONONO. MY MOM IS GOING TO HAVE SURGERY AROUND HER HEART NOW. TODAY IS AWESOME AND I HOPE EVERYONE ELSE CAN BASK IN THE GREATNESS THAT IS TODAY JANUARY THE TWENTY NINTH. GOOD DAY SIR.

My Life
why does it hurt so bad, me and russ broke up and its for good this time we are done . and it hurts like my heart has been torn out of my chest, its for the best because he didnt treat me right but i loved that man to death and would do anything for him.... my kids love him... its sooo hard, i cant stop cryin this happens all the time we break up but this was the worsed and well he has the rings and everything this time. so it is finshed cant take the abuse nomore.... just dont know why something good for u can hurt so damn bad.......... we sit here and take things forgranted, but u never know when ur time is up,it could be tommorow or it could be 20 yrs from now we dont know. so why dont you do stuff that u want to take time out for urself for ur kids family and spend time wit them.. Ann i will miss you u were to young to go only 30 sweetie. we had some good times back in the days i will never for get them .. workin the haunted house in the old sears buildin when it use to be there

My Life
well well i know there are a few out there wanderin wtf where i been well im in florida spendin time with my fam and friends so dont feel like i have forgot yall i havent.. jus takin this tim while i can

My Life
silly little girls! HONESTLY how could you ever think that MY MAN would want you! you know who you are... those desperate girls that gotta jump on whatever dick shows just the littlest bit of attention. Look at me than at yourself see the difference I'm what you'll never be a woman who is happy being herself. He tells you that he loves you {bullshit} he tells you that we are getting a divorce {really bullshit} even if he left he would come back cause NO-ONE does it like me. He might talk to you ....he holds me! He might call you... he kisses me! he might get you off...he MAKES LOVE TO ME! If you believe you are anything more than a game your wrong sorry to burst your bubble. so keep blowing up his cellphone and playing the clingy bitch... hes my husband and i don't give up MY THINGS without a fight. that ring is like a brand his ass is mine along with his heart. so really if I'm a skanky hoe or a fat bitch i must be doing something right if it takes him 7 days to recover from me fuckin

My Life
Well i am 26 years old and married I have been married since 8-3-05 to a wonderful man we are living in the lakes and enjoying life to the fullest i have one best friend name dani and she is the most awsome person you will ever want to meet we have no kids and still enjoying life

My Little Blurbs...
AN IRISH VIAGRA! An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to ask his advise in reviving her husband's libido. 'What about trying Viagra?' asked the doctor. 'Not a chance', she said. 'He won't even take an aspirin.' 'Not a problem,' replied the doctor. 'Give him an 'Irish Viagra' It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went.' It wasn't a week later when she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to her progress. The poor dear exclaimed, 'Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! T'was horrid! Just terrible, doctor!' 'Really? What happened?' asked the doctor. 'Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee and the effect was almost immediate. He jumped straight up, with a twinkle in his eye and with his pants a-bulging fiercely! With one swoop of his arm, he sent me cups and tablecloth flying, ripped me clothes to tatters and took me th

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Who Is Code Blue? Code Blue is a group of friends who have joined together like family to help kids in need the best we can. We want to bring smiles to the faces of children who may need an extra one. The children of Code Blue are those who may be terminally ill, chronically ill or maybe they just need someone to let them know they are being thought of in a special way. We will do this in various ways, i.e buying each child a monthly, birthday and Christmas gift and mailing it to them, emails on a weekly basis or by using snail mail to send a special card. In other words, we will do whatever it takes to bring joy to the life of a child in need of an extra smile or hug! Thank you for your interest in Code Blue and for visiting with us and all of "our" children. ~~ THE CODE BLUE FAMILY~~ Click the pic below to visit us and our wonderful children.

My Life
I think that some ppl have just gone off the deep end... For me instance i cant stand this place we call home. It drives me insane.. I'm in my own personal hell of debt, unemployment and suffering. dont get me wrong I know pity is a great sin of some sort but how much can you take before it all comes crashin down? You know ppl push you towards greatness trying to help you giving words of inspiration and encouragement. Did they ever think to just leave you be, maybe its them who torments your very being, maybe its them who makes you feel the guilt of why you can't succedd, maybe its them you feel this endless guilt for you try so hard and the look on theere faces of utter dissapointment digs deep into your flesh.I hate to feel sorry for myself I only have me to blame for every choice im ever made, but when does it get better... When do tings change.. cause if this is what is classified as life.. I don't want no part of it !!!!!

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I've had so many new things happening in my life it would take forever to type it all.... I am currently enrolled in Photography classes, after completion I will have a certificate for Photography .... I have recently enrolled to The University of Pheonix to earn an Associates Degree in Business.... Which I'm thinking about following up with an Associates Degree in Graphic Design.... I've found out sooo much good news today that has made my day just totally estatic.... My student loan for the Associates Degree was granted.... My Pell Grant was also granted !!!! The good thing about the grant is that I do not have to use it to pay for my schooling, so NEW CAR HERE I COME !!!!! I ended up not moving to Virginia But as soon as I finish my Associates Degree Im getting the hell out of this town.... Not really sure where Im going but Im going to leave everything that doesnt matter behind.... No furnaiture (except maybe my bed because I love my bed), No problems, No drama, and no fucked u

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I met you when my crippled heart no longer believed in love. Love wasnt what we were about. A little fun, a lil wild, some hot sweaty sex for sex'x sake. Poor Larry. One day he decided he had nothing worth having, off he went in cyber land looking for the missing pieces. We met online, but I got to know him on the phone, and I fell for him in his arms, in hotel rooms, the back of the truck, in empty parking lots at 2am. No one under stood him, he was all alone in his "lifestyle". I was coming off a strong man who decided he didnt want me anymore, and told me so, in kind but definite words. A rare man among men. I needed a strong man, I thought. And I thought I had found one. A master to subdue me. I was daddees slut. My love promised to show me the world, to open my eyes to things unknown, to make the family "we" both wanted. I found that I was the only one trying to live that dream. The man I was sleeping with wasnt who I thought he was. Larry is whomever you dream him to be. He fills

My Life
After a long emotional week I'm going back to Durham today. My heart is still broken and will be for a very long time. My Uncle meant the world to me. I promised him I would make sure the baby I have in September will know of him and love him just as much as Joshua and Sara do. I still can't really eat. I sleep maybe an hour at the time. It's gonna be rough. It still doesn't seem real. Like a horrible nightmare that I'll wake up from at any moment. Thought I'd be out of tears to cry, but they seem to have a continuous streak down my cheeks. I don't know when I'll be back online but to all my old friends and new on fubar, love you all and please be safe. Please remember that life is too short to taken anything for granted. My uncle died on Monday. He was only 42. He and his wife had gone to take a nap, but later on he wouldn't wake up. They worked on him for an hour before they pronounced him dead from cardiac arrest. My heart is so completely shattered. He was the greatest guy ever. We

My Lifestyle
I mentioned the word Duckstock at an event this weekend. I was trying my best to explain it. The issue is not many people understand BDSM. Most people are extremely closed minded, so BDSM is a subject that you try not to go into. However; in this case I mentioned some clue words (like being tied up and leather) He immediately knew what I talking about. But, in many cases I mention those "clue" words and just get looked at with a blank look. How do I explain BDSM to people?? I hate to say I should be ashamed of my lifestyle (I'm not) however; where do I draw the line of being proud of it? Why is it I seem to always have to explain my lifestyle? It's simple. I dabble in BDSM. I dabble is swinging. I dabble in this and that. My life isn't governed by any of my "playtime" hobbies. People that are deep into BDSM wonder we I don't do it more. Contrary to the "norms" that automatically call you a freak, because you dabble in other "non-christian" approve sex. WTF?? Am I alone

