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Random Ramblings
being bored out of my skull absolutely sucks! so i'm killing about 30 seconds typing away about absolutely nothing.
Random Thoughts
I am so sick of hearing people condemn mothers for "spoiling" their children. So what if a child gets something from Walmart?.....so what if you get them what they want for birthdays or Christmas?......so what if the gifts are a little expensive?....my children are just that..MINE!!!....before my daughter got her own place she still worked full time, helped me keep house, babysat when I needed her to, cared for me & her younger brother when we're sick, fed the pets, reminded me of appointments, bills that are due and that I needed to take my medicine. The list goes on & on. Why can't I reward her for all her hard work?.....God knows how tough she has it now that she's out on her own (and NOT on welfare). Why shouldn't she enjoy what I can give her?...My youngest son is an "A" student, plays football and is in the band. He does his chores, doesn't bother anyone, and is an absolute joy to be around. He has a sense of humor that will make anyone laugh.....he has more friends,
Random Thoughts
Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. Always keep your own words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. Drive carefully. Its not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. If you can't be kind at least have the decency to be vague. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again it was probably worth it. It may be your sole purpose in life to simply be kind to others. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. Since its the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. When everythings coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. We could learn a lot from crayons... Some are sharp, some are pretty and some are dull. Some ahve wierd names, and all are different colors but they all have to live in the same box. A truly happy personis one who can enjoy t
Random Blockers
http://www.fubar.com/user/1063413 wtf? her last message to me was "lol..." http://www.fubar.com/user/1850177 Starstruck http://www.cherrytap.com/user/197272
Random Things
i don't write in this blog thing much.... i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who sent me virtual gifts and those who wished me a happy birthday/canada day :P but i'm pretty much siked.... my sister bought me Beastie Boy tickets :D Denver Colorado.... oh word... i can't wait XD and i got $170 from the rest of my family (hopefully i can use this and try to beg a little more so i can go see john
Random, Very Random
1. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? No dont think so 2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed before the last? yep, just this morning! 3. Have you ever punched a tree? No dont think so 4. Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it? In certain situations yes 5. Do you watch a lot of tv? sometimes 6. Have you tried ecstacy? never 7. Have you ever snuck out of your house? yes 8. Kill or Be killed? Definitely kill 9. Break someones heart or have your heart broken? Unfortunately break someone elses heart, gotta look out for mine 10. Never sleep or never eat? Never sleep 11. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? You know who you are. 12. Would you ever get a tattoo? Got 3, want lots more 13. Who was the last person you had a dream about? Some of my old classmates. Thats what happens when you look a
Random Junk
So, I'm seriously considering getting my tongue pierced. Anyone that can tell me more about it, pros cons etc.. please do so.
100 Random Things About Me
1. I'm 75% Irish, 25% British (well, technically, Welsh). 2. I often wish I was full-blooded Irish (or at least full-blooded something). 3. I am a Scorpio and exhibit almost all behavioral tendencies (good & bad) the sign is supposedly known for. 4. I am left handed (in doing most things, anyway), which I believe is still less than 15% the world's population. 5. I was severely underweight for much of my childhood. 6. I'm a frustrated Philly sports fan who's losing more interest in all of it every day. (actually, I barely pay attention to the absurdity of it anymore) 7. I've become more political as I've gotten older. 8. I often use humor as a defense mechanism in serious situations, or sometimes just 'cause it's fun. 9. I'm generally very opinionated but pride myself on listening to others' viewpoints. 10. I have no time for people who don't respect others' beliefs. 11. I believe that a woman's body is her own f**king business, and not beholden to any
The Random Thoughts That Are ~twisted Goddess~
Ugh What is it with you boys here on fubar?.... if you would not say something to your wife, mother, sister or daughter, what makes you think it is ok to say it to Me. If you would not want it said to your wife, mother, sister or daughter, why would you not think I would take offense? Good Goddess have some quoth , have some class... Be a MAN... not some potty mouthed boy..... Most of us left high school and puberty years ago 1. Can we meet some place? I only meet people that I've never met before in public and neutral locations, always accompanied by a chaperone and would prefer to meet at a local area munch. 2. I want to serve as your submissive. Give me no more and no less than a 500 word essay as to why you think that you want to serve as my submissive. Plus, 250 words, no more and no less describing what it is that you think it is that I desire in a submissive. Additionally, 100 words, no more no less telling me if you fit that description and how you fit that description. I
Randomness
I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none. I saw you look in fright at my tattoos. But you didn't see me cry as my children where born and have their name written over and in my
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A keen country lad walks in applys for a salesman's job at a city department store. In fact it was the biggest store in the world-you could get anything there. The boss asked him, "Have you ever been a salesman before?" "Yes, sir, I was a salesman in the country" said the lad. The boss liked the cut of him and said, "You can start tomorrow and I'll come and see you when we close up." The next day was long and arduous for the young man, but finally 5 o'clock came around. The boss duly fronted up and asked, "How many sales did you make today?" "One," said the young salesman. "Only one," blurted the boss, "most of my staff make 20 or 30 sales a day. How much was the sale worth?" "Three hundred thousand dollars," said the young man. "How did you manage that?" asked the flabbergasted boss. "Well," said the salesman "this man came in and I sold him a small fish hook, then a medium hook and finally a really large hook. Then I sold him a small fishing line, a me
Random Thoughts From A Wandering Mind
Whats that you thinkin bout boy - - What you got on your mind... Are those thoughts about me - - That I see in your eyes... If Im reading correctly - - And I think that I am.... You want me to come closer - - And give you my hand... So then you can take it - - and lead me inside.... We can block out the world - - and make love all night... I could get lost in your kisses - - and melt with your touch... My body would tremble - - With the flick of your tongue... Id cum all in your mouth - - Mmmm.. multipule times... Sit up - Push you back - - And climb on for a ride... Id be bouncin my ass - - While you grippin my hips... Have you rollin you're eyes - - And bitin your lips.. Drop it down on you hard - - you got this pussy so wet... I feel you bout to explode - - But hold up - baby not yet... Keep you held tight inside me - - as I turn it around... So you can look at this ass - - While I make it bounce... Then you'd get up behind me - - Push
Random Bitsof Thought (reposts)
A year has past and he sits so daunting , the depths of my soul I find him haunting. This foul winged beast of night that stays perched above my door. The fire I stoke ever so lightly, it's warm embers burning brightly, Warming the room ever so slightly, as I cast my gaze upon the floor. Seeking some comfort in my sorrow, though I know not what for. Avoiding sight of this Raven whom I abhor. With the passing days my mind has wandered, fleeting memories that I have pondered, pondered the reasons and purpose of all that has been before. Madness inside slowly brewing, insipid remarks I find myself spewing, Aware now of my very undoing, but not yet sure of what is in store. I struggle in vain to clear my mind so my situation I may explore. Knowing he is watching, perched silently for ever more. "Sentinel of the darkest hour, I beseech thee to relinquish your power! Allow me to see what wrong has brought you, so that I may settle the score!" And though the bird whom is eve
Random Thoughts
To those that read this... I'm probably gonna be fairly quiet on Fubar for a bit.. just losing the desire (and time constraints) to continually rate, comment, etc.. also breaking from the occasional drama that occurs.. It doesn't mean thoughts aren't appreciated, or that I won't be checking in.. just that I may not respond to everything.. just too much going on.. and I know my level probably isn't gonna get past where it is... so there's no use point collecting.. Just know that y'all are appreciated and in mind, even if I don't express it Wow.. first thing I gotta say is thank ya, whoever you are.. now I gotta decide.. do I try and figure out who you are? or do I assume you are the person who viewed me just before the crush message came through? lol... yes, I do know who that was ;) Of course, I could react like myself, and ask if you need to be tested for substance abuse for crushin' on me.. LOL...but if you need to be tested... and want some substances... body shots
Random Shit
Chapter 1: The Sun - Your Ego Structure SUN IN GEMINI You are versatile and adaptable. Usually, you have fifty projects going, all at the same time. You are interested in everything, but this makes it very difficult to do anything in particular very well. You love to relate. You build your day and your life around interactions with people, ideas and events. You are a rapid learner and a good communicator. Often, your learning is on the surface and your communication is just imitative, but you can reason and are not afraid of innovation. Try to be more consistent in your approach to life. When you are well organized, you accomplish. When you develop sympathy for others, your relationships become more stable. MERCURY IN TAURUS Your mind is conventional and determined. Your basic thrust is toward the practical. You wish to be thorough but sometimes your slow, intuitive approach misses some key ingredients that move in a more subtle realm. However, when something is r
Random Blogs...
Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--Me or ur life Boy: My life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life. A fake bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A fak
Random Things
hope ur having a great day all i really do, much love to all ya out there who are mah friends...but i need ya'lls help, my hubby posted a MUMM about what kinda dog we want next,when u get a chance b4 it expires, vote on my hubbys mum, ppl were sayin some fucked up shit about how many dogs we have and implying my house is very smell, just wanted to get my homies gathered and give up their views, of those who actually know me and how i am with pitbulls and animals in general. some ppl r so shallow. feel free to give your own vote between the 2 choices though!!! freedom of speach!http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=161468 From my husband :) awwww I love you Brandy. I love you first and foremost because you're my wife. I love you because you're beautiful even if I don't tell you that enough. I love you because you take care of me when I'm sick and even when I'm not and even when I literally couldn't stand on my own 2 feet and walk. I love you because you are always there for me, even w
Random Ramblings
So I am waiting for the elevator, to get some breakfast in the Mezzanine, when one of my co workers flashes me a strong arm salute, I give one back. As I get on the elevator, I realize why he did what he did, he is wearing a red shirt, and I am wearing a red shirt also(just happens to be a long sleeve shirt with the #7, and Robby Gordon's name on it) As I am waiting for my breakfast to be cooked, I started thinking why my co-worker would do that, then it dawns on me. It's Valentine's Day, I am normally not one to put a lot stock in the meaning of wearing a particular color, but I understand the red part of my warbrobe today. Now does that mean I have a man crush on Robby, because I am wearing one of his shirts on Valentine's Day? Just putting that out there.......... WHOOHOO Ok, so I am channeling Homer. But I have reason to do so. As some of you know, I am a Cartographer by trade, making maps and working with spatial data. Well, one of the more prestigious
Randomness
A lot of people say to leave the past where it is and to not look back. Recently I looked back and found a person that I had been in my life a lot, but had never really given them a chance, never knew an interest was there. The past few weeks have been a whirl wind of catching up and falling. My emotions are on a roller coaster, and yes, the Screaming Eagle so I know they won't jump on... lol, but will be there when they calm down (at least I am hoping so). Everyone has been hurt I know, so everyone should understand the uncertainty.. just not wanting this person from the past to give up on me b/c of these uncertainties. REALLY liking the attention I am getting and giving, thanks for the past cpl days... it was a trip =-)~ I am always up for a road trip for friends, especially ones that were there in the beginning. ~hugs~ It's truely amazing how people come in and out of your lives and it takes a while for you to realize what kind of impact they have on you. I have been given
Random Thoughts
Random Thoughts.
You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.He wears
Random Thoughts & Rants
I found this list a few yrs back & dropped it in a folder online, knowing one day i would want to post it in a blog. i added a cpl of my own. but generally these are the words i try live by and are important to me...enjoy! 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you," mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly but
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A Japanese explanation about the small arrow on your computer monitor. How does the small arrow on your computer monitor work when you move the mouse? Haven't you ever wondered how it works? The mystery is finally solved. Now, through the miracle of high technology, you can see how it is done. With the aid of a screen magnifying lens, the mechanism becomes visible. Click on the link below and you will find out. The image may take a minute or two to download an d, when it appears , slowly move your mouse over the light gray circle and you will see how the magic of the arrow is revealed. http://www.1-click.jp/ Rules of living in the Houston area. Rules of Houston , H-Town, 3rd Coast, Bayou City , The Dirty 3rd, or whatever you wanna call it... 1. You must learn to pronounce the city name. It is "Hue-stun," not "Ewe-stun", or "house-tun" Oh yea, the street is pronounced "San Phil-ee-pay" not "San Phil-eep" ( San Feli
Random Nothingness From The Army Wife
Well tomorrow I have a dr.'s appointment because I have been sick the past few days and my temp has been bouncing all over the place and then to boot my dr. here in killeen is booked until august so I have to go 20 minutes to see a different doctor ugggggg!!! anyways just randomness I love my husband he has been really good and he set up everything for me I dunno what I would do with out him Today has been a bad day for me with John being gone yet it being so close to the time he gets home I am getting sad because it isn't coming fast enough lol I know I should be excited but I keep thinking he is leaving for 15 months soon and I get sadder WTF!?!?! lol someone tell me to shut up already Oh god I am going crazy right now my husband's flight landed about 30 minutes ago I don't know exactly when he will be home or anything so I am just waiting for him to walk in the front door and I am so nervous I have missed him so much and every time he leaves for an extended period of time I get ne
Randomness
yeh i'm back from my longass break of not coming on here...i see how many people missed me -_- okkk now that i'm back i want love god damnit!!! and i mean like i want conversations with people, not sex -_- dun want that...or do i? lol jk umm yeh talk to me i'm bored
Randomness
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and l
Randomness
I love Randomness! Anything out of the ordinary!
Random Thoughts
I have been asked by a lot of people what would it take to see more of me.... Well.... After a lot of thought, I think I have decided.... Send me a Fu-Mail and I will let you know what it is. DJ Daddy's Gurl@PWS Radio~FuWife to KingVampire~Owned by Cappy~Owner of Rusticlette~@ fubar Lately my horoscopes have been about right on. I'm talking about the one they show on here in your profile set up. It's been weird because I've hardly ever seen one be right on. I don't normally read them first thing in the morning, but later for more entertainment purposes. Today it says a coworker and I will get into a heated discussion. We DID!!! It was also loud and heated as a joke to scare another coworker, but the topic of it was real. Man, let's see how much longer these things are going to be right. Good Night my dear friends!!! Have sweet and sexy dreams tonight. :D
Random Thoughts & Flights Of Ideas....
OK, I know I haven't been around much. Most of you probably didn't even notice, but there's a few of you I speak with pretty regularly, including a new friend...and you all are special to me. Wicked Red, I cut you off in mid-sentence today....and, I'm sorry (I was right...it's broken.). I worked a 24-hour shift On-Call at my job yesterday, and worked for nearly 20 of them. No time for Online after the ORs shut down. Then, I came home, showered and crashed hard till around 2:00 pm this afternoon. I was chilling out with my kids this evening, and my 9 year-old came in screaming, and holding his arm. Seems he was diving for a football in the frontyard, and came down on his left elbow...right on top of the Water-Main shutoff valve in my front yard (A wrought-iron, small round cover...like a tiny manhole cover with a bolt in the middle.). After nearly 4 hours in the local E.D., my suspicions were confirmed. He fractured his radial head. He broke his elbow. Now he's tucked in, I
Random Stuff
Today's rank #314 woohoo!! Today's Rank: #944 An Old Indian Proveb.... Two Wolves Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two 'wolves' inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, fear, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."
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Random Thoughts
Ive been thinking of posting some nsfw pic but it might get me in trouble with my superiors. If you wanna see an American soldier's cock let me know here. If I get a big enough response I will go ahead and do it.
Random Stuff
Well its time, Ive decided to host my very FIRST contest! Its going to be a hottest piercing contest. Its going to run for one week and will start as soon as I have enough people entered. Heres the rules: 1. Bombing IS allowed. 2. You must have a salute! 3. Cheating will NOT be tolerated. If I find out you are harassing anyone else in the contest I will take you out of it! The prizes are as follows: First Prize: Corvette Second Prize: Silver Motorcycle or an Impala, winner's choice. Third Prize: Men or woman's ring, winner's choice. You can either have the gift yourself or have it gifted to someone else, it's up to you. If you would like in, send me a fumail letting me know what picture you would like entered. Once again, the contest will be for the hottest piercing and will run for one week. Shaniqua shaniqua~Co-Founder of LDC~Wife of Dark God and Goddess of Afrika*@ fubar My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? hmmm..
Randomness
I decided a long time ago to get out of something I shouldn't have gotten myself into in the first place. I try not to live my life with regrets, because everything we do in life we've wanted to do at some point or another. I got out of it, and the road is going to be bumpy but I know what I want so the future looks wonderful, and I will do everything in my power to get it. I look forward to my future, and learn from my past. I can only hope everyone lives for themselves and continues to strive for happiness and excellence. Don't give up on yourself. Just because you fail at one thing, it doesn't mean life is over, it just means you made it through an obstacle and the best is yet to come.
Randomness
So i'm new to this. Well no, not so much. I've been here before. So feel free to say hello. I might not necessarily say it back but it's worth a try. Be inventive and say something other than 'hi, be my friend...etc, etc.' Leave me comments on my photo's and stuffs too. Be nice. Amuse me. K? Now do it.
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Random Things
AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS TO RERATE PICS? i HAVE BEEN ON SITES AND i KNOW THAT i HAD RATED SOME PICS A WEEK AGO AND NOW iM DOING THE SAME PICS AGAIN,WHATS GOING ON? Sign over a Gynecologist's Office: "Dr. Jones, at your cervix." ****************************** In a Podiatrist's office: "Time wounds all heels." ************************** On a Septic Tank Truck in Oregon: "Yesterday's Meals on Wheels" ************************** At a Proctologist's door: "To expedite your visit please back in." ************************** On a Plumber's truck: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber." ***************** ********* At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee: "Invite us to your next blowout." ************************** At a Towing company: "We don't charge an arm and a leg. We want tows." ************************** On an Electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." ************************** On a Maternity Room door: "Push. Push. Push." ***************
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I was poking around trying to catch up on my curent events. It always helps when it comes up in conversation. I dont know why but it really struck me how out of control something really are. it reminded me of something Buroughs once wrote, " In the U.S. you have to either be a deviant or exist in extreme boredom...Make no mistake, all intellectuals are deviants in the U.S." Damn i love being an American :)
Random E-shit!
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NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Phone number: 4. Favorite position (s)? 5. Do you think I'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like fore play? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color:
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This didnt happen to me but its funny as hell Don't Shave That Hair!!! I have recently made a mistake in my life, and I offer my story to you, that you may learn from my error. It all started, as many things do, with me having trouble shitting. No, I was not constipated; this was not a regularity problem but a matter of technique. It seems my ass-hair had grown to such a length that tiny grogans were constantly getting tied up in the matted jungle between my asscheeks. It led to much frustration, with me KNOWING that I still had something to drop, but unable to shake the tenacious turd loose from its butthair dwelling. Eventually I would have to do two things: either reach down with some paper and try to pinch off the lingering loaf (which required careful precision to avoid smearing the creature all over my rear, especially since I had no way of seeing what I was doing) or just go for broke, start wiping, and hope that I could remove all the leftover fecal matter before the toilet
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H- Hadephobia- Fear of hell. Hagiophobia- Fear of saints or holy things. Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning. Haphephobia or Haptephobia- Fear of being touched. Harpaxophobia- Fear of being robbed. Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure. Heliophobia- Fear of the sun. Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology. Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms. Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood. Heresyphobia or Hereiophobia- Fear of challenges to official doctrine or of radical deviation. Herpetophobia- Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things. Heterophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Sexophobia) Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666. Hierophobia- Fear of priests or sacred things. Hippophobia- Fear of horses. Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words. Hobophobia- Fear of bums or beggars. Hodophobia- Fear of road travel. Hormephobia- Fear of shock. Homichlophobia- Fear of fog. Homilo
Random Thoughts And Sh*t
I look around at the world and wonder just what the hell happened since I was born? I grew up watching the ORIGINAL Looney Tunes. Uncut as it were. Yosemity Sam geting shot in the face with a cannon, Wiley Coyote falling from a cliff, Speedy Gonzales showing Sylvester up at every turn. These were around from the time my dad was a kid. He's 70. Neither of us duplicated these stunts cause we were smart enuff to realize they were CARTOONS! I think it's rather odd that the people cutting the heart from my childhood are the very same ones that grew up watching the same damn cartoons. Do they think their children are that dumb? Or are they just too bothered with the rest of their lives to worry about actually raising their children and teaching them right and wrong? The difference between living, breathing human beings and celluloid creations from a by-gone era? Why are we, as human beings, so driven to make sense out of life? Why does there have to be meaning to our existence? I like my lif
Random Actsof Chance...
there once was a boy who painted his face, and in a fucked up world he found his place, for within him he found, he was a nightmare klown, and would forever be a disgrace. an innocent walks in the darkness of night, but in this darkness something follows, an innocent that walks is filled with fright, for in the darkness lurks a creature so hollow, can you hear him? do you see him? shall you fear him? or should you be him? a nightmare stalks in the darkness of night, but in the darkness the light does follow, a nightmare that stalks so afraid of the light, for within this darkness a soul can be swallowed, can you hear me? do you see me? you should not fear me, for you will be me. my darling enchantress my feelings for thee you give me more passion than i ever knew could be when i lay in bed of you i have so many visions from darkness now my heart has arisen all the pain of my life you have taken away and in my dreams you always come to pla
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So how do you know if someone is being for real with you or just stringing you along? I'm sure that is not so cut and dry to answer but I just wonder.
Random Shit?
k never done onna thse before so i figured i may as well.
A Random Pimpout
SMILE PAUL CAUSE ALOT OF PEOPLE LOVE YOU:) I don't normally pimpout because my list would go on forever..Tonight Im just asking all my friends to go show him some love. Paul is one hell of a nice guy and a good friend. Paul@ fubar
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JUST SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE THEN REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN OR A BLOG AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN SOMEONE RESPONDS TO YOU AND YOUR QUESTIONS..... ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
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im aware that some of the topics i talk about in my blog my offend some ppl. that is not my intention. the views expressed in this r mine and mine alone. yes, there is pian in my life. if u judge me based on what i say in this blog, then ur not worth my time even getting to know u. i try to make friends everywhere i go. im more of a watcher than a talker. i observe ppl in everyday life, and ill be honest some of the things i observe r disturbing, frightening, and things that make me ashamed of the human race at times. for instance cheatingon ur girlfriend/boyfriend or husbands/wives. what is the point. i mean honestly, if ur not happy with what goes on in the relationship either try to reconcile it or go ur seperate ways. i know in the case of splitting up there's issue and other things to consider, but in the end, if u do everything u possibly can to fix it, then splitting is best for all parties involved. so please ppl do urselves and the ppl u care for a favor, be hone
Random Chaos
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important, Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart Cling to that as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect, It is the fragile thread that binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks, It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fa
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Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I was the outcast kid in grade school who it was cool to make fun of. It was pivotal and still influences me. 2. I'm a love addict (no, not a sex addict, that's entirely different) and see a shrink once a week. 3. I don't follow or even know the rules of any sports. 4. I can't watch a rape scene on TV or in a movie. I can't stomach the cruelty of it and I have to leave the room. 5. I often extrapolate from knowing close friends' personalities and imagine how conversations would go on various topics. 6. If it's good, I'll read a 500 page novel in a night. 7. I like medieval weapons because I like creative and functional
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Not really sure what I have to say. I never post blogs much. I've had an awesome week so far and it's only Tuesday. I hope it stays this way... I've been teased before with weeks that start on a high but soon end on a low. Should I be cautious? Is something lurking around the corner to surprise me? I just want to go with the flow and see where it takes me. Sometimes the planets are lined in your direction and things are in your favor. Yet I am weary... Thoughts? So I didn't log on to fubar in a few months... I've noticeda feature that I enjoyed before isn't being utilized... What happen to the lounges? I use to enjoy going in those from time to time and listen to the different tunes and see what kind of interesting conversations are being had. I see the list of lounges, but they always say inside "0"... what gives? Am I missing something? I'm trying to get up to my next level (14) so any help would be greatly appreciated and I'll return the fav
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OK i am so pissed right now.A couple people on here know that i work at a gas station. Why do people insist on pumping gas and not paying for that shit???????? I understand that they want to move out of the way so that others can get gas as well but you know if you can pump your gas and get in your car and forget to pay for it as your moving out of the way your a asshole. Why do people just not feel like they have to pay for it. People like me get shit from the streo becasue there ass was not wanting to pay for it. Now let me see . Do i get a write up becasue i have a 27.00 gas drive off or do i just pay the 27.00 and say the write up?? either way i think about it ifeel like i am being screwed , and this is the kind where i am not enjoying it.PEOPLE PAY FOR YOUR SHIT PLEASE!! why are people fake?why do people have to be something they are not? Why do they feel they have to play this game with me? Do they think i have that kinda time to play with?Why do they waste there time saying th
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VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable.. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying... ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves be
Random Rants, Poems, And Thoughts
Im Mad as Hell!! Current mood: infuriated Category: Life Ok so here ya go, get ready cause I am so Mad right this minute and my fury has not abated a bit since 3:00 am this morning. This morning my child called me absolutely sobbing, when I finally got the story from him this is what he told me. He was on his way home from taking his friend to his house and two carloads of young white boys started harrassing him. He tried to ignore them but they followed him. When he turned down a side street to go to his apartment a train was passing and he had to stop. One car pulled along side him and the other blocked him from behind. The boys then got out of the cars and started hitting him thru his open window and my son got a bloody nose and some bruises out of it. They also were yelling slurs at him such as "faggot" and "queer". They tried to pull him put of the car, thank goodness he had the doors locked. Just then the train moved on. He gunned his car and sped away. H
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There is a reason I do not have pics of my "kitty" on fubar. There will not EVER be pic of my "kitty" on here. SO STOP ASKING. I am deleting and blocking everybody who asks for some or tells me I should post some. Well I just cut my list by half lmfao I just wanted to add another as pure randomness just to amuse you people. LOL Little Truffle Shuffle for ya? ;) A magnet I have that cracks me up...No Offense :) And this kid is gonna be a heartbreaker when he hits legal age! lol and for all the new people who just added me I'm really not that cranky lol Ask my frind Paul, go listen to his voice comments I left him (hahaha I know you're gonna commet on this) I'm trying to get back with all of you. sorry it's hard to. Shoot me an email I'll reply back. I don't bite :)well too hard. I was informed I have big boobs. That is why I had changed my status to "I have big boobs???" My shoutbox filled up which I REALLY had no idea would happen. So if I didn't
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The Legacy Ankh is the symbol of the Strigoi Vii Mysteries, the Covenants of the Black Veil, and the Current of Elorath. It is worn by both Strigoi Vii and Black Swans to symbolize their agreement with Our Pact. The ankh, or in Latin the crux ansata (cross with a handle), was originally the Egyptian hieroglyph which meant life. Many ancient Egyptian artworks, especially funerary art, depict gods and pharaohs bearing this symbol. The ankh was also associated with the god of death and rebirth, Osiris, and ankhs were often placed with mummies in order to symbolically convey the gift of immortality. Over time the ankh came to symbolize immortality and can even be seen as a key to unlock the gates of death. The Rosicrucians and members of other Hermetic orders often use this symbol in their rituals. The Coptic Christians, as well, employed it as a symbol of life after death. Ankhs incorporating mirrors into their design have sometimes been used to symbolize perception of the
Randy And Sara
Randy and Sara Category: Life I would just like to share a little something with all of you....As you may have seen my profile page I had mentioned that I had lost two close family members due to a car accident.For those of you that are new friends of mine or even old friends that did not know them, I thought I would share a bit of some things with you about them..... First of all...for those of you that do not know....Randy and Sara were killed in an automobile accident on September 22, 2006....My cousin Kim, her husband Randy and their three children, Sara 16 yrs, Emily 14 yrs, and Adam 9 yrs, were on their way to our family reunion campout.....A pick-up truck that was driving in front of them swerved into the other lane, hit a semi, and caused the semi to jacknife and hit their van....Randy and Sara did not survive the accident...leaving Kim, Emily, and Adam as the only survivors of the family. Now...about Randy....He was a volunteer fireman for 13 years and a second a
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You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
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To everyone that sent me birthday wishes thanks you so much. You made a crappy day better. And to all my D&DC family you rock!!!!!! Thanks so much again!!!! Roses Comments Graphics at 123mycodes.com Ok, I've never really been good at this. But, I'll give it a shot. Today is my day off which I am glad. I had to go put insurance on my husband's mustang. Not too bad didn't cost me an arm and a leg like I thought it would. I'll just be glad when he gets the transmission in. That won't take him too long. Last night was hectic at work. I work for two car rental agency's which will remain nameless. Pretty much I get calls for extensions, reservations, directions, and people who want to bitch because they feel they have been done wrong. Well our company also takes the roadside assistant calls for both companies. Now I'm not a roadside agent yet and I'm starting to be glad that I'm not. One of our agents had to take the saddest call last night. A guy had called in to let us known that h
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well i no longer have to worrie about not having a job when my store closses at the end of the month cause today when i was at work i was told that i know have a job working for Build-A-Bear!! im so happy cause i get to work with 4 of my friends its going to be soooo much fun ok so the 15th Annual KFOG KaBoom Saturday, May 10, 2008, 4pm Piers 30/32, San Francisco its $15 prsell and $20 at the door but if you plan on going get them on line you have Los Lobos, Collective Soul and Matt Nathanson, its always a blast and im going to do my best to go this year but i dont know if i can cause on the 9th is the Dixon May Fair and ZZ Top will be playing there and it is also Jacobs Birthday so i dont know when Jessica plans on have his party but if you can go i say go Well we tuck pooh to the vet today and there wasnt any thing really wrong with him the vet thinks he might have pulled on of the ligaments in his leg or he could have burned his pad last week when it was hella hot here so hes on
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you tempt me when i am asleep you haunt me when awake you come to me differently each time still i watch for you whether it be wake or sleep i am putty underneath you i am nothing without you i am dead to the world when not thinking of you you are my end you are my everything why have i not found you time time it waits for no man or woman it does not go faster watched it is a endless stream stretched out before me waiting and watching for you. i wish to let you inside i want you to be my everything i need to give up my control i want to see nothing but you every morn i wish to be seen as more then flesh and bone i need to show you all the keys to my soul worship you like the moon above adore you like the rock gods give you more then i thought i ever could let you be my setting sun have faith in U/us together more then words can ever say tied to you till my dying day. i see myself as i was wanting to be in the world
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I finally finished my re-enlistment! I leave on August 27th for AIT, and should be at my home duty station by November. I wont know where I'm going to for a few weeks yet, so I don't know when I'll be online again after I leave. Thanks to everyone who has supported me in this! I love you all! Go Army! Today was my oldest daughter's first day of Kindergarten. I am so proud of her, and I'm excited for her, but I still choked up walking out the door. Her teacher wrote a poem to the parents that had me fighting back tears some more in the car. I will miss being here to see her off to school, and to pick her up. I've been so strong and determined, but the closer to my ship date the more of a wreck I am. I'm sure Sunday will be the hardest, my final goodbye to my children for a couple months. :( My favorite quote... Exactly how I've felt for many moons, and even amidst the torture I continue to feel the same! "When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like a
Randomness
Random Facts. In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only... Ladies Forbidden"... and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. It is impossible to lick your elbow. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king in history: Spades - King David Hearts - Charlemagne Clubs - Alexander, the Great Diamonds - Julius Caesar 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321 Question: If you were to spell out numbers, how far would you have to go until you would find the letter "A"? Answer: One thousand In Shakespeare's time, mattresses were secured on bed frames by ropes. When you pulled on the ropes the mattress tighten
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: JUST PASSING THIS ALONG... We all have our disagreements with President Bush. Immigration, U.S. Attorney firings, Iraq, Darfur, etc. are all hot topics these days. The following "speech" was written yesterday by an ordinary resident of Maine. While satirical in nature, all satire must have a basis in fact to be effective. An excellent piece by a person who does not write for a living. Sent with the author's permission. The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: there's been no breaking of laws or impeachable offenses in this offic
Random Old Myspace Blog Thats Funny
Monday, December 12, 2005 Anti Christ Current mood: accomplished Category: MySpace Im doing fabulous today. Its sunny outside, a lil chilly, but that isnt bad at all. so anyway whats on everyone's mind? Im sure a lot of you out there have something interesting to say. other peoples lives are very interesting. just think of all the things other people are out doing while you are doing what you are doing. if that makes any sense. you know there are a gazillion different things going on. i wonder what the odds are that you are doing the same thing as someone else at this moment......ummmm wait, actually you are, if you are reading this now, more than likely you are like about a million other people who are on MYSPACE right now. Wow, what are the odds man? Its taking over. So much now that people can only talk about their myspace, and what they did on myspace today, and how everyone on their top 8 is, and all about them. Wow, what is the world coming to? Its going to completely t
Random Thoughts Of Broken Fragments
This is for your entire life! Copy into a new email. () Smoked a cigarette (x) Drank so much you threw up (x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back () Been arrested (X) Gone on a blind date (x) Skipped school (x) Watched someone die (x) Been to Canada (x) Been to Mexico () Been to Florida (x) Been on a plane (x) Been lost (x) Been on the opposite side of the country () Gone to Washington , DC (x) Swam in the ocean (x) Felt like dying () Cried yourself to sleep (x) Played cops and robbers () Recently colored with crayons () Sang karaoke (X) Paid for a meal with only change (x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't (x) Made prank phone calls (x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue (x) Danced in the rain (x) Written a letter to Santa Claus (x) Been kissed under the mistletoe (x) Watched the sunrise with someone you care about (x) Blown bubbles (X) Made a bonfi
Random Expressions
So, how do you do it? By it I mean take a picture of yourself looking in the mirror? I am never sure if I should look at the mirror, the camera lens, the view finder or up in the air like an airplane just flew over. Thanks guys. I'm full of so much love for the developers of this site. Allow me to list them. 1)I'm addicted, enough said. 2)I'm really addicted, enough said again.
