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Ramblings And Rants Of A Pro Wrestler
Okay, so a couple of months back, a really nice person decided to hack my account and wonderfully make me lose all the stuff I had. Photos, ratings, the whole bit. and dammit I had a good rating too. Now I gotta start all over, and try to do this all over again. My computer has crashed since the last time I had that account, and I lost all of my NSFW pics. Doesn't mean I won't post more. I'll get some more pics up sometime soon.
Ahhh...FINAL WEEKEND OF BASEBALL!!!! And my Cubs are gonna take it all this year...like the signs say, IT'S GONNA HAPPEN! That's all I gotta say bout that, lol
Also, I'm trying to track down all the friends, fans, etc, I had before the account got taken, so hopefully I can track down most of you before the end of the next century, and we get back on track.
Okay, that's all here, guess that wraps up the first blog. Generally I use the first blog to explain a little bit about myself and such, but here's the basics...I'm a pro wrestler, have been for eig
Where once there was nothing but embers,
along came a man who blew on them till a spark ignited,
and he sat by the little spark n tended to it till there was a brilliant flame.
Then one day, a cold cruel wind came rushing by,
and blew the beautiful flame out.
The man now cold and tired,
notice a second spark and fanned it till it burnt bright.
Looking back, he saw the smouldering remains of his old friend,
and remembered how it use to burn,
keeping him warm and cosy.
He decided to see if he could still keep the little spark alive.
Alternating between the two,
he slowly realise he could truly only tend to one properly,
and abandoned his old friend.
From the nook of his new cosy corner,
he watched on as the little spark slowly died out...
returning to the embers it used to be.
Only this time,
the embers slowly turned to ash,
reduced to nothing more then a faded memory,
without the care of its old friend.
People come into your life
65 above zero:
Floridians turn on the heat.
People in Maine plant gardens.
60 above zero:
Californians shiver uncontrollably.
People in Maine sunbathe.
50 above zero:
Italian & English cars won't start.
People in Maine drive with the windows down.
40 above zero:
Georgians don coats, thermal underwear, gloves, wool hats.
People in Maine throw on a flannel shirt.
35 above zero:
New York landlords finally turn up the heat.
People in Maine have the last cookout before it gets cold.
20 above Zero:
People in Miami all die.
Mainers close the windows.
Californians fly away to Mexico .
People in Maine get out their winter coats.
10 below zero:
The Girl Scouts in Maine are selling cookies door to door.
20 below zero:
Washington DC runs out of hot air.
People in Maine let the dogs sleep indoors.
30 below zero:
Santa Claus abandons the North Pole.
Mainers get upset because they can't start the snowmob
“Life is a series of hellos and goodbyes, I’m afraid it’s time for goodbye again”.
“Say goodbye to Hollywood” Billy Joel
As I move forward in my life I have come to learn that friends are not a long term part of life. I know some people manage to maintain life long friendships, and I am truly envious of those people. I have also come to understand that this is not, and will not be the case for me. It’s kind of sad, but that is the way it is, I do not make long term or life long friends, my friendships tend toward short term, situational, sometimes intense. I fought this for a long time, and was too clingy and possessive too many times. I realize now that this is the way it is for me, and with this in mind I must accept it for what it is, and know when it is time to say goodbye and move on. I do not know if this makes me a bad person or not, I know I am a very private person, and can be aloof at times, truth be told now more so then ever I am more introverted then ever before in my
In a once harmonics state, in a very open and free era. Where people were just people, where it was just being and existing and living. It was all about the thinig called "life".
To not be numb, to actually feel alive. To know the the pains , the panics, the warm fuzzies. To be able to have all that emotion and feel it, with the knowledge to acknowledge sadness,anger, happiness,and thre big let downs in life and most importantly accept them as life.
Everything exists from coexisting with out one the other could not be. With that wisdon you did what made you happy, not what was acceptable and most profitable.To be in perfect sync,to be a harmonic being!!
All the icons of the "60's free love era" the great ones Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison,Jimi Hendrix and the list could go on were all chemicaly dependent in someway. Frybabies,potheads,and alcholics,etc.They were also real they were who they wanted to be ,just people.
Being musically ,poeticaly and exceptionally talented was th
Ramblings Of A Insane Bookworm!
my first blog here. . . . no longer a virgin uh? so i'm trying to get use to being back in college after years being out. . . . feel like the oldest person there even though I'm not. .
Well, I started drinking again last nite. Thanks to those "gift" packs of Wild Turkey 101 that Wal-Mart carries this time of year. The funny thing is, I feel better this morning than I have in a long time... LOL
One day, a scorpion looked around at the mountain where he lived and decided that he wanted a change. So he set out on a journey through the forests and hills. He climbed over rocks and under vines and kept going until he reached a river.
The river was wide and swift, and the scorpion stopped to reconsider the situation. He couldn't see any way across. So he ran upriver and then checked downriver, all the while thinking that he might have to turn back.
Suddenly, he saw a frog sitting in the rushes by the bank of the stream on the other side of the river. He decided to ask the frog for help getting across the stream.
"Hellooo Mr. Frog!" called the scorpion across the water, "Would you be so kind as to give me a ride on your back across the river?"
"Well now, Mr. Scorpion! How do I know that if I try to help you, you wont try to kill me?" asked the frog hesitantly.
"Because," the scorpion replied, "If I try to kill you, then I would die too, for you see I cannot swim!"
Rambalings Of A Mad Man
DISCLAIMER: Nothing I say or do is to taken seriously. I do write the truth from my own personal life experiences. That being said please enjoy laugh and learn.
This is an issue I don't address much but as a hobby I go to craigslist.org Look at the personals and erotic services. Looking at the ads make me laugh but the erotic services really make me wonder why is it so much for sex some girls are charging way more than they're worth but $350 for an hour of banging come on now. That’s $350 dollars to rent out your vagina for 60 minutes I almost wish I could get the cash up cause I have good stamina and some length take that then throw some benzocane on my cock you get problems. I'd get one, fuck her until she bleeds and is crying then I'd be like that’s worth $350 then drop another $350 in her face and destroy her ass take her out of the game for a few weeks. and they're not that good looking the hookers I plowed in Europe where 100x better looking then some of these chicks and the
The Ramblings Of Dark Scholar
Well going to give this fubar a try. I am going though a lot of changes in my life and I like the blog feature not to mention the other stuff.
So you are welcome to read my ramblings. (why would anyone want too??) And enjoy.
And remember. No warranties express or implied. Not responsible for deep depression that may result from reading such tripe!
Top 10 Reasons For Being Spanish
1. The rest of Europe thinks Africa begins at the Pyrenees.
2. The rest of your country is already invaded by Moroccans.
3. Glorious history of killing South American tribes.
4. You get your beaches invaded by Germans, Danes, Brits, etc.
7. Everybody else makes crap paella and claims it's the real thing.
8. Supported Argentina in Falklands War.
9. Only sure way of bedding a woman is to dress up in stupid, tight clothes and risk your life in front of bulls.
10. You get to eat bull's testicles (and they actually taste good)
Top 10 Reasons For Being Canadian
1. It beats being an American.
2. Only country to successfully invade the US and burn its capital to the ground.
3. You can play ice hockey 12 months a year, outdoors.
4. Only country to successfully invade the US and burn its capital to the ground.
6. A political leader can admit to smoking pot and his/her popularity ratings wi
Mike was walking along the passageway to his cabin when Jarhead stopped him and asked "Have you heard what happened to Scrapper?". Shaking his head no he replied, "Why would I have heard anything, I've been in the hanger all day finding out what is wrong with my radar." Now curious to know what happened to his wingman, Mike decided it was time for a visit to the Captain's cabin. "Sir, do you have a minute?" he asked while standing in the doorway. Looking up from his briefing papers, Captain Jason Alendale answered "Sure BabyJ, come on in and sit down. "At 2300 hours last night, Scrapper was flying BarCap when he was shot down by the Afghans." Looking pale all of a sudden, Mike just shook his head and cleared his throat. "Sir, am I going to be in on the search for Ryan, or am I to stay on board and coordinate from here?" Standing up to his full 6'5" height, JDale looked into Mike's eyes and answered, "By all means available BabyJ, do what you must do to make it happen and bring Scrapp
...it's not a good reason to take out my frustrations on the world right? I mean, if you were in a bad stretch of your life and every step you took only led to another dead end..wouldn't you be beside yourself too? I'm not the type that takes things laying down and I've always been a fighter and scrapper but lately, I've just not been myself. It seems like I'm so tightly strung that things I normally shrug off are busting my balls. I fight my own inner demons so hard and furiously sometimes that I lose sight of who is on my side. I guess today was one of those days I should have found a cave to hide in but I didn't and I made someone close to me feel bad.
So, here is a song for her (she knows who she is) but is it enough to just say you're sorry?
Dori sweety, you know I love you!
Here is something that is sure to liven your Monday...me on cam doing stupid pet tricks...ENJOY!
Growing up, I was subjected to the cruel and unusual punishment of having to watch HEE
Ramblings Of Kuntry
Feel the warmth
of the summers gentle breeze.
See it's power
through the Dance of the trees.
Storms are a coming
riding the thunderous sky.
You can see it as well
If you just close your eyes.
The rain falls softly
then picks up it's pace.
Droplets of life
falling gently from grace.
Sunshine is eminent
with Patience abound.
All storms shall pass
If one holds his ground.
kuntry Howdy Folks,
I have a couple of friends that are ?
WELL! I'll just say ALL FOAM!! NO BEER!.... May Have a little TOO MUCH YARDAGE BETWEEN THE GOAL POST! But I still love um to death, so we'll just leave it at that...
Now I have this one friend that I've known since we was about 6 or 7 years old......For the stories sake we'll just call him BRUCE... Even though his I.Q. is only about 2 and it takes at least a 3 to be able to grunt. I would just die if he knew I was talking about him...(REALLY HIS BIG OLE DUMB ASS WOULD KILL ME!). So just in case he may read this some
oh who cares anymore. No one would even know if i deleted my acct. No one would really even care. So I wont even waste my time even doing that. Im just going back to Facebook and Myspace where ya dont have to act like a slut for someone to like ya. Screw it. Who needs this crap
a lot of things, but truth be told my faith in humanity is slowly being destroyed. Most people I run into on a daily basis are not the types I would ever associate myself with or ever give a flying "f" about. But there are a few that I do try to keep up with and be there when they need help. For 2009 I made the promise to myself to become more social, try to get out more, and try to enjoy life. It wasn't a resolution, just an attempt to get myself going...but back to my original point. There are people I like talking to, they know who they are...but there are a lot of others that only talk to me with their hands out looking for something (not on here necessarily) To all of you good riddance, next time you come at me with your hand out looking for a handout, I'm going to shake it and tell you good day and good luck. I'm feeling better now...finnish folk metal makes everything better!
Ramblings And Nonsense
It's been a while since I've entered anything! No one ever reads these, I know, but writing things out makes me feel better. Maybe there's a fubar fairy that reads every little thing entered. I dunno. But anyway....
Today's rant: Attention sluts. You know them. You know how they work. They update their status constantly, sometimes not even changing it just so it shows up in the bar tab. "HIII - LOOK AT MEEEE!!!" I know it's not gender-specific either, but since I have more female than male friends on here, I see female attention-seekers far more often. Also, since I don't have boobs, guys aren't vying for my attention!
We all know how the leveling game is played on here, and I'm not going to knock anyone for wanting to achieve Oracle status. Hell, I've gotten caught up in the point-collecting also. I'm one of those who buys their own special powers bling - I never beg or ask my friends to spend their hard-earned money on me. I rate plenty of family and friend's photos to help them le
Ramblings And Rants
It's been a while since I've come across an idiot who goes around rating people less than 10.
This one doesn't seem to understand why you would rate a 10 in the first place. Ahhh gotta love those people who take fubar as a serious business of expressing serious opinion.
Of course you could make the case I'm taking fubar serious by even caring, but hey I'm bored.
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I can do my own car maintainance
2. I never do my homework, and still ace all my classes
3. i can count on 1 hand the number of guys ive let sleep in my bed.
4. i leave everything til the last minute. everything.
5. ive stayed awake for a week straight
6. i can cook just about anything you might want, but id rather eat pb&j. or tacos.
7. i have this fact of the day calender, the one where you tear off a page everyday. i tend to cheat and flip ahead to read all the facts for the week.
8. i have this overwhelming fear of bridges and tunnels. and im petrified of covered bridges.
9. i've never been on a
This morning on the walk home from work, I decided to do something different. Against my best judgment and all reason, I decided to stop by Starbuck's for a cup of coffee. The reasoning behind this, though mainly because Brennan had stopped by work and was on his way over there, was that it is between my apartment and work, roughly halfway. This makes it extremely convenient, though as I later learned, was not so "convenient" after all.
Now, there are reasons I do not drink Starbucks, most notably because it tastes like burned celery. But, despite that, it has been a few years since I've had a cup of Starbuck's coffee, and I figured, why not. Well my friends, I found out "why not."
Brennan and I sat at the patio this morning at Starbucks, "enjoying" our cups of coffee, strained from beans obviously tortured to death by over-roasting, most likely over brimstone.
Judging by their "bitter" nature, I think these particular beans were elderly, and had spent the last bit of their li
Everyone should check these guys out!
Die Fantastischen Vier
Hey all.. I had surgery Friday @ 11 am.....There were 4 hernias that the surgeon found in my abdominal cavity .....he repaired them using plastic mesh and approximately 100 staples. I am up moving BARELY! Sleeping a lot with the pain meds. I just wanted to let everyone know!
Melinda Just gonna let everyone know If ya dopnt see me for awhiole Im having surgery again this Friday march 27 @ 11 am ...... Remember me in the glow of the sunset
or when the robins return in the spring
Know that in life there are up and downs ,
remember beauty exists in all things.
Remember me as the butterfly flutters,
and drinks the sweet nectar of flowers
Life is as simple as nourishment
within all there is loving power.
Remember me with the radiance of the sun
as the glow of me warms your face
When the gentle breeze blows your hair in your eyes
know its me sendng God's Grace
Remember me when a newborn cries
for soon tears of joy
Im sure many of you have had those night where you lay in bed and wonder... what the hell am I doing!? Most of us take for granted everything and never take the time to appreciate what we have and only worry about what else we can get.. Lately Ive had the hardest time sleeping... Its like I cant stop thinking and its never about particular things... just my life in general. I worry about my daughter and question the things I do because I know it will effect her future.. What I do now... Builds who she is. Scariest thing Ive ever had to do in my life. I want her to appreciate life and everything it has to offer. I want her to look back at how hard Ive struggled to make a life for us and be stronger than I am now. I want the best for my daughter. She is my world!! I also think about how she will turn out without her father really involved in her life. After we split he was always coming to see her or take her for the weekend...Now almost a year later he barely sees her.. since her birthd
I am going to host my first auction!
I have been in multiple auctions and co-hosted one as well..... now I am doing one myself! =)
*50k to enter
*PM me your offers: See my Auctions folder for ideas
*Auction will run from May 27-June 3
*Entry cut-off May 26th @ midnight EST
*For every entrant you refer, I will offer you either an additional free bulletin pimp out for the auction (up to one) and/or I will take 5k off of your entry fee.
*I am not responsible for ensuring obligations are met. Entrant chooses their winner and the winner and entrant are responsible for making sure everything is paid/taken care of to one another.
*I will provide one free pimp-out bulletin. You can repost it as you wish and are free to make your own. If you want me to make you another one it will be 5k per additional bulletin.
*I will make the tags for the auction folder. The cost for this is in the entry fee.
Let me know if you want in!
First off this doesn’t apply to everyone, all of my close family and friends please disregard because you ALL rock!!! I’m super open and honest and hold no punches, like it or not it’s me so deal with it or delete me, delete me and I wouldn’t want you as a friend anyway so GFY.. : ) So for a few months I’ve been bombing people like crazy and the same thoughts keep popping into my mind over and over. Why is it so hard for people to write an email that takes 10 seconds to say thank you? I never ask for ANYTHING from ANYBODY.. I was brought up in a VERY strict Italian family and taught a lot of respect, I do my best to say “thanks” to everyone but am sometimes overwhelmed with many, many pages of email and it takes me time to get through it all lol.. If I don’t say thanks personally I usually wind up bombing you lol… Bombs and auto’s aren’t cheap and a lot of the people (especially the beggars) don’t get this.. I do
Ramblings And Other Such Things
Colors or Black or White?blackPink or Purple?purpleYellow or Green?greenApple or Orange?orangesFairy or Princess?princessPanda or Kangaroo?pandaAnalog or Digital?digitalCoke or Pepsi?cokeCoffee or Tea?coffeeCake or Ice Cream?ice creamMiami Dolphins or New York Jets?ICK neitherHockey or Soccer?soccerSummer or Winter Olympics?winterRollerblade or Iceskate?rollerbladeFire or Ice?fireDildo or Vibrator?vibeBeatles or Rolling Stones?BeatlesElton John or Billy Joel?Billy JoelGold or Silver?goldMetallica or Slayer?MetallicaPineapple rings or tidbits?tidbitsIn tic-tac-toe, are you the X or O?OHeads or Tails?headsSchool or Work?WorkThrow up or Diarrhea?neither thanks anywayBowling or Rollerskating?bowlingHurricane or Earthquake?hurricaneToo fat or too skinny?too fatCoffee with creamer or black?w/creamerMySpaceBulletins.com or QuizPox.com ?whateverAmazing Race or Survivor?SurvivorDomestic or Foreign car?dependsMiami Ink or L.A. Ink?L.A. InkSandals or Tennis Shoes?sneaksTwister or Connect Four?con
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69
Do you like it rough or sensual?:
Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:
I have a boy friend for now, but I like women just as much.
How often do you like to have sex?:
Is there a time that isn't good?
Is sex a top priority for you?:
Its up there
Do you have sex face to face with your partner?:
Yes, and I like it from behind too LOL.
How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:
Not ofen, and not for a while.
How do you feel about one night stands?:
They can be fun
How many one night stands have you had?:
What's your favorite position?:
Boys: from behind; girls: 69.
Where's your favorite place to have sex?:
In the butt LOL, the bedroom I think.
Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?:
Depends, making love is nice and sometimes fucking is just plain needed.
Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:
Ramblings Of A Busy Mind
This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody.
There was an important job to be done, and Everybody was asked to do it.
Everybody was sure Somebody would do it, Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.
Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.
Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody did it.
So it ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.
If this gives you a headache.....welcome to my life. It would seem as though when compared with most people, I place an inordinate amount of value on time. I have always believed the value of time to be immeasurable and therefore priceless.
You see, we all have a finite amount of time to which we are entitled. From the moment of our birth, the clock starts ticking.
You can't get it back, you can't borrow from tomorrow, or next week.
With this in mind...how a person spends their time is of great importance. There are people I
Ramblings Of A Mad Woman (we All Go A Little Bit Mad Sometimes)
P: Well here we are againI guess it must be fateWe've tried it on our ownBut deep inside we've knownWe'd be back to set things straightC: I still remember whenYour kiss was so brand newEvery memory repeatsEvery step I take retreatsP+C:Every journey always brings me back to youAfter all the stops and startsWe keep coming back to these two heartsTwo angels who've been rescued from the fallAfter all that we've been throughC:It all comes down to me and youP+C:I guess it's meant to beP:Forever you and me after allC:When love is truly right(this time it's truly right)It lives from year to yearP+C:It changes as it goesC:And on the way it growsP+C:But it never disappearsAfter all the stops and startsWe keep coming back to these two heartsTwo angels who've been rescued from the fallAfter all that we've been throughC:It all comes down to me and youP+C:I guess it's meant to beP:Forever you and meP+C:After allP:Alway just beyong my touchYou know I needed you so muchC:After all, what
It's almost 5 am and I can't sleep. Mother's Day morning. Always has been hard for me. As I sit here in the dark I reflect over the past year. So much has happened. So much has changed. A year ago today we went for breakfast with my mom and sister. Now my sister is in Kuwait, and you... pretty much don't exist anymore.When you are in my life, it's nothing but drama and turmoil. Everytime I hear from you, my heart races. I came home to see my mom for Mother's Day. I don't know that I can give her the happiness this weekend that she's looking for... The drive was horrible. It usually is. It gives me too much time to sit and think. Seems as though that's all I've been doing lately... sitting... thinking... waiting... waiting for something inside me to change... waiting for the pain to go away. I have people in my life who love me and support me no matter what. I have realized that and appreciate them for everything they have done for me... yet something is still missing. What is it? It
This is something we should all read at least once a week!
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me.
It is the most-requested column I've ever written."
My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
I haven’t blogged in a while, so I decided that I would share one with you folks. Lately, I’ve noticed that life really black and white. There are shades of grey in every facet of life, whether it is work, love, or friendship.
I’ve been introduced into to way too many of these shades of grey lately as you’d imagine.
So what to do? What do you do when find out your best friends has been looking down at you for over two years? What do you do when you find out work is bullshit and some of your co-workers have it out for you? What do you do when relationships fail due to cheaters?
I’ve noticed that in life that weakness comes from an inability to handle the cards that were dealt to you. Character is created when you take those cards, take them and play accordingly instead of folding. You are supposed to be able to handle anything that comes at you, not give up… and then wit your way to victory.
Folding is the same thing as staying
I was corresponding with a beautiful woman called curiously Cuddle slut, (I think it was the name that attracted her to me…) any event, Got me to thinking about my Sci Fi Favorites.
Love old Star Trek, Was a Fan of Next Generations, (Next Gen to us Geeks), Deep Space Nine, (DS-9) but not too much into Voyager or “Enterprise”. Though I watch a couple and it’s OK, just not buying that it was all before Kirk,
The new Star Trek Movie Rocked Can’t wait to see the next one or how it develops.
Was a Fan of Farscape, (Miss it terribly), and Stargate SG1, Stargate Atlantis, Interested to see how the whole Stargate Universe is going to pan out.
Love Eureka and Warehouse 13. Loved Serenity. When I read I read mostly Fantasy. Love the whole Dragons and sorcery thing. Last book I read, and I d read often was called “The Name of the wind,” which I highly recommend.
Loved Hyperion, and how it blurred the lines of sci fi and horror. Also loved
It's been about a year that I deleted my old profile. Not that I really missed this place much ... or the drama that went along with it but ... I've been craving some verbal interaction (of the non-lewd type) lately and fb and myspace just don't cut it.
So that's why I came back to the bar. When one is lost, one goes to where things are familiar. Yep, that's me. :)
We'll see how this goes. I'm optimistic anyway.
DEPLOYING TODAY. CAN'T SAY BYE TO EVERYONE. SO, THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT. I'LL BE ON WHEN I CAN GET ON! LOVE YOU ALL. I hate CQ. It sucks, it gives you a lot of time to think about stuff that probably should never be thought of, actually. Lol. I know I bitch about being single, and I know that I'm the only one who can change my current situation, but I'm starting to wonder if there is anyone who can actually put up with my bullcrap! For instance, I talk WAY to much. There are times when MY ears want to bleed from listening to myself for as long as I do. Then let's factor in my indecisiveness. I can NEVER make up my mind about anything. I'm the one who has to get her food to go because she couldn't decide what she wanted when everyone else did. Seriously! I cuss, alot. I don't know why, I guess because the words were always a part of my parents vocabulary...who knows! But nobody wants to take a girl home to meet their parents and the first thing out of her mouth is, "Well, d
i know people often misrepresent themselves online and often in life ... not sure why but they do .... the cries of i am sick or i am hurt or i am alone when they are not sick or hurt or are actually married all the while lookin for the next best thing to come along. i never will understand .. there are things i dont share with people who mean lil to nothing to me or am embarrassed to share with just about anyone but those closest to me ... i am confused why someone would say they do this or that ... one thing that kills me is when people claim to be nurses or docs and give medical advice online ... a pet peeve of mine ... anywho from miss open book i just wanted to vent a bit and express to my friends ... honor yourselves and proclaim truth and honor and blessings will fall upon ya.
Well, I managed to serve 24 years in the US Navy without going to sea AT ALL!
Now that I have retired from active Naval Service, I'm going to sea on the aircraft carrier USS Harry S. Truman for 11 days!
It will be a working trip too! No sitting back with wide eyes being a tourist, nope, I'll be on the flight deck helping the jets take off and land!
I've done this once before for my current employer, but that was for only 4 days. This trip will be for 11 days!
I'm looking forward to it. So, here I am, a two-day member and I'm wondering if the majority of the members on this wonderfully kooky site even know that fubar is an acronym used by the military?
It's normally used when someone or something is so incredibly messed up that it takes quite a bit of study before that person or thing is recognizable again.
So, without prolonging the suspense...
F - F**kedU - UpB - BeyondA - AllR - Recognition
Now if you are reading this blog and didn't know what fubar meant before,
Ramblings Of A Madman
Okay, so it's not *really* serious, but I need advice.
I'm going to a business orientation tomorrow and business casual is the dress attire. Coming from a blue collar background, I'm oblivious to this term. From what I understand, it's something along the lines of slacks or khakis and a polo or dress shirt.
Am I thinking the right idea here? I need input because I have to go out and buy some clothes, since I have zero pants in this area, that fit lol.
Help an idiotic fella out. How can I?
Everything around me is crumbling, everyone near me, I push away or hurt. I'm a plague, that does nothing but eat away at anything I touch.
I feel like people are better off, as I just cause misery.
If you don't want to continue reading, I understand. I'm not here to entertain, or ask for forgiveness. I am here, because I have no where else to turn to.
Even now, as I type this, it kills me to share my feelings, and know that it only digs the hole deeper as I'm obviously feeling
Ramblings In My Mind
Pain reminds us that we still feel.Pain tells us we can still love.It shapes us, rips us and drivesus insane.It doesn't have to scar us forever,but justbe a reminder of something we once hand and then lost.Hold your head high and walk with grace and never show the pain on your face. You walk away with no word,you walk back in like you never left.what are you doing?What do you want?You hide,you play games.you can't look me in the eye and tell me what you want to say the most.I know the truth and so do you.What are you waiting for?My time here is short.I need to live my life for now.I can't and wont wait much longer.I won't come back a second time.Just look at me and tell me what you want so badly to say to me.It hurts just a little and then it is gone.Then there is happiness and joy and yes,sometimes some more pain but,we do it together as one and not apart and hurting all the time. You make my heart hurt and you make it swell with joy.You saved me and then destroyed me.I don't know whe
Ramblings Of A Mad Woman (we All Go A Little Bit Mad Sometimes)
It really makes me laugh...This is the only site I have ever been on that puts so much emphasis on being real or fake...I have a MySpace, MyYearbook, Fubar, Yahoo, and have had Tagged...Plus various other profiles that I have signed up for and since forgotten...And this is the only one that insists on a salute...As if that makes a damn bit of difference
I have a friend on here who made a separate page to promote some of his friends who don't get a lot of requests for one reason or another...And he had his brother make the salute...But the profile is his...But because he has the salute then it makes all the difference in the world
Oh I know, you have a salute so everyone knows you're 18, well whoopeee! I have been on here for over 4 months this time around...And was here in Septemeber of last year...And I have seen plenty of people on here posing as 18 who look younger than my own 18 yr old...Like I could care less...The only people who have any worries are those who love sending nude
my 2 year FUiversay today...
miracle I made it without being deleted...
the powers that be do not like me...
I am Wicked's bitch...
You may think her for my hoaring ways today...
HH coming up at noon...
rang and famp will be turned on around that time...
I am Wicked's bitch...
My vacation was great...
I did absolutely nothing and loved it...
I feel better about work now after that long break...
I am Wicked's bitch...
The Flaming Gerbil Legend
Posted in Yuck! on February, 07 2003 1:01 AM
"In retrospect, lighting the match was my big mistake. But I was only trying to retrieve the Gerbil," Eric Tomaszewski told bemused doctors in the Severe Burns Unit of Salt Lake City Hospital. Tomaszewski and his homosexual partner Andrew (Kiki) Farnom, had been admitted for emergency treatment after a felching session had gone seriously wrong. "I pushed a cardboard tube up his rectum and slipped Raggot, our gerbil, in." he explained. "As usual, Kiki shouted out 'Armaged
Say… hypothetically speaking… you have six dollars in your wallet and very close to zero dollars in your bank account and you need to make something for lunchdinner.
Also… you have a very daunting blank Word document in front of you that you’re supposed to fill with words and pictures and recipes and more words.
You’ve run out of people to text message as a distraction.
You can’t waste another minute of time on Twitter… you’ve tried… seriously.
You’ve exhausted your brain by imagining every combination of human and animal body part…. your favorite being a chubby, blue-eyed toddler with cocker spaniel ears. huh!?
