Poems N Such
I can no longer think of anything but you. In spite of myself, my imagination carries me to you. I grasp you, I kiss you, I caress you, a thousand of the most amorous caresses take possession of me I’ve fallen, Fallen into the dark you’ll never find me, and I don’t want to be found leave me alone, Ill never tell you anything, about me I’ve run, through time and space to the back of my mind, where you can never find.... me you don’t know me, you never will. My thoughts and dreams, are filled with evil You try to understand, what its like to be me but no matter how hard you look, you will never see, you’ll never know. I’ll hide, in my dark corner in my mind, all alone I don’t care, what you think I don’t need you. All I need, is my mind my thoughts and dreams, all alone. So get away, leave me be you’ll never know, what it’s like to be me

Poems About Other Stuff.
Brand name Annie Rips up her stockings She's told her friends she's gonna cry Brand name Annie Reads a letter Thinks she'll get better If she tries Brand name Annie Sits on the floor Stares in the mirror Waiting for more More to this worthless piece of life More to this strange speckle of strife And Brand name Annie wears a skirt That everyone's seen before And Brand name Annie walks the streets Searching for a different store. ** These kind of poems I wrote in 1998 Voodoo Devil skulls In this mind I'm losing wars Everything is nothing Everything disturbing dreams Gliding roads that never were Eternal never ending blur Dark Dark Road Skies I can feel my death tonight ** There is only so much bad teenage poetry one person can read. Dragon Ball Sailor Moon explosive candles Looney Tunes mindless tubes in people's brain animation insane television mind control the future knowledge will be controlled and everything we do or say animated an

Poems About How I Feel
Precious Love Eternal Across the great unknown Perfect union, equal pair Built on trust alone Precious love eternal Embrace the beauty of the sun Blissful, peaceful, passions lure Soul mates freely bound as one Precious love eternal My heart your hand does lead To cherish every wonder For all the future brings Precious love eternal Your eyes they move me still Deep the light that shines within Together dreams fulfilled Precious love eternal Our majick sure and sweet A thousands lifetimes answered Of all that’s meant to be I go through life and dream of things Of things that can't come true I want these things so badly I don't know what to do And then I met you I want to hold you in my arms I want to feel you close I want to feel your lips on mine I don't want to let you go I want you on a moonlit night Beneath a starry sky I want to make sweet love to you With no questions as to why

Poems
I have a new appreciation for this element phase of H2O now a friend of mine started their car up turned the defrost on the back and their new Matrix window SHATTERED every morning for the past few weeks i have to SCRAP or throw WATER or let the car warm up in the mornings or late night to get rid of the ICE so here is what i think of ICE A crystalized translucent field enshrouding my view I can let the HEAT take it away or I can start using my internal FORCE to remove it Beware I hear in my head if I TRY too hard it will be my loss I cant use up too much energy this soon but do I have the patience to wait and what is the end result of my just rewards? a learned lesson in virtues? ICE seems to me to symbolize the PAST PRESENT AND FUTURES of my lfie and any of yours If we fail we can TRY again If we fall we should get up again IF we been HURT we should MOVE ON because ICE will FADE TO WATER which can FLOW and serve as A the LUBE needed in life to

Poems (volume 1)
DEAR FRIEND Who you are Is who I've come to know After you as a person Began to grow Looking at you Is like looking in a mirror And what you say Makes my life clearer It seems the good I've done You have always shared For this you know How much I've cared Things with meaning Are constantly in your presence Looking me in the eye We share a similar essence You know my thoughts After just one glance Letting you into my life Glad I gave it the chance There once was a time When you were strong and I was weak But your absolute trust Was what I would seek Whenever I felt small And the winds of change blew My life became significant With the presence of you I have your trust And you also have mine So now I truly know Everything is going to be just fine I have come to know this It will always be very true I seldom question myself Whenever I'm thinking of you I hang on your words Even the littlest of things you say It makes me feel happy

Poems
FADE TO NOTHING it was easy to be what i was when i wasn't what i am i am much more now then i was before still i am less than you would adore even though you have set ablaze my inner fire, my desire if the sun could cry if the sky could sigh history still would have never seen a disaster such as i why do i try when inside i know you wish me to die i am like a tapestry sky, a setting sun i will fade to nothing and be done.......... believe it or not, this is going to get published. haven't decided what to think about that yet this is entitled FACADE............ life is full of shame and hate but i realized that to late misery is mine i carry it with me all the time lies are told people are so bold the love of a lifetime just words to make up a rhyme i don't believe in love nothing is sent from heaven above i am all alone i have nothing of my own pain and sorrow will be mine on every tomorro

Poems (ripped From All Over The Net)
ALWAYS AND FOREVER Author: Freida Martinez Basking in the warmth of your smile And the music of your laugh I feel your tenderness And your oh so witty style I don’t know why god blessed me With such a friend as you But it makes my pleasure complete And very happy too The way you always know me And exactly what to do When my loneliness gets me down And I’m so very blue The way you see into my soul And looked behind my eyes And I don’t have to hide my feelings And put on a disguise With you I learned to trust And as I person I have grown Who could have possibly told me How could I have known That you would come in to my life And my beauty would start to bloom And like a pretty butterfly Come out of my cocoon To share your tender heart The warmness of your smile The courage of your wisdom For these I’d walk for miles To be thinking of a time When you’d no longer be there For me to gaze upon in delight And all ou

Poems
The demons of my past are talking to my mind, I can hear their voices.When I dream I can see them they want me to give myself to them totally, so they can give me the strength to go on with my life. So, am I truly ruled by my own demons or are they just toying with my mind and soul? If they have total control, will I ever find true love or am I destined to wander the Earth in search of her forever with only my demons to comfort me? If only I could break their hold on me, I might be able to find the strength to go on. Until then I am a slave to my own inner demons. Why can't I find someone that truly understands me? My soul is dark and in that respect, I am consumed by the darkness never to see light in my soul again. I wonder what would happen if I ever did find someone that could see the darkness in my soul and not care if my soul was tainted with darkness? Could that even be possible? I don't think so. When they do see how dark my soul really is, they find a reason to run away.

Poems
Beautiful angel up above watchin over me, keep me safe and protect me from all the harm you see. Wrap your arms around me and warm me withyour love, and watch me go throughout my day as you sit in the clouds above. Help me be kind and caring in everything I do, and always show to others that my love is true. Comfort and embrace me whenever times get bad, and wipe the tears from my face whenever I am sad. Give me courage to stand up for myself and fight; and help others to see when somethings not quite right. Guide me down the right path when I don't know what to do; with your love and support I know I'll make it through. I praise you beautiful angel and shower you with love; and I know you'll always protect me even from above. Copyright © 2004 - DisturbedGaPeach79 The sky is so clear as the stars shine so bright. No sounds do I hear under the moons glow tonight. Thinking of nothing just feeling the air. Wishing for something or someone to share. This beautif

Poem On Death
What Elemental Dragon Are You? You are a Moon Dragon. You love the stars and moon. You are often very calm while others tend to freak out. You are trustworthy and a loyal friend. You have one or two close friends that would never betray you. You may be on the quiet side but your friends still love you for who you are.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with wh

A Poem I Wrote
This feeling overwhelms me A swellin of the heart I never truly thought i would be this happy at the start You take me by the hand You lead me by the heart over a beach of sand through the grasses that we part With you i let go of intuition and sound mind my feelings i cannont help but show to a person who is s kind You kiss my lips so tender embrace me through the night to you i have to surrender myself i hold so tight So strongly you hold my hand whispersoftly in my ear i really feel that you understand everything you hear to lose in you this close i have never been these feelings are so new to have lover that is my friend let the past be the past Live each day as if its your last Dont hold on to regrets and dont hold back let your self be free to enjoy life You are my hero and my reason for life You were the on I ran to in the middle of the night You taught me right from wrong You taught me that nothin is free in life You taught me to get res

Poems
a deep lamentating purple sprawls out across the skies filling the heart, the soul the mind with malencholy sighs cherubs soar like little dreams through everlasting love their wings flutter like whispers soft to carry them above the stars appear as holes on the darkenned curtain of night through the holes in the curtain glimmer bits of heavens devine white light pinkish hues define eternity dizzying brightness tickles the land my dreams are made of angelic love come along----- i offer you my hand i saw him in every stop sign and on every little flower i dream about him every second of every everlasting hour i drooled when i first saw him and my heart skipped a beat i am in love with the hottest guy i ever saw who is extreamly neat all the girls would ahhh when he walked into a room each one hoped that he would be thiers someday soon i wanted to kiss him but the other girls were chicken i had to hurry up for the clock on the wallwas already ticken s

Poems
As I think of you I think how sweet and how caring you are as I think of you I think how much I love you as unconditional I think of our love as the best in the world as I think of us I think of how happy I can be just to be with you as I think of you and you loving me there's not a day that goes by that I wish I could give you everything as I think of you I think I love you and I cherish you I wake up every morning with thoughts of you with thoughts of being with you and being happy your the one I love your the one I want to marry your the one for me your the one that make me happy your the one I cherish and love Love is like a river flowing down the forest love is like a rose growing in a garden love is like a feeling you get when your with that one person love is like that first feeling you get when you got that first kiss love is a feeling you get when your heart bets really hard when he calls love is that most presious thing in the world love is when you hav

Poems
Feelings of a Fool I feel the dark seed society planted in me Fear, hatred, loneliness, and envy The dark side of my conciseness Made me feel worthless Hope has been ripped away In an unforgiving world I stray I despised them all After the social fall Hate my only friend At witch I thought was the end You brightened my life Brought light from strife Can you fill the hole in my heart? Can you rip my darkness apart? Can you put together the parts? Of an unworthy upstart? Time will only tell If our love will sail I wish to be free That you will forever love me The Dreamers Heart Forever alone in this darkness I dwell Forever lost in this darkness no one can tell In this place my heart finds home It is always there alone My mind attacks me while its there Telling me I will forever dwell in despair I find some light in the friends I have But what ever they do my heart is still sad Lost in this darkness of mine Till the end of time?

Poem
Wings If I had wings to fly I'd breathe in deep and spread them wide as I leap from the cliff into the wind where the gulls glide. Crossing this wide sea I glide above cruel waves that reach up to drown my flight in their cold deep blue-green graves. And as your day grows slowly light I'd arrive on worn-out wings to hold you in your waking dreams and feel you soft and gently warm in my embrace at last. HELP ME GET SOME BLING!! I NEED 12,500 COMMENTS IN 3 WEEKS! COME SHOW ME SOME SUPPORT!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=880256&i=4153846799&idx=0 Theres a kicker to be able to get to my pic you have to add/fan/rate Stephanie and in your add request make sure you tell her I sent you!! YOU KNOW YOU'RE GETTING OLDER WHEN... Does your body have arthritis? Is your hair turning gray? Do the wrinkles on your aging face feel like they've come to stay? When your husband turns the heat up and you are still cold, remember these are

Poems
The same song, but a different melody...sung slightly off key.. The same color, but a different shade...not quite as pretty.. The same style, but a different size...it doesn't fit right anymore.. The same words, but different meaning...they have lost their passion.. The same hearts, but different paths...they have lost their way... The same moonlit sky, never changing...ever beautiful... Lead them back home. The winds have changed direction The nights have grown cold Overwhelming my senses Chilling my soul Icy fingers of dread Touched me in a dream “Beloved..” he whispered But spoke not to me Unsure how I missed them The signals and signs Its true what they say Love really is blind I am merely a vehicle A means to an end Enlightened and humbled My heart now may mend My trust I gave freely My love for him pure Yet I’ve only one regret Of this I am sure The time that we spent The joy and the love Not a curse on my heart But a gift from a

Poems (about Ryan, My Son)
ANOTHER POEM I WROTE - YET THIS ONE WAS LIKE RYAN WAS TALKING TO ME WHEN I WROTE IT AND I WAS JUST THE VESSEL FOR HIS WORDS! A LETTER FROM RYAN Mom, I need to talk please listen to me, I know how much you hurt I can see your agony Mom, I know the order of life sometimes gets switched around parents get left behind on earth as children walk Heaven's ground Mom, I wasn't scared when God held out his hand for HE already gave me a glimpse of the promise land Mom, there really are waterfalls everything is peaceful here, I wish you could see Heaven's beauty it might help to soothe your tears Mom, I want to tell you again I am REALLY OK I told you that once before Remember OUR talk that day? Mom, I didn't leave you I am still by your side I see you every day and it hurts to see you cry Mom, God needed me it was time for me to go, but I know you love & miss me because you tell me so Mom, I know you can't see me but I am still a part of you, ple

Poems I Like
Sweet Obsession I close my eyes and still I see You lingering before me. I place the phone upon the hook And still your voice keeps ringing. I hear you everywhere I listen See you everywhere I gaze Awake, asleep, in dreams all night In drifting thoughts I'll never fight The urge I have to hold and love you The urge I have to touch your soul. On my mind and in my eyes Never wishing to say goodbyes. Inside I call you constantly In hopes your heart hears every word Of love that flows from me to you. In hopes your heart turns my way To walk beside me everyday. Can you hear me? Do you see? That I have given all to thee? Each breath I draw Each step I take Oh darling, sweet be mine. Tell me that you love me Tell me that you'll hold me Tell me that you want me And surrender to love's call. For all that is within me That causes me to be And all that keeps me living I've given oe'r to thee. Is it True Is it true? That you

Poems
I looked acrossed the room I knew with just a glance her feelings for me were true and I was thrown into a trance. Her eyes told me all I needed to hear not a word needed to be said for I knew before the night was over I would end up in her bed. My heart began pounding trying to leap out of my chest seeing behind her smile the tonight there'd be no rest. I casually walk over and take her by the hand and lead her to her room with lust in command. Not a word was spoken as i slipped off her lacy dress with soft kisses on her shoulders as her soft skin I caress. Our passions growing stronger emotions in a rage savagely taking each other like the rustling of a page. Still not a word spoken and wanting written on her face her eyes burning a hole through me as we reach that blissful place. Does she know how much she means to me Does she know how much I care Does she know that when she needs me I will always be there. Does she know that she

Poem I Wrote For A Friend!!
This prayer that I say tonight Is for my spouse who must fight for you see, he is away from me Keeping his country safe and free This is the one that I love And so I ask you Lord above Please keep him safe while under way and bring him home to me someday While he is gone, please hear my prayer And let him know I will be there Waiting for him upon the pier Hoping and praying with some fear This prayer is not for him alone But for all military far from home I ask you to keep them safe and sound On their way to where their bound We love these men (and women) that are asked to fight So, keep them safe for us tonight. Love is both pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow. It has long been held that what you can love, can hurt you, in almost equal reciprocity. The more you love, the more you can get hurt. The more you love, the more you stand to lose. Yet the point of love is not to clam up, to refrain from ever loving. Each and every person has the potential

Poem:love So Pure
LOVE SO PURE Defeat... Resignation... Through the Shades of Black, Of this I'm sure! Loneliness... Depression... In the Eye of Darkness, There must be a Cure! Grayness... Hope... In the Darkness, I see a Light! Lightning... Thunder... So Loud! So Bright! Happiness... Calming... I've found the way, Of this I'm sure! A Hug... A Kiss... Your Love, So Pure! James L. Gardner January 10, 2007 rate it..comment on what it brings to your mind when you read it...have fun. J.

Poems
I keep missing my partner..... its bout time we meet at the meeting place in the woods.... lol.... hot tub is getting installed....lol Time for our adventure.... we will start with my work....hahahahah If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take awa

Poems
I remember the day I met you My heart was filled with joy From that day you mean whole world to me I enjoyed when you walked along with me I enjoyed when you hold my hands I enjoyed when your lips blew soft kisses But I never thought my dreams will turn blue When you left me and I travelled my journey alone You took away all my dreams with you I was left with broken heart and shattered dreams You were my lover, friend and partner No matter how long I was with you But a broken heart is hard to mend My heart knows how much I loved you My tears spills the bin how much I cared for you Still awaiting to hear your voice again Hoping to hold your hands again Now I have learnt that love starts with a smile grows with a kiss and ends with tears. i want a Man. (not a boy) i want a Friend. (not an aquantince) i want someone to Love. (not someone to Fuck) i want someone to Trust. (not someone who Lies) "Our Saints, Our City, Our Soul" Out of the fire And up from the fl

Poems
Copyright 2005 Bill Williams Fear The darkest night The hottest day The fiery pit of hell No one likes the idea of hell And who can blame them Always try to avoid it Never want to talk about it Nightmare of the population Terror of entire nations People always try to spread it Always try to calm yourself Never let it get to you Armies taken overseas Bombs exploding everywhere Losing lives to the enemy They think they’re winning But one battle at a time We show them how the big boys do it Fear The coldest heart The darkest sea The biggest meanest dog The barrel of the gun The feeling that you’re looking into it Fear The sharpest teeth The reddest eyes The bloodiest death Blue and the grey The dark red uniforms To symbolize the death Of an entire army In one small battle All caused by ignorance And fear The only fear worth having, Is that of fear itself To know that fear is opposite Of having the faith in life Of having faith in

Poems For Domestic Violence
DON'T LET SOMEONE ELSE DEFINE WHETHEER OR NOT YOU ARE GOING TO BE SUCCESS OR FAILURE. DEFINE SUCCESS FOR YOURSELF. REACH FOR YOUR GOALS THAT YOU HAVE SET FOR YOURSELF. IF YOU BELIEVE ANYONE THAT TELLS YOU THAT YOU'LL NEVER MAKE IT, JUST KNOW THIS. GOD DOESN'T MAKE TRASH. YOU ARE HERE FOR A REASON, JUST ASK HIM. HE KNOWS. NEGATIVE PEOPLE ARE LONELY PEOPLE. BECAUSE WOMAN ARE TAUGHT TO KEEP SILENT IN TIMES THEY SHOULD NOT I WON'T, AND IF I AM TAKEN TO THE GROUND, WORN DOWN, THAN SOMEONE ELSE WILL MARK MY SPOT WHERE I LIE, AND TAKE MY PLACE. MOTHER MAY ADORE THE MANNEQUIN SMILES, AND FATHERS AND BROTHERS, EVEN LOVERS DEFEND THE IMAGE WITH THEIR LIVES UNTIL, MY SISTERS BEGIN TO EMBRACE IT. I CAN LOOK AT MYSELF, AND FIND ONE SMALL PERSON, STANDING..... NOT AT WAR AGAINST THE WORLD, BUT AN INNER SHADOW BOXER. I'M IN A BOX 6 FOOT TALL AND DON'T HAVE MUCH ROOM AT ALL THE WEATHER IN THERE IS CLOUDY EVERYDAY AND IT'S NO FUN, I'M HERER TO SAY YOU HIDE IN A CORNER, SIT

Poems
I'm gonna wear you downI'm gonna make you seeI'm gonna get to youYou're gonna give into me Come on, come onInto my armsCome on, come onGive into me You're gonna take my handWhisper the sweetest wordsAnd if you're ever sadI'll make you laughI'll chase the hurt My heart is set on youI don't want no one elseAnd if you don't want meI guess I'll be all by myself Come on, come onInto my armsCome on, come onGive into me

Poem 1
You glow in my heart Like the flames of uncounted candles. But when I go to warm my hands, My clumsiness overturns the light And then I stumble Against the tables and chairs.

Poem 2
%% Your shining eyes and golden hair, Your lily-rosed lips most fair, Your other beauties that excel: Your men cannot choose but like them well. But when for them they say they'll die, Believe them not, they do but lie.

Poems
These are just a very few banner i have made.. If you would like me to make you one Than message me and let me know what you would like it to say.. All I ask in return is rate all my pics and stash. Thank you.... twistedshadow{CT ShadowBombers Founder}@ CherryTAP How can you live without sex in your life....... Sex in the morning Sex in the evening Sex at night Every minute of the day Sex.......Sex........Sex Sex is great sex is bad Do it hard when you get mad Sex today Sex tommorow Sex everyday when you're in sorrow Sex on the bed Sex on the floor Have it everyday you will want more. Bones and fire, Fire and bones: We cannot look! It will sear our eyes! Even here is beauty, The ashes of love. To see you truly I would have to die.

A Poem I Wrote For My Husband Bulldog
Whenever Whenever you look deep into my eyes, Do you ever see how much in love I am with you? Whenever we are holding each other so close, Can you feel my heart & know I can never say "good~bye"? Whenever you & I make sweet love, Can you always tell within your heart that I'll never be untrue? Whenever you get angry or upset with me, Can you look into my eyes & see I'm trying not to cry? Whenever I look deep into your eyes, I feel as if my heart can exploid from all the love I have for you! Whenever we are holding each other so close, I feel as if no one can ever get close enough to hurt me! Whenever you & I make sweet love, I feel as if you know that I'll always be true! Whenever I get angry or unset with you, Always know to look into my eyes & there will always be love for you to see! By: Kristine aka Majikwulf

Poems Made For Me By Travis (dread)
UNBELIEVABLE POEM!!!!!!! THANK YOU AGAIN The Mists I come upon a lake nearby, Not knowing what surely may lie. I pick up a stone or two, Skipping them across, There was nothing else to do. Thinking of you holding me tight, Wondering if this will be my last night. A suddle tear falls from my eye, Like a drop of rain falling from the sky. Wondering if you would ever take my heart Or break it, beat it, and tear it apart. Beating, pumping, yearning for you, Is there truley anything I can do? A shadow appears before my eyes, Like a rolling fog, it passes by. A hand raises from the lake, Is this a chance that I must take? A calming voice fills the air My senses are highten, should I dare? The touch was gentle and full of grace, Was I to belong to this mysterious place? I grasp the hand and firmly hold Pulling the phantom, oh so bold. Ermerging from the water deep Wondering what it wants with me. A woman appears be

Poems
Alone in the dark of night She cries for daddy number one She knows to stay out of sight Until all are up with the sun Mom doesn't want her around Inside her young heart cries, Daddy! She tries not making a sound Her outsides hurt too, love mommy Mom came back to start yelling She hides by daddy number two He stands between them, shielding Can't stop hearing, i don't love you Phone at daddy one's house rings Daddy one and Daddy two talk I've tried, but I can't fix these things Come get her, so I can walk Aaliyah, strong little girl Aaliyah, Daddy's coming He'll get you out of that whirl A new tune you'll be humming Hey, have you seen them? Please don't go away. This lighting is so dim, Things seem so grey. Looking left to right, Search top to bottom, Try switching on the light, Oh, you tried 'em. Hmmm, that doesn't help, Fishing in the dark, Stub my foot and I yelp, Still, I embark. I've got to find them, Got time to he

Poems ... (yea I Gotta Creative Side)
The object of my affection, Love is his name. For the very definition, Makes up his frame. His succulent lips, Mysterious eyes, Chocolate complex, And prodigious size. Like I’m beauty itself, Is how he speaks. And causes the red flush, At the tops of my cheeks. The sound of his voice, Brightens my face. And my feelings for him, Will never erase. He possesses my heart, I hold his the same, He’s the essence of who I am, And love is his name. If you could read my mind There you would find The two of us intertwined The image of you I have memorized I remember enough to fantasize I close my eyes and there you are In my mind, so you're never far. I caress your lips, your face, your hair And hold you close, so I can feel you there. Our hands all over one another Roaming in places meant only for lovers. My heart, it yearns for you. My soul, it reaches out for you. In my every waking thought I know you too have not forgot The love we ma

Poems I Like, But Did Not Write
THIS IS A POEM I FOUND IN MY DAUGHTER'S ROOM THAT SHE WROTE ABOUT HER BROTHER.(ALAN) (THIS IS ALSO POSTED IN ALAN'S BLOG FOLDER) hes a little angel to me but i can clearly see hes not doing to good hes not living the life a little boy should and me just knowing that any day something could happen and take him away it hurts me so bad thats the reason i walk around so sad hes always been my baby and i dream that oneday maybe he will be better i hope that day is near until then all people will hear is the sound of my cry and me sitting up all night wondering why why its possible that the little boy thats like a little angle could die

Poem I Wrote For My Daughter
MY LOVE My child as you were being conceived my love for you began, My child through out your first year of life my love for you continued to blossom, My child on your second birthday my love for you grew even more. My child as you become a preteen and go through life’s troubling mess, Of growing older towards womanhood, My love for you is there. My child as you go through your teenage years, And as life hands you lemons, And you try to make lemonade, My love for you is there, You don’t even need to ask. My child as you decide what profession to choose, What school fits you best, And go through all the tribulations of being a college student, My love for you is only a phone call or email away. My child as you grow to become a young woman, With your husband and children of you own, As you learn what it is to have unconditional love for your children, My love is stronger than you will ever know. My child as you watch your kids go through school, As you wa

Poems
The traveling servants are a special breed, There is no age limit to spread the seed. You can drop a seed here and drop a seed there, Before you know it, seeds have been dropped everywhere. The seeds will grow and the seeds will flourish, Hearts and minds will be nourished. Take the time to spread the seeds, Taking care of another's needs. They plant seeds Abroad, Following the words of God. The plant seeds that are Bountiful, It makes the mind so peaceful. They plant seeds with Compassion, Making a trend with a new fashion. They plant seeds with Diligence, And tackle any encumbrance. They plant seeds of Enlightenment, According to God's assignment. They plant seeds of Faithfulness, Knowing the love and blessedness. They plant seeds of Guidance, The love they want to enhance. They plant seeds of Hope, With all struggles, they will cope. They plant seeds with Integrity, Looking forward to eternity. They plant seeds with Joy, For all mankind to enjoy.

Poems
Just a cowboy in the city looking for his cowgirl. Never knowing were he's going to find her. Converting those he encounters. Hoping the diamond is a little rough around the edges. Not wanting someone to just show off on his arm. She has to get dirty or rough with him. Got to keep his attention and his interest. Can she put him in place and keep him in line? Were does he look next for her? How can he find her? Were can a cowboy find a cowgirl? He keeps looking with no luck. I died that night it was raining and your face was glowing I died that night when you told me I could no longer be with you be there for you hold your head up when your down I died that night in the rain when you told me the news it hurts still today I remember it like it was yesterday the way you held my hand the way you looked into my eyes the way you kissed my cheek the way you grabbed me and pulled me close I told you I would be fine I showed you how good I was you knew I w

Poems
im good at helping others... but i have yet to learn how to help myself.. guess its just something i gotta live with? just once id like a little something thrown my way ya know?... maaaaan fuck it, im stuck in it, long live life, yet life seems too long to live alone and alone it shall be till the day it happens. it happens to those who wait, those good things, but will it be too late? will the good have not come fast enough? fo sho i shall wait and see, theres still many pages in this book im reading called "my long life", the story of the life is again, too long.. i wish i had a spoiler and knew if the book turned out to be good, if somewhere down the line the chapters started to get a little brighter... but for now i must use my nightlight to give a false hope for something that could possible be there if i keep trying I walk Miles inside my soul insearch of who i am, i come empty handed with dark holes inside my past. I have lost what i am and i havent a clue what i am becoming. My

Poem - Desire
I awake in a shroud of confusion, my body unable to resist your subtle whisper, the gentle pursuasion of ur tender touch, i long to more from this numbed slumber, to allow my senses to absorb your every breath, for our bodies to levitate into a mass of hypnotic passion, to taste your soft delicate skin, to grasp this feeling of untainted contentment, the sweet odour of your perfume arousing my every pour, the shimmer of your eyes embracing my very soul, weak and paralised to act under ur imense beauty, far from reality and near emotional colapse, you are the reason. you are the wonder. you are my all!

Poem - The Grudge
The flash of distant past, long been a distant memory, chills of agony and pain, like hot needles of rain. The fresh wave of guilt, the new found torture, can i not forget, can u not forgive? the crack of societies whip, seeking my misfortunes, uncovering my sins, and punishing me.... again! old sounds of terror, old faces of yesteryear, clawing at my flesh! burning through my soul.

Poem - Dreams
the image is getting clearer... the face of innocence and purity... ur beauty shining through the darkest of dreams, the dreams of relentless torment and agonizing pain, ur face washes down the horrors to prevail serenity, u radiate with an inner peace i hunger for, each and every breath u take is echoed through my soul, the warmth of ur flesh taking over my senses, out of my depth i long to hold u close and feel ur passion.

Poem - My Closet
The flash of distant past, long been a distant memory, chills of agony and pain, like hot needles of rain. The fresh wave of guilt, the new found torture, can i not forget, can u not forgive? the crack of societies whip, seeking my misfortunes, uncovering my sins, and punishing me.... again! old sounds of terror, old faces of yesteryear, clawing at my flesh! burning through my soul.

Poem - Your Touch
I lay you down on a bed of whispers, takin in ur beauty and breathing in your soul, caught in the gaze of your wonderous eyes, the softness of your lips suffocating me, the delicate contours of your face penetrating me, your eyes of fire warming my very heart, as you close your lips in passionate approval, i take your flesh into my mouth, tasting your satisfaction and opening you to all around, the subtle caress of your body against mine, awakening my senses and allowin me to breath again.

Poem - Volitile Wake
live my days in fear of tomorrow, a brand new day with brand new sorrow, the circle ive travelled in every way, tainted and corrupted in tatters i lay. For where do i turn if the circles the same? caught in this life and played as a game. familiar smirks behind green eyes, the muted echoe of my subconscious cries. the gutters awash with blood and bile, i hunger to rid this taste so vile, the sweat and grime from societys grip, leave my prison and the flesh you rip. I pray to sleep and in sleep i escape, fleeing from torture and spiritual rape. floating away on the wing of my dreams, no-one to fear and ridded of schemes!

Poem - Winters Daggers
the cold night air piercing my skin, feeling its bite deep down within, open the skies and show me the sun, beauty and warmth like summers begun. I craddle the heat and nestle my head, just occasional breeze up over my bed, a picturesque rainbow, dont hear my complain, instead of the sun, we're stuck with the rain!