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I\'m going to use this blog as a never ending venue to post some of my thoughts during the course of my day. Keep watching as I will probably update this daily, sometimes hourly...My mind wanders alot. ---------------------------------------------- Today, it just hit me out of nowhere, that this girl that I know, her mom\'s name is Sharon Cox. Then, today, I met a girl named Rose Cox. Honest! I\'m waiting to meet a guy named Holden Cox to make the trifecta complete. A guy came up to me today, and pointed at his wrist...at I guess some imaginary watch or something, and asked me what time it was. Later in the day, I went up to him and pointed at my crotch and asked him where the bathroom was. Someone approached me today and said, \"I have a question, Mark.\" I replied, \"Really? I have a comma...wanna trade?\" I work with this guy named Nat. Nat doesn\'t really do much at all. Seriously. Nat just kinda wanders around campus in a daze. I often wonder what it would be lik
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I am so sad that i went and took a bunch of pictures and all that jazz and i was takin more tonight and then all the sudden i am at my picture limit. im so sad. i was having fun. i love to take pictures. oh well...only like 20,000 till i level again....::sigh::
Random Outbursts
.... Do so many of the restaurants and delis here open at 7am and not a one of them serves any kind of breakfast? Oh sure they sell coffee and pastries, but wtf? Can't I even get a decent egg sandwich? So I was all excited about being Rank #236 yesterday because I think I've only ranked 2 other times before this and those were in the 300 or 400s. But today, I log in and I am #39!!!! Woot! How the Hell did that happen? Wanna go for Top Ten tomorrow? lol!!!! Out of sight, out of mind I guess. I had 9 crushes, now I'm down to 6. I feel so unloved! *sob*
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This is a question that has been on my mind quite a bit of late, not so much for myself as it is for those I love. Last night, a member of our family was placed in protective custody and put on suicide watch. Over the course of the last week, there had been some behavioral issues with this person, but no indication of how bad he was feeling until yesterday and last night. Although not a shrink or anything, I have done a lot of research on the subject due to a friend who committed suicide when I was in school...in my family member's case, there was never any indication/signs/etc. I'm even more concerned with my fiancee, who seems to have stuff constantly piled on her to the point where it seems like she's gonna break. Fortunately, she has not, but how much more can she take? Regardless of what happens, I will stand by her, but my concern is how much more can a person take before they are pushed too far....and what can I do to pull people away from the precipice....
Random Silliness
Since I can't create a mumm anymore, have fun with these. This is just random silliness. A bunch of questions for no reason whatsoever. 1. what would you do for a klondike bar? 2. hotter couple, aunt jamima & mrs. butterworth or betty crocker & the pillsbury doughboy? (i said this was silly) 3. cocoa krispies or cocoa pebbles? 4. how many time did the batmobile catch a flat? 5. who annoys you more rosie o'donnell or bill o'reily? 6. is three really the magic number? 7. who is badder, count chocula or the count from sesame street? 8. who is better puddle of mudd or linkin park? 9. fed ex or dhl? 10. better decade of music 70's, 80's or 90's? Have fun. I may just do this again....LOL
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I sit here in the dark As you strum your guitar We're in teh same room But it feels so fucking far Far away-not in distance But far away at heart I feel closer to you When we are apart I don't know what it is but it's killing me inside You want me to choose Which path to follow- I can't decide For not much longer Can we keep living A lie (to ourselves) Or keep on giving I'm not ready to let go But I can't stay- I know. I want us to discover ourselves to soak it up, to learn, to grow A sad song now A sullen, quiet melody A silence, a breath It's a song because of me You ask me what I'm writing Of course I tell you nothing. A rush of confusion Seems to flush my face & thoughts I light up another cigarette the smoke swirls about The silence and the sadness Haunts my dreams- I shout This song- a Dave favorite Makes a small smile come to my face SOME of the little things make the space between us - only space - Not pain, or sadness or
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You know, I don't usually blog on here... the fubar that is. But today after some random fubar member irritated the living piss out of me, I feel compelled to "blog". I have "beef" if you will... and don't sit there and snicker at the word beef. When I joined CherryTap/Fubar, I joined because a few of my friends told me about it, and what fun they were having. So, what the heck, why not. Some light-hearted fun, right? Wrong. This site is turning out to be a glorified popularity contest... how many rates can I get, how many fans, fan me then friend me and don't forget to rate me so I can level up, help me win a stupid contest, etc, etc. The list goes on and on. I have met a few very nice, wonderful, interesting people, who have taken the time to actually read my profile, and find out about me, and I have done the same for them. I don't do drama, I don't pretend to be something I'm not, and I tell it like it is; you don't like it, oh well. So here's the beef... the damn shoutbox gets o
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1. Where will you be in a hour? 2. Who will be your next kiss? 3. Is there something purple within 10 feet of you? 4. Are you wearing socks right now? 5. When was the last time you went out of state? 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 7 days? 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? 8. What are you wearing right now? 9. What was your last purchase? 10. What's the last thing you wrote down? 11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? 12. Have you been to the silly site GoofyAuctions.com? 13. Have you ever owned a fish tank? 14. What's the last time you watched a hockey game? 15. What is in your pocket right now? 16. If you could travel anywhere right now, where would you be? 17. What friend has the kinkiest piercing(s)? 18. One thing you hate about yourself? 19. What's your favorite soup? 20. Do you miss anyone? 21. Last play you saw? 22. What are your plans for the day? 23. Ever
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I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to s
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Random Rambling
"They can take six years of my life, but they can't take my FREEDOM!!!!" For all those that don't know yet, the day time has finally come. I am now out of the Air Force. I am on terminal leave, again for those who don't know what that is, I'm getting a full pay for another 2 1/2 months to do nothing. Now it is just job hunting time. Anyway next time you are having a drink, do me a favor raise your glass and and do little toast. Toast to freedom, toast to me finishing my enlistment alive, toast to those who will be getting out in the future or have in the past, toast to those who have decided to make it a career, and most definitely toast to those who have sacrificed their lives for our country and will never finish their time or decide to make it a career and most importantly ever see their friends and family again and enjoy the freedom they have made possible. To my friends and family and to all CHEERS to FREEDOM!!!! Business casual What the fuck does business casual wear? No
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Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese..... Thumb represents your Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your-Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & the Last (Little) finger represents your children Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure below): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate live
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So I've been having a crappy week and the weekend isn't any better. It drives me nuts cuz it's like I can't have guy friends, without my other guy friends getting mad. Why do men have to be so jealous? I can flat out tell them I'm not interested in dating them, and they still get all pissy with me if I even so much go fishing with a group of people and there's even just ONE guy there. I'm sick and tired of men being stupid assholes around here where I live. I've finally put my foot down and said once they piss me off I'm done with them for good and that's how it's been going down. One guy called me a good for nothing whore saying I cheated on him...I mean seriosly, you can cheat on friends?? Even if he were a boyfriend, I've done NOTHING to cheat on him with. These guys just need to get over their jealous shit. I do have a boyfriend, and as much as they will hate it, they can deal with it or just screw off. I deserve much better friends than them. Anyway, to change subject, I got my 4
Random Thoughts And Things From Me!
Well thursday, (AUG 9th) I pack up the computer so I won't be around again until the AUG 17th... Yes, I know you'll miss me, but dry your tears, I will be back before you know it... Just don't forget about me!!!! *cries* hahahaha I'm a dork, I know this.. and you love it.. haha...
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WHAT ELSE IS GONNA GO WRONG WITH MY TRUCK WAS BREAKS NOW I HAVE TO REPLACE A TIRE A NAIL IS STUCK IIN IT with a million things runnin thru my head and dont know how to sort things out is like makin me feel like im dying inside. no wait, i am dying inside. i need things to change i want to feel what i felt before. SOMEONE ONCE TOLD ME THAT I WASNT HAPPY AND THERE FOR I WOULD NEVER FIND A MAN THAT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY THAT I WOULD ALWAYS BE STARTING SHIT AND STARTIN DRAMA AND MAKIN THEM UNHAPPY AND NOT WANNA BE WITH ME. AND FOR A WHILE I BEILEVED HIM CAUSE I REALLY THOUGHT IT WAS ME THAT WAS DOING THIS AND MAKIN THIS STUFF HAPPEN. THING IS COME TO FIND OUT IT WAS HIM THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME. HE LIED TO ME HE HURT ME HE DID THINGS THAT I THOUGHT WOUULD NEVER HAPPEN TO ME, HE ALLOWED SOMEONE TO BREAK INTO MY TRUCK AND STILL MY MONEY AND BREAK MY DOORHE KEEPS TELLIN ME HE IS GONNA PAY ME BACK BUT HE NEVER DOES AND BECAUSE OF HIM I HAVE GOTTEN SO BEHIND ON BILLS THAT IT AITN EVEN FUNN
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so today pretty much sucked. i woke up at 4:00 in the morning to get to work only to find out i was supposed to work til three which i couldnt do cause i had a meeting around 12:30. so i try to tell martin but he completely ignores me. so i was pretty pissed and went outside and when i came back in martin and i got into a pretty heated argument...ill spare you the details but it ended in me quitting. then i swing by the house to see my dad but he apparently had a bad day too...and one too many alcoholic beverages...yet another heated argument which ended with cd cases, books, and other very hard painful objects rushing past or into my skull...so i left and headed back up to the apartment. i stopped and got myself a parfait though..i think putting up with all that shit today made me deserve some nice TCBY. why is it that some people in this world just dont want to be happy. they do things to themselves to purposely make their lives miserable. i know this kid that has so much potenti
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Married Vs. Single So today I went for a massage at the Massage Therapy School here in Phoenix. It was wonderful and wonderfully depressing. Im laying there on the table, naked, under this thin sheet which was rolled down to right around my ass, fighting back tears. I realized that I hadnt been touched by a man in so long and that honestly depressed me. Most days Im totally cool being by myself. Today however is not one of them. Therefore, Ive decided to make a list of good things about being single and good things about being married. You can think of this as a little married vs. single list. Well see what comes out on top. Good things about being single: 1. The only dirty underwear I have to pick up is my own 2. On that note my house is neurotically clean most of the time 3. I have me time without explaining to anyone what I am doing and why I need it 4. I can get a text at 3am without someone getting mad and wondering who it is 5. Having a choice with my di
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I am finding life is one big series of conundrums. You make decisions, have questions, and provide answers, it is all part of the pathway of understanding but what do we need to understand? My guess is it is not the world we need to understand but rather ourselves. When you have a clear understanding of yourself, you tend to understand the people and things around you. You sympathize with them and when you sympathize, you have a connection of understanding. The question I have is, where are we headed and what is the point of all this? It is as if I am on a rollercoaster ride and I only have two questions. How the hell did I get on this thing and when is going to end? I would like to think that there is more to all this, something more than love and war, something more than random thoughts and random coincidences or are we just a bunch of balls colliding with each other. With no direction or path, no beginning or end? I seek clarity, clarity to understand the process. Is it sim
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Thinking of you every day, every minute your smile, your touch, your breath two minds reaching out to touch the rush of adrenaline every time you walk into the room Then the slow realization what started as the juxtaposition of two souls becomes an ever widening chasm it happened so slowly but when the realization hits it's like a sword piercing my heart to hold on and hope or release you the internal battle rages the decision made with a tender kiss we turn and walk away farewell my sweet, sweet love
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( I saw this and had to post it. I don't know who wrote it but I loved it! ) DADDYS DAY POEM Author Unknown Her hair was up in a ponytail Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At
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When we are kids, we have friends. We have sleepovers, summer camp, summer vacation, Christmas vacation, Spring Break, and loads of other happy things to celebrate. Sure, not everyone had a rosy childhood, but even the most awful memories are dulled by time. When we reach adulthood, we lose these little celebrations, bit by bit. We lose most of our vacations and find out our parents weren't kidding when they said we had it easy. We stop having sleepovers, and trade those instead for one permanent sleepover with a husband or wife. I don't think some people ever really get the hang of that one. We have kids of our own, and fully understand why our parents were so freaked out by us all of the time...why they hated our music and didn't understand our language or the fashion choices we'd made. We finally "get it," it comes to us in a moment of clarity, "Oh my God, you were right. You were right about everything." I asked my mother once, while going through some troubles with my ow
Random Afternoon Boredom And Thoughts...
I am bored.. it's too hot to go to the beach. And my brother stood me up for lunch. :( But I'll live. 900 channels and nothing on. But I was in the shower and Billy Idol came on the radio. (Yes I felt like listening to the 80's today while balancing naked on one leg..) So I had a thought. If Billy Idol wrote 'White Wedding' about his lil sister getting pregnant and getting married, obviously the kid now knows Uncle Billy had a musical career. Do you think that might fuck with a kid's head to know that entire song was based on your embryotic existence? Did it cause a major riff in the family? And whatever happened to the bee girl from the Blind Melon video? God, I am bored.....
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Fubar has shut me down for tonight, so sorry ladies, if you have satin bra pics on your site they will have to wait another day to get a rating from me lol. Boy my life is rough some times:) Even if there only little dreams. I look for the same thing every time I go cruisin profiles, hey a guy has to have a hobby:) well today a friend answered what I like, and they answered it damn well....It's cool to see someone you have met in person in a brand new way and suprisingly (you know guy instincts and all) I don't think any less of them, if anything they now have a more sensual nature to them. I can sum there pictures up in a few words "MORE MORE MORE" and "GRRRRRR" LOL I know the guy side is shining threw a little but omg she is hot:) Well I posted this on my yahoo and fubar blogs, you know that I like satin bras. Well the funiest thing just happened. I opened up my email and there was a message from an individual that will not post bra pics on the intrenet. Well that kinda hurts my feel
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So where do i begin? My anger is at the boiling point. So yesterday was hell at work. I had to go to trial for the bastards that robbed me over a year ago. No fun...another reset for them cause they won't take the deal. So more pain and the possible fear of one making his bond. So of course, my co-workers are the best, tell me whatever I need just call for they protect our own. So, I spent the afternoon working away and talking to my best friend explaining my worries. Leaving my phone for I didn't have time to talk for I was going from one place to the next with the guys and my bosses knew where I was at all times. When I get back to my office, I see several text messages from several people. One was understandable for she was worried but knew what was up for I told her how my day may be. She knows I will lay low if needed. I did lay low but it was work. The other...well let just say if I told you that I would call you to hang out I would. Don't ever assume a damn thing. And sorry if I
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im just who i want to be got a problem take it up with me you want to talk shit well bitch back it up please because i dont need you to waist my time im not here to please im just fine with who ive grown to be they call me brittaney isnt that extrodinary i got these dreams and to tell you the truth imma pruse them because i have determination ya c i wont give in to lil bitches who doubt what i wanna do and soon enough your gunna c me in the lime light my name will be so big n bright and your gunna be wishin yous was me then i know your gunna try to be someone you thought youd never be a friend to me but ho look you wont even get close enough to touch because i dont play those high school games i dont deal with drama or wanna bes so keep talking shit just ilke your gunna do because im done i dont even got another word for you
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They've taken away my everything. They've taken away my heart. I won't last six moths without him. I'll die from a broken heart. He was going to take care of me. He was going to take care of our baby. I lost our baby. I may not even be able to have kids from what the doctor said. Eating makes me sick. I have nightmares when I sleep. I can't live without him. They just don't understand. He was my world. He was my everything. He was the only things that kept a smile on my face. I'm completely miserable now. I would give up everything for him. I would give up this whole bullshit life. I hate my parents for what they're doing to us. They're ruining this part of our lives. Age is just a number. The difference will always be the same. We're going to be together anyways. So why keep us apart now? I guess they expect things to change. They expect us to move on somehow. He was going to wait for me at e
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I'm in my first auction Please bid on me..minimum bid is 125kPlease check it out and rate it for mePLEASE REPOSTThanks so much...can you also F/A/R the host?ALSO....I have a 3 and 5 credit bling up for auction.... It's my 2nd Happy Hour!! I maybe handing out random bling to people who show me the most love. I'm also having a bling auction for Fu$click the pics below Cali Rainshow me lovins, I'll show you lovins
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23:41 - Uses Of The Word Fu*K Current mood: cheerful The Fucking Disclaimer If you are offended by the use of bad language fuck off now! Don't read all of this page and then say it annoys you. Uses of the word Fuck FUCK is an international word. It doesn't matter where you are in the world, everyone knows exactly what you mean when you say "Fuck Off". It's the atmosphere it creates, that's why you will never read something like: "Fuck off", he hinted. Grammatical Usage In language, "fuck" falls into many grammatical categories, making it one of the most versatile words in the English language. It can be used as a verb, both transitive (John fucked Jane) and intransitive (Jane was fucked by John). It can be an active verb (John really gives a fuck) or a passive verb (Jane doesn't give a fuck). Or an adverb (Jane is fucking interested in John) and a noun (Jane is a terrific fuck). It can be used as an adjective (Jane is fucking beautiful). Further Structures
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Through these eyes Can you see The pain that lies inside My soul crying for help From all the wounds Ive received All the battles that Ive lost My heart is broken And I struggle to fix it Reaching out to someone Anyone at this point in time To help me out of this cell I wasnt looking when I found you Someone who makes me smile Constantly picking me up when I stumble Leaning on you I found something Not intending to I found myself falling for you Day by day The more we talked And the more you comforted me The more alive I became You stimulate me more than anything Making me want to believe in myself I'm far from being perfect The scars on my arm prove that But it doesnt matter to you I dont have to be anything more than me For you to like me To want me You welcomed me with open arms And cradle me with warmth But now,after all this time,you want to leave I'm begging you to stay Dont leave me alone We waited so long to talk one-on-one And you want to let
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...and early! I bought 250 business cards off of vistaprints.com. I have never used that company and I got a great discount thru an email. I will use that company again! They look great! I can't wait to set them up on my station and hand them out at events. It will be so nice to not have to write my name in the corner of the salon-offered cards. I forget who it was but thanks for giving me the advice.
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I've been awake for a while now You've got me feeling like a child now Cause everytime I see you're bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place It starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose Wherever it goes, I always know You make me smile please stay for a while now Just take your time, wherever you go The rain is falling on my window pain But we are hiding in a safer place Undercover staying safe and warm You give me feelings that I adore Its starts in my toes, make me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes, I always know You make me smile please stay for a while now Just take your time, wherever you go What am I gonna say When you make me feel this way I just...hmmmm...... And it starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes, I always know You make me smile please stay for a while now Just take your time, wherever you go I've been asleep for a while now You tuck me in just like a child now Cause everytime you hold me in your arms I'm co
Randomosities Of Life
yah, i rock out daily... i thought i had soem skllz workin with good ol hell space...so i decided ehh, while im here might as well make it cool right? right! its cool enough for me right now...im workin on it...this codework is touchy unlike the space where you can just slap some stuff in there and your done...you have to tweak tweak tweak inorder to get it right here...good fun i think, gives me something to do for sure could be nsfw....decide to find out what the poke was all about and was presented with this message Error: you can't poke yourself you fuckin sicko! i found this highly entertaining thats for sure remind me not to do such odd things again in the future HA it is always later! see i switch between 2 pc's here and there throughout the day and night. one pc has all my photos one pc has some. so of course im currently on the pc with the some which isnt anything for here. HOWEVER later ill be on the other where i can upload more pics to fill the
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Been listening to DJ kawasaki for quite some time... OHhhhhh yellow fever in my veins. Always in my blood. Goodnight :) Well holy fuck me running right? Who the hell are you? we saw your pic!! and WELL..... HOT. So we were practically Drooling Like we were lesbians..LIKE we were. Get over it. WOO! Aside from the usual...breakthrough calls I get from BunnEH. This time it was Johnny that called. And he was quite upset. Okay, so it wasnt really a call..it was more of an exchange over myspace, and he set out to call em. Pleading that he really needed to talk to me. Johnny and Daniel decided to mutually break up. And For the first fucking time, I sat there with my mouth open, sort of half blatantly trying to take in all his qualms. Half whimpering and dazed, he poured his heart out quite literally, my sheer reaction was to half sob with him abit. I could not take him crying really, and what I did was to listen ever so
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One day while on patrol a police officer pulled over a car for speeding. He went up to the car and asked the driver to roll down her window. The first thing he noticed, besides the nice red sports car was how hot the driver was! Drop dead blonde the works. "I've pulled you over for speeding ma'me.....could I see your drivers license...? "...Whats a license...???" replied the blonde. instantly giving away the fact that she was as a stump. Its usually in your wallet... replied the officer. After fumbling for a few minutes the driver managed to find it. Now may I see your registration!!! Asked the cop. Registration....whats that...?asked the blonde. Its usually in your glove compartment said the cop impatiently after some more fumbling she found the registration. Ill be back in a minute.. the cop said and walked back to his car. The officer phoned into the dispatch to run a check on the womans license and registration. After a few moments the dispatcher came back. Ummm is this woman drivi
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Sorry I've been away for so long. We had a severe ice storm here and I was without power for about a week and internet for almost three. I now have both back! Yea!!! Just a quick update. Below is the start of a story that I srated writing about 5 years ago and then lost. Comments would be appreciated on how the beginning is going as well as if you think I should start to work on it again and maybe finish it. Let me know what you think! _________________________________________________ My Angel I had always heard that a persons eyes are the windows to their soul but I never believed it until I was drawn into the depths of Angels eyes. Caught within his gaze I felt as though I had known and loved him forever even though we had just met. I felt myself falling deeper and deeper into the arctic blue ocean that was his eyes. Within his eyes I saw myself and who I was to become. Within his arms I felt all the joy and bliss that could not be explained or contained even in one l
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I'm so tired of helping people out and not getting any help in return.. I have helped so many people on here with comment/rate competitions and not a single one has come to my aid when I need his or her help.. I'm trying to spotlight and all I have asked for is some assistance by rating/comment me and NO ONE has helped.. I'm in need of fubucks and NO ONE has helped me out.. I'm so tired of everyones bullshit.. I'm tired of being nice.. I'm tired of allowing everyone to use me on here for their own personal gains.. It's time to help someone else out besides yourself.. So please.. help me out and comment/rate pictures or stash.. I'm tired of sugar coating it... or if you can send me fubucks.. that would be appreciated too. Thank you for taking the time to read this. The Fu-Milf Queen *P.S. Anyone that views this and has not helped I will feel as though they are only befriending me for their own personal gain, you will be deleted and blocked* I have come to realize that there isn't
Random Ramblings....
