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Rain Rain Go Away!
When fall comes around, we have shorter days, it stays darker longer, people get drepressed, short tempered and so on and so on.....All i ask is that people just look everyday straight in the face and be happy! Life is Short,Please don't spend half of it being cranky and miserable. Look at everyday as if its a beautiful sunny day, because if your alive and healthy,,,its sunny!!!!!! Smile and Wave People Hugs & Tickles
i was told by my boy friend that this was a good site so i thought i would come on and see for my self, only to find every one is nakie on here and it buggs me a little, i thought these sites are to talk and make friends with people so why do ya have to have your clothes off for that yeah i know what goes on, on some peoples puter i am not stupid but do they really have to have a web site for a bunch of horney people. so like i said i would give it a chance and see if i was wrong about my feeling about this site and i started to like it alittle till i saw that people dont really write to you
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~
The Rain
as i sit under a clear blue sky, enjoying the warmth and the sun, i am feeling as if i have forgotten something, something i cannot put my finger on, something important nonetheless.. so we continue to toke our weeds, and talk our talks, and my cell phone rings, i hear the voice of one very familiar reminding me that a death has occured in our large family, and that i am late, i will be picked up shortly... and as i hang the phone up, i realise, the bright blue beautiful sky has now faded to a dismal grey, and as i stand, the first few drops hit me...and so does the rest of my day
The Rainbow Of Me
You Are Grape You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that. People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts. You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you. People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person.What Color Purple Are You? You Are Indigo Of all the shades of blue, you are the most funky, unique, and independent. Expressing yourself and taking a leap of faith has always been easy for you.What Color Blue Are You? You Are Cameo You are understanding and very empathetic. You don't tend to have acquaintances. Everyone is your friend. And all of your friends tend to be friends. You have a knack for bringing very different people together.What Color Orange Are You?
The Rain
Are you my love, that I wait for on the morn. Are you my love, if you leave my heart torn. Are you my love, when I call out at night. Are you my love, since you completely fill my sight. Are you my love, when I see you in my dreams. Are you my love, that dances with moonbeams. Are you my love, when I'm down and feeling blue. Are you my love, after I say that I Love You What kind of soul do you have? Good SoulAs a angel sent down from heaven you have plenty of good to spread around. You put others before yourself 100% of the time. If someone you know isn\'t happy, then neither are you until they are and your friends will stay true to you because of this. Take this test With you my heart is calm, and you take my breath away. And every time I speak to you, I hardly know just what to say. You know my heart is yours, you stole it from the start. I never even had a chance, and you clearly left your mark. As I review my heart, I swore it to another. But now
Rainy Day
Rain On a sunless day, the sky covered completely by dark clouds, In a darkened room, cool, where silence totally shrouds, Two people lay naked, silent, patiently waiting, Their lust building with each moment of anticipating, On the tin roof the first drops of rain fall noisily, The man and woman begin to caress each other so gently, Rain falling on the tin roof, its tempo setting the pace, Tenderly, Lovingly, man and woman become one face to face, Falling a little faster now, building to crescendo, Man and woman unleash their passion matching the tempo, The image become clear as lightening slices through the sky, World shaking as thunder rolls loudly like an angry dragon’s cry, The rain falling in sheets, making it impossible to see, They move at an animalistic pace, grasping each other desperately, The storm reaches it’s climax, rain and thunder crashing, the world spasms, Crying out over the storms moaning, they shudder with simultaneous orgasms, As the rain tape
Rain Feather's Poetry
Beneath the tree No leaves for shelter A snow is falling And branches bend And up beneath A frozen ground I find myself Hearing dragons sound And there she sleeps Beneath the leaves Upon the ground Her growth of seeds Though wintery silence Keeps me still A raven crys out Upon the mountain shrill And though a chatter Fills my brain I silence then She comes again Rising white A dragons wings Transparent, unfolding Upon this dream Where snow became The white scales And icicles became Her shiny teeth Where breath Became my breath Unfolding and unsheathed See here, says the dragon Theres gold among the sun See here, says the moon Theres love to find as one And there she sat Upon the snow Upon the back of she dragon Away up high and down below She sleeps Life her breath And all of her in me A goddess of the flames The earth and wind and sea! Rain Feather 1:27 waxing moon The Taste of Wine While traveling deep
Rainbow In The Dark
Woke up this morning, thinking of you, same o'l same nothing new, looked out my window, through the mist and the dew, I saw a rainbow, reminded me of you,, you are my pot o gold, my treasures untold, I live for the day, I have you to hold, my life was empty, hollow and cold, then I found you, My Rainbow In The Dark Dio - Rainbow In The DarkMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com
The Rain
THE RAIN We are walking in the woods one night with the stars shinning bright and a full yellow glowing moon out. When all the sudden it starts to get a litle windy and clouds appear out of nowhere, then it starts to rain and thunder followed by lighting and the cold breeze comes we look for shelter and we see a huge set of trees with interlocking branches, so we run for the covers of the tree while its pouring rain on us. and as we enter the clearing of the trees, inside that it is still dry and the most lushes green grass that is soft and cushey...and as u turn to say something to me about the luck we are haveing u noticed me standing there in my white tee-shirt and tight jeans that are soaked though and your words are cut off by the site u see with my hard nipples and breast showing though the white tee-shirt and as u look i noticed u looking at me and give u a smile that says go for it, so u walk over and say i love you and before i can say anything u start
Rainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and y
Rain's Ramblings And Recollections
Well well, a lawyer from my hometown of Atlanta, GA is the dude who spread the TB on those airliners from Atlanta to Europe, to Montreal and back. He should be jailed after he's treated. He had warnings and orders not to fly in his condition, but he proceeded anyway. He should be jailed for a long time, and, since he's a lawyer, he should have to pay for the treatments for every person he infected. __________________________________________________ The presidential candidates are stepping into high gear, over who takes control of the White House next year. I've come to the conclusion that none of the current candidates--Republican and Democrat alike--share the true interests of freedom-loving citizens like myself, of which in modern times are few and far between. Obama and Clinton tout "universal health care", which, if implemented, would be such a disaster it would put Canada's system to shame. Giuliani is anti-gun, and plus, he's a Yankee, and probably has no interest in the Sout
Rainy Day
Hello everyone thank you for making me feel welcome here especially my sis guilty and Goof in Texas. This place ROCKS MY SOCKS:)
Rain And Love
When did I enter the gates of heaven and get released from the ones of hell?, I feel like I spent the last year or so trapped in a jail cell, Now I'm released thanks to your love and happiness, Thank you for taking my heart and making my life sheer bliss, Nothing could compare to the things you make me feel, I'm yours and your mine and thats our little deal, I knew the time would eventually come, When we would unite and become one, Kill all my suffering and pain, Keep trying so we can make our feelings last and never let things be the same, Same as they used to be, living in pain without one another, Just be you, my girl, my baby, and my lover, If i ever lost you I would have no one to turn to, Because no one will ever love me like you do, Lay with me under the stars, And let our love surround us and make us forget the scars, Kiss my lips so I can sleep knowing your still here, As long as your mine you wont ever cry anot
Rainy Day
Just spilling thoughts here...... I woke up this morning to a virtual blizzard and thought to myself - yep it's gonna be one of those days. Luckily, the snow gave way to a cold rain, however, the gloom of the day had already set my mood. I have been licking the wounds of a break up since last year and days like this always make me think of those times when we used to cuddle under blankets - talking, laughing and just spending time together. Kind of weighs heavy on the heart. None the less, the day has been as dreary as my mood today and all I could think of is what I could have done different to save my ten year relationship. Nothing comes to mind yet everything comes to mind and as my day goes on, I smile politely to people at work, share a joke or two and put my nose to the grindstone so thinking of anything other than work was not an option. My day continued on as it normally does and before I knew it, it was time to head home. I was riding the bus home - which takes m
Rainy Day Adventure
The colors from the night before had all run together into a gray sunrise. She slowly woke up to find herself alone in his bed. She lay there for a few minutes, absolutely loving the feel of his bed sheets on her naked body. After prolonging getting out of bed long enough, she set foot on the floor, the carpet of his bedroom tingling her bare feet. She walked over to his closet and found one of his white shirts, which fit her with plenty of room to spare. She walked into the kitchen, where she was greeted by Miles Davis' horn playing softly on his sound system, as well as the smell of freshly brewed coffee. A coffee cup was sitting on top of a note to her that read, "Out of milk, be back shortly." She poured the brown liquid into the cup, and took a seat at the kitchen table. Miles struck up another tune, and she let her mind wander off. Her new lover would be home shortly. What would the day bring for them? Neither of them had anything to do today. They could go somewhere. They
As they slide down my legs you let your tongue slowly run up my inner thigh just to my balls then you stop and run your tongue up the other leg hearing me moan a little as your tongue lightly touches my balls. As you let your tongue lightly run across my legs then you start to suck gently , your hands moving up my legs to slide around and gently squeeze my ass. Your tongue makes teasing little licks across my balls before you start to lick your way up my cock. Just as your tongue reaches the head of my cock you pause and look up at me with a little devilish smile on your face as you take my cock in your hand and slowly let just the head slide into your mouth. Letting your other hand slide down to cup my balls and gently squeezing them hearing me moan a little louder. You slowly start letting me slide deeper into your mouth moving my cock in and out of your hot wet mouth an inch at a time. Feeling me thrust forward slightly wanting deeper. You keep working me in
Rainbow In My Life
I look happy don’t I Well, these smiles, their all lies I’ve been putting on a brave face so you don’t see All the pain that is inside of me So I tell everyone that I’m over you And that I’m glad were through Then I start reminiscing about you and I That’s when I uncontrollably cry The tears sting but your words are a knife Cutting deep into every part of my life Just when I begin to think that I’m healing Someone mentions your name and I get those old feelings I still don’t know how you got so close to me But no matter how much time passes you will always hold the key To my heart and soul, everything I felt was true And I still don’t know if I meant as much to you Life will go on and I will every so often cast A quick glance back to my distant past It was a season in our lives and with every season we grow To me you were like the beautiful colors of the rainbow Brightening my day after a rainy day, giving me happiness Unfa
Rain's Embrace
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some new
Rainbows & Sunset
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
Rainbow ~~
This is very pretty! I have never seen one! Very interesting! Hope you look at all the details! Per, this is true and is called a circumhorizontal arc or “fire rainbow”. It appears when the sun is high in the sky and its light passes through diaphanous high-altitude cirrus clouds. This is a fire rainbow – the rarest of all naturally occurring atmospheric phenomena. The picture was captured last week on the Idaho / Washington border. The event lasted about one hour. The clouds have to be cirrus, at least 20,000 feet in the air, with just the right amount of ice crystals. In addition, the sunlight has to hit the clouds at precisely 58 degrees. The actual pic of the rainbow is in my photos..This site doesnt offer the option of put pictures in blogs. Sorry :(
Rains Embrace
Rainbow Tribes
The Rainbow Tribe consists of everyone, of native and non-native blood, that believe that in our coming together as a tribe of people, of all colors ,that we will make the one true tribe of two-legged ones that we are. The Rainbow Tribe is actually many small groups that are coming together in understanding and celebration of the diversity of people and who understand their importance and their obligation of love to the Mother Earth and all that is here. We are not in any way trying to steal the native American ways nor to even encroach upon their wonderful ceremonies of spirituality. We are simply showing that we, as a member of the Rainbow Tribe, understand what Native American's and Pagans have long understood. Those in the Rainbow Tribe understand that Mother Earth is to be loved and protected with Father Sky watching us from above. We understand that the four directions (North, South, East, and West) hold power and should be celebrated and honored. We know that we are here as
Rain Rain Go Away!
Don't get me wrong I love the rain, but I've had enough of it. I have a little sissy car and it dies on me every time it gets a little wet, on my way to work I ran into some water and died! what is even weirder is nobody even stopped to help me push the car. Well just wanted to get a little frustration out, anyways, thanks for listening and stay dry!
The Rainbow Bridge
Rainchecks :-p
I am so tired of hearing...."How about a raincheck"? No thanks. If you cant make the time. Dont say you will/want to. Just say so. A raincheck is such a cop-out. Dont ask. I'm not accepting!
Well folks, I am going to drive to New York this evening. I will be heading out at about 6 p.m. and won't be here for two days. The reason forthis trip is to keep two appointments with NYU, and to prepare for the fall term. This means I will not be online for a couple of days, and I will let everyone know how my trip up there turns out. It's supposed to rain. Rain is nothing less than the tears of angels, who mourn for a soul lost in the emptiness. And the emptiness is when the heart has known pain too long, and finally feels anything no more. When the mind has thought so much, that it thinks no more. Leaving the body free and unguided. Leaving only the most primal of actions, for the mind no longer thinks, there is no logic. The heart no longer feels, there is no emotion. There is the animal left. There is only the beast. There is only the monster within. It's supposed to rain... do the angels mourn for me? The world fades away into the deepest of black. The brightest of day
Rains Embrace
Rainbows And Butterflies
I TOLD himI wanted to be with him, that was the reason I contacted him in the first place. I will love him always. But I am not putting upwith his bs. Its stupid. He said I could come back,why would I? The way he treated me, always so distant. It was unbearable to be there and to go a day or so, without him even glancing at me. It was stupid of me to think we had a chance. I DO NOT think I am perfect,far from it. Anyway ,went to the music hall the other day, it was fun , except randall starts flaunting his gf in front of me, which made me mad. I dont need people doing that, especially when I am single right now. Its like I wonder why I am even here. I mean people talk behind my back, they are to freakin scared to talk to my face and thats such a pussy way of dealing with things. well so it ends, thats okay....i mean yeah i am very sad, but hey, it wasnt my decision to leave and you know i got to make my life better.
The Rain Falls Down Quietly
The rain falls down quietly... Soothing and calming my restless spirit... Releasing the pent up energy.... Driving away the madness... Til all that's left is silence. Trembling in anticipation... Wound up with eagerness.... Desperate for any kind of release... Driven mad with depression... And the rain comes down. Lightning and thunder strike... The rain begins to pour.... My blood no longer boiling.... My thoughts no longer racing... Finally I am at ease. The clouds drive away my sadness... As easily as they take away the sun.... Sounds from the sky bring me happiness... Soon my soul will be set free... The rain falls down quietly.
The Rain
Rain rain rain rain it’s raining it’s raining your playing your playing watch yourself watch yourself keep yourself from your knife keep yourself from the fright keep yourself from that gun help yourself help yourself stay away from that sun darkness darkness is your salvation release release your main aggression feed feed your main sensations scream scream of your temptations forget forget your suicidal message go away go out of your way to become the one who makes no sense cleanse your mind don’t ever make sense don’t ever fit in -© J.Bendiksen
Rainy Day...
Rainy Day I wake up in the morning Remember that you're gone I wondered where the sun went The rain is falling now And I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah Yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again yeah yeah yeah yeah I tried to come and see you But you wont let me in I know we've had our moments But can we start again? Cuz I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again yeah yeah yeah And tell me how I'm gonna live without you Feel like my world is falling apart I watch the rain Falling again Wash away Wash away I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah oh
Rainn's Life
Well -- as if things haven't been enough I found out today that my father has cancer.  He has cancer cells on his liver and lungs.  It's incurable.  He begins chemo tomorrow and it will pretty much destroy his immune system.I sit here and type this blog just a couple hours after receiving the news and the only thought running through my head is that life is unfair.I think about all the hard times that my parents have had throughout their life and how they've overcome them while remaining together.  I look at all the emotional pain they put each other through and then remember that even during all of that, they managed to raise 3 kids and stay married for almost 49 yrs.They don't deserve this.  No matter what someone has done in life, they don't deserve the pain that comes with liver cancer.  I cried not because I'm afraid to lose him, but because of all the things he will miss in his lifetime after her he gone.I hope that in his own heart and mind that he can finally come to terms with
Rainbow Bridge
Rainbow Bridge Just this side of Heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine and our friends are warm and comfortable.All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigour; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing: they each miss someone very special, someone who was left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; his eager body begins to quiver. Suddenly, he breaks from the group, flying over the green grass, faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend fin
time is endless, it goes on. Neverending, but yet there never seems to be eonoug time. Time iis the epicenter of life. it controls every breath we take.l It controls how long we live and when we die. time seems to control our future and our lives day to day. where would we be withou time? in an endless abyss that goes on forever? would we ever accomplish anything? they same time is a virtue. but who is they? patience is time. all good things come to those who wait? What are we waiting on? time is a mystery. remember time is essence and essence is time. I love rain. Why I dont know. But it is comforting. Rain is so soothing to the mind and the soul. Rain is cool and refreshing. I think of rain as tears of the dead. I think thunder is anger of the dead.
The Rain
Rainfall The rain beats against the windowpane like drums echoing a rhythm of sorrow and regret. She stands by the window; hands clenched so tightly that it causes her delicate knuckles to grow white with the strain. Staring out of the rain beaded window with eyes glazed over with grief and anger her words echo in her head. She had only been alone for an hour or two but it felt like decades. Would he come back? Where was he going? Those two thoughts were at the top of her list of nagging questions second only to her growing concern over his reckless driving on the rain soaked streets. Her level of frustration was so strong she felt nauseous. Guilt was borrowing its claws into her and the feeling of hopelessness was almost overwhelming. Only when her anger kicked in did she feel the strength needed to survive this inner turmoil. It was his fault after all wasn’t it? All she wanted was a phone call. A simple “hey hello honey, I’m going to be late”. Is that too much to ask damn
Raining Over Me
I stand beneath the waterfall of you. Your love raining down on me. Cleanses me of the loneliness, I so often find myself in. When the hurt comes over me, Your love washes it away. It is often the only thing right now Getting me through the lonely days. Like shards of static electricity racing in my soul Your thoughts make my body quiver sometimes uncontrollably. How is it that our minds can touch across this mighty world, Creating such a splendid bond of shivers to behold. Above the clouds your love captures The true essence of my heart. Flowing like a river through my veins Which takes it to my sea of dreams. Alas it is only dreams we hold onto right now And is unknown whether they will really come true....But somehow, some way....I always feel you raining your love over me.
The Rain...
The Rain…. Rain falls from the darkening sky… We gladly walk out in it, you and I… We stop and kiss, right where we stand… Rain drops caressing your skin like a thousand tiny hands… Heat from our passion causes steam to rise… We kiss again, gazing deeply into each other’s eyes… The soft, gentle rain won’t quench our fire… Hearts full of Love, passion and raging desire… Warm kisses, soft caresses and ecstasy too… Making love in the rain, a fantasy come true… Brian - 2007
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Rainbow Of Life
Rainbow of Life RED = ANGER 1. Are you currently mad at someone? 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? 4. Does your face turn red when you’re angry? 5. When you’re mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? ORANGE = EXCITEMENT 1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? 2. Are you easily excited? 3. What event is coming up that you’re most excited about? 4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? 5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? YELLOW = SELF DISCOVERY 1. Name: 2. Birthday: 3. What’s your main goal in life? 4. Do you want to have children? 5. How do you want to die? GREEN = OPINIONS 1. Are you against gay marriage? 2. Lower the drinking age? 3. Capital Punishment? 4. Abortion? 5. Democrat or Republican? BLUE = LOVE 1. Do you love someone? 2. Do you have a bf/gf? 3. Is it
Rainn's Poetry
The graven image of our passion has risen against the fog the rain of my tears falls silently upon my pillow the steady and cumbersome rhythm beats defiantly against the door there is no answer in the night for the storm has evacuated my heart this admission of slavery has been treacherous to my soul the deeds undone and words unsaid have trickled away any emotion felt The last day's dawn rises amoungst the ashes of existence and creates a swelling of belief for it has created the perfect storm © 2007 Rainn (All rights reserved) tis a destiny of resisitance this flavour of you mixed with me the candlelight illuminates my visions making shadows dance and fantasize your touch the night caresses my breath reliving your precious memories over and over in my mind it is the dawn that draws you near it brings your vision to my eyes and your touch to my flesh as the sun arises you fade like a vampyric ashe your memory remains i fantasize you
Rainn's Lyrics
Introduction: funeral Music (spoken to rhythmn) Tragedy is the loss the loss of the nothing when you have all the loss of all when you have nothing We are the loss of the future and they are the loss of the past together we are the Tragedy of the present Chorus Tragedy we are your children Tragedy we are your faith teach us to live in our lies teach us to lie in your faith Verse 1 We have chosen to caress our fear we are taught to believe chase the tears away and bear the life we lead as children we are taught that no baby shall cry and we are punished for the errors that can not be denied Chorus Tragedy we are your children Tragedy we are your faith teach us to live in our lies teach us to lie in your faith Verse 2 We are here errors here no one said it has changed focus on the reality that is created for you and me we have no options here the decision has been made it's all in
Rain Cloud
since i let you leave its been as if there is a rain cloud over my head. waiting for me to find out how to get you back. My head has let go but my heart just want let me. I don't want to i just wasn't to be happy again, the way it was when i was with you, you made me laugh when i didn't even want to smile you always knew what to say to make me feel better. I use to lie to my self and say it was you but then i realized it was me i was in love and didnt know what to do, in love with you and no one wanted us to even be together. my own family didnt even want me to be with you. they didnt want me to be happy they wanted me to be with someone that would "help me" but you did help me i was happy for the first time in years. no one seen it but i felt better about myself and how my life had turned out and what happen to my family how it was torn apart but no one saw that but me i never told anyone, i never showed my sadness or my fear of how my life would
Rain Rain washes away the tears, Rain hides my fears, Rain echoes my pain, Rain calls forth my inner darkness, Rain lays bare my new wounds, Rain cleans away the grime of my Charred Soul, Rain whispers to the voices in my Blackened Heart, Rain drowns my Spirit in waves of deep Depression, As all things even the rain must end. Mordechai Havic AKA: Anti-Cupid
Blank page. Here I am. Staring at the unwritten promise land. There is nothing left to taint the page, Only malicious taunting to fill the space. An unscratchable itch just out of reach, I dig deep for the tools for my masterpiece. Slowly I sculpt, I shape, I mould. My pen flows faster as I unfold. The weight is lifted with my final verse. My inner demons finally dispersed. When the rain comes pooring down, The pitter patter the only sound. It blocks out the chaotic mesh, Of the world's noisiness. In every drop I am set free, With the water's peace flowing through me. A snapshot of time that will only fade, The cascade of pain washed away.
Damned if it isnt raining cats and dogs and I am on my bike without mah rainsuit
what make you sad? what makes you lonely ? we all get down from time to time and sometimes it feels like the end of the world ?why ? its because when you feel this bad nothing can lift you but the one you love or the close friends you have but there not always at hand how ever many we have ... myself i love the rain walking in the downpour feeling it cover me nobody can see the pain in your heart as its just raindrops covering your face so tears are mixed with rain nobody can see but is it strange the amont of people you see in the downpour when you would think they would be indoors in the warm so i say let it rain wash away my pain untill im in the arms of a loved one and can be whole again
Rainy Season!
Aaaah,the RAIN! Don't think that when the clouds have come and the sun has been obscured that it is not a beautiful day. The weather should move with you,the wind should carry you,for if it was not for the wind there would be no change,life would be static and there would be no rain!The rain carries with it LIFE and ENERGY! Many places suffer drought on this earth and would be grateful for just one drop!It is charged with electrical energy,do you not feel a spark within you once the rain has touched your skin?Feel its lightening energy strike flash within your mind and body(I love the lightening...what a SHOW)!Even the sound of rain is music! Rain is the reason for our colorful EARTH full of vibrant plants and trees...and an abundance of wild life for we all need water for survival as we did come from that very substance itself! So embrace the rain and dance with its descent...loosen your clothing (All of them,if you can!)and let it soak your skin! Don't sit inside wai
Rainy Days
Rainy days are the only drawbacks of being single. Ya know the slow raining days where all you want to do is cuddle up under the covers with someone special? Well being single, ya dont always have that special someone there to cuddle with. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m
Rainin In Paradize
Welcome to paradize (x2) today it's rainin (x4) Welcome to paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin in Zaire was no good place to be this world go crazy it's an atrocity in Congo still no good place to be them kill me buddy its a calamity go Masai go Masai be mellow go Masai go Masai be sharp go Masai go Masai be mellow go Masai go Masai be sharp in Monrovia This (is) no good place to be weapons go crazy it's an atrocity in Palestinia too much hypocrisy this world go crazy it's no fatality go Masai go Masai be mellow go Masai go Masai be sharp today it's rainin (x4) in paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin Welcome to paradize today it's rainin In Bagdad it's no democracy that's just because it's a US country In Fallujah too much calamity this world go
Rainn's Quizzes
You are 100% likeable You are a very likeable person. You have good manners and you are very friendly. You have tons of friends and no enemies. 'How Likeable are You?' at Your Year 3000 Name Na'shantae Oasis Take this quiz at You are Cleopatra Beautiful and Charming. You are able to persuade anyone to do anything you would like, because of your hotness and charisma. You are an expert in gaining power over anyone you choose. Take this quiz at
Rain / Sunshine
It is raining... now. I like it when I'm cosy, warm and don't have to go anywhere... This is a home-type rain. I like it when I'm sad, walking in the rain without an umbrella helps me hide my tears... And the dull weather suits my mood. Seems that the sky is crying with me and knows my pain. This is a friend-type rain. I like it after a long drought. The smell of rain is great then and it is so expected and needed. This is a refreshing rain. I like it first time in spring. It washes the grumpy snow away and helps the grass get green and is usually mild and warm. This is a greening and washing rain :p Any more rains YOU like?
another passing night my rain isnt there i stand outside hands towards the sky begging pleading where is my rain i know she will come when where soon i hope rain saves my soul frees my mind grows my love it hasnt rained in many a day when will she come soon i hope i lay upon the ground gazing at the stars sleeping dreaming a drop of rain another day saved another day of hope
Rain Kiss
Kiss me twice in the rain First time nice second with pain Autumn night rain drops cold After our fight It's me you scold Pull my hair soaking wet Don't play fair deserve all I get Grass stained knees bare ass spanked Harder please Oh God I thanked Dew mist legs entwined hard nipples touch Roughly we grind hate you so much Kiss me nice in the rain I love you twice with pleasure and pain!
