Fubar Blogs 2

My Sister
my sister walks around the house like she has a stick up her ass and treats me like shit and then wants me to help her with things and it be alright. But when i treat her the same way she dose not like it and i cant even stat to woneder why i dont know about her i just tell to piss of and go on withmy day.

My Sister
Never to be forgotten God brought a special someone into this world,to bless us. Her name is Veda Nina Jack. She was not only my sister but my friend as well. She was blessed with wonderful children named Courtney, Carline. She was an angel not only in my eyes but everyone that knew her. She always knew how to put a smile on your face. She loved to joke around, which i loved about her. A fighter she was,tough right til the very end. Had nothing but love to give and show. Now she is resting in peace, An angel brought to earth by God and taken away by god. Brought to earth to share her love. Even though we would have all loved her to stay here longer. GOd said it was time for her to come home. Where she is pain free and happy. Watching over her loved ones. I know Veda you are not far from our hearts. Even though you are not here with us physically. I know you are here with us spiritaully and emotionally. All we have to do is say your name, and you are right here there beside us. I know y

My Sick Mind Works Like This
I have resigned myself to believe that men with dark hair and light-colored eyes will be the death of me. I amaze myself sometimes, looking back at it all, that I really did get to date some really REALLY good looking guys. Like, no fucking way in hell that someone like me should get a guy that looks like that. Once upon a time, I had married a guy who was 6', buck-thirtyfive soaking wet, pale skin, hazel eyes, and dark DARK brown hair. Lots of chicks wanted him, but somehow I got him. He was insanely handsome and very nice. I loved him deeply. Too bad I had found out later that he had merely settled for me until what he wanted came back to him. Then there was this guy... a little more bulk to him, blue eyes instead of hazel.. how the fuck this guy thought I was something, I will never understand. He lacks in the spelling department, which is usually a big turn-off for me, but his wit, his charm, and his ability to pound a beer made me hump air. He recently revealed to me that

My Simple Joy
Feel like playing naked in the poolSplashing, bouncing all aboutFor my spirit is carefree today I hear all kinds of music in my headMostly sax and all kinds of brassIt tickles me and makes me laugh At the edge of my consciousness is a serious thoughtBut I took a deep breath and blew it awayNot a day for tears but joy

My Skin
I just wanted to post this to give a shout to the guy who has put all the ink on me thus far. His name is Brian and his studio is in Endicott NY. We still have about 4 hours left to finish the sleeve then it will be onto the chest piece and the top of the shoulder. I will keep a photo journal of the process as it gets completed, eventually I will have full body probably by the time I am 60 years old. My opinion toward getting Ink'd is make sure it is something you want, make sure the work is by somebody who knows what they are doing, has a sanitary environment and that that you have checked there work and you like it. Look through their portfolio if they have one. Another thing to keep in mind is that the more original the work is the better it looks, if you can come up with ideas and put them on paper for the Tattooist or even give a rough sketch a little something for the artist to work with. these are just my opinions and its how I went about getting my tattoo's

My Skype
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My Slave Precepts From Sir!!!!
I have 10 Precepts that Sir has given me to follow. They help me not only with my slavehood but also with my job and every adventure I try. They are as follows: 1. Trust Sirs Judgment. 2. Be honest with Sir at all times. 3. Understand that you are property. 4. Your primary goal is to please Sir. 5. Your primary fear should be Sirs displeasure. 6. Rewards from Sir are earned, not given. 7. Pain is a gift from Sir, cherish it. 8. Always be aware that you are a sexual creature. 9. Constantly strive to better yourself. 10. remember that Sir, while your Lord and Master, is still human. These have helped me tremendously!!! I embrace them every day!

My Sl-lit
i'm in theis weird mood. have been lately. i don't what it could be. perhaps the fact that my life is motnotanous. i don't think i spelled that right. anyways. i wake up go to school, to go work, and on mon and weds go to pool. any other day during the week i'm just hanging out somewhere. nothing exciting. i rarely go to concerts or local shows cuz i get disappointed easily. and dating is so f-ed up now-a-days that even that seems like an interview or too free. i want someone who wants me but does want to be up my butt or so distant that i can't even call them to see if they want to go do something. i want a life with my special person. and i want it know. even tho i'm not going to get it for another 5 yrs. i just don't feel like waiting

My Sluts Surprise............
She sits and waits again for Him... His last words come back to her now as she sits waiting and wondering what will be His pleasure tonight. She smiles as she thinks of the pleasure He gives her. Her heart and mind reel with the promise of what is to come tonight. Tonight He has told her she will get a big surprise. He said she has been good and He will reward her obedience and service with a special treat. She wonders now what that will be. She sits now her mind wandering and her hands too, stroking over her own skin as she thinks of Him. The feel of her own hands excite her as she thinks of Him, almost as if His own hands touch her now. She sits back, her eyes closed now and her hands run through her hair and down her neck. Her fingertips lightly trace over her soft skin and trail down between her breasts. They linger there, nestled between them caressing the warm skin there. She drifts off in her mind as she sits now, her hands caressing gently as she sits. She wanders inside o

My Smurf Name
well its me and i lost the only man that ever cared for me i guess he moved like i said its june and i just got back from the babys appointment i had to tell the dad that im not prego anymore because i felt he didnt want the baby anyway i know he would be mad if he found out i lied but i had to tell him. I just got scared and he did what i though he would he went away i want to call his grandma but to scared of what she will say im currently stayting with my bro and his wife not sure what to about the baby i love his father but oh well hes mine and thats all that matters well thats all for me.. look i jsut got pic of my babies rate them and tell me what u think.. god i love them.. ***Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild*** Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble!

My Snakes..
Hi to all my friends there realy seems to be a problem with people bein afraid of my snakes they dont bite there tame and theres no fangs or venom either and yes I do have 1 that will be very huge but shes tame still the same.. I don't understand nor see why people are soo afraid of something that cant hurt you no worse then a dog or a cat or either 1 of them 2 could hurt and or even a dog can eat a kid geeze .. Way to many people reading phony books and watchin movies ugh there are people out there that have birds and parrots and can die from them just alone in the messes that they make and the bird food but people sure dont read that book huh ... I am single yes because of my looks but not only that because people are afraid of something they dont understand people out there have spiders and aligators and them things bite and eat anything that gets in the way geeze.. My snakes are not like that at all ... thank you for your time...

My Snake? What Is He?
Hi everyone, I have a picture of a snake that is living in a bush in front of my house and I need someone to tell me what he /she is? The pic is under my animals You do not have to rate it ? Telli

My Snap
I'm Lewis Smile, and I'm a writer on the internet. I build websites online, and spend most of my time online! My latest website is about Automatic Twitter Updates software, and I have a couple of Twitter blogs too. Lewis :o)

My Somber Yet Buoyant Realm Of Blissful Bloody Murder
HEAVY METAL The protagonist arrives on a Harley, kills the dragon, drinks a few beers, and bones the princess. POWER METAL The protagonist arrives riding a white unicorn, escapes from the dragon, saves the princess and makes love to her in an enchanted forest. THRASH METAL The protagonist arrives, fights the dragon, saves the princess and fucks her. FOLK METAL The protagonist arrives with some friends playing accordions, violins, flutes and many more weird instruments. The dragon falls asleep (because of all the dancing). Then they all leave...without the princess. VIKING METAL The protagonist arrives in a ship, kills the dragon with his mighty axe, skins the dragon and eats it, rapes the princess to death, steals her belongings, and burns the castle before leaving. DEATH METAL The protagonist arrives, kills the dragon, fucks the princess and kills her, then leaves. BLACK METAL The protagonist arrives at midnight, kills the dragon and impales it in

My Song I Like
There's a boat, I could sail away There's the sky, I could catch a plane There's a train, there's the tracks I could leave and I could choose to not come back Oh, never come back There you are, giving up the fight Here I am begging you to try Talk to me, let me in But you just put your wall back up again Oh, when's it gonna end How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far There's a chance I could change my mind But I won't, not till you decide What you want, what you need Do you even care if I stay or leave Oh, what's it gonna be How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far Out of this chair, or just across the room

My Son
ok so how come nobody on my list as even remotely said congrats.... i mena my son is about 3 weeks old now and i posted that he was born the monday after he was.... and so far nothin... not on congrats.. a few pic comments on him but thats about it.... maybe a total of 10 ratings on his pics....... but oh well..... i had the same problem of a list of people on myspace.... that never really said crap to me...... now them people are missin form that list..... id hate to weed this lsit down as well.... myspace went form 3000 to about 60... this ones under 50.... and one would think that when people post about 10 bullitons a day they might take the time to say hey to ya... but i guess not

My 2005 Song
Your 2005 Song Is Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating" In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care. What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

My So Called Blog!!
I reach down and feel your hardness between your legs and I ask you " are we there yet." You turn and smile and tell me "No, maybe about thirty more minutes and we will be on the coast." You have always promised me that I could swim naked in the keys and that is what I am gonna do! MMMM along with making mad passonate love on the beach by moonlight! These are the main goals I want to get done why I am on this much needed break from the world! Finaly we arrive at our boat! A big white massive thing that you rented for the night! You walk me all around the boat and show me all the wonders of this massive monster of a boat but all I can think is detail, details, Baby I just want to fuck! It is a wonderful summer night...we decide to take a swim. We walk out to the pool hand and hand...MMMMMM we can not wait to get in our new heated pool!! You sat down on the steps and I slid down between your legs...I take your hard manhood in my mouth and start to give you joy like you

My Soldier
Well I got to spend some more quality time with my baby! It always seem to go by so fast... I picked him up at midnite on thursday. Then we drove to my house took a nap and spent the rest of the day with Grandma. My parents, my brother, uncle and grandma were all there. It was a great day... no one fought, there was good food. And i got to spend it with the people i love. Well we spent the night there and then had a spaghetti lunch with the fam and headed down to have thanksgiving with his family. All three of his brothers were there which was great and of course his mom and dad. His cousin and his cousins husband. His aunt, uncle and their kids... yeah lots of people! It was nice, we dont have big family gatherings like that much. We also got to spend some time with his friends. Unfortunatly i got some bad news about a good friend of mine being in the hospital... so it wasnt really a great nite you could say.. Then our last nite we stayed up til 3 or 4 and drank with his brothers

My So Called Life
hey kiddies, its the one and only lovable rhyno yet again, and if you fuck with me you fuck with a 1 man army so go ahead try to fuck with me and i'll be on your ass like white on rice Well I'm gettin up there in the world just check it out feel free to comment the blogs don't be shy I can take criticism well ^^ if you want me messenger cuz you thinks I'm smexy let me know!

My Soul
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul http://www.blogthings.com/insidetheroomofyoursoulquiz

My Son
So tomorrow my son is turning five. Hard to believe. He brings the kid out in me, everyday amazes me that I can love someone so much. The wonder in his eyes as he is learning new and exiciting things makes all the heartache I've ever been through seem like a lifetime ago. Laughing to the point of tears as he belts out his favorite song "Chasing Cars". Yeah, the next Jerry Seinfield in the making. As I'm sitting tonight and looking thru old things, I wonder about his father. A man that I once fell head over heels in love with and had my son. Fell out of love just as fast. For reasons I won't discuss on a blog :D I remember the excitement of Keith as I was in labor. He was so thrilled with his son. Then the novelty wore off. For three years now it has been Trey and myself. We would hear from Keith now and then and I wouldn't make a big deal out of anything. I would let Keith come see him. Wouldn't make trouble. I am not going to add to the heartache my son is gonna suffe

My Soapbox
Who would have thought that night would have been so big in our lives...your glace from across the room the switching seats with your friend so you could sit next to me...yes I saw that. the 4 hours of conversation we had the hug at the end of the night (I wanted to kiss you so badly) the waiting to call you the next day F- the guy rules of waiting 3 days I wanted to hear your voice again...I wish I could take back those words I said to you in town that made you cry the whole way home(I don't want to start anything now) I broke your heart and I now it was teriable but I still had it... when I saw you again ...like butterflies in my stomache. So I said I love you and I ment it..and through all the sh- we've been delt in this life we have stuck it out...we are still together and our love is strong as ever through all of this you've been my rock..I don't know what would have happened without you ...and you know what I mean.. you save me everytime I thing life gets so hard..your all I need

My Songs...
Im seventeen. A killa at heart. I leave your body torn apart. What Ive said, is that yall be dead. Hangin from the wall in my shed. I got my axe handy and willin to work. I never liked him. Thats why I killed that jerk. I sliced his throat cuz I wanted him to die. I took my knife and stabbed in the eye. Now dont cry, Its just blood commin outta his ears. I dont lie, Just fufilling all ya fears. Cuuz I, Kill all the quiers. The bloods dry, cuz you been sittin there for years. Down in my basement is where I do my duty. Bodys under my floor. The newest one is the dude who tried to shoot me. I think he was a fag cuz he called me a cutie. Im not gay but Id had sumthin for his ass. A zippo and a can full of gas. Im not psycho and Im not trashed. I like killin for money. Let me go get my check cashed. Bling bling. Nope its not my ring. Its sharp though and a razors the same thing. I keep in tucked in my sleeve. Your skin is the onlt thing I need. Slice slice. Im doin it right. Im g

My Soap Box
CAN ANYONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT IS THE POINT OF HAVING CONTESTS IF PEOPLE ARE USING BOT PROGRAMS THAT WILL PUT UP 10000 COMMENTS IN A MATTER OF SECONDS. ONLY ONES WHO COME OUT AHEAD ARE THE ONES RUNNING THE CONTEST. AT LEAST BEFORE THE BOT PROGRAMS I HAD FUN COMMENT BOMBING, AND PIMPING THE CONTEST. NOW, WHAT IS THE POINT, UNLESS YOU HAVE SOMEONE THAT HAS A BOT PROGRAM IT IS POINTLESS TO EVEN TRY. WHEN IS SOMEONE GOING TO RUN A CONTEST BASED SOLELY ON THE NUMBER OF RATINGS A PERSON GETS. I KNOW THE ONES WHO RUN THE CONTESTS WONT DO THIS. BECAUSE COMMENT BOMBING GETS THEM MORE POINTS AND ALL THE GOODIES. THEY DON'T GIVE A NICKEL FOR ANYONE BUT THEMSELFS. THUS THE RULES ALLOWING, NO ENCOURAGING COMMENT BOMBING. WELL I DON'T THINK ANYONE WILL READ THIS. BUT IF YOU DO. I WELCOME YOUR COMMENTS. AND IF YOU AGREE WITH ME REPOST. IN THE MEAN TIME I AM GOING TO BOYCOTT ALL CONTEST THAT ALLOW COMMENT BOMBING. well last night I got a wake up call. After I spent the time to go and make a special c

My Solutions To My Midlife Crisis
Well about two years ago when I turned 40 I came to the realization that my life sucked ass and I needed to change a few things, my friends told me that I was just having a mid-life crisis. I accepted this and thus took the following actions. I was living in this small little town where everyone is stuck in 1955, and collectively could not come up with one progressive thought. It was my boyfriend's home town, we hadn't even lived there for a year yet and I hated it. So, I decided to move back to the place I call home and get my old job back. I moved and then shortly there after broke up with Dingdong. That was solutions number one and two of my mid-life crisis. I recently made life changing decision/solution number three. I've decided to quit my job and get something else. I live in a college town and manage one of the busiest restaurants in town. We just recently expanded and opened a new store. Other than the year I was gone with Dingdong, I've been with this company for about 5

My Soul
I look up at the sky and wonder why I am here and not in heaven. Why am I here breathing air and taking up space. Where I feel I don’t belong and out of place. What good am I? Being broken inside with no heart or soul, ruining friends and family life’s with my existence. How life would be so much better without me here. Everyone would be happier without my existence, taking up space another worthier person should have. I don’t believe I’m worthy of this ruined life. This life that was torn apart, smashed into a million pieces then slowly glued back together. Having missing pieces, not feeling complete has made me feel as though I’m not worthy of any thing in life. Not worthy of the happiness I see that my friends have. Not worthy of the love that I so long to have within my heart. Not worthy of being myself, the person I know that I am deep inside. Not worthy of any thing that life surrounds us with. Unworthy is how I feel deep inside of

My Son
I am putting togethor a gorgeous smile contest. if you wish to be in it let me know. I'll be putting it togethor and hopefully I can open the doors up this weds. if you wish to be in it, send me a message and which pic to put up. I love my boy. us today at the park. wish I still had that kind of energy lol

My Sorry Life
ON WED ON WENT TO THE HOSPITAL AND SEEN MICHAELS MOM SHE SHOULD BE CUMMING HOME 2DAY SHE LOOKED FOR HER POSTION-SHE STILL HAD A SMILE ON HER FACE-THURSDAY I WENT 2 A DIINER THE QTC WAS PUTTING ON-ITS WAS FUN-IT WAS HELD AT THE HUNGRY HUNTERS IN MODESTO AND FOOD WAS GOOD-I DID GET LOST FINDING IT-THEN I WENT TO WORK AFTER-IT WAS NOT HARD JUST WAS EXTRA HELP LOL-CAME HOME AND SUM GUY WAS WALKING IN DRIVE WAY LOOKING AT ME AN I WAITED A FEW MIN THEN I GOT OUT AND AS I WAS WALKING 2 THE HOUSE I HERD A HISSING NOISE AND A TIRED HAD BEEN SLASH AND AIR WAS CUMMING OUT-WAS GOOD SIZE HOLE-I CALLED SECURITY AND HE WAS NOT EVEN ON SITE-THE DISPATCHER HAD TO GET SUMONE ELSE FROM ANOTHER SITE-SHE CAME OUT AND SHOWED HER-YAKED 4 A FEW-THE DAVE WAS UP HE MADE MAC N CHEESE-THEN WE WENT 2BED-I DONT REMEMBER FALLING ASLEEP-BUT WAS UP WHEN KIDS LEFT 4 SCHOOL-DIDNT EVEN OPEN MY SIM CITY 2DAY-PLAYED POGO AND CHATTED WITH JESSI AND JEFF ON MYSPACE-AND I HAVE 2 GO NAP-BOSS IS INSPECTING ME 2DAY NOOOOOO.....