Oh! And you found one lonely egg in your fridge. Hypothetically speaking of course.
Q: What would you do with yourself?
A: Make cookies.
I mean… come on… it’s the only logical/delicious option.
You know what? You deserve a break. Seriously. It’s Saturday.
Goodbye my beautiful angel, the one who stole my dreams, who held my heart and made me feel while my life tore apart at the seams. It's not easy letting go and without you I feel incomplete, and even though life goes on, it just doesn't taste as sweet. The mistakes I've made I terribly regret, but as much as I wish, there's no going back to do anything differently.
Goodbye, my beautiful angel, who's kiss I've never known. I will always hold you near my heart, but no longer in my dreams. Even at the darkest of times, your beauty, like light, had always shown, but always out of reach. I've come to know the pain of love, but your happiness is all that matters to me.
Goodbye, Angel of my dreams. I will forever miss what could once have been and what will never be.
It's a hell of a thing to drift through your own life. To haunt the places you've called home, to live without really living. I don't even really know how long I've been here like this. It seems like an eternity, but it can't have been more than just a few months at most. I think most people would find it boring, and it is, but in a Zen kind of way. After a while, you just sort of tune out and ponder the greater meanings. Which is what lead me to thinking about this in the first place.
I guess the big question I keep asking is, “What is living?” I mean, what does it honestly take to constitute life? The more I think about it, it seems that living is progression. I've started to believe humans are more like sharks than we'd care to admit. We need to keep moving, propelling ourselves forward, or we'll die. If that's the case, does that make us mindless? Simple automatons that are active simply because we have to be? I think it does. We do the
Ramblings Of A Fairly Coherent Mind...
So most of you have noticed I have been more on the emotional side lately. While it's a good and bad thing all at the same time, I'm quite sure there is a lesson that will come out of it. It still needs to stop. I know the weather is having an effect on my mood. Also I think it has a lot to do with my upcoming trip back home. Everyone has family baggage right?!? When did I become this whiney woman?!? I can’t even stand me right now! ARGHHHH, I really need to just get out and have some fun. I have been so driven this year that I think I just need to release for a while. I need to stop being mom and co-worker, and house fixer upper and just be a woman named Carrie for a while. Sad but I really couldn’t tell you the last date I went on. I miss dating. I don’t miss the crap that comes along with it. I hate the games people play. What’s wrong with just being honest? Yes, I realize I need to get some (save the comments guys). Sometimes I just hate being the decent mor
Ramblings About My Job (funny)
I work at the mall in a very popular lingerie store. And to those of you who have never worked retail before here are a few pointers for you.
1. If you come in the store you are going to be asked by numerous people if you are looking for anything. It is our JOB to sell you stuff. If you tell us you are just looking your going to be asked repeatedly.
2. Please do not be rude to us. Even if you are having a bad day taking it out on sales people will only get you talked about once you leave the store. It makes us feel bad if you are nasty when we are only trying to do our job. Just smile and say "No thank you" if you do not need assistance. Also ask us nicely for help and don't bark at us, we're not servants.
3. If we do not have something in stock don't scream. You only make an ass out of yourself. There is nothing we can do if we are out of stock except call another store. Or (if the store has the ability) order it for you on-line.
4. When waiting in line don't get pissy if you have
When I first joined this site 2 years ago I was amazed by all the things you could do and by all the wonderful people I met.Back then you could only rate a profile page once a week and people actually took time to talk n get to know each other.Then Fubar decided to change all that and then added more special bling and slowly you could see the site even the people changing.Now you see people almost literally willing to hurt anyone or do anything to get a rank,to have all the newest hottest bling that came out that day. Pretty much seeing people willing to sell themselves and their souls just to be something on a tiny little website.I’ve seen people spending almost $500 a week to rank or have a green or red name while there is people in this country out of work and starving.Just think what that same money would do if donated to a food pantry or shelter and the wonderful feeling you’d have for doing it.Pretty sure it would last longer than it takes for them to come out with
Ramblings Of An Insane Clown
I lay in bed, thinking of you. I'm on top of the covers, gliding the tips of my fingers along my smooth, slender body. Tonight I need to get off, whether you're here or not, it's going to involve you. I smile to myself as I get a wicked little idea, peeling my body off the bed, I make my way over to the window. My long, brown hair tickling my bare back and breasts as I walk. Opening up the window, I find that our neighbor is already asleep, yet the bit of exhibitionism mixed with the cool breeze wrapping around my hot body is enough to make my slit moist. Placing one knee on the window sill and using the curtain for leverage, I let my free hand roam. A soft moan escapes my lips as my middle finger targets my mound, My mind wanders back to you and how hard you get at the sight of me. Heat is now radiating from my sex and it's dripping onto my inner thigh, I figure it's time to lay back down and really get things going. I waste no time as my back touches the blanket, my fingers have fo
Ramblings Of An Idiot
Well, technically it's not mine. But there's no way in hell I'm letting my daughter actually drive this thing when she gets her license. She turns 16 next week. It was given to her by her grandfather.
'78 MG Midget.
So I decided to actuallt go tot this thing and am drunk off my ass so fuck off about anytypoes, etc.
I arrived like an hour after it started in hopes that lots of people were there, and there were. Upon my arrival I was given some dude Bobs's nametake instead of Jeff. good start i figured :)
So anyway, name tags straighed out I walk in. So first group of people I see is a dude I knew bob, I walk over, shake his handm and he basically is like, 'who the fuck are you'. So I wander off and am thjinking good start. So I start to walk across the room and suddlently my name is broadcast to everyone. I look up and the DJ happens to be a good friend of mine form school.
Hurray, I'm saved I think, Mark is a cool ass dude. So basically me and him spend othe rest o
Ramblings Of A Hot Mama
Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes you find the answer in the journey and sometimes you find the answer at the end of the road. Sometimes you're too busy looking for the answer that you can't see that it's right in front of you. It's in that moment when you realize why things have happened, that you find peace within your journey. It's that moment when you realize how thankful you are for the answered or unanswered prayers. I was surfing through my profiles all over the net when I came across a particular profile. I've looked at that profile hundreds of times, but today was different. For the 1st time I looked at that profile and I was at peace and thankful for those unanswered prayers. I was no longer angry by what had transpired previously. I finally realized that those things happened because better things await in the road ahead of me. There's potential for greatness in every area of my life. I'm excited and nervous about the possibilities that may come my wa
Ramblings Of My Co-worker, Nick G.
I fart real quiet and
I fart real loud
My fart can knock
out a big asian crowd
Godzilla got nothing
On my massive farts
My farts pierce through the nostrils
Like pointy darts
They sometimes sound funny
They sometimes sound deep
Boy do all my farts
Really give me a creep
You can't see it pass
Through the air or the sky
Sometimes when you smell it
You'll seem like you're high
The one's that are worse
Are the one's that are silent
My farts fight on their own
Yes they are real violent
So next time you see me
Angle my butt in the air
You know I'm going to fart
And that I really don't care
Plenty of food
Plenty of snacks
All free of charge
All with no tax
For you to choose
If you come real late
You snooze, you lose
Some people cook
And some people buy
Some people say they made it
When it's really a lie
Corn and cheese
Fruit and chips
Vegetables on a tray
With plenty of dips
Hot dogs and sausages
Rambles Of A Crazy Woman
I really do go out of my way to try and keep up with my inbox, shoutbox and all that, sometimes its just
difficult, given the choice between an empty message with a drink attached and someone who wrote a
paragraph, you can tell who's going to talk to me.
I really don't ever give out my messenger, most of the time when I'm online, I'm at work, and I can't use
Instant Messengers anyway. Even still, your not getting a cam show, pictures of me that arn't on here, or
anything along those lines, and guys- seriously- I have no interest in seeing your dick in any capacity, I
won't rate pictures of it, I don't want to watch you stroke it, You can shout me and see if I bite, but... its
getting old quickly.
If I want your phone number, address, or life story, I will ask. I respect people that respect me. If you have nothing
to say to me other than 'wow your sexy' 'I wanna fuck you' 'or nice boobs' then I probably won't say anything back. My
photos are the place for all that, you
Most first blog entries are long and drawn out.. intro.. life story..or at least some summary of things that have happened since one joined a site..
I just want to say.. I dont drink, but after 2009, it's a wonder I dont..
I picked a bad year to quit smoking.. and apparently so did my hubby.. today he told me he's beein smoking for over 3 weeks, which means he missed his year aniversary of dec 31st.
2 car accidents, lower pay/cut hours, death in fam, having to move.. living with no water since dec 9th.. now being sued... takes it's tole..
But I went through it too.. and I'm still quit. I will remain quit. His 3rd try.. his 3rd fail.. my 1st try after 26 yrs.. and my last try.
I am just dissapointed.. my hero.. failed me.
The Ramblings Of A Mad Person.
This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
I can handle it.
If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
Depends what I'm cheating on I suppose.
The last time you felt honestly broken?
I'd say December.
Are you craving something?
Spagettios... it's the oddest thing.
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
A pocket full of sunshine.
Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
None. I could never handle ten.
What do you hear right now?
A movie. And yahoo. And an AC. And the dryer.
Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
Yes- and I've got something to say about that. Grown ups beds should only touch one wall at a time.
What’s on your mind right now?
Are you there for your friends?
To a fault.
Last person to see you cry?
Mother may I.
What do you do when you get nervous?
Fidget. Scratch my head.
Be honest, do you like people in general?
Nope. Not really...at all actually.
Ramblings From A Music Lover
As some of you know, I am a little obsessed with music.
I love to hear live music, and go to as many shows as possible. There is just something in the energy between a musician and the audience that I find to be so very powerful. I am the one singing along quietly and sometimes not so quietly. I am the one tapping my feet, and patting my knees, chair dancing if the venue does not have a dance floor. I am the one with the look of complete rapture on my face, and a smile from ear to ear.
I have stated that music feeds my soul. It is the air that I need top breathe. I find that music can lift me to the heavens....I feel such joy at times. I need to feel that joy, so i just keep coming back for more. It is my drug. Well, music and a vodka martini!
My favorite performers right now are Brandi Carlile, Shawn Mullins, Katie Herzig, John Hiatt, and Edwin McCain. I am most interested in the singer songwriter genre right now. This of course will change on a whim should I hear some
Ramblings On Truth
I've spent the last 3 years of my life on my own...I do live at home with my dad and brother but have not been in a relationship. Ive been travelling the world, re-evaluating myself, learning more about my personality, my strengths & weaknesses, and increasingly enjoying my own company.......I'm a homebody. I'm one of those types of people who prefers to stay home alone on a Saturday night with popcorn and DVDs, or a good book. I love being alone. I'm a solitary entity. I've always been fiercely independent....to a fault. As an ex graciously put it, I'm a 'hermit'. So, I'm experiencing the exact opposite dilemma than most - I'm desperately trying to learn how to be around people, re-learning how to exist in social situations. One of the most difficult things I've ever had to do is reach out, initiate communication, and ask for companionship.....I'm more than okay being alone. As of right now, it's actually my preference. :) But, lonely I am not. Despite what I just said, I do have frie
As most of my family knows, I am one good Mumm away from leveling for the last time. In the time that I have been here, people in my family have come and gone. But there is a core group who have not only helped me when I asked, but have made this place fun and worth sticking around.
Toward that end, I am going to pay it forward. Starting on April 1st, I'm going to engage in the ''Fubar Family Fun Fest'. Each day, I am going to select a different member of my family, and spoil them in some special way. It could be an ability bling, it could be all my pimps, it could be my points for 12 hours (while I'm actually rating), it could be rating every one of your pics an 11. Who knows, it could be all of those. I'm going to make my decisions when I wake up each day what I'm going to do and who will be the recipient, so you'll never know what you're going to expect.
It's my way of saying 'Thank You' to each one of you for being generous, helpful, engaging, and all the other qualities tha
Tho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll run....open up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we will
Ramblings Of The Maddened Mind
Well things are back to there usual. I'm home alone right now, roommates are out of town. This girl that I moved out here to be with over a year ago whom I have never even seen contacted me out of the blue and told me she would be by Tuesday to see me. But i've been hearing this same thing since I met her so I've developed a bit of disbelief regarding the matter. I tell my roommates every time she says she's going to show that I'll believe it when I see it. This girl I was fixed up with by my ex and moved here in order to be with this girl, left my whole life...family...friends....everything behind and I haven't even talked with her on the phone in over 8 months. I'm honestly going to have a heart attack if this girl shows up. Anyway, just rambling cause I'm bored. Just did a new tattoo so I'm probably going to hit the sack now. Staring in the light of day
The sunlight ravishing the mind with pain
Numb sensations filter through the soul
The agony felt loses sight of the goal
Ramblings Of A "superstar"
well, so i have started my blog, now i dont know what to write about
why don't ya'll gimme some things you would like to hear my point of view on
For FeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll run....open up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we
Rambling Thoughts And Textual Intercourse...
I love the internet, it's got so many things on it. Things that make you laugh (Mostly on Youtube... although the TV Tropes website absorbs far too much of my time on the net), things that make you cry (Again, mostly on Youtube... the shit people do to themselves and then make public that I wouldn't confess to a Catholic Priest) and things that make you go... Wait... WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT??
I'm still trying to figure out if it's the beard or the glasses... maybe the chest hair and tinkering with cars... I don't know... what I do know is that you'd think, as a guy, my e-mail spam would be of a specific type... and it totally is, just not what you'd think.
It never ceases to amaze me just how often I get spam in my e-mail that has to do with bigger tits. "ENLARGE YOUR BREASTS" and the like. I don't have breasts, and I keep myself active enough that across my chest I do not have mounds of fat big enough to be classified as breasts, boobs, tits, gazongas, torpedoes, tatas, or whateve
to my friends Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you! I LOVE MY NANNY AND I MISS HER SO MUCH SHE WAS MY WORLD ITS SO HARD TO TALK ABOUT HER IN THE PAST TENSE I STILL CATCH MYSELF TALKING ABOUT HER IN THE PRESENT EVERYDAY, THERE ISNT A DAY THAT HAS GONE BY THAT I HAVENT THOUGHT ABOUT HER.
I SIT AND THINK TO MYSELF IS SHE REALLY GONE...NO SHE CANT BE BECAUSE I STILL FEEL LIKE SHES HERE, THAT WHEN EVER I WANT I CAN JUST STOP BY HER HOUSE AND SHE'LL BE THERE.
HOW CAN SOMEONE THAT WAS SO FULL OF LIFE BE HERE ONE DAY AND THEN GONE THE NEXT.
IM STILL HAVING
Ramblings Of A Lost Soul
My skin is like a mapOf where my heart has beenAnd I cant hide the marksIts not a negative thingSo I let down my guardDrop my defenses down by my clothesI'm learning to fallWith no safety net to cushion the blowI bruise easilySo be gentle when you handle meThere’s a mark you leaveLike a love heart carved on a treeI bruise easilyCan't scratch the surfaceWithout moving me underneathI bruise easilyI bruise easilyI found your fingerprintsOn a glass of wineDo you know you're leaving themAll over this heart of mine tooBut if I never take this leap of faithI'll never knowSo im learning to fallWith no safety net to cushion the blowAnyone who can touch youCan hurt you or heal youAnyone who can reach youCan love you or leave youSo be gentle...I bruise easilyI bruise easily
Fear,Does it have a name?Does it have a face?Can you tell it to go away?Will it disappear when you close your eyes?Fear,Is coming to me in a white coat
Ramblings Of The Random
Im me. Im never gonna be anyone else, Im never gonna have anyone else's life so i have built a life for myself on my own, and Im very protective and proud of my life. RECENTLY ive went through some shit that I will never go through again....and it has left me COLD as the cold wind blows...when it snows n its 20 below..ask me y man i just dont know...but i do know...it all comes down to a person. Ima call "it" my CATALYST....for IT set in motion the path that my life has collided with...Friendship is not needed nor wanted...Cus when it ends its like a breakup, and sometimes u come to terms with the breakup n move on.....or it changes your life forever, and you promise yourself that you will NEVER ever ever put yourself in that situation again. I used to trust, accept, acknowledge, help; people. Not anymore. This so called BEST FRIEND used me and abused everything I had to offer, and acts like i am to blame for its life. FOR IT: before i begin let me tell you....i dont care who you are..
Picking Up the Pieces of Me
How many times can a heart be broken? Do the pieces ever fit together again? A heart is simply complicated. It's ever changing and ever growing, reshaping and forming or filling holes. The pieces may not be perfectly fitting when you try to put them back together but somehow they fit and grow together - maybe slightly or deeply scarred. Nevertheless...they fit, perfectly forming you. Perfectly you - imperfectly you...it's all you.
~Azria~ If we all know how fleeting time is, why do we waste it? Why do we settle for mediocre when we can have and deserve so much more. People, myself included, waste their lives while living and at the end we fight for it....why can't we be content with where we are on the journey because Time will never be our ally or friend. OK so my week started with my 5 year old daughter calling someone a douchebag. She used the word perfectly and even explained to me why the person was considered a douche. She is too smart and usu
Ramblings From A Dark Soul
I lingered in the shadows,
Far from the pulsing lights,
My thoughts and peace to gather
In the welcoming quiet of night.
Above a black tapestry of starlit silk,
Wrapped in ghostly moon glow,
I settled in to smoke and ponder
All the things I didn’t know.
I looked up and found her before me -
I had not heard her draw near.
For all my scars and hard countenance
She looked at me without fear.
Something glittered behind her eyes,
A light that in mine had fled,
And a soft smile rested on her face,
Still watching me without dread.
I was bewildered, caught off guard;
She’d found my secret place.
Protests, flight, some action to take
All faded in the light of her gaze.
She smiled warmly and turned away,
Gave me a another glance,
And in a clearing lit by stars,
This mystery began to dance.
Words are my life but they fail
To describe that shadowy scene,
There was anguish, longing and hope there,
And all the emotions in bet
Ramblings By Jake
That's why we call it The Majestic. Any man, woman, child could buy their ticket, walk right in. Here they'd be, here we'd be. "Yes sir, yes ma'am. Enjoy the show." And in they'd come entering a palace, like in a dream, like in heaven. Maybe you had worries and problems out there, but once you came through those doors, they didn't matter anymore. And you know why? Chaplin, that's why. And Keaton and Lloyd. Garbo, Gable, and Lombard, and Jimmy Stewart and Jimmy Cagney. Fred and Ginger. They were gods. And they lived up there. That was Olympus. Would you remember if I told you how lucky we felt just to be here? To have the privilege of watching them. I mean, this television thing. Why would you want to stay at home and watch a little box? Because it's convenient? Because you don't have to get dressed up, because you could just sit there? I mean, how can you call that entertainment, alone in your living room? Where's the other people? Where's the audience? Where's the magic? I'll tell
Ramblings And Musings..
Thanks for reading this.. anyway, alot of people really enjoy reading my about me section; and while humorous and to the point in its given form, it is far from
complete, theres so much sillyness on the site its hard to even think of wear to begin, so in no order of importance, here goes my list of things about me:
1. I don't care about your tits or what you want to see them.. Did the Military thing for a while, wore a uniform, saw them in all shapes, sizes and colors. They all pretty much look the same, and if the urge to go out and see more ever comes up, strip club door fees are 10 bucks.. I also don't do the random "HERES A PICTURE OF MY COCK!" email thing ladies, so have no fear.
2. Guess I should point out the brutally honest thing now, huh?
3. If your twice my age, I'm really not interested. If your background is you in a nightie, I am beyond not interested. put your clothes back on grandma!
4. This Fu-Famous thing needs to just die in a fire. I don't care what
Ok, so if you you want me to do a sketch of you for free, comment or message me a crazy or interesting idea you have for it. I'll pick the best one. I usually charge upwards of $500 for 4 hours so this is a steal. I'm just bored with most my clients.
ok fisrt off please dont rag on me about speling and crap with that out of the way I want to say that I feel its not fair that loved ones are stricken with illnesses and ailments like cancer having lost a brother and now loosing a father inlaw to cancer sucks ok while drug dealers murderers and rapists sit in jail healthy as a mule while our loved ones die around us I know I am not the only one to loose a loved one to cancer or another ailment car accident whatever and as far s a job carrer whatever you call it I work fora major retail chain which i will eave the name out of it cuzz I dont want to loose my job but I wil lsay this it seems in my store that the more you are a idiot or screw up the better you make out and are treated I have been there for almost 3years I finally am in a postion I am mstly happy with however my hours still suck and I would like to get a promotion to a higher pay postion but I dont screw up enough or kiss enough as* to get anywhere and another thing that I
Why do I self-sabotage? I pick up a rock, hit myself multiple times on the head, and then wonder why I am bleeding profusely?
Perfection is a myth.
Bros before hoes.
There is always a choice.
The power people have over us is only present because of the power we give to them. Nobody can munipulate us unless we allow them access over our lives. It is healthy if we hold the key to the power over our lives.
Live honestly and be authentic.
The pursuit of happiness is a basic human right.
I am with you because I love you, not because I need you.
Only the proud refuses help.
I am not here to entertain you. What I can do is support you.
I cannot fulfill anyone's expectations unless I am told what the expectations are.
The only time to do the right thing is all the time.
When you are not sure what to do, do what you are suppose to do.
When you have a long list of things to do, prioritize and learn to delegate.
Rambles In My Head
ok so it's been awhile since i blogged and well alot has happened since the laost blog but not sure how much i wanna share of it. but i can say i am a happier in many ways since i am enrolled in college ready for it to start but gotta say i am scared as shit tho means so many new things to come in my life and decisions to be made and not sure witch way to move or if these classes may just pull a cincinnati switch on my ass and i am gonna be left out in the cold? if this happens has i burnt to many bridges to turn back around and pick up with the mediocore life that i am in now where my biggest thrill is looking forward to going out to eat at night i mean don't get me wrong i get great joy out of hanging with my online friends and my nightly games of backgammon with bella where i get my ass whipped 8 out of 10 times are awesome and knowing that i can tell her anything and she knows what i mean and where i am coming from makes a day ten times better and i have met some cool new people bu
its like i cant control anything anymore. my life is a whirl wind of movements and causes but nothing is ever complete. its go here, go there, forget who you are and pretend to be what you want to be. those two things shouldn't be too far from each other. i hate not working. the last week has been nice other than the lack of money. girl scouts and new friends. lots of old friends. that makes me really happy. my old friends. the ones that have been by my side since i was 13. the ones that never have faltered and never done me wrong. right now, its almost like my life is complete with out a man. but then there's that trickle of feelings i have for a man. i don't know. men drive me insane. i don't know where i would be with out katie right now. she is my rock. my common sense because i clearly don't have any. one of the few people i can be my real self with. i can sit back and be ridiculous and laugh. not wear makeup and not care that i live in yoga pants. even better we ca
NEW YORK (Reuters) - A high-profile group of global leaders declared the "war on drugs" a failure on Thursday and urged governments to consider decriminalizing drugs in a bid to cut consumption and weaken the power of organized crime gangs.
The Global Commission on Drug Policy, which includes former presidents of Brazil, Colombia, Mexico and Switzerland, said a decades-long strategy of outlawing drugs and jailing drug users while battling cartels that control the trade had not worked.
"It's not peace instead of war, it's a more intelligent way to fight ... the use of drugs," former Brazilian President Fernando Henrique Cardoso, chair of the commission, told a news conference in New York. "Stop the war on drugs and let's be more constructive in trying to reduce consumption."
"We cannot have one recipe. It's not so easy to say stop the war on drugs and let's legalize, it's more complicated than that," he said. "Between prohibition and legalization there is an enormous vari
Well after 2 very long years I am ready to see my daughter. I leave out here in minutes driving to MO to get her. Well now my ex is deciding to pick up my daughter 2 weeks before I get her to take her to live with him for that time. He has no one who will watch her while he works a 12 hr work shift nor wheil he is sleeping. So if he makes that attempt there is a chance that I will be making a run for my daughter this weekend. This poor little girl has made it clear to everyone around she wants to be with me and he is getting bitter about it. He assumes he will never see her again. I wouldn't do that. Yes he did it to me but it's wasn't fair to my fdaughter, that is her dad I am her mom she should be able to have contact with us both. I would never take that away from her and in truth even as much as I dislike my ex I am not cruel enough to do to him what he did to me.
So now it's a waiting game to see how far he will push this issue and I will have very little time to prepare, as in
I don't want you perving my box..
I don't want your stupid gifts every day..
If you have something meaninful to share, feel free. Otherwise don't waste my time...
No, you cannot get my private picture access for free...
Now accepting FuHubby apps.
Tired of dealing with fucking poor losers.
Ramblings Of A Would Be Author
"My name is Asura, and this is my story. The story of my life would take pages upon pages to chronicle it completely. So forgive me when I say, fuck that you are getting the short version. I haven't the time or the patience to sit here and drone on about all my horrific adventures...So here it goes. I am sure you have heard of the "All Mighty" God, and perhaps some of you even worship him. I am also confident that some of you worship that shit of a son he had, known as Jesus. Well in a sense I was once like you. I worshipped God. He was my father. I did everything he ever asked of me. You see back then I was Vespera better known as God's Evening Star. I was an angel, and a beautiful one at that. Today, you hear stories of Michael God's warrior, but never do you hear of Vespera. Back in the days when I was still welcome in Heaven, Michael couldn't hold a flame to me. I was the one God always came to, along with my brother. That of course did not last, or I would not be telling you this
Over the last year or so I've been recording myself singing covers that people request or videos taken of my band The Constant. You can find them here on Fubar in the Videos section. You can also go to my YouTube page.
I've just recently created my own URL as well. davidreedwatson.com. You can listen to projects and bands that I've had for over 20 years. That's a lot of music. I even put the bad stuff up... hahaha. That way I can look back and see how I've progressed over the years.
Thank you everybody for voting for us in the Battle of the Bands yesterday. I'd like to thank Vital Impulse for having the courage to say what he believes. He had said that he lost that battle. Well, nobody loses who tries. The ones that lose are the ones that don't try at all.
My band 'The Constant' and I are big believers in this. We believe in living our lives and getting others to take a look at themselves and ask themselves if they are living their lives or just moving along in the
We'll count this as rambling one....until I actually think of something to write. I did it. I started off this week with the goal of making the top 50 chicks of the week. I was at rank 71 of the week when I started out. I have always wanted to be on the home page of new hottness. Of course this was a year ago when the only way to get likes was to scroll or have someone like you from the home page. Back then my goal was to be green. I already accomplished this the week I got back, you can read my previous blog post "Leaving the Green Behind" about that adventure.
I am writing this post to thank everyone who helped me achieve my goal. I not only made top 50 chicks, I hit #15 of the week. I couldn't have done it without some very special people. You know who you are and I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart (h).
The past seven days have been a struggle. I put my entire self into getting rates so I could rank. I did whatever was necessary. I even stopped talking to
Ramblings Of A Paranoid Insomniac
Why in the hell do people feel the need to block the aisles in a grocery store, chit-chatting with their friends? I'm going to start shoving motherfuckers out of my way when I see that shit. When I yell "EXCUSE ME", you better fucking move or I'm going to ram you with my damn cart. /annoyed rant Some Facebook Fun:This was posted on my Facebook by my daughter and one of my longtime best friends. It made me laugh so hard I nearly choked on the candy bar I was eating. So I'm sharing the laughter.MD = My DaughterLTBF = Longtime Best FriendMD: "You know you broke when you sit your Playstation 1 on top of your Playstation 2 and call it a Playstation 3. -Katt WilIiams"LTBF: "And then you spin your old Xbox around one whole turn and call it an Xbox 360!"MD: "What about if you smash your Xbox so many times it turns it into a Game Cube?"LTBF: "And you take apart a Nintendo to make it a Nintendo 64 (pieces)."MD: "HAHA. If you flatten the Nintendo you get an Atari game system." A-well-a everybody'
Rambling, It's What I Do
I'm kind of big on family traditions. Thanksgiving is a goddamn EVENT in my family. See, first we have The Family Dinner.
It's like a redneck Normal Rockwell painting. Picture it: my whole family gathered around our hundred years old family table, table covered in so much food that it's groaning under the weight. Grandma and I look flushed and giddy from both lack of sleep and hunger; we've been up since three in the morning cooking. We have a turkey; not because we particularly love it, but because it's tradition, and you just don't fuck with tradition, alright?
The turkey gets shafted, though, unloved and unwanted until the day after; in the center of our table, where the turkey would be with every other family, is a giant fucking platter of fried chicken. Grandma makes it for every major event - and it's perfect. This is the fried chicken that can make grown men moan like they're being given a blowjob under the table, and women completely disregard the fact they've been dieting al
I would never message any of you (that I don't know) asking for more revealing pictures, asking rude questions about my va-jenny, or insult any of you.
