My Poem
Thinking of you night and day,I wasn't expecting you to leave this way.I came home you wasn't here,now i'm sitting here shedding tears.I cry so much till it hurts,I'm sitting here feeling like a jerk.I loved the way you held me tight,letting me know everything would be alright.I'm sad don't know what to do,All I know is that I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Poetry
As alot of my friends already know, I love to write poetry. Anyhow, check out all of my poems on www.poetry.com Look for Cheryl LaBine in the poet search and rate all of my poems. I hope that all of my friends will enjoy them.

My Poems
"Choices are not wrong or right, Just differ as day does to night, There may be roads and bridges to mend, But they all meet at one place, the end." I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows Why blink, this second's over End of days is near Don't cry for fallen soldiers Freedom has no fear Why hold the hand of sorrow Tears show such disdain Thorns will bloom tomorrow In floods of salty rain Why pray on tainted alters Deaf saints hear no screams Pious lips will falter Taste bitter broken dreams Why hope as brilliant daybreaks Long night put to sleep Lost and lonely heartbreaks Eternal shadow's deep

My Poetry!!
shame some people have taken my poems that i wrote and claimed them as there own damn atleast give me credit for my life in writing!! **GANGSTAS LIFE** People laugh and criticize. But they realy dont know about Gangsta's lives. Out on the streets struggling to surrvive. Its all fun and games through outsiders eyez. Hustling and fighting to stay alive. A pretty young girl who finnaly found pride. We all have our reasons for joining this life. Some join by choice but most have no say. Raised in the ghetto growing up as prey. So wipe your tears and dry your eyes. Your in a gang now no one hears your cries. You have a new family a new life to live. When just like they say love is blind. You tend to forget the biological family you left behind. While you were out hurting yourself and others. She sat at home crying your loving Mother. Blinded by violence what can I say. I to was nothing but prey. Stuck in a life I now regret. My heads filled with memories I'll ne

My Poems
Your heart is like a rose; As black as midnight, but oh so pure. Your love is a disease, And mine is the cure. You are the shodow Looming behind my heart. Even when you make it stop beating, You make my heart restart. She caused you grief And turned your heart black. Was it the love she gave you, Or was it the love that she lacked? She filled your heart, But with misery and pain. She brought you all the loss, But never brought you any gain. Her heart has turned black; Not out of hurt, but out of spite. She drained your heart of love and hope, But more importantly she took your life. Now you must move on So that your rose may bloom, But out of happiness and joy, Instead of misery and gloom. I will always cherish your rose, As black as it may be. I will know as it blooms, That it is out of your love for me. I've spent my whole life Dreaming of a love that's pure and true. Then you came into my life And I spent months dreaming of you. I tol

My Poor Mistaken Friend.
My mother is dying. It’s not pretty. It’s not patient. It’s not silent nor unseen. It’s disturbing and unsettling. It’s rambling and shaking and repetition. And it’s happening quickly. My mother’s birthday is March 13, every so often Friday, March 13th; an omen, a gentle warning of nothing more than a day of celebration of my mother’s birth. This year my mom’s birthday fell on the Thursday and that’s okay too. I took her to dinner. She held my hand as she got out of the car. She held my arm as she walked and she clutched me with both hands as she climbed the wooden stairs. When I was a child, I used to jump stairs. I used to scale stairs. To get to dinner, I used to leap stairs. She fed my face, she wiped my mouth, she washed my hands. That night, with my mom, we climbed stairs. Much harder than before. “It’s okay,” I’d repeat after each step, “Almost done.” She held my attention as we talke

My Poetry
though blind i see more than the average eye though deaf i hear all your lies though cripple i walk in the right path and though seeming dead and emotionless i feel all your pain and though i cant write my words have meanings too and even though i'm all these things i'm human just like you beautiful on the outside but inside fake you are your smiles only last awhile dark and evil on the other side surrenders easily at hand while the heart cold withstands faces of smiles illuminate yours brings death in bands only love ceases this fate we see each other across the room my love for you now in full bloom your eyes glistening in the colorful club lights i move towards you like a bird taking flight i push against the music and i push against the crowd the vibe i feel between us it's deafening its so loud wait what am i thinking, first i need to dance I'll see if you come to me. I'll give you a chance i don't want to rush, don't want to seem to desperate i wan

My Point Ovew
hi all . Is she out there miss right not miss right now. i do not hink she is i have been looking for somtime now and i can not seam to find her , i find ones that i think are miss right but turn out to be miss right now . I want to find that one person that i can spend the rest of my life with and never have to go looking any more. She has to be a bbw that is in love with life and loves to live it , she whould love me and my little one no matter what, she whould want more kids some time , and she has to be ok in the head not all messed up and un happy all the time , must love going out and takeing long walks on the beach at night , must love the outdoors and bening out in , caping , fishing exe . so tell me all of you that read this am i ask for to much , and is there any one out there like this for my tell me what you think.

My Poems
Love Is Love gives a heart and soul reasons to hope. Love inspires you to dare what your mind says no too. Love makes hurt by not being there for you. Yet love is always lurking and looming upon us. Love can be magically. Love is about always having time to spend with that one certain special person in your life. My love is my heart and soul reasons for living. Am real man with a heart. One that is full of love and dreams. Love is the light within them that makes always see only you. Love is the moonlight upon full moon, and a sky full of gleaming stars that tell you of my love for only you. Love is the romance that must be from to you. ©2007 Steven Simmons Love 2 Me Love 2 me.... Talking for your heart not your mind. Love 2 me.... Light within that special person eyes that is there only becaus

My Ponderings
SOMETHINGS YOU NEED TO HEAR AND SERIOUSLY WRAP YOUR HEAD AROUND.

My Poetry
Broken now, she looks to the ground as she walks... Silent now, she remembers all the talks... She spots a feline, quivering the rodent it stalks... Broken now, she looks to the ground as she walks... Deep pools of anguish, her eyes show her pain... Her tears are hidden, blending with the drops of rain... She looks to the night sky, her harrowing screams reign... Deep pools of anguish, her eyes show her pain... In a puddle on the ground, she sits in contemplation... Her eyes are poisoned by her tears, horrid anticipation... Her world is shattered, forlorn damnation... In a puddle on the ground, she sits in contemplation... Forsaken she goes, returns to her somber, foreboding tomorrow. She sits alone, her soaked clothes, drowning in her sorrow... She looks to the outside, pleading for a drop of hope to borrow. Forsaken she goes, returns to her somber, foreboding tomorrow Sometimes i don't want to live, I just want to die. I take a blade to my wrist, Slice and th

My Poetry
Ok, So, Baby Roxan is in Pre School! For those of you who know the story realize exactly what kind of accomplishment this is! So her first school Fundraiser is HUGE for us as a family. For a child that was never supposed to make it to be IN SCHOOL and thriving makes the thought of chocolate from her oh so much sweeter :-) If any of you don't know about my daughter, feel free to ask. It is an amazing story!

My Poetry
When I think of you, I see eyes of a wonderful lover, Heart of a father and hands so soft. So soft to hold your unborn child. I see you lead me into paradise where gorogus love birds cherp. Eternal to me means, You as mine forever(Husband and wife, Father and Mother). Where on a mission to start a new life together. When I think of you, I see your wings come down, swooping me up gently and flying away to that dream place we see as a couple. Nobody can compare to you or the terrific heart you have. We should never have to depart from eachother. Only you can sweep me off my feet All the bad aching pains I hold in my heart, Dissapear when you hold me. Your dreams interwind with me so we achieve our goals together. We will not go forward alone on achieveing our goals. As one, We will work together. At night when I look high in the sky, The stars light, Remind me of the stars entrance to your soul. There's nothing better then two meoldies becomming a sympthony. Now that's appo

My Poetry
Mine Forever

My Poem's
As i look at you throw the reflection of our past its still hard to grasp the fact that your not coming back My soul is left with unspoken words the very beat of my heart with unspeakable verbs you left me without even a word I know i did no wrong i tried to make you stay my worst fear as come alive your not by my side I don't cry for the fear of looking weak remember im the strong one i always land on my feet you say your still my friend like you've always been but what make me believe you wont abandon me again how dare you say you still care when your the one that was never there! Don't say you love me becouse its not true, your the one that left me like a bad memory remember our past?

My Poems
The tears that well up in my eyes, burn like fire, it seems that time has come, to take another step in life, To prepare myself for the enevitable? Time is runing short, and so is my patience, what do i do? i am so confused, i feel sick to my stomach, i cant tell if in the good way or bad, time will tell me soon, weather i am ready or not, if change happens there is nothing i can do, but addapte, its the enevitable that scares me, so as the tears that burn, down my cheeks, i notice they, equal all the questons make. someone tell me its ok Why must we all live lies? In the end we try to strighten things out Why. its to late. We always wait till the last moment to try an save ourselves What is the point of trying SO late So think while ur on ur death bed Apoligizing so late in life to people who r looking at you Thinking 'wow i trusted this person' Now they dont know who u r U lived a lie till the end an now ur alone Alone like the

My Poetry
" Today" Today my soul mourns because a true feeling died It could have lived if I would have nurtured it If I would have tried Now in its place exists only emptiness She is gone no longer there for me to caress I honestly believed what we had was true something real Apparently her "love" was a bitter sweet lie Deep inside I wonder what she did feel There were so many things I said that now make no sense Everything she offered was presented under false pretence Today my soul morns because a true feeling died The days for tears are long gone now But my heart still aches when I remember how I foolishly tried The time for wondering and confusion are gone The love has died it's time to move on Copyright ©2007 Charles H Gaudin "Lost"" Locked in a room without any windows Endlessly chasing countless shadows Hoping to find someone to hold This empty feeling has become so old When it ends I'm always alone These empty halls echo my groan Cold its always so cold

My Poetry
You brought me to the bridge you built of intoxicated nostalgia and romance fantasies, and as I crossed to the other side I evaporated, condensed, and fell as fresh tears. But I turned around in time to see my liquid reflection clinging to the rail. Claws in skin. You blinded me with a starry night and paralyzed me with what ifs, so that before I could react or see my heart some how got stuck to you. I did my best to rip it away, but flecks of you remained. Wool on velcro. You laid me down upon my back and exposed what no one else could. I was caressed with careful hands of electric current and silky words like "gorgeous" and "delicious," but as the distance grew greater each time it got harder to hear your song. Coda to decrescendo. You hid me in a secret drawer and while I waited in the blissful darkness, you always left the light on for her. She finally broke back inside with her hand-crafted key made from silver-tongued lies and jewel encrusted promi

My Poems
Endless Pain forever suffered, Lonelyness always never uncovered, No one cares not even me, Hope you all don't stop and see, In my eyes it says to all, Help me Help me don't let me fall, Crying at night thinking no one cares, Realizing that feeling never shares. Lost in a world of hate, No one cares who believes in fate, Don't know how or what i ate, So please oh please don't get me bait, I'm no satanist and I'm no saint, Come to me now in this WORLD OF HATE. Time and Time again I think, Am I lost or am I found, Time and Time again I wonder, Why do things keep going around, Time and Time again I see, People lie and people cheat, Time and Time again, I just want to say don't beat.

My Poems
only you can build me up what the world has torn me down i can always find your warm presence when it seems no one else is around i constantly find myself dreaming of your touch the way your hands runs gently down my cheek and just the thought of your soft kiss makes me quiver and i suddenly get weak i can still feel your body when wrapped in my arms and i can still sense the smell of your hair but each passing moment that i live without you the more the strings of my heart begin to tear but as we meet again and i gaze into your eyes all my pain and sorrow is put at ease then our bodies embrace withpassion uniting with a warm and gentle squeeze i now know that finding you was my purpose in life there is only one man that fulfills me both in body and mind one man that showers me with these feelings so true there is only one man ill love both now and forever there is only one man for me only you that i have yet to find shes lost in a happy nightmare where all dreams come true hes everyth

My Poem To My Daughter
Baby bear everytime you cut yerself I bleed inside for all the hurt you feel you are my flesh my love and my heart without you I would perish. the love I have for you is never ending and your eyes just bring me happiness When you smile you light up a room and all is good with the world When you from it's like an angel lost it's wings so for me always smile for it lightens up my day and makes me feel greatful that I have you!

My Poetry
As I sit here with tears in my eyes I don't know if he'll ever realize. The pain that I feel is because I remember The change that occurred that day in December. Thats when I met this fabulous guy Could I get him to notice me, I was sure going to try. We fell into lust and then into love We were perfect together, like a ball and a glove. For two years we laughed and suffered no pain Then God knows why, everything started to change. Our happy little home became aggresive and mean There was not much laughter or love to be seen. Now as I sit here with tears in my eyes I can see that I am losing him, my fabulous guy. Written by: Gina C. January~~~~~~2001 ***Warrior To Lord*** (February 14th 2002) There was warrior many years ago That a lovely peasant girl wished to know. He was the enemy in manys eyes But to this girl, he was her hero in disguise. He walked into her life all dressed in black With a promise to enjoy and never look back. He

My Poetry
My Angel of Honor He came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. His words rang so true, They swept my tears away. He comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, He showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love will be our reward. Take me with you Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. I

My Ponderings
Ok, just sitting here bored thinking. First i am blocked for some supid ass reason from doing mumms so, i will do a blog. First off, how is it that the top of the page says there are 53,000 people online, but i never see that many actually doing anything. Only about the same dozen people ever comment or anything. Second, how long am i gonna be blocked on my mumms, i see a lot worse things then what i did. Guess you just have to be popular or a point whore to have your mumms posted. Third, whats the point of adding friends if you never speak to them ever again? Should be called people i view. Fourth, what is with the contests, i dont get that at all. Fifth, What is the point of doing a mumm if everyone gets cranky and mad if its over a sentace long but they say its stupid if its short. i am sure i could think of more, but for now. i will leave it at this.

My Pop, Has Missed My Culture
Down in the hollows, In a shady vale.... Common sense was left behind... Images of what they thought... Became the reality, of what they wanted... To obscure truth, did they band together.... To be a force of ignorance.... For to be wrong, seperately was inconceivable once... A path was chosen. United, they could uplift one another... Pretend, pretentious swaggering was right and correct... A barrier formed together...keep out those they never had let Within. Further divide, and conquer... Regardless of the loss. Potential beaten back... In a shady vale of lies...did they meet... To pat each others backs...job well done... They won, but had no idea...what they lost.. Seen through the eyes of has been and what could... I am out of focus, lines fading. Adjust the tracking... Static in the 20 inch screen. Snow and a loud hiss of no r

My Poetry
the mystery foams the companion roams the mystery that is my life the companion soon to be my wife the mystery of time the lack of meaning in lemon or lime the mystery of open spaces the looks on my childs faces the mystery of me the emptiness we all see the mystery of you the nature of me and you the mystery is us the discovery a plus the mystery of we the future we shall see I chase not the deer in the woods what purpose would I have, what kind of mmods I chase not the devil in the trees what purpose would I have, bring satan to his knees? I seek not danger in the forest there is plenty of that at my nearby florist I run not thru the woods bare for none to see I am a free man, however, not quite that free I look upon the stream that divides my path it looks so peaceful, but, was it a journey of wrath? I can stare at the surrounding for ever to create such beauty with my words, I am not so clever So, journey with me in my trek thru the pines we

My Poor Daughter!
My daughter was in a car accident yesterday with my mom. That makes two in just four months!!! The first one was with me. This time she got hurt. :( Her back, neck, and leg are bothering her so I am taking her to the doctor here shortly. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers. Kaylee is her name. I will talk to you all later. Good luck! Apparently, my poor little girl has a very mild case of whiplash. On Monday, my mom was rear ended, and had not even realized she had been hit. My mom has a more severe case of whiplash than my daughter. Both are seeking treatment. PEOPLE NEED TO PAY CLOSER ATTENTION WHEN THEY DRIVE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!! She will be ok, but I'm still an unhappy momma, but then again who would be in my shoes?!

My Poetry& Some Rants,raves...and Fantasies
will someone please tell me how i can read the comments on my blog...pleeeeeeeze!!!??!!! beneath the sea, an oyster met a tiny grain of sand said the oyster,"you're a bother, you'll never be something so grand!" well, a diver brought up that oyster, shucked it open,then jumped! in surprise what once had been, that grain of sand, was delight to his old, weary eyes! a thing of such great beauty! yes,that tiny,grain of sand what had been seen, as a bother, was the pearl that he held in his hand. "now take this pearl my daughter, as you wear it, please, never forget! they, who some people view as a bother, may be pearls who they haven't yet met Copyright ©2004 Andrew R. Thornton i'd like to take your hand in mine and stroll along the shore just you,and i,the world shut out all static we ignore. as the sun sinks low,we'll find a spot perhaps,upon a dune and gaze in to,each others' eyes as we wait the rising moon. with blanket s

My Porms
A man's daughter had asked the local minister To come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, He found the man lying in bed with his head Propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow Had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me, he said. 'No, who are you?" said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up." "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door. "I have never told anyone this, Not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never Known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." I abandoned any attempt at prayer," The old man continued, " Until one day four years ago, my best friend said to me, "Johnny, prayer is

My Poems
I have finally found, The love of my life. It feels so good, To be loved this much. To be depended on, For support and understanding. It's the greatest gift, that anyone can receive. The gift of everlasting happiness. I just wish that everyone, Could find the love I've found. The love I'm talking of, Is that of a child. My daughter is special, In every way that counts. She's my life, My world, And my very existence. When she smiles at me, My eyes light up with joy

My Poem
The Dream I thought of my love as I slept last night, she's so far away and I wanna hold her tight I wondered if she thought of me just the same, to dream of me, whisper and call out my name, I travelled to her and to my surprise, I saw her staring right into my eyes A picture of me she held it near, and on her face I could see the tears I had to go back to the place I lay and hope that night would soon turn to day When morning came my love I did call, I ran to the phone that was placed on the wall My heart raced, I dialed, the phone started to ring, an answer, "Hello" her voice did sing I came to you my love as I layed and I slept, "I know" she said and apologized, "there was something I kept" "It's something I'll keep with me and cherish so dear, your heart now I have so your love will be near" We cried, then silence, she said "now what do we do, for I know the love shared between me and you" I said "keep it my love, cuz soon I'll return, but don't give it back cuz there's

My Poem For My Kids
MY KIDS When I play with my son, Happiness has just begun. He laughs and asks me questions like, Can you help me ride my bike? It makes me smile to know that he, Has so much love for me. Then there is my little girl, When she smiles it makes my world, Better then it’s ever been, Not just my daughter, she’s my friend. Happy as a child can be, And I feel her love for me. My kids are my whole world you see, They both mean everything to me. I pray that when I do get old, My kids will hear my stories told. Bout how much I love them so, And how far that I would go. Just to see there smiles so big, Makes me want to do a jig. Dancing like a little fool, But my kids think that it’s cool. When I can just play with them, My love, my life, my little gems. Life is great when I’m with them, Not just my kids, there my best friends.

My Power Colour
Your Power Color Is Lime Green At Your Highest: You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. In Love: You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?"What's Your Power Color?

My Poetry
It has been almost a year, Since we last talk. I have never forgotten you in my thoughts. The way we danced our short soul dance. The way we talked about being together. I thought you were gone forever. I had a dream that you returned. I told myself it could not be real. You have her now, She has a strong hold. I wrote to you and just said Hi. You responded back, Asking me to call. Three days straight you communicated. Now its silent, No words from you. You

My Poem. My Lover At My Door
I wasn't surprised that night when I heard the knock on my door. I knew it was you before I asked who it was and the sound of your deep, smooth voice answered " its me baby." I wasn't the slightest surprised when you walked through my door kissed me on the cheek and walked straight to my room. And I walk behind you almost hypnotised by the smell of you cologne. And its weird because you wear that same cologne all the time, but its like I smell it for the first time every time your here. And I wasn't surprised when you sat on the right side of the bed and lit the scented candles on the night stand and the smell of strawberry's filled the room. I'm still standing in the door way watching your every move thinking how sexy you look in the candle lit room. And then you look at me with those light brown eyes, full of life and passion, I am almost taken aback by the intensity of your stare. But I'm not surprised by the way you look at me, for you look at me like that ever

My Poetry
I love you day and night I hope someday you will see the light. The light that shines like the heaven above I love you your my one true love. I love you like the light house shines on the bay I love you no matter what you say I love you more everyday I love you in every single way. I love you Stephen that is what i will always say. This poem was written for me, Now this is romantic :) glitter-graphics.com glitter-graphics.com You were once a guy i never knew then you became my friend you were always there for me when i needed a helping hand you were there for me when i needed an ear just for someone to hear. as time grew i started falling in love with you. i now want to be your wife and stand beside you thru your life. i love you and i care. i will always be there for you just like you are for me. if i never tell you enough i thank you my love for everything you do. i love you Stephen and this will alwa

My Poems
My body wants more of such love. Every night my heart shivers with lust. With his gaze down at me, I smile to him above. Having him hold me within his arms is a must. For it pains me not to feel his touch. His fingers trail gently down my pale, soft skin. While he grace's my throat with gentle kisses, but not too much. Why is it that passion sometimes feels like a sin. Though deep within it feels like heaven. My heart wanting more and more of him. He's almost like a sweet chocolate craiven. I will do anything for him, even hang from a cherry tree limb. While beneith me awaits hell itself. I will await for my knight in shining armor. With bare hands and cunning intelligence, he will rescue me himself. And then after he will proctect me with his rubber. From there on we shall live forever after. Everyday I wander what my life is worth. I wander why I am here on this Earth. Will there be a day where I can finally understand? Or will they always stand there and make a d

My Poems
Life is hard in its own way. Things get messed up and great things happen. Everyone walks a hard road a few times in there life. But if we hold our heads up high, things will get better. There are billions of ppl in this world, but no one worrys about them selfs. In this life you so choice to fight for a better one or you let life swallow u. The world as its own problems. War, crime, death, birth, and most of all the big events that we will never forget. If you fight with a loved one, Stop and think at least you have someone that is behind you, unless they are abusing you than they are no better than a person behind bars. Drama is a key thing that we all become part of no matter if we like it or not. Drama is a reason will ppl to take their anger and stress out on someone else. Stress is a big key in life. Everything that comes up in life has stress. Work, school, and love. But a life is 3 times more important than a person laying on a table. Help everyone you can feel as spe

My Poetry
Self Respect By RJLewis Self respect is ours, and ours alone. But, when weakened, it can, easily, be undone. Self respect is a quality we should all cherish. It should be nurtured, and made to flourish. Self respect is one of life's basic, human needs. It's what drives us and helps us to succeed. Self respect creates ambition, motivation, and drive. It's a key ingredient in making us thrive. Self respect inspires us to achieve our goals. It gives us strength and feeds our very souls. Self respect is a chief factor in a successful life. It strengthens us when faced with pain and strife. Self respect sharpens our judgement. It builds our confidence, and, is often, apparent. Self respect can, often, inspire the same, in others. It's the reason we may, ALL, have our druthers. Self respect can, sometimes, be misunderstood. It should reflect, in us, all that is good. Self respect should always be admired. For, it is a trait, not easily, aquired! What

My Poem
There are times, My life seems so empty. There are times, I feel so alone and uneasy. There are times, I don't care to live any longer. There are times, Everyone else seems much stronger. There are times, I feel no love at all. There are times, Deeper into depression I fall. There are times, I know I'll die all alone. There are times, My family would be happier if I were gone. These are the times, Of my cursed life!!!! AUTHOR: JOE S.

