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*** Dear Mcdonalds fries, yes, I know you miss me..I miss you too!! I miss you somethin fierce, but please understand, your jus TOO easy t'get... I need to respect myself, and right now, it just isnt safe for us to be together....sincerely yours. [send]   .......Dear Papa Johns, you KNOW you have my heart, right? I'm sayin, it gets wild every time you come through the door cause you always look so hot. And thats why I hafta back off for a while. Your jus too yummy for me to resist. Seriously, I'll eat you all night. But trust me, its for the best so we dont ruin a good thing. "mwuah." [send]   ......Dear Whopper, You love it when I call you juicy, and I love the fact you let me have it my way....EVERY time!!...Thats some serious dedication right there. And I cant ignore the goodness....SPECIALLY when the beef gets up between those big beautiful buns. But Imma leave you alone for a while, cause your a whole LOT to handle, and its gettin harder for me to breathe around here. ....Its

Randomness
im in here when finished sb me and ill add ya to my private folders.You must enter the lounge for the vote to count. Click This Picture to Vote on the Hottest Ass! Please dont get mad if i have o take you off the family list. Im having to take people off to fit new voters on. =/ i can only have 25 family so please dont get mad. you can vote every 24 hours. and it gets you into my family to see my folders. so whats stopping you? dont forget to subscribe while you are here. OVER THURSDAY AUG 28th @ 1am this is the article from 2 years ago. Lake drowning victim recovered, identified A drowning victim whose body was recovered in Cherokee Lake has been identified as Gary Ryan Stringer, 26, of Jefferson City. Authorities from TVA, Grainger County and the Tennessee Wildlife Resources Agency had been searching for the victim after he disappeared in the water around 5 p.m. Sunday at Point Seven in the Grainger County part of the lake. "He was apparently trying to swim from one isl

Random Pressurized Cheese-wiz
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I have an obsession with chewing on sponges, and love the way they feel against my teeth. 2. I yawn like a puppy dog. 3. I talk to myself often, and hardly realize I'm doing it. 4. I want a baby. 5. When my room was "Raided" the cops found my vibrator and played with it. 6. I was once being persued by the F.B.I 7. I have a fear of riding on the bus. 8. I know how to body slam cheating boyfriends over the hoods of my friends cars. 9. I drink most men under the table without losing a single piece of clothing. 10. I am often told I have "the most beautiful green eyes" despite the fact they are blue. 11. Had my vibrator stolen by my ex boyfriend. 12. Was told by a cop once to "Calm down" while he had a gun pointed at my head. Mermaid on acid tall texan spar

Random Thoughts
The day we met I wasn't so sure. You were too good of a girl for a thug like me. Funny thing was I did want you. I just didn't want to scare you away. I was the "boy from the other side of the tracks" and you were the perfect "All-American Girl". A true mix for disaster. This was March 17th 1992 !!! Today is February 14th, 2008!! 15 years and 333 days later, WOW !!! And baby I love you way more today then I did then!! Matter of fact I Love you more and more with each day that passes. We were kids, LOL. You were 19 and I was 21. You were a year removed from high school and me, well a year left on probation. My have things changed. You were pretty then but you are beautiful now baby !!! I just love holding you at nite in the comfort of our bed. That means more to me then anything. To know that we have been in love all this time. And the beautiful kids you have given birth too for us. Not to mention the wonderful job you have done raising them. I couldn't image having life any

Random Stuff
When I first came back to the fu last night there were alot of people asking where I had been. Here is the story for those that want to know. Approximately 2 months ago I was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. Anyone that knows anything about this type of cancer knows the battle I face ahead of me. And if you don't there are plenty of places on the net that you can find information about it. New years eve I was in the emergency room and diagnosed with pancreatitis. It was a mild case and instead of admitting me the doctor put me on a liquid diet and sent me home. Two weeks later I made a trip to see my kids on the other side of the state. By the time I got there my gut was hurting so bad I could barely walk. I being me, figured I could take care of it myself and put myself back on the liquid diet. A couple days later I was in the hospital being fed intraveneously for 2 days. A visit to the cat-scan and some other tests revealed a "growth" on my pancreas. A few weeks ago I had a

Random Useless Facts
This is dedicated to my friend Gary whose poor beer supply is in dire peril as the evil and treacherous penguin king consistenly sends out his minions to steal it. These facts are for you, Gary. Educate yourself, my friend, so you may better protect the precious beer. Never give in! Never surrender!! Penguins are flightless sea birds of the Southern Hemisphere. In all, there are 18 species of penguins, found in South Australia, New Zealand, and off the coasts of Peru, Chile, and South Africa. Some species live as far north as the equatorial Galapagos Islands, but they are primarily cold-weather birds. There are seven species of Antarctic penguins: the Adelie, Gentoo, Macaroni, Chinstrap, Rockhopper, King, and Emperor. The Adelie and the Emperor are the two true Antarctic species. Penguins have a heavier skeleton than most birds, waterproof feathers, and specialized glands that extract and excrete excess salt. Their feathers, which even cover their bills and feet, combine with a t

Random Ice Thoughts
every now and then life gets a little too real begin and end not so far apart every now and then every now and then we find a road to home fighting to understand what i run from every now and then lady did i miss the time somehow did i not understand a little bit more today lady will you dance tonight time and distance i'll put away just for a night we both understand i don't want to miss this time the world can see me cry tonight they'll also see me rise tonight a path to another time tonight never could i miss tonight every now and then silence i hope you see i'll stand beside your quiet dreams never will i miss a night lady did i miss the time somehow did i not understand a little bit more today lady will you dance tonight time and distance i'll put away just for a night we both understand i don't want to miss this time never will i miss a night it's been awhile since i just rambled, so forgive me as i need to get it out of the way. ano

Random Randomness
So let me get this straight..3/4 of the people here just fan/rate/add you to get points, they don't give a damn or bother to get to know anyone here or even take a moment to say hello (unless they think they have a chance of seeing you naked).. So..what's the point? Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I love cheese. 2.) I was adopted. 3.) I've read more classic literature as an adult than I ever did in school. 4.) I loved raisins & hated tapioca as a kid..now I love tapioca & hate raisins. 5.) I had surgery on my wrist in late 2000 & still have some of the sutures stuck beneath my skin. 6.) I've been drinking coffee since childhood. 7

Random Shit
so i'll start!.... 1) people who can't drive get on my fuckin nerves! 2) stop bitchin about it and do something to change it 3)relax! 4) i'm not here for cybersex...so don't even go there. 5) i make the best homemade apple pie...ever! 6) my granddaughter's nickname is peanut! 7) i love the blues 8) my lucky number is 0127 (long story)! lol 9) i lived in canada for 5 months 10) my son & i cast a spell together add any random thoughts you'd like just keep #4 in mind ok? lmao!

Random Ish
Hey...my grandparents live in mississippi. Their house burned down earlier today. Due the the storms and a tornado...a tree was knocked over onto electrical lines and the house. They are alive and shaken...please keep them in your prayers... So yeah...it turns out that my Grandma went in before her house burned down and found that that her cancer came back. Third time...and she won't take chemo or radiation. She kept it from everyone and just told a few people. I just found out today...I am tryin' to make plans to go visit...to make amends...and I am tryin' to be able to take my daughter with me. Morgan's mom hasn't been letting me get her of late...so please keep my family in your prayers... Hey, I am in a 24 hour contest....prizes are given out to most...but I want to have the most rates and/or comments. So I need your help. At least a rate and as many comments as you can! Thanks

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Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute girl in his office but she was datin someone else.One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her & said, "I'll give you $100 if you let me have sex with you." The girl looked at him & then said, "NO." Eddie said, "I'll be real fast.I'll throw the money on the floor,you bend down,and I'll be finished by the time you've picked it up." She thought for a moment and said she would consult with her boyfriend.She called him & explained the situation.Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, and pick up the money really fast.He wont even be able to get his pants down."She agreed & accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waitin for his girlfriend's call.Finally,after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls & asks, "What happened?" Still breathin hard,she managed to reply, "The bastard had all quarters!" Management lesson:Alwayz consider a business proposition in its entirety before agreein to it &

Random Stuff
1. I have come to realize that my butt... Is still pretty sweet after all these years. 2. I have come to realize that when I talk... I should really be listening. 3. I have come to realize that, if I love someone... They have all of me. 4. I have come to realize that, I need... A lot more sleep, and even more money. 5. I have come to realize that, I lost... My grip on reality at some point on this road. 6. I have come to realize that, I hate it when... People are mean and/or dishonest. 7. I have come to realize that, if I'm drunk... Call an ambulance and a psychologist. 8. I have come to realize that, marriage. Is something I still believe in even though I'm getting a divorce! 9. I have come to realize that, work… Pays the bills. 10. I have come to realize that, I will always be... Myself, love me or not. 11. I have come to realize that, I LOVE… At a million miles an hour and confident about it. 12. I have come to realize that, the last time

Random Thoughts, Rants, And Raves!
Should after reading this anyone want to leave me a comment or two, please do so, as I am not sure if maybe everyone here should lie or not, as it seems to be the thing to do! I find the humor in Rating pictures here at Fubar, hilarious. You know what I am talking about. All these people that message you asking you to Friend them, Fan them, and Rate them. The thing I find humorous about it, is they don’t like honesty or atleast that is my opinion. Hey, I know Fubar.com is a online bar, with a happy hour, but honesty people, I can not get drunk on virtual drinks no matter how many I drink, or pretend too drink, So there won’t be no beer goggles here! What does that mean? Simple, its like this, I know I am not a “10” and definitely not a “11” unless of coarse it is on a scale from 1 - 100, or if you are measuring my show size, So I didn’t expect people to be rating me a “10” or even a “11”, So people sober up! The drinks are Virtual Drinks, they are not real!!! I mean think about it

Random Things
It was just one of those lazy days, you know the kind where you just don't want to leave the house and do anything. They'd been lounging around most of the morning enjoying the quiet and each other's company. He got up to take his coffee cup into the kitchen and paused just long enough to kiss his lovely lady on the forehead. As he returned from the kitchen, she glanced up at him and with her come hither look let him know that that small gesture had awoken her desire, which had been sleeping since last night's 'festivities' had sated her. He drew near, their lips gently touching in what would soon become a feverishly passionate kiss. She pulled him close, his hands caressing her back and buttocks as he stood her up and gently guided her down the hall into the bedroom, all the while continuing the kiss that, like a wildfire, was now burning out of control. They made it to the bedroom after what seemed to each like an eternity, clothes strewn all throughout the hall leaving eviden

Random Ramblings...
-He carried the flag and bled for you all, don't turn your back on him. -He answered the call, dealt death to them all, he's not your enemy. -He's come home tonight, no girl by his side, he's got no one to love. --HE'S ALONE-- Soldier Boy... You've come home now. Soldier Boy... Now you’re all alone. -He sits in the dark, black hole in his heart, his friends have not returned. -He screams to the night, there's no one to fight, the ghosts are in his head. -With tears in his eyes, the ghosts terrorize, he wakes in a cold sweat. --SO TERRORFIED-- Soldier Boy... You've come home - now. Soldier Boy... But there's no one home. -A gun in his hand, he has a new plan, he'll take his life tonight. -The gun to his head, a sad look in his eyes, one squeeze it all it takes. -Alone in the night, is how he will die, a last breathe escapes his lips. --HE'S GOING HOME-- Soldier Boy... You've gone home, now. Soldier Boy... Now you’re finally home. -He carri

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It has been atleast 2 and a half weeks since my girlfriend dumped me because of her friend not liking me because i got angry one night drinking and slapped my ex and choked her slightly. I didn't mean to actually hurt her, just to wake her up because my friend that i had take her to my room was behind her with his zipper undone and her pants down while she was on bed facedown passed out. I knew it was wrong of me and i don't blame any women that read this if they want to call me a woman beater, but all i really want to say is that i miss my ex like crazy and wish there were someone out there nice enough to talk to me and make me forget my ex that i so dearly cling to even though we are no more. My birthday is February 1st and for my birthday I would like to receive salutes from the lovely ladies. Any salute would be appreciated, nsfw or just plain old signs. That's all i would love to receive on my birthday this year.

Random Thoughts About How I Feel
I'm sitting here. I say i have friends, but yet i feel completely alone. I know i'm fairly successful, but yet i feel like a failure sometimes. I'm scared of where my life is going. I dont know why i bother. Why I try. I dont know anything for certain anymore. I feel like there's no meaning, no purpose. I feel.....empty. I know overall as a person I am lost. How can I find myself? I need direction. I need a light.

Random Things
Hey there loves. I have gone and done something so insanely stupid and now I need the help of my friends. I entered into a fubucks giveaway sponsored by none other than the wonderful Stephanie Lynn. If I get 45,000 comments on my photo in 6 weeks I get 5 million fubucks. That would give me enough to see a spotlight in my near future. I just want it once to be able to say I had it. After this I am so over bombing contests. LOL. So what do you say? Will you help me? Yes? Okay, here's what you do. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar This is Stephanie Lynn. She is awesome and holds the very best contests fubar has to offer. She asks that you add her as a friend in order to help me. A rate and fan would be sweet of you too. Alright... friends with Steph? Great. Now just click the above picture and it will take you straight to my photo. Bombs away! Thank you in advance for anyone who leaves even one comment. Every one counts. If this isn't really your thing I completely understand. A

Random Stuff
If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways .. yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email! ! We had to actua

Random Thoughts From A Rambling Mind
This was NOT written by me. It was written by a lady named Kendra who is an amazingly insightful person. I owe her a lot and we've never even met! About Daddy Doms I mentioned the term "Daddy Dom" in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First, I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is, however, my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He doe

Random Stuff
How Long Can You Last In Bed?Over 60 minutes Damn...you really know how to work it and keep the heat up for a long time. You probably experiment and tease a lot. Your partner thinks you're a kinky bitch and loves doing it with you. You keep it coming and know how to make it fun. You really know how to pull an all-nighter and make it extra special. You get the caressing, teasing, and experimenting in all in night. It makes you even more irresistible and the sex even more intimate.Myspace Quizzes What Kind Of Sex Should You Have?

Random Thoughts...
How do you convince someone that being treated well is something we all deserve? How do you show them that their past does not deside what they deserve? These are hard questions and i have no direct answers or solutions. But i can say this from my own heart. Everyone deserves to be treated right, no matter what has been done in their past to them. I do understand how hard it is to accept good things when your use to such bad things. But breaking that norm while hard is the best thing for everyone. We all desire to be loved, and cherished, we desire a friend and a lover who is true to their ending breath. Yet when we have bad experiance after bad experiance we tend to see that as our norm. We tend to deside that its us creating the bad realtionships, when we are not the ones to blame. Our only blame is not seeing the truth, but even the truth can lay hidden for days, months, or years. And once we see the truth alot of times we try to convince ourselfs its not real. This is natu

Random Thoughts
Some days it seems like it's finally going my way. Kids are listening ... bills are paid ... something good cooking for dinner ... the job isn't overly stressful. Others aren't quite like that. I'm not bitching, entirely. I know that there are people out there who have it much, much worse than I could ever even fathom. I'm just used to things a certain way ... blame my parents ... I had a pretty freaking good upbringing and I guess maybe that spoiled me just a little. Not to the point of superficiality - I'm not talking about materialistic spoiling neccesarily ... It's just that when I was growing up - I don't remember ever seeing my parents struggle with anything. My mom always had the house clean. My dad always made sure that he earned enough to keep us wearing the latest trends. My mom always had time to go to soccer, baseball, softball, swimming, dancing, etc, etc, etc, etc not just with ONE kid - but with ALL THREE. My dad always had a new project going on in our hou

Random Thoughts
WOMEN... I know I will NEVER know ALL the rules but any tid bit of GOOD information that I come across I STUDY HARD! Like this lil information blurb that found it's way to my in box ... 9 WORDS WOMAN USE and their TRUE MEANINGS! 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something,and you should be on your toes. NOTE: Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you abou

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At the age of 31 I had never been in ambulance as a patient untill yesterday and I would be content if it never happened again. Here's the story...yesterday morning while getting ready for work my hands and feet started to itch and burn (great an allergic reaction i figured) so i take some benadryl and keep getting ready for work when before i know it my hands are swelling my eyes are swollen and lips are huge (and not sexy big but scary big) and then within 5 minutes my throat started to swell shut and i couldn't breathe (in total this took maybe 20 minutes). Well if you haven't guessed it wasn't just an allergic reaction i was in full blown anaphalactic shock. Now here's the kicker i'm a pretty stubron chic sometimes and as i was laying on the couch in tears cuz i couldn't breathe i figured i'll just call my mom and have her take me to the doc (even though she lives an hour away) since i couldn't drive due to my eyes being swollen shut and my breathe kept getting worse...i manage

Random Thoughts
Only in America do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER ... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"

Random Thoughts
oh my oh my.. chicken and whiskey.. oh me oh my.. chicken and whiskey.. oh how I love you chicken livered flavored whiskey crackers.. mmm goood..

Random ?z
Random Questions 1. Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your boyfriend/girlfriend? Hmmmm. prob not. 2. Have you ever seen a live bat? nah. 3. Is there anyone you hate? nah. 4. Are you hot? hell yeah bitchez! 5. Do you like the color orange? sometimes, lol. 6. Do you find it in your heart to forgive? Depends on the situation and the person... 7. Would you rather not drink alcohol or not sleep? Not drink Alcohol. 8. Have you ever seen a real redneck? lol Yes 9. Do tattoos and piercings excite you? Tattoos yes...piercings, yes. 10. What's your favorite season? spring. 11. Do you care if people talk smack about you? fuck them. 12. What age do you want to get married? i was 23. 15. Are you in a good mood? Yeah 16. Everything happens for a reason, right? True 17. Would you rather skydive or bungee jump? Neither. o.o 18.Do you like snakes? They're awesome...would I own one? No. 19. Where is one place that yo

Random!
I'm no longer The King of Random, I guess I've been dethroned. Fine. Those other blogs, looking back now, were kinda angry. I'm not really that angry right now. I think I finally found some sort of inner peace that I've been longing to find for sometime now....... Nah, I'm just kidding. Let the Random begin!!! Who said the Stumble Inn was dead!?!?! *ding* fries are done. Doc, I know you hate NY, but don't worry about her, hanging with Puck will be just like old times again. Thanks to Kole for helping me level to Pimp. I miss Jane's Addiction This should take care of the NSFW stuff.....FUCK YOU!!!! Ya know that Episode of Family Guy when Stewie and Brian are on the train going to Rhode Island and they sing that song "Rhode Island Bound." One day, that's me. Rhode Island bound. I've never been there. Luck is for losers. She talks to Angels. Sit me down, shut me up and tell me 10 things I didn't know before. See you at the Stumble Inn.

Random Thoughts & Funny Stuff
Thanks to a friend who posted something I could use to while away the hours of my plague and entertain myself, I have decided to forego more reliable methods of divination to pursue my luck with new fangled technology. No more Tarot Cards, Astrology Charts or Palistry Sessions, I'm jumping into the internet age with my super duper Yahoo and Google 8 balls. So lets see what they think Tammy Needs today. "Tammy needs to win." ( I couldn't disagree though specifics might be nice such as is it a wet T-shirt contest or the lotto.....Would prefer the lotto but if the prize money was good the wet t-shirt contest might not be bad) "Ideally, Tammy needs an owner.(Will I get a squeky toy too?? LOL) "Tammy needs a hero." (ohhh I like this one can you make him dark and mysterious as well as intellegent, loving, caring, romantic, and perferably single and not gay lol ) "What Tammy Needs To Know is a performance installation that incorporates autobiographical text, original music and aud

10 Random Things
10 Ransom Things about me I have been tagged to do this.......so here it goes. 1. I love the night sky......stars, the moon and winter nights make for the best skys. Even now as an adult (on occasion), I find myself laying on my trampoline after my kidos have gone to bed, just so I can watch the stars. 2.For some reason I have had alot of epipanies lately. Im not sure what up with that and all of the dreams that I can remember have been very much about my life, right now. Like senerios where I should have said something and didnt or what I wanna say and havent. Then I have this overwelming feeling of what then becomes a realization. 3. I think I have blocked memories out of mind. There are alot of things that I dont remember about High School.....I hated everything about it, just because of the bad memories that I do remember. 4. I always wanted to be a criminal attorney when I grew up........never thought I would be doing what Im doing now as a profession but I lov

Randomness
I don't know why I'm posting but I am. I don't have anything to say. But what about that 20 inches of snow huh? *moves to Florida* It hasn't been a month since the road trip to Florida and it feels like forever. New favorite word-PEWP After being without computer for a little over a month, withdrawals! I live on it. And thanks to Trisha for showing me this site, where I now live. People here seem cool and not full of themselves like on myspace, which is over populated. Now buy me a drink! I been DRY way too long. I joined some lounges and spoke in one. Got a friend request and it's all good. Joined that damn club pogo site too and wasted another day on the internet.

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Random Thoughts
is there cheesecake in heaven? and if so what kinds do they have? so i have this really bad habit about when the men in my life piss me the FUCK off i do something to my hair. i got no clue why but my hair it always pays the price. this is how i went from red to black one time, and how i went from hair almost to my ass to it slowly but surely falling just above my shoulder. well now today my ex (father of ashtin) calls me and we get into arguement over a bunch of shit... we are going thru court right now trying to get his rights to my son taken way..... and well i got royally pissed off, low and behold i have some blonde highlight creme under the sink so what do i do in my stage of pissed offness, i take it out, mix it up, and apply to random places on my head. now i have to wait 30 mins to see what i will like lol.... i've never done my own hair. woohoo hope it comes out good if not oh well i'll just dye it some new shade in a few weeks. okay so the other day when i was mad i tried t

Randomness
So this is a meme that I saw on someone's blog eons ago, but since even a week is practically an eternity in internet time, everyone will think I'm stunningly original and inventive! Unless I tell them I got it from somewhere else, of course... crap. Anyway, here's the thing. You take the top 10 most played songs on your iPod or similar device (or just pick 10 songs you listen to a really really lot). Post the first line of the lyrics to each in your blog. Sit back in smug satisfaction, knowing you have the best taste in music ever (this is a crucial step). Then your friends do their part: in the comments section, try to identify what songs the lyrics come from. Oh, and Googling is cheating! So here's my top 10: 1. Wanna show you something like The joy inside my heart 2. You don't need no friends Get back your faith again 3. Sometimes I know I feel untouchable 4. So there goes my life, Passing by with every exit sign 5. My disposition is in a position for a

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I have been playing with my animation program and I quite enjoy it.  If you'd like something made for you, message me and we can work something out.   Much love   Shell Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My favorite color is blue 2. My favorite car is the 1967 Ford Shelby GT from the movie gone in 60 secs 3. I am totally a final fantasy junkie have played and beaten almost ev1 except 12(haven't beaten 12 as of yet) 4. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TIM HORTONS COFFEE!!!!(can't function without it) 5. I love hockey and watch all the Toronto Maple leafs games.(you'd be surprised about how much I know about hockey) 6. I'm a very loyal woman who stands up f

Random Stuff You Probably Didn't Want To Know About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. thanx "whatsherface" #1 I love chocolate just not dark chocolate. #2 I don't put ice in my pop. #3 I can touch my tongue to my nose. #4 I still buy my clothes from the kids department. #5 Baking makes me really relaxed. #6 I could eat breakfast food and ice cream for every meal and be happy. #7 I love kids and babysit some of the most amazing ones ever! #8 I love to travel and have been to Peru, Honduras and Mexico. #9 I am a proud aunt. #10 When I go into a toy store I push all of the buttons that say, "push here" and walk away like I have no idea why everything is making noise or moving.

Random Inspiration
Chris Rock appeared on The Ellen DeGeneres Show this morning and they were talking about his character in the movie "Madagascar" talking about how he's black and white (he plays the zebra), or mixed and he says- "Being half black is like being half pregnant, once you're black you're black!" LMAO My identity crisis is so over!!! I owe thanks to Sean for this- Standing in the rain and praying that you know that I would stand here forever if it helped you to fully understand just how much I love you...to infinity, to the day I die and beyond. I stand here in the rain and I love you more with every drop...

10 Random Things About Me
1- People fascinate me...I like everyone until they give me a reason not to! 2-I'm a Romantic with a kick! 3-One needs to be extra careful in sub-zero weather!! 4-Nair for Men is a brutal approach to hair removal...and a bad idea! 5-Men are asses and woman are crazy 6-I have a tendency to trust too much 7-Family and friends are everything 8-I refuse to grow up 9-I cook, clean, do the dishes, windows, and scrub the floors-should make someone a good wife someday lol 10-It's ok to feel like a kid again...even in your 40's!!

Random Facts About Me...
So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have OCD with my how I have my makeup, purse, and dresser set up, lol. Its weird, LOL. 2. My purse, shoes, socks, panties, and bra have to match what I am wearing, at all times, LOL. 3. I have a festish for guys in the United States Military! 4. I am bisexual, but have not been with a woman since 2003 :( 5. I talk, and text my fuhubby Craig for hours everyday on the phone. 6. I have my nipples pierced, and I love them. 7. I do not have any tattoos. 8. I can shop everyday if I could! 9. I change my mind all the time about whether I want to become a mommy or not. 10. I hate when people have t

Random Stuff
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i sneeze like crazy wheni have a full stomach. 2. i got some funky ears. 3. i alway have to wear socks even if its 100 degrees out. 4. i got a belly ring fetish. 5. i will talk to you while im on the toliet (ask jenn) 6. i fart really loud in public. 7. i love the smell of gasoline. 8. i amuse my self very easy. 9. i cant stand negative people. 10. I think BLONDES are dumb....j/k charmed...lol...

Randomness
What Love means to a 4-8 year old . . ... Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when a girl puts

Random Posts
Just in case someone on here is a font fan . . . Can you identify this font? [IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e83/scarletguard/termfontquestion.jpg[/IMG] She's been having coughing fits all day. She wasn't able to sleep last night because of the coughing. I thought she wasn't going to be able to sleep tonight but I haven't heard a cough for at least an hour. Hopefully, she was finally able to sleep! However, because I'm afraid I'll wake her when I get into bed , I think I'll be racking it out on the couch tonight. Oh well! Hope everyone else has been remembering to take their Vitamin C! LOL

Random
A day in the life of Helly I rarely lead a boring life ... but it is not often I have a day packed with as much thrills and chills as today. Around my deli we have been having issues with a homeless "camp" being set up across the parking lot due mainly to the Salvation Army office being located in that area.(it usually gives me great mumm material lol) Usually there are 4 or so guys there and mall management will come and move them along once we have phoned and complained a few times. I always felt guilty for doing so until today. This morning I pull in at 9 am and notice there is about 20 there this time. Not to thrilled with how it looked discussed with fellow biz owners that its time we get super firm that something needs to be done. I was nicely on Yahoo jabbering away to Ash and J at 11 when I saw one of them drop their bike in front of the store and dart in. With out thinking it thru I yelled hey hey hey knowing he was up to taking something and jumped my counter. As

Random Ten Things Blog
Once you get tagged you have to do the samething.Write 10 random things about your self and then let 5 of your friends know. The best part is,NO TAG BACKS!! 1. My friends say I have way too much talent to not apply myself at somethings, like music and playing pool, etc. 2. I am very outspoken, often to the point of getting myself in trouble in the workplace and with authority. Hey, it's not my fault they would rather change facts than fix the faults. 3. I believe I am destined to die alone 4. My worst fears are drowning and heights, though I taunt my fears at every chance. 5. My father was murdered by Kentucky police officers. It was then covered up by state police who investigated less than 24 hours. 6. I am manic bi-polar. I have severe highs and I harness them to get work done on my house and cars. 7. I consider my fu-friends to be real friends, hey, we have been there for each other, sometimes when real life friends weren't!!! Some of you have my phone/text #

Randomness
So, it's Saturday night, I don't have to work until 1ish tomorrow, and I have lots of alcohol in the house. I have some sitting here on my lap, some beside me on the floor, and more in the kitchen. I want you to help me make a new drinking game. I make the first rule... you make the rest... and I will follow them. ANY RULE, no matter how ridiculous will be followed. Free TV : Ustream Have fun... Rule #1: Whenever anyone new posts in the blog, I take a drink. Rule #2: Cursing in the blog causes two drinks (Crystal) Rule #3: Bawk like a chicken in between drinks (Deacon) Rule #4: Call Deacon's Slave's Snapvine and take a shot while leaving the message (Deacon's Slave) Rule #5: Spin around before taking each drink (Fenrir) Rule #6: Body shot for every blue name that comes in (Viper) Rule #7: Listen to Davie Bowie (Anon) Rule #8: Drink every time an 11 is rated (sideways Head) Rule #9: Anyone who asks to see tits must take

10 Random Things About Me
1 - I am an insane Met fan. 2 - I have an extreme type A personality. 3 - I love my husband beyond reason. 4 - I suffer panic attacks. 5 - I am more insecure than I come across. 6 - I want to live in Italy for a year. 7 - I love being a housewife. 8 - I am a Republican and proud of it. 9 - I am a Christian and am proud of that more. 10 - Once I am your friend you have me for life no matter what.