My Son
Michael -- [adjective]: Visually addictive 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The young man held out this package. "I know this isn't much. I'm not r

My Songs
she’s like what did I ever do to deserve a man like you your everything a woman could ask for you made all my dreams come true how could I want for more your days are so much brighter now since you feel in love with me everytime i wrap my arms around you it brings you to your knees iam just giving you my heart and my soul and really its totally out of my control darling and give you everything you could possibly dream of and all your fears are gonna disappear everytime we touch and all you really need from me is to be loved your saying things like this cant be real iam gonna get tired of you baby with everything i feel thats something i just could never do all you need to know is everyday iam gonna prove and baby iam gonna show how much i truely love you baby you never have too worry if my love for you will always last baby you can be sure of that for 30 years or more.......she met me at the front door....with a kiss goodbye..or a hug when i g

My Southern Heritage Not Hate
The Bonnie Blue Flag We are a band of brothers and native to the soil Fighting for the property we gained by honest toil And when our rights were threatened, the cry rose near and far Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star! Hurrah! Hurrah! For Southern rights, hurrah! Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. As long as the Union was faithful to her trust Like friends and brethren, kind were we, and just But now, when Northern treachery attempts our rights to mar We hoist on high the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. Hurrah! Hurrah! For Southern rights, hurrah! Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. First gallant South Carolina nobly made the stand Then came Alabama and took her by the hand Next, quickly Mississippi, Georgia, and Florida All raised on high the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. Hurrah! Hurrah! For Southern rights, hurrah! Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a

My Songs...
Okay... So in California, and probably other parts of our the US, lawmakers wanna ban Pit Bulls. FUCK THAT!!! Pit bulls are just like any other animal, and human for that matter... It's all in how they're brought up. If the dogs owner trains them to be vicious, then it will be vicious. Train it to be gentle and loving, then it will be your best friend in the world. BAN THE DEED... NOT THE BREED!!!

My Son
yes its true little john is comming home monday. he will be on a monitor and some caffine drops but he will be home. safe and warm with his family im so happy that im crying. i got the great news this morning. and i want all my cherry tap friends and family who ave stood by me in this time of hard ship to know he will be home at last and to say i love all of you and thank you so much. ill keep you updated

My Soapbox
One of the workshops that I did with my youth dealt with the subject of beauty. This is a topic that I am passionate about. How do we perceive beauty today? I recently one of my dear friends on CT learn this lesson. As many CT people know not everyone is as they appear on their profiles. This young woman used pictures of another on her profile and was caught doing so. Many individuals got to know this kind and caring woman and became extremely upset with her when her ruse was brought to light. Yes, there is no justification for her actions but in my work it is something I understand. Let's ask ourselves this question? Is it the person in the photos that we become friends with or those that we get to know on a personal level? When those individuals admit their mistakes and take accountibility for their error do we as REAL friends turn our backs on them or stand by their side and support them during this transition? I personally choose to take the high road and embrace

My Son
OH LORD OH LORD! I REMEMBER THE DAY I GAVE BIRTH TO MY SON, I KNEW THEN THAT THERE WAS A HOPE FOR ME IN THIS WORLD. SO I RAISED HIM TO KNOW OF YOU AND YOUR LOVING FATHER; I TAUGHT HIM TO LOVE ALL, RESPECT LIFE, TURN THE OTHER CHEEK AND PRAISE THY NAME. AND WITH THAT HE GREW IN YOUR EVERLASTING LIGHT AND ALL THE HATRED HE SAW HE DID NOT BOTHER! DON'T GET ME WRONG OH LORD! I KNOW HE WAS NOT A PERFECT SOUL, FOR YES HE HAD TIMES OF WEAKNESS, WHEN HE FELL INTO THAT HELLISH PIT; OH YES THE STREETS THAT ARE FILLED WITH DRUGS AND ENVY TRIED MANY OF TIMES TO CONSUME HIM, BUT I FEEL THAT YOU WERE THERE, BY HIS SIDE, TO SHOW HIM THE WAY OUT OF THE BLASPHEMOUS SODOM AND GOMORRAH. OH YES! YOU SHOWED HIM TO HIS PROPER PLACE, BACK WITH US, THE PLACE IN WHICH HE WOULD FIT! BUT TODAY OH LORD, I MUST GIVE HIM BACK TO YOU, FOR ANOTHER HAS STRUCK HIM DOWN, HE HAS TAKEN MY HOPES, PRAYS AND ALL THAT IS GOOD AND LOCKED THEM UP TO ROT;

My Song For No One
The Blue Personality- To Love & Be Loved “Of all the people in the world, Blues are the most loving, nurturing, and supportive. They do not have to work at it; it is simply their amazing nature- who they are. Everyone has gifts and talents, and Blues possess extraordinary people skills.” “Many people understandably are attracted to Blues, because they sense that Blues are interested in them. Although Blues represent only ten percent of the total population, they exert a tremendous influence on the minds and hearts of other people.” “One of their greatest gifts is the phenomenal ability to love another person unconditionally- as much as humanly possible. Many say that Blues are the least judgmental of all; people feel accepted by them and thrive in their presence. Blues focus on what’s special about others, they are verbally affirming, and everyone is good until proven otherwise.” “When Blues speak, they often communicate from their hearts rather than their heads.

My Son
I went the ER with my one year old Malachi he has a hair line skull fracture. It scared the crap outta me and I'm still really worried about him. The Doctor says it is in the shape of a V on the top of his skull. Visit Damion Joseph Dunn's Memorial on GodsSweetestAngels.com I created this memorial for my son a few months back I went the ER with my one year old Malachi he has a hair line skull fracture. It scared the crap outta me and I'm still really worried about him. The Doctor says it is in the shape of a V on the top of his skull.

My Song For You.....
I can't take the pain knowing that you are leaving me for another man Please don't go out that door sit with me, let's talk this over take my hand I know we've had some good times I know you still love me to It's in your eyes Love is always enough, if you just try Give me a shot to make lt better underneath heavenly skys Choose me, love me let me be the one you count on choose me, love me I can not take life alone choose me, love me without you my hearts beats like a stone I keep dreamingabout our love I know you think of me too time will see I'll never leave you, or hurt you I'll always be there for you I'll always be Nobody can love you the way i do I devote myself to you and all that you are Please don't leave, stay and talk with me I know you feel it, the distance between our hearts is never far Choose me, love me take

My Song Lyrics (i Won't Bother Posting The Music)
Splitting skin and the cold seeps in as the nail punctures the vein zero time like a whino on a wine run, nothing gets in my way In your face like the mask on the maker, oh the skull and bones stare of doom I don't need a note of invitation, I'm gonna burn my own way through CHORUS I CAN'T stop picking at the lesions I WON'T-sell my soul again I WANT-to tell myself I'm alright I'M NOT-but I don't mind I CAN-be cold and indifferent I CAN-be the one who's shamed I CAN-wear a thousand masks right but every one of them will look the same you will never pick my face out in the faceless crowd REPEAT I'm the super-proud dad of a brain-dead train wreck and the suicide son of a brutal rape tell me how it feels mister Victim and I'll let you take these chains Repeat chorsu Inward and outward and over and under The ending beginning in lightning and thunder And fire and sulfer corroding your mind EATING AND ETCHING THE BACKS OF YOUR EYES And some

My So Called Life!! Such As It Is
Just where in the f*ck does Missy get off thinking she can just take off with Kat and shack up with her newest drug dealer and I'd be ok with that? What kind of bullshit court can award custody to a friek like Missy after her bitch ass lost custody of her first 2? Is it me or does felony theft and trafficking of controlled narcotics a sign of a bad parent? What about getting booted from every place you have ever lived for: non-rent payment, theft, breaking rules, lying, and that's being nice about it. I want my daughter back!! If I'm so unfit, why is it people can find me and I don't have an arrest record a mile long.. Oh ya.. Maybe it's because I HAVE A JOB!! something Missy just is to lazy to do.. Unless she gets desperate and gets a job as a cashier so she can be fired later for robbing the till. KAT.... I MISS YOU!!!!! DADDY LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU!! Over the weekend I went to the D-Day re-enactment in Coneaut, Ohio. It was a blast! Weather was perfect.. rainy, cold, just like

My Son's Dog
Why is it when you tell people they can't touch something that is the very thing they do? My mentally ill husband was told do not touch the puppies because they had to be born c-section and he did now we have lost two of the three puppies. Just like any child he thought he could hold the puppies and not cause it any problem well it has now the third ones breathing is getting shallow I don't know if he will make it through the night. Well the last one has died all because the puppies were touched after being delivered by c-section when they weren't to be handled a lot because of the risk from a c-section.

My Soul
H-K's, fivesevens, forty-five's, magnums, still keep the plastic glock, cause that shit is drastic, when it comes to poppin heat, I got the shit mastered, if I put the semi on, I'll kill yo ass faster. Concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet, drop you in the river, watch yo ass just sink, concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet, Detroit river, watch yo ass just sink. 6 mile, wolfpack, we carry that heat, pop you in the dome, watch yo ass just leak, you had a twenty-two, but that shits not sweet, you thought you was a man, now yo ass just meat. 6 mile's hard and your crew is weak, you thought you was a don, but your future looks bleak, layin in the streets and yo ass looks beat, I put you in the trunk, and yo body just wreeks. Happy Halloween, I got a trick for your treat, some concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet. I stepped out the game, came back and got drafted, 6-mile LA down, PA's get blasted, wolfpack, n

My Songs
This is my note to you.... To tell you how I feel about you... Yr my everything.... I can't stand to be without you... Every time that I dream... You're face is all I see... (I HOPE YOU FEEL THE SAME) Cuz I can't see.... (YOU WITHOUT ME) (YOU WITHOUT ME) As I dream of you and me... I wonder if yr worth it... (I KNOW YR FUCKING WORTH IT) As I lay alone here tonight... I'll still dream.. (THAT YOU WERE CLOSE TO ME) (CLOSE TO ME) (CLOSE TO ME) I don't sleep... I dream of everything.. That you.... (MEAN TO ME) (THAT YOU MEAN TO ME) (THAT YOU MEAN TO ME) As I dream of everything... All I want... Is you here close to me... (CLOSE TO ME) (YR MY EVERYTHING) (I'LL STILL DREAM) Cuz right now yr not close to me... (BUT SOON YOU WILL BE) (YOU WILL BE) (YOU WILL BE) And you'll make all of my dreams... (COME TRUE!) As I run away........ I'll still feel the pain..... That you left..... For me to bear, tonight...... I know you'll feel the same

My Sons Motorcycle Acident
Date: Jun 25, 2007 10:06 PM Subject ROGER'S ARTICLE Body: Motorcycle unawareness By Dan Ehl - Managing editor — A major occurrence in Roger Ashby’s life happened Aug. 24, almost a year ago, but he doesn’t remember it. He does vaguely remember being pushed down a hospital hallway on the way to get his fractured jaw wired shut - two weeks after a motorist turned left in front of him at the intersection of Industrial Park Road and Dewey Road. The collision left him with two broken vertebrae, a shattered left wrist, a broken jaw, a collapsed lung and most serious of all, partially paralyzed and confined to a wheelchair. May was Motorcycle Awareness Month, and Roger’s father, Mike, hopes his son’s story will make motorists more aware of motorcyclists on the highway. The driver of the other vehicle was charged with an improper turn and her insurance did pay out $100,000. But as Mike pointed out, his son’s medical bills already total $1.5 million with another possible

My So Called Life
Hi, sorry I haven't been around much lately, been kinda busy. Still job hunting for something full time, keeping house, going to the gym, and doing artwork (two of my favorite was to fight off a huge case of the "Blah's") as you can guess I'm pretty much beat by day's end. I'll try to show up more often though. I miss the whole lot of you guys! But in the meantime, I've got yard work to do tomorrow so I gots to get me some sleep now.

~my So Called Life~
My hair that was light brown is currently this washed out brassy reddish/blonde color (hate it)from the sun bleaching the color out.What color do you think I should dye it? Light brown,dark,brown,blonde or red?Although,no offense,I really don't like red hair on me.Any opinions would be greatly appreciated.Thanks My daughter started dance school this past Monday.She didn't know anyone else there so she was trying to mingle and say hi to the other girls.The girls didn't even act like she was there,which I found to be very rude.If some one said hi to my daughter and she didn't respond back with at least a hi back.I would tell her it was rude.I felt bad for her, I could tell she felt like the outcast there.Most of the other girls had friends there or at least knew some one else there.Should I move her to another class or see how it goes after a few more classes?

My Songs
Ancient valley deep within the mountains Where nobody goes, the river flows Roaring, tumbling over cliffs, through caverns Where no light has known, no bird has flown Blood of Sacred Mother flowing effortless forever Worshiped in bygone days, Our Blessed ancient ways Black cloud looming in the highlands Pouring torrent, raging flood Tearing boulders from the hillside Claws shearing stone to mud Mountains washing to the ocean Mighty trees come sweeping down River reclaims plain and valley Biggest city, smallest town Sunlight shining on the azure waters Quiet serpent twists through the mists Fertile giver our Mother River Murmur peaceful song, soft and long Danu by a willow sings to the river daughters Lullabies, shining fireflies How powerful our Mother River Her ageless beauty flowing free Peaceful blessings for our orchards Bringing life to bush and tree Turn high mountains into powder Carving canyons through the land Ripping down the strongest fortress

My Song
She hangs her head and cries on my shirt. She must be hurt very badly. Tell me whats making you sadly? Open your door, dont hide in the dark. Youre lost in the dark, you can trust me. cause you know thats how it must be. Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa. Her eyes like windows, tricklin rain Upon her pain getting deeper. Though my love wants to relieve her. She walks alone from wall to wall. Lost in a hall, she cant hear me. Though I know she likes to be near me. Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa. She sits in a corner by the door. There must be more I can tell her. If she really wants me to help her. Ill do what I can to show her the way. And maybe one day I will free her. Though I know no one can see her. Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa. ------------------------------- Think thats my song for sure Never heard of Cat Stevens before but feels like he knows me reading that Thanks for the person who sent it to me Lisa xx

My Son Is So Beautiful
we were driving back from mt. vernon today and joey was making the funniest sound, and he was doing it for like 10 minutes. needless to say, i think he had too much of mt.dew and was all hyped up. i dont know exactly why i am writing this, i just think that it was halarious

My So Called Life
So last night we finally got the game "Rockband". And it ROCKS!! We were up to 3am playing. You have to play the drums, guitar and sing. You start a band, go on tour, have to get fans and points,etc. I love it. It's similar to Guitar Hero, just with the added instuments. OK thats it...I think I'm going to go brush up on my guitar skillz....I suck at the drums...lmao. Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone Calls and text messages: While I agree with you that communication is i

My Son Is Talented
Your Day To Be Queen Mother's Day is your day to be queen, this gift was given to you when you were seventeen. First came Megan, she made your life complete, oh wow was'nt that sweet. Then came Rose, she gave you a new start, giving her away ripped out your heart. Finally came Thurman, that would be me, thank you mom for loving, not one, not two, but all three. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, LOVE THURMAN

My Song
Ok everyone this is a song i wrote and i want everyones honest opinion. verse1: Im the thorn in your side, Im the scars you can't hide, Im the pain that won't subside, I am your thorn. verse2: I come when your with loved ones, I come when your alone, I am what throws the stone, I am your thorn. verse3: Im the darkness that can't be lite, Im the part of you that dont give a shit, I am the pain inside, What you cant hide, I am your thorn. verse4: Im the shame you can't hide, I am what scars your pride, The faith you cannot find, What you always hide behind, your thorn

My Soul
Giving up By : Tony Thompson Suicide is not the answer, But do you know the question, Don't look down on my desires, Without knowing my direction, Pain, blood, and sacrifice, Try and make me whole, Giving up on this place, Giving up my soul, And now the road that I have taken, A path that I have lost, Left for dead my soul forsaken, I finally know the cost, Pain, blood, and sacrifice, Try and make me whole, Giving up on this place, Giving up my soul, Like the phoenix born of fire, I shall rise again, Don't condemn me for my desires, My once faithful friend, I wrote this for my daughter, my life is her, and without her, I am nothing Live for you By : Tony Thompson My soul is bleeding, In your eyes I see contempt, I live for you, But you dont seem to care, You choose to leave early, And act as though its all my fault, I try to make you happy, But it all goes away, Guess I will see you later, On your next weekend,

My Song
If there has ever been a song that best describes me I have to say that this is it! "I'm Still A Guy" ~ Brad Paisley When you see a deer you see Bambi And I see antlers up on the wall When you see a lake you think picnics And I see a large mouth up under that log You're probably thinking that you're gonna change me In some ways well maybe you might Scrub me down, dress me up aww but no matter what Remember, I'm still a guy When you see a priceless French painting I see a drunk, naked girl You think that ridin' a wild bull sounds crazy And I'd like to give it a whirl Well love makes a man do some things he ain't proud of And in a weak moment I might walk your sissy dog, hold your purse at the mall But remember, I'm still a guy And I'll pour out my heart Hold your hand in the car Write a love song that makes you cry Then turn right around knock some jerk to the ground 'Cause he copped a feel as you walked by I can hear you now talkin' to your friends

My Song
Your Stripper Song Is The Bad Touch by the Bloodhound Gang "Sweat, baby, sweat, baby sex is a Texas drought Me and you do the kind of stuff that only Prince would sing about" When it comes to dancing, you let your freak flag fly! What Song Should You Strip To?