I sat on the porch And started to swing Remembering our talks And what life would bring Lots of thoughts Ran through my mind As the sun went away And no longer shined The clouds rolled in The rain started to fall hitting the ground I stood up tall I stepped off the porch For a walk in the rain The cleansing of my soul The cleansing of my pain Walking in the warm air With the rain hitting my face It was something so relaxing As I walked at a slow pace Splashing in puddles Like a kid having fun There's no better time to think No better time to run I welcome the rain It's more than you know Look at the beauty it brings Look at how things grow It's more than just water That gets you wet It's a chance to clear your mind A chance you shouldn't forget Take off your shoes And let it go For the soft mist of the rain Will heal your soul
Rain.... 4 Cass
Bound by reality, driven by emotion he allows himself to fall in love knowing all well it is just a fantasy. Who could love him when he knows nothing of love? Just an average man nothing stands out another number another body another shadow on this earth that will fade with the darkness. Blending in with all shadows a part of the dust that gets swept away with no mind. He is just a friend never making it further always in the back of the mind there only when needed. The reality is just that of a cloud never thought of unless it rains. Like the sunrise taking the back seat to the sunset. Two equally beautiful occurrences yet most sleep through one never seeing it just like the masses in the streets of New York. The majority just do the bump and grind passing by thousands everyday and not seeing them just a mass just faces that have no meaning just in your way. Emotionally they are just images of data in your mind just ignoring them just like breathing, it is there yet you don’t think ab
My head back, hair wet against my face, I look into the darkness of my closed eyes, as I feel you pour upon me. Touching my face, neck, and shoulders; you cause me to shiver. Every sense within me heightened beyond any scale, I treasure your caress. Arms outstretched, I await your consumption of my being. The glistening you cause upon my flesh, far more intensified by the blinding passion you have instilled within me. Rage, sadness and love; a welcome turmoil. You bring every feeling inside of me to surface. Your sounds, hushing all that surrounds me, causing an awakening calm; arousal of my soul. Your touch becoming softer, I open my eyes to find a glistening, brighter world. A light shines as I watch you fade into the skies, yet again... ~Jess~
Rain I feel the rain a crowd around my back is gathering let it die leave my drenched body to flood the peice of earth I am currently pearched upon leave me to fade away this is the moment I know I never meant a thing rub it in my face the only way to understand is to feel the rain...
Rain In Az.....
So as of yesterday I have a art-time joby job.......I am enjoying the time away from home. The pay ain't to bad either.....For those who don't know Arizona is a right to work state, which means the employers can pay you what they long as it equals to the federal min wage if you get tips. And since I work in a restaurant as a server that means I can get paid a little as 2.25 an hour. This place pays 5 an hour plus I get tips. The tips at this place aren't as much as say the last restaurant I worked at but that's ok cuz I get paid more an hour......I work at a pizza place so there are more phone orders than in house dinning..... Well I suppose that's all for today! Wow as I sit here rather bored and tired not quite ready to go to bed.....I'm just going round the internet and surfing the various subjects that kinda interest me. I know lame blog but I just had to write about how I feel right now.....loved, bored, tired, sick still and in need of a couple pain killers....
Here again comes the rain; Cascading down my body like a burning flame! Wet and wild it comforts me, Pouring down so free. I dance in the middle of a puddle; Barefoot ,my cotton dress in a bundle. I want to scream out! As I dance about; For ,I am as happy as I can be; Because ,I too am free! Sapphire Jewel AKA Valarie A Laboy Copyright Dec 11 2007
its been raining all day and im tired of it
How sweet are raindrops Tears without reason Just to wash and cleanse To refresh and revive The great feeling of pureness Grasping nature's conscious and unconscious After flying through space On a long and precious journey Never to miss anything Seeping to seek the impure Cool and clear meeting hot and unclean Petting the skin of all Comforting the anguish of time Embracing to protect what's left Of a burned out and tired time Trying to re-grow other seasons Of the more colorful and fresh Taking precious and valuable time to work wonders And change everything back To the lovely days they remember
Rainbow Heart Family
Rain Rain
I shield from the rainfall, as a natural response under my umbrella, And I stay dry through the scene. I discovered you, Walking your harmonous soul on the waterlogged pavement, and wearing a smile so permanent. Well-chosen, bright, beautiful rainfall divine, And I must shield from the falling, He said: "Why do you hide yourself under an umbrella? Such a beautiful fille , 'tan bella' You're like a beautiful flower-- you need to bloom-- this rainfall is for you, Because flowers need water to live." And for once I smiled A smile of relieve...
Rainbow Heart And Autism Famiy
Hello this is god angel speaking i am going to start a rainbow heart and autism family for those who would like to join its not a bombing family its a support family and help each other deal with the autism and get ideas how thelp our kids that has the autism all i ask of you is to just rate ,fan, and add and you can rate the pics n your own terms if you would like to join please contact me or sweetlips or austin sexy angel. Please come and join the autism family and support the kids and adults with the autism show them we care .
Rain & Moonshine..
You know how the sun looks when the sun is shining and it is raining? The way the sun seems to shine through the clouds and on other clouds? That is such a beautiful sight.... Well I saw a night version of that with a full moon. Some of the clouds would partially cover the moon. The shine of the moon would shimmer through the clouds and onto other clouds that was near... I wished I could take what I saw and paint a picture of it.....
Magnetosynthesis Why rocking chairs and cradles? Is crib death osteoporosis in babies? Evidence indicates, that through an educational process, a prescribed change in our lifestyle, osteoporosis can be eliminated as a plague afflicting mankind. Please take the time necessary to become familiar with the following information. My analysis indicates that your health, and that of others around you, stands to be beneficially affected through your understanding of the newly acquired concepts known as Magnetrition and Magnetosynthesis. These factors have always played a role, yet gone unnoticed until now. Your help in bringing this matter to everyone's attention should be greatly appreciated by all. I'm promoting the research I've done, and its conclusions. I've been working with this idea for over 20 years. It just seems hard for most people to grasp the concept. And, the theory implies a high degree of ignorance, on our part. Collected together, the facts prescribed a soc
I shield from the rainfall, as a natural response under my umbrella, And I stay dry through the scene. I discovered you, Walking your harmonous soul on the waterlogged pavement, and wearing a smile so permanent. Well-chosen, bright, beautiful rainfall divine, And I must shield from the falling, He said: "Why do you hide yourself under an umbrella? Such a beautiful fille , 'tan bella' You're like a beautiful flower-- you need to bloom-- this rainfall is for you, Because flowers need water to live." And for once I smiled A smile of relieve...
I shield from the rainfall, as a natural response under my umbrella, And I stay dry through the scene. I discovered you, Walking your harmonous soul on the waterlogged pavement, and wearing a smile so permanent. Well-chosen, bright, beautiful rainfall divine, And I must shield from the falling, He said: "Why do you hide yourself under an umbrella? Such a beautiful fille , 'tan bella' You're like a beautiful flower-- you need to bloom-- this rainfall is for you, Because flowers need water to live." And for once I smiled A smile of relieve...
So alive, so wrong Never thought it could be all gone I believe Time to let it heal And start all over again. I find myself someday But it's all up to me I wanna be the one who's loved I can see, I believe I wanna see the one's I lost I believe I can see, now Me up against the wall Never thought I could see But now I believe Time to break it down And start it all over again I found myself today But it's all up to me I wanna be the one who's loved I can see, I believe I wanna see the one's I lost I believe I can see, now So now that I can see I wanna be the one who's loved I can see I believe I wanna see the one's I lost Look at me and believe It's up to me find who's lost I believe I can see Why can't I be the one who's loved I believe I can see, now.
Rainy Days And Mondays
This day hasn't gone the way it was supposed to at all of course. First and foremost, a friend's mom died and one of her oldest and favorite cats also died (she's a cat collector) so it's not a good day for her. Which means that anything I complain about here is gonna sound really stupid. But in the interest of continuing on in my tradition of being the most selfish person I know, here goes. I wanted to sleep in. I never get to do that. I didn't remember anything being planned for today since soccer season is over and the yard sale we were going to do got rained out. But at 5am, my usual wake up time, guess what? I'm awake. I tried to go back to sleep but anyway. I'm up. Then I remembered that my two oldest kids are supposed to be at the BBQ contest to work at 11. Note to self, use calendar on phone for every event! I figure I'll do something else I never do, get in the shower before the hot water is all gone. But my plumbing went haywire and both bathtubs are full of...stuff. So I hav
Rainy Nights
it is raining here tonight. the sound of the rain reminds of my younger days when i would play in the rain and the puddles. brings back the memories of being with my dad and enjoying the rain playing in it with him like he was a kid. the rai makes everything smell so clean and lets me drift back to my childhood at times. thank goodness for the rain
Rainey Night
It had been a long trip going home on leave in the navy. My car had broken down 10 miles back in the dead of night and the rain kept getting harder and harder until it was torrential downpour! I was soaked to the bone and freezing! I thought the back roads would be better but now I’m rethinking it! I have not seen a car in the last 5 miles and not a service station in sight! My feet squishing in my shoes I see lights coming behind me. My luck must be changing as you pull off the road to see if you can help! You see this wet sailor wet and cold and offer me a ride! I want to but I don’t want your car to get soaking wet as me. You insist I get in so you can get me too town. As we ride the heat in your car is finally warming me. You see my firm fitting tee shirt sticking to my hard firm chest and abs with my nipples hard from the cold. I find you gazing at me with your beautiful sexy eyes. You say the service station is down the road but closed until morning and insist I stay at your
From our window, I see the forgotten garden beneath wild with weeds and twisted trees where pages fall like autumn leaves poems torn in the storm pieces of a song letters held so dear now dance into the dawn words that meant everything when everything was gone How the rain just sighs weeping from the skies keeping our garden fed these tears from twilight eyes rain tangled in the wind of dark, despairing wishes straining sorrow on my skin I fall with our lost kisses to the forgotten garden beneath
I love when it rains Is that weird? I feel that God understands my pain and sorrow The rain pouring down hitting the ground hard as possible It's never enough for me Just let it rain As it rains I don't have to cry The whole world is doing it for me If they only understood my anger gets released as I say see..see what you've done The thunder is doing the taking for me These cuts and bruises are getting justified Rain is proof we all hurt Even the sky has limits to pain so it rains Let it rain Let the sky lite up Let the wind blow Let windows slam as curtains sway And let the thunder roll But sooner or later it stops The world goes quiet with a rainbow that can't dent it Life goes on But the cuts and bruises are still there as a reminder...'s bound to rain again....
Rainbow Bridge
Rainy Daze
A day off today...And it's raining...I love the rain...But with the week I've had..I feel like I'm in a total daze.. One day your life seems to be going in the right direction...Your making plans for the future...You've got a whole new reason to live...You wake up smiling... And then the next thing you know...It comes crashing down around you...It almost feels like you've been sucker punched in the stomach...and you can't catch your breath...And you feel as if the whole world has come to a complete stop... Today will be my first day off since my life was turned upside down once again...I'm going to do my best to breathe...Look at the big picture and concentrate on getting back some peace of mind... The rain is perfect for that...It's calming...dark...and quiet...
Standing in the pouring rain Letting stifling thoughts drench out of me The heat of the day diminished in cool, hard rain I’m waiting for my storm The feel of lightning through my veins And thunder through my soul To feel alive as never before As if at the edge of life I’m waiting for my storm
Raining Again
Music for me is a very important outlet...I'm not poetic by any means...and if I hear something that really speaks to me...It means something... Raining Again...Staind Staind LyricsRaining Again Lyrics
Rainbow After The Rain
God never promise us a good life on earth; but He gave the assurance that there will always be a rainbow after the rain. Life on earth is not always what we expected and wanted it to be. But if we can put our trust in God, He can sail us through definitely. God never let us bear what is impossible; and He makes sure what we bear is the limit that we can take without much difficulty. After the rain, things will be changed; everything on earth seems to be new and clean. With these renew scenario, we should be: - a more positive and courageous person as indicated by the RED of the rainbow; - a creative, thoughtful and joyful person as indicated by the ORANGE of the rainbow; - an intelligent, confident and logical person as indicated by the YELLOW of the rainbow; - a renewed, generous and practical person as indicated by the GREEN of the rainbow; - a peaceful, sincere and responsible person as indicated by the BLUE of the rainbow; - a relaxed, devot
Rainbow Room
Hey everyone I'm in an Auction come check it out So here it is, it has come to my attention that Fubar has tons of haters. So a new lounge has been created for all of the Gay and Gay friendly commubity on Fubar. if you have ever been a victim of homophobia please join us in taking a stand against fubar. Also if you have a friend that is gay or lesbian and would like to join us please do so. We are gonna show the haters that we can't be silenced! Don't forget to come show your love.
Rainbow Brite
Choke a smurf? is that what they're calling it now? What the hell happened to the chicken?! ~ It's Saturday night in Tampa & I'm sitting on the computer. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!? I should get in the car and go to ybor but Beckas busy & don't wanna go alone. IM BORED! ENTERTAIN ME! ~
Rainbow's End
Raindrops Of Passion.
Raindrops of passion My mind a constant race Though my heart lies exceptionally calm… Swirling… Shimmering… In your warmth. Holding close the image of shadows touching the light… Basking in the darkness that I no longer own. The silent moment still lying around us… Brings me to comfort. The taste of your kisses so soft… Infinite in variety. Your eyes dance upon me… Clothing me in their mellow acceptance… Their mist… I’ve entitled Rain. For I have been bathed within their gentle caress! This… My vivid picture of vision… Magical reflection of charming affection… Melting within your gaze. A newborn breeze blows in the eloquence of your smile… Accompanied by the sun’s perpetual breath… Calming the heart of my troubled spirit. My desires now lie hushed… My soul satisfied… Within your quiet, fragrant form. ~moi.
Rainbow Kisses
Droplets of moisture elopes with every single kiss luminous colours convey, fortifying hearts encrust Illusions defined by lover's realm of the perfect soul mate as rainbow kisses pour down upon the lips of silent caress Multicoloured emotions of pure sweet devotion with fervid displays, accumulating my love in the perfect way Glittering sparkles of light shading vigorously through the night as her intense connection, flutters my hearts pure affection Totally mystified by each kiss erupting in emotional tides while rainbow kisses collide producing the ultimate ride A passionate collaboration, painting immense divine flirtation underneath our fortress of love, we share our rainbow kisses
Rainbowbritekilla & Freak
Rain coming down,window by my side.Hand coming down,to my lower thigh.Listening to the pitter, patter.My hand goes in and out slower then faster.Exciting myself with every beat.So wet and sweaty, got to turn down the heatRain is so sexy, it always turns me on.My vibrator and me, holding a special bond.I let out loud and deepful moans.Hitting my g spot, and special zones.Feeling myself getting wetter and wetter.My own touch is feeling better.Clouds part and out comes the sun.Hearing the rain get softer makes me cum.
The Rainbow Hearted One
As She walks upon the earth the land turns greenBecause what flows from Her heart is unseenWhen She glides along the high mountain topThe darkness flees from Her light and stopsSo She swims into the deepest ocean blueThe sea is rejuvinated and the color made newThen THE RAINBOW HEARTED ONE hits the colorless airAnd leaves behind a glowing rainbow from Her satined hairHer beauty is ultimate as She streams out into the dark so farHovers around a gathers each and every glowless starTouches and releases them shinning into the uttermost parts of spaceAnd as the universe celebrates Her conquest, she releases a smile upon Her beautiful face Aloha and Mahalo
clue#1 slow jamz clue#2 movement clue#3 hott clue#4 kisses clue#5 wet clue#6 water clue#7 drips HAVE YOU GUESSED WHAT IM TALKING BOUT? NO NASTY IM TALKING ABOUT A BUBBLEBATH WITH THE MUSIC GOING... OMG PEOPLE GET UR MIND OUT THE GUTTER!!! LOLZ JP “Thought is the sculptor who can create the person you want to be.” Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -- Gandhiji Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies. -- Ann Landers Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life.-- Buddha  Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling.-- Claude Pepper follow the yellow brick road you may jus find something yu like.... check out de pix, rate em, rack up ponits and ill return de favors!!!!
I never was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. His face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away. And when he looked what could I ali My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face. And took my eye sight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as cords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winters choice? Is love always snow? He seems to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw such sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart was left it's dwelling  place And can return no more.................... I"m standing in the rain, trying to wash away the pain. I can't let you know how you hurt me so, from all the times you led me astray. I hear you say "I love you.",
Rain Check Music Video
NEED WASHING?? A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She  must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic  trance we were all caught in 'Mom let's run through the rain,' she said. 'What?' Mom asked. 'Lets run through the rain!' She repeated 'No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit,' Mom replied. This youn
I am really happy, cause I lost 22 pounds already. YAY! We've been seeing what you wanted, Got us cornered right now Falling asleep from our vanity May cost us our lives I hear them getting closer Their howls are sending chills down my spine And time is running out now, They're coming down the hills from behind When we start killing It's all coming down right now From the nightmare we've created I want to be awakened somehow (Wanna be awakened right now) When we start killing It all will be falling down From the hell that we're in All we are is fading away When we start killing We've been searching on and on But there's no trace to be found It's like they all have just vanished But I know they're around I feel them getting closer Their howls are sending chills down my spine And time is running out now They're coming down the hills from behind When we start killing It's all coming down right now From the nightmare we've created I want to be awakened somehow (Wanna be awakened righ
Rainbow Of Destiny Turf
Rainbow Club
Rainbow Club is the only group on FuBar that is for Bi Sexual, Bi Curious, Gay & Lesbians! We r more like a family then a group! We want everyone 2 have fun! We r just starting out but give me will be awesome! The link 2 the page is bellow! Check it out! It wont hurt! Remember..u dont have 2 join though 2 be a friend! We r always looking 4 new friends as well! If u would like 2 join please read the blog on the Rainbow Clubs page! Then message us & let us know!   Thanks, SexyBiChris =)  
Rainy's Rambles
Rain Drops
well i have 40 some pics of me & will be adding more  over time but if you think im doing a salute ur crazy i dont think i need to hold a little paper up to make friends & ya dont like me cus of that then ur lame im here to have fun  & become best friends & more  if it happens  to turn intoo more great I feel the rain falling on my skin, cool drops falling and running down my body...They become your hands as they begin to slowly run down my face and neck, making visions dance wildly in my mind... Onto now my aroused awaiting breasts they travel, running down to the tips of my nipples and dripping off onto the ground below... The crease between my breasts has now become a valley in which they run down to my stomache touching so softly and gently... father down they move caressing me touching my inner thighs causing their own twisted delight, they are teasing me... Moving down my legs calves and ankles and off the tips of my toes I notice they have made a picture below, a puddle of water
I made several salutes today. I will make more, so if you don't have one isn't because I decided you are a piece of shit.   maybe okie dokie,supposed to find out surgery date tuesday and I get mri/ct both on that day. grab your salutes and  never bug me for updated photos again   loves and stuffs your friend kit HAI! Just letting everyone know I am alive and happier than EVER! I am dating a wonderful guy that makes me look like a midget :) football season is here for my kiddo.Signed my nephew up to play on his team,so my hands are full! Practice for 2-3 hrs a week etc etc etc. Pain in my back sucks, but my guy helps me sleep :) My computer is a brat grrrr I have been too busy to be online. If only the app for here was better! If you want to reach me message me on fb. I am on there with my phone a lot..too much sometimes. I miss a lot of you! It is crazyyyyyyyyyy how happy I am. When you get away from negative people that is what happens. Cory is full of the negative,but
Rainbow World
I love the music of the morningas rain dropsbeat out their rhythmson my bedroom window panes.I have heard that beat beforeunder tin roofsin faraway jungles,where lonesome young warriors,not understanding the rhythms of the rain,nor life,cried to that beatof that falling rain.Now, that I am laying herenext to you,I have no fears.No anger.No worries about bombsor tomorrows.I have learned to lovethat rhythm of the rain.I have learned to love you.I have learned to love me.So, I am satisfiedjust sleeping here with you,while listening to the falling rainand the beating of your hea
wondering  where  the  heart  feeling  is  . how  is  it  i can  see  my  reflection  upon  the  sky  can i fly,  or  will  i  die ,  show  the  sun  so  i live  agian  . , closed  of f  t o  the  world  outside  i could  not  feel  , i could  not  do  ,  inprisoned  and  protected  from  the  hate  i felt  inside ,  no longer  i could  hide . my tears  black  and  frozen  i could  feel  no warmth  from  beyond  my walls  .  i was  frightned  and  afraid  like  bug  that  crawls .  wishing  my  crys  could  be heard  from here  .  i am  locked  . looking upon the light outside my window , i had to cover my eyes from the sun , but as i sit i thought and the more i thought , the more sadness came , its a story of mine thats always the same , blue thoughts sometimes wont escape me , like the coldness of a dark gray sea , what will i become , when my time is short , who will be with me in those final hours , and give me wine and flowers , kiss my tears from my cheek , and tell e t
Rainbow Warriors
RAINBOW WARRIORS @ There would come a time when the Earth would be ravaged of it's resources, the sea blackened, the streams poisoned, the deer dropping dead in their tracks. Just before it was too late, the Indian would regain his spirit and teach the white man reverence for the Earth, banding together with him to become Warriors of the Rainbow. There was an old lady, from the Cree tribe, named "Eyes of Fire", who prophesied that one day, because of the white mans' or Yo-ne-gis' greed, there would come a time, when the fish would die in the streams, the birds would fall from the air, the waters would be blackened, and the trees would no longer be, mankind as we would know it would all but cease to exist. @ There would come a time when the "keepers of the legend, stories, culture rituals, and myths, and all the Ancient Tribal Customs" would be needed to restore us to health. They would be mankind's' key to survival, they were the "Warriors of the Rainbow". There would com
The Rain
I think today i'll walk in the rain it doesn't discriminate  it cleanses my mind hides my tears feels nice against my skin smells fresh and clean  drowns my sorrow  allows me to think it doesn't put me down yea, I think i'll walk in the rain....
The Rain
Raining In The Dark
Here is the best thing that I ever wanted I'll do my best to justify All of my actions The way you do your hair and The clearing of the truth as I see And hold onto nothing To lay out a bed Of the lords favorite rings Hold on minds,be real And you'll never know just how dark this rain could be... The reason Im living high at the moment Is probably hard to understand Lay back and never let the wanderer Get away and run til thats all that I can do And you'll never know just how dark this rain could be... Will you ever know just how dark this rain could be?? Here is the best thing That I ever wanted And I'll do my best to justify All of my actions,so be real And you'll NEVER know just how dark this rain could be.......
Raise Your Hand If You've Been In A Bad Relationship That You Just Can't Get Away From?!?
Raising Kids
Okay, so my oldest kid turned 14 in January. She suddenly got an attitude from HELL and thinks she knows EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! I am ready to shove the Midol down her throat by the bottle full and beat her every time she opens her mouth. Her "boyfriend"has been trying to score drugs for his "friend", and has thus been banned from ever contacting her again. How the hell am I gonna survive another 4 years of this? She still does well (Honor Roll)in school but I am really starting to question whether my influence will be enough to override the negatives! Goddess Help me!!! I want to leave something positive behind for my kids. I want to live a life that reflects well in my obituary. I want to be a good mother, especially when my kids think I am the meanest mommy ever! I am raising my kids to be proud, respectful and value hardwork & a good education. I guess if they put THAT in my obit, I will have left something positive behind......... My oldest son just turned 13! Last week I go
Raising [awareness] For Child Abuse.
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Raising Hell And Proud!
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Raising Kids
It is so hard to raise kids on my own, there are many days I don't even know what the hell I am doing. I don't even know how to be a father, never had the example. I never have met or known my own father. I feel many a day that I am the shittest father in the whole world.