Random Thoughts......
It seems that I trust others way to easily and to quickly...which can be a blessing and it can be a problem as well. Its great to be that way, to see the good in everyone...but it also sets me up for heart ache. The internet is a wonderful tool to make friends and to meet new people. But, it can also bring heartbreak. It gets even scarier when you trust those that you determine your friends. I'm kinda at a cross roads now...not sure what to think of a situation. Do I take a chance, hope that I'm truly not stepping on toes, or do I stand back? Do I take a chance at happiness, or be cautious? I'm not wanting my heart to be hurt again...yet, I feel like I should take this chance...I'm scared that this easiness to trust is going to cause me to get hurt once again....

Random Stuff
Fast Horses 2/19/08 Thanks, you so rock! Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love nature and animals. 2. I was a truck driver (owner operator) for many years, and can go coast to coast w/out an atlas. 3. I've been featured in a book in photos, the book is "Rodeo" by Cheryl Walsh Bellville, the author sent my an autographed copy. And I was in Forbes Magazine back in the 90's when I was in Denver, CO. they were there doing a piece on women truckdrivers and did an interview of me. 4. I started out to be a veterinarian, and stupid me, I did not follow through. 5. I am ambidextrous 6. I believe in ghosts. 7. I'm a published author, having written for mag

10 Random Things About Me
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Weird/Random Facts 1. I rarely wear makeup. 2. I don't like other people to take pictures of me. 3. I love to play pool but I suck madly at it. 4. I own pajama pants with pink, purple and blue horses on them. 5. Nothing is worse than a surprise dick pic. 6. The underside of my head is shaved. 7. I'm a mutt....mixed, that is. But I still love doggy..hehe 8. I hate it when my feet get too hot. 9. I'm a SoCal native. 10. They're real, and they're spectacular! HAHAHAHAHAHA Ok - I tag.........(No Tag Backs!!!!) 1. Sir Twisted Firestarter 2. Mina Bloody Kisses 3. Got Ink? 4. Legend 5. Mad2dabone70 6.

Random
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I worked in a traveling carnival for a few years (haha) 2. I hate seafood! 3. I am addicted to karaoke! 4. I am scared to death of all bugs! 5. I have an odd obsession and diverse collection of stilettos. 6. I think EVERY woman should own a silver bullet! (you too Angelic Thor) 7. I drink at least one glass of wine every day. (Hey, I hear it's good for you...lol) 8. I have an unnatural fear of public speaking. 9. Talking and spelling in "ghetto slang" drives me crazy! 10. I write short stories, poetry, and music. I am tagging Litoallstar21 Nellie Justgeo xxdcpatsfan C.O.M.A Sorry guys, but I was forced to do it!!!

10 Random Things About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.hates to be ignored 2.likes to dance naked in the shower 3. sweet and loving 4. had sex for the 1st time at age 14 5. spends most of the day wet 6. scuba diver 7. needs hot sex 3 times a day 8. loves to be kiss on the chest 9. got a 900 dollar speeding ticket 10. slept with a hot femal college professor 1. get laid 2. win the loto 3. get drunk 4. win a vacation ? fill in the rest and post ur ideas

Random Things
Drowning I’m drowning in the sorrow of yesterday’s loss. I’m drowning in the pain from the heartache you caused. I’m drowning in the insanity of everyone’s game. I’m drowning in the thought of being the one to blame. Now I’m drowning out the sorrow and the pain. I’m drowning out the insanity and the thought Of being the one to blame. Now I’m no longer drowning. Chapter 1 Quietly through the dark walkway, a young couple watched out for any signs of someone coming towards them. “Quickly honey. We do not want to get caught.” The young man ushered his young wife. Silently she told the infant, being placed on porch steps, “Good bye my precious daughter.” Then the couple left, just as quietly as they came. All alone on the front steps of creatures that were nocturnal by nature. Creatures that were known as vampires. Normally vampires will kill anyone or anything that trespasses on their territory, but not this night. The vampire that owned this house was fee

Random Randomness....
I tend to agree on most on these cities being miserable, but I tend to disagree on New York being rated 4th on the list of the most miserable cities in America. I completely agree that Detroit, Michigan is the most miserable city in America, not just because I was miserable when I lived there, but because of what I witnessed while I lived there. No. 1 Detroit, Mich. Rank Commute times 80 Income tax rates 87 Superfund sites 135 Unemployment 149 Violent crimes 150 Weather 95 Misery Measure 696 Motown is the worst in the country when it comes to violent crime, with an annual rate of 1,251 crimes for every 100,000 residents. Unemployment in the area is below the double-digit rates it hit in the early 1990s, but at 8.5% over the past three years, it is still the second-highest in the country among the 150 largest metro areas. No. 2 Stockton, Calif. Rank Commute times 135 Income tax rates 130 Superfund sites 116 Unemployment 144 Violent crimes 146 W

Random Stuff
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

Random Thoughts
RANDOM THOUGHTS OF LONDON Why is it that the harder that you work. The more you get behind...but the "slackers" have it all? 1 step forward. 3 steps back... The moments that you cherish most...you think of not that often...its the ones that you regret that you think of....WHY? What I crave most is that which I cannot have. That which I cannot obtain. What I feel I need most. When I shout, do you hear me? Or do you entertain me just to shut me up? When you try your best and succeed. It does not compare to the ONE time that you failed. The greatest reward for serving others is the satisfaction found in your own heart. Life has two rules. Number one, never quit; Number two, always remember rule number one. If your scared, just scream and you'll find out your true friends. Always remember. When you strut your stuff. You show the world your backside. If you hate a person, you hate something in him/her that is part of yourself. What isn'

Random Stuff
Ok...Lady Red got me...so it's my turn...lol And I will allow anyone who reads this to ask one question about one entry and I will tell the whole and absolute truth. ******* Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I got in a head on motocycle accident at 17. 2) I am deathly afraid of going to prison. 3) I've been chased by the cops on bicycle... and got away! 4) I don't like my food selections to touch on the plate. 5) I have sexual secrets... lots of em. 6) I can't sleep with the closet door open. 7) I hate racisim in all ways shapes and forms and think all racisits should be summarily executed without trial. 8) I voted for Bush bo

10 Random Things About Me...
A LITTLE GUN HISTORYIn 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated.China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminatedGuatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.Uganda established gun control in 1970. From 1971 to 1979, 300,000 Christians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.Cambodia established gun control in 1956. From 1975 to 1977, on

Random Things
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High

Randomness...nothingness
A friend in needs a friend indeed A friend who buys me a drink is better A friend with breasts and all the rest A friend who's dressed in leather A friend in needs a friend indeed A friend who'll tease is better Our thoughts compressed Which makes us blessed And makes for stormy weather A friend in needs a friend indeed I think I like you better A friend in needs a friend indeed A friend who bleeds is better My friend, I confessed, did I pass the test And we will never sever If I had eyes in the back of my head I would have told You that you looked good As I walked away You could've tried to trust the hand that fed You'd never been hungry But you never really... More of this or less of this Or is there any difference Or are we just holding onto the things We don't have anymore Sometimes Time doesn't heal, not not at all In or out of Love Again I doubt I wanna win you back When You got eyes like that Won't let me in Always lookin... Out No m

Random Thoughts
Hey guys just bored and have no clue what to do I think I am going to go crazy sitting at the house, when left with my mind to wonder it is not a good thing, so I am playing on Fubar and came across this feature and figured I would try it out.........let me know if it works......lol MUAH all Ok ok what else could go wrong, I thought things were going to get a little better after meeting with the man at the bank and telling me we are on the right track to buy a house, then my husband is the only one who doesn't have a sponsorship in his family now, and it's not for lack of trying. Then I come home and check my bank account and something I had no clue about came out and will now overdraw me just what I need......lol. And the icing on the cake is my dog got my favorite socks and chewed a big hole in one ruining it. With all that I am feeling and that was my final straw I am not sitting here writing this and crying........yeah I am a big sissy, I know they say god puts on you what you can

Random Crap
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I may have a mohawk, and an earring...but i'm as country as they come at heart. 2. I sometimes struggle between being a MAN...and the urge to break down and bawl. 3. I'm a softy for animals and kids..I'd shoot a room full of grown ups over one puppy..lol 4. Sometimes i get frustrated because I can never think of sufficient ways to show WIlla how much i love her. 5. I've been shot, stabbed, and beaten. 6. I believe that some legends are too universal not too be true. 7. I used to be a youth pastor, and i gave my first sermon at 16. 8. I spent a summer during high school building an orphanage and houses

Random Songs
I see you standing here But you're so far away Starving for your attention You don't even know my name You're going through so much But I know that I could be the one to hold you [Chorus:] Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold I was yours to hold I see you walking by Your hair always hiding your face I wonder why you've been hurting I wish I had some way to say You're going through so much Don't you know that I will be the one to hold you [Bridge:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach You should know I'm ready when you're ready for me And I'm waiting for the right time For the day I catch your eye To let you know That I'm yours to hold [Altro:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach I'm ready when you're ready for me I need a beginning again I want to feel how I used to feel When everything was in the palm of my hand And you were here with me,

Randomness
Ok I've been on a movie kick the last few weeks and I'm starting to draw blanks on some good movies to get. So leave me a comment with either your favorite movie or ones you really like. Thanks everyone! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.I love to go to the beach when it is stormy out. 2.I am the oldest of 5 kids. 3. even though my skin is glow in the dark white I am almost half native american 4. I have an insanely high tolerance for alcohol yet rarely drink. 5. Stubborn doesn't even begin to describe me 6. I like to keep to myself...so if I let you in... you should feel special. 7. I can play numerous instruments and actually read music. 8. I helped m

Random Postings
****THIS IS HOW I CAN TELL WHEN I FEEL LIKE THIS,WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS TALK TO U, WHEN AL I WANT TO DO IS SEE YOU, WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS FEEL YOU I NEED TO SEE YOU AND HEAR YOU AND TOUCH U.. UR MY HEAVEN ON EARTH RIGHT NOW, MY PARADISE IN AN UGLY WORLD,MY CALM AND MY STORM..YOUR MY EVERYTHING**** THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE WHO WILL READ THIS AND THINK I AM CRAZY OR WOW U MUST REALLY BE IN LOVE. BUT IT IS FOR ME TO KNOW AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS.SO YOU CAN ALL WONDER AND GUESS BUT MY SECRET IS SAFE.NOBODY ELSE NEEDS TO KNOW. ok question for all and my answer.. my answer is u dont .. its all a part of life ... u live..u love .. u learn and u move on.. some of us are destined to be loved.. some of us are destined to be alone forever.. what one am i .. what one are u.. idk yet for me.. but ALL of my friends are destined to be loved..just learn to love yourself( as i do) and well life will sort itself out around u.. don't care how many friends i lose over this.......... Month

Random Nonsensicle Babble
Buy This chick a shamrock! And I'll Give ya somethin special in return ☠ DJ Lil Goth Angel ☠@ Darkness Falls Radio@ fubar She Doesnt know I'm doing this yet (she will when she sees this bulliten) but buy her personalized shamrocks from Heartistic Soul(Link Below): Heartistic Soul@ fubar and show her she's loved. I'm sure she's dropped by your page when you've needed help leveling because thats just how she is. She loves helping but never asks for it herself. Please show her some love! She returns it all. Just send the following info along with the shamrock orders to Heartistic Soul and help gothy win this contest! It would mean the world to me to see her get something nice for once! Fubar Name:DJ Lil Goth Angel Fubar ID: 458731 Fubar URL: http://www.fubar.com/lilgothangel83 this pimpout brought to you by Åß3®ÑÅthϒ@ fubar (repost of original by 'Åß3®ÑÅthϒ' on '2008-02-16 14:24:03') (repost of original by '☠ DJ Lil Goth Angel

Random Thoughts
Today is a day where she just wants to find a quite spot in the dark away from people. To curl up in a ball and just be. Maybe her mind will clear and thoughts will make sense. Pulls her hair back and screams "I don't want to live this life anymore!"

Randomness
Okay so I'm new.. go figure right. I am curious about a few things... ~ What is up with this stimulation overload? These colorful banners constantly going across my screen make me feel like I'm going to have a seizure... ~ What is up with all the freaky scary profile pics? Is this some sort of demon lair that I've stumbled upon? ~ And why does everyone seem so hell bent on getting their profiles rated a 10? Is that all you people do here.. grovel for profile ratings? Okay so that was the only two things that I really had to get off my chest... I just had to say it.. but damn it no one is here to hear me... so you all can suffer my ramblings. Shake n Bake! "Well Dick here's the deal,I wake in the morning and I piss excellence.. I mean nobody can handle my stuff. I'm just big hairy american winning machine if you ain't first you're last!"

Random Stuff...
REPLY IN A COMMENT BELOW THIS BLOG. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK T

Random Ramblings Of A Deranged Psychopath
Just as I thought my weekend almost completely kicked ass, my Aunt ends up in the hospital almost on her death bed. Now I'm Depressed as fuck and worried sick. I can't sleep either, I'm too worried about her. Fuck dude, why must it be so hard to find a job? No one is fucking hiring. So it looks like I'm never gonna get my car. POLSON IS THE UNESCAPABLE HELL HOLE!! lol Have you noticed how the world is just slowly getting more and more fucking retarded? Everyone is contradicting themselves. For example... Women fought for equal rights and to not be treated like a piece of property, and yet they whore themselves out for money and stay with their abusive boyfriends/husbands or try to become men themselves. -_- Martin Luther King fought for racial equality and peace between everyone, yet no one can seem to get the fact that there's only one race.....THE HUMAN RACE. The thing I find most funny though is the fact that a black guy could call me a cracker and not be considered r

Random Family Pimpout Series!
OK PEOPLE, ITS TIME TO SHOW ONE OF THE BEST WOMEN ON FUBAR SOME LOVE!!!! THIS IS THE FIRST OF MY RANDOM FAMILY PIMPOUT SERIES!! MEET SOUTHERN GODDESS! THIS WOMAN DESERVES ALL THE LOVE YOU CAN GIVE HER!! SHE HAS ALWAYS SHOWN ME NOTHING BUT RESPECT AND FRIENDSHIP, SO PLEASE GO SHOW HER THE SAME RESPECT AND LOVE!!! CLICK HER PIC AND GO TO TOWN!!!! This Pimpout brought to you by ☆FTW☆- MIDDLE MAN TO SAMANTHA AND FORNICATES@ fubar

Random Shit
Well yall... It's that time again... I haven't done one in a long time so I think it about time I do a video for every member of Fubar that wants to be in the video... ANYONE and I mean anyone thats a member of Fubar can be in the video... all you have to do is enter your picture for the video... just send me a private message telling you want to be in the video and what picture you wanna use for it... If you don't know about my vidoes... there one below to give a clue about them... this one I am planning to be a whole lot better... using new editing styles and better formats this one promises to be the best Fubar video yet... So sign up now and tell your friends about too... Party Up Misbehavin2 ¢¾ Fu Owned By ☣ SatCommTech ☣ ¢¾ Fu Owner Of Countryboy Superman & DJ Tommy Six ¢¾@ fubar She enjoys goin clubbin, to concerts, sporting events or just chillin with friends... Wanna know anything else just ask....... A bit more..... She don't do drama - been the

Random Rants
Makeshift Patriot The Flag Shop Is Out Of Stock I Hang Myself at Half Mast It’s the Makeshift The Patriot The Flag Shop is Out of Stock I hang myself... via live telecast Coming live from my own funeral, beautiful weather offered a nice shine Which is suitable for a full view of a forever altered skyline When times like these arrive I freestyle biased opinions every other sentence Journalistic ethics slip when I pass them off as objective "Don't give me that ethical shit." I've got exclusive, explicit images to present to impressionable American kids And it's time to show this world how big our edifice is! That's exactly what they attacked when a typically dark skinned Disney villain Used civilians against civilians and charged the Trojan horses into our buildings Using commercial aviation as instruments of destruction Pregnant women couldn't protect their children Wheelchairs were stairway obstructions Now have to back petal...from the shower of glass and meta

Random Thoughts...
Q: My husband wants a threesome with my best friend and me. A: Obviously your husband cannot get enough of you! Knowing that there is only one of you he can only settle for the next best thing - your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can only bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roomates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it.   Q: My husband continuously asks me to perform oral sex on him. A: Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interstingly, men know this. His offer to allow you to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is thank him by performing it twice a day, then cook him a nice meal.   Q: My husband has too many nights out with the boys. A: This is perfectly natural behavior an

Random Poems
Friendships are kind Friendships are tough Friendships are caring Friendships are rough. Friendships are hardest to cultivate Friendships are easiest to maintain. For friendships are created and found While love is sought after and desired Friendships are tough and sometimes very rough While love is soft and fragile. We tend to make friends easiest We tend to lose lovers faster But what we forget Is lovers are friends also. Its the inability to space love from friendship that makes love hardest to hold. But when we find true friendship Nothing can crack its hull. Its a ship stronger then any other Its a vessel so large That it shall never be filled And noone will ever try. For the greatest of all things a lover can give is friendship to the one they love A friendship of understanding and compassion a Friendship of checks and balances A friendship of meeting half way, and speaking when things are not right. When we find this true friendship We s

Random Ramblings...
Who am I, I am just me. I am positive and free. I like just being me. Me, who can see the light, me who can make the world bright No such thing as gloom and doom Go away, I will not let you loom Just give me light and hope, I will not let you mope My light was so bright, that could not see that evil was standing right in front of me. Evil crept in and I gave it a room. How was I to know, this was my doom. I feed it and let it stay with us all. How was I to know it was going to fall? How could it fall my protector was near. My husband, my spouse he had my life. He as always been my protector so tried and true How was I to know it would be you? You who invited evil to stay Stay in our home and in our lives to play This evil that took my soul, my light. My light that was fill with so much hope and delight Hope is gone I now just sit and mope. I sit and I swallow so much pain….I just don’t think it will ever go away Pain so dee

Random Thoughts
Hello Dear, I woke up this morning with this feeling that I have gotten use to feeling. One of not feeling complete, that life had little or no meaning to it. I know that this isnt true and that things will change but I cant help but miss the way things were. I remember how i use to look forward to waking up and eather calling you or texting to say goodmorning and I love you, to hear you all sleepy and to know that I was the first thing on your mind, but alas that has all changed now, you have a love and once again all I have is the life that makes little sence to me. I do not hold ill feeling toward you I know all you want is to be happy and that is one thing i wish for you to so i wish you happiness and love, and maybe someday I will feel those feeling again. with love your Baby

Randomness
Owning your burdens is half the battle.. Side note: yes I love wickedly gay, mushy songs!! - Lonestar He called her on the road From a lonely cold hotel room Just to hear her say I love you one more time And when he heard the sound Of the kids laughing in the background He had to wipe away a tear from his eye A little voice came on the phone And said "Daddy when you coming home" He said the first thing that came to his mind I'm already there Take a look around I'm the sunshine in your hair I'm the shadow on the ground I'm the whisper in the wind I'm your imaginary friend And I know I'm in your prayers Oh I'm already there She got back on the phone Said I really miss you darling Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright Wish I was in your arms Lying right there beside you But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight And I'll gently kiss your lips Touch you with my fingertips So turn out the light and close your eyes I'm alr

Random Nothings
First of all, I marked this NSFW because I like to swear a lot. If you don't like it, you can get the fuck out now. Thank you and have a good day. For those of you that actually care to read this, here it goes.. 1) I just want to thank each and every one of you who have helped me, in any way. Whether it be with leveling, in my give away, or just being a friend who will listen to me bitch. Every one of you mean a lot to me, and I just want you to know how much I really appreciate it. I could list everyone here, but I'm not going to. If you're wondering to yourself "does that mean me?", it probably does. 2) For all the down raters, haters, people I don't like, etc.. If you want to down rate me, have a fucking ball. I still get points on your behalf, so please, keep it up! If you just don't like me and feel the need to talk about me behind my back, again, please keep it up. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside when you talk about me. If I just don't like you, there is proba

Random Thoughts
use me. use me. not for my intended purpose but for what you wish to. for what you may be missing in your life. just for shits and giggles. just because you can. just because that’s what you do well. just because it makes you feel better about who you are as a man/woman...thing. take what you can and leave the rest for one that is just like you . i’m sure that they will appreciate the thought. a kind gesture that you bestowed upon them, that you lacked to show me. it’s ok though. because i asked you to do so. i am an open book for you to read,diagnose , run your hands through , and burn as you see fit. after all. that is my intended purpose to you isn’t it? i would be an ass to assume so therefore i am simply going to allow you to do so untill you use me up. would you like anything else? the shirt off my back? my ear for listening ? my mouth for touching,kissing? to talk back to you? my back? just in case you need

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The Random Ponderings Of An Amused Mind...
For the first time in my life today, I cried...not out of sadness, but out of sheer joy and relief. As some of you may or may not know, my husband, Ron Michael Emerick was murdered January 21, 2007. Friday, February 28, 2008, David June Lee, the man that murdered him was found GUILTY of First and Second Degree Murder!!! JUSTICE HAS BEEN SERVED!!! It has been a VERY long time since I've had any faith in the American Justice system but today, a little of that faith was restored. THANK YOU GOD!!! THE FOLLOWING IMMIGRATION LAWS ARE PROPOSED...* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *1 There will be no special bilingual programs in the schools.* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *2. All ballots will be in this nation's language.* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *3. All government business will be conducted in our language.* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *4. Non-residents will NOT have the right to vote no matter how long they are here.* *

Random Bs..
The crappy health these last 2 years.... is getting old. But its not really bad. Its like one thing after another though,so thats why its annoying. Recently for I'd say 2-3 weeks my stomach at nightjust seems outta wack. Like night time nautiousness(no not prego) And on top of that my c-section scar is acting up. Last month and this month Im getting a pain which kinda feels like the pain I had after havin the surgery(well pain I felt when getting outta bed wrong) So thats one more thing to add to my list. And doctors just seem to be getting more gready and hardly giving a damn about the people they treat anymore. Theres something wrong yet people dont like to go cause sometimes it just seems so pointless. In pain. This bites. Im sure Jess will be on a rampaige later. That little girl just knows when I dont feel good. I just hope she's good instead. Going back to work 2marrow after being off for 15 days. Vacations never last.. It'll prob be another 6yrs before I see one again. Cant w

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Looking for a place to hang and relax... Come check us out! Come in and have a drink Listen to the tunes... Exotic Retreat is the place to be... So come hang out with us... Lay on the beach... Be served by the sexiest beach babes around So click the pic above for your free ride to paradise! You wont regret it! (repost of original by 'MakeMePurrr *K.O.P.E.*DJ @ CWP.' on '2008-04-11 12:22:50') Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk righ

Random...
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog wit 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,listen their names.Dont forget to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. I love to get dirty 2. I speak 3 languages 3. I love men in uniform 4. I always have my nails done 5. I love to go camping 6. I hate shaving my legs 7. I suck at plucking my eyebrows 8. I can out drink most men I know 9. I am a Bitch 10.I love going for drives the mountains I Tag 1.Kick ass 2.Squirt 3.sweet man 4 HighTeshRedneck 5. McLovin May Lovelle Mixon rot in HELL!!!! How did our Justice system ever let a monster like this out into the world? POLICEMAN'S PRAYER The policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Policeman. How shall I deal with yo

Random Grabshaft Facts (in Case You Care)
gRabshaFt was created back in 2000 or so when O.G. Toughlove and thejMc a.k.a SnatchMasta formed together to make a band that defied definition. Then as it turned out, we mainly defied being a band. I, thejMc played bass for a St. Louis area band called Bother the Weak and Toughlove was playing bass in a band called the Rock Molesters. Its not that either of us were unhappy with our current situations, however we felt we could both offer more in way of other stuff. Toughlove liked the drums and I the guitar. As it turned out, I wasn’t too good at guitar but O.G. was an excellent drummer. I went to back to bass and he and I were so together that we had no choice but continue this thing. Next, we needed a name and we decide on one. About that, I’d like to take a moment and clear something up. Just because a group calls itself gRabshaFt does not necessarily mean that the members must be gay. Feel free to say it, I’ve heard it all before. It generally goes like this: “Are you one of the

Random Items =)
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Alright... So I got tagged... Here goes!!!! 1: My #1 fantasy is to make love on a roof in the middle of a thunderstorm. 2: I have an OCD with q-tips and my ears. 3: I love the smell of gasoline. 4: I wear thongs. 5: My favorite movie is The Crow. 6: I love Maroon 5. 7: I love watching cartoons. 8: Guys with long hair turn me on. 9: I've fallen in love with someone online before. We met and were together for 6 years. 10: I love animals. 11: I don't like basketball. 12: Jager is my favorite liquor (without the bomb please). 13: I love to color. 14: Cats are my favorite animal. (Yes, I have one.) 15: I love

Random Convoz On Yahoo Voice Confrence
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Random Rants
Rant 3 (writers block) I have not posted a random thought, rant, or anything that comes from my mind so that it can be criticized by another's point of view, in a while. My mind contorts my thoughts before I sleep. My writers block has had the steadiest of hands, but I suppose tonight it has been shaken a tad by my aggression to write something, if anything out on this pad. Stars light the pages of the sky. Skies that have had many readers flipping through the pages of time. Random Rant 1 This is just a rant for when I go crazily insane, as I sometimes do, where my mind wanders of into a fanatical tangent of a rant that will forever last in the simple text of a webpage on some meaningless site. I wonder sometimes how easy it would be to die…. I can't die because I am impenetrable, but when I find love I know I will become vulnerable. It's why I push those away from me when they just want to be around me. Why do I torture myself with what I can have but strafe away when

Random Shit & Flights Of Idea...
Today is Good Friday. I left work early (for once), walked out into the sunshine, and went home. When I arrived home, the mail was waiting for me. In it, was an envelope from the Army. I opened it, and found a set of orders; not for deployment again, but my very last set. I was finally Discharged after 9 years of Honorable service. I resigned my Commission (Captain) 8 or 9 months ago, I can't even remember...but, in typical Army Bureaucracy fashion, it took until today for the paperwork to come full circle. I am very happy, relieved, etc. And, also a little saddened. In addition to 9 years as a U.S. Army Reserve Officer, I served in the U.S. Navy for 4 years Active Duty. That's 13 years in the service of my Country; a little over half of my adult life. I can look back with pride, and I can be content that I've always done the right thing. It's just a little bittersweet coming to terms with one's own mortality. But, at age 42, my joints hurt, my kids are growing up faster than

