Fawnication's blog: "My insanity is my sanity!"

underneath you Underneath you, the world is diverse. The night sky glitters with millions of tiny stars that make light above us. I overlook any doubts and let myself go. Our naked bodies glide together and you enter me gently. I gasp and moan. I want you deep in me, sliding in and out furiously. I need you to quench this fire that I have been carrying. I look into your eyes filled with lust and passion. I hold you and touch you Wanting to remember everything about you. This moment will not be forever, but I want to remember your expressions and every sound that escapes your mouth. My pleasure intensifies and I feel my body go numb. You explode deep inside of me giving me the joy of feeling Your warmth flow inside of me. You lift your body taking your weight off me, freeing me from your wonderful confinement. I capture you nicely and secretly want to beg you to stay inside of me.

ok so um like i bloggin for no real reason... Anyhow, oh der i know... i been lookin and noticin some people have like fan clubs for their blogs... How the hell do they do that... i guess write alot huh is it interestin reading strangers stuff, i know my brain is as twisted as they get how can i get a fan club i want a fan club! I want to be popular and artsy i want recognition and fame, I want to be the NEXT AMERICAN BLOGGER! (not really) What did the fish say when he ran into a cement wall? Dam! I want to have people go..hmm thats kinda wrong. i want to feel like i am something... i know that line right there usually brings in a comment. aparently crazy thoughts and almost-emo behavior is like appealing. ok so um yeah i like pain, the feel as a blade slices thru you flesh.... the prick of a needle imbeddin ink in my skin, orgasmic... the sting and burn of .......ok Gettin wet new subject So i guess im gonna be on my first bus trip... entertainin. scary. hmmmmmmm. i cant stop lookin at the above line * hmm wet * scatter my thoughts to the wind carry my dreams home on the whim of insanity.... sane i aint sane im not boring am i? I think the welbutrin has taken away some of my creativity, my motivation.... oh well Fuck it right? ya know what i hate tho? the way my blog goes way the fuck to the right.... ---> that way.... it irks me and why does myspace sometimes say new message or new friend request and there really isnt one? is it toms way of fuckin with our brains... subliminal messages to make u more self loathing? i just lost my train of though.. and my fuckin back and neck hurt so bad! i like it! so um like der..... Down by the bay where the watermelons grow back to my home i dare not go for if i do my mother will say......... have u ever seen a skeeter on someones brothers peter Down by the bay dont ask...im bored and tired think ill sleep... What the fuck is a penisbird? i heard their crazy