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace ra
Raise Request For The Penis
I the Penis, here by request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything i do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. i work in a "damp" environment. 6. I work in a "dark" work place that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in hot temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised the administration "Rejects" your request for the following reasons: 1. You don't work 8 hours straight. 2. You fall asleep after breif work periods. 3. You don't always follow orders from the management team. 4. You don't stay in your assigned area, and are often seen visiting other areas. 5. You don't take initiative. 6. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start work. 7. You leave the work place rather messy at the end of your shift. 8. You don't always observe necessar
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Raising Caine
My first blog post. And its pretty much me whining like an emo bitch boy. Here's the thing, I have not always been a good man..hell, i'm still not. I am a liar, a cheater, a confrontational, arrogant, condescending son a ...well, my mother is a saint but you get the point. I know this and i am striving to change, to grow, to be a better man, for my son and because of one amazing, amazing woman. My son adores me...the woman, not so much. That's not entirely accurate. She adores me too...she just doesn't trust me. She's seen the darkest parts of who i am and it scares her. Her heart bears the scars of where its led her in the past and she sees me and the spectacular, epic failures that i bring about to relationships and she is running for her life. I got the "we're friends to the end" speech. I know she's afraid of being hurt. I know most likely, thats exactly what i'll do. And i know, I know a good man, a better man would let her go. I have left a trail of bodies in my wake
Raising Kids In This Cruel World
Im rather pissed off right now and it seems to be a never-ending thing. I am the mother of 7 kids and no im not perfect but I do my best and I have taught them manners and they have discipline and they know right from wrong. They arent perfect but then again the only child that is perfect is one that is strung out on meds cuz their parents cant handle em being children. Thats a whole nother subject tho. So ill get to why im writing this in the first place. 4 of my children are in school. 1 is in 4th grade, 2 in 3rd grade and 1 in 1st grade. As I stated, my children arent perfect but they know right from wrong. In the mornings monday thru friday I get up at 6am, get my kids showered and ready for school. I kiss and hug them all as they walk out the door to catch the bus. They know if they act up there will be consequences when they get home from school. I make sure my kids have assigned seats on the bus in the front due to past problems. In an average week which is 5 school days at leas
Raising Cane
Comment Images I am raising i started on fubar in 2007. I have made lots of new friends and old some kept and so go. But Now I am raising cane. when i have all these friends i only get one or two to my page. SO If you have a interest in what the new page looks like stay with me and see the new nears page if not then please delete me. I am only interested in ones that like to be on fubar and enjoy the hospitiality! marianne sumissive desires
The Raise
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary
Raise My Taxes Please!
Raise My Taxes, Mr. President! We can’t afford the Bush cuts anymore. For the last few months, we have heard powerful, passionate arguments about the need to cut America’s massive budget deficit. Republican senators have claimed that we are in danger of permanently crippling the economy. Conservative economists and pundits warn of a Greece-like crisis, when America can borrow only at exorbitant interest rates. So when an opportunity presents itself to cut those deficits by about a third—more than $300 billion!—permanently and relatively easily, you would think that these very people would be in the lead. Far from it. The Bush tax cuts remain the single largest cause of America’s structural deficit—that is, the deficit not caused by the collapse in tax revenues when the economy goes into recession. The Bush administration inherited budget surpluses from the Clinton administration. What turned these into deficits, even befo
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Zitat:       Die Frauen, das grösste, beste und schönste das uns Männern überhaupt passieren konnte. Sie sind das einzige das dem Dasein von uns Männern auf diesem Globus einen wahren Sinn schenkt. Sie verdienen für all die Wärme, Kraft, Mut, Hoffnung, Liebe und vieles mehr, das sie uns jeden Tag selstlos und in Liebe geben unseren grössten Respekt. Ihre zerbrechliche und verletzliche Seele unsere Ehrfurcht. Eine Seele nicht ungleich wie die unsere genauso zerbrechlich - verletzlich und kein Bisschen weniger. Das können wir ihnen nie genug zeigen nicht 50x pro Tag sagen lieber einmal pro Tag zeigen sie sehen es in unseren Augen und fühlen es im Herzen. RAKis       Zitate:   Was ist Liebe? Die meisten von uns haben von der Liebe eine sehr verklärte und romantische Vorstellung. Kein Wunder. In den Texten der Lie
A Rakkasan's Wife!
Never Argue with a Woman... One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?) "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. "I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MORAL: Nev
A Rakkasan's Wife!
THIS IS THE INFANTRYMANS PROMISE!!! If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is Army Infantry now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is Army Infantry now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is Army Infantry now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so mu
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Even the most pleasurable experience can become dull and unpleasant if it continues on and on with no end. Even the most magnificent surroundings can feel like a prison if you're unable to take a break from them. Life thrives on variety and change. When you keep yourself stuck in a rut, no matter how satisfying that rut may be, it gets old and can be very draining. When you're constantly fighting against change, even if you succeed in keeping things the same you render yourself unable to enjoy them. Because you're always worried that they will not last. When, on the other hand, you accept that change is part of life, you will enable yourself to enjoy and to fully live every moment you're in. You'll also be able to look more confidently and enthusiastically toward the future instead of dreading it. Yes, with change there is risk, yet there is also enormous opportunity. Change gives life richness and meaning, and makes possible all sorts of achievements that no one has yet ev
Ralph Marston
Have a plan If you don't have a plan, random circumstances will make one for you. And you probably won't like it much. Decide what you would like and go for it. Success is no more complicated than that. The energy and time you spend can either bring you toward your dreams or it can keep you in the service of someone else's dream. Choose to follow your own dreams. Explore your own most deeply held values and purposes. Decide precisely how you would like your world and your life to be. The most dismal failures are not caused by the inability to reach a goal. Those failures are the result of not having a clear enough and meaningful enough goal. Know exactly where you intend to go, and you're much more likely to get there. Have a plan, follow it with persistence, and enjoy being where you sincerely choose to be. -- Ralph Marston -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Copyright ©2007 Ralph S. Marston, Jr
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Making Friends Every person is different, knows different things, acts differently, does ralphs lauren different things, and you wonder how we all get along? Well, some of us do get along with everyone, some people don't get along with many people. Some people need encouragement and some people need advice and some people need compliments. Everyone enjoys all of those things. If you want to be a realtor, and someone says that you could be a realtor. Chances are, you might just be a realtor. Everyone just needs a little encouragement. Ok great, all things you already know. Let's talk about work and fun. If you are in college and you are studying that's work. If you are writing, that's work. If you are talking with someone, that's work. You may think, how is hanging out with my friends work? Well you are talking, when you could be writing, and talking and writing are the same things. You are also learning, everyone can help you with different kinds of ralph lauren shop advice. You can't
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I log in, and this little window pops up. It has a heart on it, stating with what seems like forced optimism "You have a new message in your Personals Inbox!". Following the link leads to ruminating upon my guidelines. Yeah, just nobody was paying any attention to them! Seven new messages might result in one of interest (on a very good day..) as most of these men did not seem to grasp the concept of age, preferences as to children, the basics of english composition or (the most baffling) they did not post a photo. Spectacular managed to fulfil all of my general wishes. Bonus, he was cute. Very. Beaming blue eyes and a devilish grin. Correspondance ensued, my machinery of doubt began to kick in. I knew the man was intelligent, his very education and career path made that obvious. Something about our conversations seemed to fall a bit flat, but is it fair to condemn someone that isn't necessarily comfortable making idle banter via modem? Handsome, good job, loves dogs, right age, neve
I'm saying it right here and right now! We are at record highs in the Dow! The economy is at an all time high! Unemployment is an all time low! WHY is this? Because we have a republican in the office! I will bet anyone right here and right now that if a democrat is elected the Dow will drop below 10K... MORE 401Ks will be obsolete and Unemployment will rise!! Don't believe me? Lets wait and see! It's all in the history! I'm not against democrats but I do believe that an all democratic government will screw this country up! So I'm putting it in writing right now, and those who doubt me should come back here in a few years when we are in the unemployment line! I've been waiting for this feature for a long time! You rule mike! Everyone reading this be sure to come visit the flownet lounge And listen to your favorite DJs.. I'm broadcasting right now 9-13 until 9pm eastern... You can catch my regular shows Twisted Tuesday 9pm to whenever I get o
Rambles Of A Mad Woman
It’s been a while since I last wrote but I am beginning to think I have a hungry ghost.In Tibetan Buddhism, a “hungry ghost” refers to someone with an insatiable yearning for information, stimulation and experience; a person who is always searching without rest. In many ways, this is the true of Hungry Ghost,Others believe Hungry ghosts are lost souls who yearn for earthly things.Such as food money or loved ones.In Asian countrys they give offerings to the Dead in hopes that the spirites will cross over or become freindly. The grudge Is an example of a hungry ghost.And there Is a true story behind It as well as the Exerciest. The true stroy of the grudge was made in to a movie called Ju-on Jealous of his wifes love for another man, a teacher from her high school, a man brutally kills his wife and young son. Searching for the son who has missed a lot of school, the teacher enters their house, only to find the dead ghost of his mother, and consequently has a heart attack and become
Ramblings Of A Mixed Up Mom Lol
****Let me edit this just a bit... I feel I need to add some information... Do NOT get me wrong, it takes two to either make or break a marriage... I am not innocent by far... I have made my share of mistakes in the past 13 years, but I can honestly say that I have not deceived, lied, or forgotten the fact that I'm married... He has... I have tried in the past to make this marriage work... but a woman can only take so many times that her husband cheats on her... Twice he has been caught... Both times, he's denied it... Both times he threw it back in my face and made me the one to blame... There have been so many times that he's done this, but only twice has he been caught in the act, so to speak... OK, so maybe I am to blame for some of this, but does that give him the right to continue as he has done? No, it does not... ***** I do not even know how to begin this blog... I do not come to this site often anymore because of things that have happened, that I've seen, that I'v
Ramblings Of A Sober Fool
Well folks I have finally had enough...I am done with this website...when I came here several months ago I thought...Man this is going to be a good place to hang out online...I have met some quality people on this site and thank you for all the fun I have had but in the last several weeks this site has turned into nothing more than a place for drama. I feel that Fat Sonny and his "Family" are the root cause for all of this. The contests are ridiculous and the only person they benefit is the person that is holding the contest...I know I had one...but I have finally had enough...if you were a friend on here and you still wanna chat message me on yahoo...paulvito76...I will probably be on yahoo 360 or back on myspace...hope to see you all around soon... I want you to all meet my new friend...make her feel loved and go give her some points...she is really cool like mac and Tinydancer@ fubar Could this be our next first lady? Maybe so...and she says she isnt just another
Relationships..its all about WORK WORK N MORE WORK!!!...why do some people think that once you've hooked up with that guy or girl their work is done? HARDLY!! When you find someone you like one tends to mold oneself to become their object of affection by "liking" the same things...listening to the same music...goin to the same places of interest that person does...dressing up and speaking and behaving in a certain manner that that person likes saying all the right things that you KNOE they want to hear but then once the honeymoon period is over.. BAM!! tend to go back to your old ways and the person is left wondering who the hell they fell in love with in the first place... Yes, we all have faults but isn't it better to show those faults right from the start so that your potential significant other KNOES what he/she is getting into that way it leaves no chance for misrepresentation and that person could never ever say you lied to them about who you are or that you're not the p
Rambling Butterfly's Blog
Well the dealership called late this afternoon and said that the car is ready. All we had to do is come pick it up. They can't explain why it quit working or anything... All of sudden it just started working again...LOL thats not my ass by the way! LOL! RB I'm sitting here at work. Not a thing to do. Wishing I was spending time with you. Thinking of you makes me smile. I never have a care in the world when it comes to you. What's a girl to do, when love hits you hard. Embrace or fall. Its all up to you. RB
The Ramblings Of A Chaotic, Never Sleeping, Gemini Mind
What do you think of me now What do you think of me now, now that i've found my way This is me saying goodbye & walking away You used me in your little game you play Snap your fingers & down i'd lay Took what you wanted then tossed me aside But I rode the emotional tide And found my way back The pupil has become master & I find you lack You've regressed to the pathetic humanity inside you Deny it all you want we both know its true. This is me laughing in your face But i'm not done you've given me a taste A taste of the darkness within I've found someone new & now Ill teach him But I won't leave him feeling the pain Crying diamonds in the rain It's time to build my army And soon you will see You shouldn't have underestimated me For things aren't always what they appear And soon you will shed a tear When you learn who & what I truly be You will beg for me to forgive you on bended knee What if you don't want a new wo
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Ramblings Of Lesha
To be honest, I really dont know what I am. On one hand I am on top of the world about somethings. And at the same time I feel like I am soo alone. I know I have people who love me dearly, but thats the way I've felt for a lil while. IDK prolly just due to lack of sleep and the fact that I stopped my meds........... Well i didnt get to go to the wedding. Apparently there was an issue with me being there, the bride didnt want me to come. So I respected her wishes, and didnt go. It hurt pretty bad, but oh well. I'm not mad at anyone. She must not have felt comfortable with me being there, for whatever reason that is IDK, but its all good. I wish her nothing but a happy life with me good friend. Well Sam's goin away party rocked. I had such a blast!!!! It was good to see him and everyone else again. Im gonna miss him when he moves but we're gonna stay in touch. Hes such a good friend and I'll b damned if I lost him. Anyway. I just got home from STL and Im exhausted. So Im off to bed.
A friend had this on his site as a pic... i miss talking to him and i worry about him and think about him. was told by his gf to leave him alone blah blah hes a kid yet his eyes are old... i worry about him and i light a candle everyday for him. stay strong whereever you are and know someone loves you forever and always no matter what. To My Friend I'm scared of the things you know You have my eyes The windows to your soul Myself at 22 I see in you Heart of strength and fire But underneath something infinitely tired In my eyes i know your soul... in your eyes i know my soul Only you know the things I feel Pain known only to you I feel endlessly I need to know whats in my heart I need to know if it is real Ive known from the start I pretend its encased in steel The love I feel for you Is so soft and new It scares me to think it might not be true Where do I go from here You seem so far yet so near I smell you, taste you, so faint it is too Do I keep hopin
Ok so I just got off the phone with my mom and i cannot tell yall how much that woman rocks! some but most would never know that yrs back we were not the "closest" of relatives. i think that we both grew up and grew closer as we have gotten older. i think that we now understand each other much better and also realize it's ok if we are different. but for all of our differences we are really quite a lot alike. funny how that happens really. we are both strong women and we have finally grown to love, respect, and admire the other. i love her and she knows it, but i dont think she will ever truly understand how i feel about her. all i can say is she is "the shit" and i just hope that i have a tenth of what she has. the good, the bad, or the ugly, no matter i will take it. besides shes the one who gave me the nice tits and great skin. HAHAHA so as yall read this call your mom (or whatever family member you are close to) and tell her/them how you really feel about them. it will make their da
Ramblings From An Old Curmudgeon
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The Ramblings Of A Psycho
Is it too much to want to feel happy and loved? I want to experience the euphoria I was experiencing for the better half of this summer. I crave that high again. I need my fix. I need my false hope and false feelings of being loved. Since I never seem to experience the true versions of those feelings. I need to not feel alone. I know you cannot expect anyone to love you until you love yourself. To me that means no one can love me for a long damn time. I hate me. I hate all that I've become and all that I should've been. I'm a failure. A nobody. A disgrace. Anyone know any single SANE girls who you'd think would be interested in me? There has gotta be SOMEBODY! Anybody? Nobody.
The Ramblings Of A Madwoman
This thing about "Cherry Tap" (which was once Lost Cherry and I will ALWAYS think of and refer to as Lost Cherry) and content on it has gone way out of hand. The facts: - when first entering the site (the login/register page) it CLEARLY states no Teeny boppers aloud. - When I joined LC, it was touted as "on-line nightclub". As far as I know, it still says that. - This site, I'm assuming, is for ADULTS for fun, making friends, downloading pictures to share with other ADULTS, as well as stash and blog entries. - This site is for making your page, and the contents you put in other areas kept for you, YOUR OWN. If some people don't like your page, they move on or they rate you with ones or block you. - LC touted it's not like myspace, you have more freedoms here because it's a adult online nightclub. - The reason (as I understand it) Lost Cherry's name was changed to Cherry Tap was to make it more clear that it's an adult site. My opinion: wtf happened??
Ramblings Of The Rebellion
My honesty has once again caused me some trouble. I was talking to Glen on the phone and he asked me if I liked him. Well we're friends and all and I did actually like him as more than a friend so I said yeah. But then I went and fucked it up by going Hey wait...what kind of like are you talking about? He goes well...what kind did you think it was? Motherfucker. So I go well it's not like it really matters, I like you both ways anyway. AAAARGH well his reply was uuuh mumblemumblemumble I'm over Nicole but mumblemumblemumble so yeah. Which I took to mean as a sorry I don't like you. Which I am okay with. It's just that I don't think he's going to want to talk to me anymore...omfg everyone read the signs wrong, everyone goes and tells me that he likes me and then he goes and tells me he doesn't like me like man. What. The. Fuck. please. I'm a sensitive person and I just officially broke up with my online bf...this may sound anticlimactic, but he still profess
Until my move to Lakewood, Ohio what do you do when all you want has gone away? what do you say when your stars and moon have faded in the day? why do we pray and hope that there will be something to say? when all you want and hope for have gone away? No single touch comes to sooth you when you're down no smile to help you ease the crease upon your frown no soft kiss to tell you that things will be just fine to think the gem you held has lost it's precious shine time is simple and time is steady time will be there whether or not you are ready time tick tocks away the moments of your life time does not care of joy, pr pain, or strife when all you seek is some glimmer that there's something more and all you find is solid flat like the beach on rainswept shores you take each step and hope that when you look upon the sand you'll find another set of prints, someone to take your hand what do you do when all you want has gone away? what do you say when your stars and
Ramblings Of Meself
The number of people that respond on this thing is absolutly amazing! My friend has been telling me about it for weeks so I said to myself,"self, let's take a look" and wow wow wow. At this rate you will have myspace's ass kicked in no time!! The number rating thing is kinda dorky though. Who wants to insult anyone by giving less than 10s? No one as far as I can tell. Not all of us are 10s. The whole world can't be! Nonetheless I give this site a 9.75 . Cheers!
I really would like to know when some ppl are going to grow the fuck up and realize that ppl do change. Since the day I found out I was pregnant with my daughter my life changed. The moment I found out that I was going to be a mom I made the choice to change so I could be there for her. I dont take kindly to ppl talking shit about me behind my back espically if they dont have the balls to say it to my fucken face. I've done nothing to deserve the shit that I take from my daughters sperm donor. All I have done is insure that she grows up in the best enviroment possible and that means one with no drugs around including ppl that use them. Its fucked up that I can sit here on my computer and hear from differant ppl all the time that Im back on this and doing that. Fucken plz I would like to see him take a surprize ua and pass the fucker. Yeah not going to happen. I've worked my ass off for 5 years trying to provide my daughter with the safest enviroment possible and what has he done jack
The Rambling Explanation Of Me!
yeah aggravation..... it comes in so many forms. work, people, things I cant handle.... its all there. alot of it comes from people, because i am so totally different from the average joe(not trying to be concieted, this comes from my closest friends). im not overly intelligent or anything, i just use my heart instead of my dick to get me thru life. morality is a bitch, and maybe it has had an adverse effect on me but im at least out of trouble, and it keeps my mind open most of the time. but when u get the ppl with NO morality, and no pride. one guy i know has been called every name u can think of, but he wont get angry unless u talk about his clothes. no pride. other ppl in iraq with me frustrate me too. like they will only do the job they WANT to do, but when it comes time to go out of their way to help a co worker they just dont feel like they have to do it. what else is there to do? there you go. me. i am a man, albeit a short man. always told that i am not the "typical guy"
Ramblins From A Country Gal!
Howdy there everyone. I just joined this site yesterday through my friend Katy. But its takin me a lil bit of time to figure it all out. I've gotten alot of '10s' and comments and request and 'shout outs' and what not..but still in the process of tryin to see what its all about. So please dont take me as bein rude or anything if I haven't commented back, requested back or gave you a 'shout out'. Just gonna take some time to get used too. Thanks yall!! Annie
Ramblings Of An Angel
"Journal daily....embed the emotions into the parchment and ink so that it becomes a testimony rather than baggage." I saw that on someone's web site and I really liked it and it makes a lot of sense. So I thought about it a bit and decided that I really should try and adhere to that ... or at least update this journal since its been awhile. Since I never know where to start I'm just going to pick a place and start so this will end up the usual jumbled assortment of my thoughts. Have a little faith...that is so hard sometimes ...especially when I've been conditioned to believe that the sky is constantly falling on me...and usually it is. I did come across a song and some of the lyrics were those wow lyrics... Oh but dont bowl me over Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so Crazy, crazy Crazy..theres a word I know a lot about : crazy: Adjective Inflected forms: crazier, craziest 1. Affected with madness; insane. 2. Informal Departing from proportion
Rambling Thoughts
Hi everyone...I'm a mature (aka OLD computer professional. I have a love of legs wrapped in silky nylons and the ladies that enjoy showing them off. So much that I have a Yahoo group dedicated to the topic ( ). You can regularly find me in the Fetishes:40 chat room on yahoo where folks with a similar interest meet. - No. 1 Pimp Site
Ramblings From A Cutie
Ramblings Of A Mad Woman
scince when are we all in grade school and need a dress code... I wear my corseet as a shit i wear it to work i wear it shopping it is NOT ligerie if you can wear it to a bar what freacking right does fubar have to tell you it cant be your freaking defult pic....scince when id an adult site more anal retentive then myspace and face book?? if your freaking at work you should be damn well working not hanging on freaking fubar wasteing your time and bitching that a girl in a corset has scrolled across the top of your freaking screen ...i understand about nudity i even understand about racist and or sexist usernames but if all your goods are covered NOONE should be able to tell me what im alowed to freaking wear and tell me my everday wear is NSW Im seeing someone it started about 3 weeks ago actually started pretty innocent....i never thought id be interested in anyone else since robbie tried dating and well couldnt find any men at all perked my interest i went for drinks with my best fri
Ramblings Of The Inner Me
stars shimmer and glisten the moon lights the way at night i dream of tommorows of peace and then i hear a loud plight screams ravage the dreams the untold torn fights where dreams end and reality bites. gazing across the stormy skies noone hears my soul as it cries without hope there is nothing not even a dream as tommorows nightmares become reality it seems. It goes in dry and comes out wet! The longer it is the stronger it gets! It comes out dripping and starts to sag! ITs not what you think! Its a fuckin TEA BAG! Unspoken admirations, unsaid true emotions, deep longings kept inside, my soul screams for it to be set free, cravings yearn for the touch my inner being wanting to escape like tearing through the skin i feel the escape becoming nearer, Emotions, Feelings so deep undescribable in everyway, I want to be set free to express them i want to let go of fears, i feel my heart thumping yet i feel my thought twisting, please set me free of this, hear me sc
Rambling's Of A Mad Catz
I believe I have or will obtain all the things i need in my life, though not all the things I want. I believe there is one true love/soulmate for every person, though they may not be what I imagined them to be. I believe there is good in everyone, though sometimes you have to look deep inside the person to catch a glimpse of it.(and that's if they allow you to) I believe in myself, though I have trouble seeing myself in a positive light. As long as I believe in something, I will always carry hope, and there's a chance I can spread it to others. I believe in you...Do you? 10/10/2006 - Rambling Catz
I wonder if it has anything to do with me drinking hot tea?? Well, I woke up around 3 am and right now at 11 am, I am soooooooooo tired, plus I can feel a headache coming on...yay for me. I had some horrific heartburn, plus had to majorly go potty and on top of all of that, I had a REALLY weird ass dream last night, so all of that woke me up and now my ass is dragging. I'm hoping to lay down for a few hours a take a nap, although it won't be uninterrupted since the kids just can't seem to leave me alone, at least it will be a bunch of small naps...that might be suffice enough for a while.....we'll see. Well, I just got home from taking the kids to catch their school bus and when I got back I went straight to the back yard to check on the poopie dog. Well, Bodey kept messing with something over at the wire fence that is between mine and the bitch's, um I mean my neighbor's yard and I saw something furry. I first thought I was seeing a squirrel tail and that he had gotten stu
Ramblings Of ~jennifer~
I'm kind of scared. Hold me. Haha.. I'll get it eventually.
The Ramblings Of A Fallen Angel
Ramblings Of A Random Mind
Does anybody actually read these messages? I have a blog over on another site that i keep up, add to once in a while, but never see any comments. Makes me wonder sometimes. On the other hand, maybe it’s just a case of nobody even knows i have this web page, so maybe nobody even looks at it. Maybe i should create a more interesting account, filled with all kinds of false information in order to make me look more fun. More interesting. Fill it with all kinds of lies about my employment, my home, my foreign cars and my massive male endowment. Ya, that’s it. I’ll just bulk up the (_________) and watch the shallow women fall at my e’mail. Wonder where i can find a good picture of a half-naked “hunky” guy to use. That’s the ticket. Then i’ll have all kinds of rubbish to read from people i’ll never meet. Cool...