My Poetry
So beautiful glistening from the morning dew, In full bloom for all to view. Her sole purpose; to give pleasure to all. Though blown and tossed about, She still stands tall. Taking in only enough to survive Yet meaning so much to others lives. As some enjoy her beauty, others feed from her delicious fruits providing all with a firm foundation, spreading her strong roots. When dealing with lifes hardships, finding it hard to cope, She is always there to provide a little hope. Though torn and tattered- from her beauty and seeds, that the winds once scattered, Blossoms a whole new bunch of flowers carrying with them pieces of her and maturing by the hour. ©Wanda Atwood 12/24/1997 So many nights I've dreamt of the dreadful day The day you'd have to go away The nights of awakening in a shivering cold sweat Tears running down my face leaving my pillow wet I've always known someday it would all come true How was I to know "Someday

My Poetry
Every waking moment I think about you all the time Dreaming of the day we’re together again I know we’ll do just fine Having you here with me again is a thought that makes me feel so good Our growing relationship feels so right showing each other we care the way we should I promise I will do my best to not make you want to leave every night I realize now how good you are to me I realize now that your love is worth the fight I never again want to be the one causing you any tears I always want to be there for you to ease all your pain and fears You are that special someone in my life I feel so very lucky to have you as my wife she is so amazingly beautiful i just cant touch her enough no longer does she want to be touched and emotionally its tough i took her affections for grantid when she did pour it on so thick back then i returned very little, thinking about it makes me feel sick i now know how she felt when i practically ignored her i hate the way it

My Poems/lyrics
There you are my beloved one, Can you hear me my dearest Can you understand my coveted Will you understand my reason Do you understand my riddles Do you know I care I play my games to protect you From the world and myself I cannot truly love you No matter how much I care I would end up hurting you I would hurt myself for you I would try to hate you I would use you again Do you understand my riddles Do you know I care I would try to keep you Never would I sleep Forever I would hide you From yourself and the world Do you understand my riddles Do you know I care It pains me to love you Knowing I’ll never be able to care It haunts me to see you so Blissfully ignorant and unaware Upon sacred lines I let you tread Too close I let you approach This distance I must keep you This weight I must bare I would end up hurting you I would hurt myself for you I would try to hate you I would use you again Do you understand my riddles Do you kn

My Poetry
'if' - The Fubar amended version. Original by Rudyard Kipling. Amended version by RocABella.

My Poems
You keep saying what have you done to me, but neither of us can figure out what. Your on my mind all through the day, and even at night, you invade my dreams. True love has hit us so very bad, that being apart is driving us mad. I wrote this poem after being hit by a car back in Janruary. Crosswalks People who walk, use crosswalks alot. But when people who drive, don't watch who's inside, a person can get hurt, or even die. So when you are making, a left or right turn, please pay attention and then make your turn. Fat Cat I've got a cat who's fat, a fat cat that sat. A belly so round, he can't get around, a fat cat at that.

My Poems... Yea I Wrote These
I've been in the darkness for so long just waiting for the light, And now that you have come my way, my days don't seem like nights. I'm glad I've finally overcome my fear of the other side, Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride. I've never really felt this way about a guy before, You've truly touched me deep inside, you've opened, unlocked, the door. I know it's nothing serious, but surly it's a start, You've treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart. And even if this does not work, I'm glad I've had this chance, To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance. We never know what'll come of this, it really just depends, I'm glad we're taking the first step, we're becoming better friends. With you I never have to guess just how you really feel, You talk to me about the facts and tell me what's the deal. With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong, I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.

My Poetry
She walks slowly along the quiet street cars passing now and then a cigarette between her fingers and music in her ears to the left houses (Spanish style) and swaying palms to the right a body of water rolling lazily along all look quiet peaceful yet all hold their secrets the houses full of closets skeletons secrets the water nurturing life of predator and prey and she holds the secrets of her heart tumultuous emotions sugar sweet and blood red crashing together rolling along on the waves of sadness she stops and sits hoping to draw peace from the river not knowing they are the same full of secrets and hidden passions not yet ready for the world to see Walking through the door another new opportunity terrified and shy quiet testing the waters before jumping in getting to know people slowly letting them in into her life and loves her stories what she's seen who she is until finally she feels able to open her mouth like a store room tha

My Poetry.
How many times can the words, "I love you." be said before they lose all meaning? How many times can you look into someone's eyes before the truth comes out? How can one, kiss their love without feeling guilt? Why does lust overpower love? What can the mistress offer that the wife can't? Sex? What does sex have that snuggling doesn't? Is it mearly the feel we lust over? That primal instinct to fornicate? The caveman seduction of domination? The urge to fuck like the animals we are? We, as man-kind have evolved past inferior urges and lustful dominations. Or have we? Are we as insignificant as the animal kingdom? Why is the worst brought out in us when sex is involved? Why does a man feel more attracted to a naked woman than he would a smart woman? Why does a woman feel more attracted to a man with the body of a god, to that a man with glasses? Why is love always confused for lust? The animal kingdom breed to create a more powerful species.. why do we want to create a more attractive on

My Poetry !
You make me feel so very special and complete. Tonight I sit and wonder if this is truly what you want, There will be ups and downs, what roads is there that is traveled that don't have a few bumps, but we will smooth them out just like we have every other time. The day we first met I knew to take hold of you tight and never let you go, that this is our Destiny to Forever Love Someone with All of Youself, and not part. A special world for you and me, A special bond one cannot see, It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake, To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you sho

My Poetry
'A thing of beauty is a joy for ever' Words of Keats one can forget never What is beauty - beauty is where One can enjoy here and there, every where! Grecian urn a beautiful piece Niagara falls a beautiful place Silver streaks of water brings us peace Hills and dales sure nature's grace! Does beauty lie in the objects seen Or lie in the eyes of the seer keen? Beauty seen in the scorching Sun Beauty felt in the biting cold Beauty heard in the melody of birds Beauty smelt in the fragrance of rose Beauty tasted in the bitterness of neem Beauty found sure in every mean(s) ! 'Beauty is truth and truth beauty That is all what ye know on earth And what all ye need to know' Words of Wisdom From votary of beauty And a devotee of Almighty! Creator of noble beauty Harbinger of peace and piety Bless me with those eyes and mind Beauty in ugliness that they can find! Beauty of the mind and beauty of the soul Sure makes one the wholesome whole! Obstacles or proble

My Poetry
Life is like a bowl of cherries. Seeming to be so easy. But When the cherries Have all been eaten. You are left with only the pits. It's here That you soon realize That life is truly really The Pits. Time It gives you a start And races throught your heart. It goes without saying And goes without paying. It gives you the gain That keeps you insane. It gives you the pain That gives you the shame. It gives you the laughter That forms into tears. It gives you the joys Which forms into fears. It gives you the challenges That never goes unchallenged. It gives you the ways That continues through your days. It gives you the questions Which never goes unanswered. It gives you the answers Which never goes unquestioned. It gives you the hate That keeps up to date. It gives you the saying That life is our fate. if man were made perfect -- Complete as can be -- Then God Would have never Created The 'She' For man is The Trunk, The Branch And

My Poetry
GUESS WHAT IM UP FOR AUCTION SO IF YA WANNA OWN ME FOR A MONTH THE COME BID ON ME. HERES THE LINK http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=328436322# Someone once told me when you want something never give up well that's just what i'm doing giving up. I've tried so hard but to no avail, these thoughts & feelings for her are making my life a living Hell. I cant deny what I know is true. In my heart there is only you. My spirit is in constant torment & my heart is in painful agony because of a need that wont go away, wont disappear. What has come to pass is my greatest fear, that I might have found a love without compare. My world is fading my life is wading near the edge of the pool of dispair. I cant think of anything else without a thoughtof you being there. My instinct says to carry on but my heart knows that would be wrong so I'll end this poem by saying I Love You but we can never be so I'm letting you free to decide who you want because I know it can never be me.

My Poems
Power of Love Love is a beautiful thing When it is full of honesty and trust Having you love me back Is definately a plus When love takes over you You feel your heart skip a beat Then you start to realize You are in for a wonderful treat Love can be good Love can be bad Love can make you happy And also make you sad I just want you to know I love you very much And I just can’t wait To feel your warm soft touch You Mean The World To Me Before I met you My life was incomplete Now that you are here I have accomplished a great feat I can’t wait until you’re by my side To let me show you The love that I have inside You are my shining star In the great big sky I just want you to know You are the apple of my eye I want to give you everything I got And never be something that I’m not I’m so glad that I met u And love you so very much And in my heart I can’t wait to feel your touch The Way You Love Me I love to hear the sound of your voi

My Poems
Can I dance with you in the moonlight? Forever in your arms. That’s the place I want to be. Can I dance with you in the rain? And you never let me go? For it’s a place I will never want to leave. Can I dance with you in the sunlight? And forget all my troubles. Because of the safty I feel in your arms. Can I dance with you under the stars? In you strong capable arms. Protected from the world around me. Can we dance for the rest of our lives? Hardly leaving each other’s sides. Hand in hand as we dance through life togeather. A poem for my hunny Ryan Craig I want to cry. Let all the hurt go. I want to cry. To release the sorrow. I want to cry. To see if it will help me feel better. I want to cry. Because I have no joy. I want to cry. Because I don't feel whole. I want to cry. For I feel lost. I want to cry. Maybe it will help me get over you. There is only one Daddy for me. Just one Daddy that helped me walk on the ceiling. There is only one Daddy

My Poetry
Written November 17, 2007 I built a wall, around my fragile heart So that no one else could ever tear it apart It's worked for years, keeping the crowd at bay Wanting people close but keeping them away Then the universe sent a curve ball One that was able to walk through that wall Turning my wall from stone to air Making me scared to hurt, scared to care Conflicted and Confused, I don't know what to do My defenses are down, my emotions in a coup Terrified and Fascinated, like a moth to the flame Into that dark night I scream out your name Conflicting emotions float through my mind Should I run away or try to make you mine? My heart and my gut are truly at war I hear you knocking but am scared to go through that door Let you in or drive you away? I want you close, but am afraid you won't stay Can my heart take another blow? All I can do is try to take it slow I want you by my side, night and day What can I do to make you stay? November 30, 200

My Poetry
My love, my sher You showed me what it is to be To be ….truly and completely loved with a love, beyond all others A love of our two old souls That finally intertwine After life times of searching Leaving no doubt , our souls are finally where they belong Showing one another, what it means To be loved deeper then forever To be loved more passionate, then ever So when I say I do I mean I have, I do, and I'll always Love you, with a love that's deeper and more passionate Then ever felt before Why does my soul hold on To this pointless life No good ever comes Only pain and hurt Are all that i ever feel All these scars i bare overlay day after day and year after year Love is just a mirage Always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothig evr changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul, and mind left staind beyond repair As i awaken and look at you My eyes focus, can this be I wonder & guess, think & feel Can this be?? is this

My Poem To Devon
For the one I love A big burden was left upon whoever had my heart Truly a heavy feeling surrounded those near Warm expressions are all I needed from the start Although I received some, my thoughts are twisted with fear As the rain drops crush, so does my sanity The cloudy skies darken my emotion Mind and heart brought to a state of calamity Where I can no longer fulfill my devotion True partners always stay by each other's side In any phase of relationship they might be The gates of your heart are open wide Your trusting glances and open feelings are calling me Issues of my heart involve my lack of confidence Love life had never appeared as I longed for A big role of failure was played by my arrogance Whole relationships shattered, it was too big to ignore You embraced me as a loyal friend, I'm sure Whenever in trouble you summon me to your side Slowly, your personality came to lure A faithful friend who will always abide Your mind and heart never ceas

My Poems
Be still my weeping heart Cry tears no more You loved him Emotionally, unconditionally, completely In your heart he will be To love is to set free You will not leave him completely A bond even stronger than before Will come walking in your door The bond of friendship, a love even more You will carry your love You will be strong for him You will always be there You will be his rock His shoulder to cry on Right now you must be strong Even though inside you are dying You must understand You must be yourself And above all remember this Keep your love and his friendship Close to your heart And in your life he will forever be Remember me Remember me Remember all the times I made you laugh The late night pillow talks, making love in candlelight Remember me For all the things I do and things I said For what is was I did to turn your head Remember me For all the tears I have cried, the love and sadness in my eyes For my heart that still lov

My Poems 2
Life is precious It should not be wasted It comes and goes way to easily We are given only one chance There is a funny thing with life that we sometimes overlook That is the time we have to live It is almost as important as the air we breathe For without it we have nothing Time is a perishable good If left out in the open it will wither Love will too They are all intertwined, one big circle Without life there is no time and without love there is no life And each one is what we choose to make of them You cannot measure each one on any scale You measure life by your happiness not your successes Time by how you use it and love by your heart always We look for that certain someone to fill our hearts But love, that word, is tossed around too frivolously Real love is more precious that any gold It is comforting; it is without judgement It is living for the moment and remembering the times already shared It fills a void insi

My Poems
I want to wish you Happiness, Upon you, as you embark on a new journey. For the Lord and the angels in stow their bless, Into your heart, life and soul unconditionally. As your journey begins with uncertainty, The Lord, your partner and in your friends you can find strength. For you have the heart that has the capacity, Of Love, Understanding, Compassion, and Faith. To navigate through the uncertain world, We all live in and call home. With your love in your heart, your Family will be like a sword, Cutting through any evil, and hard time that may loom. What you have accepted into your life, Is worth more than all the worlds Gold, and Silver. For you will shape the Heart, Mind, Soul and Life, Of a Young, Innocent, Imaginative, and Curious Dreamer. By: Michael Citty 12/15/2007 There she sits in the lowered lights, Looking as beautiful as ever. Smiling so brilliantly sending my heart out of sight, As my soul floats down a river. If I were an true

My Political Views...
In my area, lottery money and money from gambling [casinos] are supposed to be going to education, but they are closing schools, cutting educational classes, and laying off teachers due to lack of revenue.. WAIT ONE MINUTE!!!! What the hell happened to all this money??? I know people are CONSTANTLY buying lottery tickets and going to the casinos even though most of them don't have the money to waste on a dream, so why are they depriving OUR CHILDREN???? Because they are LINING THEIR POCKETS with OUR CHILDREN's educational funds!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What other money are they STEALING from OUR KIDS and US??????

My Poetry-very Deep Thoughts
Today is just another day Tomorrow is only so far away When our time comes to fly away We will spread our wings and go to the sky I want you to be forever mine through life Someday my only wish is to be your wife That day may never come it seems For you have her on your mind and in your dreams I may not be the best thing that has happened to you In my heart and mind I will always stay forever true I don't understand why things are the way they are Mistakes happen things go to far I keep telling myself that someday you will change The more I'm with you the more I am in pain I can't go on living my life like this Never knowing where your at or if I will get another kiss I love you so much but you don't love me back You tell me you love me in a different way that's not the love I lack Someday you will be mine I hope But something tells me what you say is all a big joke. By me....Stacie Arnold I wish I could reach out and hold your hand. I'll be there when yo

My Poetry
Take me to the undaunted realm where death and time have no boundary. Show me love's pure and content face. Release me from my earthly prison. Must I beg? Must you taste my salty tears, feel my lips quiver, my heart sob eternal? Insatiable hunger it possesses me. My dreams extend to that which I covet. Swallow my soul, my heart, my being. Suffocate me in your dark and infinite embrace. Give me your eternal kiss so that I might feel. My body's numb, yet my mind is burning. Take me to the edge of night and spare me this mortal coil! Loneliness........,Hunger........,Despair.......... Poverty..........,Hate.........,Pain......... To each of these I shake my head in disgust. My breath escapes me through clinched teeth. What is beautiful to those who are blind, yet their eyes see? What is happiness to those who know no sorrow? What is Love to those who live to hate? Where is this undaunted realm that I long for? Why do you keep these secrets to y

My Poems
the one family member i loved and lost was my dog, oreo. i loved him so. He was around 11 yrs old and he died march 3rd 2009. My mom, cat, dad and i will miss him dearly. the second family member i had loved and lost was my papa, mark. i loved him so. he was around the age of 53. he had died from cancer, beer cancer that is. march 23, 2007. the thrid and final family member i lost and loved was nanny, aka as patty. oct. 23, 2006. she is a very loved angel. she was around the age of 56. this was writen by my 10 yr old who has lost all family but me and her dad. writen march 3rd 2009. i ask that if u comment on it please be kind. as like i said a 10 yr old wrote it who understands the meaning of life very well. tthanks to all who read it. dj wyldone A MOTHER IS LIKE WHITE WHITE ROSE BLOOMING IN THE MORNING SUN. SHE BLOOMS SO PRETTY, AND ONE OF A KIND, THERE IS NO OTHER. SHE BLOOMS UNTIL SHE BLOOMS NOMORE. SHE IS ONE IN A MILLION WHITE WHITE ROSE, SO LET

My Poetry And Random Thoughts
A Deep Dark Hole For A Lonely, Tortured Soul A Battered Limb Of Existance Clinging To A Lie A Deep Dark Hole For A Bruised And Beaten Soul Bleeding Out False Hope For A Better Day A Deep Dark Hole For A Twisted, Broken Soul Destroyed By Self-Pity And Regret Praying For Death A Deep Dark Hole For My Poor Foolish Soul i will never forget the times we shared for they are planted deep in my heart i remember the night i asked you to marry me and i remember the night you asked me i remember the first time we meet and the first letter you wrote me i remember our first kiss and the first time you said i love you i remember the first time you walked me home and i remember the first time we talked all night long i remember the first time you held my hand and i remember the first time you spent the night i remember the first time you kissed me goodnight and i remember the very first fight i love you baby and foreve

My Poems...
I knew the first time I made love with you, when I was lying there between your legs with our noses less than an inch apart, staring into your eyes and breathing your breath....you were gonna shatter my heart into a million shards.... The code word for freind requests is "SHATTERDAY" Don't fret too much Cathy. Like a lot of us, you deserve better, and you WILL find better.... I know sometimes, when the pain is intense, it doesn't FEEL like it, but Karma DOES exist, and those of us that are worthy, eventually get what we deserve, and those unworthy, reap their reward as well........... Just hold onand you will seeyou are better offthan he.He was a lesserman and knewHe had no nerveto follow thruYou cannot make himfeel the hurt nowhe won't feel it 'tilyou've long ceased caring...The loss hurts morefor you right nowbut it shall pain himfar longer for his erring.... Do you know the difference between a slut and a SKANK? OK, so here goes... I met this girl online. I am not

My Poems
At times your so sweet, gentle and kind, But other times i dont think you can make up your mind. At times you seem like you dont even want me, At those times i wish i could fly free. At times when i just want to let you go, I remember the sweet times and just go with the flow. At times i cry for you at night, Because i cant get you out of my sight. I love you and i want you, you know its true. Now tell me baby, what do you want to do? By: Emily "Emmy" "Living Dead Girl" LeMay wrote this when i was in like 9th grade Tear stained pillow, blood stained sheet, She's crying and cutting for an all new defeat. She slits her wrists as a tear falls down, She's wearing the same blood stained gown. She reaches out, extended hand, Knowing you could never understand. Her tears keep coming, Eyeliner running. She wants to know you love and care, Knowing life will never be fair. Blade of death, she bites her lip, Her mind's spinning with every sip. Her c

My Poetry
MMM....ya whole life u desire that one..that one that can make u smile from ear to ear, that one that can make you feel brand new....new love , new hopes , new desires...that one that can make u feel that you are the only one around.. U can picture his face...but it is a blurr ...you can feel his touch.....you can smell him....his voice whispers in ya ear...i am here baby...for you and for me...and the new love that your heart desires....never will i hurt you, nor will i betray you...i will never make you cry tears of pain...only joy....keep dreaming of me and i will appear when you are at your darkest moments...i will be that light , that light that will make every thing all right...and you will be with me....and i will be with you....and never again will you hurt for anything....never will you feel alone nor will you want or desire another thing....except for our love that will grow and go on till the end of time........my love , my dream, my mystery man.... mmm...your big brown

My Poem
Words Of Love ~Diane T. (Me)~ From the vastness of the heavens To the ground beneath my feet Through all eternity Words of love for you I speak They sail across the oceans They fly across the lands Like time within an infinite hourglass They fall with each grain of sand They light the fires of passion in my soul My heart then takes to flight Like the rising of the full moon That lights the darkest night They move through all the seasons Weathered every storm Flourished with all your kindness Withstood your harshest scorn I put these words to paper Though your eyes may never see They hold a great importance For you are everything to me

My Poetry
"My Heart Soul and Dreams" Death runs through my veins and seeps into every crack Poisonous injection slowly flows into my mind darkness invades my soul and torments my brain. Knowing that I am going to die and feeling the presence of the other side. Though I stand here before this evil with this blade in my hand I know it will take me over all in due time. Shadows lurking behind closed doors, spirits crying out to be set free. Sadistic images enter my mind cutting and slaughtering innocent lives. Death envelopes me slowly creeping up from behind. Only time holds back the demons from hell. Crawling and scratching up from the earth to find another soul to shred apart. Though the time is near I will feel no fear. I stand here before this evil being feeling it's power trying to consume me not realizing what it is doing. Sometimes I wonder, what is the point living but not loving....... Wanting to be with the person I love the most. I lower the steely knife

My Power Mall
Hi there im Amy i would like to tell you about a way you can make money with no money and its free its called my Power Mall it is free to join and the key is well its kinda like yuwie you just give malls away free like i do it does not cost anything and anyone can do it and its a amazing income.Speaking of amazing income… let’s look at the money that can be generated when you give away Shopping Malls to 10 people who then give away 10 Shopping Malls of their own – all the way down through 9 Tiers.Your own Mall occupies Shopping Tier 1. The 10 people you give it away to will be on your second Shopping Tier. They get 10 each which puts 100 people on your 3rd Shopping Tier and now you have 111 people you are receiving shopping rebates from. But you’re just beginning. Those 100 people each give away 10 Shopping Malls and now you’re at 1000 on Tier 4, which grows into 10,000 on Tier 5. Those 10,000 will all be eager to have their own success, so when they give away their 10

My Pontifications....
So, in watching the FUBAR members scroll by, I've noticed a lot of (ahem) Females flaunting things...maybe cuz I'm a girl myself (incase you were wondering, the rumors are true!), I happen to look past the cavernous cleavage, etc...and actually look at the rest of the picture. DANG! Now, I know I personally am no raving beauty...but I DO take a daily shower and I get my hair cut once in awhile! Some of these so-called girls really need a lesson in personal hygiene. A shower, haircut and a touch of makeup would do wonders! Oh, and maybe a visit to the dentist! YIKES! There are some scary, desperate people out there. Wow.