Randomness.
BLOCKING "ORDER A ROUND"   I've been considering doing this for a while, so here it finally is. Tired of getting countless Pints of fuIness [or whatever the drink of the day BabyJ has chosen]?Started wondering what good is being a Demon, able to shitface people...when they're already shitfaced the entire day?   This is my proposition for a block option. If you would like to have one, post "yes" as your comment. If you enjoy the attention and deleting tons of drink gifts, post "no". If you don't really give a crap either way, don't comment.  To the girl who snuck in drugs for her criminal boyfriend under her 4 day old baby's blanket: Die in a fire.   That is all. Which word comes next? Ball, beach, cicle, _________, Eucharist. a) Duskb) Doughc) Beagled) Summer

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So in the beginning of October I adopted a puppy from the local animal shelter. I couldn't take her home that day because she had to be fixed. Two days later I called and asked if she was ready, they proceeded to tell me that when they gave her the anesthesia she started snotting from the nose. So they told me to come and get he till she felt better. I ended up taking her to the vet right away and they said she had pretty much pneumonia. I get her well and started calling the shelter back to get an appointment to get her fixed, after two weeks they called me and scheduled it. I took her in yesterday at 10am to get this done, they called me at 1130 and said she was just waking up. I asked them how it went and they told me oh yeah she was already fixed, so when we prepped her we found the scar and so on. They told me to come and get her right away so I did.  When I arrived to get her she was covered in her own shit and piss and could barely walk from the anesthesia and they sent her home

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EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS: FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Ashley FIRST SCHOOL: Hewitt Elem FIRST CELL PHONE: Alltel FIRST FUNERAL: My son's FIRST PET: Corky FIRST BIG TRIP: Chattanooga, Tenn FIRST FIGHT: I was about 8 or9 FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: Dont remember FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: I was born out of the country FIRST JOB: Cust Service FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: Erin EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS: LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: ebony LAST CAR RIDE: Mine LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: i dunno LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: the 6th sense LAST FOOD YOU ATE: cheese LAST ITEM BOUGHT: food LAST SHIRT WORN: The one I have one LAST PHONE CALL: eric LAST TEXT MESSAGE: kat LAST KISS: eric LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: mouse LAST FUNERAL: paw paw's LAST TIME AT THE MALL: last weekend LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: um right now LAST PERSON YOU SAW: grayson LAST THING YOU DRANK: mojito LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART:umm wow its been awhile LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: Now

Random Shit
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you 1.I chain Smoke when im bored 2.IM not concieded but i check my reflections in car windows and such 3.i can sleep until4 or 5 in the afternoon easily 4.i have a very bipolar music collection 5.i am completely in love with body modification (tattoos and piercings) 6.i have 9 piercings only ones i kept are my ears and lip 7.i have way more shirts than one guy should have 8.im constantly trying to fit random objects in my gauges 9. when walking around i love to have ld ppl stare at me it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside 10.im always changing my look my apperance to see what works best for me Who I tag Playprecious Bud Spike budy25 GT

Randomness
I am all for it... my question is..... would you want someone else to be sendign your man/son/brother things when they alrady have you... thought/comments anyone? ok... so since i am totally random i am gonna let ya'll hear something... kinda... well read it actually ok.... so lately i've been waking up screaming... and if i am lucky... i dont wake anyone else when i do i cant really remember them i just know that there is something in them that terrifies me.., so i dont sleep much anymore.... am i bein silly for not wanting to sleep? ok, im ready to get it started.... im just not sure where to go or what to start with.... im also not sure how to mix a multitude of styles.... if you want to know what i mean ask and i will try to explain as best as i can... *blows kisses* i have a picture of what i want done on my back and another for my arms.... so check them out... and ask if you arent sure

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In May 2003, 5 years ago, Mother's Day fell on the 11th and the 14th was a Wednesday. This year, Mother's Day also falls on the 11th, and again May 14th falls on a Wednesday. This May 14th, my oldest, my baby, my "clone" as people call her, will turn 5 yrs old. I'm sure this isn't really odd, but funny how things are exactly the same, yet so different. 5 years ago today I was pregnant, sick as a dog from being pregnant, in a relationship with someone who treated me like shit yet I somehow still stayed with him, out of desperation, or what I thought was love, or maybe for lack of better things to occupy my time with. At war with my family. Having on again/off again speaking terms with my mother. Who I didn't speak to that mothers day bcuz of the ways in which she chose to live her life. Now, I'm not pregnant, I have 2 beautiful little girls, who I raise on my own. The piece of shit from 5 years ago is still a piece of shit, I'm in no relationship. I'm falling back into

Randon Thoughts
Have you ever loved someone so much that you want to give them everything but can't seem to do anything right? You want to give them their hearts desire, but seem to come up short each time? You think that maybe you can send them to someone that can, to let them know how much they and their needs mean to you, but they still don't get what they desire? How do you show them how much they mean to you? Cum to me, sit at my feet. Don't look up, don't move until I tell you to. You look so beautiful and complete where you sit. I stroke your hair and let you know everything is going to be alright. Crawl to the kitchen and fetch me a beverage. Come back to my side and lift the glass to my lips. Wipe the liquid from my chin and return to your post @ my feet. Feel confident that the decisions that I make will never harm you. I am always keeping your comfort and concerns in mind, however, I am the one that decides for you what it is that you will eat, wear and do for the day.... S

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WALK ON... Why do they do the things they do Don’t they know it hurts them too They say you’re the only one But then turn around and run Into the arms of someone new Without any thoughts of you So much for being true If she only knew The things you do I should tell her Be the one To let her know Not to believe in you so You aren’t who you claim to be If she could only see What I do What I do… Your Mr. Right Is completely wrong His Eyes filled with lies Camouflaged by ocean blue Lips stained by others Everyone knows but you So grab your shoes Open that door Tell him you aren’t takin no more Remove the footprints off your back Let the floor be the only thing he walks on Yeah he walks on Walks on… I’m here to say Your Mr. Right Is completely wrong His Eyes filled with lies Camouflaged by ocean blue Lips stained by others Everyone knows but you Now pack your bags Open that door Tell him you aren’t takin no more Remove the footprint

Random Thoughts
I'm not the most sentimental, politically correct guy I know.  If I feel it, I let you know.  That doesn't mean that I'm out to hurt anyone's feelings on purpose, but if you're all fuckered up, then you need to know it.  At the same time, I prefer when someone let's me know if I'm jackballed up, too. I like a home with order in it.  I don't like things out of place when they're not being used, and I hate it when shit is half-finished and left alone.  That means that I expect my stay-at-home-mom wife to clean the house.  I also expect her to tell me an approximate time of how long she'll be out if I'm just coming home from work and having to watch the kids.  I do the same for her.  I really don't care if it limits her freedom, since I expect my freedom to be limited, too.  It's fucking marriage, not hanging out! If people think that I'm being chauvinistic, they're probably right.  A home has to have a master, and I'm the master of my home.  My wife and I are equals in our marriage, bu

Random Thoughts!!!
As I sit alone in the dark, hearing nothing but the sound of my beating heart, I close me eyes in hopes of forgetting........forgetting everything and anything I possibly can. Not any one thing in particular, but all that brings me to this place. A place of solitude and deafening silence that confines me. Feelings of shackles and chains to an impervious situation. Though I always seem to escape these bonds, if only for a little while, it is never long lasting. I run and run and run at times, sometimes it seems for miles and miles.....getting absolutely nowhere, but out of time and fighting for every breath I can. What can free me of such a prison?!? Sometimes the worst prison seems to be my own mind......my own heart. ~~~Misty~~~

Random Stuff
There is no feeling quite like the one you get when holding a brand new baby. So sweet, so pure, no greater innocence. Its soothing. My friend had her first baby, a little boy, yesterday afternoon here at the hospital I work for, so I went to see them today on my lunch break. Everyone is healthy and doing well. I just wanted to write about something happy and positive instead of bitching about something. So I got to work on Monday morning, signed into our system, my normal routine. Went to log into Fubar to say good morning to my friends and I get a message on my screen that says: "ACCESS DENIED" Dammit, I tried again and I tried today but to no avail. To be perfectly honest, I am surprised that it lasted as long as it did but still mad that they cut off my access to fubar during the day. I was having fu-withdrawals all day yesterday. Its like they don't want us to have contact to the outside world or something. No networking sites, no Instant Messengers nothing n

Random Logic From The Bloodspilla.
Well, first of all, If you're a female, And you post NSFW pictures of yourself all over your Fubar page, HOW do you expect ANY guy to treat you with respect? Of course they're going to fill your head with the whole "Omg, your beautiful, gorgeous, la-la" bullshit, But that's just their "other head" talking. They see you as an easy target to "get some" by doing so, And will go after you and TREAT you as such as well. And then you whine and complain that they are getting bombarded by guys that are pervs! NO FUCKING SHIT, SMART ONE! Known fact: The average guy will stuff his member into ANY female counterpart organ, (given the right, and VERY minimal circumstances) no matter what it takes. NO MATTER HOW MUCH THEY SAY THEY WON'T! And ANOTHER thing... WHY would you post NSFW pictures, and make a PUBLIC NOTICE that they are private to a select group of people? That's about dumb as hell... As if anyone wants to know that you have pictures of your exposed protoplasm and cellulit

Random Thoughts
Just witnessed DJ Corrupt and *Kinky* get fu-married. Cool stuff! Congrats guys!!! Dreamt of being on a big boat... and old oceanliner. The water was calm, but everybody was watching tornados form high above and far away. Strange. There are *SO* many beautiful and sweet women on this site. How can we pick only one to have a crush on? Let's get this opened up a bit... 5 maybe? for us swinger types. :-)

R And R
Well, the past two weeks have just flown by. I tried to do 6 months worth of living in 2 weeks, but I realized that it just don't work. I spent 2 weeks trying to get all I could of my kids and everything I can here. I drank beer, ate food, went shopping at non PX type of stores, and of course, just hanging out. During the process, I hurt some people. I have also learned that some people are closer than I think. I learned that some people on here that apparently think quite a bit of me. A very close friend made sure that my birthday was special. Another made sure that I levelled up, and well, a lot of people I didn't know knew I existed made sure to send me good birthday wishes. Thank you to everyone of you. There are too many to list, but I'm going to list a few who really made me feel that good. Pebbles, you rock. Jolene, you are an awesome friend. Steffi, wow. Fair, as always, thank you. My Sweetness is Contagious, yes, yes it is. Your name is so true. Lacey, as

Randomness
Ok, last night, Boozy & I went to the Taste of Chaos show, featuring Bullet For My Valentine, Atreyu & Avenged Sevenfold... Fuckin Wicked Show!!! Sadly, I can't post any of the pics on here as I have used up all my pic space and I won't be leveling up to get more anytime soon... but I thought I would give my friends my Myspace URL so that you can check out the pics and videos for yourself ;) Not to mention, it's another way to keep in contact with me... http://www.myspace.com/pnkroktnk You are more than welcome to send me a message letting me know who you are and I will add you (you have to know my last name or email addy to send me a request, and I'm not giving that info out here in my blog :P) If you are into any of the aformentioned bands, or just Hard Rock in general, and the Taste of Chaos Tour is coming through your town, I suggest getting tickets...well worth it, I promise!!!!!

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LETS PLAY TRUTH OR DARE (0: Answer this for the person who posted this send it back to them in a PRIVATE message and then repost it for yourself! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat

Random Thoughts And Subjects
Earlier today I was in such a great mood. I did not realize the date until I called my mom and she told me to say a prayer for my dad. I sat and thought about it. Today is April 22nd. He died 7 years ago today. While I did pray I felt horrible for almost forgetting. I felt guilty as though I had forgotten my father and the memories I had of him. Right now I am sitting here just reflecting and I miss that man. He was such an amazing father and such a great husband to my mother. This day when we lost him I shall never forget it for so many reasons...but mainly what plays in my mind is how cold he felt when I said goodbye to him and I saw the life leaving his body and he got that pale color soulless bodies take on as a person dies. I remember wondering what we were going to do now that he is no longer with us. I still have days where I wonder how we are able to make it. I look at my mom and wonder how she must feel to have lost him. Rest in Peace Dad, Jesus Lopez, known as

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Dismantle me Skins to bones I want to feel you take a hold of me I want to feel it all Dismantle me Heart to soul I want to feel you take all there is of me You’ve left nothing of the true me anyway . . . so just dismantle me, every bit that’s left of me and let me go I feel a chill, an unexpected breeze blow through my bones Then a warmth flow over, like a cloud enveloping me . . . Spreading warmth with rain, comfort with darkness, serenity with storms I turn and see you there Watching over me What do you want? Why don’t you go? Where do you think you found the right? When will you set me free? How do I walk away without my heart and soul? You’ve held them ransom for a chance of something you might someday want . . . I will walk away, just give me back what’s mine I see you through the crowd . . . I see you with a smile and hear your laughter . . . I wish to spy at you in your own space and time; I see a man with heart and willing lo

Random Things (look Inside I Dare You)
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give

Random Stuff
NOT a good idea ppl. Not safe for anyone. THEY CAN FALL OUT OF THE WINDOW. Then you've killed your pup. Or the poor thing lives, but then has a broken back or something and dies shortly after. And yes, this is something I witnessed last night. Luckily I noticed it on the ground right after it happend and that it was still breathing. Stopped car because I was sure as hell not going to let the baby get run over. Whether it lived long after or not, that's horrible. Bad enough jackasses don't think about these things so it won't happen. That's an image I don't think will go away any time soon. I'm just glad that I didn't witness it getting run over. THAT would've been even worse. Damn humans with no common sense. Whatever happend to an eye for an eye?? It seems that guys aren't in to kissing these days. I don't know if they don't really know how or they're affraid they won't or they assume the girl can't. Either way, this kinda sucks. It's been almost 3 months since I've k

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wow this is good for info on your neighborhood.. just try it The End Of Heartache Seek me, call me I'll be waiting This distance, this dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart Am I breathing? My strength fails me Your picture, a bitter memory For comfort, for solace (Seek me) For

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So I have been gone for some time now. I got back on here, just to see if I still had an account. Low and behold I still have it..haha surprise right ?    I haven't really seen a change in some people and how they function!!  Why is it that some people have to be so EMO on here, or in general ?  Why must some of the guys go for chicks that are like 20+ years older then them ? Is it lack of mommy issues ?  Call me an analyst with life, but how the f*ck do dudes get off saying that we as women are the crazy ones ?   If someone is there for the taking, then go for it, if someone is there for the taking of a friend then embrace it. But if someone is there and you can't touch it or even fathom being with them ever, why torture yourself and them ? So I was sitting here thinking. What is this site all about ?? What do we really get out of all of this?? I have talked to some interesting people and have caught a person in a lie that he couldn't get out of..lol. That was funny. But beca

Random.. The Things In My Head..
Tell me. What gets you out of bed in the morning? Every one has something, something that keeps them tethered to this earth. So what is it for you? Is it the warm kiss of the sun on your face, the sound of a new born baby crying, or the rush of seeing some one you love. What would you do if it was all taken away? In an instant it was all turned up side down. That rush is gone; it has been taken away and is never coming back. What then? Do you know, will any one ever know? Who are you when it’s gone? Are we any thing more than just flesh bound to this world? A world that we are lead to believe that dreams come true and if you really want some thing bad enough its yours. When in all reality it’s a prison that we are forced to live in. If there was a way to end it, to make it all stop would you do it?

Random Thoughts
On the first day God created the dog and said: Sit all day by the door of your home and bark at anyone who comes in or walk pasts. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years. The dog replied: That's a long time to be barking, how about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten. God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: Entertain people, do tricks and make them laugh. For this, I will give you a twenty-year life span. The monkey said: Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did? God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years. The cow replied: That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give you back the other forty? God a

Random Writings
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, In May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss Just a day he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, boys, So cradle y

Random Thoughts
I am finding life is one big series of conundrums. You make decisions, have questions, and provide answers, it is all part of the pathway of understanding but what do we need to understand? My guess is it is not the world we need to understand but rather ourselves. When you have a clear understanding of yourself, you tend to understand the people and things around you. You sympathize with them and when you sympathize, you have a connection of understanding. The question I have is, where are we headed and what is the point of all this? It is as if I am on a rollercoaster ride and I only have two questions. How the hell did I get on this thing and when is going to end? I would like to think that there is more to all this, something more than love and war, something more than random thoughts and random coincidences or are we just a bunch of bouncing balls colliding into each other. With no direction or path, no beginning or end? I seek clarity, clarity to understand the process.

Random Shit
What is your middle name? NOYB What color is your mailbox? Black Are you single? Yes Have you ever hit a deer? No Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? No What color is your room? Wood Do you have a small driveway? Yes Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you? No What do you do first in the morning? Go pee What brand is your printer? IDK Do you enjoy fighting with people? No Is your hair naturally straight or curly? Both Who was your kindergarten teacher? IDK What is your ringtone? IDK Are you taller than your mom? Yes What curse word do you say the most when your pissed? Fuck Are you God? At times I can be Do you like someone? Yes Do you enjoy writing in colored pens? No Does anything hurt on your body right now? Yup Do you often cry during a movie? Yea Last phone call you received? Mom Last text message? Crawford Do you hate your life? At times Do you get mad easily? Nah

Random Ranting?!
OMG Can today be over yet? Its kinda sucked amazingly super badddddd And its not over yet. I have a job orientation to go to And I have to wear a fucking polo...this is so wrong. Its just sick, twisted and wrong. I need caffeine MMMHM Wednesday July 9th At Showbox at the Market - 1426 1st Avenue MIKE NESS AND HIS BAND with special guests THE HORTON BROTHERS (feat. Miss Lauren Marie) $30.00 ADV / DOS - Doors at 7pm - All Ages Tickets on sale Saturday May 3rd at 10am. So going. Mike Ness makes me wet lol

Randomness
This is a tribute to the nice guys. Current mood: hopeful Before reading this, I have to admit that I stole this off my boy D's page, but I thought it warranted to be spread around. "This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute, beautiful, smart, funny, sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment; because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a gi

Random Thoughts
I'm still losing and hit slow periods. So, I try to do something every now and then to get me pumped back up again. I'm going to get a new Driver's License photo for my birthday roflmao People don't believe it's me... would you? for anyone interested... I have a few little journal entries and ponderings if you will on other sites and thought about copying them here but frankly I write them for me and it doesn't matter where they are located and who reads them. And even more frankly, I don't think anybody really cares so I won't waste my time. LOL

Random Thoughts...
30 second men??? I can't count how many times I have been told by men that they are not 30 second men only to turn out to be. Whoa, k, that makes me sound like a whore but the point is, almost every man I have ever talked to has said the same thing and only 2 men have ever lasted more than a minute the first few times we've had sex. It's almost to the point I don't even want sex with a new guy because I hate the disappointment and it doesn't matter how many times I try to get them off first before we actually have sex, they always last less than a minute. Sighhhhhhhhhhh So, after deleting for awhile, I decided to come back, mostly out of boredom. It's not like I spent a lot of time on here before, but eh, whatever. I'm still debating if I should put my private pics back up or not. We'll see. Now, let's see who actually remembers me. LOL

Random Thoughts
Thank you soooo much to all the friends and friends of friends who have tried to help me level. I really appreciate all the lovin, and have been trying to return it right away as it was recieved, but I am affraid I may have missed some of you. If I missed you, please leave me a message, so I can hit your page!! Kisses, Anita Dear Fu Friends,      My friend list is getting so long.  It's partly my fault, I have accepted blank requests, sent requests to people I thought were interesting, then lost touch, accepted requests from people who thought I was interesting and then lost touch.  Anyway the point is, I don't talk to half the people in my friend list.  The very sad part is, I would like to have contact with more of them, so I was thinking, if the list didn't seem so daunting, perhaps I would and could find the people I originally wanted to have real contact with, or who originally had good intentions of staying in contatc with me.      I realize having friends is one way to m

Randomize It!
Dirty Girl Scout -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ingredients: 1 oz White Creme de Menthe 1 oz Vodka 1 oz Kahlua 1 oz Bailey's irish cream Mixing instructions: Mix the vodka, Kahlua and Bailey's and pour over ice. Pour the Creme de menthe down the center of the glass. Looks gross, but tastes delicious!

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ok basically im in love with this guy i met off of fubar (gotta love it)and idk about u other ladies but for sumone who hasnt been married yet im still trying to make my childhood dream come true, that fairytale wedding. but theres a catch he wont get married again... im thinking its because of me am i right or should i let it take its course and hope and pray like ive been doing? help me out here considering i cant post mumms anymore i have to do it in blogs

Randomness
  I'm feeling a lil naughty and froggy today... Send me a horny toad and I'll make you a NSFW or SFW salute (you pick)! :)   w00t w00t Fukkkk the haters!   I'm becoming quite the Salute junkie anymore... I've had many requests for them, but there's just one thing... My memory sucks and come salute time I always forget who wanted one... Soooooooo... I decided to start this blog... I love all of my fu friends and I'll be more than happy to make you a salute if you just leave a comment in here! :) I'll let you know when I get it done... Sometimes it can take a week or so, because I am a mother and it'd look awful funny if my kids walked in while making sexy salutes... :P And not only that, but seriously I don't f

Random Shit
I think I'm going crazy. Sleep is nonexistent. I lay awake at night, heart pounding, head spinning..it takes forever to fall asleep. And once I do, I find it almost impossible to wake up. I wake up and feel physically exhausted, I literally need to give myself a pep talk just to haul my ass out of the couch and start moving. I'm sure if I didn't consciously force myself to move, I could sleep so long that I'd starve to death. I'm always anxious and stressed...I've become jumpy. Sudden movements at the corner of my vision cause me to jump and freak out. Sometimes I feel that my heart is going to explode out of my chest. Talking is becoming more and more difficult. I can't even pick up the phone and call my mother, I just don't want to talk. It's getting harder and harder to turn in job applications. I sit outside, palms sweaty, heart pounding, fearing to turn it in because I can't take anymore rejection. I've been rejected by everything and everyone I trusted most lately, and I just can

Random Things From A Random Woman
I am for sale! I will start taking bids immediately! if I am yours for 1 week I will post a comment on your page daily, put your name in my name, make at least 2 salutes for you! Please, I am desperate for fubucks! I will also rate all pics and stash items! ♥ stacy first of all you dont need to be rude about it I was just asking a simple question and second I'm really fuckin tired but thank you for explaining. have a great one === 'I ♥ methylenedioxymethamphetamine ♥ HELLBILLY'S HIDEOUT GREETER ♥' wrote the following at '2008-04-23 02:14:46'.. > > 'I ¢¾ methylenedioxymethamphetamine ¢¾ HELLBILLY'S HIDEOUT GREETER ¢¾' > > is my whole name......thank you for paying attention... > > methylenedioxymethamphetamine is the pharmacutical name for MDMA, which is the main ingredient in exstacy...X-stacy...hence my picture... > > genius. > > > === 'darktawnee' wrote the following at '2008-04-23 01:52:36'.. > > > > I'm not ryi

Random Thoughts...
Well, it has been awhile since I actually blogged in here... I'll do most of my writing here, cut, paste and put it on the page I spend more of my internet time on......... maybe..... Now that I have a job where I actually have to work, I don't spend all that much time chatting online anymore... how odd is that? So I'm a bit confused at what is termed the "American Work Ethic"... does it really exist? Is business really gone from the action plan to the 'here and now' plan? Let's say you run a business that grosses about a half a million per month..... lets say the big reason behind this money is a certain part of your inventory.... now... since inventory is a numeric thing.. and sales trends, being 'trends' are also numeric... doesn't it stand to reason that if you see your numbers getting low you replace said merchandise to continue making money? Or do you tell your 'consultative' salesmen (don't get me started on that line) to just sell the bigger ticket item because 'we have some

Random Things That Touch Me...
mixing the life of a dreamer and a kindergarten teacher... You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing and dance, and write poems, and suffer, and understand, for all that is life. -- Jiddu Krishnamurti Life is indeed darkness save when there is urge, And all urge is blind save when there is knowledge, And all knowledge is vain save when there is work, And all work is empty save when there is love. -- Khalil Gibran A kindergarten teacher is a woman who knows how to make little things count. -- Anonymous Educating a beautiful woman is like pouring honey into a fine Swiss watch: everything stops. -- Kurt Vonnegut You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing and dance, and write poems, and suffer, and unde

Random Thoughts For A Modern "enlightened" Time...
It seems quite often, in our "touchy-feely" world we live in, people view the hurting of their own feelings the greatest insult. A woman going through a bad divorce posts her venting antics on YouTube and becomes a flashpan sensation. Three police officers in New York are acquitted from a wrongful death charge because the prosecution failed to eliminate reasonable doubt, so now protests are being planned because the judge didn't see the way of the victims. And this is just recently!! At my work, we have a Create A Respectable Work Environment (CARWE) policy that, because of it's wording, makes any form of negativity a banned act, not just defamatory or discrimination-based. While I agree with some of the guidelines (no slurs and no swearing at someone, for instance) if I do my job poorly and repeatedly, I'd expect to get yelled at. Under CARWE, it's an actionable event, mainly because it can hurt someone's feelings and make them feel harrassed. People, it seems, need to seri

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YAY!!! my first real blog on here! lol!

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Random won’t forget Category: Writing and Poetry I went to extreams to forget you a bottle of Jack Daniels random blue eyes A motel room untouched by memories I wanted to erase you like sepia tones erase impurities My heart won't close the door and from time to time I feel a draft and smell you on the wind. 2:44 AM - 4 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment -

Random Shit
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Random Ramblings
Really do have more fun :) I am sitting here trying to figure out how the h**l to use this site, with bleach on my hair... so far I have found the blogs... lol thats it... Im new here, so drop me a line or add me as a friend....