Ramblings Of A Very Odd Person
Just me being odd...sdjf 09nvfwaj rc23ou w tu284ur djljerf ijeosajdflajowr ^-^ ^.~ jtwoiejtrgoiejrej ^-^; f wiurh29 Most of you will now say "What else is new?" ~Yuri-chan~ No matter where I go No matter where I hide I'll never be able To fight these feelings inside I tried to give up Tried to move on But it's no difference I'm still haunted Life as I know it has ceased to exist And trust will never return again I can't help the way I feel My life is still I am still Always and forever Haunted The ghost of us Still lies in my bed And I can't seem to Turn my head I want to burn the sheets Burn my memories But I know that won't Help what's in my head Life as I know it has ceased to exist And trust will never return again I can't help the way I feel My life is still I am still Always and forever Haunted By all these feelings and memories Haunted Those are just some of my songs... A lot of them are depressing - I'm good at that. Anyway, I've
Ramblings Of A Madman
NEXTS 1. Next person you'll kiss: Hmmm... :) 2. Next movie you want to see: None 3. Next person you want to go out with: ? 5. Next time you're going out: Good question 6. Next place you'll take vacation: Hopefully NM 7. Next thing you are going to do after filling this survey out: Put my clothes in the dryer haha 8. Next thing you are going to eat: No idea 9. Next time you plan to be drunk: I never plan to be drunk, it just happens 10. Next thing you are going to do outside: Have a smoke 11. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: Shrug -------------------------------------------------------- LASTS: 1. Last kiss: Hmm 2. Last person you hugged: Mom 3. Last person you spoke to: Cassie 4. Last alcoholic beverage: Guinness 6. Last movie: Van Helsing 7. Last person you thought of: :) 8. Last school you went to: WyoTech 9. Last person you said I love you to: Mom...don't even go there people 10. Last run in with the Law: Umm, a few weeks back, speeding no le
Ramblings And More From Sunshyne Video
Both of these ladies will be in the same room when They get CT hitched and live on Cam!!! Simply add Sunshynevideolive to yahoo messenger to watch these gals get CT Hitched... All Photo Albums are now available for everyone to see this weekend. After This weekend they all go back to restricted... Feel free to rate and comment! Sorry I have not been here as we have been busy with our new site... Come check it out and join us. There is no such thing as NSFW.Check Out a New Alternative adult only network and promote yourself. Always FreeLots of Naughty Pics and VideosGreat Music As well
So I'm just getting around to uploading more pictures on this site.. I still find it a bit bizarre but its cool.. So anyone reading this please go in and comment my photos...I'm not whoring for comments and Rankings But it is fun to just read stuff... So year thats it for now... Just a Busy week for me... working 60 hours at UPS not so fun!!! but at least I get a chance to be on LC for a part of the day!
Ramblings Of A Deranged Mind.
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM90%Sex God88%A Romantic48%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at e.e Hehe, that's only half-true, at best. Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to yo
hi.. I got tired of all the bullshit with myspace and decided to bring my ass over here for a bit! So far it seems much better...much cooler people. :X Anyway, this is going to be a short blog..cause well its a sunday and nothing is really going on here... post more soon.
Ramblings Of An Unstable Mind
I thought it might be fun to tell you all about me useing nothing but blinkies!......I have WAY to much time on my hands :p
Ramblings, Rants And Ridculousness
I'm curious to see how Pagans & Christians react to this one.....Would anyone be ever so kind? Pa. school censors boy wearing Jesus costume during Halloween parade and party Principal decreed that boy must remove his crown of thorns and suggested he pretend to be a “Roman emperor” instead Wednesday, February 21, 2007, 11:12 AM (MST) | ADF Media Relations | 480-444-0020 PHILADELPHIA — Attorneys with the Alliance Defense Fund filed a complaint Tuesday on behalf of a 10-year-old boy who was prohibited by his school principal from wearing a Jesus costume for the school’s Halloween parade and party because the costume was religious. “For the school principal to censor this young student at Halloween because he was dressed as Jesus is patently ridiculous. It’s yet another demonstration of just how hostile to Christianity public school officials have become,” said ADF Legal Counsel Matt Bowman. “It is unconstitutional to single out Christian students for censorship.” Abingt
Ok, so, yesterday I did pretty well... eyes teared up for a split second and I held back the flood... refused to cry AGAIN. But then, today, HERE THEY FUCKING come.  I start talking about my ultra sound appointment and I cry. I swear, it must be my hormones. I've been dumped before dammit, but I guess it does make a difference when this time it's the father of your baby. I know I'll be ok and I know that just because he doesn't love me, I'll get by. Being so emotional sucks... at least if I've got to be all emo, I could be angry and not this pitiful sob story. Heh, today my goal is to be pissed off all day instead of sad. Sounds good, right? j/k. Once in a house on a hill A boy got angry He broke into my heart For a day and a night I stayed beside him Until I had no hope So I came down the hill Of course I was hurt But then I started to think It shouldn't hurt me to be free It's what I really need To pull myself together But if it's so good being free Would you mind
skank ass cunt, thanks to G for that hardcore gangsta name, looked at my profile last night. why the fuck are you able to block someone but they can still look at yer shit and show up as looked at yer shit. maybe something happened last night that made her look at mine, wonder if he talks in his sleep? i so cant help it if shes a jealous twat, but she really really needs to stay off my page. i havent been on hers in forever, not since the 'thing' happened. im not going to go to hers, cuz honestly i just dont care about her enough to make the effort of clicking her name. not even gonna reply to her about staying the hell away from me.....well my page anyway. i think people like her like attention and im just not going to give her any. she will take whatever i say and add shit to it and tell the 'someone' that i was mean to her. and called her a bitch or something. like i would only call her a bitch, right. she clearly doesnt know me at all. but whatever, coffee is kicking in
Ramblings Of A Busy Mind
HO HO HO!! Its almost here, the day we spend a yr planning for that only lasts a precious few hrs. Here is my dilemma, We never decorate the house until after my daughters bday to keep it a seperate occasion. Her birthday was sunday. That means i better get'r'done right?? I AM SO NOT IN THE MOOD to decorate this yr. I have no idea why. Could be the lack of snow and cold weather...this is Canada isnt it? Or could be the whole hustle and bustle of working too much and playing too lil. I know once i get started and its all up i will love it but they whole idea of digging everything out. Putting on the 100's of tangled lights that i so carefully tried to pack last yr and the needles EVERYWHERE just doesnt seem to turn me on. BUT....... My lil man, and my girl will be so excited once it is done, they loves the lights and decorations!! So i guess i better just get to it right?? Anyone else just not feeling the whole spirit of the season this yr? Or is it just me?? So here
Ramblings Of A Cd
It's My Way or the Highway, in my Prius Current mood: aggravated A little customer service will go a long way. Having worked most of my life in a Sales position I find it very annoying when someone can not take care of an issue that was simple to defuse in the beginning. It goes to a level that should have never happened. Thrsday morning I was in a pretty good mood, getting ready to go to work, when the phone rings. I pick it up and the person on the other side is starting off on the offensive. They called to tell my car payment was 2 months delinquent. I thought this was odd because of 2 reasons. The first was that the loan for the car was set for them to automatically deduct the amount from my checking account at the 15th of each month. However, I had paid the car off two months ago so even that made no sense. I brought up the fact that I sent a rather large payment to them to pay off the car and she looks and says that the payment was only the principle (
Ramblings Of A Chaotic Mind..
Just thought I would share my favorite and most emotionally profitable Valentine's Day past time... V-Day. "As I traveled with the piece to city after city, country after country, hundreds of women waited after the show to talk to me about their lives. The play had somehow freed up their memories, pain, and desire. Night after night I heard the same stories -- women being raped as teenagers, in college, as little girls, as elderly women; women who had finally escaped bring beaten to death by their husbands; women who were terrified to leave; women who were taken sexually, before they were even conscious of sex, by their stepfathers, brothers, cousins, uncles, mothers and fathers.... Slowly it dawned on me that nothing was more important than stopping violence toward women." - Eve Ensler, author of The Vagina Monologues. This realization led in 1997 to the founding of V-Day, a nonprofit grass roots movement dedicated to ending violence against women around the world.
Today was a really bad day for a number of reasons. I just feel like I'm drowning and I'm only an inch or two under the surface, and I can see the sun shining down... but I can't get out. I try to pretend everything is alright and that I'm happy, but I'm not. I haven't been happy for a while. I know where it all started, I think about it all the time. The day I was discharged from the Army was the worst day of my life. It was worse than finding out I had cancer, because I knew I would beat it. It was worse than waking up 1/2 dead from the car accident because I was just happy to be alive. I didn't do anything wrong, I survived cancer and they kicked me out regardless. It was the only thing I really ever wanted to do and was something I was very good at. There are times when I can't even talk to friends from the Army or look at old pics because it hurts too much. Every so often I look in my closet where a pair of my old BDU's hang perfectly pressed over a pair of polished boo
Ramblings Of The Insane
Marine's 'Twas the night before Christmas Nathan Tabor Nathan Tabor December 2, 2005 'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, in a one-bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who is this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by mantle, just boots filled with sand, on the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary; I found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder, not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the families that
Rambling On
Executed by =kengriffin on deviantART Crashed Again Pastel by =kengriffin on deviantART Pastel on paper. Yeah, I'm talking about the folks that run this site. Almost any piece of art I put on this site, some idiot prude(closet pervert) tags as NSFW. WTF! Bunch of effin' nonsense!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You freaking closet perverts should come out and set yourself free from your sick minds and stop messing with folks pictures. In other words... get a life! Free your mind and your pervert ass will follow.. Freaking morons.
Ramblings Of A Broken Hearted Soul
I know that people say time heals all wounds, but when you lose someone you love time just seems to standstill. You want so badly to go back into time when that person was still alive in order to hold onto those precious moments you were able to experience with them. You want to be able to see their eyes so full or life or hear their laughter again or even do anything in your power to be sure that they know how loved they were. I guess that's why people say take a lot of pictures in order to capture those moments that you want to remember for a lifetime, because you never know when something such as death might occur. Yes, death is inevitable, it's something that everyone will face when their time comes to join our Lord and Creator in Heaven. Some of you know that my grandmother went home to our Lord on Monday February 16 and we buried her that Friday February 20. She had been suffering for many years and I know it would be selfish of me to say that I wish she was still with us, s
Over the last 2 months or so, I have become very interested in this woman. I just don't know what to do. I feel as if I know her very well from talking to her a lot. So, here in lies the problem. She just wants to be good friends. That's all good and fine with me...I just wish that it could be more. Do I push it and tell her so, or should I just remain good friends with her?! What to do, what to do. I am soooo in love with a wonderful woman!!!! I met her about a year ago on the internet and have been very good friends with her. We have basically been there for each other and it has been wonderful. My feelings for her grew over time to utter love for this woman. I've just recently declared my love and found out that she has the same feelings(if not more!!!) for me!!! Everytime i talk to Bonny, i smile. When i wake up in the morning, she is the first person that i think of. When i go to bed, she is with me right there every night in my heart. We talk to each other at least twice a day, i
HELLO everyone nice to see you all ... listen i need some help i am new to this and need some comments and some freinds so please help me outall u can .... and if there anything u wannaask me go ahead i will answer any uestion love skitzyp
Rambling Rose
I'm not a big fan of these things, I've got one on another site that I abuse, but I'll try to post thing on here. It's been a quiet day, somewhere in between tolerably warm in the day, to toe curling cold. In need a spot to cuddle up under my blanket with movies and Coca Cola. I had no idea what to name this diary thing, so I threw in the name of someone I care about a lot and what she's doing now. I've been trying all day to figure out where to take my brother out tomorrow, as it will be his last day of vacation. The way it's going, we're just gonna end up in our favourite TGI Friday's, having lunch, drinks and laughing alot. I'll not complain about that! I'm so very tired right now, I'm really ready to pass out, but still got 2 more movies to watch and some episodes of Death Note. As far as first diary entries go, this really stinks lol! I wonder if anyone ever reads these things? Hmmm we'll find out sooner or later. xoxoxox I'm not a big fan of these things, I've got o
The Ramble
Hi! Not many will remember me but for anyone that does just thought I would post that I am back and will be posting some brand new photos soon. Roger Waters and Pink Floyd fans might like the photos of his tour that should go up later this month :) Say hi - I did! You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain100%Mysterious83%Passion50%Diamond Eyes17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with If you happened to come across Gerry Rafferty's greatest hits album 'Baker Street' by mistake, you could be forgiven for thinking it was. Or then again, it could be because this was the only hit this played out hippy ever had. His greatest hit CD for example includes a barra
Manda Had a Little Lamb Who Fucked Her Up the Ass..... Current mood: horny A view into the state of my thoughts lately............ So dude hits on me and I just thought he was being really nice maybe a little flirty....naw my girl says he made it known he'd do me. He's part of a couple...when did I start doing couples? I had this fucked up dream..and I do mean FUCKED UP............. So I'm re-reading Kiss The that may have helped with this dream sequence lol Anyway, it was me and some chick I dont ever recall seeing. We go back to her place, she's got guys waiting for us, right before she opens the bedroom door...I freak. I'm like "Oh hell no they'll kill us! Don't you know they're the maddog casanova killers???" It gets better :P So we go in bc stupid ass girlie doesnt listen to me and there sits Rich..he's so hot yummy. I hate to think of him as the killer but...he a little freaky if you know what I'm sayin lmao. So as far as I remember here's what go
The Rambler
Well, it certainly is if you happen to be in the UK at the moment. If you aren't from the UK you might not have heard. The eminently incompetent politician (I know, that describes all of them) and British Home Secretary, John Reed MP, sent out a memo to all judges to tell them about the chronic overcrowding in the decrepit prisons and asking them to only sentence those who have committed serious violent crime or persistent criminals to jail time. Now that memo in itself raised plenty of comment in journalistic circles but what happened over the last two days has, hopefully, made the Home Secretary realise what a complete muppet he is. First a case featuring a man accused of downloading and having possession of child pornography; he was given a suspended sentence. Then today yet another paedophile was released, this time on bail. Now since the first man was only in court for downloading the filth, he may have gotten that sentence anyway, maybe. However in the second instance the jud
Love is the greatest obstacle to being reborn. In love, one stakes claim to another human being, incorporating that person into his or her own self image. Lovers not only find it hard to imagine existing without the other, they become a third entity - the couple. This is why love feels so liberating when it blossoms. But yet is there not in every coupling also a slow death of each individual, a disappearance of the man and the woman into one another? Is this what people mean when they say "loving someone to death?" I love you to death Is being a couple truly more worthy of survival than the two individuals. Yet when you lose the other person who is apart of you that slow death steps in like necrosis taking each and every part of that person you have taken into your own self. You can love someone to death. Love is stronger than death. Yet losing that love may not bring physical death, but the dying inside and loss of that person and part of oneself seems sometimes just as pote
Sure, you once fantasized about romantic getaways, becoming rich and famous, or perhaps just finding that perfect pair of shoes on sale. Now, however, fierce Mommy love, hormone surges, and sleep deprivation have led you to daydreams of grander stuff: Your husband lactates, so he can never again say, "I'd love to help you out, babe, but I haven't got the equipment" - as you rise for yet another 3 a.m. feeding. Your baby tells you exactly why he's been crying for more than 15 minutes and exactly what he needs. Your child, upon winning the Nobel Prize, tells the entire world in his acceptance speech that his genius is all due to his beautiful, intelligent, and caring mother. Your husband begs you to let him do the piled-up laundry and the stack of dishes in the kitchen. Eight uninterrupted hours of sleep. Writer's note: I'm sighing with desire as I type this. You wear a flattering, slimming material that repels all spit-up, mud, dried cereal, and other st
My first day on CherryTap!! What an experience...and talk about overload. So much to put on my page and some many places to find it. WHOOAAA!! But, I do have to say it was a interesting process. Hopefully I will get used to it and become a vet. Thanks to all that have already rated me. I was least 3 in my first 10 minutes. I wasn't even finished setting up my profile. Keep it up though! Mandy
Going to have my gall bladder removed on Monday, Dec the 10th. Hope it will give me time to catch up with everyone here. PD I'mGuest_PolarDoveon Who am i? To my parents, I am their child. Their darling daughter, baby, 'Pooh', Poogie', 'Monkey', and their heir. One to carry on their name, genes, and legacy. To my friends, I am their friend. Their buddy, pal, and confidant. Someone thay can talk to and a shoulder to cry on. Someone to lean on when needed. Someone to hangout with and share ideas with. To share their dreams and fears with. At times, to be 'Mother' figure. Someone to carry on their legacy. To my boyfriend, I am his lover. A companion, a friend, his future wife, his equal. Someone to take care of and to take care of him. A room mate. Someone to be with and lean on. A person to share his life with, whether it be good or bad. To be with no matter how rough or easy it gets. Someone to carry on his leagacy. To my enemies, I am s
Rambling Idiot
Thank You All My Friends For just being my FRIENDS!!! Back we go again Sunday to try to finish up all the recording for the new SPLINTER cd "NEW SOUTHERN REALITY" We are down to the last 3 songs. And we still have some photo shoots to do. So its looking like we are on track for an April release.
Ramblings From My Twisted Mind
Hey. Ok I was looking over my blogs and I realized something, For the most part, they are extremely depressing or are about nothing really. lol. I just wanted the entire world to know that things in my little fragment of existence is simply wonderful. My husband Lucas and I are doing terrific! We've made some great friends on here...Chris, Katrina, Shafika, Lewis, Justin, Jeff...etc. I mean damn I can't even name them all. (To those I haven't know who you are!) Our daughter is great, and so smart. I don't know. People love to complain, and I want everyone to know that I have nothing to complain about. Blessed Be everyone! Ok. I should have known when i woke up today that it wasn't going to be the most pleasent of all days. The fact that I woke up three hours too early, fell back asleep, then woke back up thirty minutes late should have been a clue. Did I realize that today was going to be icky? nope. I was in too much of a rush trying to get my daughter ready (who was n
Ramblings Of A Bored Individual
TO A KEEPER! ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, In the warmth of her bedroom, The daughter was struck with The pain of learning that sometimes There isn't any more. No more hugs, No more lucky moments to celebrate together, No more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . And take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage.... And friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they ar
Ramblings, Rants And Musings
You may have noticed that I haven't been around much lately. I'm taking an indefinite break from Fubar, you can find me on Facebook if you'd like. Here's the link Midway through week 5 of Stanza 365 and still going strong. Today I whine about having to write on my birthday ... trust me, it's much better than it sounds. lol You can find it, as well as all 37 previous days at ... Week 15 of Stanza 365 has begun. The first line of today's poem is a slight variation on the title of a song that I wrote some years ago. Day 98 Too Easy What seemed like a good idea at the time is now another lesson learned. I thought I had everything figured out, but then the tables turned. It all seemed a little too easy. I should have known that something was wrong? It was already too late when I noticed what I should have seen all along. And, as always, days 1 - 97 are available at
Rambelings Of A Yeti
Nerd Porn Auteur by Ernest Cline I've noticed that there don't seem to be any porno movies that are made for guys like me. All the porn I've come across was targeted at beer-swilling sports bar dwelling alpha-males Men who like their women stupid and submissive Men who can only get it up for monosyllabic cock-hungry nymphos with gargantuan breasts and a three-word vocabulary Adult films are populated with these collagen-injected liposuctioned women Many of whom have resorted to surgery and self-mutilation in an attempt to look the way they have been told to look. These aren't real women. They're objects. And these movies aren't erotic. They're pathetic. These vacuum-headed fuck bunnies don't turn me on. They disgust me. And it's not that I'm against pornography. I mean, I'm a guy. And guys need porn. Fact. "Like a preacher needs pain, like a needle needs a vein," Guys need porn. But I don't wanna watch this misogynist he-man woman-hater porn. I want por
Ramblings Of A Madd Woman
Ramblings Of An Incoherent Wino.
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?: lol! of course, I'm an IT professional, it's one of the secrets of the trade. :D What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve been involved with? 25 years. Ever been in a car wreck?:: Yes. Have you ever been on a blind date?:: Yes. Are looks important?:: NO! Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??:: Yes By what age would you like to be married? I was first married at 30. Then again at 40. Neither one worked out, so if there is a next one, I'll try an age not ending in zero. Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?:: Only if it is AFTER we 've made a commitment. Have you ever made a mistake?:: I wish I could say just "a" mistake. But my life has been plaugued by them. Are you a good tipper?:: Yes, I never leave less then 15% even if the service is awful. I will go as high as 50% for exemplary
Ramblings Of A Crazy Person
Hey all! I hope this blog finds you all in a wonderful uplifted spirit & in good health. I'm so sorry for not posting things for ya'll as I normal would. Yes I have been around & have done a few pictures but mostly have been in my own world. If ya'll have noticed I have fell in love with the 3 Doors Down song Let Me Be me. It is a beautiful song & is so my theme song. I have spent most of my life tring to please others and be the person they wanted me to be. As I've gotten older I have realize all I really ever wanted was to just be myself. Even with people whom I thought was my best friends I was being somebody else. That is one reason why I love the best friends that I have now. They encourage me to be the true me. My mom has been my biggest fan through it all. She tells me that at times when I'm at my true self that she looks at me and sees me as the little girl I once was. I guess you could say I have been on a downward journey lately. I have been questioning the two things I'm so
Am looking for a really good girl on girl pic to email my bf to brighten his day(and mine as!!). Anyone able to help at all?? being so selfish here. My dad is dating...let me start over...My mother was diagnosed with cancer and less than a year later, she was dead...last April.He's kind of dating now...which I know is really awesome for him and all....It's just really weird for me and I guess that some of it comes from the way he's acting about it all.I want him to be happy and go on and stuff...I just need a moment to freak out without anyone telling me that he deserves or whatever...I need to just be ok feeling the way that I'm feeling...he has no clue...don't want him to. Ok....enough rambling...took the long way home from the store today...almost could 'feel' spring.The sun has changed it's path a bit and it was warmer than it's been in a long time.Rode around with my window down,stereo blasting and heater going can I put my music on here
Rambling Madman
That touch accidental contact, a grazing pass that takes your breath. Prickling of skin under their exhalation. Butterflies in your belly, incurred by a glance. Yes you have it bad, you haven't a chance. Nerve endings inflamed with anticipation. Fired by wishes and imagination. Gasping for air, from this charged atmosphere. Eyes that swallow you whole. Frighten of falling in. Of being so exposed. Unable to break the contact. In falls heart, closely followed by the soul. Wisdom says run, but your rooted to the spot. Breathing now rapid and hot. Skin aching for caress. To be embraced, held in sheltering, caring. Encased Maybe's and daydreams, engorge the mind. Inspiring imagination, with frivolous suppositions. And that from just a touch. A kiss would surly, stop time dead still. Silly Dream Rocking gently on an undulating sea. Sixty foot trimaran rolling beneath my feet. Tropical Islands and barrier reefs, litter the ocean. Beacon
Ramblings Of A Furry Kitten
Wow. First time to blog in here. Hmmmm. Right now, myh favorite other site is down, had to go with my friend to check on his ex's car(She managed to crack the engine block!) and now i am just lounging on the bed with the laptop, trying to figure out why I am still awake at 6am!