My Poems
Unselfishly, you left your fathers and your mothers, You left behind your sisters and your brothers. Leaving your beloved children and wives, You put on hold, your dreams your lives. On foreign soil, you found yourself planted, To fight for those whose freedom you granted. Without your sacrifice, their cause would be lost, But you carried onward, no matter the cost. Many horrors you had endured and seen, Many faces had haunted your dreams. You cheered as your enemies littered the ground, You cried as your brothers fell all around. When it was over, you all came back home, Some were left with memories to face all alone. Some found themselves in the company of friends, As their crosses cast shadows across the land. Those who survived were forever scarred, Emotionally, physically, permanently marred. Those who did not now sleep eternally, Neath the ground they had given their lives to keep free. With a hand upon my heart, I feel, The pride and respect; my reverence

My Poetry
You said "We would never go to war", but everything you have promised has been spit right in our country's face. Family members, who have joined to serve our country are now soldiers fighting for our freedom. What was believed to be a safe place is now a strike zone. We believed your every word when you stated that you would protect us, but the trust we once had is so far gone to be seen. Our soldiers are dying left and right, and all we can do is cry. Our protection is very little, but there is one question. Why? Life always changes course It never stays the same Dreams are set into place And within a second they are taken away Feeling empty Tossing your day aside Feeling as if you have nothing Except for that tear in your eye Gripping your life Feeling the pain as it grows No hand to reach out to Because nobody knows Standing here alone staring into the sky I ask God why why me Why take away sixteen years of my life what did I do wrong I had a drea

My Poetry
It has been a long while since my last verse But I still suffer from the same unbearable curse Seems like every time a chance arises The same painful result just materializes I cannot understand the lingo or the signs Come out with your intentions, your signals make me blind I always come around at the wrong time, I am never wanted Teased for being a believer, constantly belittled and taunted Not getting any younger in this game called life With every passing day, my back comes closer to the knife Had hoped someone would have pulled me away by now Yet here I am, alone & flooded in tears that life has allowed I'm afraid to let my heart like anyone for they will never feel the same I am a guy and all guys are obviously bad, but I am the main one that is blamed Watching the world go 'round for everyone else while mine stands still Why not join those others with no hope, overdosed on pills Maybe I would be better off just fading away into an abyss Never to know the supple,

My Poetry
The bloodcurling screams that no one heard. If they only took the time out of their self absorded life to look her in the eyes. They realizes the death that becoming her. Starving for the attention she never got when she was a child. Turns her to find it in such a negative way from the bastard we call the male population. The body she never lets anyone see full of scars. Some healed and some fresh. some deep and some wide. her obly help beside the self mutulation is the drugs which numbs her... Numbs her from thes thoughts, the disappointment and disapprovable by those who are suppose to care... no matter what. From the dad who suppose to raise her as daddy's little girl instead of watching porno with her as far back as she can remember. Or showing her off to his friends by how much she can out drink them at the mature age of only 13. Or the mother to scared of him to every understand her. And wonders why she lies every time they talk. Or the fucked up father to get the

My Poetry~
Lost in the toilet of life As the razor glides across my wrist An eruption of life escapes me With ever drip it escapes me Into the toilet of life, My life blood escapes me. Too late to turn back It escapes me, Slowly drifting off into darkness Its escaping me, Seeing her face walk in the door Crying as she holds me in her arms It escapes me, With thoughts of regret, and the memory of her face, I am gone… Forever lost in the toilet of life Drunken Miscomfort~ With each drink memories of you slowly fade A life we once shared suddenly disappears Dreams come crashing down all around us Worlds end as our spirits collide Thrown in different directions our hearts start to fall, Trying to find each other we fall together Hate now consuming both our hearts, From the start you hated me… And now you say you love me… As I fall for all to see, Naked and alone longing to be The earth suddenly came rushing up at me Finally I felt safe… For I esc

My Poems
Can you tell me why things are this way? Tell me why so many things are left to say... Can you tell me what to do? Tell my why i'm in love with you... Can you tell me how you feel? Tell me why this can't be real... Can you tell me why we can't be? Tell me why i'm so blinded to see... Can you tell me why she tells me you dont like me? Tell me why you show signs you do... Tell me why I love you... P.S Please Father way up there, look down here and see.. How much she really means to me... I know we will never be I've came to face it, you see It still hurts like hell Back to my old life, entrapt in a shell Tired of breaking out to be pulled back Why can't my life just stay on track I love her, but I cannot say it She needn't know.. It's the gods honest truth I sit in my room alone Not one sound, except the phone But I wont answer it not after all that shit Though it's in the past It came back to me in one big blast "It'd never go that far" She said, Left

My Poetry
My Heart it is my treasure, That I have given away. I've never been able to conrol it Or will my love to stay. My life's been like a rollercoaster, With many ups and many downs. There's so many things that I remember With smles and with frowns I've had lots of times with joy and laughter, And good times with many friends. But the thing that strikes me hardest, Is my loves that always end. My heart it has been shredded, It has been ripped, and has been tore, But spending time with someone special, I can't help but want it more. It's a pain that just gets larger, As I grow older on my own. I want to have a wife, a family, A place that I call home. Lately it's been harder To sit and wait it out, But one day I know that she'll be there, The one I've been without. There's something very different, about the way that I view life. The way that I view love and relationships, And how

My Poetry
Written about 2yrs ago when I was going through my divorce.. I try to make the reader feel and experience in some way the pain and emotions I was going through with the poetry that I write.. My Story "Through My Eyes" Been living on broken promises and lies. You will learn about my story if you look into my eyes. I turn away from your look, before you can read my life story, like the pages of a book. Pain and misery has been my life story for so long. How can something that seem so right go so wrong. In my eyes you can see, all the pain that has been put upon me. A single tear rolls down my cheak. Please dont see this tear as a sign of being weak. These shoulders have borne such a load. My eyes tell the stories I've never told. It is sad but true, everything they have told you. What once made me weak, has in turn made me strong. Copyright ©2008 Farrah Paige Lucia

My Poems
Late Night Red Light by Bob Gallagher There's no one around, no one to care. Yet still, I sit and stare, in apprehension, fear, and excitement at the luminous red orb above. Ahead lies darkness. The left and right are less ominous but quite possibly as dangerous. The well lit, cliffside roads of yesterday and yesteryear are all that occupy my rearview mirror. There's no one around, no one to care. Yet still, movement is something I dare not dare. In My Mind by Bob Gallagher Is a clear, brisk night at the beach better than a good storm Hearing that song that only relates to one moment, one person Knowing that you have made a difference in someone's life even if only one Hearing waves pound on the sand when you need to clear your mind Knowing someone thinks you are a great person What if you would have told that special person your feeling earlier, whose world would be better Remembering childhood memories and sharing them with someone who cares Watch

My Poetry 2008
"the love of a lifetime" SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT THE FIRST TIME I REALIZED THAT I LOVE YOU... IT WAS AS IF MY EYES TOOK A PICTURE AT THAT MOMENT AND SHARED IT WITH MY HEART. SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH MY LIFE HAS CHANGED BECAUSE OF YOUR LOVE. I THINK ABOUT YOU, I THINK ABOUT YOUR HAPPINESS, I THINK ABOUT US, AND I THINK OF OUR LIFE TOGETHER; THEN I REALIZE YOU ARE... AS MUCH A PART OF ME, AS THE AIR I BREATHE... AND THE DREAMS I NURTURE. BUT, FROM TIME TO TIME, I STILL LIKE TO REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I LOOKED INTO... THOSE BIG BEAUTIFUL EYES. I LOOK INTO THEM, DEEPLY, AND REALIZE I SEE MY FUTURE... WITHIN THEM FOREVERMORE!!! WRITTEN BY: CHEYENNE AND COPYRIGHTED Sometimes I imagine... Happily sailing through life you and me walking hand in hand able to face each problem and strife experiencing a love that understands Where I can rest all my anxiety in your comforting arms conquer every goal and see victory and not come acro

My Poems
My thoughts. Patience, one must always have patience. All will turn out all right, you will see. My love. I’ve finally run out and I can’t see anymore. I long for the one who’s missing. My sanity. Frustration is too friendly. No one understands. My soul. Separation kills the heart. An emotional wreck. You are My thoughts, My love, My sanity, My soul, My everything For now and ever more. Once so warm and bright Till life faded her colors She was put aside And quickly forgotten Dust covered, broken The artist came along Spotted her amongst all the clutter And took her home Painstakingly restored To an unknown beauty She is his sun And he her world Every breath, every heartbeat, every thought Is for you and only you I exist only for you Never did I wish to hurt, to upset, to argue. Heart torn and bleeding Glazed look, tears streaming I whisper softly, “I love you” And slip silently away.

My Poems
Life is a deaded road that we must travel everyday only to find that we must turn around and start back to where we once was. The places we see and the ppl we meet will somehow fade away like waves that travel through the ocean. Some will stay by yoursaide and help you along your journey But no mater how far we travel its alwaz comes to an end untill we travel our own path of discovery The screams of a tourched soul fills the air, Tears fall from a battered face as blood stains the ground, The sky slowly fades to black. All hope slips away, The vision of you being with me quickly turns to ashes. An empty whole in a once love fulled heart is all that remains, Darkness is all these bloodshot eyes can see. Slowly cascading downward plunging into insignificant nothingness, My spirit drifts below zero my humanity crumbles to pieces. Agonizing memories haunt my once tranquil dreams late at night, Portraits on the wall fade away into desolate frames. Hollow are the words t

My Poem I Wrote
Ok I use to write poems and this one is my fav. poem so if you like it plz comment if ya dont then dont comment ok. Life ____ Where there is Life There is Death Where there is Death There is sandness Where there is sadness There is Hope Where there us Hope There is ME!

My Poetry
lost in the grand scheme of things forever in perpetual motion seeing but not seeing feeling but not feeling a constant battle of what is real or illusion adrift in a vast world of saints and sinners charlatans and the righteous always at my door wanting more giving nothing tearing me apart bit by bitter bit for their own selfish lustful needs never giving always taking filling my heart with sadness and angst leaving me to my inner chaos broken and alone thoughts flying familiar shadows searching waiting wondering an enigma kind yet cruel seeing yet blind it waits stalking innocence eyes flutter pulse races sweat beads nails bite flesh torn answers found unwanted and discarded tears fall inner demons scream quiet solace darkness overwhelms silence has won oh we need a little christmas and that's all you'll get with bills and life all my money is spent no ribbons and paper or shiny new bows only misery, sorrow, and other such woes my son wants everyth

My Poems. Please Dont Copy
Its a moonlit night a stary sky. a perfect time for you to be by my side hold me tight. please dont leave my sight. you are my strength. when im scared you are what makes me smile when no one's there. when im with you im never afraid. the rest of the world disappears in every way My final goodbye Tears build up Please don’t let them fall Last time I heard your voice Was the last time you called. Now I’m sitting In this damn bench Wishing for a little more time It’s to early for goodbye You were the love of my life You never knew What I felt inside was true. Now its time Time for my final goodbye All eyes are on me Everyone is watching me I’m the first to see You resting so peacefully My sorrow gets the best of me. Now on my knees The first tear falls Finally I give in Bawling, wishing for one more time To say goodbye. Wanting one more time To look in your eyes. Pleading, please get up This isn’t rig

My Poems
Into the light of the darkness a shadow of my former self shall turn to the light and and never again to feel the hate and the tunting coldness grip of death wanting to take me by the hand. for some that even death can't have. you Out of the darkness came nothing of love for someone to touch the light to give their lives for just that one desiere. would you do it? last night a dream of you came to me. even through the darkness from which it came, came of love. like an angel emerging from the deepest and darkest void of hell. with the song of light to show my heart back to it once more. as the angel flow higher,as did you as my heart lifted i know what to do. but should i keep these things in side my heart, or take that chance to have it fuller then what it is now or risk everything and have it broke? Into the darkness of intoxication where life is meaningless and death is your greatest desire.To even to touch the hand of death and to be show the way to a deeper darkness

My Poems....
Once upon a time I could not wait to see you Once upon a time I hung on your every word Once upon a time I dreamed about you every night Once upon a time I loved you Once upon a time I wanted everyday with you to last forever Once upon a time came and gone........... ..............Friends And Lovers................. Friends we are Lovers to the end Met by chance Loved you from first sight Friends we became Lovers we have stayed...... ................One More Night................... One more night to hold you One more night to love you One more night to be in your arms One more night to last forever.....

My Poetry!!
Comply with violence, no longer abide, disruption in silence, refusal to hide. Whisper soft sweet, sorrow too much, smiles defeat, permanent crutch. Shadows conceal, drinking in light, mysteries reveal, fight or flight. She calls her mind, together's a-part, nothing to find, nowhere to start... 18MARCH2008 ~*GIBBY*~

My Poetry
Coodley Boodely Boo Coodley boodely boo, oh what should I do? I've lost my tooth, in the restaurant booth! Coodely boodely boo, oh what should I do? My mom told me to put in my locket, but I thought it would be safer in my pocket. Coodely boodely boo, oh what should I do? So I get down to look, and what do I see hiding in the crook? Coodely boodely boo, oh what should I do? I'll jump with joy and merry, because now I can leave my tooth for the tooth fairy! Beauty Beauty is very complicated, yet very simple. Beauty is not what someone looks like, it depends on what's in their soul. Not everybody believes this true. Some believe beauty is all on the outside. When I look at somebody, I look at there soul. To look into their soul, you have to talk to them. Get to know them as a person. Don't judge them by looking at there appearance. Give them a chance. You could be passing up an opportunity to, a knew and beautiful friend

My Poetry
One Kiss for yesterday that I may have forgotten. One Kiss for today for I'm Blessed. One Kiss for tomorrow to show I care beyond words for everyday I'm blessed to be with you. Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved Holy Hammerfall exodus the overkill of paradise lost from astral doors, within a change of pace Accept autumn's Living Colour. Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved At The Sight of the Full Moon, The Tables Will Turn, Like Time in the Sands of an Hour Glass, FOREVER CHANGING Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved P.S.Wrote this many many years ago walking home at 3am.I looked up and seen a full moon and these words came to me.now every time I see a full moon I recite the peom.

My Poems And About Me And Other Things
I will be holding an auction. The entrance fee is 25k. I need a link in a private message with the picture that you want used. I also need a list of things that you have to offer your "owner". I will be taking entrees for the auction until the 12th of May. Nobody will be allowed into the auction without a salute photo. Please look for the bulletin that will be posted. Thank you. Are You In This Auction? If you are not in the auction you have until 7:00 p.m. Eastern time to enter it. I will then stop taking entries. The auction its self starts tomorrow. The auction will run from May 15th to the 25th. If you want to be in the auction send me a message with the link to the picture that you want used in the auction, what you have to offer the highest bidder, and the entrance fee of 25,000 fu bucks. The bidding will automatically start at 25,000. This Auction is Brought To You By! Miss Crys~W.W.S. ~FU-OWNED BY Guidomedic ~ Come Undone ~And~ Only Me~DJ Tru

My Poerty
Trying to push the past away Still waiting for the lights to change But she'll try, for the sake of her pride, Learing to barely feel the pain The thicker the skin the less the strain And though it's really hurting She ain't breaking, She is loving him still After all this time Some people think that they hold all the power of the people around them... little do they know that it is not them that holds the power but that those around them do. To be concerned about your fate and your soul only deepens your thoughts and wisdom of life today. To hate...is to lose your self and your power, over another person. Do not hate for it will only haunt you. Perhaps as one stands alone in darkness, they feel no one can understand them. Cold and alone watching the moon rise in the night, watching the stars race across the ebony sky. Knowing passion is out there, and missing it all the while, feel despair and desire together merging into one. One

My Poetry
Long Ago...I Met A Lady Long ago as my mind begins to retrace, back to a time and a strange little place. I met a woman just full of evil and brash said what she thought, then gone in a flash. Folks were left standing, still and entrance, as she left her mark; they never had a chance. Until that faithful day, as she would embark and found herself standing alone in the dark. She realized it was her who would obtrude thoughts of her mind, regardless how crude. It left her without a friend throughout the town; she stood there as her smile went to a frown. The woman vowed she would only forfend and given time she knew she could amend all the hurt, by the words she used to offend. Written by Michelle Harrison May 6th, 2008 Copyright through Allpoetry.com

My Poetry
As I sit here in my lonely hell No where to go, no one to tell. Feeling silent tears roll down my face, they can't be seen there is no trace. Alone in this world so big, creeping like an ant on a twig. Seeing others that are just like me Then poof; they are gone, wasn't meant to be. Giving my heart, giving my soul Just one last tug there is to pull. Falling and losing myself deeper and deeper Quietly, I go back to becoming a weeper. Does anyone really know me? Does anyone really care? Does it matter that my world is colliding All that is left is pain and despair. This is kind of tacky but oh well.... Cover Me with your madness baby Cover Me with your grace Dont offer all your love without a steady embrace. The days have been so long and the nights have been so lonely I have missed you so terribly And you tell me I am the only Cover with me your kisses baby Cover me with your grace Only offer me your hand if it comes with a steady embrace.

My Poetry
What do I see when I look in the mirror ? A strong willed woman , the mother of three . Do I ever wonder , if I have a purpose ? Three beautiful babies who look up to me . When my days don't go as planned , they make me smile and always believe . Pure joy is the feeling that they give to me , peace and contentment , undying love . I couldnt have asked for anything more , I cherish these beautiful gifts that I see . My heart has never been so full , A strong willed woman , the mother of three . This is another poem that I wrote a long time ago . I guess I like it cause I know I could never feel this low again . All I need is one look into my three beauiful childrens eyes and I know that I will always be alright . Hopefully I am gonna write some new ones , something special and never this dark . Dying Soul I think of you every second

My Poems
Since I had a mother whose many interests lept her excited and occupied. Since I had a mother who interactred with so many people that she had a real feeling for the world. Since I had a mother who was always strong through any period of suffering. Since I had a mother who was a complete person I always had a model to look up to and that made it easier for me to develop into an independent woman. For as long as I can remember you have been by my side to give me support to give me confidence to give me help . For as long as I can remember you have always been the person I looked up to so strong so sensitive so pretty. For as long as I can remember and still today you are everything a mother should be. For as long as I can remember you have always provided stability within our family full of laughter full of tears full of love. So much of what I have become is because of you and I want you to know that I

My Poetry
I am mechanical I am a machine Built up from nothing Running on dreams I am interchangeable There are so many like me Just change me, rearrange me I'm only here to please I am programable Push the right button i'm yours My flaws are like viruses They can always be cured I am replaceable I come with a warranty If you don't like me, replace me SATISFACTION GUARENTEED! Said I wouldn't do it again Prayed to god I wouldn't do it again Creeping black took over again Poison in me, in my blood Through my soul, I feel no pain inside Only for the moment now Liquor fades too quickly It's only for the moment now Pitiful glory Souless Repeating agony, deliberate I can't escape the enemy inside my heart Obsession, compulsion, wasteful nonsense Peer into my heart and reject me please It's what I want after all... Lose me Leave me Never love me Never what I need Some of you see the pain in my eyes If I let you through Some of you feel the heat of my

My Poem
I WANNA FEEL THAT BODY i wanna feel that body all night to the early morning as i make love to you hearing you moaning in pleasure all through the night i wanna feel that body as i whisper in your ear all i want is to feel that body right next to mine carressing your body making you soaking wet with my tongue kisses as i slide my lips all over that body feeling you shiver from my touch I wanna feel that body by cleon aka casper I wanna be where you are i wanna feel your warm embrace i wanna feel your soft kisses i wanna feel your hugz i wanna feel your sweet touch i love feeling your love you have for me i love the care you show me i wanna hold you in my arms and never let go i wanna be the light when you cant see an be understanding when you cant be i wanna be there for you allways i wanna show you nothing but love my boo by cleon Through all of my tears an fears i still smile an after im done crying i still smill smile through

My Poems
slipping, tripping, falling fast. blinded from the truth how long will this last? hoping, praying, thinking, things trough. wondering how i got to this point. wishing, hoping, cring hard. tears stain this face and this heart turns cold. smiling, faking, a wall builds up. making believe that there is no problems at all. shaking, trembling, falling apart. expecting the worst but hoping for the best. broken, busted, falling down. one empty soul with an empty heart. ending, dieing, breaking down. Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not g

My Poems Written By Me!
Stolen Soul if i had a heart i would hold your heart next to mine if i had a soul i would lock it behind my heart so that no one steals it ever again a stolen heart can be returned as a stolen soul can never return.. *************************************** Bound and Broken Love broken is bound as bound is always broken burned with scars so deep that no one could ever see scars burned by death life and as always love.. the purest of love can never exist as life has tainted it.... all love has scars even if you dont realize life is cruel as is love is the cruelest of all.... regardless if your love is right in front of you or miles apart it is always better to have loved than to never to have loved at all........ ****************************************** Together Again a picture can say so many things never did i expect to look at your picture and be able to see your heart your soul i could be forever

My Poetry
Life's mysteries each come with reason, Blooming only when they reach perfect season. Tragedies often spring blessings, Yet impatiently, we as humans keep guessing. We claim to have faith, Yet most have not a clue. It's something you just know, That holds us together like glue. Without it, we can only see the end near, Not an ounce of strength, or an inch of hope. With faith...There's comfort and peace, Which allows us to grasp on to a burning rope. Faith is what you have left, When everything else disappears. You can depend on it to be there During the fear of all fears. Don't expect it to announce itself, It's not something we have inside. It's something we few experience, Which then find it hard to hide. You'll know when you need it, For this is the "Faith" I sharingly speak of. You'll desperately pour your heart out to God, Setting miracles in motion from high above. "You And I" When our time is spent together... Everything we touch turns to

My Poem That Got Published
Today is a new day yesterday is gone and what tomorrow brings no one knows, yesterday I felt so happy that I was with someone. When the sun went down and darkenss looked me straight in the face I knew something was going to happen. The moment I looked into his eyes I saw something there that has not been there for a very long time. It was a star that had fallen out of the sky and fallen into my very arms. The miniute that he slammed the door in my face I looked down and saw my heart fall onto the floor into a million pieces. Then I looked up and saw him walk away and I thought to myself that I could have said something to make him stay but I knew that if I did it would just make things worse. With the emptyness that I am feeling I just sit on my bed and pray that one day that same star that once fell in my arms on that night would find its way back.

