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My Original Poetry (copywritten Please Ask Permission)
Selfishly I held on to you when I knew I should let you go - your adoration a manna for my weakened soul it was easy to fall prey and leave the ache behind me for something more. How could I not see you drowning beneath my reservation or trembling under the soles of my feet?

My Other Songs
Artist: Il Divo Album: Ancora Title: Isabel Volar Caer Al fondo el dolor Sonar Perder Imperios de ilusion Hoy no tengo nada Si no estas Mi corazon se apaga Isabel Si te vas Tu Dios se enfadara No dejes que este amor Muera asi Llorare Iloraras Sufriendo en soledad Vuelve a mi y yo te hare Feliz Isabel Buscar Sentir La gran pasion de amar Tratar de huir a ese tiempo que vendra Escapando del pasado Tu y yo Siempre enamorados Hoy no tengo nada Si no estas mi corazon se apage Isabel A donde iras sin mi yo no sabre vivr sin ti Isabel a donde iras si mi yo no sabre vivir sin ti Isabel Si te vas tu Dios se enfadara no dejes que este amor muera asi Llorare Iloraras Sufriendo en soledad Tu vuelve a mi y yo te haré feliz Isabel. Artist: Disturbed Album: Unknown Title: Hell [Intro:] Rrwoooaaaw! Ahh, Ahhh Burning now I bring you Hell! [Post-Chorus:] Ahh, Ahhh Oh, burning now I bring you Hell!

My Other Family
I got a Brother who always keeps it real his names "Guilt"; Lets me know I cant stand how ever it is I feel. I got a Cousin named "Pride", Nigga acts like a lawyer . Got a Sister named "Karma", I be tryin to avoid her. Got a X that's bitter, who wants me to be her nigga. My Girl "Self-pitty", I am always wit her, but Biz beff is valid (why?) she dont like shorty cause she used me; one time she seen her verbally abuse me. My Uncle "High-sight", he wears real thick glasses, he reminds me of where I been and how shit gets drastic. Got a Aunt name "Humility" she speaks so mumbled; dont care that I am sexy she keeps me so humbled. In my head I debated. Out loud I'll never say it. I am sure it's a pretty good reason why we all related

My Other Job
(Chorus) eyes held closed arms tightly bound tell me lover are you my fantasy found thousand stars of flame flicker wildly over my skin I seem to waste my life waiting for night to begin his hands caress my cheek I turn my lips to it and sigh My body quivers at his touch As he teaches my soul to fly high chorus never a name he gave nor a single word was spoken only by cries of passion was the terrible silence broken in dawn's light he vanishes leaving me empty and without a trace But my still quivering flesh and the brimming tears on my face chorus Well I have decided I have gone beyond writer's block. My newest story is reading like a poorly done high school paper. I have decided to drop the cowboy scenerio and start from scratch. My best friend told me to go back to basics and write about what i know best again. I guess that means fantasies at the moment, lol. Life has been to busy to even think about actually going out and playing with a boy t

My Other Work
I am sure I will scare off a few friends with this. For many years, I have been doing shibari and bondage work. I have been trying to get much better at my ropework. IT takes many years to get good at it. What started as a hobby.. became something interesting. I have always been into photography, since I was 12. I am critical of my work, and like many artists, I am always afraid to show it to outsiders. In the past, I have had websites set up to show some work. I have helped some friends in the adult business with their work. I have always stayed away from that, as I want to show it as art. Someday I will show more.

My Other Trip..
I know I have not been around much sorry for that it is that time of year again for us. Busy camping in the RV. I will be posting pics for all to see in the upcoming months, I hope you enjoy them. Big news for this week is I am going out to see Munch aka Ana in Arizona, I am so looking forward to see my Mexican sister... I will let ya know how it goes and I am sure we will have pics.... love and kisses to all talk to ya soon......xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxox Ginny

My Other Half.
He cares only that I'm happy, Even when I’m not with him. If some seek on the wind love's traces, Some seek out the love within. All my pleasures are his treasures, Nor does he crave joy alone. All have claim on his compassion; No dark soul is on its own. Giving thus, so naturally, Each day he lights the love in me, Like candles on a sunlit stone.

My Other Bffs
This is my sweet Jimmy!! :) ♥ Jim~D.S.C.~FB hubby to Mystefyi~@ fubar I could never forget these wounderful friends of mine ever! RECONDOC _DSC_ Loving MY Jada!!! eXtreme X (resident comedian){ Security guilty pleasures lounge}@ fubar ~!~ BobbyT645 ~!~ TAKEN ~!~@ fubar Boycott Wal-Mart@ fubar Jables@ fubar Gary-Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction Owner@ fubar THE BOSS@ fubar Tim ~SouthernOutlawBiker~DirtySouthCrew~Jamies FB Hubby~@ fubar Dirty Beast of the D.S.C.@ fubar Gandalf122872 ~D.S.C.~

My Other Links
what is it with all of these web places to gather i swore up and down id never get on myspace what happend i was talked into it now im getting harrassed by my friends and family yet again to join face book i mean wtf you got me on myspace isnt that good enough i mean come on now give me a break. so what do you all think suck it up and try to remember another password or just ignore them on this one feed back would be appreciated http://www.myspace.com/gargoyle_reve

My Other Passion
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My Other Half
I'm so isolated. Stuck inside my mind, unable to talk about what I feel I need to. It's scary to know you could lose everything unless you keep your mouth shut. Today's been a bad one. It's been like that a lot lately. I can feel the connection, I can hear her speak. I used to think she cared, but she doesn't care. I wish I could go my entire life without saying one word about what I see and hear and feel, I wish. I need to say something before it destroys me. Before she destroys me. Sometimes she sounds like me, sometimes she sounds like Curtis, she used the voice of my best friend to make me hate her. I think the voice that scares me most of all, is hers. I hate when my eyes see what no one else can. I thinking back to a time when I killed a spider with my hand, a spider that wasn't there. I freaked out my friend.. I've learned to ignore most of everything when it's happening, unfortunately that means I block out reality as well. I see things like messages, and Curtis flirting when

My Own Rants And Ramblings...
Im so tired of lazy ass ppl, hubby doesnt work and thinks he is only responsible for doing the laundry and getting the kids to school, i worked 6 friggen days this week to get my day off with disgust of how this house looks like crap, its so cluttered and needs such a major cleaning its not funny. Now why in the hell do i want to spend my only day off from work cleaning on this damn house when he is home all friggen day long? Im tired of it, im tired of the kids throwing crap around like its nothing, im tired of all the lazziness thats going on here while it try to make the money to pay the damn bills.. ok enough with my own problems hope whoever reads this has a great or atleast better day than i am having. tootles...

My Own Worst Enemy
Just thought i would post something b/c i'm bored.. so hello.. I don't know if ne one reads these or where they turn up on the page.. b/c i'm still really new to this.. i don't even know how to post a picture comment on someones page.. but i'll eventually figure it out.. lol.. wel that's all for now i guess.. get back tome some time :D ~Kylia

Myowngenre
I should be in bed, because work is booty early tomorrow. "Booty early" being a technical term. But instead I am procrastinating sleep. The three cups of strong British style tea probably do not help. Why do I do this? I love sleep. Once I'm asleep, I have no desire to be concious again. It was easier at the Dollhouse, when the girls would get together for wine and sometimes cigarettes on the porch before bed. I love Oregon, though. It is a dream accomplished, and now I can rest. My short stories have stymied, but my screenplay treatment is going well... now to utilize my time... se la vie, Tonks. I've posted this elsewhere, but not at LC yet. Hope you enjoy... please feel free to comment!: I have been trying for four nights to describe the trees night Lansing sky my back porch to speak in poetry exactly how it feels cliches of filigree and dark arms and trying to say "pink" using any words other than "pink" metaphors completely out of my re

My Own Sex Storys
i open my door with a shirt on and a thong soon as u step in my door i will look at u going to hug u and kiss tell u how much i missed u ........then i take ur hand while u let ur bag fall down we both going to my bedroom we dont talk alot ............ in my room i start to kiss u bite ur lips gentle suck on them ........slide my tongue down on ur neck kiss and bite u gentle there while i put my hands under ur shirt and play with my finger nails on ur nipples....... u have ur arms around me run ur fingers over my back down to my butt and feel so good .........i start to pull up ur shirt i want to lick ur chest....... i start to take ur shirt off....... start to lick ur chest and get down to ur nipples........ take them in my mouth and suck and bite on them gentle......... and u start to moawn low it makes u feel so good while i suck and kiss and bite u........ i have my hands on ur pants and open the button and the zipper i can feel ur dick getting hard ............we still standing in

My Own Pain!!!
My Own Pain I have so much pain to go through I wonder everyday why this is happening to me How could god do this to me? My only answer for that is it is meant to be this way My heart can't take to much more I am breaking everyday Only God knows how much I can handle Why do people have to lie? I can't answer that only they can Why do people hurt the ones they Love? I can't answer that only they can Why is my Heart feeling so much Pain? Only I can answer That. Why is it that things run in our heads each night before we sleep? I don't have the answer for that either All I know is I have My Own Pain In Time I hope it goes away I don't like being angry I don't like not trusting I don't like being unhappy when I don't know what they want I don't like secrets I am open, honest, caring, loving, love my family I believe things happen for reasons and I am here for a reason and that Is to Be Married and raise o

My Own Little World
I'LL BE HOSTING A CONTEST FOR BEST LINGEREE. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN, SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYING SO AND ILL USE THE LINGEREE PIC THAT YOU STATE YOU WANT TO USE. THE CONTEST WILL START AS SOON AS I HAVE ATLEAST 10 CONTESTANTS. THE PIC HAS TO BE SAFE FOR WORK. PICK WHAT PRIZE YOU ARE GOING TO GO FOR AND LET ME KNOW. YOU CAN EITHER RECIEVE THE PRIZE OR GIVE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE. YOUR CHOICE. PRIZES ARE AS FOLLOWS: 10,000 COMMENTS = A PORSCHE 9,000 COMMENTS = A COREVETTE 4,500 COMMENTS = A MOTORCYCLE LET ME KNOW WHAT PICK WHAT GIFT YOU WANT TO GO FOR. HERES MY LINK TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME. GOOD LUCK. I'm lost in a world, I don't know where, I've lost my mind, my thoughts, my cares; I don't know what to do, It's tearing me in two; Ripping me apart, So come find my heart. I just wanted everyone to know that i added some videos. I hope u enjoy them. I will be adding more shortly.I hope u have a wonderful night and take care. *HUGS*

My Own Counter
Created by Crazyprofile.com Donald and Dasiy were going to spend the night at a motel . Donald wanted to have sex with Dasiy . The first thing Dasiy ask was do you have a condom ? Donald frowned and said "NO" Dasiy said no condom no sex !!!! She said maybe they sell then at the front desk . So Donald went to the lobby and ask the clerk if they had condoms ? "Yes we do " clerk pulled one out from under the counter and gave it to Donald . clerk ask would you like me to put it on your bill . "NO" Donald quacked. What kind of pervert do you think i am ? commentburner.com The shadows of time fly past... Reaching to hold them is futile... No degree of wishing and hoping... Can slow their rapid passing... Standing with my arms around you... Knowing it is time to part... Can it really have passed that fast... What happened to the hours... Did somehow the lord of time... Cheat us and so cruelly... Speed up the hands of time... Reducing hours to minutes or s

My Own Prison
By trusting in others, I've created a wall, can't be broke through, it will never fall, I thought friends were forever, I was a true friend to you, you hurt lied and betrayed me, I should have knew, I'll live in my prison , safe and alone, a warm dark place where I can be alone, A room with no windows, no need for bars, I will never forgive you, I'll never want out, it's all gone to far, Just stay in your world , with your fake friends and fake dreams, don't act like you care, when chips came down, you where never there, I Created my prison, sweet home to me, no warden no gaurds, no more make believe.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Own Work.
Whisper the words So I wont fall apart. Whisper the words to mend my heart. Whisper the words to stop the pain. Whisper the words to help ease my mind. Whisper the words So I will know. Whisper the words I love you! Monday, August 18, 2003 I miss the way you use to look at me, the way you use to talk to me. The way you use to hold me so close. The way you would always tell me, things will always work out for the best. I miss the gentleness of your touch, the softness of your skin. The feel of you hand in mine. The silkiness of your hair. The feel of your hand gainst my skin. The way you always made me feel so safe. I miss the sound of your voice always so calm, patient, and understanding. The way your arms always fit so well around me. The way I would pretend to watch the movie, just so i could cuddle in your arms safe and warm for a longer time. The way i would have to lay in bed for hours trying to remember what I saw because I was paying all my attention

My Own Prison
all the graves mean nothing to her. just the one in the corner next to the oak tree. there she can be with him again. she can lay on the grass next to him longing to touch him one last time. she will clean his headstone with love and her tears will make the flowers grow. she will talk to him and ignore the peoples stares. she doesnt care she is with him in this moment. not to be disturbed longing to hold him and wishing she could be there. she would wipe his fear away with one kiss and when he said "i want to go home" she would have taken him there. She only prays the moment he left this world he thought of her. his buddies say he did and that he was smiling. she hopes this is true cause then she knows he was happy, not in pain and free. As she leaves she kisses his headstone and says "ill see you soon my soldier" stuck in a prison..no windows..no door...no air..suffocating in my own private hell looking for the light...the way out..clawing at the walls..crying from the pain..

My Own Worst Enemy
Sometimes I say what I say blindly not thinking about who its directed to misplaced and misguided the damage I inflict I havent a clue messed up and misdirected my views might seem to be even if they are expressed in anger I dont know why I say it.. it isnt as it seems to be Ever said things you wish you could take back? At this skill I seem to have a knack I type before I think sometimes its true there are times I just need to vent and argue this time I really messed up taking my problems out on you.. I know what I did was wrong and I didnt mean what I said .. I hope you realize I am a good person just a little fucked up in the head Its too easy for me to run people off and I'm not sure why.. I have to admit this is the first time I realize the mistake I've made don't think I haven't cried I don't know what else I can do .. I don't want to be labeled a psycho bitch for all my faults I never lied to you.. I have had my moments of weakness and I'm insecure for sure,

My Own Writing
i've been cooking all day. i've lost myself in anticipation. dicing each vegetable thinking exactly how it will look as it passes your sensuous lips, seeing the movement of the smooth lines of your jaw as you chew. making sure the steamed clams are moist enough i'm unable to stop myself from thinking about other juices, mine and yours. i'm going to prepare every sip and morsel myself. but i've hired a waiter to serve us. so that we can concentrate on our enjoyment. i've given just as much attention to the placement of things around the room. candles where they'll light enough but also not light other spots. treats for all our senses placed at convenient locations all through the house. chocolates and other tastes, silks and velvets to touch, soft and approachable visual images, incense and scented oils, and music. how many hours have i spent selecting music? lilting string concertos, sultry saxophone solos, occasional island steel drum pieces, all linked so that i merely need to hit st

My Own Self Destruction And Self Reflection
I am self destructive. Do you know what that means? Have you ever finally reached a moment when it has become O so real? Several days without sleep and being treated like crap I can actually say that I know that I am self destructive. Now that I see it, how do I make it stop? Have you ever seen that someone has become self destructive but not really understood why? Read this…maybe it will explain me and others like me: ~~~~~ Women seeking recovery from self destructive behaviors frequently find their progress blocked by the previously unrecognized impact of psychological trauma, loss, childhood neglect, abuse, abandonment, sexual assault, and patterns of emotional or physical abuse as well as self neglect in adult relationships. Too often the woman trying to recover from self destructive behavior finds herself in a revolving door of treatment / self-help / relapse because the core processes of her psychological and emotional development have not been attended to. ~~~~~

My Own Mistress
I am my own Mistress Never to be ruled by Or another's to have I guide myself with a stern hand But also with a loving Heart Knowing that compassion is the way to live My eyes are hard from years of hardships My skin is cracked and broken in places But my Heart and Spirit are still whole to this day Knowing my own Limitations Yet pushing myself past them To become the stronger person Treating others with respect and compassion As I would also wish to be treated For that is the way to Ones Heart Yet I am my own Mistress No one else's ever And never to be ruled over For I am My Own Mistress Wrote on 10~18~2007 Wrote by: Raven Darkwood

My Own Thoughts On Life, The Universe, And Everything.
Main Entry: masturbation Function: noun : erotic stimulation especially of one's own genital organs commonly resulting in orgasm and achieved by manual or other bodily contact exclusive of sexual intercourse, by instrumental manipulation, occasionally by sexual fantasies, or by various combinations of these agencies The one thing all of us do, but most of us dont admit. Why? Can anyone tell me why people dont like to admit to it? Do these people honestly think theyre fooling anyone? *Insert girlish voice* Oh I would never do that. Oh BULLSHIT! Youre fucking kidding me right? Lie to me about that. You really think I fucking care if you masterbate? Hell no. Shit, you can invite me over to watch. Thats one of my little fetishes. What can I say? I like a woman that can pleasure herself. Major turn on. So why lie to me about it? I like to masturbate. The mood strikes you just right, nobodys around, your bar hopping was uneventful, for whatever reason, youre alone and horny. So, ya do s

My Owner
I am So glad t have a owner like Spank me daddy, she is a Southern Belle just as I am a Southern Gentlemen. We both share in the same love for SEC football and both hate the same team, ALABAMA. I ask you to go Rate, Fan, and Add her. She is a sweet and fun lady. $pank Me Daddy...I Been a BAD Girl Meoww@ fubar

My Owner
is owned by... It's True! She got me! Blairmare is AWESOME! Go show her lots and lots of Fu Love and tell her she's been "TAPPED!" Clickity Click her right here... &hearts Blairmare &hearts{OWNER of Tappinit!}{ OWNED BY PEBBLES IN ARIZONA}@ fubar You know what to do! Be sure to leave her lots of comments on her upcoming animations made by me! A special thanks to the Auction Hostess: ~PebblesinAZ~I Luv My Tappinit (Bf and Owner)~Owner of Silent Lizard, Blairmare & Cherry Eater~@ fubar

My Owner
¢¾Dawnie¢¾Owner of Mr.7000000¢¾Proud Member of Thunder & Lightning Levelers¢¾@ fubar She's owned me for two auctions in a row, and she swears she's still not sick of me! I don't believe it either. But if you don't know her, you are missing out! I strive to be half as special as she is, and I still fall way short. This isn't your usual "I love my owner" bullshit blog. I've gotten to know Dawnie over the last few months, and she's probably one of the toughest, kindest, most wonderful people on here. She helps everyone, even the asshats who used her coding skills, then tossed her to the side. I get links every day from her for people she's seen that need leveling. Most she's never met. She makes graphics for her friends, she is always positive when things around her always aren't. I look forward to talking to her every day, and thats no lie. So get to know her, show her love. Let this special person into your life, and you'll be a better person for it. ¢¾Princes

My Owner
Please visit this site. It is so Important for the people who have and are serving this country. Please go and donate. Thank You! REMEMBER THOSE WHO SERVE@ fubar THANKS FOR STOPPING BY. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ PLEASE TAKE A MOMMENT TO ADD FAN & RATE MY OWNER AND FRIEND MASTER CHRIS HE ROCKS. ~~MASTER~~OWNED BY LYNNE OWNER OF LYNNE & SWEET&INNOCENT~SHADOW LEVELER~~@ fubar

My Own Words To Live By
A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart.” As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”

My Owner :o)
I HAVE A NEW OWNER!! TY ♦CinDragon♦ FOR BUYIN ME. YOU WON'T REGRET IT. WHY NOT GO CHECK HER OUT? MAKE SURE TO SHOW SOME LOVE WHILE YOU'RE THERE :) ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar Woo Hoo!! I'm owned by Gary Go show my new owner lots of love :) GARY~SHAD~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo

My Owner/ownee!!!
Zingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World THIS IS MY NEW OWNER!! AND I ALREADY KNEW THAT SHE WAS A FANTASTIC PERSON, SWEET, CARING, AND HELPFUL, BUT LESS THAN ONE WEEK AFTER SHE BOUGHT ME, SHE WAS UP FOR AUCTION AND I BOUGHT HER RIGHT BACK! COULD NOT LET ALL THAT LOVE GO TO SOMEONE ELSE, LOL!!! BUT SOMEHOW, SHE STILL FINDS A WAY TO RETURN ALL THE LOVE THAT SHE IS SHOWN, SO GO SPANK HER PAGE HARD! YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT, AND YOU WILL GAIN A TRUE AND LOYAL FRIEND! TELL THAT CINDRAGON SENT YOU! ♥HisSweetObsession♥ ~~Owner of and owned by CinDragon~~ *Shadow Levelers*~~@ fubar ############################################################### Chromaluna on imikimi - Customize Your World

My Own Personal Thoughts.
Ok everyone, I have a new account....as many of you may have noticed.......Im not on this one as much....that's because im on my new one. So help me raise the level ♥ do a e-mail search for krissy.nichole@gmail.com or you can just go here.......http://fubar.com/user/1953612 peace love and mad chicken grease. Facts About Endometriosis Endometriosis is a common yet poorly understood disease. It can strike women of any socioeconomic class, age, or race. It is estimated that between 10 and 20 percent of American women of childbearing age have endometriosis. While some women with endometriosis may have severe pelvic pain, others who have the condition have no symptoms. Nothing about endometriosis is simple, and there are no absolute cures. The disease can affect a woman's whole existence-her ability to work, her ability to reproduce, and her relationships with her mate, her child, and every one around her. The National Institute of Child Health and Human Development (NICHD)

