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My Castle
I have a castle I have a castle on a mountain the walls are thick and strong skillfully carved from themountain itself no army has broken through no storm has blown it down there is only one gate in the wall strong and made of steel A king and queen once lived there a scorceress she was she sent many storms at the castle to try and break it down but now the castle appears dark and empty some say the King is still there they say he lives alone she is gone now and the storms to have faded in my castle is a room just a small room really lined with shelves this room once was bright and warm but now it lies dark and cold like the castle that it is in the shelves are not full of books but of bottles dusty and dark sealed up tight the bottles were once full filled with dreams and hopes but now they contain nothing except emptiness and pain dust from many years covers the floors a little trail of footprints are on the floor small footprints really

My Career Ended
below is a video of when i played college hockey.I loved playing so much but after this injury i was told i could never skate again.This was a very traumatic injury that i still have to take pain medication for.

My Cats
I got the pleasure of going and seeing the first viewing of Wall-E. It is an awesome movie for the whole family. It's a cute animated movie. It has a romantic and a heroic plot to it. Wall-e is a robot left on earth after we destroy the earth to clean it up. The humans are all on a vacation that they think is only five years and ends up to be much longer. The ship the humans are on sends this pod down to search for signs of vegitation on the eart. This pod and Wall-e end up falling in love. And saving everyone. You must watch the movie to find out how they save everyone. It was an awesome movie. My cat, Princess, had kittens last night. She had a total of four, but only three lived. The ones that lived were white, light grey and dark grey. They are so beautiful. I am keeping the white one. I named it snowball. As soon as I can get the mommy to let me near the babies I will take pictures and upload the pictures. I never knew that true love could exsist. I al

My Cats
Jezabelle is still with me - for now. Still, she stops at closet doors and yelps for her mother and sister. Kid - one of Nikki's two kittens that I have kept. Not quite the same drama as Nikki. I wake up to Kid walking in circles on the bed. I think to myself, "how odd." So I get up to feed the two girls. Jezebelle, Kid's sister is the only one that comes to eat - odd. Kid's still walking in circles on the bed. I try to coax her with food. She comes to eat, only to have a few licks before walking in circles on the floor. I had seen this behavior before. I knew that she - Kid - wouldn't be with me by the end of the day. I'd comfort her, she'd walk in circles, and I'd comfort her again. Over and over this went on. I can't hold the tears back - when will this be over. What an emotional and humbling day. After eight hours of comforting Kid her breathing stops. With my head on her side, I listening to her heart sloooowly come to a stop. My heart breaks... She's gone. Niki

My Candle Burns At Both Ends
Keep remember close to me something for the waiting orbits never ending waiting denies nutrition bleeding at the heart I take a sip to mend seeping lonliness from my breast a fall from grace protectors keep the time thinking of yours makes me forget mine how to analyze always body rejects advice especially home not easy being the dispenser never reciever of wisdom cant see straight with vision so cloudy always they seem like cool ones with private iniatives controlling the shape impressionable putty takes O Profound, Silent tree, by restraining valour With patience,you revealed creative power in its peaceful form. Thus we come To your shade to learn the art of peace, To hear the word of silence; weighed down With anxiety, we come to rest In your tranquil blue-green shade, to take Into our souls life rich, life ever Juvenescent, life true to earth, life Omni-victorious, I am certain My thoughts have borne me to your essence- Where the same fire as the sun's ri

My Cause
When I was in combat, because of my specialty, the airmen that that were like me, carried in their pocket their last bullet. This bullet was not for the enemy, if you know what I mean. Capture is not an option, when national security is at question. Although the government will deny the policy, we knew what was expected. I carried a 45 round in my pocket for 17 months for the cause, but after that it was a good luck item for all of us that made it out. The service found out that I carried a live round in my pocket for good luck and they decided that that wasn't a good idea. So, I was given an Air Force coin to replace the 45 bullet. Wasn't the same, so I started the Eisenhower dollar transfer program, (EDTP) for those know get a coin. These coins have successfully been passed on for every campaign, since it conception, in 1976. The last I passed on, went with the HMM-163 (REIN) group to IRAQ, everyone in the group made it back. They called themselves the RidgeRunners. If you except thi

My Cd's
~ The Best of Alice Cooper - Mascara & Monsters ~ Blackhawk - Blackhawk ~ Black Sabbath - Greatest Hits 1970-1978 ~ Breaking Benjamin - Saturate ~ Breaking Benjamin - We Are Not Alone ~ Clay Aiken - Measure Of A Man ~ Ultimate Dirty Dancing Soundtrack ~ Disturbed - The Sickness ~ Disturbed - Ten Thousand Fists ~ Pantera - Reinventing The Steel ~ 8 Mile Soundtrack ~ Frankie J - The One ~ Tim Rushlow - Tim Rushlow ~ Godsmack - Awake ~ Godsmack - Faceless ~ Godsmack - The Other Side ~ Godsmack - IV ~ Jeff Bates - Rainbow Man ~ Rammstein - Rosenrot ~ The Very Best of Kiss ~ Korn - Follow The Leader ~ Pantera - Cowboys From Hell ~ Billy Currington - Doin' Somethin' Right ~ Megadeth - Countdown To Extinction ~ My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge ~ Scorpions - Big City Nights ~ System Of A Down - Toxicity ~ Thrice - Vheissu ~ Thrice - The Artist In The Ambulance ~ Trace Adkins - Greatest Hits Vol. 1 ~ Trace Adkins - Chrome ~ Trace Adkins - Comin

My Cd
Dear Friends, I am excited to inform you that my album Eternity will be released on May 20th 2008 (it will be available world wide)!! (*^-^*) Eternity is dedicated to my friends and fans. My latest production 'mind eraser' with Zelma Davis and 'My Angel' (HG remix) by Blessing Odiase will be featured on this album. I hope you will enjoy listening to it as much as I enjoyed making it~* You will be able to pre-order your copy of Eternity on amazon.com best buy Thank you very much for your continued love and support!! ~* Dedicated ♥ HG

My Celebrity Look A Like
well, i was going to post my pic and pics of what celebs I look like, but I screwed up and lost it, looks like I will have to do it all over again. Oh well. crap happens. i am wondering how the hell I look like donald rumsfeld and a couple female celebs. See ya soon.

My 2 Cents: The Media Whore
Ok. So Paris got ticketed again because that dumb blonde decided to drive around without a license, and her publicist says that she wasn’t aware that her license was suspended? How can this idiot not know that her license was suspended and yet she was caught speeding while being intoxicated? Even better question: Does the judicial system of California have at least one ounce intelligence when it comes to a celebrity committing crimes and getting away with it or is a figment of my imagination? My @ cents: Everyone knows that this media whore here is willing to do anything to be in the limelight and upstage anybody for popularity. Ok. So what is going with Britney Spears lately? What the hell is wrong with this one? Ok. I understand that she is one of the biggest media whores next to Paris Hilton, but this dumb bitch is definitely taking the cake. First she goes running around in Vegas, marrying some dope and divorcing him 24 ours later, then she and K-Fed get married and has a really

My 2 Cents
Okay, check this out. Halo 2 is finally out on PC, but guess what... That's right folks, the wonderful people at Microsoft have decided that Windows XP users will have to upgrade to Vista for around 300 bucks before they can play. THe question is... Why? THere are dozens of games out there for PC with much greater graphic quality than Halo 2 that are fully capable of running on XP and do. So why is Halo trying to make us shell out even MORE money? What if we're happy with XP and we don't like Vista, or have experienced enough problems with Vista to want to stick with XP at least until all the bugs are worked out? I don't know about you, but I'm not too fond of the idea of shelling out 300 bucks for a plastic disc and some readin' material to begin with. Much less being forced to (if I want this game that badly) buy an Operating System I don't even like.... I've seen Vista at work and I must say it's shit. PEripherals don't work, A creative webcam install disc made the co

My Cellphone
I've recently had a problem the last couple weeks regarding my cellphone, my Tmobile MDA phone, the screen on it turned white, and I cannot view anything, so I had to spend $177 to buy a new phone. So if I do not respond to anything via my phone for the next few days, I am sorry, it's not that I don't want to, but I can't. If you need to reach me, use messengers. I can SMS to your phone if you have Yahoo and give me your number, I only have a few numbers plugged in. I might still be able to receive incoming calls, because Windows Mobile still works fine on the phone. However, I have to put the phone on speakerphone in order to hear you talking. And obviously I won't know who's calling, so if you try to call the cellphone, please tell me who you are if I don't recognize your voice.

My 2 Cents
WELL IT SEEMS EVERYONE IS BLOGGING ABOUT IT SO I THOUGHT I WOULD TOO.......I'VE BEEN ON FU ALMOST 2 YEARS (STILL CONSIDER MYSELF A BIT OF A NOOB) AND MY HOW THE GAME HAS CHANGED...I HAVE SPENT A LOT OF CASH RUNNING BLING IN THAT TIME AND I STILL DO.FAMPING 2 OR 3 TIMES A WEEK AND RUNNING OTHER BLING FOR POINTS WHEN BONUSES ARE GOOD.I HAVE PEOPLE IN MY FAM THAT ARE FRIENDS THAT NEVER RUN AND I HAVE PEOPLE IN MY FAM THAT RUN ALOT.

My 2 Cents
6:15am Wake up 6:20am Get dressed and pick what my 9 year wears 6:25am Make her breakfast 6:30am Make sure she is dressed 6:45am Have her brush her teeth and get her things for school 6:50am Take her to school 7:45am Return home and get

My Charity Events!!!
Today was a great day. The girls were out of school and we decided to head out and try to raise money for the foundation. The girls each had lines to say and practiced all last night. The response was great!! People were so surprised that they knew so much about the foundation, and the way they spoke about it was far beyond their years!!! I am so proud of them...just had to make a note of it...Take care and thanks for reading!! Echo Hey this is for mainly my friends from the Tri-State area...Ohio, Kentucky, and Indiana. Most know that I do charity work for a local non profit organization out of Cinci. Next month, on the 10th of November, the 6th anual Dance for the Heart of It, dinner and dance is being held at The Syndicate. This is a great time to get dressed up and have a wonderful time!!! The money goes for a great cause and includes dinner, drinks, live entertainment by Soul Pocket, and auctions!!! For more information please check out the web site at www.aubreyrose.org,

My Cherry Thoughts
I find that it is not the circumstances in which we are placed, but the spirit in which we face them, that constitutes our comfort. The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive." To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children...to leave the world a better place...to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.

My Cherry Stash
ok people i have added alot of videos and stuff to my cherry stash on my page please go and look at them and comment them andpleas rate them so i know yall like them well thanks hey just added more videos to my cherry stash on my page please go by watch them and leave me comments on them ok rate them to i would like to know what yall think of them and if you rate them it would show me how much yall like them so please do so and thanks to whom ever does much love to ya

My Cherry Stash!!
A way to see my private pics...and one free just for considering it. :) send me mail Ok So this guy asked me if I were married or looking, I told him neither just making friends...then he asked if I liked younger guys, I said no...I like men my age...and then he said...well I am close to you but if thats what you want...I was rating your photos 10's but I will stop...so I told him to go ahead and stop then...lol heres the clincher...lmao...he started re~rating my photos as 1's...lmao...like that is going to hurt my feelings??? Just thought I would share this little part of my day with y'all! I have been put in a contest...never been in one before, but if y'all would go and vote for all the girls in the contest that would be pretty nice of you. Leave a vote for me too maybe? I think this is the link...lol http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=236021&albumid=164267&i=3612183646

My Cherry
Figured I'd finally sit down and rant for a minute about nonsense just to get a few more cherry points. God I can't believe I got suckered into another website. I've got enough blogs as it is what with myspace, friendster, adult friend finder... When does it stop. Ah, it is what it is. Be back soon

My Cherry Blog
Hey everyone I am done with my finals and I need a break. But i only have until April 2nd. I will not be on regularly til then. so everyone have a great couple of weeks and God bless. hugs to all!! Missy Your Kissing Technique Is: Passionate but Aggressive Hey, slow it down a little! Yes, you've got some killer kissing moves... But that doesn't mean you need to show off ten minutes worth of technique in ten seconds. Take your time. A little passion goes a long way.Are You a Good Kisser? Are You a Good Kisser? I liked the old paths, when Moms were at home. Dads were at work. Brothers went into the army, and sisters got married. Crime did not pay, hard work did and people knew the difference. Moms could cook, Dads would work, children would behave. Husbands were loving, Wives were supportive and children were polite. Women wore the jewelry, and Men wore the pants. Women looked like ladies, Men looked like gentlemen

My Child Who Never Got A Chance To Live
u know i use to write short stories and poems all the time when i was younger.. even after i had my first child i still did.. here is my lat poem i have wrote.. i made it for my child who neve got a chance to live cause of my ex.. i was 4-5 weeks pregnant when i lost him.. my ex punched my child out of me over me allowing my mother to keep my daughter over night o i could have a night where i could try to relax.. when i was with my ex i was the one who worked, cooked, cleaned, took care of my child..i dont it all.. my ex didnt do anything except for drink, do drugs, cheat and beat on me.. i remember that night as if it was yesterday.. we got into an argument and then the next thing i knew he got me with a low blow to my stomach and then thhrew me into the edge of our bed and then raped me.. all i could do was cry and hold my stomach and force myself to not scream out with all the pain.. i knew if i did he woul have hit me again.. he always did when i screamed for help.. when i did nobo

My Christmas Gift To You
This is somewhat embarrassing to admit, but since I’m only working part-time, Christmas will be tight this year. In light of that, I will be making bedroom slippers for you all as gifts so please let me know your sizes. You'll most likely agree that it's a splendid idea, and should you wish to do the same, I've included the instructions below: How to make bedroom slippers out of maxi pads: You need four maxi pads to make a pair. Two of them get laid out flat, for the foot part. The other two wrap around the toe area to form the top. Tape or glue each side of the top pieces to the bottom of the foot part. Decorate the tops with whatever you desire, silk flowers (this is most aesthetically appealing), etc. These slippers are: * Soft and Hygienic * Non-slip grip strips on the soles * Built in deodorant feature keeps feet smelling fresh * No more bending over to mop up

My Chatterbox
Well everyone my free time will be soon vanishing... Ill be on the orad as of feb 1st. My first stop will be Maryland to see my Dad and Brother, then New Jearsy to see an old friend, then New York city to see my sister then off to Belle Plaine Minnesota to see an old friend then down to Poplur bluff Missouri to visit family then my last stop in Orlando florida wooot geez what a bunch of driving!!! Then hoem to Richmond va to be in class by may!!!

My Children
Sometimes,I am utterly amazed at what my boys find awesome. I was thinking I would get to go to sleep early,it's been a long day. I send my sons to bed.Next thing I know my 10yr old is flying down the stairs telling me the 6 yr old is all jacked up. Alex never panics unless his ass is the one in trouble.There in the bathroom sitting on the counter is Max,blood running down his neck and freaking out! Yea,this isn't them in bed,nope this is Max feeling the need for speed in the front room. Apparently at the speed of light he tripped,fell chin first into an antique cast iron stove. I look at it and am thinking it is going to be alright,put a band aid on it and we are good.Um,no,not gonna be that easy. It's deep and wide but not long. I put him in the car and off we go to the friendly country hospital.I am kinda smart,I know this will be an in and out trip in this hospital. Max is well known here.He is known by his first,middle and last name. We visit on a routine basis.bee sting to the in

My Character On Fiesta
Isn't she lovely. I have a bathing suit and sunglass on her now and changed the way her hair looks but I still like it. I also have a cleric so watch for more screen shots in my blogs. I can't add anymore pics. O_o

My Christmas Wish
MY CHRISTMAS WISH LIST! I have been collecting the TY BEANIE BABY'S (DOGS) for some years now. Withe a tight budget the past few years (and now even tighter since my accident)I have been unable to continue buying them as I was in the past.Some of course have been unavailable to me as they are Exclusives in other contries, some I believe were also only available to those in THE BEANIE BABY CLUB "THE BEANIE OF THE MONTH". If by chance any of my friends would like to help with my wish "Which is to add to my collection" and would like shipping info if they should be lucky to still see one when they are out and about. Please PM me for the shipping address info. WITH THE HOLIDAYS JUST AROUND THE CORNER I WANT TO WISH EVERYONE A VERY HAPPY HOLIDAY SEASON AND A SAFE ONE ALSO. I AM ALSO PRAYING FOR WORLD PEACE I KNOW THIS IS GONNA BE A HARD ONE BUT PERHAPS ONE OF THESE DAYS IT WILL HAPPEN. NOT TO MENTION A BETTER ECONOMY FOR ALL WITH JOBS FOR EVERYONE WHO NEEDS ONE CAUSE LET'S FAC

My Christmas Is Like...
Your Christmas is Most Like: A Charlie Brown Christmas Each year, you really get into the spirit of Christmas. Which is much more important to you than nifty presents. What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

My Chickenscratch
3 Words Three words, not long ones but huge in their impact and often confusing in their meaning. They can fill you with joy, they can knot you up with fear. Their definition is different for many, do they mean “My life is complete with you”, “I will do anything to make you smile” or just “I am glad you are a part of my life”? They can be frustrating and confusing. When do you use them? Who do you say them to? You say them to your parents, to your kids, to those close to you. When you hear them, you know the person who spoke them thinks of you. And that may be the most important meaning of all.

My Chat Box Lecture
Themanagerie: And for a woman to say all that in her profile and yet at same time show sexy cleavage and other teasing pictures in her albums certainly leaves me in a state of mind boggling confusion as to what the hell you do want and are up to on this site Themanagerie: No offence noOne, but there is restricted chat and too restricted chat in which holding a normal adult conversion is like i said quite impossible to do in the free world Themanagerie: I'm from England UK and the nicest girlfriend i ever had was from Tempologue Dublin 12 Themanagerie: WOW OMG with a profile of DONT'S like what you have got, it's quite impossible to have a normal and fun conversation with you it would seem

My Children's Books Fan Site
Hi guys, I have created a new fan site on Facebook for my new books and future projects, be sure to visit and "LIKE" the page so you can stay updated. Fan site: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Robert-Harris-Writer-3D-Artist-Childrens-Book-Author/168264799877307 ----- You can also follow me onTwitter! http://twitter.com/#!/DarkLimitArts ------ I will be hosting a contest as of Jan 10th - Jan 17th, where you can name two of the characters that will be featured in my upcoming book "MONSTERS IN MY MILK" and win a free copy if your suggestion is selected. http://www.facebook.com/pages/Robert-Harris-Writer-3D-Artist-Childrens-Book-Author/168264799877307 ----- My Site/Gallery! http://darklimit.deviantart.com/

My Child
Putting my precious little one to bed last night, all tucked in i leant over the cot kissed that gorgeous face and said "goodnight... i love you" to which she then shook her head enthusastically as if to say ahh no mummy :| lol Because my little one is not so little any more and can manage getting off the couch safely, it's not uncommon for her to have a bottle on the couch, as she was doing she popped up right and looked at me I look over at her and say "lay down finish your bottle" to which she just lays back down the bottle wedged between her head and the couch.