My Poetry
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My Poems
the trees whisper...a song so sweet laughter echos...through the windy streets children play...a song and dance the sweetest sound...around the lands a baby stirs....a mother sleeps an old life ends....a family weeps a tiny flower....about to bloom its petals shimmer....against the glow of the moon a warm embrace.....a friendly gesture a curious smile....and bellowing laughter an angels song....from the skies above only heard in our hearts....for us to discover so much wonder....so much joy to amaze yourself with the simpliest beauty...if you open your eyes or pass it by....without a glance miss out on the greatest gift....given to man we can choose to live...and open our eyes... or we can just choose to exist....and let life pass us by Oh lovely child, what do you see... What makes you cry, to be set free! Oh lovely child, why do you not play... Wasting youth, to daydream all day! Oh lovely child, such sweet inner beauty...

My Poetry
I Saw Your Silhouette Slowly Fade As You Walked Away From Me, I Had Never Experienced The Feeling Of Emptiness Until Now, I Was Stuck For Words, The Way You Made Me Feel Was Beyond Words And Slowly Dissolving In Front Of My Eyes Were All Those Happy Memories, I Could Feel The Hole In My Heart Growing, And The Missed Feelings Start To Seep Through, Letting Pain And Misery Multiply Like Nightmares And Making My Sunshine Fade Faster To Grey, You Where My World And The Foundations Of My Happiness, Yet With The Click Of You Fingers Everything Was Gone, I Was Just Left With A Never Ending Black Hole. a courtyard filled with statues all different shapes and sizes you can look but not touch no bodies watching you rules were made to be broken gazing around the yard all alone finding company only in the gazes that the statues warmly return you. a cold wind blows and you remember you've been left alone no cameras, no eyes no rules, no lies their gaze's

My Poems...
(DADDY) I know that i'm not perfeet, And I'm sure you know that to, But it means the world to know that I can always talk to you. I am sure you didn't expect all the responbilty that came with me, but you still loved me enought that you did it any way. You always seemed so calm, when deep down you were so scared, And no matter how serious it was you always seemed prepared. I know I'm lucky to have you after all we been through, and no matter what happneds, I can always say " I love you" And you always for give me even when times got bad, And I'll love you until the day I die because you are my DAD!!!

My Poetry
Do you know... Do you know I love you? That I want you in my world. Do you know I love you? That I still have love for you, even when I'm upset. Do you know I love you? No matter what happens in this life, You have been & will always be a big part of my life. Do you know I love you? When I cry & nobody can cheer me up, somehow you always do. Do you know I love you? When I achieve something & I'm excited, You are not only excited for me, but are proud & supportive of me too. This I can honestly ask, Do you know I love you? More than waking up in the morning. More than the smell of the first rain. More than relaxing at the beach. More than watching birds fly over head. More than seeing, hearing, smelling anything in God's reach. Because of you I now know, Whatever happens in my life, Whatever I accomplish, whatever I choose to do, You will always love me, & I hope you really know How much I will always love you. By: Neka Nicole Kirtley Copyright ©2007 Neka

My Poems
I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... if only everyone could see this and understand it.... Dont rush her into having sex with you because later, she going to realize that if you loved her you would wait. [even when she says she will do it with you, that means shes testing you] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] WHen you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak

My Poems....
Did you feel that? It was me rubbing my fingers across ur cheeks I think of you my friend. And it's me combing my fingers through ur hair. That was the kiss on ur cheek I wanted to give u b4 i left ur site and wishing it was ur lips. I cross many miles as I think about the wonderful time with u. Hoping once again 2 enjoy a meal or hanging out. Seeing u laugh.Giving u a hug. I miss you.I feel pain as I left ur site. I am sad. Tears flow down my cheeks 4 u. Ur a great friend.I m heartlessbut my soul is empty but caring for a friend. I look to the sky. I ask y. I feel the grey sky sadly crying down on us as I travel down the road farther from you. I think of holding u. I think of the m&m's being tossed down my shirt. I think about your hand rubbing my breast. i think of the grin on ur face, and how cute you were analizing me trying to figure out my thoughts about you. How I analized you back. Wondering many times if I was disappointing to you as a friend and person? I called you not sure

My Poems For The One Am Looking For
A BLUE STAR IN YOUR EYES On the wings of an eagle, My love for you flies. Soaring higher and higher, And touching the skies. I reached up above, And pulled a star from the sky. To place it within, Your precious minds eye. To dwell there forever, As my love for you. On the wings of our love, Enduring and true. I honour you my darling, With all that I am. Please darling please, Will you be my woman? There are so many things, My heart wants to say. I love you sweetheart, There is no other way.

My Poetry
That gentle touch has been replaced with bruises. Your sweet caress burns painfully with memories. The warmth of your embrace has left frozen embers. Gone is the promise, shattered and broken. Where once there was hope, despair now reigns. Where once there was joy pain has taken over. Where laughter sang, tears freely flow. Where love once bloomed, emptiness thrives. She rises from the shards of a broken heart to stand amongst the glittering pieces; bleeding and tortured by memories. Eyes as clear as a flash of lightning Spirit illuminated with tears yet unshed. A proud soul seeks nourishment from the white hot pain of betrayal. Dreams scattered at her feet, In one hand: wisdom In the other: experience. She journeys forward alone, guided by the harmony of a song that once beat a rhythmic union and now is a distant melody... the mournful cry of the lost.

My Poetry
I'm sitting here in feeling like a caged animal Ready to break lose and go wild My life has been spinning out of control I don't even know where I'm going to go. I can't stand this place That's so full of disgrace So many people full of hatred and dread Sometimes I wonder if I'm not dead. I've went to sleep and wound up in hell, No wait just a second, it's half that, it's jail. No one truly knows me, I don't care to know them I try to keep my composure and hold my head high But inside I'm screaming, thinking, I just want to die. I can't believe my life has come to this I fought so hard to never be here Today I think I have reached the point that I just don't care. I don't have control over sh**, not even my own f**king hair. I wish I could wake up from this nightmare, But it seems so dang strong I can't help but be drug the f*** along. I have nothing to do to take up my time So I write my thoughts into these f***ed a** rhymes Some people think I'm weird Altho' I

My Poems
Plans For The Day Sitting on the porch drinking coffee in the morning sun speaking of dreams, hopes, & fears making plans for the day to come Take my hand in yours as we walk in the park along the beach looking out to the deep blue sea Wrap your loving arms around me hold me tight & tender kissing me softly you show me all that love has to offer Laying beside you my head upon your chest at nights end run your fingers thru my hair soothing away all the hurt easing years of pain you teach me that it's okay to give yourself completely by helping me to completely trust with all my heart & soul As we drift off to sleep in each others arms in complete contentment, peace & happiness for true love can conquer all

My Poetry
Growing Old Growing old with you is a dream I long for to wake each morning to see you there the rise and fal of your bosom as you take each breath watching over you as you sleep more peaceful then ever before and as you wake to be the first thing you see to see you smile to kiss you and say "I love you" all this I long for for that is my dream to be with you. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea Tears Tears flow from my eyes, they are not sadness or pain Flowing from my heart with nothing but love for you are the only one that can truly make me smile you lift my spirits in a way no other person can you give me strength when I need you most a shoulder when I need to weep an ear when I need to be listened to a heart when I need to be loved So when I cry, it is not because I am sad I cry... because I am so happy and I love you. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea Waiting Here I si

My Poetry
Broken Heart My heart is broken into, My thoughts of sadness are for you. I long for tenderness from a lonely soul. A soul that can heal my broken heart with a simple kiss. For a soul who can take my broken heart and thoughts of sadness And turn thim into a sigh of a relief and thoughts of gladness. Is there such a soul out there? Who knows. Maybe someday that one soul will find me; But until then my heart will stay broken into And my thoughts of sadness will end with you. My heart aches. My soul in pain. So lonely I''m going insane. I long for tenderness from a thief in the night. A simple kiss so deep it takes my breath away. I only have thoughts of sadness though For my thief in the night is only a dream. With the rising of the dawn my dreams fade. Along with my soul still deep with pain. With this dagger I pierce the heart For a sigh of relief from the dark. From this life I release this soul to ease the pain From these weary bones. Like the dawn I will fade.

My Poems
Will you ever love me? thats all I want to know, I tell you I need you and all you do is laugh, I tell you I want you and you turn and walk away. What will it take for you to be mine? do I have to cross an ocean or swim across the sea just to prove you mean the world to me. Will you ever love me? that all I want to know, I tell you I love you and you think its all a joke, you pay me no attention untill its time for sex and then out the door you go. What will it take for us to be as one? do I have to bend over backwards and cater to your every need, if this is so then you are not the one for me. Will you ever love me? thats all I want to know, please say you do so my love for you can grow, please say you love me so I can give my heart to you, please say you love me cause baby im hopelessly in love with you. Wanting and feening for what it is you got Thinking about the time you got me so hot Hot and bothered is how I get when I can't have y

My Political View
global warming.taxes.guns.immigration.iraq.energy.environment.economy.gay marriage.freedom of choice.MY RIGHTS.YOUR RIGHTS. show up or shut up. VOTE November 4, 2008

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My Poetry
one day i went outside to look at the sky all the clouds where white,but one was black it started to turn in to shape of a unicorn a black unicron Oh,how beatiful this creature is it moved like the wind and cutting though the clouds like they were paper It's foot steps where the sounds of thunder and with each step like flashing lighting Oh, my beatiful unicorn set me free,from the bonds of hate and let me go to heaven,so i can run as free as my black unicorn Teshanna Stephens Copyright ©2008 Teshanna Stephens Here lies fallen angels dead on the ground Their spirits stand there looking all round If you go to spot You'll see a mound and you'll feel their presences As the days go by people come to mourn Those that show respect are adorn let the memories never fade Every time you look upon the mound Just remember its all right to shed a tear As the pain fills inside and hurts it wont go a way The anger we shall not hide it These you remember the american pride

My Poetry
The Love I Have, As I lay here tonight, I relize the love, I have for you, When we first met I didnt know what or who you were, now I know and the more I fall for you. online love is hard, hard to determine wether or not it is true or false till you try, I tried and I fell in love to this day I still love him I love everything bout him his sweetness, kindness all thee above. Why is love so hard? you think you find the right man the way he act's and the way he talk's then all of a sudden you give him the hint that you like his so and that's when he breaks your feelings by telling you He's not on the market it's always the sweet men that have an excuse.

My Poems
Trust is all that glues us Together. Trust is a foundation for us to build. Trust all i ask of you from now untill forever. Trust is believing that this is willed. Love is the sanctuary we seek. Love is the tide of the heart. Love is the langauge we speak Love is knowing that we're never apart. This bond I decree between Us, Forever and True. The chains the bind you, I hereby remove. Till the End of Time, all I want is You. Home i shall be very soon Cut out my eyes, make me blind, make me see take away all of my fear, anger, and loneliness build me into the man you want me to be place into me love, joy, and happiness. strip me down, and take away my pride turn me into a man you'll never reject. tell me softly that i never lied. leave not one memory of pain and regret. place inside my heart your love make your love my blood and my life. make it pure and true as a dove. so that I'll be the man you'll marry and be my wife. seal all of this with a passionate kiss set

My Poetry And Music
The Other Woman I lie awake at night unable to shed a tear knowing the end is near All of the ugly things you have said and done ring through my head over and over again I still remember how wonderful life became when you gave her up There was no competition-You were all mine and life was so divine How many times have I tried to stop the insanity and the lies? How many tears have I shed How I have felt like my heart has bled...... I have met her several times I have even listened once or twice to her lies too...... Your Other woman you have chosen to be yours has made me feel heartache to the core........ Its not easy knowing the Other woman and knowing there's no stopping her for she is no woman at all............ Your Other woman is Alcohol. Don't give up on us, baby We've only just begun Don't give up on us, baby Our lives can be as one If I were to lose you now My life woul

My Poetry
Together I love you only always, but with your love I'm blind. I couldn't see what went on, in your heart and mind. I'm sorry for what has happend, but you won't let me in. If you cannot work it out, then you claim that it's the end. Alot of damage has been done, not just to you, but me. If in time nothing works, they'll be no us you see. Your the one I truly love, the one I gave my heart. When in time we're together again, it will be us to never part. I love you and I always will, until the day I die. Now that you return your love, I know it's not a lie. Written by Kathleen Cisco....ME The love we once shared is gone but not forgotten. We both had to let go in our own way, maybe there's some hope we'll be together again someday. I love you for who you are and for what you have made of me. I love you always with all my heart that's something in me I will never part. I know you loved me and you finally let me see, that I can do what I want

My Poems
#1-A picture sketched into my mind adn soul, A picture seared into my heart, A love that you would never know, before we could even start.. #2-To walk this line and never stray, A state of mind to live the day balanced on the line of life and death. #3-Why is it that memory will always keep us apart even though my love never changes, Im glad you moved on but my heart forever pains. #4-To continue on with my memory of you, Your glowing light will pull me through, My soul will forever carry on with bounding strength... #5-A life of torturous gazes, A life of painful truths, A life that seems to never end... #6-One man to walk alone, To be solo in what is known not a care in the world for what you think, all of you pricks can suck my dick....... #7-It is alot to ask of someone hurt, I know Im seen lower than dirt, All i ask is one more plee, Please, Please, forgive me??????????????? #8-The greatest part of my life gone for life, An empty void of sacri

My Poems
a rose is but a roseit has no thoughtnor no voiceit can not feelnor see its own beautyit is....but a rose'til it is givenfrom me to youthen it has those thingsand many more indeed TICK In the moment of time Love comes to us and is gone in a whisper Sorrow fills our heart and then is swept away Loneliness grasps our soul but with a touch it fades Anger subsides Peace blooms Contentment rises as joy subsides And then in that moment that very moment of time when every wish is granted my wish goes unanswered... t.a.fillmore

My Poetic Tallent To A Simple Question
well as i am me, im great, and thats what everyone will see, as i deem it such, but in all truth i loathe myself, where i used to have confidance, there is nothing anymore. where there was hope, there is nothing anymore. where there was love, is dust from what used to be a heart. where there used to be a soul, is an empty shell. all that remains are thoughts and memories. although the face smiles- as happy as the eyes look -the happier i am, the more missery has welled. behind my eyes there is nothing but pain.

My Poems
Lie's You Lie to someone you care for, To try an keep something hidden, something that cant be explaind. Something your scared of. You lie because you don't want to hurt the ones you care for. You lie inhope that it was all just a very bad dream. You hope the dream would just fade away into the dark. But the bad dream is not just a dream it is your life , it is what is happening to you. Your scared you don't know what to do. So you lie, You lie in hope to never have to tell the one you care most in life for. Lying is never the way. But indeed it is a way for some. But all in all lie's never help in the end. You will ALWAYS lose the ones you love most!! By Ashley V,Lindsay Don't lie it never helps

My Poetry
I sit in this prison i have made. I sit here and wonder why i have done the things i have to trap myself here. were my worst fears haunt me and come to life. then i see you, you make my fears hide, you make the prison i have built dissaper into the night. you hold me close and i feel safe in your arms i dont want you to ever let go. but as day turns back to night you fade away and i realize it was only a dream that you want stay so as i sit here still in this prison i have made i morn the lost of my one true love and cry hopeing one day that you shall come back to me and release me from this prison.

My Poems
I Want a Country I want a country Let the sky be blue the bough green the cornfield yellow Let it be a land of birds and flowers I want a country Let there be no pain in the head no yearning in the heart Let there be an end to brothers' quarrels I want a country Let there be no rich and poor no you and me On winter days let everyone have hose and home I want a country Let living be like loving from the heart If there must be complaint let it be of death FREE We live free Air is free clouds are free Valleys and hills are free Rain and mud are free The outside of cars The entrances of cinemas And the shop windows are free Bread and cheese cost money But stale water is free Freedom can cost your head But prison is free We live free Song Your lips are red Your hands are white Take my hands child Hold them a while. In the village where I was born There were no walnut trees That's why I yearn for coolness Fondle me a while. In the vi

My Poetry
http://www.associatedcontent.com/rss/user_356322.xml Her Stolen HeartThe sudden awareness of feelings for one that's untouchable, locked up, away from the object of her desire. View more »

My Poem
I Dream Of You As i close my eyes at night ready to go to sleep my dreams of you begin and i know your mine to keep My thoughts make me smile cause i know you love me You are all i ever dreamed of you are my fantasy I feel so safe from any harm When you hold me so close in your loving arms i love to feel you oh so close I want you to know that its you i need the most. i dream of you and i love you! Robin C Kempson Copyright ©2008 Robin C Kempson

My Poems
You say were just friends, You say that you care, But how do I know this, if you wont take the dare. You know our love could be strong and fulfilling. So take this chance, just once and give me such a image trance.I will only then promise you what you need, and with this I know of you indeed. So come to me, and let me show you the way. So come to me, and I will shelter you in this web of love if I may. So then come to me, so then we can become two as one, like we were flying above , like the wings of the white dove. So you say, what you want. So you say, what you feel. So you say, what you see. For I will always know how you truly feel and see or what you really want. Because of this love of yours. I will feel such a taunting joy, when your lips say I LOVE YOU !!!! So You Say By Kris Mauch In the depths of your eyes, they show of a weekness, as the blind one's love reveals. How b

My Poetry
I look in your eyes And they are deep blue Your gaze has me wondering Do you want me to? I've given you my heart Which you hold in your hand You toss it and twist it Where will it land? Beginning to wonder What can I do To keep my heart safe Should I save it from you? You used to deserve it Now you dont It's broken and hurting Just set it afloat. Give it back to me,for me to regive To someone who will love it With all that they have Someone who will hold it with strong,gentle hands.

My Poetry (@ By Bgs)
Please forget your sorrows, forget your pain Just listen to the falling rain Gently playing it's own sweet song Lifting you to where you belong A place to where you can remain. All sadness now you can refrain Nothing to lose, but all to gain So that you can your whole life long Forget your sorrows... Be gone all strife, be gone all strain Be who you once were, once again You've got the strength, I know you're strong The band is now playing your song Don't let my wishes be in vain Please, forget your sorrows... and..i think.. if two parallel worlds ran in two parallel lines two different worlds in two different times one full of dreams and one full of truths one every one see's and one every one knows one full of hate one full of love where every one's happy or no one's got enough one full of happiness and one full of pain one full of sunshine and one full of rain so which one would you choose now all said and done the one that sounds the best

My Poetry
Crazy They call him crazy But little does anyone know What lies buried deep inside Hidden away from prying eyes A myriad of emotions and conflicts Hundreds of thoughts race through his mind Love to him is a hurtin thing So floating round is his protection If he touches your soul, trapped you’ll be He’ll make ya smile, make ya cry and make ya feel safe No one forgets him no matter how long Ya gotta respect him and he demands it so He guards what’s his and shares what he wants Smooth fast talking making his way He survives the only way he can So crazy they may call him But I know different Because I’ve touched his soul Copyright ©2008 Sue E Price Lies I am the fool when I keep trying to believe How stupid can I be Is it desperation or the loneliness I feel; Somewhere I lost my ability to put myself first I believe the words spoken to me Only to discover they're just lies I don't really matter to people I see They use me for their own mean

My Pops
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My Poetry
You're my everything My hearts desire You're like the flame That ignites my fire When I see you coming my way My breath catches, I don't know what to say To me, you're the brightest light in love And compared to all others, your beauty rises above You are the life in which I live To earn that love, my life I'd give You are the one, I want, I need It's your face that in my dreams I see It's you that holds my heart captive It's you that makes my pulse explosive You're my answer, my wish come true And if you'd have me....I'll always love you! I had closed the door upon my heart, And wouldn't let anyone in! I had trusted and loved, only to be hurt, But that would never happen again. I had tossed the key to my locked away heart, As hard and as far as I could! Love would never enter again, My heart was closed for good. But then you came into my life, And made me change my mind. Just when i thought that tiny key, Was impossible to find. Just then you hel

My Poetry
Aren't thy souls so very dark? Or is it for mine own I see no shadow? Does the light make yours so good? If it is so does that mean I am bad? I think not for mine is dark, because I'm alone, tormented, and so very sad! To be loved or liked or walk by the one that makes me whole, To gaze into her eyes, see my reflection, feel loved. I lay my head in my hands as I cry and once again see mine own shadow. She wraps her arms around me and comforts me as I cry, She can feel my pain, my torment, as she feels my tears bleeding down her sides. I fall on my hands and knees as I feel like I'm about to die. I have just enough strength to give her that last kiss goodbye. I look up into the sky, and I ask the gods, please give me my one and only wish, Oh please, I'm begging, Pleading, let me at least spend eternity with the girl that I need! The one that felt my pain and comforted me, My one and only......my very own fantasy. The fair maiden stands before me, I stare at her nic

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My Poems
Another lost day has turned into a hopeless night of sleep. The Sun has been replaced with a thick darkened sky. The Moon has barely cut her way thru the the black blanket. The house has fallen silent. Only one person awake. Lost in her thoughts.. It's all been the same for the past 9 years. All I want is something I'm afraid I can never have. I look toward the sky for answers but all I ever find is silence. I've begged and pleaded and i get no where. I fight with everything I have til I'm about to break... and still.. nothing. No answers are ever found. Life will never work the way you want or hope for it to. All that is definite about life that I've finally come to realize is that There is only fate. You're destiny's already set out for you.