I exect the same respect in return and unfortunately most of you men don't know how to treat, or speak to a lady.
So until you learn, find someone else to bother. I'm not impressed. ems1160: you are in a bathroom stall smoking a cigarette suddenly a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would you do?
To ems1160: Well, If I WAS smoking, which I don't, I would put my cigarette out on that rude penis that shouldn't be in the women's bathroom anyways. Then I'd ignore the idiot who thought it was ok to talk to a lady like you have. BUH BYE
If this is how you plan on speaking to me, don't bother. EVER.
Still not impressed.
Once again, my weekend has come to an end. Unlike most weekends, this one was pretty productive. I got my transcripts sent for college and I managed to take the Accuplacer test. The test is quite formidable for someone who hasn't been in college for a while. Who remembers how to "complete the square" or what the Cosine of theta is? Great, now wait 14 years and try to remember how to complete the square. The test took me 6.5 hours to complete and consisted of parts. You have to write a 300 word essay. There's a sentence structure and reading comprehension section. There's a College Math portion and Elementary Algebra section.
My advisor was quite impressed by my scores and I won't have to take remedial courses (YaY). After she looked at my transcripts, she said I probably shouldn't have taken the test because my grades are already decent (ugggh). Anywho, I get to go back Tuesday of this week and register for my courses. I'm going to take small steps. First an associate (in
This was written by a friend of mine who is leaving FUBAR. I loved this when I read it.
I borrowed this from her so I can read it from time to time and think about her. She
was a very sweet person and she always made me smile and laugh. I will miss
her dearly. More then she knows.
Porcelain or Diamonds?
She may look and feel of porcelain...
With only one touch, she will capture you.
Skin so smooth and flawless and unblemished,
undoubtedly attracts that of many a men.
Yet so fragile and seemingly helpless,
Underneath her bossum holds more truth.
She renders strength beyond her doubts,
Attempting to whisper yet is only mute.
Is she breakable, or made of precious stone?
Handle with care or she will be broken.
Is her looks so deceiving?
Maybe precious inside, bright and strong even!
Within her soul all locked away, lying there with sadness.
Hidden neatly behind her sultry smile.
Forever tempted to give pleasures to help withstand,
All the while she
Rambles Of A Soldier Part 1
i like to write i dont like to read though to a lot that dosent seem weird but to me it does if i write something i should be able to read it and enjoy it i know that i'll write this blog and forget about it but shouldent i write this blog and look back on it in a month or two and think man i really enjoy what i wrote but i know i wont. i always joke around and say reading is for rich people i have no idea where i came with that idea cause idk one rich person who reads they most likely have people who read things for them and make decisions for them and we all know that soldiers like me arent rich hell i'm only a PFC i dont make shit just bearly enough to cover my bills and just enough to have some money to go out and have fun every once in a while. i will say that when i actually do deside to read something its a auto biography none of this twilight bull shit or harry potter although some of the movies were pretty good but back to books the last one i read was brian head welsh's boo
Well, sometimes it takes a stark reminder of who your friends really are and who you are truly close to and whom cannot be trusted. there comes a time in all our lives when we must stand up for ourselves and shout "Enough is enough!"
You see "friend" Recently spent 4 months lieing to me, every single day, playing the victim and the damsel in distress... Now what you need to realize is that I will always try to be the knight in shining armor, often times to my own detriment. If someone I care about says they need me i will do anything i can to be there for them no matter the cost to myself or the risk. Hell brandi can attest to that i picked up and went to Tennessee few years back because she said she needed me... anyway moving on... This person told me how baddly her ex was treating her, how he was a horrible dom how he neglected her and how its been over a year since he touched her intimately and so forth. I did my best to be there for her but there were flags that w
As I sit here, watching the girls putter around the house doing their own thing, I remember. I think back to when I was their age and hoping I would grow up and be able to do all the things that grown ups do. Although, I had no clue as to what it was. It just seemed a whole lot cooler than the things I was allowed to do at the time. Now I think back and wish I hadn't been in such a rush. Riding around on my hot wheels, playing 'She Ra' or hide and seek with the kids on the street. Going from one house to another, watching tv or in the neighbors pool. So much less to worry about back then. No internet, had to rely on ourselves for entertainment. Listening for mom and dad to walk down the hall late at night, while 'pretending' to be asleep and sneaking a peek at whatever late night show was on the tele. Here I am, an adult at last. At least that's what the laws say and I am wishing for the times when the biggest thing I had to worry about was whether or not my homework was done or whethe
Ramblings From The Road
greetings fubies I was watching fox news in the drivers lounge this morning in a truck stop in Lubbock, TX
and one of the stories was about that group of protestors in NYC calle Occupy Wall Street, and how 74 arrest were made
and the talking head at the desk said to the guy in the field "why were they surprised didnt they expect the cops to show up"
I have to ask, what happened to the "peoples" first amendment rights to free speech and peacable assembly, the protestors
carried signs, but the cops brought sheilds and batons to beat them into submission to the corporate "State" you know its really sad times
in this country when you get beat and arrested for exercising your "alledged" constitutional rights. Remember people the "government"
is made up of nothing but "vampires" and leeches, they produce nothing (except war, misery, and universal suffering) we need a
government more like Canadas, if you ask me they dont bother anyone, and no one bothers them, right? Peace y'all Im bac
Ramblings Of An Irish Princess
I was listening to one of my Pandora stations and the song "Jar of Hearts" came on...my mind immediately went toward one of my former fuFiances, The Immortal Demon (or The Demonic Angel, or whatever the hell he's calling himself now--I honestly don't give a flying fuck at this point). Those who know me well know the story of this asshole and how he treats women, so will see why this song would make me think of him. I will post the lyrics for all to read, and I hope one day his harem will wisen up to the person he really is--a heartbreaker.
Jar of Hearts
by: Christina Perri
I know I can't take one more step towards youCause all that's waiting is regretAnd don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?You lost the love I loved the mostI learned to live, half-aliveAnd now you want me one more timeAnd who do you think you are?Runnin' 'round leaving scarsCollecting your jar of heartsAnd tearing love apartYou're gonna catch a coldFrom the ice inside your soulSo don't come back for meWho do
please please check this out and if you know anything, please alert the authorities. This person is sick!!!
Kinda shell shocked right now.
I came back in contact with an old high school friend on Facebook from when I lived in Arizona.
We've been chatting a bit back and forth over the years.
This last month I spoke with her, I was getting info. to help a friend of hers who is dealing with cancer.
Anyway, long story short. I go to message her this week only to find that she died.
I searched the Arizona newspapers for any information and the only accident I think may have been hers, I wish I hadn't come across.
They were trapped in their car and it caught on fire after and suv rear ended them.
This overwhelming thought of death and just p
my soul is gone
my heart is black
my ambition lost
you will not come back
our love is dead
my eyes cry red
my soul is gone
my heart is black
i sit alone
here in the dark
i stare at walls
that are so stark
I think of you
and then I cry
black clouds in the sky
my soul is gone
my heart is black
my ambition dead
you will not come back
A Bitch is a Bundle of Contradiction An angel of truth & a dream of fiction A bitch is a bundle of contradiction She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse But will tackle her man alone in the house She'll take him for better, she'll take him for worse She'll break open his head & then be his nurse But when he's well & can get out of bed She'll pick up the teapot & aim for his head Beautiful and keenly sighted, yet blind Crafty & cruel, yet simple & kind She'll call him a king, then make him a clown Raise him on a pedestal, then knock him flat down She'll inspire him to deeds that ennoble man Or make him her lackey to carry her fan She'll run away from him and never come back But if he runs away, then she'll be on his tracks Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose She'll win you in range, enchant you in silk She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk At times she'll be vengeful, merry & sad She'll hate you like poison, and love you l
Who knew that 6 years ago when this was Lost Cherry I would end up meeting my Furutre Husband, It's weird to me but hey, Life sure has a funny way of doing things. He's amazing. ♥
Ramblings And Other Crazy Shyte.
#1 We as Warriors of the Gods and Goddesses in all their many guises, who care for the well being of all agree to take that responsibility upon ourselves as Warriors in the life long battle against all who would destroy, control or plunder this and other worlds. #2 We will care for, and protect each other, the innocent and the willing who come to us for guidance and lore, by any and all means necessary, with honour, without hesitation, fear or remorse in accordance with the universal laws of justice, balance and with the guidance and judgment our martial and magickal craft brings us. #3 We choose with pride to be a part of the forces of universal balance and will serve the cause of the Pagan Warrior Corps by defining and holding the line between Light and Dark to protect all those who strive for a better world. We are there on the front line to strike down those who wish to let, or help Darkness take what is given us by our creators, namely the right to choose joy without fear of anoth
Ramblings Away From Oregon
And the question you need ask is who will say this too and who will say this to you “Run, no questions” and take your hand. Though predictable it really is beside the point; NRA and second amendment things. Gun control does not make crazies channel their energies into more productive activities. Most of us grew up with strict drug control; most of us know where to find gray and black market drugs. I’m not saying “If you outlaw guns only outlaws will have guns” I’m saying when motherfuckers start shooting up the joint waving a law at them is frivolous.
The only salient point is how to protect you and yours. I don’t want a “good defense is a good offense” type speech; the ones most likely to do that here are the ones most likely to get their weapons taken from them. What I am saying is that so far December has been rife with national and personal tragedies, national as in any nation you might be living in. Think hard about how man
Ramblings Of A Mad Man
I find myself in question of alot of things. I have my days of sitting and pondering the most ridiculous things, while on other days my mind's skepticism of all things existent seems nonexistent. I've questioned the meaning of life, as many of us have. I've questioned the meaning of salt on a French fry (Sure it tastes better, but is it really necessary?) I've over analyzed the reasoning that another person can't just accept that I disagree with their point of view and leave it at that. And I find myself asking the question, "Why even bother?"
Do we drift across these tiny morsels of thought because we are just bored? Or is it just a need to, even occasionally, question everything? What psychological make-up is it that drives us to do what not all have it within them to do? To question, analyze and even exhaust ourselves with the search of our own self perceived truths. To the common dictionary or encyclopedia there is but one answer. There may be 10 different sub answers but they all
Ramblings Of A Muse
you're always there to make me smile..to hold me close and stay with me awhile..You've help make all my dreams come true..but they don't mean anything unless I am with you..
Thank you my love, for loving me the way you do.. I promise you my heart...I promise you all I say is true..you make my life so ultimately complete.. and there's no one in this world that can ever compete..you've won me over from the very start..you will forever be the keeper of my heart..Although I know that there will be good times and bad..I believe we can make it through with all this love that we have..I love you more than the flowers love the rain..I love you more than the ocean loves the waves..and the mountains love the snow..I need you more than the earth needs the sun and moon..I need you more than the air I breath more than my heart needs to beat..You help me see - just everything wonderful about me that I wish to forget..I am the luckiest woman alive to have such a wonderful man who loves me...for me.
Ramblings Of A Whore
What is the deal the last couple days? Seems like all the newbies are putting up Main profile pics of their teenie weenies. Then that's all they have in their folders. It's not like they are well endowed. These things are barely 2 inches long. Very pathetic looking. At least if your going to do it have some Real Meat hanging there to look at.
My other problem is with people who can't put a REAL picture up as the Main profile pic. What are you scared of? Are you that ugly? Pathetic. Then you go in their folders and they have nothing but pics of flowers, cars and shit like that.
Flashing pics make me sick. The constant flashing makes me want to throw up. I wish people woud put them in a folder for the love of Me.
People are always begging to see them all and wonder why they are all NSFW. They are all NSFW because people deciding to start marking them as soon as I downloaded them. These were the ones that I am totally clothed in. So I said FUCK IT. I'll mark them all and not let them
I Thought.. I thought the sea was blue, I thought its depths were endless I thought there was nothing to compare, To the billion stars reflected and shimmering On its surface in the moonlight. I figured there were mysteries there, Things I'd never see. I thought it held secrets I would never know, I wondered if I could ever feel what it would be like to swim forever in it. I wondered how very lost I could be I wondered if I could feel the soul, the heart of it. I wondered if totally being one with it Would drown me, or save me. I've thought about the truths That might be found by plunging those depths. But then I started to fear my own mortality I started to question myself I wondered if I would die trying... I started to think it wasn't worth it I started to think it would be safer To stay on the shore.. To look on from afar and dream. To dream, rather than do, To imagine, rather than try... To stay safe and dry I may never experience the waves. I may never dive and explore b
Ramblings Of One Mans Heart
THE ROMANTIC’S KISSThe kiss of the romantic is the perfect kiss as it is never complete . The romantics heart is a hunger a desire a passion that grows within each day, it starts with the gazing in to the eyes of another, the need to fill them with joy. Starting softly kissing each lip tasting that wonderful emotion that builds the hungers, it’s the dance of the tongue that builds the desire, breathing in the essence of the other, filling your body with their emotion , taking on the task to fill their hungers not your own , it’s the caressing that builds the fire , pull them in closer let them feel the flames brewing with in, hold them as if to never let go, gaze back in to their eyes let them feel your soul its giving all you have physically and spiritually, bring them to a boil, kiss them long deep and hard, let them know through feelings and actions that every kiss is just the beginning of a brand new hunger that only you can fulfi
Ramdom Thoughts On Things That Arent Really Pertinant
THE BEST NEWS I HAVE HAD IN A LONG TIME NO SOONER THAN I GOT DONE PRAYING THAT HE WAS OK I GET WORD FROM HIS BUDDY THAT THEY FOUND HIM HE IS ALIVE VERY MINIMAL INJURIES AND IS ON A HELO BACK TO THERE CAMP ! I AM EXTACTIC I DONT KNOW WHAT ID DO IF I LOST HIM WITH OUT FULLY GETTING OT KNOW HIM AND BEING A LARGER PART OF HIS LIFE , THANK GOD HE IS SAFE! OK SO WHY THE HELL IS IT THAT HOT GUYS ARE ALWAYS WITH FAT UGLY ASS WOMEN??? COULD SOME ONE PLEASE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME ??!! IVE BEEN TO SEVERAL PAGES THIS MORNING AND HERE ARE ALL THESE SEXY ASS WELL BUILT GUYS WITH PICS OF CHICKS THAT WEIGH LIKE 300 POUNDS SAYING THIS IS MY BABY I LOVE HER SO MUCH ,AND MANY VARIATIONS ON THAT WTF IS UP WITH THAT SHIT IS IT THAT THERE SELF ESTEEM IS SO LOW THAT THEY THINK THEY CANT DO ANY BETTER OR WHAT??? I MEAN DAMN I KNOW LOVE IS BLIND BUT COME ON NOW, LOVE ISNT THAT BLIND , I KNOW THE OLD ADAGE THEY ALL LOOK THE SAME IN THE DARK COMES IN TO PLAY BUT SHIT I AM NOT ABO
Kindred Spirits magnify
Gentle touches upon the skin,
whispered words caressing in the wind.
The warm touch of kind hands,
linger on the summers breeze.
Reaching inside to melt,
the surrounding ice.
Gaurding the wall,
of your winters freeze.
Forever forthcoming you will bring,
from my heart to yours.
Our gentle nature glides,
spreading magic upon your Spring.
Written by Ardela
Dedicated to you Bud.(Jer)
Have'nt figured this site out yet. May take me awhile.Mostly on yahoo 360 under Ardela.Not to computer orienated.So if I don't get back with you it because I'm there. It has been awhile since I checked this site out been busy working on my other sites so may be awhile before I get back.I am still alive and kicking so just saying Hello! Have a good day to you all.
Hearts make no sound as they break....
Quiet as an empty grave... Wildness fueled by fantasy-
Souls burning with madness-
Embracing what "could" become-
Self destructing furture unknown-
Intertwining lives as we go-
Our hearts producing our thoughts-
Brains unable to function properly-Signs still not visible-
Craving unity we continue down-
Letting the electricity flow through us-
Our first thought into reality; bright and vivid-
Desire blazing into the depths of humanity-
Serinity and peace cloud our judgement-
Our faoundation begins to weaken-
Fire burning out of control-
Unstable ground comes out from under us-
We begin to slip on our own remains-
As I stumble the fire catches me-
I feel it's burn as my flesh smolders...
Struggling within myself to survive-
Waiting for the blaze to dissipate-
Waiting for our fire to burn cold-
The fires insanity, like my own-
Still burns like the sun-
Seeing you in the shadows-
Ramdom Rantings Of A Cowboy
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Ramlings Of Boredom
She sat there, perched up on that worn out bar stool, her beer making a ring shaped pool on the tired wood of the bar top. Black lined eyes searching for the bartender to bring her another pint of that delicious golden brew. "Rock Goddess" he had called her. She laughed at the nickname everytime she heard it.
Rock Goddes... if that were true, shouldn't she be with a "Rockstar" at this bar? If that were true, shouldn't she be smiling and laughing with her friends at this bar? If that were true, shouldn't she feel something other than pure disappointment at this bar?
She laughed to herself again before the bartender saw that her pint was dry. He brought anothr at her signal, which usually just consised of a two finger salute, but tonight she merely bowed her head, and he knew. Bartenders... Mind readers with a license to drown it away with spirits and brew. Amazing.
Black tipped nails traced the lip of the pint glass before bringing that sweet nectar to
Rammstein Lyrics And Translations
you figute it out. Does he say Du Hast or Du Hasst. The way it comes off the album he says "you hate me"
Du hast (You have)
Lyrics ©1997 Rammstein.
du hast mich
du hast mich gefragt
du hast mich gefragt, und ich hab nichts gesagt
Willst du bis der Tod euch scheidet
treu ihr sein für alle Tage
Willst du bis zum Tod, der scheide
sie lieben auch in schlechten Tagen
Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams.
you hate me
you hate asked me
you hate asked me and I have said nothing
Do you want, until death seperates you,
to be faithful to her for all days
Do you want, until death, which would seperate, **
to love her, even in bad days
* When Till is just saying "Du hast," it sounds as if he could either be saying "Du hast" (you have) or "Du hasst" (you hate). This is to give the song a double meaning, even though the official lyrics say "Du hast."
** There is another sort of double mean
Rammstein- Du Hast Mich Revealed !!!
After many long conversations with various people it has come to my attention that nearly everyone has no clue what Rammstein is saying (lol). Mostly the misconception of what the phrase Du Hast Mich means. Many, if not all, have come to believe (for some reason unknown to me) that it means You Hate Me, which for the MOST part is true.
However it is NOT entirely true. Yes Du means you. Yes Mich means me. But Hast DOES NOT mean Hate.Hast in fact means Have. I can understand how this mistake has come about. A simple spelling error. If the song were to be called You Hate Me then the tittle would read Du HASS Mich and not Du HAST Mich. just one wrong letter has changed the true meaning for many.But now you finally know the true meaning of Do Hast Mich You Have Me. However Hast CAN mean hate if used in the correct sentence structure which is not the case in this song.
Time for a quick recap:
Du = You
Mich = Me
Hast = Have
Hass = Hate
to make the difference of You Hate Me
Rammstein Lyrics In English
Whoever does good will be forgiven
Therefore be good in all your journeys
Then you'll soon have visitors
We'll come with the song book
We were born for music
We are the servants of your ears
Whenever you're sad
We play for you
If you live without sin
And give each other a hand
If you don't squint into the sun
a song will be played for you
We are the servants of your ears
We were born for music
Whenever you're sad
we play for you
Whenever you can't sleep
May you be treated to a song
And heaven cracks
A song falls softly from the light of heaven
We were born for music
We are the servants of your ears
Whenever you're sad
We play for you
Love is a wild animal
It breathes you it looks for you
It nests upon broken hearts
and goes hunting when there are kisses and candles
It sucks tightly on your lips
and digs tunnels through your ribs
It drops softly like snow
First it gets hot then cold in the end it hurts
Everyone just wants to t
du hast mich
du hast mich
du hast mich
du hast mich
du hast mich
du hast mich
du hast mich gerfagt
du hast mich gerfagt
du hast mich gerfagt
und ich hab nichts gesagt
willst du bis der tod euch scheide
treu ihr sein fur alle tage
willst du bis der tod euch scheide
treu ihr sein fur alle tage
du hast mich
du hast mich
du hast mich
du hast mich
du hast mich gerfagt
du hast mich gerfagt
du hast mich gerfagt
und ich hab nichts gesagt
willst du bis der tod euch scheide
treu ihr sein fur alle tage
willst du bis zumtod der scheide
sie lieben auch in schlechten tagen
willst du bis der tod euch scheide
treu ihr sein fur alle tage
wer zu lebzeit gut auf erden
wird nach dem d ein engel werden
den blick gen himmel fragst du dann
erst wenn die wolken schl
im sorry to all i use to talk to if you still get on here send me a messege let me know your still here so i can keep talking to ya and i will try to be back on here as long as i can plz leave comments on my videos i put them up for viewing and commenting so plz comment on my videos i woudl greatly appriciate it thanx
Stopped by Jack in the Box today for lunch and got a Chipotle Spicy Chicken Ciabatta, Cheddar and Bacon Potato Wedges and two tacos. I like to get ranch for the sandwich and especially the potato wedges so I did as usual and was asked if I wanted any sauce.
Me -"I'd like an insane amount of ranch please."
Her - *Confused look* "I'm sorry, what?"
Me-"An insane amount of ranch."
Her -*More confusion, but gets out a TUB of ranch cups and digs in with both hands piling up 12 on the table*
Her -"Is that enough or keep going?"
Me - "That should be good."
So, I drove off with my twelve cups of ranch and am now happily enjoying my lunch. This tactic never fails for getting a condiment unless it is one of the places that charge you for an additional sauce.
The Rampant Thoughts In My Head !!
Why is it after 5 yrs you would even attempt to see something you ran away from before she was even born ? I just cant fathom the thoughts the made this man come to this conclusion that he should reappear from his friendly neighborhood gutter and try popping back in to my life or hers. What thought would make someone think its ok to run away for well over 6 yrs and come back like nothing is wrong?? Want to see her vist her or get custody. Seriously outta ya mind is what id tell you cause its never gonna happen. Ruining my life is one thing but shes innocent id rather see your dead lifeless body in a gutter then anywhere near my child. My child not yours i gave birth to her and have raised her for almost 6 yrs without your broke ass helping me out once. GAH why turn our world upside down all of a sudden ?? it just doesnt make sense to me at all. .......... ok so that all there
Is it just me or is anyone else seriously starting to get depressed by the stupidity that seems to be running rampant in the US. Now I am not saying that everyone should be a rocket scientist. But a little bit of common sense and basic knowledge should be a bit more prevelant in our society. I work in the tech support field and I talk to hundreds of people a week. What I have found is seriously depressing. When you have to spend 15 minutes talking to someone who called you because they could not find the "Any" key on their keyboard, you just have to shake your head and sigh. Because at the end of the call, your not 100% sure they have grasped the concept. Just thought I would try and get others opinions and see if this is just something I have noticed and if it bothers anyone else that we live in the "stupidest" country in the world. I love it here and I am not trying to offend any of you very "special" people that call me. But come on read a book guys.
I came to you lost
feeling like a failure
You set me down
showed me love
showed me guidance
lifted me up
pushed me to see
pushed me to tell
pushed me to feel
breaking all barriers
letting me be me
broke open the gates
and set me free.
Yet even in freedom
I run to you
Shouting your name
I run to you
begging for your attention
I run to you
No freedom is valuable if you are not there.
My heart is not my own
as is my body
for without you they are nothing but empty shells
Thankyou for being mine
my Soul mate
J.M. To Love
I wake up thinking about you
I lay there and imagine how it would feel
to lie down and sink into you
the very first place
would be your face
touching softly while you sleep
feeling you stir under my caress
I wake up thinking of nothing else
Rampage Of Exodus
Once upon a time, in a land thought dead There lived a strange creature with eyes glowing red It's soul was not twisted, as you might expect Just shaped in the mood of the world one would suspect Not far from the abode of the creature called Tohm Stood a dreary village, as if it were hit by a bomb All the poor citizens, especially the children Had no reason to smile in their village of Boraiden Sitting alone in his home in an endless brood Tohm frowned and winced, in a constant sad mood When a sudden loud crash sounded from nearby Tohm shrieked and wailed as he thought he was going to die Recollecting himself and emerging from the corner Tohm didn't think he was to be a victim of murder Stepping outside after a cautious stride He opened the door, but used it to hide Peeking from behind his wooden barrier Tohm discovered soon the sound was a carrier Carrying supplies to the land called Kiljoy But mistakenly dropping a precious toy Tohm lifted the object with peaked curiosity He studied
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"Daly City Train"
He was an artist and a writer
and a poet and a friend
In a man's life he will take a fall
but how low he goes it just depends
He's shooting dope in the men's room
at the station daly city train
Have you ever seen an angel well I know I have
they'll stay here for a while and then they'll fly away
Jackyl had a beer in his hand last time I seen him
When he rolled the dice he never thought twice
never thought twice about being here
Some grown up and some grow old
but what about the kid who never learned the rules
Spent all these years on this earth
when you look back it's just a flicker of time
Jackyl was one of the one's that perished
He was one of the one's that was already saved
Through all the evil and wreckage
he maintained a sense of himself
Jackyl had a beer in his hand last time I seen him
When he rolled the dice he never thought twice
never thought twice about being here
Some men are in prison even though the
Sorry world but it’s over now You thought you had me Pulled a fast one somehow That just didn’t work out The way you planned To destroy me Take me out on my own land It won’t work this time Oh no you see Because this time I’m holding on I’ll save my tears for me Because crying over you is pointless I’ll save all my smiles Because unlike you They don’t need a trial I’m keeping my heart to myself You will no longer read my words My fire used to keep you alive Now you will feel its burn You turned your back on me But that’s not what I’ll burn first First it’ll be your heart and your soul I’ll burn your insides Make your blood boil Then once my fires released You’ll skin will burn And fall as ashes at my feet I told you before I’m not gonna sit here and take this I’ll tell you again I will no longer sit here and fake it Fake the smiles Fake the blame Faking my entire
Randomness With Boom
National Paintball League Results (Huntington Beach, CA)
1) San Antonio X-Factor
2) St. Louis Avalanche
3) San Diego Dynasty
4) Golden State Ironmen
1) Arsenal Evolution
2) Method of Destruction
4) Avalanche Army
1) Aftermath II
2) Hollywood HK
3) Splat Kids
4) All or Nothing
1) L.A. Endurance
2) Miami Rage
3) DC Arsenal Predators
4) Aftermath Factory
1) CS Union
3) Rockstar Factory Red
4) Black Cell (Copied from White Boy Dancing)
White BoY Dancing!!!@ CherryTAP
I was talking to a new friend, Jennie, and made a simple comment. "Why is it that mens' comments have a tendency to be only one or two words?" I mean take a look at the typical male comment: CUTE!, HOT!, SEXY!, DAAAAMMMN! (like the additional letters in the word is supposed to make it longer! LOL). I have decided that mens' comments are in direct proportion to the length of their penis! I appre
Random As Hellzz
So we get blogs now?? Crazy...
But I guess now you peoples can here about more of me...from you know...me
*I hate living in a dorm cause I miss my cat
*I may be shooting my new SG set this weekend when I do go home
*LC has been a bitch for me to get on to lately...I finally got on after a day of fighting it
*So now Im gonna go either read a book or visit my best friend...
*Or post more pics...hmm...
*Perhaps I shall do all three
*And do my hair...
Love you guys *kisses*
~Stina I am officially back for the week, I will fill you in on details of my weekend later.
However I did get a SG shoot done, Im going to go work on weeding out the bad ones now and whatnot, Ill post some teasers later, I just hope this one goes through...grr
Cross your fingers for me! SO tonight I'm going Salsa dancing...well, to salsa lessons at any rate...Its extra credit for Spanish, so Im going with the Twins...should be entertai
ONE - Spell your full name without vowels: nn Wrrngtn
TWO - Are you single? nope
THREE - What’s your favorite number? 29
FOUR - Favorite color(s)? blue, black, red, purple
FIVE - Least favorite color? brown, but it is the most amusing
SIX - What are you listening to? I Am Ghost - Killer Likes Candy
SEVEN - What do you smoke? nowt
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now? Yeah most of it
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity? someone said i looked like a female version of Johnny Christ but i think they were joking
TEN - What is your favorite class in school? Media
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE? HA HA HA HA...no
TWELVE - How do you make money? I work at my local CO-OP
FOURTEEN - Are you outgoing? not really
FIFTEEN - One word to describe you? crazy
SIXTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes? either my black and pink sketchers or my black and white skull and cross bones shoes
SEVENTEEN- Do you own big sunglasses? nope
Nice something new to play with on lostcherry. Its not like im confused enough on how to make the damn skins!!!! Now they give me something else to sidetrack myself with. WHOOPEEEEEE. The one word that can totally fuck up a great day...
