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What are you waiting for?
One's too many & a thousand's never enough
I never thought it be this tough.
Keep jumpin from one to another, thinkin everythings ok
1 drink 1 drug 1 shot 1 puff
When will it EVER be enough!
I never thought id see the day
When all my bad habits just go away,
The time is here, the time is now,
Smile or plaster on that fake frown.
If your not movin up, your going down
All my demons try to keep me bound.
I've kicked & fought & screamed in distraught
Either way, the time is near, have no fear cuz im still here
It is the height of moral conscience to refuse to obey an unjust law. To obey an unjust law is to give credence to its oppressive power. To obey a law that punishes where no crime exists is to surrender to tyranny and, by acquiescence, endorsing the oppression.
The only righteous place for this kind of man is the jail cell. He must break the bad law openly and without apology, and without any victim but the pride of the state, it will be soon apparent to all that an injustice has taken place. Gradually, eventually, a crisis in the public confidence occurs, and in this vacuum, in this opportunity, change will come.
I've come to visit you once again. I love to see you suffer mentally, physically, spiritually, & socially. I want to make you restless so you can never relax. I want you jumpy & nervous & anxious. I want to make you agitated & irritable so everything & everybody makes you uncomfortable. I want you to be confused & depressed so that you cant think clearly or positively. I want to make you HATE everything & everybody-especially YOURSELF! I want you to feel guilty & remorse for the things you've done in the past that you'll never be able to let go of. I want to make you angry & hateful towards the world for the way it is & the way you are. I want you to feel sorry for yourself and blame everything BUT your addiction for the way things are. I want you to wake up all hours of the night screaming for me. You know you cant sleep without me; I'm even in your dreams.
I want to be the first thing you wake up to every morning & the last thing you touch before you black out. I would rather KILL you, but I'll be happy enough to put you back in the hospital, another institution, or jail. But you know I'll be waiting for you when you get out. I love to watch you slowly go insane. I love to see ALL the physical damage that I'm causing you. I cant help but sneer & chuckle when u shiver & shake, when you freeze & sweat at the same time, & when you wake up with your sheets & blankets soaking wet.
It's amusing to watch you make love to the toilet bowl heaving & retching & not able to hold me down. It's amazing how much destruction I can be to your INTERNAL ORGANS while at the same time work on your BRAIN, destroying it bit by bit. I deeply appreciate how much you SACRIFICE for me.
The countless good jobs you've sacrificed for me. All the fine friends that you deeply cared for - you gave up for me. And what's more, the ones you turned against yourself because of your inexcusable actions-I'm even MORE grateful.
And ESPECIALLY - your loved ones - your family, the most important people in the word to you - you even threw away for me. I cannot express in words the gratitude I have for the loyalty you have for me. You sacrificed all these beautiful things in life just to devote yourself completely to ME. But do not despair, my friend, for on me you can always depend. For after you have lost all these things, you can still depend on me to take even more. You can depend on me to keep you in a living HELL, to keep you mind, body, & soul - FOR I WILL NOT BE SATISFIED UNTIL YOU ARE DEAD, MY FRIEND!!
If you or anyone you know might have a problem with Drugs, Alcohol, or Addiction. Please get them the best possible help you can, we only LIVE 1 LIFE!! Make it Count!
THOUGHTS RACE THROUGH MY MIND
PUPILS DIALATED CAN'T UNWIND
STOMACH ACHES PAIN IN LEGS
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO LEAVE THIS PLACE
DISGUISE MYSELF FROM MY MYSELF
TIME TO BECOME SOMEONE ELSE THE DRUGS DON'T WORK
THREE PINS IN THREE STRIKES OUT
DEATH WILL COME WITHOUT A DOUBT
O.D. AT 21 O.D. 27 THE REEPER WILL FIND ME
TIME FOR CHANGE NOW IS THE TIME
DESPERATION DISPAIR THE DESIRE IS HERE
2ND TIME IN IT'S BECOME MORE CLEAR
DEATH BY ADDICTION HAS BECOME MY FEAR
LIFE IS BEGINNING A NEW START AGAIN
MAKE AMENDS TO MYSELF MY GOD MY FAMILY MY FRIENDS
I'VE BECOME BORN AGAIN
IT'S TIME FOR THE CLOUDS TO CLEAR
NO MORE FEAR NO MORE HATRED IN THE MIRROR
NO MORE PAIN NO MORE TEARS THIS LIFE I'VE LIVED
IT STARTED OUT FUN
ONE DRINK ONE PILL ONE HIT ONE GUN
HEAVEN ON EARTH BECAME HELL ON A RUN
THE FUN IS OVER PAST AND DONE
TIME TO GET SOBER TIME TO GET REAL
TIME TO SEE THE WORLD TIME TO FEEL
MY EYES ARE OPEN AND NOW I SEE
LIFE CAN BE BEAUTIFUL WITH SOBRIETY
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Love to me is when you think of some one so much that it hurts to be with out them. When you're with that person everything just feels right! Love, ultimately, is realizing the responsibility that love entails. To truly love, one must first love one's self and secondly, be worthy of the love one is given. Love involves both selfishness as well as selflessness. Listless nights filled with laughter instead of lonliness. The cure for the human predicament. No beginning, no end, a suspension in both space and time. Like when lying on your back in a pool, floating, with your ears underwater. Although you can hear the sounds of the world, they're muffled, unclear, unnecessary. Love quiets, and calms the world around you, so that you may focus on what truly matters. Basically, in a nutshell, love is always swallowing! Hey girls, the world can use a lot more love! Gulp!