Random Musings V2.0
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So I was sitting here being bored out of my mind, Thinking about my Baby turning 2 in sept. when a memory of when she was born popped into my head and I thought I would share it. :) My Memphiss was born Sept. of 2006 at 7:30 pm. The labor was short and sweet(well as sweet as labor can be :s) My family was in the waiting room of course. Well shortly after I had her, and they had cleaned her up a little (mind you they had NOT bathed her yet) and wrapped her in a blanket, My brother and his wife came in and of course they wanted to see their new niece. I handed my daughter to my big brother, and he went and sat on the couch, while I talked to the Dr. and my BF. All of a sudden I heard a something that sounded like someone smelling something, then right after that I heard a gagging sound :s I turned and saw my brother gagging and looking kinda sheepish.....I was like "did you just sniff my baby?" and he kinda smiles and says "I was looking for the new baby smell" I about died of laughte

Random Thoughts
Hi everyone. Just wanted to say thanks to everyone who has helped me over the past few weeks reach fu-king thank you all so much. Some of the people that have helped me: Debicakes (i love you baby) soul searcher (one of my best friends) Ra Ra (thanks sweetie) Darth Rob (one of my new friends on here. you rock bro) countrygurlatheart (BFF) car nut (thanks alot vince) the barracuda (ur awesome Mike) chris (my fu drinkin buddy and a great friend) cateyes36 ( *hugsss* to my sweet friend cindy) sweetvagal (thanks a bunch Linda) silverpixi ( luv ya to death Ro) and there are many more to mention but that would take a very long time to type on here. LOL! so i'll say "thanks to everyone that helped me level. You all Rock" never really understood what these things were all about. But if it's an easy way to get points, then who am I to complain? Why do they call it a freeway when our tax dollors pay for it? That ain't really fr

Random Ranting :d
~Chocolate satisfies even after its gone soft ~You can safely have chocolate while you're driving ~You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to ~You can have chocolate even in front of your mother ~If you bite the nuts too hard, the chocolate wont mind ~You can have chocolate on top of your desk during work hours without upsetting your co-workers ~Chocolate is so good to swallow ~You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped ~You dont get hairs in your mouth with chocolate ~With chocolate there's no need to fake it ~Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant ~When you have chocolate it doesnt keep the neighbors awake

Random Thoughts.........
I had wrote something similar to this awhile back but it seems that i have removed it from everywhere . So i am just gonna try my best to remember what i had wrote lol. Tell people how you really feel about them whether it is good or bad. They will look up to you for being honest. When you tell someone that you love them look them in the eyes and sincerely mean it. Don`t say it because you know that is what they want to hear. Say it because you FEEL it. When a girl says "NO" she means it and leave it at that. Do not bring it back up within the next 48 hrs. Trust me. Do not put things off for tomorrow that can be done today. Tomorrow is not a given. So do it today. Smile,even when you don`t want to. Someone somewhere is falling in love with your smile. Late at night when you can`t sleep and you think no one cares. Your wrong. Someone somewhere is laying there thinking about you. Take the time to talk to someone when they want to talk. You never know what they are t

Random Writings
Accept me as I am-I have no guarantee. A claim to perfection I have not. Perfect I cannot be. I, like you.....am human. Prone to make mistakes. That is my only promise There's a man that I love A man who I would do anything for I know there are times that I make him sad hurt and angry when my actions do more harm then good But this man still sticks by me, and loves me and sees me as nothing more than the beautiful woman he thinks i am. He is everything to me, When he is gone, a part of me is missing. He makes my world a better place, and my life complete. He accepts me for who I am, faults and all, He has seen me at my highest and lowest points, and still has not run. My heart soars at the sight of him and mourns his leaving I would put my life on the line for this man sacrifice my very being for his happiness When I am in his arms, I feel safe loved and cared for. I want to give him everything I possibly can, but that still would not be enough to s

Randomness
i just love random shout box messages: nino84: well you got my number dont be shy I have no idea who this is, lmao, as he is not on my any of my lists. It actually gives me the sadistic idea of just picking someone scrolling at random and shouting them something, like, 'my pregnancy test is positve', or 'i think you should go get tested for HIV', or something like that. LMFAO!

Random Shit I Wrote
Soft words pressed sweet between seasons Cannot forever spend yesterday in joy And are now perfect for their telling Of what would never break apart -Lauren

Random Thoughts...
I had wrote something similar to this awhile back but it seems that i have removed it from everywhere . So i am just gonna try my best to remember what i had wrote lol. Tell people how you really feel about them whether it is good or bad. They will look up to you for being honest. When you tell someone that you love them look them in the eyes and sincerely mean it. Don`t say it because you know that is what they want to hear. Say it because you FEEL it. When a girl says "NO" she means it and leave it at that. Do not bring it back up within the next 48 hrs. Trust me. Do not put things off for tomorrow that can be done today. Tomorrow is not a given. So do it today. Smile,even when you don`t want to. Someone somewhere is falling in love with your smile. Late at night when you can`t sleep and you think no one cares. Your wrong. Someone somewhere is laying there thinking about you. Take the time to talk to someone when they want to talk. You never know what they are th

Random Jokes
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Random El Crappo
Howdy Howdy Howdy, Kevin here to ramble a bit on something ... not sure what ... but it'll come to me no worries. First thing ... I love this site It's so much fun ... sorry that I don't have alot of pictures or anything ... I like suspense lol anywho my official hallo to all of the FU

10 Random Things
10 Random things about me or my life....tagged by my brother in law Danny, here we go.... 1- I love to lay in a cold bed on Egyptian cotton sheets when on my period and read a book. 2- My mother passed away four years ago and has made me a completely different person 3-I am going through a divorce by my choice 4- I have learned recently that skin does not make up a person it is only an exterior 5- My father is one of my best friends 6- My friends will help get me places in this life and I have the best of the best 7- I have no siblings 8- I believe the purpose in life is to try and find true happiness 9- I absolutely hate mental mind fucks 10-My kids are my whole world and without them I'd be nothing

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Into the Ether As evening leans against morning, she grows tired of the wait, folds up her heart again. It isnt the first time shes opened it, gingerly peeled back the flaps like a time-brittled envelope. Inside is a listpromises, withered; hours, crushed into ether; unanswered questions; desire, decayed. He will not come tonight. She closes her eyes, feigns his touch. Skin remembers what the heart must forget. Ellen Hopkins That Time of Day sunlight splashes eastern hills, spills blue into gray, and the kitchen frames snapshots: steaming mugs and marmalade toast; pencils fine-tuning homework; papered German shepherds and barn-bred tabbies, on kibble watch. Hurried reminders preface half-planted kisses, a volley of slams and the crush of sudden silence. That time of day, I open the French doors, step lightly across thin ice veneer, coffee fogging the sage tinted air. I look to the mountain, its ochre, oli

Random Thought
things swirl around in life tends to never stop.. only to see things pass by in a instant as as you make you're way through life. not knowing what the next turn may bring.. can be good can be bad but that there is the mystery in life.. some have plans and dreams.. we work hard to fullfill them.. sometimes get side tracked.. so at times we have to try to slow everything down and distance ourselves.. and look and take acount of what we have.. see what we ar worth.. take and put our priorities in order of what we hold the closest.. what emotion can explain the moment as the momets change. but we msut be fluid and go with what is given and what is taken from us.. and look an each new day as a new challenge that if faced can lead to rewards or dissapointment.. but in each is a lesson if you look and take acount.. ask for advice.. be honest of what is not going right.. no one is perfect though we strive for it.. some how I do not believe there is a single perfect person everyone has a flaw

Random Thoughts
I am here for FUN!! If I don't think your fun I am not gonna talk to you. I want to laugh, smile and enjoy my time here :) So don't get too serious! MUAH

Random Thoughts
I'm really missing my man James. I wanna be in Alaska with him now. I luv U baby

Random Tid Bits Of Information
Enjoy a concert in the park - Spring and summer begin free things to do in the park season. Concerts and movies are just the beginning. Go camping - Still one of the cheapest vacations one can take, especially through the US National Parks system. Go for a hike in the woods. Go for a swim - Many lakes and oceans are free for swimmers, others require a small fee. It’s still a good, affordable way to spend a day. Better yet, find yourself a good, old fashioned swimming hole. Go fishing. Have a picnic. Take the kids to the park. Visit a museum -There are lots of free museums and many others take a donation. Work on an arts and craft projects Play board games. Dig for fossils or gems. Find out where to dig in your area. Build sandcastles Have a barbecue. Run through your garden sprinkler. Play a pickup basketball or volleyball game in the park. Visit the library. Take out books, movies, music or take advantage of some of their great programs. Take a free onl

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Seriously? NSFW? I'm not showing any more than I'd show on a beach, even less actually :-) I'm going to take this as a good sign. I'm not going to work tomorrow. Apparently I'm not safe!

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what the fuck is wrong with people these days? yeah sure, i live in a town full of churches....but still there is no reason to outcast a person for being different, (in my case, Gothic/puck. or in the case of religion i practice Wicca and Shaminism.) its Stupid that people cant just accept people for who they want to be!! i walk down the road and people stare at me or say rude comments, some even call me a Devil Worshiper. HA! yeah, i know theres a devil or Satan as people call him, and i know there is a god, i just dont worship the god that Christians do. yeah, there is a hevan as well, but its quite different in Wicca. it takes years of Reancarnation(sp) to get to. sometimes thousands of years. it all depends on how long it takes you to perfect your soul and spirit. and we dont cast dark magik or hexes either (well, some of us do. but only a small percent) we are not bad people. if you get to know us we are not that bad. sure, we dont smile often, but look how people treat us! NO W

Randomness That Means Nothing Lol
i looked up at the moon tonight, realized its the one you see, wonder if when you see it, u think of me, feelings flood my mind, don't know what to do, everything in life is based on what you choose, i wish i could go back in time, make all well, but its too late, the past is past and things have changed, my friends are here, they mean everything, i realize right now my friends are my life, the ones who stand by me, no matter what i do, ignore them, hate them, anything, the few people like that in your life you have to keep, I've forgotten that and not been true, but every choice i made caused that, maybe every now and then in life you need a break to realize that, what i realize now is everything in my life was true and i neglected all that matters, and i mean everything in the past few weeks I've been away, i neglected everyone here and did everyone wrong, i deserve nothing from anyone, the one person i loved i hurt the most and thank god she's still a part of my life, i lied to all

Random Rants
I've said it before and I'll say it again I hate two-faced people. I get so tired of trying to keep up with what people are saying. "your pagan so your going to hell" changes to " I was just upset you know God loves you" what the hell. I really don't care either way, and have no place in my heart for people like that. stick to your convictions if you think I'm damned to hell than fine so be it. yet another exacple is someone that can't do something as simple as a few things around the house when thats all that the person asks you to do. its sad when I've known her for a week and a half and shes already on my last nerve. Or the person that you meet at the club who seems cool as hell you realize that though they say they're in an open marrage means that she can fuck whoever she wants but if he wants someone other than her they have to "talk about it" I just don't get it why limit someone you claim to love. I came out to my mom today about being bisexual and pagan. aparently the only th

Random Things
When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of 'empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return was enough to bury those that did not return. ' You could have heard a pin drop. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Then there was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying, 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly, 'Our carriers have three

Random Babble
Today i got a phone call from my half brothers mom. She called to tell me that my brother was found in his hotel room this morning. He had apperently commited suicide with only a note taped to the mirror saying "This is the only way to stop the nightmares." This is my brother, my hero...He proudly served in the USMC for 5 years, and spent 3 of them in Iraq...He was recently discharged and had aquired a well paying job at the pentagon...just yesterday we were talking on the phone about his coming up here to visit me...Our troops are coming back home with PTSD like never before and the military is just cutting them lose to take care of themselves. Is iraq really worth losing all of these soldiers over...what are we really fighting for?

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> > > > > > > > WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! > IT'S THE AUGUST AMAZING FU'S AUCTION!!! > > > > I'M UP FOR AUCTION!!!! > > SO COME ON AND BID, BID, BID!!! RATE MY PIC AS WELL! > WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH THE MOST PIC RATES WILL WIN A > BLING PACK FROM THE HOSTESS!!! > > I'M DEFINITELY WORTH IT AND WILL LUV YOU UP LOTS IF YOU'RE THE LUCKY OWNER!!! > SO STOP WAITING ALREADY AND GOOOOOO BID!!! > >> > > What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You You are sophisticated, modern, and high class. Your taste is refined, but you are not picky. You are often the first to try something new. You are fun loving, outgoing, and very social. You love meeting new people and celebrating. You can be a bit of a fair weather friend. You don't like bad news or drama. You love being around people. Friendships are important to you. You feel lost when you're by yourself... so you tend to avoid being alone. Th

Randomness..
A blog I posted on Myspace Dec 14th 2007: Someday... Current mood: contemplative Category: Life I'm sitting here in my bed .. I can't sleep again because when I lay there all I can think about are my kids, first it starts out with me thinking about what I want to get them for Christmas and then I think about how I will get them these things.. quickly it turns into thoughts of what these last few years have been like for me. All the things I've wanted to do for my kids and all the things I've wanted to have for them and I've gotten nowhere. I'm really lost and it makes me want to cry, everytime I think about it I just want to break down, sometimes it's way to much. I feel like I'm letting them down by being such a loser and when I try to make things better, it just seems as though it makes my tunnel even longer. I can't even see the light anymore that's how far away from the end I am. I'm so torn.. I try to do good and help ppl or atleast I think I am and I get stepped on.

Random Ramblings
The 11th Husband A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced 10 husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband to "Please be gentle; I'm still a virgin". "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband 1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be". "Husband 2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was suppose to function; but he said he'd look into it and get back to me". "Husband 3 was from Field Engineering & Services; he said that everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up". "Husband 4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver". "Husband 5 was an Engineer, he understood the basic process but he wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state of the-art method". "Husband 6 was from Administration; he thought

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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:I died tomorrow:I said I liked you:I kissed you:I lived next door to you:I started smoking crack:I stole something:I was hospitalized:I ran away from home:I got into a fight and you weren't there:WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:Personality:Eyes:Hair:WOULD YOU:Be my friend?:Keep a secret if I told you one?:Hold my hand?:Take a bullet for me?:Keep in touch?:Try and solve my problems?:Love me?:Date me?:HAVE YOU EVER:Lied to make me feel better?:Wanted to kiss me?:Wanted to kill me?:Broke my heart?:Kept something important from me?:Thought I was unbearably annoying?:And More:1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?6. Describe me in one word.7. What was your first impression?8. Do you still think that way about me now?9. What reminds you of me?10. If you could give me anything what would it be?11. How well do you know me?12. When's the last time you saw me?13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

Random Shit
i just thought i would put pen to paper and say some stuff. i have no idea what to write so i will just tell you about me i was born in sydney, australia which is the real capital of australia not the stupid little place called ACT (australian capital teritory) i lived all over sydney and went to several different schools before moving up to brisbane where i am now currently located i finished school last year (2007) and i am now currently in university studying business it is alright but unfortunatly i got all the crap subjects first semester. that is the brief story of my life so far hope it was worth reading lol

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As a future warning... I like to do quizzes when I get bored. And I get bored really easily. This is one of those times. What is the closest main road to your house? Highway 96. Could you go out in public looking like you do now? Technically, I did earlier, so I would say yes. I can't say it's the nicest I've ever looked in public, but it's presentable. Which one of your friends lives closest to you? Shayna, I'm pretty sure. When you're home alone, do you dance around in your underwear? Uh. Yeah. Who doesn't? Do you wear contacts or glasses? Glasses. Just for reading though. Last person who got mad at you? Why? Uh. One of my friend's. For an extremely stupid reason. And technically, he still might be mad, but I don't care. He needs to get over it. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level? Loud. Definitely. Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person? I'm more of a beach person, but I would like some snow and mountains every once in a wh

Random Thoughts From A Bako Gal
A tribute to the quaint town of Bakersfield, California... loved by Some, but not understood by most. You will park a mile away from an entrance just to have your car parked under a tree. Instead of people thinking you're "rich" for having leather seats, they think you're stupid. You laugh when people complain about 95 degree weather. You're not worried about the big "California fires" cause by the time it gets any closer, they close the Grapevine. You've seen the "Stairway to Heaven" lights" while coming back to Bako at night on the Grapevine. You know to call it "Bako" and Why we call it that. You know what "White, Ming, Rosedale, Calloway, and Panama" mean. When you go out of town & you see a sign saying "Union Ave" you lock your car doors and ignore the women out there. Rosedale is a world all its own. Rosedale ALSO needs to be turned into a sitcom. And if you live in Stockdale? OC ain't got NOTHIN on us baby...except maybe an ocean. You re

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(girls don't read this if u don't have a sense of humor) This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. and funny so just go with it (Girls -- Have a sense of humor!) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her

Random Song
Not sure how I'm breathing now. This feeling is really insane. I do not know what this is. Am I the one to blame? For all this shit that never quits. The people are always so ignorant. It's just a shame that no one seems to see the fact. I don't understand why it's this way. Life would be easier if we knew what we needed. But none of us really know what that is so. We always let go of our control. And give away our lives. Slowly, decay and die. As we lay and wonder why things are this way. This kind of self-deceit that lays underneath. We live with it day by day. And no one says a damn thing. Cause we're all afraid to expose. Whats inside us all. The darkness you cannot know.

Random Quotes
Behind every beautiful person there is some kind of pain. You're so guilty it's disgusting, he's been sneakin' underneath your sheets & your hands have been in places that they probably shouldn't go, but don't worry sweetie, 'cause I already know. The reason we close our eyes when we dream, kiss and cry is because the most important things in life are not seen with our eyes, but felt with our hearts. No matter what I'll make it and if I'm not happy, I'll fake it. Cause I've been through back stabs, scumbags and lies. I got a whole list of people I despise so if you got my trust don't lose it and if you got my love don't abuse it. Just cause I'm a flirt doesn't mean I'm a hoe. Unlike most girls, I know how to say NO! My attitude can change in a minute flat. Go from (sweet) like this, to [rude] like that. You always said it was your way or the highway. So, I'm shiftin my life into drive... kissin the past goodbye... I don't know what your problem is but I b

Randy's Blog
He posted this blog on myspace. I think it is of the utmost importance for the world to see... While at work today I was reminded as I am daily that most people are oxygen thieves and should be removed from the earth. I don't know how someone who has no drive or sense of purpose can justify their existence. Some people are just too damn stupid to understand simple things. They think that things like jobs much like an infectious disease. What would fix most of these problems is a highly trained, highly motivated squad of ninja attack monkeys. Ninja attack monkeys may seem a little strange but hear me out on the history of the ninja attack monkey. In the late 1700's the a traveling monk named shiatte pannts brought to a Japaneese warlord the concept of the attack monkey. The Japaneese warlord Ilike Horros sent the specially selected monkeys to the Koga mountians to train with an ninja master in the art of hine-ken which is roughly translated to " the way of deadly flinging of poo".

Random Music Videos
its actually quite catchy!!! some music i like, fave song from Tyr Mantra of Avalokiteshvara ( chinese pureland buddhist devotional chant) Tiamat - Brighter Than The Sun Sanguis et Cinis - Fly Away Faun - Wind und Geide (wind and voilin) Ленинград Gogol Bordello

Random Whoring
I have a HH set for 5pm PDT on Thurs. It's in honor of my friend's father who is battling non-hodgkins lymphoma cancer. They did a petscan last week and found out that the cancer had moved from around his spleen to his groin/neck. Needless to say he was upgraded from a Stage 2 to a Stage 3. This is very discouraging news to hear when you are about to do your first chemo treatments. And for the nay sayers, I know this won't fix anything, but it is definitely a coping mechanism for us. I will ask that on Thurs/my HH that you carry this picture as your default. If you don't want to that's fine too. Also, in case you are uncertain or unaware of this type of cancer, here are a cpl of sites that will make you aware of what lymphoma cancer is. (He has non-hodgkins lymphoma.) http://www.lymphoma.org/site/pp.asp?c=chKOI6PEImE&b=1573289 http://www.lymphomafoundation.org/ http://www.nci.nih.gov/cancerinfo/types/non-hodgkins-lymphoma Thanks everyone in advance. See

Random Rantings
Yet another soldier refuses deployment in Iraq What the hell is wrong with these kids? How dare they put their personal views in front of their duty that THEY VOLUNTEERED FOR! These people signed papers in their recruiting phase saying that they HAVE TO GO WHERE THE ARMY TELLS THEM TO even if the war becomes unpopular or they themselves feel that the war isnt justified. I would know, I signed those papers and remember them well. This is a volunteer army and those who enlisted or were commissioned STEP INTO THE CONTRACT WHERE THEY HAVE TO GO INTO A PLACE THE ARMY TELLS THEM TO. Idiots, I hope they nail him good on insubordination and then dishonorably discharge him and ruin his civilian career. Jackasses, they shouldn't of gone into the military if they had political views on the war. Monograph 9 is encoraging for cigar smoking in moderation Category: News and Politics By the end of the 19th century, physicians began recording an increase in the incidence of bronchogenic

Random Surveys
If you're under the age of 11 or 12...you shouldn't even read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just won't cut it You're a 90's kid if: *You remember watching: -Kenan and Kel -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life -Animaniacs -Gargoyles -Rocket Power *You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" *You just cant resist finishing this . . . "In west Philadelphia born and raised..." *You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World *You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. *You remember reading "Goosebumps" *When everything was settled by: -rock paper scissors or -bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or -Ms. Mary Mack

Random Jokes
THE ABC's OF EX-WIVES A is for Alimony ... the gift that keeps on giving. B is for Balls ... which are now ours again. C is for Court ... where you finally find out the meaning of a good screw. D is for Divorce ... the alternative to ax murder. E is for Equitable Distribution ... another oxymoron. F is for Flatulence ... finally we can let loose without being criticized for causing the flowers to wilt. G is for Gandhi...someone you could actually say had lost weight without having to lie. H is for House ... which the bitch also got. I is for Inmate ... where you also get to room with Bubba when the child support is late. J is for Jewelry ... the former great equalizer. K is for Kids ... the best of everything. L is for Lawyer ... whose most recent vacation you just paid for. M is for Mother ... and Oh what a Mother Fucker!! N is for Not tonight, I have a headache. O is for Overdrawn ... what your checking account always was. P is for

Random
Okay. So its down to Obama and Mccain. Personally, I think its going to be Obama simply because hes the democratic candidate. Thats how it goes, we have a republican pres, everybody gets tired of him, then comes in a democrat and vice versa. And lately Ive seen a lot of hostility towards Obama on here. And it makes me laugh because it just goes to show you that people are never satisfied. Everybody has gone from talking about how much they hate George Bush to how much they hate Obama and Mccain. I mean really you can't hate every president that comes along...well I guess you could but what kind of country does that make us? Some people are so worried about what other countries are saying about us or what they think about our country and I think we need to stop worrying about everyone else so much and focus on the people IN our country that slander the government and what they are doing. Now don't get me wrong I dont think by any means that the government or GWB have made all the right

Random Thoughts...
Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside. Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving. Reach out. Share. Smile. Hug. Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself. This happy thought by speaker Og Mandino *** I would like to add, that this is something that over the past year I have really learned myself. No "one", or No "thing" can make me happy. I create my own happiness, and realizing this has made me a better person. ***

Random Facts
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (don't seem worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (my kids could do it) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (CREEPY!) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour. (good exercise for the workplace!) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the....?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field. (30 minutes..lucky pig! Ca

Random Thoughts And Brain Clutter.
Dear Isaac: I hope you're happy. Things are going really shitty for me as of late. I have bursitis in both knees now. I had a wonderful job offer, but can't take it because I don't have my Social Security Card, and they won't let me apply for one because somehow the local office said they don't accept military IDs as a form of identification. I'm doing things I don't want to do just to make some scratch to take care of my son. I know you're probably laughing at me, telling me I'm getting everything that I deserved. But wait! There's more: I've had to sign a paper refusing further cancer treatment. In front of an attorney. So that slow, painful death you wanted me to die? Yeah, it's set in stone. I'm sorry I never let you have that 3-way that you always wanted. I'm sorry I wasn't beautiful enough for you that you had to tell other chicks that they were beautiful and not your own wife. I'm sorry that I couldn't do everything in my power to make you happy, even disown all of my m

Random Poetry And Thoughts
Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun. Birthdays are good for you: the more you have the longer you live. How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. I have noticed that the people who are late are often so much jollier than the people who have to wait for them. If ignorance is bliss, why aren't more people happy? Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us. If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day, how come nothing in the store is free yet? You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once. Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened. We could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors ...but they all have to learn to live in the same box. Everything should be made as simple as possible, but no

Randomness
Lets see...I was dating this guy named Daniel for 3 months,2 weeks and 6 days. Well everything was going great or at least I thought everything was going great between us.So about 2 week ago I found out he was cheating on me with an girl he dated in high school.I also found out the she has been trying to find him and get him to go back out with her since high school.I had no clue there was something going on between her and daniel, til I overheard him telling her "I love you" while he was on the phone with her.I could not believe what I was hearing.I was absolutely shocked. It gets worst much worst, I went down to see daniel and he wasn't no where to be found,so I found that to be really odd.So as I was walking home I saw this black car parked right in front of his apartment and I then I became really curious and thought to myself "what is this car doing in front of Daniel's apartment?" It was really weird and started to worry me.So as I was walking towards home,Daniel's friend Tim sto

Random And Interesting
Saturday mail delivery in Canada was eliminated by Canada Post on February 1, 1969! In Tokyo, a bicycle is faster than a car for most trips of less than 50 minutes! There are 18 different animal shapes in the Animal Crackers cookie zoo! Should there be a crash, Prince Charles and Prince William never travel on the same airplane as a precaution! Your body is creating and killing 15 million red blood cells per second! The king of hearts is the only king without a moustache on a standard playing card! There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos! There is one slot machine in Las Vegas for every eight inhabitants! Every day 20 banks are robbed. The average take is $2,500! The most popular first name in the world is Muhammad! Tablecloths were originally meant to be served as towels with which dinner guests could wipe their hands and faces after eating! Tourists visiting Iceland should know that tipping at a restaurant is considered an insult! One

Randomness
So, I got another e-mail that states that when he comes back, he will have physical therapy on his back (that'll be fun), and if it doesn't help, (apparently the fruitcake doc doesn't think it will), then they will initiate a MEB. It also states that the whole thing from now to discharge should take 6 months. Lucky, smart dumb blonde me, has it all in writing now :D YAY! Finally found a purpose for my ability to not shut up until I make my point. So, I am so angry at the army that I skipped the entire chain of command and wrote a letter to the Colonel. The beauty of being a wife is that I have no one to answer to. So he responded immediately to my first e-mail and encouraged me to continue relaying my concerns, so I wrote him another lengthy e-mail. I explained everything. It's not hard to look at my husbands record and see that I am neither lying or kidding about the things I told him. Of course, his answer to the second e-mail was so vague that none of my issues were explained, and i

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3EB - I want you The sucker's loose themselves In the games they learn to play Children love to sing but Then their voices slowly fade away People always take a step away From what is true Thats why I like you around I want you Oh you do you do... You make me want you An open invitation to the dance Happenstance set the vibe that we are in No apology because my urge is genuine And the mystery of your rhythm is so feminine Here I am and I want to take a hit Of your sent cause it bit so deep into my soul I want you Yeah, you do you do... You make me want you Oh you do you do... Send me all your vampires I want you And I cant get enough, oh I cant get enough And I cant get enough The village church yard is filled with Bones weeping in the grave The silver lining of clouds Shines on people jesus couldnt save You want to know how deeply my soul goes Deeper than bones Deeper than bones And I cant get enough Oh, I cant get enough Oh, I cant get enough Oh,

Random Thoughts
i hate when a guy pretends that he loves you and that you are all he needs but then soon as he sees another girl he be all in her fucking face and swears up and down that they are just friends when they are actually fuckin buddies but he doesnt know that u know the real truth about EVERYTHING.....i hate when the guy you know turns into the guy you KNEW when you think everthing they use to say was tru and find out that is was all a lie.....they dont realize that they have to tell a lie to cover up the 1st lie and they have to keep lyin so they wont get caught but they dont know that they already are.....i hate fake guys like that dont you

Random Sh*t
I sent an angel to watch over you last night. He came back and said he can't watch porn. Thanks for traumatizing my fucking angel. hahaha :) You Know You're From Tampa When… 1. You know the difference between I-75 and I-275. 2. You know it will rain between 2 pm and 6 pm during the summer. 3. You wear tank tops and flip flops 365 days a year. 4. You know that St. Pete and Clearwater are "where the old people live". 5. You know that Odessa and Lutz are where the cows roam. 6. You see a Publix on every street corner. 7. You see a Wal-Mart on every other street. 8. You've memorized where the bars are in Ybor. 9. You consider Gasparilla and Guavaween a holiday. 10. More people show up to your high school football games than pro baseball game. 11. You remember what Tampa Bay Center was. 12. You can always find a good riot in St. Pete. 13. You get excited to see a Sonic and

Random Thoughts
If i gave u my heart what would u do with it? I would give it back because with out it u arnt u and you are the most important part... there are no ugly ppl in the world only how the present them selves... talent aint got nothing to do with it just do it and if u like it then thats all that matters others will fallow...