My Childhood.
So everyone has made me feel like Shit and very pissed since I've been on fubar, so the way I thought I would handle the hard asses that have done this is to give my background on a blog. It started simple enough when I was 5 years old. It was my birthday and I thought I was getting a cake from my mother, a party from my family and presents. It was a get together that I would never forget, my father drove me and my brother to a remote location in a part of Georgia where no one knew of except for family. When we got to the place my entire family was there (from my dad's side) and in the center of this ring of people was a patch of dirt. I was made to step into the dirt and fight my brother, cousin's, and sometimes when older my adult family ( meaning my uncle's and cousin's) I done this from the time I was 5 till I was 18. I used knives,metal object's ( such as metal posts and bars) also using wood, different stuff to hurt your target. At 8 years old I was taught how to shoot standing,

My City
MY CITY I once lived in a city. It was a strong, safe city. It had high walls around it built in earlier times to fend off frequent attackers. The walls were strong ones and I maintained them in order to keep myself safe from hurtful things. I can't say that I always felt safe in my strong city, but it was as close as I could get. But I was alone in my city. My city had become a prison for me. The same walls that I had built to keep out pain had also kept out good things, things that made life worth living for. While I was relatively safe in my city, I was besieged in a prison of my own making. Yet I continued maintenance on my walls. I chose the safety of a self-made prison rather than face the dangers that lay on the outside. Even after there were no more attacks, and no more attackers, I kept up my city's walls. Then one day I heard of another city. A traveler from another city had gained my trust and I gave her admittance to my city. It was the first real company I had

My City-flint!!
Sure brings back memories, but also makes me look at the calendar and wonder where has the time gone.... You Know You're From Flint When... ...You demanded a "feathered hairdo" after 1985 ....You think the Genesee Towers is a TAAAAAL building ...You have to go to Jolly O and Skip's before you end up at Bubba's ...You think that traffic on Miller Road is too heavy ...You know what a Coney is ...Going away to college is a choice between Mott and U of M Flint ...Saginaw is "Up North" ...Your idea of culture is The Whiting Auditorium ...You've been to a Generals game ....You know a short cut between Robert T and Court ...You remember Chicago 21, Rush St. Wild Bill's or The Light ....You were an underage drinker at the Mikatam (And can remember those 10 for 1 drink prices) ...The Blue Hawaiian's are your favorite band ...You shopped at The Small Mall ...The vast majority of your family income came from "THE SHOP" ..

My Closest Friend
I remember that day as vividly in my mind as if it were an hour ago. I woke up, took a look at the alarm clock, and decided that it was too much of an ungodly hour to be up. I tried to turn over and fall back to sleep, but I could tell it just wasn't happening. I gave in, and dragged myself from the bed, and into the bathroom. After a long cigarette, and a few other necessities, I was awake almost enough to function. I sat down at the computer, thinking maybe today I could finally write something useful, after three weeks of writer's block, but that wasn't working either. So I flipped on the stereo. Eminem came on, louder then I was hoping to hear it�but still, I couldn't find the words I needed to write. After an hour of torturing myself in front of that computer, I gave up, and sacked out on the couch. Just then the phone rang. As I picked up, I was about to start cursing out whomever was at the other end, but when I heard your voice, I managed to stop myself just in ti

My Close Friends!
From the heart, I LOVE! We have all been beat down here in some way our another! To stand up and be ourselves is all that matters! I missed all of u very much! I put up some of the pics, I have more to come! Show me some love because I love u! MUAH, "two"

My Closet...(content Personal)
Now this is a game I would be interested in playing..so I shall make the rules simple. I have entered a contest...I think everyone I know will enjoy...even the ladies...and if some of my lady friends are in it..so much the better :p I won't give out my ID# as it spoils the fun of the anonymity...but if you do guess which rack belongs to me...you will need the ID#...I shall make you a gift. Requirements to play are simple..you need to visit this page belonging to the host Cannibal ~ Rockin Rack Contestants Needed@ fubar you will have to request an add to see the pictures (do rate her as she is pretty darn cool for hosting this contest) and you have to enjoy the racks that are entered...mine are there so if you identify them or believe you have...send me a private message with the correct ID# and I will let you know if you are correct. This game shall be fun because not many have ever seen them fully exposed :P The tease i am loves to keep them covered..have fun my

My Comprehension Is Just Too Complex...
Apparently I work next door to a shelter for the mentally disabled. At lunch time I usually go outside to the lunch cart and grab something real quick. An older mentally challenged gentleman was trying to buy lunch but from the sound of the coversation he didn't have enough money. The lady took his money and left it on the counter meanwwhile he's pointing to the menu trying to say "cheeseburger." So I pay for my lunch and get my change and without thinking put a couple dollars down on top of the man's money and told the lady he should have enough for his cheeseburger now. With that I left to go eat but it got me to thinking about how we should make an effort to help those that aren't as fortunate as ourselves. Yeah it was only a couple dollars to me, but it was lunch for that hungry man. Working in ny is giving me good opportunities to see things from a different perspective and I think I am becoming a more well rounded person because of it. I do hope you guys take a hard look

My Color Is..
You are 91% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your Passion is Brown You are both a sensitive and sensual lover. Warm and deep, you are tuned into the needs of your lover. Verbal foreplay is crucial to you. Words can make or break your mood. For you, sex is a 24 hour a day thing - you can't separate it from love. What Color Is Your Passion?

My Confessions
So I came home from work and I new my Mom had her test today.. The doctor first told her it was Scoliosis.. Well now they're saying it isnt that, and it could be either MS or Leukemia.. Wtf do they mean it could? These are suppose to be our doctors, not dicking us around.. Its like if its Leukemia, wtf am i going to do.. I already lost two grandmothers and a cousin.. After Matt I cant bare to lose anyone else for awhile.. This is my Mother for Christs sakes. Yea we bitched and shit for the past 18 years but I cant lose her.. Not now. I keep thinking of what would happened if she died, of all she would be missing throughout my life.. Remembering the kids from school who alrady lost their Mothers.. I never realized that it could happen to me. Its like I never really cared if I died, but after I lose my parents Im alone. Im only child, I don't have anyone else. Im so incredibly terrified, I have never been this scared about anybody dying in my entire life. I feel so guilty for every

My Contests
New Contest I am in: Just click on the picture below to go to page and bid/rate. 6. ~*Angel Eyes~* Up for offer Added to family for a month Put owned by ____ for 1 month Top friend for 3 months 1 personal salute(sfw) Pimpout bulletin once a week for a month Added to page for 1 month All Pics, Blogs And Stash Rated My Yahoo ID ( If The Person Doesnt already Have It ) If bid includes 7 day blast or 30 day blast or Vip Membership 10 personal comments a day 3 personal salutes 1 almost nsfw salute slave to you for 2 months Crush of you For A month Personal access to My Webcam For A Month (As a added bonus- a fu marriage, fu slave or fu master to it depending on there preference. I can be Sub or Dom. And a personal visit to them if they are single if the guy or gal is local or wants to be friends I can throw in a personal number after 1 month of chat Thanks for showing the love. Angel Eyes This will be my first official con

My Code
T-BONE@ CherryTAP READ MY PROFILE, IM FUN,STEADY AND LOYAL AND I DEFFENATLY NEED FEMALE FRIENDS, SO PLEASE DONT BE AFRAID,EVEN IF I SEEM TO BE A LITTLE WACKEY FOR MY AGE IM JUST A GOOD TIME CHARLEY,, WRITE ME.....NAS-TEA NAS-TEA@ CherryTAP THIS IS ONE SWEET RIDE

My Contest/original Bulletins That I Posted
EMANONEveryone Loves this man and his Vampire Lesbian Porn!! He is in his first auction and I intend to see that its a good one!! You all know he would do almost anything to help you out. He makes you laugh and talks to you when your sad. You will not find a more Honest Man on Fu!! You know it..So now its time to step up for him. He is under 500k now. Plus he needs you to make bids on his auction. So what are you sitting around for? Get in there and bid!! Oh and send him a Black Rose telling him you saw this bulletin. He loves Black Roses. I happen to know he also Loves Blings and HH's..Hint!!!Remember this..No one but me has Ever Owned Emanon. Better get in and bid Big.He will share his Porn with you..haha.Are you still here?! LoLThis Bulletin Brought to You By his Girl †Submissive†Mistress Ange†Come Be Damned With Me If You DARE†Owner of Emanon†@ fubar

* My Confession *
* MY CONFESSSION! * ** I HAVE A CRUSH ON ALL OF YOU!!!!! YEP YOU HEARD IT! THIS WEBSITE LIMITS ME TO ONE CRUSH AT A TIME, AND PERSONALLY, IN MY PHILOSOPHY OF LOVING ALL AS ONE AND ONE FOR ALL AS ONE LOVE, ONE HEART, ONE COSMIC, GALACTIC GREATER THAN LOVE AS WE ALL DEFINE OR REDEFINE * LOVE * - I CAN'T CRUSH YOU ALL AT ONCE... SO HERE IS MY CONFESSION MY LOVES!!!! I SEND EACH OF YOU YOU MUCH LOVE ALWAYS IN ALL WAYS ! YOU ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL BEINGS AND EACH OF YOU DESERVES LOVE ... SACRED, INFINITE, ETERNAL, UNCONDITIONAL LOVE! SO HERE IS SOME FOR YOU! I OFFICIALLY CRUSH THE CRUSH LIMIT AND SEND EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU CRUSHING, OOZING, GUSHING AMOUNTS OF LOVE AND LIGHT TO YOU ALL! !!!! !! ! ! ! ! ! ! ** ...

My Computer Sucks Tonight!
my laptop is driving me insane!!! It keeps freezing up and it keeps booting me off the internet. My hubby was supposed to clear it off and reload windows but has not had chance yet. Also, all the backgrounds are coming up white including my own. I can't see any of them. i can't wait until this gets reloaded. hopefully that will get me up to speed and get my ability to see color backgrounds back. I do miss them cuzi know there are some really kewl ones on the pages of my friends and fans :(. I can't wait until he gets it all fixed. Until then, i suffer the white screens and live on...lol!!! peace to all :) Well, the computer actually cooperated with me now. It moved faster and I am now skinned. Thank goodness cuz i was gettin chilly with no skin..BRRRRRR! I am having fun learning about this place. It is much faster paced than myspace that is for sure. I mostly liked making my profiles on myspace,tag world, youthink and msn. Once I connquered them, I came here. This seems mor

My Country
Love This Comeback One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops, everywhere he goes telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly," Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman stand

My Country - Portugal
Considered The biggest firework of the world happened until today. Guinness record. 8 minutes long. Launched in 37 places over 6km long. More than 660000 launches. 17tons of firework. It cost 1000000 euros. All the 8 minutes firework recorded from a ship, AMAZING!!!: The best is on the end of this video: height="350">

My Contest Entry
Hey all my friends out there! Im entering my first contest! Now I understand all of you out there that think comment bombing is redundant. But plz come atleast give your opinion. Not like Im going to win anyways....with ppl already having 4000 comments lol But Id appreciate everyones support =] Thanks ahead of time guys *MuaH* Theres the link

My Computer Broke
I feel like a Blind Man.All the Knowledge I thought I had is on my Broken Comp.It needs to be reformated.I can't even send Morph's in to have them Made.The way they have this comp,that I'm on now.I'm Lost,Blind,Frustrated.I can't make no shortcuts or nothing.I can't even go to a site.get my wolf picture.an come back into cherrytap.I'm Totally Fucked,bigtime.Stumped beyond your wildest dreams.What ever window I leave open,wether its a comment box or message with my wolf or picture link installed upon my return it's gone.This comp might move like Lightning but what good is it if I can't Multitask.My time for today is almost up.Not even worth coming to Cherrytap on this computer.Lost everything,from my image hosting site,graphic sites,pictures that I can't replace.Bumbing is what I'm doing.Then my new salutes I made yesterday,cherrytap won't except them.says if I continue to send in unexceptable salutes my account will be deleeted.I've seen alot of mother f-in lousey salutes,that they do

My 50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? My princess, Brianna 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yes. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Definately 4. Do you take compliments well? No. 5. Do you play Sudoku? How do you play Sudoku? I thought they were just puzzles you did by yourself. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Yes. 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? I don't have a house, my ex wife has it, I hope the bitch burns alive (just kidding.... sort of.) 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? Princess Brianna (does a couch count?) 9. Who do you text the most? Karen 10. Favorite children's book? Where the Wild Things Are. 11. Eye color? Hazel 12. How tall are you? 5'8 3/4" (every little bit counts) 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? Absolutely 14.

My Contest!! Please Help!!! :(
I went from 3rd place down to 6th.... I am all alone in there.. :( And even me not feeling well at all I am still commenting away..... If anyone could please help me out some more!!!!! THankies sooooo much.. Any little bit helps.... :) Click on my pic or links..... [ fubar.com photo: 2514456570 ] http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=195549&albumid=471718&i=2514456570

My Contest Standings!!!!
I want to thank all the people who have taken time out of their busy schedules to vote on my contest picture. It really meant alot to me for all of you to come and show me luv that way! I still need your help. The contest ends on Sept 6th at 10:30pm est. There seems to be a large gap between me in 4th and someone else in 3rd. I really need your help to close this gap. If you know anyone who is willing to help then I would greatly appreciate it! just click below to get to the page. thanks again. hugz, Nichole. These are the most recent standings. Here are the current standings as of 1:30PM 09-01-2007 Wow, Its still a close race Name Comments 1 lil devil 21520 2 j-roxxx 21163 3 Raema aka .:TITS:. 9901 4 Nichole~Top Notch Glamour Chick 7668

My Cousin Steven Is On Fubar Now
Hey Every Fubarian Come Show My Cousin Steven Some Fulove, Hes New And Such A Cool Guy, I Found Him On Myspace , Lets Show Him Love So He May Stay, Much Love From Me And Trista To You All

My Contest
im in a sexy tat contest if could please come by and show some luve it would be much appreciate.. rate the picture cuz its worth 10 comment and drop some comments just follow the picture and do what you do best love and kisses

My Contest
I am in a contest and I have just maxed out of comments for my user level. If there is anyone of my friends, angels club friends, or family that wouldn't mind going to help me out I would be so greatful. You have to be level 5 or higher with a saluted pic. Thanks again Bitchy Babygirl Here is the link I am in a contest come help me out by commenting or just a rate. You have to be a level 5 or higher and a saluted pic. Thanks so much Bitchy Babygirl Here is the link

My Contests
Ok I'm getting people asking for details so here goes if I miss anything feel free to ask :D 1. All Pics need a bag or something similar covering 2. Bags can be decorated in any way you wish 3. No drama 4. No under level 4 users to comment/rate 5. No comment programs allowed 6. No blank comments 7. Rates will count as 10 comments so down rating others is a waste of time. 8. The NSFW contest bombers will need to add me as a friend if they don't wish to keep me as a friend no rate is needed just a note to say they are here to comment for you. 9. Anyone breaking rules will be removed from contest after one warning to stop and person breaking rules blocked. First Prize will be either 7 day blast/month VIP Second Prize will be 3 day blast And if there are enough people Third prize will be 1 day blast and a trophy. Everyone who gets over 100 comments (not including rates) will get a VIP prize of my choice over 1000 will get a gift from Fu shop. Anything e

My Contest Blog
Welcome To My Salute Photo Contest. So it pretty simple really. Contact me with your photo by fubar mail or let me know which one to rip from photo files. Contest will run from Oct 28th to midnight Nov 10th (That's 2 weeks) Prizes are as followed. 1st 30 day blast or 2 VIP's. 2nd is which ever the winner didn't pick 3rd is a 7 day blast 4th is a 3 day blast... Prize Eggs For Follow are.....Wait If you know where the Prize Eggs are coming then they aren't Prize eggs anymore now are they. So Far Prize eggs for this Contest have Been. LaKesha for reaching 1000 comment votes 1st FU WIFEY OF BIG WILLIE~MŹ βÁβ§¤Ä.k.Ä¤MŹ ¥ÜMM¥ FoBeing A Last Vote During My Monday Lunch Hour LadyofNY For Being A Last Vote During My Monday Lunch Hour (Last Lunch Blast of The Week) frostybuds For Being the 1000th comment/voter on ladyofny photo. THE LATIN MAN For Being the 1000th comment/voter on Nocturnal Mistress photo. *AKAMRS. T 10,000 fu bucks for be

My Contest
The Fu Bombers have entered me into one of BBG's contests, and I got the link late, but it's open. Please come by, rate the pic, and bomb the hell out of me! All help is greatly appreciated. Thanks! Roxy (Foxy Roxy)

My Cousin's Posts
http://fubar.com/user/1374267 Mike 'country1982' B this is admitted downrater .. he said it his profile: PS: if you can'y handle flat out honesty on picture rate then don't get on there I am 100% honest in how i feel about a pic. not everyone is a ten...... he is too ugly to be honest .. cant be that here and keep friends .. at present he has rating of 7.92 (12) i am returning the favor of the rating of one, mind you "1" honest he rated my pic 1. is that honest ?? who deserves that kind of honesty.. following that with a block.. All family member please click on the following: Blocking Mike 'country1982' B or cut and paste the following: http://www.fubar.com/blockuser.php?block_id=1374267 subject: evoke a feeling post date: 2007-11-09 13:24:35 when you look at me like that i feel so squishy and so gooey your sad puppy dog eyes makes me melt when you touch me i feel so sensual desires my very essences are aroused during the embra

My Contest
do to some unforunate events i have been forced to move to a friends. I have been having a close friend check messages and such as i have not had access to a computer. For those of you in my HH I promise yo give you your gifts that u have coming to u asap it will be after the 2nd. My ex husband took my money and i just took him to court and he is order to give it all back and has less then a week.....so of u that want to say karma is coming for me PLEASE... everyone thats been patient and hasnt threatened me and my charater will get their prizes. stop posting lies about me. Im handing out hh's and the prizes as of the 2nd when i receive my check and tose of you whosay karma is coming for me well its coming to u for the crap u talk about me when im keeping my word...word to u when u think ur wise u aint others will look at u and laugh knowing u lied and lied about someone that hasnt done anything wrong. btw i have 45 days after the contest ends to hand out prizes its in fubar hand

My Country - Lithuania
That was on 13 January 1991 in the capital of Vilnius This is nowadays Lithuania So-called golden dunes... follow the story.... and excerpt from a dvd movie AMAZING BASKET OF SARUNAS JASIKEVICIUS FROM ALMOST 28 METRES AWAY! Three points last minute :) Pre-eurobasket tournament match August 16th 2007 in Gijón (Spain)

My Court Hearing Today
someone decided to tell me that i sound full of myself.....Um sorry no......im just quite curious about what the girls on here will honestly say.....if you wanna go off and tell me im full of myself then why the fuck did you add me on??? Okay all today was my court hearing for child support enforcement...needless to say things went just as i planned...the Judge had read my response to the complaints and petition and has ruled that a Paternity test WILL take place on November 29th....My ex will be ordered to submit herself and the child for the paternity test...if she fails to do so she will lose any and all benefits from the state of illinois including her medicaid and the case will be immediately dismissed and i will be a free to file for a uncontested divorce and i will be free to remarry!!! Someone was watching over me today....and i think it was my dad.....Thanks dad...you came thru when i needed it most!