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I sit back and reflect on how life used to be..Of kids playing games out side and not glued to the tv. when parents would sit on there steps while the kids played outside..But those days are gone and as I think about them sometmes I wanna cry. hustlers on every corner serving all the feans. is this what they fought for? This couldn't have been Christine dream. Ihope some one is feeling this even if it is coming through s screen Done By Christine

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hey everyone i got bad news i wont be online anymore after tonight cause i got kicked out of the house for alot of reasons i dont wana get into. but dont worry ill be fine this happens alot to me so its kool. thing that suxs the most is i had a job lined up for me at pizza hut maken 9 bucks an hr wtf am i supose to do if im haven trouble sleepen from thinken way to much and u have to much on ur ming to even pay attention to wuts going on in ur life. is there something i can do to help? This should be posted in all schools and work places and at home! Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won't care

My Life And Living With An Abuser
Am going to start blogging here cause my husband doesn't have and isn't on this site as of yet! ugggggh. He thinks am cheating on him. No am not! Am just looking for friends TRUE HEARTED FRIENDS right now. But, I have lived with an abuser, and am getting my life in gear soon very soon! I worked out at physical therapy today the person who did my therapy today was a guy and he pushed me to do things I didn't think I could do. Am hoping I become strong enough to start being more aggresive when need to be.... so that a MAN can't hurt me again! I can't believe the nerve of some MEN to think we are the weaker SEX and they start taking advantage of us etc. WELL am here to tell ya NO MORE ABUSE For this WOMAN am not going to put up with it NO MORE!! Am not going to be a welcome MAT not more! My husband stole all my stocks about 6 years ago and left me high and dry so to speak, he keeps getting into credit card issues and tries to relay on me to get him out of the messes he gets

My Life As It Seems To Be Right Now..
well i thought i could get some where with this cps case...everytime we feel things are getting better they fall worse..i was supposed to be at the doctors with my tristan and i get there just about 2 o'clock...and my ex mother in law is already there with him and the doctor is already halfway done...no one waited for me and i never got the chance to sign for him..i am sick and tired of being treated like the piece of shit parent here...i am sitting here trying to see through my tears and hurting sooooooooooooo much...i miss my babies..and all everyone wants to do is tear my family apart...I JUST WANT MY KIDS BACK..WHY IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD TO GET THROUGH TOPEOPLE????ESPECIALLY TO THE ONES WHO GOT THEM REMOVED FROM ME IN THE FIRST PLACE...THEY DO NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH THE CRYING I DO BECAUSE I MISS MY KIDS...I AM STRUGGLING TO JUMP THROUGH THE HOOPS THAT CPS WNTS US TO JUMP THROUGH..WHY DO PEOPLE WANT TO TAKE MY KIDS???...ARE THEY TOOOOOOOOO CHICKEN SHIT TO HAVE THEIR OWN OR JUST VOL

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Okay, my first real blog on here. How many people hate drama and bitching, raise your hands. *Counts how many hands are raised.* Okay, you people can leave now, then, because you aren't really going to like what this blog's about. LOL. ANYWAYS...yeah. Where to start? Well, I have a migraine and people know that, yet they come to me expecting me to fix every little fucking goddamn problem they have. Hello, do I have the words "Come to me, I'm Ms. Fixit" tattooed on my forhead? Didn't think so. So when I say I have a migraine, please don't say "I'm sorry" then turn around and start laying all your fucking problems at my feet so you can have that weight lifted from your shoulders. I have enough fucking problems to deal with, and I don't need yours too!!! Please people! I feel like I'm dying here. I need help too. I'm not the girl next door who has no problems or no life. How about the next time I have a problem I need to work on, you help me with it instead of bitching tha

My Life
MY LIFE IS LIKE A MYSTERY UNTOLD......SOME THINGS I DO AND THE ANSWERS ARE UNKNOWN......WHY DO I DO WHAT I DO ALL I REALLY WANTED WAS TO LIVE LIFE WITH YOU.....BUT HERE I AM ALL ON MY OWN WONDERING WHY I DID WHAT I DID TO MY HOME....FORGET THE WHISPERS AT NIGHT FORGET THE TEARS AND FIGHTS HEAR LAUGHTER FEEL LOVE I'M CLOSING A CHAPTER THAT SHOULD OF SOARED ABOVE...I LOVED MY LIFE I FOUGHT FOR WIFE I DID WHAT NEEDED TO BE DONE AND IN THE END EVIL WON....NOW I HEAR SILENCE AND AND FEEL PAIN IN THE AIR.....WE WERE SUPOSED TO CLIMB MOUNTIANS AND THIS ISN'T FAIR.....YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND ME AND YOU TILL THE END OUR WORLDS CRASHED I SLIPPED DOWN INTO THIS PLACE WHERE I NEVER THOUGHT 'D GO NOW WHAT AM I TO DO CAUSE I DON'T KNOW......

My Life
I just want to let my all my friends know that that I’m having a tough time, And its not that I don’t care and I will try to return all your love, But I can not promise that I will... I will get though this and be stronger when this week is over, Just didn’t want you all thinking id turned into a moody old cow… For those that don’t know November the 6th last year my Ex died aged 42. This week marks two special dates the 4th that was our wedding day and the 7th that was his birthday The first we all knew was when the police came round. It hit my girls and me hard as he wasn’t ill we had split but we was still good friends, just couldn’t live together. we shared looking after of our girls and still did lots of things together. I know I’m not alone in this and many of you have lost a loved one. but I have to be there for my girl’s to help them though. so I hope you will understand if I’m not there to answer the shout box and retur

My Life
ok...so over time i might be posting A LOT more blogs. but since this is my first one...here is a lil bit about me. im spunky, outgoing, engergetic, yet calm. i love going out and playing pool, hanging with friends, a lil partying, etc.. i like to read and dance and have a blast! wanna know more about me...let me know!

My Life
Anyway I've never written a blog on here before and most on here probably don't care but it's just something that I can't seem to get off of my mind litereally. Yesterday I went to my dr and found out that I have a brain tumor on my left frontal lobe. To a lot of people they are like yea big deal. Well to me it is a big deal. I'm 25 and a mother to the most precious 5 year old little boy in the world and im scared shitless right now. I feel lost and alone and don't even know which way to turn. People say there are dr's out there. Yea but that also means I get to trust "Dr's" to eventually cut into MY brain and not to mess up. To make sure I come out alive so that I am alright to take care of my son. This is the scariest thing I have ever had to deal with in my life and I never thoght something like this would ever happen to me. I have spent the past two days crying. Looking at my son wondering what tomorrow is going to bring. Praying that I get to see his future... something that

My Lil Girlz Mom Pt. 2
here's yet more to my fight for my lil queen,the court has decided that my lil mama's mom will have supervised visits 1 time a week and that makes me somewhat happy cause i get more time with my child and can have her over night 2 times a week until the 14th of July and then I'll have full time. Here's more form the police report on how stupid a woman can be. " I walked back out the sally port area and checked underneath the backseat cushion of my patrol car. I located a black ock underneath the removable seat cushion. Inside the sock was a fully loaded .357 magnum revovler handgun. the cylinder of the handgun was fully loaded containt hollow ponit bullets. My lil girls mom admitts to puttin the gun under the seat and told the cops some bullshit story but it don't matter her ass is goin to prison. more to come plz repost