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It's perfect, and touches me deepFirst thing in the morning, when I hear you speakAnd last thing at night as you bid me sweet dreamsThe brush of your lips lets me know what you meanAnd all of the hours that pass through the dayThose spent together and when you're awayI think of you always, imagine your touchThink how to show you, I love you so muchSo when we're apart, and you long for me nearJust try to remember, you're already hereFor deep in my heart, where no one can seeYou'll be forever, together we'll be --------------------------------------------------- Once I was a beautiful shellGiving life to the creatures of the seaTides and time pounded on me, breaking me bit by bitThen I was stuck nowhere to go...The barnacles found a place to dwellBut Mother Ocean gave me a second chanceThe tides washed me upon the shoreThere I lay waiting in the sun, dull and chipped and uglyThen, you came along and found meThe barnacles were picked, the sand washed offYou polished me up and brought ou

10 Random Facts
Robin tagged me and I love her too much not to do this so 1.I hate cleaning but I'm really good at it 2.I had a teddy bear for 20 years that I named Battlecat from the He-man cartoon 3.I have a huge fascination with Asian culture, mainly with Japan 4.

Random
So im honestly to the point of not giving a fuck about anyone anymore besides who i know i can trust, and that have stood by my side for years.  As of today I'm pissed to the point of no return do to the back of me being supposedly like every fuckin male on this planet.  Just because i have a fucking dick between my fuck legs doe not and never will make me like any guy. I do not think bout sex all the fucking time. I would rather hold the girl I'm with tight more then fuck her, I do not treat women like shit, I do not abuse the emotionally or phsyically, and I do not break a womans hurt they break mine.  I'm sick and fucking tired of being compared to everything and everyone. So fucking what you may have had  bullshit relationships or even friendships before, but since when does that give you the right to judge me for who the fuck i am and what i do when you dont fucking know who the hell i am until you truly have sat down and met the real me. Yeah I'll admit ive down stupid shit, but

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Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.i can't sleep without the tv on 2. i am a gadget geek 3. i pace when i talk on the phone 4. i draw a blank when you say its a test, totally forget my own name. 5. i twirl my hair 6. i mess up words and sing way off key on purpose 7. i don't step on cracks or lines when walking. 8. i HATE peanut butter 9. i have a crazy scar on the back of my ear where they stapled my ear back to my head 10. i like boys with tattoos

Random Things
OK I JUST WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW MY BIRTHDAY IS MARCH 16TH AND ILL BE THE BIG 31. ID LIKE TO INVITE ALL MY TUSCALOOSA OR SURROUNDING AREA FRIENDS TO COME JOIN ME AT MY BIRTHDAY BASH! MY BIRTHDAY PARTY IS GOING TO BE AT BIG ALS IN TUSCALOOSA,ALABAMA. MOST PPL FROM AROUND HERE KNOWS OF BIG ALS BUT IF YOU WANT TO COME AND DONT KNOW WHERE IT IS JUST PRIVIT MESSAGE ME AND ILL GIVE YOU DIRECTIONS. WARNING TO ALL THIS IS A KARIOKI BAR AND I DO SING LMAO. I REALY HOPE SOME OF YALL WILL COME AND MEET ME FOR THE FIRST TIME.

Random Stuff
HARD TO BELIEVE, BUT THESE > ARE ALL TRUE STORIES FROM EMERGENCY ROOMS AROUND THE COUNTRY: > ---------------------------------------------------------------------- > FEMALE SOFA----- A 500 lb. woman from Illinois was examined in a hospital. > During the examination, an asthma inhaler fell from under her armpit, a dime was > found under one of her breasts and a remote control was found lodged between the > folds of her vulva. eeewwwww..... > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- > PRICKLY PAIR-----OUCH! In M ichigan , a man came into the ER with lacerations to > his penis. He complained that his wife had "...a rat in her privates..."which > bit him during sex (not the first conclusion I wou! ld ha ve drawn, I don't think). > After an examination of his wife, it was revealed that she had a surgical needle > left inside her after a recent hysterectomy. > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- > PING PON

Random Blurbs Of Bullshit
it's been long overdue for another review. This time it's the "Doc Johnson Twisted Hearts Desire" http://www.rogreviews.com/reviews/read_review.asp?sku=5542 Another toy review :) This time it's the Eden Cyberglass Snake. http://www.rogreviews.com/reviews/read_review.asp?sku=5416 Thank you for taking the time to check out my page and blogs. For personal information please read my 'about me' section. As for the blogs,these will contain my weekly adult toy reviews and anything important that happens with my career. Toy reviews are marked as nsfw, so be sure to look for those. Thanks again and stop by any time :) xoxo Lanah

A Random Surfing Session...
Just thought it would be interesting to share my journey around the Internet... 1) I started off on Total Fark when a video of the first PBS broadcast caught my eye 2) Searching for similar videos I found TV sign-off's including HBO 3) This made me search for and old TV station (WVII, Bangor Maine) and coverage of the fire at the transmitter 4) I didn't find that, but I found links about a New York TV Station fire (WABC) 5) That made me think of how New York Stations might have survived 9/11 (They didn't, except for WCBS, which has a back up transmitter at Empire State) 6) I noted in a story that the Emergency Alert System was not activated during the 9/11 events 7) Reading a Wikipedia article on EAS it talked about the Nuclear Football (The case that travels with the president) 8) I discovered that the Nuclear Football was left behind during the Clinton Administration when the President left a meeting in haste, leaving the military officer behind, he walked back to the White

Random
Is it real Is it a chemical reaction in the brain Is it just someting we want to feel Why does it make us insane. Where do I go from here I'm not sure still where I've been How to get over the fear How can I feel again Lock it down Build up walls so nothing can get through Block the hurt which brings the frown Love and joy get locked out too Is that any way to live, Keeping to myself all I have to give To hell with that tear em down is what I need to do If it's out there it must be found and be proven to be true

Random Stuffs :p
TAG - YOU'RE IT! So the rules of this little game are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment saying "You've been tagged" in their comments on their page and tell them to read your blog..." 1. Despite my amazon-yness I sometimes wear the nose bleed heels- and at this point I stagger and sway not unlike a drunken monkey. I try to "work it" but it looks as if I have hip dysplasia, or am stripper zombie girl (less mottled, stinky and cannibalish though) 2. Really thought everyone could "see music", "taste colors", and "feel the texture and tone & literal flavor of words" but my DR has explained that this is not normal & that I varied forms of synesthesia. When I explained other people nodded and seemingly agreed to my descriptions and excitement he said it was being polite that my being excited is kinda infectious & charming

Random Stuff
mostly everyone after watching this video says they will stand up, but if you were in his shoes would you really stand up i know i would there is no greater feeling than the feeling of God's love its like being in love but 1000x more Get Your Own! | More Flash Toys

Random Samplings Of Pete
If you use Instant Messaging (IM) to collaborate like I do, this is one of the best I've found yet. You can include Windows Live (MSN), yahoo, ICQ, AIM, Google Talk, Jabber and Facebook Chat all on one very interactive client! http://www.digsby.com/ Let me know if you're looking for a particular kind of software; I can usually find you a free solution! In the beginning . . . On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house, drool, and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten li

Randomness
Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. It is part of a group of disorders known as autism spectrum disorders (ASD). Today, 1 in 150 individuals is diagnosed with autism, making it more common than pediatric cancer, diabetes, and AIDS combined. It occurs in all racial, ethnic, and social groups and is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person's ability to communicate and relate to others. It is also associated with rigid routines and repetitive behaviors, such as obsessively arranging objects or following very specific routines. Symptoms can range from very mild to quite severe. Autism was first identified in 1943 by Dr. Leo Kanner of Johns Hopkins Hospital. At the same time, a German scientist, Dr. Hans Asperger, described a milder form of the disorder that is now known as Asperger Syndrome (read more). These two disorders are listed in the DSM IV (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental

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Random Shit
We'll see how this turns out I Got $500 On Big Stak Taking His Ass Down A cannibal cult mother who tortured her son in a locked cellar while relatives skinned him and forced him to eat his own flesh has been jailed for nine years. Klara Mauerova, 31 - a member of a sinister religious cult and her sister Katerina led the sickening torture of her eight-year-old son Ondrej and his ten year-old brother Jakub. A court in Brno in Czech Republic heard how relatives partially skinned Ondrej and forced him to eat his own flesh. Klara Mauerova, right, has been jailed for nine years for abusing her sons The judge also jailed Katerina, 35, for ten years for her role in the sickening abuse. The two boys had told judges how their mother and relatives had stubbed cigarettes out on their bare skin, whipped them with belts, and tried to drown them. They were also sexually abused and forced to cut themselves with knives. The terrified youngsters said they were kept in cages or ha

Random Thought Processes
Confusion Loneliness Peace within A soul stronger Attentive that this is unpredictable Never knowing Confident Survivable An insatiable longing Wanting for this to last longer Knowing better Awaking Unveiling A spirit secluded Keeping this all locked inside Silently screaming Terrified Frozen A mind running Thinking of all possibilities Unwarranted fear Ecstasy Fascination A selfish ebullience Yearning for a fantasy world Lustful desire

Random Views Of My World (the Good, The Bad And The Wierd)
Just a thought I had after a "shout box dust up" this evening. Remember people that when someone is trying to put you down, that they use themselves as the yard stick by which they measure everyone else. So, to all the asshats, down raters and internet "tough" guys all I have to say is...Even from my position as a "1", I'm still looking down on you. And laughing my ass off!! (names were not used out of respect for a special and delicious friend,though "they" know who they are.) Did I studder (sic)? ROFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!! Let me preface this with an assurance that this is entirely truthful, I have no embellished the facts at all. The editorial comments however have been added as my actual thoughts at the time are unworthy of being recounted here. This morning I was up, bright and early, heading out to a regional staff meeting for the company that I work for, my peers and supervisors were all expected to attend. In my attempt to be economical, and the fact that the car was nee

Randomness...
Humble Advice for The New Year Go through your cell phone, caller id, calendar, and email addresses and discard all the people and events that mean you no good or don't benefit your life! Stop making excuses about your life and make changes! Keep your opinion to yourself! We all know what others should do, but what about you? If you are involved w/ a person, job, or circumstance that is doing more harm than good, do yourself a favor - LET IT GO! Take care of your kids and devote a weekend or two when you spend "quality" time with them. Who cares if you miss out on a "mix"! You can party anytime! If you are not saved….get saved!!!!! Get your debt in order! Eventually you'll want a nice home and car in your name! Stop spreading senseless rumors and try to get your own life in order! Listen more! Talk Less! Give without worrying about it! Tell people you love them before your hear about some great tragedy in the world or lose a close friend! Sp

Randomz
why oh why did i sign up for a triathlon? tomorrow, i'm out to prove that you can succeed without spending tons of money. i despise those god damn gear queers. they are convinced that blowing hundreds, even thousands, of dollars on the most advanced gear will make them better athletes. because everyone knows you need maximum moisture-wicking technology to curl 25 pounds at the YMCA or waste an hour on the treadmill. nevermind that the gear is actually designed for world-class athletes for whom an advantage of even a few seconds means the difference between gold and obscurity. which is part and parcel of the mindless consumerism problem in america: thinking that throwing money at pointless things will make your life better, instantly. you've seen a gear queer before: overweight dudes at the gym dressed head to toe in nike and underarmor, screaming and grunting while they heft miniscule weights, convinced that their vocal efforts will make them Spartans in a week. house m

Randomness
1) Who is your Number One Friend On Your List? Glows 2) Who is your Best Friend? Glows 3) Are You Currently Seeing Anyone? Nope 4) Do You plan to see anyone? Someday 5) Whats everyone call you? Darkness 6) Is this a Nickname or Real name? Nickname 7) Do you have any children? Not yet 8) Who is your cell phone provider? Verizon 9) Whats you favorite alcoholic drink? Long Island Iced Tea 10) Whats your favorite non-alcoholic drink? Pepsi 11) Which do you prefer, Yahoo or Windows Live? Yahoo 12) Myspace or Fubar? Fubar 13) Straight, Bisexual, or Queer? Straight 14) What is your favorite genre or music? Metal but someone is swaying me toward top 40. 15) Worst Pet Peeve? being told nevermind 16) Worst Turn On? a woman with long nails 17) X-Box or Playstation 2? X-Box 18) Old School or New School? Old School 19) Army or Marines? Army 20) Chevy or Ford? Chevy 21) MP3 Player or IPod? MP3 Player 22) Do you smoke

Random Things
Black eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best

Random Thoughts
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I climb mountains, alot 2 I would rather sleep in my hammock than my bed 3 I have 0 tattoos and 0 piercings and I don't particularly want any. 4 I am a socialist 5 I don't like dumb people 6 I can't swim but I kayak with the best of em. 7 I love horror movies 8 I can't eat nuts 9 I'd always rather be hiking 10 I am a real live employed photographer I am tagging: Mia Wallace doppelgänger whoever else, I don't care Is "to" that much harder to type than "2," I understand that from the standpoint of effort it is 200% of the work but really? It's two fucking letters! People are both retarded an

Random Thoughts And What Not
Ok heres the deal......I want to do something new here.....I'm making a group called Surreals Angels. lol. I will make a morph for each one that wants to join. All I ask is that you either put surreals angels in your name or put angel at least. if your interested please leave a comment :P This is Matt a.k.a. Surreal and this will be my last blog entry. Theres a lot of things i need to get off my chest. First off. To all my true friends on here....you all have been so great to me and I have nothing but love for each and everyone of you. You all have always been there for me when I have needed you and vise versa. For that I am truly blessed and thankful.  Now theres a few reasons I am leaving this site. First off I have seen way too many ppl lose sight of whats more important in thier lives. When you spend more than 12 hours on a web site I'm sorry to say to me thats a waste of your life. Theres so much more to life than fubar everyone. Take a good hard look at what everyone is doing..

Random Poetry
if you could burn down your past mistakes is there anyone you would have to save/ someone who still affects you to this day with every sentence you say... its better this way.../ alone, you can think of what you have done you came out of this battle, but what have you won?/ nothing can replace the heart you had trying is the art of the crash/ getting back up is what defines self with no one around you still deny help/ too much pride, its tough to swallow so dust your self off and try again tommorrow/ with your head high and your emotions low you think your fine but you know your alone/ the cold is the strongest when no one can provide the warmth maybe you should'nt have lied before/ he was there to comfort you, he meant no harm no matter what was done to you, he would lend his arms/ with his embrace he cured your sickness with a face as pure as the first kisses/ so why did you walk on his dreams with... the intent of mistaking his kindness for weakness/ so alon

Random Rantings
I've been a fool for love, bent over backwards for love. What did I find? I was blind for love, almost lost my mind for love and what did I see? Only a need to be free from love and somehow to flee from love and all it's done to me. I've been a fool for love. I've cried for love. All I've ever tried was for love and what did I find? I was so weak for love, so blind for love. one too many times been stupid for love and what did I see? Still a deep need to be loved. What do you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can ju

Random Thoughts On Politics
Well I see on the news each day more throat cutting by each candidate for President.Of course its hard to see who to believe and not believe as far as electing a new President after the current one.Grant it Bush has made some mistakes in office.After all after what has happend since hes been in who wouldn't.Iam not takeing up for him just saying look at what all has happend.Grant it his public speaking had allot to be desired and some things he did was questionable to say the very least.Anyway Obama or McCain who should it be.Well look at it this way Obama wants to pull outa the Middle East ASAP witch to some sound nice.I know some of peeps in the military not nameing branches or anything but lets say several.They wanna finish what was started even if it might have began for the wrong reasons.To just leave and allow the terrorist to come in and take back what so many have died to make free and safer would be a betrayal to then I would think.It Would allow the terrorist to build back up

Random Stuff
so i dated this guy who was like obssesed with me and i broke it off because i sereiously had no room to breath and he is in the army but anyways he calls me constantly and says that he can't live without me and that he needs me back in his life. I love him but i hate possesive guys and i want to be with him but i just can't how do i tell him that i still care about him even though we broke up and that i don't like possesive guys.

Random Erotic Poetry.....
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push hard and f

Random Shit
ITZ TIME FOR ME TO SPEAK UP ABOUT BITCHEZ AND BITCH NIGGAZ............. ME AND MY BABAY ARE TOGETHER AND PEOPLE HATE SEEINA GOOD THING AND LOVE TO COME UP WIT THOUSANDZ OF IDEAZ TO BREAK UZ UP FROM HE ISNT SHIIIIIIT,YA NEED ME IN YA LIFE CUZ I CAN DO THIZ AND DO THAT...OR THAT NIGGA TRIED TO DO THIZ WIT ME LAST MONTH AND I WANTED TO LET YA KNOW HE NO GOOD...OR WATCH OUT FOR THIZ FRIEND CUZ SHE JUST WANTZ YA MAN...OR HOW I SAY WHATZ ON MY MIND WHEN I SEE A PICTURE AND WANT TO REPORT BACC LIKE A PUNK AND THINK THEY TELLIN SOMETHING REAL JUICY...............I SWORE WE IN THE TIMEZ OF TELL MUTHAFUCCERZ TO STOP SNITCHIN TO GET AHEAD......HATERZ DONT PROSPER...SO STOP HATING ON A GOOD THING ME AND MY BABAY HAVE AND WORRY ABOUT YOUR OWN SHIT BEFORE YA LOSE YOUR SHIT............CUZ I CAN HATE 20 TIMEZ WORSER THEN YOU CAN PUNK AZZ BITCHEZ AND BITCH NIGGAZ............IM DONE FOR THE DAY....AND IF YA GOT BEEF WIT WHAT I SAID THEN YOU CAN EAT A GIRAFFE PUSSY BITCH TO BE ON MY LEVEL FRIENDZ & FLI

Random Thoughts
i'm tired it's been a long day i decided to make an account here after telling a friend of mine that i would never make an account on this website here's to being a hypocrite yeah so death seems to be everywhere in this stupid ass town. i hate it. so many people are dying. it's really really depressing. i need a drink. really bad.

Randomness
What is your favorite word? fuck or cunt What is your least favorite word? the N word What turns you on creatively, spiritually or emotionally? guitars, tits, Jager What turns you off creatively, spiritually or emotionally? teh dumbness of some people What sound or noise do you love? breaking glass and someone moaning my name What sound or noise do you hate? the noise from the Grudge What is your favorite curse word? fuck or cunt What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? fluff girl (Y) What profession would you not like to do? daycare If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? Yes, you can come in! lmaooooooooooo

Random Things About Me
75 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME: 1. I've always lived in CT 2. I'm an only child 3. I have a sarcastic sense of humor 4. I'm very honest and say how I feel 5. I'm going to be 30 in a year and that kinda scares me lol 6. I love the change of seasons 7. I'd love to drive cross country one day 8. Sometimes I worry too much 9. I smoke cigs 10. I'm 1/2 French, Irish, and English 11. I like cats better then dogs 12. I'm very intuitive 13. I'm observant 14. I love being in the woods and hiking 15. I've totaled two cars 16. I drive a silver 2004 Honda Civic 17. I love wearing heels 18. I'm only 5'1" 19. I have two tattoos 20. I have no piercings 21. My favorite store is New York and Company 22. I'm very down to earth 23. I love to kiss 24. I believe in karma 25. I've only been to one wedding 26. I went to a catholic high school 27. I can be a bitch, but only when provoked 28. I've never been ma

Random Thoughts.
Women who constantly get shit on by their men and just keep taking it. I'll be damned if I'll ever figure that one out. People who are too ignorant to see what they're doing to themselves and/or others are the most irritating thing on the planet. But only after deadbeat dads who leave mommy hanging with the kids. Kids are what you make them. If you're an asshole there's a 99% chance your kids will be too. Most politicians are simple minded dodo heads and always will be. How come fighting poverty isn't higher or our list of things to do? All dogs are pretty much just like kids. They are what you make them. Don't blame a breed of dog for the actions of abusive owners who see their dog as a status symbol instead of a companion. First it was dobermans and german sheppards. Now its pitbulls and rottweilers. Which dog will it be next? Wild pornstar sex is great but anyone who only knows how to fuck doesn't know much of anything about sex. Can anyone tell me why histories

Random Topics And Thoughts Of A Sober Alcoholic...
No New Topics to Discuss as of yet.. Keep you posted when something new happens...wait wait wait...no sorry false alarm...

Random Prattle
Ok, just went through and cleaned house. If you're on my friends list still, it's because either A: I talk to you on a somewhat regular basis or B: I find you interesting. Nikki, Bats and Bar Fight would never get booted. They rule. Later, Joe That's right. August 10th here in Hollywood they will be showing Phantasm at the Hollywood Forever Cemetery projected on the side of a mausoleum. Creepiness will abound. Plus you can bang someone on a tombstone afterwards. A win-win situation!

Random Ramblings
You might be surprised at just how freely available your pictures marked as private or NSFW really are. I recently found out that I could view the full size version of any picture on Fubar as long as I could view the thumbnail version of the supposed private picture. So to show just how this works I setup a test picture album that can be found here. Notice how the album shows that there are several pictures in the album, but when you go to the album, there are only two pictures viewable. This got me to asking myself; How do they protect the integrity of privacy here? As I found out, they don't do much. All pictures are stored as image files directly accessible to anybody on the Internet that knows the file name. So, how do you get the file name of the full size image? Simple, You get it from the thumbnail version and simply remove a couple characters from the file name. In this case, if you paste the thumbnail image location into your URL bar and remove the tn_ from t

Random Bitch Fits
I spent a good part of the morning rolling spare change and came out with about $200 dollars worth. Already having it rolled, marked with my address and phone number the store manager told me that they don't take change in that form and that is what they have the coinstar machine for (which charges 4 cents on the dollar for "charity"). I even offered to count it out for them that way they could see that i wasn't ripping them off, but the answer was still no...... Ughhh this is retarted, i think that the whole idea of getting charged to spend your money is completely stupid and not a good way to build customer morale. But i guess that is the reason i am not a big time business owner who doesn't have to care about losing a customer.

Randomness!
History teaches, reinforces what we believe in, what we stand for, and what we ought to be willing to stand up for. History is or should be the bedrock of patriotism, not the chest-pounding kind of patriotism but the real thing, love of country. We are living now in an era of momentous change, of huge transitions in all aspects of life here, nationwide, worldwide and this creates great pressures and tensions. But history shows that times of change are the times when we are most likely to learn. This nation was founded on change. We should embrace the possibilities in these exciting times and hold to a steady course, because we have a sense of navigation, a sense of what we've been through in times past and who we are.

Random Stuff
This was a forwarded to me that I found funny & I tweaked it a bit . . . Last night my cousin and I were sitting in my apartment and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all. If that ever happens to me, please just make sure to pull the plug." So . . . she got up . . . unplugged my computer, and threw out my wine!!!!!!! :(

Random Things
I didnt now what to type for my first blog. so i decided to write this. sorry to all who have wasted the five seconds of your life reading this pointless blog. Thanks for reading.

Random Survey
What is in the back seat of your car right now? Two Georgia Bulldawg flags and a combat lifesaver bag from when I was in the Army! Name 3 people who made you smile today? Emily, Chris, and Mike What were you doing at 8 am this morning? Passed out! What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Nada Favorite board game? Monopoly Have you ever been to a strip club? Yep What is the last thing you said aloud? what the hell! What is the best ice cream flavor? cherry vanilla What was the last thing you had to drink? water What are you wearing right now? shorts What was the last thing you ate? chicken Have you bought any new clothing items this week? nope When was the last time you ran? Thursday at work What's the last sporting event you watched? X Games If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? Ireland Who is the last person you sent a comment on myspace? Chris Ever go camping? Yeah, did especially for 8 years

Random Thoughts....
Ave. Joe believes that we should allow for off shore oil drilling. Ave Joe believes that Enviromental Issues are Killing America. I don't understand how some radical enviromentalists will put the planet over current human needs, we need to drill off shore, we also need to stop buying cars/trucks/suv's that don't get at least 30mph ! What was Detroit thinking ? Their cars (and I have one of their SUV's) suck, they are not dependable like a Toyota, Honda. Plus the looks are horrible and they weight a ton. Also, why are we bailing out those who had No business buying a house and now face foreclosure ? Lets see, if I make 40,000 a year (this is not my wages but an example) and I buy a House with no money down that is worth $500,000, Gee, unless I freak n dont know any MATH at all, I probably can't afford the House Payments on That !!! Lets take some responsiblity people, you Gambled and you Lost so own up to it !! Until next time.(:....

Random Nonsence
S HI EVERYONE, TONS OF PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ASKING ME AND RENEA IF WE HAVE REGISTERED AND WHERE, I FOUND THIS WEBSITE WHERE PEOPLE CAN CONTRIBUTE ALOT OR A LITTLE MONEY TO ANY GIFT THAT IS NEEDED. THIS WILL KEEP ME FROM GETTING DUPLICATE GIFTS, OR GIFTS THAT I DONT REALLY NEED. IM NOT PRESSURING ANYONE TO CONTRIBUTE, BUT WE CAN USE ANY AND ALL HELP. IF YOU WOULD LIKE THIS IS THE WEBSITE FOR THE REGISTRY.... http://www.babywishingwell.com/registries/view/49681223 THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR ANY HELP YOU ARE ABLE TO GIVE!!! NEA N JEEZY

Random Ranting
Okay, so I am driving along today, which by the way is shit cause it was raining thus why I am home. Thank you Florida Fucking Weather! This mental midget shoots out right behind me, doing about 30 in a parking lot and I almost hit her. Well thanks for that lady, give me a fucking heart attack and THEN tell me "learn to drive." Well as you can imagine I was not too happy at this point, so I politely informed her that her driving skills may be good but her vision was found lacking, that perhaps at 90 she should go a little slower when driving through FUCKING PARKING LOTS! Okay, am I the only person that sees this shit? Seriously, if you are in a parking lot, your best bet is to do a moderate speed. 10 to 15 miles per hour. And on the topic of parking lots, I would just like to thank all you idiots that drive around a parking lot for 20 minutes looking for that parking spot RIGHT in front of the FUCKING DOOR! I have parked, got what I needed and gotten back in my car all before you have

Randomness
Okay, ya know what. If you're going to fucking judge me because I'm not the best looking person out there, you can fuckin' screw yourself. I'm sick of people asking if I'm a lesbian because I'm not up to their god forsaken standards. No, I don't come out of a makeup jar, but that's what set me apart from all the beauty queen's in the world. So unless you want to be judge based upon your flaws, which I can guarantee you have, I'd mind your own fucking business. We're all fucking adults here, maybe some of us should start asking like it. Next time someone sends me a shout, asking if I'm a lesbian, the answer is no.