My Poetry
BECAUSE I'M EVIL 4/24/08 SOMETIMES I FEEL BLIND LIKE A MASK IS COVERING MY MIND SOMETHINGS THAT ARE MEANT TO BE ARE STARING RIGHT AT ME WHAT YOU WILL AND ONCE YOU HAVE IT LIFE CAN BE SUCH A HABIT IF YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT I REALIZE TRY AND UNDERSTAND BY NOT USING EYES SOMETIMES ITS HARD TO KEEP FEELINGS AT BAY I FEEL LIKE I JUST NEED TO WALK AWAY THE PEOPLE I LOVE ARE THE PEOPLE I HURT I SHOULD BE BURIED SIX FEET UNDER DIRT NO, I WILL NOT KILL MYSELF TODAY BUT I WILL DIE A LITTLE BIT MORE EACH DAY NO ONE DESERVES MY TORTURE AND TORMENT WHENCE I CAME SHALL BE RETURNED, HELL SENT HALLS OF THE BLIND 2/13/98 I CAN SEE WHAT YOU SEETH NOT VISION MILKY THEN EYES ROT WHEN YOU TURN THEY WILL BE GONE WHISPERING THEIR HIDDEN SONG THEN YOU SEE WHAT CANNOT BE SHADOWS MOVE WHERE LIGHT SHOULD BE OUT OF DARKNESS OUT OF MIND INTO THE HALLS OF THE BLIND TORTURE 3/22/99 ENCOMPASSING IS THE SKY ALWAYS SHINING BRIGHTLY WITH THE LIGHT DARKNESS COMES WITH THE NIGHT

My Poetry
Love has never been a word, that meant alot to me, just another word to say, not a way to be. Its always just been a way, to get the things I want, just another word, another part of the hunt. But then something happened, the day you came along, I realized its not just a word, I realized I was wrong. Now everytime I say the word, I mean it real and true, so know you can believe me, when I tell you I love you!! Is this really what you want, to take your life away, to hurt the ones who care the most, to end it all this way? Do you ever stop and think, bout how it makes us feel, bout how much we would miss you, bout how we all would deal? Is your life really that bad, that you need to hurt yourself, that you need to scare us like that, that you've gotta risk your health? I'm telling you right now, its scaring me to death, its not something you should be doing, its not the only choice left. I'm serious when I say it, so please make no mistake

My Poems...
#1stunna09INLOVEWITHENCHANTEDMYSTICALGODDESS@ fubar When I saw you I was afraid to meet you When I meet you I was afraid to know you When I knew you I was afraid to like you When I liked you I was afraid to love you Now that I love you I'm afraid to lose you Come hold me till I fall asleep Love me with all your heart Allow me into your soul And I swear we will never part I will love you with all that I am And all that I will ever be Just hold me through the night And tomarrow you will see How deep my love goes for you How it spreads far and wide Look deep into my eyes now Can you see I tremble inside? I want you so much My heart aches with pain I need you so much I think i'm going insane Just promise you won't leave me And that you'll always be here If you hold me through the night I won't have any fears

My Poems
The face of disappointment reflects back from a blank screen, Faded memories of a love that I had once before seen, Foolish yes, foolish no, never really sure where this person wants to go. I've given my best, I've given my all, and yet in return my heart's left to Fall. A whim and on grace, it's torn from this place that I've hidden before. I can't touch it, can't see it, but please still believe it? What trusts must I be burdened to hold, while my heart grows so cold? No hint of desire, no thoughts to conspire my reverence is forced to behold. Not captive, not free, what place would this be? Not heaven, not earth, not joy and not mirth, Sheer terror, and dread whirl 'round in my head. No warm comforting kisses, no "I love you", no "I miss's" Just bleed me, and lead me around on this string, No consequences, no regrets, no thoughts of effects, Nothing, but fading into shadowy absences. What life is this? What place is this? What feeling is THIS that you share?

My Poetry
the ray of the sun kisses my skin. i look up into the blue eyes of the sky, searching for storm clouds of trouble in the distance. the sensitive ears of the trees listen to the musician's song rock the wind with a whisper to lay back and relax, as the lyrics haunt with a deep knowledge. the sky forgot to spend the gold fleck pieces, that dots the blue with enlightment and joy. the smells of body heat hits the senses like a lost toy of days gone by. the sun dial ticks away with a stem of lust that shadows the time. the ray of the sun kisses my skin again...i should stop before i get burned... how much more damage can one take before feeling the tan deepen to a burn. the sweat is building like a river. i back away long enough to get a breath..and i go back for more,as i pray in a whispered breathless sigh one more kiss. strong touches can be damning, but given the right spots the ray can't miss. thank the Gods i had the right clothes on to keep me as safe as i can be with a

My Poetry
Im a man with goals Life for me is being a man Southern young gentleman growing up In a house of a single mother of three A Gemini Born in 84' Slanted teddy bear eyes 6'4 Handsome hard working man Name of a strong man with a swaggle And a smile of maturity That puts a woman in the state of mind of comfort Personality that accepts all equally Whom looks at life with a strong heart And passion to be a child of God But flaws of Devilish ways Dreams to be a poem writer as an artist Career based to be an Accountant But hands as a Massage Therapist Ambitious at all accomplishments that brings success to my eyes Laid back conversations that are comfortable and relaxing But quite humorous around the boys Fashion based as America's Next Top Model Im a man Im Rasheed ill slow grind you like you were my first but hold you like you were my only ill take you to a place of unforgettable happiness kissin

Mypoetry
Funny the situations become When you cant cry no more When the pain get so unbearable You cant feel no more Laughter comes When you cant take No more See the humor in the pain To survive another day In this jaded world Crazy How life can be so unbearable Needing a light to shine Tired of the rain The storm When will sunshine come Funny how life is more pain Than joy Will we ever have complete Control Funny That each day We keep waking up With nothing to live for With more dark days a head Of us Funny How god can see the bigger picture And we continued to be blind fold Funny How Funny That life Is painfully hysterical My heart has stopped I can cant feel a damn thing Anymore Just the other day I was riding on rainbows Just the other day The weather for love Was sunny and clear Now rain clouds And lighting Have arrived I am so confused didn’t think I would feel Like this again My heart is in a tug a war Gam

My Poems.
Mark of Death Lost in lust Enslaved by trust I'm all for which you dream My elusive cure It makes you purr Now you belong to me It could never be Why can't you see To me you're only feed Upon your neck My mark of death Your blood drained into me Falling to the ground You make no sound From your lips are silent screams So much waste From your sweet taste You have set my hunger free I can only cry Watching as you die From this curse there's no release Consumed by thirst It has gotten worse Now I'm nothing but a beast A Deserving Grief Burning in flames a life that was bent Digging through sands of sins lament Dragging weary feet dripping with sweat A journey of despair born of regret Scrapping away skin with claws of deceit Turning in shame from all you meet Broken in twain A soul in defeat Desperate to merge a broken belief Pierced with pain from silent screams Razor wrist slaves Necks ringed in wreaths And in the dark

My Poetry
A long path of hardship and loneliness is the one she has walked down for so long, Her head hung low with disappointment and sadness that she carries with her. Her soul empty and heart broken into pieces she feels are beyond repair, The road is covered in harsh rocks and the fire of hatred for those who kicked her down. As the tears fall and her hopes fade into nothing she sees the endless path before her, At the point when she almost gives up a hand reaches for hers…… There he stands his hand in hers and she looks up into his eyes, Caring, so soft with love he looks at her as though she is a goddess before him.

My Poems And Stuff
What for? As the hate flows the anger grows to much on a plate it deals with fate always planning the future spanning with a steel spine you've got all the time in the end we all blend..... One look at him and i begin to blush, all at once my feelings they rush. To my head and to my feet, feelings of love i can not defeat. My heart and soul he owns it all, he looks at me, i hope he saw. How his stare makes me stutter,

My Poems
Stuck In In a hole cold dark and wet a more scary place I have never met seeing the bright light at the top I try to escape climbing clawing at the dark wet mud trying hard to leave this place behind but the further I go the more these shackels on my ankles seem to drag me down as my demons kick me In the face again I find myself at the bottom still scared still confined and still alone my demons seem to want me here needing feeding on my fear but I cant give up cant give in I have to get out of this hole Iam in so I start to climb again the shackles start to get heavy but somehow i manage to drag them along the demons are kicking again but It dosent hurt anymore than it did befor my confidence builds and I climb some more I can see the light the light getting closer and my shackles are getting looser Clink! my shackles have fallen to the bottom realising ny advantage I start to climb faster and faster finally I reach the top victorious I spring frome my whole Ive done it ive put

My Poetry
Some memories stain the mind, Blood red like innocence left behind. Dreams of the broken pass To nothing in a careless word, As the past sneaks up And steals all Joy away. Peace of mind never settles On those of darkened heart. Some memories stain the soul with a ghostlike glow…. Fly On the neverending Wings of love. In your freedom Soar thru life, With me at Your side. Float On love’s gentle And boundless grace. Remain true Till love brings You safely to the other shore. Sail On love’s warm And eternal hope. Find strength in being So vulnerable. Grow On love As together We can Find forever. asking her will do no good, for she will not know what to say, she does not want to die... no what she wants can never come to be, she wants to have never been born. her tears fall unheeded and no one sees the pain contained within. the pain is more than her broken soul can bear. what a sad little vision is

My Poems...
"DREAMING" LAYING HERE IN MY BED THINKING.... WHERE ARE YOU....WHY ARE YOU.....AND COULD I BE DREAMING..... DREAMING OF YOU...DREAMING OFF US...WHAT COULD BE...WHAT MIGHT BE...LOST IN A WORLD...DREAMING... SOFT TENDER TOUCH...SOFT TENDER KISS...BODIES TOUCHING...DREAMING...LONGING TO HOLD YOU...LONGING TO FEEL YOU...LONGING TO BE WITH YOU...DREAMING...ARE YOU FOR REAL...ALL FOR ME...WILL THIS REALLY HAPPEN...OR AM I JUST... DREAMING? BY CHERYL ANN LAMPTON 3/21/09

My Poetry
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My Poems This Is Not For Any Particular Person
A Puzzle of a Broken Heart

My Poetry
When you care about others and think of them alwaysIt hurts deeply that they don't care or even think about youJust to sit and talk, take a walk, or something to know they careInstead of that you get pushed away ignored and that hurt staysLonely, depressed, longing for someone to love comfort and talk toThe feelings are so overwhelming it is getting to be too much to bareLonging for comfort and understanding but never finding it in a world of darkness looking for some glimmer of hopeTo be happy and loved would be wonderful and greatBut to be alone uncomfortable misunderstood and unloved is how you sitWishing for eternal slumber but somehow you copeHoping to find something as good here as you would find beyond the Pearly Gates.~RavenMoon In a world of pain It is a breath of fresh air To find a little happinessNo matter what kind For we all have a lot to gainIt makes everything else easier to bearEveryone can use a little happinessFrom time to time just something to keep in mindAfterall

My Poems
Two souls join to never to part. Love fills the heart. Knowing that Love last forever. Never to be severd. One heart consumed in Darkness. Never really knowing love or its likeness. The other consumed in Light. Always there for the other never to take flight. The ying to the others yang. Filled with so much love that it hits with a bang. One hoping that the other opens to receive. Never to be deceived. One heart wants to give the other something to believe in. The other believeing they live in sin. Two souls balancing each other. Never to be parted by another. Reaching to be held. Never to let the other down to fell. Two hearts beating as one . Can you hear their hearts song? Two souls join in the bonds of love . That is blessed from above. Two souls now belong. Oh how they waited so long. Love can touch the Darkness. Now you can say you know the likeness. For love brings the Light. Oh what a sight. poem by : Paula When I look into your eyes I see everything I see a long ago King You

My Poetry
Her body lay on the red velvet bedblack roses covered her busthe hungrily stared down at heran uncontrollable lusthe ran his hand across her bodycaressing every curve, every parthe pressed his body against hersquietly he listened to the increased beating of her hearthe ran his fingers threw her raven hairstared deeply into her eyesechoing threw the room were her satisfied crieshe stared down at her soft white throatand slowly pressed his mouth against ithe eagerly began to drinkexcitedly she bit his wristblood covered their body'sas they slowly moved togetherfilling each others thirstevery minute getting bettertogether they layenter-twined as onelost in eternal lusta vamparic love...

My Poems And Storys Alike!!!
For I shall go into the day of the night mist to see if I can find the love of my lost soul, As I know she is in there wishpering and calling my name as I feel the love of her of my crying for me to come and save her from her living nightmare, As we cannot see each other but our love is stronger than the most powerful thing ever created by man or woman alive even stranger than love can ever be, as our passions flow over the mountin and hill tops through the valles of the other sides accross the lakes and rivers even thought the tickest of forest man cannot travel in, as our spirits rome free and high as we are in the making of a new a daylight night dawn as our lifes only but ever brittens as we soon be in each others arms for all of time and eternity as I only but ever truely deeply passinately love only her deeply and truely with our my heart body and soul as she ownes every t

My Poems
you have my heartyou have my soulyou are so deepi cant breath sometimesyoure in mindand all i findis an emptyness i cant replacewhen ur gonei miss you so muchim independant but losthow can one man own me so completely ------------------------------------------- im so in lovenever thought i would bedidnt know i knew howyou feel me with a needand wowi want to touch youfeel you next to mea touch that burns my soula look that says your minetatooed on my heart for all timei dont want anyone elsenoone else comparesyou make me meltwith just a wordi have never felt this way beforei could get lost in you--------------------------------------------- When all others let you downI'll be there without a soundI'll be there to show you the wayTo a brighter and better dayA shoulder you can lean onWhen you think all hope is goneYou're very special I hope you knowYou have my love, my heart, and my soul

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Thinking of You My Love

My Poetry
Trapped…In this hell of my own makingI rail at my prison walls and curse the day I fellFell for your lying eyes and twisted heartHow blind could I have been?Lost…In a maelstrom of love and painWanting to be near you, Wanting to run awayNeeding to find something to end this constant painNeeding to find my way out of this dark holeBound…By my love for you, my heart enthralledBy the vows I spoke in truth on that far away dayThe day I locked myself into this never ending tormentThe chains wrapped around my soul have at last drawn bloodDying…Slowly on the inside where no one can seeMy life's blood seeping from invisible wounds of my own makingNo aid offered from your cold heart, your indifferent touchCursing your name and mine, I fall into the abyss…Copyright V.A.R.D. 2005 Ambivalence consumes me Love and hate war within my headDrawn and yet repulsedI'm filled with constant dreadI yearn for his affectionYet I don't want him near meIf I can't have his full

My Political Views
What is that special something that makes a man want to know everything about you and makes him want to tell you how he feels over and over? What makes a man want to listen to what you have to say—even crave knowing how you feel or what you’re inner world is like? A man falls in love with you because he knows he can be himself around you. He falls in love with you because he feels safe expressing his innermost, private feelings with you. He knows that you can handle your feelings. He can sense that. And because he senses that at the most unconscious level, he starts to long for your company, for your touch, for your affection. He may not even know why he feels this way. All he knows is that there’s something special about you that he doesn’t feel with any other woman in his life. He wants to take you in his arms and keep you forever. This is what happens to a man when he goes from feeling affection or admiration for you to feeling genuine love. This is the &

My Poetry
Oh the beauty of the night,Magic in its oldest form.Come take me away sweet fanciful dreams.Wrap your dark quivering arms around me,I am yours forever more,mind body and soul.May they ignite in the flame.I would ask what you wish of me, but that is not your way.You do not ask.You take.Claim what you will.I wait....for what seems an eternity,Knowing each heartbeat is already yours.Each breath borrowed.When will you savor your prize?My body hums with anticipation like a crystal goblet when tenderly stroked.Stroke me once more, make me sound as the one you adore.The one whose purest features were designed for your tune.Take me. Make me

My Poems Dealing With Heartbreak
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see? Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you

My Poetry
"Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you,In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you." I want you to be mine foreverand always, forsake me neverMy love for you holds no boundariesYou, hero in all my tender reveriesOn this journey about to endeavor My arrow is aimed at your heartYou won mine right from the startMy hunk: strong, sexy and cleverI want you! All my dreams are dreams of yo

My Poems
Sometime I sit and wonder whyWhy it is I sit and cryI wonder why I am so sadWhen I think of what we could have hadWhen I think of things the way I dreamedI guess some things arent as they seemedWhat can I do to make you seeAll I want is you with meSometimes I wish I had just one more nightJust one time to hold you tightI fear that day will never comeBut always know you have my love Life is so unfair. Your heart goes here and your mind goes there.Why can't things just go right?Instead we always just fuss and fight.How can you just turn your feelings off and onWhile I sit here crying because your gone?My chest is aching, you broke my heart.You ripped it out and tore it apart.I so wanted to believe you had changed.So my life I rearanged.Now I'm not sure what to believe.If you ment what you saidthen why did you leave?So here we go again.I sit here wonderingwhat might have been.Would the two of ushave been happy together?Would we have made it to forever?I guess now we will never know.Just

My Poetry And Yes I Wrote Them All
My life is useless and I'm no longer needed. I should have heeded the call when death came to chat. In constant pain for many years. Physically, mentally, and emotionally distressed. Tears through the years, many never veiled. Living in constant fear of what he may do. I sleep very little and very light. The only comfort I find in life is the sweet darkness of night. Tired of the pain, lonliness and despair. I now say goodbye for I now know. No one ever really cared. M.A.S. 9/28/09

My Poems
Peering out, through a frosty window. Watching the snow slowly fall, to the ground. A sea of whiteness, is all that appears to be. Just sitting here thinking, where you are now. Remembering the days, when you and I spent in the snow. Building forts and snow men, chasing each other around in the snow. Laughing and smiling, having a great time. But now I sit here, all alone thinking about those days. When we were going to be, a loving family. Your son is here, a beautiful little boy. Two years of age, with your amazing blue eyes. Now why is it every year, I sit and think about you. This year is the last, you left us, and don't even want us. I have the best of you, and he is sitting right here. I have new, brighter memories to cover yours. My son and I, playing in the snow. So today I'm finally, letting you go. Forever this time, no need dwelling on the past. Me and you are done, and its about time i get on with my life. ( new poem i just re

My Poem Section
WOULD YOU If you seen me walking hopeless Would you, stop so your eyes can focus Would you, wonder whats your name Would you, walk with me in the rain Would you, for the friendship you gain Would you, ask what has made you cry Would you, pass me and ponder why Would you, join me hand in hand Would you, journey with me across the land Would you, walk along the sea in the sand Would you , wonder if i was the one would could you bring back my sun The One

My Poems...
The young man runs hard In a deserted land The trees are naked Lost in time Lost in his heart The memory of goodbye From what once was Lost in time Goodbye Goodbye my loved ones The man on the corner Screaming Gesting Noone surprised By the alarmist Life cursed Save me from my doom The poison on the ground The war that is coming Goodbye I think of you my loved ones Goodbye The sun goes down In the land of dawn The young man bites through his pain The young man is scared Afraid of the future Afraid of what will come The young man runs to his home To his loved ones To his love Sings his lullabye goodnight Goodnight my loved ones Dream whatever you want to dream I will stil protect you against wind and water The fire The rain The acid The air poluted as the city i will protect you from the danger luring Goodbye I'm always the shoulder, the comfort in a certain way.. they call me their soulmate I'm always the little brother, the one

My Poker Site
61/8/25/10 sabbath bloody sabbath-underling meaning about the big lies that we are afraid to even think much less speak.and what to do after..dealing with an inevitable truth of understanding humans will or at least a want of a will to survive death itself... and the imagination and the power over men that those thought have become.

My Poems
I always wonder why I will always sit in the dark when I cry It's because without you here

My Poetry
There is a darkness That dwells deep within me It is a sadness which I hide So no one else can see It tortures my soul And invades my thoughts And dims my inner light During the day it haunts me less But hits me hardest At night. The sadness comes from a tortured past from a life with too much pain A stormy past filled with sorrow That falls on me like rain But I know that with time and lots of hope I will someday rise above, And the sadness that lies Within my heart Will be replaced completely with love.

My Poems
There is something about your touchthere is something about your eyesthe gentle touchthe gaze of loveMeeting you was fatehaving you in my life is pure joyyou are truely heaven sent to meour souls are destined to be togetheri know we havent known each other for that longbut i feel likewe have known each other for an eternityas the old sayins goi have never known a love like thisnor have i ever thoughtthat love could be this good or feel so right.you truely are the love of my lifei want to spend the rest of my daysliving to make you happy and making you feel the way i do about you.i love you, my shadow baby If only just a dream You walked in my life or did I walk into yours? Both of us seeing the past reborn the heart is now on the line. Too many days of sorrow, too many days of pain all I need is to have the hope of love for me... The days seem bleek, the clouds have emerged, the sunny days behind me, the warmness of your arms just out of reach. These words are bursti

My Poems
In Your Eyes you are holding me, loving me so carefuly, the way you touch me. as if i'm fragile, i'd break won't break...just ache... to feel you inside me. your eyes are like a mirror. my heart is racing...you look at me as if i were the only thing you know sweet, fluid, smoldering hot... you look right into me feel what i am to you looking into my soul, with those eyes seeing what lies inside of me. wet, anticipating every touch, every move of your body...your skin slides over me, like a blanket. you lie on me, and the heat, the feel of your body, just makes me want to scream... like the howling of a wolf. i want this..i need you.... all i want to do is just be.. even to just lightly touch the surface of who you are what you want why do you want me? feeling your body tense, as you push against me.. oh, what pleasure this is....i feel like a black panther... like I'm prowling just to see what i can do next..just to feel you, any part of you, o

My Point Of View
Why do i always feel like im on the outside looking in??????? I will be soon moving into a new 3 bedroom apartment....i need some decorating ideas..im writing this blog now cause i will be stepping out in about an hour or so....i will be back later in the day to respond to comments and such...Ideas welcomed and i will take pics as soon as im moved in...i am PSYCHED about the fireplace and the patio(its small but i have 2...one off the living room and one off the master bedroom....

My Poetry
You dont deserve this pain that makes you so sad, the people who drive you crazy and make you mad; You dont deserve to suffer at the expense of others, they should treat you with respect like they would their mothers; You dont deserve to hide away from this world and be secluded, you should be appreciated, loved, and included; You dont deserve to be all alone, emtpy and lost, for the love you offer is more than enough to cover the cost; of any friendship that you do deserve and are worthy of, be known that mine is based on true love. L is for the laughter that flows through me when i am with you or even think about you, O is for the orgasmic pleasure you give me when we are together and you touch me too, V is for the vulnerability that ensues me when you gaze into my eyes, E is for for the everla

My Poetry!
I'm all alone in this world. Through the darkness I am hurled. I call and call and call and call yet I'm never heard. If only I could fly like a bird. I'd fly away from this mess. Maybe then I would act my best. I hold it in for the sake of all. Yet whenever I get up they make me fall. I help all that I can, but it is thrown back at me. If only I could be a bird silent and free. Help me please if you think you can. Otherwise...... don't hold out your hand.