The realms that night were quivering in anticipation, you could smell it in the air. Ethelred sat in the tree line, the shrubs and undergrowth was more than enough to hide his form, as he had so many times before. He had never managed to sneak this close to the hunt circle, so near, enough to feel the heat from the moot flames. The other figures dancing around the ascending golden embers, with their meaningless vocalizations... something he had not done, nor could he ever hope to, the Get hunt party that we watching, and had seen so many times before. It was to the point to where he could envision every step that each of the pups would make in their ascension right of hunt. Something he had not ever had and part of him hated them for that reason. "Dreaming Thomas?" the feminine voice shook ethelred out of his dazed complexion. He turned, there she was. A dazzling display of strength and female softness with a voice that could haunt a soul. "You know it is dangerous for you to m
Okay, maybe I'm smoking too much crack but I used to have an Adult albuma and it's GONE. Are they deleting adult ablums even if you mark them as NSFW? (I feel I'm so tame compared to what's out there. Someone slap me back to reality and tell me I'm TOO MUCH for the public.) XOXO, Tina Can someone please tell me - I don't understand??? I'd post the pic if i still had it. Wasn't NSFW, in the least and I included everything required. Does someone really think I'm not Tina Grant??? I'm tempted to close this account...unbelievable. This is the THIRD time, I've had to redo. I'm sure one of my latest uploads may be NSFW, although to me, they seem pretty mild. My apologies if anyone is offended by any sexy images. I try to be good. Have a good night ya'll. mmmmwahhhh.... Tina
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They say time heals all wounds. How much time is the main question. I can only dream of the day I wake up and all the burdens are lifted from my shoulders. Somedays it seems almost unbearable, but I make it somehow. Ever since my ex's passing, I've been going through alot of different emotions. Emotions from guilt, sadness, confusion, hate, regrets, if onlys, and what ifs. Somedays it just gets to be so confusing and overwhelming. As if it's not hard enough to watch someone you love, or even once loved, die once, it's even worse to go through it twice. Especially when you haven't even gotten over the first time. The first time being losing the man I fell in love with and married, to drugs. He was no longer that man I once knew. That man didn't exist anymore. Second time was the losing him for real. I had known my ex for 16 years. Even though he didn't think I loved or cared about him, I did more than he realized. It hurt to watch him suffer and not be able to
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Ramblings Of Insanity
i'm in so much pain right now all i wanna do is cry. my meds aren't helping... i can't seem to stop feeling exhausted... my 4 year old lil girl is constantly climbing on me, kicking me, hitting me, pushing me...and she's literally pushing me over the edge. i'm not sure if i can handle this much more.. i feel like i'm going insane!! it feels like my flesh is being ripped from the bones, like i've been beaten and battered and dragged behind a car for hundreds of miles. i can't get any rest...i try..but it hurts soo bad. i take my ultram and it does absolutely NOTHING.. and on top of that, i woke up this morning with what feels like bronchitis starting in my chest... again... i just wanna go to sleep and not wake up for weeks... can someone please put me in a coma? A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200 people he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I'm going to give this to one of you, b
Ramble Ramble
I am attempting to put up a paypal to help in donations for new Lingerie. Was wondering if I can get some feedbacks from my friends to see what they think. Perhaps say a certain amount of donations will grant you into my naughties. Let me know what you think. Thanks Dateed May 1: So I am currently away---out of the country. I return May 6 but I probably will not return on here until May 8. I have a lot of things to take care of before I return to FUBAR. Things to ponder in the year 2007: Number 10 - Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 - Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 - Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 - Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 - Some people are like a slinky ... not really good for anything, but you st
Rambling's Of A Mad Woman!
Wow, last time I logged in it was CT, what My life has been so f'ing crazy, I finally moved out on my own and filed for that divorce from asshole I had been talking about for so damn long :-) YAY me!!! So I just thought I'd check in with all my old buddies on here and see what was up! Like I said it's been about 3 months too long since I have been here... Missed ya'll!! ~Gina Ok, to my friends and family that have all known what's been going on with Sky, he does NOT have to have surgery! I am so fucking relieved! As is he =)! He does have alot of rehabilating excersizes he has to do daily and he will be back on the field in about 3 weeks. First base isn't the same without him, lol, but I think it may strain his left shoulder going back into that position right away. Anyways I wanted to thank everyone who has sent me mesages about this and just wanted to let all of you know! HUGS TO EVERYONE =*) It's been so long since I've had the nightmares, I was actually
Ramblings......on Life And Love
Made “Rock Star” status, if you can call it that, today and I got to thinking about all the wonderful friends I have made here that made this happen. I cogitated on this while I perused my lists of friends, fans and family and I noticed a distinct lack of testosterone. There is good reason for that. You see, I have tried to get in touch with my “feminine” side, but she has a restraining order against me. I need all the estrogen laden input on life and love I can find, and the oh so lovely ladies of Cherry Tap are a true wealth of information and understanding concerning the “feminine mystique”. Each and every one of you are more than special to me, and because I have reaped so much from you I thought I would try and “give something back”, so to speak. For my few male friends here, be forewarned, I am going to let ALL the cats out of the bag, as it were, and ladies, hopefully this will give you some insight into the fellow in your life. Now, let’s see, where to begin: We don't
Rambles Rants & Other Shit
... you know it your shit hits the crawl above just added to my stash, a link to the 'end' for all you kind raters out there..... When I first signed up, I thought, hmmmmmm, pic ratings. And with the sensory overload, I rated that way unknowingly about points and that it can piss people off.... Anyway. I got one today. But I don't care. Of course, there are those souls out there that get offended or ticked off (jealousy) over another user's popularity, for whatever reason, and go to town rating a user's pics low. I've had my share of Y! Chat drama, perhaps I've come across some users that frequented 20's love rooms.... ... drama is a waste of time.
I wanna leave, can I run away? Run from this marraige that's been my life for so long. It has been cruel to me and it's been unfair. I just want my freedom. Freedom to find a piece of happiness. Surely it's not out of my reach. Misery leads one day into another and I ask-what's become of me? I know this is not all I'm meant to be. Pain and sorrow I have known and I just want relief. Relief from this prison I've called my life. Where is the love I so long for? Where's my joy, where do I find my beautiful happiness?
well i am new to this page and i am learning very slowly it seems how to add things. i know i will eventually get there but it is taking me a while. this is proving to be much more difficult then my 360 page. oh well got to love a challenge.
Doctor Dave had slept with one of his patients and felt guilty all day long. No matter how much he tried to forget about it, he just couldn't. The guilt and sense of betrayal was overwhelming. But every once in a while he'd hear an internal, reassuring voice in his head that said: "Dave, don't worry about it. You aren't the first medical practitioner to sleep with one of their patients and you won't be the last. And you're single. Just let it go, Dave." But invariably another voice in his head would bring him back to reality, whispering: Dave............................... Dave...................... Dave........... You're a Veterinarian, you sick bastard" 1. PASS MY SHOTGUN 2. PSYCHOTIC MOOD SWING 3. PERPETUAL MUNCHING SPREE 4. PUFFY MID-SECTION 5. PEOPLE MAKE me SICK 6. PROVIDE ME with SWEETS 7. PARDON MY SOBBING 8. PIMPLES MAY SURFACE 9. PASS MY SWEATS 10. PISSY MOOD SYNDROME 11. POOR ME
Ramblings go to that site, vote for maggie, help her win a new truck!
I have been noticing on here that its not much different than real life. Unless you are very good looking or buy a lot of Happy hours and blasts and stuff your not gonna get anything. No matter what type of person you are, people only look at the exterior and thinks that is what you are.Plain normal outside usually means the person is boring and not worth your time. Well you know what there is one person on here that I met on here that has taken the time to talk in shout with me and found out who I am. Go to my page and you will see her page its True Beauty. The rest should take a little note from her and learn to see a person for their inside not just what you see on the outside. TrueBeauty@ CherryTAP I have just been watching things and looking around and noticed a few things. 1)People visit your profile and don't even take the second it requires to Rate it. Cmon people it's not that hard to at least rate a profile. 2) Same things with Pictures if you take enough time to l
Ramblings Of The Heart
a sad poem i found on the net about losing a friend poems say so much :( Well maybe now I should just say goodbye You used to be my friend But I never felt I really was yours So maybe this is the end. I'm different from you, all of you Each other we've never understood I hope that if I do tell you goodbye That it won't be for good. Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad And you don't even care I don't know why, I just want to cry And someday I won't be there. The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm They're only made of pen But once they are blood that turns brown like mud They'll be there again and again. If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too But that doesn't really matter Although when I hurt I feel like dirt And my spirit's bruised and battered. I do not know why it has to be so I really wish it did not But the way this has been going it is basically shot. You don't need me and we don't need we And that's how I think I know why These words are the o
Ramblings Of A Sane Madman
1. What is your full name?....John Henry Koch Jr. 2. When is your Birthday?.... 5/8/1962 3. What is your e-mail address?... 4. Do you smoke?....Nope, smoked for about 19 years and then quit on my 39th birthday. Haven't smoked since. 5.How many sexuall partners have you had?... More than a few, less than a lot 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many?.... Wasn't aware I was supposed to be keeping score 7. Can you cook?....Hell, yes!!! I'm a damned good cook. 8. What was your dream growing up?....I'm a kid from the 60's .... an astronaut of course! 9. What talent do you wish you had?....To sing, I couldn't carry a tune in a bucket. ;-) 10. Favorite place?....The beach 11. Favorite vegetable? beans 12. What was the last book you read? .... "The Taking" by Dean R. Koontz 13. What zodiac sign are u ?....Taurus 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?...Not a single one 15. Worst Habit?....I was going to put procrastination, but I desided to put it off until later. ;-
Been doing some thinking....Trying to figure this world out. As a mom I have to step back and wonder what kind of world my children will be living in. Lord knows I try not to think about the world my grandchildren will live in. There was a time not so long ago that it was safe to say hello to the guy you passed on the street. We used to live in a world where neighbors knew each other. Where people actually cared about the important stuff. I am afraid for our future, the future of my children..... I fear the society that we face ahead. What kind of society are we living in? What does it say about us when we allow so much hatred to breed and grow around us never stepping up to make a difference? There will be more added to this over time just having my coffee and doing some reflecting....
Ramblings Of The Restless Mind
It is within those darker moments that we dig for that treasure we secretly long for forcing hands to penetrate the soil we walk upon during every day lives, clawing at each stone that poses a barrier between that what we live and what we crave, digging until our fingers bleed and the scars that remain can no longer be hidden. Finding nothing but a hand stretching in mercy steadying our restless souls embracing the us that we lost along the way.. Can I reach out and run my finger down your spine as you lay on your belly with your eyes closed breathing in the soothing smell of incense? Can I press a kiss just in between your shoulder blades and taste the slight salty flavor of the sweat resting in beads on your skin? Can I lay down next to you, tightly against you while your steady breathing and soft moans of contentment sing in my ears long after you fall asleep? Can I breathe in the scent of you The sweet smell of your cologn
Ramblings Of A Captain
So it would seem that i have gotten a lot of my life on track, i finally moved out of oak park and aways from the insanty that is the girl. I found the one girl i have been wating for ever since ruthie died, she is just incredable i am so in love with my blue haired goddess. I am less stressed a lot happier and have gotten back to the old me ( yes i found my spine ). But with change and trasistion comes problems from the old life that refuse to die, namley certain women that are in denial ( yup just not a river in egypt) one of them while young and a bit wise refuses to give up th ghost of any relationship with even thought i have told her flat out that i dont love her in the way that she does me. So i get the converstions of your dumb all your friends think your dumb kinda shit, for starters if you KNEW all my FRIENDS they your tell fucking insane and to go on with your life or somthing to that effect , you want me around but not as friend but then you tell me i am being a bad frien
Rambling Thoughts
Ok time to chew some a$$ about the general public once again. For those of you who have read my previous blogs you know what I do and why I write these. For those who dont...... go read the other 5 I have posted. Today we start out with a basic question of upbringing. I know for a fact that most people were brought up by their parents that when you get something you put it back where you got it from. WHY is it that once you enter a public place you cant do the same thing? How many times have you been out shopping and as you walk down the ailse at the store you find items that have no relevance to that area. case in point, you are walking through the toy department and on the shelf next to the Barbie Dolls you find a package of raw round steak. hrmmmm last time I checked, raw meat was only a toy for ugly children so the dog would play with them? You pass by that steak without another thought. BUT do you realize that that steak just raised the cost of everything else you buy, not j
Ramblings Of A Dime-store Philosopher
Before you naysayers disagree, keep in mind, this is coming from someone at least reasonably intelligent. It also follows with an explanation. First, let's look at what intelligence is... A lot of people point to someone knowing more as being intelligent. Possibly, and partially true. We'll get back to that. Others say the ability to learn based on what you experience is intelligence. That's BS. Any dog will stay away from you if you kick it a few times. Does that mean a dog is smart? No. Learning based on positive and negative response is something even relatively stupid creatures can do. Others say that intelligence is required for problem solving. That, also, is BS. Ants do problem solving all the time. They reach a stream, and hundreds throw themselves at the stream until one finds leaves. Boom, they get across. Intelligence doesn't solve problems. Persistent attempts solve problems. It's true in human society also. So why do some people learn faster than ot
Dear Addiction, How are you old friend,enemy,Lover,hater- all the above.It's been awhile since I've been graced,or should I say disgraced with your cunning,baffling,powerful presence.You had me fooled through so many tears.I wish I could relieve all those years,but since I won't even try. Now I know life is worth living and don't wish to die anymore. You lose,I'm in control and have a real good hold.You know there are a few things I have to say now that I'm stronger,bolder and badder.I'm not going under cause Bang, He came to me like thunder,MY HIGHER that is and this time I walk away forever-Thats all I have to say. Don't bother waiting for me because after I shut the door there's no turning back,like I've done before.I'm His child now,hard to the core.My only prayer is for all those Hearts your still going to break.But me and my FRIENDS the ones you have no more- we will be waiting to catch the ones that fall from your grasp. So take this and do what you will.. I'll never be the one
when you live only for your dreams everyday is just a nightmare every day is just a cycle it seems a cycle of pain agony and despair when blood runs cold when thoughts of suicide plague your mind when pain is all you feel when you no longer believe in a god when you question your reason for life everything will be ok the dark skies shall turn to light the barren ground shall sprout with new life just look ahead and not behind and the pain will be out of sight and out of mind whered ya go i miss you so seems like its been forever that youve been gone she said somedays i feel like shit somedays i wanna quit and just be normal for a bit i dont understand why you always have to be gone i get along but the trips feel so long and i find myself tryin to stay by the phone cuz your voice always helps me when i feel so alone but i feel like an idiot workin my day around the call but when i pick up i dont have much to say so i want you to know its a little fucked up
My girlfriend, who at the moment is long distance (until she moves here for good in September), found me someone to 'play' with :D and she is fucking hot. Went to her place last night and we fucked each others brains out...damn it was fun! I just wish my girl could have been there. So Susan has all the qualities I wanted and what Lynn wanted for me. Pretty, nice body, sexy long legs, nice tits, fun and sex crazed! Oh, and out of total freakiness...she lives in the same apartments that I do!!! So now I get to fuck her... Then there's this lovely shot ;) I wish I had other pictures, but I didn't have my camera last night. heh And my beautiful, sexy Lynn...(just need to get Susan in a threesome with us...mmm) Damn, I am a lucky bastard! ;) Yes! While banging the hell out of Susan last night I managed to convince her to have a threesome with me and Lynn. And she seemed really, really into the idea. :D Now I REALLY can't wait until Lynn get's back here in Septembe
LOL ... I don't know why I even bother posting Bulletins one ever reads them and no one even comments ....maybe i just like seeing myself talk :P
Rambling Poem
My eyes are as open windows Letting in all that may dare My mind is as a blank canvas Ready to accept anything As the painting begins The canvas starts to take form Without the ability to erase The work that has been done But as any artist would know The beauty still takes over Only by the way the eye sees There is beauty in everything It lies in the way you view it...
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Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in Lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner ton
Ramblings Of A Leg Man
First off, before you read this, I am not mad. This is just a recolection of recent events Remending me of who I am and where I've been Hard to deal I'm here in Reno, visiting my son, Alexander and my ex-wife. We went shoping and I accidently caught them kissing right infront of me. She didn't know I was there, but I was right behind them with my son My son, who later, called the other guy dad. I love Alex. I love Amber, and I think Nick is a great guy. No one is to blame and I am not angry, hurt a little, but that is all my fault. I landed things this way, I guess. But I got to tell you the words "Insert knife and twist" never hit so close to home as those events did. I love my son. And I am sure he loves me. But does he know That I am is daddy? My biggest fear, is losing my boy! What is it about sheer black pantyhose? My friend Olivia just loves to tease me when we meet or lunch or dinner now and then her his prada spiked heels and her sheer black silky nylo
The Rambling Style Of......just Me
Everyone's Life Is Driven By Something; Many are Driven by things like guilt, resentment, anger, fear, materialism and the need for appoval....Friends this world is not your home, so don't get cozy in it. Don't indulge your ego at the exspense of your soul. what God looks at is the attitude of your heart..... "Do not conform yourselves to the standards for this world, but let God transform you inwordly by a complete change of mind. Then you will be able to know God" - Romans 12:2
My friends and I have thrown 4 games of drunken kickball. We rent a baseball diamond for 4 hours or so and get a beer permit which is about $70 total. After that we get a keg for about $70 and if we get enough donations from the players we can get another keg when the first one runs out and keep playing. Every time we play it gets bigger and bigger and the last two times we've played its been swarmed with weird little emo kids. Some are alright to talk to but most of them are just cocky douche bags. Mostly, they suck at kickball and they suck at being cool... all they do is drink and eat and consume far more than they have or ever will contribute. Last night, my team kicked the emo team's ass by 6 or 7 points, because thats how we roll, we're just fuckin good at our shit. The game ended early though cuz the keg was tapped but we had about another hour and a half on the permit. Since some of these emo fags brought underage chicks and the people we actually like were already drunk
"The world is made for those not cursed with self awareness" How true is that? As I wander through life trying to find my place in the world, I am painfully aware of the dichotomy between what I believe the "right" thing to do is versus the "fun" or "easy" thing. I do not always do the "right" thing, but even when I do not, I usually know what the "right" thing is or at least which choice is better. Out in the world, I constantly see other people who make choices not based on right or wrong at all, but what feels the best for them at the time. I am curious about these people and how they live. Do they have moments of self doubt, but just blow them off for the next bit of immediate gratification? Or do they lack or have they completely subjugated those feelings? Please, I am no better than anyone else. I do bad things and will continue to do things that I know are wrong. The point, if I have one at all, is that in some ways I envy those people. What would it be like to
I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green I hope when you're in bed with her you think of me I would never wish bad things but I don't wish you well Could you tell by the flames that burned your words I never read your letter 'cause I knew what you'd say Give me that Sunday school answer Try make it all okay Does it hurt to know I'll never be there But it sucks to see my face everywhere It was you who chose to end it like you did I was the last to know you knew exactly what you would do And don't say you simply lost your way She may believe you but I never will never again If she really knows the truth she deserves you A trophy wife Oh, how cute Ignorance is bliss But when your day comes and he's through with you and he'll be through with you You'll die together, but alone You wrote me in a letter you couldn't say it right to my face Well, give me that Sunday school answer repent yourself away Does it hurt to know I'll never
Ramblings Of A Damaged Soul
to all my friends, thank you for your comments. i have not been on much lately due to my recent move. my internet service will be back on tomorrow, so i will again be sailing the waves of debauchery. for those that thought that i did something stupid, worry not, because i am alive and well, and will soon be back on track (a little financially crippled, but hey). so.........just a little heads up. Easton Everett McPherson died yesterday afternoon. he was my unborn son. he died of natural causes, i am told, and i must believe that. i dare not think of the other possibility. i miss him already. and i never got to meet him, face to face. go in peace, my son. your grandmother awaits you. in my on going search for personal insight, i occasionally find hints and clues to who i am. no i haven't figured it out yet. but the journey to self awareness is never a clear path. i often meet people that either influence me, or piss me off, yet interject new information or raise more questions.
I soar on wings of broken dreams, & heed the facts as mere warnins... I hurt the 1s who love me most, Then wonder y I can't get close. I c the beauty n ur eyes, & silently I wonder y... We can't get closer than we r, Y gradually we drift apart. I loved u more than words could say, & could not go a single day... Without the beauty of ur voice, Echoin with words of choice. I longed 2 have u here with me, 2 have u near so u could c... How much I loved & how much I cared, How love that deep was truly rare. How much I longed 4 happiness, Compared 2 mine urs was less... & even tho I am worthless, My love 4 u, I did confess. The world round comes crashin down, I can't reach; I'm tied & bound... If u loved me u would care, & rescue me from this despair. Save me from my mind's worst fears, Dam the river of my tears... Make some effort just 2 help, B4 I snap & hurt myself. B4 I snap & hurt the 1s, Who loved me 1st & not 4 fun... Who love me when I'm sick & ill, & t
Ok, Last night, I headed out to go down to my favorite hang out place on the weekends, The Irish Pub. It's a short walk to downtown from my place right now. When I move back into the barracks, I'll have catch a cab but this is a good set up for now. Anyway, as soon as I hit the street, I could here the music and knew it was gonna be a GREAT night. I believe the reason that germans and Americans get along so well is that German know how to throw great parties and Americans LOVE to go to great parties. It's a match made in heaven. It took me about 45 minutes to walk there. I was expecting one of the Parks to be filled with booths, Brat and beer stands, and, obviously, a stage to be set up, and then the WalkPlatz to be half filled. This is not what I found! They had the Grass area in front of the KurHouse FILLED with booths and a stage and the Main roda CLOSED off for atleats 2 kilometers. They had another Stage set up in the MIDDLE of the road and was playing techno
Okay, I made a mumm of something I really wanted opinions about, and some of the garbage that got left in the comments. Some people here are truly jerks. A few days or weeks ago, someone had a mumm about female circumsion and all of the comments made were to the tune of .... well that is their culture so sure it is fine. As an aside in my mumm, which was about Maggie who can not go out and play anymore because of the new bird feeder next door, and who has been declawed, and I get all this shit about how mean that is. It is okay for humans to be mutilated but to declaw a cat is morally wrong. Some of the people here have brains about the size of peas I think. I doubt that any of them would read this, but it makes me wonder why in the world I am here. I joined so Jaded could get some points ... maybe it is better if I don't get too attached to it if that is the caliber of people here. Or I could just not bother with mumms ... hmmm. What else is there to do? Not much on just snooping at
Well I have not been able to sleep again tonight. I spent all night sitting here alone in the dark just wondering what's going on in my life is this all I have to look forward to. There is a silence in the stillness of the dark that is almost dethening. It can feel like a haunting call to some thing unknown darkness within us all. It's the place in our selves we all fear most, that little corner of our minds we hide the truths and our fears. Still strangely this is where I find my self more and more alone in this darkness. This void I wish I could escape is becoming my home, it creeps over you like a blanket of ice. This loneliness has become so familiar. "Loneliness It makes memories into ghosts And dreams into spirits. To vague to remember To important to forget. Can you see the screams behind my eyes The pain in my heart The loneliness in my soul"
Rambling's From An Insane Mind!
My ex made me cry, something i didn't want to do, i mean that proves i still have feeling for him, doesn't it? It gives him the power over me that i don't want him to have. But that's not what i'm upset about, it's the fact that he pushed all the right buttons, said all the right things, knew how to make me feel bad. Now i can't get over it, guess i'll just get drunk tonight, it won't change anything but i'll feel better for awhile. Damn him anyway! I mean come on, o.k., so my boyfriend decided he didn't want to be with me anymore, so that's cool. I was upset but got over it. I contacted my Master to cry on his shoulder and we ended up getting back together. So anyway, now my ex is all mad at me, i'm like what the hell! He decided he didn't want me anymore, would rather be with someone else, so why get mad?! I guess it's one of those things about men that i'll never understand. My nipples are erect, as i slowly rub them between my finger and thumb, i moan slightly, i can feel the war
Well, at my wife's request, I posted a naughty picture on my gallery. It's just one now, but if I get a good response, I'll post more. She said to post more, but I want to be sure people want to see that kind of stuff first. :)
Ramblings Of Me
So I sit here, it's after midnight and I have to be up at 7am, yeah it sucks, realizing how time has passed. Payton turns 9 this week and Raegan turns 6 next month. CAN YOU BELIEVE HOW FAST THEY GROW?!?! My angels are getting so big, so fast. It is hard to believe that it wasn't just yesterday that they were taking their first steps! Who knew I'd be a mother of 2, at the age of 29? More so, who knew my kids would be so F*CKING perfect? Yes, I am partial. I deny nothing, but in all honesty, I have done something so right with these girls. I don't know what it is, I dare NOT question nor change a thing. They try so hard in school. Behavior marks remain perfect ALL year long, grades are good, not superb, but good with signs of trying. I am so PROUD, so blessed. I have such GREAT friends. A superior support system in place (in all aspects). Who could ask for more? NOT I! That's for damn sure. I want to say thank you to all who have been there for me along this wonderful ride
Ramblings Of A Mynda!
Watch to the end! OK so due to the latest things occurring on fubar (blasts have been taken away for stupid reasons that i wont mention here bc i may end up losing my stuff for badmouthing the site... can anyone say hypocritical capitalist?) ANYWAYS... Mark and I have been thinking and we want to know from both the bidders and the entrants what they think about our idea. What if we make it so that the person being bid on can decide if they want the FU gift (blast, VIP, HH etc...) or just the cash equivalent? So if a person bids a 7day blast, they can instead ask for just 20 dollars sent to their paypal or a gift card in that amount to some store they like etc... We arent saying all gifts must be in real money instead of FU related items, just that the entrant reserves the right to choose which they prefer. Please leave comments or messages with your opinons! HAPPY BIDDING! -Mynda! > > > HEY FUBAR! I am having my first auction!!! Just sen
Ramblin' Of Sorts!!!
Wow, ever felt like there's hardly anything in your life that feels right? And the one thing that does feel right...feels far away? God. I've been thinking so much lately. There's so much shit floating around in my head right now. I'm not entirely sure what to think about it all. My one thing that feels right...I need them so bad right now. But to be perfectly honest....I think they want someone else. C.T is kickass...but sometimes it just sucks ass. Comments are a bitch and I hate the fact that I'm nosey. My one thing that feels might be jealous of your someone else's "friend", but I'm jealous of your someone else. That was probably uber confusing. But oh well. Makes me think "Do you really even care about me at all?....and if you do....then do you have feelings for someone else ALSO?" It really hurts. I'm so glad I can't see the messages you send to her. Anyone else feel guilty about something? I sure as hell do. I should have known I couldnt let completly go of the
Ramblings Of A Pervert.