My Computer Is Down!!! :(
Hey Ladies!! Sorry I havent been around, but my stupid ass piece of shiznit computer went down on me. Now I gotta wait on my friend to fix it.. Damn Im bored...someone save me!! Hope you all enjoyed your christmas...If I dont talk to y'all. Have a Happy New Year!!

My Contest
Hi Guys (and gals) REMEMBER that our very own LORD GARFIELD is hosting the HAPPY HOUR of 8pm CENTRAL...and 9pm EASTERN.. That's the FIRST HOUR of the BOMBFEST, so let's get in there early, bomb fast and furious, and take an early lead. We are on a roll this week....we are almost back to bombing strength...so let's all WORK TOGETHER, HAVE FUN, and KICK SOME A$$ !!! I am at wits end. The contest hostess took Goddess Traci's pic off her contest page and left all the other one's up. I don't know why. Her SB is off and she won't answer my fu*mail. I left a comment in her comments on her page asking her POLITELY why she took Traci's pic off contest page. You may wish to leave her a comment yourself. but remember... WE ARE FU*BOMBERS DAMMIT!!! We have a lot of respect here in fu, so don't let your feelings take control and leave nasty comments, PLEASE!! BE POLITE>...show all of fu that FU*BOMBERS HAVE CLASS!! Y'all please be nice, ya hear??? We will once again have a 2 hour bombfes

My Cousins..
My cousins trevor and olivia were in an accident.. i just got an e-mail from my uncle.. here is reads.. Trevor and Olivia were in an accident this morning in Perry Florida while headed back to Tallahassee. Trevor may have fallen asleep. The truck rolled several times ejecting both him and Olivia. They were air lifted to Tallahassee Memorial. Joyce and Brain are there. They are in pretty bad shape. They need our prayers!

My Concert
It's time to celebrate local metal!! Get your asses out to the: Indi-Grace Metal Showcase Featuring Deadringer's CD Release Bash wsg: Wake of Destruction, Occams Razor, Skarrd & Cacophonous Incantation! ALSO: **Miss High Octane Model Search Finals!** Cheer for your favorite model onstage to win the title of "Miss High Octane!" **AND Indi-Grace's 30th Birthday Blowout!!** Saturday, August 16, 2008 at THE MACHINE SHOP!! Doors at 7pm $5 21+, $8 18-20 at the door $5 18 & Up Pre-Sale Tickets ARE Available! Contact your favorite band!! 5 Killer Bands, 4 Gorgeous Models, 3 Decades, 2 Much to Miss, 1 BIG NIGHT!! BE THERE!!! At The Machine Shop in Flint. This Saturday! $5 for 21+, $8 for 18-20 5 bands, kick ass music! Someone is gonna win tix to Saliva/Drowning Pool! I'll be there and hope to see you there!!

My Coke Rewards
->Mistress C...: Damn you..damn you..Why ya letting me win..I wanna know more about your relations.. ->Mistress C...: yes..i do study psychology..BTW ->Mistress C...: the good news is you probably have a high IQ..but likely you were ADD/ADHD as a child ->Mistress C...: portraits of pioneering in psychology.. My Coke Re...: better yet, dont bother, im not interested.....as a matter of fact, im outtie, I have better things to do that to waste my time with some "wannabee". so you go have a hell of a day. My Coke Re...: please.....if there are many books, im so sure that your smart enough to give me one without having to look...... ->Mistress C...: brb ->Mistress C...: ok just a moment let me go to my library..i will get one My Coke Re...: name one ->Mistress C...: well it shows examples in many psych books and no mrs robinson did not tell me anything My Coke Re...: did mrs robinson tell you that? lol My Coke Re...: where does it says that einstein? ->Mistress C...: well when

My Copyright Shizz...
I'm the girl who is lost in space, the girl who is disappearing always, forever fading away and receding farther and farther into the background. Just like the Cheshire cat, someday I will suddenly leave, but the artificial warmth of my smile, that phony, clownish curve, the kind you see on miserably sad people and villains in Disney movies, will remain behind as an ironic remnant. I am the girl you see in the photograph from some party someplace or some picnic in the park, the one who is in fact soon to be gone. When you look at the picture again, I want to assure you, I will no longer be there. I will be erased from history, like a traitor in the Soviet Union. Because with every day that goes by, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible...Elizabeth WurtzelThought I'd let you (whoever reads my blogs) know exactly how I feel at this moment.♥Cryss Potter.♥ Do you ever really take the time to get to know ur online friends intimately?? Do you know their everyday str

My Co-found Family
Check out this profile for info! {{H&L Bombers}}@ fubar Founded by @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria @};-@ fubar and co-founder lauria Fu Owned by Hopeless Romantic¢¾Shadow Leveler¢¾ {{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}} =^^= Aristocats@ fubar

My Color
Diana, your relationship color is Red This means that you tend to be a passionate partner who isn't at all shy about communicating what you're thinking and feeling to the one you love. It can be very important to you that your partner both hears your perspectives and understands where you're coming from. As a result, in your mind it's often best to talk about problems immediately, even if that talk leads to a heated discussion. That's the fiery Red in you. Your convictions are important to you and you're willing to defend them fervently if need be. People with compatible relationship colors tend to bring out the best in one another because their approach to relationships is harmonious. But if you're with someone whose relationship color clashes with yours, you're headed for more challenges than most. Get your complete relationship color assessment, plus your personalized Compatibility Color Wheel that will point you to the relationship colors perfectly suited to yours, in your

My Contest
Hello to all my wonderful Fubarian friends and family!!! Once again, my wonderful Fu-Bomber family has put me in a contest to win a 1 month VIP, or a 7 day Blast. I need 12,000 comments to win. I am sending out an S.O.S. to you all in hopes that you will show some love, and come bomb my contest picture. Below, you will find the link. Thank you and much love to you all!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1154590&i=3926975924

My Computer (laptop) Crashed
I wanted ya'll to know my computer crashed. I don't know if it can be fixed or not. Dell is sending me the right cd's to try. But they think my hard drive went out. As ya'll all know I have been layed off since Feb. So, I have no money coming in. I will miss ya'll all very much. Please, leave love and when it does get fixed, I will return the love.. Love all my FRIENDS....

My Company Featured In Cnn Health
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My Contest I Holding
1-MILLION FUBUX AND A 25CREDIT BLING PACK OR 1 MONTH VIP UP FOR GRABS!!WHO WANTS IT?THERE WILL BE FIRST AND SECOUND PLACE PRIZES AND MAYBE EVEN A THIRD!! BASSTRACKER IS HOLDING A CONTEST!IT WILL RUN FOR TEN DAYS!THE CONTEST WILL START AS SO AS THERE ARE TEN ENTRIES..... PRIZES ARE AS FOLLOWS: FIRST PLACE- WILL WIN 1-MILLION FUBUCKS AND A 25 CREDIT BLING PACK OR 1 MONTH VIP SECOUND PLACE- WILL WIN 300K AND A 12 CREDIT BLING PACK THERE MAYBE A THIRD PLACE PIZE DEPENDING ON THE CONSISTANCY OF THE THIRD PLACE BOMBER:) HERES HIS LINK 'BASSTRACKER~ FU-HUBBY TO PURPLESKY'@ fubar THIS BULLY HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: PurpleSky{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar Well it said to post in blog and stuff to get free so i am going to see how this works!! so here is my midget!

My Contest
=== '*GÚMM¥ È×þRÈ§§~~ÇHÖÖ ÇHÖÖ** 4eva owned by gummy vodka' wrote the following at '2008-08-15 08:10:02'.. > > MyHotComments > > > HEY EVERYONE I AM IN AN AUCTION! COME BID ON ME! PLEASE! YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO OWN ME! :p JUST HIT THE LINK DOWN THERE AND COME OWN ME! HURRY B4 SOMEONE ELSE BUYS ME! > > http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1659598&albumid=1152910&i=2590325038&idx=8#2590325038 > > MyHotComments > > MyHotComments === 'naughty&precioussub fu owned by "Hypnotic Star" & "owner of: Love my Boys & Lostsoul' wrote the following at '2008-07-22 21:59:03'.. > > OK YOU GUYS I AM NEEDING SOME MAD FU HELP AND I CAN'T DO IT ALL MYSELF...SOOO HERE IS THE DEALIO > > GO TO THIS LINK > > > 1. 100 COMMENTS GETS YA 1,000 FUBUCKS > > 2. 200 COMMENTS GETS YA 2,000 FUBUCKS > > 3. 300 COMMENTS GETS YA 3,000 FUBUCKS > > 4. ANYONE HELPING ME AND I WIN I WILL GIVE A BLING TO...THE TOP 3 PEOPLE HELPING THE MOST WILL GET A 3-5 CREDIT BLING.

My Comments
This is suppose to be my time to do what I need too do or as I wish,, I drop off my g/son who is 5 yrs old at the bus stop, then I drive too school wait for him,, I stood in back ground too see what he do, I seen him look out the bus window looking for me, he got off I made it too where he see's me he had a big grin,, I walk him too his line, I said I'm going now, he gave me kiss said bye g/ma,, I went too office ask too see my 6 yr old he had surgery last week, today was his first day at school, he was in lunch great time, I was there too make sure he ate well, I ask him if he wanted me too stay he said yes,, I was pleased, watching fist graders eat and chat,, I called my Husband told him and he told he I need too let go, lol,,, I doubt it,, will see what happen tomorrow, (8-29-08) I also have a 9 yr old g/daughter, who I adore as well, she woke papa up this morning it was 6 30 am he alarm was going off, he got up and left he old me Kizzy woke him up, Sometimes I think what and whe

My Contest
Help my sexy friend level!!!! I luv me some Whiskeygirl!!!!!!!! U come love on her too!!!!! ~Whiskey Girl~Asst. Head DJ/Head Of Graphics @ The PlayGround*Fu-Owned By ~MIA-Inked Slut~@ fubar Please help me if you can and it will bw worth your while! Im in a contest for an auto 11 and it will be help you earn points as well when we rate each other! Add Tonya as a friend to get to the folder http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1775417&albumid=1277379&i=1537246890&idx=14 [ fubar.com photo: 1537246890 ] Help one of the coolest chicks i know!!

My Cookbook
2 sticks Butter (Melted) 1/2 Lb. Graham Cracker Crumbs 1 Lb. Powdered sugar 1 large can coconut(more or less to taste) 1 Cup chopped nuts (I prefer pecans) 1/2 cup Peanut Butter 1 TBSP Vanilla extract Mix all ingredients together. Form into balls. set aside. In a double boiler, melt 1/2 cake parafin wax and 1 bag of chocolate chips. When chocolate and parafin is melted together, roll candy balls in chocolate and set on platter covered with wax paper. Enjoy! 2 1/2 Cups All-Purpose Flour 1 1/2 Cup Sugar 2 TBSP Cocoa 1 Tsp. Salt 1 Tsp. Baking Soda 2 Eggs 1/2 Cup Oil 1 Cup Buttermilk 2 Oz. Red Food Coloring (May use other colors) 1 Tsp. Vanilla Extract Place all dry ingredients in bowl. Blend eggs with fork. Add oil and blend again. Add this mixture to dry ingredients and mix with wire whisk until smooth. Blend in food coloring vanilla and buttermilk. Bake at 350 degrees for around 30 minutes. ICING 1/2 Stick Butter 8 Oz. Cream Cheese (Softened) 1

My Condemnedment
With a crack of the whip I drop down to my knees. Like a demon tearing down my soul , The tip lashes across my back with such force & hatred wich only us condemned know. Tears fill my eyes daring not to fall to the raging inferno beneath me. My Judgement & Condemnedment both hand in hand before me. A life lived to my wants & needs & not that of my heavenly father's advice has brought me to where I deserve to be. Only cursing myself for not doing as I should've, Accepting every soul crushing lash that continuously falls upon my body. With dead memories of the happy times of my life for wich I had not appreciated nor had I shown graditude for. Tormenting me endlessly. Drawing me to scream out from the deepest depths of my soul for the the next lash to be even more painful enough to drown em out . But with every lash comes a fresher more heart wrenching memory and more torment. I look above to to repent for all i did & didn't do , But now its to late. The demon

*~* My Country *~*
The love of field and coppice, of green and shaded lanes, Of ordered woods and gardens is running in your veins. Strong love of grey-blue distance, brown streams and soft, dim skies I know but I cannot share it, my love is otherwise. I love a sunburnt country, a land of sweeping plains, Of rugged mountain ranges, of droughts and flooding plains. I love her far horizons, I love her jewel-sea, Her beauty and her terror - The wide brown land for me! The stark white ring-barked forests, all tragic to the moon, The sapphire-misted mountains, the hot gold rush of noon. Green tangle of the brushes, where lithe lianas coil, And orchids deck the tree tops, and ferns the warm dark soil. Core of my heart, my country! Her pitiless blue sky, when sick at heart, around us, we see the cattle die - But then the grey clouds gather, and we can bless again The drumming of an army, the steady, soaking rain. Core of my heart, my country! Land of the Rainbow Gold, For flood and fir

My Complaints Bout General Population
Ok, here is my burden. I was working at a job I truely love. I worked with mentally retarded individuals. All going well for 361days.Then one day im accused of verbal abuse toward my favorite client. Do I even need to tell you guys that I didn't do? I didn't do it! Well, there were no witnesses only the one person that accused me was around me. All the other staff were in the kitchen the doors shut, and I was outside with my clien where I was suppose to be. Long story short, I spilt tea on myself and supposedly I called my client a "worthless piece of shit". #1 this client is someone i truely love, I share whatever I have with him from my drink to my Marb's. I think more of him and the other clients than alot of my acquaintences. I do not make a habit of cussing people out period. No matter who they are. #2

My Cock And What We Can Do Lol😉🍆💦💋
First off I'd start making out with you then I'd start stripping your clothes off and then I'd start kissing your neck working my way down sucking on your nipples as I pass by each one and then I'd kiss you down to your pants and back up while I'm taking your pants and panties off and when that's I'll lick all the way down your stomach while your still stand and I'll get on my knees and put one of your legs on my shoulder and I'll start kissing towards your pussy once I get there I'll start eating you out at the same time I'll be fingering you then I'll let you strip me and do what you want to me and after your done I'll lay you on your back and kiss my way up to your lips once I'm there I'll kiss you for a bit right before I suck on your bottom lip and at the same time rubbing my cock on your pussy just to make stuffing it in that much better lol keep watching for my next blog and the rest of what me and my cock can do lol

My Crazy Quotes
If you don't have enough hate for everyone after the hate for yourself you need to make a bigger effort to hate... May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to those who hate, and let that love embrace you as you go out into the world. May the teachings of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and whose have touched yours a

My Crystal Heart
My Crystal Heart I am sitting here wishing I was there The feelings I have are rare. My crystal heart has a crack Someone has already given it back The crack runs right through If your not careful it will break in two I want to be yours and yours to keep In love I want to fall I want to fall deep The endless feeling of someone near A happiness that brings a tear To take care of in sickness and health I want love I don't want wealth To have and to hold In the the heat and the cold The love I want is hard to find But it can be where some are blind It goes unnoticed and unaware Usually cries as it sits there My heart is fragile and easy to destroy This is not a game, my heart is not a toy I want to be with you in every way Forever in your arms, Forever to stay.

My Cries Fall On Closed Ears
My cries fall on closed ears Written by Susan DuFour on January 9th, 2006 at 6:12 pm Does my mouth not open wide enough and know one hears me crying out I feel so down and out of it and no one seems to care about I know that people care for me but that is not my point Right now I am hurting inside and wanting to hurt the out This is scarring me I don't know what to do I have posted topics in hopes to get a clue To see how others cope with it I want to have that glue Another day has come and gone the night is darker yet I must be the sadest one that you have ever met

My Crazy Thoughts
Ok so I finally go to bed only to sleep 5 hours and awake with a 100.8 temp. I thought I was finally getting better from being sick but apparently not. With my disease not only is it hard to recover from being sick but I can just wake up feeling miserable. Sorry everybody for the rant but I'm just tired of nt having a body that is strong like everybody elses and I'm tired of being scared to sleep! The only time I've fealt peaceful sleeping and not scared was when my ex was sleeping next to me. Anyways yup just a rant heh :/. I don't know what it is but I almost always avoid sleep whenever possible. Ok I actually have a few ideas as to why but whatever. Almost every day I stay up till I'm so exhausted that I pretty much pass out once I hit the bed. Anyways no real reason for this blog post than to ramble and get my blog started here ;).

