The face of disappointment reflects back from a blank screen,
Faded memories of a love that I had once before seen,
Foolish yes, foolish no, never really sure where this person wants to go.
I've given my best, I've given my all, and yet in return my heart's left
A whim and on grace, it's torn from this place that I've hidden before.
I can't touch it, can't see it, but please still believe it?
What trusts must I be burdened to hold, while my heart grows so cold?
No hint of desire, no thoughts to conspire my reverence is forced to
Not captive, not free, what place would this be? Not heaven, not earth,
joy and not mirth,
Sheer terror, and dread whirl 'round in my head.
No warm comforting kisses, no "I love you", no "I miss's"
Just bleed me, and lead me around on this string,
No consequences, no regrets, no thoughts of effects,
Nothing, but fading into shadowy absences.
What life is this? What place is this? What feeling is THIS that you
How do you dare?
You dictate my words, the things that you've heard, the choice of my
and Yes, my love
What right have you? Whose words have commanded from above?
Who are you? What are you? Incomprehensibly, the one I love.