I fucking hate drama.
life's hard...life sucks....everyone has heard it, most everyone has said it...sometimes it goes further beyond that though and life ends up being a daily struggle to find an inch of sanity within yourself.....some days it appears easy, what an illusion, other days you feel yourself slipping further and further away from reality....you push away those that claim to care about you because it's just easier than trying to explain, you spend entirely too much time alone with your thoughts and feelings....you yearn for yesterday when you could apologize to those that have left your life by your own fault.....you don't beat yourself up over your mistakes anymore because you have done it so frequently and so harshly that nothing anyone said about it could come close to how you already feel....
some days you want that phone call or message out of the blue just saying enough time has gone by and they have moved past all the hurt and pain and forgive you and want to get back that one thing yo
I don't have much time online at present, but I will try to get back on later. I just wanted to say I am alive and miss you all and I am still slowly getting my life on track. Well what a day, I woke up this afternoon, feeling better then I have the last few days then my crankiness and my brother crankinesss got the best of us and we had a big fight, I am at the libary now. He dont want me back the place, so I dont know what I am doing or where I am going.
if I am not around for awhile you know why.
To me Christmas Time is now for the kids. My Goal this year for Christmas is to help this family that lives by my house, they have 3 kids and I know they have a hard time. In the summer I would treat the kids every chance I got. So for Christmas I am going to try to give them a Christmas they wont forget.
I’m not sure if this is a West Coast or California thing or if it is Nationwide? Anyways, I saw a tv commercial for the Bryman College. You know the one that teaches classes in dental assistant and other medical helper fields. Well, in the commercial they also are offering a “DEGREE” in Aroma Therapy. What??? Not just a half day class or even a few weeks of classes and you get a certificate. But, a degree???
Sorry maybe I am a jerk or a dummy however, a degree in scents and smells???
For the few that know me, if and when I ever get shot in the chest. Call 911 and don’t just light a candle. “He’s been shot, get me a strawberry candle stat!!!” Take me to Rampart and NOT the damn candle nook!!!
And gotta ask. What would the final in this “degree” be? You have to know the difference between Blueberry and Bayberry?
VERY SIMPLE JUST SAY WHICH YOU WOULD RATHER DO AND SAY WHY IF YOU CARE TO
SO WOULD YOU RATHER...
Be hit on while in a public restroom, in front of
Random Thoughts From The 'trap!
This guy if FUCKIN HI-LAAARR-IOUS!
(this is the one I was tellin you about Sher)
Upload videos at Bolt. OMFG! I'm at my sisters, right? And I'm playin around with my baby nephew (Caleb, 2 1/2) and niece (Elise, 1 1/2). So baby Caleb comes running and jumps into my lap and biffs me in the eye with his big ole noggin. As I'm holding and rubbing my eye, all of a sudden (and unbeknownst to me at first) he PUKES on me!!!!! Now anyone who knows me, knows that I DO NOT deal with baby fluids AT ALL! My first instinct was to get him away from me, which I did (GENTLY!). I slid him off my lap, freaked for a second about all the barf on me, then asked him if he was ok, he nodded yes, then I totally freaked about being ralphed on, LOL! I'm screaming at my sister to find me something to wear as I hobble to the bathroom without letting my legs touch, because, yes, there was even puke in my crotch. I get to the bathroom and I'm tryin to strip without gettin any on my skin, and all I ca
Random Writing And Pages From Me Book
A light breeze picked up a strand of her hair and blew it across her beautiful alabaster skin . Her blue green eyes caught the moonlight glistening rivaling the stars themselves.
One lone tear slid down her cheek as she thought of the love that she had longed for. So long had she been searching that the vision had become blurred in her mind till now.
"Kelim why after all this time have you come to me? I was happy in my haze. But now .........now you have come to me re-instilling hope and giving nothing but old pains anew. Why do you haunt me so"
A dark figure slowly imurged from the forest as if born from the tree's themselves, flanked by two hounds, huge lumbering beasts born from the nightmares of children. The figure glided closer running his hands through the thick coarse hair of his companions.His hair and cloak flowed in an non existant wind, as a ghost trapped in his own reality.
"Does it pain you so to look opon my face maiden? Would you prefer that I left you to yo
Random Thoughts Of A Pissed Off White Woman
I am me, I am the way I am, and I do not change for anyone no matter what. I love to meet new people but I have the type of personality where you will either love me or hate me..lol. So who knows, maybe you'll be my new friend? I'm ALWAYS 100% brutaly honest, and I pride myself on being that way. I'm blunt, outspoken, and I say whatever I want to say. I don't really put much thought into alot of things before I say them, if it comes to my mind, then it automatically comes out of my mouth.. lol. I'm weird, and I know it. I love my weirdness! I'm quick witted and I maintain multiple personalities while most people find it hard to maintain one. LoL.
My favorite colors are orange and blue.
I love to laugh.
I hate most people.
Girlie girls make me hurl.
I swear like a sailor when I wax my cunt.
I swear like a sailor when i'm not waxing my cunt.
I hate most things anyone else would like.
I can be selfish.
I can be jealous.
I'm a flirt.
Just letting you all know that im going to be in a contest here on Cherry tap in the near future....annnnnd it would be greatly appreciated if you could take time and cast a vote for me =)
I hope that you all had a marvelous Christmas and that you are getting ready for the New year. haha i can't believe it, it will be 2007 soon =O Ahh this weekend went by so fast. I hate when that happens. lol. Now its back to the usual stuff...classes and such.
Im attempting to find another job, but i really have no idea where to start. so im going to be heading out today to search for something i suppose. I need money...been spending too much of it lately, and need to go back to saving.
Its beautiful out today, going to be hitting low 80s here..which is amazing for this time of year up there in rochester ny. haha. Its most likely going to be the last warm summer like day around here. The leaves are starting to change colors and im excited. I love the fall.
Its a shame that i have to spen
According to a recent Cosmo poll 87% of readers said they wished guys did more polite and romantic things, like opening doors and showing up with flowers occasionally. So why aren't men minding their manners these days? Believe it or not women's hard-won sexual entitlement may have something to do with it, notes John Marshall Townsend. Because women now sleep with multiple partners, they've become less choosy about whom they bring to bed. Unfortunately, that means men don't have to rely as much on their wooing skills to encourage a woman to hit the sack with them. So in other words if women wouldn't sleep around we might be treated better??? What about us who don't sleep around!??!!!??? You may not be her 1st, last, or only...she's loved before; she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect-you're not either. If she can make you laugh and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She's not going to be t
In 1985 (the year you were born)
Ronald Reagan is president of the US
Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from London and Philadelphia, raising $70 million for starving Africans
An 8.1 magnitude earthquake hits Mexico City and results in about 25,000 deaths
Vocano "Nevada del Ruiz" erupts near Bogota, Columbia causing mud slides that bury two towns
American Jew Jonathan Pollard is arrested for giving military secrets to Israel
Mikhail Gorbachev becomes Soviet leader
New Coke is released on the 99th anniversary of Coca-Cola
The GNU Manifesto first written by Richard Stallman
Kansas City Royals win the World series
San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XIX
Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup
Back to the Future is the top grossing film
Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis is published
David Lee Roth leaves Van Halen to begin a solo career
"Careless Whisper" by Wham! spends the most time at the top of the US charts
TODAY MAKES ME A YEAR HERE.. SICK! lol.. i i dunno wut else to write... damn striaght peeps. i here longa den nearly ALL YALL!! muuuuahahahah lol
Well I just made Twisted and sence this blog thing is here now thought I would start off by sayin thank you to all my friends and that to please keep saying the nice things you have sent me I welcome also any suggestions you may have.
Thank Y/you A/all
The Twisted Licker (stacy) ***Your Linguistic Profile:***
55% General American English
5% Upper Midwestern
What Kind of American English Do You Speak?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofamericanenglishdoyouspeakquiz/ hello to all todays blog is simply me tell you about this day 10 years ago. Oct. 11, 1996 7:00 am i arrived at work, my wife was still in bed when i had left cause for the first time in her 9 months and 2 weeks of pregence she had morning sicness, well at about 7:30 i get a call from her say "I need you to come home, i think im having contractions". Well i tell my boss and out the door i go, and at 7:11 pm. my Son, Matthew, was born, he was so beautiful and had a fine
Little by little, you stop loving on me
the mad wind of banners
passed through my mind
my love, my own in heart
stop feeding of your love
with out leaving mine
seeking the new blossoms.
No one wonders, is no one there
No one will come on my life
Lonely the days
Lonely the times
Lonely am I
On my ways
my lost soul wanders
Alone in the life
I FINALLY WENT TO MY FIRST CONCERT!!!! HANK WILLIAMS JR AND GRETCHEN WILSON IN ROANOKE RAPIDS NC...MY TOWN.....IT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME....I HAD A TOTAL BLAST.....I NEVER KNEW HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVED HANK AND GRETCHEN!!!!!I WILL BE HORSE IN THE MORNIN BUT IT WAS WORTH IT ALL THE WAY!!!!!THANKS FOR READING DONT BE AFRIAD TO LEAVE SOME COMMENTS!!!!LOVES YOU GUYS well tonight i was approved as a SEXYBEAST21~RIDER~...Just want to say thanks to all the RIDERS who accepted me...i loves you all
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I am not trying to be mean, cocky, or bitchy. As I have been called all those things and more lately by people wanting to see my private folder. It is private because I do not open it to the public. I am unsure as to why some people feel that I should just gladly open it up for all to see. If this was the case I would have never set it to private. It is nothing against anyone- I just want to get to know people before I show them every kind of photo of me. lol. But I have it listed in several spots to not ask in my profile, as well as in the name of the folder. Trust me - If I want you to see them I will invite you to see them, even if only for a day. All I ask for is respect, and for guys to actually get to know me before you ask. If I have no idea who you are there is no way I am going to say ok. Some people think "let me see your Privates" is a great way to say hello. It isn't. Sorry- but that is just how it Is And If i say n
So I'll be going to the Gathering Of The Juggalos this year!!!!!!
So me and bunch of my crew here in town we're caravaning it up to Cave-In-Rock, Illinois from Arlington, Texas!!!!!!!
So if your down with the clown and you are going... let a ninjette know so I can keep an eye out for you!!!!
Also some of the Wicked Dollz will be there as well... I do know for a fact that myself, Pyro Doll, ToXiK Poison Doll are going for sure for sure!!! We already gots our tickets!!!!!! So keep an eye out for us sexy wicked bitches!!!!!!!!!! Last year Mary Jane Doll enetered the baby oil wrestling... who knows what we will be getting into this year!!!!
I will NOT: (see list below)
get on Cam for you Dont ask or beg your pathetic
post pictures of my pussy (that's personal for me and whoever I am with besides there's plenty of free porn out on the internet and several fu skanks that are willin
It's like 7:42 a.m. here and I am so tired. bet you're wondering well why the hell did you get up so early for? lol well just to get on the computer a bit before my folks get home and then back to bed for me. and this ends my lil rant of nothing for now:P hmm well not sure what to write lol but its awesome that LC got blogs now lol. man i am just going on bout nothing and ok im ending this now.
1. must be open minded
2. able to hold an intelligent conversation
3. must be dominant enough to hold one's own
in my presence
4. must have positive outlook on one's self
5. must be willing to work hard and play even
6. must love spending lots of time with children
7. must not be the jealous type
8. must not freak about Sanguine tendancies
9. must know how to please your partner in the
bedroom and out of the bedroom
This job entails a lot of hard work but can have great rewards. If you think you have what it takes to be this person, please send your qualifications listed on your resume and I will get back to as soon as possible
Vv--vV A woman sits alone in contemplation under the soft glow of the moon. Looking down she sees the movement of life from her womb. Evidence of a once promised love. Crimson tears well up in her eyes with the thought that one day they will want answers. Anger and self loathing in her heart for her weakness to so
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Why is it...the one you care most for...is the one who never seems to recipricate it as much? *sighs* Then the ones, that you just don't have the same feelings for, are the ones who seem to fall head over heels for you. It isn't fair, to either in the situation. I wish that I fell for the ones that were so damn sweet to me...but they are usually not my type...or too far from me. It just sucks, and I felt like complaining about it lol.
On a better note...I got to see a good movie. The Departed. It was strange but great (in my opinion) I actually got to see it twice, so that means I enjoyed it...but both times were free hehe...so no complaints there!
Well, everyone have a good night :)
I found out today, during my lunch break at work...that my Godfather, a man who was a huge part of my life growing up...passed away yesterday of a heartattack and stroke. It was
Random Rant Time
So many times I have sat back and watched so many people on LC posting bulletins. Many of the posts that I have seen have been all out attacks against women on the LC. Calling women names like whore. Does putting labels on people make them feel empowered or a better person? I can understand that some people are concerned about this kind of content being exposed to thier children but LC is an adults only website so it really shouldn't be an issue. I can also understand the statement of people getting tired of seeing nothing but titts and ass all over LC. My thought on that one is if you don't want to see it just move on to something else, there is plenty of activities to keep you busy on LC. So why all the labelling and the trodding on others? Is this not America? Do we not have the right to express ourselves in what ever fashion that makes us happy? Does a woman choosing to express her sexual freedom and self love make her bad? Where does the line finally stop? For so many
Random Emo Shit
Tomorrow is Alex's funeral. I've been okay most of this week... I think I will freak out tomorrow. I wrote a song for Alex... It's not dune but I hope to have it done by next thursday to record and have available to the public and most importantly, Alex's friends. It's sort of my own way to work throught things instead of letting it sit in my head and eat away at me. I'm rediculously stressed... but I do it to myself I guess....
I love this new song by Evanescence called "good enough". It's just an amazingly romantic emo song. I love it with everything I'm worth.
My ex boyfriend kissed me the other day... that totally messed with me. *sigh*... the world of being single is really weird to me. I haven't been single in a very long time. I am pissed that I haven't been able to live it up. I haven't slept with ANYONE since I've been single, lol. No I'm not a ho.... or a slut. lol, I just like some action every now and again. I'd also like to play with my band. Damn it. Early
These gifts I bear unto you.
Gifts of dirt, death-eaters, and decay.
Gifts to pay homage to my Messiah of Forever Darkness.
Dirt from the graves of those who oppose
Death eaters in the shape of worms and maggots
to sprinkle along your unhallowed grounds
Decay, enough for a feast to sedate your
militia of unliving souls.
At the black ebony gates of Hell
I feel welcomed with open arms and
You with your wicked words and
black heart full of desire.
I have waited an eternity for your
I have screamed your True Name to the
full eager moon.
I have shed my crimson tears.
And I have waited.
Oh, Have I waited.
As I fell into the warm grasp of the
flame, I felt you near.
To curl my fingers against your
leathery flesh darkens the last
remaining innocence of my
As I breath the soot from your hair,
I know the promise you carved into my spine was true.
You will Never let them Hurt Me. Punish me, O
Its been almost two years since the good Lord had my father join him in heaven and i still miss him everyday. The night that he died it's almost as if he knew he called to tel me he loved me and tell my boys that he loves them.I told him I loved him too but didn't think anything of it then a couple hours later I get the call to go to his house that the ambulance is there and he had a heartattack. My father was young only 45 and he's gone and everyday I wonder if he really knew how much I loved him.If there is someone you love make sure to not only tell them everyday that you love them. Show them.You never know when they or yourself for that matter will be taken home.I know I loved him but I just hope he knew how much. You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but
Okay, i stumbled on this site and lol, I have to say, a BIG thanks to all the guys and gals that have given me a great welcome so far.. I was a bit dubious about using it but, how can I not after that? im still working / learning my way around the site ( its a bit clumsy :P ) but il figure it out.. hopefully figure out how to talk to some of you guys and such.. if anyone wants to mail or something me and help me out il appreciated it!
I have figured it out. What I am missing is the anticipation that comes when u get to touch someone for the first time. U know, the first meeting. the first everything. I'm bored with my situation and now I have realized that it's just that the anticipation. Wondering, daydreaming, wanting. So my senses aren't gone, they're just in hiding waiting to be discovered. Forever Gone
It took him to leave here to make her realize just how much
she really feels inside.
Now she's trying her best to hang on,
praying every night he's not forever gone.
She spends everyday thinking of life without him.
Now she prays his feelings for her don't dim.
Each night she dials the phone, hoping he'll pickup this call.
So now she believes they could have it all.
All of this to make her open her eyes,
It's her own doing that she has no more time to buy.
It took him to leave here to make her realize
just how much she really feels inside.
Now she's trying her best to hang on,
Title: A Game With Death
Deep within the confines of my mind, I play a game with Death itself
The pieces set, black against White, the games played a thousand times before I move the pawns to block the enemy line, and I feel a tinge of empathy The pawn and I, so alike, both pieces in someone else's game, expendable.
The greater pieces, knights, and rooks, bishops, queens protect the King.
The King, the representation of my mind, if defeated so shall I fall
The pawns change and clear the way against the line of Death's allies
Reaching to the sky for their chance at glory, but stricken down before Death's cold and Brilliant moves seduce me, like a forbidden dance.
Haunting and Frighting, but temping all the same, I allow the moves the pieces fall like leaves from a autumn tree, a piece of me die with them.
For this is no mere game I realize, but the struggle against the embrace of oblivion.
And I'm losing, the King backed into a corner, no way out with foes in
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well, most of you all know that i was proudly gonna be a new mommy...but unfortunately this morning i had a miscarriage and had to undergo surgery and all kinds of evil things ...I am okay and back home but still obviously heartbroken and stuff. Just wanted to inform you all ...and it's easier in this blog form than 50 million seperate emails...
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*sigh* Sorry. I had to vent... Well, so much for taking off a few months. I got a verbal offer on Friday and the formal offer letter in email today. The job/company just seems too good to pass up. On the positive side...I do get the rest of this month off.
This week I have three photo shoots. I hope to also get my imagery site online shortly as well. I just have to get the logo and graphics finished up, then decide what pics of whom are going up.
Stay tuned... Well, as most of you who know me already know...I'm rarely a bum...even when I don't have a real day job! *laugh*
I started a new job Friday. So far, so good! The company is very small and I'm back to doing the type of pre-sales technical sales work I WANT to be doing (read: what my last job wasn't). I'm in Maryland going through some orientation stuff and learning a bit more about the product. Looks like it'll be a fun group of people to work with! Yea!
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Man it's too late to be doing this but I guess I've got a lot on my mind and I need to put some of my thoughts down.
I've been down a lot here lately because I can't seem to keep a job I work two years for Arby's, and was fired over some stupid crap that was not my fault. I got another job work as a security guard at the hospital, and it was a easy job but I got laid off and now I'm sitting at home drawing my unemployment with no jobs in sight. This shit is killing me I don't know what to do or where to go I need to get out this small ass town and head out to the big city,but I hate starting over again.
My thoughts has been on joining the Army because it's stable job and it would be a mean of supporting myself,but I'm 31 and there's a freaking war going on right now and I to be honest I don't thinking that the army would be the perfect place for me right now.
I just don't know what to do cause I don't want to waste my life and having nothing to show for it. So I guess I need
I was talking to a new friend, Jennie, and made a simple comment. "Why is it that mens' comments have a tendency to be only one or two words?" I mean take a look at the typical male comment: CUTE!, HOT!, SEXY!, DAAAAMMMN! (like the additional letters in the word is supposed to make it longer! LOL). I have decided that mens' comments are in direct proportion to the length of their penis! I appreciate that guys want to comment, but for pete's sake, make us look like more than neandrathals! I mean I look at some womens pics and it is like cavemen!! CUTE! MINE!! FUCK!! NOW!!! LOL Go ahead...grab her by the hair and drag her back to your cave! LOL Therefore, I propose that men actually take a moment and think before commenting...yes, I realize that this could be a life changing event for most men. Take the opportunity to say CUTE...or SEXY in a slightly better way. Or...keep saying it in one word and "tell" the world that you are hung like a rabid field mouse! So, with tha
I am working...I kinda enjoyed it. Was a simple job..just serving people at a 24hr cafe diner. I work it out with my bro that I'll take the car to drop him off..and while at work he can drive. its agreed. But someone wasn't happy. My mother. The one that pays the bills and has to have control over everything she can get her hands on. I came home from work to say I'm heading out to see a gf. She explodes, smacks me across the face spewing the house rules and to be safe...odd way of gettin it across yes..but thats my psycho mother.
Get a phone call Monday morning....was my boss he said I was a horrible server and that if I wanted me paycheck I needed to return the apron. My mother caught wind...said "I only let you live here if ya have a job, or your in school..and I don't see any text books for ya"...thus I wasn't welcome back into her home untill I had a job
I got lucky..a gf put me up for a little bit and my bro actually let me have the car as long as I was a taxi for him to and fr
Holy shit...I havent been on in a lonngggg ass time... and i havent added any pics in a while...
but! ill get on that soon...
anywho thats about it K so...Hi everyone lol This would be my first blog on here...
As of now im still kinda trying to figure out this whole site..and so far I have to admit, Im confused =S but there is alot of stuff to do here. If anyone wants to give me some site pointers haha that'd be great, Tell me some of your favorite features of the site too and i'll check em out...
Im gunna try and post new pictures pretty often so, check it out =P
Thats about it for now...I'll try to update things as much as possible too.
... When someone isn't your 'friend' and they rate your photos a three. LMAO. That is good for you, but honestly, I couldn't give a fuck less. You obviously, don't like Manson and whatever. Don't even bother rating it. Because your opinion means shit to me. Got it?
Good. Now kindly, go fuck yourself with a chainsaw.
And also, perhaps you should leave a comment on said photo(s), that way, I can kindly return the favor. Ok so is the original image. But it shows up as this when you click it? Ok, seriously, wtf? Your source for Marilyn Manson icons. All were made by me so remember to read the rules!
There's only 80+ so far but I intend to be adding more very soon and daily.
I will be running a Famp and Boomy on Friday the 13th at the same time I will have a blast going. I only have 11 fam so far and looking for anyone inerested in a spot. A boomy will get you and 2 friends or an auto/bomb will get you and 4 friends on my fam list. Message me if interested...I also have NSFW pics just for one on my fam list.
Bites and kisses
Vamp tomorrow is Richards day off work and its just suppose to be a him and i day. i think it will unless the stupid bitch starts texting him...then i am gonna be pissed. he says they are just friends but when she send him a text message every 5 seconds it pisses me off. even when he dont write her back she sends him messages until he writes back. she still likes him and he said he still like her but he wasnt gonna leave me for her. i just wish she would get over him cause he is MINE. a little bit better today. I am not depressed or freaking out. I havent had to take a pill either which I am really proud about. I didnt have to take o
A Random Life Update
So I sprained my ankle, and my ex from Boston took me to the hospital....
Then after I got my painkillers filled, I took two (vikoden, and before that 2 percs at the doctor), gave two to him, and fell asleep.... THAT MOTHERFUCKER STOLE 6 MORE FROM ME!!!!All the bullshit lines he's feeding me about how he's getting better and soon won't need the pils at all, and he steals mine, when I obviously need them!!!
I don't know what to do... I hope for things to get better.. I mean... I don't want to start his whole dating process again... I can't handle getting hurt anymore..
Why can't anybody settle down with me AND be good for me?
I wish I had a gun....
Random Crap From Whoknowswhere....
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Im gonna go lay back down in bed.. if anyone wants to contact me they only need read bcak in my blog and do it... anyone else should already know how to contact me...only a couple people i really wanna talk to today anyhow...no offence to anyone...
Talk more soon.... HEY HEY HEY.. for ALL MY FRIENDS and FAMILY... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...
i decided to just post a blog and let EVERYONE know what my contact info is...
donbellwa on yahoo/email
email@example.com on MSN/email/myspace
and OF course you can always contact me on here...
MUCH love to all...
Don / Lover1371
PS... if you decide to contact me on ANYTHING.. PLEASE... let me know who you are...lol...
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Seems so long ago,
I watched you walk the aisle,
You loved me so much then; I could see it in your eyes.
What happened to the love, we had.
We had a perfect life.
With a perfect love.
You threw it all away.
To take one on your knees.
You turned, on me.
Betrayed our love.
I saw it all go down.
You thought I did not know.
How could you betray me so.
Just for a one night stand.
Our Love, dissolved
A friend, now lost.
Now it’s a different life.
Pretend its all ok.
However, the tension grows.
Moreover, it’s starting to show.
I still love you so.
Wish you’d love me back
Wish you’d done with me, what you did, with him….. Long dark hair and black lip-gloss,
She likes red nail polish and a spiked
Random Joking Things
(x) been dumped
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) been arrested (not really)
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
(x) been to Canada
(X) been to Mexico
(X) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) set a part of myself on fire not intentionally
(x) eaten sushi
(x) been moshing/crowd surfing at a show
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) try going threw puddles on a bike
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the s
So, I have two jobs now. CiCi's Pizza and Denny's. I like both jobs all right, though I find my job at CiCi's tedious and remedial. I'm not sure if they mean the same thing or not, but you get the picture.
Its the worst thing- having these two jobs. It looks as if I m going to have to make a decision that I dont want to make. Which is more important to me? Are either important enought to take precedence over the other? Will I ever know? Perhaps I will know but it will be too late. The biggest question of them all is can I survive the final decision......
I do know that I want to go back to school in the spring, but I dont know how Im going to do that. I'd have to quit one or both of my jobs, but I need the money from both. I got a call from the Burger King on post to go work there for like $6/hour, but I cant do fast food. Talk about tedious. I would miss the interactions with the customers that I have a t Denny's. I guess it really is a whole other world. I feel so mu
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain100%Mysterious83%Diamond Eyes83%Passion33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com Well, as usual i'm bored so i decided to post a blog entry.. i'm hoping to meet some new friends, so please feel free to send me a msg or add me to your friends list.. but only if you actually plan to talk to me.. :) Obviously, I'm bored so I decided to make a blog and post a comment.. i enjoy making new friends, so don't hesitate to send me a msg and/or add me to your friends list. :)
I just got a hedgehog! I'm rather... tipsy.. right now. lol I'm getting a tattoo on my inner wrist in two hours!!! I.. am nervous. lol. Extremely excited though. Woohooo!!!
Well I haven't blogged in awhile. So I guess I should just for the hell of it. That and well I am bored but not yet tired enough to go to bed.
I guess I should say that after that last blog I did end up ending things with him. I realized he and I are better off as friends. He is someone I can talk to about whatever and whenever he is a night owl like myself so I know if I need someone to talk to he is usually around somewhere. I am always here to listen to him to. That is the way things have always been and I like that. He is a great guy and any woman would be lucky to have him. Things just weren't meant for me and him I don't think at least not right now. I wish him happiness and love. I know he would tell me to take the love out of it but he deserves it. Most people do. Someday I will find the love I have always wanted. For now I give up. I am happy to a point but I miss the sex...lol Can't help it....I just do! Oh well before I got with him it had been almost 3 year
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Well after 2 yrs.....im going back home with my tail tucked between my legs. I'm no longer with Kristi as she deems me not mature enough and not old enough to be on the same page as her in life and that bothered her.
I have to say i was hurt because due to lack of communication on her part...which she was always a stickler for which makes her a hypocrit....i didn't know a thing was wrong. It went as far as her forcing herself to be intimate with me. Now low blows aside....I liked she was honest. What I didnt like and what was hurtful was that she kept it from me from the very beginning.
I'm an easy going person. Pretty well laid back. If there is a problem I always ask that you tell me about it instead of shelving it. She didn't see it that way. So be it.
It's about a quarter after 8 right now and i await the time to pick up my check cash it give her the last bit of money i feel i owe her for letting me stay with her etc etc etc. Then I fly home to Va Beach.
i was in foster care for 18 years of which i was not prepared for anything except failure. Most the homes i was placed in were terrible to say the least. Why do we still allow ourselves to subject the future to such a heinous atmosphere? and what steps can we take to change this? It came up in a conversation today that men dont tell woman what they really want they have a hidden agenda of sorts. But do woman really want to know what men want? And why is it that when men do tell woman what they want they get all fussy i mean you cant expect them to say what you want to hear can u?
It's hard to juggle all these different online communities. I give the most attention to Vampire Rave and MySpace... but this is a very cool spot on the web, and I need to give it more time ;)
So- here's to hoping I can remember to log in ;)
*Cheers!* So here I am at this online 'bar'. In reality, I don't drink. I will drink a glass of wine if I need to try and put myself to sleep~ or at Communion (lol)~ but I surely don't hang out in any bars. Not the kinds any of these LC folks seem to go to anyway.
