DJ Raven AO by 504 Sinsations's blog: "My Poetry"

Life is a funny thing It can be full of love Or full of hate Laughter and tears Pain and regret It makes you wonder What is coming next Whether happiness will take hold Or if it shall end It sends you in a spiral And plummets down Down towards the end However the end is closer than we know And the fires of hell reach for me But then they back away It seems not even the Dark One himself Wishes to be near My soul blackened to a char Not even the black of night can rival I even fear myself. MaLinda Stevens Age 27 5-5-07

Death I do not fear Why fear the inevitable? I know where it I shall go I shall burn in the flames of hell Burn for all eternity. My soul charred and blackened Blackened by my deeds Though you say I can atoen I am not sure anymore However I could care less For then my soul shall match my blackened heart The nightmares no different than in life The screams I hear in my sleep The screams so loud I want to cover my ears. It scares me that some nights those screams They are music to my ears. A song so sweet, that it makes me smile. One day death will touch me And it will all go away MaLinda Stevens Age 27 5-3-07

I look all around me At the black of night Sadly I feel comforted By the lack of light I hide amongst the shadows Where I feel at peace My eyes gaze around me At the fools passing on the street My hand touches my knife But I do not move I can already hear the beat of their hearts The beating growing slower My imagination takes hold of me I can see the rivers of blood The wonderful sight I now begin to fear I fear my own mind My own desires The desire for revenge The desire to give pain However much I wish to hurt I also wish to cause that same sensation Their screams would be a melody Sweet chiming in my ears Thankfully I stop I stop and close my eyes Move my hand away What scares me the most Is the lack of regret for what I nearly had done However before I can leave The darkness falls around me And the sweet melody rings Through the black of night MaLinda Stevens Age 27 5-1-07