My Owners
HAVE YOU EVER MET A MAN WHO COULD MAKE YOU THINK OF AN ANIMAL?!!! IF NOT THEN COME MEET MY OWNER PASSIONMAN 71!!! HEY ALL HAVE YOU MET MY OWNER PASSIONMAN71 YET? IF NOT THEN YOU SHOULD HE IS ONE AWESOME MAN AND HE IS A GREAT GUY TO KNOW!!! WHENEVER YOU NEED TO TALK OR NEED SOMETHING HE IS THERE FOR YOU NO QUESTIONS ASKED!!! HE LOVES TO MEET NEW PEOPLE!!! SO IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY GO BY RATE/FAN/ADD/CRUSH/BLING HIM HE SO DESERVES IT!!! TELL HIM MISS CRYS SENT YA!!! PASSIONMAN71 IS ONE OF THE BEST MEN I KNOW HERE ON THE FU AND IM GLAD THAT HE OWNS ME!!! HE IS THE 1ST PERSON THERE IF YOU NEED HELP WITH SOMETHING AND YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON HIM!!! SO ONCE MORE IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY GO BY AND RATE/FAN/ADD/BLING/CRUSH HIM!!! I CAN PROMISE YOU THAT YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT!!! CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO TO HIS PROFILE!!! SHOW HIM LOTS OF MAD LOVE LADIES N GENTS!!!! ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Scarlett~@ fubar THIS

My Owner
That’s right. Kanan has started a new lounge. ~~~The Dragon’s Lair~~~ Looking for new members, promoters, greeters, bouncers, and DJ’s. (Country and 70’s through 90’s music please). We need new members and we’re offering a morph to every new member who signs up made by Kanan, Master Morpher himself! Just click the dragon to enter & check it out! Cindy aka 'CinDragon~ FounderClubMystic~IBIC~ CinDragon~FounderClubMystic~IBIC~fuOwner of 1969,MissCrys,LisaMarie&many others!@ fubar

My Owner!!!
MEET MY WONDERFUL OWNER *~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~* THIS AWESOME GUY BELOW IS MY FIRST OWNER. HE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST GUYS I HAVE MET ON FUBAR. IM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS TO GO SHOW HIM LOTS OF LOVE. FAN HIM, RATE HIM, ADD HIM, AND BLING HIM. HE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE HE GETS.HE HAS JUST UNDER 330K TO FU KING AND I WANNA SEE IF BEFORE HIS OWNERSHIP OF ME IS OVER IF I/WE CAN GET HIM THERE. SO PLEASE GO NOW AND SHOW THE SWEETEST MAN ON FUBAR LOTS OF LOVE. RadioGuy@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE DEVIL'S ANGEL...OWNED BY RADIOGUY@ fubar SHOWING SOME LOVE ~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~ THE GUY BELOW MEANS ALOT TO ME. HE IS A GREAT FRIEND AND THE FATHER OF MY KIDS. HE HAS BEEN OFF FUBAR FOR A WHILE AND WELL HE IS LOOKING TO GET SOME FRIENDS AND A HIGHER LEVEL. SO THATS WHERE I TRY TO HELP. IM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS TO GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE. FAN, RATE, ADD, BLING AND IF UR A GIRL CRUSH HIM

My Owners
Please meet my new owner. She is the greatest thing that has come into my life since my son and husband! She has been so good to me since the day I met her! She is also my fu-lover and she loves me up hardcore! She is the sweetest person! You need to go show her the love! She always gives love right back and out of the kindness of her heart she gives love to people who never show her love back! This chick will bendover backwards for you in a heart beat and give you the shirt off her back if she could! I love this girl so much I don't know what I would do without her and neither will you! We are two peas in a pod and will always be! ~☮HippyChick☮~{Owned By~J+A+B=ME~}@ fubar

My Owner
This is my new amazing, awesome, gorgeous owner X(c)ITEME! If you, by chance, don't know her yet, you need to go shower her with rates, fans and bling!! She always returns the love! So if you want to meet a REAL person on fu, you have to get her on your list! So go get her, and tell her I sent ya!! 'X©ït€M€ *Fan Me First* 1st Asst of Dylon's Diva Mafia*@ fubar Please repost for me! Thanks

My Owner Goofylady
Meet my owner... GoofyLady Stop by her page.... ~GoofyLady~ *FuAngel * Bad Girls*Proud Member Of Love Shack*@ fubar Show her some Love!!! Meet my owner... GoofyLady Stop by her page.... ~GoofyLady~ *FuAngel * Bad Girls*Proud Member Of Love Shack*@ fubar Show her some Love!!!

My Owners! Give Them Lots Of Love!
this is a neat guy meet Mr big Mr big fu owned by barefoot goddess@ fubar we Fu Own eachother...and this is my pimp for him come show this big man what fu love really means! rate his pix he only has 38 do the 2 stash items he has please? repost the bully so everyone can meet him thanx bunches i am proud to share my owner luBell240 luBell240-~-ShAdOwLeVeLeR*~PROUDLY OWNED BY-Blueeyes {Shadow Levelers}@ fubar and we all know as a good fu slave its my job to let you all know how awesome she really is! as you can see

My Owner
Meet My New Owner!!! (Don't forget to show him LOTS OF luv!!!) TώåunεVålêntïnô™ §näke Ëyeš ®ädïð «d♫j» *@ fubar Pimpout Brought To You By: dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ ☯ YdaFnot's Light ☯@ fubar

My Owners
A/F/R my new owners. They are great friends and sweethearts. Show them fu luv and yes theyll; show it back. })i({«☆«(¯`¤LîÑz¤´¯)»☆»})i({@ fubar AND ♥SuBmIsSiVe♥BiBraT♥Fu-WiFey To☆LiNz☆&FuOwned By Got Ink?@ fubar

My Owner
What we are doing is giving a fantastic man credit where credit is due. Tony411 has gone out of his way to help his closest friends in every way possible. He is the sweetest, most caring man on Fubar, and an amazing friend. Click the picture to go to Tony's Page!!! Take a few minutes out of your busy day, and stop by his page and fan, rate, add, bling, or even crush him. If anyone on this site deserves it he does!! This unbelievable man is so close to Prophet that it would be appreciated if you would rate him hard and see if we can get him there!!! When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.- Helen Keller

My Owner!
I am introducing my fu-Owner Show her lots of love! Always Dropping Skittles in BAD places to go to her profile Brought to you by SEXY SKITTLE PIRATE JOLLY ROGER (OWNED BY Always Dropping Skittles in BAD places) Created by ♥Dragonphyre {J}♥ Sexy Skittle's Girl

My Owner
aGEM4life [SinnersFamily-SBG] --Proudly Owned By Willie -- FU Owned By GANGSTA - DESIGNZ & Muma_e@ fubar This my truly awesome owner Donna, aGEM4life. Ive been friends with her on here for awhile now. Shes great and deserves lots of fu love guys.. Wish I could make this into one of the frilly blogs with backgrounds and stuff but hey I cant so here it is...Love you Donna

My Oxymoron Mumblings
http://fubar.com/user/140500 I am entering a contest held by 'STIXX - Founder of the Top Shelf Crew'. It starts about 10 pm Eastern time. I don't have a link to my page and might not be on in time to get it before he starts. Please rate and message my pic! It is the same one that is my profile pic. I left his page link for you to fan him and if you would like to comment and rate me please!!!!! Hey everybody! I hate to promote myself in a contest, but I am in the process of moving and don't get more then a couple of hours in a day to bomb myself! I was wondering if you guys wouldn't mind helping me? I need 13,000 comments and have a little over 1,000!! just click on the link below, email me and let me know if you do, so I can give you back the fu-love! If you have or are rating and commenting me on the contest, please leave a message letting me know so I can return the favor!

My Past And History.
This is hard to write, but I want to let ya'll know what I know. I am in a sad mood at this time because I have been thinking about the past. I want everyone to know what I have told just a few close friends. Not even my parents know everything about me. I don't share my personall life that much. When I was younger I lost a brother to a drive by shooting that happened in Houston, TX. I was 13 at the time. It happened on June 21, 1992. It was Father's day morning. He was 26 years old. He was on his way home when a car pulled up next to his truck and there was four black guys in the car. They opened fire on my brother and one bullet hit him in the left temple that killed him instantly. It was later said that they had three of the four in jail, but they let them go because they didn't have the driver. It is still a open case. Nothing more has been done about it. It has hurt my parents very badly. He had two sons that never got to know their father. We get to see them once a year and th

Mypace
Nauthiz "now-these" n as in "need" Nov 13 - Nov 27 For all forms of success and all types of achievement. However, remember that a gift, and take note of the associated god. Useful for harnessing internal power, intuition and creativity, the ability to achieve, as with a sudden rush of adrenaline or creation of momentum. The fourth of Odin's runes frees one from locks and fetters, which ties in well with the meaning of nyd. Cooper, Esoteric Rune Magic. Need fastens on the nameless, With naught of wealth or near kin, Nith seizes a landless one, with none to serve, A useless wight, and woeful for it, In hunger and shame, hearthless, shivering, The one who lacks longs for warmpth, For hard from the north night winds are howling: Like iron bands

My Paintshop Creations
These are just a few PSP creations I have done . I will post more as I get time. I couldn't get them to look right or animate when I uploaded to store as pictures. Oh and anyone is welcome right click and save as if they fine one they like although most of these have been personalized for family and friends. But hey if you share their name you're more than welcome to snag them. :)

My Passion
I hope someday, I'll be happy, To be held tight, Made to feel right, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be cared for, To be cheer'd for, Made to feel compassion, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be touched, To be kissed, Made to feel special, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be loved, To be worth it, Made to feel I deserve it, I hope. I hope someday, I'll have that special someone, To hold, Made to feel whole, I hope. I hope these things will come to be... Until then I'm just me. Empty. Thinking about the past again, Realizing what could have been and what will never be. The following is a very touchy subject for me... I recently found out not to long ago the woman I was with miscarried my twin girls, It tears me up inside to even think about it. When I first found out she was pregnant it made me the happiest person in the world. I couldn't have asked for a better person to be the mother of my children. Then I had it pulled away from me just like everything els

My Pains
i feel pain with every passing moment, i am not with the one i love, and i lose those quicly and for ever. the pain of lose does not leave me, and i wish i was like those of you who might red this, for i feel that u deal with pain better than i. for i feel it everyday. i first lost a girlfreind t gang violence, then my mentor and best freind to cancer, then another freind to drug overdose, then soon after another to suicide. all before high school. thats when the real shit hit the fan. one goes down on a mtorcycle, nother a shot to the head. a third goes brain damaged for good after a fight. then another person to drag raceing and another to a swiming accedent. even the bastered grandfather i had scarcly know. then high school is over and i think the worse is behind me, but i was soon t see i was wrong, i had a scare of loseing the only real grandfather i have ever had, and my father, bot again to cancer. not to long after i have to watch a freing be carted off from achole poining, and

My Paranoia
The following is a piece of poetry i wrote last year Darkness all around me Theres darkness everywhere No one for miles Why do I bother No one cares Not worth a tear With all my doubts And all my fears All I have is my darkness To keep me company The following is a story i wrote roughly 2 yrs ago. Early Morning Wake Up Call Lifting my head from the pillow i blinked a few times before glancing at the alarm clock. It was just another early morning for me as i lay next to Michelle enjoying the sweet perfume she wore. The alarm showed 4am as i moved a little closer to her and placed several soft and lingering kisses over her ears , even blowing into them. One long slow lick followed by several soft bites were placed along her neckline as my fingers traced downwards over her stomach. I felt her body move involuntarily to almost laying on her back as i moved closer to her. Hearing her heart beat a little faster as her breathing changed i smiled and traced a long li

My Past Lives
Just sit right back and you'll hear a tale a tale of a fateful trip, that started from this tropic port, aboard this tiny ship. The mate was a mighty sailin' man, the Skipper brave and sure, five passengers set sail that day, for a three hour tour, a three hour tour. The weather started getting rough, the tiny ship was tossed. If not for the courage of the fearless crew the Minnow would be lost. The Minnow would be lost. The ship aground on the shore of this uncharted desert isle with Gilligan, the Skipper too. A millionaire and his wife, a movie star, the proffessor and Mary Ann, here on Gilligan's Isle. (Ending verse) So this is the tale of our castaways, there here for a long long time. They'll have to make the best of things, it's an uphill climb. The first mate and his Skipper too will do their very best, to make the others comf'terble in their tropic island nest. No phone ,no lights, no motor car, not a single luxury like Robinson Crusoe i

My Panthers
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE A COACH...RECRUIT YOUR TEAM MEMBERS THEN SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR TEAM NAME, MASCOT, AND COLORS. ONCE I HAVE CONFIRMED, EACH MEMBER OF YOUR TEAM MUST SEND THE ENTRY FEE! STARTING GAME DATE SUBJECT TO CHANGE DEPENDING ON THE OUTCOME OF TEAMS JOINING!IF SOMEONE ON YOUR TEAM IS BLOCKED FROM MY PAGE I WILL UNBLOCK THEM FOR THEN EVENT!

My Partner
im so fing tired of my job, of my life, of my house, of ppl, of my friends saying they will be there and then when i need them they aren't, im tired of loving a woman and not being able to be with her, im tired of not having my own car, im tired of being sick, and people talking shit, im tired of trying to help ppl and not being appreciated for it, im tired of my emotions and feelings,im tired of being spyed on and not trusted,im tired of being broke all the time, and having bills i can't pay, im tired of being blamed for ish i havent done, and im tired of other people trying to control my life,im tired of people telling me what i should and should not do, im tired of ppl trying to control my life,im tired of everything and everyone, im tired of feeling like im being walked on and im tired of feeling anything at all my partner she treats me right my partner wont hurt me my partner shows me the stars and moon everytime we are togeather my partner watchs out for our truck my partne

My Passion In Life
Today someone asked me, “What is your passion in life”? Hell, I had no answer at all. I thought about it for a while and couldn’t come up with a damned thing that I am really passionate about. Well, except for my two boys but then again what good parent is not passionate about their children. Right now I am in an empty void in my life. I wake up and think to my self, “What the fuck is this shit all about”? Meaning life as it is, I sit on the edge of the bed dreading to have to get up and do the shit all over again. I get my fat ass up and walk out to the front room and there are my two silly ass boys getting into some shit they know damned well they ain’t supposed to be in and I fucking smile my ass off and give them both a big hug and tell them I love them. There, right there is when I realize that’s why I am doing this shit all over again another fucking day. I have to, I mean if I don’t who the fuck else is gonna love them better then their own father.

My Passion For Asian Women !!!
As a single Father I was wondering. How many are there at this site. Who knows ? As a single father I have had to forgo many obstacles and still have some to overcome. Because for many father's the constitution is ignored as well as many of the child support laws. This is not being said for the many single mothers that do the best they can. It is more said for the single mothers that do not allow visitation for the fathers and the many other ones who do not paty their child support. The numbers a greater of mothers that do not pat than are the fathers that do not pay. These are the real statistics. The numbers a growing of women who could not care less about their kids whether they have custody of them or not. And the ones that really care less are the ones that do not have custody and that is for good reason. So while you drink up tonight, just think about this? How much are your kids being abused by a non-caring parent? How many are doing the abusing? And who the hell

My Parents
This time, this place, can never trace, must win this race. no more crying, no more lying. This time I must face what is left of what it use to be. I can never see you again. This time I must say goodbye, this time is the end, you once were my friends, but i have come to the bend, not playing your games, dont need no fame. with every tear, was it really for real could you really feel the pain, or see the chains that i couldnt break. Did you ever really hear me calling, everytime i was falling. I must awake, I must live, so i can give back the life you took from me, never allowing me to be, but i can see. This time I say goodbye. You Never said Goodbye, Now i can only sigh and wonder why. The Tears I cry, even when i did try. You never said Goodbye. This war inside my head, the chains that keep the pain hidden deep within. My heart holds the scars, i wish upon a star, why are we so far? There was a place, there was a time, when i wasnt so afrai

My Passions
I need some help!!! I am the co-captain of a HipHop/Street dance squad(yea ok please get your white chick jokes out now). We have been invited to the qualifying round for the dance championships. We have our first dance all laid out to a slammin' reggaeton mix and our moves are tight! But our second dance which is what we are working on now is in need of some serious help from a fly ass DJ!!!!! This dance is the one that is left wide open for one of the other teams to battle us should they be feeling "froggy". I have the program needed to make the mix and know exactly how I want it to sound, the problem is I can't get it to sound like I hear it in my head :(. For most of you this will prolly sound like some chick boo hooin' like a lil bytch. But the thing is if we make it thru qualifying we get a bid to nationals in Florida and if we win there we win a 350G grant thats used to get more kids in the metro NY area the chance to goto better art based schools rather than the broke ass 2nd r

My Patience
I have been very patient these days. I have to say that there is only one person that is responsible for teaching me to be patient. which in my eyes means P-Persistence A-Amazing T-Tremendous I-Intuition E-Exquisite N-Nice T-Terrific

My Page
this is a follow on from this blog http://fubar.com/blog/247034 i was hoping to make godfather before this VIP ran out, it finishes today and i'm still over 700k from godfather :(. oh well maybe in the new year. awww thank you all for the wonderful birthday gifts and messages. now i have a challenge i have 1,509,153 to godfather. a very sweet person got my a VIP for my birthday so i'm wondering if you can godfather me before it runs out in 1 month!!!! are you up for it? right i'm not adding anyone right now,i had some pix flagged NSFW about 7 in one day so i changed all but 2 of my albums to friends only. Well i added some new people today and one of my pix got flagged,i have asked a very nice bouncer to look at it for me and are waiting to see what they think. So thats it no more adding people to my list for now anyway !!!!

My Pain
In life you experience pain and it is something no one can avoid. Pain is normally a thing that goes away so it only effect your life for a brief period yah it sucks but you know it will pass. For me is it a content thing, sleepless night after night so many tears pushing me to the point of just wanting to end it,these are the bad days and they are hard on me, not only the pain but the disappointment in myself of not being able to take care of myself let alone my home and my children and as if that isn't enough stress I have to be strong in front of my children so they don't have to see that it is too much on me, if I show I am weak in front of them then it effects their lives. I lie in my bed in the dark try to fight my way through the day in hope tomorrow will be better

My Pain!
MY SURGERY WENT WELL ON JULY 20TH. THE DOCTOR WENT IN AND SCRAPED AWAY MY SPINAL BONE FOR THE DISK THAT WAS GETTING CRUSHED. HE ALSO MADE A WINDOW FOR THE NERVES THAT WERE CRUSED AS WELL. MY BACK IS STILL SORE BECAUSE HE HAD TO MOVE MY MUSCLES TO GET TO MY SPINE. I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE DOCTOR SAY'S I CAN GO BACK TO WORK. COME AROUND THE FIRST WEEK OF JUNE I WILL BE GOING IN FOR SURGERY ON MY LOWER BACK. FROM WHAT THE DOCTOR SAID I WILL GOOD AS NEW AFTER IT IS DONE AND I'M ALL HEALED UP. I'M GOING TO BE CROSSING MY FINGERS AND HOPEING FOR THE BEST. I'M SCARED AS SHIT BUT IT HAS TO BE DONE SO I CAN START DOING MORE WITH MY KIDS. THIS IS ALL FOR NOW WHEN I HEAR MORE I WILL POST IT.

My Past Caught Up With Me...
First off, let me begin by apologizing for any typos, grammatical errors or spelling mistakes i may make ahead of time. I have never "blogged", so i beg urindulgence. however ,something pretty neat happened to me a few weeks ago and i feel the need to share the story. If no one reads it, oh well.... Many years ago,(i wont say exactly how m olany), i was working as a server at a popular waterfront restaurant on the beach. It was one of my first jobs and the restaurant still exists! One day i came to work and discovered we had hired a new dishwasher. I had always been one to make people feel

My Path
My desires have overcome me, My will now belongs to her. She is all things bautiful in the world, Of this my mind is sure. Though she says shes no Goddess, I can see nothing else. She is my light from the sun, I hold this true to myself. Anything I have I would give her,

My Penis
15 minute soup. cook up some garlic and onion in alittle olive oil and butter ... add a packet of 90 minute rice .. add some chicken brooth. Cook till hot .. add in carrot, sald, pepper, chilli oil, honey, chicken and enough chicken broth to completly cover... stir and boil .. for some damn good sweet and spicy soup ... ... Nobody else was gonna make it for me. So I think I have the flu. And I can't sleep. Is bigger then yours.

My Peoms
I -----SOCIAL SECURITY SEX Two men were talking. So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special, I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know-I get a little each month, but not enough to live on.” II -----LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," she complained, "It wakes me up!" III -----QUIET SEX Tired of a lifeless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She looked at him casually and replied, ”You're never home!" IV -----CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his ma

My Personality
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage92%Biting83%Blind Folds83%Whips67%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com Your Reputation Is: Maneater You're the kind of girl all the chicks hate... And guys are both scared of you yet strangely drawn in. What's Your Reputation? You scored as Popular Bitch.