My Son
Here it is I am very angery right now. I am trying to be nice. I can feel my blood boiling, I am not sure what to say or do. Rusty James is my 19 year old son. Now mind you teenagers know more parents. Even if we have been there done that. Well as most of you know my son was living with his GF and her parents ( bad combo). 2 or 3 weeks ago we had a snow storm here, her mother decided to throw my son out in bad weather. He calls home of course, I had to call my dad to go get him. Well on that note he comes here for about 4 days.Then goes back to live with her and her parents. Gesh, the whole time here I spoke to him about getting his GED. He dropped out of school. Not a smart move but I tried to tell him. So, while on the phone with his so called GF , she has nerve enough to tell him I cause her problems. Imagine that will ya me cause her problems? I have never carried on a conversation with this girl. When she would call if I answered , she would ask for Rusty, I wo

My Son
The Twelve Days of Christmas On the first day of Christmas, the good Lord gave to me: a child with a disability. On the second day of Christmas, the good Lord gave to me: a heart full of love for my child with a disability. On the third day of Christmas, the good Lord gave to me: an ache in my heart and a heart full of love for my child with a disability. On the fourth day of Christmas, the good Lord gave to me: a tear in my eyes, an ache in my heart and a heart full of love for my child with a disability. On the fifth day of Christmas, the good Lord gave to me: an unsuspected strength for the tear in my eyes and the ache in my heart and my heart full of love for my child with a disability. On the sixth day of Christmas, the good Lord gave to me: a ray of hope, an unsuspected strength for the tear in my eyes and the ache in my heart and my heart full of love for my child with a disability. On the seventh day of Christmas, the good Lord gave to me: a sense of h

My Son
imikimi - Customize Your World Well as most of i know i found out my son has autism! Well thats something lil to what news i have gotten today! So my son had a docs appt at 930 this morning! So on my way there thinking nothing more then that! Well we noticed my son was haveing memory loss his brains stuck on March 5th 2008 @his birthday party so each day he wakes up he reliveing that day! As he doesnt know anything that happen on any date but that one! So doc say he has short term memory lost meanin he has a brain tumer or something blockin his brain from memoring anything! So he told me i didnt feed him yesterday but he was takein out to eat and to the park but doesnt know anything! He keeps tellin me today is his birthday ! ! So i ask my self were i went wrong is it something i did as not bein a great mother? But i have done my hardest to take care of my children and in times like this i feel were did i go wrong! Did i miss the signs what was it? So i ask everyone keep my son in ur

My Son
imikimi - Customize Your World Let's not forget his Brothers and Sisters that are still In Iraq that need to come home also . Please Keep them kids in your thoughts each and every day. Prey they get to come home to there familys as soon as possable . Thank you all for your support Ocean :)

My Song
I HERD YOUR WORDS I CORRECT THEM IN IGNORANCE I CATCH A GLANCE BLURRY AND DISTANT DILLING WITH THIS FILLING WISH I WAS NUMB TRYING TO MAKE AN OFFER SO I DONT FILL DUMB BLINDING WITH HATRED AS IM PILLING FROM THE PLACE ITS CREATED FROM NERVOUSNESS DELIVERING HOPING THERES SUCH A THING AS HILLING CANT YOU SEE IV BECOME AFFRIAD OF DREAMS LETTING DOWN IS THE ONLY THING THAT APPEALS TO ME SEEING IN MY HEAD IS MY LIFE WONDERING IN THIS WORLD IS MY SLEEP STATE ALWAYS WAITING TO AWAKE BUT ANTICIPATION IS MY REALITY NOTHING COMING TOGETHER ALL THINGS UNRAVELING HAS ME TO THE POINT NO CONCENTRATION CONSTENTALY BLANKING NO NEED FOR CONFUSION BECAUSE IT WAS NEVER MEANT TO APPEAL ANYWAY WERE JUST MATTER SURVIVING A ROUTINE EVERY DAY ITS A RACE AND IM STUCK IN THE SAME PLACE I FUCKING HATE HOPING I COULD LIVE WISH I HAD AN EXTRA PAIR OF LEGS SO I CAN ESCAPE FROM THE SHAME THE WORLD HAS PLACED ON ME FUCK EVERYTHING ALL I FILL IS PAIN SEEMS TO ME NOTHING MATTERS EVERYTHING I DID AND DO IS IN

My Soldier Comes Home
It all started innocently enough. Tim had just been deployed to Iraq. He needed that person to talk to back home and to keep is mind straight. His friend gave him Jessica’s email and told him they would get a long great. They were both pretty young with him being 20 and her being 19 and both from the hill country of Texas. Over the first six months he was stationed in Iraq they emailed nearly everyday they could. He would send her pictures of the war and she would send him pictures of things he missed most about Texas. Things like the bluebonnets in the spring, the colorful sunsets that closed out each day, the green hillsides around Austin, and his parent’s cattle ranch he worked on for so many years before leaving to join the Army. Jessica began to feel herself falling for the man she had never really met. They shared their thoughts and beliefs on everything it seemed. Everything except the war. In the beginning Tim asked Jessica not to ask much about it. Talking to

My Son
My son,27, was hit by a car on saturday monring in Birmingham AL. I will be flying down on Thursday and returning Tuesday the 17th. Please keep him in your prayers. He went thru the windshield, scratched up his face badly and tore his arm out of the socket. There were no internal injuries. See all of my friends soon.

My Son
my son is in a giveaway for a vip he only needs 10000 comments he busted his A$$ helping me among others that helped me , please show him some love he is allways there to help , you dont have to add owner to help thank you much

My Son
hey all sooo i received some awesome news yesterday!!!!! for those of you who dont know 2 years ago n july 28th 2006 my son was diognsed with ALL lekumia..... it was a huge shock to say the least. these last 2 years have been an emotional rollercoaster. many admissions in the hospital.... we lived there bascially for about 6 months on and off. But they were able 2 catch it early and he was in remission in 4 weeks. Well as of yesterday he has 2 cycle's of chemo left!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooooooot wooooooooooooooot we are at the end thank god!!!!! and once we hit 5 yrs there is no chance of relapse..... so i am def very happy!!!!!! So my son finished chemo last september and is doing wonderful!!! He is gettin soooo big... but its tuff with him also bein special needs but he has made me soooo much stronger and i feel like i can def deal with nething life throws at me.

My Son's Going To War
My son, a member of the Illinois National Guard, will be deploying for Afghanistan on August 23, 2008. It is a tough time for him, as he is a new daddy. I would like for all who read this to please, please remember him, and all of our boys at war right now, in a prayer for their safe return home. I will try to update this as often as i can, to try to keep things up to date. Thanks everyone, and especially those in the FU-BOIMBERS family who may read this. please pass this on to as many as you can. I feel i am going to need some support in this matter, as i am already nervous about him going to war.

My Son
I was just told this morning that the Leukemia that was in his bone marrow is in remission. But the rest of his body is still fighting off the Leukemia so we are hoping in the next week or so the rest of his body will be in readmission and he can go home. He will still have to do Kidney Dialysis and his Kemo as a outpatient at a near by Hospital. My son is doing pretty well all things considering. He has been having Kidney Dialysis the last 2 days. His Potassium level is really high and his kidneys still arent working. His Kemo treatments are going well no real side effects from them YET!!! The Kemo is finally starting to take affect, Mason is sick today and very cranky. He had a bone marrow sample taken this morning and a Spinal kemo as well. I can tell he takes after his dad, he called a nurse a bitch and a male nurse an asshole. The Doc said that means he is getting better. Umm if she says so!!!

My Soul&heart Bleeds The Truth.opions And Thoughts
my moms worked hard like every sinlge day.so i rised myself with pimps hoes and drug dealers.gang killers with convited fenlonies.excause me if i missed spelled did know i was desylix till now.not to much of being book smart but pick one up from time to time now.i try being like them back in the days. all they would tell me is be myself so iam now..half dead half alive and sum missing of my freinds.see god bless a child that have it's own..and god bless me that i did'nt get my head blowen off.i miss my family that street done killed grand ma two bra's and a couple of dogs.every time i pour out a lil from them the whole bottle gone so the pain deeper with in.i cry so much for a family that was broken..i hope and pray i would die at times my life seem hopeless.excause if i tell no lie the devil play games and hope one day i would supply enuff posion to kill my pplz..so i did what i had to do to stay away from evil.(my life my pain my pleasure i rised. no longer thoughts of sucide many ti

My Soul Mate
I lost my husband on 03.19.08 he took his own life without even a word to anyone. I have lost my soulmate I dont know how me and his children are supposed to make it through this.. people tell me it will come with time.. I dont know if I have enough time to ever heal.. I loved him no matter what he was my life, my soul, and my reason for happiness.. I want to thank all the people who have supported me in this time of need and have tried to help the hurt in any way possible. I will always love you Eric and will miss you to the point no one can understand unless you have been there.. love you always .. your wife Tania I wrote this weeks after his death and it still rings true..

My Song Of The Day(s)
Well Erika has inspired me with her songs so, this is now my new thing to entertain myself... So heres the first of many songs of the day. Mood :( Song: Jesus by Brand New Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face The kind you'd find on someone I could save If they don't put me away Well, it'll be a miracle Do you believe you're missing out That everything good is happening somewhere else? But with nobody in your bed The night's hard to get through And I will die all alone And when I arrive I won't know anyone Well Jesus Christ, I'm alone again So what did you do those three days you were dead? Cause this problem's gonna last more than the weekend. Well Jesus Christ, I'm not scared to die, I'm a little bit scared of what comes after Do I get the gold chariot? Do I float through the ceiling? Do I divide and fall apart? Cause my pride is too sly to hold back all my dark And the ship went down in sight of land And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands

My 9-11 Song.......made On 9/11/08
CHORUS***"9/11, 9/11....LOOK WHAT U DID TO ME.........TORE UP MY FREEDOM AND MY LIBER-T............RIPPED UP MY VALUES AND SHIT ON MY RELIGION.........WHY OH GOD WHY? WHY THE FUCK AM I LIVIN........IN A AGE ......FILLED WITH HATE AND RAGE.........RACISM ISNT THE ONLY PARAGRAPH ON MY PAGE.......I SAY IT EVER SO OFTEN........REMEMBER THE DEAD AND FORGOTTEN" VERSE: "RIDIN THROUGH THE NEIBORHOOD......MADE ME THINK OF YESTERDAY..........7 YEARS AGO SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY........BUT TOMMOROW WE WILL REMEMBER.........THAT FATEFULL DAY IN THE MONTH OF SEPTEMBER.........WHICH IS WHAT WE ARE FACIN..........MY MEMORY KEEPS TRACIN........WONDERIN WHAT THE CURE FOR THIS DISEASE., I FEEL SO OUTPATIENT.........AND MY PATIENCE IS TWINS WITH RAGE....THEY MIGHT BE ADJACENT........PARALLEL WITH HELL.........WONDERIN WHY GOD WHY, SO MANY FELL.........UR THE REASON WE ALL BREATHE.......BLACK OR WHITE, RED IS WHAT WE BLEED........IM NO DIFFERENT FROM THE NEXT PERSON.........I WATCH THIS SHIT WORSEN,,,

My Son And His New Lessons He Is Sharing With Me. Basic, Now Ait In The Army
My heart goes out even more for the men and women in the army... granted i was in, but it was mostly peace time when i served, and yes i seen a lil shit its nothing like what the men and women r faceing w iraq and afgahanistan... when i went thru basic back in 87 they didnt teach us "combatives" like they r teaching now, i am glad to see this training is being taught but... i have friends who are vietnam vets and i come from a family who has a strong military history, i never thought my own children would ever do the same... i have so many mixed emitons now... i am so proud, i see that warrior spirit within my son, i know he gets this strength from me, yet my heart breaks cuz i pray he never has use it to stay alive. my heart really does go out to those who are the parents of the new soldiers... i hope u find the peace u need... the following videos are a look at what a soldier goes thru in basic training ...hope u enjoy. no this is not my sons platoon but it i

My Songs That Make Me Feel Better
Carousel lyricsThere are days that take too longIt's those days I wish I had you right here in my arms[Pre-Chorus:]I'm gettin' lonely, I'm sick waiting here for youI'm gettin' lonely, please come home cause I want to be with you, or maybe I'm a foolBaby you still drive me crazyNothings gonna change me so you don't have to cryMaybe I should take the blameI guess a music man is no shelter from the rain[Pre-Chorus][Chorus:]Baby you still drive me crazyNothings gonna change me so you don't have to cryBaby you know that you saved meYour loves so amazing you're never off my mind[Solo]Nothings going on, I've been gone for way to longI'll be right back in your arms, don't be afraidI'm getting closer, I'm making my way back home to youI'm getting closer, I can see your face and the light keeps shining through, and baby what am I to do, oh?[Chorus]Nothings going on I've been gone for way to longI'll be right back in your arms don't be afraid Awaken lyrics Stripped of life, alone In the midst

My Soulmate
I believe that everyone has a soulmate. The problem is finding your soulmate. It took me my entire life searching for my one true love, and now that I have found her, I would do anything for her. Its a feeling I cant explain, words would never do it justice. I just hope she realizes just how much she means to me, and feels just how much I love her. She is the light in my eyes, the beat of my heart, my world my everything. Not a second goes by night or day that I don't think of her, her touch, her scent, her kiss!! When i hold her in my arms my heart races... every time we touch my heart skips a beat.. and when I look into her eyes I see our future. She is my best friend, my lover, my companion, my world, my soulmate.. there are a lot of bumps in the way but together nothing can stop our true love for one another.. ti amo con tutto il mio cuore, per sempre. tu sei la mia vitta, la mia spozza.

My Soul
What is happenning, everywhere I look is darkness I reach out for a helping hand, but non come I cry out, but no one is there all I see is the darkness is this my destiny, to be swallowed by it, and lefted with nothing to my soul where is the light, I pray it comes soon my back is to the wall,the darkness comes I wish someone crys for me, for now I am lost to the darkness, and I can't even cry for myself

My Son
I'm sorry mommy i left you so soon, I was there when the angels woke you up at noon. I know i was gone from the flash from the start, Mommy remember ! I'll always be in your heart. I listen to you dearly,when you visit my grave. Please don't cry , be sad.Continue to be brave. I didn't mean to leave you and daddy so soon. I was looking from heaven when everyone released their balloons. Take care of my little sister and daddy too. There will always and forever be a part of me living in you. I'll be waiting for you here , at the golden gates. Time is ticking mommy , please don't be late ! I long to embrace you in my arms. Don't worry Mommy !! I'm at a place where there is no harm. I've earned my wings , I live in the sky. I'm watching everyday mommy so please don't cry !!

My Son
Well everyone keeps wondering where I have been..I have been in and out of the hospital with my son..Not just for his broken hand that he just had surgery ,but for some issues with his chest. I am unsure what is causing with problem and as much as we have been in the fucking hospital you would think that they could find out what it is .

My Soapbox
So lets discuss the double standard applied to men and women. I don't mean the typical things where women are treated unfairly, I am not going to beat that dead horse I mean something a little different.