My Life...an Update
Wow it has been sooooooooooooooo long since I have been on here! I do miss all my friends! I am soooo sorry I have been away. For those that still remember me, I am so close to popping now it isn't funny! I never knew it was such hard work growing a baby. I am thankful it's almost over and there is finally a light at the end of the tunnel. I have very little to do in these last days, I hope I can get on here more and get back in touch with my loverly's!!!!! This place has changed alot in a short amount of time. Anyways I miss you guys!!!!! So I went to the Dr. on Thursday and had my second sonogram. Everything is going well, and I got to hear my little baby's heartbeat. I can't wait till I can feel something going on in there. It's been two weeks so I thought I would update. I had to go to the Lab to have blood work done, since it's so early in my pregnancy the doctors want to make sure everything is going okay. I got the results today and they say so far so good. I will have m

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instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was a Car insurance Sales person for 5 years 2. I Drove Semi Truck across country for a short time 3. Ive been married twice...divorced twice.. 4. Im addicted to Mountain Dew 5. I have 3 kids, 2 boys 1 girl, 2 are biologically mine and i adopted my girl. 6. Im very sceptic, i dont beleive things unless i see them for myself. 7. I have trust issues lol 8. I hate talking on the phone 9. Im an internet junkie haha 10. Im very into the paranormal community 11. Me and my brother fight like cats and dogs 12. I hate being skinny wish i could gain weight 13. I want to get pug hehe 14. Im a b

My List Of Things To Do Before I Die
I'm not sure if anyone else has a list like this but here is mine. =] 1. Make out with a rock star 2. Fly in an airplane 3. Jump out of an airplane 4. Bungee Jump 5. Learn to play guitar 6. Swim with dolphins 7. Own a 1968 Shelby Mustang

My Life In The Last Month
My g/f broke up with me a month ago. She said she has some shit she needed to work out. She started hangin out with this girl who's 19. She said they were only friends who had similar issues and that's why she's hanging out with her. I knew in my heart there was something else going on but I gave her the benefit of the doubt (well, kinda).Anyway, all these little clues are leading me to believe otherwise. About two weeks after we broke up (oh did i mention we live together...so much fun and she's my best friend too..double whammy)she tells me the real reason she broke up with me is cuz she fell out of love with me months ago and she started to have feelings for the 19 yr old (which I knew in my gut). I approached the 19 yr old and asked her what and if anything was going on and she replied "we're just talking". I go on vacation for a week and when I come home I find out that they have been hooking up since they day after I left for vacation and they stayed in my house on MY BED! Now te

My Little Batch Of Nonsense
13 Steps to Recovery/Integration for Soldiers becoming civi Body: 13 Steps to Recovery/Integration for Soldiers becoming civilians. 1. Admit: "I was in the Army; I have a problem." This is the first step to recovery... 2. Speech: Time should never begin with a zero or end in a hundred, it is not 0430 or 1400; it is 4:30 in the morning (AKA God-awful early). Words like latrine, overhead, fourth point of contact, bunk, and "PT" will get you weird looks; bathroom, ceiling, and workout... get used to it. "Fuck" cannot be used to -replace whatever word you can't think of right now, try "um". Grunting is not talking. Nobody knows what "hooah" means. Admit it: you don't even know what it really means. It's a phone, not a radio; do not use words like roger, say again, send it and conversations on a phone do not end in "out" People will not know what you are talking about if you tell them you are coming from Fort Huachuca with the platoon or that you spent a deploymen

My List Of Haters & Downraters!
I'm starting a list of downraters & haters for my friends to beware of! Starting the list is: flyingk9 rated you a '3'! 6 mins ago ¨nh¦Å ... rated your photo a '8'! And this is his http: http://www.fubar.com/user/1918784 blackchild rated your photo a '2'! And this is his http: http://fubar.com/user/2063712 gugger rated your photo a '3'! And this is his http: http://fubar.com/user/2023179 riddler8604 rated your photo a '7'! And this is his http: http://www.fubar.com/user/2063137 redhead7 rated your photo a '1'! And this is his http: http://www.fubar.com/user/1877024 guess where i&#... rated your photo a '6'! And this is his http: http://www.fubar.com/user/1146032 · Rocksmith rated your photo a '1'! And this is his http: http://www.fubar.com/user/2097438 jokerzwild rated your photo a '1'! jokerzwild re-rated your photo a '2' from a '1'! And this is his http: http://fubar.com/user/2172182 eatuptc rated your photo a '6'! And this is HER htt

My Life And My Kids
HEY IT IS JULY 27,08 I AM JUST SITTING HERE BEING BORED SO I FIGURED I WOULD DO A BLOG...I AM SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE 4 GREAT KIDS & A NEW GRANDCHILD ON THE WAY..MY DAUGHTER IS DUE ON MARCH 7,09...BOY I AM SO TICKLED PINK ABOUT IT....MY KIDS ARE MY LIFE & SOUL

My Life
y do people think they can cheat and then lie about it and still when they get busted they lie even more!!!!!! its makin me sick cuz i got cheated on the i busted him out and that and all he can do is lie and try turn it on me!!1 Why its makin me sick and pissin me off to no end all i can ask is y and say karma!!!

My Life & Family
Something I wrote... Just let me sleep for eternity please, I'm so tired. All the fighting and struggle to live a "normal" everyday life has finally taken a toll on me not only physically but emotionally. I'm tired...of the pain, the disappointment, the loneliness of no one REALLY getting it, not even the ones that claim to know you more than you know yourself. I'm tired of being the warrior, trooper, & whatever else you'd like to call it, I haven't the strength for it anymore....so PLEASE just let me sleep!! This song will have no meaning to those of you that don't know me or my situation but it has AWESOME meaning to me. Please don't message me and ask what is wrong or what you can do to help if you aren't someone I have talked to at least more than a few times I don't want nosy inquiries about what is "wrong" besides nothing is wrong really I just needed to do this for myself to kind of just "get it out of my system" it's my type of therapy I guess, thanks for r

My Life
HEY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FANS!!!! I NEED YOUR HELP TO WIN A CONTEST!!!! GO TO WWW.GETYOURRATING.COM AND CLICK ON WHO'S RATED THEN TYPE 32824 ZIP CODE AND VOTE FOR ME VANESSA SO I CAN GET MY PICTURE PUT ON A BILLBOARD IN TIME SQUARE!!!! PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!! I'D GREATLY APPRECIATE IT why do we look for love.? Its the thing that brings us the biggest pain, but at the same time, it brings us our greatest joy. Our purpose, to find that one true special someone that we will spend the rest of our life with, but sometimes it seems like you find that person, but something goes wrong. All of us in this world share one common thing. That common thing is love. I dont know why must we look for it. It just seems that we want that feeling in our life. In a sense love is like a drug. You try it and it feels good, and u want more of that feeling, but what happens when that feeling goes away.? Do you go out and fulfill your need for it, or do u just sit there miserable because you dont have the drug.?

My Life
Well this is the beautiful city that im alone in right now. Sometimes i fell like crying. This has been a stressful year no doubt. Will anyone fall in love with me again. I know that i need to take care of myself but i cant help think what it would be like to get maried and have a sweet lil girl. Im 33 now and i wanna spent the rest of my life with someone. Just kind of hard because im in front of my computer being all depressed. Im usally a pretty strong person but call me human. I dont look the same as i do in that pic i took a year ago. Things are changing and i need a warm touch. I wanna spend my life with someone that is charming and sweet. We can hold each other threw the night. We can cuddle and watch romantic movies. I dont base my life of on judging people, i dont expect them to do the same. I cant help but think someone is out there thinking about me back. Well i talked too a freind that was on my messenger. She dosent rember me but i rember her beautiful face. She see

My Life
What you resist, you attract, because you are powerfully focused on it with emotion. To change anything, go within and emit a new signal with your thoughts and feelings. You cannot help the world by focusing on the negative things. As you focus on the world's negative events, you not only add to them, but you also bring more negative things into your own life. Instead of focusing on the world's problems, give your attention and energy to trust, love, abundance, education, and peace. We will never run out of good things because there's more than enough to go around for everyone. Life is meant to be abundant. You have the ability to tap into the unlimited supply through your thoughts and feelings and bring it into your experience. Praise and bless everything God brings into your life. You will disolve negativity and discord and align yourself with the highest frequency- love. Amanda Bear Most of us were taught to put ourselves last, and as a consequence we attracte

My Life.
Hi everyone my name is Chris, an aspiring writer, poet, and soon to be a co writer for a B rated movie. ANYWAY, just want to let you know to keep your eyes out on this thing and watch me grow in name only.