Random Thoughts
So i turned 25 today. Kind of a milestone in my life. I thought i would be else where. I planned to be married by now, but instead i did everything backwards. I am leaving for vacation tomorrow and i wanted 25 to start off the right way. I am in love with some one who obviously doesn't feel the same way. but i have one question if someone tells you if i had to choose if you were "the one" today i would say yes.......but he couldnt make the choice then.....ok so if i was the one ..... how come i'm not any more? people wait their whole lives to meet that one person who touches them in a way that no one can describe, and when you meet them and they are not sure of you, you start to loose faith in all of it. So what i am doing is letting go of what was never mine, but i am asking for my heart back because as much as i want you to love me i rather you find your soul mate instead of you just being mine. AHHH that felt good . thanks 4 listening people lol Trista

Randomness
so is it every day our ideals are challenged? when we where kids nothing matter except doing the right thing. whether that be the cool thing or not we where all taught that the right thing often hurts more than just doing nothing at all. Some chose to slide by and not make choices and often regretted it later. Some chose to do the wrong thing, and stuff hit the fan so to speak. And other did the right thing and where made fun of or thought to be a prude. So what really is the right thing? I know a few people who have done whats right thing most of their lives and they are some of the best people i know. truth in their lives now as adults have liberated them. I also know people who slid by and avoided situations and their impacts. They too are ok, and honestly good people. And i know people who have made the wrong decisions in life and they are ok now as adults as well. So what does this say...... Yea we learn from out mistakes and grow and such. We also learn from other pe

Random Stuff
2 DEMONS & 2 ANGELS! UP FOR AUCTION! COME BID ON US, YOU WON'T BE SORRY! plz make sure to go by and rate each of us! thank you   I have a problem with GIF files. I save them as GIF and when I upload them onto Fubar they never work. I upload them onto Myspace and they work just fine!! ANYONE ELSE HAVING THAT PROBLEM? LET ME KNOW AND IF YOU KNOW A WAY TO FIX IT! Thank you, So Fresh Add Glitter to your Photos Make your own Glitter Graphics Add Glitter to your Photos

Random Rant
so i dont get why whenever ppl post a mumm other ppl feel that they must take it upon themselves to be completely retarded and totally ignorant i HATE stupid people like that (you little fuckers know who you are) they should all be drug out in to the street and tortured until they pass out then thrown to a den of rabid squirrels (yes squirrels are evil little fuckers) and torn to tiny pieces then the pieces should be mailed to the parents of such assholes as a warning not to produce more ignorance into the world FUCK ALL YOU BASTARDS

Random Bullshit Nd Venting
I am leaving fubar for awhile because I cant stop being scandelous. I am hurting the woman I love nd I dont want to lose her forever. It doesnt help when there are so many sluts that want to help me out in lying or being naughty. (i.e. a certain k bunny in a certain chat room) But anyway I want this to work with her so I will not be Djing or online till I can get myself under control. Ill miss all my friends. Nate untitled thinking why is my ife so hard wondering why does evrythin go wrong asking my self why ami not strong whishing work was always stressing me out wishing i wasnt always gettin in trouble hoping tht it will all change soon wondering why is it so easy to argue thinking why is it always a pian in the ass to do the right thing nd why does it seem like evrybody i know or love is out to get me i know they arent but sumtimes thts how it feels hoping to do wats right hoping to fix my life better than my day did his hopin tht my family will be alright

Randomness At It's Best
Recently, Billboard has released its top 50 sexiest songs of all time. Me being the music buff that I am...  Find this list absolutely deplorable.  What they say on how its ranked... "Songs are ranked based on an inverse point system, with weeks at No. 1 earning the greatest value and weeks at No. 100 earning the least. To ensure equitable representation of the biggest hits from each era, certain time frames were weighted to account for the difference between turnover rates from those years." This was taken directly from Billboard.com.  So without further ado, here are the 50 "sexiest songs" according to billboard.  Yes, I will add my own commentary as I go down the list. 50.    Foreigner – Urgent 49.    Cyndi Lauper – She Bop 48.    Ray J – Sexy can I 47.    Adina Howard – Freak Like me 46.    Cassie – Me & U 45.  Ton Loc –

Randoms Days!!!
It's constant numbing of the brain.... your heart pounds sooo loud.....feels like someone has there hands around it squeezing the life out of it.....in and out off consciousness... zoned out......lost in another galaxy.......try to find ur way back...it's so dark....You see a light..Follow it, you'll be there soon....light fades, gets further and further away.......I'm stuck here....lost in the shadows of my own pain. So....i'm in pain..... my head wonders a mile a min....What the fuck am I doing wrong??? Am I a bitch? am I ugly? Do I have anything to offer????..... Is it because my body is not toned n perfect... my breast not big/firm enuf.....Am i not nice?? Am I mean??..... Really I wanna know.... I feel useless in your life ..like I don't exist.. just a mirror image you can shatter anytime...This is me in a nut shell ... i will not change....I am weak for love but strong for life.......I feel everyones pain...I cry for my friends..I feel my own pain on top of it all.....

Random Brani Droppings (watch Your Step!!)
Step#1 You wake up. Step#2 You go to work. Step#3 you eat 3 meals. Step#4 You take 1 good shit. Step#5 You go back to bed. Repeat every 24 hours until you kick the bucket.

Random Musings V2.0
alien fu(k@ fubar she stole a pic from a good freind just me ♥Jü§_Më ♥Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club*Fu Owned by PackerBacker*@ fubar so please dont let ppl steal others pics HEY TY FOR RE-ADDING ME BUT PLEASE UN BLOCK ME OK PPL I WANT TO DO A AUCTION AZ STYLE.....SO IF YOU WANT TO SIGN UP SEND ME A LINK TO THE PIC AND WHAT YOU WILL OFFER....AND THIS IS FREE AND ANYONE CAN ENTER GIRLS AND GUYS.....YOU DOWN?

Random Stuff
Dear American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists and Obama supporters, We've stuck together since the late 1950s, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know that we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly this relationship has run its course. Our two ideological sides of America cannot and just will not ever agree on what's right. So let's just end it right now while we can do it on friendly terms. We can smile, shake hands, chalk it up to irreconcilable differences and each go our own way. So here's a model separation agreement. Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by land mass, each taking a portion. That's going to be the difficult part, but I'm sure our two sides can come to a friendly agreement. After that, it should be relatively easy. Our respective representatives can effortlessly divide other assets since both sides have such distin

Random Thoughts
Life Fucking Sux.. no matter how much u try and get ahead it never happens. theres always somthing that knocks ya back down. I am jus in a fucking sucky ass mood... life is jus all bullshit. Im tired of being treated like an outcast. or a freak. I am tired of ppl thinking jus cause i am big i must be a WHORE!!!!!!!!! yall are wrong so if u are messing me to get ur rocks off go the fuck away.. yes i know this is an adult site but still... im here for friends.. maybe more but never jus a fuck buddie.......... SIMPLE AS THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok im over it now *Dueces* Im jus havin a bad day .... life isnt going the way i have planned.... Never fuckin does......... I hate my life at the moment ... it fucking sucks.... anyways ... ttyl!!!!!!!!!!!

Randomness...
Wow.... you click on a link and BAM!!!! ur in this whole other world of bar tabs, profiles, shouts, blasts, photos... and total sounds coming at you from all different angles. This is the craziest shit i've ever seen. oh btw anyone whose seen my profile... is it pink????

Random Thoughts
Ok, lets stop and think about something. What is the exact purpose of skydivers wearing helmets. I realize that in any sport or activity you do you always think of safety first. But seriously, you decided to throw yourself out of an airplane from severl thousand feet in the air and you strap on a helmet in hopes that you wont hit your head. What the hell, are you new!!! You just threw yourself out of a fuckin air plane and you are falling to earth at speeds in the neighborhood of 125 mph...if your parachute fails and your dumbass hits the ground..I hate to break the news to you but the helmet will be wearing you for safety. That lil plastic hat will not save you..the only thing it will then be good for is to make sure your brains had a nice place to be so that when they identify your body..its less to have to scoop up. So have fun and enjoy that nice jump...and besides..why jump out of a perfectly good plane!!!

Random Rambelings...
MySpace Countdown Clocks I have been having a really rough time lately, and with Fubar on top of it, I am debating whether to take a vacation from it, or say I'm done with it all.... People I thought were my friends turn out to be otherwise... I would have to spend HOURS blocking people... I don't have the time to sit and block everyone that I do not wish to deal with. So, I still have a few more days to decide. Too all my TRUE friends, I will let you know what I decide... TO all others, why should you care??? Thanks all! Why you shouldn't take your husband shopping. Take note: BANNED FROM WALMART........... This is why women should not take men shopping against their will. After Mr. and Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men--he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most women--she loved

Random Musings Of A Confused Mind
THe people that live upstairs from me can be heard having sex every other night. YOU can hear the muffled moans and squeaking bed through the ceiling. What happens if I make a move on my SO? She slaps my hand away, gives me an excuse, inflicts pain on me, threatens to leave me, or some combination of them all. Oh sure, we have sex about 1 time every two weeks. lasts about 15 minutes, and its always her way, on her schedule. She never wants to try anything different. She just wants to lay there, while I do her. And its always missionary, and once we're done, that's it. Never lets me kiss her during sex. On the rare occasion we tounge kiss... which is once a year.. she's terrible at it. Sex should be fun, something both people in a relationship wants. BUt damn. Im tired of being rejected by the bitch. How about my fucking way for once? She completely refuses to talk about our sex life other than to say "Sex isnt a priority for me." She should just be fucking l

Random Acts Of Kindness
Well another day has risen from the ashes of the last. I ask myself what have i learned? About myself, about life, about others. I believe the purpose of our lives is to seek happiness. It can be very hard because many people do not know what makes them truly happy. it is something you must find for yourself. I know what makes me happy. I am fortunate in this. I realized long ago what i wanted and what really gave me true happiness. but there are still days when things are not all sunshine and a bag of skittles. Especially when there are other people involved. I read something by His Holiness the Dalai Lama that is simple, easy to apply and effective. it is this: "If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion." By simple acts of compassion and kindness you can affect someones mood and your own. I have found that it becomes easier the more you do it. Being true to yourself and what is important to you like family, friends, integrit

Random Ranting
I've been a fool for love, bent over backwards for love. What did I find? I was blind for love, almost lost my mind for love and what did I see? Only a need to be free from love and somehow to flee from love and all it's done to me. I've been a fool for love. I've cried for love. All I've ever tried was for love and what did I find? I was so weak for love, so blind for love. one too many times been stupid for love and what did I see? Still a deep need to be loved. I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see, that love is real, and exists in me. sometimes i feel i just want to be wanted like i thirst for the attention but i don't even know why then other times i don't want to be bothered it's not that i'm depressive i think i'm a lot of fun i just have changes of mood lately things aren't satisfying food is good, but there's nothing i crave sex is decent, but it's onl

Random Thoughts
Tonight I can write the saddest lines. Write, for example,'The night is shattered and the blue stars shiver in the distance.' The night wind revolves in the sky and sings. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too. Through nights like this one I held her in my arms I kissed her again and again under the endless sky. She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too. How could one not have loved her great still eyes. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her. To hear the immense night, still more immense without her. And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture. What does it matter that my love could not keep her. The night is shattered and she is not with me. This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance. My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her. My sight searches for her as though to go to her. My heart looks for her, a

Random Thoughts
A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk 's office, was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. 'What I mean is, ' explained the recorder, 'do you have a job or are you just a ...?' 'Of course I have a job,' snapped the woman. 'I'm a Mom .' 'We don't list ' Mom ' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it,' Said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient, and possessed of a high sounding title like, 'Official Interrogator' or 'Town Registrar.' 'What is your occupation?' she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. 'I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations.' The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in m midair and looked up as though she had not heard right. I repeated the title

Random
Lobo@ fubar There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout. This is me damn it! I look the way I look, I think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I AM a whole complex package. Take me...or leave me? Accept me-or walk away. Don't try to make me feel less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and dont try to change me to fit your mold. If I need change, I alone will make that decision. When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%,good and bad-you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you... You can't walk alone. Many have given the illusion,but none have really truly walked alone. Man is not made that way. So I have seen that there are others that can and will walk your way.. I am me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is auththentically mine, because I ALONE chose it- I own everything about me: my body,my feelings,my mouth,my voice, al

Random Stuff
All men have a secret wedding checklist: five traits they look for in a woman that say she's worth walking down the aisle for. He won't pop the question without 'em. It happens all the time: A guy spends months, even years, in a long-term relationship with a girl he really digs. But after dropping the I-don't-see-myself-ever-getting-married bomb, he suddenly turns around and ties the knot with a new chick. The factors that tip a dude from steady relationship to "till death do us part" seem like the ultimate unsolved mystery ... especially when you're in a solid LTR and aren't sure if your guy is even considering marriage. It all comes down to some elusive qualities women have a hard time understanding but men are always on the lookout for, explains Willard Harley Jr., Ph.D., author of I Promise You: Preparing for a Marriage That Will Last a Lifetime. "Part of what makes him want to get married is chemistry and passion, but it's also about certain actions and behaviors that are mo

Random Writings
Why do i tear myself apart? Forgoing happiness, Ignoring my heart. Foolish pride steering a foolish mind, Forcing me to leave logic behind. Thoughts of suffering and thoughts of fear blur into one another, My thoughts are unclear. Through a haze of confusion I sit and cry, Wishing I'd let those thoughts slip by. By paying them no attention, Paying them no heed, I wouldn't have perpetrated that foolish deed. Now I'm left alone with my anguish and pain, Until a small ray of light can be glimpsed once again. You.....You are a memory, a mental reflection of what once wasan image in the psyche of a face, the sound of a voicei hear no words, i don't need to, i've heard them beforethe long conversations into the night, about hopes, fears,the past and the futurethe hopes that never came real, the future that no longer existsa different future will come truea different future for me to the future that becomes real for youI have a hope for the future, one just for youthat your fears will re

Random
HEART HEAVY DOUBTS SOARING HIGH LOOKING FOR APPROVAL AND FINDING SCORN TRYING TO PLEASE EVERYONE FORGETTING TO BE SEEN AND HEARD THE NEED TO STEP AWAY AND TAKE COVER THE URGE TO HIDE FROM THE WORLD IS STRONG STRONGER THAN MY WILL..... PEACE IN SILENCE NO SILENCE IS HEARD ANGRY VOICES HARSH WORDS TEARS FLOW UNCHECKED INVISIBLE WALLS ARE BUILT WAITING FOR THE ARRIVIAL OF THE ONE TO BRING THEM CRASHING DOWN TO SAVE THE SOUL WHO IS LOST AND GONE AND IF LUCKY THE SOUL SURVIVES AND LOVE GROWS ANEW...... im a tearful poet writing my last poem, love and acceptance was all i ever meant. i step upon the hard paved road, staring back, expressing deep lament. a small bag thrown over my shoulder, nobody within this life would understand. im broken, scarred forever within myself, i only wanted to make everyone smile, a caring man.... so my love as i whisper my farewell, i'll drop this note upon the ground i lived within a cruel pain filled world, forever I

Random Musings
It's 2011!   Yes I know some are surprised it came this quickly.  The whole "seems like yesterday when..."  comes to mind.   Things that will happen this year that I have no control over: 1. 20 Year High School reunion - am I going to go? hmmm who knows, the fact that 20 years has gone by since I graduated is a bit mind blowing! 2. Kindergarten will be done forever! - my youngest will have finished and I am not having another   This brings me to a place where I do have some control (kind of) Insanity will try to creep in and take over my life. - I will not let it!   So Here's to 2011!  Make every day count!   Happy New Year My Friends!  Push back the pain and smile.   Push back the hurt and smile   Be there for your friends to help them through their hurts, their pain and their struggles, and then smile.   Don’t stop to think about you.  Don’t stop to see you.   If you do, then the wave that you’ve been pu

Random
1. Don't flirt with other girls. | It makes us feel like we're not good enough for you. We feel like we did something wrong so you are making up for it with another girl. 2. Even if you're not going out, heck, even if you're not friends, don't say bad stuff about us. | We could be the meanest people in the world to you, but most of the time we're joking and we think you're serious. You haven't seen mean until you say something bad about us. We have evil sides and we're not afraid to use them. 3. We're not toys. | Don't just have your fun with us and drop us. We're serious about things. That's just mean and we'll spend days wondering what we ever did wrong. 4. Pur your arms around our waist firmly but gently, holding us close to you. | If you can, smell our hair! For most girls, we try to succeed in making it smell and look good! Plus, we know you love the smell, why try to sneak around? 5. If you've done something wrong, fess up. | Tell us before we have to ask you about it

Random Complaints About Life
The tanning salon by my house has proven time and again that the people who work there live in their own land. Its a special place, where things are spelled improperly, and nothing is explained in detail. I wouldn't go, but I my membership expires at the end of this week, so I'm going to tolerate it for the next few days, just to get my money's worth. I digress. Today I went in intending to pay for a bed upgrade. I had used an stand up bed last week, it was and extra $4, but I noticed more tan right away, so I thought it might be nice to do it again this evening. When I went inside the place, the girl at the counter told me that the lay down bed was just as good as the stand up and I could go for 12 minutes in the bed, where as I could only go for 10 in the stand up. I figure she knows what shes talking about, at least as far as tanning goes, and allow her to set me up with the lay down upgrade bed instead. How foolish of me. After the manager cleans the bed for me, t

Random Thoughts
Let me start by saying I like tits and ass as much as the next guy BUT!I see a lot of pretty women on fubar who are so beautiful but cheapin them selfs for the entertainment of total strangers.Where has the self esteem of women gone? I dig the whole its for fun and points thing but ladys, a real man needs more then big boobs and a nice ass to be happy and kept.Not everyone is here to find that special some one and thats cool to...I just wonder if women realize that to many profiles make me wonder if there are any good women left.And also a lot of dudes are giving good men a bad name with the way they act to.I am not judging anybody this is just one mans opinion so take it as such.I do my share of pumping up fragile ego's here on fubar...but women used to be selfless,family first,faithful to a fault,and of the highest character and moral fiber and men used to admire that about women...and maybe its all mens fault as usual...but I know for me,I miss the days when more women could be look

Random Thoughts
Our wishes for Childbirth We are looking forward to sharing our birth experience with you. We have created this birth plan in order to outline some of our preferences for birth. We would appreciate you reviewing this plan, and would be happy to do so with you. We understand that there may be situations in which our choices may not be possible, but we hope that you will help us to move toward our goals as much as possible and to make this labor and birth a great experience. We do not want to replace the medical personnel, but instead want to be informed of any procedures in advance, and to be allowed the chance to give informed consent. Please feel free to ask if you have any questions or comments. Thank you! Please Note My bloodtype is Rh- (Rhesus Negative) I would like to wear contact lenses or glasses at all times when conscious. Labor Please perform no routine prepatory tasks (shaving, enema, etc.), unless requested. I expect that doctors and hospital staff will discus

Random Shit
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Randomness: The Sequel
I'm fucking out of here. Fuck the 2 faced people and their bullshit. If you want my yahoo or something let me know. If not, oh well have a nice life.

Randomness...
Free I want to go to places unknown, to experience what isn’t seen. To go to areas only dreamt of, told in only children’s stories. Trees of the most splendorous green and mountains with fields yet untamed. To see all manner of beast, and fowl, of the land and sea. All things hidden by rules of imagination and only perceived in a dream. To visit places untold and find treasures unfound, lost in a world of make believe. Finding cities amidst the clouds, of gold and silver, gleaming with the sun. To know that I can find these things in anything other than a dream. Realizing that I cannot be governed by gravity, to, for once and for all, be FREE. My place is not here on Earth as it is for everyone else. I am different, I am me. I belong in the air, with the wind blowing in my face. The sky all around me, its magnificent splendor, in divine majesty. To know that to come down is a choice and not a requirement, only governed by myself and no one else. To find that one place of superi

Randon Thoughts
Ok, so there are two politicians running for president. That these two belong to the two parties that control our country should be disturbing to all of us. Yet we have been conditioned to accept this arrangement as being in our own best interest. I for one find it too constraining as I would like more of a choice besides two guys chosen by people who have to belong to one party or another. I belong to neither, but the choice is limited to these two clowns. So these two guys are going to be interviewed by a pastor to determine their religious credentials. Excuse me? I have heard all my life about how this country was founded by "Christians." Nothing could be further from the truth. The men who founded our country were "Humanists" not Christians. That's not to say that they did not believe in God, I am sure they did, but they took a more pragmatic view of the world here and worried less about the one to come. Humanism is an approach to life emphasizing ethics, rationality, an

Randomness...
I reduced my family on here..I know this will offend some of you who I removed..I don't want anyone to feel that way. I just rather keep my family for people I talk to often and who rate my page. Please don't be offended or upset. I love all my friends If I could have you all in family I would but family is limited. XOXO Angie re open it .. COME ON GUYS I KNOW YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THIS !!!!!! I am so sad :( Own me for a month... Higest Bidder will - Have your name in my title (name) for a month. - A Daily profile comment - A Daily Drink Gift of my choice - A Daily gift of my choice - Will rate all pics 11's or 10's if out. - 1 Salute to you if winning bid is fu bucks... NSFW salute if winning bid is a VIP or Bling or something along those lines Leave bids as a comment....thanks XOXO Angie Hint..my vip ends very soon lol Life isn't always as simple as it supposed to be...but the things that break us also shape us and make us who we are. Love

Random ?s
Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get. Another story Of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back again But you asked me To love you and I did. Traded my emotions For a contract to commit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead. I hear his voice inside my head We were never alive, And we won't be born again. But I'll never survive With Dead Memories in my heart. You told me to love you And I did. Tied my soul into a knot And got me to submit. So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone. Now I don't know where I belong We were never alive, And we won't be born again. But I'll never survive With Dead Memories in my heart. Dead Visions in your Name. Dead Fingers in my Veins. Dead Memories in my Heart I got on this train last winter. It runs every witch way butt forword. Stops frequently at stations. I have yet to walk off of it. I never Leave even

Random Thoughts
So a lot of crap has been going in my life recently and at times I don't even know what to think about all of it.Hell a lot of crap has gone on in my life period lol.It sounds kind of emo but just when everything seems to be going good,something happens and it all goes to shit.But honestly I can't complain too much because I've learned a lot and I've met some really cool people because of it. And then an old friend from highschool invites me to this thing(thank you Brittney lol)and at first I thought it was a weird site but then I got hooked on it lol.It's pretty addicting trying to rank up and crap and then I also met some cool people on here too. I need more fu-bucks though and more friends lmao.Not really sure where I'm going with this but I guess that's the point of a random blog.I'm tired of typing now and this is turning into a novel so I'm going back to listening to music lol. Adeus e obrigado para ler.

Random Things From Sports To Life
faith is a journey having faith in someone is asking them to help lead you down a path you want to travel so that sounds like a part of love is putting your faith in another person and going on a journey with them it takes alot to put your faith in someone but then again maybe it will help you get to the point you want to get to or can you spend a long period of time without having faith in someone or loving them so this is a declaration of my faith in you i want to make this journey with you by my side i want to lead you and be lead by you to a place that i have never been before life has a way of showing you things you sometimes dont wanna see but sometimes its about your faith in another person that dictates how you go down that road so put your faith in me and let me show you what your faith in me will reward you with i was thinking about this how each one of us is so different and that makes me wonder how anyone can have a relationship i find that people have too many expectation

Random Thoughts
PTSD is a bitch. I had the first opportunity to get out of the house in months and it did'nt turn out well. Steve took his eyes off the road for a second and started veering toward a guard rail and that was all it took to send me into flashbacks and panic attacks. When I fell asleep after I got home I kept jolting awake with the flashbacks and my heart racing. Feels like electric worms are crawling through my veins. I went into a crying fit when we got home. Then of course the guilt for ruining steve's day hit. The fear that he won't want to deal with this anymore. I definately can't live in the mountains and have any kind of life. I have to make one more doctor appointment for the Fibro/MS meds and then I won't be leaving the house again until we move I think in the spring. I'm still shaking and it's been hours. What bugs me the most is the total lack of control. I'm kind of a control freak..not to others but I like to have control over my own mind and situations and I don't ha

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13 Steps to Recovery/Integration for Soldiers becoming civi Body: 13 Steps to Recovery/Integration for Soldiers becoming civilians. 1. Admit: "I was in the Army; I have a problem." This is the first step to recovery... 2. Speech: Time should never begin with a zero or end in a hundred, it is not 0430 or 1400; it is 4:30 in the morning (AKA God-awful early). Words like latrine, overhead, fourth point of contact, bunk, and "PT" will get you weird looks; bathroom, ceiling, and workout... get used to it. "Fuck" cannot be used to -replace whatever word you can't think of right now, try "um". Grunting is not talking. Nobody knows what "hooah" means. Admit it: you don't even know what it really means. It's a phone, not a radio; do not use words like roger, say again, send it and conversations on a phone do not end in "out" People will not know what you are talking about if you tell them you are coming from Fort Huachuca with the platoon or that you spent a deploymen

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So, basically. This is just me trying out the blogger thing, ^_^ I'm Kendra. I'm 25, and a lot of fun. Hope to talk to all of you?!

Random Crap
If you were to introduce me to someone, what would you say? This should be fun. Pass this along and see what YOU get back. you wake up one morning and realize.  did i drink too much or did i just have a good time.. that is my battle.. about 4 times a night.  i work a full 40-50 hrs a week and make pretty good money, but .......... it doesnt stop the thoughts.  fuck the drama.. this is a point in the moment.  juss saying. A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE...who was a long time fu-user... is making money on views, thumbs ups, and comments on his journalism stuf so please follow the links and such to support him!!! 1. lusfsportsguy.today.com - view and comments 2. philadelphiaeaglesnews.com/phillyphan - views and comments 3. www.triond.com/users/The+Yank - views, comments, and THUMBS UP... THANK YOU ALL

Random Thoughts
Just lost a good Fu friend on here. How come you ask? I wish I knew for sure. All I know is things have a way of snowballing. You get to know people, relationships get started, then you get to talking to other people, then back and forth you go. Feelings get hurt, assumptions are made. I ask myself can't we all just get along? This is a website, a fun website for sure. But situations seem to get out of control. How do you get control back? By losing a good friendship? Seems that way. I try to be friends to all, play it straight and down the middle, never making a promise that can't be kept. Sometimes its not enough. After reading Lady S's blog about bad boys from a womans point of view, I decided to throw out there a mans point of view about Naughty Girls. She writes that most women do not necessarily want a BAD boy per se, but a bad boy in the sense of a man who is confident, knows what he wants, and when the chance comes, takes it. That includes the bedroom too. Now, what would

Randomness
And this is why military personnel have a hard time with relationships so often. Even a fu-engagement just got fucked up bc I got called into work with no way to contact her. Sorry Beautiful Angel!!! :( The years have come and gone by Each one faster as time seems to fly Each new year that comes we say Today is going to be a new day I'll change my life I'll do it right Lose that weight fight that fight New year resolution mean shit Who's ever done when they said it? Same old promise every year done And never a goal not even one Mine is simple and what I'll do I do me. You do you. Don't judge my life nor ask for change Don't expect things outta your range I like my life just as it is So get on out and mind your biz! All the voices in my head, they are driving me insane Twisted, craven thoughts drift in the vacuum of my brain Shut up all the voices, please just take them all away They drive away my sanity and block out the light of day You could not understand my pain

Random Thoughts And Other Stuff
I have come to realize many things about myself, one thing especially is that I enjoy giving a woman some really great head. I love to feel her grab the back of my head and drive my mouth deeper in. It turns me on to have a woman grind her kat all over my face. Sometimes I actually sit and fantasize about some of my favorite experiences or imagine what new ones I will have. Now don't get me wrong I won't just suck out any female, but if I meet a woman that I really like and I feel comfortable with her please believe that I will make her weak in the knees, so she had better be laying back! LOL! I will eat it like a fat man at a buffet! LOL! I myself am more of a giver than receiver, not that I don't enjoy some good slowneck, it really turns me on to please a woman orally. The wet ones are my favorite! It's nice when I can feel her juices all over my face and dripping down my chin, makes me want to stick my tongue deeper in and let it do a jolly dance to make her quiver. LOL! It's fu

Random Rambling
...to all the great people I got to meet. Contrary to opinions expressed, I encountered nothing but great personalities, very talented writers, humor that sometimes actually made me laugh so hard my stomach hurt, intelligent conversation, and the men stayed gentleman unless it was clear that they were just joking around. I don't have anymore that I can give away today, but I'll check again tomorrow. If you were amongst them, it means I especially appreciated getting to know you. Thanks & Hugs I decided to give this site a try after the umpteenth invitation from various friends. So far, everyone has been really sweet. I'm also dating someone who is a friend and much more. He has an adorable little boy and this talent to make people smile no matter what. The people here have been way beyond generous with ratings and friend requests. I even ran into an old schoolmate. The thing is that I am sometimes a dork and forget to log off or shut stuff down so it might sometimes loo

Randomness
A waterfall in its beauty Glistens in the sunlight But as night time beckons Becomes dark and mysterious What could this waterfall Do to catch my eye My heart yearns to be The running water passing Through it, so peaceful, Pretty and Free. Then as nightfall comes The mood changes It is dark, a bit spooky To listen to the sounds All Alone. With the sounds of the water Trickling down I am All Alone With my thoughts As the sun has gone away.