My Personal Only If You Want To Know Me For Real Stuff
try not to conform the world to your image for it has greater plans instead imagine you conforming to the world and its needs-Sarai (yes i thought of it) damn fortune cookie things going threw my head all day Ok guys so you know i am going to apologize for not telling everyone personally right now. over the last couple of days i recently made a new friend who then quickly became my girlfriend and her son my son and my son her son so i want ever one to know this about me I love everyone i have met on here but i am now involved so continue to be my sweet sexy cherries that i love but be nice to me too ok much love Sarai TURBO EG6@ CherryTAP

My Personal Journal
Read my resultz, lemme kno wat u think and den go take da test 4 urselfz and lemme kno ur resultz....promise u'll be amazed......;-} You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Whips75%Bondage50%Chains/Handcuffs< td>33%Blind Folds25%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com "It is perfectly possible for a man to be out of prison, and yet not free- to be under no physical constraint and yet to be a psychological captive, compelled to think, feel, and act as the representatives of the national state, or of some private interest within the nation, wants him to think, feel, and act. The nature of psychological compulsion is such that those who act under constraint remain under the impression that they are acting under their own initiative. The victim of mind-manipulation

My Personality
Your Birth Month is January You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona Your gemstone: Garnet Your flower: Snowdrop Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blueWhat Does Your Birth Month Mean? a href="http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=418428&i=2770117506" target=_blank> You scored as seducer. your fetish is seductionseducer92%Blind Folds83%role playing83%bondage67%Young67%school girl50%What is your fetish (fixedcreated with QuizFarm.com

My Perfect Woman!
My perfect Woman... NOTE: Now i am just describing what i usually go for physically in a chick, and what i think goes well with me mentally on a chick. But as we all know the heart wants what it wants, and you could be NONE of these things and still have me wanting you. Life is silly like that... Mentally: Smart, not a procrastinator (because I am), feminine (you know girly), affectionate with good motherly instincts, likes to take care of her man and support my choices. Good sense of humor. Knows how to talk. A sprinkle of jealousy (just a sprinkle tho not a scoop). Good listener. DOES NOT DISTRUST ALL MEN! Loves movies, travel, and yummy restaurants :) Would not mind doing my bills, basically would be a part time personal helper because I am useless J A girl that does not really NEED me to be with her, but wants me to be with her. There is a difference, some girls got no friends and they base their life around yours, i need to be able to go hang out with my frien

My Personality
..> Advanced Global Personality Test Results ..> ..> Extraversion |||||||||||| 50% Stability |||||| 30% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56% Intellectual |||||| 30% Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76% Artistic |||||| 23% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Materialism |||||||||||||| 56% Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76% Work ethic |||||| 30% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63% Conflict seeking ||||

My Personal Life Things
wow, i cant beleive how hard this has hit me. I have only been here in texas at ft. sam for 4 days. Im here for more advanced training as i go for my flight paramedic specalist. and wow. I am just thinking now, how much i miss my family. I was all happy to be comming down here, and now i have only been here for 4 days, and already missing my family back home. I have also not been talking to a lot of you here on tap, and im sorry, just i have been very busy with all my training. I did pass my finals for the EMT-B part. Well till next time i post, if i talk to you i talk to you. so if you see me online, send me a shout!!! And just remember that i love ya all, you are all my best of best friends. till next time. Bonnie OK, Here i go again. This time, Well read more and you will see. Ok, first off i never thought in believing in horescopes. i thought they were useless. But well the past few days. Well here they are. And yes They dont lie cause this has happend to me in the last couple day

My Personality
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66% Stability |||||||||| 36% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63% Accommodation |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Intellectual |||| 16% Mystical || 10% Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70% Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Narcissism |||||||||| 36% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63% Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%

My Personal Jagermeister Song I Came Up With That I Made And Got Copy Righted
Create a Myspace LED Scroller COPY AND PAST THIS YOU'LL LOVE IT! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?1=6251 SOME WHERE OVER THE RAINBOW!!!! MY JAGER FLOWS! RIGHT THERE BY MY PALS Splendid Chaos! WE SURE WILL TOKE! TOKE THAT SHIT !SNORT THAT SHIT !DRINK THAT SHIT !words by yours truly. the WARRIOR DJ KAIJAW

My Personal Journey
I have been struggling with my weight for about 16 years.. I have tried everything under tha sun.. I have tried pills after pills and I was walking everyday.. I try to do cardio but I have to stop after a few minutes because my back starts to shoot sharp pains thru my spine.. I cant afford to get a personal trainer or pay for a gym membership.. I get really depressed because i cant seem to get rid of my pouch.. its around my lower ab.. if i have those lol.. But I cant get it right... It depresses me so much i just want to stay in tha house.. i dont like to go out much because i am constantly worrying if ppl are looking at me and making fun of me.. I feel like everyone that looks at me is just lookin at my fat butt and judging me.. Im afraid my husband will leave if a better female came along.. also i guess my biggest thing is that Diabetes runs in my family and i want to be healthy for my kids.. I get so depressed sometimes that i dont want to be here anymore.. I dont know why it is su

My Perfect Date…
At any beautiful beach, (I would love it to be at the beach at Cafe Del Mar Ibiza), along with my lover, under the stars before the sunset. sitting on a thin but comfortable long cloth with many rose petals on it, a lit lavender candle on top of the cloth, with a picnic basket, including some minute maid apricot juice, lemon hinted chicken, a dozen purple grapes, a star fruit, and chocolate brownies. also a music player and a c.d that plays love or relaxing music, and while eating the chocolate brownie last, finally enjoying the view of the beautiful and magnificent sunset, by the side of the one I love…

My Personal Crap
Well I'm back!!!! Had to take a trip to the county :( but at least now I got my probation taken care of YAY!!!! No more warrants on me :D I missed you all so much!! I hope everyone has been doin good. Lovers Ya, Lexi well, I have NEVER ever known my real father, so I looked him up on the internet the other day and got his number and called. well I got voicemail and left a message, blah, blah...well, he called em and I talked to him for the first time in my life, I mean seriously, I have never even sen apic of him or nothing. So ling story short, I talked to him and he was happy to hear from me, yeah I know maury moment right, but I got pics from him and I am shocked, seriously, look at this shit, Im sorry Im just emotional as hell right now, I dont know how I should feel.... but look at these pics... Oh I miss him sooo badd right now...Its Close to our would have been 8 year anniversary, I dont know, I was a dumb ass, we broke up because I didnt wa

My Personal Poetry And Various Writings (please Don't Take Unless I've Given Permission)
Realization Realization: The time you know that the term "social outcast" is beyond your identification. Realization: Though you are the blacksheep of the family, you're still under persecution by others. Realization No matter how many times you try to do the right thing, they keep insisting that it's wrong. Realization: To become "one with society" you must "look and act" like evryone else. Realization: To be "different" is supposed to be "accepted"; but anything out of the "norm" is made out to be "evil and wrong." Realization: Those that don't understand and don't accept anything that is different are hypocrites. Realization: Those who do understand and accept anything that is different have gained the ultimate power: KNOWLEDGE (c) Natasha Wismer 10/13/97 True True to wisdom True to thought True to the other side True to hate True to love True to the endless night True to loss and misery True to depression and shame True to the darker real

My Personality Is "likeable" Whats Yours?
Do you have a likable personality? I took this quiz- Do you have a likable personality?My Result Was: You have a likable personality. Take this quiz- Do you have a likable personality? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

Mypersonal Stuff
9/11 World Trade Center Beams- Indiana Motorcycle Escort Ride in Calendar, Motorcycle Rides Expected to be completed by the tenth anniversary, Indianapolis is expanding it’s memorial to the 9/11 terriorist attacks with addition of two beams from the World Trade Center. These beams will be arriving in Indiana on April 9 with the assistance of a motorcycle escort from the American Legion Riders, Indiana State Police and other parties. Those steel beams will be the focal point of Project 9/11 Indianapolis. The Memorial will be dedicated on September 11, 2011, the 10th anniversary of one of the darkest days in American history. Project 9/11 Indianapolis will be built at 421 West Ohio Street along the White River Canal. It will become a part of the city landscape that includes the USS Indianapolis Memorial and the Medal of Honor Memorial. The steel beams are currently being stored in Hangar 18 at JFK Airport in New York. Hangar 18 is an 80,000 square foot hangar that houses all the ar

My Personal Notebook :-)
I know not many of you know me, so broadcasting this out to the land of internet is less personal than calling up some of my friends and letting them in on how I am feeling this particular day. I keep this bottled up inside for some silly reason, and there is no reason to keep it that way. Most people heal by talking about things, and this should be no different. I know some people won't understand where I am coming from and others will be able to relate... If you don't understand, please don't say hurtful things to me... Here I go... I once was married, for several years - had two children... I thought life was good... Had everything I asked for and then some. And with one swift punch, it all ended. He left and my life changed forever... We all do dumb things when we are hurt, angry, sad, confused... I was lonely and needed some companionship. I went out looking for a one night stand... I found him alright... Not quite the experience I was expecting and definitely lack

My Personal Struggles
i OPENED UP TONIGHT AND TOLD A PERSON SOMETHING ABOUT ME THAT I FEELS IS VERY SENSITIVE! I THOUGHT SHE WOULD APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT I'M REVEALING SOMETHING PRIVATE WITH HER! BUT WHEN SHE CALLED ME A LIAR AND MADE FUN OF ME THAT REALLY HURT ME, MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!! FROM HERE ON OUT, I TELL NOTHING OF A SENSITIVE NATURE TO ANYONE...I'M TIRED OF BEING HURT AND CALL A LIAR.... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. You are correct if a man wants you nothing will keep him away.....EXCEPT ....His pride, sence of loyalty, fear, stupid friends, family, and last but not least his ego! If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. A man will stay where ever he feels wanted and loved unless he has that somewhere else! Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. There is only one excuse for a mans behavior............A woman! Or he's just stupid! Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Your Intuition is not always right.............you couldve

My Perfect Lady
Features: Head: Long Hair that are full of life Beautiful Eyes Gorgeous Face sooo beautiful that i can never take my eyes off her Cute Nose Pretty Smile Bubbly Kissable Cheeks Biteable Neck Body: Has Meat on her Bones (or just big boned) Nice Thighs and Legs C-DD Nice Perky Boobs 5'3''-6'5'' and weight proportionate to the height. (so if you're 5'6'' about 110-130ish) Tight Spankable Butt Personality: Has a sense of humor Can make me laugh Likes Biting, Kissing, Scratching, Spanking, Wrestling etc. Puts a smile on my face Kinky Joyous If she needs help or anything she comes to me Doesn't bitch about little things Talkative Crazy (not in a psycho way) Doesn't play too damn hard to play Open-minded Likes to/Offers to/Doesn't mind paying for things once in a while Watches TV with me and we laugh our asses off together :) Always there for me Has her own Opinions Likes to try new things Always there for me Outgoing Laidback Isn't a ditcher ( i se

My Personal Views....
My friend of 23 years has just went thru a rather emotionally painful divorce and is turning to me for support thru her rough times. Last night, in her emotional state, she offered herself to me. Now I KNOW, WITH OUT A DOUBT, that she's in a vunerable state of mind to do ANYTHING and that's why I said NO. My question is..Could you sleep with a friend in this condition knowing their state of mind? Remember this movie...

My Personal Thoughts
First off let me send you the best and warmest of Greetings if you are reading this and I hope you enjoy the stuff that gets posted here. Next I want to say I write a little bit and that they may not be suitable for work but I hope you enjoy them. They are very rough drafts and should be taken that way and I would love to hear what you think but remember I am not a professional. Lastly I am going to post here my general thoughts on a somewhat regular basis I hope. Its hard for me to stay motivated about this kind of thing as it normally creates problems as I am outspoken and think my own way. Well thank you for reading. Jaroth Now I know this is going to upset some of you before I post it so please finish reading it before you comment....if anyone does. Here goes: Love is a corruption of the soul. Now before you get all mad or upset about this statement I want you to follow my thinking. When someone falls into love they change the way they think about everythi

My Personality
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Op

My Personal Godmother List (update)
MY PERSONAL GODMOTHER LIST Help me to help them thanks HisSweetObsession need 977.318 to godmother ♥HisSweetObsession♥ ~~ *Rate Spankers* ~~ *Shadow Levelers*@ fubar cheen need 961.879 to godmother Cheen@ fubar gem need 1.435.247 to godmother ?aGEM4life? ~??HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini??@ fubar hrtofgold need 2.155.410 to godmother ~ &hearts Hrtofgold ~ MAD FU BOMBER~ &hearts ~@ fubar cotton candy need 1.284.643 to godmother ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~@ fubar MY PERSONAL GODMOTHER LIST Help me to help them thanks gem need 847.000 to godmother ?aGEM4life? ~??HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini??@ fubar hrtofgold need 1.771.900 to godmother ~ &hearts Hrtofgold ~ MAD FU BOMBER~ &hearts ~@ fubar cotton candy need 850.700 to godmother ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~@ fubar

My Personal Crap Blog (living Situations, Work, Everyday Living Stuff)
I give up. For about two months, all of a sudden nobody really wants to talk to me anymore. The strangest thing was the 3 people I was closest to (online) all just stopped talking to me at the same time. Only one of them as given me any kind of reason, the other two won't respond to emails or anything :( I don't even know what I did. It really sucks when people say such wonderful things about you, and then one day you're just a stranger to them. They act like they really care about you and then they treat you like we're back in Junior High and you're not cool enough for them to even say one word to you. I mean wow......I think if I dropped off of the face of the planet right now, nobody would even notice. These days I am so lonely. I've totally given up on EVER having a girlfriend again. How in the hell is it possible anymore? Women always have their pick of the litter and there is always going to be someone they want more then me. Couple that with my self respect of

My Person Linked Pictures
JUST FOR TODAY my thoughts will be on my recovery, living and enjoying life w/o the use of drugs. JUST FOR TODAY i will have the faith in someone in N.A. friends who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery. JUST FOR TODAY i will have a program. i will try to follow it to the best of my ability. JUST FOR TODAY through N.A. i will try to get a better perspective on my life. JUST FOR TODAY i will be unafriad, my thoughts will be on my new associations, people who are not using and who have found a new way of life. SO LONG AS I FOLLOW THAT WAY, I HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR! if u know somw who suffers from drugs pls keep this going, it could save there life it saved mine.

My Personality Test Results...
Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: High Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: High Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

My Perverted Blog
Hey help out a friend With Auto 11's.... Rate the hell outta her...lol AND it's HH all day so points increase Auto 11"s !!!sunbug72(%)@ fubar Click the Picture to go to her page Please leave a comment on this blog...:p Yes it's that time of year where the warm weather is fading and cabin fever begins.

My Personality
And I meant every word I said, when I said that I loved you I meant that I love you forever. And I'm going to keep on loving you, 'cause it's the only thing I wanna do! don't ever make someone your everything because if you lose them, you'll have nothing. i was so stupid to think for a moment you actually cared it's funny how someone can break your heart but you still love them with all the little pieces there's a point we passed from which we can't return < / 3 ¢¾ : you break it, you buy it i wish you weren't my dreams & she will fool everyone with her fake smile and pretend laugh never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about To be in love is like jumping off a cliff with no intent on looking down at the bottom. You don't care its going to HURT LIKE HELL when u hit the bottom, all you care about is that for just for that short period of time... you feel like you could fly

My Peeps
i have alot goin on in my life i have love i have hate i have gotten alot on my mind my life is always full of love the pepole are the heart of me my daughter is always gonna be my baby the cutest girl ill ever create i got a great girlfriend she is the best i dont doubt her i dont belive in my heart that she is shady i understand things and stuff happen in life its ok theres forgive and forget but stay on youre toes just prove not only to youreself but youre peers that everything is not what it seems its better we are better than this in life so much hate in this world where is the love at where is the ohnest pepole at is there any out there is there such a thing as a faithfull person or dedacated person its good and bad mixed its everything in one bag and when you look in that bag its something you dont wanna see but what can we do about it just learn from it and just be good the stressess of life nobody can do anything about just have fun with it its ok to lose it break down just re

My Pet Peeves
One thing I'll never fathom is seeing a beautiful woman who is dressed in such a way as to draw attention to her figure, then blow her lid if I happen to notice. Several times in the course of my existence, something similar has happened. I've seen women of varying ages wearing sheer tops with no bras; "Daisy Dukes" that have been cut shorter than you'd expect or believe; very low-cut cleavage-exposing tops, among other things. I, being human and a male, have naturally noticed these things. Pretty much all of these women have caught me noticing (I don't stare, heh heh), and a lot of them have given me smiles in return, which tells me that they've dressed that way specifically to be noticed, and their reasons for this are their own; I don't make assumptions. The flabbergasting thing happens to be the few - the very few - who dress this way, then get indignant when they get noticed. I've even been chewed out a couple times, enough that I have started responding by pointing out to

My Pet Peeve
Being an Army Veteran and proud of the fact, it gives me great pride when I see other people take pride in their country in dispalying our Flag. It does however sadden me that many of these people do not know the proper way to display the flag and in doing so inproperly it is a disgrace. It has become one of my biggest pet peeves. I have even gone so far as in my hometown to knock on one of the city councilmen's door and ask him if he could not afford a new flag since the one he was displaying was torn to shreds. I see many people having their picture taken in front of flag, trying to show they are patriotic ( and I applaud them for the effort) but the flag will be backwards, and this in intself irks me. SO I have decided to list the proper ways to display the flag, perhaps there are some that just do not know there is a right way and a wrong. .1 When the flag is displayed over the middle of the street, it should be suspended vertically with the union(blue) to the north in a

My Personal Poems
All of the times when When your lips touch my own, so soft and sweet, and your tounge would gently glide across mine. When you would caress my body, so softly indeed, and I would hold your heart and keep it in line. When I would feel your love so deep and true, and you would love me until the end of days, When my love would wrap around only you, and heal your pain in so many ways. When my heart starts beating to the rythym of yours, and you just want to fall into my loving arms. When passion breaks through loves open doors, and you finally give into my tender charms. When these tender words are all that you hear, and a new life is just about to begin. When my eyes have not shed a single tear, I will start to wonder about, all of the times when. Written by: Matthew 02/14/2009 Figure me out I sit here and shout blah...blah...blah...overanalyzing But feeling bruised and cut My happiness seems on the line Wanting, wanting, and longing Where is my lo

My Perfect Man
These are the Keys to a Loving Lasting Relationship ~ Enjoy!~ Love one another with all your hearts.~ Give more than you take.~ Don't ever take your relationship for granted.~ Have heart-to-heart talks and really communicate.~ Be trusting, playful, intimate and kind.~ Appreciate all the little, special things.~ Recognize that time spent together is a treasure.~ Make the most of what each day brings.~ Know that nothing is sweeter than the warmth of one hand within another.~ Walk together in the direction you want to go.~ Be supportive and sharing and open to changes.~ Always continue to grow.~ Cherish this blessing which so few truly find.~ Have dreams to reach out for through the years.~ Share one another's smiles through the good times.~ Be everything to one another through the tears.~ What your time together lacks in quantity, make up for with quality.~ Call to say "I love you" in the middle of the day.~ Keep your sense of humor and hold on to your hopes.~ Don't let work or worries

My Personality
Okay, to get this out there, so it's understood....if I rate the hell out of your pics, admire you, gift you, give props to you, pimp you out, or anything like that....rest easy. You have not gained a stalker, I'm not skeezing on you, no need to vomit. I'm the type of person that goes out of his way to treat people nice because that is what makes me happy. I like to be attentive to my friends and family and I am. If you feel uncomfortable with my level of attention, flirting, the way I talk to you, tell me, I'll respect that not everyone can be comfortable with how I interact with them. I'll do my best to bring my attention to a comfortable level for you. It's that simple! If I think you are good looking or sexy or funny....I'll say so. I LOVE to flirt, I LOVE attention. You say to back off, I will. However, just because I flirt with you doesn't mean I'm interested in a relationship beyond friendship with you. It means you are a hot friend of mine

My Peom
beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever.

My Personal Opinion "warning You Might Not Agree"!
Don'ts for parents: 1. Don't throw your 3yr olds b-day party with strippers and kegs. 2. use your kid to pick up chicks no matter how cute he/she is. 3. bet with kids and collect when they lose the bet. 4. help with homework when drunk because your kid will be put in special classes for thinking 2+2=chair. 5. teach your kid or anyone elses kid to fetch beer even if you are to drunk to make it to the fridge/cooler. 6. let your kid give the family pet a hair cut (fiddo will not be happy) 7. let you kid have coffee even if they say the other parent said they could it is a trick don't fall for it. 8. let your kid use aluminum foil instead of a bicycle helmet it is not the same. Know matter how much you put on. 9. let your kid stand on top of the tv in place of the antenna even if you throw cheez it crackers at them for food, if they have a sippy cup and you get better reception with the kid. 10. give the kid something to drink by opening the bathroom door and flushin

My Peanut
I am 9 weeks and 6 days My baby's heart rate is 165 beats per minute I didn't get a picture cause it looks like a little bean. but you could see its legs a kicking.... I said its twitching. Jeff says it has A.D.D. which of course it does coming from him... (swear to god) I believe in Ritalin. I cant stop smiling cause my baby was twitching... Next time Jan 23 be there for pics.... Wicked and Fetus.

My Perspective
Can you make a living without money? Just my words;reputation & character!!! I that is an interesting question to ask cause many people have just that. Although I think many people can do more than one. I seem to get strange reactions to people when I walk down the street, some cross to the otherside, some walk all out in the street to avoid me and I had not said a word, I took a shower of cousrse I could of shaved some, maybe that is it. I did not do this blog to even talk about that but, how someone or anyone can make some money without any? I think their should be a plan but, what is the purpose other than to make money? Will you give a service or sell a product? How will you market it and where will you market it? How will you set your business apart from the rest? I think I have one but, I need a computer and that seems hard for me to do. I really like systm 76 Laptops they are nice looking and the specs are great as well!!