My Crazy Ramblings
So I leave soon... Back to KY... its kinda scary! lol Im completely excited though. I feel like Im finally going back home! I dont think its really hit me thought that I'm actually moving... I feel like its all happening in slow motion!!! lol I have got so much to do and a very little time to do it all in :P lol Its kinda crazy but there's one person in particular that I absolutly cannot WAIT to see... He has been one of my closest friends for the past few months. And especially recently as I try to sort out my feelings for my husband and decided what I'm going to do. lol i dunno... i guess im just rambling :P I am who I am.... There is nothing I can or WILL do to change that.... I have finally come to be mostly happy with my life... for once! And now all of a sudden ppl feel the need to fuck with that! Well I hate it for everyones luck... it doesnt work! I love being me... i love who i am. I really dont know why ppl feel the need to meddle in my business! My sexuality

My Crushes
There were 3 people who had crushes on me. However, one of them recently stopped having a crush on me. I'm very disappointed. What did I do? :( I see that I now still have two people who have crushes on me though. That pleases me. :) I also know that there some guys on my friends list that I find very attractive and who I might be compatible with.. I hope atleast one of them is him..

My Crazy Life
I love to have a good time Partying is one of my hobbies I don't take things too seriously unless i need to I say the work fuck a lot I'm not a virgin... I have my tongue pierced as well as my nipples I go to college at BV and it's kicking my ass I love my friends, and family I think Wal-mart is taking over corperate America I'm very random I'm a dork I love me.. but then again.. who doesn' There's never a dull moment with me In almost every conversation I have, sex comes up I'm where the party's at.. lol and there's never a dull moment with me... oh ya.. and the president of our college knows about all of my piercings.... Keep it rocking.. Lots of uncreepy love Methy

Mycrazyworld
Man if it wasnt one thing it was another between me and my daughter whoom is medically disabled. we have been busy with her doctors apts. dear boyfriend took me out for a few hours without the kids last night to our favorite italian resturaunt so now we're chillin at home once again being mommy and daddy. wow fast night. well his birthday is coming 2days before valentines and i have no idea what to get him you see he is an italian redneck but has everything. so any sugesstions would be great please give me some.

My Craziness
What is this thing called love. It comes on so sweetly, so good, so fulfilling. It is wild and free and everything you want. It is a dream that continues into the day, a desire that is met by only one. It's the touch of a hand that sends shivers down your spine and the breath you take in of that one special one whose aroma you want to always be with you. It's the need to hear their voice at odd times during the day for no real reason. It's the feeling of being safe. And then it fades somehow. I don't understand that part at all. Something that promises forever in the beginning, that feels so right and so real and so strong...where does that go? How can it end like that? Why won't it stay and keep you warm and safe? Is love only given to us for a short time (even several years doesn't seem like enough) only to have your heart break in the end...to be sad and lonely and searching for that feeling again...only to have that repeat itself and have the cycle keep going until

My Crazy Life :p
I lay here dead to the world of lies and truth, For one does not know where lies and tuth begins any more, I fear the lose of all I hold dear only to find out what I hold dear is nothing but truth, Standing up for truth alone is never easy but who knows when you the will bring the lies home, When the world is filled with nothing but lies and colded hareted people I feel that I am out numbered, I begin to even wonder why I have a heart and why I care for the human race, The human race is a twisted web of truth and lies and no one can begain to untangle them, Once the world had structure and there was only truth and no lies but the first lie was told, Then another and another only to have the web start to tangle and now where does truth lye, So now just cut my wrists and black my eye cause you only believe the lies. I see the wild horses running free like you and me. Free to be who they want to be, free from all the harm and hate. Free to run over here and then over there

My Crucified Love
MY CRUCIFIED LOVE YOU FILLED MY HEAD WITH MEMORIES THEN YOU TORE MY WORLD APART NOW I AM LOST IN MY FANTASIES THIS TIME YOU BROKE MY HEART YOU TORE OUT MY SOUL LEFT ME HANGING DRY NOW AS I LOOK BACK I SEE ALL THE TEARS I’VE CRIED I TRIED TO THINK BACK TO WHERE I THOUGHT I WENT WRONG YET THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME AND IT WAS YOU ALL ALONG. WHY HAVE YOU HURT ME AND PLAYED WITH MY MIND WHY DID YOU TEASE ME AND TAKE UP MY TIME THE MEMORIES CAN NOT COMPENSATE FOR WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH BECAUSE NOW I AM FILLED WITH EMPTINESS AND HATE JUST FOR TRYING TO LOVE YOU COULD I EVER TRUST YOU AGAIN COULD I EVER BE SATISFIED COULD I EVER TAKE A CHANCE MY LOVE WAS CRUCIFIED WRITTEN BY : J.R.A.F 05/07/1993

My Crafty Side
Some of you I'm sure know these as the Eye of God, but I'm calling them, Eye of the Beholder. I'm making these for my mom (in-law) in the hopes that people like them enough to possibly pay for them in order to try and raise a little bit of money for her fundraising efforts on her project. I figure that she can display the ones I make within the next week or so and if people like them then they can either buy the ones she's showing or they can put in a request for a certain size/color/etc. I've made three so far...I like these because they can vary in size, color, shape and are easy to make, which is what I need right now with so much going on. Anyway, here are the first three.

My Crazy Mind...
Dear Friends and Family, I have been participating in Relay for Life for the past 7 years. Of those past 7 years I have been on the committee 3 years. I have met many new friends and cancer survivors and Relay has become a huge part of my life. Relay this year is May 2-3 7 p.m. to 7 a.m. at Sunset Park in Mauldin, SC. I have set my own personal goal to $500. I am asking you to please contribute to helping me reach my goal. We have lost too many dear and close people to this horrible disease. Please help me in helping the American Cancer Society find a cure. If you would like to help me, my own personal donation page can be reached by this link. http://main. acsevents. org/goto/aprilt Thanks, April Titus PIMPING HER OUT....CAUSE SHE ASKED ME TOO.. Kira@ fubar LOVE, ME Rule#1: Don't try to make me feel sorry for your ass, after you tried to commit suicide 3 months ago and failed, after I tried to talk you out of it. Rule#2: Don't tell me I shouldn't keep

My Creations
LIKE A REAPER IN THE DARK.. SHE WAITS IN THE SHADOWS.. FOR YOUR SOUL... AND THEN SHE WILL MAKE.. YOU.. DANCE WITH THE DEVIL DO YOU HAVE THE GUTS? OR ARE YOU JUST SCARED!?!?!.. WE SHALL SEE.. JUST CLICK THE BANNER BELOW.. TO SEE WHAT FATE HAS IN STORE FOR YOU!!!

My Crazy Halloween Pumpkins
Thank You Guys For Rating My Crazy Halloween Pumpkins Photo Gallery LoL.The Two Pumpkins On My Living Table And My Outside Deck Are Really Indeed My Work The Others Are Just Internet Photos I Like. I Had Fun Cutting These Baby Up LoL They Real Nice Once Your Finished; Its Just They Do Take Lots Of Time And Patience To Stencil Out Shape Up These Jack lantern=2 Hours Long Ouch. Im Glad I Was Off From Work On 10/31/07 LoL Haa Most Of My Ideas Came From This Website Below Check It Out Sometime Very Interesting. I am Pleased You Enjoyed Them. *DAY* +NIGHT+ The Website http://www.zombiepumpkins.com

My Creation
Your love it is a a dying ember. Your love the one we cant remember. Your love didnt last forever. Did you forget about the vows? Did you forget that it is love you til we die? Did you forget about me now? Your love it is a dying ember. Your love the one we cant remember. Your love didnt last forever. Maybe you'll find her someday. Maybe you wont want me to stay away. Maybe your mind will change. Your love it is as cold as december. Your love the one we cant remember. But my love stays the same. By, Aubrie I wrote this song when my ex and I were going through the end of the relationship. It helped to release alot of stress and hurt.

My Crazy Night
Saturday was a blast until I left barfly and went to search for my car. Forgot where I parked and when I finally found where it was--it had been towed. I was too happy from the nights events to have this let me down. So I started walking towards the Impound lot--miles away...and asked some woman for directions. She couldn't really tell me and so said to hop in--so I did...it was cold out. Drove me to the impound lot and left. So, I'm at the impound lot and was told that they were closed. Oh great-now what do I do? My ride just dropped me off and left, I'm in Minneapolis and need to get back home to Shakopee. Crap!! So thinking that my Step-Bro had just left a little b4 me I figured I'd try and call him to stay the night so I could get my car in the morning right? Wrong---lost my phone too... Now I have no ones number anymore--so if you want me to have it---send it to me. So I get to use their phone and she had said to call my steo bro and I was like--yeah...I lost

My Crazy Life
Well, the first thing that I have to say in this blog is that I'm sorry. I have been keeping this a secret since we found out, so I have not been fine, having nice days, good weeks or anything like it. It's more like I'm depressed, aggravated, angry, depressed, wanting to kick all those doctors butts, and like my heart has been ripped out and danced on. I knew that Dad was sick before Thanksgiving but I never told anyone until now. He is one day out from surgey and now I tell you guys, well as they say denial is not a river in Egypt. I also did not want to put anymore on your plates than you already had to handle. Dad had his first bout last year and had radiation treatments. He was very sensitive to the radiation and got burns several times. His mouth and his neck. Sometimes these would put off his treatments for a week or once for three weeks and they had to start giving him a lower dosage. When he had gone through the full course of treatments, the doctors did in depth testing

My Crazy Life
None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy 'friendship' poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad --I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on Mountain Dew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you're scared -- we will high tail it out of here. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining, ya big baby!!!! 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick --Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I'll pi

My Crazy Heart
well Im sitting here thinking about you the way you make me feel everytime I hear your voice you make my heart all warm and tingly inside just thinking of you I get the samefeelings sometimes I smile sometimes I laugh I like that, laughing with you tryna be smart you know what I mean I like to make you laugh even though I try so hard sometimes you know when I hear your laughter I cant help but think I cant help but wonder the look in your eyes I bet you'd take my breath away I bet you'd give right it back with just one kiss if if if that ever happened damn Id dream nizhoni-ful dreams of you forever ha ha Im thinking right now, your smiling oh' shi heart.... he he I like it when you are happy Id say.. Id do.. anything to keep you feeling good as long as you are never sad never mad especially, never cry just because I done you wrong Id hate myself with a passion for hur

My Crush On Here
I have a lot to do today but I will be back on tonight to show love back to everyone who helped me with my auto 11's by rating my pictures. Please be patient with me. I thank you all so very very much. I will be back on by 5:00 or 6:00 central time hopefully...Bradd

My Crazy Life
Well survived working last nite and this morning. Plus getting text from hubbie regarding our pup having puppies by 7 am today she had 8 live births and 1 dead one. 4 boys and 4 girls so she did a good job. She really doing good taking care of them. I got some sleep this morning layen on the floor next to her and the babies. When they whyin sounds like pack of wolves off in the distance really wicked. I have pic up later today or later this weekend not sure when. chow for now. Yesterday(Monday) when I was pulling into town to get to our drive way off the highway, Hrothgar (my hubbie) was comen outside the front door, at first I thought he was going for the mail box but instead he was heading towards the car, clasping his chest, So me call 911 told them i was on my way to the hospital with him and what was going on with him, Passed 2 cops doing 80mph, ya i figure i would get a ticket but it would be worth it, got him to the hospital they got him stable and life flight him

My Crappy Navy Life.
People always tell me that i'm doing a good job serving my country, but no one realizes that the navy is almost useless. Sure we are at war, but that is mainly the Marines and the Army with a few Navy personnel serving as security and air support. But the majority of the Navy is just us going out to sea in circles with too many ships. Sure there are plenty of pros to being in the Navy. Get to see the world, have free medical and dental care, get college money and learn a viable job. But the cons far outweigh all that. Whenever someone joins the Navy they are 18 or 17 at the youngest pretty much grown up thinking that they will get out and enjoy life, think again. If you are an enlisted person, you still get treated as if your 10 years old. Fucking bullshit in other terms. When one person fucks up everyone pays for it. Then you also get the assholes that talk to you anyway they want to and you cant do anything about that cause they fucking outrank you. On the whole seeing the world t

My Crazy World
Does anybody actually read the blogs here, or is it like a tree falling in the woods? I tend to blog a LOT on another site I'm on, but was curious if it's worth the effort here. Thanks. I thought that I'd start a blog here, since I do that on the other site I'm on. It's usually full of my strange, neurotic thoughts. I sure don't put any effort into "selling myself", I show just how messed up I really am...so take me as I am. I'm still getting used to this place...so much flashing, blinking, scrolling. Am I too old for that? I have to shout out to my friend Kristine, who brought me here. I'd link to her, if I know how to do that here, or if I knew it was even allowed. Anyway....now that I'm here, guess I ought to enjoy myself, huh? Later...

My Crazy World
Hi First of all I am married. Been married almmost 5 years. No kids, love to hang out with friends and family. I am bisexual. I also am a Avon Representative. So if you are looking for one leave me a message and I will get you my website. We have 2 dogs. My dogs is a registered American Bulldog Male. His name is Cloud. Hubby has a little dog that is a terrier mix. Her name is Brat. We rescued her from being put down. I am currently in College at Westwood College Online majoring in Computer Network Engineering. I want to open up my own PC technician shop. That is my dream. If you want to know more. Just ask me I am open and honest.

My Crazy Fetish.
Hi friends well I realy have been teasing more then long enough but once I post the site of my fetish I don't want no harsh and rude nasty comments about it ok I get more then enough flack just because I have pet snakes ok. I have deleted friends before for giving me nasty comments 1 lady i knew for yrs until I found out she would lock her kid in a closet so she can spend the day on this site maken friends and racking up points.

My Craptastic Poetry
ARCANA by DAMAGODDESS I am the Fool. I am the blind, the vulnerable, the outcast.Seeking, losing, never knowing. Play me with all you are, I will follow.I am the Magician. I am the mystical, the enigmatic, the hidden.Twirling, dancing, always learning. Know me for what I am, I will not acquiesce.I am the High Priestess. I am the esoteric, the strong, the Goddess.Sharing, shining, never dying. Love me with your purist heart, I will reflect.I am the Empress. I am the noble, the detached, the Queen.Looking, waking, always persisting. Take me for all I've been, I will not relinquish .

My Crazy Life
"Rules of the South" are as follows:1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot.2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked.3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow youdrive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way.4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you.They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one.5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year.6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept.7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope youdon't have it up to your ear at the time.8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop.9. The "Opener" refe

My Crazy World.
Have you ever wonder about people you meet and what secerts they have? I have come to the realization that I don't Trust anyone. I hear so many guys or even girls for that matter say they want a "REAL" woman," or "I am a "REAL" woman." Real women don't have to be super thin or have the best clothes or even have to try to get someone to like them. A Real woman doesn't listen to Society half the time and beats to their own drum... If we listen to what Society told us then we all would look like the Kardashians and make sex tapes to make ourselves famous.... A REAL woman has thoughts, opinions, will get down and dirty to have fun or just relax and do nothing to have fun. A REAL woman.... is happy with herself and doesn't have to look at what the lastest diet plan is, but in the same sense will workout to make herself feel good and know that she has work for a goal on her own. A REAL woman whats to be loved and care for.... have someone laugh and hold her hand... A knight in shining Armor

My Csi Blog
just wishing everyone a good day. Lord knows we need some of them. So heres wishing you a good day. what up peeps? This is a kewl place hope to get to know some of yas. Been giving some pics a look through and posting some good ratings.keep them comming.

My Ct Husband
HEY EVERYONE..THANKS FOR STOPPING BY MY BLOG..I NEED SOME HELP IN SHOWING ALMOND JOY (my CT hubby) MAJOR LOVE..HE IF YOU GO BY AND FAN ADD AND RATE HIM AND SOME OF HIS PICS I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT AND I KNOW HE WOULD TO..HES SO LONELY..SO GO ON AND SHOW HIM WHAT CT IS REALLY ABOUT..THANKS LOVLYMOM http://www.cherrytap.com/user/369759

My Culture
this is a poem that was made because the US wants to put a pipe line through our caribou breeding grounds which in turn cause my people to lose tradition when it comes to traditional caribou dinner. We have lived off the caribou for hundreds of years no and if they put that pipe line through the caribou breeding grounds the numbers will decrease because the caribou will not beable to have their young in a place they know and trust so they will slowly parish. this poem will be in english first then it will be in the Vuntut Gwitch'in language the amount you comment this will tell me how many people still care about the wildlife. any ways here is it in english.enjoy Imagine Imagine a land Of powder blue sky Where caribou roam And many birds fly Imagine a river So wide and so clean Imagine a people So strong and so lean The Vuntut Gwitchin A proud ancient band Live off the earth And love this land See now the sky Turn ashy and blac

My Current Top Ten Favorite Songs
1. LOVE ME IF U CAN-TOBY KEITH 2. COLLIDE-HOWIE DAY 3. TRIP-HEDLEY 4. SORRY-BUCKCHERRY 5. HEAR U ME- 6. I TRIED-BONE THUGS AND HARMONY 7. MOMENTS-EMERSON DRIVE 8. SLIPPIN-DMX 9. THREE DAYS GRACE-NEVER TO LATE 10. EVERYTIME I HEAR YOUR NAME-KIETH ANDERSON

My Current Thoughts On Ranking
Hiya:} As most of you that know me know I'm not big on blogs but had some thoughts i needed to get out of my head Most of you know me ,,,some better than others i joined fubar in sept of 2008 When top level was 30 ( and those people were few and far between btw) and new referrals were needed to get there I was a friends ref.

My Current Thoughts
I suppose nobody really knows who they are, until that becomes defined in relation to another in an intimate relation, sexual and personal. I think it is the kind of thing we spend most of our lives trying to discover. Occasionally catching glimpses, only to be misplaced as intimate relations are lost. I believe I am an egotist. I had, at one time, been accused of being a perfectionist, but I don’t believe that is accurate though to some so it would seem. The fact is I apply myself to do my best, and that effort is construed by others, satisfied with less in their own attempts, as perfectionism to a fault. That is not true of me, but I may be an egotist. Wanting to do my best, and subsequently be rewarded for that effort. I am a musician. There is a standard of performance I strive for. It could be considered a professional level of accomplishment. I am not content with less, but this is not perfectionism, only a level or two above the average or amateur. Seldom is a point reac

My Daily Wisdom
Hi all i was just wondering if anyone is good at drawing? I need two pictures merged together for a tattoo im planning to have. please pm me. thank you. Hi all...Sorry I haven't been online for the last few days..lots going on here. Thanks for everybody thats showing me love :) You guys are the greatest. Danny Hi all, kinda feel down tonight,Birthday coming up on June 26 and still have no clue what to do... any suggestions will be greatly appreciated. have a good and safe weekend.