I guess it's alright, it is after all- only 'virtual'. I am a Southerner, through and through- proud too, I am not a racist Rebel- but a person who appreciates and KNOWS the life of the South. People here aren't stupid, unaware, or not street-smart. If anything, they think a hell of a lot- and pass on traditions and stories that 'used' to be important in society. This sort of thing happens in other parts of the US, but I still don't feel it like I do in the South.
ok everyone i have a situation here, im 25 and just started dating my sisters friend, she is 34, and has been married and has kids already, i found out she is falling for me and likes me alooooot. and i like her alot to, and not sure if i should just follow what i feel inside and make something out of this and see where it goes, or end it before we get too atatched to one another and get hurt or hurt the kids, since my son likes her and her kids like me...... the decisions of life..... Well everybody, hi im still new here and i wish i could do more but my comp is slower then crap so, sorry if im not on all the time, i try to though, but yeah i just had a crappy b-day, to start it off, my girl broke up wit me before it came, and then my actual b-day she was acting all weird to me, and ever since then it sucks, cause i didnt have no one there for me on that day and it was depressing,"bye the way i just turned 21" so i my friend took me out to get drunk, but no one wanted to party, i stil
1) Do you drive the speed limit? i set my own limits
2) Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? hahhahahahah why ask me
3) What's the fastest you've ever driven? 140+
4) Do you listen to music in your car? most of the time
5) Would you rather be the driver or the passenger? DRIVER
6) Do your passengers like to be backseat drivers? Dont care dont ask lol
7)Whats the longest distance you've ever driven in one day?Michigan to Cali
8) Where was the first place you drove when you got your license? To matts to go hunting
9) Did you have restrictions on where you could drive when you first got your license? NO
8) What kind of car do you drive? 86 mustang T-top and 93 jeep cherokee
9) What was your first car? 89 suzuki
10) How many cars have you owned? 7
11) Did you pass your learner's permit test the first time? yes
12) Are you nervous about driving over bridges/tunnels? NOPE
13) Do you have a lot of junk in your car? nope
14) Is your car clean? c
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Hallowed Be Thy Drink
Thy Will Be Drunk
(I Will Be Drunk)
At Home As
In The Tavern
Give Us This Day
Our Foamy Head
And Forgive Us
As We Forgive Those
Who Spill Against Us
And Lead Us Not
But Deliver Us
For Thine Is The Beer
And The Lager
Forever And Ever
...take it anymore! My heart hurts. I cant keep crying over this. Thinking about things...past, present and even the future. Why I am, I have no idea. It's really crazy that I have time to think and have thoughts running through my head. Ha! Anyhoo, I'm getting sick of my college classes. One week left until mid-terms and shit am I ever scared with what I have. I have to keep a C average in order to keep my aid and my loans. God, this is harder then I thought. All I say is at least it is giving me something to do instead of sitting at home doing nothing all day. I'm am trying this new workout plan I have. It was working for the first few days and then I didnt do it no more. LoL I am gonna get back on it tho. I am gonna work out more and all that good stuff so maybe I will have more confindence in myself. I know what people tell me but I need to believe it. *maybe it will happen* I better stop now so I can go to work. Hahaha! I hate work also! Not the best thing...war
I wonder if this is just like myspcae get bac 2 me on that 1!
but one day i hope to get Alana Back someday...
And when that day comes ill be happy as ever, a loss of werds, and probably, i dont know how to feel lol
the one thing that bugs me the most is why she left me?
I was soo hurt by everything she did.
it pretty much made me feel so low, and shattered my heart into little million pieses..... you wonder why i still like this girl.. its because she makes me complete inside whever im with her.
i feel comfortable around her when ever shes near.
i just dontk now why shes not with me at all.
I WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE ONLINE VERY MUCH FOR THE REST OF THIS WEEK. SADLY MY DEAR GRANDFATHER PASSED AWAY MONDAY MORNING. LAST WEEKEND WAS OUR LAST WEEKEND WITH HIM. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW SO YOU DONOT THINK I AM IGNORING YOU. I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL SOON. HERE ARE 2 PICTURES OF MY DEAR GRANDFATHER.
MMMM.... WELL.... WELL.....
Current mood: sad
IF THIS IS TRUE WHY DOES MY LOVE LIFE HURT AND SUX SO FUCKIN BAD?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle...
The eSPIN Personality Test
You can't be a better person than a saint. You're selfless, sweet, and we wouldn't be surprised if you could perform a miracle or two.
Of all the personality types on this test, yours is by far the most respectable. We mean,
Me and buddy's went to a concert this weekend, and it was freaking great! I got too see Incubus, Rise againt, and Jacks Manequin.. it's was cool. Best part of the night though was when me and my buddy Smitty were standing around just talking, and we see this mud puddle that people keep accidently walking into. So were laughing, and everytime someone walked through it, we would be like "ooooooooohhhh" and start to laugh and point. Before you know it there's like 30 of us standing around this mud puddle laughing at these people walking into the mud. Every 10 seconds, it never failed. Then we were instigating people to jump in the mud. A couple drunk dudes got in it, but everyone was trying to get these two girls to mud wrestle. What's even funnier is people are throwing money into the mud, like these chicks are supposed to just jump in and grab it.....
I took the most of these pics randomly one day on the ride home from picking someone up from work.... The others I took this evening (10/5) in my front yard... including the one of my POS car that I need a new engine in LoL... Enjoy Ugly ass Idaho!
July 4th, 2oo6
The remains Idaho Power leaves around haha
Haystacks in BFE
This is a "Tractor" according to some redneck... I call it heavy duty equiptment, but *shrug*
Home on the farrm
Corn Feild (For the stupid fucks)
Walnut Tree beside my house, all pretty like
Tree's in front of my house on the street kinda
The evil "Cricket Tree" I refuse to go under at night.. eek
My 5 Bedroom oldddd school Farm House...
My Piece of Shit Car *ownd*:
1990 Pontiac Grand Am ^_^ I bought it myself, had it worked on 'n paid for it myself, Blew the engine MY DAMNED SELF!
Being the non-christian that I am, if I were to get pulled over for doing something stupid while driving, you think they'd be mad if I said Jesus took the wheel?
If I were nuts, you guys would tell me....right? Got this from Maggie :D
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She holds me captive with a smile
Now I search all the while
Seeking the one who caught my eye
Beauty such to make angels sigh
Flaxen hair and the perfect face
Sound of her laugh made this heart race
Faint of heart and fair maiden charm
Did the mans defense she disarm
Now I seek just one more chance
The fair maiden and her glance
That holds me still to this day
That keeps me looking in every way
For the one whose beauty true
Makes the days all feel so new
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
The Random Babbelings Of An 18 Year Old Soul
this week = fantastic
no other words could describe it.
i left FIT on friday afternoon and im returning the monday after that, after one of the greatest weeks of my entire life. i saw all my friends, went to an amazing concert, got back the man of my dreams, ate dinner with the family, stood cuddling with chris and partying it up with lisa on the line outside best buy for black friday, spent SO much time with chris that i thought teh word was going to blow up- we never get to see eachother this much, it was quite a treat seeing him every day for about 9 days
To my friends at the LC; For the Veterans on LC; For my Family; For my Brothers and Sisters in arms:
This is a work that I did in 1997 as part of a counseling program for PTSD. There have been many similar type works out there, but this one is unique, as it was written over the course of only about 15 minutes as I poured my heart out on to paper. Some will understand, others will not.
For those that have family in the sandbox;
Your Brother/Sister/Son/Daughter/Father/Mother will seem different after they return. They will have a different look in their eyes... a serious one. Use this to learn. Use this to understand. Use this to love again!
Please feel free to repost this, but PLEASE... This is copywrited work. Please leave this unchanged in content!
Shed no tear for me for I am a warrior. I chose my path willingly, only to be granted my wish. I've suffered, I've toiled, and I’ve bled
I have figured out some things i would like to share if i am wrong let me know.
Our elected officials are taking away the rights of american citizen at a much faster rate. Since it seems that only a small majority actually count, they think the rest of us are stupid. The problem I see is that most americans are. If something bad happens than they find a way to "fix the problem" Well when the fix the problem they add fuel to the fire which is our fears. they feed off it promise you that everything is going to change once this new law or bill is going to pass and when it does most relize how horrible it is when it effects what they can or can not do.
We have over a millions homeless people in the united states alone and a good majority of them are american vets. THIS IS UNCALLED FOR. The reality is we do control what happens to our country.
Remember the CONSTITUTION and THE BILL OF RIGHTS and THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE is still valid today. It is up to you
Why does the strongest emotion the human society is capable of is also the most painful? Why does love hurt so much? Then why is it when we finally get over a love that is lost, we would rather feel the pain than being comfortably numb? Once we have the pain, why is it we can never seem to get enough? Someone once said "it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all", Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to have never loved at all. As the sun in the sky shines so does my love for you. The sun is eternal as is my love. They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Some only see the outter beauty that fades over time. The few that see the inner beauty are graced with a vision of beauty that lasts forever.
Life ends when you stop dreaming. Hope ends when you stop believing. Love ends when you stop caring. Friendship ends when you stop sharing. To love without condition. To talk without intention. To give without reason. To care without expectation, is the hear
Random Thoughts...in No Particular Order
Today I reflect on recent events, and a quote comes to mind, one that causes me to stop and hold back the tears..."A parent should never have to bury a child"...I don't where it was I first heard it, it's a quote I unfortunatly say often, to often...I remember whispering it to myself at my cousin Willie's funeral, ha killed himself...fresh out of high school and kills himself...but I digress...amny know of the past weeks events of which I speak, the senseless killing of innocence...what was once considered the last safe haven for children all over the world has become the final destination for the children, schools...from the United States, to Russia,(brings to mind another Sting song "Russians"), France all over, so you see it's not just here...not only are children dying where they should be safe, but in the streets, there's the obvious war zones, but aren't they all...I am so disgusted, that I can't even think of solutions, and those officials chosen by the people to work for us...r
Once again I'm brought back to this place
Tears come to my eyes
Memories fill my mind
The thoughts of the once was
They pour over me
Until nothing else survives
A touch floods my sences
Stronger than it ever was before
The sensation is embracable
Makes my body quake
My knees buckle
The effect of something that used to be real
I want it to be real again
The power of the emotion
A stare makes you melt
Flow into the memory of what once was
It's gone once more
I want it to be real again...
Lord knows that long term relationships have heart aches... *sigh* My eyes are sore
I can cry no more
My tears are stone
But then again
Now so am I
You've taken my heart
Pulled it out
Grasped it with your hand
Squeezed it tight
Drained it of all it's blood
You Made me believe I'm wanted
You Made me believe I'm cared for
You made me Believe I was safe
I can't belive I believed you
When you were the one that has left these scars
So yeah these last couple days been pretty interesting to say the least. I havent posted a blog in awhile so i really thought this would give me the chance to get things out on the table. I fucked up giving info to someone i thought i could trust and that got showed to another person. So basically it boils down to this you learn from your mistakes and you really gotta watch what you say to people. I dont care really because reguardless its not going to get me to think diffrently about the whole situation, i am a hard headed son of a bitch i admit that and i am totally stuck on my ways someone crosses me i dont forgive or forget i just stay away....So gratz anyways. I must thank you though because threw all this i met an amazing girl and would do it all over again if i had to :) So all in all i am outtie!!!! Why does it seem when things are going right, life has to throw you a curve ball that u totally swing and miss on? Why does love have to be so hard to understand and so hard to
Some guy bought a new fridge for his house. To get rid of his old fridge, he put it in his front yard and hung a sign on it saying: "Free to good home. You want it, you take it."
For three days the fridge sat there without even one person looking twice at it. He eventually decided that people were too un-trusting of this deal. It looked too good to be true, so he changed the sign to read: "Fridge for sale $50." The next day someone stole it.
Caution...They Walk Among Us!
One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when someone shouted...."Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said. . "Where???"
They Walk among us!!
While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained
that the sun rises in the east, and has for som
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why the hell cant I open green-eyeed brats page? this really sucks shit. I really dont expect an answer but FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you for reading
Random Thoughts From The Edge
England (5) 14
Pens: Wilkinson 2
France (6) 9
Pens: Beauxis 3
Jonny Wilkinson landed two late kicks as the champions fought back to reach their second World Cup final in a row with a dramatic win over hosts France.
England took a second-minute lead through Josh Lewsey but two Lionel Beauxis penalties put France 6-5 up.
A penalty apiece from Beauxis and Jonny Wilkinson saw France lead 9-8.
Wilkinson hit a post with a drop-goal attempt, but landed a penalty and drop-goal in the last five minutes to stun France and send England through.
The match started in explosive fashion as England took the lead after just 78 seconds.
Andy Gomarsall clipped a box-kick down the line and Damien Traille, usually a centre but playing out of position at full-back, dithered as the ball skittered along near the touchline.
When it popped up Traille momentarily slipped and Lewsey latched onto the ball before blasting over and through the
Random Thoughts Of A Twisted Mind
KIDS... evil demons or evil aliens? Either way, not the angels that people portray them to be. I mean how many angels do you know that are so evil that they hide the tv remote?! Hellions! They're like computer viruses...they sneak in as cute cuddly little heaven sent bundles of love. But, then they get older, and realize that they have supernatural powers! Beware of these creatures!! they'll start off as being innocent, but then, when you least expect it...THEY SCREAM AND YELL IN A VOICE THAT WOULD MAKE A BANSHEE TURN TAIL AND RUN!!!! Cats don't make very good bookends. They tend to run when you try to plaster them. it's even worse if you take them to get bronzed. They don't seem to like it. I need a customized license. Not for my car though. I'm thinking I should get one for my dog. It would say something like I8ITAL. That bastard will put away some food. Which brings me back to children. (see, all things are relative.) Kids use up everything!! I mean, you go to the store to buy food
Yup, that is right!
I wanted to go out for my birthday this year since I never get to anymore with Jakob (my 11 month old). However, my aunt (who is 34) wanted to double with me with a guy 12 years her junior. Yeah, no thanks. I already told her I refused to double with her because of some of the other guys I was forced to go and meet with her. You would think she learned her lesson by some of the other guys she has meet online but nope, she is still looking for the 'one'. Anyone who knows me will know exactly what I went through with her in Febuary 2006, and October of 2005. Anyways, my date would've been older then hers. Just seems like it would be pretty awkward so I opted out of that.
Then, my sister is going on this retreat with her church. She spent what was supposed to be my birthday money from our parents because she needed things for the trip and had also offered to babysit Jakob so I can go shopping that very weekend. Sweet huh?
Oh well, looks like I will be
Was talking with a very close friend the other night and was trying to explain why I said I was patient. This song really does explain it well.
by Billy Joel
Some people stay far away from the door
If there's a chance of it opening up
They hear a voice in the hall outside
And hope that it just passes by
Some people live with the fear of a touch
And the anger of having been a fool
They will not listen to anyone
So nobody tells them a lie
I know you're only protecting yourself
I know you're thinking of somebody else
Someone who hurt you
But i'm not above
Making up for the love
You've been denying you could ever feel
I'm not above doing anything
To restore your faith if i can
Some people see through the eyes of the old
Before they ever get a look at the young
I'm only willing to hear you cry
Because i am an innocent man
I am an innocent man
Oh yes i am
Some people say they will never believe
Another promise they hear in the dark
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Random Written Work
I grew bored and designed this place...it is from the perspective of someone just wandering around. Read..or Don't..I care not..
When you first enter the tower, you see a single large chamber, lit overhead by a massive candelabra. Leading off to the right is a single shadowy doorway. Stairs leading into the depths slipping away from the light of the candles, shying away from the sight of the holy. The stairs lead away into the dungeons and ringing up the staircase echoed the sounds of screaming and pain.
The stone under your feet and the walls around you was a dark granite, almost black, but there was an oddity to it. It looked almost like years of caked blood had soaked into the walls, long stretches of darker granite, spots of light peeking out from behind the darkness. Everything within this tower was warped. Corrupted to its very foundations.
Ahead of you is a large wooden gate, obscene images cut into the heavy black metal encircling the door. The wood is a heavy oak, i
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Random Thoughts And Other Madness
Look God: I have never spoken to You,
But now, I want to say, "How do You do?"
You see God, they told me You did not exist;
And like a fool, I believed all of this.
Last night from a shell hole I saw Your sky;
I figured right then they had told me a lie.
Had I taken the time to see the things You made,
I would know they weren't calling a spade a spade.
I wonder, God, if You would shake my hand;
Somehow, I feel that You will understand.
Strange, I had to come to this hellish place
Before I had time to see Your face.
Well, I guess there isn't much more to say,
But I sure am glad, God, I met You today.
I guess the zero hour will soon be here,
But I am not afraid since I know You are near.
The signal - well, God, I will have to go;
I love you lots, this I want you to know.
Looks like this will be a horrible fight;
Who knows, I may come to your house tonight.
Though I wasn't friendly with you before,
I wonder, God, if you would wait at the door.
Look I a
I remember "walking to school, in bare feet, in the snow, uphill both ways" (just kidding). Actually, if I wanted to, I could probably tell you the names of every teacher I had from Kindergarten through High School, not because I'm that good at remembering, but because there are traumatic experiences related to almost every year of school. I can't think of one year off the top of my head that something bad didn't happen. Kindergarten was te year I broke my ankle on Halloween while Trick-or-Treating, and for some reason, I remember being carried into the school for a party for Halloween and I remember getting laughed at by all the kids because my dad carried me into school. First thruogh 8th grade were in a Catholic School--with mostly nuns for teachers---now if that doesn't bring nightmares, nothing will. Which brings me to a question---If these "religous" people are supposed to be excellent examples of the way we should be, why would they ridicule and belittle children who were poor,
Goin to the football game tomarrow... WSU vs Cal its gonna be a barn burner... hmmm not sure what that means... but w.e.
Any Cal fans in the house... prepare to cry as we kick your ASSES!
lataz Took lunch early... boss is comin' today.. leavein for a week tomarrow... im sure he will piss me off today... Bah @ work... goin to leave now...
I put a map on my profile courtesy of slide.com. Feel free to add a picture and pin yourself on it...Thanks 13 CherryTap Rules - Repost
Oct 31st, 2006
If you're ugly,
stop acting like you don't know it.
Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit.
The captions under your picture that say
"top model pose"
"aren't i hot"
doesn't convince anyone.
To the people who have like 25,000 friends,
are you serious?
Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends.
Go play in traffic.
Don't ever post pictures and say
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
"OMG, I'm so fat"
because if you were,
you wouldn't post them.
You're pathetic, stop begging for attention.
Nobody cares about threats over the internet.
Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics...
even if you win,
you're still retarded.
Making 20 bulletins a day
about how you have n
Create your own friendquiz here There once was a boy,
a man, a guy, a jerk
teased me with his
moved me with his
and used me with his
but he never said a word
when i spoke first. So I have this friend, actually she is my best friend has been for the past 7 years or so. We're inseperable do everything together and generally make my boyfriend insane. When we are together he call us the "headache" Clearly I love this girl a ton, but we have a problem.
We like the same guy
yup. Classic problem, huh?
Now first things first yes I do have a boyfriend and yes we are having some problems right now. Naturally getting a crush on another boy isn't such a stretch. Well my best has a crush on the same guy. So he starts calling her. I am taken after all, and they go out, make out, and then go out on an actual DATE!!!
Now this is really bothering me and I don't have a leg to stand on in the this debate since i already have a boyfriend, but I really like this gu
There is little in life that anyone can control. Life, death, and everything in between just happens. You don't have a choice. Ana however isn't like everyone else. Ana is special. Ana realized long before anyone else that there are choices. That one person can change everything. Or, at least life.
So here Ana sits. In the federal institution for the criminally insane. Having been convicted of a crime that actually stretched over the course of months, and reaching as far as New York. Well, actually it was 5 crimes. The details shuddered even the most experienced detectives.
No one could fathom the reason of the crime. The details were never discovered. Ana never confessed to the crime. She never even defended her self in any way. That is why she wasn't sentenced to federal penitentary. She never spoke. Not to her lawyers. Not to her pastor. Not even to her psychiatrist. Once in a while, the orderlies at the asylum would hear her sing. But it wasn't a song an
Basically everyone knows what fractals are. We may not know the EXACT definition but we know it applies to twisting and warping colors into other colors, causing designs in the twists and turns. Example below:Whether certain images are intended is not known but there are definite patterns and pictures in the blend. Now on to the point of this blog in particular. Why do I think about fractals a lot? Because I often feel just like one. Like my life was made from a little of this...a little of that. Then taken and mixed and blended to form something much more than meets the eye. To the person who just takes a glance they see the obvious things. Height, weight, hair color, etc. To the person who stops and takes a closer look there are designs, ideas, thoughts, emotions, SUBSTANCE to what they see because they take the time to see it.Those are the people I enjoy meeting. People who actually WANT to take the time to see what lies underneath it all. Those are the people one can nev
Random Musing #1
Create your own friendquiz here Never Date a Libra
Indecisive, flirtatious, and downright deceptive - your Libra will tell you what you want to hear.
Problem is they'll be telling *everyone* what they want to hear.
Instead try dating: Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, or Scorpio
You Are Socks!
Cozy and warm... but easily lost.
You make a good puppet.
What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You?
Randomness And Chaos
chaos in death, chaos in life. all we are are cess pools for chaos and rage, we are the disease, we are the carriers of the apocolypse. one day we will be mankinds greatest threat, and the only way to deal with it is to get rid of that threat, and by that way of thinking we are even greater a threat to ourselves, so we are chaos embodied, and the apocolypse reincarnated
I am randomness embodied today, and everything I do comes from this deamon within who touches every part of my soul. my heart and body cry out that this is normal, and so I continue to be random, I am chaos, I am the anti everything. nothing is as bad as me, yet I am nothingness, I am nothing, a small speck in this world, I am nothing in the face of history
help me, don't help me, come hold me, stay away from me I am diseased, I am unclean, I don't know what I am or who I am, what am I where am I I am randomness I am chaos. I am the end of the world
Sure, I'm a dude, but I can still tell you that you dress like an FFR. See, FFR is the new replacement for BFF, except that it stands for Fat Fucking Retard. So many dirty slobs looking like a douche. Well, I'm hear to help with some friendly tips for you losers:
If you wear it to the gym, they are not clothes, they are sweats. This goes for all you IROC driving hair metal fuckers still wearing wrestling crazy pants. Be comfortable in your own goddam home. When you are out in public, try to look a little better than the jackass that always hogs the treadmill just to walk at 1MPH. Damn FFR.
If you wear it to bed, they are not clothes, they are pajamas. You stupid little bitches know what I am talking about. Sure, you think it is all cute to wear fucking PJs out in public. Where is your dumbass teddy bear? Here, let me read you a bedtime story - "There once was an angry old fuck that kicked the shit out of people wearing pajamas outside and the world was a better place. The end."
I feel like I'm capable of anything,
I'm willing to do everything,
yet in the end I gain nothing.
I'm accustomed to disappointment,
I expect to be denied and rejected,
yet I can't find the strength to fight back.
I'm constantly reminded of my failures,
I can't escape the echoes of the past,
though I feel like I could move on...
But move on to what and where,
Who will accept and console me,
and why would they bother?
A broken soul and shattered being,
My grasp on the thin strand of my life,
one more slip and I fall to the abyss.
I believe my life will always ride the line,
Faltering and stumbling all the time,
hoping someone will help me avoid the obstacles.
I work so hard only to fall on my face,
I constantly have to reinforce my own integrity,
but adapting illusions can only take me so far.
I'm told I have no focus,
I think my focus is too broad to understand,
and my tenacious drive completely misinterpreted.
Too many dreams to cloud my thoughts
This is a timeline of the last year..revolves around my past relationship..and evolvement into what I have now.. I just felt like sharing.. I am turning quite sappy these days.
January. This shit is getting real old. No way its going to last. How much longer do I wait..give it 100% one last time..you know it will be fruitless but you have to try.
February, friend request..juggalo... I said yes.
Back and forth..simple shit..everyday life and that was it.
March I have an eye for you.. flirt a little..you did it too. Back and forth..deeper complaints. relationship, unhappy, wow your cute.
April life takes an expected turn.. you don't like the story and sound concerned *wow I can rhyme a lil bit* You think that I am wasting my time..this thing I have is not forever mine.. you were so right.
May you invite me on a trip..he left me hanging and you caught me quick. The only one who showed concern.. I was sick and again things turn. You invite me to come with you..
I just found out that I have a vampire name. 3 different web sites have all given me similar names. Some of you may not believe in that stuff, I myself am skeptical. But I like anything mythical, mysterious...and it wierd that 3 different places come up with similar names. Well here it is....
Known in some parts of the world as:
Leto of Wallachia
The Great Archives Record:
Died and rose again in the name of eternal love.
This could be a random thing, who knows. But its cool to learn! I grew up on Rock n Roll, which is now considered classic rock. I love Metal, Hard Rock, Alternative, even some Pop. I absolutely HATED country until a few years ago. I like a few artists, but I can not get over the WHINING that is in a lot of that music. (This coming from a girl who grew up not too far from NASHVILLE.) Go figure. What do you like? Just a Place I thought I would post names of some people I have lost touch with.
Tami Kaiser ~ Brian and Cheyenne's mom.
The Random Thoughts Of A Monk
Well, I have the worst timing EVER!!!
So, I had been jokiningly/somewhat seriously talking to a former coworker of mine about how we should do a booty call weekend visit of each other since we both hadnt had any, and she ended up saying she had a small crush on me when we worked together. Plans fell through for a few weeks ago, and then I asked at work the other day about taking a Friday off so I could go visit her for a weekend.
And what happens when I tell her about that? She's just started dating another guy as she thought all I wanted was sex, which I thought I did. Then I tell her I had thought about the possibility of a relationship with her the other night.
So overall, I feel stupid and an ass. I tell her too late, although she said she had been hoping Id have feelings for her, but with this timing, I also feel I'm putting pressure on her now that she's in a relationship...
I feel tomorrow night might need to be a go out to a club night...or at least hang out at a m
i just got a call from the cancer society of america, i would love to pledge money to these people to help out cancer research.
sence i have been a surviver of cancer for about 15 years or more. but i refuse to donate money over the phone to a group that tells me to pledge 15 dollars minmum donation so they can send me a package in the mail that cost them 3.50 to send. am i stupid they tell m i pledged last year ( no i didn't) wich if they did recive my donation they woulnt call 2 times a year.
so for everyone online thats a worker of this please forgive me but....
im not going to give my hard earned money over the phone to a person reading a peice of paper
and will not send me info on themselves to me.
if you wana repost this go for it
im thinking of starting my own fund raiser
the Central America Shelterpayment Helpers
make chcks out to us use the initals CASH
Create your own Friend Quiz here you can have a day rotten as hell
pissed and gripeing till the end of ti
Tale of a blonde pilot.............
A blonde pilot decided she wanted to learn how to fly a helicopter.
She went to the airport, but the o nly one available was a solo-helicopter. The instructor figured he could let her go up alone since
she was already a pilot for small planes and he could instruct her via
radio. So, up the blonde went.
She reached 1,000 feet and everything was going smoothly.
She reached 2,000 feet. The blonde and the instructor
kept talking via radio. Everything was going smoothly.
At 3,000 feet, the helicopter suddenly came down quickly! It
skimmed the top of some trees and crash landed in the woods. The
instructor jumped into his Jeep and rushed out to see if the blonde was
okay. As he reached the edge of the woods, the blonde was walking out.
"What happened"? the instructor asked. "All was going so well until
you reached 3,000 feet. What happened then"?
"Well," began the blonde. "I got cold, so I turned off the ceiling fan."
As defined by Merriam Webster:
Main Entry: friend·ship
1 : the state of being friends
2 : the quality or state of being friendly : FRIENDLINESS
3 obsolete : AID
So. What is the definition of "friend"?
Main Entry: friend
Etymology: Middle English frend, from Old English frEond; akin to Old High German friunt friend, Old English frEon to love, frEo free
1 a : one attached to another by affection or esteem b : ACQUAINTANCE
2 a : one that is not hostile b : one that is of the same nation, party, or group
3 : one that favors or promotes something (as a charity)
4 : a favored companion
5 capitalized : a member of a Christian sect that stresses Inner Light, rejects sacraments and an ordained ministry, and opposes war -- called also Quaker
This all makes me think. I have always considered myself a good friend, but now I'm beginning to wonder. I have to reflect, because the people I
Random Quizzes And Things...