So I've been single since Feb 5th, and haven't gotten laid since.... Jan 15th ish.. Yeah. /cough. HOW DO I LIVE?! I know, I know, lol. I dunno though.. I've had offers and things, It's just not what I'm looking for. Random one-nighters, Friends with benefits, etc. I'm 22, and I've never had one of those affectionate, loving relationships. Or one that didn't start off with something sexual. It's not like I ask for alot when it comes to relationships. I'm not that clingy, earn my trust and there'll be no problems. I don't want stuff, jewelry and flowers n that other shit. I don't want someone to take me out. I just want to hang out and enjoy eachothers company, with friends or whatever. Someone I can consider a best friend, and partner. Maybe I am asking too much. Hmm. Blah. Not to mention I'm confused as fuck by the guys.. sorta in my life atm. My ex told me he still wears my ring, which is weird. This kid who lives pretty close... I like alot. But, I don't know i
Ramblings Of A Tortured Mind
Alone in the darkness, I await your arrival. The need growing inside me making my body tingle. Finally you enter. I can’t see you, but I feel your presence. You ask if my restraints are too tight as you pull them even tighter. The gag in my mouth muffling any response I might make. I feel cold metal caressing my flesh, sliding from my ankle to my throat. “Don’t make a sound” you whisper in my ear. I feel the blade slowly draw its trail down my chest, feel the warm spread of blood trickling down. Your tongue darts out to capture all you can. Your tongue continues to follow the blade as it seeks out all of the warmth inside me, cooling it instantly. Your tongue finds my need, the warmth inside. You decide to explore this even further, bringing me to the climax you will never allow me to achieve. You pull away from my. My hips try to seek you out, but the restraints allow me no movement. “Please” I try to beg but it just comes out as a moan. Sounds like a good idea. Interna
Soon I will be leaving and going to stay with my mother in oklahoma. I cant wait. Me and my 3 children will have so much fun. Things have been crazy here of course. Today i took the kids and one of each of their friends to see harry potter and the order of the pheonix lol that was fun. Then this afternoon we went swimming and now it is raining. I hope everyone had a good day See yas The way you made me feel Was very unreal On top of the world one moment The next in the depths of hell When I caught a glimpse of myself In that black hole you call a heart A part of me realized I had become like you Rage Self-loathing Insecure Jealousy All while feeling self righteous The highs were awesome The lows were gruesome Never knew from one moment to the next Who you were gonna be Need out Get away Your demons consume Your darkness inside Eating me whole If no escape There would be a place inside me Ice that beats without shattering
Ramblings Of A House Cat...
One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself. The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. "Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back,
Well guys and chickies.. im back like a bad weed.. god yer all in things are somewhat getting back to normal for me here so i will be back online more and more.. so beware!!! Hugs n kisses missed you all Will not be here for the next week or so.. i am havin surgry and will take me a bit to get back on my feet.. hugs n kisses to those that care I have not been feeling good the past few months.. since Oct time... cold after cold.. sinuses issues.. broncitus..etc. They took me in and run alot of tests on me.. seems my immune system is down majorly. They found out i havent had a few regular tests done while i was there and had me do them as well. Well my test results came back.. and it seems i have ovarian cancer. I am a single mom of 3 kids... not sure how this is gonna work out.. they says they caught it early.. but it is in gods hands i guess. They put me on strong meds to boost my immune system... at the end of the month i go for a hysterectomy.. and then a few
I feel so ignorant tonight. I don't know what I have done or what I do that is so wrong. I seem to mess up everything with everybody. Why can't I get it right? Why do I mess up with everybody? I am so tired of being the cause. I just want to be happy and some days it feels like I can almost touch it. Then reality hits,people say things and shatter your whole world. Have you had this happen? You think things are great then all of a sudden you feel your heart shatter ~CRASH~ People are too blind to even realize what they are doing? I am dying on the inside and I don't know what to do. I am so worry that I will be played. I can't take it. Trust is a big issue. Is this really worth it? I think it is but if I get played,I will die! I can't take much more sorrow. I have had enough now I just want to be HAPPY. Can anyone tell me what HAPPY means?? The razor sharp blade disappears under my skin Wanting to release the dark gray That Lies deep within Watching the matter flow from my
Ramblings Of An Insomniac
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged (or have read this), you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. 1987 was the worst year of my life 2. I love the rain. 3. I was born in Illinois. 4. I take things too seriously. 5. I can fit my hand in my mouth. 6. I daydream WAY too much. 7. I want to own my pre-school someday. 8. I hate politics. 9. I miss my parents ALL the time 10. I love to take pictures I'm not tagging anyone, if you want to play you can :) *hugs* dv xp3j h3yu c7 etc....... I know I'm not the only one annoyed by the bouncer, but I need to vent. 8 times!! 8 times in a row I had that crap. I'd enter the code and up it came again!!! what the hell? Okay, F
There is a medical distinction. We've all heard about people having guts or balls, but do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definitions are listed below: GUTS - Is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - Is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death. Go ahead and crawl out on a limb -- way out. Sure, taking an emotional risk can be somewhat scary. When you think about what it means to stay where you are, though, suddenly taking a chance seems worth it. I TOLD MYSELF I WOULDN'T READ MY HOROSCOPE AN
There's a big fucking world out there. It's messy, and it's chaotic, and it's never, it's never the thing you'd expect. It's okay to be scared, but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole, not when it comes to the people that really love you, the people that need you. I just keep telling myself that there will be a significant moment when I will finally know what to do.
Ramblings Of A Crazy Woman...
It's almost been a year since I met my "Magic Man". I'm not ashamed to say that I have been with my fair share of men. I've had great sex and terrible sex. But sex with my Magic Man is indescibable. I only wish I had the words to explain how truly mind blowing our sessions are. I want him and only him. I'd give up all of my other men for him. But...unfortunately we can't seem to get our lives in sync. I think that under different circumstances we'd have something really great...dare I say perfect. I believe we could really make each other happy. His pros definately out weight his cons. We both just have one little thing standing in our way. We're broke! LOL I don't want to depend on a man (or anyone) and I don't want him to depend on me. I want us to be financially independant before we try to have a relationship. But I'd have him here with me in a second if I could take care of things on my own and he on his own. We pay or own bills and stuff like that. I'm dependant on the government
Rambling's Of Rel
  Nothing I could've said or done would've made a difference. I keep beating myself up over the "What if's". What if I had stayed longer... What if I had said more... What if I had tried harder... What if I had been more compassionate... What if What if What if???   I'll never know. I'm so angry, I need to lash out, to hurt someone, to blame someone. Monica said it was just your time. Is she right? Is that right?!!? If so, that's not fair! Someone so amazing and selfless and considerate and giving and loving given to me/us then taken abruptly away? NO!! It's not fair! I feel so cheated. How selfish is that? What lesson am I suppose to learn from this? If only we had more time. If only your pain could've been extinguished another way. I didn't know you very long at all, but you impacted my life in ways you'll never know. Our connection was instant and even though you had other obligations, we kept coming together. Our pasts united us in the present and we bonded. It's so
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families; their homes; their jobs; their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.... Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a f
Ladies, Gents, I will make this short and sweet. A gentleman has informed me that I am SUPPOSED to rate everyone with a 10. I politely, or rather smartassedly informed him if that was the case, why are there other numbers on the scale? And as though he wanted to make me feel guilty, he sends me a message that states that even though i gave him an 8, hes giving me a 10. Uhm...Ill level with yall. I like being rated. Its nice to see what people really think. I dont let it affect me to the point that I have to get upset over it, but its nice. If you wanna rate me a 1, do it. If you wanna rate me a 10, do it. Its all up to you. I cant change how you feel about rating me. So if you wanna flame me about rating you a freakin 8 or whatever, dont waste your time. Im gonna read, laugh, delete. ALWAYS in that order...
Ramblings Of A Non-diva
Thats what life has been. Too bad we dont have magical powers that allow us to see into the future so we can see what mistakes we are going to make and find a way to avoid it. Or maybe being like Superman and have the ability to turn back time and righting the wrong before it affects people. It doesnt matter who you are or what you do, we all end up six feet under. Your legacy only lasts for so long unless you make a huge impact that is felt world wide. Fact is that only a small percentage is capable of making that impact. We all want the best in life but never reach out and try to achieve it. So what does everyone do? We settle for what is in front of us. We are all guilty of doing it. We do and say things that arent the truth but sound right at the time. We take people into our lives and at first accept them as if they are the most important person in the world only to cast them out when they become nonessential to us. We drag people along hoping we can make
this helped me a lot. thought i'd share in case someone else could benefit. Then, just as you're preparing to mingle, it happens: You pass a mirror and glimpse your reflection -- your horrifying, horrifying reflection. Your hair looks as though a crazed weasel nested, bore young, and died there. Aghast, you wobble off your high heels and sprain an ankle. All eyes are glued on you. All conversation focuses on your disgrace. Everyone begins texting hilarious descriptions of you from their cell phones. In your dreams, baby. I mean this both literally and figuratively. Most of us occasionally dream about being embarrassed in social settings. But even in waking life, many of us operate as if Simon Cowell is doing a play-by-play of our work, wardrobe and snack choices. One team of researchers has dubbed this phenomenon the "spotlight effect." In the beam of imaginary spotlights, many of us suffer untold shame and create smaller, weaker, less zestful lives than we deserve. Terrified
Rambling Thoughts
Ramblings Of A Pissed Of Chick!!
So, you live your life and meet that "perfect" someone. To find out that he plays the game well. The only thing he does not realize is I play it so much better! It's funny how men (and I suppose woman too) think they can pull something over on you. The internet helps them with being the dishonest person that they really are. And they don't realize that the trail is there to be found. No matter how hard they try to get rid of it. But, you just have to know where to look. Play the games you want to play because they will not affect me any longer. I am better then that and I will get by without a lying cheating dick like you. It may take some time but, hay I've been single before and loved it so I know I can do it again. So while your sitting there in your dark lonely world remember that you made the mistake of lying not me and You're the one that choose not to have reality at your side!! And If your reading this as I am sure you are it is about you!!
I'm seriously pissed. I was made to take down my primary photo (along with 4 others over my two week life here) because they were NSFW. If you're reading this at work and you get caught, it's not my fucking problem that I'm hot. I'm not naked in any of them, they're tastefully done. I'm a pin-up model and I am irked as hell that my art is being labeled as something somehow dirty or vulgar. FUCK THAT. I'm still trying to get the hang of this website, so bear with me as I thrash around like a fish out of water. Seriously, though. Yikes. If this keeps up my head may actually explode from all the compliments. I'm an outgoing person but I can also be fairly shy so this is a total mindfuck. I'll take naked pictures in return, though. Put 'em on the table, ladies and gentlemen.
hey go rate my tattoo please see my bulletin for link little background before you read this. If you're just as disgusted as I was after reading this...please repost!!! Adam Sky is one of the hardest working individuals in the business in my opinion. Months ago he was offered a guest spot at Kat Von D's High Voltage tattoo shop in Hollywood California. This is why we hate rockstar attitudes in the tattoo industry, and people who turn into fucking leeches. Read, go throw up, and then repost please! I got fired from L.A. Ink Sarah and I were sitting at one of my fave sushi restaurants in Hollywood, Sushi Cafe, enjoying getting full on sushi pizza when I get an emergency phone call from Kat Von D.'s personal manager, asking me to hold tight at the restaurant and she's got something to tell me in person. So we're sitting there, trying to figure out what's so important that it couldn't be discussed over the phone. I'm starting to get nervous as I could only imagine the wo
Fuck Beat cheat lie rape steal Why do we conceal the past Trapped in the long haul Try to find the answers but HE blocks the path to unlocking the future Samantha Nicole Hambaugh Forgive or Forget Can history repeat itself or do we just let it Ruin the innocence Protective custody cryin big blue eyes Illness for six straight years all because he couldn't wouldn't let go Kidnapped my provider Stole time from timeless moments I'm lost in the dark looking for her but only found truth Why? *Written on this day last year, things are definitely looking up this year :)
Ramblings From A Demented Mind. Life, Sex, Love, Whatever........
Hello all. I really dont think anyone reads this blog. But in the hopes that some of the friends that I have made on here in the past read this, I just wanted to say I am back. So to get you all caught up. I had a great computer two years ago. Then I let a friend of mine move in. He accidently knocked it off the desk and the mother board broke. Oh well live and learn. Between getting laid off and my friend not haveing a job at the time. took awhile to get a nother computer. I did, but it was cheap and slow and would freeze up on Fubar, myspace, etc...I could hardly check my w-mail. So I just havent been on line in almost a year. And that SUCKS!!!!! I miss Fubar and all of my friends here. So please hit me back after reading this. OK? Last year was a rough year. Good job, but it didnt pay as much as the last job. There was cut backs in my budget but no bailout. LOL.....So Now I have a better computer. I was married and am now getting a divorced. I will be moving
Rambo's View
Subject: $4 Billion Beverly Hills Earmark POTOMAC WATCH Rambo's View Dianne Feinstein's $4 billion earmark for Beverly Hills comes at the expense of America's veterans. BY KIMBERLEY A. STRASSEL Friday, September 7, 2007 12:01 a.m. EDT Move over Bridge to Nowhere. Congress is back in town, and clearly back to business even uglier than usual. It takes hard work to come up with an earmark more egregious than that infamous Alaskan bridge, but California's Dianne Feinstein is an industrious gal. Her latest pork--let's call it Rambo's View--deserves to be the poster child for everything wrong with today's greedy earmark process. The senator's $4 billion handout (yes, you read that right) to wealthy West L.A. (yes, you read that right, too) is the ultimate example of how powerful members use earmarks to put their own parochial interests above national ones--in this case the needs of veterans. It's a case study in how Congress uses the appropriations process to substitute
Ramblings Of A Lost Soul
My roomie got a job and starts tomorrow. YEAH!!! We have been so worried about all the bills and the kids but as usual the fates came through. I hope this job is as nice as she thinks it will be and as comfortable in the office. GOOD LUCK ROOMIE!!!! This holiday was not as bad as I thought it would be. My roomie did not go away, instead her Grandma came here. She is a very nice lady and nice to have around. We had a big dinner last night with my son, his wife and my ex-hubby. So we had 8 people in our little house... LOL It was very nice though. Not much fussing or anything. Today was more or less a lazy day. The boys got there presents this morning, Heather got hers, Grandma got her and I even got a present from Heather. This turned out to be a very nice time, the only way it would have been better is IF a certain guy was around. Hopefully I will get to spend some time with him soon. I miss him alot! I hope everyone had a great time and hope w
9/11 Ramblings
In less than 24 hours, more like 12 hours, it's going to be the 6th anniversary of the attacks on the World Trade Center. No matter what you believe, something terrible and horrible happened that day. Whether it was from within, or from without, we as a nation were attacked. Please don't think me cold or heartless tomorrow when I refuse to watch footage aired over and over again from that day. I remember all too well, sitting in a room by myself watching the coverage minute by minute on CNN. I worked at the Indy airport in those days and it was a strong fear I had that I'd have to go to work. And I did, even as airports were closing and evacuating we still had to go in and take care of those who'd just been left stranded with no way to get to where they needed to go. It was chaos and it was confusion and looking back, in a way it was horror. From there on out, for I don't recall how long now my workplace was overrun with National Guardsmen, their weapons in plain view. The authority
i just saw a news report that a fourth installment of the indiana jones series will be out next spring. it will be called indiana jones and the kingdom of skulls. so what do you think? is harrison ford too long in the tooth for this, it is repeortedly the last in the series and another actor will play his son, i think quite possibly it will end up with the death of the indiana jones character and open the door to his son taking the reins, but isnt this the way hollywood does things?
Why the hell are people so damned obsessed on this thing with how people rate their appearance? Who gives a shit. If I rate a picture, it's based on creativity or artistic license and I could give a rat's ass about how attractive or unattractive a person is. People, please just get over it already!
It is with much heartfelt love that I am taking the time to write you. I'm not sure if you are aware of how much you impacted my life, so tonight I say thank you God for a man like you. When I think of all of the possibilities, goals, and desires a person can have in a life with a blessed relationship built on trust, love, friendship, loyalty I can't seem to get you out of my heart, soul, head, everything I am that God has created.. You are there standing at my side, proudly.. perhaps in just a dream, but you are there. I'm looking for love on a long-term basis, and perhaps you don't love me now like I deserve, but maybe one day you could learn to. I want to mean the world to one person and in turn have him be the universe to me. I want to lay in his arms at night, in those last few moments before sleep and tell him of all the days events and good night and that I love you... Knowing that the next day will be better than the day prior for it was just practice to be perfect, and I mean
Ramblings Of A Mad Woman
Hummm..... You are on the verge of a major change, but it won't begin until you go out of your way to try something new. Look around and figure out what seems most interesting or exciting to you, then do it!
Ramblin Man
In times of need, why are most people more apt to turn their backs than to offer a helping hand? Is it so hard to be generous, or are we becoming a society of people hell bent on taking what we can from whomever we can? I don’t just mean monetarily but emotionally as well. Being decent is so easy. So is being kind and looking out for the other guy. This selfishness is more evident in some cultures more than others. I’m not going to point fingers but, how much “BLING” does one person need? This mentality is really pissing me off and makes me want to bash a head or two. You aren't clever, or unique. There are alot more just like you out there. Be original, be yourself! Yes this is just me rambling on but oh well, I feel better. Thanks for taking time to read it.
Well I am heading off the Fubar scene after Christmas. I just find the new features really annoying and making fun of BBWs in the mumms just isn't as fun as it used to be. Feel free to take any of my stuff, my pics and ideas from my sizable stash. Feel free to drop me a line on Yahoo or AIM and say hi sometime, I'll still be on there. Yahoo- Happyvalleysal AIM- OlneyIrishman Well I've met some interesting people on here and killed some time. Take care and have a great holiday. Also, whoever tells me the funniest memory they have of me will be given all of the fubucks... roughly 200,000. This semester is really starting to kick my ass. I am tired all the time, I haven't had any time to work out in like a month. I'm not getting fat though, you have to eat to get fat. For about 2 weeks I wasn't eating in the apartment, just coming home to pass out and shower in the morning. Only 11 more days till I can go home and my awesome break can start. Ugh... so much snow. co
Ok, so earlier I was here talking to some people when my phone rang. It was a good friend of mine who runs a local coffee shop that does poetry slams on saturdays. So anyways today was the "erotica" slam, and the person that she had lined up to read backed out on her saying that they had "found god". And she wanted to know if I could drop everything and come and perform. Now because of someone on here who encouraged me to start writing again, and share them. I told her yep be right there. So i made arrangements for my son to see his grandmother and blasted out to the shop. Once there I was please and scared to find that it was full of people waiting for the slam. a couple of people that I had never heard before did some short reads then my friend intro'ed me. I stepped up to the mic and turned it off. My voice carries and I didn't need the cops called when i started moaning or talking about sex. Everyone got super quiet as I started. I read for about 15 mins before I really
Ramblings.. Poetry.. Stuff I Attempt To Write.. Lol
I have a dog tag that stays on my keyring that says this: "TO GRAVES REGISTRATION... AS YOU BAG ME UP KISS MY COLD DEAD ASS." ROFLMFAO As I lay here in deep thought My mind wonders to your enchanting smile I long to hold you , heart to heart for eternity Holding you in my arms is like holding the world I have never felt a love such as this I wonder why God has granted me this great gift Am I worthy of such splendor Do I deserve such wonders My heart aches at the thought of being away from you Every moment I am gone seems like millineums I am lost, lost without you by my side Lost without your heart next to mine Can there be such love in this place Can it be true Are you the one true gift from God My only desire is to hold you close to me Forever and Eternity , My everything I have so much hurt inside, Sometimes I just want to die, I try and hide it with a smile, But that only lasts a little while, Is it right for me to feel this way, I have done nothing
Ramblings Of A Crazy Man
Thought this one was already in here guess it isn't. Pull me close... Lost and wandering in the dark Alone and searching for a start Don’t know how to begin to embark Upon the path to quiet my heart. Head bowed as I cross the empty street Closed eyes cause my feet to stumble I remind my heart it must beat Or else it is bound to crumble My mind filled with incoherent thoughts Thinking it is all going to be in vain Emotions only hurt have brought Down my eyes pour tears of pain So pull me close and hold me tight Stay in my arms throughout the night Don’t know what I hope to find Can’t say what will bring me peace Trying to open my eyes and not be blind Looking for a way to make the hurt cease Other’s confused with the same plight Familiar faces in twilight fade Fighting the urge to hide in fright To leave this life we have made So many souls don’t know where to go When they are so lost and hurting Everything seems to come so slow When ou
She held the covers over her head as she curled up into fetal position. The thunder was crackling so loud, her windows shook. Don’t be retarded. She thought to herself knowing just how ridiculous she was behaving at the age of 16. It was unlike Jessica to be afraid of a storm. Another flash, one seemed to last more than a mere second, more like 10 seconds. It pulsed like a strobe light. Jessica could see its flicker from under her bed spread. “One-Mississippi, Two-Mississippi, and Three…” The thunder sounded like a freight train crashing through a building. This is crazy. Why am I so afraid? Jessica recalled the dream she had last night. It was a silly dream most likely summoned by the stupid troll movie her friend made her watch. She had a dream that a troll-like creature lived under her house. She found her white cat Snowball, torn into fluffy blood matted shreds near her porch. Under the porch, she heard a hissing type sound and smelled a foul odor of decay. She k
The Ramblings Of A Crazed Woman
I left my fiance a week ago today and it has been the hardest week of my life. I feel lost and confused but at the same time I know I made the right choice. I miss him like crazy. Do you ever get over the pain? I just don't know what to do now. This weekend was your overall great weekend. I got to go back to my home town and see my family and it was a blast. I never knew going home could be so much fun. My weekend took a quick turn when I came home sunday and was booted out of the place I was staying. Kinda harsh to not give me any sort of notice but oh well It got me to go ahead and make a move I had intended on making a couple of weeks from now. I am offically living with my fiance again and I am so happy. We had a few bumps in our past but we have worked though them now and are on a fast track to the chapel soon. Well enough wasting your time I got to go. Hugs Aleah I miss the way you look at me With love in your hazel eyes. I love the way you touch me And hold me when I cr
sucks been so long since we had a real winter here in sw michigan i was too young to remember cuase last good winters were back i nthe 70's and i was born in 78. so don't get enough snow locally to justify buying a snowmobile till i really got the extra money. get cold enough weather but not enough worth while snow for more than a week or so. and about all this weather is good for is cuddling which if ya read my profile i am single and right now don't have any women to spend much time with. schedules always seem to be a problem with some i meet. pretty much winter time when i don't have a g/f i relax mess around online or gaming on either the pc or the ps3. and when i got a g/f well watch alot of movies cuddled up together typically on my bed since my bedroom is where i spend most my time in the winter and got most my electronics. but at the same token as nice as it would be to have a woman to cuddle with not sure i wanna deal with that again most of what i seem to find are cheaters or
Ramblings Of A Cyb3rn4u7
(i apologize in advance if this sounds like whining or complaining, or trying to do the "oh poor me" thing...but this has been on my mind for a while...) I'm tired of feeling inadequate. I'm tired of feeling like I'm being thrown in with the rest of the general male population when someone bitches about men. I'm tired of feeling like everything is my fault because I'm male. I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough to be with. I'm tired of always being the "good friend" that people refuse to date. I'm tired of people dumping me online. I'm tired of people not wanting to get close to me because they think that because I'm male, I'm gonna make a move. I'm tired of feeling like utter crap emotionally. I'm tired of sleeping alone. I'm just tired.... (you can open your eyes's all over...) It would seem that someone...or something...has decided that I should stick around for a little while longer... Thanks to the generosity of one of my roommates, I will be back on t
The Rambling Of Ones Mind
The Ramblings Of Killer_dimples
Look at me doing it again.. I joined yet another social site.. Get your own social badge Guy:"Can we have sex now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "" Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don'
You ask me if I love you, and I ask myself how to begin to share with you the feelings in my heart. You inspire in me a love so deep words cannot describe it, so powerful that it overwhelms my every thought. You ask me if I love you, and I wish there were a way you could just see into my soul and find the depth of passion, tenderness, and love that holds you closer to my heart than anyone or anything else.
Ramble On.