My Phone Number... Call Me
Both take up too much space on the bed. Both have irrational fears about vacuum cleaning. Both are threatened by their own kind. Both mark their territory. Both are bad at asking you questions. Both have an inordinate fascination with women's crotches. Neither does any dishes. Both pass gas shamelessly. Neither of them notice when you get your hair cut. Both like dominance games. Both are suspicious of the postman. Neither knows how to talk on the telephone. Neither understands what you see in cats. 201-808-6011 Ok.. so it's not really my phone number, and it's not a sex line... just call it and listen... too funny. Don't forget to rate me~

My Philosophy On Women
A woman deserves care, for she feels treasured. A woman deserves trust, for in that she finds security. A woman deserves faith, for she feels well esteemed. A woman deserves respect, for she sees her true worth. A woman deserves honor, for in that she feels highly regarded. A woman deserves commitment, for she values her dear heart. A woman deserves honesty, for she knows what opens her soul. A woman deserves love, for she was made to be love. Lil-Shaq

My Philosophy On Myspace/ct-friends
Okay...now, everybody knows that it's cool to have a HUGE number of friends (especially on myspace), BUT, it's absolutely useless havin' those friends if they serve no purpose at all. Myspace or CT isn't Super Mario Brothers where friends are coins and the more you have earns you somethin' special. I would rather have 4 friends that I actually talk to then have 2000 that are just takin' up space on my bulletin board. Then the people that may add you because they think that you're attractive or you seem like a cool person. But really...are we in elementary school? Is a friend request equivalent to one of those notes you used to write that says "Do you like me? Check yes or no." I don't think so!!! I really appreciate it when you rate my Pics a "10" but to be honest, i couldnt care less. "Your Hot" isnt the cleverest line to start a conversation. So, with that bein' said...either actually start to act semi-friendly and actually drop a line or two or feel free to delete me. Don't worry..

My Photos...
As you can see I have tons of gothic and other pictures alike but my best stuff is kept in my photobucket. I am inviting for you all to see it and tell me what you think. If you really like one of my pictures and want to rip one, please ask me.. Thanks and here is the site.. http://s211.photobucket.com/albums/bb118/Black_N_Tainted_Kisses/ Enjoy!!!

My Photography
first i like to thank everyone for stopping by and rating/commenting on my photos,i do appreciate it. Its a great hobby and yes i took all of them, so please leave comments. And if there is one you really like just ask and ill give ya a copy of it thanks again

My Photo's
Hi Ladies and how are you? I just wanted to say hi and that I am an exhibitionist (albeit a nice one). I mention sometimes to rate and comment on my photo's. The ratings do not mean much really. However, it lets me know you've dropped by and checked out my photo's. I know my photo's are not for everyone. For the Ladies that enjoy nude men I hope you enjoy :)

My Photo Reading..
Hi Ar vu vuLovely picture so don't apologise. Thank you for posting so I could do a reading.As soon as I connected to your picture I wanted to start giggling. You are so full of bubbly, happy energy that it comes towards me in great waves. There is a twinkle in your eye that tells me you are in command really, no matter who else thinks they are. This twinkle comes from a really strong sense of nymph energy. I feel you should be running in & out of trees & woodland tempting poor, lonely men into your power. :) It has been a strength in your life that you have this elemental connection as being human has not been a comfortable transition for you. Everything here is so slow & solid. You are used to quicksilver magic & dancing with moonbeams.You hear the call of the Moon Goddess & she has had a major effect on your life path. Sometimes, like her, people have thought you fickle & easily bored - appearing & disappearing & never quite revealing all about yourself. The Moon Goddess has a dark

My Photo Albums
so i have decided to pursue my career in photography so i need your help!! please go through my photo albums pick out the ones you like and please rate and comment them let me know what ones you like the ones that are picked since its a hard choice for me i'll put onto a disk and bring with me when i go visit the college im looking into attending.

My Pics!!
Hey guys! I finally got some freee time and posted a lot of pics today!! Check them out when you get a chance. For those of you who are in my family (and you know who you are!) there are a lot of pics for you!! And please, don't ask to be in my family if I don't even know you!!! family is for those special people that I'm close to. Ladies, I'd really love to hear back from you!!!! Kisses

My Pics.
I was thinking about adding somemore pics to my profile. I was wanting to know what all of you ladies out there thought i should put on there. Just let me know and keeping checking back for more pics. You might just see something you like.

My Pics!
Hear my cry in my hungering search for you Taste my breath on the wind See the sky as it mirrors my colours Hints and whispers begin I am living to nourish you, cherish you I am pulsing the blood in your veins Feel the magic and power of surrender to life Every finger is touching, searching Until your secrets come out In the dance as it endlessly circles I linger close to your mouth I am living to nourish you, cherish you I am pulsing the blood in your veins Feel the magic and power of surrender to life A beautiful love song that i wanted to share with everyone. Bloody ThumbsPeople Iced:Twenty TwoCar Bombs Planted:FifteenFavorite WeaponShankArms Broken:FourEyes Gouged:Twenty TwoTongues Cut Off:TenBiggest Enemy:Buck-Eyed BartGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

My Pictures
Name:_____________ Number:_______________ Best time to call:____________ Text messaging (yes or no): _________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: Give me your number if u lucky u just might get mines too!!! if you like me to call you this weekend cool and we can chat rob hey there everyone... My guess that I'm maybe leaving for good but I will still log-on to say hi to everyone. I really don't know what to do anymore because me and my girlfriend for 3 years has broke my heart. Now I'm thinking of going somewhere that I will be appretation where I'm going in June. She very cool and nice. But my problem is if i leave do I wanna see my son grow up without a daddy? Im going to miss my little man because he means a lot to me and nikki too. I need some input on things please feel free to give me some ideas what to do?? rob

My Pics
hey all... i am not sure why you cant access my pics.... i have checked and double checked all the settings....seems cherry tap is acting up...i dont know any other reason i am not mad at anyone or denying anyone access to them hugs and kisses kels

My Piss Poor Existance Without The Love Of My Life!
Well...its been 22 days since we broke up .. and hes still telling me , i'll come around , holdon to hope .. don't walk out of my life .. I think he's just telling me that so he doesn't have to be alone .. WELL FUCK HIM!! .. last night i said goodbye in my heart .. and while yes i do still love him .. i will live my life or whatever without him .. why should i waste my time waiting for something/someone who may never get his shit together right ? So in another few days/weeks i should be ready to face the world as a single woman once again .. Hell i had fun for 5 yrs last time .. i'm sure i can have more fun this time around ...Hmmmm anyone wanna help me LoL I just got home from the mall , was supposed to get a new tattoo today but alas .. he wasn't there .. Dammit !!.. Oh well guess i'll get it later in the week if i have a babysitter *fuck josh that bastard LoL*...N-E wayz .. Since Edd and i , *broke up, took a break , seperated...what the fuck ever* i've seen him 4 times , talked

My Pics
ok so i work 6 days a week have one day off. my girl works every other day 4 hours a day and she is suppose to be looking for a new job. but instead she is laying by the pool working on her tan with her friends. taking her friends out shopping. driving around doing what ever. and when she comes and gets me from work she is a hour late. making my day much longer. And when i come home the place is trashed from her eatin, showering, or what ever she was doing that day after i spent the day pryor cleaning the whole dam place.... should i be wrong for getting mad!? Some times i think i was better off living alone!! hi cherrytap friends i have new photos rate the and comment them please thank you

My Pictures.....
To all my friends, If you have visited my page recently you found that all my pictures were suddenly blocked and private.. Let me explain. The other day a very mean person visited my page. A very racist person filled with alot of hate. He proceeded to not only rate my profile a 1. Which didnt really bother me. Then started rating the pictures of my black husband 1's. Now this started to bother me, but to each their own right? THEN he decided to start going through my precious beautiful bi racials sons pictures and rating them 1's. NOW THIS PISSED ME THE FUCK OFF! So I decided to see who this person was doing this, To make a long story short, This person proclaimed himself to be all about WHITE POWER...And so were all his "white" friends. So soon after I had been visiting his page, I then started recieving flags left and right for just about ALL my sexy pictures, no nudity mind u, as NSFW. At this point I was ready to jump thru this computer and beat the shit out of this racist piece o

My Pics Are Back Open!!! :)
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO......HOOOOOOOOOO.. I HAVE DECIDED TO OPEN UP ALL MY PICS BACK UP AGAIN..... :) LOL.... SO PLAY NICE... OR I WILL CLOSE THEM ALL BACK UP AGAIN AND MAKE THEM PRIVATE YET AGAIN .... LOL..... SO COME SHOW THIS DEAD ZOMBIE GIRL SOME LUV... YOU KNOW SHE ALWAYS SHOWS IT BACK!!!! MUCH LOVE....

My Pimpouts
I TOTALLY LOVE THESE 2 PEOPLE (MY A&A's)... FOR SOOO MANY DIFFERENT REASONS...NO ONE COULD EVER REPLACE EITHER OF YOU...I TRULY CHERISH OUR FRIENDSHIP!!! IF THEY AREN'T ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST YOU ARE MISSING OUT.... GO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE!!! **MAKE SURE YOU TELL THEM SHELL LOVES THEM** ~~AARON/LSD~~ Love Sex n Death@ fubar ~~ANDREA~~ Andrea@ fubar ~~SEALED WITH A KISS~~ LSD's SHELL@ fubar THEY LEVELED ME..WOOT I AM FU-KING..... NOW THEY NEED SOME MAD FU-LOVE.. YOU ALL ROCK!!! THANKS SO MUCH LilBamaGirl~?WRR and Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize Fan?~Shadow Leveler@ fubar Miss Honey@ fubar SgtRaider*Fu-Husband Of Ecuadorian Goddess*@ fubar THE DRUNKENMONKEY FUENGAGED TO KRAZYCHCIK DJ BADGIRL'S AND FREAKINFREAK'S BODYGUARD@ fubar broken_hearted420 friend of pitbulls fubar wife & real g/f to djpogobob@ fubar slj768 Member of Confederate Bombers

My Pictures
Most of my folders I have set to private. Im so sick of all this NSFW bullshit. Most of my pics have been marked now. I have found another site I like and it doesn't matter what pics you put up. If it wouldn't be for the few friends I have made on here. I probably would have already deleted my account by now. This shit is F**ked up. And I thought we was all adults on here. I guess some of us still need to grow up!!!! Now you have to be on my family list to see my pics!

My Pics
So I know I have to put some pics on my profile. Question is what would you like to see? Do you like face shots, body shots or private parts? Tell me what you like and I'll put it on here. once I figure out how :)

My Pimpin Bulletins :p
I love theses people they are dear to me and you should get to know these amazing people. Sometimes its not always about points on here. True friends are rare in this world. Dont just rate fan and add get to know who they are. Love you all ~Lonewolf92 WickedAzzBeotch owned by ring of fire,,member of club united, and few other clubs@ fubar 100%NSFW SWÊÊTCHÊÊKS UR NÊXT WÊT DRÊAM!(MEMBER: Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club)NO FAN NO ADD!@ fubar Miss Wild....@ fubar Cali Rain@ fubar lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥{{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}}Owned by Passionman71@ fubar ~*~sailor saturn~*~fu owned by lonewolf92 & Big Tom~*~

My Pictures
I recently added some awesome pictures to an album marked Blood Pictures. They are NSFW and you can look if you want. I find them very sexy and erotic not only because of the blood but because of the excellent photography. Someone told me the pictures were weird and I may be a little disturbed, and that he didn't find death and suicide hot. So my question to my mummer riends who know me best, am I sick and twisted? (Damn, I so should have sent this to Ask Chantilly)

My Pimp Outs
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My Pimpouts And Bullies
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My Pimpout From Jake
I would like to introduce you to an amazing lady. She is getting close to Godmothering and since she is always here to help others I was hoping you would stop by and show her some love. Rate her pics, rate her stash and lets get her closer to Godmother level. ♡J

My Piece Of Paradise...
Current mood: depressed Will you ever really understand what I feel? Will you ever know what the stories woven into the delicate tangles of scars that sadly decorate the skin of my pale arms will ever really entail? When the truth is told, will you ever truly believe it? Will you be able to distinguish the real happiness from the fake? And when it comes down to it, will I ever be able to know all of that for you? I guess you can read my words and relate. You will interlace your experiences with mine in vague attempt to know what it feels like. You will tell me stories of your own pain and tell me you've felt the same. I will claim that no one has ever felt this hurt. Not like I have. I mean, it's hard to comprehend someone, somewhere in the world is experiencing the same things and reacting in the exact same way. Then something will enter my mind, the words I've read from someone else, words that I could have sworn were my own. A paragraph that I am so tempted to put my name next t

My Pic
Well here you go guys. That's the only pics I have of me. No I don't have any nudes. Usually I don't post pics of myself, but I saw most everyone else had some, so there you go. I may put up some pics of some of my friends or places I've been, but it will be a while. Enjoy yourself.. I know you guys want a pic.. Well I don't have one on this new computer yet. I just moved to Panama City a couple of weeks ago, and this is the first time I've really had to get online. As soon as I can I will upload some pics. So be patient.

My Pimpout By Bbw Goddess
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My Pimpout Bully
PLEASE HELP MY HUBBY TO LEVEL TO 14. HE IS UNABLE TO GET ON RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO SUPRISE HIM FOR WHEN HE GETS BACK ON. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. COUNTRY MAN FROM HELL/FU MARRIED AND R/L BF 2 MY LOVE ANGEL EYES/OWNER OF AVENGED SEVENFOLD16,773 TO LEVEL TO MINION CLICK HIS PIC AND RATE,FAN,ADD,AND BLING HIM AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!! THIS PIMPOUT BULLY IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: DJ ANGEL EYES FROM HELL- Fu Wife&r/l g/f to Country Man from Hell@ fubar REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

My Pink Ribbon By Danny K Winchester Ii
My Pink RibbonI never thoughtit would happen to me,after-all I was alwaysso healthy.No family historyjust out of the blueneither me nor my familyeven had a clue.They seemed so normaland always there"it couldn't happen to me"so I never cared.Then one day I would be stumped,while taking a showerI felt a lump."Dear God" why,did this happen to me?as I sit here and waitfor a mastectomy.Will I still be a woman?Will I still be the same?or will I be some kind of freakliving in shame.Would it have been differantif I had checked before?,instead I just stood thereit was something I would ignore.I feel differantbut I'm still the sameand it's something of whichI no-longer have to live in shame.So please check yourselfit's embarrasing that is truebut it's worth being embarrasedif it can save you.This Pink RibbonI'll proudly wearand I'll carry it for foreverbecause I care.Danny K. Winchester II

My Place
Thanskgiving that is, today is a different matter entirely. Yesterday we ate at my Aunts at 12:00pm I had a spoonful of everything here and then when we were done, we headed out to Emilys. We got there around 1:30pm...and I helped them finish cooking, and us girls talked and had a blast listening to the men yapping about their deep fried turkeys (by the way those are damn good).....We caught up on old times, laughed about new ones...and just had a down right ball. We ate at 5:15pm and then all converged to the front porch to smoke, and to talk some more. We discussed life, our lives now, our lives back then how we all grew up, how we all changed, and then how some of us had learned our hard lessons in life. At about 8:30 we all decided to go to the living room and play Win, Lose or Draw....that was hilarious as hell. Anyone know how hard it is to draw Nuclear Warfare? It was a trip..then we hung out somemore, and about 10:30 I left to come back to my Aunts house, got back here

My Place Of Business
Nasty Past Times Nite Flirts Phone Encounters Hi I am Kayla every young boys dream.My Daughter refuses to bring any of her guy friends home from college for fear I may come out in a real slutty outfit and tease them. Then I would whisper in their ear and and invite them and their hard cock back over for a late night snack...*WINK* So if you think you can handle this Hott MILF give me a call... Sexy Elaine@ LostCherryKinky Kayla@ LostCherryLickable Lacey@ LostCherryTantalizing Trina@ LostCherry

My Plans
Hey everyone just wanted to put out there were im at and my plans. I was heading to cali but not anymore I have more important things to help with. Im in Ada, OK on the 16th im heading to Denver, CO I dont really plan on staying there too long just long enough to get some food for the road and smokes then im heading up toward twin falls ID.

My Pledge Of Friendship
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask, "Because you are my friend"... and friendship is like peeing your pants: everyone can see it, but only you can feel the true warmth

My Place To Speak
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: tiffany Date: Dec 11, 2007 1:26 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ~blake's girl~Date: Dec 10, 2007 8:45 PMThese were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND

My Playlist
Hey My loyal viewers! I'm not in here much, but I love it when I am here. You all make me fill so wonderful! I think I added a playlist to my profile. All you have to do is click on stand alone player. then move on to what you were doin. It should krrp playing? LOL!!! IDK! If it does work for ya, let me know k? MUAH! Kisses for you all!

My Playemate$ And Pimp$
imikimi - Customize Your World This goes out to all my Pu$$ycat Playmate$ & Pimp$!! I feel like I have been neglecting my family by not sending out shouts or getting toeveryone with comments. My work schedule is hectic and I am working over nights so I have been trying to catch up on much needed sleep.. Now things ar going to change starting with Shout/Pimpout to my wonderful Pu$$Sycat Family. You all are the greatest bunch of girls and guys, to hit the net..So since I havent shouted you all individually here is one big.... Shout Out and A Lil' Luv imikimi - Customize Your World To my favorite Fubar Fam... And if you guys dont know, then you r being told... Check out this great family of Playmates and Pimps that bring the Flavor to Flav...

My Poetry
Darkness is here and I don't understand, What will come of the world at hand? Death and destruction seems to be the plan For what can a mortal do to stave off deaths hand The gods have abandond their children to the abyss To drown in the fire of hopelessness and fear. I want to feel you here with me Your breath, your caress, your warmth I want to feel this all over my body So I can believe, if only for a moment I am worshipped as the goddess I should be Winter has come and there's no sound at all. The ground is white and there's no leaves at all Mother Nature sleeps and winter has come Dreams of summer have faded with the sun.

My Poems.. Some Are Way Old
Detox I've purged you from my life every now and then I still get the shakes I still get the thirst your toxic this i know your toxicity boils my blood gives my brian a rush makes me seem like i ride the short bus makes me numb seems like im all thumbs im sick of being uncomfortably numb so here i sit in detox As I stare Out into The darkness Of this Void, Searching for Someone, Maybe you Have seen Her. I don't know Her name, But she's The one. When I see Her, I Will Know She's for me Her beauty brigtens up my day with its resonating light melts all my fears makes all my tears wash away makes my heart want come out and play her eyes captivate me inprision my soul binding it to hers our 2 lost souls become as one forever

My Poetry
The hurt. I can't explain this feeling. This aching, and pain. I know why it's happening. I know what has done this. Losing you, my heart is broken. I can't explain the agony my heart has right now. I want to let it out. I want you to know what you meant to me. What a real friend is. And that was you, to me. I have died inside a little more each passing day. trying to take it in, to understand. But nothing eases the pain I have. tears pouring, feelings, memories. All jumbled, all strong. it's this pit of hurt. pit of pain. The hurt. It hurts. You would have been the one to take it away. but now I cry for you. Not in your arms. or on your shoulder. But out loud, to you. In the night, when no ones around. Whispering to the dark. Looking at you, your pictures. So unreal to me that you are gone. But I feel and look in my heart. A little piece of me is gone. But I know where it is. The hurt, will fade. But my love wont. the hurt. this hurt. is love,

My Poetry!
I hate looking back in the mirror at you Your the one I want nothing more than to kill Only God knows how many times I've tried But you always come back to life Think about all the nights you cry How no one wants you to be their wife As a matter of fact,no one wants you in their life Just do me a a favor and pick up the knife Why should one live,when all they do is cause pain? Like torturous demons straining their rein No one to love You feel so alone No one to feel the pain in ones heart But there was one person from the start But this one person you had lied to,hurt,and torn apart All the little white lies you tell come back to you in the time that you have lived and died You never knew what you did to deserve this All they have done is cheated and lied But when they have died Why do you care? Why should you cry? They did nothing for you They have showed and gave you nothing but pain You didn't deserve it What did you gain? Just a bad name fr

My Poetry
Jamie! When I was at the age of sixteen, I had a secret , Which should have been seen. No one saw it, So I didn’t tell. I managed to hide it So very well. I carried on As though nothing was wrong, But it seemed to go on For far too long. The night I went to the labour ward, I was frightened of what was to come. I was glad I had a hand to hold,- That same night I had told my mum. When it was over I was so confused. It’s not nice to have loved, And only been used. I missed the life I’d had inside me, For nine months he had grown. But after all the hiding, I could not call him my own. But I gave him a name,- I called him Jamie, I think of him every day, I loved him then, and always will, And no one can take that away. Rebecca Duncan (copyright) On Being Beci! When i think of all the pain i've felt, over my 35 years, it makes me feel quite queezy, always results in tears. It started when i was very small, close to

My Poetry
CAN YOU HEAR IT IN THE AIR? THE WHISPER OF MY HEART AS IT CALLS OUT TO YOU THE SOUND OF THE WAY MY BREATH HITS YOUR CHEEK? THE GENTLE WAY I CARESS YOUR FACE AND LOOK INTO YOUR EYES CAN YOU SEE IT? CAN YOU SEE WHAT IS WITHIN MY HEART MY SOUL THE REALNESS OF THE MOMENT ? THE REALNESS OF ME? THE ENERGY OF THE HEAT BETWEEN US? THERE IT IS..ITS IN THE AIR THE AIR WE BREATH AS OUR BODYS BECOME ONE THE PASSION, THE LONGING TO MEET YOU AT YOUR HIGHEST POINT. TO FALL WITH YOU AS IF WE ARE SNOWFLAKES FLUTTERING TO THE GROUND IN A WHITE ABYSS OF BEAUTY..... BY, SAMANTHA SHOULD I LET MY SELF FEEL AGAIN? BROKEN HEARTED SO MANY TIMES. UNSURE OF LOVE AND OF ME. WHEN IS IT TIME TO TRUST TO TRUST IN SOMEONE WHO IS SO RIGHT. WHO I THINK OF DAY N INTO THE NITE HOW DO I KNOW WHEN I SHOULD LET MYSELF FEEL