1. A Cuddler? Been known to be one
2. A morning person? Yeah not without a LOT of black coffee
3. Are you a perfectionist? To a fault
4. An only child? yep
5. Religious? Nope
6. In your pajamas? Comfy
7. Left handed? sometimes
1. Friend you saw: lindsay
2. Talked to on the phone: lindsay
3. Message over CherryTAP: Bear
4. Was today better than yesterday? nope
1. Number: 79
2. Color: blue
1. Missing: you know who
2. Not missing: the lou
3. Wanting: a hug
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning?
A: took Sebastian out
Q: Last thing you ate?
A: crazy bowls and wraps: power bowl… good stuff@
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
Q: What's the last movie you watched?
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: old navy
Q: Do you smile often?
A: try too
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: only if they are falling
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: at times
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
You scored as Orange. Your heart is orange. You like mischief, whether it\'s breaking the law or just being kinky! You like any kind of fun that involves danger. That\'s good, just make sure you don\'t get caught. Go you, I\'m very proud!Orange89%Red82%Yellow68%Black61%Pink61%White54%Purple54%Green54%Blue50%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com
It's NOVEMBER!! Day 1 to vote for your FLAVORITE!! ;)
It's November!! Day ONE to vote for your favorite girls for this month!!
Yup. :) That's what the pics are for...the wet t shirt contest. I'll be on the evil angel team for the lingerie contest soon - so if you wanna vote for me for the wet t shirt contest, go ahead and rate and or comment. Luv yas. hehe ...you can vote for your favorite dollyz on BrokenDollz AND TummyToToes.
Come on! Show the Dollz some love, let us know you think we're hot! Join, and vote! Plus it's really fun if you create a profile and add us as friends!
I'm on BrokenDollz and TummyToToes WAYYYY more than any other site.
It was my mother, little niece, older sister and I that went out earlier this morning before my sister and I had to go to work and so we ventured to The Dollar Tree.
Exciting? Not really. The store had the radio on and a song by The Wallflowers was blaring over the speakers. Me being me decided to sing along with it. After all, I tend to sing at any time I feel the inkling to do so.
I don't know who he is but this guy that works there told me of his friend that has a recording studio up in Hartsille..Heartsville? Fuck. How is that town's name spelled? Anyways, the guy told me that I need to go and talk to his friend about getting a demo out and whatnot. I was like, wtf?
'Are you a singer?' -worker
'No. It's a hobby...' -me.
'I have this friend with a recording studio in (dunno the spelling) and he is looking for new talent. Here's the number.' -worker.
Question is, do you find this odd? Yesterday when I was at wor
I found this poem as a bulletin post and i liked it so much that i wanted to put it in my blog.
My Name: "Is Meth"
I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found.
I live all around you - in schools and in towns, I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink.
In your child's closet, and even in the woods, if this scared you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth.
My power is awesome; try me you'll see, but if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go , but try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll ste
No one gives a DAMN if your single,
you just want them to pitty your ass.
But just remember Bitch..
When i'm walkinq down the street with him
Bitch i know your qunna be jealous,
Look at me, you know i'm better and
you can't fuckinq stand it..
When he puts that ring on MY finger
your qunna wish that he said he loved you
But you can keep on wishinq bitch
because he's all mine. . .
Oh and if i see you talkinq to him
you won't have the quts to do it aqain =]
Stay away from him or you'll pay,
it's not a threat bitch, it's a promise... =] It hurts being so close
and seeing you walk away..
why does our first love have
to walk away from us anyways?
why does it have to hurt
so extremley much?
I'm just glad i've moved on and
found someone I truly love now.
And I know we will last and be
in love. I love him
I am sick and damn tired of every selfserving asshole i meet judging me....I could give a shit less if you like me cause i like me also if you think what you see is friggin weird then you oughta get to know the real me it would blow you sheltered little minds.anyway f**k it I'm goin 2 drink this day away! I'm a little bit stressed lol big surprise huh...everytime something good happens in my life about 15 terrible things happen! recently I've had one really amazing thing happen to me and it's made me really happy I think about it all the time....but then like always the shit hits the fan mostly its my mother she loves me yeah I belive that but sometimes shes so cruel and cold...In her eyes I'm worthless and stupid her fave thing to do is tell me how she wishes I was gone or threatens to throw me out hahahahaha she wishs that still scares me most of the time I would rather live on the street than stay with her!Its a damn good thing I have some of the best friends in the world who always
i am still with my honey going strong, no fights, no arguements yet 3 weeks and counting, many people have wondered where i have disapeared too, well i dont live at home no more so i am never around my computer but maybe twice a week, i live in hillard now in washington out side of spokane, working my butt off at my new full time job and falling deeply in love with my honey every day were together as if were one and whole ya know my other half. so my time has dissapated on the computer, but still please write me i will get back to you all as soon as i get a chance. i have not forgot any of you and i never will. my computer will be at my new home next week sometime so it will be easyier to get a hold of everyone and easy for everyone to get ahold of me. just a random thought to let you all know i am doing great and will keep everyone posted on whats going on.. hugs to everyone a long awaited time and he is finaly here. little Arik Keldin Brendmoen was born on saturday october 6th at 6:5
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: 24/7Is sex a top priority for you?: YES!!!Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: neverHow do you feel about one night stands?: once is not enoughHow many one night stands have you had?: 0What's your favorite position?: standing from behindWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: sex swingDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: fuckHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: yesDo you get off first or do they?: bothDo you like kissing during sex?: LOVE ITDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: LoudDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: LoudDoes size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: NoHow old were you when you
Random Thoughts And Rants
Hi to all of my friends, family, and fans. I\'ve been a member here since May and I\'m finally getting time to actually peruse the site and be sociable. Let me introduce myself, my name is Martin, I\'m from Nashville, TN, self proclaimed metal head m/ and born stoner (I was born at 4:20pm oh so many years ago). For all those who have taken the time to leave me comments on my page and photos I thank you. If you have any questions just fire away. I\'m extremely opionated so there\'s not many subjects that I don\'t have much to say about, lol. Hopefully I\'ll get to know all of you a lot better and also make new friends.
Also let me explain my name on here for those who care or don\'t care.
Awol = The official name of the Aerosmith winged logo
CFH = (Pantera Rawks knows this one) Cowboys From Hell - Pantera
5150 = The name of Van Halen\'s first album w/ Sammy, Eddie\'s amps, and studio.
This was going to be posted yesterday, but comp crashed...so here goes.
So, I am going to the church of logic and reasoning, while there I plan to meet other like minded individuals.
I am bored this is a quick blog that a friend said to post because we are bored :P
In Atheist News, is Atheism the new Christian Extremism?
Well it is according to one fellow, whom in the mumms, called the guy an Atheist Idiot, and then said even though I know it's Dana
Wait... What.. Wait, let us break this apart.
Atheist Idiot... yea you're right, not just accepting the lack of proof makes us idiots.. but okay
"Even though it is Dana".. WAIT.. Dana, you mean that die hard christian who thinks Atheist will all burn in hell... so please fellow inform us how are Atheist like Dana.
To say an Atheist is like Dana, is to say I support Jews so much I backed hitler hm wait... yup it is just like that
But I digress....
Atheist & Politics
"Bush: No, I don't know that atheists should be consid
I was tagged by CutieRozie
Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details.(6+6+6 ?) Here Goes: (in no particular order)
1.) I like watching sports center like 24-7
2.) I NEVER wear shoes in the house.
3.) I really hate traffic.
4.) I hate getting carded when i am dayum near 30 lol
5.) I have a habbit of being to NICE to people.
6.) Boxers never briefs lol
She sat on her dirty porch momentarily oblivious to the world passing around her. Her entire body quivered in the way it always had, with the exception of the hand she was holding her cigarette in. She sat staring in amazement at its stillness, not a shiver or a shake; nothing. It held the cigarette steadily without wavering. She gazed on in delight at the way her slender wrist was bent, the bone jutting out just slightly, creating a perfect shadow beneath it; the way her fingers seemed to gain a strange power in their absolutely balanced and stable state; the way her perfectly manicured fingernails added a sense of femininity to their strength. She stared on and on, immersed in the beauty she never usually found in her own hands until she was snapped out of this haze by the cigarette burning away and suddenly singeing her fingertips. She shook her hand as if to fling the stinging pain away and then stuffed her fingers into her mouth, panic running through her as she finally took them
Random Thoughts And Gripes
Women are always complaining about guys being such assholes to them but I think that's what most women really want.
I moved my last girlfriend here from the Midwest since she claimed to love me and really needed to get out of her situation in which her ex-boyfriend was showing up drunk on the weekend harassing her and beating her. Well, lo and behold after her being here for less than two weeks, after I provided for her every need (which apparently she hated) as she was attending school and wasn't receiving any income, she decided to take off back home under the guise of her father being sick and needing surgery. She just couldn't stand the fact that I provided everything she needed, that I put my life on hold for her until she got comfortable at school, and basically stopped all contact with friends online since she was so jealous for some reason. So after getting back home and trashing me to all her friends online she continued to check on me by visiting my profiles on this and oth
hey everybody well everybody who is actually gonna read this. i do alot of writing in blogs and stuff so consider reading these entries as a way of getting to know me.if you would like for me to read your blog simply ask and will read and comment..and feel free to comment on my entries.also be avised some of my entries may be a lil dark.
but everybody have a nice day and thank you for reading this.
Lots of things on CT have certanly changed... I'm having a blast trying to figure out what's what now. Hope ya'll don't mind too much that I'm sharing some of my music interests, just let me know and I'll remove you from the sharing process.
Hopefully, I'll have some time this week to add some more pictures... I have lots to post.
I go camping thhis weekend, it's long overdue vacation time, and I'm psyched. I'll blog about how it goes when i get back.
Have a good day everyone :)
Check out my project!!
Myiasis projectAdd to My Profile | More Videos So I need some ideas on what to do for my 21st birthday on December 28th or around that date. BTw every1 is invited so coolio huh?? I might have it at the local hott spot the Amarean Cafe (the hooka bar)or at Rancids favorite performance place (Java) but those are so overused give me some ideas ppl and then i can give out the information on the party date
Randomness And Rambling...
I hate to seem spammy but this seems an appropriate place to mention this new site I've been hanging around, SpicePad.
It doesn't have nearly the features of CT but has a great community. It's still rather small so it kind of feels like everyone knows everyone.
I'd love to see some of you there!
As far as I can tell, it doesn't seem to automatically friend the way it does here so if you need to find me, I'm missangelyss on there. It's been five weeks since Jim left. Wait.. six? Yeah, I think it's six. I am so incredibly ready for him to come home.
What makes it even more frustrating is that the whole reason he took the duty was because they'd made a big deal about what an urgent job this was and how they'd be working 10-12 hour days, 6 or 7 days a week. We figured with that kind of overtime, we could finally get together that down payment we've been trying to scrape up for the longest time.
And since he's been down there, he's had sixteen hours of overtime. GRRR. Even typing i
Well, as you can see, I never did delete my account. But, as to what else is new in my life, here's a list.
Separated from the hubby.
Lost my grandmother to a stroke.
Moving back home (no, not in with my mother, just back to my home state.)
I know all of the above sounds pretty shitty but don't worry about me. It's all good. Life may not be going the way I planned but it all the unexpected shit seems to be pointing me in a direction that makes me happier anyway.
So, much love to my friends and maybe I will see you around when I get settled. xoxo
I have been hard at work on BG's blanket. And for future reference, top stitching is time consuming. I only wish I could have gotten the alligators to come out right. But half an alligator just doesn't look good. Anyway, I will be back more as soon as this is finished. I just got the 30 blocks top stitched and ready to put together. I just need to sew them up and then top stitch the borders and get them on. I will put up
Random Thoughts And Stupid Shit
She was merely 16,
too young to experience life on her own,
but too old to have it spoon-fed to her,
she wanted to be independent,
she wanted to say she had done it,
without her mom knowing,
but she found out
knock on the door,
"I'm sorry ma'am...
but we found her"
...she wasn't even 16... I sit in my room,
rapped up in a ball,
going through old letters,
containing so many secrets,
reading old notes,
looking through pictures,
that were left to be forgotten,
trying to forget the memories,
that still haunt me when I sleep,
a familiar face reminds me so much,
I had her buried in my mind,
before the dirt even covered her casket,
I should have gone too,
I came across this note,
her name signed at the bottom,
oh, the memories we had,
still overcome by the last one,
she shouldn't have been lying on the bed,
covered with all that blood,
the doctors should have saved her,
instead I killed her,
in my mind,
a cold chill ran
I wanna be a guy who would move your hair away from your eyes and then kiss you. Hold your hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A pretty boy, but not so pretty that you feel awkward. A guy that would think you were beautiful even if you were just in sweats. Someone who would sing to you at random moments. Who would let you sleep on my chest. A guy who would beat the shit out of someone if they made fun of what you looked like. I want to be a guy that would call you 3 times a day if i went away. A guy that would let you gossip to me and would just smile and agree with everything you said. I would throw stuffed animals at you when you act dumb and then dog pile on you and kiss you a million times. And a guy that would make fun of you just to make you laugh. I would surprise you with 25 cent rings. And we would have contest to see how far we could spit our gum. I would take you to the park. And put my hands around your waist and give you big bear hugs all the time. A g
beauty (by t )
1. The quality that gives pleasure to the mind or senses and is associated with such properties as harmony of form or color, excellence of artistry, truthfulness, and originality.
The quality present in a thing or person that gives intense pleasure or deep satisfaction to the mind, whether arising from sensory manifestations (as shape, color, sound, etc.), a meaningful design or pattern, or something else (as a personality in which high spiritual qualities are manifest).
an individually pleasing or beautiful quality
freedom (fr d m)
1. The condition of being free of restraints.
2. the power to exercise choice and make decisions without constraint from within or without; autonomy; self-determination
3. the condition of being free; the power to act or speak or think without externally imposed restraints
To sort out my thoughts I searched BEAUTY and FREEDOM. These are the two thing
why is it that woman are so blinded by love that they think the person they are with loves them and is loyal and faithful to them but when you sit there and listen to the excusses that they give you... we beleive them... as if our hearts are saying i want so much to beleive my other half.... but yet in all do rality infact they are not faithful... or they do not find you attractive???? they lie and desive you and tell you what you want to hear... how come everytime i am in a relationship i get hurt???? that i am ALWAYS cheated on... damn am i not giving it up enough guys???? do you not find me attractive??? am i that bad of a lover??? friend??? companion??? woman we need to open our eyes and not our hearts.. i think i am just going to turn into a cold heartless i dont give a fuck bitch and then maybe i wont get hurt.. i am fed up with being the nice girl the loving and caring girl the one that puts every one elses feelings befor mine because in the end my heart always gets ripped out
We see without purpose in a world full of significance, one solid arc surrounding this point; a slow and infinite division, order is ever shifting; observing only a reflection of all that has and will become, we dream our own fate; we fear our own creation.
Can we choose our birth, our fate
pain bound to earth, others fear
our essence, self-hate
motionless, forced action
sharp gradients, spiral
entropy in motion, this hunger
slowly decays, both
withering, it burns, still
consumed past; nothingness waits at last,
in any direction; the first moment,
It is something that we far too often take for granted. The term narrate actually initially comes from the same root as knowledge. Latin narrare, narrat-, from gnarus, knowing; gno-
Now we are at a convenience cross roads in our own history, which happens to finally converge again as one path in our present society. Around two and a half millennia ago, the concept of Gnostic and knowledg
How about if you use an avatar you use your own pic instead of some model's. It's great to see salute photos rofl. I've never seen so many ugly people in my life. do people purposfully take them right after they roll out of bed? congratulations! You spent 734038438490384903 points to win the spotlight of the day only to make my gag when I saw your salute which wasn't your avatar.
Random Ramblings & Everyday Happenings
I'm back from my long weekend in Butlins! For those of you who never head of Butlins, it's a British holiday camp... rather similar to a WW2 prison camp, but with more fun. ;) It's by the sea in a place called Bognor Regis. The regis bit means that the Royals used to visit as an official relaxation spot... although things have changed and I think it would be a cold day in hell before any modern royals would set foot there LOL
Anyway, my whole family go every year including aunts uncles, cousins, cousins of cousins, cousins once removed, second cousins, so it's great fun! I'll post some pics =)
Wow, I got like a zillion messages and comments when I got home, so it may take me a while to catch up!
Ooh, also my brother and sister-in-law got a dog!!! It's so adorable and she is a retired greyhound!!! I'm very excited as we're dog sitting for Christmas! =D
Love Jen x
so yea,,i have a blog..again..*shudders* i remember the horror my last attempt at blogging had..lets just the swelling should subside soon..as for the burning and itching..they have creams for that..
anywho.. kick startin a new here since..well..i can.. problems with that?..no didnt think so...move along..these arnt the droids your looking for..
In The Rain
I want to walk to you
Bare foot and in the pouring rain
Take your face, gently in my hand
Breathe in your masculinity
Pull your lips so close to me
Feel me, breathe in my warmth
As the rain trickles over our eyes
Silver glares become our silent disguise
Lose it all in a single moment
The world falls away in our locked gaze
As passionate mouths find their way
Let me run my hands through your wet hair
Feel my skin with your tender touch
Chilled and soft like my inner truth
It's so safe to be surrounded by you
Have you ever had one of those days where you don't wanna wake up? Everybody sucks, everything is fucked? I HAVEN'T! If you read the first couple of my sentences you might have deemed them slightly familiar. Limp Bizkit originally wrote the song. The fact that Fred Durst thinks that he is a lyrical genius makes me feel pitty for the world. Whe the hell packs a "mutha fukin' chainsaw"? I mean, seriously, who is he kidding? The fact that the only good thing to enter his band (Wes Borland)put him to shame when he went solo. Big Dumb Face was listened to more frequently, even though the songs were horrible. Wes wasn't even trying. In believe, in my honest opinion, that Fred Durst should die of VD and rot in hell. Just a random thought for you...
are you really in love very much in lovewhoever you are with right now is in love with you just as much as you.... you are made for each other Take this test awww i love you my wonderful husband Are you Loved?!?! Yes, ur loved!SOMEONE "SPECIAL" is totally falling head over hills for you, your such an enjoyable and fun to be around person! This "someome" is truely in love with you! Take this test what candy are you chocolate kissesu have a warm personality!! u r very comforting when ur friends need you. but you are romantic and sexy when it comes to love:) Take this test
It is a noble truth in life that if you know a nice guy, that they will make an awesome friend. You can't be the nice guy friend because we're NICE! lol. Feeling down on life or yourself, talk to a nice guy we take pleasure in lifting friends and loved ones up. Need a hand, ask a nice guy as long as we're not busy there is a fair chance we'll help. In general the female population of the world sees nice guys as amazing friends and it's true and it's a damned curse I tell ya. Here's my deal, follow me at your risk. We've established a first truth for this, I'm going to add a few more to it, they're not hard n fast, but they are valid.
Secondly I'll say that most women will not risk a good friendship for the sake of a relationship. Sadly I cannot even poke a hole in this one. What happens at the end of a relationship? Often bad blood awkwardness, negativity. What is to be treasured in life? Your friends, don't risk em, they're an amazing life value. Now, I said there would
Random Thoughts....or Are They?
Im sure there are questions abt the massive amounts of comments between Matthew and myself that is because he is the LOVE OF MY LIFE... Soon we will be happy together, I cannot wait for that day! The day our girls become sisters and know what it is like to have a happy home one that isnt perfect but a lot happier and cheerier than what they have apart! Thank you Matthew for being patient and loving me! "I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"...
it's telling me all these things...
that you would probably hide...
am I... your one and only desire...
am I the reason you breath...
or am I the reason you cry...
Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...
I feel... like you d
So it has been a few weeks now since the new CT went into affect and I see plenty of people are unhappy with many of the changes. Honestly, I can't blame them. And yes, while moaning and bitching about it might not change it, sometimes one just needs to let loose a little and say what is on their mind. So here is my 2 cents on it....take it or leave it, I don't really care.
Lets start with the obvious...the NSFW issue. Now, when I signed up for this site, I was under the impression that you were required to be 18 in order to have an account. 18, yes, that means that you are an adult (at least numerically speaking...sometimes maturity comes MUCH later...lol). So as an adult we are able to make adult choices. Here's an idea...if you are patrolling through someone's pictures and you see that they are adult, or now marked as NSFW, don't open them if you are afraid of what others might see. That opens up a whole other issue which I will get to eventually. Now, the marking of pics as NSFW
Is there ever a time in your life when you feel you should change your perspectives entirely? If so, what would be the reason? Is it wrong if it is for someone?
This man, I feel so deeply for. I could fall in love with him in a heartbeat. I am not me when I am around him, but the person I long to be. He brings out in me, all the things I desire.. and so easily. He just makes me the real me. He completes me. Like the other half of my soul.
There is one thing, that stops all these feelings. He left me. But for all this, should I take him back? He asks for so much, yet so little.
How do things get to where they are? How is it that things can seem alright, then go ssooo wrong? And without you even noticing? Why is it that at that pivital moment, it doesn't seem to matter? Is it really that seconds after it all goes down, the saying becomes true?
Do we really miss them, or the thought of them? Can you really care for someone though you are in love with another?
Or is i
[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain
Uh.. uh.. uh, uh, uh
[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain
It's not that we gotta do what we do
It's what we know, so to me it ain't nuttin but bein true but
[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain
It doesn't have to be the way it is, you say it is
Just because for the past 20 years, every day it is
[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain
I wanna be able to walk out my front door
Without worryin about comin in conflict with the law, cause
[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain
If I follow Him, they'll follow me
And I'll speak life into the word that you can see
[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain
We get away with everyday shit, but everyday shit
catches up to you and when it does you can't say shit!
[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain
If I don't, you will, when I won't, you steal
What makes it feel like we gots to kill?
Ok it has come to my attention that some people feel I have beena cting like an ass lately. I am human. I say and do things that may seem different to others, or maybe even come off as mean, or rude. I don't know why I do half the things I do, but they all make up who I am. I have had a lot on my mind lately this is true, I don't even know how to talk about half of it, but I take it one day at a time. so with that being said if I say something to you that might come off as well un-Steve like, try to bare with me, maybe try to talk to me about it. I am usually an atleast decent guy. I have a temper that flares sometimes, some would say over silly things, but I can't change that, blame my parents or something. I am a stubborn guy, when I have my mind set on something I do it and noone can change that. Again blame my parents, I got it from them both. Bottom line is I am who I am love me or hate me I am here to stay. Any questions or concerns can be addressed to me and I shall return your
Omg!Damn it's christmas again Oh yay!Merrry christmas an all that stuff! Dont get to fucked up now! As we grow up, we learn that even one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.You will have your heart broken probably more than once an it's harder every time.You 'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when yours was broken.You'll fight with your bestfriend,You'll blame a new love for the things an old one did.You'll cry because time is passing to fast,an you'll eventually loose someone you love.So take too many pictures,laugh too much,an love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back!Now one can make me laugh,make me smile make me cry or drive me mad like he does it's like a curse that is the cure,better or worse one things for sure ,it's real love an I don't know what I'd do If I lost it there ya have My first blog enjoy!
Random Thoughts From My Head...
So I was searching through the numerous music video code sites that are out there, and I realized that there are alot of record labels trying to stop certain bands' music videos from being posted. Wind Up records (label for Evanescence) is one of these record labels, fighting the ability for people to freely watch their clients' videos and listen to their clients' music on the internet.
So many companies are creating new laws to aid them in their battle against piracy, and inhibiting our so called freedom in this country. I ask, what is so wrong about wanting to hear a song or two from a band, to see if you want to buy their album, or wanting to show a friend a music video that you thought was cool.
Also, what's wrong with wanting a song or a music video to play on your blog or Myspace? Isn't that like supporting the band? Isn't that showing your appreciation for the band, to have anyone who views your page know that you like that band, and want to get others to listen to the
Don't come to me asking to be honest with u and want me to candy coat shit. I'm not that way..theres a reason i tell everyone i become friends with i have lack of tact and i tend to be blunt and honest! There is a reason i warn u and its for ur own damn good! So for y'all who don't listen to when i try to warn u don't be blaming and hating on me.
For those who know me well i don't do drama and cant stand its not me!! And to those who's feel bads I've hurt by being me and who i have always been I'm not sorry nor have no reason to be.. not my fault ur trying to be something/someone ur not. Cause a true friend tells u the things u don't want to hear, like the TRUTH that hurts u the most and is still there to say it be OK well get threw this or I'm here no matter what. Its like i tell someone frequently "U made the bed u have to lay in it "
Always remember darlins..Playing with fire u will get burned
Not my fault u don't know how to avoid the drama in which u create on ur own d
When Doors Open
When a door opens, walk through it. Trust that the door has opened for a reason and you have been guided to it. Sometimes we have a tendency to overanalyze or agonize over the decision, but it is quicker to simply go through the door and discover what’s there as that’s the only way to know. Even if it doesn’t seem right at first, opening this door may lead to another door that will take us where we need to go. Doors open when the time is right for us to enter a new space, metaphorically speaking, and we can have faith that walking through is the right thing to do. Sometimes we linger in the threshold because we are afraid of leaving our old life for a life we know nothing about. We may have voices inside of our heads that try to hold us back or people in our lives saying discouraging things. These voices, internal and external, are known as threshold spirits, and they express all the fears and doubts that arise at the beginning of a new life. Never
Well for yall that read this please note this not an end of life letter, just a way that I feel after a year.
This has been the worst year of my life. A year ago I found out that the women that I though I was gonna spend the rst of my life with (my wife), admitted (and was caught in the act) of unfaithfullnes. Her only response to me catching her was that I was not supposed to be home till the next day. I come home on November 8th (a day before our five year wedding aniviersary) of last year from a tranning session in Las Vegas, when I walk in on my wife in bed with three other guys, going like wild animals. With me standing there in the doorway with a dozen roses and in aww struck all she could scream was that I was not supposed to me today. Even though it has been almost a year I stil feel the pain and heartache of that day, a day does not go by with that vison playimg in my minds eye. my heart ans soul forever scared by this image I did not know how to live fot he longes time o
Random Thoughts And Questions!!!
welll im finally back online and while ive been gone ive moved to another state..I now reside in charleston,sc..which rocks..I live 12 minutes from the beach..get too see all hotties in their swimwear walking up and down the beach..
Browse through only the BEST videos at pYzam.com! I've been noticing more and more ppl have a CherryTap ID in their pics. They're pretty cool and I want one. Does anyone out there know how they're made?
Thanx The tiger is one of the most revered, feared and popular species on Earth. It is perhaps the most powerful symbol of our planet’s endangered wildlife.
Once widespread across Asia, fewer than 5,000 wild tigers are now found in just 7 percent of their historic range.
The most immediate threat to wild tigers is poaching for trade. Despite international and domestic bans, a thriving black market for tiger skins and bones threatens to wipe out wild tigers. China, with its booming economy, burgeoning human population and ancient traditions of using tiger parts as medicine and clothing, is the world’s leading consumer of tiger products.
The good news is that the Chinese government has taken action to help save the species. In 1993, China outlawed all domestic trade of tiger p
There are times when we pray about something maybe once, perhaps twice, even three times, and if we don’t receive an answer in the affirmative, then we give up and assume that it must not be God’s will. Yet Jesus taught His disciples “that they should always pray and not give up” (Luke 18:1 NIV).
We need to understand that when we pray, a spiritual battle is raging behind the scenes. In the Book of Daniel we find an interesting story in which Daniel offered his request before God and the answer finally came. An angel appeared to him and said,
“Don’t be afraid, Daniel. Since the first day you began to pray for understanding and to humble yourself before your God, your request has been heard in heaven. I have come in answer to your prayer. But for twenty-one days the spirit prince of the kingdom of Persia blocked my way. Then Michael, one of the archangels, came to help me...” (Daniel 10:12–13 NLT)
It may be that you have asked God for something in
Ten Peeves That Dogs Have about Humans
1. Blaming your farts on me...
not funny, not funny at all!
2. Yelling at me for barking.
I'm a friggin' dog, you idiot!
3. Taking me for a walk,
then not letting me check stuff out.
Exactly whose walk is this anyway?
4. Any trick that involves balancing
food on my nose ... stop it!
5. Any haircut that involves bows or ribbons.
Now you know why we chew your
stuff up when you're not home.
6. The sleight of hand, fake fetch throw.
You fooled a dog! Whooo Whooo, what a
proud moment for the top of the food chain.
7. Taking me to the vet for "the big snip",
then acting surprised when I freak
out every time we go back!
8. Getting upset when I sniff the crotches of your guests.
Sorry, but I haven't quite mastered that handshake thing yet.
9.Dog sweaters. Hello,
haven't you noticed the fur?