Just wanted to say hello to all my friends!!! So HELLO. Also, I haven't forgotten you just been working extra and not sleeping much with meetings and extra hours.... So the love has been lacking. However, I did get good news from the boss....I FINALLY get to move off the 10 pm to 6 am, 4 days on 2 off shift I have been working...I will now be working 6 am till 2 pm Monday through Friday...supposedly as of the 1st of September. Am afraid to really believe it until it happens of course. But it sure would make things easier and allow me to be available more for my son after school, evenings and weekends. So, am keeping my fingers crossed. Just wanted to share with any who wish to read a tiny detail about my boring little world. Hope all is going well for each of you and you have a great day filled with smiles and laughter.
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There's this fat guy at work who seems to love throwing crap at me at lunch just because I like to read alone. I understand the need for attention, but he just does it for a cheap laugh. I'd love more than anything to throw a damned chair at the fat f*** and tell him to eat a d**k, but that would just get ME in trouble. *le sigh* I guess I'll just have to read somewhere else if he's going to be a child about it. Pretty big indication of who my friends really are, as he gets the whole damned table to laugh by bothering me. To hell with these illiterate morons. When I'm making better money by knowing more and getting a better job (and trust me, this douchebag is making the search for a better job that much easier), I'll have to find this fatass and throw something at him and tell HIM to get a better job. If you get caught in a scam where you end up more than a year's wages in debt, why do the banks insist on punishing you with massive loan payments anyway? I've even tried getting
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66 views 6 posts hell yea... This is totally not done by a long shot... but hey... Hit it with comments... What do you think? What does it need? And Where should it go? ;) ------------------------------------------------- ::Saturday Afternoon:: I awoke the next afternoon and she was still asleep beside me, she had taken the cuffs off at one point and they were now easily accesible. I quietly moved from the bed and gently placed them around her wrists. and clamped them to the posts. restraining her naked body. I then put my pants on, before I proceeded to go out for coffee and doughnuts. When I returned she was awake, and staring at me, completely naked. I could smell her sex throughout the room, as I moved slowly to toe the bedside, and grabbed her shiny little butterfly knife. I flashed it over her, and her eyes became big. I threw the knife across the room, and removed my own from my bag. It was a good inch and a half longer than the puny butterfly knife, which I
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Random Pgae Visits
Sory if I offended anyone by visiting your page. When I was on a few pages I just randomly checked out some of thier friends.
Random Anonymous Bitching
i guess it makes you feel a little better because you get it out without directly hurting people's feelings. so, here it goes. ~You, your boyfriend is a dick. he has the worst case of single child syndrome i have ever seen. He is annoyingly selfish and i hope he gets beat up. ~You, i met you a long time ago...bought you a whip...in real life...haven't seen you but 2 times since. i miss you. wish you stuck around longer. ~You, wish you lived closer, cause we would have way too much fun. ~You, your entirely too nice. I get mean when i'm drunk sometimes and you let me walk all over you...i feel bad about it later. ~You, shut the fuck up. you are soooo not as cool as you believe you are. you might have a few friends in this on-line world, but your a fucking loser. i mean come on, your a mother who is a felon for not paying your child support! you should be shot. ~You, sometimes you creep me out a little. you seem innocent enough, but sometimes you give me a weird vibe. st
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This is a heartfelt story, I'm passing it on ~ As she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children an untruth. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. However, that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he did not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise. Teddy's first
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Rules for Bedroom Golf -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play - normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole. 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to admire the entire course with special attention to
Random Things I'm Contemplating.......
I'm sitting here playing around on fubar all day, right...My cell phone rings. It's my ex. The one that just left me a couple weeks ago. Telling me that in November he's going to have a house and car and all the works and that he wants me to think about it, and decide if I want to go back to him and move me and my son up to where he is. In the year and some that we were together, he probably worked a total of 7 or 8 months. He got bad into drugs, and made the worst of friends. He's an alcoholic. Yea, baby! Let me jump right back into that shit! HAHAHAHA. How many times are you suppose to forgive someone for the same thing over and over again? Fucking men. So.... Here it is. There's a guy I know that I'm really starting to like. A lot. The catch is that he doesn't really live close to me. We have always found ways to spend time together, but that isn't as easy anymore. In my past experiences with relationships that start off as long distance, it always ends up with one or both people g
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Why is it whenever I start talking to someone, and I don't send them some kinda stupid picture right away, I am suddenly a fat ugly bitch? Ohhhh excuse me. Was I not quick enough in sending a fucking picture so you can fire off some knuckle-children while ya look at it, wishing you could get your hands on my tits? Well Listen up, motherfucker. I AM NOT fat, I am a BBW with curves in ALL the right places and I am fuckin PROUD of it! Ugly? HELL NO. Not in the LEAST! A bitch? YOU'RE FUCKIN RIGHT I AM! And it's guys like you who make me a bitch. Hope your cock reaches your asshole SO YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF! AND IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR NAKED PICS, GO LOOK AT THE OTHER CHICKS THAT ARE WILLING TO PROVIDE THEM CUZ FROM ME, IT AINT GONNA HAPPEN!!!!!!! Okay so my close friend goes MIA for a week, and I find out last night that he is back with his psycho ex. THE SAME WOMAN who physically and emotionally beat his ass. The same woman that, when she cheated on him and dumped him, I was there to p
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Frozen in the place I hide Not afraid to paint my sky With some who say I've lost my mind Brother, try and hope to find... You, were always so far away I know that pain So don't you run away like you used to do Roses in a vase of white Bloodies by the thorns Beside the leaves that fall because my hand is Pulling them hard as I can You, were always so far away I know that pain And I won't run away like I used to do Pictures in a box at home Yellowing and green with mold So I can barely see your face Wonder how that color taste You, were always so far away I know the way So don't you run away like you used to do Like you used to do Bury me softly in this womb I give this part of me for you Sand rains down and here I sit Holding rare flowers in a tomb... in bloom Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved See my heart I decorate it like a grave You don't understand who they thought I was supposed to be Look at me now a man who won't let him
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Lol my sister posted this same blog a lil while ago but O'well Everyone sign my guest book please please please!! Have a good 1 guys!! Hey can anyone tell me how to do a pimpout bulletin? One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like
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OK so I went to check the mail and this was the sight that greeted me Does anyone know what they are? They look like they used to be some kind of bug..I say used to be..because those "shell" things are empty. Saw this on another site and thought it was a good read.. My Next Life... I want to live my next life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension. Then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; c entral heating, room service
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To all my friends, I won't be online for a few days due to my work schedule. So I'm wishing eveyone have a wonderful week.
Random Thoughts
ok, so i'm new here to FUBAR, but here goes. my first rant of many, i'm sure. i have surgery 2 days ago to remove a kidney stone, and lemme tell ya.... i'm hurtin'!!! with the meds you have to take afterwards, and the gallons of water you have to drink in order to flush all that crap out, there's one big pain in the ass after another. i'll be glad when it's all over. tired of being in such pain. on a lighter note, school starts back up on monday, as does my co-op job as a mechanical engineer for one of the world's largest maker of steering components for GM vehicles. kinda cool. more later..... i have to go pee again....
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Unto others Do unto others as, youd have them do unto you. No other words spoken could ever be as true. One thing for certain, this I do believe. It is a better blessing to give than, to receive. Too many people have troubles, struggling all alone. Helping someone else, you forget about your own. Ive sat and ponder about this for quite a while. No better gift can be given to you then to make someone smile. When, the load is heavy and seems too much to bare. It truly means a lot, to have someone who cares. All the troubles, I have seen since, I have grown. Its helped me so much, to know, I am not alone. I ask myself often, did I make a difference in someones life today. Or, was I selfish and did nothing as I went along my way? Chris JUST GOT THIS IN AN E-MAIL It's frustrating. You just cashed your check, paid rent, paid the electricity, bought the weeks groceries, the phone bill,
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I am a member of many sites on the web. About 5 of the sites I belong to I am on for fun. I had an issue today with a few MUMMS I posted and although everyone is entitled to their opinion why do we as adults feel the need to act like children and insult people who have given them no provocation to do so. I have never encountered the level of childish cattiness on any site like what I have encountered here. I think most of the members on this site need to grow up and find some happiness. Only miserable people who don't have anything going for them insult others for no reason. Are you adults that can play nice, have fun, and just live life. Or are you children that insult, name call, and sit around and wonder where the time went? To the veteran MUMMERS, don't worry. You won't be seeing anything else from me cause I have way to many other things to do than to defend myself to people who don't really matter. I have vented, I feel better, now I can move on.
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MORGANTOWN, West Virginia (AP) -- To the disappointment of school administrators -- and the pride of some students -- West Virginia University is No. 1 on The Princeton's Review's annual list of the top 20 party schools. The school has made the list seven times in the past 15 years, despite efforts to curb underage drinking and rowdy behavior. But not since 1997 have the Mountaineers taken the top spot. Last year, WVU was No. 3, bested by the University of Texas at Austin and Penn State, both of which remain in the top 10 this year. Senior Katie O'Hara, 22, said WVU is No. 1 because "no matter what kind of party you want it's here -- bars, fraternities, house parties. ... If you want to take shots all night, there's a bar; no matter what you want to do, it's there." Still, O'Hara said her friends "know how to manage their time. They know when to party and when not to," which wouldn't explain the school's No. 1 ranking in the category of Their Students (Almost) Never Stud
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Hi All! I thought I'd start a blog to share with you my thoughts and feelings on life in general. And hopefully you'll feel free to add your own opinions. I look forward to hearing from you! :-D Ok, my first thought is more of a question. I have been waiting for a week to get a verification e-mail from Fubar so I can level up. I know that Baby J and crew are very busy, and that I'm not the only member on this site. But geeeeez! I keep getting messages to verify my e-mail, but I can't do that until they send me one. Has anyone else run into this? If so, how did you handle it? Ok, your turn! :-)
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I wish people had the ability to say what they feel, and feel what they say. I can't stand ignorance. I've found that a slow, passionate kiss is far more appealing and arousing than just about anything that usually follows it. I have done things I'm not proud of, and yet I regret nothing. I have come in second where I wanted so badly to be first. I believe nothing is impossible, only improbable. I believe love is the greatest achievement of all, but remember that love comes in many forms. I give more than I receive to people that don't deserve it, and not enough to people that do, but that's going to change. I think laughter is real magic, but most of all I am just like you...searching for something...I'm tired of being used and treated badly by people who don't deserve me. No excuses
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IT'S BEEN AWHILE Album: Break The Cycle Track Number: 04 Performed By: Staind And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I could say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I could say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again.... again Why must I feel this way Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And It's been awhile S
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I ask myself daily why color is such an issue to so many people. Maybe I am just color blind but I think that there is so much more to be worried about in this world than apperance. Every person in this world is someone regardless of color, shape, size.... why are we all constantly stuck on outward apparences. Life can be so much more worth while if you look past the cover and read the book. You never know what kind of person you can meet in life if you just take the time to see, truely see the person and not the shell. If you just took the time.. that person could impact your life in so many ways. It's not just an issue of race, but an issue of size. So many people out there see an over weight person or a very thin person and automatically begin judging them. Come on people stop being so shallow, those people deserve a place in this world just as much as you do. So heres the thing, if you have a problem with race or size, don't push your issues on me, and for your sake I pray
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How can a little 4 letter word like "love" be so complicated? How do we know what it is? Is this a feeling? A way of life? The purpose for us being? If love is any or all of those things, then I want to embrace that "life", have those "feelings" and want to wake each morning, taking the first breath of the day next to the one that is my "purpose" for being. I believe in angels, The kind that heaven sends, I am surrounded by angels, But I call them friends. - Aizabel Parinas - As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and It's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and lo
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You see all these people with blasts or tickers which claim "Rate/Comment/Add/Fan me and I will show equal love".... And people say *I* am a good fibber! ITS A LIE! IMHO all they are doing is whoring themselves for points and bucks! NO EQUAL LOVE! Sh*t, RATE ME and I'll show love - I DONT LIE! Ya know, I'm not usually one to bitch and moan about the simple things, but this has GOT to be said! I believe in being personal... this means if I visit your profile and I rate you and/or your photos, I will usually leave a profile AND/OR picture comment. People come by here, rate me/my photo(s) a 10... that's great if you REALLY feel I am a 10... but why not comment??? I try to interact with people as best I can! I like the ratings unless you are just doing it to lvl me, then it's somewwhat okay. COMMENT DAMNIT! I want to see what people think! Thanks to Kevin Hocking @ www.hockingradio.com I am now a DJ for their radio station on the internet! So here's how you can part
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* NOTE- PLEASE DO NOT ASSUME YOU KNOW ME BY THIS BLOG OR THINGS YOU MAY HAVE HEARD.IF YOU ARE THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT JUDGES A PERSON BEFORE EVEN MEETING THEM OR ANYTHING.I HAVE NO TIME FOR YOU.GET ON!!! K,Thanks! * Age: 22 Birthday: 12-31-85 Hair color: Red with black underneath. Height:5'7 Weight: 245 - 248lbs (depends on how much beer that week ) Measurements: 51-42-52 Hometown: Norfolk,VA Sign: Capricorn Nationality: 50% Irish and 50% Italian Current Location: Charlotte area of NC Other locations lived: Born in Tampa,FL., Lived in Fort Collins,CO. for a year,Va and NC. Places want to visit the most: Ireland and Canada. Sexual Orientation: Dominating Bisexual Favorite Colors: Red and Black Favorite Food/Drink: Mexican,Italian,Mountain Dew & Pabst Blue Ribbon. Favorite Movies: Fear and loathing in Las Vegas,Reservoir Dogs,Napoleon Dynamite,HORROR!!.Anything by Tarantino or Burton and the more gore the better in my book. Favorite music: Kill Whitney dead,Job For a
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I didn't even see my birthday blast. :-p Then again, I wasn't home most of the day. Ha! Oh well...at least I know I didn't get screwed. One person actually sent me a note saying they saw it and stopped in to say hi...another sent a request with a message saying they saw it as well. Wasn't looking for assloads of requests, etc anyway. There's no way in holy haha I'd ever be able to play the "point whore, tage me, tag you" games like some folks here do. LoL...I can hardly keep up with saying hi to the couple of good friends I've made here as is. Speaking of...THANK YOU so much to those of you who always say hi or stop in to molest my pics or page just to let me know you were here and thought of me. Thank you for the kind words, silly links and pics, KICK ASS tunes, and fun chats. It's folks like YOU who make it worth even thinking about turning on this machine some days. ;-) I really do have the best friends. On and off the web. :-D *hugs* for making my birthday, and time her
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1. A is for age? 32 2. B is for beer of choice? Bud Light 3. C is for career right now? S.T.N.A 4. D is for your dogs name? Kellie and Jack 5. E is for essential item you use everyday? apricot scrub for my face.. have to keep skin smooth and soft~ 6. F is for favorite tv show at the moment? one tree hill .. yeah im a dork .. but, look at sophia bush!! yummm 7. G is for game? all POKER baby 8. H is for home town? jefferson, ohio 9. I is for instruments you played? french horn and tenor sax 10. J is for favorite juice? cranapple 11. K is for whose ass you'd like to kick? list is wayyyyyyyy to long at the moment 12 . L is for last place you ate? my moms house 13. M is for marriage? i am 14. N is for your full name? Shelly Lei Harris 15. O is for overnight hospital stays? 4-6 16. P is for people you were with today? my hubby and my neice 17. Q is for quote? " love me or hate it is your obsession" 18. R is for biggest regr
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So I recently (this week) started a new job and I closed tonight (at midnight) when about 10 minutes before I'm ready to close I get a phone call from I assume my boss (sounded like him and he said it was) asking me to wait about 10-15 for him to come by because he had to pick one of his tools up. So like any good employee I did. Then about 10 minutes later I get a call from someone who wasn't my boss (I think it was his cousin [who happens to be someone I've been told not to trust on numerous occasions]) asking me to put a box of tools on the roof (see where I'm going with this). After I did that the handyman comes in asking for my boss. He waits around with me until almost 12:40 (a full forty minutes after I am supposed to have gone) Finally I relay the two phone conversations to him and we come to the conclusion that I was duped by the cousin. So I left to go home not before leaving my boss a note just in case it was him who called and if it wasn't him he knows what happened. But kn
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I WISH I HAD MORE SISTERS IVE MET TOO MANY MISTERS BLOWN INTO MY LIFE LIKE A TWISTER SWEET KISSES LEFT ME WITH BLISTERS HEART BREAK WITH NO ELIXIR ALAS IM OFF TO ANOTHER MIXER IF NOT LOVE ILL HAVE MY WAY WITH LIQUOR IF THERE'S ONE THING ABOUT THIS F'ING SITE THAT I CAN'T STAND, ITS THE HATERS. I AM CONSTANTLY GIVEN 1'S BY MYSTERIOUS CHARACTERS, AND A LOT OF MY PICTURES ARE REPORTED AS NSFW PICTURES. THE THING IS I WILL SEE SOMEONE WITH A PICTURE THAT IS WAY MORE SEXUALLY SUGGESTIVE AND THERE SHIT NEVER GETS REPORTED AS NSFW. ONE OF MY IDEAS WAS EVEN STOLEN AND SOMEONE ELSE MADE A GIF OUT OF IT, AND REGULARLY USE IT AS THEIR PROFILE PICTURE. STILL, I AM THE ONE WHO GETS TAGGED NSFW. IM TALKING PICTURES OF ME THAT AREN'T SUGGESTIVE IN ANY WAY. THIS IS COMPLETE BULLSHIT!!!!! I DONT BELIEVE THERE ARE THESE MYSTERRIOUS FAIRIES THAT COME BY AND GIVE ME ONES ALL THE FUCKIN TIMES, ITS PEOPLE WHO HAVE REAL PROFILES THAT ARE COMING BY AND HIDING BEHIND FULINGS AND GIVING ME BAD RATINGS A
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OK, so I am a uber huge wrestling fan, and here are just a few of my thoughts on what killed WCW, warning this is a lengthy read. Benoit left the company as WCW champion. He offered to lose the title to whoever they wanted but was told instead to just leave. Those backstage who questioned the move were told that Benoit was a vanilla midget who would never draw. Guerrero, Malenko and Saturn were all granted unconditional releases aswell. Despite being midcarders most of their WCW careers, their RAW debut drew a 6.59 rating to Nitro's 2.79. The peak of Raw's ratings was during the main event, featuring - you guessed it - Benoit, Malenko, Guerrero and Saturn, AKA The "Vanilla Midgets". Their match drew a rating of 8.1 WCW claimed that Three Count's album (which didn't exist btw) had gone Platinum. Evan Karagious also claimed their second album would be even bigger and would go Gold. (For those who are not aware, Platinum CDs > Gold CDs). Sid had a winning streak which conta
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For those of you that know me, my goofy smile with me pointing is a typical photo of me... a friend of mine took a photo with the same pose and named it cheese & point... It seriously made me laugh out loud... So I started a new photo inspired by her.... If you wanna be in my "cheese & point" folder, let me know and send me a link to the photo to be used... LOL... Send this warning to everyone on your e-mail list -- it's urgent! If someone comes to your front door saying they are conducting a survey on deer ticks and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around to shake off the ticks. DO NOT DO IT!!! IT IS A SCAM: they only want to see you naked. I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid..... How in the heck was acupuncture developed? Was there a time when people actually thought sticking needles in someone was great fun? Probably. I always figured it had to be something weird. I bet some Chinese prison was torturing someone, but instea
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Okay for those of you that don't know, I have injured myself in another totally random, off the wall way. Monday night around 10:00pm, my idiot dog, Jack (who is mostly pit) snatched a piece of steak off of my dinner plate. I reflexively popped him on top of the head to get him to drop it. He didn't even notice the contact enough to look up. *I* broke my freaking hand! Just once, I want to be able to say I injured myself in a normal way, like a car wreck or a simple fall. But no. I get things like I broke my foot walking through my own yard, or now, I broke my hand on my dog's head. I officially fail at life. Oh yeah, did I mention school has judt dtarted and I went on Tuesday and took a page full of notes with said hand? Because, without freaking fail, it was my right hand! So, point of the story is I probably won't be on here much for the next few weeks because it is a b!tch to type with one hand and even more of one to use the damn mouse left handed. So, as decreed by The RedRum
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When we last discussed ACORN they were engaging in criminal breaking and entering of foreclosed homes. Before that, ACORN ran the largest voter fraud in American History, they were convicted of, or being investigated for voter fraud in 14 states (marked in red above-Map from Rottenacorn). Now the Democrat's favorite voter fraud group, the Association of Community Organizations for Reform Now (ACORN) has a new opportunity to destroy the constitutional right of "one man-one vote." They have been contracted by the Census department to hire local census workers. That's right, the same group that registered Mickey Mouse to vote in Florida, will now be counting him in the Census. This is President Obama's transparency and honesty at work: ACORN to Play Role in 2010 Census The U.S. Census is supposed to be free of politics, but one group with a history of voter fraud, ACORN, is participating in next year's count, raising concerns about the politicization of the decennial surve
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Three buddies die in a car crash, and they find themselves at the pearly gates. They are all asked, "When you are in your casket and friends and family are mourning upon you, what would you like to hear them say about you? The first guy says, "I would like to hear them say that I was the greatest doctor of my time, and a great family man." The second guy says, "I would like to hear that I was a wonderful husband and school teacher who made a huge difference in our children of tomorrow." The last guy replies, "I would like to hear them say... LOOK!!! HE'S MOVING!!!!!" The Indian With One Testicle There once was an Indian who had only one testicle and whose given name was 'Onestone'. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said,' If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!' The word got around and nobody called him that any more.
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Hmm why is it still really fun to randomly go driving with friends at like 2 am in the morning? I have no clue But I had fun Kristine aka Cupcake is a BOMBBB ASS BIOTCCHHHHHHH I dont know why but soooo many people stare at her and I when we randomly go driving around.. Blasting 104.9 [ funkey monkey local rock station ] oh and we got stared at when we walked into some random store..but maybe that was because i was wearing short shorts and a low cut top at 3 am in the morning? [ yeah it was 3 when we walked in ] Oh and i was texting my Future Boyfriend so rawr Plus my hair is red so *shrugs* I dont know im bored so i started typing Now im sitting here - shirt + hoodie and dancing to Feel Fine by Tune up *dances* later bitchezzzz Argh so i just had one of those knock-down drag out fights with the boyfriend. It was one of those fights where one person says the most hurtful shit they can think of [ me ] and the other person is being too fucking sweet and trying to make i
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The world is round and the place which may seem like the end may also be the beginning. DuringOperation Desert Storm, I was a legislative affairs officer for Gen.Norman Schwarzkopf. Often I was required to transport gifts, sent to him from patriotic Amerians, from Washington, D.C., to his home base inFlorida. On one trip I "escorted" a four-footteddy beardressed in fatigues and wearing a name tag reading "Bear," the general's nickname.As I boarded the plane, I explained my mission to the flight attendant and asked if she could store the bear in first class. She was honored to do so, and I disappeared into the coach section. Then, just before takeoff, an announcement came over the intercom: "Colonel Preast, would you please come up to first class? We have an extra seat for you to sit next to your teddy bear."