My Poetry
She sits looking out her front window, watching clouds float by on a dusty blue evening sky She stands watching at the door, as cars pass by on the road outside on their way home from work She lays staring at the ceiling, thinking of nothing and everything from bed upon pillows with blankets First minutes pass by and then slowly hours, heart keeps on beating as lungs keep on breathing with so many wishes in her head Her mind fills with vivid images and thoughts, most of which are of the precious times that she has been given to share with him Waiting for her eyes to shut and sleep to come, wheels of her mind keep turning as the tears slowly continue to slip from her eyes Longing and want begin to fill and consume her soul, tender touch of his hands with sweet kiss from his lips would still and calm this night A blanket of darkest black above me as I lay to rest A thousand diamonds sparkle and shine against the darkness White cotton clouds blow and drift acros

My Poetry
********************* CJ Bond 2006 © ********************* He’s in a web, A web of loving, A web of memories, A web that works together, A web that has up’s and down’s, A web that has each other close together, A web that has bined us together, A web that won’t let us apart, A web that kept us together, We’ve been to hell and back, But that web of love, Has always been there in our heart. ********************* CJ Bond 2006 © ********************* I stand still, the world spins, I can’t keep up though the world wins. I get confused, and I get frustrated. I hear these voices, screaming at me, though I can’t quite figure out on what they tend to speak. I find myself talking in circles, I find myself pointing towards a window. I tell myself jump, I find myself landing into a garbage dump. I cry myself to sleep, calling myself a creep. Never again will I have to explain. Here I am in a coffin, no more coughing. No more cigarettes, no more sweats. *****

My Poetry
A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan Wrists tied above your head Feet spread wide apart Sharp nails digging into soft flesh Teethe sinking into a meaty thigh Hot breathe on the nape of your neck A stinging smack on a supple ass A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan The sting of My cane The swoosh of My paddle Whispering demands in your ear A wanton moan A slap A pain filled cry A sadistic laugh Handful of hair The feel of a sharp knife running across your skin Nipples in clamps A flogger across your back And then….. you fall to the floor in bliss… Contrary Goddess...... Heartless Compassionate Loving cruel Dominant submissive Sadistic pain slut Tough vulnerable Fierce timid Giving selfish Humble vain A Contrary Goddess in deed ....... I am: A poet A painter A writer A priestess A Goddess A lover A fighter A wife A friend A FemDom A spiritual m

My Poetry
A Fool In Love Have you ever been afraid of feeling more than you should? Or more than you believed or conceived that you could... It's the little things in life that help you touch the sky Living moment to moment... too many loves gone by The past built a sea around me of "could have been" sorrows Filled with empty "I love you"s and "I'll call you tomorrow"s Then the sound of solitude becomes a cry for help... have been a hermit crab too many times in my life!!! My heart is hopeful that THIS time, it's all true and THIS time it will be beautiful, gentle, and smooth and THIS time I've found my best friend, my soul mate and lover. So please, ...come to me in silence and when the time comes for us to be in the eye of a storm... Lay with me in a whisper, and listen to the warmth There has never been a smile in my memory that came as easily, nor was as meant from my heart and soul ... as this one ... as when you're with me in peacefulness ... Serenity ...No fi

My Poems/verse
Pain and darkness, anger and sadness, frustration and sorrow, fill my mind and soul. Dark thoughts walk beside me. Demons of desire too. But memories of happier times, are there as well. Blackness mixed with rainbow. The harbingers of death circle above. Are they here for me? Or for my prey? Are they here to warn? Or to take someone home? The signpost is the crossroads, good and evil, life and death, sanity and insanity, they all cross here. Can I still choose? Or has the choice been made for me? I am still walking, but which road am I on? Monster I have been called, and angel too, but which will appear, if I am seen by you? Some are safe, but the safe are few. I show others what they show me. For those that show the darkness, I can bring the terror, that they have given to me. If the last thing you ever see in life, are my eyes of death, you are only seeing the reflection, of what you have shown me. But show me light, of friendship and joy, and I

My Poetry
two pieces of a puzzle that finally seem to fit he is mine and I am his From ocean to ocean so many miles in between but the stars were in our favor from the moment of hello the beauty of his spoken words melt a cynic's heart he is me I am him two souls meant to meet for they're one and the same Even though most of the meaning of this poem are lost...I didn't want to lose it. It was the first time I ever wrote a half decent happy poem I'm a complicated girl with simple dreams Wandering through a world I didn't choose I keep smiling hoping no one sees my tears If I've lost myself, there was nothing to lose So don't worry about me, I don't bother to I'm more worried about anyone but me I'm might be fading fast in this place But this slow fading is setting me free One day I'll escape and start a new life Somewhere near or far from here Somewhere I choose to settle down And finally be myself without fear The smiles on my face will be more them a mask To

My Poem's And Poetry
To Gabry Beauty though the eyes of a camera As sweet as a flower bursting into bloom on a warm summers morning As the leaves on the trees wave side to side with the loving warm breeze As you are the picture of the window to the hearts of the world... By Aj Rich Date Wrote 29-11-2007 As i look into the glass i see a whole new world as its like a mirrow looking back at me from the world of another, from the life i wish i had to the life i dont want, from the toughts of a new beginning yet to the end of this one from things i wish i can become from the time i had a chance, to see if i can do it all again and i become this person i should of come many years ago from not a life of crime of hate but to a one of greatness and kindness as to be some one i can be prode to call me own as i can say i did that and not another, as i walk this earth to be the person i want to become into the glass of the future and not of the past, so look at me now as it will be a change from this to wh

My Poetry Hope You Enjoy It
I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser For I made the most beautiful girl in the world sad I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser She won't talk to me That is a fate worse then death I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser and I'm sorry I am a solider I do not choose where I go I do not choose who I fight I choose to defend your freedom I choose to defend my country I choose to fight for you I choose to fight for them I cannot tell you what to do I cannot tell you what to say Many have died for the red white and blue And I would do the same to keep these colors flying free For I am a solider You say you want Someone who will like you for you You say you want Someone who wont mind if you have guy friends You say you want Someone who is not in love with an ex You say you want Some one you can trust You say you want Someone that wouldn't mind you going out with friends You say you want Someone whos not scared to say I love you You say you want Someone th

My Poetry
1.I WAS BORN IN OHIO, BUT LIVED MOST OF MY LIFE IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA. (IN NEVADA NOW) 2.I AM VERY EMOTIONAL (SOME ALREADY KNOW THAT HEEHEE) 3. I WRITE POETRY, ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM EMOTIONAL! 4. I AM A CAMERA COLLECTOR, A BIT OBSESSED. 5. I ALSO LOVE LAMPS, ALTHOUGH I HATE THE LIGHT, FIGURE THAT ONE OUT. 6. I LIKE YOUNGER GUYS, OLDER GUYS ARE KINDDA BORING TO ME. 7. I LOVE TO LAUGH, PISSES PEOPLE OFF SOMETIMES, (WICKEY) 8. I LOVE TO COOK, BUT HATE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS, SO I USUALLY DON'T...LOL 9. I LOVE TO LOVE AND BE LOVED. 10. I HAVE A SECRET ONLY A FEW PEOPLE KNOW! *WINKS* OK FIRST LET ME PREFACE THIS POEM BY SAYING I WORKED ON A PHONE SEX LINE FOR MANY YEARS, AND WHEN I WROTE THIS POEM I HAD HAD ENOUGH!! BUT FOR THOSE WHO "KNOW" ME YOU PROBABLY KNOW I'M BACK!! LOL SEX,SEX,SEX, IS ALL I HEAR, PERVERTS TALKING IN MY EAR, DON'T YOU KNOW HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL?, WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE, IT MAKES ME ILL. IS THAT ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SIT AT HOME,

My Poetry
Braydon & Dante' Current mood: loved Laughing eyes, tiny chin Soon the teething will begin Upon hands and knees you crawl Chase the kitten, roll the ball Though your teeth are still but few Oh what fun it is to chew Lots of toys but in the end One becomes your special friend Now at last you stand alone Then the first step on your own Oh what happiness it all brings Seeing the first of so many things Their eyes will glisten, the smiles will show They both know my love, I tell them so Lots of bruises and a few scrapes Only a beginning of what they'll take Little fussy moments and times of joys They'll always be nanny's two little boys... Nanny will always love you both... May 02, 2006 Eileen (AKA Sweet) Mommy Please Don't Worry Current mood: loved Mom you were th

My Poems N The Way I Feel
all i ever wanted was to knoe wat its like to be in love to have the feeling that i truely cared about sumone..i wish i never wanted this becuz i fell for a guy that will never wanna be with me and the pain my heart is putting me through is cruel and unjust, i just wish my feelings for him would go away, im so tired of hurting this way :-( I love you more than youll ever knoe, The pain my heart is putting me through is cruel and unjust, I feel for you even though you make me fall to my knees in defeat and cry my soul out, As i sit here with a river of tears and pain run down my face, I feel my heart shatter into tiny pieces, So tiny i dont think i could ever put them back together, I gave you my body, Then i gave you my heart, But now it seems you have my soul, Even when i try to be free from the way i feel, You drag me back, To the hell i tried so desperately to escape, Here i go again bending to you every wish, I do it becuz i care, But i hate the fact that your nev

My Poetry
Why did you call last night? Why did you have to tell me you still missed me? Why did you tell me you still loved me? Why did you tell me I was still in your dreams You told me that you be here if you could.. But your not You told me you still loved me but your married to her You told me that you wished you could see me but you wont You told me you love the fact that we lasted 3yrs but I have been married for 10 You tell me that you've never forgotten me but this isnt real You tell me you will alwys be there if I need you but I know that a lie You tell me you love the fact that we took so long to get to where we were But I know you wished we had gotten their alot sooner... But Why? Why did you call? Why did you have to bring this back up..Now it will take me so much longer to let go of you again. It took me so much to forget that I will always love you.. WHy? I cant help but see your eyes in my dreams. Your voice rings thru my heart. Your touch heals my skin

My Poetry
I hate: -when people have to be 2 faced....... ya know those ppl who ask you if they can have things as a friend and then tell other ppl stupid shit thats not even close to true. -co workers who dont go out of their way to help anyone.... dont care about anything and think they know you enough to diss you to your best friend or any of your friends at all because they think they are better than everyone. quit with the drama already.... your just making things harder for yourself. - Friends who wont talk to their child hood friends because they are not good enough. hello we were though ones there through thick and thin who let you cry on our shoulders and invited you to sleepovers when you weren't good enough to go to your new "friends" houses. -self Contained people who think "THEY ARE THE SHIT"---- heres a clue... your not so get over yourself! -The ppl who say they are your friends then dont write or call for months at a time. Enough said! -People who think losing a

My Poems
If you're bf/gf went up to you and asked if it was better if you were friends.. would you take that as a "break up"??? Just wondering Thanks guys :P For every time my heart is broken, Another tear is sheaded. For everyday I miss you, A raindrop falls. For every time I see you, My eyes glow like the moon up in the sky. For every time I hear you, A smile comes upon my face. Every time I think I found it It runs away and hides from me I’ll find it again someday And hopefully I will never let it go I will hold tight and see where It takes me For when I find it It will take me for the ride of my life.

My Poetry
There is a long road ahead of me In this life, But still, I'm aware That the road behind me extends Far longer. There are times in our lives When we take stock of those things Which shaped us; Those things which we allowed To create us. I am such a crossroads. I don't like to admit it But I still feel so much discomfort In my Heart For things that seem to be so far behind me. I've grown weary of trying And still, I try. I've grown tired of the distance And still, I reach out my hand. I've grown fatigued at the cold And so, I put on my warmest sweater And I trudge forward through the deepest snows. Is it ego alone that brings me to this place? And what of the other things That life has offered up? Do I face the challenge undaunted? I think so. There is a great purpose In the knowing that I have found. Still, I am left with the ashes. Those scattered reminders Of the fire that once burnt so deeply In my Heart. Now where

My Poems
some thoughts of mine, and some things i have done.. Current mood: calm Category: Life I am sitting here with my cup of BUD LIGHT, and my cigs and i am listening to dep leppard. I just wanted to share some thoughts that are running through my head and some things i have picked up over the years..... 1.All the degrees on the wall dont make someone a decent person, or a smart one either 2. Just because two people fight doesnt mean they dont love each other 3. I have two tattoos: one each on both of my forearms, does that mean i am a bad boy? 4. I once had a friend who was a christian. He was drinking and driving one night and got into a wreck and died. Does that mean that he went to heaven or hell? RIP MICHEAL 5. Which is better? To tell someone how you feel about them and be rejected, or to not tell them how you feel and find out later they felt the same? 6. Everyone needs love 7. Love is 100% blind 8. Life is not fair 9. You can change som

My Poems
Blind Faith?? Even though we stumble,or even though we fall,God is there to lift us up and offer his hand so that we can rise. Our spirit goes through a battle every day of our lifes. They say the human spirit is unrelentless and Independant. So is that why we try to pull out of things on our own? Why is it, that we do this,then yell at God,for not succeding in our"prideful" ways and not letting God take our hand, when he so graciously held it out for us? Why is it that our mind is capable of so many things, yet when we fall on our face, after we didn't grab that hand that he held out for us, we blame the one thing, that if we had layed down our pride, could of helped us before we even fell? This Baffles me you guys. Just imagine this story. "Oh God" the girl cried again. The girls love of her life had just went into the hospital. She was depressed for many days. She asked everyone around her to pray, yet she was so obsessed with the fact that her love was in the hospital, that

My Poems On Wild Cherry First Poem - Ode To Love
I long for the cold linoleum of insane asylums... Such white history...how it hisses it's secret's! I long for the cosmic scarletite of lost dreams... How they scream to me, every night- calling, calling... I long for the once resplendent beating heart- It pulsates inside me like a hornet's nest... The dumb vibrations, the sting... I long for my ensanguined purity- though it be tainted by cold steel... I long for the bleeding to stop- though bleeding leads to cleansing... Upon a happenstance... I may even wish - Or perhaps dare... Even believe- in life. VJA 2006 Walls, that’s what divides us. Impenetrable walls, celestial walls- I felt my walls come crashing down the other day… In a pile of terrible debris- They did not fall sweetly into place- Like well stacked dominoes… But rather like skyscrapers… In an earthquake- An implosion of sorts… Why do we always build walls? And why

My Poems And Ideas Kinda Emo Lol!!!
I wrote this like a month ago, I still like it, tough shit if you don't like the concept... it does make me a lil sad tho I was trying to tell myself it was just the weather, But even though it was raining it was actually a warm day. I know what the real problem is. The real reason why I don't go out with my friends, The reason why I don't feel like laughing, or smiling. The reason why I feel woozy, sad, let alone ugly. And it's the same reason why my eyes are gray now. Shivers, I need a better jacket, Maybe even a better scarf and gloves will warm me up. A cup of hot cocoa... A warm fire to sit by... another jacket or blanket... A smile... a hug... by him... It's not so cold after all To see a happy, orderly crowd in your dream, denotes assured happiness, pleasant friends and opportunities for advancement. To see a group in your dream, refers to the merging of various aspects of your character and personality. To dream that you are looking throu

My Poem 1
Dad I know that we don't see eye to eye, I know that I said that I want you to die, yes I said I wish we never met, but there isn't a day that I don't regret, I know I have left with out any good bye, but in my heart I can't wait for the next hello or hi, I am telling you I never wanted to leave, I had an obligation I want you to beleave, I know I haven't seen you alot, but with every hi there is always a good-bye, and with every passing tear I wish you were near, even your voice I wish I could hear, I guess what I am really trying to say is that my love for you is as true as the big blue These weren't words from the heart, These were words from the head, That never should have been said, These words were just thoughts, Not meant for any harm, Yet after I realized what happened was before I heard the alarm, I don't know where they came from or why they came out on you, But I don't know what to do, All I do know is that I love you, And I swear that is true,

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Please stop crying, your pain is mine, too. I scream when you hurt. Ice cream won't work. Not this time. Your hurt is deeper than strawberry cream can reach... A mother's robust heart breaks for you, my child, a million parts. Your hurt is my hurt. I hurt, too! Multitudes of heartaches and many heartbreaks in my own lifetime. And, I see you in me~ your smile, your glee yet, your shattered heart I also see in me. This hurts my heart since I cannot stop your pain! Daughter, it hurts deeper than any words can truly reveal. Chocolate kisses I give thee. My love has no bounds Learn to love yourself~ Without conditions. Then true love will come knock knock knocking on your heart's door. Copyright MLJ2006 Promise such a lovely word, favored by little boys and girls, yet parents rarely keep them! Tossed about in the political arena, but moi? I toss it out with the trash! Never make one. Promise a future that's

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I am on an emotional high So please don't tell me goodbye You are so sweet This is so neat I hope you feel the same way I'll ask you some day But for now I'll just see how things go sometimes i wonder is there really someone for me?? or am i doomed to live a lonely life i want someone special to sweep me off my feet someone who really cares who wont just use me or pretend to like me ive had a few jerks but i havent given up there are good guys out there and i am going to find me one a guy who will love me and support me no matter what i chose to do so dont worry about me im still looking and maybe one day ill find that special someone and fall madly in love but i hope it happens soon cause i really want a guy to love me and cherish me who i can love and cherish in return Wonderful and mysterious Complicated and twisted Hard and strange Full of trials and joys Never ending Always beginning Always multiplying Never dividing Always Present Always ren

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Today, as you set forth into the world You are not alone There are souls connected to you Some seem so small Others are almost overwhelming All are important Your passion comes from within But is shared with all of us You inspire us with your love Your heart is made available We accept this graciously And we will keep it safe in our own When you see a couple kiss Or a child play Think of your family Remember the love we have It is always there Unconditional and forever

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If I make love to your body, will your mind be mine, If I make love to your mind, will your sould be mine, If I make love to your sould, will your heart be mine, If I love you, will you be mine? and will You be mine forever? I feel the hunger of a thousand mouths I feel the acid running through my veins, I feast off the pain which electrifies me, I ache to my very being. The demon has awoken and my uninhibited mind wanders. And I wait for the chosen one To heal her wounds with passionate crime, Cleanse her body and swallow her tears. And entwine her mercilessly in human bondage. And then a feast in wild abandonment Total sexual possession - To drink from her soul until infinity. Lonely nights I spend, wanting to hold you close. I wish for you everyday, at night, hurting the most. How I wish we were together, lying near and holding tight, After such a long hard day, I want to see you every night. Oh, how I would so much prefer,

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I see you alone in your room... I see you hidden from the world... I see you naked... in a sense... I see you for who you really are... I see you... behind all the masks and charades... A cheat... a liar... a phony... a fake... And oh so much hate... As the blade runs across your skin... I see what you really are inside... I see that you are no different than I... I see you had no reason for the hate you bestowed upon me... Before you go... Tell me one thing... What makes you hate??? But alas I was too late... For to much blood had been spilled... So I ask you now... Was it really worth it??? Some laugh... Say I’m Crazy... when I know... Something bad is going to happen... But when I’m right... No one is laughing They are all too scared... It came true. I sincerely wish... I could be one of you... The “happy people”... Be all about bunnies and puppy love... But it’s kinda hard... When I close my eyes... I see all the wolds evil. Some

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Think of me, when I am with you... Think of me, when I am away... Think of me, When you are lonely... Think of me, anytime of the day... And know this... I think of you, when you're with me... I think of you, when you're away... I think of you when I am lonely... I think of you, anytime of the day... See me, when your eyes are open... See me, when your eyes are closed... See me, when you read my letters... See me, and care not who knows... And know this... I see you, when my eyes are open... I see you, when my eyes are closed... I see you, when I read your letters... I see you, and I care not who knows.... It's so pretty here; the dark night brings out the best in me. Lips of crimson, eyes like blue ice. I am ready to hunt. Strolling quietly; the backstreets are my best friend. I see you standing there, 'neath the light, back against the post. Quickly, and quietly I make my way over to where you are. You never saw it coming... Now, in your hom

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All I Can Do. it takes all I have to do what I do and all I can do is be me and no matter what I do, people will only see what they want to see bad things I have done and bad choices I have made but on every mistake or wrong doing, the price in full I have paid I don't ask for anyone to forget, just for some kind of a break just something to happen so a better life I can make not asking for an easy trip, not wanting a free ride something I can work hard at in which I can build inner pride life is a long, hard trip, a trip we all have to take with many paths and choices we have to make yet no matter what path I may choose to take or what I choose to be there is something that must be remembered, all I can do is be me All I Can Do it takes all I have to do what I do and all I can do is be me and no matter what I do, people will only see what they want to see bad things I have done and bad choices I have made but on every mistake or wrong doing, the p

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The magician stands firmly Atop the broken balcony His hands gleam with energy His mind emits ecstasy The wind conducts his flowing robes The doors of convention hastily close And fiction leaps into fantasy As mist dances across the sea Thunder shakes the ground so gentle Reality leaps from its lofty mantel And dances away with one final twirl Before plummeting off the edge of the world The sky watches with jealous spite The earth observes the larks in flight And the magician speaks the archaic rite That overpowers day with the salvation of night