10. How you act disgusted when I lick myself.
Look, we both know the truth. You're just jealous.
I am having another moment of random thoughts (or as a good friend says "brain diarrhea" LOL). I recently started reading this book "The seven levels of Intimacy".
It is quite a good book and my reason for reading it is to gain more knowledge in True Intimacy. Already I am surprised at how well I can relate and how true the Authors words are.
Here is a paragraph from the book:
"The problem is, we are afraid. We are afraid to reveal ourselves, afraid to share ourselves, afraid to allowed others into our hearts, minds, and souls. We are afraid to be ourselves. We are afraid that is people really knew us they wouldn't love us. That is the deepest of all human fears, lurking in the heart of every person.
Consciously and subconsciously, we are always asking ourselves, "If they really knew me, would they still love me? Employ me? Want to hand out with me?" We desperately want to love and be loved. But we want to be loved for who we are, warts and all. And although we are afr
The feeling of having almost no body hair. That's freakin' awesome.
My wife got me started on this whole shaving thing, and I'm hooked. Hair sucks. Plus, with a shaved head and no goatee, I look a bit androgynous. It's really great for me. Hey peoples,
I'm taking a poll...should I go with the look in my picture, or change up a little? I've grown my hair in a bit, but i'm not sure if I'm going to keep it.
Just wondering, y'know.
I have only about 7 days of the semester left! Yes!!! Hopefully I'll be able to finish the last final I have next week early too. Why?!? As a straight unmarried person, I hate the fact that so many people voted yes on the "gay amendment" in Virginia. Ignoring my stance on if gays should marry or not, I feel as though people didn't consider the rights of a non-married man and woman. I only have about 17 days left until Winter Break! YES! Of course, I don't know when the movie showing for one of my classes will be and I'm required to go as part of a final, but that's not too bad, so I don't really count it in the days.
Random Polls And Stuff
So my ex gf has a problem with her current bf and I had to ask it on here cuz its just that interesting...and I'm bored.
So u have about an hour left before youre significant other has to go to work. If u give him a blow job till he's rock hard or eat her out till she's severely wet, woulnt it make sense to have sex? BASICS:
1. Where would we go on dates?
3. Do you drink/smoke??
4. Do you like the beach?
5. If so...would you go with me late at night?
6. Do you like movies?
7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?
8. If I were to take you out to a movie would we watch the movie?
9. If not what would we be doing?
10. Do you play an instrument?
12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright?
14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy?
17. Would you give me kisses just because?
What Would You do if...
I said I liked you:
stewart's Amazing Mental Ability ...
You can seal envelopes without having to lick or wet the glue
(Remember ... with great power comes great responsibility!)
'What is your Amazing Mental Ability?' at QuizGalaxy.com
1) Put your music player on shuffle.
2) Press forward for each question.
3) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4) NO CHEATING! Or you're no fun.
Your Life's Soundtrack -
1) Opening Credits:
Sometimes - Papa Roach
2) Being Born:
Hurt You So Bad - Crazy Town
3) Toddler Days:
Vide Infra - Killswitch Engage
4) First Day of School:
Infest - Papa Roach
5) Becoming a Teenager:
Ends - Everlast
6) First Day as a Freshman:
Pain - Three Days Grace
7) First Love:
When I'm Gone - Emimen
8) Graduation Day:
Amazed - Lonestar (>.
Yes this is a Kraft recipe BUT I alter it slightly & every year I have to make it for both Thanksgiving & Christmas! Actually I have to make this Tuesday night so my mom can take a couple to a pot luck lol
4 oz. cream cheese, softened
1 Tbsp. milk
1 Tbsp. Sugar
1 - 8oz. tob of Cool Whip
2 graham pie crusts
1 cup milk
1 - 15oz. can pimpkin already seasoned
2 - 4serving size each pkgs. vanilla flavor instant pudding
Mix cream cheese, 1 Tbsp. milk and sugar in large bowl with hand mixer or wire whisk until well blended. Stir in half of the whipped cream. Spread into crust.
Pour 1 cup milk, into large bowl. Add pumpkin, pudding mixes & rest of cool whip. Beat mixer/whisk 2 minutes or until well blended. Spread over first layer & refrigerate 4 hours or until set.
I usually make them the night before I need them, I just flip the plastic part that comes with the crust over to cover them. That way I can stack them & not have to worry about them getting smashed under wh
Message of H.E. Dr. Mahmoud Ahmadinejad
President of the Islamic Republic of Iran
To the American People
In the name of God, the Compassionate, the Merciful
O, Almighty God, bestow upon humanity the perfect human being promised to all by You, and make us among his followers.
Were we not faced with the activities of the US administration in this part of the world and the negative ramifications of those activities on the daily lives of our peoples, coupled with the many wars and calamities caused by the US administration as well as the tragic consequences of US interference in other countries;
Were the American people not God-fearing, truth-loving, and justice-seeking, while the US administration actively conceals the truth and impedes any objective portrayal of current realities;
And if we did not share a common responsibility to promote and protect freedom and human dignity and integrity;
Then, there would have been little urgency to have a dialo
If you can read and write (in English), then you should be able to use at least semi-proper English.
My biggest pet peeve with the internet (mainly bulletins like those found on myspace and l33t sp33k) is that it isn't real English that everyone can understand.
I bring this up now after seeing a mum concerning a "bulletin" where only a linguist may be able to read it clearly and without mentally adding in or re-spelling certain words to make sense out of it.
I see these kind of bulletins all the time on Myspace and I generally don't bother replying to them. Every so often, I'll find someone online that talks to me like that and I'll explain my pet peeve and they'll stop talking to me or will take the time to properly spell things out.
Is this really so difficult to achieve? I've seen people misspelling "cat" on myspace...and these are literate people, I've talked with them quite a bit outside of myspace.
How painful can it possibly be to take the extra 2 minutes to typ
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll!
1. How old are you?18-20
2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual
3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have
4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course
5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10
6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there
7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts
8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have
9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off
10. How often do you masturbate?Once a day
11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure
12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have
13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them
14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome
15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own
16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach
17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both w
I hate the fact that when someone rates you something lower than a '10', they are anonymous to you unless they put a message on your wall. If someone rates me a '1' I would wanna know who and then ask them why I deserved a '1'. If this wasn't so anonymous, I don't think anyone would have the balls to rate below a '10', but since their identity is safe, they can be the punk bitches that they are. If I rate something below a '10' then I put a comment why I did so, but then again I've never rated below a '10'. So I say, if anyone out there rates anything of mine below a '10', please let me know who you are and don't be a punk ass, trick ass, mark ass bitch about it. If you feel something in your heart about me, LET IT OUT! LET IT BE KNOWN TO ME AND EVERYONE HERE! Can I get an amen?!
Another thing I got from a friend.
THINGS GIRLS NEED TO UNDERSTAND WHEN IN A RELATIONSHIP
-When we ask you what you want for your birthday/anniversary/Christmas/Kwanza/Whatever, don't say "Nothing" or
I HATE THUNDER and I am the only one home with all 3 kids right now! Fucking great! I just hope there is no lightning... My son is 3 1/2 years old and we are having a terrible time poddy training. He's been running around the house for the last hour or so naked with me asking him if he needed to go poddy. Umm nope seemed to be the only reply I would get.
He brings out his toy box (one of those huge plastic rubber maid containers) and decides to dump all his toys out in the living room so he could play IN the toy box. He's playing, minding his own business, watching tv, doing this, doing that and I'm thinking okay he'll be fine for a while....
I am walking back into the living room from getting my youngest daughter a cup of milk and all of a sudden I hear the noise of liquid hitting plastic! Oh no he's not....! Yep, he is! I look over and there is my son, still SITTING in his toy box, trying to cover his face, just letting it all go!
Oh well, thank goodness it wasn't all over
Ok, so for those of you wondering how I became a wrestler..here's the story. The whole story filled with nothing but absolute truth and nostalgia! This also goes right on up to current. So enjoy!
So I was 14, and it was a Sunday. The big WWF Pay Per View was going to be on that night and me and a couple of my friends were going to go to Hooters to go watch it. I had been a huge fan of The Hardy Boyz. I grew up basically watching them and Lita because I loved their high fly, high risk style in the ring. Anyway, earlier that day my friend Jeff came over and gave me an article out of Creative Loafing (a newspaper in our area) for a wrestling school. He knew that I wanted it because I had been searching for schools to attend 2 months prior to this date. Anyway, he gave me the clipping. I stuffed it into my back pocket and we hung out all day.
Later that night, we were at Hooters, whooping and hollering at the TV. A guy I had never met before walked up and placed a business
On November 10, 1775 a committee of the American Continental Congress met at Tun Tavern in Philadelphia and drafted a resolution that called for the creation of a new military unit called the Continental Marines. The owner of Tun Tavern, Robert Mullan, was named a Marine Captain, and the owner of another tavern, Samuel Nicholas, was designated Commandant of the Continental Marines. That resolution was later approved by the entire legislative body.
That's right! The Marine Corps was born in a bar and today is our 231st Birthday!! So Should you see Marines out and about in their dress blue uniforms, carousing and celebrating, consider that you've been duly warned (by me!) and then go buy them a round!! Today is not the day to tell them what you think about the war or politics, just say thank you because they went through that special hell in the earning and the wearing of that uniform.
SEMPER FI AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARINES!!!
LtGen Lewis B. "Chesty" Puller, then a colon
I'm really bored and I felt like typing so if you got stuck reading this I really am sorry....but yea...Ben is asleep on David's bed and David is asleep on the couch. You should see them right now...ben is much cuter when he sleeps and David is ugly no matter what you do to him...
Ok, I was staring at the wall...And I realised something! If you take the words Mother-In-Law and take away the dashs so its: Mother in law...
And you switch it up into anagram form...You can get the words: Woman Hitler!
...Wow...Thats a bit creepy eh? Lol.. I can play a bit of the drums. My uncle is teaching me and he says I'm a natural and I should be able to pick it up quickly. Anyway...Maybe this whole pet shop full time, writing in spare time thing doesn't work out, I could start up a band called:
Thats like a wicked kick ass name...Maybe I could pull it off! That would so wicked sweet :) My lil bro is spending the night with me tonight..I'm helping him look up some info on Zues for his English project. He keeps complaining that he didn't get Hades. Boohoo for him. At first he got the Goddess of Love...But he traded with some girl in his class....Uhmm...What to write...I'm not really sure what to write...Umm...BLEH! Lol, my lil bro is somewhere...Dunn
I put the majority of my blogs on Myspace. Check them out!
Random Shit I Think Is Funny If You Don't Like It So What
I AM WE TODD ID
I AM SOFA KING WE TODD ID
Read it out loud several times you'll get if you dont then PM me and I'll write it the way it should sound Twas The Night Before Christmas - Adult Version
'Twas the night before Christmas, and damn it was neat
The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat
The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook
It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook.
Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude
Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube
When out on the lawn there arose such a cry,
That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry.
Up to the window I sprang like an elf,
Tore back the shade while she played with herself.
The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built,
Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt.
When what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer.
With a fat little driver, half out of his sled,
A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head.
Sure as I
I hate to speak ill of the dead but if there is a god this hateful bastard should be burning in hell. Can't think of too many people of the last 20 years that have done more to harm the US than this guy.
Not a believer myself but kind of hope now this guy gets his punishment. Is it just me or is everyone failing when you try to rate someone's profile? Getting a error all day now, profile only rating pictures seems to work. Just updated cuz it was so poorly worded.
Was just always curious of this. Lady in the office today with a short dress, very high red spike heels and no hose. Now as a guy and a pig (we are all pigs) as soon as I saw her all i thought of was having sex with her. Not that i said anything like that to her of course. I just said "you look nice today"
Now do women really know what i really meant was "Those heels would look good on my shoulders" Don't get me wrong I love women in sexy outfits at work makes the day go by just wondered if they really know what we ar
Random Bs :p
I only stopped there for lunch though advised to take a nap, Ive wanted to go to baker for alongtime..
in my kind of mind I can't land crap
thank you for the tip
no I wont kiss you
raped by the pig
on the west side of town
making a run from
I sidestepped the showdown in death valley
bastards nailed me
hunting me like a beat
I got your telegram poolside with total credit
at the flaminco
this is how the world works
defying you from vegas no choice
Ace - If something is ace it is brilliant. I used to hear it a lot in Liverpool. Kids thought all cool stuff was ace, or brill.
Aggro - Short for aggravation, it's the sort of thing you might expect at a football match. In other words - trouble! There is sometimes aggro in the cities after the pubs shut!
All right? - This is used a lot around London and the south to mean, "Hello, how are you"? You would say it to a complete stranger or someone you knew.
okay so my throat is pretty sore...and here are the results..longitudinal furrows with increased congestion and ringed appearance suggestive for eosinophilic esophagitis..just waiting on biopsy results to confirm then i will go on steroid therapy for 4 weeks.....and then have to figure out what allergen is causing my esophagus to swell...so i am going back to bed cuz i am still a little woozy from the drugs.... who is your favorite cereal box mascot ...and why?? mine is lucky the leperachaun from lucky charms...cuz it's my favorite cereal..it's magically delicious...just like me..hahaha... wow this is the first christmas i can remember where there is no snow in the northeast....just doesn't feel like a holiday without the fluffy white blanket on the ground.....
I really, really wanna level up. I know I should post this in a bulletin, but mine aren't read so much, so I thought that a blog might help.
If you could go and rate my pics and my stash, that would be wonderful! I will owe you tons!
Random Blogs Of A Insane Mind
so i really haven't been on here much i didnt do much babysitting this summer now schools back now i am .... well i have the net now but i probly won't get on here much cause i have pretty got bored with fubar...
well i live with my sister in law now... me and blake are moving in with his sister and her husband and 3 kids... we were gonna get our own place but someone took the house we were going to buy they bought it from us.. then blake got laid off from his job and so did his sister... so now we are living with them helping them out and helping our selfs out right now..
i stay on myspace more now then i do here but come here and do some checking out sometimes..
anyways thats my little update
byes So yeah its friday and i'm working yay for me..
its pose to be my day off
how great is that
just geat huh..
i hate babysitting late on friday too
maybe if i'm lucky their mom will get off work early
i'm hoping anyways..
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts
So thursday I was planning to go in and get a Prince Albert piercing, or to at least go talk to the piercer. For anyone that doesn't know, a PA goes in through your urethra and comes out just behind the head of a penis.
Well I got impatient, and went to see the piercer today, and he did it on the spot as a walk in.
Anyone who has piercings knows they hurt to an extent...you're getting a piece of metal shoved through you...but this was surprisingly easy.
He pierced it at a 12g and immediately stretched it to a 10g to help reduce the bleeding over the next few days, hopefully I can get a few pictures to show it off =)
Maybe my absence was noticed by a few people? Maybe? LOL
For those of you that stayed in contact and talked to me while I was out here and/or received my random mass mails, they shut off my mail account days ago. They expected me to be gone by then. Somehow I didn't think of this until today. I can post on update on Fubar! LOL
For everyone else, yeah I've been in the sandbox for awhile. Thew news for everyone, though, is that I am in country for another 8 hours before hopping a plane to Qatar. I'll sit there for a night or two and then I am on my way to the states, baby! WOO! LOL
The past few days I've just been sitting in a room playing Xbox with a couple of guys in a similar bump situation.
However, keep your eyes open on the 29th. Have the fire warm. Break out the beer and lock up the daughter.
Wolf's coming home. ;)
Got home last night. Threw some bags on the floor of my uncle's house and crashed HARD, lol. My car has gone to total suck
is the number my score is at right now
Random Older Poems (pls. If You Take The Time To Read: Rate Or Comment)
For every path one followshe is faced with a choicethat inevitably will cause himto create a new pathfrom the point in time in which the decision was made.And reality branches outwardseparating the "yes" from the "no";creating two parallel worldssplit by the power of one word.How will your every answermutate your life,you reality?For once a path is chosena new one cannot be takenuntil the next choice is made.So here we stand togetheron the same path;journeyed through mazesof past "yes's" and "no's"to reach this point,this junction...And the time of changeis upon us yet again.Shall we call this our realityfrom which both our answerswill shape our intertwined livesbuilding our mutual reality,our multiverse,with others who wish to sharethe same views, choices and patheven if onlyfor an intersecting moment?
I had this dream, some vivid nightmare in it you swam naked in a seaof shattered glass which glowed deep rich red from the glare of two maroon suns that
Upon wakin my mind starts spinning me into circles of timeless wonders.
Who??? What??? When??? Why???Where??? How??? Would it work??
All perfectly sane questions, if ur not questioning ur sanity as well...
I tend to over analyze everything anymore.. I didnt used to be like this. I used to wake up an go where i pleased without thought of...... who i would hurt. where i was going. what i would do when i got there. why i wanted to go there in the first place. how i would make it once there. or if things would be ok in the long run..
I didnt have a care in the world.. since i got married i have changed im soo insecure with myself i can barely leave the house. much less persue a dream.. i have been tryin really hard lately to over come my insecruities.. but it seems like every step i make forward something or someone pulls me back 10...
Is it too much to ask to want happiness?? yet again another question...
question after question after question.... im 30 years old soon
Ok so I may be freaking ou tabout nothing but...does anyone talk to my best friend 'bright eyes'.....she acts like something is bugging her...but won't talk to me about it...I am asking you people who know her to talk to her and help please. And let me know if she is OK PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Many of you know my mother. Well she decided to sign me up for a dating website, and when I filled out the usual retarded questionaires that every site has, for some reason I felt the need to think about who I am as a person... the following is what I came up with. It made me feel a little bit better about my situation... I should be putting up christmas decorations, and will now go back to doing just that, but I had to post this, not for you but for myself as a reminder of why I am the way I am and why I must continue living even when life and love deals me a harsh hand.
A little about me...
It is 4:11 in the morning I am putting up christmas decorations and I got bored so I decided I may as well put some actual TIME into this thing... I am a unique person, My friends have told me that my brain works backwards from other peoples, whatever that means... but If you are looking for basic knowledge about me, first and foremost I LOVE MUSIC, I can listen to just about anything,
It just confuses me a lot since I am not a computer expert. If someone leaves me comments of any kind I will return the favor.
Sleep alone tonight, your side is cold.
A scream echoes empty walls.
Tears burn and blur, curse myself.
Everything is still, save for a heart beat.
... Little child beware, mommy cannot love you...
...she's never gonna love you...
Must've lit up a dozen cigarettes in the after-math reeling from effects of yet another attack and I,
sat there Crushin' up all these little white thrills...these little white pills
'cause I like the way they feel when they're coursing through my veins
and I like the way they take all this fucking pain.
Yeah, 'cause nothing's gonna numb me and no one's gonna save you
and So I'm whirling, twirling, and everything's swirling.
I find myself spiraling down again to the depths of this grainy little bottle of gin.
[In progress] I pray for ignorance.
Wish I could hate you but my heart won't let me.
The drinks feel weaker. The memories, stronger.
I would give anything to know you again.
Nothing can ev
Roping A Deer------- ( Names have been removed to protect the Stupid! ) Actual letter from someone who farms and writes well!
I had this idea that I was going to rope a deer, put it in a stall, feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it.
The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that, since they congregate at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a bold one will
sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away), it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm
it down) then hog tie it and transport it home.
I filled the cattle feeder then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, having seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes, my
deer showed up -- 3 of them. I picked out.. ..a likely looking one, stepped out from the end of t
I have my grandmothers temper and my moms patience. Since they don't get along all the time no wonder I'm always internally conflicted. Why is some people on this site seem not to evne wanna return a hello? I don't think I'm a bad person...I try to say hi to everyone thats on my friends list...see how they are...but I get no response most of the time. Why?
Let me edit this b4 people get ticked...I mean people I dont hear from at all.
When you are deceived by someone you trust it makes you wonder why you try at all to understand the reason things happen the way they do. A person that you know and lets say closer than a friend doesnt know where you live because the choice is yours to keep them from where you find it safe: your home
This person searches either something on the Base or through the Internet and finds out where you live and then without calling shows up one day at your door.
Do you find this to be stalking or someone who is more interested in then you think they are?
Anyone? Thoughts? Opinions? As official as it sounds, not suitable for work: Here is a thought as a Network Engineer/Systems Administrator, there are a few things that should be noted about the work environment. There are limits and restrictions on which web sites users are allowed to visit and the times that they are allowed to be there. There is a thing called a White List, which is approved websites for viewing during certain hou
ok i understand some dogs who are abused and are mean and need to be put to sleep....but!!!
IF A DOG IS RAISED FROM BIRTH WITH TENDER LOVING CARE AND IS TOUGHT TO LOVE PEOPLE AND RESPECT OTHERS , THEN IT SHOULD BE LEFT ALONE!!!!!!!
SOME DOGS CAN BE TOUGHT TO HELP THE ELDERLY, THE BLIND, THE DISABLED, THE HEARING IMPAIRED, JUST BECAUSE SOME DOGS HAVE GOTTEN A BAD RAP....DONT MEAN ALL OF THEM R BAD......just like people.....
just because some one is poor or homeless or abused and are mean, are you going to kill them 2?
i dont think so!!!! so why would u do that to someone that cant speak for them selves!!!!
STOP THE KILLING!!!!!
START THE LOVING!!!!
SAVE THE DOGS THAT CAN BE SAVED!
Might be back.
Who remembers me? Still no word from any of the bouncers or the owner aboot it, so I sent off fresh emails.
Thanks to the few of you who have actually sent me messages, where I can actually get to them oot of rates for the day:(
HAPPY YOU STOLE OUR LAND, KILLED OUR FAMILES, AND GAVE DISEASES WE NEVER HEARD OF BEFORE (THANKSGIVING)!!! I Want You So Bad Lyrics
When the wind blows through your hair
I want you so bad, want you so bad
I see your smile boy everywhere
I want you so bad, want you so bad
I never thought this could happen to me
If I've fallen over you
Would it be so bad, would it be so bad
Every night's an eternity
I want you so bad, want you so bad
I never thought this could happen to me
I want you so bad, bad
When the wind blows through your hair
I want you so bad, want you so bad
Oh I wonder if you're aware
I want you so bad
I wonder if you care
I never thought this would happen to me
I want you so bad, bad
I want you so bad
I want you so bad
I want you so bad
Everyone 14 and older must read this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Before Sidekicks & iPods.
Before MIKE JONES
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.
Before the 5 hours(5min) of homework you put off every night.
WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.
When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.
When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.
Hide-n-Go Seek at dusk.
Red Light, Green Light.
Heads Up 7 Up.
Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.
The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies.
Running through the sprinklers.
Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.
Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.
...with this brand new twelve gauge. We guarantee you'll lose six pounds instantly, and after an initial period of increased body odor and bloating, you can lose up to 85 percent of your body weight.*
*Side effects include liquifying of solid mass, skull fragment shrapnel, and high funeral costs.
There's my fucking solution to all these goddamned diet pills.
Quit looking for a fucking quick fix, and get out there and fucking EXERCISE and you won't have to worry about side effects and having to pay 10 payments of $99.99.
Christ. Doing Meth wouldn't cost you as much, and you'll feel a FUCKLOAD BETTER doing meth than you would doing some random fucking pill that could swell up in your throat, or could cause severe anal bleeding.
Now, I know not everybody has a metabolism like mine ((for those who don't know....I can eat until the all you can eat buffet runs out of food, and i will never gain an ounce))
But fuck. If people would get out there and do something, t
CAREFUL FOLKS!!!There are some sick fucks out there!
another account i have, on another web site was tapped into by some obnoxious bastard. this MF decided that they would use my photos to beef up their porn site, w/o my permission! This of course makes me feel totally violated. therefore, i am leaving a warning to all of you that would be bothered by this, BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU SHARE ONLINE. ESPECIALLY PHOTOS!!! THESE DAYS ANTHING CAN LEAVE YOU FEELING THE SAME AS I DO, LIKE CRAP ANGRY VIOLATED.. LATER!-RIO i hate it...that's all....oh, nothing HEY ALL, SO MANY RESPONSES, I DO NOT HAVE TIME TO ANSWER ALL. SO I AM POSTING THIS BLOG TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU FOR STOPPING BY... ESP THOSE SPECIAL FEW (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!) THAT MADE MY BLEAK DAY. THANKS FOR THE KIND WORDS AND RATINGS! I CAME HERE NOT TO PIMP POINTS,EXCEPT THEY ARE FUN! BUT TO MEET SOME INTERESTING PEOPLE AS I HAVE!!! THANK YOU AGAIN GUYS!! ALWAYS OPEN FOR MORE, SO PLEASE REPOST!!!
P.S. I NEVER FORGET THE OG
I didn't write this but I thought I would share it... It might make somebody laugh....
I came home from work one day a little early. You always came over on the weekends, especially when your kids were gone for the weekend. When you called and said you would be a little late, I was actually glad. I wasn’t finished with the dinner that I was trying to prepare for you. We usually go out to our favorite restaurant; chucky cheese’s but tonight was going to be different and you didn’t know anything about it. It was my first attempt at trying to cook a meal for my baby. I had bought me some cookbooks, Recipes for Lovers, and How to Get Laid by Cooking, and I was cooking away.
I was on my way to your house, running a bit late because I had to make a stop first. I wanted tonight to be extra special because it had been awhile since the last time I had seen you. When I called you to tell you I was going to be later than expected you sounded relieved and I wondered what you were up
For all of you who are on myspace or yahoo, I would really like to keep in touch with you, especially if you are considering leaving Cherry Tap due to hassle and drama.
If you could leave a comment with your myspace address OR send me a private message with your myspace address and/or yahoo ID so that I can add you there, I would appreciate it very much.
I love my cherry friends and definitely don't want to lose touch with anyone!
Karen I'm a lyrical person. I think the lyrics in music speak just as much to me as the music itself. Some remind me of things going on in my life. Some describe the world in all of its non-glory. Some just make me think.
The ability to express yourself through song is truly a gift. Below are some of my favorites.... not all of them, but some.
"Independence limited. Freedom of choice is made for you, my friend. Freedom of speech is words that they will bend. Freedom with their exception."
"It's better to burn out tha
SAN ANTONIO, TX - The millions of women who quit taking menopause hormones after a big federal study found that the pills raised the risk of breast cancer now have more reason to be glad they stopped.
A new analysis reveals that U.S. breast cancer rates plunged more than 7 percent in 2003 and strongly suggests that the reason is less hormone use.
"It's a big deal ... amazing, really," said one of the researchers, Dr. Rowan Chlebowski of Harbor-UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles. "It's better than a cure" because these are cases that never occurred, he said.
About 14,000 fewer women were diagnosed with the disease than had been expected, researchers reported Thursday at the San Antonio Breast Cancer Symposium.
Cancers take years to form, so going off hormones would not instantly prevent new tumors. But tumors that had been developing might stop growing, shrink or disappear, so they were no longer detected by mammograms, doctors theorized.
Cases dropped most among women 50
Dear friends, family, fans, and those I'm a fan of..
When I first signed up with cherry tap, I was warned about how addictive it is. Being new, I thought, "nah... just a website". Boy, was I wrong!
After spending a little time here, setting up my so called profile,... I started exploring... blogs... comments... photos... the usual. I found it to be interesting. I found a lot of YOU out there, interesting. Some of us have had some pretty cool convos... others have read some of my fantasies. I have said that i would do this to these people and that to those people, and given the chance, i meant every word of it, i would do it.
But during my stay here i fucked up pretty bad. I neglected to mention my Girlfriend. We have been together for just over a year, and it's been a fantastic year... until now. I neglected my girlfriend, spending more time on here than with her. It made her feel uncomfortable. And I never meant for that to happen. I never wanted that to happen. Because
...why did I have that third slice of pizza.
...That chick with her friend that was eyein' me down at Bellacino's was cute.
...I REALLY need to shave better, I looked like I had patches of shit on my face.
...I'm really feelin' The Killers When We were Young, and Amel Laurriux's For Real.
...Not diggin' MCR that much. New albums sorta lame.
...Memo to self. Make signs for ppl.
...What the hells for lunch tomorrow?!
... mMMm Coco is great! Coco is great!
...I should really be in bed. One of the lamest things bout being a DJ is the waiting! I am so glad it's just something I do during the holiday season. I would rip my hair out! and i have a fade so you know that shit would hurt! But I can't complain really. After the party tonight I'm done til next season. :P
Man I never thought 3 parties over the last 3 days could get boring...ALMOST lol...I sit and wait. :P le sigh... To`tal Pack`age (total package) vt. -tp, -beautiful, -intelligence, [Ital. totalla pack
i am in need of a fuck buddy......but every one i seem to meet comes up short......do i expect to much??