Mechanically Seperated Chicken......... That, my friends, just so happens to be the very first ingredient listed on the side of the can of what I just got finished 'nacking on. The list continues on with skins of chickens, skins of pork, spleens of pork, stomachs of pork, salted water, and words that I just flat out don't care to sound out at this particular time. Lets just say that this shit just ain't kosher. Don't get ahead of me now. You might ass-u-me that I am going to write about the gag-factor of what I just ingested. You people know the actual definition of assumption, so I won't get into it. It's not about the gag-factor. I ate the shit with a big floppin' smile on my face. It can't be good for me......I'm not dead. Yet. It sure beats what they put in haggis. For some reason, whats left of my brain got tangled in the "mechanically-seperated" part of the chicken. I can only imagine the possibilities of what a mechanical flesh-from-bone seperator machin
Today October 19th I choose to be happy, and if I cant be happy I sure as hell can fake it. My hunni will be home in a few hours and he certainly dont need to see the emotions I have had the past few days, yet he has heard them all in my voice. Today I choose to show Rudi just how much I love him, to shower him with my love and admiration. Today I choose to smile, even if I feel like I am dying on the inside, nobody will see it on the outside. Today is a new day and I choose to look at it as just that. How can I feel so alone when I have someone that makes my heart pound and rush whenever I look at them or think of them. I am feeling self pity right now not knowing where I am going to stay when I go back to the states. I feel so confused and so alone. Maybe one day I will have a place to call 'home' again. Right now I feel like a ping pong ball that keeps getting bounced off the table. Next week I am getting a new tattoo with the word strength written in Japanese Kanji on my b
Ramblings Of A Kilted Caveman
Still no net at home, which really sux, cuz I can't get on here as much as I want, nor be on IM. Sighs. Hopefully, soon I will be tho. Thinking about going camping tomorrow night...sitting around a campfire, gtetting drunk, having fun...anyone close up for it??? We (the gf and I) got our rental app approved for a mobile home in Warrenton MO. Will most likely be moving the majority of things on Friday. If anyone is around this area, and could help, would be enormously appreciated!!!!!!
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Ramblings Of A Fractured Mind
Life’s mysteries Gnaw at my very core Dark phantasms Chase me into the light Crossing those thresholds Of sanity And instability That calm façade Seen by most Hides The passionate beast That only the privileged Or the cursed See Touching the dark side To expose my truth Multiple pieces Of a fractured puzzle Which when complete Shows all But only small bits Are shown At all Todd A. Wilson October 16, 2007 Silly hopes Whimsical visions My twisted mind Continues to twist My soul Reaching out My delicate hand Embraces the skeleton In my closet Drawing the darkness To me Inhaling it deeply Once again Making it apart Of me Todd A. Wilson October 16, 2007 Silly words Fill my memories Causing tears Bringing laughter Silly words Cut me to the bone And lift me higher Than ever Those silly words Of love Of hate Of support Of denial I run towards Silly words I crawl away from Silly words I want to embrace To make my ow
I'm in a bit of a mood today. Heh. I'm tired. I mean, waking up at 7 a.m isn't the greatest start to someone's day, considering it's a weekend. I'm also annoyed with people. Sometimes they make me want to kick them in the head. Seriously. People need to learn how to read. Blehhhhhhhhh. That's all.
The Ramblings Of A Redneck
Ok i havent beeen on here most of the day. I have been in a really pissy ass mood and dont want to be taking it out on anyone. I will be gone for several days, I leave in the morning. yall have fun I am back off of here agian for now peace love and used axle grease.
Normally I'm not the one who goes around bashing on people , however there is one person on here that deserves it. This guy firstly gets pissed off at my wife for not making him a nude salute and post a hateful comment on her regular salute she did make him. We've both told this guy to leave us alone, that we wanted nothing to do with him. However, this guy continously bothers us. Here's a look into the mind of one of Fubar's most demented minds. Take a peek, and tell me what you think. Date: Sat, 27 Oct 2007 05:41:34 -0700 From: Size: 16 KB To: Reply-To: LMAO, her pics have always been private! Didn't you know, she had me in her family? Lets see there's a PIC of her shaved pussy, a tight white top w/ white over shirt, a tight white top w/ blue shirt pulled up showing clevage, another with the same clothes w/ her holdin her big saggy tits up, another that shows clevage w/ the same clothes, down angle of her with too much eye liner a
My cable has been out for almost two months and I am using satellite to get on. Satellite is, in my opinion, slower than dialup. This makes it almost impossible for me to rate, comment or do anything else on this site or even play my online games. If you think I have been ignoring you or whatever that is not the case. I just don't feel like spending an hour to change one page. If you want to talk to me leave a message I do try to get on to check them and you can always ask me for my msn since I am on there regardless. Larry
Rambling Stuff
So I've learned yet another useless skill (previous ones learning how to breathe fire and juggle). Authoring dvd's. I've spent about a year now learning how to do so. I had the basics down after a month. It's all the little things now that I've been exploring, as well as learning new styles and layouts to do. I want to learn how to do separate (sp) audio tracks, only it won't be english/spanish/french, but more like english/band talking about the song, etc. Yes I've been shooting a lot of bands lately. Keeps me busy. We all need something to do for a hobby. This appears to be mine. Oh, my first job authoring a dvd was shooting 4 nights of a local stage production of Godspell, and then editing them together, to make a mult-angle performance. That's a hell of a way to learn how to author dvd's! Somedays you just need someone, anyone, to talk to, and there's no one there... an internet full of people, and no one is there... all your friends are busy, so they can't talk, and
Once in a lifetime, a person comes into your little place in the world that makes such a lasting impression. Sometimes they stay , and sometimes they go. But other times they are snatched away from you at such an untimely moment that it takes your breath away and turns your world upside down. The pain is so great that you wonder if you can inhale again. The ache dulls after some time. The memories inside tend to fade and strenghten. There are pictures and there's the written word. Photos of his children...seeing him going into the defense pose in full hockey gear..walking up the stairs of the Herc and smiling back over his shoulder at me...his green eyes twinkling at me as he posed for the past picture with his long hair. I can still look at those and bring them up in my mind without much effort. The songs that we shared hour after hour still remain on an mp3 player. Great Big Sea...Natalie MacMaster...Ocean Girl. The beginning strains of If Ever You Were Mine still di
Ramblings Of A Radio Rebel
kaysframeofmind, one of the network shows on Alliance Media Network, is beginning a theatrical radio segment TONIGHT on Tonight at 9pm ET/ 6pm PT! Thought I'd take a few minutes to tell folks a little about me. I'm 44, available, and a show host on I also founded the Alliance Media Network, a full service promotions and development network for citizen broadcasters. I am a smoker and social drinker who loves music, comedy and reading. I love to make people laugh and have a very quirky sense of humor. I love meeting new people and getting to know them (hint hint). Even though I am 44, I don't look OR feel it, so please don't judge me by the numbers! Well, after getting off to a little of a rocky start due to brutal honesty (even 9's wanna be 10's) and making a few friends who took the time to show me the ropes, I think I am finally figuring this Fubar thing out. Be patient with me, I'm an internet radio geek! I must say I have met some great people so
People seem to forget that I have two main problems with lots of people or even crowds. 1. Too many people. 2. Too much fucking noise. Now, there is a lot to be said for peace and quiet, and I can even see why some have been driven to kill to achieve that state of existence. For me, that place that I can at least minimize the noise is my room. And you know the house is too hectic when I am followed into the room by shadow. Today is one of those days that I really have a hard time dealing with. One more person in the household that seems to go out of his way to keep Cassie squealing and screaming. Okay, so he is playing, and since I am the only one that is getting upset by it, I will make a tactical withdrawal from the area where this noise is occurring. Unfortunately, I can see myself isolating more in order to prevent any explosive outburst of temper. The temptation to skip my fourth meal in a row is coming on strong. I would rather be hungry than dealing with e
Ramblings Of A Twisted Mind....
TO MY MOMMY......... Current mood: hopeful Category: Writing and Poetry To my mommy that was never there,To my mommy i wish to share. This poem from me to you,something so sad yet, so very true. To my mommy i needed you near,so you could hold all my fear. To my mommy i needed so much, to see your smile, to feel your touch. To my mommy i loved you so, because you made me head to toe. To my mommy i don't understand,why did you leave us for that mean man? To my mommy how could this be?You left and never came back for me. To my mommy so many tears i've shed,crying and angry upon my bed. To my mommy in time you'll see,the beautiful lady that has become of me. I write this poem to you from me,Remember your daughter... I'm Destiny...... Everyone has a sad story about the life they have and mine |is just another one of many. Although, life is tough and things don't always go the way we would like them to, youmust play the hand that was dealt and
Ramblings Of An Insane Clown
hey hey hey all there is a contest about boobs. we all love boobs dont we. ok here is the deal. first add this person once you are her friend you can vote on the best boobs. rules are in the photo album. my vote goes to 1040R NOW GO AND VOTE So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have 5 different kinds of toothpaste and choose every day another. 2. I have been having the same weird nightmare for 5 years now. I have it at least 3 times a week 3. When im nervous i bite my nails. 4. When people making spelling errors I have to correct it. 5. I can put on a suit with tie with my eyes closed. 6. I remember
Ramblings Of Anteria
I have pneumonia and the flu. I am so sick. I barely have the energy to do this. But didn't want anyone to think i was avoiding them. I'll get back as soon as i am better. Hope everyone is having fun. Angi Two swashbucklin' stages of pirate music and other debauchery!! Friday, August 23, 2008 3pm-1am Saturday, August 24, 2008 9am-1am Then the Late Night Shanty Sing along, hosted by Captain Lightnin' Jack of the Salt Sea Pirates starts at 1am-whenever (both nights) Midway Sandbar Amphitheater Port of Columbia, Mo. Camping and Parking included in the price (tba) Music on the mainstage: Jolly Rogers Musical Blades Capt. Dan & The Scurvy Crew Potcheen Folk Band Swashbuckle Pog Mo Thon Loch Ness The Rum Fellows The Jolly Garogers Bring your own food and drink (NO GLASS CONTAINERS) or buy from the food and drink vendors! Hope to see you there. For more info on other acts, vendors and other debauchery check out these links:
Ramblings,thoughts And Assorted Stuff
Are your legs tired? Oh, well, I’m not surprised; your thighs are almost comically muscular. You must wash your pants with Windex, because something really smells like Windex. Your father must have been a thief. I don’t know, you just have the look of someone who was raised by criminals. If I said you had a beautiful body, would you hold it against me? That is to say, would you be offended by my comments, not would you physically hold your body against mine. Sorry for any confusion. Anyways, would you? Do you have a little Italian in you? Really? Wait, what was your last name again? Oh, yeah, I guess that does sound Irish. Never mind. If I could rearrange the alphabet, I probably wouldn’t. Can you imagine how much that would screw with everybody? Are you from Tennessee? I hate people from Tennessee. Excuse me; I seem to have misplaced my inmate number, which was assigned to me by this state’s accursed penal system after it was discovered that I was indeed
Ramble On...
this world is cracked broken and blue I see everyday the pain within you I cannot express this feeling inside it tears at my heart I could almost cry still sitting..wondering why There is nothing wrong with this world I say that can't be helped with what is right, roll up your sleeves its going to be a hell of a fight One day I know you will see within the things you you think where sin its all for reason, ryhme or scheme yes its possible, not just a dream you will see ... one day soon me standing infront of you with arms streched out its a crazy life ...thats no doubt two can be three with minds set free, its in my heart I hold the key another day has come and gone I've been walked on again yet I'm still strong I move forward refuse to sit still turn the other cheek that of witch most would kill I hear a voice in my mind it gives me strength even a sign It says that you can do it these crosses are yours in the day of days I will recieve my
ok so here i am... sitting thinkin about..... well nothing really. just a bunch of random thoughts running through my mind. so which one do i concentrate on? i dunno. should i take the fact that i have to get up at 3am to go to work and go to bed.... or do i just let the randomness continue? i know that this wont make any sense to anyone, but its just more or less for me to just vent in suppose you could say.... so many thoughts, so little time. maybe just maybe one day ill figure them all out... doubtful but hell you never know. im tired... maybe i should go to sleep. but the mind wont shut up... so i really dont wanna fall asleep. thinking about people ive met, loved, would like to meet, places ive been and would like to go. i just wish that i could make sense of it all..... one day, some day the pieces will fall into place. maybe someone will help me make sense of it all... or will it all be a mystery till the end of my days..... no im not crazy, well not in a literal sense... im ju
Bah. I, for one, struggle with this time of year. So many losses in the past, and always more to come it seems. This year is slightly different though. I have a great new addition to my life. He's wonderful on every level. He reminds me that there are some good things to look forward to, and it's a little easier not to focus on the past losses. They haunt me, as I'm sure they haunt many of you. Just think of it this way, it could always be worse.. and it could always be better. Which would you choose? :) Let's not sit around and cry in our beer (or drink of choice) and, instead, make the best of what we have. Smile. Live. Do what so many others don't get to do, and enjoy your families. This is just as much a reminder to myself as any of you. Some day I hope not to need it, but for now... :) ... Happy Holidays? YES... please ~Jess~
Ramblings Of A Grumpy Old Man
Grrrrr....So I'm at a good party in a lounge (where the only thing hotter than the women are the beats!) and my PC starts to act up. The music becomes choppy and there are serious lags when all of a sudden I get booted....not just from the site but my whole PC shuts down. Upon rebooting, I can no longer access the fubar site to get back to the party so now I'm annoyed. I'm still rubbing my ass from such a hard boot so does anyone have any soothing ass cream I can use!?! I hope you enjoyed your party AshWee and to who ever else that may read this that was in there....I wasn't being rude...I was being butt slammed by technology! Stay well, One love and God bless! I wrote this at time when my strength, resolve and faith were being tested...I finally came to a place where I accepted I just wasn't going to be "normal" again so I decided to be the best human being I could be because I now knew what it means to suffer. I am once again facing overwhelming pain and as a result I go throug
The other day someone I used to call friend broke into my home and took something I need to servive a day at work and to over come the pains I endure from everyday life.. Junkies.. Cant stand them..Any way, you know who you are, and you also know it takes a lot to piss me off, but you have accomplished that.. And now your done, finished, I will do nothing for you again.. My last favor for you was that I didnt call the cops.. No forced entry narrows the field of suspects.. Also knowing the house was going to be empty, and the only thing you took was that certain item would put them right on your door step.. There was an offer made, you ignored it, and now that I am on crutches because i fell down the steps and am in excrutiating pain brings me to say, Your Done, Finnee, and will never be welcome to my home again. Dont bother knocking.. You know who you are, to all others, nothing has changed!!!!
Ramblings Of Tasha......
I have faith that I am capable of anything. Beyond that, I have faith that I will achieve my pie-in-the-sky dreams. I will be with my soul mate. I will become enlightened. These aren't so much ifs to me as whens or hows. This understanding goes beyond rational thought. I don't have any logical basis for these conclusions, I guess it is just something I foresee as a natural consequence of life. I have wanted to become enlightened for longer than I knew there was a word for it. I wanted to become enlightened for all the wrong reasons. So that I could be overwhelmingly happy all the time. So that I could achieve all my goals. So that I could help people and have respect and admiration. More recently, so that I could be at peace with myself. I realized that the root of my unhappiness for so many years is the disconnection between what I intend and what I am. I have all these ideas of how I want to change my life, who I want to be, what I want to have. I want a meaningful romantic relat
Ramblings From A Twisted Mind
     I've had the most amazing week. My best friend in the world has been visiting, and she and I have had a really fun time. Now, get your mind out of the gutters. This isn't a blog bragging about incredible skills in the bedroom.       You see, I have lived along pretty much all my life. I guess you'd call me a bit of a loner. I've never been one to have tons of friends over all the time. And that is what's made this week so incredible.        The number one greatest thing, has been just to have a hand to hold, a cheek to kiss, a smile to see. The other night, I came home from work. I found the outside light on (so I could see in the dark), I walked through the door and there she was, a big smile, a "welcome home!", a soft kiss and an inviting hug. My favorite TV show was on (even though she doesn't really like "Family Guy") and dinner was ready. It was so much better than coming home to a McDonald's value meal and a warm computer.       So, if you have someone special in your li
Ramblings In My Heart
Before I start I will warn you, that this may not make sence. As most of you know Steven has been ill in hospital, some know the extend of illness, some dont. We were at the hospital today and after talking to the doctor, he pulled my ex wife to one side and had a talk to us. He tiold us we have got to stop hiding our emotions and dont been afraid to tell people how you feel and the full extend of stevens illness. Steven has Stage 4 Seminoma Testicular cancer. Stage 4 means that it has spread to other other organs, at present it has effected Stevens Lungs, Kidneys and brain. He had brain surgery 6 weeks ago to remove cancerous tumors from the brain, at the time we were told it would give him at least another year or 2 onto his life, unfortunetly the tumors have returned again causing him to have seizures, which are a lot worse than when he first had them before the surgery, each one lasting approx 30 mins, and has left him paralised in his right arm and today he started to lose m
Ramblings Of A Mad Man
Ramblings Of A Princess
When I signed up for Fubar again, I used a generic pic as my profile image because I wasn't in the mood at the time to search though my flash drive for a pic of myself. My profile really didn't get alot of notice. Yesterday I decided to dig out a pic or two of myself and finally post it as my profile pic and was amazed by how many people actually stopped by to check out and rate my profile. So I have to ask the question and I have to do it here because I've not reached the 5th level yet... Do my fellow Fubar patrons prefer to rate only profiles with pics? You need to make a decision. If we're friends, then it needs to be friends no matter the status of your relationship. I WON'T be a part time friend! I won't be there only when things are bad and you're lonely and need someone to keep you from being bored. Walk away this time and I won't look back anymore! I've let you back in too many times. I've let you use me. I've let you make me feel like all I am is a t
Take the Drink Quiz at!Make Your Own Quiz So, what with me posting about my surgery on Tuesday in my status, I figured I should blog an explanation. In a nutshell: Recently they found pre-cancerous cells on my cervix. The cells have progressed to the point where they need to be removed, so Tuesday I'm headed to the hospital for what's called a LEEP procedure. Basically what will happen is that my ob-gyn will take a hot metal wire and scrape off the bad cells from my cervix so that they can't progress any further and cause cancer. Fortunately my ob-gyn is one of the few that will give me la-la juice before the procedure, so I won't feel this (very painful) procedure taking place. So that's why I'm having surgery. It's a minor surgery, at least in terms of what actually happens, but a major surgery regarding my life. AND the kicker is...I CANT HAVE SEX AFTER. For a good long time. I'm going to die of pent up sexual frustration. I just keep reminding myself th
I hate, loathe, despise people who lie. What is so hard about telling the truth? I don't lie. If I don't like you, I don't pretend to. If I am unsure about something, I ask. If you ask me a question, I will answer it honestly. If for some reason I don't want to answer it, then I will tell you, I prefer not to. Holy fuck. I hope there is a special place in hell for liars, where they get ass raped by some huge machine that just rams a giant fucking splintering piece of wood up their ass. I am a regular person... not very religious.. but believe in a higher power. Just don't know his/her name. I like horror movies and various types of music from Korn to Marilyn Manson or some retro 80s. I don't like closed-minded people. People shouldn't be afraid of the unknown or different. Humor and sarcasm are second nature to me, so if you can't handle it, I wouldn't msg me. Other than that I am a very easy going person. I love life and animals. Live each day with no re
Ramblings Of My Soul
Crawling forward, back curved and head slightly down My eyes are lookin up at you...can you see the light? Wearing nothing but high heels & my crown What do you think of this woman in your sight? I'm heading in your direction Hear the miniscule sounds of pulsing, thumping, throbbing Behind these eyes you can see my temperature's reflection Tonight its not only your heart I plan on robbing A mission that must be completed However there's no rush I know how you like & deserve to be treated Oh don't be embarrassed, I will make you blush. Give me your lips, arms, heart, body, soul and that which no one's ever shared There's no inch inside and out that I won't sign Pleasing you in a way that can never be compared Tonight you will be all mine. By: Me 1/8/2008 {To a certain someone} There are days I look into your eyes And even though through a camera I still feel the power that is you Chills run through my veins And quickly become fire when they hit my heart My eyes b
Ramblings Of A Deranged Woman...
Will add to this as the Gods see fit to give me technology time...grrrr!!!!!! The Universe has ways, of gathering those that belong as one, together.
Ramblings Lol
Pets Are For LIFE A man in Grand Rapids, Michigan incredibly took out a $7000 full page ad in the paper to present the following essay to the people of his community. HOW COULD YOU? By Jim Willis, 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a belly rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took l
Testing, testing 1, 2, 3... "oh, I'm on?" "How the hell is everyone doing?"
Do any of you have teenage daughters?  Mine will be 18 in November.  My baby girl.  I am a nosey mother but have ignored most things until now.  My little tiny baby girl has a boyfriend.  Why is it that I can not stand this boy? Why every time I hear her speak his name, or know its him on the phone I want to punch babies?  Is it normal?  Is anyone going to be "good enough"??? I don't like my sons girlfriend either.  The said boyfriend and girlfriend are brother and sister that lived across the street from us when we lived in Oregon several years ago.  They must have followed us to Arizona, because here they fucken are!   I told my son not to date her because they were child hood friends and that would ruin their friendship.  They didn't listen to me.  And then here comes her brother sniffing around my house for my daughter.  Get the hell back!  Ugh,  am I just being a normal mother who doesn't want her kids to grow up and move on or??? I know they are growing up, and they will event
Rambo Review
I just finished watching the new Rambo movie. Although it is a relatively short movie,( 87 minutes to be exact. ) There is plenty of action for any Rambo fan. It is even more graphic then even the Saw movies. For people who thought Stallone was getting to old to play one of his most famous roles. It does not disappoint the avid Rambo fan.
Ramblings Of An Insane Man!!
The following blog will be the rablings of an insane man with Bi-Ppolar Type II and a host of other "fancy" Psychiatric Diagnoses who lives for his medications and the insane oddities of life!
Ramblings Of An Earthly Goddess
I'm nobody's fool but dammit I'll be a fool for you ya toss around sweet words like pennies into a wishing well but they don't flatter me they just ease my descent into hell you tell me that ya miss me like crazy that living for my touch is what keeps ya going that your world is muddy without my beauty to clear the view ya tell me that ya wanna make love to me but ya cant say i love and me I'm nobody's fool but dammit I'll be a fool for you I let you in over & over & over again tellin myself we can be just friends but I look at you & pieces of my eternal soul become inflamed they fly as ashes then fall to ground my heart does just the same I sit here now with the juice of you still moist on my thighs & I wonder why I fell again I can't even bring myself to cry cuz the nearness of you it's still thick on my skin but I know that will wear thin and the tears will flow cuz despite the sweetness that ya toss in the air for me you'll never really care
Ramblings And So Forth...
1. I hate to be late, but I also put things off til the last minute. 2. I am about to turn 40, but don't feel any older 3. I started playing the cello in 5th grade in order to get out of taking gym in elemetary school. 4. I am a hasher, (google this one if you aren't familiar with that term) It has nothign to do with drugs just in case you were worried. I mostly bike hash. I never did enjoy running. 5. I didn't learn to ride a bike until I was 19, but within a couple years I was working in a bike shop and ended up managing a couple of them. 6. I have sold cars that are more expensive than my house, but I drive a 99 Honda Civic. 7. I learn by listening, never was good at taking notes. Its hard for me to do more than one thing at once I suppose. 8. The older I get the more I sneeze ( you can tell I am running out of stuff here, I guess I am not that intersting either) 9. I had my wisdom teeth out last year, I wasn't smart enough to have them removed w
Ramblings Of Whimsy And Lust
It's all over but the killing Of a milliion tiny demons White-hot passion burns up your distraction Melts your world away to look like mine But now mine is ours For my world was caught in the gravity-well of your bright star Cosmic collisions and merging of atoms to create something new, this new place of sharing Heating, explosions and cooling and gone But now we have the blue-prints to create another one Everything created will be destroyed Eager to self-destuct Eager to fuck
I AM A HOE IN THE PIMPS AND HOES AUCTION!! PLEASE RATE THIS PICTURE!! I'LL EVEN GIVE YOU 1,000 FUBUCKS FOR IT AND RATE YOU AN 11 AND YOUR DISPLAY PICTURE ALSO!! JUST FOR 2 CLICKS! 1 CLICK TO GET TO THE PICTURE ( CLICK PICTURE BELOW) AND ONE CLICK 2 RATE!! AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WANT TO, YOU CAN BID ON ME, BUT I'LL BE HAPPY WITH JUST A RATE Beat aka rate my auction pic plz That would be highly appreciated if you msg me and tell me you did I'll send a couple 11's your way =) So I had spot light + auto 11s and he comes on and rates my stuff then after a while sends me a drinking says that he wont rate more unless i rate him well, I was busy R/F/A those that did the same and was going to go show the heavy hitters love afterwards I told him this and he still kept doubting me So I said we will see sure enough the next day after all the A/R/F was done I went to his page and rated him a few 11's
The Ramblings Of A Sad And Lonely Man
The Ramblings And Such Of An American Lesbian
Rambling From The Blond
Why is it that we never seem to find what we are looking for? Is it because we are looking for something that is not real or unobtainable? Or do we always seem to make bad choices? I wish I knew. Why is that people as say everything is fine or great when you ask them how they are? Am I the only one who is not always fine or great? And if so, can someone please tell me your secret? Is it too much to want the man who cant live without you? Will love you forever? Wants to cry when you cry or at least gives a crap to why you are crying in the first place. IS he really out there? Or does it always fade away after time? Ok these are my ramblings for now. Just a few thoughts I had. Kisses to you all!!