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Losing Sight The night is covered in blackness with a cold wind blowing, I can’t see anything there is no light to guide me, There’s no sound coming from anywhere to give me something to walk to, All I hear is the sound of my breathing which also leaves me and drifts into the darkness , The sound of my heart beating joins my breath as I begin to panic more, Afraid that I may never move for the fear of not knowing what lies ahead takes control, I fall to my knees my hands on my head gripping my hair in frustration not knowing what I should do, I let go of my hair and I cross my arms across my stomach feeling sick with the feeling of uselessness, The darkness fades away as I see myself and see how much stronger I look, I’m helping others I’m happy I look fearless and full of life, How can this be me while I stand alone in the darkness as I am now, Though I no longer hear the wind for the people talking to me over power it I feel it’s coldness, Everyt

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I Will Always Be Your Friend You are never alone, I am always near, When you have troubles or feeling blue, All you have to do is call me, I am always around for my friends. It does not matter where I am, And it does not matter when, When you need someone to talk to you, Then I will always be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, Or all you need is a great big hug, I will be the shoulder to cry on, I will always be your friend. So never think that you are a burden, When the world gets you down, You do not have to be alone, For, I will always be your friend. BY: SEAN BATES Lighting Your Way BY: SEAN BATES If I was one thing, I'd be a candle Lighting the way so you can handle Your life easier without woes Not having to fight with your foes. I'd help keep you from stumbling over Things blocking your path to an open door. If I light your path, life is easier, Even strong winds, my light will not deter. No matter what, I'm here for

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Confused Im lying here wondering why I should even care. I wonder if he thinks I shouldnt be able to have a voice. But you see thats not the reason I moved here. It was because I was madly in love and because it was my choice. I was happy when I came to this place, as the days go by Im still in love but Im still quiet unsure I understand. Im confused about what or whom Im suppose to be. I just want to be able to please my man. Deep down I still want to be able to please my man. I thought we talked about any and everything that made sense. I truly miss the man I fell in love with on the phone. Maybe it is me and that in reality I really am just dense. Cuz i cant come to terms that Im so far away from home. I feel like Im under pressure all the time. Feeling like I have to walk on eggshells, so he doesnt get mad. So i usually turn my feelings an desires to paper and rhyme. Mostly Im very happy but occassionally I feel sad. I dont have anything to offer or gi

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Teaching Angels to Fly By: Tabitha Lynn Cowan Sitting here sad and lonely and feeling quite bereft, It doesn't seem like two years have passed since the day you left. I remember it quite vividly the day you died, And how I sat for hours and just cried and cried. Thinking of your golden coat and coal black tail and mane, Brings to my heart a stab of aching pain. The most graceful and beautiful of any around, Not to mention one of the fastest in town. Though I long for you still to be with me here, I know in my heart that you are very near. The joy that was once mine, Now belongs to another, You were my best friend, my companion, my brother. I think of you now way up in the sky, And I no longer have to ask myself why. I know now why you were taken from me, Why your spirit was set free. There were those in Heaven that had forgotten their way, Had forgotten why they had come to stay. Though they had wings, they had forgotten what they were for, Until the day you

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***If you read this, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE comment on it. I like feedback. I wrote this one YEARS ago, when I was like 15 maybe. Beauty ========== Beauty is on the inside, It is what we try to hide. Not how your outside looks, Or what it says in fashion books. Beauty deep inside the mind Is what we seek and try to find. "Pretty" can only be skin deep, But that's not something you can keep. It is what's inside that counts, Each and every single ounce. The person's outside isn't their whole, Beauty lies deep within the soul. So when someone tells you, "Look past the skin," Listen and see the beauty within. Janessa Kelly

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Am I just a prop in your everday living all you do is take without ever giving my life i put on pause for you now i wonder why cause all I feel now is blue I had my life all in order now my heart just grows colder Objects fly by me every now and then Running away seem like an idea but when you hurt me mentally but you just dont see how your words causes fear and pain to me Tears form around my eyes lower edge my life i believe took a jump off earth ledge my heart feels so far away from being loved all my heart feels is being pushed and shoved after i find the answers to my question i might leave you with only a few suggestions if you cant seem to grow up stay away thats all i got to say This one I wrote when I was living at my mothers and was in love with a man that broke my heart, and now wants me back ohwell to late buddy You asked if I would marry you Come to find out your feelings weren't true Our future now out of sight Nothing can spark my light. I

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As the knife cuts into the dark heated depth of my sorrow,the tears flow in red streams from my soul of sorrow and pain.No tears from my mind flow alone now as the depth of the pain is now flowing to the floor in puddles that others never have seen behind the masks that I have created to hide the depth od darkness I am in.As the puddle grows and the darkness becomes true and total,alone stands the lies of false emotions expressed to the world to hide the gloom.I post a sign to warn others of the spill spreading and growing,but no one notices.Just as the foot prints that were left bt others before,the puddle now grows and covers those whom neglected the signs in the past.As my sorrow finally comes to a true and complete end,the ripples in the puddle only now can be seen by those who passed through the puddle earlier,to late to change the flows spread of sorrow.

My Poem "sometimes I Cry"
Sometimes I Cry Some times I cry, All too often I want to die. Do you feel the pain I feel? Is your love for me even real? I hurt inside so much you see. The scars so deep, just look at me. Do you see the marks life’s left behind? Sometimes I feel I may lose my mind. I must be crazy, real screwed up in the head. To think you could love me, after the life I’ve led. No one can love me, most don’t even try. Now do you see why sometimes I cry. Why the pain is so harsh I just want to die. The hurt little girl just trying to get out. As I sit here alone trying not to think about The lies and betrayal, the love that I’ve lost. The chances I’ve taken no matter the cost. I want a new life and I want it with you. I’m tired of feeling so down and so blue. Can you love me as much as I love you? Can you hug me and kiss me and hold me tight? Can you take my hand and guide me through the night? Can you stand by my side come dawns early light? I wish you will,

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This poem was dedicated to my best friend, she got me into poetry Times like this you were there for me, Showed me how much you really cared for me, I dont have enough love to give back to you, I feel like I owe you a million plus two, You showed me what true love really meant, It came from the heart, Not from the head, When people left you kept me close, Didnt make me feel like I was a ghost, Talked to me about things you wanted to, Made me feel free an that was true, All these times I been hurtin inside, Your the one true person who kept me alive, I dont have much to give, But I can give you this, All for you which is no one else's This poem I dedicate to you comes from the heart, Like your friendship we were friends from the start. a more darker side of my poetry... Can you help me find peace with ease, I'm begging you please, I'm fallin deeper in this world of pain down on my knee's, my head held low flowin with suicide in my brain, the only one who can

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She loved sweet saltwater days when the sun holds nothing back And washes the beach's visitors in its generous yellow-white light. V-Shaped shadows glide over the bright hot sand As brown pelicans ride a sultry, slow breeze. White foam on blue-green water curls and churns And deposits tasty morsels for gulls who chatter loudly As they run on orange-stick legs while laughing children Chase them relentlessly on low-tide sparkling sands Skittish crabs do their sideways crawl toward shorelines Teaming with muscles tumbling inland on endless turning tides. The ocean swells in ancient breath and pushes The edges of the earth back once again. By Kem Lewis If Only She Knew I watch her move without her knowing. Her raised eyebrow, the light in her eyes. I secretly see—but she does not know That she is drowning in my admiration. I steal a moment, a glance when her Back is to me; the curve of her spine. The muscle in her thigh shows itself to me. But she only see

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The Threads That Bind I. We encounter our kindreds in the oddest of venues. Connections are conceived, webs weaved. The words are spun. II. And if someday, in Venice, on a patio at some trattorio, in a palazzo overlooking the Grand Canal, (and yes, I bullshited my way through that impromptu tour of Venice, when would I have the time not to tell you), we pass and nod and no, nothing happens, Fates, don't be disappointed. III. That is not how this fairy tale is spun. The glass slippers are Mahnolo's, that is if there is any such thing as a fairy godmother. I'm dreaming of fuck-me heels, come-hither sneers, the way leather worn is leather real, leather appeal, sex leather feel. IV. Sure, there were no traitors. I've always been the faker. Even these rhymes are a lie, they started mid-way, it looks like lies are on sale today: two-for-one, getting while the going's hot. V. Reality's the joke, something that gets caught in my throat. Let's

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So, after listening to Renegade suggesting I posted this for public consumption.....here is a poem I wrote tonight. I'm curious to everyone's thoughts.......good/bad/indifferent, whatever. XO, Bam ----------- right now wet paper are tender bruises when you commit them to broken memory, when you counted on the commitment of the platform to never be weak by monday's thunderstorm. what do you do when it's pouring? I love the feel of rain on my face but it's the lightning and the thunder that scare me. I never remember which comes first. 'words can't hurt you' may be true if you play in shallow pools. it's the emotion behind them that spills oils you can't erase with hard liquor or a replica body with hair in your eyes thinking you won't know the difference if you just try. what are names but identifying pronouns of words personified in your own personal Oxford you are my run-on sentence because i talk too much and i give you ellipses because we

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Sleepless nights, full of painful sorrows, like there's no tomorrow... many a dreams shattered like an arrow to my heart. Thoughts, looks, stares, voices, they're all here...they won't go away, they won't leave me alone.The stars start to shimmer, and with the moon as bright as can be, it begins lighting the darkest of nights...And as the crisp, cold air gently brushes through,the creatures of the night start to venture.The night soon begins to fill with fear, it is overcome with deceit and whispers of the gentle breeze of sleepless nights. By:Edith Gonzlav 2/3/06 Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah i'm smiling...but, inside i'm dying... By: Edith Gonzlav 5/17/06 I'm bored, I'm tired, feeling stressed out, I'm fed up with everything going on. No, you don't seem to understand, you don't really care. You say you are here for me, yet I feel so alone... I want to scream, but somehow, I seem to have forgotten ho

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Will Rogers, who died in a plane crash with Wylie Post in 1935, was probably the greatest political sage this country has ever known. Enjoy the following quotes: Never slap a man who's chewing tobacco. Never kick a cow chip on a hot day. There are two theories to arguing with a woman... neither works. Never miss a good chance to shut up. Always drink upstream from the herd. If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it and put it back in your pocket. There are three kinds of men: ones that learn by reading, few who learn by observation, and the rest of them have to pee on the electric fence and find out for themselves. Good judgment comes from experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment. If you're riding ahead of the herd, take a look back every now and then to make sure it's still there. Lettin' the cat outta' the bag

My Poetry -- Does No Good If No One Sees It :-)
This urge overtaking me I tear at the fibers of my mind; The voices there threaten me ... Tell me to ... DO things ... My disturbed thoughts Cry bloody murder in my ears My blood and sweat Drip ... slowly ... I am becomming dizzy now, I cannot see the world any more. I cannot hear anything Except the voices, And my blood and sweat Drip more quickly. I can no longer FEEL anything The loss of my mind In the voices that live there Is more complete now Than ever before, And my blood and sweat Flow from me... ... ... There is nothing now ... Nothing but the blackness ... Nothing but the voices ... My blood and sweat Have run out. I have no arms, No legs, No body, No MIND! NOTHING!! I do not exist any more. I have left this world, One more time ... And as I come back to Earth, One of the voices is gone. My blood and sweat Sprinit behind the page for you to read. The world fades back into focus And I rejoin humanity Ho

My Poetry- My City
The fragile white feathers are Her's no more, I'm the one who looks at them every day, The soft lines they leave in water are mine, All the boats, the breathy mist, the cold breeze. Looking down steep to an ancient city, Don't know whose it was before is was mine, Old warehouse; big wooden beams hold a roof That's now keeping me dry; no old railway. Cobble reminds it's not always been mine, But since I stepped upon the stone it is, I'm so wealthy with all that I own- So why do I miss that small market town?

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You may not see it now, But it's there, You may not feel it now, But you'll feel it, You're about to give up, But don't, 'Cause it's there, The light, Shining so bright, At the end of this tunnel. The artist leaves an impression luring The voyer to something that's not precise, Fires were soon to be insatiably roaring, Oceans rippled with the dab of a brush. Sun in the sky watches a burning field, Casts depth to the oceans with every ray, Crackling warmth within the art is sealed, But faces change as it is neglected. Atmosphere in the green field is turning, Dark rumbling clouds add sound to the picture, The flames move on, they cannot keep burning, Now destroyed from fire; a lone empty house. It could have been a lifetime, Its only been a year, I still whisper your name, And shed another tear. I can still feel your breath, Smell your scent on my clothes, Taste you, hear you, see you, And yet your heart is closed. Someone else is with you, And yet I

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[Nov. 6th, 2006|11:49 pm] another tear to cry another feeling of pain another day to pass and still i sit and cry over you should be over it should have moved on but soon it will be the day that they came and said you were gone. didnt get to say goodbye didnt get the chance for one last hug. you were gone within the blink of an eye my dear old best friend and a few years are gone but still the pain cuts through me like a knife. please give me the sign to move on please help me to find my path again because i've drifted again and im feeling cold and lost.

My Poem
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My mind wiped clean All is forgot Taken all I got to stand the test of time Letting these emotions Get the best of me! When can I let it all go Still you feel left alone What are dreams for when all you think of is giving up! Take these buried dreams I have and try to dig them out! How deep should I have to dig to find out where my dreams are at These Buried dreams I must find These Buried Dreams should I keep digging or should I just give up! I hear it all the time Go for your Dreams and never give up! These Buried Dreams How much further These Buried Dreams I wont quit till I dig you out! If you think you have the best of me your dead wrong!!!! GROWING FLOWERS Our lives are like a seed planted in the ground If we dont love we will never grow So if we dont nourish it, it wont grow! and when we see it start to grow you know there was love to see it through To see the full bloom of the seed we have planted! brings life to a flower that we have s

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Torment Pointing fingers “oh my gosh look at that” Laughter all around Schools such a blur Complaining and fussing “I’m not sitting next to that, she’s much to different” So somewhere else they sat Making faces When heading to a different room “what the hell is wrong with her, Stupid” they assume Walking alone As they whisper when I go by They are tempted to make fun and laugh But all I do is sigh Raising my hand When I know what to do “your doing your work?, Look she’s a nerd too” Walking home Going at a speedy pace Moving as fast as I can As if my life was a race When I reach the finish line Also known as my home There I sit in my room Once again all alone Torments start again As threats are then heard Shaking and screaming Hearing them word for word Looking around drastically For a place to hide Somewhere where I’ll be left at peace I need someone who will be on my side I find nothing but a te

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there are so many people who swear they're gonna be a true friend an be there when you need them. where them folks at when you really need them? most of the time while they are telling you how true they are, they are tryin to convience theirself that they are true. honestly i need some1 tonight yet my "best friend" won't answer the damn phone. fuck it tho, i can keep this shit all bottled up. but you always gotta find this shit out the hard way.

My Poems
Sweet Lady, song of my heart, Hold my hand, as this journey we start. Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness; And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness. Steadfast, honest and true; Your partner is here and will forever love you. It is my prayer that I will always be; The one who brings you joy and sets your spirit free. With my love I’ll cover you and warm your soul with mine; Give you pleasures – like none you will find. Your Sweet Lady, song of your heart; Will love you forever, together or apart. So hear me Sweet Lady, and know in your soul; That there is no better future than with you to grow old. Endless caresses, touches and kisses; Our passion a banner for our love’s true existence. My hand I extend and my honor I offer; For being with you my love, there is no greater pleasure. Your hand I accept, and all your love as well; My heart sings so loudly, all can tell I am loved and in love with the man made for me Hold my hand; let us wal

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Leave me alone, Don't go away, Fuck these little mind games you like to play. I am so sick and tried of the fucked up arguments and fuck this life and everybody,I just would die and end all the pain of everyone. This is just my feelings at the time I was pissed off and upset.

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I didn't know... When I think of him. I feel happy...I feel strong...I feel at peace. I didn't know... That the sound of his voice...of his laughter...of him breathing... Would put all my problems at ease. I didn't know... That he has taught me a little about the person I hope to grow to be. I didn't know... Until it was just me and no longer we. I didn't know... I wonder did he know? My love can you see these tears falling from my eyes? They fall because I am missing you... I look to heaven and whisper the words I wish you knew. The words I should have said long ago to you. I would give anything to hold you once again... To tell you I love you more than just as friends. But your time came and to heaven you went. I never got to tell you that I enjoyed the time we spent. I never got to say I love you before you went away. I hope you can see the love in my tears, for I love you more than just friends. As do stars fall from the sky, let these t

My Poems
I want to make your heart beat just for me. I want a true love in my lonely life. I've looked a long time, dated many men, But none I walked with walked in step with me. We walk together well, the best of friends. Somehow we just fit, as if clean cut To go together, zigzags complementary. But now I would be something more than friends. I know I take a chance to mention love. I've no idea what feeling's in your heart. But if you'd catch a burning, plunging star, I know I'd make you happy for your love Fear is a place we go when we don't know fear is the man in the shadows behind that bush or that memory or that time walking in the peace of the streetlights down the sidewalk waiting for fear to jump out grab us and pull us deeper into the metaphor just close your eyes and get lost in the metaphor of blue skies and fearless dreams So alone in my bed Alone listening to nightly whispers Alone in my thoughts Alone standing in court Alone I stand and fig

My Poems
For so long all i could see Was the image mankind reflected back to me Nothing special, not pretty at all Sometimes too short, at others too tall I could not measure up to what i saw No not a beauty-not at all Sometimess too fat, sometimes too thin Not even content with the color of my skin But then i saw myself through his eyes A beauty to behold, just the perfect size Not a blemish or spot to mar me He created me so perfectly. There's nothing wrong with the way i am I am Valuable-a rare gem A woman beautiful in his sight A woman special in her own right His Creation-one to behold Made from his perfect mold And here i stand proud to be The woman he formed in me Yes i saw myself through his eyes A beauty to behold, just the perfect size Not a blemish or spot to mar me He created me so perfectly.

My Poem
I love my baby so very much My only wish is to kiss and touch But since i live so far away Ill have to wait for a better day When I see her beautiful face I feel nothing but love, bliss, and a since of grace She is my light when in the dark She cheers me up and fills my heart When we met we were blind To what was with held in our minds We both had problems in our life In which we are now trying to rewrite You helped me and I helped you And within that our love grew We talked all nite and into the day Carrying on in playful ways We met for a reason this is true Cause you love me and I love you Our hearts were broken but now are whole For we are eachothers baby's heart's and soul's

My Poems
I see you staring at me, but you never truly see, why I love you, oh, so much, when you're so out of touch. Feelings that we could have shared, you flung behind without a care. It seems so hard to let you go, and the process is so slow. I don't know whether I should stay, and waste another day away. I do know, though, that all this pain, will soon drive me insane. You don't feel me loving you, and you just can't seem to get a clue. You don't see me cry inside, and in you I know I can't confide. Yet still I find that you are blind, to things meant to be kind. You know nothing of my fears, and are unaware of all my tears. I know I really can't deny, things I feel as I look you in the eye. So who will help me make it though? Who will tell me what to do? How come every time I see your face, for me there's never any space? Maybe someday you'll see me differently, so until then, I'll be waiting silently. She wakes every morning with a sm

My Poetry *please Do Not Steal, That Would Hurt.**
Trapped inside my own head With nothing but my own fevered dreams to comfort me. I know the pain of the madwoman; She lives inside of me. I've felt the strength of demons And the weakness of self- preservation. And hope. Hope. Hey, parents, do you know where your kids are tonight? Are they locked away inside of themselves? Are their minds slipping away? Mama hen, mama hen . . . The fox has taken your baby again. Precious minds are a shame to waste Memories are forgotten in haste. I am losing all that is me . . . Yet gaining something entirely different. Something that acts like an animal And speaks like God. Comforts me like a best friend And loves me like its child. I am its child. An innocent brat, ready for its teachings. Ready to do what is told to me. Believing all that is said to me. Taking in all. And living off of my fevered dreams. You ask me how we got from there to here, And you tell me you can't remember, And so I'll answer it for you, Though per

My Poetry
Waiting For You Today I stand here ready for " War" with who you ask.It's the doubters there the people who believe people can't change;so I'm calling them all out to knock them out like Ali without touching them,so you doubters better put on your mental and spiritual gloves I'm waiting. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson P.S. This poem is only my expressions of the things. I've dealt with in my life and if this is taken personal it not meant to be but if you do take it personal you can step off don't have time to be playing peeps games so backup off me. That Night The night that they kissed,caressed and held each other so tightly. There naked bodies coming together as one in hot passionate love; her nipples becoming hard as his hands feel on her nipples as his tongue gentlely licks across them, as he remembers that night and her naked body as it shines underneath the moonlight oh what

My Poetry
i find myself asking this certain question, is being in love really a blessing? i really hope so cause i'm there, now living life as if it treats me fair, i found you and don't want to let you go, all i can do is learn how to show, you've been hurt a lot this i've heard, i'm not like the rest, you are my bird i'll come to you sober and straight, just hope your loves true, not fake, i'm opening my heart as far as it can be, because when i'm with you i feel free, i'm so addicted to you, i can't get enough, but this being away from you is so tough i'll do what i have to do, just hope in the end i'm with you. It's too hot in the store and I want to roll up my sleeves, but the gashes on my arm are in straight lines, glaringly obvious to anyone who 'went through that phase' already. Clearly I did not fall down any stairs to get these scabbed over little trenches Bees in the caramel and I'm not

My Poetry
He says I don't care, he says I'm never there, For some weird reason I don't think it's fair. He says I lie, he says I hide, By his rules I have to abide. I'll slink away to my own personal doom, The way he acts brings me such gloom. I can't believe he said those words to me, His fighting words won't let me be. They consume me inside out, It leaves me wondering what we're about. I'm left here to comfort myself, although I don't know how, The looks I get make me feel like a cow. Not pretty nor am I perfect, I know this for sure, For my insecurity there is no cure. I'll deal with it, here and today, I've always left my feelings locked away. He doesn't understand, he never will, He doesn't know my inner demons I must kill. Alone and by myself, that's what I have to do, All my life, away from them I flew. It's time to face the truth and deal with it now, When they're defeated then I'll bow. I'll sink to my knees in a fit of

My Poems
How is it when I look at you I see all the things I want and feel. But , when I turn away and go another direction I see only vainess. How is it when I look at you I see the perfect person I want to see. But, when I walk the other direction I do not see anything that's ment to be. My heart is aching and longing for you to the point that I see and feel you in my dreams. Sometimes, I want to scream and let the birds and the sky and the world hear my pain I feel for you. This is when the darkness comsumes my every thought my soul being, and takes me to that dark place that no one can bring out of. How is it when I look at you I only want to say how I feel . But, when I turn away and walk the other direction I can not bring you with me. Because, then that would only bring you into my darkness and one of use has to be brave. So. listen to your heart and feel the power of our love and soul as it becomes one and we pay no attention to right or wrong we just know that we belong.