My Life As A Hotwife
I have been married to the same guy for over 30 years and I love him very much but one guy has never been enough for me. I have cuckold him for most of the 30 years we have been married and with many different guys. I have been with over 100 different guys, some many times and some only one time. I have fucked my hubby's friends, my friends, his co-workers, my co-workers. complete strangers and three of my first cousins. I always go bareback and love to swallow cum. I have fucked them in my bed, their bed, in Motels, in cars, in trucks, in restrooms, on the groundin public parks or about anywhere else they wanted me. I have my hubby sometimes take pics. and video the action and then clean me afterwards. He is a good cuck and has sucked guys hard for me and has clean my cum off their cocks as well as suck their cum from my pussy. I've had him set up dates for me, take me to a Motel and pay for the room so he can watch me getting fucked. I have fucked about twenty different black guys an

My Life
We just heard from the landlord that our apartment complex is most likely going to be closed within the next month or so. Our roof is only one third of a way done & our crew has been fired because they dont know how to put a roof on.. code is giving her a certain amount of time to hire a new crew and get it done.. which coming up with another 8k or so to get it done is not easy... So right now, I dunno what I am going to do. I have NOBODY to help me... and its not easy to up and move 3 people, when you dont have money to do so. I wont have internet or a home phone soon... I dont even know if I will have minutes on my cell phone... :( So if anybody would like to keep contact with me... please send ur phone number... and ur real name if I only know you by your fubar name. in a message before I post my last blog and change my status to something along the lines of.. I dont know when I'll be back again! And if anybody would like to help me out... it is appreciated! Love You Guys! Re

My Life At Random
The medic stood and faced God Which must always come to pass. He hoped his uniform was clean, He'd gotten dressed kinda fast. "Step forward now, paramedic. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To my church have you been true?" The medic squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord I guess I ain't, cause those of us who wade in blood, can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was tough. And at times I've been violent, cause the streets are awful rough. But I never took a penny that wasn't mine to keep... although I worked alot of overtime, when the bills got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around, except to calm their fears. If you have a place for me, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I never expected or hand too mu

My Life
Hi my name is Chuck i am 6'3" 250lbs i have been a firefighter for about 20 yrs i am a EMT i love to play sports and i have 3 great kids 10/4/and 2 they are my life i am married to a very sexy bi girl that is 10 yrs younger than me lol she keeps me young we love to meet new and exciting people on anf off line so give us a yell never know we could hook up some time

My Life In A Nutshell
this is my question in general right now. basically it took approx. 2 days for everything in my life to fall apart at the same time. it's rather sad really, yet somehow i'm able to smile and carry on anyway. so basically how this started is: wednesday night of last week my mom and her boyfriend came to pick me up from school as usual. and as always he was rambling on and on about things he's already told me and things NOBODY cares about (not even him i don't think)and i just got so sick of it that i snapped. i told him to shut his fucking mouth and stop being so goddamn arrogant for once and listen to what other people in the vehicle had to say. and this started some kind of avalanche type senario apparently because the rest of the night consisted of nothing but constant arguing. then my mother proceeds to tell me that if my attitude doesn't improve that i'm out of her house. i'm like fucking great my mother hates me now. fine. so i called my sister. as i was packing things my mo

My Life
Nothing fancy. No profound words or heartfelt analogies this time around. Let me just say that it feels really good being able to let go of everything and finally live my life. For once I'm looking ahead instead of dwelling of what's in back of me. Finally I'm able to appreciate what I've done and acknowledge the fact that I've done quite a bit. I'm able to realize that people are going to care a whole lot and people can care less. I'm finally able to let go of people who don't bring me happiness. I've finally stopped trying too hard. I've finally realized that while I was busy being there for everyone else, I stopped being there for myself. I'm finally ready to accept the fact that holding on will be extremely difficult, but in the end everything will fall into place. I'm ready to let things happen the way they're meant to happen. I'm ready to live my life the way I should have been living all along. Loving others, doing big things. And an i

My Life
Ya kno I just dont get it...y do guys feel the need to b full of the bullshit?? Do u honestly think its gna get u somewhere? I do so much for people n get nothing in return. Im so tired of bein used n treated like crap. I just give up.... Ok so one of the things I do when I need to sort things out is write(I have a ton of blogs on my myspace) so I thought I would share a lil on here so y'all can c a lil bit into me...Im going through a phase right now I think. Im picking guys that r sooo not my type because they are safe and I know I won't get hurt but I hurt them in the process. I feel awful about the last guy. He's the sweetest guy in the world, but he just wasn't for me and I broke his heart and I feel awful. Ive tried to get away from my old habits with guys cuz thats how I always get into trouble. I am attracted to the alpha male, I love a guy that is hard and don't put up with shit and is gna make me feel like "DAMN!!!!!" I love watching a guy work and sweat and don't think ther

My Life Be Like
I am Jessica. I live in a Podunk town, I have a huge family with no sense of pride for themselves(them not Me). I live at home to take car of my mom. I just turned 21 and have hundred of those one time I was drunk and I did...stories, and more stories sober than most. I have done some crazy things. To start I moved here from a great place named Laconia. I wasn't popular or cool or even friendly towards pretty much any human. I had friends but that doesn't always mean I liked them. I 2 separate dating experiences. Then my parents said, " Were moving to be closer to your stepfathers family." I remember thinking Fucking Awesome loons I barely knew hanging around more and more. Then after various quiet days here, I started to open up and people I guess really liked me, I wasn't like cheerleader popular but I had many friends. And didn't really date until senior year. Where to begin about Dustin....We were made for each other, he was perfect for me then. He opened my eyes and add fr

My Life In General
I was getting ready to shut everything down and go to lay down and get some rest,when out of nowhere my front door handle and door sound like someone was trying to get in. The only person i was expecting never showed up to bring her dog over so i could watch him.Breath in, hold and breath out, it is not like i am not safe i have tons of homes around me it is just that SOMEONE tried walking through my front door. I keep my door locked at all times I watch trutv and it five in the morning what the hell. maybe it was some drunk neighbor that forgot where they lived. it is strange my husband has complained that people watch him through our windows and we our suppose to keep the drapes and blinds closed as tightly as possible. now i have an uneasy feeling becuz if what he says is true, than someone could be watching me right now, and that creeps me out. I gotta clear my head it was just the wind. or something. yes, my overactive imagination is on overdrive i need to just find a cigarette

My Life
in life they say you dont get to chose your family but for me that isnt true ,my biological family didnt except me for who i am or the things i have done n life but my wifes family they chose to except me and have been more of a family to me then my own .So this last 11 days has been the hardest for me because i had to say goodbye to a true brother .a man that not only never judged me but he said i was good enough for his sister .a man that was a great father to his kids no matter what they did .a man that was a good friend to everyone no matter who they were in life. buck you will be missed but never forgotten! ok so i was trained not to show emotions this doesnt mean i dont have them ,i just keep them inside until i am alone and then i release in a blast of

My Life Sucks ( But Not To Bad)
Ok, so we got sims 3, which I LOVE by the way, but its only under my brother in laws user name on the comp. Well sissy stayed up till like 4 this morning playing, like I knew she would. The only issue is...before

