My poetry Blog by Only1Jupiter
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created on 09/14/2006  |
Dream with me, for I am nothing more than that fading memory, You try so hard to keep, but over time and trial I lose my glorious beauty. The wonder of my being so real to you once so long ago. A memory so clear like glass. You thought you might never forget the moment. You thought that each colour each smell would last in your senses forever. But alas, here I am faded and dull, as you strain to see me there. I am no longer the beautiful memory, but more a painful recolection. And you remember that you used to be able to see me clearly but yet can't recall what I was doing, or what happend. Your tears are sad to me, for I feel them too, why cant you see me and remember the moment we shared? For I am no longer with you. I can no longer make more memories. I must rely on the hope that somehow you remember my touch, eyes, skin, voice even smell. But here I watch you and I am faded. fading away, more each day, weeks pass and still I linger softly like a hazy shadow as you pull the thought from your mind. But I will not fade completely but just haze in and out. Less and less, I will come to you.... and only silenty will I linger by you. Then the faded memory will softly appear for but a moment. And I will be clear to you. And in that moment your tears are dry. I am real I am there beside you, and for that moment, you will know. So dream with me, i am but a fading memory a lost moment, a happy blissful second of your life. A friend, As much as I fade away.... I will not disapear........................................................

For my Cory
Written September 3rd 2002
Wandering It feels as through I just wander. Listlessly through this world. Without a thought, then they pour in. Just like life, the water, covers me. I cry, though. Without the thoughts I wouldn't live. Life no meaning. I would just wander. But still I am wandering, only with thoughts Not without them. Just without you. my friend. I am wandering. maybe we wander together. and will pass in the night. Yet I hold no hope for that. I realize your gone. Yet hope inside. your not. that you are out wandering like me. Quiet thoughts, screaming in your head. tears streaming from your cheeks. Like mine, looking, searching. wandering. I will find you, I will cry with you. Or I will cry alone. As I am wandering. Hoping to find you. Wandering. for my Cory Cory Alexander Edwards March 17th 1980- May 27th 2002

Written on June 13th 2002
The hurt. I can't explain this feeling. This aching, and pain. I know why it's happening. I know what has done this. Losing you, my heart is broken. I can't explain the agony my heart has right now. I want to let it out. I want you to know what you meant to me. What a real friend is. And that was you, to me. I have died inside a little more each passing day. trying to take it in, to understand. But nothing eases the pain I have. tears pouring, feelings, memories. All jumbled, all strong. it's this pit of hurt. pit of pain. The hurt. It hurts. You would have been the one to take it away. but now I cry for you. Not in your arms. or on your shoulder. But out loud, to you. In the night, when no ones around. Whispering to the dark. Looking at you, your pictures. So unreal to me that you are gone. But I feel and look in my heart. A little piece of me is gone. But I know where it is. The hurt, will fade. But my love wont. the hurt. this hurt. is love, only with tears. For my Cory Cory Alexander Edwards March 17th 1980- May 27th 2002

Writen on the 31 of May 2002
Lost all meaning When you lose the best thing in your life... everything loses meaning. When they are taken from you. And you can never hug or touch them again. Never laugh, or see their eyes looking at you. And have that feeling that you can never break the love between you. When you BEST FRIEND'S life is taken from them at the age of 22. And your funny plans of getting married when you get old, never can happen. When you feel like dying, cuz you miss them so much. When your heart is in a thousand pieces and you felt it shatter the day you heard they were gone. What do you do? How do you cope? What do you feel? Nothing... heart broken, words unspoken, never seeing feeling or knowing. Never telling, never whispering... No more... Just gone Lost all meaning. Cory Alexander Edwards March 17th 1980- May 27th 2002 I love you I miss you

Written on the 30th of May 2002
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I am pouring my heart and soul out here in my poetry and no one is saying nothing ... please leave some comments I would apreciate the feedback.
Heart Break I cant decide whats worse That you broke my heart and feel bad Or that you moved on and now know to treat a girl with the love she deserves And that girl isnt me the one lying, dying on the floor In pieces... And her with a whole heart gets to love you and be loved by you All I got were lies and hurt And still I miss you And your hers....
Drink and Drive Whose child is this?" The officer said. "Who lyes in this wreck to young to be dead?" A young man sat shaking holding his head. "The child is mine." he finally said. Just a few beer, no more than three. "My child, my child oh lord this can't be." But there in the wreck lay a child of four. Whose laughter and kisses will come no more. The pain is great to those left alive. For the memories stay when you drink and drive.
Here.... I wish for no other thing than you. Here. In my arms, in my room, in my life. Here. With me, not teetering on the edge of reality, Here. Not away, or gone, or missed. Here. With me in my arms. Here....
My feelings hurt, my heart it aches for theres nothing I can do. Only sit back and hold in tears I want to cry for you. I wish so hard to the big sister you look up to. But it seems the harder I try, my weakness shows right through. I will try to be supportive, I will help you stand up tall. I will walk with you, your hand in mine, the way we did when you were small. I don't know what to say or do, but I'll try to find the words. To let you know your not alone, I'll find the strength and courage. I can't say that I wont fall apart, but I'll never let you down. I will not shed, a single tear, at least not when your around. I love with my heart and soul I love you more than all. Please my little baby sis, all you have to do is call. I am here without judgement, I love you oh so true. Just know my baby sister I'll be here for you. OXOXOX (for my baby sister who's having a rough go of it.... I know what its like I've got you in my heart. You are everything to me.... know that you are beautiful, and no one can take that away from you. Be who you are don't let anyone say different. Don't let anything or anyone change you. Just stay..... my lil' sister)
Slipped Past... I've slipped past that day once again. Without tears, though they held fast on the inside of my eyes. They wanted to slip past, but I stopped them with my heart. As it's broken beats filled my head. I heard the world tell each other about love and happiness. As I sat, alone with a world of heartache inside my minds eyes. Inside the agony, I wished upon the world a feeling of mine. A day like this is none like any other. It's a day when once shared, with someone will never be the same when without. I slipped past by the skin of my insanity, and the tear in my eye. And tears slipped past too...
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