1. Want to make love for longer than 30 minutes
2. Wanna give and RECEIVE oral
3. Wanna go out every now and then....(dutch is fine with me)
4. somethimes i wanna make love other times fuck
5. don't want love but do want respect and friendship
now sex is better than no sex..... can some one explain to me how lace covered breast get marked NSFW....but lace covered pussy with hand touching doesn't? rated me a "1"...both them
Chris Corall@ CherryTAP
Random Thoughts, Ideas And Words...
Marco Miller is our areas latest loss to the war. He was 36 and just became a father for the first time in August. He never got to hold his daughter. Only got to see a couple of pictures his girlfriend sent him.
Marco died from injuries caused by a roadside bomb. He was declared brain dead at a hospital in Germany. They did keep him going till his sister and two brothers arrived to be with him when they stopped life support.
He had been living in Florida. Marco owned a photograpy studio. His mother still lives here. Her husband died this past May. And now she has lost a son. Her kids are scattered all over the country. None of them here in Ohio. This morning on the news she sasid what keeps her going are her dogs. She has five of them.
I did not know Marco or his family. When I saw this on the news this morning my heart went out to his mother. I wished I could reach through the TV and give her a hug.
During this time of the year when people are gathering wit
There are more 20-year-old virgins now than there were in the late '50s.
You wouldn't know it from watching Sex and the City, but most women have had fewer than five sex partners. Most men chalk up fewer than 10 sexual conquests in their whole lives.
Both women and men are most likely to have their first orgasm alone.
The US has more laws governing sexual behavior than every country in Europe combined.
A condom will lasts about a month in a wallet before the rubber gets worn down by friction, making it more likely to break.
The record for male orgasms is 16 in one hour.
According to a 1996 study, homophobia men show a higher arousal rate when shown gay porn than do men with ambivalent attitudes toward homosexuals.
Jews and Atheists have more sex partners than Catholics or Protestants.
A woman sexually peaks in her early 30s, a man in his late teens.
Circumcision for Christian males became widespread after doctors c
Random Stuff :)
i got a new peircing yesterday, ma tagus...it hurt like hell!! was my 11th one in total, and hurt the most out of all, but still gonna get tother one done at some point!! omg what a fab night i had!! went out to the student union for georgies bday and we were all dressed up a bit crazy (ill get more photos up soon!!) in the club upstairs, radio 1 dj scott mills was a guest dj and was ace, he even signed ma tshirt and gave me a kiss!! woohoo :) i just had a near death experience while making chicken korma...a frying pan fell on ma head!!! my whole life flshed before ma eyes...it was painful! but here i am, living to tell the tale...so it obviously wasnt that bad!!!
Random Babblings From An Unsound Mind.
Feel like I'm losing touch with myself, and everyone else.And i can't bloody ASK anyone; that'd be rather pathetic.So I gotta suck it up and embrace this.Shit happens fer a reason, I guess.And if enough shit happens, I can always reinvent myself.No huge loss, aye? Back to sanity.And hate.Mmmm.There's a certain nameless clique at a certain nameless lounge.Anyone who knows me, knows wot I mean.The Ignorers.I want vengeance.Ideally, I'd like to cut each of their lying 2-faced scumbag faces off with a scalpel.But that's impractical.I can't let this hatred go.It poisons me.But just walking away isn't a option, I swore an oath.What does one do, when the ones who one swore an oath to can't/won't hold their ends up, hmmmm?I can't sit back and let karma handle this.Even though it is.It's not enough.I fester with hatred.
I know some of them will read this.Make it known.Plain and simple I want a ban.And I want it known to me that I am indeed banned.I can thus move on with life.
And though i
Random Blog Moment
i see your face everyday, though it may not be in person
i think about everything, past present and future
how i wish things could be different
how i wish i wasnt like i am
everytime i talk to you, i never know what to say
my shyness kicks in, and i cant fathom words to say
cuz im struck by your beauty, and long for you to be mine
how i wish i wasnt like i am
im not like most, in case you dont know
i have a heart of gold, or at least ive been told
i will always be there for you, whether you believe it or not
how i wish i wasnt like i am
i will stand up to the toughest obsticle
no matter the odds, if to protect you
i dont even have to protect you, but defend you in any way i can
how i wish i wasnt like i am
you can love me or hate me
leave me or date me
i dont really care
cuz i have my imagination, and its very detailed
i can have a fantasy life in my head, where we are together forever
as long as we are friends, you know thats good enough for me
As some of you know by visiting my page, I do exclusive promotional work for Stephi and www.Stephisparadise.com For over 3 years I have been a loyal and devoted fan of this beauty and assist her with site promotions and I run both of her fan clubs sanctioned by her. Not only is she an incredibly beautiful woman but she has a heart of pure gold and I'm proud to say that her and I are the best of friends
I recently listed at her fan club the top 10 reasons I'm addicted to her and the site and I'm sharing them here also, you have to be a site member like me to appreciate her fully and what I wrote in this posting. LOL
Here's The Top 10 signs that you might be addicted to Stephisparadise.
10. You Might be addicted to StephisParadise when... " your vocabulary includes
the words "HeY" and "Okie" and you use phrases like " "whatcha thinky?" or
9. You Might be addicted to StephisParadise when... "Stephi says Customs Are
Available and your eyes grown wide, you dig de
well i got to hold a bird this weekend. My bro Greg's mom got a couple of cockateeles ( misspelled i know) and anyhow they attacked me and i got to hold them..id never touched a bird b4. it was kinda cool.
but if i get bird flu and die im sooo coming back and haunting his ass.
Random Thoughts & Feelings
It's amazing how, no matter how I'm feeling, I can always find a way to express it in the music I listen to.
I Don't Believe - Stabbing Westward
I'm such an asshole
I'm such a stain
I just keep fucking up again and again
You crawled inside my mind when you crawled into my bed
Said everyhting I've ever longed to hear
So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry
Used me up and left me here for dead
I crave it desperately, a cancer eating me
An addiction too intense to be denied
Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more
Pathertic how I feed off this abuse
You told me that you loved me
You swore that you loved me
And I believed, now I know it was a lie
I don't believe
I don't believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don't believe
I don't believe
That there is nothing, nothing left for me
Better Than Me - Hinder
I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Come one come all, I'm up for auction. Starting bid is 10,000 fubucks. Here is what I am offering:
1. Fu owned next to my name
2. Rate profile, fan, add *if not done already*
3. Rate and comment all pics and stash during HH
4. Crush you
5. Comment at least once a day for a month
6. Add to family and put as Top friend
7. Make a salute to you SFW OR NSFW your choice
Contest I am in. All help please.
WILL BEGIN: OCTOBER 17th @ 7:00pm Central (8-EST)
ENDING: NOVEMBER 1 @ 7:00pm Central
1ST PLACE: 3 MONTH VIP OR 30 DAY BLAST
2ND PLACE: 7 DAY BLAST
And BIG PIMP GIFT
3RD PLACE: 1 DAY BLAST
And BIG PIMP GIFT
Stop over and hit up PeggySue *treehugger* she is running this great contest.
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL OF MY FRIENDS, FANS, AND FAMILY FOR HELPING ME WIN 2ND IN THE CONTEST I WAS JUST IN. IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU AND YOUR FR
Alabama: It is illegal to flick boogers into the wind & it is illegal to chain your alligator to a fire hydrant
Alaska: It is illegal for moose to have sex on city streets & Kangaroos are not allowed in barber shops at any time
Arizona: You may not have more than 2 dildos in one house & Donkeys cannot sleep in bathtubs
Arkansas: A man can legally beat his wife, but not more than once a month & it is illegal to buy or sell blue lightbulbs
California: Giving or receiving oral sex is prohibited & it is illegal to eat an orange in your bathtub
Colorado: It is illegal to lend your vacuum cleaner to your neighbor & it is illegal for cats to run loose without having been fit with a taillight
Connecticut: You may not educate your dogs & a pickle is not officially a pickle unless it bounces
Delaware: It is illegal to get married on a dare & it is illegal to sell dead people for money without a license
Florida: Having sexual relations with a porcupine is illegal & Wh
Random Musings And Filth!!!
Just when I think I have a pretty good handle on them, they go and pull some shyt that makes me realize I still have a whole lot to learn.
But the one area where I thought I had shyt figured out in was the physical sense.
No… I’m not talking about THAT kind of “physical” in this entry.
I mean, I was the kid in the state-sponsored 5th grade sex education class — well, lemme stop right there….. “class” is an overstatement since it was really an hour long barrage of big words and funny looking anatomy depictions of dicks sliced in half and tunneled out coochies.
And this “class” didn’t do any of the cool shyt like have practical demonstrations. There was no condom over a banana exercises — and I could have really used these because for a while I was puttin them shyts on inside out.
And then I’d have to reach up inside it, while it’s steady choking my dizzle to death, and roll it down from the inside! *the fellas feel me on this one*.
There was no STD film
What's for dinner? :D
And am I invited? Just got a text from one of my besties.
Before she didn't have money to shop for Christmas so she insisted I don't get more than one gift for her and just by for her son; my nephew.
HOW THE HELL IS IT that the bitch has gotten me 6 gifts already?
I've got three birthdays coming up before Christmas!
My nephew and my dad and my brother.
I'm so fucking pissed right now.
I wanna put my fist thru a damn wall.
*EXHALE* If I fucking hear Feliz Navidad one more time I'm opening fire.
The average runner sprints until the breath in them is gone.
But the champion has a goal in mind, that makes them carry on.
For rest, the average runner begs when limp their muscles grow.
But the champion runs on leaden legs, their spirit makes them go.
The average man's complacent when he's done his best to score.
The champion does their best, and then they do a little more!
Evolution is a mystery
Full of change that no one sees
Clock makes a fool history
Yesterday’s so long ago
Don’t agree with what I know
Tomorrow becomes a place to be
I see the light in the sand
Trying to find out who I am
Looking back to see
Where I stand, Evolution Evolution
See my reflection change
Nothing ever stays the same
But you know the pain you bring
When you don’t know what it means
Nothing’s ever what it seems
The difference between genius and insanity is measured only by success
Ok some friends of mine started a Dear Santa list as to what they would want this year, and knowing me.. well I made it a little twisted.
So here is my "Perverted" Dear Santa letter:
As is tradition every year... we'll still see you at Hedonism right? Great, I've booked the flights and tell Mrs. Clause that bikini season is not an invite to wear the smallest particles of clothing that could pass as floss. Honestly, us big girls need to stick together AND know when to cover up! So I've got the photos from last year bundled up and ready to Fed Ex to the tabloids.. because well I have to make a few extra $$$ because last year you didn't hold up your end of the bargain. That's right Santa I'm calling you on it. I dressed up as an elf and took pictures with those damn flea bitten sorry excuses for reindeer you've been using (topless might I add!) AND you couldn't even have the decency to get me the paint job for my car that I asked for.
So this year I'm upping the
The only thing we make
is a difference
The only thing
we can call our own
is the conviction
and the honesty of soul
how we choose
to make a difference
for at the end of the day
whether surrounded by many
or mourned by none
we all face the end
There is no hope
there is only darkness
My life means nothing
I serve no purpose
I have lost everything
and as much as I try
I can see no future with
me as a part of it
My children are not mine
My wife is not mine
I gave up everything
to be with her
My family, my home, my life
and she has crushed it all
I am dead inside, my body has
just not realized it yet
but soon it will
This world does not
operate on maybe's and possiblities
it knows only certainties
and the only certainty
that I know is this world
has no room for me
I was a monster, one of the forsaken
I do not deserve happiness
I deserve only pain and death
you had a chance to save me
and you turned your back on me
Whew dodged the bullit on that one I had to take a 3 hour bus ride to take care of a traffic ticket just to be told I can take care of it via phone on Feb 7. Just in case you wanted to know that is the day after my birthday. (give me shiny stuff)
thank you for you support I miss my f
I debated for a while on whether or not to talk about this. This is a very sensitive subject for many, including myself. Many people find it difficult to understand why people who have been abused or assaulted (especially if it's been a year or more) behave or react in a certain way. All it takes is just one incident to change a person's perspective and emotions. I have been abused as a child, raped in college, and assaulted in March 2006. If anyone thinks I lack passion, they should know those experiences have had an effect on me and may continue for many years. Here's something else you should know if anyone you know has been abused or assaulted:
Survivors differ in their responses to assault/abuse. The long-term effects may be influenced by the severity of the assault, the survivor's existing coping skills, and the support the person has afterwards. Nevertheless, the following responses are experienced by many survivors:
*A survivor's self-esteem often diminishes after an
Once upon a time a bird fell in love with a white rose. One day he (bird) proposed to her (white rose), but white rose refused. White rose said I don't love you. Bird daily came and proposed to her. Finally, white rose said when I will turn red, I will love you. One day bird came and cut his wings and spread his blood on the rose and the rose turned red. Then the rose realized how much bird loved her but it was too late because bird was dead. So respect the love and feelings of the person who loves you.
Thank you Rob for sending this to me. -Found this poem, thought it was so funny. Comment and tell me what u think-
Of loving beauty you float with grace
If only you could hide your face
Kind, intelligent, loving, hot
I just described what you are not !
I want to feel your sweet embrace
But don't take that paper bag off your face
I love your smile, face and eyes
Damn, I'm good at telling lies !
I see your face when i am dreaming
Thats why i always wake up screaming
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I have decided to call out all the fucking loser guys who pose as women on profiles.
The story goes like this-
I get home from the gym and low and behold is another girl talking to be because I like women.
I look at her pics and they are of all different women! Yea she is a master of disguise! Like I'm Nikki Sixx's wife!
I'm so over it. If your a guy and want to chat with women who are Bi-at like a human for gods sake and act like a man!
So I have created a section in my pics for pics of people who are fake! If you like it and want to contribute please do! Just message me on here and I will send you my email so you can send me whatever you want me to post!
To all the lovely REAL ladies on here have a wonderful Friday!
*SMOOCHES* 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that.
2. Ahh, it's cute.
3. Who circumcised you?
4. Why don't we just cuddle?
5. You know they have surgery to fix that.
6. It's more fun to look at.
7. Make it dance.
8. You know, there's a
Random Shit I've Contributed To Other Sites..
The following is the fucked up questions I was asked as 'Metal-sludge.com' s
SLUDGEAHOLIC OF THE MONTH – Feb. 2005
1. Who are you, where are you from, and how old are you?
I am known on the Metal Sludge boards as ‘Guitarboy’, I live in Seattle,WA. And I’m 37 years old. (I turn 38 this month, so make sure to send me lots of shit!!)
Wow, there are several.
* To finish my book, and have it published.
* To build a custom guitar for each of my idols (Eddie VH, Satch, Butch Walker, Brian May Give me a call!!)
* To make a lot of money as a celebrated author
* (see question #13)
Intelligent rock chicks who are sexy, beautiful, and sexually confident. Basically ‘a sludgette’ is my ideal woman.
Selfish, bitchy people with an exaggerated sense of their own self-importance. The sebitchian complex. So, not only would I NOT fuck Sebitchian. I would only piss on him, if he was on fire…or ideally if I set him on fire then pis
Hey there peoples! Just letting anyone who reads my BLOGS know that some of my Boyz from back East just started a new band.
They call themselves : Hi Def Herpeez
They're Wicked Pissah, so click this link and check 'em out! If you like Heavy Metal/Hard Rock then you should enjoy it as much as I do!
Gina lives in Florida,
Next to some Nicole
Who's dating Eric
With an artistic soul.
Heather likes to gossip
About some kinky Liz--
A real sexoholic,
Who really likes to please.
Ashley looks fantastic
In her birthday suit--
Is it any wonder
She is everyone's pursuit?
Stephany is blogging
About another ex,
Giving tips to everyone
On the joys of sex.
Jenna is a lesbian--
Forget about her--
Better talk to Courtney
Who'll make you purr.
Pamela looks tasty
For someone of sixteen--
Look for someone older
If you know what I mean.
Well endowed mothers
With some racy pics
Blog about literature
Is it any wonder
That I'm so shy?--
With so many choices,
With so many lies.
Maybe it is Nadja,
Amber, Jill or Kate,
To give me inspiration
For another day.
Jessica is dazzling,
Kimberly's a star,
Looking so sexy,
Yet living so far.
If I lived in Texas,
Would you love me still?
Would we still be kissing
Yesterday, I finally went to the doctor and after all of the talking and telling, she is having me go to a cardiologist for an echo thing to check out how my heart is pumping. so next tuesday, i get to drive to another area here that i have never been to, to sit there and have another doctor poke and prod at me. it's ok tho, it has to be done.
Waking up in the morning, in pain and swollen, is not how i like to start my days. losing my breath when i walk from the parking lot to the office is not what i would like to consider exercise. When i try to work in my garden or exercise or anything that requires actual activity, i end up hurting so bad (back etc) that i regret having started. Some people will look at me as i am now and probably say that my weight is the reason. well, keep this in mind, i have only had this much of a problem with my weight for the last 7 years. before that i was, at my heaviest, 160lbs. at my best 140lbs (1 am 5' 9', so its not a bad weight to be). I do not
as i choose to fade into this brown space that enfolds my mind before the black. the thoughts of life define the thoughts of grace. surrounding, the crimson flood engulfs my being in a drowning mass of self pity that will be overcome....with time. you see this as a hatred and a sense of what is bad and evil but its the true emotions of time that come and go, forever pulsing through my mind. a life as all have with the ups and downs that are consistent with someone that actually has feelings and emotions. it is not a bad thing. its the knowing that i am alive, even though its an unhappy exhistance for the time being that gives me a sense of knowing. but for the time being i am happy to drown in my crimson pain.
As a lot of my friends know, since my Ex died, I have been battling with his family on who should get custody of my son. I am really at the point where I am tired of being nice and feel that I have to put my foot down in areas, and I wrote this letter to my ex brother-in-law to tell him what he was doing is wrong!
Could you all give me some input on if the letter is too bitchy or not?
I am writing now because, these are things I have GOT to get off my chest. I am looking out for Brandon's best interest, and I feel what everyone is doing to him is not fair for a 13 year old boy to be put through, especially after all that he has been through already. I knew when Curt died, that this would be an issues from the start. But the night that Curt died, Brandon wanted to come home with me, he had the Deputy call me and request that I get to the hospital ASAP, because Brandon wanted his mom. I did that, I went there for my son. I took my son home, because they told me I w
You have the right to remain silent and refuse to answer questions. Do you understand? If so, stagger randomly. Anything you do say will be ignored and quickly forgotten, because you’re not yourself right now. Do you understand? If so, let your chin drop suddenly to your chest?
You have the right to consult a public relations firm before speaking to the police, and to have your PR spokesman present during questioning now or in the future. Do you understand? If so, say: ‘My umbersmand.’ If you cannot afford a public relations firm, one will be appointed for you before any questioning if you wish. Do you understand? If so, allow your eyeballs to roll back in their sockets. Knowing and understanding your rights as I have explained them to you, are you willing to answer my questions without a public relations expert present? If you say ‘Yes’ or ‘No’, or make any sound at all, or say nothing, we will respect your right to remain silent and we’ll give you a ride home. A female officer arres
The Randomness Of Me
1. When was the last time you had sex?
2. How do you flush the toilet in public?
I count down...3....2....1....and drop kick the lever
3. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
Where else would I wear it??? Besides, mine isn't removable from the car, is yours?
4. Name one thing that you start to get tense about if you are close to running out? toilet paper
5. What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble? Me....I'm a myspace celebrity
6. What is your favorite pizza topping?
7. Do you crack your knuckles?
Only when I'm about to bust someone's ass
8. What song do you hate the most when it gets stuck in your head?
9. Did just mentioning that song make it get stuck in your head?
YES...you rat bastard
10. What are your super powers?
I can make men bend to my will in the blink of an eye
11. Peppermint or Spearmint?
12. Where are your car keys?
Did you hide them from me again?
13. Whose answers to t
and i have to admit, i'm here for the porn...
i mean, not really, but i have to admit how fuckin' sick and tired i am of "community" censorship. if you don't want to see some hot ass chick's tits, then don't open the fuckin' picture. enuf said!
1. I really want to lose my virginity
2. I'm f^cking bored as hell
3. I haven't given a BJ in like...9 months
4. I DO NOT LIKE SUPER OLD GUYS! Sorry! I'm fuckin 17 yrs old and I would prefer NOT to get hit on by a fuckin 50yr old guy.....thanks....
5. I feel like dancing in my underwear....
Recipe for great Christmas Spirit:
1- Bizarre man who thinks he's too sexy for his mullet
2- Lesbian porn actresses who think they can sing
3- A Christmas Song!
4- Midgets! (Anun? lol Kaleyyyy!! )
5- A horny pervert who thought the idea of a video would be great!lol
The result you can see for yourself here (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fqtQwqy4bBw)
AAAAAAAAAAAND wait! There's more! LOL
If you don't think that's enough of lovelly Gunther and the Sunshine Girls, check out the even BETTER and MORE bizarre (bizarer?lol) video "Ding Ding Dong" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTvTLvkiAbI (which goes a little something like this: "Ooooh you touched my tra la la.... Ooooh my ding ding dong)
PS- I NEED to learn those freaking dance moves!lol
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. The biggest thing is.... the docs said that I'm technically missing a rib. They found this out when I was a baby....
2. As the complete opposite from Mr. Windhurst, I'm not like a lot of girls: I'm entirely into sports, and I grew up around cars and racing, so I can be a gear head. I LOVE video/computer games, and I love lil techie gadgets.
3. Up until the 5th grade, I never had hair longer than my shoulders. This was at my momma's request when she realized how thick my hair is...
4. When I was in the 2nd grade, I fell in my school yard playground, and actually ended up busting a hole down to the joint in my
Hey! Fifty odd friends and only 10 votes? Where's the love?
Seriously, if I don't win it's no big thing, but I'd like to at least make a showing and see some love from those I call friends. So am I a classy cherry? Let me know. Go to the link below, check the CLASSY CHERRY photo album and rate me. You don't even have to give me a 10, just the rating alone is a vote.
I chose my friends for a reason, don't let me be wrong :)
I have smoked for the past ten years. I've never tried to quit. I absolutely love smoking cigarrettes. I never fully understood my addiction until I did quit Jan. 1st. I mean, I knew it would be hard, but didn't realize it'd be this hard!!!
My body is going absolutely insane! I can't breathe...I feel like I've smoked a pack of cigarrettes in 20 minutes! My chest is killing me! I have anxiety attacks.
Right now, sitting at this computer I feel like I'm missing something or have forgotten to do something very important...oh yea....I would have been smoking right now! Can't do that! It's getting better..this is my third day..it's definitely making me realize I NEVER want to go through this again!!! Quit Cold Turkey! It helps! So, I'm new to the whole Cherry Tap thing...and let me tell ya...I have alot of questions! What's the point of "cherry points" or "cherry money"? Is there a light at the end of the tunnel or is it just a popularity thing? It's a cool site...I've met some re
No idea why or what happened to cause it but I've been depressed all day! So tired of the crude shoutbox comments and point whoring and such. We ALL are trying to level ppl! lol...I was told recently that most ppl on here lie about their lives. All I can do is be myself. Like me or hate me, I am very real, whether here or any other place you meet me. I made the decision today and removed my nsfw pics. I have no problems with anyone having them but at this point in my life, I want to be liked for who i am and not for the size of my breasts. Anyway, I just needed to release a little frustration I guess. You have a sexual IQ of 142
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Well, I've never been much of a blogger but here it is..3am and I find myself doing a
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Random Things About Me!
Are you a good Girlfriend/Boyfriend?? Loyal LoverYou are a loyal love. You will stand by your mate's side through thick or thin. Hopefully your signifigant other knows they have a great catch. Just be careful not to come off to clingy, this may make you single sooner then you think. Take this test Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test 45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someonewhats your name spelt backwards?:AHSATAN What did you do last night?:HOMEWORK The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:MUSIC Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:OH YEAH Last time you swam in a pool?:WHEN I LIVED IN GA, BOUT 1 1/2 YEARS AGO. DONT HAVE A LOT OF OPPURTUNITIES TO SWIM IN WISCONSIN!! ITS COLD 9 MONTHS OUTTA THE YEAR HERE!! What are you wearing?:JEANS AND A HOODIE. COMFORTABLE!! :) How
Random Thoughts, Rants, And Poetry
http://www.myheritage.com When a woman cries
she can wash your world away
When storms fill her eyes
You never know just what to say
Don't say a word
Don't say anything
She don't need your
truth or lies
Just hold her close
And love her
When A woman cries
When A Woman cries
There is no sadder song
So you apologize
Even if you
Don't know what
You've done wrong
But if you really
Want to make her happy
To stop her sobbing
And her sighs
Just hold her close
And love her
When a Woman cries
Now don't waste your
About the right
Thing to say
Just put your arms
Til the Clouds
When a woman cries
She can tear your
When storms fill her eyes
It can break a man's heart
If you find that
You are crying too
Don't let it come
As no surprise
Just hold her close
And love her
When Your woman Cries. I've never understood the reasoning behind close-mindedness. What's the point you all decide that you'
Why is it that when i let my heart lead the way down the path that i walk, that there is this 6foot deep steel wall that slams shut on my face. So i just stand there crying, looking at the door wishing i could be like dorthy with her magical shoes that could take her home but i wouldnt want to go home i would want to get on the other side of that wall hoping that there is feelings for me. But instead I turn around slowly walking back to where i started from to do the same thing all over again over another guy. Not this time I say, I am gonna sit and wait for that door to open. Once that door opens there should not be any fear or reget and should be accepting whats on my side of that wall with open arms. My question is how long will that take? Will i still feel the same way as when i started my walk down the path. I know if i waited that long then my reward should be great. I am sorry I havent been around lately and I am sorry to say that it will continue. I may be moving out very soo
Come check this site out...it's a page for my Tattoo shop!!! Help us out please?!?! Check it out and whore the hell outta us please? I'm apprenticing here and trying get help us get as much business as we can.
Thanks for all your help!!!
We have just finished our early evening dinner and a few glasses of wine at a restaurant across town. Twilight is nearing. We walk past an alley on the way to our car. You pull me into the alley and forcefully pin me against the wall. I see desire, power, and a hint of darkness in your eyes; it sends chills through my body. You lean in and kiss my lips, gently at first, then nibble at them roughly. I wince at the pain as you press me harder into the wall. You take my breast in your hand and knead it, pinching the nipple and pulling at it. You moan hoarsely into my mouth as you assault my body with your hands Groping, pinching and massaging every inch that you can reach. I understand your desire and push myself into you, giving myself to your needs. You raise my dress to expose my bare, wet pussy. I am wearing no under garments at your request. Your hand glides across my clit and down my juicy lips. You insert two fingers and shove them into me over and over. Your control o
I'll be going into the hospital on July 23 to get a stent put into my heart also stents in my legs to many blood clots.
I'll let everybody know how it goes. Hey my cousin is having there 36th Anniversary today and plaese drop by and leave her a message.
Yellow Rose@ CherryTAP psychotic angel@ CherryTAP
SIMPLE WHITE ENVELOPE
It's just a small white envelope stuck among the branches of our
Christmas tree. No name, no identification, no inscription. It
peeked through the branches of our tree for the past 10 years or
It all began because my husband Mike hated Christmas --
oh, not the true meaning of Christmas, but the commercial
aspects of it -- the overspending, the frantic running around
at the last minute to get a tie for Uncle Harry and the
dusting powder for Grandma -- the gifts given in desperation
because you couldn't think of anything else.
Knowing he felt this way, I decided one year to bypass the
usual shirts, sweaters, ties, and so forth. I reached for
something special just for Mike. The inspiration came in an
unusual way. Our son Kevin, who was 12 that year, was
wrestling at the junior level at the school he atte nded.
Shortly before Christmas, there was a non-league match
against a tea
Random Blogs By Storm (original Title Huh?)
is not easy for her to do. She wants to. More than anything. But her need for
someone to love her doesn't outweigh her fear of getting hurt. She is numb inside.
She hates this feeling and wishes it would go away........................
She knows some think she is doing this for attention. Just crying wolf. She's not.
I can assure you. She would give anything in the world, anything, not to feel this
way. It's gotten harder for her to put on the "happy face." It feels like it's taken on a life of its own. Like it's gone
too far to ever get better. She hopes she's wrong. She prays she is wrong............
had just the right amount of meds (prescribed to me) & beer.............
for once I am relaxed. I wish this feeling would last forever. "When you come to the edgeof all the light you have, and must take a step intothe darkness of the unknownbelieve that one of two thingswill happen to you:either there will be somethingsolid for you to stand on,or you will be taught how to fly"