A Poem I Wrote For My Baby (boyfriend)
i'm missing you already you're simply a memory silence in a crowded room that's calling out to me a distant cry inside of my heart always tracks me down it will never want to part it will never let me down thorns of emotion sting me everyday they remind me of you and tell me to stay tears of sweet hope run down my young face they sing to me softly and show me your face sorrow fills my empty soul and tuck me in at night it fills my room with silent screams and holds on to me tight my heart has only one love one love to give pure as the feathers of a dove pure as the way we all shall live

Poems From Net
Boys A heart is not a plaything, a heart is not a toy, but if you want it broken, just give it to a boy. Boys, they like to play with things, to see what makes them run, but when it comes to kissing, they do it just for fun. Boys never give their hearts away, they play us girls for fools, they wait until we give our hearts, and then they play it cool. You will wonder where he is at night, you'll wonder if he's true, One moment you will be happy, the next you will be blue. If you get a chance to see him, your heart begins to dance, your life revolves around him there's nothing like romance. And then it starts to happen, you wonder day and night, you see, my friend, you're losing him, it never turns out right. Boys are great, though immature, the price you pay is high. He may seem sweet and gorgeous, but remember, he's a guy. Don't fall in love with just a boy, that takes a lot of nerve. You see, my friend, you need a man to get what you dese

Poems
After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and changing a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doens't mean security. And you begin to accept your defeats With you head and your eyes ahead. With the grace of a woman or man Not with the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads on today Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. And after awhile you learn That even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant you own garden and decorate your own soul. Instead of waiting for someone to send you flowers. And you learn That you really can endure That you really are strong And you really do have worth And you learn And learn, and learn With every failure You learn With every goodbye you learn.

Poems Most I Wrote, Some I Didnt
Hiding in the shadows  Where it's dark and cold Sitting in the shadows With no one to hold Thinking in the shadows Where my mind runs wild Running in the shadows Like a spooked child Sleeping in the shadows Alone the way i was born Crying in the shadows With no one to lean on Lives forever in the shadows Until i find someone sweet Standing in the shadows Until i find my heart beat You came into my LifeLike a flash of lightEvery day we talk Everything seems so rightYou came into my lifeNot knowing what to expect

Poem
that dwells in your heart,you dont know how it happens or where it gets its start,but you know the special lift from a friendship, you realize that friendship is gods most precious gift !!!!

Poems Of The American Pitbull Terrier
Written with a pen sealed with a kiss there is one thing I do know this she was mine and I was hers gods fate chose her over me with love and compassion I loved to give her my loss was great and the pain hurt to but the lies of what people saw in her(breed) Cost her, her life and my heart to break. Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away I can fight and I can roll, I can bite and I can hold, but there's one thing I will not do. I can sit and I can stay, I can jump and I can play, but there's one thing I will not do. I'm a champ it's in my blood, you can loan me out for stud, but there's one thing I will not do. You can kick

A Poem
My heart has been broken. My heart has been torn wide open. I can't stop cryin. On the inside im diein. With you I felt so right. Now I cry through the night. I watched as you slipped through my fingers. My love for you still lingers. I hear your voice over the phone. The I realize im all alone. I wish I could still be the one. But I must remember that we our done. I can't stop thinking of you. I wish I could but it's true. Ive lost the one thing that mattered. And now my heart and soul are shattered. I don't know if ill ever be the same. I guess this is loves crule game. I miss how it use to be. When you belonged to me. But I guess life goes on. Then why does letting you go feel so wrong. I wont be the one waitting for your kiss. That's one of the things im going to miss. I wont be the one to hold you tight. I wont be the one to keep you safe at night. I wont be the one to wake up next to you. This is horrible but sadly it's true. I thought we would have married. And our baby you woul

Poem
My feelings are finally catching up I feel like someone has overflowed my cup Lately I've been dealing w/ my problems secretly My feelings are just flowing freely and I feel like theres no stopping them These feelings I'm feeling are scaring me I just dont know whether to believe them or just let them be I just wanna be free from feelings this way cuz Ive been feelings like this from day to day. Christina 1/28/2007 Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Poem
When I was wrapped up in your arms, I felt safer than ever before. As I stare into your eyes, its a feeling I would not ignore. I don't know if this is just some game, but what I feel for you, I never felt with anyone else. If I could be close to you, I would be filled with happiness. You're what I've been looking for my whole life. You're someone I could share my love with, you take away my pain. Words cannot express how much I like you. But, even after this short amount of time, I hope you realize that my love for you is real. I'm not after you to play games, and I hope you feel the same. With you, is where I want to be because I found someone who looks just perfect to me. You probably think I am crazy, but truthfully I'm not. It's time we were together, But alas that can be? But all I see in this whole world, is only you and me.

Poem
roses are red violets are corney when i think of you baby i get horn eat me beat me bite me blow me suck me fuck me very slowy when u kiss me dont be sassy use your tongue and make it nasty

Poem To My Supossed To Be Mother
sweet_titts ~SSR FAMILY -= ZERO TOLERANCE=-~DJ Big Daddys Freaky Bitch~@ CherryTAP It's three A.M., they're all asleep, And no one's here to see As we rock slowly back and forth My baby boy and me. His little head is feather light Tucked up against my chin I hold his tiny hand in mine And stroke his baby skin The house about us creaks and groans, The clock hands creek around. He snuggles close to me still And makes his baby sounds. I love those quiet hours so much And cherish every one Store memories up inside my heart For lonely nights to come. All to soon he'll be grown up His need for mama gone. But until then I still have time For kisses and for song. Time for quiet hours like this With him cuddled in my arm, Where I wish he'd always stay, Protected, safe and warm. And yet I know they day will come When this tiny little hand Will be much bigger than my own. He'll grow to be a man. But until then he's mine to love, With no one here to s

Poems...not By Me
Even though I said that final good-bye Even though it was all up to me I still cry I still cry for when we were the best of friends For the nights we spent together And for what was never suppose to be I cry not for u or me but because of what was never there I cry for what was in my mind and how it will never be again To stop crying is something I somewhat learned from u Too many kisses led to the tragedy Too many hugs that felt for nothing Too many tears frozen just because of that one simple good-bye Too many emotions defrosted because I stood up for myself and lost someone special But that’s in the past and that’s where it needs to stay Forever I will remember the frozen tear that meant so much to me and nothing to u One more frozen tear cried and I will forever say my final good-bye Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss, If you are my friend, please answer me this: Are we friends, or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now, and tell me tr

Poems
I cried tears of pain and noone will ever hear me. they will never see me. they will never smell my fear. my fear was that i will live alone and struggle to find myself a home. a home in which i can play and cook. except i see a woman. a woman which makes me cry these tears now of joy. ALONE, no I´m home! finally I´m full circle loved and treasured I feel whole As the sun sets The darkness envelopes me As I would like to envelope you Wrapping My soul, heart and arms around You Holding you tight Way into the night With each star Materialize Is nothing like gazing into your Fiery green colored eyes Your eyes are like water pools, where life begins. I want to swim in them, again and again. Your touch Electrifying as an Arch of lightning Hot Melting my soul into yours My Soul has spilled Refilled With you in my thoughts But a force separates us, You offered me your wine But..... we are lands apart. I know you have never known

Poems I Ve Written
Roses come in different colors They all stand for something different Yet, we are not prejudice toward them. Humans come in different colors too They also stand for something different Yet, we are prejudice toward them Why is it that when it comes to flowers Color means nothing Yet, when it comes to humans ..... 7-19-92 Waiting to see if this gets published I should know in a few weeks

Poems
I feel so alone, like I’m the only person in the world who feels this way, and it doesn’t matter. It’s not important, maybe because I’m not important. Some days I don’t even know why I try. What can I do to be significant? I’m screaming out, doing everything in my power to be heard, yet even silence is louder than my screams. What can I do to be heard, other than tear down my world, break apart my life, die? Sometimes I wonder whether or not I’m becoming more alive or dying, sometimes I wonder if there is a difference. The pain never leaves. It never disappears. It never dies, it never fades, it never lets up. The more I try to forget the more it hurts, the more I try to move on the further I fall back. Desperation is worse than frustration, is living worse than dying? Is screaming worse than crying? The desire to destroy overwhelms me. If I break apart the world around me, maybe the world inside will feel more in tact, maybe it’s just relative. If I create chaos in my environment, my

Poems And Thoughts
well lets see umm....... work is boring because I have nothing to really do which is causing it to be a slow day............ so I guess i will write more when it comes to me

Poem
Well everyone else seems to post poetry so ill give it a go too lol. Ring of the Phone In his room he sits alone Waiting, hoping for the ring of the phone In his room he watches tv Wondering and asking "Why doesn't anyone love me?" There is no answer none at all On deaf ears do his screams fall He's tired of this no more pain From his wrists his blood did drain Even in his death he is alone No one left to hear the ring of the phone My friends and fans, you may or may not know that i am a huge wrestling fan and today we lost one of the greats. Sadly WWE superstar Chris Benoit and his wife and son were found dead in their home. I am deeply saddened not only as a 30 yr fan of wrestling but as in name for my family name is Benoit.

Poem
The day has ended And the moon rises up and The stars twinkle lights up the velvet sky The fire is burning low Feeling safe and warm Just by being here next to you Makes my world complete Finding you that one night Is a mircale to me We both was miserable in someway We both found love in each others embrace Because I needed you so That was two years ago Without you when I look back I was so alone and hurting deeply inside From so much hurt from someone I thought I truly loved, but secretly feared inside But I found true love that I needed When I found you ......

Poem For My Dear Brother
A gift for my brother. To my brother who I treasure and love To me you’re a gift from up above My guitar god who Is like gold Memories of you I will cherish and hold. For you I give my strength and love to hold near Although were miles apart, have no fear. Take my strength and love I give to you from my heart You were there for me from the very start. I would trade with you so you will not have pain or sorrow Always remember, there is a better tomorrow. You were always my hero, my big bro. You always protected me, for this I know. . I am sad and hurt for you to leave Don’t go away to soon have faith, believe. . Always remember to cherish each day and night Always with every breath you take, fight My heart is broke to see you this way Everyday for you I will always pray. To my brother who I treasure and love To me you’re a gift from up above By native Dec. 2006 .

Poems
"US" Late lastnight I was looking through pictures flooded with memories as I lie on the floor and spread them around me like friends at a party Their faces remind me of all that I have known. Still I can't forget all the hushed who and why's all the fiction and lies and the tears and the laughs take a walk through the past, You and I hand in hand as we look at this thing called US. Late last night I was pacing the hallway reading the letter you'd signed X and O I turned out the lights and imagined you with me I tried my hardest to cry but it just wouldn't come Still I can't forget all the hushed who and why's all the fiction and lies and the tears and the laughs take a walk through the past, You and I hand in hand as we look at this thing called US. all the hushed who and why's all the fiction and lies, the tears and the laughs take a walk through the past, You and I hand in hand as we look at this thing called Trust. She Wants Revenge Dance me to y

Poem:when All Is Not Right
I don't know how you do it, when everything's not right. You....Just being there, makes all things clear and bright. When all is falling down and everythings gone to hell. All you have to do, is look at me and cast your spell. The Gleam in your eye. The touch of your caress. The sight of your smile. Drains all the daily stress. I don't know how you do it, but you surely know the way. And I thank the day I met you, Each....and Every.....Day! James L. Gardner 02-02-07

Poem: A Life'sdream
A LIFE'S DREAM To be famous I have no wish to be. With movie stars and politicans, Well, thats just not for me. I believe in freedom. Believe me, that's true. But free from what? I haven't a clue. I crave a simple life, with family and friends. With all its ups and downs and life's little bends. A cabin in the mountains, A lady by my side. Out in the wilderness, That's where I'd abide. With clean, clear creeks And trees, old, straight, and tall Living up in Alaska, Boy, could I have a ball. o sit on my cabin porch and watch nature's strife. To live with nature, To live that life! With fishing and hunting and living off the land. In front of my cabin door, I think I'd make my last stand. James L. Gardner 02-02-07

Poem
I don't want to know That his smile brings sunshine That he shelters from the rain That his heart is pure gold I thought our love was strong I don't want to know How his glance is tempting How he's like a gentle breeze How his eyes are soft and tender How could I've been so wrong I don't want to know If his hair smells like a something sweet If he's a man like no other If his touch brings endless pleasure How could I misconceive I don't want to know That his love's an endless fountain How he's everything I'm not If you've never felt this fire Respect me when you leave - I don't need to know As tears mask my face and I think upon my past I wonder to myself has my time to die come at last? Tonight is ny night to choose to live for tomorrow to make it past tonight or cut my wrist with nothing to lose as thoughts of death cross my mind i wonder if and how to die i dont know if i can even do it i dont know if i can even try the end of my life is

Poems
Destiny I lay here every night Wishing you were next to me Thinking of the day we will meet And how perfect my life will be Listening to the radio Hearing songs that remind me of you Trying not to let myself cry I know what we have is true Looking out of my bedroom window Thinking about each mile Wondering what you want in this Knowing it will all be worthwhile You're the one I want to spend my life with The one I really want to marry I know the feeling is true I haven't told you because it might be scarey You might not be thinking the same I wish I was in your arms to hold me tight Missing your sweet assuring voice But for now I look unto the stars and say goodnight Lacey Suzanne Ghabayen Copyright ©2009 Lacey Suzanne Ghabayen A man sits in his study, he is locked away from harm He ties a strip of rubber, ties it tight around his arm. In one hand is his enemy, the other holds a pen. He floods his veins with heroin, and scribbles without end.

Poem
Roses are red,Violets are blue do you really know how much I am in love with you. Roses are red,Violets are blue I rally miss you. Roses are red,Violets are blue I can't wait to kiss you. Love is knowing that you care.Love is that you will always be there.Love is not just a word you say,Love is knowing that he one you love will never walk away.If there was one thing I would ask it would be that you always Love me. I cry myself to sleep at night and wonder when you are gonna come back to me.I pray every night that god will bring you back to me.I wake up hoping you are there beside me telling me everything is gonna be okay.Kiss me like you use to do,hold me and never let go.Tell me you love me ever day and nevr walk away.So when you hear a voice at night in your ear its me praying for you to come back to me.

Poems
Just want to say that I am able to be back on here more than I have been. Have been very busy the last several months with my husband and his cancer. Then the last part of the year it was my mother I was dealing with also. Havent had much time to be on computer. Have missed talking to you guys and hope everything is going great for you all. >Before I lay me down to sleep, >I pray for a man, who's not a creep, >One who's handsome, smart and strong. >One who loves to listen long, >One who thinks before he speaks, >One who'll call, not wait for weeks. >I pray he's gainfully employed, >When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. >Pulls out my chair and opens my door, >Massages my back and begs to do more. >Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, >Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" >I pray that this man will love me to no end, >And always be my very best friend. > > >MAN'S POEM... > > >I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boob

Poem 1
when i close my eyes i see your smile, when i feel the wind breeze i know your watching, the sun makes it seem like its been a while, as the tears slowly find a way out of my eye-lid. the earth is cold, cold to the touch, knowing your gone, makes me miss you so much, the fear of uncertanty, the anguish of knowing, you were the one who stopped the pain from showing. i know you can here me, up their in the sky, all that i ask is that you hug me one last time, goodbye ok so my night started alil late but eventualy everything worked out we got fuckin waisted so im sitttin their in the bowlin ally haven a game and i run into my buddies comin from a party my boii chinky missin his shirt my boii dimes high as a kitt is was wack then we went to chincks chilled got high i went home found out jack brodie a truck an he was goin to pick eryon up its insane idk im buggin but yo DAMN WHAT A LIFE I LIVE! so yea yesterday i thought was gonna suck i had no plans it was killer hott but once agai

Poems
hold me down open up my eyes make me see how bad ive fucked up hold me down slap me around make me feel the pain ive caused hold me down cut out my heart turn me into the heartless bitch ive always been hold me down scream at me tell me everything i don't want to hear just hold me down don't let me run away the darkness in your heart shows in your eyes no tears, just hate the endless stair of loneliness you reach out to help her but she just turns you away who knew someone so young could be filled with so much hate till the day you endyour life with the last slit of your wrist you fill the dark whole in yourheart with endless thoughts of hate and pain You dirty little slut, I'll fuck you in the butt. Make you suck my cock and balls. Yeah you like it all. I think you need to bend it over. Make that fat ass move on over. Come on and touch your toes. Duh you dumb bitch I didn't sa your nose. Why you gotta make me mad? Just suck my dick to make me glad. Girl

Poems
Rhythmic Embrace Aug 20 2006 By Raven NightSpell When my heart beats a bounding And me legs are a flound'ing 'Tis the radiance astounding And my hearts deep seeded needing For another’s heart to be beating Quickly now and still much faster Only this be not knowing And for this I wish were showing Wile fluttering hearts silently moaning Only this I wish were true Oh to be something new This one thing I wish to do One thing I do hope to be This thing that I may never see For my souls wanting surrender As the music holds my wanting And the rhythm so unstopping For this my will becomes undaunting The music moves divine and grace Unyielding hold from this place Beaming flush upon my face Entrancing dance is my hold Heat arising from where, untold Truly wanting to give in My strength within quickly fleeting From the music sensual beating Ending in simple wanting, needing. ( phew needed to get that out for a wile ) A Desperate Cry Nov. 23

Poems
You Are 80% Addicted to the Internet In your opinion, life without the internet is hardly worth living. Could be, but you probably need a bit more fresh air and sunshine to think clearly. Are You Addicted to the Internet? I walked through a field, Just the other day, While I walked I searched the ground. While I searched, The ugliest dead flowers I found. Tenderly I picked them, I worked them to and fro. Until a necklace formed, An ugly necklace made from ugly thorns. I thought of you the whole while. Old memories sprung up fast. The second my eyes fell on those pitiful petals. I knew I had to end it at last. The necklace made and pitiful as ever. I'm smiling now it's true. I held a flame held it a while. Held it gleefully as it burned. 2/19/07 I remember back in the day, Running through dark hallways, Through dark rooms with ghosthands, Dragon skulls and snakes snapping at my heel. Holding my teddy tight. I went where I would've never gone

Poem
tumbing waves, of sunkissed strawberries splashes of blue framed behind glass windows and black lace curtains an ocean of irish cream sprinkled with cinammon natural in almost every way a rarity in itself not a breathtaking beauty but gentle beauty has been etched in with care where superficial beauty is lacked a silent strength resides and in turn radiates a beauty all her own up on the highest shelf is where i sit deserted and broken, covered in dust. once i was whole and loved, cherished and taken care of, others now take my place. in your arms, in your heart. i'm torn and empty, deserted and broken, covered in dust

Poems--these Are Written By Me!
I said my heart is hers and that meant forever, Even now when we aren’t still together. What she does with it is now her choice, Yet through it I can still hear her voice. Whispering “I love you” one last time, That memory will forever be mine. No other woman will ever captivate my soul, She was the only piece to ever make me whole. If memories can sustain us, there everyday I pray, That in my mind this memory will forever stay! When I see beauty, I see only your face. When I hear laughter, I hear only your voice. When I see elegance, I think only of your grace. When faced with options, You are my only choice. When I see a flower, I see only your smile. When I feel butterflies, It's you my mind is on. When I feel blue, I just think of you for a while. When I can't sleep, I think of you until dawn. When I wake each morning, Your the first thought on my mind. When I think of love, I see our hearts so true. When I think of precious treasures, I

A Poem I Wrote
I am at a point in my life where i just think it's time for a change, time for me to grow without any restrictions..Become sure of myself, become real, become honest, become strong. And to do this i need to work soley on myself before i establish anymore bonds with people. I keep certain people in my life who i feel already have earned the right to be there or i just think they have the potential to stay down with me. Anyone who wants to call me fake or whatever can go fuck themselves bc honestly i just cut off the unnesscisary ties in my life. When said people WERE in my life, they did nothing but bring drama to it, caused me to be depressed or just plain pissed me off. And most of these people couldnt EVER handle me being honest...whenever i would say what was on my mind they would get offended and freak out. I dont need those types of people in my life. I can be social most of the time but i'm really out growing this whole "being anyone's best friend" bc very few people can handle

Poems
Kindness in your touch Malice in your voice Passion in your kiss Anger in your words Are you angry with me Or the devil in yourself The one who convinced you That your the one to hate.... Why dont you feel Your good enough for me You dont think about I may not be good enough Your heart is loveing You deserve so much more

Poems
VERACITY IS WITHIN MY HEART. THIS CONDEMNATION,THIS OVERCROWDED SOLITUDE. THIS NEED TO HAVE KNOWLEDGE TO FEEL NORMALCY. THIS APETITE FOR PEACE AND BALANCE IS ALL CONSUMING. WHAT IS NORMALCY? IS IT THE MAJORITY THAT CREATE THE IMAGE THAT SET THE STANDARD? THESE ONES THAT ARE IN THE MOST DENIAL? THESE PEOPLE THAT BURN AND ACHE WITH SORROW FOR FREEDOME AND SOLITUDE FROM THEIR MUNDANE AVERAGE HELL. WE ALL WANT TO BE OURSELVES YET FEAR IT. FEAR THE VERACITY. FEAR THE REJECTION. ONLY YOU CAN TRULY REJECT YOURSELF. WHY IS IT SUCH A BIG DEAL WHEN ANOTHER PERSON REJECTS YOU? WE ARE OUR OWN ENEMY. WE JUDGE OURSELVES AND FEEL UNWORTHY OF THE KINDEST PEOPLE BECAUSE OF IT. ONE TRIES TO GRASP THE CONCEPT OF HAPPINESS AND STUMBLES. STUMBLES INTO THE ARMS OF SOMEONE. SOMONE THAT MAKES YOU FORGET TO BE AFRAID OF LIFE. FATHER. MOTHER. DAUGHTER. SON. SISTER. BROTHER. HUSBAND. WIFE. WE ALL GO THROUGH THE SAME ORDEALS IN LIFE. THE HAPPIEST TIMES ARE WHEN YOU REALIZE THAT WE ARE MORE ALIKE T

Poems, Song Lyrics, And Miscellaneous
HERE ARE THE LIST OF PEOPLE THAT CREATE DRAMA: HEMP MASOR (THE HOUSE OF HEMP) AND ALL VIC PEOPLE EXCEPTIONS ARE FATAL DESIRES AND WENDY I DON'T CARE IF I GET DELETED OR NOT, I JUST NEED TO LET OUT SOME EMOTIONS. MY NEW GIRLFRIEND DON'T FUCKING SPEND TIME WITH ME AND WE'VE BEEN DATING ONLY A FEW DAYS. IT'S FUCKING BULLSHIT THAT GUYS THAT ARE PERVERTED WITH HER GET MORE ATTENTION THAN THE GUY SHE IS DATING. SO YEAH EVERYBODY CAN KISS MY ASS IF THEY DON'T LIKE THIS BLOG!

Poems N Stuff I Like
A -- The favorite word of Canadian pirates, ey? B -- B stands for Beer! C -- Da ting we sails da boat on D -- Das beer! German pirates E -- 'e needs a beer F -- 'f only I had a beer G -- Gee, I wish I had a beer H -- H'aightch and everone one of us should have a beer I -- I wish I had a beer J -- The guy who sells us beer K -- Jay's wife, she's a looker! L -- Da place where bad pirates goes when dey dies! M -- 'em folks needs beers N -- 'nother beer O -- Oh I wish I had a beer P -- (*long pause*) Self-explanatree! Q -- A French word meaning 'line for beer' R -- A pirate's favorite word, Arrrh! S -- What you fall on when you drink too much beer T -- Why we beat the British U -- You should have a beer V -- Vikings! Svedish pirates W -- You and you should have a beer X -- Jay's former wife, she no longer sells us beer Y -- Why not have a beer Z -- Ze beer! French pirates thank you silveroak for shareing this!!!! Red is the color of violent

Poems
I wrote this about a year ago, and was lucky enough to have a friend of mine use it in his show, with a lil change in the wording. She smiles at you from across the room, and my heart begins to ache, I admit that I'm not over you, You're still my favorite mistake, I watch as you pull her close to you, In your warm and soft embrace, And the pain nearly kills me, As I see the love upon your face. We used to laugh, we used to love, I used to be your everything, We used to walk, Hand in hand, In your voice I heard angels sing, And now what am I supposed to do, What am I supposed to say, Now that you're out of my life, And I'm not your everything anymore. I try my best to look away, But my mind won't let you go, I watch as you caress her face, Like it's some late night tv show. Our eyes meet across the room, And I quickly glance away, As I stare into my drink, I swear I can hear you say. We used to laugh, we used to love, I used to be your everythin

Poem I Wrote
to lay with you till the morning sun arms wraped around you what has begun i dono how or what you do but every second i spare im thinking of you i told my self... never again will i care and that all changed when i saw you standing there i dont quite know if im prepaired my toes in the water and im already scared your tenderness and the taste of your kiss just a few of the things i pain fully miss out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away i still dono why exactly...you left that day cause you and me were there apitamy the apitamy of happy out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away can i do this.. some times i wish that i were dead with all these voices in my head tellin me what i should do instead im so confused so i looked away and again i used i cant remember a time when i didnt

Poem
FEMALE PRAYER Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner. The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy beer with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied. "Will you use it to go fishing instead of buying food?" the

Poems
Every time I hear that song on the radio, It reminds me of you; I get the same old feeling, And I don't know what to do. Every time somebody says your name, I get the feeling I always used to. Every time you smiled, Oh, darling; it reminds me of the times with you. Every time I see your picture, I think back to when it was you and me. When we weren't just a couple, And it wasn't hard to see. The memories of our past, I can't help but think, Wonder if you miss me, Longing for one last wink. Maybe a kiss goodbye, As they play another song, Dance the night away, Pretend like nothing ever went wrong. But every time I think of you, I begin to cry; and I don't know if I can make it through. Everything in this world, everything; baby, it reminds me of you. Written in blood, Sealed with a kiss, Just a memoir of us, For you, I did this. I'll fade into the light, Reflective glasses shatter, Taunts of anguish, whisper; it's getting hard to think past th

Poem
when the one you love,, turns their back on you,, what else is there to do,, but sit and be blue.. when they say they care,, they should always be there,, no matter the time,, at the drop of a dime... so why is it so hard,, as the time goes by,, not a single word,, for weeks at a time... why does good things come,, to those who wait,, but yet the wait,, seems to never end.. we wait forever,, for true love to come,, our destiny to be,, seems forever prolong.. Why does it seem,, like its only you,, who wants this love,, to forever be prolonged... this I know,, for a love so true,, I would do most anything,, to be with you.. A witches poem Down the pathway Deep in the woods… There are two witches Evil and good As I arrive closer I hear their chatter As their arms rise higher Their voices get louder They call on their gods They call on their goddess They call on their sisters From up above… The burning of the fi

A Poem
can you tell me how can one miss what she's never had how could I reminisce when there is no past how could I have memories of being happy with you could someone tell me how can this be true how could my mind pull up incidents recall dates and times that never happened how could I celebrate a love that's to late and how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say I miss the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss at least in my dreams just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had what happened to us we were almost there whoever said it's impossible to miss what you never had because I never almost had you I cant believe that I let you go or what I should say is I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go I shoulda never gone out on you I shoulda kept you always my boo yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules I shoulda found a way to keep that date shoulda f

Poem
I awake every morning from the sounds of screams wondering how this life could be real. what is it that i suppose to do and who is it that will come threw happiness to me is only in a dream it is like fantasy, not real for me i have forgetten down this road, wat its like not to be alone, but time has cured that awefull thought and nothing but pain, is wat it brought my daughters are keeping me strong they think daddy cant do no wrong im glad they dont see this pain i hide for if they know, i would die. someone tell me why i want to go back to iraq so bad and leave this place that most would call home. why is it that i am so much more happier in iraq, than i am here.i wake up in the morning's asking myslef why im here, and yet i still have not come up with an answer to that question. we are all just puppets in this life, and god is our puppet master. that is how i feel. i wish he would put me in the desert. the only thing keeping me strong is my daughters. but even they ca

Poems
My name is Jess I am three My eyes are swollen I cannot see I must be stupid I must be bad What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me I can't do a wrong I can't speak at all Or else I am locked up All day long When I a wake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try to be nice So maybe I'll just get One whipping tonight I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From him evil eyes I'm so afraid now He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words He says it's my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me Yells at me more I finally get free And run to the door He's already locked it And I start to bawl He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor Wilt my bones nearly broken And my daddy continu

Poem
LEFT BRILLO'S FEELIN FINE, BORROWED THE TECH 9 TWO CLIPS LOADED GIVIN ME PEACE OF MIND I-75 THE ONLY ROAD AHEAD COLD WINTER NIGHT, JUST GETTIN RIGHT COUNTING OUR LOSSES AND SAYING A PRAYER FOR THE COULDA BEEN DEAD LIPS BLISTERED N CHAPPED, EYES PEELED BACK FUELING UP ON PERCS N CRACK N A HALF A PACK OF ROBBIE'S MARLBORO REDS THESE BUSTERS KEEP SPITTING THEIR LIES ALWAYS SOMETHING, ALWAYS ANOTHER ALIBI WONDER WHATS GOING THRU THEIR FUKIN HEADS JUST SITTING TIGHT, COOLING DOWN THE PIPE CHASING THE WIND NO MATTER THE PRICE KNOW THE FERRYMAN GETS HIS PENNIES IN THE END RUNNING OUT OF LUCK, WISHING FOR A BLUNT LISTENING TO THIS RAMBLING GIMPED UP CHUMP STAYING JUST A STEP AHEAD OF THE FEDS 2-21-09 THIS WEEKEND ONE OF MY GOOD FRIEND'S GRANDFATHER PASSED AWAY. ALL THE CLICHES ABOUT BEING IN A BETTER PLAC APPLY SINCE HE DETERIORATED FROM HIS ILLNESS. BUT THERE IS THE UNDERLIEING REGRET SEEPING IN WITH ALL THE OTHER EMOTIONS. I NEVER KNEW THE MAN MYSELF. BUT TIME

Poems
Break I hate the way you make feel. I hate everything about you. I hate the way you kissed me. I wish you would just leave me alone. I hope I never see you again. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I will break a thousand bones before thinking about you again. I will break a million sticks before thinking of being with you again. Though everytime I do think of you, I cry. I loved you. I hate being like this. I wish it never happened. Why did it have to end like this? Why did it happen like this. How Could I let it happen like this? I hate not having you in my arms. i just wish I could hold you one last time. It broke my heart to see you go. It hurt me so bad. I can't stand to be without you. I'd do anything to have you in my arms again. This is the end of it all. Goodbye. I won't forget me if you don't forget me. I love you. 'the bloody business of love' Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows

A Poem!
I dont walk through life with a chip on my shoulder.... I can take critisism I can use it to make me stronger.... Your words of doubt will only make me work longer... "you didnt do that well" is the words people take as a reason to give in.... I hear those words then make a new stratedgy and plan to begin, to try again.... See the words are not condemnations but tests of your will... And if you treat them as such you can work hard and find all of lifes true thrills.... So many people are quick to fire back and battle with words of denial.... Than to put themselves to the test against all of lifes trials.... You cant give in,you cant make excuses for the things you did wrong.... Take Your lumps pull yourself up and keep moving along... There is a goal there is a finish... Its the one true way to make them eat their words so they can never use them to diminish... If you treat all of lifes challenges with this kind of passion... You will never be bored ,you will learn all

Poems
Alone I reveal my soul I tell her all But in the end Her heart wont fall I admit mistakes I uncover truth But the way she sees it There is no proof I beg for forgiveness I rip open my chest But what lay there She cannot accept I ask for her trust Not all but some bit I feel no hope given I think this is it Forever alone Doomed I’m to be Forever in darkness Alone, just me. Adam 26Aug06 Diary of a suicide victim Tonight is the night The night I can’t go on The night I will end it Will I be missed when I’m gone? I look upon the rope Stowed quiet in my room I think of who would find me I imagine the icy gloom It imagine all the heights I could simply fall and stop But I cannot fathom The climb to the top I dream of the car ride That would end in a flash But I couldn’t imagine Death in a fiery crash I venture the knives in the kitchen I think of the bloody mess I gaze upon my pistol It’s quicker than the rest I load th

Poems
the lyrics......are about a girl who is trying to kill herself, she cuts her wrists and is crying about her life...she has an imaginary friend that is looking aver her and is trying to prevent her from dying cause if the girl dies so does she. the message is that when you die that someone always cares whether it is god, a friend, family, etc...It encourages that when you hurt yourself you are hurting someone else...the song means a lot to me I wrote the lyrics when I was 15, because of my life and how it was. I remembered what my mom and my sister said when they found out i wanted to die and they showed me that someone always cares..... I write in reflection of my life and how i feel..it keeps me from doing something stupid like hurting myself, it is my "harmony" I had a bad past, you dont kill your self......heres how I see it..like the saying whatever doesnt kill you makes you stronger....well it also makes you grow as a person, without experience you will never learn what you li

Poems To The End!
Ok I’m back and I got changes coming and I don’t like it!…. Well some I do and some I don’t!… First my mum went into hospital two days ago and there keeping her in the cardiology step down unit…… gods that sounds so bad… I’m left to keep the house in order and now my sis say’s she has a place of her own and she is moving out so now I have to keep this place all by my self witch isn’t that hard since I was the only one doing it to begin with!… But anyway I have this wonderful woman in my life called Suzan and I am seriously thinking moving to Sydney to be with her… the only thing is that will leave my mum with no one as her mum is moving down the coast….. and my sister is a bitch so well I’m in a very hard place right now and my heart is tearing in two and I just don’t know what to do!!!!! I’m fucked whatever I do!… I know I want to be with sue but at the same time I don’t want to leave mum…… now mum has been keeping me back for all my life…. Always have I had to look out for her

Poem
well. i was a full out dike before, i liked men. only few knew this about me i have had four girlfriends in my life.. i have fucked up in my past. i did cheat on my boyfriend when i was 17 years old this did hurt him bad. but he still is with me which i still have no idea why he would bother.. i guess hes nuts hey.. the oldest man i was with was 23 years old. when i was 16 years old this is wrong and yes i know now!! lol i knew my boyfriend since we were 13 years old we are now 21. and at the time i never would have thought we would end up having a baby together. this guy used to be my enemy who would of thought?? i have been cheated on before my very first boyfriend was 20 and i was 15 i was blind to all this cheating shit. lol but i was a virin some what! lol so of course i made him wait 6 months to get any haha but because of this guy.. hes the reason why i am the way i am today.. a hell of alot stronger then i was before then i went for the one im with now, with bad habits he chang

A Poem I Can Relate To
3am the Reapers happy hour and the sturdy finger of fear pokes in my sleep deprived eye once again snatching the breath I desperately scramble to retain it’s the hour of sweet dreams and bad conversation shallow thought and deep inhalation sent backwards as the sickle moon shines his wry smile over the shadow drawn corners of the stopped clock why is it HE never tires in the wait for tomorrow Amanda L Harris Whenever I cried, it was in your arms You held me so close, away from all harm Your soft warm skin, always against mine Our hearts, always beating at the same time You watched over me, like a guardian angel You kept me safe, under your protecting spell Whenever in darkness, you gave me light And whenever hurt, into you I fell But all that has left me, no longer, no more Your something I don't know, you've left me so sore I'm all alone now, in my minds darkest place Blood stained skin, tear stained face But I know what I m

Poem Wrote For My Children
There is not a day that goes by That I don't think of you Not a day that I don't cry I miss your sweet sweet hugs Hearing you call me mommy Yes I miss your little Tugs I wish i could hold you tight Give you a soft and tender kiss And to tuck you in for the night We'll be together, my children, again Just pray hard to Our Lord Above This for my children I pray, AMEN Copyright ©2006

Poems
Bible or TV Guide On the table side by side: The Holy Bible and the TV Guide. One's well worn but cherished with pride (Not the Bible, but the TV Guide). One's used daily to help folk decide, No! It isn't the Bible,it's the TV Guide. As pages are turned, what will they see? Oh, what does it matter, turn on the TV. Then confusion reigns, they can't all agree On what they will watch on the old TV. So they open the book in which they confide (Not the Bible, it's the TV Guide). The Word of God is seldom read- Maybe a verse o'er they fall into bed Exhausted and sleepy and tired as can be, (Not from reading the Bible: from watching TV). So then back to the table, side by side, Are the Holy Bible and the TV Guide. No time for prayer, no time for the Word. The way of salvation is seldom heard. Abiding in Christ so full and free is found in the Bible, not on TV. Soul Mates Never Dissipate And they never part The spiritual bond that connects the two Is connected hear

Poems
The immortal eyes see everything for us The immortal eyes show everything to us The immortal eyes bear everything with us And with the immortal eyes we learn from our mistakes. Or so we thought, Even today we still make those mistakes, Even with the aid of the Immortal Eyes. Dreams have been set out for us, Dreams have been destroyed by us, Great beings have set out for us fighting for us, Yet we throw everything back in their faces, Racism, Murder, Theft We commit all of these. MLK Jr. fought for Black Americans to be free, Black Americans have turned the other cheek, Black Americans are taking advantage of their newly earned freedom, Black Americans are using their new freedom against white society, The tables have been turned, It is now the whit society being discriminated against. Many soldiers have died fighting for this country, Many soldiers have died by the people in this country, Many soldiers still keep on fighting for this country, Yet, this country is still ungrateful and t

Poems Ive Written
It will be 3 years This Year and My Moms Birthday is Tommorow So heres the other of the 2 Poems Im showing today Almost 2 years 2 years almost come and Past Life seems to be moving so very Fast I'm forced to Find Other Role Models Since God has taken the 2 i've Followed Ive been forced to Grow up so Fast But life has its changes If you are to last Every Person I meet knows of your name because you've shaped me to be your same Your Love Compassion and Wisdom will always be with me From now until the End of Eternity I really Miss you Momma I wish you were here with me So I could Kiss You You Were the Light in my Darkest Days I really miss you Like The Roses That are Red And the Violets Are Blue You are in my Heart and Ill always Love You The Third Year Draws Near And In Time I May Heal But my true Love for you I will always Feel As Summer Approaches I stare at the Sky So blue Thinking Of Heaven And My Thoughts are Of you Reliving the

Poem: Stormy Seas
STORMY SEAS Rough, angry, and stormy seas Ones where ships should never be Tremendous waves and blowing gales Breaking hulls and tearing sails Why would ships wander on such a night When hurricane winds blow with such might Crashing waves and driven rain Taking lives and causing pain (2-17-88) Sharp, dark, and jagged rocks Taking lives like a leper's pox Spliting wood and crushing hull Cackling like a dead man's skull Try as you might you cannot flee The suffocation of the cold sea so among the gasps and the groans Say "HELLO" to Davey Jones (2-23-07) James L. Gardner

Poems
In the pouring rain droplets falling every splash full of life every litte drop precious I find myself in your arms standing here with only, one care in the world gazing gently, lovingly into your eyes letting you know i love you, even with a gaze, droplets running down ure face carresing your beauty, it's undeniable, our love slowly i bring u closer , feeling the gentle assurance of your warmth against my body i kiss you filled with all my emotions just a single kiss to let you know, I love you and always will, walking into the rain holding your hand, I am content, Our love is lasting~ So imcomplete so alone,lost and sad. This is what i feel when i awake another day why do i build my walls so strong so mighty and long lasting i wont let myself fall for a stranger nor will i allow myself fall for a friend i want to love again i want to be happy but yet i always screw it up i push and push so your not near me i wont let you love me ill make you hate m

Poems, Writings, Thoughts
Well things have changed abit, I guess everyone sending good thoughts and pryers, is doing some good. thank you the way. angie managed to get us a 2 week extintion, on our move. We still have to move, but this gives us time to get thing together. today is the first day in a week that i am out of pain, ribs, teeth, and back feeling good, so Iwill be going out and moveing heavy things again. and hope to not throw anything out again. lol. We are still not sure where we are going, but at least we have the 2 weeks it helps. now if only I can find others to come and help move. Keep up the good thought, they are really helping. Sigh, okay here we go, we have a friend down the street, who can put us up for a few days, maybe a few weeks, I will be transfering my cable and internet over to their house, while we figure out what to do next, Angie is looking at places near her work and makeing calls, to find a rabbit to pull out of the hat, she is really under a lot of stress, about all of

Poems
I am looking at a lake that has ripples going through the water trees are all around you see stones in the water and fish swimming around with no worries of a yesterday and a today there is a birch tree that has grown on the edge of the water it leans to have some branches touch the water just the tips so the tree can drink far off in the distant you hear birds a young girl comes to let her dog drink from the rippling water You see tons of people walking with the wind blowing through their hair you can hear it whispering your name and tells you secrets the sun shining on you you are able to think of past memories but the birds and voices intterupt your traqin of thought and you smile and look up at the sky and the sky is so clear and blue that you just stare into it like a never ending thought that has just blew in your brain just like memories floating towards you as you think you see more people pass by kicking pebbles that are on the ground sitting

Poems
Figuring out what we are is harder each day cause even though something is there we are so far away you understand im here for you your friendship is permanent all I can do is be sweet tell you how I feel its hard enough fighting urges working out the mistakes you will just have to take what comes and after all i have to give nothing may never be done helpless to fate has to make ~Timmy~ Once day comes into night the moon fades into morning day break as fall goes to winter once spring blossems My friendship is eternal accept it or ignore I know we are electric because you feel it in your soul when you find your soulmate my friendship won't fade because a connection like ours has, will and always be made if the time comes where i find the one i want her to know never expect perfection emotions are always flowing my falacies are many but what i make up in is the time we spend together ill

A Poem
A look, a quick glance. From across the room, our eyes dance. Hot breath on my face, the soft touch of your lips. The sweet whisper, of your voice in my ear. The calming sensation, as you touch my soul. The very thought, of not being with you. Not being able to see you, hear you, touch you, I fear. All of this is more, than I can bear. On my cheek, a single tear. A hot tear, that burns. My stomach, starts to churn. My deepest fear, seems so real. 1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all

Poems
Sunday, March 11, 2007 As I sit here in the dark alone I wonder what it'd be like To have the one girl I truely loved all along It may have taken until now to realize it But better late than never, right? She's beautiful, georgous, hilarious And flat out great to be around Everytime I see her, my heart pounds Not with fear or hate, but with joy She's a little crazy, a little wild but that's what I need That's what I love about her Insanely spontaneous Any guy that lost her is an idiot I think We trust each other and confide every conversation We've always been there for eachother No matter the distance between Neither her nor I are afraid of commitment or otherwise I don't want to ruin the friendship we have But at the same time, I don't want to be alone forever We're much like my ex and her friend... Without the hassle and heartbreak I know she loves me back But I still wonder how in what way Is it more than what I think Or is it just what I think

Poems & Song Lyrics
The Spirit in the Sky I have been reborn On the wings of this mighty steed. On the open highway, without bonds of civilization to distract or confine me. With the wind in my face, and the beauty of nature which surrounds me. Who am I to question why I am here or what is the purpose of my life? Suddenly, I am transformed into a fearless Indian chief, riding a dark horse with fiery exhausts for nostrils, Lightning and thunder emerge from its machine soul It has come to life, it obeys my every movement, It senses my moods. There is a brief transformation of the souls, suddenly the man, and the machine of the man become inseparable and indistinguishable I am the machine and it is me. The pulsations of my dark horse's metal soul meld with my heartbeat; the constant mesh of its gears emanates allowing us to reach synchronicity. Leaving the mortal world behind us, we are compelled to the realm of the mystic. Our journey has begun. For the moment, we have esca

Poem's
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.

Poems Of Love
what is true love?does anyone really know how do you know it's true love,who's to say why does anyone need true love who can't go without love in there life life without love would be horrible I don't know why anybody loves anybody what I do know life would not be the same without it My love is like a endless river flowing into the sea.But without you the river is empty there is no water no life just an empty heart filled with saddness the pain is like no other painn that makes me cry every morning.But nobody caresss so now nothing matters except to bring back to life then maybe the pain and saddness will go away and the river will flow again And I will have you.

Poem
Children are our future.They are not given enough credit for there ability to lighten up a dark sky.Children need all kinds of love,you just never know when it will be too late to say I Love You.For children are on loan to us from God,they can leave us at any moment.Love our Children unconditionaly,teach and guide them down the right paths in life.Children are a blessing and not to be mistreated.Love them now for tommorow may be to late to say goodbye,for our Children are just a loan to us given by God......GodBless Written By: Bren

Poem I Wrote
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. To My Best Friend I was sitting here thinking of the words I want to say, but they just wouldn't come out right so I found a different way I got a piece of paper and I wrote this poem for you, but there's no way to thank you for everything you do For always being nice to me and staying by my side, for helping fix my problems and never leaving me behind For accepting my thoughts and feelings, though you do not understand, for never giving up on me and being my best friend For making me laugh and letting me cry and saying you'

Poem A Friend.
A friend. A friend is loyal, loving, caring A friend is all about non judgment, sharing A friend is someone who never puts you down A friend is someone who never makes you frown A friend loves unconditionally always brings you smiles A true friend is one who will be there awhile A friend never ridicules, downs, talks behind your back A friend never gets jealous and never attacks A friend will never think of you as a lower than they are. A friend will always think of you like a star. A friend is going to be there no matter what the case may be A friend is one who's love and caring is free. A true friend is one that never uses you to see what they can get A friend then becomes a foe there easy to forget A true friend will never step on ones toes A friend never tells you well that’s just how it goes A friend is one who can keep your darkest secrets and not tell A friend is one who never tells you go to hell. A friend is one who is true in th

Poems
We're meant to be, that's transparent to me. You're even enabled to uncover my soft side. I care, don't you see? At you, starin' for weeks. If it were up to me, we'd be hugged up at all times. Within your smile I've hidden my trials. (& tribulations) About you, words don't define. Our souls been twined. Only I've witnessed the sparklin' force your heart gives off. Able to tell you anything, forever you dwell in memory. Whatever circumstances, count on me to see you through. Feeling pain? Then I'm there to ease and treat the bruise. "Keep it true" goes without saying for us. Sculpted from the same mold, no one came close--It's amazing sorta. Head to toe and inside out, truly a unique, grand piece. Your presence more priceless than giving someone clean antiques. Connected via telepathic link, I fell in past the brink. Love you? Answer for that is automatic, never have to think. -- Snipe and the woman I wrote it for, I'm no longer with...go figure... not her fault

Poem About Abortion
I'M SORRY I'M SORRY THAT I HURT YOU, I'M SORRY THAT YOUR SAD, I'M SORRY YOU SET OUR LOVE ASIDE, WITH LOVE COMES CERTIAN RULES, THAT EVERYONE MUST ABIDE, I'M SORRY THAT I WASNT THERE, WHEN YOU TURNED OUT THE LIGHTS, GOD ONLY KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU, EACH AND EVERY NIGHT, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS HONEST, MY HEART IS OPEN WIDE, IN MY HEART YOU WILL ALWAYS BE, ILL CARRY IT WITH PRIDE, I'M SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS I DID, AND FOR THE THINGS I'M NOT I'M SORRY FOR THE THINGS I SAID, TO PUT YOU ON THE SPOT, I'M SORRY FOR MY ACTIONS, BUT MY INTENT WAS TRUE, I'M SORRY FOR ALOT OF THINGS, BUT NOT FOR.....LOVING YOU! I'LL NEVER SAY,"I'M SORRY." WHEN IT COMES TO YOU, BECAUSE SORRY ISN'T, A WORD YOU USE, IF YOUR LOVE IS TRUE... SO NO I'M NOT SORRY FOR SAYING, "I LOVE YOU" ABORTION IT'S EARLY YET, THE MONTH IS ONE, THOUGH YOU CAN'T SEE ME, I'VE JUST BEGUN. I'M SO SMALL I DON'T HAVE TO HIDE. IM JUST A SEED GROWING INSIDE, FOUR WEEKS LATER, THE MONTH IS TWO, I

A Poem Of Mah Emotions...
My heart is broken, and my emotions are torn... There are times that I just want to be re-born. I'm sick and tired of feeling this way all the time. And yet I wonder..."is there a girl who can mend this broken heart of mine?" I go day by day asking that question to myself wondering if it'll come true. Every girl I have been with has always said "I will be the one to help you." But when the end it comes, she takes my heart and breaks it again. Then I look to God asking "Is this is going to happen to me each time it ends?" I don't get why I have to suffer like this everyday of my life... All I want, is a girl who can take care of my heart, my emotions, and be my wife. I'm tired of hopping between girls and relationships, I want to settle down. I just want one girl, one life, and only family so i no longer have to frown. Each day I ask God "where's the girl you have for me...can I meet her?" But I don't think he's answering me because everyday I still suffer. He knows i'm lo

Poem
This is an emotional video for me. I have several friends and family members fighting in the war. These are many questions i have asked time and time again. I dont think i am the only one that feels this way either. When is it going to end? All of the pain, hurt and suffering has to end. A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about 'And blood was everywhere,' 'The sirens screamed out eulogies,' For death was in the air. 'A mother, trapped inside her car,' Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: 'Oh, God, please spare my boys!' She fought to loose her pinned hands; 'She struggled to get free,' But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused 'On where the back seat once had been,' But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhe

Poem
i should have thought faster i didnt have a clue i was irrational and what not but i should have came to you the sad thing is, you came back trying to bring me home ur eyes were filled with so many tears oh...now i feel so alone why couldn't i look past the void that kept us far apart i couldn't find a way to forgive you because u had broken my heart and now it's all so different we both changed a lot u moved on and found a girl it's like you just forgot while im slowly punishing myself for not figuring out why and im completely lost and so confused because i CANT say good bye

A Poem Called "life"
As days that go by, I wounder at all the possibilities of what is realy going on in the world. But mainly in my own family. Is spending time somewhere else more inportant than gtting to know a family member, in which a person hasn't seen in that other person's life time? Or drinking away a life just so that person can be with another person who is no longer on the planet? Or is that person reborn and living somewhere else? Is it selfish for a person to keep another person away from their family all because they can't let go? Sometimes I wounder about these things but will they ever get answerd? Why do some people have it easy for them and others work hard just so they can live? Why do people dream about things that might happen or will they never come true? Who do people go off to war only to fight for something that is long forgotten? What is normal when to each person normal is different? Why do doctors diagnos people crazy when they them self might be the crazy one and the perso

Poems From The Heart
Our friends are like angels, who brighten our days. In all kinds of wonderful, Magical ways. Their thoughtfulness comes as a gift from above, and we feel we're surrounded by warm, caring love. Like upside-down rainbows, their smiles bring the sun. And they fill ho-hum moments, with laughter and fun. Friends are like angels without any wings, blessing our lives with the most precious things. Author Unknown My guardian angel, once careless and free, flew into the clouds and lost touch with me. His tears were cold and wet, falling on my face. His smile had left us without a trace. His angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared, I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare. I knew that angels, usually content, were very special presents that God had sent. To see one so sad, so afraid, so alone, had made me weep while the cold winds had blown. His wings lost feathers, comforting and soft, falling from the stars, floating aloft. His pain was

Poems (about Being In Love)
TODAY TODAY, time stood still while spending the day with you, a surge went through my heart as the bond between us grew TODAY, nothing else seemed to matter not even where we were, our focus was on the moment when emotions were easily stirred TODAY, there were tears of joy as you got down on bended knee, placing a ring upon my finger you asked to marry me TODAY, not once hesitating I replied with an eager "YES", for no other answer came to mind in response to your request TODAY, once again you opened another door, a future as husband and wife who could want for more TODAY, I say to you beyond this life we live, my heart, mind, and soul to you, I freely give. Author: Trudy L. Love Is Like A Flower Love is like a flower both starting from a seed, a garden that needs tending to destroy each threatening weed Love is like a flower on trust one does thrive the other needs Mother Nature in order to survive Love is like a flower gr

Poems (about Losing Love)
LOST LOVE Here I am feeling lonely and sad not knowing what went wrong, thinking of what we should have had and wondering where our love has gone. When I am alone thoughts fill my mind seeking answers that lye in the dark wishing someone might give me a sign to put an end to this pain in my heart. Love once came, but now it’s gone and I feel such emptiness within but I know my life will keep going on even though it won’t include him. Maybe again I will find a way to put a love back in my life but I will take my time and count the days to know when the moments just right. Author: Trudy L. Written: 3-30-87

Poems (about Being Away From The One You Love)
Soon Soon, the day will come I feel it in my heart, when we can be together and no longer kept apart. Soon, things will change no more lonely nights, for in your arms I'll be where all is perfectly right. Soon, the ache will cease of wanting you here with me, each morning I'll awaken by your side a place I have longed to be. Soon, the tears won't flow so frequently from my eyes, for we'll spend our lives together with no more painful goodbyes. Soon, two people in love will be joined through eternity, overcoming any and all obstacles that have been set before you and me. Soon, we'll pledge those sacred vows coming together as husband and wife, promising "till death do us part" this commitment will last beyond life. Soon, we'll be as one all our dreams coming true, we are each others strengths for you have me...and I have you. Author: Trudy L. Do You Know Do you know... how I feel... when we are apart? Tears are never end

Poems (hope & Inspiration)
God's Touch GOD saw total darkness across the seas and land, so he created all things beautiful with a touch of his hand He gave color to the sky with a sun to light the days, sending warmth to the earth from its golden ray's Too the nights darkened sky GOD scattered stars to and fro, then, he hung the moon to cast a subtle glow Flowers, animals, mountains and streams are some of GOD'S creations, for when it came to the world the LORD made no reservations For six days GOD worked miracles from the east to the west, then on the 7th day, GOD declared it Sabbath, a Hold Day of rest So when you bow your head in prayer be it morning or at night, remember to thank the Lord above for his guiding light. Author: Trudy L. I WROTE THIS POEM ON THE 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF 9-11. IT SAYS QUITE A BIT AND IS PRETTY POWERFUL OR SO I THINK ANYWAY. 9-11-02 One year ago today a nation temporarily lost its will, our country was in disbelief

Poems
The little boy wakes up to catch the plane, for now he is off to train. The Sgt yells, the little boy obeys, for now the little boy trains, Months go by, the little boy has grown, into a man, His training is done, now time for fun as this soldier gets his gun. He ends up married he couldnt be more happy Until that call comes up, The soldier cries as he hugs his wife goodbye, for he is going to war. Months go by he continues to cry as the little boy comes forth. The funs is done the soldier is gone as the little boy cant take anymore. Twelve months later, the little boy leaves as he comes home from war. He gets praised and shunned for acts that he hasnt done, Could this be fair. He sees his wife and kisses her, for he is home from war. The little boy struggles And she understands, Her man has come home from war. The little boy wakes up to catch the plane, for now he is off to train. The Sgt yells, the little boy obeys, for now the little boy train

Poem
*Bird* Wounded, was a hit and run. I carried her to safely, placed her in a cage. she began to rage. I like to watch her flap about. everyday she sings freedom, everyday in her cage. she stands in high places, by the way in the places of the paths. her song flows high with judgment, wisdom an desire. she crys at the gates, voice of old, voice of gold. heard but never listened. seen but never loved. alive but never free. she sings to me. i love to watch her flap her wings. Copyright ©2007 Sonya I Juarez

Poems
"My kind of poison" " 'Cause I've spent the night dancing I'm drunk, I suppose If it looks like I'm laughing I'm really just asking to leave This alone, you're in time for the show You're the one that I need I'm the one that you loathe You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose 'Cause I love all the poison" ~MCR "My kind of poison, the good kind. My kind of poison, that makes you smile. My kind of poison, that makes you happy. My kind of poison, that burns on the way. My kind of poison, that holds you. My kind of poison, that brings you. My kind of poison, that makes you lust. The kind of poison I like. The kind of poison I bleed. The knid of poison I breath. I like my poison to taste like. A breez flowing through my hair. A flake of snow on my face. A fresh cut. A pounding heart. A thunder storm. A poison that can be as sweet as love, but as cold as death... {[I find some people intoxicating. Have you ever found me intoxicatin

Poems And Such
The ever shining midnight moon So pleasant is the appearence So brightly lit by the Lost Souls Demented Spirits and Forgotten love Ever constant as the Pain on my wrists The pain in my soul Midnight Moon Do you shine my pain and sarrow? Midnight Moon Will you be there tomorrow? The Lost Souls find a place around me The Demented Spirits call my body home The Forgotten Love takes up residence in my heart As long as Im around Midnight Moon Youll shine for me My Pain from all these Souls My Suffering caused by the Spirits My Tears synced in unison with the Love Sparkle bright Midnight Moon For tonight is your last night to shine

Poems (in Memory Of:)
Love Is Everlasting He was left to pick up the pieces when GOD took her from him; although they parted years ago her memory is alive within A promise he had made her was always on his mind, even though it's been a struggle he took it "one day at a time" Now the time has come for them to re-unite, for he's going through a battle one in which there is no fight Each day my pain increases as he slowly fades away, although a better place awaits with me, I wish he'd stay In his mind he sees her as she patiently awaits, hoping he will take her hand to guide him through the gates Once he crosses over hand in hand they will be, no more pain, nor more suffering for God will have set him free In memory of my grandfather: Clarence Abbott August 1988 Author: Trudy Lynne In God's Hand Threw the darkness, he heard God speak in a voice as calm as the sea, my child you've suffered far too long so I've come to set you free'. Heaven’s

Poems
Daylight dawning... Just barely peeking over the horizon. Echoing the sweet Surrender of the night. Awaking hearts... Enlightening souls.. Gleaming rays of hope. A new day is here... Rays of peace... Kiss the land... Fulfillment calls each minute. The hour is near... As God greets his creation... "The one He calls Man" Mirrored images... reflections on the wall. Time with all it's wisdom... changes not our lives. Silhouettes of pain... flash before our eyes. Days of time gone by... things that went awry. Reflections... on the wall... mirrored images... Reflections of life.

'poems'
With a deep breath shall I inhale, A new beginning past not to dwell. As I bind your heart with mine, Our hearts will now be souly entwined. So Mote It Be! Blessed Be... Hear now the words of the Witches, the secrets we hid in the night. When dark was our destiny’s pathway. That now we bring forth into the night. The birth and rebirth of all nature, the passing of Winter and Spring. We share with the Life Universal, rejoice in the Eternal Magickal Ring. Four times a year the Great Sabbats, return, and the Witches are seen, At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, on May Eve and ‘ole Halloween. When daytime and nighttime are equal, when the Sun is at it’s greatest and least, the four Lesser Sabbats are summoned, again, the Witches gather in feast. Thirteen Silver Moons in a year there are. Thirteen is the Coven’s array. Thirteen times at Esbat make merry, for each year and a day. The power has passed down through the ages, each time between man and woman. Each century

A Poem
I am a shoadow, caught in the fog of the cosmos, never being seen for what I am…….the light, a taunting child; too always be on the fringe, and never in the warmth. There is something my heart dares not speak. A love so unrequited, as too never be mentioned by either heart. A white elephant of love; that will never be acknowledged, nor shall it disappear. For a bond, a tether links these two, ill fated lovers- Banished, for all time, to a world, of stolen glances and Nano second touches; that etch into the fiber of the soul. A bur; both painful and divine: Ecstasy forever remembered from a simple brush of fingertips upon my skin; A passing, happening, of chance that eternally bound two souls…unable to speak of the fire, that by one touch; combined their hearts forever.

Poem
Sometimes I cry inside, so no one hears me. Sometimes I cry outside, so I can get some help with whatever is wrong. I cry because I am starting to love you and feeling loved by you. I cry because I am beginning to trust you. You are beginning to trust me and I cry because I I am happy. I am crying inside because you are not with me right now. Sometimes when I am crying inside you don't know because I never show it. I am thankful for you because you are there to comfort me when I am crying on the outside. I cry because I know that I can be there for you when you are crying on the outside. I cry because I am happy to have you there for me and me being there for you. I cry because I miss you and wish you were still with me in my life. When I close my eyes I see her. She is so mysterious. She looks at me with love in her eyes, But I can't see the color. She speaks to me with love in her voice, But alas I can't hear her. She

Poems
I like to bite I like to be bitten Biteing is fun biteing is great I'm a biter I have my fangs and I love her fangs biteing is half the fun. In the darkness is where I hunt In the darkness is where I search In the darkness is where I find peace within In the darkness all is found to me In the darkness I find myself The darkness consumes and embraces me For the darkness is where I live Then embrace of the kindred is like bliss At first pain, when the fangs break the flesh and the warmth flows from u and all becomes cold the pain dies. When the pain is gone a new life begins that of the night the search for new prey and the begining of the cold I long for the cold of night to get away from the pain of day in this I look for the reason to welcome the embrace. I long for the feel of the embrace and to return the embrace to someone who wants the cold of night and to leave the pain of day.

