StayCee MehRee's blog: "My Poetry-very deep thoughts"

I wish I could reach out and hold your hand. I'll be there when you need a friend. We talk about the things that interest us. With you is were I want to be, they make such a fuss. I love you; it's easy to see. "Cool Friends" is the term for you and me. I want more but it's so hard to achieve. Seeing you with her fills my soul with deceive. I reach higher and try harder to get to you. There is really nothing more I can do. By...me Stacie Anrold

When you need a shoulder to cry on I'll be there for you to rely on Talk to me about anything It doesn't matter what life has to bring Promises and hopes; dreams and reality Through it all believe in me Though you may hit some rough spots in life Remember that I will always be your wife Problems may arise in the future causing hurt But there's nothing we can't get through not even the wettest dirt All obstacles we can accomplish with help from each other I'll always love you, your wife and children's mother We believe in each other and want the best No matter how hard we try we wont settle for less So in this poem I'm asking you Whatever happens just say I do By...me Stacie Arnold

As I hear the train whistle blowin I look out into the unknown It takes more than a restless heart to know what went wrong I feel the wind blowing and I know it wont be long You left in a hurry before the break of dawn I remember you saying "I'm leaving" and now your gone I wonder when you are coming home It seems you've been gone now for way to long Is it the lights that keep you there Or is it the pretty woman with the blond hair I don't know you seem to be having lots of fun I guess like you said your always on the run You came back home that Saturday night I was feeling really bad and you knew that I was right You didn't bother to wake me and I couldn't sleep Knowing you had been with another woman other than me I spent my restless nights wondering who else you had been with You knew I knew but you still denied it Why I ask my self why me You knew it hurt me But your still a cheater By...me Stacie Arnold

A long time ago in a house by the sea I remember the love between you and me We were young and lost forever in each other And soon you'd know I would be a mother We spent the night in the house by the sea It was just you and me You left so early in the night It seems our love was broken by a fight I spent the night in the house by the sea It was just me You left so quick without a trace I was awoken in the night by a slap in the face I spent the night in the house by the sea It was just my baby and me It seems again you've found someone new I have nothing else I can really do I spent the night in the house by the sea It was just me My baby's gone and next it's me The pain you caused me you'll never see The house by the sea sits alone and empty No one lives there as you can see I died of AIDS one hot summer night Believe me when I say it wasn't an easy fight By....me Stacie Arnold

Locked away in this prison-like place No chance for me to ever escape What did I do to wrong it's hard to see I just want to get out and be me Never getting the help I need it seems Going to sleep every night with more crazy dreams My only escape from reality you're reading right now Writing on paper helps me somehow Awakening everyday with hopes of release Perhaps go home and be in peace That day will come someday I hope Until then I will just have to learn to cope By...me Stacie Arnold

From my heart to yours I bring you love A smile, a kiss, and maybe a hug We will be together until our lives are done Because you my friend are number one You bring me joy, laughter, and fun You said to me "darlin I'll never run" And to my heart is were that went I was in love and you had no hint Forever together is where we are You know I would not wonder far And from each others hearts we bring love A million smiles, a thousand kisses, and maybe one hug. By..me Stacie Arnold For my friend far far away! I love you!

Today is just another day Tomorrow is only so far away When our time comes to fly away We will spread our wings and go to the sky I want you to be forever mine through life Someday my only wish is to be your wife That day may never come it seems For you have her on your mind and in your dreams I may not be the best thing that has happened to you In my heart and mind I will always stay forever true I don't understand why things are the way they are Mistakes happen things go to far I keep telling myself that someday you will change The more I'm with you the more I am in pain I can't go on living my life like this Never knowing where your at or if I will get another kiss I love you so much but you don't love me back You tell me you love me in a different way that's not the love I lack Someday you will be mine I hope But something tells me what you say is all a big joke. By me....Stacie Arnold

My friend, I cherish every heartbeat. I walk the floors listening to the sounds of my feet. You're gone away for a couple of days. Please come back; say you're here to stay. I'm never invited; I'm left out. When I ask if I can come you scream and shout. "The answer is no there is not room" But deep down in my heart I know you don't want to be doomed. I wait by the phone for the next call. Then I just get fed up and still I stand tall. It doesn't matter I tell myself, everything is alright. If we don't talk soon I'm afraid it might turn into a fight. Two days later we finally get in touch. You tell me how your weekend went not letting me talk that much. Minutes go by they seem like hours. Much more and our friendship will sour. By...me Stacie Arnold

I am beautiful in my own ways. I look good in my eyes. I have a wonderful personality. I am new and alert to what happens. I reach to gather new information. I want to be heard by everybody. I scream out my loud voice. I am heard around the world. I am sweet to everyone. I am quiet to strangers. I am loud around friends. I like to work and serve people. I want a smile for a friend. I see new horizons looking my way. I want to go there someday. I love being around my friends. I go new places and explore new things. I want more qualities. I want new jobs. I need new tasks. I am me. By...me Stacie Arnold

I'm fat, I'm skinny, I'm short, and I'm tall. No matter how hard I try you'll never like me at all. You call me gross, nasty, and sick. There is no way you would ever label me as a chick. I don't care, that's alright. I'll forget about it all tonight. I remind my self why I like you again. All you show me is pain. I just want to be your friend. They are all bad the signals you send. You treat me like crap, dirt, and a dog. If it's not something sick than you call me a hog. I'm not pretty in your eyes. Instead I cover the feelings I just lie. I like you that's all I have to say. We'll realize how much we like each other another day. By...me Stacie Arnold