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created on 11/16/2006  |  http://fubar.com/my-html/b25321

Why did they come?

Why did they come? Who are we to end it all, yet how do we not care?, You have waged war with us, why did you even dare! Now family's are separated, they have suffered a great loss, Pain has crippled our nations, For Allah you have burned our Cross! We will not stop, and neither will you, why have you started we had to fight too! This is Gods war, why can't you see? Life would be beautiful, if we all lived to be free! Please stop the killing, you have killed our daughters and sons, does more blood have to be shed in a war that cannot be won? I pray one day soon, the world will once again see peace, Gods will be done. Lord help us, Why did they come? Image Hosted by ImageShack.us
Many oceans so vast in size, The sharks will always feed. The sun will always rise, The moon will always breed. Your deserts will again be beaches.. The stars will always shine, The world will never rest. The colors of the rainbow or yours to find. The oasis is your sole, Within your heart you have hidden the light. You can build your own constellations, Placing the stars to another height. Put the moon back with the stars, Let yourself feel and cry. Your fear keeps you in the desert, By staying there your heart will always be dry. Love Tony

The Living Dead

There are so many people in this world who i feel have the bad case of the Zombee's.. What i mean by this , is that they have chosen to live amongst the living dead. I too once chose that path of life. The choice to not feel, so that you cannot hurt, is an easy way to survive. By hiding from your past , so as to avoid potential pain from both the present and future, classifies you as this type person. Those who choose drugs , Drinking, or anything else as a crutch not to feel.. have chosen there path to walk this world aimlessly.. They will never allow themselves to be loved or love another for fear of pain.. This self instilled fear, will shut down all your senses.. it will cause self destruction, till one day your desire to live will diminish. Choose the right path for yourself.. Allow yourself to feel the pain, work through it and gain strength!!! Gain back yourself . You will no longer deny yourself pain from fear... you will learn more about yourself. You will let yourself recieve lifes fruit in abundance. You will learn a confidence, not a false confidence built from denial. You will back your desire and will to live. You will learn to love yourself and then learn how to love others.. and unexpectedly let others love you. This reward , that you owe to yourself, will help you survive.. Stop the lies to yourself.. it will hurt you and eventually others. Enjoy the future you give to yourself, because no one else will! Start with you. We all have pain we locked up inside.. when something comes up that reminds us of it , our normal reaction is to react. If we dealt with it head on ... yes it hurts, yes it sucks... but the end result is we live on.. we don't die inside. We stay human. We wont deny ourselves our right to feel, our God given breath of life! Our right to feel and to love or be loved. We will then find true Happiness in lifes rewards. No nothing comes easy, you can do this , you will overcome.. you will become sensitive towards your own needs and desires allowing you also to be sensitive of others, by not becoming overwhelmed by there needs plans or dreams. I did, i will, and i will continue to live, to love, to now strive everyday towards a most common goal.. ( not only to love and be loved, but to love myself enough to let it happen!...). A heart is a terrible thing to waist!! Signed ... The ex-living dead!! Tony

Anniversary of a memory

I wish i could take away the pain... and bring it all on me, I would hold you in my arms and kiss you tenderly. I would carry you on my shoulders, and introduce you to my heart, I will warm you with my Love, so that we may never part. I cried many tears for you, as if i could wipe away your sorrows... I carressed you with my warm embrace, and held you for all tomorrows. I know time is the only cure for this, there is no other way, so for now i will hold my heart aside, and keep you there.... every day. Loving wishes, Tony
I wish i could take away the pain... and bring it all on me, I would hold you in my arms and kiss you tenderly. I would carry you on my shoulders, and introduce you to my heart, I will warm you with my Love, so that we may never part. I cried many tears for you, as if i could wipe away your sorrows... I carressed you with my warm embrace, and held you for all tomorrows. I know time is the only cure for this, there is no other way, so for now i will hold my heart aside, and keep you there.... every day. Love Tony

in responce to a friend 2

Here is where your pain has started, from deception of trust. Could it of started out as love, Or for him was it just lust. We receive many lessons from life, These are a things we are told. It builds character to undergo such pain, Well Bullshit!! Its getting old!! Love Tony

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