Poem = Bleeding
I'am on the outside trying to get in - I feel hopeless ,don't know where to begin - Just exisiting can't tear down my wall - No connection without a fall - Grasping for that which is not real - Wishing some bliss I coul'd steal - This darkness is constantly tearing at me - My soul is suffocating ,longing to be free - Always reaching for what's not there - Emotional larceny,destination fear - Hopelessly fighting anger and fear - The light I seek,blurry ,un-clear - Can't give up can't go on -When will this darkness become dawn... Reaching out behind brown eyes-From the outside in what will I find- i have seen you in my mind- from within you'r soul what will I find...dedicted to-Q.T. Layout Codes and Myspace Graphics Layout Graphics Dark Comment Images A Moment in time is branded on the heart, A circle is broken devided by words- The soul has been damaged,it cannot recover,for what once was meant everything- And with time brings a challenged notion,of what love was or truly is -chorus-

Poems And Quotes
If I could catch a rainbow, I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them into the sea But all these things I'm feeling Are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best A friend who's always there. Connected, Welcome to your mental inbox, Please click refresh, Cause the pain and hurt we store inside, Leaves us in a mess, Longing to be bonded, To find our soul and heart, But the memories of distant days, Tears our lives apart, Those people looking at you, They see your smiles and lies, But I share your pain and sorrow, I see depth in your eyes. Connected, Welcome to your mental inbox, One message received, It’s a mental image of happiness, Love, and what you need, Don’t store it all away please, Don’t

A Poem I Wrote
opon you face i see this light, a beautiful girl who hate this fight. when i see your face in the day, i hope u will come this way. no one takes me for granted, at times they wish i was stranded. this is a blessing of life, maybe one day ill find a wife. being single really blows, i hope this year it really snows. i wish i could find true love, and ill pray to god who is up above... Kevin D. Fox When day is light and night is dark, I saw my life fall apart. I came to the conclusion life is good, When you make the best and i know you could. I know everything happens for a reason, But it allways happens every season. I have the best friend's that anyone could ask for, And i know they could ask for much more. I know that friends come and go, But i know the friend's i have will never go. I could ask for much more in life, My friends, family, and there is no wife. Today is th

Poems
Darkside: I am what I am by: me (dragonryder13) The dark underworld I am part of where pain and suffering replaces love Ha Ha goth I am for I am Queen of the Damned Dark, Decay, and Death I come and give you vampire breath kiss of the vampire it is such a deadly twist vampires love when a person is pissed. I am a shapeshifter so thus I am a drifter moving from place to place for not a single drop of blood we waste Black is what we usually wear to get to see us is such a treat when you see me try not to stare cause I can give you that deadly glare Oh yeah! stay out of hell if you can't stand the heat Join forces with us and live forever avoid the slayers and be so clever stay clear when we feed. be careful and take heed. Because I am what I am! Free From You By: Evil Midnite (Me) Twice, my heart was broken. Many nights I have cried and it still fells like I have died. Slowly I have healed My tears and heartache has stilled I have gotten

Poems
Dreams ~Tony Martinez I never sleep well at night It's cuz I'm without you I reach for you I cry out for you Wake up in a cold sweat looking for you When I am able to sleep I dream of you I see us walking through the house I can never pass our bedroom with you Without giggling and pulling you in there with me For some playtime But to be honest It doesn't matter what room we're in I always want to play with you I wrap my arms around you tight while you stand in front of the kitchen sink I whisper in your ear as you sit at the dinning room table I pull you to me when you pass by me laying on the couch Love, I love you so much I could hold you for daysStaring into those beautiful eyes My love How I dream of you every night Waiting and wishing for the day where I can dream With you How can I... ~Tony Martinez All day and night I think about it Rack my brain How can I Show you Tell you Make you understand All day I hammer against that wall Trying

Poems
Let's start a fire and watch everything burn,shadow this world with flames of desire.Words of wisdom adding fuel to the fire, I close my eyes as the flames grow higher.Let's start a fire and dance in the flame,let it burn until the world is free of pain.Then let the rain come down and wash awayall the glory, the glam, the fame.Let's start a fire. thoughts of destroying the inner you, bared of the consequences of what you thought they knew. No responce to the lies that I know not true. Red to your eyes but to the world you are blue. Nailed to a cross my heart cold as frost, to you I am here but to the world I am lost. Inside I am dieing but outside Im crying, to you I confide but from the world I will hide. Torn by the thorn that peirced my side, re-born on to the world, I do confide. Lecture us in the masses as our lives slowly pass us, I recollect my past and it seems as if life moves so fast. My shadow remains this hallow void, you toyed with my heart and tore it apart. So, to you I

Poems
Cold or Valley Imagine This: Standing on an icy road above a valley. A dead winter day with slush, dangerous icicles hanging over head, White, crusty road salt and grime on your car. You wear layers upon layers, but it's so cold that the layers seem to do no good. You stand there shivering, Realizing you ears and feet are going so numb that they hurt. But as much as you want to climb into your crust car and go home to be warm, You keep standing there. The valley in front of you is so breathtaking. You stare, look, appreciate, experience, and perhaps live this view. So much about the moment you dislike makes you want to leave. But something keeps you there. It seems as though the gorgeous view outweighs the nasty cold. And Another Dilemma: Your mind tells you that you should leave for your health and safety. Surely if you stay too long, you'll freeze to death. But your heart tells you that you can't bear to leave such a beautiful and wonderful thing. You feel co

Poems
I wish I didn't have to live in this darkness That constantly surrounds my miserable life No matter what I do or say It always feels like a constant night is falling over me And in this constant night where no stars shine I have to learn to be strong and wise In hopes that one day I will be set free From this constant night that surrounds me Let me forget you or have you Or at least allow me the pleasure to die Before my heart is frostbitten My body may be gone But my spirit lives on The sun will always shine And you will always be mine As night follows day My spirit is here to stay Never apart I will live on in your heart Until we are once more united Our loving words once more recited I will love you always Long after our earthly days We will walk with the Lord Hard times we have endured But our love will see us through In Heaven we can start anew

A Poem By Me
Even though you're far away, In my heart you'll always stay. I promise to return, Please don't cry. I know I'm far away, but in your heart I'll always stay Promise me you'll wait, I'll try not to cry. This isn't goodbye forever, Only for a little while. Please don't forget me, For when the time is right, I'll come back to be with you, And hold you close on lonely nights

Poems
Because being transsexual is often so hurtful, so filled with sadness and longing, with shame and loss and difficulty, it is easy to come to the conclusion that the whole thing is utterly a curse, perhaps inflicted by arcane and evil ancient gods. Oh, probably. But there is an upside too. Most human lives are utterly mundane, devoid of any real uniqueness, the average person somnambulates through an existence devoted to filling the roles expected of them. But to be a transsexual is a magical, wondrous thing. Consider. We are given many gifts in compensation for the terrible loss of our childhood as ourselves, and for the pain we endure. We are by some as yet unknown mechanism statistically far more intelligent, as a class, than perhaps any other kind of people. We are almost u

Poem...come Show Me
If I hide in the shadows with all my tears, Who will come to wipe them away? If I hold all my sorrows deep and near, Who will come to break them free? If I open my heart to those who care, Who will pick up the pieces as they lay there? If I am in deep seeded need and you are not there, Who will take those fears away? If I am lost in the deepness of the night, Who will guide me on my path? If I find my way back from afar and I am changed, Who will open their arms up to me? 2:30am 3/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL* Come show me your path, where I belong. Come reveal to me your way, where I belong. Come share with me your wisdom, where I belong. Come hold me in the night, where I belong. Come run with me in the darkness, where I belong. Come…Let us be together…where I belong. 2:56am 03/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*

Poem..???
I cannot see, I cannot feel, I cannot talk, I cannot move, I cannot think. Yet in all of it, there you are...taking care of me...reaching and pulling while I cannot do for myself. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can do nothing more than lay here...you try to feed me and I will not eat, you try to get me to drink and I will not drink. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You take me and bath me...and wash my hair. I feel you brush my hair but you are unaware. I cannot feel too deeply and guilt that you are here eats me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You lay me in bed and tell me to stay, but to the floor I go...too guilt ridden to stay where you put me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can feel your frustration as you struggle to help me. If only you knew that I cared. I want to scream at you that I don't need you, nor any one else...for guilt is an emotion is a card that has been dealt. Leave

Poems
Today I shed a tear for you, one I thought I would never shed. I looked into the mirror and wondered about what was said. I thought it was forgotten tucked away deep and safe, but it came to me today when I glanced upon your face. My love and admiration I thought was clear and bright, but I guess in the heart of sorrow it could not been seen in such dim light. Where once hope and longing lay, lay dread, fear and pain. Hopefully in time I can find that hope again. I wrote some words down once, I thought that made it clear. You have always been that special friend I always held so dear. My heart holds fast, my love holds true rarely do I open up the way I've done with you. But in the end it happens just the same. In the end our own happiness is always the treasure that we wish to gain. The cost to us can never be replaced, and we always seem to lose, for that once special gift we give up was the better one to choose. Dr. Nibbles fat and round chubby face hands like a clown lau

Poems I Wrote
Why not I dont exist so why cant you resist me and twist me in to a shape that you want me to exist in outside of the box its hard to view in when its closed in the end it was just friends in the end it was makebelieve in the end it was a twisted fanasty come to life I was hidein away from the world to see cause I didnt want to be showen off and claimed for a little while i was the light shined through I was hidein so no one would know who i was so they wouldnt find out the disapoitment of my realization is now that was it all worth it hell yeah it was I am not even talked about except behind closed doors outside its just friends one fiends for the other only to get shut out hell yeah thats why i am confused. Pain! Nov/1/05 Why am I alone with this pain in my heart? I thought I had friends! You know the one's that call to see how your day went or just because? How about ones who call to see how our feeling or doing after

Poems Wrote For My Daughter
Hole. Sep/11/05 There is a hole in my heart You can not see it but it's there. A hole so deep it hurts But it doesn't show. Sometimes it bleed's But you can't see it Till it's to late And I've let go. This hole in my heart Will not be filled till You say the words I long to hear. I LOVE YOU MOMMY! Wish. Sep/11/05 There isn't a day, Something Or someone goes by I don't Think about you. The things I hope for, The way I imagon you turning out Your eye's how bright they were The first time I held you, Yourbig smile when I sang to you. The thing's I wouldn't do to got back, back to that one day in time. To beable to hold you again And tell you everything is all right. To tell you how much you mean to me. How I wish with my whole heart and soul I could tell You everyting is all right When you were scared or lost And needed help to find your way. I wish I could h

A Poem Wrote By Me
Your Friendship adds... Beauty to my life!" "My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me." "My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me." "Friends are like stars, you can't always see them but you know that they're there." "I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends." "A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart." Friends are the roses of life... pick them carefully and avoid the thorns!"

Poem-intertwined~
Those Dark eyes,that handsome face-Leave me reveling in moments that I cannot erase-You looking down from above me-Is a branded visual continue to see-Your hair falling across my skin-Your touch is the sweetest sin-My body tingles,I feel like Im on fire-You tell me to look into your eyes,As I feel your desire-You literally lift me off my feet-Then you whisper take a breath my sweet-The sounds you make as you come inside-Leave me feeling sensations that cannot be denied-There is a fire coming from within your soul-Consumes me from the insode out,and has take me in whole... Dark angel , what shall I do = My dreams are haunted by the image of you = Raven hair, deep brown eyes = blackened soul, that hides behind a smiling disguise = You keep your feelings locked up safe inside an inner wall = Afraid to open your heart, your fear brings your downfall = I want to wrap my arms around you, hold you in a close embrace =  Kiss you softly on your cheek, transport you to another place = My Dar

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~*~ A Warrior Lost ~*~ Grand Father, White mans being destroys Life itself. A warrior once strong in Heart, Mind, and Spirit. Warriors with Honor and Pride. Through White mans exissence and Laws. Fate to a Warrior brings Existence. A Warrior bows his head in Dishonor, A strong Heart, but Spirit lives. A Spirit with life like the Eagle. Powerful, Beautiful, and Graceful. Knowledge and Wisdom like the Owl, but Above all Free and Ones Self. As his Spirit the Great Heavens, A New� Life into his Whole Being. Like the Eagle a Warrior years for Domain of new Horizons. As the Warrior gives of himself To the Fate creates his Destiny. He Fears nothing, defends nothings. As the Warriors Spirit Soars Past the Eagle to Freedom. Have a great day......................................"SheWarrior" Thx girl :) Friends Body: Friends are the ones that are always there, Whenever anything gives you a scare. They'll be there when the road gets rough, They see you throu

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The wetness of my swollen kiss. Erotic abandon to places of bliss. Touches my softness the lightening does bring. The erotic desires together does sting. My heart does cry with thoughts untold. With you my knight the world unfolds! As darkness falls it screams her name, Caressing her gently with fallen rain, Erotic abandon to pleasures pain, Enraptures my heart to my dying day!!! YOU ARE MY HERO, FOR YOU I'M IN FEAR COME TO ME SOFTLY, IT'S YOU I HOLD DEAR THINK OF THE LAUGHTER, THINK OF THE TEARS COME TO ME SOLDIER, I WAIT FOR YOU HERE. SOLDIERS OF KINDNESS, IT'S YOU I HEAR I'VE TOLD YOU I'M WAITING, I'VE TOLD YOU I'M HERE I CALL TO YOU SWEETLY, I STILL WAIT NEAR I WILL BE WAITING, FOR YOU TO RETURN I LOVE YOU MY HERO'S, I WILL FOREVER LONG COME TO ME GENTLY, BE EMBRACED IN MY ARMS PEOPLE ARE WAITING, FOR YOU TO COME HOME JUST REMEMBER MY DARLINGS, ME CALLING YOUR NAME COME TO ME QUIETLY COME TO ME WHOLE I LOVE

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Friendship You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. In the End So this is how our story goes, he left me in the middle of a poem and the plot was so thick with passion that my pen still won't let go I'm struggling to stay sane inside this maze of wonderment, but I want to throw things around my heart aches to kick and shout until someone tells me why people of

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I wanna be the girl you point to and say thats her I wanna be the girl you cant get to sleep thinking about I wanna be the girl you leave the party to go see I wanna be the girl you call to say i miss you I wanna be the girl you hug just to smell her purfume I wanna be the girl you kiss just to taste her lipgloss I wanna be the girl you tell your friends about I wanna be the girl you touch just to feel I wanna be the girl you cuddle just to feel her breath I wanna be your girl forever ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a piece of my mind --- ..if you see me walking with someone else, it's not because i want to, it's because you weren't brave enough to walk beside me. if you see me smile, it's not because i forgot you, it's because i got tired of crying over you. if you see me living again, it's not because i've moved on, it's because i hate the fact that you can live without me. so if i fall in love with someone else, it's not because i wanted to, it's bec

Poems For Me
To My Sue A wonderous love, mother, and friend To you these words I do send On dark, grey days you bring bright, shining light No more lonliness and sorrow in bed at night The sound of your voice brings a smile to my heart Such a strong connection right from the start How I long to hold you in my arms and feel you To smell your skin, and know you're real and true So much compassion and sincerity Not from pity or charity Truely you are an angel sent from above You've given a broken man hope for love You are so beautiful from the inside out Of your meaning to this life, never should i doubt I've grown to love and need you everyday Your words and laughter fulfill me in everyway They haven't invented the words yet to describe this Every moment we're apart, your soul i greatly miss Be content and confident in your value to this life Never could I ask for a better and sexier CT wife Written by Randy Best aka IMDBEST1 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/715801 I think

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Im told im awesome im told im great but why must I feel all of this ache for those 5 little words that I always hear the ones that I will always fear these 5 little words that bring nothing but pain I feel as tho im stuck in the rain just once I would like it all to be right but they come back again SORRY YOUR NOT MY TYPE The heart always knows who you like always knows who I love even when my mind don’t Never losing sight of who is dear just doesn’t want too tear Although its the one that makes the tear fall from my eyes ever fast I’ll don’t know why it acts in the crazy way that it does and never will Easy to get close and then easier to take it and brake it into pieces When the time is your time it will show you the right sign to follow Till then we will date, fall in love, get hurt, cry, then go back for more And noone can say that I am wrong for the truth is........ i’m right Although everyone wont admit it at first but in time we all do The

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Poems By My Daughter Lissa
you think you know it all you think you are so smart im told im so dumb but i know thats not true you may be smart but you dont know it everything you have to be bad at something no one is that smart thats say half of being smart is knowing what you are dumb at if you dont know than you are not all that smart you dont know everything that you say you know all about me you dont know what i go through i not what it seems i guess you dont know that now are you it may seem like everything is fine but you dont know im not always happy like you you think youre not smart but youre not dumb you are perfect the way you are you dont have to be smart just be yourself dont try to know me you say you want to leave you can't take it my life is out of control you don't know what to say you are afraid you might hurt me I say leave if you want make up your mind I can't deal with it you want to leave but you stay you say good bye but you always come back you

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I'm sorry, that I can't be perfect, In your distorted sight. I'm not sorry for begging you to stop, Screaming at you with my pleas and cry's. I fought to keep my dignity, Pleaded within myself. I don't understand why you did the things you did, Why you thought you had to put me thru this hell. I wanna just close my eyes, And picture myself running away. And maybe just maybe, when i come back, everything will be ok. But i know it won't, that the pain will still remain. I'm trying to be strong, But its so hard to do. I've gotta figure out how to go on, And try an deal with this too. I'm pleading for your help Lord, I need you now more than ever, Please tell it its gonna be ok, And let me know its gonna get better. Chains of compassion, chains of truth. I'm longing in life, to know what to do. I feel like i'm running, from here to there. I wonder, when will anyone ever truly care? About the choices in life that we must make. How much love do we give?

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I had to write this one in Sociology one year, but it's still not bad. Shoved away pushed out Nobody really cares Skin Colors diffrent that's what's wrong They give me no real chance Looked at weirdly all becuase of a color what's wrong with being diffrent? Blamed and shamed my religion is mine why do they care? I don't want to force them into it descriminated for what? A minor diffrence? I don't see why I'm wrong, but apparently they do because they won't give me a chance they said I've broken down today who cares what they say today I can't cry nor can I breathe my memory is slipping away and so are my dreams my life has goone so wrong where did it turn though? Today I can't cry nor can I breathe They said I've broken down today who know's maybe their right but who cares what they say my memories are slipping away and so are my dreams Today I can cry But I can't breath They said I've broken down today I think their right why can't we mel

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I walk the line Traveling in time I walk that line Wishing I could define the message of sublime I walk the line Trying to understand ones mind I walk that line Aways testing to see what is mine When its time I will fall off that line But not second before my time Mr.Death you keep that in mind When you think ist my time For I will be kicking your ass all the time if you move my line Being young and week mind, I got in to a 12 year marriage that should have never taken place.. Here is a poem that came out of me at the end.. Midnight Train Do you see my words, can you see my pain Can it be like getting on a midnight train Leaving something in great vain Traveling on the plain through the distant rain I sit and look out the window pane just to see what I left in vain maybe just in a hurry to blame in the hopes to leave with no shame or is it to strain my brain just to get on that midnight train. Being age and week mind, I got in to a 12 year marriag

Poems I Wrote
this poem is called "us" and i wrote this on 1/11/06. and this is also to that special someone. sometimes im at a lost for words, i just cant describe, what your making me feel inside.. its such a good feeling, to know that theres, some one, like you, that cares alot for me too.. so far so good, we can talk about anything, from serious shitt, to bull shitt, and its all good, to me and you.. i like the way you carry yourself, and your great attitude.. i like that you dont get mad easily, over petty shitt like, other guys i know do.. i like that your close, with your brothers, your mom, and your grandparents too, cause im close with my family too.. i like that your hard working, and you always tell me, what your about to do.. i like that you keep me updated, it seems like im there with you.. i like when you describe, what your wearing or doing, cause i can just close my eyes, and visualize.. i love waking up and, seeing the words,

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Can I meet your heart? I want to know the inside Not the out I want to see the real you I want to know all the good you do I need to see the scars within I want to see where you have been Whether good or bad Whether happy or sad I want to see the inside of you I want to know the heart aches you have been through Don't be afraid My love will never fade I will always love you no matter what And your privacy I will never invade Just show me who you really are I want our relationship to go far Introduce me to your heart If you do, we will never fall apart. Can I meet your heart? Two friends She touches his heart like no other, a love he wants to discover... a friend to him from the very start, so much he doesn't want to break her heart... Feelings are growing every day, wanting to express and simply say... whats on his mind and what is real, for a friend ; whats true he feels... Happiness shines among st the two, togetherness lies a glow so t

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A Letter To GOD by Jayma God i pray each night about my love that is now gone and how i need him back in my life i don't know if my prayers will ever come true so i thought this letter was the best thing to do So you could make my dreams come true God i cant seem to understand what should i do? When the love of my life is in love with someone new I cant seem to go on I'm sitting here waiting for him and i feel like a fool he has left me and i don't know what to do What do i do? when a love so true is gone out my life? how can i sleep knowing he wont come back in my life God you have forgiven me for all my lies and sins all i had to do was confess them and that was the end But i confess them to him I told him my lies and sin after i told him the truth our love that was true came to and end He could not forgive me oh lord i just don't understand why after all we had he doesn't want to give us another try Lord i just don't kno

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Wait A Minute... by Eirisa I remember holding you for the first time In disbelief God created you as mine Never in this world can I describe this inexplicable joy Giving birth the day I met my baby boy… But time has passed and my baby has grown He has got this personality and mind all of his own He’s starting to eat solids; you should see him walk along Getting heavier by the day as he grows big and strong… Those days of nappies and tears, thought strange I do miss it And think to myself please could you just wait a minute? I remember touching my belly in awe and overwhelmed In fear and excitement at what the future held In his eyes I found a love that I had never known before No one I loved more or was willing to sacrifice everything for… Never want my baby boy to have to struggle through I would sell my soul if that’s what I had to do To show him the world and all its beautiful things Ensure my boy has only the best of absolutely everything… The pride is unc

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This is dedicated to all the beautiful women both on here and whom I know....Love you all Below are just a few, go say Hi and show them fu-LOVE!!! She (Tous Les Visages de L'Amour) Elvis Costello Written by Charles Aznavour and Herbert Kretzmer She may be the face I can't forget The trace of pleasure or regret Maybe my treasure or the price I have to pay She may be the song that summer sings May be the chill that autumn brings May be a hundred different things Within the measure of a day She may be the beauty or the beast May be the famine or the feast May turn each day into a Heaven or a Hell She may be the mirror of my dreams A smile reflected in a stream She may not be what she may seem Inside her shell.... She, who always seems so happy in a crowd Whose eyes can be so private and so proud No one's allowed to see them when they cry She maybe the love that cannot hope to last May come to me from shadows in the past

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Not a red rose or satin heart, I give you an onion, It's a moon wrapped in brown paper It promises light, like the careful undressing of love. Here; It will blind you with tears, like a lover It will make your reflection a wobbling picture of grief. I am tryig to be truthful Not a card or kiss-o-gram I give you an onion Its feirce kiss will stay on your lips, Possesive and faithful as we are, For as long as we are Take it. Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding-ring, If you like, Lethal. Its scent will cling to your fingers, Cling to your knife You meant so much to all of us You were special and that's no lie You brightened up the darkest day And the cloudiest sky Your smile alone warmed hearts Your laugh was like music to hear I would give absolutely anything To have you well and standing near Not a second passes When you're not on our minds Your love we will never forget The hurt will ease in time Many tears I have seen and cried They

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Against all odds ill be with you threw the rain or shine. light or darkness. Against all odds i will love you. threw the good or the badd. The passion or the pain... Against all odds my love for you will succed.. no other will steal me away from ur love.. Against all odds i will call you mine, but at the same time remind that you are not an item, you are not property, but you are a human being. And in my eyes you are the 1 who holds my heart close. the person i trust with my life and my love. Against all odds, the love we have is immortal... when you leave i have a memory of your face. A mother holds her newborn son for the first time,she looks down at him and rocks him back and forth,back and forth,says I will love you forever and like you always and for as long as I live you will be my baby...he grows and is now 2 yrs old,he takes all the books from there shelves,emptys the fridge and flushes his mothers watch down the toilet,she says this kid is driving me crazy:b

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All my life I have been searching for my dream. A dream of hope, love, and Friendship. But as faith would have it. Mistakes would always reign supreme. But what I saw in you was like a gleam. A gleam that came from your pretty brown eyes. They say that beauty is only skin deep. But you have that inside and out. And I figure out. That you also pack the heat. The heat that make me want to take a seat. And try to breath. Because of that gleam from your pretty brown eyes. Know one wants to be alone. I know that for sure. But what I've seen between me and you. Is like a flowers bloom. Or a full moons beam while we walk on the scene. But like a full moons beam it seems to be of that gleam from your pretty brown eyes. When I look into those pretty brown eyes I see a girl who is to beautiful for anyones eyes to see. Because know one can be perfect as thee. Not even me. And as far as I know it your love is something that can only be deserved by god. I bow to you my goddess my queen. For that be

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Thank you Firestar...this is a poem a friend wrote for me:) by Firestar~Queen of Darkness~ Lil Hoochie From DownUnder Lil hoochie from downunder…. Let me tell you a sweet story about the finest, yet the hottest lady living downunder. She so fine that rain will not rain upon her day, But her beauty is well know about the land of the great downunder. Eyes that will burn like liquid fire. Lips that are like morphine, But all men want to dare to her wicked kiss. Story goes…. To lay your eyes upon her beauty is like feasting upon the sun to where You would lose your mind. Lil hoochie from downunder…. She got what it takes to make a man‘s…. Blood boil like hot water on a stove, Heart bursting like firecracker on the fourth of July. She got the sweet alluring sway about her walk that makes…. The men fall to their knees for mercy. Lil hoochie from downunder…. Sweeter than honey upon a rattle snake meat. Hotter than a brewing day upon Texas. Lil hoochie knows what she

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sins, grins, and redemption Category: Writing and Poetry should i regret the things i've done? should id still love myself? so many years i've acted then cried, put morals on the shelf. i've earned my reputation. i wish that it was proud. redemption seems to far away the screams have been to loud. in gods eyes i'm forgiven but in mine is it true? i sacraficed who i had been and gave it all to you. I know it's unforgivable a never ending trial but what i've done is what i've done and you wont tell by my smile... I love you Category: Writing and Poetry You know you take my breath away You have a thousand times That’s how I know your right for me But I know my love is blind You know that when I look away I still see your eyes I would look at all the good Through 200 of the lies. I never want to picture me With out me in your arms I never want to be away Through all the love and harm I’ll always be your baby g

A Poem I Just Read...
Love is not about what you can get But how much you can give Its not about giving up But holding on Not about how you say I love you But, How you should show that its true A sad thing about life is that when you meet Someone who means a lot to you, only to find out In the end that it was never bound to be, and You simply have to let go The best thing about loving and being hurt Is that you get to know what true love really is For as Gold is tested in fire, so will love be Perfected in Pain Love is not about finding the right person, But Creating a right relationship. Its not about how much Love you have in the beginning, But how much Love You Build till the End Anonymous God isn't that the truth.

A Poem I Wrote....
To wake up next to you every morning would be pure bliss, to feel your hand all over my body and your warm sensual kiss. To be able to see you smile and look into your eyes every day, would be like the sun shining brightly and chasing all the clouds away. To be there when you've had a hard day at work, to be able to sooth your body and take away all the hurt. To explore eachothers bodies, and travel to realms never known, instead of picking up the phone and hearing the dial tone. To be with you every day. winter, spring, and fall, to do more then just daydream while looking at your picturs on the wall. This is only the beginning of what I want for me and you, can you make these things a reality or will they never come true?

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falling fast into the darkness wishing someone would grant my last wish as i fall i see what i used to be as the sweet innocent little girl everyone would see could this be a dream then why dont i wake up wen i scream i lay here silently listenin to everythin so quietly wishin to be saved from this place i call my grave where i scream into the nite not because of fright not just because of the wish of keepin the ones i care for but mostly the wish for rite one to walk thru the door feelin alone missin u wishin i could tell u wat u mean to me crying on the outside dyin on the inside just wishin u wouldnt go wanting to tell u everything but i kno i cant not understandin how u could just leave and not come bac one more time to say goodbye so here i stand with a blade upon my hand ...... a deadly silence falls over me one i can not break alone all i can do is wonder why do i do the things i do why do i result in m

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In fitful amnestic slumber consciousness infiltrates. Halogen beams pierce new vision hearkened into the world. Icy cold grips causing howls of resentment. Anguish of peace lost never to be gained. Shunned from acceptance, apathy clenches the soul. To be forgotten by time with crimson ichor, streaming from azure orbs. Never submitting to conformity of mass, walking the brambled path never to be wanted. Mocking laughter peals through the acrid and stunted mindscape. Flashes of fury split the sky, with a torrent of loss pouring from the war torn horizon. Salvation at the end of leather, cowardice trickles down the spine, the love that was never missing warming the night. Drifting in the sea of bones mulling towards the end. Soul of the heart sundered by the superficial trappings of the damned. Again alone, angst and depression huddling together seeking death that will not come. Doomed to be forever alone? Time stands still.

Poems I Wrote
in my reality you will see darkness and pain beyond all belief step into my world its fun in here dont mind the cuts they help with the pain words are not enough to make you understand ill have to show you just take my hand ill lead you below deep into my cave dont be scared ill be your slave only for tonight til the moon sets with light tomorrow i will hate you like i hate me i have a real problem with people people who think they are better then me to each his own i do agree im evil because im not like you aways a reason to blame me i did nothing to you i hurt you in no way you like to say that you hate me because i dont see things your way different beliefs you hold against me not trying to understand you dont care to comprehend the day will soon come we will all be the same judgement for you judgement for me who will be held the highest at fault those who hated and

A Poem I Wrote
I have drugs down my throat, and cuts on my wrists, The is so dark, in the corner I sit. All my friends are gone, as I cry a black tear, I soon start to wonder, why I am here. Is it for the torture? or all the pain? I can't find the answer, to keep my sane. I'm lost forever, in my scary life, It can't get any worse, since I play my life like 2 dice. I walk into my kitchen, I see the silver knife, The shiny blade stabs through me, And it ends my life.