My Daily Bull Shit
I am haven to stay with my grandparents for a while since my mom - kinkyscreams- leaves for canada today for a week. I will get back with you all when I can. Peace Out Peoples. ATTENTION ALL FAMILY & FRIENDS: KinkyScreams my mom. She was in a bad car accident last night. She is going to be fine an was released for the hospital this afternoon. She was returning from a gala in Detroit after a photo shoot for one of her companys she works for. And was broad sided. Totalled her camero she was driven. She has a concusion an is cut up some but will be back. She sends her love to all of you. And misses you. DJ KinkyScreams~~Juggalette Homie~~@ LostCherry Much Clown Love to you all. NEEDLES~Juggalo Homie~ Needles~+~Juggalo Homie ~+~@ LostCherry

My Day
Hello, this is my first blog entry. I am not an interesting person, I have been home from work due to a hip replacement that I had done on the 22nd of August. I had to make a couple of phone calls to my DR's office and to the Human Capital Services dept at my job to clear it to go back to work...I actually hate my job with a passion and really don't want to go back, but have to work to get paid to eat and pay bills etc...all I do all day long is talk to buttholes about why they are overdrawn and they don't know why, I think unless a person takes a class on how to keep a checkbook they shouldn't be allowed to have a checking account...Get a clue folks I learned how to keep a checkbook register when I was in high school. My husband and I recently started two online stores, it hasn't exactly taken off yet, but we believe it will and we have other business plans in the making. If your interested in the store web address' email me.. Ok enough of me bitching about how I hate my job

My Daughter Kayla!
I took my daughter kayla to cdrc in eugene. what fun..LOL.. For those of you that don't knoe kayla is a special needs child! She has mental delays they call them mental retarded. but I totally disagree. ADHD AND NOW ODD..LOL. the appointment went well. They are setting up a ton of new appointments. like a cat scan, ekg, cromison x test, sleep test, speech specialst (another trip to eugene.LOL). gentics testing in portland.. and som many more i can't even think straight, Kayla is having surgery on wenesday. so please say prayers. Thanks for reading this. I'll tell everyone more laters.!!!!!

My Dating Score
Your Dating Purity Score: 30% You are an experienced dater. You've dated around enough to know what you want in a relationship. And you've got the dating skills to get exactly what you want! Dating Purity Test

My Day Today
So it was just another day at work, I work at Walmart stocking. It was kind of boring, the truck came in really late so didnt have much to do til end of the day. Brought my mom the last of the boxes she would need for moving her stuff. She said she might not use them all but oh well, At least she will have plenty. Went and bought a movie and a cd after that. Just to have something new to watch. Had a falling out with the friend I live with who is moving away, dont think we will end up talking anymore, but oh well. Life goes on and there are better people out there that care. Got to get some more stuff moved to my grandpas. Think I will do that this weekend, well MY weekend anyways. Ok, well I need sleep, work early tomorrow morning so good night!

My Daughter
My daughter has just started growling at ppl.. I think it is so cute.. Everyone that she sees she will growl.. She is already 5 months old now.. She is growing up so quickly.. It seems just like yesturday that we were in the delivery room. She turned 5 months old Monday.. So everything that I do... Well I do it for her... I love her sooo much.. I want her to know that she is my everything.. She means so much to me.. I know that everyone says you can't love someone to much but I do... She is the one that I want help when she gets into trouble... So to Haley Grace..... MOMMY LOVES YOU.

My Daily Intuitive Thought
The True meaning of a relationship to me is this............I Hear so many people say all the time. I Love my woman i have at home , But , i wanna hook up with this other woman. LOOK! if u love someone , you are gonna be 100% faithful to them & be loyal to them. Because love between two people is a gift & not a toy that u can use to play with peoples hearts , or to get what you want out of them. Love is about showing compassion and affection and being there for them when they need a hug or someone to listen to them when they come home from haven a bad day at work.. Love is about intimacy and compassion and loyalty and honesty and trust and haven faith in one another. The true meaning of love is the reconciliation of its counter point in another. So why say u love someone and that u will be faithful and loyal to them , when your not and your just sayen u lovem so u can have a trophy at home , while you go out lookin for a puppy to play with????? True meaning of a relationship is where

My Day
well i thought today was going to be eventful. and as usual its not, the best part of the day was when my mother came to me as usual for advise on who should be with. and as usual i tell what i always tell her. it never stops with her. one day i hope she opens her eyes and see for herself that the person she pushed away is actually the one for her. but anywho. my day was really boring. im hoping tomorrow is more eventful.

My Darling Husband
Dear John, I am sending you this letter in a bogus software company envelope so that you will be sure to read it. Please forgive the deception, but I thought you should know what has been going on at home since your IBM computer entered our lives two years ago. The children are doing well. Tommy is 7 now and is a bright, handsome boy. He has developed quite an interest in the arts. He drew a family portrait for a school project. All the figures were good, but yours was excellent! The chair and the back of your head are very realistic. You would be proud of him. Little Jennifer turned 3 in September. She looks a lot like you did at that age. She is an attractive child and quite smart. She still remembers that you spent the whole afternoon with us on her birthday. What a grand day for Jen, despite the fact that it was stormy and the electricity was out. I am also doing well. I went blonde about a year ago and was delighted to discover that it really is more fun. Lars--I mean

My Daughter And Her Comical Side
Today my daughter went and had a cat scan done and there are some medical issues that we will be adressing when we return to the doctor tomorrow (the dr. better hold on to his shorts, because he will have me to deal with), hehe Now here is her comical view of one of the situations: Prayers are needed for me as I go to the doctor tomorrow..... According to a recent CT scan (cat scan) I need to start looking for one of my kidneys, because I lost it when I was born, because my parents could only afford one...(but it was brand new, right out of the Bonnie Katherine Wolfe mold)...among other things, just keep me and my health in your prayers, whether you pray to God, Allah, Buddah, Shevah or the organ vendor, just pray....(and if you have the number to the organ vendor, hook me up with his number....I think he might have my other kidney!) love you The innocence of a child/half grown woman.......love and hugs M'Lady Tina

My Daily Life
just so i can learn about you...... 1.name 2.birthday 3.have we met 4.are you attracted to me 5.would you kiss me 6.what do you think is my best attribute 7.would you watch a movie with me 8.would you stay in my bed 9.do you want me to answer this for you 10.where were you born 11.where do you live now 12.favorite color 13.favorite movie 14.favorite food 15.favorite fruit 16.favorite smell 17.favorite song of the moment

My Day To Day B/s !!
Hi well its my first couple of days here and I still cant figure out things lol. I need to chat w/one of my new found friends and learn from them what ever they can share to help me along.I sorta like this place. I gess its ok. more later. peace out!

My Day....
OK here it is the most horrible day of my life so far... I went to work this morning and when I got done and walked outside my car wasn't there... So I went to our security at work and we went over hte tapes and someone stole my car around 3 hours after I got to work... The I had to sit at work for 3 1/2 hours waiting for th cops... Not to mention that I have a few christmas gifts in my trunk... So thats how it started then after I got home my monitor died on me so I had to take my sons monitor... My day is just getting worse and worse... But I want to say thank you to my husband because I dont think I could've made it thru today without him... He keeps telling me everything will be ok and I know that it will but I have to get over the devisation of losing my car cause it was the last thing my father bought for me before he died 2 years ago, he bought it for me like 2 months before he died so that I could take him back and fourth to the doctors and the hospital and now i lost him and m

My Daughter
well she is now 2 yrs old and i am in a very dark mood not sure why i am in this mood but i am in a fighting mood and welfare in ohio has her and yes i am gonna kick the social workers ass if i ever see her she wont like me at all cause when i get through with her the social worker will not like my mood and if i had a good man in my life who would help me get her home where she belongs the fucking social worker has another thing coming when i see her she is gonna be feeling the hell she put me through

My Dating Persona
How Romantic Are You? You're a hopeless romantic. You require ample doses of warmth and sentiment. You embroider your fantasies; they titillate you and lift you out of the ordinary. You're the cockeyed optimist of song, a dreamy, maybe impractical idealist, the willing victim of infatuation.

My Dark Days!
Within us lies darkness so deep, so profound that we barely understand it. When it bubbles to the surface even for the briefest of moments we get a small glimmer of its darkness, its despair, its horror. The one thing most don’t realise is that you don’t need to give into this darkness, even when it cries to be fed you only have to sate it with but a thought of darkness not to actually let it free to gorge its self. I’m guessing you’re wondering why I’m talking about this huh? Well I have been watching people for a long time and seeing how they accept their own darkness with so many truly horrible vices, drugs, killing, rape... It never truly ends to be honest and I am afraid that humanity as a whole is doomed to always follow this darkened path to its eventual end where ever that is no one can tell. But I for one will not follow them, though I may watch them I do not partake in letting the darkness break free, I have my ways of feeding it without hurting

My Daughter
I WANT FOR ALL TO KNOW THAT MY DAUGHTER LEAVES FOR THE ARMY ON JANUARY 9TH, SHE WILL BE ONE OF MANY FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM....PLEASE SAY A PRAYER THAT SHE COMES HOME SAFE!!!! I'AM A VERY PROUD MOTHER, WHO WILL MISS HER BABY DEEPLY

My Darkside And Songs
ToXiC GoDdEsS@ CherryTAP I died So many years ago But you can make me feel Like it isn't so And why you come to be with me I think I finally know mmm-mmm You're scared Ashamed of what you feel And you can't tell the ones you love You know they couldn't deal Whisper in a dead man's ear It doesn't make it real That's great But I don't wanna play 'Cause being with you touches me More than I can say And since I’m only dead to you I’m saying stay away and Let me rest in peace Let me rest in peace Let me get some sleep Let me take my love and bury it In a hole 6-foot deep I can lay my body down But I can't find my, sweet release So let me rest in peace I know I should go But I follow you like a man possessed There's a traitor here beneath my breast And it hurts me more than you've ever guessed If my heart could beat, it would break my chest but I can see you're unimpressed So leave me be and Let me rest in peace

My Daughter's Back...
Well...My daughter's out of jail....I guess for good behavior....what good behavior? She doesnt have a GOOD BEHAVIOR bone in her body. And I know whoever may read this might say: "Oh what an uncaring, insensitive, unloving mother this is....Truth be told....you dont know me and surely dont know what kind of hell I have been through with her...From the time she was 6 on up to 18...my life and my familys' life have been torture....Oh sure there were some good times...but its really sad when the bad times outweighs the good..... Dont get me wrong...I love her as I do my other children...but for my sanity I have to distance myself away from her....Or try to at least....And the bad part of it is...she doesnt want to change because she doesnt feel like she has the problem...it's the other people around her that has the problem...they need to change to suit her and her needs....She can be the sweetest and most loving person you could ever meet....would give you the shirt off her back if ne

My Dark Little World . . .
I wrote this a while ago, I like it. It's called "Strong Enough?" Is your love strong enough? You are of the darksome night. Is my caress too rough? Like the beating of my heart, Is your love strong enough? Whips sing and blades cut as through butter, Heart's beat screams and echos in my head. Passion rises and passion falls, Pain, sex and blood are eternal. Is your love strong enough? Sweet coppery candy rolls on my tongue, Pretty red candy coats my body and yours. Rivulets flow from red mouths, how beautiful. Wanna lick? Wanna taste? Stay with me throught the night? Is your love strong enough? (c) Surreal Butterfly Is there anything sweeter than blood? More addictive than sex? More lustful than chocolate? Nope. Not in my world. My life is intermixed with these three in such delicious ways. The other night I shocked a man by my honesty. Why, I don't have a freakin' clue, but I did. We where talking about inane things you usually find strangers talking about,

My Dad
Tomorrow marks 2 long but yet short months since my dad died. It just seems like yesterday that he was here and we were being smartasses to each other. My mom, my son and I couldnt bring ourselves to do our usual Easter tradition today without dad so we went out of town for lunch and came home and that was it. It felt so wierd not having him there with us. He always did the driving when we all went out together and i caught myself walking into my moms place yelling let's go, your driving dad. And then I realized what i had said. Then later when we got to the restaraunt my son said "i wish papa was here so i could hear his voice again so i wont forget what he sounded like"......what do you say to a comment like that? ive been an emotional wreck all day but I dont want to burden my friends with my problems as they have their own lives to deal with. So i spent the rest of the day cleaning, sorting, throwing stuff away and more cleaning. how do i tell my 8 year old that his grandpa has te

My Daughter's 18th Birthday
My daughter would be turning 18 on the 15th this month, but I lost her to a car accident when she was 14 on November 8, 2003. This would have been her senior year. It has been a roller coaster ride to say the least. Grieving all the things she would have done this year, prom, basketball, planning for college, graduation.... all of it. Her friends have been awesome and have included me in their lives, but it's not the same. We are having a gathering at my parents house this coming Saturday to celebrate her life. She is trully missed. My arms ache everyday to hold her, my ears yearn to hear her voice, my heart yearns for the love I have for her.

My Daughter
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY JUST THOUGHT I LET YOU KNOW THE REASON FOR NOT LEAVING COMMENTS AND STUFF ON YALL PAGES IS BECAUSE MY 10 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER IS STILL IN HOSPITAL SHE ALREADY SPENT A WEEK IN THERE ..THEN WE CAME HOME AND NOW WE BACK AGAIN SO I DONT KNOW WHEN I BE BACK UP AND RUNNING BUT JUST WONTED TO LET ALL KNOW THAT I HAVE NOT FORGOT ABOUT NONE OF YOU OK WELL HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND HOPE TO BE BACK SOON... THANX BUFFY

My Daughter
Her names Abbigail Ann Basham .... got custody of her in Aug of '03 .... shes got red hair shea 6 now ..... her b-day is Jan. 10th ..... of '01 ...... me and her is doing pertty good on our own if i do say so myself ..... LOL well if she can just do good in school we'd be fine ..... ILMAO ... and yes she got tha "DAM" temper to go with tha hair of hers ...... I'll leave it at that for now ..... she my love my life and my world ..... if ya wanna know more just ask .....

My Daughter
i finally had my baby girl on feb. 26,2007. her name is faith leigh. she weighed in at 10 lbs 5 oz, 20 in long. she also has a lot of hair. she is a sweet miracle that came to me. after losing her brother last year i dont know how i handled this pregnacy and became very anxious towards the end. but she made it here with no problems and i wouldnt want it any other way!

My Daddy
My daddy passed away 3/13/07. He was 78 years old. He was a wonderful man that I admired & loved with all my heart. Rest In Peace Daddy. Well, it's been a year & I still miss him. I even expect to see him when I go home, but he isn't there. However, I would like to thank Lucretia for being there through all of that for me. I love you & will always be there for you.

My Daughter... My Best Friend
I have a 5 yr old daughter who is my best friend and the best gift I have ever received. I found out when I was 3 months pregnant with her that she had Down syndrome. My doctor offered me the option of terminating the pregnancy. I know he was just doing what he had to as a doctor but I didn't even have to think about it. That definitely was NOT an option as far as I was concerned. He told me about all the possible health problems she might have and that she might not ever have a "normal" life. But I refused to believe that. The way I saw it was God gave her to me the way she was for a reason. And who am I to argue with Him? I accepted His wonderful gift and to this day have never once regretted my decision. Now, I'm not saying that there haven't been some really rough times, especially during the first 2 years of her life. But, we got through those rough times together. She's very loving and has a very strong will to learn everything she possibly can. It's because of her that I have le

My Dads Obituary.........
Kenneth Duane Brush Monday, December 31, 2001 Kenneth Duane Brush LEXINGTON -- Kenneth Duane Brush, 62, died Sunday (Dec. 30, 2001) at the Good Samaritan Hospital at Kearney. He was born Dec. 12, 1939, at Stockville, to Myron and Luella (Halley) Brush. He graduated from Curtis High School. He served for three years in the U. S. Naval Air Force. He married Darlene Carter in El Cajon, Calif., in 1961. He was employed by the City of Lexington at the time of his death. He was preceded in death by his parents. Survivors include his wife, Darlene of Lexington; two sons, Wayne and wife, Mary Brush of Austin, Texas, Nick and his wife Patti Reynolds; two brothers, Ronald and wife, Ella Brush of Texas, Jerry and wife, Jean Brush of Holdrege; two sisters, Cheryl and husband, Darrell Dockweiler of Eddyville, Shirley and husband, Ron Atkinson of Curtis; and four grandchildren. .."

My Dads Bio.....
About Kenneth Duane Brush If you you could hear the voice of my dads spirit,these would be his spoken words of wisdom. "I was born as Kenneth Duane Brush, but my friends call me Duane. I have always had a passion for the great outdoors, hunting is my middle name and it was like a game to me. 'Cause it required combining the precision of true marksmanship, eyes like an eagle, timing and the technique skills. Losing the game was simply not hitting the target, but the agony of defeat was feeling like a disappointment to my family by coming home empty handed. The game prize was the fixings for a good homecooked supper. Normally, what would be considered your typical homecooked meal, was more like a daily Thanksgiving feast

My Daughters School
WWE.com learned from an interview conducted Tuesday by Vancouver’s News1130 that Chris Benoit’s son Daniel possibly suffered from Fragile X Syndrome, a genetically passed-on condition that results in impairments ranging from physical and learning disabilities, to more severe cognitive or intellectual disabilities. In the interview with News1130, Pam Winthrope, whose own 12-year-old son suffers from Fragile X Syndrome, recounted how she and her husband talked to Benoit about the condition five years ago. “We talked to him because I was trying to set up a support group in B.C. and in Canada; we only have a couple of them,” she said. “My husband was struggling when we got diagnosed with our son, and Chris was struggling with his. They talked for a few minutes, and then he said he didn’t want to be a public face for Fragile X. He just wanted to keep it really, really quiet.” A source close to Benoit recalls similar conversations with him, where he described his son

My Daddy
i won't call home today...i won't hear my Daddy's voice...i won't tell him i love him, i won't go take him to breakfast...what i will do is reach into my heart, and pull the memories of him out..there are no words..a Daddy lost...its only been 6 weeks, feels like eternity..hurts like it was yesterday...