My Song Im Bout To Cut It Comes From The Heart
IF YO'VE EVER BEEN IN LOVE THEN YOU KNOW JUST WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT ITS LIKE WHEN YOU REAALY KNOW U'VE FINALY FOUND THE PERSON U WANT TO SPEND YOUR LIFE WITH I THOUT ID BEEN THAIR BEFOR BUT NOW THAT IM SURE IV FINNALY FOUND SOMMBODY THAT CARES ILL GIVE MY HEART AN SOUL TO HER AN I JUST WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW

My Soldier My Hero
I want to tell you something it comes straight from the heart But first I want to thank you before I even start. You have given my life reason to have all that I do I have my rights and freedom all because of you. You chose to be my protector you stand and fight for me. You gave up so much just to keep me free. Even tho we are strangers I am grateful for what you do. I thank the lord above for the men like you. I keep you in my prayers morning noon and night. The stranger you don't know that you stand for and fight. You truly are my HERO The soldier that I don't know. I am so very grateful in my words I hope

My Songs And Poems
“Solitary RIder” (c) by Solitary Rider aka Andyboy Georgia playing at a coffeehouse for five punk kids there’s a line at the restroom, where the cheap-ass vodka’s hid and soon there ain’t nobody watching me I’m as old and stale as my free coffee Andyboy will ride tonight, a lonely stage, an open mic he’ll sing his dreams to an empty floor, pack his gear and head on out the door is it all a waste of time, when no one’s there to see you shine addin’ chapters to an unread book, sing the tale of the solitary rider I’ve played on subways for the working stiffs their heads in those I-phones like frozen ostriches And trains come and scoop their bodies ‘fore too long while I play for the pigeons on a bare platform Andyboy will ride tonight, echoed voice and humming lights step on up and hear my song, I’ll be hear long after ya’ll are gone is it all a waste of time, buskin’ on for a couple dimes count your

My Song
Before we finally sleep Let me tell you of my song Dark, melodic, all vibrant rhythms, blue notes Atonal music from a primative era Written in time subtly perfect Written in meter recalling perfect emotion Inspired collaborators, you and I Composing personal rhymes in bold script Within the timeless joys of our love I clasp your stylus into my well of harmony Probing deeply you are confined In a carefully structured love sonnet I offer you ecstasy in smooth well stretched papyrus Joyous expression, unbound in the mobility of sheer creation And we write the most ardent of flesh poems And we create the most fleshy of tone poems And we make the most powerful of love poems In the final flourish we fuse creativity with free form Anarchy spews forth, a liquid stream of consciousness The flow of our art overtakes our bodies As the final couplet is hastily scrawled in messy completion I leave you inspired, exhausted, sticky with my loving consent You leave me wet with you

My Songs
I tried giving a part of me… but you wouldn’t have it I tried so sel-fish-ly… to be part of your life You couldn’t admit… I was your bane, I was your demons And now here we are, picking pieces of ourselves off the floor

Myspace
okay, so im convinced that LC is pretty darn neat... lol. The site is faster, we can post a bunch more pictures, and gaining points can be quite addicting... But..... I ♥ Myspace, but that doesnt mean that I cant make room for LC... Damn, these addicting sites.... lol. Now stick'em up... I want more points.... :o)

Myspace Lost
Sunday, October 22, 2006 myspace sucks Current mood: aggravated Category: Blogging Myspace sucks. I can prove it. I've been an alienated loner since before al gore claimed to invent the internet so tipper could control it. Myspace just completed some sort of truly impressive geometric expansion and successfully became what icq, hotmail, craigslist, and geocities were /ten fucking years ago/. Those other ones were were just decentralized. They made some money, sure, but they left the power with the people. If they had been left to grow unchecked; grow organically like human friendship does, they'd already have merged and incorporated a second-life sort of visual interface and we'd have the virtual democracy the thinkers of the world envisioned the net bringing to life as optimistic 90's fools. There would alredy /be/ a worldwide cyber-culture; an alternate-reality parallell social fabric to replace the tattered one in so many countries. 'The man' destroyed the social fab

Myspace Blogs
but this little story kinda touched me and it's definitely fitting for Christmas time :) I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadl

Myspace
for those of you that have welcomed me here thanks alot. i will probably not be on here as often as i would like , but you can if you want to hit me up on myspace.com @www.myspace.com/gichasome. yes , i know myspace (why?) don't really have an answer. you can also email at gichasome@yahoo.com. thank you

Myspace Censorship And New Corp.
Independent bands speculate MySpace censorship Musicians accuse company of deleting band profiles By: MAVERIC VU Issue date: 9/29/05 Section: Arts PrintEmail Article Tools Page 1 of 1 An independent band quickly shot up the music charts on MySpace, the popular online networking community. The band, Chach, used its album cover of two bikini-clad women as its main profile photo. MySpace then deleted Chach?s account due to the photo?s content. ?[MySpace] is dictating how to market our band,? said Chach guitarist Mimi Soltysik in a telephone conversation. ?They are discriminating what we choose to market.? Chach claimed that its profile was deleted after the band entered the site?s Top 40 music list in August. Meanwhile, MySpace has been under public scrutiny after media conglomerate News Corporation announced plans to purchase the Internet company in July. ?It would be great if bands could put up any image they wanted on MySpace, but the whole community

Myspace Nazi Squad!
Well....I knew it would happen eventually...I've been deleted from myspace! I had even less on that site than on any other! Oh well, my husband still has my link up on his space...HE HE!!!I'll probably start a new one and go very descreet like the other pro girls do!! Don't forget you can still see me on my site at: and you can also vote for me still at: Don't forget to comment and let me know if you want me to bother going back on myspace...stay here..etc. Licks! Michelle

My Space...
I sit here in thought wondering why, my mind is a blank filling my space though I try, the thoughts run amuck inside my head, but putting them down I feel so miss lead, out would come nothing even though I try, seems my thoughts dissapear for no reason why, the screen would miss guide me showing bare space, the plan that I had just seem to erase, I cry out for help to be laughed as a joke, expressing my troubles at the end of my rope, It just seems good help is so hard to find, scrolling this maze the blind leading the blind. ALWAYS, JR I make my way as I do each day, looking for a shout out or something to say, lost in though to whats really true, how I should give thanks to a friend like you, to just give thanks seems so impersonal though, so within this poem I'll let you know, you where my friend from the start, when emotions went south you helped mend my heart, you took your time to clearly show me, the power of friendship and how it should be. ALWAYS, JR

Myspace, Xanga, Blogging, And Other Things
Im a big myspace fan only because of family. Im addicted. I was blocked but I hacked around that. If I dont myspace my family will wonder what im doing on the net and they dont need to be on here. Keep them out of my real blogging life. ya know??? Body: Please repost this message to everyone you know on MySpace... If you consider MySpace an important part of your Internet routine... this information is critical for you and for all your friends... This message has been reposted from another one of my Friends here on MySpace and sent out to all of mine... Repost instructions at the end of this message. Please include those instructions when you repost it to help your friends: This message is a repost: Here are some of the reasons your friends are disappearing from your pages. MySpace trackers - Against MySpace policy and MySpace is deleting accounts that have them. This includes ANY and ALL types of trackers. You people that are advertising free trackers need to s

Myspace
http://www.myspace.com/geneerno Add me if you like. Keep in mind this is for people that actually talk to me or leave comments here and there. If you're just trying to up your friend total, please don't bother. Actually gonna be doing some weeding soon on both sites. :) Hope to see ya there

Myspace
yes, I know.. "myspace sucks" blah blah blah, and while I'm not about to dispute the suckage of said myspace, I do have a couple of accounts on myspace. Love it or lump it, you really want to know about me, www.myspace.com/dyinginlove is my personal page, and www.myspace.com/simplecomplexitysc is my music page. partially due to my lazyness, and partially due to my very static and often far between visits to the internet to check on accounts, I check my myspace, my yahoo, and then others, so don't be surprised if yu message me here and it is a century or two before I respond.

Myspace
ughh.. it sucks cuz i deleted myspace becuz of those friggin' idiots!! they won't leave me alone.. they keep postin rediculous pics of me and writing stories about "how heidi is a fungus" and "we are saving our wise oak tree from the fungus" and "we are here to protect you from the fungus" (that one is about ruining our marriage and HOW) IT'S FUCKIN REDICULOUS!! IF THEY WOULD FUCKEN LEAVE ME ALONE I WOULDN'T HAVE TO GO ALL FUCKEN PSYCHO ON THEIR FUCKEN HUMPBACK WHALE ASS! FUCK! UGHH... why dont i leave? cuz i have no place expect my parents an their not gonna drop the subject forever.. well.. i guess the good news is the lease is up in a month in half.. in mid may i'm moving to the new apartments my husband and i are getting and i will wait for him... the lease in this hell house doesn't end until the first week of june. so i will be by myself for a couple of weeks... how sad.. LOL Tomorrow" And I wanna believe you, When you tell me that it'll be ok, Ya I try to believe you,

Myspace Tweaks, Myspace Layouts, Myspace Images And More!
I just wanted 2 say ty 2 all my friends for the b-day gifts and all the luv you showed me . you made my birthday cool ty . all my friends on here rock. HELLO 2 ALL MY FRIENDS & FANS. I KNOW THAT NOT VERY MANY PEEPS LOOK AT THIS BUT WHAT THE HELL. I JUST WANTED 2 SAY HELLO 2 EVERY 1. I DON'T GET 2 EVERY ONE'S PAGE ALL THE TIME SO DON'T GET MAD. SO I WILL TELL EVERY HELLO THIS WAY. HOPE EVERY 1 IS DOING GREAT. IF ANY ONE NEEDS ANYTHING JUST LET ME KNOW I WILL TRY TO HELP. HAVE A GOOD 1...............

My Special Gift
My Special Gift there is a gift thats on my mind i think you will find it quite interesting you cannot see it, but you can feel it yo cannot take it, but you can have it you will find it if you are nice,sweet and kind you can keep it so without any delay i will say my special gift is LOVE love makes you happy and sometimes sad love makes you cheerful and sometimes mad but most of all love will fall when u are ready

Myspace.com Used To Track Sex Offender
POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS THIS IS IMPORTANT POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS THIS IS IMPORTANT Body: POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS THIS IS IMPORTANT STATE POLICE WARNING (NOT A JOKE)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of jokerkid613/thomasm200 contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM,

Myspace Repeat
im noticing the age of people on here starting to decrease. hopefully this does not become another myspace. its usually hard to tell with the dudes, but its not very hard to spot a 15 or 16 year old claiming to be 19 or older.well hopefully it doesnt get that way, cause cherry tap is a pretty cool place..and i have no problem with the younger generation, i was a teen once and i have three kids of my own but there needs to be a place where adults can congregate in a strictly adult environment. feel free to disagree or comment..i hope im not the only one seeing the age decrease.

My Special Friend.
Well I've been on CT for a little while now and have met some great new friends. Some good and some not so good, but no one compares to Bill. He is just so AWESOME ! Bill has become my closest and dearest friend. We have so much in common and always have something to talk about. Just talking to him makes my day go by much faster and a whole lot smoother. Just want to say " Thanks Bill....because of you the sun always shines at my house " !

Myspace Are You There?
Vicodine, norcos, percaset all those just pop them in and be in a calm mode makes me horny why is that hmm im in pain so i take them to release it ya are you addicted does anyone do amatuer picture taking? I want to do some old classic shots and in a graveyard like gothic style ok hit me up

Myspaceeee
heyy what up everyone. thank you all. im really new at this, i just joined 10 mins ago and i already have a million people leaving messages and comments.. lol anywaysss... i also have a myspace, feel free to check it out, its sweet and i have more pics!! www.myspace.com/BriiBabie dont be shy =) my aim screen name is gangstababie6x9

My Special Recipe For True Love
Ingredients: 2 Hearts Full of Love; 2 Heaping Cups of Kindness; 2 Armfuls of Gentleness; 2 Cups of Friendship; 2 Cups of Joy; 2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness; 1 Lifetime of Togetherness; 2 Minds Full of Tenderness; Method: Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty...... Love everything forgive Ingredients: 2 Hearts Full of Love; 2 Heaping Cups of Kindness; 2 Armfuls of Gentleness; 2 Cups of Friendship; 2 Cups of Joy; 2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness; 1 Lifetime of Togetherness; 2 Minds Full of Tenderness; Method: Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty...... Love everything forgive

My Space
Hey Ya'll Thanks so much for visiting my profile and thanks to Russ for inviting me! I wanted to share my space profile with you. I am an independent country singer and am working to get out there on the road! Please visit www.myspace.com/melissabrownfanclub and let me know what you think!! Melissa

My Speech!!
This is the speech I did infront of my mom's church last sunday. The reactions and the applause was just amazing and all the hands I shook and the thank you's was just truely amazing. I now want to be a advocate for the troops and do alot more for them. Its wonderful how God works in ways that suprise you. I am excited to see what happens in the near future. I have already gotten calls from people who want to help more. Hi, I'm Sharon and I would like to share something that started out as a thought and a call to the church. I wrote a letter to the church in May asking everyone to write up some thank you cards and letter to Our Brave Troops and little did I know it was going to turn into something great and amazing. A week after Lisa passed out the letters to the sunday school classes that I recieved a call from Jane Lowrey/Unity Class wanting to know if we could send care packages. Well we did, we sent 6 care packages to 3 soldiers and they all recieved them with in a week... Her

My Space
Since i'm a stay at home mom i'm going to be trying to sell Avon to make ends meet. Since i can sell to folks online & have it shipped to them I'm looking for customers.. www.youravon.com/dgordon. I hope everyone checks it out ty Well have been on here shortly over 24 hours & already i got MUMM banned lol.. Sorry if i offended any telemarketers.I think the site is cool.Been a long day here kids have drove me nuts.. could have thought of better uses for that veggy oil lol. But its 8:40pm & thinking bout cracking a beer on here. Love the idea of giving & sending folks virtual gifts.Plus i love getting surprises lol Just starting a blog on here. Summer has whizzed by so fast which is both good & bad.Sitting here watching tv seeing what this siyes about

Myspace.
i like how people get pissed off because u move em to a different spot yet agen i like how ppl just get all crazy because either u dont put them on ur top friends and yeah haha myspace people have gone crazy

Myspace Sucks!!!
I was a true believer in myspace thinking that i could get all the friends i wanted and socialize. Hey and why not thats what it says "a place for friends," BULL! I've been on myspace too long and now i got FUBAR. Now all my love is to you, and the person that told me bout this place u rock! Well thankx for reading my first blog i hoped you enjoyed it if not i'll get better with time(i hope). Thankx Pudders:)

My Spider
Can a (bird eating) spider be sneeky? Mine sure can! She is drying (streching, healing, whatever...) after the big molt. And when Im home, she's laying on her living area floor almost saying: "I had such a hard time, I need some more rest". But I caught her, crawling over the flowers and the wood and she noticed me watching her... Now she is acting tired again. LOL she is so funny! My cats miss the attention, so Im going to rest in front of the TV (tomorrow will be my 7th day at work in a row) and they can lay next to me and get their attention. p.s. Am I a witch? Having cats and a spider... LOL

Myspace Makes Millions, You Make Zilch
So why not come visit us over at Yuwie? Instead of hoarding all that rediculous profit to themselves, they actualy developed a method to pay its users. There is no cost to join, you neednt provide any personal info untill you're perfectly comfortable. Your email wont get spammed with messages, and you wont get a bunch of friend requests from people that dont even exist So what are you waiting for, come join the other 130,000 members of Yuwie. And dont forget, bring your friends

Myspace Blogs
these are copys of my blogs from myspace, since i'm done on myspace, i thaught i would move them over here to give you a little better idea of who i am. So enjoy kiddies ... I Raped your god .... hello kiddies and welcome to another installment from the asylum ... so today i just got home from work, after working a 12 hour shift, all i was thinking about was getting into the house and hitting the bed for some well needed sleep. anyway as i pull into the drive way i see theres this suv sitting in my drive way, im so tired i really dont care so i just pull in and start heading to my front door. thats when it happens next thing i know the doors spring open on this suv and out get 2 guys in suits and a woman in like a dres suit, well they ambush me before i can get to the front door. i knew it was going to be bad when i seen the pamplets in there hands and a bible. so any way they want to tell me a.bout "God" they go onto there whole speel before i can say anything as in how

My Space
Sometimes I’m in my on little space Thinking of me and to hell with the race No one helps me this much is for sure Why should I - be part of the cure Let things happen as if I don’t care My feelings are mine – why should I share Because it is right to help if I can Do what I must and be part of the plan Raised to do right and do what I should It’s not up to me to make it all good But if I don’t try to help who I can Have I really become a man I not here to say what’s right or wrong Live out your feelings and try to be strong Life is not easy this much you know Try to do good and like what you show. Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 10/10/07

Myspace Stuff
Prevent your myspace account from being hacked ( phished ). You can read this article HERE . Oh and please pass this info about the article on. Lets stop hackers and spammer and make myspace a better place. Please share this with your friends, even though we are on fubar alot of us still use Myspace.