Poems Of Mine !!
every day she is on my mind . yet she is still without me, and worrys . my thoughts and dreams are with her always. i pray for her everyday. she knows i love her, but there is always something between us. her voice calms my nerves and her eyes melt my heart. tears come to my eyes and a smile comes to my face, when she is on my mind! YET! SHE STILL HAS DOUBTS ! why? SHE IS MY EVERYTHING! you are my calm in the storm I call life. you are my reason for carrying on my silly way. you are why I awake everyday and face the day. you are the piece that makes my life whole. you are what my dreams are made of. you are the light in all my darkness. you are my sunshine when my day goes gray. you are all my hopes and dreams. you are the one that loves me most. MOST of all YOU ARE you and that why I love you! When life creeps up on me and I feel in need, all I have to do is think about you. I need you just as much as you need me, your the one that shines through.

Poems
Sisters and brothers Grow up to be fathers and mothers. No more fighting But forever writing. Can they make amends And become friends? When one dies The rest look to the skies. They are still living But can they be forgiving? We all need a reality dose And become close. For we never know When its our time to go. Now we must pray try to have a nice day. We must give up our attitude and have some gratitude. Published 1996. Written by me after my sister passed from cancer. Please ask before copying. Thanks Brew Now I believe I don't want to leave He's slowly getting to my heart so why should I part? We'll still be friends I'll just make amends. She only wants him To hang on by a limb. She doesn't want his heart So why can't they part? Remember, they did have a kid. For whom his love is strong Why did it go wrong? I do have feelings My mind is reeling. We must show affection because nobody has perfection. Our affection will stop while we are at

Poem "goodbye"
Just how I feel tonight... The most difficult thing to say is goodbye You try to go on but all you do is remember and cry You will not forget the good times we had Miss me you will and make you sad I am sorry to be blunt and point out this But even now you crave for my touch and a kiss You think how cruel this word can be But it did allow you to fall in love with me I hate to dwell on the things of the past An impression I made on you that I know will last Throughout the rest of your life My words cut you like a knife One day take a moment and think of me The poet, the lover, the man I used to be

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Desconcertante es no saber lo que a tu lado me esperará mañana, si seguiré siendo de tu corazón la preferida, si tal vez no soy la que buscabas. Si no he sido la mujer que lleno tus ansias locas solo dimelo no te calles por no herir mis sentimientos, prefiero la verdad a vivir una mentira. Por ti hoy yo siento es algo que no esperaba pero en el corazón no se manda y el mio por ti va suspirando, si tu no sientes igual yo lo entendere al fín y al cabo no había compromiso. Prefiero el amor que me halla yo ganado, no uno por pena, forsado y mucho menos regalado. Quiero amor sincero uno que del corazón halla brotado. Si asi no es el tuyo dejalo callado, guardado que como se curan con el tiempo las heridas sanará también mi corazón por tu no haberlo amado. Irma Iris Eres el lucero que ilumina mis noches, como dulce nota alivias mi sufrir, nuevo canto que alegra mi vivir, a ti completa me entrego sin quejas ni reproches. Tus ojos ne

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Can i count on you if i bow my head and pray can i trust the words you send and make it threw the day i need your guidence to piont the way because the path is not yet clear i NEED YOU to piont the way because of all my fear I was lost and all alone until i saw the light but i was saved by love alone because it shined so brite thank you lord for hearing my heart when it needed you the most NEVER GIVE UP ON LIFE OR YOUR DREAMS I walk alone on the beach out near my home im living with no one. im left on my own. my wife of ten years past away just last year and my heart is still heavy,and my eyes fill with tears. we bought this land to live out our lives but my heart is still empty missing my wife . i walk alone on this now empty beach i love my lost soul mate, i love wife . i look out upon her and take my last breath and i will join her in eternal rest So when you come calling here,s what youll read. we were so happy me and peach

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Ball-tight Wranglers and cowboy boots Redneck shirt, you think you're cute Confederate flag and a can of dip And you wonder why I call you a hick? A primer Ford truck gets you far You'll spend the rest of your life working on cars You dream of being the Marlboro man When you need to learn to spit in a can Senior in high school with a 5th grade education You're still obsessed with masturbation Stupid haircut and a stetson hat All this and a girl who's fat You have an incest disposition 'Cuz inbreeding is tradition As I lay me down to sleep, I hope you rot in hell, you creep. My life was fine before you came, Why are you so fucking lame? Your hair is stupid, Your memory stinks, Whenever we talk my intelligence shrinks. Your ranting is too much to bare, When will you realize I don't care? As I lay me down to rest, My sanity is put to the test. You go on and on, Like the Energizer bunny. You are so annoying, It's not even funny. People say your stupidity is a

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HANDWRITING ON THE WALL A weary mother returned from the store, Lugging groceries through the kitchen door. Awaiting her arrival was her 8 year old son, Anxious to relate what his younger brother had done. "While I was out playing and Dad was on a call, T.J. took his crayons and wrote on the wall! It's on the new paper you just hung in the den. I told him you'd be mad at having to do it again. She let out a moan and furrowed her brow, "Where is your little brother right now?" She emptied her arms and with a purposeful stride, She marched to his closet where he had gone to hide. She called his full name as she entered his room. He trembled with fear--he knew that meant doom! For the next ten minutes, she ranted and raved About the expensive wallpaper and how she had saved. Lamenting all the work it would take to repair, She condemned his actions and total lack of care. The more she scolded, the madder she got, Then stomped from his room, totally distr

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all my life iv been surrounded by the night walking in the dark moon light guilds my way for every step i make the grave yard is my place each stone colder then the last pitch black on this night with the lose of my sight i cause of the pain of others reather i know it or not thats all i am thats all i cause anger is all i feel hate is all i give not careing for others or tragic events as i look into the distance i see a light very bright but not so clear questions run throw my mind a new sight to behold my eyes my cuoristie gets the best of me as i run faster and faster the light is a person the light is the girl those feelings of anger are no longer there the hate still lingers for most of the world as time gose on she makes me happy words are spoken hours on end she is a light the brighest of them all and she is my friend this light is my happiness this light is my peace this is the light which i am banded from happiness,

Poem 1
Take my hand this way we'll go, Said the man above, I'll take you to a place of joy, Where you will find true love, If you let go, go on your own, But mistakes you will make, For many other ways there are, Which you are sure to take, When you feel that you are lost, All you have to do is pray, And I'll be there once again, To help you on your way, I did pray and just as said, He shined his light from above, That showed me the way down the golden path, That led me to your love. You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciativ

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~~~ WHY ~~~ why do people take things for granted? shouldnt people all be the same? why do people fall in love and then get hurt later on down the road was it ment to be? why do people hide pain deep inside is it what they were brought up to do is it what they only know how to do? so many questions in so little of time.... its sad........ ~~~ TEARS OF BLOOD ~~~ IT PAINS ME TO LISTEN TO THE SWEET VOICE LISTENING TILL THE RIVER OF BLOOD RUNS DRY, KNIVES STABBING DEEP IN YOUR CHEST ACHEING AS TIME PASSES U BY.. HOW THE HEART ACHES TO FEEL ONCE AGAIN,HOW IT ACHES TO BE BACK TO HOW IT ALWAYS BEEN, WHY MUST IT ACHE SO BAD..CANT IT BE FIXED? CANT THE ACHE GO AWAY, BUT WHY DOES IT STAY? JUST TO MAKE US ACHE EVERYDAY, TO MAKE US CRY AND NOT WASH OUR SARROWS AWAY .. IF ONLY TIME COULD REWIND AND MAKE OUR HEARTS NOT ACHE! FOR TEARS OF BLOOD RUN DOWN MY FACE..... ~~~ SCREAMING INSIDE ~~~ YOU KNOW I SIT HERE AND PONDER EVERY DAY WHAT IS GOING T

Poems
PROMISES BROKEN DAILY BACKS STABBED BY 2 FACES TRUTH TWISTED BY GOSSIP HEARTS SHATTERED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL LIES PROMISES KEPT DAILY 2 FACES BEING STABBED BACK GOSSIP TWISTED BY TRUTH HEARTS LOVED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL TRUTH AND YOU WONDER IF THIS WORLD IS FUCKED UP MY ANSWER IS...YES THIS IS A FUCKED UP WORLD!!!! Calling When night is calling could you resist? Resist the power that is calling? Say no to what your soul is waiting for? Refuse although your heart seems to break? Ignore the feeling that darkness brings? Stop refusing! Answer the call! Go out in the night! Maybe you´ll become what you wish for. Vampires are waiting... AUTHOR UNKNOWN In the dark No stars in the sky One light in the dark I can't see anything except my face Nobody heard me Nobody want to listen Nobody awake My voice just lose in the dark In their world I'm not alive But I'm shouting in the dark I'm shocking in the dark I'm hiting in the dark

Poems
Some days you seem so close like you stand right before me But then the next day you seem so far like each other we can't see, Each day is like a roller coaster with my stomach turning upside down You stand there looking but yet you don't utter a sound, I feel so confused and my heart is being torn at its seams And every night that I sleep you seem to linger in my dreams, Every time I look at you I forget all my thoughts And right then and there it's you that my heart has sought, Every time I hope it turns into something bad So for right now I'll stop thinking And maybe things won't end up sad. When you find someone you love It's hard to tell them how you feel,but even harder to explain it's real. It hurts so much to hear that person say, Im wrong to feel this way! What can I do? What can I say? To make you understand how I feel about you each and everyday! Is it that my heart skips a beat everytime you pass or how the walls around the heart came down with just

Poems To Me From My Fiance
I'm sitting here wishing, That you were here too, Then I wouldn't be lonely, And I could hold you. I wish I knew your voice, Then you wouldn't seem so far away, I want you beside me, Not tomorrow, but today. You're the one I think about, When I close my eyes each night, I imagine you lying beside me, Holding me close, so tight. I think of that day in the future, When you'll be close enough to touch, When I can whisper "I love you" in your ear, I never thought I could love this much. I long for the day we can hold hands, When I can kiss each inch of your skin, Hold you so close to my body, I can't wait for those days to begin. For once I know I'm where I belong, This love is just meant to be, Baby girl, all I need is you, You're the only one who lets me be me. This love makes me believe in fate, I know we're meant to be as one, Who cares what others have to say, I know without you, I'd be gone. People can think it's wrong, That two girls coul

A Poem I Hold Very Close To My Heart
WHEN GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR CELL PHONE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. ON OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE DROP OUR 3:00 A.M. PARTY PIZZAS ON THE FLOOR (WHICH WE'RE EATING EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT THE LEAST BIT HUNGRY), PICK IT UP AND CARRY ON EATING IT 6. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 7. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 8. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US 9. THE MAN WE'RE FLIRTING WITH USED TO BE OUR 5TH GRADE TEACHER. 10. THE URGE TO TAKE OFF

Poems
im ready!!! so far away yet so close together so many things falling apart the distance is far but not our hearts when we talk we seem so close yet we are still so far away all day long i wait to hear your voice so many things to say yet none gets said its like my mind goes blank all my words fade and nothings there everything inside me stops nothing with me is the same anymore many of my habits are gone the things i do now are all because of you i've figured out who the real me is you have helped me open my eyes and find something new now im me and im ready ready to be myself ready to be who i've been inside this whole time hiding inside,hiding from my fears, hiding from life now IM here and im not going anywhere IM READY...! What Happened To Us? Sitting here wondering What happened to us We used t be so close And then I look around and your gone I know I’m the reason why But I’m not sur

Poems
Accept The Shadows As good is to evil, death is to life. While during the life cycle, you are just a pawn for a bigger purpose. Yet, during the end of your days, you start to take a step down. Down the road of endless dreams, your mind wanders. Soon, your life will end, you have no control over this. Stepping out of the shadows, taking you. You are not living, you shall not be missed... As you have already been forgotten. All of your possessions, memories, and life, have been displaced. In this world, they have no knowledge of what lurks within the shadows. Once you have been assimilated, there is no turning back. Your mind is at a complete loss, nothing left to do but follow. And as you follow, there is no greater purpose. Just lurking within the shadows, preying on the unsuspecting. Though there is no real acknowledgment of your doings. Someone will find out, soon enough. And the field will be destroyed. No purpose for being, no reason to be existent. Slowly, you

Poems
FAIRY POEMS The Road to Fairyland by Ernest Thompson Seton Do you seek the road to Fairyland I'll tell; it's easy, quite. Wait till a yellow moon gets up O'er purple seas by night, And gilds a shining pathway That is sparkling diamond bright Then, if no evil power be nigh To thwart you, out of spite, And if you know the very words To cast a spell of might, You get upon a thistledown, And, if the breeze is right, You sail away to Fairyland Along this track of light. The Fairy Child by Lord Dunsanay From the low white walls and the church's steeple, From our little fields under grass or grain, I'm gone away to the fairy people I shall not come to the town again. You may see a girl with my face and tresses, You may see one come to my mother's door Who may speak my words and may wear my dresses. She will not be I, for I come no more. I am gone, gone far, with the fairies roam

Poems I Have Writen
Take Me With You One day a young man went for a walk and desided to go to the grocery store for a few things. On his way back to his house, a women drove by with her young daughter in the passenger seat and her new born son in his car seat in the back. As she came up to the rail road tracks, the car stalled. No matter how many times she tried to start it, the car wouldn't start. All of a sudden a train books down the tracks and starts to blow it's wistle. The young man drops his bags on the ground and starts to run to the vehicle. Before he could get there in time, the train colides in to the driver's side of the car, pushing it half way up the tracks. The young man gets up to the car and finds the mother and her new born baby boy dead. He then runs to the passenger side where her daughter was located. He notices the daughter was still alive. Just then the little girl ask's " Is my mommy and baby brother dead? " The young man answers " No sweety they are just sleeping very heavely,

Poems
There's a hundred years of history and a hundred before that All gathered in the thinkin' Goin' on beneath this hat. The cold flame burns within him 'Til his skin's as cold as ice And the dues he paid to get here Are worth every sacrifice. All the miles spend sleepy drivin' All the money down the drain, All the 'if I's' and 'nearly's,' All the bandages and pain, All the female tears left dryin', All the fever and the fight Are just a small down payment On the ride he makes tonight. It's guts and love and glory, One mortal's chance at fame. His legacy is rodeo And cowboy is his name. ©Baxter Black Life Must Go On.... By Cursed Cowboy Life can be cold and mean, Hurt and pain are your only friends. Tears run down my face Wishing you were here, Holding me tight and never let me go. But I know this cant be, We must part for now. Not forever you will see, A new day comes and a new sun rises. I will be there waiting, hoping,wishing, Soon you will se

Poem By Little Old Me! :)
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Cell walls built by society, With rules to obey. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying your mind? Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So

Poems
I would give up my whole life to be in your eyes To reflect my love upon that face The smile of perfection that lies on your lips, So wonderful your taste And I'd die just to be without torment, I would die to escape my own pain. But I'd live with it just to be near you. I'd go through it again and again. I have waited my life for this moment... To be with you for even a day. Because i know not to cry so often. Those tears I trust you'll kiss away. Never fear this world that may hurt you. Just know it's me who never will. So just smile and know that you have me... And just smile knowing our love is real. I gaze into my absinthe glass Emerald hallucination Drowns away my problems All troubles that I'm facing Liquify each moment Of torment, doubt, and sadness Feels so free and liberated Like no one has had this It seems just like it's night time And there's no light at all But then I let the sun shine in With bitter alchohol Flowing like a river Down my thr

Poems
I know why you hate me, because I dont have to be fake , because I take the things you're afraid to ask for, I laugh when I'm challenged while you bend and break, because I have the guts to say exactly what I think, the things that you wouldnt dare to, the things that would get you fired get me respect, I dont allow people to judge me by my cloths or my hair do, you hate me because you're a dime a dozen, they've seen a million just like you and you're all the same, where as people that havent seen me for years, every one of them still remember my name, you hate me because you have no balls, you cant even say what you're thinking, because I'll walk up to a woman and say what I want, things you'd only say when you've been drinking, go ahead and tell me, how many times have you seen me get slapped for it, NONE, and I have said plenty of stuff, but unlike you I dont have to prove shit, my attitude in itself is impressive enough,

Poems-adult
When I pull this trigger, all the pain will go away, no longer will I have to cry, it's not like you'll miss me anyway, When I pull this trigger, yes I know I'll go to hell, I know that life is just a test, I tried my best, so I guess it's just as well, When I pull this trigger, all this will finally end, all the sex doesn't matter, when I know I'll be alone in the end, When I pull this trigger, the light will be seen by my troubled mind, no longer will I have to search in vain, for a love that I wont find, When I pull this trigger, I will say my goodbyes, those few women I truly loved, loved to give me nothing but lies, When I pull this trigger, I will finally get to die, I only wanted the simple things, but I was still denied, so, goodbye. "If I die tonight" If I die tonight, would you miss me, if you knew you'd never see me again, would you kiss me, if I say I'm sorry now, would you forgive me, because I just cant take this life I'm liv

Poems
It's two am, you're still on my mind These sleepless nights leave me behind So I sit here waiting for dawn to come Thinking of the amazing things you've done I know things haven't been good for a while I've shouted at you, taken away your soft smile Taking all my anger and problems out on you I've felt so bad I haven't known what to do Yet you took it all, didn't even retaliate Even when my head filled with anger and hate You stood there for me, right by my side You told me that I no longer had to hide Even when I made up excuses to fight You understood, helped me to see the light You had faith in me when others walked away You have stayed by me every single day Even when I told you to leave me alone You sat close to me, making your care known You listened to all my words of pain You promised me the future wouldn't be the same This week has been full of tears and strain I've been so tied up in my problems and pain I don't think I've told you enough how I

Poems
After a year I turned the corner And our eyes caugt love's glance As with every time I see you, My spirit lifted up to dance. Delighted in your presence, Ecstatic at your vision, The unity that i feel, Can only be fates provision. Such a sense of oneness As we walked out into the night, The feeling of your beauty, Bathes like summer light. Longing has taught me patience, And love has made me wise, Life has taught that to be the best, Stand fast and never compromise. I have seen you for two years, And well happily wait plenty more, So that when I come home, You'd greet me at the door. So if the planet permists, We shall live as one, And everyday shall be a comfort, Like the warmth of the rising sun. Your eyes are as doves, That make joy in me to rise, And to have you as my wife, Shall be a lover's paradise. I messed up my future I pushed away my lover I wish she were my

Poem I Won 2nd Place For In H.s.
hello friends and all people i recently became single from a relationship that lasted 7.5 yrs until one day it all came crashing down and hit me like a ton of bricks i was devestated and shocked that someone can say they love u and then with out seeing it coming swoop down and rip out ur fucking heart and make u feel like gum or shit on the bottom of there shoe that is how my life was now i am getting up after being knocked down and almost out now i am finally able to feel better about myself because i have people like all u to talk too u make me realize hay you gotta put mistakes and misfortunes behind u and help urself and start caring about u first and everyone else secondarily so now i have lots of friends who are beautiful people and are non judgemental who indeed are friends and not putdowners or critisizers and like a person for who they and trust will be given back again once life is easier to swallow ty all again and to all a pleasant and safe night big hugs phil if anyone eve

Poems And Thoughts
Friendship is defined as the quality or condition of being friends As we go through life, we begin to see that things are not so black and white We begin to develop opinions, thoughts and definitions of our own We understand that there are words that carry a greater meaning A meaning that cannot simply be expressed by words The true definition of these words is known, not explained We learn the definition through not only words, but by actions Not only our own actions, but by the actions of others around us Friendship is one of the words that carries a much greater meaning We learn friendship by living life Every so often we are lucky enough to find a true friend Even less often, people are lucky enough to have a group of true friends True friends are people that will not judge you or your actions They will be by your side through thick and thin They will support you through good decisions and bad They will also let you know when you make a bad decision They are the

Poem - Rays Of Happiness.
Each morning and each brand new day carries its own emotions of days past. Pain or guilt of some long gone error... Love and elation of the new found light. As the days get longer and the sun shines brighter, the chemistry in all of us takes a new turn. The cold no longer seeps into my bones, the damp no longer hinders my joints, and the darkness no longer envelopes my soul. Blank faces of the last moon are now alight with promise and expectation. The dull flesh of autumns gone are now ablaze with ripeness and a new glow of inner hunger. Look to the fire that looks down upon us and see the wonder and life it brings to us all... see the tears of pain dry before the golden rays of hope. If the day seems to dull and you find yourself in the shade... look around you and absorb the colours that surrounds us all. Feel the sun baked earth beneath your feet and relish in this new born glory... for tomorrow could carry a storm! Happy dayz to all. Luke x

Poems
Tracking up and down the beach line, trying to find what is mine. I walk here and there throught it all, rain and snow, witer, spring and fall. Bouncing around from day to day, sometimes wondering to and fro in every way. The emotions wondering and running wild, sometimes its hyper, and sometimes its mild. Hoping everything is accomplished right, when it comes to the end of this journey's sight. Into and across my field of view you walked Once my heart was all scared with a mark It seemed I did nothing but be stalked Then and there a flame began to spark You looked into my eyes and my words were bloched The flames burnt up those big spots that were splotched Ive got a burning desire and its out of control Ive got a burning desire that only you can stop Ive got a burning desire raging over my soul Ive got this burning desire and its ready to pop Help me please quench this burning desire Show me the steps to take to still this fire Bring me up out of the sinking

A Poem
not that im looking for a boyfriend, but that is my new year's resolution. not to lose weight or something unrealistic, i need a companion, i dont get to go out much, im too shy to go anywhere by myself, and i hate seeing everyone around me blissfully in love. you dont have to reply i just need to get shit off my chest. thanks for listening. "untitled" Caressing my face, and twirling my hair you reach into my dress, to my underwear you dont take them off, you gently feel the silk and the lace, is this for real? you move your hadn upward, just under my breasts but slowly move back once more to caress your lips gently touch the nape of my neck kissing so softly, i feel a nervous wreck your hands hold my hips, and lightly raise high then back down low, to my inner thighs they gently remove my panties, real slow down to my ankles, then over my toes you take off my dress at an adequate pace over my head and my heart starts to race you kiss me some more from my breasts to m

Poems
Where do I go from here Now that you are not here to hurt me Nothere to get mad at me,if I want to go somewhere There is nothing left but cold lonely night Wondering if I can handle everythig now I'm on my now I'm wondering what I'm going to do now I'm not ready for dating quick yet I can,t handle haveing my heart shatter agian Sign:marion g. My heart no longer moves No more flutter or skip a beat When you are around You toke care of that When you broke my heart With your lies,alibis,drinking,women Thats all you care about you didn't see what it was doing to me,until it was to late Now you want me back thats not going to happen I'm not putting my poor heart threw that again M.G. I gripe a Pepsi and my Chocolate Sit down to listen to a sad country song on the radio Song remaind me of all the hell you put me threw I cry the blues when you left me I couldn't see pass the tears and the pain See

Poems-1
Other day I came across the letters you wrote me I sat down and read them And the tears started to flowing down my checkss They talk about our hopes and dreams What we wanted for our future But it didn't work out the way,we thought it should You were gone more and more I could not understand why Thought you wanted the same things I did I guess I was wrong about that We didn't have the faith to make it work That was so many years ago Time to throw out the letters And the memories that go with it Looking forward to better days With out you,good-by for ever Sign:marion g I was threw my jewlery box Found the wedding band you gave me The memories came flooding back Of all that you put me threw Pain and the hurt that I still feel Just like it was yesterday I started to cry I pick up the ring threw it cross the room Wondering how you could have done that to me I don't want you part of my life Now its time to pick up up the pieces Move on with my life

Poems
Beauty Being beautiful is being compared to the grandest things on earth, To the warm sunset...high majestic peaks...or a clear night sky. I do know this, I would not trade the beauty I have in front of me, For I have all the beauty I need. A beauty that rises above those majestic peaks. A beauty that gives the warmth of a sunset. For this beauty's eyes shine brighter than the stars in the heaven's skies, A beauty that is so special to me, You are beautiful. YOU ARE You are the sun That brings me light You are the one Who takes away my fright. When I fall You pick me up Wherever I go You bring me luck. You're not a dream You?re my dream come true And that?s why I'll always Be loving you. MAYBE THINGS WILL BE ALRIGHT YOU SEE A SMILE UPON MY FACE MY EYES ARE ALWAYS FILLED WITH GRACE BUT WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW IS THAT I NEED YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER MY LIFE IS FLOATING AWAY LIKE A FEATHER AS I SIT HERE ALL ALONE IN FRIGHT I WIS

Poems By Me
"Together" Don't judge me by my lokks. Don't reject me because of my body. Get to know me. Before you decide my place. Don't criticize my actions. Until you know the reasons why. Keep your mind open. Keep the hope of our love alive. Don't despise me without reason. Just give me a chance. To prove the good I have inside. Take time to discover. The feelings that I hide. Give me the chance I deserve. Look and see and you will find. The love inside of me for you. "The One" We sit on the beach so close in the sand, We're watching the waves and you reach for my hand. You turn to me and look in my eyes, The kiss you gave is no surprise. As we sit watching the sun set, I'm wondering if you are the one. The waves lick the shore Brought on by the tide, We laugh and joke as they chase us inside. We enjoy the warmth of a newly built fire. We sit in its gl

Poem For My Lover
This was another poem from my archive, from back before my fella and I were together...the good thign is, he still makes me feel this way with every touch of his hands... Making love with you..... is like music for my soul.... the way you make me yours and have all of the control. Making love with you... is like fireworks in my brain.... the way my body responds to your touch and sets my skin ablaze..... Making love with you.... it is like opening the dam to a rushing river the way you make me come alive. Making love with you... is like the ocean washing over me, flooding my body so deep and so strong with a passion as undying as the tides. Making love with you... is beyond anything I have ever known... and everytime we make love... it feels so right....like I am home. I wrote this poem over a year ago, back before my love and I were free to be together. It is just a little something special for him. A passion, a fire igni

Poem ~ Drowning Hopes
Drowning hopes The cold dead earth beneath my feet, the empty hearts that long to beat, twisted minds in search of games, futile thoughts for madness blames. Salty tears that fail to fall, deafened ears my echoed call, finding fear in friendly faces, lost and lured in familiar places. Softened speach with razor tips, the unformed words upon your lips, warming breath a whispered diss, sunken depths my own abyss.

Poems
I will bind you with My contract, wrap you in My arms, Please you with My contact, own you with My charms. I will seal you with My markings, store you on My shelf, Free you from all dark things, save you from yourself. I will find you in My presence, lose you in My midst, Breed you for My peasants, clench you in My fist. I will show you what you don't know, reshape what you do, I will take you where you won't go, take you black and blue. I will ask you but for one thing, give you nothing less, Break you down to nothing, then destroy the rest. What remains is pure submission, freely offered Me, In these chains of precondition, slave for life ye be Castle of Dreams I am a fair maiden with a castle.In my castle I am not hassled.There are many dreams in the castle. Streams of life flows a river to my heart. You can find souls of gold in all the ladys and lords. Lords walk with respect and dignity. You can find pagans dancing in delight. Brightest light shine

Poems / Lymerics
There was a young lady named Alice, Who used dynamite for a phallus, They found her vagina, In North Carolina, Her arsehole in Buckingham Palace. There once was a young man from Brighton, Who said to a young lass, "You're a tight'un!" She said, "Listen, Hon, You're in the wrong one. There's plenty of room in the right one." There was a young woman named Melanie, Who was asked by a man, "Do you sell any?" She replied, "No siree, I give it away for free. To sell it, dear sir, is a felony.