My Life With My Mother!
I am starting this blog in lu of my mumm that I created for those of you that don't know my mother or my realtionship with her.. I am not trying to say I was the perfect kid cause none of us are! But I really can't afford therapy so this is the next best thing hehe... Well before I was even born my mother wanted to have an abortion an my grandfather told her no way in hell so thank god for that!! When I was 4 yrs old my mother took me to my grandfather an left me with the words " take her I don't want her she never shuts up!" ( great start right?) so my grandfather took me an basicly raised me till I was 4 yrs old,, he then got sent to prision ( i know not the perfect settin but hey it is all i had) mom had no other choice but to take me at that point.. i don't remeber alot from that point on utill i was like in 3rd grade.. i just remember being really afraid of my mother..i can remember havin the chit beat out of me at one point an being drug around the living room by the hair of my h

My Life And Feelings
Here is part 2 of my last blog. Like i said in my last blogi thought that i would never kno what tru love is. And you kno i was right. I tryed things out wit my kids mom again. And you kno what i got hurt again. So now when i look at my son he knows that i am hurting and the only thing he could say to me was daddy everything is ok and give me a hug and kiss. And my lil girl just gives me hugs and kisses. If there is one thing that i kno that they are not goin to break my heart. I love you renzo and nikita. You two are my life and soul.

My Life Is Rapidly Becoming The Punchline For A Seriouly Disturbed Joke
Barren of events. Rich in pretensions. My earthly life. Obscurity. My real name. I am all alone, between failure and frustration. I am the red thread between nothingness and eternity. As each day passes, it seems to get more and more depressing out here. I cant stand it. I am slowly watching myself slip deeper and deeper into a situation I might never come fully out of, and I see what it's doing to the ones I love as well. Yakima has drained my creativity, my money and is slowly devouring my soul. I feel completely lifeless here. I need out... and I want out. I have never hated a place as much as I hate it here, and I should have known, I did know... I thought this was going to be temporary, I never thought I would be here this long. I could win the fucking lottery and still be in debt... I just don't know what to do anymore. And I am sick of trying and it never going anywhere. How can a company seem to think that giving someone 12 hours one week and 16 the next

My Life
why is it that i feel all alone. i dont understand. am i that bad that all my friends bail on me until they need something. i know i work alot but i still try to make time. soemtimes i just wana go sit in a corner and cry.wats worse is i have someone wonderful in my life and yet i cant seem to keep the loneliness away. maybe its the distance between us but i dono. i dono whats so bad about me that even my family dont wana see me alot of the time. am i seriously that bad.maybe im just goin insane. i wish someone would rescuse me from this hell. he knows who he is too. whats worse is i asked my friends that if i moved away if they would come see me and they told me no. i would drop anything at the tip of a hat to help them or even road trip to see them but they wouldnt even take the time to see me. maybe im not that important to anymore?

My Life
This'll sound very vague to most who dont' KNOW me but I have some weird things in my life and I'm not sure what to do about them... I need to sort out some major dilemma's in my mind as they eat at me. Sorry I can't be very specific at the moment.. maybe I'll expand on that soon.

My Life..
Where 2 begin...hmmm Well I was raised in Washington Born in Montana..My Father was a Hellsangel and my Mother she just had me well my Father got into trouble and had 2 leave town so they had 2 leave me behind w/friends...well lived w/them till I was like 12...Tried to find my mother and did by the time I had come 2 find her it was 2 late she had already passed...... My Mother who's name Is Connie, My Grandmother who I have never knew seen the add in the paper and I found my real family and went to live w/her through my highschool yrs...she has passed on as well my aunts and uncle hate me bcause she had to raise me for 4 yrs sooo they can have themselves lol...anyways this is why I love fubar so much plus Frank Lonewolf he is the best and helped me through alot since I have been here and ty Frank from the bottom of my Heart...xoxo Cindalicious

My Little Pain Slut.........
Our relationship was going in a totally different direction to what I had ever imagined. It had started out as just two people having some fun, granted it was what many people would consider perverted fun, but harmless fun in reality. But now, it was as if we were both on an express train to sado-masochistic depravity. The really scary thing was of course that neither of us new where the final destination would be, but neither of us wanted to get off. And now as I waited for you to answer the door, the train was going to speed up some more, I just hope it did not leave the tracks. You open the door, dressed as I had instructed. My favourite leather under bust corset, black of course, pushing your beautiful breasts up and outwards. I could still see the faint red marks from when I had used the flogger to torture them the last time we were together. As instructed you were wearing stockings, attached with suspenders to the corset, but no panties. Your freshly shaved cunt glowed pink fr

My Life...
You look at me & have already decided what I am. Who am I to make you the fool. Few people actually realize it's your ears..not your mouth...that hears. There is more than 1 way to live, yet there is only 1 way to be right. Hmmmmm, how many of lifes lessons are not taught nor learned due to those who already know it all? I can babble like an idiot or be as quiet as a mouse, either way, I'm sure I was listening more than you. I don't have to be right to you, so long as I know I'm not wrong to me. Those old sayings carry much wisdom, " Never Judge a Book by it's Cover", you might just miss out on the best novel you'll ever find. I am a full time single mother of 2 daughters. My oldest daughter is epileptic & has other medical problems with her stomach. Which she is under going numerous tests to find the source of what is making her so ill. I am not looking for anyones pity or using her condition has a means to draw attention. Point blank.....I am not on the haters committee nor would I

My Life!
Take me away from the hood like a state penitentiary. Take me away from the hood in a casket or a Bentley. Take me away... Like I overdosed on cocaine, or take me away... like a bullet from Kurt Cobain. Suicide. I'm from a windy city like do or die. From a block close to where Biggie was crucified. That was Brooklyn's Jesus shot for no fucking reason. And you wonder why Kanye wear his Jesus pieces. Cause that's Jesus people, and Game he's the equal. Hated on so much Passion Of The Christ need a sequel. Yeah, like Rockefeller need a Segal. Like I needed my father but he needed a needle. I need some meditation so I can lead my people. They askin’ why? Why did John Lennon leave the Beetles? And Why every hood nigga feed off evil? Answer my question before this bullet leave this Desert Eagle!!

My Life
Glittering dark, dancing Before my eyes, closed Everything I see, shadowed In roaring silence I hear Falling A feather Soundless, a brush My lovers touch Bitter, life's bile Sweet, love's taste Shadows of tomorrow Darken the path of yesterday What was will not be What is, stands Before my eyes, open My life

My Life
What to do i'm inlove with this guy and he says he loves me but he's with someone else and i dont want this other party to get hurt. but yet i want to be with him. What should i do. Does anyone have any advice for me ????? i'm going crazy out of my mind trying to decide what i should do about this situation. its really bugging me.

My Life
Today I was off from work. I woke up took my son to daycare. I had an appointment after I dropped him off. My appointment went well. After the appointment was over I went back home to try to get some house work done. I accomplished alot. Although I didn't quite finish everything on my to do list. I felt good about what I did get done. I even got to take a nap before going back to pick up my son. After I picked him up from daycare we went back to the house. I needed to cut his hair so I took care of that. He looks like a cute little man now instead of shaggy. lol...