Myspace
its like myspace but u get paid to do the same thing.... You have been invited to join Yuwie.com by callie morris. When you join, you will be instantly connected to callie and callie's friends. Click the link below to join. http://www.yuwie.com/yuwie.asp?r=2506&vid= What is Yuwie? ================= First off, Yuwie is 100% FREE. Yuwie is like any other "connect with friends" or social networking site. But we have one major difference. Use Yuwie - Get Paid! Yuwie pays you to blog, upload pictures, refer friends, chat, hang out, etc. its like myspace but u get paid to do the same thing.... You have been invited to join Yuwie.com by callie morris. When you join, you will be instantly connected to callie and callie's friends. Click the link below to join. http://www.yuwie.com/yuwie.asp?r=2506&vid= What is Yuwie? ================= First off, Yuwie is 100% FREE. Yuwie is like any other "connect with friends" or social networking site. But we have one major

My Spot
You called to ask me back, professing you still love me I can't help but wonder how could this be when you turned your back and abandoned me You left to be with someone else now claiming to have made a fool of yourself i didn't ask you to go, it was you, who left I have forgave, but i never forgot how you said she was your high school sweetheart treated me like your love suddenly stopped It wasn't your leaving, but the way you left no thoughts of me, my kids, but only self lying that it wasn't for anyone else you hurt me deep, broke me inside for months, every day i cried now you are asking to be back in my life? you left because you wanted to go my life moved on when you clsed that door so to answer your request boo...... HELL TO THE NO!!!!! I want to love you like you've never been loved before. It's not just physically, but such a mental love that you can feel deeply Let me caress your mind with my heart let me kiss your soul so very softly let me s

My Spirit!
I LONG TO BE-IN MY HOME BY THE SEA,I LIVE TO BE-A COWBOY OF THE SEA,WHEN I SLEEP-I DREAM OF BEING OUT ON THE OPEN SEA,WHEN I'M AWAKE-I CAN'T WAIT TO BE ON MY BOAT OUT ON THE SEA,AFTER A LONG DAY-I THANK HEAVENLY FATHER FOR MY SAFE DAY OUT ON THE SEA,IF YOU HAVE THE COURAGE AND ARE UP TO IT-COME JOIN THIS PANIOLO 'O KE KAI,THIS "COWBOY OF THE SEA" WHEN FISHERMAN GOES TO SEA THEY TAKE THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD WITH THEM. THEY BARE THE RESPONSABILITIESOF THE SAFETY FOR ALL WHO GO WITH THEM. THEY CARRY THE HEARTS OF THOSE THEY LEAVE BEHIND WITH THEM. WHILE THEY ARE OUT CATCHING THEIR SHARE OF FISHERMANS GOLD THEY WONDER IF IT'S ENOUGH. THEY PRAY FOR DIRECTIONS. THEY PRAY FOR FULL LOADS OF FISHERMANS GOLD. THEY PRAY FOR SAFE PASSAGE. THEY PRAY THAT THEIR LOVED ONES WILL BE WAITING TO GREET THEM AT THE END OF THE RUN. THE BEST THINGS IN A FISHERMANS DAY ARE: HAVING A GREAT CREW HAVING A BOUNTIFUL CATCH HAVING A SAFE JOURNEY OUT & BACK HAVING NO BREAKAGE OF EQUIPMENT MOST IM

Myspace Death
Sunday, February 04, 2007 Three Decades of Pure Evil... from the nice guy. So I hear through the myspace vine that I am dead.Well that sucks. First , being dead realy stresses me out and I might have to use swear words to rid myself of the frustration of death.Oreos might help.Am I still allowed to eat? I also have some questions. 1.Im guessing that sex is out of the question for me now....... hhmmm 2.No food either? 3.Do I realy have to rot? that blows 4.If I play stupid like a zombie do I get to stick around longer? 5.Does it have to be human brains or can I just go pick a squirrel out of a tree and take a bite? 6.Oh and does fried chicken skin count? 7.If I am dead is it cheating to use an air pump to get myself up? 8.Is it possible to embalm myself without help ......... cause rotting will suck 9.How do I take care of that fresh from the grave scent? 10.Am I allowed to break the law? Can I even be prosecuted? Well I guess just let me know about as much

My Special Perfect One
My Special Perfect One-Her hands,her face,her ways.Her body over me,the way she talks to me-those eyes,her tenderness,and her power.Her strength,and add the passion between her & me,I mean...Purposed & catered to me,my mind & my body...... Will I find you wrapped in one? My search has begun,but will you come-My special perfect one, I see pieces of my buried treasure here & there-I’ve looked everywhere- for my special perfect one... I’ve looked everywhere,But I’m not givin’ up, until I find my special perfect one. My special one- Is it all in my mind,is there no such thing...One woman having everything’, I refuse to believe she’s just a fantasy....Cause she’s everywhere...She’s all I see... How sweet it will be for you & me,Once the moment comes,and we finally meet...I’m savin’ all of my love for you, I know you’re savin all you’re savin’ all yours for me too.... Cause you’re my special perfect one...My special perfect one- twist of fate,my

My Spaceship Pg 11--
It was strange, yet seemed natural.The perfect blending in his mind.Unlike the memories that bleed like light beneath a wave,fragmented and torn.Memories from before. These thoughts ran free and unhindered, released by the Translation Effect.Ordered and complete. Almost as if they had always been, yet seemingly aware that this was not always so. The Effect of translation on certain living creatures was as random as it was bizzare.The Irony being that the creatures that had reached a level of technology equal to the task of performing a Translation rarely benefited much from the experience, while those that had yet to develop something as simple as the wheel were catapulted to various levels of genius. Yet they cannot perform translation. The Two's fell into the later catagory, and the Three's well, they were Three's, Prone to rash decisions whatever the circumstances. Cowboy glanced over at Dix who was busy removing a splinter from a finger with his teeth. He sighed enjoying thi

My Spider Web Site
Hello, This is Jack Louis with an important thought for you to ponder. Is it really impossible to make money for free? Most would tell you so. But the old adage, "It takes money to make money" was stated long before the development of the Internet. Its true if you're in real estate, but there are now infinite options available through the Internet. This is nothing new of course. There's no limit to the number of people with systems who will charge you anywhere from $70 to $3000 for their "industry expert secrets". You've all been there before. Some flashy page filled with promises, followed with a spot for your Visa Car Number, and you receive all of their "highly-confidential secrets" in the form of some long, complicated book, eBook, training course, or video series. So you've spent your money, and so far, you've definitely not gotten anything in return, other than continued promises that all of these things you just payed for will somehow materialize into that beautiful

My Spotlight
My Spotlight is over :( But I'm still up for grabs! Want to Own me? Want me to ravage you with gifts and rates?? You do?? Woot! Heres how it works.If you aren't already a friend with our lovely hostest SunySkyz then click on her pic and add her. :) Then you can find me in her Auction Folder. If you already are a friend, well then you know what to do! :) ♥SunySkyz♥@ fubar If you don't feel like playing, please stop by my page and show me some luvin anyway. ♥ *Pink0828 *@ fubar

Myspace
I use myspace more then I am on here. if you are interested in chit chatting i would love to talk to you on myspace. OR i have AOl yahoo and msn. Yahoo is Hard2getbutch@yahoo.com and then Aol hard2getbutch and then on msn or hot mail it is JesseJames02@hotmail.com. I dont know how to use this as well as myspace and it takes more to learn how. I am a mobster so i play on myspace more.Mobsters is a game they have. it is interesting!

My Spirit
the hunger of desire my nightly prey, my hunger grows the need to feed, when evening slows trapped by my passionate fires a prisoner of my deepest desires no escape from this yearning as the flames continue burning caught up in the heat of this friction lost to the truth of this fiction a love grown from the seeds of lust driven to do what it is that I must to nourish my spirit, expand my mind to feed on your love, always so kind spirit possession in the visions of sleeping unwind her presence permeates my mind embracing the chaos of thought stoking the burning passions caught enchanted by recurring vivid dreams past the point of reason it seems causing opiate addiction boundless incurable affliction born of sweet soft words deftly spoken joined connections more than token branded within each others hearts make panicked sorrows when we're apart chained by us to our very desires glowing from passionate fires lightly grasping our inner pea

Myspace?
My niece recently moved to Seattle, WA from Memphis.. and I miss her like crazy.. She wanted me to set up a MYSPACE to talk to her, so I DID!! So I'm trying to figure it out, but if you have Myspace, Please add me!! here's my page.. : www.myspace.com/selenakaos

Myspace Apps
referrel link for true gangsters..http://ref1.clipwiregames.com/ref/click.php?g=truegangsters&w=60203332 super poke pets... http://EmT4LiFe.superpokepets.com add me on myspace if u havent already...www.myspace.com/sexy_chic_4_ever

My ~11~ Spot!
OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER Have you thought... ....dream of .... OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER.... As, if we were there... I have imagined it to be similar to this....while we are just all wrapped up in this little bliss... now pay attention as if we were there, ... where?....I have not a date for when, but this is how I believe this will all begin...this only importance to this message I am trying to send... You now know some of MI'.... as I do of you... now things have begun and somehow grew..... Now that we are past the introduction stage... we both know .... there is connection we engage... So, this place we have set to meet.... a place yet unknown but we will greet.... I am thinking I wont say much when I first arrive... we have already shared much and could write an archive.... So, a warm breath of a secret, I may in your ear... just to let you know I have arrived and I am close, and oh so very near.... I could come meet and shake your hand...but from behind... I imagine that would b

My Special Someone
I bet you didn't know That you just passed my mind. You do this so many times each day Since a guy like you is so hard to find.I saw a falling star Just the other day For I sat there and thought But only had one thing to say.The wish I just got I really do not need. Because the only wish I want Is a wish I have already received?Some might even say That I'm in another place Every time I think of how you look And that smile on your face.To conclude the way I feel About all the things you do You are that special someone. You're like a dream come true.

My Stories
MASTER "I have thought about what you are offering and I am willing to submit to you as my master." The words crossed her lips with a surety and understanding above her 18 years. She would commit to her master wholly and completely, whatever that involved. A smile crossed his lips with the knowledge of this. He would control her, dominate her, watch her submit and surrender to this lifestyle. His anticipation of this left him almost breathless with desire. "I will call you. You may never contact me. The instructions I give are complete and must be obeyed to the letter. Failure to comply will lead to punishment. Punishment is my choice and delivery of punishment will happen over a period of time decided by me. Public humiliation will not form part of this relationship. The pain will be torture and delightful." His words caused her fear and trepidation. These became immediate aphrodisiacs. She felt the crotch of her panties become soaked. She heard her breath ragged in h

My Stuff
You know, it's never pretty when one grows older... especially when it is ungraceful.. time seems to fly by, and no one is paying attention to the changes around them anymore because they are so damned busy. I have fallen down the rabbit hole.. as I have always been the 'obeserver' now, I am in charge of my own universe. It's funny it took this long to finally figure it out.. what is life? who is god? Why am I here? Unfortunately, the answers to these questions only pertain to me.. it is a duty of all to figure out these questions for yourself...for me, I am God, I am here to create, life is only an illusion..and everyone I see is part of me, and they are themselves as well... by the choices they have made in their lives, and the 'programing' they have recieved from the stimuli they are surrounded by. I used to think that life was a situation of daily tasks and goals, however, I couldn't have been more wrong..it is about experiencing everything that is around me, and to

My Stuff!
Hey hey all! You know I could get used to writing these blogs since I do them often on my other sites.. I wouldn't wanna bore the shit out of ya or anything lol...How bout this: You all give me ideas as to what to write on and I will sure write about them! But anyways You gotta make them good ya know.. But until next time! *kisses*

My Struggle
Sickle cell anemia is a hereditary disorder that mostly affects people of African ancestry, but also occurs in other ethnic groups, including people who are of Mediterranean and Middle Eastern descent. More than 70,000 Americans have sickle cell anemia. And about 2 million Americans - and one in 12 African Americans - have sickle cell trait (this means they carry one gene for the disease, but do not have the disease itself). Sickle cell anemia occurs when a person inherits two abnormal genes (one from each parent) that cause their red blood cells to change shape. Instead of being flexible and round, these cells are more rigid and curved in the shape of the farm tool known as a sickle - that's where the disease gets its name. The shape is similar to a crescent moon. What Is Sickle Cell Anemia? Sickle cell anemia is a blood disorder that affects hemoglobin (pronounced: hee-muh-glow-bin), a protein found in red blood cells that helps carry oxygen throughout the body. Red blood cells with

My Stories
On the long drive home I am thinking about how nice it would be to curl up with you, snuggling close as we sleep. Looking up at the endless highway and seeing that I have maybe another hour before I pull into our driveway, and smiling to myself as I remember this day. We actually finished the project a day earlier than projected. I decided to drive home that night instead of waiting until the next day. You did not expect me home until the following evening, but I thought I would surprise you. Anticipation building as the miles grows closer to home. The hour is late and I can see you snuggled in bed sleeping. An idea crosses my mind as I pull my car into the garage. I leave my bags in the car and would deal with them in the morning. My thoughts are with you upstairs. Quietly I come into the house and locking up behind myself. I am hoping not to wake you. The girls come to great me and I try to keep them quiet giving them some attention and a treat before I creep through

My Stories And Poems
A weekend away with you up in the mountains....Oh how we need this love...... It only takes you a few minutes to get the fire going. I walk into the living room, carrying a tray of hot cocoa and the minute I see you, I feel an overwhelming need to touch you. I come over to you and wrap my arms around you from behind, sliding my cold hands up under your sweater. "Hey!" …but you stop me from pulling my hands away and turn around in my arms. You smell so good, of fresh air and firewood. I nuzzle my face in your neck, kissing you softly. I can feel your breath in my ear and your lips on my hair. I'm right where I belong. My hands are still under your shirt, warming up on you. I move them around to your front and slide them up to run across your chest. You pull back a bit, just far enough to let me continue my exploring. I look up at your face as you are looking at me. I smile as our eyes meet, knowing that our night promises to be an amazing one. "I made some cocoa…" "It can

My 1st Blog
First i would like to thank my friend's that i have met on Lost Cherry you have made me feel so welcome all the kind word's and the sweet comment's!! I came to lost cherry to chill out after my 9-5 job and to meet true people and i have to say i have met some true folk's. It's hard to get to my friend's page's i do truly try but i will tell you to be HONEST i go to the one's that come to mine i'm sorry that is how i feel and they are the one's that are REAL to me and they know who they are. So i want to thank you again and i'm here so pls say hi and if i dont respond in a timley manner i will when i get on. (Carla)

My Story, A Work In Progress
In a room large enough to be a hospital waiting room, Kris sits at her desk listening to the boss yell over the phone. Granted not every boss is this way all the time but unlucky for her this one was. Every five minuets it seemed he was yelling at someone new. Be it her or someone else it seemed Dick was never happy unless he was yelling. Poor guy to be named Dick, although it sooted him well. As to try to keep him from yelling at her Kris sat at her desk typing letters and other documents out for Dick. Trying to zone out the yelling in the next room and listening to the clicks of her keyboard. Here and there stopping to answer the phone and directing the calls to his office, then the yelling would start again. The hours seemed to go by so slowly when it was like this. Nothing but typing and yelling to listen to. Again the phone rings " Quality Business Products, this is Kris, Hold a moment while I direct your call ple…" "Please wait. " the voice said on the othe

My Story
One Slaves Story: Well first let me introduce myself. My name is Pam, I am 49 years old (at the writing of this). I have been in this life style since I was 17(32Yrs now). Now the story begins. It was a nice spring day in up state New York. So being 17 I wanted to get out go for a walk, so I headed to the park with a good book, and some lunch. I found a good spot and settled down with my book. I must of been there for hours just reading and enjoying the nice day, when a shadow creep across my book, making it hard to see what I was reading. So I looked up for the source and was staring into the most perfect eyes I'd ever seen. I smiled and said would you mind moving out of the sun for me your blocking it. He looked at me and smiled back asking me what I was reading? I told him Stephen Kings new book. Then he asked me if I did a lot of reading and I told him yes I do every chance I get. We then started talking about different books and the ones we liked. When he realized that I n

My Style
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

My Stuff!!!!
The slender moon in its silvery sheen, The golden stars with the blue between Of a dreamy, summer sky; And still the night winds sigh. With the silvery moon to whisper to, And the golden stars to kiss, mid the blue Of a listening, summer sky, For what should the night winds sigh? ON the dusty earth-drum Beats the falling rain; Now a whispered murmur, Now a louder strain. Slender, silvery drumsticks, On an ancient drum, Beat the mellow music Bidding life to come. Chords of earth awakened, Notes of greening spring, Rise and fall triumphant Over every thing. Slender, silvery drumsticks Beat the long tattoo-- Mother Nature, the Great Musician, Calling life anew. What mythical being are you (angel, devil, etc.)? (anime pics) You are a dragon. You are calm, cool, and independent. You have a nice group of friends that support you and stay with you unless you need your time alone. You protect the people close to