My Poetry If You Can Call It That...
obscene mannerisms give way to an offensive nature with no control and no regard for the absurdity of it all. you vote like it's your duty. FUCK your duty, that's your job - you'll get paid, minimum wage and when your body dies, choked by chapped old hands, your mind will survive on a sweet little pension check that you've worked your whole life for. your christian children will dance for joy around you- then burn you on their white picket fence. with more political cliches then my writing, somebody will shut you up, just like they shut me u- happiness usually comes in small doeses; a dimple in a cheek from a smile that creeps across sugar kissed lips, a glimmer of light expressed in warm eyes, in the slow movement of large hands over blushed cheeks and an angular jaw- held in a moment of time where none can touch them. three lights, two glowing, one alone waiting to be turned on, but happiness always comes in small doses.

My Portfolio
big thanks to my husband for taking this shot....post production by myself in photoshop...anyone else want cloning...just ask...i'll do one for you....kj xx you can never be too skinny or too rich.

My Poetry
As I close my eyes there he stands reaching out for my hand to take me afar into a land only once I have been before a place of dreamscape where my mind and soul deepen I can feel the soft sensation of his whispers in my ear He caress's my lips with his own through the breeze I can feel the presence of his body softly upon mine his eyes carrying me away with blistfulness and compassion the very soul he shares circles and entwines my sences This land is wonderious beyond creation the temptations of beauty spread for my eyes to wonder The wind blows through the trees and the waterfall runs deep I feel his arms wrap around my waist gently as he kisses my neck as he lay me down on the purest greenest grass the blood boils hot as the lightning streaks through my veigns This is the only way I can feel his warm gentle touch I never want to leave this gracious dreamscape dont want to awake and lose his kiss exhile me to this beautiful space where I can have his hand upon my

My Poems =)
A true friend is very hard to find Someone you can tell exactly what's on your mind Someone you can be true & for real with Someone that doesn't just take..they also give Someone who is always going to be there Someone that showes they actually care Someone you can cry to when you're sad Someone you can talk to when you're mad I found this friendship when I found you I'll always be here for you no matter what you do

My Poem By Mark Hazelwood
My life depends on things in general like for example: Marriage, drugs, listening to music, everywhere i go, going to church, making money, making mistakes, loving on jesus and god, parents, brothers, sisters, grandmothers, uncles, aunts, loving yourself as well as others, friends, neighbors, having a healthy diet, staying in good shape, reading magazines.......

My Poetry Do Not Steal My Shit This My Orginal Work, And I Am Jsut Now Sharing It With Fu, Plz Comment :)
IM IN A FIELD OF FOUR LEAF CLOVER'S, BUT DON'T START PICKING QUITE SO FAST, FOR IM THE ONE, UR NOT LOOKING FOR, IM HIDDEN BY ALL OF THE GRASS,

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My Poems
Iam so broken and tornMy heart is bruised and wornI tell myself everyday things will changeInside me thoughts so strangeI'm good at not letting you know my painI just want to die over and over agianI will not be missedTrust me I'm so convincedMy friends rather walkawayEven tho gasping for air I beg them to stayI don't see this getting any betterI guess this is my suicide letterI'm sorry to have disappointed youI'm sorry but this time I will follow throughThere's no helping someone so like meIt's in your best interest to close your heart so my pain you dont have to seeIt will only hurt for a lil whileHoping that when I'm gone I can find my smileTell my babies I love them soI'm sorry it's now time for me to go.....

My Poems
"Want A Girl" By:

My Poems
I felt an angels presense on the day you left my side A gentle touch upon the cheek to wipe the tears I cried.

My Poem
Indian Heritage by Christina Maria Ennis

My Poetry
Snow caps on the mountainsCool breeze in the airThe scent of all the evergreenSo beautiful and fairThe wilderness so freeAnd the wildlife as they roamThis life I live so happilyI love to call my homeThe sight of mother natureAll her beauty is so grandAs the sounds you hear so vividlyWhispers through this landBreathtaking to see the sunriseTo see its morning glory raysTo view it by the oceanI love to see those daysSilent is the twilightAs the stars shine in the skyIt's like magic in the distance When a shooting star soars byThe crashing of the wavesOn the shores create a mist

My Poems
Two lovers of day and nightneither could live without the otherboth can shed plenty of lightbut they could never live together \while most prefer onethe other gets praisethough praise is fun power enters the phase \the praise of the moon,not something to be trifled with.just like the praise, the powerof the sun is just a myth. \praise follows myth but never seems to trymyth waits as long as it can,but keeps going and begins to cry \thus is the way of life,even if it fills u with hatenothing can be helpedthis is the Threads of Fate.

My Poems
AVERIL

My Poems And Random Thoughts
Sitting here alone. With no room to say, Casting aside all I used to be Never to speak of it again. Traveling through time just to stop. Hoping that on day the life I've choosen to live by, Will never let me down. Running down the street, Chasing a future I can not see. Praying that through all this pain I may find a way to see. The path through the homeless prices. Letting the past not catch up to me. Holding on to the me thats already gone. The house which I never stayed. The place where a home was never made. Parents to whom I love, But never really wanted to stay with. Hoping they never really let go. Of that life they always knew. To the daughter they never gave up on. The life to which I hold in my hand. Placing the hope of all they are in me. The homeless people with nothing left to give. A homeless mind that may just end up breaking.

My Poetry
My heart is like a battle field It's got the scars to show It has wounds that healed up nice and quickly And, others that drug out nice and slow My tears have flowed just like a river Sometimes I thought they'd never dry And, once or twice the one I usually turned to Was the very one who'd made me cry Sometimes I thought I needed no one Then chose "friends" who brought me down Turns out the one's who really love you Are the one's who through all your bullshit, stick around I must have put my parents through sheer hell When they'd stay up wandering where I'd been And, in the last ten years I've only had one good true friend I've made a few decisions I'll have to deal with all my life Had friends stab me in the back Then grab the handle, and turn the knife I've chosen roads that led to nowhere Burnt brigdes I'd need to cross again Had the Devil stand infront of me And, temptation won, and I gave in I lost a friend to drugs He took his own life one night when he w

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My Poetry. Please Read You'll Be Touched. Promise Please Let Me Know What You Think Of It. Ty God Bless.
Tears in Silence

My Poetry
Flame

My Poem!
The Mirror by Shane Allen Reynolds

My Poems
My inner demons and the endless blackness of evil Fear Hate and ugliness Everything I had been taught to despise Are the things that I transformed into strength for my survival The absolute truths that was depended upon for creation Became opposites and changed me Molded me into something I hated But had to embrace Sadness all consuming surmounted with the hopes and dreams of all weighs heavily on my soul hand in hand with regret for the generations having to bear witness of my pain Love and hate

My Poems
The Betrayal

My Poetry
"Never Shine"Surrounded by solitude, wasting self doubtSorrow is shadowed by whispers that shoutScream I'm dying and saying I'm doneThrough with the pain but never can runConstant reminders that never leave sightNot heard over the cries that bellow at nightWorld upside down with thoughts of the choiceYou know it is there you just have no voiceAdmit your disguised and hidden beneathAll of the things that make you seem sweetPretend your content and satisfied at heartDon't ask me why its all falling apartShredded and scorched by the flames of the pastI'll never break through the wall you have castThe mountain that separates your heart from my handThe ocean that tells me the future is damnedSoft brush on my cheek or breath on my neckMy faith on the line is what this will wreckHas fate been destroyed,defeated, left bleedingIs it covered,or hiding, maybe just sleepingTired of witnessing our sheer lack of hopeThe thrown away deepness our abilities to copeWi

My Poetry
Fractals

My Poetic Thoughts. All Copyrights Reserved.
We Fight.

My Poems!
The Bleeding RoseThis rose started out as a tiny seedThis rose sprouted into a single precious budThis rose bloomed to its fullest potential beautyThis rose knows not what happened nextThis rose has no clue what went wrongYet this rose is suffering just the sameThis rose is lost with what took placeThis rose never ever meant any harmYet this rose is slowly wilting awayThis rose worked hard to get where is wasThis rose never gave up when all seemed lostYet this rose has seen its better daysThis rose withstood torrential rainsThis rose withstood the blazing sunYet this rose is nearing its fateful endThis rose has lived a very wonderful lifeThis rose has given all it had to giveBut that is the life, of The Bleeding Rose WHO IS SHEI have searched for her before, but had no idea what I was looking for,

My Poetry
I love your lips when they're wet with wine and red with a wild desire. I love your eyes when the lovelight lies, lit with passionate fire. I love your skin when the warm white flesh touches mine in a fond embrace. I love your hair when the strands enmesh your kisses against my face. Not for me the cold calm kiss of virgin's bloodless love. Not for me the saints will bless, nor the heart of a spotless dove. But give me the love that freely gives and laughs at the whole world's blame. With your body so young and warm in my heart, it sets my poor heart aflame. So kiss me sweet with your warm wet lips still fragrant with ruby wine. And say with fever boor of the South that your body and soul be mine. Then pull me close and hold me tight as the pale stars shine above, And we'll live our whole young lives away in the joy of a living love...... i knew better, than to let down my walls, show you my flaws and retract my claws. Amongst the debris lies a not just broke, but sh

My Poetry
Instinct Vs. HeartacheWe all can love and care about another as much as our heart will allow; but when the people we love or care about does not feel the same... it

My Poetry
How pompous and arrogant to think myself beautiful Now sitting on the sidelines I see beauty in its fullest Beautiful body Trance-like movements graceful and endearing Pulling the eye Searching the soul Invading the heart The pure essence of all that is creative I watch from my lonely perch and hope for the opportunity To compete

My Poetry, My Heart, My Wish
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love

My Poetry
Somewhere within the chambers of my heart a mouth murmurs with a plethora of hypocritical verses laced intricately with paradoxes in the dark. I hear my name floating through the air.

My Poetry
The Segregated

My Poems
Never Give Up: We long for what we need Impatience and anxiety Give root to errant deed Which grows to yield but heartache The fruit that poisons trust And so to shadow we recede And hope descends to dust But somehow from the ashes The will to try again Doth mend the heart And forget the path In search of that one friend Who never will betray us Who never will go astray But fear still lurks upon the thought While waiting for that day We'll simply stumble once again For we know not who to trust Thus thoughts becomes an enemy But conquer them we must For surely there is someone Whether “Shining Knight” or “Bride”

My Poems
To My Angel ~ Come Take My Hand Come take my hand and let's walk through the starsWe'll laugh at Venus, we'll sleep on Mars.We'll wake with the sun and hear him yawnWith celestial brushes we'll paint the dawn.We'll bathe in the magic and shake hands with the moon.And learn it's mystical unearthly tune.Our feet will tiptoe through stardust fine.Our eyes will sparkle our faces shine.Our deep running love will burn very bright,Your smile will twinkle and shine through the night. Come take my hand, let's walk by the sea.It's vastness reflects its eternity.The cool of its waves brushing over our feet,Warmed by the rays of the sun's steady beat.The sun through your hair makes a halo of gold.The warmth in your smile leaves no secret untold.The sand soft as velvet sifts through our toesWhile across our faces a summer wind blows.A seagull in flight looks from up high aboveAt this couple below, so deeply in love. Come take my hand let us walk way up high,On cliffs in the mountains, quite clos

My Poetry
There is nothing more dishearteningthan to be a stranger in one's own house,Talking to peopleTalking to walls,Waiting for someoneWaiting for calls.Wishing for someoneto listen to words,Waiting and longingonly to be heard.Not that everythingneeds a reply,Just wishing that someonewould give it a try.Two different peopletrying to blend into one,But only by onewill it ever be done.Differences of opiniondifferences of view,Constantly compromisingis what I always seem to do.Living with onebut wishing for more,The fussing, the fightingone walks away sore.Sitting in the houseSitting at home,Like a caged up tigerI need space to roam.Pent up ragepent up anger,Not really surewhat is the real danger.Confused and depresseddesensitized I feel,Doesn't seem to matter to anyoneBut to me its a great deal.I did it to myself,I fostered this way of lifeI have to make changes now

My Poetry And Ranting And Whatever
Something Else Inside I’m crying. Outer tears only help for the moment but then the pressure rebuilds. I cry inside. Sometimes I’m fine; but that is because only for a moment (or a few hours or [rarely] days), I am able to turn it off. When all is quiet, when I listen to my music in the quiet time(s), my upwelling spring of salty, bitter water poisons the roots of my heart but poison or not, the plant that is my heat drinks it up until the plant becomes a toxic thing ay who touch it become(s) poisoned, also. I am and have been slowly dying for as long as I can remember, I suffer! No other word(s) for it. Inside, I am weeping but my face betrays me not. My eyes, however, are for all the world to see. S/he who has discerning eyes will see me for as I am. “A wretch like me”, a line in “amazing Grace” that I cannot sing without weeping openly. For I am a true wretch. My heart is either dying or dead. I beg for alleviation but it is not afford to me. I d

My Poems
In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes, As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low. While romance fills the air, I can't help, but feel aroused. The very moment you come near. You submit to my embrace. While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane. As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear. I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive. Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response. When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love. To a sexy love condition. Feeling passions start to rise. While making love in all positions. You give me so much pleasure. For ecstasy is here.

My Poems
In my own mind with my own thoughts I am alone fear and anxiety I have, but is never shown My smile, my eyes, do nothing but hide Behind an idea that I am fine Death and destruction all I know Love and compassion I am not shown I walk around with a smile, for the world to see Though I am not free Depression, sadness, and anger is all I see I bare this cross due to my choices in life Though no one will ever see my personal strife To myself I keep, I do not want others to see What really lays beneath this fa

My Poetryt
The Day The Angels Cried September-16 & 17-2002 Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins Dedicated to those of 9/11 The day the angels cried We lost our life and our pride The day the angels cried Is the day we lost our children, husband, and wives What has changed? The strength of the world, our lives Its been rearranged The one above He'll help us through All we can do is love The ones we adored and knew

My Poetry I Write
The normal, everyday items that hang around the house are ready to change, to turn into something terrifying, sinister. A doll, propped up against the computer table is staring at me as I walk by and as I turn my back I can see it in my mind jump down looking evil, after me. The plant on the sideboard shivers slightly in the draft near the door, startling me, expecting something or someone to jump out from behind the curtain. I reach into the fridge to pull out a can. Just opening the fridge was bad enough, as though something unexpected was lurking inside. But my right hand holding the door feels exposed, I cannot see the other side of the door and my fingers tingle, waiting for something to grab them. I shut the fridge quickly, panicking. Turning the lights off as I progress back through the house is terrifying. As the lights go out, my back faces darkness, an unknown danger. Mirrors must be avoided, what will I see behind me when I look into them? Darkened windows are sinister. Wil

My Poetry I Write 2
Its time for me to start listening to me,The day has come to set myself free,My head and my heart always at warMy head saying go, my heart shuts the door. Suffering each day with the hurt and the painYet wanting to hold you again and againFeeling your strength as I hit the groundAn explosion of anger too tightly wound. There's nowhere to go, you've locked the doorEyes shut so tight, please god no more!Numb yet in pain as I struggle to standThen my lip splits from the force of your hand I can't get away there's no place to runJust ride out the storm, the worst of its doneBlurred from my tears or the blow to my headI can't seem to focus perhaps I am dead? Lying on the floor I pray this is the lastThen a kick to my stomach as you stride pastI crawl to a corner where I cower and sob“You pushed me to it now shut your gob” Back again this time to silence my questionYour hand covers my mouth to teach me a lessonI struggle to breath so you grip even tighterI'm scared that I'm

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I love all of you but some changes have to be made. If I get a message asking me about anything that is already answered on my profile, Im going to have to delete you. If you ask me a question Ive already answered on my profile, that means your not paying attention to what I have to say and are only interested in the pics. Im sorry, but I dont want to spend all day responding to messages when the answer to questions is right there in front of you. could ya come vote for me and spam me.......take 5 minutes and show some love?? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come vote for me.....I placed 3rd in round 2 and want a better showing this time!! [ CherryTAP.com photo: 33619206 ]

My Precious Son
Since you left nothings been the same, I should have been there, am I to blame, A new day begins so does my pain, Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane. I'm tired of pretending everything is fine, The hurt won't leave this heart of mine. They say it's time for me to let go, The agony inside me they just don't know. How do I live without you my son? When you were my most precious one. No one will ever take your place, Your were my blessing full of grace…

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I put up some new pics and added a new song here, so send some luv and I will return it for sure!! : P I just need a few more cherries to the next level. I put up some new pics send me some love..whos gonna get me there? : ) New pics new song check em out!! : )

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THERE A MAP ON MY PROFILE IN THE ABOUT ME SECTION, ADD YOURSELF IF YOU WISH! I THINK IT IS COOL! ANY SLAYER FANS OUT THERE? FEEL FREE TO STOP BY, RATE MY PROFILE AND CHAT ABOUT THEM! please reply if any of you women love to have your feet worshipped and you are into feet.

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IF YOU CLICK ON ME IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY PICTURE WHERE I ONLY NEED A COUPLE COMMENTS BY EVERYONE IF YOU HAVE THE TIME :) I AM GOOD FOR COMMENTING ON EVERYONE ELSE'S PICS WHEN THIER IN CONTESTS O HELP ME OUT AND I'LL RETURN THE FAVOR :) MUCH LUV FUZZY :) Chipmunks Two men went hunting. One had been hunting all his life, the other man was hunting for the first time. The one man told the other to sit down and not make a sound. So he did. But when the first man got 100 yards away, he heard a scream. "I thought I told you to be quiet!" he said. "I was when the snake bit me," the man said. "And I was when the bear attacked me. But when the two chipmunks crawled up my pant leg and said, 'Should we eat or take them with us,' I screamed." year 2000 make Dodge model Intrepid Color Silver style 4D Sedan Cyl 6 Mileage 57058 My hubby's uncle in law and aunt have the same one with leather instead of what we're getting (cloth interior), it is a very nice riding car as far as

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My Present Situation
Why are relationships so easy to screw up? Let me offer a piece of advice to all of you out there. If you enter a relationship, make damn sure that you and/or your partner are not in love with or have a crush on someone else. This will kill your relationship before it has a chance to begin. If both you and your partner are in this class, don't think this makes things any better. It actually makes things sooooo much worse. It's extremely unhealthy, and any good friend will tell you so. So, what are your options? As far as I can see, you have only three: 1. Break up with your partner because the relationship is unhealthy. 2. Discuss this problem with your partner extensively and then decide what to do together. 3. Get theraputic help, either alone or with your partner. Of course i'm referring to myself. My girlfriend will no doubt read this and when she does will have many questions, as will several other people involved, particularly one. You know who you are. To both of you, I can say

My Private Poem (feel Free To Read And Comment)
I see you standing way over there I watch you wonder, I watch you stare You catch my eye peeking a glimpse You wonder how wet you can make my lips We come together so softly, your skin touching mine Our sweet caress, don't worry about time Undress from our clothes, raw and naked I want to be your's, I want to be taken Your tongue slides, your fingers glide You enter and fall so deep inside Our shadows crawl across the flickering light I scratch the bed, you feel so right I thrust my back and moan a bit louder You pull out and lick me, you want to devour A tease you are, as you gaze up into my eyes Gentleman and Sir, you make me- oh my! Don't move an inch, don't try to run I know you love this part- I'm going to cum! Smooth back inside, please fuck me, please I want you to cum, I'll get on my knees I kneel before you, I've got you so hard The best sex we've had- we know that we are. ;-)

My Profile Is Farked!
Men strike back! Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first? The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex drive by 90%. It's called a Wedding Cake. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Women will never be equal to men until they can walk down the street with a bald head and a beer gut, and still think

My Prity Mouth
Good head is so hard to come by thes days but thats why god made me. so i can pleas all that just cant get off! yes my mouth is gods gift to man kind! It's 9:30pm. Up the stairs to see the red station sheets covering the bed. I set my purse down and pulled off my boots getting comfortable as hes slides his hand up my thy. Both of use intensely staring into echothers eyes making promises with out words and falling in a trance over the echothers body. Off with the rest of our clothes and in to this red sea of satin wear i danced with a god all night. His large hands soft and gentile caressing sweet my body. his lips big and full milking my breasts, his eyes never seemed to leave mine even when his enormous pinus tour its way painfully yet gentile into my thick sopping tight pussy! A gasp of excruciating Ecstasy seems to fill my cunt and I am unworthy. This god inside of me, as humble as he is grins a cocky dirty grin knowing that the grate Seagull is almost to tears from the sher size o

My Pregnancy
So everyone keeps asking me how is my pregnancy going and I guess I haven't wrote anything about it yet..LOL Well Im more then my half way point now. We are having a girl. We are naming her Haley Marie. I wanted of my girls to have my middle name at least. Haven't been sick at all. Im so happy with that. With my first daughter I was sick all the time so Im very happy with this one. Thought it was a boy though because im carrying low but I really don't think it has anything to do with it. I have my days though that I don't feel like doing anything but at the sametime have a lot of energy on other days. I just can't wait to have her so I can move around a lot better then I am now.. I have missed all the hic ups and the moving around and such. Its been 4 years since I have felt this. Its an exciting feeling bec then I know she is ok. My daughter has been very helpful with me also. She gets up and helps me with some dishes already and she loves to help me sweep and mop the floors. She k

My Pregnancy
hello there im Antonia and im pregnant my baby is due on the 24th of december yes a christmas baby hehe cant wait, hmmm, i dont no wat it is yet but if its a girl im calling it Serena and for a boy its going to be called Reece xx

My Private Pictures
For those of you that want to ask about my private pictures they are for my family only. If I don't know you then don't ask to be on my family list. Take the time to get to know me and I might let you see them. Please don't ask until you know me because it just pisses me off. I have only been here a couple days and 20 people have asked to be on my family list and those are the first words they ever said to me. If you don't want to get to know me then don't ask me to be friends.

