sinaliciousangel's blog: "MY RANTS MY RAVES MY POETRY"

Remorse Beside the wilted candle, a memory lies in dust. The smell of love long past, is all that's left of lust. A rumpled robe lies scattered, slippers looking for feet. A pair of scarlet panties hide beneath the seat. It felt so right last night, the music played a beat. He said "I Love you baby" and whisked me off my feet. We danced and laughed we bought another round. I looked into his eyes, I knew what I had found. My thoughts were running wild, our passion filled the air. Large hands that were so gentle, soon led to an affair. The smell of sweat and stale cologne now permeate the room. The lust that passed for passion, gone,in the morning gloom. I leave before he lifts his head, he was quite sweet to me. My conscience pricks,as I depart, am I a whore? I don't agree. I never knew his name, he didn't ask me mine. A number, faded on my hand, this passion lost in time.

Hold On Tight Hold on tight.keep me safe. Never let me fall from grace. Know I need you Never leave. Ill love you always Please believe. I' ve never trusted You know its true Today my love I trust in you. Kiss my lips. Caress my heart. Tell me That we'll never part. Hold on tight.keep me safe. Never let me fall from grace. Darkness Darkness overtakes me. Engulfing me holding me in its grip. The fear overwelms me Sucking the very breath from my lungs. Then you put your arm around me as you stir and awaken. The light creeps in through the curtains. You hold me close. I know I am safe. in your loving arms. What Were You Thinking? What were you thinkin when you took from me My pride, my innocence,my dignity? What were you thinking? When you forced me down, saw the tears, And heard the sounds? When you were done Did you feel somehow you had won? I thought it my fault, I wanted to die, I hid the pain and tried not to cry. I refused to let the whole world know. How your act affected me, More than anyone can see. The scars don't show The bruises did heal. I never told, My fate was sealed. You took from me so much more that day, You stole my life, for that you'll pay. What were you thinking? Wrapped Within Your Arms You know how much I love you, I tell you every day. And you know of all the reasons, I'm kept so far away. I wish that I could be with you, to show you all my love. To share with you my hopes and dreams, and all I'm thinking of. Someday it will happen, and that day is very near. And I'll be there with you, instead of being here. So keep my love within your heart, and never let it go. The time is drawing nearer, for the love I have to show. I can't wait until you show me, the wonders of your charms. I'm looking forward to forever, wrapped within your arms. IN THE SHADOW OF THE SUN Destination still receding To an undetermined end I run toward salvation From the fate I am condemned. In the heat and on the blacktop With my bare and bleeding toes I am fleeing from the questions The thoughts, my mind, my foes. I am striving for the sunlight And the promise that it makes Though I don't know if it's real And I don't know what it takes. I may be running nowhere And the road is very long But I still can't look behind me The fear is just too strong. And so I keep on running Though I don't know where I run And my lungs are close to bursting In the shadow of the sun.