Tammy Rose's blog: "My Poems"

We met through a friend, and I'm glad we did Then over the months, you became my best friend During that time you helped me through a major problem I had You helped me see there is love in this world Through those months, I fell in love with you And when I look into your eyes, get a hug, or just hear you say, 'Hi' I just can't help myself, I fall more in love with you I wanna let you know how much you mean to me But there are no words I can say which would express my feelings for you I also wonder at night, how you feel for me And if I told you how I feel would you run away from me? I don't know if it's too early or if I'm too late But I need you to know that I will always LOVE you.

If my bed were your embrace? Wrapped tight around me Then in your arms I'd sleep forever What a feeling that would be If your eyes were the ocean, Deep in thoughts of you I'd never tire of swimming, To seek your glance - would be all I'd do If your kisses were honey I'd have you on toast, In my tea or by the spoon? Honeybees welcome! I'll be your host If your words traveled by wind Like a tree I'd be, To every word I would move and sway Such a sound, would set me free If your heart were made of gold Every cent I'd save Until I bought each piece of your love No other treasure I'd crave If you were here, on this day To hold and to kiss, To look into your eyes, hear your voice? Your heart - I'd no longer miss

Lonely hearts and lonely days. Why did you get taken away? The sun was out when you were here. Now i just cry these endless tears. I beg the stars to give you back and take away the pain, with the hope of seeing you again someday. But heaven above ignores my plea, to have you right here holding me. Now my heart is only one. I must accept that we are done. But I'll be strong and try not to cry. I must learn to say good-bye.

I cannot find anyone else To compare to the perfections I cannot find a single person To show me as much affection I cannot find anyone else To help me rid my pain I cannot find a single person To make me again sane I cannot find anyone else To replace the sadness I cannot find a single person To cure the madness I cannot find anyone else To love as much as you I cannot find a single person To care for like I do you

I'm lost without you, And everyday I think, I want you here, I need you, I miss you heaps. If only you could see me, When im lost n lonely. I have that feeling, When I'm with you, And it feels so right. I don't want to loose you, Cause I could never go on. I feel like I need to be, In your loving arms, I wish it still was, I wish it never changed. I wish you never dumped me, I wish I could go back, I wish this would all change, I miss you heaps, It's not the same. Please help me, By coming back, I'll forget it ever happened, I'll do anything, To be with you again.

In your arms I lie at night, As the time counts down before It is time for you to leave me. I have known for months that That day would come and inside My mind I prepared myself, but My heart kept pushing it away... Avoiding the inevitable... So with almost no time left, The pain wells up inside of Me so bad that it goes beyond Mere heartbreak... Holding back the tears, as I lie in Your arms at night, turning away, Hoping you wont catch me crying... You can never know what it is I feel- It would do no good to tell you because It would not change how things are or How things will be... And yet it is I find myself saying "I love you" under my breath, Almost constantly... And to slip and allow these tears To be freed would only deny me the Remaining time I have left, as you Would feel uneasy, and slip away Before it is time... It will get worse before it will get Better, but with what I know and what I have known, I cannot see beyond the Pain that lingers in my heart, and I am left wondering, will I ever know Any other feeling... Love without pain, love without loss, I cannot fathom such a feeling yet I long for it with you... And that longing is like a thousand deaths. And as I long to be released from that pain, I know it will never happen because to be Released from that pain would mean being released From you, and the pain of that is death in itself... So for the time I have left I will lie in Your arms, hiding the pain that wells up Inside and the pain that accompanies holding Back the tears, and hope and pray you don't Wake up, and catch me with those tears in my eyes... The tears in my eyes that come from loving you.

today i learned a lesson that will always be true saying goodbye to someone is the hardest thing to do i've never felt a loss until i said goodbye i thought i was strong and i broke down and cried never will i forget the times we had though the reflections are happy it makes me rather sad the most brutal of men cries at the past i only wish the good times would last so i humor myself i'd smile if i could why can't things work out? because life isn't supposed to be that good

today i learned a lesson that will always be true saying goodbye to someone is the hardest thing to do i've never felt a loss until i said goodbye i thought i was strong and i broke down and cried never will i forget the times we had though the reflections are happy it makes me rather sad the most brutal of men cries at the past i only wish the good times would last so i humor myself i'd smile if i could why can't things work out? because life isn't supposed to be that good

My female wiles were worthless. The good they've done me nil. I tried with all I have in me, But I have lost you still. My stubbornness was useless, For you were stubborn too. My tears, my pleas, as if to space, went sailing right by you. So now, I guess that I will wait, For time can cure my pain. I must convince my foolish heart. You won't be back again

What good are tears? They will not bring you Back to me. Alone in my unhappiness I cry. I'm such a fool. Tears have never Eased my pain before. Why should they now?