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I will be attending the awards in Tampa Florida Monday night at 7. If you see me say hello and buy me a drink! Cheers! The event is hosted by Jesse Jane! I thought this was funny and cute! I hope you all do also! 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on that? 10. It looks like a night crawler. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big. 12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger. 13. It's ok, we'll work around it. 14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim? 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh. 16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 17. Oh no, a flash headache. 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 21. Let me go get my tweezers. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This
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-Silverware scratching on plates, my nails scratching on cardboard, wood scraping on smooth concrete floors, nails on chalkboards, and the sound of glass bottles in the fridge vibrating next to each other at an incredibly high frequency. I have sensitive hearing, and those are irritating sounds. -People who ask me questions that wouldn't be asked if they bothered to read my profile. Hello dipshit, just because you have nothing on yours doesn't mean mine is as empty. Unlike you, I have a brain and I use it. -People who assume EVERYWHERE in California is just like in the movies, the Laguna Beach, and all that shit. Yes, in reality, all of us Californians are incredibly rich, wear the same clothes, and have drama filled lives. Goddayum. That's as stupid as me assuming everyone in the midwest rides cows everywhere, everyone in the south is racist and an ignorant redneck, everyone in Florida is really an illegal Cuban immigrant, everyone on the southern part of the eastern seaboard se
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Look to the future, outlaw the storm is coming now, race war the skies darken as night falls the battles coming now, your race calls well carry on the fight til the day we die against the people that would kill us for the flags we fly we wont surrender, we wont give in well fight the fight, and we will win, now! Stand up beside us and well have our day stand up against us get out of our way! The tensions rising, the flood grows the banks are bursting, overflow here it comes no, tidal wave god help our people now, mass grave join the battle, join the few stand up for your race and your nation too we know the traitors are in our midst but now theyre running like the others did People to the left, people to the right people in the middle that dont wanna fight traitors fight against us, showdown people in the middle get knocked down We fight for freedom, we fight to win the color of our uniform, Is the color of our skin weve got the power, weve got the pride when we get the un
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Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person? Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart are really weak and the most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry and help me? The people who say these are actually in need of them or really feel them, and are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them. Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help? Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Di
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Okay guys.. stop asking.. You are not gonna get them... I am married.. I also lost 100lbs.. I have alot of extra skin.. I look much better with my clothes ON! I am doing you a favor.. lol.. Thats it folks.. lol Yesterday my 20 year old daughter gave me the news.. she is pregnant. I am so not ready for this.. omg I feel so bad for her.. the guy she is with pretty much a loser in my opinion. I know she has no clue how hard this is going to be. I had my kids young, when I was poor, and life was very rough. It was so hard sometimes that I lost touch with how wonderful it was to be a mom. I was too stressed out over where the money for the next months bills was coming from. I love my kids so much. I never wanted to see them go though any of what I did. Granted, she is older then I was when I started. And she has a pretty good head on her shoulders. But she is still all happy, excited and not really thinking ahead at all. I told my best friend today that she acts more li
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I'm dealing with a lot of stuff right now. I got some horrible news Wednesday night. This is something I wrote. Im running through a seemingly endless stream of emotions right now. Last night I discovered that someone I knew committed suicide. I am shocked, angry, depressed, and bewildered. I know that these feelings are normal when someone grieves, but what makes this so much more complicated is the fact that she not only ended her life by her own hands, but there are myriads of people asking the question . . . Why? There are so many questions that start with the word why, but in the end the answer is the same. The answer is that there is none. No explanations that anyone could possibly give. No reason to the madness. No solace or empathy anyone can provide. Ive been in the dark void many times myself. Ive dealt with the ridicule and shame associated with mental illness. On more than a few o
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Ever been walking along, minding your own business, when out of fucking no where life in all her evilness comes and punt kicks you in the cunt/nuts(which ever applies to you)? You automatically grab said cunt/nuts, scream, drop to the ground, and assume the fetal position with tears streaming down your face thinking "Why me God?"(Buddah, Jehovah, Satan, or who ever you chose to worship) Well this has been my week. I have been taking my antidepressant like clockwork every night before I go to bed and only missed one night, but this week has been brutal. I cry like 10 times a day for no reason at all, have become "A morbid bitch" so elequently put by one of my Fubar friends, and honestly if it were not for my kids I would have slit my wrists. I am not shaking this off like I usually do. Could my meds not be working anymore? I've been on them for like a month or so. Last night while I was at work I had a random thought and *gasp* wait for it...... IT WASNT ABOUT SEX!!! :) Anyway, a few
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The perfect man is gentle Never cruel or mean He has a beautiful smile And keeps his face so clean. The perfect man likes children And will raise them by your side He will be a good father As well as a good husband to his bride. The perfect man loves cooking Cleaning and vacuuming too He'll do anything in his power To convey his love to you The perfect man is sweet Writing poetry from your name He's a best friend to your mother And kisses away your pain. He never has made you cry Or hurt you in any way Oh, screw this stupid poem The perfect man is gay. -Unknown [1] Lose a lover, or love a loser? Love a loser [2] Smoke pot, or drink beer? Drink beer [3] Run two miles straight, or walk eight miles? Run 2 [4] Go to the beach, or have a milkshake? BEACH! [5] Laugh when nobody else is, or not laugh when everyone else is? Laugh ALWAYS [6] Drink ten cans of soda at once, or never drink soda again? Never drink soda again [7] Have your p
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Do I expect too much when I ask that your word be your bond? Is it too much to ask that regardless of how you talk to everyone else in your life you speak nothing but truth with me? Is your desire to ensnare my heart and mind in the poetic prose of your heartfelt emotions..In hopes that I will forget and over look the field of broken words and blatant lies? Mayhaps the fault is my own for expecting everyone to live their life the way i try to live mine. Maybe you were mere caught up in the whirlwind of the moment and you spoke without forethought..or the words weren't meant to be taken literally..all these things run through my mind as thoughts of us vie with them for complete dominance..it is not my want or desire to question you..because that has become a all to familiar and unwelcome part of our daily lives..and the "Observers" would like nothing more than to see this fall apart so they can gain advantage I know and realize only together can we get anything accomplished...So in clos
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Well a week of delay... The Contest will start Saturday October 27, 2007 at 3PM(EST) and end Sunday, November 4th at 9PM(EST). Sorry for the postponing... but it can't be advoided... but on a good note the prizes for the winners have changed... 1st Place: 7 day Blast 2nd place: 3 day Blast 3rd place: Ticker Prizes will be rewarded Monday, November 5th. So far we have 23 hot contestants... but I think we still need more... So I will be looking for more contestants. But Now for the rules: 1) Votes will be determined by Rates and Comments. 2) Rates are worth 10 points each, while comments or worth 1 point each... 3) Self bombing is allowed and encouraged 4) Once the Contest starts no one can change there picture. 5) As soon as the contest starts; No new contestants can be added to the contest. 6) Once the contest starts, you can not withdraw from the contest. 7) The last rule is simple... NO WHINING!!! Good luck to each of the cowgirls and see you Sat
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I haven't posted a blog in a long freaking time, and I was bored so I decided, why the hell not? There really is no point to this. Just something to fill time. It's really freaking hot in my house and that blows. Might as well walk around naked. Not that I am gonna. Although I wouldn't mind, naked is fun. I think the heat is making me delusional. I just might go to sleep instead of forcing myself through this. Although it might be too hot to sleep. Maybe I will try the basement, after all heat rises so it should be cooler there. Umm do something like rate it, comment it or something. No really though, Go rate and comment all my pictures and I would buy you a blast or something, haha.
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Leaves fall slow spiral wet sticky clumped heaps Golden brown blood red decomposing warmth feeds life winters white blanket chills biting cold to marrow thickening freezing vital life preserving flesh stealing souls lady winter glides along Gossamer wisp of mist talons of Icy pain lips of blue death the winters blanket covers eyes slowly shut freeze Lady winter draws close stealing warmth away long lingers her kiss short is my breath frozen air fills me glassy orbs gaze lifless Icy water drips echo falling from point up sliding along point down painting rock rainbow hues drips form a symphony all dance to nature flowing along her melody water drops musical beats faster beats destructive tunes slower rhythm inspire creation life seeps through both breathing life drowning death from deep down beneath nature heats unformed being fires forge primate state dripping waters steaming cooling Cool waters drip down teasing along hidden crev
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My horoscope for the day, too fucking funny! "People are lined up around the block looking for answers and you're the one who's handing them out. Even if you're not totally sure what you're talking about, most everyone will be satisfied with what you have to say." Like I have any answers! LMAO Today's FUBARoscope ... "You are filled with interesting, if odd, emotions today, many of which defy comprehension. Don't bother trying to understand them -- just let them work themselves out while you take care of business." NO SHIT! For once, they hit the nail on the head. My only problem is I can't seem to let them work themsleves out....I must, MUST analyze and understand them. ARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHH, it is making me fucking crazy. Please just shoot me now and put me out of my misery. *sigh* I quit smoking one year ago today. :) I did it! And tonight I got to celebrate. A good friend, good conversation, good wine and good food. It was a good day :)
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help me choose a costume for halloween...its been a couple years since the last time i dressed up so yeah...heres the options... i miss everything that i cant bring myself to do anymore now that my moms gone. Everything i did with her. She was such a fun energetic person and i miss her more than anything. i miss playing in the rain, i miss painting, i miss sitting on the sofa at two in the morning talking to her for hours even though we have to leave the house for work or school at six. i remember every chance i would get i would look at her and say "hey mom guess what" and even though she knew what was coming shed always ask "what" and id say "youre beautiful". and she didnt say what to hear me say she was beautiful...she said what because she knew i loved telling her that. she was. even at her most sick time she was still the most beautiful person i had ever had the chance of meeting...im just lucky enough to be able to say shes my mother. she taught me that it really di
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Ok so here I sit with so much on my mind. So here I am again. My mind is so unstable right now, its just crazy I still stir crazy. reition repeats its self over and over and over and over. Nothing ever changes. I swear one day I will leave, But Im still here. I just want out. I cant take it any longer. Since before when I was just random with no job and everything was the same. Its gotten worse, now I have had a job for 9 months and counting. 6 months were good, Now they cut me off from the world, placed me in a little cube attached to this head set monitored every second im there. This happens daily, repition repeats its self getting worse over and over again. I hope to find that one and only perfect guy.. I do this over and over. and over and over I fall get crushed. Getting worse everytime over and over and over. So Im deciding Im going to leave. This repition is not goin to win me over. Im going to break this ball and chain that hold me forever stuck in this hell I
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i wonder why people request to be your friend but then never message you im sure im not the only one who this happens to and if i am then boy i suck lol (and not in a good way) well that was a pretty lame blog but im not in a very creative mood right now hopefully they will get better and hopfully i will find an answer to my question :) (K)
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Love never dies does it? It just changes. The night I fell in love, I was at his parents house. David came out of the bathroom. He was wearing tight black 80s jeans and no shirt. All my teenage hormones woke up at the sight of his damp hairy chest. It was LOVE ,soon that chest was a favorite spot of mine, somewhere to rest my cheek when we slept, my face squished into it when we made love and my nose was often buried in it when we hugged. The next year after we married I had our first child , from her first day home with us she slept on David's chest. It is one of my most precious memories seeing my children asleep on their dads chest, fingers wrapped around the curls of his chest hair. Watching him and the babies sleep so content. Giggling when they pulled to hard on his hair and he yelped. This spring David had heart surgery. Even though we're divorced now after 18 years of marriage, I was devastated at his illness. When I saw him in the hospital with his chest shaved
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It is a sad thing when a child outgrows a dream...equally as sad is when a dream outgrows an adult. Me Palisades left in memory, Snow-capped mounts where crystals glisten... 'Tis your cry to which I'm drawn, To this sweet melody I must listen. Pitted granite channeled deep, Ageless flows winding through... Your toils inspire reflection As to why I ever left you. Mammoth towers Heaven bound, Leaves the shade of envy, Swaying gently to your breath, You will alwys exist within me... In my heart where beauty's stowed, And mind where visions linger... Upon my breath whose words I borrow, Until I am beckoned by Death's cold finger. I recently finished Lewis Carroll's Alice in Wonderland, and I'm currently wrapping up Through the Looking Glass and What Alice Found There. I thoroughly enjoy Carroll's creative word play and use of poetry and riddles in his writing, but I have come to a conclusion regarding his apparent muse: acid.
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What a skeletal wreck of man this is Translucent flesh and feeble bones The kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tones Running rampant with free thought to free form, in the free in the clear And the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundrymat to sift and focus On the bigger...better...now... We all have a little sin that needs venting Virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems that riff from the branches of office Do you know what your post entails? Do you serve a purpose? or purposely serve? Wind down inside adivistic galore The value of a summer spent and a winter earned For the rest of us there is always sunday The day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch our breaths So we can wade naked into the bloody pool And place our hand on the big black book To watch the knives zig zag between our aching fingers A vacation is a countdown T-minus your life and counting Time to drag your t
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Does the little mermaid wear an algebra? Do one legged ducks swim in circles? How come you press harder on the remote control when you know the batteries are dead? If a turtle doesn't have a shell..Is he homeless or naked? If love is blind..How come lingerie is so popular? If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself.. Is it considered a hostage taking? If the #2 pencil is so popular.. Why is it still #2? Why is a doctors work called practice? Why is an airport called terminal? If a fly has no wings..Is it called a walk? Just something to think about.. LOL Chocolate Is a Vegetable Chocolate is derived from cocoa beans. Bean = vegetable Sugar is derived from either sugar cane or sugar beets. Both are plants, in the vegetable category Thus chocolate is a vegetable To go one step further; Candy bars contain milk, which is dairy So chocolate b
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So anyway, i went to sleep at like 10 last night... i was up at like 1am friday morning :p , what a way to kill your own friday night, lol.. i meant to go back to sleep but ended up talkin to people on here... tonight i have to go out though, whether tyr likes it or not, he had his 21st this week and i'll be damned if we're going to stay in all weekend after that... well unless it's all in the bedroom, which it obviously isn't since i'm sitting here typing this lol... so anyway, that's my weekend so far... lol... how's yours??? Sin
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So today I was bored and voting on the Mumms when I came across a Mumm about a mother who helped her 12 yr old daughter create a myspace and is now wondering if she should delete her daughter's myspace because the TWELVE YEAR OLD daughter has been mis-using it. I have to give the mother props for caring enough to watch what her kid does online... but a swift kick in the ass for ever making her daughter a myspace because in order to make your 12 yr old daughter a myspace you would have to intentionally lie your ass of because myspace specifically states you have to be 14 or older to have myspace.... and it wasn't the whole situation that made me sick... it was the fact that over 60 percent of people voted for her to let her daughter keep her myspace AND let her have more freedom with it... and we fucking wonder why America is going to shit?
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On a transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm.. The turbulence is awful and things go from bad-to-worse when one wing is struck by lightning. One woman in particular loses it. Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane and wails "I'm too young to die!" Then she yells, "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there anyone on this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN?" For a moment, there is silence. Everyone has forgotten their own peril. They all stare .. riveted, at the desperate woman in the front of the plane. Then a cowboy from Texas stands up in the rear of the plane. He is handsome, tall, well built, with dark brown hair and hazel eyes. He starts to walk slowly up the aisle .. unbuttoning his shirt. One button at a time........ No one moves................. He removes his shirt................ Muscles ripple across his chest.......... She gasps...................................
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A Poem For Those Over 30 A computer was something on TV From a science fiction show of note A window was something you hated to clean And ram was the cousin of a goat. Meg was the name of my girlfriend And gig was a job for the nights Now they all mean different things And that really mega bites. An application was for employment A program was a TV show A curser used profanity A keyboard was a piano. Memory was something that you lost with age A CD was a bank account And if you had a 3 inch floppy You hoped nobody found out. Compress was something you did to the garbage Not something you did to a file. And if you unzipped anything in public You'd be in jail for awhile. Log on was adding wood to the fire Hard drive was a long trip on the road A mouse pad was where a mouse lived And a back up happened to your commode. Cut you did with a pocket knife. Paste you did with glue A web was a spider's home And a virus was the flu.
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morning/afternoon/evening/hello people! I know I have quite a few followers of my rants now.. lol.. anyhoo.. the other day I was making a list of things that piss me off (my net was down) and It turned into a rant.. so, here ya go.. have fun.. and as always, if any of this offends you - fuck off. general annoyances* Insomnia - Insomnia due to some asshole stressing me out* The word "chillaxing" (because "chilling" wasn't quite poinltess enough was it..)* "Wiggers".. I've heard that is the short version of those white trash assholes who wear ridiculously baggy tracksuits/(occasionally) completely inaccurately made camo stuff/ tshirts with pointless logos or slogans (oh you know where I'm going with the clothing description.. I'll leave the rest to whatever the tards in your area look like) stupidly huge crappy jewellery (and before you americans start, thats how jewellery is supposed to be be spelled. Idgaf what is says in your dictionaries.) and of course, the oh-so-smart look of
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Mmkay, this is just a little something I need to get off my chest: Where the fuck do fucking idiots get off claiming that punishment for a crime should itself be a crime? What the fuck kind of stupidity does it take to not see the major fucking logic failure in such an argument? Oh, someone got raped, I know, let's stick fucking spikes up their arse and rip off their genitalia, that'll make the world a WAY better place! Anyone who has this kind of attitude and is on my friends list can feel free to remove themselves if they disagree strenuously with me on this, because I have no space in my life for someone who lacks even a shred of compassion or decency. Just sayin'. *gets off soap box* ...just in case it wasn't obvious: I'm saying that people who believe in, say, mutilating murderers as punishment = stupid. Since I'm SO lazy, I'm just stealing Imy's instructions. And now, to think. Thinking. Thinking. Instructions - Once you have been tagged, you have to write a
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Your smiles alone can light the sky Your touch can melt a stone A hug from you is my drug More potent than any known. Your friendship is as natural As the sky the earth the sea And though I'd pay any amount of gold Your friendship's always been free. A thousand words and a thousand more Still the story could not be told About the loving friendship we have A friendship that won't be bought or sold. And so I give you in return What you have always given me Friendship flowing from my heart Like a river to the endless sea. by: Matt Heart Every single evening As I'm lying here in bed, This tiny little Prayer Keeps running through my head. God bless all my family Wherever they may be, Keep them warm and safe from harm For they're so close to me. And God, there is one more thing I wish that you could do, Hope you don't mind me asking Please bless my computer too. Now I know that it's unusual To Bless a motherboard, But listen jus
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hello ,, im learning this as i go along with the contest, i clicked on the link photo button under the pics and it comes up with a code this is what it says Cut & Paste the links below into your blog or webpage to create a link back to this photo page! If you want people to see and click on a thumbnail of this photo, use the HTML code on the left. If you want people to see and click on a text link, use the HTML code on the right. it is under all of the pictures, so you can send messages, post bulletins , ect with your pic in it and if they click on the pic, it will take em to your link top rate and comment thanks everyone once more for participating randy well the contest has begun, i beleive i sent out everyones pic url, and ill be promoting everyone in your addiction lounge and thru blogs , bulletins and comments, i suggest saving the url to notepad ,, and posting your own blogs, comments, bulletins as well good luck to every one, and id like to thank all the mother
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So now as the time draws near to an end, we truly understand what it is we must do. We must stand and fight for each other no matter what may come to be. These times ahead are rough and no one should have to bear them, no matter how important they should me. So I am here by your side fighting all the way down till the very last breath of my soul. Crying out for you in love and in pain. We both shall be beaten down, and tired but only fate knows if we will still remain. So what say you, do you wish to fight this final battle by my side, or do you wish to leave me? I guess not the answer important for I will be fighting this battle with or without you, being delt every blow with a smile for I will fight this battle for you. So are you willing to fight this one final battle, for the only battle for us that remains is that for each others love.
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How can people expect to find their sould mate, if they are living a lie with the people that really matter! Too many poeople rush in to relationships w/out knowing, who or what they are first! True, not everyone needs to know the real u, but the person u plan on spending the rest of u'r life w/does! If u have deep dark secrets from u'r past those need to be resolved if they can affect u'r relationship. I realize this site is probably not the place for this particular thinking, but it's my blog and I'll write what I want! But this particular thought doesn't me that u have to be monogamous either! It's all about what u and u'r partner are in accord with. Every relationship is unique, u have to find what makes u really happy! If u're misrable what's the point? There are people out there just don't be in such a damn hurry!
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Wow... Pretty damn sweet. The site lets me link to my rather large library of songs on my own webserver and easily embed them in my profile? Yeah, that's pretty damn sweet. Yes, I can do it on myspace but the cool thing about this is that it actually shows the track info while it's playing. Anyway, if any of you are reading this and need some music hosted, let me know. :)
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The fiery passion Amidst the humid night air The room dimly lit by scattered candles Sets the amorous mood I can feel the chemistry between us Burning, smoldering The look in his eyes Full of longing, Draws me near Our gaze locked in anticipation I run my finger down his face The drop of sweat on his lips Salty I feel a quiver go down my spine As he sweeps the hair from my face I avert my eyes I start to feel coy I'm vulnerable At his mercy Yet i feel un- inhibited He brushes my face I cant resist.. I want him.. I'm still wet from the shower My nightie is clinging to my curves That's where he's moving his finger Along the contour of my body Mapping out my erogenous zones I feel like a trophy that he's won His conquest He kisses me slowly Savouring every kiss I can feel his warm lips press against my moist skin The velvety feel of the cool silk sheets Soothes me He nibbles my earlobe Then kisses my neck My chest.. My stomach, my thighs My ankles
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ok, what in the hell am i doing?...lol here goes... Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) i sometimes still sleep with a teddy bear i have had since i was 16 2.) i sing in the shower, in the car, to kids,to patients, kareoke anytime i can, but i feel like i cant hold a tune in a bucket. 3.) i sent a deep dark secret on a post card to a total stranger years ago, and it has been in a published in a book. 4.) proud moment that not a lot of people know.. no one has ever died on my shift alone. 5.) i have been rich, i have been poor, life was more simple when i didnt have alot of money 6.) i dont think i will ever be satisfied with being
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(Y) lawl. My original status was "HH chick is naaaaaastyyyyy" like it goes, bottom up! PFC.Blake ...: so dress as a nun......i still sayin u are on adult site and if everyone wants to get butt hurt then everyone shouldnt have any skin shown... -> PFC.Blake ...: I didnt say anything about cleavage. I said half naked. last time I checked boobs arent half of a woman's body. PFC.Blake ...: hun this is a adult site.....if u dont want to see then go back to the kitty site.... cause right now i see alot of clevage from every women on here...matter of i see down ur shirt now...and u are going to say its only a lil bit of clevage yea it is....but its still clevage -> PFC.Blake ...: if i wanted to see her half naked I would go look at her NSFW, I dont want to be forced to see that shit PFC.Blake ...: so wats nasty bout the pic she has up there now? -> PFC.Blake ...: kinda hard when you refresh the screen and she's there everytime. PFC.Blake
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On a free ride home from the embassy I saw the governor, and his lover holding hands When I got to my place, I emptied my suitcase And opened the windows wide If you could save yourself, you'd save us all Is that what you called me for, is that why you're knocking on my door? The time I've spent, working myself to death Thought that's what you wanted I thought you needed my help To make it good again, to make us strong To make you happy, to push you along And gain some respect, to be thrown a crumb I was on my knees, when you knocked me down The wheels fell off, the bottom dropped out The checks all bounced, I came in your mouth Your mother came calling but there was no one around The trash caught fire when the leaves turned brown The vultures were circling when the circus left town I left you a note but I wrote it in disappearing ink If you could save yourself, you'd save us all Is that what you called me for, is that why you're knocking on my door? The time
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The bridge stood tall and proud rooted to its spot. It endured the tests of time, as the water raged around its pillars and the winds tussled under it. It withstood the burden as those who walked over the bridge, unaware of their toll. But, as the years wore on, the bridge was deteriorating. Its pillars weaken as every storm passed. The burden of people walking over it did not diminish. Every storm that passed left the bridge weaker and weaker. Then finally, one storm, not even the biggest storm the bridge had faced, raged. The bridge, weakened by the years of lack of upkeep and constant wear, finally broke free. It drifted down the river, with no roots to hold it anymore. It coasted, listless. It seems the bridge will never dock again. Slinking along, quietly creeping amidst the shady underbelly Stealthy and calm, untamed with no other chosen course Sleek and dark, it pulls through the terrain It bides its time... waiting watching closer Till the moment
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I seldom if hardly ever ask for things in my status. When I do, I never expect for anyone to really deliver without some sort of expectation. Most of all I don't expect or ask anyone to "pay" for my way or aid in my enjoyment of suchactivities on here with Bling/Blasts/VIP etc.. Whenever I get bling from people it's generall from a select few who are truly friends that I also give to. I am a "random acts of kindness" person, once in a while I will even bling and rate someone just to level them for no reason. I am usually the one that hands out the gifts and I do so without any expectations because I myself get the enjoyment out of it. From my experience and the observation of others, it seems to be a quid pro quo. I'll buy you this if you do this for me or I'll do this for you if you do this for me. Especially when it comes to guys. I guess this is why i seldom talk to you fella's..lol The exclusive 4 Men that have made it in to my Family are the only ones in the 3 yrs that I ha
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do you feel like shit does not go your way and shit takes forever to get done to be away from the one you love to feel like you are sick without being with your loved one to think all the time about her going crazy just to see her smile to hear her laugh to hold her in your arms to say to her i love you everytime you see her to hear her voice in your head all day long as if she was right there talking to you to look at another woman and only see your loved one to feel the sickness in your heart as time goes by when you are not with her to realise when the time comes that you are finally together that the time spent away would be time worth spent to realise howmuch you do love her and cant ever see yourself without her in your life love is really a mystery of the heart and a joyfull journey in life comment on this if you can understand what love is and what iam trying to say thank you for reading my thaughts Miller Light / CatfightSee more like this on kontraband.com Morphing B
Randomness Journal
Sometimes people do or say things that come out of no where it seems. I just wanted to keep a long of things i found interesting or amusing people come up with. For instance: As I am typing my last blog I looked out the window to see a horse in my front yard. Why my neighbor has temporarily brought home yet another horse I do not know. But the fact that she needs my help and it can't wait until I get dressed doesn't allow me to find out. Lucky me, I am so glad I get to go load a horse into a trailer in nothing but my bathrobe, in the street of an active subdivision. 9/25 Today and for probably for the 3rd time in my life I got called a good "breeding specimen." I believe the comment in front of a group of people after having stated that i was a "tall drink of water" (
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Faith Current mood: discontent Category: lost Dreams and the Supernatural I have learned of truths from my beautiful youths my baby girls, my gifts from God My Momma never taught me anything but lies I've worked so hard, can you see in my eyes there is so much more than money's false power so much more than meets the eyes I need more faith to make it through to walk the talk I need to do to share the love of creation hand in hand with a man that loves the creator too still waters don't always run deep sometimes their just still I need a partner to pray with God is Goddess is Jah is Love I ask for more faith from forces above if you don't beleive in God How can I beleive in you I cannot lie in your arms and pretend it doesn't matter loving the creator is everything to me Grant me faith to speak in truth heart to heart, eye to eye, soul to soul grant me strength to not get fooled by my mind over my soul i want to be sacred not an empty shell that is naked
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Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... let's play "friends w/ benefits" It doesn't matter if they are taken, married, or single. You will be shocked who will reply! The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if you're married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery Doesnt sometimes its just seems time has just flew by withou
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My son died today. Many of you that will read this will never understand the impact that a pet can have on you, but, I had a cat named Spike that I loved very much. Today started like any other day. Spike got up with me, had a play fight with his brother Butch, decided to attack a roll of paper towels and even begged for table food as I prepared to leave for work. Just as I was about to leave for work, I heard him cry out in a way I never heard before. When I found him he was listless and gasping for air. To make a long story short, he was dead within the hour. Spikey was always a comfort to me. He made me feel very important, loved and needed. I loved him very much. I've had him since he fit in the palm of my hand, and now he is gone forever. Rest in peace my baby boy.
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Let's all remember that the food and t.v. are not what this day are all about.... today is the day to be thankful for those we love and the freedoms we still have in the US. I want to thank all the nice people I have met on here. They have really helped me to feel at home- helping me figure out this whole Fubar thing. On some sites "noobs" are given a hard time and often shunned and ridiculed. Oh, I know I will probably meet a few creeps, but so far everyone has been respectful and fun to talk to. I hope this "at home" feeling will continue for a long time!! I can't believe it!! This Sunday is already me & hubby's first anniversary! It seems just like it's been only a short while since that wonderful day! It was a beautiful wedding and although we didn't spend much, it was just the way I wanted it. I had a beautiful dress and he waas soooo handsome. He cried when I came down the aisle and I'll never forget how it touched me! He is the love of my life and we shall never part. He has bro
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A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished, but amazingly neither of them is hurt. God works in mysterious ways . After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, 'So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of our days. ' Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault.....women shouldn't be allowed to drive.' &
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I randomly heard this song earlier today; it always makes me feel better... give it a whirl if you haven't heard it, it's called "Everybody's Free." Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of 99 If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experienceI will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years youll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you cant grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked.Youre not as fat as you imagine. Dont worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in y
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I have many people around me who call themselves my friends. But they aren't really. They are the one's who never pick up when I call. They are the one's who never call to say hi. I really wonder whats the point of my cell phone, no one calls it. I'm tempted to change my number and see how many people notice. I'm tempted to be single forever. I doubt men as a sex are evolved enough to be in relationship. I mean I can't find one who likes the same things and isn't afraid of commitment. I used to have a male best friend that I met from here. He started out nice. But somewhere along the way he reverted back to the asshole he's known to be. He's one of these loser men that gets a e-girlfriend who he's never laid eyes on outside the computer yet he LOVES her. I want to laugh at him. He dares tell me that I'm going to end up alone as I will never get what I want...this makes me laugh...you who wouldn't get your fat lazy ass on the plane to meet your "love" twice...I feel sorry for th
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So it has been forever since I have blogged. Not much has changed really, as always I am just working and going to school...getting out to have fun here and there. On the relationship front I have decided that is a waste of my time. I know I'm smart, not hard to look at and am a normal sweet down to earth kinda girl. Something will happen eventually. Going out with guys who want a perpetual booty call or some girl following them around like some attention starved puppy isnt me. I want a grown up relationship with space and closeness, room for both our lives and also us being as one. It's a nice balance, a give and take that I knwow is hard to find and settling just isnt in my nature. So I will go about my day and something may come along...it might not. But I refuse to let it bother me or be the center of my existence. "The search" lol How about just dancing friends and going out to have a great time.....Happy Halloween everybody =) Another year has almost passed and I find mys
Random Stuff I've Learned About In English
admit it we all feel this way sometimes!!!! Blue lights flashing, they had traffic stopped And Highway 11's done turned into a permanent road block I wasn't driving, my wife was my D.D. And she hadn't drank a drop, still got hassled by the J.P.D. And I said hey dude can't you just leave her alone She ain't done nothin' wrong man and we just want to go home Woah-woah And I was mad as hell, thinking fuck the po-po and they wonder why folks don't trust 'em no more Woah-hoah And I'm not gonna let this go, so I'm singing fuck the po-po So I got arrested, just for speaking up And that cop said boy the only right you have is to shut the fuck up Now I'm a jail-bird, I've done time in the pin And I've got a real messed up story to tell all my friends And my name was in the newspaper in my home town They ruined my reputation because I didn't bow down No-no And now I'm mad as hell singing fuck the po-po And they wonder why folks don't trust 'em no mo
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You Are An INFP The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards. You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings. At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak What's Your Personality Type? Doesn't this contradict one of the other ones? o.O You Are a Pessimist If things are going good, you can always imagine how they will turn for the worse.