My Daughter's Trip To State Capital
Wanted to share this video with you all. So very proud of my daughter and all who participated in trying to pass the California Healthy Pet Act which is a mandatory spay and neuter Act. They took a trip to the State Capital in Sacramento,Ca and all came to together for this and WON!!!! WTG Nisa..love ya and so proud of you!(You can see my daughter in the video..she is shown marching..holding ajoining collars or all the dogs and cats that had been euthanized..she's not hard to spot..she was the only 14yr old kid there)

My Daze
just wanting to wish everyone a very merry christmas! Sexy Comments Galore! i'll have to see if i can get a pic of what my floor will look like. basically it will be 3 rows of tiles. and carpet laid in the middle. should turn out pretty sweet. well i haven't updated my blog in an age, but i wanted to let everyone know what i've been up to. i went back to school and i'm studying to become a paralegal. my last test i made 108! i missed 2 questions, but scored 10 bonus points. WOO HOO! not to shabby for someone who's been out of school for 15 years. just trying to keep my head above water with homework, papers, and tests. i don't remember it being this much trouble. LOL hope everyone is doing well! take care!

My Dads Cafe In Maplewood, Nj
to anyone in the northern new jersey area. looking for a cozy cafe with great music from local and national artists please stop by heres to the arts in maplewood, n.j. it is located in the village on baker st. we have had musicians such as oz noy, keith carlock, lee finkelstein. and great local bands like dubious pastry and no outlet. come by and enjoy the food as well, cooked by my twin brother larry. the website is herestothearts.com to see who is coming by to play. thanks andy

My Dark Is Light Poem
As I lay here feelin my heart being sliced piece by piece with this shiny sharp blade it slowly takes its shape the razor blade slowly cuts through piece of my heart for it has been broken into two how my tears fall from my eyes foi hav eno feelings left . seeing the blood flow surely feeling a tad better trid to close my eyes and here comes the questions slowly thinking of the answers as my blood still purs was he really worth all this pain and i feel that without pain you would never really know what true love means as i hear a raven singing alonge saying forever more shell i bleed till i find someone to complete my soul and make me feel so whole !!!!! Dark is light Light is dark Life is cruel and unkind Love is abused and untrue Hearts are broken in two Eyes can be blinded and hidden Skin can tear and peel Bones can fracture and break while our brains are in a sadated state of happness is fake while our world outside falls and breaks .Tears may shed and fall from

My Dad
My Dad was admitted into the hospital last night. I am worried about him, not sure what all the problems are yet but when I know I will keep you updated. On the bright side my brother was able to get emergency leave from Iraq for our family emergency so he will be here soon. I am looking forward to seeing him! I have been so worried about him and have missed him alot. I ask all my friends to please pray for my Dad. Hopefully your prayers and thoughts will help and his stubbornness will pull him through. Thank you Simmer

My Days Activities
First, I want to say I created this lounge in hopes of providing a comfortable chat room for my friends, single, married, or involved. Not for the purpose of people looking for quick pick ups or of getting points for myself or anyone else and we have guidelines we follow to keep it that way. For all of us, remember, quality friendships bring quality friends, I bring my best so you can too, lets give them a lounge they can enjoy in comfort 1.Keep it clean I don't bring my friends in here to provide anyone with free porn. Please remember, if you don't know us, or are new, don't assume we are single, take a little time, hang out, chat, notice who is maybe with someone, many couples are in my lounge and i don't need to ban you for causing drama by saying the wrong thing to someones wife, hubby, or mate. I will be true to my friends on this issue, it's why they come back. We provide a place where as friends we aren't hit on by pervs coming in looking for a porn provider. Husbands don't

My Day:)
If Your A Dj Looking For A Home Or A Listener Looking For A Station To Call Home Click On the Banner Click On The Banner To Go Directly To Power 92 RADIO~THE BEST HITS ON THE NET My Day Is An Average Day! I Got Up Today With One Difference Than Other Days,I Felt Loved & Cared For All Because I Had Friends To Share My Day With! For Those Reading This I Run A Internet Radio Station.Although We Dont Yet Have The Listeners I Would Like To Have,I Know That www.Megatunez.Com Will Take Off.It Is Just Taking Awhile.I Been Looking For Competent People To Dj That Have Time To Volunteer.I Like To Dj Because I Like To Share Music With The Potential Of The Whole World Listening!

My Days
So I went to the Hatebreed show in Philly and I was hardcore dancing. Well some fuckin ASSHOLE kicked me in the side of my knee and now I am a fuckin gimp. I am so fuckin pissed that someone could have done that shit to me. Its bad enough that my back is fucked up, now I have to deal with my fuckin Knee too. My life fuckin SUCKS

My Daily Thoughts
let's just put it this way i'm 27 and back living with my mother till i get my apartment again well i came home from texas thinking that my mother was not a control freak again well guess what i was wrong? she is treating me like i'm 15 again gee i thought that i was 27? hummm this is making me want to go back to texas really fast my man that i brought with me home from texas doesn't like NM after all so he has said that he is moving back to texas, hell here we go again my opinion on men just really suck right now so just don't ask can't win to save my life, been togther a year and now this what the hell i give up

My Daughter
Last night I wrote a blog about my daughter being sick. Well thankfully she is ok, she just has the flu. She still has to watch her liver, but she will be fine. I want to thank some very special people who pulled me through last night. My sis liberty girl no matter what ur always there for me. I was crying my eyes out and u still talked me through it. I love ya girl, I couldnt get through anything without u. My best friend trina and sheribaby, u know me best and u still helped me through it. Now to some new special friends, the members of the People's Lounge. I have only been a member for a few days, but I feel like im part of something there. You were concerned for me and my daughter, and just concentrated on me and helping me feel better. You didnt have to do that but you did, I appreciate that more than you know. Sparks57, Angeleyes, heart, soveliss, Ju, you have welcomed me and im so happy for that. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me. Now for

My Dad Changed My Life..after He Passed Awy
Im a huge coin collecter and also have a good baseball card collection (see some of the cards in my pics). Last year, i wanted a price to go up on a specific coin, and it did. To me, it is easy because i know what to look for and how to do it. There are collectables like stamps, albums, coins, sportscards, memrobilia, Matchbox cars, dolls, cars and the list goes on. Take something that your into, and look at the value in a price guide. Then look at other simular item that have a low mintage, but "reasonable" price. Next step is to purchase that item in quantity . This starts the demand effect which will help start the process of the item going up. Buy the item from specific dealers. Look in the price guide and see if theres a list of contributing dealers that post realized prices to the price guide. This is WHO you buy from .Also, see if they have a ebay account. If the price guide comes out annually, then start to buy ^ mounths before it comes out. This is when all th

My Dad
Dear Daddy You died in grace You died in peace, You died with a smile on your face You now get to be free. Yet it's hard for me to let you go I try not to cry, But I still do I will not say good-bye to you. I will miss the talks we had Yet I still talk to you now, I will miss all the fun we shared Now all I can do is remember them too. You were the best daddy ever, And in my heart you always will be I know when my time comes, I will see you again. Until then daddy I will miss you, I will cry for you But most of all I will Always love you... For my dad who died Aug.22,2007 My dad passed away Aug.22,2007 his birthday was Sept.2nd. He was the most wonderful dad a girl could have. He was my dad and my best friend,I could talk to him about anything. I will miss him really bad and try not to cry. I will never forget him nore leave let him be forgotten... I love you daddy....

My Daughter......
Well we went to Roswell on Monday.....the good news is that Mandi does not have cancer....they will be watching her closely for a while because of her having the HPV virus.....They want to see her again in 4 months just to keep an eye on things... Now for the even better news....I'm going to be a grandma.....while at Roswell, they determined that Mandi is expecting....This will be my first grandbaby and I couldn't be happier...... Thank you to all of you who supported me through this whole ordeal..... Lots of Love Just when I thought life was going to settle down....I have a new job that I really love. I have made some very important decisions regarding my life lately and I have decided that life is too short to be in an unhappy marriage. It's time to find a new place to live and get on with my life away from the fear. So once I made that decision, I thought...whew....things will finally be ok....and then......... My beautiful youngest daughter Mandi has been through so mu

My Daughter....
Ok I put my daughters pic in a contest and who ever has the most votes wins... here is the link to her pic when u get there just go to the top right corner and click on the i just wanna vote button then put the info in and its done! You can also hit the vote button under her pic. then go to the top right and click u just wanna vote. If for some reason after this is done her pic wont pull up ... u may search her name is Isabella and here is the pic in the contest http://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/BabyContest/Home.aspx?category=Search&viewType=LargeImage&img=170216&sBabyName=Isabella&sCaption=&sState=

My Dad
My dad is in the hospital right now. He has many health problems, at age 27 he had polo, but over came it and Served his country in Vietnam. He also suffer from High blood pressure and heart attacks. He has been on high bolld pressure med since his 30's. He has since due to his high bloood pressure meds, is on dyalsisis, his polo came back, its now called post polo, and his knees have given out. He has 4 stints in his heart. He can't walk. I see this strong man, who is a graduate of West Point and a retired LTC, my heart breaks. He been in the hospital for over 2 weeks now, due to get him ready for a knee replace, this was done Tuesday. now he still has the polo leg also to deal with. He has soo much. sorry I am just so down over everything. I cam home from PA yesturday, we finally find him a good place to go after leaving the hospial, what was offered to him I would not put my dog in!!! But my mom and I just went out on out own and found a place. So remember my dad in your thoughts t

My Daddy...
ok people, I am a total Daddy's girl, I am the first to admit it, i got away with MURDER growing up, they adopted me when i was 15, took me in as a foster when i was 13, fought the system to be ALLOWED to adopt me, because they were gonna send me to a group home in Phoenix, because they didnt usually allow fosters to be adopted in the same town.... well today my dad was taken in to the hospital at 3AM they think he either HAd a stroke or was on the verge of having one, his blood sugar is still over 1000... and he is incoherent, but improving as they try to get it under control, he is still unable to talk, but is able to nod, and write to communicate now... they are moving him to the ICU... as he is still considered critical... i am asking you for thoughts, prayers, wishes... whatever faith or beliefs you may have... please send them his way... i just can NOT lose my Daddy.... thank you all in advance, i am a basket case, but i firmly believe in the power of faith and love... and you gu

My Daughter's Needs Help
My Daughter is going for the VIP now, and needs some help, so who ever can help her it would be appreciated alot.... She has only got 4300 comments as of today Thur Jan 3rd. She really needs help now cause our internet went down for a couple of days.. and now we are behind. I know a few of you have been there, but she has helped alot more then what has shown up to help her so far. Here is the link to her photo that needs the comments.. Thanks Kenneth

My Dark World
i block the world from my view so i don't hurt agian i prefure to be blind then see it all offend i wish it all could be sweet but that just isn't right i wave my hand then remind everything will be alright i know now i was wrong to think those stupid thoughts how the hell can the world go on knowing all i've fought if i just lie here now and give it one more try maybe i'll just get lucky and wave away and die welcome to my dark world the senseless creepy find the place where i keep myself welcome to my mind

My Daughter
I just wanted to let all my friends on here know why I have not been on here for awhile. Not only have I been working alot of overtime at my job, which some of you know, it is hard to be working 12 hr shift everyday, raising two kids and trying to get on-line when you can, so I had to stop doing one of them and that was getting on-line. Another reason that I have not been on for a while and this is a big thing is that back on Dec. 19 I had to take my daughter to the doctor because she had lost a lot of weight, she was getting alot of headaches and she said that she was having problems with eyesight. We thought that the weight lose and the headaches was because of stress at her mom's but boy was I way off. For the first time in her young life she had to spend a couple of night in the hospital. It turned out that my 10yr old daughter is a Type 1 Diabetic. WOW!!! what a blow to everyone. She is doing alot better now except for having to have four shot of insulin aday, pricking her fingers

My Day
My day was full of fun. My mum played with me. I played with grandmum's feet and I got a free ride on a blanket! I got to take a few naps. I also got a cool new toy! It's a squeaky newspaper with "The Daily Growl" on it! I love it. Well I better go and play with my new toy.

My Daughter's Contest
Yep she is in another contest already... This one is on Marks page... the link is below.. Here is the link to Jennifer's contest first..... Here is the link to Marks Page. ... check his blogs out while your there... Mark11779@ fubar

My Daughter Comes First
My Daughters Come First Please forgive me my love but my daughters come first. Being in love with you and needing you has my heart roaring to burst. But the feelings I have for two little ladies so pure. Wanting their daddy in their lives and nothing more.

My Day Today
Ok here has been my day lol its been a gr8 day so i decided to share it with all y'all :D First i had a lie in this morning but once 9 am got here i woz up and made a few moves of chess :D Then wen my kids dad got back with Ryan (my youngest) i went to my local garage and fixed Ryans bike lol (he needed the seat and handlebars putting higher as with the training wheels) then wen i got back i re coloured my hair (only the roots lmao :D ) then i went out for the aftanoon When i got back i picked my other son (6yr old Patrick) from school and took him down to the park to learn how to ride WITHOUT training wheels :D and while we woz out had a lovely dinna at the diner in the park :D Then we had a lovely evening watching a movie .... wow now lol i think just about covers it :D

My Dad And Friends
Hey all my friends my dad needs all the help he can get. I'am asking my friends to come an help him out in his contest...all my friends know that if you need my help I'll help you out when you need it.... Plz come help me out.... The link to the pic is below...... thank you There is also a wonderful friend that is in a contest also and can use some help, so stop by to help her out also. Just remember every little bit Helps.. Here is another Friend that could use some help also... Please every bit counts...

My Daddy Hurts Me!!!
I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work

My Dad
to everybody that been there for me, thank you. tomorrow is my dad big day. he going in his first surgery friday. i just ask all the people that been there for me and my family to keep praying and having faith for me and them. thank you

My Dad!
My Dad is dying of panceras cancer and spreading rapidly. I know the Lord is watching over him. I know he will be in a better place where he can breathe well. He is a amazing guy! He adopted when I was 2yrs from Siagon Vietnam. He put mke under his wing. I want everyone to put my Dad in your prayers! I love you Daddy and always will!

My Daughter Is Missing. Please Help.
This is a link to Jordon's poster on the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children's website. http://missingkids.com/missingkids/servlet/PubCaseSearchServlet?act=viewChildDetail&caseNum=1096496&orgPrefix=NCMC&seqNum=1&caseLang=en_US&searchLang=en_US There is also a picture of her on my profile photo's in my Default album thing. Thank you I wanted to let eveyone know that my daughter has been found!! She is alive and safe and doing ok. Thank you all for your prayers and kindness!! Irish Jordon is still missing. Sunday, June 22, is her 16th birthday and I don't know how I'm going to make it.

My Dad
Daddy, Take my hand in yours and you will plainly see, How very much I need you now to love and care for me. As my little hand grows, I will need you even more, Everything I do in life, I have never done before. Teach me to be kind and loving, sharing and forgiving, Show me through your acts of love the pure joy of living. The years will pass by quickly and one day I will be grown, I will pass what you have taught me onto children of my own. Hold me always in your thoughts and remember when we are apart, The special love between a child and a daddy's heart. This is for My Dad, the man that raised me and loved me no matter what I did or got into. I miss him everyday but I still have many memories of him that can never taken away. He has my heart and lives in my soul all the time. Love You Dad may you rest in peace (11/19/43-2/3/01)

My Dad
Monday night, my dad woke up with terrible pain in his ankle and foot. My mom saw him jump out of bed (which is very bad with his BP) so she followed him towards the bathroom. He was extremely wobbly, so she put her arm around his waist from the back. When he got into the bathroom, he collapsed and she couldn't do anything to break his fall. Andrew and Shane (in my family list as the Beer Guy) went running and immediately started first aid. I heard the crash and went flying upstairs to see what was going on. My dad had lost consciousness and Andrew and Shane were trying to bring him out of it. At first we thought it was his sugar, so Mom checked that, but it was fine. Andrew checked my Dad's pulse, and Shane checked his eyes and kept talking to him to get him to respond. Once he regained consciousness, Shane and Andrew tried to get him to stand up, but he couldn't. So I called 911, in a panic, and waited outside for the police and ambulance. I sent the first cop and medi

My Daughter
my daughter finally came in to this world her wieght was 5lb 7onces she is 19 in long and here birthday is july 18 she was born at 10:47 am and shes the most beautiful baby in the world i know every parent says that but i think she is

My Daughter Is Going To Iraq!
Today I remember those who lost their live to the horrible events from the hands of the evil. I sit here with tear running down my cheeks. First I grieve for those lost and second I pray for those serving. As a mother of a young woman who is serving today my heart aches. The mixed emotions Im feeling today are those of Extreme pride for her yet fear for her. In my heart I know what she is doing today is what she needs to do as a woman, a soldier and as a AMERICAN! I love her and miss her dearly! Well, as a mom of a soldier I got the new a week or so ago! Suzanne is heading to the Sand Box.... The mixed emotions are here. Proud, supportive, scared, just to name a few. It will be a long 400 days.... She is my baby girl Yet a Strong and vibrant Woman.. She a SOLDIER! She is doing what she signed up for because she an American Soldier. My 5lb 2 oz baby at birth is doing what many cant/wont, defend our country. Proud? OMG Never been so proud of her.

My Days
Hey everyone. not sure how many people are going to read this but i am going to start posting up things that i do through out my days. if you have not noticed i am really horney all the time. and i love to go out and have fun. I am bi just in case you were wondering. I love to hear your comments. so lets see how things are going to go. hope you all enjoy hearing what i do. and i hope you heare from you all.

My Day
Watching DVR of Obama's address to congress.Ate more fries and now on my 4th boilermaker of 101 proof Wild Turkey and Milwaukee's Best Ice. Just sitting here blogging on fubar for the first time. I'm debating whether to go grocery shopping now or tomorrow. The sun is out now and I get heat rash being out in it.Tomorrow there is rain in the forcast.I don't mind going out in the rain. Been working this past week on my bed frame project. I raised the bed up off the floor about 2 feet and now using the space to store my junk. I have more room now. I face another work nite and it would be my last 1 of the week but I told a associate I would fill in for her Friday for 5 hours. I face the weekend with 12 hour shifts Sat and Sunday. Hopefully a co worker will fill in for me Mon and Tues so I can have some time off to relax and drink a few boilermakers.

