wackobitch69's blog: "My Poems"

Your heart is like a rose; As black as midnight, but oh so pure. Your love is a disease, And mine is the cure. You are the shodow Looming behind my heart. Even when you make it stop beating, You make my heart restart. She caused you grief And turned your heart black. Was it the love she gave you, Or was it the love that she lacked? She filled your heart, But with misery and pain. She brought you all the loss, But never brought you any gain. Her heart has turned black; Not out of hurt, but out of spite. She drained your heart of love and hope, But more importantly she took your life. Now you must move on So that your rose may bloom, But out of happiness and joy, Instead of misery and gloom. I will always cherish your rose, As black as it may be. I will know as it blooms, That it is out of your love for me.

Do you remember when we were young? We thought we were madly in love. I was breathless when you stood near. Your embrace chased away all my fear. Do you remember the good times we had? When we were apart, we were so sad. Your sweet kisses told me everything was okay. Your actions said what you couldn't say. Do you remember how happy we always were? You had one true love and I was her. You had my soul, body, and heart. I honestly believed we'd never part. Do you remember the love we shared? I knew just how much you cared. I thought we'd be together for eternity. I would stay by you and you'd stay by me. Do you remember that horrible day? I just let our love slip on away. I broke your heart and walked away. I couldn't even help the words I had to say. Do you remember the pain I caused you? There was nothing we could say or do. In my heart, I will keep your memory. I just hope that one day you'll forgive me.

We had our time together, But it has come and gone. Your memory will remain. Forever in my heart, it will carry on. You were my sister. You were my very best friend. Your spirit remains with me, And it will remain until my days end. You were my world. You still are to this day. You were my everything, And you still are, come what may. I'll miss you forever, But you will remain in my heart. Without you though sis, My world has fallen apart. With this poem from me, I'll leave your name to carry on. I will always cherish you, So I'm leaving you "Tuesday's Song." In memory of Tuesday Marie Bryant 11-11-81 to 04-05-86 John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son. That whosoever believeth in him shall not perish, but have everlasting life. I love and miss you with all of my heart sis! You left this world too soon, but you will remain in the hearts of those who love you forever!!!!

I miss you so much, Yet I still feel you here. You seem so far away, But I still feel you near. You weren't just my sister, But my very best friend. I spend my life wishing That your life never had to end. I think of you everyday, And dream of you some nights. I remember all the good times, But never any fights. I have few memories, But I take them as they come. It hurts so much, But they are full of love. I think of you all the time, And I break down crying. There's those moments too, When I feel like just dying. You meant alot to me, And to this day you still do. I never forget you love me. So remember I'll always love you. In memory of Tuesday Marie Bryant 11-11-81 to 04-05-86

Why all of the love, Just for all the pain? Why all of the loss, And never any gain? Why all of the good, Just to feel bad? Why all of the happiness, Just to be sad? Why all of the passion, Just to say goodbye? Why does it hurt so bad? Why do I want to cry? Why do I feel let down? Why am I so sad? Why can't I be happy? Why can't I be mad? Why all of the questions? Why all of the heartbreak? Should it have never happened? Was it just another mistake? Is love really so evil? Or is it just you? Why can't I be loved? What do I need to do? Where is my sunshine, When the sky is gray? Why does the silence hurt, Worse than what you say? I am bewildered, By all that you do. But all I can say Is, "Thank you." You are my inspiration. You are my light. I'll hold you in my heart, And hang on with all my might. I want to thank you, For each and every day. You've shown me the light. You've shown me the way.

I've spent my whole life Dreaming of a love that's pure and true. Then you came into my life And I spent months dreaming of you. I told myself not to fall. I couldn't handle another heartbreak. I couldn't spend my life thinking, Am I just another mistake. I thought I had the world, Because suddenly I had you. I figured it was just a dream And that it would never come true. I had my heart in your grasp But you let me slip and fall. No matter how loud I screamed You never once heard me call. It was because she was around The one you wanted that was unattainable. You became overwhelmed with emotions And your obsession became unrestrainable. You know her heart is someone else's And it will never belong to you. However, you sit back waiting And refusing to accept the truth. You need to wisen up And act like the adult you are. Stop your moping around And life just might take you far. I can't believe I almost cried. Just because you chose to dump me. I'm glad I wisened up. I opened my eyes and I could finally see. You aren't worth my tears. You chickened out and couldn't tell the truth. I guess you thought I'd believe you And that I would buy into each excuse. I'm not an ignorant person, I just knew the story's truth. You thought I believed every word But now the trick's finally on you. I feel better now. Now that I unburdened my chest. Maybe I can sleep now And take a well deserved rest. I want you to know that I won't mope around and cry. Let's at least keep our friendship So that we don't have "The Final Goodbye."

Why do I feel like this? I just want to break down and cry. I'm filled with pain and misery. I just want to crawl off somewheres and die. How are we so close, yet so distant? Why is it I feel this aching in my heart? There's times I think only of you. Then there's times I feel we've fell apart. We talk all the time, but you hardly say a word. At times I feel like I'm talking to a wall. I feel there's nothing between us. How could I ever think I'd make you fall? Who do I think I am? I know I am nothing to you. I know you are just a joke. Yet, I believe there's something I can do. You are nothing but a poison That shoots straight through my veins. You are the knife driven into my chest Until, at last, not a breath remains. You are my addiction, Yet you are my demise. You watch as I slowly die, Without a tear falling from your eyes. There I lie drowning in my misery Knowing I'll never be the one you hold. Your hands are stained with my blood As you look past my eyes into my empty soul. Look at the pain you've caused, As right before you I decay. Watch with no regret, Without a single word to say. Watch as I turn to ash, Staring with a glare emotionless and cold. Watch as I take you with me, Dragging you down into my black soul.