My Poetry
Lightning Flashes Across The Sky Reflecting In Her Deep Blue Eye's She Stares Into The MoonLess Night Peace Fill's Her Soul So Deep Inside She Sighs So Many Thing's She Has Yet To Do Car's Flash By Into The Storm Filled Night She Won't Just Sit Idely By And Watch As Her Life Passes Her By No More Will She Sit And Wonder Why It's Time She Took A Stand She Reaches Out For His Hand His Light So Bright Her Guding Light It Shine's Ever So Bright Alway's Leading Her Through The Darkest Of Night's He Set's Her Free To Become All He Wants Her To Be Copyright ©2007 Lisa M. was it all just a game too you did you ever really love me honestly i wonder when you think about me do i brighten your darkest mood do i bring a smile too your lips Do you Know How My heart Aches Because i just wanna be with you You Have Touched the Deepest Part of My Soul like no one else Do You know i Dream about you i wonder do you really know how it is you make me feel so deep inside my so

My Poetry......aka Death Trick
Deep in the depths of pits Shallowness of the none Faking all your lives In the state of a blitz Your work is never done Falling down the shallow hole Be at one with nothing Having fun for something Down below there is nothing Up above....... Dead Bodies KLINZ 9/13/05 Mortality of your death giving one last breath Two lives to live, before you take you must give Your flesh and blood it will die But it resides in your eye in my vain and in our brain you and i are one I have made you to contain me and you desire it all the same In time you will see all there is and all I have seen Then you will find it's utterly sublime The way the light moves and flickers its a continual journey of amazement For i have given you my Dark Gift KLINZ 3/15/98 Fear forever cause its never You will die when you view that black cape approach For your first shall become last and walls drenched in blood fill your thought Going insane is

My Poetry Book Part 1: Poems For My Ex-girlfriend Katie
Blue Is the color of your eyes Like the sky above You are as graceful as a dove Blue Is the color of your shirt I like the shirt You look so beautiful in it Blue Is the color of my heart Now that you left me Please come back All the time I think of you And all the fun things We used to do All the time I am reminded of you And because you are gone It makes me blue All the time I am depressed I’m sorry that sometimes I was a pest All the time While you do what you are doing All of the memories of you and me Keep on blooming All day I think about you How pretty you are And smart you are I want you in my arms so bad All day I daydream about you About if we were married And had a family That is what I want All day I think about you How pretty you are And smart you are I want you in my arms so bad All day I wish you would take me back Because I would be happy then Because you make my life worth living Please take me back

My Poemz
Am I Really A Freak?? Don't tease me Don't Touch me Unless Unless your ready To touch me To drive me To caress me To play with me To lick me To sex me Dont go to fast Dont go to slow Go just right Do it gently Do it rough Do it tough Do it slow Do it fast Dont be scared If you cant do the job Like you said you can Before you leave Hand me the damn phone So I can call someone else Who can do it right If you want to stay I can teach you how Undress me nice and slow Then touch me up there Then down here Now use your tongue and lips Do it again and again As many times as you want But dont enter there Not into my lilly Not just yet See I got you And you got me I like many wayz What wayz you ask Come and find out Some say Im a nympho I just maybe Because I dream about sex Now my man leaves to go to work I hear a knock at the door I open it Damn its you We both know what time it is Im like not y

My Political Views And Bs...dont Read If U Wana Bitch... These Are Just My Thoughts!!!!
a slight biblical refernce, but only because its a wise thought...a man named J. once said to 'remove the rafter from your eye before you try to remove the straw from your brother's eye...'...so basically, lets make our COUNTRY the BEST IT CAN BE, and THEN WE CAN BE WORLD LEADERS, and spreaders of freedom and democracy...over $350billion on the war? Imagine what that would do here... and yes, we all know Junior didnt write that speech or probably even know what half the s*** was he was talkin about,... i mean come on, 6 years now and HE STILL CANT SAY NUCLEAR correctly!!!!!!!!!!! I was forced to watch the speech, lol, and thought I should anyway just so I would know what all the discussions and controversy would be for the next few months. WHat did you think of the speech, and our "next move" in Iraq? Do you think the "new plans" that were outlined will help stabilize Iraq so we can get the f*** out n bring our troops home, or do you think its still a bad idea, and we should consider o

My Poetry
I could have Shared with you~ My laughter, My warmth, My tears, My kisses, My strength, My love, My future, My life, Instead we only shared , My goodbye. By Mary Lee When you are all alone, and your sun has gone away~ when shadows fill your restless night. Close your eyes, My love and remember me ~ and know I am always with you... By Mary Lee He doesn"t know that I kiss him with my eyes a thousand times each night; From a distance ; At first the kisses are soft as a feather upon his cheek Then warm and tender, for it is not passion I seek, My craving is to be close to him and feel his strength For these kisses on air I ask nothing in return But that he accepts and understands, I never meant to feel this way - It caught me unaware Of course our lips shall never meet ; I seek only to be closer to my personal champion The valiant knight upon his bike; My heart sees him as everything the finest knight shoul

My Poetry~!~
~*~ EVERLASTING ~*~ No more torturing moments, With those so called people who cared, No more always thinking im respected, When really, They didn’t care for you from the start, Those twisted clandestine thoughts, Of detestation and suicide, Or concern for the world, No more forever scared, By those moments that fear you the most, The moment’s from the past, No more of these tears, The tear’s I have cried, Able to be drowned in my own misery, The anguish, I so longed to liberate, No more petrified moments, Of never being obtainable, Or even existing, I can’t fight that battle anymore, I no longer have that power, To grasp the world in my hand, To think there is a way to save everyone, For everyone to have perpetually a gratitude, But still, There is not care in the world, Do I really have a soul? Could everyone possibly know? My innermost judgment, Will I be able to close my eyes? To dream of such a wonderful place, The place I am lastly l

My Poem
BROKEN I will enjoyed pain when I meet you pushed to the limit abused beyond enjoyment fucked in the skull and the tide changed and my face fell to the ground i will became a slave under your control under your foot under your will of pleasure You are THE MASTER and I will became your silly little toy I will let you have control of me i am at your will punsh me at your will as you see fit i am at your will as your slave i will tell you no you tie me up on all fours hopeing to see whats in store as i feel your fingers running across my body placeing a gag in my mouth telling me not to whimper i close my eyes feeling your whip race across my flesh i bite down trying not to scream tears rolls down my face my back aches looking into your eyes taking it with grace trying not to whimper not knowing what will come next i know i have to be broke in at frist as i feel the whip again raceing across back my b

My Poetry
Tonight.Just now.Blowing its pipe.A high soft shriek.Crisp notes - higher they soar.Black air - hiss past the leavesstalk the darkness once more.Some men pay heed.Dim wind composed.This night.Exposed. Club master bludgeon mestring me up nakedlyexpose my useless soulmy father can't comparejab my rib shut my mouthostracized, leave me there A touch. Not a caress.No wandering hands.A touch.Full of finesse.Strong wonderful hands.Feelings.Not mere desire.Left wondering, who?Feelings.No need enquire.My warm-hearted who.A look.Not an ogle.No mischievous eyes.A look.Flashes so full.Deep mirroring eyes.Instincts.Not to ravage.Left emptying minds.Instincts.Full and lavish.Most impressive minds.

My Poems
A MILLION MILES AWAY A million miles away I hear your soft voice calling A million miles away We breath as one A million miles away We lay in the snow making snow angels A million miles away Our hearts beat as one A million miles away We are closer then ever before A million miles away Our hearts are smiling Dedicated to my friend Tanaia My Chaos Poem I awake and my eyes open Only to find Chaos Waiting for me Like an old friend Chaos takes me By the hand I resist but Chaos is to strong Chaos takes me back to were it all began The darkness Surrounds me I fall faster and faster I have reached the end My eyes slowly close Chaos takes my last breath Chaos has finally won THE DOWNWORD SPIRAL You showed me happiness You showed me love I was finally at peace then you took it all away You took my heart and thru it away You left me with nothing Even less then what I had before I proved time and time again I would be there to save you Now yo

My Poetry *copywritten*
Searching for inspiration Hearing the rain fall, And the rolls of thunder in the sky Your hand caressing my neck, Your thumb glides to my lips Your fingers hold my neck as I kiss your thumb Leaning down behind me, I feel your lips glide from shoulder to shoulder Leaning my head back for you We kiss so deep, so passionately I forget where I am or what I was doing Big strong comforting arms lift me from the chair Candles light the bedroom Portishead plays from the speakers Gently laying me on the bed Kissing my toes, my chins, my knees Kissing kissing kissing all the way up To my forehead and licking behind my ears Biting my lip I let out a soft moan And trace the muscles of your back Digging my nails every so slightly into your skin Your growl arousing me deep inside I bite your shoulder and wrap my legs tight around you Arching my back and you look into my eyes Your look asking for permission I reach up for another kiss as I thrust up Taking you into me,

My Poetry
This next poem was wrote for my son when he and his ex gf who was his 1st true love broke his heart in two.... Breaking up with the person you love is a hard thing to do. Wether its just a few weeks or maybe years or maybe even just a few months. The tears have a tendency to fall like a river which flows freely. You feel like you have cried your last tear and you know deep inside that ya havent. The memories that you and I have shared will never be earsed but preserved between us forever. Memories that no one person could replace. We will not love one another like we use to, but as each day that passes I pray that we get back together As the days wear on I pray that we can look past our differences but as those days go by I lose that hope that we will be able to. Love is like an ice cube, it melts because it's to hot to handle or as a broken heart would do. A broken heart that just melts away, waiting to be repaired A broken heart that cries out to be mended but we both k

My Poems
Times There are times when I feel so close to you, we are almost one. Yet there are times we feel miles apart. There are times I imagine, could last forever And there are times that hopefully won’t! There are times I feel we could do anything, And times when I feel like we are doing nothing. But all these times, are time spent with you, And you are the one I want to spend my time with. So, for the good times, and the bad… Let’s share our time together. Different Worlds Feelings are only the beginning There is so much more We are so different Too different For this to be what either of us needs Maybe I expect too much And maybe you expect too little Too many mistakes have already been made Too many to count So let “Us” not be a mistake But be a memory We will always remember

My Poetry
Just a reminder: I write poems like these to express the way I am feeling at a certain moment. Sure, most poets mean it but some use it as a way of expression. I use poetry to express my feelings and thoughts about things. Like it or not, I do this for those 2 main reasons. This part of my poetry is based on my shitty love life. Yeah I know, sux huh? "Bad Friday" When I look back At the words said There was happiness But also hurt and sadness I can't help But look at the times How happy we once were Is what I realized Until the day came Bad Friday The fight began And it went on, you won I was dying But was not actin' Like a foot soldier That was killed in action Only one me But so many demons Now I feel sick For all the dramatic reasons I can't figure myself out Not with the suspense going on It would hurt me more By trying to move on I need to heal And help myself out It's the only way I will without a doubt The truth is this I'm sti

My Poems
i miss your voice echoing in my dreams... I miss your hand in mine... I miss... my head on your chest I miss... YOU!!! copyright 22march07 Erin E.E. Francis So tired of being strong So tired of trying not to cry So tired of holding it all together I cant do it anymore! Its time to break down Its time to let it all out Its time to let the tears fall! Erin Francis Valentines Day 2007 M moral boosters I intellegent L loving I intent on survival T team players A all together R rely on eash other Y YES WE CAN!! W willing to give I inventive V very supportive E eternally grateful S some dont understand copyright 21Feb07 Erin Francis

My Poems
Trust no future, however pleasant, Let the dead past bury its dead; Act, act in the living present, Heart within, and God overhead The evil, that men do, lives after them, The good is oft interred with their bones. Is this the land your Fathers loved, The freedom which they toiled to win? Is this the earth whereon they moved? Are these the graves they slumber in? To palter with us in a double sense: And keep the word of promise to the ear, But break it to the heart. God speed the year of jubilee The wide world o'er! When from their galling chains set free, Th' oppress'd shall vilely bend the knee, And wear the yoke of tyranny Like brutes no more. That year will come, and freedom's reign. To man his plundered rights again Restore. God speed the day when human blood Shall cease to flow! In every clime be understood, The claims of human brotherhood, And each return for evil, good, Not blow for blow; That day will come all feuds to end, And

My Poems
I Love You TO MY HUSBAND ANTHONY BOYKIN The first day we met I knew you were mine, Your sweetness and love was so hard to find. You took me in and gave me such love, Every day I thank the dear Lord above. That you and I are husband and wife, And that every day we share our life. I promised always to be faithful and true, You promised that you wouldn't make me blue. Five years have past and still here we are, Our love has rocketed like two shooting stars. I may not say I Love You as often as I should, But know this now,I wouldn't trade you if I could. I want to be with you for all eternity, For life without you would mean nothing to me. Cynthia Anne Boykin Copyright ©2006 Cynthia Anne Boykin An Angel Dedicated to Mark Shawn Anderson 1968-1999 I Love You Still He was my love,the love of my life And now he has taken on heavens flight He is angel I know for sure And one day I will know even more Why god took him so soon I may never know why Oh why

My Poetry
My confusion bridges the ageless gap between chaos and serenity And leads me to ask the question of what this life could ever be Uncertainty undresses me and leaves me naked in your waking eye it undoes all possibilities and leads me to ask you why: why I tremble at the slightest touch and pray that you won't feel why I close my eyes each night in fear that none of this is real why I watch you walk away each time and wait til you look back I don't know how many times you haven't - enough that I've lost track And I don't know when you will look back, or even if you'll stay But I do promise to wait til then and never look away So many times I've lost myself in a life I watched pass by In memories that strangled me, winds that refused to die Now I'm waiting for the current that will carry me to you, that will never let me look back and release everything I knew And I'm waiting for tomorrow, for a life that's yet to be I'm waiting for my confusion to lead me to serenit

My Poor Poor Mind.....
W Well here it is I live in Knoxville, TN and I am loving it here its pretty cool. I work at a retail store as a cashier/electronics overnights and I love that to. I have a cat named Honey she is about a year old almost two and i love her to death. I also own two frogs and a fish. Right now I am a single woman just looking at possibilities in life. I am hoping to start college next year kinda torn on my major but I do know that I want to do something with kids. I would love to be a teacher if I can get enough college funding and stuff. Umm.... Well thats about it folks. If you want to know more let me know. I will be glad to answer questions. Okay so like I called the guy at work when he was working again and we decided to reschedule the date to this wed. and I think it will work out this time I hope so cause I think he is a great guy. Oh and he has the sexiest voice in the world lol. Anyway yeah other than that mostly working but I did make some new friends. I have hung out with them

My Power Colour
Your Power Color Is Teal At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"What's Your Power Color?

My Poetry
My lips speak of things done wrong, The slain and dead muttering their unheard song i speak with wisdom, beyond earthly desire, the passion for the Master is now a Fire.... Death lives within me, around me in this room The innocent lay curled up as within a womb A childs breath, a whisp of smoke The moonless sky, my deadly cloak Must we speak from behind this veil a shroud of pain, and lost passion, keeps me from speaking my particular tale demons laughing, brooding, dreaming my heart still beats or so as its seeming i hate this earth and the life within my wrath shall strike, my lips a bloody grin Evil is mine, my body its gate, to pour into the world, more murder and hate I ask you this, cause i have followed mine Did you, like me, ful fill the quest of nine Do you want to take a life, Can you fathom whats past that line? The young girl sits on her bed, Her soul knowing fills with dread, Her soul gasps, her body clenches and into her flows the undead.

My Poems
Yin Yang Concept Blue skies Green grass Happy smiles Clear glass Cloudy skies Off green glass Blank expressions Unclear glass Stormy gray skies Really brown grass Angry and pissed off Dirt covered glass Back to blue skies Back to green grass Nothing can stay It will soon pass Better to be crazy Together Than Crazy Apart I'm your kinky bastard You're my crazy bitch Whenever you scratch yourself You relieve my itch I bite your gentle flesh You pull my soft hair We have two bodies But one soul to share You want me to rape you I want you to rape me We spend our time fucking Until a quarter to three You scratch my back I choke your neck Master and slave We keep each other in check We're too crazy for anyone else But when we're together we can be ourselves. Two Parts of a Whole You're the air that I breathe You're the food that I eat You're the sleep that I get You're my sugar and meat You're the liquid I drink You're the chair that

My Poetry
Blinded by love and lustful hateLosing control of these feelingsA world so cold that I cannot SedateDiversity making these killings A pain that's estrangedQuestions filled with painThis bitter mind derangedDisplaced degrated insane Hearts blown into fractionsDisturbed satisfactionsSelling my soul at indescretionsWaking to all these obscessions Bloody Bath Cut your wrists Prepare for this For a suicide Out of lust Run the razor deep Jab your finger Through the open wound Let it bleed out Spilling over the tub Onto the floor Underneath the evil Lies the truth The suicide of love And what you must do Babe, take a swim The blood is fine Not watered down And tastes like wine Can you smell the aroma You get from blood After it spills From within the flesh How does it taste Tell me how How is it darling Tell me it's fine Run your fingers Upon the tub Smear it in Give it a rub How does it feel Is it enough Can you feel the pleasure Are

My Poetry And Such
two hearts beat as one. two souls bound together. two lives joined to one. you and i are meant to be. you and i together are complete. foGotten loSt baTterEd aBused NeglEcted haTed RapEd beAtEn mY LiFe I'm lonely, I'm sad. I'm so very unhappy. I have no reason to live, No one to love, My pain is forever. My heart isn't whole like it used to be. I'm a lame guy That no one wants around. My heart is fragile And is cracked in many places. I have no self-esteem, Lots of people hate me, I don't know what to do. Feb. 2000 My pain is internal, My heart and soul, Are tearing each other apart. I'm in agony, I can hardly stand it, It's getting worse, And I wish it would stop. The pain feels as if it'll last forever, I need someone to help me. I'm in a hole of pain and suffering. I'm stuck and it hurts, More and more. As the pain hurts me the hole gets deeper, And deeper. Feb. 2000 I'm lonely and lost, I'm a guy with no friends,

My Poetry!!!
Angels come among me, their whispers soothe my heart, i feel peace as my veins pulse. The angels are closer now a place cloud close behind i wonder which will reach me first because this is my last demise!!! I love to write poetry!!!

My Poems
you say you know what I went thru you say you felt the same way you say your sorry you put me thought it all... but you weren’t the one that was bleeding laying silently on the floor crying for the pain to end but pain only came more you weren’t the one that sat crying on a back porch step unknown you weren’t the one left out in the rain, when nobody’s ever home I waited for years and years more mom for you to see what was happening to me but even now you don’t see the full truth that I've blocked so far from my memory I’m begging you Don’t leave me here crying just yet but you jut left again you say all the pain will be over soon but you listen to much to the lies you don’t realize I'm dying inside you say you felt the same pain but you didn’t even feel half Don’t you know what I went thru? All those years I faked a laugh don’t you see what I did to myself? dying on the cold floor bleeding behind the house the knife in my

My Poetry
In the darkness I hide my fears. In the rain I hide my tears. As the thunder rumbles through the sky, I watch as lonely souls pass by. Deep in shadows is where I hide, Consumed by all my foolish pride. To angry to love, but to caring to hate, So in the darkness, alone I wait. Deep inside my heart, it burns, For a tender touch, my body yearns. So much pain, I feel so lost, Frozen over like a winter frost. In the darkness my fears will hide. Alone in shadows I will reside. Lost and lonely, I shall cry in the rain, So no one else will feel my pain. Scarred by love, I wander alone, Never to let my feelings be known. Trapped in this prison I did create, Lost and lonely in the shadows I wait. Douglas J Griffin From the Darkness I watch as the people pass by, Filled with joy and love while I sit here and cry. I am filled with so much pain, I feel lost and alone, But I am just too proud to let it be known. Just once I would like to feel as they do

My Poetry
I shall not know of what I shall become, or for what I shall be, and for that I am lost, and will always be. Lost in the wind with thee, The one, That should be fighting with me, the one with the key... "Oh-Shit" its me, and for that I am selfish, and will always be... Just another day Of everybody looking I swore they'd never see me cry And I will try to connect All the pieces you left I will carry it on And let you forget And sometimes I just want to wait it out To prove everybody wrong When the calls and conversations Accidents and accusations Messages and misperceptions Paralyze my mind It's a new day Let's look at all we've got It's everything we thought We ever wanted It's beautiful ________________ Cross My Fingers At first we were just kids flirting for fun. You a guy saying sweet things, making my cheeks blush, I laughed and brushed it off. You persisted, still making my cheeks blush. Then

My Poetry
When you are sad I will dry your tears When you are scared I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, I will be there and care You will feel my love when ever we are apart Knowing that nothing can change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused or tense, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can't see the light My love will be the star, shining so bright This is for you, one that I'll keep till the end For you are my life, my love and my friend Tara these words which express my feelings, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, will always be true I have been blessed, with your hand in mine Both of our hearts will never unwind Tara how do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i

My Poetry
Happier now than i've ever been if i ever was i dont know when I feel like i could almost fly fly so high and touch the sky I know that i am loved very much i almost melt when i feel His touch I will forever and always belong to Him when i'm by His side things seem less grim I wrote this awhile ago..dont remember the date..but sadly it never got used...felt compelled to share it anyhow..(just so ya know i didnt always write depressing shit lol) enjoy I Bond Myself to you my darling; Mind, Body and Spirit I take you as my childe, my love my heart and my slave I give myself to you to be your Dark Angel, your Mistress, yours in every wayTo Bond U/us to become O/one W/we are close, but this will draw U/us closer W/we are in love, but in this O/our love shall grow stronger Knowing that where ever W/we are and whatever W/we do... W/we are One i look back now and i always knew exactly how much i love you so different but still the same its lik

My Poems
We met through a friend, and I'm glad we did Then over the months, you became my best friend During that time you helped me through a major problem I had You helped me see there is love in this world Through those months, I fell in love with you And when I look into your eyes, get a hug, or just hear you say, 'Hi' I just can't help myself, I fall more in love with you I wanna let you know how much you mean to me But there are no words I can say which would express my feelings for you I also wonder at night, how you feel for me And if I told you how I feel would you run away from me? I don't know if it's too early or if I'm too late But I need you to know that I will always LOVE you. In your arms I lie at night, As the time counts down before It is time for you to leave me. I have known for months that That day would come and inside My mind I prepared myself, but My heart kept pushing it away...