Random
So what IS reality? Reality is - what IS. Whatever IS, whatever is happening, the rain, the trees, etc. Only we know it as rain and trees and body and thoughts and "ME" and "YOU" through the prism of perception. Reality IS - that's it. So whatever you're "seeing", that's it. You're looking directly at pure and total reality, right now, already, without any effort, without any search, without any "enlightenment". Only there is a belief that you're seeing reality as it is and that there is a separate "seer". Reality includes the seer, the seeing and the seen. Reality is all of it. We can only say it's broken up by using the mechanism of this perception, this mind, this limited perspective. So see if any of it stands up to this realization that we can never actually know reality directly - we can only know that we ARE IT, that whatever it is, we can't know it directly, we can only BE it, but not as some individual "ME" character, which is just the prism. You are reality -

Randomocity...
I'm so tired of fighting over the ex-factor. My ex & I spent a little over a year together (4 months of it fun, the rest, miserable). And it has taken since last October for me to be able to talk to him, without being filled with hate. And for me that's a rather big deal...but the best part is knowing that we were never right for each other, & that the past is irrelevant. This goes not only for my ex... but for others ex's as well. Some people need to be left in the past forever. While I understand some circumstances are different...Some things that people have done/said are unforgiveable, & should they ever be so lucky as to have my forgiveness, I will do my best to forget them & my best to never forget just how wrong they truly did me. I would honestly never wish bad things upon them, but I certainly will not wish them well. I recently just enrolled in a Medical Records/Coding course online. I think this is one of the best decisions I have made in regards to a career in a really

Random Shit
Slowness Slowness is the lack of speed Slowness is the lack of movement Slowness is the lack of activity Almost forever to move to your choosin Slowness is the lack of energy and you do need some type of energy to go thru life. Now if you ask me , slowness is the lack of life. Slowness is as annoyin as this seeems as I write this on dis slow ass route 14. Slowness is how this fuckin driver is pressin da gas. 2 mph as u bite your lip till u finally say "Nigga hurry up!" Slowness is T-Mobile How da fuck u call it mobile? Slowness is this sidekick resets and freezes, gettin me pissed. Ugh! Slowness is the lack of life It hurts. Try cuttin skin slow wit a knife Slowness is the lack of choosin Allows others the ability to choose to your doing Slowness is bad Slowness is dumb Lacks who you are or where u come from, or actually were u go to If that's you You're slow to pick a direction Now you becomin a fool or fooled. or out thought. See? Slowness is the lack

Random Of Nothing
Empty thoughts, Broken dreams, Shattered hearts, Feelings of Nothingness. Dreams of a great Future, shattered like a dropped mirror, Pieces everywhere. Shards of pain hit the ground Nothing left to remind you of things u once loved. Emotions non existent like rain in the desert. A dream of a life, thats a myth. A dream of a love, thats a myth. What for? Only to have it all ripped from you chest cavity To be toyed with, like a 2 year old on christmas For what is here is the best i got.

Randomness
Ever notice how you know you messed up something and then other stuff happens that grinds it deeper in that you messed up? Like say you know you should be with this one person. Well, you move, but never lose feelings for that person. You meet someone else where you're at and it feels ok to date them. You never forget your love, just try not to think about not being with them. Then the person you're with turns out to be a pig. But you're not in the position to just up and move to be with the one you really love. UGH!! It sucks!

Random Acts Of Me........
Not sure where this came from....but it is so true I Believe: Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat Relax And read this slowly. I Believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That

Random Sh!t
It's going to hurt...............a LOT! A woman in her forties went to a plastic surgeon for a face-lift. The surgeon told her about a new procedure called "The Knob," where a small knob is placed on the top of a woman's head and can be turned to tighten up her skin to produce the effect of a brand new face lift. Of course the woman wanted "The Knob." Over the course of the years, the woman kept tightening the knob, and the effects were wonderful, and the woman remained young-looking and vibrant. After fifteen years, the woman returned to the surgeon with two problems. "All these years, everything has been working just fine. I've had to turn the knob many times and I've always loved the results. But now I've developed two annoying problems: First, I have these terrible bags with little brown spots under my eyes and the knob won't get rid of them. The doctor looked at her closely and said, "Those aren't bags, those are your breasts."

Random Thoughts With A Purpose
I am sooooo thoroughly disgusted at some close "friends" right now it's not even funny! I've been off doing my good deeds, accepting requests, buying drinks, showing love TO OTHERS all the while stewing MADLY over some SHIT. Well... really I've had it. I do stuff for others cuz I WANT TO and to HELP out... NEVER do I ask for ANYTHING in return. However, common curteousy goes a LONG WAY with me. If you say you're going to do something THEN DO IT. But... I guess it's just too easy to get caught up in the rate game, the leveling game... and forgetting the words you speak and who your TRUE friends are. Forgetting and foregoing GREED and POPULARITY contests... yes, apparently that is TOO MUCH to ask! Well... I'm done!! If you're taking this to heart, then I guess this is for you. Thank you's are great, but walk the walk if you talk the talk!!! If not... keep your mouth shut! You know... I've had more "new friends" rate my stuff than ANY of my SO CALLED friends or f

Random Stuffz...
...I still wonder why folks don't leave mumm drama IN the mumms... Why SB it?!? Why message it?!? *sigh* Idiots. Alright, my "son" is a member here but complains no one visits his page. *sigh* So I mentioned one day I'd "pimp him out". So, go visit and bomb his page =P Tanks much! Alright, I was at the grocery store yesterday when I almost ran into one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen. We traded smiles and went on. Every couple of aisle, we passed each other, still smiling. So, when I went to check out, she "just happened" to get in line behind me. Yep, that's when "whatdoIsay, whatdoIsay" goes running through my head while I smile back and try not to stare into her deep, dark blue eyes... So, I picked up a DVD I had in the cart and asked "Have you ever seen this?!?" Annnnnnd, that's when it happened. It doesn't matter WHAT she said, but HOW she said it. This gorgeous little thing, perfectly white skin, sheer black hair, h

Random Thoughts, Bitches, And Observations
What a scam. Why do we need a month long national campaign to crack down on folks who don't wear seatbelts? what a serious waste of resources. The one law, aside from the helmet law which i won't get into now, that poses absolutely no harm whatsoever to anyone aside from the person who ignores it. if i choose not to wear my seatbelt, what possible danger am i to anyone else? Z-E-R-O. and yet, we dedicate an entire month worth of law enforcement resources to set up traps, stings, undercover operations, etc. to crack down on a law that was only passed because insurance companies were able to convice people that it would make us all "safer" while in reality their only agenda was to reduce the cash they had to pay out in claims and bolster their own bottom lines. sure, the city, county, and state governements are all for it. it gives them a wonderful source of revenue. what better way to drum up money that ticketing nice middle class americans for not wearing a seat belt

Randomness
Anyone Want To Help Me Forget About Getting Older By Making Me A B-Day Salute?? Can Be SFW Or NSFW ..Your Choice..B-Day Is Nov 3rd.. So If You Want You Can Give Me An Early Present Or Wait Till My B-Day :) Do You Have Auto 11s On?? If You Do Rate And Leave A Comment On This Blog And I'll Leave You Some Rates

Random Thoughts
i honestly dont know what to do. i want to move after the situation with my parents. i am 20 years old and still living at home. its okay, but i wanna start somewhere new. its been crazy running around Nebraska when im not even near home and i want to go back. which i plan on it in December. hopefully explore a lil on the way there. THANK YOU to everyone who has talked to me about the shit that has been going on the last week i really appreciate it a TONS! what in the hell do you do when u really like someone? you tell them well duh i did that! and it had a good out come im just scared of what could happen

Random Thoughts
I've finally figured out who I'm voting for in each election that my home address allows me to. I've picked the ones I have based on their past voting records, if they don't have a past voting record then I went by the voting record of who they were running against. Apparently I'm a Democrat because everyone I picked is a Democrat (didn't realize it at the time, just checked out of curiosity) though I'm not actually Democrat but unfortunately Democrats and Republicans are usually the only ones who stand a chance of actually getting elected. Anyways about why I picked who I did and then I'll list who I'm voting for. The main and pretty much only issue of concern to me is the environment though when I looked at voting records I went by that section and the energy & oil section as they pretty much go hand in hand. The reason the environment is the only issue of concern to me is because if we ruin our ability to live on the planet, cause the extinction of countless species, have dro

Random Musings/rants
it seems that honesty is a foreign concept in society as well as on our beloved fubar, it seems i cant get away with giving an honest rating on someones pictures without them getting pissed because i didnt give them a perfect rating and now im a slut and whatever oddly chosen name they choose? dont like the fact that youre NOT perfect and not everything is going to be sugarcoated well then i think you need to find a place in mommys basement and keep your optimistic little ego boosters posted up everywhere....dont hate me because reality isnt perfect.....were all adults here capable of handling honesty and critisizm with dignity....at least i thought...call me a bitch/cunt/whore/slag/whatever...doesnt matter to me....if youre entitled to your opinion arent i?

Random Thoughts
I lost my shoe in the darkness of my empty soul. My journey has no future and the past has been long forgotten. Small slivers of light evade my universe as I ride the emotional tides, but they are hardly strong enough to keep my spirit from plunging into starvation. Dreams escape me, hope doesn't live here any more as I find my self hopping blindly and barefoot at the path of my resurrection. Mr Darling - 21 October 2008

Random Writings
She told me to go to bed for a few little hours,Rest my little aching head upon the pillows,Under sheet's warm & cosy, Singing in her ear,I took the advice off my dear & followed suit.The music played sweet & smooth under the neon moon,Whispering so gently I'll be seeing you soon,Let's join hand's under the silver plated star's,Hit the bars & dance with ribbon's & Silk.The piano keys played from ghost's off the past,The violin strings resonate the same old tune's,Echoing through the steel vessel's off every ship,As the spray hits the bow, swimming in multiple thoughts.I miss our word's, your gentle sweet word's,Just will not leave my soul, Steel & chrome,Hold's on tight to those metallic pillar's with sea spray in my face,Still confused but holding tight, No matter how tattered the flag.Leave's these green shores in awe, For land's I've never seen,Wondering how everybody has been, For blurry eye's,Holds my head up high & stares to the skie's,Wondering how life & destiny, fame & fortune

Random Stuff
  Barbourville Fireworks http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKINvpds3m0   Hi Folks... I was asked if I Photoshoped my Photos.  No,,  I Corel Photo Paint them...as with most all of the photos we put Up I de-rez them down to about 20% of the raw images and resize them down to about 200k to save the site band width and folks load times. I also do color tuning with contrast, mix, hue, brightness and every tool I can find to make the image on screens you see as I see them in my head... Sometimes that vision may not be actually what the camera saw... I blame it on the 60's...    But all the photos on the site, with the exception of a very few that are either old family photos or old photos we found of poloroids from days gone by, are taken with one of 3 cameras, most with a Fuji 5200 pro digital due to ease and I'm lazy.  But when I actually want to take a picture for keeps I use a Minolta SRT-100 manual with various lens I have.  I also have a SRT-101 body for the self timer but they ar

Randomness
Feet ear wax icy snowballs when people assume things about me they shouldn't warm jager cold jack people who dance off rhythm getting stepped on people who ask me if Quahog is a real place.. you are online.. look it up!!! liars being taken advantage of false friends false people in general I wonder sometimes if other people are as weird as i am.. i mean.. im standing outside today waiting to cross the street and for some reason the only thing i can think of is rabid squirrels.. it literally made me stop for a minute while i had a whole conversation in my head as to whether a squirrel i saw last week was rabid or not.. Then theres the whole clap on clap off.. i thought that crap had gone away until i saw a commercial for it today.. i mean.. are we really THAT lazy??? If you are that tired you cant get your ass up and turn the lights off.. for gods sake, sleep with them on.. its called passing out.. you can punish yourself when the bill comes in.. dont get me wrong.. i love my remote co

Random Weirdnicity
I love you new friend! Being pathetic works! Yes! Why am I here? Frankly, because an incredibly sexy woman I know sent me an email that said "Join Me!". Hmmm. I'm friggin' easy aren't I? This seems interesting I suppose. I'm having a hard time understanding the purpose, but that's to be expected. Someone be my friend for Christ's sake! I feel like a loser! lol Ah well.

Random Blogs
stud n i worked it out talking  helps  folks try it Ok so in late January 2008, In Kitty Hawk NC I purchased a car from an employee of mine. (For your pleasure I will give some details lol) We made a verbal agreement that I would pay him $150.00 every 2 weeks until the total balance of $1000.00 was paid off. It was a 1996 Dodge Neon 4 door. I paid a total of $300.00 for the car, in 1 month. Now, every week or so I would drive this vehicle to Norfolk Va (about 100 miles) and only to and from work any other time (2 miles) so in the one month that I had already paid for the car I put only about 650 Miles on it. During on of my trips to VA, the cars engine literally "blew-up"....according to the mechanics.... (4) that reviewed the car afterward, I apparently threw a rod and that broke off a piece of the head, of which flung into the fan, breaking off 3 blades, of which sliced a gash in the radiator. I was told by the seller that there had been a new radiator put in, a

Random Ramblings
Since I have been asked a few times I feel I should post the answer here..its a lot easier my pics are about 2 years old..I don't have any newer ones since then.. the reason being I had a very bad experience with a stalker. One that ended up with her (yes it was an older lady) in jail and me..well I ended up trapped in my car in a ditch after she ran me off the road. Needless to say this left me in not the greatest condition.. going to spare everyone all of the details but I'm in a wheel chair now and have other things wrong with me. I am uncomfortable with how I look right now.. I haven't had my picture taken for anything but the stalker's trial since the accident. I know everyone will say its ok and all that but the bottom line is I'm still not okw ith it all. I'm going to therapy and dealing with it the best way I can. Until I'm ok with it all no "new" pics of me will be put up if that upsets anyone then oh well that's how it is..to everyone else who does understand, t

Random Stuff
yucky day.. cold.. rainy.. sleety.. and if you look real close. maybe even a little snow.. nothing else better to do.. let's make a blog! Yeah!!! (God I need a life!) Favorite things: Hmmmm.. let's see.. Homemade chocolate chip cookies, mmmmmm... Warm fuzzy blankets... the smell of fresh baked bread, hugs! Little kids laughter. Puppies!!!, Smiles, Friends, Family, warm towels from the dryer! Things to Ponder: What's that round thing at the top of a flag pole for? Why do they say.. Four corners of the world, when the world is round? How come your nose runs and your feet smells? Why is it, when you sneeze you say Achoo.. ? How did confuscious become so wise?? Ever wonder.. Who was the first person to take a bunch of leafs and smoke it? For what reason would they do this? How many licks does it really take to get to the center of a tootsie roll tootsie pop? If you had it to do all over again.. would you? How come they don't make handles for bag

Randomness
Whats your name?? How old are you?? How tall are you?? hair color?? you got any tattoos?? you plan to get any?? piercings?? do you drink?? smoke?? if the moment was rite... would you kiss me?? would you mind if i just looked at ya n' smiled?? wats your perfect date??? how would you describe your style of clothes?? are you a virgin??? would you give me a back massage if i asked for one?? would play w/ my hair while i was asleep on your lap?? have you ever cheated on anybody??? wat are you doin' in life... work... skchool??? do you like to dance?? party?? would ya wanna hold hands in public?? do you like to watch movies?? do you drive?? if not... why not??? do you have strict curfew?? do you like pets?? what race are you?? what is your best feature?? what do you think is my best feature?? would you mind if we just hung out doing nothing?? w

Random
Ideas To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.2. On all your check stubs, write ' For Marijuana'3. Skip down the street Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get.4. With A Serious Face, Order a Diet Water Whenever You Go Out To Eat.5. Sing Along At The Opera.6. When The Money Comes Out Of The ATM, Scream 'I Won! I Won!'7. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the parking lot, yelling 'Run For Your Lives! They're Loose!'8. Tell Your Children Over Dinner, 'Due To The Economy, We are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go.'And The Final Way To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity9. PICK UP A BOX OF CONDOMS AT THE PHARMACY, GO TO THE COUNTER AND ASK WHERE THE FITTING ROOM IS Who's guilty? Wife dreaming and shouts "quick my husband is back!" Or The husband jumping out of bed then realizes, damn! im the husband? Little Susie came home from school with a smile on her fa

Random
What up Blog!!!!!! What a long week here at work. It usually is when you are waiting for your vacation to start. Im heading out on a cruise next Thursday to Mexico. It should be fun, but I hope the company we bring are to dull. At the moment Im about ready to drop kick one of the girls going with us. I just finished reading The Herion Diaries. It was a great read. Actually I read 357 pages in two days. I was hooked. Nikki Sixx from Motley Crue is a sick and twisted sumbitch, but man what a life he and the rest of the Crue lead. Yeah ok, maybe the ODing on Smack and being drunk everyday isn't good, but damn. I don't care who you are, If u walk into a bar and girls take u in the back room and blow you, then say thank you for letting them do it. WOW...now thats what I call being the MAN. 0715 10/29/08 I just got into with some lady in my office. She needs to keep her nose out of peoples conversations. We were discussing how barrack is the Antichrist and is a putz. She burst in t

Random Sillynesssss
Saw this in a blast....and really tickled me.....LMAO Build a man a fire, and he'll be warm for a day. Set a man on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life. I was just thinking......... Thats it really!! Ahhhh...Monday Will get back to ya's on that!!

Random Stuff
Jij bent de mooiste in mijn leven, ik houd meer van jou dan van het licht van de dag, want jij bent het licht van mijn dag en mijn nacht, vor altijd

Random Thoughts
A New Year is beginning. Are you thinking about what you may be missing? Or what the new Fubar year may have in store? Sure you'll move up some points and levels... New blings and super powers may come out... But why are you really here? To make some real friends? To unwind from life a little and have some fun? Then Bada Bing is the place to be. Some of family at Bada say its the best kept secret on Fubar... All lounges say they are "the best lounge on fubar" - so coming from me it doesnt mean much. But the thing that makes Bada special are the people. The Family ROCKS! So take a little time to meet some of the Bada Bing family, get to know them, and hear why they love Bada Bing. Click any of their pics below to GO to their profiles and get to know them even better. You wont regret it! - These are THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS to have. If you want to come hang with us - click the Bada Bing Pic Above or Holiday gifs between the pics and your there! From Our Family to Yours, ma

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I got deleted hahaha. But I'm back and my friends rule for helping me level so quickly ♥ So of course since i'm off to a couple of shows this weekend, I think I'm getting sick. The children are sick and when they are I can't help but snuggle with them because I feel so bad. Yeah, i know; good job. Anyway i refuse to be sick, so i've been taking Tylenol Severe Cold and Congestion.... anything else that might make this go away ? Like now? ♥ I put on a Hannah Montana wig and went to my parents house to say hello. My mother said I looked like an old hooker. what do you guys think? LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random Ravings
The War is OVER !!! Do the research: historically, the Democratic party was originally peopled by racists. Untill 1904, their biggest bitch was that the Republicans supported equal rights for Blacks. Barack Obama has arisen as any American can. He fought through the same things anyone might have to. From money concerns, to peer pressure and drugs, to the rigors of higher education. He conceived of a dream to make things better. He learned the legal ways to do it, collected the needed support, and brought his vision to the People. He convinced a state to let him speak with their voices. He has now convinced the majority of our nation to allow him to lead us. His Political party was once dominated by those who would keep American blacks, and by extension ALL non-whites under the thumb of oppression. The very party that was originally built on the support of racists fighting against equal rights for Black Americans (read as former slaves), has now completed a COMPLETE r

Random Thoughts For November
Ten Anonymous Things You Want To Say To Different People: 1. Thanks for being there no matter what and when no one else is 2. Why cant you love me like I love you 3. Let the past stay in the past and move on with your future 4. Dont stay if you dont really feel the love 5. I love and miss you so much 6. You are my best friend 7. Thanks for believeing in me and giving me the strength to believe in myself! 8. I hate you and wish I never would have met you 9. I love you, hang in there, life will get better, i promise! 10. I love you more than you know. Eight Ways To Win My Heart: 1. BE HONEST WITH ME 2. STAND BY MYSIDE NO MATTER WHAT COMES ALONG 3. SHOW ME THAT YOU REALLY KNOW WHAT LOVE MEANS 4. REMIND ME EVERY DAY HOW MUCH I MEAN TO YOU 5. LISTEN TO MY WORDS AND THE MEANINGS BEHIND THEM 6. NOTICE ME WHEN I LOOK MY WORST AND MY BEST 7. HOLD ME WHEN I AM CRYING GOOD OR BAD T

Randomly Awesome Randomness!!!
Okay, so seeing as this is my first blog post, please be gentle and understanding of my incompetence!!! =D Anyway, this is a song by Stephen Lynch and it is incredibly true. A song that every male should hear and know. It's not an actual music video, simply a slide show somebody made and I happened to find.

Random Comments
Some cool comments i've heard along the way "free is for me" "doing what I can with what I got" "beware of quiet voices, thunder comes from silence like a knife" "trust in the blind cuz they see" "truth is just a circle until it meets the lie" and ya never can forget "Get er done"

Random Thoughts
So here's the thing...I am sick of ppl assuming that I am a mind reader...cuz I'm not. Half the time I dont know whats going on in mine, much less yours. If you have a damn problem, talk to me...or leave me alone. 9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V.. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say 'Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too'. Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say 'it's always the last place you look'. Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film 'did you see that?'.

Random Thoughts
Been doing a lot of thinking lately. Strange yes i know especially considering i do work two full time jobs. Got an email from an ex the other day. In it accusing me of being a lair and unfaithful. How is this possible when i have not had contact with this person in over two years. Yes you heard it two years. I kicked him out. We where only together about three months when i broke it off. I worked during this so called relationship about on average 16 hours a day, he on the other hand sat on his ass 24/7. Granted he did move down here to be with me but one would think he would get out and find a job. No instead he sat at the computer talking to other women, calling others, and not contributing to a relationship. A girl can only take so much. So honestly was i wrong in kicking him out. Granted the only reason i have contacted him in the past is he left some of his shit here and i want it gone. Guess i am stupid for storing it for him. So honestly guys if you read this tell me what you t

Random Survey
Can you hones​tly say that thing​s are runni​ng smoot​hly for you? No they could be better What does you last text say? "good night suga bugg haha you can't txt me back" Do you regre​t your last kiss?​​​ no If you could​ move somew​here else would​ you? yeah i'm planning on it Are you bette​r at math or engli​sh?​​​ English Do you know anyon​e named​ Taylo​r?​​​ No How many peopl​e of the oppos​ite sex do you fully​ trust​?​​​ i don't really trust anyone of any sex, i have major issues and it kills my relationships with ppl Are you frien​ds with someo​ne who'​​​s older​ than you? Yep Does it bothe​r you when you text someb​ody and they take forev​er to text back?​​​ it depends In the past week have yo

Random Babble
Don't ya just love the public? NOT!! wish they'd all just fuck off!!! I'm not looking for sympahy and lies on this one, because if you tell me theres nothing wrong with me then quite frankly, your blind! I'm over 16stone which is around the 230 pounds mark for those of you in the states, at 5ft thats not what i should be at all, to be quite honest ive been thinking about it for a while now and i am alone in this fight of my weight issues, and im not getting no help with support at all, been told theres nothing wrong with you isnt support its a contradiction and its hurtful. Chris is also over weight but because he thinks theres nothin wrong with him, 'cough' bullshit 'cough' then theres nothing wrong with me, i wouldnt call a 5ft girl weighing in at 16 stone size 24 at 22 years old is nothing wrong with me. im gonna be dead and burried by the time in 40 and so is chris. It pisses me off how i got myself to a size 14 befor moving to kettering i was fit and healthy and i had

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Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, Seems the only thing holding me

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HEY ALL .. I KNOW I HAVE BEEN MIA FOR A WHILE BUT I WOULD LOVE TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH YOU ALLL ... U CAN FIND ME ON TWITTER HERE ... FOLLOW ME  http://twitter.com/AthenaAsamiya I DO NOT GET POINTS OR ANYTHING FOR U JOINING OR IF YOU ARE ON TO FIND ME ... SO IT IS PURELY AND TRULY FOR KEEPING IN TOUCH .. LOVE YAWL ...   CASEY For those of you who do not know, I am in the Real Estate Business. I am a Title insurance Underwriter/Closer. I was pushed into Law School by my parents and being that I do not like to Judge I chose Real Estate/Consumer Finance as my area of expertise. Once upon a time, My business was booming with sales/refinances. Now, it the declination of my business is devastating. I can almost everyones point of view being that I am the closer and deal with all parties involved on a transaction. One of My clients whom we like to call the Donald Trump of Kentucky lends his own money to people with poor credit and save them from foreclosure. I see their Titles and Credi

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I was pissed off at messages and convos like this "hey whats up so I have to be straight up with you I think your very sexy and I'd like to get to know you and come do something sexual to you so if you game and down then accept my invite and I will hit cha up and if I don't then get at me but if your not cool with that then don't accept its easy but anyway I hope to be hitting you up soon" DENY "hey u need a job? u can be my secretary for my business here in DC, i need someone who has ur assets to bring to the company." Yeah, assets...right... Me: I'm sorry, I'm not interested in you that way.. Person: I don't fucking care, you made me lose my bet. Guy: "I don't know why we didn't work. I want you back." Me: "You cheated on me...." Guy: "But I thought you were over that..." Me: "yeah...I'm over that....sure.." P.S. Good grammar is sexy more coming soon....

Random Thoughts
I lay in bed with random thoughts running through my head. First and fore most, it's fubar, don't use big words. West nile virus, did the monkey give it to the mosquito? Blog? Puking of the mind? Gas prices? Like a prude? Never goes down? hmmmmm check that out. NSFW, hmmmm.. change the name to shouldn't be looking at naked pictures while operating heavy machinery. SBLANPWOHM But I'm looking at home.. I'm safe! Safe Sex, Electronic communication. Mumms.. hmmm lets see, ummm damn I forgot.. Mumms are useless with ADHD.. woohooo Will anyone read this? Oh let me post a naked picture. Cock a doodle doo, coloring with a penis shape crayon! Don't do drugs. hmmmm lets see how many read this! What the hell is up with drivers in alabama? Nascar has come out on the roadways. everyone thinks they are the next Number 88 car. Only in Alabama. The only place that i have seen worse driving is in Saudi Arabia. Atleast in Saudi, they have an Allah Lane.