My Daughter
Well My Daughter is safely back in Honduras. I took her to Houston this morning for her flight back. That was a long stressful trip. The hardest part was saying goodbye. Stephanie leaving still has me pretty much bummed out. But still it was an amazing trip. Even though this is the first time I have seen my daughter in almost 21 years. Even though we have been talking by e-mail, messenger and by phone, everyone knows that isn't the same. but we just clicked. it was like we had been together everyday of her life. I am very blessed to have a bond like this with my daughter. I know many aren't that lucky, and I wish I could have a bond like this with my son. For my daughter it was quite an adventure, comming in ahead of huricane Gustav. So that kept us indoors for a few days watching tv and talking. Got her hooked on a couple of my shows. Sharing music and stuff like that. We did the tourist thing, took her to jefferson, did shopping there, saw a lot of kool museums.

9-11 & My Daddy
Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my dreams to keep... as they are too lonely for one heart bare. Much too cruel to wake and find nobody is really there Sitting here the lonliness moves in just as quickly as the smile fades from my face. With a heart this large & nobody to share.... Needing to have someone touch my face, just let me know they are there. To wake next to love oh how divine!! I know this lonely feeling too shall pass....

My Dad.....
My dad passed away Sept. 18, 2008... I miss him dearly..... He was struggling with cancer and he finally gave up the fight....It's really weird not having him around! gone but never forgotten! R.I.P DAD MARCH 18, 1947....SEPT 18,2008

My Dad
My Dad ( 1908-1974) I was very fortunate growing up, I had a wonderful man for my dad. My Dad was born on Novemeber 15, 1908 in Burlingame CA. After all these years the house is still standing. My Dad and his parents moved to Reno, Nevada and thats where he met my mom. I was born March 19, 1952 in Reno Nevada. It was great growing up there. Dad use to race boats on Lake Tahoe and he really enjoyed it. My Dad and Grandpa had their own construction busines in Reno WAtkins and Son Millwork so I learned from an early age all about construction and yes I can still read blue prints lol. Daddy was Coast Guard certified so he could patrol the lakes in the Reno-Tahoe area. He loved it. I remember always going on the boat with him, yes i had to be certified too. Daddy could always take a gloomy day for me and turn it into a smile. He had this little tune he would always whistle. This time of the month is very hard on me as Daddy.s birthday is the 15th of this month. Had my Dad liv

My Dad
Two days ago my family was gathered at the hospital,they had taken my dad off the ventilator but, he couldn't breath on his own.They put him back on it and read him his last rights. My mom had almost given up she just didn't know what to do but us kids said don't give up yet. My mom has been staying at my house threw all this. It was a long night and for me and mom pretty much a sleepless night.We were driving to the hospital early Tues morning when my sister call my mom from the hospital,my dad was off the ventilator, sitting up in bed and talking to my sister. Although he was not making a lot of sense he was breathing on his own. Only 10 hours earlier he had been given last rights.Today they moved him to CCU into his own room and has a lot of the tubes out of him. We are still waiting on the results to see if they got all of the cancer but today he is here, still pretty sick and in the hospital but, alive. That's one reason my dad is my hero and why i believe in prayers. to be cont.

My Daughter's Poetry
the moment i saw you i felt lifted, the moment our chemicals reacated, the moment you touched me, i fell, the time you kissed me, i felt alive and out there, you make me breathless when i come near you, you say i love you and i choke tryin to say it back, when you catch me when im fallin... i get so taken that my lungs get cut off and i cant stand the feeling of it, i get high off your words as they spill out into my mind, all i think is that your words are breathless and so taken to my heart i go numb, the moment i love the most is when you said- BABY DO YOU WANNA OWN ME DO YOU WANT ME TO BE YOUR MAN FOR LIFE AND NEVER LET GO! A real man would be proud Of who he's with A real man would buy flowers When you are sad A real man could tell If you are mad or not A real man wouldn't hit on your friends When you are not around Most of all, A real man would love you If he truly loves you He would never let you go No matter what you say You st

My Daughter
This month has been a hard month. my 6 year old daughter was backed up over by a one ton duely pickup. she has got a lot of fractured bones. she is back home and doing well. its going to take time for things to get back to normal. im just so thsnkful she was tough and fought through it and i have her back home with me. lots of prayers and support is needed. thank you for the ones that has been there for me and my daughter!!!!

My Dark Angels
This Blog is taken word for word from a Yahoo conversation I was having with a friend one nite right before Lent began...My life has been in turmoil for a while now...And the beginning of Lent was giving me pause...Making me consider some things...And as I tried to explain to my friend just what motivates my profiles, my profile names, and what lies underneath the surface of my shattered ideas...I wrote what I considered something very interesting...Something I had never tried to put into words... So for the record...And the sake of many a person's curiosity...I am adding that conversation here to give you the reader a slight peek into my jumbled and fevered brain...One that swirls with thousand upon thousands of thoughts and random ideas... Take a minute or two...And read this Blog...And maybe leave a comment on what you think...Peace and hugs to you.... This conversation begins in the middle of what my friend and I were talking about... it is all from my side as he didn't in

My Damned Angel
Stayed in the shadows so long, The moon was burned into his eyes Around that moon, sallow and pale Was unbreakable darkness in the skies His eyes are everything black and white A portrait far too pure A honey warmth when he's calm, But solid black when he's unsure I can't see anything past those screens I've never seen anything like them on earth. It's in my heart when they change From depression to unshakeable mirth. What has God done to such an angel? And why is he so sad? Poor angel, my damned angel, The injustice makes me mad. Promise after promise is made Not one can be carried out. Poor angel, my cruel angel, I hear him as he shouts. He says he wants to see the sun Once more before, too much at steak. I can't watch my angel, my broken angel, He slowly starts to break. My angel, my everlasting angel. I love him with all the power of the sun. My heart burns and I'm on fire, My angel, my precious angel is the one. Eyes lance through my soul

My Daily Video Of Wtf??
As promised I am posting another AVGN link. So this video is funny on it's own however seeing the Top Gun episode "Check Previous blog." first will make the episode that much funnier. I was a jealous poor child who had few accesories with the my NES "providing it was not sold for drugs that week" as well as few games so when I saw exacally what I missed out on I felt that much more greatful for what i did have and no longer felt like I was missing out on something cool as a child. Hope you enjoy! ~Brodie http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYDuy7wM8Gk Also check out AVGN's other videos at

My Dad
Thank you to everyone for your thoughts, prayers and words of support. As I sat here reading this, I thanked God for each and everyone of you. As of last nite when we left, my dad was still strong and holding his own. The doctor said that they are doing they're best to keep him comfortable. During the time we were up there, he was clear for only about a half hour. Last nite was a revelation for me in a lot of ways. And the most shocking one was, that I am unable to trust the woman who has married him only recently. I'm alone in a sea of confusion. In the middle of two women warring over a man who will soon be gone. And all my kids and I are wanting is to spend time with him before he is gone. Peaceful time to talk, let him know how much we love him, trying to encourage him.

My Daughter
I had no clue we had a blog here..Well its like this up until 2007 I was rollling along lifes highway feeling so good..Then the dragon raised his bufugly head..When I got sick well I got sick..Started tx in the fall of that year...It was real bad..First off loosing the money I use to make was bad then this tx crap well hell man whats next? Well suicide attempt was next..The tx had me crazy..I mean truly nuts..I couldnt sleep eat think nothing was the same and since then nothing has returned to true sanity...My daughter was so use to being spoiled the littel brat and having to loose my business due to the dragon well money left us..I live on disability now and well who the hell can live on that tiny bit of cash..So this last couple of years I have lost...So much but

My Daily Horoscope (according To Facebook...hehehe)
Astrology - Today's Gemini Horoscope Here is your Today's Gemini Horoscope You're feeling the urge to socialize, and it is a great day to expand your network. Mood:Energetic Lucky Color:Silver Lucky Number:22 Lucky Time of Day:12am Astrology - Today's Gemini Horoscope Here is your Today's Gemini Horoscope If you don't want to climb out of your shell, that's really okay! Don't feel guilty. Mood:

My Dad.
I see the twinkle of my dad's eyes in my son's smile. I hear the I love yous of my father in my son's voice. I know my dad is watching my son grow up. Just wish Pop was here so The Boy can watch him grow old. I will forever be the bridge between them as they never met. My promise is to ensure they will know each other through stories and prayer.

My Daily Take..
GRRRRRRRRR..WHERE DO I BEGIN TODAY?? IT SEEMS LIKE YOU CAN EASILY GO DAY TO DAY, MICRO MANAGE STUFF AND THEN ONE DAY WAKE UP AND BOOM! I WORK IN TECH SALES AND HAVE INTRICATE KNOWLEDGE OF WEBSITES AND BUSINESSES THAT REQUIRE ACCEPTANCE OF CREDIT CARDS FOR PAYMENT ONLINE. MY JOB IS VERY STRESSFUL..THERES A LOT OF DEADLINES,

My Daddy
you never said you im leaving you never said goodbye you were gone before i knew it and only god knows why there are no words to tell you just what i feel inside the shock.the hurt.the anger might gradually subside a million times ill need you a million times ill cry if love alone could have saved you you would have never died in life i loved you dearly in death i love you still in my heart you hold

My Days ...
.........and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident, or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I'm here to stay! I hear you're going to see a doctor who can get rid of

My Daughter In Law`s Story Of 9/11
I don't always bring up today. I used to avoid it. Partly because I was so thankful, and at the same time, ashamed that I thought "it wasn't my loved one." But today I will, because I can never forget. My mother and my uncle Larry Rose, both worked at the Pentagon. I remember the night before staying at my aunt and uncle's house for movies and games. Then I went to sleep in the guest bedroom. I never had to worry about going back home because mom had to work and I didn't. So I just stayed where I was. Early in the morning the phone wouldn't stop ringing. At first it took multiple times for it to penetrate through my sleep. Then I ignored it to try to go back to sleep. But then finally...someone said something other than "call me back." They said "I watched the news. Please tell me you're still alive." That jolted me. I ran to the phone and picked it up. It was one of their sons. He told me to turn on the television. That's when I saw them repeating the n

My Days
I'm so very curious about the "news" these days. How is it that, when you are friends with someone or know someone and they fail to accept reality and always talk crap or or completely unrealistic about things, you basically ignore or learn to write them off, for the most part? Usually, "oh, that guys a dooosh," or "that dude is crazy, he has no idea what he's talking about." YET ... when public figures or politicians do the same thing, supported by the spin and/or presentation in the media, people seem to soak it up and just fall in line like little minions? For example, Europe is BROKE. They have spent their future on completely non-producing assets. Building infrastructure and long term projects are minimal and fall behind improving government offices and spending on government pensions and public sector benefits. The same holds true for the US, though we are not as close to the cliff as the one they fell off. SO ... IF each or any of us were in the same spot, as in, we were

My Daughter Please Read Everyone
well i found out my daughter had a hidden disability she has double vision and needs vision therarpy its going to cost 186.00 a session she needs 28 sessions and medical will not pay for the therapy so i have a fundme site i want everyone to go read it and donate if u can and share share share please here is the site http//gofundme.com/dwfuvk

My Darling
If I could be the reason your hair's a mess,The bass drum beatin' way down deep in your chest,If I could be the voice on your radio,Then I could be your long ride home. If mine could be the name that changes yours,The wine in your glass,The swing on your porch,The dollar in your pocket, and the peaceful in your sleep,Then I'd be what you mean to me. Standing here,Watching you,Turning every head in this crowded room,The lights down low,Dancin slow,Oh, if falling's how you feel,And perfect is what you see,Then I'd be what you mean to me. Oh yeah If I could be the fire in your firefly,The cool in the rain,The spark in your eye,The answer to your prayer,And the faith that sets you free,Then I'd be what you mean to me. Standing here,Watching you,Turning every head in this crowded room,The lights down low,Dancin slow,Oh, if falling's how you feel,And perfect is what you see,Then I'd be what you mean to me,What you mean to me And oh, all of this talkin' makes you laugh,But I've gotta

My Dad
ON THE 16TH OF THIS MONTH MY DAD WILL BE DECEASED 23 YEARS, I WAS A DADDIES GIRL, AT SOME POINT YOU WOULD THINK THAT I WOULD GET A LITTLE EASIER, BUT ITS NOT.. I STLL MISS HIM AS MUCH NOW AS I DID THE DAY HE DIED.. I KNOW THAT VALENTINE'S DAY IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SPECIAL DAY, BUT MINE ISN'T BECAUSE THAT WAS THE LAST TIME THAT I SAW HIM ALIVE.. I STILL REMEMBER THE PHONE CALL, THAT WAS A

My Deepest Of Thoughts
Yeah.... November 25, 1978 28 whole years ago!! Confusion Emptiness I am broken Silent Quiet My thoughts unspoken Exuahsted Tired Out of fight My Life My feelings Am I alright? No choice No Emotion Guess I have to be. No words No time It is not about me Pictures in a Scroll Box

My Dead Life
Well I have not been on this site for a very long time. I think it was still Lost Cherry when I checked things out last. Lets see if I can do a rundown of major events. 1) Dallas and I moved into our own house. We rent so we don't own it, but its a huge house. We love it. 2) Soon after moving we got married. We got married Oct. 31st 2007. We are very very happy. I love him so much it still bugs me to be away from him while I'm at work all day. I know...its sickening. 3) We've been through some bad times where we were jobless and then got new jobs that didn't work out, then jobless again...I finally found the perfect job working for a University. I get benefits and time off and all that good stuff. Its heaven and I get a long with all my co-workers. I think I've found my place. 4) Dallas is doing his own thing by running a mobile mechanic business. Its starting to do pretty well. If you need some work done to your vehicle and you're within a reasonable driving

My Dear Friend!!
Chocolate said to a lollipop, "You are damn sweet". The lollipop replied "I'm Not as sweet as the person reading this"! "Ur smile makes me smile"..."ur talks make me glad"... "Ur company makes me happy"..."But ur absence makes me sad"... "Be always with me my dear friend"!!! Send this 2 all ur friends in ur list, and also back 2 me if i am ur friend... If u get more than 7 u r lovable

My Decision
sup people ive feel that i have now made the decision...well ive been trying to give wal-mart a chance to redeem it self but no, for the past 3 to 4 months they have been runnin my team (2nd shift remix) ragged. they have only hired one person for 2nd shift since about nine months of waiting for them to replace jamal who left for HHgreg... jose vegga (my supervisor) went to the new super center about 2 months ago that left 5 people on the entire 2nd shift remix(broken down its 3 people there a day...then we got our first new guy...ok now its 6 and we still have days where there is only 3 people some days(usually side by side with a large 1500 or 1600 piece truck..now lets get to the managers, who half the time dont know what the other is doing (this has inproved lately) we do have a decent store manager and a couple assitant managers that are worth a damn (john,the 2 new managers, helga and brad) well lets get to the asses of the management team, allison(hardcore bitch, feels like s

My Demons + Your Pleasure= Chemical Marriage
I left the dream world with hopes of forgetting you. But to NO avail it isn't working. Your face, scent,taste and the way you felt against my body is over powering. Yeah, Your on my mind night and day. I thought by keeping away and watching from a distance it would make a difference. It hasn't, not one damn bit. Stop looking around the rm you won't see me. But i see you, the way your playing with your hair. while your typing on the comp. I heard something was wrong, but i tried not to seem like i was concern. But i knew i had to check for myself, you didn't sound like yourself, your aura is sad and i don't like that. Watchin you walk to the bed and just sitting deep in thought. All you need to do is drift off in thought and your mine. Gotcha. You can stop acting like your surprised now. Yes, were in my world now. Where i can create any scene esp the one on the beach with us just chillin. I just look deep into your eyes, i see things i don't like, i want to take them away, but all i ca

My Dearest Dad..................
Dearest Dad, I hope you don't mind me calling you *Dad*. I know we never had the chance to meet in person, but you know who I am. I also know that you can hear me, and feel what is in my heart, now that you are Dan's special Angel in Heaven. This song I am playing, is dedicated to you. I know it's not the kind of music you once listened to, but it's a beautiful song, and the words come from my heart. I don't know if Dan has ever heard it before, but I know this is the way that he has always felt, since you've gone away to Heaven. I also know that Dan is waiting for the "One Sweet Day" when he can be reunited with you. But before I go, there is something else that I want to tell you. I LOVE YOU, Dad, even though I never actually knew you in person. I can feel your presence around us, and it is such a peaceful & warm feeling when you fill the room with your love. Dan always speaks of you, and he loves you soooo much. He is soooo proud that you are the one that God chose to be his

My Demented Thoughts
If I die tonight it would be because that is the only aspect of my life that I have control over. Don’t pass your petty judgment on me and call me a coward. Say what you want about my life and my death, but I fought my way through to the very end. I gave it everything I had. There is nothing left of me. I am drained of every last drop of life that’s runs through me, yet my heart still beats and my brain still function, but anything that use to be me is just an illusion brought on by your desire not to notice. So if you can’t see and don’t want to see, what should you care if I take razor to skin and finally be free from my tortured hell.

My Definition Of A Friend
Here Goes: Even though we dont always get along, we may not like what the other has to say, and we aren't going to agre on the same point of view all the time, and there may even be a time or two when we don't even like each other. But no matter what we are doing, no matter where we are at in our lives, if one or the other happens to be in trouboe, the other one is always right by their side to the first out and walk them through the hard times. ****You Gotta Take The Good With The Bad****

My Dear Friend Columbus Heart
Columbus Heart, is one of those special people I have met here on CherryTap/FUBAR. A cherished gift of friendship she has offered. I know she has a true heart and is a kind soul. She has talent and wonderful special spirit and you can't help but feel her sincerity. I am blessed that our paths crossed. This is a poem she left me on my comments, as you can see how special she is, I wish I knew how to copy and place here the graphic she done as well *. * By heavenleigh at 2007-07-24 Anyone Who knows you, Knows how special you really are, One of those perfect friends you find when wishing on a star. One of those Special people Who'll be beside you till the end. Always better than an Acquaintance, Someone special you call a friend. You are a wonderful person, so you got a 2 for 1 special.. a graphic and a poem both created by me. HUGS MY FRIEND

My Designs
I have placed some of my custom stone jewelry designs on my page to see if anyone likes the current designs that I have made.. feedback is all ways good. I hope to start my own custom stone jewelry business and you guys get to see the first designs. I hope you like what has up til now just been a hobby. I will keep everyone that is interested updated as I go... A friend of mine wrote this and I thought I would share it with all of you.. Hope you enjoy it.. Boy and Mistress by Mrs.~~~Tainted Love~~~ Normally, I didn't check my personal email at work. My boss said he didn't monitor communications, but I didn't trust him. It was a Friday night, my girlfriend was out of town, and I didn't have anything to do. I was feeling a little lonely and was hoping my girlfriend sent a message saying she missed me. I scrolled down the inbox looking for her email address. Something else caught my eye. It was my mistress's email address. My lungs moved to my stomach and my stomach moved to m

My Depression
What Am I: As the cold steel of the blade digs deeper and deeper into my skin and releases the pain held within i close my eyes as all the life flows from my body and everything goes numb. What is this feelin that has come over me is it pain, no, it doesnt hurt anymore i have been released from all the pain of life. I am finally free from the pain in my heart no longer burdened by love only filled with hate. and as i regain control of myself i know that all i have left is hate. A hate for all life. I no longer have feelins in my heart it is as cold as ice and as hard as stone unable to be moved by anything except the pain of others. I have finally found my role in life i am satisfied with what i do now. but there is still that feelin of emptyness but it doesnt burden me anymore i am finally at peace with what i am. but i have yet to figure out what exactly that is yet. but i will before to long. all i know is that i live in the shadows lurkin through them waitin for the moment to s

My Deepest Sympathy Goes Out To You!!!
A dear friend of mine in real life that had just joined the Fu has suffered a great loss. He has not only lost a brother but his identical twin very suddenly and very unexpected. While he is new and does not know a lot of people here I think it would be great to have him lots of support waiting on him for his return. Please stop by his page and show him some luv, if anyone here on Fubar needs it its him today!! Luvs ya Dave and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!! True Felt Heart@ fubar

My Dedication
if any of my freinds have actually listened to my player on my profile you will know what I am talkin about the fourth song on the player I have deicated to both of my ex wives in real life. So if you have not listened you should lmao if you want If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15.