Mystickah's Poetry
when winter came the snow fell softly to the ground covering the world in a blanket of white listen to wind whistling in and out of the branches of the sycamore tree no noise in the air no sound at all a peaceful silence in the world flying high feeling the air gush past nothing above me nothing below me just me and the sky floating in and out of clouds landing on the nearest star capturing glimpses of this enchantment planets go soaring by on their orbit orion stopped for a visit i'm surrounded by a haze of color mesmerized by it all my heart is pounding my body seduced into ecstasy i'm in a euphoric daze white lights streak across the darkness of twilight leaving bands of rainbows orbiting through the sky colors that i've never seen etching in my third eye mystical beauty of the stars setting me in harmony

My Stories Mostly Fanfiction
Hermione was laying by the pond in the back yard of the Borrow, she was staring up at the sky, her mind full. She just had another fight with Ron. They screamed and yelled at each other for at least twenty minutes before she had had enough and walked out of the room. It was over a little thing, then they said horrible things to each other, and she wanted to go up and apologize but she wanted him to say it first, which probably wouldn’t happen. She blinked back the tears away that were starting to welling up in her eyes. She stood up and started walking towards the woods, in there her mind would clear and she would be able to talk to Ron more calmly after that. Ron was laying on his bed, he was still trying to calm down from the fight he had with Hermione. She irritated him so much sometimes that he would snap and wind up saying something stupid and then a big fight breaks out. He sighed and sat up in his bed and walked to the window and saw Hermione walking off to the woods, for a

Mystery
In March of 1997, I was pregnant with twins and one twin was pushed against my spine cause the other one absorbed in my uterus but the amniotic sack didn't. They never realized it until it was too late to do anything about it. I went into the hospital 8 weeks early and they were trying to keep the baby in me since the sack that broke was empty there was nothing wrong with the other one to give her a chance to grow. 3 days later, I called the doctors in and said I feel pressure I have to push, they said no you dont she is already out. I was only 16 years old. I was faced already with all the doctors telling me throught the whole thing to abort the pregnancy but like any mother I gave my child the chance that she deserved. Weighing only 2 pounds 10 ounces, she could fit in the palm of my hand and she had hypo plastic left heart syndrome which mean that only the valves on the right side of her heart worked the ones on the left didn't, so once the aeorta closed which is a path to help bloo

My Stupid Boring Drama Filled Life!!
I'm eating breakfast Sitting in my chair Today there are no bruises on my face And that is rare. I yearn comfort and affection Happiness and love Instead over my mouth I feel someone's glove. A gloved hand Pressing hard against me I can't help it The wails come free. But today it is peaceful All day long I play Making stick figures Out of clay. But now it is tonight And he is home And suddenly I am Left all alone. Where did my mummy go? I hear a slamming door. He picks me up in his arms I start to shriek-can't stay calm. He shouts at me to be quiet Tells me not to make such a riot. Then I feel it on my face-SLAP I feel it on my belly-WHACK I think one of my ribs is about to break I don't know how much more I can take. He throws me on the chair And slowly strips me bare. Why is he touching me there? Why is he pulling my hair? Why are his hands roaming all over me? Why wont he let me free? What is that hard thing pressed against me?

My Stuff
J: Easy to have fun with E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes N: Can kick ur butt N: Can kick ur butt Y: Loved by everybody A: Drop Dead GORGEOUS B: Loves people C: Really easy to fall in love with D: Is great in bed E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: Loves to laugh J: Easy to have fun with K: BEST SMILE L: Really silly M: Makes dating fun N: Can kick ur butt O: Has one of the best personalities ever P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: Good bf/gf S: Lives life for fun T: Great Kisser U: Gets blamed for every thing V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody Z: Lives life for fun REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you?" Got Widgets? Get Paid!Post this to your MySpace or anywhere!

My Story
In days of old, when knights were bold, this particular knight was leaving for a crusade and called of his squires: "I'm leaving for the crusade. Here is the key to my wife's chastity belt. If, in 10 years, I haven't returned, you may use the key." The knight sets out on the dusty road, armored from head to toe, and takes one last look at his castle. He sees the squire rushing across the drawbridge, yelling, "Stop! Thank goodness I was able to catch you. This is the WRONG KEY." revan was once a very powerful jedi master. . . the war between the republic and the sith had taken it's toll on both sides. . .the losses were heavy and both armies could barely function. But finally exar kun was defeated, and the fragile republic began to re-build itself. it was in this moment of weakness that mandalore openly declared war on the republic, starting by striking first at unarmed worlds on the outer-rim, prevoking the repbulic with each world taken. for months the republic fought to keep out

My Stuff
hey peoples i am board and loney stuff happened the weekened of the 28th and because of it i think i got all my friends mad at me. so i need friends, good friends. Friends that will be there for me and do stuff with me. i need friends that will call me to just talk or invite me to go places with them. im always home alone and board and i hat it. so if u want to be a friend that will call me to talk jor to inviete to to do something or go someplace with then message me.

Mystics Musings
So long I have waited to be with a good man during Yule. Now I have one. I am So ecstacic I got man. that loves me and my kids. He Treats me like gold and has asked me to be his wife.. I acnt wait to be his bride. There are still good men out there. and im so happy and lucky I found mine. woohoo for the vdery first time i made jumbalays today. just for the game and it came out great. now other things i wouldnt mind doing for the first . lets see getting vioulated b 4 women, john cena, and going to monday night raw Wallowing in lonliness, drowning in my tears You have breathed life into my worst fears You have taken my heart and torn it assunder ahttered it into miniscule parts I hope you enjoyed your plunder The joy you once gave me has turned into my pain On my weary soul you've left a bloody stain My Fantasy my nightmare both reside in you I truelly hope all your dreams come true If you have any care for me you will leave me be instead of pushing me deeper into mi

My Stash
Just to clear up my definition of Friends and Buddies. Only female can by my friends cuz' one day when i find a wife she will be my best friend. (yes i know it sounds lame but.. fuck u it's my life and that's what i Want.) So guys ,dudes and males can only reach as high as good buddy or maybe best buddy at the most. Please take the time to rate my cherry stash. i will do the same 4 u. The music i make is real but will u ever understand it ?? maybe not, but i don't worry about it, cuz' when my catalog of music is done u will discover it and u will seek it out like a drug. what i make it more then just Hop HOp like DeadPrez put it it's Bigger than Hip Hop. see i luv my Black ppl more than anything but i understand now most of u are asleep in the mind chasing fool gold as older ppl would say. Far too often ppl other than Black ppl come to me and tell me how they feel my music and they even peep out the tiny message in it that i would hope my ppl would get...... wheth

My Story
.... my story!!!!!!!!!!!! Category: Music welcome to the original detonator robbie dees page Current mood: bouncy Category: Parties and Nightlife yo welcome(",)all to my new page im happy that youve all come..... detonation boulevard events are my baby and i run them with my good friend keaty. ive been in the uk rave seen for a very long time and winning "best oldskool mc" was the cherry on the cake.... please feel free to leave your blog.........your all welcome xxx MC Robbie Dee - The Original Detonator Interview 1997 In the early nineties, Robbie D dominated the scene. By May '92, Robbie was flying, literally. At Fantazia Summertime at Matcham Park, Bournemouth, he was put in a harness and hoisted up over the 16,000 strong crowd of stunned ravers below. This was the big time. The rave scene had been detonated. Robbie D started MC'ing at the tender age of 16, before the rave scene as we know it was even established. Robbie was bang into hip hop a

My Story
The evening breeze filled the air, not to cold but not to warm, just right as cool as could be...The monks moved from the temple followed by a coffin and two straight lines of the people of the Alinjah Realm. Following behind them was the Goddess Tennarrathe with her head lowered in honor of the funeral going on. The monk’s soft voices of the song of the Alinjah realm filled the evening through the wind. The wind carried their voices over the entire realm which awoken the other creatures of the realm whom began to gather within the walk. . Tears flowed down Manie's cheeks and soaked her red silky blindfold given to her by her twin sister Jessalyn Marie Shadowbane. Ravn walked in silence with her head lowered not a word spoken from her as she continued on her way behind the casket that carried Jessalyn. The sun within the sky was shining brightly however it was not filled with warmth and happiness as it normally was but on this day it was filled with sadness and pain it would seem

My Stuff
my babies were born today n they r in very bad shape ... pls pray for them we need all the help we can get She’s floating above Watching them try To save her life She thought she was ready to die The images fade She can hear the cries Of all the people she left behind. Her body is numb Her face so white As her life fades away She is going towards the light. She’s back at her house She’s not sure why She can see now why her family cries. There are her pictures all in a row Leading to a place she dare not go She sees a long white box She goes looks in Now looking at the body she once was in She made her choice She chose to die She didn’t think what she would leave behind She only thought of the pain she hides It has been so long and still she walks Warning those with terrible thoughts No matter how bad, no matter the pain She whispers to them remember my name She whispers to all that are hurt That suicide really does hurt For only

My 1st Blog
post this saying "Ask Me Out Already i like u" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" (DON'T BE EMBARASED) Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if taken, if not u will have bad relationships for ten years

My Story 1
[justin's pov still] i get out of the car at the jewlery store, walking in i spot this silver ring (since amanda told me she preferred silver over gold), it had a beautiful blue sahire in the middle with little diamonds around it. it was small, but i know amanda would love it. she's never really been one to be too crazy about something big, just something small and meaningful. i ask the clerk how much it is and he said it was on sale for $200. i handed him my credit car and he give me the ring in a silky celcet black box, my credit card, and the reciept. we exchange goodbye's. then i get in the car and drive home. [end of justin's pov] [nobody's pov] justin walks in the house and finds amanda sitting on the couch watching degrassi. justin: are you watching degrassi again? lol. amanda: *smiles big* uh-uh. justin: *shakes head and laughs sitting next to amanda, wrapping his arms around her cuddling her* amanda: *smiles placing a hand on his neck kissing him softly* justin: (

My Stories!
My story is that of a miracle. Never in my wildest dreams would I have guessed that the person, who would return my sense of hope, would be my own five-year-old daughter. This is my story. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Another morning in the Aspen Mountains. Another morning I must face without her. Ever since I lost my wife, Merry, it has been such an incredible burden to wake up every morning without her by my side. She died in a car crash. It had been sleeting that day, and the roads were slippery. She had been driving home to us, after a trip to the library to get some books. But the driver on the other side sped up, and his wheels skidded. He lost control of the vehicle, and my wife was hit head-on. It is still a bit hard to talk about this, since it happened only three weeks ago, right after Thanksgiving. I remember that night clearly. I had been finishing up the dishes as Merry and our daughter, Hope, played around on the living room carpet. I remember smiling as Hope’

My 1st
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin!

My Stuff!!!
Thinking of You I look out the window and just stare... As the wind blows the dirt through the air.. The howling sound in the night... Twinkling stars, such a beautiful sight... I think of you and how you are... Making a wish on a shooting star... I think of what could be... If you was here next to me... Looking out at the darkness in the sky... Really wanting to just cry... I long for your caressing touch... From the bottom of my heart I love you so much... Tonya

My 1st Contest
ok everyone i need 330 comments for my contest and if everyone will come and help then i know i can win this thing.... Please and remember if you ever need my help all you have to do is ask...thanx to everyone who comes and helps me out... I am in my first contest everyone and now I really need everyone's help I will help you out when you guys need help all you have to do is ask me and now please go to the contest and comment bomb me I really need it I am 700 below the 1st person so I need everyone PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE Thanx to everyone that comes out and gives me a hand....

My Stuff
when we first met i was so excited.i couldnt belive someone so great was interested in me. the slightest touch from u sent a tingle through my body. when you bit my neck, i froze. i couldnt. belive how comfertable i felt with your arms around me.t hat kiss goodbye was so sweet. after that nite i made sure i was online every morning hoping you would atleast say hi. the gift you gave me made me the happiest i had been in a long time. just sitting with you on the couchwas so sweet. i nver thought you would actually ask me. altough it was weird for a min, i was so thrilled to b your g/f. just seeing you ALWAYS made my day brighter. going anywhere with you was always a trip :). that first (& only) nite we spend together was AMAZING. i loved just laying there in your arms. it was so nice to b wanted. but then i started to c and talk to you less and less/ then one day YOUR friend tells me that us beign together is a bad thing. the next day im told your talkin and tryin to fuck soem other gurl

“mystory” A Revelation In The Making
I’m using this book I have For the last thing it requests of me This may not be great To me it is still a mystery I’m using this book for what its worst And on this February 3, That worth may lower its value Nothing special about this date, Nothing special at all This may mean the world to me, But a peace of s&*! to you all This book has history to it Not one that you can get in school This history is of me, So I named it mystory And this book is nearing its end To me this book came: New, Clean, and Untouched Couldn’t wait to write my first word down I wrote thing I need not share, For some of you were there For you who would like to read, This is the reason for that lock & key No mistake can be erase all are writing down At times I may lose my page I start a new, But continue writing down

My Stuff
Hi to all who are my friends. I have not been on lately if you've noticed if not that's cool too. But I probably won't be on very often for the next few months due to school and work. So I cannot participate my time in sending things back and forth or comment bombing if your in something so please do not ask. Not trying to sound like a dick or anything but I seriously have no time besides getting work done. I wish you all well and look forward when I do have time to chat with you all again. :) Warm regards, Derrick/ImmortalRain My Mottos Here are a few of my mottos, I wrote them on my friend Eric's blog but decided I liked them and wanted to post them myself so here they are... 1) The past is gone, the future is far in the distance but the present is now. So live for the present because it is what matters. 2) This is a fairly new one. It kind of points out the extremes we make. If we care for something or want something so bad we lose sight of ourselves a

Mysteryman's Blog
Hiya all, just a few words about my last trip to florida :) got back home to sweden yesterday after spending 3 weeks in florida visiting friends over there. I spent most of the time driving around looking for a place to live for one of my friends there that was told by her landlord she had to move out before feb 5. Idrove about 2200 miles during this trip......lol I'm allready looking in to possible flights for my next trip......i just love florida and it's likely i'll move over there some day:)

Mystic Love Of Life.....
Mystic love of life… To cherish what you have… Becomes a prize with-in… To be love is a treasure… To lose a love… Becomes an inner experience of heartbreak… Destiny is a mystery of life… The past becomes a ghost that at time hunts you…. Today bring tears, laughter, joy, wonders, hug, kisses, but most of all it leaves you with hope, that tomorrow becomes a brighter day…..

My Stuff
ok, as some of you know, a couple months ago, i decided to go back to school to earn my GED. Being a High School drop out has had its affects on me, and for the longest time, i've felt bad about not graduating. Especially after seeing both my brother and sister graduate.. But, i did however take a GED test Last Tuesday. and here are the results... What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland

My Stuff *:]
You took away my last breath Left me gasping for air Tore the soul inside me apart As I'm left standing in total darkness What have you done? What did you do to me? Took away the one precious thing I still had left Why did I have to give it all away Every last drop of trust was left in you I'm laying on the floor motionless No strength to get back on my feet Nights pass as days stand still I'm stuck in the moment of my biggest mistake Where do I turn when all the lights go out As I'm running through the rain Sobs and sad sorrow is the expression on my face Did you ever really love me to begin with Were all the words you said a lie Why did you have to cut me so deep? Leaving a hole in the place where my heart used to be Now I walk around cold and afraid I don't want anyone else to see the scars you left with me Why did you have to make me fall for you Then walk away

My 1st Blast
Ok everyone watch for my 1st blast because I may miss it...I just got it for 1 day for now lol!! Anyway if anyone does see it take a screen shot for me lmao!!! I had no idea what to put in it was lost for words... imagine that me lost for words hahahaa!!! Love you all Michelle

My Stuff, Thoughts, Etc.
Good day ladies and gentlemen.. thought I would get this kicked off right by saying hello. For those who do not know, I am single and taking applications, lol. I will talk to just about everyone, but I do not like drama queens or people who only want me to rate them. This is NOT A popularity contest, it is designed to meet new and exciting people.. so if your one of those drama people.. do not even bother. You shall be ignored. Anyways, Im not much for writing blogs unless Im drunk, so, I shall keep people posted when I can! Also I do have MySpace if anyone wants to look. The address is http://myspace.com/shadow_alchemist29

My Stuff
Perfection in my Eyes All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes. Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my h

My Stuff
I just joined cherry tap recently and im amazed totally how great and caring everyyone is...Thank you so much God bless you...xoxox Thanks to all that visit my page,,,any help be nice..Im a fresh starter..hahaha

Mysteries Of Me
Yo, I don't know what to think! I hate gettin mixed signals, playin games, and just bein out of the loop. Alright this one girl has been fuckin wit me every since I met her. I know she wants me and I'm willing to make hr feel good, but she has a boyfriend (a goofy mufucka at that) I asked her for a cig and she said" yeah as long as your girlfriend is ok if I smoke with you". No female in site, just me and my boy. I didnt say anything at the time because I was feinin for nicotine. I think she thinks she's the shit and canfuck wit dudes to get her way, but I haven't studied this specimen as closely as the next I will describe. This other one is an 18 yr old tat Ihooked up with because she was stalking me at the mall. she didn't want to go home so I took her back to the spot and we fucked she initiated itI wasn't going to make a move beinthe gentlemen I am but when she made her move I was like ok you done fucked up now and I gave her the the fckin of her life. Anyway, she's coniving li

