THE ENDER
its getting lonley its getting cold
bread on the counter is getting old
the less we think
the more we drink
drunken on failure regrets
as hard as it seems
all that we need is to close to be seen
behind the mirrior
painted on your face
the skeloton of lifes discrace
feed me this feed me lies
cut the wrist
watch me die
eroded with pleasure
leave me were i lay
drowning in a puddle of dismay
such a shame your pride
hidden behind a wall
brick by brick you will fall
turn your head close your eyes our love today dies
Kevin Smith
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WHY IS IT DARK
earse my pain
leave me sain
tie a knot forget me not
tie it good
leave no slack
take my life
make it fast
why is it so dark
why am i alone
the thoughts i can not condone
i cant handle the torchure
the pain leaves me sore
eating its self into a scab
red comes to the top
the pain will never stop
is this the goal
do i go with the flow?
hide in the shadow
one day i will know
a waste of time you became
my heart set aflame
turn the page close the book
burn it as well
my temple has fell
rope pulls tighter
face goes whiter
tears stream down
there is no sound
muscles go relax
body stiff as wax
never to know the end
why is it so dark?
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IM SORRY
I want to be something great
but what is my fate
I'm twisted in regrets
instead of forwards I go back
hope is what I lack
dreams take the best of me
I feel love is cut at the knees
a wall I built so strong
I've hidden behind it to long
hoping time will rewind
to go to a clear state of mind
judgment passed so quick
the air I breath has gone stagnant
full of guilt and lies
satisfied with sorrows and cries
no actions of remorse
did I care?no of course
you were a goal
that just couldn't say no
i ruined what you had
hurting you now makes me sad
enter my world of dismay
your relationship is were I played
take your cards you were dealt
no feelings were meant to be felt
this is my life
sharp and rugged as a steak knife
you couldn't walk in my shadow
to know what I know
to hurt people like I've done
looking back its lost its fun
I'm sorry for the pain
and making you just another name
I'm sorry
Kevin Smith