A Poem I Wrote Last Year To Kenneth
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly Happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you Deserve, Then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a Friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he Probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at Yourself A year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differen

Poems And Such.
Curled up next to the one you love Thinking to yourself She should be the only one That I am thinking of Wandering thoughts of this mystery woman Burning through your mind like wild fire It shouldn’t be this way you think to yourself The one next to me should be my only desire Is it lust for this woman that I feel Is it her love and affection that I seek Or is it just the passion that I know is there That I so desire to feel every where The craving unreal The desire too much Oh how I long For that sweet tender touch

A Poem In Memory Of Elaine
*When Tomorrow Starts* When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, All filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn't cry, The way you do each day, While thinking of the many things, We did not get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you; And each time that you think of me, Please know I'll miss you too. But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said a place was ready, In heaven up above; And that I'd have to leave behind, All those I truly love. I had too much to live for, So much yet to do. It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. When tomorrow starts without me, Don't think that we're far apart; For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart author unknown

Poems
Twinkle twinkle little star You should know what you are And once you know what you are Mental hospital is not so far. Are There Angels? It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I kno

Poems
If you could look into my heart you would see how much you broke it. If you could look inside my eyes you would see the tears forming inside. If you could look inside my sole you would see how much I cant trust you. If you could look inside my voice you could see the pain of talking with you. If you could look inside my mind you could see all the things I have seen that you have done. With all this said. Think of what was once said. Think of what was once read. Cant you see what your doing to me? Look into your heart. Look at me. Cant you see what this is doing to me? My heart is broke. My tears are hot. My trust is gone. the pain will not go away. The thoughts linger in my mind. Think of what was once told. Think of what was once done. Please make it all stop. I cant sleep. I cant eat. Just please make it all stop.... By:Angela Q. I will not cry for you anymore. I will not hurt for you anymore. My tears

Poems
Day turns to night Creeping in the darkness Four walls turn black Everything is silent Anxious to leave So scared to stay Noises in the shadows In a dazed state Everything is fading Demons all around me Why are they waiting Suddenly in a trance Cant think straight Black crystal ball Deciding my fate Skin getting so tense Hairs standing up Nothing is certain My time will be up Standing here bleeding Not knowing why In another room In another world I see things differently As if a second chance I open the door Light is to brite I take a few steps Just complete darkness Close my eyes Thinking its just a dream Open my eyes- the demon is me ....am i going crazy? Wanted alot Then got nothing Tried my best And lost the worst I may give up But i'll never give in Things are down Though I always look up Seen many things Desperate situations Becoming someone im not Will never happen A long life So many flaws

Poems
IN THE DEEPEST SHADOWS OF THE HEART In the deepest shadows of the heart A person can hide their darkest feelings Or their brightest thoughts, Only there can one run from the truth, Hide from the nightmares that this world can bring forth Where the nice can be ugly, the ugly are foul, and the wicked are your friends The truth in everyone will reveal it’s self for there is one place that no one can hide, A place where anything can happen, where life and death are one, yet no one can really die It’s A world of wonders, and despair, of light and darkness A place where people can fly, and fall Dreamz are the windows to their souls Without them they will never succeed, never fear, never be truly be happy or in love In Drakken’s Dreamz there are only the ones, who are willing to fly, Willing to trust, and willing to forgive for others mistakes. There no one falls, no one dies, but is carried on with in his heart His soul is not pur

Poems
Every word our of your moth is deseving How can I trust someone so vein How did I love someone so cruel All I ever wanted was you I did everything in my pwoer to have you I would have given myself to you I gave up so much for you This is how you repay meYou go and break my heart Boy you broke the heart of the wrong girl I'm not a girl to mess with Sad thing is I feel so hard for you I let you take advantage of me I won't stop you All I want is to hear you say I want you back I'll sit here forever waiting for you I'll let people pass me by As I sit down I waist my life away With time I will learnLove is fake The saying Love is like a knie to the heart Acculy means something to me Love is a lie Love is just ment to hurt you Time has gone by It just seems like a few days ago I got the message The message telling me he is gone In reality it's been a year It's finally sinking in he is gone He isn't coming back The guy who helped me survive The guy who had eve

Poem I Wrote
Why does my heart break so? Can you heal my broken heart? I sit on daily basis wonderin why it huts so. Can you tel me why love? Life without you seems to hard to bear without you in it! I feel my heart is being torn from my chest, Love it feels like am torn apart like a torn piece of paper. How is that you sit by love, watching me wither away like rose in the summer heat. My love, I have thought and wondered why you leave me in such a state? I live my very life wondering, if you still love me? Does it matter,if I hurt? Does it matter,if I cry? Does it matter,to you when my life is at its smallest tormoil that it is huting me! Does it matter to you,if i died tonight. Does it matter to you,i was in tears over you. Does it matter to you,if life is on its end. Does it matter to you,how you make me or make life feel to me. Does it matter to you,if i was sick and not able to do anything? DOes my life matter to you at all? I sit and think of life without you It

Poem Written By My Friend..king Drago
You scored as Dragon, Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Mermaid75% Dragon75% Faerie67% Angel58% Demon58% WereWolf50% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Marines, Semper Fi. You are a true Marine. You are the nation's most devastating fighting force, barring Special Forces. But your place was not easy to get. You endured the harshest basic training of any Armed Force to get where you are, and your reward is the respect and admirat

A Poem
Who is this man? Glimpsing into my world, trespassing, as if, in some strange way, he believes he belongs here. Who is this man? Challenging my protective barriers and with arrogance, dares to approach the fortress of my heart. Who is this man? Violating my laws, running his fingers through my soul, and savagely raping my mind. Who is this man? Extending his hand, shining his soul at me, and with unwavering audasity, taps my shoulder in a provoking attempt to gain my audience. Who is this man?

Poem To My Grand Mother
GRANDMA God needed one more to fill the empty space, he looked around the world and saw your sweet face, when you stopped breathing, we knew you were gone, you went so peacefully, so we knew you chose the right home, we knew your skies weren't so blue, and the roads were getting too tough for you, but you fought that fight, and you did the best you could do, the best part was you didn't die alone, the day God brought you home. We Miss You Grandma

Poems
In a moment of silence I sit and wonder off into space deep in thought thinking of what life would be like without you. In this brief moment of time which seemed like an eternity in between vast universes, my mind overflows with many thoughts of me living in this world misserably without you. I see that life without you in it, feels as though i am sprinting full speed non-stop for 10 minutes straight and I am out of breath. Not knowing when I will regain my normal flow of breathing my lungs burn. I feel that without the love of you keeping my heart at steady rhythmic beat full with harmony. It is like I am at the bottom of the ocean rapidly floating upwards with no scuba gear. The faster I rise to the surface, the faster my lungs continue to shrink inside my chest and becomes harder to breath. As life without you feels like the strength of the ocean applying massive pressure to my brain squishing it like an accordian in a polka concert. I am living life as a super human bei

Poems Of Him
Years pass me by in minutes Without you by my side Everyday I'm haunted By a love to strong to die I cant let go of this false hope I'll wait for you long after I'm gone In this life or the next,we meant to be together Everytime I close my eyes I see your face But in reality,your not there And though my fingers transpire the past The feel of your body is real for a moments grasp I still hear the echo of your laughter And words you spoke to me long ago Come back to me,clear as day Your memory is as real as you For I needed something to hold onto I constructed all the ghosts of yesterday Into today,and with me now,you'll forever stay You come to me,drunk as I remember you to be youvebeen looking for answers,in the bottom of your bottle,you drank away another dream,Now your looking for some comfort,the kind that can't be bought.You know I'll take you in,you know I'll I'll treat you right.And in each others arms,we try to take this road to nowhere,somewhere

Poem
The wind blows through the trees Making an erie sound as I walk down the deserted street I see you there Clad in the garments of your choice So strange, yet so familiar You look the same as the last time I saw you Bringing back memories of a time when you were mine Before you found her I try to hide before you see me To face you would be more than I can bear With one last sad look at your beautiful face I turn the corner And you are gone But the memories remain

Poem
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a medical doctor. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere. Y

Poems
**Needed** Still (nothing to do) Quiet (No sound) Alone (everyones busy, everyone but me) Wonders why I'm here Biting my lip (it's becoming a habit) Chewing my pen (must try to stop) Check my e-mails (AGAIN) Still nothing Waiting for the phone to ring (It doesn't) Re-arrange the paper clips (then put them back) Re-check my e-mails (pointless) Stare at my nails (chipped, must paint them) Doodle in the diary mind far away Was never one for drawing unhappy flowers litter the pages Wondering what do doodles mean? Am I sad? (not really) Am I depressed? (don't think so) Amy I bored? (VERY!) Ponders the meaning of life Phone rings Panic over I am needed afterall! **Emma Page, 24/4/07** **Becoming** Day Dreaming of far away places Distance between you and me You're still here I am not I'm not me anymore Reluctant to leave what I know Weary of being alone with the stranger I am becoming Scared of discovering who I am what

Poems I've Written
If sweetness could define The meaning of life Where would you and I be Just a memory Or something that withstands The very last moment we have in time People come, people go Who wants to be an average Joe Real friends stand together When times get tough That's why I count on you To pick me up if I should fall Thanks for being my friend Someone I can always depend upon To get me through to the next day I thank God for you Knowing your only a call away Just a simple hello speaks volumes to me So now a lamey down to sleep When I wake up in the morning I pray your still with me If I ever lost you My world would become bleak I love you now and forever until eternity Amen BY: William Burton Twist of fate.... The rage has begun What once was tolerable now has become extinct A ravine of great distance The storm begins brewing Nothing in it's path will be spared A clash between the old and new transforms time A break of the pattern You

Poems By Others(this Means I Didn't Write Them!)
Remember...a layer of dust protects the Wood beneath it. 'A house becomes a home when you can write 'I love you' on the furniture.' I used to spend at least 8 hours every weekend making sure things were just perfect - 'in case someone came over'. Finally I realized one day that no-one came over; they were all out living life and having fun! NOW, when people visit, I don't have to explain the 'condition' of my home . They are more interested in hearing about the things I've been doing while I was away living life and having fun. If you haven't figured this out yet, please heed this advice. Life is short. Enjoy it! Dust if you must ....... but wouldn't it be better to paint a picture or write a letter, bake cookies or a cake and lick the spoon or plant a seed, ponder the difference between want and need?! Dust if you must, but there's not much time . . . . with wine to drink, rivers to swim and mountains to climb , music to hear and books to read, frien

Poems
"O' Great Spirit, Whose voice I hear in the winds, And whose breath gives life to all the world, hear me! I am small and weak, I need your strength and wisdom. Let me walk in beauty, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. Make my hands respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to hear your voice. Make me wise so that I may understand the things you have taught my people. Let me learn the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. I seek strength, not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest ememy: Myself. Make me always ready to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. So when life fades, as the fading sunset, my spirit may come to you without shame." -Anonymous Lakota prayer Wandering through the violet mists of this landscape of the mind, voices crashing through the haze like the waves about small boat in a high sea, flashes of memory light the horizon, a rolling thunderhead of chaotic emoti

Poems
He He cries To himself When no one is there He tries To make friends But they just stare He flies In his mind To escape life's snare But no one cares that he cries to himself Because he tries to make friends but they just stare So he flies in his mind to escape life's snare And he cries to himself when no one is there

Poems
Left alone like a pet thrown away set aside by the road and its causing so much pain the hurt and the sorrow building up inside building up so much I just want to die I gave her my all, my everything sacrificed myself and she's letting me be abandoned and torn from the inside out it feels like my heart was ripped right out Torn from my soul and I'm left all alone nothing around here feels like home with the support of my friends I manage to live been abandoned by you...how can I live?

Poem For Best Friend
Hey homie we always been tight Down for each other since day one We've seen some hard times and had a hell of a lot of fun Smoked some herb and other stuff We really don't have it so rough We take the good with the bad Put it together and ride it all out It goes deeper than friends You're more like a brother No possible replacement Man you're like no other We been through shit and both get mad Seen each other happy and hella sad Both moved out of bad situations And I'd be damned look where they placed us We're living under the same roof Just like when we met Ain't that an odd coincidence But hell homie it's the shit I can't express the love I feel for you man But I guess that was all part of a greater plan You're my best friend This I hope you know I've got your back for all time And I know without a doubt that you've got mine From here until the ends of the earth I feel like I've known you since the day of my birth We've seen the rain and had our days in th

Poems
War Bombs explode And people die Screams fill The Smokey skies Bullets whizzing Past your head Sometimes you wish You were dead Suicide bombers Run the street And the earth trembles Beneath your feet As the bullet Pierces your skin You suddenly wish All this will end As she lays there In the casket Her corpse Is left behind Her soul is traveling To the darkness In the sky It started with love And ended with death Her body was shaking With all that was left Her dad always came home With liquor on his breath Her mom didn’t love her And did crystal meth They beat her And yelled at her Every single day This made her life Pitiful in every way Thought of suicide Ran in her head She constantly thought She was better off dead She took out an old razor Her mom used for crack And she thought to herself There ain’t no turning back She took the razor And cuts deep into the vein She could think of nothing Except the pain

A Poem From My Guy
Love you Waheed Thanks

Poems By Forgotten Memories
Title: Cries Out As tears fell like rain drops, his soul cries out. Like a spartan long since time forgot, he can show no emotion, no feelings, no fear, no joy, no heart break. He must learn to deal, not dwell on things that should remain in the past. His soul cries out begging for mercy, begging for forgiveness that is long time over due. He dwells in the past, things that have been forgiven but far from forgotten. He knows what has happen has made him the person he is today, yet still his soul cries. As he sleeps he can hear his own soul cry out, from this forgotten memories begin to surface. He feels as if he was drowning, falling deeper into the mist that is his mind. His soul cries out for resurrection, hopes of a better tomorrow. His soul cries out to resurface, to regain control. But he knows not when this resurrection will take place or when he'll resurface. All he does know is as tears fall like rains drops, his soul CRIES out. VCP 4/30/07 Title: As

A Poem I Wrote
Wishing Sitting here wishing Could things be better or should they be the same Life is always difficult but in reality it is always Wishing it would be easy but thats always a wish Wishing I was home again I miss all my friends want to have a fresh start could it be possible or not Guess I can wish for a better life with the ones I care about with new careers and lifestyle could that happen or not by: Kelli Snyder

Poems From My Heart
I wished for a good woman I got a woman good at ignoring me I wished for a loving woman I got a woman who loved only her priorities I wished for a dedicated woman I got a woman who ignored me to finish her work I wished for a passionate woman I got a woman passionate with her job and not me Then I stopped wishing and started looking to move on. Only to find out there are more like her out there. I wished for a good woman I got a woman good at deceiving me I wished for a loving woman I got a woman loving my money I wished for a dedicated woman I got a woman dedicated to my checking account I wished for a passionate woman I got a woman passionate with her climaxes only Then I stopped wishing and looking and built a wall up I hid behind things that were no longer there. Or maybe never ever were there to begin with. I made an excuse so fast; I could have imagined it had been there from day one. I sexed without emotion to hide my pain. I smiled all day to co

Poems Written By Me!
Darkened doors swing away Open up and show me the way Locks clang down to the floor As we crawl through the door Lead us to the path of light Make us in your perfect sight Keep me warm till dawn sets in and makes my blood flow pure again Breaths as deep as canyons low tears that stream and tears that flow Mindful cheers abound by few Who take a step upon the new Tired legs and broken heart tear me up and tear apart But silence is thy sword and stone To have to hold and be alone From a handshake to a wave from a thumbs up, good day To the everlasting hug of a friend From a tug on the shirt To a lift of the skirt To handholding that never seems to end I felt sorry for he The human that would be Stuck in the life turning sands I felt sorry for him Without any limbs And a pair of silent hands Remember when I held your hand And everything was at ease Remember when we talked again and you did as you pleased Forgetting then my broken sin liv

Poems That Help Me Grieve Over My Mom
I'm Free Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free. I'm following the path God has laid you see. I took His hand when I heard Him call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day. To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way. I found that peace at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void, then fill it with remembered joys. A friend shared, a laugh, a kiss. Oh yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow. I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much. Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief. Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up our hearts and peace to thee. God wanted me now; He set me free! "Happy Mother's Day" means more Than have a happy day. Within those words lie lots of things We never get to say. It means I love you first of all, Then thanks for all you

Poems
To My Best Friend This is for the greatest person that I have ever known. Being away from you for so long I am feeling so alone. With you I am so happy you keep my heart content. But I had to be a volunteer - so off to England I went. That is where I found my heart and how I feel for you. I try so hard to deny this feeling and I don't know what to do. I said that I would never again let someone take my heart. And here I'm sitting wanting you and hate that we're apart. Everyday you are in my thoughts, every night you're in my dreams. I can't believe what's happening, is this really what it seems? I know you're only wanting to be the best of friends, but I am asking you sincerely if it's your rule you'll bend. To take a chance to know me to let me share it all. And maybe one day very soon for me one day you'll fall. Our friendship we now have is something that I'd miss but maybe once we let go we will find eternal bliss. My Gift To You I live through

A Poem
This is a poem i wrote 11 mnths after my dad passed away It’s been 11 months And i still cannot believe you’ve gone Just when i think i’m coping Depression hits me so hard Time since your passing, gone so quick Will i ever adjust All the time we had I never really knew you So many things i never said You never knew my life Maybe you now know it all I hope you are at peace I miss you 10:30 She sits and thinks of what she's done Why did she hurt him so bad? She loves him so much It was one night of passion 10:30 He wonders why she did it Did he treat her so badly? Did he not love her enough? How could she do it? 10:40 One night of passion She has destroyed it all All that love,ripped apart Why did she do it? 10:40 He lays down,thinks about life He knows it's now time to sleep An eternal dreamless sleep He hopes she forgives him 10:40 As she lays down Her life flashes before her The lifeforce drains

Poems
I'd give my heart for that one soft kiss For that feeling of never ending bliss To feel that true love really does exist And to know love is not some dark abyss I'd give my heart to see that sparkle in your eyes Making them gleam like the brightest skies To be the one to cause your contented sighs And to know your love is true and not some disguise I'd give my heart to erase all your pain All the sorrow and heartache you always contain To give you hope that I will always remain And to know that your love is not given in vain I'd give my heart to be held in your warm embrace Knowing in your arms is my true place To know it's me that causes your heart to race And to know that your love I would never replace

Poems
I wake up bleary eyed My mind fuzzy wide The taste in my mouth Did something die? What's the day? How'd home find it's way? Wait, this ain't my floor... Do I have to work today? Where's my phone? Where are my keys? At least I still have... Nope, that's gone too What'd I do last night? WHO did I do last night? I roll off the pillow Aw, Christ, the drool... Who are you? On second thought, Don't wanna know I promise I'll call, really... Can you pass me my pants? And the bottle too No need to get up I'll see myself out. Open the door Sun hits my brain An angry golden roar Hey there neighbor... Come here often? Just one more nail I'm digging my grave and building the coffin. Back hand the pain away with a laugh and a smile Looks like a great day for rain... kung pao beef in summer window open exalting in the warm breeze dreading spicey flow through rectum

Poem From My Guy
for if you ever think of me, look at a star in the soft moonlight nights if it breaks form heavens and fall at your feet, know it well that it is a metaphor of my heart, and if it dose not break but how is it possible that you cast a glance and it dose not give away its life, forgets its existence? if you ever think of me, touch softly the gusts of passing breez and you will find me in the floating fragrance, look for me in the rose petals, you will find my reflection in the dewdrops. but if you fail to find me in the star , dewdrops or in the fragrance you will find me at your feet, in the dust covered pathways. and if you see a candle flame, know it well that I too, like a moth that burns itself, am scattered with the ashes, cast these ashes into the river my love, i shall travel to the oceans land on an unseen island and call your name. if you ever sail to the oceans, do stop at this island too

Poems
I need to take you in my armslet me hold you oh so close and tightour sighs rising high into the heavensrocking wrapped up in sweet delightYou know I'll never ever let you goI yearn to kiss your warm lipstill we melt blissful in love's wild firein a dance eternal, joined at the hipI want you to know my heart's pure voicehear me pour out my feelings for youto shout them at the boundless skyso strong, so deep, so clear so truelove's feast calls us to this momentno reason needed, for what we doI have a gnawing hunger in my soulalways aching for just a taste of you Soft in a cloud of feathers to cushion my weary head, troubles melt quickly into the darkness, a smile dances over my lips, eyes close, happy for you come to me in my dreams. Here I touch you, hold you close, in my thoughts I have you engraved, imprinted upon on my heart, my sanity, when you are gone. I wait, wonder how long will it be? How long, my love, until you are with me? I see the dark sky, laden with precious

Poem
A new friend wrote this for me and I had to share. Thank you again so much. Cunning Linguist@ CherryTAP I saw your eyes looking out at me from beneath your windblown hair and a dagger pierced my empty heart tempting me to care Are you so dark, so broken as you would seem to pretend or would you take my outstretched hand and choose to call me friend You really are quite beautiful and I wish you all the best for sparking something wonderful inside this old and empty chest

Poem And Other Crap I Write
Nail me to a cross, pronounce me dead, spear me- spear me again. You call yourself a friend. Kiss me on the cheek, seek it deciple. What is it you found- living in ground. Enslave me- enslave the one you love. Look in my face, forget my name. For when you die- what will you claim. Shamefull souls show all the shame, and yet you drive the nails. Evil provails. You turn your back, instead of fact, you pun- inspite the definition, that I'm your son. The reeper cloaks his hellish face, I state my case, and sign the book. The devil took,from the highest air. I guess God just didn't care. Spear me- spear me again. Double helix stairway of questions plage my mind, following this path ensue, suggests that they rewind. Constrain unmindful thoughts into, oblivious to what they do, But still these words show no remorse. Contaminating aguished course. I'm blind to see my sorrows source. The curling smoke of surpressed candles, caused by all your obcured sca

Poems
Our love can only be strong with the start of a spiritual bond with the words " I do " Our love can only be true And our hearts will beat as one Our engagement was started on Christmas day So why not start our marriage in a lovers way What's Love ? Love is the feeling that your heart stops, when you see the one you love. Love is the feeling that your heart beats faster than you think possible, when you hear their voice. Love is when you protect the one you love, never allowing anything to hurt them. Love is putting the one you love before all others. Love is putting the one you love before yourself. Love is never letting someone come between you and the one you love. Love isn't always agreeing,but seeing each others point of view. Love is talking things thru, not just ignoring a problem thinking it will go away. Love is saying your sorry, when you are wrong. Love Should be alot like the "Golden Rule" ... Do unto others as you would have done unto you .... You love ful

Poems
Friends by anthony rangel Every time I feel down I look around, I jus' look up and ur there to be found. Every time I cry, and I jus' don't know why, Ur always there to wipe that tear from my eye. Whenever I am in trouble, or jus' wanna be cuddled, I look up and ur there to keep me humble. Whenever I lose sight, and wanna find the light, Ur always there to make things bright. Whenever I call, cause I had a bad fall, I look up and ur there to cushin it all. Whenever I'm mad, and do things bad, Ur always there to make me glad. Whenever I'm around, and ur there too, I look up and smile at you. Whenever I think that its the end, Ur always there to be my friend.

Poems
I see you staring at me, but you never truly see, why I love you, oh, so much, when you're so out of touch. Feelings that we could have shared, you flung behind without a care. It seems so hard to let you go, and the process is so slow. I don't know whether I should stay, and waste another day away. I do know, though, that all this pain, will soon drive me insane. You don't feel me loving you, and you just can't seem to get a clue. You don't see me cry inside, and in you I know I can't confide. Yet still I find that you are blind, to things meant to be kind. You know nothing of my fears, and are unaware of all my tears. I know I really can't deny, things I feel as I look you in the eye. So who will help me make it though? Who will tell me what to do? How come every time I see your face, for me there's never any space? Maybe someday you'll see me differently, so until then, I'll be waiting silently. Words, words brought our first enco

Poem For The Dead.
I am not here, but do not cry. Do not waste your tears on the dead. I can not see them, I do not know you are crying. Save your emotions for the living. Tell your loved ones you love them. Realise what you have now before it is no more. Live life now, but not too fast please. Smile when you see a butterfly, fluttering in the breeze. Appreciate all the exciting, new experiences life has to hold. The world is full of wonderful and beautiful things: the first flower of spring, the warm summer sun, the wild colours of autumn, and the first snowflake of winter. When you are down and you think life can't get worse. When things don't go your way and you want to give up. Remember one thing! You have the magic of life. Don't waste it.

Poem
In the midnight moon the shadows reveal your face Amongst the darkness and turmoil I see only your grace When the light of day comes I know It will end Once again I’ll say goodbye to my greatest friend She glows with the wisdom of all the earth Oceans and mountains couldn’t compare worth. If she only knew how she shines to me To see what only I can see Across the depths of hell I’d go Just for one minute within your soul To be there in that moment Every breath is another towards the end Another moment without my friend Once again the moon comes out My chance to see what I’m about To get to sleep to see your face A face that noone can replace But soon the light of day will come I’ll step out once again alone But on my mind my friend will be On my mind for eternity So many believe that humans are defective, that we cannot achieve the level of perfection we desire. And at the same time others believe that humans are an example of perfection and that the world we live

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Our Lives Together Me and you, you and me, Oh how perfect that will be. While we’re young, while we’re old, It is you that I want to hold. No matter what, never fear, Because for you I am always here. Through thick and thin, we will always be, Because you are who I want for me. I loved you then, and I love you now, Even though my parents didn’t allow. I love you, and you love me, This is how I know we will be. The years have passed and here you are, With two kids, one in each arm. Its unbelievable how crazy our lives have become, But still, the fights and arguments are very seldom. The kids are growing more and more each day, It is going to be sad the day they have to go away. But don’t be sad , I’ll still be here, To fill your life with endless cheer. Once young and full of life, now old and praying we don’t die, But seeing your face everyday is what keeps me alive. I am here and your are gone, But your memory still lives on. But don’t be sad, just wait and

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Before I was myself you made me, me With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learning naturally: The mind assents to what the heart reveres. And so it was through love you made me, me By slowly stepping back to set me free. By Dimitri Shostakovich A mother's love determines how We love ourselves and others. There is no sky we'll ever see Not lit by that first love. Stripped of love, the universe Would

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Because of you In my room alone. I sit and wander.... What made me fall for you? Like thunder, like lightning You came to me and made me yours So easily. You smiled, you whispered.... Words that made no sense. But all that I could understand, Was that my life would come to an end. I would feel the pain, I would see eternity And it would all have been in vain. It was so quite all around me, My soul was almost lost for good. And then you came, And whispered softly; Remember LOVE...life is a game. I looked around and I saw nothing. Ohhhh......but that cool breeze, Reminded me of something. Reminded me of you my love I smiled and fell asleep With thoughts of happiness. The pain I had was gone for good. Because of you. Written in 2001 by Mara Drotar How can you be so happy and with one word somebody can make you cry....It hurts...I know...I also know that I have done it to somebody that I care about very very much...and i am really sorry...I hope he wi

Poems
I want to hate you, But I love you. I want to kill you, But I want to save you. I want to rip you apart, But I want to mend you. I want to scream, I want to call you names, But I want to wipe the tears away. I want to run, But I want to stay. I want to cry, But it hurts so I laugh. I want to fly, But my wings wont expand. I want to be free, But you refuse to set me loose. I loved you and you tore me apart I wanted to show you my world But you refused to open your eyes and you refused to listen to anything I had to say. I want to be free from you I want to be able to laugh I want to be able to dance I want to be able to sing I want to be able to smile I just want to be able to cry But you took that from me and now I am afraid to love I am afraid to smile I am afraid to laugh I am afraid to cry I am just afraid to love someone else. Caroline Morrison Love, what is love? Is it a car, a house, a bike, a rose? What is it? If it was men

A Poem For The One
Lost Empty is now the way of my life Nothing moving,days of endless night The soul dies a bit at a time But all i hear is that I'll be fine. Does love die within if it's not used Will betterness be my only fuse? A life of pain dulled by drink No emotions.I try not to think. A woman you meet,you know is the one But distance, and mistrust make it undone So then comes the drinking,sex,and lies neither trusting,neither tries Running on empty..my love fades away At least thats my statement,what I must say What must I do to end all my pain I think all I feel will end up in vain She says that she loves me,should I believe Too much has happened,so much in between. Then she says she feels for another It tears at my gut like a jilted lover All i want is her by my side Everything to her i would confide My lifeforce,my love,my endless soul Only with you do I want to grow old You had my soul,my love from the

Poems
Words could never express the way that i feel, All i truly know is my love powerfully real.... On look from You sets my soul on fire, Just the thought of You makes me weak with desire.... A feather-light touch melts me to the core, A quick soft kiss leaves me begging for more.... i want to stay forever by Your side, The depth of my love i could never hide.... From the beginning, and on throughout eternity, You have, without a doubt, all of me.... by kajiratrinity_gb

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Roses are red violets are too Im still in love but not with you you thought you hurt me and made me cry but I was in love with another guy simply because you have no class all you can do is kiss my ass you sit around and talk your shit fuck you and your little ass dick you thoughtyou left me but I left you what my man is doing you cant do you tell your homies you played me like a bitch and I tell me girls you have a litte dick you said you loved me but it wasnt ture well guess what motha fuckea I played you too! WHEN I MET YOU YOU TOLD ME I WAS SEXY YOU SAID YOU LIKED MY BODY YOU MADE ME FEEL GOOD INSIDE I CAN LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND BE PROUD OF WHAT I SEE YOU TAUGHT ME TO EXCEPT MYSELF AND TO LOVE ME FOR ME EVERYTIME I SEE YOU THE VOICES YOU MAKE MAKES ME WANT YOU EVEN MORE BUT ITS KINDA HARD TO TAKE YOU BEEN THERE FOR ME EVERYTHING THAT WAS STARTED I BARELY GET TO SEE YOU NOW THAT WE HAVE PARTED THE TIMES WE SPEND TOGETHER

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If There's... If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart. My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

Poems
It takes a day to make a dream, But it takes many nights for a seed to become a tree. Life is a ladder that must be climbed. But in every stage, There are many rivers and battles to fight And our hopes determines our future. Life is a trip through the wilderness And everyone must survive for success. But without a determination We can never reach our destination. There are many roads in life, But choice Stands between the broad and the narrow. The world is not only what we see But what we hear Life is time and time is tide. We are making an endless journey But no ladder is without an end Problems may fall like rain But every seed has its season. © By ‹.·´¯`·.·´`·._Ðèvî£î§h ÐÐ_.·´`·.·´¯`·.› 5-10-07 A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like

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Wanting to be my own person but scared of who I might really be, Do I believe in god I do that's what they have always told me. But maybe life is just life and there is nothing after you die, maybe everything I've been told is a lie. Church was made by man and they make all the rules, they blame everything on the devil saying their hands are his tools. It doesn't make sense who is god to take away the innocent, what did they do to deserve what they get. If there is a god then he is very unjust, he gives us the ability to choose then takes away our trust. If there was a god life would be a lot better for a lot more people, but life isn't good for everyone even though all men are created equal. I hate that I feel this way but honestly it's who I am meant to be, A girl with out a god a woman with out a way that's me. Why can't I just be happy with what I have at the present time, why do I have to try to make it better in my mind. No1 wants to deal with me cuz I'm cra

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A beauty stood on a balcony high, Sneezed and lost her blue glass eye. A young man walking down The Strand Caught the flashing eye-ball one hand. Invited up to receive her thanks He drooled on her features, figure, flanks. While dining on champagne and chicken These strangers felt their heart beats quicken, Gazed into each others eyes, imperfections indiscernible, Including the eye-ball that proved to be returnable. Over croissants and coffee in the morning The young man felt suspicion dawning, Said, "Would you do this for just any passer-by?" "Oh no!" she said, "He'd have to catch my eye". A guy sticks his location, In a girl's destinstion, To increase the population, For the next generation. Do you get my explanation? Or do you need a demonstration? your eyes, when i look into your eyes, a coming catastrophe of earth & undiluted sighs, don't you feel that your eyes sometime see so much light wounding and slipping its hands right there where thought turns into

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The Valley Times The depth of the valley we dread so much Enables us to know God`s special touch. Heartache, suffering, loneliness, and fear All are made bearable as we feel Him near. With tender compassion He carries us through, Teaching, comforting, revealing what`s true. It`s in these valley times we`re made ready to mold - Resting in His hands - we come forth as pure gold. So, thank you Father for the valley`s each day That conform us to Christ, and Your holy way. Remembering You by Outlaw DJ I remember the smiles you gave me I remember how I felt my heart again I remember believing the love I remember the sin I remember all the nights i cried I remember the blood that fell I remember the lies that spread I remember secrets that I'll never tell I remember the pain i caused And the pain i received But one thing is still certain It is still you that I need.... Thunderous Silence Like wings of a dove,searing to the heavens,

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"Break Up" Your eyes seep green radiation, hollowing my bones, burning my flesh, bleeding intensity into my viens, you're non-toxic, and I am intoxicated. Your hands, though rough and masculine, make silk of my tears, smooth my hair, moisten my lips, I'm warm, and time is frozen. Then as your lips form the awakening monolouge, Arising blazing emotions destined for me, I am dispensed easily, I am hardened, Im living, but I'm a shell.