Ramblings Of A Retired Mind
Ramblings Of A
Rambling's From An Insane Mind.
The truth will set you free! Yeah right. I've learned the hard way that sometimes it's better to just keep the truth to yourself. Sometimes people aren't prepared to handle the truth. You lose too much, you lose friends, you lose love. The truth isn't all it's cracked up to be. Sometimes it hurts too much. It causes way too many problems. Sometimes you should just let people beleive what they want to beleive. Tonight i'm sad and getting drunk, the truth has made me lose too much. Never again will i trust, never again will i beleive. It's over. Feeling sad and alone. The one i love and long to be with is far away, and i crave his touch. now, i'm depressed and tryint to keep my mind on something else, but it keeps going back to him. Back to the sound of his voice, those beautiful brown eyes, even that little wave in his hair. I can't stop thinking of him. I know soon we'll be together again, soon i'll hold him in my arms. I just hope that day come's soon.
Ramblings Of An Insane Woman
This is my first blog post, and I'm sure no one reads these damn things. LOL So I'm gonna just post whatever the hell I want. Soooooo........ My wisdom tooth is killing me! It has swollen up the whole right side of my face. I can't WAIT to go to the dentist tomorrow after noon! I am such a pussy. I can get tattoos and piercings all over my body, but I'm scared to death of dentists. Geeze!! Please pray for my safe return from the dentist's office tomorrow. I've heard they aren't even human anymore, but aliens from another dimension. {shivers} Take care all! Went to the dentist today, and after ample poking prodding and being exposed to enough xrays to change me to spiderwoman, they tell me I have to go to an oral surgeon! WTF!? I have partially impacted wisdom teeth and the roots are curved around my jaw bone. So I have to call the oral surgeon in the morning to make an appointment. I'm being put to sleep so my remaining three wisdom teeth can be yanked from the depths of my poor little
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste this into your blog and tag five people to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? store 2. Your significant other? homoface♥ 3. Your hair? awesome 4. Your mother? dead 5. Your father? jackass 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? forget 8. Your favorite drink? Water 9. Your dream/goal? inspiring 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? love 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? 29 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? normal 16. Muffins? YUM 17. One of your wish list items? Book 18. Where you grew up? Scar-town 19. The last thing you did? burped 20. What are you wearing? boxers 21. TV? big 22. Your pets? Hendrix 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? EH 25. Your m
Ramblings From My Crazy Mind
SOCCER IS MY NEW FAVORITE SPORT. MY SON WILLIAM JUST PLAYED HIS FIRST GAME ON TUESDAY. HE IS NUMBER 3 ON THE GREY TEAM IN JACKSON YOUTH SOCCER LEAGUE. HE HAS SO MUCH FUN. HE DEFINITELY HAS THE ENERGY AND STAMIDA TO PLAY BUT HE NEEDS HELP WITH STRATEGY. ALL HE DOES IS RACE EVERYONE UP AND DOWN THE FIELD AND KICK THE BALL OUT OF BOUNDS. HE LOOKS SO CUTE IN HIS UNIFORM TOO. I AM SO PROUD OF HIM! We are moving to Tennessee! Jason was offered a job at N.F.S and he has accepted. He starts working down there March 24th. The job is in Unicoi County: Erwin, TN that's near Bristol. We are very excited about it. I dread moving away from my family and friends but he is going to be making good money and good benefits. On the plus side, Erwin is BEAUTIFUL! And it's a small friendly town like where I grew up. We are going down next week as a family to check things out and hopefully get started finding a house. We hope to buy instead of rent. Jason also needs to find a place to
Ramblins Of A Mad Man
SEX What is about sex that makes people so damn stupid ? We all love it, we all do it, we all enjoy it. It can be a wonderful experience if done properly. It can bring two people closer than anything in the world, it ties ones soul to another. It can ease all the tensions of daily life, and comfort those that are at uneasement. It can bring happiness to those that are willing to bring the magic of children to their lives. It can be used to help forget and forgive ones disagreements on meaningless disscusions. Sex can be a very magical moment, to get lost in a world of passion with one whom who care deeply for. Sex can be used to express ones feelings and emotions to those that know no other way. So why is it then that it can also do the oppisite of everything listed above. Why do people offer it so easy, and why do people take it even when your parner does'nt want it. Why does it change people so drasticly, turn us into primative creatures. Why does
Rambling 3/18/08
hmm so theres a god right? wrong? well who knows really? see if it was simple as to yes and prove it then just prove it so how do we really know if there is one or isnt one? so doesnt that just get you really curious and make you want to just kill yourself to find out? see if youdo that then u can just "claim" the devil took you over and pushed you to the edge so then your going ot be punished in hell forever...okay easy enough and if u go an intentionally are a risk taker and you accidently get killed then you sumhow wind up in heaven then i guess you know the truth BUT what happens to you your thoughts ur internal being that tells you whats right and wrong once your dead? what is dead? just the not being able to move anything, being cold, no circulation. if thats death then how do u know a person isnt still really in there? if you have a 2 legs and you have to get one amputated then you'll only have one leg left. so if u just have one leg then why do you still have feeling for the ot
Well it is Easter ... the holiday that represents the Crucifixion and Resurrection of Christ. I am far from a holy roller, but I have a new appreciation of the holiday. Some may say this is sacrilege but Easter has a whole new meaning for me. Some that may know me or know about me but others have no clue. I was in a relationship with a person who I thought was my Anamchara (It's the Celtic word for "soul friend") at least that is what he lead me to believe. In this relationship he contributed very little ... now if it was because he couldn't or didn't want to I am not sure. All I know is now he is gone and I am left to wonder. So on to how this reminds me of the Easter season. Well I my love life was basically crucified when I found out that we did not share the love that would make us grow and be happy. So we parted ways in a somewhat amicable fashion (at least I don't hate him) Now I am left to wonder will there be a resurrection of my love life ... I sit here mos
Ramblings From Misskitty I got my first tattoo last night. tat2edup (number 2 on my friends list, also in my family) did my tattoo! for everyone out there, ya'll need to go to him! i am ultra afraid of needles and this guy did an awesome job. he has a light touch with the needle and he takes the time to actually get the right shading and color! so if ya'll are in Killeen, stop by and get a tat from him! you ever start playing a game that you don't really like but it gets addicting, and then the further you get into it the more you like it? yea. so my husband and i picked out this video game that seemed pretty cool. when i started playing it, i hated it. but i figured i would give it a chance and play for a little bit. it got i can't stop playing...and i have like 4 other video games that i am in the middle of but i can't bring myself to quit this game long enough to finish any of the other ones. and looking at the game, well it seems like i might be playing this game for a long long
Rambling Man
Trying To Make It Through I am spending these days alone, not in search of love or for companionship, but in search of myself. My son has made it quite clear that I am not needed as much as I used to be. I am sitting here trying to find a place where I belong, and a place where I can actually make a difference. I spend too much time in search of something that doesn’t exist—perfect love. No longer will I dream, no longer will I face the world with a hope in my heart, but with darkness and disbelief. This is all attributed to the fact that no matter what, love is something that does not exist on the level that I believe it should. How can a man have been so wrong? This is something that I have to make certain that I find out because I am that man, and I was so wrong. There is world hunger, and disasters left and right, and in the middle of it all, I thought love could prevail but I know now, that only if it were true love, then it would, but there is no such thing. There
my soul knows you are meant for me no matter how confused you are you will realize we're meant to be its ok to be unsure love i can wait i feel you are worth it and you cant mess with fate when everyone else has left you for dead i will be by your side and you will remember what i said i give you everything i posess i give to you all that i am nothing more and nothing less all i ask in return is your undying love your soul, your life, your children and anything else i think of its a tough order for an average man but you are something special and you handle me like no one can so hear me love, i'll wait for you give me a chance to show you what i can do i have opened myself up for you... not really knowing what you will do putting my heart into your hands... hoping that you will understand... that i am wounded and broken inside and part of my innocence has died... but if you look closely you will see that same sweet girl i used to b
The Ramblings Of A Woman
Sometimes things don't work out the way you planned right? Ever think you know something before the other person is totally oblivious to it? The last week my life has been turned upside down and i feel im handling it quite well in the same sense i don't think those around me can see whats coming. Whenever something is said its automatically my fault and im not sure i like where any of it is going....ok so all of that was a little obscure... carry on.
Ramblin Mind
rambling mind i usually can ramble at the mouth. tonight, i am going to ramble at the blog. has your mind ever just filled up with to many thoughts, you dont know what to do with them? i sometimes let things build up to much. i am so use to handling things on my own. i dont confide in to many people. it is all just normal shit too. i am worrying about my son going to college. i know he will be ok, but i am his mom and he will going to NY. i am worried about making sure it gets paid. i will do whatever i have to. i am worried about my financial situation. i am not poor, but by all means, i am not reach. i live from pay check to paycheck and i hate it. i am thinking about my job. not sure i want to stay,not sure if i should go. i work for my stepdad and dont want to disappoint him. my mother and him have done so much for me. i am scared he would get pissed at me. but, its getting hard for me to work for him. there are reasons of course, but i wont get into those now. yea believe th
OK i want to know why the hell people lie and tell you shit, ok take this, u meet a guy he is everything u wanted, good looking sweet caring thoughtful and he made the pain of a past love go away, u guys are in love madly in love and then a year later he tells you he stopped loving u awhile back and that he loved his ex still, that he loved her the entire time and that he lied about saying he would u honestly feel? i mean then he goes and rubs it in ur face like it was your fault and that u need to be punished...i mean ok so im dating again i dont rub it in his face, i dont even bring it up unless he brings her up. he made me believe he didnt love her nor like her anymore and then he goes and leaves me for her...the pain of that is horrible.. all i wanna do is lay in bed and not move and wish death. i hate love i hate everything to do with love and i hope to never fall in love ever again...its worthless and it hurts and i hate i hate anything to do or made me feel
so.. im moving to cali for about 9 months..leavein on the 9th of may woohoo..then i might move the fuck out of the states.. like UK or sweden or canada..i dunno..cheers
Ramblings On The "fairness" Doctrine
Ramblings Of The Red Mistress
I never know how to start a new blog, never know what the hell to say. I'm not really even sure why I'm here except that it certainly looks interesting so I shall stick around for awhile and see what this thing is all about. I am supposed to be working. I have 34 reports to finish by Monday- which majorly fucking sucks. I love everything about my job except the damn reports and it feels like that is all I do every spring. So what is this whole rating thing about? What is the point exactly? To meet people and make friends? On da innernet? And yeah- I know, it's spelled internet. *eyeroll* This is probably the most insanely boring fucking blog post EVER. Sorry- sorry that you had to sit there and read this shit. I never know what to say in the beginning. It's difficult to find my voice right away- we'll see if I stick around long enough to do so. Ciao...
Ramblings And Nonsense
im just going to use this potion of my profile to place little thoughts, writings and nonsense.Just whatever is in my mind at the moment. so here is what my scrambled thoughts are creating today. Boredom Its twists around my soul, like a hangmans noose strangling all interest in lifes little television show. Thoughts twirl though a demented mind pushing past clouds of maniacal depression A self imposed prison? maybe. can this wall of tears be dried? will i ever know true laughter again? what is wrong with me? does anyone have the answers? Sometimes I think only I hold the key to unlocking this door of pain I created As my mind busies itself with thoughts racing down my arms, to my finger tips and finally the keyboard i realize i am in search of something. with each keystroke I find There is only one problem with this, I feel it is a neverending hunt only because I am not sure what I am looking for. so how will I know when I find it? A mind compa
R A M B L E II VI The sun went down again, the same way it had when we first got off that metro, when we descended into hell, to those pearly gates that weren't pearly, to the handguns and to the crazies and to the judges. The jury was out, but that judge kept sitting there in his throne, staring you down, makeing you feel small in comparison to the scale of existence. Everyone's a judge, eventually, and everyone makes everyone else feel small. I just hate it when real judges do it. When the time comes to stand in front of the entire world and let the judges judge, who's really man enough to say "I'm scared?" I would. I'd say it until i was blue in the face and dying. I'd whisper it on my dying breath, even if it meant staying alive that much longer to curse out one last syllable. VII How many times does the sun come up? How many times does the sun go down? How many times do we stand here? Does this end? Do we ever get to see tomarrow? Will I wake up? I swear t
The nice girls made of sugar and spice, who always get overlooked, and who sit and endure endless ranting about the psycho-bitch stalker slut men are wasting their time with, all the while embodying an angelic, classy exterior that is underrated. This is dedicated to the girls who pick up the phone at 2 a.m. to talk to their belligerently drunk guy friends and listen to them for hours about nonsense because they don't feel like going to sleep. This is for the girls who still say thank you to the guy who hurries to hold the door open for the leggy blonde in front of you, then squeezes in front of you and barely saves the door from slamming in your face. This is in honor of the girls who reiterate how lucky any girl would be to have a certain guy, and then tell him 50 different ways to impress the "girl of his dreams" who is too stupid and stuck up to notice him in the first place. This is in honor of the girls who pump up a man's ego because she knows how delicate is, and once it gets b
Ramblings From An Insane Mind
Ok, some of you may have had me as a friend before...My profile got deleted and I have no idea why...I don't think I violated the terms of service...Anyhow, if you recognize me, please add me again. I made a lot of great friends!! Have a great night!!
So usually I am not one for posting blogs but fuck it. I'm in a weird emo mood ( call it what you will) and im feeling a little shitty at the moment. SO maybe i'll whine for a while and i dont care about punctuation or spelling i just dont want to be bothered with it. Im not going to sit here and and say my childhood sucked or that its this one or that ones fault because in the end i am my own person and i make my own choices although i will admit some people have influenced them lol. anyway i have had a lot of time to think about a lot of things and I was thinking back to when i was 16 and nieve.. i was in my first "real" relationship fell in love for the first time blah blah bah and i remembered how i sat up late one night and planned my whole life how i wanted to be married by the time i was 24 have kids the house the whole nine yards and it was a very nice dream funny how things dont work the way you want them to lost my virginity at 18, had a kid when i was 19 im 27 now l
Entertainment Weekly released a list of their "Top 100 albums of the past 25 years"...but its a joke. Read my take on it here:
Lonesome, Broke and Cold Here I sit along this country road My truck was tired, that I knowed. I never thought she'd up an' quit But, beside the road, well - now I sit. My most faithful partner when it comes to travelin' I guess I shoulda paid better attention to all her rattlin'. My buddies all warned me; I said she weren't too old, Now I am stuck here - feelin' lonesome, broke and cold. I guess it don't matter much anyhow; Bucked off the last few, aint got the entry fee now. It's just a small-town rodeo, I'll miss it - won't be the first time; Just burns me up though, 'cuase I'll have to pay a fine. Been a rough go lately, them injuries seem to linger, Got that pulled groin, cracked ribs and I busted my finger; Seems they used to heal faster, guess I'm gettin' old; I'd give it some serious thought - if I weren't so lonesome, broke and cold. I could hang it all up, head home and work steers; Tho', I've been runnin' from steady work for years. Besides punch
Ramblings Of An Old Hippie
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1. i was a paramedic/firefighter for 15 years in Detriot 2. i lived in a motorhome like trapper john with Lissa and the kids when we first got together 3. i have anger management problem when i eat to much sugar(i can be a real ass) 4. i was a cowboy on a show horse ranch 5. i'm a loner and would much rather hang out with my family then other people first season as a goalie i went 0-14-1 and finished with two undefeted seasons (yea that was real fun lol) 7.i won the lottery many years ago (missed the gold ball by one number) and blew it all first apartment was in the worst section of Detro
zomg! a million things scrolling across my screen and tons of things I dont understand. sigh. someone hold my hand. lol So in my fu travels I learn more and more about this world. Apparently someone who doesn't give you a photo rate of 10 is a downrater? Ummm.. what if your ugly? I mean hey much luv if you rate me a 10.. but I don't expect it. I mean if we're all being honest I would feel pretty good for anything over a 4. Sure sure I don't have any cleavage photos or any crazy angle photos of my butt crack but I think I'm at least average. I'm just saying... if you want a 10 then show some boobs. I know I am. I just need to find a good enough camera that won't break whenever I try to take that manboobish picture. sigh Ummm... so someone egg'd my houze AGAIN! like second time. Seriously who eggs houses still? Is this like happy days? Is potsie out there running around egging people's houses? As if I would have enemies, I barely talk to the gas attendant when filling up my car!
Ode to a Bitter Old Man in the Doctor’s Waiting Room Why is it always about what you’ve done? Why do you always feel the need for recognition? What about doing something just because Maybe it’s the right thing to do? Why do you always expect something in return? Do you really need to hear people brag and boast Of how “good” you’ve been to them? People brag and boast You gloat, basking in the words you need To hear, Your need for others to hear Still doesn’t make you a “good” person As you stand and lord your “good” deeds over them People like you make me ill I want to vomit And brag about it Another Ode to the Fat Man in the Waiting Room She passed You grieved her passing And your love for her You met another You say you love her Really? Is it love or just your need To fill the emptiness She left behind You asked her to marry you To be your new bride Can she fill Her shoes? Really? You disgust me with your nice words in
Ramblings Of A Twisted Mind
Has there ever been a lifetime ...when we didn't instantly recognize one another? ...when one or the other of us didn't wonder if THIS time we would get it right? ...when we didn't HOPE that our children would be siblings instead of friends? ...when we didn't reach the heights of ecstasy and the depths of despair? ...when we didn't get our timing wrong? ...when we weren't both left hurting? Will there ever be a lifetime ...when we don't instantly recognize one another? ...when we don't wonder if THIS will be the right lifetime? ...when our children are siblings in addition to being friends? ...when the heights of ecstasy and the depths of despair are just normal hills and valleys in our relationship? ...when we get our timing right? ...when we are free to love one another openly? Someday... There has to be a lifetime for us. Well Kinda. I was originally going to write a blog containing recipes for foods that contain the word "Sex" in the title. Things such as "
Rambling I Suppose
what i want and im sure what every other girl wants in a man and the same for what a guy wants in a girl(or guy what ever ur choice) most ppl expect one to say "i want a guy/girl thats tall/thin built/small and has money" yeah well thats all fine and dandy if you want a superficial self absorbed brain dead person as a bf/gf. not i. i want a man thats caring,honest,trust worthy,dependable,open hearted, a comforter,a protector,my best friend as well as my lover,a great personality,sense of humor,knows when to be serious,loves kids, communicates on the regular basis COMMUNICATE COMMUNICATE COMMUNICATE cant emphasize that enough (that i can COMMUNICATE with at all times) even if its just to talk about useless everyday things youve got to communicate or you have nothing a guy that calls me by name and not baby and sexy all the time someone that respects me just as much as i respect them someone that loves me for me that can separate online life with REAL LIFE and not
I already didn't like this cunt, but now I have even more reason to hate her! ------------------------------------------------- This is an article I found, Here's the article and petition link. This summer, Alaska wildlife agency personnel staked out a known wolf denning site – a practice that is illegal under Alaska law – and, using helicopters, gunned down 14 adult wolves from the air. When they landed, they found 14 helpless pups in the nearby dens – infant wolves just weeks old – and methodically shot each one in the head. 28 wolves gunned down in all. Due to a loophole in federal law, Alaska is the only state in the U.S. where a few hunters still use aircraft to shoot wolves or chase them to exhaustion before landing and shooting them point blank. But the practice of "denning" – the killing of wolf young in the den – is prohibited even under Alaska law. This killing of 14 wolf pups disturbs even longtime hunters in Alas
Rambling On
well i have been on fubar for a couple of months and all seems to be good . i met a couple of nice pepole on here and i now would consider me to b an expert on fubar lol. I am not leveling fat enough so if anyone has ways i can do it fater please leave me a line thank you TIM
This guy hit my SB- He (THANK YOU SWEET JESUS) blocked me!!! WOOHOO 2 in one day!! I am on a roll!! Who will block me next? ( start at the bottom!!) Mephistoph...: get over yourself   ->Mephistoph...: ya got no salute, nothing to offer me, why are you bugging me? Mephistoph...: got yahoo ->Mephistoph...: what cha got? Mephistoph...: what do you want ->Mephistoph...: & what do I get out of it? Mephistoph...: can i see you on it? ->Mephistoph...: yes Mephistoph...: got a webcam ->Mephistoph...: no harm done sweetie Mephistoph...: sorry tired Mephistoph...: what ->Mephistoph...: Sorry if i miss understood, but that is what it seemed like to me.   (I left here and returned later) Mephistoph...: not asking you too ->Mephistoph...: ty, but no ty. I don't get nasty with people on line. Mephistoph...: your very pretty ->Mephistoph...: why Mephistoph...: got a webcam ->Mephistoph...: what would that be?   Mephistoph...: can i aska favor tammy?? ->Mephistoph...: hello
I work in retail. At an Ace Hardware in Denver to be exact. I'm head of the electrical department. I have over 15 years experience in this field. Don't say it's sad, it's something I enjoy doing. I really enjoy helping customers solve their problems. The bad thing is some customers are too far beyond help for it to even matter. I decided to write down a few rules for the customer to abide by while trying to achieve the desired level of help required for their situation, if not too far beyond that level. Now keep in mind, I excel in customer service and at times I will go out of my way to help any customer. But I also am very sarcastic(to the customers) and I do notice little things most don't see. The rules are as follows: 1.Show the sales associate some respect. Remember it was you who went to them asking for help. You can very easily be passed off to someone else. On a good day, you may end up being passed around the store like a used tampon at an L7 concert. And your questions st
Ramblings Of A Distrubed Mind
SHATTERED Words rush in my mind reels Emotions scatter too far to feel Pain grows intense my heart breaks Sorrow floods far too much to take Dark thoughts cloud my soul feels forsaken Emptiness abounds where true love was taken My tears have stopped falling The pieces of my heart are mending My soul is no longer dust in the wind You are not worth my tears My heart no longer feels for you You dont own my soul anymore I will reclaim my self respect You are not the air I breathe I do not need you to survive Your smooth words try to claim me Your lies fall on deaf ears I have myself, I am all that I ever needed I am me. It's all I ever want or can be. I have come to the realization that I can't and wont change who and what I am. Not everyone can handle or deal with that. Those people should not be in my life, even if I want them to be. Life is much too short to deal with the drama and emotional vampires that I have dealt with in the recent and dist
Thanks to the lovely ^sin^ i am in my first auction..please click this picture and place a bid if you can! Ok, so im a lil taken aback by how fuckin ballsy some of you guys think you are and how stupid you think some of us girls must be.   Guy 1 - Most recent, been dating(?) this guy off and on since feb. Hang out, get drunk, be stupid, whatever, mess around, but never really I'm thinkin ok, maybe this is one that isnt just tryin to fuck me, awesome. Now this has been goin on since FEBRUARY, with a couple of small breaks, a month or so when i moved to dallas, and a couple of weeks when I was somewhat seriousa bout someone else (guy 2, whom I'll get to in a minute) And i told guy one about guy 2...when things didnt work out, per se, We started kickin it again. Hes always tellin me, how he likes me and how different I am, and how he can just be himself and its cool...SO last weekend, I go over there after work, at like 11pm and hang out with him, he mentions that we
Ramblings Of Teh Kitty
I just had a battle with one of the most dangerous spiders in Michigan (Brown Recluse.) I may have lost. That depends on if I find a spider corpse behind my desk or not. I am so scared of spiders that I had to call my friend Chris to talk me into spraying it with spider killer. Now I keep thinking that things are crawling on me. It may come after me in my sleep for revenge. I don't want to go to the hospital today. O.o
Jasmine blossoms in the eve White flowers bring back memories I wonder if you feel the same That life has played a cruel game Actions make my heart skip beats Feels like wings upon my feet Having more than I've ever had I know this cannot all be bad Think of me Will you think of me When tomorrow comes Think of me Will you think of me When tonight is done Stars that shine up in the sky Dimmed by what is in your eyes We see our breath in the crisp air And I lose my self in your soft hair Soft and warm and comforting Can this really be a sin? Longing left without regret I hope that I will ne'er forget Think of me Will you think of me When tomorrow comes Think of me Will you think of me When tonight is done Many we know will not approve I know that you have to move But one thing before you leave Promise you will remember me Many months you've been away Walk with your love along the Bay Damp air and soft moonlight Do you still remember
I found out Saturday morning that i'm pregnant. Took two tests & both positive. I'm going to the doctor in the morning to make it all more offical lol. I'm nervous to be a mom but excited too. This is me & my husbands first child. :)

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