My Life
Now That I’m 27, not really looking forward to heaven. My soul feel dead, like I never been alive. So maybe when I die, I well finally be alive. If loving is healing and hating is killing, Then what is being broken? Maybe it is when the heart feel the healing of

My Little Corner Of The Universe
For those who don't know what's been going on with us of late.. here it is.. Friday February 6th my daughter Chelsea (10 years old) was up at 3 am practically screaming in pain, we took her to the children's outpatient clinic at the one hospital in town, they thought it might be her appendix and sent her for an ultrasound and instead of that, they found a kidney stone. The first person said it was 4 mm but later we were told 5 mm. They said they expected her to pass it over that weekend, and sent us home with a prescription for codeine if she had another bout of pain, and that was that. That Saturday night she was in some terrible pain, the codeine didn't help but it did eventually settle for her. She was a bit crampy that Sunday but was otherwise fine the rest of the week. We figured she must have passed the stone Saturday night and just missed catching it in the sieve they'd given her. She was fine at school and all seemed well. Saturday February 14th she was in excruciat

My Lil Angel
I lie awake here in the dark, Listening to my baby’s heart beat, And as I feel my baby’s breath, I began to grow weak. I look at him sleep and thank the lord that Each night that I am the one that holds Him tightly and here by his side, I want him desperately. My Lil Angel I look outside my window and watch the rain pour down and I listen to the thunder clap as I feel the world go around I wonder beyond the sun and dream past the shining stars and as the moon disappear, she becomes the wind and it draws my tears. I fade and into glory hoping she's happy for I love that lil angel so dearly.

My Life To Give An Insight
when i was 12 my mom met a guy and started dating again after 10 years of being alone with just me and my siblings.... no one in the family knew about him or met him except me and my sister..... my grandfather was more like my father... my real father left when i was a year old and all i knew was my grandpa... my mom has this story she tells about when she used to do news radio and one of ehr stories was on children of divorced homes... she told a story about a day that we were all at my grandparents house and i was about 5 or 6 at the time and i heard my mom call my grandpa daddy... yes some people think its wierd for a grown woman to call their father daddy but she did... grandpa was her daddy and grandma was her mother. anywho i heard my mom call him daddy and i flipped! i ran to her and smacked her leg and scolded her telling her no mommy he my daddy not yours!!!! and she had to sit me down adn explain it to me.... needless to say i still looked to him as a father.. so when

My Little Cousin
she is in so much pain but she no longer feels it a coma she was put into to keep the tears from sliding down her sweet little face her family is torn they are falling apart they have only God's love left so many people pray for this little girl her big sister stands by the window not allowed to enter this germ free room she doesn't understand why she is not able to hug her sister she cries cause her sister is her best friend her tears bring even more grief to my already tear filled eyes there is nothing i can do but pray i want to hold my little cousin and let her know i am there but she wouldn't hear she wouldn't know for the child sleeps in a painless world of darkness silent slumber little one peaceful dreams wrapping you in loving arms no sadness to consume your soul you no longer feel the pain that makes you cry out you are sleeping now so softly you sleep in a dreamless wonderland wrapped in caring arms of people that love you your angles are watc

My Life
So I log into facebook earlier today to a message asking me to im a friend of mine ASAP... Said person and I talked for a very brief period of time when I first moved back home but we stopped after a wee bit of drama from both him and his friends doing their early 20something drama...So first I want you to read this conversation and then read what I have to say... I've pretty much had it with people (male & female) informing me of how dumb, crazy, or nieve I am.me: what do you needme: ??JACKASS: whats your dealJACKASS: why are you dating someone that lives 400 miles away?me: Umh, I amJACKASS: how often do you see himme: once every few monthsme: Right around 20 days in the past 9 monthsJACKASS: once every few monthsJACKASS: you saw him 20 days in like 280 daysme: pretty muchJACKASS: omg...do you love himme: yes I do with all my heart.JACKASS: wow... ok nvm then.. sorry 4 buging you...your nuts 4 dating a guy that lives that far awayme: whyme: i'm nuts?JACKASS: ya you are... why date som

My Life
Growing up...... your best friend becomes your worst enemy.... lollipops turn into cigarettes...the innocent ones turn into sluts... homework goes in the trash... Detention becomes suspension. soda becomes vodka... undies turn into g-strings... kisses turn into sex...remember when gettin high ment swinging on the playground? when protection ment wearin a helment?

My Life & My Mama
As a child i came from a suddled family. I was tha 3rd child of tha family out of 6 and i was a little crooket then others in my family. When i was in jr high school i was hanging with some friends and we used to do some of everything that kids do. I started hanging out in tha streets and i became a little tougher and rougher. I didn't think like i should and i was forced into this gang and i was jumped by 5 guys and one of them i knoched out . I had it in my mind that i was not going to fall for nothing i was one of the ones that wasn't going to take no shit from nobody. It had stated to interfear with my school and i used to get into trouble and alot of times sent home. I knew that my mama didn't like it and i thought well thats just the way it is. I got myself together and i lifted weights and i got into sports. My p.e. teacher was tha coach of out football team and he said sun your pretty strong. In tha 9th grade i benched 180 pounds and i made tha football team. I was a very fast

My Life
My Favorites now to see if they change later. 1. my favorite colors are blue and black. 2. my favorite singer is alanis moresette. 3. my favorite # is 18. 4. my favorite male actor is jim carrey. 5. my favorite female actor is angelina jolie. shes hot.! 6. my favorite vehicle is chevys. 7. my favorite drink is sex on the beach. 8. my favorite sex position is doggy style. 9. my favorite location would be in someones arms. 10. my favorite moment is when i got married.

My Life
ok like ive said befor i live in south louisiana the catholic central cluster fuck of the us if ur catholic no offence but in 3 years at a catholic school 1 coach was fired form atempting to have sex with a child( she was willing) the preist atended aa meetings 1 principle got fired for pics of girls on his fone, and the geomitry teacher had an anime porn site. so lots not to like. and if you no anything about christians they dont like witch craft. but me i have always been interested i got in to it in arizona but i did not even scratch the surface so to all wiccans HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! books, web, anything you no please ok so im not the best writer but here it gose i grew up in southern louisiana and from pre k 2 3rd grade i was in a catholic school i transfered from their to a a native school (i am part native american) in 6th grade my mom died i finished the year living at my gradparents. from 7th to 9th i live with my dad (that is an entireraly diffrent blog) to say the least he i

My Life
MY LIFE HAS BEEN SO HARD FOR 41 YEARS. HERE LATER I HAVE FOUND THINGS GETTING WORSE. EVERYTHING I ATTEMPT TO DO HURTS MY BODY SO MUCH, I THINK I MAY HAVE SOME TYPE OF CANCER. IF SO I DON'T WANT TO KNOW. I HAVE THE BEST CHILDREN A MOTHER HAVE AND THE MOST WONDERFULLEST GRAND-DAUGHTER, EXPECTING THE SECOND GRANDBABY IN NOVEMBER. I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP IT HASN'T BEEN THAT EASY BUT THEN AGAIN NO RELATIONSHIP IS EASY. I MISS MY DAUGHTER AND GRAND-DAUGHTER SO MUCH I HAD GOTTEN USED TO SEEING THEM EVERYDAY BUT KNOW

My Life
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the day of_____ , 2009, by , between________ and__________ . THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) Theanswer is no, so don't ask. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you arefrom out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just sex buddies. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don't be offended. No extra clothing - I don't want your ass leaving

My Life
I am at home in My bed lining on my back with the laptop on top of a litte tabel on top of me and my wife is in the living room doing her school work. Some time to day I have to fine out how I am going to git my truck so I can start working I been looking for friends and job I have a CDL but I been out of work for 11 months now there no laber work a round here. I have ask a lot of trucking compings if I can drive for them but thay say I can't becoss I have not have no work for so long so I wood have to go back to truck driving school to drive with them but there are some schools that will not take me becols I have to motch expernts.