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I gazed in your eyes, Such a beautiful blue; My heart whispered to me, And that's right when I knew; The waves had ceased crashing, On the sand at our feet; Time had stopped passing, My search was complete; I finally discovered, What I'd known all along; A mystery uncovered, That just couldn't be wrong; It wasn't our first kiss, Nor' the day that we met; But I realized something, I will never forget; With the stars shining brightly, From high up above; I'd one word to describe it, That word, is love. I knew then these feelings, For my sweetheart were true; The mwoman of my dreams, And my soulmate, is you. I think of it every time, That I look at the stars; This memory is mine, But that moment was OURS. If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never

A Poem I Wrote
It hurts to know that the way I'm feeling is caused only by myself. And even though the physical wounds left on my body were put there by the hands of another it's me that's accountable for all the scars inside. How was it possible for me to be so blind, for so long to all the wrong I have done and hurt I have caused without even knowing I was blind to it? How did I fool myself into believing that the wrong I was doing wasn't that wrong, and the hurt I was inflicting wasn't that painful? Even the times I truly thought the decisions I was making were honest and pure, still turned out to still be jaded by the same billowing fog that had apparently never left, but instead had only just ever so slightly subsided long enough for me to believe that I was as solid as I always thought I had been. It's only just now that I can honestly say with a clear mind and conscience, how unbelievably wrong and selfish I was to let myself think I

Poem By Me...
I no longer exist I no longer exist part of me is missing, gone far away I am gone to a dark place were I will now stay No one seems to care the torment I face, No one hears me my life shall erase. I don’t exist no more I am numb and cold I don’t exist anymore even myself I cannot hold. Dieing on the inside no one really cares What shall I do this life is no fair Family is an illusion with no meaning it don’t exist to me There are no friends thats all a dream a fantacy Dieing on the inside my pain I cannot share I became someone I do not want to be I no longer care No one really loves or truly truly cares who you are are what your about No one really wants to take the time there is no doubt Selfish people who just hurt others for material or a single penny Selfish ones who step on others there is way to many No one really cares if you live or die They only want to hurt you step on you make you cry There is no hope for me anymore I have

Poems I Wrote
When I see you smiling back at me... it's like all my wishes have come true I heard your voice call out my name But you weren’t there, I cried till I couldn’t cry no more. I knew that if I waited long enough Someday I would get to hold you again. I feel the warmth of the hot summer sun Beating down on my face remembering How it was your touch that could only Heat me up. I've love you even though you Don’t feel the same anymore. I will always remember the times that We shared they have burned a special Place in my heart and forever they will Stay. It is a chilly evening. Scurrying into our cabin in the Colorado Mountains, we shut the door to keep out the blowing wind and snow. You try the lights. They don't work. "Power must be off somewhere," you remark off-handedly. "No problem," I reply, smiling in the dark. "We'll light some candles and get a fire going. That'll warm things up quickly." I grope my way into the kitchen, feel for one of the drawers. Inside,

Poem 2
You are my sunrise in the morning and my sunset at night. You capture my heart, and let me be free You gave me back my life that was Bound and chained. You have opened the lock to my mistreated heart and made me realize I can love again.

Poem 3
Staring into the darkness looking at the stars wondering why you haven’t come for me yet. I scream out your name but you can not hear me. This night is getting colder with each passing hour. The tears in my eyes are evaporating away. I'm engulfed in this memory that plays over Like a bad dream. I can feel that I am gradually waking to see the light of another day, I can’t believe I made It though another night without you. It’s been months since I’ve seen your face laying here quiet closing my eyes. I can barely recall something I used to feel when you held me so tight I try to remember the sound of your voice But all I can hear is me. It’s time for me to go to sleep But don’t be concerned I won’t think About you tonight. Maybe one day I’ll get the chance to look you in the eye and tell you that my soul is finally free

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We were once really close and together for awhile. Everyone said we were the perfect couple. And there I knew everything was great Because I saw your eyes the love But then one night everything went wrong you left me feeling utterly alone You wanted to end the beautiful love that we had. You will never know how much I wanted to die That night. You hurt me and all I could do was cry The pain you caused is almost too much to bear but I refuse to give you the satisfaction Of seeing me hurt. I went on with my life knowing you Were with another. I still hear from our friends how much you are in love And each passing day it gets better and better. But I can’t turn my back on a promise that I made To you so I will forever keep on loving you.

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Falling: by David Fisher The cosmic destroyer snagged your feet You called for help and a path to safety I jumped in headfirst after you and extended my hand You took it and I gave you my back as a life-raft I promised that no matter what, I would help you out of oblivion The gravity of the place kept trying to pull us back down But our resolve was stronger and slowly we fought back Together we have brought you back to the light Even if the darkness continues to try and take you back I will be by your side should you lose your footing Always ready to help battle the darkness And show you that the world is not coming to an end No matter how strongly the darkness pulls you back. The Threshold: by David Fisher The end of twelve long years. A time which was home to many fears. A parting of ways. That may last for many days. The week of sadness. But also frantic madness. A time of friends. And a party that never ends.

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"Lost" Once I was as you are, Now look at me, a shell of desperation, stumbling in the dark. Choking on burning g memories. Hopeless panic invades my mind. As I yearn to be normal. I can't stand eye to eye with the world. Looking down in shame, I walk. Worthless, I am, searching for hope. My wounded spirit begs to curl up and die. Painful tears erupt as I stand on the blurry street. Time goes on until we are in the ground. What does it matter, my feeling? My breathing? Can anyone really touch the world? I stumble until I am lying on the floor. In a pitiful sigh I search for compassionate eyes. Only to find haunted souls, as my own, peering back at me. "The End of Pretending" As the cigarette turns to ash, my dreams are floating on the moon. Down into the doungions of my heart, I bury all of my hops. Love, what laughter my bleeding heart now makes! This demented madhouse is my fate. If only my mind could escape to insanety. The dark demon of lonliness

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Fair thee well my own true love. It's time I finally let you go. This dream I have nurtured for so long. Has finally set me free. My heart is broken. Lying shattered on the floor. From the journey love has lead me on. Bad choices as mistakes are made. Believing what they say. Naive no matter what the age. My heart it fell so easily. Yearning for that true love every girls dream. Slowly and painfully realizing it's not meant for me. Each and every failed attempt leading me closer to this time and place. Feeling used, abused, and tossed aside. Did they ever truly care? Or was it just me imagining what could never really be. I am not innocent in all these miss deeds. I willingly take responsibility. For the thing's I have brought upon myself. As I stare at the state of my heart. Not caring that it's fallen apart. I examine the pieces. Seeing parts of old relations. I had forgotten. Watching beautiful moments of those I love. Pass before my eyes, tears stream down my cheeks. Falling to min

Poem's
How I feel.... Current mood: disappointed I lie here wondering....When will this pain escape my chest? Cold and alone are all the feelings I feel, begging for surinity, if only for a moment. The only peace I find is deep in my mind...Hidden away...like a miner trying to find that perfect gem. I beg for release..But all I get and feel are anger and fellings of emptyness and pain. I wish it would all go away, but to do that I would have to end my life. I sometimes think...What will my funeral look like..Will there be alot of people there or just my family? I kind of know the awswer to my question. But I just think it would have been nice to be loved by so many. It's sometimes hard to focus on the future when you guilt yourself so much form the past. So mush sorrow and pain. so many what If's. Christina 5/19/07

A Poem About Wolves
A few people on here know of my love for the wolf, so here's a little poem ..... Don't Kill The Wolf The low murmur of chants And the slow tempo of the drums, The Indian braves dance around the fire As the wolf spirit comes. The slight bellow of a howl Off in the distance you hear, The wolf and Indian are brothers To each, they show no fear. They respect one another Because they share the same land, The Indian learns from the wolf The lessons he keeps at hand. The wolf is strong and stealth In his characteristic ways, His howl lets you know It is the end of the day. The wolf was many As in the days of old, But now there are few That stand so bold. The white man shows fear So with fear, he kills, Thus, he builds up the land With all his skills. The white man doesn't understand Why the wolf kills, He too has to survive With his instincts and skills. The more man builds the land The more he takes away, The wolf has

Poems Part 2
so many things I miss so many family members that I miss so many warm feelings so much time so few moments so few hugs so few kisses

A Poem
COBRA STARSHIP LYRICS "Guilty Pleasure" And I came here to make you dance tonight I don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you And I don't even know what kind of fool you're taking me for So you've got some brand new clothes you never could afford before Oh brother, spare us all 'Cause we don't care anymore We just wanna get down on the floor You sold yourself to make it You can dish it But can you really take it? You're never gonna get it with nothing 'cause nothing's what you got in your head So stop pretending I came here to make you dance tonight I don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you Shut up 'Cause we won't stop We're getting down til the sun's coming up I came here to make you dance tonight I don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you Shut up 'Cause we won't stop We're getting down til the sun's coming up And I don't even read what the papers gotta say about me Oh no, I can't believe they take it so serious, seriously

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This story is based on an incident told by then-Sergeant-Major-of-the-Army Jack Tilley. I combined it with my own observations and conversations with Walter Reed soldiers and their families into one story. As such it is fiction - and yet it captures the truth more clearly than any single fact. -Feldar So I'm walking briskly down the hall, wanting to get OUT of the hospital, as I've completed the interview. I dislike hospitals even as I cherish and appreciate those who heal and who are healed. They just seem to reek of old pains which stain the walls like a subtle scent that one can't track. I walk past the rooms, avoiding people in white and soldiers in camouflage, as they stride purposefully with clipboards and IV bags and other implements of healing. My boots make an annoying squeaking noise every time my right foot hits the ground, and I find my thoughts silently chanting cadences to the rhythm produced. I pass open doors, I glancing in curiously, always wo

Poems I Wrote
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*Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by. *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made w here you are concerned. *Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. *Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys. *Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms

Poem, You'res And Mine
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. __________ *Blame it on the alcohol induced Coma I've been in since I turned 21 for the reason why its taken so long for me to post this* 1: I'm really a very shy person when met in real life. On the internet and phone I can talk about pretty much anything but you get me in person and I become Ms. Angelic. 2: I'm really paranoid about people being near my feet. I don't realize it normally but if anyone gets near my feet I move them without thinking. That is due to Major tickle-itis of the feet. 3: I've got a wishbone on my left hand. Go ahead, ask me about that one. 4: I'm not a racist person but I do believe in the ability of being Racis

A Poem -- The Essence Of True Love
True love is a sacred flame That burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow Or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones And hears with gentle ear, True love gives with open heart And true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands It neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands The hearts that it entwines. by Helen Steiner Rice :) ~~Spanky~~

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Standing on a cliff in the dark of the night. Looking for the horizon but it is nowhere in sight. Thinking back on things that could have been. Wondering if it will ever be right again. Should you go forward or should you turn back? Where does the future lie? It is not ours to know. We know where the past is and it is no where to go. Look to the future and run to it's embrace, kiss the morning sun and claim your space! Take the good memories and lock them in place. Leave the bad behind and don't be afraid to give them a face. Don't think you are not loved. That is not the case. Things will get better and you will find your place. You know I am here and you are in my heart. Think of that when things fall apart. There are people that cared from the very start. So rid your mind of the bad and keep the rest in your heart. This is not about anyone, just something I am feeling right now...just a place I am in... You say you would

Poems (volume 2)
NO FRIEND AT ALL I once had a good friend, Who was a wonderful girl. Being her friend, Was like having a bright new pearl. She was the best, She was so much fun. But then one day, She just decided that she was done. She would not talk to me, She just wouldn't say. So I was left alone, Left alone all day. To tell her how I truly felt, Well I just didn't have the guts. Yet everyday the pain got worse, Like excruciating paper cuts. This girl would get mad, Even when I would try to call. I thought I had a friend, a really nice friend, But it turned out that she was no friend at all. THE PERFECT FRIEND? I thought I had found the perfect friend, but it only took about a week for that to end. I thought there was hope left in my life, but as it turned out, it was only added strife. I thought for once I had done something right, but I quickly corrected that oversight. I thought I wasn't useless or a bore, but I was all that and even more. I

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The sky was dark, the thunder crashed demons loose, the gates are smashed torment comes to all, no light I gain this power in the darkest night Lust and pain at my finger tips relising misery, blood on lips Come to me, I share the dark Feel with me and know your part

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When times are hard and at their worst When you feel as if you’re going to burst You feel as if things can only get worse You want to lay down and give in You have the desire to quit, let the struggle all end. You feel there is no end to your pain and strife. You want to take the easy way out and end your life. What do you do to win the fight? Between you and yourself, death and life? Nothing, until you decide to win the fight. For if you give up, you lose the fight. You will surely lose your life. So no matter how hard the struggle becomes, Keep up the fight, find the strength to go on. It will get better, somewhere down the road. You’ll find a way to lighten your load. The sun will rise, the sun will set. Don’t give up the struggle just yet. You’ll be a better person for you’ll have defeated the doubt. You’ll live to learn what life is all about. In the end it will all be worthwhile. You don’t believe me now but soon you shall. As has often bee

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This was a bulletin posted by my son on his Myspace page. I thought it was very moving, so I wanted to share it with you. We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful. I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease... I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag had draped a coffin. Of a brother or

Poems
I don't think we should talk anymore I'm falling way too fast My heart is oh so fragile As delicate as glass We need to face the fact We're never going to meet This "cyber love" is perfect But my heart's left in defeat We're seperated by miles And the oceans are too wide But I can't pretend I don't care My heart I cannot hide That's why I think we should stop Before this goes too far Because the last thing I need Is another break in my heart Don't take this the wrong way You did nothing wrong But I can't wait forever Because forever's too long And if you're reading this I hope you understand We can never be together Because I can't hold your hand Falling for you I don't regret It's just the fact We never met... Can you see God's beauty, Can you see His love shine, In everything around you, Just look at all the magnificent signs. It is in each individual snowflake, That drifts so gracefully to the ground. You can see His love so vividly,

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Mystic Rose - long fair haired goddess with ember eyes - gazed upon the midnight sky searching for the one and only soul to save her grace... Lonely lips chants on and on sending her message throughout the lands and seas... "Come hither my love...for our souls have been apart too long... Search within yourself to see the path that leads you to me... Follow your heart and hear this rhyme to uncover the secret of our design. Come hither my love and you will see...right now in this life you belong with thee..."

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Lovin a Gangster Lovin a gangster is so hard 2 do it's like your lovin them n hoping they love you 2, coming home late everynite, waking up the next day, then your out of my site, i cant go thru this cuz your breaking my heart, sometimes it feels like we're torn apart, you say you love me, but those are jus words, you never really showed me how much you cared, i wish you could open your eyes and see how much of my love i gave you, but you say your a gangster, and your down for your hood, but your nothin to me but a stranger that's not even down for his lady, you see where this is goin, i thought we were meant to be, but this is how love goes wen your in love with a gangster.

Poems And Stuff
In the moonlight, soft and clear. The only sound is love sincere. Gentle kisses, sweet caress, it’s the small things, that make happiness. Sweet soft words, a small embrace, lingering touch on your face. Dreams of hope, wishes of love. Feelings soar like wings of a dove. Over time those feelings change, what was once known, now is strange. Taken for granted, lost it’s shine. Now the newness is gone, is love too? The heart is hurting, hoping for change wishing for love no longer strange. Bring back the one who’s dreams were mine Wishes lost, hope is gone. Somewhere two hearts have flown In my dreams its all the same, no difference, no change, One day that hope may be restored back to moonlight and love kisses and caresses, small things and happiness. Becky 5-28-07

Poems I Have Written
when the stars fall from the sky when the sun forgets to shine when the day turns into to night my love for you will be our guide when everything we know goes wrong when the nights are cold and the days are long when you think of quitting and its hard to hold on our love will guide us through you mean the world to me more than you will ever see my love for you is like the river that runs through a valley to the sea it is my hearts desire your love it lights my fire will you let this take us higher as our love guides us to the place where we can become one Love is like a flame It's burning in my heart I do not feel the same As I felt before Sick with the pain You tore my world apart The minute that you gave was the minute that it started Why did you do this to me Why did you care You left me standing in the rain No more tears could I bare Then everything changed I opened my eyes and to my surprise I saw you reaching out To pul

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fading away nothing left to say. my heart is broken, were did i go wrong trying to stay strong. thought you would always be there for me. i cannot see through the tears, all my fears, have caught me down on my knees. noone sees the pain, noone can stop the rain, so much pain. standing at the edge, looking down, with nothing but a frown. so tired of it all, you dont even hear me call. so i just fall. so this is goodbye my friend, thought it would never end. You threw me away with your garbage. Without a reason why, you was someone i could talk to, all i can do is cry. so guess this is goodbye, i will never know just why. where did i go wrong. I walk away with a sigh. i wish you the best, you will be in my heart, but like the stars you are far away. So I say goodbye.  will miss you.

A Poem
I set here listening to it roaring thunder on this hot summer afternoon. Watching the light raindrops fall from the heavens. It feels like the tears i weep the night we shared our first kiss and hug. I shed tears not of sadness but of joy from the moment u came into my life. No matter where i go i see in the heavens above me the trees etc. Baby i could go on forever but i wont. You know how i feel about from my heart, mind and soul. It belongs to u now and the end of time and past that. God brought us together and i thank him everyday that he did. So baby i will end this like this. If loving u is a crime i will pay my dues for it. Cause I'll be guilty till end of time. As i set here on this early morning. Watching the sun rise and beating like a heartbeat. To bring life into the new day. Just like ur love did on MARCH 26, 2006. Just when i had gave up on love and happiness u showed me on this day it still was there. So thats why if loving u is a crime i will be guilty till end of time

A Poem
A fearful Night- I sit alone in my room with fright To curse the dawning of the night For when night comes your'e all alone. Not a soul to talk to Except your own. All your surroundings lie still without a sound. but in your mind, there is movement all around. A shadow perhaps, projected by the moon's lunar light. Will fill me up with childish fright Then, to my eyes' happiness, I see the rising of the sun. Now the end of my fear has begun. what makes me run... Current mood: bored Category: Life fear anxiety vanity boredom the pursuit of my happiness the past the future sweat Nike what makes me run... Current mood: bored Category: Life fear anxiety vanity boredom the pursuit of my happiness the past the future sweat Nike

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For those who can't access or find my guestbook on my page. Here it is for you to sign. From a Very Beautiful and Wonderful Friend..Golden Sweetheart! Seen this poem and thought I'd share it w/ you in hopes to brighten up ur Friday! Hope you have a wonderful weekend also!!! :D Today I saw a butterfly, as it floated in the air; Its wings were spread in splendor, Unaware that I was there. It was such a thing of beauty, It was a sight to see; It was the perfect masterpiece, Full of grace and majesty. I found myself thinking, to what can this compare? And then, of course, I thought of you, And I wished that you were there. God sure was extra careful, When He formed and fashioned you; You too, became a masterpiece, Yet God is still not through. He's daily making changes, that other folks can't see; You're already true perfection, At least you are to me. Thank You so very much Golden Sweetheart! This beautiful poem was written for me

Poems Of Mine
There was a time I saw you pure; I thought you were the one. No longer, do I feel so sure, Not after what you've done. I gave to you my very heart, My loyalty, my trust... Then watched you rip my soul apart With selfish, greedy lust. Once, I thought you felt for me, But I was merely used. You Brought me much atrocity; I hope you were amused You called it "love" and I believed, But now I see the lie. No longer, will I be deceived. No longer, will I cry. So leave me to my emptiness; It's all I've ever known. I'll never feel a lover's bliss Instead, I'll die alone. My whole life has begun to break. I'm dying from within. Loving you was my mistake. I'll never trust again Like the flakes of falling snow, Melting in the street... Like a helpless, starving doe, Ripped from its mother's teat... Like a lamb trapped beneath The clutches of a bear... Like a tiger, without teeth, Deprived beyond compare... Like the fish, within the sea, Eaten by the shark... There'

Poems That I Have Written
How can you hurt me? you tell me that you love me Im very special to you too you chose to hurt me even though you dont realize you are doing it we are together then you fall for someone other than me and expect me to let it happen and never mind how much you hurt me doing this As I love you thinking that it will fade and we be back as before and pray you will realize that you made a mistake But then life happens and now you are no longer in my life in person as you told me that I will be joining you in a few weeks but am I? I wonder as I know you attacked me and and throw my love in my face how and why do you want to hurt me? Best friends Friends for a short time We talk about things that seem so easy for us like we know each other for years You are there for me as I am here for you You are so caring, sweet When I need to vent I know you are there with a shoulder to cry on or be a sounding board or give me advice if I need it I

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Inside I'm slowly dying..... I'm fading away so fast........ I thought things would be different..... Now I'm not sure how long i can last...... I don't know what to say..... I don't know what to do..... It hurts just to think..... That i may never get to be with you..... I lie awake each night.... Thoughts running through my head...... Praying something will turn out right..... But inside it just feels like I'm dead....... Does anybody hear me? Does anybody care? Will anything ever go right? Will my love i ever get to share? I know that I'm not perfect.... And that I'll never be.... So please just try and accept me..... Either hold my hand or set me free..... A poem that I found a long time ago, let it be to remember our lost heros, whether they were grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, brothers, sisters, cousins and friends.... When Tomorrow Starts Without Me When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your

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the shame the embarassment the emptiness hidden behind a smile a smile faked a laugh forced pretending all is alright pretending all is fine the shattered mind the damaged body the broken spirit how is it not noticed wondering why me what did i do to deserve it how did i bring this on myself wondering am i worthy of love as i ponder these things the only thing that comes back is somehow i deserved it and brought it on and no im not worthy of love because what do i have to offer someone i can offer nightmares waking up screaming i can offer fear of intimacy i can offer a broken spirit all i can offer is damaged goods The sparkling blue eyes have now turned to grey Once bright like the ocean, now dull like rain. Nobody sees sadness hidden within such beautiful eyes The secrets once held, the spiral of betrayal and lies. It is said your eyes are the window to your soul But my soul is not beautiful, it cannot grow For what my eyes have forgotten, my soul

Poems By Unknown Arthurs
1000 Saturdays ... The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the kitchen with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it. I turned the volume up on my radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning talk show. I heard an older sounding chap with a golden voice. You know the kind, he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business himself. He was talking about "a thousand marbles" to someone named "Tom." I was intrigued and sat down to listen to what he had to say. "Well, Tom, it sure sounds like you're busy

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When your heart is all alone Every second seems so long When it's just you, you can't see through Those ol' clouds that rain so blue But when somebody loves you There's nothing you can't do When somebody loves you It's easy to get through When somebody loves you The way I love you When it's late, the sun hangs low By yourself, nowhere to go Sing song, you dance alone Play solitaire and stare at the phone But when somebody loves you There's nothing you can't do When somebody loves you It's easy to get through When somebody loves you The way I love you So let's put aside our foolish pride and let our hearts say hello We both agree we're just no good At bein' on our own 'Cause when somebody loves you There's nothing you can't do When somebody loves you It's easy to get through When somebody loves you The way I love you The way I love you if vodka was water and i was a duck i would swim at the bottom and never come up but since vodka isnt

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And as I slip upon my knees And kneel before your feet I slowly lower my eyes As my hands clutch to the rose And as I start to whisper The words my heart can’t speak I raise the rose up to your hands And await your gentle grasp. My heart is like this single rose It belongs to only one And with this rose I give to you My heart, my soul, my love. The snow begins to fall Their flakes unique as time Slowly floating to the earth To begin their minuscule existence Late at night When the moon is full Making my way quietly down the stairs The door creaks lightly as I turn the knob What draws me out this late What calls my name tonight? A passion that I need to follow Perhaps a dream I need to find. The snow crunches under my feet As I walk to the open field Vacant and deserted The moon glimmers brightly On the sea of white Standing alone my coat pulled tightly around me I slowly look upwards The snow gently caressing my face Tiny frozen bites

Poems I Like...
I wrote your name into the sky, But the wind blew it away. I wrote your name into the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name into my HEART, And forever it will stay. I feel you, oh how I feel you, so close though you're so far away your touch your mind your body... your soul next to me, beside me... with me Your touching me, mesmerizing me with your eyes filling me with your touch melting me with your sensuous kiss I taste your kiss, all day long, though I have yet to actually taste it I imagine, fantasize about you and my desire, my fantasies... my needs There's so much I desire - to be with you in every way possible... next to you, beside you, with you... touching you I desire you... As I look into your eyes you gaze into mine, Nothing else matters anymore and everything is frozen in time. All of a sudden my heart beats faster and faster as you start to get near, I sit still because ruining this moment is now

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*When you and i are far apart. *Can sorrow break our tender hearts. *I love you baby yes i do. *Sleep is sweet when i think of you. *All you are is a blooming rose. *Night is here and i must close. *With care read each word in each line. *You will there a question fine...... _____________________________________________ NOW IF YOU DONT KNOW THE QUESTION THEN JUST ASK... LOL :)

A Poem
To think I must be alone To love We must be together I cannot think Without loving Or love Without thinking ~~Spanky~~

A Poem For Me
I lay here dreaming of what is true, That without you in my world, It is upside down and blue, so let the world know, when i spend time with you, my mind is blown, and my heart u will always own. some one sent this to me to express the love they feel for me. i figured i would share it with whomever wanted to read it. I met this very lovely girl, that loved nature , animals , even small ones like squirrels, Let me tell u something new, she has stolen my heart and erased my blue, so believe in fate, cuz it relieves alot of heartache, and heart's weight so i love u and miss u , don't hesitate Love Druid

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I believe in love Never ending passion Butterflies Two who become one Memories that were made and Done Motivation, Sensation, Realization But the myth that you're too young to be in love honestly angers me I believe in soulmates I believe in heartaches I believe in love surpassing any obstacles Rebellion, Devastation, Lies And I believe in hope that someday we'll no longer have to lie about us

A Poem I Wrote
The unconscious hell waits Ready to tear my body from its fate. As I try and hide from the hell that awaits, Fearful adrenaline fills the veins of my heart, That aches. When darkness Falls, Hell unleashes. He slams my head down like a human hammer, Splitting my scalp into a bloody massacre I fight him in terrified anger. Trails of blood stream down my sorrowed face, Leaving a trace My lover tries to clean the place. As my lover's once soft face returns to hells Place, Darkness falls once again, Surrounding my broken heart in disbelief, For my lover signed with the devil, Becoming hell in the devil's place. written by, Cecilia Jordan Please do not plagiarize this is finished work, ty ;)

Poems
December Morn Once upon a December morn I hacked up a bunch of people until my ax was rusty and worn I watch thier blood splatter all over the place Right onto the jewelry showcase They never wondered why as I listened to thier horried cries they always knew I was insane super messed up in the brain Fred I had a friend named Fred He killed frogs till they were dead He thought they were yummy and so did his mommy Ode to the Stapler I love you Stapler you could not be capabler of attaching my documents together the tape dispenser is evil you are so much better. see look breathe calm feel break hear her find this She's dying Listen, look, touch But why? She tries to smile, laugh, nod I'm fine, how are you But no one sees and she dies. But why? In stasis, immobile The air presses against my chest My feet stand in stagnant tears. My thoughts wait for escape. With nowhere to go, they sit. No one willing to invite the torre

Poem To A Friend
warm wishes, tender kisses, my soft breeze, calming and sweet, makes me feel like droping to one knee, my heart pleas to have you with me, but time will tell, and friendship shall grow, i promise never to make you fell low, on a pedistal you shall go, with my heart in your hand, here i stand hopeing you will except, what ever love and respect, i will be glad to give, as god himself made me the man i am. with you at my side, things would be right, just that sight is wonderful, and truely a delight. two hearts intermingle, till your bodies start to tingle, feelings flow, sometimes slow, but with our hearts they show, as sweet and kind, in my mind, is the thoughts of you, and me too, holding you in my arms, showing you my charms, knowing you are fine, and in time, wishing you were mine, but as time passes bye, i ask myself why, life has to be cruel, like my heart was in a duel, twisted and snagged, my voice becomes gagged, wishing for you, a

Poems By Scorpio11120
Over and again I find myself in This world that doesn’t make any sense. But I come to it again and again This world that strips me of every defense. I sleep each night in my bed of shelter Wounding what the next day will bring me I dream and hope that my hate won’t swelter I send my deep and lasting love to thee Living brings only sorrow and hatred. Death breeds peace, calm and eternal life Death clears the obstacles that I must tread But how can I escape life’s ready knife? When life breeds sorrow and sadness of death I will look for your ever gentle breath. Tomorrow morning you could wake up dead. Just the thought of it makes people cry. That is the day that everyone dreads. The day when it is your turn to die. Life is a privilege we take advantage of. We don’t appreciate it until it’s gone. One day we could find ourselves high above. Sitting in the middle of god’s front lawn. When the icy grip of death is near. It gives a lot of people a scare. It fills a

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The world is empty but I have touched the sky For I have made my escape from society to the Illusory mountain peaks where I have seen the forbidden sights and tasted the forbidden fruit of knowledge and the world is a hollow ball hurling towards an unknown DESTINY.... UNKNOWN WELL EVERYONE ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHOWS IS COMING TO AN END...AND I POSTED A MUM TODAY TO SEE IF EVERYONE FELT LIKE I DID THAT TONI SHOULD DIE, HOW ELSE WILL THE END GO BUT KNOWING DAVID CHASE HE WILL LEAVE US HANGING IN THE BREEZE LIKE HE HAS FOR ALONG TIME....WELL WHAT AM I GOING TO WATCH NOW? ANYONE HAVE ANY IDEAS FOR SUNDAY NIGHT TV UNTIL FOOTBALL OR HOCKEY SEASON STARTS AGAIN ......

