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created on 12/08/2007 | http://fubar.com/random-thoughts/b165791

posted on 09/23/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;10:09&nbs-07:00;am

just wamna give up
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Well today is one of those days I just wanna give up and not vare. I"m sick of feeling like in i'm this by myself. I"m not sure why nobody seems to care how recent events effect me. I have what I hope to be the one great love I'm supposed tospend the rest of my life trying to keep. HE's everything I could want most days and well everything I don't on others. We have an amazing family but he had to leave us for awhile for stupid work and nows when the questions begin. I'm always been sure of our future and out lives together but i"m not so sure now. Can someone that always liked to run around and sleep around really be happy with someone like me? Can the trust and faith that I"ve always had be enough to hld us together while we're apart. I know that somewhere in some ways he would never hurt us but things just aren't right and i"m not sure what to do anymore. well I'm goin on and on about me ad mycraziness so for now i'll say farwell and I hope everyone keeps smiling and and enjoys the life they're given hugs kisses and cookies

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posted on 12/20/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:12&nbs-08:00;pm

trust in you
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I know that you could be the one I wonder if for you its all in fun. I know that I could give you my heart I feel for you from the very start. I want to put my trust in only you I wonder do you mean it when you say you love me to. SO hard to trust so unsure it won't last I'[m afraid to repeat the past. The greatest feeling is in your arms warm and safe from all harm I know with you I spend forever I cant till the nest time we can be together I"ll hold my breath and hope for the best I hope in the end i'll pass your test You are so important to me I know in the end together we'll be

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posted on 12/08/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:12&nbs-08:00;pm

just a littl ethought
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SO sometimes I wonder whats wrong with the world and why love and trust and honesty is so hard to find/ I don't know whats worse losing love or never really having it to start with. The first time I thought I found love I was wrong and I'll regret that for many years. I wonder if love is real or just something that you're taught to believe in? So many people tell me that they love and that love is real but how do you know who truely loves you and who you should out that trust and love and faith into? I hope one day i'll find the one that makes my heart melt and makes me feel like i'm the only girl they could ever love and that they would never hurt me the way its been done before. ONe day I' know i'll find that love find that faith find thad tha thope. SO heres my advice to everyone when you fid the one you know you love don't let go fight hard and never give up till next time much love and hugs kisses and cookies

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