My Life
Why I have not been here for a BIT cuz I have been going through some shit with my soon to be ex husband I have not been on here cuz I just tried of the bs with the soon to be ex hubby and i just dont like being on here anymore its not FUN at all so if u want to get with me in a private messy plz do and I can give u my email or my facebook cuz I'm on facebook lots now and I really dont wanna loss my friends but until sh*t is different for me with the ex and what I mean that when I move out of this PLACE I would love to have FUN on here but I just don't know how I can with the Bullsh*t happening for me in REAL LIFE.

My Life Today
So much has changed in just one year. I moved to colorado where i got a job and my own place.. Joshua moved out here from cali and after 4 years of talking on this site we are finally together. Soon after he moved here

My Life
well onto another blog nobody will read..:D As I said before, this is my stress relief. Well yes, the 5th did suck, just like I was sure it would, 5 years of marriage down the drain, when I tried to go to sleep this morning I honestly was surprised by how badly it affected me.

My Life, Or Lack There Of
first of my health is great, thank god lol its the least of my worries....cant find a partner worth a damn so i've decided to let him find me and start building up some new friendships and renewing some old ones....now heres the swift kick to the nuts.... i just found out that the doctor thinks i have a disk going bad in my spine... have to get a MRI done... been on lots of pain killers...... lets hope for the best.... i dont want surgery its amazing the things people will do..... i tryed to start dating someone i thought would be worth it and honest.... but ended up they were just playing me for anything and everything he could get from me....on the second day of the relationship he tryed to trick(sleep with) a really good friend of mine and also told him that he already knew we were not gonna work out.... but he kept the facad up with me lying about everything and wanting to be with me.... during the second week we were together he tryed to start accusing me of being unfaithful when

My Life, In The Toilet
Well on Aug 9, 2009, early in the morning I did something really dumb. I was at a SCA event, started drinking some mixed drinks and six hours later I decided to go out for a pack of "smokes".

My Life
its funny when u think u had found the right person to settle down with u.u have a son with her and everything is all happy and giggles.everything goes good for almost 3 years and than it stabs u in the back.she thinks my heart is a toy and she plays with it.do people know the meaning of true love.i do.it means that your going to be there no matter what.threw good and bad.relationships are never easy..your going to have your ups and downs,its life.your going to be happy and the next minute your not.thats why u have goals in life.to make a better life for u and your family.doesnt matter what it is your going to bust your ass to get the job done,so u can be happy and drama free.ive learned the hard way.thats why i dont trust no one.because u always get screwed over.im learning from my mistakes,and i think god.

My Life
i found the man of my dreams and omg is he hot. he is my friend,lover,and soul mate. i want to spend the rest of my life with him and he know who he is. my future husband that i love with all mt heart.i never let go you. can't wait to be with you now and forever. i am so happy i found my mr. right after a this time...he is mt friend and soul mate. sorry to break eveyone heart.

My Life In A Nut Shell
well my sister in-law Brittany went in a like a week or so ago went in for a pet scan done(that were they see how the cancer is looking) and well they got the results back and they could not find any of the Hodgkin's lymphoma!!!!!!

My Life
1974 - Present: I was born October 3rd 1974 in the city of Claremont, NH to a mother named Kim Boutwell. Soon after that she got married and had 2 more children (Chrisinta Brunelle & Jared Brunelle). From what I remember we grew up with just about nothing. I started getting into trouble when I was in kindergarden by taking anything I wanted when I wanted it and it escalated to arson & attempted murder at 9 in which I was taken from my mother and placed into a mental hospital for 3 months. I was transferred from there to another place run by Italian Catholic Priests and was there for 3 1/2 yrs in which time I ran away as much as I could cause I didn't want to be so far away from my mother. I got lost and ended up in a metropolis and stole a car off a car lot and tried to get back to my mother at the age of 11. After they finally realized it wasn't a good idea of me being there and the DCYF officer trying to send me to juvinile lock-up called YDC in Manchester NH, they found a place call

My Lifestyle
I had gone with a "boyfriend" to a company picnic, he seen his friends went to talk and I just sat down under the shed at a table. I sat down all alone and there was no one with me when a older gentleman came and asked if it was ok to sit at the table I was at. He introduced himself just as Mike. He was dressed in black slacks boots and a white button down shirt. ( I will never forget that day) I did not respond to him and he was quick to say ''I AM SORRY, I DID NOT CATCH YOUR NAME" it was rather loud and very stern sounding. I softly spoke as I looked at the paper I was viewing my name is Angel. He told me it was very nice to make my acquaintance. I am just a small town little redneck girl and I have never had anyone respond to me in such a proper manner. When he said it to me like that I began to pay attention to him because I genuinely felt as if he was a gentleman and had something nice to say and could intrigue my intellect. I in all of my southern glory asked him how are you doin

My Life An How It Almost Ended
So here it is , my story. I decided to write this blog informing people of what happened to me,in hopes of maybe someone else won't make the same mistake I did. It all started when I started having extreme pelvic pain. It was so bad that at times

~my Life's Secreat ~ If U Read My Profile...this Will Make More Sense :)
~My Lifes Secret~ Eyes closed and head bowed forward...clenching on to both knees...One lonely tear falls down,hugging onecheek...heartache~Quietly listening to the confusion in this mind~Rushing waves...Waves that ride threw obstacles life has dealt~ruining hopes and dreams...Running away with saddness,anger & guilt ...Feeling useless yet again...days turn into yearsand yet not a answer to my story~Afraid to be outspoken...afraid the right person will not listen~used to this feelingof lonelieness inthis world~in my minds world...Questions of "what did I do and"how do I live again?"...Emptyness~emptyness that has hollowed my heart but still it beats...beating with an infested infection-wont go away...Love,peace,and happiness?What is that?Trust?...Outside fighting...Inside crying...tired...wishing not to be afraid...be saved...tired of my reflection...this story won't end... ...it's just begun...this life I live...is like a rewind button~that just keeps replaying... ...a

My Life, My World
The person I love,The person I want most of all,I can't have.But I will go on loving him,And wanting him,Just the same.Because someday down the road,I just might get to have him,Even if it is for a minute.Until someday comes,I will go on loving,And wanting,The man I cannot have. I don't feel beautiful,I feel ugly,I don't feel loved,I feel used.Ugly, because you don'tYou won't,Let anyone know about us.Used, because after sex,You won't say you love me.So please change those two things,And make me really feel beautiful,

My Life Expressed Through Music
my life can basically be summed up through a series of songs i listen to, some would make perfect sense to anyone others it is hard to see the relationship between the song and myself. sometimes i dont even understand that relationship myself. some musics' message to me is clear and like a fist to the face others....very subtle and nebulas. music is ever changing and becoming more complex as it progresses just as life is and as both continue i realize that my list of questions and fascination continue to expand just as my answers dwindle. so if i appear to sometimes be "caught in a mosh" well.... i am

My Life Story
so yar my dad gets another job offer in Conroe,Tx. i was sad that i would never see my friends from school again. there is one i managed to find on facebook but he doesn't remember me :P so i went to a new school and finished up 1st grade. the house we lived on was like a really small ranch in another forested area. we had a pasture for horses but never had any. after 1st grade we had to move again because our house kept having problems and the landlord wouldn't help fix them. a few months later my dad took him to court and we ended up winning i think. i know i went to the court when it happened but i cannot recall at all what happened.