My Preferences
im gay and horny all the time so i only want teen hunks aged 16 - 30 and no WOMEN !!!!! especially over 30, overweight piles of crap

My Princess
WELL I BOOKED MY FLIGHT TO SEE THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS, HER NAME IS TRICIA.AND I FELL INLOVE WITH HER SO BADLY! 16 MORE DAYS TILL I GET TO LOOK INTO MY PRINCESSES GORGOEUS BLUE EYES,AND TELL HER HOW I TRULY LOVE HER. 16 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN STARE AT HER GORGOEUS FACE,AND SMILE,AND JUST MELT WHERE I STAND OR SIT,I CAN'T WAIT TO CUDDLE,AND SNUGGLE,AND MAKE SEET PASSIONATE LOVE TO YOU,EVERYNIGHT,MORE THAN ONCE! I CAN'T WAIT TO BRING OUR REALTIONSHIP TO A WHOL ENEW LEVEL. I LOVE YOU TRICIA,AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND A WHOLE WEEK WITH YOU... I NEVER BELIEVED IN ANGELS,TILL I MET YOU,AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND EVERY WAKING MINUTE,16 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN KISS THEM SOFT LUCIOUS LIPE OF YOURS! I LOVE YOU BABY... *MUAHZ*

My Pride And Joy !
This was the announcment made by MY big sister today,About My Neice Caitlyn who is TAKIN ON THE WORLD ! !!!! Hi Everyone ~ Most of you know that Caitlyn has been extremely involved with our local YMCA since she was about 12 yrs. old. She has worked hard and accomplished a lot and all of her HARD Work has given her the best reward!!! In case you don't know...in Missouri the local YMCA's pick a "Student of the Year" and this year our branch picked Caitlyn! With this she was awarded a 2 year Scholarship to Lindenwood University!! This is a $33,000 Scholarship!!!! Each Branch winner is then Interviewed by the State Association for the Y and 1 Student of the Year is awarded a Full-Four Year Scholarship to Lindenwood! Caitlyn's Interview is Scheduled for October 29th! So everyone keep your fingers crossed and say a prayer that she is selected!! If not that's OK we are Grateful the 2 Year Scholarship!! But the other GOOD news is that today....Caitlyn received her

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okay guys i'm new here so i'm workin on the page. It might take a bit cause i'm picky. But it will get there.

My Private Pics Please Read And Pray
I made some pics for a little boy who has captured my heart on this site.He's a fighter and very cute.I pray for him and his family in this journey they are on.I have a private album with pics I have made for his parents for those who keep asking to see them.I don't want rates is why they are closed all I want is you all to pray for him and his parents. Thanks Angela here is the link to visit and pray for him ty just click on his pix and story above...

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My Private Jojo
Money slaves “The line of life is a ragged diagonal between duty and desire.” As a money slave you crave financial sadism and you are more than aware that your sole focus and duty in life is to support your superior Goddess financially or materially (or both) via your hard-earned cash or gifts. Describes you perfectly doesn’t it? There is no point in trying to understand this compelling urge of yours. Face it, your obsession to be controlled, exploited and seemingly coerced by Me is your reality and you always feel so much better when you willingly subject yourself to such loyal servitude. This is the only meaningful and acceptable service you can present to Me, the powerful Goddess you worship. In exchange you will be given what you most want which is to be used, humiliated and tormented. you will need no coercing or “blackmail” in acknowledging your obsession. Naturally your performance to My satisfaction can be achieved through various material possessions suc

My Preferences With Women
My Preferences With Women I might come off shallow here, but there is no sense in me lowering my standards. I want a non smoker, at least not around me. Preferably with out kids (damn near impossible in this state). If they have kids, the less the better. Don't get me wrong, I love kids. I truly admire single moms because I am the product of one, but I need attention too. If the girl has kids, I hope she wants more, because my goal in life is to be the father that I never had. The girl must be prettier than me (yeah, I just said that). Someone smaller than me, I have to be able to pick you up. Being a little taller is acceptable. I do like them younger, but age isn't a huge deal if they meet the rest of the criteria. Someone who is supportive, and honest. Assertive, but not too controlling. Someone with pretty liberal political views. I would like a good girl, but not one who is way too uptight. I also don't want a long distance relationship, I'd prefer girls in a 20 mile radius. Also,

My Problems
shit man if it ain't one damn than is another.... i have being lookin' on how i can diligently keep on building the email campaign for my modeling jobs to no success and no end to do it well.... to bring attention and a buzz to what my affiliate of g.b.i and what they stand for and what we as a group do. to make the money to start the modeling jobs early as a company we are helping the little people get financially equip for this world and being amongst the rich! please check my stash and get into what's their....there are some links some some video sites for those men that stay horny check these video links to veoh and livevideo and youtube believe it or not i found some that will help i got some other links coming up in the near future of my poetry and my stories and of my w.a.r. are comin' and other great writings and writers that i'm sponoring i'm legit....but this is is ask me to change....and give a salute i will but it is going to be in my own way and

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I am looking to update my profile. I also am looking to make changes and add thing's. I welcome any suggestion's

My Prince Charming
A few nights ago I happen to run upon my prince charming. He feels my waking hours with his warmth and my sleeping hours with his dreams. I don't know what lies ahead for me and my price charming . Nor do I want to wake up. I do know that he has became a big part of my life even thou we are over a thousand miles away. We have spent hours on the phone as well as on here sharing our dreams , our wants and our desires. He calls me his 'Babydoll' his 'princes'. Could I be going down the wrong road? I dont know . Do I want to be waked up so I don't fall so hard ? No , I'll answer that now. As for my prince charming , Thank you for the way you make me feel like a woman , feel wanted , and feel desired.

My Promise As Your Friend!
1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you've finally had sex. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and tell you to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath - I pledge it till the end. Why, you ask? Because you are my friend. lol ~Larry~

My Prefer Poem
Bussa sempre di notte ad ogni ora poi entra in casa sicura si siede ai piedi del letto non vuol più andar via poi si spoglia nuda. Parlami di te, bella signora parlami di te, che non ho paura parlami di te, dei tuoi silenzi parlami di te, dei tuoi tanti amanti dei tuoi tanti amanti. L' ho vista dietro lo specchio anche stamattina si, era lì seduta io mi facevo la barba e lei compagnia poi, non l' ho più veduta "sono andata via" ma solo per un minuto "ritornerò" perché ho bevuto "mi verrai a cercare" non si cerca il dolore, ma mi batte il cuore. parlami di te, bella signora del tuo mare nero nella notte scura io ti trovo bella non mi fai paura signora solitudine, signora solitudine. parlami di te, bella signora parlami di te, che non ho paura portami con te, nei tuoi silenzi portami con te, nei tuoi appartamenti. ti sono andato a cercare nel buio delle discoteche. a mezzogiorno in riva al mare nel sole delle spiagge affollate. "sono andata via" ma s

My Profile Pic...
This is just an explanation for the few down-rating morons out there who don't realize what a tribute is. My profile picture is of J.R. Bob Dobbs. The patron of something called 'The Church of the Sub-Genius' (www.subgenius.com). Go to the website to learn more about it. Just as an interesting tid-bit, it was created by Ivan Stang and Dr. Philo Drummond. Though they claim that it was created by the worlds greatest salesman J.R. Bob Dobbs in 1953. They have a a syndicated radio talk show called 'The Hour of Slack' from WCSB at Cleveland State University. Listen, read, but don't down rate until you use your brain and figure something out about what you see.

My Profile Update And Changes.(please Ready And Look In Everyonce In Awhile) Thank U
WILL I BEEN SETTING HERE THINKIN ABOUT CAMIN ONCE A WEEK.. SO HOW DO U ALL THINK OF THAT.. BUT LIKE WITH EVERYHING. ITS GOIN TO COST U.. A 30DAY BLST. FAIR.. OR A 2 AUTO 11 BLINGS.. SO IF U ALL WANT TO SEE ME IN ACTION.. THEN U WILL PAY.. IF NOT.. THEM IM SORRY..I WILL NOT GIVE IN... PEROID.. I WILL BE PLAYIN AT USUAL.. BE SOME CHANGES ON MY PROFILE HERE SOON.. SO PLEASE TAKE THE TIME AND READ... FOR UPDATES.. I WILL TRY TO ADD NEW PICS EVERY OTHER WEEK IF U ALL WANT TO BE ON MY FAMILY.. ALL IM ASKIN IS A 7 DAY BLAST.. IN RETURN FOR U TO BE ON MY FAMILY FOR 7 DAYS.. UNTIL MY BLAST EXPIRES... THAT IS MUCH TO ASK FOR..

My Private Island Is Called -get Away Resort
a private island where nobody has discovered it then built a resort with generators n charge people to come party .... well name the island ( The GetAway Resort ) different packages for different people spring breaks one side of the island---- cpls honeymoons another side ---- swingers ( cpls ) and selected singles another side ------ just singles them selves like cancun if ur bf or gf or hubby or wify is more then 3000 miles away what ever happens at getaway resorts stays on getaway resort ---- nite clubs beach bon fire parties wet t shirt contest male body contest let me know what u think of that and im about to blog this so nobody steals my idea it is now patened lol if anybody would party here leave me a coment i made just buy n build a resort

My Promise
I shall not judge, I shall not walk away, I SHALL be here My friend, Each and every day To you that is My freindship promise A while ago I made you a promise and now is time to repeat that promise I shall not judge, I shall not walk away, I SHALL be here My friend, Each and every day To you that is My freindship promise It is all too easy when a friend or someone you care for deeply is troubled by something, to give advice and sometimes that advice may be needed but other times that advice can also cloud or even confuse the matter in hand, even more so when it concerns the affairs of the heart!! My feeling is that no matter what, it is best to let that person know that they have your full support and understanding and you will be with them every step of the way rather than giving advice, more so when you are also part of the situation, that way you do not look like you are influencing any decisions that are made………regardless. To you I

My Promise
I promise I will be your strength Whenever you fall weak When you cannot find the words I will be your voice to speak I promise I will be your eyes When you cannot see I will be here forever If you'll be with me I promise I will be your hands Whenever you cannot feel When you want to hear the truth I will tell you what is real I promise I will be your ears When you cannot hear I will be your dream catcher And chase away your every fear I promise I will be your smile When you have to frown I will always cheer you up When you're feeling down I promise I will keep you sturdy When your not feeling safe And when your feeling insecure I will give you faith I promise to listen Whenever you need to talk I will stay with you When you want to walk I promise to tell you No lies, just what is true And I will always have a shoulder For you to cry unto I promise I will hold you When you need someone I will not interfere When you need to get work do

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My Prefer Songs
It's a hard world to get a break in All the good things have been taken But girl there are ways to make certain things pay Though I'm dressed in these rags, I'll wear sable some day Hear what I say I'm gonna ride the serpent No more time spent sweatin' rent Hear my command It ain't no use, I'm breakin' loose, Holdin' me down, stick around But baby (baby) Remember (remember) It's my life and I'll do what I want It's my mind and I'll think what I want Show me I'm wrong, hurt me sometime But some day I'll treat you real fine There'll be women and their fortunes Who just want to mother orphans Are you gonna cry When I'm squeezing them dry? Taking all I can get No regrets When I ... openly lie And live on their money Believe me honey, that money Can you believe, I ain't no saint No complaints So girl go out Any doubt And baby (baby) Remember (remember) It's my life and I'll do what I want It's my mind and I'll think what I want Show me I'm wrong, h

My President Is Black!
[Intro: Young Jeezy] Yeah, be the realest shit I never wrote I ain't write this by the way nigga, some real shit right here nigga This'll be the realest shit you ever quote Let's go! [Hook: Young Jeezy} My president is black, my Lambo's blue And I'll be goddamned if my rims ain't too My momma ain't at home, and daddy's still in jail Tryna make a plate, anybody seen the scale? My president is black, my Lambo's blue And I'll be goddamned if my rims ain't too My money's light green and my Jordans light grey And they love to see white, now how much you tryna pay? Let's go! [Verse 1: Young Jeezy] Today was a good day, hope I have me a great night I don't know what you fishin for but catch you a great white Me, I see great white, heavy as killer whales I cannot believe this, who knew it came in bails Who knew what came with jail, who knew what came with prison Just cause you got opinions, does that make you a politician? Bush robbed all of us, would that make him a

My Profile/me
For starters... I'm waitin for my computer so I can get my salutes up. All I have right now is my iPod to get me online. So I can't do too much I just now figures out a way to add a blog on here. It just makes things harder being in Kuwait Well I'm still new to fubar so help me out I like reading msgs and comments And you can check myspace/facebook if u don't trust me without salutes. (buckymandude@hotmail.com) for both

My Private Parts
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My Pride Or Those I Love
ok ,I hate this but in no position to live on my pride;Over a year ago I was injured on the job by another's hand,collected Workman's Comp for a bit,then was cut off.I have applied for Disability as my Doctor's still say i cannot work.Lost my home,my car,everything.I am living off my Brother's good will but now he is about to lose his house also and we will both be homeless soon.I have had absolutely no income now for 10 months with no end in sight.With this in mind,with holidays comming up i could use your help with gifts for my childrenHere goes the hardest part for me;I need help from anyone willing to help me.$1.00-$5.00,anything u can spare for me would be greatly appreciated.I will rate ur pages,send drinks,anything my fubucks will allow.It is all i have to offer right now.But know this;ur gifts will not be forgotten...ever.Please message me so i can answer any questions u may have.God Bless You and Thank You for even taking the time to read this. Sincerely,Jack

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IVE MOVED BEFORE AND FAR FROM WHERE IM AT. BUT THIS TIME ITS FOR LOVE AND I HOPE ITS MY SMARTS SAYIN ITS OK. IVE HAD A GREAT TIME HERE WITH ALL OF YOU. I HATE TO LEAVE. I'LL BE BACK SOMEDAY WHEN I CAN, AND I WISH YA ALL THE BEST IN THE WORLD ALL OF YOU. YOUVE ALL BEEN VERY NICE TO ME TY WITH ALL MY HEART, GOD BLESS AND GOD SPEED.

My Pre Fight Playlist
1. Through Struggle- As I Lay Dying 2. Unholy Confessions- Avenged Sevenfold 3. Indestrucible- Disturbed 4. White Knuckles- Five Finger Death Punch 5. I Will Be Heard- Hatebreed 6. Raise Hell- (Hed) PE 7. Set to Fail- Lamb of God 8. Eat You Alive- Limp Bizkit 9. Determined- Mudvayne 10. Sun Dosen't Rise- Mushroomhead 11. Miracle- Nonpoint 12. New Noise- Refused

My Profile
So I woke up this morning just to find two girls in my bed named Princess and Storm trying to hog my new velvet sheets I got for my birthday from my mom. I was going to kick their asses out for the disrespect. However, since I woke up with my custard launcher saluting the world, I decided to make them useful. Meh… I’d give ‘em a 5.5 at best. After they fixed me my breakfast of eggs, bacon, biscuits, gravy, pancakes, and syrup (no offense guys I don’t eat sausages

My Price List For My Jewelry
Wedding Ring Sets $50.00 Rosary Cross Set $65.00 Rosary Necklace $20.00 Cross Bracelet $20.00 Cross Ring $20.00 Earrings $5.00 Plan Set $35.00 Plan Necklace $10.00 Plan Bracelet $10.00 Plan Ring $10.00 Earrings $5.00 Lil Kids Rosary Cross Set $40.00 Lil Kids Rosary Necklace $15.00 Lil Kids Cross Bracelet $10.00 Lil Kids Cross Ring $10.00 Earrings $5.00 Lil Kids Plan Set $20.00 Lil Kids Plan Necklace $5.00 Lil Kids PLan Brcelet $5.00 Lil Kids Plan Ring $5.00 Earrings $5.00 E-mail: samanthashandmadejewelry@yahoo.com Url: http://facebook.com/samanthashandmadejewelry

My Pregnancy Experience.
I've had the easiest pregnancy imaginable, I can't complain! I honestly loved it. What I'll miss the most is seeing and feeling him move around in my stomach. :) There's no way to describe how that affects a person. To bond and have that connection to something you're creating in your stomach, to know you have the power to form a human life, it's truly remarkable..... Such an incredible (long!) journey, in a way, I hate to see it end! ♥ But now, I'm more than excited to meet him, and start our memories together. This little precious miracle gave me new reasons to live. I want to be the best mother, and supporter. And I know I can be! :)

My Progress!
The first thing you should know is I unfortunately don't drive................Ok, that should weed out a lot of you........I don't drive because in 2001 I was rear ended in my car. I suffered a traumatic brain injury. I was in a coma for 6 months.I was put in a rehab hospital for brain injuries in Galveston, TX.OK, now I'm sure I lost a lot more of you.The doctors told me that I would never walk,talk or live on my own again.Well, with a ton of hard work, I have made a lot of positive progress!When I got out of the rehab center I could talk sort of understandable. I could not walk yet though.I was able to live on my own, I just had my mother (thank god) take me to the grocery store.But, my life was pretty boring. I basically sat on the sofa, watched tv & ate crap food.I balooned up to 245 lbs! Then, I watched a program on TV that changed my life. The Biggest Loser. I started eating healthy and exercising. I can remember many of days that I would wheel my wheelchair to the fitness cente

My Puppy
I just called and they said she was doing fine, I can't get her back til tomorrow though...:-( I just dropped Sasha off at the vets to be fixed. I won't be able to do a thing until after 11 when I know she's alright.

My Puppies
Yorkie puppies Tiny and very cute! $1000

My Punk Ass Is Up For Sale!!!
Yes, after ALL that shit I talked about how gay auctions are, I AM FOR SALE TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER!!! Clickon the pic, and do whatcha do.......

My Published Erotica Writings On Www.samarelart.com & Myspace. Copyscape Intact. Enjoy, Show Me Some Love! :)
Are you a Samarel lover? Come join me at this newly created site! Do you feel like writing? Do so. Just want to lurk? That's ok. Not quite sure why it's saying invalid html, it's not, just copy the link in this subject line and paste it into your browser. Whatever you chose, have fun with it, that's what it's made for. See you there. THIS is a dear friend of mine who is absolutely amazing. If you love Erotica, don't miss it. I'll be getting my signed copy - no worries! :D Ps. Make sure you tell him that Lil Miss No Name or Chas sent you! _______________Los Angeles, CA – February, 2009 Night Xposed is one of the most talented and famous erotica bloggers on the MySpace network. In 2008, his pen name became a trademark, while his captivating stories about Fantasy Girl ranked consistently in MySpace's top ten most popular blogs, reaching #1 many times. His accomplishments, his provocative and bold style and his greatly appreciated writing skills in the large MySpac

My Published Poem
Today I shed a tear for you Please know that I am near by and hear a wisper of sorrow Yet you hide your sadness from me. I too am sad that you haven't turned to me to share your heart A dove has stopped flying... A wisper of sorrow... Today I shed a tear for you... To my ear I hear your cry Shattered is your heart I am to listen for no one else will A wisper of sorrow hits my open ear As words finally flood my heart of what you have said Today I Shed A Tear For You He is I; I Am Him ;Me And Me- A thought process poem So Often I Wonder Who I am... As I look into the night I have been in wonder To each day I walk with no insight to whom I became or will become Contemplating the meaning of my drift through life Do I really know myself or am I just a stranger to me The Only Reality is know ones' self But to know ones' self is to live To often I just drift, not living Just filling a void of time and space And who will I

My Quiz Results
You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). You scored as Yippy Ki Yay!. Its good to experiment with kissing. Youve about perfected the art of kissing. Its fun to do! For those of you who didnt know, some studies show the bigger the lips the better the kisser. Just remember gentle kisses on the lips, and some tongue, and altering the speed etc., can feel really good too. Here some helpful tips: 1. be ready 2. no smoking 3. start out slow 4. up intensity *for romantic kissing touch the cheek *touch the neck and go down toward back to heat things up 5. develop a rythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands *holding or other 8. experiment 9. respond to partner 10. repeat!Yippy Ki Yay!75%Romantic Kisser63%Your more of a class act than youre gi

My Quizzes
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My Quizzes
You Are 60% Happy You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments. You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed. How Happy Are You? You Are 56% Lady You're part lady, part modern woman. Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly. Are You A Lady? You Are 62% Passionate, 38% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

My Quizes (yeah Delving For Info:-) )
not as comment ,,,,,hey I dont expect that message me with reply ok and its Private so it wont be read here who replied and what said What your looking for what pleasure would you be most guilty of Sexually I would be ,,,, in what way would you describe ya self = I am into ,,,,,,,,, fetishes ,,,,,,,,,, Messgeger Y/N (Yahoo or Windows Live) web cam ? Y?N participation...... A ( possible face to face B( ,,,phone sex,,, C(....photo/email exchange D(,,,full swap ,,,,,,,I'm single so cant be this one LOL E(,, partial swap ...... (or this :-) maybe just for you ) F(,,,group BTW ya can copy and paste in a message IF ya prefer to keep private ,,,i am easy going if ya prefer just maily want answers !!! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would

My Quizzes
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My Quest For A Happy Hour
Hey guys I am in Steph's Happy Hour Giveaway, I entered in hopes that a Happy Hour could help me reach Godmother! I could really use some help! I know I need a lot of comments, but just 10 or 20 from all my friends would really make a difference. Any help is appreciated! Thank you! Love, Jamie

My Question
Hey, what's a blast and how do I get one??? Hey, I'm bored and I want to know who is truthful. Guys, tell me how big you are..and please don't lie. Hey, I'm still bored and I want to see who (if anyone) will answer this question. What's your chest size AND natural, trimmed or shaved?