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Some of you know me as the erotic Model Mistress E./ Edain Wild. Sure, this is a part of me and I love doing it, but I have more sides than a diamond has facets. You can add my erotic side at http://www.fubar.com/edainwild should you be interested in it. Anyways. My main love is making skin care products and making others beautiful. But I also love smashing the major name brand companies and their dangerous practices, enjoy a good fight with them (and usually win!) and try to make this place (and products) safer for all of us. A lost or a noble cause? Not really. I think we all should make educated decisions and if everyone does something positive, we can change the world, together. I began developing skin care products in the age of 9 (nine!). Actually, it was a variety of soap and I sold them on markets. With 12 I had my first wholesale contract (help of parents here) and with 18 I got the keys to my own production facility. Sure, I finished school, have 2 Phd's (chemistry a

Random Life Stuff
My convo with my ex, this is when we broke up. I left him. This was on 11.17.08 ( he took it a lot better then I thought he would. He always said that he was my soul mate and couldn’t live with out me. Wonder if that was a lie ) Me : It does thanks. My bday was so good that there is no words to describe it, thats how good it was. And i'm doing so much better since you and i are not together. No offense to you, its just the drama is gone, i'm taking care ok ky better and i'm so much happier. So up being only friends and nothing more is perfect. You do realize that you and i will never be together again under any circumstance right? And if you cant deal i'm sorry. Just walk away now and have a good life. Him : wells thats good I plan on moving out of state as soon as most of my bills are paid off. in a couple of years. so i'll probly not be in touch when I leave. Me : I dont want you to keep in touch then or now. I'm moving on with my life. You should to. Him : ok have a

Random Ramblings
Before I begin, I need to state that I never break the law...I always ensure all my escapades are 18 or over *wink wink* I work retail for now..and at both jobs there are naturally a lot of jailbait working there with me. Normally not an issue. However..at one of my jobs I seem to have acquired a nickname. I've overheard some of the girls say it a time or two in the break room or stock room...but always assumed it was someone else since I mainly keep to myself and don't engage anybody in conversation. They call me "Sexy Silent Slim" :( Now...not a nickname I'm particularly fond of, but the really bad thing is all these jailbait chicks (some cute...but all still illegal so therefore no go) using it. I don't know if I should find it cute or be offended. It isn't right for a girl 11 years younger than me to call me sexy. Anywho...the funny part of this is, the person who gave me the nickname. Our 49 year old stock manager. Gay as Liberacci. He thinks I'm a fine piece of meat, and

Random Gay Shit About Me
re u more comfortable kissing a boy or a girl? boy Ever punched somebody in the face because of someone you loved? yes Are you emotional? im like a robot Ever had your heart broken? yes Who makes the best cups of tea? tina Did you want to punch someone today? nope Do you hate it when someone doesn't reply to your text/calls? hell yes What are you wearing on your feet? socks! Do you miss your childhood? what childhood??? Innie or outie? innie ;) What do you want to change about yourself? hahahahaha Do you think relationships ever last? yes if both really want it and aint some fucking asshole that plays with ur heart and emotions and begs to marry you and knocks u up promising you the world just to fucking turn around and leave u and abandon your son making u a single mother barely getting by and enjoys putting a dildo up his ass and chose a guy over u but nooo hes not gay it was for a religion yeah he aint gay he's a fucking whore fu

Random Stuff
you know i put pics on my profile for just the fun of it and hate when other profiles have they're pictures set as private but i'm beginning to understand why they did it...especially when one i'm told one of my pics is NSFW...when it clearly is not but i'm half tempted to make my pics private

Random Thoughts....
A poem on how I feel.... yeah, it's sad, but true! *sigh* Why? Why is it you always want someone you can’t have? Always aching, needing, wanting, but never getting anywhere. Alone, still, with a heart full of love to give… Wanting to give it to that one who will give it back Is something wrong with me? Am I not good enough to be loved? There seems to always be someone better And they take my chance away with someone I want. Being 2nd best really does put a damper on my heart It makes me wonder if I will ever find that someone Who will love me with all they got? I believe I deserve someone who will treat me good Not like my last one, who abused me with words. All I have left is to give my sadness to God. And hope and pray he will find me someday A love I’ve been wanting for all my life…

Random Stuff
Mom: Wake up honey. Chris is downstairs waiting for you. Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything! Right when she said that Chris walked into her room smiling from ear to ear. Chris: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving. Sarah: Okay. Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in. Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football. Chris: I know.. Then Sarah noticed that Chris was really pale-looking. Sarah: Chris are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick.. Chris: Yeah; it's just my allergies. Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet? Chris: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay. Sarah turned to look away from Chris. She knew there was something wrong. She has allergies and she does

Random Funny Stuff
Well, yes, it is funny! I dont think I am the greatest now or something, lol. A good friend gave me this name a while ago. It always makes me laugh when he called me that. I have no clue why, I never asked him about it. Its just funny enough to use it and thats all. I decided to get a new name on here (again ;) ), because I thought about deleting this account (again ;) ) but a friend made me stay, so I thought this would be a good time for a change. Any comments? lol

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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF - I died: - I kissed you: - I lived next door to you: - You found out I was married: - I stole something: - I was hospitalized: - I refused to leave my home: - I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY - Personality: - Eyes: - Hair: - Family: WOULD YOU - Help me hide a body? - Keep a secret if I told you one? - Hold my hand? - Take a bullet for me? - Try to solve my problems? - Love me? HAVE YOU EVER - Lied to make me feel better? - Wanted to kiss me? - Wanted to kill me? - Broke my heart? - Kept something important from me? - Thought I was unbearably annoying? AND MORE! - Who are you? - Are we friends? - When and how did we meet? - Describe me in three words: - What was your first impression? - Do you still think that way about me now? - What reminds you of me? - If you could give me anything, what would it be? - How well do you know me? - When's the last time you saw me? - Ever wanted to tel

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Naughtia *fu- engaged to crimson* signed sealed delivered*@ fubar Now Its that time boys and girls when you give up some of your rates and send them my way...... Im back and I wanna be on top again..... so put me there..... RATE FAN ADD BLING CRUSH........anything helps...... love returned just make sure you leave me a private message letting me know you helped! Thanks...... HAPPY HOLIDAYS! ASSHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLE@ fubar> This Man Is sick.... he is a petifile and a rapist to his own daughters... can we please get him off of fubar.... do not pay him any attention just keep reporting him..... and make sure you block him ladies he attacks us with his nasty comments! Naughtia *fu- engaged to crimson* signed sealed delivered*

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You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste this into your blog and tag five people to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? cute 4. Your mother? creepy 5. Your father? Pain 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? None 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Need 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Louisianna 14. Where were you last night? Work 15. What you're not? Skinny 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Hickville 19. The last thing you did? giggled 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? On 22. Your pets? Bubba 23. Your computer? multiple 24. Your life? whatever 25. Yo

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I have no idea why, but I've been inspired by some unknown force...*looks to the sky* Thank you Anyways, this is only part of the new song I am writing. I will post updates as often as possible. ***Remember these lyrics are not yet complete, please do not pass judgment yet. The Void Within written by VampyreRaven A veteran of sorrow, Visions of no tomrrow -chorus- x2 The void within (killing me slowly) The void within (killing me coldly) The void within -end chorus- **This is not the finished product, but more of a rough draft of the finished product. Place jugdment as you see fit. After all, every writer has gotten help from others. :) ** The Void Within written by Cy-Blood A veteran of sorrow, Visions of no tomrrow Just a shell of a man, No emotion, No devotion, Sitting alone in his empty room The void within (killing him slowly) The void within x2 (killing him coldly) The void within A fallen angel be

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Random Thoughts At 37,000 Ft.
Random Thoughts at 37,0000ft.... Yeah, that time again. Another flight, another chance for my mind to wander, which reminds me, I really gotta go thru all these and post them again, new profile and all that. So, today is a rant / vent day I think. I'm not one to bitch, don't like to sweat the petty small things, but I felt the deep desire to get this off my chest, and I KNOW I am speaking for others as well as myself. This ones for those fake people out there, you know, the ones that are all nice and friendly to your face but love to talk shit about you behind your back, yeah, those people. Yes, I know, we all have those in our lives, but here on FuBar, is it really that fuckin necessary? Do these people bother me, no, not really, other than I just don't understand why they feel the need. I realize Preach that this is like runnin in the Special Olympics, just bare with me bro. They might be "special" but they at least know how to read if they're on FuBar, right? Yeah Jersey, I k

Randomly Yours
....When you're small, you care nothing at all. Minutes can seem hours, you're climbing impossible towers. Slowly.. like the cigarette burn, now clocks say it's your turn. You have run oh so fast, yet looking ahead it's only the past. As the tree in summer you stand tall, yet inside leaves begin to fall. Your mind constantly scours, searching youth's squandered powers. All their advice you did spurn, you seek it now to avoid the urn. No turning back you begin to cry, wondering why am I... You know those times when you are surrounded by people, but in truth you're alone? Cool,no? Just like The Shadow, lurking somewhere in the dark. You can see, hear, even touch them with no change. They look at you and never see, just a physical doppelganger, the mask. A bad thing? No. Good they just look and say to themselves: "Hot" or "Not". Keeps them a safe distance, not your safety..theirs. Some creep in to discover what lie

Randomness Free Of Douchebaggery
This is not a normal blog post. I just want to tell everyone to check out my trackz and also check out the greatest band I've ever heard at www.myspace.com/iwrestledabearonce Thank you.

Random Writings By Yours Truely
**** I NEED TO SLEEP **** Will this world ever let me shine.. Shall I ever break these ties that bind.. Star light eyes remain blind.. Silenced like an abused child.. One look slits my tounge.. leaves me with words never to be spoken.. One more cold good bye..deep sigh..on each breath I'm choking.. I sleep no more..head lain to rest.. on a pillow of thorns.. Every time I close my eyes to sleep..Flood gates open.. old wounds cut deep.. I pray to god screaming inside..Please jesus replace self hate with pride.. Show me the sun ..walk hand in hand.. Show me real life..with no inhibition..and..nothing to hide.. Open my heart to love full force..Open my faith to embrace yours.. Allow My inner child peace..Allow my children the chance to succeed.... Let them feel proud when told.. your just like mommy.. Let them see what lives inside my heart..Show my daughters what STRONG SMART women can be.. when raised with love ..spirits shall fly ..set free.. Allow those girls to s

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You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? gone 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? wyoming 5. Your father? nashua 6. Your favorite thing? chocolate 7. Your dream last night? dunno 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. Your dream/goal? marriage 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? anything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? mad 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? dunno 18. Where you grew up? oklahoma 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? sometimes 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life?happy 25. Your mood? good 26

Random Rants
I have pages on several different site and i have notice that alot of people (sorry but they are all younger) that place more value on how much you have or how hot you are than WHO you are. WELL I was born a poor fat chick. i'm fine with that. to me its all about the person that is on the inside than the money in your pocket or the way you look in your clothes. i am proud to be an extra thick chick. i am who i am. with no apologies to anyone. if you can't except the poor fat ass that stands before you then thats your problem not mine. but to base friendship or any relationship on that is so shallow. the things that should matter are can you trust that person. can you count on the person when you need them. is this person someone that i can call at 3 am if i need them. maybe its my age. but i would rather have someone in my life that i can be myself with. that i can buy a few beers build a fire in the backyard and sit and talk to and laugh with. and i don't want to believe it is Y

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ECG (Heart Tracing) ECG (called EKG in USA) stands for ElectroCardioGram. This test looks at the electrical activity in the heart. How Is It Done? The first step is to attach adhesive electrodes to the chest and limbs. It may be necessary to shave the chest to get good skin contact. In women, the elctrodes are places under/around the left breast. The machine will then be attached to the electrodes. At this point the patient will be asked to lie very still while the machine takes a recording for about 10 seconds. The test is not painful or uncomfortable. Why Is It Done The usual reasons for an ECG are chest pain, palpitations, fast/slow/irregular pulse, shortness of breath or unconsciousness. Many doctors also request an ECG as a baseline investigation. It does not necessarily mean something is wrong with your heart. What Does It Show The heart is a muscular organ with its own "wiring". For each heartbeat, an electrical impulse travels through the wiring in a specific way, causin

Random Thoughts
Life has been increasingly difficult lately. Dealing with losing my mother, the financial burden of trying to take care of my children, the stress I am putting on my father, etc… I was sitting at work this morning thinking about everything and just lost it. I had to leave for a while. I called my dad's house & talked to Grace for a few minutes. I told her much I love her and how they mean everything to me. That I think about them all day long and I apologized for not getting to spend enough time with them. I would be there with them right now if I could. I know that life is supposed to be hard. That God only gives us what we can handle and that the harder it is, the stronger we become. Everyone has their days and some are more difficult than others. I get it. I've just been miserable for quite sometime. I find myself playing with the kids and thinking about shit I shouldn't be. Getting mad at bath time for wasting too much water, leaving lights on when leaving a room, l

Random Things
A Drowning It's the glare from the reflectionMaking patterns in your eyesIt's the looking back in angerWith every second slipping byUndertow has come to take meGuided by the blazing sunLook at everything around usLook at everything we've done.Please anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfThere's a tiny little windowSwarms of locusts fill the skyMaybe I just disappear, If I canKeep my head above the tide.Please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myself   The Space In Between All our blood lying on the floorSense the crowd expecting something moreOpened up, proudly on displayWhat we tried so hard to hide awayBl

Random Ramblings
Hole. Bloody hole. We aren't supposed to talk about the bloody hole, but there's a bloody hole winking me in the face. I want to c-u-u-t it off, ch-o-o-p it off, and make guacahole. This blog...is for Witchie. The hole thing. Not just part, the hole thing. What can you do with a hole? You can fill a hole. You can tongue a hole. You can gaze into a hole. You can enlarge a hole. You can stick something in a hole. You can take something out of a hole. There is a hole lot of things you can do with a hole. You can build a barrier, so nobody falls into the hole. You can lay branches over a hole, so people do fall into it. Holey crap...I'm running out of ideas. HOLE!!! HOLEY HOLEY HOLE...we aren't supposed to talk about the hole. Well, life is chaotic. New job, and they are pushing me to get a promotion already. I had 4 jobs lined up...3 of them decided to not hire me because I failed the background check....whoops. So now I'm working Hometown Buffet, and only Hometow

Random Gifts To My Ex
My ex's birthday present from me. 1 animal for every year he was born that he reminds me of giraffe- old pic in blue shirt neck way too longBaboon- Skinnyness long arms/legs Krista color buttcheeks while sleeping Flamingo- Long scrawny legs/ stumpy neckMonkey- Put in zoo and smells like onePenguin- waddles like one when krista is through and wears all black and whitePanda- Chubbyness sorta & black/whiteAlligator- SnappishTiger- growly grumpyness polar Bear- always cold hands like he lives in antarticaDonkey- can sometimes be a jerk and has long face'Cat- curls up and sleeps for like foreverBull- StubbornHippo- oh so fat :p Parrot- repeats stuff on command :p Pig- eats too much although he never gains weightRhinocerous- pointy noseWeasel- knows how to squirm his way outta troubleOstrich- Long legs that walk too fastPeacock- shaves too much trying to look fancy lmao ;x Clam- never talks if somethings bothering him   Anal, I know you like it I know you do  Thats why whenever i com

Random.
so who would like to make a salute for me hehe. i went on some pages and seen that people salute their friends and all. i want one, pretty please with edible panties on top lmao. =D Love You. Do certain people just not care how others feel at all? Many guys whom I have either met or showed interest in me, hurt me. What's the sense in hurting someone mentally, seriously?!!? I know I am a good girl, is that so bad, to be good or try to be good to impress someone? I give my all, I guess I wear my feelings on my shoulder and I am too understanding because I end up letting guys walk all over me. I let them sweet talk me without trying to get to know them first as a friend. But c'mon, I am a very understanding girl and no matter who does me wrong, you know what; I understand. I don't let it go easily, but I do understand. It just really hurts when I am being taken advantage of. Yeah you all will say to get over it or the guy was a jerk or just whatever. This isn't me blogging

Random Randomness.
WTF. That is all.

Random
I found this laying around. Thought it was rather amusing. FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS AGREEMENT This FRIEND WITH BENEFITS agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 200_, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have sh!t to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" sh!t - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No

Random
The darkness comes and holds me close, so close I cannot breathe I feel myself slipping, fighting to keep a hold on what, I don't know But in the dark is where I live It holds me down, I feel safe, But I feel my heart racing, aching, longing for the light Each time it seems so close, its stolen from right out of my hands by some undeserving fuck Am I doomed to be alone and cold Why can't I go away All I want is to go away You're in as much pain as I am. I see the hurt in your eyes and wonder if I have the same look. I don't want to like you, I didn't want to care about you, but we can't control our hearts and who it desires. We can only try to control how we act and react to what we feel. How do you feel about me? Do you feel the same connection I do? Do you get excited at the thought of seeing me like I do for you? Do I make you nervous? I don't know how to interpret the look in your eyes when you stare so deep into mine. I believe the eyes are the windows to the soul and I se

The Randomness That Is Jenn
Tonight I discovered that there is a whole subset of folks out there that we should give time to consider. And those folks are what I like to call the "88¢ers". Tonight while shopping for Advil I found that you can purchase 100 Advil in a bottle for 88¢ less if you buy it without the complimentary cardboard box. This find brought up a whole conversation in which we concluded that this extra 88 cents must be seen as a moron tax if you will. I find that this situation also places it on a very long list of ongoing conspiracy theories that I sometimes give time to considering and trying to solve for us all. This list includes packages of wieners that are sold 10 in a package when you can only buy packages of hot dog buns in an 8 count. Do you realize that to break even you'd have to buy 4 packages of hot dogs and 5 packages of buns? Also included on this list are the so called "Dollar Menus". Is it really a dollar menu just because the cost of something is a dollar without the tax

Random Thoughts
Sadly, I had to spend Christmas and the New Years alone. As a result I've been trollin' Fubar and trying to find a lounge that I fit in with. Having a hard time with it as my humor is 10% stupid, 10% corny, 20% funny, and 60% adult. Language is free, but few lounges has made me feel welcome. Maybe I'm not interacting enough and fading into the background, but it seems like you have to be apart of the group already to be apart of the group (hopefully that makes sense). Anyway, the past few days I've seen breasts, sex, drinking, and more. It's been a great way to welcome the new year, and I can't seem to get enough of it. Guess I'm a typical guy in that sense. What's strange now, is that I'm looking at them with a new eye. Rather than see women in a objectified light, I find myself admiring them and their bodies. The shape of the curves, the softness of their breasts, their tone bodies and silky skin. Mostly I admire their courage to show their beauty and sexual appetite.

Random
sometimes i write things that are dark, a little down words come while on my face sits a frown a muse in misery often i've found it's not like i'm some emo punk, moping around pretending i'm the only one who can feel, we all do, those of us who are real you do have those that say they're hard, and cold and just don't care , but something, somehow, somewhere, has got to bring you down, otherwise nothing can lift you up i'm not saying we should dwell on the things that make you want to throw back a hand full of pills, but rather the things that run up your spine, make your hair stand, and give you chills. like a bass line that sets in just right, or a drum beat hard heavy and tight, a guitar riff recognizable from the begining, a singer wailing like on it their life was depending, or a bolt flashing lighting up the sky, or the feeling i get when i look in her eyes, that's where i need to dwell,

Randomness
So I browsed the upcoming Happy Hours to see how long they will be going tonight only to find something utterly sicking to myself!!! Nothing against the person themselves this isnt an attack on anyone!!! But one person has 17 Happy Hours scheduled in the next 7 days!!!!! Hats off to you because I don't understand how people can afford Happy Hours! I do good to get a VIP sometimes!!!! But blah just a random thought! xoxo Mel You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Desk 2. Your significant other? Eric 3. Your hair? Curly 4. Your mother? Good 5. Your father? Good 6. Your favorite thing? Eric 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Dew 9. Your dream/goal? R.N. 10. The room yo

Random Thoughts, Unrestrained Meanderings, Occasional Rants, And Joyful Enthusiasm.
A few fun factoids. I jump up and down and yell at the TV during football games. Seriously. I cannot, absolutely cannot, go to the beach without taking off my shoes and wading. I’m from Georgia, I call everyone “hon”, “sweetie”, “love”, “dear heart”, etc. I love Star Trek and Doctor Who. I’m a spelling and grammar geek. I don’t believe a woman should ever, ever, ever, EVER pursue a man. Did I mention EVER?!?!?!?!? I’ll take interesting, funny, and smart over good looking any day. I’m not going to change who I am to fit into someone else’s mold. I sing….almost constantly. My mind is a storehouse of useless information. I always know the perfect thing to say….about a half hour too late! I laugh a lot, and loudly! I hate shoes. I love to fish. I think people who treat their animals better than their mates or children deserve none of the above. It’s dangerous to ask me a question that you don’t want the answer to. I alphabetize my cupb

Random Things
Ever have one of those days where you just want human touch?  Nothing sexual but just someone to cuddle with.  I feel that way today. Which is rather odd for me.  Maybe I have been single to long, I don't know. I am bored as hell tonite and to lazy to mumm soooooooooo do I want an ice cream float for a late night snack or oreo cookies and milk??   entertain me damnit :P This saturday I am going to post a blog to spark some intelligent conversation. Well at least I hope it will spark some decent conversations.  Hope to see you all there.    

Random Ventings
ok i get it . i may not be the best lookin guy around but u know what im fine with that. unlike alot of people i dont need to put on an act or be someone im not to impress any one. what u see is what u get and how i act is how i am personally and if none of you can accept that then u know where to go. i do nothing but respect everyone and treat them the way everyone should be treated and then the women claim that want me or wanna be around me. but when u people get a look at me on my cam what do u know its a whole diff story. u know what like i said, i dont give a crap what i look like. oh and just for u people who think i put on an act just to get in ur pants, u can kiss my ass. you can go around and ask anyone thats the last thing i wanna do. i have a shit load of women that r friends and r single that i have known fo ra while and have yet tried to get in their pants. see unlike 90% of guys here i do something called respecting a women boundries. so if ur not comfy in the way i run

25 Randoms
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged . You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you. 1. I love Dr Pepper 2. I have been to 3 different colleges 3. I love football and I love watchin it with a certain *someone* 4. I have to have a lot of pillows when I sleep or I don't sleep 5. I actually am just now learning to drink Beer.....normally I'm liquor only! 6. I have finally realized bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people. 7. I have to keep some type of chapstick wit me at all times or I go crazy. 8. I hate to ride in a car unless I am driving....most people scare me when they drive. 9. Most country music depresses me so I try not to listen to it! 10. However....I do like some country music.......like . . . Scott Miller and the Commonwealth, Cross Canadian Ragweed, and

Random
recently i have done some things that aren't good, and i have said some things about people before i took the time to get to know them. and this i feel very much ashamed of, but as i am a very stubborn person i can't relent and apologize. but this blog is supposed to be an apology of sorts. i can only hope that those people see it.

Random Thoughts From A Cheshirecat
Well, it's almost my birthday and my would-be boyfriend officially broke up with me... whee. Happy New Year... Happy Birthday.... sigh... I hate dating... Kinda reminds me of why I was so reluctant to get a divorce.... but that was really the right choice. It's not that have no one... I have a guy that is more than a fuck-buddy/ friend with benefits, but he will NEVER be more than that. I need more than that. I need to be taken. I need love and romance and someone who will consider living with me one day... It's weird but sometimes I think that guys are just waiting until my kids are older... I don't really feel like waiting for a maybe as my kids age, but it would be nice for them to at least let me in on that... I feel like I'm being punished... punished for having kids... punished for living in the wrong place... punished for not having a car right now... punished for not living alone... Do you all think I want these things?!? Ok, I want my kids... I love them, b

Random Lyrics And Quotes
Trapped on the terraces, I looked at you and knew You were the only thing that mattered There was no one for me but you In Harmony Street we beat a man Just for standing there I held my breath as I watched you swing Then run your fingers through your hair Oh, how could anyone not love the terrible things you do? Oh, how could anyone not want to try and help you? In Bermondsey in Burberry, you held me at the barricade, the pigs arrived with tear gas And I wept at the mistakes we made We stalked the streets like animals And danced as windows shattered For our island, for the thrill of it, for everything that mattered Oh, how could anyone not want to rip it all apart? Oh, how could anyone not love your cold, black heart? I found you on a Saturday, and that was where I lost you You had finally walked away because of what it cost you, years later when I saw your face In line to catch the morning train, you looked like you'd been softened Like you never really love

Random Rantings Of A Crazy Woman
I saw the perfect graphic tonight. I mean seriously what DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying, is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought would

Random Crap
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Iwn WAY, WAY too many comic books. There's something like 6,000+ sitting in my upstairs closet. And yes I can recall almost all of them after reading the first couple pages. 2. I watch too much damn TV, but I love my DVR so very much. All CSIs, Battlestar Galatica, Dollhouse, Chuck, Iron Chef, Surviorman/Man vs Wild, Heroes, Knight Rider (new one), Fringe, Terminator, and The Office. 3. Stupid Mobster game on Facebook is a new addiction. 4. I'm a sarcastic prick. Deal with it lol 5. I've bartended for about the last 10 years of my life and still not a fan of people in general. Either

2009 Random Thoughts
  I have had a few conversations on this topic recently. Usually it is someone happily pointing out my flaws. As much as I enjoy these conversations, they need to stop. It isn’t that I mind being told what is wrong with me; it is because you do not take responsibility for your part in it.    I strive for perfection and am disappointed when I do not reach it not because I have high expectations of myself, but because you do. I have to be perfect, I have to be right all the time because that is what is expected of me. Too many people delight in every mistake I make, or love to point out the one time I was wrong.  Most people can slip up, make a mistake or fail at a task and it is no big deal. We never mention it again. I make plenty of mistakes, but I have to fix them. I can crash and burn, and still be expected to win the race.    People can outright offend me, and it is no big deal. Treat me like crap, hurt my feelings and no one cares. Yet I have to watch what I do or say a

A Random Rant
1. A snowflake is one of nature's most fragile things,but just look what many of them can do when they stick together. 2.If all your dreams don't come true,don't fret; all your nightmares don't,either. 3.Don't be a carbon copy of someone else; make your own impression. 4. Don't let your welcome mat lie. 5. The best gift we can bestow upon others is a good example. 6. For mending someone's broken heart,the best glue is compassion 7. If you aren't wearing a smile,you're only half dressed. 8. Remember,today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.- Dale Carnegie 9. The trouble with some people in trying times is that they stop trying. 10. Actions speak louder than bumper stickers. 11.If you don't like the way life looks,change the way you look at life. 12.Nobody has ever measured how much the heart can hold. 13.The world is full of cactus,but we don't have to sit on it. 14. An arguement is a head-on collision of two trains of thought. 15. When

Random Thoughts
They say shes a fool for giving in..but sometiems that doesnt even matter.sometimes  you think maybe its karma... i use to not beleive in karma so much... but given my perdicament  it seems like its comeing back and biteing me  in the ass..go figure my luck.... i hope my luck gets better soon... i kno its random and esp seeing what it feels like right now outside.. but i wish that there was somebody who would join me in my random idea of wanting to grab blankets and pillows and jsut lay out under the stars doesnt matter where were layin outside could be on the roof,on the hood of a car or on the ground in a drive way but jsut bundled up next to each other keeping each other warm and talkin under the stars... even if it was only for an hour its just something i think i wanna do with somebody jsut for the hell and sake of being random and interesting lol.. k that is all ...~MUAH!!! Oh i tell ya.. this life... is for the unexpected...there comes a time when all you begin to