My Life
Well I LOVE my life right now... a dear n close friend of mine got in touch with me..nothing but awesome times when i talk with this person......u know who you are ;) what i wouldn't do to drive a Lincoln ;) well I hope everyone is enjoyin what they have in life because if u lose it don't bother gettin it back unless it means the world to youuuuu so fight for what is right...n dang baby ur right for me :)

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Hi everyone.I hope all has been good since I haven't been on much lately.I doubt I was missed that much.Since I have been here,I have only made one request for myself and with that request comes the rest of it.I requested that no one expect a relationship with me at all on here.It has went un-heard several times as if I don't exist.In two more weeks my treatments will come to an end and I will learn where I am at in my life.Through the most of it in many ways I have felt bad thinking maybe I did something wrong or that I have hurt someone in some ways and then they are gone(meaning I took them off my list).I have been honest and straight forward over this situation from the beginning,so why do I feel bad?Who I choose to be with is my business if I choose at all.I have become so aggravated over all of this that when I am done with treatment I am seriosuly thinking about not coming back to fubar.I have had to watch what I say,what I do or what I put in my status and or blogs.I have state

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Hey everyone I like to welcome you to my life I am a very adventurous person and I enjoy the outdoors. I love to just go outside and set under a tree or on a tree Maybe a good night to just set out in the yard and look up at the stars. Wouldn't that be fun? Of course if someone else would do it too.I always wander how ppl came to be, who was the very first ppl set foot on earth? Besides me and you when we were two. Do you ever wander how the first tree got here or how the dinosaur's were here in the first place? I believe in god, I really do but I just wander is he really like me and you? Does his angels really look over us everyday. Why do people live in fear? I don't know but I do it to. I am always afraid someone is going to come in and take my life away,maybe not even my life but the next person close to me.Does our prayers really come true? Or do we just get signs from god on what to do next? What do you think? This is my message to you, to tell me what you think. Thnx Tiff

My Life.... Not Smoking.
Well 7 months later, still nto soking, but got a congratulations for quitting smoking 50 pounds... woot... but hey I can breathe without coughing and I ahve more money.. so wth. So this is the last day of my life... as a smoker.

My Life....
So, in having a conversation with my son Noah I asked if Nicholas had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" I asked if Nathan had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" Naturally I ask, "Do you have a girlfriend? He said, "Yes!" I said, "You do, what's her name?" He whispers, "Shelby". I said, "What does she look like?" He replies, "She has brown hair... No, I'm not talking about her!" Nicholas throws into the conversation, "Noah, you're talking about Hannah." Noah, say's, "No I'm not." Then asks, "Mom, am I talking about Hannah?" I reply, "No, and I'm not telling anyone who you are talking about." Noah says, "Mom, Nicholas likes Hannah, but she moved away." Next, the two are arguing, and Noah, yells, "Nick, no girls really matter unless they are family anyway!" I said, "Right on Noah!!!" That's it, its all about family! Proud of my 9 yr old ;) If my life was a portrait, it would show all of my true colors and be etched in gold. If my life was a photograph; it would never get old. If my life was a secr

My Life In Hell Oops The Keys!!
Ok a few knew that at the first of the year the last job I was wotking closed down.. So it left me jobless and looking for work.. I had enough to pay a months rent and bills saved up.. But after that jobs were hard to get where I am.. Especially in the winter thanks to snowbirds.. Well after 2 months and help from my family I got a job making barely enough to pay rent.. But then I had a stupid moment and lost it after a month.. All I can say is never work as a civilian for the military the job sucks ass and the pay is even worse.. Well 2 days after I lost that job I had a call from a store down here the day after I applied online.. Apparently they needed a manager and offered me the job if my background check came back clean.. Well duh I'm a goody goody type never been in any real trouble so of course I knew what it would say.. But when they didn't call me after 5 days I started to worry because of the shit at my last job..

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You all hate your childrenthey're too fat to feedyour on medication taking pills to sleep i think im doing just finecompared to what you've been doingi won't get vacciniatedinsurance costs too muchyou think your so persuasivebut i'm not giving up, saving, my lifeit's not what your doing I, i won't justify the way i live my lifecause i'm the one living it, feeling it, tasting it, and your just wasting your timetrying to throw me a linewhen your the one drowning, i like where i'm at on my back floating down in my own riptidethe water is finei like to step on cracksi go against the oddsyou think my world is flatdo i turn you on, maybeyeah i'm wrongbut i like where i'm goingi leave when others stayi never re-decidei don't mind if you waitbut i don't waste my time, crazyis just finecause i like where i'm going Take a breath Hold it in Start a fight You won't win Had enough Let's begin Nevermind I don't care All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should Let it go If you could Wh

My Life Has Begun
I was sitting outside on my lunch break today, and thinking a bit on where my life had gone after all these years. Then I thought about the day that my son Devin was born, a little more than a year ago. It made me realize on that special day... my life had just begun.

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i am a carer i look after my mum and 2 teenage sisters which means i know how to do housework i love to cook i'm good with kids yet i'm still single i don't understand why people in my town don't want me in a relationship status but are quiet happy to be friends.

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My name is shari i am a 47 female divorced and i am an ex military wife of a soldier snd my marriage was good till he came back from being deployed and that is when my marriage fell to ROCK BOTTOM,,sO I MOVED BACK HERE TO Plattsburgh and started my life all over and i then became a full time new mom to a beautiful grand-daughter whom i have full legal soul custody and her name is Miley-ann hope she is the most precious girl i have in my life and took my life back to the normal way of life and then after being here for 2 yrs then the 3rd yr here i never knew i would ever love again after the hurt and pain in my marriage and here i have the true meaning of LOVE offered to me again i was scared of being not accepted or too trust my boyfriend as i was hurt so badly i had the shield up so tight and high i was afraid to let it down but as time went on i was letting it down bit by bit Chris truly showed me what it was to love again and not it to be a pain or hurt to be lo

My Life As It Is Now!
My life as it is.....well i vowed not to be to nice to anyone that has done me wrong. I am a faithful friend and still get screwed over. why am i a soft hearted caring and loving friend? i need to stop being so loving and caring. WHY ME? Well this is my first blog on here, as i sit here listening to my music, i think about my past and how i got to where i am nowI have a wonderful husband beautiful daughter im trying to get into college the most wonderful friends. there has been so much crap in my past but i love where it got me. ive been married to my husband for 3 years been with him for over 5 years and my daughter is or will be 13 months Jan 2 2012. I AM BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Life
There are just a few things in life that piss me off, the main thing is fake people, which seem to be running rampade these days. By fake people I mean those people that are your best friend when you are around but as soon as you leave they busy themselves talking smack about you. Although they will deny until they die like you are some kind of idiot. Second, the people that have nothing better to do than talking about your personal life which is something they no nothing about and never will. The thing that pisses me off the most is tha fact that most of these people doing this crap are supposed to be devote christians who are all saved and devote church goers. What kind of example does that pose for the rest of us whom are trying to be what we need to be and live how we should live? And to think most of the people doing this dirt are old enough to be my mother. That's the funny part, how are you supposed to respect your elders, when your elders act like a bigger kid than you ever hav

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Dear teen mom in walmart, You have a 6 month old child out side in the rain with no shoes, coat, blanket, or even pants. Buying fake nails and makeup with your friends.... No stroller, bottle, or even a diaper bag. You were in my line trying to return 100$ in baby cloths with no receipt!! telling you baby to shut up ..

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I don't even know why but I get out of bed and just instantly either want to break down in tears or feel completely useless and wonder why anyone in the world would even want Me alive. I'm not saying I would ever try to kill Myself. Hell I've been clinically dead 4 times and on the brink several others and I remember them all. I know what's happening after I die and I'm not afraid but not looking forward to death either. I just wonder how anyone can find anything in Me that they actually like when I am in My own body and can't. And then there are the ones that DON'T seem to want Me around or like Me. And that's when I want to and feel like I have died inside even a bit. Why am I writing this? Hell I have no damn clue. I just have felt completely useless all day and can't seem to stop crying (yes, I'm male and cry, fucking sue Me) for absolutely no reason. I don't know if it is the heat....or the fact that I've basically been cooped up for almost a month now between the hospital and not