Random Musings
I had some free time tonight. Marc is working, so I'm home all alone. Thought I'd pop into the MuMM's. First 5 MuMM's made me remember why I barely even bother with this site anymore. That's right. I'm starting all over again. I'm going to be deleting this one soon, and all ready have a new profile up and running. http://www.fubar.com/user/1173556 I'm going to try and add everyone on my list now. My name on there is "Undeniable" - back to the original =) So don't get all weirded out if I send you a request. lmfao - check this out. I went to visit my parents at the end of July so I could renew my passport with my married name - so I could change everything on my permanent residency status application. My first passport I received in 3 weeks, but they normally take 6. I was wondering why it was taking so long for this one to come. My Mom had been having issues sending me mail in my name to this address, so I thought they were too. My scanner isn't working and Marc is
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I'll be at Rocky Horror(with live cast!) at the Naro on Colley Ave in Ghent tonight!! If you have never seen the live show ,Halloween is the best time to come!!!!There will be Two shows , 1 at 7pm and 1 at 9pm, :a Rocky Horror costume contest(Rocky costumes only), special pre-shows, and thee Underware run(where else can you run around in your underware ,In public ,and Not get arrested?) ..You never know Whats gonna happen at Rocky.........the shows are early tonight so you still have time to go out and party afterwards......Hope to see You there!!!!!! So I just got on here a day or two ago,(still trying to figure out how to navigate this site*) and I just added a bunch of random pics that relate to me in some way, I suppose I should get some taken of Me to put on here*L* Don't forget, It's Rocky Horror at the NARO on Colley ave in Ghent ,two shows Halloween night 7pm and 9pm. Special pre-shows , a Rocky Horror costume contest And thee Underware run.....Ya never know Whats gonna happen
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If you like country music, and in particular Rascal Flatts, their new cd 'Still Feels Good' is excellent as expected. Listening to it today and there is not a bad song on it. :P It's awesome. :-) A friend stopped at a pay-at-the-pump gas station to get gas. Once she filled her gas tank and after paying at the pump and starting to leave, the voice of the attendant inside came over the speaker. He told her that something happened with her card and that she needed to come inside to pay. The lady was confused because the transaction showed complete and approved. She relayed that to him and was getting ready to leave but the attendant, once again, urged her to come in to pay or there'd be trouble. She proceeded to go inside and started arguing with the attendant about his threat. He told her to calm down and listen carefully: He said that while she was pumping gas, a guy slipped into the back seat of her car on the other side and the attendant had already called the police. She became
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Come on guys see if you can get past level 4 I love a good puzzle... Get the code at www.winterrowd.com Things have been so crazy this week. I feel like I hardly have any time to keep up with everything. My house is trashed...havent done dishes all week...ugh...I guess I get to spend my day off cleaning house. Work is...well...work. Blah...I dont mean to be so boring...I'm just too tired to think right now. I'm obviously new to this and wanted to say thanks to all for the warm welcome. And Phil?? What did you get me into? j/k So far I like the site although I can't promise I'll always keep up with it.For those of you who would like to know more about me please feel free to ask. My interests are pretty broad. Could never list them all here. I would be typing all night. I'm always up for good conversation. I am in the process of getting divorced. Please no pity I'm really ok with it. Ummm as you've probably noticed I'm not the best blogger, but I try. It is nice to meet those of you
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Hey all... after a good 12 hours sleep or so, during which i think i only woke up once (thank god, i'd been sleeping in 2-3 hour intervals for two days) i figured i'd actually come say hi :p again thanks to all of you that had the respect to stay out of my family shit :p and to ghost for the vip /hugs for those that don't know, my birthday is coming up this friday YAY :p i should have more pics up this week once i'm sure everything is truly set with albums and i can get my family ones reuploaded :p anyhow, i'll be in and out most of the day so feel free to stop by and say hi ;) all of the friend albums that were up are still up and unlocked, so take a look if you're one of the ones that was afraid to do so yesterday (yes, i was on a rampage, lol) i'm gonna be reorganizing soon to condense albums so there's not such a long string of them, things like the blue sin, body parts, et cetera that are mixed sfw and nsfw will be put together in a mixed album so i can create fi
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if any of my family wants to have fubar id's made or want wanted posters and pics blended together or want anything done to your pics please send me a private message with what you would like to have and ill make for you, if i cant make it ill let you know and we can decide on something else. hope to hear from you all :D
Random Shit
Okay, so yeah.. My fiance didn't come stay the night with me like he said he was going to.. Go fucking figure.. Army men.. Sometimes you love them, sometimes you want to strangle them.. Don't get me wrong, I love him with all my heart, I really do.. But I'm sick of the shit.. Now he doesn't know if we're getting married Monday or not.. Would be nice to fucking know.. Considering it is monday now by my clock.. Oh well.. I guess my main reason for being so moody about it is because he has to leave tomorrow night to go back to Kentucky and I don't know when I'll get to go up there and be with him for good.. I don't know when he has to go overseas.. I dread every fucking thing.. So, yeah.. Monday October 1st I am going to be married to the perfect guy.. I couldn't dream of a better guy! I'm so happy
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1. No matter what, every single night between April and October, its always on AS SCHEDULED at 1:05, 3:55 on Saturdays, 7:05 or 10:05 for a West Coast game. Baseball is always on when it says its on, and there's always LEGIT excuses for it not being on, IE rain. And even then, the games are made up. Baseball is "never too busy for you." 2. Every single date with baseball is always entertaining. Whether it's human batting target Kevin Youkilis getting beaned for the 7 billionth time, Clemens and Schilling engaging in a battle of the AARP members or Scott Proctor setting his jock strap on fire, something interesting always happens before, during, or after a baseball game. Even watching Baltimore getting blown out 105 to 3 during a meaningless game is more entertaining than about 99 percent of dates I've been on. 3. Even when your team goes down in a brutal extra innings game, you know that they tried their hardest and that no matter the horrific outcome of Aaron fucking Boone belti
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Happiness dont come with a cost?..they say..I say differ'I belive you have to fight for it.Even then half the time it dosent come..Come's with many cost's..With that I mean..Sacrifices..Such as..Lossing with thing dear at times..Indeed that does suck...But keep all you good intentions in mind.I also belive that No'one will ever me happy..To a point..Such as..Never Satisfied.I know what your thing..I have everthing..Everything that I ever wanted..Will Sorry to say but I belive you should take a 2nd gander..I mean are you happy..honestly..No..I say..You always want more..there's always something else you need...or just want..So I leave you with that thought..Are you happy? Are you were you want..To be?..Or is there more.. Honestly, Plays a big role into days society. Some look at only the overall, In my own oppion which people are entitled too..Belive that people should take in the whole piece of what there talking about/reciveing and putting out there for other's. Such as this honest
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So yeah, I got really bored and created a voice message thingy. Leave me one fuckers! :)
Random? Acts Of Stupidity
This will prolly be an on running thing I keep adding too beings shit seems to happen all the time. I'll just start with the more recent. I figure two things might come out of this. First someone might get a laugh. Second someone might realize they are a dumbass and might become aware of what they are doing in public. HA! SUV Driver Ya know a good buddy said to the effect that "people lose IQ points when they drive an SUV" and I always agreed. And here's further proof. I went yesterday (10/04/07) to K-mart for some good ole toothpaste. Should have been a very easy trip. Well as I'm progressing through the parking lot I've got some broad driving a Lincoln Navigator coming at me. (shared throughway) I moved further to the right, near as I could to the parked cars. Which wasn't good enough for this fucking cunt. She still had to swerve around me, and I think she was trying to bitch me out but I couldn't tell, I was hypnotized by the rolls of chins slapping up and down.
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10 things men know about women: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. WOMEN HAVE BOOBS Dear Friends and Online Community, It has come to my attention that you have participated in acts in an attempt to "bring sexy back." To date, substantial prrof has not been provided that the "sexy" in questions was at any time in your possession. Allegations claiming that "them other boys don't know how to act" are entirely unsupported and irrelevant. As you neither asked for nor recieved permission to use the Work as the basis for "operation: sexyback," nor to make or distribute copies, including electronic copies, of same, I believe you have willfully infringed my rights under 17 U.S.C Section 101 et seq. and could be liable for statutory damages as high as $150,000 as set forth in Section 504(c)(2) therein. If you are able to prove the "sexy" in question did indeed belong to you, all charges will be dropped. In the event evidence is not provided, I demand that you immediately cea
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Random Questions & Curiosities
Is it just me, or does the dragon depicted in the portrait at my Stash, Saint George by Raphael Sanzio (or Raffaello), resemble a Cocker Spaniel? o.O Honestly, every time I look at the pic, I could almost swear that dragon has the head of a Cocker Spaniel! I keep thinking of a dog my sister had years ago...Missie, who happened to be a Cocker Spaniel. -_-; Is it just my eyes playing tricks on me?
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COME JOIN DJ BABY BOY LIVE ON AIR!!! HAVE A GREAT TIME WITH GREAT FRIENDS AND LIVE MUSIC!!! JUST CLICK THE PICTURE!!!!! LET'S GIT-R-DONE!!!
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Is the all technology in my sad little world trying to thwart me today?!? Yahoo is my new enemy .. daily it turns craptastic and wont play well with others.. and now on here for some odd reason my blogs dont show on my page. Grrr~! "Your Bore" You make me feel like Im a whore Like Im the one whos there to bore you now Its always gonna be this way Get the fuck away Cause I cant seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need Im sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me You always wanna steal the light By stepping on the ones who fight for you Its always gonna be the same Get the fuck away Cause I cant seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need Im sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me I hate what you are Ill break you and leave you scarred I hate what you are Ill break you and leave you scarred I hate what
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As the evening passes, I have attempted to update my profile, while retaining my previous thoughts and comments. After hitting the "post now" button and reviewing my text, I find my previous thoughts and a portion of my current text missing. As such, I have initiated this blog and we will see if my thoughts are retained herein.
Random Crap Sent To Me On Myspace.
A married man goes to confessional and tells the priest, "I almost had an affair with a woman." The priest asks, "What do you mean, almost?" "Well, we got undressed and rubbed together, but then I stopped." The priest replies, "Rubbing together is the same as putting it in. You're not to go near that woman again. Now, say five Hail Mary's and put $50 in the poor box." The man leaves confessional, says his prayers, and then walks over to the poor box. He pauses for a moment and then starts to leave. The priest quickly runs over to him and says, "I saw that. You didn't put any money in the poor box!" "Well, Father, I rubbed up against it and you said it was the same as putting it in." If i dont call you [ Its because im waiting for you to call me ] When i walk away from you mad [ Follow me ] When i stare at your mouth [ Kiss me ] When i push you or hit you [ Grab me and dont let go ] When i start cussing at you [ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]
Random Thoughts/creative Boredom
No way!!! I see some girls with thongs on ????? As their default pics????? This is a bikini that covers up more then that ???? This is the second time this happened ???? I dont get it !!! Please explain to me how something u can view on regular prime time tv, as banned from this site that has porn on peoples comments ???
Random Thoughts
A friend is someone true and for real, A friend is someone who means a great deal. A friend won't hurt you, A friend won't lie, A friend will never permanantly say good-bye. A friend is there through the good times and bad, A friend is there to cheer you up when your sad. A friend is always there with a shoulder to cry on, A friend is always there that you can rely on. So, friend if you ever need someone honest and true, Just remember ill always be here for you ...... OMG I went to the VanHalen Concert last night at Allstate.. It fuckin rocked! Last weekend, was soooo much fun. One of my best friends Robbie was in town, to introduce his wife to all of his friends and family here. My friend Robbie, packed up and moved out to Vegas about 4 years ago. Since he has been there he has been doing great. I realized how much I miss him living so close. But am so happy from him and Kristi. They are such a cute couple. I hope that someday I find a love that strong.
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Is it just me or is this place getting to be a fucking drag here lately? Pervs running amok,hate-mongers everywhere,and let us not forget about our new anonymous "dislikers". We could have done without that little button... I know that the people (and I use that noun loosely) who have inspired this mini-rant will most likely not even read this blog since their A.D.D. and general ignorance make reading difficult for them,but honestly,if all you want is a orgasm then go to a porn site. If all you want to do is hate then go back to Myspace with the other 12 year olds. Or hey,here's an idea,you dont even have to leave Fubar,just form your own little group of like-minded assholes and perv and hate each other. Some of us are here to rate pictures,level up and visit with friends and quite frankly desire no interaction with you. HEY FU-FOLK,WHATZ POPPIN? BEEN A WHILE SINCE I CHECKED N BLOGWISE SO I THOUGHT ID BETTER GIVE YA'S N UPDATE...WELL,ITZ LIKE THIS...LOL! MORE OFTEN THAN NOT I SE
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what are we doing in this life ? sometimes it feels like its just not worth the pain ....... at times i just leave, sit on a hill overlooking the countryside thinking to myself wondering what have i done or done before to be given this lot in life ..... then the light of the sun hits me shows me its not to bad there are others havinging it harder than i for those i would offer my soul to help them as thats what i do ... but once that is done who is there for i? its easy helping others but taking help is another thing ...... all i can do is say thank you to my friends for being there for me and hope they know id do the same for them some call me and angel but i have no wings but if you call me i will come to you thats my promise
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So for the last 5 months I have been taking care of my family. Mainly my Dad and Mom since both have illnesses. My Mom has diabetes and my Dad has liver and pancrease cancer. Today has been the roughest day so far I think. My dad is not doing so well. He's in the hospital and anything he eats goes right through him. His pancrease isn't working right and breaking down on him. I could potentially loose him this year if something doesn't work soon. Aside from finding this out, my cousin, who hasn't talked to anyone in my family for 6 years, decides to show up to the hospital. Ok, whaatever but my mom flipped out. About 6 years ago my Aunt lived disgustingly. Didn't clean, didn't shower, had a rash all over her body. Was just dirty in general. We tried telling her son about it and her daughters knew how she wa living but did nothing about it. So her son comes over to our house and says "What the fuck is that over there." My mom having nothing to do with it and my brother making the phone c
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It's about time...getting nearer to the end of the year and time to start fresh with a new year. I think about the changes that have taken place for the in 2007 and all I can say is wow. Who knew? I have made some very good friends...became separated and now I am filing for the divorce. Along the way those friends have stuck by me which I am truely grateful because I don't know what I'd do without them. I have found me this year...what makes me tick. That is a good thing. I know I can be independant and be alone. I am dealing with the insecurities of the past and trying to address them. Be a even better mom. This time of year is always very difficult for me so friends hang in there with me I'll need ya! 1. Have the cops ever searched you? yes 2. Do you have any weird sleeping habits? I sleep with earplugs, my hair in a ponytail and with a pillow between my knees 3. When was the last time you've been swimming in a lake? Actually swimming? It's been awhile 4. W
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So today is my kids' birthday party. My beautiful, funny, bright eight year olds. And NO ONE in my family, save my dad (he has no choice, he lives here) is going to be there. My brother is in Florida (he's forgiven) and my mom has to work (she's kinda forgiven)... but the person who pisses me off the most, is my sister. My baby sister (on Mom's side) who expects me to come running everytime she calls. I helped her move the yesterday, when I should have been making cakes. Who wouldn't even watch my kids for me when I moved. I gave up a free weekend to help her kick out her lying, cheating husband, whom she let immediately back in, when I could have been off doing something I actually wanted. Not only is she not showing up, she's being bitch enough not to even tell me. I had to find out from my mom, and now my sister's not answering her phone. On top of that, the party's outside, and it looks like rain. Sheesh. I joined a salute contest. Yeah, I know *shrugs* why not. So if you wanna g
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My eyes are open wide By the way, I made it through the day I watch the world outside By the way, I'm leaving out today Well I just saw Hayley's Comet, she waved Said "why you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared Somewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying Sometimes goodbye is a second chance Please don't cry one tear for me I'm not afraid of what I have to say This is my one and only voice So listen close, it's only for today Well I just saw Hayley's Comet, she waved Said "why you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared Somewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying Sometimes goodbye is a second chance Here is my chance This is my chanc
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A dream I had recently..... I was standing atop a mesa, watching a some Native American children play in a village down below. As I turned around, the Chief of the village told me that the kids were fated to walk the trail of tears. When I asked him what that meant, he disappeared into the wind. I ran down to warn the village, but when I got there, it was empty. The Chief is there again, and tells me that fate cannot be stopped. I woke up with questions I don't think I'll ever find the answers to.
Random Acts Of Writting
resentment i resent more than my life, my family or my friends i resent my decisions, my path, my thoughts and my dead ends but i brought these things upon myself.... dont respect the physical or even my health why try anymore, cause it worked out for my father why do i still try, like why do i even bother is there more in store, or have i reached my zenith did i max out on this life, just livin through my penis??? is this life really as lame as it seems and is this my destiny or is it more than it seems??? is there more to this shit than i have started to notice or am i like a plague, destroying shit like a locus please...someone let me know if u do understand this shit i've been through but how could i expect u to know what it is i was ready to die, but how would that look to these kids??? is this the doors?? like is it the end??? or am i just depressed and in need of a friend??? there's so many questions, i dont know all the answers but i cant afford my bills.
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Speak in Riddle Speak in Rhyme Speak in Tongues If you mime Speak of Wisdom Pass your Times Speak of Visions In your mind One will have a pondered mind If one wishes to know Of times long gone passed And Wisdom of the unknown Seeking Knowledge of the Unknown Will have you thinking of Distress Have the wheels in your head Working double time to figure facts out The Unknown is the Unknown for a reason One can never figure it out No matter how fast your mind works at it Or how many facts you have of it. Speak in Riddle Speak in Rhyme Speak in Tongues If you mime Speak of Wisdom Past your Time Speak of Visions In your Mind wrote 10~8~2007
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So, it might come as a surprise that a librarian is just really getting into these, but given their public editorial nature, we tend to shy away from such things. In case you are somewhat uninitiated a wiki is exactly the same as wikipedia, except is is hypper specific to a topic. Basically the experts or in the case of the ones I have frequented lately, the fans of the topic add articles and update the items as they see fit. So far I have browsed heavily the Glenn Beck one -- Glenpedia (obviously), as well Star Wars (Wookiepedia) and Doctor Who (The TARDIS). Does anyone else have any favorites or some you might recommend to alleviate my boredom and expand my mind? If you're interested in looking where I found a bunch try http://www.wikia.com/wiki/List_of_Wikia Thanks :):):) So I went grocery shopping last nigt -- an adventure in itself, but that's not the point here. On my list was to grab some Halloween candy since I am the ultimate procrastinator and had yet to
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I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to
Random Musings
Chimpanzees enter into "deals" whereby they exchange meat for sex, according to researchers. Male chimps that are willing to share the proceeds of their hunting expeditions mate twice as often as their more selfish counterparts. This is a long-term exchange, so males continue to share their catch with females when they are not fertile, copulating with them when they are. The team describe their findings in the journal PLoS One. Cristina Gomes and her colleagues, from the Max Planck Institute for Evolutionary Anthropology in Germany, studied chimps in the Tai Forest reserve in Ivory Coast. She and her team observed the animals as they hunted, and monitored the number of times they copulated. "By sharing, the males increase the number of times they mate, and the females increase their intake of calories," said Dr Gomes. "What's amazing is that if a male shares with a particular female, he doubles the number of times he copulates with her, which is likely to increase the proba
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Random Babble.
REDACTED. THIS BLOG IS NOW ABOUT FARTING AND BAWWING. Well, with my birthday about an hour away, EASTERN TIME, (which is the time I pretend I'm on most of the time) I feel as though I should say something. I'm not sure what to say though. I'm drunk as fuck. So is Jeff.
Randy Couture Retires
So for the second time, Randy Couture has retired, and unlike the last time, it has nothing to with age or his ability to compete, because he's proven to everyone that he is that GOOD. This time its all because of Fedor ducking Randy, choosing to go to a much smaller and lamer M-1 organization instead of step into the UFC and fight the only person who poses a threat to his status as the best. Fedor knows Randy wants to fight him, and instead of step up and go for it he chooses to wait it out until Randy isn't on such a roll and is a few years older, and possibly not able to fight him. No matter though, Randy showed everyone that he is a true competitor and that he is the MAN. So until he comes out of retirement again, or even if he never does, the final image of him in the ring will always be a champion, which is completely fitting.