My 1st Blog....well...this Could Get Interesting.......
Ok....here it goes, first off, i wanna dedicate my very 1st blog to my sis, my best friend....I met my friend, Bobbie, online in pogo.com approx. 3 years ago. Well this past summer, Aug. 2006, she came to visit me and my family, I live in Pa, she lives in Ky., so it was approx. an 8 hour or so ride for her. To meet someone in person that you only knew online.....maybe it aint always what it should be or they aint what they "pretend" to be online, but this girl, she was MORE than what I expected! The first thing we did when she got out of the car in my driveway was a "huge-ass" hug! Well, she couldn't have come at a better time, my family really needed and enjoyed her visit. My son in-law had just had a horrible work accident and lost his eye, he's doing great now, back to work, has a prosthetic eye now and has adapted very well. My sis/Bobbie, wanted to come up and give us all a hug for what we were going thru at the time. You'll NEVER find a better, truer friend than that. Well, toda

My 1st Blog
DIRK: WE OWE THE FANS A BIG ONE Jimmy Rice 28 February 2007 Dirk Kuyt admits he and his teammates owe the fans a big performance against Manchester United on Saturday to make amends for their disappointing defeat at Old Trafford earlier in the season. The Reds lost 2-0 in October and Kuyt believes a vintage display is required to banish the painful memories. "I think we owe a performance after Old Trafford. That was a disappointing time and we definitely want a better result at Anfield this time," said the Dutchman. "It would be a great result for us if we could do it. We just need to go and approach the game as we've done in the last week. "If you can beat a side like Barcelona with players of the quality of Messi and Ronaldinho, you know you can beat a lot of teams. "We've come back from Barcelona and done a good job at the weekend with a win and a clean sheet. Now we want to beat United. "We've beaten Chelsea at home and Barcelona away, so now

My 1st Blast
I WON MY 1ST BLAST TY ENGLA.I ALSO WANT 2 THANK MY CT FAMILY FOR THE LONG NIGHT TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN. I ALSO WANT 2 THANK ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HELP ME 2. ALSO PLZ PRAY FOR KARI SHE IS IN THE ICU. HERE IS HER LINK: http://cherrytap.com/user/519986 ALL IS WELCOME TO STOP BY RATE,FAN,ADD FOR FRIENDSHIP NOT POINTS. HAVE FUN ALL!!!

Mystikal's Poem
It's time they said to let her go This child of mine they've come to know They tried so hard to make her well But all the while her stat's just fell She had more tube's then ever before Her serious condition I could not ignore I knew Mystikal's life would soon be over My only request was could I hold her She laid in my arms so peaceful and at rest I know in my heart I did what was best I look in her face and no longer see pain I knew from that look that Jesus just came With Loved ones around us She passed through the light For 10 and a half years she made my life bright I'll see her again in on the other side I know But it's still very hard letting her go It isn't easy saying good-bye I miss you so much, It's so hard just getting by, without her here to give me a smile, I miss you my angel, see you in a short while, Love always Dad... Tears In HeavenBy Eric ClaptonBestAudioCodes.com

My Stepdad Has Jokes! Lol
All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain, "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood, "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs, "Because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum and insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the eyes got watery, and the blood was toxic. They all decided that the rectum sho

My 1st Blast
First of all, thank you Maria for holding the contest to win a free blast. I want to thank all of my AWESOME Friends for putting their timeless efforts and hard work into helping me win this blast. You guys are truly AWESOME, and I couldn't have done it without you. I Love You All! I am Truly Blessed and so Thankful to the good Lord, for giving me the gift of meeting the most Genuine, Amazing, and Awesome people, from all walks of life here on CherryTap. I consider all of my Friends here like my own Brothers and Sisters, and I keep everyone in my thoughts and prayers every day, for the very best of wishes and brightest blessings that life can bring. I love meeting new people and making friends. Friends are like Angels. They love you, watch over you, defend your honor, send messages of love, hope, encouragment, and inspiration, they comfort you, brighten your day, make you laugh, cry tears of joy, are fun to hang out with, and are always there for you when you need them the most. C

My Stuff
Entry for April 24, 2007 I got some girl fired lastnight, cause when i went to the bathroom she was on her cell, and it wasn't break time either ,and then i found out from the person that works behind her she'd been gone for a 1/2 hr, and last friday she stole off the food truck that comes to work, so at lunchtime some were talkin about her and i said guess what and this other girl... goes what ya got her fired and held up her hand to do a ^5 .... so i got called into the office over it . And my boss is lookin thru the handbook, which is a totally differant one than I have since I work thru an inhouse job agency...anyways he found in the book where it says ...."dishonest of trust " and made me read those words to him, which it's in the area for things you can be fired over, which he told me that becomes and issuse with HR, well by the time all of this had happened their was no HR rep in the bldg. The only reason i snitched her out is cause when i had orientation we were told that if

Mystie82
I felt it was proper to start out my first blog witha poem that i wrote a few years ago, but in some ways still explains me. A soul crys out into the night. To find its perfect match, the light. Its crys are nothing more than an unheard call. Dispair tightens it grip, as tears begin to fall. Happiness has long since fell behind. Its an unending search, yet cannot grasp a soul in which to bind. A true measure of a soul is in its deepth. Although the soul is hidden, its pain is as easy to see as its death.

My 1st Blog
Hi there, we recently had a guy build a website for our pics and stuff. We have just over 3000 pics taken over the last 5 years. We have no idea about this stuff, the site was launched without us knowing it was online and we have not uploaded the content which has caused hubby no end of grief...... but he is trying to sort it all out this week. What kind of things do you want to see on a solo girl site? Let us know. Kylie...x Hi there, just a quick blog to say after a lot of searching we have finally met another female that wants to into me to BI. She is actually a friend we have known for 5 years and we have recently chatted about it and she is more than happy to introduce n seduce so to speak. She even agreed to hubby taking pics and video. Wish me luck.....l. Kylie...xx Hi there, just wanted to kick off my 1st blog here. I had a small yahoo group of about 3000 members that was deleted last week due to the fact that a member had posted pics of his wife there without

My Stuff And Cherry Tap
You might as well add ~bbG~ to the list of cheaters. ~bbG~ (BlueDemon's CT wife) Queen of Demon House **Fan, Rate, THEN Add** @ CherryTAP ~bbG~ (BlueDemon's CT wife) Queen of Demon House **Fan, Rate, THEN Add** @ CherryTAP Here is a link with screen shots of all the proof you need that bbG is a cheater. Not only is she a cheater, but she was the one using the blaster account of ldavies that you have listed in this blog. http://s204.photobucket.com/albums/bb215/hofminchsta/ According to the screen shots bbg's IP address is 72.51.207.234 and ldavies IP address is 209.121.50.209 3 access log pages on ldavies blaster account shows the ip address of bbg babygirlmabe 7 2.51.207.234 as the one who has logged in for several weeks. A total count of logins to ldavies blaster account from bbg's ip address is 37 times from the dates of April 18 2007 to May 17 2007. The access logs shows the registered user of ldavies IP address 209.121.50.209 as logged in to his acc

My Style!!!!
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What Guitar Are You?IbanezYou're the hardest, baddest, most insane metal guitar out there. You're 100% true bred metal and you wouldn't have it any other way. Nothing can touch you in any category when it comes to pure, raw metal. Rock on! Your popular artists are Between The Buried And Me, Korn and 12 Stones.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

My 1st Blog
HELLO EVERYONE.HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE 4TH OF JULY.HAVE FUN.REMEBER WHAT THIS DAY REALLY MEANS OUR FREEDOM.I AM PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN.CATCH YA ALL LATER... OKAY GUYS THIS IS MY 1ST BLOG HERE.HOPE YOU ALL ARE OKAY.I AM GREAT.JUST BEEN TRYING TO KEEP COOL.IT HAS BEEN BLAZING HOT.BEEN ENJOYING ART AND MY POETRY OTHER THEN THAT NOT TO MUCH MORE.WELL YOU ALL BE SAFE... OKAY GUYS THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG HERE.I AM NEW HERE AND AT THIS.WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT I REALLY DO NOT KNOW.SO ANYWAYS...HOPE ALL YOU ARE DOING GREAT.I KNOW I AM.IT HAS BEEN BLAZING HOT HERE AND JUST BEEN TRYING TO KEEP COOL.WELL NOT TO MUCH MORE.BE SAFE...

Mysterious Words
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My Stance
I would like to apologize in advance for the length and tone of this. I want it to be known that this is not an attack on anyone. I am in no way, shape, or form writing this with the intention to insult anyone, but i'm tired of arguing with people only to lose them afterward. This is my stance on supporting the troops that are currently engaged in Iraq. The first thing that needs to be done is is to define the meaning of the word support as it is currently being used. It is my understanding, by the context that it is often used, that to support the troops is to have a level of appreciation for why they are there. This is the crux of my problem and the reason for the loss of my friends. I don't appreciate their reason(s) for being there. So in essence I don't "support" the troops. Here is where I ask for your understanding. You need to comprehend how i define support. My lack of support is not a blanket rule for all the troops there. The basis of my stance splits the t

My 1st Bi Experience
Hi there, hope your all well. I just wanted to write a lil blog re last friday nites experience. We have been searching for a couple or a fem for a lil while now, we found it amazing how many single bi fems arent really genuine and how long it takes to find one. But we actually have a long term friend who is single and bi. She has wanted us to play for ages but we didnt want to ruin a freindship. We took the plunge and took her up on the offer, we went to her house in the inner city for a drink and a chat. We arrived at about 8pm, the diva started by giving me a full body oil massage for 30 mins. Then i dressed up in a lil school uniform to play the submissive (cool by me as i was shaking like a leaf). She blindfolded me and led me to a lounge, she teased me and touched me for what seemed an eternity. Any way to cut a long story short, the diva removed my panties and kissed, sucked and licked my pussy...... withing 10 minutes she she made me moan with a shuddering orgasm.

~my 1st Blog~
Since I'm new to fubar I'll share my opnions on it! Most people are very nice and respectful on here, I love the no porn or naked pics rule, it makes the site alot cleaner and not so trashy. There's just a few things I don't understand about it. Its the "mumm"ing part of it and the nsfw rule. I recently got banned from mumming and don't REALLY know the reason why. Ok here's the story... I didn't know what mumming meant until just yesterday, well I posted a mumm about if people get upset about posting stuff that actually doesn't make up my mind. There was this guy who came in and just posted "Do you like things up your rosebud" and I knew he was just playing around so I responded back to hime "Perv (with the tounge out)". The then another woman came in and posted a pic with poop on it I responded back to her "I can't get grossed out I have a three year old have a nice day". And the next thing I knew I got an email saying that my mumm is banned for "nsfw". So I spent most of t

My 1st's On Fubar
Hello everyone. Thank you all so much for the nice comment's and comment's about my pic's, that's really sweet of all of you but please bear with me cause i am new to this and if i don't respond or leave comment's or anything like that it's cause i'm new to this and still learning. Thank you. Kisses. :) UPDATE: I am no longer confused I now know how to rate, add comment's, and other thing's. Thank you for being kind and being patient but if anyone need's help with certain thing's just either.... ~Send A Private Message AND/OR ~Leave A Comment On This Blog

Mystery Method
An indicator of interest is seduction community jargon for either verbal and nonverbal communications between two people that conveys (usually sexual) interest. [4] The term was coined by Mystery, and is often abbreviated "IOI." Indicators of interest are part of flirting. Examples of nonverbal indicators of interest can involve touching (kino), fidgeting, eye contact, and body language cues, such as Proteans. Verbal indicators of interest can range in subtlety from statements such as "Did that hurt?" (referring to a piercing), to "Wow, you're amazing." Generally, after three indicators of interest, one has built enough attraction to move to A3. http://www.squidoo.com/methodmystery/

Mystery Lily..answered =-)
Today I spend the day weilding my green thumb, which has been lazy of late. Being in a good mood I thought I would drive down to S.Austin to check out the Natural Gardener's nursery to see what all the talk is about. I was overwhelmed by the size and the myriad of plants to add to my lil spot of green. An awesome place to visit or shop. While wandering about looking at all the cool goodies;-) I came across the daylilies. Noticing a familiar face looking back. I knew it was the ones I have been trying to indentify. Looking two more down one was in full bloom. BINGO! I had my answer. A Milk and Wine Lily. So cool. Here's the website for the nursery for my local buds. http://www.naturalgardeneraustin.com A quick write up on the Milk and Wine Lily. Crinum x herbertii (Milk and Wine Lily) "Crinum lilies are one of our most common old garden and cemetery plants. In many ways, they remind me of Texas and the South. They're huge, the biggest of all bulbs. They're so showy

My Stories And Stuff
As the rain sprinkles down, our bodies stick together in sync as we pull off to the side of the road near the beach. You suggest that we take a walk down by the water. I pull the bottle of wine from the bag and a blanket to lie on. The air is so hot and muggy so we decide to take a swim before we relax. The waves are capping as we venture into the water. My body tenses up as you take the back of your hand and gently touch my exposed shoulder. I feel the warmth of your lips on my neck as you breath hot air and kisses. I pretend not to notice your hand slip under my shirt and you caress my belly, every so careful not to move your hand too quickly and startle me. The water gently glides over your hand and it gives you opportunity to move your hand farther up to just under my breast. My nipples are peaked and cold, but the rest of me is on fire. You whisk me around into your arms and look deep into my eyes. I hoped that you would kiss me, but you study my face and brush the hair o

Mystery Method - Pickup Artist
Mystery Man These techniques can save a shy guide from many lonely and dull nights in a bar.Dutter's many anecdotes about the dating world were both helpful and motivational. Knowing that a fellow shy guide, armed with some proper strategies, could enter the dating world, certainly embolden me. My only suggestion is that, since the book was published before the Internet explosion, an updated version is needed with the author tackling such issues as email, instant messaging and social networking sites such as friendster,myspace and facebook. Mystery Man vh1 TV show This book is packed with information that none of the other books even touched on. I'll try to give you a few examples of what I mean. The book is over 260 pages and there are about 20 italicized pages that just cover university studies on dating. The book covers every aspect from how to approach a to how to look, act, and behave. There are super techniques in the book that will get you a date every single time y

My Stories
Sitting on the edge of a cloud, he watched her. He was her guardian, Aubrey, the one sent to watch over her and guide her through life’s journey. She was crying again, her body bleeding and bruised, she soon fell asleep, consumed by her own exhaustion; this was when he could help her the most. The girl’s dreams were beautiful, she had everything a little girl could ever hope for and was always so happy. There was never any pain or sorrow when she was dreaming, they couldn’t hurt her here. As he watched her play in her perfect dreamland his heart ached, he knew that it wouldn’t last, that when she awoke the pain and suffering would set in again. His once majestic wings seemed somewhat withered at the thought of what this girl goes through, but he was at least happy that he could bring her the joy that he did. With the sunrise, the girl got up and fixed the breakfast for her family. He cringed as she was hit for simple mistakes, or simply because they felt like hitting her, bu

My Stash
So, I am trying to get them to you souly...lol View my stash for amy's lessons on the Celtic Metaphysic... expect more soon...i am dating them for you! OK...so now that I am done indulging what appears to be a sick obsession with Neil Haskell from: "So You Think You Can Dance" Allow me to tell you that I was SO impressed with most of his dances that I had to put them somewhere I could find them to watch them again if I wanted to. Neil also happens to be a member of my parent's church (and mine until I became a Pagan...lol). His older brother is best friends with my best friend's younger brother. I graduated with his oldest sister. I cannot get over what a small world it is! And I never in a zillion years would have expected to see "Little Neil Haskell" on tv! I had no idea he could dance that well! So anyways... that's half my stash right now I also added some images of pentacles and yggdrasil trees. I am in the process of obtaining a pendant of a yggdrasil, with an amber di

My Stuff
Top 5 Lies Women Tell : 5. I'm a virgin 4. He's just a friend 3. I don't suck dick 2. I'm cumn And the 1 answer is 1. IT'S UR PUSSY (LMAO) ;) send me your comments Do any of you women know what the worst FUCK is, its a MIND FUCK! Its when u let a person FUCK up your head & you put them first over everything in your life. Keep ya' GAME Tight, don't SLIP & PLEASE DON'T FALL 4 IT! (send me your comments or replys) Do anybody know why so many people are playin so many GAMES on this FUBAR. I got on so I could catch up with old friends & maybe meet new ones. But this SHIT is crazy, I'm a GAMER. I play PS3 & XBOX, THATs IT! Some people on here are stright trippin, on some other shit. I'm a laid back guy, who likes to go out every now & then & have a drink. All this other shit is CRAZY. I don't no whats worst, Yahoo 360 or Myspace. Now I got on here & WOW just WOW. Maybe some of these people need to STEP AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER! NO drama & GAMES H