My Deposition
HERE'S YOUR CHANCE TO OWN ANY OF THESE SEXY BLUE LOUNGE STAFF AND MEMBERS FOR A MONTH!THE AUCTION ENDS AT 11PM CST SUNDAY JAN 20TH Shane aka 'DJ Lost Saint - #2 @ The Original Blue Lounge@ fubar ♥DjSexyBiootch♥BARBI'S HOMIE 4-LIFE -I.B.I.C.-EvilAngelButtBuddie-CrazyA$$Sis2Meg-@ fubar BJ Barbi~Greeter @ The Blue Lounge AKA SIS TO BLAIRMARE~DJ SEXYBIOOTCH'S HOMIE~CALIGUMBO'S PORNSTAR@ fubar Blairmare Fu-Sis to BJ Barbie Fu-lover to Rev Tom worshiper of DG@ fubar Rev Tom [Co-Owner Slapps Happy Hour] Thizz iz What it iz@ fubar 'DJ Gem~Bar Manager@The Blue Lounge~FU-GF 2 My Hot Mama ~Crazy A$$ Sis 2 DJ Sexy & A Tru Blu Bitch'@ fubar (repost of original by 'Evil A [Blue Lounge Manager][DJSexyBiootch Butt Buddie]' on '2008-01-13 23:12:49')

My Decision
i had a decision basically forced down my throat today but it aint so much that as wat my reaction is. Basically im tired everyone says that the pain in life is part of it and to get over it and move on. or that if it dont kill u then it makes u stronger. well im tired of always haveing to be the strong one im tired of ppl useing me to fix their problems then turning around and kicking me in the teeth for my troubles. personallly death would be a blessing for me. at least then i would be at peace from the memories and the pain. yes i have thought about eating the bullet, i have gone so far as to have the loaded gun under my chin and my finger caressing the trigger. y didnt i apply the 3 lbs of pressure idk. today the woman i love that i truly love told me that she is pregnant. now for the other shoe it aint mine she broke up with me the night before thanksgiving. and then went and got pregnant. wat am i supposed to say to this i have no idea im the one that everyone runs to with a prob

My Dearest
Won't you be my QP tonight? With rough tumble arms I'll hold you firm, Not too tightly as I love how you squirm. And lay yourself on me a loving pillow all yours, Forget all your worries and those daily chores, And breath in a rhythm that is all our own, For wrapped in your arms is where I am home. Take not your love from this ancient old heart, Let not deep sorrows tear us apart. Just keep up those smiles, those struts and those squeaks, And merge with my soul where we sleep deep in peace.

My Deviantart
My life’s news Well what can I say.... I have been confused as of late and I know why but I am not telling you all... one of you knows... probably two... but meh that is not a major problem... I am still looking for work... but I am thinking I should go ahead with this Freelance journalism course... what do you think? Ether way... I do not like this damn Microsoft word... its strange and weird!..... Grrrrrrrrrr Anyhow... on to my other news I think... DA news Well I am currently working on a few good projects’s one is my lovely Demon *Part 2* this is going to be longer then the firs one and I'm also going to be adding my good friend Nekochi20 http://nekochi20.deviantart.com/ fenrir character. and well I am also going to be doing a collaboration with him it is going to be a big project so some of my things will be put on hold like my new yiff fur stories ^_^ hmmm well I'm still working out the details. Therefore, when I start to work I will let you all know how this i

My Deployment
Hey all, Just wanted to let you all know that I'm over in Afghanistan now. I'll be here for about 12-15 months. Talk to you all soon. Hi to all my friends, Just letting you all know that come Monday I will be offline for a few days. I'll be on my way to Afghanistan. Will be there 12-15 months. Once I get settled and such I will be back on and letting you all know.

My Dear Friends
THANK YOU FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND YOUR HELP!! I want to give a special Thank You to all of my friends who helped me Godmother tonight. This is a special thank you for all of my friends who are on my page faithfully every single day; rating, leaving me daily comments and keeping me shitfaced even when I’m not online, and also for the ones who were here to help me level tonight! In no special order are the people I most want and need to thank. I apologize in advance if I’ve missed anyone. Please PM me and I will happily add you to this bulletin. ~♥Windy♥~Member of Stiletto Girls~ ~*MÈ†äL §äÑÐý *~[Real Life]partner of ~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~ Member of Rating Revolution DJ TOMICIDE~*~AngelHuggz's stalker & personal bootyguard of Bernsters & Jasmine~* Mini~Mike™ ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One † Ma3 Ma3

My Deanna
its now june 9th and deanna is almost 3 weeks old and i dont know what to do....... i cant afford a good attorney to defend me so i and resorting to a public defender :( well i go to court tomorrow i'll let every one know how that went!!! As i sit here its june, 2 2009. My daughter has been away from me almost 2 weeks now and god how i miss her.

My Devil Doll
Sultry, slutty tunes jazzy blues wrapped around my skullI had a devil doll on my shoulderSmoky sounds pounded out from a local band reverberated against my chestI had a devil doll on my shoulder I looked for my tatoo gurl but she was goneMy devil doll was lostSitting at the table i could not help but feel the empty chair beside meMy devil doll was lost I still feel the bites against my chest, bruised with an intensity i craveMy tatoo queen was goneNights of twisted love upon wet sheetsMy tatoo queen was gone Songs from Pink Martini echoed insideMy poetic kisses have done and goneWhispers among soft and hard embraces cut across my soulFor you see my poetic kisses have done and gone Old pictures seen, songs played pollute my mind of herHer salty kisses have been stolen backSalty lips once grazed my tongue, her taste forever rememberedHer salty kisses have been stolen back I feel her through the miles stillMy devil doll is goneHer soul of great dark and lightMy devil doll is gone...f

My Deal With :absinthe
6:21pm more To Absinthe: I'll rate some pix..I need to be in the top 250, could you pretty please bomb fubar.com... cancel Chat 6:21pm reply Absinthe: done cancel Chat 6:22pm more To Absinthe: im in yours now 7:21pm more To Absinthe: yeah im still rating & yer bomb fizzled without hitting me cancel Chat 7:23pm reply Absinthe: sorry i tried cancel Chat 7:24pm more To Absinthe: you said "done"..it wasnt & you bombed lots after we had a deal cancel Chat 7:25pm reply Absinthe: i did bomb you at least it shows on my end it did cancel Chat 7:25pm reply Absinthe: sorry cancel Chat 7:26pm more To Absinthe: it all started going down hill a couple summers ago..remember the love? I do this is my 5th account. i been here a..nvrmnd thnx cancel Chat 7:27pm more To Absinthe: no there is no notification..and every one of your friends can see the feed ..it didnt hapen cancel Chat 7:27pm reply Absinthe: i have only been on here since october still lear

My Dirty Horocope (libra) Hilarious
Taurus (April 20 - May 20) --Don't tease them. It will only piss them off. Taureans are realists. If you say that you are horny: Prepare to be fucked. Taureans are heavy indulgers, though. All forms of indulgence: Sex-drugs-wine-food...whatever their vice may be: they simply cannot get enough. They do not believe in moderation. They will fuck until they are sore. Taurus likes to have sex just for the sake of having sex. What they lack in originality, they make up for in stamina and endurance. Okay...so they may not be into bondage, okay? But they WILL lick you until you have at least three orgasms or until you pass out...whichever comes first. Taurus uses their tongue for EVERYthing...and I mean that. They love to lick people in whipped cream, alcohol, chocolate, flesh and candy???Bring it on! Caution: They are looking for a relationship so be kind to them. They also have a BIG wet thing for scent. Sometimes they don't want a lover to bathe before sex. Or you may find them shaggin

My Diabolical Madness - My Darkness - My Light
The waves that move like life have bound many for eternity. The sands we walk upon that burn or scorch your feet will be soothed by the coolest of waters. The deepest part of the ocean is like my mind, deep, dark as well mysterious. To understand and know anything about me... you must be me. That in itself is completely impossible. I have found peace in things that scare the life out of most. Too many do not get the concept of my darkness and never will. I will never explain in detail, many are not worthy and never will be. To know what is real and not real is your choice. To grasp what is beauty is a one in a lifetime, like love. Surrounded by mountains of decsions, unable to create the one path I thrive for the most, maybe one day I will finally get my absolution I have gone beyond to seek for more in this damned world we live within. -ME- 2006 Darkness Cometh And Darkness cometh to lay upon his wrath on those who face the one who many thought w

My Diary
I GOT TAGGED BY SOMEONE ELSE SO DOING IT AGAIN :p Instructions... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.hate asian meatballs 2.dip fries in ice-cream 3.play guitar 4.I was in the basketball team and got girl groupies when I was in high school 5.I was a cheerleader 6.cannot whistle:-D 7.collected sailor moon and slam dunk stuffs lol 8.love 90s music/movies 9.craziest and funniest girl in class 10. but I won first place award in my schools contest for best manner lady (teachers love me):-P Can’t Get Enough! Tommy (aka Mr Lime Green) Lil Tony Ruff PAPI CHULO

My Dirty Little Secret!
Every one has a dirty little secret, don't deny it. I know I do, and I am ready to share it with you! For as long as I can remember, I have always loved being the center of attention. As I've grown older, it has turned into a fetish of mine. I LOVE being watched doing all sorts of naughty things! So I've gotten a cam and taken to the net and would LOVE to perform for you! It's not quite free, although not very much, and I'll make sure it's worth your every penny. I'm not shy and definitly have a BIG imagination. So if your ready for some sexy fun, cum see me! I'll give you a show you won't soon forget! http://tinyurl.com/2r7mnj or, message me on Yahoo at passionate_Jadore

My Discombobulated Thoughts
I feel myself falling. Deeper within you. You look so different to me. Yet still so much the same. So much time has passed. It still seems like a dream. A dream I definitely need to wake from. Before I prematurely fall again. Someone pinch me. Knock me out. Do something. Because it sincerely frightens me. All you had to do was look at me. Touch me. And I fell. Dawn F Someone take the knife out of my back. It is burning with deception and lies. Hand over the KY to make it easier. So I can bend over as I am asked to do. Misery loves company. I wouldn't want the misery your life is then. Caviar lifestyle on a beer budget. Your life is so full of clichés. I am bound and gagged with a promise. That is SCREAMING to be set free. My brain and heart are begging. Let loose all that you think is true. Such clarity of life you claim. How can that be? When it has been congested wit

My Dilemma
Sometime this morning between 3 a.m. to 4.30 this morning, my Yorkie, Rocky, died after he got sick last night. I can't believe it, he was just running around yesterday when I was out in the yard today and now, he's gone. I guess he never did get over losing his "brother", A. J., my long haired chihuahua, after he went missing a couple of months ago. His health has been deteriorating ever since A. J's dissapearance but i thought he was getting better after I acquired my best friend's chihuahua/schnauzer, Squirt, to keep him company. I will miss him, I can't believe in a few short months, I have lost both my dogs...May there indeed be a Heaven for dogs. Goodbye Rocky, may he at last found peace and health with Him. I just found out about an hour ago that all that's happened to my wife was my fault. Months ago, she had told me to call the wound care center to make an appointment for a follow up check up but I had brushed it of time and again. I don't know why I didn't do it but now its t

My Divorce
Well today I went and signed all the paperwork nessacary to get this shit done and over with! so in about 2 weeks from now I will be FREE at last FREE at last...lol....I am just so excited seeings how we have been seperated for so long....8 years we have been separated so what's the sense of not getting it done and over with?....I truely am thankful that he has cooperated with everything and was not a dick to me in any shape way or form....til he get's the final copy of the divorce papers then I am sure that I will be hearing from him....lol....gotta love the ignore button on yer cell phone! So anywho I can finally start setting plans and a date for my wedding to happen!

My Dirty Thoughts
Sitting here thinking about things.... This can happen when you are alone. Have you ever wondered where you are going in life. Some people know what lies ahead in their life and maybe they are the luck ones.... or are they? Some people figure out what they want to do in high school and set their sites on it and there are others that have not a clue until their life hits them in the face. I think I am one of those people. My life got handed to me by the (fly by the seat of my pants) decisions I made. In high school I became pregnant with my son JC and in the same time my parents made the decision we were moving to Charleston. Life changed. I really didn't got to college so I still didnt know what I was supposed to do other then raise my son. Then I met the amazing man who was in the military and we fell in love and he wanted to make me his wife and JC his son. Life changed. Nothing was ever planned. Then I found myself a military wife. I was in a world of NEVER knowing where you are g

My Disability
I got this from Brad's blog, we both have Spina Bifida. BRAD - ©REAL MEN WEAR PINK ™® I.A.R member@ fubar What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, i

My Distant Horizon
Death leaves me with infatuation I embrace the pain it has left me with Because I don’t want to forget the sound of her voice The compassion in her eyes that reached straight for your soul I can’t help it I can’t fix it I can’t end it I’ll never accept it. I’m blind to my own torture I can’t resist the pain, so tempting A phantom of who I used to be, Ultimately bearing a cross for all the world to see. Hoping a lifetime lasts only for a moment Wishing to let it all fall away Ripping it apart until it can no longer exist. Counting each day that passes by, Yearning for something to believe in anymore Listening for the words of truth Opening my heart to anything new A day I would erase from all history and all of the future The day that you left and departed this world My heart nearly died with you You were my best friend, my inspiration The light in my world when everything else was dark You understood me better than anyone ever has, and m

My Diamonds!
~*~Like A Diamond~*~ Love on these smexi fu's hard!These ppl right here are amazing friends!There Real!Honest!Trustworthy! And will always have a place in my heart!I have mad respect for them and u should to!Go f/r/a them!Show them mad luv! chuckiiboo is GREEN LANTERN of the JLA@ fubar �LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM©4êvêr ðwñêÐ ß¥ ¢ðñ£ïÐêñ¢ê ï§ wå† måkê§ mê §êx¥@ fubar DMAN1973 proud FU owner of MY Confidence, Carlie, and Gelibean/ owned by Confidence@ fubar

My Disclaimer
2008 my review So this is the review of my life in the last year..... It started ok..I wasnt liking my job by this point. I seemed to have co workers conspiring againist me . But I made it thru it in Jan. I was starting to get sick. I was in and out of the hospital at this point and they didnt know what was wrong but I will say that I had some great friends that took care of me. In Feb. I was still sick but feeling better...I was doing well in poker it was my only safe place it seemed. I had met this guy who has turned out to be a friend after everything that had happened. He even bought me a cake on my birthday which means the world to me becuz no one else has ever done that. Which brings me up to my birthday weekend..It was a blast thanks to Jenn my sister her friend Wendy Becca Michael Chris and everyone else who helped celebrate it.I never thought my sister would ever come down ..Thanks Michelle for being one of the best times in my life. March I was getting sick

My Diet
Well, so I am a thousand miles away from my husband. He is in New Orleans and I am up in PA. We have been away from each other since the November 1st and it is staring to get to the both of us. Him more than me, but he keeps asking me to send him pics. Well, I am very self concious as it is and now with the whole picture thing, I am very self concious, so I have decided I need very much so to go on a diet. And start exercising. I plan on starting tomorrow. And I hope to lose at least 5lbs before Chad gets here for Thanksgiving. Then I hope to lose at least another 10-15 before Christmas. My goal is to lose 30-40 lbs before I go home for Mardi Gras. I weigh 160 now, which is not that bad, but I want to be 120. So cheer me on...because this is going to be tough! Especially with my sister around baking sweets everyday-she is a sabotoger!

My Dj Show
OH NOW YOU ALL DON'T WANT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE... YOU KNOW WHY... CAUSE TODAY IS NOT LIKE ANY OTHER DAY... TODAY IS A NEW BEGINNING A NEW DAWN OF DAYS.. TODAY YOU ALL SEE THE WARRIOR AND BARBARIAN INSIDE OF ME.... YOU ALL WANT BIKER STYLE... BURN RUBER ROCKING HARD LIFE ROCKET AND ALL THAT KICK ASS SHIT. JOIN THIS LOUNGE JOIN THIS STATION THERE IS NONE BETTER THAN HERE... YOU KNOW IT I KNOW IT. JOIN THE BEST OR DIE LIKE THE REST! Come home to the original biker bar on ct Allway looking for bartenders/dancers/and lounge help

My []doems
Death, be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so; For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow, Die not, poor Death, nor yet canst thou kill me. From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be, Much pleasure; then from thee much more must flow, And soonest our best men with thee do go, Rest of their bones, and soul's delivery. Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men, And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell; And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then? One short sleep past, we wake eternally, And death shall be no more; Death, thou shalt die close your eyes, drift down to the field of dreams, where you will stay and find your rest in deep slumber, but blackness comes, sweeping through changing everything, the meadow becomes swamp, the river becomes blood, and there you lie, your flesh cold but still alive, you smiles as life fades from your dream, a