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LOVE= we think about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't have to search for it and we discover it we don't we don't know what to do with it. We fear losing it. It is our source of pleasure and pain but we can't predict which it will be from one moment to the next. It's a short word, easy to spell, but difficult to define, and.. impossible to live without. Aaron you are the perfect guy and i love you....i never want to lose you...you make me so happy....i cant wait to be back in your arms...I love you the funny things kids say OPINIONS >> >>On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note >>from his mother. The note read, "The opinions expressed by this >>child are not necessarily those of his parents." >> >> KETCHUP >> >>A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her >>struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer >>the phone. "Mommy can't come to the phone to talk
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Its getting cold again but youre not here I need you tonight youre like this dream a myth, a fantasy will you ever come true? i want to hold you feel the taste you your lips the thought of you makes me crazy how did we get here? do you know the exact time? cause i cant find it i still fall for you over and over i love you its getting cold and youre not here but youre still the warm feeling in my heart
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A Random Sprawling Trail of Thought It often seems, looking back at the roads Ive traveled, that the wild, winding trails Ive blazed are just coming unraveled. The tracks in the dust that Im leaving behind, well those steps taken aint leadin to the new prints Ive been makin. Happiness with my current life, as true as the cause the government says Im fighting for, is just as easily altered. Everyone I know, so excited to see, the lands to be visited and the peoples Ill meet, everyone I know, except for me. As submerged in this world as I may become, the only place Ill ever long to be is the dear land where Im from. No more new people, not too many faces to see, Ill never miss anyone like I do now, the people from home, where I was happy. Those that were so damn close, that I loved more so than any had known, are now so far away, but from my heart never gone. Sooner or later, the memories shall fade from their eyes, from mine shall come a lonesome tear, as my n
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why do you have a site with all kinds of pictures and then make them all private... wtf... you certainly put them on there for a reason... if your going to be all lame about your pics take them the fuck off geez
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I Don't Like: Christmas Will Smith Flowers ('cept stargazer lilies) Birds Khaki Cargo Pants Khaki Cargo Pants Disney Movies(except TRON) Work Fuzzy Bunnies Rainbows('cept Skittles) Sports Puppies Clowns The Special Olympics The Regular Olympics Beck Kid Rock Hanson Oprah Rosie O'Donnell Sally Jessie Rikki Lake Maury Povich Jenny Jones Montel Williams Jay Leno Geraldo Larry King Don Imus Steve Dahl Dr. Laura Urkel Michael Medved Tom Hanks Spike Lee The Crocodile Hunter Madonna Andrew Lloyd Webber Pauly Shore Ricki Martin Ice Cube TLC Kid Rock Rage Against the Machine(mostly) Dick Biscuit er, Limp Bizket or whatever Perfume and Cologne Stupidity Children Kermit the Frog The Osmonds Sister Sister The Kennedys (Although this group keeps getting smaller and smaller) D.A.R.E. France Stomp Commercials Pokemon The Blue
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I may not be the most beautiful, or the sexiest nor do i have the perfect body. I may not be everyone's first choice, but i'm a great choice. I don't pretend to be some one I'm not, because I'm good at being me I might not be proud of some of the things I've done in my past,.... but....... I'm proud of who I am today....... Take me as I am or watch me walk away!!!!!!!! You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? computer 2. Your significant other? yes 3. Your hair? redish 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? gone 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? sexy 8. Your favorite drink? dr 9. Your dream/goal? retirement 10. The room you're in? kitchen 11. Music? country 12. Wh
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Little known 'Did you know' facts Weird facts that you would rather not know.... Did you know?...It is impossible to lick your elbow. Did you know?...Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. Did you know?...Coca-Cola was originally green. Did you know?...23% of all photocopier faults worldwide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. Did you know?...In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. Did you know?...If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, 1969, make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contactwith extraterrestrials or their vehicles? Did you know?...Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. Did you know?...More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. Did you know?...The "sixth sick sheik's sixth
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thought for this a.m. is..... BLAH! blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah and blah fucking blah! so if your reading this BLAH!!!!!! If it looks like a duck, walks like a duck, quacks like a duck... Its a duck I know I'm brilliant :P so life give ya a bunch of lemons what do you do? make lemonade of course :P a friend told me about the skype chat thingy so im bored over there trying to figure it out says there are 10,232,233 people online thats alot of people are any of them you? :P happy tuesday Brats :P
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TWENTY DOLLARS On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new >husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his >highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was >repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him >thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other >incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noon one day, she was >surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few >minutes, he explained that his employer was going through a process of >corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the >age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near >what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. >Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years >of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly $1 million. Then she showed >him certificates
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Random Thoughts by Raso If Jesus had a brother do you think Mary and Joseph would ever say "why can't you be more like your brother Jesus"? Why are whipped cream and chocolate sauce sexy considering all guys get a boner over steak. Why do people ask how many licks does it take to get to the tootsie roll center of a tootsie pop......have you people seen the movie? It was Dustin Hoffman in drag. Why do women say men are pigs? .....does that make women pig fuckers? People say Richard Gere is a freak because he stuffed a gerbil up his ass....do the gerbil's friends think that their buddy is a freak as well? How come Catholic priests can't get it through their head that sex in the workplace is wrong? If a rolling stone gathers no moss why does Keith Richards look like a spore?. Why do people shave their pubic hair? Don't they realize how many homeless crabs are out there? People eat mints for bad breath, why hasn't anyone come up with an ass mint yet? Wh
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Hey everyone, What's up? Not much here. This will be my first really serious blog for Fubar. I have done many on myspace. But most have been music here. First off, would like to start off by seeing how all of you are?! I hope well, safe and happy. Anything new with all of you? Anyway I can help whether it be just listening or whatever please let me know. Ok now for I guess the randomality of this blog. Some might think it's pointless but just my time to put my thoughts into writing. I appreciate all the friends I really do. So don't think I don't. I am always up for getting to know new people and make new friends. I appreciate each and everyone of you all. I know fubar is all about whose more popular and all sorts of things. But I am not all about that. There are some great people here who I have been lucky enough to start getting to know. But here is my thing. If I ever get to godfather I don't care. It's not about popularity or points to me. It's about meeting new, genuine peo
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Are you knight enough to pulll the sword damn it? This is THE best rock lounge on fubar. Consider this an invite, and I thank Dede the owner who leveled me up, even though it was her birthday and didn't have to do anything. If you read this, get your ass in here and wish her a happy birthday and buy her a drink. She also activated her auto 11's just now I might add so get over and rate her like crazy! DeDe~Excalibur's Co-owner~@ fubar Thanks also to Toxic Angel who gave me a boost, and anyone else who thought up the auto11 bling. Have fun everyone! Please let me know first and not just flag my image. I'd appreciate it so I'm not warned by SCRAPPER or the bouncers that I'm loading multiple NSFW images, and get punished one way or another. It's a common courtesy (and probably better manners) to approach an offender and threaten them that you are going to flag the picture if they don't flag it first. I know, I know. You can get away with flagging them anonymousl
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The lyrics to the song "Bother" by Stone Sour sound like a match to my mood currently. Even the sound of the song feels like it matches. Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You dont need to bother; I dont need to be Ill keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I wont let go til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; My flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You dont need to bother; I dont need to be Ill keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I wont let go til it bleeds Wish Id died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten With its memories Diaries left With cryptic entries And you dont need to bother; I dont need to be Ill keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I wont let go til it bleeds You
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yeah i haven't been on much lately. been busy with work and writing songs for my band. we will try to do a few shows soon(hopefully) but not til after the new year and we should be recording a demo disc to release soon as well. just wanted to say hi all and i will try to be on here more often but i'm not promising anything. Later, the King shit really blew up this week and it was just time. i tell ya one thing i don't like having my stuff thrown at my head. so she got her stuff out and that's that. only thing is i no longer have a microwave, toaster, or any of the food i bought. on top of that she took the mattress but left the frame and box spring. so i'm sleepin on the floor. all in all i think i got out of this one cheaper than some. oh, well. time to focus on the music. Later, the King
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well its been a trip hasn't it lol as u would say...i keep stealing all the coined phrases...when am i no longer green :( ...anyways here goes i have a thought the smirk ya know ya know when the heart aches you feel the tingles touch your head thats it thats it thats it babys feel the warmth within your soul its longing to be one then you sigh look away and capture the moment ok sorry that just came out of no where lol.... i stand in the shower close my eyes hear your voice see your smile as u climb in with me tears roll down my cheek as i open my eyes i stand there crying the hot water melting my pain no one will see... i say i will be fine but its a lie i can't hide you ment so much to me i'll finish later booked my vacation next weekend yaaa i need it...second thing i do after i get my passport is book a nice vacation...thought i would be going to vegas but umm i guess not lol..so some where nice and warm with a beach
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Once again I find myself back in the pattern of not sleeping- or at least not sleeping very much. I can get by on 2-4 hours of sleep most days, but there are nights when I wish I could sleep for 8 or more. Those closest to me know why I have trouble sleeping. My mind is constantly working...sometimes to remember and sometimes to forget. But whatever the reason, there seems to be no off switch, unless I am utterly exhausted which happens far too infrequently. Good thing I have my friends to keep me company...at least for as long as they can, lol. Sometimes we don't realize how much of an impact we can have on the lives of those we befriend....I know I didn't, at least until today. I logged on to check my Myspace (which I should do more frequently) and saw a face I haven't seen in years. It was Erika, a girl I went to my middle school. She asked if I remembered her...of course I did, because she was my best friend back then. She said she'd always wondered what happened to me aft
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I was in a car accident on Friday. I was turning left from my road to the main one and these guys in this Explorer hit me and flipped over onto the roof of their SUV. My car sustained some damage to the passenger side front bumper and on the hood (passenger side as well) but their vehicle was pretty much totaled. One guy had to go to the hospital and get checked out (both police officers and EMTs told me he was fine) and the other guy didn't speak English. I think they were just flying down Blue Lick Rd for them to flip over after impact. I mean, my air bag didn't even deploy and it's still drivable (other than the embarrassing body damage). So now, until I get my car fixed, I'm pretty much stuck at home. Unless I can talk someone into driving to the south end of Louisville to come rescue me for a bit. I'll let you know about any updates. But I'm still pretty shook up from the whole incident. But fucking hell, can't life give me a chance to catch my breath before it knocks it
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today i saw on yahoo news that a fellow soldier was murdered . she was a dentist and was found in a hotel room. they say she was pregnant. she just transferred to the 19th support as a dentist this is a sad blow for ft bragg and america's army. i swear lately it must be something in the air but has anyone else noticed alot of plain out rude people on here lately? you add them fan them rate them and their stuff next thing ya know its oh come to this lounge or help me in this contest then if you dont your made out to be an asshole by them. sorry this is a bit forward but damn enough is enough with the crap at least you could return the favor and rate the stuff of the person who is rating you.. another thing.... how hard is it when someone hosts a happy hour to drop in on their page show a little love maybe rate them or add them hell its right on the top of the screen.. ah well just venting for the week i guess.. is it me or did i piss someone off on here? i got like 5 people that talk to
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Deep in the recesses of my subconcious lies a memory of lives past lived. A time of nothingness, when we were warriors in the truest sense of the word... when women and men were equals, fighting side by side, rivers of blood running past our feet, chaos and confusion everywhere, when passion and rage were the same definition and ferocity was a way of life. We ate, drank, and lusted/loved with gusto, there was no such thing as political correctness, and justice was handed down on the blade of a sword, swiftly, mercilessly, because that's just the way it was. I remember crystal clear skies at night with only the light of stars to see by, feeling your warmth next to my body, enveloping me with your smell, that smell of man (i love that smell), you turning into me, moving in closer as if to meld our bodies into one being. I remember wrapping my fingers in your hair, pulling your mouth to mine, drinking in the elixer of you. Your strong hands so hard in battle, stroking, a gentlen
The Randomness That Is Me
Hello world of fubar. I wanted to post a blog... but don't really have anything to say, lol. Honestly... I'm an emotional wreck right now... too much drama and trauma in just 1 or 2 days. I have had a break up, the meeting of so many new and great people here that honestly complicate my life more but that I would hate to be without, I thought my grandmother was going to die, school is overwhelming me because I let myself get behind, I am not good at social functioning, and so on and so on. It really sucks... I know that most if not all of the people that I have met here would not give me the time of day had they met me face to face. I dunno... I gotta go work... See ya around. Torrencia Never in my life... have I felt such pain. Never have I felt so betrayed. Never have I hated myself more. Never have I hated humanity with such a passion. Never have I hated emotions with such a fervor. I have a need to be numb. I don't want these feelings. I don't want to feel anything at
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Theres some1 special in my life Who doesnt know i care I wish i could let him know it But let it show I wouldnt dare I dont want to even risk it I dont want to even try For if he knew i felt this way Id feel insecure and shy I never thought Id feel this way I never thought Id care Theres something in that smile of his That makes me stop and stare Ill keep my feelings hidden for now And save them for another day. 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2.It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3.If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 5.Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at yo
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Alicia Keys - No One Once upon a time~~~~~~~~in a land far away,~~~~~~~~a beautiful, independent,self-assured princess~~~~~~~~happened upon a frog as she satcontemplating ecological issueson the shores of an unpolluted pondin a verdant meadow near her castle.~~~~~~~~The frog hopped into the princess' lapand said: " Elegant Lady,I was once a handsome prince,until an evil witch cast a spell upon me.~~~~~~~~One kiss from you, however,and I will turn backinto the dapper, young prince that I am~~~~~~~~and then, my sweet, we can marry~~~~~~~~and set up housekeeping in your castle~~~~~~~~with my mother,~~~~~~~~where you can prepare my meals,~~~~~~~~clean my clothes, bear my children,~~~~~~~~and forever feelgrateful and happy doing so. "~~~~~~~~That night,~~~~~~~~as the princess dined sumptuously~~~~~~~~on lightly sauteed frog
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just felt like sayin whats on my mind and i really dont give a shit what anyone has to say in reaction . if you get offended ohwell, if you find some sort or relation to it good 4 u press on. latly i have felt like alot of what people say and do is based on acts of false intention , personal gain in mind even if at a distance. maybe its just me, who knows who cares! i am human i am an opportunist . if i c it i take it by whatever means necessary, as long as its the better more progressive decision .then u got fake ass individuals who c u movin up or doin somthin and all the sudden your someone to have interest in . fuck it its all good tho jump on if u start 2 pull me back im kickin ur ass on down the road, kick rocks! bottom line dont decide to have interest in a person for any other reason then u just have interest and want to actually know em. and dont worry about whats to be gained just let shit happen! if youve actually read all that, good shit, hope you might have gotten somthin
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Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked AGAIN because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute.Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, got shit from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fight
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Now, that I have your attention...lol. 4,974 points to go. Be a doll and help me out. Please Thanks *kussen* Someone sent this to me, i thought it was worth reposting.. :) BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke? 2. Do you like the rain? 4. If so...would you play in it with me? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20.
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Here i was sitting in my office and trying to work.. My 7yr old son lets out a squeal.. i come running and he whimpers that there is a big spider on the wall. I of course cringe and go "damn" while i find a shoe. I enter the bathroom where he's on the potty. I'm looking around and he points his tiny finger in it's direction. All i see is the big ball of something that needs to be squished in the corner. I gather up my courage and aim the shoe into the corner. Just my luck, i missed and it jumps. Of course, i let out a squeal, which makes him let out a squeal, his little legs start kicking all over the place, meanwhile i realize this is the biggest cricket of all time that is hoping all over the place and meantime my son is freaking out and kicking his little legs everywhere. I am struggling not to laugh as i attempt to kill this thing and dodge his little legs at the same time. Each time it jumps i squeal... yah i can't help it.. it's startling. Which doesn't help his trauma
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A guy has 4 different types of girls: 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable. And she is the only one that is irreplaceable. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always love, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches , and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey & is irreplaceable. She can NEVER replace her. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot, but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches, females that a male uses only for sex or other sexually r
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A husband and wife were out playing golf. They tee off and one drive goes to the right and one drive goes to the left. The wife finds her ball in a patch of buttercups. She grabs a club and takes a mighty swing at the ball. She hits a beautiful second shot, but in the process she hacks the hell out of the buttercups. Suddenly a woman appears out of nowhere. She blocks her path to her golf bag and looks at her and says, "I'm Mother Nature and I don't like the way you treated my buttercups. From now on, you won't be able to stand the taste of butter. Each time you eat butter you will become physically ill to the point of total nausea." The mystery woman then disappears as quickly as she appeared. Shaken, the wife calls out to her husband "Hey, where's your ball?" "It's over here in the pussy willows." The wife screams back, "DON'T HIT THE BALL!!!! DON'T HIT THE BALL!!!!" A pirate walks off his ship. He has a wooden leg, a hook for a hand, and a patch over his right eye. He sits dow
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**THIS IS FROM A BOOK I AM READING TITLED "ON KILLING" IT IS WRITTEN BY LT. COL. DAVE GROSSMAN, IT INVOLVES THE PSYCHOLOGICAL COST OF LEARNING TO KILL IN WAR AND SOCIETY.** "We know, as surely as we know that we are alive, that the whole human race is dancing on the edge of the grave... The easiest and worst mistake we could make would be to blame our present dilemma on the mere technology of war...It is our attitudes toward war and our uses for it that really demand our attention." -Gwynne Dyer **THIS IS A GREAT BOOK, HELPS TO UNDERSTAND WHAT OUR MILITARY GOES THROUGH PSYCHOLOGICALLY DURING WAR, ITS TIME FOR US TO STOP BEING BLISSFULLY IGNORANT, AND SUPPORT OUR MILITARY IN COMBAT WHETHER YOU AGREE WITH THE REASONS THEY ARE THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. THEY NEED OUR SUPPORT AND UNDERSTANDING.** Teachers & Cops These are actual comments made on students' report cards by teachers in the New York City public school system. All teachers were reprimanded but boy a
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I can't explain the way I feel But I know my feelings are for real Thoughts of you always on my mind I'll do anything, give you all my time It makes me happy just being by your side All those feelings I just can't hide You'll always be in my heart Can't bear the pain when were apart Nobody is as special as you are to me Now I hope you are beginning to see Just how much I care for you And all my feelings will always be true I can't describe how much I care But when you need me, I will be there To wipe those tears when you are sad To make you happy when you are mad All these things I really can do Just remember I'm thinking of you You are on my mind 24-7 Being with you is like being in heaven At times we have our little fights (even though I am always right!) My feelings for you will stay the same How much I care will never change... sweetdee: i forgot to mark my mum nsfw and holy cow people start to jump u ->sweetdee: that is what it means sweetdee: if
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i was shopping today and was repulsed. hot topic now selling clothes that are pink...and polka dotted...ugh...and hello kittie? since when is hello kitty hot topic worthy? im gonna vomit....
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I need to find something to add to brown rice that will add flavour without filling it with fat, salt, and empty calories. I don't mind the taste of plain brown rice but it does get boring eating exactly the same thing time after time. If you have any suggestions, feel free to let me know, and if I find any really good recipes I will post 'em here. So go check out Billy Idol's version of Jingle Bell Rock. Yet another networking system, and yet again I'm signing up. Half my life is spent clicking from site to site as friends pop up in new places and leave the old ones. This place is supposedly really interesting, so maybe it will hold folks' attention longer? Here's hoping.
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For those of you unaware, mead it fermented honey, much like wine if fermented grapes. I brew mead. I'm also going to try an experiment this weekend. I'm going to throw on a batch of vegetable mead, with carrots, squash and likely sweet potatoes. All are wonderful with both honey and each other, therefore there shouldn't be any problem with it tasting 'funny'. All I need to do is pick up both the carrots, a purply-red varietal grown here and the4 sweet potatoes. Should turn a lovely dark purple colour. Otherwise, I have on batches of maple-blueberry, lemon-lime, lemon-ginger, apple (made with a local varietal of apple called a viking), strawberry, pear, holly berry, grape, and cherry... If you're going to be putting on a batch of mead, get the ingredients while they are fresh (excluding the citruses) and more importantly in season. None of this imported from across the planet crap. I am so glad I went and got groceries when I did. The stores were insane. See we have w
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The things I see in my world. The dreams that float in the air like smoke. The tears that streak my face. The ache that tears my heart. The drip of water, ticking like a clock. The silence, as loud as thunder. Why must this things haunt my thoughts. Why do I let them torture my soul. I am just a rat in a cage. Running on the wheel given me. Life should be more then this. Life is to be lived, or not at all. The night is silent. Only my thoughts to keep me company. The dreams of my youth. Only dust in a forgotten time. The future, unending darkness. Only tears streaming down my face. This night speaks of no dawn. Only darkness unending. The Darkness hides the things I can see It keeps my secrets safe It protects me from being seen The Darkness destroys the fragile veil of daylight It makes my fears come alive It opens old wounds The Darkness lures me into dreams It shows me a happy life It reveals my insanity The Darkness is my lover
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Okay wwe are gonna see who has the best caption to this pic. I know you have seen it around animated and so forth but I wanna see what you all can come up with. Leave you comments and you just might find it in your in box. I was at work today and we had the television on VH1 in the morning before patients get there listening to music (my favorite past time) and the Killers/Mr. Brightside came on. And all my co-workers chimed in saying ohhhhh here is your song! Yeah yeah so they know me well. Anyhoodle it got me to thinking and so I asked them and now am asking all of you.... If you knew you were going to be stranded on a deserted island and had only 12 songs to pick to listen to forever and ever what would those 12 songs be? Please comment... I'm interested in knowing if anyone out there has the same taste I do. Thanks :) Children of the 80's unite! Okay Okay I know it has been awhile since I blogged. But you know me I don't blog unless something really hits me. So I'm si
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just wanted to thank everyone who chatted with me thourgh out the wee hours of the morning...i havent worked an overnight in over a year. SPECIAL KISSES to you all. i may even have a special treat for you later in the week!!! Lots of love to you all..... Theres a little creepy house in a little creepy place. Little creepy town in a little creepy world. Little creepy girl with her little creepy face, saying funny things that you've never heard. Do you know what it's all about? Are you brave enough to figure out? Know that you could set your world on fire, if you're strong enough to leave your doubts. Feel it, breathe it, believe it and you'll be walking on air. Go try, go fly so high and you'll be walking on air. You feel this, unless you kill it - go on and you're forgiven. I knew, that i could feel that - i feel like im walking on air. She has a little creepy cat and little creepy bat. Little rocking chair and an old blue hat. That little creepy girl - oh she loves to sing, she has
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Sooooooo, most people on here don't talk to me, which is cool, even though I said I'm on here to make friends. I tried to talk to you. but whatever, it's all cool. Anyways, I've had some things come up and while I haven't been on this site long, it's time to call it quits. There's no point in being somewhere where you talk to 2 or 3 people out of X amount of people. Plus, there's just too much "rate me, whore, I mean fan me. So before November is up, I will no longer be availabe. HOWEVER! To the few that give a shit and would like to talk to me, know me for me and willingly accept that i'm happily married, send me a shout or a message and i'll provide you with IM details or my email. and we can continue to talk. Or if you have any questions, I'll be glad to answer them.
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Ok before this one even begins, no offense to any woman on my list, and if you feel you might take offense to any rant that comes from me, please hit the X on your upper right hand side :D Moving right along...what in the fuck is with these women, who are attractive, begging for an ego boost. No no no! Better yet, wtf is wrong with you men that feed into this pathetic crap? And before you start, yes I will disagree with compliments, mostly for fun, but if I say something, it's not for attention, it's just speaking the truth and is no way, shape or form an invitation to try and make me see it your way. Back on track, we have these obviously beautiful women posting Mumm's and what not about needing someone else's opinion on whether she's hot enough to post nsfw pics, or whether she's pretty enough for you to consider fucking, whatever the question is, you've all seen it, so you know damn well what I'm talking about. Now honestly, I'm not sure which part is worse, the broad posting
Random Thoughts Of A Crazy Mind!
Bottom line is we all just want to be happy. Most people prefer someone else there to share in our happiness. Someone to hold, someone to kiss, someone just to call to hear his or her voice. And who doesn't want that? Sure, you have the few people who like their single life and like being able to do what they want when they want, and there's nothing wrong with that, but at some point in life everyone wants that person to hold, even if only for a split second in time. Then there's that person you chase time and time again. The one that always seems to be just out of reach, and so you try harder and push yourself further to no avail. Sometimes I don't think you would ever admit to it but you would give up the world for this person. When they cry, you collect the shed tears soaked into your shoulder. When they laugh, you were the one that made them. And when going to bed at night, they're your last thought before slipping into a dream of them, and your first thought when you awake. Yo
Random Observations....
So I have realized again today that no matter how badly you want something to go smoothly it never does. People will repeatedly disappoint you and there is really nothing that can be done about it unless you wish to give up on it all. Why is it that people have to make up lame excuses, it doesn't matter what it is because it all leads to the same thing in the end, one person ends up feeling badly because they put faith into someone else and were let down. I'm not saying that I was hurt but this, more pissed off then anything, but I would like just once for someone to prove me wrong. I don't expect anything out of people, therefore I don't have to be let down in the end when someone tries to screw me over. Just seems like in my small town there are nothing but really crappy people and I'm so sick of it... don't know how much more bullshit I can put up with. So I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about my life like what has made me into the person I am today its sad but I don'
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Have you ever been connected to one paticular person but yet are so far away that you can't seem to set foot in reality. i'm in that situation. i'm so connected to a person that whenever we talk i'm so drawn to her but most of the time i don't really have her full attention and it really hurts. me and her know we have a connection but it gets difficult more and more cause for each time we get closer, her attention is drawn elsewhere. i really do hope we can overcome that but sometimes i wonder if it's possible cause it happens sometimes when we are in close conversation or spending time together Have you ever been told something that leaves you in a state of denial and anger? have you ever lost someone just to see whisps of them here and there? i have and i'm not liking it. once again i'm facing loosing a person i've grown to get to know and it's painful to see it happening. all the warning signs are there for they've already moved on to other segments. i don't see the whole person
Random Burst Of Creativity
Midnight Walk Bright moon masked by haze, Soft light melds shadows, I am blind. Brisk wind rattles branches, Crunching snow dampens sounds in the night, I am deaf. Numb hands reach for invisible landmarks, Familiar trail is gone, I am lost.
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Excerpts from a Dog's Diary: 6:00 am - At last! I go pee! My favorite thing! 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 6:00 pm - They're home! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! Excerpts from a Cat's Diary: Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat somethi
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INHUMANITY INEPT INCOMPETENCE INACTION INCIVILITY INSTABILITY INDIFFERENCE IMPERFECTIONS IN HUMANITY In the shadows of reality Many are unseen in society Overlooked without recourse Never knowing how to use available resources . . . Without a voice to aid their cause No protection found in our laws Hidden and kept out of sight No one understands their plight . . . The cause isn't very well known So no one ever throws them a bone Injustice and inequality for all Who among you will answer their call? Never really politically correct No one aids or really affects The way they are viewed and misunderstood Helpless, voiceless, no services ~ nothing good . . . Institutionalized and kept out of view So much of life they never knew Never to feel wanted and appreciated Seen as worthless, their value depreciated . . . "Mentally Ill" or "Developmentally Disabled" Oh, how much I loath those stupid labels "Retarded" and "Slow" are so much worse Those
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1. The phone rings. What is your ring tone?.. a funk song - came on my phone 2. Did you go anywhere yesterday?..yeah. to work!!! where else on a Wed? 3. Who was the last person you shared beds with?..my little ones 4. Favorite drink?..diet dr pepper (and add rum if i'm not driving!) 5. Does the person you like know that you like them?..yes - i'm not a private person 6. Last time you talked to your mom?.. few days ago as she's 1600 miles away at the mo (in NJ) 7. Where are you right now?..in the kitchen.. 8. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?..yes 9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?..the blender!! 10. Favorite pie?.. pecan 11. How is your hair?..nappy lmfao 12. Where's the last place you walked to? ..my son's room 13. Last time you had a sleepover?..... years ago 14. Latest you stayed up in the past week?.. midnight 15. What are you doing?..this survey 16. Have you been in a car accident?...2 (i wasn't driving) 17. W
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For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one. Happiness is a journey, not a destination... ~souza I was sitting in the airport in Phoenix in January and found this quote on a card that was blank inside. As I read this, it seemed to me that it was the perfect way to describe the way I should be living my life. It is so true that happiness is the journey and to always make the most of the time you have with your family and friends and those close to you. The ones that you know treasure with the same equal power as you do them. When walking your path in life, try to keep in
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Why the hell is it soo hard to find a bi girl who lives in Jersey and is interested in meeting me? http://www.nbc10.com/news/15202228/detail.html?rss=phi&psp=news I've been thinking about this for a while, and I've finally decided to go ahead and do it. I'm going to hold a FuBar auction! Anyone who wants to be a participant,: just send me a message and let me know which picture you would like to represent you, and what you are offering the winning bidder. I WILL NOT be taking any percentage of the winnings, I am only holding this auction for the fun of it. The minimum bid is 15k. LET'S GO HAVE SOME FUN!!! here is a glimpse of some of the auctionees
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$20.00 Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we ma
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This is just i was inspired to write while viewing a friends profile, and i hope it's not a sin to like ones own work. ------------------------------------------------- Seen but not seen The alarm sounds, you wake,can you see it? Just there! No you can't, how can you, it doesn't exist. But wait! How can somthing be seen if it doesn't exist? You wander slowly as it draws near.Do you notice? No. It's all around you, but what is it! Two words+ Self-Hatred. Things said or done to you that cause you to hate your life, which is part of you therefore hate yourself, and this not known by you everyone else sees or has forced upon them, and this as is always the case causes things to get well... uncomfortable. ya know what i dont get it! what the hell are these blogs for ne way, so you can let other know what your thinking, i mean come on if half the time i dont wanna know what im thinking what makes you think your going to. its like those people who write blogs about what thei
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This was inspired by the photographs in PacificSister's "Beach Life" folder. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= The ceaseless, rapid change of the ocean The slow change of the hills The swaying of long grass in the breeze The stars in an outback sky Gazing upon them empties my mind, and draws me out of my body They set me free The line of a leg, or a neck The shape or colour of an eye A glance, a facial expression The curve of a waist, a back, breast, buttocks, or a smile These invoke a desire that is beyond the physical The playfulness of puppies, kittens and all baby animals Watching as they discover their bodies, and how to use them As they discover the world, and how to interact with it Brings back the joy and wonder of youth The sharing of food, drink, and laughter Spending hours deep in conversation Or relaxing in pleasurable silence Make my life fuller The way music echoes and amplifies emotions Or ho
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Thanks to My formerly asexual Goddess of a friend I now have this in my head I have a stepladder. Its a very nice stepladder but its sad that I never knew my real ladder. ... n u people think i am weird Last night when u didnt come over it hurt my feelings... not for why you'd think maybe sometimes it isnt me wanting to get ishfaced and try and see how far we go. maybe i from history i have seen that u are more prone to come over with the idea of certain things bein available.. so i make them available maybe its odd that i am forced to let my guard down in a few areas...not that i am usually fake.. just reserved maybe.. i know u r leaving. and i want to spend as much time with you as i can because.. in the rare times u open up.. i want to know u more and its sad that i will never know who u really are... Maybe i am the kind of person that only truly wants to know who a few people truly are and you are one of them and i know i am gonna miss that chance
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I dream about, how it's going to end, Approaching me quickly, Leaving a life of fear, I only want my mind to be clear, People, making fun of me, For no reason but jealousy, I fantasise about my death, I'll kill myself from holding my breath, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, I'm sure you will get yours too, Help me, comfort me, Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now, The rope is here, Now I'll find a use, I'll kill myself, I'll put my head in a noose, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, I'm sure you will get yours too, Dreamin' about my death, dream, Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream, I'm suicidal, Suicidal dream ook, i don't understand why some people be getting offended by, or don't like tatoos or peircings. All it is, is an expression of art. If you don't like it don't get any.. but don't go and be saying that it's ugly, or wrong to do. It's my body im going to do what i want
Random Confessions Of A Sleep Deprived Mind
Yep, it's rant time. Now, I know there are plenty of other blogs saying the same damn thing but you know what? This is complete and utter bullshit! I watch the MuMMs, I enjoy them and the comments. So, I came home today after being gone for a couple hours to this "new feature". I can see people voting, commenting, blah, blah, fucking blah. That's fine and dandy! I don't mind seeing what people do IF they want it to be seen. What I do mind is the fact that *I* have lost MY right to privacy! According to some, I have to buy a VIP to change it. Others say anyone can. Well... I DON'T HAVE AN OPTION FOR MY PRIVACY!!! There are several issues I want to touch on here. 1) As some of you know, I do have a stalker on here. Not in play, not as friends but a REAL scary mother fucker who has obtained MY personal information and pictures of my youngest daughter against my knowledge and wishes. This stalker has posted pictures with my youngest childs' face in them. I have had to make a fake ac
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Man recounts his meeting with Bigfoot By GARY CORSAIR, DAILY SUN In the early-morning blackness, partially bathed in a Hollywood-weird glow of incandescent light and rolling fog, Dan Jackson slowly uncoiled from a half-hour crouch in his hiding place behind a garbage Dumpster. What he saw the very thing he had spent 20 years looking for was so terrifying, Jackson would see it in his broken sleep for months. A dark, hairy head. Glistening black eyes. A mouth full of bared teeth clenched in rage. He was huffing like a damn freight train, recalled Jackson, a venomous-snake expert from Lithia, who claims he came face to face with a fearsome creature he once didnt believe existed. In November 1983, if you had asked me whether I believed in Bigfoot or Sasquatch, I would have said, You mean that thing Hollywood made movies about? Are you crazy? No, of course not, says Jackson, an experienced outdoorsman who trapped alligators before he began extrac
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I just got some SERIOUS de-ja vu browsing someone's photos, talking on the shoutbox, reading Cyanide and Happiness.. it reminds me of a dream I had when I was roughly 15 years old, and wondering why FTJ looked so weird in my dream.. Not that that's important but Sylvia Browne says that de-ja vu means that you're where you're supposed to be in life. So.. apparently I'm meant to be rating photos, and reading ridiculous comics all day.. Just randomness. I apologize for anyone reading this way-too-long pile of nonsense!