My Quest His Will
TO ALL WHO READ THIS: I PRAY THAT WHY HE DOESN'T UNDER STAND ..WHY I NEED TO NOW SAY GOODBYE AND POINT HIS QUESTIONS TO SOME OTHER SOURCE FOR ANSWERS... BECAUSE I KNOW IN TIME AFTER HIS SEARCH FOR THE ANSWERS TO ALL OF OUR QUESTIONS IN THIS LIFE WILL AND CAN ONLY BE ANSWERED BY THE FIRST INTENDED SOURCE..JESUS CHRIST.. SO GREG IM SORRY YOU REFUSE TO HEAR ME EVERY TIME I'VE ANSWERED YOU... BUT EVERY ANSWER I'VE GIVEN YOU HAD NEVER CHANGED FROM THE FIRST TIME YOU ASKED THE SAME QUESTION TO THE HUNDREDTH TIME YOU TEXTED THE SAME QUESTION TO MY PHONE ...I DO AND ALLWAYS WILL LOVE YOU...YOU WANT TO BELIEVE IT WAS FOR ANOTHER MAN..WELL FINE..THAN UNDERSTAND THAT "MAN" IS JESUS CHRIST..HE COMES FIRST IN MY LIFE ..WHAT HE PUTS ON MY HEART I NEED..AND DESIRE MOST TO DO.. THAT IS STRONGER THAN PRIDE.. BECAUSE LOVE IS STRONGER THAN PRIDE.. SO I PRAY YOU FIND LOVE... NOT JUST ANY LOVE BUT HIS LOVE ,, CAUSE I DON'T HAVE A

My Quizzes!
You Are 90% Tortured Genius You totally fit the profile of a tortured genius. You're uniquely brilliant - and completely misunderstood. Not like you really want anyone to understand you anyway. You're pretty happy being an island. Are You a Tortured Genius? You are an element that isn't well know, Soul or otherwise known as Aether. You are a mixture of all of the other elements. Your talents and personality are scattered and varied. You often forget and may have things like ADD or ADHD. You can be calm, but the you can be hyper. You would be a good author, doctor, or activist. Your emotions are very even, and they change, every now and again. It doesn't take forever for them to change, but it doesn't happen ALL the time! To see what personality/talen traits you may have, look at the other results. You like all the seasons, because they represent change, which you like. MyHeritage: Family tree -

My Quotes
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the water washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.

My Quab
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My Quest To Quit Smoking.
I have smoked my last cigerette as of the end of December in 2010. I have turned to the e-cigerette. Now from time to time you will see my status reflecting vaping comments. I have talked to a few people on here about it. It may also seem to them that I may have "preached" it to them, but let me now say I did not mean it to sound that way. I was just trying to inform them what I have learned through my "vaping" experience. As I know that it is up to the individual to determine whether or not that they want to quit smoking, I am only giving information that they can do with what they want.

My Quest
this is a place i can keep track of my progress in becoming the best pussy eater of all a master of licling liabias a conasure of clits. on my bucket list is eating a AA girls pussy have yet to do so than asian after that.

My Quest For Sanity
I will try to keep this blog family and not lace it with profanity. Some years ago I lost my mind in a swirl of bad decisions, bad luck, and traumatic experiences and from that I self medicated with bourbon and prescription medications to be emotionally numb. In some ways my heart grew cold I became a cynical drunk not wanting to live life. Lost many years to being a outcast, withdrawn from anything that resembled happiness. Mainly cause I wouldn't take a chance on getting hurt, my thinking was if I didn't care I had nothing to lose. My physical health suffered greatly and mentally I was a complete zombie. I finally had enough and started to look for help and it started a journey that I am still on today. Due to time constraints I am going to have stop this here will pick it back up soon.

My Rants And Raves
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once the

My Rants Of Rage
It's unofficial because I said it's unofficial. The origional #8 was just be flipping out. Anyways, yes... Christmas. What a sham it has become over the last however many thousands of years it's been around. Some of the older members of this site might actually remember a time when Christmas was about family. Spending time with each other. Sharing love. And the gifts were from the heart. People worked their hearts out into creating gifts for the people they love. Now, it's just a big commercialized marketing scam. What am I talking about? Hmm... if you don't know what I am talking about, then jump off a cliff and slit your throat on the way down. Look at this year alone. During the summer, the XBox 360 was released. Priced somewhere around $650 Canadian. Thats with everything, taxes inc., all accessories required to play. Working perfectly. Last week the PS3 was released. They sold so fast, no one can get their hands on them anymore. Value in the store? $1,000. On E-Bay? $10,0

My Rantings
Seriously, what is wrong with people? I am f-ing sick of getting IM's and shit saying "I'd fuck your brains out" or "holy fuck you have nice tits, wanna try anal?" SERIOUSLY GUYS, how many girls actually get EXCITED that you say that... who you DONT have to pay off?! Lets get this straight: I am NOT a whore I am NOT here for sex Infact, fuck i dont WANT sex untill i find the right guy. I am tierd of the guys i DO have sex with, dumping me for some stupid chick. I am not a sex toy. I value and respect my body, and if you dont thats your own damn problem. Another thing, i am 19!! I KNOW i am legal now, but that dosent mean i am looking for some 40+ desperate man!!!! Believe it or not, i am actually looking for someone SWEET...and when i first signed up on here it wasent like an adult pub. the pub thing was like its second phase or whatever. lostcherry was it at first. Needless to say i have meet SOME decent people on here. I am just fed UP with these assholes trying to

My Rants
a midnight sudden twilight... fell down beyond the ovean beach.. im reaching farther than i ever have befoere. leavingall who broke upon the shore. yea i may be some sort of carzy we may be some sort of crazybut i swear on everythign and morethat together we make the sound of pulling heaven down.. but u brought the rains romantic pour. i said together we make the sound of pulling heaven down. thankyou for bring this rains romantic pour.thankyou The U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and its National Cemetery Administration prohibit graphics on government-furnished headstones or markers other than those they have approved as "emblems of belief." More than 30 such emblems are allowed on gravestones and makers in veterans cemeteries, from the Christian cross to the Buddhist wheel of righteousness. A symbol exists for atheists too. bullet 1. Latin Cross - Christian; generic. bullet 2. Wheel of Righteousness - Buddhist. bullet 3. Star of David - Jewish. bullet Other: Shown on the

My Ramblings
Empathy is defined as the ability to feel the feelings of another person. You can put yourself in their shoes and feel their happiness or in this case their pain. For the last eight years I've watched on TV as the names of the people lost on 9/11 were read aloud at Ground Zero. I saw in the crowd people holding photos of the loved one they lost. Each photo a story of a life cut short. This year I saw some of those family members in person. I SAW the photos with my own eyes..not on TV..right in front of me. All the faces I'd only seen on a television screen were looking back at me. The family members were passing me in the crowd. None of them knowing how far I'd traveled to be there. I was just another face among many.

My Random Thoughts
well that was easy... glad i had second guessed myself iwth that guy... turns out he was playing me.. no harm no foul.. and moving on... i seriously don't like school right now.. crunch time sucks... i also hate having to make choices. if anyone can help me with determining if my feelings for someone are real.. id seriously appreciate it!

My Rap For All The Hood Ratz
my song "Hood Ratz" a hood rat could rap better than a ball cap when shes bustin caps in ur ass for tha cash in ur pocket so watch it dodge it block it then go for ur gat and fuck chuck it just dont buckle under my uncle.. my rats love my ass cuz i give them grass when they ask as long as i get a peice of ass for the work i use to make the cash to keep them by my side they no that they have no need to hide as long as they down to ride.. ride a dick suck a bitches clit play with ur tit, naw fuck that shit, bitch all u do is use me and confuse me, so dont acuse me of being like this i told u how i am from the get go so dont trip ho, go blow some guy so that u can have another place to go,and thats fo sho..... i sit back and see u kick back with ur click and all u guys talk about is how much u love to suck dick, but bitch all i see is that u are a lezy, says me... bitch get to steppin all u have done was messin my heart when to u and u ripped it and gave it back to

My Ramblings. Don't Like It? Fuck You.
Ok. First off. Chain letters. The next son of a bitch that sends me a god damn chain letter is going to be hunted down and beaten to death with a dead rabbit. Second. I don't care about drama, just don't involve me in it. YOu put me in it, I'll end it, wether you like it or not. And finally. I am in an INCREDIBLY shotty mood since I found out my best friend on this entire planet has Lymphoma and she will be lucky to live to 23. :'(

My Rating!
finally got on TWITTER.com,and did you all see the bulletin for INTERNATIONAL WHORES DAY:) lol,wow. anyways,anyone interested,I will post the links for internet radio interviews coming up.

My Rants And Ramblings
How many of these can you get? Especially the last 4 are challenging. The are great for bars. Q1. A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three rooms: The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him? Q2. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be? Q3. A magician was boasting one day at how long he could hold his breath under water. His record was 6 minutes. A kid that was listening said, "that's nothing, I can stay under water for 10 minutes using no type of equipment or air pockets!" The magician told the kid if he could do that, he'd give him $10,000. The kid did it and won the money. Can you figure out how? Q4. There are two plastic jugs filled with water. How co

My Ramblings
I posted this in a bulletin as well, but I'm not sure if anyone pays attention to them... I am walking in the March Of Dimes WalkAmerica on April 14th. This organization helps thousands of babies every day. As most of you know, this hits home with me. I am asking now for sponsors and donations to help this wonderful organization. I promise you that if you donate it will go towards a great cause. If you would like to donate please go to this link. www.walkamerica.com/chelsea89 This means the world to me. Thanks in advance ♥ Do you ever find yourself wishing you could go back in time and get a do over? I do. My sister turns 16 today. I wish I could go back starting at my 16th birthday and get a 2 year do over. I would do so many things different. But then I think of that whole 'butterfly effect' kind of thing happening. I still wish though. But, I would have never had Nicholas. And although it was a tragic thing and it has been hard, I don't regret it. Losing him I t

My Ramblings
I wish I could go back in time back to those unspoiled moments in our relationship before hurt ever touched our hearts, before doubt ever entered our minds Because if I could go back and start from those moments once more I would hold you longer never miss a chance to tell you how much you mean to me and I would never, ever hurt you But I know we can't go back to those days I know I can't erase the mistakes I can't take away the questions you must have or the hurt we both feel. But I can assure you of one thing I love you as I did then and as I always will So here it is... It all boils down to this ladies and gentlemen. Your life and movements in life can only be dominated by you.. Whether good or bad you are ultimately the one that says either "Enough is enough" or "Walk all over me,I'm your personal floormat".. I've chosen to close a chapter in my life that has been both painful and st

My Random Thoughts
I have come to realize that Clint Eastwood is freakin' hot in "Hang'em High", I mean this guy had it going for him. He's soooo hot back in the day. I shall marry a guy that is as hot as that bad-boy face, cowboy thing. Hahaha. I've had it damn it!! I've had it all the up to the top of my head!! If I am talking to you on here and you get upset, tell me so I can leave you the hell alone. For some reason, very few people seem to be understanding and be mature to talk it out!!! If we just can't do that, then leave me the hell alone. Yes, I am very irritated. Obviously. Holy crap. They had Prince sing there! Colt's are kicking the Bear's ass. 16 to 14 OOOOOOHHHH YEAH!

My Rants
After talking to and meeting all sorts of different people and personalities over the past year; I've come to the conclusion that people are cowards. Now, before you go all defensive on me, I just felt that its the best term to describe most people's inability to communicate who they are, what they want, and what they are all about. I'm sure women have dated "That guy" and guys have dated "That girl" that may have jaded you for a while, if you aren't still; welcome to the club. So here is a write up I used on a site, that pretty much describes what I think. I am looking for Friends: OK, there are so many ways this can be taken, but I'll try my best to explain how I feel about "friends". First off, friends are fun to hang out with; I'm definately looking to meet some people who share the same interests that I do, but also different interests that I might end up liking and want to do more once I try them. Friends are people that I trust with anything; sure, friends can be mo

My Rantings
Not really a ranting but an observation. I can not believe on many lovely BBW's are on Cherrytap. I love them so much. I love women all sizes and colors and ages. But I have never sen a collection of BBW's that Cherrytap has. I hope I can have all of them on my friends , fan of, or family lists. I again hope to meet some of them. I love when they put adult pics on showing all of their lovelyness. I think no I know you are all beautiful. I do have some other women who are not BBW's that have caught my attention. Some men like blondes or this or that but a big woman makes my day Reborndragon Has the Super Bowl become more than a game? I think so. People who usually don't follow footbal have parties or go to one. Mainly for the food and booze. Also all the new commericals premere during the game. I do think its great for sports. But I have to work and that really sucks. and my bosses will not allow us to watch the assholes!!!!!!!!!!Oh well I hope everyone enj

My Rant
hey all... i'm new to cherry and just wanted to leave a little shout out to everyone in cyber space. not to sure on what to say..so, I will leave more later..

My Rants My Raves My Poetry
Remorse Beside the wilted candle, a memory lies in dust. The smell of love long past, is all that's left of lust. A rumpled robe lies scattered, slippers looking for feet. A pair of scarlet panties hide beneath the seat. It felt so right last night, the music played a beat. He said "I Love you baby" and whisked me off my feet. We danced and laughed we bought another round. I looked into his eyes, I knew what I had found. My thoughts were running wild, our passion filled the air. Large hands that were so gentle, soon led to an affair. The smell of sweat and stale cologne now permeate the room. The lust that passed for passion, gone,in the morning gloom. I leave before he lifts his head, he was quite sweet to me. My conscience pricks,as I depart, am I a whore? I don't agree. I never knew his name, he didn't ask me mine. A number, faded on my hand, this passion lost in time. Hold On Tight Hold on tight.keep me safe. Never let me fall from grace.

My Rants And Raves
Well, the kids are gone again.... I have had some time to think today...(I know a lot of you will say not again ....and that some people will hear this that shouldn't but oh well....) And I have come to the conclusion I don't like myself! After 15 years of being with the same person...Not doing a lot of the things I could have or should have done.... I feel I should have been a better father, husband, and protector of my family. After my accident I tried to be that person and I have come to the conclusion that maybe what I have been told here recently is just the plain ole hurtgul truth! "...It's too little, too late...!" No matter what I done there was always something missing, no matter how one sided it is, the truth hurts! Did I do too much, or too little? That's the one question that I'm left to answer everyday, and I just can't seem to find the answer! I tried I really did! Being married, you find yourself, If you truly care for that person, wanting to express yoursel

My Rants
my day started yesterday with a call from on post, i got an interview at 1230. ok, cool, i was happy. an hour later, while i was in the shower, i received another phone call from Sedona Staffing. got out of the shower, but it stopped ringing. checked my voicemail, i got offered a leasing manager position at an apartment complex. omg, now i'm excited! so i call the staffing agency back and let her know when i was done with my appointment, i would head over there. i guess being honest doesn't get you anywhere in life cuz i had told her i had an interview. she said to call her back after the interview to let her know how it went. my boyfriend dropped me off at my interview and then proceeded to his meeting. oh the joys of having my truck repoed not too long ago... so i waited outside for him for over 2 hours. yeah, i'm a little burnt. he had my purse in the car, so i couldn't call them back yet. i finally got home, called them back, and the girl that answered asked who it wa

My Rants And Raves
Hard to believe Summer is just about over, its been fun, full of good times and bad, people come into your life just as quickly as they go. I've worked with a bunch of amazing people this Summer and its like a roller coaster full of waiting and seeing around each turn before the nose-dive onward onto the next obstackle and challenge. The good news . . . . No Hurricanes!! BP sucks, always and forever!! Another Day, Another Dollar Nothing beats working in a fuking Supermarket I love it when people shop only to find the one item your out of and simply bitch and complain about it because its not there. Its not the end of the world, its just one little item. Simply put . . . - I worked - I put up 250 pieces + more - I had fun doing it - I chatted with almost everyone in the store and still got the job done - Then I simply vanished and left. Another Day . . . . Another Dollar!! WoW What a night it was last night. The crew simply cleaned out SS491!!

My Ramblings
Woohoo! NASCAR race season is starting up and I'm soooo excited! Racing has got to be my biggest passion....well that and cute guys! There are some really cute guys in NASCAR but I have one in mind that is very close to my heart. He knows who he is...hehe! Shhhh! My Valentine's Day was actually pretty good...I did some homework and watched some TV. I think you are looking at the happiest person after a breakup you'd ever see! I am free! I am free! Right now, I am trying to clear out some clutter around here...I am not carting all this shit across country! No way! I'm so excited about starting my new life, in a new place, with possibly a new man...everything is coming together for me now! Woohoo! So excited! Til next time.... Much love to my Cherry peeps! :-) Kristie24 Well, I am sick with the freakin' flu! My whole body hurts and my head is hot and feels like its gonna explode. I am debating whether or not I should go to work in the morning. Bah! Anywho, despite m

My Rambling
Check out my new stash about Family Guy BDSM. I also posted new photos too.

My Rants!
In my absence from fubar and the net in general, I have been learning about the BDSM lifestyle. I have learned a lot about dominance and submission. In my absence I have also gained the submission of four female slaves. Whom all I adore very much. It has been an amazing time for me. Heightened emotions and pleasure. I am very great full to my beautiful slaves for exploring this life with me. I mentioned a book in a earlier blog “Screw the roses, send me the thorns” It’s an amazing book to read. For the people shaking there heads before you pass judgement I suggest you read it and then see what you think. The last few months I have been learning about the BDSM world and have jumped in so to speak. It's been very enlightening and has taught me so much about sex, and how it effects the mind. I just wanted to pass on the name of this kick ass book I have been reading. "Screw The Roses, Send Me The Thorns" Do a search for it online, it's easy to find and isn't expensive. It's like a

My Ramblings...
I got my right sleeve started on Saturday (Feb. 24th). I have a stylized sun design on my inner forearm that will be incorporated into the sleeve & a very poorly done celtic design that I got when I was 18 that will be covered up. I discussed the design when my artist was working on my left arm. You can see pictures of that tattoo in my gallery. I hadn't seen the drawing prior to Saturday, but I wasn't worried. Let's just say when I saw it I was blown away. It is nothing short of awesome. It will take about 20 hours of work & won't be done until June or so. I can't wait. Now there are many great tattoo artists out there, but I have to say again, mine is awesome. If you'd like, you can check him out at http://www.clintdanroth.com. Tattoos are turning into a bit of an addiction. I've already got the idea for my next one. Here I am, sitting at home on a Saturday night, so I log into Cherryland. Why am I home on a Saturday night? Loser? No friends? Actually, I got tattooed for fi

My Ramblings
Ive Added New Pics To My Profile :) Check Em Out... There My Tattoo Pics :)

My Rants And Raves
Got more pics up of me and my work Jay ALright i am goin to say this once and only onceBe respectful

My Random Thoughts And Feelings
My inspiration was never really there. My inspiration, noone ever

My Ramblings.
Two nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent,and the last instruction of the Mother Superior isthat they must not get even one drop of paint on theirhabits. After conferring about this for a while, the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room, stripoff their habits, and paint in the nude. In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door. "Who is it?" calls one of the nuns. "Blind man," replies a voice from the other side of the door. The two nuns look at each other and shrug and deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door. "Nice boobs," says the man, "where do you want the blinds?" Have a good one!

My Ranting And Ravings
Ok, this blog is not for children for it's just me cussing at the world and things I hate the most. Today's events was terrible and it pissed me off really bad. First off, I got my so called grandfather's van, took off, never asked for permission, then I find myself in Pulaski, at my best guy friend's place and decide "Hey lets go to Roanoke". If you guys don't know, Roanoke is like 68 miles from Pulaski, we go to Roanoke, stay all night in Roanoke, looking for some good stuff and we don't find any. Then we get back to Pulaski . . . We meet my other so called friend at a gas station in Max Meadows, then we start to go back to Roanoke, but on the way to the interstate, a fuckin' cop to beat it turns around and my friend was driving because I was drinking alittle bit darts into another friend of mine's driveway. The fuckin cop follows us and my buddy that was driving got out of the van and starts toward the trailer, the cop says "Freeze", well to make matters worse, the cop makes ever

My Ramblings
I am soo proud of Renea. She rode her bike all the way around the block. It has training wheels, but it is a big step from her being terrified of it. She is doing so well. She is also excited about the baby. She talks to him/her a lot. Things are going pretty well. Hopefully it stays that way. Christmas is soon, my FAVORITE holiday. I love the spirit and the music and everything about it. Seeing the look on Renea's face when she opens her gifts from "santa". We are going to make a countdown to christmas chain out of construction paper.... That should be a fun project for her and I to do together. There are soo many toys I want to get her, but toys are soo damn expensive. I worked it out with my mom, and I am going to get the small things, and my mom will get the big things. I saw this cute sleepover tent for $15 at walmart.. I think i am going to get it for her. Its the Princess' of course.. We shall see. Have a merry Christmas all. Love you. xoox Sleep escapes me tonight, yet agai

My Rants
OK NOW THAT I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION YOU FACELESS, GUTLESS PIG. YOU REALLY NEED TO QUIT BE A FUCKING COWARD AND SHOW YOUR FACE. JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW WHEN YOU MESS WITH MY SIS PINK YOU ARE MESSING WITH ME, SAME GOES IF YOU MESS WITH ANY OF MY OTHER FRIENDS. SO TAKE THIS IN AND REMEMBER THAT IF YOU KEEP FUCKING WITH PINK YOUR FUCKING WITH THE WRONG PERSON CUZ YOU'LL HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME TOO. SO WHY DON'T YOU JUST COME OUT OF YOUR HIDING SPOT NOW AND BE THE BIG DOG YOU THINK YOU ARE, BUT WE ALL KNOW YOU R NOT GOING TO CUZ YOUR TO MUCH OF A CHICKENSHIT.

My Random Thoughs
isn't it funny how when you block someone from your profile, they don't get the picture that you don't want them in it. i mean if i wanted them to have anything to do with my profile, i would not have blocked them in the first place. i left myspace because of certain people and guess what not even 2 days later, at least one of them shows up on here... i don't want to have to leave CT because of those certain people. stay out of my profile/life... worry about your own pathetic life/profile..... enough said......... Make your Comments HEARD using CommentYou2.com this is so funny.........and somewhat true.. MomOf3Kids, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Hurley "For the record, my belt HAS dropped a notch. I'm a big guy. It's gonna be a while before you're going to want to give me a piggy back ride."Dude, you are Hurley. Y

My Ratings
I don't really know where to begin...i don't consider myself a beauty queen but i do think that i'm kinda cute...i would never rate someone's pic a 1...if they were that ugly i would just go on to another profile...i'm guessing it was someone that needed some points...if you want to give me a 1, i wish you would just not leave me anything...this is supposed to be fun...

My Randomness
THIS IS PART OF A CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE. HIS ATTEMPT AT CHEERING ME UP!!! THANKS D!! Jennifer BrokenHearted: now the fighting is really going to start D: everyones fighting lately Jennifer BrokenHearted: yeh seems like it. Jennifer BrokenHearted: thats why i just wanna move to a far away land w/ ugly people D: naw it dont work like that babe D: no matter where you go ur gunna be gorgeous Jennifer BrokenHearted: well, yeah i know that Jennifer BrokenHearted: but at least i wouldnt have to listen to fighting in english then D: no it would be another language Jennifer BrokenHearted: i could handle that. at least i wouldnt understand it D: fighting is fighting babe you would know when it was a fight Jennifer BrokenHearted: or maybe i could live among the penguins Jennifer Orozco: :-P D: it just means youd understand less D: ha ha ha