My Poetry
Some people call them mistakes; life lessons is what I say For every road I took makes me who I am today I know some of you did not agree With the choices I made, but I did, you see I chose to get married to the man I thought was my knight I chose to kick him out because things weren't right I chose to be with a man I thought my heart belonged to But he stomped on my heart; he was a playa, who knew? Then I chose a man I thought would love me for me But again I was misguided, you see For every choice lies two roads For every choice there's that one road you didn't choose People will always wonder where that road might have led People will always wonder what if they said What they were thinking, what was on their minds What they were feeling, how they felt at the time A girlfriend to three, a mother of four Some people say she must be a whore I say let them think whatever they want Do you honestly think their opinions of me will make my heart stop? I love ever

My Poetry, Please Do Not Copy And Use Without Permission!
This is for you Mom . . . I love you. To hear your voice To see your smile Thats all I truly want in life. To hear you say I love you To feel your warm embrace after a rough day Thats all I truly need. To feel your hand on my back when I'm sick To know your presence is there when I'm feeling alone Thats all I ever needed. But now you're gone And I'm all alone I don't want to grow up with out you. To know my kid won't know one of their grandmothers To know that I won't ever feel complete again To feel the pain in my heart from losing my best friend. I guess all I wanted was to have one more hug One more kiss One more song to dance to. . . One more "I love you" This is something I rarely do To admit i was wrong But what I am about to say is true I am still in love And the object is your face I just wish i could fix it Go back to that place Where we were together We were free We were the perfect couple There ever would be But I know it

My Poetry
As I pour my blood down the drain I slit my wrists to hit every vein to think it would kill me to ease my pain I would give anything to have your fame to get what you got in which I don't own I am the unfortunate all left alone I only ask to be wanted and have love and affection but what I get is everyones simple rejection you act so hard done by but really your not I would give you anything To live the life you got but simply you don't see thats you've gone so far anyone would dream to live the life of a star you got the personality and the good looks I'm just the nerd with all the books YOu don't know me or what I've been through I'd do anything to be you Life’s Challenges. One day I woke up like any other ordinary day, with My Mom yelling in the background “ Get Up for School or else your not going to be going to work tonight.” Sounds like any ordinary life right? Wrong? My life is far from ordinary. I live in a weird fam

My Poems My Real Life Work
TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. If you desire love and approval, and feel it is required for you to feel accepted and worthy, you will say and do what you think will fulfill this need. When you see things as you would like them to be, instead of how they really are, you create an emotional prison for your-Self and those around you to live in, and prolong your separation from your true soul mate. What is it about you that makes me feel weak, And gives me the goose bumps whenever you speak? Why does the sight of you fill me with pleasure, Like a spotl

My Poems
THE ENDER its getting lonley its getting cold bread on the counter is getting old the less we think the more we drink drunken on failure regrets as hard as it seems all that we need is to close to be seen behind the mirrior painted on your face the skeloton of lifes discrace feed me this feed me lies cut the wrist watch me die eroded with pleasure leave me were i lay drowning in a puddle of dismay such a shame your pride hidden behind a wall brick by brick you will fall turn your head close your eyes our love today dies Kevin Smith _________________________________________________ WHY IS IT DARK earse my pain leave me sain tie a knot forget me not tie it good leave no slack take my life make it fast why is it so dark why am i alone the thoughts i can not condone i cant handle the torchure the pain leaves me sore eating its self into a scab red comes to the top the pain will ne

My Poems & Songs
Time,yes who don't it embrace Run if you think it will do any good Life's one big rat race anyway Still time will get you,jus like it should An enemies are just like dust We can let them be,or stir them up Hate if you need to,but then who can you trust? And the bigger question hangs apon your door Who could ever trust you?When actions and words Are all that we have,nothing less,nothing more In between the cradle to the grave Is every persons life line,a time line To leave their imprint,it's what we all crave Its a commen denominator,that draws us all together I choose to live in peace,in a world that has none I control the animal withen,the beast that strives To take down others,so as to feel that I have won A higher spot for my imprint to be placed That's jus no way for me to run this rat race -2007-Alexis Landry I reach for you a 100 times a day I come away with faded images Of a life I couldn’t save And sometimes late at night I roam

My Poems
Her weak Resistance How have you made me need you ? Why did this happen? When I had tried so hard to resist you . I thought I had won this battle . But my body betrays me . When you're around my defenses go down. Feelings get stronger. Looks getting longer . The closer you come the weaker I get . I can't resist you ,even though I try. One little touch from you feels like a lingering caress. Be it hard, or soft, gentle , or rough. You have me under your spell. I am held captive by your soulful gaze . You have me on my knees begging for more. More of those wanton desires that only you can arouse. My submission showing from deep within . And now I know what I feared has happened . You have won this game of love and now you own me completely . Why am I now so glad to have lost this war? These lingering memories of the painful pleasures you gave me ,make me your slave. For I am lost without you . You have become my addiction. The only obsession I have allo

My Poetry
One more time Is a lost love just subposed to be from long ago? Does it have to have a dark and sorid past to know or can it be one from yesterday? Or maybe the girl who didn't stay? Who has the answers to these. Is a million miles the best misery Or decades of tears Does any one have answers to my fears? So if its either time to short or long or a heart thats unstrong or miles of dirt keeping us apart do you wish for a start Love just one more time Or is old love a crime? I Found You today There was once this girl I did love with my all For her now i await the call cuz i promise u i'll be here Cuz she easies my fear She always made me believe in divinity She makes me believe in serenity From the doors of my past she steps out And now I want to shout "It's her yes it is" At me she is a wiz No one knows me more And me she never bores I could talk with her every day But then why didn't she stay Must have been my fault Cuz shes perfect, an angelic vault

My Poetry
Relieve some pressure Just sit and think Consentrate on the task And make it stink From your tender rosie lips To your soft entransic eyes I declare to thee I will love you as the heaven flies From your smooth encondecent skin To your sweet smelling hair I declare to thee I will love you as long I breathe air From you corsid yet beautiful feet To your caring and loving hands I declare to thee I will love you until gone the grains of sand From your button red nose To your short quiveing fingers I declare to thee I will love you as long as time lingers From your tears of sadness To your tears of joy I declare to thee I will love you forever more It could be a deuce Or stand and pee Everybody does it So aim and let it free

My Poetry
I woke with you on my mind I laid in bed and watched you Wandering, at first it seemed aimlessly Then I saw you were searching I came from the shadows and asked ‘What is it you seek like a thief?’ You turned and smiled, a twinkle in your eye ‘Never a thief, I want you to give it to me willingly’ ‘and I think you keep what I want here’ I looked around at the clutter I keep inside Files, papers, memories, hopes, dreams Nothing shiny or bright in this corner of my mind No baubles, everything was covered in dust Then I saw your hand resting on a tiny box Scarred, ragged, tarnished a homely looking thing But my breath caught in my throat For in that box laid the most valuable treasure I own The key to my heart The first time that I saw you I felt as if I’d known you Perhaps another time or place You make me want to hold you I see the words you’ve never spoken The thoughts you leave behind Traces of a different place And of another time You

My Poetry
I slept... A tender kiss, a warm embrace, I live each day, to see your face. A smile of gold, and a laugh that's true. These are only a few of the things, I love about you. The way you walk, is care-free and simple, like you don't have a care in the world. Your sexy eyes, outlined with lashes, beautiful and naturally curled. Big strong arms, and beautiful hands, keep me warm and safely kept, I loved the way you sat and held me, while dreamily, I slept... Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby I Am Enough You cannot change what is part of you, although I've often tried; My body was never thin enough, my imperfections I'd always hide. I smiled when they said I was beautiful, I laughed when they said I was great... But it took a long time to believe their words, I figured loneliness was my fate. The boys I wanted, didn't want me, I was tossed, used, and torn. So many took me as a joke, I crawled inside myself;scared and forlorn. I

My Poety
If I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but do not have love, I have become a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy, and know all mysteries and all knowledge; and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. And if I give all my possessions to feed the poor, and if I surrender my body to be burned, but do not have love, it profits me nothing. Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part; but when the perfec

My Poetry
Life is a funny thing It can be full of love Or full of hate Laughter and tears Pain and regret It makes you wonder What is coming next Whether happiness will take hold Or if it shall end It sends you in a spiral And plummets down Down towards the end However the end is closer than we know And the fires of hell reach for me But then they back away It seems not even the Dark One himself Wishes to be near My soul blackened to a char Not even the black of night can rival I even fear myself. MaLinda Stevens Age 27 5-5-07 Death I do not fear Why fear the inevitable? I know where it I shall go I shall burn in the flames of hell Burn for all eternity. My soul charred and blackened Blackened by my deeds Though you say I can atoen I am not sure anymore However I could care less For then my soul shall match my blackened heart The nightmares no different than in life The screams I hear in my sleep The screams so loud I want to cover my ears. It scares me t

My Poetry
"Life and Death" For my grandma who passed away in '02 Sleepless Night Lost in the Darkness It fills my heart And overwhelms my soul I feel a piercing blade upon my throat Ready to tear away my pain I start to yearn for that instant When my life begins to fade Desiring death has been my only crime There is a destiny awaiting me for all eternity In pain and suffering in the eternal flames of hell Which somehow brings a sweet relief from this cruel reality Should I continue on and take my very life with this blade? Or shall I live on another day? So many questions i've sought just for an answer to it all Wishing to bring forth an end to it all "His Darkness" When does hope of hap cheer my hapless chance? What tears may countervail my cares? But still the Death of thou does bewail me, Is that the solace of my life and soul? I want the life of thou's death to be no more Through the desires of my psychotic brain My lord My love My life My liking gone To wh

My Poems, And Stories.
Cascada – Everytime We Touch lyrics I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me I still feel your touch in my dreams Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why Without you it's hard to survive 'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear my heart beat so, I can't let you go Want you in my life Your arms are my castle Your heart is my sky They wipe away tears that I've cried The good and the bad times We've been through them all You make me rise when I fall 'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear

Mypoetry
Consuming jealousy I'am jealous of the air you breath, of the soap that cleanses your body,I'am jealous of the rain that pours on your face, and the sun that warms your winter days, I'am jealous of the way you love the flowers and the vase they wear,I'am jealous of the clothes your bed wears that can touch every part of your skin,I'am jealous of the mirror that can see your face every morning day and night. I'am jealous yes I'am, even when you let my winds fly free and they traveled to many seas,I'am still there facing my awe, consuming my flesh, and my body speaking a language i can't even comprehend, like a black rose,that lies on a empty vase, what do you do? when the life you had, is gone and the one you were living for is no longer there, what is there left? where do you go, what Doctor can cure an injured heart,A Doctor love is just a tale, theres no cure for an injured heart, nor is there for an empty vase. Elena Toledo Copyright ©200

My Poetic Point Of View
What if I said....I love youJust what would you doWhat if I said....It's you I wantWould it be my dreams you'd hauntWhat if I said....It's you I needWould you make me beg and pleadWhat if I said....All the things I feel insideWould you run and hideWhat if I said....I love you I had just one wish That I was allowed to make It would be as simple as this I would wish away your pain The pain that haunts you in your sleep And brings you tears when you're awake One wish to set you free One wish for sweet dreams sake For your past to never haunt you No more fear when you close your eyes Peaceful nights would be renewed A new hope when you arise So until that day comes When all wishes will come true I'll keep making this one Until my days on earth are through I cherish the dark side of your moonLike a wintered rose before it bloomsI don't want to just stand on your shoresI want to ride through your stormsThe dark is half of the wholeJust another facet of your diamond soulI

My Poems
My daughter was born September 11, 2007...She weighed 6lbs And 2ozs...She was 19 inches long...She was healthy...She is two months old now.....And spoiled rotton by everyone around her... One Rosalie Love Love is between a mother and a child… Love is between a father and a child…. Love is between two lovers… Love is between family members…. Love is between friends….. Some may ask is love is real or not… Some may already know…. There are some who are about to find out what love is … So you ask is love real… It is very real just you might have not… Have found it yet …. Love is all around you … Even though you can’t see it…. You can feel love… Love is what you have for your family and friends… Love is what you and your lover feel between each other…. Love is between two lovers…. Love is what you feel in your heart for the other half of you… Love is where you can’t stand to be away from your lover.. Love is whe

My Poetry And Other Things I've Written
YOU WILL LIVE ON Tall man in leather with animal grace Such depth in your eyes what a beautiful face You stole my heart when you gave me your soul I still hold it inside but I'm a fragile bowl How I miss your deep voice softly speaking my name Or calling me "Sugar" lighting my flame I so miss everything about our life The way that you asked me and made me your wife You made everything else, me happy most of all When we ate you cooked it You made the art on our wall You made our nest perfect you made me walk tall I miss the ways that you loved me How you loved to wear black Your tattooed shoulders Your tattooed back My face misses your hands My body does too My head on your chest Hand stroking that tattoo Your strong arms around me Holding me tight Kept me close to you All through each night Your voice in my ears Professing your love Making me laugh Dispelling my fear

My Poetry
I am lonely Or is it a family curse No more caring about it 'Cause, it is now like an ice lake Call it dragonheart Because, it is unfeeling as a black dragon It is black as coal Unknown to all but a few Now, people will feel my wrath My eyes are like a wraith Bent upon draining your life-force So, you become weak as a kitten Let someone make me angry They will feel my power You may not like it But, I do not care Yes, I am strong Strong as a colossus Able to destroy your spirit Even able to swallow you whole Do not mess with my dragonheart Because, it will destroy you For, I care not What your position in life is. Let the seasons fly The time slip by As I seek for the tower It's said to contain the power The power of the Ancients Ancestal intelligence Knowledge of the universe Which cannot be learned, of course It's not learned in college For it's eternal knowledge It cannot be bought For, it must be sought, reclaimed It is a power U

My Poetry
AS THE HANDS OF TIME DEAL ME A FLUKE OF A HAND I SIT AND WONDER WHY IM EVEN HERE EVERYDAY I WAKE UP WITH A SWALLEN GLAND WISHING I STILL DRANK BEER SO I CAN DRINK AWAY MY MISERY AND FORGET ABOUT MY PAST BUT ALL IT DOES IS MAKE ME PEE AND THE DRUNKNESS NEVER LAST LIFE ON EARTH IS SAD AND LONELY FULL OF SHIT AND EMPTY OF LIFE EVERYONE ON IT IS FAKE AND PHONY SINFULL,HATEFUL,AND TRIFE FULL OF FALSE PROMISES AND EMPTY LIES I FIND MYSELF MISERABLE WITH EMPTY CRIES NO ONE IS REAL ANYMORE ALL THEY DO IS LIE WISH IT WAS OVER NOW THIS WORLD OF EMPTY LIES Friday, April 20, 2007 I AM NOTHING Current mood: relieved I AM NOTHING NOT EVEN A PIECE OF DIRT ON UR SHOE I AM NOTHING DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU? I AM NOTHING THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER I AM NOTHING THEN YOU LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER I AM NOTHING THE PAIN I FEEL INSIDE I AM NOTHING CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY? I AM NOTHING EVERYWHERE I GO I SEE YOUR FACE I AM NOTHING THE TIMES WE

My Poems!
Goodbye Skin as soft as the petal of a flower. You long to hold her one more hour. Eyes so deep you can feel the pride, she has when you stand near her side. You look even deeper and see the pain, that this little girl will see again. You hold her near and kiss her brow. The time has come to leave her now. The news is given in the gentlist way, she screams and yells there's so much to say. Finally she realizes its out of her control, She leaves the room with her head held low. Her head soon will rise with a glow of love, as she looks to her daddy in the heavens above. The memories he left, the kisses and smiles, the pride of his "angel", showing for miles. The support he had given in her trials and griefs, will guide her through life as he Rests In Peace! Waterworks If my heart could hold the tears, of all my friends throughout the years. I'd need a chest 100 feet wide Just to fit the heart inside. I'd need a lake built right below to catch the tear

My Poetry
The journey of my life and my identity today has been charted and navigated for these past twenty years like the ocean tides. For twenty years I have been identified by a single term, a term that though I am proud to wear I don't choose to over announce it. I was, I am, and always will be a Sailor. I have been to sea and saw the wonders of the world. I have been on shore serving with the Marines and there I learned the true meaning of Semper Fi and now I understand why they say "Once a Marine, Always a Marine." The same can be said for us, "Once a Sailor, Always a Sailor." Although some of us may never have had the chance to serve with our brothers in green, we all understand what it means. I once thought as a young lad that the Air Force wouldn't be so bad. then fate came and took that dream from me , which made me really sad. Then i thought well then it is the Army for me just like my good old grandad. that thought quickly faded and became jaded the day my oldest brother told me he w

My Poetry
My daughter... Where do I start? How do I begin? To help you become the woman you are within. If ever you're doubting and feeling low, remember the things that you and I know. You're smart and sweet and kind and pure, you're generous and thoughtful, of that much I'm sure. From the time that you were an infant I knew, that as long as we're together, we'll always pull through. No matter how far you are from me, we have a connection. Our love is the key. For as long as you live I've got your back. Together we can overcome any attack. You've got me in your corner any time you're in need. Because to see you cry makes my Mother's heart bleed. Remember the things I've tried to teach, that nothing.. NOTHING is out of your reach. Whatever it is you do with your life. A surgeon, a singer, an artist, a wife. You can accomplish so much and be such a success. But if you fall, I'll pick you up and this I will profess. You'll always have your Mother's love from now until the end. I love yo

My Poetry
Why must you reenter my life? Is it just to toy with my emotions? Make me yearn for what we once had? You wreak havoc on my heart How easily you penetrate the wall surrounding me Emotions erupt whenever you're near You bring to the surface my past regrets Of letting you go, of walking away Are you seeking revenge? Make me wish for what might have been? While you remain distant and aloof Just when I think I'm over you You remind me of the love we shared You instigate the possibility of reuniting Only to vanish into the ether Perhaps by questioning your motives I can somehow resist your pull Your control over my heart astounds me No one else has reached so deep You seduce me with your charm Your whispers promise heaven Yet your actions reveal the lies What I've always felt for you, It hasn't stopped or faded with time What must I do to keep you by my side? I take chances with you I'd take with no other I leave myself vulnerable to hurt But stopping the inevitab

My Poems
love is plesre love is pain with out you tear drops fall like rain love is joy love is sorrow hoping things are better by tommrow lone to wake up in your arms knowing you will do no harm at night i cry myself to sleep when i wake i nearly weep love is pain love is sorrow do i real have to wake up with out you again tommrow felling so hurt again draged in the dirt just fell like taking the knife and ending my life dont know what to do can i truely trust you the pain in my eyes i can not hide wishing the many years ago i had died dont know what to do can i trust you again my heart is drug thow the dirt just cant deal with this hurt can not lie just want to die to the one i love your like a gift from above though were so far apart i hold you in my heart your love i hold near wishing you were here have fun when were togher cant wait till its forever when im in your arms i know you can do no harm to the one that i love your like a gift from above

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My Demise A coolness runs thru me, I feel their presence. I take a deep breath and pace on. It's rather dark and I'm alone. I hear someone behind me, turn to look. Nothing there. I fasten my pace. A soft breath in my ear says, "It's your turn." Chill bumbs cover my body. I run! "Never!", I yell. The demons appear in front of me, I stop. One steps towards me and says, "It's your turn." I lok upon them with dismay. Could this be it? I'm done? The demon points out to me and steps closer, finger still extended. I close my eyes in hopes this is only a dream. Open them, he's closer now, still stanced. They all are, all of them! one finger extended towards me Suddenly he's inches away as he touches my face. I fall to my knees and sigh for the last time. Alissa D. Cooper October 18, 2007 Your soul is so beautiful, beyond mesmerizing. I love your smile, so hypnotizing. You connect my soul like no other. You make me breathless, I could smother. Of al

My Poems
English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M'bi fe Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee) Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien) Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore Frisian - Ik h?ld fan dy Gaelic - Ta g