Random Writings..songs N Such
I'm sittin here late at night, Starin at this computer screen... Talkin to all these people man, makes me think alot about my teens. Fuck all these people came from outta nowhere.. and now i can't get the thoughts outta here laughin to myself when i smoke my weed everyone thinks..fuck yeah she's strange indeed.. But hey i've always been the one outta place The one who always gets up in your face But it wasn't always me who stepped up first My Buddy Edy was she a fuckin torch! One small spark would set her right off a fire burnin in her eyes One look she could make ya paralyzed terrified not knowing what she'll do next You'd better run cause you're her next conquest. Now there was jen who was the third of our crew and fuck man messin with her was like messing with two She'd beat you down and laugh in your face then drag your ass all over the place The three of us tight yeah like sisters.. With a fury like a fuckin twister... Now things got bad n shit got sai
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OK, I enjoy spending my time on fubar and am admittedly addicted, but lately I have been none to thrilled with the way things are being run. It seems like if you put no money into this site you are free to be discriminated against. Lately I have been uploading pictures (not of myself) in poses that I see on others profiles as their default image and in their default folder but yet mine are being marked NSFW and theirs are free to be shown in blasts and spotlights and all over Fubar in public places. And also a few of you will remember the site bullseye which I guess had sponcered fubar well they had scantily clad women posted on everyones page for about a week or two which most of the pictures were way more NSFW than any picture I have ever uploaded. These people that are posting these same poses are VIP and high in the ranks everyday but since I do not pay for VIP(And believe me if i could work VIP into my budget i surely would but i can't) and can't seem to get high in the ranks beca
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Traveling down yet another country road. Funny how I always end up on one. Two lanes of blacktop. Usually a few pot holes. The lines hardly visible. I was wandering this day. Just driving around by myself. My family was in the city shopping and I had made an excuse to get away for awhile. As I drove, I was struck by how things had changed yet were the same. It had been years since Id been here. Since 1976? Thirty years? Had it really been that long? Yeah it had. Just out of High School, feeling immortal, I had moved to South Georgia to live with my Dad. It had been like stepping back in time. Everyone drove up and down the main drag (Shotwell Street) on Friday and Saturday nights. Maybe take in the Drive In. Try to buy beer. That was my endless summer. 1976. As I drove it occurred to me where I was. Out close to El Dorendo. Not a town just a wide spot in the road. I smiled. Barbara. I laughed. Of course. She lived close to here then. I had met her on one of those
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hey just uploaded a bunch of new pictures check em out please rate if they intrest you. Some of the basic submissive rights: 1) You have the right to be respected. No one should be ordering you around or expecting you to answer questions or doing things you're not comfortable with. 2) You have the right to your freedom. Just because someone is interested in you, they can't take your freedom from you. Don't let anyone try to intimidate you; you belong to no one until you offer yourself to them. They can't restrict you in any way until you allow that; and they try. 3) You have a right to be satisfied--emotionally and physically. This is a relationship, kids. While the power control aspect does add a few kinks (pun intended) into the mix, you don't get extra points for making yourself into a sacrificial lamb for someone else's amusement and/or satisfaction. Get what you need or find someone else that will give it to you. 4) You have a right to take your time and not rush i
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So yea...its gone and they obviously arent gonna find it anytime soon. So now Im on to stressing about getting another car and taking care of my sons b-day and x-mas etc. Life is suckin but ....it cant get any worse right? RIGHT????? So yea....I finally watched the whole 2 girls 1 cup video...and uh yea.....hmmmmmmmmmm. All I can say is if you havent seen it yet and havent ate recently go check it out at 2girls1cup.com and be forever changed. I am gonna need therapy later in life thanks to that video. I mean....really??????? Are ya kiddin????? WOW thats all I can say.
Random Rants....
The tears of sadness roll down my face as my life is changing for the better and yet, no one has taken your place. The growth, the new sights, the anger and fears, so many emotions masked by these tears and yet, your voice is like nails on a chalkboard. The changes of life the one we once knew... you think i am still longing for something... oh, i am, but...that person is not you. We are both different now.. we have grown so much apart. My head is so much stronger now, as your starts to fall apart. I try to talk to you tell you how life should be.. I understand now, i fully know your heart is not with me. I try and show you, there is a different life I try and show you, she really isn't that nice. I long to hear your voice sometimes when you come back as my friend... but when I hear that voice, its not the one meant to mend. Still... all along, Your voice is like nails on a chalkboard. As much as I am here for you now.. I will be just the
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*I'm very sarcastic, get used to it. *I shut people out when something is wrong, dont keep asking me about it. *Know me before you judge me, i'll do the same for you. *Dont be fake with me, I'm not fake with you. *Talk to me, I like to listen. *Dont talk shit about my family, we have eachother's back, and we dont like it when you do that. *When we hangout dont just sit around, thats lame. *I love to laugh, and I'm pretty good at making people laugh. *I have only aquantences. You get used to it. Name:Birthday:Location:Hair color:Eye color:Height:Religion:Are you still a virgin:Tattoos or piercings:Favorite Animal:Smoke:Drink:Make the first moves:Opinion on Cuddling:Favorite Band/music:Favorite Food/Beverages:Fav. Colors:Fav. Sounds:Fav. smells:Fav. Movies:Fav. TV Shows:FAv. Places to hang out/or just be:Special Talents:Describe your perfect date:One special/unique thing about you:What would you do to get my attention:Would you tell me the truth no matter what:4
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I have been thinking of getting a tattoo of my Unit from overseas on my right shoulder. Should I get it or not? Let me know. So I am travelling to Hawaii in a little while. Sometime this month and it is going to be a great trip so what is one thing that I should do on my down time of this working trip I am going on. Going to be there for almost a month. Give me some ideas. I plan on having fun anyway but ideas help. And who lives in Hawaii too that always helps to know people there. Thanks now for the help. LOL ok I was told I was too old for a 20 year old today. What do you ladies think...Is a 16 year gap really that big of a difference?? Tell me what you all think I want some answers ... lol. I am still laughing over this one....
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You know...I have more than enough room here to write something mean or spiteful....but it won't help anything. It won't make me feel any better, because I know if I did say anything negative, it would only be out of hurt or anger......I never was one for saying things I don't mean much. The truth of the matter... Well the truth of the matter isn't really going to make me feel any better either. I thought writing was supposed to be therapeutic. So basically I'm stuck here, lying in bed, quite literally staring at the ceiling cursing myself for being such an idiot. I really don't mean a damn thing to you, do I? I don't know why I even try. I don't think I've ever felt so stupid in my entire life. It doesn't change the facts. Love is love. It's unconditional. And when I say unconditional, I mean that absolutely. Someone told me once, "Dry your tears, but not before you taste them. Always remember the sweet moments, and no matter who's path you cross (and there will b
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-SOME OF THE MANY DIFFERENT FACES OF DOMINANTS- THE HIPPIE- Will demand absolute trust yet want to spend endless hours debating what trust is until his and your boundaries become diffused in the candlelight. Prefers whack jobs to blow jobs. Has differential beat so demands 27/4 instead of 24/7 as time shifts in the haze of previously illegal substance use. Prefers his hair to be longer than his subs so will expect you to be freshly shaved. Is out of his freaking mind so dont expect a serious response to an application. An ability to endure loud music and produce the food when its munchies time would be an advantage. THE "BEEN DOING THIS FOREVER" VASTLY EXPERIENCED DOM- Looking for lesser beings, on whom to bestow virtually limitless wealth of BDSM knowledge as He has forgotten more than you will ever know.. The 'submit your application and find out if you have sufficient intellect and wisdom, to be considered for such an important position' profile approach. THE DU
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SOULJA MAN CO-FOUNDER OF M3mOrY AdDiCts FU HUBBY TO ~SWEET SEXY LATINA~'s Home Page http://fubar.com/shylover View my profile comments 247 photos (out of 2,500) Add/Edit photos Edit my profile View my public profile Edit my skins My Status: Online Stuffing my face Stepped away Trying to work Passed out Hung-over Sick Customize Back Buzz: 40% -- buzzed.. fubar User ID: 1076460 Level: Minion (14) [?] Minion --> Idol 2,682 Points to go! Rating: 10.4 (287) [?] Profile Views: 500 Points: 167,318 [?] fuBucks: 7,718 Gender: M, 21 Location: El Paso, TX Referrals: 20 sent, 1 joined 11's left today: 100
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WHen i was 14 i had an imaginary friend .. well a bunch but most were for show..they werent real imaginary friends, just charactors i made up for laughs.. so no lets not say imaginary friend. I had a "dream friend" named seth. it was so strange cause he would come in reoccurant dreams. the first was one where me, and my then Best friend, were walking through the mall and she ditches me at a soda stand to go off with 2 guys. and he asks me why was i such a good friend to her.. i would never come first in her life, there would always be some guy, and in the end she'd throw me away.. 2 years later that happened. BTW... But anyway he kept showing up in dreams. i even dedicated my journals to him, always writing "dear seth" One day, during a custody battle over my next best friend, my former foster mother whips out the journal and begins reading it. Aloud. Before my testimony.. She litterally raped my thoughts. I asked the judge if he could make her give me back
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>i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorr
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It hurt me so bad when you told me you didnt care I cant believe I let one person make me cry so many tears I didnt know how much I loved you till I realized I had to hate you now my stomach is in knots and my heart just hurts and my head is so confused because I thought when you said *I love you* it meant you really did A childs love is the only love we will get and have unconditionally.No matter what you say or do to them they'll always give you thier unconditional love.They thank of you and what you've done all the time.But no matter what if its bad or good they still give you thier unconditional love.They are there to give you thier love all the time.It's the most cherrishing things and moments together you have with them and get that unconditional love.They know whaen your not happy and try to cheer you right up and say mommy daddy its alright cause I still love you from the bottom of my heart.I give you my unconditional love.If they dont buy you anything for mothers
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Ok... I really wonder wtf goes through my head sometimes. I have a serious case of OCD when it comes to cleaning and having things in place. I wanted to run the dishwasher earlier, but realized we had run out of detergent. A light turns on in my head and I decide I will improvise and put dish SOAP in the dishwasher... not really thinking about what it might do. Yeah.... apparently you should never do that... It looked like a damn foam party in my kitchen..... I should have invited people over to get wet-n-wild. Haha, jk.... but note to self... don't put dish soap in the dishwasher....
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I know I am not the most beautiful girl here on fu but I could use some help leveling. I will give the love back in what ever way I am able to. It would just be nice to know that I do not have to be a size zero to be liked. Any help would be so appreciated and those who help me the most will find a forever spot in my family. For those who have been awesome to me thus far.. YOU ARE THE BEST!!! XOXO -Mercedes Keith Urban - Making Memories Of Us Lyrics I'm gonna be here for you baby I'll be a man of my word Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard I wanna sleep with you forever And I wanna die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us I wanna honor your mother I wanna learn from your pa I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw I wanna stand out in a crowd for you A man among men I wanna make your world better than it's ever been An
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WOMAN OVER 30 A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in whom she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved They know what it's like to be unappreciated. A woman over 30 has the self-assurance to introduce you to her women friends. A younger woman with a man
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Look into my eyes, As a tear drops to the floor. Is it a tear of sorrow, Or of something slightly more? Behind my eyes is nothing, At least thats what you see. But behind these eyes is something, Something you could never conceive. A burning flame is all it is, But more powerful than anything. A single flame and my name, And the desire is all I bring. But as the tear hits the ground, A little of the flame goes dim. For even the strongest of the strong, Can never always win. And as I write, The flame grows dimmer, Darker and darker it fades, For lost will I be without it, Lost and... The seasons last leaf, let goes and it falls Slowly descending, while the howling winds call 20 feet down, but feeling like more, 20 feet down, but 100 feet more The cold in the air, ending each breathe The beautiful leaf, losing whats left So close to warmth, but stuck in the air Reaching for help, but nothing is there It slowly withers,
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So lately i've been really stressed . To the point where i just feel like breaking down ...I have so many things i've been worring about lately that it sucks the wang...but on a better note....Next friday Feb 1st is my bday i jus hope i can have some fun and be able to relax..well l8er felicia how long do you think it takes a man to realize the person who could give him everything i mean like loyalty honesty blah blah blah is right in front of him ????i mean my bad to all guys when i say this but u guys can be some fuckin retards lol.....instead they pic the shady whores who can only help them out hear or there or with an std or two .....and by time they finally realize oh shit ..i actually had perfect or slightly imperfect lol cause no ones perfect women ...shes either heart broken or married with kids and his 40 and lonely lol ...i mean im not rushing anything with ne one cause im only 18 and honestly i have my whole life a head of me and dont really need any thing holding me ba
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Maybe... Message: Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong person before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation youve ever had. Maybe it is true that we do not know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a
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I've been gone from this site for too long. Things'll change once they start to settle down over here. Still love you guys. Disclaimer: FBR is a label owned by the devil himself and he's got something against me. I swear it. No really. I've had tickets to see Panic! At the Disco twice and something came up and lost both sets. Last time FOB was in town, I couldn't get tickets then we just happened to be on the free way above the Marquee the night OF the concert. Say hai to pete in the parking lot from the freeway! Everything seemed to be heading in that direction again, which is why I'll start with all the problems we ran into. Also, pics from a different concert, but same set up. clothes and all. Problem 1: Time zones. We all went out of town for Thanksgiving. The concert date: 25th of September, 7pm. Justin and Vicky had an appointment with the wedding venue out in Orange, CA at 10:30 (11:30 local time). They didn't get out until 2pm local time. It takes at least seven hours
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Here we go: 1. Beer: caguama 2. McDonalds: no thanks 3. Relationships: spend money 4. Purple: haze 5. Power Rangers:saber tooth tiger, RIP 6. Weed: glaucoma 7. Steroids: lil testicles 8. Cartoons:family guy 9. The President: LiL Bush, thats funny 10. Tupperware: leftovers 11. Florida: pensacola 12. Santa Claus: drunk ol man 13. Halloween: skimpy costumes 14. Alice:brady bunh 15. Grammar: only when i want to 16: Myspace: spam whores 17. Worst fear: don't know 18. Marriage: al bundy 19. Paris Hilton: has no booty 20. Pat: its pat 21. Redheads:hot 22. Blonde: and blonder 23. Pass: hall 24. One night stands: :P 25. Donald Trump: talks to much 26. Neverland: mmm tinkerbell 27. Pixie Stix: lol, crack for kids 28. Vanilla ice cream: mint n chip is better 29. Hooters:lets go 30. High school musical: Zacquisha is in it 31. Pajamas: with the footsies 32. Woody: the woodpecker ...lol 33. Wet Socks:
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Ok, kids... this is my first blog here, if you're reading, welcome. I probably should warn those of you easily offended, to leave immediately. Perhaps a better name for this blog would be random thoughts sometimes, but mostly things that piss me off. Let's get started, shall we? I'm an average guy, in my opinion. I'm not someone who I consider to be HIGHLY intelligent, but I don't consider myself to be an idiot, either. I work for a large real estate company, I don't sell houses, but, I do support those that do with thier technological necessities, specifically, thier telephones. The telephone has been around for a long, long time. It's a fairly simple device, from a user perspective, it makes an audible sound or flashes a light to alert the user that an incoming call is present, when this happens, the user has a couple of options. A) answer the incoming call by lifting the handset or B) allow the call to follow a predetermined forwarding path, generally forward to another dev
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I'm so bored. Just got home from school. Ready to get out. But on the same token this semester was really easy and I'll miss it. And the random hot guys in a couple of my classes. *wink* I want some new ppl to hang out with. Life is about variety right? I just think I crave something new. Not that I want to give up any of my other mates or anything. :P Hmm... X-mas is coming! YaY! I'm exciting. I
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last night was a very long night... i tossed and i turned as nightmare after nightmare hit me... waking up throughout the night with tears in my eyes and pain in my heart... not knowing what was going on or why i was having these dreams. but then i realize... they're not dreams... they're memories. memories of what i had gone through almost exactly a year ago... the pain and sorrow of what had happened while i was in new mexico still haunts me to this day... and will for a long time to come. i remember it all like it was yesterday. the physical pain and emotional pain... honestly i still don't know which was worse for me. i remember the lies that were told about me... the distain and rejection in peoples words as they believed those lies... the pain and grief in my heart and soul as i was tossed away like some piece of trash... the pain of the metal slicing through my skin and the feel of the blood running down my body as i tried over and over to make the emotional pain go away... the
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For the longest time now ive been pondering what is it that im doing wrong. No one of the opposite sex at all no attention i mean im not looking for all the attention or i want them all lovey dovey on me either but not even a look when im out at public places no one to talk to, and when i do get setup i get thrown aside by the asshole ones. I feel like giving it up on this, its been 2 years and im 20 bout to 21 and i sit at home and work..this life of my blows badly .
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Murder!!! This time i'm gonna rip off your fuckin faces This time im gonna spread body parts in different places There will be blood coming down, pouring like rain covering the streets as i scream out my pain personal hell burning away at my soul turning my heart into an empty black hole hate and murder start to fill the void gripping the knife as i become annoyed by all the bullshit and drama life brings listen close as this devil sings wanting your flesh wanting your blood drowning your soul with sin in one big flood for the torture will never again stop until your body bleeds its one last drop left to bleed tattered and torn through it all your soul is worn being left to cry and scream wishing it was all a dream your inner demons breaking through leaving a shell of what used to be you through it all the end looks bleek as you let go a frightening shriek begging for the torture done as you see life without the fu
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Well, this is my first time, so if you're reading this be gentle.....LoL I just had some random thoughts, and figured I'd attempt to expunge them from my subconscious before bed so I could be less disturbed by pesky dreams......... LoL I have spent what seems like my entire life caring for other people. I guess you could say I am a maternal woman, albeit begrudgingly. I am often asked 2 questions...... 1) What type of guy are you into? & 2) Why don't you become a nurse or something, you're good at it. Well........ I hate answering the former.......... I will know it when I feel it, that's all I can say.Althooo I will say that it would be great to have someone take care of my overly-independent ass for a change...Lmao As for the second........ HELL NO!! LoL Just because I am good at something doesn't mean I would want to devote a career to it....
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Big Beautiful Woman From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from BBW) The phrase "Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is used by its proponents to denote an attractive, self-confident "woman of size". BBWs are also the focus of a subculture with interests centered on the acceptance, support, and admiration of fat women. Exceptionally large women are called SSBBWs, with the SS standing for "super size". Recently, "Hypersize" has come into use to describe women upward of 500 pounds. The term "BHM," which stands for "big handsome man," is not nearly as prevalent as the term "BBW." Men who are attracted to BBWs are known to the world at large and the media as "chubby chasers" or "fat admirers" although many men who admire such women do not use either term to describe themselves. Some of these men are attracted exclusively to BBWs, while others are simply attracted to good-looking women regardless of size. There are also a large number of lesbian women wh
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~*~I LOVE U WARREN HARRIS B.K.A. HARRY~U WILL FOREVER BE IN MY THOUGHTS, MY HEART, AND SOUL~U WILL ALWAYS BE MISSED BY ALL OF US~THERE WILL NOT BE A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF U~REST IN PEACE "HARRY"~*~ You were an Angel! An Amazing man who didnt deserve this. Why does god do things like this to such good people? Why is he punishing us your friends and family. Harry I will always remember those clubbin nights! All the nights at Tim Hortins at 4am... the nights at the pub and riverside. You were a man who didnt get a chance to live. Ill always remember all time Good & the Bad. we had so much more to do. I'll see you when I get to heaven baby boy!!! I love you mnlc ~-Twn nT m Th Tp nTch glmr chck!~ r/l w T mr. mrTn~@ fubar Maybe I shouldnt be writing this but you know I honestly dont give a fuck what people think of me anymore. I am who I am. I say what I want to say. I do everyhitng to try and please others but in the e
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IS A FRIEND IN DEED! I'M NOW 9,900 AWAY FROM GETTING THE VIP AND ONLY TWO DAYS TO REACH 15,000! I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE HELPED! AND THOSE OF YOU THAT MIGHT BE PLANNING TO! HERE'S THE DEAL! IF i REACH THE 15,000 MARK BY SATURDAY AND GET THE VIP, I'M GOING TO GO TO EVERYONE THAT;S HELPED AND EITHER, 1) GIVE THEM SOME FUBUCKS OR 2)rERATE THEM AND SOME OF THEIR PICS 11'S! sO IF YOU HAVE HELPED ME AND i GET THE VIP, PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE TO LET ME KNOW AND I'LL DO WHAT I SAY! tHANKS AGAIN! Once again, I've received another rejection letter for a job I've applied for! I've even asked for my old job back! At this point, I think I'll get my disability claim before I get a job! Well, thanks for all the support, encouragement and love everyone has shown me for the past couple of months. Please feel free to keep it up if you want to. Thanks! Thanks to everyone that has helped me in the contest I'm in! I'm in your debt! If you haven't gotten a chance to yet, please drop some
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Orgasms Sex in a boat = Oargasms Sex with a nerd = Dorkgasms Sex at the entrance to your house = Doorgasms Sex on the carpet or linoleum = Floorgasms Sex at the supermarket = Storegasms Sex with wild pigs = Boargasms Sex at a Stephen King movie = Horrorgasms Sex with a prostitute = Whoregasms Sex with a storyteller = Loregasms Sex while sleeping = Snoregasms Sex with Arthur = Dudley Mooregasms Sex with cartoon donkeys = Eeyoregasms Sex while broke = Poorgasms Sex with a lion = Roargasms Sex for hours and hours on end = Soregasms Sex on a golf course = Foregasms Sex with a nymphomaniac = Ready for Moregasms Sex in a gold mine = Oregasms Sex with a dermatologist = Poregasms Sex with the vice president = Al Goregasms Sex with chocolate marshmallows = S'moregasms Sex on the beach = Shoregasms The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged.
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DOES DJ MALICIOUS INSPIRE YOU SHE IS HOSTING HER FIRST CONTEST DATE HAS BEEN EXTENDED TILL FRI 3/28 IF YOU WIN AND HAVE A VIP YOU WILL RECEIVE A 7-DAY BLAST LET YOUR IMAGINATION RUN WILD SEND ENTRIES IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO malicious one@ fubar ALL ENTRIES MAY NOT BE POSTED TO YOUR PERSONAL PROFILES TILL AFTER THE CONTEST IS FINISHED - THANK YOU VOTING IS NOW OPEN COME VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITES VOTING IS OPEN FROM MARCH 29TH TILL APRIL 4TH RATES ONLY COUNT, ALTHOUGH COMMENTS ARE WELCOMED SUPPORT YOUR FAVES !!!! VISIT THE CONTEST FOLDER ON THIS PROFILE malicious one@ fubar ALL ENTRIES MAY NOT BE POSTED TO YOUR PERSONAL PROFILES TILL AFTER THE CONTEST IS FINISHED - THANK YOU If interested in being my valentine ,please answer all questions and send back to me. Thanks Oh and Have Fun 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8. Hair (color and style): 9. Pierc
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So I was talking to my friend hg tonight, and she tells me brb Now when Im usually instant messaging with anyone that is a very normal occurance, cuz conversations usually go into the wee hours of the night. I have to stay on my normal schedule on my nights off. Well the significane of hg telling me brb is why Im writing this blog. Now what you need to know about hg is that she is a phone sex operator. So when we are having our conversations about our lives she is at home working. So when she says brb that means she just got a call, a client if you will. I guess its just funny to me cuz I dont think about it for the most part. You know? And every once in a while my lightbulb in my head will go off and Im like oh yeah shes off talking dirty to someone. Its funny to me cuz of how regular she is. Yeah Im a dork. So what? :P HarleyGypsy: brb michael barela: lol k michael barela: so omg i just realized something... i am talking to another girl and she does insur
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The cold night air creeps through an open window...gently caressing warm tender flesh... soothing the burning passion that dwells within...as two bodys merge in a dance of lust. Sighs echoe through the room with each slow driven thrust...sliding in and out...savoring the moment. Her warm tight wetness grabbing hold of his hard throbbing cock...as if milking it for each drop...squeazing hard and never wanting to let go. The fire burning between the two lovers eyes, ignite that deep passion that lays hidden inside... the thrusts begin to pick up... harder and faster... nails dig into flesh, as the crimson warmth flows...words are spoken with out even saying a thing..as he drives it to her HARDer...sweat begins to flow as the passion explodes....he lets out a deep growl as his teeth meet her soft subtle flesh...biting hard across her neck as his cock hammers into her.... she gasps...clutching his back....she lets out a moan as his hot wet mouth works downward...setting her nipples abla
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i like studying people. i like to sit around coffee shops and airports and stand in random lines just to watch. there are amazing things that you can deduce about random people when you see them stand in a five minute line at a coffee shop or airport. you can see who feels privileged...looking like everyone around them owes them something...wondering why they even have to stand in line...then there are the people who couldn't care less how long they stand in line because they know that inevitably they always get to where they are going...these are the people who know that its not the destination, its the journey. these people are so much easier to read, because they always have that slight twinkle and small curve of their mouth. the all knowing smirk. i don't really have anything that i was trying to accomplish with this blog. just random thoughts at 2:30am when i can't sleep. relevant or not...i feel slightly apprehensive about what is to come and be...almost scared to think...i need
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u no what to do 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me
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OK. Here is my little gripe. Why do i need to hold a sign with my name in front of me, like I'm wanted or I've just been arrested to move up the fubar food chain? I don't like my picture at the best if times so why do I need to show myself up even more with a big sign saying I'm me? I'll get back to recording my music now :) Dave.
