This is a poem i wrote years ago..and just fouind it..ihope you can appreciate thetiem i took toshare it with everyone..
I sit up at night with tears in my eyes..
My head throbs in pain from thinking of you
I never wanted to lose you though it is too late now
I cant believe you are gone, out of my life,return is uncertain
You were my life, my soul, my one and only
You said you believed in me, and taught me to be strong
You made me love you then broke my heart
You left me scared and alone
That night I realized it was over
Love is like an illusion both of the mind and heart
At first it is beautiful and proper
The next thing you know, it has become completely unbearable
I close my eyes and see you before me with arms wide open, smiling
I try to reach out to you, to feel you once more
As I extend my hand, you seem to dissappear, never to return
In my dreams I hear you call my name
I try calling back but silence fills my room
All I am left with is the memories of you and the endless nights in your arms
I stare at the wall where our picture used to hang wondering where you are
My heart continues to break with each passing day
Sometimes I wonder why it had to end this way leaving me without a clue
When you walked out you made me realize I could never love anyone the same way I loved you
You turned my life completely around, only never to change back again
You've caused me so much pain and heartache which I may not be able to forget or forgive you for
I have always thgouht of love as something beautiful and believable
Now it is as if someoene has ripped out my heart and stolen my soul
You said you loved me and I really believed you
Now you are gone and I am all alone, not knowing what is real from what is not
Confusion is what and where I am at now
People have said it is better to have lost at love than to never have loved at all
I am not sure if that goes fo ryou even thoughI have already lost you anyway
After I lost you I felt as if that claim applies to you in every way
Now the sun is shining, it is a bright and beautiful day
I walk along the streets, thoughts of you racing through my mind
I look up ahead , you are standing there eagerwaiting for something to happen
You look at me and I at you
You smile at me and begin to walk towards me
I see a tear on your cheek glistening in the sun
My eyes swell up and my throat tightens up with each step you take
We run to each other with arms open wide
You pick me up squeezing my so tightly but ever so gently
I wrap my arms around your neck, making sure you are real
As you set me down we embrace feeeling the love regenerating between us
You wipe away a fallen tear sliding down my face
I place my hand upon your cheek slowly urging you toward me
As your lips touch mine, I know you are actualy here
When we release you look into my eyes and say, "I love you. I don't want to lose you again.."