My Stuff
For anyone that personally talks to me this will be old news for u but as for the rest of u im gonna give a quick little update to my life. Back in april i quit my job.. at walmart. I took a month off for my bday and to just not have to stress on anything. I got a new job workin at Hobby Lobby in the frame shop. I totally hated the job. Most the time it was too repeditive and the other part of the time it was just... boring. Not to mention that on freight day it was jsut hot n sweaty moving stuff outta the truck to the floor. My department managers were real bitches the majority of the time (u know the type of women that seem to be on the rag permanently). Granted i guess if i was a virgo then it would be perfect job.. always worrying bout perfection but im just not that nit picky. It recently flooded here in alot of the parts of town. I had been driving and had no choice but to go through it, which ended up flooding the car. So in the long run it was rended useless. An

My 21st Bday Party Every One Welcomed
everone my 21st is comeing up i want my party to be completey crazy any one thats intersted in comeing please contact me asap the party will be november 26 i know its a little close to thanksgiving that y i hate my birth day allways over done by a damn holiday well if u want to or r able to come please email me thanks all

My Story I'm Working On
In 1985, McCalister had it all. A wife who loved him, fresh out the academy, and an expert in his field. But as much as he has, the last several years have been nothing but brutal to him. His wife Regina has left him for another man, his ten year old daughter was murdered brutally, and all he has left is his job. McCalister devotes his life to his work and nothing else. The year is now 2005 and now McCalister is stricken with guilt over his daughter's murder. He's consumed to find the murderer. He works day & night. Everyone around him says he's a loner, McCalister calls it DETERMINATION. -Chapter 1- On a stormy night in the year 2005, McCalister lays in his bed in a cold sweat. He rarely sleeps here. Most of the time he's at his desk at the station. As he closes his eyes, an all to familar sound rings in his ears. *ring telephone* McCalister looks over at it and just lets out a sigh as he knows it's just a reminder of what he has grown accust

My 1st Taste
Announcing my arrival at the pre arranged destination 10mins early I was instructed to enter the premises at the time we agreed NOT 10mins early not 10 mins late… as I waited with great anticipation drawing on a cigarette.. OMG what have I got myself into. The enthusiasm the fear of what was to come. The time had come for me to enter the premises. I was to walk 3 meters to the white mat where I was to kneel, head bowed, eyes closed hands open palms facing up resting on my lap, just as he instructed me to do. 5 mins had passed and I hear footsteps to the left of me, as he approached my heart started beating faster….he walked behind me and cupped the back of my neck, firmly yet gently. Then he released his grip. I then heard something that sound like a chain, then it stopped. He covered my eyes with a blindfold so I was in total darkness, which was somewhat exciting…he then told me I only speak when I am spoken to and I will answer him with master/sir at the end. “Do you under

My 1st Blog!!
Hi I'm a 24yr old Barista Living in AZ. I'm supposed to be in KY but i got stuck. I'm a single mom of 3 I have custody of 1. I'm in love with life but haven't found the love of my life yet. Check me out. I love meeting new ppl. and going new places. My fav trip was going from Owensboro Ky to Kingman AZ. Great road trip!!! hit me up if you wanna talk

My 1st Contest
Well he is my 1st contest. For us new to this, please go to the link and rate and comment, share it to all your friends, fans,etc. Comment as much as you can. For those of you who know how this works, I'll return the favor (you can cut & paste the link if you can't just click on it) http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1002925&albumid=623934&i=2396506041 Thanks JC

The Mystery Of A Heart
Well I dont want to get into all the mushy gushy details but there has been something that has weighed heavily on my mind for quite some time now. I have always heard that in the time it takes you to love someone it takes you twice that time to let go and move on from that love. Well here's the thing I have to agree on this. Everyone out there has been hurt by love one way or another and if they say they havent they are in denial. Let me just say this I used to have this amazing guy who meant the world and more to me. Of course he was my first love and in the time that we were together I thought nothing in this world could ever break us apart. Yeah I had done some things that I wasnt proud of and I know he did also but if you love someone fighting makes the love stronger because you fight for what you want. After a year of dating we broke it off and it crushed my entire world. So I hung out with my friends and moved on from it. a month after we break up I hear from him in a le

My Stories
NSFW!!!!!! I walked into the department store just like another day, browsing through until something caught my attention. I was walking around when I suddenly realized I was in the lingerie department.I became immediately embarrassed for it was a small town and everybody knew everyones business. I quickly scanned the immediate area to see if anyone had noticed me and to my relief it appeared no one was around. After all it was quite late and the store wasn't going to be open much longer. This was the best time to shop, you felt like you had the store to yourself. I started to leave the area when a little black nightie caught my eye. I walked over and looked it over and then took it between my fingers and felt how soft and silky it was. It was the prettiest and sexiest nightie I had ever seen. I just had to try it on. I prayed that my size would be there and to my surprise it was! I took it to the back of the store where the fitting rooms are located and picked the furthest room fro

My Stories
This is a story from my incredibly boring job. I work with mentally challenged individuals, who at times can become violent. That is just one of the perks of the job. Well, one day during the summer, I was working in a home with Michelle, taking care of 5 other individuals. Normally, there is another person working with us, but since it was a nice summer day, people decided to take advantage and have a 3 day weekend by calling out on that Friday night. So, it was just Michelle and I all night. I guess I should start off by describing Michelle. She is about 5'1" and a little on the chubby side. Not fat by any means, just a little chub due to being in her mid thirties. What she lacks in a flat stomach, she more than makes up for with an incredible chest. Her breasts are easily a 42 DD and she normally dresses to show them off. Not in a slutty way, mind you, but just a fun dresser. During the winter, Michelle will normally wear jeans and a shirt that is either tight or low cut. Nothing

My Stuff
text I am currently in a contest to win my first Happy Hour, Contest is first to get to 50k wins. I will pay anybody how helps me 10k fubucks for every 100 comments. Must number them as you bomb. Fumail me with how many you did and I will send you the money.

My 4:20 Story....
ok well a few people have asked me what site i got the pics from of the mango plant... and to tell this story right i should start from the beginning.... been a pot smoker for a long time but never grew before, i tried once when i lived in new symrna beach, florida... i had 5 plants started and they got about 4 inches and died on me... shortly after that i got busted getting a 1/4 pound of buds in the mail from british columbia, canada... yeah i know not smart, but there is more... i started gettin pot in the mail from a girl in garbervilles, ca... when i got out of the service in 2000... every where i moved to she would mail it to me, was nice i finally went out to meet her in 2003, come to find out it was her husband that had the green thumb and i saw there amazing grow room... and they lived diagonal from the county sheriff's department... so needless the say i was shittin bricks the whole time i was there... so 2004 rolls around and i move down to florida and she has fallen off the

My Struggle To Have A Baby
Hello. My name is Lori and I am living with PCOS. For those of you who don’t know what PCOS is, I have explained it in my 1st blog. I decided to write this blog to see if there are any others on here going thru what I am. Unless you are in my exact shoes you can not fully understand the situation. You can not understand all the full blown heart breaks. I say this because if you have children, there is no way you can fully understand the pain of trying to have children for so many years to just keep coming up with failed attempts. Here is my story. I have been married to the same man for 19 years. We have wanted a baby from day one of our marriage. Needless to say, we are still without child. Most people tell us to adopt. That is a great option, but that still isn’t the same as having a child of your own. Feeling that child grow inside of you and having that child be a part of you and your spouse is something you can not get from adoption. Over the years I have tried 1 or 2 cycles

My Status For Thanksgiving On Here
Well, sometime ago, I put something from ThisCrush.com on my profile page and I just now remembered that since my original ID on Yahoo Messenger got hacked a few days ago, I lost the password and user ID for thiscrush.com, so now I have to go and get it again and delete the old one, if I can find it on my profile without deleting anything else, how fun is that? NOT!!!!!!!!!! When I get the new one up, whoever has crushed me on www.thiscrush.com, can you please crush me again? Hopefully this time, my computer doesn't get messed with. For those of you that just read this blog, here is an update, there is a bulletin that I posted plus the fact that I'm notifying those that Crushed me on www.ThisCrush.com, if you'd like to re crush me again, go for it since I deleted the old one and put in the new one by all means, go for it and thank you! Ok, for those of you did or didn't know since I got this VIP, I would bet people of wondered who I give 11's too and what not so for classification p

My Stuff
LOVE............Love is sweet Love is kind Love is something I can't find but I know one night or day. The one I will Love will be found the one who could show me that Love is real not just some dumb line Its something you can feel something you can find I will be so truley glade when I find someone that can Love like I know I should be Loved

My 1st Blog And Warning!!
Well this is my first blog on Fubar and I just wanted to put out a warning that almost anything I write in one of these is nothing but a twist of my sense of Humor, if you cant take it then feel free not to read my Blogs, otherwise I dont want to hear any Crying about what I blog, Thank you and Please Come again.......

My Stuff
You know what makes you happy and you know what makes you feel good. So why stay in the city when you can come back to the woods again? A place where two people could be one with nature, a place where happiness is understood. You have been there before and why not come back my friend? I will keep the fire burning until I see you again. Each time I think of you, it comes to me over and over again. Why is my love so unhappy, when she can be happy again? So please try to follow the path with least resistance and soon you shall find the path to love and happiness again. A little something I just wrote and wanted to share. 21 December 2007 Our Mother Earth Today is a day I pray for love and peace. A day I thank Mother Earth for what she has given. A day where heaven and earth will meet. It is the day of the winter solstace The day our Mother Earth goes sleep. Do not fret or do not cry. For when she awakes all the spring birds fly. All living things come to bare.

My Stuff
The darkest days, the coldest nights. You learn to hate, you learn to cry, you maybe even wish to die. You tell the one who should love you the most, they beat you down and call you names, and say that you're the one to blame. Growing up was never fun, it only made you want to run. You hide your face, you hide your shame, wondering if you really were the one to blame. The scars that are left, though can't be seen can make you hateful & mean. A beaten down woman submissive to all, always the one that is willing to crawl. Through it all I know you couldn't see that God was with you as he was with me. He gave you strength when you wished you were dead, he kept you from putting that gun to your head. Your purpose for living, you couldn't see, all you wanted was just to be free. One cold winters night God gave you a gift to help make it all right. Now your a mother, with the chance to show how deep the love of mother is suppose to go. To stand up and fight every a

My 1st Give~away
PLEASE come show Rebecca sum mad love. She is in her first giveaway. She needs 25,000 comments in 4WEEKS to get a 3month VIP. She is such a great person and is always helpin out everyone else, so lets HELP HER!!!!! Thanks MSMaine Just click on her picture and bomb away, any little bit will help!!!! Thanks and the love will be returned!!! (repost of original by '♥MS.MAINE~BBW♥Dylon's DIVA♥~PATS 18-0~BABY~♥' on '2008-01-25 15:03:07') thanx for makin this for my ms. maine aka stacey

Mysticgreeter@sincity
I'm here again, frustrated and annoyed. I can't believe I've circled around in life again finding myself alone. I look around me and find that I should have stayed cold and hard. I should have never let anyone inside my walls. Its better to freeze everyone out than to watch them walk out. PPL say that everyone needs someone to talk to, convide in and to share with. That ppl who do not live full and happy lives. Well I beg to differ. I think ppl who trust too many ppl are fools, and are putting their souls out there to be distroyed. Its easier to go through life not knowing what your missing than to spend the rest of your life heartbroken, trying to bury the pain.

The Mystery Of Mervin
The place to write shit down. So, do I just tell you what I'm really thinking? The fact or the fantasy? You pick it, believe it or not. Swervin Mervin was born in the backwoods in the mid fifty's. "Swervin" got his nickname while riding bicycles around the trails as a child. He could drive anything. He could have been a champion. His love of the ladies and his taste for the night life turned his path away from the big time. Not much more than a small track clown, He could still race and win sometimes. Always riding his motorcycle around the pits and talking to everyone. If he couldn't get in the race he would hire out to do motorcycle stunts. Always on or near the track, he always found work doing the bike stunts. He always had one special lady at each track. Some say they had him... ya know, like he's gigolo or something. In the days to come "The Mystery of Mervin" will continue. Geraldo Rivera wrote a tell all book naming names. Maybe I should writ

My 1st Auction!!!!
OK ALL YOU WONDERFULL PEEPS ON FUBAR!!!! I AM IN MY FIRST AUCTION!!!!!!! PLEASE COME AND PLACE YOUR BID SO THAT YOU MAY OWN ME!!!! ALL BIDS START AT 50K. i AM OFFERING..... stay drunk for a week. A comment every day, put on my top friends, and I will make them a fubar id, and 100 11's every day on there pics for a week, I HAVE NOW ADDED FOR ALL THAT WOULD LIKE TO SEE MY PRIVATE PIC!!!! SO COME AND BID NOW YOU MAY BE THE LUCKY OWNER OF ME I WILL PUT------ OWNS ME IN MY NAME AS WELL!!!!!!!!!! Click the pic to place your BIB!!! OK All you peeps...... I am in my 1st family auction come own me!!!!! My pitbull Mafia Family is having a auction and well Im in it.... so come use your fu-bucks and bid on me!!!!!!

My Stories
The First Interlude They were sitting alone in his bedroom just talking. They had only known each other a short while but felt really comfortable together. Just listening to his voice made her feel the rush of adrenaline throughout her body. It had been a long time since she had felt this feeling - anticipation, excitement and fear. The conversation had consisted thus far of the weather, music, and what they each had been doing during the week. Then he mentioned that he had a sore back and wouldn't mind a back rub to relieve the discomfort. "Well you should take your shirt off then, so I can rub it for you." she stated matter-of-factly. He struggled to take his shirt off so she helped. She gently slid her hands down his thin muscular frame. This gave them both tingles, though neither admitted it out loud. "You should probably lay on the bed so I can do this properly. I've got some oil in my bag that should help you to relax. Would you like me get it?" He

My Stepson
The Fort Wayne boys who died after being pulled from the St. Marys River have been identified by Allen County Coroner Dr. Jon Brandenberger. Kendal Dominick Lumpkin, 4, and Cody M. Mann, 9, were pronounced dead at 1:30 a.m. Monday at Parkview Hospital, according to a written statement from the coroner’s office issued Monday afternoon. The cause of death was listed as asphyxia because of drowning. The manner of death was listed as pending. The deaths remain under investigation by the Fort Wayne Police Department, the Indiana Department of Natural Resources, the coroner’s office and the Allen County prosecutor’s office, the statement said. Police, firefighters and state conservation officers were called to the 400 block of Fairwick Lane, at an apartment complex off Fairfield Avenue, about 7 p.m. Sunday. The boys' mother told police the boys had been playing outside when she noticed they were missing. She and a family member searched for the boys before calling police

My Stuff
perfect boy??? ???Every Girls Dream??? 1?. Getting kissed in the pouring rain 2?. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall 3?. Have a guy that thinks you're the world 4?. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs 5?. A guy that whispers he loves you in your ear 6?. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes 7?. When you cry, he kisses your tears away. 8?. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about 9?. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you 10?. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get. 11?. A guy who squeezes your hand 12?. A guy that says he loves you and means it 13?. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window 14?. A guy who is loyal 15?. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it. 16?. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead. 17?. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fi

My Stresses
1. need a roommate, like last week 2. 2 boys, 13 and 15. nuf said 3.bills + no money = chaos 4. friends dying 5. boss not doing his job 6. doing, my job + bosses job+ everyone elses job = meltdown 7. ex husband trying to help 8. family sux 9. surgery + no rides = atress 10. need money for co-pays. none tthere 11. need meds, no money 12. need cigs, no money 13. need gas, no money 14. need best friend, in hiding 15. need vacation, aint happenin' 16. need to meet new grandchild in July, not happenin', either 17. neice graduating, cant go see 18. car needs work, no money 19. need to scream, cant 20. need to hide, not allowed 21. need to be held, no one to hold me 22. tired of being the strength for everyone 23. tired of being the dependable one 24.tired of being the fixer 25. tired of being the caregiver 26. tired of being the nurturer 27. tired of the pain 28. tired of the heartache 29. tired of life 30. tired of being tired

My Stuff
We have been off and on so long. My addiction has never weakened but sometimes it is prolonged. Though I cant keep you here with me all the time The feelings are much more intense when we find the time. I feel you rushing through my body and I let go as i feel you take control. All my worries and all my woes seem to disappear as I plunge you through the hole. You rush through my veins and nothing can stop you. You make me feel so good that no person can top you. You take me in when everyones backs are turned. I welcome you warmly and constantly yearn. They say your bad for me and will lead me to my doom. Doom cant be so bad as long as I have you. You are my new love, and you take away the pain, and everytime I cant feel you I cant think till we meet again. Oh if you were human and something I could hold.. but your just an addiction but one I dearly hold. Youve carried me through torn emotions and evil people that crossed my path.. As long as I can find you, the world can