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So you feel that you ain't nobody Always needed to be somebody Put your feet on the ground Put your hand on your heart Lift your head to the stars And the world's for your taking So you feel it's the end of the story Find it all pretty satisfactory Well I tell you my friend This might seem like the end But the continuation Is yours for the making Yes you're a hero A few years ago I made a statement that still holds true today, I said to a friend that all my life I had been running a race and just when Im kicking ass and winning the race by a marginal lead someone comes out to kick me in the nuts and everyone else passes me up in the race. I never really knew where I was going when I came up with that metaphor, but as I got older it started making more and more sense. In the previous statement made by myself I got a lot of frustration out of my system but by no means did I get it all out nor was I looking for a solution, just answers, and possibly a chance. Th
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so i have a few friends on IMVU now and got one of my own... add me if you are there I'mGuest_bodydraggeron
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Well today is one of those days I just wanna give up and not vare. I"m sick of feeling like in i'm this by myself. I"m not sure why nobody seems to care how recent events effect me. I have what I hope to be the one great love I'm supposed tospend the rest of my life trying to keep. HE's everything I could want most days and well everything I don't on others. We have an amazing family but he had to leave us for awhile for stupid work and nows when the questions begin. I'm always been sure of our future and out lives together but i"m not so sure now. Can someone that always liked to run around and sleep around really be happy with someone like me? Can the trust and faith that I"ve always had be enough to hld us together while we're apart. I know that somewhere in some ways he would never hurt us but things just aren't right and i"m not sure what to do anymore. well I'm goin on and on about me ad mycraziness so for now i'll say farwell and I hope everyone keeps smiling and and enjo
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These lovely people have won me in auctions here on fubar and I couldn't help but share them with you!! Show them lots of love!! My Sexy Soldier ~п GThϢdr~H FRR@RT ЧLL'$ TL|{RWѣ ߥ ♦vl gl & @ fubar My Japan Travel Buddy [[lol..:P]] Shinigami@ fubar My Lovely Lady Friend ♕Amitola Nidawi♕ :{FuWife to Dj_MEKO}: ♈ Promoter of Fu-Luv Bomb Squad@ fubar My Favorite Attention Whore O.M.G. IM SUCH AN ATTENTION WHORE!!!!@ fubar My Cali Man Will@ fubar More will be added as they join the ranks!! Yepp yepp, I'm at it again. It's been awhile, but I figured I'd give someone a chance to call me their own!! Come see what I'm offering, and make me an offer I can't refuse!!! Awesome game.. come play with me!! See how many people you can get to join too!! www.lost.eu/6fc3e
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This is hokey but I'm your typical male and love my ego stroked, so fill it out and let me know what your thinking. Write a Little about yourself after answering questions. Remember all fields are optional! Name: Age: Phone Number: Location: Height: weight: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? []Smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me?_ [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] let me give you a piggyback r
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Everytime I talk to my mom either over the phone or in person, I always start to get all teary eyed, not because I'm sad or anything but because I'm all happy. She makes me laugh and miss everything from the past, good and bad. She's the greatest person in the world rather she annoys the shit out of me or making me fall over in pain laughing. But last night before going to sleep I decided to give her a ring because I know she doesn't sleep till like 3 am anyway, and she was having her own personal party with the dog so I decided to go over and dance around with her. We were listening to some folklore music from Nicaragua and we couldn't stop laughing and then I cooked some for her and we talked about my vacations in Nicaragua and her living in Nicaragua with her friends, and it makes me miss it so bad =/. I wanna go back to Nicaragua. I wanna jump in the lakes, hang out at the beach, because I actually like the beach there and just think about all the good times. The only thin
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OK, it just seems to me that kids today get by with way too much. They are too spoiled and pampered. You can't discipline them because of CPS, everything is abuse. I got the shit beat out of me when I was a kid, and I respect my parents more for it. To this day I still call anyone older than me sir or ma'am. I have respect for everyone unless you give me a reason not to. And what about the toys, back then who cared what it had in it, as long as it kept you busy and out of mom and dads hair for a while. We had lawn darts, and several other toys that could have seriously injured us. Lead in the paint, we didn't care, and look how we turned out. And back then mom would throw us out of the house to go play so she could have some peace, would say don't come back until supper or dark, whichever comes first. We need to reform the system and make it so that we don't have a bunch of undisciplined bastards running around because their parents couldnt spank them. There used to be nothing better t
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# No piece of normal-size paper can be folded in half more than 7 times. # The first product to have a bar code scanned was Wrigley's gum. # Earth is the only planet not named after a pagan God. A Boeing 747s wingspan is longer than the Wright brother's first flight. The new 787 Boeing was revealed on 7/8/07 or July 8th, 07. Every day is about 55 billionths of a second longer than the day before it Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise. Footprints of astronauts who landed on the moon should last at least 10 million years since the moon has no atmosphere. The national orchestra of Monaco (a nation in Europe) has more individuals than its army. Earthworms have five hearts The Himalayan gogi berry contains, weight for weight, more iron than steak, more beta carotene than carrots, more vitamin C than oranges. Fingerprints of koalas are similar (in pattern, shape and size) to the fingerprints of humans Genetically-engineered babies were born f
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yea im bored and so im gonna write some random shit. monkeys throw poop at each other.
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Alright, I read a mumm about a lady who bought her kid some shoes, and her kids bitched about the shoes. Now this lady blames her ex-husband solely for his lack of presence, and that he answers her kids demands. If you read this mumm though you'll go to read her say that she bought her kids bad ass brand names, and whatever. Anyway the point is that just about every mumm this lady has posted has in some way been about money, and her ex-husband, and drama. Now she's calling her kids ingrates caused by a never-present father. I'm sorry to say the fact is that children build character from the role models they have around them, not the ones that are not there. Pretty much they way it sounds is that the lady is not only an ingrate herself, but as well a self absorbed narcisist, and doesn't realize that she is transforming her children into little versions of herself. The sad part is that when a narcisist is informed of thier problems they automatically take offense to the in
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When troubles bring you down and you don't know what to do, just look inside your heart and you'll know that I love you. Every one has a destiny to find, looking in your eyes I have found mine. You're all I ever wanted, you're all I'll ever need. I will be yours always, you will have my love for eternity. Just beyond the sunset Someone waits for me Just beyond the sunset Lies my destiny Where the purple mountains Lie in deep tranquility There Ill find the treasure Of love eternally Just beyond the sunset Waits someone so fair Just beyond the sunset All alone they wait there Their hair is golden The colour of the sand Their eyes sparkle in the night Like diamonds in your hand Just beyond the sunset Lies a home for me Where the world is peaceful Like a paradise should be Just beyond the sunset Someday is where youll find me
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Finally some good news. I got my computer fully fixed and upgraded which means that O.K. Studio is now up and running again. Here's a list of the stuff I had to get. New power supply New motherboard (ASUS M2N32-SL Deluxe Wireless Edition) AMD Athlon 64 X2 Dual Core Processor 4000+ New RAM (Patriot Viper DDR2 - 4 GB total) New graphics card (NVIDIA GeForce 8800 GT Alpha Dog Edition 512 MB DDR3) Total cost: about $600 ...Not! Well this is was happened. Earlier this week, I was copying an edited version of Halo 2 over to my modded Xbox (which I had called Xbox Red). I leave for a moment to go to the bathroom while it was copying the files over to the hard drive on my Xbox Red. Suddenly after finishing my business, I hear a loud *POP* and I said to myself "what the fuck was that?" and then rushed into my room to find my Xbox Red with smoke coming out from it. I unplugged the power cord from it without even having to think and I took it to the kitchen and took the cover
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I'm getting rid of the internet! The internet has been a big distraction in my life in recent years! It's taken me away from my life, my kids and anything important to me! So if you need to get a hold of me, either leave a message and I'll get to it when I get to it, or give me a call! Those that have my number have it for a reason, those who don't sorry! The internet should be off tomorrow! Have a great day and a blessed holiday season! ~Libby
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SO, THE KIDS AND I WENT TO CHAPIN FOREST AGAIN TODAY SINCE IT WAS SO LOVELY OUT..WE HAD A BLAST DOIN WHAT WE DO..WHICH IS HEAD OFF THE MAIN TRAILS AND TAKE SMALLER ONES, YA KNOW WITH ALL THE COOL ROCKS AND STUFF..WELL APPARENTLY, WHEN THEY SAY RESTRICTED AREA, THEY DO MEAN ME..LMAOOOO CAUSE NEXT THING I KNOW, WE GOT BUSTED BY A RANGER TELLING ME TO STAY ON WALKING TRAILS OR I GET A TICKET!!WTF..I TOLD HIM WELL, YOU GUYS HAVE MADE IT SO "SAFE" NOW, THAT THERE REALLY ARENT ANY INTERESTING WALKING PARKS ANYMORE, SO FROM NOW ON, WE WILL JUST GO TO SQUIRES CASTLE..LOL ON A SIDE NOTE...FUCKTARD CAME TO PICK UP KIDS WHEN WE GOT HOME..NOW, I HAVE WARNED HIM BEFORE ABOUT THE POTHOLES IN MY DRIVEWAY, AND HE HAS BEEN HERE ONCE BEFORE..HOWEVER, ON HIS WAY OUT TODAY, HE BOTTOMED OUT HIS CAR, AND DENTED THE REAR PASSENGER BODY!!! ROFLMFAOOOO HAHAHAHAHA TAKE THAT FUCKER..KARMA REALLY CAN BE A BITCH... WELL, THATS ALL FOR NOW..IM TIRED, AND NEED A KID FREE NAP...GONNA BE A LOOOOOONGGG NIGHT..HEH
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Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge..mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.
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I am currently in the DLS Christmas Auction. Come see what this Kat is offering.....Just click the pic above, be sure to R/F/A Luv up the hostess This bully made with much luv by ★♎★Lucretia★♎★ @ fubar (repost of original by '★♎★Lucretia★♎★ Proudly FuOwned by SixtyNineMunch' on '2008-12-15 21:47:47') Alright everyone...i've finally entered myself in a contest for Auto 11's....and i have ONE week..thats right ONE week to be one of 5 to get 10,000 comments. This is very much doable but i need YOUR help. yes YOU!! So with that said ....stop by and drop some comments my way...remember rates count as 1 comment also!! I GREATLY appreciate it!! CLICK BELOW!! alright im in a contest for a Blast ( never had one :O ) and i would greatly appreciate some help i need comments like crazy so if ya could stop by and rate and leave a few comments...it would be greatly
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When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on. Then people come into your life for a SEASON.... Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of pe
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Ight, imma put this real simple so even the stupid people will understand....STOP TRYIN TO FUCK THINGS UP BETWEEN ME AND MY GIRL!!!! I LOVE HER AND SHE LOVES ME!!!!! Stop goin 2 her with facke ass bullshit!!! 4real!!! And when i find out who is doin this, i got some words 4 u, and ur not gonna like what i have to say. Mickie is my heart and soul, and dont think 4 a second that u can get her out the way so u can have me...it aint gonna work, u jus make ur self look stupid, and exposin ur self 4 the slut u really r, whoever u r!!! i dont kno who u r, but u should hope i dont find out! and i dare u 2 leave a comment, u trout mouth bitch!!!! THIS HAS BEEN A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT Now, I dont go to church for my own reasons, nut i still belive in god. Anyway, yesterday clinched it for me. Two jehova witnesses,(notice how they all ways travel in packs LMAO.) come by, and drop of their little paper books and all. Ok cool. One of them was talking about death and passing on, and on
Random Musings From My Warped Mind
12 Days of Christmas...DNC style! On the first day of Christmas, the DNC gave to me...More taxes to bring me to my knees. On the second days of Christmas, the DNC gave to me 2 planted questions, and more taxes to bring me to my knees. On the third day of Christmas, the DNC gave to me 3 French laws, 2 planted questions, and more taxes to bring me to my knees. On the fourth day of Christmas, the DNC gave to me 4 liberal tantrums, 3 French laws, 2 planted questions, and more taxes to bring me to my knees. On the fifth day of Christmas, the DNC gave to me...5 non offensive Christmas songs!! 4 liberal tantrums, 3 French laws, 2 planted questions, and more taxes to bring me to my knees. On the sixth day of Winter, the DNC gave to me... 6 million illegal immigrants 5 non offensive Christmas songs! 4 liberal tantrums, 3 French laws, 2 planted questions, and more taxes to bring me to my knees. On t
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I crashed out early and now the Vampire in me has awakened. At least three more hours till sunrise and I must feed. I would love to drain the life-force of another, feeling their body go limp in my arms... Their heart rate rise in orgasm then suddenly fall as oxygen is depleted causing a violent cardiac arrest. Like an "Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind" I crave to drain the memories of my chosen dysfunctional victim Or is the other way around, and I would like to lose the memories of my damned path? Either way I must curb my bloodlust and find nourishment in another form. Similar to a lucid dream that interrupts my nightmarish existence an accident has caused a tailspin in sanity, confidence, and maybe vanity. What can I believe? What is real? What is happiness to me? The fiery star cannot rise quick enough to bring light to the darkness I am engulfed in at the moment. Pray for a Monet like "Vanilla Sky". Influenced by media, experience, and a limitless hope Am I a write
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1. Go to www.bangmagone.com and check it out! My best friend owns runs and operates it. If it does well online it will soon be in print in stores! 2. Let's help me boost me level please!!! I have added a few pics and updated a few other things as well.. That is all for now. Love you all! Mistie
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Okay, heres the deal! I totally want to fuck you, but there is a slight problem with that. Usually after im done licking a woman into a coma, and fucking her brains out, they get addicted, and start following me around. It gets annoying, especially when im hanging out with my son, in which case i have to explain to him why a bunch of crazy ass women are following us. So heres the way i see it. We need to be methodical, and careful, in order for us to pull this off without complications. We will have to space apart said lickings, and said fuckings. Too much of a good thing is bound to have you addicted. So.....while you are making me a sammich, ill walk up behind you, and just fuck you senseless. Nothing too elaborate or overdone. Just blatant beast fucking. Then at another time, ill sneak up to you and lick you into a coma. Once again, nothing too elaborate. Next thing you know, we fall into a rythym that works, and no one gets hurt. Well....unless you count the circus midget that come
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Random Ranting
What is it about automobiles that sucks the intelligence right out of people the moment that they turn the key?
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so.. as if i am not stressed out enough as it is, Ive been suffering from probably THE worst toothache of my life the past couple days. I was hurting so bad I barely slept last night, and when I got up this morning, the left side of my face was all puffy and hot and throbbing... oh yes.. gotta love mouth infections. One thing I am so lucky for though, is the fact that my insurance has no copays. I found a new urgent care and was in and out in like an hour and a half (which for those of you who havent been to an urgent care - is REALLY good). Now, I wait for the pain meds to kick in so I can hopefully get some rest before my next nervous breakdown. My point... dental care should be cheaper and easier to get so people don't have to suffer from this kinda crap. My insurance only covers dental emergencies and usually just means they'll yank whatever tooth is causing the problem. I need my teeth darnit! Just sort of ranting... I hate the way my life is right now. I am so stressed
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My sister sent me an invite to this site, and I joined just to keep her happy, little did I know that I would actually like it. Its been a while since I met new people online, and im really looking forward to getting back on the saddle and meeting new people. Well this is my first blog entry, I'm sure I'll write more at some point. :)
Random Violence
Big deal. Do you also walk down the fucking street with a sign over your head that says you like dick and pussy? Jesus jumped up Christ! Who fucking cares? Why not put everything you are in your name? You know, like..~~~Lonely-attention-starved-bisexual-girl-who-needs-to-flaunt-her-so-called-individuality-by-telling-the-world-shit-they-dont-care-about~~~. That's your new name. I don't care if you are or are not bisexual. I have no problem with your sexual preference. But whoring your personality for attention is just stupid. You really get good friends by stating that you are bi? REALLY? Seems that those who are truly satisfied with themselves, and are genuine good people are not going to be impressed. If who you lick defines you, you should shoot yourself in the face with a rubberband. (cuz suicide is counter-productive) Likewise, why put in your name phrases like, "you know you want this" or " I'm your wildest Dream"? I don't. You arent. Shut up now. If I have offended anyone with
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My pain is great,my heart hurt's,then mends and the hurts again.When will it end?I don't want this anymore.I want joy,happiness,pleasure.I want it all not just the pain.I want my head to stop spinning and being clouded with the memory of us.I want to hear the word's you so desperaetly want to say,the words that are lost in you.You have me in front of you,my full attention.you just give me more pain.I see it in your eyes.It's there.I feel it,on my skin with your touch but you pull away.I am a fool.I want so to walk away and to stay.I am lost out in a tossing sea and am slowly drowning.My body is cold,in a lonely world.I need you by my side,not to complete me,for I am complete.You are my other half,my calmness,my everything.I don't want anymore pain.take it away I love my children,suddenly I discovered that my daughter,who is 12 is now living in Finland.I thought she had been go for awhile.Hope she sends me some neat stuff.My 9 yr old son is moving to Alaska to fight polar bears...must b
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So, hanging out with Lina after work, because you know we get tired and hungry after a long days of a slow rush because the restaurant sucks. So we go to eat at this hot dog place by my house and I freak out slightly because I see the car of this guy friend's who won't leave me alone. And we get to talking random crap. So I bring up this memory when we were hanging out at Barnes and Nobles because we enjoy reading, and the conversation at the cashier follows: Lina: -points at men's magazine but I didn't notice- That guy is so hot! Me: -thinks Lina is pointing at time magazine who had Vladimir Putin on the cover- He's okay looking, but it'd be cool to hang out with him, he's the president of Russia, I love Russians ^-^ Lina: No freaking way, he's a president? -she's still looking at the men's magazine- Me: Yeah, most than half of Russia loves him, he even has this camp thingie of followers -insert more random facts I know about so- Lina: I would love to marry him and have h
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stanger than a life of fiction... Right now Jason is typing his "end of year" blog. He sits at his arrogant iMac, positioned in his compressed wood desk space, nestled in his tiny apartment, struggling to put his ideas out there for all of cyberspace to see. In this blog, he attempts to make sense of things that have happened over the course of the last year as well as add his dime store witticisms. Quietly he ponders the past year and any remotely interesting things that have happened to him. In his completely snobbish and faux-intelligencia manner, he puffs away on his $23 clay lined pipe, filled with $5 cherry tobacco purchased too long ago at the nearest monopolized grocery chain. nothing is coming to mind. the blinking cursor in front of him seems to mock him. each blink a testament to the Universe's sense of humor and irony, as Jason fancies himself a writer. yet again the cursor blinks at him mocking his every second of lack of inspiration. twenty minutes have gone by
Random Bs
What is the point of voting? No matter how we vote, the electoral college is the true decider of whom takes the reigns. An outdated idea that was used to carry the supposed voice of the people when we had, not , the technology to voice our own thoughts. Now we do, and we still have the electoral college. We say one thing, then the college say something, if it is different from what we say oh well, the collages votes determine the succession. The popular vote means shit. i.e.: "...the Presidential Election of 2000 when Democratic candidate Al Gore won the plurality of the national vote, but failed to win the majority of the Electoral College."(per Wikipedia)
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in my opinion the best Christmas song ever.. other than "X12 Days of XXXMASX" by From First To Last "Christmas Song" by Owl City It's Christmas and we walk alone Two strangers with no one to miss us On our own Out in the cold trudging onward Braving a harsh winter storm You and I met passing by And now our spirits feel warm I don't have anyone at home to talk to And you don't have anything to do So I'll spend my Christmas with you I'll spend my Christmas with you Its Christmas and we are in love With the way that the soft snowflakes kiss us From far above the blustery breeze Trudging onward Braving a harsh winter storm You and I met passing by And now our spirits feel warm I believe that Jesus is truly the only way And I celebrate Christmas because it's his birthday I don't have anyone at home to talk to And you don't have anything to do So I'll spend my Christmas with you I'll spend my Christmas with you I'll spend my Christmas with you
Random Crap
I am an American I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither have you! So, shut up already. I believe
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its not that i miss him or still love him, but..........its so sad that once I thought we had was gone so easily. how come I feel like I know what its like ..... to get stubbed right in the middle of my heart, twisted 90 degrees, taken out, watch its pumping bloodright in front of me, yet still cant die...... Feeling lost in the ocean all by myself no lights to guide me water is cold and i cant swim I want to cry out but I cant part of me wants to let it all go and let it all be leaving myself in the bottom of the ocean it might be so much easier it might be so much painless but it might be too heartbroken to be peaceful I want to cry but I cant I am lost in the ocean
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So I decided to see me naked you have to rate all my other pics to see them. So if you want in rate 'em let me know and then ill add you to the family Add me on yahoo if you ever want to chat. shesteman@yahoo.com Just message me on here leaving your s/n.
Random Things I Write...
I watch the two lovers walk hand in hand to a secluded tent. I cant contain my curiosity inside any longer so I follow from a safe distance, watching as the couple leans into each other oblivious to their surroundings. He has his arm across her back with his hand caressing her bottom, and she has a hand in his back pocket, they are kissing one another every few steps their eyes locked in wonders only they can see. The mystery between them causes me to breathe a little heavier with each passing step. I can see the womans nipples protruding through the thin fabric of her blouse, every time the woman turns in to kiss the man. I imagine the bulge starting to build within the mans pants, and can feel my own secret place starting to moisten. Watching the couple is definitely exciting beyond all reason, and I still dont know what prompted me to follow them. They pause before the tent to look around before entering. I just manage to avert my attention before getting caught watc
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Whats your name spelt backwards?: einnoc What did you do last night?: talk to my boy on the phone, talked to the moms' and went to bed The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: pictures of myself and a song Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: unfortunately yes..i'm weird like that Last time you swam in a pool?: gosh, years ago What are you wearing?: baby blue pj pants and a tank top How many cars have you owned?: actually none Type of music you dislike most?: opera Are you registered to vote?: yeppers Do you have cable?: yeppers What kind of computer do you use?: mac Ever made a prank phone call?: yep You like anyone right now?: yes i do Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: sky diving of course Furthest place you ever traveled?: MN What's your favorite comic strip?: i have 2...Family Circus and Peanuts(yep old school) Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: yep Shower, mornin
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1. I hate idiot drivers 2. Im addicted to video games 3. I have huge issues with US sending money to all other countries while we have War Vets homeless 4. I can eat Ranch on just about anything 5. I can take road trips and just drive for hours and not care about getting anywhere 6. I average 5 hours sleep a day 7. I'm a nerd lol 8. I'm a freak 9. I have issues with people acting stupid 10. I love lamp (lol I had too) I'll add more later I wanna get to know all of you, you are on there for a reason =) I try my best to screen all before I accept. So here is the deal.... Message me - If im on I'll message you back Comment me - I will most certainly comment you back Shout me - Even just to say hello No im not looking for a special someone. I just dont want a friends list full of people I do not know. So if you are on, holla at me, im an open book so ask away =)
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SOCIALISM: You have 2 cows and you give one to your neighbour. COMMUNISM: You have 2 cows, the Government takes both and gives you some milk. FASCISM: You have 2 cows, the Government takes both and sells you some milk. NAZISM: You have 2 cows. The Government takes both and shoots you. BUREAUCRATISM: You have 2 cows; the Government takes both, shoots one, milks the other and throws the milk away... TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM: You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income. ENRON VENTURE CAPITALISM: You have two cows.You sell three of them to your publicly listed company, using letters of credit opened by your brother-in-law at the bank, then execute a debt/equity swap with an associated general offer so that you get all four cows back, with a tax exemption for five cows. The milk rights of the six cows are transferred via an intermediary to a Cayman Island company secretly owned by
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1. Who are you?....... 2. Are we friends?........ 3. When and how did we meet?........ 4. Do you hav a crush on me?......... 5. Have you ever wanted to punch me?........ 6. Give me a nickname and explain why?........ 7. Describe me in 1 word........ 8. what was ur first impression of me?....... 9. do u still think the same?...... 10. What reminds u of me?..... 11. If you could give me anything wat would it be?...... 12. How well do u know me?...... 13. Whens the last tym u saw me?..... 14. Eva wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldnt?...... 15. Are you goin 2 put dis on ur blog and c wat i say about u?...
Random Thoughts Of A Tainted Heart
Im a dick! No, this is not the famous introduction of a favorite grunting comedian that comes to my mind. Im just simply a dick. Ive misled, used, hurt feelings, slept around while single, and showed no feeling, or compassion for many a woman. I cover my actions in the name of honesty. Ive never cheated and so Im in the right. Right? But what made me this way? Why do I not trust? Why cant I find love? To answer this simply is to say I DONT KNOW! Im no expert on love. I dont know its entirety. However, I can tell you of what I want, past experiences, and who I am so you may better be the judge of it. Here is a little history on me. I got married at the age of 18. I was faithful, loving, providing to the best of my ability. I am serving in the USAF and at the time was only an Airman First Class. My son was born of that marriage and his name is Riley. At the writing of this he is 3 years old. The marriage was rocky from the start. She was very childish an
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I'm in this giveaway for a NICE prize for my kids and I, not virtual gifts, but anyways, I need 50k comments so what I am going to do is give away 5,000 fubucks for every 2500 comments. Here is the link to the contest, U have to add the host first in order to comment bomb this picture... your help will be greatly appreciated and rewarded... Truth is actions shown and not words spoken... Promises are meant to be kept and not broken... Love is meant to be shared and given back in return... Loyalty is to be faithful and with your own beliefs be stern... Hope is a wish kept in you heart... And dreams in your heart that should never part... Inspiration is part of something that you take with you forever... That changes your thought and opinions for the better... Desire is a craving for a pounding need and can be filled with some type of deed... Friendship is a bond that nothing can break... Death is a thing that makes peoples hearts ache... Disappointment is a test in life that breaks
Randomness That Is Me
Ok I know I'm not that young anymore but come on. I'm so sick of friggen old guys trying to hit on me and by my friend if you are over 40 please dont bother. I dont think we have anything in common. I dont find you attractive and If your closer to 50 that's just gross cause your old enough to be my dad. ok let me fix this since I do have alot of friends that are 40 to 42. Ya'll I don't mind. It's the nasty guys that are like late 40's. Hello I'm just barely turning 29 that's wayyyyyyyy to old for me I have to go to bed so I can get up and be a mom in the morning but I'd love it if you guys could help me get as close to the next level as possible before I wake up :). Have a great night
Random Curves - Xoxox
Beautiful kiss flows on my lips wet, warm sensuality ageless. Smooth, silky passion permeates consciousness, and understanding. There is no one else, it is us. Excited bodies under fingertips, a crescendo of desire molests, masking thought, creates ecstasy and rapture demanding satisfaction consummated by thrusts. Clothes ripping, while still standing Tearing, grabbing, licking, smelling two singular bodies intertwined, unending, insatiable, yearning, devouring, blind Senses of images and beauty forever branded. Soft cries, unyielding silence expanding, Exploding with vivid sweetness, telling. Living, breathing, life giving, ascending, Thru a myriad of thoughts, to blow the mind, The body, the soul, two spirits landed. Her eyes told a story, betrayal and longing. Lucid dreams stolen and beauty passion steams refullfilled belonging two paths entertwined His eyes lovingly hold hers. Beauty trasnformed by a newfound love, consumed by p
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There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose it's meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. She has come to turn my nights into days yet the darkness of my sadness is only in missing her, and I am content in knowing my heart is missing "you" She has become the value of my light and my happiness. ...and "you" = Kristin The warmth it is I feel in thinking of her, and of imagining what it would feel like if time-shared with her was given more often. Theres a nature about her in the way she expresses herself, in the way right that bears proofs of purity, of grace and of innocence. The softness within her words and within her voice and how she carries herself is graceful. She is that of an Angelic goddess but not one of who only bears characteristics of single mythology but one of many. She is as though the Muse to my words, as th
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Jason Doss "Squints" Barrett, 21, of Westminster, SC died June 22, 2007 in Seneca, SC. He was born in Columbia, SC. His occupation was Landscaping. He is survived by his Mother Patricia Doss John and Step-Father Jens John of Bluffton, SC , Father Michael Larry Barrett of Wallace, NC, brothers Michael James Barrett and wife Courtney of Bossier City, La., Bradley Eugene Barrett of Clemson and Zach Mitchell of Westminster, Paternal Grandparents Gene & Joy Barrett of Richlands, NC. His maternal grandparents, James & Nellie Doss precede his death. Funeral Services will be 4 PM, Sunday, June 24, 2007 at Calvary Church of God. The family will receive friends from 2 to 4 at the church prior to the service. The family request memorials be made to the Youth Center, Calvary Church of God, 10102 Long Creek Hwy., Westminster. To start this off, im not completly done with my thoughts on my brother passing away this is just some of the first wave of emotions. ..:namespace prefix = o ns
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My heart aches amongst the shades of gray that linger in silence. I can not concentrate on the tasks at hand, when my heart wanders with itself detached from the day. Through various text messages and phone call, I find myself in the familiar role of the man on the outside of the glass looking in. The only one that is single among the entire group, when everyone is enjoying a bottle of wine, a movie, a laugh, or even a simple cuddle with one they care about, I hold the pillow that lay on my sofa, wondering what of me. I look at my friends and their significant others, and the only thing I am envious of, is the simple gleam they have for one another, when looking upon the one they love. I walked over to the mirror, after my last phone call. My imagination cannot even fathom a gleam, and that creates the driest of a single tear tonight. If there was a cliff on this city that lacks even a true hill or a monumental tree to act as a landmark, I would scream so loud, selfishly trying
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I'm thinking about deleting from fubar i'm sick & tired of the drama on here, but I'd also miss the good friends i've made on here. What do you think I should do?
Random Thoughts From A Rogue Scholar
Just what I need is anouther blog to write in. I don't write in my normal blog. What makes me think that I will write in this one? I could always just repost the entries from older blogs. I mean it is not like any of the people have read my other works. So it is my great honor to present to you the random thoughts that are no longer random.

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