I'm sitting here in feeling like a caged animal
Ready to break lose and go wild
My life has been spinning out of control
I don't even know where I'm going to go.
I can't stand this place
That's so full of disgrace
So many people full of hatred and dread
Sometimes I wonder if I'm not dead.
I've went to sleep and wound up in hell,
No wait just a second, it's half that, it's jail.
No one truly knows me, I don't care to know them
I try to keep my composure and hold my head high
But inside I'm screaming, thinking, I just want to die.
I can't believe my life has come to this
I fought so hard to never be here
Today I think I have reached the point that I just don't care.
I don't have control over sh**, not even my own f**king hair.
I wish I could wake up from this nightmare,
But it seems so dang strong
I can't help but be drug the f*** along.
I have nothing to do to take up my time
So I write my thoughts into these f***ed a** rhymes
Some people think I'm weird
Altho' I have no reason to be feared
They think I just might go crazy
Which I might since I have never felt so f***ing lazy.
I do what ever I can to keep my mind at ease
Altho' it slips away with no desire to please.
Well I think I have finished clearing my mind
Now I dont feel so much in a bind.