Cyncial Creature of the Underworld's blog: "my poems"

I always wonder why

I will always sit in the dark when I cry

It's because without you here 

Without my daddy near 

I'm not whole.

The years of painshave finally taken their toll

On me, because life without you

Has been horrible, all I ever wanted to do

Was be in your arms as I cried,

As my soul slowly died.

No child should have to know the pain

I know fore it is too great and plain.

No child should have to hide the hurt

I've had to feel or to have to skirt

The dark hole that has become love.

A child should be as free as a dove, 

To care for their daddy

For that is what I want you to see

That is what I donr want to hide from you.

I only want you to love me and say I love you too.

Joyous life can be

Oh, how I wish you could see

What was lost was found and was yet again 

Lost, how I wish you could feel the pain

You have created for me.

For nothingcan be done t oset it right.

You refused to stay and fight

For a love you lost and a love you may

Never have, Once just for a day

I wish to have you near

Because you you might just find me here

In a life full of pain and failures

As hope and longing to be loved lures

Me away from life and into the open 

Arms of death

I sit and wonder why you left me

I just want to hear a story from my daddy

About how life can be wonderful

If only I had the strength to pull

TO pull away from the sorrow and tears,

To pull away from false love and all my fears.

Life has lost meaning 
This is the end of the begining 
Love is lost 
But at what cost 

As tears run down my face 
Love is put in its place 
Out sight out of mind 
As the regret slowly reminds 
Me of the lvoe i once knew 
But when I was alone I flew 

The pain will always be there 
As clear as the air 
As my heart 
Slowly tears apart 

Teh tears run down my face 
Love is put in its place 
out of mind out of sight 
Love is no longer Bright 
Like a star 
I once followed when left afar 

Wit hyou heart of black 
Why would I ever want you back? 
You caused all this pain 
MY love for you has been slain 

But the tears run down my face 
Love is put in its place 
Out of sight out of mind 
I'll allow you to find the pain I feel 
You'll see it's real 

You don't have a clue 
Do you? 
May all your passions die 
And you never get your wings to fly 

As tears run down my face 
Love is put in its place 
out of mind out of sight 
Lets se you win this fight 
It will be a bloody end 
As you lose a dear dear friend

Love is only hatred

A hatred that can be violent

And this violence can start wars

Love is nothing to me

I know of "Love"

fore i have lived with it

Love only harms you

It will never heal

Or mend a broken heart

Love is only pain

A pain that is so plain

so very plain to see

Love is something

Something... imaginary

In fairy tales for little girls

Love is hopelles

Just a feeling of emptiness

Afeeling I know all to well

Love is only a fear

A fear to be left behind,

To be forgotten or left in a bind

Love is a desire

Something like a fire

That consumes you

Love can find you int he darkest places,

But pain offen follows these cases.

The heart's feeling are true

And often left feeling rather blue.

Angels watching over your heart

Are always setting you apart

With angels watching over you

fear is never near, so

Laugh and love

Allow your heart to be a dove

To be peaceful and free

Much as i long to be

Love is but a dream

Life is merely an evil scheme

Happiness is only lies

As your heart slowly dies

Laughter, love and happiness

Can send you in to a firey abyss

Death comes in many shapes and sizes.

I believe toom any of his lies.

 I wish I knew how to tell him,

How much I truly love him

Pain is the norm you see for me,

My heart only wishes to br free

To love and be loved

I guess I'm not to be loved

Darkness comes,

Yet again it takes me

All I see is blood;

Everywhere i look

Hatred consumes all.

Light and love are no more,

Happiness only a faint dream

Feelings got mixed

When new and old loves meet

Angels ignore the lovers in need

Demons rule heaven and earth like hell

Vamptresses no longer hide their strenth

While vampires hide their compassion

Compassion needed to rule the underworld

Wolves destory vamps like flies

Pain becomes the only hope

Revenge the only option lift

Fires destory even the purest of souls

BLoodshed is the only norm befollowing

Violence the only pure happiness

Everlasting hatred is the truth

Pain is everywhere

And yet it's nowhere;

I sit and wonder why

i've yet to die!

Life is no longer meaningful

And yet the world is sorrowful

Upon my depature.

It almost seems like torture.

I lay here in my final hour

Watching my enemy come to power

I realize there is nothing but pain

And yet so many died in vain

Over something that doesn't exsist

But yet they persist

that what they are doing is right

And yet it is so wrong

Only the strong survive isn't right

Anymaore, because the stars don't shine bright

They have become the thing they fear.

The end is so near!

The light is consumed

By the darkness that sheilded me

As I fought to be free

Free of emotions and my passions

Free of "them" and my decisions

THis truely was my finally hour

I have a feeling

Like I'm falling

Imto a darkness

All I know is

I'm judged

Everything I do

All that I think and feel

Angels no longer sing

For I am lost and forgotten

Love no longer exists

For my heart no longer trusts

I know a hunger

Never ending

Just pain and suffering

A simple bloodlusting

Life is fading fast

I'm alone and lost

I need my knight

My knight in shining armor

To save me from the pain

Of my broken soulAlways tortured

By others peaking

Of true love and forever

There is but a small glimmerof

Hope, much like a candle

The light in my dark life!