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i finaly got what i thought i wanted, and what i probably deserved i loved you but you never knew, i was too afraid too give u that power i wanted so badly to keep you and let you in, i just pushed you further away then one day you eyes were less blue when they looked into mine, and i knew i was no longer the one girl on your mind you and my freind had found each other, and you now have your own world together i thought i would be ok but im not, all i see is you and her and it hurts to watch i now sit on the sidlines once again broken hearted and try to wipe away what seem to be endless tears i try to pick up the peices of my heart, the one i thought i kept from you to break once again i was wrong i still love you so much even after all of this, and just regret never telling you never letting you in and i miss you so much, i miss your amazing smile and those beautiful blue i miss your warmth when u hug me and the feel of your lips when we kissed i m

Poems I've Written
I tell you that you consume me, In my thoughts you always stay, Your presence it surrounds me, All throughout my day. Since the day I met you, I knew my life had changed, The happiness you bring to me, Helps brighten up my day. When I am filled with sorrow, Or pain has come my way, Its thoughts of you that help me, To chase the clouds away. Worry not about what ifs, Could bes or mights, Only about right now, In this stage of your life. He's here with you always, No doubt should be there, Ask for His guidance, His strength and His Care. Know you have angels, To watch over you, To guide and protect you, Like He's asked them too. In Memory of my Uncle Ray 04/16/2003 So often I do before I think, Not knowing why, that’s something I hate. I try and I try, yet I don't understand, The reason I cause all this pain and this fate. Sometimes I wonder, if someday, someway, I'll ever be able to really be me. Through all of my mishaps, and all of my pain, I've

Poems
TO KNOW ME IS TO LOVE ME TO LOVE ME IS TO CARE TO CARE IS TO LAUGH AND KNOWING THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE IF YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE TO REVEAL MYSELF TO YOU PLEASE DON'T TAKE ME FOR GRANTED I BREAK AS EASILY AS YOU DO TO KNOW ME IS TO LOVE ME TO LOVE ME IS TO CARE TO CARE IS TO LAUGH AND KNOWING THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE THERE I GIVE TO YOU MY HEART AND SOUL MY FRIENDSHIP TO YOU WILL NEVER GROW OLD MY DEAR FRIEND WITH ALL THAT SAID LOSING ME, YOU'LL NEVER HAVE TO DREAD TO KNOW ME IS TO LOVE ME TO LOVE ME IS TO CARE TO CARE IS TO LAUGH AND KNOWING THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE... WRITTEN BY: ANGEL

Poem I Wrote
What is it with women that act like you're not good enough but claim there isn't a good man left? Think that may be why? Who knows... Just kinda wondering if ppl constantly search for the impossible, cause a great catch just doesn't seem to cut it. Now me personally, I think I 'm a great catch but not to the female species I guess. But it can go both ways (such as men lookin for a prettier woman or something) but I'm not into dudes, period. I just hate that you look for someone, tell you they're not looking or interested in anyone then a week later plastering every where they love this person they had no interest in all of a sudden. Coincedence? Not likely. Claiming to look for a good person but yet you throw us good people in the crowds of bad people and think we're the same cause we're the same gender. Not cool, and nothing gets solved that way. Couldn't hurt to get to know someone before you start slappin labels on people. I notice how some women say "I want someone that loves

Poem 2
a friend is there to lend and ear when your blue. They tell you things and speak true. A friend is someone who will talk to you about nothing or act like a clown. A friernd is there to pick you up when you are down. A friend is someone who will latew to calm you downwhen you've had a bad day. A friend is willing to stick by you through thick and thin.even though there's nothing in it for him.

A Poem
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial

Poems
the pain the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen rhiannonm franklin Still I Rise You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Doe

Poem #4
THIS CRAZY LIFE WE CALL A JOURNEY CAN BRING EITHER HAPPINESS OR MISERY WE WALK THROUGH IT EVERYDAY HOPIN AND PRAYIN WE DONT LOSE OUR WAY SOME OF US ARE LUCKY AND DONT HAVE TO STRUGGLE ALOT OHTERS ARENT SO FORTUNATE AND HAVE TO WORK FOR WHAT THEY GOT WHERE UPON THIS CRAZY LIFE YOU SEE SOMEONE LESS FORTUNATE THAN YOU AND ME WHY NOT OFFER A LENDING HAND AND BE THE BETTER PERSON AND TAKE A STAND THIS CRAZY LIFE SHOULD BE A GREAT BIG PARTY FOR YOU AND ME WE SING, WE DANCE, WE LIVE IT UP TRYING SO HARD TO OVERFILL OUR CUP NOW TO END OUR CRAZY LIFE'S JOURNEY SOME TRY SO HARD TO PLEASE MANY THAT WE LOSE SIGHT OF WHAT WE NEED AND OUR CRAZY LIFE IS GONE AT HIGH SPEED WRITTEN BY: ANGEL

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When you left it hit So sudden it felt like bad dream and it felt Like it was never going to End and it still feels like It won't but we all miss u We miss your laugh and Sense of humor and we Miss how you were always Happy no matter what We also miss how you could Turn our bad days good with Just one smile you made us all Better people and we all miss You Adam and we will never Forget you! Brianna A Beam A SOLIDERS FINAL GOODBYE! A solider stands in solute as they bring the casket by not a tear falls from his eyes as 21 shots are fired he doesnt move an inch as they fold a flag and hands it to his dad as tears fall all around he stands in silence strong and proud for his brother who gave his life for the country he loves as everyone leaves he stands there in silence and when everyone is gone he gives one final solute and says goodbye to a brother a solider a friend. without you here the sun dosent rise its always dark and gloom without you here the night last f

Poem For My Dark Mistresses
For My Sisters: Look into the Blackness of your Soul That allows you to still Shake your hips and Smack your lips After surviving the Whips, Ships and the Slave pits. And Dance out all The Bessings and The Testings of this life.

Poems
NUMBER ONE IS WRITTEN FOR ALL MY MILITARY FAMILY THIS ONES FOR YOU ALL..... American Soldier They ask him why he's leaving, why he's shipping off to fight. They fail to see what's on the line, all their freedoms, all their rights. Comprehension is beyond their grasps that someone's got to go. And while every breath may be his last no fear, no doubt will he ever show. Because he knows that if he dies in some far off foreign land, that his valiant efforts may save the lives of his countrymen, family, and friends. And that girl's picture in his pocket, though how he longs to hold her will forever be carried in the heart of this true American Soldier. HERE ARE SOME RANDOM POEMS THAT I HAVE WRITEEN OVER THE YRS “Yes!” My joy is overflowing, you got down on your knee and have professed forever your special love for me. There was no hesitation, the moment I said “yes,” and gave life to the feelings I’m longing to express. I give

Poems
When no one is really there When I feel I've lost everything I remember that you truely care And realize that I have something When my life doesn't seem to matter You tell me you love me My tears seem to fade And I wish for better things to be Thank you for caring You seem to be the only one Thank you for sharing You make things better when my life comes undone! Written October 17, 2007 Deticated to Thomas I never said I was perfect It just goes to show I mess up every day This you should know I never ment to hurt you I never thought it would happen Every things all messed up And my heart it is snappen I can't make you stay Nor do I want to If you are unhappy There is nothing I could do Forgiveness is all I ask Though I'll probably never get All the things I want to do Won't make thins right and make you upset. I love you even now Even though you are gone I'll love you forever No matter what goes wrong. By Dori 9/25/2007 Name: Age:

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(-Please do not think I am submissive because if you think I am you are utterly wrong.....thank you-) WARNING if you do not like force then this may be a little sensitive to your viewing pleasure Submission dance. lithe form beneath the lightest of robes make her way through the city's darkened streets...veil covering quivering lush lips...the feeling of being followed haunting her tainted heart... troubled soul leading the way...head bowed as she tries to avoid contact with the few that fill the streets...her preoccupied mind not paying attention she bumps into Him.... jaded pools look up quickly...making way passed Him she knows in her mind that she will not escape this Warrior....His maniacal laughter haunting her every step... her futile attempts at escape from Him leads her back...in a last attempt to escape the Warrior, she feels His power reach out to her ....removing by force her robes...the heavy white veil falling as it is stripped...desperate pl

Poems
IT WAS A HOT DAY,AS I JOGGED ALONG THE BEACH THE SAND WAS SO HOT, I JOGGED ALONG THE WATER THE SUN IS SHINNING,AND THE CLOUDS ARE GONE NO RAIN TODAY,THOSE FEELINGS ARE GONE FROM THE CORNER OF MY EYE,I SEE A BIRD FLY BYE ONE OF THESE DAYS, I WILL BE FREE TO FLY AND TO BE WHO I REALLY WANT TO BE.... I WANT TO BE FREE, TO FLY I WANT TO BE LOVED, TO LOVE I WANT TO BE CARED FOR, TO CARE FOR I WANT TO BE PASSIONATE, TO GIVE COMPASSION FOR EVERY WANT I WANT, I WILL GIVE A MILLION TIMES........... ~me~

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Body: I AM THAT GIRL BUT FOR SOME REASON, NO ONE SEES THAT I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... most of the time I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once

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Your breathe only inches away as you sleep I feel you…but not the whole you Only what you have passively discarded Unknowingly exhausted from your intimate self Wishing to be your breath Moving into you gently , filling you up Wanting to be vital for your existence Will I ever be Your chest rises My heart defies my mind I move closer to your body Your mouth only inches from mine I eagerly take the only thing you are willing to give I breath your breathe , so warm and comforting You fill my mouth … is it enough I invite you in where few have invaded circulating though my every sense I am internally exposed Synchronizing our breath Our breathe is one Yet you slumber Unaware of your possession Breathe….. what if it were your last My heart would surely collapsed Wriiten By Shreen Michaels

Poem/the Gate
LETTER OF A SOLDIER HUNNI ITS COLD HERE AT NIGHT ALL I HEAR IS SCREAMS AND PEOPLE RUNNING IN FRIGHT-I BEEN HERE SO LONG STARTING TO THINK IS THIS WRONG-I'VE SEEN SO MANY DIE SO MANY MOTHERS CRY- LOST SO MANY FRIENDS THINKIN IN MY HEART WHEN WILL THIS END-THE OTHER DAY I GOT ON MY KNEES AND PRAYED HOPING THAT ALL THESE CRAZY THINGS IN MY HEAD WILL GO AWAY BUT THEY JUST STAY-IM HAVING NIGHTMARES IN MY DREAMS THINKING FIGHTHING FOR FREEDOM ISNT EVERYTHING IT SEEMS-I HOPE ALL IS WELL AT HOME CAUSE HERE I FEEL COLD AND ALONE-EVERYDAY ITS THE SAME IM BURYING ANOTHER BROTHER I THINK IM GOING INSANE-WELL HUNNI I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT BACK OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE WE CALL IRAQ ITS SO DARK AND GRAY THE LIGHT STARTS TO FADE AWAY I SIT AND WONDER WHAT TO DO BUT IM CONFUSED I LIVED MY LIFE LIKE A LIGHT FUSE READY TO GO OUT SO WHY SHOULD I BE SCARED NOW I BROUGHT ALL THIS ON MYSELF SOMEHOW EVERYDAY LOOKING DOWN ALWAYS WALKING THROUGH THIS PLACE WITH A ENDLESS FROWN ALWAYS STOMPIN

Poems
This poem was written a few months before my friend killed himself. He had made many attempts at it and had not succeeded. The day he did changed my life forever and suprisingly for the better. I had made an active desision to live drug free and have been since.this man was and still is the bestest friend I will ever have. here on cherry tap I will call him BH. MY DEAR FRIEND HELMS BY Melissa As I watched him walk away, I felt this unbearable pain he yelled the words Ill see you in another realm, In my head I said WHY? my dear friend Helms WHY? my dear friend Helms Why??? I know he said not to cry but he said he was gonna die So WHY?,why not cry so what am I supposed to do All i want is to help him My dear friend Helms I know he can makle it if only he would take it the love of a friend a friend to the end but he wont I can try to understand. I know he will be happy when he finally reaches his end so all i can say is Goodbye my dear friend Helms good

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Here we are forever it may seem Hoping to awake from a really bad dream We came here to help those in despair To show them peace and that we really care Our purpose for being here will at times be lost By the pain and suffering and all it’s cost Freedom has a price that can only be paid By the sacrifices and bloodshed many have made Our loved ones back home continue to try Supporting us unselfishly without asking why It’s a war for oil that some people have said Bring home the troops before more are dead Politics and mistakes are what others may feel Thinking it would be easy and not a big ordeal A few say too many lives have needlessly been slain But we can’t let their deaths be made in vain Abandoning now will fill us full of regret For not really taking care of the overall threat This isn’t easy and that we can all see We must do this though, it has to be No one else will stand up for this fight Unless we come in with all of our might For those who still feel t

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Father The blood that flows is not the same, these 2 little souls you decided to claim. 2 precious lives that belong to another belong to you now because you fell in love with their mother. Too young to see now but will grow to show, you have been around the longest, the only father they know. When times are at there hardest there for them you will always be, looking out for the 2 people that mean the most to me. Thank you my love although the blood that flows is not the same, these 2 little souls you decided to claim. Ashmeko Wolf Father’s Day 2007 DarkWolf@ CherryTAP Check him out if you wish

Poems I Wrote
Life is too hard Remember those days? You know the ones where you hang out with friends, and drink till the sun come up. Life is to hard the same song they always play You know we all would do what we could, to get back those days We all had that friend that dreamed really big Or the one who was bragging about all the women beds he has been in Or the one who could make you laugh, while you were down in your tears Oh yeah, them were the good years. So Mr. DJ! Put that Life is to hard Song back on Got to get my life back on track Show these young ones, how its done So, life got you down? Like I know it can! Then close those eyes, and think of those long lost friends Sit on the porch and poor your self a drink And sway your head to that Life is to hard song you know the beat Make me the person Make me the person the one that people will always love When I walk down the street, they know my name Hey man! Can I borrow some money? They will al

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hERES A POEM I WROTE IN HONOR OF MY SONS DAD AND FOR MY SON!!! My daddys hands hold me really tight He squeezes me and tells me it will be all right. My daddy puts me down and holds my little hand My daddy says softly in my ear while im gone your the man. My daddy stands tall, taller then mommy and me My mommy loves him and everyone can see. My daddy lets my hand go and wraps them round my mommy. He loves my mommy he told me so and hesays she pretty to. He holds her close as she cries and whipes her tears away. My mommy cries and sqeezes my daddy begging him to stay. My mommy in her jeans and tee my daddys in his army greens My daddy leaves today he was given a mission to keep us all free. My daddys like superman hes strong and brave. My daddy heads to the plane as he turns and waves. My daddy waves till i cant see him no more. my mommy holding me while her tears fall to the floor. Daddy is our hero hes a soldier brave and true. My daddy never ma

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completely full of emotions spillin my heart to him tryin to talk to her lost in life itself i cant help my feelings i try to keep them to myself no matter what i do i end up hurting the people i care bout most i dont mean to do so its just the fact of everything tearing me apart and i cant deal with it all once i dont mean to hurt you all im just trying to explain myself but i guess ill just keep everything to myself and hold it inside til i die once again im sorry.... i miss your voice i miss your touch i miss your kisses i miss your laugh i miss your smile i miss the way you hold me i miss wakin up and seeing you next to me i miss the late nite meals i would cook for you i miss the way you would comfort me when im upset i miss the constant tickling i miss you makin me laugh all the time this is so hard this is so not fair to either one of us but i understand you have to do this for one very important reson i dont understand why

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Romeo and Juliet Two houses fight, although they are the same. The only difference is what lies within the name. A brawl breaks out, that could not be postponed. It was most likely caused by too much testosterone. A party is thrown, where the lovers eventually meet. Romeo knows it is forbidden, yet he does not take defeat. A proposal is inevitable, in a scene so unforgettable. They secretly marry, trying to be coy. But, unfortunately for them her father seeks to destroy. He has promised Juliet to another man, and because of murder Romeo is sent to another land. So, she and the priest devise a plan for Romeo and Juliet to be together again. She'll drink a poison to make her sleep, but her family will think she's dead and weep. Miscommunications occur, and things go astray. In the end, with their children, both house had to pay.

A Poem I Wrote
hey everyone, I write poetry an some of you have already read some of them so I decided to post them on here to an let me know what you all think please.......... True Friends By: Ashley I met a great friend Who knew who I was right away It's funny how you understand All I have to say you listen to all my problems you listen to my dreams you give me advice We talk about love and life It seems like you've been there too I've never felt judged by you you know how I feel You seem to accept me for who I am and all the problems I have you don't interrupt me or need to have your say You just listen to me patiently And you don't go away I want you to understand how much this means to me that you are my friend you always tell me the truth Even if its going to hurt me But I know the only reason You do it is because you are my friend I am so glad I met you I don't know what I'd do without you Tha

Poems And Stuff
Dance Of Terror by Justbleu Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♥"ALEXIS MARIE♥ Date: Aug 1, 2007 2:45 AM -----------------From: ~*~TONYA~*~Date: Jul 31, 2007 9:33 PM..From: Toojie 2.6+KDate: Jul 31, 2007 8:41 AM:[MICHAEL VICK ; YOU SCREWED UP BIG TIMEE .DO YOU REALLY THINK, THAT BILLIONS OF DOLLARS COLLECTED FROM PITBULL TERRIER FIGHTS ; ARE REALLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THIS ? ..............MAYBE THIS ? SO NOT EVEN THIS, HUH? ....MOST DEFINATELY NOT. NO AMOUNT OF MONEY IS WORTH THE PAIN &

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Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. Kiss slowly, play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything, and have no regrets. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Pure love is the willingness to give, without a thought of receiving anything in return. Life is about change. Sometimes it's painful, sometimes it's beautiful. Most of the time it's both. I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose, the one where he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him. The one who can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears, and the one he can't be without. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. The best things in life are unseen, that's why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry, and dream. Nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances, and never have regrets. Because at one poing everything you did was exactly what you

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Today is the day, I celebrate the day, the day you came into my life, and made my pain go away. It was only nine months ago, you came into my life, you touched my heart, earned my trust, and took away my strife. I love you Kevin, more than I have anyone before, I never want to feel any pain or cry anymore. I cant tell you anymore, how my mended heart feels, you must have the magic touch, because yoru words heal. I love you Kevin, ane no one else can see, how these nine months, have changed me. Something I wrote for an old Boyfriend! *Keep Trying* Trying to decide whether I hate you or love you, Wanting to know if you would still love me too. Why can’t we just go on how we used to? Why did you have to do what you did change and turn my life upside down? Trying to decide whether to ever trust another the way I trusted you, Wrapped around your finger hope you know id do absolutely anything for you. Thousands of thoughts run through my mind not knowing if I c

Poem To Gator
Dancing in the Rain You and me how could I have known that when I walked into that door we would fall into this zone Im sittin here on this roller coaster ride wonderin what happens next or if there is a drop waiting for the surprise how is it that when I least expect it you fall into my life i never expected any of it that I would take such a dive im dancing with you in the rain wondering if we are really sane and Im asking myself is this true what did I do in my life that was so right to end up here with you most of the time I find myself lost in thought thinking of your face and all the happiness youve brought thinking of saying goodbye to you one of these days im not afraid in your heart i belong to you its true and in my heart you belong to me you see i loved you from the start and nothing can ever tear love apart keep breathin baby because one of these days even if we aren't in eachothers arms well be starin up at the stars and know that love

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I know it is not they way you meet someone but how you connect when you talk to them. I feel that I have found my soulmate, someone whom I thought never existed. She is one of the best things in my life right now. If you read this baby just know that you are my one true love. All my feelings are for you. I know she is sweet and caring, funny and sexy. I cant wait until we can be together. She is the other half that makes me whole. She is the yin to my yang. My heart and soul belong to her. She is everything i wanted and more. I couldnt have asked for a better person to come into my life. I know once we are together nothing will tear us apart. My heart is true only to her. My eyes may wander but come the end of the day its her i want to wrap my arms and love around. I have the uncontrolable urge to just hold her close and look deep into her eyes and just confess all i am to her. The time will come when our love is tested and i know where my heart remains. I just w

A Poem For My Grandma
GOD SAW YOU GETTING TIRED, AND A CURE WAS NOT TO BE SO HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU AND WHISPERED, " COME WITH ME." WITH TEARFUL EYES WE WATCHED YOU SUFFER, AND SAW YOU FADE AWAY. ALTHOUGH WE LOVED YOU DEARLY , WE COULD NOT MAKE YOU STAY. A GOLDEN HEART STOPPED BEATING. HARD WORKING HANDS AT REST. GOD ONLY PROVES HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST. ITS LONELY HERE WITHOUT YOU . WE MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY. LIFE DOESN'T SEEM THE SAME SINCE YOU'VE GONE AWAY. WHEN DAYS ARE SAD AND LONELY AND EVERTHING GOES WRONG. WE SEEM TO HEAR YOU WHISPER, "CHEER UP AND CARRY ON' EACH TIME WE SEE YOUR PICTURE, YOU SEEM TO SMILE AND SAY, " DON'T CRY, I'M IN GODS KEEPING, WE'LL MEET AGAIN SOMEDAY. AUTHOR UNKNOWN

Poems I Wrote
Waking from the truth of sleep I watch the lies of day grow deep. Intentions not to deceive, for no lie our mind perceives. Words of kindness lips do speak while teeth bite thoughts of anger deep. The hidden truth of our trials lie behind deceptive smiles. Praise delivered to those in need, though undeserved we hope it seeds. For return to our own plate, good deeds done in the name of fate. Truths we twist to rationalize, excuse behaviors most unwise. Webs of illusion can grow deep, if not cleared, tension we'll reap. Exhausted from days deception, truth is found in sleeps reflection. 9-25-07 I am here and you are not.. Hit and miss is all we got.. I call you and you call me.. subject lines have lots of Re: Now I see you! There you are! I'll call you now or you'll be far! Nikki L. Ok, I'm bored, so I'm going to write a poem to attempt to alleviate this situation, atleast momentarily, I've no idea where it will go...so lets find out... I

Poems
Emptiness...Loneliness...Sadness Longing to hold you Longing for your touch Fear of losing you .. Emotions in a cluster Dont know what to do Feelings of being so alone Feelings of being not wanted Feelings of sadness Feelings of disspare Longing to be with you Longing to be wanted Longing to be held Just longing to be needed Needed by someone No emotions ... all is dead inside It makes it hard to go on day by day The only hope is that I will see you again

A Poem Called Oral Mayhem
Picture my face between your legs, my lips kissing your pussy lips, my tongue circling your swollen clit, my hands up under your round hips. Pulling you closer as my tongue explores, I lick, I suck, I swallow, You sway your hips to the rythym of love, with anticipation of what's to follow. Your back arches, your nipples stiffen, the aroma of our sex lingers, You roll your eyes, you gasp with pleasure as I enter you with two fingers. You try to say stop but your words are lost in a sea of erotic pleasure, My fingers move in and out and around as if looking for a buried treasure. Your juices are warm and creamy, which make it better for fingers to glide, I take them out and lick them clean and slowly slide them back inside. You heartbeat races, your thighs quiver, you're squirming all over the bed, Your moaning is loud and sensual and you're holding on to my bald head. I flick your clit as if I'm touching it with the petals of a thousand roses. Now you're callin

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This world was your play ground, one challenge after another one victory after the next one more damsel rescued and the next demon slayed Choosing left when right was safer playing against all odds event he ones that meant your life you were invincible nothing could stop you not even the beast that haunted you for such along time and what did you learn form all this... YOUR STILL HERE! but nothing could have prepared you for this day the sun arose like normal the mist fades as it always did the birds sung the flowers bloomed all was normal... to you at least a soft voice caught your ear upon the wind leading you deep into an uneasy place then something happened a sharp pain hits you in the chest and suddenly you feel a cold breeze all around your body you can not hear not even the voice your vision blurs then all you see is darkness and finally THUMP! as your body collapses to the ground your heart beat stops with an agonizing burst and

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STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters.. S.T.R. My friend sent this to me and encouraged me to post it and spread the word. I agree. If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) and just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food - while she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00pm , Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die. They end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead. It only takes a minute to read this...A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victi

Poem
I smell the struggle of yesterdays problems like an old worn out newspaper I can almost taste the bitterness of my own self rebuttal I remember the days of unkind words and they were only spoken from my own mind I hear this angry voice and I know that It only wants to fail but I myself have found the fury I have found the blessings of finding my strength and Not just the moment of strength that I see every day in you I finally have found the Orb of light inside me Inside my head, inside my heart I have found my fury unleashing it from the bitterness and Calming it to the peacefulness this peacefulness I call It Love... Self Love Love In Me And Love In Thee... [ Blinded by the Bitterness ] As the shadows overwhelm me My Days and nights go old Your love is digging me deeper Im sinking into your whirlpool My heart is bleeding, my soul is weeping Your Love Just Tears me up inside Your Heart is cold but your soul is colder My Heart is bleed

Poem 6-19-07
::About Me:: Name: Bitch Nicknames:too many Birthplace: MI. Current Location: MI. Hair Color: brown Eye Color: brown Height: 5' 3" Tatoos: 16 Piercings: yup My Car: 2000 dodge intrepid Overused Phrase: I don't know ::Your:: Bedtime:3 am Best Physical Feature: smile, eyes, laugh Most Embarassing Moment: ummmm i dunno Most Missed Memory: high school Weakness: my daughter Best Friends: 1 Goal For The Year: too pass all my college classes with a b Greatest Fears: Something happening to my daughter ::This OR That:: Pepsi or Coke: mt dew McDonalds or Burger King:mc donalds Hot Tea or Ice Tea: iced tea Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Water or Milk: water Coffee or Hot Chocolate: neither Hugs or Kisses: i love both Cats or Dogs: dogs Summer or Winter: Summer Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies:scary Love or Money: LOVE, money is only money Green Grapes or Purple Grapes: purple ::Lover:: Perferred Eye Color: any Perferred Hair Color: any Short Hair or Long Hair

Poems Ive Wrote
-:-Life Without You-:- She couldn't stand the silence, She couldn't stand the tears , She couldn't stand her life , After only fourteen years. He was her entire world, She gave him all she possessed, He did the same in return, They were thought to be obsessed. Their love couldn't be reached, Couldn't be touched by any other, From two they become one, They made each other whole. They filled each others voids, They fill each others souls. Everything was perfect, Everything was great, Til one damning day , They were told they'd have to wait. Her parents were moving her to a distant place, They'd be torn apart, Couldn't see each others face. They swore they'd make it work, Vowed to stay together, Didn't care about the distance, They'd be together forever. She gave it all she had , She did her very best, But he still slipped away, He didn't pass the test. While she was thinking of him, He had found

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6 crows samhain, what if I could tell you about today? The first real snow; The crows huddled in the grey fingers of that tree, Watching as if waiting for something I didn't have to give. What if you were here? Then you could say, "I don't really understand it" And I would write a few more lines, so you would know - What if I could tell you, That poem you wrote... I've hung it up, Copies along the bedroom wall, On the back door, The horse's stalls, And along the straight wire fluttering like little white flags, Between the paddocks and the pasture. Oh! what if you were here. I know what you'd say, That you never liked it anyway And only kept it out of loyalty, That poem you wrote for me, I read now like some accidental prophecy, That one you called: Samhain Someday I will return to you There on the meadow hill Where the crisp winds turn your hair to fairy knots And once more take you in my arms Having you nestle against my shoulder Whisperin

Poems That I Like And Have Written
I would open the champagne and make a toast Take a drink then pull you close I'd close my eyes then and kiss your lips I'd caresse and rub your sexy hips I'd pull you close so I could fell your body heat I'd kiss your neck, till your body got weak. I'd kiss from your neck down to your chest I'd unbutton your shirt to free your breast I will kiss and like your nipples and flick them with my tongue At the same time, I'll be fingering you, feeling your hot wet cum. I go back to kissing your lips, as I slide you pants to the floor Then I'll slide off your panties, and rub you down there till you're begging for more. I'd lay you down on the bed, and start kissing you more I start kissing down your body till you can't stand anymore You push my head down to where we both wanted it to be I lick and suck till you start scream, I keep going cause you taste so goo d to me You wrap your legs around my head as I'm sucking your clit I reach up with both my hands a

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the look in you eyes the grin on your face is sumthin i will remember everytime and every place i wana hear your voice say those words to me, those words that will last forever, and finally set me free... i wana be your 1 and only i wana be your girl.. just say the word and u kno im there, because u kno im dyin to be yours the darkness in your eyes show life ive never known the fullness of your lips makes me wana feel them with mine. i lose control when i hear your voice its the only thing that i hear, theres a passion about u that drives my mind wild for i cant place a finger on it but i can feel it in my soul. its like were meant to be together as 1 livin soul. for i hope that sum day soon i will become 1 with u i sit here and wonder if i am ready ready to start all over again my life has flown by me and i dont even know where it went i have dealt with the best and the worst i realize the wrongs i have made but i also see the rights my days ar

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Maybe they say we're young because we're still looking for something special. Maybe it's because there are still things we can't describe with a single word. A thousand points of light spread outward, above the water. It would have been night, but for the moment, in a moving space, the cruise ship beat it back. It was a place as such which couldn’t exist, slicing through heavy ocean air. Spelunking. It struck him… they could be spelunking the world. As we exist we are affected by everything, even if unaware, there is nothing we have not touched in some way. Hello and a smile. “Hello.” He smiled. The old man across the table tipped his head slightly, also smiling. Particularly broad and creased, the dark folds of his face just under the eyes and above the cheeks. Perhaps they creased often; Perhaps a man of smiles. So what else? Back on deck Chinese lanterns swayed easy within the glow; strange because there was excitement. The boy looked down at water, the bl